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Let Me Know
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would u have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)Would you care for me? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would u tell me? 11.)Would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would u introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what i wore when we go out ? 14.)Would you go to the Club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do? 18.)Would u give me your myspace password? 19.)If i gave you mine would you read all my mail? 20.)If i said i loved you would you say it bac

College Costs To Much Money
why does college cost so much money? today i found out that i might have to quit college, because i cant pay the bill. so i cant resister for next semester classes. I owe to much money, and i dont qualify for a loan. University isnt doing shit for me either. dont know what to do. then on top of that stress my grandma dies and work is fucked up. My person live is even worse. Lets not go there. Been way to long for even a hug. Ok i am tired of feeling sorry for myself on here. I am going to go cry. And NO i am not selling me truck to pay for college. NOT a choice.

A Movie Project I'm Working On
This is a charactor I created named, Model . TY-10 code name, "Titan" Myself and some of my film crew buddy's are planning on making a full length feature film about this charactor, plans are already in the work's and this product here what we call, a "mock" movie trailer is actualy our promo video we plan on presenting to our potential money investors to fund the making of the movie, and then hopefully turn it into a T.V serie's.The suit was home made by myself just for the filming of this promo video and for the still pictures to give the investor's an idea on what he might possibly look like, we are in close contact with one of the person's who made the "Robo Cop" costume to try and work out a deal for him to make a suit for us.We also have a couple of comic book artists drawing some pics for us, and with these picutres we plan on presenting an idea we came up with involving the comic industry, of course I am not at liberty to disclose any detail's at this time, but, we have a pret

Fuck Tammy Duckworth.
SO i was watching High Lord Television today when a Duckworth commercial appeared. In it they say she SUPPORTS a bill allowing school principals the absolute power to EXPELL a student for bringing a gun to school. Yeah! thats what we need, more shunned ignorant children wandering the streets without an education, embittered, with a violent history made WORSE by lack of counseling and KNOWLEDGE. Who uses exclusionary tactics as a way to reform a young mind? Apalling. And we wonder where all these troubled human beings come from. We aslk ourselves where child killers and belltower snipers are created. From isolation. People like Duckworth can NEVER understand the plight of the poor family, being the sons and daughters of the Old Money Syndicate. In most poor households half the time parent(s) have no time to talk to their children about the problems they face in school. Theyre busy pulling 40+ hour shifts to keep food on the table for that young gun wielding kid. Who should step in then?

Beautiful
BEAUTIFUL You told me I was beautiful It meant so much to me. But when I looked into the mirror There was no beauty I could see. I asked you why you said that I asked you why you lied. Then you told me to look closer Because I'm beautiful inside. -Bekki Hammer

Kaleidoscope
KALEIDOSCOPE In a desperate moment, the me I was prayed to whoever would hear, and the me I would be reached back in love took my hand and led me to be the me I would be. In a desperate moment, the me I would be prayed to the me I am, reaching for me, knowing I would help. In a desperate moment, the me I am smiles toward the me I will be. And she smiles back at all of us. -Winnie Shows

Girls, Please Fill This Out For Me And Post Your Answers In A Blog Comment......
Girlfriend Application. About You....... Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontanious?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTA

True Reflection
TRUE REFLECTION I feel it's all too easy, In this shallow day and age To compare your outer beauty, to that on a magazine. The hair, the smile, And flawless skin. The tan, the height, How beautifully thin! Yet, "the look" on you Never turns out right. When you measure up, It's always, nope, not quite. So I say, take a look At yourself without the mirror. And maybe then within yourself, Your beauty will be clearer. True-models they are beautiful, The skin, the clothes, the face. But superficial beauty, In time will be erased. True beauty lies within you, From loving who you are. The passion for the things you do, In life will take you far. So remember to look inward, And set aside your pride, And there will be your beauty, Shining deep inside. -Jessica Sheffer

Peoples Pages & Photo
The thing that gets me is the people who won't allow any comments on thier pages but yet they want points. Well...why should I waste my time pointing them if I can't make a comment..its like you earn those points:) What I choose to do is "no comment, NO POINTS" and move on. What do others think of this? They want points....then allow comments on photos! SHEESH!! They want freebie points on no butts and boobs and yet those that do..are too stuck up and think some of us good guys will just point them for free!! Just a view...not those of my friends or this site...I endorse this message...:)

Masked Stranger
MASKED STRANGER I'm a lonely, silent stranger, And to myself untrue. I hide behind a mask, you see, That no one can unglue. I sit alone and think at night, And wish that I could cry. But my mask will not allow it, So my eyes are always dry. I long to share what's underneath, This painful mask of mine. But everyone I can trust, Just doesn't have the time. Alone in this uniqueness, That nobody can see, Because I hide myself so well, They cannot hear my plea. I'll try to struggle on alone, And yes, I'll get crushed down. But I will keep on striving, Until my self is found. I'll wait til I've succeeded, And can live without a mask. Then I'll help another stranger, That was too afraid to ask. -Alice Lee

Would You Let Me.......................................
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRiIND- 1. Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Astrological Sign? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you let me pleasure you? 20.Would you dance with me? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out

Good Night!!!
It's about that time...for me to log off. I probably won't be on this weekend due to the fact that it is a minor holiday in the DFW area (for my bday week). So please feel free to leave plenty of lovin and messages for me to respond to when I get back on. I also promise to have plenty of new pics to upload from the birthday bashes!!! XOXOXOXO Sam~Thanks for making my bday great!!!~@ CherryTAP

Did You Hear That? She Just Burped!
I went and saw Marie Annitonneirette tonight. [can't spell sorry.] and basically, it was VERY boring. It had NO plot - besides them conceiving a child. Anyhoot, I'm going to see Ashley in Anne Frank tomorrow and eat with Erin K. Amanda G. and Ashley VP. I'm excited, to say the least. I wish chels would get on... >/ lolol. My feet stink, btw. :] I know you people wanted to know that too.

This Is How Sex Starts....
...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! depending. lol Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! **send this as how sex starts..**2B

Strive
STRIVE Pray for the day when all men are equal, Stay for the time when love has a sequel. Strive for the dawn of a more gracious world, Thrive in the knowledge of true joy unfurled. Stand for the things that you know to be right, Understand hardships of souls without sight. Give to the people who have less than you, Live to give credit where credit is due. Endure rocky friendships; forgive and forget, Ensure that the needs of the nation are met. Hope for the time that leaves nothing to mourn, Cope with the trials of change as they're born. Fight for the wounded in body and heart, Unite the cultures long since torn apart. Speak for the people who haven't a voice, Seek for the option to be given a choice. Exist for the chance to right wrongs old and new, Resist any force that defies what you do. -Anastasia Cassidy

Faithfully Departed
Faithfully Departed Dancing with the Devil near the brimstones glow Is how I feel with each seed I sow There is a prison in the hearts of men I believe But I've found no key to set us free... So where do we go from here? Darkness engulfs the souls in the pit of night Is how I feel looking for the light Innocence is the stolen property of the child But I've found no path out of the wild... So where do we go from here? Copyright 2006

I Can't Believe It, I Have To Move Again!
When I moved to Baltimore, I was intending to move to Washington DC. We had a bit over $1000 and figured we wouldn't have much trouble landing a place and jobs. Six weeks later, after exhausing all our money and having family and friends send more, we get into a place. We were there all of six weeks - then get thrown out because the folks leasing the house violated the lease and didn't tell us. We end up in Baltimore, moving in with an aquaintance the GF had made a couple of weeks previous. Got settled with jobs and started catching up on rent here - it's not much, but the GF is away at college so I'm having to do it alone. Well, here I am, a month or so away from actually getting caught up, and the housemate tells me I have to move out at the end of the month, no further reason given. Now I'm back to square one. He expects his back money, of course, plus I also have to get cash together to move into somewhere else - I'm only one guy who brings home 350-400 a week, tops. I'm S

One Word Survey
YO U . . . C A N . . . O N L Y . . . T Y P E . . . O N E . . . W O R D ! N O . . . E X P L A N A T I O N S ! Not as easy as you might think. . . 1. Yourself: 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: 3. Your hair: 4. Your mother: 5. Your Father: 6. Your Favorite Item: 7. Your dream last night: 8. Your Favorite Drink: 9. Your Dream Car: 10. Your Favorite Saying: 11. Your Ex: 12. Your Fear: 13. What you want to be in 10 years: 14. Who you hung out with last night?: 15. What you're NOT?: 16. Muffins: 17: One of Your Wish List Items: 18: Time: 19. The Last Thing You Did: 20. What You Are Wearing: 21. Your Favorite Weather: 22. Your Favorite Book: 23. The Last Thing You Ate: 24. Your Life: 25. Your Mood: 26. Your Body: 27. What are you thinking about right now?: 29. What are you doing at the moment?

You Are To Me
Nothing can describe, the way I feel for you Your love is warm and precious Your heart so pure and true Heavens angels brought me To knock upon your door To give you all my love To keep you wanting more The special bond we share, will guide us on our way To a perfect life were dreams come true What more can I really say We were brought together, never will we part Your my special gift Your my shining star I'll love you unconditionally With all my heart and soul I'll never break your spirit I'll always keep you whole

White Cluster
Still it came passing by The pieces weaved together rose the sun And fooled me with another day The knocking message called for my life Sealed the spell of my scrawny body Soil to skin, my next of kin Damp air grasped, stole the words And greeted me with a hiss This is forgiveness, so I know Once I repent I seal the lid I slither for you and I'm dying I find trust in hate They wear white for me Seemingly jaded and lost I forge myself into your dreams And here I am your life Hangman, clutching at his tools I will come for you The noose is tied Murmur through the crowd Plunging into anywhere but here Cloak-captured sighs of relief As the primal touch brought me back And the last sight I did see is still here Beckoning right behind me

Serenity Painted Death
Returned from a hibernal dream Voices fell like marble No longer by my side Gone all that would linger Ripped from my embrace Melinda reflected in shafts Red line round her neck Met the earth in silence White faced, haggard grin This serenity painted death With a halo of bitter disease Black paragon in lingering breath White faced, haggard grin This serenity painted death With a halo of bitter disease Black paragon in lingering breath Saw here fading, blank stare into me Clenched fist from the beautiful pain Darkness reared its head Tearing within the reeling haze Took control, claiming my flesh Piercing rage, perfect tantrum Each and every one would die at my hand Choking in warm ponds of blood At last, weak and torn, I went down Drained from strength, flickering breath Came with the moon The wayward in concious state Flanked and barred in destiny's end Underneath with hope in laches Swathed in filth, any would betoken Starlit shadows on the

Face Of Melinda
By the turnstile beckons a damsel fair The face of Melinda neath blackened hair No joy would flicker in her eyes Brooding sadness came to a rise Words would falter to atone Failure had passed the stepping stone She had sworn her vows to another This is when no-one will bother And conceded pain in crumbling mirth A harlot of God upon the earth Found where she sacrificed her ways That hollow love in her face Still I plotted to have her back The contentment that would fill the crack My soul released a fluttering sigh This day fell, the darkness nigh I took her by the hand to say All faith forever has been washed away I returned for you in great dismay Come with me, far away to stay Endlessly gazing in nocturnal prime She spoke of her vices and broke the rhyme But baffled herself with the final line My promise is made but my heart is thine

Moonlapse Vertigo
Kept warm by the light of the lantern Lost sight of everything tonight My presence blackens their pattern A pock in the healthy and calm Their scorn behind your back My promise would put them down No trace of reverance left Immemorial fire in their eyes I would persih at the given signal At the slightest touch from my soul Tainted prophet in flesh For all the plagued and lost Dripping sin Decision in stalemate Dare to feel death at hand Surprised me with its voice Through the forest came the morn Across the leafy pathway Their deeds smeared in blood For all to behold The council of the cross Must have sensed my coming The pest through the air With despise for squalor Lashing out at the poor I turned away my eyes In pallor escape from the end Fading time to leave from here And less to fulfill my task She would be safe and firm Nothing of this is in vain Taken away from stifling grace And saved from the past

Benighted
Come into this night Here we'll be gone So far away From our weak and crumbling lives Come into this night When days are done Lost and astray In what's vanished from your eyes What came and distorted your sight Saw you benighted by your fright Come into this night Your plight alone Carry your weight You are flawed as all of us Come into this night You only home It's never too late To repent, suffer the loss What came and distorted your sight Saw you benighted by your fright What came and distorted your sight Saw you benighted by your fright Come into this night When you're able To undo your deeds And atone with your lonely soul Once you're into this night All minds are stable Forget all your needs Lose the grip of all control

Godhead's Lament
Marauder Staining the soil, midst of stillness Beloved fraternity to an end Red eyes probe the scene All the same Stilted for the beholder Depravity from the core Handcarved death in stoneladen aisles I hide the scars from my past Yet they sense my (mute) dirge This is when it all falls apart White hands grasping for straws Sly smile, poisoned glare behind Undisguised manmade nova Mute cry, don't dare to tread Searing beams tracking you down Adoring what never has been Some will bring with them all they have seen Searching my way to perplexion The gleam of her eyes In that moment she knew Thought I could not leave this place On this imminent day As I've reached the final dawn To what's gone astray What would they care if I did stay No-one would know What would they care if I did stay No-one should know Thought I could not leave this place On this imminent day As I've reached the final dawn To what's gone astray What would they care if I did

The Moor
The sigh of summer upon my return Fifteen alike since I was here Bathed in deep fog, blurring my trail Snuffing the first morning rays Weary from what might have been ages Still calm with my mind at peace Would I prosper or fall, drain the past The lapse of the moment took it's turn I was foul and tainted, devoid of faith Wearing my death-mask at birth The hands of God, decrepit and thin Cold caress and then nothing I was taken away from my plight A treason bestowed to the crowd Branded a jonah with fevered blood Ungodly freak, defiler Pale touch, writhing in the embers Damp mud burning in my eyes All the faces turned away And all would sneer at my demise Outcast with dogmas forged below Seared and beaten, banished from where I was born No mercy would help me on my way In the pouring rain nothing is the same Vows in ashes I pledge myself to no-one Seethed and spiteful All shudder at the call of my name If you'll bear with me You'll fear of me T

Cars And Driving . . .
Why does it seem that driver's licenses are being handed out like candy nowadays? There are way too many people on the road that CANNOT drive. “Let's do 25 in the passing lane.” “Let's merge on the freeway doing 5!” Idiots. Assholes. If there is someone in front of you who may be going a bit slow, don't speed up to make them go faster. Because, honestly, you'll end up rear-ending someone. Frankly, if it was ME in the slow car, and you sped up behind me to get me to go faster, I'd slam on my brakes. You know that bumper sticker that says “The Closer You Get, The Slower I Go”? Well, that's me. Unless you're a hemorrhoid, stay off of my ass. And don't speed up, go around me, and fucking cut me off just to make a point. Because if an accident occurs because of it, you'll be the one going to jail. Not me. Also, if you're going to change lanes, change lanes. Quit drifting over to the next lane. Turn on your signal, and then get over there. Do it safely, but swiftly. Don't MOSEY int

A Bit About My Vampirism . . .
Well, I guess it is finally time for me to try to explain this the best way I know how. I'm not sure if I'll come across sounding loony, or how many arguments I'll get, but I can tell you what I know about ME, where this is concerned. I am a Hybrid. I guess that is what you'd call me. I'm not alone in this, of course. I have met several vamps in the world who are considered 'hybrids'. Sangs call us 'Psy-vamps'; Psys call us 'Sanguinarian.' The truth is, we are a cross of both. I will use the term 'I', because I'll be describing myself, although I'm not alone in this department. So, to explain . . . The reason I call myself a Hybrid is thus: When I feed, I do not use a lancet (and have not yet), nor do I use a syringe, nor any form of blood-drawing device. I HAVE to use my mouth. When I feed, I must place my mouth upon a part of the body close to a major artery or vein. I CAN place my mouth anywhere, but this seems to work better. I do not bite (unless it is a gentle, affection

Promise
I give you my heart,mind,body, and soul I give you my love, for you to make me whole I give you this promise, the promise to try I give you each breath and the tears i cry I give you my past, my future and NOW I give you my thoughts and my hopes in this Vow I give you my voice and the music i sing I give you forever by accepting this ring I give you my world all the pain and strike I give you my hand and learn to share life I give you this kiss and there words i say "I'll Cherish you always as of this day" I give you my faith that these words are tru from now until the end i promise 2 you

Confusion
Why is it things are happening the way they are NOW? Like for example I got a call from my ex Joey saying he loves me and wants to try things again, he will buy me a plane ticket for the weekend. He was chillin with his friend I was listening as he told him that if there was one chick he wanted to marry it would be me. He kept telling me how he wants me there so I can see how much he's changed. How he doesn't want to be sleeping around for the rest of his life and after he found out I got laid he got jealous and said he then realized what he really wants. Our song is Prom Queen by ICP, I guess from what he said over the phone. He is one of those loves you just can't forget about and never want to let go. He went to bed now but I'm still awake still thinking about this whole thing. Then adding to this my ex-fiancee Jesse got ahold of me telling me how much he misses me and loves me. Wants to me move up there to be with him but yet unlike Joey...Jesse has hurt me and lied to me so mu

A Controversial Post: The Bible
As per a comment in a previous post, I've decided to make an entire post about Religion and The Bible. And Boy, am I already preparing for the heatwave. LOL The Bible, and God from the Bible has caused more wars, and more death than anything else on the planet. I am deeply sorry if anyone feels insulted by this, but I've read the bible . . . way too many times. I was born and raised into the LDS church (thank the gods I've completely blown off religion now), and I find way too many inconsistencies in organized religion. One verse says this, yes the very next verse completely contradicts what the first verse said, and back and forth it goes. Whether it was God's intention or not to stop Abraham before he killed Isaac is beside the point . . . the fact that "God" asked him to sacrifice Isaac to prove faith and love . . . in my opinion, that's complete lunacy. Any god who asks me to kill my child to prove my love to Him, well, it just will never happen. That's no God of mine.

The Days Of Submissives
Over the past few days, i have found myself among friends; making alliances and otherwise creating bonds that will take eons to undo. Yes, like so many others, i too have come across those "would be" Doms. Y/you know the ones. The ones that sneer hautily at Y/you when Y/you speak openly and candidly to another Dom / Master. i have many Dom/ Master/ Mistress / Dommes (All of Whom are Gentlemen and Ladies) who are my closest friends and dearest companions. However, it seems that these days, the term "submissive" is easily mistaken for that word "slave." i am fully aware that i have not been in the lifestyle long enough to make some political statement about differences and comparrisons. Simply, i'll put what i know and leave it at that. First off, i am a submissive. This means that i willingly give my heart and soul to Another because They make my heart feel safe, warm, secure and above all, loved. i trust them with my safety and desire them to have a power over me because o

''nasty Sex Poem''
''nasty sex poem'' Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore and Daddy is an asshole! This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So st

The One Flaw In A Woman
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched t

Sexual Sign
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Beauty
BEAUTY I picked up a magazine one day About as happy as I could be- I knew that I wasnt perfect But I knew that I was me. I smiled at a picture. Of a girl with light-blond hair- Then looked at my own in the mirror Quickly deciding that life wasnt fair. My hair was normal brown And I had boring greenish eyes- I studied the beautiful blond girl And decided I wasnt quite the right size. Page after page I began to see The way a young girl should be- And suddenly I realized I wanted that girl to be me. Quickly I began to notice All the things that I should change- My eyes werent the right color And my nose was a tad bit strange. Brown hair wasnt quite the right shade My body wasnt just the right size- The girl in the picture seemed happy And look how she's surrounded by guys! If that girl looks so very joyful That must be the girls should look- And I decided as I turned the last page That I'd do whatever it took. After a while my hair was blon

We Need Your Help To Help Others In Need!!!
Okay everyone, please repost this so we can get as much help as possible. We are in desperate need of Winter Clothes, especially for Children. If you have not read yet... I have started a charity closet and am running a MySpace page about it... you can find it at.. www.myspace.com/juggalocloset We are desperatly in need of winter clothes especially for the little ones in this world. If you would like to send us some for donations please get with me asap!! Thank You.. Teeny!

Another Random Rant . . . (asthma Sufferers, The Bible, And More . . .)
Well, guess what Asthma sufferers? The Insurance Companies don't care whether or not we die! Isn't that great news? Apparently, they're trying to phase out asthma inhalers by 2008. (I heard this from my father earlier today; and since he gets inhalers on a regular basis, and I get mine from him, I trust what he's heard.) Yes, you read that right: By 2008, they will try to do away with asthma inhalers altogether. And, apparently, the “new” techniques they're planning on using . . . will NOT be covered by insurance! Isn't that wonderful! Now, do you want to hear the reasoning behind this? They claim that asthma inhalers are BAD FOR THE OZONE LAYER! What the fuck!? They can still sell aerosol cans in the stores, but ASTHMA INHALERS are bad for the environment. Never mind that Asthma inhalers are not responsible for global warming, and doing away with them isn't going to make the already fucked-up ozone layer start miraculously repairing itself. I can name a few things WORSE for the enviro

Another Random Rant From Yours Truly . . .
(Note: Not everything in here applies to people I know. In fact, MOST of what's in here DOESN'T apply to people I know) Ever want to get a clue as to how someone drives? Watch how they maneuver a shopping cart at the store. Honestly. Then follow them out to the parking lot, and follow them out onto the road. Follow them for a few minutes. You'll see how “well” they drive. I know, because I've done it. If you follow a person around a store, and they can't seem to keep control of their cart (and I'm not talking seriously defective carts with wheels that point in every direction that NO ONE could control), they can't keep control of their car. If they swerve in the aisles, they'll swerve while driving. If they take up the entire aisle, they'll take up the entire road. Speaking of grocery stores . . . I despise these people who decide it's quite alright to block other shoppers from getting around them, or believe it's just fine and dandy to stop in the middle of an aisle. This

More Random Rants . . .
These are things that piss me off. Pray you're not on this list. lol * People who do their make-up when they drive. Look, you have two hands, both of which are SUPPOSED to be on the wheel. Granted, most people drive with one hand . . . but that doesn't mean use that free hand to do your freaking make-up! You're SUPPOSED to be keeping your goddamned eyes on the road! Look where you're driving! If there's a string of accidents in your wake wherever you go, it's probably your fault! Why don't you concentrate on what you're really SUPPOSED to be doing. If you don't have time to put on your make-up BEFORE you leave home, I suggest you either go without make-up . . . or get up EARLIER so you DO have time. * People who hate their job, and take it out on the customers. Okay, so you hate your job. A lot of us do. But, that doesn't give you the right, especially if you're in customer service, to take out your bitterness on me, or any other customer. If

Medical Terms
Medical Terms Artery......................The study of paintings. Benign......................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria....................Back door to cafeteria. Barium......................What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section............A neighborhood in Rome. Catscan.....................Searching for Kitty. Cauterize...................Made eye contact with her. Colic.......................A sheep dog. Coma........................A punctuation mark. D&C.........................Where Washington is. Dilate......................To live long. Enema.......................Not a friend. Fester......................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. Genital.....................Non-Jewish person. G.I.Series..................World Series of military baseball. Hangnail....................What you hang your coat on. Impotent....................Distinguished, well known. Labor Pain..................Getting hur

Common Courtesy
Is it so common anymore? I mean - When I am glancing through stuff here on CT, if I land on a profile - I hit it up with a 10... Does it really hurt people so much to do that? It's not like I am looking to become #1 or anything like that - But I just think it's just plain courtesy to do something nice for someone - No matter if it benefits you or not.

Gallery Of Suicide
Into the abyss, perpetual and torturous The gallery of suicide, internal torment Archaic carcasses, displayed degeneracy Once within these walls a life of death will be unleashed Forever dying are the dead, countless bleeding heads Cadavers splattered red from the self-slicing of necks Stenching maggot filled bodies, skulls and bones rot away The slaughtered souls that chose to die, enveloped in death Darkness is the only light, suicide the way Hideous forms of human death, mounds of flesh slowly decay Embrace the horrid nature, carnage on display Pain never felt Enslaved inside this massive grave Life, evil fate Only slaves to death can survive this place Die, perdition Penance in putrid decadence Dead miscreants Enter the decrepit necropolis Lurid interment in the hellish abattoir Impetuosity and horror, after-life is tortured Entrails, guts, and blood is this museums decor Blood, impiety Chastened are the sanguinary Purge, radical They perish, the

30 Things I Want To Know
wanna know some shit.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 30 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. 1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 8. Whats your philosophy on life? 9. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 10. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 11. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 12. Do you think I'm attractive? 13. If you could change anything about me, would you? 14. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? 15. What do you wear to sleep? 16. What is your favorite thing to do in the world? 17. Would you go on a double da

Hatchet To The Head
Skull fragments are flying through the air Brains and blood scattered just about everywhere you look Swing of the hatchet gives permanent damage, Head fractured, gaping hole To incise the cranium Slit open crushed eyeballs dripping hanging from the sockets Steel cracked bone with fatal trauma to the cerebellum Useful lust of gore Hatchet to the head Rekindled gore obsess rend the weak Mutilate then murder consciously Death brought to the enemies of the past A life of beheading I must have Pure revenge is burning inside me Slit open crushed eyeballs dripping hanging from the sockets Steel cracked bone with fatal trauma to the cerebellum Useful lust of gore Hatchet to the head Hatchet to the head Hatchet to the head Hatchet to the head Hatchet to the head Forced from deep inside to hunt you Bludgeoned torn apart veins erupted Forever headless rotting corpse Recognition you are now beyond Wretched, onslaught, slaughter Faceless flesh remains from

Freak In Bed Test:
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A.Light B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE...

Necrosadistic Warning
Hordes of the rotting dead surround the villagers Unwary victims mangled and battered Once buried warriors have risen to kill again Signs of their wickedness left for a warning Mutilate Disembowel Amputate Kill and rape Gratification achieved by dismemberment Unnatural legions ravage the carcasses Open wounds targets for evil defilers Seed of iniquity covers the body parts Necrosadistic warning You will not rest in peace Violate Death so foul Ejaculate Pieces raped Bound with intestines the body is held upright Travelers encounter the gruesome monition Terrorized realization of coming death They will be next for the army of killers Necrosadistic warning You will not rest in peace Necrosadistic warning Remains are on display Necrosadistic warning You will not rest in peace Necrosadistic warning Molested corpses hang Undead Molest Defile Kill them Butcher Then fuck Necrosadistic warning You will not rest in peace Necrosadistic warning

Make Them Suffer
Suffer Extreme pain is what they need to feel for the rest of their lives Misery and despair leaves their souls when infinity ends Let them taste the wrath as the agony consumes them Swallowed by the darkest light a blackened state of dismay Survival is the only thing left for them This grievous revelation is a new beginning Led to the solution against their will Deprivation thrives as the therapy continues Sullen mastery is an answer uncontested Denial is the only thing left for them Life as they knew it is a distant memory Scores of victims lust for apathy Make them suffer While they plead for cessation Entirely demoralized and close to mass extinction Damned to please supremacy The reason for their martyrdom they will never know Make them suffer While they bleed through damnation Begged for retribution before meeting with demise Cursed by animosity Once chosen for this mad ordeal there is no escape Domination reigns supreme the evil has no end Spe

Freedom Of Speech And Pc.
Freedom of Speech? . . . in America? I'm beginning to see that Freedom of Speech in America is not even CLOSE to what the Founding Fathers wanted when they wrote the constitution. Freedom of Speech anymore seems to mean that you can say and talk about WHATEVER you want . . . as long as it doesn't offend anyone, or make anyone uncomfortable, or cause a controversy. Wow. That leaves the only subject to talk about freely is The Weather. And some people are even offended by that. Wow. How boring to have to alk around all day, all the time and NEVER say anything . . . because you're afraid to offend someone. This goes hand in hand with all of this Politically Correct bullshit. And it IS bullshit. I will defend ANYONE's right, to my dying breath, to say whatever in the fuck they want ABOUT whatever they want. That's SUPPOSED to be a right granted by the constitution of this country. But, wait! You may cause controversy, or offense by talking about Racism! ::gasp:: O

99 Random Facts
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Alison Josephine Marie Hilmes 2. Nicknames: aj, bunnski, bunnicula, twig 3. Birthday: August 17 4. Place of Birth: Alamogordo 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: Junior in college 8. School: SWIC 9. Occupation: street whore, jk 10. Residence: Highland 11. MSN Screen Name: boo boo bunny fukk __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: brown, was blonde 13. Hair Length: shoulder length 14. Eye colour: blue/green 15. Weight: 125 16. Height: 5' 11" 17. Braces? Nope 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: yes one in each ear 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Rachel 23. First Award: perfect attendence 24. First Sport You Joined: indoor soccer 25. First pet: little puppy, named lady 26. First Real Vacation: went back to New Mexico 27. First Concert: havent gone to one yet 28. First Love: i dont want to say his name, so we will call him the ass ___ Favour

Barbaric Bludgeonings
Moving through the cover of night With battle hardened hate in their eyes Anticipate the surgical strike Will suffer, panic stricken, traumatizing agony Violence, the purest form, a primitive trait The weak will inherit the Earth piled on top of their graves Survival is slipping the attack has already begun Dominant force batter their prey, bludgeons their weapon of choice A vicious tradition since the dawn of man Traumatizing agony Murderous revelry, smashing people to pieces This kind of hate cannot be contained Those who have fallen onto the ground will never rise again Squalid and broken no match for the enemy Too weak to fight back no chance for escape Covered in their own blood The surgical strike must go on Ripping out organs they're hung on display A message to others they'll die the same way Covered in their own blood The surgical strike must go on Squalid and broken no match for the enemy Too weak to fight back no chance for escape Covered in th

Unleashing The Bloodthirsty
Dormancy Spirits await rebirth From their sleep They will soon awake Restless dead Catching the wiff of hate Blood they anticipate They will soon drink Murderers Subconscious attraction On their graves Blood will now spill Ancient bones Reform in grounds below Born, as the blood will flow Killing is all they know Blood They live, they thirst Blood Coalesce Pieces become a whole For their strength Blood is absorbed Rancorous Aeons of building rage Death an immortal cage Now they are freed Livid beasts Rising now for revenge From the past Hate comes alive Tenebrous Restruct evil ones The demons will come Cruelity has just begun Blood They live, they thirst Blood, blood First one that they find Attack the mortal Claws tear at his face Pull the flesh from bone Decapitate the man They hold his head aloft Headless body slumps The blood is gushing out Screaming victims fall Repulsive beasts attack Gore pours from the torso Hellish creat

Risking A Major Flaming . . .
I'm risking a serious flaming for this, but oh well. I may even lose friends over this. Again, I say, OH WELL. I am so sick and tired of hearing the black community freely toss around the word "nigger" between each other, and then rip apart ANYONE of a different color, and call them "racist", if they hear it come out of THEIR mouth. Can we say "Hypocrisy"? Don't give me this shit about "No, what WE say is 'nigga', and it's not the same thing." Bullshit. It's just a different spelling of the same word. The black community talks about racism being so bad, and people using the N-word more and more. Well, guess what? You're creating your OWN problem by tossing around that word like it doesn't mean anything. So, other people of a different color hearing it being used within the black community and think to themselves, "Well, hey, if THEY use it all the time, it can't be that bad." And then you have the gall, the audacity, to label anyone who uses that word, who isn't blac

Do U Like My Smile?
IF SO, THEN VOTE FOR ME FOR BEST MALE SMILE. BE SURE TO RATE ME AND MAKE SURE U LEAVE COMMENTS, THE COMMENTS COUNT AS THE VOTES AND U CAN LEAVE MORE THAN ONE. THANK U VERY MUCH I APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK HERE

Life As I See It
so here i am, sitting here thinking about a serten someone, the shit i have put up with from him hes always fucking yelling at me, sayin i'm talking shit about him to the ppl i talk to ya fucking right ya, i have in the past, but that got me no where, so to this person FUCK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! I FUCKING HOPE UR HAPPY, YOU HAVE CAUSED ME TO MAKE THIS DESECION, I'M DONE WITH THE INTERNET, I'M DONE WITH TRYIN TO MAKE YOU SEE THAT I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU FUCKING TELLING EVERYONE I AM, THE PERSON I AM IS NOTHING LIKE U SAW, U SAW THE PERSON THAT WAS CAGED, NOT ABLE TO BE HERSELF, THE REAL ME CRYS EVERY FUCKING NITE, THE REAL ME GETS HER HURT CRASHED EVERYTIME SHE TRYED TO HELP OUT, THE REAL ME, IS A SCARED LIL PERSON THAT DONT WANNA LOVE BECAUSE I GET HURT IF I OPEN UP TO PEOPLE, U NEVER GOT TO SEE THE REAL ME, U ONLY GOT TO TALK TO THE REAL ME ON THE FUCKING PHONE, I'M DONE TRYING TO MAKE PPL HAPPY, I'M DONE WITH THAT, I'M PUTTING ME FIRST NOW, I'M GOIN TO DO WHAT I WANNA DO WHEN I WANNA DO

My Poem
hiding in the shadows, learking behind a wall, someone put it there- so how do i get it to come down? creeping around, searching for a depressed soul, all i want is a warm loving feeling- but how do i make that happen? slowly wondering what will happen, trusting is a big step in my life, that shadow might come down- but who do i trust and when? feeling alone and empty, someone please fill that hole, make me happy forever- who want to? by me...

Faded Blue
Faded Blue The rain fell yesterday And it was a faded blue No rainbow came out To play with the sunbeams The trees stood in sorrows anguish The sky lost it's color And nothing was as it seemed Then the precious love blossomed and bloomed The sunlight glistened And everything seemed alright The smile of a once known love Was reborn in silk When all was once black you became my guiding light Copyright 2006

69 Questions
The 69 yes or no questions Survey 69 questions about what you have done, be truthful! Q1) smoked a cigarette~yes Q2) smoked a cigar~no Q3) crashed a friends car~no Q4) stolen a car~no Q5) been in love~yes Q6) been dumped~yes Q7) done a shot~yes! Q8) been fired~no Q9) been in a fist fight~no Q10) snuck out of your house~no Q11) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back~yes Q12) been arrested~no Q13) made out with a stranger~yes Q14) gone on a blind date~no Q15) lied to a friend~yes Q16) had a crush on a teacher~yes Q17) skipped school~yes Q18) seen someone die~no Q19) been on a plane~yes Q20) thrown up in a bar~no Q21) done hard drugs~no Q22) miss someone right now~yes Q23) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by~yes Q24) made a snow angel~yes Q25) played dress up~ yes and i liked it Q26) cheated while playing a game~yes Q27) been lonely~yeah Q28) fallen asleep at work/school~yes Q29) used a fake id~no Q30) felt an earthquake~no Q31)

Random Rant 2
How to Sound Like an Idiot 101 I'm gonna get flamed hardcore for this, but you know what? I don't give a shit. Ebonics is one of the stupidest languages ever created. I don't care WHAT color you are; if you speak in Ebonics, you're a moron. Pure and simple. The fact that this so-called "language" is being taught in schools now, sickens and frightens me. This is what we've come down to now, eh, folks? Not only are we teaching children how to all think alike and be the same, we're teaching them how to sound like they belong in the Special Olympics? I have NO problem with the mentally handicapped. In fact, I have great respect for them. I tutored a few mentally handicapped kids while I was in high school. I DO, however, have a MAJOR problem with people sounding mentally retarded when they aren't. And I'm not referring to a speech impediment. EBONICS is NOT a speech impediment. Ebonics is a lazy fucking language, and whoever uses it to "communicate", is lazy.

Get Out The Vote !!!!
hello all next tuesday is election day lets remember our guys in iraq and afganistan and the first responders here at home , we all joined ranks to defend and protect this country lets not elect politicians who have forgot about 9-11 or who could care less !!!! i have never forgot and i never will . our country was attacked and five years later we have people out there who want to line there own pockets and dont care about us!!! god bless our troops and this country never forget 9-11

Picturesss :)
Yay I just ordered my NEW DIGITAL CAMERA!!! YAY!! :) :) :) Which meannsss MORE pictures Boys and Girls!! Arnt you excited?!?! lolz I know I am! PLUS Party 4 my Boyfriends Birthday on Nov 10th! Sooo Look out for SOME CRAZZZZZZYyy pic's!! Thats all for now Biatches :) PEACE OUT!!!!!!! hehe xo muahhhh MySpace Comments Graphics

Random Rant 1
Want to know what REALLY bugs me? "Valley Girl" and "Valley Guy" speech. It's good for a laugh, if you're being humrous, but not if it's how you REALLY talk. "Like, yanno, like, when I, like, went to, like, the mall, and like, yanno, went, and like, yanno, bough,t like, shoes . . ." ::blinks:; WHAT did you just say? Please, for the love of GOD, SPEAK ENGLISH! If I'm trying to buy something from teh store, I don't want to wade through 101 "like"s and "yanno"s just to purchase CANDY, for Christ's Sake! NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU'RE SAYING! Did you even GRADUATE from High School? How about college? Do you even know what ENGLISH is? Or is this a concept beyond your comprehension? If you like ON the beach, or are a beach bum, OR a TRUE Surfer, then fine, great, okay! But if you live in the Urban Jungle, why are you talking like someone who just learned how to speak English from watching "Clueless" too many times? Most people do not talk like that in real life, a

Lust Is Ecstasy
pimpfarmer.com I feel his arms around me, His hands rest upon my breast. I feel his warmth beside me, I close my eyes and rest. His body pressed tightly against mine, He carresses me with his hips - A tastefull, sensual grind. With a moan I softly bite my lip. The travelling fingers that tickle so gently... The pair of us a bit more than friendly. I smile at the thought of it, How perfectly our bodies fit. Our lips meet with mutual seduction. The taste of you, like poison. Addictive passion runs through my veins, The poison takes over my brain. Warming my body completely, Wishing to feel you deeply. Pulling our bodies closer, Tighter, Harder, Faster, More, - Stop - Now slow. Gentle and sweet Sweat drips as our eyes meet. Passion in our eyes, Reading each others minds. Both bodies wet and breathing heavy, Lust is ecstasy. Embrace.

New?
For those who dont know me and dustin got into a pretty bad fight. When I say bad I mean bad. I left for 4 days and stayed with my mom. A lot of changes are being made. Some people think I'm foolish for going back but I love him and Im willing to give this another chance but...... like I said A LOT OF CHANGES ARE BEING MADE. We are going to both anger management and marriage counciling and I finally got my ass to the doctor and got on both antidepressants and birthcontrol. I have been struggling with post pardum depression since the misscarriage and just havent really wanted to face it but my mood swings and sadness and everything has effected me and my family a ton. But I do realize that its not just me and so had Dustin so we are bothing taking steps toward making this work and not being at each others throats. We have decided to clean our house thorrowly, stop smoking in the house, keep a notebook of things that upset, frustrate, or anger us instead of fighting and then at the end

A Chance Encounter Part 2. . .
And this was a response IN response to my Chance Encounter post . . . ~~~~~~~~~ Well, I recently had an Anonymous comment posted in my LJ. (I screen all Anonymous comments and log the IP Addresses of ALL comments, so . . . I DO know who posted said Anonymous comment . . . ) The comment was posted in response to the entry I made about the encounter with a hunter. I have this to say: Honestly, people, if you don't believe what I have to say, why comment? What's the point in commenting on a post if you're just going to call the poster a liar? I don't understand it. I really don't. I mean, is there a purpose to bashing the poster just because you, as a commentor (and this goes for anyone who comments, those who comment to argue, or those who comment positively) disbelieve what the poster said? Isn't it easier to just ignore the entry if you don't believe what was written, rather than wasting the time to say, "Hey, I don't believe you and think you're a liar."? I'll neve

A Chance Encounter . . .
This happened a while back, but, since some of you are interested in my vampiric side, here's something for you: Well, I had a rather interesting encounter this evening when I was coming out of my job interview. He was coming in the door, as I was exiting. And right there, inside the doorway, we locked eyes. And instantly recognized each other. He nooded at me in greeting and said, "Terran." I nodded in response. He was a Hunter. And a dangerous one from my . . . distant past. He/His Past Life used to frequent a tavern that I/My Past Life owned. We had a mutual respect for each other way back when. He knew not to fuck with me back then, especially in my place of business which was also my haven. We stared at each other for a few moments in the doorway . . . eying each other very closely. Our eyes remained locked and unblinking. After a moment or two, he asked me, "So . . . how have you been?" "Fine," I replied. Not coldly, but not quite kindl

How Brutaly Honest R U?
You Are 68% Brutally Honest Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?

Homophobia
I'm bisexual. And I don't give a damn who has a problem with it. Everytime I read this anywhere on the net, it always makes me tear up . . . because it's a prime example of what's wrong with the world today. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be abl

Hey Guys
Hey guys i just got off of work and i am a little bored. I am waiting on my friends to get out so we can go out. I will more than likley be on here till about 10:15 central time. Well any way I have updated alot of piks since I have been on this awesome web site. I have some private ones as well once I get alot of hot piks of me and my boi firend Eric I will make them available for every one. So far no one has asked to see them so I doubt any one wants to. Any who I am just siting her reading the last months issue of the Advocate it is perty intresting. Once I am done Ill let you gys now what i read, So you can catch up on old Shit. Well I will be on so hollar at your Boi James

Welcome To Top Dating Tips
Welcome to Top Dating Tips A very warm welcome to your very own personal resource for dating tips, advice and articles on the web. Single men and women everywhere are looking for their Mr. and Miss Right. Perhaps we can assist your quest with these informative points of view. Settle in and read for fun! Why Write About Dating ? Because it affects us all. Being single isn't easy, whatever anyone says, and its always nice to read about other people's views on the dating game. We write from the heart because we want to share our general views on being single in our modern world.

Love
I haven't really explained the relationship I had with my husband, so here goes nothing..... We got together when I was 16, he moved in with me and my parents. He was a drunk back then...I guess I thought I could change him. We have been through seven long years of drinking, lying, verbal and mental abuse, and a whole lot of "baby I promise I will change." I even gave him another chance when he cheated on me with one of my friends. (boy was I a dumbass!) Sometime in the month of May I grew a backbone. I started standing up for myself and my son and telling my husband how it was going to be. Well it didn't help. On the 4th of July he flipped out and started breaking shit and scared the piss out of me and my son... so I kicked him out and got an O.P. I ended up dropping it because I wanted him to see his son...it doesn't matter, he rarely comes. But the other night he tried to tell me he loved me, then he called me in the middle of the night to talk. He was like, "I love you but I

Life
As I said in my last entry change is a good thing.....but it is also a very difficult one. Sometimes I feel that not everyone understands that. Most people feel like I should be able to just snap my fingers and move on with my life. IT IS NOT THAT SIMPLE. So I am going to lay it out in the open one last time for everyone to undertand, you will either get it or you wont, nothing more to say. I am 23 years old and I was in a very long and drawn out relationship for seven years. (That means I was 16 when we got together) I had never been on my own. I had never had to try to support myself, let alone try to support myself and a child. I had never known what it is like to live alone and sleep in an empty bed. But I do now. And it is hard. And yes I am scared, and yes I am sad, and confused, and sometimes angry. Because i do not know what I am doing from day to day. I am living in the momemt trying to make it for my son. And it is going to take me awhile to adjust. Like a good friend of m

Rose Colored Glasses . . .
I get very annoyed with people who have such a "rosy" view of the world. These people bug me for one main reason: EVERYTHING in this world is wonderful and good and nothing bad should ever happen to anyone. To thos people I say: You are NAIVE. It is unhealthy, and very unsafe, to wander around with rose-colored glasses on. it gives you blinders to the world, and makes you think everything is okay. There's a difference between being optimistic and BLIND. Hypothetical Situation: You have three children - two boys, aged 6; one girl, aged 4. Some random stranger, for no reason, just decides to abduct, rape, and murder your 4 year old baby girl. They catch him, finally. Would you want to see this man punished? I spoke with someone who claimed that No, she would with hold judgment because she believes in Karma and a higher power. What kind of answer is that? It's a cop-out, is what it is. If you can seriously tell me, without batting an eye, that you would NOT wan

Breathing Is Sooo Hard
My life is such a mess right now that I don't know up from down or right from left. I have been running around trying to get thing done before I move to TX in 17 -18 days. Life really SUCKS right now. I am so unhappy and don't like the things that are going on with me right now. When I wake up each morning the only reason I get out of bed is to take care of my babies. My world is becoming so dark around me and I just want to sink in and let go. I constantly search for reasons not to but the bad is just getting bigger and bigger. There just becomes a point in time where it all out weighs the good, and then it seems that nothing matters anymore. You know each day I am selling little parts of my life (my stuff) But it just doesn't matter anymore. Everyday I wake up and want to be someone else! I know that everyone says that the grass is always greener on the other side but I feel like I have only been lower than this one other time in my life and that almost killed me! I just

Thanks To Crappy People...
Most people on here just add friends simply to gain rank and points but if anyone actually gives a crap... I locked all my photos (with exception of one) of myself and friends into FRIENDS ONLY galleries. Today someone took it upon themselves to rip one of my photos (one of me in uniform, when I was in the Navy) without MY PERMISSION and now has it as their only photo in their gallery. This not only ticks me off but makes me wonder why they would choose that photo. Two years ago, I had an incident with this girl who stole all my pics from SWYDM.com, a dirty rating/dating website and pretended to be me on myspace.com, ratemybody.com, ratemyface.com, hotornot.com, thedilly.com, and many other sites... The scary thing is that she used my last name (which is very obscure, the only ppl I know that have it are related to me) as the log on name. I learned a big lesson, 1.) don't post your last name on the internet and if you are wearing a uniform, blur out the nametape/tag and 2.) do

Hey Everyone!
you know what i'm seeing every time i make it to 10,000 and 13 the counter jumps back up to 10,200 and then i rate more and it goes back down to 10,000 and 3 then back up.....you know what i think i think this shit is fixed so u have a harder time to bring down the points!! maria

Ok...this One Is Gonna Push The Bounds Of Good Taste. You've Been Warned.
Just remember, there are no rules for "funny". :) "Crocodile Hunter Tribute Song" (sung to the tune of "Africa" by Toto) "I hear the crocs bellowing tonight as I shine bright lights in their eyes and yank upon their taaaaaails I had to keep my ratings high so I exploited every type of animal from snakes to snails I never stopped along the way to ponder if what I did was just abuse or entertainment Just roll the tape and poke a shark Look down there I see a big stingray!!! Who'd have ever though that it would end this waaaaay I always thought I'd live to annoy wildlife another daaaaaay Killed by a ray down in Auuuustrailiaaaa Crikey someone pull this bloomin spine out of my cheeeeeest The wild dogs cry out in the night as I go chase them with a camera all across the Seeeeerengetiiii I know that I must do what's right Sure as Animal Planet cuts me checks Cause I'm a big celeeeebrity I spooked a pack of kangaroos frightened by this spotl

Seven Reasons Not To Mess With Children
7 reasons not to mess with children. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her dra

I Hate Mocking Asses . . .
This is something that happened to me at my Delivery Driver job . . . ~~~ I am a vampire. As I have stated previously. It's also pretty known that I am, after appearing in the documentary special "The Secret Life of Vampires". A few people where I work, well . . . worked (lol), know what I am. one of the cooks, however, is a complete asshole about it. Mr. Dan, one of the cooks I liked . . . we toss banter back and forth. he gives me shit about being a vamp, and I throw shit back. It goes on like this all night, and it's all in good fun. He's just being a smart-ass. The OTHER cook, however, thinks he's being funny by mocking me and shit. And I finally snapped at him the night before I left my job. (And, in case you're wondering, NO that's not the reason I got fired. lol) This is the jist of the conversation we had: ME to Mr. DAN: Damn, I REALLY need to feed. Or find a good substitute. My stomach's been hurting all day. Been having cramps. Mr.DAN: Does that happen a lot whe

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Lobster
2 (1 1/4-pound) lobsters 8 ounces Newburg Sauce, recipe follows 8 ounces sea scallops 1/2 pound small shrimp, peeled and deveined 4 medium mushrooms, sliced 10 slices aged provolone 2 whole roasted red peppers, sliced 2 whole roasted green peppers, sliced 4 ounces Parmesan, grated Preheat an oven to 350 degrees F. Take the lobster, place it stomach side down on the counter, and with a heavy knife cut the lobster in half starting behind the head. This kills the lobster by severing its spine. If you are not comfortable ask your local fish market to cut it for you. In a large saucepan add about 4 ounces of Newburg Sauce and put on low heat. Add the scallops, shrimp and sliced mushrooms. Cook until seafood is halfway cooked, about 5 minutes. Place scallop and shrimp sauce over each half of the lobster and top with slices of provolone. Add slices of roasted peppers and top with fresh grated Parmesan. Cook until golden brown, about 18 minutes. Newburg Sauce:

Am I ...................
My life is crazy am i a person in whole My life is crazy can i take control, Why does it have to be so hard, why does every road thats turned have to be a lesson thats well learned? Everyday i wake up to a new mystery. of a path that is foggy and hard to see. Am i the person that i need to be, or is it just my imagination filled with glee. Am i seeing the world in glass eyes thanking every hello ends with a goodbye or every i love you is telling the truth. I dont know AM I.............

Two Choices
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Shay and his fa

Spirit Of Christmas?
This is a repost from another blog of mine, and I'm posting it here a little early . . . ~~~ Before I get started, no this isn't a religious sermon, or anything else. Just an observation and opinion. Lately, especially over the last few years . . . I've noticed that people continue to forget what Christmas is all about. It's become commercialized, and turned into a greedy holiday . . . isntead of the sharing, caring holiday it's supposed to be. I've watched all ages and races of people (including little old octogenarians) beat the hell out of each other in the middle of a toy aisle because someone OTHER than them got the last toy. What gives? When did this holiday become so damned contracersial and greedy? All of a sudden, you can't say "Merry Christmas" to anyone, and YOUR child has to have the best toy . . . bought with the most money. What's wrong with telling people "Merry Christmas"? I seriously don't see the problem. So it has the word "Christ" in it, and (acco

My Amazing Mental Ability Is......(lets Get Technical Here!!)
Kelli Laffey's Amazing Mental Ability ... You can make cats listen to you. This only works once per cat, though. Use each cat wisely (Remember ... with great power comes great responsibility!) 'What is your Amazing Mental Ability?' at QuizGalaxy.com Why on earth would I wanna make a cat listen to me??? Now making a man listen to me would be THE BEST mental ability!! If you could make a man listen to you what would you make them do??? Be specific!!!

Italian Stuffed Meatloaf
Nothing better than a great easy meatloaf, all these have made and are favorite for family and friends, anyone can do it..... 2 pounds ground beef 2 eggs 1 cup bread crumbs (up to 1 1/2 cups) 1 cup grated Parmesan 1 tablespoon Italian seasoning 1 tablespoon black pepper 2 tablespoons fresh chopped parsley leaves 2 cloves garlic, minced or pressed 1 onion, diced 1/2 cup ketchup 1/4 cup Worcestershire sauce 1 cup milk 8 slices cheddar 8 slices baked ham 8 slices bacon Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. In a large mixing bowl, combine ground beef, eggs, breadcrumbs, Parmesan cheese, herbs, garlic, onion, ketchup, Worcestershire. Mix well, gradually adding the milk (if it seems too moist, add bread crumbs until it is a consistency that will form a loaf without flattening. Spray a large baking or roasting pan with a non-stick spray and press the meatloaf out. Layer cheese slices and ham, covering the center line of the meatloaf, then close it together and

Random Slogan Generator!
A few random (and somewhat silly) slogans from http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi Terran Nytefyer Saves Your Soul. Step Into The Terran Nytefyer. (THIS one is just BAD!) . . . The Cream of Terran Nytefyer. And some Movie Quotes from the same place . . . Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce Terran Nytefyer. Aren't you? I'm going to make him a Terran Nytefyer he can't refuse. My mama always said life was like a box of Terran Nytefyer.

Good & Evil
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two wolves." "One is Evil. It is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, hate, superiority and ego." The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Alerts For Hikers, Hunters, And Fisherman
>The Montana Department of Fish and Wildlife is advising hikers, and > hunters, > >fishermen to take extra precautions and be on the alert for bears while > in > >the mountains. > > > >Hikers are advised to wear noise-producing devices such as little bells > on > >their clothing to alert but not startle the bears > >unexpectedly. > > > > > >They also advise you to carry pepper spray in case of an encounter with > a > >bear. It is also a good idea to watch for signs of bear activity. > > > >People should be able to recognize the difference between black bear > and > >grizzly bear droppings. Black bear droppings are smaller and contain > berries > >and possibly squirrel fur. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >Grizzly bear droppings have little bells in them and smell like pepper > >spray

The Next Step
Somewhere in the lining of reality I am Thirsting for a sip of whats real Thrown about like a ship in a storm Wondering what I feel. Living like a child in her parents house Keeping my thoughts at bay Knowing that sooner than later What I am going to say. Escaping reality with all that I've got Skating through time I am Knowing the action I must take But fearing the final slam.

Yard Sale
One day, while walking to the store, I passed by a nursing home. On the front lawn were six old ladies lying naked on the grass. I thought this was a bit unusual, but continued on my way to the store. On my return trip, I passed the same nursing home with the same six old ladies lying naked on the lawn. This time my curiosity got the best of me and I went inside to talk to the manager. "Do you know there are six ladies lying naked on your front lawn?" "Yes," he said. "They're retired prostitutes, and they're having a yard sale.

Ok Seriously.....
would any of you actually CHOOSE to have a significant relationship with someone who exposes themselves to the WORLD? I am actually quite intrigued to know why this is acceptable behaviour. Furthermore, what DO you consider cheating? I've seen multiple comments on this and the majority says "once a cheater..." Is it cheating to allow someone other than your significant other to see your " rock hard cocks" or "dripping pussys and vuluptuous breasts"? Please let me in on your theories.OR ARE U TOO CHICKEN SHIT?

Spaghetti And Meatballs
its quick and easy to make even for you men..... Extra-virgin olive oil 1 onion, chopped 2 garlic cloves, smashed 2 tablespoons roughly chopped fresh parsley leaves 1 cup milk 4 thick slices firm white bread, crust removed 1 1/2 pounds ground beef 1 1/2 pounds ground pork 1 large egg 1/2 cup freshly grated Parmigiano-Reggiano, plus more for serving Kosher salt and freshly ground black pepper 4 cups heated Pomodoro Sauce, recipe follows, or good quality jarred tomato sauce 1/2 pound mozzarella cheese, cut into chunks Leaves from 3 sprigs fresh basil 1 pound spaghetti Bring a big pot of salted water to a boil for the spaghetti. Heat 3 tablespoons oil in an ovenproof skillet over medium heat. Add the onion, garlic, and parsley and cook until the vegetables are soft but still translucent, about 10 minutes. Take the pan off the heat and let cool. Pour enough milk over the bread in a bowl to moisten and let it soak while the onions are cooling. Combine t

Need Directions
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: "Jen, is the cat there?" "Yes," the wife answers, "why do you ask?" Frustrated, the man answered, "Put that son of a gun on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!"

A Must Try For Anyone To Make.yummy
Spaghetti Alla Cabonara. a great first date meal to make........... 1 pound dry spaghetti 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 4 ounces pancetta or slab bacon, cubed or sliced into small strips 4 garlic cloves, finely chopped 2 large eggs 1 cup freshly grated Parmigiano-Reggiano, plus more for serving Freshly ground black pepper 1 handful fresh flat-leaf parsley, chopped Prepare the sauce while the pasta is cooking to ensure that the spaghetti will be hot and ready when the sauce is finished; it is very important that the pasta is hot when adding the egg mixture, so that the heat of the pasta cooks the raw eggs in the sauce. Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil, add the pasta and cook for 8 to 10 minutes or until tender yet firm (as they say in Italian "al dente.") Drain the pasta well, reserving 1/2 cup of the starchy cooking water to use in the sauce if you wish. Meanwhile, heat the olive oil in a deep skillet over medium flame. Add the pancetta and

Two Brooms
Two brooms were hanging in the closet and after a > while they got to know > >each other so well, they decided to get married. > >One broom was, of course, the bride broom, the > other the groom broom. > > > >The bride broom looked very beautiful in her white > dress. The groom broom > >was handsome and suave in his tuxedo. The wedding > was lovely. > > > >After the wedding, at the wedding dinner, the > bride-broom leaned over and > >said to the groom-broom, "I think I am going to > have a little whisk > >broom!!!" > >"IMPOSSIBLE !!" said the groom broom. > >Are you ready for this? > >Brace yourself; this is going to hurt. > >"WE HAVEN'T EVEN SWEPT TOGETHER!" > >Oh for goodness sake... laugh, or at least groan. > Life's too short not to > >enjoy... even these silly little cute..... and > clean jokes > >Sounds to me like she's been "sweeping" > around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cry
There will never be another yesterday What will we make of tomorrow? Happiness seems to be only an angels dream Reality is bathed in humanities sorrows. Love was a book written long ago Sitting on a shelf collecting dust Rage is the destination of a child's hopes Dreams buried in a river turning to rust. Copyright 2006

My Sexual Turn Off Is.....................
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Ok this one is total bull shit!!! Because my boyfriends back, I would pay him to go get a wax!! Im not attacted to it, but Im not turned off by it either!!! So therefore I would say something like selfabsorbtion, or lieying is a turn off for me!!!

Sharing
He ordered one hamburger, one order of French Fries and one Drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French Fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bits of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal between the two of them." As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink.

I Was A Lowly Delivery Driver At One Time . . .
ME: ::knocks on the door:: There is a bunch of whooping and hollaring of "Yes! The food's here!" on the other side of the closed door. Which, incidentally, belongs to a room filled with drunk, and not to mention STUPID, college kids. CUSTOMER: ::drunk as he can be, wavering back and forth in the doorway as he stares blankly at the bags of food in my hands:: Hey! it's the food! ME: Yes, it's the food. ::false smile:: Coop DeVille. The total comes to . . . ::glances at the ticket:: $43.75. CUSTOMER: How much did you say again? ::as he stumbles off to find his wallet:: ME: $43.75. At this point, the bags are ripped from my hands as 9 men and women grab for boxes of chicken wings and start devouring them . . . like the putrid, unholy, disgusting animals they are. CUSTOMER: ::comes back with a handfull of bills and starts counting out EXACT FUCKING CHANGE:: Here, ya go . . . ::belch:: 43.75 . . . ::closes the door in my face:: At this point, a fantasy starts runn

Something To Laugh About
You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation under ;God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't afraid to say so, no matter who is listening. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You respect your elders and expect your kids to do the same. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You'd give your l

Movies You Never Really Wanted To See!
Okay, uhm, I'm going to post something here I wrote a few years back. This is going to give you all a glimpse into my fucked-up sense of humor. lol Remember, this was written a few years back. (Not on here, on paper . . .one night . . . for lack of sleep . . . ) ~~~~~~~~~~~ Don't ask me where any of this came from. I got bored, and just started writing. THIS is the result: "And So . . . " said the Man With the Green Hat, as he turned and fell off of the mountain. "WAIT!!" said the Fat Man as he turned to leave. Meanwhile, back at the ranch, Martha was having a nice hot cup of jove. And, as the White Masked Man rode off into the sunset on his Great Black Steed, he turned to wave at all the townsfolk who came to bid him farewell . . . and feel off his horse, and got trampled underfoot. So endeth this tale of The White Masked Man and his Great Black Steed. Please join us next week for another episode of . . . Movies You NEVER Really Wanted to See! And

What A Country
What a country...................................... 5 million of our older Americans have not signed up yet for their Medicare, Part D, drug plan------they are old and confused. We are not going to grant them an extension. However, 12 million illegal aliens are in our country and we are going to allow them to stay, protest, procreate, receive support monies, attend schools, avoid paying income taxes, have our teachers take 300 hours of ESL (English as a Second Language) training at our expense, Etc. WE MUST REALLY DISLIKE OUR OLD PEOPLE......OR WE MUST REALLY LOVE TACOS!!! If it pisses you off, pass it on!!

True Friends For Life
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the re

Childhood Illusions
Standing in the bitterness of the acid rain As the breeze is whistling through the air Standing alone swallowing the anguish and pain Lost to the world in the silence of a stare Childhood illusions, paint a picture undeceiving And are pleading fervently to be released But pain and torment are all they're receiving As reality thunders in like a beast. Copyright 2006

I Need A Favor . . .
I need everyone to do me a favor . . . I need everyone to e-mail me (phoenixsphyre@aol.com) with quotes, random thoughts, random personal thoughts, observations, humorous sayings, thoughts on life, experiences, stupid little blurbs, and anything else of such you may think of. I don't really care what it is or it's about. When you send me these things, please include your name, age, and occupation (if possible). Also, if you send a quote, please mention who said it. If you don't know, put "Unsure"; if no one knows, put "Anonymous". Also, if whatever you send to me was said by a friend of yours, put their name. I want this to be as thorough as possible. If you send me just a random thought from yourself, or a silly thing you saw, etc., tell me what you were doing at the time. What I'm planning on doing is, jotting all of this down in a notebook (some of the notebook is already filled with past friends' scribbles), and then eventually getting it published, hopefully. It's a projec

Im An Adjective !!!!
Kelli Laffey -- [adjective]:Fetish oriented 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Fetish??? Yea, maybe a few?? But your gonna have to get to know me and talk to me to find out!! :-)

Favorite Crue Ballad
You say our love Is like dynamite Open your eyes 'Cause it's like fire and ice Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Why don't you just set me free Too young to fall in love Run for the hills We're both sinners and saints Not a woman, but a whore I can just taste the hate Well now I'm killing you Watch your face turning blue Not yet a man Just a punk in the street You say our love Is like dynamite Well its no surprise Cause you've got one-way eyes Well you're killing me Your love's a guillotine Not yet a man Just a punk in the street

How To Speak About Women
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: > > 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." > > 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY > APPRECIATIVE." > > 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." > > 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE > INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." > > 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED > COMPANION." > > 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." > > 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY > INCONVENIENCED" > > 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." > > 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." > > 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." > > 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" - She is "PECTORALLY > SUPERIOR." > > 12. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOK

The Girl In The Mirror
I look into the mirror And what do I see I don't see myself staring back at me A deep dark secert is lingering there Taken form of a person I knew long long ago... Just crawl into bed To escape my so called life Into the covers where I know I am safe Think of better things that will someday come Escape that girl in the mirror The one that truely see who I am Avoid the mirror Avoid the girl The one who sees me for me Knows all my secrets and travisities The one who knows what I want The one who knows what I want to say Lord Forgive me I don't want to see her I don't want to hear her voice Let me stay away from her She brings down my walls She makes my voice dissapear Let me just curl up in my blinkets I know I'm safe there I know I'll be fine As long as I'm still there No disturbances No thoughts No mirrors....

Lmao!!! Im Going To Jail For Being Freaky!!!!
Kelli Laffey will go to jail for ... Making an erotic cake for your cousins first birthday 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com LOL Now whats wrong with that?? You cant put me in jail for that!! If you wanna put me in jail,..Do it for something good!!! Like when I was drunk and took this guy home &.......(uh huh) lol!!!!

Soundtrack To My Life
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, Creative Zen, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. DON'T LIE AND PRETEND JUST SO YOU CAN LOOK COOL Opening Credits: the simpsons end credits - simpsons Waking Up: eternal rest- avenged sevenfold First Day At School: YMCA- village people Falling In Love: Disturbed- stupify Fight Song: Van Halen- girl u really got me now Breaking Up: Usher- my way Prom: pink- you make me sick Life: Dope- die motherfucker die Mental Breakdown: Hoobastank- say the same Driving: Moulin Rouge- Lady Marmalade Flashback: Aerosmith- pink Wedding: H.I.M- drunk on shadows Death Scene: Blink-182- online songs Funeral Song: Tim Mcgraw- just to see u smile End Credits: Kelly clarkson- walk away Wow these are awesome…they’re too funny some of them! Frikkin awesome give it

Rotflmao The Porno Of My Life Is Called............
The porno of Kelli Laffey's life will be called ... "Cannibal love action - live!" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Ok, are you all peeing your pants like I am?? OMFG!!! C'mon now!!

Angel's Touch
A falling star on a lonely nights dream Fell from heaven and whispered your name It happened during a conversation with an angel And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. A wish was made on the star that fell The wish caught me whispering your name Heaven's angel eyes captured my soul and stole my heart And if the angel could touch me I know I'd never be the same. Copyright 2006

I Am Suave !!!!! Now Dont Get That Twisted!!!!!! Lol
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Also agree with this one too!! I always get what I want!!!

Ok...erum..
ok, so i've got a myspace and i've got another blog thingy. and they all seem to be the same, but what the hell, why not? lolz, so i am new to this site and i'm getting used to how it works...slowly. lolz, i write poetry alot. something i've gotten from my father, whom i didn't know well when he died. It may be a few years sinse he died, but i still don't know much about him. i have to learn about him from my mom and grandmother and uncle. yeah, i only knew him sinse i was 14. other then that, i know nothing about him....well, i know a few things about him. thats about it. but i do think that i am alot like him. Just because he used to write and because i love to write. i'll post something soon. when i get a chance to be on longer then a few minutes. I promise. until then, have a great day! :)!

The All-seeing Eye, The President, The Secretary And The Guru
as found on: http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/NWO/All_Seeing_Eye.htm The All-Seeing Eye, The President, The Secretary and The Guru - by Terry Melanson ©, July 2001 (Updated: March 15th, 2005) “Wallace's reasons for wanting to introduce the Great Seal onto the American currency were based on his belief that America was reaching a turning point in her history and that great spiritual changes were imminent. He believed that the 1930s represented a time when a great spiritual awakening was going to take place which would precede the creation of the one-world state.” - Michael Howard, The Occult Conspiracy, p.95 If you live in the United States of America, then from the time you become conscious of money, the Great Seal becomes a part of your psyche – whether you realize it or not. Moreover, since U.S. dollars are, in effect, standard international currency, this Great Seal infiltrates the minds of men the world over – both free and bond. The centerpiece of this mand

No Key For Me
My comfortable prison were I live Safe from the pains they have to give Refuse the injury to the soul For I prefer solitude on the whole None to tell me how they care Tired of being all too aware Of how the heart aches for the one They come and go like the setting sun And I remain untouched untrue They never know the damages they do For my prison life has yet to end One holds the key, my yet to be friend The one for whom my soul does weep The one I belong to forever to keep The one who can make this heart beat true I wonder if that one love may be you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Doubt There Is A Key
My comfortable prison were I live Safe from the pains they have to give Refuse the injury to the soul For I prefer solitude on the whole None to tell me how they care Tired of being all too aware Of how the heart aches for the one They come and go like the setting sun And I remain untouched untrue They never know the damages they do For my prison life has yet to end One holds the key, my yet to be friend The one for whom my soul does weep The one I belong to forever to keep The one who can make this heart beat true I wonder if that one love may be you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Re: A Open Letter To Jon Carry From A Soldier From Iraq
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Nov 3 2006 5:09 PM Soldeirs are murdering rapists according to John Kerry This is something that should be all over the media!!!!! Abby {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don’t, you get stuck in Iraq” So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of sev

Hurricane Katrina
This was written because of Hurricane Katrina . . . The Dream . . . He saw on the news . . . He heard on the stations . . . The devestation that came . . . That ravaged our Nation. The homes that were lost. The lives that were wrecked. The places now gone, Wiped away like a speck. The tears filled his eyes, His voice caught in his throat . . . As he watched the destruction, Fingers glued to the remote. After she'd gone, Death left in her wake . . . He clenched both his fists And started to shake. He saw all the bodies, He saw all the shooting. He saw all the hatred, And all of the looting. He gritted his teeth, and cried out in anger. He got in his car, And drove to the danger. He stocked up on water. He stocked up on food. He stocked up on love . . . And help, he persued. When he had arrived, Amid all of the hell . . . His mind just snapped, And he started to yell. "What's wrong with you people!? Where the hell is your love? Look a

Cherry Tap
Here I sit waiting on work to finish woundering whats what with the world. Then I read some of the stuff on the Buletins. Giggles some make you laugh some makes you think and some are just plain silly! This place we call Cherryland. Its a home away fome home if you will! Cherry Tap smiles lots of kewl folks here Thats for sure some I know some I kinda know most just pass on by going about there thing. yes you can find it all here. Chat drama pure good fun and yes even folks who refuse to grow up and leave there silly hate behind.Giggles yep this place has it all! So kick back relax have fun in Cherryland!

A Moment Of Silence . . .
I wrote this in my LJ . . . on October of 04 . .. shortly after Mr. Christopher Reeve passed away. Mr. Reeve . . . You gave joy to millions as everyone's favorite caped superhero, Superman. Cries of shock and sadness were heard when you had your accident. Then, out of willpower and determination . . . you gave hope to Millions around the world during your struggle to learn to walk again, to use your body. Smiles and sighs of awe were heard when you moved your finger. And now . . . the world shall mourn your loss, Sir. You were an inspiration to everyone, and you shall never be forgotten. Nay, you shall live on in the hearts of everyone. We shall always and eternally be insipired by who your were . . . and still are. We love you, Mr. Reeve, and we will greatly miss you. Thank you for making us smile. May you forever walk in Heaven.

Interesting Thoughts
well he has a few different views from me but i agree that there's a lack of results in the make-me-feel-good approach of churches and society in general! its easier to throw a couple bucks at it & hide it but who is willing to talk to & spend some "quality time" with society's castaways? that is what Jesus Christ did! He didnt consider the preachers of the day his peers but the drunks, prostitutes & the "low lifes" he called the religious leaders of the day "raca" which means fools & "a pit of vipers" but i would really like to hear your opinions!!! so rate me, hate me & tell me your side of the story!!! mmfwcl4LYF slingy "Exposing The Church" By J. Daniel So many churches, so much money, so many people, and yet there is a man, a woman, and a child that will go hungry tonight. There is an alcoholic that is in need of some help. There are families that are in need of some financial help or else their power will be turned off, this same famil

I Won't Be Around....
I've decided this site isn't for me. It was fun while it lasted but I'm breaking up with Ross aka "Colts 7-0" so I feel like its time for me to move on to being the person I am away from this hurtful internet world that I've lived in for so very long. Hope you all find happiness, love, lust, or whatever it is you're seeking..... I'll be enjoying my life.

My Sexual Talent Is My Mouth!!! Hee Hee
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com This one I believe is right on the $$Money!!! LOL

What A Day This Turned Out To Be
Well first of all my store is having a huge Sale This Weekend so I put in a little over twelve hours today... This means shut up if I make tyops or keep repeating myself repeating myself because I'm mentally and physically exhausted. For starters, I had a wardrobe malfunction at work in front of all my employees. See I have this little thing about going commando all the time and during one of my many smoke breaks I must have rubbed my pants against a sharp piece of brick on the side of the building and popped a few threads. When I came back inside and walked behind the counter to my office my Accounts Manager shouted "Dude your ass is hanging out" at which point my female Service Rep spins around and notices it too. Luckily I had my long leather duster on and the true scope of what was occuring wasn't readily apparent. Needless to say I dashed across the street to Walmart and promptly bought some new khakis. In other news, I think I am developing somewhat unhealthy feelings for a

Here's Something For All Of You . . .
All of you on my friends list: I want you to read this, and post a response. PLEASE. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain it. 7. Describe me in 1 word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your LC Blog (or other blog site) and see what I say about you?

A Slideshow
Create Your Own! I made a slideshow of some of my favorite cherries..It may not work right at first..But we shall see..Check back and see if you're one of the lucky ones lol..and of course..Its in no particular order!!

Frickin Cold!
let us all pray that I dont have to clean lot tonight at work and freeze my ass for the sake of a damn paycheck! let us also pray that every drunk or pothead does not decide to vist our store in the middle of the night and clean out the deli case! let us pray that most everything got done during 1st and 2nd shift so that me and Amanda dont have to do shit! Ok well folks its that time again..lets hope I have a good night!

How The Cia Created Osama Bin Laden
as found on: http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/NWO/CIA_Created_Osama.htm How the CIA created Osama bin Laden BY NORM DIXON “Throughout the world ... its agents, client states and satellites are on the defensive — on the moral defensive, the intellectual defensive, and the political and economic defensive. Freedom movements arise and assert themselves. They're doing so on almost every continent populated by man — in the hills of Afghanistan, in Angola, in Kampuchea, in Central America ... [They are] freedom fighters.” Is this a call to jihad (holy war) taken from one of Islamic fundamentalist Osama bin Laden's notorious fatwas? Or perhaps a communique issued by the repressive Taliban regime in Kabul? In fact, this glowing praise of the murderous exploits of today's supporters of arch-terrorist bin Laden and his Taliban collaborators, and their holy war against the “evil empire”, was issued by US President Ronald Reagan on March 8, 1985. The “evil empire” was the Sov

In My Daughter Eyes By Martina Mcbride
(James Slater) In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes

Only 73% !!! What?? I Am 99.99% Fuckable!! Trust & Believe !!
You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Ok this one I totaly disagree with!! I know I'm no super model, but if you are into me as much as I'm into you,...you can trust & believe I am 110% fuckable!! Oh yea!!

Stole This From A Couple Of Friends On Lj . . .
1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on): Sadie Highway. (Great . . . I'm a female pornstar. ::mutters:: ) 2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name): Either Dorito Philip or . . . Pork Rind Philip? No, sorry, can't see it. No. Nope. 3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant): Pepsi Edos. Heh . . . I think I like that one. I could have went with Mountain Dew Golden Corral, but that just sounds stupid. So . . . anyone wanna buy a pair of pants by the World-Reknowned Pepsi Edos? I also do sock monkeys . . . 4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot): Garlic Nowhere. Heh. That sounds rather amusing. I could have had Mrs. Dash Nowhere. 5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied): Cheesesteak Layton. I hate this one. 6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Lette

Broken Wings
Artist: Martina McBride Lyrics Song: Broken Wing Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Martina McBride polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. She loved like he was the last man on earth. gave him everything she ever had. He’d break her spirit down, then come lovin’ up on her. give a little, then Take it back. she’d tell him about her dreams - he’d just shoot ’em down. lord, He loved to make her cry. "you’re crazy for believin’ you’ll ever leave the Ground." he said "only angels know how to fly." And with a broken wing, she still sings. she’ keeps an eye on the sky. with a Broken wing, she carries her dreams. man, you ought to see her fly. One sunday mornin’, she didn’t go to church. he wondered why she didn’t leave. He went up to her bedroom, found a note by the window, with the curtains Blowin’ in the breeze, and with a broken wing, she still sings. she keeps an Eye on the sky. with a broken wing, she carries her dreams. man, you ought to See her fly. with a br

Hi
To all my FRIENDS i though to day i would just write to u all and not send pic.I thought i would let u know that u are all very inported to me and that i think about u all daily i pray u are all doing good and that u are all happy.. I hope u all get what u want out of your lifes and will alway love.. Hope u all have a great day and week end sorry i have not been on much but i'm afraid i keep getting froze.. LOVE ALL OF U AND WISH U ALL THE BEST !!!OXOXOXOXOXOXO HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND TALK TO U WHEN I CAN STAY ON TO DO IT.. I WILL SAY GOOD MORNING TOO BECAUSE I SLEEP IN BECAUSE I CAN NOT SLEEP VERY GOOD.... LOVE MONALISA

Arriving At The Suite
Well the plane ride was nice..didnt think this labtop would work, but it did. Most of the gang have checked in and are at the casino. I am here with my kids, who are asleep from the trip online. I thought for a moment they would be scared, but my friends are so sweet to bring them each a toy to play with. My girl got a Barbie doll, my son got Spiderman, hee hee. They both handle the plane ride fine, and I'm glad. It is so nice here, 71 degrees and sunny. Wow, we left the coldness of NC behind-they are under a freeze watch tonight, and it is nice here. Lots of Motley Crue fans here already. I might just take a nap, but the gang and I will go to the Rio Hotel later on..someone heard of a party going on. My kids will be taken care of with some dear friends of mine. I am glad they are here with me, but I do believe that I will let my hair down and really have some erotic fun tonight. I am way overdue for this. Wish some special friends of mine were here..we'll will just have a toas

Thanksgiving Day
Thanksgiving Day is a traditional harvest celebration. It was celebrated for the first time in 1621, by the puritans who migrated to New England (America) America. They introduced the Thanksgiving feast for the first time after the first harvest in the new land. It was a gratitude to God for the abundance. There are various myths associated with Thanksgiving Day. It is as James W. Baker, Senior Historian at Plimoth Plantation says- “The reason that we have so many myths associated with Thanksgiving is that it is an invented tradition. It doesn't originate in any one event. It is based on the New England puritan Thanksgiving, which is a religious Thanksgiving, and the traditional harvest celebrations of England and New England and maybe other ideas like commemorating the pilgrims. All of these have been gathered together and transformed into something different from the original parts.”

A Beautiful Poem
ALL THROUGH MY LIFE,IT HAS ALWAYS SEEMED, I WOULD NEVER FIND THE ONE, THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS. THEN ONE WONDERFUL DAY,IN WHAT WAS THEN L.C. LAND, I MET YOU,MADE A FRIEND AND THEN BECAME YOUR FAN. I LEARNED OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS,THAT YOU ARE VERY SWEET AND KIND. MORE THAN JUST A PRETTY FACE,I HAVE HAD YOU ON MY MIND. WE PLAYED A GET TO KNOW YOU GAME,AFTER WHICH I SURELY KNEW, THAT AT LONG LAST, I HAD FINALLY FOUND YOU. MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS MORE, EACH AND EVERY DAY. DEEPER,STRONGER, TRUER IN EACH AND EVERY WAY. WE MAY NOT GET TO CUDDLE, BECAUSE WERE A THOUSAND MILES APART. ETERNALLY ON MY MIND,AND FOREVER IN MY HEART. I COUNT MY MANY BLESSINGS,SINCE YOU CAME MY WAY. MY LIFE BECOMES MORE WONDERFUL,EACH AND EVERY DAY. I WANT EVRY SINGLE SOUL,IN THE WORLD TO SEE. THAT YOUR MY ONE TRUE LOVE,AND SHALL ALWAYS BE. I HAVE WISHED I WAS THERE, AND DREADED THIS LONG WAIT. ITS JUST A FEW SHORT WEEKS, UNTIL I AM WITH MY SOULMATE BY COWBOYDADDYB FOR MY SOULMATE REBE

Wher Should I Have Sex??????
You should have sex at the library You are somewhat voyeuristic, and are the intellectual type. The library offers some seclusion (at least in the periodical section) and you never know what hottie is there with the same idea as you. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What You Didn't Know About Scientology
as found on: http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/Commentary/Scientology.htm What You Didn't Know About Scientology - by Mark Owen ©, Jan. 27th, 2006 All men shall be my slaves. All women shall submit to my charms. All mankind shall grovel at my feet. - L. Ron Hubbard Affirmations There has been a revival of interest in Scientology recently, largely driven by the ministrations of Hollywood jackanapes Tom Cruise. An episode of South Park titled ‘Trapped in the Closet’ aired in late 2005. The cartoon featured Scientologists Nicole Kidman and John Travolta trying to coax Cruise out of a closet, a reference to rumors concerning his sexual preference. Also featured was an L. Ron Hubbard character denigrating Cruise’s acting ability. The extremely litigious Cruise immediately threatened Paramount with legal action, and it is unlikely that the episode will air again. It is perhaps timely to revue some of the history of the ‘church,’ its membership and especially i

Nelson
nelson was a great friend to many people. he's truly going to be missed. i pray that god takes good care of him for he is in a better place now. he will live on in our memories and in our hearts. rest in peace nelson.

Canadian Mexicans
so Canada has opened up its borders and they are welcoming Mexicans saying "We cannot live without them" something that America has denied for years. so First your Mexican, then Mexican American, and Now Mexican Canadian.... "Hola Como Esas, eh?" =P (yes its a joke, but...its true.)

N Future In The Past
Artist/Band: Gill Vince Lyrics for Song: No Future In The Past Lyrics for Album: I Still Believe In You I lie here tonight in the darkness I've never felt so alone tomorrow I'll wake up still lonesome 'Cause things haven't changed since you've gone You walked out with angry words spoken You're leavin' cut right to the bone I'll pick up the pieces you have broken Find the strength to go on I still remember How my love once held her How long do old memories last Why can't I forget it Why can't I admit it There ain't no future in the past I still remember How my love once held her How long do old memories last Why can't I forget it Why can't I admit it There ain't no future in the past

Oral
There are many words describing oral sex, including euphemisms and slang. Like all aspects of sexuality, there exist a very large number of variations on a theme, and no attempt will be made here to represent them all. * The word fellatio comes from the Latin term fellare which means "to suck". * A common slang term for giving oral sex to either a man or woman is "giving head", from the term "head job" (in contrast to "hand job" - manual stimulation). * The use of the term "blowjob" in a sexual context was first recorded in 1961; as recently as 1953 it meant "type of airplane."[22] * The pun "cunning linguist" is a play on "cunnilingus". In its whole form, the pun is often used with a second sexual pun in the following sentence: "You may be a cunning linguist, but I'm a master debater!" The second sexual pun being "master debater," a play on "masturbator." These puns can be found in the popular films Tomorrow Never Dies, Austin Powers and the musical Cabaret. C

Love Making
The Intensity of your body so close to mine. The feel of your touch is so divine. The carnal knowledge of both our souls. It feels so complete, makes me feel whole. Your unselfish loyalty, your benevolent concern. Makes me want you so badly, makes my whole body yearn. This amative action, psychosexual feeling. Makes us become one, for it is our sexsual healing. Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infrigement is a serious crime. Do not take my poem with asking first.

Infidelity
As I stand here in silence With disgust on my face How could I be so stupid As to let you keep your place When i walked in that room And saw what I saw You holding her, put a knife through my heart. Have I not been enough,was I so insufficient Did you need to find others----to make you feel sufficient Being dishonest and full of deceit You are no kind of man You are nothing to me. Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infrigement is a serious crime- do not take my poem for your page without asking.

Are We The Minority?
Are we the minority? who says that we are Politics and Presidents, Will take you but so far You can travel the world, and you'll find more of me For I am original, so just let me be Are we the minority? Is that what they say I'll laugh all my life, till the truth lights the day They treat us as peasants, but soon we shall rise In our face they act pleasant, if they only knew we are wise Are we the minority? The deaf, dumb and blind No, we are the people who see it from all sides Knowledge is power, which equals the truth We know where we come from, we know our roots Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infringement is a serious crime- do not take my copyrighted material for your page without asking.

Ok Breeding Adults Read This!
I WAS TALKING TO A YOUNG WOMAN ABOUT HER FAMILY AND I WISH TO TELL YOU ABOUT IT. THIS WOMAN WAS HAPPY TO TELL ME THAT SHE FINALLY WILL BE GETTING SSI CHECKS FOR HER SON AND HER. SHE ADDED THAT SHE WAS ATTEMPTING TO GET SSI FOR HER DAUGHTER AND HER NEW HUSBAND TOO, BUT THAT WOULDNT BE STARTED TIL PROBABLY NEXT YEAR. SHE SAID EVENTUALLY SHE WILL B SET WITH ALL FOUR CHECKS COMING IN! WHEN I ASKED Y THIS IS WHAT I GOT. "MY TWO OLDER KIDS NEED CHECKS!" "THEY WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE REAL WORK WHEN THEY R OLDER." "MY SON IS DIAGNOSED BI-POLAR, ADHD, OCD."(he's 11 yrs old) "MY DAUGHTER IS ADHD TOO."(daught 9yrs old) WHEN I ASKED IF THE LADY DID DRUGS DURING HER PREGNANCIES SHE SAID THE FOLLOWING AND I QUOTE "NO, NOT EVEN A CIGARETTE, BUT I AM DIAGNOSED BI-POLAR AND MY KIDS REAL DAD HAD OCD UNDIAGNOSED" "FROM MY BI-POLAR DISORDER MY KIDS GET ADHD, CAUSE THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS!" "AND MY SON GOT ALL THREE BECAUSE HE'S LUCKY!!" OK, MORAL OF STORY IS LADIES AN GENTS. "KNOW WHO YOU ARE BREE

Schooled- Adult
Okay.. working on Chapter 7 of my novel and I got bit by this little sideplot that refused to be left alone until it was written. Adam Hart, one of 2 princes to Eudora... Sapphira, a Chosen One with a wild streak... 2 people who love to tease others finally meet their match in each other lol. Much of this will appear in my novel, however it is serously edited. Here is the one place you will see the unedited version to Chapter 7 of Dawn of Destiny, book one to the Spellbound series. ********************** “Still hiding in the dark, are you?” Sapphira’s heart leapt to her throat. With a quick wipe at the tears in her eyes, she jumped up and spun to face Master Dominik as he approached her in the darkness. She cast a glance around the garden, searching for either an escape or a sign of assistance near by. She found none. “M-Master, I did not hear your approach.” “And the Fates decreed you to be one of the rare Chosen Ones,” Dominik chided darkly. “Seems they

Hi!!
This is my first blog... My name is Sandi.. I'm freshmeat.. I'm obviously a new cherry.. Been tryin to hook up my page for everyone.. Hope it appeals to alot of you... Different strokes for different folks.. Some may like, some may not.. be nice...Thanks in advance for the comments i may receive...xoxo

Memo From God
To: YOU Date: TODAY From: THE BOSS Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in di

~oh Ladies You Have To Read This~oh Gross, I Never Even Thought About This~
I never gave it a thought. Who'd a think? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their purses on public restroom floors - that go directly to their dining tables? Happens a lot! It's not always the restaurant food that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on...Mom got so upset when a guest came in the door and plopped their purses down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up the buffet. She always said that purses are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Momma!!! It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our purses, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Shauna Lake put purses to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your purse. Women carry purses everywhere; from the office to public restrooms to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their purses, but did you ever stop to think about where you

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna kick their asses! 5. When people say, while watching a film, "Did you see that?". No, Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya, Sunshine? 7. When something is "new and improv

Islam, Peace And Reality (beware You About To Run With The Big Dogs So Tighten Your Chinstrap)
Okay boys and girls, here are some things that I was thinking about lately. Warning, right off the bat I will tell you that by no means do I think I know everything, but I am very well educated on these topics, both academically and through my experience in the special operations arena of the US Army. If you want to take issue with anything I say, please do, but make sure you are right. First I was thinking about the Islamic faith, terrorism, and the United States. Local politics. And where we seem to be headed as a nation. The last part is my personal opinion. I keep hearing people say that the Islamic faith is a peaceful religion. The absolute truth to that statement is wrong. According to the Holy Qur’an anyone who does not submit to Allah after the revelation (being invited to the faith) is called an infidel. (Bin Laden read a letter of invitation to all of the US recently) As such they can live as a Dhimmis community (less than Muslims) or die (Jihad). This is a faith of War,

Best Fucking Song Ever!
Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You've finally set free, A fall to my knees, And I breathe slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweetest release...(catch me) And I breathe slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good... Cross fade fucking owns seriously. IL

My Name Is Amanda And I Am Canadian!!
PRESS PLAY!! DO IT!! :P Hey, I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader.... I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled.... and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada, although I'm certain they're really really nice. I have a Prime Minister, not a president. I speak English and French, not American. And I pronounce it 'about', not 'a boot'. I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, not policing, diversity, not assimilation, and that the beaver is a truly proud and noble animal. A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch, and it is pronounced 'zed' not 'zee', 'zed' !!!! Canada is the second largest landmass! The first nation of hockey! and the best part of North America My name is Joe!! And I am Canadian!!! (DOES ANYONE ELSE FIND JOE HOT AS HELL??? OMFG)

Don't Be A Wussy
Don't be a wussy! A note to the reader: Sorry for the length of this article, but it is HEAVILY edited! Regardless of the length, please read it all the way through – you're going to get a bunch of important information from it! Hi Bert, My girlfriend of 4 years just recently broke up with me. We have been apart for about 2 months now. It is the hardest thing I have ever done. I love her and feel so deeply that she is the one for me, but I don't know what to do. We are both 21. I am the only one she has ever dated. And I am the only one she has ever had sex with. We were doing really well for about 3 years, and then my life got very stressful. I started treating her very wrong. I wasn't abusive, just very inconsiderate, immature, and was just plain rude at times. Frankly, I was an asshole. Well, she broke up with me, and I decided to change my life I stopped smoking, started getting healthy, changed careers, started going working on my degree, etc. My attitude is so p

Venting...grrrrrr
Its been a rough couple of weeks. Not sure if I\'m going thru a mid-life crisis or a nervous breakdown. I so apologise for not being on line much as of late, but hoping to be again shortly. Pls don\'t think me any less of a friend. Right now, though, reality is more important. I\'m planning a lil trip, hoping to *find myself* again. I woke up the other morning, and looked in the mirror, and didn\'t know who that person was staring back at me. My life flashed before me. (( didnt\' take that long )) Who am I? What have I done w/ my life? I\'ll be 40 in a couple yrs or so, and I feel I have not accomplished any of the dreams or goals I had made when I was younger. I have 3 kids. I have tried my best to raise them NOT the way I was raised. They would\'nt know what a *beating* was, nor will they ever. My oldest is now 16, and driving, yet I still see her as this rambuncious lil kindergardener that still needs her mommy to brush her hair. My 14 yr old who wi

One Night With You
One Night With You dreams are like watercolors slightly fogged and yet so precise behind the eyes of heavy lidded sleep the world is easy and beautiful full of color and vivid rememberances of the past all rolled into one portrait the portrait of me one night with you somewhere long ago as sleep claimed us both we shared in the memories that made us young and bold and lost to self now as I close my eyes it is always one night with you

The Love Of My Life
His name is Lux and trust me, he may be cute, but that adds to his evilness. :) I will get back to emails and shit, I promise. I am not one of those non responsive cunts. Just been busy. Jed, I owe you a call and you will receive one soon. Night ya'll. Anyone watch that Borat movie yet?

You Know You're From Canada When...
1. You only know three spices: salt, pepper and ketchup. 2. You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 3. The mosquitoes have landing lights. 4. You have more miles on your snow blower than your car. 5. You have 10 favorite recipes for moose meat. 6. Canadian Tire on any Saturday is busier than the toy stores at Christmas. 7. You live in a house that has no front step, yet the door is one meter above the ground. 8. You've taken your kids trick-or-treating in a blizzard. 9. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled in with snow. 10. You think sexy lingerie is tube-socks and a flannel nightie with only 8 buttons. 11. You owe more money on your snowmobile than your car. 12. The local paper covers national and international headlines on 2 pages but requires 6 pages for hockey. 13. At least twice a year, the kitchen doubles as a meat processing plant. 14. The most effective mosquito repellent is a shotg

Smiles!!!!!
I stood out side Watch the ocean blue Hopeing one day it will lead me to you Sparking waters The sun kissed sands I sit on top of Awaiting your hand Eyes watching the sea Ear listening too Praying to God the next ship carries you I know you hear me When i call out I know you know Becaues i hear you shout So i stay on this beach And thinking of what i miss Your smile, eyes, your laught And your kiss

Have You?
Have you ever loved someone so much that you couldn't even explain why? Have you ever loved someone so much that you knew it was over and that there wasn't anything there; but you hung on inspite of the pain it caused you? Have you ever just wanted someone to hold you, love you and take care of you? Have you ever loved someone so much that the sight of them calling you, coming on the computer, or just when you see them; you get this weird gut feeling in the pit of your stomach and the happiness that the person brings is unexplainable. This kind of love is very rare and hard to find. Why do we live in such pain and misery. When there is so many people out there that truly do want to love us but we are hangin onto a dream. We are trying everything to hold onto a love that isn't there or is only one sided. It is definately there but we work so hard at trying to get it returned to us that we miss out on the good things in life. Could our dream actually be right around the corner and we don

Things To Do In An Elevator...
When people get on, ask for their tickets. When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more. Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones. Hold the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say, "Hi Mike. How's your day been?" When the doors close, menacingly announce that "It's going to be a bumpy ride." Constantly bounce a tennis ball. Drop a pen and wait until someone reaches to help pick it up, say "that's mine!" Stand in the corner reading a telephone book, laughing. Take pictures of everyone in the elevator. Turn off the lights in the elevator to "conserve energy." Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on ask them if they hear something ticking. When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay. Don't p

Time Heals All Wounds
Time heals all wounds I do believe in that, because I believe that the heart is a fragile thing - break it once and it may never recover at all. Remember that all healed wounds leave marks behind. Scars that will always be a reminder of the pain one has suffered. Pain that sometimes remains deep within 'cause though the outside looks all right, the inside may still be bleeding. It’s hard to admit that the heart can easily love; and yet, when it gets hurt, one will find difficulties to ease the pain, the loneliness, and the heartache. So, for me, time never really heals the wounds. It only makes the wounded feel numb. Like memories, heartaches will live on. There are things that may be forgiven; but the heart can never forget. As for loving another after a hurtful relationship; it would always happen. The broken past will always stay behind cause the new one will be the present and hopefully the future but it will never mend the broken one. You see a heart is like new linen

"hypocrite"
label me call me what you want antisocial,angry, insensitive. they all describe me, I'm just bein myself ,bein me. sayin one thing doin another, your one to talk, such a hypocrite. Just playin the game you say, yea your definitely playin it. I'd just love to see you impaled on your hypocresies, held up to the light for what you truly are. at least I'm not the coward hiding behind his false ways & words.

Hearts! Are Broken!
A broken heart scattered near and far. Who could do this and leave a scar? How could you take my heart and just tare it apart? Was it fun or do you just enjoy hurting someone? A heart so fragile; a heart so true; a heart that only had love for you. A tear today; a smile tomorrow; a glow that will return even after the sorrow. You claimed to love me; you claimed to care but you were never there. I wished i wouldve said no when you asked to meet and i would still be on my feet . Blinded by the tears; overloaded with pain but what do you care; it was only a game!. Another mark for you; leaves someone sad and blue.

Self Analysis
1) What is your sign? Gemini 2) What is your favorite color? Green 3) More afraid of snakes or spiders? Not so much either 4) Longest amount of hours you've ever slept? Hmmm....24 I think 5) Are aliens real? Absolutely 6) Eggs & bacon? Love 'em 7) Multilingual? I speak dick...does that count? 8) Why are hamburgers called 'HAMburgers' when they made from beef? He he, cause they originated in Hamburg Germany. 9) Sneakers or boots? Sneakers 10) Is North Korea trying to play the world? They are trying to be the little engine that could. 11) Is that glass half-full or half-empty? Half full, it was ALL full..but it's a long island iced tea, and will be very empty when I get done with it! 12) Rather be naked or clothed? Clothed 13) Do you watch 'Grey's Anatomy'? Actually yeah, I like it. 14) What is your all-time fave swear word/phrase? What the fuck! 15) Up or down? Up 16) Are you addicted to anything (besides MyS

I Am Becoming Him
ever day i look in the mirrer and see more and more of him showing in me. i hate him and i don't even like his name but i'm stuck with it. i find my self say i will do thing that i can't do becouse people want to hearit. i can but i can't i can't help out anyone i can not be with any one if i hate my self if all i see is him in me. my wherst fear is coming true more and more ever day and i starting to see y he tuck the easy way out. no matter what i do i hurt people and ever more hurt my self i don't want to becoume him and hate that i'm starting to i need to stop it and go back to being the 4th not the 3rd i know only a fow people r going to know what i'm talking about and thos fow r going to tell me i'm not but u don't know what i have done or what thots where in my head or have been runing there my head

The Husband Store...
The Husband Store! A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. ... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. . On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to t

Pagan Path
You scored as Celtic Pantheonic Pagan. Your answers leaned very close to that of the Celtic Pantheon. Very popular now among pagans, the Celtic Gods seem to draw those who are sensitive and insightful, but also very passionate about their beliefs. Many Pagan Holidays are named for this pantheon and here is where you'll find many stories on Horned God, Green Man, and Druids. You likely either have been or want to visit Stonehenge one day. Many Arthurian legnds include references to the Celtic faith, as well. Celtic Pantheonic Pagan95%Greek Pantheonic Pagan75%Ecclectic Pagan65%Roman Pantheonic Pagan60%Shamanic Pagan55%Eastern Pagan40%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan20%Zoroastrian Pagan15%Kabbalistic Pagan15%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)

Help
For those of you who have not already I need youto go vote for me in a contest......click on my profile and click on my family.....click on "I call them how I see them" go to his pic album and click on his classy yet sexy contest....cast your vote for me!! Thanks for all the votes!!

23 Dangerous Child Facts
1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill 2000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20 by 20 foot room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "Uh-oh," it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it. 9. A

Hmmmmmm!
People these days are mean and cruel but we must remember to stick to our rule.Who are real; who are fake; well, my friend it's just a chance we must take.We may get hurt; we may get down but dont forget your friend's are around. People come and people go; but don't let it get you low. We get sad; we get mad but in time we will be glad. Things sometimes just aren't meant to be and in time we will come to see. Don't give up; don't give in ; just keep movin on until the end...

How Will I Die?
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide100%Posion80%Suffocated47%Bomb47%Gunshot47%Stabbed47%Eaten40%Disappear33%Natural Causes33%Disease27%Accident27%

Respect
AS I SIT HERE AND WRITE THIS BLOG ONE WORD WAS POPPING OUT AT ME ALL DAY LONG AND THAT WAS THE WORD RESPECT. RESPECT WHAT DOES IT MEAN WELL IN THE WEBSTER DICTIONARY THERE ARE MANY MEANINGS TO THE WORD RESPECT 1. (usually preceded by `in') a detail or point; "it differs in that respect". 2. The condition of being honored (esteemed or respected or well regarded); "it is held in esteem"; "a man who has earned high regard". 3. An attitude of admiration or esteem; "she lost all respect for him". 4. An courteous expression (by word or deed) of esteem or regard; "his deference to her wishes was very flattering"; "be sure to give my respects to the dean". 5. Behavior intended to please your parents; "their children were never very strong on obedience"; "he went to law school out of respect for his father's wishes". 6. A feeling of friendship and esteem; "she mistook his manly regard for love"; "he inspires respect". 7. Courteous regard for people's feelings; "in deference t

Erotic Poem----
Her tongue licks my neck, She bites my neck just to taste a little blood, But not to hurt me, my desires grow more intense. She wants more of my blood, slowly she goes to my hard nipples, Her tongue working slowly around it biting and sucking, She sits on top of me, licking as if she were a cat. I keep moving wanting her even more. She asks me, “You want my pussy, don’t you”? “Then you better do as I say”! With a growl in my voice I say “Yes, I want your pussy”. “I want to feel my dick inside your wet cunt”. But she says.”No, not yet”. She slowly works your lips around my nipples once more. Biting, pulling them with her teeth. She then slowly backs away, just to see the slightest bit of blood rise to the surface of my skin She smiles, and then kisses me on my lips Her clit so swollen, “Lick me”, she says “Taste me, bite me”. I take my teeth, lightly biting, and sucking her clit. I can feel the cream wanting to come from her pussy. She tells me “Stop, not yet. She

Workin On Movin Out...
So I want to move back to where I grew up, but things are hard where I am right now. In order for me to leave here, I have to pay off all my debts..which is about $5000...and then to top it off, I also need to save up about $5000 to bring with me! I'm gonna end up being stuck here for another year or two just trying to do both of those things..so right now..my new goal is to try to find any way to make some more cash..so far, I'm workin my tail off to do so..wish me luck.

I Wasn't Falling In Love
I wasn't falling in love All my life I have believed in Destiny... Fate… And that when two people are meant to be they will find each other no matter how long they wait, how far apart they are, or how hard and painful it takes... I’ve been dreaming that one day my prince charming will come and take me to his castle and we will live happily ever after... Nobody told me that "happily ever after" does not exist in real life. That Destiny or Fate is actually created by the choices we make. Meeting you, thinking about you and letting myself be fooled by you are the choices I have made and I'll never regret that, even if that’s the reason why my heart is in tears. You’re always hurting me (without you realizing it?) And I let you do that to me because, maybe, subconsciously I want you to be that person who will complete me...You have no idea how much I want to fall for you. How much I want to be with you everyday, to take care of you, to love you and to be one with you... But I know it

Ebay Users Be Warned!
If you use Ebay do not purchase anything from yinghaozhubao2008. I purchased a Silver and Jade Phoenix and Dragon pendant and got a red yarn ornament. Then was ignored when I asked to have a refund for the item I purchased or to have the appropriate one sent. DO NOT PURCHASE ANYTHING FROM yinghaozhubao2008 ON EBAY!

... Like A Texas Tornado...
Well, at least I'm not out of a job! After a somewhat long trip from New York City to Plano, Texas (mercifully bisected by a stop in Trumann, Arkansas - thanks, Dee and company!), I made it here Sunday night. I took Monday off at my boss's suggestion, and my start date became October 31. People there are nice. I actually felt like I was being treated with respect when I came in. I learned today, in fact, that the people there who talk to me behind my back are actually saying good things about me! So, on my second day on the job, I learned that they're pushing back the go-live date on my project... again... indefinitely. That should, by all rights, suck. However, when I was called into the office today, I was told that I'd be still working for them - but in a more direct capacity with the client they want to go live with. For that reason, this Sunday, they're putting me on a plane and sending me on an all-expenses-paid trip to Eugene, Oregon, where I'll be supporting the McKenz

Thinking About Past Girlfriends
Not sure if will read this.. but.. I have a question.. Seems like the last few years I have been thinking more and more about people I used to date when I was younger. Mainly i'm normally curious about what ever happened to them and the "what if's" I find myself thinking about it more often then not. Ya know.. the normal type of question of what might have come of the relationship if one or the other of us didn't break it off. I guess its because the older I get the more lonely I get. I have a few old girl friends that I keep in touch with on a regular basis but only as friends. So my question is, does anyone else think about this? if, you do, how would you follow up on these feelings? How would you try and track them down? There are a few that I would really like to track down and see how thier life has turned out.

A Mans World.....
If Men Really Ruled The World.... Any fake phone number a girl gave you would automatically forward your call to her real number. Nodding and looking at your watch would be deemed an acceptable response to "I love you." Hallmark would make "Sorry, what was your name again?" cards. When your girlfriend really needed to talk to you during the game, she'd appear in a little box in the corner of the screen during a time-out. Breaking up would be a lot easier. A smack to the ass and a "Nice hustle, you'll get 'em next time" would pretty much do it. Each year, your raise would be pegged to the fortunes of the NFL team of your choice. The funniest guy in the office would get to be CEO. At the end of the workday, a whistle would blow and you'd jump out your window and slide down the tail of a brontosaurus and right into your car like Fred Flintstone. Garbage would take itself out. Instead of beer belly, you'd get "beer biceps." Instead of an expensive

For All My Military Peeps
Go to this link and read what this person has to say about military slang. Pay attention to the part where she bashes the army for shooting an friendly iraqi ambulance because "they were going to fast" Apparantly she has never had the joy to be on some TCP in downtown Baghdad scared of a carbomb. I guess i can agree with her on a *few* on the terms as being offensive, but in general every large organization is gonna have some words that everyone ain't gonna like. Plus she got some of the meanings of the words wrong ( gunbunny is a female artillery member that derives from playboy bunny LOLZ) Anyways here is the link http://www.lilithgallery.com/articles/suzyrottencrotch.html

Listen Up Women.....
1) The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. 2) Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. 3) When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. 4) When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. 5) If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. 6) If I mention that a male friend of mine is allowed to do something it is not necessary f

Rant
I feel like shit, my stomach hurts, i'm tired, my head is soo stuffed up..I HATE when the weather gets cold..Im always sick..I need to start taking more vitamins..Blahh..I need a shower..I need to do my hair..i NEED a beer..My house is freezing..my cat is annoying me..i smoke too much...my lip hurts... my eyes hurt..i think i got onion juice in it..lol..Im addicted to this site and i need more points so i can level and start my contest..someone needs to throw ice water on me..The End.

Right Now..
I thought I'd use the blog to say something serious for a change.. Recently I was relocated in my job. I have moved to a new town and it's quite a lonely experience. I'm not looking for sympathy but it sucks being on your own (when you'd rather not be). Thanks to those people that have been more than just self promotion or pimping bulletins, it really makes me feel better! P x

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched othe

Woman Translations
At long last... The Men's Guide to what a woman really means when she says something. Pay close attention (there might be a quiz later). * You want = You want * We need = I want * It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now. * Do what you want = You'll pay for this later. * We need to talk = I need to complain * Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to. * I'm not upset = Of course I'm upset, you moron! * You're ... so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. * You're certainly attentive tonight. = Is sex all you ever think about? * I'm not emotional! And I'm not overreacting! = I'm on my period. * Be romantic, turn out the lights. = I have flabby thighs. * This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house. * I want new curtains = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper..... * I need wedding shoes = the other 40 pairs are the wrong shade of white. * Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it th

"how To Project Ultimate Confidence"
Today, I'm going to teach you 10 techniques you can use to project CONFIDENCE while on a first date. (Remember: If you don't show confidence on a first date, you'll NEVER get a get a second date. 1) Don't Ask, Lead This one is VERY important. A lot of guys ask stupid things like "Would you like to go to this restaurant?", "Can I go to the bathroom", or even worse, "Can we do this again some other time?" And they wonder why they never get a second date! Listen, confident men do NOT ask women for permission to do ANYTHING. They JUST do it. They don't ask for a kiss. They don't ask for a second date. They don't ask for ANYTHING. Pay attention, to follow. Let's get one thing CLEAR, I'm not taking about RAPE! So next time you go out on a date...please...JUST LEAD THE WAY. Instead of asking "Can we...", just say "let's..." and lead her by the arm. But never, never, NEVER ask a woman ANYTHING. Remember, guys: If a woman doesn't like something, she

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Diamond Eyes83%Passion58%Mysterious42%Eyes full of Pain42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Naked, A Fire, Wine
It was nice that we touched legs while she fell asleep. We had a cozy evening. But, it ended there. I know what you are thinking! Guys are such pigs! Why does it always have to end in sex to make them happy! It doesn't always have to end that way. It would be nice if it did once in a while. It is just the way I am wired. Tomorrow is Saturday, wish me luck! If I am blogging about 8:30 a.m., you will know that it will be another week.

My Heart Aches
you keep telling me to trust in you. to belive in you and i do over and over again. yet it seems there is no reason for me to belive in you. all of your countless women keep coming out of the wood works. making my heart ache more and more each day. why cant you just be faithful and true. you say you love but how is this so when you have so many others. when i am in your arms i know i am the only one for you. when these women approach me it kills a lil more of me each time. oh how my heart aches how it cries in despair. why do you do this . why cant you be true. why why do you have to lie either to them or me. each time another one appears it pushes me a lil futher into a shell a shell you beg me not to go into. yet you cant seem to understand its your women killing me. you say you love me and only me then prove it!! you sayou want me and only me then prove it!! stop making my heart ache. im tired of the pain im tired of the despair. if you dont love me let me be free

Chocolate Oatmeal Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1/3 cup shortening * 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 2 eggs, well beaten * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 1 cup flour * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon soda * 1/3 cup cocoa, unsweetened * 1 cup buttermilk * 2 cups rolled oats * 1/2 cup chopped pecans or walnuts PREPARATION: Cream shortening and sugar together in mixing bowl. Into a separate container, sift together flour, salt, soda, and cocoa. Add to creamed ingredients alternately with buttermilk; blend well. Stir in rolled oats and chopped nuts.Bake in a greased and floured 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Bake at 350° for 35 minutes, or until a wooden pick or cake tester inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pan on rack. Spread with Peanut Butter Frosting, below. Peanut Butter Frosting * 6 tablespoons peanut butter * 1/3 to 1/2 cup cream * 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla * 1 1/2 cups sifted confectioners' sugar Blend together the peanut butter, cream,

Chocolate Peanut Butter Chip Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup granulated sugar * 2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa * 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder * 1/2 cup milk * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 3/4 cup peanut butter flavored pieces * 3/4 cup sugar * 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa * 2 cups boiling water * 1/2 cup peanut butter, creamy or chunky PREPARATION: In a mixing bowl, stir together flour, the 1/2 cup sugar, the 2 tablespoons cocoa powder, and baking powder. Add the milk, oil, and vanilla; stir until batter is smooth. Stir in peanut butter pieces. Spread batter evenly in bottom of a greased 3 1/2-4 qt crockery cooker.In another mixing bowl, combine the 3/4 cup sugar and 1/4 cup cocoa. Stir together boiling water and peanut butter; stir into cocoa mixture. Pour evenly over batter in the slow cooker. Cover and cook on high for 2 to 2 1/2 hours or until toothpick inserted near center of cake comes out clean. Uncover a

Home Sweet Home
Lyrics to my favorite Crue song. You know I'm a dreamer But my heart's of gold I had to run away high So I wouldn't come home low Just when things went right It doesn't mean they were always wrong Just take this song and you'll never feel Left all alone Take me to your heart Feel me in your bones Just one more night And I'm comin' off this Long & winding road I'm on my way Well, I'm on my way Home sweet home Tonight tonight I'm on my way I'm on my way Home sweet home You know that I seem To make romantic dreams Up in lights, fallin' off The silver screen My heart's like an open book For the whole world to read Somtimes nothing--keeps me together At the seams I'm on my way Well, I'm on my way Home sweet home Tonight tonight I'm on my way Just set me free Home sweet home

Master Artist
Take up your brush and color me With exquisite pain Use my body, heart and soul As a canvas for your delight. I ache for your presence to paint This black and white world of mine And long to feel your colors splashed Against the pallet of my life.

My Son Wrote This Poem ( I Love It)
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you would ha

Tunnel Of Fudge Cake
This chocolate cake makes its own filling. INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/2 cups butter, 3 sticks * 6 eggs * 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 1 package 2-layer size Double Dutch Fudge Buttercream Frosting mix * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups chopped pecans PREPARATION: Preheat oven to 350°. Cream butter in large bowl on high speed. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well. Add sugar gradually, beating at high speed of electric mixer until light and fluffy. Gradually beat in flour. With a wooden spoon, stir in frosting mix and pecans until well blended. Pour batter in well-greased and floured bundt cake pan. Bake for 60 to 65 minutes. Cool 2 hours before removing from pan. Cake will have a moist center with a tunnel of fudge frosting running through it.

Kahlua Bowl Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1 chocolate cake, 13 x 9-inches, cooled, cut in cubes * 1/2 cup Kahlua * 1 package chocolate instant pudding, prepared * 12 ounces Cool Whip * 1 chocolate toffee candy bar (Skor) PREPARATION: Assemble in a 2-quart bowl: Put half of the cake cubes in the bottom of the bowl then pour half of the Kahlua over the cake. Spread half of the pudding over the cake and Kahlua then spread half of the Cool Whip over the pudding. Repeat layers then break the Skor bar up and sprinkle pieces over the top.

These Are Poems I Wrote To My Wife
AN ANGEL TO ME The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I almost lost. But, now, I know I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another ‘you’. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. IF THERE WERE NO TOMORROW I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights Wit

Chocolate Banana Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup margarine, softened * 1 1/4 cups brown sugar * 2 eggs * 3 squares unsweetened chocolate, melted * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 1/2 cups mashed, ripe bananas * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla PREPARATION: Cream margarine and brown sugar until light and fluffy. Add eggs one at a time. Beat thoroughly after each. Stir in the cooled melted chocolate. Sift dry ingredients together and add to the batter alternately with the mashed bananas; stir in vanilla. Pour into 2 greased and floured 9-inch layer cake pans. Bake in preheated 350 degree oven for 35 to 40 minutes, until cake tests done. Frost with a fluffy white frosting.

Chocolate Depression Cake
A budget chocolate depression cake with cocoa, vanilla, oil, vinegar, and other ingredients. INGREDIENTS: * 3 cups flour * 2 cups sugar * pinch salt * 2 teaspoons baking soda * 10 level tablespoons unsweetened cocoa * 2 teaspoons vanilla * 3/4 cup salad oil * 2 tablespoons vinegar * 2 cups cold water PREPARATION: Sift dry ingredients into a large mixing bowl. Add remaining ingredients and mix with a large spoon until smooth. Spoon into a greased and floured 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Bake at 350° for 30 minutes. Frost with your favorite frosting.

Sex Joke!
0kay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Lettuce!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato

Oh No
cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices the very handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you, but I don't want to offend you". She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that, number 1 , you have to be single and number 2, you must be Catholic." The ! cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic! "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfils his fantasy with a passionate kiss. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the nun, why are you crying?" Forgive me for I have

Easy Fudge Pudding Cake
INGREDIENTS: * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 2 tablespoons cocoa * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 3/4 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup milk * 2 tablespoons melted shortening * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * . * Sauce: * 1/2 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 1/3 cup cocoa * 1 cup hot water PREPARATION: Sift flour with dry ingredients; stir in milk and shortening. Add pecans and vanilla. Mix until well combined then pour into a generously greased 8 x 8-inch square pan. Combine sauce ingredients; pour over cake batter. Bake the cake in a preheated 350 degree F. oven for 40 minutes. Set on a rack to cool slightly (do not remove the cake from the pan). The fudgy sauce will end up on the bottom of the pan. Serve hot or cold

3rd November
On this day in history .. 1620 - Great Patent granted to Plymouth Colony 1903 - Columbia grants Panama independence 1917 - 1st Class Mail now costs 3› 1918 - Poland proclaims independence from Russia after WW I 1930 - Bank of Italy becomes Bank of America 1930 - Detroit-Windsor tunnel opens-1st vehicular tunnel to foreign country 1952 - Clarence Birdseye markets frozen peas 1953 - 1st live color coast-to-coast telecast (NYC) 1955 - 1st virus crystallized (announced) 1956 - Wizard of Oz 1st televised 1957 - USSR launches Laika 1st animal in orbit 1973 - Mariner 10 launched-1st Venus pics 1st mission to Mercury 1978 - UK grants Dominica independence (Natl Day) 1979 - 63 Americans taken hostage at American Embassy (Teheran Iran) 1986 - Lebanese magazine Ash Shirra reveals secret US arms sales to Iran Famous birthdays for this day .. 1718 - John Montague, 4th Earl of Sandwich inventor of same 1794 - William Cullen Bryant, poet (Thanatopsis) 18

Poems I Wrote After My Father Passed Away
Since you’ve been gone I have never felt this alone When you left us It felt like I was hit by a bus It has been two years Who will wipe away my tears The time is now seven One day I will see you in heaven Wouldn’t it be grand If you was here to hold my hand To walk me down life’s highway And make sure I don’t go stray It is hard to say how I feel I only wish this wasn’t real We all were sad The day you left us dad They tell me I should be glad But how could I when I’ve lost my dad With you gone it left an empty space How can I carry a smile upon my face I miss coming over on Sunday Just to sit down and play Even though I have a wonderful wife I wish you was here to be part of our life We know you gave it all your might But you were just to tired to go on and fight That day we laid you down We all walked around with a frown We cried when you left this town But we all know that you received your OLE HAND ME DOWN CROWN We love and miss you BY: Se

I Told You!!
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. James Bond, Agent 00788%Captain Jack Sparrow88%Batman, the Dark Knight83%Lara Croft79%The Amazing Spider-Man75%Neo, the "One"71%The Terminator67%El Zorro67%William Wallace63%Maximus

Surrender
His touch warms my body, the passion in his kiss releases all my fears, His voice speaks to my soul and puts me at ease. I resist but only find that I must submit, to the one who speaks to my soul, hears my thoughts and caresses my heart. I tell myself to resist, but with in his touch I can only surrender, my body, my heart and my soul. I convince myself that I don't need him, but I know that I belong to him, I have no choice, am his, to leave would to be lost. For his touch warms me his voice soothes me and his kiss surrounds me. I swim within his passion and know this is where I belong.

Ironic
Fire investigators on Maui have determined the cause of a blaze that destroyed a $127,000 home last month - a short in the homeowner's newly installed fire prevention alarm system. "This is even worse than last year, " said the distraught homeowner, "when someone broke in and stole my new security system..."

Poem For My Father
A TEAR A tear sliding down from the eyes of my soul Painfully washing away all the dust of the earth, Trailing to the heart of my being. A tear falls gently on this tender heart, The message of needs seen and heard. The desire to do more, be more overshadows life's Light. Each new day, every passing dawn, all is unchanged, It's all the same. A tear to take away the pain and shame As it falls to the ground. Removing the emotion but not my desperation. The needs seen by my souls eyes. Cries heard by my Provider. He assures me he has heard Promises it shall be done. I believe and therefore I see The hand of Love gently growing me, Watering this garden with all my tears. My winter is over, there are no buds. My fall, long removed, yet still no roses. I know my Father hears. I know He is working for me! Oh, my soul, not another tear.

Poems I Wrote For My Grand Mother
GRANDMA God needed one more to fill the empty space, he looked around the world and saw your sweet face, when you stopped breathing, we knew you were gone, you went so peacefully, so we knew you chose the right home, we knew your skies weren't so blue, and the roads were getting too tough for you, but you fought that fight, and you did the best you could do, the best part was you didn't die alone, the day God brought you home. We Miss You Grandma ON WINGS OF FAITH GO Today I felt so all alone In pain I faced the day- Behind a smile, in tears of despair I began to pray... Lord You made the eagle, You taught it how to fly... Why is it he's so free To soar Your endless sky- Without a care in the world While I struggle through this pain? He said, My child you have the power To fly above the rain! You hold the key of choice in hand, Now you must decide... Stay in despair and doubt My word, Or in My peace abide! Today I s

Dark Fire
dark fire smoldering within my soul starving for fuel to make it whole hot, searing heat within my veins needing to give receiving only pain dark and lonely it hungers for care someone to feed the fire in there dark and evil striving to be seen buried as if just a bad dream scorching me with silent heat knowing I will never meet a soul with fire such as mine a soul with passion as dark and divine longing, needing to share the flame with he who smolders just the same unable to speak or to cry out buried inside a silent shout do i have enough strength to try? no, deep inside me the embers die fire turns to ice in my heart crystals forming ripping me apart building up those icy walls protecting me from scary falls walls of ice as strong as stone protecting me keeping me alone content in my prison my walls, my jail making my own living hell no hope no giving why do i go on living? small embers of flame protected by ice

How Far..
A boy leaves his house one summer day, and began to run into the woods to his grandmother's house which is on the other side of the woods. It should also be known that the boy reached his grandmother's house. How far did the boy run into the woods?

Who Loves Arthur.....
Four men and four women are shipwrecked on a desert island. Eventually each one falls in love with one another, and is himself loved by one person. John falls in love with a girl who is in love with Jim. Arthur loves a girl who loves the man who loves Ellen. Mary is loved by the man who is loved by the girl who is loved by Bruce. Gloria hates Bruce and is hated by the man whom Hazel loves. Enigma: Who loves Arthur?

Is It Still Ok !!
Here this is simple !! If you girls say to you you can have sex with anybody you what i dont mind !! really i dont mind !! ( I dont really mind why she said that okk , maube because che like that way of relationship ) Is it still been Cheating on her or not !! thats is my question !! what do you think about that?? p.s i am SINGLE but that is a question a was thinking about lol !! plz repost if so !! and put like shes the one who come to me and said that !!

K & L
"Solitude is a silent storm that breaks down all our dead branches; yet it sends our living roots deeper into the living heart of the living earth." - Kahlil Gibran "Traditionally, most of Australia's imports come from overseas." - Former Australian cabinet minister Keppel Enderbery "If I had a choice of having a woman in my arms or shooting a bad guy on a horse, I'd take the horse. It's a lot more fun" - Kevin Costner, Actor "When I'm a blonde, I can say the world is purple, and they'll believe me because they weren't listening to me." - Kylie Bax, Model/Actress , in Stuff magazine. "If you're living in an area with a bad school, move to a place where there's a better school." - Lamar Alexander, former Secretary of Education, explaining his ideas on what parents of children who attend poorly funded urban or rural schools should do to solve the problem "We talked five times. I called him twice, and he called me twice." - Larry Bowa, California Angels

Ha To The Hills Where He Sun Doesn't Shine
You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian88%Gangrel79%Tremere75%Brujah75%Ventrue75%Nosferatu71%Toreador67%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Destiny
We walk within the shadows created by our souls, The footsteps that we take bare the imprint of our hearts and dreams, Mother Nature’s land reflects the blueprint of our lives, as the valleys and mountains roll out before us in endless facades, upon which the heart knows no bounds. The winds, the rain, the constant movement of the summer tides, all bare witness to the ebbs and flows of our existence, The chains that bind us live on a plain of physical power, In the stars lies our true destiny, unknown, unseen, unlooked for, and yet ever present The Earth revolts with eruptive force, and a new war is born to destroy the soul of many a mother’s womb, The cooling ashes leave the scars of memory, and a warning to those who pass, of power unleashed and still a deafness walks within our souls What lesson would be if learned by all What joy would pass where once hatred walked in putrid honor For nature speaks with but one voice Be gone foul creature of the night Be silent an

I Learned
I LEARNED Isolated from the group, Separated because of false judgement, Judged solely on appearance, No one bothered to look inside, Inside deeper Into what really matters. Sitting alone in the corner Alone, With eyes constantly staring at her, Staring as if the circus Had come, But no, It was one girl. We were a group of 30. 25 laughing, 5 observing. Not one soul dared to speak, Speak for what they believed And in a way the 5, One of which is me, Were just as bad as the 25 Because we did nothing. Nothing to stop the frequent teasing, Because we were too concerned, Concerned about our reputation. I realized how selfish i had been. I had acted in a way that I shall always regret, But I cant change the past. However, I can change the future, A future where I can make different decisions. -Elyse Johnston

What Vampire Family Do U Belong To
You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian71%Gangrel71%Nosferatu58%Ventrue54%Tremere50%Brujah46%Toreador29%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Something To Believe In
My favorite POISON song, especially these lyrics: I tried all night not to break down and cry As the tears rolled down my face I felt so cold and empty Like a lost soul out of place And the mirror, mirror on the wall Sees my smile it fades again And give me something to believe in If there's a Lord above And give me something to believe in Oh, Lord arise

Him
from the moment He arrives until the moment we must part my soul hungers for Him a unfilled craving one that only He can fill my body aches for Him the night beckons with unwavering vibrations my heart yearns for His presence the darkness brings me peace for in it i am with Him i am whole and content only when with Him fractured, when He is gone He is my heart He is my soul He is my One

Faces Of Bravery
On the news I saw heroic faces today Faces of bravery the newscaster would say As he mentioned each brave soldier who gave their life And behind each of these is a, Mother, father, husband or wife Mothers' arms will feel an awful emptiness and wives or husbands will miss their embrace And little children will never again Reach up to touch their parent's face. Faces of bravery are still among those who fight in a battle they never chose But who were willing to answer their country's call Some gave a lot, but some gave their all Faces of bravery are also among us here trying their best their families to cheer Trying to keep their heartache from showing And trying to keep their loved ones from knowing Trying to keep love ones from feeling their pain from the feeling of not being able to go on again Trying so hard to be brave for the daughter or son Who won't see a mom or dad untill the war is won,,, Faces of bravery are evident in the schools Teachers realize that l

Rating People
HOW ABOUT LET'S BE NICE HERE, IF WE DON'T LIKE A PROFILE DON'T RATE IT JUST MOVE ON THAT IS WHAT I DO! HELL SOMEONE RATED MY PROFILE A 1 BECAUSE I HAVE WICCAN IN THE PART WITH MY NAME. WELL I AM A CATHOLIC WICCAN PAGAN CHUBBY CHIC SO DEAL WITH IT! FREAKYLIZARDCHIC(WICCAN/PAGAN FAMILY)

Passion
away from you i have always been, being with you has always been a dream, people say dreams never come true, it was my dreams that have gotten me through, through struggles in life --- i felt your helping hand, through happiness in life--- i could see your charming smile, a question in my mind arose, will you express your love(for me), by accepting this rose? (in order to express my love i am offering you a rose with these words of my heart).

What Are U ( Lol Omg For Once My Answers Changed Lol This Is New I Guesslol )
You scored as Punk. Punk80%Emo60%Gothic60%Jock40%Preppy20%Geek20%Ghetto10%Are you punk, ghetto, gothic, preppy, etc.created with QuizFarm.com

New Friends And Old...ty All
First let me tell all of my friends and family and fans...specially the ones that have stood by me n my family thru all this and all the new ones who have stopped by to show love ..respect and their concern..TY ALL OF YOU much love to you all n your families as well my prayers n thoughts are with you all even in my own trying times... Now for the latest update ...my daughter Natalie called me today to tell me that they have got an attorney who is fighting for her n to get lil Triston back....it's gonna cost alot of money $1500.00 to start but keep all your prayers open that that will happen...she is getting visitation w/ my grandson as well starting this weekend...we have made it this far thanks to all of your support and prayers to keep it up ya'll and AGAIN i CAN NEVER REPAY YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE N SUPPORT

Thanks For Everything...will Keep Every One Posted
TWO DAYS AGO I WAS SUCH A PESSIMIST...I THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS NOT VERY MANY PEOPLE ON LC LEFT WITH A HEART...AS I SIT HERE TRYING TO TYPE THIS TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE...I LOOK AT THE BULLETIN BOARD IN FRONT OF ME AND SEE ALL THE POSTS N REPOSTS ON THE UPDATE OF MY GRANDSON TRISTON AN MY DAUGHTER NATALIE...THANK YOU FOR SHOWING THAT THERES REALLY TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE AND PEOPLE THAT CARE .MY HUSBAND HELLSGATE_666 AND I THANK YOU AND SO DO ALL MY CHILDREN...I WILL BE ON LC AS MUCH AS I CAN ...MAYBE IT WILL TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS...HOWEVER IF I LEAVE SOME OF YOU OUT PLEASE SEND ME A GENTLE REMINDER I WILL GET TO YOU AS SOON AS I CAN...I LOVE ALL OF YOU OUT THERE AND KEEP UP THE THOUGHTS AN PRAYERS AS EVEN IN MY OWN TRYING TIMES I THINK AND PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU AN YOUR FAMILIES. MUCH LUV(as always) HELLSGATES1LOVE AND FAMILY

Who Are You, Teenager?
WHO ARE YOU, TEENAGER? Who are you, Teenager? What have you done to me? To that girl filled with laughter, So careless and so free. Who are you, Teenager? To make me feel this way? Moody, sad, and frustrated, And more confused each day. Who are you, Teenager? Tell me, why did you hide The confidence and self-assurance That I used to feel inside? Who are you, Teenager? New hormones always raging I feel so insecure now With my girlish body quickly aging. Who are you, Teenager? Please, I need to know. Will you help me find my dreams As I learn and change and grow? Is that you, Teenager? Showing me how to care For hidden pieces of me I never knew were there. Is that you, Teenager? Playing a young woman's part. Maturing body, changing feelings, Yet always a child at heart. Is that you, Teenager? Helping me to see That I am uniquely special and so glad that I am me. -Dallas Woodburn

Are You A Democrat, Republican Or Yooper
Are you a Democrat, Republican or Yooper? Here is a little test that will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the following question You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? .................................................................. Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? What does the law say about this situation? Why am I carrying a loaded gun anyway, and what kind of m

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you

Take A Look
TAKE A LOOK Take a look around you Is it everything you dreamed? Is it what you always wanted? Is it even what you need? Look at your life and how you live it Did it turn out as you liked? Or are you a perfect stranger Living someone else's life? When you see your reflection in the mirror Is it who you want to be? Or is it someone you dont know Is it someone else you see? Do you see yourself as others do? Or do you look inside? 'Cause if you go by looks alone Shallowness may be your only guide. Next time you look in the mirror Look past everything you see Look deep inside at who you are And who you want to be. -Meghan Arnone

A Special Fairy Tale
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us girls when we were little , : Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~ ~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined su

New Pictures/contest Going/contest Help
I am in the above contest and I am really losing so if any of you could please vote for me I would greatly appreciate it!! As for the other contests!! I am also holding the second best male package contest and would appreciate it if any of you could please stop by and vote for the men that decided to put theirselves in the contests!! If you are a guy.. then please make a bulletin or something to tell all your lady friends to please come show them some love!! Thanks everyone and I appreciate you all so much!!! P.S. I did put up 3 new pictures in my default album, and 1 new picture in the peek a boo album for anyone that is interested in that!!

Im Sick Of People
some people are just stupid and dont know what to call this stupid bitch...im so sick of being called a ho and all this shit..i cant beleive that she thinks that im fucking around on my husband..the fucking nerve of some people..all she does is tell lies..i hates me for some stupid ass reason..stupid bitch didnt even get to me know..but now all she wants to do is talk shit...i would beat her ass but im not that kind of person well that and i dont wanna go to jail..lol...if i knew i wouldnt..i would beat the fuck outta her....anyway im just bitching a little today since ive been pissed for the past few days..

Five Finger Prayer
1. Your thumb is nearest you. So begin your prayers by praying for those closest to you. They are the easiest to remember. To pray for our loved ones is, as C. S. Lewis once said, a "sweet duty." 2. The next finger is the pointing finger. Pray for those who teach, instruct and heal. This includes teachers, doctors, and ministers. They need support and wisdom in pointing others in the right direction. Keep them in your prayers. 3. The next finger is the tallest finger. It reminds us of our leaders. Pray for the president, leaders in business and industry, and administrators. These people shape our nation and guide public opinion. They need God's guidance. 4. The fourth finger is our ring finger. Surprising to many is the fact that this is our weakest finger, as any piano teacher will testify. It should remind us to pray for those who are weak, in trouble or in pain. They need your prayers day and night. You cannot pray too much for them. 5. And lastly comes our little

A Unhappy Cherry
MAYBE IT MY LIFE THAT SEEMS SO FAR AWAY OR MAYBE IT WHAT I DO THAT CAUSE THE RAIN TO COME DOWN MY WAY AND EVEN WHEN IT LOOK LIKE THE SUN START TO SHINE IT HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN THE BLUE AND SADNESS OVERCOME MY HAPPY DAY!!!!!

The Master Of My Path
You reached out your hand, closing my eyes i reached to grasp you, You unlocked my heart, and set my mind free to dream. You are the words that echo in my mind, You calm my nerves and chase my fears away. You are my light that pierces the darkness, You show me the way, never letting me fall. Your gentle eyes pierce through my soul, Your Control makes me breathless. Your touch that molded me by your hand, Your work of art takes it's shape. i am your creation.

Hospital Window
Hospital Window A great note for all to read it will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the

I Believe
I believe- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe-that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe-that you can keep going, long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe-that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, r

A Single Rose
A Single rose of love A Single rose of devotion A Single wish upon my lips A Single thought of you A Single desire to be granted A Single moment of careless bliss A Single love never to be broken A Single rose for just one kiss.

Butterflies
Suddenly I get this feeling My mind draws a blank My hands are slightly shaking My heart begins to race I feel like I'm losing control I'm nervous inside and out I have an unexplainable feeling I wish I could figure this out These butterflies inside of me Keep fluttering all throughout I thought they were gone for good I didn't know they could come out It must be the way You get to me like you do The way you make me feel The way I love you like I do...

I Love You
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

About Me Personality
About Me Personality What is your name?: KRISTY How old are you?: 32 When is your Birthday?: 1-25-74 What is your zodiac sign?: AQUARIOUS Where were you born?: GILLETTE WYOMING Where do you live now?: HOTSPRINGS What color eyes do you have?: HAZEL What color hair do you have?: DARK DROWN...NOW....BULBERRY N BLACK How tall are you?: 5'6 How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): MORE TO LOVE What is your race?: NATIVE AMERICAN,MEXICAN,GERMAN,FRENCH What is your worst fear?: LOOSING MY SON Do you smoke?: NO Do you drink?: YES Do you cuss?: YES Do you use drugs?: NOT NO MORE Have you ever or will you ever steal?: YES I HAVE YRS AGO Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: YES UNLESS PEOPLE EASE DROP IN MY CONVERSATION & TELL Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: NO & NO Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 10 PIERCINGS NO TATS YET If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: WELL I DON'T HAVE ONE Do you suffer from depression disorder?: USE TO

The American Flag Second And Upside Down.
THE AMERICAN FLAG COMES SECOND By Michelle Malkin March 29, 2006 01:15 A M You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. You should. 03/ 28 : Student protest in Whittier area students from Pioneer, California and Whittier high schools walked out of classes to protest the proposed federal immigration bill March 27, 2006. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High. (Leo Jarzomb/Staff photo) More: Meanwhile: Mexico Cheers Passage of Immigration Bill Like I said: Welcome to reconquista. I predict this stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington. The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every represen

Wish Find You My Only Pussy
hiii...i am a man about 34 years old...and i am egyptian too...i am searching for you my only pussy....i am searching for you all my life...i wasted all my life to find you....if you you feelt that you are my love contact me even if you are 90 years old or even 110 years old....i dont care about age....love is my goal....kisses not for any one it just for you.....

Stoner Ramble [conversation The Thing Heard While In That Place]
The power within. The power within. The power within! . . . THE POWER WITHIN! ! ! Yaaaaaa, maaaaan. . . * * * CHAPTER 2: ROLS ROYCE "You fucking suck." "I didn't mean to, honestly." "Well, you didn't have to go and do it like that. I think you went a little too far." "Oh, bollocks. I'm sorry, I got a little carried away." "Well, don't let it happen again, you hear? I can't keep doing this, forever, you know." "Oh, all right. I'll try, all right? That's the best I can do, right now." "Oh. . ." "Hey, I am new at this. I Just like it." "Well, maybe you like it a little too much. Learn to control yourself while you eat, or there will come a time when I cannot protect you." "...!" "If you do what I say, then neither of us will end up dead. But if you run around doing shit like this, then you'll get us both killed, for sure." "Huh. . .I'm sorry, all right? I'll learn to control it." ". . .You better. Or I'll let you kill yourself. And don't think that I

Wtf. I Write Some Weird Shit. Lmao.
I LIKE BIG BUTTS SPREAD YOU'RE CHEEKS AND LICK YOU'RE SAC YOU HEARD ME! I GOTTA DRIVERS LISCENSE TOO I CAN'T GO TO THE BANK LIKE THAT HOLY SHIT I'M GONNA CUM LEMME PUT IT ON YOU'RE BUM WHY DON'T YOU SPREAD YOU'RE CHEEKS... SCARED OF EM I'M SERIOUS MAN PULL UP MY BUM AND... CUM IN THE AIR LAND RIGHT IN YOU'RE HAIR.... FUCK THIS SHIT. MWAH HA HA!

Items, Weapons Etc. [written By Me, Ladydoantek]
WEAPONS: Kaman'Ral Twin Daggers Dhiekah Twin Blades "Dhol & Dholx" Aldhoman Clan Sword Swandshah Dohbahl Voolbahl Su-on Dogh Seyon'Sa Soonda'gi Solari Kindjal Bahkh-tools Mals Su-on Des Seyon'Za Swandshah-lis Soonda'Ges Albok Sou Morlarlo Darken Svahl SPELLS: Flight Breath of Life False Death Lightning Blast Thunder Shock Earth Quake Title Wave Shadows Ice Blast Vine Ice Storm Air Wall FireWall Water Wall Spirit Wall Fire Ball Twin Ice Blast Thunder Storm Mist Heavy Fog Torch Twin Vine Double Thunder Shock Earth Wall SPELLS(MORE ADVANCED): Pure Darkness Multiply Slow Opponant Strength Blind Speed Sonic Boom Death's Touch Unlock Return Life Visions Apocolypse Invisibility Third Eye PassionWish Weaken Telekenises Pitch Black Mimmic Freeze Regeneration Jump Sleep Awaken Voice Control Opponant Mind Control Mind Sweep Teleport Hide Defend Close Portal BOOKS:

Im Sorry
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

Character Profile And One Little Story.
Full Name:Doantek Elizabeth Vauntetto Age: Over two million years...looks like she's 21 Race: Vampire, hellspawn, demon, black angel Height: 5 feet 3 inches Weight:106 - 110 pounds Hair Color: Blood red Eye Color: Blood red Occupation: Ancient Vampiress Role: Do not have one. Relationship: Single Significant Other: None Personality Sarcastic, lippy, mysterious, serious, out-going, wicked to hang with, never a dull moment, funny, witty, Weapons: "Solari" (looks like a hilt of a sword, but when used by Doantek, the blade comes foth, made from bale fire that is the colour white. It can form into any weapon of her choosing, but can just make a mockery of the weapon chosen...but if she casts a spell upon it, she can mimmick any weapon, plus those abilities...created by Doantek) Family Unknown History: All that's known about her, is that she was created by the Devil three years after Jesus died on the cross. She was created to keep the balance of good and evil in

The Funniest Thing That Happened To Me In A While
the funniest thing that happened to me in a while was when i was at work one day (i work at a KFC) and a guy comes up to me and asks me, "excuse me, do you model?" i was like, "yea, i model. thats why i work a minimum wage job at KFC." he was like, "oh, im sorry. you looked like you modeled." i was thinking, "me?!? model?!? are you crazy?!?" that is the funniest thing that happened to me in a long time. which makes me wonder.... what was the funniest thing thats ever happened to you?

More Random Stuff Of Mine
To the sight of closed doors will come the sounds of dying children. To the sound of dying children will come the change to choose a hero. With the chance to choose a hero will come the time to change the world. And with the time to change the world will come a new beginning. "THOUGHTFUL WORDS" Unto the living there is death. Unto the dead there is life. But what is given to the undead? A world of pain and suffering. The gift to watch their loved ones die. Cursed be the world.

Only 18 Or Over?????????
call me crazy but isn't this supposed to be an adult only sight????? I can understand the whole concept of keeping adult content out of plain sight so that everyone isn't forced to look at certain content if they do not choose to but..... my rant is....why have contests, lounges, and what not that state you must be 18 before entering??????? isn't that just a tad redundant?

Sitting In The Dark
Alone and afraid Feeling so blue Sitting in the dark Thinking of you My thoughts fly by Like a window to my soul My eyes a large view screen My emotions in a bowl I let my mind wander To good times and bad But the bad ones get blurry With the good ones, so glad Sitting in the dark Thinking of you The memories I like Are of you and I Alone and together Neither of us shy Our bodies entwined One heart, one soul Living only in the moment With only one goal Sitting in the dark Thinking of you With pleasure and passion We explore one another Our bodies become one All thoughts get smothered My mind spinning Your hunger so real Your essence devours mine You are all I can feel Sitting in the dark Thinking of you As reality comes back My tears start to flow Only a memory Of you, now I know For never again Will I feel your embrace Another has your heart Another won the race Sitting in the dark Thinking of you.

Possession
Dancing towards your fire the energy engulfs me Begin to intrigue me Know me, for no one knows me Beg me for I beg you Possess me let me I beg to possess you Power let it over take me Let it swallow me Let it hurt me for the moans that I gasp are for your eyes only My soul screams your name as ecstasy controls it. Perverse Controlled Obsession of me below me above me for me within me.

Adding New Friends
First off I would like everyone to know that I'm always open to new friends.I don't add people just for points,I see that as lame.If I add you its because I have intentions of getting to know you.I'm not here to "meet up" with guys or girls as I'm in a wonderful relationship already.I don't care for all the sex talk,its fine to discuss in a mature manner,but NO I don't want to have any kind of sex with anyone else besides the person I'm with.I'm not being rude,or hateful..just honest. I rate lots of people,I don't expect the same in return.Its your choice to rate and for those begging to be rated-fuck off.You won't get my vote.I don't have time for attention whores. My guy isn't jealous,so don't be afraid to say hi..I have his trust :)

Senses
When I look into your eyes, I see your soul. When I hear your gentle voice, You take my breath away. When I listen to your heart beating, My pulse quickens. When I smell your scent, I soar. When I feel your touch, I melt. When you embrace me, My body shivers. When you kiss me, My passion stirs. You ignite the flame within, The flame that burns - Smoldering, fiery and wanting to consume. You stir ancient beast, Awakened and starved she roars And is mad with desire. Take me, as you want my sweet, For I am no longer mine, but yours. Given to you of my own free will, To please and to serve. Show me how well you know what is yours. Lead me to the wantonness, You so much desire. Make me crave and writhe in reckless abandon, And fill your ears with speechlessness. For all else is gone, Floating on waves of ecstasy. You evoke such power, Yet are gentle and generous. You stroke me in ways I never knew, And make me purr softly. You blend pleasure and pain, So

Soundtracks Of Your Life
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE(or in my case a Horror Film!), WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! Opening Credits: Stevie Wonder - Overjoyed Waking Up: Queen - Who Wants to Live Forever First Day At School: OutKast- Morris Brown Falling In Love: Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc. Losing Virginity: OutKast - Dyin' to Live Fight Song: Outkast - Mighty O Breaking Up: Christina Milian - Believer Prom: Stevie Wonder - Heaven Is 10 Zillion Light Years Away Life: Wyclef Jean - Daddy Mental Breakdown: Donny Osmond - I'll Make a Man out of you Driving: Marvin Gay - I Heard it Through the Grapevine Flashback: Stevie Wonder - You and I (We can Conquer the World) G

Marissa My Favorite Pet Is Now On Cherrytap
http://cherrytap.com/user/384253 Feel free to check my little sissy slut out....make her feel at home..but BE NICE. She loves being called a little whore and her pix are in the Marissa folder in my pix. But no gay bashing or hate please...I like this place because it seems to be open minded..Im starting to seriously wonder about that.

Blonde Milk Bath
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 15 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 1.5 gallons so he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note to leave 15 gallons of milk. Did you mean 1.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 15 gallons I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath. " The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my tits. I can splash it on my eyes.

Ignorance Is Bliss
Now I realize my slaves love the humiliation...crave it even, but it angers me that some of the very same guys who grew up jerking off to the the sears catalog underwear ads in their parents bathrooms would feel the need to condemn my pets for their fetishes. I suppose its natural to hate what we don't understand. My sissies love to be displayed so I proudly display them, but please know before you go through their pix that the pic are adult in nature. Dont whine to me that you are offended when they are clearly marked as adult comment. And PLEASE...cute remarks are fine such as what a slut...etc...but leave hateful comments to yourselves please. Also...take a little time and read up on BDSM...you might find that its not as wacked out as people like to think.

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average50%A WUSS !!40%A Sicko10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and after accumulating enough frequent flyer miles, Mike and Maureen land on Mars. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Mike asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, How they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex. "Just how do you guys do it?" asks Maureen. "Pretty much the way you do," responds the Martian. Discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another. Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips. He's got only a teeny, weenie member - about half an inch long and just a quarter inch thick. "I don't think this is going to work," says Maureen. "Why?" he asks, "What's the matter?" "Well," she replies, "It's just not long enough to reach me!" "No problem," he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his memb

Whats Your Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage67%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Moving Forward - Hoobastank
This is off their new album "Every Man for Himself" If you do not have this album, get it. It's my fave at the moment. I apologize for the FMA vid but it's the only way you can hear the song lol. At least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward... I stand before, a road that will lead, Into the unknown - at least unknown to me. I want to go, but I'm paralyzed with fear. Fear of a choice, where the outcome isn't clear. Nooo, but still I gooo. And I take the first step of a million more. And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward... I wonder if the journey will be, Short as I hope, or much longer than it seems. But either way, I've made up my mind. I'm through feeling scared, I'm leaving that behind. Sooo, Now it's time to gooo. And I take, the first step of a million more. And I'll mak

I Just Can't Take It Anymore
I want to cry I need to scream I want someone's ass to ream I feel so alone I feel so tired wallowing in what's transpired I need to cry but life calls I'm getting clausterphobic by the closing in walls I can't take it not anymore I am done My heart is sore.

Land Of Confusion
The first day that I listen this song in the profile of Cinaliscious, I love the song so here the lyric and thanks Cinaliscious for give me the name =) I mustve dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet Theyre moving into the street. Now did you read the news today They say the dangers gone away But I can see the fires still alight There burning into the night. Theres too many men Too many people Making too many problems And not much love to go round Cant you see This is a land of confusion. This is the world we live in And these are the hands were given Use them and lets start trying To make it a place worth living in. Ooh superman where are you now When everythings gone wrong somehow The men of steel, the men of power Are losing control by the hour. This is the time This is the place So we look for the future But theres not much love to go round Tell me why, this is a land of confusion. This

The Troops Respond To John Carry!!
U.S. Troops Respond to John Kerry John Kerry’s recent slap at the intelligence of the U.S. military has apparently been felt overseas. U.S. servicemen in Iraq – obviously "smart" enough to relish sarcasm – displayed this banner as a message to the junior senator from Massachusetts: This should hammer home the message to Kerry and, possibly, to U.S. voters as well. "Support for the troops” is not just a throwaway election year phrase.

Things You Can Do To Make Any Woman Cum
Here Are Three Simple Things YOU Can Do To Make Any Woman "CUM" ...Every Time --------------------------------------------------- No joke here man, I am about to share 3 INCREDIBLE tips for making girls cum... even girls who are really tough cases... even girls who have never had the "Big O" before. Before I get started, let's lay some groundwork so we're both on the same page of what's going on when you take a girl to bed for the first time. Do you ever wonder if what you know about pleasing women in bed... in fact, everything that you do when you are with a woman... is exactly the same thing that every other guy does? Do you wonder if you stand out in her mind? And if you do stand out... is it as one of the best experiences she's ever had? Or... I think you see where I'm going with this, so let's look at this from the other side... When a woman has been seeing you-- maybe for a few dates, maybe you've formed an intellectual relationship on th

So This Must Be My Problem...
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Seattle and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done. The second man had married a woman from Akron, Ohio. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Philadelphia. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see any thing, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day mo

Why Can't We Find Local Ppl
when i first got on this site you could do local searches. but for some reason i can only search for ppl that like motocross, or parting...ect.. i would like to know if anyone knows when or how i can search for local ppl...

What To Do If You Lose Your Cell Phone *
Subject: Fwd: *WHAT TO DO IF YOU LOSE YOUR CELL PHONE * >> >> >>> >>>> >>>> *This a good to know information. I think this >>>> is something worth >>>> knowing if you have a mobile phone.... * >>>> >>>> *Have you ever wondered why phone companies don't >>>> seem interested in trying >>>> to prevent the theft of mobile phones? * >>>> >>>> *If you have ever lost, or had one stolen, and if >>>> you are on a plan, you >>>> still have to pay the plan up to 24 months, and >>>> you have to buy another >>>> handset and enter into another contract. This is >>>> more revenue for the phone >>>> company and this is exactly what happened to me >>>> recently with Verizon >>>> Wireless. Made no difference to them that I was a >>>> retired employee, that >>>> the phone had been stolen or any thing else. * >>>> >>>> *There is a simple way of making lost or stolen >>>> mobiles useless to thieves >>>> and the phone companies know about it, but keep it >>>> quiet. * >>>> >>>>

Recognize Real, This Flows In My Family/blood Lcpl Keown
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Vic Date: Nov 3, 2006 12:18 PM From: Lcpl. Keown Date: Nov 3, 2006 12:11 PM Paying my respect and appreciating all my great uncle (Pfc Oliver) and grandfather(Pfc. Keown) gave for me to be free. I never new my great uncle, but being next to him today touched me dearly. I was very close to my grandfather as I was younger and miss everything him dearly and love them both so much. Sometimes I think them two helped me through combat more then anything there is Thks brother S.F.Vic

I Gots Some News!
Yea....I havn't been online much. My fault. But Lately nada new cept for the news I got last night. I am currently crashing with family till I get my self situated, and my family (mainly my aunt is pregnant) and since they are expecting a little one ( its a GIRL By the way! yay ) There really isn't much room for me. 5 live in the house, and well..with me gone it makes for more room for a babyroom. So I am leaving vegas. I'll be here till end of November to see family that come in for thanksgiving, but after that I'm outa here. So....Yea Don't think that effects many people, but I know I'm gonna miss ya Morbid! And give me a ring and I'll give ya details. But thought I'd leave a blog saying GOOODBYE to all in vegas that I've meet and/or havn't met yet. ash

Are You Addicted To The Internet?
Are You an Internet Addict? (yes) This reminds me of the guy whose psychiatrist asks him, "Does anyone in your family suffer from insanity?" The guys says, "No! We all enjoy it very much!" There are some great comments at the end of this artical!! Fri Nov 3, 2006 7:58AM EST See Comments (732) I was reading through an AFP report on Yahoo! News that says Serbia is now treating people with Internet addictions. This counseling center considers anyone who is not interested in daily activities with family and friends as a potential Internet addict and looks for other signs such as spending prolonged hours online, turning to virtual friends, and isolation. I'm not sure exactly how they treat Internet addiction, but they say treatment usually lasts one year. After reading this, I headed over to Net Addiction and took an Internet Addiction Test (IAT) that told me my Internet usage is causing occasional problems in my life. I won't take that test too seriously because my occu

Expantion
between sets, those moments where its just you and the posions of your choice. T.V. sometimes could be the worst, like a sublime opium sensasion to get lost in. Brain dead in the season Counting the very times this moment has and will repeat. What a waste of solitude expression. Only Ashamed I don't commit as much sin as I'm use to, Fasination runs wild keeping the focus distracted. Who it must be rapping aginst the walls cajoling concideration or absent from reality thought; What a fool I was to define him.

Afterlife
the day u passed away my heart dropped why did this happen to me i hope the afterlife is all the say i know ill meet you when my time has come i hope you will remember me i hope you will always look down upon me like an angel and guard me why you why not me im undeserving of the fate i have come to behold things are unfair you should have lived and me the horrible fate i love you please tell me you love me back be with me always and in the afterlife an eternity we shall always have together

Stashes
Well sorry all, some who know me know I have been quite busy with house problems, no furnace, and I am not sure how my stash works, drop me a line if ya can, and be specific lol, short term mem is a bitch for me, i have to write it all down! thank you ahead of time.

A Woman Meets A Man In A Bar.
A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side. They share a bottle of wine and continue talking and, a

Rhymes For Reasons
Ive got five things in a girl on my mind And if i get them ill return in kind One thing i want to her not to want what i have The second is i need a girl that can laugh The third is i dont want to be hurt Think twice for you rub my heart through the dirt Stay true and get a dose of my worth I want a girl i can make rise from the earth Fourth thing is she has to have fun I know its selfish but it has to be done Fifth is that she has to appreciate me If she does then for real i love ya baby.....

Escape
i ran from the place that you dragged me to i hate it whyd u bring me here how can i escape my minds in a boggle i wish i understood who am i how do i escape ive tried to run fear brings me closer to reality the reality that im stuck escape isnt an option i hope your locked up inside like i am who am i how do i escape i finally ran but realized i had nowhere to go no one to turn to no one that i love who am i how do i escape

What I'm Upto
Well What Can I say, It is cold out tonight, I have my window open to let in the night fresh air, I can also hear all the fire works going off as Bonfire night is a coming. REMEMBER REMEMBER THE 5th OF NOVEMBER. I think we are off to our local fireworks party on Sunday in the village that should be fun and maybe even funny to see if it was like anything like last year... Well last year they tryed setting off fireworks in time with music but that all failed so lets hope better luck this year... I may even try and film it... if I do I will work on it and get it only... :o) but that is only if I can video it... anyway this was only going to be short... All The Way From The U.K. Me x x x

Blogging Philosophical
It’s not what you do with your happiest moments that define you; it’s how you turn the sad moments into happy ones. Isn’t that a load of crap…. Kinda. There’s some truth to everything that is said, even if it is said in jest. And every real truth that you find in life can be a lie in the eyes of another. Be your own personal philosopher, for something that rings true to one, is a pile of shit to someone else. Even the densest person has at least one deep thought in their life. I hope, or else that would make what I’m saying a complete and utter lie. There isn’t a reason for the season unless you want there to be. And sometimes watching paint dry is the most exciting event in the world, as long as you’re getting paid. Whether it is money, life experience, the chance to learn, or to just be a complete fool for a few hours. It’s all worth it in the end. In someone’s eyes. I know I’ve basically repeated stuff that other people have said before, but at this moment in tim

Help Me Turn This Into Something Worth Reading.
Ok, this just popped out of my head recently, and it's not all that put together. I want it to be, though. So please comment on the parts that you like, and the things that are utter shit. I would love to edit it into something worth while. Why do dresses make some girls feel like princesses and others feel like rejects? Is it natural selection or fate? Tomorrow, will I find my prince charming, or will I prick my finger on the proverbial spinning wheel? Nothing makes me happier than…oh, I don’t know. Nothing brightens my day like…shit I forgot. Nothing really matters except for…How much will therapy cost?! Shit I can’t afford that. Go talk to your barber or bartender, it’s cheaper, and you get something out of it. Maybe you really can fly…off the front porch. Maybe your dreams will lead you to answers…for tomorrow’s crossword puzzle. Maybe there is a secret message in your alphabet soup. But you’ll never listen. Never learn. Never fly. Never pay attention to the beau

Heart And Soul
Music is a big part of my life... it can relax me, make me cry, make me angry, make me happy, and best of all..make me get up and shake this big ol' ass of mine!!! I rely a lot on music. It's my therapy. Whether it's songs about pain, love, loss, or sex.... it reaches into the heart and soul of me. There is a point to all that rambling... everyday I'm gonna post lyrics to a song. It might be how I feel for the day, it might just be something that I love to get up and dance to.... but none the less.. I'll be posting lyrics...and if you don't know the song.. it will also be playing in my music player. Why am I doing this? hhhmm... could be cause I'm bored to hell... and also.. I want to share something that means a lot to me... with all my cherry friends. So.. tomorrow... let the lyrics begin :)

Tattoos
well i am interested in opening up a tattoo shop and its not fucking easy at 1st. but its my mission and it must be complete... i wont stop till im dead... well im just going about it the way that i am supposed too. but will have one open by jan new yr well wish me luck and hope to see some you guys n gals there at the grand opening of my tattoo studio all welcome

Waiting
a cold day my gloves are torn the wooden park bench gives me no comfort i wish to be warm newspaper only thing to save me the cold day turns to a cold night that freezes every part of your body i wish i was warm who will save me nobody is there the town is silent blistering cold creeps down my back i feel myself getting numb my heart beats ever so slowly i start to shut my eyes i know its time time to go the great gig in the sky i hope i see you soon

There Is No Such This As A Soul Mate
love that leaves us breathless and hushed taking our time with the act that is best not rushed two who become one that began with a word feelings so much deeper than anything ever heard entranced in a touch and held by a kiss none ever knew the glory of this taste the sweet nectar from each other in embrace of that wonderful spot and so special a place that belongs to each other forever divine enhanced by the love of your heart and mine in tune with the things that we both like to do never has there been anyone for me like you we know the desires in each of our hearts unafraid to lay claim to each others parts knowing we belong to each other for all time makes the act of love making all too sublime electric intensity and the feel of your touch you drive me so wild and i need you so much no fronts and lies we know each as we are no need to hide our feeling from afar we felt it inside before we wrote our first word it spoke from our soul so much more than what's hear

Well Q's I Need A's For!!!
Well I just thought that happiness is some thing, someone, some needs.. I find it harder and harder to find this happiness.. I know that love is a feeling that you have for someone, something, and some need... What is the price tag on Happiness.. What is the price on love? What is the pricetag on be Happy? I know that we all want the samething.. Joys, happiness, love, guidens, freedom, hope, compassion, and some of this R-E-S-P-E-C-T... Soo.. I am here writing out to you on my trials and errors.. But mostly to say... I too am human I got feelings damnit... Other venting that went wrong... Jeannie

The Brick !
The Brick A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared . Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It's

Pain Without Love..
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

Chain Letters And Such
Please DONT post any chain letters or spam on my page or it will be auntomatically deleted...VERY IMPERSONAL AND NOT REALLY A COMMENT... Also i dont know if some of you actually view my webpage but there is a live recording of me thanking you all on LC(just recorded the other day)so if you get a chance to actually view my webpage you can see it:D My private folder that i open on weekends ONLY most of you have seen im sure...no NUDIES..just some more of my pics that i only share on the weekend..Thats alL....nothing to get your rocks off on lol:D Thanx,MySt xo

Angry Very Angry
I have been in my house freezing for almost 3 days just got my elctric turned back on. I have never asked for help yet, I was treated as if I asked for THEIR MONEY" all the time! I thought that funding was for people who needed it. And why should I have to beg, plead , and cry to get someone to help me? I am not sure... I could see my breath in my house...I have had to rough it before, I can do this...But being a "SICK" woman I should never have to be in these circumstances..EVER! NOW...WHEN I could work, I put in my time I worked until I couldn't...as you all know I have been fighting the system for 6 years for disability. THEY are draging me along... I tried "OUR" trustee he is in "ONE" day a week and I can't reach him that day...then other funding in my COUNTY is like very hard to come by right now. I did FINALLY get it back on and I am still cold! I am hoping through this I do not have pnuemonia...I go see my doc on TUES!! I just don't know what to do anymore, I have one more