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A Bit About Me
hey every one its time for me to tell yall who i am and were i come from ok i was born in cailf then came to tx becus the cost of liveing was way so expensive and better for my son since in cailf there so many gangs and drugs i have my brother liveing with me also since he got his self into trouble in cailf my mom shiped him to me ha! im 27 yr old i run a normal life for the most part the only one that gives me drama is my babys dad he is such a ass *&^% and well i love too cook love to get out of the dam house (even though i cant much) i love to be my self and not let any one put me down at times i think i say things with out really thinking if i could have hurt someone but for the most part its just that im so stright foward some people get hurt becus im like that i guess the truth hurts at time i do have a temper when provoced ok now what im looking for in this site is real people that want to really get to know me not just want to talk to me about sex like if thats

When Ari Has Too Much Sugar
I don't know..free styling has been an old thing for me, but suddenly tonight it came about again..in the form of Engelbert Humperdinck last waltz... Arieana Zen: sung in the tune of the last waltz sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: i wondered should i go or should i stay Arieana Zen: i only had one more condom my way Arieana Zen: and then i saw a box of durex at the corner of my eye sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: i was so happy that i wanted to cry Arieana Zen: i had the last fuck with you Arieana Zen: two ugly people together Arieana Zen: i busted my nut in you sean webster: lmao Arieana Zen: the last fuck will last forever sean webster: lol Arieana Zen: it smells like someone shitted on their balcony Arieana Zen: its like so close sean webster: lmfao Sorry Engelbert fans...

A Timeless Tapestry
A Timeless Tapestry By Vicki Marsh Kabat I watched a tapestry in the making the other night. It wasn't hanging on the wall of a gallery or my den; it was in a hospital room. The first threads were woven together nearly fifty-three years before when a young woman named Asa Lee applied for a job. The manager who took her application that day was a handsome young fellow nicknamed Mac. Asa Lee and Mac dated, fell in love and seven months later, married. Together, they reared a son and a daughter and enjoyed the arrivals of five grandchildren over the years. Their lives had been full until a couple of years ago when Mac's health began to fail. I met Asa Lee as several of us gathered to sing Christmas carols for hospitalized members of our church. I couldn't help but notice her ready smile and easy laugh. I was surprised to learn our first stop was to visit Asa Lee's husband at the Veterans Administration Medical Center. Mac suffers from congestive hear

Kinky Turn On...
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting92%Blind Folds83%Whips75%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Twisted
twisted like a string fibers stretched working free fearing to let loose seeing the separation seeing the distance grow twisted up in a knot with no where to go feeling the pain begin the tears flow hoping for a miracle to show seeing my destiny sadden by what it means twisted how can it be so

Just To Let My Friends Know....
I'm not ignoring you all.. I haven't been online much this weekend.. I've been fighting a sinus infection and then I woke up Friday morning with a horrible urinary track infection.. hurts like hell...so I called and left a message for my dr. to have him call me in a prescription, but he never called back and never called anything in.. so now I have to wait til tomorrow.... uhgggg... I feel like shit!! Been in bed all day today and just got up for a little bit to get on here... but am heading back to bed..... I'm sure I won't be able to get my shot now on Tuesday.. I called them Friday morning to see if I could still get the shot since I'm sick and they told me to call back Monday.....I'm sure I'll have to wait another couple of weeks to get another appt. so my back will continue to hurt til then.... geez... I HATE LIFE SOMETIMES!!! Anyways, just wanted to tell my friends on here that I luv you all and will catch up to you...... Take care!! Hugs -n- kisses!! *muah

My Fine Is $370.05 --- Whats Yours
Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Had sex with some one of another race -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $10 Cheated on your significant other with their

I Really Like My ...
My friends. They're great. I just wish they'd point out my flaws to me instead of my sister. That way, there is no middleman channel to go through. That makes a little sence, doesn't it. Well, it's all straightned out now. Thank god. I think it actually made me physically sick. Sheesh. Anyway, enjoy your Guy Fawks Day!!!!!!

I Will Walk 6000 Cherry Km For You...
In todays world, we have to worry about Global Warming, Deforestation, Pollution, Water Shortage and much more. My worries are not so much for my generation but for the new generations to come. Our political leaders are more conserned about how to win the next election than taking action. I will do my part to make a change for a better world. How about You? My personal goal for the Walk is to find inner peace through contemplation during this modern pilgrimage. My motto is to Follow the Golden Rule, and a slight deviation thereof: Prepare a sustainable environment for future generations as you would like them to have prepared it for you. Cherry greatings to you cherry blossoms, www.The-Walker.com

In The Shadows
In The Shadows In the shadows, emotion provides Moonlight - illumination for a larger world (Population: 2) Side by side Split - apart Reuniting Despite jealous daytime gods Lips touch mine in the shadows Touches flow across the stream Data bubbles caress my nerve endings Like a million tiny kisses Vibrating neuron pathways A fiery display of colored lights The firmament of my skull My flesh grows insubstantial and seeks The Maestro of this interplay His spacious reach a sanctuary And release in this corporeal prison I am putty, a doll, in his arms My shadow Maestro Conductor in this symphony Of passion play "Every woman" the conduit For his extraordinary power Calling forth primal urges with modern alchemical implements Joining across the ages Past and Present Pain and Love Side by side Split - apart Reuniting In the shadows

Treat Her Right
Today is Sweetest Day ALWAYS DO THIS FOR HER!!! LEAVE HER (AND ONLY HER) CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN YOU TALK T0 HER. TELL HER STUPID J0KES T0 MAKE HER LAUGH. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. WHEN SHE CRYS D0 WHATEVER IT TAKES T0 MAKE HER SMIlE. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER. KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'

How 2 Get A Flat Tummy
HOW TO GET A FLAT TUMMY A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen, dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time." says the boy. "Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled? "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Check Out the new free AIM(R) Mail -- 2 GB of storage and industry-leading spam and email virus protection.

Beware Of Your Surroundings
SCENE 1. This is a new one. People sure stay busy trying to cheat us, don't they? A friend went to the local gym and placed his belongings in the locker. After the workout and a shower, he came out, saw the locker open, and thought to himself, "Funny, I thought I locked the locker. Hmmm." He dressed and just flipped the wallet to make sure all was in order. Everything looked okay - all cards were in place. A few weeks later his credit card bill came - a whooping bill of $14,000! He called the credit card company and started yelling at them, saying that he did not make the transactions. Customer care personnel verified that there was no Mistake in the system and asked if his card had been stolen. "No," he said, but then took out his wallet, pulled out the credit card, and yep - you guessed it - a switch had been made. An expired similar credit card from the same bank was in the wallet. The thief broke into his locker at the gym and switched cards. Verdict: The c

Important Information Everyone Should Know!
IMPORTANT INFORMATION EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW..PLEASE READ (REPOST Original 12/05) Current mood: okay Category: Life A while ago my ex's now "wife" was emailing some of my friends and saying some really horrible lies about me (who knows why). One thing she put in writing was partially true, but horribly distorted......this is the truth....... It is the fact that I have Hepatitis C. I contracted it in 1991 during a surgery. We have determined this was the cause, because I went to the doctor violently ill 12 weeks after the surgery and tested positive (the specific test was brand new), prior to that I had given blood to the Red Cross on a regular basis (donor) and had never had any problems (it was called NonA/NonB before that) and had blood tests before I had surgery, I had never done intervenous drugs, been on kidney dialysis, had a blood tranfusion or been a hemophliac. I had also been married since 1987 and with him since 1985. I was lucky that my doctor knew about th

Saddam And His Cronies
Well, the day has finally arrived. Mr. Hussein is going to get his final reward...after all of the appeals and whatnot. Ah, well. I have the feeling that our job in Iraq is going to get a little more interesting for a while, but over all, it's definitely a good thing. Unfortunately, it's going to heat up the civil war that everyone is denying is really going on. Ah, well. Not like anything over in that region is exactly stable, is it? I really and truly believe that we're doing good things over in Iraq. I've only been over there once (For now - next trip in about a year), and I know several people that have lost their lives over the past few years, but I believe our mission has been just. Do I like it? No, obviously not. Having people try to shoot me and drop explosives on my head for a living ain't exactly my idea of fun, but it's what I've been getting paid for by YOU FOLKS for the last 18 years. I'm sure this is gonna invite all sorts of negative comments, but YOU F

Ex-love
Time vested, dreams not brought to fruition,memories burning and searing deep into the corner of your mind. Lonely silence, words not spoken, words that should have been left unspoken, time slipping through the hourglass.Pride, that won't let down it's wall of insecurities, desires that run amuck with those who don't matter and never will. Time wasted on questions instead of actions... Why, where, how, who, all of these will ruin you. I can, I will, I need, I love, these are all sent from the father above. Don't turn back lest you get stuck in the past, where help does not exist. Don't look into the future that is uncertain and unknown. Please stay in the now. That is the only place that you can do something about the future and learn from the past. Love ya G.

As We Get Older...(this Is So True)
As we grow older, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will, you will have your heart broken probably more then once and its harder every time, you will break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken, you'll fight with your best friends, you'll blame a new love for things an old one did, you'll argue with a family member over words best forgiven and forgotten, you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back!

Singing In The Rain
well it's raining again in Buenos Aires... i'll get off for sometime because there are thunders i hate when rain is like that i'll be back when the storm calm down a bit ok? i'm a lil bit better, but anyways not completely healthy i let you all this old video, that most of you will remember (at least the oldies that grew up in the 80's lol) ahhhh... i wish i had someone that really love me :(

The Law Is The Law
THE LAW IS THE LAW – So Mote It Be! (A Great Concept) If the U.S. government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so mote it be. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so mote it be. And since they already have prohibited any prayer in the schools, on which they deem their authority, then, so mote it be. I say, "so mote it be," because I would like to be a law abiding U.S. citizen. I say, "so mote it be," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American Publics' best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since people can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post the commandments in government buildings, I don't believe the government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations wh

Funny Stuff
DO YOU FART IN BED? IF THIS STORY DOESN'T MAKE YOU CRY FROM LAUGHING SO HARD, LET ME KNOW AND I'LL PRAY FOR YOU. THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A COUPLE WHO HAD BEEN HAPPILY MARRIED FOR YEARS. THE ONLY FRICTION IN THEIR MARRIAGE WAS THE HUSBAND'S HABIT OF FARTING LOUDLY EVERY MORNING WHEN HE AWOKE. THE NOISE WOULD WAKE HIS WIFE AND THE SMELL WOULD MAKE HER EYES WATER AND MAKE HER GASP FOR AIR. EVE RY MORNING SHE WOULD PLEAD WITH HIM TO STOP RIPPING THEM OFF BECAUSE IT WAS MAKING HER SICK. HE TOLD HER HE COULDN' T.STOP IT AND THAT IT WAS PERFECTLY NATURAL. SHE TOLD HIM TO SEE A DOCTOR, SHE WAS CONCERNED THAT ONE DAY HE WOULD BLOW HIS GUTS OUT. THE YEARS WENT BY AND HE CONTINUED TO RIP THEM OUT. THEN ONE THANKSGIVING MORNING AS SHE WAS PREPARING THE TURKEY FOR DINNER AND HE WAS UPSTAIRS SOUND ASLEEP, SHE LOOKED AT THE INNARDS AND NECK, GIZZARD, LIVER AND ALL THE SPARE PARTS AND A MALICIOUS THOUGHT CAME TO HER. SHE TOOK THE BOWL AND WENT UPST AIRS WHERE HER HUSBAND WAS SOUND ASLE

Smile,if You Know How To
A serious drunk walked into a bar and, after staring for some time at the only woman seated at the bar, walked over to her and took a firm hold of her left breast. She jumped up and slapped him silly. He immediately apologized and explained, "I'm sorry. I thought you were my wife. You look exactly like her." "Why you worthless, insufferable, wretched, no good drunk!" she screamed. "Funny," he muttered, "you even sound exactly like her." ------------------------------------------------- My son and I celebrated our mutual birth date by treating each other to dinner. When we arrived at our favorite restaurant, we were delighted to see a large sign at the entrance proclaiming that each birthday person, upon presentation of suitable I.D., was entitled to a free meal. When it was time to pay the bill, I felt guilty that we were paying for only our drinks and offered to pay for at least one of the meals. "Not at all!" our genial maitre d' exclaimed. "That's the d

Which Positive Quality Are You
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."Peace Charity Friendship Faith Courage Which Positive Quality Are You?

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids on a merry-go round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down, don't dance so fast. Time is short, the music won't last. Do you run through each day on the fly? When you ask, "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done do you lie in your bed, With the next hundred chores running through your head? You'd better slow down, don't dance so fast. Time is short, the music won't last. Ever told your child we'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, not seen his sorrow? Ever lost touch, let the good friendship die Cause you never had time to call and say hi. You'd better slow down, don't dance so fast. Time is short, the music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere, You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... thrown away. Life is not a race

Ladies Only...
I haven't been on here for very long, and from what I have seen I figured I should jump on bored and have some adult pics throughn on my profile... Any requests, please mail them to me and I will do my best to fulfill them...

Which Positive Quality Are You?
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Peace You are Peace. Peace is the opposite of anger and destruction. Peace is calm. It tears down barriers; it brings us together. Peace is a noble goal sought by the good of heart. "May peace prevail on earth."Friendship Faith Charity Courage Love Which Positive Quality Are You?

Unfolding The Rose
It is only a tiny rosebud A flower of Gaia's design; But I cannot unfold the petals With these clumsy hands of mine. The secret of unfolding flowers Is not known to such as I. Gaia opens this flower so sweetly, Then, in my hands, they die. If I cannot unfold a rosebud, The flower of Gaia's design, Then how can I have the wisdom To unfold this life of mine? So, I'll trust in Her for leading Each moment of my day. I will look to Her for Her guidance Each step of the Pilgrim's way. The pathway that lies before me Only Mother Nature knows. I'll trust Her to unfold the moments, Just as She unfolds the rose.

Test 1
Erotic Thriller You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you. Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you. Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

Just Funny
Okay every once in awhile I remember why I decided to do this job, to protect people. some times that includes protecting them from themselves! I ran a call today that made it hard to keep a straight face. I arrived at this persons residence and was met at the door by the daughter (12yoa) who stated that her dad was trying to fix the heater and was stuck.... behind it! This was a central heat and air unit in the hallway he was trying to repair the duct and fell off the step ladder forward hence behind the unit! he had told his daughter to call for help, he didn't expect the police.... with the help of the nice firemen we were able to get him loose with just a few minor scratches but he gets to tell the nieghbors why all the emergency vehicles were there! I couldn't do anything to help the his pride however. It's nice not to have every call be a bad one! LMAO, Andy

Close-minded
Where.........in this time of prosparity in the human race, did we lose sight of the ability to be open-minded? I ask this in light of the book burnings, and now the threat of removal of books from the list of assignments in English class. There is one school, I shall not name, that is under the consideration of removing Farenhiet 451 from it's list of reading, and even it's bookshelves. It was assigned to be read and reports to be done. One girl didn't like it, so the school kindly gave her another assignment. Her father, obviously wiser in years, is pushing the issue to remove it because, it talks about burning the bible, and bad talks the lord and savior. I remember not liking the books I read in school, and I failed each one I didn't read. Hell we never got any supplemented reading because we disliked them. So........first thing........it is fiction. A representation of what it could be like if things were different that someone just made up in thier own freaking mind. Second thin

Opinions Wanted!!!
Ok...so after posting all these pics I have I'm thinking "maybe I should go red again?" I would like you all to take a look at the pics (comment and rate by all means, lol) and let me know what you think. As of now I am blonde. Afterthought- if I went red again, should it be like the copper red/blonde or that cherry/fire red again? *sigh* decisions, decisions.....

She's My Kind Of Rain..............by ,tim Mcgraw
She's my kind of rain Like love in a drunken sky She's confetti falling Down all night She sits quietly there Black water in a jar Says, Baby why are you Trembling like you are So I wait And I try I confess like a child She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's the sun set shadows She's like Rembrandt's light She's the history that's made at nigh She's my lost companion She's my dreaming tree Together in this brief eternity Summer days, winter snows She's all things to behold She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain So I wait And I try I confess all my crimes She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's my kind of rain Oh, rain on me She's my kin

My Ass Is Chapped!
You know, I see al these bulletins about so-and-so needs to level up, and vote for the sexiest canine tooth and all this bullshit...but when I try to get people to remember a few of our troops, it gets TOTALLY ignored! So, today, I ponied up and made it sticky. I have no problem with contributing to CherryTap at all. I love this site. But DAMN!!!! What are these peoples priorities! One of these guys is dealing with some hairy shit in Afghanistan! One of these guys is asking for postcards, to make his place feel like home, and break up the never ending bordom. One of these guys is stateside, writing the plans and regs that keeps them ALL safe under difficult situations, and one of them, I just don't know well enough yet to tell you. But, he wears the uniform, and that's good enough for me! There are so many more on this site, and the petty, high school, note-passing idiocy gets so old! This concludes todays rant. That is all.

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman
She needs to be shown She needs to feel it in her soul.. I really, Really Love you Baby... Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman To really love a woman - To understand her You've got to know - Her deep inside Hear every thought - See every dream And give her wings when she wants to fly And when you find yourself lying helpless - In her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman - You tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman - You tell her that she's the one She needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really, really ever loved a woman? To really love a woman - You let her hold ya Till you know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breath her - And really taste her Until you can feel her in your blood When you can see - Your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman - You tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman

More Pick Up Lines
(leaning over to whisper) I think about you when I masturbate. Are we related? Do you want to be? Can you say Constantinople backwards? Me neither, but I just wanted to ask. Can you spell ICUP. I-C-U-P. You saw me pee. (laugh profusely) Do you know how to use a whip? Drop 'em! Excuse me, do you live around here often? Excuse me, I am about to go masturbate and needed a name to go with the face. Hey babe...can you suck a golf ball through 50 feet of garden hose? Hey babe...can you suck start a Harley? Hi, I just wanted to give you the satisfaction of turning me down; go ahead say no. Hold out two fingers and say: "Why should a woman masturbate with these two fingers?" (I don't know.) "'Cause they're mine sweetheart." I am very, very lonely, and I was wonderin'... I know a great way to burn off the calories in that pastry you just ate. I'm drunk. I'm not trying anything, I always put my hands there. I'm on fire. Can I run through your sprinkler? If I could be anything, I'd love to be you

Pickup Lines
Didn't anyone tell you that you wanted to sleep with me?!?! I thought you knew... Do you know the difference between my penis and a chicken leg? No??? Well, let's go on a picnic and find out! Excuse me, but would you like an orally stimulated orgasm? Excuse me, have I fucked you yet? Excuse me. Do you want to fuck or should I apologize? Fancy a fuck? Hi, wanna fuck? (No!) Mind lying down while I do? I am a magical being, take off your bra. I love you. I want to marry you. Now fuck my brains out. I miss my teddy bear. Would you sleep with me? I must expel some seminal fluid. May I use your body? I think we have to make love on the front lawn like crazed weasels NOW! I wanna put my thingy into your thingy. I want to thank you for [insert any event here], grab your ankles bitch! I'd like to tie you to a rafter and fuck you up and down. I'd love to swap bodily fluids with you. I'm gonna have sex with you tonight so, you might as well be there. If it's true that we are what we eat, then I c

Baby Write This Down
I never saw the end in sight Fools are kind of blind Thought everything was going alright But I was running out of time 'Caues you had one foot out the door I swear I didn't see But if you're really going away Here's some final words from me Baby write this down, take a little note To remind you incase you didn't know Tell yourself I love you and I don't want you to go Write this down Take my words, read 'em everyday Keep 'em close by don't you let 'em fade away So you'll remember what I forgot to say Write this down I'll sign it at the bottom of the page I'll swear under oath 'Cause every single word is true And I think you need know So use it as a bookmark Stick it in your 'frigerator door Hang it in a picture frame up above the mantle Where you'll see it for sure Baby write this down, take a little note To remind you incase you didn't know Tell yourself I love you and I don't want you to go Write this down Take my words,

I Only Want To Be With You
I don’t know what it is that makes me love you so I only know I never want to let you go ’cause you’ve started something Oh, can’t you see? That ever since we met You’ve had a hold on me It happens to be true I only want to be with you It doesn’t matter where you go or what you do I want to spend each moment of the day with you Oh, look what has happened with just one kiss I never knew that I could be in love like this It’s crazy but it’s true I only want to be with you You stopped and smiled at me And asked if I’d care to dance I fell into your open arms And I didn’t stand a chance Now listen honey I just want to be beside you everywhere As long as we’re together, honey, I don’t care ’cause you’ve started something Oh, can’t you see? That ever since we met You’ve had a hold on me No matter what you do I only want to be with you Oh, oh, you stopped and you smiled at me And asked if I’d care to dance I fell into your open arms And I didn’t stand a c

Listen Up!!!!!
LISTEN UP! Listen, i dont give a fuck who you are. if you feel the need to mention my name, then say it to my face! If you dont have the fucking balls to say it to my face, then dont fucking say anything! SO YEAH!! OTHERWISE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE

Just A Big Thank You
hello friends and fans and those who just stop buy and drop and ten on my page do not fear i will hit you all back up i will rate all of your photos and comment them also just give me some timeO YA AND A BIG TIME THANK OU TO MY WIFE FOR PIMPIN ME OUT LIKE SHE HAS AND TO ALL OF HER FRIENDS THAT HAVE HIT ME UP TO AND A BIG THANK YOU TO STARZHALO FOR PIMPIN ME OUT ALSO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU HAVE SUPPORTED MY WIFE WITH THE TUFF TIME SHE HAS HAD WITH HER GRANDSON AND DAUGHTER IT REAL DOS MAKE ABIG DIFF IN MY HOME LIFE SO KUOS TO YOU ALL.....OH FOR ALL OF THOSE ASSHOLES WHO THINK IT IS FUNY OR CUE TO SAY OR WRITE NASTY FUCKING SHIT ABOUT THAT LITTLE BOY JUST REMMBER IT MAY SOME DAY SOON BE YOUR TURN AT THIS ROAD IN LIFE NEVER SAY NEVER IT HAS A WAY OF BITTING U RIGH IN THE FUCKING ASS...... HELLSGATE_666

Coming Soon
i am currently taking my first step into the world of writing erotic fiction . i hope to have my first story finished within the next day or so . please read and rate it and send me any comments you may have.

“the Devil Went Down To New York City"
“THE DEVIL WENT DOWN TO NEW YORK CITY" The devil came down on NYC He was lookin for souls to steal. And he was in a bind 'Cause he was way behind With an Arabhe'd made a deal. When he killed our own on American soil We knew it was an evil plot. Bush stepped upon that podium Said "Boy let me tell you what: I bet you didn't know it But we got plans of our own too. And if you care to take a dare I'll make a bet with you. You may have begun this battle boy, But give America it's due. We're gonna find you no matter where you go We'll win this war against you." The Marine said: "My names Johnny, This is where I come in. I'm part of this bet; you're gonna regret 'Cause we're the best that's ever been." Air Force load up our planes and bomb those Arabs hard. 'Cause Hell's broke loose in America; Bush called out the National Guard. And when we win you'll not see those shiny streets of gold You'll have lost; now the devil's got your soul. The Navy jumped on our sh

When Kindred Spirits Meet
When kindred spirits meet It is as wind upon the sail; A driving force, a rising heat, Hold fast! Let it not fail! So rare the kindred spirit is, So few indeed there are; When this you find, yes, nurture this, Let it not drift afar. For kindred spirits once apart May never find once more A heart so well matched with a heart As they have found before. There are those rare occasions in life when you are fortunate enough to meet a kindred spirit and instant friend. My friend shall forever be my friend, and reflect a ray of Good to me.

Pesky Telemarketer
Pesky Telemarketer The phone rang as I was sitting down to my anticipated evening meal and, as I answered, I was greeted with, "Is this Wilhiam Wagenhoss?" This didn't sound anything like my name, so I asked, "Who is calling?" The telemarketer said he was with The Rubberband-Powered Freezer Company or something like that and then I asked him if he knew Wilhiam personally and why was he was calling this number. I then said, off to the side, "Get really good pictures of the body and all the blood." I then turned back to the phone and advised the caller that he had entered a murder scene and must stay on the line because we had already traced this call and he would be receiving a summons to appear in the local courthouse to testify in this murder case. I then questioned the caller at great length as to his name, address, phone number at home, at work, who he worked for, how he knew the dead guy and could he prove where he had been about one hour before he made this ca

Self Loathers/passive People
I'm sorry but I absolutely can't stand these fuckin people anymore. No matter what I do or how good they truely are they can never fuckin see it. Why are people so god damn afraid of confronting something they think is wrong. That's the problem with the world these days everyone will wine and bitch but never do anything about it. I'm tired of that shit I swear if I ever see a cutter sliceing at there wrist thigh or whatever the fuck I'm going to run over and hit them sqare in the jaw so they can understand there are pains far worse in the world then what they feel. Fuckin suck it up and walk off all you emotional problems do you really think sympahty is going to help you any. If you want help you have to help yourself and that's just how the fuckin cold cruel world is.

Sorry To All My Friends And Fans!!!
I have not been very social lately I am so sorry! I am taking a class in tax preparation and I know when I signed up the lady said,"accellerated course" but I really think that I forgot what that meant. giggle giggle It really is not that hard but the time out of class to study is really cutting into my Cherry Tap time. The class is over aroung the first week in December!! I will be back as much as possible. Huggers to one and all... Fushia ps and who is doing your taxes???

Scene 1.
SCENE 1. This is a new one. People sure stay busy trying to cheat us, don't they? A friend went to the local gym and placed his belongings in the locker. After the workout and a shower, he came out, saw the locker open, and thought to himself, "Funny, I thought I locked the locker. Hmmm." He dressed and just flipped the wallet to make sure all was in order. Everything looked okay - all cards were in place. A few weeks later his credit card bill came - a whooping bill of $14,000! He called the credit card company and started yelling at them, saying that he did not make the transactions. Customer care personnel verified that there was no Mistake in the system and asked if his card had been stolen. "No," he said, but then took out his wallet, pulled out the credit card, and yep - you guessed it - a switch had been made. An expired similar credit card from the same bank was in the wallet. The thief broke into his locker at the gym and switched cards. Verdict: The

So.
Stop score whoring to me. If I don't know you, don't shout to me to vote for you in some contest where you bared your naughty bits. I don't care to view it, and I certainly won't be voting for it. DIAF. DIY.

Quiz 7
i think this is the last one for the time being...the purpose of all of these was to make room in the "ABOUT ME" section on my page for other strange and unussual stuff.. Which Deadly Sin Is Yours?GreedIn the immortal words of Gordon Gecko 'Greed is good', words you live by. Wether it's money, fame or something else, you want it allFind out your Deadly Sin at Quizopolis.com

Update From A Earlier Blog!!
Hi again!!! News from me!! I am maintaining... I really feel bad for my ex he lose his dad last weekend!! The wake was tuesday.. and they bury him Wednesday..That is why the candle is up high.. But his bro and sisters are taking everything that the dad had... I now its hard on him.. But why is his bro and sisters have to be sooo damn greedy!! who knows!! I dont know... Well that was think!! Jeannie

The Cat
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!"

Quiz 6
just a few more i promise You scored as Invisibility. Invisibility, now there's a handy power. Whether sneaking into the girls locker room or ninja-ing your way through a dangerous situation, you've got it all covered.Invisibility95%Teleportation80%Telepathy/Telekinesis80%Super Strength75%Super Speed70%Energy Projection65%Flight50%Invulnerability35%What Super Power Is Best for You?created with QuizFarm.com

Quiz 5
yes, here we go again...same as before, you may need to highlight to see the text... You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt67%Boobs67%Face58%Abs/Stomach50%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Wedding Night
Wedding Night ~ The wedding date was set and the groom's three pals -- a carpenter, an electrician and a dentist were deciding which pranks to play on the couple on their wedding night. The carpenter figured sawing the slats of their bed would give them a chuckle or two. The electrician decided to wire the bed - with alternating current, of course. The dentist wouldn't commit himself, but wore a sly grin -- and promised it would be memorable. The nuptials went as planned and a few days later, each of the grooms buddies received the following note: "DEAR FRIENDS, WE DIDN'T MIND THE BED SLATS BEING SAWED. THE ELECTRIC SHOCK WAS ONLY A MINOR SETBACK. BUT I SWEAR BY GOD ALMIGHTY, I'M GOING TO KILL WHOEVER PUT NOVOCAIN IN THE K-Y JELLY!"

How To Clean Your Toilet - The Fun Way:
How to Clean Your Toilet - The Fun Way: 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Sincerely, The Dog

Smiley
A man with a fetish for very large women walks into a brothel. When asked what he wants, he says 'I want a really large woman - as big as possible.' He is shown this enormous woman, but he shakes his head - 'nope, not fat enough. Get someone bigger than that.' He is shown another, even more enormous woman. 'Nope, still not big enough. I tell you what - give me the biggest woman you have!'. He is shown the biggest woman who works in the brothel. She is unbelievably big - 'That's more like it!' He is taken off to a room by the woman, and presently is on top of her going about satisfying his sexual desires. After a few minutes of heaving and groaning, he suddenly stops and says to the woman - 'Sorry. Do you mind if I turn the light off?' to which the woman replies 'It's me, isn't it? I'm so big that you find me unattractive.' to which the man replies - 'No, not at all! I think you're a very attractive woman. It's just that the light bulb's burning my ass! *****

Men Are Noy Mind Readers
Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 2. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 3. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 4. Crying is blackmail. 5. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 6. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 7. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 8. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 9. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

To A Keeper!
TO A KEEPER! One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, and because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter wha

Friends
"Among Life's precious jewels, Genuine and rare, The one that we call friendship Has worth beyond compare." Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend forever. "Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."

It's Hot In Here !!
Hot in..... So hot in herre..... So hot in..... (AH!OO!) (just a little ah,ah..just a little .. ..) I was like, good gracious ass bodacious (uh) Flirtatcious, tryin to show faces Lookin for the right time to shoot my steam (you know) Lookin for the right time to flash them G's Then um I'm leavin, please believin(OO) Me and the rest of my heathens Check it, got it locked at the top of the four seasons Penthouse, roof top, birds I feedin No deceivin, nothin up my sleeve, no teasin I need you to get up up on the dance floor (uh) Give that man what he askin for (oo) Cuz I feel like bustin loose and I feel like touchin you (uh,uh) And cant nobody stop the juice so baby tell me whats the use (I said) Its gettin hot in here (so hot) So take off all your clothes I am gettin so hot,(uh,uh,uh,OO) I wanna take my clothes off (oo) Why you at the bar if you aint poppin the bottles (come on) What good is all the fame if you aint fuckin the models I see yo

From Bbc Sports...
Bollocks bollocks bugger and arse! Goddamn French referee!! England lost their sixth straight match and suffered a record home defeat as Dan Carter led New Zealand to victory. Jamie Noon's early try was disallowed - he did score later but Joe Rokocoko and Carl Hayman's tries just before the break put New Zealand well in command. England took the game to the All Blacks in the second half and had a man over when Chris Masoe was sin-binned. But despite tries from Ben Cohen and debutant Shaun Perry, New Zealand continued to cruise to an easy victory. In the first match under England's restructured set-up, Andy Robinson's side were hoping to give something for a record 82,000 crowd to cheer about. But although they showed determination, England were guilty of careless errors at crucial moments and the All Blacks dominated the scrums. The 21-point losing margin was England's worst defeat on home soil - surpassing their 29-11 defeat against South Africa nine yea

Please Go Vote!!
Ok fellow cherries i'm in my first contest!! Yaho0o0o0!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=184715&albumid=87230&i=465886715 Please go place a vote for the classiest but sexy lady on CT!! This should be alot of fun!! x0x0x0x0x I am also in the Queen Of CT Contest :) I AM HONOURED TO BE A PART OF THIS CONTEST AND WOULD LOVE TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS GO OVER AND VOTE. THERE ARE LOTS OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN TO CHOOSE FROM... BUT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO VOTE FOR YOUR TRULY HERE IS MY LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=47672&i=174592379 THANKS IN ADVANCE TO THOSE WHO MAKE THIS CONTEST A SUCCESS *KISS*

My Interveiw
My interview went great, I was asked right away to come in again for a second interveiw on tuesday. They even gave me the shift that they were wanting me to work for which is 5 to midnight so that sucks a little but its only temp until something else opens up. I think I have already gotten the job and the second interview is a formality. Wish me luck my freinds.

You’re On My Mind
Your smile lights up the darkest of day more brighter than sunlight it seems My name I hear in the mist of the night calling in my dreams When I look to the stars it’s your face I see even when you’re not around Your heartbeat surrounds every part of me like the thundering buffalo, my heart races on The kiss of your lips is the sweetest phrase in a simple song I sing And I hope your heart knows just what you’ve come to mean to me Your strength I can rely on your wisdom and touch My eyes shine for you because I care so much Though words can’t be spoken how one heart truly feels I will treasure each moment and let fate set its seal

This One Cracked Me Up
An old Italian Mafia Don is dying and he calls his grandson to his bed! "Lissin-a me. I wanna for you to taka my chrome plated 38 revolver so you will always remember me." "But grandpa, I really don't lika guns. Howzabout you leava me your Rolex watch instead?" "Shuddup an lissin. Somma day you gonna runna da business.....you gonna have a beautifula wife, lotsa money, a biga home and maybe a couple a bambinos." "Somma day you gonna comma home and maybe find you wife inna bed with another man. Whadda you gonna do then....... pointa to you watch and say "Times up?"

Giving Thanks
An angel here, an angel there, I’m surrounded by angels everywhere. When I’m in the middle of a terrible storm They come with their candles to keep me warm. An angel to comfort, an angel to guide, An angel to fill that dark hole inside. An angel to cry on, an angel who cares, I’m surrounded by angels, everywhere. The angels who reach out when times are rough Who’ll listen to my heartache and all kinds of stuff Bright in the sunshine and in dark of night The angels surround me with comforting light. I guess Gaia is busy and can’t come on down To give me a smile and take care of my frown So he sent a few angels to brighten my day And help to carry my burdens away. So thank you, dear angels, more than you’ll know For watering the happiness and making it grow!

~oblivion~
The fog rolls in, the night is mute. Creatures go still, and people disappear Without a word, Though their footsteps can still be heard, And the city falls under its spell. Warm and inviting, the lovers respond To the haunting song they know so well And begin their eternal dance, While the fog hides everything, The sins of the night, Turning all color to gray Yet vibrant in its way. It takes the faintest of light, And defies the origins of those sins. He clouds a girl's mind The way fog can wrap around one's senses. She knows How it goes, that he feels the same When she coos and caresses, so tender. The fog insinuates, like pale fingers As it stealth fully creeps Upon the couple while they sleep, Naked and unaware as they lie there. It covers all with its giant pall Of oblivion that transcends them From the world they pretend in, A world foreign to the reality That is theirs alone, and together They are as one forever. Whatever happens in the fo

Destiny
Deep red Flows the blood From my body, Comes the flood To Your heart, Torn apart. _D_E_S_T_I_N_Y_ You are my god, my deity. You are my life, my purity. You dictate, You sway The way i move through my day. You are the reason i live, and i cry. Yours will be the season In which i shall die. You are the force in me~ You are my destiny.

The Mirror
there in the mirror the image looks back is it me or only a reflection deep in the eyes that stare back at me i see a ghost a past long dead but still remaining haunting me begging me another world lives behind those eyes a world slipped into only with the casualties of dreams that other world fragmented and torn in dreams i reach out grasping but never quite touching what i know is there waiting just beyond the mirrors beveled glass....

Torn
time slips through my hands... sometimes i don't even know who i am... but the waves that crash around me... are not all of my own creation... or maybe they are... don't always understand... my own mind... my own heart... they betray me... laughing at me like mindless jesters... one smiling... the other in tears... leaving me to find my way...alone... in this sea of endlessness... adrift on waves of emotions... that i can neither understand... nor control... my pain is an everlasting soul torture... torn in halves... my soul lingers... trying vainly too piece itself back together... but not knowing where too begin... a soul alone... knowing that somewhere there is another... so very much the same... beckoning through the lonely night... crying shamelessly for return from this darkness... too no avail... what is love... that brings no gladness too its vessel... and yet brings ecstasy at the same moment... years of emptiness... an awakened soul... scratch

Quickies
Quickie #1 One day, John came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went fishing. Quickie #2 A woman came home screeching her car into the driveway and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey,pack your bags. I just won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get the hell out." Quickie # 3 Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right,and the other is a husband. Quickie #4 A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eyesight test. The tester showed him a card with the letters: 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the tester asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy." Quickie #5 Mother Superior called a

No More...
oh this weary heart that life might be breathed into its waiting chambers that ecstasy might once again flow thru it with every beat that quickens the pulse and brings light too the darkened soul that i might weep no more but laugh joyously madly passion burning deep within me cresting as the flames stretch to touch my face as a lovers hand might caress and then engulf become part of my very soul until this heart beats no more...

Another Day, Another Trial
First of all, I'd like to say, to all who visit me and take the time to even read my blogs(cuz trust me, there will be PLENTY)I hope no one get's a false impression of who I am because i spend so much time fussing...i DO have good things to write about too, it's just that this is about the only place besides my mind that i have to go to 'let it all out'...even if they NEVER get read, it makes me feel better just to get it off my chest... that would probably, i guess, just be that vastly large part of me that makes me HUMAN! you'll all discover in the future that my mother plays a LARGE role in making my day to day life MISERABLE... so bear with me and either read on or....not....I am NOT a tottally miserable person. there are sparks of happiness from time to time... unfortunately they're few and far between... i still, however, try to make the best out of every day that is given to me here. what is the point of this blog you might be asking...last night we(me, my son, my boyfriend,

Awakenings
Cold rain falling to the ground Then through the breaking clouds A little sun shines down The sky is trying to smile Through the bitter tears of winter Wind blows away the hanging miseries As the sun shines down There in the meadow You see a spot of color Tiny little flowers Dancing in the breeze As life jumps forth Screaming "Look at me! I'm still here. I didn't go away. I was sleeping. Only sleeping." The world from winter's slumber is awake The sounds once silent in the snow Are bursting out their greetings The ground once cold and hardened Now softly yielding to the newly growing grass The cycle of life returns again We all wake from our darkened sleeps And step out to greet the bright new day Dawning fresh and beautiful with The warm rain falling gently to the ground...

Jokes For Today - Thanks Red
Penis van Lesbian A good-looking man walked into an agent's office in Hollywood and said, "I want to be a movie star." Tall, handsome and with experience on Broadway, he had the right credentials. The agent asked, "What's your name?" The guy said, "My name is Penis van Lesbian." The agent said, "Sir, I hate to tell you, but in order to get into Hollywood, you are going to have to change your name." "I will NOT change my name! The van Lesbian name is centuries old, I will not disrespect my grandfather by changing my name. Not ever." The agent said, "Sir, I have worked in Hollywood for years... you will NEVER go far in Hollywood with a name like Penis van Lesbian! I'm telling you, you will HAVE TO change your name or I will not be able to represent you." "So be it! I guess we will not do business together, the guy said and he left the agent's office. FIVE YEARS LATER..... The agent opens an envelope sent to his office. Inside the envelope are a letter and a

Star Kisses
the girl wakes... darkness so complete for a moment she cant remember where she is ...then... like a small child who seeks out a parents bed in the frightening night.... she quietly slips from her room.... through the window a beam of golden moon creeps across the floor ...her bare toes feel the puddle of light...she closes her eyes and breathes slow lifting her arms....the sky people embrace her ...dark meadows and rivers blend and blur into woods and mountains below.....she stops... held suspended by twinkling colors ...they wrap and spiral around her like a blanket from the cold... as she moves slowly toward the sleeping man. is it possible for a man to lay in beauties slumber.... an arm thrown up over his head.... one fist clutches the edge of a pillow and she hears him moan in his sleep .....she holds her breath not wanting the vision to fade ....the girl watches his mouth....intently....held spell bound.....waiting...... and then a sound...one word spoken so so

Rules For Stang's Music Trivia Blog! Read This!
This is super simple and I hope proves to be lots of fun. Everyday, at different times, I will post a music triva question. Most of the time it will be lyrics. If it's a lyric question you must comment the blog with the name of the song, artist and YEAR it was made. No exceptions. I will check back and close commenting when I have a right answer. Comments to my shout box or inbox don't count, all answers must be submitted on the blog. If it's just a trivia question, then answer it correctly and go from there. I will send the person who answers it a gift based on the difficulty of the question. I have a box of trivia cards that I will be using, in case of a dispute, what the card says goes. If you prove my card to be wrong via another source, then I'll gift you too. Now that's fair. I'll post the first question later today. **Note: I have a very wide range of music knowledge and taste's so don't get discouraged but this may make you work a bit. If you are n

High Priestess
The sounds of incantations drift from the great hall while incense glows fragrant in silver burners as the priestess of love languishes in her quarters awaiting the arrival of her Sire~ ~for it is He alone who can overwhelm her own powers of passion for the carnal lusts they mutually enjoy. Adorned in the splendor befitting her status, she anticipates with mounting desire all the possibilities the starry desert night promises. Desert flower blooms in the dust, Starlight glistens from her skin, The lovers embrace, Their bodies entwined in lust, As falcon's flight within Wills faint hearts to race~ ~While passion's acts of sin Carries into the night On the wings of a dove Tales of Arabian love.

Declaration Of Non-interest
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint ano

Why Me??
This totally sucks... my sister just called and told me our mom passed.. This past year and a half.. ive dealt w/too much death.. Today my mom (aunt) died.. she has gone thru the past 6 1/2 years battling cancer.. today was the day the Lord decided to call her home. Last year in Feb. my brother died.. then the next mth my dad (uncle) died of cancer... then 6 mths later my step dad died of cancer... Whats up w/that??? im tired of people dying that I know

Leaveing For Awhile
yea im leaveing for awhile and i dont know if or when ill be back if at all.sorry to all my good friends on here but im an over the road driver so im leave tonight to start driving again thank god my bills are starting to kill me plus my old boos screawed me out of a lot of work so i had no couise but to go back to driving.atleast it a good job and a job i know how to do very will to.im going to miss talking to you all on here i wish the very best to everyone out there and hope you all do find what your looking for .if you dont find what your looking just remeber dont give up your dreams for anyone and a littel faith does go along way in helping to . your friend olin

Safe
Your pride in ownership protects me, as does Your love for me. You will never hurt me - to do so would hurt both my trust in You, and Your trust in Yourself as Master. As slave, I submit to You - but as Master, You, too, must submit to the responsibilities of ownership - a mistreated slave reflects badly on the Master, not the slave; while a cherished slave is testament to the power and understanding of her Master. I am free of fear, and thus, free of inhibitions. I walk the world in safety, surrounded by Your loving care, and am never afraid in Your hands.

Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill
The Cadbury's Candy Co. and Merck Drug Co. have combined to market the new Mint flavored birth control pill that women may take immediately before sex. The Pill will be distributed by the large major drug store chains and Wal-Mart's Pharmacies. They're going to be called.... "Pre-dick-a-mints!"

Steppin Off
Need to step back, step off, let go and be smart.Dont hang on to yesterdays sorrows, there is nothing, there but there is tomorrow.To give all that you are, and what did you get,nothing just words but no heart.Share the inner closet, the one that stayed shut,locked and barred. Funny how they let you, give and give and one is too blind, you cannot feel the ground. Your head is in the clouds, your heart is pounding insisent with happiness. A word is spoken, a deed is done, quite without knowing it, it is over. Sudden realization, what, why you suddenly need to ask. The puzzle starts to unravel, the truth is free. Needing to shut down and gather the thoughts,needing to step off...........

This Place
Never have I felt this.. this place You send me.. its a place inside.. yet far from the reach of others.. I never knew of this place before.. and wonder why in my travels, I have never come upon it... its such a lovely place.. so peaceful, serene.. the sounds I hear.. are silent sounds of music.. not music of mechanical instruments.. music of her soul... a soft, delicate and soothing sound... to get to this place so far away, I cannot get there alone.. the entrance to this place sealed, protected with a great power... only Your words, Your commands can take me there.. I wonder why it is, I cannot command myself through the entrance.. I cannot command myself back out once there... it is such a lovely place.. a place where I am so free... sometimes, I feel too free there... sometimes, I feel that perhaps it is too faraway.. perhaps this is why I cannot enter on my own.. perhaps, this place, so far away, yet so near... does not belong to me... perhaps, I would be trespa

Reach Inside
I stand before you with my eyes downward cast It is answers I seek, to the questions unasked. Confused and bewildered - alone and sad Then why am I not filled with rage or even mad? Fate is mine I hear you say Then enlighten me - Show me the way! Slow I begin my head to rise Is it the beginning of my demise? I struggle with the darkness - is it out or in? I fight constantly - will there ever be a win? Perhaps today I will strong enough to look And see the answers not written in a book. There is a head - filled with ideas and thought Finely honed - exceptional and wrought. Stumbling around like a child lost Seeking answers at most any cost. What do you mean when you say look inside Are the answers there and from me they hide? Lower, are the eyes bright and clear Filled with pain and often fear. Hidden are the emotions - I do it well Hidden deep within this protection I call a shell. Caring and strong they must always be You know - they have expectations of me!

Once
Once someone hurt me. Yes Master... more than once. Once nobody loved me. Yes Master... not even me. Once this one was lost. Yes Master... hiding too. Once she never cried. Yes Master.... now I do. Once this one was nothing. Yes Master... Yes Master... Dont make this one say it please. Yes Master... now she is everything. Your everything. A broken heart cries endless tears... of joy.

Honour Killings
Part One: Things I find disturbing Honour Killings After reading in the news about a family who where burned to death and it looks like the father did, the police think it was part of an honour killing, anyway seeing as i know very little about these things started to do a bit of research. Anyway honour killings are described as such Honour killing From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Honour killing is most often the killing of a female, but in many cases also a male, and sometimes his/her family members, love-interests or other associates [1] [2], for supposed sexual or marital offenses, typically by his/her own relatives or relatives of a purported romantic interest, with the justification being that the "offense" has brought "dishonour" to the family. The United Nations Population Fund estimates that the annual worldwide total of honour killing victims may be as high as 5,000 women. In societies and cultures where it occurs, honour killing is often regarded as a

Coma
Following a nasty car accident, a man's wife slips into a coma. After spending weeks at her bedside, the husband is summoned to the hospital. "It's amazing" says the Doctor, breathlessly. "While bathing your wife, one of the nurses noticed she responded to her breasts being touched." The husband is very excited, and asks what he can do. "Well," says the doc, "if one erogenous zone provokes a response, perhaps the others will too." So the husband goes alone into the room, where he slips his hand under the covers and begins to massage her bits. Amazingly, the woman begins to move and even moan a little. The man tells the doctor, waiting outside. "Excellent!" he says. "If she responds like that to your finger, I think you should try oral sex." Nodding, the husband returns to the room - but within minutes the heart monitor alarms go off, and the medics pile into the room. "What happened?" shouts the doctor, as he checks the prone woman's pulse. "I'm not sure," rep

This One
this one trembles as she feels the need in her for You. this one aches - pain so real tender, sweet and true. this one fears as she falls into Your heart and mind. this one shivers when You call feeling herself unwind. this one struggles to be free of her helplessness. this one surrenders what it is to be to Your invasiveness. this one hopes where none exists her life for You alone. this one waits as she untwists suspended by her moans. You look within her soul and love her anyway. Your touch makes her whole contented to obey. You see her Master this one belongs to You... the slave smiles.

New Classes
yeah im starting to like school. if you who dont know im going to Hesser College for Criminal Justice. tomorrow i start my new classes which are intro to CJ & word information processing (which is typing stuff in microsoft word talk about easy A). my last two classes i took were Oral Communication & intro to Psychology. i know i did well in OC & my psychology class i know i didnt do so hot in i think i my have gotton a C or lets say i hope i got a C which is good to me but im a little worried, cuz it was a hard class. me beeing in classes everyday is gunna help push up my grade, she took attendance & she thought it was inportant. i guess i will find out soon on how i did i hope grades soon, i dont wanna worry about it.

Confused Thoughts
Kneeling before You Trembling, afraid Will I measure up To Your expectations? Feeling Your hand It's gentle strength Running through my hair Soothing, calming So much patience Sometimes I wonder If I am worth Your time "Go slow" You said And I do So slow I wonder If I am progressing at all What do You see in me? It seems I am Always afraid Always seeking re-assurance And You are always there My heart yearns to run To fly with You to soar above the trees And yet I falter And in so doing Anchor You And wish I could hurry Catch up, not hold back Wonder if I am Dragging You down Keeping You back From Your own flight Wanting, needing So much it seems Do I drain You dry? And yet You stay A constant source Of strength and calm In my chaotic world Do I ask too much? At times you test me And to me I fail Never quite able to give What I think You want And yet You remain constant Consistent, approving Seeing my least step forward As an achievement O

I Love You Master
Tonight I wept Thinking of You Hungry for You Desperate for You But I, was unable to get to You As my loneliness And the emptiness inside me grows From a single spot To a huge abyss My need for You Grows daily To please You For Your control Your domination I need You To guide me To teach me To make me perfect To make me whole

I Agree With My Friend Do You????
I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL oops s

Oh, There Was A Day!
Thinking quietly of today's man, so educated and worldly.. Yet, are they wise? Thinking quietly of today's woman, so educated and worldly... Yet, are they wives? Noting how the paths they travel have somehow become the same. Each thriving on, seeking and striving for similar fame. Their titles, their roles and both their goals have now collided. Why is it that they can not see that they have become misguided? Where have the real men gone? Whatever happened to the day when their women shone? They were to be the light, gentle and pure. Back in the days when men were more sure. Its really quite simple, its all in the name So very different and yet so much the same. A woman's purpose was to complete her man. A man's desire was to cherish, love and protect her, rather than... struggle alone, competing with her. Oh how i long for the times that were Thinking quietly of yesterday's man Thinking quietly of yesterday's woman Each uniquely different But together, OH, so cont

Submission
S - simple - although it has become a lifestyle considered difficult and determined outdated, it is as old as time itself. We were created to serve and in turn be served. In my humble opinion. U - unity - those committed to a D/s lifestyle share a deeper togetherness. A bond that is unique to them. B – boundless - the respect generated by one is reciprocated by the other. Creating a circle-with no beginning and no ending. True submission involves no outward bonds. They are deep inside, seen by no one but felt by those important. M - Master-to some, this title is taken lightly, misused and even abused. A True Master, although rare, is a person that has earned utmost respect. They are as individual and unique as submissives...this proving that there is someone for each of us. I – intense - feelings, emotions and simple words are felt in places so much deeper. A single word whispered can lift your spirits soaring, your heart racing...A look, can drop you to your knees-a pain searing t

Breaking News:
Breaking News: George Bush has hijacked the United States and is aiming it at the rest of the world. So far he has caused Afghanistan and Iraq to burn. He is pointing himself towards Iran and North Korea next. On September 11, 2001, al-Qaeda killed 2,973 people As of November 5, 2006 George Bush and his regime have killed 2823 US Troops as confirmed by the DoD the number of Afghan and Iraqis killed is many many times this number When are we going to stand up and say no more deaths for money? Not just money in oil, the big pie comes with rebuilding. Haliburton, and it's subsidiaries have already made billions, and there is more to come. What if we went into Iran, or North Korea, what kind of rebuilding money will come from the South as we instill George Bush's version of Democracy on the world. We need change people. Send a message. Vote on 11/7. Don't think that the world will change without you. YOU can change the WORLD.

Sex
Is it just me or do women get hornier when they are pregnant? I've noticed that sex is like all I think about. I want it I need it I crave it. And of course there is no one here to give it to me. It sucks, I think about other things and somehow I just get right back to sex. Who knows? This could be the dumbest thing in the world to blog about, but it is an actual problem. At least with me. I wish it would just go away!!! Or a guy would just fall from the sky to take care of my every need then leave and only return when I needed him again. Wouldn't that rock girls?

Random Information
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Leslie Tenille Y.Birthday:Dec 13Birthplace:Lexington, KYCurrent Location:Morehead Eye Color:Blue-GrayHair Color:Blondish-Brownish with a lil reddish Height:5'4Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:Breathitt CountianThe Shoes You Wore Today:Nike Flip FlopsYour Weakness:being tickled, dimples, cute smilesYour Fears:heights, roaches (nasty vile creatures), turning left lolYour Perfect Pizza:pasquales thick crust with mushrooms and extra sauceGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:become healthy, give up caffeine (hey it could happen)Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol, lma

Cheating Husband ... Payed Back
A woman found out that her husband was cheating on her while stationed in Saudi a few months ago. So she sends him this care package. He is excited to get a package from his wife back home. He finds that it contains a batch of home made cookies and a VHS tape of his favorite TV shows. He invites a couple of his buddies over and they're all sitting around having a great time eating the cookies and watching some episodes of South Park. Right in the middle of one episode the tape cuts to a home video of his wife on her knees sucking his best friend's ding dong. After a few seconds, he blows his load in her pie hole and she turns and spits the load right into the mixing bowl of cookie dough. She then looks at the camera and says, "By the way, I want a divorce."

Ringggggg ... Ringggggg .... Hello
Rrriiiiinnnnggg, Rrriiiinnnngg, "Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy right now." *** Brief Pause *** "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay, Daddy, Just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it, Daddy." "And what happened, honey?" He asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. H

As I Mature
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, Some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up yhan you think. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to takes its place! I've learned that 99% od the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it. I've learned that the people you

Just A Thought
I got this in a bulletin and thought it fit me too well that I needed to add it to my site.. Devine thanks for sending it out. This is more or less who I am.. If you want a basic idea of me. This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get

Where I've Been...
Yeah so though I didn't really feel like I figured that the select few folks I talk to on here from a day to day basis might be wonder why I fell off the face of the earth, so heres why: First and foremost been helping my brother deep clean our household. Sweeping, vacuuming, scrubbing, folding laundry etc etc. Next finally found that little spark needed to continue my work on the fourth and final novel in my series, very rarely do get the urge to write any more so wasn't gonna pass that up. We now have a new roommate so our computer time has been split into 3 even increments meaning I could get on at any random point in the day instead of set times as many of you were used to. And last night had to the greyhound bus station to escort an old female friend of my brother's back here for some cigarettes so for the next few days I have to play good housekeeper and tend to my company. Also tomorrows my birthday, I will 22. Basically at this point I have no idea how frequently I will be get

Only Thing That Keeps Me Up When Im Feelin Down
last night.. shit went bad. and i dont even know why. i just wish i had some answers. ya know. And i wish I could quit relapsing for fucking once in my life. Why do I always to turn to drugs and alcohol when shit gets bad and rough in my life?? Why can't i just write my feelings down or talk about it like a normal person?? What the fuck is wrong with me?? Seriously. whatever. fuck it. and why can't i find somebody to give all their love to me the way i want to give all my love to them, answer me that, please!

The Collaring
Today, Tomorrow, and Forever...I give myself to thee,In body, mind, and spirit...In you I am set free. My gift to you is given...With trust and love inside,And I know that you will teach me,And always be my guide. As we grow together day by day,And walk the path of life...Together we will make it throughThe good times and the strife. I will proudly wear your collarAnd know that I am blessed,To have you as my Daddy;To be chosen from the rest.On our special day together...Kneeling before you as I will do,My wrists crossed in acceptance,My submission just for you to you. My head is low, eyes tipped down at the ground untilI hear you call my name...I look up at you--our eyes meet,In you I know no shame. You hold the collar before me and place it on my neck,I feel the coldness of the steel and then I hear the click. As you gather the leather for my wrists,and I feel the ties that bind...I know that now I belong to you and will proudly walk behind. You pull me up and ki

First And Last Survey!
I don't get the fascination with surveys on here, but just this once, I will succumb.... enjoy!! ;-) * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: Bloodshot Hair Color:: A combination of hues that compliment my eyes. Height:: 5'8 Favorite Color:: Pink Favorite Band:: Led Zeppelin Favorite Movie:: Memoirs of a Geisha Favorite Show:: The Sopranos Your Car:: Why, you need a ride? Your Hometown:: Southgate, MI Your Present Town:: Vegas baby Your Crushes First Name:: I didn't get his name! If you look below you will see that I don't talk to people I don't know! Your Grade:: Umm.... on a curve??? Your Style:: Sarcastic * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: And kicked off the moss, but a few of the verses, they got me quite cross.. Kissed someone in the rain?: Yes Danced in a public place?: Does on the roof, in the rain, while kissing someone who's name I never got count? Smiled for no reason?: There's always a reason... Lau

I'm New Here.... ;p
hi.. I got tired of all the bullshit with myspace and decided to bring my ass over here for a bit! So far it seems much better...much cooler people. :X Anyway, this is going to be a short blog..cause well its a sunday and nothing is really going on here... post more soon.

Ive Been Warned
OK MY FRIENDS YOU NEED TO DO ME A FAVOR. IF YOU SEE THINGS OF THIS NATURE ON CHERRY TAP IN PEOPLES DEFAULT FOLDERS, PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE IN-CHARGE. http://cherrytap.com/user/99482 THEY HAVE INFORMED ME IF I HAVE ANYMORE "QUESTIONABLE" OR "BORDER-LINED" PHOTOS UP ON MY DEFAULT FOLDER THEY WILL REMOVED ME WITHOUT WARNING. (I CANT EVEN HAVE MY LACE TOP OR THONG PICTURES, BUT SHIT LIKE THIS ABOVE ARE ALL OVER THIS PLACE AND IN PEOPLES DEFAULT FOLDERS...I DONT UNDERSTAND, DO YOU? AND IF YOU DO PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS CONCEPT TO ME) I WAS TOLD MY GOLD RIBBON PICTURES DONT COVER ENOUGH OF MY BREAST AND THAT I HAD TO COVER THEM UP MORE...AND I THINK THATS BULL-SHIT DONT YOU? IVE GOT 34DD'S AND ASLONG AS MY NIPPLES ARE COVERD I THINK THAT SHOULD BE FINE, DONT YOU? I MEAN COME ON LOOK AT THE PICTURES ABOVE AND SHES TOTALLY NUDE, "MAYBE ITS ALLOWED BECAUSE HER BOOBS ARE LIKE "A/B CUP". LOL I KNOW, I KNOW IVE SEEN FAR WORSE PICTURES ON HERE THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE

Just Some Fun Stuff!!
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart......Then you are just an old

Tunnels
Underground Tunnels of Burlington Wisconsin. What goes on under the feet of the citizens of the Burlington Wisconsin area. Why is the existence of these tunnels denied by local officials. Who are the people that are covering up the secrets of the underground tunnels and are they using them for some sort of sadistic or satanic cult practice? It is up to us to find out..If Burlington UFO and Paranormal Center is not able continue.... to we encourage others to try to under cover this matter. It may be of great importance to those victims being taken down into their depths. If there is nothing go on..then we implore the officials to give us their locations and allow us to go into them to make sure that they are not being used illegally or immorally.

Merry Christmas To Me
I went out and bought myself an entertainment centre to fit my new tv. I hate the little stand I got with it but at the time, had little choice. LOL And OMG, am I hung over this morning!!! Thank GOD, I couldn't find my phone last night or I would have made some drunken calls that I would have regretted this morning and I couldn't even see the keyboard after awhile to try to get online. LOL

Novice Dominant Advice
NOVICE DOMINANT ADVICE from LeatherOnQ There are as many ways to do D/s as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND b

For Women
My boyfriend, not happy with my mood swings, bought me a mood ring the other day so he would be able to monitor my moods. When I'm in a good mood it turns green. When I'm in a bad mood it leaves a big fucking red mark on his forehead. Maybe next time he'll buy me a diamond. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- My husband came home with a tube of KY jelly and said, "This will make you happy tonight." He was right. When he went out of the bedroom, I squirted it all over the doorknobs. He couldn't get back in. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple are lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman says, "I'll miss you." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumour. ----------------------------------------------------

7 Pleasing Characteristics
7 Pleasing Characteristics Of A Submissive by Lapp Topp Copyright© 1997 by Lapp Topp These are some characteristics *I* like to see in my submissive, and try my best to give when I submit. YMMV... 1. Honesty. This is very important to me. Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust D/s is nothing. On a safety note, be truthful in your desires, experience, fears and limits. I have seen many submissives tell "little" lies thinking it will make them more desirable. It usually ends up getting them hurt. If you have questions about what your Dom/me desires or expects, be honest and speak up. There is nothing wrong with asking questions respectfully, and is much preferable to looking ignorant. Remember, all Dom/mes are different. Don't assume because one wants you to wear stockings that another will enjoy them. Ask what he expects you to wear, how he expects you to act, what he prefers to be called, etc. 2. Submissiveness. While I enjoy the occasional SAM,

Life Sucks…
Why did it not come with an instruction manual? Why is it that whenever you want to do things for yourself, it might hurt other people’s feelings? Why is love so complicated? And is it real? What really attracts people to each other? Why don’t they make marriage license renewable like drivers license?

Next 2 You
Come to you honey on the east side runnin' and I ain't got time to waste Jump into the car in the back seat lovin' but your keeping me on the chase I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true what they say you won't give it away And I don't what to do to next to you, next to you Every night everyday you just push me away Tell me what should I do to get next to you, next to you I've been trying all nightlong cause I want to get next to you I wrote about you baby in this song and I want to get next to you Next to you Better than koolaid sweet my buttercup baby's got a pretty face I got to have it, it's another bad habit I hope I'm not here to late I've been trying all nightlong I put up with your favorite songs all night Tempted by your tainted love I surely like the way you come inside my crystal ball what can I do Is it true wha

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer ..5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer ..4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer ..2: A truck driver was driving along on the

A Poem ... Miss You Ash
"When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared,And all the fun we had. If I could relive yeste

Kissing Explained Repost
Kissing Explained A first kiss should always be done while the two of you are alone. This will help to avoid any unnecessary nervousness and embarrassing situations. The best type of kiss is one that uses different variations... such as starting with a small kiss, working into a French Kiss, maybe sucking on your partner's upper or lower lip... And don't just leave kisses to the lips. Kiss their cheeks, their chin or their eyelids. This can be very seductive and romantic. Basic Kissing Tips Great Breath - This is very important. Make sure you brush your teeth before going out on your date. There is nothing worse than kissing someone with bad breath. If your date consists of having something to eat before the actual kiss, make sure you have a mint on hand to take right after you finish eating. Don't take the mint just before the kiss or chew on gum. You don't want to have something in your mouth when you kiss.

Give Me Your Opinion...
This is what I want, Last year in Iraq I had a conversation with someone. Well it was on the life and death theory and we seemd to agree on what it really is and I will tell you all what I think once you give me some of your opinions cause I want to know what other people think about the subject. Darryl

This Place Blows
So I've been here for two months now, and I have yet to meet anyone of substance. Lots of 'nice' people who smile and say 'nice to meet you' yet then clam up and turn away the moment you try to get to know then as more tham a face with a name. What's this bullshit all about? I'm not 'hitting' on anyone, just talking. I frequent the local Sports Bar/Club on Thursday and Sunday for football and buffalo wings, but I'd not yet gone there on a Friday or Saturday night. So last night I said fuck it and went. Even dressed nice. So I go in and there are people everywhere. I was moderately optimistic that I might be able to strike up a conversation and meet some people. I ran into someone I spoke with in town for a few minutes a few weeks ago, but she was more concerned about her friend walking off and leaving her than chatting with me, even though their table was 25 feet away. (strike one) I tried to discuss football with the guy next to me at the bar, as we were both watching the

How To Know If Someone Likes You
Do you know HOW to flirt? Do you know if you ARE flirting (could you be accidentally flirting)? The following actions are considered to be REAL flirting indicators - check them out and see if you're sending (and receiving) the right message: How to tell she likes you: She gazes in your eyes with deep interest and her pupils are dilated. Her skin tone becomes red while being around you. Her crossed leg is pointed towards you or if that same leg is rocking back and forth towards you. She raises or lowers the volume of her voice to match yours. She rubs her chin or touches her cheek. This indicates that she's thinking about you and her relating in some way... She winks at you while talking to you or winks at you from a distance. She exposes the palms of her hand facing you. Biting of the lips or showing of the tongue, licking her lips or touching of her front teeth.... She starts sitting straig

About Marriage
You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted" Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married, and by then

A 47 Year-old Lady Gets A Facelift.
A 47 year-old lady gets a facelift. It turns out very well and she enjoys showing off her new look. She goes to the newsstand and asks the man, "Sir, how old do you think I am"? The man replies "You're 30, right?" She says "No, I'm 47, but nice try." The next day, she goes to McDonald's. She orders her lunch and asks the young man at the counter, "How old do you think I am?" The man replies, "You're 37, right?" The lady says "No, I'm 47, but good guess." After lunch, she gets on the bus and she asks an 85-year-old man how old she is. He replies "Lady, I can tell how old any woman is by sticking my hand down her panties." So, quietly and quickly, she lets him do so. He thinks a moment and announces, "You're 47!" The lady, astonished, asks, "How did you know?" The old man replies "I was standing behind you at McDonald's."

Focusing
So - I have to stay focused ---- I can't be weakened (any further) on things I have no control over. The appropriate people will take their golden shovel and bury themselves without my assistance. This is not easy, and pretending it is, would be false. But, I must continue to focus on my career and goals. I just wish I wasn't doing it alone. XO, Bam

What Is Consciousness?
Consciousness is a quality of the mind generally regarded to comprise qualities such as subjectivity, self-awareness, sentience, sapience, and the ability to perceive the relationship between oneself and one's environment. It is a subject of much research in philosophy of mind, psychology, neuroscience, and cognitive science. Some philosophers divide consciousness into phenomenal consciousness, which is experience itself, and access consciousness, which is the processing of the things in experience [1] Phenomenal consciousness is the state of being conscious, such as when we say "I am conscious." Access consciousness is being conscious of something in relation to abstract concepts, such as when we say "I am conscious of these words." Various forms of access consciousness include awareness, self-awareness, conscience, stream of consciousness, Husserl's phenomenology, and intentionality. The concept of phenomenal consciousness is closely related to the concept of qualia. An under

Is It Love
(1) Do I treat the other person as a person or a thing? If you go out with him/her because he/she is good looking (a "prize" to be with) or a way out (a ticket to the movies), that isn't love. (2) Would you chose to spend the evening alone with him/her if there were no kissing, no touching, and no sex? If not, it isn't love. (3) Are the two of you at ease and as happy alone as you are with friends? If you need other friends around to have a good time, it isn't love. (4) Do you get along? If you fight and make up a lot, get hurt and jealous, tease and criticize one another, better be careful, it may not be love. (5) Are you still interested in dating or secretly "messing around" with others? If so, you aren't in love. (6) Can you be totally honest and open? If either or both of you are selfish, insincere, feel confined, or unable to express feelings, be cautious. (7) Are you realistic? You should be able to admit possible future problems. If others (bes

Remember, Remember The 5th Of November
Every year this time in the UK, the population get mad with fireworks and people end up in hospital and peoples pets get driven demented. the money that goes up in smoke in the sky is quite ridiculous, they have a firework display in Princes Street, Edinburgh and you can hear the fireworks from where i live which is about three quarters of a mile away. Why do they do this, well for For 400 years, bonfires have burned on November 5th to mark the failed Gunpowder Plot. I think today he would have been called a terrrorist, funny how things change. anyway for more info here is link Guy Fawkes and the Gun Powder plot

A Real Problem!
A man went to the doctor and said, "Doctor, I've got a problem, but if you're going to treat it, first you've got to promise not to laugh." "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," the man said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest penis the doctor has ever seen. Unable to control himself, the doctor fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," he said. "I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a doctor and a gentleman, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen."

Sadam
Hey all, Its 15.42 on a sunday afternoon here in the UK, just heard on the news that sadams been sentenced to hanging within 30 days... Am I the only one who thinks that death is the easy way out! make him suffer like he did to hundreds of innocent people! --Peace out!--

How To Tell If Hes Flirting With You
Top Ten Tips - HOW to tell He's Flirting with YOU and/or Attracted to YOU 1. The Eyebrow Lift When a guy first sees a girl he's attracted to, chances his eyebrows will rise and fall. Quickly. (You can slip the flip of an eyebrow back at him, if you're interested - it's a clear signal both ways.) 2. Gaining Your Attention Exaggerated movements or gestures usually mean that he's trying to stand out from the crowd. He may shift positions so that he is standing slightly apart from his friends or a group of people. 3. Slight Parting of the Lips His lips may automatically part for a second when your eyes first meet. 4. His Nostrils Open Slightly - Face Widens As his eyebrows raise and nostrils flare slightly so with the parted lips, he has an open, friendly expression on his face. 5. He Shifts to the Classic Male Courship Stance The macho stance (cowboy style) - he'll probably lock his thumbs in his belt or belt loops, point his fingers downwards, spread his legs

The Guys' Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

Blond
A blonde with two red ears went to her doctor. The doctor asked her what had happened to her ears and she answered, "I was ironing a shirt and the phone rang - but instead of picking up the phone I accidentally picked up the iron and stuck it to my ear." "Oh Dear!" the doctor exclaimed in disbelief. "But, what happened to your other ear?" "The jerk called again.

Sick
I was kind of sick this weekend. It was like I couldn't get enough sleep in. It feels great to catch up on all of my sleep though. Now I have to play catch up on all of the things I haven't gotten done! Hugs & Kisses, Juicy

You Gotta Love Jersey Women!!
YOU GOTTA LOVE JERSEY WOMEN!! A woman from New Jersey and another woman were seated side-by-side on an airplane. The woman from New Jersey, being friendly and all, said: So, where are you from?" The other woman said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence." The woman from New Jersey sat quietly for a moment and then replied: "So, where are you from, BITCH ?"

New Pictures
I have a few new pictures of me that I want to post-But I'm at my limit and can not upload anymore till I level up. I have just under 6000..So it'll be a day or two before I can actually post new pictures.

Random Thoughts
dont really know what this is going to say but hear gose i have been doin some thinkin lately i know i am gettin depressed again and i know y to im gettin depressed because i think that i need someone to tell me im beautiful and that im not worthless (wich is what i have been told all my life by my dad that i was worthless) i know i sould have better selfesteam but i dont know how to boost my confidince i do have friends on here and myspace that tell me good things about myself and i feel as tho i let them down when i get in my ruts and tell them all the reasons y i feel like this i have been workin way to much lately all i ever do is work i leave for my first job at 5:30 am to be there by 6 i work there till 11:30 most days then go home to rest till 1:30 and be at my second job by 2 and work till 8 pm i come home go to bed around 10 and do it all again the next day i do get a few hrs off now and then but there isnt a day when i have off of both jobs and it is just gettin tire

Only In America......
ONLY IN AMERICA: Only in America...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance... Only in America...are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink... Only in America...do people order double cheese burgers, a large fry, and a diet coke... Only in America...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters... Only in America...do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and leave useless things and junk in boxes locked in the garage... Only in America...do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place... Only in America...do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight... Only in America...do we use the word "politics" to describe the process so well: "Poli" in latin meaning "many" and "tics" meaning "blood-sucking creatures".....

How To Say I Love You In 100 Lauanges
How to say I Love You in 100 Languages English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M\'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore

The Art & Science Of Bullshit
The Art and Science of Bullshit By Michael Sarko You’re up ridiculously late every single night choking on the musty tomes of your school’s main library. You’re missing every party because your weekends are spent cramming for next week’s tests. Your muscles have twisted into stress-induced knots and you’re starting to piss yourself just a little bit more with each passing day. You’re a freshman. Q-tip the shit out of your ears and realize that if there’s ever been a time to take notes (and I’m sure you have stacks of them by now), this is that time. There are a few select academic tracks that actually warrant earnest study and material understanding. These are majors which precede careers in medicine and robotics engineering. For everyone else, college is a four-year game of survival where the course work means absolutely dick. What’s worse, the so-called educators who have made it their bread and butter to waste your time with menial tasks and spine-fluid-draining lectur

What The Scottish Tourist Board Would Not Want You To Look At
This is a site called Glasgow Survival and its just funny as fuck, if you go to the sounds and listen to some of them. You may need a translator but yes people in Glasgow do actually talk like this, the rest of the site is hilarious. I dont know what the USA equivalent of a Ned is, but I am sure you probably have them. here is the link Glasgow Survival.co.uk

Lol
One night a 87 yr old woman came home from Bingo to find her 92 yr old husband in bed with another woman. She became violent and ended up pushing him off the balcony of their 20th floor assisted living apartment...killing him instantly. Brought before the court on charge of murder. The judge asked her if she had anything to say in her defense. She began coolly, Yes, your honor, I figured that at 92, if he could have sex...he could fly

Take It Of Leave
You Give Good Advice ... Sometimes When it comes to advice, you usually have something helpful to contribute. However, there's been times when your advice was a bit wacky! No matter what, though, your heart is always in the right place.Do You Give Good Advice?

About Chain Comments...
I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL

Confounded Sex
CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but that his insurance wouldn't cover the surgery since it was considered cosmetic. The doctor said the cost would be $3,500 for "small, $6,500 for "medium, $14,000 for "large." The man was sure he would want a medium or large, but the doctor urged him to talk it over with his wife before he made any decision. The man called his wife on the phone and explained their options. The doctor came back into the room, and found the man looking dejected. "Well, what have the two of you decided?" asked the doctor. The man answered, "She'd rather remodel the kitchen".

Tuesday's Election Day
This Tuesday is election day,and I'm writing this blog to urge everyone that reads this to get out and vote.Just get out there and vote if you are registered to do so. If you pay attention,you all know that there are candidates out there with some fucked up ideas on what's good for us,and bad for us as Americans.Do some research and find out who you like and vote for them.If you have loved ones who are serving across the world,and you wish they were home,get out there and vote.If you want the minimum wage to go up,get out there and vote.If you like porn,or Howard Stern,get out there and vote.Whatever your issue is that you are concerned about,get out there and vote. Now,if you're too young to vote,or,from another country,no problem.Once you can vote,get out there and vote.Please feel free to copy and paste this and pass this on to everbody you know.We have so many outlets on the internet to do this and maybe we can make a difference. Thanks for reading this

Metallica - Turn The Page
Dedication: Metallica - Turn The Page (Garage Inc.) Now playing on my profile page This one's dedicated to anyone out there entertaining...AND...any ladies who've ever had to live through a world of shit. Just watch the video, alright? Peace out.

I Really Do, This Time
I Give Up I'm NOT trying, anymore All I ever want is for someone to love ME (Not a dozen others, at the same time... or even 1 other) I feel like a totally gullible/embarrassed piece of shit:O(:O( I'm NEVER EVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVER going to try for ANYONE ever again I'll commit suicide, first, before I find love (and thats a promise) *looks at watch* Only a matter of time, folks... Only a matter of time.

Kid Fest
We had alot of fun at kid fest yesturday.. Thanks Rodney and Crystal. The boys liked it but the lines were outragious. *yeah i know i cant spell* I got to watch Annabelle for a cupple hours while everyone else went to Kylars birthday party that I thought was in Kingman so we didnt go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could have kicked myself cause i was forcing myself to stay awake for kidfest let alone bringing a baby home when i really needed to lay down. I LOVED IT....... Cant wait to have them over when i dont have to work the weekend.

My Birthday. :d
Hello friends! I don't know if it is okay to post this as a blog but... Today is my Birthday! :D I am 28 years old. Yay! I am not doing very much for my bday, all of my family is busy today. :( I will be alone most of the day. So, maybe some of you could send me a comment to cheer me up or something. Thanks. *hugs* I love my CherryTap friends!

Weedin Out The Family
Love sharin those special pics with ya....but if ya never chat or comment....makes me feel used....so gonna weed those of you out i never hear from...believe there are others who would like to take your place....hugs and kisses to all....Becky

The Real
the realist thing is love,of this im shure and if u know this than u've taken the lure that will lead you to the path I walk when you catch up with me then we can talk i tell you this path is very rough to walk on it u must be tough so if you fall be shure to stand again get up and keep going my friend brush off the dirt and continue the path when you look back im shure you'll laugh all thats happend has made you what you R so stand tall and shine just like a star you're you,special and unique so go out and find whatever u seek you'll find it if you look hard enough sometimes the search mabe rough but keep the faith dont quit soon you'll get through it once you do then you'll know exactly what im trying to show everyone that wants to learn how to live in the the real the now

Friends
In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly black one. In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls. In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully. In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus. In fourth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck do-si-do-ing with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan. In fifth grade your idea of a friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you. In sixth grade your idea of a friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't h

Goldfish Reincarnation
I am beginning to think that in a previous life i must have been a goldfish as my memory is becoming more and more shocking, i have the attention span of a newt and i suffer from shiny toy syndrome. Anyway here is a goldfish joke before i forget. The Dead Goldfish Little Nancy was in the garden filling in a hole when her neighbor peered over the fence. Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster was doing, he politely asked, “What are you up to there, Nancy?” “My goldfish died,” replied Nancy tearfully, without looking up, “and I’ve just buried him.” The neighbor was concerned, “That’s an awfully big hole for a goldfish isn’t it?” Nancy patted down the last heap of earth then replied, “That’s because he’s inside your goddamn cat.”

Stupid Pisces
Well, I finally found an example of a Pisces that starts to believe his own hype, the great Dr. Turi who now has a profile on LostTapCherry. Seriously, he's paid to predict...no different than a weatherman except a weatherman has DATA. Dr. Turi does not have data besides historical events to base his predictions on which would make him not so much of a scammer since both can be wrong at times (a "psychic" moreso though). Well, in a way, I have to congratulate him; he's with hot chicks, cool actors, exceptional salary (I think?), and does something he loves, so good for him. Not that dumb of a fish after all, I guess.

What Is Love?
Accoring to Webster Dictionary the definition of love is: "1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of love 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3 a : the object of attachment, devotion, or admiration b (1) : a beloved person : DARLING -- often used as a term of endearment (2) British -- used as an informal term of address 4 a : unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another: as (1) : the fatherly concern of God for humankind (2) : brotherly concern for others b : a person's adoration of God 5 : a god or personification of love 6 : an amorous episode : LOVE AFFAIR 7 : the sexual embrace : COPULATION 8 : a score of zero (as in tennis) 9 capitalized, Christian Science : GOD - at love : holding one's opponent scoreless in tennis - in love : i

Innappropriate!
It doesn't get much more self explanatory than that. "Inappropriate for All Ages" parodies the computer game and movie industries content ratings. The collection of tees features both dark tee prints and a black on white version to give a full line of products. Available for both men and women several of the products incorporate just the 'I' for a front or pocket print. Careful wearing this one, you might just want to think twice before taking it off! Lighten the mood in the bedroom as this design is also available on intimate apparel for guys and girls. Yes we like it a little spicy at DeXine Graphic Concepts.

She Devil
Currently our top selling design! "She Devil" wasn't really created to be Halloween wear but it seems that the month of October made it so. I guess it could be the perfect costume when you don't really want to dress up! The design is simple but effective, featuring a semi-metallic effect the design shins off every product it's on. The cutest little touch is the devil horns encapsulating the words; it's that feature that makes the design stand out from the crowd and more than just a font. Feature here on the black cap sleeve tee it's available on lots of other products as both back and front prints. Head on over to the store and check it out;

1981!!!
Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 80'S & 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. ==================== You're a 80'S & 90's kid if: You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain , and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to schoo

Saddam Sentenced To Death
Saddam, 2 others sentenced to death By HAMZA HENDAWI, Associated Press Writer 49 minutes ago Saddam Hussein was convicted and sentenced Sunday to hang for crimes against humanity in the 1982 killings of 148 people in a single Shiite town, as the ousted leader, trembling and defiant, shouted "God is great!" As he, his half brother and another senior official in his regime were convicted and sentenced to death by the Iraqi High Tribunal, Saddam yelled out, "Long live the people and death to their enemies. Long live the glorious nation, and death to its enemies!" Later, his lawyer said the former dictator had called on Iraqis to reject sectarian violence and refrain from revenge against U.S. forces. The trial brought Saddam and his co-defendants before their accusers in what was one of the most highly publicized and heavily reported trials of its kind since the Nuremberg tribunals for members of Adolf Hitler's Nazi regime and its slaughter of 6 million Jews in the World War II

This And That
I know it's been awhile but alas sleep overruns my body alot. Halloween was fun and David really enjoyed himself. Once I figure out where the pics are and if we have any here I'll post them. He was so cute in his lil soldier costume. He was a 5 star General. Even daddy saluted him lol. Jen and bub took him home on Wednesday and he got to spend the night with his daddy. That was a good thing for them both I think. I just wish they got to see more of each other. Not only does it make David happy it also makes Shawn happy. Both those boys have a soft spot in my heart. Soon I'll be moving to TN and I'll be doing the flying to visit NC. I figure a visit every month and take one of my weeks of vacation time and spend it with the family. Oh oh and hopefully after I move Hank and I will be working on making a baby. Hear that bub, Jen and Shawn you'll have someone to spoil. Oh mom and dad that means that you get to be GRANDPARENTS!!! Feeling old yet lol:). Well I'm off to surf the net

It All Starts With This
There is little doubt that I cannot abet rules. I don't depise them, in a sociopathic kind of way. I simply suck at follwing them. For example, blogging actually has become an issue in my personal life. My girlfriend began reading every blog that I posted on Myspace, and my Yahoo 360 account, and took to the habit of over analyzing every word that I typed. We fought incessantly over this, and I quit blogging just to silence all of the drama. But, as you can see, I didn't follow any rule. I just found a way around it! Never forget this about me and we'll get along famously! Creating a first blog, in my present state of mind might not be the most logical of choices. I have definitely had a few beers. OK. Maybe more than a few. Which will rob me of much of my common sense and articulation. And to top that off, I spent a good portion of the night having really intense sex, with said girlfriend. That means that my sexuality is compromised as well. Yet, even with these handicaps in pla

A Parents Wish List
This is for my sister and brother. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. I know you think of and pray for me often. I also know that my child's death pains you, too. I wish you would let me know those things through a phone call, a card, not

My New Wedding Vow To Jeff
All my life, I've waited for you to come into it. All my life I've prayed for you to come into it. and now all of my hopes, my prayers, and my dreams come true. All of this happens because I fell in love with you. I Debora_will love you all my life. You and no other. I will be with you in sickness and in health. For richer or poorer. Through the good times and the bad. I will be your shoulder to cry on. I will be your shelter from the storm. I will sacrifice my needs and wants to insure that you receive yours. We will travel this journey of life together with the Lord as our guide. With all my being, I pledge my love to you, Jeff

Open Space
Open Space Technology is a simple way to run productive meetings, for five to 2000+ people, and a powerful way to lead any kind of organization, in everyday practice and ongoing change. I have been to a couple of these and I must say you do end up having a good time and finding out things you would have never of thought of in a million years link below for you to explore Open Space

Mums....
ALL MY MUMS ARE GOING TO BE BIG GEEK QUESTIONS FROM NOW ON. DON'T CARE ABOUT ISSUES ANYMORE. OR THE DRAMA, JUST GOING TO HAVE FUN AND FUCK AROUND AND HAVE PEOPLE ARGUE OVER FUNNY ISSUES. SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, PLEASE TAKE ME OFF YOUR LISTS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NEKKID.

Chat Rules
1. Fat people should remain fully clothed at all times on web cam, and men with small penises should not show themselves jerking off. 2. Stupid people should not breed. 3. Overly sensitive people and people with no sense of humor should not be in a chat room. 4. No singing on the mic in voice chat. 5. No one asked you to be the DJ, we do not want to hear your crappy music. 6. We should all be allowed regular potty breaks. 7. Do not ask us a/s/l, look on our profiles you lazy person you, and if the information is not there, that probably means we do not want to tell you. 8. Please refrain from making noises on the mic that resemble the sound of you shoving the mic up your bunghole, or any other bodily noises. 9. If you are stupid enough to respond to a bot, kindly leave the room and save us all from your stupidity (see rule #2) 10. large font=small penis. Any questions? 11. If you do not speak english, then go to a chat room that speaks your language, please do not

Confidence Vs. Arrogance
Confidence vs. Arrogance by Mike Myatt When you think of a true leader do you envision someone with the quiet confidence of Michael Dell or the blatant arrogance of Donald Trump? In the competitive world of business a reserved attitude of humility can often be misinterpreted as a sign of weakness. However if you’ve ever negotiated with a truly confident and humble person you’ll find that their resolve is often much greater than the feigned confidence of the arrogant. Great contrasting examples of confidence vs. arrogance as it applies to leadership would be the quite confidence of World War II General’s Omar Bradley and Dwight Eisenhower vs. the often outrageous arrogance of General’s George Patton and Douglas MacArthur. All four were great strategists and tacticians, but two of the four definitely went down in history as better leaders who commanded greater loyalty and respect from peers and subordinates alike. The truth of the matter is that few things have inspired and mo

A Few Poems
Faded Away The light switches on and there is nothing Darkness still surrounds me There is no power to the circuit No power to make it work I am alone Wondering through this deserted house Feelings of old and memories once joyful now cause pain There is nothing left here for me Children have gone away Friends have moved on Lovers have come and gone There is nothing left here for me except pain The pain of lost love the pain of lost family I hold in my hand a picture Faded almost to nothing I can see the smiling faces of my family We were once happy here in our home We had love we had each other Now with years and miles between us Things are slowly fading away like the photograph in my hand. First Meeting When our lips will first meet There will be a shock of pleasure that will run through me. When your hand caresses my soft skin I will quiver with delight. There will always be our first touch running through my mind There will always be

Our Love
Seems so long ago, I watched you walk the aisle, You loved me so much then; I could see it in your eyes. The love, What happened to the love, we had. We had a perfect life. With a perfect love. You threw it all away. To take one on your knees. You turned, on me. Betrayed our love. I saw it all go down. You thought I did not know. How could you betray me so. Just for a one night stand. Our Love, dissolved A friend, now lost. Now it’s a different life. Pretend its all ok. However, the tension grows. Moreover, it’s starting to show. I still love you so. Wish you’d love me back Wish you’d done with me, what you did, with him…..

Ever Had Your Heart Broken
Ive been drinking alot so bear with me (im just getting home)... there are times in my life when i wished i could go back and relive something... well tonight was one of them.... the day started out great met up with my younger sis we went to a craft show went out to lunch woohoo had a great time came home played final fantasy 12 and Mortal Kombat Armeggedon.... than the phone call..ughhh my friend lisa (not the one on here) called to ask what my plans were tonight and well since i had the day off and eric wanted to stay home and study after work , i had made no plans she said great im coming to get you and we are going out. yay(at the time) i wasnt sure i wanted to go i had this certain vibe telling me no but after talking to kim who went out and told me to go out and not mope around the house i said yes mom and went and got ready , felt really good about myself...and we were off.... went to her place to meet up with some other friends her boy bill and another couple.. well i felt li

If You Love Someone Read This
BECAUSE YOU OPENED THIS YOU NOW HAVE INCREDIBLY GOOD LUCK THIS MONTH!!! YOU WILL GET A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND OR IF YOU HAVE ONE YOU WILL GET KISSED AND BE TOLD THAT THEY LOVE YOU!!! YOU HAVE TO READ THIS WHOLE THING AND DONT SKIP ANYTHING OR YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LUCK!! GOOD LUCK! Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [

Long Ass Ramblings On Decks, My City, And Beauty
I have a deck. It's not huge, but big enough that it could have fit my grill that I sold thinking I wouldn't have space for it when I moved. (damn) The thing I love most about it is that it's got a great view. I face South, and if I can ignore the sprawl of apartments below me on my hill, I look at another hill completely overrun with trees. It's a long skyline and beyond the hill are the lights of Seattle. I love my city. I've always travelled a lot, and even as a child I was proud of where I was from. Tons of culture, very clean, polite and interesting people, minimal racism (at least, in my idea as a kid. i don't know, maybe still less than other big cities), we have a kick ass temperate climate averaging between 50-80 degrees (and now I sound like a marketing campaign), but most importantly to me: BEAUTY. The Emerald City; such a glamerous name for our jewel of a city. She's gorgeous but I wouldn't call her an Emerald. The colors are too muted, and though the sun DO

Merciful.. Merciless, She Became Their Savour.
Silent The Shadow she stood She watched Observing with intent eyes Evolving within Evolving around She stood and waited Yet not alone Unraveled Dismantled Aroused Devious desires Passion Hatred Rage Loathing Love She made within her move Slowly until they fell unto her feet Begging Mercifully She became their savour One to stand alone Was never alone Came forth as and deemed more worth Faced her demise Surpassed Suvived Beginning a new path What had been, died What was to be, lived She then accepted her new destiny Loner Never alone Peacefully Never with judgement To come and face she did Her demise was herself Once accepted, she won A new life had then begun BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Poem
Wow so Ive been talkin to my friend (MakerScream) and i told him i was betrayed by someone..And he wrote this..Its SOO awesome Look down at the body You may see no trace of wounds But in the eye The eye of the beholder One cannot assume Not a drop of blood is drawn But you know how it bleeds Beware of the sharp edged weapon Called human being It is a shield of passion And strong will From this I am the victor Instead of the kill I will not feed your hunger, instead I bite the pain Looking not back, but forward I bite down hard

New Pics
NEW PICS!!! Check 'Em out and let me know what ya think...IT's what I wore this halloween to the clubs just up the road at WVU...;)... The ones with the shower cap and sippers were here on campus (FSU) at a party... The ones with the Cowboy Hat and running shoes are out or were going out to the clubs....

Unto Thee
Unto thee I will walk among the living Unto thee my essence is desired Unto thee I will leave my presence Divided upon my soul Twisted by my will Ravaged by the wicked within me Behold the mighty queen Behold the mighty elite Behold the master/mistress before you Damned for eternity Pitted deep within Sin as blood Blood is my sin Dwelling beneath me Dwelling beside me Dwelling inside of me A power so unstopable A power to be reckoned with A monster to be hated I dread the beginning I dread the ending I am dread in the flesh I am master/mistress of my will I am queen to my realm I am the ruler of my domain Know me Remember me Fear me But don't be me. You would never make it as me You haven't what it takes to be who I am... Who I really am. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Once Was, Now Gone
Simple... Not Easy Yeah right so we Fight To Die or Live Souls, Emptiness, Numbing Pain, Happiness Part of life is Everything Deal Or not Numb completely Ignore Die inside Hide it Ask No answers Rage Gone past it We gather thought We gather ourselves We hope, We love, We hate, We live, & die --- And the world still goes on Fight to Leave alone War, Blood shedto begin the feast Rageful Rageless Darkness Light Balance Medium Outside is Hurt & Lost --- One day it will all settle Just be sure to live, survive And be gone with pain Live in the now Yesterday was history Future is non existant Present is the gift so live it Even if it hurts to no end The all is over Once Was, Now gone. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Mates Of Eternal Destiny .. Pt. 3 & 4
Mates of Eternal Destiny...Pt.3 The beginning was to come once the King and Queen became as one... Bringing with them was a force to be reckoned with with such furocious passion. What they shared, every last being begged for. What they stood for, each and every last mortal prayed would not be. Looking to his Queen with such pride that he finally completed what was intended to be.. Looking back to her King with rage and fury... a very devious grin played upon her lucious lips. Time stopped... froze. Became what they controlled, destroying the entire human race. Their power was unstoppable. They were death defying creatures of darkness... With only thing in mind aside of how they felt for each other... Expression of emotions created such an erotic sensation deep with their souls. Once two seperate souls.. roaming the lands alone... in search for the same thing. Once to feel as if no one could ever come into their domain and placing themselves where they found each other

Mates Of Eternal Destiny .. Pt 1 & 2
Mates of Eternal Destiny... Pt1 There stood a man... known to many as a predatorial monster... To all others the master. He stood forth as the mighty one and lord to all. None could defeat him in any kind of form they faced him in. There was a woman... seen a sweet and kind... She stood forth as a great warrior and mother. What was it that made this man and woman alike, Was seen in the mystery of Darkness and Light. Many if not all feared this man. As much alike they as well feared this woman. Those who did not know of what to come, were going to meet another as brave as he. What was about to come of this was future domination, none could even fathom. Mayham and destruction. Massacistic sexual desires. Fearless sedutive motives. A top his world he stood alone... with many who wished to follow. The Lord and Master of his Domain. A top her world she stood alone... with many who desired to follow. The Lady and Lethal Mistress of her domain. Soon th

Iraq
I can't wait to get back to Germany! I hate this place here in Iraq! It freaking sucks! I can't even get on the internet like I used to. Too much going on down here. I've been extended and I'm not sure when I'll be back. But I will try to get on when I can. If anyone sends me a message I'll try to get back asap. But I can't promise because of limited access to a CPU! Peace!!!!

Why?
why do things always have to be so complicated in life? you find that 1 person that you love with all your heart and you pray that they love you just as much. then something goes a stray and you can't get that love back no matter how hard you try. i guess the old saying stands true to its words you always hurt the one you love the most.

Sorry , Ive Not Been Around
To all of u out there that have sent messages over this past couple of day ... I am very greatful and i love you all for it ... I have got a lot going on my life at the moment and just at the min can't seem time to get on here.. to say hi or give comments back.... But as today i have a spare couple of hours. i thought id get u all inon go , and say thankyou for being wonderful friends xxxxxxx

Hmmm!!
i was adding some new pic's to my gallery, i thad a thought of people poping cherry's and i had to laugh, maybe it was me just being blonde and not thinking about it right off the bat but then i got it, lol. i guess i will have to add some more and see what person will go poping a virgin cherry. Xoxox to all of my friends

Honey
dip your finger in honey one by one glistening buttons slip apart at lip's touch tread the tender mountain's path at slopes of dewfall your thumb will trace out the shell curve of my ear i turn my face to you sweet scented palm press it to my mouth sorrow melts away like the ink of a squid in clear water your sweats form a pool in my navel or my tears fall , turning through space to splash like a sigh on your skin there is no tomorrow though dawn glows pink there is only flooded heart beat conflunce and fusion

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

My Destiny
My Destiny Shunned Pushed aside Not accepted They were such fools Fighting Lies No trust Condemmed for life Loner Predator Killer Feared by all Warrior Blood War Death by my hand Will it ever end? Will they ever see? Will I ever live in peace? It was unforseen My path was chosen I am cursed for eternity It is my destiny. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Be With Me
River runs to the sea Salmon runs to the sea If you need someone You can run to me Flowers grow to the sun Shines on everyone If you've lost the warmth I will give you some Lay back on the starry night Feel as big and as small as you are Well I see who you are And I like what I see If you want to be You can be with me

What Has Become
Silence comes as those fall Death becons those who frail Shadows surrounds those who fear Darkness evolves those who deny What has become of us? Silence is a power Death is a calling Shadows are the path Darkness is the way Why deny what is there? Unfatihful to yourself Undetermined to stand forth Unsure of status Unstable to the cause Why do you allow such to happen? Rekindle the spark Mask the false Unmask yourself Stand forth your fate How will you survive to the end? One is faltered The other is weakened The many have cried The few chosen have moved on Why do you stop the inevitable? Accepting your destiny Standing proud One of the very few to make it The only to truely accept such before you How is it you now believe? Why the struggle, you ask Why the hard times, you ask Without such your life is worth nothing Without the hardcore, your life is worth... shit. Deny not, stand forth, become as you should Once you were weak Once you f

Kiss Of The Vampyre
Kiss Of The Vampyre One touch One Blissful touch One kiss One blissful touch One bite To last an eternity The blood drains The soul dies The slows The new blood flows One loner One tempted loner One moment One blissful moment One night To last a lifetime The new beginning The eternal kiss The eternal bite The kiss of the vampyre BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Lets See Now...hmmm
ok...sort of time to get this ball rolling.. so how where do i start.... that will do...my nanes t1ny...or t1nyskert ..or miss skert...a few folks out here on cherry tap know me..but alot of you don't I got an invite to this place from my mate Tim stclaire (i was once one of the elite group of Tims...the msn space rebels...and i also got thrown off msn for being too "graphic" hehe) As you can tell i'm of the shy and introvert breed...nothing too flashy for me...no siree!!!! Forgive me if i start to go off on a tangent after all i am British...(that little Island just west of France) the sun never quite gets to us!!!! but we're a freindly bunch So a big hello goes out to all you nice people out there in cherry land...remember..play safe!!!

Eternal Confusion
Timeless indecsive moments Blissful rare intentions What makes our blood flow To feel the rush of the thrill Our minds closed, our eyes open Sudden stopping motion Closing of all interactions The cold feeling The death overcame The feeling has left you numb To sucumb and devote Blissless ticking seconds Then time is completely frozen To wake undead To crave the blood What is it that makes us want more? The drop has fallen The taste just begins to explore To become as what created you Fear, gone Emotions, died Tears, no more Rage, hatred Numbing eternally Now you are the monster Now you will be feared, loathed and envied You are what they wished for You are as with one when born Not born like human Not born like anything Created, united with your maker It was a dream A nightmare You were mortal Mortal is never me Confuse not with myth Desire what is unknown Touch the inner being So then it was only a thought Some disturbing memory Some

Crawling
on my knees i crawl to thee holding a gift for you to see moving slow an careful closing the distance how can i go on moving so slow finally reaching you taking you hand placing a small box its a wedding band seeing your delight smiles an tears showing my love to one so dear

Ergebnislos
Arg ist Arg ist nicht Artig ist Artig ist nicht Nichts berreste Geschlossen Immer wenn ich Dauert Von auen Angst welches ist Angst welches ist nicht Sein welches ist Sein welches ist nicht BY: -DLoV- (ME) (Written in German)

Darkness... Unannouced
Darkness came, unannounced... But since when did darkness ever give word to appearances? The air was colder, chilling as well... fearful, yet exciting... What had been, was always... many just shunned it. What lie beneath was awake, even before the world was created. What many did not see, they feared. What many saw, they ignored. Darkness evolved, engulfed and devoured. Who still exists, ceases to allow such to ban from life. Doesn't mean they are the bravest, but most stubborn of all. What is the meaning behind all of this? Who will ever know, but darkness itself. The kin, of many kind. The raw of rawest. The ones who died, came back. Never shun away what is really there. Accept it or meet the inevitable. Darkness has been, will always be. As much is the light. Day and night. Light and dark. What truely exists within the middle? Something unknown. Something more feared than anything. I ponder upon this thought... Accepting my judgement to come... Has

An Invitation To.....
Meet me in the billowy clouds, The place where heaven and earth touch. Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me on the mountain's peak. The place where you can breathe deeply. Inhale my essence and make it yours

Cont,part Last,i Have To Get You Fixed
In our previous episodes Lisa (formerly Kenny) was examined by her doctor to receive her new breast implants. She is scheduled to have the work done within the week as well as some other minor plastic surgery to enhance her features. A little more than a week after her surgery she is to be married to John Waterman, soap opera star and taken on her honeymoon to Hawaii. In this episode she receives her implants and takes care of the last minute details before the wedding . ***************************************************************** All week long Lisa had been nervous about the surgery. She had never stayed in the hospital before let alone had any surgery done If it were not for the other work she was having done,(cheeks) she would of had the implants done as an out-patient. Nicole readied Lisa to go to the hospital. She wore casual clothes, her new Jordache jeans, and a new red angora sweater with multi-colored jeweled studs at the collar. She wore her black lace bra and p

Tonight
so i leave the bar with the taste of cheap lip gloss and cigarettes ligering in my mouth. wondering why without effort i can sway the simplest of pleasures out of the naive. it's a silly life i live...

Everything Sucks
IF YOU DONT WANT TO HERE ME CUSSING I DONT RECCOMEND YOU READ THIS... I need to stop being as nice as i am and trusting people with everything i have..im the nicest person in the world 99% of the time but im still ALWAYS getting fucked over..Im not going to let happen again..I CANT deal with it..I was hurt soooo bad tonight..I have soo much stuff running through my head..Threats are the worst thing you can do to someone..EVEN if you dont mean it...And knowing it can ruin someone and get pleasure out of doing it is just SICK. Well no more Miss Nice Ashley..It dosent get me anywhere. From now on if you fuck with me i fuck with you...If you are sweet to me i'll be sweet to you..If you fuck me over and hurt me THEN try to be nice to me..its too late..Damage is already done.. Well i guess thats all i have to say..Im just gunna cry my eyes out and i will be better in the morning. -Ash

Cont...part 4,i Have To Get You Fixed
In our last episode, Lisa (nee Kenny) and Nicole were about to go out for Girls night out on the town. Its only a few weeks until Lisa is to be wed to John Waterman, the sexy soap opera star. Nicole intends to let Lisa have one great time using her newly found feminine wiles. And now The Pt. 4 *************************************************************** Nicole handed Lisa a small purse and they headed out to the waiting cab. The cabby to them to a club called Obsessions. Nicole knew the owner, Carlo, who greeted them at the door. "Good evening Niki, how are you, I haven't seen you for so long." He kissed her on the cheek and looked at Lisa. "Oh Carlo, I want you to meet my friend Lisa. Honey, this is Carlo." Lisa blushed quite demurely as Carlo kissed her hand." "I am captivated by your beauty my dear Lisa, welcome to my club." Carlo said as he escorted them to a table. Nicole hadn't told Lisa that this was Ladies night. They were sure two hot young ladies and here they w

Cont...part 3 ,i Have To Get You Fixed
In our last episode, Kenny transformed into Lisa by a woman he had met at a party. Was informed that in order to avoid the release of information about his involvement with drug trafficking, would have to totally commit to his transformation into a woman and preparation as the "Bride" of a famous Soap Opera star, John Waterman. Kenny, now Lisa, at first, abhorred the idea, but saw little choice. He was transformed into Lisa by Nicole,the dominant woman that he met at the party and her partner in this scheme, Susan, at Susan's salon. Lisa has now started to be more intrigued with her new role. In the final scene of Pt. 2, Lisa meets her groom, John. Caught up in her new found femininity, Lisa falls for John's masculine advances, and submits to his passionate kisses As we closed Pt. 2, John escorts Lisa out to meet his friends at their engagement party and introduces the soon to be "Mrs. John Waterman", the former Miss Lisa Michelle Healy! And now Part 3 **************************

Please Read
why is it that people or lol i should say women that when there done with you they dont say ne thing at all they dont return your phone calls messeges or ne thing for that matter i wanna know cause this seems to happen to me alot i got to thinking and got pissed off tonight about a girl that i was seeing a month or more ago we met on the net lol i know we talked on the phone everyday and then decided to meet well see she went to winfield high and i went to poca high we both graduated in 2000 and knew alot of the same people so thats why we started talking in the first place well ne how everything seemed to be going great she really seemed like someone i could fall for and i was falling for actually and i thought i could see myself with her for a longtime to come she was sweet passionate and warm not to mention gorgeous and she wasnt afraid to tell you how it is i loved that we spent a lil bit of person to person time like about five days in total lol i know but we talked on the phone e

Continued...i Have To Get You Fixed
Lisa stepped into the pumps and had a little problem at first but was soon mastering feminine short steps. She walked over to Nicole's full length mirror and became dizzy at the sight of herself, falling back on to the bed. Standing again, she could not believe it. She was GORGEOUS! Her pretty feet adorned with sexy pumps, her legs wrapped in lace stockings fully exposed to her thighs by her beautiful short dress. Her body clothed in the most beautiful dress she had ever seen. She turned around to see the low cut back of the dress and a large floral bow that Nicole had tied at her waist. To finnish the look Nicole placed a beautiful pearl necklace around her neck. It was short only 16" and was complemented by drop pearl earrings that Nicole clipped to her ears. Nicole whispered to Lisa, "We must get your ears pierced today, you will be able to wear so many more earrings." Lisa just stood in disbelief. Looking back at herself in the mirror, the only thing missing was a beautiful hairsty

How Bad R U Wanted
Nov 1, 2006 3:05 PM Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....do it!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as hell (4) hot as fuck (5) fine as fuck (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) i would fuck you if you let me (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby repost HOW BAD R U WANTED

Black Hearted
the end of a lifetime of memories or so it seems i can only hold onto our happy dreams my heart achs with saddness but tears i won't cry i am the rock for others how can i go on being strong when it hurts so bad a deep cut will soothe it i feel less mad If i am a rock and you crush me with goodbye than what type of rock am i sandstone brittle and corse it cumbles to dirt so this is goodbye forever my lase and now i am alone if you ever need to find me ill be cowering in my empty dark soul

Pirate's Dream
a empty bottle a weathered soul im just another pirate without rum or gold i sail away and leave the shore for a dream i can't hold back anymore a dream of riches serinety and life but the dream is gone as well as my life im just another pirate without rum or gold

Thin Line Between Love And Hate!
There is such a THIN LINE... Have you ever really thought about it and how much of a THIN LINE...LOVE AND HATE REALLY IS?! When you think that your finally over a person than they come back in to your life and your so happy that they did but you soo scared at the same time...You never thought this person loved you or still wanted anything to do with you but you were wrong...You listened to all the lies and drama but now you smile and think about it and your like DAMN MAYBE I WAS WRONG... I hate... I hate all the fights we had... I hate missing you when your gone... I hate the fact that your with her... I hate that I cried over you every night you were gone and I could not kiss you... I hate MISSING YOU!! I love... I love how we laugh... I love how we smile and know that we are both happy to be around eachother... I love MAKING UP WITH YOU! I love everything we shared... I love knowing that we could count on eachother about ANYTHING... I love

Letting Go...
Here to... The love we once shared... The laughs and smiles... The amazing love we made... Letting Go... Saying Final Good-Byes... Walking away and not looking back in the past... Letting him know... I dont need you anymore... I'm ok without you... I'm ok with him being with her... Our child does not need you... Understanding that... He will tell you everything that you wanna hear...How pretty you are, How much He loves you, How he wants to spend the rest of his life with you, How he can not wait t hold you and be with ONLY you. But you know and understand that its not that easy to love that quick. But your so happy that you have found that one, than to found out he is just gonna break your heart. Walking Away... Not looking back... Smiling knowing that I'm over you... FUCK...Here's to saying... FUCK YOU!!! Know that if you ever need me, HA I'm not always gonna be around.

12 Types Of Women...do You Know?
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement. 3. Ms.

You Are All A Bunch Of Fake Friends...
no body on my friends list gives a shit about what i say or do, nobody cares when i post a bulliten, nobody cares when i rate there pics,... oh i take that back, they like that, but do nothing in return, i do every thing i can to help my ...so called friends out but it is all for not, my wife will not even get and or respond to this bullitrn, because of all the fake ass people that just post one bulliten after another to get points, they dont give a shit about the real people that are here to make real frinda, i dont know why i bother , i know for sure this bulliten will never reach my wife, because she is in bed, and all the pervs on her friend list will bump it before she sees it , so i dont even know why i bother, all you point horders ruin this for us normal people, because you wont do for us what we do for you.... LC, lost cherry, or LOSTCAUSE.....

Someday
When you live in a nightmare its hard to dream stuck somewhere in the middle waiting for someone to rescue me So many disappointments jade my point of view hurt so many times somday the sun's gonna shine. .

I Definitely Need A Miracle
What's the worst news you can get as you're about to head to bed? 5am yesterday I was about to go to sleep and Joe messages me. Asks if I've heard about Wesley. No, I haven't heard anything about that kid in months. In fact, I miss him. He proceeds to tell me that on Halloween Wesley's little brother found him hanging in the garage. He cut him down and gave him cpr. Wesley is at the hospital on life support. Basically braindead. Sunday or Monday.. They're pulling the plug. They are saying, "We'll find out if he can live on his own and if not we can't go on like this." Basically, they're giving up. It will take a miracle for him to be able to live on his own. Miracles happen though. So, It's still possible! If in fact he does pass when they pull the plug, they will then be donating all possible organs. Anyway, I lost a school mate when I was in 5th grade. She was hit by a pizza delivery truck. I didn't understand at the time what was going on really. Nor was I close to her.

Haunted
I'M SO FOOLISH, AT LEAST I'M FREE JUST KILLING TIME NO DOUBTS, NO FEARS JUST BROKEN PROMISES broken promises of who I used to be lost dreams and empty songs I used to sing I'VE BEEN SO BLIND, SITTING ALL ALONE REMEMBERING HOW IT FELT NO HEART, NO CHAINS JUST BROKEN PROMISES broken promises of who I used to be lost dreams and empty songs I used to sing I'VE SPENT ALOT OF TIME FORGETING THINGS I KNEW, FEELING THE WIND NO WALLS, NO HANDS JUST BROKEN PROMISES

Asleep
Can't help these things i feel i never saw them coming scream loud with the pain it just fades away stand proud for yesterday how can you be so righteous when i feel my life is worthless It's gotta be everything you ever wanted How long have i been standing here.

A Message From The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild de pression. It releases endorphins into

Tax Poem
Tax Poetic-- Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax

Happy Ever After
god will wipe away all the tears from my eyes .i will rest in gods almighty heaven one day. heaven is where god and my mom and dad live .and one day heaven will be my home.i will not be sad.ever one will believe in me. and i will not be in pain any more .i will be happy ever after. Courtesy of MsTags.com

The King And His 4 Wives
Once upon a time, there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most, adorned her with rich robes, and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another. He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate, and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her. One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, "I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll be all alone". Thus, h

Hot
hot the heat rises clothes drop to the floor seeing you like this arouses me so kissing you deeply as i feel your hands explore hardening as you stroke my length kissing you way down teasing me with your tongue working me til i am about to explode wanting so much more ready to take you sliding slowly in you feeling your velvety grip stroking inside you hearing us moan kissing deeply as we gasp fpr breath finally we both explode screaming in the night our love for each what a grand sight

In Need Of Some Cherry Love From My Friends Please Read
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Have You Ever???
Have you ever loved somebody so much, it makes you cry? Have you ever found the one that makes you come out of your mind? Have you ever found the one that makes your heart true? Have you ever felt that you were loved? Have you ever wanted to hear his voice, just because it makes you smile? Have you ever dreamed that you were there with him? Have you ever kissed his lips while thinking that you and him were in heaven? Have you ever thought that you will never be loved from someone else as much as he loved you? Have you ever thought that he might be your one and only? Have you ever felt that you were wanted? Have you ever looked into his eyes thinking of what’s going to happen next? Have you ever needed something so bad, that you can’t sleep at night? Have you ever tried to say words to him, but they won’t come out right? Have you ever been in love, that you will do anything to make it work? Have you ever given up all your love to make sure that he loves you the same? Ha

I Have To Get You Fixed Up
Kenny had always been less masculine than the other boys at his school. So when he graduated and went on to college he found himself stereotyped as being gay. The reality was that he saw himself as more of a feminine character than a masculine one. As a child he had tried on his sisters clothes. He loved the feel of silk and lace on his body. For years, his hidden desires were quelled for he lived at an all male school. Even through the first few years of school, he was not able to live his fantasy. One night, he decided to go to a party off campus at an apartment of a grad student he had met in his fine art class. The group at the party was much wilder than any group of people that he had met before, except for some friends who once used him as a courier for drugs, but that was over a year ago. They figured that he would not attract attention and would be a great channel for cocaine. One of the drug dealers was at the party, but he left Kenny alone. Several gay

Sad Story
Jasmine and Austin have been going out since 7th grade. Five years later, they are in 11th grade and Jasmine has been thinking about breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jasmine and Austin where talking over the phone. *The phone rings at Jasmine's house* Jasmine: Hello?? Austin: Hey baby girl!! How's it going?? Jasmine: Alright... You? Austin: Pretty good. Are you still up for the movies?? Jasmine: I'm sorry I can't go. I promised my little sister that I would take her out to eat today. Austin: That sucks. Jasmine: I'm really sorry. Austin: It's alright. Can you go out tomorrow then?? Jasmine: I cant. Sorry but I have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. Austin: You know, it seems like you have been avoiding me these past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due. Then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods, you totally

Reema Is All Yours Now.....a Very Intenssive Indian Erotica....
This is Reema from Hyderabad. I am 26 years old young lady with good looks and hot assets, 36-29-36. I am fair in color and have silky black shoulder length hairs. My father works for a cell-phone company and lives with second lady, now my step-mom. It was 4 years ago. I just finished my college and started working in a boutique. I plan to open my own one-day pretty soon. In my college I had a boyfriend named Sriniwas. I used to call him Srinu. He is a nice boy, sweetie, simple and very caring person. We used to like each other's company. Srinu and I had gone out couple of times on date for movies, dinner and dance sometimes. I love to dance a lot. Though he was not a very outgoing person but I used to drag him to dance floor sometimes and he would shake his legs with the music. He wouldn't mind it because he loved my company all the time and while dancing he would get a chance to come even closer to me and touch me at my back and my butts. I also loved his hands over m

Need Some Advice??? Try This.....
IF WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH IS NOT ON THE LIST DON'T WORRY JUST READ THE WHOLE BOOK AND YOUR PROBLEMS WILL BE SOLVED BEING A FRIEND: PROVERBS 17:17, LUKE10:25-37,JOHN 15:11-17, ROMANS 16:1-2 BEING A LEADER:ISAIAH 11:1-9,ISAIAH32:1-8, 1 TIMOTHY3:1-7, 2 TIMOTHY2:14-26,TITUS 1:5-9 CARING FOR THE AGED AND WIDOWED: GENESIS 47:1-12, RUTH 1, PROVERBS 23:22, 1 TIMOTHY 5:3-8 CELEBRATING THE BIRTH/ADOPTION OF A CHILD: PSALM 100, PROVERBS 22:6, LUKE 18:15-17, JOHN 16:16-22 CELEBRATING A GRADUATION: PSALM 119:105, PROVERBS 9:10-12, GALATIONS 5:16-26, PHILIPPIANS 4:4-9 CLELEBRATING A MARRIAGE: GENESIS 2:18-24, EPHESIANS 5:21-33, COLOSSIANS 2:6-7 CELEBRATING A WEDDING ANNIVERSARY: PSALM 100, 1 CORINTHIANS 13 *** CONTROLLING YOUR TEMPER: PROVERBS 14:17-29, 15:18, 19:11, 29:22, ECCLESIASTES 7:9, GALATIANS 5:16-26 *** CONTROLLING YOUR TONGUE: PSALM 12, 19:14, PROVERBS 11:13, 26:20, 2 THESSALONIANS 2:16-17, JAMES 3:1-12 DISCOVERING GODS WILL: PSALM 15, MICAH 6:6-8, MATTHEW 5

A Friend's Oath
Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ..I will get you drunk and will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, ...I'll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ..I will rag you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, ..I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath, I pledge 'til the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend! Remember: A fr

Can I Touch You There?
Can I Touch You There? Baby, show me what you feel Come on to me, Show me somethin' real I need to know, I need you completely Closer baby closer, Come on let us begin Love is taking over, Gotta let it in Ooh I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Can I touch you there, Touch you deep inside Can I touch your heart, The way you âre touching mine Can I touch you there, Touch you deep within Can I touch you there, Can I touch you there Baby tell me with your eyes Tell me every secret darlin' Every deep desire, till you and I Are making love completely Closer baby closer, Cannnot be close enough I cannot help the way I hold you I just hunger for your love Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Can I touch you there, Touch you deep inside Can I touch your heart, The way you are touching mine Can I touch you there, Touch you deep within Ca

Morning Smiles
One day two old ladies met up for a spot of lunch, one of the ladies said to the other "Did you come on the bus" The other lady replied "Yeah but I made it look like an asthma attack" --------- This morning on the Freeway I looked over to my left and there was a woman in a brand new Cadilac doing 65 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner. I looked away for a couple of seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped my electric shaver, which knocked the donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned everything it touched, ruined the darn phone, soaked my trousers and disconnected an important call. Oscar drove hi

Sing The Song Of Your Soul.
Sing the song of your soul. Let it soar on the wings of your spirit. Live the tune of your love so loud all the world will take notice and hear it. The gift of your very presence marks your place as a person of worth. Rejoice and be ever grateful for the days of your journey on earth. Lift yourself. Find your passion. Decide who and what you want to become. Create your life and move ahead. You are not defined by where you are from. The race of humankind is yours, not the boundaries of any one nation. Stand and shine in the light of who you are, a beloved and glorious creation.

What Kind Of Weather Are You
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

Interesting Day
Well, I have spent most of today on Cherry Tap! Fuck, I am so addicted to this shit. I was reading kids books to my daughter, while checkin out peoples pages! What the fuck is wrong with me? I mean it's not like I negelected my daughter, we did go to the mall where she could play on dry play toys ( it rained all day ), we both ate good food, you know typical stuff. I am just hooked on this site.

The Value Of 'time'
To realize the value of a sister Ask someone who doesn't have one. To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple. To realize the value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize the value of one year: Ask a student who has failed a final exam. To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby. To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize the value of one-second: Ask a person who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friendor family member just lose one! The origin of this letter is unknown, but it brings good luck to everyone who

Why????
WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO DRESS CHEAP TO GET CHERRIES??? ACTUALLY MYSELF I DON'T MIND IT BUT JUST AS LONG AS ITS SOMEONE ELSES WOMEN ...HELL LET HIM TAKE CARE OF IT..BUT IF I AM INTERESTED IN A WOMAN AND SHE DRESSES CHEAP LIKE THAT THEN IT JUST THROWS ME WAY OFF EVEN AFTER WE DISCUSSED IT B4..SURE MAYBE ITS NOT A GOOD THING TO GET JELIOUS OVER ..BUT IF SHES DOING THAT FOR CHERRIES..MAKES U WONDER WAT ELSE SHE IS DOING FOR PENNYS....BUT I MYSELF LIKE MY WOMEN THE WAY I MET THEM....WITH CLOTHS.... SORRY FOR THOSE WHO THINK DIFFERENTLY BUT LET ME KNOW WAT U THINK... ME :)~~~~~

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Needs A Title
We embrace in a long awaited hug for i have not seen you in years. The hardships have shown on your face as i look into your eyes. We never thought that we would live to see each other again. As your warm arms embrace me i feel safe once again, a feeling that i have not felt for far to long. The sun blazing red as it sets, the kiss we have waited so long to have. Our lips meet and electrcity runs through our bodies. Picking me up i look into your eyes knowing that you never forgot me nor ever wanted to leave me. We share another kiss and watch as the rays of the fading sun wrap us into a ball of light and whisper thier blessings on us as we are once again together and safe.

Ciggie Kissing
Probably shouldn't do this. But, I wanted to share this from a post on another blogging site that I use. I normally hate cigarette smoke. Especially when I am getting sexy with someone. Just thought this was hot, though.

Somebody
I can’t begin to explain to you, who I am. I can’t begin to describe to you, what I’m about. Figure it out for yourself. Don’t label me because of your insecurities. I’m beautiful, with or without your opinion. I’m amazing, with or without your exception. Define what you see in your eyes. Explain in detail, how you perceive the world. I want to know. Am I nothing more than an image? Nothing more than a somebody? Or do I have a name? Personality? Face? Soul? Do I have anything in your eyes? Or am I just a somebody?

Hate
i hate you for making me love you and making me fall back in love with you repeatedly when you never had any intention of pursuing something real with me I hate you for lying and mistreating me I hate you for making me believe you cared for let alone loved me I hate you for making me laugh and I hate you for making me write these stupid poems while wiping the tears from my eyes I hate you for being able to move on as If what we had we was never meant to be I hate you for letting it be so easy for you to let me go to say fuck me I hate the fact that you’re never willing to fight for me I hate the fact that you’re so stubborn and you let me go so easily I hate the fact that my love for you is so unconditional while yours is a mere memory I hate that I still view us as we and u view us as what we used to be I hate you for not being able to let go and forgive me I hate you for not being here with me making me hate you even more I hate the fact that you don't miss me I

Love
Why is it so easy to FALL into love but so hard to fall OUT of it? Why do we sometimes allow our hearts to get broken and just sit back and watch it happen - basically? How can you care about someone so much, just to see them NOT feel the same way about you? Why is it so hard to let reality set in and realize that you currently cannot have the one that you truly do love? How do you deal with the fact that the person that you love can date other people with no problem at all? Why is it so hard to go on with your everyday life when everything is so up in the air when it comes to your love life? How can you go through SO MUCH SHIT in the past and still have the strenght to rise above it all and still continue to have feelings for the one that you love? How can someone have such a strong hold on your heart and you're not able to do anything about it? This message is just a compilation of my thoughts... therefore it is NOT directly about anyone or anythin

Truth
i describe my self creative imaginitive ambitous artistic eclektik highly elevated state of mind unique gifted blessed from the above knowledge wisdom down to earth open minded awake to the truth, in my zone nobody matterz to me but the true in my circle no time for demonz in disguise filled with lies and deceat tryin to bury me 6 feet deep before i recieve true enlightment from jehovah with the key he gave us a gift to a place of everlasting life and freedom from the beast 's reach only (ha-wah)'z true knowledge and wisdom can open our eyes to see the things that are to become i stand against ignorance its only true stupidity to deny the truth in the scriptures of the true master, father and son only the elighten ones will know where im coming from those who stand out from others and dont fall into the deception of the wicked one and his followers for my life will be tough so i must maintain alert at all times and not let the persecution of the wordly engulf me and let me fall for i s

Freestyle
How could i ever be so stupid,to be torn over you,you always put me off for hos,Never thought that I knew. Tryna hide the obvious,like im just some other chick,go tell that shit to your hos, that be all on your dick. Mighty strange how shit just seems to happen to u, Its called Karma baby,damn wat the fuck did you do? Everytime I turn around you getting fucked in the game,Seems like you got so many hos,you cant remember they names. Don’t get me caught up in ya shit,I don’t have time for your lies,Lied to me and said you loved me,looked me straight in my eyes. Wonderin about ya puta,you fucked up in your past,you gonna fuck with the wrong 1,and get a foot in your ass. Everybody try to tell you,you to stupid to listen,and your brains a fuckin puzzle,and some pieces is missin. One day you’ll understand,but now you playin with life,you’ll learn your lesson,when a bitch is at your throat with a knife. Looks like you got alot of growin up to do,im movin on to someone better,im not fu

Random
You Made Me This Way You say that I'm cold-hearted and that I don't care But did u ever stop and think how I got there Lets take a trip down memory lane So I can introduce u to my best friend pain Think back to when I used to be sweet And with warm kisses is how I would greet I used to hold doors and keep champagne in ur cup But u know what bitch, u can wrap it up Now ur eyes are filled with tears of despair But u can cry me a river cuz I really don't care I'm immune to ur tears cuz its nothing new Don't u remember boy, Diamond's cry too And I've shed enuff tears to last me a lifetime This is my final answer and u don't have a lifeline So on those cold nights when ur feeling all alone Remember it was u that turned my heart to stone Cuz behind every heartless Diamond is the boy who ripped it out And u sweetheart are guilty beyond a reasonable doubt So save ur appologies cuz I don't care for sorrow I have no compassion for u bitch becuz u made me H

Penetration
You like my touch, my feel, my sex To describe my wetness would be complex You like the way I moan real deep Or the way I wear you out to sleep You like the way my ass feels in your palms And the way my body feels wrapped in your arms Or the way my pussy feels around your hard dick The wetness, the tightness that makes you cum quick. You like the arch in my back that pushes my ass out Or the deepness of my pussy that makes you wanna shout Or the way I cream all over when you hit that spot Or the way I ride you when I get on top You like the way I tighten my pussy walls Damn I love those 2 am calls You like the way I give you head The way it makes your dick as hard as lead You like the way my ass looks from the back Fuck me so good its like im having a heart attack You like how wet my pussy feels on your tongue Clit so swollen like I got a stung. Fuck me harder let me feel that dick Fuck me harder with your God made stick Deeper in my pussy knock the bottom out De

( Joke ) Good News And Bad News
a man gets a phone call from his doctor . the doctor says; i have your recent test back . i have some good news and bad news; the man asks for the good news first . 'the doctor says the good news is you have 24 hours to live'.good says the man if thats the good news .then what is the bad news?the doctor says i couldnt reach you yesterday.

I Am Looking For You
I will seek and find you . . I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

Dog Dictionary
LEASH: A strap which attaches to your collar, enabling you to lead your person where you want him/her to go. DOG BED: any soft, clean surface, such as the white bedspread in the guest room or the newly upholstered couch in the living room. DROOL: Is what you do when your persons have food and you don't. To do this properly you must sit as close as you can and look sad and let the drool fall to the floor, or better yet, on their laps. SNIFF: A social custom to use when you greet other dogs. Place your nose as close as you can to the other dog's rear end and inhale deeply, repeat several times, or until your person makes you stop. GARBAGE CAN: A container which your neighbors put out once a week to test your ingenuity. You must stand on your hind legs and try to push the lid off with your nose. If you do it right you are rewarded with margarine wrappers to shred, beef bones to consume and moldy crusts of bread. BICYCLES: Two-wheeled exercise machines, invented for dog

People & Their Rudeness
OK, those two of you who read these... my earlier good mood has been once again quelched by the idiots of the internet. Tonight, within a mere four-hour time span, I ran into the following: - A kid who wanted me to meet him at the 7/11 at 1 a.m. so I could (seriously) kick him in the balls. For his pleasure. (Which, hey, is fine. It's the fact that he couldn't accept that I didn't want to do it that was the problem.) - A woman who wanted me to drive an hour to sexually service her. - A guy who wanted me to watch him masturbate on cam. And who didn't care that it didn't do anything for me. - A guy who told me that the only reason a guy would be interested in me is that I have large breasts. And finally... - A guy who wanted me to answer his sexual questions purely so he could get off on calling me ugly, foul names. By the way, I knew none of these people at the start of that four-hour period. They were complete strangers to me. What the fuck is wrong with

Things Hallmark Cards Don't Say
THINGS THAT HALLMARK CARDS DON'T SAY M y tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - H eard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - L ooking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - C ongratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - H ow could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I 've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you I've changed my mind. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I must admit, you brought Religion into my life.

What Planet Am I From
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't understan

Truth
You scored as You feel alone. If you do infact feel alone, don't forget, alot of people do. You may need to take some social/emotional chances in the future. After all, YOU decide if Your alone.You feel alone90%Your uncertain of the future85%Your not happy with where you are right now80%You want to fall in love80%You need more independence80%You don't know who/what to believe80%You won't forgive your mistakes60%You don't see the point in going on35%You cant let go of the past25%Whats Really Bothering You?created with QuizFarm.com

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

What Pisses Me Off
HERE I HAVE ALMOST 2,000 FRIENDS AND NOBODY CAN SO MUCH AS ADD AS A FRIEND OR ATLEAST RATE HIS FUCKIN PROFILE...UR NOT GOING TO CATCH SOME KIND OF DISEASE....WHAT IS SO HARD BOUT IT...HE HAS HEEN AT THE SAME POINT LEVEL AND LEVEL 11 4 A MONTH....ONLY A FEW SELDOM PEOPLE HAVE HELPED HIM AND I THANK THEM....BUT ITS REDICULOUS HOW SOMEONE CAN LOOK AT A BLOG AND EVEN GO TO THE HIS PAGE BUT NOT DO A DAMN THING!!!!!!!!!!! U GET POINTS TOO...HE WONT STALK U OR DOWN RATE U OR WHATEVER THE HELL UR SCARED OF...I PROMISE HE HAS HAD HIS RABIES SHOTS....SO GO AND DO SOMETHING!!! HERE IS HIS DAMN LINK MARIAS SEXY JUGGALO ~DARK LOTUS~@ CherryTAP

New Thing
this is the new thing i learned today its also why the sky looked lighter than usual at 2 in the morning. Virga is any form or precipitation that doesn’t reach the ground. There could be rain virga or snow virga. But in either case, the precipitation evaporates somewhere on the journey from clouds toward earth. Virga, which is spelled v-i-r-g-a, is pretty common and you’ve probably seen it but didn’t know it had a special name. Mostly in the summer, virga can be seen falling away in streaks from the bottom of one of those puffy gray and white cumulus clouds on a crisp afternoon. It looks like a torn drape or a curtain hanging from the cloud, but only down about halfway to the ground below. Sometimes the air thousands of feet above the ground is moist enough to produce clouds and rain at the same time that the air closer to the ground is as dry as a bone. So when rain falls in these conditions it evaporates on its freefall to earth. So virga is technically virgin precipitati

I Am Surprised With Life
I am surprised with life. Surprised by a morning sun that leaps into the sky from the mountains darker side. Surprised by unbidden thoughts that burst with brightness into a Mind I call my own. Surprised by universal rhyme, a circled rise and fall with time; rhythm energies that bend in time to rise and fall again. Surprised to see in you and me, this endless flowing energy; in cycle motion, encircled time, and endless curving curved line. For in the end there is no end, we rise and fall then RISE AGAIN, WITH CHANGING FORM but dying never, life goes on ... AND ON ... forever I am surprised!

To Bare Or Not To Bare....
ok....what is with all of the breast shots, and pics of the women in the skimpy clothes.... am I missing something? I guess this is where the whole "good girl" thing comes into play, but I don't get it.

Lubricate My Mind
This is a broadcast by some friends of mine on myspace. go by and check them out sometime, they are fun to listen to. http://www.myspace.com/lubricatemymind Subscribe Free for future posts Add this player to my Page

Fuck The Superficialness
lovley saturday — Saturday, November 04, 2006 uh, went to drill today. It's kinda stupid. I don't think I'll be in the reserves very long. One good thing about being in the army before was it had a feeling of being meaningfull. This doesn't have that same feeling. I thought I'd be doing my job on the weekends. They don't even have the equipment I was trained on. No one seems to know what my job actually really is. I'm just the commo guy. I was told to show up at 7 am in civilian clothes, or acu's. I don't have acu's so I showed up in civilian clothes. They didn't hassle me though, so that's good. I wore my hat most of the day, but at the end someone said I should take it off indoors even though it was a civilain hat. I think the guy's kind of a jackass, but whatever. It wasn't worth argueing over on my first day there. The whole thing isn't looking good. Later the commander walked by and looked at my hair, seeing it for the first time. She got a weird look on her face, bu

I Hate The Emergency Room.
I really do. I hate the hospital too. But everyone made me go. So i went. Cause my fever was uber high and shit. They took a buncha blood. Gave me some fluids. Told me i need to sleep. The doctors gonna call me in the morning with all the blood results. I got bruises now. I hate needles. They hurt like woahness. I got an icky cough. Which bites badly. The doctor thinks i was just having a reaction to something. So we'll find out. I feel like crap. Which is why i havent been on here much today. Yesterday was a better day. I wanta go back to yesterday. Blah. Im going to reply to my messages. Then go ni ni < 3 ♥

Free Me From This Promise
Free me from this promise i made to you. let me go. let me be free. i want to be happy again. i want to know what its like to feel the sunshine on my face instead of this ice im frozen in. release me from my bond to you. let me go. let me know joy again. let me hear laughter again release me from my tie to you. please i beg of you dont hold me to you anymore.

Yeah, I'm Done
Howdy. Well, I'm officially giving up on women completely. No, I'm not turning gay by any stretch of the means. I was just about to this point a few months ago. I met a couple of girls around here that made me think that there may be hope..........Nope. They ruined me even more. No hope. I'm done. I'm pretty much certain that I'm going to remain single and celibate for the rest of my life. I've had it completely.

Read This Poem And Tell Me What You Think Please
Pain a sadness an ache inside looking back haunted by memories left alone whispering Dreams left to die unrequitted love withered Past and echoes of the future no hope

Thoughts Of Suicide
Tonight, I took my own life with just one swish from the knife. You see, it was so easy to do- The pain from the knife's blade wasn't near as much As the pain you put me through. I cried for hours, night after night, Before I finally put an end to my life. I had let myself fall in love with you, But you didn't feel the same- So, I did what I thought I had to do. Now a coffin is my bed, A satin pillow rests my head. A cold, dark grave is my home, Where my name is etched in stone. I haven't any pain or sorrows, No more waiting for tomorrows. No more tears will fall from my eyes, No more waiting for you half the night. No more angry words to hear, No more physical abuse to adhere. When you feel the rain fall upon your face And the sky turns dark and gray; Think of the rain as my tears and the sky as my restless soul That's now destined to roam. There isn't anything left on Earth for me- You'll go on with y

Tazzy Needs Help
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One Of Those Quiz Getting To Know Ya Things
1. If you could build a house anywhere, where would it be? in an oak tree (yes i want a tree house) 2. What’s your favorite article of clothing? a brand new thong, have a bad day, buy new underwear makes me feel all the better, i know most chicks dig shoes or purses, but me.. definately a new thong 3. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex? arms definately the shape of the arms, then the eyes 4. What’s the last CD that you bought? pink misunderstood, lol, yeah i dont buy and listen to alot of music these days lmao.. 5. Where’s your favorite place to be? work (no shit i love my job even though it is a hassle it is like sanctuary to me, my kidz drive me nuts lmao..) 6. Where is your least favorite place to be? hmmmmm cant think of one.. i suppose at a get together i really didnt wanna go to in the first place lmao 7. What’s your favorite place to be massaged? lower back and inner thighs, dont ask what happens lmao, suffice it to

Better Get To Killin'...
Those words from Mark Phillips will ring forever in my mind. I'll never forget Cathy being taken aback by those words when he told her that was what he told the Feds that threatened him as I read their book Access Denied: For Reasons of National Security and it screamed in my mind loudly. I wasn't threatened by any Feds or Spooks but by people who have only proven one thing; They've Found The One Man They Can't Shut Up. It's been a no-brainer that I haven't been able to keep my mouth shut since birth. I can roll with things when I need to but, when you come right down to it, I talk when I feel it's warranted and I take kid gloves off when I'm threatened. I'm described by people who know me as nice, smart, a good person, etc. To those that don't, you'd swear I was the only person with Down's Syndrome who had the Illuminati working for him. The laundry list of insults has been launched at me even after I had to watch the disintegration of all the hard work that my crew and I put

Lets Discuss Life
i have question to ask about the choices you choose right now what is giving you the blues? is what you want in life in front of your nose? have you paid your dues? i know you have worn out those old shoes searching for that heart of gold but why are you so bold? was it from something you were told? i know you have already seen the fold between heaven and hell and you dont know why you wouldnt choose either but to travel between both is what you figure that will make your thoughts seem bigger and your view wider your head tighter because in the crevice you sink but how many people have you hurt you think?

Animal Spirits..
...ANIMAL SPIRITS... BUFFALO: The buffalo or bison is considered by many tribes to be a symbol of adundance for it was the meat of the buffalo that fed the people, the hides that provided clothing and shelter, the bones and sinew provided tools of survival. The Lakota's trace the origin of the sacred pipe to the appearance of the white buffalo calf woman who promised abundance for the tribe as they honored, by prayer, the Great Spirit and all of their relations, meaning the other creations of nature. "Buffalo Medicine" means to bring a special honor, reverence or appreciation for all of the things that the Earth provides for her children. EAGLE: Eagle-----Courage, Spirit, and Bravery.. Eagles have long been associated with the highest pursuits. In 1969 a voice rang out to the world, "The eagle has landed." What better symbology for a landing on the moon than the "eagle". From the time that the Persians and Romans carried eagles into battle, these majestic birds hav

What I Do Everynight
as i lay in my bed with you on my mind you seem so far so unreal tears down my face hurting terribly you are not here my life is gone my mind cant think you were my world my life now your gone im lost with no where to go with not hope left why you have to hurt why you said you loved me i dont know you made me happy you made me live i thought you loved me but you just left me as i gave you all my heart you broke it worse my tears stream every night my heart gets weaker with all the tears my body wishing you would come lay next me but you moved on you never come home my life will never be the same your are my love!

Dream Catchers..
DREAM CATCHERS.. An ancient Chippewa tradition The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played. Hung above the cradle board, Or in the lodge up high, The dream net catches bad dreams, While good dreams slip on by. Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread. Good dreams slip through the center hole, While you dream upon your bed. This is an ancient legend, Since dreams will never cease, Hang this dream net above your bed, Dream on, and be at peace.

Forever Love
Tell me of the memories ahead Tell me of the Love we will share Tell me of the way you feel Tell me of Forever Love Say you will take care of me always Say you will stay always by my side Say you will share my dreams Say you will Forever Love I need to see your smile I need to be near you always I need to dream my dreams with you I need to be Forever Loved.

Got To Love This One
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after the night at a business function. He forces himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Jack looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping - Love you!" He stumbles to the kitchen and sure enough, there is hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Jack asks, "Son, what happened last night?" "Well, you came home after 3 am , drunk and out of your mind. You broke the coffee table, puked in the hallway and got that black eye when you ran into t

Divorce Reasons
"Yeah, my wife and I just split up. I finally faced the fact that we're incompatible. I'm a Gemini and she's an asshole." ~~~~~ My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't. ~~~~~ Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. ~~~~~ For Sale Wedding dress, size 12. Worn once by mistake ~~~~~ 90% of men kiss their wife goodbye when they leave the house. 10% kiss their house goodbye when they leave the wife. ~~~~~ First guy (proudly): "My wife's an angel" Second guy: "You're lucky, mine's still alive." ~~~~~

( Our Beach )
debora and jeff was walking down the beach. arms around each others waist. pretending to be looking at the ocean .they are clamped togather mouth to mouth.forgotten about the others making courteous detours around them talk stoped talking and kiss they can see no other people.its their beach they got all day.there mouths and tongues are warm and soft and moist as ever..their bodys so close togather.they stay on beach till night when the stars are out and no one else is around they walk hand and hand down the beach now they hug and kiss jeff lays on the sand pulls debora on top of him and they make love all night and watch the sun rise togather. a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank">

Men & Women: Differences
Have you ever heard a seemingly normal woman saying something like, "I don't know what I do to turn men off. I seem to push them away. Maybe I'm too demanding, or not demanding enough. Men are so confusing." And it could be that very same day that you hear a seemingly normal man, unrelated to the first woman, complaining: I don't get women. I must be doing something wrong. Women are so hard to understand." When men and women get together, there are, in effect, two worldshis and hers. They have different values, priorities, and habits. They play by different rules. Scientists have come to accept that a few fundamental differences between men and women are biological. It turns out that men's and women's brains, for example, are not only different, but the way we use them differs too. Women have larger connections and more frequent interaction between their brain's left and right hemispheres. This accounts for women's ability to have better verbal skills and intuition. Men, on

Which One ???
A young man excitedly tells his mother he's fallen in love and going to get married. He says, "Just for fun, Ma, I'm going to bring over three women and you try and guess which one I'm going to marry." The mother agrees. The next day, he brings three beautiful women into the house and sits them down on the couch and they chat for a while. He then says, "Okay, Ma, guess which one I'm going to marry." She immediately replies, "The one in the middle." "That's amazing, Ma. You're right. How did you know?" "I don't like her."

Grief-stricken
"The First Husband" The grief-stricken man threw himself across the grave and cried bitterly. "My life, how senseless it is! How worthless is everything about me because you are gone. If only you hadn't died, if only fate had not been so cruel as to take you from this world, how different everything would have been." A clergyman happened by and to soothe the man he offered a prayer. Afterward he said, "I assume the person lying beneath this mound of earth was someone of great importance to you." "Importance? Indeed it was," moaned the man. "It's my wife's first husband!"

Almost Got Into Fight
ok the same guy who i almost got into a fight with last week showed up again.this time i had to play on his team for basketball.He was getting all pissed at me for some fucking reasone. he was yelling at me cause i wasnt getting the rebound that was on the other side from where i was.then he keeps on talking shit about how im supposed to be blocking people out when he wasnt doing a fucking thing himself.i could take him on and anyone else who talks shit about how i play. i was so close to throwing the ball at him and punching his lights out.but see im the better person for not doing that. i just play and have fun. i guess some people cant handle that.

I Forgot
I had some computer issues and then I move3d so I have been away fro awhile and while I was gone Lostcherry changes its name to cherrytap!!!! LOL Anyways I had forgotten just how fun this place can be...way better then myspace and hey I was able to update my email address with ease unlike myspace where I still cant get them to send me a email onfirming my email change..grrrrr anyways I am so glad to be back at lostcherry errrr cherrytap :)

Haunt You ??
An old man and woman were married for years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced black magic because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party as if there was no tomorrow. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked , "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said, "Let the old creep dig. I had him buried

Creedsto Live By!
A Creed To Live By Don't undermine your worth By comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Don't set goals by what other people deem important, Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things Closest to your heart, Cling to them as you would your life, For without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over Until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread That binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life By saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love, The fastest wa

New Bike
A father came home from a long business trip to find his young son riding a brand new bike. "Where did you get the money for that?" he asked. "It must have cost over 300 dollars!" "I earned it hiking," replied the boy. "Hiking??? Come on son, tell your Dad the truth. Nobody can make that sort of money hiking. Where did you Really get the cash from?" "It's like I say, Dad. Every night when you were gone, Mr Burns from the bank would come over to see Mom. He'd give me a 20 dollar bill and tell me to take a hike"!

Go Join This Contest Site?
Hey everyone check it out!!!! The new contest site is up and ready to go right now and you can now add your video and pics to the contest!!!!! You will have to register for an acount and username in order to get involved!!! This is a test site for the contest only!!! All are welcome to have fun and join!!!! On the site you can rate, comment, add pics and vids to the contest!!! Share this with everyone and make it known!!! Have your friends join and have fun!!!! You will also see the highest rated pic and vid as well!!!! I hope yo all will like and love what I have done!! You can visit the site here and dont forget to bookmark it and or add it to your favorites!!! If you want the name of the site you can know it by http://www.klubhouse.us and please do remember this so that you can have faster accesss to the site and know who is leading and close to winning!!! As for contest rules and guidelines, please take note of the listed bellow because this is the only listed rules av

Why???
i'm trying to find new friends and such to boost my rating and enjoy this site more......but it's becoming very difficult to find real genuine people on here who don't have pics of there half naked body on their profile.......don't get me wrong i'm not a prude,but i'm happily engaged and i'm really not interested in seeing your tits or anything else....i've got all that here......so if anyone knows some real people who actually enjoy meeting new friends could you please forward this to them..... ~napajoe~Family Member~Canadian Chapter~

The Essence Of You
The Essence Of You I look at you And yes...You are beautiful Any artist would drool At the thought of painting you But then I look into your eyes And I'm lost The starlike twinkle of your eyes Captivates me Like nothing or nobody could As I'm drawn ever deeper Into the shimmering green pools of your eyes I'm reminded of the saying That the eyes are the windows That look upon the soul And of this I'm sure Because my heart races As I catch a glimpse of yours A vision of love,beauty and compassion Beyond imagination And I'm truly in awe Because before me I see The very essence... Of you! By Bruce © June, 2005

Fantasy
I cant help but see your eyes in my dreams. Your voice rings thru my heart. Your touch heals my skin. The day hasnt started Until I hear your voice. The night hasnt ended until you say good night. I replay our coversations in my mind over and over again. I want to act my age not my circumstance. You make me feel like dancing on stage, Like I can forget my world. You never promised me change. But your a breathe of fresh air. You ask me questions that have brought me back to life. You have given me a new joy. Something to looke forward to. You make me smile and feel so special. Like it just you and me . Like I am living my fantasy.

I Have 2 New Pics
well i have 2 new pictures and they are really sweet so please everyone check them out and rate them,i in a dress and i don't like dresses so this is a treat. my man is really hot 2 and please check them out.

End Is Near
Lead the way.. I may just follow to see which way we go. Right or wrong? Who knows for how long? It is temporary, Its just a passing thing, maybe even a very short fling. Don't worry if the end is near. Its really OK, with me my dear. I just don't want an awkward stance. Between 2 new friends with every passing glance. You have become a very good friend which I don't want to loose. But the time may come when we both have to choose. You are a nice guy, who if you didn't feel the way you do. Could never be my friend. That is true. So don't worry about hurting me. I can handel most anything. I have been hurt and crushed until I was no more. But now I am stronger Than ever before.

The Humor Is In The Oatmeal
Wandering through this galaxy I laughingly refer to as Todd the Bod (I'm not entirely sure why I call it that), I have come to one conclusion... and that there is no conclusion. Yeah, yeah, that sounds vaugely uniteresting and frankly - I don't give. For a while I was involved with someone. No, it wasn't one of those made-for-TV docudramas like the Lifetime Netowrk loves to air repeatedly. It was something that I thought was worthwhile. Like an art project that was going to take longer than fifteen minutes and a box of shitty Crayola knockoffs. Well, needless to say, some men just aren't willing to put forth the effort. Yes, I can be a shrew and bitchy and mean and downright Wakka-wakka (still trying to decipher what the Hell "wakka-wakka" means). But after offering ways of rebuilding a relationship and recieving no response - I've grown weary of trying. I feel like what William Wallace would have felt if he had kept living. The whole: "Now what the fuck do I do?" syndrome. So, rat

Feeling Down Today
No Love To Start by Jason V Brown Seems like people sure can talk, but none listen And words become a time of where they've been Why do we have friends if they never fulfill their job But expect you to be there at the sound of their first sob They can't seem to think for themselves, they are lost The savior in me comes to the rescue at all cost Yet when my ship is sinking, they sail away Leaving me for dead without a word to say Even when new beginnings emerge, it's just a flicker Like an hallucination from absolutely too much liqour I'm supposed to be level headed, even when I'm forgotten The odd man out, the man left at the bottom Make plan that I'm not included in and leave me behind Like the child I once was that everyone denied I guess to be honest, I'm as scared as ever That the love that was meant will come back never And that the love & emotion that fills me Will fade away in solitude and will never be Maybe I shouldnt have arisen from th

What I Really Feel
Crazy, Out of control Is this really me? Head over Heels.. What do I seek? Something totally new? Out of the usual? A new touch a new caress I think its you! But OH NO! What can we do? Your with her, I am with him. What can we begin? It seems the feeling is truly mutual, Much to my surprise. We don't want to hurt the ones we love. But we want to see what may arise. Your embrace is tender and sweet. Oh how can I not surrender to this guilty treat?

To My Girls
When you were born I knew my family was complete. Lani, you were first. A wiggle worm from the start. You never stopped moving. You are so sweet and loving. Your all heart and cuddles. Naty, you are my baby and my squeaker. Loud and Independent. Cool and collected. You both make me feel so Privledged to be your mother. My schedule makes it hard for me to say these things everyday. I want you both to always know that I love you. From the moment you were a twinkle in my eye to forever. Lani, smile more. Naty, slow down. I wish I were here every night to tuck you in. I miss that the most. I do have all my days with you But they are so rushed...Off to school you go. Soon it will be different and we will be home together more often. Forgive me for all the things I have done wrong. All I know is I love you and no one can change that forever more.

5 Questions Dont Be Scurry!!!!!
You get to ask me 5 Questions (TO MY INBOX)...any 5 questions, no matter how crazy it is,and I promise to answer it...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you....so go for it... press reply Repost as 5 questions..... unless you are scared 1. 2. 3. 4. 5.

Smile
Time draws near to say goodbye You are starting a new life So far away from what it used to be I wish you love and happiness Because I love you Tears will fall on that day When I turn and walk away I wont try to hide the pain Of losing you You may not believe this today But it is true. I have never lied to you I wish you love and happiness Because I love you I know this is for the best for both of you Remember that if you need me I am here waiting with open arms. Because I love you. When you need a hug, remember to smile and what that means. Someone out there loves you and always will I have said it before I wish you love and happiness Because I love you

Still Yours..
Something about those eyes caught me. They took me away from reality. You said it something supernatural. I say its an addiction! I cant think about it because it will make me sad. But I know that what we have, also makes me strong. I want to keep seeing you, I want to keep hearing your voice whisper to me at night. I do not want to let you go, But I know I have to. That's why I haven't asked those questions. I really don't think I wanted to know the answers. But now that I do, I wonder what's next. Do we continue what we know is wrong? Hurting other people? I know why I am doing this, personally. You can walk away if you wanted to and not hurt anyone but me... But you still haven't. Addicted I come back for more. But now I know that I will lose you sooner than later. Until then I still want to be yours...

Why?
Why is it that when things start going great something blows up in your face, or everything gets screwed up. Thats how it is in my life. I start feeling great and then every things topsy turvy. Sometimes I wish every thing would go my way. Even if its only once.

Too Hard To Let Go..
Two years and counting,two years too long. An affair that should have never lasted, never been started. Colleagues first, friends then more. Summer nights and Cigarette breaks. See each other, in passing, daily in our business suits. Wrong from the start but too hard to say no. Try to close the door but one of us, just re-opens it. Weeks go by and were done, but as soon as we get a glimpse. The need for you is great, too hard to fight. Midnight phone calls and Valentine rooms. We've tried before but that never lasts for long. Hot and heavy Sweet and Sensitive. Months have gone by but everyday still a glimpse of your name. Outside life is busy, complicated and overwhelming. Here, I am a woman and your lover. Your a man and my lover. I knew this day was coming. Now, your saying your "I Do". And I need to say good-bye. But you make it too hard. We say its over, again and again. we have to do the right thing. Yet another midnight phone call,lasts for hours and hours.

Am I Stupid?
I can't believe.. I fell for it again. I am so FUCKING stupid.. All they are... are words. Meaningless words. They're just words. They don't have meaning... so why does it hurt now? I hate.. everything. Why did you do this? I hope one day you'll realize how much you really lost. I hope one day... you'll realize how much you hurt me, but you don't want to hurt anyone, right? Too late.

Meant To Be..
11 years and counting, Since you turned my way. Just ended up on my door stop, That one summer day. From that day I always knew, it would only be you. Sometime I forget, why and how we fell. Life is so hard, days fly by.. Some without us even saying hello or good-bye You work days,I work nights. The kids always with us, every single day. All by choice, it is hard work. Sometimes I forget, why and how we fell. Then I look into your eyes and it all rushes back to me. We were always meant to be.

Six Reasons To Think Before You Speak
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls" THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed b

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile (my Guy Does All This!)
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let h

Saturday Woes
Saturday Woes & Projectile Vomit Okay so I had set plans to go to a friends house tonight kick back, converse, watch movies and have a jolly old time. Everything was going smoothly; we had the issue of who was going to stay with the kid’s settled blah, blah, blah. Good to go right? Wrong? I start to pick up the house a bit as Ralf runs out to get himself a much needed hair cut, the baby is sleeping on the couch as sound as can be and the older ones lost in the world of “Dragon Tales”. I head up to take a long nice warm shower, get dress come down the stairs to find Ralf putting the fucking locks we need to keep the kids out of the kitchen and the baby crying for juice. I pick up Sara, head towards the kitchen to retrieve her this juice when I notice her body is very hot, fuck she has got a fever. So I reach for the Motrin pour the juice and all of a sudden Sara’s face changed, to a quick pale color, eyes opened wide. She opens her mouth and HOLY FUCKING GODDESS…..she st

I'm In The Most Beautiful Smile Contest... Please Help Me Out And Then Repost!
Please take just a moment and visit my entry in Fallen Angel's most beautiful smile contest, leaving both a vote and comment! (I'm not for sure which one counts, so if you do both it's covered!!) Thanks so much!! I'll be sure to leave you some love on your pages!!

Saturday Boredom
I fought with the kids all damn day! and then now I have a sore throat and I have to sing early in the morning tomorrow....grrrr. finally starting to get this site a little bit more. I think it may be more addictive than myspace..lol I have met some nice people, but I think the real challenge is to find the one who wants to talk and make conversation as opposed to the one who is all "wanna fuck?" because let's face it people.. 80% of everyone here is looking for some kind of online hookup. like they can magically transport into your panties or whatever..lol. I greatly appreciate the adoration and worship (what goddess doesn't, right?) but it is nice to have normal conversations as well isn't it?

Tickets, Fines, Points And Car Insurance
Well if you read my last post then you know i was in a car accident you also know that it was mostly my fault (others fault was conditions of the day) but my fine i have to pay is $106.89 i shoulda just tried to not get the police involved. it was an accident you would think though that the people would want to not get them involved that way the people would have a lil more money to pay theyre insurance companys. Well i said id upload pics Heres the car i hit here 2 more pictures one of the explorer and one with what was damaged circled in the picture oh and what im being charged with is careless driving (not wreckless driving but careless driving)

Help Me
Each day I sit and listen to your lies. They seep out of your mouth so easily. I feel the words tear into my heart opening the wounds fresh each day. The lies i bear from you are killing me inside. You tell me of your love me for me, yet live with another. you wish for me to be faithful to you, yet lay in anothers arms each night. i cannot bear this pain anymore. My heart needs to move on, find another love. Yet all i seem to find are those that please the flesh. Meaningless, sexual encounters. For a moment the pain is gone as the pleasure fills my body. But, then as soon as it left the pain reappears, filling every ounce of my body. I sit by and watch you live your life with another. All the while it is killing me inside. Even when I know you tell nothing but lies. Please someone help me from this despair, help me back to life. Bring me out of this pit of darkness. Please, oh please help me......

Car Accident
this was written on november 1st just didnt get to post it here till now Ive gotten into an accident Yep we all know i got into a car accident today What: happened: I was making a left turn onto 332 from holland road my truck started to skid i hit an oncoming car. Everyone was ok i think we both were a little shaken. My car was Fine one winchmount light had the glass break but seems fine. his car on the other hand lost a head light and cracked the radiator and had to be towed. How i feel: I feel terrible if you honestly think i would like to be hit someone on purpose you should be bludgeoned to death with a spoon I feel like anybody who says something like i had intetionally did or that it was cuz i was careless it wasnt i lost controll and when i came under control i was heading into oncoming traffic

Better Then Yesterday
Today he's doing betterish. He can get up and move on his own but I'm still afraid he's gunna fall. I forgot that Steavie and Barry had a Halloween Party tonight... me and Craig need to get some more shit and we've got no one to take us. It's kinda shitty. I gave Judy Keeva so I could sleep and so she let me sleep another 3 n 1/2 hours. Craig really wants to go out but he can't walk very far.. and shouldn't be driving. Bleh.. I really need my license. I really don't wanna get it though... Well I'm gunna go back out by him.. Lata.. Update.. Well.. we did end up going out.. We got a few things that we needed to get. I cleaned up a lot tonight. I cleaned my room and the living room.... I vaccumed the hallway and cleaned Vash's cage. Like.. I got on my hands and knees and scrubbed his pee off the floor. It needed to be done. His litter box has a leak so his pee kinda leaks out. He needs a new litter box. I need food yet for the girls and boy.. I fed them yesterday so the

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