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I Want Him So Freaking Bad..
COME ON YOU GUYS THIS IS MAJOR HERE.. THIS GUY NEEDS RATES AND HES UP AGAINST A FAMILY I GUESS NOT SURE BUT HES LOSING AND I DONT LIKE TO LOSE.. WELL IM REALLY NOT LOSING BUT HE IS AND IM NOT LIKING THAT EITHER.. IT PUTS ME IN A BAD MOOD.. YES I CAN GET CRANKY FROM TIME TO TIME.. PLZ SWING BY AND RATE HIM PLZ JUST A RATE THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR... TY ALL VERY MUCH.. YOU ALL KNOW WHEN YOUR IN A CONTEST ID DO THE SAME FOR YOU.. AT LEAST YOU ALL KNOW I TRY.. OH DEAR GOD THIS ONE TOO.. HAWT.. IM ABOUT TO OMG NEVER MIND THATS PRIVATE INFO BUT YA RATE HIM TOO PLZ TY TY

American Freedom Today
Blood is the fluid of life spilled for countries for what we call freedom and fighting for our country and land. They say that America is the land of freedom to do as you please, but what they really mean is to pay taxes out the ass and be shut up forever. In America they say you are free and have no worries, but really it is all a lie to make you feel safe. It's nothing. Just a world of endless dreams and hopes gone to hell that you'll never be free. If we were considered free this nation would not be despising upon race and wealth. What should it matter what color you are or even how much money you have. The American Government says that there is opportunity here, but what opportunity is that? The opportunity to fail before you even try to succeed. There are no jobs to support our families, because foreign people come into this country and take them from us. When we have lived here all our lives and they just emmigrate and steal them all blind. How are we supposed to believe that our

How I Feel
The pain. The depression. It's all gone away. Involuntary tears streaming down my face. Its all torn apart. Nothing left. All faded away. I ask you one more time. Where is my life direction. The path. My journey. The light above and beyond. Flowing down the tunneled drain. Twisting and turning. Far away. Slipping and sliding. Into the distant darkness. I scream. I reach. I strive. Distant fears and screams. Agonizing. Terrorizing. Tagonizing. Flaming brutal torture alone. Why I ask you. Why I scream. Throat burning. Am I treated like I am. Abusiveness. The long struggle... Fighting to stay alive. Hurt and depression...heartbreak and failure. Broken and bleeding. Torn and pleading. Down on my knees. I'm locked deep down inside. Fading into eternal darkness. Unable to breathe. Covered..and coated...and showered. In the realms of HELL i DO reside.

Time Passes
You left over a year ago; you'd think I'd forget The love that we had and how we first met. Not a day goes by that I don't say to you I love you my dear,this will always be true. You don't hear my words; you don't have a clue My love's still there; cause I long to be with you. If you looked in my heart, you'd know they were real For my heart aches daily, 'cause that's how I feel. As I've said in the past, I'll say it once more My heart is still open and so is the door No matter how long I live, for you I'll be here When I think of you, I'll shed a silent tear. Don't worry about me, I will make it through I just want you to know my love is still true I'll leave you alone I won't bother you now If ever I see you, I'll smile somehow. Just remember how I feel, remember I care Just know I will listen, remember I'm there Some day I hope you will call me your friend I will hide everything I feel, but my love will never end.

Back Active Duty
well I am off to korea thank god. it will be easier to support my family money wises and job wise plus I am worried about my marrage its not a strong marrage any more ever since she had cheated on me 2 years a go so I am hoping that she wont cheat on me and wont leave me for another man I hope any way but any way wish me luck

Fu-angels Team 1 Butterflybaby And Schwani4474 Just Got There Halo's!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~

Myspace
xoxo Hey! Are you on my myspace yet? Why not? I have been there a lot more these days! Plus I am getting into blogging there a lot more. Like real shit not just the pimpouts like the Fu. Click a pic and go to my page! Add me and subscribe to my blogs! That way you don't miss a post. {{Hugz}} Miranda

Your Bore
You make me feel like I'm a whore Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now It's always gonna be this way Get the fuck away 'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you It's always gonna be the same Get the fuck away 'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are I'll break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are I'll break you and leave you scarred I hate what you are 'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting m

New June Contest!
We're having a contest on our website! Go place your vote!!! http://scott.geekpowered.net/jugs/ Also...there are some new ladies on there...so show everyone some love! And share the link with all your friends! We want lots of visitors!!

Flowers By Astrology
Flowers By Astrology: Aries: March 21 - april 20 Zodiac Sign: Born under the symbol of the sure-footed ram, the Aries, a fire sign, is confident and fierce. Dynamic and full of contagious energy, those born under this zodiac sign are usually the ones who take the lead – quick to volunteer for adventure and preferring the road less traveled to previously charted territory. Birth Sign Flower: Match the Aries enthusiasm and zeal with flowers the color of passion (romantic or otherwise) – like an anything-but-demure red tulip flower bouquet. Dazzling and full of energy, it’ll appeal to their love of bold gestures and their appreciation for the slightly unexpected. taurus: april 21 - may 21 Zodiac Sign: Even though they're best known for being as headstrong and fierce as a bull.Their zodiac sign's symbol, there's an indisputable warmhearted, romantic and sensuous side to the Taurus personality as well. And, while this earth sign's also known for its well-groun

Super Hero Complex
"This was the year he fell to pieces & ironicly this was the year when more people then he even knew existed scrambled to put him back together again and as they tried they didn't notice that he was smiling .. smiling his ass off .. no pun intended oh what have we become? oh what have you become not allowed to kick the feet up and sleep until its done ground control ground control to major tom we found a hole in your theory and named it Thoren & when the leaves fall then land looks more human its got me questioning the essence of my farm boy blues hence I never wore the fashions of the know what I'm doin but their won't be no alarm when we sound up the movement a river runs through it & till I'm made outa fluids my fathers name is Dan & my names pride & while my destines reading the recipe for confusion I'm out at night writing SO*MT*N*SIDE as the panelings comes un-glued I'm averaging a camel every hour for as a substitute for food out standing in this field waiting for

A Song.
this is a song for a girl who broke my heart... Come on skinny love just last the yearPour a little salt we were never hereMy, my, my, my, my, my, my, myStaring at the sink of blood and crushed veneerI tell my love to wreck it allCut out all the ropes and let me fallMy, my, my, my, my, my, my, myRight in the moment this order's tallI told you to be patientI told you to be fineI told you to be balancedI told you to be kindIn the morning I'll be with youBut it will be a different "kind"I'll be holding all the ticketsAnd you'll be owning all the finesCome on skinny love what happened hereSuckle on the hope in lite brassiereMy, my, my, my, my, my, my, mySullen load is full; so slow on the splitI told you to be patientI told you to be fineI told you to be balancedI told you to be kindNow all your love is wasted?Then who the hell was I?Now I'm breaking at the britchesAnd at the end of all your linesWho will love you?Who will fight?Who will fall far behind?

In Yo Face
I once entered a contest on radio station WNUA... was supposed to win dinner at the largest...newest hotel SHERATON in Chicago's premier line on LAKESHORE DRIVE. When I received the winning envelope and followup call discrepancy evolved... I wasn't supposed to look lke me. They fed someone else! Denae Alexander and Ramsey Lewis... hosts for the contest, were no defense. The OPRAH crowd was in charge and trying to reintroduce Tom Joyner at the time. And to think... I was a number one promoter of the station (by word of mouth)... and to the aggravation of the WBEE and WVON crowd. ....can I help it if I liked to hear SMOOTH JAZZ? http://wnua.com/main.html

Going To Be Offline For A Few Days.
Well y'all I'm going to be offline for a few days because my real life girl friend countrygirl@heat is arriving here in Albuquerque today. When I sign off I'll be going to go pick her up at the airport and we'll be spending a few days to get to know each other better. We made each other a promise that we'll spend as much time togther as posise that we'll spend all of off time from work with each other and our kids. And it's a promise that I plan to keep to her and our children(Both hers and mine). We found each other here on fubar and fell in love with each other as time went on. So with all that is said in my first blog here on fubar I'll see y'all in a few days. And please feel free to rate my albums and enjoy. I hope that you all Have A Great Week and wish us luck in our new lives together.

Sunday Family Train
I'm declaring this parents Sunday! Im calling all parents that includes single moms and dads couples and grandparents that have children as well come jump aboard m parents Sunday train...We will always make more friends to have another parent related friend to talk to and laugh with on fubar!If you wanna join please see me Kandylicious Kandilicious Creator & Owner of the Lollipop gurlz club & Seductive Desires Fu-engaged toArkangel@ fubar SexyGranny1967 ♥ Shadow Leveler ♥ Club FAR ♥ Promoter of S*U*P@ fubar ~*~Christine aka ¢¾SweetAngel¢¾~*~Riding the Sin Wagon@ fubar ..chillie...@ fubar terbear2545***OWNED BY JP OWNER OF BOOMER SOONER***FORCE~3~BOMBERS~~~SPANKERS~CLUB~~~@ fubar ~ ღஐtrue_blue_joeyஐღ ~ BFF of sexcmumma ♥ 25 to Life ♥@ fubar ~♥CONNIE♥~UNDERWORLD LEVELER *Fu-Owned By Bleuskyhere@ fubar

Avgrl Bully
My friend avgrl needs less than 68k to Fu-King! She would really love to reach level 24 today, so could you please help her out? If you let me know that you have helped her to level, I will be happy to help you as well, whenever you are close to leveling! CLICK ON ANY OF THESE PICS TO GO TO HER PROFILE! CLICK ON ANY OF THESE PICS TO GO TO HER PROFILE! Please click on the pic below to go directly to her profile! Please add, rate, and fan her profile, rate stash, blogs, and pics! We can do this folks, and make a lady happy! :D The next HH is just minutes away, so bookmark her page and get ready! Thanks to you all in advance for your help! CinDragon

Cool Site
Hello all Its a cool place to play and learn poker just use the link below and sign up today. http://pokerrpg. com/?id=marlboroman1026 just cut and paste this link into new browser window and sign up today love to see you there You can also add me as a friend and all and we can play poker slots or blackjack see you all there the BARTAB

In Good Time
Are you looking for instant results? Then you'll likely put forth great effort and expense while encountering much frustration, with no guarantee that you'll reach your goal. There is a much more reliable and easily accessible way to achieve the results you seek. It is with patience. Instead of fighting against time and making time your enemy, use time as your friend. Instead of being resentful that you can't have it all now, be thankful that you can savor the process of working your way toward a meaningful goal. To obtain anything of great value, you must provide great value and exert great effort. Spreading that effort over a reasonable amount of time is a key to dependable success. Rushing through life is neither enjoyable nor effective. Slow down, spend your time and resources wisely and thoughtfully, and enjoy the journey. With your efforts steady and consistent, have the patience to let life unfold at a sustainable pace. And the results you seek will surely come to y

In Good Time
In good time Are you looking for instant results? Then you'll likely put forth great effort and expense while encountering much frustration, with no guarantee that you'll reach your goal. There is a much more reliable and easily accessible way to achieve the results you seek. It is with patience. Instead of fighting against time and making time your enemy, use time as your friend. Instead of being resentful that you can't have it all now, be thankful that you can savor the process of working your way toward a meaningful goal. To obtain anything of great value, you must provide great value and exert great effort. Spreading that effort over a reasonable amount of time is a key to dependable success. Rushing through life is neither enjoyable nor effective. Slow down, spend your time and resources wisely and thoughtfully, and enjoy the journey. With your efforts steady and consistent, have the patience to let life unfold at a sustainable pace. And the results you seek will s

Html5
Tigerprincess only needs a little over 1 million points to Disciple... AND SHE HAS AUTO-11'S ACTIVATED!!! PLZ GO RATE RATE RATE AND TELL HER THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU!! Tigerprincess~Owner of Love Shack~25 to life Member~@ fubar THANKS IN ADVANCE, I KNOW THAT OUR FRIENDS CAN GET THIS DONE!! OFFERING 200K FOR FIRST STICKY IN MY NAME, SEE CINDRAGON FOR PAYMENT!

Html4 4 Hepc Train
This is my first train, I have been wanting to do this for a long time, as this cause is near to my heart, as you know if you have seen my sticky bully! Please rate this folder, only 50 pics, and comment on the last one...start with this pic please! After rating the folder, please add, rate, fan, and comment each of the following supporters! If they are already your friend, be certain than you re-rate and check that you have fanned them, and leave a comment, something like "I support HepC Awareness" or "Help find a cure for HepC" or you could use this ribbon... When other riders join the train, do not just accept the friend request, plz go to their page and rate, fan and comment, (or re-rate and comment) Above all, have fun, make new friends, and help make a difference! Have YOU been tested??? This is what your tag will look like...plz send a link to the pic of you that you would like for me to use, and the background can be whatever color you like...

Sleep
I cant sleep. And then when I do sleep I sleep for days. I have been fighting the flu for about a week now, I just feel horrible. If my throat would heal up, I would feel a whole lot better. Other than that life is doing good. I have a good idea that someones life is going to be altered due to a "conversation". But frankly, I dont think that I will be believed, but whatever has to happen will happen. Ya know? I still have to worry about my daughter. People will jump to their own conclusions no matter what I will say, and will say that I said it just to cover their asses. Drama that I dont need. Anyway, I am off, back to bed... relaxing and blowing my nose. LOL. Cant wait until my lil girl wakes up so we can go do something. ~Jen

Own Someone... Get In This Now...
WANT TO OWN SOMEONE.. WELL YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE!!! NO ENTRY FEE, AND NO DRAMA!!! HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFER AND YOUR LINK TO YOUR PIC.. I WILL DO THE REST... I WILL POST BLOGS AND BULLETINS ALSO. YOU WILL NEED TO PROMOTE YOURSELF FOR THIS AUCTION... I AM LOOKIN FOR 10 CONTESTENTS TO GET STARTED.. THE AUCTION WILL RUN FOR A WEEK!!! I HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAS LOTS OF FUN AND GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE.... THIS AUCTION HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF@ fubar

The No Frills Auction, Check Me Out...
THE NO FRILLS AUCTION IS NOW OPEN !! STILL TAKING ENTRIES !!! !!! THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 11 PM EST THURSDAY THE 29TH THRU FRIDAY JUNE 6TH... POSSIBLY LONGER... THE RULES !!! NO DRAMA... NO BULLSHIT.. NOTHIN BUT GOOD OLD FASHIONED FUN.. THE PERSON UP FOR AUCTION HAS THE OPTION AND RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY OFFER AND CAN ALSO ACCEPT AN OFFER AT ANY TIME AND WITHDRAW FROM FURTHER BIDDING.. MINIMUM BID IS 25 K AND HERE THEY ARE .. THE AUCTIONEES !!!

Cd Thanking The People (friends) That Helped Her Get Her Vip
this is from cd to her friends I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF MY FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME TO GET MY VIP, NCGIRL YOU WERE AWESOME, THE TIME YOU PUT IN TO HELP ME, ENJOY YOUR BLAST. CHEY86,BIGDADDYZACH, MY FRIEND DJ, AND DEVILISH EXPRESS YOU ALL DID GREAT AND THANK YOU SO MUCH. LORD WOLF AND STORMWOMAN FOR THE COMMENTS AND MAKING THE BULLETINS FOR ME, AND TWISTED WHISPERS THANK YOU ALL. FOR THE friends THAT I ASKED TO HELP ME AND YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE MY PLEAS FOR HELP, WELL THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR A CONTEST OR WHATEVER CD NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FRIENDS HELPING FRIENDS? I CAN SEE THAT 96% OF YOU ONLY ADD FOR POINTS, AND RATE FOR POINTS. THAT IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED TO CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND.

Update On "misscrys" (3:30 Am Cst)
If someone will sticky this bully in my name I can keep you updated on her condition more easily. Fu-bucks poor, but will pay you with 11's! Please send private message! Your prayers are needed for one of the nicest young ladies on fubar...whether you know her or not, I am asking you to offer up prayers for Crystal, our "MissCrys". All that I know is that she had surgery and went into a coma on Sunday night...I will update when I know more! Prayer is power, and she is in need of your prayers now, no matter who you may pray to! all gods are one god.... "MissCrys". Please send love and prayers to her. Please understand that I am getting this information secondhand from someone there at the hospital with her. She came out of the coma, and was taken for an MRI. She then had four seizures. The decision was made by her physicians to medically induce a coma, to keep her from having seizures, and she will be monitored closely. The advantage of this is that they can bring her

Thanking Those That Helped Me Get Vip
I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF MY FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME TO GET MY VIP, NCGIRL YOU WERE AWESOME, THE TIME YOU PUT IN TO HELP ME, ENJOY YOUR BLAST. CHEY86,BIGDADDYZACH, MY FRIEND DJ, AND DEVILISH EXPRESS, AND ?CJ?(I'M SORRY) YOU ALL DID GREAT AND THANK YOU SO MUCH. LORD WOLF AND STORMWOMAN FOR THE COMMENTS AND MAKING THE BULLETINS FOR ME, AND TWISTED WHISPERS THANK YOU ALL. FOR THE friends THAT I ASKED TO HELP ME AND YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE MY PLEAS FOR HELP, WELL THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR A CONTEST OR WHATEVER CD NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FRIENDS HELPING FRIENDS? I CAN SEE THAT 96% OF YOU ONLY ADD FOR POINTS, AND RATE FOR POINTS. THAT IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED TO CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND.

I Guess I Should Do This Shit
OK so I think it's time to do this shit. I guess I could start doing this on the norm so my peeps can know whats going on inside my head from day to day. It does seem easier to wright shit out then to not talk about it at all? I find it hard to talk about my self sometimes and my feelings on shit. I guess it's a guy thing I don't know. I have a good friend of mine that is always trying to poke around inside my head and I know she means well but for you that know me you know I don't have much going on inside there. But for some reason she seems to think so. But then again I've never met anyone like her so maybe she knows more then I think. To be honest with ya I do have allot going on but getting from thought to words is hard for me. I was brought up thinking that talking about your feelings is just not something guys do. Someone told me and I found this to be true is if you wright down your thoughts and feelings it makes for a gooder state of mind. I'm not one for

Sunday Shezshual Fo Dick!
hahaha....going to Dicks arena 2day for a 1pm soccer game.... gonna b there round 9am ish.... get home round 3 pm.... take a chowa...make a call....get to doin what i do by 8pm.....then hit a chill spot round 2 am with the crew....and repeat the next day for like a week or so b4 i get another day off..... so 2nite might b the last time im on for a min....hopefully not....but ya never know! so i'll hopefully keep u ppls updated as i go along my days here.... ps. yes..i am a bad bad boy!

Kha'thiqa's Rise To Power (ch1.1)
Ch 1.1 Night falls over the landscape, the rising moondimmly illuminates a flagitious forest. The trees twist in unnatural ways. Their leathery bark shimmers slightly with the blood sap trickling to the ground. A dark mist swirls on the ground in a hypnotic pattern. Beyond the forest lies the ruins of what used to be a great cathedral and the town cemetery. The plant life in the cemetery was wilted, the tombstombs over-ran with thorny vines. Next to the cemetery grows a gothic garden with various evil, dark and poisonous plants. An herb garden fit for a practitioner of the dark arts. At the center of the garden lies a stone altar, a few wroght iron benches and candleabras. Belladonna, triple metel purple datura, mandrake and aconite surround the altar. Black rose bushes line the ritual area. As u approach the ruins the herb garden appears. To the left lies herbs for cooking, to the right grow the ritual and healing herbs. Sakura line the stone pathway to the enterance ar

I'm On Auction
ALRIGHT EVERYONE THIS LADY IS IN HER FIRST AUCTION SO COME ONE AND COME ALL PLACE A BID AND SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO OWN THIS AWESOME LADY FOR A MONTH..PROMISE YOU WONT REGRET IT! JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND RATE AND PLACE A BID AND SEE IF YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES...ALL RATES ARE WELCOMED AS WELL! THANK YOU IN ADVANCE! ALL BIDS ARE WELCOMED COME ONE COME ALL GET YOUR BIDS IN NOW WHILE SHE IS HOT!!!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~♥~Jû§t Ñøt ¥oùr§~♥~Bottom B*tch of the Pu$$ycat PlayMates~♥~Õwñéd bÿ [[FukFace™]] and TUFFY♥~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST! (repost of original by '~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~♥~Jû§t Ñøt ¥oùr§~♥~Bottom B*tch of the Pu$$ycat PlayMates~♥~Õwñéd bÿ [[FukFace™]] and TUFFY♥~' on '2008-05-30 18:12:04') (repost of original by 'Average Joe' on '2008-05-30 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~♥Î Ãm Á Fûkîñ Príñçê§§ ~

Never More
Once I thought that love was something that would never happen to me and then when it did happen to me it happened fast and hit hard and it made me feel alive for the first time in a long time and now that this love has hit me so hard I'm being torn away from it little by little and losing all that I once held so dear to me in my heart that is now slowly dieing inside from ripped apart. I never wanted anything more than to be loved by somebody who wouldn't treat me like the dirt they walked on and when that one person did come along and show what LOVE is really about my life get's thrown out of wack again and now I'm losing all that I held so close and protected with all I had in me. I was once told that LOVE was not meant for me and I always held out hope that it was but alas now I'm faced with the fact that they might of been right and that LOVE wasn't ever really meant to happen to me at all but just tease me and make me think it was meant for me till it broke me down and br

Tara, Rachel And Tiffany All In Solo Action!
Hi Everybody It is a bit of a change form the normal Adventures of James Wildfowler this week with us releasing the solo sets of Rachel, Lady Tiffany and Tara There is over 150 photos and 12 minutes of video action of the girls! See 18 year old Tara in her one and only ever solo scene where she gets naked, playing with herself then puts a vibrator up her wet pussy while she looks like Bambi caught in the head lights! Then we have Lady Tiffany in solo action where she is on the bed naked, playing with her tits and hairy pussy before she fingers herself and showing you EVERY thing she has got to offer! We follow that up with Rachel who is sat on a chair with a pair of leather gloves and she does a teasing strip show for you before showing off her wonderful boobs and tight love hole! And if that was not enough you also get a 50 photo set of me in solo action, god knows why but some people want to see more of me on my own, so you cant say I don't give people what they wa

Free Internet 2.0 Upgrade
Have you ever wanted to be in on the NEXT BIG THING before everyone else? I am about to show you what is being called THE NEXT BIG GOOGLE! This MAJOR TREND known as Social Networking has become the NORM on the Internet, though still less than 5% of all websites are considered to be Web 2.0 enabled. The Web 2.0 Upgrade is an astonishing breakthrough in what is being called THE NEXT STEP IN THE EVOLUTION of the Internet. This technology is NOT just another Social Networking website. The Web 2.0 Upgrade, upgrades the ENTIRE Internet to Web 2.0 functionality! Every site you visit at a click of a button! WOW! Whats more, refer just two free members and you earn one share in the Million Dollar Pool! Want to earn more? Refer more Free Members. Every two free members earns you another share. It's really that easy! ONE MILLION DOLLARS USD split between EVERYONE who joins for free and helps us spread the word about the NEW Web 2.0 Upgrade before our July 1st launch! Want to s

Information
Roman Catholicism Roman Catholic deacon wearing a dalmatic. In the years just prior to the Second Vatican Council, the only men ordained as deacons were seminarians, who received the order several months before priestly ordination. Following the recommendations of the council (in Lumen Gentium 29), in 1967 Pope Paul VI issued the motu proprio Sacrum Diaconatus Ordinem, restoring the ancient practice of ordaining to the diaconate men who were not candidates for priestly ordination. These men are known as permanent deacons; those ordained to the diaconate who intend to proceed to, or are in the process of seminary studies leading to, priestly ordination are called transitional deacons. The permanent diaconate is particularly popular in the United States. Details about the permanent diaconate are outlined in a 2005 document of the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops, National Directory for the Formation, Ministry and Life of Permanent Deacons in the United States." The min

Intro For Story
Testing, testing ... check lol This is a test to see if my cell will post to the blog. This spot is reserved for my story to get typed. In lieu of a laptop or much home computer time I have to type up my story slowly but surely on my phone...lame I know lol Anywho the story will have adult themes and extreme occurances. You have been warned. Enjoy ^.^

Going Into Hospital For Liver Biopsy
I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL VERY SOON FOR A LIVER BIOPSY TO DETERMINE HOW MUCH DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE TO MY LIVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT ALREADY KNOW, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HEPATITIS C VIRUS ON FEBRUARY 22, 2008, CONSEQUENTLY LOSING MY JOB AS A MEDICAL CODER AT A HEALTH CARE FACILITY, AND MY HEALTH COVERAGE ALONG WITH IT. I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT THE TIME HAS COME TO GET IT DONE. TREATMENT CANNOT BEGIN UNTIL AFTER THE RESULTS OF THE BIOPSY ARE IN, AND THE PAIN HAS BECOME SO SEVERE THAT I HAVE COME TO TERMS WITH THE FACT THAT THIS ILLNESS WILL NOT BE IGNORED. I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY PHYSICIAN ON WEDNESDAY, JUNE 4TH, AND WILL MOCT LIKELY BE MIA FOR MUCH OF THE WEEK BEGINNING JUNE 8TH. WILL TRY TO UPDATE BEFORE I GO IN... PEACE, LOVE, AND BLESSINGS OF THE GODDESS

“health Care”
Being a health care occupation has its advantages and rewards. You provide and give personal care to the person or persons you are in charge with and in return who gain their respect and trust. Giving a good personal care to the person or persons who have in your care can give them a very good feeling , makes them feel good about themselves, and generally keeps them more active and full of life! As for me, I love giving health care to others because I feel more rewarding when they make you realizes and feel good about myself when they talk back to me and give me a nice comment regarding my care to them and how they treat me with respect and trust. It makes me feel more wanted by them and secure that I’m giving them the best capability, care to them as I can possible can to them and others. I love my job and I want to give better health care to others to show them that I do care for them and I’m not caring for them for the money and my career. That’s how I am to others and so on!

To My Gf I Love Her So Much
My love for you is simple deep and strong. I feel it flowing towards you from my heart A tide of unsophisticated song. Sung with much desire and little art. I cannot tell my love but it will show In ways that even I cannot foresee. A love as full as mine must overflow Into everything that makes me, me. Just as the sun must shine to be the sun And trees burst forth in blossom every year, So I must love in ways that everyone Can see or sense or reason out or hear. Still I'll tell you of my love in this For fear despite all you might my love.

My First Ever Sticky Bully Ty Everyone!!!!
Go show her some birthday love.. So bling her, gift her,vip her and comment her happy birthday.. ~Suga Mama™®© R/L BFF to Dragonchild ~@ fubar (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-05-30 14:12:27') (repost of original by 'Freak' on '2008-05-30 14:18:44') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-05-30 16:46:02') (repost of original by '~Suga Mama™®© R/L BFF to Dragonchild ~' on '2008-05-30 17:09:19') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper' on '2008-05-30 17:11:06') (repost of original by '~Suga Mama™®© R/L BFF to Dragonchild ~' on '2008-05-30 21:10:51') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-05-31 03:03:33')

Post Surgery Update - Home Sweet Home!
Hey everyone, yeah I'm home...been home for a couple weeks now...just gettin to the point where it's not as painful to walk around the house and sit for a couple of hours at a time. From what I have been told by my doctor, the surgery went very well and am healing better than he expected. WooHoo LOL He told me he found a 5cm fibroid on the back of my uterous, 3 lesions, and my right falopian tube was full of fluid to 3cm in diameter ...thankfully those were the only things he had to take, I got to keep my ovaries YAAA!! No daily hormone therapy for me! LOL Although the surgery went well, I was told by my mom when she came tuesday night, that earlier that morning(day after surgery)when she came to bring me back my glasses, that she came to find many nurses around my bed trying to wake me. When they told my mom what had been going on,that my oxygen levels were dropping and I was into the low 80's, when I should have been in the mid 90's so she stayed to help as well. From what sh

I Fuckin Hate Men
BLAIR ROTTEN: you ok Heather Williams: nope BLAIR ROTTEN: oh my BLAIR ROTTEN: ok im comming over Heather Williams: you cant Heather Williams: that would get me yelled at even more BLAIR ROTTEN: i know BLAIR ROTTEN: might need to meet you around the black BLAIR ROTTEN: block sory Heather Williams: Look, honestly, if all you are looking for is sex, youre barking up the wrong tree BLAIR ROTTEN: bye` BLAIR ROTTEN: you have a kid so your kinda just for that now Heather Williams: im not just for sex BLAIR ROTTEN: wel you have baggage BLAIR ROTTEN: so in my mind your not worth a relation ship Heather Williams: and how dare you think that, i am a person, whether or not im a mom, IM NOT A SLUT OR A HO either, I have baggage yes, Im a single parent of a son, who is divorced. Im not worth a relationship, ya know its guys like you who are assholes who give good guys a bad name, you know what FUCK YOU and the horse you rode in on.

Volume Xliv - And The Music Flows....
As today progressed, I took hold to what I consider My closest friend My faithful companion, One who has endured many a misery with me. I touch her, She speaks. The music flows, In such a seductive manner. Once she is energetic, Another time she is sullen. One moment mischevious, Next minute macabre. Each response is completely Different than the last. And I am forever destined to pull her body close to my own... Her neck in my left hand... And I touch her body with my right. She spurs my creativity, I harness her energy. I shall never perish For so long as She exists.

Volume Xliii - Evensong
Accompanied my my instrument, I shall compose an Evensong. It shall not elevate you to new heights, But gravitate you to the deepest recesses Of your soul. Your fears will be exposed, revealed, experienced, confronted. A lost memory will resurface, One of regret or lost chance, It WILL be rather painful. Love that once died will breathe new life... Along with the pain that resulted from its end. Tears will be shed, God will be cursed, And the torment, set to glorious minor keys, Shall be exhilirating. I compose what you already feel... Just return to the forefront of your existence.

Volume Xlii - In Sin, Do I Dwell?
Doctrine expressed Yet to those less than receptive. Theory explained to those who see it deceptive. A priest enthroned To manipulate the minds of men A death condoned Never to return to earth again Wait...and wait... Patience is virtuous indeed Wait...and hate... Wage war on those who reject your creed To the sword you will be The heretics, the blasphemers, the free Cast aside ye shall be The ones who dare to speak against thee Love thy enemies, twas said Why should I love who craves my pain? Rather I smash them dead Than to suffer eternally for their gain. "Accept me and live... For none shall go beyond but through me." For what you give, 'tis not impossible, without you, to be. A faith understood A cornerstone of trickery and treachery Befonre once it stood Now devoid of ceremony and pleasantry. The father, the son The spirit, so holy, sacred, and pure They hold on me none Of the grandeur in which once they were. In sin do I dwell? 'T

Po"ed Over This!!!!!
I'm upset that my mum was deleted and sent to admin. I feel this should not have been done. I read the terms and conditions. They said this when i looked up guidlines for mums: MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, gain points, advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and relevant to that MUMM, or the MUMM will be deleted. fubar has the right in its sole discretion to delete a MUMM with or without notice if it contains any of the above material and/or deems it inappropriate content, and can thereb

Yes!
i'm wasted. lol and i just thought i'd write myself a blog before i go to bed. i'm in such a great mood right now, it's not even funny. and i'm loving it :) anyways i'm in a very flirty kinda mood. and i would love for some people to flirt with me, so i can flirt back. lol. jk, all. im fittin' ta go to bed right now. so sleep sweet, i know i'll be writting another blog sometime. lo because soemtimes i just feel like it. so...whatever. lol sleep sweet y'all. love ya's! *xoxox* Miranda

Dreams
What makes life interesting is the possibility of accomplishing a dream. Dreams motivate us and give us hope. It sparks a fire inside of each and every one of us, the fire never goes away it just simply dies away if you do not refuel it and forget about it. Do you remember all of your dreams as a child? What happened to them? As a child you knew what you wanted to be. Each and every person is capable of changing their own destiny. I refuse to believe that my life is set in stone and that it is written some where. The past might be written down as it has become my history but the future is mine to write it is for me to find my personal story one written by my actions and decisions. No one day is the same if you are living your personal story. There is a path for you to follow to your happiness, it is a path set by our heart. Remember your dreams and follow your heart and it will lead you to your personal story and the things you always wanted to be. Your heart does not lie to yo

Message From The Chief
Dear Members, It is an Honor to be approached to take on this position to lead. Each week I will attempt to bring a teaching or subject of interest. This week it is about the the great eagle. The Eagle is very much a part of American Indian heritage. In times past, the use of eagle feathers or the use of body parts of the eagle were not for decoration, but represented certain characteristics or qualities may wish to be reminded of or identified with while in there presence. Some native people who have been fortunate to have the eagle in there name must live up to high or honored reverance. Overall, the eagle reminds us those of us to be keen to its omnipotent great spirit, not seen, but felt and witnessed in our walk. I ask the great creator to watch over each one of you until then. Many Blessings Chief Native Pride Miracle Monkey

Volume Xli - Scent Of Death
Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Deeply. Again. Over and over. The next breath may very well be your last. A chill may rush across your body. Light may brighten... ...or fade. Your eyes may focus... ...or dart. You may be animate... ...or motionless. What is left of you may cast a shadow, Or you may become the breath of another. Inhale. Exhale. The breath of life. The scent of death.

Dude Seriously...
I'm sooooo sick of people and their freakin childish games on here, C'mon now people! Learn how to grow up and act your damn age seriously now! I just don't even know what to do anymore... Meh' whatever, I guess it just proves I'm more mature then they will ever be! Anywho...I'm outta here, Just had to get that out lol. Peace, Winnise♥

Wtf!!!!
omg!! i still cant freakin believe the crap that still goes on. if you read my page you will know i dont like drama and i dont like freakin' bullcrap. dont lie to me...if you want to get to know me but are in a relationship ,,thats cool,,i will talk to anyone. this is a website to meet people and it doesnt neccessarily have to be a pick up place. the worst thing to do to me is to lie..if you want to chat with me thats fine,,,but please dont insult me by telling me that you dont have a girlfriend or are not in a realtionship or interested in someone else. if you are thats fine and if i ask you if you are be FREAKIN HONEST and tell me ,,i will still talk to you. i am not on here to create any drama.. and i am not here to break up any relationship,,steal your man or be used to make some girl jealous. SO JUST STOP. i am so tired of guys coming on my page and chatting day after day,,leaving comments gifts and e mails,,then one day you go and say hello to them and they are silent,,no answer

Showing Luv
Honorary Members Show these sexy members some love!! Stop by their page fan, add and rate them... They will love u back!!! ANd so will I!!! Nonamefish-BFF-CTGirl-Fu-Luv Bomb Squad H. Member@ fubar AbnRoadHawg~Honorary member of Fu Luv Bomb Squad~@ fubar ~PinkMama*Fu Fiancee & R/L GF To/Owner of DJ T-Bone*Manager @ The Playground~H.M. of F.L~@ fubar Fitfreak@ fubar DJ Army Medic ~Fu-Engaged to Addictive~♦Owner of Chris' Playground 2♦Officer in JAGE@ fubar Mickstatts- * Freelance Bomber** WISEUKF* Promoter Purrfect Sin** Club F.A.R.*@ fubar

She
she knelt before My feet her head bowed serenely her wrists behind her back her knees spread wantonly her hair obscured her face her skin as pure as snow her breaths slow and shallow her body seemed to glow. As I gazed upon her and drank in her beauty I reveled in her trust and her humility which caused My heart to burst for she had chosen Me to hold her heart and soul and mold her to My needs.

I Want To Know About You
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 40 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BLOG OR BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing t

Interesting
You know I find it amazing that people have so little value of their time and even less respect for others thay they feel a need to just bullshit people.If you are one of these people,read no further,and close this page now.Life is too short and time is priceless,spare me the ear banging and go away.

The Chat Room
(This is from my blog on myspace) A 17 year old bitch came in the chat room and accused me of being a child molester because I was nice and spoke to her, and because of the teen age girls in my top friends list. These horny little morons haven't got a clue. Uhm...They are my family! My 1 is my sister Sidra whom I love very much. The other 18 year old is my 4th cuz Nicole. Whom I also love very much! Me and her mother Stacy (3rd cuz) whom died at 28 were very close like brother and sister. While both Stacy and her mother were at the lawyers office fighting for custody of Ashley and Nichole, Stacy's mother "Debra" said, "I would die for these kids"...On the way back home she did! Stacy watched her mother die. Stacy followed 5 years later from cardiopulmonary hypertension. I know she is dancing in Heaven with her mother...I love and miss you Deb and Stacy. Muah! Hmm. Anyway, I am starting to wonder if I even like chat. The chat rooms are so full of fucking trash. I fucking hated

To All Vets Both Past And Present And Still Currentlly Seving
this story was brought to my attention and i feel i must do some justice and shed some light on how a soldier feels and pay them tribute in my own little way... as u listen to the storey that is being told u may sit and wonder how in the world can music possible have such an impact on a soldier... simple... a soldier is taught to go into the deepest of their minds , and face the darkest of any threat ever faced... his own mortality, and those of his comrades around him/her do not think for one minute they do not fear, they do... but yet they press on!!! unquestioning cuz that is what they r taught to do... music helps all be able to be in touch with their inner spirit wether they realize it or not... and even now it helps MANY be albe to deal w the lingering atrosities they have had to live with... and will ALWAYS LIVE WITH! all change inside and it is hard to ever put into words what is felt ..the pain, and constant questioning why did they live and not tier comrade

Broken
Broken He brakes her heart, And she blames herself. He uses her, But yet she loves him. He tells her that he doesn't feel the same, But she holds on. He calls her to talk about his new love, And she listens. He doesn't see that he is hurting her, Or does he not care? Through all the pain and tears, She remains loyal and faithful to him. But yet she wants to Move on with her life. He has a spell on her So that she won't move on. Will he ever set her free From this eternal hell? Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey

Don't
Don't Don't ask me if I care. Don't ask me if want you forever. Don't ask me if what I feel is true. Don't tell me what I should do or feel. Don't tell me what to thinks. Don't tell me not to fall for you. Don't tell me your sorry. Don't tell me that I'm confused about what I feel. Don't tell me how I deserve better. Don't tell me that in time I'll forget. Don't tell me you never meant for this to happen. Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey

Fátima
Hola mi estrellita o será Fátima Como es posible que un muchacho de España se enamora de una mujer del desierto? Como jamás podrán encontrarse? Supongo que tienes que seguir tu corazón. Dime eres tu mi Fátima? Como sabrá uno lo que es su tesoro? Sabes el tuyo? Podrá ser posible que en busca de tu tesoro como dice en el libro me encontraste por el camino como el muchacho al vendedor de cristales? Todavía continuo leyendo el libro, estoy en la parte donde el muchacho esta hablando con el desierto y quiere ser el viento, pero se un muchacho de España se enamora de una mujer del desierto por que un muchacho de Brasil no se puede enamorar de una muchacha de España? Creo que todo es posible. Este libro te hace pensar en lo que refieren como tu historia personal. Lo que me encanta es lo positivo, que puedes lograr todos tus sueños si sigues tu corazón. El muchacho pierde todo lo que tiene de material pero todo es por un motivo, para que siga su historia personal. La histor

My Mind Is Complicated
iv took a long look at my past relationships bc i havent actually dated anyone in about a year. and i noticed that guys i like i tend to start getting close to em and i get scared to feel anymore than what i already do for them so i push them away, i guess its my defense mechanism. maybe it was the way i grew up in our house love only went so far and then hitting a fighting showed yah the rest. i hate meeting ppl friends in general yah know guy or girl, bc i feel like as soon as i start to get to know them i scare em away one way or another or they are just gonna hurt me like most everyone in the past. its just easier to avoid ppl and situations then to face the light and get burned (if that makes any sense to you). my 3 best friends and my other close friends know how i work, im a very affectionate person, but im an open book i have no reason to lie ill tell yah the truth about anything in my life present or past, but for the most part i my scheilds up and let very few into my wo

Another Scam Artist !!!! (repost)
ANOTHER SCAM ARTIST !!!! (repost) THIS IS THE REASONING AS WELL AS MANY OTHERS..THIS IS THE MOST RECENT EXCUSE OF HERS NOT TO PAY UP..ITS REALLY SICK TO WATCH MY FRIENDS GET TAKIN ADVATAGE OF..READ BELOW.. "do to some unforunate events i have been forced to find a new home. I have been having a close friend check messages and such as i have not had acess to a computer. For those of you in my contest I promise yo give you your gifts asap it might just take awhile. I was expecting my income tax money to come but my ex is taking me to court to keep it all, thus it will take awhile. I am sorry and don't blame you for being upset but i will make up to you as i can. tinytears 69" THIS LYING ASS MOFO HAD A STICKY BULLETIN ADVERTISING HER HH GIVEWAY AS WELL AS BLING PACK GIVEAWAY.. MY BEST FRIEND WE FINISHED HIS HH GIVEAWAY IN BOUT FOUR DAYS. THAT WAS OVER A MONTH AGO. SHE HAS PAID OUT FOR THE BLING PACKS.. BUT TOLD HIM THAT SHE WAS WAITING ON ALL THE HH CONTESTANTS TO FIN

Moments To Treasure
My lil girl just turned 11 this week and had a great birthday party.As i took a ton of pics memories flooded my mind all the story times, the hugs, the i love yous, the tucking in at night.All such precious moments to treasure.How quickly they grow up one min they are so tiny in the arms the next they seem so grown up. I so count my blessingsfor such gifts and i thank god for the awsome moments that i so treasure for to me i feel being a mom is truly an honor...

The Desert
Hola mi estrellita It is a beautiful day in the desert, the sun is shining, a soft gentle breeze blows by, everything is so calm, and the silence brings peace. While I walked I heard a woodpecker on a tree, it was a different sound, a beautiful sound. I start to think about life and I see everything that I am missing this summer. I watch life go by. Life keeps going; the time does not stop only because I am here. I want to jump in a pool, but I can’t. I want to ride my motorcycle through out the world with the wind blowing by me as if it were my last moments, but I can’t. So here I am trapped and incapable of setting myself free. I feel like a bird inside a golden cage. They tell me I fight for liberty and for everything that is good yet here I am trapped in my own dreams. Few understand what we do and why we do it, even fewer understand what we go through and the price we pay for this so called freedom. Why do I do it? I don’t know! That is the truth. I am not a war junky. I

In Heaven
In Heaven A Million dreams and wishes A thousand tears I've cried I wish I were in heaven, Standing By Your Side. Of all the wishes, I've ever wished The best one has come true I prayed that you'd find peace one day You found it when GOD took You! I've Heard It Said, Time and again, The Lord only takes the Best Another victory for the heavens When your heart was Laid to Rest. A million prayers won't bring you back Or All the tears we've cried The good Lord took the best that day Our prayers he always hears! In Loving Memory of Clarence Noble (January 5, 1934 - May 29, 2008) Love, Jennifer

Thanks For The Help
All Of My friends Have Pissed Me Off For The Last Time You Want Some Get It Your Self I Am Done Helping Out From Now On I Do My Own Thing Ya'll Can Get It Yourself The Few That Can Get Something Better Feel Lucky ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Yup You Know It!
I can't sleep at all I'm making late night calls Just to talk to you and hear your voice again That flower shop on Main Knows me by my first name And how I want the card to read And where I want the roses sent Now I'm not saying I'm in love I'd admit it if I was I'm just saying I believe You're beginning to get to me The way I need you all time The way you hold this heart of mine I think it's time I concede You're beginning to get to me Got your picture up On the dash of my new truck So I can have you with me on every road I'm on babe what I feel Is just the tip of what I will I can only guess what it will be like When I'm completly gone Now I'm not saying I'm in love I'd admit it if I was I'm just saying I believe You're beginning to get to me The way I need you all time The way you hold this heart of mine I think it's time I concede You're beginning to get to me Now I'm not saying I'm in love I'd admit it if I was I'm just saying I believe You

Nin - Maybe Just Once
I can't believe that what i feel is really happening to me. make it hurt. and point the finger at my insecurities. well i guess i just don't understand about those complexities in your mind. and i guess i just don't understand why this world seems so unkind. Chorus maybe. maybe just once. i get what's coming. maybe. maybe just once. i get what's coming to me. so once again the way you feel will never ever stay the same. and i'm to blame. i wonder just who made the rules up for this game. well i guess i just don't understand about what you want and what you need. and i guess i just don't understand about how it has to be. Chorus you sat down on this bed and you said "Christ, what the hell do you think this place is?" you know. he just couldn't believe it! and i said "i don't know but it sure is something different" so go ahead. you say those thousand things you think you have to say. look at me. and tell me love's not such a hard word anyway. well how c

Total Bitch Mode!!
THIS is a shout i got from someone i sent a shout to asking to help me in a contest. NOW... As many of you know... IM NOT A SELFISH PERSON. If there are anyone among you that feel i HAVE been selfish PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT so that i can SINCERELY apologize! (((No jokes you jackasses!! If it is a joke make sure to mark it J/K :P:P))) ANYWAYS... Here's the shout! "LadyC...: sorry you are point whoring to the wrong person.. i have no interest in R/F/A people i've never spoken to.. i think that part of this site is so obnoxious.. god forbid there was anything genuine from any of you asking for this shit.. THIS CAME FROM: Name: "LadyCinFul... (Dont point whore to me, I will block you!)

What Is The World Coming To?
A man goes to a public golf course. He approaches the man behind the counter in the pro shop and says, "I would like 18 holes of golf and a caddie." The man behind the counter says, "The 18 holes of golf is no problem, but all of the caddies are out on the course. What I will do for you is this: We just received 8 brand new robot golf caddies. If you're willing to take one with you out on the course and come back and tell me how well it works, your round of golf is on me today." The golfer obviously accepted the man's offer. He approached the first tee, looked at the fairway and said to himself, "I think my driver will do the job." The robot caddie turned to the man and said, "No sir. Use your 3 wood. A driver is far too much club for this hole." Hesitantly, the golfer pulled out his 3 wood, made good contact with the ball, and the ball landed about 10 feet to the right front of the hole on the green. The golfer, delighted, turned to the robot and thanked him for h

Marilyn Manson - The Reflecting God
Your world is an ashtray we burn and coil like cigarettes the more you cry your ashes turn to mud it's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's feeling cheated you've only spent a second of your life my world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, there is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep you'll understand when I'm dead I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me saw heaven and hell were lies when I'm god everybody dies scar/can you feel my power? shoot here and the world gets smaller scar/scar/can you feel my power? one shot and the world gets smaller let's jump upon the sharp swords and cut away our smiles without the threat of death there's no reason to live at all my world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, there is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep you'll understand when I'm dead (bridge) (chorus) "each thing I show you is a piece of my de

Wtf
So I feel the need to put my thoughts down on paper but don't feel like writing. Typing is easier i think. I have a lot of faults no different than anyone else is suppose. I think my biggest problem is i have a very sharp tongue. I can say the meanest or nastiest shit to people when i feel hurt. Worst part of it is it would be the truth that i tell so it's not like i can say sorry it isn't true. Just stuff I couldv'e said nicer at maybe a more appropiate time. Hence the term Jerk i give myself. LOL I dunno about anyone else but i love facts and the truth, to the point that i say whatever is on my mind at any given time. I guess a lack of manners is more fitting to a discription of myself. So the purpose of this whole rambling I've done so far is that its seems to have left me alone in life. I guess No one's bothered to really understand me or why i do what i do. So things will go perfect for the longest until someone does something to hurt me and without a second thought i will say

What A Ride
TODAY WE SAW HISTORY WE SAW ALMOST ALL OF FUBAR TEAM UP AND MAKE SOMEONE A PROPHET! SOMEONE WHO DESERVED IT MORE THEN ANYONE I KNOW! SHE DONT REMEMBER ME BUT I WAS IN HER FRIENDS LIST BEFORE I DELETED IN MAY AND STARTED OVER. BUT I NEVER ADDED HER BACK EVEN THOUGH I WATCHED HER GROW. UNTIL I BECAME A CONFEDERATE BOMBER THAT IS. BUT I STILL STAYED AWAY FROM HER NEVER TALKING TO HER AND I WATCHED HER BECOME WHAT SHE IS TODAY! SIS I HAVE ADMIRED YOU FOR WHAT YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED PEOPLE SAY WE ARE THE SHADOW LEVELERS I SAY NO YOU ARE THE SHADOW LEVELER WE JUST HELP! WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO SHADOWS. I AM PROUD TO CALL YOU MY SIS! CONGRATS CHRISTINA! FUBAR ROCKS!!!!

9-11 And The Real Enemy ...
I served in the Army during Vietnam. Back then, our entire unit was stoned most of the time. When we weren't, we were disinformation junkies. That's another phrase for twisting or spinning the truth of what really happened. Since I left the service [WHEW!] I tried to change things the "patriotic" way and ended up a political prisoner of the United States Government. I have come to the realization that change really starts at home. You can't change society because everyone has an opinion and most people are brainwashed and believe everything they see on television and are spoon-fed by our government-controlled media ... [WOW! This is some deep shit!] Fortunately, I'm not one of those who has mortgage payments. I live near a lake in Texas and this so called "bad economy" doesn't really bother me that much, because I know from past experience and a decent college education that these slumps are cyclical. They turn around and go back up, whether the government props them up or no

Don't Pass Them By
I have owned many ladies of Fubar! These are the best! If you ever see them in up for auction! Dig deep you won’t be sorry! ۞ Lacey™ ۞ wuvs my crush ۞ Owned by Jak ۞ OWNER of 2 Many 2 list@ fubar ☆PopSicle Gurl☆ {Hitched To Muh Toast} ♥Owned By JAK♡ ||2nd Alarm Hottie||@ fubar Hopigalerin's Zatanna Zatara * Club Far * Shadow Leveler * Shining Star * SPANKER!@ fubar

Tube Drinks Party Sparks Mayhem
Tube drinks party sparks mayhem Revellers drink and party on Tube Thousands of people have marked the banning of alcohol on London transport with a party that ended with arrests, assaults and cancelled trains. Drinkers, many in fancy dress, gathered on Tube trains and station concourses in a last celebration before the ban came into force at midnight. But police said what should have been a fun event came to an "unfortunate" end. Six Tube stations were closed, while police made 17 arrests. Six assaults were reported on Tube staff and police. There were also numerous reports of damage to Tube trains, which led to suspended services. 'Like rush hour but fun' The ban on drinking from - or carrying - open containers of alcohol applies to the Tube, London buses, Docklands Light Railway and trams as of midnight on Saturday. It was announced by London Mayor Boris Johnson shortly after he took office, with the aim of making public transport safer and more plea

Endless Questions
They say 'better to be safe than sorry', tell me then,..whats the point in love? So 'all great minds think alike', ..then would one genius be enough? If my success is based on wealth, would being poor mean that i failed? If flying would get us places faster, would you rather walk or sail? The human race has no conscience, does that mean i have no soul? If animals can live as on, who's realy in control? Why do people die for truth, yet others live on lies? The sad men force a smile, the happy stand and cry? If life had no enigma, like a book already read, would you enjoy it just as much, as if the words had not been said? How come ten good things go unnoticed, whilst one bad thing gets a mention? Why do Prophets get forgotten but mass killers get attention? 'Chase what can't be caught', ...why not save what can't be saved? When you know whats i! n the darkest cave, would you still walk in affraid? If you count every b

Fuck You All
All of you "friends" that are taking up space on my page need to get the hell OFF. i try to be nice to you all and i dont eaven get a "fuck you" in return. So i will say it. FUCK YOU and get the hell off my page!

Just One More..
Glancing out the window I was waiting to see him again Impatient to go My excitement I can't contain Just one more hug I'll be satisfied Just one more kiss I'll be gratified To look at you one more time For your arms around me, my protector if being without you is a crime Then apprehend me, charged with a mistemeanor I love you, I need just one more One more look, one more moment Almost like your a song, i need an encore I swear you're God-Sent Let God grant me just one more One more anything with you

I Hate You So Much Right Now
men are the same exactly play all the same games all they are is heart ache and pain that is exactly why i fucken hate you right now and you deserve all the pain you have felt and will feel cause trust we as women will get you back if it is not me it will be someone and i will be there to say how does it feel or maybe i will just look past you as though your not standing there cryin for me to hold you making yourself sick over some one who is not worthy when you thought that they were but they are just another woman or man like the rest a player a heartbreaker undercover as some one genuine and deserving of love well i say fuck you

Icp, Halloween On Military Street
We measure things by what we are. To the maggots and the G's The G's is the universe. To the rooms and the corpse The corpse is the casmos Holden in we..... Just because of our telescopes, and microscopes, And the spliting of the atoms, currently not Science is but a organized system of ignorince. There are more thing on heaven and earth... What do we know about the uni? Do we know what's behind the uni? I'm afraid some of us hardly know what's beyond behind. Fuck damnit, another Halloween People on Military know what this means Houses on fire, their blowin up cars Creatures on the streets, and razor blades in candy bars Went to trick or treat the first house on my block Spit in my face and gave me a rock I tried to give it back and said I'll take nothing instead Turned around and walked away and felt the rock peg me in the head Walked to the next house directly next door And there I found an old lady dead on the floor I said excuse me miss, but do you have

Strangers
Ok, so I get a message in the shout box tonight from a guy I don't know. I know!! Never happens, right?! He lives in Buffalo, Ny and I live in Columbus, Oh. Well, in the 'burbs anyway. And he says I can buy him a drink when he's in Cleveland. Told him I don't live in Cleveland. Told him I was in Columbus. He said he would come to Columbus then to let me buy him a drink. For one, I don't buy guys I don't know a drink. And two, I don't know him!! SO I think he got pissed at me when I told him I don't meet strange men I don't know. Have chatted with this guy once for a few minutes. In my book, that friends it does not make. The point of my lettin off some steam is: Is that grounds to block me? Was very nice about it. I do my best to be friendly and polite to everyone, unless you're a jerk to me first, then you were the one who started it!! Tried a few times to tell him that I was just out of a relationship and was not looking to "hook up" with anyone and my m

Darkness
Ok here it go's i really never wrote thigs out but i started to so here go's all. I feel darkness all around me and i cant see, i am going out of my mind and i feel the darkness taking over my life, i have had so much pain i dont know what to think or do anymore, scared to go to sleep cause all i see is the pain in the darkness. i lost my way, my girl, my job, my house, my dog, my father, and now i have heart disease and a irregular heart beat, i feel all of the friends i had are now shying away from me. I have fallin in love with a girl i am crazy about even if she keeps standing me up i still fall for her every time and will do anything for her and hurt any one who hurts her or try's, cause i love her so much and she wont love me back. Everyone around me want to make jokes about me and think it ok when it really hurts me. all i am to people is a quick ride, i miss my son so much he is all i got left in this world of hurt and pain and now his mother is telling him i dont want him. i a

Why Do People Think You Join Fubar Just For Sexual Reasons?
Why do people think you join this site just for sexual purposes? I joined just for the fun of it. I'm not here looking for one night stands or a fun romp in the hay. I like meeting people period. Is that so wrong? And another thing, why do people have to judge. I mean I know it's only human nature, but it gets a bit carried away. Yes, I'm sure we'd all like to have a trophy stuck to our arm, but WAKE UP people. We weren't all made alike. That's what makes life interesting, or so I thought. Yeah I'm no super model by any means and I'm not claiming to be. And just because I have sexy pics doesn't mean I'm going to jump right in bed with anyone. I think I have more morals than that. Don't always judge a book by it's cover. You might be surprised by what's inside.

Newsflash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT LOUD AND CLEAR FOR PPL TO UNDERSTAND!!! I AM NOT ONE OF JOKERS WILD PUPPETS!! I AM MY OWN PERSON AND I CHOOSE MY FRIENDS THE WAY I WISH. AND FOR THE FEW PPL THAT THINK I AM A *PUPPET* YOU KNO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU!! JUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO COME TALK TO ME TO MY FACE....WITH SOME SUBSTANTIAL PROOF...AND THEN I *MIGHT* BELIEVE YA!!! AND YOU PPL KNO WHO YOU ARE.....Y'ALL ARE NEIGHBORS...THATS ALL!! TOODLES!!...P.S. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PLAY YOUR SILLY AZZ GAMES...I DO HAVE A REAL LIFE....

Our Love
Our Love by LateNiteFantasy© Our story started one beautiful day, with a passion as hot as any in May. We’ve shared stories, memories, and day dreams. Along with the good times, there’s been sadness it seems. Each holding on to the other so tight. Looking for strength and understanding to help in their fight. For without each others love and compassion, Our journey would end in tragic fashion. I thank God each time as I look in your eyes, and see a love gleaming brightly like stars in the skies. For while we’re together I can’t be blue. Because I know in my heart your love is true. And with all of my feelings I must say, I’ll love you forever, day upon day. So Sweetheart don’t worry and fear. My love for you always will be here. So when you look upon nature and see a butterfly, remember I’ll love you forever, even after I die. But for now we’ll keep smiling, hugging, and playing loves game. And praying for happiness, in Jesus name.

I Am A Blessed Woman
I am a very blessed woman to have such great friends and a wonderful boyfriend. A famous playboy bunny was coming into my bf's area and was giving everyone the chance to see and meet her. All of his friends wanted him to see the bunny but he said "Nah,I am good.I got a great lady and I would rather talk to my lady on the phone and the net." I was so proud of him and felt so blessed that I have him. Also my true friends are one in a million. I would not trade them for anything. I love you all very much.

Hotel Bill?????
A husband and wife are traveling by car from Atlanta to New York. After almost twenty-four hours on the road, they decide to stop at a nice hotel and take a room. They only plan to sleep for four hours and then get back on the road. When they check out four hours later, the desk clerk hands them a bill for $350. The man explodes and demands to know why the charge is so high. He tells the clerk although it's a nice hotel, the rooms certainly aren't worth $350. When the clerk explains that $350 is the standard rate, the man insists on speaking to the manager. The manager enters the conversation and explains that the hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference center which were available for the husband and wife to use. He also explains that they could have taken in one of the shows which the hotel is famous for. "The best entertainers from New York, Hollywood and Las Vegas perform here," explains the manager. No matter what facility the manager mentions, the man replie

Bitch, Bitch, Bitch
Why is it so god damn hard to find a person who treats you the way you actually want to be treated? Is there something genetically wrong with our species that makes it impossible for us to be caring and compassionate mammals, who are capable of such higher thought, and yet are also capable of destroying a fellow human being with simple words or actions. Why? What makes us desire to injure others this way, knowing full well that if the tables were reversed, we would be hurting and the predator would be left laughing. I am beginning to wonder if being sweet and kind are actually the way to go. Men don't seem to respond well to this natural instinct to soften and bend. They seem to thrive only when verbally assaulted, viciously attacked, and generally whipped into a slobbering tizzy. Must I apply the whip? Must I scream and fight tooth and nail for common decency? Must I truly return to that woman who mocks men with her malicious words, and who is more comfortable destroying tha

In Love With Death
Oh darling wrap your arms around me tight, Hide me from the blinding light, Take this bleeding heart in your gentle hands, Let it seep threw like grains of sand, And let me feel your breathe taking embrace, Let me caress your pale moon face, Let me taste those tender lips, Our souls in-twine with each precious drip, Take me from this world so cold, To forever rest in your longing hold.

Insanity
I feel the dark cold clammy touch of it It haunts me in my dreams It makes me cry and wonder why I suffer as I do. I wonder when it will go away When the pain will subside But as I sit here in my false reality My mind and soul slowly die. My tears stain my cheeks as they slide down my face It hurt so long, so long I've kept these tears deep inside That relief is bitterly sweet. My head is pounding and my brain is swimming My eyes are red and sore I feel my heart is at its last I can feel the fear no more. My body is slowly numbing The pain is almost gone I close my eyes and prepare myself For my mind is at its last. My throat goes dry as sand My skin is freezing cold But I lie awake Eyes as wide as ever But my mind has become no more.

Rage
I see everything you dont want me to My eyes are opened wide I slice through life with a bitter sting From me you can not hide. You run from it with eyes wide shut You are running to escape The voices in your head now cry Your virgin mind is raped. You watch it sneaking up on you And you quickly slash my throat I close my eyes, fall to the ground My death is long and slow.

Dusty Tears
The evil has arisen, deathly smile Dusty tears, Siphoning all religion Draining all your years. An unearthly pull to do it- To run away from life, To waste it all, lay in filth, To hide that bloody knife. With irredescant looming Completely I'll surround The life that is my precious gift To bludgeon it, watch it drown. My dad can hardly breath now, He is dying fast Whats the point in saving life To try to make it last?

A Ray Of Sunshine In A Cloud Of Darkness
When you think all is lost And you're standing in a field of sorrow And no matter what you do There won't be any tomorrow And you know where you stand But you can't see your way And then you can't breath But you haven't for days So you hide and you cry And you wish you would die But you don't know what's wrong But you know its been long And you're wringing your hands 'Cuz your nerves are a flare You shut your eyes tight For you feel someone's there You want to shout out But no sound can you hear So you open your eyes And a shine of light does appear So you walk towards the light Then you can clearly see You're out, you've escaped, you're finally free.

Paranoid Delusions
She kissed him once in a dream His friends tell him to forget it, but he can't ingore what seemed He tries to think straight but can't worth a shit He wants his life back, but life fucks with him He works to get his life on track However, things are much too dim He tries to cope He tries to learn, but he has lost hope He is now left to burn I try to steer him to the right direction He doesn't listen well All he knows is the friction And know he burns in humid hell He is stuck on the fantasy He chases the illusion He wants the ecstasy He is stuck with the paranoid dellusions It's fucking with his mind He doesn't know what to do The image is kind It wants it so badly too It is killing him He doesn't care Now it's getting dim All he wants is right there Paranoid Delusions

Alone
Now as the darkness surrounds me, I feel as I have never felt before. You look at me like I'm stupid, but you have no idea what I go through. I block your face out of my mind but you don't go away. I cant stand the way you look at me with that fake "I care" look. Bitch, leave me alone you cant change me. I refuse to change. The more you try to get to me the more I will resist your words. Maybe one day you'll see, you can't change someone who is set in their ways Don't send me away it wont help. You're stupid you're crazy. But not as crazy as me. Your thoughts and words will not affect me. I have learned to ignore everything you say. Hopefully you will understand I cant change I wont change I WILL go my own way!

The Soul Stealer
The story I'm about to tell you is all too sad but true and don't you dare forget it lest it happen to you. Take heed you fair hearted virgins as you climb into your pure white beds, better keep those thoughts of love someplace else besides your head. There's a handsome black-eyed phantom that comes lurking in the night, he's looking for a new love and his charms you cannot fight. He appeared silently, smiling as she lay there dreaming of, someone someday she'd call her own, a good man she could love. Awakening she saw him there with his eyes as black as coal. One look from him and she knew, he had her heart but what of her soul. Into her bed he slowly crept, setting her mind on fire. Caressing her and holding her taking her passions higher. Whispering forbidden words, things she longed to hear, promises of endless joy he did speak into her ear. All through the night he stayed turning every thought of desire into a frenzied reality her

Can Anybody Hear?
I kept hearing them call my name. One soft, the other harsh voice connected together. Although I saw no one, I could feel them close by. And I heard cries and moans of other children, sounding as if they were coming from halls. That echo sound that lingers on. And long trails from up above hung strings or thread of gold. It's beauty cast it's colors upon my eyes. And I felt drawn to follow the glimmering reflection that seemed to be moving along the path. My name growing louder and louder as I pursued the gentle glow. The aria kept it's tune. The coldness that surrounded me seemed to signify all that darkness is all about. And when I turned and looked behind me, there was nothing in it's presence. It was like a hole and it seemed to be taking in whatever stood in it's view. Moving faster to escape this entity, no soon as a cast in the eye, I was at the bottom of a pit and I saw emeralds encased in the pillars that surrounded the circle above. And above me, ash-red s

Darkness Is Our Friend
The wind blew crisp this winter morning. Reflections of the amber lights glowed everywhere. I saw the rain did fall and the leaves scurried about to find hidden corners to safely tuck themselves away. I have felt Life many time, I have felt Death all the same. Living amongst the dead, along with those that let go and now wander through the streets. And names don't matter anymore. People in a hurry, running from something, running to something. But I can see the difference with those that lost their way and those that look ahead. And the pain runs down my shoulders searching to find peace. Everything is distorted yet insists on destruction. And I look at your eyes and I see the many faces all searching for the same thing. And none of us have the answers. The wind blew through the trees and when the leaves descended in their season, I knew they would come again. And I remembered, there are times we want to let go, when silence is serenity an

The Company Of Lost Souls
If your sanity is gone If your body is weak Sit down this night It is this which you seek Intruders stay not In this haven of space Their minds are closed And can't feel the pace Open your mind Then let in what waits You won't be alone In this very strange place You may leave in turmoil You may leave in peace We all see things differently In this place that you seek The music grows loud As the drink lays you bare Some seek oblivion Some just don't care This place is guarded By things that few see Dark winding shadows That engulf you and me The hour it is struck The time it is done The company disperses But still feels the pull We live in this world We live in this place Thrown together by need Held together like lace But! is it by chance Or the company that calls That company of souls In such an unholy place

Night
Night is the worst time Night is a hard time Why can't I sleep Why can't I rest Pain in my heart Pain in my eyes Lost is my true love Lost is my heart The night is dark Dark are my thoughts Lost is the daylight Lost is my life Night is like death Night is so cold Hurt when I rest Hurt in my soul Longing for you Longing to hold you Lost forever Lost to the night

Tlg Staff Guidelines
STAFF GUIDELINES GREETER GUIDELINES Those with the title of Greeter, Host, Hostess, Bartender, Dancer etc. work under the direction of the Head greeter or VP of Hospitality. These are perhaps the most vital positions in terms of keeping the lounge welcoming and fun place to be. Greeters greet people as they enter the room, encourage visitors to subscribe to the lounge, make conversation, basically be polite and make them feel welcome. As has been the tradition in our lounge, it is my hope that ALL staff that are active in the lounge at any given time would greet people as they enter. But those with these positions should make it their primary task. This isn’t to say that greeters won’t be allowed to promote the lounge, they just need to be sure to be also paying attention to what is going on in the lounge. At times greeters may be forced to take actions that normally fall under the guise of security. Please see the guidelines for using moderator functions in the Secur

Forces Unseen
In this world of hate and remorse all i feel is your fucking force you say you love me, you say you care but i can think is do you really dare, to love me like i wish you would i know it's possible i know you could the way you hide your love from me makes me wanna drink the poisoined tea that'll take me from this fucked up place and only then will a smile be upon my face then you'll say i loved her so but if you don't show it i'll never know.

10 Things I Hate About You
I just wanted to put this poem down from one of my favorite movies..... I hate the way talk to me I hate how you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you not around And the fact that you didnt call But most i hate the fact that i dont hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. And i had to adapt it for someone..... I hate the way you talk over me I hate when you cut your hair I hate the way you hate my car I hate it when you stare I hate your love for blue jeans And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even wors

The Ghosts
Pale shapes advancing from the midnight air, Beckoning with misty fingeres round my bed, Bending your faded faces o'er my head, I have no fear of ye! I seem to share You dim vitality-mine's well-nigh fled, I feel the human outlines melt away; These thin, grey hands that lie on the damp sheet Are almost vapory enough to meet Yours in the grasp of feloowship. My hair Seems turning into cloud. The quickening clay That walls me in is cracking, and I strive Towards ye through the breach. Am I alive? Or are ye dead? All's vague-a wide, gray sea. Hark! the cock crows! Now, spirits, welcome me!

The Horrors Of Sleep
Sleep brings no joy to me, Rememberance never dies, My soul is given to mystery, And lines in sighs. Sleep brings no rest to me; The shadows of the dead My wakening eyes may never see Surround my bed. Sleep brings no hope to me, In soundest sleep they come, And with their doleful imag'ry Deepen the gloom. Sleep brings no strength to me, No powered renewed to brave; I only sail a wilder sea, A darker wave. Sleep brings no friend to me To soothe and aid to bear; They all gaze on, how scornfully, And I despair. Sleep brings no wish to fret My harnassed heart beneath; My only wish is to forget In endless sleep of death.

Demon Dreams
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend.

Identical Friends
Here is a tale of the trouble love sends, To a pair of inseparable very best friends. These very best friends had the same taste in boys, Just like as tots when they liked the same toys. They never did struggle to borrow or lend, They knew that sharing was being a friend. Ond defending the other when teased or called names. One choosing the other when teamed up for games. They were experts at sharing fears, sorrows, and joys. And their bond was rock solid until they cared about boys. It turned out they always liked the very same boy, But this would be different from sharing a toy. Will their friendship survive their concerns of the heart? Or will their love for one boy tear their friendship apart? It is yet to be known how this sad story ends, For they must choose between guys and best friends. They can ditch all they have for the love of one guy, Or hold onto their friendship and wave him good- bye. This poem is dedicated to Rachel and all we had growing up. Where ever you are, I hope

Best Friend...did I Know?
Today I found a friend, Who knew everything I felt. She knew my every weakness, And the problems I've been dealt. She understood my wonders, And listened to my dreams. She listened to how I felt about life and love, And knew what it all means. Not once did she interrupt me, Or tell me I was wrong. She understood what I was going through, And promised she'd stay long. I reached out to this friend, To show her that I care. To pull her close by and let her know, How much I needed her there. I went to hold her hand, To pull her a bit nearer. And realized that this perfect friend I've found, Was nothing but my bedroom mirror.

Broken Promises
You said we'd always be together, And nothing could tear us apart. You said you loved me, You could feel it in your heart. You promised you'd love me forever, And love doesn't change over night. You said you'd cherish every minute Holding me tight. You told me I was beautiful And perfect in every way. You said I was always on your mind, Every minute of everyday. But here I am broken and torn, There's emptiness where you stood by my side. Many promises were broken, I guess that means you lied.

Him I'm Thinking Of
I would've done so much for him But he just didn't care. He meant the world to me But he was never there. I gave so much to make it work But he didn't even try. Now my world is falling apart Since he said goodbye. He has his eye on someone new He treats her very good. I can't help but wonder why Why he didn't treat me like he should. Now I have a broken heart That maybe time will heal. I wish I had another chance To tell him how I feel. Now I sit here lonely With no one to love. Not just anyone will do When it's him I'm thinking of.

Reasons Why?
Reasons, everyone always wants reasons why I am the way I am. Honestly, I would like to know myself. So I write about what hurts, what feels good, what makes me cry and what makes me feel. I want to know why: I cry. I'm screaming silently inside. I'm happy for a moment and then I lose it. I'm free but I hold back. I hate myself every time I look in the mirror. I drown in my self-pity. I eat a tub of ice cream, then feel so much guilt that I can't move. I am ashamed. I hide from everything. I feel more than I can take. And I just really want to know why I am unable to be whole. Was I born with a failure inside of me that doesn't allow me to change? I spend my days scared. What if I never change? What if there are no reasons at all? What if I am the way I am forever and there is nothing I can do about it. So I look for an answer to make the confusion go away. Everyday I wake up searching with only the hope that someday something will be found that will make this endless longing go away.

Lusting You Is Out Of Sight
would like to Go to town Who cares if we Tear your gown Kiss your body Up and down Lick the pink Then lick the brown Turn you over On your knees Spread them wider Will you please Touch clit lightly Gently tease Bigger buzz than Baiting bees Sliding closer Turn your head Re-position On the bed Whispered dirty Words are said Fingers follow Where tongue led Words are honey On your tongue When you’re horny I’m well hung Sweetest song You’ve ever sung You could suck An iron lung Naked, on the Cold cold ground Grasp your butt then push and pound In and out And round and round Moans, sighs, groans Love every sound Use your tongue Now wet your lips Feel your nipples Touch their tips Lick your opening Quick small sips Drive it deeper Use my hips Run my fingers Through your hair Push it harder Right in there Pleasure’s growing You can’t bear The gentlest touch Around your rear Make it

I Love You
I never really knew you, You were just another friend. But when I got to know you, I slowly let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past the memories that only made me cry. I had to forget my first Love, And give Love another try. So I've fallen in Love with you, And I'll never let you go. I Love you more than anyone. I just wanted to let you know. And if you ever question why, I don't know what I'll say. But I'll never stop loving you. Each and everyday my feelings for you will never change. Just understand and know that my feelings of the heart are true, And remember one thing: I LOVE YOU!

The Laws Of Life
Law of Mechanical Repair After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. Law of the Workshop Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. Law of Probability The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. Law of the Telephone If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. Law of the Alibi If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. Variation Law If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). Law of the Bath When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. Law of Close Encounters The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically the worse your hair looks and when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with. Law of the Result When

High School
They say high school is tough, But I think that it's fun. It's where we make life long friends. Where we meet our first loves. It's a whole little world of its own. A place where we learn not only about equations and formulas, but about the bigger picture of our world. About life and the world we live in, And the people who live in it. In high school, we're exposed to various ethics and backgrounds; With all of this, we recognize what makes each of us different. And with open minds, we can accept and appreciate That of which makes each and everyone of us Unique in our own special ways.

Depression
They want me to push you away. They say you hurt me, but I don't want to believe. For I find a certain safety in your arms of ugliness, the only things that want to embrace me lately. And even when I think I'm done with this abuse, I don't know the sweet words that will sweep you away, some old childhood incantation that crawled away from my bitter memory when it turned its back for a moment. You are a sickness; I cannot control you, though there are magical concoctions that can. But I cannot make the quest for them alone, and you have me feeling as though there's no one who loves enough to help. They don't believe me when I tell them that you have taken over who I am. I know not if they deny your power, your existenance, or the fact that you have chosen me for your victim. I only want to go back and forget I ever looked into your dark eyes. But it is too late and I feel as though our tainted courtship has ruined everything. You do not comfort me when I cry in dark cornors, but you pus

Razor Blade
I stand and I sit and I think~Think of how I can help myself~Should I cut to ease the pain~To understnad the confusion~Should I take the razor blade~And slice it over my wrist?~So I stop and look around at my surroundings~All soaked in deep red, rich blood~I glance downward~And scrape it across my wrist quickly~once~twice~again and again~The memories~The past fading~I begin to bleed~To slowly feel free~No more, No more I chant silently~I fall down on my knees~Watching my blood flow like a beautiful river~I begin to cry~The involuntary tears streaming down my face~Down my arm the blood flows staining the floor I stand upon~These involuntary tears simply fall like rain drops from the sky~Splashing down to my veins~Feeling oozy~fatigued~I leave the world in vein~Remembering to cut one last time~deeper the scar of life~slipping into an eternal abyss and funeral forever~

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Magickal Fairy
Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkness rages and takes over the world of existence. I was once a magickal fairy beautiful and adored by all. Glitter magick and charmed by everyone. But my wings have long been torn. My magick long faded away centuries ago. My soul ripped and taken from my fragile body. My heart of warmth long ago shattered like a million pieces of a mirror. Voices all around keep chanting and telling me to believe. Believe in what I shout and scream aloud? Existence above all abyss in the world of belief. I meditate and wink a smile at all who do believe. And I start to slowly chant a simple....fairy tale. To read.....all you have to do is believe within yourself.

Perfect Life
I dream of a perfect life. Simple not complicated. Enough to please me, but keep me alive. Happy to smile with no disappointments. I watch the horizon about; no words of doubt. Looking forward in anticipation. But backwards at satisfaction of the conclusion of each day. Heeding the prompts of my inner voice; and what I hear is comforting, full of reassurance. Sweet feelings of contentment. But the human soul dies, To be forgotten soon. Turning into unfamiliar faces; A blank drawn in a space, A hole left in the wake alone. Of a perfect life I dreamt, which closes cold over, and UNKNOWN.

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all

Meth Once Ruled Me
I was a meth addict for over 15 years. You could say it ruled my life. It changed me in alot of ways, some good, some bad. I have taken my life over once again and self rehabiltated for 3 years now. I'm not sure if I have forgiven myself yet but I am trying hard. This Battle is not yet over for me but I WILL WIN.

Heart Of A Poet
From the heart of a poet Comes words of sorrow Joys within And unseen tomorrows Tears with smiles are beautiful things Gifts of thoughts to a human being Lessons of Love Be still and wait Kindness is Patient It does not take But gives to all who hesitates Who writes the words without mistakes Who needs to feel and needs to show it Whos meaning is real and needs you to know it Whos friendship is sealed above and below it Into and out of the heart of a poet

Typical
You know what sucks?The word"Typical"I mean what ever happened to originality?It seems that everyone follows the leader.No more individuals,to stand out from a crowd is rare anymore.To face yourself and to look at what you've done someone has already done that.Me i try to be original,my music i came up with no one has written it.But to be typical is too common.Lets leave the pack and start our own thing because without originality there myswell not be a simple person cuz we all are alike.But somethings i do maybe someone has already did,but i put my own touch on it to make it mine.But still someone please tell me something in a comment that isn't typical please i'm tired of things that are already did.

Realization
I'm completely taken over by my rage. I just want to hurt you just as much as you hurt me, So you would know how I felt. Then I realized that revenge is not the answer. I hit my knees and began to pray. I prayed harder than I ever have before. I prayed for God to break the chains of addictions the devil has cast upon you. To encourage you and give you strength. And help lift you back up when you fall. You are not fighting this alone. You are never alone. When you start to slip, CRY OUT TO JESUS! He will never let you fall. You have to be strong and believe in yourself and God to pull yourself through. God is always testing us, testing our faith. And we SHALL not let him down.

Who To Bomb
GIVEAWAYS [In Order Of Bombing] PATCHES [Needs a total of 45,000] GREEKBOY [Needs 29,500] ADDICTIVE [Needs 14,500] DJ ARMY MEDIC [Needs 14,500] Let's throw some comments every day on this one because she is not in the same contest as the rest of us and didn't start at the same time. SOUTHERN STUNNA [Needs 46736 to go as of May 24] YOUR ULTIMATE DESIRE [Ne

Because I'm Me
When you tell me to come I want to because I love you I don't because I am my own person When you want me to lie I want to because you say so I don't because I am truthful to my words When you tell me to trust you I want to because I believe you I don't because I am unsure When you want me to speak I want to because it makes you happy I don't because I don't have time When you ask me to come early I want to because I am faithful I don't because I am not in a rush When you say forget about the past I want to because that was then I don't because I learned that you can't

Passion Released
Pasion Released Placing myself in your care Intimacy and passion to share Feeling your gaze upon me Warmth, love, and beauty Your fingertips trace my arms A tingling whisper upon my skin As we look into each other’s eyes Any hesitations released in a sigh Giving myself up to you tonight You stir a passion I’m helpless to withhold You’ve awakened a hunger in my soul Feel my body, play it well Release me from within my shell Your sweet touch makes my body sing Fire flowing throughout my being I want to let go, release my control Give myself over to your desires I want to make love, I want more I am yours to explore I will follow your lead I will do as you say If you are kind and careful You can have your way Our bodies together, so bright, so hot Oh, I don’t want you to stop I feel so alive I want you so much Kiss me deeply give me your touch I am yours tonight Take me to the height Our passions will soar Our bodies in harmon

The Poetry Of My Lovers Hand
The poetry of my lover's hands write upon me, line and verse. And upon her prose, my heart, like a babe, it does nurse. One hunger sated, another grows. With but a look, my lover knows. Her warmth slowly draws atop. Taken in fully, she'll stop. Gentle palms hold me down. Moon lit skin, bare of gown. With ease and beauty born of flesh. The heat of her passions cause me to thrash. The motion of her hips, soon to be my undoing. My wild desires violently pooling. The dam of my loins burst free. Broken through by none other than she. And with my seed now spent. She does sweetly relent. Breast upon my ear. Her heart for me to hear. To a tomultuous tribal drum I do swear A chant of 'I want you near, always near.

At A Loss For Words..thank You All!!!! From Booboo
I would like too thank each and everyone that has been on my page today too help make me a Prophet. Never could I imagine waking up today and being a Prophet by the end of the day. This morning i needed 1,254,000 too level. My goal today was just too get under 1 million too go and now im a Prophet. Im not even sure how too put this into words too express my thank yous. If you all was here I would give you huge hugs. I will do my best too alway s be there too help each and everyone level. Thank you for every rate, comment, bling too help me get here. There was so many people on my page today too help me its impossible too put you all in here of fear of missing someone. This has been a long road too get here and im greatful for all my friends that helped me reach this goal. I would like too thank all of the Shadow Levelers for making this possible. I have saw so many of you on my profile day in and day out too get me leveled too Prophet. I love you all and thank you for bei

Hot (caution Nsfw)
Love me, suck me taunt me, tease me please me pleasure me take me as yours. lick me,finger me torture me, tanalize me, seduce me, ravish me, for i am weak to your touch. Kiss me, tongue me savor me, remember me taste me, juicy me i am wet to your touch. Luscious me, delicious me suculant me, tasty me devour me, plunge me taste my inner seed. postion me, enter me in me, touching me, fuck me, pound me make me scream your name. ram me, hump me pump me, screw me make me... scream so loud wet me....for i am a flood. Finish me, fill me up with your sweet cum plunge me, one more time to make sure your done.

Made Love To Your Mind
Can I lick your lips? Can I feel the sway of your hips? Can I bathe in the flow of your love? One moments kiss, takes me to this ejaculatory feeling. Your breath upon me, feeding my fire, don`t stop.. Can I lick your lips? Above and below...let me taste the flow... Shockwaves of exstacy electrifying my mind. Groans of pure pleasure as I grab you from behind. I fill you up...first fast and then slow. My moments in the place I call heaven below. Legs entwined, as we become one, no rest, just pure lust till the night is done. Can I take a walk in your mind taking you on paths of unadulterated bliss? Talking of things to make you forget your name...putting XXX movies to shame. Kissing places you never knew you had. Quaking orgasms...you got me feening bad. Love motions, potions, and juices mixing as we slowly grind. First action coming, before I had your body...... I made love to your mind

Auctioning Sexy People
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Alone Inside
by Not Bulletproof How many tears must leave my eyes before they are finally recognized? So many days have passed me by, and each day I have hoped to die. Not one soul has asked of me; the pain is there, but they don't see, only the person I pretend to be. I wish someone could set me free. Why do I feel the need to hide? I try to talk. but instead I lie. I bottle all these thoughts inside. Somehow I must've lost my pride. No girl should have to feel this way, yet I live through it every day. The hurt I carry will always stay, it lives within, and will not fade. This shield of darkness is too strong; all who once cared are now gone, and I stand alone, and have for long. If you think I'm happy, you are wrong.

No More
by Twisted Illusion I'm screaming no more, Can feel the words inside, Nobody has been here, To catch the tears I've cried. Does anybody care, And I feel so, so alone, I can't keep going, With a heart as heavy as stone. I'm tired and restless, Been torn out of place, They can see that I'm fragile, That I've fallen from grace. I don't know who I am, I've lost myself once again, And I keep slipping further, Suffocated by the pain. I'm laced in jaded memories, All I've come to know, I've been chewed and spit out, Brought down so low. I'm lying in a bottomless pit, Of hot anger and self-hate, I'm ripping myself to pieces, Chasing away my broken fate. The agony seems ceaseless, Surroundings seem so cold, And I can't get away, From the words I've been told. Can't erase what I've seen, Or change what they said, There is just no way, I can ignore the truth in my head. And it's slowly killing me, To live with it all, Slowly killing me, And I

I Cannot Do This Anymore
by Side Effects I am trying so hard, Harder than before, I am trying because, I cannot take much, More I am giving so much, Much more than before, I am giving because, I cannot take much, More I've been around in circles, Kept myself inside, But now it isn't safe, Safe to stay where, I hide I've been around in laps, Lived life from inside, But now it isn't right, Right to live where, I hide There is no place left within, I cannot really cope, It may seem wrong, Wrong to lose all sense, Of hope But there is nothing left within, I am hanging from a rope, You can say I am stupid, Stupid because you know, Finally I mope It's just I cannot fake it, No I can't fake it no more, So see it how you see it, See it like you did before, For I am shutting the door I do not have it in me to be fake, So I won't fake as I hit the floor, Judge me like you always do, Do it like I have no feeling in my, Core I cannot do it anymore

Congrats Booboo Our New Prophet!!!!! Bulletin By Gary
Congrats to our new PROPHET!!! ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne@ fubar (repost of original by 'GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo' on '2008-05-31 15:31:21') (repost of original by 'SingleDad38 {{{{{ SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}}' on '2008-05-31 15:55:56')

The Rusted Knight
The Rusted Knight It all start so long ago when a young knight won his spurs in a tournament of chivalry and was declared a knight of the realm, and sets out upon his personal quest to defend the realm he so dearly loves and all who live within it. He mounts his great white stallion and rides out in his gleaming armor toward adventures that he has dreamed of all his youth. His first goal as with all knights is to ride thru the Vale of Shadows. The Vale of Shadows is a mystical place created by the Descendants of Avalon as a gift for undertaking the protection of the land and to repay them for what they have sacrificed to do this. Since their sacrifice is to lead a lonely and solitary life, forever moving from one place to another, righting wrongs that have nothing to do with them personally. They are the hand of the King of the Realm and they swear their allegiance to the land, not the King himself. Always to the land and its people, forever bound with oaths of chivalry and honor

Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten And Forsaken
Lost, Abandoned, Forgotten and Forsaken Wandering lost thru the fog of my life, I wonder if it is all worth it or if I should just surround to what fate has decreed. Is all love just an illusion or is it something only for those who are pure of heart and soul. Either way then I am damned twice over for I am not pure of anything and I cant tell illusion from reality any more. All has become a waking nightmare. Once I thought I could not live without you then I found that there was life after you. Once I found that life was possible you step back in for only moment and every thing goes straight back into hell. Your presence broke all my convictions of accepting fate and walking away. You have broken something inside of me and I do not think it can be fixed not sure if I want it fixed anymore maybe just maybe I am better off broken and not being able to care and feel for another person. Doubts have become my second nature, trust has become an allusive thing, my heart lives in perpetual

Congratulations To Our Newest Prophet Booboo! Bulletin By ~phoenix~
CONGRATULATIONS BOOBOO! WHAT A RUSH!! MEET OUR NEWEST PROPHET! YOU AND THE SHADOW LEVELERS ARE AN AWESOME BUNCH AND I AM GLAD TO KNOW YOU ALL! NOW WHOS NEXT?..lol ♥BooBoo♥Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne@ fubar WITH MUCH LOVE... ~Phoenix~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-31 00:30:03')

Mental Wandering Of A Doom Hero Lost Forever To The Darkness Of His Despair
Mental wandering of a doom hero lost forever to the darkness of his despair at times this gloom fall over my heart and seems to sap all hope of the future away. i look at my past and see something i am not and cannot be proud of over all. no i am not an evil man but just a man all the same. most of this dark enshrouded life of mine i have walked it alone in company and in spirit. forever wandering thru the shadows of the the Normal's world never truly seen and when even noticed i see nothing more than the sign to ward off the evil eye as if i was something dark and evil. can a lonely soul be considered as such? would you think of such a soul wandering lost and heart broken thru the ages as evil or could you find it somewhere in your heart to feel a little bit of compassion for one such as i? for i can expect nothing more than that for my soul is darkened far too much to be accepted and truly loved. the taint of this darkness seeps out from me and flows around me as if a shield again

Fellowship Of Pain
Fellowship of pain Tears of blood we cry only those who have known our kind of pain can see the trails of blood we leave behind!There are few who know the pain we live in and even fewer who could survive it. Are we survivors or are we just gluttons for punishment, or fools? You decide. Inspired by my Bro Kindred @ Heart! Mordechai Kiran Havic aka: Anti-Cupid Copy & paste to frie

Rain
Rain Rain washes away the tears, Rain hides my fears, Rain echoes my pain, Rain calls forth my inner darkness, Rain lays bare my new wounds, Rain cleans away the grime of my Charred Soul, Rain whispers to the voices in my Blackened Heart, Rain drowns my Spirit in waves of deep Depression, As all things even the rain must end. Mordechai Havic AKA: Anti-Cupid

Trapped In The Darkness Of My Own Soul
Trapped in the Darkness of My own Soul Darkness surrounds every soul at all times. We strive to drive it away with love and friendship but this isnt always successful. Darkness and Despair is our companion thru out life either we fight it or we embrace it. Some believe that True Love can dispel it, others believe it is a part of life that is forever there. What do I believe, I no longer know and at the moment not sure I care. Oh yes Apathy the close cousin to Darkness and Despair is my companion now. Heart empty and forsaken , Life worthless and broken, Dreams shattered and discarded. I am but a shell of what I was. Fragile and Brittle to scatter to the four winds at the slight touch. Hope has fled with the Broken Promises of yesterday. Wasted and Tormented I sit within my walls waiting for the end. As I wait, all of my yesterdays slide in front my eyes like a string of slaps to my face. Tears of Blood born sorrow and bitterness flow silently from me. Does everyone at one time or an

Lost
Lost Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Mordechai aka:Anti-Cupid

Silence Kills
Silence Kills They say silence is golden, They have never heard silence from a loved one. They have never felt silence when it strikes out like a club to knock you flat. They have never felt the loneliness within that silence. They have no idea of what they say because simply Silence Kills. Stephen

The Unbroken Silence
The Unbroken Silence Silence the beginning of the end. Silence the killer of spirit. Silence the poison of the heart. Silence the cancer of the soul. Silence is the corrupter of faith. Silence is the absence of courage. Silence instilled by fear is the worst of all. Silence kills and destroys all that is good and pure. Silence is the fertile ground that the seed of doubt grows. Silence the sister of despair. Silence is the brother of lost hope and broken faith. Silence the slow death of all relationships. Silence is the birth of the grave. Silence The secret of internal suicide. Silence is never golden. Silence is the end of all things. Only in the Silence of death is there any peace. Sometimes we all wish for the silence of death. The companion of silence until the end of time. Mordechai Havic

Bleak Is My World
Bleak is my world Bleak is my world all colored in gray since you left, My heart cast into darkness and my soul cast adrift, My spirit wasting away as my life lingers on, Wishes for the pain to end knowing that it wont, You are always on my mind never leaving my thoughts, Always thinking of you when i see something new, Missing the laughter and the love you once shared with me, Feeling empty and desolate inside, No purpose to be found wandering this world of tears and ashes, Forever wondering do you think of me, Forever craving your sweet company, Forever loving you without hope of return, Forever lost in this landscape of my nightmares, Bleak is my world since you left me. Mordechai AKA Anti-Cupid

The Power Of Words
The Power of Words Words are more powerful than most know or can believe. With a few spoken words you can either crush a person's ego or lift them from the depths of despair. You can give them hope or dash all hope beyond recovery. You give someone the strength to carry on or remove a person's will to live. All because of a few spoken words. when they say the pen is mightier than the sword this is what they mean. So my friends think carefully of how you speak to the people close to your heart cause you never know what hurt you may step on and what damage you may accidentally cause. Speak with love and compassion not with loathing and bitterness. Speak with patience and understanding not with impatience and anger. Always remember we all have pain from the past we carry with us some more than others but we all carry some. There are some who can speak freely of things and there are others who hold tight and hide the pain of their past because they are fearful of it being used against t

The Human Condition
The Human Condition Pain is life , Life is pain, Love is filled with joy, Joy is born in Love, Love is in life, Life is filled with love, Joy and pain are two sides of the same coin, Pain caused from a Loved one is worse of all, Love born from pain shared is the strongest of all, Pain, Life, Love, and Joy are the human condition. Mordechai

Important And Serious Please Read
LaDawn Garland has been missing from the Waco, TX area since Wednesday. She is a friend of mine's sister and the mother of 3. There have been no leads in her disappearance. Please check out the link below for her story and photo. Then, please repost this. The first person to repost will receive 10,000 fubucks from me. Let's help bring her home! Maybe someone somewhere has seen her. We all have people from all over on our lists. Please help!!!! Thanks! http://www.kwtx.com/home/headlines/19395084.html (May 30, 2008)—Authorities spent a second day Friday searching for missing Bosque County News Managing Editor La Dawn Garland, 42, who’s been missing since leaving Wednesday to drive to Waco to purchase a cell phone battery. Garland left the newspaper office in Meridian a little after 4 p.m. Wednesday to make the bank deposit. Officials confirmed the deposit was made. She then planned to drive to Waco. Garland hasn’t been heard from since she called her husband around 7 p

Feelings
Feelings Feelings so raw and exposed, Feelings bare before the world, Feelings of fear and loss, Feelings that have no meaning, Feelings of isolation that eat at the soul, Feelings that last forever, Feelings of passion and love, Feelings never shared, Feelings of never being good enough, Feelings shared yet discounted, Feelings for you that will never fade, Mordechai

F*ck Love ---- The Birth Of Anti-cupid
DISCLAIMER: THESE ARE FEELINGS AND FEELINGS HAVE NO BASIS IN LOGIC NOR REALITY SO READ WITH THIS IN MIND!! Ok here it is I officially give up. I am no longer gonna seek love nor accept the false hope of finding that special someone. I have heard to often now what a great guy I am but they cant do it. Well neither can I anymore. To watch someone who I care about, flirt and talk shit with someone else is too much for me to bear. So I walk away and they are hurt that I do. Am I wrong? Is it my fault? I guess so. I am told I am being selfish cause I want to walk away from a site cause it hurts me to be there. I am told that I am not thinking of all my friends there. And to a point they are right I am not thinking of them because all I can think of is what I see and it f***ing hurts to sit there and watch something that used to be directed at me. I am told I am running away and not fighting for something. WTF is there to fight for if they say "they cant give me what i want" so what is th

Forsakan Am I
Forsakan am I Originally Titled "Just Let Me Die" Broken and bleeding laying in my own pool of bloody tears. Dead inside, soul shattered, heart gone wasting away without hope, without the will to live. I lay here wondering why it always seems that something must go wrong and all I can do is watch it like a horror movie made into my life. A story of broken hope and shattered dreams, of a man who searches for something forever out of reach. Forsaken am I, nothing more than a empty husk to be tossed away when no longer desired. Words leave me no relief any more. Abandoned , lost and alone is this all there is to my sad worthless life? Come Mistress Death Dance with me and finally take me home to oblivion. End my pain with your sweet kiss at the end of this dance, let it be our last. Life's cruelest pain is a love forfeited and left to wither away. So I watch my soul, my heart only desire slowly walk away knowing that once again Mistress Death is quietly laughing at me. Mordechai

True Love With Out Faith Is Not Enough...
True Love with out faith is not enough... This dark beauty walks through the night surrounded by those she believes are her friends even though they show all the traits of the corrupt. They whisper in her ear how they are true and loyal yet they sabotage her true friendships. Then one day this battered and broken knight walks into her life soul weary and ready for Death's last dance her heart goes out to him and she helps him heals from a terrible betrayal. All the while they fall madly and deeply in love her dark friends look on with fear that this honor bound man just might reveal their true essence they start their plotting to tear these two lovers apart all the while retaining their hold on the dark beauty. A whisper word here and there in the battered knight's ear and in the beauty's as well. Helping cast doubt in each of them upon the other. Finally the knight's true sight begins to see the essence of these dark hearted friends and tries in vain to show this to the beauty. All

The 10 Top-earning Country Music Stars
The 10 Top-Earning Country Music Stars They sing of the simple life--love for family, god and country. But the success of this year's Top-Earning Country Music Stars proves they're just as familiar with the color of money as they are with John Deere green. Toby Keith nabs the top spot on our list, raking in $48 million over the last year. Thanks to a bulletproof persona and patriotic anthems like "Courtesy of the Red, White and Blue" and "American Soldier," he's created a strong personal brand that pays. Beyond music earnings, Keith's got a lucrative endorsement deal with Ford Motor (nyse: F - news - people ) and a chain of successful restaurants bearing his name. He also has a boot in the business side of Nashville, as owner of Show Dog Records. In Pictures: The 10 Top-Earning Country Music Stars Aside from Keith, most of the musicians on our list earned the majority of their income from successful tours. Rascal Flatts' top 10 2007 tour helped put the trio at No.

When You Hold Someone's Heart Part1 & 2
When you hold someone's heart Part1 & 2 Part 1 There is times when all things change in a single moment and we are stranded in that moment for what seems like an eternity. All bearings are lost and we are cast adrift into the nameless unknown never to be sure just what happened or why. The uncertainty of that moment affects us forever causes something far more damaging than wounds of the flesh, but scar of the spirit and soul. When you hold the heart of someone be gentle and careful since what you hold is far more precious than just a persons love. You are holding their trust and the very essence of what thy will become in the future. All love no matter what kind should be honored and cherished when it is freely given with no strings and no expectations. Unconditional love is a rare gift to give so when you receive it honor it like nothing else in this world or any other. It is more valuable than all the gold in the world and more precious than life itself. Just something to

Obama Quits Church After Controversy
AP Posted: 2008-05-31 20:50:36 Filed Under: Elections News, Barack Obama ABARDEEN, S.D. (May 31) - Barack Obama said Saturday he has resigned his 20-year membership in the Trinity United Church of Christ in Chicago "with some sadness" in the aftermath of inflammatory remarks by his longtime pastor the Rev. Jeremiah Wright and more recent fiery remarks at the church by another minister. "This is not a decision I come to lightly ... and it is one I make with some sadness," he said at a news conference after campaign officials released a letter of resignation sent to the church on Friday. "I'm not denouncing the church and I'm not interested in people who want me to denounce the church," he said, adding that the new pastor at Trinity and "the church have been suffering from the attention my campaign has focused on them." Obama said he and his wife have been discussing the issue since Wright's appearance at the National Press Club in Washington last month that reignited furor o

When Love Becomes Hate
When Love Becomes Hate Once I trusted you, Now all I see are your lies, Once I would have died for you, Now all I can all i wish for is that you would fade away, Once I had believed in you, Now I know better than to believe your lies, Once I had loved you, Now I hate you and what you are! Once I told you that I do not hate easily, Now all I know is that you have taught me all to well how to hate, Once I would have done anything for you, Now I wont do a thing to assist you! Once I thought i couldnt live without you, Now all I can think of is the day you are forever gone from my life, Once I cared for you, Now I feel NOTHING but DISGUST! You know who you are as well as most people know it now that you have started this shit. So I tell you now in front of all who read this I DO NOT trust you , I DO NOT want you, I DO NOT need you, and I sure as f*** DO NOT LOVE YOU! DJ Forsaken I will shed no more tears at what might have been because now it will N

Never Good Enough
Never Good Enough Always casted aside worthless and easily forgotten, Never good enough to be the one and only, Always a ghost walking through life watching others live while i exist, Never finding happiness and joy, Always abandoned and left behind for someone new, Never to be able to stay in one place, Always moving from one heart break to the next, Never to be able to heal fully, Always wounded and injured, Never having arms of a loved ones in times of need, Alway wanting and needing someone to love, Never being needed or wanted by a loved one. DJ Forsaken, Mordechai Havic

Pain & Betrayal
Betrayed by a loved one, Forsaken by love, Damned at birth to endure nothing but loneliness and pain, Doomed to walk alone in a world of darkness, Silence is my enemy, Pain & Betrayal Shadows of my past haunt me always, My failings seem to surround me mocking me, I have become a cosmic joke, Nothing more than a used up tool to be tossed aside over and over again, You said you loved me but that was a lie, A fool I am for thinking that true love existed and conquered all, A fool of fate, A fool for love, A fool in general, My heart is dust , my soul in tatters, my spirit broken and bleeding, Reality is now crystal clear... Trust No One With Your Heart then you wont get hurt, I have surrender to my fate, I have but one question ... Why do I still love you M

Lost & Alone
Lost & Alone Lost and trapped within this nightmare called life, Alone in a darkness of my own making, Lost in thoughts of despair and self hatred, Alone without the comfort of another's touch, Lost without a clue of what is next, Alone and hopeless to protect myself from my own darkness, Lost within my own mind wondering why I am such a fool, Alone again without hope, Lost within these walls I have made, Alone In a place so cold, Lost forever to wander without a purpose, Alone till the day I die, Mordechai Havic

After All
After All After all the love there is only pain, After all the laughter there is only tears of blood, After daring to believe in love it is gone again, After loving with all my heart it is shattered, After living for you my life is in ashes, After wanting nothing but you i want nothing at all, After watching you walk away i keep on hoping you will come back, After everything that has happened I still love you, After losing hope I find I am still desperately hoping, After all that has happened i cannot stop thinking of you, After all I have Failed you! Mordechai

Resistance: What To Do About The Endless No’s
by Beth Haiken Reviewed by the BabyCenter Medical Advisory Board Last updated: January 2006 Why it happens The technical name for your 2-year-old's fascination with the word "no" is "refusal" — and the simple fact is that 2-year-olds say "no" because they can. "They've just found out that they have a will, and they want to exercise it," explains Susanne Denham, professor of developmental psychology at George Mason University and author of Emotional Development in Young Children. This phase often comes on suddenly, leaving parents perplexed over their child's newfound defiance. Mike Lynd, of Redwood City, California, says his first child, Meredith, began saying "no" when she turned 2. "All of a sudden," Lynd says, "everything was 'no.' And she'd wind up to it in this funny way — 'Nnnnnnnnnnno.'" The stage can disappear as quickly as it appeared, too. "One day Meredith opened her mouth," Lynd says, "and instead of 'No,' out came 'Mmmmmmm I don't know.' And that was the end

Forsaken By All That Matters
Forsaken by all that matters there comes a time in life when everything has fallen apart and nothing else matters this is one of those times. do i give up and just lay down and wait for mistress death to come for my soul and take me to hell or do i fight and try to continue in this life filled with pain? i no longer care what tomorrow may hold for me. i no longer care for anything other than an end of this pain, an end to this sad existence called life! so i will lay my life down at mistress's death feet and pray she will finally take me from this world of pain. FREE ME from this ! release my soul from this nightmare! cursed , shunned and abandoned i wait for the end will it ever come? Mordechai

In Darkness ...
IN DARKNESS ... In a Darkness of my own making i sit and wonder how things have gotten so screwed up, In a Darkness all consuming my soul seeks to hide from itself, In a Darkness so complete that is shattering of dreams can be heard, In a Darkness I wait for an answer from the Light of my life, In a Darkness Tears of regret fall into a bloody pool, In a Darkness I write to ease my pain, In a Darkness I find myself daring to hope for forgiveness, In a Darkness of my own devising I am devoured by uncertainty, In a Darkness I pray to the Goddess for understanding of my self, In a Darkness I surrender myself to my Fate whatever it may be, In a Darkness I find myself forgotten and forsaken, Mordechai Havic

All I .......
All I ....... All i ever wanted lies in you, All i ever needed was you, All i could have hoped for rests in your love, All i knew of love you taught me anew, All i dream of is you, All i think of is you, All i can do is waste away without you. Anti-Cupid

Hope
Hope Hope is a precious thing and it is so hard to hold onto in times of despair and sorrow. when times of darkness come upon my life i feel hope slipping away knowing that without it my soul would surely perish, that my spirit would abandon me to my fate. Hope hurts as much as it may comfort me. i consider it a sweet torture that i deserve all the pain that comes my way. others would disagree with that. and disagree they may for hope to them may be easy and a peaceful gift to them, but for me hope is all i have at times and it is a bittersweet thing at the very least. Ant

Bare Lies My Soul To You
Bare lies my soul to you My heart rests in your hands, My blood pools around your feet, My tears flow for you alone, My spirit has followed you, My Hopes and dreams lie in the dust under your step, My soul is starving for your love, My mind's focus is on you alone, My body's numb with the loss of your touch, My grief assaults my waking moments, My dreams are nothing more than reliving what has been lost, My heartbeat has slowed as if waiting for death's touch, I sit and wait for the end of this pain knowing it will only end if you choose it to. Mordechai AKA: Anti

He Who Weeps
He Who Weeps He walks the night seeking for something lost long ago. He tries to remember what he is searching for but can only remember a glimmer of what he seeks. A vague feeling of something so cherished that he searches and searches, night after night. He rests during the day some instinct tell him he will only find what he seeks by the light of the moon. He walks past you and you refuse to see him. He is invisible to all, nothing more than a ghost, a phantom of the past seeking some secret long forgotten in this world. He weeps as he walks amongst you, he weeps for all that has been surrendered, all that has been given away. He weeps for himself, He weeps for you. He has forgotten even his own name if he ever had one. He comes in the night the weeping specter of all that humanity has lost and may never regain. He weeps for lost lovers, for lost love, for lost loved ones. He weeps for you and me. Mordechai

Lost Without You
Disclaimer: We all have feelings that walk within the darkness and torment us. Everyone deals with these feelings differently. So read this if you have no fear of your own darkness lurking within you and see that we are all bound together in more ways than most dare to believe. Welcome to my Nightmare and My World of inner Pain. All Comments are welcome. Lost Without You Feeling lost and confused, Wondering what is happening, Uncertainty running amok, Doubts assailing my heart, Silence eating at my soul, Darkness pulling me under, Love sought only to be lost, Sorrow filling my day and nights, Fear whispering in my mind, Pain of loneliness tearing my spirit, Drowning in my thoughts of unworthiness, Waiting for my salvation, Hoping without hope for rescue, Lost without you. Mordechai

Ever Wonder
Ever Wonder Ever wonder why love is never easy ? Ever wonder why love hurts so damn much? Ever wonder why you those whom you love you can hurt you the most? Ever wonder why there are some people who touch your life more than others? Ever wonder where the world's compassion has gone? Ever wonder why there is are so many people who thrive on ruining what others have? Ever wonder why some just give up and others keep on going no matter what? Ever wonder where love and romance has gone? Ever wonder why love causes your breath to catch and heart to beat beyond control? I wonder all the time. Questions Questions and more Questions... Mordechai

All Because
All because My heart is gone , My soul lies is ashes, My life is pointless, All because I cant stop loving you, My spirit is in pieces, My memories are all of you, My hopes have vanished, All because I cant stop loving you My tears are of blood as my soul cries out, My screams for mercy are muted 'cause I deserve none, My cries into the night for you go unanswered, All because I cant stop loving you, My fears have taken control, My sanity is slipping, My world is in flames, All because I cant stop loving you, My dreams are dust, My belief in true love is gone, My faith is shattered, All because I cant stop loving you, My fate is to die alone, My feelings dont matter, My thoughts are filled of you, All because I cant stop loving you, My doom is sealed, My sentence has been decreed, My life is to be lost and alone, All because i cant stop loving you, My love lies in the gutter, My soul lies at your feet, My heart you have cast aside, All be

Broken Colors
Broken Colors Broken emotions bleeding thru Color these roses just for you, Broken dreams laying wasted on the ground, Color my path in the Darkest night, Broken spirits lay littered before me, Color my perspective of a life full of sorrow, Broken promises fall in my wake, Color my past in a bloody wave, Broken hearts under foot, Color the path of my life, Broken lives lay all around me, Color my childhood in a crimson smear, Broken Hopes flutter to the ground, Color my adulthood with despair & horror. Broken Colors of my life make a bloody trail down my cheeks. Mordechai

It's Saturaday Night
Saturday night So it is Saturday night, I am off work and I am home....alone. I don't want to be alone, I am so tired of being alone. I am tired of everytime I think that I have found someone, someone that I can share things with, someone I can laugh with and cry with....they seem to desert me. I am so tired of being deserted. I am so tired of feeling as if I am disposeable. Why can't I seem to find someone that wants to be with me, that is excited to see me and can't wait to talk to me or be with me. sometimes I just think what the hell is wrong with me, why can't a man want me.....

Darkness Surround Me
Darkness surrounds every soul at all times. We strive to drive it away with love and friendship but this isn't always successful. Darkness and Despair is our companion through out life either we fight it or we embrace it. Some believe that True Love can dispel it, others believe it is a part of life that is forever there. What do I believe, I no longer know and at the moment not sure I care. Oh yes Apathy the close cousin to Darkness and Despair is my companion now. Heart empty and forsaken , Life worthless and broken, Dreams shattered and discarded. I am but a shell of what I was. Fragile and Brittle to scatter to the four winds at the slight touch. Hope has fled with the Broken Promises of yesterday. Wasted and Tormented I sit within my walls waiting for the end. As I wait, all of my yesterdays slide in front my eyes like a string of slaps to my face. Tears of Blood born sorrow and bitterness flow silently from me. Does everyone at one time or another pray for Death to coming visitin

Well Lessons Learned
Lessons learned once more I thought I could trust but guess what that aint gonna happen agian... well well life is to short agian for me to worry about things. Wrecked my car and alot of shit my life is heading back down once agian.. will i pick it up yes i always do. But I will never trust again.

Missed My Chance For A Better Car
The other day I swerved to avoid being hit by another car. Then I started to thing that I should have let the car hit me because my car failed emissions and I will not be able to drive it any longer unless I can stop the engine from smoking. If I had let the car hit me I could have collected from his insurance toward a new car. Then I considered why I am so cleaver to think of these things on Fubar but not in real life and I came to realize the reason. You see, cyber world is like the Beatles’ song, Strawberry Fields Forever, where nothing is real. In the real world I would never do the things I do here. The problem is when we start to believe things in cyber world to be real; that’s when we are in trouble.

Pfft
within my eyes you'll see much hurt, and joy, life and such I live from my heart, it sounds ideal for the wickedness of people turns my wheel how many times will I get hurt before I turn to stone, and shut all out I can't believe I try so hard get slapped in my face and never see the wild card why is it wickedness that rules the day gets all the goods, and breaks today I show the world a little kindness and good in the end I should just be hood maybe then I will get my dues doubt it though, cuz I allways lose my spirit is not broken, but maybe close without my heart, I can't live my babies I miss, can't stand her choice's take them away... without reason or voice's a gapping hole where my heart once was filled with nothing, for nothing can replace the love of a child, and the innocence in thier face

Whorehouse Lounge
Do you want to know what the Best Lounge Around Is? The WhoreHouse Lounge is the Place to be! Come visit us for lots of fun , live cams, music, and great poeple! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=58320 SEE YOU THERE!

Tar=cigarettes Vs. Weed
The following is the text of a pamphlet I wrote for an organizationat UMASS amherstIt is an attempt to point out some of the absurdities in the marijuana-is-bad-for-you-like-cigarettes bullshit, as well as take a few cheap(but well aimed) shots at the tobacco industry.It is written from a pro-marijuana-relegalization perspective,and if you want a copy, mail us a Self Addressed Stamped Envelope.(we're poor.)An address and some sources are at the end. So, you thought it was the tar that caused cancer...Think again. Cigarette companies will have you believinganything just as long as you continue to buy their products. Thefact is, although insoluble tars are a contributing factor to thelung cancer danger present in today's cigarettes, the real dangeris radioactivity. According to U.S. Surgeon General C. EveretteKoop (on national television, 1990) radioactivity, not tar,accounts for at least 90% of all smoking related lung cancer.Tobacco crops grown in the United States are

Weak
by Twisted Illusion Falling in the darkness, Engulfed in my tears, Drenched in insecurity, Bounded by my fears. Lost inside wonderment, Torn and abused, Gripped within emptiness, Abandoned and confused. Stripped and sickened, Naked in the cold, Banished from innocence, Not worthy to hold. Angry, so frustrated, Dumped and alone, Covered in shamelessness, Weak to the bone. Searching for happiness, It's so far from me, Fading in the distance, Yearning to be free. Screaming on the inside, Silent to the ear, Frozen to the core, Blinded and un clear. Soaked in gripping agony, Like a fist around my heart, Clueless of explanations, Cut and ripped apart. Living in nothingness, Subconscious to me, Breathing in a reality, That isn't meant to be.

600k To Prophet! Get Her Done!
WE ALL KNOW AND LOVE HER, AND IF YOU DONT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE MISSING. SHES ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDED, AND SHES TOO SELFLESS TO ASK FOR ANYTHING! SO IM GOING TO ASK FOR HER. BOOBOO IS CLOSE TO PROPHET...SHES ONLY 600,000 MORE TO GO AFTER HAVING OVER A MILLION 3 LAST NIGHT MORNING! GET HER DONE TODAY!! I KNOW THAT MAY SEEM LIKE A LOT, BUT IT REALLY ISNT IF WE PULL TOGETHER AND JUST DO IT! IF SHES ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST..PLEASE! STOP BY HER PAGE AND GIVE HER AS MUCH LOVE AS YOU CAN! SHES GOT PLENTY OF PICS AND STASH, AND IM NOT JUST ASKING FOR 11'S. ALL HELP COUNTS! IF SHES NOT ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST, SHE NEEDS TO BE...GO TO HER PROFILE AND FAN, RATE AND ADD HER THEN GIVE HER YOUR FULOVE! SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED IT. CLICK ANY PIC, SHOW HER FULOVE, AND LETS MAKE HER A PROPHET! ¢¾BooBoo¢¾Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne@ fubar WITH MUCH LOVE... ~Phoenix~@ fubar

Internet Fighting...
I dont get it, why do people actually take offense to things that are done by others on the internet? Get so upset that they will actually argue with each other, Im not sure if they realize that those people arent in their lives just online like everyone else. In a way it seems like they have trouble seperating their real lives from the pictures and words they see on the screen. If someone says something on here so what...not that big a deal, now if it was in person then thats a diffrent story. But for people verbally fighting on here it seems that they need to turn off their computer and spend some time outside reconecting to the real world because all joking aside its pretty bad when you become emotional over things on here.

Oh Gossip
at work kills me. and I hate lots of people who think that they can tell me what to do, or try to be tricky with me, fuck trick bitches. Why is work such a fuckin trip. Damn. I'm sooo tired though. I need sleep. NOW! ps. new pics. ;)

Have U Eva Had Someone Break A Promise Ta U..?
no matta wher i go or wat i do, all i seem ta think bout is u. our relationship used ta b so right an tru, how did it get so dark an blu? u used ta tell me u love me, but now u say u hate me. u neva looken inside me ta see, da love from u is wat made me, da person i am today. u promised u would neva do it again, but (again) its happenin. because u couldnt see dat part, u went an broke my heart. but ery day i grow stronger, and i have dodged ery dart. from dat broken heart, i've learned a piece of art. not ta believe da words I LOVE U, cuz most of da tyme it's not tru. but even doe i feel so blu, i jus want u ta kno i still love u!!!

Are Any Of You Gonna Miss Me?
Okay fubar friends I will be leaving for Mississippi on June 3rd to visit family. I will be there for like two and a half weeks without a computer in the house where I will be staying. I don't know how I will survive without fubar for that long but I will try to get online whenever I can find a computer. I will miss all my true friends dearly and hope that I will be able to be around as much as possible. So I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that if I am not around much next month in June this will be the reason why but know that you are all in my hearts. Take care everyone and have fun for me and don't forget about me please. I will be back with a vengeance in July and I have big plans for that month so get ready!!!!!!!!! QUEENOFCOMMENTS

To My Fuhusband(real Life Boyfriend)
You came into my life,when life wasn't so great,and made me laugh.You set my soul on fire with everything you have ever written to me.You melted my heart like a river of lava,and nothing with cool it off.You sing to me with pen in hand,and that is priceless moments,of precious memories.Your voice is like a gentle breeze,brushing against my flesh,and that within itself,means so much to me.You fill my world with pleasure,and ask nothing of me.You have given yourself to me,in a way no one else could comprehend,and that makes me appreciate thee.But,most of all you gave me your heart,full of love,and without a doubt,and that within itself,is my destiny .There is no words that can be spoken when two becomes one,it just happens.It fills the senses,and burns the soul.It gives the spirit within the man, the woman,emotion beyond compare.I do know this my darlin,my dear.You,within my world is all I need. Terry I love thee with all that i am,heart soul,body,and mind.And all I can say is that you

How I Feel Bout Most Niggaz!!!
u niggaz aint shyt, u think imma let u hit, well u betta forget it. lets b real doe, wats da deal? tell me how u feel. fareal doe, imma let u kno wat i think, u stink, deep down inside yo favorite color is pink, so imma smear u lyke ink. all u rap bout is money, ho's, cars and clothes, when u take pictures u pose, u havent looked in da mirror lately, cuz i dont think u can see, u fuckin UGLY! no matta wat u do, u will NEVA b my boo!!! u think u can rap, but yo rap game is wack, so step da fuck back.

Last Weekend Adult Store Visitation
Last weekend my husband and I visited an adult store that used to visit a bunch when we were much younger. We probably have not been in this store in 15 years or so. WOW... what a difference over 1.5 decades. Anyway.... I am now writing a new erotic story for my erotic story collection about what happened to us while we were in this adult store. It was loads of fun and because of modern technology it ended NOT like we expected. Watch for it soon here in the blog area ... I just started writing the story today. It will take some time to do my edits and make it just right.

Lost
ok here we go getting into ones feelings and wearing them on your sleve, you show interest in a person and you feel that there is a connection even if they are over 2000 miles apart but you talk and joke around but then this other person just no longer seams to want to talk with you and you wonder what you may have done and still cant figure it out but when you let the person know and they just dont respond then you just need to let it go and go on but sometimes it is very hard so i hope that who ever reads this will understand what feelings can get messed up when they are worn on the sleeve so often

True Feelings
by Koreena I close my eyes and see the love that i carry inside of me. Its not so clear but i know its there. I open my eyes and feel the cold, hard rush of hate flowing through my blood like melting ice going straight to the pit of my heart. Not knowing if I'm going to make it through the anxiety and fear that creeps deep with in me, slowly coming out i cry in desperation to be happy and free from disappointment and betrayal. As the tears roll down my tomato red face i smile, i still have that bit of hope and love the tiny bit that can just hold me from breaking down. Peoples faces bolt through my mind, like the forces of lightning at night flashing furiously with warmth and torture. Knowing I've still got kind hearted souls with me through my chance of defeat. The obstacles don't go they are there every corner i turn, every word i say. Being careful is the key to my problems. Lust and friendship sailing some days so peacefully, so calmly, my life changing everyday i

Abandoned
by Danny The Awesomest In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. Surrounded by darkness of the unknown, fear seeping through my soul. My mind falling prey to tricks of the dark, it's seduction taking a murderous toll. Calling out for you time after time, the results still the same. Nothing but a distant echo, making a mockery of your name. Now engulfed in a sea of despair, longing for deaths final boast. Your presence never gracing again, my heart......now a distant ghost. Emotionless I stand here with no life, a puppet on a set of strings. Awaiting for master to take me away, hoping death is the worst he brings. In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. All hope a faded memory, all light a forgotten dream. Loneliness....my only achievement, comforting..it n

Need Fubucks?
I'm reposting this because I have a lot of new friends, and because only one winner so far. Two more people can win 100k fubucks. The secret pic contest continues. Only one person has commented on the secret pic. I've selected a photograph at random from one of my folders. The first three people to leave a comment on it will win 100,000 fubucks each. * There is no time limit on the contest. * When the photo receives 3 new comments, I will notify the winners, leave a comment on the photo, and write a new blog. No one will be notified until there are 3 winners. * Questions? Give me a shout.

I Did Not Write This
Waking up the morning when I would see you, in a sleepy daze I felt my clit pulse. Today I would finally get to see you again after so long, too long, apart. I was feeling very frustrated, as stupidly I had agreed to no playing for the last week, it had been torture but today that would be over… I got up and had a shower, but it didn’t really help cool my hot skin and definitely didn’t cool the burning hot feeling in my cunt, only one thing would soothe that… your tongue… I drifted off into dreaming of you, of us… I stepped out the shower and wrapped a towel around me. Back in my room I dropped my towel and admired what I saw in the mirror, knowing you would be touching every inch of me shortly and I knew you would like what you saw… My little surprise for you… I spent hours getting ready, I wanted to look perfect for you and it passed the time. When it finally came to the time to leave for the airport my heart was pounding, my clit tingling… I could hardly contain myself. In the car o

Again I Did Not Write This
Feel my lips between your hips Feel my lips against your skin Feel my tongue between your pink lips Feel my tongue as it slides in Gently licking you Softly sucking you Slowly fucking you Until I taste you Feel my hands slide up your skin Feel my hands caress your tits Feel my cock as it slides in Feel my cock inside your clit Gently fucking you Softly fucking you Slowly fucking you Until I come inside you these are so easy to find on the net .... beware the writings that people post and claim to be theirs !

Vault Of Pain
I swear to Friends I swear to family As long as I live I will bear your pain I will bear your misery So depost your pain Depost your misery I will bear all you ask me to If only to see you all happy If only to see you all smile If only to see you all laugh Even if I am in great pain I've been though to much pain in my life So what will more do kill me? I've never known my real dad I've lost my mom when I was ten Now I've lost the woman I love for now So anyone lays on me I should be able to take it So depost your pains and your miserys in to the valut of pain and be happy, smile, and laugh even if I'm crying just be happy

Sts-124 Discovery Landing
STS-124 Discovery Landing. Landed: Sat., June 14, 2008, 11:15 a.m. EDT Landing Site: Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Mission Elapsed Time: 13 days, 18 hours, 13 minutes, 7 secs Official Landing Times Main gear touchdown: 11:15:19 a.m. EDT Nose gear touchdown: 11:15:30 a.m. EDT Wheels stop: 11:16:19 a.m. EDT Total miles: 5.7 million To enlarge video, right click/zoom/200% or fullscreen. The STS-124 mission crew pose for a final group photo before heading to crew quarters after their successful landing aboard space shuttle Discovery on Runway 15 at NASA's Kennedy Space Center. The landing ended a 14-day mission to the International Space Station. From left are Pilot Ken Ham, Mission Specialists Karen Nyberg and Akihiko Hoshide, Commander Mark Kelly, and Mission Specialists Mike Fossum and Ron Garan. Discovery's main landing gear touched down at 11:15:19 a.m. EDT. The nose landing gear touched down at 11:15:30 a.m. and wheel stop was at 11

My Walk
I took a walk in the garden and I came across a catapillar,perching on a tree trunk.It did not move.Just set there as I passed on by.I went farther down the path,and there was a squirrel chumping on a nut,save from the winter cold.And as my journey took me farther into this wooded area,there as pretty as please,a dear looking straight at me.I didn't move,I stood there marvelling in its beauty.Suddenly with a quick snap of a twig,it scattered away from me.Admidst the greens,and browns,the world seem so kind.I gazed upon the heavens with its rolling clouds,and said "Whoa"I was pleased. I took a walk among the streets today,and many paths I walked upon.Pave with tar and gravel,rough beneath my feet.I came across a cat laying across a pillar,basting in the sun.He looked up at me,yawned,and went back to his peace.Among this beaten path,I came across a little lady,harvesting her spring flowers,they were as pretty as could be.She smiled and bow her head,her way of greeting me.And as I stolle

Thought Of The Day For May 31, 2008
..here's your thought of the day for May 31, 2008: Click the above pic for more like that kind, I know they are pretty popular... The more and more I see, the more ahh I dunno what it exactly is. I know there are some people on here that can be "bought" and have their friendships and loyalties bought as well. That's pretty sad in an online bar. Not even a real bar at that. In the real world, buying things for people is what it is, the results pretty much speak for themselves either way. But that's in the real world folks. The real world. For the most part, this place isn't real, odds are better than not that you won't meet the person you're buying that VIP, Blast or Happy Hour for. Giving them away in contests, giveaways, trading them for Fubucks, etc, that's not what I'm referring to. That's legit. Everyone do it until either your heart's content or your credit card is maxed out or whatever makes you happy. But be aware at the same time that those that are out there that

Three Surfers Find A New Way To Drink -- Online
Three surfers find a new way to drink -- online Reuters Thursday, March 8, 2007; 3:38 PM NEW YORK (Reuters) - Three U.S. surfing friends whose jobs moved them to different cities have come up with a way to continue their weekly drinking session -- in an online pub that even has happy hours. The founders of CherryTAP claim to have set up the Internet's first online pub that gives users the nuances of a pub but from the comfort of their home computer or laptop. "We liked to go after a long day at work to a bar and hang out and have a few drinks," said Bill Lee, 36, a freelance marketer from San Francisco who was one of the three founders. "When we moved apart we couldn't do that anymore so we wanted to recreate that online." Lee said CherryTAP, which now has over 700,000 users in the United States and Britain, was different from other social networking sites as you did not need to have a network of friends already. It also did not take advertising. Instead Cherr

Death Sentence Endorsed In Lunsford Case
Death sentence endorsed in Lunsford case By CURT ANDERSON, Associated Press Writer 14 minutes ago A jury decided Wednesday that a convicted sex offender should get the death penalty for the kidnapping, rape and murder of 9-year-old Jessica Lunsford, who was buried alive in trash bags just yards from her home. The jury, on a 10-2 vote, brushed aside pleas for mercy and a life sentence from defense lawyers based on claims that John Evander Couey, 48, is mentally retarded and suffers from chronic mental illness. Jurors deliberated for about one hour. The final decision on Couey's fate will be made in several weeks by Circuit Judge Richard Howard, who is not bound by the jury's recommendation but is required to give it "great weight." The Lunsford family showed no emotion when the decision was read, nor did Couey. Couey was convicted last week of taking Jessica in February 2005 from her bedroom to his trailer about 150 yards away, where he raped and killed her. Despite

No More Angels
----------------------------------------- Darkness enfolds me, Wrapping loving arms of comfort Shutting out the hurts and pains Shutting out the light of day. Walls of comfort Slowly being resurrected Tired of the heartache and pain Tired of everything. Friends offer comfort and support, Unable to realize I am in darkness, in comfort, solitude. Darkness is me, darkness is salvation. No more light, no more angels of mercy To bring me up from the depths Here in darkness I'll stay, Here in darkness I'll find my peace. No more angels for me. by KC Zimmerman (5/31/08)

Working Weekend
It's really a bi*** when you have to take work home and do it on the weekend, missing out on stuff with your friends just you and your little lonesome. The great thing about that is I just put on my playlist and relax and do what I have to do, stopping from time to visit all my friends here. Today, for some reason (God only knows, these thoughts pop into my mind at random, lol) I heard "Sounds of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkel, and was thinking of how in this day and age we do more and more communicating by internet and email, how we are robbed of the human touch, even though some touch us very deeply, though this is very rare. So to all of you I say reach out to the person next to you, say something nice to them or help them out, you will be surprised how grateful we will be.

What Is Love
LOVE A WORD THROWN AROUND ALOT AND VERY MUCH MISUSED. LOVE IS NOT JUST A WORD ACTUALLY LOVE IS A SLANG TERM TO WHAT IT REALLY MEANS. LOVE IS MORE ITS A FEELING EMOTION AND ACTION. WHEN YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE YOUR HEART BURNS AND BEATS FASTER FOR THEM EVERY SECOND YOUR AWAY FROM THEM. IT WILL SEND YOUR EMOTIONS HAY WIRE MAKN U HAPPY SAD MAD AND DEPRESSED WHEN YOU GET HURT. THEN LOVE IS AN ACTION AND A VY MISCONCEIVED ACTION. SEX SURE IT CAN BE LOVE BUT SEX ITSELF IS NOT LOVE. LOVE AN IN ACTION IS THE SMALLER THINGS CUDDLING TELLING HER YOU LOVE HERE. BUYING HERE FLOWERS SENDING THEM TO HERE WORK AND MAKING BREAKFEST IN BED FOR HER. SO TO ALL THE GUYS WHO USE LOVE FOR SEX PULL UR HEAD OUT OF UR ASS AND TREAT ALL WOMEN WITH THE PROPER RESPECT.

Prince Caspian
Went to see this movie yesterday. The sequel to The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, the story basically follows the book closely and is faithful to the original. In a nutshell, its been a year since the children ended up back in England. Meanwhile in Narnia, hundreds of years have passed. A group of humans called the Telmarines have taken over and driven the Narnians underground. Prince Caspian's story starts with the birth of his nephew. Now that his uncle has a clear hier, its time for him to eliminate Caspian. The Prince flees to forest and calls for help. That call draws the children back to Narnia. The religious overtones of this series continues in this book. If you liked the first movie, you will like this one. I know I did and loved the sequel. In 18 months, Voyage of the Dawn Treader will be released. Can't get here soon enough!

Oka
wat is up..? SO Im kool...Im guud.! Miss ya. I still luv Ya. owh well here it is then. Va lele,tapuni malulu. Gao gao. faigata. Ele alofa ia te a'u.? U oute alofa ia te oe.!! fa'atasi ill be back...gotta run an errand.! ill finish laterz.

Young
I AM YOUNG ITS VERY EASY TO SEE A BABY FACE AND PECH FUZZZ KINDA LOOKS CUTE TO ME EVEN AS YOUNG AS I MAYBE I DO HAVE HEART MORE UNDERSTAING THEN MOST LIKE ME I KNOW LOVE MAY HURT IAND BRING YOU DOWN BUT HERES THE GOOD THING I GOT GREAT FRIENDS ALL AROUND I KNOW ONE DAY MY TRUE LOVE WILL BE FOUND THATLL BE THE DAY THE TRUMPETS SOUND SO BEFORE YOU JUMP AND JUDGE ME SIT BACK RELAX AND CHAT WITH ME THEN YOULL FINALLY GET TO KNOW AND UNDERSTAND THE REAL ME SO DONT LOOK AT A COVER AND JUDGE A BOOK CAUSE ONCE YOU GET TO KNW ME YOULL BE HOOKED ;)

One Sick Dog
Be warned this WILL be LONG! First off special hugs and hellos to those I've missed while I've been away. As far as the Biggest loser update, im NOT going to win lol bhut im still at 15 pounds lost so thats whats important. Now on to the reason for this blog. My precious Heidi dog- heres a pic... Some history first. When Billy and I first started dating occasionally he would bring Heidi over for his 3-4 day sleepovers :) I immediately fell in love with her. I always thought poodles were not very attractive breed but when she licks your face and looks at you with those big eyes how can you not melt? She actually belonged to Billy's grandmother whom he lived with that breeds poodles.When Billy moved here permanently, Heidi became so despondent and pouty that his Mamaw(its a southern term :P) called and said come get her. We joke constantly about how Heidi is really MY dog as she follows me EVERYWHERE. I cant even go the bathroom without her scratching on and pushing the door o

Love
Love is never Simple but it makes me Richer!! Love is complicated and unsettling, Love is worth fightin for when you feel there is really something there!! Love is a Pain in the Ass!! LOL But fun too!! :P Love is wicked & exciting! Love makes me feel ALIVE not DEAD!!! Loving another may bring pain but worth every bit!!

Dem O9
~*~Dem ''09''~*~ - Apr. 13, 2007 at 03:01 AM High class Ghetto ass We can do it Slow or fast. Buckle up Make it loud Don't give a shit If your not proud. Stay up late Never hate Cuz we're the class of 09 An yes its fine.... So the year's go by, faster every year. We laugh a little there and we cry a little tear, But we love each other, that we know, While we gossip around, saying "That girl's low." We might backstab and hate, judge and date, While making bad grades and always being late, But in the end, is that what it all means? I think we'll understand when we get our junior rings. Times wearing out and it sure is for us, Then off to college..no laundry or bus, On our own, so go on and cry, We'll make it, I promise, we just gotta try. I'll miss everyone through all the fights and tears, I hope we see each other throughout all the years, Graduation will come, we just gotta wait, till then we're just the class of ''09''

Touring Acts
Local live music is where it is at. If you have never ventured out to see a local band in your area you have no idea what you are missing. Take it from me, there are bands that came out of this state that I never got to see live before they made it big. Shinedown and Yellowcard are both bands that came out of Jacksonville, Fl and I never made it up there to see them before they went big. One band that is just hitting the mainstream big is Another Black Day, these guys I have seen a few times and they are something not to be missed. Now with that being said here are some local and not so local acts I have seen come through on tour. The first band I am going to talk about tonight is Lo Mass Republic. This 5 piece rock band hails from Los Angeles and consists of Jesse Glick; vocals and rhythm guitar, Steve Cordre; bass, Corbin Long; keyboards, Jason Degorse; lead guitar and Andy Bonura; drums. I had the pleasure of seeing and meeting these guys when they came through here on tour

Wtf?!?!
Ok today I have received approximately 30 or so letters from the Fubar Shop - saying that my photos have been flagged. I am strongly considering leaving the site at the beginning of July. So keep flagging my pictures fuckers - we'll see how long I stick around this place. I am so tired of the bullshit drama!

Lord Phase's Contest Has Started
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Mother
MOTHER A HEART SO FULL OF LOVE A TRUE BLESSING FROM HEAVEN ABOVE WITH A HEART WARMING HUG SHOWING A SMALL SYMBOL OF HER TRUE LOVE ONLY ONE HAS SUCH TRUE LOVE A CARING LOVING MOTHER YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO CARE NO MATTER WHAT MY HEART MAY BEAR SO I WRITE THIS TO SHOW I CARE EVEN WHEN IM A PAIN IN THE REAR FOR THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THEN THE LOVE OF MY SWEET MOTHER MY SWEET LOVING MOTHER FOREVER IN MY HEART I TREASURE SO DEAR

My Heart
MY HEART HAS BEEN TAKEN BY GIRLS I HAVE LOVED MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN FROM THEM THAT SAID THEY LOVED SO NOW HERE I AM SINGLE AGAIN MY LOOKS ARENT THE BEST AND SOMETIMES MY HAIR IS A MESS IF YOU MANAGE TO LOOK RIGHT PAST THIS YOU WILL SEE MY LOVE IS THE BEST I DONT MEAN TO BRAG AND I DONT MEAN TO NAG JUST PUTTING MY HEART OUT THERE FOR SOMEONE TO HAVE IT WILL COME THIS I DO KNOW THEN AGAIN ITS NICE TAKING THINGS SLOW THAT IS WHAT MAKES RELATIONSHIPS GROW.

Lyrics To "you Don't Know Me"
You give your hand to me And then you say hello And I can hardly speak My heart is beating so And anyone can tell You think you know me well But you don't know me No you don't know the one Who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips Longs to hold you tight Oh I am just a friend That's all I've ever been Cause you don't know me I never knew the art of making love No my heart aches with love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance that you might love me too You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Well you don't know me You give your hand to me And then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside the lucky guy Oh you will never know The one who loves you so Cause you don't know me Oh no you don't know me Oohh...you don't know me

Life's Hidden Truths
Life's hidden truths Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in your It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Wicked Soul
Another Black Day - Wicked Souls Here I am alone... Broken by my ghosts. Will They always haunt me when I'm drowning? Shattered by my pride... Married to my guilt. And the road I walk is paved with sorrow I've lost again Dark days arise Will I find the light? Will you save my wicked soul If I swear that I'll change my ways ? Staring at my wounds... That I once had closed. Will they always burn me when I'm drowning? Fighting for my pride Try to shed my guilt I've become a vessel for your torment. I've lost again Dark days arise Will I find the light? Will you save my wicked soul If I swear that I'll change my ways ?

Phenomenal Women
PHENOMENAL WOMAN Pretty woman wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to fit a fashion model's size. But when I start to tell them, they think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms, the span of my hips, the stride of my step, the curl of my lips. I am a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. I walk into a room just as cool as you please, And to a man, the fellows stand or fall down to their knees. Then they swarm around me, a hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, and the flash of my teeth, The swing of my waist, and the joy in my feet. I'm a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. Men themselves have wondered, what they see in me. They try so much, but they can't touch, my inner mystery. When I try to show them they say that they can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, the sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, the grace of my style> I'm a woman phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, that's me. No

Snippet Of New Story !
You stare at the ceiling, and the tears start to flow. Darkness falls slowly outside the window of your lover's house. Is this what it's like to be a Princess? You'll never feel normal or safe again.

Why I Have Beengone
Well as most of you know I have been sick on and off since last May. I have had pnemonia twice last year and bronchitis several times. Well I went to a new Dr. yesterday to get a fresh out look on all this. I was diagnosed with COPD. Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) is a lung disease in which the lungs are damaged, making it hard to breathe. In COPD, the airways—the tubes that carry air in and out of your lungs—are partly obstructed, making it difficult to get air in and out. COPD develops slowly, and it may be many years before you notice symptoms like feeling short of breath. Most of the time, COPD is diagnosed in middle-aged or older people. COPD is a major cause of death and illness, and it is the fourth leading cause of death in the United States and throughout the world. There is no cure for COPD. The damage to your airways and lungs cannot be reversed, but there are things you can do to feel better and slow the damage. He basically told me if

Grand Opening!! Saturday May 31st Attn: Fantasy Flyers & Duck Duck, Goose Players
GRAND OPENING! The Blue Cat Club!! YOU are cordially invited ......to our Grand Opening Dance! Bring your Baby, Invite all your friends! Meet some of Fubar's Finest. Prizes and Fun! Great Music & Comedy! Live DJ taking your requests! TONIGHT! Saturday Night - May 31st 10pm Eastern, 9pm Central, 8pm Mountain, and 7pm Pacific JUST CLICK ON THE SPINNING CAT AND BE TRANSPORTED TO OUR LOUNGE Open to All, Everyone Invited! Mention to LuAngel that you are a Fantasy Flyer or a Duck, Duck, Goose participant and receive a special gift!

Red Riding Hood
Owoooooooo! Who's that I see walkin' in these woods? Why, it's Little Red Riding Hood. Hey there Little Red Riding Hood, You sure are looking good. You're everything a big bad wolf could want. Listen to me. Little Red Riding Hood I don't think little big girls should Go walking in these spooky old woods alone. Owoooooooo! What big eyes you have, The kind of eyes that drive wolves mad. So just to see that you don't get chased I think I ought to walk with you for a ways. What full lips you have. They're sure to lure someone bad. So until you get to grandma's place I think you ought to walk with me and be safe. I'm gonna keep my sheep suit on Until I'm sure that you've been shown That I can be trusted walking with you alone. Owoooooooo! Little Red Riding Hood I'd like to hold you if I could But you might think I'm a big bad wolf so I won't. Owoooooooo! What a big heart I have-the better to love you with. Little Red Riding Hood Even bad wolves can b

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Your No Jesus Christ!!
SEETHER - NO JESUS CHRIST Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation i can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well You're so quick to choose the path walked by the righteous So you can go and nest among the weak The innocent observers will refuse to find the lie within Renew the disappointment of the meek You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! Put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger I feel so alive here Put the gun in my mouth that tastes so bitter I feel so alive here You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anymore [x2] Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation i can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anymore [x4]

Things To Note In Life
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream

One Without The Other
You can't have Love without Passion, Witout having Dark & Light, Ups & Downs, Or Right without Wrong!! Love & Passion is what I live for! No longer feeling trapped or alone, In a dead marriage. Alive & vibrant is how I feel. Needing, Wanting, Feeling so much more!! Waiting to see what the future holds in store!! Hoping & praying for my Soulmate to appear. In time it will happen, I know it & feel it!! True Love & Passion Awaits Me!!! I am alive to feel all there is to feel, Pain, Passion, Love & More are all mine & I welcome them all & more!!

Quotes
These are just sum Quotes that caught my eye in one book I have called "Think Big" Thot I shud share a few of them with yall.... -If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is. -The road to a successful relationship is always under construction. -Forgivness is the key to happiness. -Love lets the past die by moving us to a new beginning without changing the past. -Don't lead me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend. -A realationship is like a gem; it requires friction to polish it. -Negative thinking is mental malpractise. -If you don't know what direction to take, you haven't acknowledged where you are. -The best way to predict your future is to create it. -If you can't find the time to do it right the first time, when are you going to find the time to do it over? -If you and you partner always agree, one of you is unneccessary! -Therapist a

Am Proud To Be A Bahamian
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S

Im An Idiot
WHY O WHY DO I ALLOW MYSELF 2 GET CAUGHT UP N THESE SITUATIONZ?YA EVER DO SUMTHING AND KNOW AT THAT VERY MOMENT THAT ITZ A HUGE MISTAKE?BUT U DO IT NEWAY?YA,U PROB HAVE-THE THING 2 DO IZ 2 LEARN FRM UR MISTAKEZ AND MOVE ON-A BIT BATTLE SCARRED BUT WISER FRM THE EXPERIENCE AND LESS PRONE 2 B QUITE THAT STUPID AGAIN...*HANGZ HEAD N DEJECTION REPEATING THAT 2 SELF OVER AND OVER* YA-THIS IZ AN EMERGENCY MINI-VENT~MORE STEAM 2 FOLLOW SOON IM SURE.TC OUT THERE PEEPZ...XOX

What I Long For......
I long for love & Passion, A Love that is like no other, Someone who loves me for me & I will be their ONLY one. Strong in mind and more, A love that is exciting & new. Someone who makes me laugh at myself & life!! That deals with my moods and gives me space, Yet does not poof when things get hard for me or them. Someone who is honest & caring. A special bond between my Soulmate & I!! Smart, loving, kind & gentle yet puts me in my place when i need it!!

No More Soup For You
You know I have run around watching people's behaviour then their reaction to the reactions they are getting....... And I laugh...... People tend to behave in such a way as to attract particular type of attention, yet, when they get it, they scratch their head wondering why it all just happened ????? How Do I Know ?????? LMAO - Been to Stupid a few times and was left scratchin my head..... Sometimes we need to step back and reassess what it is that we are getting and why ???? Damn site sure u have contributed........ There is only one place to seek the answer to why people are reacting to you the way they do ........ IT'S CALLED A MIRROR AND IF MORE OF US USED IT, THERE WOULD BE LESS PEOPLE POINTING OUT THE FACT OF ITS FORGOTTEN USE ......... I am not perfect by any means, BUT, I know where to get my answers from ....... Do You ???????

Mooks!
1. mook (n.) 1. A loosely adhered-to marketing term used to refer to an adolescent to twentysomething male who shows off and makes a scene of himself. A mook personifies the adoption of trends for the sake of commercialism and the mindless celebration of childish masculinity. Particularly featured on mtv 2. That guy at your high school who used to be really popular when he was an underclassman, but now he sleeps with popular girls to get attention. Fred Durst, Johnny Knoxville, Tom Green 2. mook (n.) derogatory term to describe an undesirable individual. Carrot Top is such a mook. 3. mook (n.) Seems to have been taken from Caribbean English, in which it is (was) used to refer to a gullible person. The word has since undergone several changes in meaning, so that it now depends on which sense of the word the speaker has been exposed to. It was popularized in Scorsese's "Mean Streets" (1972), but when Johnny calls Jimmy a mook, it causes confu

Innocently Tainted
Innocently tainted In the eye of our fathers We are young and free In the hearts of our mothers We can do no wrong We the sons and the daughters We do not yet see Nor do we listen to nature’s song We are young this is true Not yet knowing the right to the wrong Mistaking kindness to weakness Mistakenly fighting, hating and adoring between me and you. We falter our race, as if there were a difference We call upon the color of our face in belligerence We see not the nature of our human soul But the end of our humanity So that our fate Is now a calamity. We call upon our gender for equality But still view gender as anomaly. We hide behind religion As justification for our deeds But faith has yet to meet all our needs Tainted by our own minds, without our knowledge We stumble through time Not knowing our foliage Marveling in this picture we have painted Forever unknowing and Innocently tainted Written by:

The Message
The Message Oh tell me now just where to start, To tell this Message from my heart, With moonlit nights, or skies so blue, Each one of these I see in you. With summer breezes or sun above, Or gentle cooing of the dove, With farmer's fields of crops so green, Oh see the trouble that I mean. Oh how to tell and let you feel, That what I know is very real, I think I know now where to start, To tell the Message in my heart. Just three words I need to say, These three words will show the way, To You my Dear these words are True, From my Heart now, I Love You! DQA

This Is All I Got To Say About Allergies...
As of Monday, I will NEVER EVER struggle with Allergies again. I am going to the allergy specialist and get the 60 shots in the back test to find out what i am allergic too (which i hope it's not partying), and then they will start giving me shots every week to prevent allergy attacks. I'M SO SICK OF THIS ALLERGY BULLSHIT!!!!!!!

More
take a walk thru time wander a bit look at what was see what will be can you imagine? where do you want to go? dont stand still try not to go backwards are you strong enough did you learn anything? or maybe you cant be taught life is a patient teacher waiting for the eyes to be opened sometimes forcing them to see remember that it is only you making this happen not magic not fate just choices, free will a subconcious decision made without even knowing creating lessons showing all mistakes hoping you will not fail make your life happy make your life fun make your life worth living make your life your own

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as i sit alone with twisted images i feel the hot breath of a dragon breathing on my neck burning slowly traveling down my spine making nonsense seem real pain is a friend knowing nothing else it is ever faithful always there just below the surface waiting to appear dying to drown me in its madness not wanting to let go i still beg for release mass confusion like ants build tunnels thru my mind crawling thru memories stinging my thoughts i want them to go away leave me only the good dont want to think of the bad force the best memories thru this abyss find the happy thoughts they say time heals all pain to have patience have strength look within and you will find your happiness there well i wait patiently finding my strength i have looked within and my happiness still isnt there

Fu-angels Team 2 (revised)
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Karma
There was a man named Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming> from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved.'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.' 'No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. 'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked. 'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly. 'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my> own son wil

Ugh
nothing i do is right only wrong feelings of worthlessness surround me A river of tears fall within my mind depression caresses my soul like a shark with its prey silently stalking ready to attack make it stop i yell but noone is listening I am unimportant not worth being around boring] with nothing to say why do i even exsist? I hate feeling like this I just want it all to end someone anyone make it quit quiet the voices end the nightmares just stop

Best Screen Shot Steps
to get the best screen shot pics 1. open the Paint Program 2.Go to the page and hit the Print screen button 3.go to the paint programs and press Ctrl+V to paste 4. use the "select" option to select what on the screen you want 5. Press Ctrl+X to cut 6. press Ctrl+N to start a new page DON'T SAVE... 7. press ctrl+V to paste what you had in the select box 8. Ctrl+S to save 9. make sure that when u save u put the format on JPEG so that the color barely changes and it remains clear... 10...Upload haha Exception to 9 If your writing something on the picture, save as a .GIF File so the words remain clear

Why Women Hate Men Lol..
I recently came accross a huge huge disrespectful little boy on fubar. He continuiosly plays cybor head games with any women he meets on fubar that takes a little interest in him.. This little boy seems to have drama every were on fubar. He turns around and says poor me and causes the drama him self. He also trys to lie his way out of things he does to the women he plays lil cybor head games with...He blamed me for doing things to his account also told all his fu friends i did stuff to cause drama with me..He had them all come in my profile and leave me little cybor threats. I have no idea why the little boy has to play little cybor games with any women he meets on fubar. This only causes drama for him he must like to live in chaos even in his real life..I have also came accross some of his so called friends i guess the old saying is true "birds of a feather flock together." If his friends yimed me and came to my profile to leave little cybor threats they also must like Chaos in t

With Sorrow, And Into The Night!
The Violence… Of the night! Of what's out of sight The violence of a choice… I do not understand! The fatal remains of a thought… And a life never planned! What more is out there? Waiting for me… More pain? More sorrow? What? More love? A dream… About tomorrow? The day after… And of thorns drenched in my back? Of a lonely bird… What does he lack? Not to fly with his flock… Are they never coming back? The winter… In which I belong Dragging whatever's left of my lively corpse… And trying to sing a song! When the time we have comes to its end… and the moment of truth… comes along! You know you have to choose! In both ways you're going to lose! How hard it is to make a dream come true… when your figures are from the past… And you're struggling to get through! You want to run… Do you know what I mean? I have the heart to run… You have no idea what I've seen! In my journey of terrors… Things are never what they seem! Cowardly… I want to

F/a/r These Angels To Become One. Angelgurl And A Gem4life Just Got There Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Hellcats Hitlist 5/31 Hot! Hot! Way 2 Hot!
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Do You Remember Growing Up In The 80's And 90's?
You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word... "PSYCH" 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Belair 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that ..."WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 8. Two words: Hammer Pants 9. If you ever watched Fraggle Rock 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars....and spokey-dokes or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect... 11. You can sing the entire theme song to DuckTales (Woo ooh!) 12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on the big screen...and still know the tur

Hmmmm
Well... Just wanted to see actually how many people would actually look to see what I had to say. Check it out and see who my real friends are. Love this song by the way... If you like it, let me know... Don't be afraid to post a comment. Hell, I don't bite! Citizen Soldiers - Three Doors Down

Feeling Alone!
Things have begun to change for me and now I am getting this odd feeling that I am alone through all this. Its been really tough for me to handle but I can deal with this pain anymore. Bair and I have bben growing distant since we found out that I was pregnant. He acts like he doesnt want to be involved or anything like that. Maybe I am better off alone any how than I can focus more on the child or children that is on the way. Its bad when your ex does more for you than the one that you are with. And that deeply hurts me in so many ways but I am strong and I know that I will pull through it anyway. I really dont need a man in my life unless he wants to deal with the package that I carry. I feel in my heart that I really dont need to be in a realtionship with anyone at this time but focus on myself and the baby that I am carrying! But I just dont know how to break the news to Bair or how to handle the situation all together! Hopefully the answer will come very soon!

Ha Fkin Ha 2
Dear Abby... Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi? I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to reall

Fu-angels Team 2 Angelgurl And A Gem4life Just Got There Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Fubar.... *shakes Head*
The more I think about this site the more it gets under my skin. Before the question is asked, let me answer. I'm only here because I'm bored, and given the entertainment factor has worn to nearly nothing I'll likely be gone soon anyway. And lets face it, this site never had much in the way of entertainment value to start with. The thing is, this site's draw is supposed to be that it's like an online bar... But swearing, talking about drugs, or alcohol, and several other "adult" things are not allowed (at random mind you). The irony, is that the developers are a bunch of immature hacks who have sprinkled these same elements throughout the code as :official: error messages. This site has confused it's identity so much it has fallen to a bunch of off-the-cuff-decisions made by a bunch of self-important bouncers who have been given a small amount of power over the site. This of course means they have to blow their abillties so out of proportion compared to their capabillitie

Virginity??
Well, in this case she is! ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Just Me☆@ fubar CantSleepClownsWillEatMe is hosting her first auction! The auction will be a one day auction held on Wednesday, June 4th. It will open at 12am fu-time and go for 24 hours. All Entries must be received by noon on Tuesday! Send the pic you want used and what you are offering to... Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ@ fubar I'll make a great tag for you to post and get your bidders in! (repost of original by 'Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ' on '2008-05-31 12:46:23')

Ha Fkin Ha
Phone Call Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: "Hello." WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure, ...go ahead if you like it." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2004 models. I saw one I really liked." MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$60,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house we wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000." MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer, but just offer $900,000." WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you! MAN: "Bye, I love you, too." The man hangs up .The other men in the locker room are lo

Up Date
So people i got a text off sparkly again asking me to blog for him. He's going to be in hospital for another week,and they keep trying new meds on him and shit (he said that). If you have his number (cos i know some of you do) drop him a text or call i'm sure he would love to hear from you . if not drop a message hear and i'll pass it on for you. love&hugs Arkham&hearts

The Dollar's Down And The Kids Are Up
My oldest nephew Patrick has officially joined the American labor force; he’ll start at McDonald’s at four p.m. today. Finding a job in this area is not that difficult if you’re willing to get up and go. With college students leaving town to go home, it seems nearly every fast food establishment, mall store, and gas station has help wanted signs out. It also helps if you know somebody where you’re working – Patrick’s mom Margaret is the day shift manager there, but they won’t be working the same shift, amen! This will be really good for him and it’s experience! “Born in ancient Greece, he has worked to preserve knowledge and wisdom for thousands of years against all forms of perfidy, from book-bashing boogeymen to moaning undead legions who ignore the quiet please sign.” If you don’t laugh and then think on reading some of “Rex Libris: I, Librarian” (ISBN 9781593620622), a black-and-white comic depicting what librarians REALLY do, you need help. Behind those thick glasses and

California Love
California love! [1]-California...knows how to party California...knows how to party In the citaaay of L.A. In the citaaay of good ol' Watts In the citaaay, the city of Compton We keep it rockin! We keep it rockin! [Verse One: Dr. Dre] Now let me welcome everybody to the wild, wild west A state that's untouchable like Elliot Ness The track hits ya eardrum like a slug to ya chest Pack a vest for your Jimmy in the city of sex We in that sunshine state with a bomb ass hemp beat the state where ya never find a dance floor empty And pimps be on a mission for them greens lean mean money-makin-machines servin fiends I been in the game for ten years makin rap tunes ever since honeys was wearin sassoon Now it's '95 and they clock me and watch me Diamonds shinin lookin like I robbed Liberace It's all good, from Diego to tha Bay Your city is tha bomb if your city makin pay Throw up a finger if ya feel the same way Dre puttin it down for Californ-i-a [repeat 1] [2

When You Love Someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but you're lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you love someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone Song & Lyrics by Bryan Adams

Fu-angels Team 1 Karen Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~

Friday Night Fun
Played darts with some neighbors and my daughter last night. We have a set up in the garage so we tend to blast music, toss back shots of whisky, drink ice cold beer and see if anyone can beat me! hahaha! And yes, most men think that because of the boobs or the look or something that I'm not going to be very good at anything but sex and its just so much fun to put that little myth to rest. Of course it doesn't hurt to throw them darts in a halter top and shorts! By midnight I'd won all but one game and my daughter had to have won that by sheer luck...LOL! By 11pm I was pretty buzzed but you just seem to throw better the 'looser' you get ya know what I mean? So a lil past midnight it was time to turn the music down and the neighbors were wanting to go home and I was craving some of that nasty fast food that I just won't eat any other time but late at night after I have a good buzz on...so we drove to Jack in the Crack and I was lit (she was driving) and laughing my ass OFF...

Help Wit Rates N Comments
Hello my friends, show me sum luve n help in this contest Click the pic, rate and make as many comments as u can. The more comments the better. Everybody have a good day thank you for the comments n rates $$$$-MyStA BiGZzZ-$$$$$@ fubar

Yo Yo Yo Dawg Watsup!
HI! did you miss me? I bet ya did just a little? lol anywho I'm back. two months at rtc & i'm home empty handed..now your gonna prolly say somethin like "she couldn't handle it" on the contrary. I was aroc of my div. scoring 5.0 on all my inspections and being a kick ass recruit. ...one problem though The doctor found a golfball sized cyst in my knee. I have to have it drained before I can go back..gay I KNOW trust me that was the FIRST and LAST time I'll cry in front of a LT. who was like "its ok..you can come back" and i'm like "you don't get it..I worked my ass off to get here sir!" and he was totally cool about it. Anywho...so before you go around saying i'm a weak ass navy bitch remember i will kill you. If not me then my sniper friends...just think about it. now I'm just gonna chill out this summer. Going to Oregon/Washington/SD with my bestest friend meansy!!!! and I'll be in Ft. Lewis for like 2 weekends in June..but don't even ask to see me I'm going up there to spe

Rose Video Made For Me By Rose Ty Xoxo
MADE BY ROSE TY XOXO TO ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS,& WHO EVER VIEWS MY PAGE & PROFILE. WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW,WHO IS BEHIND WHAT EVER YOU SEE OR HEAR ON MY PAGE. MY SWEET AND LOVING FRIEND ROSE ,MADE EDITED & DESIGNED THIS PAGE FOR ME.SHE TOOK A LOT OF TIME TO DO THIS.I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT,AND HER. THANK YOU ROSE XOXOXO

A Marine Video Made For Me By Rose .ty Xoxo
MADE BY ROSE TY XOXO TO ALL MY FRIENDS & FANS,& WHO EVER VIEWS MY PAGE & PROFILE. WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW,WHO IS BEHIND WHAT EVER YOU SEE OR HEAR ON MY PAGE. MY SWEET AND LOVING FRIEND ROSE ,MADE EDITED & DESIGNED THIS PAGE FOR ME.SHE TOOK A LOT OF TIME TO DO THIS.I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I LOVE IT,AND HER. THANK YOU ROSE XOXOXO

Calender Pin-up Contest
A friend asked me to help a friend and vote for a contest she is in. The thing is, it ends today and You can only vote from your IP address PLEASE, go to http://www.kittenkoffinzombies.com and register your email and vote for JEN ANN TONIC. She needs as many votes as possible to win the calendar pin-up contest. Let me know the email you registered with and the password and I will give you 5,000 fu-bucks

Bitchezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it ain’t worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch knows that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple b

Fu Bombers
FU BOMBERS COME ONE COME ALL TO ALL FU BOMBERS I HAVE A NEW CHALLENGE FOR YOU OR SHOULD I SAY A CONTEST WHO EVER BRINGS IN THE MOST NEWBIES THIS MONTH WILL WIN A ONE MONTH VIP OR A 7 DAY BLAST HOWS THAT FOR incentive??? NOW LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO SPONSORED BY U S A KING EARL FU BOMBERS

Bombfest
WANT TO JOIN A CONTEST, BUT DONT HAVE DAYS OR WEEKS TO BOMB? DO YOU HAVE 2 HOURS ? THERE IS A CONTEST JUST FOR YOU WE HERE AT CHAOS & MAYHEM CREATIONS IN PARTNERSHIP WITH USA KING OF THE FUBOMBERS WOULD LIKE TO TO INVITE YOU TO BOMBFEST time will be 8 central to 10 central 9 pm eastern to 11 eastern 6 pacific to 8 pacific june 12th thursday 1st place 1 moth vip or week blast 2nd place 3 day blast or a bling pack 3rd place 1 day blast if i get 5 or more will add another gift for 1st place PLEASE SEND THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER IN A FUMAIL TO THE LINK BELOW ***CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER *** U S A KING EARL FU BOMBERS SIGN MY GUEST BOOK PLEASE@ fubar"

The Dragon Pit
IS YOUR INNER DRAGON WANTING A NEW PLACE TO LURK? ARE YOU LOOKING FOR A LOUNGE THAT FITS YOU LOOK NO FURTHER WE HAVE JUST THE PLACE FOR YOU WE AT CHAOS & MAYHEM CREATIONS WITH DJDRAGON420 WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME YOU TO THE DRAGON PIT STOP ON BY AND SEE IF THIS IS THE RIGHT LOUNGE FOR YOU YOU WONT BE DISSAPOINTED **JUST CLICK ON WE HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON TO GO*** WE HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON

Gone For A Bit
HEY YALL I KNOW I BEEN GONE FOR A WHILE IM WORKING ON GETTING BACK ON FULL TIME AGAIN IM NOT SURE WHEN THAT WILL BE I HOPE TO BE BACK ON FULL TIME WITHIN THE NEXT MINTH OR 2 I WILL PERIODICALLY CHECK BACK WITH YALL BUT WONT BE ABLE TO GET INTO THE LOUNGES AT ALL I USE THE PUBLIC LIBRARY COMPS FOR NOW SO PLEASE LEAVE ME LOTS OF LOVE AND I PROMISE ILL DO WHAT I CAN WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME TO PAY ALL WHO DO LEAVE LOVE BACK IF YOU GOT MY CELL NUMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME AND IF YOU GOT MY YIM YOU CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE I CHECK IT REGULARLY SO JUST DROP ME A LINE OR LEAVE ME LOVE ON HERE AND PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL LOL AND WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME ANYONE WHO HELPS ME WILL GET A SURPRISE IN THEIR PROFILES CAUSE WHEN I GET BACK ON FULL TIME ILL HAVE TIME AND A WAY TO PAY YALL BACK I KNOW I OWE A FEW OF YOU THINGS NOW AND I PROMISE WHEN I GET BACK YOU WILL GET WHAT YOU ARE OWED AND MAYBE EVEN A LIL EXTRA FOR THE WAIT I DO MISS AND LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS AND CANT WAIT TO BE BACK ON FULL T

Fu-angels Team 1 Emilyimax Just Became A Double Hitter!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~

Sat 05-31-08 (caturday)
Saturday, May 31, 2008 elcome my (hopefully) fellow cat lovers? I gotta say that not all enjoy the feline species ... My dog is the first that comes to mind So if your not a lover an owner perhaps a fan? (maybe)? lol

Damn She Is Good Thanks Andi!
Wow! This crazy clown deserves some credit! Through all the changes and all the drama she has made it almost 2 full years on this site, and all with the same account! ☆™©CantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆Just Me☆@ fubar She wants to level! She has tons of pics and stash to rate! Help her make it to Disciple! To celebrate She's gonna have a happy hour! This coming Wednesday, June 4th at 1 pm fu-time! Make sure you show her butt loads of love! This bulletin is brought to you by the one & only, never duplicated, super spazzy..... Miss Andi Owner of βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ@ fubar

Pocket Taser Stun Gun
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol &; Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the f

100 Comments For A Bling Woot Woot Look Inside This Box
IN A HOT CONTEST ONLY NEED RATES AND FEW COMMENTS ON THIS ONE! STOP AND GIVE A LIL LOVE!OK NEW DEAL FOR YOU GIVE ME 100 COMMENTS AND I WILL BLING YOU ON THIS CONTEST. CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO RATE ME PLEASE TY! 100 COMMENTS AND WIN YOU A BLING GOT 9 NOW LEFT HURRY WHILE THEY LAST HOSTED BY JOHHNY DEVIL HIMSELF JohnnyDevil@ fubar

Life Sucks
HEllo I am new to this site and thought I would blog for the first time. Don't have many friends and don't work outside the home so don't get to see alot of people. At the present time my van is broke. I want my husband to leave. He is mentally abusive to me and the kids. He is neglectful to the kids. I will leave him with them and come home to a torn up side down house. They will be hungrey and dirty. Cps =child protective services have been here on at least 5 different cases but nothing ever found. Recently Cps came because my son went to school and told his bd teacher he was having sex with the little girl down the street and watching videos here at the house. THey said they wanted to place him at a long term placement hosbital to get help for him to get better but also somewhere that would treat his biopolar. He has three younger sibs who he has touched so I am my husband after talking to community services decided to ask his mom and dad to take him temperally til we could get him

Don't Quit
WHEN THINGS GO WRONG AS THEY SOMETIMES WILL, WHEN THE ROAD YOU'RE TRUDGING SEEMS ALL UP HILL, WHEN THE FUNDS ARE LOW, AND THE DEPTS ARE HIGH, AND YOU WANT TO SMILE, BUT YOU HAVE TO SIGH, WHEN CARE IS PRESSING YOU DOWN A BIT, REST IF YOU MUST, BUT DON'T YOU QUIT. LIFE IS ODD WITH ITS TWISTS AND TURNS, AS EVERYONE OF US SOMETIMES LEARNS AND MANY A FAILURE TURNS ABOUT, WHEN HE MIGHT HAVE WON HAD HE STUCK IT OUT. DONT GIVE UP THOUGH THE PACE SEEMS SLOW, YOU MAY SUCCEED WITH ANOTHER BLOW. SUCCESS IS FAILURE TURNED INSIDE OUT, THE SILVER TINT OF THE CLOUDS OF DOUBT, AND YOU NEVER CAN TELL HOW CLOSE YOU ARE. IT MAY BE NEAR WHEN IT SEEMS SO FAR. SO STICK TO THE FIGHT WHEN YOU'RE HARDEST HIT. IT'S WHEN THINGS SEEM WORST THAT YOU MUST NOT QUIT.

Joke
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol &; Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the f

Hmm Just A Thought
how can u say u love someone when all u do is make them cry it makes no since the give u there heart and yet it still isnt good enough ..u would sacrafice everything for them and the treat u like garbage they took out this morning ..then u here oh but she is just a friend i dont love her ,,bullshit u dont tell ppl u love them that u dont mean ....there goes heart broken in a thousand pieces on floor and no one to pick it up cause u dedicated ur self and then walked away from ppl u thought u could have cared about for what not a damn thing to sit alone and wonder what is was all worth ..apparently not a damn thing

Fu-angels Team 2 Emilyimax Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

One Word..............
Its a puzzle board and I cant find my pieces Outside im normal, but inside im ruined Its a war im dyin to win, but livin to lose again My pain is silent I keep it locked inside Heaven is in my head at least for now Open my eys to look outside these walls Look to the sky and see this angel fly Till I lose my wings and start falling back down Fall through the cracks, hellbound closin in Till im burned once again Then i remember what my momma told me "hell is what you make it" ONE WORD.........CAN CHANGE IT ALL ONE WORD.........ITS WORTH THE FALL!

The Best Chain Letter Ever !!!!
Hello my name is Darlene I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent 2 me by ppl who actually believe that if u send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her 4head will b able 2 raise enough money 2 have it removed b4 her redneck parents sell her 2 a traveling freak show Do u honestly believe that Bill Gates is going 2 give u & everyone 2 whom u send his email, $1000? How stupid r we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this pg. & make a wish, I ll get laid by every good looking model in the magazine! What a bunch of bullshit.Basically, this message is a big FUCK U 2 all the people out there who have nothing better 2 do than 2 send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house & sodomize me in my sleep 4 not continuing a chain that was started by Peter in 5 AD & brought 2 this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Fuck them.If u r going 2 4ward something, @ least send me

Part 1 ..drama
time to preach on ya'll now, its not bitching, it's not complaining, it's just the truth in my eyes.......don't like it, or if it's too much for your brains to comprehend, DON'T READ IT!! ........i bust balls! it's fun, but i can also take critisism from people too. it's all apart of life if you got the nuts to post stupid material then you should strap in for the repercussions. point blank. some people like to call it drama because you try to post a serious topic, and get nowhere with it. then you got the people who starts some nonsence or, just down on themself and you have to take your pain out on others because your life sucks so bad and you don't want nobody to know that your life sucks, but you have to put an internet front on for someone. shoot i don't front! you see me on here busting balls, occasionally getting serious, this is how i do it in real life. i put no front on for nobody. i don't have time for that. so, lets break this DRAMA thing down one time. drama is "a

Reformating Computer/hh Thank You!
Hi everyone, First I want to thank everyone for joining me on my Happy Hour Friday evening! I never seen so many ratings and comments, lol. I thank you so very much! And I got over 300,000 points lol. Only about 800,000 from GodMother now. Whoo Hoooo! But I alwanted to let you know that I may be out a couple days. I had an awful time trying to keep up and return rates for everyone that rated me etc. Mainly due to my computer needing reformatted so badly and running pretty slow. So, I am just getting ready to delete everything and reinstall windows. I may be out a couple days, but hopefully I will be back online this evening sometime. But it takes a long time for me to get everything installed back the way I keep it. Lol I have lots of programs and special things I need to do in order to use and view applets, vbs stationery etc. So it takes me usually a couple days. Hope you all have a great weekend, and thanks so much for hanging out with me during my Happy Hour! It was very,

The Morning It Happened
"Wake up Cornell!". No, I replied, but after a fourteen hour shift, you'd say the same. I should have, this was different, "Seriously, I think a plane just crashed into the World Trade Center". We were on a two week Korean Exercise, which in some aspects are harder than a real deployment, because you're drilling constantly. There we were, staring at what every uniformed person fears most, enevitable war. I finally got out of my rack and went into the berthing lounge, and there it was. an american building with an airplane lodged in the side of it on fire. Naturally no one could really comprehend or make since of what we were looking at. I think one of the universal thoughts in the lounge was "this can't be happening". It was something out of a Die Hard movie, or something . How is this possible? Is it an act of terror or an horrific mistake? We wanted and needed answers, and not even the senoir leadership had any. As for myself, I could only think about my family and some stranger

Not Doing Good
Ok this is what is up and why I wont be on for a couple of days...On May 29th I was in the ER with major pains in my left side near my lung and kidney, I was diagnosed with Pleurisy which is an infection in the lining around my lung causing it to be really hard to breath without pain, Ive been put on pain killers and lots of rest. BUT of course it doesnt stop there! In the mix of all this I got a sunburn on top of a sunburn causing me to get sun poisoning. So right now Im drained, sore, having constant chills and have next to no energy. So my plans for the next couple of days are my ass being on my couch under a warm comfy blanket, watching movies and not doing a damn thing. I hope all of you have a really good weekend and I will talk to you all when Im better. Blessed Be Juniper

Tune In!!!!!
HEY PEOPLE!!!! TUNE IN TO WWW.RADIOUGLY.COM WHERE YOU CAN HEAR ME LIVE!!!!! JUST DO IT, DON'T PUT IT OFF... DON'T MAKE IT ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT YOU THINK "EHHH, I'LL DO IT NEXT TIME, I'M NOT IN THE MOOD RIGHT NOW.. I HAVE A HEADACHE... IT'S THAT TIME OF..." wait sorry, was thinkin of something else there, my bad. ANYWAY..... STOP BY TUNE IN FOR A BIT I'LL TAKE CARE OF YA!!!!!

The Divorce Rate
America is faced with the highest divorce rate not only in the world, but one of the highest in the history of this country. I believe that it starts at the beginning and corrodes into a married life. The only way to fix such a catastrophic problem is through proper education and situational test prior to exchanging vows. What is love? Is love really important in marriage? When selecting a mate what percentage is love verses assets owned? There are plenty of questions that has to be asked before you commit your life and yourself to someone for ever, unless forever isn't your intention. Today more than ever marriage has become nothing more than glorified dating and breeding, which as a result has lead to staggering divorce rates and an all time high percentage of single parents. According to the U.S Census Bureau, there are 20.7 million single parents in this country (Bergman). There are many reasons for this number of single homes, but one thing is undeniable is they are not married.

Drive Thru Weddings
"Yes, Can I have a number four please ?" Anything else? No. Thank you, Please drive around. Did I just order a Quarter Pounder meal or a deluxe wedding? In Vegas you wouldn't know. I believe that the drive thru wedding industry should be shut down. A drive thru chapel isn't much different from a fast food drive thru; You pull in a personal vehicle, Limousine, or cab, order the kind of wedding you'd like to have with all of the amenities, and it's performed by the celebrity look a like of your choice. According to The World Famous Little Whit Wedding Chapel, they will perform a religious or civil wedding in your own car for $40, this of course is for the economy lover in you. For the high roller drive thru lovers Las Vegas weddings will provide a 6 passenger chauffeur driven stretch limousine fully stocked with champagne for this blessed event for the low price of $224. That's not all you get, after you exchange vows, they whisk you away for a romantic and unforgettable ride on the st

Daddy's Little Girl
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE NOTHING HAS BEEN RIGHT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO WRONG I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE PLEASE GIVE ME GUIDANCE FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE PLEASE HELP DADDY, TEACH ME TO LOVE AND TO LIVE MY LIFE ONCE AGAIN THE WAY THAT I SHOULD PLEASE TEACH ME THE WAY ONLY A DADDY COULD I wrote this poem for my father who after a brief yet very painful battle with metastatic adenocarcenoma, lost his fight with this horrible illness on June 8, 2007. My daddy fought very hard to overcome this illness. He suffered through so much, but in doing so taught me to never give up, and to keep my faith, bust most importantly taught me not to take anyone I love for granted. My daddy has gone to be with Jesus now. He can watch over me from above. I know he is no longer suffering, and that makes me feel better, but not as good as it would to have him here healthy and happy. Daddy you are still alive in my heart and you always will be. Thank you for being such a wonderful giving father the 32

Children Are Our Future
Alright ya'll...Most of you who read this have children..Let your children know you love them..teach them wrong from right...be there to guide them...be sure to praise them daily..build them up. Discipline them but DO NOT BEAT that child... There are many forms of discipline..just don't go overboard with it... I would love to get ahold to someone who abuses ANY child and teach them a lesson on what a beating is all about. Stand up for these kids ya'll..because you just might be the one to save an abused child. If you see a child being abused and say nothing..you are just as guilty as the perpetrator and that warrants an ass kicking on your part..

I Hate
I hate going around my friends I hate seeing their kids I hate going to their weddings I hate that im the only single person in my group of friends.... I hate that im thinking about going back to him just so im not alone anymore.... I hate that no one see me as more then a one night stand I hate that I hate my friends

Rip Daddy My Own Guardian Angel
Its been a month ago today We lost someone special God had to take him away He's now in a better place where theres no more pain with a smile upon his face He's helping to watch us from heaven above waving his wings, to send us his love. Written exactly one month after he passed away

In Memory Of Daddy
God had to take him It was his time to go Hes in heaven with them Still it was a blow I miss him more with each passing day I never knew before I wouldn't hear him say I love you Christy Every single day I miss him still Hes gone away Because its God's will Thats all I can say. I wrote this for my father who passed away on 06/08/2007.

For The Ex
If you come to close While I'm sleeping Or host of a nightmare Don't feed me the blame You're there every night in my head Right in my sight as I cut the skin And lead you to shame As we hold and make love I slip on a glove So I won't stain my hands As I take you away When I focus my brain I see you in vain I see you bathing in red And I can't believe Your killer is me And I hit my knees And start to cry I keep running and hiding and crying And falling and trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As you die in my arms once again As I wake in a sweat Thank God it hasn't happened yet And I run to you But you got to close When I focus my brain I see you in pain I see you bathing in red And I can't believe Your killer is me And I hit my knees And start to cry I keep running and hiding and crying And falling and trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As you die in my arms once

Show The Spotlight Love
CLUB UNITED PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU!!! PLS SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE, SHE'S A CLUB UNITED MEMBER LETS SHOW HER WHAT FAMILY IS ALL ABOUT AND SPANK THE HELL OUT OF HER PAGE TODAY!!! YOU GOT 11'S LETS ALL GIVE THEM TO HER DURING HAPPY HOURS...THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE... Ðj.mµzî¢lådý/§HÁÐØW£ÊVÊ£ÊR§/R£ /£ØVÊRØF§ÐM08/FÚ W‡FÊ¥ ØF §ßM08/¢lµb µñî†èd Ðj.mµzî¢lådý/§HÁÐØW£ÊVÊ£ÊR§/R£ /£ØVÊRØF§ÐM08/FÚ W‡FÊ¥ ØF §ßM08/¢lµb µñî†èd@ fubar

Gems Ultimate Sin Auction
Here's you chance to lease your very own mistress or boy toy!! Don't wait too long tho! This auction is only open until June 13th @ 11pm (EST). 'Angela' 'AngelGurl' 'Big Daddy Will' 'BlueEyedTigerGirl ''Carnie' 'Cowboy' 'Dee' 'Lady Mel' 'GEM'

Help A Dream Team Member With Love First Contest Ty
DADDYLILANGEL IN HER FIRST CONTEST FOR COMMENTS AND RATES! STOP BY SHOW A LADY SOME LOVE PLEASE! HERE IS THE LINK (repost of original by '~SCOBBY-DOO IS MY NAME AND BOMBING ON FUBAR IS MY GAME~THE DREAM TEAM~' on '2008-05-31 02:25:58') (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-05-31 06:01:03')

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
Owned by in my name for a month. Rate all pix during happy hour (if VIP bid) Rate All Stash during HH Daily gift Daily Comment SFW salute #1 friend for a month Click the Pic Below to bid :) More to be added as bids goes up! Click here to bid on me :)

The Cardinal
The Cardinal The cardinal is a power packed bird that transforms and awakens us. Its color and its voice are its two strongest characteristics. It is a member of the finch family and is often recognized by its brilliant red color. The eggs laid by the female hatch in about twelve days. This, along with the cardinal being a year round resident, reflects the rhythm of the number twelve. The number twelve often has important significance for those with this totem. It can indicate a turn of events or a life changing situation. When the cardinal flies into your life expect a change to occur within 12 days, 12 weeks, 12 months or at the hour of 12. Because this bird is a year round resident its medicine is available at all times and should be used by those with this totem whenever a need arises. Cardinals have a loud whistle, Whistles penetrate the air with sharp distinct tones. They demand our attention urging us to hear what is carried through the air. Both male a

My Thoughts
ASSURANCE Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, ‘Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don’t fall into the river.’ The little girl said, ‘No, Dad. You hold my hand.’ ‘What’s the difference?’ Asked the puzzled father. ‘There’s a big difference,’ replied the little girl. ‘If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go.’ In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person who loves you rather than expecting them to hold yours… This message is too short……but carries a lot of Feelings. ......

Russinafoxx Made Me..
50 Odd ThingsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Do you like blue cheese? only with mold 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? sounds fishy 3. Do you own a gun? was born with one 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? hedgehog flavor 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? only for STDs 6. What do you think of hot dogs? animal cruelity 7. Favorite Christmas song? Santa's Comin' in a Pick up Truck 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee/Water/Juice 9. Can you do push ups? my bra does that job 10. Why do you post surveys? i don't 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? schlong ring 12. Favorite hobby? pervin' 13. Are your toes painted? with peanut butter 14. Do you have A.D.D.? some ppl say so 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? my tongue's hasn't been worked in awhile 16. Middle name? C 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment ugh... more PB!... and damn you, Russianfoxx 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Speed r

Saturday-- Gone To The Park
we are all heading out to the park for my son's 13th birthday. we should be gone the better part of the day. i will be back on later tonite. sorry to all that i have not followed thru with contact promises (you know who you are, and are probably still pissed at me anyhow).

Sentimental
I was looking through my drawer with old papers, and found a letter from my late Grandma to me she sent for my b-day about a month before she passed away. It was crinkled up and tucked away with useless garbage. I had no idea that I even kept it. I am so jealous of people that make all these family keepsakes, frame little concert stubs, and keep sentimental post cards. I wish I was like that, but I don't do any of it. I prefer to keep everything in my mind, and my severe disorganization skills prevent me from holding on to things permanently. Recently I found a whole buncha fabric hankies I used to collect when I was a little kid ( I swear there's a booger on one of them :( , which I now gently put away to look on with nostalgia. And I found my plaid shirt from my vodka incident when I was 13yo, with a vomit stain still intact inside a pocket.

Fu-angels Team 2 . Urgurl Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"