So the big V-day is coming up, hope everybody has someone on this day, cause i know i dont really care about this day. I have spent the last4 with someone that i really cared about an thats all i need. It seems that obstacles are thrown in your way to make you stronger.
Under a pale grey sky i write this blog looking out my window into the bleekness of the yard. watching the ghosts of my lost love tumble across the grass. But like the grass thats dead to.
But day in an day out little by little this feeling leaves me but with it, it takes something that i had faught so hard to gain i used to be the total opposite of what i am now. i was voitile angry an sad at everything but mostly myself. I'm over that now I guess i should be happy cause i loved her, i loved her so much that she wont look at me, talk to me. cause she knows what she did an that she felt something die on the other side of the phone.
Well i guess after all you cant change your stars...
And watch the Vid its top notch
