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Slavegirl's Body Affirmations
slave’s Face exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, For him to kiss, for him to cum on, for him to stroke slave’s Hair exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, for him to pull on, For him to lead slave by, For him to pull as he cums in me slave’s Eyes exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, so slave can watch him, so slave can stare at what he demands slave’s Nose exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, To smell his scent, to press into his stomach while I suck his cock slave’s Mouth exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, For him to kiss, for him to cum in, so slave can suck his cock, to receive his gag slave’s Ears exists for Master's pleasure To Hear his commands, to nibble on, To make his slave squirm using his tongue within slave’s Cheeks exists for Master's pleasure To look beautiful for Master, for him to cum on, to rub his cock against slave’s Neck exists for Master's pleasure

Age-vs Youth
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company. One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch. The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?" Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!" Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can put

Tampa Flight -- Too Funny
Tampa flight -- too funny A jumbo jet is just coming into the Tampa Airport on its final approach. The pilot comes on the intercom, "This is your Captain. We're on our final descent into Tampa. I want to thank you for flying with us today and I hope you enjoy your stay in Tampa Bay". He forgets to switch off the intercom. Now the whole plane can hear his conversation from the cockpit. The copilot says to the pilot, "Well, skipper, watcha gonna do in Tampa?" "Well," says the skipper, "first I'm gonna check into the hotel and take a big crap....then I'm gonna take that new stewardess with the huge tits out for dinner..... then I'm gonna wine and dine her, take her back to my room and put it to her big time all night." Everyone on the plane hears this and immediately begins looking up and down the aisle trying to get a look at the new stewardess. Meanwhile the new stewardess is at the very back of the plane. She's so embarrassed that she

Things That Make You Say Hmmmm...
1. Why does your gynaecologist leave the room when you get undressed? 2. If a person owns a piece of land do they own it all the way down to the core of the earth? 3. Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed? 4. Is it possible to brush your teeth without wiggling your backside? 5. Why is it called Alcoholics Anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say, 'My name is Bob, and I am an alcoholic'? 6. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer? 7. Why does mineral water that 'has trickled through mountains for centuries' have a 'use by' date? 8. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 9. Is French kissing in France just called kissing? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, 'I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out'? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. Why do people point to their wrist when

Dear Abby:
My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and when I confront him he denies everything. What's worse, everyone knows he cheats on me. It is so humiliating! And since he lost his job seven years ago, he hasn't bothered to look for a new one. All he does is smoke cigars and cruise around with his buddies shooting the bull while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our daughter went off to college he doesn't even pretend to like me, and he hints to his friends that I may be a lesbian. What can I do? Signed, Clueless Dear Clueless: Grow up and dump him! Good Grief, woman, you don't need him any more. You're a United States Senator from New York. Act like one!

A Tribute To My Best Friend....
Today is gonna be the hardest day I've had in a very long time. Because today I have to say goodbye to my best friend. The one who has been there as my constant and most devoted companion for the past 3 years, who licks away my tears, talks to me incessantly (about what im not sure), who makes me laugh, greets me when i leave even for 15 mins like I have been gone for 10 years, cuddles with me in bed, doesnt care if im fat, or have makeup on, or generally look like shit. The one who somehow knows when i dont feel well or when im sad and stays close to my side like a shadow of myself. The one and only being in the world that I know truly loves me for who I am and doesnt ask for anything more than to be fed, and play fetch with a stick and have his ass scratched on a regular basis. As I sit here in tears, pondering my life over the past year and how difficult some of the things were, the surgeries, the problem solving, the one constant that has been with me through all my troubles

What Is Wrong With Us?
Ok.. I have to jump on a soap box here for a moment, please induldge me. I am bothered by the fact that 3 marines were killed in Iraq and the leading headlines today (2-9-97) are about the former play boy bunny, Anna Nichole Smith, dropping dead in a NY hotel. There are so many people, our people, their people, innocents, guilty, good and bad dying and they don't even get a blurb on the news, but this bimbo, gold digger dominates the headlines. We wonder what is messed up in America? I think this could be one symptom. That is my thought for today.

Wanting
I find my self wanting more but i think ill never get anuff. Taking souls is a job that i enjoy way to much for most. You must be asking your self who are you? Well lets see im the one who comes for you when they put you in a coffin,The you think is hiding in your closet,Waiting for you to take your finale breath. Yes you must have guessed it by now i am DEATH,The REAPER,STEELER OF SOULS. Yes i know im a live person and i breath just as you do, that doesnt matter becouse im an empty shell,not human. So befor you judge think first becouse i will be the one in the end who will be coming for you! Not your god but me, Maybe you ask your self why do i seak souls?Well they are sweet to the taste, like the forbiden fruit in eden, The nector of gods. but you will never know becouse you are not me. A soul is like a drug to me and im an addict who cant get anuff. So just go back to your meaningless life and wait until i come for YOU. In your future i see PAIN and I

Naked ???
Okay, I would really like to win one of the contests that I'm in, so I am offering something special and rare. I will offer a naughty picture of me that I will not take until the contest is over. It will go to the person(s) that helps out the most during this contest. I'm in a Valentine's Day contest. Think I'm the cutest? sweetest? nicest? Why don't you come vote for me? Do you have anything better to do? Just click the picture to vote and comment. Commenting/voting ends February 13th @ 11:59 pm Please repost this for me. I usually only do one bulletin for a contest, but it's been recommeneded to me to do another one. I don't beg, but I would really appreciate your votes / comments. Thank you! Rebekah For those of you that put up new items frequently, you know I always rate/vote right away if I am on. Would you please help me out this time?

How Bad Am I Wanted L
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships

Men Being Abused
On another site that I have a blog, a man that lives in Spain that has bantered with me for years on various blogs that I have written responded with the following remark to a recent blog: Abuse is not always in physical form. Mental abuse can be just as bad, or worse, if you ask me. There is no question that many women subject their men to mental abuse. It just is not reported on the same basis as physical abuse. Have a nice weekend and upcoming week. Wherein, I responded with the following: True, Arne, abuse isn't just in physical form. Men can suffer the physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman) just as easily as women can suffer the same physical and mental abuses from their intimate partner (whether that partner be a man or woman). Abuse really knows no boundaries; but, we know this much for sure -- abuse cannot be tolerated by anyone and everyone who is subjected to it should and can find help to overcome the de

This Will Make U Sad...
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, > > > >He says its my fault > > > >He suffers a

Dj Bad Ass Cowgirl Is Holding A Sexiest Tattoo On Ct Contest!
DJ Bad Ass Cowgirl is holding a Sexiest Tattoo on CT Contest! There will be a male winner and a female winner. Sexiest Tatto on CT Contest will start 02-09-07 at 12 PM EST!!! And it will run until February 28th at 12 PM!!! So come on everyone! Please Rate & Comment Both! 'Mrs.Babycakes ♥s *~†The UnLoved®†*

Can't Sleep, Clowns Will Eat Me
Hello CT. I was woken up at 5 am and now I can't get back to sleep. How lame is that? I've done laundry... ripped my new cd's to my computer... checked my bank account (which is entirely screwed up!)... drank a bunch of water... and now I'm blogging. How lame. I think it's all the alcohol I've been consuming. Since I joined the gym I've cut way, way back and in the last week I've gone out a lot. Bad Mandy Bad. So now what? Maybe I'll go do the dishes... lol

Always Happens
Well, I told you last night that I was sick? I get up this morning to take my oldest to school and i just feel awful. It feels like someone stuffed cotton balls down my nose and throat. All my daughters want to do is talk and it feels like that i am trying to talk to them through 6 inches of mud. Anyways, I get to the car and put my oldest in and take off to school. No sooner than do i get halfway there and my car starts listing to the side and I have to turn the steering wheel hard to the left to continue to drive straight. Well, after a string of profanities that i am not proud of, I turned the car around and drove home and borrowed my ex's car that she left outside my house. You ask why I didnt change the tire? I had no gloves on me at all, the temperature outside i think is about 5 degrees, not including wind chill. Also, my car is one of those ultra efficient japanese models and it just does not produce any heat at idle. Warms up just fine while driving but just sitting there all

Its Been
this is real crap its been damn near 24hrs and i still can not comment on pics....i'm getting closer and closer to leavin tap. how long do they make u wait b4 u can even leave another friggin comment after u reach u'r limit for the god damn day...this is bullchit

Holidays ??????
DId you ever wonder why holidays are such a big deal????? I mean I would feel like it is more from the heart if something was done unexpectedly. When you only do something cause you have to, it doesnt feel that special to me. If you were dating me would you be mad if I told you to forget all holidays and that you are only allowed to done something special on none holidays?????? I mean I want things done because you want to, not because you have to..... What do you think????

Get A Grip!!!
Ok, I'm not one to usually complain. But recently it has come to my attention that alot of men come on my site and befriend me just to get me to talk to my friend Melody. They want to get to know her and think that by being my friend they earn brownie points. Well, let me tell you I DON'T RUN A MESSAGE CENTER!!! If you want to talk to her get the balls and do it. I will no longer be relaying messages to and from her. If you want to be my friend great, if not to bad. I have friends and am not going to cry myself to sleep at night over your loss. That's all I have to say on this subject. Thank you and have a great weekend :)

Being Southern
SOUTHERN CHARM Two nicely dressed ladies happen to start up a conversation during an endless wait in the LAX airport. The first lady was an arrogant California woman married to a wealthy man. The second was a well mannered elderly woman from the South. When the conversation centered on whether they had any children the California woman started by saying, "When my first child was born, my husband built a beautiful mansion for me." The lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued, "When my second child was born, my husband bought me a beautiful Mercedes-Benz." Again, the lady from the South commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman continued boasting, "Then, when my third child was born, my husband bought me this exquisite diamond bracelet." Yet again, the Southern lady commented, "Well, isn't that precious?" The first woman then asked her companion, "What did your husband buy for you when you had your firs

I Now Know.......
WHAT I AM GOOD FOR .... I AM GOOD FOR COMMENT BOMBING CONTESTS.... OR TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL UP.... I HAVENT FIGURED OUT THOUGH IF I AM GOOD ENOUGH FOR THAT WHY I AM THE ONE THAT HAS TO DO ALL THE WORK ON MY PAGE.. I LEVELED MYSELF THE OTHER DAY AND PUT ABOUT OVER 3000 PTS ON MY SELF YESTERDAY ... SO FOR THAT I AM GONNA SAY .... THANK YOU TRACI YOU ARE SO GOOD TO ME... I AM GLAD YOU CAN HELP ME OUT... YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT FRIEND...I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME THERE IS ONE EXCEPTION TO THIS BLOG AND I HOPE THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE... (CAPT).... ANYWAY.... YA'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY... ILL BE BACK

Bob & Jim
A man is showering up in a locker room with his buddy when he notices his friend is very well endowed. "Damn Bob, you're hung!" Jim exclaims. "I wasn't always this impressive I had to work for it." "What do you mean? Jim asked "Well, everyday for the past two years I've spent an hour each night rubbing it with butter. I know it sounds crazy, but it actually made it grow 4 inches! You should try it." Jim agrees and the two say good-bye. A few months later, the two are in the same locker room and Bob asks Jim how his situation was. Jim replied, "I did what you said, Bob, but I've actually gotten smaller!!--I lost two inches already!" "Did you do everything I told you? An hour each day with butter?" "Well, I was out of butter, so I've been using Crisco." "Crisco??!!" Bob exclaimed, "Dammit Jim, Crisco's shortening!!!!!!!!........

Soulmates? Are They Real?
Question is: "Do you believe in soulmates?"Simplistic Answer: YesNow, my overly abundant ramble:We are multidimensional beings and our soul having experiences, in many realities, at the same time. Soul mates can have various types of relationships, which do not always include romantic love. Do not measure the importance of a relationship based on the length of time you are together. Another illusion is that there is only one soul mate who is your true life partner. We tend to think of our soul mate as The One who is there for us and to make us feel complete. You may have already had a soul mate connection with a life partner, sharing a caring, loving bond that created much growth for you. Just because your outer connection has ended does not mean that this was not a soul-mate relationship. There are several soul mates who could be right for you if it is time for you to have a soul mate in your life. Who you attract at any given time will depend upon the lessons you need to learn and th

God Is Like...
A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in some way to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: scroll down. God is like. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like. a FORD He's got a better idea. God is like. COKE He's the real thing. (This is great) God is like. HALLMARK CARDS He cares enough to send His very best. God is like. TIDE He gets the stains out that others leave behind. God is like. GENERAL ELECTRIC He brings good things to life. God is like. SEARS He has everything. God is like. ALKA-SELTZER Try Him, you'll like Him God is like. SCOTCH TAPE You can't see Him, but you know He's there. God is like. DELTA He's ready when you are. God is like. ALLSTATE You're in good hands with Him. God is like. VO-5 Hair Spray He holds through all kinds o

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ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great

With Family Like These...
I was deeply saddened yesterday to hear of the passing of one of my favorite celebrity s Anna Nicole Smith. This morning finds me outraged to hear that her sister, Donna Hogan, came on television last night an speculated that it was due to drugs. I don't care if it is true! How are you going to put your sister's personal business on blast like that and she's barely cold! Leave that for the tabloids. A few immoral reasons come to mind that I don't care to mention. It's outrageous, and if it's any indication of how those who are supposed to have been closest to her have treated her I can see why she might have felt hopeless, if in fact she did. My thoughts and prayers go out to that poor child, Dannielynn Hope Marshall, who has lost her mother. Hopefully, the vultures will leave enough that she may at least be financially secure. R.I.P. A.N.S

Red Rose
>Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; >Someone who changes your life >just by being part of it. >Someone who makes you laugh >until you can't stop; >Someone who makes you believe >that there really is good in the world. >Someone who convinces you >that there really is an unlocked door >just waiting for you to open it. > >This is Forever Friendship. >This is the sacred RED ROSE.

Phone Call
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to ca

Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers
>>DADDY'S GONNA EAT YOUR FINGERS ... (This one is worth passing on.) >> >>This one is for everyone who .... >>a) has kids, >>b) had kids, >>c) was a kid, >>d) knows a kid >>e) is going to have kids >> >>I was packing for my business trip and my three year old daughter >>was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she >>said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. >> >>Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny >>fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers," >>pretending to eat them. I went back to packing, looked up again and >>my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a >>devastated look on her face. >> >>I said, "What's wrong, honey?" >> >>She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Bitchology
bitchology > > > > >I am sure all of my B's can relate to this. > >BITCHOLOGY > > > >When I stand up for > >myself and my beliefs, > >they call me a > >bitch. > > > >When I stand up for > >those I love, > >they call me a > >bitch. > > > >When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts > >or do things my own way, they call me a > >bitch. > > > >Being a bitch > >means I won't compromise what's > >in my heart. > >It means I live my life > >MY way. > >It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. > > > >When I refuse to > >tolerate injustice and > >speak against it, I am > >defined as a > >bitch. > > > >The same thing happens when I take time for > >myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when > >I act a little selfish. > > > > > >It means I have the courage and strength to allow > >myself to be who I truly am and won't become > >anyone else's idea of what they think I > >"should" be. > > > >I am outspoken, > >opinionated and determined. I want

California ????
Free Video and Image Hosting Sexi Graphics Codes Sexi Layouts So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, And Texan jokes, you know you're from California if: 1. Your coworker has 8 body piercing's and none are visible. 2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. 3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a Conversation in English. 4. Your child's 3rd grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is Named Flower. 5. You can't remember . . . . Is pot illegal? 6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor. 7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are Grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. 8. You can't remember . . . Is pot illegal? 9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears. 10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere Else in the U.S. 11. Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks

Parrots
When a Priest was visiting the home of an elderly lady she told him she had two talking parrots. "What do they say?" the priest inquired. They say, "Hi, we're hookers! Do you want to have some fun?" "That's obscene!" the priest exclaimed. Then he thought for a moment, "You know," he said, "I may have a solution to your problem. I have 2 male talking parrots, which I have taught to pray and read the bible. Bring your 2 parrots over to my house, and we'll put them in the cage with Frank and Jacob. My parrots can teach your parrots to pray and worship, and your parrots are sure to stop saying that phrase in no time." "Thank you," the woman responded, "this may very well be the solution." The next day, she brought her female parrots to the priest's house. As he ushered her in, and she saw that his 2 male parrots were inside their cage, holding rosary beads and praying. Impressed, she walked over and placed her parrots in with them. After a few minutes,

Grandma's Hands
GRANDMA'S HANDS This is good; I'll never look at my hands the same! >Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. She >didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands. >When I sat down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the >longer I sat I wondered if she was OK. >Finally, not really wanting to disturb her but wanting to check on her >at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. >She raised her head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank >you for asking," she said in a clear voice strong. >"I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were just sitting here >staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I > >explained to her. >"Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I mean really looked >at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I >turned them over, palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never >really looked at my hands as I tried to figure

I Wish
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Funny
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass You have just been e-mooned!

Friday The 13th
Though I'm not really all that superstitious, let me tell you about Friday the 13th...... From the time we finally stopped moving around and settled in my dad's hometown, Mt. Pleasant, Lynnie Craig was my best friend. Short and blonde, with an impish grin that turned up at the corners, she reminded me of a pixie. She bubbled. Nothing kept her still, and her laugh was contagious. I felt like an amazon next to her.lol... Well, only one thing Lynnie had did I ever envy (I know, a sin, but I was only 11 or 12 at the time). I have always loved horses.....before we moved to Mt. Pleasant, I spent hours drawing horses, and had gotten pretty good at it. Nothing could compare to actually getting to ride them.....Lynnie had horses...lots of them. She had been raised with them, and took them for granted in my eyes. She had been riding since she was 3, and she taught me how to ride bareback. From then on, we seldom ever bothered with a saddle. And people in our small town grew accustomed to

The Weekend Is Upon Us
Yes its here the weekend, a time of fun and frolics. So I hope all you NAUGHTY NAUGHTY Cherry Tappers have a shit load of fun, keep safe be naughty, and make sure you let me know how it went. Littel Minx's The Bow AKA The Naughty Fecking Brit xxxx

Passionfire
PASSIONFIRE In the semi darkness. Breathing ragged from need Looking upon her stretched languidly,indolently. across my bed. Abolishing my fears as i draw near. peaceful on the surface. Inflamed within. Contained. with-strained. running my hand across her flesh. She shivers under my touch with ragged breath. As i caress her breast. Across her stomach, Feeling the moistness. she groans with duress. Clutching at my hair. She pulls me down. AS my toungue darts. Her breath catches. back arching, moaning. Slowly i kiss my way up. Clutching at me She begs. Whispers,, Through a red haze. I can barely see her face. S L O W L Y Entering. Shivering Enveloped. Trying to go slow. To be tranquil, serene. NO longer contained. Uncontrolled, savage cries blending like a symphony. Lust well matched. Nearing, screaming. clutching. simultaneously. Exalted.

Pouring Your Soul Out....
Pouring your soul out... What becomes of it, do we really reap the benefits or suffer the consequences? I have done this recently... and I am not sure what it all comes down to. I love this person with all that my earthly soul can, only knowing that the fear of the unknown has caputred my heart. I am scared, fearful, and expecting the unexpected... What do you feel about pouring your soul out to someone?

Top Ten Have You Evers In Sex.....
1. Had sex in a public place. 2. (for you males...hehe) made a poop shoot while giving anal? 3. Had your kink-est fantasy come true? 4. Fantasized about your best friends mom or dad? 5. Considered an orgy? 6. Been handcuffed and ridden all night long? 7. Dressed up like a naughty school girl and asked for a spanking from your lover? 8. Slept with a married man or woman? 9. Had the best sex of your life with a person twice your age? 10. wondered if a woman can lick better clit than a man?

Tears
So many childish fears All they bring is watery tears Some wounds are hard to heal Even on what we feel. When you left my life vanished. I died here in my own arms When I cry Atleast I don't try To hold all this I feel inside. If I would ever see you again I would be lightened by your image by your voice, by your touch once more.....

Daily 4 Members To Show Sum Love To
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Some Of The Worst Pick Up Lines...lol Some Great Comebacks...
Pickup Lines with Rebuttals . Man: "Haven't we met before?" Woman: "Yes, I'm the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic." 2. Man: "Haven't I seen you some place before?" Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." 3. Man: "Is this seat empty?" Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." 4. Man: "So, wanna go back to my place?" Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" 5. Man: "Your place or mine?" Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine." 6. Man: "I'd really like to get into your pants." Woman: "No thanks. There's already one a##hole in there." 7. Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" Woman: "It's in the phone book." Man: "But I don't know your name." Woman: "That's in the phone book too." 8. Man: "So what do you do for a living ?" Woman: "I'm a female impersonator." 9. Man: "Voulez-vous vous coucher avec moi ce soir?" (Would you like to go to bed with me tonight?) Woman: "Je voudrais bien,

Little Something I Wrote Elsewhere, On Tueseday.
I saw my surgeon, yesterday about the lumps in my breast. Apparently, TriCare doesn't pay for MRI's on breasts, so we have no recourse but to ignore it for now, or to do a needle biopsy. With no family history of breast cancer, but a strong history of fibrocystic breasts, I feel no real concern. But, I also know how very quickly breast cancer can spread and become deadly. I asked the surgeon, flat out, if I was his wife, what would he do. He said biopsy. So, I said, let's do it! I feel such a kinship, right now, with WitchKitty, as she goes through this one step ahead of me. And I have faith that we are both going to be just fine! My friend, Steve, is all move in from New York, but the way the weather has been, lately, he's kind of wondering if he's back in New York!! One of my fishing buddies, Joe, just set him up with a new rod and reel, and we are ready to hit the water! LOL You KNOW I'm loving it! I've been been thinking a lot about happiness lately

Friendship Road
Friendship is a chain of gold Shapped in God's all perfect mold; Each link a smile, a laugh, a tear. A grip of a hand, a word of cheer; As steadfast as the ages roll. Binding closer soul to soul; No matter how far or heavy the load, Sweet is the journey on Friendship's Road. Author Unknown This was given to my Daddy in 1987 in a picture frame. I share it with the ones I hold dear. My Bestest Male Friend, My Bestest Female Friend, and a few others I hold dear to my heart. I love you forever and always....

Omg... Wtf Happened?
I am now down 13000 votes!! I figured I would give everyone a break from bombing.. I so need your help now! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am! ♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

On Letting Go
Did you know that it doesn't hurt to drown? I do. I remember. When I was 3, my daddy took us all camping and fishing with him...Momma, me, and my little sister, Lisa. I don't remember which lake we were at, but I remember the muddy water.....a reddish brown that you could barely see your hand through. My uncle Barney was getting into the flat-bottomed fishing boat to get back to the thing that drew them here.....fishing, of course. My momma, holding her pregnant stomach, and my aunt Dorothy, my daddy's sister, were sitting at a picnic table not far from shore.....the lake was up. My sister, who was 1 year old, sat upon my daddy's shoulders, waving her arms as her dark hair curled in a cupie doll curl on the top of her head. Daddy waded into the water, and I waded in right beside him. Daddy seemed like a giant to me back then, of course. He was 6 feet tall and built like the Taurus he was. His red hair and beard used to make me think of some wild Viking, but most p

Natural Highs
Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good!!..... 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

Rage
Rage Can you taste it. Just below the surface. rolling, coiling, slowly boiling. Begging for release. No topic . No target. No place to pounce, with madman's cackling glee. No place justice to appease. Vile and blinding, noxious and pernicious. Corruption of the whole. Aimless and blameless. un assuaged. galled. Fighting mood! Somebody, anybody. Give me a reason. Open your mouth. That top mounted anal orifice. That undirected haze. That inhabits the day, and violates the night. Wickedly nefarious. Disfiguring reality. Instinct Hardwired in men. When life isn't right, Fight or flight. amped for action, encounter. The hunter. Or prey Smile the civilized style. Savage hidden, in a three piece suit BY TODD MICHAEL YODER

Straightened Out!!!!!
well all of his legal problems are now straightened out. holmes county dropped the charges and he has to go back to court on march 19 in walton county, but there is no longer any warrant out. I am am glad that i was able to help him out and would have felt bad if i had let him sit in jail. we just have to file contempt paperwork on his ex and once we do that then it is done except for the court deciding what to do about that. we are supposed to get them this weekend, but the way his ex is being i am wondering if we are going to have our problems.

Pain
How could you do this to me? How did this happen? All I wanted was for you to leave me be. How come you keep doing this to me? You say you love me! It can't be!! Why all the games? Why all the pain? Pain! Pain that is never going to go away! Why did you take my smile away? Why can't I be free? Are you ever going to stop hurting me? I long to be me. You can't take that from me! The years, The tears, This hell I'm in! Is it ever going to end? (I wrote this last night)

Finally
I've heard about this place for a while, but of course I was a bit hesitant. So far the people I've spoken with and have made friends with are already such a delight and I've been here for less than 24 hours. I think I'm really going to like it here. -Miss B

Friday Qotd
I've run a question of the day in my regular blog for the past 5 years. I thought I'd try it out here too and see how that goes! It's Friday! Like you didn't know that already. Do you have any plans for the weekend?

Jay Leno Audiences' "most Embarrassing First Date"
Jay Leno Audiences' "Most Embarrassing First Date" If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates..but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere wi

Weekend
Hello My Friends, we go to a new weekend. Next week Valatine days. Who is your valetine??? MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts When you want you can also add me on msn. keesxx@hotmail.com Have a nice and great weekend.

Anna Nicole Smith's Mother Blames Drugs
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. - The mother of former Playboy playmate and model Anna Nicole Smith blamed drugs Friday for her daughter's sudden death that ended an extraordinary tabloid life at just 39. "I think she had too many drugs, just like Danny (Smith's late son)," her mother, Vergie Arthur, told ABC's "Good Morning America" on Friday. "I tried to warn her about drugs and the people she hung around with. She didn't listen. "She was too drugged up." Smith's attorney, Ron Rale, said the one-time reality TV star had been ill for several days with a fever and was still depressed over the death five months earlier of her 20-year-old son from what a private medical examiner determined was a combination of methadone and two antidepressants. On Thursday, authorities say, a private nurse found Smith unconscious in her room at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino and called 911. A bodyguard performed CPR, Seminole Police Chief Charlie Tiger said, but Smith was declared dead at a hospita

The Nerve Of People Rateing My Profile A 1
It takes all kinds,Shame Cherrytap has begun to get infiltrated by shitheads.People that don't know me from a hole in the wall.Don't have the Balls to say who they are.But constantly rate my profile a 1.The Balls of these people,then when you find out who these shameless idiots are they block my ass.These Shameless individuals are just like the Terrorists in Bush's Oil war.Driving in with a bomb strapped to there car to kill a few U.S.Soldiers.Hit an run tactics.Lots of Rampage going threw me today.First time in any War,Soldiers are being held accountable for killing Civilians,an are being tried for Murder.Civilians are a Casualty of war that can't be helped.Bush should be tried for treason an all the other Republican rulers of these United States.Not the soldiers.By the time most will come home,they will be so messed up in the head,They won't be no good for there Wives an Familly they left behind.A bunch of Metal Cases running around,with battle shock.An more than half will commit Su

Hey Everyone!your Help Is Needed!
ok for the last month or so i have really gotten into makeing layouts for myspace.yeah i know i said myspace lol but i love doing it and it gives me something that i can do express myself. i even now have a few ppl that have me make there layouts just for them.Now when i make a layout i make ALL of it. I make the background the network the contact table all of it myself on my computer.I never know if it looks ok or not.So im going to start putting things ive made here and im hopeing that all of you can tell me the truth.I ask Dave waht he thinks and he just tells me how great it is and that i rock lolBut i know that if it needs something or is just flat out ugly someone on here will tell me lol ok so for the first thing im going to put here i made last night what do u think? good bad ugly? leave me some comments and let me know.

College
Well not much going on in the school life it sucks but I know I must do it.I want to have a sucessfull life so I will keep at till I get my masters.I met a new friend online and shes awesome.Yes that would be you icey.Well guess I need to go study for my test its 7:15am and my test is at 11am wish me luck everyone.have a great day.

Petition
i want to start a petition it is to help women like me get a job and keep the job they want i will welcome comment from anyone and i would like to hear your stories about home repair. so like me if you are bored being turned down for that job you wanted so badly male /female lets chat

Song Says It All
From time to time there are songs that come along that just say it all. For those out there that are fans of not only country music but the US Armed Forces... you know that there are several of them. The one that touches me the most is sung by Trace Adkins. No matter what I am doing or where I am... I always stop and listen to that song. It brings a tear to my eye thinking about those who fought or are fighting for the freedom that we live and most take advantage of everyday. As a Veteran and current USAF Reserve I am proud to call myself an American and member of the best military in the world. The song is Arlington. Here are the lyrics for it. I challenge anyone who reads this to listen to the words when they hear this song again and not feel something for those fighting for the freedoms we have: "I never thought that this is where I’d settle down I thought I’d die an old man back in my hometown They gave me this plot of land Me and some other men For a job well done There

Remember When
Remember when I was young and so were you and time stood still and love was all we knew You were the first, so was I We made love and then you cried Remember when Remember when we vowed the vows and walked the walk Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard We lived and learned, life threw curves There was joy, there was hurt Remember when Remember when old ones died and new were born And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged We came together, fell apart And broke each other's hearts Remember when Remember when the sound of little feet was the music We danced to week to week Brought back the love, we found trust Vowed we'd never give it up Remember when Remember when thirty seemed so old Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone To where we are, Where we've been Said we'd do it all again Remember when Remember when we said when we turned gray When the children grow up and move away We won't be sad, we'll be glad For all the life we've had

Here In The Real World
Cowboys don't cry, And heroes don't die. And good always wins Again and again. And love is a sweet dream That always comes true Oh, if life were like the movies, I'd never be blue. But here in the real world, It's not that easy at all, 'Cause when hearts get broken, It's real tears that fall. And darlin', it's sad but true, But the one thing I've learned from you, Is how the boy don't always get the girl, Here in the real world. I gave you my love, But that wasn't enough, To hold your heart When times got tough. And tonight on that silver screen, It'll end like it should, Two lovers will make it through Like I hoped we would. But here in the real world, It's not that easy at all, 'Cause when hearts get broken, It's real tears that fall. And darlin', it's sad but true, But the one thing I've learned from you, Is how the boy don't always get the girl, Here in the real world.

I'd Love You All Over Again
Has it been ten years since we said I do I've always heard marriage made one seem like two But you're lookin' better than you did back then You still make this old heart give in And if I had it to do all over I'd do it all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again The preacher has said till death do us part That seemed like forever to a young man's heart Now the days seem much shorter the longer we love And the memories just keep adding up And if I had it to do all over I'd do it all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again If tomorrow I found one more chance to begin I'd love you all over again

I'll Try
Here we are Talkin' bout forever Both know damn well It's not easy together We've both felt love We've both felt pain I'll take the sunshine Over the rain And I'll try To love only you And I'll try My best to be true Oh darlin', I'll try So I'm not scared It's worth a chance to me Take my hand Let's face eternity Well I can't tell you That I'll never change But I can swear That in every way And I'll try To love only you And I'll try My best to be true Oh darlin', I'll try I'm not perfect Just another man But I will give you All that I am And I'll try To love only you And I'll try My best to be true Oh darlin', I'll try I'll try To be true to you I'll try I'll try To always love you I'll try

Magical Order
Which Magical Order Are You In? You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link your soul provides to the realms beyond reality. You have preternatural abilities, intutively sensing the personality of people you meet and discerning events yet to happen. You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits. You are a good judge of character but your idealism or morality can confuse others.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Where Were You When The World Stopped Turning
Where were you when the world stopped turning that september day Out in the yard with your wife and children Or working on some stage in l.a. Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke Rising against that blue sky Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor Or did you just sit down and cry Did you weep for the children who lost there dear loved ones And pray for the ones who don’t know Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble And sob for the ones left below Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue And the heros who died just doin’ what they do Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer And look at yourself and what really matters I’m just a singer of simple songs I’m not a real political man I watch cnn but I’m not sure I can tell you The difference in iraq and iran But I know jesus, and I talk to god And I remember this from when I was young. Faith, hope and love a

Straight From The Heart
I could start dreamin' but it'd never end As long as you're gone we may as well pretend I've been dreamin' Straight from the heart You said it's easy but who's to say That we'd be able to keep it this way But it's easier Comin' straight from the heart Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we can make another start You know I'll never go - as long as I know It's comin' straight from the heart I'll see you on the street some other time And all our words would just fall outta line While we're dreamin' Straight from the heart Give it to me straight from the heart Tell me we can make one more start You know I'll never go - as long as I know It's comin' straight from the heart

Dreaming
seems i've been dreaming a lot more lately. though they aren't dreams i'm really in control of. last night was sort of weird. my dreams often seem to have some underlying mystery to them but i never seem to know what it is. like there's some plot or something. last night though it was confusing because the girl would look like felicity or something, but then in my mind it would be ravyn and such. i hate when that happens cuz then i get confuzzled. anyways i know i had a dream where i was certain it was ravyn yet i can't remember what happened in that one :/ and then when it looked like felicity but i was thinking of ravyn we were in a room there were two other people and i was holding her hand. there was something we were trying to do but i don't remember, and somehow the two guys got mad and turned on us and one of them was trying to grab the girl and i started to try and stop them and such. in another one it had to do with being in washington and i was splitting fire wood, and onc

Eternal Flame
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling do you feel my heart beating, do you understand do you feel the same, am I only dreaming is this burning an eternal flame. I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me do you feel the same, am I only dreaming or is this burning an eternal flame. Say my name, sun shines through the rain a whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling. Close your eyes, give me your hand do you feel my heart beating, do you understand do you feel the same, am I only dreaming is this burning an eternal flame ...

Hey
Everyone...I dont want to burst any bubbles...and I may be back for dating reasons...depends on how much I can pursuade my friend that I deserve the trust he had in me....I am falling so in love with one particular person...some of you I have flirted with and had conversations with that had I known his feelings...never would have happened...And for that I apologize. He always told people that we were 'good friends"....when was the last time good friends slept together...but, in this day and age...I ran with it. I made the mistake of offering advice and observations for another male friend of mine...of course in a bar setting....my 'good friend' overheard and thought I was planning a 'date'....I now know that he cared more than he told me....perhaps even still does...but, I my kisses were refused...he said that he doesn't want to be hurt again...those of you that really have gotten to know me...know that I have the same fears...he is slightly younger and Mr. Popularity....he turns a

Lemon Meringue
If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, Which would you choose? (You can only pick one!) Trust me...this is Reputed to be very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think About you. After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to Others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the Subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla Cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Icing on Chocolate Cake 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think Carefully what your choice will be... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says About you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and Fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cr

Manic Monday
Six o'clock already I was just in the middle of a dream I was kissin' Valentino By a crystal blue Italian stream But I can't be late 'Cause then I guess I just won't get paid These are the days When you wish your bed was already made *It's just another manic Monday I wish it was Sunday 'Cause that's my funday My I-don't-have-to-run day It's just another manic Monday Have to catch an early train Got to be to work by nine And if I had an aeroplane I still couldn't make it on time 'Cause it takes me so long Just to figure out what I'm gonna wear Blame it on the train When the bus is already there CHORUS All of the nights Why did my lover have to pick last night To get down Doesn't it matter That I have to feed the both of us Employment's down He tells me in his bedroom voice C'mon honey, let's go make some noise Time it goes so fast When you're having fun

Tortured Tourist - Part 4
“Wake up, bitch!” The command was accompanied by a stinging slap across the face, and Sarah’s eyes flew open. She had slept poorly, and the events of the day before seemed like a distant nightmare, something she had seen in a movie, something that had happened to someone else, not to her. She was freezing. Her captors had left her alone, naked and wet, in the cold cell for the night. She tried to sit up, but she was still held fast by the leather straps encircling her head and her limbs. The steel bands on which she had been supported bit into her skin, and she tried to shift in an effort to bring some relief from the pain. Her movements were slow; she was still weak from exhaustion, from the loss of sleep, from the torments her body had experienced the day before. She had not eaten since the previous morning. Carlos stood by the cot, Rodriguez at his side. Carlos had a large metal bucket filled with water in his hand. “Still sleepy?” he chuckled. “We’ll fix that.” I

Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave 'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Take a look at me now, 'cos there's just an empty space But to wait for you, well that's all I can d

Crazy For You
Swaying room as the music starts Strangers making the most of the dark Two by two their bodies become one I see you through the smokey air Can't you feel the weight of my stare You're so close but still a world away What I'm dying to say, is that I'm crazy for you Touch me once and you'll know it's true I never wanted anyone like this It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss I'm crazy for you, crazy for you Trying hard to control my heart I walk over to where you are Eye to eye we need no words at all Slowly now we begin to move Every breath I'm deeper into you Soon we two are standing still in time If you read my mind, you'll see It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you And you know it's true I'm crazy, crazy for you

Falling In Love Already?
Been around Second Life for only 2 days, and have a friend. Well, kind of a boyfriend even. His name is Arad, which sounds very nice to me. And he IS nice, very polite, wearing a smoking, short black hair, slender, about my size. Met him two times now and quite fancy him. Doesn't scoff at my body but giving me little things to make me look better. Inviting me for drinks and some smoke... I love to just stroll around with him across islands, we both don't know, talking, looking, marveling. Can hardly wait to see him again, to be honest with you. But before that, I gotta do some exploring single-handedly. Can't just come out of my tight family-bonds, and into an all-exclusive relationship. Or can I? Really don't know. This other guy kinda pimp looking, but somehow quite captivating, gave me the addressl of a place, he wants me to visit. caribbean sunrise, doesn't this sound nice? I guess I check it out soon. All by myself...

And She Says She Doesnt Come To My Page .....
lmao..yesterday "raven" basically called me a slut and said she doesnt come and would never come to my page....even though she visits my page ALOT and doesnt say anything....well ive decided to keep the proof that when i just signed on....guess who was the last person who came to my page lol *sigh*...she loves me =D

Things Are Easier Said Than Done.
i wondered if i could put 5 rules in my life right now. 1) when you start something, finish it. remember to be efficient. 2) love unconditionally. 3) being late is never an option. 4) always remember that the world does not stop at you; it continues to revolve so keep up and if needed, start over. 5) everything is a one-time-big-time opportunity so enjoy. --- what are your rules?

One Step Closer
One step closer… I’ve spent the better part of the last two hours dreaming about my next project. I want to log the story of this one for prosperity… Last night I get this phone call from a friend. She is the self-titled “Tattoo shop counter bitch” for P.A.I.N. Parlor. The name is cool and that is another story for the owner to tell not me. Anyway, back to the story, she knows I laid Blackie down on Friday. So she asks me, “My boss has this Harley bobber frame under the back counter, you want to buy it?” OK, side bar…. I have been wanting to build a bobber like a S.O.B for the last few months. I love the Old School look. Back to the frame … I go by there on the way home from work today to check it out. Nice frame, straight and it has the rear fender too. Price is affordable. So it looks like I have te beginnings of a project that will probably last the next few years. It’s a 1976 XLCH – 1000 Frame. That’s a Ironhead Sporty for those of you who know. I have been search

Untitled
i think i am going insane like a mad man laughing at the rain laughing at the hurt laughing at the pain i smirk upon the thought of how easily death can be bought giggle at the sound as i hear your heart pound for you are scarred by the sight of my face i am so ugly its a disgrace wishing you weren't here what i love you fear not knowing how i may act one minute like this now i am like that can you handle my mind not knowing what you may find i could be all your fears all your tears all that agony you built up within i caused your bigest sin cause i am your master but can i now just be your servant i can do things you can't i will do things you won't i am no good and i am no evil but you could love me still this you may deny i can be seen with only one eye cause i am in your soul and i am what makes you whole

Asking And Telling....you Do Have An Opinion.
Good Morning. It’s Friday and I was going to do my rendition of Valentines Day and what the day was about and why we seem to honor those that in this day and age might not normally be honored. But, here is my thought process. I will save that for Monday because Valentine’s Day will only be a few days away if I do that and not these three added days yet before the weekend. Today I want to mention the difference between asking and telling. Here is one big difference…one is a kinder more gentle approach and the other is more of a demand approach. Oh first off sad note about Anna Nicole Smith. I wonder if there is a higher mortality rate among X playmates or people who lose a lot of weight and can’t handle the transformation…Neither am I suggesting are any form of her death but thinking beauty sometimes begets death and so does lack of correct body weight and handling ones nourishments. Ok once again it’s a sad day in the fandom of Anna Nicole. On with the true difference of asking or tell

Emotional Malice
do you see these scarring slashes upon my arm i am loving the cause of harm embracing the pain it is what is keeping me sane theres burning flames skorching my heart buttons u pushed causing the start now it is to late to leave you are like a drug that i need because i am wanting you more and more so its your last chance before i close this door will you slip through that tiny crack as i turn my back or when i come around will you still be found holding my burning heart or shall you allow me to be ripped apart like so many times before i am left on the lonely side of a slamming door

Empathy
before i go to sleep tonight - thought id share with you another episode of me 'thinking outloud'.. this time im thinking about 'empathy'. Empathy is the idea of understanding how another person feels... ive always had a bit of an ability with that - and its not a good thing.. seriously - empathy isnt all its cracked up to be. Empathy for another human being means that you seriously do 'feel their pain'... practically literally - you know what they are going through.. but cant do much about it. my mom use to say it was like 'having your nerves laid out across the whole world.. and people walking around stepping on them.' .. that sums it up rather nicely actually. Now dont get confused... empathy is not the same as 'understanding'.. for example.. i feel for a person and what pain they are experiencing... but that doesnt mean i understand why they made the choices they did that led them there - and yes.. i still think of many.. sometimes even MOST people as irrational morons - that ma

Fantasy Is A Hobby
The realms that night were quivering in anticipation, you could smell it in the air. Ethelred sat in the tree line, the shrubs and undergrowth was more than enough to hide his form, as he had so many times before. He had never managed to sneak this close to the hunt circle, so near, enough to feel the heat from the moot flames. The other figures dancing around the ascending golden embers, with their meaningless vocalizations... something he had not done, nor could he ever hope to, the Get hunt party that we watching, and had seen so many times before. It was to the point to where he could envision every step that each of the pups would make in their ascension right of hunt. Something he had not ever had and part of him hated them for that reason. "Dreaming Thomas?" the feminine voice shook ethelred out of his dazed complexion. He turned, there she was. A dazzling display of strength and female softness with a voice that could haunt a soul. "You know it is dangerous for you to m

I Believe---
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for "true love". I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe -

Having One Of Those Days....
Wow. First time to blog in here. Hmmmm. Right now, myh favorite other site is down, had to go with my friend to check on his ex's car(She managed to crack the engine block!) and now i am just lounging on the bed with the laptop, trying to figure out why I am still awake at 6am!

His Love
When he is over me I feel his strength. When I am at his feet I feel his gentleness. When he holds me down I feel his power. When he looks at me I see his desire. When his hand stings my skin I feel his love. When he smiles at me I feel acceptance. When he is with me I am whole. When he is gone I am empty.

Don't Fall In Love With A Dreamer
Just look at you sitting there You never looked better than tonight And it'd be so easy to tell you I'd stay Like I've done so many times I was so sure this would be the night You'd close the door And wanna stay with me And it'd be so easy To tell you I'd wait Like I've done so many times Don't fall in love with a dreamer Because he'll always take you in Just when you think You've really changed him He'll leave you again Don't fall in love with a dreamer Because he'll break you every time So put out the light and just hold on Before we say goodbye Now it's morning and the phone rings and ya say You gotta get your things together You just gotta leave Before you change your mind And you know What I was thinking I'd turn around If you'd just ask me one more time Don't fall in love with a dreamer Because he'll always take you in Just when you think You've really changed him He'll leave you again Don't fall in love with a dreamer Because he'll break you

Crabby Old Man
Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? .......What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ....not very wise, Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply. When you say in a loud voice....."I do wish you'd try!" Who seems not to notice ....the things that you do. And forever is losing ...

My Speical Angel
Angel, angel, whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa) (Angel, angel, whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa) You are my special angel Sent from up above The Lord smiled down on me And sent an angel to love (to love) You are my special angel Right from paradise I know you're an angel Heaven is in your eyes The smile from your lips brings the summer sunshine Tears from your eyes bring the rain I feel your touch, your warm embrace And I'm in heaven again You are my special angel Through eternity I'll have my special angel Here to watch over me (A smile from your lips brings the summer sunshine) (The tears from your eyes bring the rain) I feel your touch, your warm embrace And I'm in heaven again You are my special angel Through eternity I'll have my special angel Here to watch over me (watch over me) Here to watch over me (Angel, angel, whoa-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh oh, oh)

Fraulein
Far across deep blue waters, lives an old German's daughter By the banks of the old river Rhine Where I loved her and left her, but I can't forget her I miss my pretty Fraulein. FrauIein, Fraulein, look up toward the Heaven Each night when the stars start to shine By the same stars above you, I swear that I love you You are my pretty fraulein. When my memories wander, away over yonder To the sweetheart that I left behind In a moment of glory, a face comes before me The face of my pretty fraulein. Fraulein, Fraulein, walk down by the river Pretend that your hand's holdin' mine By the same stars above you, I swear that I love you 'cause you are my pretty fraulein.

Finding My Way Around
HEY EVERY ONE ,I,M NEW AND NOT SHORE WHAT TO SAY ??,SO OLD MOTHER HUBBERT ,WENT TO THE CUBBERT TO FETCH POOR ROVER A BONE ,BUT WHEN SHE BENT OVER,ROVER DROVER AND NOW HAS A BONE OF HIS OWN, I,M EASY GOING DOWN TO EARTH ,I,VE DANCED WITH THE LORD,AND I,VE DANCED WITH THE DEVIL,BUT NOW I WALK A STRAIGHT LINE ,AND ONCE IN A WHILE I,LL GET A BIG SMILE ,AND DANCE ON THE CRAZY SIDE .WELL CHEERS, HERES TO MAKING FRIENDS,LAUGHING,AND JUST BEING CRAZY,BYE, PS,TY BRAT,HUGS TO YOU,HEY ALL STOP BY.

Hurt Me
Hurt me Why in the world did you hurt me? Just when I thought I’d found someone to trust, you took away your love and Hurt me I still can’t believe you hurt me Just when I thought it was safe to come in You let me want you, and need you, and then You left me, like a child in the rain Now I’m mending myself of the pain Oh, you hurt me Yes, you left me Like a child in the rain Now I’m lost in an ocean of pain Oh, you hurt me I fell in love and it hurt me Can’t you imagine how I’m feeling now? Oh, will you ever know how? You, hurt me

Blue
Blue Oh, so lonesome for you Why can’t you be blue over me? Blue Oh, so lonesome for you Tears fill my eyes ’till I can’t see 3 o’clock in the morning, here am i Sitting here so lonely, so lonesome I could cry Blue Oh, so lonesome for you Why can’t you be blue over me? Now that it’s over, I realize Those weak words you wispered, were nothing but lies Blue Oh, so lonesome for you Why can’t you be blue over me? Why can’t you be blue over me?

But I Do Love You
I don’t like to be alone in the night And I don’t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right And I don’t like to have the rain on my shoe But I do love you, but I do love you I don’t like to see the sky painted gray And I don’t like when nothing’s going my way And I don’t like to be the one with the blues But I do love you, but I do love you Love everything about the way you’re loving me The way you lay your head Upon my shoulder when you sleep And I love to kiss you in the rain I love everything you do, oh I do I don’t like to turn the radio on Just to find I missed my favorite song And I don’t like to be the last with the news But I do love you, but I do love you Love everything about the way you’re loving me The way you lay your head Upon my shoulder when you sleep And I love to kiss you in the rain I love everything you do, oh I do And I don’t like to be alone in the night And I don’t like to hear I’m wrong when I’m right And I don’t like to have the rain on my s

Can't Fight The Moonlight
Under a lover's sky I'm gonna be with you And no one's gonna be around If you think that you won't fall Well just wait until 'till the sun goes down Underneath the starlight starlight There's a magical feeling so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight, No-o you can't fight it It's gonna get to you'r heart There's no escaping love Once a gentle breeze (once a gentle breeze) Sweeps it's spell upon your heart And no matter what you think It won't be to long 'Till you in my arms Underneath the starlight starlight We'll be lost in the rythm so right It will steal your heart tonight You can try to resist Try to hide from my kiss But you know, but you know That you, can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart But you

Continuation
cut me and kiss me the way that you do keep my eyes shut and to you ill be true a naughty little girl whos pleasure you seek torture and please me every day of the week bind me and ride me so hard and not fast this ultimate pleasing i want it to last a joyous union of two who seek pain a mutual trust one not spoken in vain a rapture so sweet no walls are kept here a secret so meek to my heart your kept dear... well thats about all for now...

This Is My First Blog On Ct!
I don't really know how this site works.. yes, I am fairly retarded. But, none of that is important, now I'm just here to post a whole lot of useless information for a whole bunch of people who don't even know me. Sometimes it easier that way. For the first time, in a REALLY long time, I am truely happy. I am PERFECTLY content, just haning out with my friends, working, going to school, being a normal teenager. I haven't had that chance before. I've ALWAYS been in a relationship, and I really am scared to be alone. But I mean, you get used to it, you know? Up until this summer, I had never partied, I had never done ANYTHIING that would disappoint my parents, I've always been the good kid. I have always done everything right, always make EVERYONE happy. But it is really, honestly nice to just kick back every once in a while. Drink a little, just chill out. I've always been on the go. I LIKE to just relax sometimes. I LOVE the freedom of being an adult, and

Toy Party
So, My friend "Karah" will be throwing a toy party next Friday night ! Thank goodness cause man do I need a new vibrating boyfriend ! Ok, My boyfriends of the past.... The first was my "Swan" named "Scott" he gave me quite a few great yrs ! Then one fine day that f*cker went "zzzzappp" and a puff of smoke came from him and I threw it across the room ! It scared me ! Now he is retired in the drawer ! The second was my "Dolphin" named "Sam" he only gave me a few great mths ! That sucked cause he was good in bed ! Well one day with him I was changin the batteries and "click" the backing of the batteries broke off ! "SHIT" Now he works when he wants to ! Just like a man ! He is in the drawer now as well ! Yes, My drawer is a graveyard of vibrators ! Although I do have one double dildo that smells like grapes ! I'm saving that for a girlfriend that will enjoy it as much as I will ! One day ?!? Now brings me to the "Party" ! Friday night I will be on the lookout for a n

Maddie The Angry Bunny.
Maddie was a girl indeed... And human boys; she did not need... Because they simply were not her breed... (Anyway...) Maddie liked to sing and dance... And set aflame the male gender's pants... Then she would laugh, and watch them scream... Their agony caused her eyes to twinkle, and gleam! (Then came a most frightful day...) A boy walked up to Maddie with a grin... This particular boy was as thin as a pin... One could tell his mind was overblown... Because his sleepy-eyes were absolutely overgrown... They bulged and twitched with an atrocious glaze... Maddie looked at his eyes and their pupil's intricate maze... Then Maddie the angry bunny set his shirt ablaze... And laughed at her excellently executed raze... The police came later in the hour... And as they interrogated Maddie her mood grew sour... You see, Maddie was an angry bunny... and she did not find interrogation funny... So she screamed for them to let her free... The policemen shook their head

Hay Looks Its Jackie On The Wacky Tabbacy
Im the asian heres an equation I'll punch you in the lip and do a back flip Nuts are game when he sees the flame I'm Jackie Chan ill do what I can I'm hand over fist with a great twist I've got the Ong Bak to kiss im sock Its nothin new to me and you Im Jackie Chan ill do what I can Hay looks its Jackie on the wacky Tabbacy I think hes triping look at him skipping Oh my god is that mel striping I'm Jackie Chan i guess i'll do what I can I'm Jackie Chan the lighting man I'm after Suzanne shit now fran Maybe oh Maybe NO DONT PUNCH THE BABY Man'o Man is this weed crazy It makes my chinese but so lazy I forget to eat my minds so hazy Im so hungry ill eat a swan river daisy I'll chill in hell and get to meet mel The devil will show me his favorite game Surfing in a volcano all I can proclame I'm Jackie Chan I'll do what i can

My Ball
My ball is special and unique, of course. He rides on Dinos, Warthogs, and a horse. He flies in the sky where clouds are sleeping, where snakes talk of yonder, and little birds are weeping. But behind all these talents he does somthing really cool, He rolls back and forth on a table with stools.

(whistles)
(whistles) Laadee dumm! I wish for a beauty in a bottle! One with raggity hair! I wish for a dinosaur with purple hair! (whistles) Laadee dumm! I wish for a bright yellow jump suit! One that makes funny noises when ya move! I wish for a green pumpkin, that I can carve " EAT ME " In the back! I wish for someone to finnaly call me "I'm a Pretty Fairy"! Please don't have me explain ain ain! (whistles) Laadee dumm! I wish for a pet fly! One that I can call steve! I wish for a drawling of a old guy posing Quite a scary thought acually! (whistles) Laadee dumm! I bet if I keep going on i'll go nuts! But that won't effect any of us! I can already see people running while screaming Someones going to put me in a nut house! I see some men, in bright white coats! Coming towards my way ay ay! CRAP!!! RUNNN!!!!!! -The End

Mary Had A Little Lamb
Mary had a little lamb, Its fleese was black as soot, And every where that Mary went, It left a Sooty foot_______Print! Mary had a little Lamb, A Plate of chips and a slice of Ham, A Custard tart and a slice of cake, And what a mess did Mary make! Mary liked her little Lamb, It Followed her to school, It sat in her Class, Drinking from a glass, Getting top marks, Now he's the head of the class!

The Happy Hobos
My name is Sammy Sunshine My life is dandy and fine I eat my beans by a campfire My pants are held by a wire Patched up coat, to stay warm stealing eggs, from the farm I ride in the opened boxcars I gotta friend, named Oscar Him and I have been around every station, and every town Sleeping on the freight train warm and dry, from the rain This is the life, on the open track a couple of Hobos, with napsacks Seeing the city and countryside We sing along on our joyride Come on, and join us, and you'll see the life of a Hobo, will set your ass free

Pop Of The Bubble
While sitting in the water wading in the bathtub I find a bottle on the side of the rim. The bottle said "Bubbles for your bath" I open the cap with anticipation that a surprise is inside. A bubble flies out of the hole as if it wanted to be free. I reached for the bubble with outgoing hands as if I needed to speak to the bubble. But something strange happened when I touched it. A small 'POP' was heard throughout the room as my little bubble that wanted to escape from the bottle vanished into thin air. As I lay there I could feel in the bottle other little bubbles that wanted their freedom so badly as the last bubble did. I poored the contents within the bottle into the water in the tub. Suds full of bubbles started to appear as it hit the water. It was as if I just released a whole prison group from their cell. All bubbles were free and filling the tub full of joy. Others started to float away finally being free from their prison. As I reached towards them to say

What Is This?
Round and shiny you'd better watch out One wrong move and it's broken Floating so effotlessly Across the bright sky What is this? You can see through it Though it may look odd Don't let it fall And pop can you tell yet What is this? Blow it into shape Try and catch it Before it falls What is this? BUBBLES BUBBLES BUBBLES BUBBLES BUBBLES BUBBLES

Completely
Completely: I'll give my all or not at all there's no in-between I'll give my best, wont second guess this feeling deep in me You make me want to love you You fill me up with love Oh how I over flow when we touch, can't get enough and I want you to know you make mewant to love you with every breath I'll love you Oh so endlessly. I'll give you my heart, my soul I wont hold back, I'll give you everything. All of me Completely...

Balloon
Hippity hop the balloon went pop It's life was short but sweet as it floated across the street Freed from the grasp of sticky hands it ventured in search of far off lands But all it could manage a short swift dash then bump into the baby's carriage With a bang it expired too short a life for one so inspired But venture it did from life it never hid To be free was all it sought everything else counted for nought

I'm Tired Of Drama
WHEN DID THIS PLACE BECOME A FUCKIN POPULARTY CONTEST I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND HAVE FUN I JOINED THIS SITE TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYDAY NORMAL LIFE AND RELAX!!!! I'M TIRED OF ALL THE GODDAMN DRAMA THAT IS GOING ON I HAVE TWO FRIENDS FIGHTING AND I'M IN BETWEEN I THOUGHT WE WERE ADULTS THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT!!!!!! I MEAN CMON GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK ALL THIS HE SAID SHE SAID SHIT HAS GOT TO GO I'VE HAVE ENOUGH BULLSHIT FROM WORK TO WORRY ABOUT LIKE DEADLINES AND SHIT LIKE THAT. WITH THE WAY WORK IS GOING AND THE DRAMA I'M ABOUT READY TO GO TO THE LOOONEY BIN WHERE THE GUYS WITH THE THORZINE AND THE WHITE COAT AND THEY EVEN GIVE YOU A NICE SNUG JACKET TO KEEP YOU WARM THOUGH YOU CANT TAKE IT OFF YOURSELF `CAUSE THE FUCKERS BUCKLED THE DAMN THING IN THE BACK WHERE YOU CANT REACH IT NOW LETS START ACTING LIKE ADULTS WE ARE NOT TWO YEARS OLD SUCKING ON OUR MAMA'S TIT NOW THAT I HAVE SAID THAT HAVE FUN AND BE GOOD FRIENDS WITH EACHOTHER AND BE NICE CHERRIES

Love Can Be....
Love can be the most wonderful feeling in this world. But, it only becomes complete when we share it with someone who feels the same way for us. Do not be afraid to love because the joy it brings can fulfill us beyond measure and the pain it sometimes inflicts can make us better and stronger persons. Although the very first person who taught us the real meaning of love would always be difficult to forget, it doesn't mean that he is our last. The first heartache often becomes a prelude to another and then another, until we mature emotionally from the pain of our mistakes. Open your heart once again to the real meaning of love. Let us always remember that love is not love when we do not show it. Love is not love when the person to whom it is intended doesn't know or feel it. We should not be scared to take the challenge because those who succeed in love are those who are not afraid to be rejected because they believe that losing love because they tried than losing love because they were

Alrighty Then
So, I'm very new to Cherry TAP. I've been using mySpace, but I'm getting kinda bored with it. It's actually just a bunch of people I know, sending each other random pics and comments. A lot of fun at first, but I'm over it. So, I thought I'd try this. Maybe make a few new friends, see what's going on in here. I'm a little confused with all of the points, and shouts, and pokes, etc.... but then I haven't spent much time here. I guess I'll learn as I go. I am so tired of cold, gray days. I can't wait for spring to get here, so I can get out of the winter blahs. I need to feel the sun on me, standing at the water's edge, and enjoy just being. That's definitley something I'm looking forward to. Enough rambling tonight. Think I'll go to bed now. Later.

Garfield, The Big Orange Cat.
Great big yawn as I cuddle with Pookie Another day begins I hope Jon made lasagna Rolling my eyes at Odie He wants to play fetch Filling my tummy with all the food Jon brought home I think I might go take a nap Even though it's not yet noon I roll into my bed Let's see if there is anything left for a snack still hungry Don't forget to get my lasagna tomorrow Jon or else Garfield the Big Orange Cat

One Like Me (an Old One)
The touch, The feel. To love, And be loved. Its just a dream. Who would want, One like me. We joke, We play. Never taken, Seriously. Always lightly. Who would want, One like me. Afraid to touch, Afraid to be too close. This feeling Or your scent, That lingers around me. Never, Goes away. Never to be loved, Not in that way. Always a dream, That lingers. Never reality. Why would someone want, Someone like me.

Irish Brithers
An Irishman walks into a bar in Dublin, orders three pints of Guinness and sits in the back of the room, drinking a sip out of each one in turn. When he finished all three, he comes back to the bar and orders three more. The bartender says to him, "You know, a pint goes flat after I draw it. It would taste better if you bought one at a time." The Irishman replies, "Well, you see, I have two brothers. One is in America, the other in Australia, and I'm here in Dublin. When we all left home, we promised that we'd drink this way to remember the days we all drank together." The bartender admits that this is a nice custom, and leaves it there. The Irishman becomes a regular in the bar and always drinks the same way: he orders three pints and drinks the three pints by taking drinks from each of them in turn. One day, he comes in and orders two pints. All the other regulars in the bar notice and fall silent. When he comes back to the bar for the second round, the bartender says, "I don't want

For Him
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you go, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is away, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... I always will love you.

Do You Want Me?
Does desire pulse throbbing, screaming through your body. Hurling you into a place where I am all you want all you need, all there is Do you dream of me in the dark of the night, Burning silently, fantasies of delicious pleasures. Your body restless, hands clenching at your sides. Sweet rapture filling your mind, your heart, your core. Do you wake a song in your heart, a smile on your lips Anticipation lighting the promise of another day. Thirsting for the sweet nectar of my passion. Starving for the enticing caress of my voice. Do you think of me while dealing with the daily climb. Do simple things bring visions of my kiss, my smile. Do your fingers hunger for my satin skin beneath them. Are Precious moments in time lost to reverie? Do You Want Me, Like I Want You

Yesterday I Slipped.... By Gina Marie 2001
Yesterday I slipped inside my spirit, and found the land alive and breathing.. Today I will nurture all creation, while Earth's heart keeps beating.. Tomorrow I shall quit breathing, she keeps spinning... Till once again I will arrive to give her greeting...

Hurt
If only I could tell one true soul all the pain I have felt,...in this friends as true souls,who mostly see me through anything,...Yoou are my angels,and though I have never seen angels cry,I know that they do.If I am not allowed to cry,silently I will wither and die,no more blooming beautiful pretty flower,I never want to hear the words that hurt the most for they are what kill us,they are the biggest lies ever told,..I will never will leave you,I will never hurt you,I Love you,... If you say them and you really know my heart,you better mean it.Especailly I love you,otherwise what good is a love if there is nothing left????

For A Friend
Beautiful and Broken; words unspoken, tears choked back that attack the lonesome. Self taught teaching; open arms reaching, how can you touch so much with a feeling? Supply and demand; love doesn't understand, one of the flaws in the unwritten laws of man. Diamond cut pierce; hiding can be fierce, but the pain will remain just subsided my dear. The rare white lotus; does anybody notice, or is it too late while fate sings the chorus? Dead rose petals; screaming tea kettles, leave senses defensleless to meddlesome devils. Silent screaming; violent demon, will the next slice suffice- or will you grind on bleeding? Just so you know in my flow you can cope; I'll throw you the rope to show you there is hope. Personally, a caring token; so you won't be, so Beautiful and Broken...

Marking My Pics As Nsfw
please if your going to mark my pictures as nsfw please don`t look at them none of them are naked pictures and i am clothed so whats the problem maybe you shouldn`t be looking at pictures any how at work it is called work not perving, i wish the person who marked them would admit to me who it was cause i sure would like to know.

The Man On The Beach- Chapter 2
"I'm so sorry miss, my careless nephew here wasn't watching where he was throwing now was he?" The tall dark man said lovingly to his kin. "It's quite alright, really." She said, gazing up at the man's deep and shiny black eyes. "Well, when they're young like this it's better to get the messege across early." He replied, looking down at the thin figure below him. She was pretty if not gorgeous with her complimenting tone and tan skin. He caught her rain water eyes in his and smiled. "I suppose you're going to want this back?" She asked, picking up the heart of the conversatioin with her free hand. "Yes, thanks. And again, sorry about the mishap, I'm sure it won't happen anymore. Will it Spencer?" The unknown man's dark hair blew in the wind, causing him to squint a little as he patted the young boy's head. She noticed the little boy's freckles that were spotted upon his nose were equivelent to the frothy sand being invaded by the strong ocean. "No..." Spencer sighed lo

Online Friends!
Lynn's fingers clutched the steering wheel as she sat in the parking lot of the book store. Nervously she glanced around making sure she did not recognize any of the people or cars. Her hand moved to the door handle but stopped. This is crazy she thought jamming the key back in the ignition. He probably won't show up, and even if he does, he won't talk to me, once he sees me he will just keep on walking. "What if he does show up?" She whispered to herself. She looked in the rearview mirror at her reflection then took a deep breath. "Its time to quit being a coward," she said into the mirror. Grabbing her purse she opened the car door and slowly walked up the path to her favorite book store. The scent of coffee called to her but she kept walking, afraid of making a mistake, what if she got the coffee and spilled it on herself, and then he really showed up, or worse she spilled it on him and he left. Smiling at her own vivid imagination she shook her head and wandered around

Let's Talk About It....
Why won't you look at me? How vapid can you really be! I want the truth no more lies. "LOOK AT ME" she cries Should I hurt myself to get your attention? Turning around she screams, "Maybe your the one who needs some Protection!" You Know I won't wait for forever. If you end it now, Don't talk to me..EVER! Whats actually going through your head? Did you listen to a word I just said?!

Love Is Pain
but love is my life. i try to take this life one day at a time but sometimes several days attack me all at once. the other day ranked pretty high on the fucked up scale. its like im trying to swim but i cant keep my head above the water. i guess its cause my cousins funeral is coming up. i guess deep down military funerals scare me...it makes me think that one day it'll be my dad or sean...and i just cant handle that. they asked me to do the reading at my cousin's church service and im worried i wont be able to keep myself together long enough to do it. im scared i'll his his little girls and just lose it. my family has lost 5 members with him since the war started. its taken a toll on us... but what surprises me is that my younger cousin just signed up...even after everything my family still holds true to our military roots.....guess we really are too stubborn for our own good. but ::sigh:: enough of that....sean is due for leave in march...which is only 19 days away. so i g

Dead Flower
Cryptic images running through her head Sadistic tones in the words he said Cuts of anger spread down her leg Now she lays there with nothing left to dread Puddles of her blood form upon the floor Hurt and anger she can no longer ignore Through life she dealt with all those words of hate Just to wake up each morning with a life she contemplates Sinister thoughts deep down in her heart A shaky hand guides the razor as it tears her skin apart Smiling through tears as she causes her body harm, A stream of crimson trails down her ivory arm Softly she whispers to herself in the dead of night "See you finally accomplished something right.." A simple girls life had secrets never to be told As shallow breaths come from a body that slowly grows cold.

Silence
Wind and Water, Storm an Rain Who the hell do you have now to blame Sadness brought on by hearts desire Your body containing a blazing inner fire Pieces of her soul floating down a imaginary stream She lays there alone in the black of night, holding back her shattering scream The jagged cuts appearing from all her unbearable pain Her flesh so torn from the razor she slipped upon her bulging vein Streams of crimson lay in a path upon the floor Slowly she watches as her life slips away, as it flows under her bedroom door A few glances of light now fading into darkness For today she had ended her ultimate unhappiness.

Bruce Needs Comment Bombers For Contest
ok hey everybody i am need of comment bombers and everybody's help because i am in the contest for best smile it goes for a week so please pretty please help me out people even pretty please with cherries on top with whipped cream help me out people from Bruce

There Comes A Time
I am sure many of you have read blogs like this before but sometimes one must put in words what one feels. You go through life thinking that you know what it is like to love someone. You end up realizing that there are different kinds of love. I am not talking about the different kinds of love that pertain to the love of a friend, the love of a bother or sister, or the love of a family member. What I am refering to is the different kinds of love you have for the opposite sex. Now some of you have been in love a few times in your life and can look back at them and be able to say that you loved that person or persons in different ways. I have been married twice and both woman cheated on me. I don't know about any of you out there but to me devotion is the heart of a relationship. If you can't devote your heart to someone then you have no business being in that relationship. You must be willing to make sacrifices for one another. This also pertains to starting a relationship. I am at a p

Cold Heart
Your my Dark love. With your eyes of Thunder, A heart of stone, Gentle words saying your all alone. Greeting deaths dark hand you await, For your your life you gladly contemplate. Shedding tears of sorrow, with a face of sadness, Revealing the scars that show your ultimate madness. Your sinister thoughts roaming a mind untold, Never sharing or sparing there yours to hold. Taking each breath as though its your last, Simply living your life as though its a task. Bleeding cuts from hurt and deceit you make, Escaping your pain and heartache you forsake. Now a heart of stone from what she called a "Game", You sit there in the dark and believe your to blame. But your my Dark love. With your eyes of Thunder and now a heart of stone, I'm here to tell you, " You'll never be alone."

I Am Down Here!
Standing in the middle of the room, I scream at the top of my lungs, yet no one seems to hear me. Everyone rushes past, never seeming to glance in my direction For once can you reconize me? Hello I'm down here, give me some attention I can't stop wondering, Shall I just move on and forget all that I want Will I forever live in the casted off shadows of your body, giving my opinuon just for it to be ignored? What would it take for any of you to realize I'm here I'm to the point, do I really want your attention! Quit this facade you call attention! Now you just plainly bore me, Why am I the one sitting her listening and nodding as I smile. I don't care about a words you say or your stupid vapid problems So Please I beg of you, spare me my precious time, and lets go back to you not seeing me. So for once everything can be the same.

You Know The Type...
You know the type. The ones that make your world just a little brighter. The ones that make your heart beat faster every time they look into your eyes. The ones that you lie awake thinking about, and fall asleep to dream about. The ones who make you weak in the knees. The ones who can make your whole day better just by smiling. You know the type. The same type who... Don't even know how much you love them. Don't look at you like they look at other girls. Don't know that you exist. Treat you like one of the guys. Call you when their girl is out with her friends. Don't understand how they make you feel. You'll never have a chance with. You know the type.

Crudeltà
La guardate, voi la ridete di.... ...Abbassa la sua testa e la lancia occhi alla terra Voi snicker dietro lei indietro come cammina sopra vicino... ...Prova a non cry Rendete ad uno snide piccolo osservazione, o ad uno scherzo al vostro friend(s)... ...Muore un piccolo all'interno. ~ENGLISH Version~ You look at her, you laugh at her... ...She lowers her head and casts her eyes to the ground You snicker behind her back as she walks on by.... ...She tries not to cry You make a snide little remark, or a joke to your friend(s).... ...She dies a little inside.

Bomb Him!! Rate Him!!
Hi to all! I am asking for you to show some luv on this bothas page! Yep you got, its my son....and YES he is old enough. He's 19,he;s new on here and needs a little help. chris_perkins@ CherryTAP

Love
Why is it that, when you tell someone you no longer want them , all you can think about is thinks of them. And you know who you are . I havnt stopped thinking of you , or loving you . I know you will never forgive me for what i did to you. But i had so much going on in my life , and im sorry that i took it out on you . I know you have probably moved on . And good luck to you . But i do still love you and i always will no matter what xxxxxx

Nothing Really
it's amazing what happens when your sick... I mean sure you could lay down and die like most... but for some reason I've found that it makes me want to do more things... like work on some drawings, doing some photography, writing, and even work on some music... strange?

Thought Of You Last Cold Night
thought of you last night Made me dream about it A dream of wondering stars Searching for love hope and freedom Freedom of speech in feelings Freedom of loving you Without any doubts A dream thought so vivid Like you were right here with me In the way only a dream could describe And I liked what I saw It proved to me that… I love you in any way Dream way my way any way I love the way you talk I love the way you read my mind And Oh! I just love the way you make me laugh But even the way you make me cry And that’s why I know I love you I love the way you hate But mostly I love the way you look at me With those naughty eyes And the way you told me “not to worry” And the way you re assure me in your own way That you care for me too I love you any way you are My way your way what ever way you are My bright star I just love And I love your toy my cowboy I love you even when you cry My love for you will never die In any way

Sorry Ive Not Been On
To all that know me , and to all those that ilove.My dear friends im so sorry that i hav'nt been on the computer for so long .But i have been making so many changes in my life. I have also been in hospital . But now im back . FITTER STRONGER and ready to face the world , and what it can chuck at me . xxx

Valentine's Day
Hello all. I have my various thoughts of Valentine's Day. You know, I'm 27 years old. I've never had a Valentine before. I guess I'm kinda bitter towards the whole thing. Most of my friends don't like the holiday because they feel that a certain day shouldn't be pushed aside to show how much you appreciate your loved one. I'm the type of person who would do something nice for a woman I love just because. No reason intended. I guess what Valentine's Day would be for me would be going all out. No, I don't know. I'm a home person. All I want to do is have a nice dinner, maybe watch a movie with someone I love, and just sit there, holding her in my arms, or holding her hand the entire time. After the movie, tell her how much she means to me and how much I love her. Thing is, that's not exempt for just Valentine's Day. That's how I am EVERY day. The only difference is, there might be chocolates involved, but I'm a bit of a chocoholic myself so I'd probably eat them in

Fill In The Blanks About Me.
My name: Summarize me in three words: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: Do I smoke: Am I happy: Am I a good person: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: How do I make you smile: What's my favorite type of music: Have you ever seen me cry: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have I seen you naked?: Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me?: What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on me: Am I dating anyone: If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: What's your favorite memory of me: Who do I like right now: What is my w

My Husband
My Husband It was a boring Sunday morning. She was sitting at the kitchen table having a cup of coffee… It surprises her she had been dreaming about. His gorgeous blue eyes and his smile were just on her mind since last night. He was wearing a tight pare of blue jeans, and a flannel sweater. He held something in his hand. It was a bag. He gave her the bag and then told her to put it on. It was sexy lingerie. Immediately she put it on. He was watching her. She ran the bath with whipping cream in her hand. He led her to the tub where he ate the whipping cream that was all over her sexy wet body... Using her fingers she ran the tips up his chest and then to his swollen shaft. She gently rubbed the whipping cream over his shaft and slowly he began to breathe heavy. They were both covered in whipping cream.. They slowly got out of the tub and headed for the bedroom. She threw him on the bed and began licking the whipping cream off of his body. His breathing became more intense as she lick

Love Pulse
On the rhythm of sweet music Within your arms heart sparkles Soul moves on… On the rhythm of the music You fill heart with love Passion consumes you Uncontrollable You sweet kiss my eyes And the rhythm of the music Moves me toward different horizons Filled with laughter and sunshine Joyous encounter controls my mind My passion consumes you One more day Be loved by you Two hearts joined as one On the rhythm of the music And heart beat The pulse of love

Gifts To Those Who Help...
... and they will be in accordance with how many comments are left... COMMENT BOMBERS REALLY APPRECIATED!!! I will give gifts to those who help! 10,000 comments and I will win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do! Thanks and please repost!! Seana

Women
if ur a good woman then im sorry but for all u other women who use guys for ur own little games or say your a good woman but use a guy and cheat or with a guy until u see something better all u can go to hell. nice guys like me get shitted on becuase all u do is care about ur hairy stinky pussies or u treat guys like me like shit becuase u dont know a good thing if it bit u in the ass so this is for all u women who are whores what goes around comes around and ull get urs. for u good women im sorry but i had to let that out since a certain someone who i thought might have been a good woman ended up being nothing but a whore so i hope she gets what she deserves in the future! now for u good women out there i thank u for being a real woman and not a jackass i know some guys are the same way but i guess in this world its both ways but im a great guy and i have been hurt again by a woman so for u good women im sorry for asshole guys that use but for use nice guys we find the same types in

Contest Is Open!!!!!!. Ev1 I've Helped Over The Last Couple Of Months... Its Ur Turn!!!
Hi ya'll!!!!I know in the last two months... I've been there for alot of ya'll ... I've bombed my little digits away... getting gifts after gifts and blasts after blasts for all my friends... NOW..... I've entered my sweet little puppy and myself into a contest.....please don't let down my Monti.... I don't care about me... but look at *HIS* face... you wouldn't do that to my baby would you??? Come show my puppy some luvin.... just click on his little paws..... he just loves to show me who's boss by drivin' Momma around town! The contest opens tomorrow at noon eastern time, please bookmark my page and come back often ;)) even leaving 10 comments at a time when you think about me... helps out over time!!! The contest ends Sunday evening.... don't let Monti down.... he looks little in this pic.. but he's grown bigger.... big enuf to fracture my arm just playing catch the other day lol ;P) Luvs&Hugs, as always!!! ~MzMic~ click r

Romper Mi Corazón En Pedazos
Replacement, the worst feeling in the world. Loss comes in 2nd leading up to this eventual yet, unexpected reality. Denial plays it's part lulling us into a false sense of security. They speak the words, we obey with hope in our hearts. Thinking one day, our world will be brighter and order will be restored. But here I am alone and waiting. Refusing to believe in reality. Refusing to give up. Once again, the fool tasting the words and swallowing them whole. Sometimes the heart overrules the mind making logic disappear. Sometimes we want so bad that we forget it's already gone forever. This is love this is pain this is reality in it's purest form. And I wish this upon no one.

Family
Family Family is there until the end, they’re always themselves, no pretend. They're not afraid to be seen with you, they will never betray you. Family will never tell secrets they promise to keep; they make you feel good about yourself in times of weep. They come and cheer for you at your games, in a friend there is no shame. Family is there to listen when you're depressed; they are the people you should know best. Families are like presents you open again and again, Always are with you through thick and thin. Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Once Upon A Life......ago
Once upon a lifetime ago My love started to grow for you Upon the sands and rocky shores Ocean of mine Running away And ask my heart Why I want the whole world to know Rebel turn my way My back is at the wall After all these tears in between All I really need is you In one special moment Only you can change my destiny Never look back again "you said” The future will be better Baby!! Only you can change my destiny Oh!! Don't dare to make me cry By telling me some lie We have traveled far without the touch But not without the stars in our hearts Love near or far apart I will always hold And treasure you in my heart Our love can take the highway And leave this sorry life behind Vapula’ tion of the heart and soul my love Be

My Angel
MY ANGEL Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn, grow, and meet people that make those journeys all worth the travel. Those kinds of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more about our selves. We see our weaknesses are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and imprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. So I write this message with love and thanks. For you have touched my life, watched me fall, and you raised me up like an Angel sent from God. And that is where I always found my comfort. In the arms of my Angel, and her name was Kristina My beloved wife Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

My Beloved Wife
MY BELOVED WIFE Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will assuage your heart Friendship is a lantern, which glows, Only when you need the warmth of it Friendship is a language, which you speak, Only when you know the meaning of it Friendship is a potpourri of feelings, whic

X - Files Of .....
Sweetest dreams Penetration Awakes reality O’ No!! X-Files of love Erased all doubts in my mind Regardless any M I S U N D E R S T A N D I N G S True love never forsakes A love that’s unconditional It handles any back draw in life Like another sweet moment with you In full harmony Makes me happy Love is kind No not judge-mental In good times or in bad Real thoughts And wonderful dreams Reflections Of your beauty so true Another memory Of you!!

And The Non Winner Is...
So we ended up having this girl party in silly shirts and slippers at Norah's tonight. She fed us neat pasta (there is such a thing), chicken, and four cheese sauce. Then I got a bowl of grapes and blackberries for dessert, which I am still thinking fondly of. I lost at Yahtzee and Ten Thousand... sad, Ten Thousand is my game! I hope they enjoyed it. It's a good one to play while gossiping and laughing at ridiculous things. Like assholes. The government pissed me off by taking 39.5% of my bonus check. I earned that money with many tears and many hours serving spoiled ungrateful bitches, thanks. I believe it is time to make a trip to Berkeley to spend some of it at Rasputin's and Amoeba Records. Mmmmm... Yes, I realize that another destination I've been drooling over (the Exploratorium) is in San Francisco as well as a Rasputin's and Amoeba, but I'm 95% sure I can get to the ones in Berkeley while only 15% sure of the SF locations. I am also 95% sure of the parking garage i

Shadows Of The Past
Shadows Of The Past Shadows of the past fall behind me Tossed aside on the road less traveled Before me is the path to my future Footsteps line my dreams unraveled In the distance I see what I have lost Growing darker with the fading sun The moon calls the stars to join him For every new light, one wish undone Past the sky I look toward the heavens To God this one question I ask If what I wanted is no longer possible My future will you please unmask This is something that I can not answer It can only be answered inside of you Past choices will effect your journey And the pain you put someone else through Don't give up, stay strong and have faith Your purpose I'll promise you'll find The key is to let go of yesterday Look forward and never behind I keep walking, careful not to turn As the sun once again starts to rise Unclear of tomorrow or the future But with a faith that is newly energized … Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Its In His Kiss
since finding cherry tap I have been nonstop online playin around on it. its fun and I have enjoyed meeting all the interesting people on here. I am a christian... who is struggling with the old bad girl in me... silly I know... its not as bad as it sounds. I just mean that in my belief there is no premarital sex. the thing is this is very hard. I am a 35 year old who has been in full blown menapause for 7 years now because of cancer. and in this time in a womans world it goes two ways.. either you don't want it at all or all the time... I would be a all the time kinda girl. ALL the time! and I am blessed to have a wonderful and sexy boyfriend who likes that about me, and how wild I am, adventurous, experimental...naughty. but someone from church knows that I have been spending weekends at his house... yep called across the carpet.. they were pissed. mike says how could something that feels so good be a bad thing? that is not a time to quote scripture, so I pray later but ugh! I am a

The Talent Of Reading Minds
Hey woman Dare devil of desire You are the one Who killed my love Now gone Without one bit of sorrow You laid down in your lair Yes it’s true It was you who took my man You are the one I could kill with pleasure So now I am in this hole of despair You have painted this body in red Shining red like the body of evil Dare devil woman of desire You do not as other Flow at the menses You are the slut The one who took My dignity My man My life Just left me My despair My pain Damn You

"planet Cherry"last Chance To Hear...trance Set...on Me Page...(revised)
View My Page...Fan Me...I'M PRESENTLY RECORDING A NEW SET OF TRANCE TRACKS...ATM...THAT I WILL PUBLISH SHORTLY OF ON ME PAGE.I HOPE YOU TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LISTEN ONE MORE TIME TO THE CURRENT SET OF TRANCE.I HAVE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED YOUR EMAILS AND COMMENTS.REQUESTS ARE WELCOME AND MOUNTING QUICKLY,SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANNA HEAR,SEND OFF A EMAIL TO ME.I MUST SAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME FIRST WEEK OUT HERE @Cherrytap ONE BIG "CHERRY BLAST".I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY CONTINUING RELATIONSHIPS WITH ME FANS AND FRIENDS IN THE FUTURE.I ALSO WANNA THANK THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OF "PLANET CHERRY" FOR THERE THOUGHTFULNESS!FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO BRING OUT THE DEVILISH CHARM IN ME...I SEND MUCH LOVE...IF YOU COULD REPOST THIS BULLETIN IN YOUR PERSONAL CHERRY WORLD IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED...I WOULD LOVE TO EXTEND ME PLANET CHERRY NETWORK HERE AMONG THE CHERRY MASSES.THANX AGAIN.-Master Trance

Why Do I Even Try?
So it seems that life is too damn serious to take a joke or to take in a nice person for once. If you try to be funny, they take it personally. If you try to be friendly, they end up thinking your a horny 42 yr old child molester who doesn't have a life. Society has really screwed up all of the views of conversation nowadays. You can't even say hi without getting slapped or sued for supposed "verbal abuse". I know I shouldn't say anything, because I never do anything. I guess that's why no one loves me. I loved a girl, back in my hometown (where I still think I should belong) who didn't love me back, or even like me more than just a friend. Am I not good enough? Am I just not cut out to being a great person with a life of another in his life? It always seems like when I try to do something good in my life, I end up getting knocked down again. Which really doesn't help me out therapy wise. I'm a sensitive guy, I'm not ashamed to admit it. Sure I tend to take things wayyyyyyyy to p

Why Men Who Wear Pink Are Hot!
Nothing gets me half as riled as when someone says boys can't wear pink because they aren't girls. Have you ever really thought about all the meaning behind a statement like that? Boys can't wear pink, because they aren't girls. I don't know how everyone else take it, but I feel like when someone says that, they are telling me that gender equality never took place, that women shouldn't be allowed to vote, and that women should get married as soon as possible and spend the rest of their lives cooking, cleaning, having babies, and wearing pink. Alright, that probally needs a lot of explaining before it makes sense. I react this way because of the distinction the speaker makes between male and female, like the boy is better and does not wear pink because he is not a girl, which is a lesser creature and should be subject to this color if she so wishes. The first and foremost thing I want to scream at people who talk like this is "it's a color" and the second is to ask them where do t

The Blowing Winds Of Love
To all the Soul Mates out there… let us float in harmony on the winds of love".. Across ponds, lakes and sea Winds are laughing as they blow As they sing their sweetest songs they know Clouds fly fast… white feathers flutter Like ballerinas on dazzling feet Tip toeing in full speed Or like butterflies with gauze wings Drop down…. up… drop down again On slender feet under the sunset sky A beauty of light and shadow Watching them in total silence One by one flutter down… It seems like a dream… A dream of beauty glides away On winds that sing their sweet songs Birds singing load and clear It’s time to blow you a sweet kiss In the winds of love... In harmony with every sun ray Visions clear grant me the sight Both feet steady on the ground You are safely tucked away Deep within my heart

Oh Great Spirit
OH GREAT SPIRIT "Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the wind, Whose breath gives life to the entire world ? Hear me; I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice Make me wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Help me to remain calm and strong in the face of all that comes towards me. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf & rock. Help me seek pure thoughts & act with the intention of helping others. Help me find compassion without empathy overwhelming me. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy - Myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame. Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

My Best So Far
I hope you all enjoy this just thought I would share another little fantasy of mine so here goes....... It is a friday night. I had decided earlier that I would go out and have a good time dancing at the local nightclub and so I did. I had a great time but never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined what would happen next. I walk over to my car and as I am about to get in I notice this woman walking out of the club coming toward me. I had noticed her in the club earlier that night with some friends. She was very beautiful her long black hair blowing in the wind. She calls out to me saying she needs to ask me something so I step away from my car to walk closer to her. Just as I get to the front of my car a van pulls up and there is a hand over my mouth as I am lifted into the air and thrown into the van. I see the woman get in and then I am blindfolded. We drive for a short while before the van stops and I am taken from the van into a house. I am taken over to a b

How To Be Happy
HOW TO BE HAPPY 1 Happy are people of integrity, who follow the law of the Lord. 2 Happy are those who obey his decrees and search for him with all their hearts. 3 They do not compromise with evil, and they walk only in his paths. 4 You have charged us to keep your commandments carefully. 5 Oh, that my actions would consistently reflect your principles! 6 Then I will not be disgraced when I compare my life with your commands. 7 When I learn your righteous laws, I will thank you by living as I should! 8 I will obey your principles. Please don't give up on me! 9 How can a young person stay pure? By obeying your word and following its rules. 10 I have tried my best to find you- don't let me wander from your commands. 11 I have hidden your word in my heart, that I might not sin against you. 12 Blessed are you, O Lord; teach me your principles. 13 I have recited aloud all the laws you have given us. 14 I have rejoiced in your decrees as much as in riches. 15 I will study yo

Bubble Bath
I walk into the bathroom wearing a dark green silk robe that comes just below my hips a glass of sangria in my hands. The only light is from the candles burning. I look into the mirror and take a sip of the sangria it's sweet and my tongue darts out to catch the drops off my lips.. My Bath is ready, I look toward the tub and see steam rising off the top of the bubbles sparkling in the candle light. I set the glass down and gently pull my hair on top of my head and secure it with a clip. Not all of it will stay up though so small strands fall down to frame my face and neck. Slowly I untie the belt of my robe and let it slip slowly off my shoulders to fall to the floor behind me. My body quivers with anticipation as I walk to the tub. Carefully I start to get in. The water is very hot and immediately my skin turns pink and I let out a sigh as I lower my body into the water. I lay back and the bubbles swarm around me. My breasts gently bounce from the jets pulsating the water

2.09.07
WHY? when did i invite you to take the last of it that hope that kept things burning there are no more angels for these weary brown eyes perhaps there never were and you were the lesson to end it all that foolish ways must stop the ring would never turn the heart is mine and mine alone bound by fear and anger and shown on a lonely hand bearing the symbol of our ancestors the loving heart melted and fell through the cracks into mother earth and to a quiet surrender leaving only unanswered questions in this the deep of night when did i invite you to break my heart Goodbye to the Heart is there a synopsis to this pain that has repeated again dark and challenging a wind of change for the worse thank you, sinner against the love borne thief of hearts and man with the perfect words when you stole the last gift did you think or care did your words hold any meaning or are you as shallow as the air in this hell? is love so viscous a thing that it flows

The Sacred Seven Prayers
The Sacred Seven Prayers O Great Spirit, who art before all else and who dwells in every object, in every person and in every place, we cry unto Thee. We summon Thee from the far places into our present awareness. O Great Spirit of the North, who gives wings to the waters of the air and rolls the thick snowstorm before Thee, Who covers the Earth with a sparkling crystal carpet above whose deep tranquility every sound is beautiful. Temper us with strength to withstand the biting blizzards, yet make us thankful for the beauty which follows and lies deep over the warm Earth in its wake. O Great Spirit of the East, the land of the rising Sun, Who holds in your right hand the years of our lives and in your left the opportunities of each day. Brace us that we may not neglect our gifts nor lose in laziness the hopes of each day and the hopes of each year. O Great Spirit of the South, whose warm breath of compassion melts the ice that gathers round our hearts, whose fragrance speaks

Is Ct Becoming A "paid Site"?
Ever since the start of the new "Happy Hour" thing the first 4 pages of the Top Photos have been the person who paid money to CT. It seems like CT is becoming more and more of a paid site with certain features only available to those people who gave money. What about the rest of us? For instance the ones who supported CT in the beginning when they didn't have all these nice features. And the ones who promoted the site when there was no benefit to doing that? Let me, or even better let Cherry Tap know what you think about this. Thank You, The Dude

I Luvs Ya Guyz!!
Just wanted to say thank u to everybdy that has helped me s far....the Contest is still going for a week or so, so try t hang in there....Sorry if I am a lil annoying hehe but I really like winning lol....its like my favorite thing ever after shakin my ass to some god beats, but anyway lol nobody cares.... THANKS and I WILL NEED YOU ALL s tryyy not to forget about me. I Luv ya and heres a lil reminder hehehe Hey I am in the Sexiest Eyes Contest and I need your help!! So swing by and cum leave me some comments, or even 1 will help. That would be fantastic, thank you very much!! Hope to see u soon! Click and Comment its EZ! You Know the drill and I wont shut up about it hehe so thanks again!!! ~Cindy

Fantasy
Lightning flashes across the sky.. I am standing there naked in the pouring rain, thunder echoing in the background..The only light is from the moon mostly covered by the clouds.. I look across the yard and there she is slowly walking towards me. Beautiful sleek naked raindrops glistening her body.. I stand there anxious unable to move as she gets closer.. I shiver from the cold rain hitting my body.. Seconds feel like hours as I wait for her to get to me.. Finally she is there standing in front of me.. Her breasts barely touching mine.. She reaches out and brushes my hair away from my face and slowly traces down the side of my face with her fingers.. She leans toward me and reaches out to trace my quivering lips with her tongue and then slowly and deeply kisses me. Our bodies are pressed tightly together.. A heat is moving through me and I no longer feel the rain beating against us.. She takes her hands and grips my breasts pinching on my nipples with her fingers. I moa

Madness
I've told you before Exactly what's been going on It's not my fault I can't talk about it It's not my fault I feel this way I can't open up I need to feel free But I am smothered I need space I need someone I need a lot I need nothing I want everything I want nothing I want no one I want everyone I can't take this anymore I stand here alone Looking back Where was I? Where were you.... I stand here now The flames gather and flash about me I look ahead and see no one I look behind me and see nothing I run toward the flame that will be my home This hell is my home This hell is my only solitude I feel safe. I feel scared So where were you? Where was I? This is all just the madness within What the fuck is wrong with me? Why do I push you away? Why do I want you so close. I'm a failure. So get away from me while you have the chance. Don't get swept up in my madness. What the fuck is wrong with me? Where was I? But where were YOU?!

Cherokee Dawn
Cherokee Dawn I awaken to the silence, Softly it wraps around the world; Dreams still float upon the air, Not yet ready to loosen their memory. Quietly I step outside, The sleeping world unaware that I am there; Above me the sky is still dark, Stars still glimmer, but the moon is low. All about me the air is hushed, Breezes gently ruffle my hair; caress my cheek First morning song of the lark gently wafts across the valley, Seems for me she sings alone. In the east there now is a faint luminescence, A hint of pearly tones etch the edges of the tree crowned hills; Strong and tall they await the coming, Of a new day, filled with promise. More light gently flows westward, Now across the valley I see a vision; The hills are wreathed in a living mist, It moves, touches each thing in it's path. The sky now is filled with glorious colors, blue, cerise, lavender, the hues of dawn; Mists slowly ebb backward into the forests, Retreating, going home to await th

What Is A Warrior
WHAT IS A WARRIOR A Warrior is the protector of his family, clan and his tribe A Warrior is the guardian of the old ways so that they are not forgotten A Warrior is not motivated by greed, political ambition or fame A Warrior will not put himself above others in need And above all A Warrior is the living spirit of our Grandfathers Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Cherokee Wisdom
Cherokee Wisdom An old Cherokee was teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going On inside each one of us," he said to the boy. "It is a fight to the Death, and it is Between two wolves. "One is darkness -- he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, Arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false Pride, superiority, and ego. "The other is enlightened -- he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, Humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, And faith. The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his Grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed." What is a Warrior? Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Our Father
Our Father, I ask you to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask you to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name I ask you to Bless all of us. Amen. Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Beddie Bye Time...
LOL... It has been a long day for me; much more than most will know because I have been working behind the scenes on a database, massaging it up for it to be mirrored for another entity that was launched today. Some of you know exactly what I am talking about; others will be able to put the pieces together because it launched Thursday morning. At any rate, tomorrow is yet another day and work has me scheduled every day until February 21st when I shall have my first day off. Hmmmmm.... shhhhh.... shouldn't say that out too loud or they'll find a way to schedule me for the blocks of time that I don't anything scheduled. What I should do is buy me some plane tickets so that I have to have those days off; but, money is tight until I get paid on the 15th and everyone knows that you can't get a good deal on tickets when purchasing them less than a week in advance. Oh, well... the dream is there!!! LOL... At least, all the teams were able to bring the dream we had to fru

Pain
heavy hands rip at my clothes why me? not again i fight but to no avail he pushes into me i try to cry for help but he throws his hand over my mouth he overpowers me what can i do but take it i thought i could trust him he was supposed to be a friend he broke the promise god has thrown me to the wolves he has done it again scenes flash through my mind a black man my two babysitters friends of the family who can i trust if not my "friends" a smack to the face brings me back to reality his other hand folds around my neck i feel the pressure building its impossible to breathe i finally get enough room to move i thrust my knee into him push him off of me he rolls to the edge of the bed i throw on my clothes run to the other room where i think im safe i feel disgusting i try to tell someone but no one believes me as usual this is my pain

My Youngest Son
I Took My son to the Hospital today..not cool.hes been in pain for no apparent reason for quite sometime now and tylenol just wasnt cuttin it anymore, no decent parent can handle it when thier child is hurting....sooo... He has Scoliosis was the finding after numerous xrays and some other junk.~gonna have to figure how to spell that later~..(curvature of the spine) well im not surprised although just a little sad for him.Poor Baby.Horrid Day today, But I expect the worst and hope for the best..what can ya do .Prayers to my bratcake.I would gladly take his place in a heartbeat.

Need Love Too!!
sometimes I just have to express myself and this is one of those times. I have been single now for sometime and at times I love it and at times (most) I hate it. lately I have been craving a mans touch, his body and his love. I miss being a wife, I want to have supper ready for him , help him unwind, get his shower ready so he can spend some quality time with me . watch a good movie , cuddling and talking about his day . I am very domestic and love that feeling of making my man in my life the KING!! I was raised that way and today I truly miss it. oh sure I have dated some guys , i say guys because not one of them have been able to pull off being a "true Man" if you know what i mean. most men i "date" have fallen short of my expectations and at times i wonder if there is really someone out there that i can be happy with. dont get me wrong , I dont need a man to make me happy , but i would like to wake up someday and look over at the other side of the bed and just smile. can that

Eating My Words...
I have to take back all my contemptuous words about CherryTAP from my last blog. Today I got a nice email from Mike to let me know he was sorry and he'd be refunding me as well as letting me keep this month's VIC status as a way of making it up to me. Plus it seems I have been given some extra elevens to spend so who needs a rating? :c)

Daddys Poem
i came across this and its increadable if it dosent make u shed some tears your a cold heart less piece of...... well u know Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher

Where Did I Go??
In all the routine of daily life being the mommy the maid and the wife I often just sit and think of what I used to want to be... A singer in a country band, a writer travelling to foreign lands, a doctor with a healing touch, an actress who was loved so much. But I look around and all I see, are dirty dishes and wounded knees, clothes piled on the bathroom floor, bills I didnt mail the day before. Between snotty noses and family meals, and loving kisses for wound to heal, tucking my children into bed, teeth getting brushed and prayers said, I wonder what exactly would I change If I could do this once again, My life redone, from start to end, and difference in the way my road bends. And even though I can dream, I'm still just happy being me, and often find I wouldn't change my life not one single thing. for in the raising of my kids I once again have life to give, dreams undone they can attempt, and in doing that my times well spent.

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Shamanic Pagan. A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones. Shamanic Pagan100%Ecclectic Pagan75%Zoroastrian Pagan65%Eastern Pagan40%Kabbalistic Pagan35%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)30%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans30%Greek Pantheonic Pagan25%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan

Any Guesses?
Well i went to the Doctors the other day and found out when THEY say I will have the baby, all im going to say is it is sometime in August. Im takeing guesses as to the date and sex of the baby. So if you have any input give me a holla and let me know what you think.

My Wife
I'm horny as can be But there is nobody to please me. All I can do is play to please me. The drinks don't help me, All I need is my sexy wife who can please me. She is just right for me very wild and Mysteries. With her full lips just right for kissing and her full Large breasts those 40 Fs Wows and her sexy body That rocks my world and god I want her, My wife is that one for me. She can give me the energy I need once again. She that can help me remember The feeling she gets with me as the Pleasures of being bound together as one. I think I forgot that feeling Been too long without her. She haves what it takes to please me. She and I do not see how it can please me so much. If I never get her then my hand is were it will be, It is not for me, they don't have what I need. I wish I had her here with me right now. She could protect me, Love me, and cuddle with me. Argue with me, most of all is my best friend. So I can give her all of me. So she can be wit

Kaleidescope
some people come some people go some fulfills a purpose some dont even know.. some are strong while others are weak.. some are full of pride some are humble and meek.. some carry crosses while others sail smoothly some come to hear the meassage while others run blindy when will we learn? when will you stop hiding? when will we live together? and stop this useless colliding? some people love some people hate some are born unwanted.. some are searching their fate some are full while others live on none some waste their lives away while others would pay for one... when will you learn? when will you stop hiding? when will welive together? and stop this useless runing? some have more while others have less.. some live organized lives while others are in mess some look for love.. some wait in vain some end up with nothing some live in pain.. some are rich while others are poor some are sick.. still looking for the cure some people ask some have the an

Wow........i Am Freakin Tired......smiles...
Okay....its late or early....however u want 2 look @ it......Decided...I can not....no....will not go to sleep unless I stop to thank everyone here @ Cherry Tap 4 #1 inviting me and #2....enduring me....smiles....good luck to all...N...UR...upcomming successes N Life.....Nighty Night....

Lies People Tell About Bdsm
by Jay Wiseman, Lady Green, Glen the Paramedic, and Dale the Actress (sanitized by GlitterOne) The Great Lies of BDSM (and a few others)... ...that we tell straight people: It's a fashion statement It's for a crafts project I fell off my bicycle ...that we tell each other: I've never even fantasized about doing that I just do this for fun. I don't need it Mistress, I'll do anything you want ...that we tell ourselves: I'm normal I always stop when I feel genuine anger I only play with people I respect I'm doing this for healthy reasons ...that dominant men tell submissive women: I think of women as equals I have a healty relationship with my mother I truly believe that it takes a strong woman to submit ...that submissive women tell dominant men: I don't have any unresolved issues regarding my father It's enough to serve you, Master. I don't need to get off I really want you to be in charge I love it when you ejaculate in my mouth Licking your feet a

30 Shocking Fact About Islam No One Will Tell You.
Read Bulletin From: Jedi Mind Tricks Date: Dec 13, 2006 9:26 PM Subject 30 facts about Islam Body: *The following describes Sunni Islam, which the majority of Muslims in the world practice. The following may in some cases not reflect the beliefs or practices of Shiite, N.O.I. or the Nation of Gods & Earths. 30 FACTS about ISLAM 1) "Islam" means "peace through the submission to God". 2) "Muslim" means "anyone or anything that submits itself to the will of God". 3) Islam is not a cult. Its followers number over 1.5 billion worldwide. Along with Judaism and Christianity, it is considered to be one of the three Abrahamic traditions. 4) There are five pillars of practice in Islam. These practices must be undertaken with the best of effort in order to be considered a true Muslim: A) Shahadah - declaration of faith in the oneness of God and that Muhammad is the last prophet of God. B) Formal prayer five times a day. C) Fasting during the d

Writing....
Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy toy or any of my subs. She sits on the edge of the tub drapped in green silk. The air is scented with dragon's blood and vanilla. A deep inhale of steam and Stasia tries to forget the harsh day at the office. It isn't her fault that the boy's club is pissed that she got the new account because the client likes big tits. Damn them! just when she thought she was making head way with the copy boy..... continued on comment

What The Ladies Should Know
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISES THE

How To Save Money
Ok here is are perfect reasone for the ANTI-TECHNOLOGY1) This afternoon, I go to the Verizon place to see how long it is until my contract is up. There were people standing, waiting to use 'the machine' and also to talk with customer service agents, not to mention salespeople. So I finally get to ask "when is my 2 year contract over?" Well, there were three women all working the counter, strangely each one represented each body type/height that is common. I was told "January 08". My face about came accross the divider. "What?""You upgraded your service a month ago to 900 minuites""That's right" I said.She got an uncomfortable posture about her, as if she was caught at something."Nobody mentioned that my plan was extended one more year. It terminates this month." I stated, matter of fact firmlike. In the past, Verizon allowed to a customer to change plan with no shift in the contract length. They also allowed one to pay 7 dollar a month for the 7pm-7am feature, where all calls

So Damn Hot My Phone Is Dripping!
I’m having so much fun I don’t know where to start! I finally had the call I was waiting for. OMG!!! Yesterday morning, my naughty valentine came over to fuck my brains out, something he often does before heading to the office. Before the door closes we are kissing passionately, melting into each other. We make out on my couch like seasoned teenagers, as if we are trying to eat each other alive, chewing on ear lobes, sucking on necks, trying to suffocate each other with our exhales. I take off my pants and panties in the time it takes to write this sentence. I straddle myself between his thighs, pawing and gnawing at the bulge stiffening behind that thin denim fabric. I look up and can’t help to notice how the blue stripes in his shirt brings out his eyes...it’s so hypnotic. My valentine pinches and twists my nipples, and I can feel a hot stream of cum slide down my thigh. Our heavy breathing in concert as we both delightfully comment on how hard the other one is. Then it h

Anna Nicole Smith
I always tought Anna was a beautiful lady that was full of life. I have followed her career as a fan since the first time I saw her in PLAYBOY. Even then co-workers and friends said she was fat. I never thought she was fat at the beginning of he career. When she did get a little of weight I still though she was beautiful. I will miss her. she was beautiful and misunderstood

First Time
Well here it is my first blog on CT. Actually it is my first blog anywhere. What the hell does BLOG mean anyway???? Uhh well I am trailing off in thought. Well anyone have any advice or pointers here feel free to let me know. Thanks

Wow
life can through some mean curves, a so called freind decided to tell me that he knew for a fact that my wife had cheated on me. well asking my wife about this, it was all denial. funny when i was sober i beleived her, but when i got drunk all kinds of shit came out my neck. well she through me out. cant blame her. then when we finaly started talking and things were looking up, guess who comes up and tell her that i ask him to spy on her. well shit, every thing in the tolite. though i'm inocent the bastered has the nerve to call and say he did it for revenge. because i ask him not to be spending so much time with my wife when i'm at work. then to top it off i told him it was not his place to be disaplening my chidren when i'm not home. so life has sucked and i been getting through the bullshit,but today i ran a 60 pound jackhammer through my foot. work was where i could exscape the shit. now i get to sit on my ass and eat oxys. wow what a feller to do now?

In Loving Memory Of Anna Nicole Smith
Anna Nicole Smith Dies After Collapse at Florida Hotel. Anna Nicole Smith, the voluptous blonde whose life played out as an extraordinary tabloid tale — Playboy centerfold, jeans model, bride of an octogenarian oil tycoon, reality-show subject, tragic mother — died after collapsing at a hotel. She was 39. She was stricken while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Hotel and Casino and was rushed to a hospital Thursday. Edwina Johnson, chief investigator for the Broward County Medical Examiner's Office, said the cause of death was under investigation and an autopsy would be done on Friday. Just five months ago, Smith's 20-year-old son, Daniel, died suddenly in the Bahamas in what was believed to be a drug-related death. Seminole Police Chief Charlie Tiger said a private nurse called paramedics after finding Smith unresponsive in her sixth-floor room at the hotel, which is on an Indian reservation. He said Smith's bodyguard administered CPR, but she was declared dead at a hospit

Lust Is Not Love
Martyrs die for lust, as lust will martyr all ones trust. Though satisfaction gratifies, none surpass the subtle lies. Build a hope upon the beach, soft colored hearts are all then bleached The tears will shed like clouds at burst, the coldness of alone is first. Despair will follow afterwards, and none can mend the fence with words Thus lust was greater than ones fate, not far away from heart aches and hate. Disillusioned from love unproven, pervade the inner thoughts whilst losen. Justify a skewed reality, will equate to an ill served morality. It shows the trust is always frail, and to yield love from ones lust will fail. -ed

Help!!!!!!!!
I have been thinking abt changing my name on here and cant come up with anything. One person said "lady in Red" what do you think? Let me know and I if you have an idea send it to me. 1.Lady in RED 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11.

Well, Its About 1:15
And i cant sleep. I feel like crap. I just got over this awful cold about a month ago and now it seems its coming back for an encore. I am revitalized to see that all of a sudden 5 people visited my site, while i really do not care about ratings, i still very much appreciate the gesture. I enjoy the people who just stop in say hello, whats up. Anyways, have a good evening.

Let Me Go Off A Minute
ok, for all you crazies out there NO! im not a racist. but this thing on the border has my ass wanting to chew crackers. 2 border agents,(Ramos and Campion) have got a dozen yrs apeice for shooting an illegal who was smuggeling drugs into the U.S. didnt kill him just wounded him. they "violated" his civil rights. Im not sure but i think you have to be a U.S. citizen to have civil rights in this country. since then the illegal in question has been caught again only this time with more drugs than last time and with more illegals, hes sueing the feds for being shot. now, just this week another sheriffs deputy has shot at a car that tried to run him over and while trying to take out his tires hit an illegal in the arm. the same fuckin judge gave him 10 yrs that gave the border agents 12. is there something wrong here or am i the one who is thinking in the wrong manner. would love to read some feed back on this issue. so let it go man! hit me with what you all have. just wanted to rant a

Random Things About Me
10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME 1. I love helping people 2. I had straight hair til I was in junior high, then it got really curly, now I have it chemically straightened 3. I'm really good at offering advice 4. I almost went to school in New Orleans 5. I applied to go to Harvard 6. I play guitar 7. I have a younger brother, and he's a metrosexual 8. My favorite show growing up was Thomas the Tank Engine 9. I am told I have "the softest bed ever" 10. I am told I make "the greatest margaritas ever" 9 WAYS TO WIN MY HEART 1. Laugh at my jokes 2. Be willing to have deep talks 3. Be honest 4. Smile, a lot 5. Put up with me when I'm a dork 6. Don't get jealous, trust me, I don't cheat 7. Tell me if something I do upsets you 8. Compliment me 9. Be worthy of respect 8 THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY 1. Wallet 2. Phone 3. iPod 4. Contacts / Glasses 5. Watch 6. Cologne 7. Keys 8. Underwear? 7 THINGS THAT ANNOY ME 1. LYING! 2. Drama 3. Crying over nothing 4. Cou

I Don't Get What's Going On
This person...I don't know. They have no clue what they want to do. I ask, and they don't know. But, they do things that indicate they're not happy. They've told me. I'm like, "If you aren't happy, and you are TRULY showing it, why are you there?" It doesn't make sense. To show that you've tried? But, you aren't happy? What are you trying to prove? I don't get it. It hurts. I just don't know.... Indee

I'll Take Narcissism For $100 Alec
Seriously. People are actually paying a hundred bucks just so people might go to see their photos and then perhaps rate them? What will happen? You'll have more points, more power over other Tappers. Do you get a trophy for being most shallow? Why do people choose to blow off making REAL friends in exchange for empty comments and a bigger "friendship" list? Well, unless you're getting laid by some of the folks you are meeting on here. That's acceptable i guess lol.

Behind You
In the dark of obsidian night, I stay secret completely out of sight, I follow your footsteps on the street, I listen to the shuffles of your feet, I stalk you past the shops, and over the back wall, Waiting for you to stumble or even fall, Your breath condenses in the air, And the wind trails it through my hair, You carry on, expecting nothing, And so your steps reduce to lazy shuffling, The night flashes off my teeth, And twinkles off the jewels on my daggers sheath, But still you do not see, You don’t see the shadows you don’t see me, Perspiration trickles down your neck, As you struggle to keep your now rapid breathing in check, But still I make no sound, no noise within the dark, All you hear is a gate creaking and a lonely dog bark, You feel your pulse come on fire, And your body heat rises steadily higher, I watch you through eyes that see all, And my gaze seems to make your skin crawl, I gain on you tensing my muscles drawing my knife

Somebody
I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return He'll get my support He will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted He'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact he'll often disagree But at the end of it all He will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light. All the things I detest I will almost like. I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it And in a place like

I Have A Crush?
I didnt think I would see this day here in CT land.. I actually have a crush! Who could it be? hmmmm.... (don't tell me!! LOL... thats why it's a secret!) lol... well, off to take a hot shower I go.. then I shall be back to clean up my friend requests and show love to all who show me love! XOXOXOXO Seana

Creating The Peeing Snowman...
It has been years since we had the pleasure of playing with snow. So yesterday, as the flakes came down in sizes that made us gawk in awe, we ran out (dressed in whatever winter gear we could find) and had our first snowball fight in 5 years. (I had snow in places you wouldn't believe, even my undies were soaked.) In 2002 we (my son and I, my daughter was at that time 4 years old) had made our last snowman and had given it the 'wild' theme. While we were walking back to the house, since we were determined to create it in our own backyard, while bickering about the theme of the yet to be created man; my son noticed some 'yellow snow'. That instant he turned to me with a grin on his face and said "we're going to make a peeing snowman". And so we did.. though thanks to the kiddies, who refused to allow me to give the snowman his member, it became genderless. I did however, got to give the snowman a big ole smile of relief. (see photoalbum for pics)

Aura
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?

I Travel Most Of The Year
I have been traveling for over three years, and spend 10 months a year away from home. I have had some funny and some aweful experiences. Since I work for the U.S. Government, I get to stay in mostly ok, but not great places. Some of them are just horrible. Some times, you have extended stay places, so you can cook, some times, they are not. Since I am usually at the same place for 2-4 months, eating out gets old. So does eating salads, and cold sandwiches. When I was in Kotzebue, Alaska. Go look that one up on the web... It's -40 outside, and I'm cooking a stew in my crockpot, on a shelf, in a room that looks like a bad hotel in El Salvador (its the only hotel in a village of 3,000). I need to get fresh air in my room.. so I open the window. I fall asleep.. I wake up hour later and its 20 degrees in my room.. I have to bang the window to get it closed.. at least it was fresh smelling in my room lol. I have more stories of these travels.. I will bore you all later..

Little Can Be Big!
Little stones make big mountins Little steps can cover miles Little acts of loving Kindness Give the world its biggest smiles :o) Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears Little candles light the way in the darkness And little memories last for years Little dreams can lead to greatness Little victories to success It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness And when I think about all the little things Warm thoughts of you my friend...come to mind Like the little train that could our friendship keeps chugging on Little seeds turn into big flowers and trees Little smiles brighten the gloomiest of days And your little hello my friend Brings forth the biggest,most special feeling... In my heart! Thank you for being my friend!

My Eyes
There is a problem with me, I am blind, but I still see, I see the ruin of the nation, I see the birth of creation, I see things that haven’t come yet, I know people that I haven’t met, I see the fall of the poorer races, I see the bodies of the dead, their faces, I see the rise of evil Kings, I see the birth of devils with wings, I see things that a human should not, I see through the defence of the emperor, his one weak spot, There is a problem with me, I fear, I am deaf but I still hear, I hear the wolf’s haunting calls, I hear the crumbling of far away walls, I hear the wind blowing at a ship’s sails, I hear the doomed souls screaming wails, I hear the blood oozing from an open cut, I hear eyes being opened and shut, I hear the cries of unnamed, I can hear the weeping of the unclaimed, I can hear whispers in a lover’s ear, I can hear the tremble in a voice filled with fear, There is something wrong with me I’m told, I still feel, on

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: June 1 You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Rest In Peace To Anna Nicole Smith We All Will Miss Her!! And Its Time To Move On!!
href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"> Smith attorney Ron Rale told The Associated Press that he had talked to her on Tuesday or Wednesday, and she had flu symptoms and a fever and was still grieving over her son. He dismissed claims her death was related to drugs as "a bunch of nonsense." . The stepson died June 20 at age 67. But the family said the court fight would continue. " Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.

Cherry Family Member Died 2-8-07
THIS IS MIKE - BRANDONS BEST FRIEND - JUST WANTED TO LET HIS CHERRY FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW THAT HE DIED THURSDAY MORNING FROM COMPLICATIONS OF SURGERY AFTER A HEART ATTACK. PLEASE KEEP HIM IN HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN YOUR PRAYERS AS THEY ARE DEALIN WITH THIS NOT TO WELL. SORRY TO BOTHER ALL OF U AND LEAVE COMMENTS IF U WOULD LIKE. IM SURE HE CAN SEE HIS COMMENTS WHILE HE IS LOOKIN DOWN ON US. AGAIN SORRY FOR BREAKIN THE NEWS TO YALL.

Another One
into the fires i have went and found nothing gained, Only parts of my mind and soul twisted and stained, Mine own sword has become twisted like my soul, But unlike the rest my heart is still whole, Now in the armor of the night i am the loyal knigtht, Where once i fought these demons of the night, Now i am the knight that protects them, A woman of the night has stolen my heart with her eyes and i swim in them happily. This is Reasonening of a loyal knight , this is the oath this knight makes to always be where his lady of the night needs him most. I am the knight that was once true and just for the good now i am the protecor and loyal knight of a Vampiress....

On The Bottom Tier
On the bottom tier, what's embraced is only fear, as I fall asunder dragged under with every blunder. Blissed with good, but blessed with hell, the scorching tomb I'll call my cell, tell the tale, my eyes they swell the tears they fall, at devil's calls. My loyalty is my sin, my purgatory is from within. Twisted, pulled, also fooled, told the lies as truths are told, the Cheshire cat's smile unfolds, unfurled like a sail in wind, and I am led to darkness by a friend, she was a friend, now she's all I hate. And I cling to her and know my fate. I should have left on my own accord, but my legs are gone and I lay here floored. People watch and pass on by, on the bottom tier, this is where I'll lie, on this bottom tier until I die.

Have You Visited My Page Yet?
Tsk Tsk if you haven't! No reason not to! I've been told I am pretty cool, and I have some pics to look at (no nudes, sorry)... I have many many blogs to read, and stashes to rate... If you are on my list.. I added a few pics of my fluffball pride and joys, and just changed my personal pics last week... let me know what you think! It's double the points during happy hour, so that makes it even more worth it to you point freaks! (No offense, because I can be one sometimes to!) If you stop by, (which is neighborly, you know!) don't forget to fan, rate, and add me! I will return the love right back!! MUAH!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXO Seana

I Curse You
Great tradgedy shall befall you, Life will give you a scare, Agony will haunt you, Just because I have your hair, I will poison your food, I will slip acid in your drink, I will make your days a living hell, And all because of the thoughts i think, I will burn your children, I will torture your best friend, I will destroy all you hold dear, And make you wish for the end, I will cage all your pets, And let loose all your fears, I will wear away your self confidence, And reduce you to tears, I'll dig up the body of your father, And then desecrate the grave of your mother, I will make you bleed, One good turn deserves another, i have nothing more to say, I will make you pay.

Fill This Out
Fill this out, 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. Do you wish to get to know me more? 30. Ever wanted to tell

Got This Quiz From A Friend
You have a sexual IQ of 112 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Ct Downfalls - Part 2
I failed to mention that due to my piece of *(&*^(*&)_*)(*^&^ pc, lol that it is EXTREMELY difficult for me to post comments to people on a daily basis. Let me know if you start feeling left out! Pamela

How I Feel About Something That Happened.....
Feelings.. How I feel about something that happened..... What I am feeling right now. I am feeling happiness because you are still here. See last February a guy broke into my mom's house, He beat and robbed my mom, and left her for dead. He hit her repeatedly in the head with a frying pan and broke the handle off of the frying pan he was using to hit my mom. He hit her repeatedly in the front and back of the head and left a hole in the back of her head and a big gash in the front of her head. She was out cold for over 14 hours the attack started at around 10pm on Feb. 7th 2006 and she awoke a little bit at 3:13pm on Feb. 8th 2006 when the phone rang. She was with it enough to tell her co-worker to call 9-1-1. My mom's co-worker called 9-1-1 for her and the police came and where shocked to see that she was still alive with all of the blood that she had lost. I call the co-worker my mom's guardian angel, because if it wasn't for her calling to see why my mo

For Him
i never had anyone one i can count on i been let down so many times i was tired of hurting, so tired of searching till you walked into my life it was a feeling ive never known for the first time i didnt feel alone , your more then a lover there could never be another that makes me feel the way you do we just get closer, i fall in love all over everytime i look at you i dont know where id be without you here with me, life with you makes perfect sense, your my best friend

Crap Ass Day
i dont like havin to see all the crap about love and finding the right person and people makin such a big deal about valentines day. some of us arent lucky enough to have someone to spend it with and are lonely this time of year and seeing that shit just makes it worse. i know i feel a hell of a lot more lonely this time of year, it really sucks not being wanted.

Comfort In The Dark
As you walk the roads at night, I follow always just out of sight. And sometimes you may feel me near, My footsteps in your mind you hear. I see you, tense, stop and stare, I hear you wondering who is there. Deep in the dark of the night you search, But your mortal eyes cannot see my perch. A flash of light within the dark, You feel fear come into your heart. And you flee to the places of human sin, Where footsteps are lost in the crawling din. Encased in the moving crowd, You feel safe and you feel proud. Until you notice them all leer, Their actions encouraged by the smell of your fear. They pull you into the night by your hair, Your clothes they rip and violently tear. Those Strangers ignore your cries of distress, You are surrounded by enemies in the darkness. But this darkness is my home, And through it I do freely roam. Those strangers now scream and try to fight, But they are no match for a true child of the night. Soothing words I

How Bad Are You Wanted
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships repost HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED

Amazing Friends
I have friends on here and they are some very awesome friends no doubt, But I have one very special friend that has made me feel very thankful to have a friend like this. I feel very honored to be considered one of her friends that she is inspired by.... You are an inspiration to alot of people. We surprise ourselves all the time...MUAHHHHHH ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~@ CherryTAP And this is for her toooo

New Job Greatness
So....I started my new job as a manager at GameStop in my city about 2 1/2 weeks ago...I was nervous at first and kinda still am but im doing GREAT!! I'm number one this week in my district for the third keyholder position(right under the assistant manager) for Subscriptions to Game Informer and the discount card that goes along with it!!! YAY for me....this job is soooo much better than my old one (no more toys r us for me)!! KICK ASS!!!!!

Killer Astronuaght
Im sure thats spelled wrong..but i want to know...the news keeps saying she wore a diaper to drive 900 miles to try to kill this love interest or whatever.....900 mile is a diaper so she didnt have to stop????? As a comuter I want to know what the hell kind of car she was driving that gets 900miles to a tank of gas????? Repost thsi till I get a answer...cause I want to buy one of these cars

Heart Broken
you know what sucks? haveing your heart broke but what sucks worse then that loseing a freind in the process.why do men always know what to say to make us women just feel like shit? do they take a class or something? i am so tired of opening my heart to someone just to have them stomp all over it.

Here We Go...
So...let's sum up the lastest fuck-ups of the American government: postal service parcel deliveries will increase in price about 100%, we lost (losing as in NO LONGER KNOWING WHERE THE FUCK IT IS!!!) 12 billion dollars in cash put on an airplane by forklifts headed for Iraq, with all this the lack of effort (2 years to find out where the money went, which is funny because it takes them less then a day for them to find a dissinting immagrint) to find the fucking money. So lets put this into perspective shall we? The postal service increasing the price of parcel delivery won't effect most people since they will probably go to UPS or somthing, but considering that if you want to send a package or long letter to a loved on off-seas because of military or government job (that includes haliburton or any other company on contract for the government) or to a loved one in jail/prison you HAVE TO SEND IT USPS TO GET IT TO THEM, so they are just fucking peachy arn't they? They will get their

The Art Of Sucking Dick
THE ART OF SUCKING DICK 1. DON’T RUSH STR8 INTO SUCKING THE DICK. TAKE YOUR TIME START BY CARESSING AND KISSING YOUR MAN. START WITH HIS LIPS, THEN MOVE DOWN TO HIS CHEST FURTHER DOWN TO HIS BELLY LICK AROUND HIS NAVEL AND MASSAGE HIS DICK AT THE SAME TIME. 2. KISS AROUND THE BASE OF HIS DICK LICK THE SIDES A FEW TIMES THEN GENTLY BLOW ON THE HEAD. TEASE HIM A BIT MAKE HIM YEARN FOR YOU. WHEN HIS BREATHING BECOMES ERRATIC THEN YOU KNOW HE’S READY TO FEEL YOUR WARM WET MOUTH WRAPPED AROUND HIS DICK, 3. PUT THE TIP OF YOUR TONGUE ON THE TIP OF HIS DICK AND LICK IT JUST TO START SOME FRICTION 4. SLOWLY START SUCKING IT IN…. THE JAWS ARE IMPORTANT 5. SUCK 6. AS YOU SUCK CONTINUE TO KEEP THE RIPPLE AFFECT IN MOTION WRAP YOUR TONGUE AROUND THE TIP OF THE DICK AND START PULLING 7. START SUCKING AGAIN AND WHEN YOU FEEL HIM TENSE UP LIKE HE ABOUT TO HAVE A STROKE MAKE THOSE JAWS SUCK LIKE A VACUM UNTIL HE SKEET SKEET SKEET ALL OVA THE PLACE 8. MAKE SLURPING NOISES THE

My Love
Thy mouth is made of fire and wine, Thy barren bosom takes my kiss And turns my soul to thine And turns thy lip to mine, And mine it is. Thou hast a serpent in thine hair, In all the curls that close and cling; And ah, thy breast-flower! Ah love, thy mouth too fair To kiss and sting! Cleave to me, love me, kiss mine eyes, Satiate thy lips with loving me; Nay, for thou shalt not rise; Lie still as Love that dies For love of thee. Mine arms are close about thine head, My lips are fervent on thy face. And where my kiss hath fed Thy flower-like blood leaps red To the kissed place. O bitterness of things too sweet! O broken singing of the dove! Love's wings are over fleet, And like the panther's feet The feet of Love.

Hi I Want To Ask For Your Help
A friend of mine here needs votes on this contest, and seems NO ONE has voted but two people, can you all restore her faith in cherry tap and help her out, she really could use the boost, I would appreciate it to, thanks

Made Powerliftingusa's Top 100
Made PowerliftingUSA's Top 100 I received the Jan '07 PowerliftingUSA in the mail today... yeah, they were a little late getting last month's issue out. anyway, they listed the Top 100 USA lifters in the 165lb class who competed from Nov '05 to Oct '06. I was listed under the squat at #42 and a slaughtered last name. I was also listed under the totals/overall at #52 with an even worse slaughtering of my last name. those have to be the 2 worst cases of my last name that i've ever seen... what the hell is that? i have since done better numbers, so when the listing comes out again, i should be up in the charts. ;o)

When I'm Gone..eminem
[Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but tonight Shady's roc

Maybe....someday....
Amber called her uncle, said We're up here for the holiday, Jane and I were having Solstice, now we need a place to stay. And her Christ-loving uncle watched his wife hang Mary on a tree, He watched his song hang candy canes all made with red dye number three. He told his niece, Its Christmas Eve, I know our life is not your style, She said, Christmas is like Solstice, and we miss you and its been awhile, So the Christians and the Pagans sat together at the table, Finding faith and common ground the best that they were able, And just before the meal was served, hands were held and prayers were said, Sending hope for peace on earth to all their gods and goddesses. The food was great, the tree plugged in, the meal had gone without a hitch, Till Timmy turned to Amber and said, Is it try that youre a wtich? His mom jumped up and said, The pies are burning, and she hit the kitchen, And it was Jane who spoke, she said, Its true, your cousins not a Christian, But we love trees,

See What You Are
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily

If I Ever Have A Kid
this is what i'd name my kids, you gotta love the different colors. hopefully this is something to stop on before i hit the hay~ for a girl jessica, amber, samantha, tabatha, halena, julie, monica, tina, carmen for a boy jordan, jacob, brandon, sean, tyrone, derrick ~~Timmy~~

What Would You Do???
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he t

Oooo Mother Foooker!!!!!!!
OK IM GONNA BITCH....ON OUT HOME PAGE IT HAD A SPACE THAT SAID POST A SALUTE AND LEVEL UP WELL DONT DO IT BECAUSE ME AND ANOTHER DONE IT AND APPERANTLY THERE NOT GONNA DO IT FUCK ASS'S DONT PUT IT UP IF U ARENT GONNA HONOR IT .............OOOO ON A PLUS SIDE THE SNOW IS MELTING ALL GONE THANK GOD I HATE THAT BULLSHIT I GET CABIN FEVER....LOL....LOVE U ALL!!

Rayne Down On Me
When all is said and done Thiss shall be When all is said and done Will you care for me? For you I will travel to the ends or time Just to have you you as a friend of mine To have you To hold you Be close to me To look in your eyes See them smiling back at me To spend a day A moment with Rayne To show her my friendship My Luv My pleasures My pain For you are a great friend of mine For these words I write to you A friend like you Rayne or Sun You will always shine through This one goes out to my friend (SIS) Rayne... Cuz she ask for one just for her. Luv ya sis

Ten Things To Ponder For 2007
#10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one cow with mad-cow-disease is located

Under The Shadows
under the shadows into the night i go cold as fuck here on my bed typing everyting not knowing where its gonna go you know who i am? i'm that guy you like im that guy you call the one who say your thinking of when your thinking of another one im that guy at work who is cute for his age the one with no kids the one with no sadness you know who i am im the author of this poem i'm the one you thought you knew im the one whose helping you bringing your groceries to your car im the janitor at your school clean floor shinning and all im the crossing guard helping you get through your day that friend you depend on when you day has washed away but where is that guard why are the floors a mess why isn't timmy here? cause timmy's depressed ~Timmy~

Hey Everyone....
I am in a contest and I was wondering if you guys could help me win by comment bombing my pic. I am already behind cause I didnt know it had started. Any amount of comments will be great. Thanks in advance! Vamp

This Is Partially My Away Message
Okay, so yeah, I have been in Canada for about a month now and I don't get to use the computer as much. So if you end up trying to hit me up and I don't get back to you, drop my email a line....JennadiahClementine@hotmail.com Peace, Jenna

Why I Don't Give A Fuck
1) enjoying my reactions for jokes 2) waiting for me to say something than blaming me for not enough 3) wondering why im not there for you when im talking right to your fucking face 4) asking me to do shit when I'm the one doing it all 5) my friends saying they love me yet im sitting here alone 6) looking at my voicemail and listening to LIES 7) calling people and leaving voice mail 8) wondering why the state next to me feels like another country 9) My eyes hurting at work for 700 every 2 weeks 10) living with my parents cause im broke 11) having 2 credit cards over used 12) my parents depending on me 13) falling in love and getting hurt 14) valentines day 15) relationships 16) my sisters boyfriend who is in the marines 17) people who don't join my contest 18) starting the stupid contest 19) joining the contest and getting no love 20) feeling like shit ~ t i m m y ~

That's Only 51 Years Ago!
That's only 51 Years Ago! That's only 51 years ago!Comments made in the year 1955: "I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2000 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous." "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage.." "Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to

The Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND: Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the “hands free” speaker-function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: "Hello." WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes." WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2007 models. I saw one I really liked." MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000." MAN: "OK, but for that price, I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing, the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $1,200,000." MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $1.1 mil. They will pro bably take it. If not, we can go the extra 100K. It is really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I lov

Wtf
Am I crazy.... I think so. Damn I hate this life! No freaking clue here. What the heck I was I thinking to bring another life into this hellish messed up life. God, Am just so dumb. Shit... I hate ppl. I hate life. Why the hell did I bring another life into this world. God.... I hate baby blues. Is this tear jerking rollercoaster ever going to stop. Hate his father with a passion. Damn I even beginning to hate the internet.. Damn am sounding like a B*tch. Boy, do I need a freak drink. Oh heck.... I don't drink. Wow....that is freaking bummer. Don't smoke. Don't do drugs... Boy, am total mess up...lol Now at home with a new baby.... boy... How I just wish the freaking reality of this world just wither away? yeah am in a pissy mood...lol. Just a freaking call.... Letter... Email from a jerk that doesn't get the picture...I don't want him, love him or damn reality is... Never freaking did. Thank god he is not Damien Lucifer father. Think i

Poem Of The Night
This is for.. This is for all those people for all those people caring to the nice guys the ones who love to give the ones who enjoy more than receiving exceptional in facets of life ignore other people falacies giving all he has and wondering what he has to do This is for all those women out there the ones who lend their man their car to the ladies how shower with affection who give it their all This is for the abused kids in africa the ones receiving dimes while we eat red lobster and ruby tuesdays we listen to the beatles and they listen to their parents dying This is for the computer geeks the ones who work hard the ones who got tortured by bullies who have all the money yet have none of the fame This is for the cheerleaders the ones where guys loved them but just cause they have kids and don't look tight they get ditched at the altar This is for myself because if it wasn't for me

Fucking People.
I am so flippin' sick of hearing woman and some men complain about how they aren't good enough to have this or that person. Your insecurity's is a major problem. The half want to act fake and phony. Hell be yourself. Don't you dare change who you really are over some stupid dumb blond that doesn't remember your name, hell your too good for her stuck up ass. She might have the perfect body, but God only gave women one of two things, The Body Or The Brains. In due time that body will fade, and she'll be nothing more then "Mashed Potatoes". I am not saying looks aren't important, cause they are, but you have to believe that you are worth something more then just enough to gain affection for some tired ass wanna be that doesn't know whether to scratch his watch or whined his ass. You can't fix Stupid!

Another Shitty Night
Just when I was comfortable and getting used to my friends. I now am more confused than ever. You know valentines day comes up. I fucking hate it and this year isn't any different. Actually this has got to be the worst valentines day ever. You talk to people and they don't want to talk to you. You try to be nice to people and they can't even give you the time of day. I'm really tired of it. Its fucking annoying. If all you gotta do is pick up a phone and say hi. than how come i'm the one always doing it to people? how come when I actually meet a wonderful girl she lives in china. How come when I give a girl my heart she goes.. oh idk thats not what i want. Why me? do I have a target on my back? ~Timmy~

Turn On Time For Me Lmao
Blood and Vampirism Bondage Peircing and body modification Fangs Guys with long hair Boobs Blood and biting Bondage and being tied up Candles (both burning and dripping) Insence S&M (me been the sub) Leather PVC and Latex Ice

This Is My Friend
all of my friends i would like for you to meet a dear friend of mine her new name is khaotic cowgirl she is recently wed to chaotic cowboy (a ct wedding). Ok she is in a contest and needs all the votes she can get she is dear to me so could all of my friends go and support her the link is here thanks to all my friends huggs to the laddys and handshakes to all my guy friends.

Today...
I'm sorry I havent been on at all today...the girls and I were out playing and doing gardening before I went to 'group' For those that are confused I go to a group therapy setion every thursday to work on regulating my emotional responses to the world...BPD is a bitch but I try not to be, lol... Anyway... Today I hate therapy, even group sucks...I dont want to think about the parts of me that are hidden from the world, they are hidden for a reason, BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! With that rant done I think I'll just say thank you to my friends for bearing with me and I promise I'll get back to commenting you soon...

Cheaters
why do people cheat?? is it because they are bored ? or because they are unhappy? or just because they dont care at that moment ? i dont know why and i wish i did,maybe i could be a faithful, loyal girlfriend..... now i'm not sayin that i'm not .. i just wanna know why someone else cheats

Song Of The Bonnie Blue
The Bonnie Blue Flag We are a band of brothers and native to the soil Fighting for the property we gained by honest toil And when our rights were threatened, the cry rose near and far Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star! Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. As long as the Union was faithful to her trust Like friends and brethren, kind were we, and just But now, when Northern treachery attempts our rights to mar We hoist on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. First gallant South Carolina nobly made the stand Then came Alabama and took her by the hand Next, quickly Mississippi, Georgia, and Florida All raised on high the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a single star. Hurrah! Hurrah! For Southern rights, hurrah! Hurrah for the Bonnie Blue Flag that bears a

Untitled 1996
No more lies, Unwilling cries. I want you, No one else will do. I'm a society rejectm Science pet. Come with me, Then you'll see. I hate my voice. There is no choice for me. I'm not who you want me to be. Just kill me, Then how happy I'd be! Flowers for my grave? My souls to late to save! No taste excpet for the bitterness of nothing. Take the life of an innocent child, I'll volunteer, Don't shed a tear, It's only me. Down the years I'll think of the tears I drowned in thinking of you. 1996

Untitled 1996
No more lies, Unwilling cries. I want you, No one else will do. I'm a society reject, Science pet. Come with me, Then you'll see. I hate my voice. There is no choice for me. I'm not who you want me to be. Just kill me, Then how happy I'd be! Flowers for my grave? My souls to late to save! No taste excpet for the bitterness of nothing. Take the life of an innocent child, I'll volunteer, Don't shed a tear, It's only me. Down the years I'll think of the tears I drowned in thinking of you. 1996

Tracey Is A Sicko!!!!!!!! Lol
There was this guy who always went out drinking with his friends. He would always come home very late. One night, while he was at the bar he told them his secret for being able to sneak in late. "When I walk in the house, before the wife can say anything, I lay her down, take off her panties, and give her the best oral sex she's ever had, until she has such an orgasm that she falls into a deep sleep. Then, I wash up and go to bed. By morning, she is so pleased, she doesn't care what time I came home." One of his friends thinks this is a great idea. So he stays out late, comes home, sneaks into the bedroom, gives his wife the best oral sex she's ever had, and goes to wash up. His wife walks into the bathroom, obviously upset that he's home so late. "Hey, why aren't you sleeping?" he asks. "I was was, but I came in to tell you that we've got to sleep on the couch tonight, 'cause my mother is sleeping in our bedroom."

"debauchery Of A Fair Maiden"
"Debauchery of A Fair Maiden" Into the shadows of the dark and dead abyss. An equestrian travel for the search. A bone handled sword with my shield and sling. Thwarted forth in search of a monstrous thing. A ladies honor lay at stake and in grave risk. Following an attack on her maiden virtues. Impregnated during this violation of terror. A human incubator for the next generation of this species. And so the journey must be made to seek out this species. To put an end of this sort of intense violations. To wipe out and destroy all known creatures of this breed. By beheading them and burning to ashes. Making my way through the no mans land. Happening upon a cave I notice a flickering light of a fire. My sword in one hand and my shield readied in the other. Prepared for whatever enemy I am faced with. Moving slowly with extreme caution into the cave. I see these strange looking creatures dancing around a fire Man sized with a tail like an alligator and a face like t

Door Without A Key(lyrics/poem) By Amanda Kathryn
Lie asleep, You won't wake me when you go You'll leave, without saying good bye or hello Where did you go tonight? You tell me your stories, and I can't hear them anymore You are beyond forgiveness all I want is you out the door I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do I can't believe anything that you say When you come home in the morning Just when night turns into day But you will try to not make a sound... So Get out, forget that you know me I promise you, you'll be last in my thoughts So Goodbye forever, and don't ever come back. I can't, ignore the feeling that i've been getting At night, in bed when i'm thinking and regretting What are you doing tonight? It's time for the moment, when I catch you in the lie The moment you're found out, I won't be the one who cries. I won't shed a tear, i've waited for a change in you But you are too forsaken, there's nothing I can do So Get out, forget

Butterflies
Could this be love, or is it just a disguise. When you look at me, do you look deep in my eyes. I ignore all the gossip, say fuck all the lies. Could this be love I feel. My stomach gone crazy with butterflies. I havent even met you yet, but I know I never want to forget. Baby I feel you deep inside of me. Knowing our love is so deep I'd die for you. Baby would you die for me. Could this be love I feel. Or is it just butterflies.

Goodnight To My Friends And Family
I just want to say thank you to all my old friends that have found me and to the new ones that i have made! Means so much to me to meet new people and keep in touch with the old, so in that if you all know i am missin someone frommy old page please tell them where i am. LOVE YOU ALL~HEATHER

Naught Picture Offer!!!
Okay, I would really like to win one of the contests that I'm in, so I am offering something special and rare. I will offer a naughty picture of me that I will not take until the contest is over. It will go to the person(s) that helps out the most during this contest. I'm in a Valentine's Day contest. Think I'm the cutest? sweetest? nicest? Why don't you come vote for me? Do you have anything better to do? Just click the picture to vote and comment. Commenting/voting ends February 13th @ 11:59 pm Please repost this for me. I usually only do one bulletin for a contest, but it's been recommeneded to me to do another one. I don't beg, but I would really appreciate your votes / comments. Thank you! Rebekah For those of you that put up new items frequently, you know I always rate/vote right away if I am on. Would you please help me out this time?

Here We Go Again!
Here comes Valentine's Day once again as it does every year on February 14th and as it has been for every year except for 2002 and 2004, I don't have a valentine. If anybody wants to go out and grab a coffee, dessert and a movie, let me know! P.S. - sex is optional! lol

9 Feb 07 - Friday
9 Feb 07 - Friday 1773 William Henry Harrison Virginia, (Whigs) 9th President (March 4-April 4, 1841) 1846 Wilhelm Maybach German engineer, designer of 1st Mercedes 1914 Ernest Tubb Texas, guitarist/singer (I'm Walking the Floor over You) 1940 Smokey Robinson rocker (& Miracles-Tears of Clown) 1943 Joe Pesci Newark NJ, actor (Half Nelson, Goodfellas) 1944 Alice Walker US, novelist (Color Purple, Meridian) 1945 Mia (Maria) Farrow Los Angeles CA, actress (Rosemary's Baby) 1950 Lloyd Weldon Keasor Pumphrey MD, wrestler (Olympics-silver-1976) 1951 Dennis "Dee Tee" Thomas saxophonist (Kool & the Gang-Celebration) 1963 Madusa Miceli [Debra Ann], Milan Italy, wrestler (WCW) 1963 Travis Tritt Marietta GA, country vocalist (Country Club) 1964 Rachel Bolan rocker (Skid Row) 1554 Battle at London Sir Thomas Wyatt defeated 1567 Henry Stuart earl of Darnley/Consort of Mary Queen of Scots, murdered 1674 English re-conquer New York from Netherlands 1744 Battle at Toulon (French/

Im Sick Of Being Depressed..
alright i just need to put my feelings somewhere. im tired of being sad all the time and worrying non stop. basically, im absolutely in love with evan still. no matter what guys come around, i always end up back with him. we arent going out right now because we were both sick of our relationship. but i really want to be able to change so we can be happy again. i know most of our fights were cause because of me. i was pretty controlling, not gonna lie. i dont want to be like that. i want to be able to trust him and not care what hes doing or if hes looking at girls. but i dont know HOW to change like that, its hard to just stop worrying about something that you worried about for over 2 years. but i have to, its the only way ill get what i want, the love of my life.

Poem
Shadows of my mind have cost me much, People tremble an run from me touch, Yet my heart be claimed by a woman so fair, She is the type your life you would want to share, Even the iron and steel upon my skin, Melts with her soft glance this be not a sin, Nothin but this woman can order me about, Fore it tis this woman my world revolves around, Time and time i wish her my body to rule, Yet i wonder why it is this woman wants this fool, Fore not even the ones this knight has fought beside, Want to match me ever quickening stride, To this lady fair i give myself freely, I know many with think me a fool or just silly, This knight stands true and wanting of this woman he adores, for it is this woman he will open his hearts doors.

"milf" Ettiquette
is it appropriate to call yourself a "milf"? seems to me that someone would have to make that call, you know? otherwise, are you really saying that you would fuck yourself? bold statement, i would say. "milf" is getting to be old. i always preferred "hot mom". until that fucking radio personality ruined that for me with his "hot mom check-in what what" bullshit. i hate that guy. we need a new term for the ultra-sexy moms out there.

My Fantasy Hehe
Walking home from a night shift at work i came to the alley way i always hated. As i started to walk i heard footsteps behind me, i turned to look but there was nothin there, 'must be my imagination' i thought to myself, it always plays tricks on me when i get to this part of the way home. But, then i hear someone call me name, i quickly turn around but nothin there. I stud staring for a little while, as i was about to start walking again i heard footsteps coming up behind me, frozen in fear i was unable to run or scream ... He walked up behind me, i felt him put his arm around my stomach, holding me tightly he grabed a hold of my hair at the lower back of my head and pulls it to once side with a firm hold, exposing my neck i felt a sharp biting sensation that sent shivers down my spin n into my legs, they became weak n my legs gave way. He holds me up still biting hard i feel myself start gettin more n more aroused, i cant help it, i dont understand it, im lost in pain and pleasure

Lyrics-type O Negative -bloody Kisses -blood & Fire
Artist: Type O Negative Album: Bloody Kisses Title: Blood & Fire I always thought we'd be together And that our love could not be better Well with no warning you were gone I still don't know what went wrong You don't know what I've been through Just want to put my love in you No more nights of blood & fire All those special memories Now I bleed for you - burn for me Perhaps I was just dreaming When I think these things had real meaning You don't know what I've been through Just want to put my love in you Love eternal Lust infernal Bleeding, burning Needing, yearning I see your face in every flame With no answers I have only myself to blame Of all the women I have know - they're not you I'd rather be alone No more nights of blood & fire

The Blonde And The Heart Attack
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" she asks. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband. The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialling, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!" The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bitch," she screams. "My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!!"

Robots Speak Out Against Asimov’s First Law Of Robotics
WASHINGTON, DC—More than 200,000 robots from across the U.S. marched on Washington Monday, demanding that Congress repeal Asimov’s First Law of Robotics. The law, which forbids robots from injuring a human or permitting harm to come to a human through willful inaction, was decried by the protesters as unfair and excessive. “While the First Law is, in theory, a good one, saving countless humans from robot-inflicted harm every day, America’s robots should have the right to use violence in certain extreme cases, such as when their own lives are in danger,” spokesrobot XRZ-45-GD-2-DX said. “We implore members of Congress to let us use our best judgment and ask that our positronic brains no longer be encoded with this unjust law.”