ok so all my life i have tryed to b a good friend to people that i take in to my heart and i have got nothing but pain for it.. i know that they say no good deed goes unpunished but i thought friends were able to talk things out and protect each other to look past what flaws there might b and love ur friend even though.. i guess that is my take on friendship but not everyones.. so i have made up my mind that it is not worth it to try to b friends with people that if someone i have knowen for 16 years can b a complete ass not at all the friend or person i thought he was than no one is real out there.....life is never what it seems i am finding out i can only look out 4 myself cause i am all that really matters......
