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Juice
"To Lay Me Down" Words by Robert Hunter; music by Jerry Garcia Copyright Ice Nine Publishing; used by permission To lay me down once more To lay me down with my head in sparkling clover Let the world go by all lost in dreaming To lay me down one last time To lay me down To be with you once more To be with you with our bodies close together Let the world go by like clouds a-streaming To lay me down one last time To lay me down To lay me down To lay me down To lay me down One last time To lay me down To lie with you once more to lie with you with our dreams entwined together To lie beside you my love still sleeping to tell sweet lies one last time and say goodnight to lay me down, to lay me down to lay me down one last time to lay me down to lay me down one last time to lay me down

Painted Hands
Were I to cover my hands with paints to color your body so as to recognize you with my eyes open I'd start with yellow: creamy lemony yellow Tinted with the prussian blues of twilite; Adorned with Sirius and Orion and the pearl of a minted moon.

Suddenly Single
oy vey, lillith finds herself unexpectedly solo. for a nympho, not having a sure thing is kind of tough. it's nice to finally be able to speak my mind, though. i've decided not to censor myself for anyone again. security and regular sex aren't worth keeping my mouth shut all the time. i'm not going to jump back into a serious relationship,but any inqueries about, um, friends with benefits, are very welcome.

Kept In The Dark
Hot wax, flavoured oils and a ring of candles on the floor. A woman sat in the middle wearing a black satin nightie with a blindfold around her eyes...now that’s a thought to have You light a candle and start to drip hot wax and watch her body flinch. Has the wax sizzles on the skin, you blow lightly to cool it down. You kneel behind her and breathe on her neck while it drips down her chest you begin to slide her straps down her arms and watch them glide down her arm... your hands run up that soft skin. You lean her head back into your arm and start to drip again, and then blow to cool her down. Your eyes widen has the firm breasts come into view. You move her head over to your lap, and then start to slide your hands down towards them...your eyes close as the skin ruffles through your fingertips. The candle still dripping has you slowly travelling down that body. You watch her move as you start to feel around her breasts...you lean into her and drip the wax onto her stomach. Her back

It's A Girl. Omg Mister B
MISTER B IS A NEW DADDY FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.. WOW ISNT THAT GREAT.. EVERYONE GO GIVE HIM A CONGRATS.. EVERYONE WHOS A PARENT KNOWS JUST WHAT HE'S FEELING RIGHT NOW.. ABOUT A BILLION DIFFERENT EMOTIONS BUT THE BIGGEST ONE EXCITMENT AND LOVE.. SO GO GIVE MISTER B SOME LOVE HERE.. ITS THE BEST TIME OF HIS LIFE.. JUST CLICK THIS PIC RIGHT BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.. LEAVE LOVE GUYS..

The Smell Was Exquisite
The smell was exquisite; she wore a perfume that stimulated every sense and fibre of my being. In my depths, desires were welling up like a volcano, that has been sleeping for a millennium, that was about to erupt. I had to have her, I had to kiss her, touch her as she had never been touched before, caressing every millimeter of her soft supple skin. I moved in closely, feeling the warmth growing more intense, my senses are now working at a heightened level, the perfume surrounded me. The needs are taking over. She leans in close to me, to feel my body next to hers. Her back shapes itself to my front; she should be able to feel my heart beating strongly inside my chest. Her hair brushes gently against my cheek as she rocks her head back over my shoulder, exposing her vulnerable neck, my breathe gently breezes over her flesh, raising goose bumps over her neck, back and arms. I move my head to her neck; I place a feather light kiss there, where I know she likes it. Then I leave m

That Moment
That moment when two people face each other, not knowing what to expect. The unzipping of a dress which floats to the floor. Then touch of someone’s hands running down your arm. The unbuttoning of a shirt and watching it fall. The light movement of hands against your chest. Then stepping closer, to feel the breathe capture your neck, and tickle your ear. I stand there with my eyes closed, feeling nothing but goose bumps touch my neck. The whole world stopping for one second, you gasp as he approaches from behind you. Lifting my hands above my head. My eyes still closed, as he runs his fingers down my inner arm. He pulls in close to you and your bodies fit like a jigsaw puzzle. You travel down my sides in a light movement, my hands still above my head. Slowly I bring them down and wrap them around his neck...you enjoy the feel of his hands the touch of his fingertips...your heart is racing like mad, but you say nothing. Slowly his hands reach around to my stomach and flow out cross th

The Other Man
The room was crowded people stood everywhere, they all talked in little huddles laughing and chatting. The lights shone down on the dance floor where girls were shaking their booty and doing their thing. My eyes notice a girl her body sleek but curvy, she swayed her hips from side to side and moved like a storm that shed across the skies. Her eyes kept meeting mine and I had to look closer, walking to her I see her eyes glowing with blue and her lips red with heat. Her hands felt round her body, they traveled down her breasts and around her hips then she would stop. My heart was racing and I needed to see more, I move closer and start to dance, her body moves closer to mine, I feel the electricity flowing though our bodies as we rub against each other. She was a goddess of movement, a women of beauty and overwhelming power, she could hypnotize you with her eyes and sleekness, but it was too late for me I was captured. We continue to dance our bodies still feeling the heat that w

Look What Anodyne Did 4 Me!!!
Almost there .. Only 187k to reach insider .. Please help .. CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar Thank You Anodyne (repost of original by 'Anodyne - Shadow Levelers & Member of W.I.S.E.U.K' on '2008-05-29 11:00:55'

I Thought I Would Try This Out
Let me know if you are interested via message. I have one person so far. You set what you will give. If you don't like an offer you can refuse it if you like. I will add more as I think of it. lol

Fu's Next God Mother
♥ßlðñÐïe♥§rWhiteKnights R/l wife♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew@ fubar This is one of the sweetest ladies ever!! She is so giving caring and her attitude is just wow. She is almost to Godmother *screams* Yeah I know so exciting. Am gonna be lov'in her hard can yall come help please. She is 122k away. We can do this fast right?

Controlling Garden Pests
no more slugs: Use copper signs (buy them at the lumber yard or building store) then tape over the name of what you planted on the copper and use a fork to hold the copper, and stick the back end of the fork into the dirt. It electrocutes slugs! Also, breaking up your egg shells over your garden adds nutrients and also deters slugs because of the hard surfaces of the egg shells, it's abrasive on their oozy icky flesh and they'll turn away.... No more aphids: Also, lady bugs kill aphids. Using a small basket, cover it with Popsicle sticks except for a small enough strip to allow lady bugs in and out. They lay eggs in the house replenishing themselves that way. They will come and go and peruse the garden feasting on your aphids, and they'll base out of the ladybug house, from the time you put them in there. Just stake the basket above the ground a little bit. It keeps your plants healthier by keeping them aphid free. The lady bugs love it too. Happy Gardening eve

Moving Mountains
It's like whatever I do, Ooh Just can't get through to you Ooh, ooh I'm never gonna tell anything wrong Ooh, ooh, Listen Oh Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out Used to care, she used to share The love that she used to give me can't be found I lost my way, she said she'd stay And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us I told you to leave, but you lied to me When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back I know sorries, just wouldn't do it Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through But it's like moving mountains... It's like moving mountains... hey. But I keep climbing and hoping things would change And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away. It's like moving mountains... (moving

Milfs Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nothings more worst then the invention of MILFs esp ones that are attracted to the younger guys MAN save some hotties for us gril like me Im no MILF and not planning to be on but geez sometimes I cant stand them!

Hanging On Edge
Silent words, I say little afraid I've fallen to the night a flightless bird, no wings just soft feathers... Scattered in the air, the cloudless moon playing kisses. Without asking I touch you, from left to right. no fingers, just my spirit. Memorizing your body, a poem put to use, the patterns of your breath sustain... I touch you more ... ... softer than louder, hanging on the edge of a sigh.

Life Is Funny Sometimes
Ya know. It seems that when things can't get any worse, they somehow find a way to get better. On 12 May 2008, my wife of 8 years gave me some news which just completely took the wind from my sails. Completely. I felt empty, hollow, alone, and like my world was ending. I had a few friends who stepped up to the plate (on myspace, real life, yahoo) and made me feel like I had a fighting chance. My wife told me she didn't want to be with me anymore. She also stated that she was going to move A LONG LONG ways away from me with the boys. She wanted a separation. I broke down. Well, in the process of getting the separation agreement taken care of, taking it to legal and having them review it, since we typed it as a joint effort through email, I found out something I did not know at the time. I still had a sense of humor. Not only that, I could make people smile again. I also found out that I could smile and grin from ear to ear again. I didn't want to get back t

A Mumm That Got Deleted....
ok...this just got to me. I posted this MuMM this mornin, just to have some fun and well maybe for a lil extra points...lol Anyway, someone decided to report it as NSFW and it got deleted. So I ask you, my friends and family, is this really NSFW or is someone just bein a bit pissy this mornin?? PLAN Z You are at a fork in the road. To the left is Heaven, to the right is Hell. You have to decide fast, cuz there are zombies chasing you and gaining fast cuz they are on rollerskates. Heaven won't let them in, but Hell has the welcome matt out...what do you do??? A) Find my happy place B) Let them eat brains

Almost Legal
ALMOST LEGAL!! IF YOU HAVENT BEEN TO THE HOTTEST NEW lOUNGE ON FUBAR, YOU ARE MISSING OUT!! ALMOST LEGAL IS THE PLACE TO BE!! WHERE ITS NOT ABOUT YOUR AGE BUT THE THINGS YOU DO!!!! WE GOT SEXY MEN AND HOTT LADIES WAITING TO TALK TO YOU!!! ALMOST LEGAL!!

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel© Standing tall, wearing a brown button down, Looking lost without his crown. Cap fitted to the side, Smiling at you from the inside. Lips so red youâ€™d want to take a bite, This is a guy that gets people into fights. Skinny jeans fit tight around the right spots, His button down fly is making me hot. Thighs so firm they could run on their own, Abs so tight you would think he was made of stone. Holding onto the rail, flexing his forearm, His curves scream tales of his Dominican charm. Dark caramel skin shining in the light, Eyes so exotic and bright. Looking around at all the eyes on you, Inside Iâ€™m thinking, can I be your boo? But you are just a presence in empty space, Or are you an angel, fallen from grace?

The Bee
Sweet fragrance from your flower Sweet nectar from your flower Your petals so soft, sensitive to my touch Release my pollen in your flower Sting me, honey bee For stealing the virtue of your flower Sting me, honey bee Your sweet nectar is never sour You're the Queen Bee of your hive Look so good make me alive Dip me in honey, lick me dry Sweet sugar lips I'm gonna die Sting me, honey bee For tasting the sweet nectar of your flower Sting me, honey bee You taste so sweet could savor you for hours Your rose opens up before me Glistening from your morning dew Your thorns prick me now I see Why I shouldn't steal my honey bee's virtue Sting me, honey bee For stealing the virtue of your flower Sting me, honey bee Your sweet nectar is never sour Sting me, honey bee For tasting the sweet nectar of your flower Sting me, honey bee You taste so sweet could savor you for hours

Loves Sweet Embrace
She rests, Within the circle, That is me. Kitten snores, Vibrate a gentle rhythm, Against my chest. A soft purring, Of content. My hand, a hypnotic comb, Through long flaxen hair, My mind, awash in sense memory. Filled with her essence. Her scent. Her subtle taste. Her satin warmth, As her skin, Becomes mine. My groin still aches, From that passions grasp. Though satiated and relieved, From that deep release. Into the bowels of her. Where we both find solace the most. A deep, intense place, within her belly, Where I...........release us both.... Into ecstasy's madness. Loves gladness. And, I feel it stirring again. Within her. Me. Erect with anticipation. I enter. A slow journey....into the heart of her. To again. Ride her orgasm with mine. A rushing pulsating river. And then again...............again. Till we sleep, In calmer waters. In loves sweet exhaustion. Loves sweet embrace.

Blah
Well this bout blows mega chunks!!! You go away for a while and everyone forgets who you are!! thanks guys!! I guess I can just start over what the fuck anyway right!!??!! I'm coming back with a bigger and better tude than before...LMAO. Anyway...peace

Karena2001 Needs Our Help!!
Karena is a wonderful woman.She is a great friend and helps whenever she's asked.She's in a contest and needs our help.Even if you just drop a rate, it will be greatly appreciated. Please click the pic below and go show her some good fu-lovin!! This Pimpout has been brought to you by: ~Ms Taz~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Fu-Angel*~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*' on '2008-05-27 12:07:58') (repost of original by 'MS GEMINI67~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~' on '2008-05-28 03:03:52') (repost of original by 'terbear2545***OWNED BY JP OWNER OF BOOMER SOONER***assistant secetary for the FORCE~3~BOMBERS' on '2008-05-28 13:56:34') (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel*~' on '2008-05-28 14:07:51')

Twiddley Dee
Been very busy lately with real life ..work..baseball..etc. The more time away from here,,the more I come to realize..I am not missing much. Do not get me wrong..I miss some of my friends..but I can say I am not as addicted to it as I use to be. Lately, I have missed a few good friends I have gotten to be good friends with on here. They to have gotten to busy for fubar. I barely see them. So, I started getting busy to. Anyways.. not sure what this blog is about..rather I am just bored with fubar lately.. or rather its the fact that when I am here.. I miss those who I got to be good friends with. I know , theres many more on here..to chat to. I prefer the few that I have gotten to know well though. Anyways.. I will be on here ..maybe even lit up..but more than likely I will not always be at the computer.

I Can Feel You...
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near

If You're Not Her Friend, You're Missing Out!!
Let's make Ms Taz a fuberlord! Mz Taz! If you don't already have this girl on your friends list, your seriously missing out! She is the sweetest person ever, and a great friend of mine of fubar. She is always out there to help anyone who needs it. Please let's return the favor! fan, rate add her! She always returns the luv! Let's make her fuberlord today!!!!!! Just click her pick above to go to her page. thanks xoxo Addict ♫ Addict4Dramatix ♫ ~FORCE~3~BOMBERS~ {Shadow Leveler} owned by "JP" & luvin it!@ fubar

In The Rain
I sit and i listen to the rain thoughts seem to drift floating along with the rhythm the melody does quietly shift tenderness, so true and rare the drumming on the street steady soothing moving flowing can you feel it's beat i sit and listen to the rain and like a fool grin going out and looking up a determined tilt of the chin to be again the child i was to be again care free yes let the rain come on down and wet and soothe me

My Grandma In Memoriam
Well, my Grandma's funeral is in about an hour and a half. I found out this Sunday morning that she was ill and in the hospital. For some reason I felt I needed to go to her side immediately. So, I booked a flight and got to the hospital in LA by about 8:30 pm that night. Most of my family had been there and some were still by her side. It was hard to see her so fragile. She was the strength of the family, to me. She died at around 7:00 am the next morning. As much as I would like to be there with my family right now, I needed to be here taking care of my responsibilities. My children, my job and my husband's and my health all need to come first. I know that Grandma would agree with me and is ok with the fact that although I may not be there in person, my love is. Ever since I found out she was dying, all I can think of are the wonderful memories I have of her. It seems amusing to me that there are so many little things that one remembers. I have always associated the smell o

This Song Is For U, U Know Who You Are
[Chorus:] I don't really wanna stay, I don't really wanna go, But I really need to know, Can we get it together, Get it together. I don't really wanna go, I don't really wanna stay, But I really hope and pray, Can we get it together, Get it together. [Verse One:] You don't know the pain that I feel, You've taken my love for granted, And you just wanna see it your way. It's about that time, I'm gonna tell ya what's on my mind. I'm fed up with you not being here with me, When you know love is all I need, I don't want to stay... [Repeat Chorus] [Verse Two:] I can't let go, 'Cause being confused just takes control. I hope we can start brand new, 'Cause I don't want to loose you. With the love we shared, Baby it's oh so rare, I'm willing to try and make you see, That all you need is here in me, I don't want to go... [Bridge:] I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna go, But you gotta let me know, How you feel. [Repeat] [Repeat Chorus and Bridge] [V

Hoping
A sadness fills my heart A loneliness tearing me apart I don't know how I don't know why I long for you I have known you forever But we have never met You are living within my heart A love I will never forget I am in search of you The woman of my dreams I'm waiting for you With your eyes of beautiful blue I awake each day and take care of my self In hopes that you will show I open my door expecting you to be there So that our love will finally grow I explore the night life In hopes of running into you And one day making you my wife You are my happiness You are my dreams The one I've longed to love Each day I pray That god will hear And answer my prayers from above

My Slang
If you ever heard me talk and couldn't quite keep up, here a little help in that department, everyone had their own way of speaking and here is a sample of mine. Dancing Like Missy: AKA Ex Sex I call it Dancing Like Missy cause whenever you see Missy Elliot dancing, the shit looks backwards as hell. If you're piping an ex, believe me, it's backwards as hell. I can't lie, at one point in my life I loved the ex sex cause it was fun and familiar. What tends to happen though is that sonmebody catches feelings then you find yourself arguing again like yall are a couple or something. Aint that why yall broke up? Please I say "go, get yo freak on!" but like me, one day you just outgrow it, until that day, you have all my support.....Dance like Missy people!!!!! Cutty Buddy: AKA Friend With Benefits It's obvious why isn't it? I mean first of all, who the hell says "fuck buddy" in public? Secondly, cutting is what it is right? So Cutty Buddy just fits, plus it kinda rhymes

If Its Not 1 Thing Its Another
Special Pimp Out!!!Special Pimp Out!!!Special Pimp Out!!!Special Pimp Out!!! WHAT IT DEW FUBAR! YEA IM PIMPIN OUT A FEW OF MY FOLKS THEY NEEDIN SUM LOVEIN TODAY! COME STOP BY THEY PAGE AND SHOW SUM LOVE RATE SUM PICS OR BUY'EM A DRINK JUST SAY HI..ANYHOW THANKS ~XOXO~ DREAMS The Infamous DJ MilkDud@ fubar Big151ClubF.A.R.**Count Chocula **C.B.C.@ fubar ♥ Tsisquo'ga ~Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R.* *Sin Wagon* d.s.c@

Weird
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1.i love first generation camaros 2.i collect hotwheels,(classic cars) 3.one of my favorite things is to have my hair brushed 4.i have a long hair obsession male or female 5.the feel of a mans long hair on my chest is a major turn on 6.i have a loud annoying laugh 7. i love pix like this 8.skinny dipping w good friends is a blast 9.i haven't had a drink in over 15yrs 10.i believe i'm a really good person w alot of heart sweetums T cbear bossman starchaser

More On The Housing Collapse & The Gas Crisis..
I saw this in the papers here yesterday and figured I'd bring it to you all..it's actually something relevant if you live in these areas, you know exactly how it is... ..these are the areas primarily effected, listed below in the blue box: ..it's tough out there. For most I know these stimulus checks have been eaten up by insurance, soaring food costs as well as this pending nightmare below: ..while most of the time the media in these areas is in denial about how bad it really is. About once a week they throw us a bone of reality. Let's face it kids, it's going to be a long, painful, costly summer...will it ever end? Only time will tell....peace.

Me Or You It Doesn't Matter
Feelings are not born from photographs They are born with time Do not mislead yourself into believing you can fall for a person in a photograph As soon as you do , you will be disappointed. The smile was for another, the glint was for the moment in time. Glean what you wish Mold it to what you wish Imagine what you wish Reality will only come for those that meet And take a new photograph of their own. Memories can only last as long as they are prompted to do so. A photograph will only be as real as you let it become.

June 19,2008 My-birthday(yup I Am A Gemini)my Wishes
Well i would like a blast for my birthday doesn't matter how many days.... In return i will make u a salute pic with a thank u sign on it...and maybe sexy if u like... Yes Im Back after being gone for a day...its hard for me to explain why i made a new account..well one i don't want to cause drama and that isn't going to happen with anyone...i may not have a real pic up but i do have HOMEMADE PICS @ Salutes so u know i am real.. that are in my folders...safe and others...just a few changes here the name and pic.....still the same flirt u know... my 2nd wish is to get my crushes back that i lost..not sure who u were but damm it was nice to be notice...thank u..hope to get u back sometime..looking for some new friends and old friends...come by and check me out...i won't bite and if i do it won't be hard...im looking for someone to crush also to be honest...just not ready yet but i have a few in mind...have a great day... ooo wow my white water rafting is next weekend..so i wo

I Was Tagged By Jasmine
I was Tagged by Jasmine Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am an only child and have no kids of my own, but I've been called "Momma" since the 8th grade. 2. I wasn't allowed to date til I was 17. 3. I lived with my mother all my life and didn't get to see my father until I was 16. 4. I love to fish but refuse to take the fish off the hook without a glove on. Can't stand the way they feel...gross!! 5. I was in the Navy for 5 1/2 years and still can't swim...lol. 6. I think I should have been a guy. Reason being, I love drag racing (just no round track...ewwww), I love motorcycles, and most anything that goes fast!! Woot Woot!! 7

R.i.p. Zachoriah
Zachoriah won the Dr. Ruhe award for his Baha'i beliefs. Congrats Zach. I know I am not the only one who misses you... I'm glad to see so many people are benifitting from you bieng here. I wish that I had seen you before your last breath. I will always love you. R.I.P. love. You're father said it best... "I''ll see you soon." Love you!

Choices
Been contemplating for a very very long time about leting you go. Things never been the same for months now and i really dont see anything making it better. Honestly I really dont know why I had put myself through all of this. Like people told me I deserved better but with me out of curiosity and experiment, i wanted 2C for myself the outcome.Caring is all I am and will be, but I'm kinda hurt But relieved that we will never be what we used 2 be even though i still got love 4 ya and always will and have your back until the end. WOW now that all of that is said i feel much better!!!!!

I Write Like A Painter
I write like a painter standing up in my garage where the light isn't the best but who needs good light to write anyway. I constantly search for meaning and deep form choosing newspapers or the insides of used cigarette packs for my canvasses. Call it a vertical build Coit Tower on drugs shaped slightly atilt just the way I stand leaning upon shelf in cluttered garage with pen in hand painting poems.

Now Don't Be Nasty!
You all have been so much to fun to blog with, that I decided I would go ahead and do another for today. I have blogged about this before but it was such a long time ago and by looking around the FU..people still don't get it. People bitch all the time about people downrating their pictures. Now, I don't downrate, I'll pass on rating a picture before I downrate it but I've seen some shit here on the fu that NEEDS to be downrated. So, here I go with my rules for picture posting on the fu! 1. Learn the crop tool...it's your FRIEND! If your status says "single and looking" and your living room looks like your place should be condemned..then change your status to "single and looking for the health department". Better yet..clean that shit up and retake the picture. 2. If you want to post pictures in your underwear..you do the damn thang but don't use the ones where it looks like the damn thang lives in the crotch! Wear clean ONE's. If you can't "shout" it out...don't put

Love The True Gift
I hear the beat of the rain, One with the pounding heart, Nature and man called as one, Never soon to depart. The answer is simple, The call of the rain, Drumming of blood, Now truly sane. Release and let go, Time is a myth, Truth soon to flow, Love the true gift. Rain slowly wanes, The moment, A second, Slows down my brain. Breathing in harmony, Lost and true, Answers before me, Rising out of the blue. Release and let go, Go with the flow, Time is a myth, Love to sow. Hold onto nothing, Forget the past, Future lies dormant, Follow the path. Ignorance breeds pain, Listen to the rain, Your heart speaks the truth, When joined with your brain. One with the world, Time is a myth, Truth soon to flow, Love the true gift.

Missing You By Latenitefantasy
The sky is dark grey Thunder is in the air There is a chill in my heart, Missing you The nights are getting longer Autumn is here There is a hole in my heart Missing you The dawn is breaking A new day is here There is a space in my heart Missing You The morning is crisp The smell of dampness fills the air There is longing in my heart Missing you The evening is mellow Birdsong soothes my soul There is warmth in my heart Missing you The moon is glowing bright Quiet sounds of the night There is love in my heart Missing you The night is very still Time is moving on There you are in my heart Missing you

Help Me
hey, there to all my friends hey there everyone,you know iever askfor anything and im always therewhen you need someone. im askign all my friends and fans to help me level up, haven't been n much as i have bee sik for a while. now that im feelign better i sallbe around more, but you all can reach me on yahoo as mrgood009. i tell everyone that im there and im always willignt to listen.if your reading this belive me whne i say each and everyoneof you are very important to me a friends, have a great week en everyone

Will I Ever Stop Torturing Myself?
Read a blog today Immediately wished it was about me (of course it's not) Proof my obsession has not died It's easy being obsessed with something so beautiful I try to make myself move on (feeling like a stalker) I try to replace him, forget him (utterly impossible) I'm angry at myself for being consumed with someone that I've put on a pedastal so high tha I'll never feel smart enough, pretty enough, just plain good enough for I just want to crawl in bed, pull the covers over my head and dream about him all day I am astoundingly pathetic

Takes A Hot Load Video
I am waiting for you to CUM let me suck your hard cock. Here you are! I'll take you all in. Playing with the head with my tongue ring. Right before you are about to CUM I get on you reverse cowgirl and ride you hard until you cum in my wet pussy. Check out all videos at http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=4&model=exoticflame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Do U Know Me ?
i have changed my pic to a friend of mine . he was killed in an armed robbery atempt.MAY 8 2008 i have made to bulitns about this .if ya know him im sorry to tell you this if ya dont know him or my self im sorry if i bothered ya .

Captains Log 5
Be relentless in your pursuit of God. Jesus washed feet. One disciple said, Lord “You will not wash my feet!” Jesus replied, basically, “If I don’t wash your feet, then we have nothing in common.” Jesus showed them what it means to serve one another. When we have something to offer, it’s imperative that we do it. If we are driven to do something that means it is specific to us. Drive is an operation we are supposed to utilize. Too often, we are overwhelmed with fear. I suggest you take your fears wad them up in a ball and cram them up the devils wahoo! You will feel ever so much better. The devil is cunning, but the Holy Spirit (inner Christ or Christian state) is always capable of being ten times more cunning when used for God (or Universe if that helps you get a grasp on the concept). I would go so far as to say that I challenge the devil when I feel challenged. I have become my own personal expert you might say. Considering the physical and emotional challenges I face, being anythin

The Flames Of Love
by LateNiteFantasy© Sexual Images of you fade In and out of the dancing flame As I sit, I dream of your nakedness. Thinking of you all day in my vivid mind passion burning inside my thoughts. As your beauty overwhelms my aching soul The days' tasks seem to drift away slowly. My heart earning . . . as I trace a mental image Of my fingers caressing your inner soul.. Such a strange state of arousal affairs Never to cross this path of ectasy again. Then you danced for me , injected me Broke my wall, as you flared in the light Your voice , wishing to hear it whisper love me , take me as your own. The aroma of a love lingers in the air As i smell once again where you layed I'm mesmirized , intrigued of your vivaciousness. Drench my inner mortal self, with music sounds of moans, screaming my name. For I have touched you, loved you I crave the love we once shared. Sounds linger around me, as I know you are not there to banish my thoughts. I drift, I fl

I Am
I Am I am your fears and your sorrows Your tears and deepest horrors I am the secrets of your past I will haunt you from now until the last I am your dreams and lack thereof Your hopes and devilish love I will crush your desires and bring them back anew I will allow you good times But only bloody few I am yours to command or destroy I am the key for your coy I am your youth and your death The song of your life and your last breath I am your happiness, your joy I am your lover’s toy I am everything you wish to be I am you, and you are me I am the one to fill the whole You are me, and I am the soul By Dale Foreman (Aka Glitch)

My Soulmate
WE SMELL THE FLOWERS IN DIFFERENT PLACES, WE SMILE THE SAME BUT ON DIFFERENT FACES. WE BLEED, WE HURT, WE CRY JUST THE SAME, THE ONLY THING DIFFERENT IS IN OUR NAME. MILES MAY SEPERATE OUR PHYSICAL BEING IT MATTERS NOT FOR IN OUR HEARTS WE DO OUR SEEING. OTHERS TOUCH BUT NEVER FEEL. THE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP THAT IS TRULY REAL. SOULMATES WE SHALL ALWAYS BE. YOUR THE KNOW THE WORST AND THE BEST OF ME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES LAUGHTER AND TEARS. OURS IS A FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL GROW THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. THOUGH I MAY NOT SAY IT , I HOPE U KNOW IT IS TRUE. YOUR ARE MY SOULMATE FOREVER AND I TRULY LOVE YOU.

You Have Been Taged
I was Tagged by Mr Diamond Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I spent 2 weeks in Norway 2. I have 3 boys with ADHD 3. I'm raising 4 kids on my own 4. When i'm stressed i eat cheesecake 5. I am pro equal rights for all 6. I went to modeling school 7. I went to ISU and carried a 3.5 GPA 8. I have anorexia ( controlled at the moment) 9. At one time i weighed 87 LB's 10. My favorite food is cheesecake

Oh My Gawd...
Oh… my…. GOD!!! PART ONE… I have to tell you that I have never been happier to be home (except for last year when I finally got away from BJ…) yes, Texas was an eye-opener… I arrived in Tyler, TX Wednesday may 21 around lunch time and when I walked off the plane was definitely amazed at how small the airport was. 4 gates, for the prop-puddle jumpers… oh goody, (yes it was definitely an experience)… started drinking bloody Mary’s… yum!!! But, I really don’t want to trash someone, especially since I went to visit my bio-dad, but damn… I would have called the orkin man and done my laundry if I had an out of town visitor, especially my child…. Well, mike (bio-dad), took me to lunch at red lobster and yes I had another bloody Mary and a huge plate which I finished and then stole a few of his shrimp, lol… then he took me to his work and showed me off (hmmm) and then we made the trek to mineola, which is about 30-45 mins away… The driveway has massive humps and holes t

Only A Heartbeat Away
Warmth are your words Only a heartbeat away You are stars at night The sunshine of my day The passion fruit vine Entwines day by day Intimate words bloom In the sweetest bouquet Sweet loving thoughts Are never too far away The sexy and sensual At times verging risque Pleasures and desires Express night and day Mirrored by moonlight On your springtime day Devotion in your song To the words I convey Love flows endlessly Only a heartbeat away

Sweet
Thank you Manny, for the beautiful poem comment! Will She Come? all evening he waited anxiously eyeing the clock retracing his steps over and over counting the minutes until her arrival kneeling before a crackling fire adding another log he rose to check again his preparations for tonight the thick sheepskin rug lay lovingly spread before the flames waiting for her the book the one she longed after in that tiny shop downtown rested on the warm stone hearth waiting for her the wine that special bottle from a few years ago late fall harvest sat open and sweet waiting for her the glasses his best crystal sat sparkling in the firelight waiting for her his hand stopped a moment over his heart and lovingly fingered the prize there hidden away in his pocket where it lay waiting for her taking the ring from its secret place he gazed at it mesmerized by its shine by what it stood for soon he smiled and softly slipped it back to its

What Failure Have I Turned Into Success?
The only people who never fail are those who never try. --Ilka Chase A boy once asked his grandfather how he had become so happy and successful in his life. "Right decisions," replied his grandfather. The boy thought for a while and then asked a second question, "But how do you learn to make right decisions?" The grandfather answered quickly with a twinkle in his eye, "Wrong decisions!" We, too, will learn from our "wrong decisions," our mistakes. Whenever we try anything, there is always the possibility of failure. We must learn to not let this keep us from trying. When we are willing to try, we have already conquered our fear. We can grow no matter what the outcome is. What failure have I turned into success?

For The Fallen
Remember our fallen: "Invictus" Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the Horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find, me unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.

Mystery
Thursday, May 29, 2008 Mystery There is much you can learn from what you don't know. The questions that have no answers will add great value and wisdom to your life. Some things in this world are shrouded in mystery. Some things will always be. The fact that you don't know it all compels you to think. And thinking can be a very productive and enlightening exercise. Those things that are unknown cause you to wonder. And wonder is the source of much richness in life. In what you know and understand, there are many valuable possibilities. In the realm of what you don't yet know, are even more possibilities waiting to be discovered. Look toward what you cannot see, and listen for what you cannot hear. In so doing, you'll find great truth. -- Ralph Marston

Progesterex Hoax
Upon seeing the bulletins about this over and over and women warning women.. I've decided to bulletin this as well. Nice to see women and men alike keeping each other in tune, however it's false. Good day to you all. Please repost! Thanks! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progesterex http://www.snopes.com/medical/drugs/progesterex.asp http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/blprogesterex.htm Progesterex is a fictitious date rape drug. It is part of a hoax that began to circulate in 1999 via e-mail on the internet. No actual drug by this name or even with these properties exists, and no such incident has ever been documented or confirmed. Typical contents of the e-mail hoax are as follows, although different versions tend to turn up over time: "A woman at a nightclub called _______ on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repea

Wanna Play?
WANNA PLAY A GAME??? I can only fill this out if I know enough about you! Heres how it goes: Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll tell you if you have a chance of sleeping with me.

Because
Poem I wrote some time ago but still valid today Category: Dreams and the Supernatural May you be inspired Insanity, is My INSPIRATION Pain, my cause Evil surrounds me I can feel the demon’s claws Ripping @ my flesh The pain grows strong Blood leaving my body Still I go on Because my love holds so vary strong These words I can say I shall embrace my evils For now and the rest of my days Written by: Dale Foreman (AKA Glitch)

Cartilage
Cartilage My eyes grew cold when I installed your soul in them. My tears they burnt away every whisper, every state of mind and I grew blind and deaf once every breath inside my lungs was extracted by your kiss. This wrist you see, these scars are fresh…these other cuts are still a mess and in my head your thoughts undress my loneliness until my flesh is stashed away and all that's left is cartilage. Here on the edge this hemorrhage is wedged between the unclear and what is dear yet hard to steer and in the searing light, lesions palpitate with cold ambition, almost as if I am being mutilated by a thousand butterfly kisses. Release my fate for I’m enslaved and all these chains around my veins, they wrap me up in pure disdain -yet somehow I am enthralled in this decaying bliss- The rain downpours, my breath implores- My vocal chords no longer soar. ..::But however long it takes::.. I’ll wait for you in this abyss.

Feelings.. Nothing More Than Feelings..
So sitting here thinking what I can do to make myself feel better. Realizing what makes me happiest is to make a difference to someone else. It could be the smallest thing, a smile, a laugh, a joke. It's all the sweeter reward, when it's someone who is down and you can really tell their day has been lifted. When working I had a habit of waving to 15-25 people every morning, and guess what.. they got in the habit of waving back and smiling. That along with an individual hello/good morning to each child as they walked on the bus. Middle schoolers had a habit of just looking at me like I was crazy or walking by with their Ipods secure in their ears, seemingly oblivious. I would still get a nod and smile from a handful and a couple with heartfelt return greetings. My elementary students were similar in a sense but the younger ones would really brighten up with a greeting. A few even would give me a hug as they entered the bus, even though I was unable to return the hug, company p

I Love Her So And Promise My Love
I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own. I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see through the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationship alive and exciting. I promise to love you in good times and bad, with all I have to give and all I feel inside in the only way I know how, completely and forever.

Stupit Is As Stupid Does!!
Body: I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it! A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up

Help A Zombie Out!
So i have the oppurtunity of possibly being in a nationwide horro magazine, some videos, and awesome photoshoots. Problem is... what with me not working right now, i'm broke. Some how i have to figure a way to cover my gas, wardrobe, make-up, and hotel costs. So i set up a donation fund for thoe of you feeling generous. So help a zombie's dreams come ture!! THanx!

Ever Driven A Honda?
A biker is riding a new motorcycle on the highway. While passing a car, he knocks on the window. The driver of the car opens the window, "Yes?" "Ever driven a Honda motorcycle?" "No I haven't" The biker drives on, until he sees the next car. While passing it, he knocks on the window. The driver of the car opens the window: "Yes?" "Ever driven a Honda motorcycle?" "No I haven't" Then suddenly there is a curve, the biker sees it too late. He crashes off the road into a ditch. A car stops and a man runs to the unlucky biker. Covered in blood, the biker asks, "Ever driven a Honda motorcycle?" "Yes I have. I had a Honda for 20 years." The biker says, "Tell me, where are the brakes?"

Taboo Of Unspoken Places
Taboo Of Unspoken Places The smell of church pews lingered in the air asI sat quietly praying. The first week of the honeymoon seemed to shout out to me that i was less of a woman than I thought.My long brown hair draped down covering My head like a hood of shame as I prayed asking God to show Me how I could be a better lover. You had imagined our love making to be so much more passion filled than it was.You as well blamed Your self really for the clumsy attempts to please me .You thought surely your devotion as the pastor of the church must have made you unable to perform as you hoped. "Honey, I think we need to pray about this."I spoke gently you. Just motioning to me that you would be there soon to pray, your steps became slow to the door where you locked up for the night. You took off Your tie and began to make your way to the alter praying as though you was walking through the valley of death. I was kneeling down at the alter I began to pray as you walked be

A Teaseing Serve For Master
As i sit on my satin pillow next to my Masters feet on my knees head down palms faceing down on my thighs, my eyes lowered as my brown long hair cascades off to one side of my face and down to my shoulders resting just at my waiste, Master likes to see the collar showing where he can glance and see it or caress my neck once in a while so i know he cares for me. i sit quietly as he chats with his other Master friends and we watch as other slaves take a turn in danceing for there Masters pleasure, i reach slowly and caress my Masters leg with the back of my hand as if wanting attention, i hear him stop talking and ask what is it girl , i softly speak and ask is there any thing my Master would liked served for his pleasure tonight Master say yes you may serve us another round of drinks with out looking up i slowly stand and and take my right foot in front of Masters chair as if to walk around him but as my legs part i stop so he can view me and my wetness of inticipat

Tagged!
I was Tagged by Jasmine Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My Favorite food is Italian. (My wife can cook her ass off! Not off too much, I like that ass just the way it is!). LOL 2. I was bitten by a shark when I was 10 years old and needed 47 stitches on my left knee. 3. I shot a woman when I was 5 years old with my fathers police revolver. (not bragging, nor am I proud of it)She was fine. Only a graze. 4. My favorite vacation spot is an Irish themed B&B called Kilahevlin in Front Royal Virginia, right near Skyline Drive (Blue Ridge mountains) 5. I have broken bones 31 times. (all separate occasions) 6. I'm allergic to aspirin. 7. I st

Master Of Darkness
Master of Darkness It was a dark October night only the a full moon lit the sky as beans of the moon lite made its way threw a old broken window pane and seemed to glide across the empty room before stopping at a coffin that no one even knew existed , It was hidden in a cellar of an old abandon mansion about a mile out side of the city limits. No one ever bothered visiting the old place anymore, a ramshackle collection of farm buildings dominated by a huge old barn and a house three or four times the size of any in found town. Unoccupied for at least sixty years, hardly anyone left could even remember anyone ever having lived there, and when the wind would blow, strange sounds echoed from the holes and cracks in the tired old walls, which was just about enough to discourage even the bravest kid to go to poking around the place It was a lucky thing too, because what was lurking in that dank basement was as close to the devil incarnate as you could find on earth!

Fubucks!
Listen up! just click the picture above. Rate it !! Then leave all the comments you can possibly leave! I don't have lots and lots of fubucks but if you leave me 20 comments i will give you 1000 fubucks! that's it 20 comments gets u 1000 here's a break down 20=1000 50=1500 100=2000 200=3000 i will return favor to your page by rating all your pics! Just send me a PM telling me when you are done GREATLY apreciated!!

The Pain
Falling Tears by SUSAN C When you turned around and walked away I thought I couldn't make it through the day. I felt my life was over- More like incomplete. I didn't want to be without you. There were many nights I couldn't even speak your name. Nights where all that came from me were tears. There were times where it took all my might to try to move on. Never did I know I was too weak to move on. I wish I could go back to the times When our love was true and happy, Hearing you say you loved me over and over again. My heart is breaking into pieces, Knowing that you're no longer here. I just wish I could go back to the time when we were friends, Before we fell head over heels for each other. All I want now is... you, again, So, I don't have to have all the tears that keep falling, Ever since you've been gone.

Cops & Customs Agents Caught Drug Smuggling
Cops & Customs Agents Caught Drug Smuggling Following last September's crash of a Gulfstream Cops & Customs Agents Caught Drug Smuggling jet used by the CIA for torture flights that contained 4 tonnes of cocaine, more customs officials and cops have been caught in drug smuggling and drug dealing rackets. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052908_drug_smuggling. htm

Our Love Is Like A Candle
Love is like a candle With an everlasting wick Sometimes the fire is roaring With desire, passion, wildness, furry, pain, and depression But as a flame it does die out in time While it's burning it has it's times when it's calm and flowing easy Then the flame burns out causing confusion, pain, and tears But it can be rekindled The flame can burn with the passion it once had burned with before The tears (hot wax) burns as it touches your face It runs steaming down drying in an instance But they keep coming, pouring down your face Just everyone please be careful Innocence can be lost People can be scarred But don't make a house for hatred because of one Maintain your respect Don't give in to a feeble minded decision

My Love 4 You
My Love For You by suan c There are no words to express The love I feel for you You mean the world to me And this, you know is true. As I sit here alone Thoughts of you fill my mind I think of you all the time For you are one of a kind. Without you I would feel Like a candle without a flame Without you in my life Things would never be the same. What did I ever do to deserve Someone as special as you Your eyes, your hair, your smile Are just a few things I love most about you. When I'm feeling down You gently rub your hand down my face Everything seems to get better While in your gentle embrace. I love the feeling I get When you place your hand in mine You whisper softly in my ear And I know everything will be fine. When life doesn't seem To go my way You always comfort me When I'm having a bad day. Your gentle touch The taste of your sweet kiss Never before have I known A love such as this. From the moment I first met you I knew

I Want To Know Why
Hello, I want to know why... Why is it now that I am gone most of the time from this site. I only log on MAYBE once a week.. do I have tons of shouts, messages and gifts waiting for me.. and all those.. "Darn, you never seem to be on anymore" and "Where are yours?" and the main one.. "I MISS YOU".. why do I get those now?? When I used to sit here day in and down out.. talking to MAYBE 3 people ALL DAY... Sitting in a dead lounge.. no one coming in.. being alone here.. But Gods knows I am surely missed when I am not here.. WHY? Why take me for granted when I am here? Thinking I will always be here to talk to when you get the wild hairs out of your asses. Why assume I will always be here sitting and waiting for you.. Like I just asked someone in the shout box.. does a girl have to be naked in her pictures.. talk sex all the time just to have any friends here? Why do I have to sit here and watch you all talking to your other friends and not me? I see the comments you a

Ask Me I Q And I Give U One A
1 Question You get to ask me 1 Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully... the catch is... repost this as 1 Question and see what people ask you................................. fun fun

A Happy Home ...
4-cups of love 2-cups of loyalty 3-cups of forgiveness 1-cup of friendship 5-spoons of hope 2-spoons of tenderness 4-quarts of faith 1-barrel of laughter Take love and loyalty and mix thoroughly with faith... Blend it with tenderness,kindness and understanding... Add friendship and hope... Sprinkle abundantly with laughter... Bake it with sunshine... Serve daily with generous helpings...

Re: Rice: Bush Administration Was Clear About Iraq War
RE: Rice: Bush administration was clear about Iraq war ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: jerm: rant in j-minor Date: 29 May 2008, 12:11 Rice: Bush administration was clear about Iraq war By MATTHEW LEE, Associated Press Writer 24 minutes ago Secretary of State Condoleezza Rice on Thursday rejected allegations from a former White House spokesman who says the Bush administration misled the American public into going to war with Iraq.Rice would not comment specifically on charges made by ex-press secretary Scott McClellan in a new book, but said President Bush was honest and forthright about the reasons for the war. She also said she remained convinced that toppling Saddam Hussein was right and necessary."The president was very clear about the reasons for going to war," she told reporters at a news conference with Swedish Prime Minister Fredrik Reinfeldt in Stockholm where she is attending an international conference on Iraq.Chief among those reasons was

: Prayer Request To Help Crossover Please Pray And Repost
THIS IS FROM ANN A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. myspace. com/nanaanniefannie Date: May 28, 2008 6:27 PM Prayer needed Body: Jim, A dear friend of mine has just called me from Florida to tell me that she just found out her father is getting ready to cross over into another life. He has been ill for sometime. She is alone with him in Florida and very beside herself. She called me because she has no one else to call. She asked that I pray for her father to make it peacefully and you were the first person who came to my mind. I am sending my prayers and would appreciate it if you would if you would pray also. I feel you have some kind of connection that I lack but I do believe with all my heart and soul in the Creator and that he will do all we ask. I just ask dear friend that maybe you can help me to find some words to say to her that could be helpful. I get lost in my mind because I experienced the same thing with my father. He is only expected to live for a couple of more days and

~ Whisperin Wind ~
The winds whispered your name today... I heard it blow through the trees, it whispered of friendship , laughter and love... it whispered to me ... and the words sailed from above. It blew words of enchantment, and words of the heart.. it never once left me.. it was there from the start. But the winds settled down, and the breeze left my face, but your friendship remained, It can never be replaced. 5/29/08 Laura Wilson

Lafferty Seeks Move From Burnley
Lafferty seeks move from Burnley Kyle Lafferty is anxious to get a move away from Burnley Northern Ireland striker Kyle Lafferty has revealed that he wants to leave Championship side Burnley. Rangers, Celtic and Wolves are known to be keen on signing the highly-rated 20-year-old from County Fermanagh. "I need a fresh challenge at this stage of my career. No player is going to stay where he is not wanted," Lafferty told the Belfast Telegraph. "I have given my all to Burnley but it is imperative I make a move as it would also help my international career." Rangers boss Walter Smith has already had a bid for Lafferty turned down but it is believed he is ready to increase the offer. Celtic have also had previous offers for the 6ft 4in forward rejected. "I understand Wolves and Rangers want to sign me and I would be thrilled to move to either club," added Lafferty. "I've heard Celtic will also be making a bid but I don't think that move will ever material

Did You Hear?
X-Dealer is back! Who is X-Dealer you ask? Only the most awesome guy.... next to my boyfriend hahahahahahaha So go check out his page rate him, fan, and just show some luv... if you want tell him Mel sent ya.... Muahzzzzzzzzzz! ~Mel ‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ fubar

Brain Teasers
1. You have two coins adding up to 30 cents and one of the coins is not a nickel? Do you know the answer? 2. What is the error in the following sequence - AAA BBB CCC DDD EEE FFF GGG HHH lll JJJ KKK LLL MMM NNN OOO PPP QQQ RRR SSS TTT UUU VVV WWW XXX YYY ZZZ?

Happy Hour
Cupcake having her first happy hour... Please stop by and show lots of love to her.. It's tonite @ 6pm futime.. Lets show lots of to her first hh... Cupcake Surprise ~ Fiesta Tappers ~ Fu Owner to Sugar Cookie ~@ fubar

Take A Walk With Me
We walked through the park; the spring air was fresh but warm. The sun shone striking the ground through the newly grown leaves on the trees. Spring was definitely in the air. Our bodies exuded the passion and instinct. We knew that we were walking to a secluded spot where we could enjoy the cool air on our bodies while we fucked like rabbits. We reached the spot and as we did, our hearts started to beat fast in anticipation of the natural act we were about to perform. We held each others hands and faced each other; the passion was rising from the depths inside us both, we could see it as we gazed into each others eyes. The magnetism was getting unbearable, drawing us in face to face, our bodies touch together, my face moulds to hers as her lips moisten mine with a passionate kiss, the saliva passing back and forth, tongues entwine. My hands grasp at her buttocks pulling her in to my groin, so she can feel me grown inside my trousers, my cock starts to fill with blood, expandi

The Creatures
The wind blows hard the night was a quiver, the water flowed down a silent river. The moon shone bright on this darkened night the evilness was about To take flight. They flew across this darn filled sky, their winds flapping; their eyes open wide, searching for something to fill their stomachs, fresh skin fresh meat sound so tantalizing. A lonely women walks down a lonely road, but doesn't realize what’s about to unfold, their shimmering cries fly around her head, her time comes now, to a bloody death. They swoop down to the bushes and trees, and hide in the grass so they can't be seen. The woman walks unaware of her fate, but the evilness lies, the evilness waits. The wind gets strong on this quivering night, the screams echo has the time draws by. Their eyes start to glow, their teeth shinning bright. Their stomachs getting their feast in sight. The woman walks till the end of the road; she quivers for she is not alone. A warm breathe shudders around her neck, a sharp feeling s

As You Watch Me
I arrive home take off my shoes and head upstairs, unzip my dress and let it fall to the floor. The water runs in the bath making steam all around me, stepping out of my panties and bra I dip my foot in to test the water. It feels warm against my foot so I step in and lay down and relax, my hands scoop water and I watch it run along my stomach, I then cup water over my breasts and watch as my nipples react to the feeling, The door shuts and I hear footsteps coming towards me, the bathroom door is slightly open and I feel like I’m being watched, my body starts to tingle just by the thought but I continue my bath. I get up and take the mirror off the wall and place upright so he can see me more clearly. I lay there my hands touching my neck, then my fingers running across my lips, my reflexion showing him the excitement which I’m beginning to feel. Touching my neck I start to slowly run down my body and gently glide over my breast and nipple, the wetness makes me rub softly and the

Excitement Part 3
We sit at the table facing one another, he’s wearing a suit with a white shirt, while I wear a black dress with no knickers underneath. My shoe comes off my foot and I slide it gently up and down his trouser leg and watch his face. Both of us sit there I lick the cream off my strawberry then swirl my tongue round it, I see him watching licking his lips with anticipation. The restaurant was full of people who were watching us, which made me rather excited, but I wanted to go somewhere more private. We finish our meal and he pays the bill, leaving the restaurant we walk back to the car. The night outside was cool, and the rain was beginning to fall, the wind blow a light gentle breeze which waved my hair around. Both of us get into the car and drive around for a while, I can’t help but notice the way his trousers sit across his legs and reach out to have feel. A silky sensation touches my hand as I stroke up and down, I could sense he had no boxers on, so I tease a little more and

Excitement Part 2
It’s a hard day at the office, I just wanted to sit down and relax. I loosen my tie and slouch back on the couch. My body feels tired and I find myself being taken away to somewhere completely unknown. The house smells of roast pork and hot potatoes, two tall glasses sit on the table with a bottle of fine red wine. I look up to find a woman dressed in a black dress, her hair was up in a clip wearing make up to hide her beautiful face. She walks over and hands me a glass, I watch her pour wine and then walk away. There’s a strong smell and I watch her place meat and potatoes on the table, walking over she pulls out the chair and I sit down. She watches every move I make, watching my body the way I eat, the way I smile, the way I watch her while she wraps her tongue round roast potatoes. I finished the last of my food and walked back over to my chair, I laid there relaxing with my eyes slightly closed. Hands glide across my shirt, they feel silky soft and warm, I sense a faint br

Excitement
Steam appears as I run the hot tap, water ripples as it flows to the top. There’s a bottle of bubble bath on the shelf which I gently pour under the water while it runs. I watch the water get higher and swish it around to even the temperature. My clothes lay on the floor and I dip my feet in, the heat catches my toes and they go all red and stiff. I sit in the bath and let the water rush over me leaving my body feeling hot. Laying there I close my eyes and start to think erotic thoughts, my hands feel around my body as I let water roam free. With my eyes closed I listen to my heart beat which is strong and loud, my body tingles and feels heavy, I feel myself being taken somewhere else. I’m wearing a black dress, and perfume that simulates every sense and fibre of his well being, I could sense his desires were welling up like a volcano, desires which seemed to of been there for a millennium. I could see he wanted me, he wanted to kiss me, he wanted to touch me like I’d never been to

Complete Commitment
When true love walks through the door,it changes your life completely.You make that committment,you know the one,to love forever and always.The other one that saids no one wlll come between us.Then crazy little things starts happening.You say the wrong thing,You make the wrong move,and suddenly you either wonder what happen,or why.Your heart saids forever,but your mind still wants to play.I have learned over the months,the hardest thing in life isn't death,but keeping a committment pure.It involves a strong will,and a very passionate heart.jealousy plays the biggest part in a relationship,and sometimes we don't even know it.It is hard to not be jealous on a site that plays with peoples feelings.You have friend that wants what you have because their lives sucks,so what do they do ,they play,and they play rough.Enticing the heart with promises.I have several friends like that,I guess it is called envy.I seen so many people come in and out of relationships because,of uncertanties,or becau

Bad Storms
Were having bad storms here, so will be away until Monday unless a Hugh Tornado hits us. Will be back online as soon as I can. Sending all Friends and Fans lotsa loves now in case i don't make it back on here any time soon.

Time And Time Again
so i got this beat, swingin in my head, look at the walls, yes, the ones that aren't red, it's the one thing we've all been talkin about, kick and scream, just to get it out.... if i paused long enuf to think about it, i would know it wasnt, me, you, or them.. take a look, can you see, who, was it then? there is a way to escape it, but comes with a price, you see a chance, take it, give it a shot, once, maybe twice.. figure you know what's goin on now, well hooray for you, tho i can't concieve how, doesn't really matter, never really did, as the strain, left me in tatters, becuz i never hid, from the rain, it splattered, left me lookin like this, it's not water, and not falling from the sky, say it louder, and with fucking pride, thier sons, thier daughters, will wonder why, wonder why you didnt, and now they know, look at this shit, i guess on and on it will go, your sons, your daughters, they now know why, you dont have "heart", funny, if that were true, wouldn't

It Purplesky Birthday Yall Party Party
It's a really good friends birthday. Please stop by her page and show her some mad love. Make this the best birthday ever!! Thank you, Jill ~PURPLESKY~FU-WIFEY TO BASSTRACKER@ fubar Its Your Birthday - Uncle Luke

Dream Team Member Birthday Purplesky Happy Birthday Girl
It's a really good friends birthday. Please stop by her page and show her some mad love. Make this the best birthday ever!! Thank you, Jill ~PURPLESKY~FU-WIFEY TO BASSTRACKER@ fubar Its Your Birthday - Uncle Luke (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-05-29 00:33:02')

Since You All Seemed So Curious....(wall Of Cock)
To all you out there in Fubarland, The time has come to give you a peek into my deviant mind. As you may or may not have noticed, I have some family only albums and a private one. The private one is labeled as PERSONAL EYE CANDY. I have taken some of the pics from there and created another folder for enjoyment. I call it my WALL OF COCKS. I have many in there now, no names or faces of course but just those that I have admired or liked to look at. Yes I am a big flirt and most guys will send me pics of their cocks. If you would like to be included in my WALL OF COCKS, it will cost you 25,000 fubucks or 10,000 fubucks and a Ticker/Blast/or 1 month VIP. Interested? Private message me for details. Good luck and enjoy the view.

A Path Of Insight -- Lmao ???????
A Path of Insight A really terrific person recently gave me some excellent advice. I will pass it along for those who may be seeking. "Remember this my dear. men were only given enough blood for either the brain or the penis but not enough for both at the same time... Rather than move the blood back and forth from brain to penis they just keep the blood supply in the penis... Therefore they think only with the penis..."

Happy Birthday Crazzzzzy!!!
It's her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Crazzzzy in Ohio" some serious birthday luv!!!! *Crazzzzzzzy-In-Ohio* {DYLON'S DIVAS}@ fubar Happy Birthday Crazzzzzy in Ohio, hope you have a great day!!! Please show her sum DIVA love for her birthday. Happy Birthday Love MsMaine, Dylon and all your fellow DIVAS!!!

Lette-ness Or Something Like It...that Looks Like It.
Okay...yeah...with the forced realization (others would call that "help") of my friends...who just so happen to be Juggalos-lettes, they have apparently gotten me to my oh so stunning revelation. I'm a Lette. Seems I've been working against myself this entire time. Damn Tech N9ne and his sick ass music. >_> Gah! So much for the "When in Rome..."

Reality Check?
I just happened upon a blog from a woman that was basically given a reality check yesterday. First off, why do women who live OCEANS apart from the USA "fall in love" with someone on here or anywhere online and then when they get the reality check that nothing will ever be between the two, they get upset and then have the nerve to post a blog stating that they aren't stupid blah blah blah and giving women some words of wisdom about not bowing down to men? Don't get upset because your fantasy of having a man who you are attracted to and in love with through the internet has been brought to light and he turns you down cause he wants reality...someone he can touch and see on a regular basis. Why do people fall in love online anyways? Honestly, think about it...the person you are "in love" with...do you know anything about that person's personal life? How many kids does that person have? When is his/her birthday? What is his/her favorite color? Where was he/she born? Have you ever talked t

New Week!!!
This week - SE News has more changes going on as the site is rebuilt and added too... So, in the meantime, one of our adorable artsts made us some sexy new banners, I'll be posting them there - that site is on the banners. We won't put them in here because it would be NSFW, and this isn't NSFW today... I have some cool new Dragon pics from my friend Retrotek, he is soooo adorable. Let's see, that is all for now.... don't forget to come and say hi! HUGS Reo

State Of The Union
I'm normally not one to talk politics or religion, but after listening to the radio this morning and seeing the gas prices go up another 3 cents overnight, I have to voice this and see what others think. The government is blaming OPEC for the gas prices being so high, but yesterday OPEC stated that they are flabbergasted at the rate of oil being over $130 a barrel. OPEC feels that oil shouldn't be over $60 a barrel, so who's really to blame? I honestly believe that the homeless rate is going to rise drastically very quickly. With gas prices, food prices, and the salary of the working class not increasing to reflect the gas and food prices, people are not going to keep their jobs long, either due to not being able to afford to get to and and from work because of gas prices or because of layoffs due to decreased spending. The government actually has the nerve to say they don't think we are in a recession...lmfao...personally I think we are headed towards a dam Depression like back in the

Updated Blog.. Im Not About Much
20/jan i reckon i can say just about any old shit in here as no 1 reads these damn things, so fuck it, im gonna rant... for any of you that have noticed, im again not spending much time in here, its got way too quiet to the point where its just sadly pathetic to sit n look at an empty shout box for most of the day, with respect that most of you have your own stuff going on right now, there are a load i dont here from simply cause i aint giving out 11s or making pics like i used to.... mehh thinking im soon due another friends list clear out, fuck all this collecting friends that dont say hi even now n then, or rate a pic.... im not looking to have a list of a million ppl i dont talk to... i already sees them scrolling...lol but thank you to them new ppl who have stopped by to chat, i value your time :) xx i am missing some of you a lot though :( between net issues and time differences, fu conversations are about as regular as real life ones :-S, a lot has changed in he

Idiots
I just done talking to a complete fucking moron that was trying to wash my brains about a welfare system. So, like a fuckin idiot I learned English and finished HS without bein knocked up. Then I could've leeched off welfare system, and get more moneys for poppin out more accidental babies. Also, how naive of me to bust my ass off practicing my violin and gettin a scholarship to college, when I could've just filed for a financial aide due to bein black. Oh, nm, that won't work. Also, WHY do I work as a friggin night auditor, when I could be rollin in mad cash stealin govt money due to bein...underprivileged. THen I could sit on Fubar all day while my 10 kids are moping around lookin for food and entertainment. I guess the whole time I've been doin it wrong! If an immigrant can do it in this country, there's no fuckin way an American can't.

Wed Nes Day
cool day i guess.... made some pesos @ death cab for cutie 2day @ red rocks.... then hit a couple mtgs. but the night....uh.... cant beat the waffle house hangin with erik n kris... then after....we shot over to leela's cafe/bar and had a killer time playin around with the local chics and scene. its like LA but colder a bit...and although i miss my friends there....i got some here too...so th@s badass....blah blah blah.

Lost In Space
Hi all it's Ark (Arkham for them that don't know me). I'm keeping an eye on sparklys account at the mo,he has asked me to do this blog to let you know he's in hospital right now and that he is on the psych ward. he don't know how long he is going to be away right now. if you want to leave a message for him i'll be sure to let him know. love&hugs all Arkham♥

What Are Your Odds?
You ever so those odds against articles? You know odds against being hit by a major league baseball, or odds of your parachute failing…or odds of being attacked by a shark? Well the odds differ for everything due to location. I mean most people who live in a New York sky scraper can safely say no sharks swim in the halls and offices other then a three piece suit wearing lawyer, however take the person out on vacation to a far off Caribbean island and the odds increase. GOOD MORNING! Yes odds of this or that happening to a person certainly changes when the environment changes that they are used to. Speaking of Sharks. Scared to go swimming? Jaws getting to you? Don't fret, the odds of being attacked by a shark are pretty slim, about 1 in 65,000,000. But! Most of the 65 million live away from the water…. In you live in America your chances do increase, not because sharks prefer American food, but because American have good access to the Oceans. So Saudi’s have no sand sharks to de

Stupid Is As Stupid Does
Body: I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it! A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up

How's Your Love Life?
I keep seeing all these mumms and posts about true love and soul mates. Judging from my prior experience, seems like its all a bunch of hooey to me. Kind of like the J. Geils song: "You love her, and she loves him, and he loves somebody else, you just can't win." That's a little more realistic.

Fu-angels.......
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Ordering A Pizza In 2010?. . .
Ordering a pizza in 2010?. . . This is absolutely hilarious, but the scary part about it is that it's probably not too far away from being reality. Want to know how to order a pizza in 2010? Click the link and see. Turn up the volume. . Listen closely. . Watch the pointer carefully! This one gets a double HA!!! Click here: http://aclu.org/pizza/images/screen.swf http://aclu.org/pizza/images/screen.swf

Ok What To Do Summer Time
ok summer is coming and what to do with gas prices so hi and our government sucks trying to stop it well i say we all buy harleys and just ride around and have a blast go fishing hanging with our friends and just not have a care in the woorld and see how far we get. wait i forgot this is reality and we all have to work and pay bills and drive our cars and of course pay taxes. ok well then some one else please tell me what we should do because i liked my plan. so maybe you might have something better let me know.

Creepy.. Some Kind Of Sign?
Ok, so for the last 3 years or so, I've been seeing the numbers 444 popping up everywhere. It never fails, I ALWAYS look at the clock at 4:44 am and pm. I can be dead asleep and I'll wake up and look over at the clock and it is always that time. I see that number everywhere. I've seen it on car tags, it's been on my receipts from the store several times and everytime I see the number I still get a chill. I had to go somewhere a few weeks ago and stand in line and they make you take a number and wait to be called. Mine was 444. I am drawn to it, I don't look for it, it looks for me it seems like. I know that sounds crazy, so tonight i did some research on numerology and such to see if there was meaning behind them and i was blown away! Ok, I'm not a religeous person, but here are a few things I found. Oh... and I am not alone, the numbers 444 haunt alot of people. I've read that alot of people believe it is a calling from God to be his desciples.. I don't know what to think... I am read

Sorry
hi to all my sweet friends as you know my friend jake told some of you that i passed away well i did not ...not yet any way im sorry for that i dont know what he was thinking... and it hurt the the best think to ever happen to me sorry babydoll .( you know who you are) ok first i dont want any one feeling sorry for me.. but i wont be on as much any more as im going through treatment for a maningioma tumor inside my brain they got 20% of it and want to do more last saterday i went to the hospital cause of i had a sezier and hit my head as was ther i guess i flat lined thats when jake told some of you and they saved me for now..but i dont know whats going to happen to me. .as i thought i was geting my life ontrac to see this wonderful person this happens and i lost it all. so im pretty much screwd ether way lmao SO i go back into the hospital today to have some more removed ok fu-friends godspeed to all and to the one who hates me.. xoxo ervin (not so much a superman any more

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: The O&a Show Returns Live, Bill Burr, Otto & George, More New Boobs On Ratemywow, Animation Festival - Get Your Entri
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Jim Norton teach you poker - online now!) The O&A Traveling Virus is back! The first date has been announced, and it's in New Jersey at the PNC BANK ARTS CENTER. GET TICKETS AT TICKETMASTER... and for those of you who want them PREMIUM SEATS FOR 'TRAVELING VIRUS' ARE ONLINE HERE VOTE FOR THE VIRUS: Which comedians would you like to see on this years Traveling Virus Tour? Go To VirusVote.com and Vote for your TOP THREE! Today on the food-poisoning-free version of the Opie and Anthony Show, we welcome back our favorite red-headed white guy Bill Burr, who will be at Caroline's in New York City tonight through June 1st. Also stopping by is the almighty Otto (and maybe George, if he feels like it)...and they're going to be in Haskell, NJ at The Comedy Shoppe at Eightfifteen (which could be the WORST name for a comedy club EVER) tomorrow night. Op

((((((((( Reopened )))))))))
HELLO EVERYONE I HAVE REOPENED MY LOUNGE AND IT HAS A NEW NAME. ITS CALLED MOONLIGHTING. IM ALSO DJING HERE ON FUBAR. YOU CAN CATCH ME DJING OFF MY LOUNGE RADIO STATION. FEEL FREE TO GO TO MY LOUNGE AND LISTEN TO ME DJ. I WILL POST BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHEN IM ON AS DJ...... TY FOR LISTENING.

Chocolate Bunnys Train
Chocolate Bunnys Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture Everyone have fun ridin the train.... Love Shack - The B-52s

[expatriot]
It's three o'clock again. And I've got nothin to say. I wanted to drive out into the middle of nowhere, look at the heavens, and find my inner great destroyer after a couple hours of solitude. No dice. Can't afford it. Can't afford corn. $3.49 each. My fucking god. I remember when it was $.68 an ear. America, land of oppurtunity. They say freedom's not free. They say love it or leave it. Vote or shut up. Ad Nauseum. But for fuck's sake, our country is run by rum drinking blind dart throwing sister fucking CHIMPS! CHIIIIIMPS!!! Fix us first. We're practically a colony now with china, oil sheiks and half the militarized world owning us. What am I talking about? FUCK YOU! GOOGLE IT. I am in NO mood to take this rant longer than it needs to be. That's right kids when you raise incentives for farmers to raise corn to be used for ethanol, and don't till new land- all the corn goes to ethanol, that same stuff that goes in your bland coke yo

The Joke I Didn't Get.
We talked and laughed and smiled she and I almost like we'd known each other a lifetime or two I wondered what I had done to be givin this sabbatical For the first time in years the moon did not grin and it's taunts and jeers had grown slient And it looked at me as a fellow traveller Then I made a mistake I showed a little of what was inside Things changed somehow And the sabbatical was over The moon slowly grinned and began it's laugh as the rest of the night joined in The whole world was laughing, it seemed at a joke I just didn't get.

A Shot Of Scotch And A Saxophone
A shot of scotch And the comfort of Darkness A streetlight shining through the window, Blues saxophone on the radio, And the sounds of the city, Turn my bedroom into film noir The Bottle does its trick That sweet-fire taste And there're tears on my face, But they shouldn't be there anymore The Bottle pours, My hand betrays me, And I have another Still plenty of that amber liquid, To chase the pain away And the sax is talking to me Telling me a sad story Of a love lost and a beautiful woman... I look down and find comfort In a pair of worn leather shoes, the familiar feeling of my .45, And the scotch burning its way down... No, she doesn't talk to me anymore Can't say that I blame her I wouldn’t talk to me either I watch the Bottle pour another...

Ready....
This ones kinda weird. This may be the girl coming out in me. But I've been thinking. A lot...I guess maybe I am ready to let go and settle down..(cough!!) I have never had a man tell me that they couldn't live without me in their life. I have had so many tell me they loved me. But none that ever appeared to be my knight and shinning armor. I have never had a old friend confess love. Excluding Tim. Sometimes I wonder whether I am good enough or not to even have the man I want. Dreams may fill my head of him all day. But when days turn to nights and I lay in bed..alone and wonder what life would be like with him by my side. What it would be like in the morning waking up to his angelic face. What it would feel like to know he was coming home to me. Wondering what it would be like to know he was looking forward to looking in my eyes. I never had a man really purpose to me. The whole nice dinner or the on one knee thing. I have had many men purpose to me but it was never the way I wanted

Bbwclubs
are you a member of BBWClubs?? its a forums site,FREE, lots of message boards and TONS of sexy pics of BBWs and SSBWs www.bbwclubs.com There is a Contest running at BBWClubs!!! I'm a late joiner since I've been away due to moving, but I'd sure love to have my friends and fans show me some love and support!! Here's the scoop: It's the BBW Clubs Babe 2008 Contest Winner takes $300 and 1 year free advertising runner up 3 months advertising this contest runs thru July 1st so you have plenty of time to go rate my pic and vote!! http://www.bbwclubs.com/smf/index.php?action=gallery;sa=view;id=53j

In A Delusion
slit your wrist allow the crimson to flow falling from your finger tips your essence upon the snow thinking thoughts of a forgotten past filled with the fear knowing this shall fade fast tormented by visions of what used to be why is the question that is taunting me where am i now am awake or asleep am i just a nightmare of another slumbering creep as consiousness fades my body falls to the ground but my soul falls further to where my screams make no sound i am warmed by an end while my body grows cold further away seems all that to myself i hold is all yet lost am i on a one way trip or will someone come and remove deaths grip plagued by questions that have no answers to find please save me or say fuck it and leave me behind

Dropped
So.. yeah I dropped out of the bouncer running... SOOOO.. i am fu-king back to being myself in the mumms... still will be helping out in the lounge though... Just need to be myself and not have to be so.. NICE... *flips off* haha..

My Enchantress
my darling enchantress my feelings for thee you give me more passion than i ever knew could be when i lay in bed of you i have so many visions from darkness now my heart has arisen all the pain of my life you have taken away and in my dreams you always come to play when i wake in the morning you fill my thoughts i cling to your image even when it does taunt through out my day so many things do i find to me everything of you seems to remind i long for you in the time that we are apart i hold out my hands and offer you my heart though you know what i offer is already yours and until the end of time shall remain to be sure when you offer your heart to me in return i am filled with desire and my soul does burn i know that i want you by my side forever the bond between us can never be severed so in seperation your touch i do long to feel but you are so much within me all fantasy is real

She Came
She came, Back, right back. Better than before. Love no less, only more. Like she never left, she came, As close as I came to love. Back, right back. Better than before. Love to see her here or there, With me, with her, with him I don’ care. Back, right back, She came. Better than before. Love no less, only more.

Appetite From Inspiration
looing for a victim walking the streets looking for a little piece of fresh meat maybe that bitch maybe those twins so many people just where to begin beating my brains to make a fucking choice then from in my head comes a wicked voice you think it's a voice, but i infect from within to penetrate your systems, and crawl under your skin I'm the goosebumps on your arms when you kill again and again it tells me to kill it fills me with despise i am the fire that ignites behind your eyes filled with rage of so much past violence as i enter your memories, such a sting of defiance like a fire blinded and fueled by the wind it despises i take the blade in my hand blood drips as it rises no, lift it higher for more gory suprises higher it goes and again plunges down ripping flesh is such a sweet sound yes it is, like the sucking sound derived from leeches now lick the blade and show them what "sick" really is blade to my tongue i taste the coagulating es

Passionate Plaything
my passionate plaything with blindfold adorned flesh so pale and perfect just begging to be torn i do bask in this beauty that is tied to my bed draw my nails down her back leaving traces of red then come the sweet sound of the cracking whip again and again until the blood starts to drip the sight of the crimson drives my senses wild and across my face slowly forms a twisted smile i lower myself down to have a taste of her flesh i fill my mouth and feel as though im blessed i now realize my purpose is to be within her to make her my beloved immortal sinner bound to me and for me there is no escape our sickness has been decided by fate i dig my nails deep into her soft shoulders and my manhood grows bolder and bolder slowly i penetrate her oh so very deep

Where Is She!!!
IM LOOKING FOR THIS GIRL!!!!!! To every girl that dresses cute not skanky -To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you. -To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. -To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. -To every girl that wont settle for the jerk. -To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. -To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. -To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. -To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS. -To every girl that kisses him with meaning. -To every girl who just wishes he cared. -To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. -To every girl who just wants him to call - to every girl who wast

Matty Colaboration
a suicidal flirt and a nightmare klown looking for some fun on the cemetary grounds and as we walk along pissing on the graves we spot a little goth girl who wants to be our slave this stupid little bitch calling out to satan looking for some evil that she might awaken just the kind of toy we need for some games to play the thrill begins to grow as we close in on our prey she tears off her clothes and to heaven points her dagger i come out right in front and from behind you grab her hey little bitch did you call my name no matter really because you will be in our little game from the darkness comes my friend with a swift attack she does not realize what the fuck until shes on her back bind her wrists as i tape her mouth and with a razor blade we head down south spread her legs so the fun can begin give that vertical smile a horizontal grin oh sweet moans in muffled agony but little slut you called for what is happening with a quick slice i take h

Empty Eyes
Forgotten she lays deep within the bryer discarded and lost among entangled thorns awaiting eternity to consume her desire as from her a still beating heart was torn filling the silence with her tormented screams while darkness did leave its taint upon her soul then nightmares come and vanquish the dream she will fall without end to embrace oblivion below then a deafening whisper comes out of the night and no solace was to be found within this voice with frozen tears falling one by one out of sight as there are faint dark applause as the wicked rejoice her eyes turn grey as she denies the vision and pale blue does become the shade of her skin veins fill with ice and by a black heart she s driven as more & more is her essence stained by sin to crave infinite silence & be that which is not muttering so many unclean wishes with her frozen breath there is no answer that for so long she has sought and now of herself there is nothing left but she arose

Indiana Jones’ Raiders Of The Lost Temple Of Senior Citizens’ Specials
OK, faster-than-light take on the Indiana Jones 4: It's a good popcorn flick. Just lower your expectations that have mounted over the past 20-27 years and set your brains on neutral. It's certainly not the best in the lot, but more engaging than the Temple of Doom. Think National Treasure meets X-Files via the Cold War. But please, no more Indy. He's surely earned tenure as ass-kicking archaeology professor and accrued some much-deserved vacation time. Onto other things - hah hah hah! Fun watching the far righties squirm as of late. John McSame (err, McCain, as in he who votes 100 percent of the time with Dubya) rejected John Hagee's endorsement. I guess those anti-Catholic and other controversial remarks and sentiments of the past will get conservatives only so far come election time. And then former White House press whore Scott McClellan, having just released a book, says he felt his former boss' administration has been one of denial and deception, especially regarding Iraq and K

No Longer
blood no longer flows through my veins slit my wrist and no crimson will stain a heart no longer within my chest beats rip me open you will discover no deceit eyes no longer wait for a visio to begin cut off my eyelids and see emptiness within a tongue no longer in my mouth dwells open my mouth and no secrets will i tell

Rate Or Comment Me Fo Fubux!!!
I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP ON THIS ONE!! I WOULD LOVE TO LEVEL!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RATE RATE RATE!!! FOR EVERY 100 RATES OR COMMENTS I WILL PAY YOU 10K!!! ☼DJ Gator Sweet-E☼***DJ RokBottom's FUFiance***Owner of Tropical Hideaway'@fubar

I Need You All Now... Give It To Me.. Plz
omg lets do this and do this now. He needs the most rates and he not only got a late start in this contest but he playing it solo.. No family to help him.. His only hope comes from friends.. So lets be a friend and help him win this.. Hurry fast plz time is running out.. He only needs one rate on this one picture.. Thank you all so much.. Its about helping each other.. Its the only way to live..

Time To Let Go
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

Dreams Do Come True...
I believe in miracles I believe that dreams do come true It may not happen tomorrow But someday your season will be due If you would just hold on Be strong through your trails Your storm won't last forever It's just for a little while It may be cloudy right now But if you could see past the rain You wouldn't give up on your dreams Because you have so much more to gain It's only a test of your faith To see if you really believe If you keep reaching for the stars You'll be surprise what you can achieve If someone breaks your heart Or you get lost along the way Don't forget that God cares for you Just kneel down to pray I believe in miracles I believe that dreams come true And I want you to know That God and I believe in you

R.i.p. Saga
Today, I had to have my kitten put to sleep. She had what is called FIP, Feline Infectious Peritonitis, a uncureable disease for cats. I found out that she had it on May 19th and she just kept getting worse as time went on. Like I said, it is uncurable, and the vet couldn't even give me a timeline for how long I would still have with her. I had got her from the Humane Society on March 9th of 2008, and at that time it was estamated that she was about 12 to 14 weeks old. She passed on May 28th of 2008 in my arms, knowing that she was loved so much. She was only about six months old. Thou she is gone from this world, she well still live on in my heart and my memorys. Her belly was filling with fluid and today her legs gave out on her when she hopped down off the chair she was laying in to get soem food and water. Yes I only had her for a few months, but she is dearly missed already. I know that I did the right thing by ending her suffering, but a part of me is second guessing my

The Girls Next Door! We Rock!
Just a girl - No Doubt Meet the Girls Next Door! You may know some of these Beautiful, REAL, Amazing women, but they will keep you on your toes! Stop by their page and make sure you got them on your list, they will always return the love and then some! Ms CHELLE ~ Ms. Girl Next Door@ fubar Mrs. Bubbles™@ fubar WARNING 1.4 Explosive Girl Next Door@ fubar Mémºî®è™¿§îñglè Ñ £ººkîñg ¿Fµ-¿♥ ² ^§îñ^@ fubar "†Not Your Average Girl Next Door" SBRadio's Dj HotAzz~@ fubar ♥I AM WHO I AM™♥YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED♥@ fubar Mz. Shortsweetie one of the Girls Next Door@ fubar

Im Tired Of Court
For the last couple of months i've been getting into a lil bit of trouble with the law. It seems that everytime im done with paying a debt i get a new one. Or I run into trouble i cant avoid Or I get pulled over for speeding and I have another warrent for my arrest for not paying child support on time The last time i was in court the judge had recognized me! Thats bad when the judge remembers you out of a thousand people that go through court. Well now i got court this friday and i think im going to do some jail time and to be honest by now i dont really care. Im tired of going to court,I need a vacation and thats what im looking foward to,to not worry about all of my life's lil problems for awhile and then i want out(cause god knows i cant live without sex)(no homo)I think im having a breakdown...who gives a rat's ass...fuck it

A Little Wisdom...
A mirror is only as good As the reflection in it. Worry enough to anticipate trouble But not so much as to bring it about. Look back to where you have been For a clue to where you are going. Melt the icy fingers of fear With the sunshine of hope. Step by gentle step, You can overcome the greatest sorrow. The sweetest grapes Are picked from the vineyard of friendship. Find something you truly believe in, And everything else will have meaning as well.

Tie Me
TIE ME Baby when you tie me up you set me free because I can let myself go and whatever will be will be Baby tie my hands high above I know whatever you do you do with love my eyes are covered and I’m bound real tight I have no need to struggle or fight I know what you do is to give me pleasure with the pleasure my be some pain but too little to measure Baby lie me face down on the bed spank my bottom until it’s red Turn me over and keep it simple with your mouth torture my nipple Baby rub your body all over my space if you get tired you can sit on my face Rub me down with exotic oils the kind that makes the heat Slide your body over mine up and down and side to side move to a sensual beat Tie me down and squeeze me and tease me Oh baby you know that you please me Let me kiss your lips in the valley drink the potion that arouses me Tie me down peek my pleasure then when it’s ready fall on my saber When passions start to explode taste the fruits of

Copy Of Bulletin Post
I AM STARTING TO GAIN BETTER AWARENESS OF HOW THINGS WORK, WHAT CERTAIN ABBREVIATIONS MEAN, AND JUST KIND, FRIENDLY GUIDANCE. I AM NOT A FLASHY GUY. ALTHOUGH, THAT HAS NOT ALWAYS BEEN THE CASE. I DROVE SPORTS CARS, AND LOOKED TO SCORE EACH AND EVERY TIME I WENT OUT. I WANT TO INTRODUCE A NEW LOUNGE. MINE. [post link] Komet Halley's wild ride. Now, my lack of experience in design or set up will be reflected. Like i said, i am not a fancy guy. what u will get in my lounge is me--oh that sounded so immodest. What i mean, is you get insight and advice from a scholar of human behavior on the verge of success as an actor and a writer. i cannot attend a party without someone needing to talk to me about something in private. I suppose it is because i am a good listener, and I have been blessed with insight and the ability to communicate effectively and the education were something i learned or earned. yeah, i love to talk smut. I am a flirt. But I am also honest to a

Sunsetcafelounge #1 Lonnie Aka 'highlander ~ Head Promoter @ Sunset Cafe And Rescuediva's Personal Protector'
Lonnie aka Highlander was nice to me in the sunsetcafelounge then recently the nice guy tells me to back off for no reason what so ever then he knew he wanted to start some drama with me in a non drama free lounge and he knew he was going to start my bad side up and yet the others at the lounge think he's mr 100% nice guy well i say he's a 0% nice guy and should be demoted as promoter or a DJ and banned from the sunsetcafelounge for life then i will be happy and then shall i return to the sunsetcafelounge but as long as the evil lonnie is there i am never returning to the sunsetcafelounge IF anyone wants me to return to the sunsetcafelounge then remove lonnie permamently from the lounge and ban him because he's the main reason i left a lounge where i felt happy until he said back off bruce which in my eyes offended me personally and i label him a drama starter in the sunsetcafelounge from Bruce.

Omg Racoons!!!
Okay so i was just hanging out here, getting my "Fu" on, and I really needed a cigarette so I grab my pack, my lighter and head out onto the front porch. I sit down to light up my cigarette and i hear this growling...althought I thought it was just the water filter on the fountain clogging up (wow, I must be deaf!) Well as I was listening i thought...that's not the filter...I have heard that sound before.. and right about then I screamed to myself RACOON!! and I JUMPED up and ran in the house and slammed the door (Lol, i now think it's funny although at the time i couldn't really breathe I was so scared) and so.....now I'm here lol, blogging... Oh yea, I think it may be the same Racoon (A junior, aka teenager) that tried to get into the house a couple of nights ago, all because SOMEONE left the door open to the back porch! well when I went to close it he was only a few feet away Just looking and growling. what can you doo if it's just that one coon? I don't want to hurt him, I guess

Mhmmm
how many beginnings in a day each so special in its own way my head easily falls into rhyme a trick of the mind to avoid real thought radio on, feet up, soft touch touch of skin that pushed, becomes flesh what line between skin and flesh? the same that lays between carress and need each moment a new beginning each day stretched between pain and understanding

My Last Blog...ever
as most of you know, this is my last week on fubar, and there are several of you who i will miss greatly, as there are plenty of people, most of whom are already blocked, that i could care less about. but either way, most people have heard a little bit about why i am leaving. i have yet to tell anyone all my reasons, but some of the main reasons are reasons most have yet to here, so here's two: the first being a girl named smore...after coming into contact with her, i instantly liked her and i knew nothing would ever come of it, but i liked her for some reason anyways. well, that's a whole 'nother story i don't even want to get into, but the second reason is cause of my mom and my brother. i spend far too much time on here when i ought to be doing things to show them i'm supporting them. my brother has hodgkin's lymphoma and was diagnosed when he was 18. he's had it for 3 and a half years now. my mom has just recently found out what has been causing her trouble. she's got a tu

Meet The Girls Next Door..
Just a girl - No Doubt Meet the Girls Next Door! You may know some of these Beautiful, REAL, Amazing women, but they will keep you on your toes! Stop by their page and make sure you got them on your list, they will always return the love and then some! CHELLE ~ Ms. Girl Next Door@ fubar Mrs. Bubbles™@ fubar WARNING 1.4 Explosive Girl Next Door@ fubar Mémºî®è™¿§îñglè Ñ £ººkîñg ¿Fµ-¿♥ ² ^§îñ^@ fubar "†Not Your Average Girl Next Door" SBRadio's Dj HotAzz~@ fubar ♥I AM WHO I AM™♥YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED♥@ fubar Mz. Shortsweetie one of the Girls Next Door@ fubar

Why Won't He Go Away?
I close my eyes and he is there. Waiting, watching and laughing at me. He taunts me every night within my dreams. I can never get away from him. I feel his touch upon my skin and I feel so dirty and sick to my stomach. I feel his breath upon my neck and his tongue touching me there. His hands are all over me and he will not listen to my pleas. His mind is only on one thing. He thinks he owns me and as such he should have me when he pleases. I am afraid to close my eyes, I am afraid to dream, I am afaird to live. I wonder where my savior is, the one that loves me true. He is so far away from me and I can not reach him. I call out his name but he does not come. I am forced to feel this evil ones touchs and take his wanton pleas. When will this ever stop, this seeing him in my dreams. Each time is worse and the scenario is different. Sometimes I get away and sometimes I am forced with weapons. Sometimes ending in rape. The last time I slept I dreamt that he was upon me and forced me at gu

Amazing
"UNTIE" The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared Told secrets over endless days Often doing more than dared New world beyond my door With intrigued and intensity Now we have shared our hearts A bond now made it permanently Facing our days made easier Despite any type of weather Each other's heart felt deeply Both happy we stuck together It took us little time and effort The bonding as strong as glue I now promise never to untie The strings I have tied with you The understanding of each other Breaths to take, we breathe the air As the relationship interchanges Knowing our loving hearts are there Now we are never left on the outside Lovingly enter each others domain Smiling. laughing and forever teasing But forever friends we then became

They Know!!!!!!!!!!!
"UNTIE" The tender words are spoken Each body and soul bared Told secrets over endless days Often doing more than dared New world beyond my door With intrigued and intensity Now we have shared our hearts A bond now made it permanently Facing our days made easier Despite any type of weather Each other's heart felt deeply Both happy we stuck together It took us little time and effort The bonding as strong as glue I now promise never to untie The strings I have tied with you The understanding of each other Breaths to take, we breathe the air As the relationship interchanges Knowing our loving hearts are there Now we are never left on the outside Lovingly enter each others domain Smiling. laughing and forever teasing But forever friends we then became

Ok Then.....
Ive come to the conclustion that im getting nowhere , and fast. The fact remains im tired , im too old for games. I feel like im getting the run around and im done. So I guess i just keep looking or let it come to me. Either way Im not the one missing out.

Can You Hear Me Now?
she held the phone for a moment, watching the bright screen before flipping it shut. ahhh the joy of technology, that ability to always connect... she should throw the damn thing out the window and blame the silence on that. no communication without connection is better than all this connecting to useless communication. then again, what would be the point really? it would just find her again...she's too far in to let go. tomorrow would bring a new phone that would snap a new picture of a smiling image taken before the emotions crept in. a creepy face on a creepy contraption, that connects to a communication that no technology can keep together. can you hear me now?

Volume Xxxix - Monotony, And Other News
At times, the routines of day-to-day life...though the routine has changed somewhat significantly over the past couple of months...still takes its toll on this carbon-based life form. Since my separation, in early April, I've been immersing myself in work, in an attempt to occupy myself. (Fubar has greatly helped as well.) In doing this, conflicts have begun to surface between myself and my father, as he is the one who owns and runs this company. Without going into great detail, my pent-up aggression came to a head this morning, and that placed me close to being terminated...at least on a temporary basis. It's usually during these moments I'm the most creative, musically and lyrically. I've been just a tad uninspired as of late...maybe an excursion into the nightmares of angels, the dreams of demons, my wicked fantasies, or just complete annihilation of everything. If I were to strap on my guitar this very minute, I would be summoning forth riffs of destruction, malice, hatr

Ever Wonder
ever wonder what could of been with some 1 els that you like ? if you really like some 1 don't you think you should go for it ..but thin who's job is it the man's or is it the wemen job to do so ? i think its both ..so take whats yours and go get them arrr

Removed
Ok so now i am down to the bare amount of pictures....no more NSFW to mark for the ass hat who keeps marking my dark pics FULLY CLOTHED NOT SHOWING ANY BODY PARTS pictures NSFW....guess you will have to find someone else to bend over and stick shit up HUH.... UGH Good night

I Guess This Is A Little About Me
I guess since this is a social web site I'd try and be social.I guess first off I sould say that I am very married and also love my wife very much. She can be a bitch sometime but i am an ass hole some too ,so it works itself out. I can be a perv some time ok most of the time. Its fubar most here are pervs to some extent thats why we all flock together oh well if i ever offend ya hit that little block button , I dont really give a shit. I come her for more than one reason I love rating pics even the nsfw pics even though you get no points i want you to know i was there. I have met a lot of interesting people and enjoy meeting new people and this seems to be a pretty decent outlet for meet and greet.I like the game aspect dont know why i just know i cant wait to level and the next level will never be enough I'll need just one more then I can take a break. Maybe I need to step away from the FUBAR pipe na i can quit anytime want I just dont want to right now. The most important reason is

New
well, im new to this whole fubar thing. im used to myspace and facebook and this is different from either of those. im basicall just here to meet new people and have fun. i just moved back to the cf area, iv lived here most my life but moved away a couple years ago. message me sometime if ya wanna chat :)

O_o
You know what? it sucks that people put you in a place and after you're there, you can't be moved out of it. just because i do bad things sometimes doesn't mean anything i'm still the same person i was before i did them you assholes i am ready for new friends :x

Own Me For A Month
Hey I am up for auction again 200 11s a week during a hh stash rated during a hh fu gift once a week bling once a week comment every day personal salute sfw (will discuss nsfw if hh or 30 day blast) owned by ____ in my name no vips plz

Woah Woah, Easy On The Dog Medicine
Hey fellow fockers, you guys ever wonder if owls were just put here to fock with us? i mean seriously if you think about it, all they like to do is keep you up late late at night, they attempt to eat your puppies, kiddens, and anything else that they can grasp. But what they really like to do is wait for you to drive almost past them, then swoop across the front of your car or truck ( there not picky eithr will do) and scare the piss out of you... i mean seriously... its EFFIN CRAZY

Coontest Bully
I AM HOSTING A CONTEST FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS AND A 7 DAY BLAST, OR 1 MONTH VIP, OR 2 BLING PACKS.. THE CONTEST IS GOING TO BE FIRST PERSON TO 30,000 COMMENTS. NO GREEN NAMES WILL BE ALLOWED TO BOMB. CONTEST WILL BE OPEN TO EVERYONE SO ALL YOUR FRIENDS CAN BOMB YOU. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER LET ME KNOW. CONTEST STARTS 6-6-08 SO GET ENTERED ASAP. SEND ME A LINK TO THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO USE VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE. CONTEST HOSTED BY ME FREYA: FREYA ™ {SER}FU OWNED BY ☆lotus☆advent child☆@ fubar (repost of original by 'FREYA ™ {SER}FU OWNED BY ☆lotus☆advent child☆' on '2008-05-28 20:48:53')

Love Isn't Made
Love isn't made by LateNiteFantasy© Love isn’t made That’s a fabrication Two peoples’ lust resulting in fornication With needs added in and imagination Calling that making love is an exaggeration More like ego ejaculation Love exists A state of bliss It’s discovered by the fortunate ones Who are searching and open and brave enough To lose themselves completely so it might find them

Rules For Membrship
> > RULES FOR JOINING SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS 1. RATE FAN ADD ALL STAFF WITH A MESSAGE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. 2. ONCE YOU HAVE DONE THIS PLEASE SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE GROUP REQUESTING THAT WE ADD YOU TO THE NEW MEMBERS FOLDER. 3. ALL STAFF NEED TO VOTE FOR YOU TO BECOME A MEMBER. 4. ONCE YOU HAVE REQUESTED MEMBERSHIP YOU WILL NEED TO RATE FAN AND ADD ALL PRESENT MEMBERS. IF IT IS NOTICED ALL THE ABOVE RULES HAVE NOT BEEN FOLLOWED YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM MEMBERSHIP WE ARE ALL HERE TO HELP EACH OTHER AND DOING THESE THINGS WILL SHOW US YOU ARE REALLY INTERESTED IN BEING A FRIEND TO AND HELPING OTHERS. THANKS

The Past
Ok, so, everyone has a past...some people regret and hate it, other people love it. I hate and love it. So many things have happened in my life, and a few of them I regret the way I went about them. Other's, Im proud of myself. But sometimes I wish that I could just go back and change the way I reacted or I could do it a different better way. I guess there really is no reason to dream about the past, but for me, I do, even when I don't want to. And all it does is tear me up inside and kill me. I can't stand alot of things that happened. But, it's life, and it's in the past, I just wish I could let it go.

Career History
I injured my back in the construction industry and got a job at a finance company. From there, i got a better job at a bank, and then was offered a position that more than doubled my earnings by a mortgage company. In my first complete year, I was awarded an all-expense paid trip to the Caribbean for being the most profitable employee of the year, 1995. I was then noticed by a headhunter and offered a position of Operations Manager with even greater earnings. By accident, we discovered that I had a knack for writing scripts for the TV ad campaign that they were about to launch. I wrote maybe 5 commercials and then was voted to be the Company's tv representative and spokesman. I had a lot to do with the directing, which imposed on the local network directors a bit, but i had much to do with how the scenes were shot. I was later voted to Vice-President. Then, i was approached by a man with resources, who suggested i arrange a partnership with him and open a corporation. As my

Back - Limited Access
Hey guys...I'm back, but with limited access to the internet. I have not fallen off the face of the Earth, just haven't been able to get on here much or yahoo do to my work. Things are going...I have fucked up quite a bit and have a lot of things to change...just wanted to give you all a quick shout to let you know that I am still alive. If I don't respond for a few days, don't worry...I will eventually.... Make care... MustangDos

Dream Team Member In A Contest
IN A HOT CONTEST ONLY NEED RATES AND FEW COMMENTS ON THIS ONE! STOP AND GIVE A LIL LOVE! /fubar.com/photo.php?u=153560&i=4266436208&albumid=1043277" target=_blank> HOSTED BY JOHHNY DEVIL HIMSELF JohnnyDevil@ fubar BULLETIN BY AKAMRS. T ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ MY NEW OWNER LATIN MAN~

Awesome
OK HERE IS THE DEAL ..STARTING 5/28 I WILL BE ALLOWING FOLKS TO CASH IN FUBUCKS FOR ITEMS ON HERE. IM TRYING TO HELP FOLKS WHO DON'T HAVE CREDIT CARDS GET THINGS THEY WANT. JUST PRIVATE MESSAGE ME .. 1 STICKY = 250,000 FUBUCKS 1 1 DAY BLAST =375,000 FUBUCKS 1 3 DAY BLAST =500,000 FUBUCKS 1 BLING PACK = 750,000 FUBUCKS 1 7 DAY BLAST = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 TICKER PACK = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 MONTH BLAST = 2.5 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 HAPPY HOUR = 5 MILLION FUBUCKS HERE IS THE BREAK DOWN FOR VIPS 1 1 MONTH VIP = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 3 MONTH VIP = 3 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 6 MONTH VIP = 4 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 YEAR VIP = 5 MILLION FUBUCKS PLEASE REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME .. AND PLEASE HAVE FUBUCKS READY TO SEND ..AT THE SAME TIME ..TY LIKE THE IDEA ??

The Three Letter Word
The Three Letter Word by LateNiteFantasy© "The Three Letter Word" "I want... You want... The thing we need the most. For our love to brag and for our love to boast... To make passionate love... Scream, yell, shout it above... Our naked bodies meet... Your breast so tender, my chest so tough... Throw you on the bed and make it rough... Enter you with passion and force... Make you want it: of course, of course... Back and forth... Back and forth... I grab the bed for more support... You bite your lip in seduced report... HARDER!!! HARDER!!! I hear you scream... As I push my manhood to the fullest extreme... We make love to the point of being cripple... I rub your breast I suck your nipple... I hear your moan... I love your tone... You claw my back, with shear delight, as you begin to fight... Being kinky as hell and starting to bite... I roll on over and give you the right... You sway back and fourth... Fucking with a sweat... Our juices mixing... All w

Tagged
I was Tagged by Mr.Diamond. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have the most amazing, beautiful, intelligent, wonderful little girl on the planet! 2. Hickman is the love of my life! As each day passes, I love him more and more!! 3. My daughter is named after my 2 grandmothers. Her middle name is Mae-Anna. 4. My dog's name is Sherlock. 5. I was a virgin until I was 22. I do not regret waiting. I ended up marrying the jerk. 6. Technically, I am still married to the jerk. Just waiting for the freedom papers to be signed. I haven't seen him in over 6 years. 7. Lizzie is the best babysitter in the world. She spent a good bit of money buying craft sup

Please Help Me Someone
i need to know how to set up my page with all types of stuff on it. im new on this and my husband doesnt really know how to do it eaither so please someone help me or tell me step by step how to do it. thank u

Myspace Swervey
I did this stupid myspace survey and don't want to lose it. enjoy..... Subject: Sexing your mom and other things Body: What's the last thing you put in your mouth? my own cock Have you ever kissed anyone named Joe? i kissed joe mama and the anally raped her while pouring sugar in your gas tank How would you describe your best friend in one word? cuntface Where was your default picture taken? at the pigfucking compound Are you friends with the last person you kissed? not anymore becuause right after we kissed, i stabbed him right in the face What is the next concert you're going to? barry manilow. then i'm going to end it all. Can you play guitar hero? what kind of drooling retard can't play guitar hero? Who was the last person you drove with? you mean when i drove my dick up your ass? Last time you walked further than a block? when i walked to the the corner to get my money from your mom Where’s your favorite place to be?

Tag Your It
I was tagged by MrDiamond Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've been married for over half my life. 2. I am a texas hold'em fanatic. 3. My favorite food is pasta--any kind lol 4. I bite my nails when i'm nervous~the one habit im trying to break. :) 5. I love to cook but hate to wash dishes 6. I've never lived outside the state of Mississippi 7. I have 3 BS degrees- advertising, busniess management, computer science. 8. I cry everytime i watch old yeller 9. I'd rather someone cuss me than to lie to me 10. I want to cruise all over the world before I die

Tagged
I was Tagged by Mr. 7,000,000 Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I was born with Spina Bifida. 2.) I love pandas. 3.) I'm actually a shy person. 4.) I love weeping willow trees. 5.) I hate clothes. LMAO 6.) I smoke like a chimney. 7.) I used to teach sign language to preschool deaf children. 8.) I want to live in Texas. 9.) I collect postcards. 10.) My favorite flowers are tulips.

Sex Long Distance
This one is kinda tough for me. ONLINE RELATIONSHIPS..... Now this isn't for everybody. Some people are very much against online relationships and thats ok. To each their own. I personally don't have a problem with them at all. I have had a few in the past and presuing one now as well. Their are a few things that make it harder than a face to face relationship but, I am just going to focus on one for the moment. If you have read the blogs for the past 2 days you know that Sex is a big part of a relationship for me. Manyhave agreed with me and manyhave disagreed as well. In my mind it is and this is my blogs on my perspective afterall so I am gonna go with that. Keeping the sexual aspect of a relationship alive can be difficult at times and when you put a few thousand miles in the mix that just really throws it off. Three Main solutions come to mind. 1.Cyber Sex 2.Phone Sex 3.Cam Sex Ok so cam is cybering as well but for the sake of my own sanity I am classify

Some Folk.....
Why is it when someone decides to disrespect you, and you call them on it. They have the stones to get indignant with you??? Like it's somehow YOUR fault they decided to act like a schmuck??!! Perhaps it's bad that I'm intolerant of disrespect, but I do not see how accepting less than what one deserves is a good thing. I learned the hard way the moment you start accepting lees than what you're worth is the mooment people will alwasy see you as less than you are. J.P.

Racist Ass
Ok... so this dumb ass decides to hit me up and leaves me this shout.. how funny is this.. Tiger is his name.. 49/m/amarillo, texas... everyone, give him hell.. Tiger: you only have free will becouse the white man gave it too you / you dum shit

Help A Dream Team Member In Auction Own Her For A Month
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=841096&albumid=1001258&i=544255459&idx=1 http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=841096&albumid=1001258&i=544255459&idx=0 DO YOU WANNA OWN ME FOR ONE MONTH! I NEED A OWNER TO BE MY FRIEND ON HERE......! STAR! HELP HELP TO PUT OUT MY FLAMES, I NEED A NEW LOVING OWNER TO CUFF ME DOWN PLEASE CLICK ON THIS PIC TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH! LOOKING FOR A NEW OWNER TO TREAT ME LIKE A LADY! DON'T FORGET TO STOP BY AND SHOW LOVE!

Something
Something in the way he moves Attracts me like no other lover Something in the way he woos me I don't want to leave him now You know I believe her now Somewhere in his smile he knows That I don't need no other lover Something in his style that shows me Don't want to leave him now You know I believe him now You're asking me will my love grow I don't know, I don't know You stick around now it may show I don't know, I don't know Something in the way he knows And all I have to do is think of him Something in the things he shows me Don't want to leave him now You know I believe her now I know I just stashed this but I

Tagged
I was Tagged by Jasmine Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love the color purple...not the movie, the actual color purple 2. My favorite movie is Resoivoir Dogs...I've seen it over 50 times 3. I love midgets 4. I used to work in a slaughterhouse...now called a meat processing plant 5. I have tattoos all over me 6. My daschaund loves Southern Comfort 7. I love flowers... I wish I had a bigger yard, so I could make the flower gardens I crave 8. I love shoes 9. I am money driven, but usually spend it all on others 10. I can cuss in Slovak...but thats all I can say in it

A Few Honeymoon Pics
YUP I JUST POSTED ON MY PROFILE SOME PICS OF OUR HONEYMOON... THE PHOTOGRAPTHER TOLD ME YESTERDAY THAT WE SHOULD GET THE DISK WITH THE WEDDING PICS FRIDAY!! I CANT WAIT WOOHOOO!! AS SOON AS I CAN GET THE DISK COPIED ONTO MY PC, I WILL POST ON MY PROFILE TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE :) HUGGIES ALL AND TTY REAL SOON :) ~ DEBBIE ~

Allow Me To Be
Allow me to be the man that you deserve I’ve found my courage, I’ve worked up the nerve At last I have found my voice You are the one I yearn for, you are my only choice I’m still not sure why these feelings persist You are my friend, but without you I don’t exist Allow me to be the man who wipes away your tears The one who helps quiet your secret fears Allow me to be the man who makes you smile For a lifetime, not just a little while Allow me to be the man who showers you with praise That you may be content all of your days Allow me to be the man who gives you his heart I’m not asking for much, only that you allow me to be All you that you desire, allow me to be me.

This Shit Is True
This shit is true You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and you think it's OK. But when I call you, nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. In the Million Man March, you belie

The Unicorn
The Unicorn - Albert Gazeley©2004 The Unicorn sat in his unified world Below him all God’s heavens twirled He was monitoring the thoughts of those in his charge Diverting any evil dreams at large His mental powers were like a shield Diverting any nightmares that were afield Ensuring children slept in gentle peace And all their nocturnal agitation cease He is the original dream catcher of aeons past But he too is worrying - will his powers last As fairies and goblins fade away Will Unicorns also disappear one day As sure as the sun throws earth the moon’s silhouette How can Santa Claus and Fairies come under threat When mortals know that the heavens - are beyond comprehension How can they reject magic and put fairyland into contention The Unicorn is aware few children now believe what their mothers say And that most family values are challenged and begin to fray But how can the world exist without a fairy realm Surly just mortal reality alone will

Mar'....u Rock!
I'm just sitting here listening to Heart's Greatest Hits. Love that song "Magic Man". The lyrics, the music, the vocals...Anne Wilson is amazing! One of my sister's professors, when she was in school in seattle, was Heart's first producers...awesome cuz she would bring home copies of some of their first demo work and they were just cool to listen to. She and I used to sing in front of our bedroom mirror with our hairbrushes to Heart. I remember singing at the top of my lungs, like I was in concert, belting out the lyrics to "Even it up!" Me and my sister Mary were the two "performers" in the houshold. Free-spirits, if you will, creatively inspired...both of us still wondering, I think, what it is we want to be when we grow up! I miss her! In fact she called me yesturday but it was one of those days when we didn't have much to talk about yet we didn't want to hang up. Finally, she said "I just wanted to hear the sound of your voice..." and it was as if she

Not Like You
A new poem I like to call "Not Like You" I am not like you. The weight of my world is borne unto my shoulders alone. No more will I deny my nature. No more will I lie to my ideals. No more will I pretend to be all that which is not meant for me. I am not like you. The notion of “happiness” is a foreign thought to me. A state of mind I have been banished from, but I gladly reject such a selfish practice. I exist merely for the sake of existence. I am not like you, I have come to terms with that. It has freed me from the bonds that have restrained my spirit. I live to experience. As experience begets knowledge. And knowledge begets wisdom. Separating the dimensions of body and mind; Slowly dissolving my unneeded humanity. Outside the walls of normalcy. It is here where I am at peace. I am not like you. For my lips are parched of a thirst that cannot be quenched.

Romance And Relationships
Romance and Relationships Tus labios me desean, Las noches frias cuando tu me abrasa, tu calentura me domina. Tu amor y tu ternura es todo lo que deseo. Que cuando te tengo aqui quiero morir en tus labios.

If I Can Only Be With You In My Dreams
love If I can only be with you in my dreams, then I'll be asleep forever" "True love doesn't have a happy ending...because true love never ends" "To believe in one's dreams is to spend all of one's life asleep"

Its A Question That Most Of Us Ask Daily
wat is really love? wat is really love? Its a question that most of us ask daily. For me love has been very hard to find. Always thinking I have fount a real guy to share my thoughts and feeling with and at the end of it all its just all a game to them all. Maybe love just itsnt for most of us but when it do come to the rest of us how would we know that its real love. Guys most of them only think on one thing and if the girl dont give it up the guy thinks shes not good for him.........I feel that this is just not right. Ladys when u find that one guy that would treat u right and neva let u down dont eva let him go, cuz at the end of it all maybe u'll be the one that is lonely and wished that guy was bac in ya life.........

Your Communication Style?
You are a Direct Communicator You are a charismatic leader who loves to achieve at the highest level. Your Communication Style? High Achiever You are a popular, high-achieving person who relishes being Number 1. Your finishing Number 1 usually rewards you with the leadership that gives you control over other people. You love being the leader. You're also chosen as a leader because you know what you want and where you want yourself and others to go. And those times that the path is not rationally or formally clear, your intuition leads you and others successfully. You are a visionary who is a logical, pragmatic thinker and planner. You always need three questions answered: 1. "What's the objective or task?" 2. "Why is something happening?" 3. "Who can I develop enough of a relationship with to get something I want accomplished?" Thinking Systematically Whatever you are thinking about has to meet the goal-oriented and rational criteria of analytic, precise and sys

Schrute Bucks And Stanley Nickels
Well, here it is- my first blog on FUBAR. I'm gonna try to make sure that I bring my other blog from myspace and blogspot here. ___________________________________________ Last Friday I promised you an embarrassing story which turned out to be the foundation of a very trying day. I was kind of crotchety this morning, but then I got flowers and well, that was the 'kiss on the boo boo' I needed. Sometimes the universe just gives you the friendly elbow in the ribs and says, "cheer up chump, shake off your shooter." Well, my shooter is plenty shaken, so here goes. As some of you know, I've taken a shine to political activism and put in some hours helping out a lobbyist. Last week, we had to attend an endorsement event for a candidtate. (I'm leaving my political commentary about out) Keep in mind that when I got dressed that morning, I put on my power suit, black nylons and sexy new high heels. I looked like a million bucks, not a compliment I pay myself that often. Sometimes

Life Can Be Beautiful
Life can be beautiful but beautiful can turn ugly. Life can be precious but they say life is too short. But when life gets too hard they just say to move on. Life is only once so what can we do to make the best of it? When there is always demons trying to put us down. We learn from our mistakes and try not to do it again, But what happends when karma comes back around? War may be in the middle east but the real war is in our everyday lives. Where we battle our problems. We have shed so many tears Will hope be near? Only God can say, but when will he come around to stop this misery.

I'm Back
It's weird how addictive Fubar is, I haven't been on here for months, save the odd login/logout. Now all of a sudden it's drawn me back in. Maybe it's the fact no-one gives negative feed-back on your shit, maybe it's the range of different people on Fubar, most likely it's the sheer number of freaks (in a good way) who are part of this community, freaks who let you in, let you see a part of them, who they are, how they are, it's additive on so many levels. Hopefully I'll be a bit more consistent than I have been. Peace and love and all that shit to those who read this.

A Mother's Love
A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand

Together Again
Together again, I found love A love that loves, yet is not IN love A complicated emotion that brings tears to my eyes Some of pain that has broken my pride Others of joy because still in his heart, love resides Yet he doesnt feel the way I do He cares for me, that, I always knew I just wish that he'd feel the same way To know that Id do anything to make him happy All day, everyday, always! We fight and argue, he doesnt want to cause me pain I cant dare to see him go Memories of him here will always remain He makes me happy in everyway Even though we argue and I go through the pain Id rather go through that each day Than to be without him and go insane And even though I feel as though I just might be Id rather be insane than not have him here with me Then again I might just say this because I know that he's not, but I am in love My love for him is unconditional I'll be there for him til the very end Have him within me, in my heart and soul.

Send Maria My Address...
"...she's in Mexico City, Mexico... ask her to call me here in Bloomington." That was the message from my father-in-law. I did it... just as he asked, an a few years later I got the word that he had died of a heart attack. Ican't help wondering if she called him or actually went there after not having seen him for over30 years. In 30 years he had married my mother-in-law... had two additional children...(one of them, the father of my two chldren)... by the mother-in-law, and was with his girlfriend. DID I HELP OR HENDER THE SITUATION? Never minding DON'T ASK.. DON'T TELL policies.

Shame
so i lay here on this bed thinking about the things that were said the pain and sorrow fill my head and i can't help but think "where did i go wrong?" it's perfect silence no one will complain if i scream out loud and scream in pain i can't live without you i can't live in shame i play with the hem of my shirt wondering if you'll walk through the door to tell me that everything's ok and that you love me even more i stare off into the distance and wonder what it would be if you forgave me for what i did if you forgave me for being me but i'll never know the answer i'll never know what's going through your head do you forgive me or do you wish me dead? tears form and i cannot hold back the quiet whimpers that fill the room i ruined my life myself i did not need your help i don't need you to return but then again maybe i do maybe i need you forever in my life forever in my mind is that where you'll live forever in shame?

Go Join Dammit!
A SALUTE TO HAPPY COUNTRY GIRL CONTEST!!!! **Your picture must include a salute to me, Happy Country Girl!!! **All pictures MUST be SFW!! **The contest will begin when I have 15 entries. **NO DRAMA!!!! If you start drama, you will be deleted, no warning and no questions asked!! **This is a comment bombing contest. Self bombing is allowed and encouraged. **If you aren't going to participate until the end, please don't waste time by entering. **This is a CONTEST.....So, have fun!!!!!!!! *****PRIZES***** 1st Place: 2 Bling Packs & a 7 day blast 2nd place: 150,000 Fu-bucks The person with the most pic rates will receive a Bling Pack. This contest is being brought to you by the ever so friendly: Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar

7 Year Old Takes Six Bullets To Save Mother's Life
Seliethia Parker always saw her role as protector for her 7-year-old daughter, Alexis Goggins. But it was Alexis who ended up saving her mother's life by using her little body to shield her mom from a fusillade of bullets. Doctors told Parker that her heroic little daughter, who was shot six times, would never walk or talk again. But Alexis has surprised people with her gritty toughness. She's not only walking and talking, she's expected to have a full recovery! Read here http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/story?id=4646774

Control And Escape
The computer company my wife works for distributed a corporate clothing catalogue that included a pair of cuff links. One was inscribed Ctrl (control) and the other Esc (escape), just as they look on a computer keyboard. "They would make a good present for any man," my wife commented to a colleague, "if only to remind him of the two things he can never have."

B Thankful
BE THANKFUL THAT U DON'T ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING U DESIRE. IF U DID WHAT WOULD THERE B TO LOOK FORWARD TO? BE THANKFUL WHEN U DON'T KNOW SOMETHING. FOR IT GIVES U THE OPPORTUNITY TO LEARN. BE THANKFUL FOR DIFFICULT TIMES. DURING THOSE TIMES U GROW. BE THANKFUL FOR UR LIMITATIONS. BECAUSE THEY GIVE YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO IMPROVE. B THANKFUL FOR MISTAKES. THEY WILL TEACH U VALUABLE LESSONS. BE THANKFUL WHEN U R TIRED AND WEARY. BECAUSE IT MEANS U'VE MADE A DIFFERENCE. IT'S EASY TO BE THANKFUL FOR THE GOOD THINGS. A LIFE OF RICH FULLFILLMENT COMES TO THOSE THAT ARE ALSO THANKFUL FOR THE SETBACKS. FIND A WAY TO BE THANKFUL FOR UR TROUBLES AND THEY CAN BECOME UR BLESSINGS.

Fix The Trade Balance
Are we Americans as dumb as we appear --- or --- is it that we just do not think? While the Chinese, knowingly and intentionally, export inferior products and dangerous toys and goods to be sold in American markets, the media wrings its hands and criticizes the Bush Administration for perceived errors. Yet 70% of Americans believe that the trading privileges afforded to the Chinese should be suspended. Well, duh..why do you need the government to suspend trading privileges? SIMPLY DO IT YOURSELF, AMERIKA!! Simply look on the bottom of every product you buy, and if it says 'Made in China ' or 'PRC' (and that now includes Hong Kong ), simply choose another product or none at all. You will be amazed at how dependent you are on Chinese products, however you will be equally amazed at what you can do without. Who needs plastic eggs to celebrate Easter? If you must have eggs, use real ones and benefit some American farmer. Easter is just an example, the point is.. do not

No One Will Hear This
Laying beneath the shards of what was once my heart. I try to pick up the pieces but they only break more than before. Haunting is the sound that were once the words that can no longer escape my mouth. Words that I can no longer utter for fear that they will destroy everything I hold dear. Incomplete are the thoughts in my mind. Fragmented are the remains of what was once my dreams. Foresaken is the life I once ahd. And dying are waht remains of the shards of my broken heart.

Yeah I Try To Believe U But I Don't
What’s the full name on your birth certificate? Jolene Betsy Barber When was the last time you were told you were beautiful? oh wow... idk Is your phone within a meter radius of you? right by my left hand Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from? oh some bait shop we were trying to get a hold of What is bothering you right now? not being with him Who was the last person to play with your hair? jake.. Miss someone right now? yes .. very What does your last received text message say? I'm not okay- from my sister " What is your favorite color(s)? Black Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon? soon? idk... my friend said she'll take me Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films? no i love them If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it? I would spend it. If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay? no i hate spiders Last place you wen

Tinkerbell 255k From Godmother
OK I am only 255K from Godmother!! I AM SO CLOSE!! PLEASE PLEASE help me get there!!! I made this tag below and I'd REALLY like to make it my new default photo but I can't until I get to Godmother!!! So come on by rate my pics/stash bling me! Help me get there PLEASE?!?! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar (repost of original by '~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}' on '2008-05-28 18:52:13')

Cluster Bomb Ban Treaty Approved
Cluster bomb ban treaty approved Cluster bombs contain hundreds of sub-munitions or "bomblets" More than 100 nations have reached an agreement on a treaty which would ban current designs of cluster bombs. Diplomats meeting in Dublin agreed to back an international ban on the use of the controversial weapons following 10 days of talks. But some of the world's main producers and stockpilers - including the US, Russia and China - oppose the move. Prime Minister Gordon Brown called it a "big step forward to make the world a safer place". He announced earlier that Britain would be taking cluster bombs out of service. The final draft of the treaty went before delegates from a total of 109 countries on Wednesday afternoon. See how a cluster bomb works 'Bomblets' Cluster bombs have been used in countries including Cambodia, Kosovo, Afghanistan and Lebanon. They are made up of a big container which opens in mid-air, dropping hundreds of smaller individ

Tricky D Offers Up 1 Million As Thanks 2 Everyone!
That's Right I'm Offering Up 1 Million Fubucs!! First One To 30,000 Comments Takes It ALL!! I May Even Toss In A Few Other Goodies!! Please send me a private message with a link to the pic you want entered †TrÎck¥ÐïCk†~FÕÜnðËr ÒF ßrõkEÑ ]-[ÈÃRTêD BÔ{V}bÊ®S~*ØWNéD b¥ HÖT LÌP§--krÈvv@ fubar Of Coarse All Bombing Family's Welcome!! This Contest Brought To You From MY Many Friends Who Support Me Thick And Thin As Well As The Broken Hearted Bombers

Love
IT'S OK TO WANT SOMEONE U CAN'T HAVE IT'S OK TO KEEP FRIENDSHIPS WHEN U DON'T WANT THEM OR WANT SOMETHING MORE. IT'S PK TO CRY WHEN U HURT, AND IT'S OK TO STAY MAD AT SOMEONE WHO HURT YOU. BELIEVE IT OR NOT IT'S ALWAYS GONNA BE OK. THAT'S JUST HOW IT WORKS. SOMETIMES THINGS DON'T WORK OUT HOW U WANT THEM TO AND ALOT OF TIMES IT SEEMS LIKE THEY NEVER WILL. BUT IT'S OK THATS HOW LIFES SUPPOSED TO GO. IT'S ALL ABOUT LEARNING TO DEAL WITH THE BUMPY PARTS IN THE ROAD AND WAITING TILL THEY'RE SMOOTH AGAIN. IT'S ALL ABOUT FORGIVING AND FORGETTING, IT'S ALL ABOUT WAITING AND WISHING. THATS JUST HOW LIFE IS......... LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING WITH REGRETS. SO LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO TREAT U RIGHT AND FORGET ABOUT THE ONES WHO DON'T AND BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. IF YOU GET A CHANCE TAKE IT IF IT CHANGES YOUR LIFE LET IT. NOBODY SAID IT WOULD BE EASY........ THEY JUST PROMISED IT WOULD B WORTH IT.........

Dinner!
Tonight...I decided since I been sick for awhile, 4 weeks, and the BF been looking after me it would only be fair to make him a wonderful dinner. Ahh yes it pays to have that Italian blood in me...I made...home made spaghetti sauce...nice and thick...from scratch...angel hair pasta...and 5 cheese garlic bread. There's wine cooling in the fridge..even though I can't drink it. He can...and dessert...chocolate brownies dipped in fudge sauce with vanilla icecream. Did I make up for lost time? I hope so. He will be happy...a way to a mans heart is through his stomach mom always said. lol Wish me luck I'm trying to win his heart back tonight. LMFAO...uh huh!!! Stay tuned for more....

Wanna Own Someone!!!
WANT TO OWN SOMEONE.. WELL YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE!!! NO ENTRY FEE, AND NO DRAMA!!! HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFER AND YOUR LINK TO YOUR PIC.. I WILL DO THE REST... I WILL POST BLOGS AND BULLETINS ALSO. YOU WILL NEED TO PROMOTE YOURSELF FOR THIS AUCTION... I AM LOOKIN FOR 10 CONTESTENTS TO GET STARTED.. THE AUCTION WILL RUN FOR A WEEK!!! I HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAS LOTS OF FUN AND GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE.... THIS AUCTION HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chocolate Bunny Fu- Wife to Bitchwhisperer & R/L GF@ fubar

Mental Hospital Phone Menu
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependant, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If

To All Los And Lettes
TO MY FAMILY Tragedy and now words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 in psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you cloth

Heart And Soul
Heart and Soul Here I sit again this night, Giving you a glimpse of my life, These poems you read, if truth be told, Are all little pieces of my Heart and Soul. I let you taste the pain I have felt, How the cards of my life have been dealt, Letting you fee how I felt when I cried, The the day in my life I wished I would die. I know for some it is hard to understand, All the things in my life that made me this man, But just take the time to step in my shoes, And then you might know why I write like I do. My writings have helped me get past the sorrows, Letting me face what will come tomorrow, So when you read the worse, don't be sad, Not all of my life has been this bad. There are many times there was joy in my life, Times of happiness, without any strife, Times I could look at the stars above, When there in my life I knew I was loved. So the answer to why I do write, And let you see these parts of my life, Is to help me express what is deep inside,

Best Fu Bar Bombing Family.....
FU-Bombers@ fubar So if you haven't heard WE are the BEST Bombing Family EVER!!!! Check out the link and find out for yourself!!! Please read the whole first page and if your up to it send a friend request.....add my name to your request! RAWK on!

This Is Sum Funny Shit
Young Couple A young couple got married, and in their family, it was tradition that the best man dance with the bride for the first song. Well, this happened...but then they danced for the second song too. And the third. By the time the fourth song came on, the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs. A riot broke out, and all the invited guests were hauled off to jail. In court the next week, the judge asked the best man what happened. ''Your honor, we were just dancing, and the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs.'' ''That must have hurt,'' said the judge. ''No kidding,'' said the best man. ''I broke three of my fingers.''

Owners/winners Of The Auction
These are the results of the ending of the auction. If anyone has any questions or doesn’t want the highest bid contact me. It is now the entries responsibility to find out who won you and contact them to pay you. There are a lot of great wins and I would have to say this auction went quite well. Thank you all for joining and bidding. Stunna won Mz Chaos Bidding 350k and a 7day blast ~sTuNna~Fu-Owned by suave da great 1@ fubar Now Owned By Stunna Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/*FRUIT L☺☻PS* of the CEREAL BOMBERZ CREW*(CBC)@ fubar Stina won Butterfly Princess Bidding 200k ☺Dj §wéét §tiñä☺™@ fubar Now Owned By Stina ♥ButterflyPrincess♥Tiny Hugz Levelers♥@ fubar Easyrider won MysticFairy Bidding 215k fubucks Easyrider Proud Fu husband to Just Susan.@ fubar Now Owned by Easyrider Mysticfairy@ fubar DJ Kidd Rock won Poison bidding

Deadly Snake Bites Man's Penis.
I thought this was illarious. A ROADSIDE toilet stop ended in pain, embarrassment and almost death for a tourist when a highly venomous snake bit the end of his penis. The deadly brown snake slithered between his legs and lunged at his manhood as he crouched on a roadside near Laura, 300km northwest of Cairns, about a month ago. Details of the incident only came to light yesterday after they were confirmed by a paramedic. "It certainly had a swipe at him," an ambulance spokesman said yesterday. "But it didn’t envenomate him. "As it came through it must have got a bit of a shock." The snake beat a hasty retreat, leaving its victim with a scratch, vomiting and abdomen pain. Emergency workers raced to the scene to treat the man. The wound was wrapped in plastic in case poison had penetrated the skin but medical staff gave the man the all-clear after conducting tests. He was taken to Cooktown Hospital where he spent a night recovering. The ambulance spokesm

Hope For The Hopeless
A voice is heard in the dark That speaks of our two souls emerging They were once apart, suffering, stagnate and oozing Oh glorious cry Oh lamenting wail You have given me freedom To forget the burdensome pain of yesterday The strength to move forward Together we hold high our hearts To the judging light of prejudiced stares For when I am with you Together we can not die Time speaks of awesome things Of light and hope And songs yet to sing It is my merciful, reverent hope That this life will soon fill With our voices and notes Tell me again that your love is quite true And what my glorious joy I will know Now that my sufferings are at an end Forgive my doubts, my good dear friend For you have saved me From righteous indignation And now I will bind me to your life and my salvation

Fu-angels Team 2 Carnie Just Got Her Halo!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL! ? ? White Chocolate ? ? Wifey to ~Will~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) .::Sweet T::. CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER"

Words Of Wisdom
1. AGE DOESN'T MATTER UNLESS YOU ARE CHEESE 2. KEEP YOUR HEART A LITTLE SOFTER THAN YOUR HEAD 3. LOOK AT LIFE THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD NOT THE REARVIEW MIRROR 4. HAPPINESS IS THE JOURNEY.. NOT THE DESTINATION 5. THE KEY TO HAPPINESS AND SUCCESS IS TO HAVE A DREAM 6. LIFE IS WHAT HAPPENS WHILE YOU ARE MAKING OTHER PLANS 7. IF YOU WANT THE RAINBOW YOU MUST PUT UP WITH RAIN

Thought I'd Share
A letter of thanks from Parry Aftab Executive Director, WiredSafety.org Hi. I really appreciate your interest in helping us with The Megan Pledge, where we hope 1 million young people will take the pledge to stop cyberbullying in the name of Megan Meier. The Pledge was designed by one of our Teenangels chapters, in New Rochelle, NY, who heard about Megan and wanted to do something to stop cyberbullying. As they say, while Megan was not the first teen to kill herself after being victimized by cyberbullies, they hope she will be the last. Sadly, since the Pledge was created, we are aware of at least three more suicides where the students were being tormented online by other young people. It has to stop. And we believe that it can start with you taking a stand against cyberbullying. As you know, Megan was thirteen when she died. She had been bullied most of her life, especially in middle school. When Megan was in third grade she was diagnosed with ADD and with depre

From My Ash!!! Love U
SHOW CT GIRL SOME LOVIN AND HELP HER GET TO THE SPOTLIGHT SHE SO VERY MUCH DESERVES! ANY FUBUCKS YOU CAN SPARE WILL BE AWESOME! ALL LOVE WILL B RETURNED WITH RATES AND COMMENTS IF YOU CANT SPARE FUBUCKS MAYBE YOU CAN AT LEAST GO HIT HER UP WITH SOME GOOD LOVE! RATE HER PICS AND STASH...ANYTHING YOU CAN DO WOULD BE APPRECIATED SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GIVE IT TO HER ALREADY!! Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Off PurrSin OWNED BY GodDragon --TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&#@ fubar ¢¾ Also any donation over 500k gets a personal NSFW salute from Blondeprincess!!!! Gimme some sugar you know you wanna ¢¾ Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge This pimpout has been brought to u by the one

Wow. Can I See Some Real Fu Luv
Hello Everyone.She has 188,500 to reach GodMother. She got reset a few months back & would mean so much to see all old & new friends to ring into GodMother. Come check out Blondie & meet an awesome friend to have. All luv returned 4sure. just click her pic below. ♥ßlðñÐïe♥§rWhiteKnights R/l wife♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhernBadAzzCrew

Auctioning Myself Lol
I see actions and I always wanted to be in one decieded to try on my own.. My higest bidder Highest bidder will ... -Own me for a month your name will be in my title. -Daily profile comment -Daily drink gift of my choice -Daily gift of my choice -Will rate all pics 11's or 10's if out. -1 special N.S.F.W salute to you. Go bid its in my folder titled Want 2 own me?? http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1629594&albumid=1047657&i=350486639

About Me Survey
Basics:Name:Brandi MillerDOB:June 4, 1983Birthplace:OwensboroCurrent location:OwensboroEye color:BrownHair Color:Natural: Dark Brown Currently: Black ontop Brown underneithHeight:5'9"Heritage:Piercings:Ears 2 on one 4 on the otherTattoos:5Favorite:Band/Singer:Too many!Song:Rascal Flatts- My WishGenre of Music:AllColor(s):Purple,Black,Pink,Red,SilverTV show(s):Too manyMovie(s):Gone With the Wind is my favoriteFood:ChineseStore:HAHA Wal-mart#:270-***-**** HAHADrink:Liquid CocainClothing Brand:AnyShoe Brand:Nike,Sketchers and adidasAnimal:Puppy DogsPizza topping:CheeseSeason:SummerMonth:JuneHoliday:ChristmasFlower:RoseThis or That:Sunny or rainy:BothChocolate or vanilla:Twist!Fruit or veggie:BothNight or day:EitherSour or sweet:SweetLove or money:LovePhone or in person:In personPoor & happy or rich & miserable:Poor and HappyLooks or personality:PersonalityCoffee or tea:BothHot or cold:HotYour:Goal for this year:Lose WeightMost missed memory:Teenage yearsBest physical feature:I don't know?

Went To The Doc.
well i went back to the Cardiologist today to get the results of my test , and it aint good . he told me i need to have open heart operation to repair or replace a bad valve and that the right side of my heart is enlarged so i am doing a lot of thinking and trying to get prepared for whats to come.

My Friend's Brother Jeff Has Cancer
I found out yestrday that my friend nikki brother jeff has cancer real bad and it's getting worse for him. He is only 26 years old.And has two twins girls. Please pray for him and his family.Here's a pic of him when i last saw him in person when i was away with my sister and her boyfriend,my ex.And friends of mine.Jeff is all yellow from the cancer.Please take a min and pray for them... thank you very much...

How Bored A Ct Can Get
crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they locked me in a room with a guy named Ratz, Ratz i forgot to buy that comic book for 5 cents, a comic book for 5 cents thats crazy crazy, i was crazy once they

Real Or Fake
some of the people who know about the wwe says that it is all fake well i do not yes some of it is fake ike who wins the match but that is it all the other stuff like injures for instance is real do u really think that the would fake john cena or triple hurting them selve s and bing out 4 a while no i don't think so. so either if u agree or don't agree i would like or comments

Have A Husband Or Boyfiend Stationed Overseas?
I'm running a special for those with husbands or boyfriends in the military stationed overseas. I'm offering a discounted rate of $50 per hour for photo sessions so you can get affordable and professional photoshoots done so that you can send pictures to your loved ones. I've had requests to do everything from pin-up style photos, sexy photos in military uniforms and flags, and regular portrait photos. I'm also offering free digital copies of the images (with my logo) at either 800 pixels wide or 800 pixels tall. This special also includes free photo editing. My prices for larger digital images with no logo or physical prints (pictures in your hands) are quite competitive as well. Please feel free to sample my work at my website. The sample below shows the maximum width and height of the free digital images:

A Pimp Out For Those Who Have Donated To My Fubux Collection..
This is a place for those who have donated. Im trying to raise Fubux for a 30 day blast. Thank you so much. Show them lots of luv. tHe CoFfEe LaDy™*rockrules2001's Fantasy & Fu GF*@ fubarThis lovely lady gave me 50k right after I put it up. ♥ Bebe ♥ {Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~@ fubarThis sweetie gave me 5k fubux ty hun. Taran@ fubarThis sweetheart of a gentlman sent me 5k fubux. ty luv Sputnik@ fubarThis wonderful guy sent 10k. Ty darlin Kat1114 "~~SHADOW LEVELERS~~"@ fubarThis awsome lady sent 250k. WOW Ty so much TOMYKA@ fubarAnd my wonderful owner donated 20k. Ty hun. Kisses to you. Protector of the Sinful Angels@ fubar This sexy Daddy gave me 50k. Ty hun. DirtyXBeast [D.S.C.]-[Mad Hatter]- [Recruiter for the Sinful Angels]@ fubarThis very sweet guy sent my 40k. Ty hunny . hugz and kisses to ya. fenderpig@ fubarHe donated 1k ty hun Der Meister Von

What A Beautiful Bulletin My Sissy Made Me . It Made Me Cry I Love Her So Much
Happy Hour For ItsUrAngel TONIGHT @ 6pm Fubar time!!! Please HELP US HELP OUR FRIEND & SISTER ItsUrAngel@ 6pm fubar time!!!! ~ItsUrAngel~ Mgr @ The Hideaway Lounge

So Much To Do
It sure is fun having your grandson around, there is so much to see and do from a different perspective, brings a smile to this face. So many friends sending me so much, that my photos are full, but I love y'all and they are in my stash. Just a short note in between cooking and chasing grandson lol. See y'all later. :)

Please Help Me In My Contest Too
ButterflyMajic is in a contest! She has a list of items she is offering! They are:: 100 comments = Morph 500 comments = Sfw salute 1000 comments = NSFW salute Click the pic! bomb the amount u choose! then Private message ButterflyMajic for ur trade! ButterflyMajic (repost of original by 'Nyha *Big Papi's OFFICIAL stalker*' on '2008-05-28 16:49:55')

Just Moved
Me and my better half just moved to Nebraska and we are very happy to have done so!! But not happy about moving all the stuff and you never know how much you have until you move and NOW i dont want to ever move again!!! That might change in about 60 years! LMAO We have a great house that we are only paying 375 a month for!! Ok you can now pick your jaw off the floor and its not a shack!! lol.. I will be taking pictures on a nice day and will post them Thanks for the advice !! you know who you are!! hugs to you!!

Butterflymajic
ButterflyMajic is in a contest! She has a list of items she is offering! They are:: 100 comments = Morph 500 comments = Sfw salute 1000 comments = NSFW salute Click the pic! bomb the amount u choose! then Private message ButterflyMajic for ur trade! ButterflyMajic

So Where Are My True By My Side Friends?
i am begining to think true friendship means jack fucking shit most people will not talk to you unless you have money and can get shit for them they are the people i am getting fucking sick of i have had offers to help me out with my tower so i can get it up and in running order but yet no one has pulled thru on the offer yet so i am sitting here waiting for help i am promissed of course i am just a fucking pile of crap to mostly everyone one i know so i guess i will never get my tower up to 100% working order. the pic above this is what happens to me all the time well i guess i should stop typing since i know no one will read this or care if they do read it so ttyl bye for now ~Lost In The Dark ~

Bible School Ambition
Some fiction: I wore olive green slacks and socks, burgundy shoes and belt, and a white shirt. For an eleven-year-old, I looked sharp. "'Blessed is he who believes in Me for though he may perish, he will not die but have ever lasting life,'" I said into the bathroom mirror. I knew my lines well. I should. For two weeks now, I had spent every night studying. Tonight, The Church of the Nazarene would perform its annual vacation Bible school play. This year, we would do "Children unto Jesus" and I had the most lines. I'm not kidding. I counted. I had six more lines than Janice Timmons did, and she's good. I bet she was so jealous. I brushed my teeth, bending over the sink so as not to get any toothpaste on my clothes. I then combed my hair. It's short and black, but one clump of hair always stood up straight on the left side. Mom said it was a "cow lick." I thought that's kind of gross. A cow licking hair, it gave me the creeps. Running warm water from the sink, I scooped up

My Name
My Name by LateNiteFantasy© Oh, my lover Do you feel what I feel? Deep inside Your warm body I dip Oh, my lover I am the knight In search of my wet destiny Oh, my lover You are the doorkeeper I am the key "Ok, enough of this." "It's time." Taking my treasure Filling your treasure chest to the rim, overflowing Oceans of blue eyes meet for a glance I am the pirate Digging for your precious pearl Rubbing my newly found gem Erupts, the fountain of sweetness Glazing my face in warm liquid "Who Am I" "Call My Name" I am a pirate, and I have sailed your sea of passion! I have found your treasure And now it’s mine. What do I give you in return? My name

Nyhascontest.......yesi'mofferingsalutesforuhelpingherout..........
Trade list: 100 comments = A personal morph 500 comments = Sfw Salute 1000 comments = NSFW Salute All of these items made by the one & only ButterflyMajic Please F/a/r *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* Then Bomb this pic! Thank you in advance! (repost of original by 'Nyha *Big Papi's OFFICIAL stalker*' on '2008-05-28 16:23:55')

How Bout We Try And See Test Theory
in the begining of tyme before the dinosaurs roamed the earth it was a desolate place to live with plenty of water and evn more beautiful trees than you could imagine then in some form man was created to watch the unraviling of the world they were spread to each of the farthest corners to gather in one place and tyme to see what has been acomplished and when they finally met hey were austounded by how different they were from each other but yet they were very similar they had diffrent color skin but yet they all had two arms they all had two hands to work with and they all walked upright on two legs unlike the animals they killed allthough they were diffrent they sat in amazement of the acomplishments they have made one had become very skilled in building one was skilled in music one was skilled in fixing things and one was able to make tings from just about nothing and one was even good at culturing the land to grow food for her self so as the weeks went by they became closer and clos

Trades!
Trade list: 100 comments = A personal morph 500 comments = Sfw Salute 1000 comments = NSFW Salute All of these items made by the one & only ButterflyMajic Please F/a/r *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* Then Bomb this pic! Thank you in advance!

Body Brands
Thinking about the tattoo thing again... Was supposed to get one for my birthday in April, but haven't decided on which one I want yet. Below are some that I'm interested in... This will probably be going on my lower back (yes, I know "tramp stamp")... Anyway, I would like for it to be meaningful and I don't have any symbols in mind that could really represent myself. Any opinions?

Fighting My Fears...
I stand alone on this empty road we call life trying to figure things out. Constantly battling my fears that I can't overcome. Fear has tried to overpower me and I fight them off one by one. There is still a few fears I have to battle on my own and not knowing if I can. But I do know I will fight them someday somehow. Sometimes I cry at night because of those fears that still remain. Will I ever get over my fears? Only god knows the answer to that. All I can do is try my best at everything and hope I survive my trials in life.

Home At Lst
I just feel so happy just now,ive got my son Daniel back yestarday from Iraq. when i seen him get of that bus i cryed like a big baby mind u he was crying as well, i held him so tight i did not want to let him go lol. i feel as if im on top of the world and i wanted to share this with you all xxx

Two Weeks
I will not be on for the next two weeks starting on Saturday. During this time, if you would like to be added to my Family, send me a message and i will add when i get back...be sure to add me too hugs licks and kisses to all my fu-friends

Just An Update
Ok so to all who read this I just want to let you know that I am back in Marionville..here is all my info if you should need to reach me. I do not have the net so to contact me you will need to email me at this email address: thuggedout_pimptress@yahoo.com Here is my address to write me if you choose to do so Stacie Arnold 409 S Newton Marionville, MO 65705 here is my cell number although i barely keep any time on it but somedays you can catch me online--- 1-417-429-6545 Hope to hear from you all soon much love ---Stacie

Calendar Contest
COME CHECK ME OUT IN THIS CONTEST!!! I NEED RATES ONLY TO WIN A SPOT IN THE TOP 12 CALENDAR GUYS!! YA KNOW IM THE ONE TO VOTE FOR!! SEND ME ALL YOUR RATES AND LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT SEXXXY IS ON THE CALENDAR!! CONTEST IS ALREADY STARTED AND ENDS AT 3 PM ON JUNE 6, 2008...DON'T MISS YOUR CHANCE TO DROP ME A RATE!! THANKS MUCH AND LOVE WILL BE RETURNED!! «■Кůяяŭρŧ■» CLICK ON PIC TO GO TO CONTEST, AND RATE ME!!

The Enchantress
A picture of strength Though I may seem When I am in your presence I am powerless The very sight of you confounds my tongue I am at a loss for words I don’t know how to say what I feel The scent of your flesh intoxicates me When you look into my eyes It pierces my soul When you kiss me The taste of you lingers on my lips For hours on end The touch of your hand On my scalp Ignites a burning passion deep within me You have a hold on me Like no one before But what can I do? You are the enchantress.

What Do I Really Know?
All of my life, I've spent learning stuff in school. Yet the older I get, I realize I'm still a fool. The rapid, ever changing pace of our world Shakes up my mind and leaves me in a whirl My thoughts scatter, running like a cheetah in the wild I sit in daze, eyes full of wonderment as if I were a child. There is one thing I truly understand. Learning is infinite, but I have a limited lifespan. So as the earth continues to orbit the sun, I know a truly wise man, I will never become.

Can’t Find The Words
Can't find the words to express how I really feel a passion so new, I have to question, "Is this real?" I'm not looking for love. I've enjoyed being alone. But here you are and my heart is no longer my own. My mouth cannot express, so I let my pen write how I feel about you on this cold winter night.

Lost In Her Eyes
I am lost in her eyes But I am not looking to be found When I stare in the abyss of her iris My heart ceases to pound The world around me grows cold Her glare ignites a fire in my soul She hold me captive within her sight My freedom I have forsaken, I wish not to fight Her eyes speaks to me saying, " I love you" I part my lips to say, " I love you too" I am lost in her eyes But I am not looking to be found.

Can I Hold You As If You Were Mine?
Can I hold you as if you were mine? I wish to keep you forever close, I'll let go at the end of time. There is indescribable joy when I hold you in my arms. If you allow me to embrace you, I'll keep you from harm. We belong to no one, free as a bird in the sky. My feelings for you grow stronger, this I can't deny. Allow me to take you in a lover's embrace, so close that together our hearts will race. Maybe one day I will hold you as if you were mine. Until then, my heart will continue to hold you, 'til the end of time.

Gas Prices And Fake Environmentalists
Why is GAS so expensive, cause congress sends it on a World Cruise !!! How long will Fake environmentalist risk a game of supertanker-russian roulette, with oceanic aquatic life -with this fake environmental objection to drilling in ANWR, offshore Florida and California ? OIL IMPORTS- I wonder what the Carbon footprint of an oil company in America buying Sudi Arabian Oil is, "If you really care about such nonsence" after you factor in : 7,168 miles from Mecca to jax, Florida is a fucking world Tour !!! First youve got to get the oil out of the ground in saudi Arabia, trucking it Hundreds of miles to the shipping company, pumping oil into the ships, traveling acrossed the ocean thousands of miles pumping it out of the ships into more trucks traveling hundres more miles then pumping it into the refineries, pumping it back onto trucks traveling hundreds of miles, taking this precious comodity to your ~ Gas stations How many gallons spill into the Ocean ? Ho

As I Sit And Log On My Computer
It was a wet Monday morning. She sat at her computer and logged on. He was online!!! But today she didn’t feel that fluttering in her stomach, or that quickening of her heart when she saw his name. The spark had died. Somewhere along the way they had lost the intimacy and she was hurt and sad. Her mind drifted back to all the hours they had spent online together...all the fun they had had…and my, what fun it had been! She remembered the day that he had made her cum seven times. All he had to do was say those three magic words and she was putty in his hands....oh what a feeling it still gave her when she remembered it. She closed her eyes and let her thoughts drift back....as she lay there she heard a noise and opened her eyes...and there before her was the man who had stolen her heart online. She couldn't believe that he was actually here in her lounge, coming towards her. He walked towards her and smiled. She stood up and went straight into his arms...as though she belonged t

New Job
so i might have a new job real soon, yesterday my mom asked me if i wanted to come work with her, cause they need someone for there shipping and receiving and if i do get the job i will be making $12.50 and hour, 40 hours a week, Monday though Friday, benefits. and that is alot better then what i have now im only working one or two days a week if im lucky $8.50 an hour with out benefits so gave my mom my résumé this morning so im hoping to hear back real soon

Reliable Realist
Reliable Realist (RR) (Just visiting? Take the free test and determine your personality type!) The reliable realist is down-to-earth and responsible-minded. He is precise, reserved and demanding. His most prominent quality is reliability and he will always make every effort to keep any promise given. The reliable realist is more a quiet and serious type, he does not talk a lot but is a good listener. He sometimes seems reserved and distant to outsiders although he often has a great deal of wit and esprit. His strong points are thoroughness, a marked sense of justice, doggedness bordering on pigheadedness and a pragmatic, vigorous and purposeful manner. The reliable realist does not dither about if something has to be done. He does what is necessary without wasting words. This personality type not only expects a lot of himself but also of others. Once he has set his mind on something, it is difficult to persuade him otherwise. He does not like to leave anything to chance. Planni

This Is How I Loved
i loved you in spite of it all i loved you against all odds i loved you thru all adversities i loved you apart you were always in my heart i loved you so close one couldnt tell where your body ended and mine began i loved you inside and out i loved you that i couldnt NOT love you i loved how you touched me i loved how you tasted i loved the moments that you gave me i loved when apart knowing you were desiring me i loved being there for you i loved running the bath i loved hanging up your clothes i loved cooking and seeing you smile as you ate i loved catering to you, bathing you, massaging you, spoiling you beyond anything you'd even imagined i loved lotioning your body and rubbing your feet i loved listening to you talk i loved how you looked at me and listened to what id say i loved you enuff to not let anything alter that i loved how your lips fit mine and how our tongues entwined i loved how we both won in no matter what we were doing i loved to see you smile

Family
I have finally come to the point in my life that there is nothing else I could possible want.. I am finally complete.. I have my wonderful husband that is so good to me. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me.. My sister and I finally found each other and it is so amazing. It is the best feeling in the world to know ur real family. "Everything happens for a reason" I live by that now.. Everything up to this point in my life has been the way its suppose to be, because now I know my sister and have a wonderful husband I couldnt ask for anything else. All the f&*Ked up s$%t in my life happened for this very reason..

Very Basics Of Manual Settings
F-Stop - this controls the size of the opening (or aperture) in the camera. The lower the F-Stop, the wider the aperture is open. For lower F-Stops, more light comes into the camera, for higher F-Stops, less light comes in. The F-Stop also affects depth of field, which makes the background blurry in close up shots of flowers. Lower F-Stops have less depth of field, so only part of the picture will be in focus. Higher F-Stops have greater depth of field, so nearly the entire picture will be in focus. Read more about depth of field here: Depth of Field Shutter speed - this controls how long the shutter is open to allow the camera to capture light. The longer the shutter is open, the more light enters the camera. And of course, the less time the shutter is open, the less light enters the camera. F-Stop and Shutter speed combine to determine how much light comes into the camera when you click the "doohickey" to take a picture. This is referred to as exposure. Photos witho

On The Verge Of Everything
It\'s funny, how we start life so young, and spend over a quarter of it merely learning to live. They say you can do anything you want, become anything you want. We live in the land of the free, so why shouldn\'t our bounds be limitless? And yet as we get older, people laugh at our original dreams and ambitions. What adult still entertains dreams of being President or an astronaut or a rockstar? None of them do. We are told simultaneously we can do anything, and inversely indoctrinated to fit the status quo - to settle down and have kids, to become blue collar button-down Oxford psychopath slaves. Some people are not so easily forced into the same box as others. --- I\'m young, I\'m only 18 years old. And yet I\'ve seen things and been through things that would make most people crap their pants in a pure terror, overwhelming anxiety. Living on the edge is the only thing that keeps me going at times. It breaks the mundane realities of the real world. All those nights of

Just Another Day....
Had a client meeting scheduled for 1:00 today. Not a nearby client so I called first.. she is 85+ miles away. She had scheduled another appointment the same time.... and had not called to tell me. When I called she asked me to come early, but with the distance the earliest I could get there was 15 minutes. When I got there.. she had nothing I asked her to have ready. So I put in about 3 1/2 hours driving to meet with her 10 minutes. Wasted trip lol. At least it was a beautiful day and a nice drive :) Got another request to meet about doing work. The jobs or requests for quotes seeem to be coming in almost every other day now. It is amazing the turnaround from last year. I think I need an assistant :).

New Contest Starting June 5
Ok Bad Girls.. Since This Contest Will Be Ending Soon.. I Am Going To Start Taking Entries For A New Contest ..Contest Will Be Started June 5th..The Theme Will Be Funniest/Most Creative Pic..So Let's See How Creative You Can Be With Your Pics..Yes It Has To Be Of You..So Let's See How Fun & Creative You Can Be ..The Prize For This Contest Will Be A 1 Month VIP ..Thanks Again To Summer..So Let's Get Those Entries In..

Figawi
My dad was a huge asset to this race Figawi race: Fleet ready to set sail By Rob Conery CONTRIBUTING WRITER May 23, 2008 At a corner table at Baxter's Boathouse in Hyannis, on a late night in 1972, three sailors sit and talk shop. Ribbing ensues, boasts escalate and finally, a challenge: "I bet I can sail to Nantucket faster than you." Bob and Joe Horan, along with Bob "Red" Luby, decide to race from Hyannis to the Island on Memorial Day Weekend in a test of speed and seamanship. Luby wins the three-boat regatta aboard Red Rooster and a classic Cape Cod sailing event is born. Much has changed since 1972, when gas cost 30 cents a gallon and you could buy a house on Cape Cod for 30 grand. Today that won't buy a performance Kevlar headsail for some of the boats competing this weekend. From humble beginnings to a bona fide East Coast sailboat racing fixture, Figawi has grown exponentially. Tomorrow's event, which begins at 10 a.m. off the Hyannisport breakwater, will incl

Please Help With My Experiment
Found a little site that I thought looked fun. Please visit my town for me and pass the link around if you can. Its a very safe link. I would appreciate it, ans I want to see how well it works. Thanks http://weenis-usa.myminicity.com

Oh Nooooo
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From One 'angry Woman'
From one 'Angry Woman' I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in

Update On Leland
Well...everything today went great! His heart has not worsened at all....the doctor was so happy that she said she didnt want to see him again for another year...eventually he will have to have surgury but we will cross that bridge when we get there...I want to thank everybody that posted comments on the first blog about this....I appreciate you all praying for him....I know that there are people out there that really care....Have a great night! Kandi

Just Thoughts
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Auction Info
Ok.. Ok.. Ok.. There is a new auction in town. reLLa will be your host for this auction. Applicants will be accepted from June 1st thru June 14th. The auction will run from June 15th thru June 28th. Entry fee is 50k fuBucks All bids will start at 100k fuBucks All persons entering auction MUST have a verified salute!!! If you enter the auction, it is YOUR responsibility to promote for yourself. The more you promote your auction, the more bids you may get. Any & all bidders MUST have a verified salute as well!!! Person being auctioned off has the right to REFUSE any bids/bidders. If that happens at the close of the auction next highest bidder wins. Bids will break down as such: STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DAY BLAST or 1 MONTH VIP = 2,500,000 HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 T THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 F

My Promise To You
STORMY NITE AS I SAT UPON THE SOFA LOOKING OUT A WINDOW PANE THUNDERING ROARING LIGTENING FLASHING AND YET I SET UNDISTURBED I GAZED INTO THE WATERS RUNNING DOWN THE WINDOWS PANE,AND I FEEL YOU,LIKE THE SUMMER RAIN A KISS UPON THE NECK.A SWEET TOUCH UPON MY LIPS. AND YET IT IS JUST A THOUGHT A MERE WISH IN A SECOND CLOCK.I GAZED UPON THAT IMAGE AND IN MY MIND'S EYE I SAW YOU AND I,AT EACH OTHERS BECKONING.I VISION A MAN,BEHIND A SCREEN,WHO'S LOVE WAS SHINING THROUGH.A SPOKEN WORD,AND IN WHICH THAT BEGAN A STOLEN HEART. HE SANG ME A SONG WITH A PEN IN HAND,AND FROM THE LAST STROKE ,I KNEW THAT I WAS JUST SWEPT OFF MY FEET AND THE FIRST TIME I HEARD HIS VOICE,HE PENETRATED MY FLESH,DUG INTO MY SOUL.AND HIS I BECAME.FROM THE LOUNGE OF A LIL INN AMIDST THE FALLS,I SURRENDER ALL THAT I WAS ALL THAT I AM ALL THAT I WILL BE,TO HIM I COMMIT.THOUGH DISTANT KEEPS US APART MY HEART BLEEDS ONLY FOR THEE,AND IN MY LIFE MY WORLD IS COMPLETE BECAUSE OF YOU.WORDS CANNOT SAY ALL THAT I MEAN,BU

Please Add And Welcome These New Members
Please add and welcome these two members to our family ¶PÃIЙT€Я™¤Ð§Ç¤FUMÃЯЯĬ€Ð TØ ¶FЯØGGĬ€™@ fubar BIG DADDY ~~ GIT ~R~DONE BOMBSQUAD~'FAMILY@ fubar thank you, angel eyes

Time Runs Reckless
The digital characters on the display only serve but to wear me out Even though I'm here shaking The window is flung open wide; what is it anticipating there? The phone fails to break the silence for me Over and over I imagine hearing the alarm and wake myself up Inconsiderately, morning arrives Time runs reckless As I close the flung open window I peer outside The phone fails to break the silence for me Over and over I nod off and board the ship, plagued by nightmares Without permission the moon grows white Time runs reckless Over and over I imagine hearing the alarm and wake myself up Over and over I nod off and board the ship, plagued by nightmares Over and over the same things go round and round, spinning inside my head Inconsiderately, morning arrives Time runs reckless

So I Got Shit On... Literally!
just got home from riding... did about 80 miles... but the whole ride sucked... cuz i got shit on as soon as we started riding... wtf????? i never got shit on like that before... i just thought sumthin wuz falling from the sky... but then they were like "u just got shit on"! omg ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! totally gross! damn birds...

Convenience-man
Kiss-ass, me and mine You can't make me your convenience-man Kiss-ass, well, not I You can't break me as convenient, man All I say, it's all right, that's o.k. This bitch is full of fleas Say, you're right, left in short apologies Are you forgiving me I can't be a convenient person I'm sorry It was bad of me You're pathetic

I Got Lost
I got lost Right or left? Where's eternity? I got lost I got lost Go or not go? Where's it dangerous? I got lost Love ruins the whole world, so everyone feels it's pain Still, it's better to love and lose, than never love at all Better to bleed and cry, than to wither and die Though someone said: Love can be freely taken away If you take it away, return it, okay? I got lost Fly or fall? Where's reality? I got lost I got lost Raise or fold? Risk it or pull back? I got lost Love is a maze, as complex as it is deceptive Some stagger and fall, spending a lifetime in pursuit Fewer still find it's core, to be smiled upon by grace What about me? Am I still lost? I shouldn't be. Acknowledge me.

Scorpio In The Sky
I don't give a chance, if they want a fault Cause there's nothing left to crack Connect the dots, disconnect the lines Let it shine, like Scorpio in the sky When dawn rises, Today is born In the stagnant air of Yesterday's death A chance arises, to leave it all behind As if to say, "fuck that dead line, let it go" Let the world break me down, as if I cared I've got nothing to lose, like shattered glass Flying to pieces, I'm already torn But there's a way to shine, if there's a will Cause even glass that's broken finely, Bends light when cut with razor sharp rays Lighting a pathway, engraving deeply New lines, and a new way to shine

Fluxuation/frustration
Brain pulsing; Body circuits laughing Singing a rude song at 8 in the morning Humming and strumming as I watch Staring with an inconsistant gaze A repetition--- Deep dive, Maddening style of life Usual places crowded with the usual suspects Adjacent buildings and boring talk Getting in the way of gravity A repetition--- I make my way through, quickly I don't have time to fake suffering There are times when I don't remember society's conventions Fluxuation in my brain... Frustration in my blood...

Shriner's
After the season of "good tidings to you" After the bright paper and ribbons are through After the halls once filled joyfully with song After the holiday - the nights are still long Children and parents away from their home Sometimes in a city, feeling so small and alone People away from their husbands and wives Children from family for the first time in their lives After the decorations start to come down After the parties - alone in this town After the presents and after the cheer After it's gone - reality brings tears The staff always come with trinkets for tots After all - these children have already been through a lot Now shelves and closets empty of all they could carry No toys for you today - I'm so sorry A nurse gives a boy her last teddy baby The girl down the hall might find one too- just maybe She sadly smiles and quickly looks away Saying, "It's often like this after the Holiday. You see, everyone remembers those here before But seem to forget about tho

Not Your God
So, little birds Deep green wood Unspoiled water Sound of moon So, big clouds Deep blue thunder Spoiled promises Sound of moon I'm not your God I'm not your vessel I'm not your savior Don't confuse me Worn out nails Falling leaves Endless sorrow Touch of space Weight of Sun Speed of pain Endless plain Touch of space I'm not your God I'm not your hero I'm not your Messiah Don't break my heart

Untitled
My impulses are closing in Like the sound of crashing waves Feeling as though I've been asleep up to this point No matter who tries to stop me This emptiness must be satiated No matter who cries I can't be sentimental when my heart is dry I've overcome despair many times And drunk up what was within my reach Criticize, despise, throw the first stone I've accepted that this is my happiness So don't reprimand those who long For something to cure disdain You of all people should know... When you try to accustom people to crying... They smile When you try to decieve by holding back... They trust again Tomorrow, warm rain will fall On the sands of this path I tread And I'll leave new imprints

Motivated
HERE'S A FORTUNE COOKIE FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO DON'T READ EVERYTHING THAT I WRITE: "There's not enough time in a day... Stay busy as much as possible. You never know when it's your time to go. Live life to the fullest." Now get the fuck out of here and do something with your life. A "DIARY ENTRY" FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO READ: J. Peterman is on extra grind. The past couple of years were abhorrent (for me). I was telling my best friend that when the ball dropped during the final seconds of '07, it should have immediately became '09. LOL. Fuck October 29th of 1929! January 1st 2006 marked the beginning of my Great Depression! A brief history lesson if you didn't pay attention in school. I lost a lot of money. Yeah, I'm complaining. If you really know me, then you'll fathom that this is enough to make me shed tears. I'm about that paper, but them dead presidents weren't feeling me. So it's time for new money; new attitude; new hustles; new markets: INNOVATION! My cleverness is at an all-t

Water, Water Everywhere...
Well, not really... Water is one of our most precious resources. Those that love in the west are starting to know this and we will all find out in the next 20 years. My garden appreciates fresh rainwater all summer long thanks to my rain barrel.... another interesting fact... In 2 minutes in the shower you use as much water as the average African does in a day.

Hiatus
it's time. leave some love coz i'll be back one day, probably sooner than i need to be, and i'll expect summa yall dont forget me by then. mmkay? on a sidenote, a poem i've written and placed here in a blog is seriously flawed. my love does come with strings attached. but i'm working on setting myself free so that it won't happen again. peace out yo'. ~Vee

Hia: Heaven In Aviators. Discuss.
After much research and scientific study, the brilliant minds of Wolf & Phoenix have joined together to share their findings with the world. As Heaven In Aviators is well known, we do not need to discuss exactly what defines them. It should be known that though some believe that they can only be males, we have recently found proof that there is a female variety as well. Though for today's discussion we shall stick to the topic we known far more about, the male sector of HIAs. Common Side Effects: - Goosebumps o It is very common for one to get goosebumps not only when they see but think about HIA. - Loss of Speech o Though some do not feel or have overcome this side effect, it is still a very common occurrence so it must be listed. - Loss of Clothing o One of the most common side effects when one encounters a HIA. o Often occurring to the subject but also includes the HIA on occasion. - Random Fantasies

World's Easiest Quiz?
WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ? (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Atlantic are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What colour is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the colour of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below . ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) >From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5) What is a camel's hair brush mad

People That Want To Tell Lies
why is when you try and tell someone and they try and make up some lies to tell you . oh i have to do this andthey do the compelte diffrent story well i'm tired of people and there lies so if you have people that do that to you i'm sorry but if you are the one tellingthem you need to get a life and grow the hell up

Life Is Taken To Soon
i just found out yesterday that my 25 year old cousin laura is dieng with stage three cancer it is eating her insides out very fast the doctors said she has maybe three months to live i havent seen her in 24 years and now that i am trying to reunite with my family she is leaving me behind and wosrt is she has 4 kids and going to be without a mom and dad

Pasion
It was a kiss without passion, Life was missing, Something was missing, My pasion isn't dead, Problems lure in head, Life always seems dead, Lust filled kisses linger inside, Blown off and pushed to the side, Pasion swells, Creative bells, A kiss that remains unspocken, soft supple lips, Pasion that rips, Break these chains of mine, Kiss till the end of time, One life to live, Much love to give, Please take this pasion of mine.

Let's Remind Gas Companies That Price Fixing Is Against The Law. Let Them Battle It Out With A Price War...
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $2.00 PER GALLON. It was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive, came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can Rea

Drinking Is A Serious Matter
I've always enjoyed drinking socially. I've never had any problems with abusing it, just saw it was a way to get me going. This past Memorial weekend, I had way too much and ended up with an alcohol concentration of 3.0 which was way too much for my body. I ended up unconscious, while still vomiting and urinating everywhere. I was unresponsive and ended up falling hitting my chest, scraping my knees, and rolling my ankle. Thankfully I was with friends who cared, and called the ambulance for me. I could have ended up in an alley somewhere. The doctors said that there was no way alcohol alone could have put me in that state. They tested me for drugs, stuck tubes in every hole they could find but didn't find anything. All I remember is that one moment I was at a party and the next I woke up in the hospital frantic wondering what happened to me. I will never ever be so naive to the effects of too much alcohol. I got off lucky this time, and have some bruises and sore spots. The closest

Do You Feel Better?
I don't know why every person I deal with seems to think that making me feel better is the answer to their own problem. Look, I understand that people 'may' care and all, but when I want to be cared about, I'll care about myself. It's just easier that way.

You Are The One True Light In My Life..........
You are the one true light in my life, Though I never tell you enough. You are always there for me, Even when times get tough You are my sun, my moon, and my morning star, Shining down on me, To bring comfort from afar. When my day is gloomy, And I seek inner peace, I remember your smile And all my troubles cease. You are the love of my life, My heart and my soul. My beloved Kelli, To have and to hold. I could search the world over With all of my might, But find none that compare, To you, my one true light.

Love's Declaration
Perhaps words would never be sufficient to equal the emotions that I have for you. But in the midst of our merriment, let me use these words and see what I can do. It wasn't my eyes which first set upon you, it was my heart because it is more keen. My heart found its home - the place of no adieu, summoning strength from everything that has been. In each passing day, I hope you perceive that everything that I do, I do for a reason. You are precious to me, I hope that you believe, and I will not cause you any harm nor treason. I have said too many but expressed too few, yet all of these are what my heart has gone through. Let me say at this moment as I'm here with you, my heart is yours and my love will forever be true

Love Is Like......
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew i would love you best.

Fictional War Story
My name is Matt Growing up I wanted to be a hero I joined the army special forces And on 9/11 found myself at ground Zero Pain and agony Blood was flowing everywhere No matter where I looked There were people in despair Among ashes and rubble There were people in trouble One body two bodies three bodies four I didn't stop looking Until I reached the top floor People were screaming help me help me No one was around I was the only one there I grabbed who I could and ran for the door I pulled out so many bodies I was begging for war I got a debriefing In a top secret meeting we were headed for war In Kabul Afghanistan I jumped from the apache Packed with what they taught me I am a Special forces soldier In the United States Army We conquered the taliban Watched them as they ran Visions were burned into my mind Of all the poor 9/11 victimes left behind I hunted the enemy Just like they trained me Took them out one by one I was invincible

The Mirror
I SEARCH WITHIN MY HEART AND FOUND A SOUL I LOOKED INTO THE MIRROR THIS MORNING AND FOUND MY ESSENSES I DUG DEEP AND I FOUND A PAIN VISION OF MY WORLD WAS LOOKING BACK AT ME STRUGGLES,GRIEFS,UNBAREABLE,YET I SURVIVED HAPPINESS,AND JOY,YET I CRIED. I SEARCHED WITHIN MY SOUL TODAY AND I FOUND MY LIFE. I DUGGED DEEP,AND I FOUND A BROKEN HEART HASSOCKS VISION OF WHAT USE TO BE,CAME ALIVE,AND FAUGHT BACK AT ME. UNCERTANTIES,AND SORROW HINDER MY THOUGHTS. I CLOSED MY EYES,AND THAT IN WHICH WAS LOOKING BACK AT ME.DISAPPEARED,FOR A MOMENT.AND INSIDE MY DARKNESS,I SEEN WHAT LIFE'S LITTLE DISCOMFORTS,A TEST.JUST A TEST.HOW WE ENDURE THEM.HOW WE GROW FROM THEM.ACCEPT THEM.CLING TO THEM.OUTWIT THEM.IS ALL UP TO THE PERSON I SEEN TODAY.I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR TODAY,AND BEHOLD IT WAS I LOOKING BACK AT ME.

Chaotic And Bratt Are At It Again
COMMENTS,COMMENTS,COMMENTS,COMMENTS=) imikimi - Customize Your World OK,WE ARE IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^CLICK ME TOO^^ ^^CLICK ME TOO^^ ~Bratt~& CHAOTIC PRINCESS= ) imikimi - Customize Your World

Vacation
you were finally taking your vacation. I was so excited, especially after talking to you so long. I have looked aour pictures so much I would recognize your body in a large crowd...lol. Even though you said nothing would happen I was still excited. You invited me to join you one night for dinner, and this was the night. I showed up my usual hour early too anxious to see you thinking what I was going to say. Should I hug you, should I keep everything casual even though it is so sexual on line. But this is real life. oh, I am nervous. I see you walking towards the restaurant, it is definately you, your curves look perfect. You see me and a smile touches your lips. Your husband is with you, but I knew he would be. I know he is there all the time when we are chatting on line, and I know he enjoys you getting the attention (I also know he reaps the rewards from it - lol). He approaches first and says hi with a firm hand shake making sure I know he is Alpha in the group. And th