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Making A Pet Ch. 04
Making A Pet Ch. 04 by sassyblueeyeditalian © I showered and dressed quickly. No panties to wear, I slid the dress over my head and down my hips. Seeing how the corset lifted my heavy breasts up high, giving the impression they could spill out at any movement I made. I blow dried my hair and let it fall over my shoulders. Quickly making up my eyes and cheeks. Running a glistening lip-gloss over my lips. Bending over to tie the sandals up my legs I could feel the bottom of the dress ride up to my ass cheeks. Walking out of the bathroom, careful to not let the vibe slip out of my pussy I walked to wear he sat on the bed and knelt at his feet. Waiting patiently for him to tell me what's next. He ended the call he was on and looked down at me. Smiled softly and reached for a jewelry box on the bedside table. He opened it and showed me the contents of the box. Yellow and wide gold choker, a BDSM symbol in the middle. "You will wear this everyday that you serve me, unless we hav

Marriage
Subject: Marriage > >What marriage is about ...................... > >He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old >man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. > >He placed one half in front of his wife. > >He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two >piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the >drink, his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he >began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking >over and whispering. > >You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can >afford is one meal for the two of them." > >As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He >politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said >they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. > >The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bit

Support Our Troops..
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Randy Date: Nov 2, 2006 11:39 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Donna...O.L.T Date: Nov 2, 2006 11:44 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥ René...Proud Military Wife~ Date: Nov 2, 2006 12:38 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: OPERATION CHRISTMAS STOCKING Date: Nov 2, 2006 5:10 PM PLEASE read and REPOST! Thank You! HELLO EVERYONE!!! THANKS TO ALL OF THOSE THAT HAVE ADOPTED A SERVICEMEMBER FOR THE HOLIDAYS...TO DATE WE HAVE ADOPTED OUT APPROX 150 SERVICEMEMBERS!!! THAT'S 150 TROOPS THAT WILL HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY...THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU... AT THIS TIME WE HAVE 3 UNITS AND 20 INDIVIDUALS THAT ARE IN NEED OF BEING ADOPTED FOR THE HOLIDAYS....APPROX. 225 SERVICEMEMBERS IN ALL AND WE ARE ADDING MORE EVERYDAY. WE HAVE JUST ADDED 2 WAL-MARTS THAT ARE COLLECTING GOODIES TO SEND TO SERVICEMEMBERS. FOR A

Making A Pet Ch. 03
Making A Pet Ch. 03 by sassyblueeyeditalian © He rolled off of me and stood next to the bed for a moment, then walked into the bathroom. I laid there, my mind racing wondering how exactly he would make me pay for that infraction. He came out of the bathroom and I turned my head to look at him. He started walking towards his suitcase, caught me staring and doubled back to the bed. Sliding the blindfold back over my eyes and checking to make sure no light showed. I heard him walk away from me and dig around in his suitcase. He came back to the bed and slid ear phones over my ears turning it on so I could hear a man explaining what a woman’s place is, what they were made for and how a proper submissive should act towards her Master. I strained to hear over the man’s soothing voice what my Master was doing. He slid the vibe out of my mouth. My mouth felt empty and I wanted more. He slid the vibe down my body playing it over my pussy still sensitive from the orgasm I had had min

Have A Great Day Tomorrow If I Am Not Here..
BEEN BUSY THIS WEEK AND SO GLAD IT IS FRIDAY TOMORROW.. AND BOY ITS NOVEMBER ALREADY.. WOW WHERE DID THE YEAR GO? AND HERE HOLIDAYS WILL BE HERE AND WE ALL ALL BE BUSY.. IF I AM NOT HERE AS MUCH.. I AM STILL THINKING OF YOU ALL.. AND KNOW EACH OF YOU MIGHT HAVE SO MUCH TO DO THESES NEXT FEW MONTHS.. TAKE CARE AND HERES A POEM FOR YOU ALL.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI.. You're not just an age, Or an hourly wage. You're more than your e-mail address. You're not just some size, Or the shape of your thighs, Or the make of the car You possess. You're not just your PIN, Or the shade of your skin, Or the place you were born, Or the date. You're not your IQ, Or the width of your shoe, Your zip code, your height, Or your weight. You can't be defined By your zodiac sign, Or the lines in the palm Of your hand. It's not who you know Or the money you owe, Your blood type or cereal brand. You're much too complex For just race, creed or sex, You're wonderfully Multidim

Making A Pet Ch. 02
Making A Pet Ch. 02 by sassyblueeyeditalian © I listened intently every time I heard footsteps or voices in the hall. I must have finally fallen asleep because I woke up and saw nothing, it was pitch black, and I could feel the blindfold around my eyes. The fullness in my pussy had been taken away also. Moving to try and dislodge the blindfold I heard him move and felt his hand on my head while he talked quietly in the phone. The phone was gently put down and silence filled the room. I started to speak but he placed his fingers over my lips. I then felt a piece of cold metal placed against my mouth. I open my lips and he slides the gag in my mouth, the metal circle keeping my mouth wide open for his use. He leaned over and kissed my forehead, “never speak unless spoken to slave, it is not your place.” He said. I nodded quietly and he slipped off the bed, coming back a moment later spreading my legs wide and attaching them to the bed until I was spread as wide as possible. Sl

Questions!
qUESTIONS! Body: If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! ------------------------------------------------ 1. How tall are you barefoot? 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? 3. Do you own a gun? 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents?" 6. What do you think of hot dogs? 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? 9. Can you do push ups? 10. Is your bathroom clean? 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? 12. Do you like painkillers? 13. Where is the best place on earth? 14. Do you own a knife? 15. Do you have A.D.D.? 16.can you roll your tongue? 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought: 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink: 22. Current worry? 23. Current hate? 24. Favorite place to be? 25. Least favorite place to be? 26. Where would you

Making A Pet
Making A Pet by sassyblueeyeditalian © I had taken a holiday from work, my parents' brother and sister staying at home because they didn't want to travel. Driving down to Virginia Beach I spent the entire first day walking the beach and checking out guys, leaving me wet and horny. Going back up to the room and changing into a short black slip dress and heels and walking down to the bar. Sitting down I ordered a rum and coke from the bartender as I crossed my tan legs and looked around the bar. I noticed this guy sitting half way down the bar, medium height, dirty blond hair and dark blue eyes. He lifted his eyes and met mine; I sat there stunned by the intensity there. His lips rose into a half smile as he looked me up and down, making a low comment to the bartender he writes something on a piece of paper and walks towards me. Leaning towards my long brown hair, he inhales and whispers in my ear "bars like this aren't a place for a girl like you." He stands back up and walk

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God100%A Slave To BDSM95%A Romantic60%Virgin25%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Tattoo Survey
1. How many tattoos do you have? 5...& holding 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 2002 3. What was your first tattoo? 2 red hearts with the initials "A" and "C" for my kids with tribal below. I have since added another heart with a "J" for my name. All three letter......JAC also are my brother's initials, Jason Anthony Ciervo, who passed away in 1996( it's located on my left shoulder) 4. Which tattoo is closest to your heart? literally and personally, my first one; because it has dual and sentimental meaning. 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? No 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up? No 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? Only initials. 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? my lastest one, done last week. On the back of my neck. My name in Chinese---Jennifer Lynn 9. Have you ever cried during a tattoo? No 10. hmm... i guess theres no question here. ???? 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly h

The Enlightenment
The Enlightenment Although the intellectual movement called "The Enlightenment" is usually associated with the 18th century, its roots in fact go back much further. But before we explore those roots, we need to define the term. This is one of those rare historical movements which in fact named itself. Certain thinkers and writers, primarily in London and Paris, believed that they were more enlightened than their compatriots and set out to enlighten them. They believed that human reason could be used to combat ignorance, superstition, and tyranny and to build a better world. Their principal targets were religion (embodied in France in the Catholic Church) and the domination of society by a hereditary aristocracy. Background in Antiquity To understand why this movement became so influential in the 18th century, it is important to go back in time. We could choose almost any starting point, but let us begin with the recovery of Aristotelian logic by Thomas Aquina

New Varieties Added
New Varieties Added We recently aquired the Black, Chinchilla, and Red Satin Varieties. How exciting to add to our Satin line! This year for 4-H, we are working on color genetics, so having these varieties will be a fun experement in color combinations for my daughter. Here is the list of varieties: Black Chinchilla Copper Red

What Kind Of Kinky Are You?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting67%Bondage67%Whips50%Blind Folds17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Maid For Dessert Ch. 02
Maid For Dessert Ch. 02 by g1ory © "Tell me, slave, what do you think I should do with you now?" I cannot help myself. The day's chores, the long, drawn-out sexual anticipation has made my pussy so full, so tender - so very ready. I plead. "Please, Sir. Please? Take me. Use me. Oh please, fuck me, Sir, I beg you. I need to come, so badly." I hear him chuckle low in his throat. "Do you really now? Rather anxious, aren't you girl?" My face colours up and I whimper, "Yes, Sir. It has been a - a trying day. Please?" "A trying day? Yes, I can see that these are very, very swollen, slave." The crop taps my outer labia, so gently. "Are these why your day has been so trying?" Tap. Tap. Tap. I find it hard to catch my breath. "Y-yes, Sir," I gasp. "Yes, I imagine that such a swelling must be quite an uncomfortable distraction, sweet." Tap. Tap. Tap. "It must be difficult for you to concentrate on anything..." Tap. Tap. Tap. "...but obtaining relief of your rousing afflict

Cant Wait
I can't wait until the weekend gets here. I can't wait to go to the wildlife center and help out, and I possibly get to go and play Bingo this weekend also. This weather is messed up, it is getting tooooo cold tooo fast. Anyways just figured I would let you know how I am and what I am up to. Got to go and finish cleaning and getting the trash out!

Maid For Dessert Ch. 01
Maid For Dessert Ch. 01 by g1ory © It is Friday morning and Sir leaves me with a lingering kiss as he walks out the door to go to work for the day. Immediately I go into the kitchen and check the special bulletin board he maintains there just for me. My heart skips a beat as I spy the familiar yellow post it note he's left me. It reads, "Check The Box". Heart beginning to race, I run upstairs to our bedroom. As always when I am told to "Check The Box", the first thing I do is retrieve my training collar from its place in my night table. Buckling it almost reverently about my throat, I cannot help but pause for a quick glance in the dresser mirror on my way to collect the Box key from Sir's underwear drawer, where he keeps it. I am forbidden to even think of opening the Box or touching the key unless specifically instructed to by Sir. Holding my breath, I kneel by the Box, insert the key and slowly lift the lid. On the upper tray of the Box is a sealed envelope addressed sim

Maggie: Home Again
Maggie: Home Again by modesty- © The sounds of the night owl echo outside her bedroom window. Drawing the front of her dressing gown together she leans to the glass, peering out into the dark night. The dim light of the candles offered a shimmering glow to those who return her look... the creatures of the night. She leans back in the rocker again and smiles to herself, a lazy warm night in the comfort of her own home. She looks around her room, the beautiful antique bed of her great grandparents. The bed they lovingly brought with them from their homeland in Indiana at the end of the 1800's, the mahogany gleaming from the years of wax and polish. And as in a rush of memories, she draws the afghan up to her chin and remembers. It was not so long ago, that night. And it was because of the personals ad, of all places. She still cannot believe she answered a personals ad. But answer she did. ~*~ Sitting at Starbucks, drinking her usual double tall latte with one pack

What Movie Am I?
WHAT MOVIE ARE YOU ?? (4 GIRLS) Sweet Home AlabamaYour a chick flick girl, born and thriving. You know how to follow your heart even if it takes some time to realize what's the right way to goTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Gods Love
Gods Love God so loved the world he sent his only beloved son It began on a night long ago and through him it was done That the souls of men might find the way to gods love He sent forth his herald to us from heaven above Through the child we were given life forever with our lord He did not see it as some thing he could not afford The mother that bore the child that would one day die for our sin She took on the pains of mother hood and to god did give in The man who stood beside her and took care of them all the same He was a father to the child and for god he gave the child a name A name that last beyond all time and he lives on today Our blessed savior Jesus Christ who showed us all the way Let no one be called worthy who does not to gods will submit For all god ask of us is to believe and trust him through all of it To live as his only son lived and showed us all the way To be one in the spirit and love all every day How many of us would give up sel

What Passes Unsaid
The lingering Touch Words that reach into the heart telling me we both know the part playing the roles we know so well sharing our past nightmarish hell something stirs inside me deep you awaken desires and haunt my sleep I see your face and feel the pain it washes over me and over again such beauty and yet so far from reach old lessons learned by others who teach seeking to be just a friend who knows in time something built to last and be sublime I listen to where your life has taken you I know that road, it was mine too I was in that state of limbo not long before wasted life and licking my wounds and sores not knowing if I could ever mend not knowing if pain would ever end losing all and knowing regret looking for answers not found and yet I see that time can heal the deepest hurt washing away the surface dirt revealing the diamond in the rough a spirit of one who is so tough stand in the circle and join hands, then pray at the fin

Private Message
rubys friends if u want to get my (jeff) email and get updates how rubys doing in the hospital private message me and ill give my email. ruby loves u all so send her some love. ~jeff (rubys brother)

Sometimes We Let Go In Hard Ways
Surender When there is nothing to loose and everything to gain It is easy to let go of the world of pain I fought to hold on for far to long Till all that I longed for was gone In the steps of life there is time to greive To face the hurt, heal and releave. Hard facts are always there be seen Honesty in everything is called by some obcene But for the only place of trust we hold true The lack of the truth was a bill past due Pretending that all was doing great Lead to a life filled with bitterness and hate Our debit to be payed came way to hard The deck of life dealt the death card Now we stand alone to behold our fate I surender my love and let go of my hate. R. Thomas Dinsmore

Too Those That Care
Thanks for all the well wishes yesterday. I felt horrible. Felt like someone had hit me with an 18 wheeler..put it in reverse...and ran over my head again and again and again. *hugs N stuff* ~*BrattyBytch*~ aka Kathy

Hell Of A Halloween
This Halloween I wen't out with a few friends trick-or-treating cause we're cool like that :P, but before we could even head out I had to drive my friend's girlfriend to her house to get some medication or something I really could care less cause it was cutting into my looting time :(. As we're heading back to my friends house we get waved down by this chick who kinda looked familair So seeing as how it was at a corner & we had to stop anyways I rolled down my window to see what she wanted, turns out she wasn't a friend but rather an undercover cop I think cause she was asking if we wanted to have some fun & tried to get invited to the party we were going to (I lied a bit). So anyways I finally convinsed her to leave us the hell alone & we headed off to my friends for some trick-or-treating, as we're going along we hit this house with a kick ass inflateable pumpkin guy & a liitle boy who was as cute as hell even though he tried to run off with my candy insted of giving it to me so his

Production Video
yesterday the president of the window factory i work for told everyone to wear their blue company shirts to work today because we was going to make a production video to send to our customers to show them how we make our windows, and to prove that no one else can beat our quality. they told everyone to do what they normally do while they was filming. but when i got done with the window i was working on, they asked me to take it apart and do it over and they wanted me to do everything the same way i did before. after that they told me when to start on the next window because they wanted me to be in the shot when they was filming everyone else. And they wanted to make sure i had everything set up that i needed for the windows the guy next to me was working on. so i took a look at what i had, and let the other guy know which windows i had everything for so we can keep things running smooth. we might not of had scripts, but i think i got a good taste of what actors go through behind the sc

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THINGS HAPPEN ALWAYS NOW TRYING FOR LIFE AND LOVE THE GREAT EXPLORATION GOES AGAIN MORE EVENTS SEE THE POWER SEE THE PAIN AND SO IT CONTINUES SEE THE WEAKNESS SEE THE STRENGTH UNCLEARLY MORE IS SEEN ALWAYS MOVING, ALWAYS CHANGING SEE THE FRUITS, SEE THE PITS BUT HERE IT IS ALWAYS ENSCONSCED BY THE CROSS OFTEN PUSHING, OFTEN PULLING THE PARADOX REMAINS LIFE AND LOVE ALWAYS FOREVER PLUS MORE DAN CELTIC CHARMS

What Kind Of Eyes...
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) SunriseYou have sunrise eyes. Sunrise is the color of joy and elation. Your eyes symbolize your general sense of wellness. Your confidence and high self-esteem each and every day make you the person people want to be around. You are a very creative, passionate, and sexual person. You are not afraid to tell people what you think of them, whether good or bad. Some words to describe you: self-assuredness, out-going, busy, cheerful, bright, amiability, courage, successful, creative, personable, happiness, motivational, optimistic, strong, and aware.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Need Votes
HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS I'M TRYING TO REACH ROCKSTAR STATUS AND ITS TAKING FOREVER SO PLZ ASK ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO CHECK OUT MY PICKS AND RATE THEM THERE BEING UPDATED AT THE MOMENT SO PLZ COME LOOK AND RATE COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU ALL THINK

The Bored House Wife
she sits at a table she ponders she runs her hands through her hair a computer her friend, her enemy she giggles she laughs she teases em all but the life of a bored house wife is a life of all she blinks her eyes she sets up the table for soon the bored house wife wont be bored anymore she looks for the man shes been waiting to see he soon arrives and gives her a smile the wait is over the day is soon done but hopefully the bored house wife wont be bored no more

Va Services For Returning Combat Veterans
VA Services for Returning Combat Veterans of Operation Iraqi Freedom and Operation Enduring Freedom The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) has developed special programs to serve the nation's newest veterans -- the men and women who served in Iraq and Afghanistan -- by assisting them with a smooth transition from active duty to civilian life. VA's goal is to ensure that every seriously injured or ill serviceman and woman returning from combat receives easy access to benefits and world-class service. Combat veterans have special health care eligibility. Their contact with VA often begins with priority scheduling for care and, for the most seriously wounded, VA counselors visiting their bedside in military wards before separation to ensure their VA disability payment coverage will be ready the moment they leave active duty. Through enhanced programs and new policies, VA is striving to ensure it holds open the doors to a seamless transition from soldier to citizen.

Lalala And Cornnuts
i think i may be depressed, however years of partying drugs and alcohol have left me a bit out of touch with my emotional construct. I feel annoyed, yet inwardly, not sure what that means, i havent fucked up to much lately. Maybe it's just that sense of disappointment in reflection. Oh well, none of this makes sense but i was hoping that typing something would let me pinpoint the angst that's coursing thru me... oh well..

Veterans Pride
A Message from Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson America's veterans are the face of America. They come from all walks of life, all ages, all ethnicities. They served our Nation honorably and well and we honor that service, but how do we honor the veteran – the individual who put on the uniform and gave his or her all for our country? Last spring I had the privilege of attending the ANZAC (Australian and New Zealand Army Corps) Day ceremonies in Sydney, Australia. ANZAC Day is the most important national holiday in Australia, a combination of Memorial Day and Veterans Day. It was established to commemorate the more than 8,000 Australians killed in the battle of Gallipoli in World War I, and now honors all Australian and New Zealand veterans. Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson One of the things that stood out during the day-long ceremonies was how all of the veterans and surviving family members wore their medals and campaign ribbons.

Growing Up
there is so much bickering that we need to grow up and act like adults not children. we have so much to give to each other that we don't have time for this bickering. i don't why we have to bicker amongst ourselves. all we are doing is showing our children how to keep acting like children. GROW UP PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weird
You scored as Drown. Your gonna drown and then probably get eaten by sharks.Oh wellDrown33%Stab17%Fire17%Sufficate17%Natural Causes17%Poison17%Explosion0%Suicide0%Gunshot0%Eaten0%How will you die #1?created with QuizFarm.com

Moving.
Sorry I havn't been on much or talking to most of you like I've been doing in the beginning. The reason for that is, I'm moving soon and I'm trying to get packed up and ready to leave. On top of that, I've been really busy with work and boyfriend, trying to fix up a few arguements all that stuff.....plus when all comes to worse, monthly's really suck and I think all the ladies know how that is. So when I move in, I won't be having internet access for about six months until I decide what I want differantly or if I decide to move into a new place when and if I get a second job. Thats why I have been absent, so late Happy Halloween everyone and I hope yours was better then mine. Jenn

How To Explain Diabeties To A 7 Yr Old Anyone Have Advice?
well I have had to change the way i eat again lol the kids hate this cuz it effects them a little they don't really realiaze what mom has to go threw to keep her diabeties in control. Halloween was part of the problem they had pizza, chips and dip, candy, and punch now I am paying for it i know i shouldn't have ate most of that stuff but with my youngest one trading me chocolate for other stuff its hard not too. I explaned it to her yesterday mom can't eat that stuff cuz it makes mom sick but its so hard to have her understand does anyone know how i can make a 7 yr old understand mom's diabeties won't let her eat as much candy as she can with out hurting her feelings

Cool
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes50%Mysterious17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

We Are Getting Married!!!!
YAAYYYYYYYYYYYY...YEP YOU READ THAT RIGHT..WE ARE GETTING MARRIED..RICH ASK ME TO MARRY HIM ON HALLOWEEN...YAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY....IM SO HAPPY...HAVENT SET A DATE YET BUT COULDNT WAIT TO SHARE IT WITH MY FRINEDS!!!! :)~

Women's Personal Ad, Lmao
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish - 49 Adventurous - Slept with everyone Athletic - No tits Average looking - Ugly Beautiful - Pathological liar Contagious Smile - Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure - On medication Feminist - Fat Free spirit - Junkie Friendship first - Former very *friendly* person Fun - Annoying New Age - Body hair in the wrong places Old-fashioned - No BJs Open-minded - Desperate Outgoing - Loud and Embarrassing Passionate - Sloppy drunk Professional - Bitch Voluptuous - Very Fat Large frame - Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate - Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes (get a safety word first before you apply this theory so u dont get rape charges!) 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = Of course I am upset, you moron

Broken House
our poor old broken house you yell you torture you tell me you dont love me think of what we have done what we are about to accomplish do you want it to all go away our dreams flushed down the sink lies are u thinking of someone else when u are asleep tell me the truth you act like u care lies i know how you feel but tell me to my face hes in your thoughts right now lies you have made us what we are a poor old broken house lies

(i Didnt Write It Just Felt It Was Right To Put It In
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

Lost Love
Well for yall that read this please note this not an end of life letter, just a way that I feel after a year. This has been the worst year of my life. A year ago I found out that the women that I though I was gonna spend the rst of my life with (my wife), admitted (and was caught in the act) of unfaithfullnes. Her only response to me catching her was that I was not supposed to be home till the next day. I come home on November 8th (a day before our five year wedding aniviersary) of last year from a tranning session in Las Vegas, when I walk in on my wife in bed with three other guys, going like wild animals. With me standing there in the doorway with a dozen roses and in aww struck all she could scream was that I was not supposed to me today. Even though it has been almost a year I stil feel the pain and heartache of that day, a day does not go by with that vison playimg in my minds eye. my heart ans soul forever scared by this image I did not know how to live fot he longes time o

Short Poem I Wrote The Other Day
Your in my dreams my heart longs for you I'm lost in your eyes I just wish you knew how you make me feel when you touch my skin no words could express this place that I'm in free from this life I've been lost in so long nothing was right so much went wrong until I found you it seemed so much like fate placed you in my arms before it was to late sharing dreams & telling secrets so it begins proving once more that love always wins ~*Love^Me*~

Just Thinking...
You know it has been a rough one when you wake up and your thinking that it is Friday but it is only Thursday! I could swear it was! Imy friend hadn't pionted out that it was Thurs then I would have believed it was all day!!! Ha Ha Ha I thik I am loosing it... :P

Donald Duck Is My Alter Ego...hehe
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck88%Sleeping Beauty75%Goofy75%The Beast63%Cinderella50%Pinocchio50%Peter Pan50%Ariel31%Snow White31%Cruella De Ville13%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Aww
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

My Name Is Hope
In destruction and aftermath comes a new hope, of a world with peace... no fights left to fight. Once where beauty lay, now only waste, to a place I called home, now is all gone. Fought till nothing survived their wrath, all is gone... for what... a better world? I seek only vengeance now, seeking my revenge, Seeking out those that brought this beauty to end. Deadly in darkness... stealthily in mornings, my wrath of vengeance shall always be known. Silent killer... seeker of eternal truth, let they who show no mercy... be the victims now. Forever in darkness my soul shall it be forgiveness without mercy is my life I lead. My name is Hope... I’m here for them now, to show to them all... that wrongs shall be righted. Lost in a world where all things have been lost, yet here I am... to show them never to lose hope.

I Hate When....
Im super duper horny but have a dr appointment and cant get all cuntnasty. bleh. 2 hours..I can wait...I knoooowww I cannnn. so today is my *dr is going to look at my cervix with a microscope* day. Im kinda scared...but I kinda dont care. My sister had *things* and they just burnt them off. Is it just me, or should the words BURNT and CERVIX never ever been in the same sentence? Hope everyones having a good week!

Thoughts Of A Twiztid Soul
Saying everything is going to be okay...nothing ever is. Sure things will might get good for someone but hell it's always at the wrong motherfucking time in which you think you found something worth holding onto. Go figure. I don't know, I am at my friend's Heather's and her husbands crib using the lap top to type these worthless words. I don't know what to do anymore, I am having fun over here don't get me wrong, but seeing them...making me wish I wasn't alone anymore. Shit, I am so fucking tired of having to always be the one to have to change my life inorder for me or someone else to be happy. Like moving to a different state. Apparently I never mean much cause the thought of them moving out here has never crossed any of their minds, I may fucking hate it here with a passion but I learned how to live here. I have friend's here, I am not ready nor wanting to have to start all over again to try and find or make new friends. It's bullshit. I doubt anyone reading this will understand a

Everything Fine
JUST A NOTE TO LET EVERYBODY KNOW I'M FINE COMPUTER CRASHED, HAVE NEW ONE WILL BE UP AND RUNNING IN THE MORNING SOMETIME SO WILL THOUGHT I WOULD LET EVERYBODY KNOW I'M FINE AND MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH

Alphabet Stew
Apple of my life Been there from the start Caressing this ones broken heart. Determined Empathy From far away Grounded Hopes and dreams come true Imagining Just being with you. Kind soul Loving Me Now more than ever. Overcome great feats. Passion and love Quaint Rain Seems To Utilize Visuality With Xtreme Pleasure. You Zealous creature.

So We Had This Party
On the 28th we had this GREAT halloween / Birthday Party ... I posted pic so you can all go take a look and as soon as I get them all down to up load size I'll post more ... Hope you enjoy the pix ... Until later ... LUV to All My Cherries, Madi XOXOX

Beauty
BEAUTY IS FOUND IN THE HEART.... NOT IN THE EYES OF SOME JEALOUSE BITCH!!!!SO WHEN YOU SAY I'M UGLY....I'LL LAUGH, MY CUTE LAUGH, SMILE AND SAY THESE SIMPLE WORDS,... "DON'T HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME!!!!!!"

Hehe
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.WereWolf100%Demon100%Dragon58%Mermaid50%Faerie50%Angel25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Recognition
I'm just asking for a little. I'm hoping for an acknowledgement. I'm not wrong seeking an aquitle. It's for all the hardwork for you I spent. Please show me some. Please acknowledge I'm alive. Please know it's home to you I come. With you I wish to thrive. My hands are swollen. My back it cramps. My mind's been stolen, For my life's a boot camp. Just a recoginition. Just a little. Just give me an indication. You love me a little.

Poem I Wrote A While Back
Fleeting dreams vanish off into a hazy mist of morning dew. Stretching arms reach for heavens light greeting it as new. Angelic smiles along sweet laughter fade winding as one. Living for nothing else other than to live & love someone. Hugs with kisses a flowing stream of hope of life of love unseen. Pictures shaded an obscured view hidden behind a tattered screen. Share with me this world of carelessness free from worry or guilt. For in such a place our sun still shines as do these flowers never wilt. Butterflies float on soft winds whispering romances to these blooms. Such daydreams swirl about in my mind as I pace through these rooms.

Loven
I've always wanted to start one of these silly games, so let's see how well this one flies ... If you wanna be the secret lover of the person who posted this bulletin, send them a private message saying "me love you long time". Then repost this bulletin with the title "who's my cherry lover?" If you don't repost this within 69 seconds, then you're love life will stop dead in its tracks. Let the lovin begin!

Cleaning Dunna Dunna
I've been cleaning. Almost all the dishes are done. I just need some to dry before I can do the last of them. I'm in a rather good mood today. Judy is being stupid as usual. I just wish she'd let us have our damn animals. I don't understand how someone can't like them ya know? Anyway, I had a ton of fun with Steavie and Barry last night. We took a lot of photos. Of course you can't see any b/c my level isn't high enough to add anymore. My internet explorer went to shit. I'm using foxzilla now or w/e the fuck it is. It's working a lot better. I can actually get on here w/o having issues of it fucking up every fucking 10 mins. So I work tonight. I'm glad cuz it'll keep me occupied. Tomorrow bright and early we go to the docs so that Craig can get his surgery done. Tomorrow is gunna suck ass. We need food and stuff and there's no way for me to get my money and all that stuff. I think I might ask Barry if he'll take me to the bank and take me grocery shopping. Craig won

Killer
WHY DO PPL THINK THEY AHVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE ANOTHER HUMAN LIFE PERSONALLY I THINK THAT THEY SHOULD GO RIGHT TO DEATH ROW AND NOT HAVE A CHANCE TO DEFEND THEMSELVES..SO MANY YOUNG WOMAN AND MEN HAVE LOST THIER LIVES BECAUSE OF PPL THINKIN THEY R GOD.TODAY I BET THRE IS FAMILYS SITTING WORRYING ABOUT THIER CHILDREN WONDERING IF THEY ARE SAFE.I ALMOST LOST MY SON 8 YRS AGO BECAUSE OF ANOTHER CHILDS GAMES.I HOPE U ALL KEEP UR CHILDREN SAFE U NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN I THOUGHT MINES WAY SAFE TOO..THANKS FOR READING THIS

Science Is Wonderful!
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink one litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia Coli Bacteria found in water that contains feces. In other words, we are consuming one kilo of shit. However, we do not run that risk when drinking rum, gin, whiskey, beer, wine or other liquors because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermentation. It is my duty to communicate to all of you people who are drinking water, to stop doing so. It has been scientifically proven that it is unhealthy and bad for you. THEREFORE - It is better to drink alcohol and talk shit than to drink water and be full of it !!!

Time For A Hug?
The reason I need one can vary so when I come asking for one, must you question why first? Cant you you just open your arms & wrap me in them for a short time? I know your time is valuable & its something you can not get back! I promise not to ask for one everyday, but if you could do this one thing for me it would mean more to me than I can express. THE SIMPLE STEPS 1. I ask for a hug 2. You agree to the hug 3. I ask if your ready (I don’t want to intrude) 4. When your ready, reply “yes” 5. I ask you to “close your eyes” 6. When your done with your hug, send me a thank you or smile. At that time I will be happy to tell you why I needed the hug I know this seems odd to most of you. I ask you to close your eyes & imagine it, because I know it helps me to feel the hug better. After all, whats a hug if you cant feel it? Yeah, the smileys are cute & send the message of caring but there are times more is needed! Take all the time you need for the hug, Im giving you one also. I c

American Gi's
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all > the anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should > remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words > during a recent interview. When asked by one > of his Parliament members why he believes so much in > America, he said: > "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look > at how many want in... And how many want out." > Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you: > 1. Jesus Christ 2. The American G. I. > One died for your soul, the other for your freedom. > > YOU MIGHT WANT TO PASS THIS ON, AS MANY SEEM TO FORGET > BOTH OF THEM.

What Mystical Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid67%Angel58%Faerie58%Dragon33%Demon33%WereWolf25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Stuff
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ask Me Any 5 Questions.... (repost)
You get to ask me 5 Questions (TO MY INBOX)...any 5 questions, no matter how crazy it is,and I promise to answer it...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you....so go for it... press reply Repost as 5 questions..... unless you are scared 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. (repost of original by '©Thåt NØ®thÊ®? Gi®l™' on '2006-11-01 15:43:24') (repost of original by 'FAT SONNY~' on '2006-11-01 15:45:02') (repost of original by 'Cricket ~ Wiccan Family' on '2006-11-01 15:52:51') (repost of original by 'dizzy' on '2006-11-01 23:03:49') (repost of original by 'I*D*G*A*F' on '2006-11-01 23:51:44') (repost of original by '~Pain Is My Passion~' on '2006-11-02 02:31:29') (repost of original by 'Diva & Daddy' on '2006-11-02 03:56:15') (repost of original by 'MORBID PRINCESS' on '2006-11-02 04:34:10')

Yep
You scored as Love. You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Love100%Grace75%Courage58%Hope58%Peace50%Faith42%Joy33%Wisdom25%What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Must Read Lol
ok just so u know i dont agree with all of it its just funny WOMAN-LANGUAGE-CODE OF ETHICS: ok let's see....when a woman say's, she is: 30-ish........................... 39 Adventurous...................... Slept with everyone Athletic......................... No breasts Average looking.................. Moooo Beautiful........................ Pathological liar Emotionally secure............... On medication Feminist......................... Fat Free spirit...................... Junkie Friendship first................. Former s! ut New-Age.......................... Body hair in the wrong places Old-fashioned.................... No BJs Open-minded...................... Desperate Outgoing......................... Loud and Embarrassing Professional..................... b! tch Wants soul mate.................. Stalker A WOMAN's ENGLISH CODE: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = You're in

Usmc Toys For Tots @ Best Buy ***even If You Dont Wanna Read It..(heartless Ass) Repost It Damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(repost)
Everyone, While checking out at my local Best Buy, there was a notice on the counter that allowed you to make a donation to the USMC Toys for Totos program with a simple scan by the cashier. You can donate in $1, $5, and $10 increments. So the next time your at your local Best Buy, please remember the USMC Toys for Tots program. Thanks you, Bob Dobrowolski Proud Military Dad (repost of original by 'Proud Military Dad' on '2006-11-02 10:41:54')

Stars And The Moon
which side are you on the left or right straddle the fence once again tonite am I here just until he comes along someone better to lead on It gets pretty tiring and very old each time I find love its shortly after im told its just not right or its not you its me and soon spend your time in another's company then all im left with are my empty words they cut like a knife but are never heard so redemption is mine but its kept inside its only seen by a few prying eyes wow youre really nice kind and caring but it seems im not really worth sharing any love, kindness, caring or respect it seems im worthy of only neglect ill sit alone in an empty room ill look to the stars make friends with the moon they shall keep me company theyll come along with me and give me safe passage back to the land of the lonely

Finding My Way Through Depression Haze
Depression and its constant struggles.... Has anyone ever been in a position where they have lots to say but are too sad to talk? I have had this account for a bit now. Everyday I think about sitting down at the computer and writing something to add to this. I hate that my next entry is going to be somewhat a bummer but sadly I don't think I can discuss much else till I get past this. Many of you may wonder where I've been the past few weeks. I apologize for my absence. Please know my friends that you have not been absent from my thoughts and in my heart. I suffer from severe depression. Some may read that and deem me instantly a flake or a nut. Many friends hear this and say "don't be so dramatic just get over it". OR my absolute favorite "you are an adult... control your emotions and stop acting childish". I hate these people... at least to some extent. It makes me want to grab them by the shoulders and say "thank you oh ignorant small minded one... your obvious and glib su

A Dream
in my dreams i dream of times gone by the days when things were innocent and free i fly, i dance, i hop, i cry a dream is a vision of what may come or has been i wish that a dream was a vision of you i hardly have seen u when im flying around why is this so have you done something have you made my dreams the only place i can be free the chains are broken my feet arent glued a dream is my place when i dont have to think of you i hope that my dreams stay pure in there form a dream in an escape where i not dreaming of you forgive me for saying but these things are true without my dreams all i would have would be you my dreams are my comfort i miss being able to fly leave me alone for my dreams are all i have left dreaming, dreaming, silently i awake i see you sleeping next to me how do i feel what should i say i go back to sleep in my dreams i am free for just one.........more..........day

Nyx
as found: "Nyx." Encyclopedia Mythica from Encyclopedia Mythica Online. /www.pantheon.org/articles/n/nyx.html> [Accessed November 02, 2006]. Nyx by Ron Leadbetter Nyx is the goddess and embodiment of the night. According to Hesiod in his Theogony (11.116-138), "From Chaos came forth Erebus and black Night Nyx; of Night were born Aether being the bright upper atmosphere and Day Hemera, whom she conceived and bore from union with Erebus her brother". Also from the Theogony (11. 211-225); "And Night borehateful Doom Moros and black Fate and Death Thanatos, and she bore Sleep Hypnos and the tribe of Dreams. And again the goddess murky Night, though she lay with none, bare Blame and painful Woe, and the Hesperides who guard the rich golden apples and the trees bearing fruit beyond glorious Ocean. Also she bore the Destinies and ruthless avenging Fates who were regarded as old women occupied in spinning, Clotho the Spinner of the thread of life and Lachesis the Disposer of Lots, s

All About The Princesskitty
ME FROM A TO Z A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW: 847 B- BIRTHDAY: MARCH 27 C- CURRENT CRUSH: HMMM CANT SAY D- FAVORITE DRINK: ICE TEA E- EATING CURRENTLY: NOTHING JUST DRINKING F- FAVORITE FOOD: MEXICAN G- WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE? MY SISTER, MY FRIENDS AND MY MOM H- CURRENT HATRED: SHALLOW IGNORANT PEOPLE I- I THINK: I NEED TO FIND A MAN THAT FOR REAL J- I'M JUST: THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT NEEDS TO BE THERE K- ANY KIDS: TWO MY SON AGE 7 AND MY DAUGHTER AGE 3 L- I LOVE: MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS M- FAVORITE MOVIE: FOUR BROTHER AND HONEY N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER: ASK ME YOU SHALL RECEIVE O- OVER OR UNDER: OVA 20 AND UNDER 30 P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: COOL WATER FOR WOMEN /CURVES FOR MEN Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF: I HAVE BEEN HURT SO MUCH IN MY LIFE ITS NOT HAPPENING AGAIN I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT... R- LAST ROAD TRIP: UNION CITY, TNN S- FAVORITE SONG(S): PUSSYCAT DOLLS- STICKWITHU AND AVANT-4 MINTUES T- FAV

Dionysus
as found: "Dionysus." Encyclopedia Mythica from Encyclopedia Mythica Online. /www.pantheon.org/articles/d/dionysus.html> [Accessed November 02, 2006]. Dionysus by Rachel Gross and Dale Grote Dionysus, also commonly known by his Roman name Bacchus, appears to be a god who has two distinct origins. On the one hand, Dionysus was the god of wine, agriculture, and fertility of nature, who is also the patron god of the Greek stage. On the other hand, Dionysus also represents the outstanding features of mystery religions, such as those practiced at Eleusis: ecstasy, personal delivery from the daily world through physical or spiritual intoxication, and initiation into secret rites. Scholars have long suspected that the god known as Dionysus is in fact a fusion of a local Greek nature god, and another more potent god imported rather late in Greek pre-history from Phrygia (the central area of modern day Turkey) or Thrace. According to one myth, Dionysus is the son of the god Zeus and

My Ex And He Is Being An Ass
I have been seperated from my ex husband since october of 2004 and we officially got divorced june of 2006. I gave him custody of our then 3 year old son as I had a 5 year old that i had to take care of and didn't know if I could afford to take care of both of them being a single mom on a waitress salary. So I let him take him after he told me that i could have him back when i got everything straightned out. Well needless to say he didn't give him back and I ended up giving him full custody. I never said anything before because we didn't have paperwork and I haven't been able to spend Christmas at all with my son for the past two years and not he is telling me that i can't spend thanksgiving or christmas with him this year either. I know that I did some stuff to hurt him, but hell it was 4 years ago. We have both moved on and learned from our mistakes and yet he is still acting like an ass with our son. I told him that unless he let me have him for Christmas that I was going

Sands Of Time
my life is a spiral like sand in a hour glass spinning downward out of control i keep trying to pull myself up but it sucks me down farther and farther into nothing the sand is suffocating me killing me somebody break the glass set me free time is short the glass is half full nobody is coming this is what is meant to be seconds are left the sand is almost gone im trying to figure out why im dying by the sands of time

In Response To Being In A Cult ..lmao
OK SO SOME LIL PISSED OFF BITCH DECIDES CUZ SHE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY CERTAINS THINGS WENT OR WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT GO WITH THE WAY SHE THOUGHT THINGS SHOULD BE RIGHT AWAY SHE DECIDES TO ATTACK.. WELL GUESS WHAT YA LIL BITCH.. FUCK OFF.. U CAN SAY WTFE U WANT ABOUT ME AND MY FRIENDS BUT THE POINT BEING U HAVE BROUGHT ALL AND ANYTHING THAT HAS NOW BE SAID OR DONE TO U ON YOURSELF.. DO NOT ATTACK ME AND MY FRIENDS IN A BULLETIN.. IF U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME COME TALK TO ME... I ACCEPTED YA FRIENDSHIP.. MADE U A FUCKING MORPH U REQUESTED BUT OF COURSE THAT WASNT GOOD ENUFF FOR U.. SO U BUUGED THE HELL OUT OF ME TO MAKE 1 OF YOU NAKED.. SRY CHICK WASNT HAPPENING... SO THAT PISSED U OFF... LIKE I SAID WHEN U DONT GET WHAT U WANT U GO ON THE ATTACK AND RIGHT AWAY SAY PEOPLE R ATTACKING U FOR YOUR SEXUAL CHOICES.. WELL LEMME TELL U RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF U SUCK ON A COCK OR A TIT.. THATS YOUR BUSINESS.. NOT MINE... MY BUSINESS IS HOW U TREAT ME AND MY FRIENDS.. AND THATS RIGHT YA LIL BITC

If You're Not In Love With A Soldier!!!
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your life aliv

A Child Is Born
silently patiently waiting for the day a child shall arise from our own flesh and blood this world isnt a place for a child to be we hope that we make it the best it can be life is a challange time is short our lives will have changed with a stroke of the clock a child is an angel sent from heaven above please love it always with endless love i hope that my child will respect me i hope its love is true i wish that my child will be better than me my life has been meaningless until you arrived i see in your eyes that you belong to me my heart is a glad as a tide in the sea blah lol

The Pagan Roots Of Modern Holidays
as found on http://paganwiccan.about.com/library/weekly/aa032503holidays.htm The Pagan Roots of Modern Holidays Many Pagan traditions are still seen today. Many of the holidays we celebrate today are considered Christian, but the origins of many modern-day holidays are older than Christianity. Easter The Christian holiday of Easter commemorates the crucifixion of Christ, and his rise from the dead into heaven. Then where do all the symbolism of bunnies, and eggs come from? It's more than coincedence that the early Pagans had a holiday to mark the Spring Equinox, called Ostara, usually celebrated around March 21st. With the return of spring, came the birthing of the farm animals for the year. Which is why we see bunnies, chicks, eggs and little lambs as symbols for this holiday. Part of the Ostara mythology involved the return of various deities from the underworld (symbolic of the end of winter). So it's not surprising that this holiday got enmeshed with the Chri

Silly Girl..
I'm becoming smaller and smaller But noone notices. I don't need to take my life. It's slipping through my boney palms while I futily reach out and grab to rescue silly pitiful strands that glide right through my grasp. What childish dreams I had to think that life was anything different than it had always been. I can't take my life. I never could. It was never there...

Namaste
"I honor the place in you where the entire universe resides. I honor the place in you of light, love, truth, peace and wisdom. I honor the place in you where, when you are in that place, and I am in that place, there is only one of us." - Mohandas Gandhi – The Meaning of the Word “Namaste” I honor the place in you in which the entire Universe dwells, I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace, When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me,we are One. Namaste meaning from Spiritual Cinema. Namaste is an Indian expression used as a greeting or upon parting, by putting the palms of the hands together in prayer position. It means, “I honor the Spirit in you which is also in me.” This, of course, is also a way of saying, “I recognize that we are all equal.” -Namaste above by Deepak Chopra Namaste & Success - Meaning and Definition Namaste, appreciation, and success all go hand in hand when you understand the true mea

If U Know
My personal views are that I hold theocracy to be the worst form of government, and a semi-democratic meritocracy to be the best Dictatorships are recognized by the absence of a system that could be used to replace the dictator no matter how poor he becomes and where he is not accountable for his policies. Dictatorships put an entire country under the control of a single individual. Julius Caesar, the original modern dictator, maintained control and gathered increasing power over the Roman Empire (which was previously democratic) by keeping the empire in a state of war during which elections were not held and other hierarchal mechanisms were frozen. We must always question other people's motives and I for one, trust those in charge no more than I trust any other person. This mistrust and inherent aura of competition must always be present within the government; an atmosphere where one person is not critically judged or challenged allows that person, who is running the country in wh

Drugs Suck
Drugs Suck This is not entirely true. Given the right drugs, you can change yourself in major ways. You can feel good, relaxed, comfortable, you can feel happiness, excitement, you can experience your life as a great meaningful adventure, you can feel that all of your troubles have been washed away... for a little while. For many of us, the only time we ever really feel good is when we're on some drug. Of course, it's one of life's little ironies that the only thing you have to make you feel good is also the thing that will destroy your mind, your body, and your life if you do enough of it for long enough. I suppose if you're a well-balanced person, you can get high from time to time without much of a problem, as you don't really need to do it. However, if your life sucks, then when you find a drug you really like, just doing it occasionally won't be enough for you. You want to do it every day, you want to do it all the time. And this unleashes a whole host of p

Tv
TV isn't bad Current mood: blah The real problem with television is that it doesn't suck. I mean, sure, 95% of it does, but there are plenty of programs which are creative, interesting, funny, dramatic, moving, etc. If there's nothing on, there are countless movies you can rent and watch. The problem is that television gives you the illusion of connection to other people and to the world. No matter how empty and pathetic your own life might be, you can turn on the television and let the stories and emotions wash over you. Movies and tv programs let you get to know their characters in intimate detail, you seem to share the most important experiences of their lives, as they fall in love, fight wars, cure diseases, defeat alien invaders, and so on. But of course, it's a false intimacy. You don't know these people, the characters and events you're vicariously experiencing probably never existed, and even if they did they're still not part of your life and never will b

Therapy Sucks
Therapy Sucks The problem with therapy is that it doesn't actually work. This is because psychology and psychiatry barely qualify as sciences at all. They are sciences in their infancy, much like where medical science was 200 years ago. Consider medicine in 1800 or so, before the discovery of DNA, viruses, and bacteria. Surgery was being done, diseases were being treated, there were plenty of theories as to the cause of disease and the ways to stay healthy. Most of these theories were wrong, and most of the treatments for diseases did nothing of value, or were even harmful. Some worked quite well. This is comparable to where psychology and psychiatry are today. Their practitioners have no true understanding of the human psyche and human personality. What they have is a large amount of data, based on lots of research. They've looked at this data, and figured out that psychological symptoms tend to cluster together in common patterns, which they refer to as disorders

Liars
The Big Lie All of your life, you've been lied to. You've been told what life is supposed to be about. Grow up, do well in school, make friends, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, get a good job, get married, get a nice house and have kids. Watch tv, go to church, vote, find some hobbies to entertain you. Donate money to charity. Go on vacation. Get old, retire, spend time with the grandkids. Look back on your life with nostalgia, look forward to the afterlife of your choosing. This is what you're supposed to do, this is what normal people do. This is what everyone else is doing. Oh sure, there are a few aberrations here and there, sometimes some people slip off this track, but you can get back on at any time. Of course, when you actually look at the world around you, you may see something entirely different. See that young married couple living next door, with the wife gardening in the front yard while the kids play out back? She's snowed under with Xanax all the

Peeps
If you ask people why they do the things they do in life, they will give you sensible sounding reasons which seem to explain their decisions. We like to believe that we exercise sound judgement, especially in the important decisions of our lives. I think that this is rarely true. I think that standard operating procedure for human decision making is to do what feels right to you at the time, and then to give logical sounding justifications for what you were already going to do anyway, whether you had justifications or not. So, if you are pregnant, and want to get an abortion, you will be able to give any number of reasonable sounding explanations why this is the right decision. You're not ready to be a parent, or you need to finish your education or get to a better point in your career, or you don't have enough money, etc. If instead you want to keep the baby, you will explain how even though you will have some extra difficulties due to the lack of money or whatever, yo

Results Of The Sexiest Bbw Contest
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Life
Life sure has a way of coming along and kicking you in the nuts when you least expect it. Seems like lately things have finally been going my way for once. Money saved in the bank, a nice vehicle, bills getting caught up, plus all the good things that make life worthwhile like family and friends. And then, just as I settle back and begin to enjoy my life, KER-POW!!! Life takes a shot at my nuts and hits dead center. For that nice vehicle I was speaking of needs new steering parts now to the tune of $700 parts and labor, money I don't have even with what I've been saving. So now I have to hope my truck doesn't tear itself apart in the time it takes for me to save up that money, which would mean needing even more money. Anyone want to make a donation? lol, jk

While The City Sleeps
while the city sleeps the night draws on by the heavens are turning the stars are burning across the universe life is in silence for another day to night is slowly passing by quiet is nothing and nothing is useless inbetween the lines a shadow is creeping quiet patiently the night closes by the sun has awaken the city has to arise

Looking For Aunt And Uncle
for anyone who can help I am looking for a few family members . 1 is my aunt she would go by lori or laurita she would use the last name Haynes .the 2nd is my uncle .his full name is Geroge Eldon haynes. but goes by Butch haynes . they have 2 sisters named helene and Nancy and a brother named Richard McAdoo. and he goes by Ricky . the reson why I am posting it this way is becasue someone may see and know of them . It is very important that I find them . their sister Nancy is passing of cancer . and her only wish is to find them . before she passes away . if anyone knows them please get back to me .if they need to know anything I know everything about them and their sisters .OUR grandfathers name is Edward Haynes. THANK U

Lo Que Quiero
~*~*~* Es Lo Que Quiero *~*~*~ Quiero yo estar a tu lado, Quiero yo estar en tus brazos.... Quiero besar yo tu boca, Y vivir enamorada..... Quiero una noche contigo, Quiero yenar te de besos..... Quiero que entreges tu querpo, Como yo lo are contigo..... Una noche de amor a tu lado, Que te aga olvidar el pasado..... Esa noche empiese de nuevo, A sentir me enamorada...... Quiero ser tu amor Entregarme con ti una vez.... Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado.... Quiero ser tu amor, Entregando mi piel por tu piel Que conoscas lo que es el amor, A mi lado.......

Dictionary
1. "Fine" This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. (NEVER use "Fine" to describe how she looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.) 2. "Five minutes" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. "Nothing" "Nothing" means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." 4. "Go Ahead" (with raised eyebrows) This is NOT permission; it's a dare! If you mistake it for permission, the result will be the woman will get upset over "Nothing" and you'll have a "Five-minute" discussi

Hayabusa V/s Mitsubishi Evolution 10
Dear Blog, Ok, here goes today a buddy of mine from the Office came back form the holidays. So, he called me nearly @ 6:30pm. Guess what, tonite was the unique night which i never think off, my buddy Ahad challanged me in a race. But that race was not of cars with cars or bikes with bikes but it was Car v/s Bike. My buddy recently modified his Evolution 10 so he placed a bet. I have faced swere accidents in the past coz of my race things on heavybike. But this time i accpeted his challange so we go to some lonely place where is not much traffic. I was on my Hayabusa, i was bit afraid but after thinkin for sometime i finally decide that i will do it, coz i like to face the dangerous situations. The race is on, v were almost on equal speed but there was a weird turn on the end of the road he easily pinned the car but the i wasn't able to turn it in speed so i slowed down my bike, and when

Understand The Price Of Freedom
Understand the price of freedom. The white purity of her countenance may only be preserved by sacrifices of noble souls. The valiant know it is better to lose all they have to keep the balance of justice level, than to live a life of petty privilege devoid of true freedom. True freedom is where an individual's thoughts and actions are in alignment with that which is true, correct, and of honor - no matter the personal price. The right to justice is something that no one can bestow, nor take away, for it is in one's heart. It is better to suffer and endure any condition to preserve this dignity. Be willing to give all, even to your own physical demise in order to protect truth from injustice. Be eager to pay any price, so long as it is your own stand for that which you are committed to by truth and honor; this is the price freedom. For freedom is not a gift nor does it simply exist for us to have, but rather it is a sacred duty, and its blessed yield of hope is born from none other

The Clues To The Great Mystery Are All Around Us!
To understand the mysteries of life you must look around and within. You will see patterns everywhere; patterns that seem to manifest themselves over and over again. These patterns exist intertwined within nature and man bridging the gap between the enigma of self and universe. You see them in spiraling galaxies and the Mandelbrot fractal of fossilized Ammonoidea; growing from the unknown to atoms to molecules to solar systems to galaxies to the paradoxical expanses of the universe with origins and destinations unknown; just like us in birth and death. The similarities of tree branches, rivers and blood veins. The power of cellular division and nuclear fission, the patterns of finger prints like endoplasmic reticulum, or a black opal's play of fire like the nebula of supernova. Moon shots are like protoplasmic lurches, while simple thoughts and observations of the nature around us take us beyond the unknown. The clues to the great mystery are all around us and deep within us.

Remeber When
REMEMBER.. Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals C

The Precious Opal Is The Queen Of All Gemstones
You will always remember the first time you hold in your hand the queen of all gemstones; a brilliant precious opal. Beauty in nature will seldom speak more clearly or boldly to you as the first moment when you peer spellbound into the magnificent luster of the opal's kaleidoscopic inferno. One must think it would be God's own vision if he held in his hand the Earth itself to gaze at the heavenly fires of her aurora borealis. Seduced, as you gaze into the opal's labyrinthine nebula of fires and color, you will know that were the expanses of the universe ever to be contained they would abide in the effulgent opal's blaze. Resplendent hues of unfathomable color and fire leap from its form. Your eyes and entire being will satiate with visual harmonies of color. There are greens that leave jealousy without color; greens with depths that pale rich emeralds to light jades. Opulent blends dance before you in infinite shards of light infused with a cosmos of motley infinitudes of reds, like bl

You Will Live Them One More Time
by Bryant H. McGill, April of 2004 What shall be known of the days we've wasted The friends we've loved and those we've hated What will become of the laughter last Or those once known in lives long past What shall we do with the time we've wasted Or the gentle lips like wine once tasted What of our children alone when we die Or our bodies like fallen leaves that lie What will come of the mornings and the days Who will remember our purpose and ways What of our memories and what of the pain Who will know them as us the same It is you-- that will live them one more time And you will taste those lips of wine You too will know the joys I knew, And sorrows’ longing, for life anew

What Men Truly Know
by Bryant H. McGill and Chris S. Heinen, December of 2004 Men know many things Of beginnings, middles and ends Lifted heroes, fallen Kings Changes like the winds Needs, Hopes, and distant dreams The suffering that makes us stronger Things that are, and things that seem And a life, we wish was longer Birth, death and a brief moment For mistakes guilt and regret Sins that need divine atonement Our wrongs to thus unset Many more; are the things unknown Yet all can know good deeds Thus are mighty beauties grown From such wanton seeds

We Did Not Get To Say Goodbye…
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 If I die before I see you again A simple thing I want to say No matter to the troubles when Our time was dark or grey For as a whole our time was great And filled with joys and love That no trials can thus abate Nor change the truth thereof Where I am, I hold no grudge And hope you feel the same For time is a forgetful judge That feely forgives blame One day it will be your turn To give this gift again To those you love, you’ll return That you kept within The simple truth that you cared And wish you showed them more There’s no reason to despair To memory - let’s adore!

Quote
"Senator John McCain is denying rumors flying around Washington that he recently went out drinking with Hillary Clinton. McCain's exact quote was, 'Five years with the Vietcong was enough'." --Conan O'Brien

Truths Once Known
by Bryant H. McGill, July of 1996 Do not be afraid... my daunted friends For life-- like light, shall never be bound Through life, this darkness veil transcends Your soul’s own light, shall joys resound! From light, the shadows of darkness cast In crossroads-- we many therein stand Succumb thee not to darkness vast Sin's wisdom-- of the Master's plan The colors of life, and choices all Seed the fields of hope-- with our druthers We sometimes in, these spectrums fall Needing-- our sisters and brothers! For beneath the muted colors-- dearth Life's vestige brilliance, may there be found Lore tells of beauty, soul and birth Strife's journey, spirit-- nature crowned Within black, and sullen faces shown Memories of pith-- begin to wane Kin to moments, of truths once known These ballads-- and visions-- the same

Dead Sexy Halloween Ball Is A Smashing Success!!
Hey SEXXY friends!!!If you weren't at Dante's on Halloween night, you missed out on one HELLUVA party!! It was the 2nd annual Dead Sexy Halloween Ball featuring Smoochknob and the Smooch Girls!! I have to say, it rates up in my top 5 parties of the year!! Dante's was packed to capacity!! There was a lot of people dressed up in some very cool costumes! I dressed up as one of Satan's minions, a black demon. Here are a few pics of just some of the cool costumes!!

Time Is The Great Illusion
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 Take every precious moment And spend it well my friend And dwell thee not on discontent To higher forms transcend For life is full of illusions None as persuasive as time Men shall come to their conclusions And few as such sublime For our time is frail and brief Our hearts are a beating clock No matter what our will or belief The ticking hands shall stop Many a man before his hour Answered a call of unknown toll When rang the bells a distant tower His mortal hours stole But time you see is a perception Its tempo an illusion of the mind The clock shall make no exception Save how a man shall reckon time It is here that death has no power Some deeds they echo on forever In another’s beating passing hour The gift of your loving endeavor Sometimes it is just a smile or glace Your gift of a gentle touch or embrace Just never miss that precious chance To do what time can not erase

Im Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't under

The Vision Of An Orphan
by Bryant H. McGill, March of 1993 In the early dawn of the first Autumn day, In a small town-- Few to whom had known, Awoke a young orphan boy. As usual he made his way through the town, While silently his soul did sing, Through the thick of the woods-- to the edge of the lake, By the way of the winding spring. At the bank of the lake he sat quiet and still, That even the animals knew, Of his wisdom's taught, by nature's insight he wrought, And to all he lends wisdom hitherto. And over the years of seventy and nine, His shadow as one did twine, With the leaves and the trees-- by the sun’s peaceful ease, To a wreath of the soul and the vine. He only spoke once that the town people heard, From a drifter of the lands of the free, So he said once he heard-- like a flittering bird, Chirping psalms of the gods begging pleas And as the orphan died he spoke before the trees, What can I offer to you, Least that which you already possess, Bu

Treasures
im a treasure why dont u see that u treasure your posessions but what do they really mean happiness isnt everything but love can be u never see the treasure the treasure they call u and me i floated when i saw you but i quickly hit the ground when i saw that the treasure the one that i had found had left me for loneliness it had left me to drown

Alternative Ways To Say No!
Alternative ways to say no: I'd rather have my nipples chewed off by a pack of wild dogs. I'd rather suck the snot out of a gorilla's nose until the back of his head caves in. I'd rather wipe my ass with a cheese grater. I'd rather slide down a barbed wire banister into a bucket of alcohol. I would rather stick my genitals in a bees nest. I would rather crush my foreskin between two tables while being bitch slapped by a fat, mustached Greek named Spyros. I would rather have a porcupine inserted violently into my rectum. I'd rather drink a gallon of turpentine and piss on a forest fire. I'd rather suck cow snot through a straw. I would rather sandpaper a wildcat's ass. I'd rather watch Rosie O'Donnell and Roseanne mud wrestle in the nude. I'd rather bungee jump with the harness tied to my penis with your mother lying naked in the landing zone. I would rather dry hump a polar bear in

She's Home Now - Dedicated To Jessica Marie "jessie" Lunsford
Dedicated to Jessica Marie "Jessie" Lunsford Her daddy tucked her into bed Gave her a kiss, and whispered, “I love you.” Those would be, the last words he said, Her brown, loving eyes, his last view. The impression was still on her pillow, Where her precious head, had last laid In the quiet comfort of her home, Where no child, should ever be afraid Her school books lie out and ready, For a new day; her shoes on the floor The only things missing, a stuffed teddy And the innocence, we trusted before. Her room will stay the way it was left With the lights on, until her daddy decides-- To turn off the lights; close the door, now bereft Of the warm, loving soul once inside. She was taken, without mercy-- so cruel! Like a flower bud, cut before blossom, To her family, a stolen, crown jewel That sank all our hearts to the bottom And from this abyss, we now sit in Our own demons, we now must face, Of mortal monster’s, all consuming sin Their deeds, to all,

Our Master Love
by Bryant H. McGill, April of 2003 Oh, love is a masterful pain A splendid martyr it makes To render its likeness again The best and worst credits to take We give it our happiest years It reaps from our souls endless tears In life it goes on, in death too beyond It both comforts and proves our worst fears

Moments After
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 I have held a human soul As it flew right from my hands And I watched that warm red glow Chill, and then disband I have looked in knowing eyes That knew not any more Nor winked quaint goodbyes That twinkled just before I have felt a weakened breath That moved in shallow sighs That rattled upon death But spoke of no goodbyes I have held a hand in waiting Until minutes before the night Our clasp slowly abating Then gone just with the light There was nothing I could sense No mystical night surprise Just a profound silence Broken by sobs and cries

I See The Flower Of Kim Chun-su
I shall speak his name, Kim Chun-su, like that spoken of the flower. Now, no more than a mere whisper; will he come to me - in my heart, and become my flower? Can you see him now, hiding in the mountains so far away, And can you hear his whispers, in the surf of southern Korea? Forget everything you thought you knew about him, forget what you think you know now, your belief, that is he gone - Let us not believe in those ideas, but believe only in this moment. His poetry of no meaning a pure thought of the true meaning, now speak his name with me and become his flower Kim Chun-su a golden, happy child of Chungmu who became something to you and I What we all wish to become an unforgettable gaze Can you see him?

I Am Facisim
by Bryant H. McGill, September of 2004 I have heard the rumors and whispering of discontentment I have seen the shaking, angry fists and pointing fingers I have felt the hot breath of heavy arguments raging I have tasted the bitterness of nations divided by ethos And... I know the joys that set the roots of longing in your past I feel the desperation in your pleas for promise and hope I sense the anxiety as you hold tightly onto the present I believe in your worthy longsuffering to shape the future For… You’re the split bodies that bathed distant shores to bloody red You’re the American born, baptized, and married dressed in white You’re the brave hands that held the stars on waving fields of blue You’re the hope that freedom’s banner would never lose its color Yet… I will blow down your sacred edifices of long traditions I will flood your highest towers of hope and progress I will freeze still the warm affection flowing for your countrymen I will burn yo

Small Towns
by Bryant H. McGill, August of 1997 Small towns, freckled frowns, far behind the times Drawl downs, heckle-hounds, childlike pervert minds They started young, and just for fun, they called each other names And now their tongue, though youth is done, embraces still these games Oh meet them today, and watch them smile, and say then fair-the-well Deceits underway, for all the while, they’re talking you straight to hell Feverish whispers, judgments high, condemnations fly As little tweaks, by mental freaks, through connotations lie They’re scared inside, that's why they lied, at themselves they mostly frown For deep inside, in fear they hide, themselves they thus then crown A crown of chatter, a crown of hate, a crown of jealousy and woe So know your friends, and say good things, and by talk you'll know your foes

We May Have Hated As Enemies Ought
by Bryant H. McGill, August of 2004 We may have hated as enemies ought Our people fiercely battles fought And shoved the dagger deep impale With bloodied hands we thrust to hell And with the last strangled breath There was but one nation left And those, their people lifted high The defeated culture left to die Yet now we meet on unsullied ground My ghostly words in your thoughts resound I hold no blame for your people’s deeds I forgave the wrath that secured their needs My only regret, it pains my soul Are the lives my children never knew Their young bright hearts, cut dim and cold Their hopeful futures stilled and through Like you, I loved my children, I treasured every living breath Their memories now a fading vision From which the vivid laughter left When next you look into cherished eyes And know you would instantly give your life You then will know what I did for mine How easily, we each would sacrifice I swore the same things to God above

Until The Silent Stars Speak To Us Once Again...
So spirited on the last night, man gazed for a moment at his worth Seclusion formed haste, as observes looked at the ape-like man passing And man went on killing; as their crypt was ascending quick, Even the leaders fell in their lies; as truth arrived to expose the greed It was too late, the living could never be grafted, the pure could not continue The colorless places glistened, it was hell, man was strong no more. Far off in the cosmos where his opponents grinned in joy Some hissed that man was beautiful, in a human-thing like way Though a sightless forgotten beast, some wished that man would live, How hollow our capital thought, our energy, our deed so foul Deception can not repair, the unjust; if man should vanish, not our guilt Life is perpetual, value it, in genetic-- one circle, even to humanize. Constructing, admonishing, howling, loving brightest of them all, We've believed in different masters, in celestial b

Two Old Friends
by Bryant H. McGill, June of 1998 Creaking wooden swing Crisp starry nights Frogs and crickets sing To sweet smoking pipes Fresh gentle winds Blowing Spanish moss With old trusted friends Time spent is never lost Old stories to tell, Laughing-tears in eyes In time all stories knell With ringing, sad goodbyes Memory to those who passed, Advice to those now young, Ignorance to wisdom is vast Like feelings to the tongue The night darkens deep The laughter wanes like years Until you'd nearly weep, But for regret of the tears Stories now all spun Smoking pipes grown cool Life was dear and fun When it wasn't cruel All friends say goodbye And hope to meet again And though we all must die We live to love our friends

For Amourette A Wonderful Friend
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love... i repost with pleasure

This Life
by Bryant H. McGill, April of 2003 Love the lips, taste the wine Curves of hips, intertwined Up the hill, down the valley Children shrill, bodies tally Fickle fate, despot masters Hour’s late, great disasters Children sleeping, gentle faces Stars creeping, cross the spaces Love your daughters, love your sons For time’s waters, quickly run Wake the flies, stir the worms To dust that dies, to ash that burns

Wanna Be W/ Her......
Lonely without her... my hand held over my eyes... hoping her hand clasping in mine... can it be in time? Only my will with lowered spirits... her... a wondrous woman... in her anger - not at me - yet against countless times - will we have another weekend - will I have hope at all. Will I have another morning waking up with anticipation looking to my side and seeing her? There is her, and then there is me - feeling… oh... yes!

Savannah’s Lonely Tree
by Bryant H. McGill, January of 2005 Savannah’s tree it weathers well The burning ice of winter’s hell Against the winds it stands alone Against the swishing gales that moan No other trees, no sheltered woods The single lonely figure stood Yet every spring and summer season Renewed its firm resolve and reason To weather again the ruthless strife For the promise of renewal and life.

Red Flame Bloom
by Bryant H. McGill, May of 1996 This is the dragon The damsel's flame red bloom The heaven’s ghost of love The life-makers loom Now I have seen it And now I shall live Like the dawn of another eve The night fall doth give And all of the world The people and memories too Are now a sighful kin To the silk-lit blacken hue But in their somber There is a memory blooming sight To visions of love and truth so tame That a velvet revolt incites To our greater selves, give in, let go, To intrepid thoughts at dawn So not for naught the thoughts will go To carry life beyond

Now One
Sex without pain, Weakening with a quiver, Would be like food With out taste or smell Sex without love Or the spirits endeavor, Would be only pain, Weakening with a quiver With all and without, So tasteless is the flesh, Unless as one The two flesh's do twine, Eternally fulfilling With the grace of a kiss, My darling with all be mine...

How To "read" A Woman's Words And Body Language( 2 )
THE MISTAKE MEN MAKE Now, a common mistake that men make is taking something that a woman SAYS that she wants, and doing it TOO MUCH, thinking that if "A little bit is good, then more must be better". For instance, a woman SAYS that she likes guys who are "thoughtful". So you go out and buy her a bunch of gifts, give her cute cards every time you see her, and call her all the time to tell her that you miss her. What happens? She leaves you for her jerk ex-boyfriend. Huh? This would be kind of like a woman saying, "My favorite food is chocolate" and then you thinking it would be good to feed her chocolate for every meal just because it's her favorite... or adding chocolate to every single dish you make for her from now on... and forgetting that 97% of what she eats still needs to be OTHER FOODS. Let me land the plane for you. Women don't MEAN what you THINK they mean when they talk about what they want in a man. And if

Hearty American Cheeseburger
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 29 min Makes: 6 servings, 1 burger each 1/2 cup A.1. Thick & Hearty Steak Sauce, divided 1/3 cup CLAUSSEN Sweet Pickle Relish 1-1/2 lb. ground beef 1 large yellow or red onion, cut into 6 slices 6 KRAFT Singles 6 onion rolls, partially split 6 lettuce leaves 6 slices tomato PREHEAT grill to medium-hot heat. Mix 1/4 cup of the steak sauce and relish until well blended. Set aside. Shape meat into 6 (1/4-inch-thick) patties. GRILL or broil burgers and onion slices 5 to 7 minutes on each side or until burgers are cooked through and onion slices are tender, occasionally brushing with remaining 1/4 cup steak sauce. Top burgers with Singles; continue grilling or broiling until Singles begin to melt. COVER bottom halves of rolls with lettuce; top with cheeseburgers, onion, tomato, relish mixture and tops of rolls. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve the hearty burger with fresh fruit salad and a small mixed green

Healthy Vs. Unhealthy Relationships... When To Get The Fuck Out...
In a healthy relationship, you: Treat each other with respect Feel secure and comfortable Are not violent with each other Can resolve conflicts satisfactorily Enjoy the time you spend together Support one another Take interest in one another's lives: health, family, work, etc. Have privacy in the relationship Can trust each other Are each sexual by choice Communicate clearly and openly Have letters, phone calls, and e-mail that are your own Make healthy decisions about alcohol or other drugs Encourage other friendships Are honest about your past and present sexual activity if the relationship is intimate Know that most people in your life are happy about the relationship Have more good times in the relationship than bad In an unhealthy relationship, one or both of you: Try to control or manipulate the other Make the other feel bad about her-/himself Ridicule or call names Dictate how the other dresses Do not make time for each other C

Bold & Spicy Meatloaf
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 5 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. ground beef 6 Tbsp. A.1. Bold & Spicy Steak Sauce, divided 1 egg, lightly beaten 1/2 cup Italian-style bread crumbs 1/2 cup chopped green pepper PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Reserve 2 Tbsp. of the steak sauce. Mix remaining ingredients until well blended. SHAPE into 9x3-inch loaf in shallow baking pan. Drizzle with reserved 2 Tbsp. steak sauce. BAKE 40 to 45 minutes or until cooked through. Let stand 10 minutes before cutting into slices to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Round Out The Meal Serve with a hot steamed vegetable and small cooked sweet potato. Safe Food Handling To thaw frozen ground beef safely, keep meat wrapped and thaw on bottom shelf of refrigerator, not on the countertop. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 14g Saturated fat 5g Cholesterol 125mg Sodium 870mg Carbohydrate 18g Dietary fiber

If You're Not In Love With A Soldier
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

How To "read" A Woman's Words And Body Language
WHAT WOMEN "REALLY MEAN"... I hope you're sitting down... because what I'm about to share with you will change how you view women and dating. I'm about to take you "behind the scenes" in the female mind. I'm going to give you a perspective that most men never see or realize. Unfortunately for most guys, not seeing things the way I'm about to share with you, keeps them trapped in their own little world of failure. If you pay careful attention to the things I'm about to reveal to you, you'll definitely have more success with women. THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WORDS AND THE REAL WORLD... Have you ever heard a woman say something like: "I want a guy who is sensitive." "I want a guy who's in touch with his feelings." "I want a guy who's a good communicator." "I want a guy who is strong." "I want a guy who is sexy." ...? Of course you have. Women say this stuff all the time. One of my favorites is: "I want

Beef And Bean Tacos
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 4 2 tsp. olive oil 1/2 lb. beef sirloin steak, cut into thin strips 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Mild Salsa 1 cup water 1 can (15 oz.) black beans, drained, rinsed 1 cup chopped green pepper 1/4 cup ATHENOS Traditional Crumbled Feta Cheese 8 corn tortillas (6 inch), softened 1 cup BREAKSTONE'S FREE Fat Free Sour Cream (optional) HEAT oil in large nonstick skillet over high heat. Add steak; cook until browned, stirring frequently. Add salsa, water, peppers and beans; mix well. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 10 minutes or until steak is tender. SPRINKLE with cheese; cook an additional 5 minutes or until cheese is melted. SPOON steak mixture evenly onto one half of each tortilla; top with 2 Tbsp. sour cream. Fold tortillas over filling. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS How to Soften Tortillas Soften tortillas by wrapping 2 to 3 tortillas in a damp paper towel. Microwave 1 minute

If You Can't Carry On A Decent Conversation In Cherrytap...
then why in the hell would I add you to my Yahoo or MSN messenger? Are your conversation skills suddenly improved in another forum? Somehow I doubt it. Yet, I continue to get said requests. If I wanted to meet you in Yahoo or on MSN, don't you think I would have done so by now? I am on CherryTap. If you want to talk to me, fine, do so where you found me. Otherwise, bounce your ass over to Yahoo or MSN and pester someone else. GOT CLUE?

3000 Snakes Found In Home!!!
Over 3000 Snakes Found In Home A woman in Bangladesh was surprised when she found two cobras on her property. The woman then called a snake charmer, Dudu Miah, to capture the snakes. He discovered 3000 snakes and hundreds of eggs in the house. Local newspapers reported that altogether the snake charmer found 3500 snakes at two houses in Narayanganj, which is located near Dhaka. Many neighbours left their homes in fear of the cobras. The snakes were found after digging underneath the floor of the house. Miah will try to see if their are more snakes in the neigbourhood, but is unsure what he will do with them all.

Lyrics: Honor Those Men
Daughters and mothers weep and cry As dutiful fathers bleed and die Their sons and their brothers with fathers fall too, Loving their families and all they hold true They scrape the last breath out of their lungs They bleed their last drop in pools that run With flesh they forge real the truths their hearts hold In hopes their young children in joy will grow old We must honor those men who gave up their lives Loved by their children, their friends and their wives They live in our memories each day we are free They gave us this freedom; their death their decree

Lyrics: All My Love To You
Performed to Liebest3 (36) In this vast world The only thing I want- is To give all my love to you When we first met The only thing I knew Was my heart be-longed to you Oh, I remem-ber then, We held each other tight-ly Trem-bling, quie-tly, we-- Were Intoxicated, youthfully, ela-ted Quenched in the fires- of our passions and hopes (dreams) As time moves on Our pains we mend together In each others love we grow And know this now The only thing I need is To give all my love to you

Enter My Heart
You enter an overgrown maze. The floor is covered in glass. As you brush a vine from your face, The door behind you closes fast. The lights get dim and it grows cold. Music is swelling from all around. Frames of memories long since old Lay toppled and torn across the ground. Spikes start growing from the walls. Following footsteps are heard from behind. There's nothing to do but keep moving on Away from the sorrow and toward the light. There are voices all around you now. They mock and curse and laugh. Paired with images of bloody towels You wonder who lived with this past. It's getting darker and so much colder. The walls get closer and spikes are more sharp. Now in your way is an enormous boulder. From the top, the maze is shaped like a heart. You see that there is no way out As you scan the outside edge. Now you make your way down Carved in the boulder is a pledge. Across the whole thing is an slash. The words read soft and smoothe. "Baby girl, I

Kiss - Because I'm A Girl
I just can`t understand the ways Of all the men and their mistakes, You give them all your heart And then they rip it all away... You told me how much you loved me, And how our love was meant to be. And I believed in you, I thought that you would set me free... Chorus You should`ve just told me the truth, That I wasn`t the girl for you... Still I didn`t have a clue, My heart depended on You... Whoah Although I’ll say `I hate you` now, Though I’ll shout and curse you out... I`ll always have love for you, Because I am a girl. Been told a man will leave you cold, Get sick of you and bored... I know that it`s no lie, I gave my all still I just cry. Never again will I be fooled, To give my all when nothing`s true... I won`t be played again, But I will fall in love again... Chorus You should`ve just told me the truth, That I wasn`t the girl for you... Still I didn`t have a clue, My heart depended on You... Whoah Although I’l

In A Universe Labyrinthine, Like The Earth Of Stars!
by Bryant H. McGill, January of 1997 Let us once possess the greater knowledge, the flow! Let us fathom some virgin beginning, This, the commonly worshiped; to be ourselves, The great flow, the bones, and the soil of providence, The living-colorless relics-- like jewels, precious few, And all that honors the flow; the creature too,- Who observes with a wicked orb from solitudes unknown, Below the spirit-creature’s body, until the journey is finished. There is a vision that is known and never seen, But dangles at our hope, and shimmers- a warm-winged thought Beneath the creature, like a lifeless and peaceful tomb; There is a solitary hope, in all this Paradise of Hell! Which flows and dissects liberation from its heart: The very root shatters, and hope like truth is never found Upon a similar pain, the reason for life dangles; There is a power deep within, next to the mysteries of life Which holds one granule of promise from the bending eclipse of li

The Marine
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what I've done. For if you stand

Winner Of The "design The Cherrytap T-shirt Contest!"
Cherries: First off, thanks to everyone who participated in the "Design the CherryTAP t-shirt contest." Picking a winner was not easy. After reviewing all of the submissions, we chose the following design as the winner. A special thanks to RedneckGal for blinging us out with a cool new t-shirt design. RedneckGal's artwork will be featured on the back of the NEW CherryTAP t-shirt and she will also receive a 100K cherry bucks. RedneckGal@ CherryTAP

Honor Growth's Desire
by Bryant H. McGill, August of 1998 A stone should not aspire to the soil Nor the mountains to the hills unfold Nor the skies, for the mountains in view, Lose vision of the stars heaven holds Souls should not aspire to the soulless Nor dignity to the shame greed holds Nor greatness to a vain man's boldness Lose honor as our lives do unfold

Greetings In Powers Of Ten
by Bryant H. McGill, February of 2002 A viewing of the larger frame A courteous resignation to folly; Or, succumbing to the small man vain In a heated verbal volley. Always challenge your perspective; To never make assumptions Lest you defame your Eliel idol; With hypocritical presumptions. Wise students should learn And follow their chosen masters And walk their path with great concern For eulogistic disasters I too will challenge my perspective, And offer you a friendly greeting Maybe my view is subjective About our brutish, snotty meeting.

Weird Town Names (canada It Was To Many To Name For The States Too)
Blow Me Down, Newfoundland, Canada According to local legends, this towns name was given by Captain Messervay. Messervey was an unusually small captain who only stood at 4’2’ and upon his ships arrival into the Bay of Islands, which is surrounded by huge mountains, he prayed that they wouldn't "Blow-me-Down".> Crotch Lake, Ontario, Canada Crotch Lake is located in the Canadian province of Ontario. The name at first can lead to wild thoughts on the origin. However, if you see the lake from a plane in the air, you will see a sharp curve in the middle of the lake making it look like two legs.> Dildo, Newfoundland, Canada This town’s name definitely raises a few eyebrows when people first hear it. No, it is not the Hollywood of the adult movie industry, nor is it a town of perverts. Although residents of the town have tried to have the name changed, it has been to no avail. The origin of the name comes from two possible sources that I could find: 1. It is though

God Is In The Box Of Lies
by Bryant H. McGill, November of 2001 This is the truth of the day The electrons that dance in the sand They tell us what to say A depraved truth they demand Beaming out to the stars A glint cast out from the eye As we bow to the tube we worship And dare not its wisdom deny With synchronous flicker we chant Like a ritual they tell us to cry As a billion glowing rooms rant With the same electronic lie God is in the box of lies Christ is in there too And so are your children's wide eyes As they feast on the word of the few In nature the truth is plain The cycle is shown in the land It only flickers with day And not from the beamings of man We molded it from the soil A perversion of its natural design A technological toil That will deliver us to death in time So cast it out of your sight And keep it out of your mind, And hopefully our souls will delight In knowing again the divine

Shut Out
u think im insensitive but what do u know u shut me out when was the last time u looked in the mirror maybe u would see a reflection like i see of you your heart is a stone your body much the same your a cold person and your the one to blame it takes two too tango but for you one will do fine i never cared for you you dont care for anything emptiess is your being your life is a drain i hope for you that you'll change and then you'll be the one i can blame

Tat Or Piercings?
well i have recently decided to get my first tat and its gonna be lil but sweet ...but also i want to get my nips pierced but which one should i do first b/c the nips would be hot...but u have to have a tat ..i cant figure it out...?help plz!!!

So So So Unfair
I love Halloween, I enjoyed it...right up until I got sick. You read right, I got sick...on one of my three fave holidays. SO NOT AWESOME I am still currently recovering...until I do fully recover though there will probably be a slight lack of Stina on LC...so leave me love and comments and messages to come back to. Love you guys, promise I will try to get better soon!!!

Forever Is Not Enough
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 1998 Giving morning sun Warming midnight fire Humble heart's own beat Solemn soul's desire Beauty at her sight Truth in her soul Fire on her lips Touches make me whole Silly when she plays Broken when she cries Time that fills my days Truth that shames all lies Comfort in her whisper Mysteries in her heart Each time I kiss her I die, our lips apart The gift in life is love

Fuckin Hate Life
It must be nice to be in IQ at a desk job while other soldiers are dying everyday....sorry, just my opinion.......so long........... PS - my dad was a MSG in infantry...] This came off of a friend’s blog. He is a currently in iraq as a civilian contractor something I really want to do because I got discharged from the air force…this is what I had to say in return to that stupid person who doesn’t know shit about life over there How in the hell can someone have the nerve to say that about someone who is working just as hard in iraq as the army literally fuck if I know but I guess everyone is entitled to their opinion..but I think she needs to take a look at what is really going on over there and who the fuck is over there before she goes and runs her mouth….ok first off that bitch needs to realize that there is more to the military than that fuckin military...I went to go fuckin defend her home land and im fuckin 19...I was injured serving for that bitch...and fuck if she wa

Random Update...
Havent blogged anywhere in a few days...been too tired. Have a short update. 11/2/06 One Big Rig Amp and I'm not tired any more. In fact, I think I'm really really hyper and I still hate this keyboard. I was looking this morning and I didnt get all the black lipstick off from yesterday. That stuff dyes your lips, I swear! Yeah. I had a bit of fun with that costume yesterday...Transylvanian accent and gypsy costume and all that jazz. Thinking abouti t now, I should have read my part thing in that kind of accent. I was too tired though. Hmmm...BPA Installation was yesterday and we had our Halloween social. We got our 'professional dress' points for dressing in costume. A bunch of the second year students dressed up, so I didnt feel too out of place. And I was wearing nearly all black, so it was a lot of fun. Uhhhhhhhh...Sleepy....hyper....::pokes V:: 11/1/06 God Damn. I've gotten 30 hours of sleep in three days (about 10 hours each night) and I'm still incredibly exhausted. I tol

Flight Of The Doves
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 Whisking flurries of beating wings Stunning sight to the eye Smiles are set upon such things To the grace upon they fly And in the winds from there to thither High in places men can know Upon a wing, no trick or tether As the fickle flake of snow While to the pace of beating hearts With a rush the wings they thrust Up they lift their form to art Wanton men to envy must And from these beauties for all men Hope abides in their flight That man could soar to such ends In peace their bosom could ignite

Dusty Shoes
by Bryant H. McGill, September of 1987 There sitting on a table, lined up together, and paired off in twos A silent story was told, for a quarter they sold, they were old, and worn, empty shoes As I looked at them I saw the blood, sweat and strife, The bitter moments of life, With the love, joy, and good things too. And somehow in that moment, I felt inexperienced, and humbled, by this old man I would never know, And his dusty old shoes…

Consuming All 'til All Is Done
by Bryant H. McGill, February of 2004 They love the greedy harlot's hand They love the selfish gaping grin They love the murderous natural man They love the supple, silky skin They taste the baby, budding fruit They gulp the green-leafed tender bud They taste the sour, shadowed root They drink the darkest demon’s blood They consume the world, their own estate They do not love their children one Their own flesh, the thing they hate Consuming all 'til all is done

Break The Chains Of Blame
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 Do not forget the others That host of fellow men Cousins, sisters brothers Though different still we’re kin No man knows the design Or the reasons for our difference Let’s accept and thus resign This very harmful pretense We can build from our strengths They needn’t be the same Breaking all the weakest links That chain us to our blame We can then make honest choices About the ways in which we live And listen to brave new voices That freely, take and give

Interesting People #3: Sergey Kostin
I met Sergey Kostin at the Skoll World Forum for Social Enterpreneurs in Oxford last year, Mel Young told me to look out for him, his exact words were "he's as mad as box of frogs" anyway I did meet him and his english was not that great, listened to his presentation he did about the way home organisation he created and was totally blown away by him. He told of his story of when he was out walking his dog he found a man frozen under the pavement and tried to help him but nobody would help as he didnt have the right documents. This is an article that was in Time magazine about him. SERGEI GUNEYEV FOR TIME proof of life: Kostin helps the homeless in Odessa regain their identities and dignity A Rock In A Hard Place By JAMES GRAFF Posted Sunday, April 20, 2003; 14.23 BST Sergei Kostin is a geologist, but amid the ruins of the post-Soviet economy in the early 1990s, there was no way he could find work in his field. So he started mining for humans who'd bee

Architects Of The Universe
by Bryant H. McGill, August of 1999 By deeds of our own The lines of truth are fettered, And though we seek for truth Our souls are none the bettered Down by our feet, A wounded soul there cried As sorrow’s eyes met thine Your lips in spiral lied Can you behold the greater Or nobler than the sin Or the wretched stings of laughter That hold it deep within Can you see the horror, Or can you feel the pain Of timeless masters watching Our ape-like terror reign They are the architects of the stars The planters of the field The gleam in our eyes The harvesters of our yield As about this space we move, We learn what can be taught While a hollow deep in side Is filled with what is bought Yet never will we know, Until the time has come That a billion years of hope Could suffice for even one For a century in the stars Is a wink in our eye, And the mighty vault of time But a child's simple lie The truth is there within For simpler men to speak

Another Star Tears Its Bright Heaven!
by Bryant H. McGill, May of 1996 Another star tears its bright heaven, Another dream so shining true, By the hand of God its home was given, Into the night’s heart this star he threw Another star tears its bright heaven, A Celestial beauty of wonder A vision in the night of the soul of dawn, The shards of one brilliance now asunder In the vault of heaven they shine, Like diamonds glistening bright Such as pinholes in the velvet-black curtains, Of the stage, of the play, of the night Our souls do shine like these stars, Some shine bright while some may not be seen Lost in the brightness of another's fury, As a tender dismal gleam Still they shine dim, Singing a whispered song, In tender lulls they whisper to the night, But burn twice as long, Another star tears its bright heaven, Another soul is born From this world we yearn for our home, For from the heavens our souls have been torn

Rain's Embrace
Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. You lead me slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased.

An Uncle
by Bryant H. McGill, July of 1993 (Dedicated to Uncle Mickey) An uncle is a very special man, A father’s brother’s blood, A woven line of family name, Both sewn from seeds of love Their children too, all heirs the same, Fulfilling legacy's call, Their blood as one from two forth sprang, So spreads the roots of all This simple truth of bloodline fire, No greater gift is known, Than knowing why our hearts aspire, To forever cherish our own

All Things Are Calculations
All Things are Calculations 1 In the beginning of creation The creator made designs A simplistic life equation To run its course in time 2 It was set then into motion The nuances of all the men And, with a great commotion We set off toward our end 3 The Nefilim also had beginnings They too were born of stars Their own mysteries are akin To the unknown things like ours 4 Like us they know not how Or whom the first seed sowed Yet gods to us are now Those whose mysteries hold 5 The plan to all life is simple For plants and men the same Like secrets in the fleshy temple That courses the blood-filled vein 6 That thought an ultimate reason That all things live to die Its truth a whisper of treason From the deities of the sky 7 It’s a new Biotechnometry In nature its not just knowledge But a glorious sacred geometry That fractal ferns acknowledge 8 The Master’s touch is there It’s in the dividing line Where forms and voids do tear The ma

My Fucked Life In A Week\'s Worth Of Shit
Well this is my very first blog and I write this with a heavy heart. To my very good friend on here I also write this with you on my mind and I want you to read this. This is for me and you jewelz. First I should tell you a little about myself. The main reason why I joined the air force was to prove some people that affected my life wrong. These people used to tell me that I was never good at anything and that I would never amount to anything. Well 5 years later I have already been to 5 different countries and am going to my 6 one in about 90 days. I know that the military throws a lot of curve balls when you are in the service and since being in the military you really can’t do much about it. It makes me mad that because someone has to fuck up their military career that I have to pay the price for their fuckup. This really pisses me off to no extent and there is really nothing that I can do. I will be gone for a year and I know that I have probably let down a lot of peop

The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

My Freaking Day!
O.K. so it starts like this.... Got up an hour earlier (not intentional) so I figured Y not shower and get ahead of this day!! Off to a good start...right? NO! I went thru my normal routine, took Lilliona to school, went to the grocery...off without a glitch! I spoke way to soon! Got home...*picture this*...was straining to reach the top shelf in a cabinet where I keep the peanut butter and maple syrup (away from a sugar crazed 8 year old!)...and I knocked down the stupid pancake syrup! Now if you think back to the last time you ate pancakes...bet ya were pretty starved, and it seemed to take forever for the maple syrup to run out onto those pancakes...well....I found a way to make it run out faster!! Just introduce it to your kitchen FLOOR! It runs out pretty quick! half a container in the two seconds it took me to bend over and pic it up!! (did i mention that the syrup also landed on the groceries I just bought from kroger?) Now mind you, we have two do

What Margarita Are You?
You Are a Blueberry Margarita Honestly, there's no one quite like you. And believe it or not, most people think that's a bad thing! You're open, wild, friendly, wacky, and tons of fun. You have a big personality... and a big heart. What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Hmm Well Haven't Done This One In Awhile
You scored as Mushrooms. Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.Mushrooms69%Marijuana63%Inhalents56%Cocaine50%Alcohol50%None!44%Ecstacy38%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

I Can't Stop Thinking....
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch inside me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

Play Games On My Page
center> Hello I'm Behrooz LOVE To meet some New Cool ppl. I'm new to LC so come Play Some Games i have in my Cherry Stash on My page, HIT ME UP some Time i love Meeting new Friends and hot Mami'sDNAlevelCrooz CLIK HERE TO VISIT ME center> A friend Asked me to Repost thisAnd so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen

Interesting People #2: Mel Young
I met Mel in 1994 when I couldnt get a job and I wrote to the Big Issue in Scotland newspaper and asked for some work experience and a reference because nobody would give me a chance and because I had been homeless off and on for over 8 years, we still stay in touch, I got a lot of respect for Mel and all he has achieved. Thats him in the middle. Mel Young Mel Young launched the Big Issue in Scotland with Tricia Hughes in 1993 and is currently the President of the International Network of Street Papers (INSP) and Editor-in-Chief of New Consumer magazine. He co-founded the Homeless World Cup in 2003 and is also co-founder of Senscot, the Social Entrepreneurs Network Scotland. In 2002 he was one of forty social entrepreneurs from around the world recognised as outstanding by the Schwab Foundation for Social Entrepreneurship. He lives in Edinburgh. Read the Global Friends of Scotland website feature article about the 3rd Homeless World Cup which took place recently in Ed

Brrrrrr
as I sit my butt here in the library....I happen to look out the window and its flippin SNOWING out!!!!! Sure its November 2nd in Michigan but Iam not ready for snow yet *pouts and sniffles and then cries*

Da Neeeerve.......
wow tell mii why sum ppl have to be sooo childish? I mean come on now look at this comment i got frm some i guy i dnt even kno thinkin shyts all bout him....... Im MidNight-D,,Bitch 2006-11-2 10:17:43 you know i thout these shits was about i rate yours you rate mines but yor acting like your shit dont stink i didnt disrespect you yet you throw a picture up flicking me off...well fuck you too go to myspace with that weak ass shit........bitch I mean hello this isnt saints r us on this site now is it? I see more offensive shyt than mii flippin off da CAM! wow if u dnt like it then get off this site...u dnt like it dnt look at it, comment it, hell jus keep ur piehole shut! fawkin immature fawkz

Freestyle
NIGGAZ THINKING THEY CAN FUCK WIF ME I AM UNTOUCHABLE LIKE GOD CLAIM HOLY GHAD I LOVE WAR I AM FUCKIN GREAT EM BLAST A GAT AT YA BLOW YA BRAINS ON THA CONCRETE ONE MORE LIFE ANOTHER LIFE MADE OBSELETE FUCKIN PUSSYS GANG UP GET DUN UP BY THA SAME NIGGAZ IN THEY GANG LET YA HAMMERS HANG THROW YA SHIT IN THA AIR LEAVE NNOTHIN TO SPARE BITCHES SPEAKIN NOTHIN BUT HOT AIR TORCH HER HAIR SLIT HER THROAT SMOKE A NEWPORT

Need A Man
Need A Man A few months after his parents were divorced, Little Johnny passed by his mom's bedroom and saw her rubbing herself and moaning, "I need a man, I need a man!" Over the next couple of months, he saw her doing this several times. One day, he came home from school and heard her moaning. When he peeked into her bedroom, he saw a man on top of her. Little Johnny ran into his room, took off his clothes, threw himself on his bed, started stroking himself, and moaning, "Ohh, I need a bike! I need a bike

Cars
I'm a Mazda Miata! You like to soak up the sun, but your tastes are down to earth. Everyone thinks you're cute. Life is a winding road, and you like to take the curves in stride. Let other people compete in the rat race - you're just here to enjoy the ride. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Cold Winter
i sit by the fire the day is cold i try to warm myself but theres nobody for me to hold im empty inside my mind is a blank i sit shivering again another lonely night for me where is she at the woman for me i feel my legs trembling my hands on my thighs i wish she would come i wish she would arrive so if for some reason you ever are lonely just remember the fire and u arent the only one who is empty inside

November 2, 2006
Merry Meet How is everyone on this wonderful Thursday afternoon. Hopfully everyone is doing great. It is a glorious time of year. I just think it is wonderfull. It is a very magickal time of year. I know that in life sometimes it feels like things are spinning out of control, like there's no end. You have to slow down, look around you. The leaves are changing to show there there colors. Isn't it grand how leaves change to something beautiful as they die? I think this symbolizes that even something as horrific as death, especially if the one who died was close, has beauty in it. If life has been getting to you a lot here lately, even if it has only got to you a little, I want you to go and find a place with a good view of the tree's. It doesn't matter if it is inside or outside but you need to be comfortable, so if it is cold dress warm or stay inside. I want you sit down on the floor/ground in a comfortable position, example: indian style, and look around yo

Free Movies
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Interesting People #1: Robert Egger
I first fell across Robert Egger last year, he was part of a network that I had joined a while back, I had reached out to him and asked him for some help for a person who I knew and he wrote back, it was quite funny as I was exchanging messages with him he thought i was a guy, which amused me no end, I have a lot of respect for Robert for what he has done with DC Kitchens. Robert Egger founded the DC Central Kitchen in Washington in 1989, now a national model of charity and efficiency in two ways: first, the staff collects surplus, unserved food that would be otherwise discarded; the food is donated by the community (hotels, restaurants, corporate cafeterias). Second, homeless people, ex-cons and others prepare 4,000 meals a day for the needy. They are enrolled in a 12-week job-training program and work with chefs. Egger has just written Begging for Change (with Howard Yoon) (Harper Business, 240 pages), which delivers this basic message: Non-profits must stop chasing money

Too Early To Tell You It's Too Early
The time is 5:07am and its dark outside; it might as well be any one of the hours that exist past twilight and before dawn. The dark only has one color and it matches stains on your shirt and the shadows between the valves in your heart. You think that sleep will come easy tonight but you know that once your eyes shut your brain begins to play games. They aren’t the same ones you played as a child, it is not as easy as hop-scotch or hide and seek but you think back to that simple time and recite those rhymes that made you laugh back then. With a shot in the arms you are brought back to reality and it doesn’t look like the one you had painted with your fingers. A nail gets broken into the colors and the flesh peels and stretches and springs back just enough so that the paint can find its way into your bloodstream. Step backwards because you have a better chance of running the rest of this race with your back facing the direction you’re going. Its really the only way you can see where yo

Hypochondriac
You Are 8% Hypochondriac While your physical health isn't always perfect, you don't freak out about it. You know there's only so much you can do, and worrying doesn't change anything. Are You a Hypochondriac?

Love And Junk
Broads love Love. This in no way makes Love any less an illusion but it does mean you can get stuff from broads if you play along. Once a broad thinks she loves you, it's best to accept it. Then you ask for ice cream and cold beverages and donuts. Hell, if you pretend to love her back (hahahahaha) she might even let you see her nekkid. Love is crap. But Nekkid is pretty damn neat-o.

Rawr.
Well i finally did fall asleep. At like 10 this morning while doing homework. so now i gotta finish up the homework part. But my head ache went away. I had a whole conversation with my mom while i was sleeping and i dont remember a damn thing i said. LOL. I hate when she does that shit cause when i was little i use to incriminate myself real bad. So no doubt i did it again. Lmao. Its really cold in my room. but my boobs seem to be like the only thing cold. and no ididnt say that for some perverted ass gross comments. So stfu. Im STILL listening to JT. Cause ima dipshit i guess. But anyway. Yeah im done now.

What Matters Most
The best use of your life is love. It should be your top priority, your primary objective your greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life it's the most important part. relationships must have first place in your life above everything else, Why you ask? God gives us three reasons life without love is really worthless love will last forever and love is what you'll be evaluated on in eternity. Jesus summarized what matter most to God in two statements: love God and love people. Let love be your greatest aim 1 Corinthians 14:1

Yep, I'm Normal
You Are 70% Normal Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! How Normal Are You?

Who This Is For, Knows It For Them!
Man i got one thing to state Thats the dedication And what i state i dedicate To a situation Im chasin Thoughts make temptation Switch to erasin The bad thoughts of my mind Put my thoughts in rewind I return the favor in kind Feelings not runnin blind But still runnin wild Not moderate not mild My eyes were dialated Thoughts Annihalated Drama Hated So It comes to this How can you miss that which you have not seen, I wish I could bring it close, i finish With Lost Cherry ~LC~ And the thing i see, my fantasy

Somewhat True
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Random Thoughts
Excuse the title since I couldn't come up with anything,lol! Anyways, life is good, I have had a longer vacation than others since I don't start college till the Spring term. Also I found who the girl is that my ex crush dumped me for: shes fat, ugly and only 16! Damn he missed out on having a decent looking 19 year old (me) for someone who is probably still going through puberty. I'm normally not this bitchy but it has to come out. I'm really hoping that I'm accepted into FIU and not Miami-Dade cause FIU is closer to my house and the guy I mentioned before goes to Miami-Dade and I don't want to be in the same college as him. I'm hoping that soon I can get my tattoo at Miami Ink but, it costs alot of money and I don't have that much. Hopefully I can get it and I can meet Chris Nuñez :) I'm waiting for some guy to sweep me off my feet but in order to do that I have to get out of my house and go to parties and such. Its hard because I live with my grandparents and they are very old fashi

Together
Hi everyone hope u all read this i thought i would teel u all how great u all are and glad u are all my friends U all have been kind and never mean it is nice. I will be your friends from now and foreve. I have been thinking alot about my friends and reliezed that u are all the best people i know.. LOVE U ALL AND HOPE TO GET TO TALK TO U ALL. KISSES AND HUGS HAVE A GREAT DAY AND HOPE U ALL GET WHAT U WANT IN THIS LIFE.....

In Support Of Our Military Familys!!
Since I can't serve anymore, This Bulletin is my way of saying Thanks to all the Military Members & their families on Lost Cherry, for keeping Their Country Safe and Secure! In case you don't know or can't remember -- I have 3 "THANK YOU" Bulletins for our Military, Veterans & Thier Familes!! I keep the current links to these bulletins on my page & in this blog: The Current "Thank You" Bulletin Links Now, If it is not too much to ask; Please take a Moment of your time and stop by these Family's pages and give them a THANKS for their Family Member(s) that is or has served to Protect Your Country I Know they would really appeciate it!!! I setup a Lounge just for the Military on Lost Cherry. Here is the Link: http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3046 Please stop by and chat with fellow Military Friends & Family. __________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

My Upcoming Novel...
Heading off to her bedroom, Elise strips out of her clothes and lingerie, and dons her fuzzy housecoat, and heads to the bathroom for her shower. Dave then goes out to the kitchen, and starts up a pot of coffee. Going back into the living room, he takes a quick glance around Elise’s sparsely decorated apartment. A few pictures of friends and family on the walls, a small 19” TV, a PlayStation 2 with a few games and DVD’s, positioned on an older coffee table, a modest couch, which doesn’t look all that inviting, and her computer, more than likely an older Pentium 3, sitting on an even older looking desk. Lighting a cigarette, he opens her balcony door, and steps out. Looking at the view she has, he wonders how much she is paying for rent. Thinking to himself, he wonders how things would work if she moved in with him, loosing himself in thought. Snapping back to reality, he shakes his head, and then thinks, “What the hell am I thinking? I barely know this girl, but yet shit like this is

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Daily Funny
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably elk hunting with his buddies."

Lifting The Level Of Our Prayers
November 2, 2006 Lifting the Level of Our Prayers Ephesians 1:11-16 Ever wonder why the disciples asked the Lord to teach them to pray? Perhaps they recognized that His prayers were on a different level than the ones they usually heard. The apostle Paul had rich communion with God through a strong and effective devotional life. Two characteristics that distinguished his prayers are an active awareness of God and an ability to rejoice in others’ spiritual growth. Paul was aware of the Lord’s presence and work, and he acknowledged both often. To the believers at Philippi, he described God as the One who would complete the beneficial work He began in them. (Philippians 1:6) To the Ephesians, he spoke of God as the One “who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ” (Ephesians 1:3). Many of Paul’s prayers were prompted by the spiritual growth and health of the churches. Delighted to hear of the Ephesians’ growing faith and the Colossi

I Ii
in the spring this wound had been unimaginable, this madness, but it had been lain before us, undetectable as a land mine. we didn/t even know the name barry kolker then. barry. we he appeared, he was so small. smaller than a comma, insignificant as a cough. someone she had met at a poetry reading. it was at a wine garden in venice. as always when she read, my mother wore white, and her hair was the color of new snow against her lightly tanned skin. she stood in the shade of a massive fig tree, its leaves like hands. i sat at a table behind stacks of books i was supposed to sell after the reading, slim books published by the blue shoe press of austin, texas. i drew the hands of the tree and the way the bees swarmed over the fallen figs, eating the sun-fermented fruit and getting drunk, trying to fly and falling back down. her voice made me drunk - deep and sun-warmed, a hint of foreign accent, swedish singsong a generation removed. if you/d ever heard her, you knew the power of that

Passion And Unforgettable Dreams
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

What Your Underwear Says About You
What Your Underwear Says About You It's important that your underwear doesn't offend anyone - in case you get in a car accident. You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone. The Underwear Oracle

Have A Good One Sweeties
Sorry I havent been on as much. I been packing getting ready to head out tomorrow for a southern -charms bash. I will ne back late sunday but ya'll have a good weekend and think about me now... Lorie Courtesy of MsTags.com

In Dreams
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Happily Ever Ater.
Happily ever after was just a fairy tale I knew as a child. Mother and father always told me anything was possible. I never believed them until now. When I found you my heart knew. She's the one. For the first time in years my heart and head agreed. I'm opening my heart to you. Will you open yours to me? Right here adnd now is wehre I want to stay forever. I want to show you how I care. You mean the world to me. You show me what love is all about. NO matter what happens you'll always be number one in my heart. Show me what happily ever-after feels like.

Vampirism
I was introduced to a "concept", or lifestyle if you will over a decade ago. Not officially mind you, but the power of suggestion from those that are closest to you is quite unique in and of itself. Here is my dilemma. Ever since, I have succumbed to a mind set, or practice if givin the chances, of acting out vampiristic urges. No, I have never drawn blood, nor do I ever think I will, though if in the right setting, could be an interesting prospect. BUT, there is something that I have derived, a passion for the initial contact of the bite. The energy that is derived from the passion withint a sexual context. Call it fantsy if you will, but I have seen what it does to my partner, and there to me is very few things that can top the feeling it gives when someone succumbs to you in that kind of a position. I call it marking really, because what is left after I am done is a long lasting reminder of the exchange the night prior. Even the pain I have inflicted I have been told is stil

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Needed Sunglasses
You walked into the club and I went weak in the knees. You smiled so brightly I swore I needed sun glasses. Your eyes beamed brightly like the night stars. You looked so cute. I knew right then and there. I liked you. I was shy. I couldn't approach you so I sent a friend. Someone that you and I both knew. I left before I had a chance to talk to you. So I wrote an e-mail. I told you who I was. What I looked like. The simple things. When you worte me back my shyness disappeared. I was excited. I knew that I liked you more right then and there. I can say it now. Want to hear me say it? I LIKE YOU!

I Need You..........
I wish for just one minute i could see you smile I long for your touch,your sweet kisses i want to fell them everyday,Im tryin so hard baby so we can find our way.i need to be close to you and feel you sweet embrace to feel you hear you and love you in every single way.I long for you to love me just as I do you you say it comes in time but time i do not have.my heart is breaking every minute your away please come to me and tell me youll always stay, this is for the man in my life thank you so much for loveing me soooo sweet.

Understanding Love
It is said that time heals all wounds and that it is better to have loved and lost then never to have truley loved at all My heart is healing The pain is receeding its almost a memory My strength and power grows with each passing moment it was shown that I had to feel this pain to come back to this I thank you for this gift you unknowingly gave to me I thank for your showing me how to love me again I thank you for letting me know real love with you, For with you I felt pure emotion Emotion beyond compare

Fear Of Rejection.
The fear of rejection weights heavily on my mind. I know how I feel. I know what I want. How do I tell you? Do I just come right out and say "I like you?" Would that be to forward? Do I just not say anything? Would that be bad? Do I just try not to have these feelings? Would that solve anything? The fear of rejection weights heavily on my mind. I want to tell the world. I'm in love with you. I want for you to know as well. Then my mind replays the past. This one moved away. That one cheated. This one went to jail. That one died. Pain and suffering pleges my mind, body and soul. Your smile brights my world. Your tenderness makes me like you even more. I want to tell you but I'm afraid. Afraid of what you might say. I wish you could read my mind. I want to hear you laugh. I want you to know this. I really love you.

What Nerve!!!
The following in brackets was a response to me about the sticky bullentin that i had up about the post card idea that i have going on... [it must be nice to be in IQ at a desk job while other soldiers are dying everyday....sorry, just my opinion.......so long........... PS - my dad was a MSG in infantry...] I don’t care too much for drama but I decided to not let this go and blog it. My job is different from other people over here. I do not go on patrols; I do not get into gear and go on convoys from one camp to the next. I originally came into the army as a 19K. A 19K is a tank armor crewman. I really liked the job and the people I worked with, but I realized early on that it doesn’t have much potential for work on the outside. I missed those days and would go back to it in a heart beat. The combat arms life is completely different from the signal world that I work in now. There are a lot closer bonds that you make with people in combat arms. I choose to change my job

Stranger To Myself
*** copyrighted - do NOT try to claim as your own *** Sometimes when I think back On the days and years gone by I sit here and remember all the sadness The pain and tears I've cried Lived day to day just for a sign That love wouldn't pass me by And time after time I realized I had to act like I was ok just to survive Spent so many years pretending and Hiding the pain inside But the truth that I am facing now Is something I just can't hide I surround myself with faces But I'm still alone inside thinkin of what was, what is, and what could have been in time I look in the mirror and don't recognize who I see and in the ultimate irony of aLL Is that even my reflection seems to laugh at me So I spend some nights looking for a cure In whatever the bartender has to sell I daydream of heaven But live in a private hell if you asked me just what I'm all about i would not know what to say cuz I wake up each morning with a heart full of doubt and I die a l

"i Don't Know How I Didn't Know"
BELLEVUE, Wash. - Amanda Brisendine attributed the 30 pounds she gained in the past year to an abandoned smoking habit and rich food. So when she went to the hospital with sharp stomach pain, she wasn’t expecting to leave with a newborn son. “I don’t know how I didn’t know. I just didn’t know,” Brisendine said Tuesday from her bed at Overlake Medical Center’s Birthing Center, where she delivered Alexander Joseph Britt by Caesarean section. George Macones, chairman of the OB/GYN department at Washington University in St. Louis, said he’s seen about a dozen cases in his nearly 20-year career in which a woman didn’t know she was pregnant. The pregnancy isn’t always obvious when a woman is overweight, or a woman will have spotting or bleeding during the pregnancy and mistake it for menstruation, said Macones, who specializes in high-risk pregnancies. The 26-year-old Renton woman went to Group Health Cooperative’s Eastside campus last Saturday after experiencing several days of abdominal pa

Im Holding My First Contest
HEy yall this is my first contest and I thought it would be fun. First plae will get 1000 dollar gift 2nd place a 500 gift and 3rd will get 300 and below gift. This is for best KISS / lips so if you have apicture of you kissing or you think you have the hottest lips send me a message contest will start tommrrow so get your pictures in.

Serious Deleting Tomorrow
Tomorrow I'm going to be doing some serious deleting of all the people that came to me and asked me for my friendship but can never be bothered to come back and say just a quick hello. I am sick of people adding me so it looks like they have more friends. I am on here to meet people and make friends to chat to not just to sit there on a list. Alot of people know that I stop by their page at least once in a week just to say hello. If you cant be bothered getting to know me then why the fuck did you come add me in the first place.

The Saddness Of Saying Good-bye.
Years of fearing rejection. Come crashing down like thunder during the storm. You walk by with tears in your eyes. The look on your face tells me the story. You know how I feel about you. You don't want to say good-bye but we both know the truth. Haven't seen it in a while. Your smile. You can't keep the game up any more. You need space for a while. You don't want me to see you cry. You can do so much better. Just give it time, you'll heal. You tell me softly. It wasn't supposed to be this way. We were happy together. We started out so happy. I won't miss you. You keep telling yourself. Over and over again. We both know the truth. You'll miss the feel of my body next to yours. You'll miss the sound of my voice. Of that your sure.

Part Of Me
***copyrighted - do NOT try to claim as your own *** Part of me wants to call you up And say how the hell can you act so tough and Part of me wants to walk away from the lies that you told me every day Part of me wants to ask you why You broke my heart and you made me cry Part of me wants to hear the truth That I never really meant that much to you Oh, and part of me wants to scream out loud For the peace of mind I thought I'd found and Part of me needs to hear you say That you regret this every day Part of me needs to see your face Just to prove to my heart that I've been erased and part of me needs to see you now and ask you for help figuring out why part of me just wants to see you run back home, beggin me please oh but most of me...right now just wants to watch you crawl It wants to see those big blue eyes crumble into waterfalls part of me wants to hear you cry out loud and part of me wants to hear you apologize cuz the part of you that you left b

This Is Truelly Amazing !!!!!
I currently have 199 Friends & 54 Fans!! Would you believe that maybe a handful or two of them even have bothered to rate my photo's or leave comments. The majority of them have all recieved both from me and I don't mind doing it. But when I only ask that you go a vote in a simple contest, it just can't be done.......I am not even asking that you just vote for me, but that you go and vote. Please go and show your love for the best costume in the costume contest. I would really appreciate it if everyone could go and vote in the costume contest. Whether you vote for me or not is up to you. But......just in case, here is the link to my photo in the contest. Good luck to everyone who is in the contest, and thank you to everyone who is voting. Love to all, ~Crissy~

Whiskey Tall
***(copyrighted - do NOT try to claim as your own)*** You're right, I'm having a hard day I know you see it my eyes I guess you see this every day or two When a lonely girl sits down to cry But I'm betting you just don't understand What brought me here tonight So, Go ahead and stock the bar and Dim those cold spotlights My mind keeps drifting back to yesterday when he walked beside me And swore he would be mine... Funny how forever fades In darkness love melts to pain His thoughtless words In another girl’s arms Made everything in my world change And now, I have had enough of the heartaches The tears in my eyes have dried He's probably sitting there laughing Thinking I'll be home tonight I Guess I've been a fool before But I finally realized No matter how much I love him I just can't change the hurtin' kind But there's whiskey in a bottle Up there on that wall Tonight I've got no time for heartaches Or another lonely night So I'll ask y

Nothing Left
***(copyrighted - do NOT try to claim as your own)*** I've lived a long time without living I've died a long time without dying Laughed out loud in the middle of the night Just to keep from crying I've tried and I'm still trying to forget The damage you've done Cuz I've got nothing left to hold now ... but my tongue Every shut eye ain't sleeping And every goodbye ain't gone I'll take my life and disappear Be a hostage in my own home... Lock all the doors, board up the windows Block out the morning sun Cuz there's nothing left to hold now ... but my tongue I curse the world... I curse the world and all who live in it Behind every angry word is a world of hurt I need some time to clear my mind So I'll stay here as a hostage I'll pay the ransom for myself I'm not worth much of nothing Guess I'll give my dying breath I'll hide behind the mirror Scared to see what I've become Cuz there's nothing left... nothing left to hold but my tongue... s.

Tech Support's Issues...
Me to tech support: Since the name change, I've been getting an error saying my session has expired fairly frequently upon leaving user comments. Tech support's entire reply: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/2111/67856 My reply back: Done it. And still finding it an issue. The condescending reply back: Drink a beer and chill out for a bit. When you are chille dout, follow my step Miss Angel. You must be cutting corners somewhere. And my last reply: Nope. No corners being cut. And no need to chill. I'm not complaining, just reporting an issue like a good little user. As such, it seems to be happening mostly, if not always, when I rate the user first then comment. So, that's what I'll be doing. But thought the info might help y'all figure out what the issue is. Even if you think it is a non-issue. ~*~ The fact is that I am no newbie to this stuff. I'd already cleared three times before I even talked to support. And I really wasn't bitching about it. Having be

With You
Everyone tells me the same thing. Just tell you how I feel. I want to but I'm worried. People like you don't date fat chicks like me. Keep thinking like that and you'll die alone. They tell me. They just don't understand. I don't want to spend my life waiting. I just want to be with you. Stay with you. Laugh with you. Cry with you. Comfort you. You enter my dreams late at night. You're in my thoughts during the day. I smile when I see you from acroos the room. When your around I'm all tounge tied. I smile and say hello. I feel my cheeks growing red. I want to be with you! I don't want to spend my life waiting. I just want to be with you. Stay with you. Laugh with you. Cry and comfort you. I just wnat to hold you. Stay with you. Laugh with you. With you is were I really want to be.

Yo!!!
So... I have a crap load of new pics to put up... however I don't know which ones are going to have to come down and I was hoping that maybe you guys could give me a hand. Leave me comments on which should definately stay and which ones should go. BTW most of the pics are really good that I have to put up. It shows my weightloss and what not. Anyways smell ya later!!! Miss D

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Deer Hit Me.
I left Renee's place on Halloween night. (I went down to take her boys, my godsons, trick-or-treating. And to have fun with my best friend, carve a pumpkin, hang out with her family, get candy, hit Eric on the head with my wand... ) I was driving home on the turnpike, and had just gotten onto the Northeast Extension. 12:20AM Suddenly, a deer leapt down from the hill onto the highway and rammed into my car! To be clear, I did not hit the deer. It most decidedly choose to hit me! I saw it for a split second before it plowed me, and I remember screaming. I remember hearing the loud sickening break as my window shattered and then exploded into my car. The next thing I know, I was pulled on the side of the road and covered in tiny little shards of glass. I had to reach around the glass to find my cell phone and call 911 for help. The officer was named John. He asked me what city I was in. "Whatever city it is where the Northeast extension of the turnpike starts. What

Reposted For A Friend!!
And so the time has come again, when love is passed between the friends, and nothing really matters here, as much as handshakes, hugs, and tears. So call a friend, and let them know, you love them and aren't scared to show, a deeper side, because you trust, that friends will overcome the lust, no money is worth the "Thanks" you get, from the love you give, I'll even bet, that if you showed more love today, you'd get more love in everyway... - Jamiel R. Allen I don't ask for much, but do me a favor. Since I'm not around a computer all day, because I can't be anymore. I don't have a computer of my own in my home... just repost my little poem a few times today. It's just for today... and it's just a favor. you can choose to ignore it, or spread it. but why ignore love...

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i wonder why life is cruel why am i the laughing stock what did i do did i pray right did i sin did i make u sad i try to make u happy so u just laugh u dont understand u never will i have feelings and you cant see them but they are there wasting away broken hurt i hope you feel the same way some day but till then i pray its you who feels the hurt

So Let Me Catch Ya Up
So saturday night we had Heath's birthday part there are pics on my profile. But anyways I have been wicked moody lately and i wasn't sure why then i actually stopped to think about it and I came to the conclusion that i wasn't ready in my head for tons of different things. I'm still wanting to be me and stay single for now and get my shit together. Like another job, another car, and a new place to live. Shit is stressful enough with my everyday life and it doesn't help that everyone wants to me please everyone. I need to focus on my kids and what is important to me. Thats why i am not looking for any thing more then friends. but i gotta run tawny and i are getting ready to head out to look for a place. peace out bitches

Anti-military Comments By Senator John Kerry
Okay I expected low down dirty shots from government officals before but this is by far the worst i have ever heard in my almost 22 years on this earth and by all people made by someone who served . Senator John Kerry Said and i quote "We are here to talk about education but i want to say something first. If you make the most of it you study hard do your homework and you make an effort to be smart you can do well if you don't you get stuck in Iraq" What the fuck is that who the fuck made Kerry fucking god. So everyone who is serving in Iraq is stupid? is that what the hell he is trying to say? I am so freaking angry , I expect bullshit like that out there from other people from people who don't understand the point in serving but to stab at troops serving their country calling them basically stupid. I'm sorry bot Senator you are Dead Wrong in you're statement. Some of the brightest and most educated people i have known have served in the military So to say that stabs at e

Prayer
Prayer "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine , US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one.

All Souls Day..........
The second day of Dia de la Muerte. NOV 2 is All Souls Day, yesterday was All Saints Day. Though we should daily pray for the dead in Purgatory, above all for our ancestors, today is especially set aside for hanging that "unfailing lamp before the sepulchres of our dead" There is a Mexican saying that we die three deaths: the first when our bodies die, the second when our bodies are lowered into the earth out of sight, and the third when our loved ones forget us.

Jump The Broom (3rd Revision)
The plan, walk clockwise around her holding a candle which burns like it has life, the moment draws nearer when my loneliness will be at an end and I'll be a husband paired to my wife With she as my bride & me as her groom, The time drawn near when we shall jump the broom. From history's own admission I've taken this slave honored tradition It was time & distance which kept us apart, The feelings born for her have always resided here in my heart. I Love, Miss, & Need her dearly these are facts I need for her to see clearly I hope she knows and is aware I promise to be the best friend & Husband I can be, Beyond compare I promise to remain in her heart & by her side and provide passion that refuses to subside Like anxious children on Christmas Eve, we can hardly wait, Until it's our Love, our Marriage, our Union that we consummate. Will we be patient or under stress as we take the time to undress, Will we be drawn into the flames of passion as we caress ??? We kis

I've Learned
I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER, THE CLOSER IT GETS TO THE END, THE FASTER IT GOES.... I'VE LEARNED THAT MONEY DOESN'T BUY CLASS, HAPPINESS, RESPECT, LOVE AND ALL THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE.... I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S THOSE SMALL DAILY HAPPENINGS THAT MAKE LIFE SO SPECTACULAR... I'VE LEARNED THAT THE LORD DIDN'T DO IT ALL IN ONE DAY, SO WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT I CAN?.... I'VE LEARNED THAT TO IGNORE THE FACTS DOES NOT CHANGE THE FACTS..... I'VE LEARNED THAT WE SHOULD BE GLAD GOD DOESN'T GIVE US EVERYTHING WE ASK FOR.... I'VE LEARNED THAT UNDER EVERYONES'S HARD SHELL IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE APPRECIATED AND LOVED AS WELL....

13 Rules Of Cherry Tap
ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on

Onions And Christmas Trees
ONIONS AND CHRISTMAS TREES A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch,flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only. ________________________________

At Your Feet
AT YOUR FEET At Your feet I sit Feeling Your hand on my hair Your touch is so gentle Your touch is so warm At Your feet I sit At Your feet I kneel Feeling Your whip on my back Your touch is so wicked Your touch is so searing At Your feet I kneel At Your feet I sleep Feeling Your skin on mine Your touch is so strong Your touch is so calming At Your feet I sleep

Will Some One Help Me?
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not sure if i should go to Florida and live with friends down there or do I stay here with the friends that I have been staying with? I don't know what to do.I don't want to continue to feel like I'm a burden on everyone here. I like this Girl and I wanna talk to her but I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do about anything any more. I have a friend who wants me to come and stay with her down in Florida but then I have friends here in Ohio that don't think that moving is going to help me any. I have friends in Ohio that think that I am being stupid and making rash decisions b/c i'm afriad of heart break. I don't know what to do. I have to think about so many things and everything that I seem to think about points me into the mind set that I am just being a burden. The friends that I am staying with now tell me that I'm not a burden but i KNOW better. Ever since I moved in with them everything has been so different. I don't know what

Free To Fully Live
Thursday, November 2, 2006 Free to fully live Instead of chasing happiness, enjoy it. Instead of putting off life until later, live it fully where you are. There is only the slightest connection between your external circumstances and the level of genuine joy you experience. This moment is, more than anything else, what you make it. There are endless varieties of positive and negative influences in your world. Yet the only ones that resonate within you are the ones you actually choose to identify with. Your very nature is to be alive, aware, creative and spectacularly effective. Let go of your doubts, and allow your true nature to shine through. Take a loving inventory of all that is right with your life. Focus on those things that have real value, and they will grow. You have every reason to live more richly and joyfully today than ever before. Choose now to let the best of who you are be free to fully live. -- Ralph Marston

Cuddles
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company. One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch. The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?" Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!" Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can p

He Deserved It... Ya Think...lol
A Husband was in big trouble when he forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife told him "Tomorrow there better be something in the driveway for me that goes zero to 200 in 2 seconds flat". The next morning the wife found a small package in the driveway. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Funeral arrangements for the husband have been set for Saturday.

Why Men Aren't Allowed To Write Dear Abby
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi? I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on he

To All
Symbols have meaning either to the one who bares it or to the ones that see it or both. Example...If I'm walking down a dark street in Mississippi and see 3 white men in a truck wit a confederate flag...I have a choice I can say that that's just a meaningless symbol now open to interpretation cause they may not even know what it use to mean, and they think it's just a nice window decoration.. ..OR, I can act on what the symbol means to me and get my ass up outta there as quick as I can...I opt for the last choice...cause I'd rather be wrong and safe, then wrong and lynched.....

Escape-reality
each night we have something fun to do and if u want to come up great plus if u look at my page u will find a link to my home away from home and see all the ladies i work with hope to see you soon Monday Night: Each Monday night, you will have a chance to put together your own team of Fantasy Girls. With you acting as Head Coach, your team of girls will compete in a series of games. If your team wins, you get a free lap dance from every one of the entertainers. That's right, guys and girls! You're not hearing things! You get a VIP Dance from every entertainer working that night. And it's FREE. Come on out. Enjoy $2 Domestic Bottled Beer, and let us help you live out your fantasy! Fantasy Football every night, only at Escape Reality. Our lovely ladies will be offering up 3 VIP Dances for the low sum of $40! Buy two, get one free! Wow! Tuesday Night: 2-4-1 Tuesdays! 2-4-1 Admission, 2-4-1 VIP Dances and 2-4-1 Well Drinks (1/2 price, not two at once, because we're not gonna h

Lovers Again
I am lying here naked. Just waitin for your special touch. Come to me baby and touch me like no other. send me back to paradise. Like you only know how. Make love to me baby. Let our bodies intertwine. Kiss and hold me baby. Let our bodies become one. Let our bodies move together. To reach an explosive end. Let us melt away to heaven. Be lovers once again. WRITTEN BY CRAZYDAVE--CHECK OUT HIS PAGE--10-20-06 crazydave@ CherryTAP

Over Sexed?
(well, use this one last time, before ppl forget the old name) "Novemburrrr" 2, 2006 "Over Sexed?" - (I know this will probably piss some people off) - Welcome, I'm just trying to use some of my LC stuff while we still remember this sites old name before: "CherryTAP" came about .... (I'll NEVER get use to that ... that "TAP" thing) *ick* (check out this vid) "G & R'sNovember Rain" It's my song of the month! I'm a healthy male with an above average heterosexual appetite. It might surprise a few people that I'm tried of all these sex and sexual related questions placed on the MUMM's. Sometimes, I feel like I AM logging on to a porn site. So, I guess it makes it pointless to change the NAME, when the content remains the same. (?) It would be nice to see just one day that 90% of the MUMM questions weren't made up of sexual nature. Is that the only thing that people are interested in? As stated ... I like everything about sex ... -but - Come on ... do we not

Site Issues - Please Read Before You Email Me Or Cherrytap Support!
Mike just posted a system wide bulletin about some hardware problems from our outages last week. If you are experiencing Alert, Point, Blog, Email, Comment or any other errors, please be patient. We are working on it. In the mean time, take a moment and do the following: 1. Delete cookies and cache 2. Restart your computer 3. If that doesn't work, make sure you update your browser to the latest Internet Explorer or FireFox. Restart your computer after you do this. 4. If you are still having errors, then please chill out and drink or beer or play a little X box. Everything should be fixed shortly.

Lost Weight
the emptiness has met defeat I feel whole, the enigmatic puzzle made complete all because I felt something today bittersweet was the feeling in a curiously odd way not like a needle prick or a swift ass kick not like a shoulder tap nor like a facial slap unlike a pain nor distain unlike hate unlike being irate doubtful I'm wrong, but if so I'll repent but this blessing could only be heaven sent you know the similar feeling when epiphany lights up your mind & face and you feel as if you've been granted access to a different place and you are now privy to momentary grace and you dwell in it's embrace yes that's how I felt the "house" seems to be in my favor, judging from the "hand" I've been "dealt" I have been gifted burdens lifted feels GREAT, the best I've felt to date the cord has been cut, it's seems I've lost some excess baggage as well as some (figurative) weight

Castle Megastore Springfield, Or.
I'll be signing on Friday, November 3rd from 6pm - 10pm I'll be signing autographs, polaroids, posters, stickers, 8x10s and also DVDs! Bringing in your own stuff, or buy something from me or the store! I will giving a discount on polaroids if you buy a Belladonna Entertainment DVD from the store the night of the signing (with reciept)! Hope to see you all there!

The Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Depression
Depression exhausts me. Depression blinds me. Depression strangles me. A wild depression Has stolen away the hope Which he claimed as his only friend Here on earth. Alas who will now flash A rainbow of hope Across his heart Sunk deep? No more depression, No more frustration, No more hallucination. In me I see a new dawn- A dawn that will reveal Divinity's life fulfillment On earth.

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Roman Pantheonic Pagan100%Ecclectic Pagan100%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan100%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan100%Eastern Pagan95%Greek Pantheonic Pagan90%Shamanic Pagan90%Zoroastrian Pagan80%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans75%Kabbalistic Pagan

Procrastination
As put in a way a friend found in a picture... "PROCRASTINATION" Procrastination is like Masterbation. It seems like a good idea at the time, but in the end, you are really only f***ing yourself.

Please Help
Good Morning my CT friends. I Have never asked for alot, but I am asking for some help. My boyfriend is on the verge of leveling up (971 points to go). He has been very patient, but I know he wants to get to that next level very badly. He is sick (which he got from my kids) but still managed to get to work today, so I thought it would be great if he could come home to lots of love and the next level on CT. That would mean so much to him. He is a very sweet guy and would make an awsome friend to have on here. Here is his link to his page... Please check out his page.. Rate him, comment the hell out of him... Thanks so much everyone!!!! The Italian Stallion@ CherryTAP

My Wish
To all my Pagan friends and Family : Happy New year ( Happy Samhian) nI hope that all goes well, and you are blessed with many gifts in the coming year. "just because the truth isnt obvious, doesn't mean its does not exist"

Halloween Sucked.
Oh joyous event. This halloween, I dressed up in the dress that I modified and went to school to sit there for 2 hours doing economics homework... Then I came home and sat online.. At least I got english muffins and mints at school. What a treat.

I'm A Newbie
Just wanted to thank my friend Jeff for introducing me to Cherry Tap. So far it seems like a lot of fun. So please forgive me if I am a little slow while I am still learning how all of this works! Hugs & Kisses Juicy

Impact & Toospoiled
impact.com and toospoiled.com are SCAMS! The creators are the same people and have many lawsuits pending against them. You can easily find their audition postings on the net if you google them. Just a heads up! xo SS

Different Ways Of Navigating - We're All In The Same Boat
We're all in the same boat. We just have different paddles, and perhaps we find ourselves on different rivers. We all live in human bodies. These are the vehicles in which we move through our world. We are all made of flesh, blood, and bone, with brains, hearts, and lungs to power us. Our paddles-the tools we use to move through the world-vary, as do the bodies of water-the environments-in which we find ourselves. Some of us use our high IQs to get where we want to go. Some of use our smiles, others use kindness, a gift with language, or athletic ability. Some of these qualities we were born with and others are skills we have learned. Considering this metaphor in light of your own life can be very enlightening. What tools are you using to get from point A to point B in your life? Chances are, you and the people you know have used many different tools in various combinations throughout your lives to get where you needed to go. Just as with oars or paddles, a balanced approach is bes

Observing Evolution - Allowing Others To Walk Their Paths
Watching a loved one or a peer traverse a path littered with stumbling blocks can be immensely painful. We instinctively want to guide them toward a safer track and share with them the wisdom we have acquired through experience. Yet all human beings have the right to carve their own paths without being unduly influenced by outside interference. To deny them that right is to deny them enlightenment, as true insight cannot be conveyed in lectures. Rather, each individual must earn independence and illumination by making decisions and reflecting upon the consequences of each choice. In allowing others to walk their paths freely, you honor their right to express their humanity in whatever way they see fit. Though you may not agree with or identify with their choices, understand that each person must learn in their own way and at their own pace. The events and circumstances that shape our lives are unique because each of us is unique. What touches one person deeply may do nothing more t

Working From Center - In The Thick Of It
When we are "in the thick of it," overwhelmed by too many things that need our attention, it's important to remember that we are never given more than we can handle. When life's challenges make us question this, our best coping mechanism is to follow the reliable and well-known course to our calm center and anchor ourselves there. It is for these times that we have been practicing regularly, so that our mind, body, and spirit will know how to find the peace within. Even in the midst of seeming chaos, a deep breath can help us turn within to find the space to work from, the calm at the center of the storm. Tapping into our inner resources we begin again, bringing our focus to the needs of the present moment. Asking "why?" shifts our energy away from the task at hand. We can seek answers to those questions once we get to the other side of the present challenge. For now, we accept what is. Once we have collected scattered energy and created space, inspiration will strike, help will ar

Baby Tori Zyana How She Died!!!
To all who read this please feel free to leave me a comment or your thoughts about this my friend is the one who was suppose to adopt baby tori. she needs to get the word out about abuse to children... Baby tori zyana how she died Baby almost got out By LORI PILGER / Tori Stone died of brain injuries from being shaken last week. Her father is charged with abuse leading to her death. But it was a situation the child didn't need to be in, says Tiffany Baloch, a Texas woman who wanted to adopt Tori. By LORI PILGER | Lincoln Journal Star Tori Stone's story is the kind that breaks hearts. The little girl nearly survived the chaos around her, nearly made it out. But it wasn't meant to be. Her short life were filled with court filings, birth parents and a would-be adoptive family. The players in Baby Tori's life: Her mother, Tory Stone, a 22-year-old who had lost custody of a son, now 7, and two girls, 2 and 4. Her father, Peter Sinica Jr., a 31-year-o

Spreading Your Light - How You Affect Others Daily
As the pace and fullness of modern life serve to isolate us from one another, the contact we do share becomes vastly more significant. We unconsciously absorb each other's energy, adopting the temperament of those with whom we share close quarters, and find ourselves changed after the briefest encounters. Everything we do or say has the potential to affect not only the individuals we live, work, and play with but also those we've just met. Though we may never know the impact we have had or the scope of our influence, accepting and understanding that our attitudes and choices will affect others can help us remember to conduct ourselves with grace at all times. When we seek always to be friendly, helpful, and responsive, we effortlessly create an atmosphere around ourselves that is both uplifting and inspiring. Most people rarely give thought to the effect they have had or will have on others. When we take a few moments to contemplate how our individual modes of being affect the peop

How To Get A Woman To Have Sex With You
Games suck. Everyone agrees but we all play them. Face it, if you were one hundred percent honest from the very beginning, you'd scare someone off. Picture it. You're on your first date, all is going well, and you ask what she wants out of life. She says something like this: "Well, actually, I'm planning to be married within a year and pregnant within four months after that. I'd like two kids, a dog, and a house in the suburbs, preferrably on the west side of town. Do you have a minivan?" I've been out with men who didn't play games. They call themselves "direct." I met a guy one night who really impressed me at first. He asked for my phone number and called an hour or so later, drunk, saying he just wanted to come see me. "Not to have sex or anything," he clarified. Just to see me. That classy move cost him -- the next time he called, I didn't answer. Then there are the men who start dropping the sexual innuendos right away, pushing to see just how far they can get you to go o

How Many...
One question...How many of u in Cherry TAP have been fantacizing of someone or someone's on this here sight? Be honest and ask yourself how many times this someone has made your toes curl... I will b the first to admit I have had my toes curled over a few...Now u may think Dayum a few..But think about it never met in person..Thank goodness!! ...Reality set back in and I say Dayum glad I Bumped my head and u know what I can see CLearly now HA HA!!! now answer the question lol

My Halloween Party
Here are some pictures of me n my brother and our friends Friday night... SO FUN!!! This is me n my klik... hehe we got lost on the island and ended up at this party.... Captain Planet and his helper... You shall not pass!!!! Maryanne and Misses Howwel puff puff pass mutha fucka hehe The millionaire and his wife, out of costume! Gilligan gettin' toasty... Maryanne stole the Skipper's hat... Gilligan passed out in his hammock!!

Get Back
Stuup works best when the lights is off/ I don't need no lights to see yo life go out/ Wife went out for squares, never came back/ Everytime I rob a nigga, it's never the same strap/ Never the same hat, never the same clothes/ Walk up in the club with never the same hoes/ Niggas got nerve to try and steal my wealth/ Here go some chalk, might as well outline yoself/ Cuz ain't nobody take'n shit from me/ A couple of spare bullets is all they get from me/ I got this shit down to a TEE/ Roll by myself no matter who wanna roll wit me/ Go wit me, "Nah, maybe next time"/ "Get the fuck outta my face", thats the next line/ How the fuck you make figures/ If you come up on 30 G's and gotta split it wit 4 niggas/ No niggas.......take my advice/ Get yo own hustle homie before you lose ya life/

Forever In My Heart
If I lived 1000000 years I could never express how much each of you mean to me all the love the comments gifts nice things you say you will never know how much I love them all and how much I love each of you and every night I thank god for each of you you are all more precious than words can say

Who Am I?
Who am I? 1-Nov-2006 Written by: Deepak Chopra Vedanta, one of the world's most ancient philosophies, says there are only five reasons why humans suffer: not knowing who we are, identifying with our ego or self-image, clinging to the transient and unreal, recoiling in fear of the transient and unreal, and fear of death. Vedanta also says that the five causes of suffering are all contained in the first cause - not knowing who we are. If someone were to ask, "Who are you?" your response would probably be "My name is so-and-so. I'm American, or I'm the president of this company. You may also identify with your body, "This bag of flesh and bones is who I am." But sensory experience is totally illusory. You may think you are the body that your senses can locate in space and time, but the body is a field of invisible vibrations that has no boundaries in space and time. How long can we cling to a world of illusion? Is there such a thing as the color red? Every color we see is a pa

Fly
Reaching for the sky so hard You are trying to get up From everything *in order to flap wings to further* Fighting for your life so hard Someday you will see the light *In order to shine The light road* I will fight and fight for me I will show the world what I can do If I had the wings I will fly high then anything anyone Fly so high, Fly so high *To let people know that I fly higher than anyone else* Fly so high, Fly so high *Until the last blazes, still continue to fight* For my life I feel alone everyday Sky of love, sky of tears Glory and sadness *getting over loneliness* I've been searching through the dark If there's a light up ahead And I will meet you in front of the 'Holy Cross' I will fight and fight for you I will do anything just for you If I had the power to fly high then anything anyone Fly so high, Fly so high *Wind gives you courage* Fly so high, Fly so high *Wrapped in the sky* rise now For your life, I will fly with you If you feel alone

Pet Rules
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize spa

Profile Updates...
yeah instead of listing my fav. artists.. i posted a few videos of each of my fav in each type of music.. i also got some new pics that need some love.. so tell me what you think of the videos and pictures..

Another Commentary On The Nature Of Guys
Guys go Shopping: or "Get Your Hand Off My Melon!" If there's one thing that a guy considers to be a waste of valuable time, it's shopping. The closest thing to a shopping trip that a guy can tolerate is running to the gas station for another six-pack and some slim jims. The concept of spending two hours in a store and leaving with only one pair of pants just boggles the mind of most guys. If he wants pants, he goes in, grabs a pair of blue jeans, pays, and walks out. End of trip. There is no thought put into whether or not they go with anything, because a guy's wardrobe is almost all blue, anyway. For most guys, there are only a few situations where a shopping trip would be considered. Condition one: he is dragged along by a significant other. This is the closest most guys will get to Hell while they are still alive. Wandering through the stores, constantly being asked their opinion on different outfits, when the only outfit a guy is interested in seeing

Ugh.
I got like little to no sleep. My tummy still hurts. Im crabby. Im in pain. I wanta scream. I bitch to much. Im STILL listening to Justin Timberlake. Ew. Tell me about it haha. This is the way its going down, is this how we said goodbye. What goes around comes around < 33 haha im such a damnd loser i tell you. lalalala. =] Maybe i should eat something. Since i havent done that in awhile. But ew. =/ Stupid food. Ill get milk. I like it better. Dont wanta think about, dont wanta talk about it, im so sick about it. Haha. =]

Good Morning
ok so who ever had the nerve to rate me a 9 needs to get the fuck off my profile..i didnt do n e thing to u to deserve that..... and i can drive now... and i can go back to work.. and for the first time in nine weeks i didnt have to wear my brace to bed.. and i applied to go overseas.... and good morning justin... i know shit is hard right now but please keep ur head up for me cause if u look down ull see my boobs and that could be a distraction... have a good day to everyone...

Taking A Spin In The "crazymobile"!! Wanna Tag Along??
OK y'all..... I had to do it!! I had to share the insanity... I heard ths song on the radio this morning and I can't get it outta my head, or my hips for that matter!! I've been shakin' it all morning!! So now I'm sharing it with y'all. You know damn well when you have a song stuck in your head you make sure & get it stuck in your friends' heads too....don't deny it!! I DID make sure that you can control the play option, I know some of us have jobs that require normal brain function...lol... I'm off to make that FAT $$ so everyone have a great day and CHA CHA!!

Orange-glazed Steak
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 26 min Makes: 6 servings 1/2 cup A.1. Original Steak Sauce 3 Tbsp. orange marmalade 2 Tbsp. soy sauce 1/2 tsp. ground ginger 1 beef top round steak (1-1/2 lb.) PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Mix steak sauce, marmalade, soy sauce and ginger; set aside. GRILL steak 7 to 8 min. on each side for medium doneness (160°F), brushing with 1/4 cup of the steak sauce mixture during the last 2 min. of the grilling time. Let stand 5 min. MEANWHILE, heat remaining steak sauce mixture. Cut steak across the grain into thin slices. Serve topped with the warm steak sauce mixture. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Fruit-Glazed Steak Substitute your favorite flavor fruit preserves, such as orange, raspberry, strawberry or apricot, for the marmalade. Great Substitute Prepare as directed, using A.1. Bold & Spicy Steak Sauce. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 170 Total fat 3g Saturated fat 1g Chol

Southwestern Beef Pizza
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 26 min Makes: 6 servings 1 lb. ground beef 2 cloves garlic, minced 1/3 cup A.1. Original Steak Sauce 1 pkg. (16 oz.) Italian pizza crust 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese, divided 1 medium tomato, chopped 1/4 cup green onion slices 1/4 cup sliced pitted ripe olives PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Cook meat and garlic in large skillet on medium heat 8 to 10 minutes or until meat is browned; drain. Add steak sauce; cook until heated through, stirring occasionally. PLACE crust on large ungreased baking sheet; top evenly with meat mixture. Sprinkle with 3/4 cup of the cheese. BAKE 14 to 16 minutes or until cheese is melted. Sprinkle with tomato, onions, olives and remaining 1/4 cup cheese. Cut into 6 wedges to serve. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size It Up Looking for a new family favorite? Try this easy-to-make pizza tonight! One serving provides a lot of zesty flavor. Great Substitute Prepare as directed, using A.1. Thick & Hea

Piece Of The Pie!!!
We struggle and strive for a piece of the pie...For a piece of the pie...just to get by...Some smoke and joke, cry and get high...lie and cheat...all for that pie...till the day you're pushing up the ground...dozen flowers, couple of wreaths and a fresh dirt mound...earth worms digging are ya only sounds...till ya soul is violently pulled...like some ragtime clown...shrieks of horror far surpass anything your mental could imagine...you was just on top...what happened? enjoy life...relax...spend more time laugh'n...hug ya family...tell them about ya love...enjoin in right and fear the one above...

Quick & Easy Sloppy Joes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 medium onion, chopped 1/3 cup A.1. Original Steak Sauce 1/4 cup water 1 tsp. chili powder 4 hamburger buns, partially split COOK and stir meat and onion in large skillet on medium heat until meat is browned and onion is tender; drain. STIR in steak sauce, water and chili powder; bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 5 minutes, stirring occasionally. SERVE in buns. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, using A.1. Roasted Garlic Steak Sauce. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 330 Total fat 11g Saturated fat 4g Cholesterol 70mg Sodium 650mg Carbohydrate 28g Dietary fiber 2g Sugars 7g Protein 26g Vitamin A 4%DV Vitamin C 4%DV Calcium 8%DV Iron 25%DV

No Subject
Blah, I am stuck at school til noon. My one class was cancelled so I found a computer lab and here I am. However, I am gettin pissed cause CT is running really slow on my school's network. They need to do something about that, for all the money I pay to go to this damn school they should atleast have fast internet service lol. Right now I am just sitting here, half asleep, rating some pictures, and now typing this pointless blog. I am still trying to get used to the new picture format. I like it, but I'm not used to having to go to my left to rate a pic, I keep aiming for the middle. I have like 8 unread messages to reply to. If you are one of them, sorry, I will get to it today, I just can't right now cause I'm too tired to comprehend and respond to what they say lol. Oh well, later.

Strip Steak With Onion Wine Sauce
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 31 min Makes: 4 servings 2 cups yellow onion wedges 1 clove garlic, minced 1 Tbsp. butter or margarine 1/4 cup A.1. Original Steak Sauce 1 Tbsp. dry red wine 2 beef strip steaks (about 1 lb. total), 3/4 inch thick PREHEAT grill to medium-hot heat. Cook onions and garlic in butter in large skillet on medium-high heat 10 minutes or until onions are tender. Add steak sauce and wine; mix well. Bring to boil. PLACE steaks on grill. Grill 6 to 8 minutes on each side for medium rare (145°F) to medium doneness (160°F). Serve topped with steak sauce mixture. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Round Out The Meal Serve with a side of brown rice and your favorite grilled vegetable, such as zucchini, for a quick and tasty summer meal. Great Substitute Substitute red onions for the yellow onions. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 180 Total fat 9g Saturated fat 4g Cholesterol 45mg So

Who's My Cherry Lover
I've always wanted to start one of these silly games, so let's see how well this one flies ... If you wanna be the secret lover of the person who posted this bulletin, send them a private message saying "me love you long time". Then repost this bulletin with the title "who's my cherry lover?" If you don't repost this within 69 seconds, then you're love life will stop dead in its tracks. Let the lovin begin! (repost of original by '~ HAFA ADAI ~' on '2006-11-01 20:30:23') (repost of original by 'Naughty Lil Devil' on '2006-11-01 21:03:13') (repost of original by 'taco4u23~juggalo homie~' on '2006-11-01 21:16:56') (repost of original by 'wzktm' on '2006-11-01 21:47:44') (repost of original by 'James' on '2006-11-01 22:46:34') (repost of original by '@-}Blackroses@-}' on '2006-11-01 22:48:54') (repost of original by 'Amber20' on '2006-11-01 22:51:02') (repost of original by 'BLUE EYED DEVIL' on '2006-11-02 00:49:10') (repost of original by '~Pain Is My Passion~

What Hurts The Most!!!!
Funny how someone can say the words "I LOVE YOU" but lie to you. It's also funny how someone can lie to you about things for 8 months and still you stay with them. As with everything else i know he wont read this so im not worried about what he may think or have to say on this topic. As a matter of fact he dont read anything i have to say on any site im on. Doesnt sound like a very loveing relationship does it? Sounds more to me like someone being held to a place they dont want to be. I cant understand how one person in a realationship can be open about everything and the other cant keep a straight story for 5 minutes. Personally i think its fucked up. Dont tell me you love me then lie to me and expect me to believe that you really love me. I hide nothing i lie about nothing and if i do something i tell you so what the hell is your problem....we have already gone through this and im to a point i dont want to hold on to US anymore. What good is this if only one is trying to keep

Till Death Parts Us
she wonders around, no one seems to care she thinks and she cries and then she combs her hair wondering what was wrong and why it had to be the only thing left was to gaze at the sea the sea was reluctant to share its time with her she sat and she cried and she took her turn her turn was to slowly make sure she would die she had nothing she had nadda and to her this was fine as every passing moment had gone through her thoughts she wrapped up herself in her guilt she had brought so the time is now and the time is gone for the poor helpless girl she would be forever alone

Toltec Teachings
Good morning, So I'm doing my MySpace jogging around, and stumbled upon something called Toltec teachings, and I'm interested in finding out more. Does anyone here know anything of it? Do you practice it? I really like this thought: "You can choose to follow your heart always." - Don Miguel Ruiz Would love to hear some thoughts on this - I'll post more as I learn more. :) Cheers, Bam

Ratings & Comments
I've lost track of the number of times I've heard things from ladies such as: COME RATE MY PICS AND LEAVE COMMENTS I'M IN A CONTEST, COME VOTE FOR ME GO CHECK OUT THESE HOTTIES AND LEAVE THEM LOTS OF LOVE I NEED TO LEVEL UP, HELP ME PLZ The list goes on. Usually us guys are very good about doing these things too. So why is it that you ladies never return the favor? I'm not speaking of all ladies, of course. There are lots of you who DO do these things. Most likely if you are even reading this you are one of the few who rate and comment just as religiously as us guys. I keep hearing "Let's get some guys in the top 10". Well, guess what. It'll never happen when women don't rate the guys just as much as the guys rate the women. I've been on level 11 for over 2 weeks, and yet some women who JOINED only a week ago are already past me. So I think from now on I will reserve my ratings and votes and comments for those deserving of them. I'm tired of feeling like a bandaid, there

Dribble About Life
Misleading Every morning I rouse and feel like it would be better off if I were to depart. Just give up the battle and slither away into the oppression that devours my life. I want to get in my car and drive– just go as far as I can without any thought of whom I am. Miles are just some strides aligned with the devil in a cavity of depression they seep within and fragment existence of immorality. Wish I could fly– open my arms wide and soar off from this handicap of illusions. I’m sure some Messiah will intercept before I hit ground. Holds me like a child to breast and protect me from all the fake people. This torment of sacrifice is so deep-seated I can’t continue without you. Walk away if you must but leave behind the best of us. No other hands will soothe the sadist that resides within my sweet-- no other lips will appease the consuming fire in your soul. No one knows this misery I camo

Gee Lalala!!
FAKES,STALKERS,JELOUSE CUNTS,AND MOTHER FUCKERS... .....yup im tellin ya do u really have to stalk and go on god damn get a dildo already and a dvd and get a life ya know i was on a site before and because a certain person spoke to a certain person people got jeoluse and it was nothing but bullshit its a website people although you can find some awsome friends cause i have and you do find you fair share of fuck ups...lol....its a give and take so i went and watched the new chain saw masacare it sucked at least i thought so blaaaaaaah it was so gorie it was to fake looking...i almost threw up on the guy in front of me haha........lol....so yeah just found out that the dsl will be a lil longer then excpected omg someone shoot me please i dont know how much more i can take ill have to move agin to get back to regular internet service haha or live at the library although im getting use to how slow the fucked up dial up is if thats comforting..lol...well im just rattling i have the flu a

Little Johnny And Little Mary
Little Johnny and Little Mary were walking home from school one day. As they walked along, they saw two dogs knotted up along side the road, doing it, well, doggy style. "What are they doing, Johnny?" Mary asked. Well, Little Johnny, being a man of the world for all his 12 years, knew what they were doing but was embarrassed to say it, so he said, "Well, he's scaring her." Little Mary said, "Oh." They walked a little farther, and Little Mary said, "Scare me, Little Johnny." Well, Little Johnny thought, "What the Hell." So he took her into the bushes and "scared" her. After they were finished, they started walking home again. Pretty soon, they walked past a stallion mounting a mare in the field. "What are they doing, Little Johnny ?", she asked. "Well, he's scaring her." So Little Mary said, "Scare me again, Johnny." Well, Little Johnny took her into the bushes and "scared" her again. After they were finished, they started walking home again. Pretty soon, you guessed it, th

To Remeber The Fallen Who Fought For Our Freedom
In Flanders Fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch, be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields WRITTEN BY GENERAL JOHN MCRAE REMEMBER, ALL GAVE SOME, SOME GAVE ALL ON NOVEMBER 11TH AT 11 AM CAN WE ALL TAKE 2 MINUTES TO SILENCE OUR MOUTHS, FORGET ABOUT WORK, AND REMEMBER THE ONES WHO FOUGHT SO THAT WE COULD OPEN OUR MOUTHS AND SPEAK FREELY, SO THAT WE COULD GET UP AND GO TO WORK FOR A DECENT PAY CHECK IN THE JOB WE CHOOSE AND SO THAT WE CAN SIT HERE ON CHERRYTAP AND MEET NEW AND EXCITING PEOPLE. IT IS ONLY 2 MINUTES OUT OF OUR SO HECTIC LIVES

Find Your Age
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; You probably would tell a falsehood anyway - but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ..... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1756 . If you haven't, add 1755. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (i.e., how many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES

Just Here Loving Life Right Now
Well I am so happy in my life right now other than my career. I would love to be a RN already but well got to have the patience and time for that. Well I have this wonderful boyfriend named Adam who is 24 and well he is good to me. He has made me really happy and I LOVE HIM to death. Well I guess thats it bout my life other than I am an EMT and I am at work right now missing my baby and getting paid.

Whats Is Your Hidden Talent?
Your Hidden Talent You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. What's Your Hidden Talent?

Tru Friendship
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

You Belong In 1968
You Belong in 1968 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

Go Figure
A japanese baby has a grandma for a mom -or vice-versa - after a 50-something woman went the distance to help her 30-something dauhgter, who couldn't bear children. the older woman, a surrogate mohter, recently gave birth to the child using one of her daughter's eggs along with her son-in-law's sperm. as reported in the kyodo news agency.

Can't Do It
Have you ever wanted something for so many reasons that no matter how you think about it you always wind up with the same solution you started with. O want and need that in my life. Well I've been getting sick and tired of things and people here and I've been thinking. There are certian people that I want closer in my life even if I don't see them all the time or never get to see them. Like for instanst, I talk to one of them everyday and I really wish I could see her and hang out again. I mean she turned my life around and has been a great friend and I miss her more then anyone anywhere. Yet I can't see her here, barley can talk to her cause of such different scheudcles now. Anyway back to the reasons I made this. Well talking to her, I realized how much I miss her and a few others back in WA. Granted not the greatest place to live but it made me happy and knowing I can hang with my friend makes me happy. The gears are turning, I'm done with this crap. I can't do it anym

Not The Best One Ive Posted
If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do Not attempt to resolve it yourself !! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should y

Men
If you're a guy and you're not going to rate and fan me 1st then I'm probably not going to add you as a friendGenerally, guys want to friend me for different reasons but the main ones are (1) I always wanted to be with a guy and like your pix so may I please suck your cock or (2) because they want to make it look like we're real friends to make my girlfriends think they're coolI list myself as bisexual but I do prefer women but I also like threesomes and moresomes and in those situations I enjoy seeing naked men and their cock(s) getting excited with women. I also like to see women with men and enjoy doing c2c with couples. But just watching a guy stroking his cock or him just watching me really does nothing for me unless there are women present or in some manner involved. There may be exceptions like if the men are really hot and maybe having an orgy or something; but generally speaking I'm really not looking to have single men as friends unless there is something about them beyond

Which Vampyre Are You?
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius92%Dracula92%Lestat67%Armand58%Angel58%Blade58%Spike50%Deacon Frost50%Louis42%Akasha25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Time Our Celebrities Went On An Eco-trip
2 November 2006 TIME OUR CELEBRITIES WENT ON AN ECO-TRIP Brian Reade (Daily Mirror) THE tipping point for me came on Monday when Oprah Winfrey yelled at her whooping sect-followers: "Global warming is coming!" And she's not the only American big-shot flying the green flag. Angelina Jolie has set up a conservation camp in Cambodia, and on the website stopglobalwarming.org Jon Bon Jovi, Leonardo DiCaprio, James Taylor, Christie Brinkley and Huey Lewis warn us of the perils of climate change. Which is why we in Britain must take global warming seriously. Because we are clearly falling behind in organised celebrity action. Suddenly a nation which has led the way in persuading dinosaur rockers to re-write lyrics in the pretence they're curing poverty is losing ground to America. And more will be lost when Tom Cruise brings out the blockbuster Emissions Impossible, and Madonna announces she's adopting the planet (although if there's a cuter one in the solar system, Earth mi

Bush Is A Joker???.
Bush trades blows over 'botched Iraq joke' Senator John Kerry has traded his harshest blows with George Bush since the 2004 election race after warning students not to get "stuck in Iraq". Mr Bush accused the former Presidential candidate of troop-bashing after the comments which were made to a group of California students. But Mr Kerry told the President it was him and not the troops in Iraq who were the target of his criticism and called Mr Bush's Oval Office supporters "hacks who are willing to lie". Mr Kerry added his comment that those unable to navigate the country's education system "get stuck in Iraq" was "a botched joke about the President and the President's people, not about the troops". He added "the White House knows this full well". The row is dominating the mid-term elections as the Democrats threaten to take back the House and possibly win control of the Senate as they galvanise the anti-war vote. Senator John McCain, considered a frontrunner for th

First One Up
I open my eyes and find That it is still early. There are no sounds of any other early risers. Its my quiet time to think, Remember yesterday, And to wonder what today and tomorrow will bring. How long have I been awake? Just minutes, or hours? Time has slipped away into the deepness of my thought. I notice it is light now. Someone else is awake, But they dont choose to take advantage of the quiet time, And they put an end to mine, Noisily making breakfast, Forgetting those still sleeping as well as those awake. -RKE

Appreciation
What is it in human nature that makes people take things for granted, I am not talking about things like taking for granted that it will rain tonight. I am talking about things like taking for granted they will be alive tomorow, here is the really weird thing; it seems like the more important some thing is and the more familiar that they are with it the easier it is for them to take it for granted. Take breathing for instance, everybody seems to take it for granted until they can not do it. Think about this, if you take something that important for granted, how are you treating the people in your life? Do they know how much you care for them? Have you told them? What if they were not there? Make an attempt at letting everybody that is important to you know, if they are surprised it will tell you how much you have ignored them. I appreciate all my freinds and the time they dedicate out of their busy schedule to talk and be with me, and appreciate them even more when I can not find time

My Story, Pt. 25
[amanda pov] christina: i need to talk to you. amanda: *sighs and takes out the three boxes of pregnancy tests* christina: wait? you're pregnant? i thought you were on birth control. amanda: i was i hadn't taken it in like a month cause i haven't had the money to get anymore... christina: and this afternoon... amanda: yeah... christina: condom? amanda: *you shake your head no* christina: *gasps* uh-oh amanda: but i don't know yet, i may just be paranoid. christina: you gonna tell him? amanda: i don't know, i don't want him to leave me again. christina: well, i can't make you do anything, and i don't know matt as well as i used to, but if he's anything like he used to be, he won't care, he'll prbably be excited, but either way, you need to tell him because he is worried as mess right now. amanda: are you serious? christina: yeah. tell him soon. he was almost in tears in there. amanda: *feels like crap* i don't know officially i mean i could tell him tonight after dinner

Little Billy Has Questions-hahahahaha
"What cuss words really mean" Body: The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hel

Freinds
am sitting here and look at my screen noticing that all of my friends are in different time zones than I am or wake later than I. Did you ever have one of those times where you just wanted somebody to talk to, nothing really to say; just the thought that they would waste thier time to be there and talk.Well, this would qualify. I am thinking of a couple of friends that I had on here that are gone. One was a really sweet lady from Texas named Kara, (married with children, lest anybody get the wrong idea) who one day when I singed on she was just gone, vanished, no going to the group, no profile; I miss my Kara. The other was a young model that I got along with quite well,(young, attractive,single--you can get the wrong idea if you want but you would only be flattering me and would still be wrong) who had to leave myspace because somebody was stalking her. Do not get me wrong, if I out there( where she lives) you couldn't pry me off of her with a spatula, but to stalk somebody. Get help,

Blogging
blogs The thinking, the worry, the time: all spent in a desperate effort that will bare little fruit if any.The minutes ticking by as I pour my heart and soul out onto the screen,typing, reading, deleting,pondering, and typing again, all in an effort to get the wording just right to let the world know exactly how you feel. Trying to put into words the feelings, thoughts really; how do you take something as intangible as a thought and make it into a word, a sentence, a paragraph? What a daunting task, what an impossibility,yet millions of people do it everyday.All this effort, this work, for what? Few will ever know of its existence, fewer still will care. Yet so much work goes into it. Why would we waste so much time and energy to inform those that do not care, of things they do not care about? Of course reasons vary from subject to subject, for this one it is just so that people will know that when I read their blog, I know and appreciate all that they put into it, just to let me k

Just For Fun
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This d

"the Forgotten Cops"
This is a letter we have posted in out facility" The Forgotten Cops What would the average citizen if it were proposed that police officers be assigned to a neighborhood which was inhabited by no one but criminals and those officers would be unarmed, patrol on foot and be heavily outnumbered? I wager that the overwhelming public response would be that the officers would have to be crazy to accept sun and assignment. However as you read this, such a scenario is being played out in all area of the country. We are correctional officers. Not guards (who are people that watch school crossings). We work at minimum, medium, and maximum security Correctional facilities. We are empowered by the state to enforce its penal laws, rules, and regulations of the Departmen of Correctional Services. In short, we are policemen (and women). Our beat is totally inhabited by convicted felons who, by definition, are people who tend to break laws, rules, and regulations.

Amber Alert
So sad.... There was an amber alert yesterday for a 16 year old girl that disappeared from her job at a diner yesterday morning. She was said to have dissappeared with a 51 year old man with whom she worked. She was found murdered and raped last night, about 2 miles from the diner. It turns out that the man that is said to have committed the crime, was just released from a 25 year prison term in April, for committing the same crime. The jackass at the diner, knew his record and still hired him to work with this 16 year old girl. I am so very sad about this. Having 3 daughters myself, it scares me to death to think of things like this!

Heres A Good One I Just Got
ok i have some of the girls i work with on here and this guy hit me up and asked me why do all of you have pics up that look like they are from a mag.ok asshole here i go......yes we do have pics up like that but if you took the time to ask we all work at a strip club shit head and WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING so ask and we will tell fucker bratt

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