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Is Being A Dirty 'old' Man Bad?
You know for many years I have heard men of all ages and women for that matter talking about being or knowing dirty old men. As I reach my mid 30's ... where I don't feel old... or act it... LOL... I am sitting here wondering if it is a bad thing to be a dirty 'old' man. I turn 34 in 2 weeks and I am to a good place in my life... on both a professional and personal level. I never got married as a young man. I didn't want to get married too young and have to struggle financially. Now, I have a successful career, a nice house, decent car, money in the bank, and just about every toy that I have ever wanted. So the struggling financially thing is pretty much a forgotten issue. So, as I sit here on my idiotpc and surf around here on CT and other places... I look at these beautiful girls and DAMMMMNNNNNN. I have decided I have to have one. LOL. Now... being nearly 34... I have dated a lot of women. Most of them nearer my age and some several years older. Now, I am sitting her

I've Been Writing All Day , Really I Have No Patience To Think Up A Title
The ground shakes with every step I take I fist-face-fucked your mother and she said it felt great Marching with love disguised as hate If you don’t like the way I love Get the fuck out of the way I know I’m so pleasant and charming My smile is so disarming It’s so alarming to find out I want to drag glass across my face Drink ammonia and bleach Call it a party Am I going to have to become nothing more then a resemblance of me? Before you find some acceptance of me Quiet and safe, that’s a joke, I’m a radioactive bullhorn My talk and walk’s got more cock then Foghorn Leghorn Go ahead and glance scorn I can steam gore In the wink of a pocket knife I can have you running for the door In your dash I cut the line to the power and the phone You get to the door only to find there isn’t a handle to turn It’s time you learned, what it’s like to live with a gothic death prophet Discharged mental patient who’s off his medication Blue balls out blazing Seeking sedation

Dreams And Dellusions
DO NOT CONFUSE DREAMS WITH DELUSIONS THIS IS THE AGE OF DIEING DREAMS. TO DAYS YOUTH AND ASPIRING GREATNESS WORK BROILERS AND TAKE YOUR ORDER. I AM A FONT OF WASTED POTENTIAL A VESSEL OF DISAPPOINTMENT. I WANT TO HIT ROCK BOTTOM I WANT TO DIE THERE. WHY DO I NEED THINGS TO BE HAPPY? WHY DO I HAVE TO FIT YOUR MOLD? WHY DO I HAVE TO CARE WHAT YOU THINK? THIS IS THE GENERATION OF PAIN THE THINGS WE GREW UP WANTING TO DO IS DIEING OUT AND SPUTTERING AWAY AS NEW THINGS WE DON'T UNDERSTAND ARE NOW THE NEW ASPIRATION. AND YOUR NOW BEHIND THE CURVE. THIS IS AN AGE OF GENIUSES AND ADDICTS. IF YOUR NOT ONE YOU MIGHT AS WELL BE THE OTHER. IF I CAN'T INDULGE IN A REALITY THAT WORKS FOR ME I MIGHT AS WELL DROWNED IN A FANTASY. THE THINGS I LOVE WILL NOT SUSTAIN ME TO SURVIVE I WILL BE REDUCED TO DOING SOMETHING THAT SLOWLY EATS AWAY MY SOUL. AND FOR WHAT? SO I CAN AFFORD TO DESTROY MYSELF.

Dont Fuck With Me People....
because you're not going to fucking win. here is a warning to everyone who just doesnt get that i dont give a flying hell what anyone thinks of me or how i live my life. because its just that...my fucking life...not yours...so keep the negative comments to yourselves.this is the last time i will explain myself for listen up. this is my life & i live it as i see fit. i have no regrets. i take life one day at a time. i live for my husband. everything i do because of my pride in my married life. im sean's wife and it is the best thing i have ever done. i was born into the military. i was raised army brat. i moved from base to base. i asked the cpt. if thier daughter could come out to play. i married a military man. i cried when he left for the marines. i count the weeks, days, minutes till he comes home to me. i bake cookies for the sargeants. i will always be an army brat but i'm also a marine wife. i bleed scarlet, gold & green. my past fucking sucks. just because ive fa

Morning Already [swe Version]
(dont care if you dont udnerstand if u wanna find a swe person to translate it for ya ffs) ja man sitter här igen. yrvaken och jävlig. sitter och saknar en personså sjukt mkt att det gör fan ont i hjärtat. min sol, som sken upp mitt liv en kort period, som fick mig att tro att det fanns hopp för mig med, allt var så perkeft, allt va så bra. kärleken flöda och jag har aldrig vart så förälskad i hela mitt liv. nu känns allt som en illusion. vad va verkligt? vad kan bli? finns det någon kärlek kvar? vart finns du för mig? svar jag alltid undrat över, svar jag grubblar över, svar som jag aldrig kommer få hur mycket jag än bönar och ber. jag älskar han som jag aldrig älskat någon annan i hela mitt liv. ett hopp om den eviga kärleken. mer grubbel och tankar som flyger, en illusio av mitt perfekta liv. allt jag har är vänner. när ska någon älskar mig tillbaka som jag vill bli älskad. finns han? eller är det bara en dröm det med? mitt hopp finns kvar. och jag älskar min sol med hela mitt hj

Im So Sorry
been on and off here alot lately. but gonna return the favors i.e. the comments, friend requests, etc. as soon as i can. looks like we had a new feature since i was gone. lol. hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend.:-)

Lonely Road....
The only time i seem to want to write in this thing is when i'm either tired or angry. Never when I'm happy. Oh well, i guess. Maybe this is therapy, like my journal is. I keep one to help me sleep. Though recently even that hasn't been helping. Sleep is restless and I wake more tired than when I went to bed. The question could be why? Well, I don't have the gift of the written word, but I will try to convey this, if only for me. I am fairly certian that the few who read this will leave more confused than they came. Ha ha ha ha .....welcome to my world, ladies and gents. I hate mediocrity, hate when we either put ourselves or are put into little niches that "fit." Mediocre is only the worst of the best and best of the worst. Such a lovely wide road.....but this road is in a valley. A deep valley and the sides are so steep that you can't get off this road. So I am pulled along by the crowd. And, if I should manage to pull myself above, or off to the side...an

Morning Already
9am... wtf am i doing awake now.... hungover and allt hat crap. yes for once in my life i was at home drinking beer trying to foget the pain in my heart. didnt really work so im gonna try again today. i just wrote this in swedish @ badboll.nu so i dont feel like typeing it all in english again. sorry but i got a lot of luv and alot of pain in my heart the rest you can figure out youtself. soooo yester day i didnt eat anything at all. i forgot about it and started drinking beer. i got so drun i was forgetting about the pain for a while.. but it came back to med more and ahrder in the morning now. atm it feels like i just wanna cry. but i will pull myself together. what else... yeah didnt fele like type anything yesterday for my blog, maybe a lil but nothing seroius. i am so tired atm. thinking about getting something small to eat and watch some tv, maybe get another hour of sleep later. and im gonna aks for some money to go buy some food for today, im hungry for veggies!!! well im off f

Dreaming
Dreaming Searching for a loving touch Silky passion I missed so much Dreaming of the souls that meet To walk upon a moon light beach Wishing for a kiss so fare Fresh and crisp like the winters air Heated like two candle lights With harts beating throw out the night Waking with the morning sun Making me feel like I’m twenty one I hope and dream that thing come true I don’t want to speed my life searching for you One hour missed is way to long I opened my eyes and poof you were gone. Scott baker

Hamlet Quote
To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of som

Hello - Evanescence
playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again has no one told you she's not breathing? hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to hello if i smile and don't believe soon i know i'll wake from this dream don't try to fix me i'm not broken hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry suddenly i know i'm not sleeping hello i'm still here all that's left of yesterday

Rating Stashes
Guess I do not understand rating down.... if you don't like something you see or hear then just don't rate at all....but to downrate I think is rude and many people here would think the same. It is what I do so as not to be rude to others.. I will just pass by and rate a thumbs up or a 10 - and which is what I'm sure others would want as well.

Hollywood Undead No.5
Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And last but not least repost this! If you don't know who Hollywood Undead is, then click below to view their profile and check them out. Check out the HU NATION Copy and paste this into a new bulletin, or put it on your pages, show some love and repost!!! Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And las

Dripping Screams
It’s always waiting right there on the tip of my tongue Fistfuls of shit in each hand waiting to be flung A drug that comes out from, not into lungs With a bellow I can blow a hole through you Like a tusk baring boar Crying; you hit the floor Violate you with a few more words Raped, left for dead, and dying for more Pen point mugging Stabbed with a Sanford Uni-Ball fine tipped black pen Scribble a dark line from your gut to your chin Break it in half and let the ink seep in Now your vital organs are painted black I dip my finger in the mess And start writing love stories on the wall Scrawled with blackened gore I’m a horror story pornographer Pimping out depravity like a well turned out whore

Today
TODAY Today I held your hand Today I closed my eyes Today I tasted the fear Today I brought forth ecstasy Today I killed Today I died Today I sucked Today I held power in my palm Today I wielded the sword Today I crawled through the dark Today I chewed on broken glass Today I wrapped myself in barbed wire Today I called forth the thunder Today I made lightning strike Today..was an ordinary day

Quick Hand
I was on a break from blackjack class and walked over to the poker table where Melissa was dealing hold ‘em. “May I play a hand?” I asked. Of course the answer was yes. Additional players at a practice table are always welcome at the dealer school. I took a seat behind a stack of chips. John, another student, and Dave, the instructor were at the table. I decided to initiate a little conversation. “I’m sort of new to this game. I may need a little help here.” “Okay,” Dave replied, apparently not pleased that he was going to have to educate me. I pulled a deuce – five in the pocket and called a three-dollar blind. “Does two pair beat three of a kind?” I asked. Dave’s response was a rather curt, “No!” John’s reply was pretty much the same, but in a helpful tone of voice. “I always get mixed up about that one,” I said. The flop was ace, three and four. I was sitting on a straight. I threw a single into the pot and was informed that the minimum bet was three

Some Research Done
Went to the mall today with a friend to conduct some research... basically observing random people without them taking notice. It was fun, we got some useful information but not enough to write an 8-12 page paper, so Monday we have to go back. It's a damn good thing I like writing papers related to my major lol.

Lost And Confused Feelings.
So i promised myself i would stop and visit the graves of brothers and sisters who have given their all for this war but get i cant get myself past the gate ... the places were not always grave sites either, they were once rolling green hills with tree's and flowers, beauty yet.. I've hated the place...for so long, yet its always been on my mind, this isnt how it all use to be, it wasnt like this. maybe it means that one cannot be deceived by such things, but no matter.... No matter how beautiful the flowers are people will just blow them away again. but this...seeing it all like this... I hate even more! Stone crosses to mark what use to be a living breathing human being... How many more will dot the landscape before we realize what we are doing is wrong. But yet where am i to make such a statement? I'm a simple soldier meant only to follow orders, yet how can anyone follow orders they no longer believe in? *sighs* I'm going to bed, maybe things will look better come

Aqua Teens Rule, Bostonians Suck!
This story makes me laugh every time I read it. Grow the fuck up Boston!! BOSTON -- More than 10 blinking electronic devices planted at bridges and other spots in Boston threw a scare into the city Wednesday in what turned out to be a publicity campaign for a late-night cable cartoon. Most if not all of the devices depict a character giving the finger. Highways, bridges and a section of the Charles River were shut down and bomb squads were sent in before authorities declared the devices were harmless. "It's a hoax -- and it's not funny," said Gov. Deval Patrick, who said he'll speak to the state's attorney general "about what recourse we may have." Turner Broadcasting, a division of Time Warner Inc. and parent of Cartoon Network, said the devices were part of a promotion for the TV show "Aqua Teen Hunger Force," a surreal series about a talking milkshake, a box of fries and a meatball. "The packages in question are magnetic lights that pose no danger," Turner said in

Power Of Man
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so much power, because we give it to them. The

To All Who Have Missed Me And Still Want To Keep In Touch
hey guess who...?...lol..yea i've been goe awhile and probably will not be on much for awhile...but if ya want to talk or get in touch you can e-mail me at rslibertygirl_rslibertygirl@yahoo.com...and i will get in touch with all my real friends and you know who you are...also if ya want free long distance heres a great site to check out and get it..its fun and ya get alot out of it for the little amount of time you have to invehttp://friends.phonehog.com/r/cefee7e604a3102a9649st just click this link and sign up and start earning that long distance time.... hope to hear from ya all soon Luv ya all,

Sick, Sick, Sick
Well heres an update on everything thats going on around here. Ive been sick with a horrible allergy problems/cold for the last two weeks. Today I was having such horrible pain in my right side I was starting to think maybe I had broken a rib from all the coughing I have been doing lately. Its to the point that breathing hurts. Now I know I have asthma and allergies and my allergies are severe. And yeah I smoke and I know that doesnt help things but Im trying my best to quit. So tonight I went to the ER because it got to where I couldnt breathe and I couldnt take care of my son. They took 4 vials of blood and 2 X-Rays of my chest to see if indeed I have a broken rib. Well of course this whole time Im taking care of Krys because I didnt have anyone that could watch him for me, and of course my almost 15 month old son decided tonight was the night to be difficult. I know it was mainly because we were in a new place with all kinds of cool things he could get into and of course bec

Ugggg Work
Don't get me wrong I love my job, in fact until the last couple of weeks I woke up with a smile and couldn't wait to get there to begin my day. Sure like everyone else I loved weekends, my days off, but I liked going to work! So what changed? My boss who I really, really liked and got along well with resigned. She moved onto greener pastures, a good move for her. It left me with some people who live for drama, and with out her around to tame it, it grows daily to new heights. I know I don't have to like my coworkers, I just have to play nice while I am work. Gotta tell ya I have stress from doing this, this last week. I am sure it would be easier to tell them all to .... well you get the picture. Would not make things better however. Anyone got some stress busting ideas, or how to play nice in the sandbox with the kids that throw sand at you? On the lighter side I have gotten a few giggles at their expense. I don't feel entirely good about that, but it has been am

Dreams To Share
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

And It Was Then
You came and asked me my name. I knew it was a come on. You wanted to know all about me, while watching only my breasts. Don't bother, you won't meet them later. I watched you for hours move, from woman to woman, you needed too much from others. I could have charmed you into giving me all. Your ATM, your credit card, Instead I told you "look at me, AT me. What do you see?" No answer but a question on his lips. "Do I look like someone who cares, do i strike you even for a minute as friendly. I am reading and you are a gnat in my day. Hours from now I will not remember you." we've talked every day for three years. Who knew the truth could set you free. And still I don't stop. THen yesterday you kissed me, I was floored and I was tempted. No, I cannot do this, the feeling still stands. A romance can be gone in an instant. but a friend lasts forever. I would rather be a friend, then some chick you fucked. And still I look like I don't care, and when I have tha

Shake Your Tail Feathers
Like No One Is Watching (Shake Your Tail Feathers) Most of us express our distinctiveness in many ways throughout our lives. Although, as we proudly share our offbeat traits and preferences with the world, we take great pains to downplay those eccentricities we ourselves deem odd. Instead of living lives colored by these quirky impulses, we seek out socially acceptable outlets for our peculiarities. We may not realize that we are editing ourselves in this way because our individual societal awareness is unintentionally attuned to the attitudes of the people we encounter each day. Over time, we have learned to suppress some of the most fun aspects of individuality. To rediscover and embrace these buried traits, we need only ask ourselves what we would do if we knew for certain that no one would judge our choices. Visualizing this day without judgment can help you better understand the idiosyncrasies that are an important part of who you are but seldom manifest themselves in your

U.s. Intel Report: Iraq Spiraling Down
WASHINGTON - The U.S. acknowledged Friday that Iraq is spiraling downward, with sectarian animosity growing and new Iraqi troops being added too slowly in a precarious mix that could draw the country's neighbors into the violence if American troops leave. The sobering assessment from the National Intelligence Council was seen by congressional Democrats — and some Republicans — as new evidence that President Bush's Iraq policy is failing. "I do not see anything so far in the report that suggests the president's new plan is a winning strategy that protects America's national interest," said Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (news, bio, voting record), D-Nevada. Yet top Bush administration officials said the intelligence assessment reinforced their view that the United States cannot leave Iraq. At a news conference, Defense Secretary Robert Gates said he knew no one on Capitol Hill who believed that leaving the country in chaos "would have anything other than very serious and n

Time To Say
IT'S FUCKING FREEZING OUT. i ended up having to take the bus home right? well i took the 14, because it's quicker to get to dundas from white oaks that way NORMALLY, however, tonight the damn bus broke down in pond mills so when the bus got going after a half hour of bein stationary it starts movin again, alright that's cool, so by the time the bus got to highbury and wavell i decided "fuck it, i'm gonna wait for the 7" so i waited for three minutes before shivering so much i couldn't stand it so i started walkin, needless to say i ended up WALKING from HIGHBURY/WAVELL to my HOUSE. now anyone who knows where i live knows it is a damn FAR walk ~_~ took me an hour ~_~ ugh and needless to say i've been home for the last 50 mins and i'm still freezing and shivering :( my legs are all red and ucky lookin too :( i needs me some cuddlins to warm me up D:

Enjoy The Silence Lyrics By Depeche Mode
Words like violence Break the silence Come crashing in Into my little world Painful to me Pierce right through me Can't you understand Oh my little girl All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Vows are spoken To be broken Feelings are intense Words are trivial Pleasures remain So does the pain Words are meaningless And forgettable All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm All I ever wanted All I ever needed Is here in my arms Words are very unnecessary They can only do harm Enjoy the silence

Up All Night Lyrics By Slaughter
Up all night, sleep all day Up all night, sleep all day When evening comes I am alive I love to prowl around in the streets It's the moonlight that controls my mind Now I've got the power to speak Awake from dusk to dawn Watching the city lights Stars are shining down They'll be shining down On you and I And when the morning comes And I'll hold you 'Til the morning light Everybody sing it now Up all night, sleep all day Up all night, sleep all day That's right Driving down the boulevard All alone The neon signs Are calling your name Find me in the corner Having the time of my life You'd think you'd wanna do the same Awake from dusk to dawn Watching the city lights Stars are shining down They'll be shining down On you and I And when the morning comes And I'll hold you 'Til the morning light Everybody sing it now Up all night, sleep all day Up all night, sleep all day Driving down the boulevard All alone The neon signs Are calling

Missing My Best Friends
So in resent light of everything and all i have been going threw i miss my friends , it seems all there is time for now is my duties and the occational time i can pick up a phone to call my girl back home. *sighs* I miss many many many of my friends there are quite a few that really stick out in my mind too. Including my very sweet amazing friend crystal. We use to talk every night and we got really close and then well between my duties and working things out between our own mates we have kind of drifted off to where we were before. And it really sucks because i miss talking to her and hearing that cute lil laugh she has whenever she thinks she has to bite her toungue or something or she is thinking something evil which i miss too lol. I have to say she is probably one of the closest friends i have made on this site and i miss her very much. *sighs* and i miss the sweet little laugh of her adorable little girl who i basically have became an uncle to. Well an uncle with

Real Love Lyrics By Slaughter
I lie awake in the morning light No one to hold Another sleepless night 'Cause it's over now that you've left me Oh so lonely Oh, I hear it calling Oh, I hear it calling Real love won't somebody show me Real love isn't anyone true anymore Real love won't somebody show me Real love where are you All through my lifeI've been feelin' down Searchin' to find I'm lost and not found There's gotta be someone Someone who understands me Oh, I hear it calling Oh, I hear it calling Real love won't somebody show me Real love isn't anyone true anymore Real love won't somebody show me Real love where are you Oh, I hear it calling Oh, can't you hear it calling Real love won't somebody show me Real love isn't anyone true anymore Real love won't somebody show me Real love where are you

Fly To The Angels Lyrics By Slaughter
Pictures of you Ohh they're still on my mind You had this smile That could light up the world Now when it rains it seems The sun never shines And I drive Down this lonely, lonely road Oooh I got this feelin' Girl I gotta let you go Cause now you've got to fly high (fly high) Fly to the angels Heaven awaits your heart And flowers bloom in your name Woahh ohh You've got to fly (fly high), Fly to the angels All the stars in the night Shine in your name Though it hurts me way deep inside When I turn and look and find That you're not there I try to convince myself But the pain, The pain is still not gone Still I drive Down this lonely, lonely road Oooh I got this feelin, Girl I've got to let you go But now you've got to fly (fly high) Fly to the angels Heaven awaits your heart And flowers bloom in your name Whoa You've got to fly (fly high) Fly to the angels All the stars in the night Shine in your name Flyyy And s

Never Gonna Let You Go Lyrics By Sergio Mendes
I was as wrong as I could be To let you get away from me I'll regret that move For as long as I'm livin' But now that I've come to see the light All I wanna do is make things right So just say the word And tell me that I'm forgiven You and me We're gonna be , better than we were before I loved you then but now I intend To open up and love you even more This time you can be sure (chorus) I'm never gonna let you go I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever Gonna try and make up for all the times I hurt you so Gonna hold your body close to mine From this day on we're gonna be together Oh I swear this time I'm never gonna let you go Looking back now It seems so clear I had it all when you were here Oh you gave it all And I took it for granted But if there's some feeling left in you Some flickers of love That still shines through Let's talk it out Let's talk about second chances Wait and see It's gonna be, sweeter than it was before I gave some t

I'll Never Let You Go (angel Eyes) Lyrics By Steelheart
Angel eyes You have angel eyes Such a smile lights up my life oh You're a dream come true Now I'm holding you And I'll never, never let you go I will never let you go First time I laid my eyes upon you All my dreams were answered First time I kissed your tender lips My love to you I surrendered I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you go Angel eyes My heart relies On the love you give to me Never let me down You're always by my side And I'll never, never let you go I will never let you go When my heart starts to crumble And the tears start to fall You hold me close with tender lovin' And give me strength to carry on I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you go I'll never let you go You're always on my mind You're the only one for me You're all I need And I'll never, never let you

Goody Two Shoes Lyrics By Adam & The Ants
With the heartbreak open So much you can't hide Put on a little makeup makeup Make sure they get your good side good side If the words unspoken Get stuck in your throat Send a treasure token token Write it on a pound note pound note Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Subtle innuendos follow There must be something inside We don't follow fashion That would be a joke You know we're going to set them set them So everyone can take note take note When they saw you kneeling Crying words that you mean Opening their eyeballs eyeballs Pretending that you're Al Green Al Green Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Goody two, goody two, goody goody two shoes Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Don't drink don't smoke - what do you do? Subtle innuendos follow There must be something inside No one's gonna tell

What's With The Past?
Why do I insist on thinking of the past? The past is over, done, finished... But still it haunts me. Some of my best memories are in the past. Some of my worst memories are in the past. My joys... My sorrows... My in-betweens... I dream of the past. What I could have done differently. Some things were beyond my control. Yet, there are so many things I would change if I could. How do you change? What is already done... What is already said... What is already felt... Why do feelings return? Feelings of regret... Feelings of pain... Feelings of love... Someday today, will be the past. Will I still want to change the past when that day comes?

Finish What Ya Started Lyrics By Van Halen
One, two, one, two, three, four Come on, baby Oh, if you wanna see other guys Baby, I could let it slide You wanna lover You want a friend Mama I can be both of them I got the tools, to satisfy Just walk away If I fall shy at all Come on baby, finish what ya started I'm incomplete That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted I need some sympathy I like to look at the long run I like to take each step one by one Right on time You will arrive By keepin' the dream alive It's alive And it's kickin' Inside of me So come on baby, please Come on baby, finish what ya started Oh, I'm incomplete That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted Come on and finish me! Baby come on Come on baby, you say yeah Baby come on Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, bay-yeah Now come on, baby Please Oh baby, come on Come on baby finish what ya started That ain't no way to treat the broken-hearted Come on baby finish what ya started

Bbw
For those of you who don't know what BBW stands for... It means Big Beautiful Woman...On some graphic sites you can find a section for pics of BBW. Some of them I understand, but some are nowhere near being BBW.Here are some BBW, where I can see the BIG and the BEAUTIFUL... Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Brought to you by Dragonfly Graphix Brought to you by Dragonfly GraphixSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

I'm Sorry
I feel horrible right at this very moment. I told a dear frieand of mine that I would hang out with her because today is her birthday. And instead, I went and took more pics for my modeling portfolio with my brother. And I feel horrible because I told someone that I would call them yesterday and I didn't because I didn't keep track of what time it is so I missed the time that I could call him. I am so sorry. I wanted to call him today but I couldn't because I didn't wake up until about one this afternoon. So yeah, I have had a pretty shitty day today.

Roy Orbison:crying
Roy: I was all right for a while I could smile for a while KD: THEN I saw you last night You held my hand so tight WHEN you stopped to say hello Roy: You wished me well You couldn't tell that I've been crying over you, crying over you And you said "So long" Left me standing all alone, alone and crying, crying, crying, crying It's hard to understand But the touch of your hand can start me crying I thought that I was over you But it's true, so true I love you even more than I did before But darling, what can I do? For you don't love me And I'll always be crying over you, crying over you Roy: Yes now you're gone Both: And from this moment on, I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying Yeah, crying, crying over you

Pink Floyd:wish You Were Here
So, so you think you can tell, Heaven from hell? Blue skies from pain? Can you tell a green field, from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade, your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? Did you exchange, a walk on part in the war, for a lead role in the cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.

Pink Floyd:brain Damage
The lunatic is on the grass. The lunatic is on the grass. Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs. Got to keep the loonies on the path. The lunatic is in the hall. The lunatics are in my hall. The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more. And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head explodes with dark forebodings too I'll see you on the dark side of the moon. The lunatic is in my head. The lunatic is in my head You raise the blade, you make the change You re-arrange me 'til I'm sane. You lock the door And throw away the key There's someone in my head but it's not me. And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear. And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon.

Broken Heart
Chief Joseph, Hin-mah-too-yah-lat-kekt (1840-1904). The man who became a national celebrity with the name "Chief Joseph" was born in the Wallowa Valley in what is now northeastern Oregon in 1840. He was given the name Hin-mah-too-yah-lat-kekt, or Thunder Rolling Down the Mountain, but was widely known as Joseph, or Joseph the Younger, because his father had taken the Christian name Joseph when he was baptized at the Lapwai mission by Henry Spalding in 1838. Joseph the Elder was one of the first Nez Percé converts to Christianity and an active supporter of the tribe's longstanding peace with whites. In 1855 he even helped Washington's territorial governor set up a Nez Percé reservation that stretched from Oregon into Idaho. But in 1863, following a gold rush into Nez Percé territory, the federal government took back almost six million acres of this land, restricting the Nez Percé to a reservation in Idaho that was only one tenth its prior size. Feeling himself betrayed, Joseph the Eld

True Friend
What is a true friend? Well a true friend will stick beside you no matter what decision that you make. A true friend will pick up the phone everyday to see how you are doing and a true friend will not judge for the decisions that you make, no matter how boneheaded the decisions is...and we all know that all of us have made a bone headed decisions... A true friend will not lie to you no matter if it is going to hurt you or not they will always tell you the truth. You are prolly asking why I am writing this blog...well give me a min I am gonna answer that. I myself have found that I keep making bone head decisions and listenin to people that say they know how to be a true friend will in reality they prolly don't know the meaning of it at all. I can say one thing I have only come across 2 ppl in my life that I can say are true friends to me and they...as far as I know...have never lied to me the tell me the truth no matter what and well although it has hurt my feelings I have gotte

Steve Miller Band- Jet Airliner
Leavin' home, out on the road I've been down before Ridin' along in this big ol' jet plane I've been thinkin' about my home But my love light seems so far away an I feel like it's all been done Somebody's tryin' to make me stay You know I've got to be movin' on Chorus: Big ol' jet airliner don't carry me too far away Big ol' jet airliner cause it's here that I've got to stay Goodby to all my friends at home Goodby to people I've trusted I've got to go out and make my way I might get rich you know I might bet busted but my heart keeps calling me backwards as I get on the 707 Ridin' high I got tears in my eyes you know you got to go through hell before you get to heaven Chorus Touchin down in New England town feel the heat comin' down I've got to keep on keepin on you know the big wheel keeps on spinnin' around But I'm goin' with some hesitation you know that I can surely see that I don't want to get caught up in any of that Funky shit goin' down in

Abra-abra-cadabra - Steve Miller Band
I heat up, I can't cool down You got me spinnin' 'Round and 'round 'Round and 'round and 'round it goes Where it stops nobody knows Every time you call my name I heat up like a burnin' flame Burnin' flame full of desire Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher *Abra-abra-cadabra I want to reach out and grab ya Abra-abra-cadabra Abracadabra You make me hot, you make me sigh You make me laugh, you make me cry Keep me burnin' for your love With the touch of a velvet glove Chorus I feel the magic in your caress I feel magic when I touch your dress Silk and satin, leather and lace Black panties with an angel's face I see magic in your eyes I hear the magic in your sighs Just when I think I'm gonna get away I hear those words that you always say Chorus Every time you call my name I heat up like a burnin' flame Burnin' flame full of desire Kiss me baby, let the fire get higher I heat up, I can't cool down My si

Styx- Best Of Times
Tonight's the night we'll make history, honey, you and I And I'll take any risk to tie back the hands of time And stay with you here tonight I know you feel these are the worst of times I do believe it's true When people lock their doors and hide inside Rumor has it it's the end of Paradise But I know, if the world just passed us by Baby I know, I wouldn't have to cry The best of times are when I'm alone with you Some rain some shine, we'll make this a world for two Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime We'll take the best, forget the rest And someday we'll find these are the best of times These are the best of times The headlines read 'these are the worst of times' I do believe it's true I feel so helpless like a boat against the tide I wish the summer winds could bring back Paradise But I know, if the world turned upside down Baby, I know you'd always be around The best of times are when I'm alone with you Some rain some shine, we'll make this a w

Damn
I had to work all this weekend and i still have to go to work later today. Man i wish that i had this weekend off. But i dont so not fucking biggie. I can live without one weekend. I have been around my baby all weekend so that has made it tolerable. But that still dont mean shit i am still locked into my room or working my nuts off. But who cares this the life i chose to live and so i shal live it.

Styx -rockin The Paradise
Hey whatcha doin' tonight? Have you heard that the world's gone crazy? Young Americans listen when I say there's people puttin' us down I know they're sayin' that we've gone lazy To tell you the truth we've all seen better days Don't need no fast buck lame duck profits for fun Quick trick plans, take the money and run We need long term, slow burn, getting it done And some straight talking, hard working son of a gun. So, whatcha doin' tonight, I got faith in our generation Let's stick together and futurize our attitudes I ain't lookin' to fight, but I know with determination We can challenge the schemers who cheat all the rules Come on and take pride, be wise, spottin' the fools Big shots, crackpots bending the rules A fair shot here for me and for you Knowing that we can't lose And we'll be rockin' in Paradise Rockin' the Paradise tonight Rockin' in Paradise Rockin' the Paradise tonight Tonight, tonight... [guitar solo...�go sparky go�..

Styx- Too Much Time On My Hands
Yeah I'm Sitting on this barstool talking like a damn fool Got the twelve o'clock news blues And I've given up hope for the afternoon soaps And a bottle of cold brew Is it any wonder I'm not crazy? Is it any wonder I'm sane at all? Well, I'm so tired of losing - I got nothin to do and all day to do it Well, I go out cruisin' but I've no place to go and all night to get there Is it any wonder I'm not a criminal? Is it any wonder I'm not in jail? Is it any wonder I've got Too much time on my hands, it's ticking away with my sanity I've got too much time on my hands, it's hard to believe there can be such a calamity I've got too much time on my hands and it's ticking away, ticking away from me Too much time on my hands, (it's tick tick tick tick tickin away) too much time on my hands (Now I don't know what to do, I say) Too much time on my hands Too much time on my hands,Too much time on my hands,Too much time on my hands Now, I'm a jet fuel genius - I can solve t

Work
This really wont be all that long. but why is it that when have a job you like most of it but hate the rest..y cant i find one i love it and all of it i guess that dont exist. my job is involves animal and people relations. i love my regular customers and there animals. heeh i can remember most of the customers by name ..but dogs are easier to remember. i seem to get along better with animals. from canine to equine. well maybe some day i guess. later nicole

Styx- Renegade
Oh Mama, I'm in fear for my life from the long arm of the law Law man has put an end to my running and I'm so far from my home oh mamma i can hear you a crying you're so scared and all alone hang man is comin down from the gallows and i don't have very long The jig is up, the news is out They finally found me The renegade who had it made Retrieved for a bounty Never more to go astray This'll be the end today Of the wanted man Oh Mama, I've been years on the lam and had a high price on my head Lawman said 'Get him dead or alive' and it's for sure he'll see me dead Dear Mama I can hear you cryin', you're so scared and all alone Hangman is comin' down from the gallows and I don't have very long The jig is up, the news is out They finally found me The renegade who had it made Retrieved for a bounty Never more to go astray The judge'll have revenge today On the wanted man Oh Mama, I'm in fear for my life from the long arm of the law hang man is coming down fro

Melody's Wants To Have Fun
Hey All....I'm Melody and I love to have fun. I love to meet new people and get to know them. I work two job...flight attendent for an airline and I'm a phone sex operator with Bay City Blues. Call me for some hot phone sex, 1-866-739-9832 I would love to play with you... Love and Kisses, Melody

Styx- Lady
Lady, when you're with me I'm smiling Give me whoa all your love Your hands build me up when I'm sinking Just touch me and my troubles all fade Lady, from the moment I saw you Standing whoa all alone You gave all the love that I needed So shy, like a child who had grown You're my lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear and lovely. You're my lady Lady, turn me on when I'm lonely Show me all your charms Evenings when you lay down beside me Just take me gently into your arms You're my Lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear and lovely You're my lady Lady of the morning Love shines in your eyes Sparkling, clear and lovely You're my ... lady

Other Men
i just have to say what the fuck are you men thinking? a good 9 out of 10 of the ladies profiles I read.. yes i actually read them.. but i read things like.. "i dont cyber. or do nude camming, and the one that triggered this blog was :i dont want to know your pleasuring yourself... I dont understand whats going on in there heads do they think that girls like that or what.. and in every pic comment I see even nastier things being said i dont even want to repeat them.. i dont know it just bothers me that men are such fuckin pigs that im suprized that all women dont go les. well thanks for reading

Best Friend To Have On Your List Contest Is Over.
Well, it was a long week but the contest is now over. I haven't received the official standings, but I believe we finished in second place. Thank you all for voting and commenting my picture. I love you all. Take care and Blessings to you all.

What I Want In A Guy
I want a guy who surprise you with a romantic dinner on the table by candle light when you want through the doors then has rose petals all on the floor leading you to the bedroom where u will find it lit by candles and red satin sheets on the bed with rose petals on it so if you are that type of guy let me know

Golden Earring:radar Love
I’ve been drivin’ all night, my hand’s wet on the wheel There’s a voice in my head, that drives my heel It’s my baby callin’, says: I need you here And it’s half past four, and I’m shifting gear When she’s lonely and the longing gets too much She sends a cable comin’ in from above Don’t need no phone at all We’ve got a thing that’s called Radar Love We’ve got a wave in the air Radar Love The radio’s playing some forgotten song Brenda Lee’s "Coming on Strong"? The road’s got me hypnothised and I’m speeding into a new sunrise When I get lonely, and I’m sure I’ve had enough She sends her comfort, comin’ in from above Don’t need no letters at all We’ve got a thing that’s called a Radar Love We’ve got a line in the sky Solo No more speed, I’m almost there Gotta keep cool, now gotta take care Last car to pass, here I go And the line of cars drove down real slow And the radio played that forgotten song Brenda Lee’s "Coming on Strong"? and the newsman sang his same ol

My Day
my day was cool i went to my moms house today spent some time with my siblings and my neices and then i set back and chilled with my sister i spent most of my day with her didnt get home till about 9 and god it was freaking freezing out it was 12 below and my sister in laws van window decided to come off tract on middle of the high way couldnt fix it so lets say going about 65 mph with the window down and it 12 below can i say it was a ungratfuly cold ride home i was frozen so iwent to take boiling hott bath to warm me up and i ended up crashing out and now here i set bored as hell and everyone is sleeping lol

One Hell Of A Night!
So i had a run in with a rather irritating person today who sadly i know, This person who shall remain nameless , He caught me off gaurd at the mall while with a group of my close friends. Irritatingly enough he actually was not alone and had a friend with him though his friend stayed deadly quiet, this person still decided to threaten me that i better leave or else! Or else what i asked, he then decided to pull a butterfly knife out and attacked me! can you fucking believe it? He actually had the gull to attack me, though i suppose i should be impressed as not many are that gutsy to try that bullshit. I disarmed him with no serious harm to myself other then a small cut on my arm , which did not require any stitches. He was then taken by mall security, we waited for the police and i was asked if i wanted to press charges. I decided not to, Why you might ask? because for there to be charges pressed i would had to of been afraid of him enough to be bothered. The police fou

Just Here
well, I'm here. I don't have a clue how to edit these things... or add stash or any of that, but I managed to upload pictures. Oh well, I suppose I will figure it out over time. Tonight is one of those nights when I feel like I'm just here... Not really existing, just kind of in limbo here.... Ready for tomorrow to get here, yet anticipation is overwhelming at times. Glad yesterday is gone, but often wishing you could do it over again. Hard to tell where I really am.....lol... so I'm just here......

It Was A Good First Day At Cherry Tap
After completing my first day here at Cherry Tap I have to admit, I'm liking it here a little better than MySpace. If you want to see my MySpace page goto myspace.com/magicdiablo I've made more friends here on my first day then a month there, which is pretty damn cool in my book. It might be because of the Cherry points here, but honestly i don't really care about that. Yes having the ability to upload more shit with each level is cool, but as you can tell i don't have much to upload right now anyway. I will be eventually porting several of my items from myspace to here. I will keep my MySpace account open. But i will stick here for quite some time. Hope to see you all around CT and have a great night.

Twilight Zone - Golden Earring (thanks Mark, U Got That Stuck In My Head Lol)
Twilight Zone - Golden Earring Somewhere in a lonely hotel room There's a guy starting to realize That eternal fate has turned his back on him... It's 2 A.M...... It's 2 A.M. the fear has gone I'm sitting here waiting the gun still warm Maybe my connection is tired of taking chances Yeah there's a storm on the loose Sirens in my head Wrapped up in silence all circuits are dead Cannot decode my whole life spins into a frenzy... CHORUS: Help I'm stepping into the twilight zone Place is a madhouse feels like being cloned My beacon's been moved under moon and star Where am I to go now that I've gone too far Help I'm stepping into the twilight zone Place is a madhouse feels like being cloned My beacon's been moved under moon and star Where am I to go now that I've gone too far So you'll come to know When the bullet hits the bone So you'll come to know When the bullet hits the bone I'm falling down a spiral--destination unknown Double crossed messenger-

Do`s And Dont`s Of Witchcraft
By Laurie Cabot Witches do not do evil... They believe that doing evil and harm is against all ethical and moral laws. Witches simply do not do harm (even to themselves) Witches DO NOT worship Satan... Simply put: He's Their Boy... NOT Ours! Witches do not have a Satan/Devil or any all-evil deity in their religious structure. Witchcraft is a religion that underscores polarity and views the God and the Goddess as equal entities. A Male Witch is not a Warlock... The word Warlock is a Scottish word meaning "oath breaker", and became a term designating a male Witch during the "burning times". A Male Witch is simply that. Witches wear clothing of every color and every style... Many Witches do choose to wear black clothing or ritual robes. The color black is the culmination of all vibrational rates of light on the material plane. Black absorbs light information and helps Witches be more receptive to psychic impressions and energies. Witches come from every socio-econom

So You Want To Become A Witch Things You Need To Know
Fiction: Witches worship Satan, do strange things with small animals in the woods and spend most of their time naked. Fact: Witches worship nature, recognise not only a God but also a Goddess and make magick by doing spells and rituals. The emphasis Witchcraft puts on being close to nature is appealing for a lot of people who live stressed out lives dominated by clocks and technology. Witches practice their magick according to the cycles of the seasons and the phases of the moon and work to harmonise themselves with the outside world as they unleash their inner powers. How Do You Become A Witch? Maybe you have watched the sassy, sexy sisters of televisionâs Charmed and thought, âI want to be like that too!â Maybe youâve been browsing in a bookstore and an unusual book title caught your eye. Perhaps your mother and her mother are Witches (in which case youâd be a hereditary Witch). Most Witches these days start off as âsolitariesâ reading books and surfing the internet to fi

A Scuba Story
One day I was working the counter at my friend’s scuba shop when a Latin couple came in. The guy was this kinda short, extremely ripped, and very macho type. Later I found out he was a Puerto Rican Golden Gloves boxer. He asked me about teaching him how to dive I gave him the price and a brief summary of the classes. When his lady fired off "Donch jou let my Poppies die". I said ”Whoa Hun I haven’t lost anybody yet”. At this, the guy gave her his very best “get back in the car Bitch” look. Well I signed him up and gave him the class schedule. Now one of the problem Athletes face when it comes to water is they have very little body fat and since fat floats they unfortunately sink like rock, unless they swim real fast. This guy thru years of near drowning had developed a kinda Mach 1 doggie style, not that he swam real fast or anything, it’s just that his arms and legs moved at the speed of sound as he sank to the bottom. Luckily for him in scuba diving you wear a inflatable vest which s

Happy Imbolc Feb 1st
Imbolc is one of the four principal festivals of the Irish calendar, celebrated either at the beginning of February or at the first local signs of Spring. Originally dedicated to the goddess Brigid, in the Christian period it was adopted as St Brigid's Day. In Scotland the festival is also known as Latha Fhèill Brìghde, in Ireland as Lá Fhéile Bríde, and in Wales as Gwyl Ffraed. While in the Northern Hemisphere Imbolc is conventionally celebrated on 1 February, in the Southern hemisphere it is sometimes celebrated on the calendar date, but those who see it primarily as a celebration of spring may move it to 1 August. Imbolc is traditionally a time of weather prognostication, and the old tradition of watching to see if serpents or badgers came from their winter dens is perhaps a precursor to Groundhog Day. Thig an nathair as an toll La donn Bride, Ged robh tri traighean dh' an t-sneachd Air leachd an lair. "The serpent will come from the hole On the brown Day of Bride,

Wiccan Redes
The Wiccan Redes Bide the Wiccan Redes ye must, In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust; Live ye must and let to live, Fairly take and fairly give; Form the Circle thrice about, To keep unwelcome spirits out; Bind fast the spell every time, Let the words be spoke in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little, listen much; Deosil go by waxing moon, Sing and dance the Witches' Rune; Widdershins go by waning moon, Chant ye then a baleful tune; When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss hand to her times two; When the moon rides at peak, Heart's desire then ye seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale, Lock the door & trim the sail; When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss them on the mouth; When the wind blows from the West, departed souls have no rest; When the wind blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go, Burn them quick, burn them slow; Elder be the Lady's tree, Burn it

Giving
Love in your heart, wasn't put there to stay because love is not love until you give it away start loving yourself, in oder to love others by giving love the only thing you may get back in return is love..... our lives is a loving gift from God, and what we do with this life is out loving gift to God love one another and share this wonderful gift this is the only way, we will have in this world PEACE!!!!!

Aradia My Goddess
Aradia - lovely and charismatic. Aradia (her name is derived from Herodias, queen of witches) was the daughter of moon goddess Diana. She is a timeless spiritual entity, embodying Kore in her power, Aphrodite in her beauty, and Diana in her courage and love of wild places. She was sent to Earth as prophetess of the religion of witchcraft, with the mission of protecting women from the oppressions of feudalism. With her broomstave of power, her cloak of mystery, and her knowledge of every plant, she gave fright to the Inquisition. Aradia taught women how to invoke the full moon at midnight, sprinkling salt from a red bag while asking favors fo the Goddess. With quiet authority she proclaims "Never Again the Burning!" Who is Aradia? Aradia is a Tuscany Goddess (or a Tuscany teacher of witchcraft, depending on who's info you follow) She is the daughter of Diana and Lucifer (a sun god, NOT the Christian fallen angel). The myth goes something like this:Diana used magic to c

Another Poem
Lake of Drowning Souls Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind Far off chants signal eternal doom You try to get away Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance Which seeps into your skin A million drowning souls claw at your body You desperately head for the shore And scramble out Onto an island you know not where Witches and goblins stare back at you With a hideous intensity in their eyes You are their prey A soul for the taking An inner awakening Onto a whole new world Of evil and torment Again you run The sky is dark And the shouts and screams are close at hand They are ready to pounce You must get away You wake up Safe for another day But when you sleep They will enter your dreams Oblivious to your screams One night they will take you away To their world And untold evil and torment Will be your daily toil “Sweet dreams!”

Where Is Everybody?
did you happen to catch or did it happen so fast what you thought would always last has passed you by is everything speeding up or am I slowing down just spinning around and I don't know why all the pieces don't fit thought I really didn't give a shit I never wanted to be like you but for all I aspire I am really a liar and I'm running out of things I can do I'd like to stay but every day everything pushes me further away if you could show help me to know how it's supposed to be where did it go? pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding exceeding where is everybody? trying and lying defying denying crying and dying where is everybody? well okay, enough, you've had your fun but come on there has to be someone that hasn't yet become so numb and succumb and god damn I am so tired of pretending of wishing I was ending when all I'm really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with lies open my eyes? maybe I w

Your Love Is All I Need
Your Love by BlueWolf Your love is like sunshine Pouring through a dark room Illuminating all Giving such joy to me. Your love is like candy It’s sweet and hits the spot Careful caramel kisses So good, almost unreal. Your love is like spring rain Pouring all over me Drenching me in its bliss Causing me to blossom. Your love is like midnight That late peaceful hour When all busyness halts And my cares drift away. Your love is like incense That calm, relaxing scent Seducing all inside And encompassing me. But above all these things Your love is a beacon Guiding me into bay And bringing me to you..........

Bored On A Friday Nite.....
So whats everyone up to tonite here on ct? Yall message me let me know how things r going and whatca got planned fer this weekend.I anit heard from some of yall in a while, so message me or at least email me n let me know how your doing.And who out there wants to rassle lol? Hope it anit too cold where yer at.

I Need Some Help
I want to get a cross tat but I want something unique. I do not want a generic tattoo that I'll see other people with. If there are any artists out there who can draw something up for me I'd appreciate it.

New Things Happening In My Life.
Well, haven't been on here lately because of working and being sick with migraines. But, anyway, on January 26th I received a new nephew. Jacob David was born at 7:58 a.m., was 7 lbs. 15 ozs. and 21.5 in. long. He's a beautiful lil boy with blonde hair and deep blue eyes and he really doesn't cry that much. I will post pics of him when I'm back on my puter. On another good note, I was told that my apartment will be ready in 2 wks. so I'm closer to being back on my feet and all smiles again. Things are going pretty good for the time being, some things could be better but it can always be worse. Anyway, I hope everyone has a good weekend!!!!

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?

Exercise
Just a reminder to get back in shape after the holiday season... The Holidays are behind us, with constant invitations to eat too much, drink too much, and not enough exercise . To help get those extra pounds away, the ACPA* recommends the following safe and sane routine. Always consult your doctor before starting any exercise program! SCROLL DOWN... NOW SCROLL UP.. That's enough for the first day. Great job. Have a Beer ... Want some chips?

Somedays I Wish I Didnt Have A Phone
Somedays I wish I just didnt have a phone because it just wont stop ringing acutally it just wont stop ringing with unhappy people or at least they could all just have the same problem then i could just say the same to every one of them and it would go alittle something like this "I 'm sry yeah that really sucks but it'll get better " followed immediatly by the sound "click" I could get caller i d but i dont wanna pay for it when it comes to phone service i can see where the amish are coming from . Dang cant someone happy call me just once . cause it's getting to where i want to do one of the following instead of ansewring my phone 1.Learn to purify and drink my own urine 2.Slit my wrist join a cult and worship satan 3.Puke on myself roll around in dirt then scrape it off and eat it 4.Or what i'm actually gonna do unplug my phone

"dead" Lines
the other day as i was fussing with my hair (something i do quite frequently considering my cosmotology training) i noticed a slightly off tone shimmer amoung my level 5Rv permenate hair color.... apon further examination of this phanaminon (and a few minutes of calcualted picking through various strands) i discovered the horrifing evidence of my slow but sure decent into old foogie-hood.... my very first gray hair. now granted its just one gray hair... right? its not a big deal. im 22 its normal... nothing to be stressed about. i still have a good, oh i'd say, 40...maybe 45 years...left...may..be...? if i take my vitamines and work out manage to quit drinking and smoking *sarcastic cough* maybe wear my seat belt more often and avoid falling into a meat grinder... i should make it that long. oddly enough, as much as i hate to admite this, i feel like my life is on a ticking clock... and there are so many things that with in the next 8 years i have to complete... after all when your you

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

What Do Your Dreams Mean?
What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. You tend to be a very productive thinker. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Sigh
Lol, it's crazy how I can't really explain how much I love him. He is just so wonderful. He makes me feel so unique, so special. The way he listens to everything I have to say...the way I can go to him and just cry because I'm so frustrated here. He is just so fucking cute, lol. I sit here and think of him when I can't see him. Today he came over but had to leave early because of my stupid stepdad. It was great seeing him today. When he holds me it just makes all the stupid things go away. Lol, I cried when he left. But...I have his Axe spray now so I doused my stewie blanket with it so I can sleep at night. I miss him so much. I can't stand being away from him. I was so pissed that he had to leave that I had one of my insane thoughts again, lol, I almost said "fuck it, I'm leaving and I'll be back tomorrow". I wanted to go home with him, so bad. I swear I almost did. I love him so so so much.

Do You Follow Your Head Or Your Heart?
You Follow Your Heart You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

3 Years!
Well the time is approaching faster then i wanted, the 3 year mark is here. Come monday early morning, it will be 3 years from when i got the phone call i never wanted to get. I will never forget that morning, waking just a few minutes before the phone rang with the heaviest feeling i had ever felt in my heart, as i answered the phone all i heard was my older sister trying so hard to hold it together say " Dee, moms gone." At that moment in time everything stopped, and dead scilence fell across the hpone line between me and her. then i heard her sniffle and i began to cry. I realised the woman who gave me life, just lost hers. the next few weeks till the funeral seemed to drag. i have never felt as lost as i did then. i remember being mad cause i didnt get to talk to her 1 last time, being mad i didnt get to tell her i loved her again, and being so pissed feeling she left me. I remember my friends telling me she would always be with me. then that seemed like the right thing to say

The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're clos

~~sexy Parasailing Hottie~~
Imagine a beautiful beach with white sand, listening to the gently rocking background noise from the waves. Beautiful bodies enjoying the warm sun, your third beer just emptied and dozing off in the sun lounger. Suddenly, a cloud appears, making you realize that your tranquil peace is about to change . You look up and HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hii
Thank you to everyone who leaves me comments on my page. I really appreciate all the time you take to do that for me. I'm sorry that I don't get back to everyone in return, but given the amount of time, I will be able to do that for all of you. Again thank you....you guys mean the world to me. Love YA

Sex
HOW SEX STARTS Body: ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you

Todays Test....
Soo...today had a Advanced Chem test and i HATE chem...BUT i passed it with an B so not bad, I say that i hate it but....Ya ok i may like it..lol Had a Physc 3 Test also...Ya not that i got an A cause i love that class for the last 2 years...Found out today that i only need 17 credits left...EXCITED...So working on it..Between working fulltime and going to school i am draggin my ass bad!! I need a vacation which i think that its coming up soon... So today after class my friend calls me and tells me that her brother is in town and that he wants to meet me...Nah aint happening...Not looking to hook up with anyone at all, PROMISES that its not a hook up...He just thinks that im "intresting" soo...ya against my better judgement i say ya we can hang out tonight...So as u can see its 1148 and i am home on a friday night...WASNT good...Why in the hell do men think that just because they say you are hot and this and that and that means that its a Free Pass to a piece of Ass??? I

Smile Bitch
The room smells like blood, sweat, and tears I think it’s my fault Smells like the end of a busy day at the slaughterhouse Or a room full of poking smack addicts, minus the smell of cooking up The most dangerous game When I ante-up on myself I can’t recognize self inflicted pain It’s nothing more then a tickle at the back of my brain Only in hindsight is the price paid Holly shit I ripped myself I ripped a hole I my shit Not a trickle, just spotting, so I think I can handle it I swallow a mouthful, and realize it’s not spit I go to the bathroom, turn on the light And find blood on my lips I dislodge something from a bicuspid Spit it in the sink That’s human flesh if I ever saw it Inspect my tongue and find a chunk missing So now that’s two muscles torn and bleeding I consider going for the hat-trick and ripping off my penis In another twenty minutes I feel the skin at the base start to give What the fuck am I doing? This isn’t even masturbation I’ve been

50 Things You Didn't Know About Me
How tall are you barefoot? 5'11 or 6' 2. Is your hair naturally curly? nope 3. Do you own a gun? hi..have we MET???? Check the pictures...lol 4. Did the Elephants On Parade sequence in Dumbo give you the heebs? i never saw Dumbo 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents" ? no..at the point where I don't care who likes me and who doesn't...yes, I'm getting crank in my older years 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Don't ask, Don't tell 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? the night Santa went crazy 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Full Throttle Blue Demon 9. Can you do push ups? I can eat push-ups...does that count?? 10. Is your bathroom clean? Yep 11. Is the Rocky series overrated? Yes 12. Do you like painkillers? With my back and kness damm skippy!!! 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Ummm......pity?...LMAO 14.Do you own a knife? I cooked for 12 years, what do you think? 15

What Does Ur Birth Month Mean
Your Birth Month is November Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love Your gemstone: Citrine Your flower: Chrysanthemum Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Car Accident
Ok gang just an update. As most of you know i was in a minor car accident. Just want to let all my friends know i am doing ok. I am sore and stiff but nothing is broken. Car is pretty banged up(see pics in my folder to see it), but it can be fixed. For those that keep asking here is what happened. I was on the way to the store to get dinner and it was raining. Well on the street i was on there is a school and it has one of those blinking lights that blinks from dusk to dawn but actually works as a stop light during the day. Well traffic was headed toward the light and it turned red we all stopped and waited. It turned green and we started moving, well it so happens that the timer went off and the light went from green to its blinking state it startled people and they started hitting their breaks. well i hit mine but even at 5 miles an hour i slid on the asphalt and tapped a truck in front of my all i did to his truck was bend the light plug for his trailer, but cruc

I'm Full!, Said The Webpage After A Good Dinner...
I was going to say- maybe not "expound at length upon", but say- that I enjoyed Dreamgirls quite a whole lot. Instead I think I'll just say how much I want right now to take some peoples' overstuffed CT profiles (which I can't access without stopping, retrying, finessing, sometimes crashing my browser, ...- the point? What's the use of a profile I can't rate or read?), click on their location links to find out exactly where they live*, and stick those profiles right up some of the portions of their anatomy they expose in their NSFW photos. *Yes, that's a joke, obviously.

Alien Ant Farm-attitude
Maybe I act on confused behavior. Maybe waves crash like semi-trailer. Maybe I’ll spend my off time without you. It seems like we need our own space. And all this time I wasted away; Do not feel good unless you stay stay stay. And all this time I chased you away, Simply to catch back up with, Your solitude is welcome welcome. Your attitude is welcome welcome. Your solitude is welcome, welcome Your attitude is welcome. All you see is red lights behind me, Maybe this isn’t what you wanted baby. And I don’t blame you falling backwards, No one’s ever quite confused you this way. And all this time we wasted away; We don’t feel good unless we’re gray gray. And all the times I chased you away, I simply don’t feel good. Your solitude is welcome welcome. Your attitude is welcome welcome. Your solitude is welcome welcome. Your attitude is welcome. You are welcome. You are welcome. You are welcome. You are welcome. All this time, We heard, Alarms, Come

Just Need To Unload
OK this is one of those time that i just need to unload to the world. My best friend ( we have been friends since the 8th grade ) Dan called me back today after i left him a message. So i was updating him on all of the life events and everything that had happened since we had seen each other which was my last wedding he was my best man. Note to self dont let Dan be anyone best man again lol joking. We have been there for each other thru the thick and the thin. and not only my weight. But i spilled a good chuck of what had happened. And like any good friend he gave me shit over getting beat up by a girl. Which as Dan said i could toss like a rag doll if i wanted. But then he jumped my ass for not calling and asking for help if anything from him. And like i told him i had gotten me and Christopher into the mess that i was in and i was getting us out of it. So then we proceeded to discuss women in the usual manner men do. Or at least for ones ending a marriage as all good friends do :) I

I Wanna Go Home
I am so sad. I came to Arkansas for christmas and on the way up here My vehicle died. I put $800 into it and still nothing. I finally put my boyfriend on a bus to go home and tried for a loan and what I am tod here is that you dont live here and what I am told that they wont give loans for out of state. I am sitting here missing my man and dealing with my kids since I am stuck with them 24/7. I am tring not to lose my mind. I keep telling myself that God must have a reason to want me here but what can that be? I enrolled my older kids into school and now I guess I should find me a job here but if I do that I feel like I am giving up on going home and I dont want to do that. I am so depressed and so lost

Before
I clicked on the button it would have been better to have thought what i'd put in a blog. Ah well, sat here, in the dark, with glass of wine, grateful for the contact i find here. I'll try and find something to say for the next time. In the meantime, the thoughts I unfold while mine thanks society's contact are told.

Lesbian Action
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Birth Month September
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blueWhat Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My Views Summed Up In A Quote
This is the first, and most likely the last, blog I'll ever post. I do it only because I have a couple of new friends, whose opinion I value very much, that I think will appreciate it. “When I listened to the idealistic ministers and politicians taken up I flights of rhetoric about the American ideal, I believed them. I still do. I believe that all the children of God stand before Him as exact equals. I believe that temporal power is an illusion and an irrelevancy. I believe that, because the president of the United States and, let us say, an illiterate sharecropper, occupy God’s affections solely according to God’s criteria, neither is owed either more or less respect than the other. Though these are things I believe, there are some things that I know. They are that upon these ideals American democracy was founded and that every citizen may, by right, and in any circumstance, properly demand them, and that I and everyone else serve only one master”. From "Memior from Antp

Home
I'm home form what could be my new store, I think I'm ok with that store most everyone seems nice that I've meet, just gotta get that Talmika lady to warm up she was rather annoyed with Ralph for showing up late like an hour late, I managed to get her to laugh, so that's good!

Pain Or Sexual Turn On
Well i went and did what some others had said i should not do again. I got the nipples pierced again. This time they have to stay in they can not go to much further back anymore. Yes this is the forth yep i said forth you did not see wrong. The first time i got them i was overseas and found out about the enjoyment until i was in a bar and had chemlites hanging off of them. Then one of my friends that were drunk was falling. Well the bar was kinda dark so he grabbed for what he could see to keep from hitting the floor. RIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP out they came. I was drunk at the time to so all i did was laugh about until the next morning and then i was only pissed. So then i had them pierced again after they healed up and they were in for a while and then when i was throwing my niece in the pool they hooked into her bathing suit. RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPP and turned the pool bloody also once again the pain was more being pissed that there they went again. So then i wai

Trust And Caring And Friendship
How to tackle these subjects and discuss them because most times they can all be wrapped into one person. If you are lucky in life you have more than one person that you decribe these things to. I am lucky enough to have some in my life. Now let me say this first and foremost I dont want anyone to become offended if you are not named as one of those that have all three traits. If you dont then oh well we have not known each other long enough or you are just not going to get to that part of me so live with it. TRUST - this is something that is very important to me once i start trusting someone it is very important to me. If I tell you that i trust you dont take it as just another word. It is domething that is not given easily but once earned is a big deal to me. But once you have betrayed that trust you are just plain ol fucked the chance of you earnign that trust again is pretty much fucken gone ass proven by 3 ex wives and countless ex friends. I also have to say if I name any

People Perceptions
This is prompted because of people perceptions or should i say misperceptions about people the one that i am hitting are based off of self experiance so please feel free in comments to add more. Because He Is A Soldier This one always sends me off the deep end. Just because i am trained to do things that most people could not have the stomach or the fucken nuts to do I must be a heartless violent fuck. Well guess the fuck what you are wrong. Yes i will admit every once in awhiile a crazy ass fucker makes it into the military which is where i think this idea comes from. Yes just like any other person i can have a temper but christ almighty i am human just like you. Just because i know that i can place a shoot in a 1 inch circle 1 1/2 miles away does not mean i am going to use that skill on anything other than a deer. Yes as a combat soldier the military teaches you to tap into that primal and more violent side that is in every single person but i also must say they also teach you

Rather Than Love, Than Money, Than Fame, Give Me Truth.
Ok today i am some shit to unload so here it fucking goes. Yesterday or monday i cant remember which the evil ex bitch comes to my office but they know to stop her down stairs annd dont tell me she is even there becuase well they have seen my reaction to her. To me she is the devil incarnate. That lying, backstabbing fucking cum sucking slut whore fucken god damn bitch peice of shit my she rot in hell. If you have not guessed i dont like the fucken slut. Besides finding out that the last year of my marriage was a fucking joke and just lies so i could be kept around just to pay bills i also found out that she had been fucking around on me. And all the while telling our friends that i beat here and that iwas fucking around on her. Now give me a fucken break. I seperated myself from my family for that whore I seperated myself from my friends for that bitch I was working from fucking home the only time i was not home was when i went somewhere with her I was not allowed to go by m

I Stand In Awe Of Myself As She Quivers And Shakes Uncontrolably
Ok tonights discussion is not for the faint of heart or those that only will ever be able to qualify as just as a shitty fuck. I am talking about the 3 types of sex yes i break it down into only the the three categories and you will soon see why. So lets begin............................ JUST PLAIN OL FUCKIN This is just what it seems you stick that pussy with your dick and you go. Now if you are skilled at this you will be able to get the woman to orgasm at least one time but you can pound the hell out of it and you use a little foreplay. Now dont get me wrong everyone has done this and still does it cause well there are times that just a good ol fuck is needed and welcomed. Like i said this is the first type of sex but be forewarned if this is all you know how to do i am truly sorry for you and your ego. NUMERO TWO MAKING LOVE............ This is the kind of sex where there is a deep emotional bond orgasms here can be achieved not only quicker but they are stronger and ca

Update
Ok as most of u know the Dirty Lil Secret will start tomorrow morning at 9am est....alot of pics i have not recieved. Plz try and get them to me tonight. I will not accept any late entries and would hate for anyone to miss out....

Consume Be Silent
THE LAST ONE TO CARRY HIS CROSS TO THE HILL IS A ROTTEN EGG***TELEVISION COMMERCIALS ARE DESIGNED TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF***BUY NOW AND SAVE-SHOP AS USUA LAND AVOID PANIC BUYING*** ITS MUCH WORSE THEN YOU THINK-DONT WORRY BE HAPPY***EXCESSIVE THINKING MY CAUSE DEPRESSION***TAKE ME HOME - EAT ALL YOU VEGETABLES AND TRY NOT TO HURT ANYONE***42***WHERE YOU SPEND YOUR MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHO YOU VOTE FOR***WELCOME TO AMERICA, YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT! C.O.C

Knowing How To Read People A Rant Sort Of
For a long time i have always had the ability to read people just by simply looking into thier eyes or shaking thier hand. I dont consider this a special ability but more of attention to detail and understanding people and basic psych 101. The biggest point in case that i can pull off the top of my head. The first time i meet my last ex-wife i knew that she had an affair on her ex-husband not once but twice. Now it took a while for me to dig this info out of her but she had. When someone is talking to me i dont even have to look at them generally to know of they are lying but if i look them in the eyes i will always no for dead sure. Your eyes can not lie unless you have been trained. Then that requires that you trained at the farm or were in training from those at the farm. It does take a lot of skill and practice to make your eyes lie. I will not go into why i know those things just go with me that 99% of the world does not have this skill. The other big tip off to a lie is the chang

A Life's Dream
A LIFE'S DREAM To be famous I have no wish to be. With movie stars and politicans, Well, thats just not for me. I believe in freedom. Believe me, that's true. But free from what? I haven't a clue. I crave a simple life, with family and friends. With all its ups and downs and life's little bends. A cabin in the mountains, A lady by my side. Out in the wilderness, That's where I'd abide. With clean, clear creeks And trees, old, straight, and tall Living up in Alaska, Boy, could I have a ball. o sit on my cabin porch and watch nature's strife. To live with nature, To live that life! With fishing and hunting and living off the land. In front of my cabin door, I think I'd make my last stand. James L. Gardner 02-02-07

The Quick And Dirty Career Test
Your Career Personality: Independent, Insightful, and Ingenious Your Ideal Careers: Architect Artist Business strategist College professor Computer programmer Mathematician Neurologist Philosopher Photographer Video game developer The Quick and Dirty Career Test

Things That Are Just To Funny
Things That Are Just To Funny Today 1. Some proof that my brother has actually had sex some time in the last two years lmao 29 and damn near a virgin again 2. When the girlfriends ex read your blogs and get pissed about what is said. Like its your fucken bussiness ya damn moron. 3. Got the where is the any key question today. LMAO i still about die laughing when i hear these. 4. Yes men scrach thier balls when they itch. That and well our dick is one of our best friends. 5. No something is not wrong with my shirt its my nipple rings, and yes my nipples are hard most of the time because this is the 4th time they have been pierced. 6. Yes i am an asshole, dick head, and mother fucker like these are things i have not said about myself. 7. No i talk about the military stuff all the time because i did not serve and still am not serving. Big fucken hint if i am still running operations then guess what. I am still in duhhhhhhhhhh. 8. I am teaching the class on se

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

What Does That Piece Of Paper Mean?
OK here it is. What does that little piece of paper mean when it says you are leagally married? First off does it mean that your spouse is not going to cheat on you ? NO Does it mean that they are not going to rip your heart out ? NO now that is out of the way let me explain somethings that are true with or without that paper. Every morning when i wake and every night before i fall asleep i think of my love. thoughout the day i constantly think about her. When she says the simplest things i am instantly smiling when she tells me she loves me i get a goofy grin and this feeling that i just can not describe that she is my best friend and i can tell her anything and the same goes for her talking to me. That i have unconditional love for her i accept her as is as she does for me also that she completes me as a person and my soul without her i would be lost that i plan on being in her life for the rest of mine how ever long or short that may be. ( i am

Thoughts Of A Moment
Admit to the cold hard truth of life. The fact that a woman goes into a bar by herself and not meeting friends she is only looking to get laid period. Yes I have seen these women and some are nasty looking enough i would not fuck her with my buddies dick. But then there is the rare occasion. A drop dead hottie comes in and you better be playing the best game cause she only wants to get laid. These cases when i determine the person other half has done something you can play off of it or go straight for the kill. And ask " You Wanna Fuck?" and someof you may say oh hell no I would just slap you. But i can say from past experiance for every time i get slapped i got one wild ride. Of course these women are using you for a revenge fuck but if you are up to it "Be The Man" "Use the Force" " Get Some Muther Fucker" I must also point out that i have grown weary of meaningless sex as for fact it is just not as good.

Ex-wife To Marry Her Own 1st Cousin
Yes all you have read it correctly no sooner the the divorced finalized from my evil ex-bitch she sent me some emails. before you read the clips of email that she sent me let me give you a little back info. When you see the name Andy she is speaking about her boyfriend/ 1st cousin. Yes i said her FIRST COUSIN. their is alot of stuff running threw my head at the moment. If you didnt figure out that i am seeing Andy. dont ask i dont know it just happened. now i know what feels so wrong about me and andy i cant say what but for some reason i worked things out with andy and we are getting married june 1st. so i decided to go ahead and tie the not a 3rd and final time. Ok Now that you have read that let me give you the rest of the story. On June 1st of this year me the evil ex split up. So after looking back long on things I now know who she was fucking when we split up. And i mean talk about backwards ass almost sister fuckin freaks. I mean i have done some w

Just Read It
the surgeon came out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might he

40 Feet Below
War dividing Tectonic boarders sliding Slam dance in a vat of nitrogen Still the beat in a slumber of cryogenics Biomechanize the innocent Discharge the discorporate, comatose, and apathetic Loaded rifles for all cattle in attendance Blunt force suppressant Chemical burn oppression Brand new utility belt decked out with all the latest weapons Jacked up with enough fire power to burn down the heavens String them out on hate and doubt You give them guns and they take clout Tiles are falling; you put them up with mud and not with grout Lack of structural integrity Collapsing under the pressure that mounts You’re going to get found out They see you cowering behind the dust cloud When the smoke and mirrors blow away and crash You’ll go from king to bitch in a muzzle flash Make a mad dash to get your bitch ass under cover The fools have started thinking and the laymen have learned to read The holly men have turned to drinking, and the faithful are on to the deceit W

Mountain Of Pain...
As I stand atop this thundering mountain, It's my balance that I struggle to maintain, One false move and I plummit to my death, This kind of weight makes me go insane. It's a pain I deal with that I try to hide Emotions I keep locked away, Gotta stay strong or else I'll fade, And I can't let that happen on any day. Forward and backward I've started to sway, It's getting harder to stand up tall, I've got to find the soldier within, Otherwise I think I'm destined to fall. I've been up here it seems like forever, And I don't know what I should think, For now I'll just keep goin steady, And not allow my ship to sink. More and more my back begins to break, This pressure builds it weighs a ton, Still I live without complaint, I'm not gonna quit til' my job is done. Prepared I walk through this valley of death, Stubborn to the ways I've come to know, Motionless I stand atop this mountain, Staring at the life that lies below.

Some Truths
Seeing as this is my blog and for the exception of a few friends no one that i see on a daily basis reads this or so i think at this point. So i decieded to open up and lay out some truths about me ( Chris ). Even thou i let my ego get the best of me at times i know the cold harsh reality of things at the same time. One of my favorite statements about myself that i am a sexy mother fucker. I say this one quite often but 90 % of the time do not actually believe. Those that know me well know that i see myself as just an average guy or less then average. Now i also must state that if some women look at men as i do women it is more then just looks that attract them even for the initial attraction. Yes i am admitting to the fact that if there is no initial attraction then i wont even attempt to hit on you. I have seen woman that most woudl say are drop dead hot and i dont see it. Well i do but i dont. Let me see how can i explain this one yes there is the obvious in the looks de

What Type Of Ex Are You?
You Are A Friendly Ex You and your ex are just friends - great friends really. (At least that's what you keep telling yourself!) While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more... What Type of Ex Are You?

Masterbation
Tonights discussion is on something at one time or another we all do or you lie about it. Cause well here is how i see it. This is something that well plain and simple keeps us single people who can not do the overnight meaningless relationship thing. I will admit when i was younger i did stupid crap like not even bother to get a few names along the way. But as i got older i realized the best sex was when there was meaning. But back on topic of masterbation. I have always said you either do it or you lie about it. Now i realize that there may be some people who dont and i am sorry because you are sexually repressed. Yep i said it you have not enjoyed a good ol orgasm. You may think you have had one but guess again unless you have been trembling all over eye rolling back and not able to move for 10 minutes afterward then you have not had a real orgasm. Of course in my world travels i have learned many things one of them was tantric sex which i must say is outstanding and i can

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Shit That Just Makes You Laugh
This is gonna be a short one for the day but i just had to share this. My 8 year old son has learned how to make the fart noise with his armpit. You would think he invented it as an instrument. Along with all the other noise he likes to make he has his own little band when he is taking a shower. Also yes i am encouraging this obviously not in public but it is ok around the house. Of course i am glad he is not going with me to my Regimental Ball. I could see it now the one of the Generals asking his name and he decides to make some weird sound and then the armpit fart. I woudl loose all military composure and just laugh my ass off. Just one of the moments in raising my son by myself only I get to enjoy so i felt the need to share. later all oh yeah one other comment i feel bad for anyone having to take logarithms for college talk about some boring ass crap. Cant wait for physics wont come soon enough

The New Iraq Theory
This one is way off from my normal blog but i felt the need to publish these thoughts. While driving to work this week i was listening to the news i heard what was going on in Iraq where insurgents are bombing and killing all sorts of Iraqis in them. Now here is my theory. First we will start with the information that these bombers are targeting areas where men are gathering to find work. Which makes it easy for any bomber to take out large numbers. Next part of information Iraq right now depending on the source you ask has an unemployment rate of over 40%. Next a majority of the insurrgents are coming from the ranks of the unemployed that have ill feelings towards what is going on. These insurrgents are killing thier own friends and family to prove what point. Now here is what i take from the info. With unemployment at 40 % and these numbers are making up the insurrgents. What better way for our government or and agency of our government to take care of unemployment and

How Do You Communicate?
You Communicate With Your Body This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?

Pierced, Tattooed, And Stoned
Things I have done in my life that may or may not be the completely most stable choices. Pierced - well lets see i have my ears pierced in two places even thou i dont wear them anymore. I had this done at a time when i felt that it was the thing and i liked the idea. In part i feel that it was a way for me to rebel against society. Now when i got my nipples pierced it was not because it was a trend or kewl looking i did it at first to see if i was enough of a hard ass to handle it. Then shortly afterward i found all of the wonderful and outfucking standing effects. I am on my 4th time pierced on 2 of the previous occasions i had them ripped out the first time i was drunk as fuck and was more pissed about losing the rings. Second time i did not know until the pool was going red from the blood streaming down my chest. The third time as plain aand simple i removed them. All the time after the first the reason i kept having them redone was for pure sexual reasons. You want to talk abo

~~ah Those Brillliant Lawyers~~
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ________________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ AT

How Peaceful Are You?
You Are 71% Peaceful You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize. How Peaceful Are You?

Irreplaceable - Beyonce
to the left to the left to the left to the left everything you own in the box to the left in the closet, yes thats my stuff yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) and keep on talking that mess, thats fine could you walk and talk, at the same time? and- its my name thats on that bag so go move your bags, let me call you a cab standing in the front yard, telling me how I'm such a fool, talking 'bout how I'll never ever find a man like you you got me twisted you must not know 'bout me you must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) you must not know 'bout me you must not know 'bout me I'll have another you by tomorrow so don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' you're irreplaceable so go ahead and get grown call up that chick, and see if shes home oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know what did you think I was putting you out for? bec

Just A Tired Rant
ok its only a few til midnight and except for running out to get some smokes and something to eat for dinner i have not been out of my office building since 7:05 am. now i am not bitching about my job. I do actually enjoy it. this is more of a bitch about those that push some bs off on others. Not a co-worker more of clients is the issue here. And part of the reson i am here and will be here for atleast 3 more hours if i am counting the print jobs correctly is by my own device as i promised the client that i wouls resolve an issue by the morning. And as to my word i will do it no matter what thank god for coffee and smokes. and yet if it gets to be to late i will crash in my office and be ready to go at 7 am again. Now here is where it eats my ass. You have people that act like it kills them to stay 5 minutes over but expect you to work all the hours in the world. They dont care that you stayed up all night just because somewhere along the line back someone fucked up and it had the rip

None
I like to use cuffs and chains and some ropes for play time., intime you will learn what outfits you have work more than others. I never judge a slave/sub by thier clothes. its how well they serve and how well they take punishment that gits my blood to boil. standard one must have a dress you are confortable driving it. standard two no panties. and standard three looks normal when in public. Also bring any toys you like. If your current master wishes he is welcome to acompany you. You will need to give me a time and date so I will be home for your arival. I am a little dull to most people becuase I am shy but that is only a wall I put up to keep people I am a fun loving movie fan I am a happy person with a controling personalaty I do not git jelous of other people but do envy some I am a bit of a smarty when I do not know some thing I usaly fake that I do and put my foot in my mouth but I like to be honest even when it hurts people I try not to hurt any one's feelings b

Here I Go
ok well, i leave in may for iraq. dunno were though we are kinda gettin screwed here so im told. butt here are 3 options for my brigade. 1: we deploy and get stuck int he middle of the desert somewere and set up our own FOB(base) whch were we set up tents and fill lots of sand bags. 2: we go to kuwait and wait till some 1 needs support from us and 3: we get out brigade split up and sent to other brigades and units to help and support them. but our Col is wanting to do option 1, but we will jus have to see but May is my deployment date..should be interesting

The "interview"
ok as i said yesterday i was going to give up some of my interview questions that i used over the past few days and a few from my partner in crime. The faces that we got at times were more then a little difficult not to laugh at. I will say i am not going to give any names or particular details as i dont feel like getting my ass sued. But i feel by putting this information out there i can help any future souls that dare apply for a job with me. First and foremost lets start with the resume. I dont expect everyone to be an english major or be really eloquent because I am not. Take your time and give me something that shows that you want to impress me not something that looks like you tried to write it while taking a shit. There were quite a few that my eight year old could have done better. On the other side there were 3 -4 that really impressed me. They put a lot of time into the resume and thier work ethic showed in a major way. Next the pretest - we required everyone and i m

My Birth Month
Your Birth Month is May Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life. You love change and are able to adapt to any situation. Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life. Your gemstone: Emerald Your flower: Lily of the Valley Your colors: Yellow, red, and green What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

How Emotionally Mature Are You?
You Are 62% Grown Up, 38% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

~games For We Are Older When ~
GAMES FOR WE ARE OLDER WHEN 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weeken

Strip Clubs And My World Travels
Recently the subject of strip clubs has come up which is none to odd for a guy that is not married nor for the guys that are married. First i must explain that i have been to many places all over the world and none of them have made me think less of women in general. Women are able to do that one all on thier own on an individual basis. I also must state that these women were there for money as a job and knew why i was there. I did date a stripper once which really was not a big deal. I have actually met some very interesting women along the way. Also i will throw in the sex clubs as they are kinda the same. Now in which order on how to put these down as either the wildest time, location, or order in which i went. Well i decided to start with my first time in a strip club as best as memory serves and then skip around after that with some details that may make you run like hell from them. First lets break these places down into 3 groups: Strip club - now there are many variety

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
You Are a Coy Flirt You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?

~~who Is That Old Fart~~
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, "SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD?" WELL......YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE! I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 40-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GRAY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. HMMM.........OR COULD HE??? AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL. "YES. YES, I DID. I HAD A MUSTANG." HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUAT E?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED, "IN 1956. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!" I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. THEN, THAT UGLY, OL

My Berth Date
Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

What Temperment Are You?
You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. What Temperment Are You?

Happy Happy Happy
Here's hoping you all had a better Friday than mine! Between the doctor, the pharmacy and the school I took a beating today. It's a long story that hasn't played all the way out yet, so I won't bore you. Anyway, everyone take care and have fun and I'll be back sometime this weekend.

Tired Of Being
Listend up peeps. I am tired of having comments from white people. I dont need assurance that I look good. I look fantastic and Just DONT COMMENT. I Dont want your comments. I am interested in STRAIGHT BLACK MEN ONLY. NO OTHA RACE. Now that I got that outta my system be avised...I mean every word. I dont want comments.

These Sexy Ladies...
Please come comment bomb!! They would do it for you! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ ♥ Click on the picture to vote! ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Test - Does Anyone Actually Read My Bulletins?
I am just curious as to whether or not anyone ACTUALLY reads my Bulletins... It always seems that my friend Mz. Attitude is the only one to view, much less comment on my bulletins... OK, so to test this theory....the first five persons to respond with a comment to this bulletin, I will give them a $250 CT gift. (Yellow Rose for females...or a Pint of Guinness for males) As a bonus....the first person to respond...they will ALSO get a $1000 CT gift (Dozen Roses for a female...or for males, 2 shots of Jagermeister) Let the games begin... UPDATE: The first two comments have already been posted...there is still time

Rh's Ladies Best Back Tattoo Winners
TheRH ( Ladies Back Tattoo Contest- Now Open/ Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest- Need Entries@ CherryTAP Thank You to all who participated. RH's Ladies Best Back Tattoo 1st place- 10,000 mrsusdrill@ CherryTAP mrsusdrill 2nd place- 5,000 lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAPcherrytap.com" target="_blank">@ CherryTAP lucy K.O.T (AMC) 3rd place- 1,000 Browneyes@ CherryTAP ♥ ♥ Browneyes ® K.O.T ♥ RH

Something Isnt Working!
OK SINCE I CHANGED MY ISP IVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS ON CT NOW THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS POST BULLETINS AND BLOGS OH AND VIEW MY HOME PAGE.CANT EVEN READ MY COMMENTs! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I DONT KNOW WHY ITS NOT WORKING.SO AS SOON AS I CAN GET SHIT BACK TO THE NORM, I HIT HITTINIG EVERYONE BACK WITH MAD LOVE! HAVE A KICK ASS WEEKEND EVERYONE, I KNOW I AM, CUZ I QUIT MY JOB AND I DONT HAVE TO BE UP EARLY! FUCK YA I ROCK! IM GONNA ROCK OUT THE NEXT MONTH TILL I EVEN THINK ABOUT LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB! SO FAR ITS NOT BEEN MY YEAR BUT I GOT A LONG WAYS TO GO YET! SHIT CAN ONLY GET BETTER NOW! LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL! BLESS UP! ONE!

You Are A Romantic
You Are A Romantic You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Wtf Is Blog ?????????
Wow this is great what a wonderful idea gee why didn't I think of creating a personal diary for everyone to read ? Just kidding not really but it's cool n e way hmmm...what to write ? Hmmm...what could possibly be so fascinating about me that other people will take time out of their busy ''lives'' to read this huh I wonder ...Yeah i'd have to go with there isn't anything to write except that ...If you are reading this you are a loser pants.................he he he ...Well what did you expect from me .....la l al al al la la l a ..no i dont mean to offend any one i was just having fun expressing myself ..

Your Personality Profile
Your Personality Profile You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Hi Everyone I'm New Nice To Meet You All
hey my names glen just started yesterday and i like this place so far hope to make lots of friends and i hope i can rate people soon so get me out of fresh meat so i can show you all some love.

Sexiest Valentines Contest
Hi to everyone. So Sexi Sweet is hosting this contest. She has entered one of my pictures so I guess that makes me a contestant OMG. Please visit the link below to her page and click on the contest heading in her photos Some very beautifull women there place your vote. If you vote for me thankyou I think I will need all the votes I can get..... but I will leave it up to you Good luck to all the beautifull ladies and men ~*~SooSeXXiSweet~*~CRUSH ME PLZ~¢¾~ SaSSy!*~HI WELCOME TO MY SITE ~*~ My flight is

Thank You So Much!
Well guys! I took 2nd place thanks to ya'll! Amazing after 3 years of entering those contests.I finally placed..and I'd have to say I'm proud it was for the best BJ LOL. WHOOHOO Here is the link if you want to look at the forum and the poll results. http://www.freakdaddyforum.com/YaBB.cgi?board=picpost;action=display;num=1170373752 Again thanks so much guys and gals! I really really appreciate it. I won't bother you anymore this year for contests. XOOX, Aimeelynn

On The Wrong Foot Already
Originally written June 24, 2006 "Happy Fuckin Birthday to me!", I think to myself as I realize how close to ruined my day has already become. It started last night when a friend of mine, Dave, and a girl that I was seeing came over to my apartment. Dave is like the wild guy, a raging alcoholic and drug addict who lives a life with little or no responsibility. He's the type of person that you call when you want to throw a party, but you certainly don't want him around for any type of serious matter. It was the night before my birthday and plenty of liquor was consumed...of course, Dave was already drunken and high when he got here and it wasn't long before he was passed out on my couch. With this free moment, I took the girl and retreated to the bedroom. Being that I was also drunk, I just took off all of my clothes and went straight to sleep. My plan was to have birthday sex ready and available when I woke up this morning. That plan was derailed before the sun even came up.

Bright Days
The Great Spirit created a world of harmony, a world of justice, a world that is interconnected, a balanced world that has positive and negative, this way and that way, up and down, man and woman, boy and girl, honest and dishonest, responsible and irresponsible, day and night. In other words, He created a polarityn system. Both sides are to be respected. Both sides or anything are sacred. We need to do good and we need to learn from our mistakes. We need to honor what takes place in the daytime and we need to honor what takes place in the nighttime. WE learn that we need to learn and we see what we are supposed to see by staying close to the Great Spirit. We need to be talking to Him all the time, saying "Grandfather, what is it you want me to learn?" The tree has roots above the ground into the air just as it has roots under the groundThank you for showing me the tree and what part it has in the circle.Thank you for showing me the root system from the dark

Why?
what or when did we go to Iraq over oil?someone please tell me when we did that? since i was there in the beginning I was never told that we went to war over oil.I do know that we went to remove a mad man ffrom power,so why are people protesting over us being over there? let me know

We Survived( Thanks Mikki44dd)
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with

How's Your Karma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

You Deserve?
What if All I did Was love you What if I gave you My all Would it ever Be enough Or would you Want more If you need The car The house The social status To make believe You’re happy Then I am Not for you What if Your smile Told the story What if Opinions did Not count What if All I did Was love you Could you forgive Me For the nothing That you missed?

By The Way
the only ppl aloud to see my pics r ppl on my friends list so if u have a problem w/ them u can tell me u dont need to try and get me into truble w/ the nsfw thing i missed one sorry i hadnt gone in that folder sence befor the nsfw thing started and it would never hurt my feelings if u told me u thought something should be marked that wasnt i would mark it even if i disagreed just because to u whomever u r thought it inapropriate

Hello New Friends
OK. I've had a few days to think about this and look at the site. I don't know any of you well enough to really ask for advice but if anyone has any I could really use it!!! Going through a bitter custody dispute and could use some help. Like I said before i am a single mom and I might be pretty boring at the moment but has anyone else out there been through this bullshit? Got a useless ex that wanted nothing to do with me while I was pregnant (drinking was more important to him) Any advice on how to get through this? AND how do you get back in the saddle so to speak with 3 young ones at home?

Kind Of Makes You Want To Run Through The House With Scissors, Doesn't It?!
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with

It's Not A Phase, It's My Fucking Life
A person once told me, "I can't wait until you get over this little phase of yours." She was referring to the fact that I was playing SOCOM on PS2. She believed that I was in a video game phase that would eventually just go away. Anyone who knows me knows just how ridiculous of an assumption that really is. For those that do not know me so well, I thought I'd share a little background info. First of all, anyone who believes that video games are nothing more than a child's plaything is sadly mistaken. The industry fact is that the average gamer is 33 years old and has been playing games for 12 years. I am 29 years old. I have been playing for 24 years. When I was five years old, not only was I playing games, but I was BEATING games that my older brothers could not finish. The first game I "beat" was Defender for Atari 2600 (back then they called it Atari VCS.) This happened over the summer of 1982 when I was five years old. Back then, games did not have endings. After I passed lev

Poem
I fall hard for the man of my life. I thought everything was great. Until one night he told me that it wasnt alright that he was wanting out or to have two girlfriends. I didnt want to lose him and i wanted him to myself but that didnt happen so now he see her more than me and It is really killing me inside. Because he says I am the one he wants but I am very scared that I am losing him. This is how I feel sad and very scared. Because he is my joy and it would kill me to lose him.

Friday Again Already??
How in this world does time slide so quickly through our fingers?? Blowing away like mists of forgotten dreams........slipping out of sight sometimes before we can actually grasp that small lesson that may have been meant for that day. In the last few months there have been so many lessons that I have learned, and this place has been a true eye opener also. What I took as a place to make friends and talk to folks from all walks of life has shown me its' truest side, most likely you too have observed the GAMES and Charades played here.....Seems that honest people are a thing of rarity here & true friendships are a priceless commodity found only occasionally........such a shame.......I choose NOT at this moment to do a salute, just to see if or how long it takes to be completely ignored in this social experiment. That is all this is actually, testing ones activities if given free reign in the public internet universe...Some choose to become actors and actresses in this farce and play r

Hey All
Sorry i havent been around i had family issues that despretly needed fixen I miss u all and hope u r doing great im going on a cruis on monday i'll tell u all about it once im back lots of love love Scarlet

Girl In 14g
okay, so i've decided what i'm going to do for broadway fun for funds, and i'm really excited. it's called the girl in 14g by kristen chenoweth and even though it's not a musical, brooke said i could do it, and i'm like saweeettttt. and i'm better. i was sick wednesday; i think i had food poisoning, but i'm better, except taylor and i are still fighting and it's rather annoying and pissing me off. i haven't talked to him in two days and the last time we talked we were arguing about girls and boys.. what a lovely relationship, right? yeah well.... i don't know. i trust him and he trusts me but we each have buttons and we each like to push each other buttons... taylor, you suck. :]

You Know You're An E.m.t. Or Paramedic If:
1) You have the bladder capacity of five people. 2) You have ever restrained someone and it was not a sexual experience. 3) You believe that 50% of people are a waste of good air. 4) Your idea of a good time is a shooting or a car crash (Rollover). 5) You put your finger on the emergency button on your radio when anyone seems friendly towards you. 6) You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac and birth control pills. 7) You disbelieve 90% what you hear and 75% what you see. 8) You have your weekends off planned for a year. 9) You believe the government should require a permit to reproduce. 10) You refer to your favorite restaurant by the intersection at which it's located. 11) You have ever wanted to hold a seminar entitled: "Suicide...getting it right the first time." 12) You ever had to put the phone on hold before you begin laughing uncontrollably. 13) You think caffeine should be available in IV form. 14) You believe anyone who says, "I only

Wish You Knew!
wish you knew! What I wish people knew about EMS, Firefighters, Dispatchers and Law Enforcement. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3am, flames roling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucous, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in the dense smoke. I wish you could be in the emergency room as a doctor pronounces dead the beautiful five year old

Lapdance.
When you think of Harvey, think of a Harley Blue denim, spiked wrists and crombie Lap-screws and tattoos that's all me Two guns, both arm's feelin' like Fonzie You can find me drunk, whip it it might crash Or find me chillin with crackers, who like Clash Find me in court smokin' that nice grass Burnin' the flag, all in the name of white trash It's Harvey baby, Christ on the arm I'm gnarly baby Fuck with me? Not hardly baby And you know the flow, I'm Godly baby So lets party baby Chicks nick-name me pilot, they get high off my dick I take 'em to my home, they call it the cock pit Time for take off, their panties they drop quick Now that's first class fuckin, and that's some fly shit.

For Starters....
Well I have an EMS "poem" on my page and after recent events in the field I am starting to feel drained, I was told by a colleague that reading information on the internet about others in the same field and other expiriences would help i've decided to post them here ... please comment them i will most likely post them in bulletins as well just give me some feed back especially if you're an EMT/Medic. thx :) so to start off heres a fwd from another site .. I Want To Tell You Lies >>What EMS, Fire and Police people have to deal with everyday... Makes one thankful we have our faithful civil servants! Thank one today! >>I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine >>I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time >>I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight >>I don't want to tell it like it is..... I want to tell them lies. >>You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids >>I want to say you didn't ... b

Please Readi If Your Considering Declawing Your Cat
Declawing Cats "Understanding Declawing (Onychectomy) The anatomy of the feline claw must be understood before one can appreciate the severity of declawing. The cat's claw is not a nail as is a human fingernail, it is part of the last bone (distal phalanx) in the cat's toe. The cat..s claw arises from the unguicular crest and unguicular process in the distal phalanx of the paw (see above diagram). Most of the germinal cells that produce the claw are situated in the dorsal aspect of the ungual crest. This region must be removed completely, or regrowth of a vestigial claw and abcessation results. The only way to be sure all of the germinal cells are removed is to amputate the entire distal phalanx at the joint. Contrary to most people's understanding, declawing consists of amputating not just the claws, but the whole phalanx (up to the joint), including bones, ligaments, and tendons! To remove the claw, the bone, nerve, joint capsule, collateral ligaments, and the extensor and

Blah
The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you share?

Only Fools Breed
Consider the fact that anyone who is breeding more animals is only contributing to the overpopulation, over 40% of all dogs being killed in shelters today are pure breeds, that means that they came from a breeder. What are the chances of dogs just pure breeding themseleves. There is no such thing as a responsible breeder. For every home a breeder finds for their dogs, a worthy home is gone for a shelter dog on death row. Ok, let me first explain that breeds are a man made thing. So preserving a breed is un-needed. Dogs can always be put back into breeds, and technically since pure breeds are all a products of incest, they are genetically less healthy and have more congenital problems. When dogs were wild, they were all one breed. Humans decided to put them into breeds by inbreeding specific dogs with specific characteristics. There are so many unwanted pets.. You can go .. and type in what breed you want, and where you live and there are over 400 dogs in your tri county area that fit y

Arguments From Breeders
"But the animals I breed get (good) homes." You're kidding right? What about the animals that DONT GET HOMES just because YOU breed. Just because you find an animal a home doesn't mean it will be there forever, a lot of times people who buy a dog from a breeder will be in a situation where they can't have the animal anymore.. (kids on the way, getting a new house, moving to a place where pets are unwelcome, etc.) However, if a person gets a pet from a shelter, they are less likely to take it BACK to a shelter, knowing they saved it's life. Honestly, if you buy a dog, and you are willing to just give that dog away to a place that may kill it, FOR ANY REASON you are a bad parent, and need not buy an animal anyway. If you love your animal, no matter what your living situation, you would always find a way. Would you give your kids up for adoption if your new land lord didnt like them because they were too destructive? NO! You would find a place where they are welcome, and you should do

Men Are Nothing But Asses.........
If im not good enough move on leave me alone and stop my hurt. I have gave you almost a year and a half. and you have gave me nothing but pain. I gave you a child but you dont care. I have you a home and you want to throw it away. What does it take to make you see. I cant love you anymore then i already do. WAKE UP!!!!! If you want to see the women of the world then do it somewhere OTHER then my home. I gave you every part of me and you broke it. you know that i was cracked (emotionally) when we met. So i guess you saw that as an opening to finsh breaking what was left of me. I dont know how much more i can take from you. The broken spots cant be fixed. The man i fell in love with is no where to be found. I miss him and i realize he wont be back. And i cant see "US" coming back either. I hope when you see this you start to think what you just threw away. I hope the next woman treats you like shit like you have me. I also hope that whatever comments are left are harsh an

Loved
This morning when god opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and he asked "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?" i responded "Please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their family and their special friends. They deserve it and i love them very much" The love of god is like the ocean, you can see its beginning but not its end. This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if its true ANGELS EXIST but sometime, since they don't have wings we call them TRUE FRIENDS.

Micks Life's Lessons!
Well when you think you know someone, You should be sure you really do. The one whom you think will always be there when you are in need, may not want to be there when you need them most. If i had a half of a cent for every time I have been there for them, I could retire, But if I had a a dollar for everytime i needed them and they were there for me I would be in the poor house. Why is it that one will take anothers kindness for their weakness? Neveer put all your eggs in one basket. Unless you are sure they are secure....The one who seems to care may be awaiting for a time when you are down, to kick you square in the teeth, So one may ask what to do if this happends to you?,,,,,Well I say fuck them! I say keep your head up,,, Dont let anybody hold you down,,,Life is too short.. So keep walking forward,,,Secure your goals and your dreams,,,Nobody can take them from you,,,They are yours and yours alone,,, Live every moment as if it is your last... laugh as much as one can,,,,,,,,And

Why You Should Spay/nuter Your Pet
Neutering is important for a dog's health, but most important, it prevents unwanted pregnancy. A 1991 study found that between 10 percent and 25 percent of the offspring of U.S. dogs and cats are destroyed annually. You should spay or neuter a pet at 6 months of age, before the pet reaches sexual maturity. This is especially important for female dogs, because the likelihood of developing mammary (breast) cancer later on increases once a dog has gone through heat. The incidence increases greatly with each additional heat cycle. Pets are under general anesthesia for their castration or spay, so fasting is required for 10 to 12 hours before the surgery. This decreases the risk that the pet will vomit—and aspirate the vomit, which can be deadly—during anesthesia. Dogs—especially puppies—which are very active after their surgery, may also need a sedative to keep them calm. In both dogs and cats, ovariohysterectomy is a major surgery. The ovaries and uterus are removed through an a

The Awol Senators Who Are Running For President
By DICK MORRIS & EILEEN MCGANN February 2, 2007 -- Is it too much to ask those U.S. Senators who are presidential candidates to continue to show up for work at the Senate jobs they're paid for? Apparently some Senators think so — particularly Sam Brownback (R-KA), who is running on a pro-values platform that apparently doesn't include doing the job he was elected to do: being a U.S. Senator. Absent Sam has been AWOL for more than 50 percent of the roll call votes this year. Are hard work and responsibility to one's constituent's part of his core values? His poor attendance record comes despite the fact that he's already had almost 11 weeks off between the time Congress adjourned last year on October 4, 2006 and its new session that started early in January. During that period, he only had to show up for a few days in November and December, but, even then, he skipped two of the five-day December session. Then, even when the session started again, Brownback missed all of

When All Is Not Right
I don't know how you do it, when everything's not right. You....Just being there, makes all things clear and bright. When all is falling down and everythings gone to hell. All you have to do, is look at me and cast your spell. The Gleam in your eye. The touch of your caress. The sight of your smile. Drains all the daily stress. I don't know how you do it, but you surely know the way. And I thank the day I met you, Each....and Every.....Day! James L. Gardner 02-02-07

What Is A Puppy Mill
What is a puppy mill? Puppy mills are where dogs are bred purely for profit. The majority of puppy mills are full of horrid conditions that no human would want to live in themselves. Dogs in mills are treated poorly and are not kept healthy, and where the puppies produced in mills go will shock you. Conditions in puppy mills are atrocious. Dogs are often crammed into small cages, with little or no room to move about and get needed exercise. The cages are usually not made from the proper materials, meaning they can rust or break, causing injuries or illness. The cages also have no lining, meaning dogs and puppies are left to either sit in their own excrement or walk on wire while theyre there, causing disease and painful foot problems. If improper, dirty, crowded cages werent enough, often these cages are stacked on top of each other with nothing to separate the dogs below from the ones above. This means that excrement from the dogs above falls directly on to those below. And if a dog d

Americans To Be Tortured For Refusing To Show Id?
Americans To Be Tortured For Refusing To Show ID? Student shocked, tortured for defending constitutional rights Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Thursday, November 16, 2006 A horror video that wouldn't look out of place in Maoist China or Nazi Germany shows a student being repeatedly shot with a stun gun by UCLA police for the crime of not showing his ID. As similar cases begin to pile up how long will it be before Americans are routinely tortured for noncompliance and refusing to have their 4th amendment violated? "A cell phone captured video of a 23-year-old student being administered multiple Taser shocks by UCLA police on Tuesday. The UCLA student was hit with the Taser shocks multiple times while he was in the Powell Library Computer Lab. According to the paper, (Mostafa) Tabatabainejad did not show ID to community service officers who were conducting a random check," reports NBC. Watch the video above and witness as the cops bark at Tabatabainejad to get to his fe

A Very Sad But Very True Story
Yes, I Gas Dogs and Cats for a Living. I'm an Animal Control officer in a very small town in central North Carolina. I'm in my mid thirties, and have been working for the town in different positions since high school. There is not much work here, and working for the county provides good pay and benefits for a person like me without a higher education. I'm the person you all write about how horrible I am. I'm the one that gasses the dogs and cats and makes them suffer. I'm the one that pulls their dead corpses out smelling of Carbon Monoxide and throws them into green plastic bags. But I'm also the one that hates my job and hates what I have to do. First off, all you people out there that judge me, don't. God is judging me, and I know I'm going to Hell. Yes, I'm going to hell. I wont lie, it's despicable, cold, cruel and I feel like a serial killer. I'm not all to blame, if the law would mandate spay and neuter, lots of these dogs and cats wouldn't be here for me to gas. I'm

Guan-yu
GUAN-YU: A Daoist God of War and Martial Arts. Also well thought of by Buddhists. As told in Romance Of The Three Kingdoms, he started life as a mortal vendor of soya bean curd (tofu). But after a heroic incident involving the rescue of a harrassed lady and the killing of a tax inspector, he got the taste for battle and embarked on a famous military career with LIU-BEI and ZHANG-FEI, becoming one of the Three Brothers of the Peach Orchard. Unusually for a God of War, he uses his skill to avoid confrontations if at all possible. A peace-loving deity, he tries to minimize every battle he's in. (Surely you've heard of Kung Few?) But his bravery is legendary. In one famous tale, his arm was damaged in battle and needed surgery. To the incredulity of on-lookers, he calmly sat playing Solitaire while field surgeons did excruciating things to his tendons. (Just as well Solitaire is a one-handed game.) When he was finally captured, GUAN-YU was told by Wu, the evil new Emperor,

My Son And The Phone
David and I talk on the phone everyday. If he calls the home phone and I don't answer, he calls the cell.. then the home phone.. then the cell.. on and on till he gets me. I was on my office phone as the phones around me kept ringing.. 4 calls on the home line... 3 on the cell before I had to get off and answer it..lol.

Thank You So Much !!!
I want 2 thank u so much 4 allowing me 2 feel the greatest feeling I have ever felt, and I promise 2 cherish it. Do u know how much I crave u? I know at night u fill my dreams and fantasies. The thought of being in u'r arms, or u between my thighs. No 1 can command my body or destroy my will like the touch of your skin. 2night, as every night, I will be dreaming about u, u'r lips on my neck, u'r hands on shoulders, u'r waist resting on my thighs, and all the while u'r eyes on my heart. I am grateful 2 destiny and the curiosity that we are familiar. 4 our short correspondence I have understood, that it will not b the last. Want u 2 know that I will never say anything I dont mean, u might not always like what I have 2 say but rest assure it will always b the truth . Im so glad I had a chance 2 chat with u 2day b4 I started my weekend. I needed 2 start it with the great big smile u always seem 2 put on my face....u'r great !!!!! stay that way....

Living In The Land Of The Lost
its funny, i bartend here in the quarter and my bar gets a lot of foot traffic from people that reside all over the world... why new orleans? living here gives one a new disposition on life as it would seem.... we live our lives as we wish... truly this is the first city i have found where a persons oddities are the norm... ( i should know i walk around with wings attached to my hoody) tattoos and piercings covering people ranging from their 20's to their 60's even 70's. If you dont fit in somewhere... New orleans is the place to be. I see people that come here for 6 months and are ready to move on ... they have learned to accept themselves and are ready for their next stage in life. me... im happy here... yes with post-katrina still handing over our heads all we can do is live as we are... Most of us are great people with great intentions... ive never felt so loved anywhere else. But yes like any city we all have our problems... and with

Hate
I figured out that I hate men. I found out when I got home that my boyfriend cheated on me using my own toys. He left everything out in the shower. I feel as if I could just die. Today was the first time in three years that I wanted my mother.

Just When I Thought...
Just when I thought it couldn't get better, u prove me wrong! If I could b with u it would b like having every single 1 of my wishes come true. I dont know how a person who I barely even know could make me feel on top of the world but this 1 person does that 2 me....When u change the way u look at things, the things u look at change. I need 2 give this a chance and im worried that im being foolish 2 think that any thing will ever come of this... Should I just be happy with how it has been the past few days and accept it 4 what it is, or do I just sit back and see what happens, or do I run away and pretend it never even happened? I dont know...He just does something 2 me that no words could ever explain or describe...I am not PERFECT and this I don't claim 2 b, but I am as perfect 4 him as he is 4 me. That is 1 of the ways he makes me feel. Everything happens 4 a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out 2 be good 4 something.

Valentine Surprise
Nick Steel wanted something special for his guests at the Valentine’s bash. He thought about his friends and grinned reaching down to stroke his cock through his pants. He knew what the people that came to his parties were looking for. Quickly he picked up the phone and called Amber. She’d been a regular to his party’s ever since that fate full Halloween bash. She’d really changed since then. Now she was very out going in the first to join in all group activities at his parties. She’d even come to work for him in one of his office’s. He wasn’t sure how much work she did but she more then earned her pay. She was definitely a team player. Quickly he explained what he wanted. She giggled and said she’d get right on it. He grinned pleased and buzzed his secretary in. To bad he wasn’t in the same office is Amber he never could get enough of her. A tall blonde walked in wearing a sexy pin striped suit dress that showed every curve. Coming to his desk with a pen and pad of paper she asked if

Howdy Ya'll
No much new here, so I thought I'd leave Ya'll a little funny.... Brokeback Mountain Lady A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels. " The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the

Words Women Use
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usu ally end in "Fine". GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Dad Contest Now Open
~ Okay since I'm doing a DADS Contest ~ I want to do a DADS contest for all the fathers out there! So send me your pic and i will enter you . VIP Gifts Given away always in my contest....lol 1st DAD is...... with 1 comments 2nd Dad is...... with 1 comments 3rd Dad is...... with 1 comments 4th dad is...... with 1 comments starts on 2/2 thur 2/9 most comments wins you can comment on your pic thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Just Sum Simple Thoughts
I have lived 4 a long time dependent upon no 1, answering 2 no 1 & committed 2 no 1 except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the world mine 4 the taking & truly believed that I was living life 2 the fullest. Then, u came in2 the picture, & all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself. I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found a special some1 & along with it the 1 person who can make my life truly different. I'll be 4ever greatful 2 u for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance 2 give it depth & purpose. Until I c u (Sat), I remain totally u'rs in thought . Darlene

Turds
CHERRY TAP,YOU CAN EAT THE PEANUT'S OUT A MY SHIT UNTIL YOU KICK ME THE FUCK OFF HERE! I HAVE NEVER BEEN A MEMBER OF ANY WEB SITE THAT MAKES IT DAMN NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO LEAVE!!! I WILL FUCKING CUSS AND DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT UNTIL SOMEBODY COMPLAINS!!! IT'S FUCKING SHIT EATIN SHAME THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS,...BUT THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT,...A VERY DISSATISFIED CUSTOMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW CLOSE THIS FUCKING ACCOUNT AND CUT THE BULL SHIT BOY OR GIRL OR WHAT EVER THE FUCK YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More Words....
A sad song......... Where do I go from today? go back; I don't know the way. When did it become so small, I was supposed to be big and have it all. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. How do I make the next move? Do I really have anything left to prove? What is the reason for all this doubt? A little girl screams to get out. Remembering the soft touch of yesterday, wishing all the pain would go away. Calling to the nameless in the night, Lost in the darkness, lost without light. Leg shaking, winds blowing, eyes closing, heart slowing. Sleep.

Poem
Tree of Despair The Tree of Despair hangs over me Its enveloping branches choke the life out of me It feeds on death to renew itself Its only hope is to lead the innocent into damnation The death of innocent souls keeps it alive So many souls have passed this way And met their doom Led astray by the grim surroundings They found many ways to kill themselves Hundreds of bodies hang from the branches And the leaves are blood red They fall to the ground And turn black Adding to the sense of despondency All those filled with shame Head this way Your end awaits you Welcome to the Wood of Death And the Tree of Despair In this land of dead souls The Dark Lord surveys all His blood red eyes dismiss all hope And twinkle wickedly at the dreadful scene Only evil can thrive in his Dark Kingdom Each night he counts the victims Who hang from the Tree of Despair I give you fair warning Do not trespass there

Just Words I Wrote...
Fast in love, slow in life, from doer to done, lover to wife. At the end of the game and what have you won? Anothers dreams, anothers name. Ante up, feed the pot, play your hand, my advice; bluff, a lot! Stay true to your soul but play to win stand firm in your goal, don't give in! II A tapestry of branches woven in the sky. Like a sad song, when lovers kiss goodbye. Summer dusk falls in blues and grey, to sleep and dream at the end of the day. Hope fills the wells of swollen eyes looking, fast at my future, steady, I rise. You are my life ant the reason I wake, my children, my soul, my heart and my fate

Online Scams Beware
I am Mike Rod and I am a managing director and head of international private banking I have contacted you in search of a partner who can assist me in recieving funds as a next of kin to a deceased client of my bank. I have studied these funds for over a year now. Being the deceased financial consultant before the untimely and sudden death and since i am the only one who has the knowledge where these funds ($30million) was moved to when the deceased demanded it be moved from our office SMITH &WILLIAMSON to a security company,i can move this deal forward to it's successful end once we conclude to work together.What I expect from you is trust and commitment.There is a reward for this project and it is a task well worth undertaking.According to practice, the Security firm will by the end of this financial year broadcast a request for statements of claim to SMITH & WILLIAMSON Private Bank, failing to receive viable claims they will most probably revert the depos

Finally
So after a 3 year waiting list I got the letter today that my home state wants me to be a motorcycle safety instructor! Craziness because I dont need to work (Already financially secure) and I would do this job for free. They also want to pay me a nice salary, crazy crazy. I always wanted to be an instructor or teacher and there is almost nothing about bikes or riding I dont know. Bikes are my 1st love, I was on my 1st bike when I was 4. I am extremely happy and I cant wait to teach people how to operate a bike safely. I really want to make the difference and hopefully save someones life! Keep the Rubberside Down.

On And Offline For A Bit !!!
I will be on an offline for a while just thought i would let people know that i am not being stingy or nothing just not on as much i would like to be and stuff so that is why i am not voting and rating...Will be back on soon i hope...Lots of Love My friends, fans and family...

----- Non-lumens Vivat -----
The darkling Hours where walks the Night, in feeble lumes where Shadows Bite, Where walk in safety Innocent. and swift Death Meets the Evil-bent, The Shadows are not still, you see, and watch the night unendingly, for Innocence doth walk abroad, and breathing folk enact their fraud, The Life that's Lived no legend, here, and the Loved are those who let it near, Their Hearts, their Souls, their Passions-filled, with Love-Unending, Ever willed, By Those who Walk and Guard the Night, From beings who the world enfright, And yet Protect the Innocent, From Other realms where Hell is bent, On things unHoly, Deeds and fells, On tearing Souls and rending veils, For such existence as they have, those ne'er-do-wells of nameless grave, So give your Thanks ye mortal Kine, The Kindred Live - Protecting thine, And that ye pay with blood and Love, is simply Price - the Kindred Prove, That fickle tho' the humans Be, The Kindred Live Eternity,

A True Passion
Sometimes a woman needs a hero out of time. There are bogus pledges out there in this great big world. Hedges placed around the flower of love, while unfeigned passion is hurled. Cast Into the broad space of the spirit world, a heart lies broken by a lurking troll. His true image masked by a token smile void of any true compassionate goal. Her souls blindness was bolstered by her need to be loved through sordid taste. Wasting inside, the trolls outer case hides narcissistic human waste. The trolls image has the appearance of an angelic man. Brutally handsome, yet his eyes reveal a latent clan, harboring a perverse plan. All is not lost, for our new hero makes haste, crossing the mirrored bridge of mystic embrace. No man must venture across with doubt, for a honest heart will always win out, so with a great shout our hero, famed Michael, dismounts his horse; venturing forth with a

Valentine's For Lovers And For Friends
Valentine's for lovers and for friends. All my love goes out to you this day! Love is something different from desire: Even, silent, peaceful as the sky. Nor is love interested in means or ends. There are no selfish needs that it must weigh. Instead, love's plenitude itself inspires, Needing neither cause nor reason why. Each day my thoughts enchanted with you lie. Written by: Born N Raised

Loneliness
Life has sadness as well as smiles ... one has to learn to live through BOTH ... FOR EXAMPLE: ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ At twenty three (23) years of age the love of my then young) life chose suicide by bullet to the brain ... leaving the love of her (young) life, and our nine month old twins to ponder the meaning of the word, 'lonliness' ... Five painful years later, these words mingled with my tears on the paper in front of me ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ LONELINESS This loathsome beast upon me chews, and mocks me as my thoughts I muse. It brings back mem’ries of the dead, of scarlet blood, of tears I’ve shed. It grins as sad I lay in bed, for it well knows the sleep I dread. A bloody room, the Love that’s flown, in Dreams each night to me are shown. It shows me every Joy I knew, and laughing tells me Love is through. With glee the Beast claws at my mind, and tears apart each hope I find. This gruesome Beast my soul must meet,

Soul Invoking
The basic essence of cultivating enlightenment should be discerned: it is the inherently complete and pure mind, in which there is no false discrimination, and body and mind are fundamentally pure, unborn, and undying. This is the basic teacher; this is better than invoking the Soul of the ten directions. bryan aKa the writer

Forget Him
Forget his name forget his face forget his kiss his warm embrace forget the love that you once know remember he has someone new forget him when they play your song remember when you cried all night long forget how close you once were remember he has chosen her forget how you memorized his walk forget the way he use to talk forget the things he use to say remember he has gone away forget his laugh forget his grin forget the dimples on his chin forget the way he held you tight remember he's with her tonight forget the time that went so fast forget the love moved it's past forget he said he'd leave you never remember he's gone for ever

Words Or The Day By Me!!
The basic essence of cultivating enlightenment should be discerned: it is the inherently complete and pure mind, in which there is no false discrimination, and body and mind are fundamentally pure, unborn, and undying. This is the basic teacher; this is better than invoking the Soul of the ten directions. bryan aKa the writer

Dad Contest Is Now Open!
~ Okay since I'm doing a DADS Contest ~ I want to do a DADS contest for all the fathers out there! So send me your pic and i will enter you . VIP Gifts Given away always in my contest....lol 1st DAD is...... with 1 comments 2nd Dad is...... with 1 comments 3rd Dad is...... with 1 comments starts on 2/2 thur 2/9 most comments wins you can comment on your pic thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Pamper
Treat her like a Queen. Delve into her tomorrows. Listen to her sorrows. Fill her heart with desire. As you light her soul on fire. Bring gifts to her alter. Don't be slack or falter, heap songs of love on her Psalter. Adore her every sensual movement. Cherish her quintessential loved filled moments. Let your lips collide in perpetual bridal bliss Enter into her sweet lips. As you enter into her bedroom eyes Remember to caress her tender thighs. Dress her anew in your hot flames of splendor. Basking in spicy savors from her surrender. Give heart filled praise and treat her like Queen Adelaide. Make your bed her throneroom accolade. Remember to move slowly to her rhythmic heat. Atone for your often miscreate habits of ill deceit. Love her long and love her hard.

What's Your Southern Sign?
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. You go well with most anyone. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with a Moon Pie but Catfish or Okra are O.K. too. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore dee

Prayers Needed
Hey for those of you who know me, you know I am a pretty quiet person. I have found the love of my life,my soulmate, something we all look for in our life time and I am so lucky to have that. Unfortunatly right now he is over seas. He is a Marine. But last night I found out that his team came underfirem, and he has been hurt severly. We are not sure how bad and what. So I am asking for prayers for Brian. I don't as for much. just for him to be able to come home safe and sound.

Life Changing Every Moment
Of course we all know life changes every second, you never know what is around that next corner. I have found that there were many things in my life that should have been settled by now. As fate had it there was no way to settle things. I finally was given the chance, to at least understand them. It was my weakness that had me hanging on. I wanted to believe he would come back and make things right. I didn't want to feel like I was dumped just because I thought I was pregnant. It took 30 years before I had the chance to ask those questions that had been festering in that dark little closet in my mind that I tried not to visit. My father helped a little, he said things to me over those 30 years that led me to believe my dad had a lot to do with the babys dad disappearing, and without knowing, I was given the same answers by the dad which helped me believe he was not lying to me when he said he didn't know about the baby. He did give me a way, I finally used it. Somehow an email with eve

Broken
Broken by Lindsey Haun Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky and then it starts to rain my defenses hit the ground and they shatter all around so open and expose but I found strength in the struggle face to face with my troubles (chorus) when your broken in a million little pieces and your trying but you can’t hold on anymore every tear falls down for a reason don’t you stop believing in yourself when your broken Little girl don’t be so blue I know what your going through don’t let it be you up hitting walls and getting scars only makes you who you are only makes you who you are no matter how your heart is aching there is beauty in the breaking yeah yeah (repeat chorus) Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place when your broken oh when your broken ah ah (final chorus) when your broken in a million little pieces and your trying but you can’t hold on anymore every tear falls down for a reason don’t you stop believing in yourself

Childish Games
I have noticed that there are some people an here ,who seem to derive some childish pleasure in rating all of a persons pics as Not Safe For Work . Come on people ,this a site for adults not 3rd graders. I don't even understand why they have the whole not safe for work thing . I always thought that when you are at your job ,you were suposed to be doing somthing like......UMMMM ..... I don't know.... WORKING!!! Not hanging out on Cherry Tap,Myspace,or any other social networking site. I wish people would grow up and act there age. It's Behavior like this that I don't go on Myspace anymore. Repost if you are as fed up with this crap as I am (repost of original by 'Charlie' on '2007-02-02 17:48:20') (repost of original by '~CRAZY~F'N~BITCH~ WILL I EVER BE TAMED? ~' on '2007-02-02 17:52:38')

Lee Roy Mercer® Gone Racin'™ - Cd Press Release
NEWS HEADLINESLEE ROY MERCER® - GONE RACIN'™ - CD PRESS RELEASEFOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: 01-14-07"It Ain't Nothin' For Lee Roy Mercer To Whoop A NASCAR Driver's Ass!"Bristol, TN. WARHEAD RECORDS™ is pleased to announce the release of the new Prank Call Cup Racing album from LEE ROY MERCER® entitled GONE RACIN'™ on February, 13, 2007. LEE ROY MERCER® GONE RACIN'™, (The Album Formerly Known As "NASCALLS". Not Approved By Or Affiliated With NASCAR®). Celebrating his 13th Anniversary, the infamous Tennessee prank call comedian teamed with former NASCAR Driver Rick Mast to open a Tallboy can of Whoop-Ass on today's top name NASCAR Drivers, Crew Chiefs and Owners. The album features Mercer's famous claim to "Whoop a Man's Ass" delivered to several well known drivers and racing personalities including Tony Stewart, Rusty Wallace, Bobby Labonte, Dale Jarrett, Jack Roush and many others.Produced by Jon Holtz, this forward thinking, comedic effort, is an ambitious prank call

I'm Worth $67.50
1. Had sex: $6.00 2. Smoked: $5.00 3. Got drunk: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $3.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $4.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $4.00 7. Cheated: $2.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $0.50 9. Been expelled: $5.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $3.00 11. Given oral: $5.00 12. Got oral: $5.00 13. Prank called the cops: $3.00 14. Stole something: $2.00 15. Done drugs: $5.00 16. Dyed your hair: $0.50 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $3.00 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $4.00 19. Ate a whole thing of oreos: $0.50 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $1.00 21. Said you love someone but didnt mean it: $1.00 22. Been in love: $4.00 23. Got caught doing something that you shouldnt have been doing: $1.00 24. Went streaking: $4.00 25. Got arrested: $5.00 26. Madeout with someone at the movies: $2.00 27. Peed in the pool: $0.50 28. Played spin the bottle: $1.00 29. Done something you regret: $3.00

Lame!
A crush on me? Oh, no. Back in Junior High. haha Much appreciated! Superbowl weekend, keg is ordered, will be handled Sunday morning. Food preperation, gotta love the mom, she is hookin the spread up. Bets have been laid, "legal" haha. New 60 Inch Plasma, how can you go wrong? Pad is brand new. Invites are up to like 50, should be a descent turnout. Rules of engagement, yes party rules: 1)WOMEN are NOT allowed to sit and ASK play by play questions. You have had at LEAST ONE entire season to ask questions, do not hold it all in until one of the HOLIEST days of the yr! Pretty much, that's it. Madden will be available in the "play" room. Which is actually the rocked out theater room. Keg will be in the bucket outside. Food on the kitchen island. It's all planned! So, who else has plans? HAHA Who else has a rockin woman in their life that would plan a Superbowl party, and lay down rules like that? HAHA One in a million! Hate it or love it, either way ya gott

Come See Me...no Strings Attached!
Hey:)...My devoted Fans and darling Friends:) I will be online tonight after 9PM est...I'd love it if you came by for a hot chat and a tasty view of me!... Just click my link...It is FREE TO JOIN!... NO STRINGS ATTACHED...UNLESS :)~~'' Kiss-Kiss, Your naughty! can be sweet! Gemma:)

More Bad News...
Ok so this week, I was able to go to school 2 days out of 5. My heart seems to be getting worse and my blood pressure is getting dangerously low. Today was the lowest it has been ever. my mom took me to the doctors yesterday. I found out i have gained 20 pounds in a month due to meds my cardiologist put me on. My regular doctor took me off those meds and put me on Beta blockers. He didnt want to because they tend to make people depressed, and im already on Prozac so yeah. But he thinks they might work. I pray that they do i dont know how much more of this i can take. yesterday was the most pain a heart episode has put me through and im getting sick of staying home and not being able to do anything. *sigh* sorry i guess i just needed to complain a little.

Against Racism
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

The Wild Flower's Perfume
A sweetness about you life''s fondest retreat, Orchids and roses I lay at your feet. Fields of green clover, our passion in bloom, A bee drawn to honey, wild flower''s perfume. The beat of your heart as I lay head to breast, A feeling of warmth and sweet tenderness. Being surrounded by all that you are, Together our love outshines any star. Our magic a bond that shall never end, A rippling of spasms will perfectly blend. Riding the wave, each moment a pleasure, All this we are, all that we treasure.

I'm Dying To Dream
On March 7, 1956, Mother of our Twins, Joan died ... it is at long last, my turn; my Brain whispers these words into my aching ears ... Love 'n (one more poem), RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I'M DYING TO DREAM When from my arms, to underground, her body slid from view, alone again, I dreamed inside sobbing for my Love that died. Alone again, I dream inside, wanting to hear that I have died. Wanting to know we both are free to share sweet Love eternally. Alone again, I dream inside waiting to hear that I have died so WE can dream our lovers' dream ... together ... again! ~ ~ ~ RWH, Feb 2, 2007 ~ ~ ~

Shake The Hand Of God……
So you want to go mule riding, m’lady? Here’s a mule: his name is Rip. He is older with few vices but still full of fire and heart. He knows how to put fire and heart into his work. So now you’re mounted and settled; I must say you’ve a fine seat…on that mule. Rip’s showing you the best of his best this morning. He knows that you make him look good. We trot up the track to the south pasture then north to the old Get-A-Long Trail then a mile and six furlongs to the great cross roads. Now the choice is before us: Where shall we ride? We can ride the shores of the deep southern ocean Or thru Texas down to the isles of the Caribbean Sea or west cross the prairies and the Rockies to the peaceful ocean and ride cross it on mule back to lands new found and ancient that lie bounded by that great ocean and it seas. We can ride where we will for we are poets full of heart and fire, imagination and desire… We can ride the high ridges and coulees

Childish Games Ppl On Here Are Playing
I have noticed that there are some people an here ,who seem to derive some childish pleasure in rating all of a persons pics as Not Safe For Work . Come on people ,this a site for adults not 3rd graders. I don't even understand why they have the whole not safe for work thing . I always thought that when you are at your job ,you were suposed to be doing somthing like......UMMMM ..... I don't know.... WORKING!!! Not hanging out on Cherry Tap,Myspace,or any other social networking site. I wish people would grow up and act there age. It's Behavior like this that I don't go on Myspace anymore. Repost if you are as fed up with this crap as I am (repost of original by 'Charlie' on '2007-02-02 17:48:20') I totally agree with this

Autumn Breeze
autumn breeze Sing upon a morning branch A sparrow at first glance Whispering in the autumn leaves the Song of the morning breeze Cold and crisp at first light Will bring one to a soaring height Dripping with the new days dew Another day fresh for you. Scott Baker

Good Advice
Ever notice in a argument that noone ever wins? but kinda funny if you sit back and let the other person screach and you agree with them they feel like a total fool, theyre also out of breath sweating and looking kinda funny. anyways what is more funnier is to sit back let them say what they want or have to and you point the facts out.. ever notice they dont say anything. and why is that? because you proved them wrong. I was told keep your friends close,, but keep your enemies closer you might just get the upper hand.

At The Altar
In the twilight of the evening, When the sun hides its glow. I think of the nights that we shared As our love for each other grew. Each kiss was a bond of friendship As my body pressed close to you. We knew our love for each other Was beyond what others knew. I whispered will you marry me And my heart flew like a dove When your soulful answer was yes. We bonded as one at the altar of love

Choices (received Via Email)
I'm sure some of you have read this before in your emails, but there is nothing wrong with repeating good stories.... This one should keep us all thinking. I chose #2, now you pick one. This is a true story of something that happened just a few years ago at USC. There was a professor of philosophy there who was a deeply committed atheist. His primary goal for one required class was to spend the entire semester to prove that God couldn't exist. His students were always afraid to argue with him because of his impeccable logic. Sure, some had argued in class at times, but no one had ever really gone against him because of his reputation. At the end of every semester on the last day, he would say to his class of 300 students, "If there is anyone here who still believes in Jesus, stand up!" In twenty years, no one had ever stood up. They knew what he was going to do next. He would say, "Because anyone who believes in God is a fool". If God exist

From Sheri
SIGNS OF GOOD HEALTH.... Keep a SUPPORTIVE network of friends and family. Keep POSITIVE EXPECTATIONS about all things. Spread episodes of GRATITUDE and GENEROSITY. Maintain SENSITIVITY for the feelings of others around you. Keep an OPEN MIND so you can adapt to changing conditions. Have a persistent sense of HUMOR. Do the RIGHT thing for the RIGHT reason. FOR THAT IS MY DEFINITION OF GOOD HEALTH. YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... LOVE LIVIN IT.... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

As My Heart.....ding Dong
When I awakened dear And found you close to me I kissed your tender lips, As my arms enveloped thee. My day is now complete As you nestle in my arms. And whisper that you love me With all your lovely charms. No more could I ask for Than this love you gave to me. I love you oh my darling And my heart I give to Thee.

Mom Contest Updated
~ I'm Holding a Mother Contest ~ Starts tommorrow at 9 am central time ! Let's see who makes the Top Mother in comments. so all moms send me your pics and i'll add you to the contest. 1st mom is..... with 50 comments 2nd mom is...... with 9 comments 3rd mom is...... with 1 comments 4th mom is...... with 1 comments 5th mom is...... with 1 comments 6th mom is...... with 1 comments 7th mom is..... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will start on 2/2 thur 2/9 again mom with most comments wins! thanks maria click on the pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Geez This Place
Must be a goddamn full time job. I am gone for a week. I lost 3 crushes and deleted off family lists. I must have the plague. Feeling all unloved and stuff. Imma go crawl back under my rock and hide. Well I would do all that but GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE. Now love me people or I won't come back!

You Never Know
So the big V-day is coming up, hope everybody has someone on this day, cause i know i dont really care about this day. I have spent the last4 with someone that i really cared about an thats all i need. It seems that obstacles are thrown in your way to make you stronger. Under a pale grey sky i write this blog looking out my window into the bleekness of the yard. watching the ghosts of my lost love tumble across the grass. But like the grass thats dead to. But day in an day out little by little this feeling leaves me but with it, it takes something that i had faught so hard to gain i used to be the total opposite of what i am now. i was voitile angry an sad at everything but mostly myself. I'm over that now I guess i should be happy cause i loved her, i loved her so much that she wont look at me, talk to me. cause she knows what she did an that she felt something die on the other side of the phone. Well i guess after all you cant change your stars... And watch the Vid i

Giveaway
Bethies gonna do a gift giveaway. 4,000 comments for a ring 10,000 for a motor cycle 2,000 for diamond earings 1,500 for a mens bracelet these are just examples, ill do any gift youd like other then vic gifts (because im not a vic) lol so anyone interested send me a message thanks Beth blahidontlikeyou and they wonder why im 21 and going grey~PATRON FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

A Drean 4 Us
Night time... Sweet beddy-bye hour When Life is finally calm; I snuggle up closer to you, Soft nibbles on your skin In hopes of a sweet treat. I know I caught you dreaming Of the peace and quiet That eluded you during a day Spent chasing after kids, Cleaning up messes, Kissing boo-boos and ouchies Along the way. Even so, let me offer you An even better dream Of tickling each other's fancies And turning this winter night Into our own personal tropics. Let that delicious thought simmer While I go and soothe the baby Whose nightmare upset him, Disturbing his peace and ours. Once I've returned, And gathered your once-again Sleeping form into my arms, I will keep the dream For both of us.

To My Darling Husband
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX P.S YOUR GIRLFRIEND CALLED!!

Doc
Took my mom to the doctors this morning. Shes been saying her backs been hurting for the last few days so i forced her to go in today. The doctor thinks it may be osteoporosis. She said they wont know for sure until some tests are done. Thats all i can say for now.

Wait... Hold The F**k Up
Wait... hold the fuck up u need to stay out of my business. Nobody told you to tell anybody what goes on in my personal life thats for me and me only u need to worry about ur self and the shit ur going through and stop worrying about me... with ur stupid ass. The next time i hear my name come out of ur mouth imma...well u kno the deal but.....B 4 i leave i wanted to let you kno that i just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico and pissed you off at the same time. Send this to as many of your friends as you want and see how many you get mad

Thinking Of You
As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens .. ------------------------------------------------- Even when i'm not home I can still see your beautiful eyes, your soft hair, your warm smile and your sweet voice. I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying, I love you Never forget how much I love you As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens Never forget how much I love you Your love lives inside me Your love goes wherever I go. I love you always and forever.

Fan Attcaked?
Two boys are playing hockey on a pond in a Chicago Park when a crazed Rottweiler suddenly attacks one of the boys. Thinking quickly, the other boy takes his hockey stick, shoves it under the dog's collar, twists it and breaks the dog's neck, saving his friend. A reporter is standing by, sees the incident, and rushes over to interview the boy. "Young Cub Fan Saves Friend From Vicious Animal," he starts writing in his notebook. "But I'm not a Cubs fan," the little boy replies. "Sorry, but since we're in Chicago, I just assumed you were," says the reporter and starts writing again. "Sox Fan Rescues Friend From Horrific Attack," he writes in his notebook. "But I'm not a Sox fan either," the little boy replies. "Sorry, but since we're in Chicago, I just assumed you were," says the reporter and starts writing again. "Bears Fan Rescues Friend From Horrific Attack," he writes in his notebook. "I'm not a Bears fan either," says the boy. "Oh... I assumed ever

A Colts Fan
A first grade teacher explains to her class that she is an Indianapolis Colts fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they are Colts fans too. Not really knowing what a Colts fan was, but wanting to be liked by their teacher, their hands fly into the air. There is, however, one exception. Susie has not gone along with the crowd. The teacher asks her why she has decided to be different. "Because I'm not a Colts fan" she reports. "Then," asks the teacher, "what are you?" "I'm a Chicago Bears fan!" boasts the little girl. The teacher asks Susie why she is a Bears fan. "Well, my Dad and Mom are Bears fans, so I'm a Bears fan too" she responds. "That's no reason," the teacher says. "What if your mom was a moron and your dad was an idiot. What would you be then?" Susie smiles and says, "A Colts fan." What does Colts stand for? C- COUNT O-ON L-LOSING T-THE S-SUPERBOWL

A True Bears Fan
A true Bears fan.... A man had 50 yard line tickets for the Bear's game. As he sits down, a man comes down and asks if anyone is sitting in the seat next to him. "No," he says, "the seat is empty." "This is incredible," said the man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the Bears game, the biggest sporting event in the world, and not use it?" He says, "Well, actually, the seat belongs to me. I was supposed to come with my wife, but she passed away. This is the first Bears game we haven't been to together since we got married in 1967." "Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else -- a friend or relative, or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head. "No, they're all at the funeral." Go Bears!!!!!!!

Tough Love Vs. Spanking
Tough Love vs. Spanking (received in an email) (a psychological conundrum) Most of America\'s populace think it improper to spank children, so I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of \"those moments.\" One that I found effective is for me to just take the child for a car ride and talk. They usually calm down and stop misbehaving after our car ride together. I\'ve included a photo below of one of my sessions with my son, in case you would like to use the technique. Sincerely, A Friend Scroll down for picture Disclaimer (before you get upset)..... Notice.... (1) the speed sign is in the distance and straight ahead and is probably clocking someone else because... (2) the car is in park...and, (3) the car is on the shoulder of the road. HOWEVER.... How many folks have thought of some creative solutions for driving in a point, but never acted upon it???? ;)

Gods A Bears Fan
Peyton Manning, after living a full life, died. When he got to heaven, God was showing him around. They came to a modest little house with a faded Colts flag in the window. "This house is yours for eternity, Peyton," said God. "This is very special; not everyone gets a house up here." Peyton felt special, indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up the porch, he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a 3-story mansion with an navy blue and black sidewalk, a 50 foot tall flagpole with an enormous Bears logo flag, and in every window, a Chicago Bears towel. Peyton looked at God and said "God, I'm not trying to be ungrateful, but I have a question. I was an all-pro QB, I hold many NFL records, and I even went to the Hall of Fame." God said "So what's your point Peyton?" "Well, why does Rex Grossman get a better house than me?" God chuckled, and said "Peyton, that's not Rex's house, it's mine."

Bears Trivia
(former Bears player Brian Piccolo was number 41 !!!) In honor of the Chicago Bears going to Super Bowl 41. Here are 41 things that have changed from the last time the Chicago Bears played in the Super Bowl (which was Super Bowl 20 in 1986): 1 Brian Urlacher was in 2nd grade. Rex Grossman was in kindergarten. 2 Peyton Manning was 10 years old. Eli Manning was 5 years old. Their dad, Archie, had just retired from the NFL two years earlier. 3 Lovie Smith was in his first college coaching job at University of Tulsa. 4 Ronald Reagan was the President, and Harold Washington was the Mayor..James R. Thompson was the Governor running for re-election and his office was in the new State of Illinois Center, which is now called the James R. Thompson Center. 5 George W. Bush was 39 years old and still drinking. His father would run for President two years later. 6 Rod Blagojevich was just out of law school and was a low-level prosecutor working for the Cook County State's Attor

Men
so i ran this theory past my friend today and she said im crazy... men have 2 states of mind.. the relationship state of mind and the friendship state of mind.. I was raised by nothing but men.. I can hang with the boys and keep up, hence the reason a lot of ppl call me a dude with boobs.. i can almost do everything a man can. I work in construction and do motorcycle restoration, fields dominated with men. I was raised to know women are evil, which they actually are, most of em anyway.. I see women for what they are, women cant fool me.. now MEN on the other hand i understand and usually can tell them what they are gonna do before they do it.. until it comes to relationships.. this brings me to the whole 2 diff states of mine theory.. i was best friends with this guy for a long time then he wanted to start dating.. and he changed completely he no longer saw me as "one of the guys" but as the "fragile defensless girlfriend" now that was about 4 years ago but still they all do it and i d

The New Superbowl Shuffle For 2006/2007
SUPER BOWL SHUFFLE '06-'07 - THE REMIX We are the BEARS, the NEW shufflin' crew. Shufflin' on down, doin' it for you. 13-3 is how we get our kicks Blowin' your mind like in 86 You know we're just struttin' for fun Struttin' our stuff for everyone. We're not here to start no trouble. We're just here to do the Super Bowl Shuffle. Brian Urlacher Urlacher here, I'm the heart of the D You wanna get to the endzone, gotta go through me I'm a hit with the ladies, they love my style But putting hits on Favre is what makes me smile We've known all season that we're number 1 The new Monsters of the Midway, we're having some fun We didn't come here to look for trouble We just came to do the Super Bowl Shuffle Rex Grossman Well they call me Sexy Rexy and I'm young and tough Had a couple rough games, but I know I got the stuff I'm an Indiana boy, at home on a farm, I like throwing it deep and showing off my arm Staying cool under pressure, is the

The Executioner. Poem
HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. HEADLESS CORPSE, LEATHEL THREAT. GUILLOTINE, RAZOR SHARP, ELECTRIC CHAIR, STOPS THE HEART. RELIGIOUS RIGHTS, IN THE NIGHT. IN THE NAME OF GOD, YOU KILL IN BATTLE, AS THOSE WHO SLAUGHTER CATTLE. HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. NO REMORSE, NO DISPARE, AS THE BLACK SMOKE, FILLS THE AIR. YOU ARE THE REAPER, WHO SHALL REAP, AS MOTHER AND CHILD CRY AND WEEP IN THEIR SLEEP. HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. SHALL YOUR SOUL EVER FIND REST. THE EXCUTIONER. COPYRIGHTED 1985, REVISED/EDITED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK akaS.F.P.

O.m.g.
Well, it's been a strange couple of weeks. I haven't even looked at this place, and to be honest, haven't even thought about it. Life has been very up-and-down, between illness, workload and other things taking my time. I haven't even been able to do any real writing. Everything is hinged on money right now as (a) I don't have any, and (b) I need to make more of it. So, I'll not be as much of a stranger. I've said that before, I know, but as I get more involved in stuff I realize I need a spot like CT to keep things light. Everything else has been SO heavy.

Dreams Do Come True....
I never thought that one day my dreams would really come true , To fall from the heavens into the clouds Into a relationship as beautiful as ours- We share our lives together breathing each other’s air, Sharing each others thoughts, Your touch is so tender, Your heart is so dear, Life feels so safe when I share it with you Your words are always so comforting, Your heart is always so sincere, Life would not be so special, If I didn’t have you to share it with Everything you do for me Shows me how lucky I am to have you To talk too, To Love, To turn to, You catch me when I fall Always help me get back on my feet… I hope I show through my actions, Through my words, How special you are to me, How I appreciate you and love you, How much joy you bring to me, My heart is full of love and appreciation Because without I wo

The Democrats 'new Direction'
The Democrats new promise "A New Direction for America" The stock market is at a new all-time high and America's 401K's are back. A new direction from there means, what? Unemployment is at 25 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Oil prices were plummeting.and will again. A new direction from there means, what? Taxes are at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Federal tax revenues are at all-time highs. A new direction from there means, what? The Federal deficit is down almost 50%, just as predicted over last year. A new direction from there means, what? Home valuations are up 200% over the past 3.5 years. A new direction from there means, what? Inflation is in check, hovering at 20 year lows. A new direction from there means, what? Not a single terrorist attack on US soil since 9/11/01. A new direction from there means, what? Osama bin Laden is living under a rock in a dark cave, having not surfaced in years,

To All My True Freinds
Just a note to say thank you for the prayers for Kiley. And to let you all know she has left the hospital. Shes not out of the woods yet but Im positive it was all your prayers that got her back home with her mom. thank you very much to all of you. May god be with you all and have a great weekend

A Man's "camper"...
A "MAN'S" Camper WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD WANT TO LOOK LIKE THEY WERE CAMPING IN A GARBAGE TRUCK???!! Until you look inside! Click here to see the "Man's Camper" photos inside and out QUESTION: What is wrong with those pictures, though? I have yet to meet a man that is THAT organized and clean!! ;)

Why Don't Alot Of People Return The Luv?
I go to peoples profiles and drop a 10 on the profile...comment them, drop 10's on the pictures, add, fan them.....then I get added with no luv returned???? WTF Quit Being So Stuck Up!! LMFAO

Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

An Update
just thought i'd throw this out there.... in the recent past week, i've pissed quite a few people off. frankly i don't care anymore. talk all the shit you want about me, not like it matters. for all those that still like me, feel free to hit me up and talk or whatever. i shut my lounge down and i shut my station down. too many issues, too many headaches... frankly too much nonsense.

About Says It All!
I bought a new 2007 Cadillac and returned to the dealer the next day complaining that I couldn't figure out how the radio worked. The salesman explained that the radio was voice activated. Watch this!" he said, "Nelson!" The Radio eplied, "Ricky or Willie?" "Willie", he continued and "On The Road Again" came from the speakers. Then he said, "Ray Charles!", and in an instant "Georgia On My Mind" replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy, and for the next few days, every time I'd say, Beethoven," I'd get beautiful classical music, and if I said, "Beatles," I'd get one of their awesome songs. Yesterday, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed my new car, but as I swerved to avoid them. I yelled, "Ass Holes!" Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks, with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums, Dan Rather on harmonica, Nancy Pelosi on tambourine, Harry Reid o

Yearning
Do you know how it feels like to wait for a kiss from you? Do you know what my heart endures? Your ever so soft kisses as you take me in your arms and hold me so tight. How I long for you to return. I think of you every hour, minutes and seconds that go by. I love you and admire your care. You are my forever love. As darkness, falls close your eyes and dream of me. I am forever yours.

Brief Note Before Beginning!
Just a heads up that I will be doing a series of blogs on Traditional Chinese Medicine as it relates to sex, sexual function, and depletion of something the Chinese call Essence! I will also be covering some aspects of Taoist spiritual philosophy and how it applies to enhancing ones sexual function. Also going to address some aspects of Tantra. Yeah, I've even got a book list for those who like to read and study as much as I do. None of these are medical texts, so not to worry! Fun reading with very nice pictures, by the way. This is something near and dear to my heart! I treat a fair number of men and women for sexual dysfunction in my acupuncture practice. Some just don't want to use medications like Viagra, et al. Have you seen the list of potential side effects of that stuff - it's enough to scare you!! There are exercises and techniques utilized in these Eastern traditions that really work, if you actually use them! My brief note has become a long one, as usual. I just fe

Adult With Pet New Person Added
~ Adult with Pet Contest ~ Now i'm taking adults with pet or pets for my contest send your pic link to my inbox and i will enter you! one with most comments wins! 1st person is...... with 3397 comments 2nd person is...... with 1652 comments 3rd person is...... with 508 comments 4th person is...... with 385 comments 5th person is...... with 170 comments 6th person is..... with 110 comments 7th person is...... with 24 comments 8th person is...... with 7 comments 9th person is...... with 1 comments Contest from 2/1 thur 2/8 thanks maria

My New Song
If you are a fan of dark industrial, goth, electronic/experimental or even death metal, I have embedded the latest song by my band, The Solenoid Hums, in my profile. It's dark and dancey, and the lyrics are definitely not for the prudish. Please stop by and listen to the song and if you would be so kind leave me a comment to let me know what you think, please. Here are the lyrics: Oh Sister miss bloodshed come down the stairs i wanna show you my labotory experiments for girls like you Now shes awoken from her coma Sorry I had to put you in the sabbath tube No God to hear your prayers It's just me and you I want to know why you took my birds and the bees and replaced it for a dying disease! Theres nothing beautiful inside OH MISS SISTER BLOOD SHED HER INTERNAL BLEEDING WHY MOTHERS LAUGHING IN THE GARDEN OF ENID Why would he want this for me? Why would he want this for my soul? And now I'm so scared of myself. Treat your body like a temple but permit

Screams In Silence. Poem. 2005
MY MIND SCREAMS IN SILENCE. AS MY HEART AND SOUL JOIN IN THE CHORUS. SHALL I BE RESURECTED WHOLE, OR JUST A MEAR SHELL OF A MAN? AS I WATCH THE WORLD GO RUSHING PAST. I ASK, CAN ANYONE HEAR MY SILENT CRIES, MY SILENT SCREAMS. I PRAY THE MUSIC AND ART FROM WITHIN, SLOWLY AS IT TRICKLES OUT, BECOMES A LOUD RUSHING WATERFALL. BATHING THE SOUL AND ALL THOSE CLOSE TO ME, FILLING ME MAKING ME WHOLE ONCE AGAIN. TURN MY SCREAMS OF SILENT AGONY, INTO SCREAMS OF JOY AND HAPPINESS, THAT CAN BE HEARD BY ALL, THE LIVING AND THE DEAD THE SILENT AND THE VOCAL. I PRAY TO BE RESURECTED WHOLE, SO MY SCREAMS CAN BE HEARD, AS JOYFULL MUSIC TO ALL EARS. TO ALL WHO HAVE TOUCHED MY SPIRIT. NO MORE, SHALL MY SCREAMS BE SILENT. COPYRIGHTED 2005. FIRST VEIWING JANUARY 2007 SCOOTER BLACK aka S.F.P.

My Poem Of Lacie
Before you I was never happy Before you I felt like i didnt really have a place in the world Before you I never smiled as big as i do now Before you I didn't have anything to look forward to Before you I felt like I had no one that cared for me Just doing the same thing everyday was putting a strain on my heart But now I have you My World, My Soul Baby Girl I will Love You Till Death Do Us Part My Life With You Means Everything Love You Baby Girl

Learning The In's And Out's Of An Online Community
This is my first exposure to an online community, it has been quite an experience. I was overwhelmed at first, learning overload. I am relatively new to computer world, so I have been still learning the basics. But with each step I take and each new lesson learned, it fills me with awe. A few months ago, I was at the library and the computers were down, a sign said it would be a couple of hours before they went back online.I decided to use the time to search for something in a book. When I approached the librarian and asked him where I could find the desired material, he got a confused look on his face. I asked him what the problem was. He told me he was at a loss as to how to find the reference materials I wanted without the computer to tell him where it would be found. I thought to myself, how dependant we have become on computers in such a relatively short period of time. I had waited so long to start my education in the cyber world, until it was beginning to concern me.

Should Girls Be Forced To Be To Receive Hpv Vaccine?
Misc. News : Non-f.ood Things Last Updated: Jan 31, 2007 - 8:47:17 PM -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Should girls be forced to receive HPV vaccine? By Ben Wasserman - foodconsumer.org Jan 31, 2007 - 11:24:46 AM E.mail t.his a.rticle P.rinter f.riendly p.age Get n.ewsletter Merck is vigorously lobbying state lawmakers to pass legislation to add its new vaccine against cervical cancer in the list of vaccinations that children are required to receive to be admitted into school, according to news reports. Gardasil is the first vaccine the Food and Drug Administration approved in June 2006 for use in females ages 9-26 years to prevent cervical cancer, which in most cases results from infection of human papillomavirus or HPV. Trial results indicated that the recombinant vaccine is safe and effective against HPV types 6, 11, 16 and 18, which are responsible for about 70 percent of the total cases of cervical cancer

Rules For True Friendship.
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8 When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy butt. 9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, But only you can feel the true warmth.

Need Help Bombing Your Contest Pic?
What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

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tHERE IS THIS KNOT I THE PIT OF MY STOMACH IN THE PIT OF ME LIES THE CENTER IM UNCENTERED IM LOST IN THOUGHT THOUGHTS OF HOW I DONT BELONG HERE OR NOW NOT SURE WHICH JUST SURE SOMETHING ISNT QUITE RIGHT ABOUT ME DAY TO DAY.WATCHING THE "NORMALCIES" OF LIFE AND OTHERS. Y DO THESE FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS SURFACE AND TWIST AROUND IN MY HEAD REALING ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS PULLING ME APART AT THE SEEMS AND IT SEEMS THAT IT MUST ALL GO UNNOTICED TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT IF I WAS IMPORTANT ENOUGH SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE THAT IM BLEEDING NEEDING A HAND UP OFF THE FLOOR UP OUT OF THIS RANCID POOL OF BLOODY THOUGHTS AND PUTRID FEELINGS. IF IDLE HANDS ARE THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND THEN IM A FUCKING SITTING DUCK! MY MIND RACES SO FAST SOMETIMES THAT I KNOW MY HANDS CANT KEEP UP BUT ITS QUITE APPARENT TO ME THAT NO MATTER HOW FAST MY MIND IS HE CAN STILL CATCH UP AND TAKE THE RIENS AND DRIVE ME INTO A PIT OF FLAMING SELF DESTRUCTION. INTERNAL PAIN NEEDS TO OUTSOURCED LIKE A FACTORY JOB T

Lost
My heart is filled with so much love and yet its not yet corresponded.. I feel like everyone has a piece of my heart but yet its still not fullfilled.. I'm lost in my own thoughts and my own feelings.. Someone pinch me cause I think I'm dreaming.. The ones that I once had interset in have return and those that still have my interset are still here.. but then there is that one individual that wants me to stay near.. What do u do when your scared of what might come.. You just don't know if that is that special someone.. Do you go after the person that has interset in you more then you have interset in them or do you fullfill your fantasy's and let it all end there.. I know one thing is I don't want to grow old alone.. as time goes on I find it getting hard and hard to hold on.. My life has never been perfect and has been filled with shattered dreams. As this point iono what to do but run with my head between my knees.. Scared is a cat from a dog is what I feel.. Lost in my own emotio

Let In Part 2
Its cold and wet outside, you let me in soaking in my clothes. You gave me a towel, and a hug to help me dry. I changed into some dry, clothes but you tried to get me into another mode. I'm cold till you kissed me, when I woke up searching I knew you weren't there. I could feel her kiss me, I could feel her beside me, I won't lie or deny. Hot tea, between you and me, oh well I guess where it goes next only time could see. Maybe its real, maybe its a dream, falling away from you that night made me grasp and I woke from my sleep. I wish it was you, but your miles away from me. I saw one thing when we both met there, if you found happiness with another man I'd still care. But in these dreams my senses decieve me, when I'm there.

Mom Contest Updates
~ I'm Holding a Mother Contest ~ Starts tommorrow at 9 am central time ! Let's see who makes the Top Mother in comments. so all moms send me your pics and i'll add you to the contest. 1st mom is..... with 50 comments 2nd mom is...... with 9 comments 3rd mom is...... with 1 comments 4th mom is...... with 1 comments 5th mom is...... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will start on 2/2 thur 2/9 again mom with most comments wins! thanks maria click on the pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Black Death. Poem.
LEGIONS OF DEATH MARCHING BELOW. CONSUMING LIFE AS THE WATERS FLOW. ONE SO SMALL, KEEPING COUNT AS THE BODIES FALL AND CRY-OUT. BURNING BODIES, ROTTING CORPSES,MARCHING ON DEATHS MIGHTY FORCES. WEEPING FOR THEIR CHILDREN. ONCE SO STRONG AND FULL OF LIFE. STRICKEN DOWN. DONE A-WRONG, NIGHTMARISH SACRIFICE. THIS IS SUCH AS WE HAVE KNOWN. FOR MUCH WE HAVE ENDURED, WE STILL STAND. AS THE PLAGUE, HAS LEFT THE LAND. BLACK DEATH. COPYRIGHTED 1984, REVISED/ EDITED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK akaS.F.P.

Dictionary Of Sex Terms And Definitions
Angry DragonRight after she is done sucking your cock, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon.Arabian GogglesA "seldom-seen" maneuver when you put your testicles over her eye sockets while she is cock sucking. (Picture it: ass on forehead) It may be anatomically impossible, but what the fuck else is new.The Bait N' TackleThe sailors used this one in the old Navy days. Before you go off for a long, lonely voyage, get yourself a tall jar and fill it completely with earthworms. When you get lonely, open the jar and fuck away. The earthworms will provide some slithery stimulation, and your protein load will keep them nicely fed. Don't name them as that is sick!BallsackingTakes some luck of the gene pool, but if you're able to do it, always great fun. While you are straddling her, take your nutsack and spread it out over her face like pizza dough.Bear ClawA synonym for extremely large pussy lips.Beef CurtainT

What's Wrong Here??
what's wrong with my thinking here?? I have spent most of my life, bouncing from job to job, mainly because I lost daycare because my ex would pay them while she had custody. I had alot of friends help me out. Now I am getting on my feet, I will loan people money and , of course they are supposed to pay me back. Of course, that doesn't alway happen, but it's ok. Remember the golden rule?? Also, I am the world's worst housekeeper, am a total slob when I want to be (it comes from years of being alone). I really didn't care. I still have my son living with me, don't charge him much to live here, although he is 22. I loan my daughter and son in law money to buy a car or rent a new house, while I live in a run down mobile home. I give my mom $100 a month to repay her for the money she has given me over the years. Now am being told I need counselling because I let people walk all over me. I admit; I have my insecurities and defense mechanisms, but, who doesn't??

Needing You
Love, all I need is you in my life, My life changed when I first met you eight years ago, You make such a tremendous difference in my life. My days have so much more meaning when their spent with you. I am so much happier when I am with you because of the love you show me. My love and joy for you are reborn each day when I realize that I have you by my side. It is wonderful to know that we feel the same for each other. Our life is one happy dream. You taught me what the true meaning of love is You set my heart ablaze. Your love lies in the center of my heart, Where can I begin to express all the wonderful feeling that lye in my heart, I will begin by letting you know that you are a part of me, You are the companion to my dreams, When you come to me in my dreams all I can feel is the love I feel for you travel throughout my body I will always love you, You are a part of me.

How To Dump The Annoying Girlfriend
Do you want to dump the bitch, but you don't know how? Fill in the blanks and drop it in the annoying slut's mailbox! It saves time and you don't have to waste time talking to her!Dearest ________,It pains me to inform you that you've been eliminated from the competition of becoming Mrs. Right, and you've been reduced to a runner up in the competition for Mrs. Right Now. I'm sure you were aware, but you were pitted up against several other contestants, and only one of them made it to the final round. Sure several made it past stage 1 of the Mrs. Right Now competition, but only 1 could make it to the Mrs. Right final, and it wasn't you. However, since you look so good naked, I'll be sure to keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that I may assist you in having successful future romantic relations, please have a look at the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition.Check those that apply ...___ You have more hair on your lip than I have on my h

Politics As Usual
the current situation in Washington, DC is typical of politics in action. Rep. Mark Foley, R-FL, co-founder of the Expoilted and Missing Children, activist against gay rights, has admitted to flirting with and sending explicit text messages to teenage pages in Congress. He has now come out of the closet and admitted he is gay, but blames his problem on alcohol and being molested as a child. this is another story of the false front politicos put on to get elect and represent no one but themselves and corporations, not the people who elect them

What's Wrong With This ??
I have been trying to date but the last couple of women that I went out with borrowed money and disappeared. this doesn't make me bitter, because the first rule of life is to help your fellow man (or woman, in this case). I guess what I am trying to say, is that I won't change myself because there are a**holes out. Will just make me try harder. will start to use this for updates on family, friends, and if you are really good, views on politics/

Dad's Obit
James L. "Larry" Schoenhut --> Notice Name = James L. ÒLarryÓ -->Schoenhut James L. "Larry" Schoenhut, Cascade, Idaho. Larry ended his journey on Sept. 14, 2006. Larry's journey began Nov. 22, 1930 in Boise, Idaho born to Courtney L. and Hilma Nortune Schoenhut of Cascade. He grew up in Cascade attending Cascade Schools until his senior year when he attended Brown Military Academy. During his teen years he worked on the US Geological team, managed the Warm Lake Plunge and fought forest fires for the US Forest Service. Larry attended Annapolis Naval Academy where he was a member of the swim team and acquired his love of sailing. He enlisted in the Army and served in Korea for two years. Upon his discharge he attended the College of Idaho for pre-law. During this time he met and married Marilyn Gifford. They moved to Salem, Ore. where he received his JD from Willamette Law School. He was admitted to the Idaho State Bar in 1957. Larry and Marilyn then moved to Cascade where he opened

=^-^= Me0w- P0wer!
LOL. I have no fucking clue. Im fallllling asleeep a bit. My kitty kept meowing when I tryed to go to sleep. it sucked. Then she lie next to me. & play with my Jelly bracelets Lol Silly kitty. Rawr. Sleep=Happy Miss Wednesday So im pretty sure im happy with my life right now. I L0veeeee Alexx mucho mucho. :] We always have fun

My Son...
In memory of my son.. Connor "Bo" Allen Womble Feb 2. 2005 - March 10, 2005 “I know your life On earth was troubled And only you could know the pain You weren't afraid to face the devil You were no stranger to the rain Go rest high on that mountain Son, you work on earth is done Go to heaven a shoutin' Love for the Father and Son Oh, how we cried the day you left us We gathered round your grave to grieve I wish I could see the angels faces When they hear your sweet voice sing Go rest high on that mountain Son, you work on earth is done Go to heaven a shoutin' Love for the Father and Son” Vince Gill – “Go rest high on that mountain”

Signs That She Is Going To Dump You
There comes a time where the woman you think you love will rip your heart out, stomp on it, feed it to her dog, and tell friends that you have a small dick! These are the signs that the bitch will be dumping you, so you'd better find a way to dump her first and save your ego!She's been wearing an engagement ring for the last 2 months, yet you've never proposed.Her weekly "girl's night out" has changed to Friday Fuck Night and it includes the sole company of Jeff, Todd, Vinny, Marcus, Mike and Rico. She comes home from a long day at work with her blouse inside out, her hair all over the place and several white stains on her short black skirt.Her friends do nothing but point and laugh everytime they see you.A box of Trojan Magnums has replaced your box of Extended Pleasure condoms. She's moving on to bigger and better.They always do. Her business trips with her boss include cruises to the Carribean and month long trips to Paris.You start noticing men's underwear in your dresser that does

Heart
Broken heart, aching heart. I kept you by me, even when it felt useless for me to try and start. Battered and busted, tired and treacherous, I used the last bit of strength in myself that I could muster. On and off, it will hurt and break, whats the answer, only time knows and only time could take. What happens next only I can handle, only I can stomach, overcome and shake. If I gave it to you ,would you keep it in a safe place or smash it like a vase,watch it shatter and break?

Demons In Flight. Poem
PERCHED ON A LEDGE, EYES GLOWING RED. FOREVER SEEING, COUNTING IT'S DEAD. SPREADING GREAT WINGS WHICH SPAN THE SKY. LOOKS WITH A FOREVER SEEING EYE. LEAPING FORTH INTO THE NIGHT. SEEKING UNSUSPECTING VICTOMS, BY THE FULL MOON'S LIGHT. SOARING HIGH, THEN DIVING LOW, STRIKING WITH A VIOLENT BLOW. WHEN DEMONS FLY, CARRING THEIR PRAY FAR AWAY. TO DRAIN THEIR SOULS AND VERY LIFE, AS DOES THE BUTCHER WITH HIS STEELY KNIFE. BACK TO THE LEDGE TO FEED OF THE FLESH AND THE BLOOD. FOR HE HAS MADE A PLEDGE, FOR NOT A SOUL TO KEEP. THESE ARE FOR HIS MASTER, THE PRINCE OF DARKNESS. FORE HE AWAITS FOR THE SOULS TO TAKE. DEMONS FEASTING IN THE NIGHT, FOR THE LOVE OF HIS MASTER HE HAS MADE THIS FLIGHT. COPY RIGHTED 1984, REVISED AND EDITED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK aka S.F.P.

"straight From The Heart"
I could tell you a thousand times, How much I love you, It still would not do justice on how much I love you. I leave you without a sound except the beating of my warm heart, Overflowing with love for you, True love is like an eternal flame... It will continue to burn for all eternity. Love is not blind, It sees the things that have a bearing in life. Love lasts forever... You will know true love, Your heart will let you know. If a tear fell from my eyes, Each time I wished you were with me, I would have an ocean shore outside my door. When the wind blows, I hear your voice, When I look up in the clouds, I see your face. If you truly love someone, then distance does not matter to the mind or the heart. If I had a rose for each time, I thought of you, I would have a bed of roses leading into eternity… When I saw you, I knew you were my true love... When I held I talked to you, I knew you were the one… When I kissed you for the first time, I immediately f

On Your Way To Somewhere
On Your Way to Somewhere You're on your way to somewhere, Just leave what's passed behind, Leave all those hurts and messes, The love that was unkind… Leave broken dreams and heartaches, Just check them at the door- You're on your way to somewhere Where there is so much more… Leave all those lonely teardrops And mournful songs right here, Just know that someday, somewhere- You'll sing loud and clear… Walk on to new horizons, Kick the dust right off your feet- And call on Heaven's Promises To make your path complete… You're on your way to somewhere, But the Past you'll have to leave- Make way today…just step away, But first…you must believe… -author unknown

I Love You
The words I love you are very short and simple to say But there is another side to the words I love you .. --------------------------------- It is very easy to tell someone that you love him or her. The words I love you are very short and simple to say But there is another side to the words I love you A side that is not so short and simple It is through one's action Moreover, when you love someone those actions should appear naturally You should not have to wonder how the right way to love someone is There is no right or wrong way Loving someone comes within It shows through the person's eyes, their tough The magic of love is when two people love each other Those two are bond together as one Moreover, when those two share intimate emotions in the heat of passion Their souls (the spirit within the soul) endure together as one Two bodies within the same mind body and soul

Had To Go Away Awhile
i needed to go away for a while to put my priorities in order so much is going on in my life i find so hard to accept my mother is not well i am confused what i want i need and what i so long for is not ever going to happen i feel nothing in my life is right i gained 20 pounds since the summer and i guess makes me feel uncomfortable and unhappy buti'm working on it. so much of my life is pure bullshit lately and feel stuck in mud unable to find my freedom any more i know its not here and or in my dreams unless i do something about it i got to find a way to move in a positive direction i know this is not it being here is ok but its not helping i get up in the morning and would rather be here than deal with my real issues my weight my job situation and my loneliness i live in a stressfull situation my mother has dementia and sometimes i feel so responsible and i also feel i should not be here in her home i feel stunted unable to just move on here i am living at my mothers house im joble

Let In
I let her into my heart, and my head. I gave her all I could give, almost letting her touch my soul, she said I could bare it all. Understand me, when I rise, catch me when I fall. To stay by my side, when I rise, when I hide and die, when I catch all of that ride. A start and an end, you know who you are, you've been more then just a friend and I must admit in spite of any tension and shit I'll try not to let you fall or slip. Don't hate me, if theres a change or another shift.

My Grandma's Unforgetable Wisdon
These words were advices from my late grandma,She Used To repeat them to her loved daughters and grandaughters...OMG,How much i miss her. What brought her thoughts now? Anyway,here we go; Little Ways to Let Some One Know You Love Them These are some things I have done through the years to keep excitement and romance alive in our marriage. 1. Write a poem or love note, put it on the pillow, or in his lunch box. 2.Serve breakfast in bed, or have a romantic candle light dinner. 3.Take him to a movie he really wants to see, or go for a romantic walk, hand in hand. (Go fishing with him) 4. Say thank you for every day chores and the little things he does 5. Don't contradict or criticize in front of others 6. Take time to really listen to him, and share your thoughts too 7. Touch, embrace, hold his hand, take off his shoes for him. Make him feel important 8. Play romantic music, dance, talk about old times, 9. Gi

Fun Facts Revisited
Ok so my Happy Kinky Country lover woman has posted all of her fun and amazing facts, so I suppose it's my turn. It's not much so don't expect too much excitement. *I was once on "Romper Room" *I am an only child *I was named after a character in a musical (joy of joys) *I was adopted *If I get defensive about the Arabs it's cuz my dad IS one * I dont like chocolate ice cream or chocolate cake * Love is more important to me than anything ( not including my kids) * I have a dent in my forhead. I was 6 months old. My mom was carrying me down the stairs. Her heel broke off of her shoe and I flew down the stairs smack into a door knob. ( This explains a lot about me doesnt it?) I think that is all I am willing to share right now. I have to have some mystery don't I?

Whats Happend To Me
i wanted to write a note to everyone and explane where i been my house burnt to the ground and i lost everything, this next week ill be moveing into my new home not what i wanted but oh well ill make due with it so beware ill beback soon to bother yall again so bear with me much love cheri

Dichotomy
Dude on CT=No points(unless ripped to fuck) Girl on CT=Millon points a day for existing. I sense revolution in the air, but I'm drunk, so fuck it. Who wants pizza? Oh, you may have detected an air of bitter irony about this blog. It's just your imagination.

About You
1.Name? 2.Age? 3.Location? 4.Height and weight? 5.Single or Married? 6.Think I'm Hot? 7.Kids? If so, how many? 8. Would u have sex with me? 9.No strings attached or relationship? 10.Favorite Positions? 11.Like to give oral? recieve? 12.How long can u last? 13.Have sex outdoors? 14.one orgasm or multiples? 15.Loud moaner or quiet? 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? 17.In control or be dominated? 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? 19.straight or bi? 20.Horny all the time? 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u?

When Do I Get A Weekend?
i would really like to know this. i've tried asking her to alternate weekends so i can go out and you would have thought i asked her to take a shower naked in subzero temps! she is so selfish and so self centered when it comes to herself and her husband that if it doesn't benefit them she won't do it. obviously me wanting a weekend doesn't benefit her so she won't do it. there is no solution. not even murder because i'd be in jail and he'd probably run off with the kids just to be an ass. i'm to the point where if i don't get out to release some stress i'm gonna take it out on her and it won't be pretty by any means!

The Night She Wanted To Dance
Its August, in the heat of the night where passion is uncontrollable. Heat so thick- you stick to the sheets and fits of passion and lust take over...Or did it? The evening in the backroom-It happened! It shouldn't of but it did...The excitement was too intense.Let me tell you about Samantha and Brian and their long fateful night. One night in the backroom an intense passionate look by Samantha,while her and Brian ate a summer lunch of grilled chicken and cold potato salad. Samantha finished her dinner and decided to straighten up the rooms, while she was bending over the couch picking up books, her skirt started to rise up. Brian was walking by and stared and Samantha smiled and straightened herself out.They decided to do dishes and clean up for the evening, Brian washed and Samantha dried them and put them away. Brian noticed Samantha kept leaning over the counter a little more than usual, once she was rushing around and he rubbed up against her breast. She jolted upright and mo

Again In Bed....
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This Goes Out To All My Friends
LOOK THEIR IS THIS THAT LIES ON ME SHE IS MAD CAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE...... I PLAN TO GET MARRIED ONE DAY AND I DONT HAVE TIME TO BE F***** WITH A LITTLE GIRL AND IF SHE IS ALL REAL SHE WONT BE DOIN THIS CHILDISH SHIT THAT SHE IS DOIN...... IF ANYONE THINKS IM REAL YOU HOLLA AT ME IF NOT THEN DONT NEED YOU TO BE MY FRIEND YOU CAN CANCLE THE FRIENDSHIP OR SIMPLY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE IM 26 YEARS OLD DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE TIME TO BE FUCKIN WITH A LITTLE GIRL I THINK NOT

A Wild Afternoon
We put up our macrame hammock, that's been sitting in the box in the cellar for over a year. "Why- I asked over time have we not used this"? "Time was just not right, you said" so in the box it stayed till today. When you went into the house to get your strat. Guitar to play later with some cool drinks, I tried to lug it out of the cellar and put it up for our relaxation. We set it up together between the trees nice and tight, as not to ever fall. You pulled out your Strat. Guitar and played for hours to the sweet tune of Stormy Monday and slow ballads on this cool breezy day, what pretty tunes you shared in ears distance to anyone around. I laid back for awhile and enjoyed the attention at that moment. Sipping on my tall cold glass of ice-tea filled with many ice cubes. I kept circling the ice with my tongue, while you played for me. The excitement started building up between my groin, the more I saw your expressions turn coyly in my direction. Remember- how I sat up and reached ov

C.t.a.f.
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I Am Also A....
Are You A Nympho? Hard Core NymphoYou love to have to sex. But your not completely driven by it but it's never far from your mind or body. But beware you could turn into a nymphomaniac. Take this test

Ayo
YO EVERYONE THIS GURL FLACITA KNOWS THAT I HAVE A GURL N SHE TRIES 2 2 HOLLA AT ME ..... N SHE IS A SHE MALE WHAT THE HELL DO I LOOK LIKE TRYIN TO HOLLA AT HER AND WHY WOULD I HAVE SEX WIT A BIATCH THAT SAYS SHE FUCKS 3 NIGGA ALL AT THE SAMETIME I HAVE NO TIME TO BE FUCKING WITH THAT JUST BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO THIS BIATCH WHO WANTS ME SO BAD BECAUSE WHAT DO I DO I TURN THAT STANK BIATCH DOWN WHO LOOKS LIKE A BROKE ASS MISTER T ON CRACK..... AND BASICLY YOU HAVE NO IDEA YOU ARE REALLY FUCKIN WITH..... I TRIED BEING NICE NOW YOU WANT TO DISRESPECT MY COUSIN AND TO TELL EVERYONE SHE IS CRAZY SHE HAS NO RESPECT FOR HERSELF NOR PEOPLE AROUND HER DONT RATE HER AND IF YOU DO SHE DESERVES A 1

2.2.07
Eadarainn cadal daoine eadarainn, c`ail p`ogadh ci`uin nas `aille bardachd focalize crindhe be`o leam be`o a nochd sleeping man between us, anything kissing calm more beautiful than poetry open heart alive with me alive tonight g.w.b. Forever Yours waiting on a snowy afternoon child forever yours still warm though separate space and time bearable glowing in the miracle standing at last born again from knowledge that pain and fear are only a memory lost lovers a lesson, each content in Virgo’s grey harmony tears are for joy and relief home is where the heart is and love brought us inside g.w.b.

One For Adults...yeah
Meant to be completed by those ADULTS out of high school. Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone?' 'Missed someone?' 'Told someone you loved them?' 'Drank alcohol?' Here are some questions for the people who are a little more mature...emphasis on a little. 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? - rent 2. Where's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? - Tahoe Joes 3. Last time you puked from drinking? - 7-8 years 4. When is the last time you got drunk and danced on a bar? - I have never been drunk and danced on a bar 5. Name of your first grade teacher? - Mrs. Sample 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? - Taking pain meds that work and sleeping 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? - A Army nurse 8. How many colleges did you attend? - 2 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? No shirt, no shoes... 10. GAS PRICES First thought? - Don't

Does Anyone Know The Verdict Of The Groundhog Today???
Did he.... or... Did he not... see his shadow today???? Inquiring minds want to know!!! :D This person, of all people, should know.... target=_blank>Happy Groundhog Day!@ CherryTAP ...but I STILL haven't heard as of yet; have you????

Becoming Orgasmic
“You want to become what?” This was my first reaction when my flatmate Cara told me of her latest idea. I was used to her endless searching for the ‘thing’ that would change her life forever. It was safe to say that she was not happy with her lot and tried aimlessly to find something that would enable her to feel better about herself. “I want to become orgasmic.” Usually I’m quick off the mark but this time she had stumped me. “What the hell does that mean? ‘Become orgasmic.’ How on earth did you come up with that?” We were sitting in a café inside one of the local bookshops in town. It was rare that we managed to have a day off work together so we took advantage of them whenever we could. Cara loved browsing round the bookshops, and I could usually be found checking out the latest fashions. For a few months now, I had secretly wanted to be more to Cara than the other girl sleeping in the other room. I wanted to be her mate, in her bed. But

First Ever
Well this is my first ever blog on here. I like this place better than myspace and facebook! It's got a great selection of things compared to those. And the people here are very friendly! It's great to have a place to come to where I feel welcome right off the bat!

Forever Young...
Life has been going at full speed for me in the last few weeks..I have put my business aside to work a normal job once again ..Yeah!! I will still pick up studio stuff and hired gun stuff but as far as touring unless Im offered something I can't turn away Im done....Why many ask? I want to settle into a normal life since I was 16 I have been living this life out of suitcases and airports..I've missed so much life with family and friends to be normal for once would be nice. I know this will be a huge change for me if it dosen't work well then I'll figure what to do then. I would love to settle down and get married maybe stay at home but still have a little of my music life ....I will NEVER give up playing. It might just take me away from the main stream of things but Im ok with this for awhile I can always go back if I need to.. I have been told by many I had a great run and the life was a blast..Everytime I write something like this I swallow my words and end up hitting the road again.

Whats Your Style??
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test