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Today
Well, I survived today....was a hard day though.. we sat around and watched home videos and we watched the memorial video and then we did a single white balloon release.... the one balloon symbolized the one year anniversary of mom's death, then next year we will do 2, and so on... I made a little not card with mom's name and birth & death date on it.... I've always wondered where it would end up.. but will probably never know!! I thought in time it would get easier, but some days are by far more harder than others....I can't believe it's been a whole year though.... seems like just yesterday and it still hurts so much!!

R.i.p.
Apparently my pants died today. I didn't notice until after I got home tonight, that there is a massive hole in my pants right under the arse. The hole is pretty huge about 6"x1.5" Sad day. I really liked these pants too.

Ur Love Is Like
When my mind wonders it always turns to u No matter the space between us If you’re here or not, you’re always in my mind When I am asleep or awake When I am be your side or miles apart When we are together I feel your love in everything you do Every breath, every word, every kiss, ever hug, every beat of your heart You stir a passion in me like none b4 Ur love is like: The beckon of light in a storm The one cloud with sliver lining The well needed rain in a drought The fire of warmth on a cold night The wind I need to fly The food I need to survive The air I need to breath The life that pulses though me Every touch sends shear joy to every part of my being Every smile fills my heart with love Every look reflects back magnitudes of love Every thing you are is every thing I need

All The Sounds
ok. i try not to bug out. but im on the computer looking thru the cooliest website ever and i hear all these weird fucking sounds. and never see anything happen. im i just hearing shit. am i crazy. who knows. im really thinking i hear shit. no one around me hears these crazy sounds

My Love For You
My Love for You My life was dark, lonely. gloomy, and doll until that one simple day then it changed it all With one simple word my life was getting brighter and keeps on getting that way My life was all wrong till I called you sweetie such a simple word started it all A habit that came so naturally to me started the most glorious thing that has ever happened A love that blooms more and more every day. A flower needs a soft touch and a loving hand as does love I love you and I love what we have. I love your touch, your kiss, your love. You are my light in a dark open sea. you’ll never know what your loves had done for me

Secret Storm
Lightning an art for my eyes tonight I watch the skies weep Restless I lay under silk sheets thunder lulls me to sleep Tossing about in this empty bed alone I slowly rise to pace Haunting images surround me I can’t seem to forget your face While these many things around me so relentlessly remind Of the one person I never thought I’d leave far behind Darkly shifting shadows sway through thoughtless dreams As soundless whispers echo drifting into silent screams Eyes tracing pictures that should have long ago been tossed Bitter words replay deep within sadistic thoughts once lost Silence falls as I scream words my soul speaks through empty eyes Sifting past memories searching for shards of truth inside these lies While shattered glass sinks inside this skin so numb to my pain Awakened by storms created from winds of lies our tears fall as rain Drowning in your blood strangled by thoughtless words you’ve spoken Collapsing beneath my window above I see our perfect sky is brok

G'night Everyone!!!
Well, I am being told by my little one that "it's time to go night night!!!" so night night it is. I hope everyone has a great night, regardless of what you are doing ;o), AND a safe one. Make sure to leave me some love while I'm asleep. I always like having a lot to do in the mornings and that includes returning the love!!! Cheers and Beers!!! Sam

Heather Hunter From Sex To Song
Wassup people here we have my girl porn star extrodinare the one and only Heather Hunter. Now most guys know of this bombshell Diva from years of drooling over her naked nastiness in hundreds of porn movies and shorts and the occasional advertisements. Well now she is done with poppin that coochie and is out to conquer the rap game. To be real about it, she's not all that good, but she is still FINE AS FUCK!!!!! So check my girl out.....oh yeah stop drooling. so seriousAdd to My Profile | More Videos DJ Domination Vs. Pornstar Heather HunterAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Unimportant
Lately it has come to my attention that ppl don't care about me or my opinion as much as I tend to care about theirs. Ever since the stupid Domestic Violence case between my brother and I, people, won't talk to me, won't tell me what's going on in theirs lives, no matter how much I care. It's like I somehow slipped between the cracks. Even my husband, all he cares about anymore is moving to Utah. He won't even entertain the idea of doing anything else. Not only that but when I cry because I can't be with my kid either he falls asleep and dry humps me. this is not how love should feel. I shouldn't fell so alone all the time.

Labeled Society
So what am I now? A bold statement? An unholy saint? A labeled whore? An unknown bore? A suicidal witch? A proclaimed bitch? A horrible girl? Living in a terrible world… I don't demand respect But, I still face you Tall and erect So what am I now?

Poem Me And A Friend Wrote Together
never know what might happen. I can't be sure about anything. wondering and believing is all I can do just saying its going to happen can't be 100% true but believing its true will bring some truth to your existence.... that why only thing I fear from death is going to early with out accomplishing what I need to on the plain where I go after that is not my decision... With that fear makes me feel stronger knowing that I am protecting something giving reason to live I believe what I am doing is right although seeing it from every point of view seems wrong and that I can be hurt, does not blind me from the fact that I must move on and only step back to fix mistakes that threat my goals Life suck but, don’t wish for breath ,because it will come and when it does you'll wish for life and happiness. but its to late because you already welcomed it. But in the end one thing is certain it will win so fight all you wish but sooner or later death will win.

From Tropic Of Cancer By Henry Miller
Tania is like Irène. She expects fat letters. But there is another Tania, a Tania like a big seed, who scatters pollen everywhere -- or, let us say, a little bit of Tolstoy, a stable scene in which the fetus is dug up. Tania is a fever, too -- les voies urinaires, Café de la Liberté Place des Vosges, bright neckties on the Boulevard Montparnasse, dark bathrooms, porto sec, Abdullah cigarettes, the adagio sonata Pathetique, aural amplificators, anecdotal seances, burnt sienna breasts, heavy garters, what time is it, golden pheasants stuffed with chestnuts, taffeta fingers, vaporish twilights turning to ilex, acromegaly, cancer and delirium, warm veils, poker chips, carpets of blood and soft thighs. Tania says so that every one may hear: "I love him!" And while Boris scalds himself with whisky she says: "Sit down here! O Boris . . .Russia . . . what'll I do? I'm bursting with it!" At night when I look at Boris' goatee lying on the pillow I get hysterical. O Tania, where now is tha

I Knew
another poem thats published I knew from that first hug you gave me Great things where going to be I knew from the time we meet Our lives where set I knew when I held your hand My heart would never land For it is now flying high above For your touch feels me with love For no matter where I am I feel your touch For your love is so much I’ll always be here for you because now we are one The two of us the where are not any more for now we are one

Old Lady And The Radio
An old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all humankind. Dear Safety Harbor Middle School: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at the Safety Harbor Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know that someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and has always had her own radio, but before I received one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day her radio fell off the nightstand and broke into a lot of pieces. It was awful and she was in tears. She asked if she could listen to mine, and I told her to kiss my ass. Thank you for that opportunity. Sincerely, Edna

Picking Away The Moments That Make Up The Dull Day
an overpopulated world windswept cities, towns the commute. the meeting. the cinema. the rounds the commute. where am i? im always on standby sorry bout this one...

More Bachelor Tips - Part 2
Maybe someday I'll throw the whole bunch in here. Here's just a few more. #3 Corn chips? Vegetable group! #4 If you are planning a romantic dinner for some special lady, remember – chose a merlot or cabernet with steaks, or a chardonnay with fish. What’s my point? Always serve steak! White wine on her blouse will go unnoticed. A red wine will stain unless she takes it off immediately! #6 If you keep a comfortable silk robe around for a guest, claim that you can’t find the belt. #7 Pack lighter next trip by getting one of those belts that is different colors on each side. But remember – flipping underwear over does not work as well. #14 You can use your cable remote to access Parental Controls and block out Lifetime.

Deceiving
I loved you with every Ounce of my being. Never guessed your eyes Could be so deceiving. Time has gone by But I still feel the burn. No longer of love, It’s hatred you’ve earned. I hate you with the fire Of a thousand burning suns. I hate you with a passion That has only just begun. If only you could understand What you’ve reduced me to. A soul devoid of feeling, A heart that’s frozen thru. A shadow of my former self, An imposter with my face. I no longer love with abandon Love’s gone without a trace. And now I hate you with every ounce of my being And all because your eyes Were so damn deceiving. By: Leah M. Baier

Friends Or Lovers
Friends or Lovers Which are you We often ask with someone new So shake there hand kiss or embrase each other For how it goes depends on you! Friends or Lovers Its all up to you! So as we meet who knows this one may be the one for you! Caty

The Cross’ Impact On Death Genesis 3:1-24
In Touch Daily Devotional by Dr. Charles Stanley -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- October 30, 2006 The Cross’ Impact on Death Genesis 3:1-24 Death is a reality we all must face, and yet we do our best to ignore it. We naturally prefer to focus on living today, not dying. But God wants us to understand some important spiritual truths about death. Scripture says, “Therefore, just as through one man sin entered into the world, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men, because all sinned”(Romans 5:12).“One man” refers to Adam who, along with Eve, broke the only command God had given them: “But you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die” (Genesis 2:17 NIV). They were driven away because of their disobedience. Consequently, their intimacy with God was broken, and they faced physical death in their future. Because of sin, our

Thank You To Our Police Officers
Thank You Officers Thank You for the call, that brought you to the street, Thank You for the response, thats calms the fearful heartbeat, Thank You for the times you had to make a choice, between some personal fun, or patroling our streets, Thank You for the many times you helped just because, Thank you for the many tears you shed when you wished more could be done, Thank You for putting your life on the line, each time you show up to help stop a crime... Very few say it, its an expected job by most... Even fewer realize that it comes with a high cost... So Thank You all Officers, for heeding the call of a higher order, And selfishly giving your all for a call you believe in so highly... The tears will be rewarded one day, The fear set to rest... And Then you will truly know .. You have passed the greatest test... Thank You so much for protecting us all.. ~*~ Pixie ~*~ 10-30-06

Regarding Our Laws
Now as stated before in our laws they refer to was as the "Children of Satan". We are not Children of Satan, we do not serve him in anyway shape or form. We only follow what the blood racing through our veins and the never ending thirst that it brings with it. I am aware that most reference material does refer to vampires as the servent of satan or satan is the one that gave us the powers we have. This by no means is any where near the truth. Our powers or gifts, if you prefer, come from an ancient spirit named Amel. Though he may be known by many names this is the one I know him by. He is a mischievous spirit, not really a demon, but a blood drawing spirit. This spirit is over 6,000 years old, to the best of my knowledge. Not all vampires actually listen to the spirit itself, they only listen to or feel its driving nature to drink/feed on the blood of our victims. Once we take a victim and begin draining the life force from them we see all their memories, from childhood to the pre

Market Research
A market researcher called at a house and his knock was answered by a young woman with three small children running around her. He asked her if she minded replying to his questions and she agreed. He asked her if she knew his company, Cheeseborough-Ponds. When she said no, he mentioned that among their many products was Vaseline and she certainly knew of that product. When asked if she used it, the answer was "Yes." When he then asked how she used it, she said, "To assist sexual intercourse." The interviewer was amazed. He said, "I always ask that question because everyone uses our product and they always say they use it for the child's bicycle chain, or the gate hinge; but I know that most use it for sexual intercourse. Since you've been so frank, could you tell me exactly how you use it?" "Yes, we put it on the doorknob to keep the kids out."

More About Vampires
We survive night after night and century after century. growing older in years, but our physical appearence is the same as when we were turned/embraced. The youngest I am aware of was a girl she was no more than 9 or 10. but this is against our laws to make one so young, because they are unable to take care of themselves. It is very sad knowing what her fate was and knowing that one still cares very deeply for her. Others become mad with the power of the Dark Blood and seek either the solice of a fire or the sunlight to end there lives. The young one paid with her life for trying to kill her Maker. The following are our Laws :: 1. Each coven must have its leader and only he might order the working of the Dark Trick upon a mortal, seeing that the methods and rituals were properly observed. 2. The Dark Gift must never be given to the crippled, the maimed, or to children, or to those who cannot, even with the dark powers, survive on their own. Be it further understood that all morta

Information
The one of group that orginaly broke the rules by telling mortals about us was The Vampire Lestat, who like most of us dont like to live in the shadows as we were taught. Yes, it was bold of him to do this, but we are around all over the world. There have been several movies made about vampires, but what you see in them is not true, with a few exceptions. Crosses do not kill us, wodden stakes do harm us but not kill us, garlic is simply an old wives tale. We can be killed by fire, direct sunlight(depending on the age of the vampire) and decapitation then burned. We seek only to live our lives the way we need to. We take blood from only the evildoer and a small drink for another. We are flesh and blood but not human. We are bound to this earth bye the demon/spirit that made us what we are. Yes there are things we do miss being a vampire , like the feel of the sun on our skin or an early morning dew just as the sun rises, but by that time we have saught our resting places for the day.

Spent My Bday With My Babies!!!
Couldn't have asked for a better birthday gift, spending the weekend before and the day of my birthday with my girls. My littlest one brings me to tears everytime she tells me "Happy Birthday daddy, I love you so much!" and when my oldest gives me a card that has little notes in it about missing me, loving me and how I am the best dad ever, even with the little time we spend together, my heart melts. Fathers be good to your daughters.................

He Loves Me
My man loves me so you can sit there and glare at us with jealousy in your eyes rolling your neck and sucking your teeth because you cant have whats mine Look at you showing off your womanly parts and whispering your snide remarks laughing with your friends and looking in our directions only because you envy the fact that im getting my mans affection wearing your long fancy weave trying to hide your nappy roots wishing you were in my shoes so he could knock your boot Not even for a day!!! Dont let the classy exterior fool you gurl cause i will never let it go down that way I could care less about yall's pass or what you and him might have had. Because thats old news it aint happening girl its over and done with like a passing fad I hear you talking to your friends about how you thought he just gave you the eye. But he sitting with me with his hand on my knee caressing my thighs Please believe if he wanted to leave, I love him but im not making him stay Ye

More Insight
As I stated before I am half Cherokee indian and was raised by the laws and traditions of my tribe. My mother was of Scandinavian decent and did not really care for the Indian ways. So we moved into Pottsboro, Tx. My father and I were both very unhappy about this but we went with the flow. I am the product of an abusive childhood, but this I will not dwell on as it is part of my past and has ony made me stronger through the years. During the summer months I went to work on my grandfathers ranch and learned as much as I could from him of the legends and native ways. He taught me the proper way to break/tame a horse so that it could be riden. I was also taught to brand cattle and how to tan the hides for clothing and tent making. Many of these things I still do including dyeing the hides for clothing. And as you can see even though I am a vampire I still live simply and closely to my native roots. Only a few things have changed over time and those are indoor plumbing, electricity and of

Life /// Disbelivers
I very sure that there still are disbelivers out there regarding vampires. As for us vampires or blood children, as I have heard some say, have been around for a very long time. Ah, you still say "No way!", but tis true, look at the art of the countries of the world and you will see images of vampires dating back as far as the beginning of time. Although all those centuries and millennia went by and never once did they realize that is acutally a spirt that gives us the powers we hold. We pay the ulimate price for this BloodGift and its power, we pay with our mortal life. As the blood feds our ever growing thirst, we realize that we must live on it to live ourselves. the mortal body dies from the dark blood we are given by our Makers/Sires. The process of death is painful as you feel all of your normal body functions shut down. When the blood has done its work , we reawaken with the driving need to feed from our first victim. It is painless for them , for when we pierce the skin to drin

"daddy Doms"
An Article About "Daddy Doms" by Kendra about Daddy Doms...I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a fee

To Completely Dissolve.
To completely dissolve, what method is used I cannot sleep, my hands are bruised there's a hole in the wall, torn up anew one dead eye, the colour of you. To vanish for life and promise to stay away from the knowing, bird in a cage i'd give so much for the courage to go if i ask for your help, then you will know. So help me disappear or to believe in a change no way out of here that i can see or the nightmares that burn into my head at night make them disappear so i can breathe. Looked out the window twice, just to be sure that noone was standing outside the door but it's just as calm as it was before they're all gone now, not there anymore. Tia, No laughing at my poems. :/

Life Continued
As for me, I live my life one night at a time. That is about all I can do. When I became a vampire my life changed in ways I dont think I can explain. But I can try. I know there are those out there that do not believe, but vampires are real. We hide in the shadows of the night waiting and watching. Yes, we do feed on blood, but we do not always kill our donors. They live on waking usually with a very bad headaches. So many things have changed within my body after the change. I'm able to see colors in deeper detail than most mortals. I'm able to move quickly so as to go unnoticed amongst normal society. I do have the strength of ten men and the ablity to read minds. Within the blood I received from my maker I'm also able to rise to the clouds and cover a lot of ground in a very little time. This is also used to be unnoticed by those on the ground and no, we dont trigger any radar detection either. I figure there are some out there that wonder about this.

My Life
Over the last 20 yrs of being a vampire I have learned alot about myself and the spirit (demon) that made me what I am. To my knowledge I'm the only vampire that is still able to spirit walk. It is a very strange feeling to be able to do this still after my embrace. I have only recently rediscovered this ability. I thought it had been lost after my embrace. It's sometimes very strange, because I think I am projecting and I'm not. I guess as the years go by i will get use to the difference of projecting and spirit walking.

My Sire
For those that know me, you know who my Sire is. For those that don't I am the Devil's Minion , the only son of the Vampire Armand. Yes the chronicles you have read are true. The manuscripts were sold by each of us. Although to my knowledge only Lestat is still writting books. I have one of my own in the works, but it is no where near finished. And I'm not real sure that i could be placed in the likes of French Royalty or the Master of a Plantation. I am a simple country boy who is half Chreokee Indian and half Scandinavian. I stand 6'3", 130 lbs, ashen blonde waist length hair and violet eyes.

Loneliness...
You know today is a lonely day... I have been married for 4 years today and even though my husband lives in the same house with us... He is not truely there. I am used to the sclience and the loneliness that I have but it is hard to have "special" days and not hear anything. No I love you, No how was your day, No Happy Aniversary... Nothing to fill the void that he has left inside ml soul... So I sit here and wish for some one to love me in return. But that person will never come. He just gets further away from me with every breath I take...

Arriving At Lestat's House
When I arrived at Lestat's old house it was night time and after entering it I started playing the tape recordings I had of my conversation with Louis. I wandered through the house and found Lestat's gold pocket watch and a closet full of his old clothes. But as day light started to come, I began to drift off to sleep and that is when I saw Armand and whispered his name. The next night I had awoken in a damp dark room. I couldn't see any thing in the room, but as I felt around it I felt a damp wall then one made of steel. I was assuming that it was a door that at one time had a window in, but had since been covered up. I spent 4 nights in that room and on the fourth night the door opened and I saw Armand for the first time in the dim light. He appeared to be about 17 years old when he had been given the Dark Gift (the vampiric blood). He had told me that he listened to the tapes and then threw them at me. He had also said that he could see why Louis had chosen me as his confidant. H

Album Photo Shot Updates.
And it don’t stop… Oct 30, 2006 The trouble with our new job is that our arms are constantly bruised … why? Because it seems like every single day, we have to pinch ourselves to make sure that what is going on is actually real. So this weekend was the big photo shoot. The very important photo shoot that will let the entire world see, and judge us. It is the photo shoot that will make up our album photos, myspace photo’s, and website photo’s. Photo’s that will carry us an entire album cycle…a cycle that could last years depending on the success of the record. Did I mention that it is kinda important? So anyway, the always amazing and fabulous Annette Navarro did the shoot. Annette is the real deal. She shoots everything from very high profile models to million dollar ads for some of the biggest brands on the planet to…yep; you guessed it…musicians. Armed with amazing skill, and vision, she also has one of the best feels for fashion...period. As if just Annette wouldn’t be eno

Introduction
Hello! My name is Daniel SilverCougar (aka LrdDrkPrnc, LrdRydian). I was born in Pottsboro, Texas in August of 1955. I am half Cherokee Indian and half Scandinavian. I am a Journalist by trade and hold a Masters degree in it. I prestently own a 1000 acre ranch in Texas, it was willed to me by my paternal grandfather, who was full blooded Cherokee Indian. I am a widower of 32 yrs. My wife and child died during child birth in 1974. It devstated me to the point I sunk my sorrow and greif in alcohol and drugs. I know this was not the right thing to do, but is is how i dealt with it. My life was forever changed by my wifes death. I didn't know what I was going to do. In 1975, I left Texas to get away from the memories. I moved to San Francisco and got a job at the local radio station KFRC FM. I wrote for them during the day and at night I collected interesting stories of the people I met. That same year I met a man named Louis de Pointe du Lac and recorded his story. It was a very interest

I Want To Personally Thank The Veterans
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _______________

Whats This For
ok. what the point behind a blog. where does it get us. whats the point. and does all your freinds really read it. ive been thinking of a blog to post. and this is the best. just to ask whats the point and whats it for. someone could help me out. and expalin. maybe ill be a little smarter in the morning. but im deffently not holding my breath. it wouldnt be good. thanks and all comments taken to consideration. im sreu there better than what im thinking

Sigh...
I am sitting here and it just seems that nobody is really up to talking tonight. But that is OK I can just curl up and find a movie or something to watch... :P I still love you all and hope that you have a wounderful night... ;)

Please Don't
Please don't: Ask to see private pix Put music in your comments on my page Randomly pick me to put a stupid glitter graphic on my comment page Advertise your band/myspace/porn site etc in my comments Ask me to add you or rate you, especially as a complete stranger and in my damn shout box If you want me to rate you/fan you/pimp you etc. You actually have to TALK to me and make friends. =) Do not assume because I a added you that you will see private pix. I delete friends at ramdom. If you've been deleted it means you've added me and never contacted me, asked about my private pix too much or just fucking annoyed me. Don't request friendship again if I have deleted you. I did it for a reason, dumbshit. I only post this because I keep getting the same old shit and I am sick of it. I am not a drama starter. I don't cause problems, complain or bitch. So this is wehre I GET to tell you how it is. If you don't like it, delete me. I'll have 5 new friend requests before I am even

Hey Friends...... Just Some Venting
God this has been the worst two days ever :( First I freakin hurt myself at work.. I had a really bad fall trying to make a video for yall here on lost cherry... I was on an Indo Board at my work at the skateshop... trying to be all kool...... its like this practice board for balance training.. if you surf... and skateboard... well.... by daughter was getting ready to video me... so I was doing some practice first so I didnt look like a total idiot... and the board... flew out from under me... its pretty heavy like fifteen pounds of wood at least and it went crashing into the wall... causing a huge dent... well unfortunately I went crashing as well..... flat on my ass.... but i felt something rip in my right shoulder... as I went down..... NICE right... so been in horrible pain... for two days now... barely being able to lift my right arm... went to DR's today and got xray but they won't know for sure for a couple days.... then....... last night... my daughter and son arguing and sh

"i'm Moving On"
"I'm Moving On" I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different but they're always the same They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong I'm movin' on I'm movin' on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out

I Love You Ace
Thank you for always being there for me...Sorry for wat you going tho..I wanted to thajnk you for always being there to help me...And always just being there no matter wat..Even if you wenrent doing the best..I wanted you to know that I love you and I thank you for everything...And you always doing your best to help me..I love you sis..Thanks alot.... ******MUAH*****

Guys..again
Okay.. How come some guys can say all the right things at exactly the right time?? In a blink of an eye can make you blush.. and give you that feeling of being loved. Why cant every realatiship be like that. Why does it seem that you keep waiting on your true love and you know they are out there but you have to go through so much pain to get to them. I wish every day I could feel that one moment when that one special guy says the right thing at the right moment!! OKAY DANIELLE I KNOW IT IS GAY BUT SHOVE IT!! "

My Worst Qualities
Everyone seems to say what's so great about him/her in their profile. Well, I am going to try something different here. I'll probably incorporate this into my biography somehow. These are traits are not good about me and need work. 1. Giving - This can be a double edged sword, it's good and bad. I tend to put everyone else's needs before mine. So, I end up never getting what I need or want. After awhile, people to pick up on this and sometimes tend to take advantage of your hospitality. 2. Shy - A big one. This is literally a problem to a crippling degree. 3. Underestimate myself - I have a bad habit of selling myself short and doubting my abilities. This is in all aspects of life. 4. Tunnel vision/oblivious - I'm a complete idiot when it comes to picking up signals from girls. Things that will be completely obvious to everyone else will go unnoticed by me. Who knows how many girls have dropped me hints and I never picked up on it.

Unfettered
living within the abundant taken in by the stillness and subtle hues of today I sit in the tranquility as I search for the next to come my heart exposed in honesty sadness beauty and longing mixes within this moment life permeates the whole of my being in the quietude I see clearly with eyes unfettered tjs2k61030

Could B Dirty
Top Ten Things that Sound Dirty on Halloween...But aren't!!! haha but they "could be" hee hee 10. She's a goblin! 9. I'd like to get a little something in the sack tonight. 8. Just get on your hands and knees and bob your head. 7. She's got a couple of nice pumpkins on her porch. 6. If you just lick it, it will last longer. 5. Let me see your big sack. 4. Can I eat your zagnuts? 3. Have your mom check it before you put it in your mouth. 2. You scared me stiff! And the dirtiest sounding but not-dirty Halloween saying is... He's got candy spread out on the living room floor!

Godammit Justin...
damn you...you know wat you said, you know you were right. you know that your insults still circulate in my head and cut new wounds where the old ones healed. it's been two or three days, hasnt it? you dont realize the affect you have on me...i cant let you know. why...why did this have to end - our friendship - why did it have to end wit you insulting me and me wishin you the best anyway? you called me a slut, easy, a whore...you brought up my past, something i wish i could bury no matter how hard i try, i have to tell everyone anyway. yes, there was a time when i was easy, yes there was a time when i did a guy off the street, yes i have had a few pregnancy scares, and yes, the chance i have an STD is high. you told me no one would care for me (why should they?), and that i should just kill myself. you were right on that too...no one does care for me, no matter how much they tell me they do. i have no respect for myself, i have no confidence in my life and what i do...why

"i Melt"
"I Melt" When you light those candles Up there on that mantle, setting the mood Well, I just lie there staring Silently preparing to love on you Well, I can feel the heat from across the room Ain't it wild what a little flame can make you wanna do I melt every time you look at me that way It never fails, anytime, any place This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt I melt Don't know how you do it I love the way I lose it, every time What's even better Is knowing that forever you're all mine The closer you get, the more my body aches One little stare from you is all it takes Every time you look at me that way I melt, I melt BY:RASCAL FLATTS LYRICS

A Damn Good Laugh
thanks hun! i love you! you're always a friend no matter what happens or is said! i have to post this! "Aww remember the good times we had..the crazy ass times we had..The laughs the many times we took and cried on each others shoulders..Remember me cleaning your apartment at 4 am? lmao and never forget the night corb ran out in the kitchen buck ass naked awww yeah those were the days. Thanks for being my friend..."

To All Soldiers..plzzz Repost
Having a love one in the service has been both difficult and rewarding. This is for all who have fought the fight, and who stand up for all. Although I am not an American, I am in there for you in spirit and in hope and prayers. My prayers to all in the Service. May God Bless you all and bring you home safely to the ones who love you and miss you. Please Repost and let your fellow Servicemen and Servicewoman know you support them and let them know your prayers are with and for them. God Bless you all.... Love Jackie Dedication to our soldiers.Add to My Profile | More Videos

Oops
A cute young woman is giving a man in the barbershop a manicure. The man says, "How about a date later?" "I'm married," she answers. With a wink he says, "So, just tell him you're going out with your girlfriends." "Tell him yourself," she says. "He's shaving you."

Knowing The Love Of Your Life Is Ok
i just went and check and seen if my baby was ok which she is she is just sick but i had to go and make sure she was ok thats what you call true love anit it ! i had to kiss those sweet lips even tho she is sick

"my Wish"
"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in ev

So Am I Really That Sexy........
SO AM I. I HEAR IT ALOT FROM FRIENDS HERE AND I HEAR IT ALOT FROM MY FRIENDS THAT I SEE BUT AM I. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND I WONDER WHAT PEOPLE SEE.IS IT CAUSE I AM A GREAT DAD THAT MAKES ME SEXY,IS IT CAUSE I AM A GOOD PROVIDER,OR A PERSON WHO REALLY LISTENS WHEN A WOMAN TALKS TO ME,OR IS IT CAUSE I AM GOOD LOOKIN.I GET IT FROM YOUNGER WOMAN AND OLDER.BUT AM I TRULLY A SEXY MAN.DOES IT MAKE ME SEXY CAUSE I WANT THE BEST FOR MY KIDS ,BRING THEM UP IN A SMALL TOWN ON A FARM AWAY FROM THE CRAP AND GRIND OF EVERYDAY BULLSHIT.I JST DONT KNOW .IS IT TO MUCH FOR ME TO ASK THAT I FIND LOVE AND BE WITH A PERSON CAUSE THATS WERE I WANT TO BE.TO HAVE SOMEONE TO HOLD AND SHARE MY WORLD WITH TO SPOON WITH WHEN NIGHT FALLS TO WAKE UP NEXT TO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE AND FIND THERE BEAUTY EVEN WHEN WERE OLD AND WRINKLED.IS THAT WHY I AM SEXY?I AHVE BEEN TOLD BY A CERTAIN FRIEND THAT I AM A SEXY MAN AND THAT I SHOULD GET OUT AND LIVE .SHES 26 AND A REAL SWEET HEART.I GUESS BEING A DAD AND HOME NOT GOI

Bored
Its Goose Night and I am sitting home online watching Sixteen Candles, what a mess am I!! With life come so many choices, when do you know that you are making the right ones though.... my answer is you never know... any choice you make is the right one because it is the choice you wanted.... With life there is love and I know that we all can love many people at once.... You can be in love while loving someone so much..... you can be in love with 2 different men or women at the same time.... What a world it is!! Crazy Fate likes to mess us all up....

My Sex (or Lack Thereof) Log
I could not be more average 1 wife 1 house 2 kids 1 dog 1 job. I love my wife like none other, but Our love life has been in steady decline. So, I decided to keep track of what is going on. Ladies, feel free to tell me if I am doing anything wrong Dudes, read and learn I guess Day one, this morning. My wife complained about a half dozen things before I left the house. She seems totally dissatisfied about everything. I walked outside, and on the way to my car, threw my travel coffee across the street and my PB and J sandwich (breakfast) at the trash can. I missed. I didn't care. Welcome to my world. Guarantee, no hanky panky tonight.

Blog 1
Hi welcome to my first blog Im wading neck deep through material for my guitar exam on Friday. I'm really keen to meet or chat to local girls but Ive got time for you all. really new to this site I hope your all loving it and having too much fun Johnny

Mwhahahahaha
Happy Halloween to everyone.... i cant wait till tomorrow i am taking my nephew trick or treating with his mom and dad and the neighbors kids which will be fun its zacks first halloween so that means candy for everyone lol kidding. Whats everybody else up to?? Party on!!

Took Over 50 Yrs To Learn
A FRIEND SENT THIS TO ME AND IT MAKES SENSE (WELL MOST OF IT) LOL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FIFTEEN THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME OVER 50 YEARS TO LEARN by Dave Barry 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6 Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You shou

The Person I Long To Be................repost
Inspirational Poem The Person I Long To Be © By Victoria A. Mogyorosi The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Try & Try.................repost
Try and Try © By David Cook I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it thro

People Who Do Not Read.
So I continually get friend requests from people who do not take a second to even read my profile. I state very clearly that I don't want to add someone who has 3042 friends! Maybe they are doing it just to spite me but what the hell, come on people. I'm not really here to be the top cherry person or whatever, plus that would never happen, as I do not post up slutty whore pictures of myself. There are some people I don't mind adding, if they take the time to chat a bit or view my pics/blog/whatever, especially military/veterans. Having something in common is choice! But if all these guys do is attempt to round up every girl on here... that is sad. Really, those are not even people you'd go back to visit ever again. In other news. Today I went to the Worksource (Unemployment) office. Gotta love being a veteran... I was treated very well, and they helped me find two jobs to apply for that are in the price range I suggested. One is for a screenprinting/graphic production desig

To All Who Give A Shit Lol
Just wanted to say hello to all my lc friends, yes lc, not ct (still hate that new name) anyways hope everyone has a great halloween i was considering dressing up this year but nah to damn lazy , but hey if any of you do, would like to know of what Bites & Kisses to all

Nails In A Fence.....................repost
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks,as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never

Step By Step On How To Make A Skin
skins..< you need two windows open for this> rip a skin from me that i created and use this as a starter, go into your skins scroll until you see "my skin" to the right it says "edit skin", click it this opens a new window with the skin coding inside. right click and hit select all hit the back button hit create a skin at the top and it opens a new skin delete everything in the blank skin paste the skin you copied there name it and save it this is the one you will be using to make changes to instead of changing the original now in a different window open your pic hosting site (photobucket.com or pictub.com go to the pic you want to use you need to copy the IMG code then go back to the skin you are working on scroll down about a quarter way down the page should be about the 10th or 15th paragraph it says body background(it is much longer than the rest) that is where you paste the IMG code at just replace the http:// so forth from http: to jpg it will shove in the

Know How To Speed It Up?
Does any women or men know how to induce labor....or at least speed it up? I am ready to get this baby out of me....My body is preparing but not fast enough...Im having contractions but apparetly they arent strong enough....they hurt like hell, but the dr. sent me home because I wasnt dialated enough....uh yeah...that pissed me off...so if anyone out there knows what I might be able to do to help this process along...please? let me know......

Nothings Going Right
I can't believe how awful this month has been going. It's been so damn difficult. We pretty much ran out of money at the beginning of the month. So, that has made things pretty damn difficult. Especially when PJ's calling card started running down and we couldn't recharge it. So, of course he didn't get to call very much for very long at all. I can't believe this shit. Then not that long ago, Alora ended up hurting her damn ankle. We thought that it was broken. I couldn't believe it. Thank goodness that it didn't end up being broken. It was just a small fracture that had healed over the weekend. Thank god. And, now to top it all off and to finish out the rest of this damn month, my car has broken down. I swear, nothing is going right this month. I sure wish that it would hurry up and be done and over with. I hope that nothing else ends up happening any time soon. I don't know if I can take anymore. It's becoming ridiculous. I'm really beginning to hate this shit. Thank goodness that my

Nite All
well if anyone wants to chat im going in to my rrom away from here so call me on the house number id lie to here from someone tonight well anyway 6 comes real early but it is still early for me to go to sleep i usually drop at like 12 but anyway call me peeps ttyl joe and for those that dont have it or need it again 410-273-7507

Keeping Fit
Blonde Jokes - Keeping Fit An overweight blonde went to see her doctor for some advice. The doctor advised that she run ten miles a day for thirty days. This, he promised, would help her lose as many as twenty pounds. The blonde followed the doctor's advice, and, after thirty days, she was pleased to find that she had indeed lost the whole twenty pounds. She phoned the doctor and thanked him for the wonderful advice which produced such effective results. At the end of the conversation, however, she asked one last question: "How do I get home, since I am now 300 miles away?"

December 04, 2005--reflecting On What I Put Then
Sunday, December 04, 2005 Some Thoughts Life is what we make it; in this country, we're born with certain rights, and it's our duty to maintain those rights for ourselves and for others. And yet, often in our society, we ignore our ability to make a difference, whether through indifference or blatant disregard for what has ocurred in the past. America is NOT a perfect union. But it was founded in order to form a more perfect union. And so what do we do with this responsibility? We place the burden on others, expecting others to make our decisions for us. "I don't have to do anything, it's not me who's making the decisions anyway." Well maybe not directly, but don't you think your voice has a bearing on things. You have the right to petition, the right to assemble, the right to speak your mind. You do not have the right to sit on your ass and complain about shit since you CAN do something about it. The people who get things done are the ones who raise their voices the l

Clouds In The Sky
sitting on the hill i see the clouds drift by seeing shapes an images go by seeing shapes of my love in the sky drift by slowly raptured by what i see such beauty in the sky brings tears to my eyes drifting off to sleep i dream of you and me for how could life be so grand of us walking hand in hand

Happyness
all i can say about happyness is to be with the one u care about nomater who it is. and sonner r later they will see how much u real do care for them, but sometimes the persion realy never see's the trouth about how u feel for them the happyness is to be with them.

Shirin
Shirin You are like an angel, Sendt from up above, You are my little miracle, And I will treasure you with love. Some how you manage, In your own and special way, To bring out the sunshine, On a cold and rainy day. You really mean the world to me, You are my every thing, Thank you my little one, For all the joy you bring. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Wings Of Love Take Flight
Enabling wings to soar As hope springs eternally Discovering everywhere Uplifting the heart can be Wings of love take flight Floating on clouds above Anywhere is reachable Sharing your heart of love From my shore to yours Hope spreads upon wings Songs play in the heart When love blissfully sings Continuing the journeys On wings mile upon mile With hope in my heart Love makes it worthwhile "If I had a rose for every time I met someone as beatiful as you; I'd only have one rose."

Wierd
Its pretty wierd to be in charge of running a platoon around the same streets I used to run as a "weak body private" lol. Kinda cool though. Kinda surreal to drive past my basic/AIT company. That shit feels like so long ago, I guess it was, shit 3 years is a while. But this is the first of 3 trips I gotta make back here, one more for BNCOC and another for ANCOC. But shit I'm not sure thats gonna hapen. Kinda not knowing where my whole Army career is going. Don't really have the desire to do anything else, but not really.. well I'm just not sure at the moment. Oh well just kinda bored and was reflecting on some things and I'm not sure where this blog is even going so I'm gonna end it lol.

Private Pics!
I am not trying to be mean, cocky, or bitchy. As I have been called all those things and more lately by people wanting to see my private folder. It is private because I do not open it to the public. I am unsure as to why some people feel that I should just gladly open it up for all to see. If this was the case I would have never set it to private. It is nothing against anyone- I just want to get to know people before I show them every kind of photo of me. lol. But I have it listed in several spots to not ask in my profile, as well as in the name of the folder. Trust me - If I want you to see them I will invite you to see them, even if only for a day. All I ask for is respect, and for guys to actually get to know me before you ask. If I have no idea who you are there is no way I am going to say ok. Some people think "let me see your Privates" is a great way to say hello. It isn't. Sorry- but that is just how it Is And If i say no- its nothing personal- I warn you on my prof

Sex
[This was first published in January, 2003.] Our tryst began in playful exploration, gentle caresses and kisses explore new terrains and textures. Her skin was soft, silky, tasting musky sweet as my tongue darted across her neck, her breasts, her belly. She turned and savored me as I probed with longing lips and quivering anticipation for secrets deep and hot. The girl sighed, moaned; we clutched as she exploded, my own selfishness thrusting into her beckoning countenance. She tasted the reward of my desperate act and discovered she wanted more, not letting me rest or recoup but engulfing me before I could recover. I lay and enjoyed her passion, a willing slave to my lasting desires. Fair-play gave way to her own need as she craved the weight of my body, pulled me down upon her, did nothing to allow retreat when my moment of truth suddenly arrived. She took it willingly, abandoning all sense to fulfill my self-centered and cruel want; I held her down and filled her with

Just Really Bord
Cherry blossom trees Are in brihght bloom Hight in to the skies Leaving us in there loom Their petals fall Drifting with out a sound flying through the air Slowly hit the ground There colors soft To our heavy eyes Making us seem so small We want to cry Taken in by this pleasure Sitting by these trees And watching the petals Fall all around me

With Clouds As Pillows
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as m

Bad Joke
An old man and woman lived alone for so long and there was no sex till finally the woman snaped .... she stripped off her clothes and tied a sheet like a cape around her neck .... she ran out of the house and jumped to a stop in front of the mail man ... she yelled SUPER PUSSY ! She ran around the block and yelled as she went SUPER PUSSY ! ... she ran back in the house and into the kitchen where her husband sat ... She Yelled SUPER PUSSY ! he looked at her and then said " I will Have the Soup. " Sorry I was reminded of that by some thing .

Class Lyrics
Stop the world! Livin' life in the fast lane, no time to feel any pain The way you were brought up, left you so stuck up Now all you are is just one big fuck up The liars, the beggers, the pushers, the thieves Never givewhat you really need And it's only now that you just find out All they wanna do is make you bleed Where'd it all go? What's it all mean? How'd I end up here so far inbetween Where am I going? Where have I been? What is the circumstance I'm living in? You drive yourself nuts trying to figure this out Finding the answer to what life's about But the more that you ask, the less that you see We're a part of this one giant hipocracy (start PRE-CHORUS) And the piper blows And the audience grows Fall to their knees They worship greed And the TV plays It's Simon says Can I make this clear? Get me the fuck out of here! (end PRE-CHORUS) (start CHORUS) Stop the world! I wanna get off! I can't take this bullshit! It stinks so bad, it's making me co

Whos Up For Joining Me?
http://groups.myspace.com/EastcoastAcons Thats the link to my group for my myspace east coast convintions i started. Come join so i can have people to meet up with at my convention up the east coast. ^_^

Super Pussy
An old man and woman lived alone for so long and there was no sex till finally the woman snaped .... she stripped off her clothes and tied a sheet like a cape around her neck .... she ran out of the house and jumped to a stop in front of the mail man ... she yelled SUPER PUSSY ! She ran around the block and yelled as she went SUPER PUSSY ! ... she ran back in the house and into the kitchen where her husband sat ... She Yelled SUPER PUSSY ! he looked at her and then said " I will Have the Soup. " Sorry I was reminded of that by some thing .

Christians R Like Pumpkins
From one pumpkin to another!!!!!!! A woman was asked by a coworker, "What is it like to be a Christian?" The coworker replied, "It is like being a pumpkin." God picks you from the patch, brings you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. Then He cuts off the top and scoops out all the yucky stuff. He removes the seeds of doubt, hate, and greed. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside of you to shine for all the world to see." This was passed on to me by another pumpkin. Now it's your turn to pass it to other pumpkins. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch

Stabbed
I was trying to open one of those post it note things with the plastic on it. Well I stabbed my hand real good. My weekend was almost a complete dissaster. I did pick up a friend from the airport and then on sunday fix her car. I didn't get anything in return. Well I don't want her to give me a blow job even though she's been wanting to give me one since I've known her. Anyways I hardly ever talk to her because of that. It's nice to wonder about it. But if you know you could get one. Who else has access? NOT INTERESTED! Thanks! So I am still new here to Lexington. I'm just hoping to make friends in case I'm in a fix like she was. Never know when you'll need a ride. So anyways the date I was hoping to go on saturday changed gears on me. She turned out to be an elitist. Ok I don't make tons of money hand over fist. But maybe I have money hand over fist. I don't need a gold digger anyways. So talking to other people was even more frustrating. Example; One person

Newest Poem "adoption" 10.31.2006
Well it's official. This is the first poem I have written that I am placing on CT right away! I hope you all enjoy. Adoption. I think I saw human nature… Cracked open like an egg. Naked and visible- Like bone white sheets… In a hospital bed. Eggs are a special kind of birth. Often still-born they swim- In a sea of oblivion- Naïve to the gases… You might say we all hatch differently- Every egg is an island. An explosion of embryonic gel And angel feathers. Eggs are fragile, they say. I remember dropping one when I was young. Seven ghosts escaping the shell. They looked so ethereal With their unstained skin Abandoning the sweet comforts Of the uterus- Oh, mother you came and went so fast- I hardly knew you at all. You had the boiling water ready… Your vinegar, your salt. I was gift wrapped- For the vultures They pointed and stared Swooning and Swarming My

Still......
still feeling kinda down today. i sulked and watched movies that gave me a reason to cry last night. trying to cheer up. one of my friends refused to let me be sad today and forced me to leave the house. boo her. i didn't want to go outdoors. she sucks. i know that i'm whining and i'm sorry that you guys have to suffer through this but i have to get it off my chest. if only you knew my dating misfortunes of the last year and a half. i guess you could say this blog will be partly my daily journal and partly for fun stuff. i think i'm gonna be following in my mom's footsteps and not get married til i'm 37. gonna be a long 9 yrs. hopefully not a long celibate 9 yrs.

I'm H*rny Ru?
I'm horny...maybe not so much horny as I am bored...ladies if you are bored and/or horny hit me up on my Myspace:http://www.myspace.com/duhb or on my Email Dub20194@sbcglobal.net maybe we can work out something like a 3 way or something on the side. sorry to be so blunt but this is how I am when I get like this.

Fat? Me?
Okay so a while back I sent out a friend request and got denied. She denied me because I was a family member. Talk about a stupid reason. I understand it was when the drama was going on but we are all different here. I wasn't even involved so it was your loss toots! I could have been a good friend to you but oh well. I will not change myself for you or anyone else so PISS OFF! lol. The one that really got me was from some good for nothing piece of dog poop mold who actually called me fat. He said that if I lost about 100 lbs he would be my friend. Wow only a hundred pounds to hang out with the like of you. Wow would I be cool or what? My comments to this guy is this. I can out work kids 1/2 my age. I can weld faster and lift more then any of those "physically fit arsehats. Chances are I could be the crap out of them at almost anything they can do. Don't judge me because I am fat. I would take my fat over being your pal any day! These days I noticed you can't draw attention to a p

Unfortunate Inciden
A young Jewish couple had only recently set up housekeeping when an unfortunate incident occurred. Early one morning, the wife, drowsy from bed, went to the toilet for the morning's relief, and neglected to notice that the seat was up. When she sat, she kept going! She was just the right size and shape so that she became jammed into the toilet past her waist with her legs sticking straight up in front of her. She cried for her husband, who rushed in, and for the next hour tried desperately to extricate her. In this process they removed her sleeping gown, but this only left her naked and still stuck, with a particular part of her anatomy prominently visible between her splayed legs. Finally, the couple resolved to call a plumber, despite the embarrassing nature of their problem. When the plumber arrived, the young man let him in, but as they were walking to the bathroom, the young man realized that his wife was exposed in a very compromising and humiliating way. Thinking

Omg
The other night I was in the hopsital I had an asma attach..So I was in the hopspital..Then when i got out like 20 min later my Grandma died My all thats wat she was..And not shes not here anymore I am so said..BUt when I found out she passed away that night...I was crying so hard I couldnt breath so went back to the hospital becuz my anut was freaken out...It sucks ass...Im so sad I miss her so much....I wish I would have got to say god bye to her but I didnt get to so i feel really bad..She is watching over me but its not the same becuz I cant say good bye to her..Im like really depressed..I miss her soooooooo much... Well this is my good bye to her... I love you grandma you where and still are my all..Im glad I had you around while I did you meant alot to me..And Our family..I love you thanks for watching over the family..With love always and forever your in my thought dreams and hope... I love you grandma... LOve always... Sabrina...

Big Green Frogs
This beautiful girl went to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looked about the store, she noticed a box full of big green frogs. The sign says: "Oral Sex" frogs! Only $20 each! -Money back guarantee!! (Comes with complete instructions). The girl excitedly glanced around to see if anybody was watching her and then whispered softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions very carefully." The girl nodded, grabbed the box and was quickly on her way home. As soon as she closed the door to her apartment, the girl took out the instructions and read them thoroughly, doing exactly what it said to do. 1.. Take a shower, and clean yourself "down there" thoroughly 2.. Splash on some mild, sweet smelling perfume on your body. 3.. Slip into a very sexy teddy. 4.. Crawl into bed, spread your legs and put the frog "down there". She quickly showered and jumped into bed. she put the frog b

Poem For The Best Big Brothers Ever
A brother is who is always there for you, make you laugh when you are sad, and help you with your problems. You were always there for me, you made me laugh more than i can remember, and helped me with every problem i needed. You may be many years older than me, but you're still a cool, fun, and loving bro. I miss you so much, now that you have moved far away. 9hrs. away from my big bro. is too hard for me to bare. I count the days for when you would visit me, at the calender as i stared. I wonder if you ever miss me as i much as i miss you. I miss the laughs . Most of all I miss you, wayne&millian- my bestfriend my hero my brother

More Poems....warning Some May Make You Guyshard Haha
A Sister Like You Someone who will understand Who knows the way I feel In every situation Her concern is very real Someone who has walked my ways Who knows my every need Times when she would see me cry Her heart would nearly bleed Everyone should have a sister Just the way I do Richly blessed is what I am To have a sister like you --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 A Brother Just Like You I just want to let you know You mean the world to me Only a heart as dear as yours Would give so unselfishly The many things you've done All the times that you were there Help me know deep down inside How much you really care Even though I might not say I appreciate all you do Richly blessed is how I feel Having a brother just like you ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 4 Today if i died tommorow would you cry today if i d

Poems
You always stand tall without fear being shown the life of a marine everyone will know, The love you give to your family and friends the heart once again of a strong man. You stand there proud watching and helping everyone around Never letting fear come over you there you stand watching over us too. Proud and strong a marine will always be putting his job first and then his family. His family will understand that but its hard to believe the way he stands for his country. Never does he let you know the darkness of his past He's been there once and now again how strange it must be to him Letters and phone calls, with all the long waits but all he can think of is that voice or response on the other end Praying and laughing maybe even a cry at the end just remember he'll come home again. Wait there patiently thats all you can do a marines creed will tell you to stand TRUE Dedicated to my brother,that always stands true. Thank You! SUNS

Soap
washing alone feeling the hot steamy water hit my back bar in hand washing my chest letting the heat wash the pain away feeling the air change sensing a presence continuing to scrub i feel hands around mesudsing up my body sliding down my chest reaching my thighs warm hands full of soap rubbing me continouisly arousing me beyond control relishing this attention closing eyes as extasy finds me feeling her hands explore hardens by her touch wanting this so much find release coming soon moaning as i explode seeking support before i fall silently my mysterious stranger is gone suds wash down the drain

My Bachelor Tips
Maybe these will help someone, or maybe not. I have a whole list, but here's a choice few. Tip #1 - When a girl says, "No" she means, "No, and do you know why? I didn't think so because you obviously care very little about anything that doesn’t rain on your little parade. Like last night, for example. I almost asked what the hell you were thinking, but that’s become all too clear. In your wildest dreams…grrrrrr…I don’t even want to go there.We don’t even have time for this conversation because eventually we have to work, sleep, and eat! Oh, but what the hell do you care? Long as you are happy! For the love of god, DO NOT even get me started!!” Tip #8 Come on guys, we've all been there. You wake up from a night that you can barely remember with a headache that would kill a wompas and a girl lying beside you in bed who is not exactly a keeper. Maybe she'll feel the same way about you when she rolls over, but there is no way you can allow the misconception of a relationship come int

My Story, Pt. 22
matt: i call shot gun! jerum: i call middle back! you place his car seay in the middle in the back and matt climbs in the front. amanda: christina, do you mind getting him in his carseat and straightened out? christina: okie *picks up erum placing him in his carseat and hooking it in* done. ryan gets in on the other side. jerum: *places two hands seperating christina and ryan* no making out. you crank it up and good charlotte - riot gurl starts. you turn the bass and volume up a bit and you all sing the song all the way to walmart. as you pull in to walmart nelly-grillz is playing. new character zachary taylor turner age: 27 hair: light brown eyes: gray style: sorta preppy,, skater, surfer. you get out matt placing jerum on his shoulders. you see one of your friends named zach, but you haven't seen him in awhile, plus he's gay. you run up behind him and tap him on his shoulder. he spins around and and his eyes widen with surprise. he picks you up and sping you around

With Thanks To The Ct Support People...
Decided to try a "Mumm" myself (though not on a subject I really needed my mind made up on- ... well- maybe that's not true either...) - couldn't quite get it to work until after a suggestion from a helpful supportperson (Blondie). The response to the Mumm itself was gratifying. (Well, not was- has been; there's still two hours left on it, Eric says, promoting shamelessly, though not so much so as to include the link. It's on my profile page anycase- I'll go look for those on yours, as I can, though I can only answer some questions. I think this is a nice idea.)

Par For The Course
A golfer is in a competitive match with a friend, who is ahead by a couple of strokes. The golfer says to himself, "I'd give anything to sink this next putt." A stranger walks up to him and whispers, "Would you give up a fourth of your sex life?" The golfer thinks the man is crazy and that his answer will be meaningless, but also that perhaps this is a good omen, so he says, "Okay," and sinks the putt. Two holes later he mumbles to himself, "Boy, if I could only get an eagle on this hole." The same stranger moves to his side and says, "Would it be worth another fourth of your sex life?" The golfer shrugs and says, "Sure." He makes an eagle. On the final hole, the golfer needs yet another eagle to win. Though he says nothing, the stranger moves to his side and says, "Would you be willing to give up the rest of your sex life to win this match?" The golfer says, "Certainly!" He makes the eagle. As the golfer walks to the club house, the stranger walks alongside and says, "You

Say A Prayer For My Friend
My dear friend Darryl has been diagnosed with Stage 4 esophageal cancer.He is leaving for University of Wisconsin tomorrow for a second opinion.Please as a friend of mine,say a prayer for him,that some Dr there can help him survive this. Thanks so much....

We Must Never Forget
I know this only too well, from first hand experience. I will never let this happen to my brothers and sisters who are proudly fighting Bush's illegal blood for oil war. They are only following orders from Washington D.C. and have no voice in the matter. Blame Bush, not our brave troops. This is why my profile picture is my Purple Heart. I have that and a Bronze Star, yet when I came back to the real world, I was spit on, called baby killer, denied a decent job, denied decent housing, denied V.A. health care, denied my right to free speech, and generally I was lost in a hateful and resentful society. To this day, the stigma of being a 2 time Vietnam veteran still follows me. I will never allow this to happen to these troops. NEVER! Randy (aka The Old Geezer) Thank you very much and kudos to Veterans PTSD Portal for bringing this to the attention of America. Please ... REPOST Yahoo news Older vets reach out to younger troops By ELLIOTT MINOR, Associated Press Writ

Guess What!!!
IM NOT PHYSICO CHERRY no more! im TWISTED CHERRY!!! YEEEEEEEEE HAAAWWWWWWWW! im good, im good, hehehe anyway, aint much going on here, waiting on hubby to get home to bring me a pack of ciggys, im all out :( pouts. we gonna have pizza tonight. :D hehehe tomorrow is HALLOWEEN and we got to go get hubbys' son at his moms house...my *ex girlfriend* and we are gonna take him trick or treating...he's gonna be a pirate for halloween. he's gonna be so cute! what is really cute is that he calls me...MEME it makes me feel good to have a nickname from him *giggles* he's such a cutie! well anyway, catch yall laters. love always, amanda

Wtf?
It usually doesnt bother me when people rate my pictures low, but when the person is a dirty mother fucker who couldnt get laid if he had a $100 hanging off his tiny shriveled dick, it tends to annoy me. Never have I claimed to be beautiful, because im well aware I'm not. I do know however that for being a fat girl I am pretty fucking cute. So on that note I hope you catch herpes you ugly fuck.

The 30th ~ A Little Background On Halloween
So first, I would like to inform everyone that Halloween has only been celebrated in Sweden for the past decade, but has established very fast here, mainly as a marketing ploy.. "The occasion is mainly celebrated by children and teenagers. They go to fancy-dress parties and ghost parties, light lanterns and venture forth into the streets to scare the life out of the neighbourhood. Many pubs and restaurants stage Halloween parties and decorate their premises with fearsome attributes. Halloween has come to stay. On the island of Öland in the southern Baltic, the arrival of Halloween has led to an upswing in pumpkin growing, and the giant fruits are now quite readily available." ~Sweden.Se Now a Little on the history of Halloween itself: "The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day" (also known as "All Saints' Day")." ~Wikipedia "Origin: Celtic observation of Samhain According to w

Forever Alone
FOREVER ALONE Alone~~why must I be always alone? I go amid a crowd of people, And yet I am still alone. My sadness bleeds into my soul. I weep on the inside. My soul cries out for it's mate, But no answer ever comes. What must I do to break this pattern? This sadness makes my heart hurt. Is there anything that can help? I sit in my despair, as no help comes. Another day ends and I am alone, My soul sleeps inside my black mood. I don't want to always be alone, It is my destiny, it seems to be forever alone. Darla

Bitch...
Well today was a good day until my boss was being a bitch. She told certain people that they could go home at 2:30 because stayin until 4:30 was not gonna be forced on us but I was not one of the ones that was told and it was fucked up. It pissed me off...so right now I hate her for being like that. Vamp

Haloween :s
Hey everyone, this is the first time i been on since the change to Cherry tap.... some very nice changes i must say... i figured i would put in my first blog whooooo hoooo how excitig!! but since tomorrow is halloween were all getting ready at my house with the jack-o-lanters and all. Kinda excited but scared shitless at the same time. Im not so fond of Haloween and i never really have been, i get very scared very easily and people tend to take advantage of that :( so not cool at all. OHHH AND I HAVE ONE MORE THING to SAY! 20 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!! HURRAY! Have a sexy day ;)

Stephen Baldwin On The Wanker Show Tonight At 7pm Pst!
From Adultfyi.com: Porn Valley- After warming up his debating skills on the Adam Carolla Show this morning, http://www.adultfyi.com/read.aspx?ID=19728, actor and Born Again Christian Stephen Baldwin will appear on KSEX's The Wanker Show tonight at 7 pm, KSEXradio.com. Wankus and Tyler Faith are hosting the program which will pit Baldwin against various members of the adult industry. Baldwin, the author of the book The Unusual Suspect, mentioned on the Carolla show that he's beginning what he calls his "Breakthrough Ministry" in Porn Valley Baldwin is also set to star in his own VH1 reality show â€œThe Baldwin Project,â€ which will focus on his activities to set up the new ministry including the KSEXradio debate as well as his visits to porn sets and adult industry events. Adult industry members scheduled to be included in tonightâ€™s debate are Ginger Lynn, AIM employee Anastasia Pierce, Bob Preston from the XFANZ.com website, porn star Reagan Reese with a phone interview

Guys
mostly guys like to be fake they pretend they are someone that they are not. for example cody "king" keith he goes around on here telling everyone that he is dating them when he is really just messing with there heart. to be totally honest he did it to me. now i dont beleive anything he says and does. and i know for a fact that i am not the only one he has done this to. i have talked to other people that he has done this to and i just wanted to warn the females out here. i now know that it is dumb to date someone for seriouse over the computer unless you have met them before and were dating them before they moved.

What Subcategory Of Goth Best Fits You?
You scored as Old-school Goth. You are an old-school goth. Forget Tina and Rogue, your idols are still Siouxsie and Peter and Fat Bob, and black lipstick and white powder is still the way to go. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Old-school Goth75%Romantic Goth67%Understanding Outsider58%Ethereal Goth50%Fantasy Goth33%Anything-Goes Goth33%Death Rocker25%Confused Outsider25%Industrial/Rivet-Head17%Cyber-goth8%Perky Goff

Starting A New Pic Album
i'm starting a new pic album and would love to have all my cherrytap friends in it. just send me a link or let me know it's ok to rip one of your pics and i will be happy to add you to it. i will pimp out a different friend from it each week or day if i get enough of you in it

Argh!!!!!!!!
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE?!?! I'M A FUCKING ADULT! MY LIFE IS MINE TO CONTROL! NOT ANYONE ELSES!!! I AM GOING TO DO WHATEVER I WANT OR NEED TO DO WHENEVER I WANT OR NEED TO DO IT!!! IVE MADE UP MY MIND SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ this is what i feel like telling everyone when they tell me what's for my own good. i don't give a good god damn if they like it or not.... i'm leaving! i'm done.... it's over with... if it makes me a vindictive bitch then so be it.... i want something for my life and i'm going after it.... to hell with everyone else.

Sean Veirauch
tomorrow will be the two year annivarsary of his death and right now writing this i am still wondering why , how this could happen and why two of his supposedly best friends could leave him like that. i wish that i could go to his grave tomorrow but i am two and a half hours away from it so now all i can do is pray to him that he is alright

69 Mustang..
Well I did it! I plopped down 500 dollars and bought myself a tinker toy!! As the title says.. I bought a 69 mustang. She has to have a lot of work done, but by the end of next summer I will have her engine dropped back in, and by fall she will be on the road! As soon as I get my cam working.. I'll be taking pictures of the progress I make!

Poems
SPECIAL NIGHT Upon by day Upon by night, To see the stars So wonderfully bright. Up above The darkly sky, Something about Caught my eye. I couldn't move I couldn't speak, But just seeing you, You're so unique! I remember that smile I remember that face, It's my father looking down From the high place! VOICE OF THE WIND Warm climates In fall seasons, Windows are open For a reason. Fan is blowing In such a speed, Lying in bed And fast asleep. Hardly no wind On this quiet night, Few seconds later Wind came in so light. Hearing my name, Woke me by surprise. My father in heaven Brought tears to my eyes! BORN AGAIN Losing someone Is very hard, But in our hearts They're not to far. Talking about memories That went by, Tissues in hand Ready to cry. Months beyond Years Comes by so fast, Our time as come Finally at last. Our souls, our spirits, Begins to fall as one. We now together Our lives has begun! LIFE TOO SHOR

Who Knows
So... have you guys ever read cliff notes? Ok well now... imagine you really wanted to read the WHOLE book, the real one, not some edited version just giving you the over all idea of what its about. You wanted all of it, all the details and the jokes and even the boring stuff... but instead all they had was the Cliff notes... So you seatle until you can actually get the full version. So for now you read the cliff notes, short sweet, not REALLY the book but better than never evening know what the book was about... right? Right! So lets just say Im reading fucking cliff notes and hoping that I dont get over it before the real book is avalible! I know... my analogies really suck!

Thanks
I wanna thank all those who sent love to me today. I needed my birthday marks more than my birth and i will not bring you all down about it. Any ways Thank you so much it brought a smile ot my face Lost Soul Erin

Stuck In The Nam Mindset Again? We Can Make A Difference.ty My Most Awesome Friend Randy!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Randy Date: Oct 30, 2006 2:19 PM I know this only too well, from first hand experience. I will never let this happen to my brothers and sisters who are proudly fighting Bush's illegal blood for oil war. They are only following orders from Washington D.C. and have no voice in the matter. Blame Bush, not our brave troops. This is why my profile picture is my Purple Heart. I have that and a Bronze Star, yet when I came back to the real world, I was spit on, called baby killer, denied a decent job, denied decent housing, denied V.A. health care, denied my right to free speech, and generally I was lost in a hateful and resentful society. To this day, the stigma of being a 2 time Vietnam veteran still follows me. I will never allow this to happen to these troops. NEVER! Randy (aka The Old Geezer) Thank you very much and kudos to Veterans PTSD Portal for bringing this to the attention of America. Please ... REP

Ghetto Resume
GHETTO RESUME Rozonda LaQueeta "Pookie" Jenkins 2036 South Side Skreet Projects Compton, CA 11122 Phone: Cut off right now but will be back on by the 15th. OBJECTIVE To one day fulfill my dream of becoming a SoulTrain Dancer and, you know, just gittin my life togetha and stuff. I also hope to one day be the best cosmotologecalist in the 'hood.' SKILLS I do hurh and nails in my kitchen and I use my glitter and weave bonding glue for arts and crafts and stuff. I do braids in any texture or color; synthetoc or human hurh. EDUCATION The "GET YOURS" Home Correspondence Course, INC: Big Mamma's House of Hair 'N Nails 'N Fried Chicken 'N Stuff (Gradiated with honors for the most extensions don in a year's time) WORK EXPERIENCE January 10, 1999-January 30, 1999 Big Daddy's Motel Motor Lodge Bar & Grill Pool Hall & Bait 'N TackleShop Reason for leaving; I got sick 'n tired of Big Daddy hittin on me. March 1, 1999-November 1, 1999 The Golden

My Kinda Neiborhood
A man was walking one day, when he came to this big house in a nice neighborhood. Suddenly he realized there was a nude couple making love out on the lawn. Then he noticed another couple over behind a tree. Then another couple behind some bushes by the house. He walked up to the door of the house and knocked. A well-dressed woman answered the door and the man asked what kind of a place this was. "This is a brothel," replied the madam. "Well, what's all this out on the lawn?" queried the man. "Oh, we're having a yard sale today."

So What Is Everyone Going To Be For Halloween!!!
I went to the Dallas Halloween Gay Parade on Saturday and had a blast. It's a huge event here in Dallas and most of the costumes are absolutely amazing! Me and my sister in law went as Romy and Michelle. Totally 80's. I will be uploading pictures later. Believe it or not I didn't have to buy a "costume". LOL Sad isn't it? I had all of the stuff I needed already in my wardrobe. So, is anyone else dressing up?

Part 1 ... The Extinction Of Stupid Bipeds
Considering The Possibilities Of Human Extinction and Evolution Earth Science 083 F 30, 10, 2006 Lonny Justin Boggs Our Fossil Record The date is 52 revolutions post colonization. After colonizing this pathetic little planet out of necessity, we Arachnoids have discovered evidence of a moderately evolved and slightly intelligent, bipedal species that, it would appear failed technological kindergarten. These creatures, little more than livestock, altered the environment they inhabited by covering huge tracts of land with a combination of a poisonous petrol based black substance (Environment Canada: Clean Air Online), and hives constructed with iron alloys and cement mixtures containing tricalcium silicate (C3S), dicalcium silicate (C2S), tricalcium aluminate (C3A), and tetracalcium aluminoferrite (C4AF). (U.S. Department of Transportation Federal Highway Administration). We have also uncovered many piles of their fossilized internal skeletal structures, apparently sup

All Hallow Eve
the night before halloween ! woo-hoo my favorite time of the year ! actually went to confess my sins well kinda...... I'm not catholic he wasn't a real priest but all in fun! check it out if you want on myspace sunshyne video production pics

This Is Not A Pretty Poem
I wrote this under the influence of Edgar Allen Poe and a lot of hate years ago .... You have been warned ! This has never ever been seen ... for good reason . A Bit Of The Poe In The Poet Once upon and evening dreary I sat pondering thoughts so eery so eery from forgotten days before notions of murder and nothing more suddenly there came a pounding in my head pain so deep and violent it made my vision turn red redder than the blood I longed to spill upon the floor splitting head ache only this that made my head so sore staggering to the bathroom medicine cabinet looking as I searched hard for an aspirin tablet blood red visions in my head even yet that I abhor realizing that I'm punishing myself and nothing more away evil thoughts! I did scream as if caught within a dream unable to extract myself from visions of murder of the whore for a hatred had filled my mind with only this and nothing more who in my thoughts lie there dead red blood pou

Red Friday
PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE EMAIL AND YOU SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. > >Last week,while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a >Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put >two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to >the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across >from me), and inquired if he was heading home. >No, he responded.Heading out I asked?No. I'm escorting a soldier >home. Going to pick him up? >No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking >him home to his family. >The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a >punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me >that,although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the >news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew >them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to >him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing >what you do so my fa

A Way To Love To Make Love
I want to love you in a special way like glass, strong but crystal clear. I want to make love to your spirit by first squeezing and sucking your lips to quench my thirst. Then gently blowing love through your lips and making love to your lungs, As my heart squeezes yours and mines together until your mind blows, And you can't think. I want to bite your fingertips sending a sexual sensation through your hands and into your heart, Pumping love in and out through your veins until it reaches your feet, And your toes curl. I want to stroke you gently and softly to caress not only your spirit, But to feel the warmth of your flesh. Your body next to mine, holding and embracing with the connection of a lock and key of life and love so you can't let go. Let me love you hard so I can drill through your hurts and your pains, Paving bricks to guard your heart from your trials and tribulations. Building a dam so that when your flesh feels weak your spirit won't break. Let me l

Top 30 Things You'll Never Hear A Southern Boy Say!!
Top 30 things you will never hear a Southern boy say 1. Oh I Just Couldn't, She's Only Sixteen. 2. I'll Take Shakespeare For $1,000, Alex 3. Duct Tape Won't Fix That. 4. Come To Think Of It, I'll Have A Heineken. 5. We Don't Keep Firearms In This House. 6. We Don't Feed That To The Dog. 7.No Kids In The Back Of The Pickup,It's Just Not Safe. 8. Wrestling's Fake. 9. We're Vegetarians. 10. Do You Think My Gut Is Too Big? 11. I'll Have Grapefruit & Grapes Instead Of Biscuits & Gravy. 12.Honey, We Don't Need Another Dog. 13. Who Gives A Damn Who Won The Civil War. 14. Give Me The Small Bag Of Pork Rinds. 15. Too Many Deer Heads Detract From The Decor. 16. I Just Couldn't Find A Thing At Wal-Mart Today. 17. Trim The Fat Off That Steak. 18. Cappuccino Tastes Better Than Expresso. 19. The Tires On That Truck Are Too Big. 20. I've Got It All On The C Drive. 21. Unsweetened Tea Tastes Better. 22. My Fiancee, Bobbie Jo, Is Registered At Tiffany's. 23. I've

Astrology:
Long-term Juno in Taurus is very much in relationships for the long haul. You're slow to commit and you take a long time to make up your implacable mind about a person. Your affections are worth much and you won't throw them away frivolously or give your love to just anyone. Love to you means sharing and you're more than willing to share -- everything you have is what you'll give and more; you'll go to extraordinary lengths to give love and share possessions to those you love. It's wise to use a bit of discretion here, however; don't give away more than you can afford both financially and emotionally. You are touchingly affectionate and romantic; your partner will never complain that you don't remember birthdays or anniversaries. In fact, they'll be too busy eating dinner over candlelight or enjoying your romantic caresses and words to notice much else. A secure woman in love with love, that's Juno in Taurus.

If We Only Lived.......
If we lived in the same city would you be willing to get together for a drink and small talk? If we lived in the same city could we try to fix what was wrongly broken in the past? If we lived in the same city would there ever be another chance for there to be an 'us'? If I looked you in the eyes and said I never stopped loving you, would it make a difference? If I told you that my heart has been yours since the day we met, would you tell me the same? If I told you I have felt 'lost' since you went away, would you say the same? I have spent every moment of every day since the day we met, thinking of you and longing to be in your arms. I had you for a short time, and was so unbelievably sad when we seperated. I love you much more than you could ever imagine being loved by one person. Remember that whenever you find yourself thinking about me. True love is loving despite everything else.

Silly Boy
Well this weekend I had a pretty good time. My friend Agathe invited us over for a Halloween party and she always has some good ones. I went with my 'friend' Ray, who I've been seeing for the past month or so, though I've been really clear about the fact that he's not my boyfriend. So we went and I was all dressed up as a hospital patient (IV bag and all). My best friend Bridget was there too and we all had a good time. Around 11:30 we decided to head to the local bar. Danced around there and had a lot of fun. Ended up going to the Legion here because they were staying open an extra hour because of daylight savings. Had lots of fun there, but by the time we got there I was pretty sloshed and ended up going to the 'bathroom' with my sort of girlfriend (which Ray knows about). Anyways, he ended up leaving in a big huff because I was making out with her in the ladies room and now he's decided not to be my 'friend' anymore. I would be sad since he is such a nice guy, but since he was never

I'm A Girl!!!
so i was talking to my friend today about the times ive bin mistaken as a boy so ill tell you. ok so my girlfriend and i went to sine in for volentering at bumpershoot and when we got up to the stand the lady said " can i help you gentalmen?" and my girlfriend was like were girls! this other time when i was snowbording this girl asked me if i was a boy so i told her i was and had her fooled for like 5 minets. oh this didnt happen to me but this one time my friend and i were in the girls bathroom and this little kid walks in and my friend says "this is the girls bathroom!" and the little kid looks at her and says "i am a girl!" it was so funny!

10/30/06
Just came back from Saw 3 and just WOW! Blown away by how they wrapped it all up as a nice neat trilogy package! If they come out with more, Ill see them but I just dont know where they will go from here, its damn near impossible! Go check it out its a sweet flick!

Of Fishing
Well to give a bit of information ... In michigan there is a fish no one wants to catch ... It is called a gobie and they are slimy and just plain yuck ... so now ya know a bit about this poem and yes this really happend... But then don't we all tease our friends. Mighty Gobie at the Pole It was extremely windy and quite cold upon that day But we decided to go fishing and we gathered anyway They had already begun, before I got there all was fine they had picked out their spots, and had casted out their line The old pro of the group had let me bait my hook I picked a spot and casted hard, no one gave a look The cold was cutting deep and I was grateful for the dog she blocked the wind so well and her warmth I wanted just to hog Suddenly there came a shout of fish on ! that's how it did begin The mammoth man called Tiny stood up and reeled his line in he showed it there for all the world to see a perch he did display And to our amazement it was legal but he w

Roses Are Red....
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Under Fire, Soldiers Kill Blogs
Under Fire, Soldiers Kill Blogs By Xeni Jardin| Also by this reporter 10:45 AM Oct, 29, 2006 Some of the web's more popular "milblogs" -- blogs maintained by present or former active duty military personnel -- are going quiet following a renewed push by U.S. military officials to scan sites for security risks. Ten members of a Virginia National Guard unit have been tasked with reviewing both official and unofficial Army websites for potential operational security, or OPSEC, violations. Under the direction of the Army's Web Risk Assessment Cell (AWRAC), the reviewers look for text, photos or videos that may give away sensitive information. "Loose lips sink ships. That's been around since World War I, and hasn't changed in years," said Lt. Col. Stephen Warnock, team leader and battalion commander of the Manassas-based unit that works with contractors from the tech company CA. Milblogs offer one of the last direct witnesses to the Iraq war from the point of view of front l

I'm Providing A New Service Here!!! :)
I'm going to be providing a new service here on LostCherryTap and I thought you all should know. Most of you don't know this, but I am a fully ordained minister with The Universal Life Church. I am certified to perform many different religious services including giving mass, marriages (in most states...really!), etc. But most specifically for us here.....hearing confessions! :) I see a great need for a place for the denizens of the LCT to be able to confess all of their sins in a convenient and discreet manner, and I would like to offer this service to all that need it. If you would like to make a confession, you need only contact me via the shoutbox. If your confession is particularly dirty.....ummm......of a more sensitive nature, you can send it to me through a private message as well. Please be sure to give great detail when you confess. Tell me what you you wearing when you sinned. Exactly how many times you sinned on each occasion. Was your sin very loud and/or

My First
Hey Hey!! this is my first blog....whoooo! I just wanted o give a shout out to all my soon to be new friends!! Drop me a line, lets chat and take it from there. I always say, you can never have enough friends! Whooo Rah!!

Fear
Fear morning smiles like the face of a newborn child innocent unknowing winter's end promises of a long lost friend speaks to me of comfort but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose here in this lonely place tangled up in your embrace there's nothing i'd like better than to fall but i fear i have nothing to give wind in time rapes the flower trembling on the vine and nothing leads to shelter it from above they say temptation will destroy our love the never ending hunger but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose here in this lonely place tangled up in our embrace there's nothing i'd like better than to fall but i fear i have nothing to give i have so much to lose i have nothing to give we have so much to lose

Hannah
oh, did i mention that i'm pissed at hannah? well she FINALLY figured it out (way to go dumbass) and she confronted me about it online after i had said i didnt wanna talk to her. i had to explain it to her and all she said was "ok" and left me alone. then when i tried to do my hw (i fell asleep instead) and came back to turn my computer off when i saw that hannah had gotten robert (her ex, who was with us) to send me a message sayin that she had done it to tease him. meh...eff this...we'r ok now...

Dreaming Of You
AS I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP INTO MY THOUGHTS YOU ALWAYS CREEP INTO MY DREAMS YOU START TO SEAP AS I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP WHEN I'M COZY IN MY BED THERE YOU ARE BACK IN MY HEAD ALL THE FREAKY THINGS YOU SAID COME BACK TO ME WHEN I'M IN MY BED AS I DRIFT INTO THE LAND OF DREAMS YOUR HOT, MOIST MOUTH MAKES MY KITTY CREAM YOUR BIG STRONG HANDS MAKE MY NIPPLES KEEN AS YOU DRIFT INTO MY DREAMS ONCE I REACH A STATE OF REM YOU CLIMB ON TOP MANHOOD IN HAND YOU SHOW ME HOW I MAKE HIM STAND INSIDE OF ME YOUR MANHOOD LANDS JUST THE WORDS THAT COME TO MIND AS I DREAM OF YOU ONE MORE TIME I AWAKE TO DROP YOU A LINE "I DREAMED OF YOU ONE MORE TIME

Connectivity
Well what can i say but winter is here !! i love how the snow blankets the land announcing its arrival in full season! Canada's a great place for winter unfourtnately the tendency to hibernate swings into daily life!!! Im currently attending a baking certificate program at a the northern alberta institute of technology and its great ! christmas time is nearing and i cant wait to debut my newly found pastry skills! Anhoyz cherrytap is quick and clean and fresh!!! peace

I'm Back And I Have Important News
well i'm back from Mississippi. I actually had a pretty good time down there. It felt really good to get out and DO SOMETHING for once. and to do something for other people. I was by far the youngest person there at all...but lol oh well. We mostly re-did a while roof for this one guy named Roger. I am not good with hights and on roofs so i did what i could on the ground by picking up dabree and such. Bob (our team leader this trip) had me go to other houses and do random things. I did a lot of cocking, nailing, floor/wall trimming and painting. lol. i actually had a LOT of fun doing it too. Aside from the pains in my neck, back, legs, and feet half the time LOL. Regardless of how rough of a time people are having down there, its still a really nice place. I met some really awesome people down there. There is this one woman named Wanda...who's in like her 90's (and still going strong although she's got alstimers... but not really that bad) who's window i painted. I got to know h

Would You....?
Would you be willing to do these things?? 1-touch their waist 2-talk to her 3-share your secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-touch her face when you kiss her Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful and sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the neck 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help we might den

If I Would Have Known
this was my 1st poen that was published When I found out that I was on your mind .it broke my heart ,in that very good way .it made me wish that I knew before .it made my heart jump and fall .it makes me think what might have been .it makes my mind wonder what it was you thought about me If I would have only known ..that you cared ..that you wanted to hold me ..that I was on you mind ..that longed for my touch Than I would have run to you with my arms wide open If you knew what I though about you .it would have made you happy .it would have made life better for the both of us .it would have been magic .it would have been so right If you would have only known ..that I though u where cute as hell ..that I wanted to be in your arms ..that I thought about you often ..that I thought that you where what my life was missing Well I guess that we know now but its to late to fix, but we did learn not to wait to long

This Bites
I just need 2 rant to some1 so ill put it on here. My mom is in the hospital and we dont know if shes gonna make it. She had a heart attack and it was really bad. I told her that she shouldnt eat 2 much grease and stuff but she didnt listen. I dont know what to do. Im angry and sad and confused. I need some1 to cheer me up so leave a comment or something

Fall Rain
It is unlike any rain that you see the rest of the year....spring and summer are the same...creating glistening water fields and dew upon flowers...the idea of new life is everywhere and rainbows come to mind Fall rain saturates the very core of the soul......it is felt deep within our bones warning us of the coming winter and the cold that the rain brings down... Even walking along the streets....the fog rolls up around the house...clouding everything in a mist of dulling color...the leaves lack their vibrance and droop under the weight of the heavy drops...sighing with the idea of their time coming to yet another end Fall rains brings what is to come not what is yet to come....it is the first reason to drag out the heavy cable knit sweaters and stand by the window drinking cups of tea....Fall is a beautiful season, but the heaviest in the cold dreary showers that make me want to spend all day cuddled down in my blankets...soon this rain will be turning into snow carpeting th

"halloween"
Halloween is a tradition celebrated on the night of October 31, most notably by children dressing in costumes and going door-to-door collecting sweets. It is celebrated in parts of the Western world, though most commonly in the United States, Canada, the UK, Ireland, Puerto Rico, and with increasing popularity in Australia and New Zealand. Halloween originated as a Pagan festival among the Celts of Ireland, France[1] and the British Isles, with Irish, Scots and other immigrants brought versions of the traditions to North America in the 19th century. Most other Western countries have embraced Halloween as a part of American pop culture in the late 20th century. The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day"[2] (also known as "All Saints' Day"). In Ireland, the name was All Hallows' Eve (often shortened to Hallow Eve), and though seldom used today, it is still a well-accepted label. The festival

Lord Genocyde's Days Off
TESTIFYING ONCE and FOR ALL By Cathy O’Brien 12-05 www.ForReasonsOfNationalSecurity.com Testifying before the US Congress regarding torture is exactly what I should be doing right now. Experience taught me all I know, and it is enough to prove once and for all that torture is inhumane, to say the least. I am a fully rehabilitated US Government White House/Pentagon level mind control survivor whose testimony for the US Congressional Permanent Select Committee on Intelligence Oversight was censored for so-called “Reasons of National Security”. Upon the advice of an attorney in 1995, this testimony was released en masse in book form, aptly entitled TRANCE Formation of America, to bring truth to light and survive whistle blowing on US Government tortures. Despite media censorship and death threats and attempts, these proven, documented facts have now reached over 48 countries, been licensed and translated into 8 languages, and are in major universities worldwide such as the

What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?
Take the quiz: What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

I Will Remember You - We Must Never Forget
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Oct 30, 2006 2:43 PM October Death Toll for U.S. Forces Climbs to 101 Dedication to our soldiers.Add to My Profile | More Videos NEVER FORGET - List of Soldiers Who Died in Iraq Casualty Count - List of Soldiers Who Died in Iraq in Oct NEVER FORGET A VERY SPECIAL PLACE YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS MUST VISIT PLEASE REPOST

It Always Starts The Same
It always starts the same just the right amount of resistance, but only at the entrance then you slide right in, like a welcomed home friend umm..i moan and begin to squeeze yes, just like i thought..you're ready to please in and out, steady you go that's when my juices start to flow take me extasy with your mouth on my nipples sucking me, touching me..feeling my body ripple it's been sooo long, you and i have waited this passion we share, is now demonstrated you whisper, you groan, you breathe so heavy that turns me on, you start to get sweaty just what i needed, you and only you then you flip me over and do what you do i'm panting and squirming, and loving it too! now you're socking it to me, nice and rough smacking my ass, but that's not enough i'm licking and biting and out of control and now you are ready for the rodeo show the unspoken words, our bodies will know having a hard time now keeping it steady that's when you'll know i'm just about ready before i can get there you flip

Emotional Nudity
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative- Pure and positive and free to melt into your loving embrace.

Army Monitors Soldiers' Blogs, Web Sites
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Randy Date: Oct 30, 2006 2:01 PM Army Monitors Soldiers'Blogs, Web SitesSunday, October 29, 2006 By MICHAEL FELBERBAUM, Associated Press WriterRICHMOND, Va. — From the front lines of Iraq and Afghanistan to here at home, soldiers blogging about military life are under the watchful eye of some of their own. A Virginia-based operation, the Army Web Risk Assessment Cell, monitors official and unofficial blogs and other Web sites for anything that may compromise security. The team scans for official documents, personal contact information and pictures of weapons or entrances to camps. In some cases, that information can be detrimental, said Lt. Col. Stephen Warnock, team leader and battalion commander of a Manassas-based Virginia National Guard unit working on the operation. In one incident, a blogger was describing his duties as a guard, providing pictures of his post and discussing how to exploit its vulnerabilit

Quotes Of The Day For 10/30 - Failure
"Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death." Anais Nin "The deepest human defeat suffered by human beings is constituted by the difference between what one was capable of becoming and what one has in fact become." Ashley Montagu "It is better to have enough ideas for some of them to be wrong, than to be always right by having no ideas at all." Edward De Bono "A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than a life spent in doing nothing." George Bernard Shaw "Freedom is not worth having if it does not connote freedom to err." Gandhi "Life is to be lived, not controlled, and humanity is won by continuing to play in face of certain defeat." Ralph Ellison "Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly." Robert F. Kennedy "It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out ho

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like I never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Some Where Out There
i guess ppl liked my poems so heres another one hope u ike it too Somewhere out there ..are two lonely people ..and just by chance they will catch each othere's glance Somewhere out there ..is a women that had a bad life ..needing love and good memories Somewhere out there ..is a man that had a someone do him wrong ..needing love and good memories Will they ever meet somewhere out there? Somewhere oue there ..are a husband and a wife that want kids ..with lots of love and happiness to give Somewhere out there ..are children whose mother ran away ..who needs lot of love and happiness Will they ever meet somewhere out there? Somewhere out there ..are loved ones hopeing to see them soon ..wondering if they will ever come home Somewhere out there ..are soilders reading letters from home ..wondering if they will ever make it back Will they ever meet again somewhere out there? Somewhere out there ..is one special person waiting for you, me, someone, or s

Updatin Yall On My Life
Ok..here goes..im livin in South Carolina which most of yall already know or should know..ummm..i have a job..i work at a warehouse..its a good job..not sumthin id do permanetly but im makin money..i work monday-friday 7:00am or 7:15am to 5:45pm or 3:45pm((it depends on how much work we have or what building im working in))..im learning to drive a stick shift car that i will be buying..it is a 1985 Blue Chevy Nova..yes yes 21 yr old car..its old but it runs well..i am doin a lot better than i was when i was in ohio..i keep fighting with my mom but that is normal except it has gotten worse since i got here cause we cant even have a normal phone conversation anymore without starting an arguement..so..yeah.. :heart::smooch::kiss:Me And Justin Are Still 2gether:heart::smooch::kiss:..we have had sum rough spots but its normal in relationships..it was stupid drama and accusations that started everything but we worked it out..:happy:we had our 2 month:happy:..:bummed:we didnt get to spend

Wind Blowned
wind blowing fiercely blowing you hair out of control what a mess it made i see you standing there fuming away i smile at you with a little laugh only makes you mad at me but i see such beauty this world has never seen i see in you the person i wish i could be for in you i see wonder of things yet to be my love my life my world as the wind blows my kisses to you

Boo Bash Now!!
Everyone is welcome..come in a costume(change your display pic to sumtin halloweenie) We will have halloween tunes cranking and just chat and have a goodtime and hang out! I hope you all come. NOW Any Music request can be put as a comment on this blog! You can get to the lounge by clicking the cute invite graphic or http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=3615

About Me? If You Would Like Answer And Resend...
--Info-- > Name:: Why do you need to know? > Nicknames:: Voluptuous "T" and T&A, you figure it out > Birthplace:: Columbia, SC > Current Location:: Lexington, SC > Hair Color:: Blonde > Eye Color:: Blue > Height:: 5'6" > Weight:: what does it matter.... I have curves in all the right places.... > Tatoos?:: not yet > Piercings?:: not yet > Overused Phrase:: WHATEVER???? > --Your-- > Bedtime:: When ever I damned well please? > Best Physical Feature:: Eyes, I have gotten many comments on the chest and ass lately though.....LOL > Most Embarassing Moment:: Walking into a new place and being the center of attention > Most Missed Memory:: My best friend's husband and my adopted Brother....we had many good times together just the 3 ofus hanging out or them trying to set me up with someone > First Thought When You Wake Up:: Time to get up up already... > Weakness:: Tender heart > Best Friends:: Lisa, Deedi, Mary > Goal For The Year:: Divorce the jerk I ma

Hey
I was on to day and realized that I have never posted a blog, so I thought that I would tell ya all something about me The name's Donnie, I am 27, married with a beuatiful daughter, pics coming soon. I like meeting new people and finding out about them, so start talking to me people. I am tring to write a book, it's hard going cuz I can't just sit down and write it and I don't like talking to my friend and family about it, so I just might barrow an idea from one of my friends on here, if it's alright with her (please untouched sanity) and write bits and peaces on here to see what you all think. I want to give a shout to everyone that has added me, THANKS TO YOU ALL, LOVE YA.

Match Maker ?
A young lady visited the government matchmaker for marriage and requested - "I'm looking for a spouse. Can you please help me to find a suitable one?" The marriage officer said, "You're requirements please." "Well, let me see. Needs to be good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good at singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand. You need a television."

Hurt Hurt Hurt
Mass Destruction You confuse my heart You make me sick with your lies I am silly enough to mask my tears With smiles and giggles For what Worried about hurting you You didn’t worry about hurting me before You make me sick Confusion in which you are the source Has ruin me beyond repair Humorous lies in which you spew I can’t help but laugh at myself Believing you is like trusting Satan No words of wisdom Only turmoil and destruction We failed before Why should we try again? Failure was the only blessing you gave me Leave me be Take your confusion with you

Just A Thought
Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought for a while Of all the things I meant to you And of how our friendship was so true And then you will know I am at peace For when my soul this form did release Went on to wait in paradise for my friend So we could share joy without an end And know the peace of souls set free So never weep a bitter tear for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore

My ?
Thoughts of you do fill my mind Wonder of the impossible find One with beauty of the body and soul A beauty of the mind making you whole Complete and wondrous to behold One who lives free her soul unsold Speaking her thoughts without fear Making me wish we were so near Longing to touch and know she is real To look into her eyes showing how I feel To see if dreams do walk the land Walking together both hand in hand At the days end to know all is right For hers is the one great inner light That guides me on through the shadows of thought I wonder if you’re the one great love My souls sought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Diary Of A Facesitting Addict
hi i'm rob and i'm just addicted to being facesat and smothered yes it is an addiction but one that i want no cure for it is definetly something i think of alot of the time but not only do i like being facesat but it has to be by a bbw or an ssbbw as i do not find skinny girls attractive and also i mean honestly if god would have made me a cushion or a seat to a big woman i would have loved it but he didn't so here i stay still wishing to be a cushion or nothing but a mere seat well guess a man can dream thank you for letting me express myself.......rob aka the lonely seat cushion aka my face is a place for you to sit

Un Titiled
Do not grieve this man who passes away Instead live life each and every day For no one lives free of worldly sin And much wrong is done while in the skin And much of the lessons had to be So we could go on to eternity I prefer to think of me you may smile And maybe enjoy the thought for a while Of all the things I meant to you And of how our friendship was so true And then you will know I am at peace For when my soul this form did release Went on to wait in paradise for my friend So we could share joy without an end And know the peace of souls set free So never weep a bitter tear for me By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Hmmm
I seem to have to post a blog like this like every week. PLEASE, if I have not added you to my family, don't ask to see my family only pix. Theres a handful of people on that list, and that is it. Also, keep in mind you can only have 15 family members... so why am I going to kick out one of my friends so some stranger can see my family only pix? Think about that. And if you added me to see some ass and titties, you might as well delete me now. K thanks!

Finally In Cornwall X X Back With My Family
After one long month ( which i shall add never again) i am back with my family, in my new house its so beautiful here and worth the wait, i love waking up an going out for a walk along the sea front ( which is 2 mins away)and listening to the waves x x x

Hazel's Feet
Hazel's Feet Do to an overwelming number of requests asking to see my feet more, I have decided to make a special folder to showcase them. I shall add more later. If there are any special requests let me know. If anyone wants to cum by and show my feet some lovin' feel free. *spanks and kisses* Hazel

If This Ain't True What Is.........
You can be sure someone is an idiot when he/she: Spends twenty minutes looking at an orange juice box because it said concentrate. Puts lipstick on their forhead because he wanted to makeup his mind. Gets stabbed in a shoot-out. Sends a fax with a stamp on it. Was on the corner giving out potato chips yellin' "Free Lays!" Tries to drown a fish. If you gave them a penny for their intelligence, you'd get change. Thinks socialism means partying. Trips over a cordless phone. Takes a ruler to bed to see how long they slept. At the bottom of the application where it says "Sign Here" he put Sagittarius." Takes 2 hours to watch 60 minutes. Studies for a blood test and fails. Invents a solar powered flashlight. Sells the car for gas money. Heard 90% of all crimes occur around the home, he moves. Misses the 44 bus, and takes the 22 bus twice instead. Takes you to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport left", he turned

Are You Really A Veteran?
Rep. Steve Buyer (R-IN), Chairman of the House Committee on Veterans’ Affairs, has proposed sweeping changes to VA benefits. Buyer does not believe that “a veteran is a veteran” and has said so in no uncertain terms. As you might expect, the changes are not for the positive. The driving force for these changes is the Veterans’ Disability Benefits Commission. In November 2003, the President signed Public Law 108-136 that established the Veterans' Disability Benefits Commission. This commission will conduct an independent study of the benefits provided to compensate and assist veterans and their survivors for disabilities and deaths attributable to military service. The commission will examine and make recommendations concerning the appropriateness of the benefits, the appropriateness of the level of the benefits, and the appropriate standard(s) for determining whether a disability or death of a veteran should be compensated. (Emphasis is mine.) The VDBC Charter uses the same l

Inside
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said, The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies From the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, And don't seem to go away. Why can't I be happy that Today's a brand new day? Yesterday is over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever; I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone. All you ever wanted Was the love you thought you won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow, Everything will turn out right. No more wishing for the past; It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set it free.

What Virgo Needs
What Virgo Needs The striving achiever that is Virgo lusts for someone who can play in their league. Sports are often the perfect release for partners, since the Virgin adores the one who shares their love for good health and excellence. Those born under this sign want and need a strong and free lover who will draw them out and acquaint them with sexual pleasure. A partner who is secure, can take the initiative and can easily communicate sexual and romantic feelings will win Virgo's heart. If Virgo can mate with someone who'd have sex at the beach as easily as in the bedroom, it could be a match made in heaven! With Virgo, it's all in the details and doing things right. The caring and romantic Virgin knows that the small things in life and love do matter. Couple that with an eagerness to serve, and Virgo's lucky lover is in for a wonderful ride!

Virgo And Sex
Virgo and Sex So often, the sizzle in sex is in the details, and Virgo is a master of minutiae. The lover as perfectionist is Virgo personified: someone who will see to it that the little things are never overlooked. Virgos finish what they start in the bedroom, and this cozy chamber is likely to be a dreamy den decorated with discriminating taste. The servant in Virgo is only more than happy to be everything their lover desires; if that lover can bring out Virgo's sensual self, the reward will be a most liberated lover. A cool exterior tends to mask Virgo's wild side, often a fantasy world filled with erotica safely under wraps. The lover who can reach these sexual treats through artful seduction is lucky in love indeed.

Virgo In Love
Virgo in Love A natural state for Virgo in love is to analyze the situation while exploring it deeply. This will show off the Virgin as steady, solid and far from a flirt. Virgos are much more the true romantic; they love giving as well as receiving, passion and uninhibited joy. Virgos really know how to make their partner feel special, so some heat between the sheets is likely to occur! It's one lover at a time for the loyal Virgo, who reveres a relationship blessed with total honesty lest jealousy and feelings of inadequacy come to the fore. Love comes to Virgo slowly, carefully and sweetly, and the desire to learn all about their lover makes those born under this sign ideal lovers themselves. A Virgo in love is a sight to behold, a relaxed and confident soul.

More I Believe's
I believe that some men are scared of strong women. I believe a decent man will support his woman in her choices. I believe you can right some wrongs, but others cut to deep to ever fix. I believe that you should have some life experience before settling down. I believe that you will be swept off your feet when you least expect it. I believe living alone is not all it's chalked up to be. I believe the best kisses are the ones that you melt into and they take your breath away. I believe that sometimes you have to close the door on something old to see where something new might take you. I believe that if you can lay down at night with no regrets then you are doing good.

Virgo In Relationships
Virgo in Relationships Virgo's easygoing nature and Earth sign quality makes for a reliable and steady sort who relishes the opportunity to be helpful to their partner. The Virgin's devotedness also signals that a great deal of energy will go into making the relationship work. Those born under this sign tend to strive for the perfect relationship. The best reward for the oft-repressed Virgo is a lover who is willing to bring them into full flower, releasing a passionate and sensual soul. A relationship with a strong yet sensitive partner is one which is almost guaranteed success. The independent and never clingy Virgin may seem ultra-cool on the outside, but inside smolders a red-hot ravisher waiting to release potent charms on a deserving partner. The ideal Virgo soul mate is well-dressed, empathetic and dying to show their Virgo a good time.

Virgo And Romance
Virgo and Romance The well-toned Virgo often has a body which is the envy of many, thanks to a healthy regimen of diet and exercise. It's safe to say that a heady game of tennis followed by a leafy salad would be aphrodisiac enough for those born under this sign. Many encounters with Virgo will be a well-choreographed ballet of excellent taste, seeing as how neat surroundings and stylish accoutrements are considered important to these folk. The level-headed Virgo is also a conciliator where romance is concerned, perhaps because being in love for them means falling hard. All that effort cannot be wasted. As a result, this perfectionist aims to please, and Virgo's lover will be one happy camper. Wise partners, though, will know that the Virgin also needs a place to call home

The Naughty School Teacher In Me...
this weekend I ended up being a naughty school teacher didn't have to buy anything so I saved myself a bunch of money by switching to ... oh wait. nm. but yeah, I put together a pretty cool costume. I wore a long black skirt, a white button up blouse with a black bra showing underneath, black high heels, put my hair up, wore glasses with the cord, carried a book in one hand and a crop in the other... man, I had so much fun that night. I wish I had a quarter for every person I whipped with that crop that night, lol. I'm a little pleasantly surprised at how many masochists are out there... I got a lot of compliments on my costume, among other things. I got drunk off my ass at the bar there then when they closed I went to a friends place where there was another party going on (every weekend there's a party at his place, lol) and ended up staying out until almost 4am, then got up and went to work the next morning at 9am. good times :) but now I have so much school shit to finish an

Virgo
Virgo As the Sign of Service, one of Virgo's favorite roles is to be of help to friends and lovers. The industrious, efficient and well-organized Virgo will rarely have trouble pulling this off, and a banquet at their hands will mean an evening of delectable treats. Ruling Planet Mercury symbolizes Communication; Virgos are possessed of an ability to reason clearly, resolve issues and take a romance to new heights. Virgo can, at times, be shy and a bit repressed, so someone who can bring them out of these depths will be rewarded with a vibrant lover. Concerned with health as they are, a doctor-nurse fantasy is the max for this Sign!

In The Shadows
My life has become your shadow Always one step behind you. You've grown accustomed to having me there, not even noticed by you anymore. Once I found pleasure in my place behind you, But now all I find is misery in the shadows. Slowly my name and face start to disappear. Total darkness is what I have become. My life has become part of yours, Too tangled to ever come apart. Will I ever become just one again? Or will my life always be with you in the shadows? I'm ready to be free again, To fight this power you have over me. Our tangled knot will come undone. Once again we will each be one. I know I will survive without you, I'm ready to leave my place in the shadows. As I emerge, light touches my face; It warms my body once again. My life is my own, I'm finally free. My name and face now reappear. Hopefully now you'll see me for me, And not just the person in the shadows.

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Celtic Pantheonic Pagan. Your answers leaned very close to that of the Celtic Pantheon. Very popular now among pagans, the Celtic Gods seem to draw those who are sensitive and insightful, but also very passionate about their beliefs. Many Pagan Holidays are named for this pantheon and here is where you'll find many stories on Horned God, Green Man, and Druids. You likely either have been or want to visit Stonehenge one day. Many Arthurian legnds include references to the Celtic faith, as well. Celtic Pantheonic Pagan85%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan75%Ecclectic Pagan75%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)70%Zoroastrian Pagan65%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans60%Shamanic Pagan60%Eastern Pagan55%Kabbalistic Pagan45%Greek Pantheonic Pagan

Mollasses
dripping down falling on you sweet mollasses spreading it around caressing your chest hands so sticky how could i resist letting my tongue tasting the sweetness on you enjoying the moment with you slowly we rise up an run for a shower passion ignites by this hour holding you tight as our suds combine kissing so deep does anyone else exist for heaven i am at for you are with me woman i love you eternally

What Leo Needs
What Leo Needs What the King/Queen of the Jungle wants more than anything else is to be fawned over. Being a devoted sort, the Lion will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special, indeed. A lover with the right vibes, who comes bearing gifts, exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best for this stellar cat, is clever and wise. The one who can bring out the true Lion, which is often hiding behind the glare of white lights and preening to an adoring crowd, will do both of them a favor. In the end, Leo's lover must always remember who is number one, and act on this all the time. The Leo lover is giving and devoted, and lives for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is putting them squarely in the spotlight, where they believe they truly belong. Anyone willing to bask in the Lion's warm glow is in for a red-hot time!

Leo And Sex
Leo and Sex As befits a Fire sign, there is a great physicality, white heat and ardor which emanates from the Lion -- in the right circumstances. The Lion wants action first and foremost, and if the moves are being made on them, all the better. When Leos are being made love to (slow, steady love), they are flattered into a state of ecstasy. This kind of approach will help create a Lion who is a very confident lover. Leos are utterly aroused when a partner revels in their beauty and aura and tells them how wonderful it is. As their gracious gift, the Lion will show their partner just how much that compliment meant! The Lion loves seduction and foreplay, and a well-placed mirror or two would be nice, too, since that flowing mane and cat-like quality are begging to be watched.

Leo In Love
Leo in Love The strength and amorous prowess that Leos possess makes them a natural leader in the dance of love. This cat may want to rule, but it also wants to be admired, which makes for a love filled with sexual tension. Even so, the Lion's generous and giving nature makes certain that a lover will feel special. The Lion may test a lover from time to time in their quest for answers about love: What is it really? How can I feel it the most? The one with the best answers to these questions will surely make this cat purr. Love is a most attractive state for Leos, since the pleasure, attraction and fun of the game are all qualities which make the Lion glow.

Leo In Relationships
Leo in Relationships A relationship with the daring, yet devoted, Lion will rarely prove dull. This showy cat may need to be lavished with attention, but can also ravish a lover with riches in return. A slow, smoldering pas de deux, which leads to mutual bliss, is what the Lion would love from a partner. The fiery Lion requires a lover who can keep up with them and certainly one who can match wits. If not, the risk of boredom and flight is a big one, since Leo has very high expectations. A partner who can understand and indulge the Lion's need to be the center of attention will be a keeper for this regal cat. The ideal Leo soul mate understands the pleasure principle and will work hard to keep their mate satisfied.

Leo And Romance
Leo and Romance Affairs of the heart will quickly take on a 'me first' quality with the Lion, since they truly believe they are the best and must come first. Leos love to feel good, as befits royalty, so they will respond exceptionally well to pampering and flourishes. While Leos love to be admired and adored, they can also take the lead in romance, since they believe their strength and power will win the day. When the Lion gets going, watch out! Passionate fireworks will fly, since these folks know how to turn on the charm, and the heat. Since all the world's a stage to the prancing, dancing Lion, fun, excitement and a little razzle-dazzle are all part of their repertoire. Leos are willing to gamble where romance and love are concerned, since losing is not in their vocabulary.

Questions Men Fear (from A Bullitin)
Questions Men Fear 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat in this? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e., tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question # 1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: " I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: a. Football. b. Golf. c. How fat you are. d. How much prettier she is than you e. How I would spend the insurance money if you died. Perhaps the best response to this question was

Ways To Spot An Idiot (from A Bullitin)
You can be sure someone is an idiot when he/she: Spends twenty minutes looking at an orange juice box because it said concentrate. Puts lipstick on their forhead because he wanted to makeup his mind. Gets stabbed in a shoot-out. Sends a fax with a stamp on it. Was on the corner giving out potato chips yellin' "Free Lays!" Tries to drown a fish. If you gave them a penny for their intelligence, you'd get change. Thinks socialism means partying. Trips over a cordless phone. Takes a ruler to bed to see how long they slept. At the bottom of the application where it says "Sign Here" he put Sagittarius." Takes 2 hours to watch 60 minutes. Studies for a blood test and fails. Invents a solar powered flashlight. Sells the car for gas money. Heard 90% of all crimes occur around the home, he moves. Misses the 44 bus, and takes the 22 bus twice instead. Takes you to the airport and saw a sign that said "Airport left", he turned around and went h

Leo
Leo The creative and romantic Lion rules the Zodiac's House of Pleasure, insuring that any romp with this cat will include sensory as well as sensual delights. The playful Lion loves fun and is a supremely social animal. If Leos can act out their fantasies on a public (even private) stage, all the better, for those born under this sign truly believe they're the star. As befits the King/Queen of the Zodiac, Leos are leaders. Their powerful presence, as well as staying power, insures them success in their conquests. Romance is also a princely quality for the Lion, and those who ensnare this passionate animal may well be rewarded with a wonderful and inventive lover. Like the ruling Sun, which is at the center of the universe, Leos love to have the world revolve around them.

Superfical
u know i am amazed these days how ppl r so fake in many ways ppl ignore ppl b/c u do not look like ppl would want to talk to or just b/c other thing i notice when i post comment ppl do not normally post back i can understand being bizzy but i figure what 5 or 10 min out of the way to drop a comment or chat then i figured ppl just turn on the computer and leave it on and forget about it being on i go into chat room and it alittle better then your normal waiting on comment but yet agin ppl ask for ppl to level up and but when it comes to u u do not get the same in return not really complaing just trying to figure out y have friends when u send so many comment every day but u do not get it back i make sure every one has a comment

Hilarious Makings Of The Mad Hatter
You Might Be A Redneck If: You take your dog for a walk & you both use the same tree. You can entertain yourself for more than an hour with a fly swatter. Your property has been mistaken for a recycling center. You burn your yard rather than mow it. The Salvation Army declines your mattress. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. You come back from the dump with more than you brought. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. Your grandmother has "Ammo" on her Christmas list. You've been kicked out of the zoo for heckling the monkeys. You think a subdivision is part of a math problem. You've bathed with flea and tick soap. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. Your kids take a siphon hose to show and tell. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. You know how many bales of hay your car will hold. You have a rag for a ga

Hey There Lostcherry Friends
Hey Hey , >:) I havent been on much of late , doesn't mean that i have forgoten you all eh . >:) Ive been busy and not really motivated for much "socializing" of late . This happy hump day stuff gets to me go figure , ive never had a happy hump day damnit its not fair!!! ... anyhows no need going there eh . Winter is coming and i have tons of stuff to do before the snow covers up everything.. love you all >:)

A Great Recipe
~*~A GREAT RECIPE~*~ Fold two hands together, And express a dash of sorrow. Marinate it overnight, And work on it tomorrow. Chop one grudge in tiny pieces, Add several cups of love. Dredge with a large sized smile, Mix with the ingredients above.. Dissolve the hate within you, By doing a good deed. Cut in and help your friend, If he or she should be in need. Stir in laughter, love and kindness, From the heart it has to come. Toss with genuine forgiveness, And give your friends some. The amount of people served, Will depend on you. It can serve the whole wide world. If you really want it to!!!

What Aquarius Needs
What Aquarius Needs Aquarians often believe that their way is the best way, so it's no surprise that they'd be interested in a lover who mirrors many of their own good qualities. Social interactions and the ability to dazzle the masses for a good cause are near and dear to the Water Bearer's heart, and a helpmate in these areas is their just reward. An open-minded and flexible person, one willing to explore boundless horizons, will also help them reach new heights. A lover who exhibits warmth and understanding can fill a key void in Aquarius' life, and if they also embrace the beauty of sharing, the relationship could go very far. The Aquarius lover is unconventional yet innovative, a charmer who can wow a crowd and draws great strength from the partner at their side. Their cup runneth over when they are in the company of a passionate and committed soul. The mental fireworks which will surely ensue are a sight to behold!

Chocolate Mint Brownie Torte
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 16 servings, one slice each 1 pkg. (19.8 oz.) brownie mix 1/2 cup applesauce 1/2 cup cholesterol-free egg product 1 pkg. (6 oz.) SNACKWELL'S Mint Creme Cookies, coarsely chopped PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Prepare brownie mix as directed on package using 1/2 cup water, the applesauce and egg product. Gently stir in cookie pieces. POUR into lightly greased 9-inch springform pan. BAKE 35 to 40 min. or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool completely. Cut into 16 slices to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Variation Prepare as directed, substituting 9-inch square baking pan for the springform pan. Special Extra Top with a dollop of thawed COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping and mint sprig just before serving. Special Extra NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: This delightful brownie torte, made with better-for-you products, tastes great and can fit into your healthful eating plan. Die

Aquarius And Sex
Aquarius and Sex As befits an Air sign, Aquarians tend to approach sex via the mind. If they can share and discuss their thoughts with their lover, matters in bed will be greatly enhanced. Their natural curiosity will also lead them to experiment with creative play between the sheets, so watch out! Pushing the envelope is a natural response for these folks, and they'll continually test the waters for ever greater pleasures. A delicious mystery lurks beneath the surface of these oft-controlled souls, and the lover who can call their bluff is in for a wild ride. The issue of mind vs. body, and which is more important, is also with the Water Bearer. A lover who can convince them of the pleasure principle will set this sexual being free.

Anorexia
Dying To Be Thin... Anorexia, Bulimia and Eating Disorders by Sep 27, 2006 Splashy images of desireable women in seductive poses attired in alluring clothes and bedecked with fashionable accessories...every magazine and tv channel bestows us with the vision of how we should appear to insure love, happiness and eternal success. Yet, most of the world rarely fits into this preconceived ideal of modern society. Life rushes ahead with its ceaseless demands. Women sigh and control sometimes the only thing in their life they feel able to, their food. So we hide our emotions behind our denial and seek solace in the power we feel when denying ourselves food(anorexia) or comforting ourself until we are sick(bulimia) or any combination thereof. I know. I am a recovered anorexic. For many years, my life spun out of control because i felt helpless to know I had the power to control it. Mistakenly, I controlled the only thing I could and became severely anorexic though totally un

An Inspirational Tale Of Ancient Times
An Inspirational Tale of Ancient Times In studying the Earth's evolution, the most fascinating story I know is that of ancient beings who created an incredibly complex lifestyle, rife with technological successes such as electric motors, nuclear energy, polyester, DNA recombination and worldwide information systems. They also produced--and solved--devastating environmental and social crises and provided a wealth of lessons we would do well to consider. This was not a Von Daniken scenario; the beings were not from outer space. They were our own minute but prolific forebears: ancient bacteria. In one of his popular science essays, Lewis Thomas, estimating the mitochondria that are descendants of ancient bacteria in our cells as half our dry bulk, suggested that we may be huge taxis they invented to get around in safely (Lives of a Cell, 1974). From whatever perspective we choose to define our relationship with them, it is clear we have now created the same crises they did some t

Aquarius In Love
Aquarius In Love The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere.

Petite Mocha Cakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 27 min Makes: 12 servings 3/4 cup (1-1/2 sticks) butter, cut into pieces 1 pkg. (6 squares) BAKER'S Bittersweet Baking Chocolate 2 Tbsp. MAXWELL HOUSE Instant Coffee, any variety 4 eggs 2/3 cup powdered sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1/3 cup flour 1/4 tsp. ground cinnamon PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Microwave butter, chocolate and coffee in large microwaveable bowl on HIGH 1 min. or until butter is melted. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Freeze 5 min. or until cooled, stirring occasionally. BEAT eggs, powdered sugar and vanilla in large bowl with electric mixer on high speed 2 to 3 min. or until well blended. Add chocolate mixture; mix well. Combine flour and cinnamon. Add to chocolate mixture; beat just until blended. Spoon evenly into 12 paper-lined medium muffin cups. BAKE 8 to 10 min. or until cakes are slightly puffed and feel firm at edges and soft in center when pressed with fingertip. Cool 5 min.; remove paper liners.

Shocking Senatorial Votes
Shocking Senatorial Votes "Never argue with an idiot; they'll drag you down to their level and beat you with experience." ~anonymous The following senators voted against making English the official language of America : >Akaka (D-HI) >Bayh (D-IN) >Biden (D-DE) >Bingaman (D-NM) >Boxer (D-CA) >Cantwell (D-WA) >Clinton (D-NY) >Dayton (D-MN) >Dodd (D-CT) >Domenici (R-NM) >Durbin (D-IL) >Feingold (D-WI) >Feinstein (D-CA) >Harkin (D-IA) >Inouye (D-HI) >Jeffords (I-VT) >Kennedy (D-MA) >Kerry (D-MA) >Kohl (D-WI) >Lautenberg (D-NJ) >Leahy (D-VT) >Levin (D-MI) >Lieberman (D-CT) >Menendez (D-NJ) >Mikulski (D-MD) >Murray (D-WA) >Obama (D-IL) >Reed (D-RI) >Reid (D-NV) >Salazar (D-CO) >Sarbanes (D-MD) >Schumer (D-NY) >Stabenow (D-MI) >Wyden (D-OR) Now, these are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. Regardless of political party, these politicians

Aquarius In Relationships
Aquarius in Relationships The Water Bearer has many relationships -- the real prize, though, is in finding that perfect one. Aquarians love to give pleasure, in keeping with their altruistic and philanthropic spirit. They also tend to seek agreement in their friendly and harmonious way, a real boon in the give and take of partnership. A progressive nonconformist is a blessing to the Water Bearer, and if they can give them the space they crave, even better. The key to real passion for Aquarians, however, is in connecting with that lover who can make vulnerability safe for them. Aquarians are so often busy caring for the masses that they forget about themselves! A lover who can help the Water Bearer get in touch with their innermost feelings and teach them to put the analyzing aside will tap into a torrent of emotion waiting to be released. The ideal Aquarius soul mate is an Einstein with lots of soul.

Virus Fun
Greetings to my Cherry friends. I have recently come into contact with a virus that is very pecular. I think someone was using me for a download proxy. Which is just (i think) someone who uses my computer to download and then downloads from me. Idk the only proof of this is 790 songs that have appeared from an unknown source onto my computer. Yes 790 songs that I actually like. No I did not download. Some are from bands I have never heard before. No one downloaded them. I'm the only one that downloads. I only have one downloading program. Itunes and I have the password. So if anyone has an explanation for this please message me. I will not be here for a couple hours so just leave a message. As always thank you for your time. Esergone

Prettyful?
What defines beauty? What is considered Beautiful? I look at some of these women ont these sites and lets be honest they just are not that pretty.But if they are dressed provocatively guys are ont hem like white on rice. I think a woman in a sweater can be beautiful. I do not have a perfect body, or perfect teeth.I am prett damn average. I am writing a paper about how mens have unrealisitc perceptions of women. What they see in magazines and on tv is what they expect to date and well, I certainly am not like any of those women. I suffer from no self esteem, i feel ugly most of the time. I avoid mirrors. I just don't feel pretty. My daily life consists of taking care of the house and kids. I am 30 years old and i am left to wonder ...is this all? In highschool I was never the pretty popular girl. I was pretty much a loner with a small circle of friends. I always did and still do feel less then everyone around me if that makes sense. I guess i just don't understand what defines what is

Aquarius In Romance
Aquarius in Romance Sociable Aquarius rules the House of Friends, which means that many a courtship will begin in a group setting. Once the Water Bearer zeroes in on a target, though, an offbeat and zany romance is likely to ensue. Mental gymnastics are only half the fun, since the Aquarian mind also has a great facility for creative and imaginative play. A visit to a children's museum with the idea of improving already good exhibits is entirely plausible, and something which the Water Bearer can make very seductive. It is safe to say that a partner who appreciates Aquarian quirks is the best bet. Since the Water Bearer will keep some secrets just that, a lover who can gently draw them out will create a romance dance that goes on and on and on.

Aquarius
Aquarius The Age of Aquarius and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in synch with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of shared ideals. These independent souls are a fount of ideas, forever dazzling friends and other groups with their quicksilver mind and humanitarian spirit. Mental fireworks are the sexiest kind for the oft-overflowing Water Bearer, and they are captivated by a lover who shares their quest for a better world. An intuitive partner who is willing to look outside the box in the hopes of becoming a more complete being will win an Aquarian's heart straightaway. The Water Bearer is a flirtatious charmer who is at home with many but also appreciates the pleasures created by two.

Interesting Stuff
I set up a blog for books I have read and stuff that I find interesting, the last couple of articles I have posted are by a woman called Elisabet Sahtouris I had the pleasure of meeting her a couple of years ago and she is such a fascinating woman. Anyway here is link to blog and if you are bored and could do with some brain food then check it out Books and other stuff worth reading

Beautiful Dreamer
Stephen Foster Beautiful Dreamer Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone are the cares of life's busy throng. Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea, Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie; Over the streamlet vapors are borne, Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn. Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart, E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea; Then will all clouds of sorrow depart, Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me!

One Day I Wrote Her Name Upon The Sand
Edmund Spenser [One day I wrote her name upon the sand] One day I wrote her name upon the sand, But came the waves and washed it away: Again I wrote it with a second hand, But came the tide, and made my pains his prey. Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay A mortal thing so to immortalize! For I myself shall like to this decay, And eek my name be wiped out likewise. Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise To die in dust, but you shall live by fame: My verse your virtues rare shall eternize, And in the heavens write your glorious name; Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue, Our love shall live, and later life renew.

Recent Happenings
Time for another weekend update.  Well, weekend and part of last week. Last week was probably one of the busiest I’ve had in a long time. The highlight was probably the Lennon concert on Wed. night. That was pretty cool. Got a drumstick and had it signed. ::cheers and holds up drumstick:: Headed out on Friday for Ohio to see my mom and my aunt and have my hair done. There are pictures. I’ve got one up and I’ll get the others up later. I actually had a horrible feeling of déjà vu when I got to the airport. You see, this flight was a rebook of an earlier one from back in September. That flight was delayed and delayed and delayed to the point where if it ever did make it into Nashville I wouldn’t get to Ohio until about 1 or 2 in the morning. Not really worth going. So I rebooked. Friday night I made it to the airport…same gate as before, same original departure time and…. Delayed. So I waited. When it got pushed back again I got up, headed across the hall to t

The Weekend
Friday I went to the Haunted Trail with Suze. I'll definitely be going again next year. Maybe with a bigger group it would be even more fun. There was a group of screamers right behind us and that kinda sucked a bit. The "ghouls" makeup was very well done. There was one in particular that got to me. I walked into this structure and there was a low wall. There was a guy in the far corner behind the wall on bungee cords. I knew he was going to jump out at us but it still scared me cause you never know when... We went to Norm's for a bit afterward. Interesting. I hadn't been there in about a month. Jared was back in town. He and Zack were making bets about Sue Ellen's panties among other things. As I walked up to them, Zack said something about not telling me. It was nothing, I'm sure. But I was curious. I tried to get Jared to tell me later, but no dice. Saturday I stopped in for a quick visit at G's. Matt, Chuck, Josh, and Jared were there. Well on their way to g

Living Systems, The Internet And The Human Future
Living Systems, the Internet and the Human Future Elisabet Sahtouris, Ph.D. Talk presented 13 May 2000 at Planetwork, Global Ecology and Information Technology a conference held at the San Francisco Presidio Good morning everybody. I just heard part of Kevin Kelly's talk in the other room, and he made a couple of very interesting statements. I identify Kevin as Mr. Technology because of his editorship at Wired Magazine, and one of the things he said was "I hate computers, they're so stupid." Then he put up a slide that said, "Technology wants to be like life." Note well his distinction between "stupid" technology and the natural living systems we aspire to make it more like, presumably because they are not stupid, but intelligent. Towards the end of his talk he said, "Any individual species is a bigger idea than most human ideas," another hint of nature's superiority over our understanding and ability to emulate it thus far. He was talking about the Information Age as

My Eyes
misting rain thunder rolls in lightning crashes my tears begin hoping the rain hides them but my cries seem so loud how can i go on with out you the rain washes the tear many more come seeing life with out you is more than i can handle how do i do this how do i make it end a simple click and blackness drifts in

Magical Mystery Microwave S'mores Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 6 servings 1 cup BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chunks, divided 2 eggs 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 1-1/2 cups HONEY MAID Graham Cracker Crumbs 1/2 cup JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows RESERVE 2 Tbsp. chocolate chunks; set aside. BEAT eggs in large bowl with fork. Add whipped topping, crumbs and remaining chocolate chunks; stir just until blended. Spread into greased 1-1/2- or 2-quart microwavable round dish at least 2 inches deep. MICROWAVE on MEDIUM (50%) 5 minutes. Rotate dish half turn. Microwave on HIGH 4-1/2 to 5-1/2 minutes or until cake starts to pull away from side of dish and is just slightly moist. PLACE serving plate on top of dish; invert cake at once. Remove pan. Sprinkle hot cake with marshmallows and reserved chocolate chunks. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Note Microwave ovens vary; cooking time is approximate. Storage Know-How Store leftover cake wrapped tightly in plastic

The Biology Of Globalisation By Elisabet Sahtouris Phd
The Globalization of humanity is a natural, biological, evolutionary process. Yet we face an enormous crisis because the most central and important aspect of globalization -- its economy -- is currently being organized in a manner that so gravely violates the fundamental principles by which healthy living systems are organized that it threatens the demise of our whole civilization. For more on this here is the link The Biology of Globalisation by Elisabet Sahtouris

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed (this I Think Fits Everyone)
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Mint-chocolate Pudding Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr min Makes: 15 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Pistachio Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 4 eggs 1 cup water 1/4 cup oil 1/2 tsp. peppermint extract 8 drops green food coloring 1 pkg. (8 squares) BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, chopped 20 chocolate-covered thin mint candies PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Place cake mix, dry pudding mix, eggs, water, oil, extract and food coloring in large bowl of electric mixer. Beat on low speed just until blended. Beat on medium speed 4 minutes. Stir in chocolate. Pour into greased and floured 13x9-inch baking pan. BAKE 40 to 45 minutes or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean and cake begins to pull away from sides of pan. (Do not overbake.) REMOVE cake from oven. Place candies in single layer on top of cake. Return to oven. Bake an additional 3 minutes or until candies begin to melt. Immediately spread melted candies even

Tomorrow Is A Hecktic Day
damn computers lol my kids are excited about tomorrow they are about to drive me crazy i am glad that dad is going to take them trick or treating my 17 yr old is the worst at it she is more excited that the 7 yr old but its all good love to see them happy for a change. I am dressing up as a witch so its all good and after today its all ok cuz i hate shots :(( damn doctors hate being diabetic They made me get the flu shot and the pnumonia shot :(( oh well as long as i don't get them i am ok with it. i am not sure how long before i will be single if Travis don't call me this week i am walking away from him i don't need a man that won't call me even if he is too busy he stopes at home to change his clothes and checks his messeges he can call me for 5 minuted and say i love you baby and miss you thats all i ask he knows my address too he can send me a note telling me he is ok and all but like i said i am not waiting on him to get back to me much longer so he best watch out i don't walk on

How True
does the wind blow does the rain fall does time slip on by what can be said of this all how do you know me how did we meet how did i fall for you when you never said a thing i see the seasons change day turns to night but one thing i know my love for you grows

Swiss Chocolate Squares
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 48 servings, 1 square each 1 cup cold water 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, divided 3 squares BAKER'S Unsweetened Baking Chocolate, divided 2 cups flour 2 cups granulated sugar 2 eggs, lightly beaten 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 1 tsp. baking soda 1/2 tsp. salt 6 Tbsp. milk 4-1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1/2 cup chopped PLANTERS Pecans PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Place water, 1/2 cup (1 stick) of the butter and 1-1/2 of the chocolate squares in large saucepan. Bring to boil, stirring occasionally. Remove from heat. Stir in combined flour and granulated sugar. Add eggs, sour cream, baking soda and salt; mix well. Pour into greased and floured 15x10x1-inch baking pan. BAKE 20 to 25 minutes or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. PLACE remaining 1/2 cup (1 stick) margarine, remaining 1-1/2 chocolate squares and milk in large saucepan; bring to boil. Remove from

Hopi Elders Prophesy
Hopi Elders Prophesy Oraibi, Arizona, June 8, 2000 You have been telling people that this is the Eleventh Hour, now you must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour. And there are things to be considered. . . . Where are you living? What are you doing? What are your relationships? Are you in right relation? Where is your water? Know your garden. It is time to speak your truth. Create your community. Be good to each other. And do not look outside yourself for your leader. Then he clasped his hands together, smiled, and said, "This could be a good time! There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are being torn apart and will suffer greatly. Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes open, and our heads above the w

Genuine Medical Anecdotes
A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs, and I was in the wrong one. Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio, TX At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," remorsed the patient. Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Dr. Susan Steinberg, Manitoba, Canada I was performing a complete physical, including the visual acuity test. I placed the patient twenty feet from the chart and began, "Cover your right eye with

Souter Lighthouse
This is about 500 metres from the Marsden Grotto in my last blog History: Souter Lighthouse overlooks the cliffs of Marsden Bay, high above the rocks and notorious currents of the Whitburn Steel that have wrecked dozens of ships and claimed the lives of many mariners. Originally the intention was to build the lighthouse on Souter Point which is mid way between the rivers of Tyne and Wear, but it was then decided it would be more visible from Lizard Point, a mile further north. It retained the name, Souter lighthouse, as there was already in existence a Lizard Point lighthouse in Cornwall. Souter lighthouse was built in 1871 but much of what you see in the building today dates from the 1950's when the main engines where installed. Although the lighthouse is now under the ownership of The National Trust it is still in working order was once home to Grace Darling's niece Isabelle in 1881. Phenomena: Ghost tales surrounding the lighthouse are many and include a Poltergeist infestati

Flag Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 15 min Makes: 12 servings, 1 square each 2 pt. strawberries 1 pkg. (12 oz.) frozen pound cake, thawed, cut into 14 slices 1-1/3 cups blueberries, divided 1 tub (12 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed SLICE 1 cup of the strawberries; set aside. Halve remaining strawberries; set aside. LINE bottom of 13x9-inch baking dish with cake slices. Top with sliced strawberries and 1 cup of the blueberries. Spread whipped topping evenly over berries PLACE strawberry halves and remaining 1/3 cup blueberries on whipped topping to create a flag design. Refrigerate until ready to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Trim 40 calories and 6.5 grams of fat per serving by preparing with fat free pound cake and COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping. Check Out Our Website For the Healthy Living Version of Low-Fat Flag Cake. Nutrition (per serving) Calories 210 Total fat 11g Saturated fat 9g Cholesterol 65mg

Scientology
ok.. i reciently read a bulletin containing all sorts of religion..however.. there is one "religion" that they put on there that i would like to comment on. I personaly do not have a religious preference. Some might call it atheism or what not.. but i believe that if you live by moral codes, and know whats write and what is wrong, then you will live a happy life.. with or with out a "god" or what ever you prefer to believe in. "Scientology" is not a religion. It is a idea, a way of living, a book thought up by L. Ron Hubbard in the late 1950's. His ideas were gathered to better the human mind.Not to have another religion to follow. his objective? “A civilization without insanity, without criminals and without war, where the able can prosper and honest beings can have rights, and where man is free to rise to greater heights.” that is the facts.. Although some people have taken it too far and created so called "churches" and things. People.. believe what you must.. if it make

Halloween Poke Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 1 hr min Total Time: 5 hr min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) white cake mix 1 cup boiling water 1/2 cup cold water 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Brand Orange Flavor Gelatin 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 1/2 tsp. yellow food coloring 1/4 tsp. red food coloring Halloween sprinkles PREPARE cake batter and bake in 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool cake in pan 15 minutes. Pierce cake with large fork at 1/2-inch intervals. STIR boiling water into dry gelatin in small bowl at least 2 minutes until completely dissolved. Add cold water; stir. Carefully pour over cake. Refrigerate 3 hours. TINT whipped topping orange with food coloring; spread onto top of cake. Refrigerate at least 1 hour or until ready to serve. Decorate with sprinkles. Store leftover cake in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS How To Thaw COOL WHIP Place unopened 8-oz. tub of whipped topping in refrigerator for 4 hours. Do not thaw

Dream Pineapple Upside-down Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 10 min Makes: 16 servings 3 cans (8 oz. each) pineapple slices in juice, undrained 1 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1/3 cup butter or margarine, melted 6 maraschino cherries, halved 1/2 cup PLANTERS Chopped Pecans 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 1 envelope DREAM WHIP Whipped Topping Mix 4 eggs 1 cup cold water PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Drain pineapple, reserving 2 Tbsp. of the juice; set aside. Mix brown sugar and butter in 13x9-inch baking pan. Arrange pineapple slices in pan, cutting slices if necessary to evenly fit onto bottom of pan. Place cherry half, cut side up, in center of each slice. Sprinkle with the reserved pineapple juice and pecans. BEAT dry cake mix, dry whipped topping mix, eggs and water in large bowl with electric mixer on low speed 2 minutes. Beat on medium speed 4 minutes. Carefully spoon into prepared pan. BAKE 50 to 55 minutes or until top springs back when lightly pressed. Let stand 10 minu

White Trash America
I don't understand how so many people can watch crap like Maury and Jerry Springer. Why would you want to cheer on someone that goes in front of national television and tells the world that they are whores and they like it? That they have slept with more men than they can count in a period of three days and they don't know who the father of the child is? It is really sad and part of what is wrong with America. I love this country and proudly serve it but people really have a fucked up idea of entertainment. People are like dogs sometimes. They will go and find the stinkiest nastiest thing immaginable and roll in it. Then they will come home and say,"Look what I did mom!! Aren't you proud of me?!!"

White Chocolate Mousse Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 6 hr 50 min Makes: 12 servings 27 LORNA DOONE Shortbread Cookies, finely crushed (about 2 cups crumbs) 1 Tbsp. sugar 6 Tbsp. (3/4 stick) margarine or butter, melted 1/2 cup seedless raspberry jam 1-1/2 pkg. (9 squares) BAKER'S Premium White Baking Chocolate 1-3/4 cups whipping cream, divided 2 Tbsp. orange-flavored liqueur MIX cookie crumbs, sugar and margarine until well blended. Press firmly onto bottom of 9-inch springform pan. Refrigerate 15 min. or until firm. Spread evenly with jam. MICROWAVE white chocolate, 1/4 cup of the cream and the liqueur in large microwaveable bowl on HIGH 2 min.; stir. Microwave 1 min. or until chocolate is almost melted, stirring after 30 sec. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Cool 30 min. or until room temperature, stirring occasionally. BEAT remaining 1-1/2 cups cream in large chilled bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until soft peaks form. (Do not overbeat.) Gently stir 1/

The Feel Of You (slightly Inappropriate)
The Feel Of You My mind is like a mirror of the past Remembering you... Covering me like a blanket Keeping me warm Through the storm Remembering... The feel of you Sliding... Inside of me... In...out... In...out... Slowly at first Then.... Faster... Harder... Deeper... With every trust Penitrating... All the way to my very soul Remebering... The feel of your mouth All over my body Bring me high Almost over the brink of... Extacy Remevering the emotions... You brought forth Hot as fire... Thick as ice... Fast as rain... Flowing like sweet red wine

Most Dangerous Cities In America
Here are the top 25 most dangerous places to live (capital letters is where I live) 1. St. Louis, Missouri 2. Detroit, Michigan 3. Flint, Michigan 4. Compton, California 5. Camden, New Jersey 6. Birmingham, Alabama 7. Cleveland, Ohio 8. Oakland, California 9. Youngstown, Ohio 10. GARY, INDIANA 11. Richmond, California 12. Baltimore, Maryland 13. Memphis, Tennessee 14. Trenton, New Jersey 15. Richmond, Virginia 16. Kansas City, Missouri 17. Atlanta, Georgia 18. Cincinnati, Ohio 19. Washington 20. North Charleston, South Carolina 21. Reading, Pennsylvania 22. Newark, New Jersey 23. Little Rock, Arkansas 24. San Bernardino, California 25. Orlando, Florida

The Truth
" As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn`t supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it`s harder every time. You`ll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You`ll fight with your best friend. You`ll blame a new love for things an old one did. You`ll cry because time is passing too fast, and you`ll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you`ve never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you`ll never get back."

Remembering (slightly Inappropriate)
Remembering My mind is like A mirror of the past I keep looking at Remebering... Our time together Just you and me Remebering... The feel of you body Covering mine like A long despratly needed Shelter from the world Remebering... The mind shattering kisses You placed all over my body Remebering... The feel of you hands Gliding over me Until i was aching with desire Remebering... The feel of your tounge Trailing all over my body Not missing a single spot Until you recived... A moan of pure... Electrifed pleasure Remebering... The feel of your body Quivering beneath... My very touch Remebering... The need for you In ways I never dreamed possible Remebering... The feel of you probing Trying to break through The virgin barrier The pain barly noticable But still there making me Cry out in shock Remembering... Your sweet wispers of consern Asking me... "Are you okay? Do you want me to stop" Remebering... Hearing the

Chocolate Walnut Strudel
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 8 servings, 1 slice each 1/2 pkg. (17-1/4 oz.) frozen puff pastry (1 sheet) 1 egg, lightly beaten 1 Tbsp. water 4 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate 2 Tbsp. milk 1 Tbsp. butter or margarine 1/2 cup chopped PLANTERS Walnuts 2 Tbsp. powdered sugar PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Thaw pastry sheet at room temperature 30 min. Mix egg and water in small bowl; set aside. Microwave chocolate, milk and butter in medium microwaveable bowl on HIGH 1-1/2 to 2 min. or until chocolate is almost melted, stirring after 1 min. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. UNFOLD pastry sheet onto lightly floured surface. Roll into 16x12-inch rectangle. Spread pastry evenly with chocolate mixture to within 1-1/2 inches of edges. Sprinkle walnuts over chocolate. Starting at short side, roll pastry sheet up jelly roll-style. Place, seam side down, on ungreased baking sheet. Tuck ends under to seal. Brush with egg mixture. BAKE 35

Loves Not Ment For Me
Loves not ment for me I've always thought I'd live my life alone My destiny The way it was ment to be Nothing but solitude For all eternity Then I met you Everthing changed Suddenly my world Revolved around you I flet as if I were completly empty When you were no here It was as if my sun had Suddenly diapeared But when you were neat It was as if my sun had Magicly reapeared Without you My day was gray But wht you My day was filled With a feeling, to this day I cannot begin to explain I didn't want you here I didn't want you there But I wanted you somewhere Where exactly... I hadn't a clue Scared? Maybe... Confused? Most definatly Didn't know what to do Even tried to explain My words too complicated So it seemed Nothing came out Couldn't seem to find my voice With you here So very near Only a breath awy Thoughts clouded my mind Too many to say But on... Right on the tip of my toung I'm in love NO! Couldn't be I banished the thought Lo

Dating Purity Test
Your Dating Purity Score: 41% You are an average dater. You're experienced enough to be a great girlfriend or boyfriend... Though you still may be figuring out exactly what you want in love! Dating Purity Test

Small Rant.
If the car/truck is too big for you to keep it in your own lane, don't freaking buy it. U-turns in a school zone are not only illegal, they can be dangerous to children. Teach your child to use the crosswalk, not to cross in the middle of the street stepping out suddenly from in between parked cars. The red curb means don't park here. A little extra walk to get where you are going never killed anybody. If you find yourself going the wrong way down a one way street, stop and turn around. Don't continue to the next street. This only compounds your stupidity. They put up slower speed signs in a school zone for a reason. Learn them, live them, love them. It may be your child's life they save. That is all... For now.

Ice Woman
Ice Woman You wanna see me? The real me? The true me? I don't think so! It's not going to happen Cause what you see... Is a woman of fire and passion; Burning bright with heart felt desire What you don't see... What I won't let you see... Is the Ice Woman inside of me Blood as cold as ice; Not a hint of the warmth A heart of stone; Not a hint of the blood flow That you seem to notice You can't brake through I won't let you! 'Cause you wanna see me The real me... The true me... I don't think so It not going to happen I wont let you in No matter how hard you try You're not breaking through Not this time 'Cause the ice woman in me Will over rule once again You will run into blood so cold That it will freeze you And if that doesn't stop you My heart sure will It's made of unbreakable stone You're not gettin through No! Not this time Won't let anybody hurt me again

The Marsden Grotto
This is about 2 miles from where I live Marsden Grotto, South Shields The Marsden Grotto, locally known as The Grotto, is a public house located on the coast at Marsden in South Shields, Tyne & Wear. The pub is unique in being the only 'cave bar' in Europe. The Grotto is now a pub/restaurant serving mainly seafood. The Grotto is partly dug into the cliff face and fronted with a more conventional building opening onto the beach. Currently The Grotto includes a large bar, the inside cave with another bar and pool room, a bistro, a heated terrace on the beach and a full restaurant upstairs. Access is either by lift from the car park or by a zigzag stair case on the cliff at the side of the building. The lift is housed in a brick shaft rising from the front of the building. There have long been tales of hauntings at the Grotto, mainly relating to a smuggler who was reputedly murdered by his fellow criminals after selling information to HM Customs. It is said that he was

Whats Your Survey?
N = No M = Maybe Y = yes Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With? [_] Attractive? [_] Mean? Have You Ever... [_] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [_] Found Yourself Wanting A Kiss From Me? [_] Wished I Were There? [_]

Life Is A Bitch
i am soooooooo tired.... was up at 7am this morning talking to muh boyz on purerave, msn & porrigt.se today havent been much of a good day for me. 3 ppl in my life made me feel bad about myself for wanting something in life or wanting to do soemthing special. i dont get it :( why make someone feel bad about themslefs to get there way. im super easy to manipulate so that dosnt make things more easy. well well.... i guess thats life is .. life is a bitch :( just watched CSI NY on tv. now its 10pm here im tired as hell think im going to bed asap.

Gemini Some Features
Ever heard the saying "Been there. Done that?" chances are it came from a Gemini. They are always changing...they are the eternal Chameleon. You never who you are fucking that day. They have had sex. A lot of sex. Probably because they are in a constant state of flux...always looking for the new high. The biggest turn on for a Gemini is: LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION. Here is just a smattering of places that I know Geminis have fucked: In the elevator of the moseleum of Forest Lawn Cemetary DURING A FUNERAL. Wine cellars in nightclubs. Vip Areas of Theatres. Public Parks. The 18th Hole of a private golf course. In the center of a race track just as the flag was going up. On various Gym equipment at numerous health spas. A football stadium during the SuperBowl. A Balcony railing at Mardis Gras in the French Quarter...just to name a few. If it's shiny...they will want it. They are big on DRAMA so be prepared for them to set the mood for sex no matter WHERE you might end up. They WILL take t

Aries Relationships
Aries in Relationships The demanding and passionate Ram needs an equally self-possessed lover to stimulate them and set them on fire. If not, what's the point? Aries can be fiercely loyal, yet self-centered at the same time, so their partner needs to exhibit confidence and a sense of when to give them the space they need. The occasional bouts of temper exhibited by Aries are best dealt with if they are used as a prelude to a deeper understanding and the sizzle that comes with kissing and making up. Aries will stick with a relationship as long as it's hot (and fireworks are key to this Fire Sign), but if things start to cool down, it won't be long before they hit the road. The ideal Aries soul mate may be someone who is never, ever dull.

What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An INTP The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor. What's Your Personality Type?

What You Are To Me
What you are to me You are my soul Bringing me high You are my heart Beating so strong You are my lungs Making me sigh You are my eye Seeing only you You are my ears Hearing only your voice You are my mind Thoughts full of you You are my other half You are a part of me You are my best friend And I will always love you

Our Heros
**Give it afew minites to load** The people you see are the American Heroes. They defend our country and keep us safe. They are our family, our friends, and even our neightbors. They all have core values no matter what branch. Honor- Courage- and Committment. When they are out doing their jobs and protecting this country, they want to know that their love ones back home are safe and proud. For the soldiers that defend this country are the True American Heroes. If it was not for them, I dont think this country would be as safe as it is today. We've made it through September 11th, I know that we will stick through all of this war together. All of us need to be brave and pray for the safe return of our men and women. Have pride and be proud that it is your son/daughter, niece/nephew, cousin/parents and even your grandchildren because they are the American Heroes. Don't forget those we lost on that tragic September morning. They are always on our minds and will always remain in our hear

If We Had Sex....don't Be Shy..
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i liked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorro

Females Please Read
FEMALES READ HOW TO GIVE HEAD *Lick, nibble, go up and down the entire shaft, flick your tongue across the head. * Use your hands on the shaft of the penis, his testicle and on other parts of the body. * Kiss and lick things besides his penis: testicles, inner thigh and lower belly are all very sensitive. * Begin by gently stroking, kissing and blowing on the area around the penis, the testicles, inner thigh and lower belly...if he's not yet rock hard he will be in a minute. * Do something that your partner wouldn't expect; such as taking the entire length in one swoop or taking just the head or licking tightly up the shaft and placing a kiss on the head. * Take the penis in your mouth. Become comfortable with it. Avoid using ur hands, hold it in your mouth without involving teeth. Determine how far it can comfortably go in and then honor that time limit so you dont choke too much. A little choking is good just as long as u can handle it * Wrap one hand around t

Aries And Romance
Aries and Romance Aries loves the hunt and will do whatever it takes to get the prize they want. The question in their mind will often be whether it's a prize worth keeping. Aries will take risks during the chase and would love the object of their affections to do the same. That give-and-take can keep things more than interesting and going for quite some time. There is no doubt that Aries is seductive and will prove hard to resist. Sparks will fly in this competitive pas de deux, and it's all the better where the Ram is concerned. A mental attraction for impassioned Aries is often the first step and the indicator as to whether things will progress. If things work their way down -- watch out! Once hooked, Aries loves strokes and tender caresses and a lover who will tell them that they are the best.

Please Forgive Me
to you all please forgive me i didn't mean what i said i don't want to lose any of you great friends PLEASE FORGIVE ME I DON'T BEHAVE LIKE THAT I DON'T ACT LIKE THAT THAT WAS NOT ME YOU KNOW THAT I AM A SWEET BEAUTIFUL WOMEN PLEASE FORGIVE ME !!!! BRENDA

Aries
Aries The sign of the Ram is graced by the element of Fire, and if you were to use one word to describe Aries, it could easily be heat. People born under this sign have a passion and red-hot energy, which often proves irresistible. It's certainly never boring! Aries likes to initiate relationships, and the role of seducer comes to them easily. This sizzling romance dance will only work on those strong enough to stay in the game, because Aries wants a partner who can go toe-to-toe with them, whether it's over lunch or under the covers. Aries likes to get its way and often pits the wishes of self against what is best for the partnership, which can lead to conflict. These battles, though, are often foreplay, which can result in some sexy fireworks of their own. The Ram is possessed of a great physicality, a sense of adventure, is wildly flirtatious and loves to play.

Whats Your Beer Personality
You Are Corona You don't drink for the love of beer. You drink to get drunk. You prefer a very light, very smooth beer. A beer that's hardly a beer at all. And while you make not like the taste of beer, you like the feeling of being drunk. You drink early and often. Sometimes with friends. Sometimes alone. All the party needs is you! What's Your Beer Personality?

What Year Do You Belong In
You Belong in 1971 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

Chocolate-caramel Marshmallow Torte
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 4 min Makes: 12 servings 1 pkg. (8 squares) BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, chopped, divided 10 Tbsp. butter or margarine 2/3 cup sugar 3 eggs 1 tsp. vanilla 1/3 cup flour 1/4 tsp. salt 20 KRAFT Caramels 2 Tbsp. milk 1 cup JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 9-inch round cake pan. Line bottom of pan with waxed paper. Microwave 1 cup of the chopped chocolate and the butter in large microwaveable bowl on HIGH 2 min. or until butter is melted. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Add sugar; mix well. Blend in eggs and vanilla. Add flour and salt; stir until well blended. Pour into prepared pan. BAKE 40 min. or until toothpick inserted in center comes out with fudgy crumbs. (Do not overbake.) Cool in pan 5 min. Run small knife around side of pan to loosen cake. Invert cake onto serving platter. Remove and discard waxed paper. Cool cake slightly. MICROWAVE caramels and mil

Preparations
Errands, errands, errands. I got my hair cut. In retrospect, I should have gotten it cut in a J. Jonah Jameson style (Daily Bugle publisher/editor in the Spiderman comics). Next time, perhaps. My wardrobe has expanded to include some "editor duds" - new khaki pants and a couple of button-up shirts (dark red and navy blue). I already have ties and belts. I have some brand-new notepads and pens. My brilliant new red pen is itching for action.

Birthday Train Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 24 servings 4 pkg. (10.75 oz. each) frozen pound cake, thawed 4 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided Assorted food colorings Decorations: 16 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies 3 rolls ring-shaped hard candies 1 cup POST Fruity PEBBLES Cereal 6 BARNUM'S ANIMALS Crackers 1 COMET Cup 1 JET-PUFFED Marshmallow 1 JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallow 24 pieces black licorice (for train track) LINE up cakes on large tray or serving platter for train cars. CUT 2-inch-thick crosswise slice off front cake; place at back end of the first cake to resemble train engine. Repeat with last cake, placing the removed cake slice in the middle of the last cake to resemble caboose. DIVIDE whipped topping among four small bowls; tint with food colorings as desired. Use to frost cakes. Add decorations as desired. Store leftover cake in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise At 24 servings, this fun cake is perfe

Construction Birthday Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 1 hr min Total Time: 1 hr 35 min Makes: 14 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) chocolate flavor cake mix 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1 cup OREO Chocolate Cookie Crumbs PREPARE and bake cake mix as directed on package for 13x9-inch baking pan. Cool 5 minutes in pan; remove from pan. Cool completely. Cut 2-inch strip off side of cake; cut into shapes to create "boulders". FROST remaining cake with whipped topping; sprinkle cookie crumbs on top to represent dirt. (Sides of cake can be covered with additional crumbs to represent dirt.) PLACE cut-up "boulders" in piles on top of cake. Place clean small toy construction vehicles on top of cake. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size It Up Kids can have fun helping decorate this cake. At 14 servings, this crowd-pleasing cake is the perfect size for a birthday party. Make-Ahead Bake cake a day ahead, cool and cover with plastic wrap. Decorate the morning of the party, loosely covering "boulders" wi

Booty Patrol
One of my designs, "Booty Patrol" is pseudo inspired by 'Bay Watch'. Combining a distressed iron cross and matching distressed text, it aims to parody the world standard in lifeguard apparel. Originally the design featured on shirts available locally in Lake Havasu, AZ, where river go'ers strongly associate the iron cross with the motor-head mantra and of course for the guys cruising in the boat is second only to looking out for hot 'booty'! Ideal beach wear for use while tanning or just something to throw on for the mall. The design is available on several different products (featured here on the Organic Tee) and in various combination of front, back and/or pocket prints. Not to be left out of expressing themselves the design is complimented by a ladies version "Boy Patrol". Check out both designs at my online store DeXine Graphic Concepts.

Birthday Clown Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 2 hr min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) cake mix, any flavor 1-1/2 cups BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut, divided Blue, yellow and red food colorings 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed Decorations: 30 gumdrops, 2 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, 1 JET-PUFFED Marshmallow, 14 small round candies, 9 square fruit chews, 2 jelly candies, 1 chewy fruit snacks, 2 Mini NUTTER BUTTER Peanut Butter Sandwich Cookies, 2 jelly candies PREPARE cake batter as directed on package; pour evenly into 1 (9-inch) round cake pan and 1 (9-inch) square baking pan. Bake as directed on package for 9-inch cake layers. Cool completely. Remove cake layers from pans. PLACE round layer on cutting board; trim off 1-inch piece from top of cake. Cut trimmed piece crosswise in half; set aside. Cut square layer into 3 triangles, starting at the center of one side and cutting to the bottom left corner of the cake layer. Then, repeat the cut with

Dark Molten Chocolate Cakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 12 servings, 1/2 cake each 6 oz. (1-1/2 pkg.) BAKER'S Dark Bittersweet Chocolate Baking Bars 10 Tbsp. butter 1-1/2 cups powdered sugar 1/2 cup flour 3 whole eggs 3 egg yolks PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Grease 6 (6-oz.) custard cups or souffle dishes. Place on baking sheet. MICROWAVE chocolate and butter in large microwaveable bowl on MEDIUM (50%) 2 min. or until butter is melted. Stir with wire whisk until chocolate is completely melted. Add powdered sugar and flour; mix well. Add whole eggs and egg yolks; beat until well blended. Divide batter evenly into prepared custard cups. BAKE 14 to 15 min. or until cakes are firm around the edges but soft in the centers. Let stand 1 min. Run small knife around cakes to loosen. Carefully invert cakes onto dessert dishes. Sprinkle lightly with additional powdered sugar and garnish with raspberries, if desired. Serve immediately. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size It Up Serve th

Hmm
~*~TAG~*~ EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS WITH 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS, AND STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. CHOOSE 6 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LIST THEIR NAMES, LEAVE A COMMENT AND TELL THEM THEY ARE TAGGED AND TO CHECK YOUR BLOG FOR DETAILS. ITS FUN 1. i let my cat sleep on my blankets with me 2. I only drink when others are around 3. I love to sing but ask me to and I won't. 4. I put people before myself 5. I am afraid of someone hurting me again. 6. My favorite thing to do is have fun OK....SO HERE THEY ARE. PEOPLE I'M TAGGING 1. keke 2. meg 3. debbielee 4. reyna 5. playmate 6. Jim

Hole-in-one Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 45 min Total Time: 3 hr 45 min Makes: 15 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow or white cake mix 1 cup boiling water 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Brand Lime Flavor Gelatin 1/2 cup cold water 2 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1 red and 1 green chewy fruit snack roll 4 pretzel sticks 1 JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallow, cut into quarters PREPARE and bake cake mix in 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool completely. Invert cake onto large platter; remove pan. Using small sharp knife, cut and scoop out a shallow free form "golf course" from center of cake. Reserve removed cake for another use. STIR boiling water into dry gelatin in medium bowl until completely dissolved. Stir in cold water. Refrigerate about 1 hour until slightly thickened (the consistency of unbeaten egg whites). Pour thickened gelatin into center of cake. Refrigerate 3 hours or until set. STIR slightly c

Fluffy Strawberry Lemon Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 10 min Makes: 8 servings 1 round angel food cake, 9 inch (about 10 oz.) 1-1/4 cups cold fat free milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Fat Free Sugar Free Instant Reduced Calorie Pudding & Pie Filling 1 Tbsp. grated lemon peel 1 cup strawberries, chopped 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping 6 whole strawberries, halved (optional) PLACE cake on serving plate. Cut a 3/4-inch-thick horizontal slice from top of cake using serrated knife; set aside. With small sharp knife, cut a 1-inch wide and 1-inch deep tunnel around center of interior of cake, being careful to not cut through to bottom or side of cake. Remove cake cutout; reserve for snacking or another use. POUR milk into medium bowl. Add dry pudding mix. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Add lemon peel. Remove 1/2 cup of the pudding; place in medium bowl. Set aside. Spoon chopped strawberries inside tunnel of cake; spoon remaining

Medieval Castle Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 1 hr min Total Time: 1 hr 15 min Makes: 16 servings 1 cup cold milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Chocolate Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 2 pkg. (10 oz. each) pound cake 2 chocolate flavored sugar cones 48 HONEY MAID Grahams Chocolate Sticks 1 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookie 1 piece black licorice (4-inch) 1 jar (1.75 oz.) chocolate flavored sprinkles 1 chewy fruit snack roll 8 drops blue food coloring POUR milk into bowl; add dry pudding mix. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. Remove 1/2 cup of the whipped topping; set aside. Gently stir remaining whipped topping into pudding mixture. Refrigerate 15 min. until mixture thickens. SLICE 1 cake in half horizontally. Place bottom cake half on platter. Spread about 1 inch thick with pudding mixture; top with second cake half. Frost ends with pudding mixture. Cut second cake in half vertically; stand on end on each side of main section. Fr

Diva Sleepover Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 1 hr min Total Time: 1 hr 30 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) cake mix, any flavor 1 cup cold milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 6 NUTTER BUTTER Peanut Butter Sandwich Cookies 6 NILLA Wafers 2 chewy fruit snack rolls Decorating gel 1/2 cup BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut Food coloring 1/4 cup jelly beans PREPARE cake batter and bake in 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool in pan 10 min. Carefully invert onto wire rack; cool completely. Meanwhile, pour milk into medium bowl. Add dry pudding mix. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. Gently stir in whipped topping; cover. Refrigerate 30 min. or until thickened. TRANSFER cake to cake board or tray. Arrange peanut butter cookies, side-by-side, down center of cake to resemble six bodies laying next to each other in a bed. Spread pudding mixture onto top and sides of cake, completely covering

The Refrigerator Wars
I happen to have 2 roommates, one of which is my cousin, and recently we have been having fridge wars. Not in a good way either. It started with my cousin buying some beer and putting a note on it saying don't touch, which is his every right. The thing is, if I have beer or anything in there, he always helps himself to it. So I went an bought groceries and put a note on everything I bought that it was mine and to not touch. He didn't really like that one, but he never buys food for here, but will eat stuff I buy if he likes it. Then it spread to my other roommate because he hangs out with this girl who seems to think she is allowed to tell us what to do in our own home. She went and bought some zimas and left them in our fridge for a couple days. Well I was drinking a couple beers one night and when I finished my couple beers I drank her Zimas. When my roomie came home that night he started bitching at me because I drank her zimas. I told him that the 24 hour rule applied. He didn't li

Under-the-sea Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 35 min Total Time: 5 hr 35 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) white cake mix, any flavor 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 3/4 cup boiling water 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Brand Berry Blue Flavor Gelatin 2 cups ice cubes 10 NILLA Wafers, crushed 2 chewy fruit snack rolls 15 jelly beans 4 TEDDY GRAHAMS Honey Graham Snacks Decorating gel 7 bite-size fish-shaped chewy fruit snacks PREPARE and bake cake batter in greased foil-lined 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool completely. Invert cake onto large platter; remove pan and foil. Use a serrated knife to cut 1/2-inch-wide strip off each side of cake. Cut each strip in half lengthwise; set aside. SPREAD cake with 1-1/2 cups of the whipped topping. Stack cake strips around outside edges of cake to make a rim. Spread rim with remaining 1/2 cup whipped topping. Refrigerate until ready to use. STIR boiling water into dry gelatin mix in large bowl at least

My Life
my life is something i don't think no one would miss if i was gone so many tragedies and heartaches turned my psyche to that of stone i live a life of being nothing more than alone i accomplished little really nothing to be shown i would leave this earth no more than a gentle wind being blown i've taken all that i can take had my heart broken all that it can break maybe people are right i'm nothing more than a creul mistake i've said all i have to say maybe this is the final act in my play or maybe i shall live again another day just remember either way i caused no sorrow if i decided to walk off this earth tommorow

Day Before Candy
so last night, it was late and i just figured "fuck it, i'm not gonna do homework this late and i got my application to Redlands, i'm taking the weekend off"...well that wasnt wat i was thinkin last night, that was this morning lol. last night was more "meh, i can do this in the morning" and i went to sleep. whoot halloween is tomorrow!! my friends are coming over so i wont be online at all. we're watching the scary movie series (all four) and eating candy we buy (since we'r not trick-or-treating) and they're sleeping over (two girls, no boys). maybe zack will pick us up in the morning or not, depends on guess on when he gets his ass out the door. i'm so ready for a sugar high!!! it's the only good high (AND THE ONLY HIGH THAT I'VE HAD!!) that there is. what's sad is that i cant bring my wings because they go three feet to either side and i'm not crab walking all over the skool. maybe i'll just use an older costume...i'll bring my camera so i'll have pictures of my costume

Public Warning
JUST IN CASE YOU DIDNT KNOW......ALL OF THE POEMS ON MY BLOG ARE ALL CREATED AND WRITTEN BY ME. IF YOU COPY THEM OR STEAL THEM IN ANY WAY, I PRAY GOD HAVE MERCY ON YOUR SOUL, BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL WONT! I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, AND FUCKING KILL YOUR THIEVING ASS. AND WHAT I CANT PUT IN THE GRINDER, I WILL FEED IT TO MY DOGS. BEWARE OF PISSING ME OFF. YOU DONT WANT TO FUCK WITH ME!!!!!!!!!

Adopted
omg i just found out i m adopted.. omg this is fucken freaky... and omg i like victoria as my middle name no rene. and my last name was soo great barry but i found out my last name is lindsey.. omg so like who are my parents ?????? *looks confussed* and my birthday isn't nov. 27 its jan 27 omg omg omg omg omg........and that i have sister and a brother!!!! why would someone slit a family like that ?? *crys* *cys* so my mother didn't want me? how depressing omg ... and who is my dad???? omg this is just soo to much

Freedom Of Speech?!?!?!
What ever happened to freedom of speech ? A friend was banned from posting comments and uploading pictures today. why? Because he was trying to make light of our new name here at "CherryTap". Now I've seen all of his work..And I don't see anything wrong with them...THEY ARE CARTOONS for god sakes. You have women on here posting nudies in bulletins... And posting cartoon pics of adult situations A guy does it..and gets comment banned..Where is the logic? I'll probably get banned as well for standing up for him, but this is A) AN ADULT SITE, u must be 18 years of age or older correct? Makes it adult. B)America, Canada, Whatever, We all have the right to our freedom of speech, take that away and what do we have left? Nothing. From WIKIPEDIA: Freedom of speech is the concept of being able to speak freely without censorship. The right to freedom of speech is guaranteed under international law through numerous human rights instruments, notably under Article 19

I Went To Charlotte
David had to work yesterday (Sunday) so I rode with him up to charlotte and had my brother meet me at his job and come bring me from there to his house to see him. It's been years since I've been able to visit my home town. I spent from like 7:30 till 7 or 8 with my brother and his family and stuff just talking and playing with all the kids mine and his and stuff. David set around when he got off and talked with Charlie my brother and stuff while I visited with SueSue, BooBoo, Lily. It's been so long we had alot to talk about. And I learned some stuff also. But alround it was a great visit. But on the way home David rode so he could go to sleep and the boys both went to sleep. So I'm driving home from a place I really haven't ever drove to and haven't been to in over 5 or 6 years and with all the new rodes I got lost and they was stand still traffic so it took me like 4 and half hours to get home by the time I got home and got everyone in bed and ready for bed and a sleep it was just a

Just Gabbing!
Wow! this sure is a different site than any other I have been to ( THANK YOU MAWKIE xoxoxoxo) I am still trying to learn the ropes here...but so far, all that I have met are pretty nice! I am Looking forward to knowing LC better and getting to know more of the people on here!

True Riches
THIS POEM IS HERE FOR THOSE WHO NEVER SEE THE TRUE RICHES THAT LAY IN FRONT OF THEE. YOU WISH YOU MAY, AND YOU WISH YOU MIGHT, TO HOLD YOUR FAMILY ONE MORE NIGHT. BUT YOU CANT BECAUSE YOU HAVE DIED. LOVING THEM SOME, WAS ALL YOU TRIED. YOUR NOT IN HEAVEN AND YOUR NOT IN HELL, YOUR STUCK IN LIMBO, THATS WHERE YOU FELL. YOU THINK BACK AND BEGIN TO CRY, YOU HATE YOURSELF FOR NOT SPENDING TIME. YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE BUT NOW YOU DONT, GETTING A SECOND ONE YOU SURE AS HELL WONT. MISSING YOUR BROTHER, SISTER, YOUR MOM AND DAD, WHY DIDNT YOU USE THE PRECIOUS TIME YOU HAD. YOUR LOVING FAMILY, IS FOREVER LOST ALL BECAUSE THE PAIN YOU CAUSE. YOU NEVER LOVED THEM ENOUGH, AND YOU NEVER BOUGHT THEM STUFF. HOW LONG WILL YOU'LL BE IN LIMBO, NO ONE IN THE WORLD CAN EVER TELL. BUT AS SURE AS THE SKYS ARE BLUE, YOU'LL FALL STRAIGHT TO THE PITS OF HELL. IF YOU ALWAYS REMEMBER YOUR FAMILY AND THAT THEY ARE THE REAL GOLD, THEN YOU WILL HAVE A HAPPY

Why?
Have been having conversations recently with a few people about why do we love someone. I asked them "Why do you love your partner?" and I get answers like "He is kind to my dog." This is an attribute of that person that you might love, but that is not why you love them. I for one do not know the answer to the question I pose. What makes us love a preson? The attributes of a person may be loved, but if another has the same ones, why would you not love them? No it is an enigma that I have not been able to unravel. I ask all for their thoughts and opinions.

I Was Gonna Write About..
I was gonna write about what happened last night.. Screw that.. I got a raise! And I go on 3rd shift! and.. I get to operate a machine again! Thats what matters.. I get to operate! woohoo Why is my net so slow today? lol darn it!

19 Things It's Taken Me 36 Years To Learn...
1. Never under any circumstances take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be “meetings.” 3. There is a very fine line between “hobby” and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. And when God, who created the entire universe with all of its glories, decides to deliver a message to humanity, He WILL NOT use, as His messenger, a person on cable TV with a bad hairstyle. 6. You should not confuse your career with your life. 7. No matter what happens, somebody will find a way to take it too seriously. 8. When trouble arises and things look bad, there is always one individual who perceives a solution and is willing to take command. Very often, that individual is crazy. 9. Nobody cares if you can’t dance well. Just get up and

Race Car Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 10 servings 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake 1 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1/2 tsp. food coloring, any color 1 piece chewy fruit snack roll (5 inch), cut into 4 lengthwise strips 4 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies 4 yellow candy-coated chocolate pieces 2 Tbsp. decorating icing, multiple colors PLACE cake on cutting board; cut into pieces as shown in diagram to resemble a race car. TINT whipped topping with food coloring; spread evenly over cake. DECORATE top of cake with fruit roll strips to resemble racing stripes and front grille of the car. Place 2 cookies on each side of car for the wheels. Place yellow chocolate pieces on front and back of car to resemble headlights and taillights. Draw windows on car and write the child's age on top of cake with icing. Use remaining icing to decorate cake as desired. Store in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Celebrate a special occasion with the kid

Tagged By Timmy
~*~TAG~*~ EACH PLAYER OF THIS GAME STARTS WITH 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS, AND STATE THIS RULE CLEARLY. CHOOSE 6 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LIST THEIR NAMES, LEAVE A COMMENT AND TELL THEM THEY ARE TAGGED AND TO CHECK YOUR BLOG FOR DETAILS. ITS FUN 1. I SMOKE WAY TOO MUCH 2. I SWEAR LIKE A SAILOR ON SHORE LEAVE. 3. I PREFER KETSUP ON MY MEDIUM-RARE STEAK. 4. I HAVEN'T BEEN ON A REAL DATE IN YEARS. 5. I AM SCARED TO DEATH OF ROLLER COASTERS. 6. THE THOUGHT OF DYING REALLY SCARES ME. OK....SO HERE THEY ARE. PEOPLE I'M TAGGING angel-lette~~dark lotus~~ happy1anne onlysolitaire wildfox63 crystal NC 8 Rules now you guys start tagging people. anyone can do this blog, you don't have to be tagged to do it, but if you're Tagged you HAVE to do it

Great Snow Castle Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 45 min Total Time: 5 hr min Makes: 12 servings 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake, cut lengthwise into 8 thin slices 2 cups boiling water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Berry Blue Flavor Gelatin 2 cups ice cubes 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 4 COMET Cups 24 small blue chewy fruit snacks 24 blue jelly beans LINE 9-inch square pan with plastic wrap. Arrange cake slices on bottom and up sides of pan; set aside. Stir boiling water into dry gelatin mixes in large bowl 2 min. until completely dissolved. Add ice cubes; stir with wire whisk until gelatin is slightly thickened. Remove any unmelted ice. Add 1 cup of the whipped topping; stir until well blended. Refrigerate 15 min. POUR gelatin mixture into cake-lined pan; cover with plastic wrap. Refrigerate 4 hours or until firm. UNMOLD dessert onto serving plate; remove plastic wrap. Frost dessert with remaining whipped topping. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Decorat

Giddy-up Horse Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 1 hr 15 min Makes: 20 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) chocolate cake mix 6 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate 1 cup whipping cream 1 cup powdered sugar 2 white ring-shaped hard candies (for eyes) 2 red ring-shaped hard candies (for bridle) 25 assorted candy-coated chocolate pieces (for bridle) 3 pieces (8 inch each) string licorice (for bridle) PREPARE cake batter and bake in greased foil-lined 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool completely. Cut cake into pieces as shown in diagram. Arrange on serving platter as shown in photo ; set aside. PLACE chocolate and cream in medium microwaveable bowl. Microwave on MEDIUM (50%) 2 to 3 min. or until chocolate is completely melted and mixture is well blended, stirring after each min. Remove 1/4 cup of the chocolate mixture; place in small resealable plastic bag. Set aside. Add powdered sugar to remaining chocolate mixture in bowl; beat with wire whisk until smoo

Haven You Ever...
Have you ever seen someone who is so cute and adorable that you just have to hate them for it? "Wow, she's as cute as a button. I must hate her, for I do not know what that button reference even means." Perhaps a more accurate statement would be, "Why for did she gots ta have all the cute when I done felled out of the ugly tree and the ugly wind bloweded the tree over on my head?"

Blast-off Spaceship Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 5 hr 5 min Makes: 15 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) white cake mix 2 cups boiling water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Strawberry Flavor Gelatin 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 1 Tbsp. decorating icing 40 candy-coated chocolate pieces 1 piece string licorice (10 inches), cut in 2-inch pieces PREPARE cake batter and bake in 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool in pan 15 min. (Do not remove cake from pan.) MEANWHILE, stir boiling water into dry gelatin mix in large bowl at least 2 min. until completely dissolved. Pierce cake with large fork or wooden skewer at 1/2-inch intervals. Carefully pour gelatin over cake in pan. Cover and refrigerate 4 hours or overnight. DIP pan in warm water 10 sec.; unmold cake onto cutting board. Cut into pieces as shown in diagram and photo. Arrange pieces on large foil-covered board or platter to resemble a spaceship as shown in photo. Spread top and sides

Skateboard Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 20 min Makes: 15 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) white cake mix 8 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies 1 Tbsp. decorating icing 2 chocolate-filled rolled wafer cookies 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping Food coloring 36 assorted candy-coated chocolate pieces 2 Tbsp. decorating gel PREPARE cake batter as directed on package; pour into one 9-inch round cake pan and one 13x9-inch baking pan, making sure that the level of batter in each pan is the same. Bake as directed on package for each pan size. Cool in pans 5 min.; remove to wire racks. Cool completely. SPREAD tops of 4 of the OREO Cookies with some of the icing; top each with second OREO to resemble a skateboard wheel. (You will have a total of four "wheels.") Attach one set of cookie wheels to each end of the wafer cookies with the remaining icing; set aside. PLACE rectangular cake on large board or platter. Cut round cake crosswise in half; position one half at eac

Hidden Treasure Chest Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 10 servings 4 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, chopped 1/2 cup whipping cream 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake 1/2 cup powdered sugar 34 yellow candy-coated chocolate pieces 1 candy necklace 1 candy bracelet 10 foil-wrapped chocolate coins 2 pieces red string licorice (6 inches each) 10 NILLA Wafers, crushed MICROWAVE chocolate and cream in large microwaveable bowl on MEDIUM (50%) 2 to 3 min. or until chocolate is completely melted and mixture is well blended, stirring after 1-1/2 min. Cool slightly. Gradually add powdered sugar, beating with electric mixer on high speed until mixture is well blended and of desired spreading consistency. USE a serrated knife to cut off top one third of cake. Set top aside. Place bottom of cake on large serving platter; spread with chocolate frosting. Scatter candies and some of the coins around cake as desired. Replace top of cake; spread with the remaining chocolate f

Me So Horny
I'm a man, baby. Of course I'm horny. Duh. I just try not to make it the central motivator in my life. But do show me your boobs, by all means. I'll respect you or whatever in the morning. If I'm still around. Which I won't be. Because I'm a man.

Yay Baltimore!
The safest and most dangerous US cities. Top 25 OVERALL: (371 cities) SAFEST 25: 1 Brick Township, NJ 2 Amherst, NY 3 Mission Viejo, CA 4 Newton, MA 5 Troy, MI 6 Colonie, NY 7 Irvine, CA 8 Cary, NC 9 Greece, NY 10 Coral Springs, FL 11 Thousand Oaks, CA 12 Orem, UT 13 Round Rock, TX 14 Dover, NJ 15 Lake Forest, CA 16 Sterling Heights, MI 17 Simi Valley, CA 18 Roswell, GA 19 Lee's Summit, MO 20 Broken Arrow, OK 21 Chino Hills, CA 22 Gilbert, AZ 23 Edison Township, NJ 24 Cranston, RI 25 Port St. Lucie, FL MOST DANGEROUS 25: 1 St. Louis, MO 2 Detroit, MI 3 Flint, MI 4 Compton, CA 5 Camden, NJ 6 Birmingham, AL 7 Cleveland, OH 8 Oakland, CA 9 Youngstown, OH 10 Gary, IN 11 Richmond, CA 12