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Valentine's Day Gift.
alright yall this is sooooo uncharacteristic of me but hey what the hell it's about valentine's day and i thouhgt id give you ladies or gentlemen out there a good gift idea for your significant other. be forewarned though it gets a little hot and heavy so if you get all hot and bothered by it don't blame me. Valentine's day gift Last time you asked me what I wanted for Valentine's day I was too afraid to answer. Afraid of what you would think of me. But, baby, I'm not afraid anymore cause I know you feel it too. I want you to take me away from life blindfolded to an unknown place. It could be a penthouse in a 5 star hotel or a cabin in the woods. Take me by the hand, kiss me softly on the lips, and hold my body ever so close to yours. Wine, dine me, and when all that is said and done I want you to unwrap me slow and gentle. I want to hold you as you make love to me. I want to look deeply into your eyes and know that you're there. I want to run my fingers through your hair in my

Always Loveing You!!!
Always Loving You In the quietness of the moment I wonder how you are; We may be far apart in distance But from my thoughts you are never far. I don't know what tomorrow holds The future I cannot see; So I will take today for what it is worth And be glad that you love me. Tomorrow does not stand apart a shiny brand new day; It is the tapestry we weave Made up of yesterdays. Thank you for sharing with me A portion of yourself; I know you will never be mine But the part you have given to me Will never belong to anyone else. So I will try to live my life Separated by the two; Doing the things I am supposed to do And yet always loving you.

Hmm.....
wow I haven't even posted a blog yet... simply amazing! I've been getting to know lots of people on here and can't wait to meet as many as I can!!! For some reason the men tend not to read my about me section where it plainly says that I'm not looking for male fun but only female... However....this does not mean I don't want male friends....but seriously there's no point to asking me to hook up unless your female. Just wanted to get that out there. :) I'm an open book so anything you want to know about me just ask away.............

Lonliness
In my mind I can see you. Every minute of everyday my heart breaks a little more. I wonder what you are doing. I wonder who you are with. I have loved you since I met you. You came in my life with such force I wasn't able to catch my breathe. I still am having a hard time breathing. I don't know what to do or say when I talk with you or see you. So I try to be myself, with this you don't run. I break down the walls around me and let you in. You don't run when you find the true me. I wish I could show you and tell you how much you mean to me. But it is so hard to find the words to express my feelings. So I sit here today, tears in my eyes. I have so much to give but have lost my way. I forgot how to give. I forgot how to show my feelings that run true for you. So I push you away. I tell you things that will make you run from me. I break your heart while the whole time mine was breaking. Now you are gone. Far away from me again. Never to be able to touch you. Kiss you. Hold you. So I wi

My Heart
When will the madness end. When will my sorrow leave. When will my heart not feel so heavy. I want so bad to tell you how I feel. I don't want you to leave but I want to be alone. I have loved you for so long. Since you first smiled at me. I knew you were mine and I was yours. But now I wonder who you are. I wonder why you act the way you do around me. I want to go back when everything seemed normal. When we were able to go out, go and do stuff together without fighting. Without wondering what was going to happen next. What happened to those days. My baby just remember one thing. I will always be there for you. No matter what happens. No matter who comes between us. I love you

Literotica - A Message From An Editor
I just received an email from an editor at literotica.com and I am very pleased with what he said. Here is his message to me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Subject: WOW! Dawn, I read through the "First Class" story the you sent me and I have to say that iit is the sexiest story that I have recieved to edit. It will do very well at Literotica. I also looked at your website and really apprecieated the information there, especially the FAQ. I like to get a sense of the writers that I work with and you certanily provided that. I do have a couple of questions: How did you select me as an editor for your story? and How do I get to your other stories on the site? When I clicked on them I got a message about private file. I will do a detailed edit of First Class" in a day or two and get it back to you, I am looking forward to reading it again. It was so hot. J ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What do you t

Lie
Why do you have to lie to me. Your life has been a lie since I met you and will be till you die. Can you die now so I can go on with my life as if I never met you. You say one thing then do another. Leave me alone. All I ever wanted to do was be happy. I am finally happy. If you could just do that then I would be able to go on without you haunting me. Without worrying if I have made a mistake. In my mind I can't do anything right. I doubt myself everyday. Living the lie you made me has made me this way. I want nothing but to go on. Or do I just want to end it all. Just because you make me so miserable. Why can't I shake your control. I just want to do right just once. Maybe if I leave it will make things better. For everyone. Go away. Far away. Don't look back. There is nothing for you here. Make something of your life somewhere else. That is all I can hear right now.

Open Arms
I miss being in your arms. I miss tell you in a whisper that I love you. I miss watching you sleep in the night. I miss waking up to you and knowing that everything is okay. I want to be the one in your arms. I want to hear that whisper. I want to be the one you watch in the night. I want to be the one you wake up to. I just wanted you to know..... I love you for richer or poorer I love you till death do us part I am the one who is going to take care of you when you are sick. You just let me know when you are ready for this and I will be there Open arms. I

Watcha-concrete Lie
Concrete lie, unyielding part of your reality, you can dispose of me what ever you might think I bid you welcome to your nightmare, I Live inside near the things repressed I'm your conscience, why so anxious? You can't get rid of me so easily I am what you are, a lodestar in your mind I'm your burden in your dreamland, the pain in the neck I'm at the root of your worries, of all sleepless nights I am what you are, a lodestar in your mind, I am what you are, I'm your concrete lie Concrete, concrete lie, sanekassalkapapasse Don't you give a damn for my deeds, for my needs? Denying the voice of mine Calling you, calling you, â€œbiriamaâ€ cuz I'll get ya! See I'm everywhere in the air, in the eyes, everywhere you look around Cuz I am, just I am, â€œbiriamâ€ I'm concrete lie! No! Do not even try to resist, to decline, to refuse, cuz you can't escape my power No! I'm your concrete lie! Inner lie! Concrete, concrete lie, sanekassalkapapasse ---------------- Franco-meta

You
Tired of being here. Here is where it hurts. Hurts to be alone. Alone in the darkness. Darkness that surrounds me now. Now I need to break free. Free of the chains that bind. Bind me to this life. Life that I should be happy in. In a world of pain. Pain that only few feel. Feel numb now. Now is the time to turn. Turn back and never go back. Back to a place I didn't like. Like the place I called home. Home is where it hurt. Hurt to breathe and move. Move on is what I am doing. Doing now and not looking in the past.. Past is a darkness I never wanted. Wanted to live my life. Life that wasn't like that. That in which I thought would change me forever. Forever my heart broken in pieces. Pieces that wouldn't mend. Mend is what you have done. Done is what my past has become. Become a new person is what I did. Did you know that? That of what you have done to me. Me who you love. Love that you have shown is priceless. Priceless is what you make me feel like now

My Fellow Americans
This is another blog that is not going to settle well with many. If you have read any of my other commentaries you already know 'I don't care' if this pisses people off. The social problems we are dealing with in the U.S are horrendous. While demand grows rapidly, government funding or help of any kind has been drastically cut or eliminated. It has become humanly impossible for those of us in the human service professions to assist the rapidly growing number of men, women, and children, who are homeless, poverty-stricken, abused, discriminated against, etc. It is time America helped her own first... Until I take my last breathe on this earth, I will continue to stand and speak for those who cannot for one reason or another do so for themselves... And sometimes that may include ways which are not popular... WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know,

Break
Who are you. Why do you think it is nessassary to judge me. I haven't done anything to you. I don't even know you. But yet you sit there idly by watching me. Watching my actions. Making sure everything I do is right. The first time you think I mess up you call me on it. Are you so perfect that you deem it okay to do this. What about in your life. Lets see how many times you did the same thing. I am not perfect. I will be the first to admit that, but you know what hurts the most. You put me on the pedestal just to make me fall off. I am done. If I fall again I will break.

Hey You
Do you still love me? Sometimes I wonder what love really is anymore. Are we just going through life as we are suppose to. With someone by our side. I know that if you were to leave me you would have someone to be there for you. Would you even wonder about me? I don't think you would. I think I would just be another one in your book. I love you. I always have and always will. I am glad you came back into my life. Even if we part I want you to know you will always have a piece of it. Forever you shall be there. I wish you luck with your new beginning. Without me. Just grant me one wish, one more time in your arms so I can take the flutterbys with me when I turn and walk away.

All I Want, All I Ever Want
Do you believe in heaven above Do you believe in love Don't tell me a lie Don't be false or untrue It all comes back to you Open fire on my burning heart I've never been lucky in love My defenses are down A kiss or a frown I can't survive on my own If a girl walks in And carves her name in my heart I'll turn and run away Everyday we've all been led astray It's hard to be lucky in love It get's in your eyes It's making you cry Don't know what to do Don't know what to do Looking for love Calling heaven above Send me an angel Right now Empty dreams can only disappoint In a room behind your smile But don't give up, don't give up You can be lucky in love

Thoughts Of You!!
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Fallng By The Wayside
It's OK To be safe Cos I'm on top Of my game But I'm losing control Falling by the wayside Dive right in Take a drink Enter it Try and win Make sure you call Before you leave Keep on to Of the game I'm losing control Falling by the wayside It's OK To be safe

You Know
1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2 You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think fast food is hitting a deer at 65. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13 You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay your car will hold. 17. You have a rag for a gas cap. 18. Your ho

I Dont Know Why Im Posting This But It Is Very Interesting So Umm Yea.. Just Want To See The Response.. Actually Dont Respond Please Dont..
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

Blah...
So yeah, I just joined cherry tap and it is kind of confusing, but I think I am getting the hang of it. So far I have met some really nice people on here. This is kind of like myspace, but a lot better... If that makes any sense at all. Well until next time!

~ Sending Packages, Notes To Troops ~
http://www.troopcarepackage.com/index.html Q. What information do you need from me to sponsor a troop? A. I obtain your name, email address, location and the number of troops you would like to sponsor. I use your email address to send you the information about your troop(s). Q. How does this work? A. Once I receive your request, I will send you the names and addresses for the amount of troops you want to sponsor. Then it is up to you to send them care packages, letters, cards or emails throughout their deployment. You take care of all shipping costs. Q. What is a "Troop"? A. When I say "sponsor a troop", that means 1 person. I cannot say soldier because many of the troops are not soldiers. I have airmen, sailors and marines. So I say, "troop" to classify all of them. A Platoon or Unit consists of more than one person. I have platoons and units as little as 5 people and as many as a few hundred. Q. How long does it take to receive a troop to sponsor? A

And Yet
she turns to Him, in night-smitten cold, and looks into His, those eyes so old, the things they've seen, Eternity, As Witnessed by a Soul not free, to move upon this fickle world, it's ramparts with their flags unfurled, in places where mans' blood is spilled, She ponders, as she looks at Him, whose Life has Seen Hope Rise and dim, whose Journey still is not yet done, nor will be with this passing sun, He has walked, yes, even Loved, the frail mortals His Soul Moved, For tho He sees within HimSelf, His bane is yet to doubt the Wealth, and so she shows Him yet again, His Love and Journey Not in Vain, For travelling on the Cosmic Wheel, His Soul, Immortal, Now Doth Feel. ^Uyraell^ 2/03/2007,

Parallax
She should not rage who walks the Night, with Passions stirred and Soul alight, who walks the day with Heart astir, To Serve her Lord who cannot bear, The harsh light so unending there, For yet her service - gifted Love, the Loyalty of her heart Prove, That Love's Unending Passion sees, The Flight of Two Souls Celestine, The Passions unknown to the herd, Who for description lack all word, An yet mute witness there they are, with no Respect and thus afar, From Those Protecting while They're served, Despite the folk in world absurd, For that she serve Him willing thus, Their Love unites Them, without fuss. ^Uyraell^ 2/03/2007,

To All My Friends
You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___###

And So , To Live
Oh darkling Chyld fear not the Night, - the Earth Thy Mother calls Thee, To Leave the Rest that Thou hast craved, -Walk places that appall Thee, For mortal Kine have passed this way, - Their fevered Hearts bright-burning, and though You do not Lust as they, -You have Your Own quiet Yearning, For You, like they, of Passion Born, -and yet must Seek fulfillment, A Soul Immortal Ever Is, - That Liveth in Enstillment, _ For mortal Kine know not Thy world, Not seek, nor Comprehending, - That You : The Night's Immortal Chyld, Embody Love Unending. ^Uyraell^ 2/04/2007,

Africa Bootie
Dearest Ladies from Africa needing money, If you are having a difficult time reading, writing in English then the odds are you have not even been to the USA and would not know what a dollar bill looks like either. Also, it means all us Southerners have better English skills than you do as well which says something about you…duh huh! While you are taking the time to read this please note; I am the kind of man that will tell the Hotel Manager to put your ass to work seeing as you are stuck into paying some pretend Hotel bill. Hey, here is a thought, do like all the others who prey on men who don’t know how to use their right and left hands; sell pictures and videos of other women and post pictures of others as well and tell the guys it’s you and you want and need them. The guys will love you and give you lots and lots of money. By the way, I don’t care if your black, white, yellow, red, green unless you’re a gummie bear, then I will help you and then eat your sweet ass up.

January 20th - 26th
New Mexico Governor Bill Richardson is running for president. Which is good because every day we have thousands of new Mexicans who enter the country. Kansas Senator Sam Brownback says he is running. He said he’s going to follow the yellow brick road to the White House. Just watch out for the Wicked Witch of New York! If you run into her you can kiss your "Oz” goodbye!.....hahaha yeah i know that was corny Monday, January 22nd. This is called the gloomiest day of the year. Naomi Campbell was so depressed, she hit herself with a cell phone. It’s called Blue Monday. Especially if you’re a Patriots or Saints fan. The Bears won. That was lopsided. They beat the Saints 39-14. This is the first time someone has treated New Orleans worse than President Bush. The New England Patriots lost to the Indianapolis Colts. The Colts won 38-34. The Patriots almost had it and just let it slip away. So John Kerry, you’re not alone. President Bush spent the entire weekend preparing for the

Whoop House/work/cheese Bite Pizza
So, I was sitting here thinking...Pizza Hut is definitely the niftiest place in the world besides here of course. They have this cheese bite pizza which is really awesome. If you haven't heard of it, it's like a stuffed crust pizza, only you can pull the crust off into little cheese bites. The things they come up with in this world! So I've started the journey of moving. I put a deposit on a house the next town over (5 miles away). It's got 3 bedrooms, 1 bath, a kitchen and a full basement. Not entirely too bad for $450/month. I know people that pay that much for a 2 bedroom apartment. I got the paperwork, but I haven't signed the lease yet. As soon as they get it figured out what they need to do as far as state requirements to fix the place up, and get it inspected, I can start moving in. Hopefully that'll be within the next week or 2 because I would love to have an indoor garage sale here at the apartment so I can get rid of some of the stuff I either don't want, or am t

"the Blade"
this is one of my most recent poems. for any poetry fans out there, i'd love to know what you think. leave me some love. :) i always return the favor. "The Blade" Soft moonlight shines down upon glowing runes An enchanted sword rests on the white sand Waves roll by in meditative whispers Tempered steel glows like a fiery brand The left is etched with a twisting snake While an ancient dragon adorns the right Edged on both sides and perfectly balanced The blade was forged by the Lady of Night Love and compassion went into its making A silk-wrapped pommel, a platinum hilt A weapon fit for the mightiest hero Whose valor and courage shall never wilt Words spoken softly, a blessing bestowed Magical enchantment deep and profound With strength to overcome any nemesis May this magical blade be forever bound...

Hi Everyone
Well i guess i'm gonna say hey there to everyone. i'm new here. i guess i'm here to find people to talk to. I spend alot of my evenings sitting at home alone while my husband is out. I stay home with the baby, and be very bored. I guess i feel largely ignored and forgotten most of the time. So besides just depressing everyone if you have anything to talk about, anything at all, especially something to break the boredom, come talk to me.

~ The Troops Also Need To Support The American People ~
It is hard to believe some of the things that you see and read what is coming in our newspapers and TV these days. I hate war, i don't want to see one of our Mothers, Fathers, Sons & Daughters hurt or killed. But this is a different & terrible world we live in now, There is allot of people who wish us harmed. These Brave men and women have taken the call. Our military is all-volunteer. we have no draft. You can dislike war, but it is impossible to support the troops and not the mission. If you wish the mission to fail then our Brave troops fail. These men and women serve for love of country. Watch your News and TV don't let them get away with this. It burns my ass when i hear stuff like this mercenary? soldiers should be grateful? that they are young and naïve? The Troops Also Need to Support the American People By William M. Arkin I've been mulling over an NBC Nightly News report from Iraq last Friday in which a number of soldiers expressed frustration with opposition

Risk
Oh death may say of dreams in youth - "You never knew her private truth." So much we weren't prepared for, Hearts should be nurtured and cared for. I stepped into this dance with you, I chose to take this chance with you! Facing risk, I knew the dangers . . . For when the dancing ends, Though many remain friends, Some become Strangers!

What The Hell Is Going On???
What in the hell is going on in the world? It seams as though life never lets us have a break from the stress. Between raising kids and trying to hold together a marrage where is there any time for anything. Sometimes it would just be nice if there was a pause button just to give us a minute to clear our heads. To really think things through and make the best choice every time. I know that I have made a lot of mistakes in the last year or so that I wish I would have thougth through before jumping to conclusions. I guess sometime you really never know what you have untill it is gone. Fortunatly sometimes there is a secound chance for us. God knows I have needed my fair share of them. Well I guess I need to think a little more before I act. Now if only I would listen to my own advice! Ha like that is ever going to happen. Well I guess that is all. Wish me luck!

Roses Are Red
Roses are red Violets are korny, When I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, If you kiss me, Don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Getting There
I got most of my data compiled now, which is good. I got a lot more than I thought I did. Tomorrow my friend and I will start putting everything into place and run with the paper from there. I have a whole notebook just with observation data now. Kind of good to have for future use.

Pretty Boy....
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice You Can See It My Eyes I'm All Cried Out With Nothing To Say Your Everything I Want It To Be If You Could Only See Your Heart Belongs To Me I Love You So Much I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free Forever Yours I'll Be Baby Won't You Come And Take This Pain Away

Had A Good Day. Journal.
COLD DAY FREAKIN CHIPPING TREES AGAIN, LOL. GOT SOME TAX CRAP DONE LAST NIGHT, YEAH, MORE TO DO TONIGHT AND TOMORROW. STOPPED BY THE ACCOUNTANTS AND MADE APPOINTMENT FOR THUR. 15TH. I THINK I HAVE OVER $10,000.00 WORTH OF DEDUCTIONS, I THINK IT WILL FIX MY LEGAL DELEMUS. : ) HOPING, LOL. IT WAS AN INTREST ONLY MORTGAGE, I PAID OVER $5,000.00 THIS YR. STOPED BY THE OLD HOUSE FOR A KWIK RUN THROUGH. GLAD I'M STICKEN THAT CROOKED MORTGAGE COMPANY, FILING BANKRUPTCY. IN FIVE YRS. THE ONLY GOOD MEMORIES I HAVE IN THAT HOUSE ARE FROM AUG. TO DEC. 2006. THOSE ARE ALL I NEED OF THAT PLACE. : ) GOT STUFF FROM THE COMPANY BOX FOR THE TAXES. I'M FINDING MY FOCUS, MY BALANCE, SLOWLY BUT SHURLY. I'M A SURVIVOR BUT I'M ALSO A DETERMEND OPTIMIST. I SHALL SUCCED AND SURPASS. IT'S JUST A SLOW PROCESS SOME TIMES. AND YOU HAVE TO REGROUP YOUR THOUGHTS AND APPROACH THEM AGAIN, NEVER SAY QUIT. I WILL BE ON CHERRY OFF AND ON, TRYING TO WORK STATUS PROBLEY BE WHATS UP MOST OF THE TIME, WHEN

Needing The Gift Of Love
I AM VERY SICK TODAY WITH SOME STOMACH VIRUS IVE BEEN SLEEPING ALL DAY AND STILL FEEL LIKE CRAP PLEASE SHARE THE GIFT OF HEALING BY STOPPING BY AND SHOWING SOME CT LOVE THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS !!!!!!!

My Birthday!!
Alright so I just thought I would let everyone know how my last couple weeks have gone. My birthday was a week ago today and it kicked ass!!! Turned 21 hell yea! I wasn't able to spend it with Jason because he was out of town working but 2 of my girlfriends and I went shopping all day and everything so it was a lot of fun. Jason got to come home Wed. instead of Friday so a bunch of us went out to the bar so he could buy me a birthday beer....ended up staying for SEVERAL LoL. We had my birthday party Saturday night and it KICKED ASS!!!! All my friends were there (I freakin' LOVE you guys!!)I have pics up from the party...you should definately check them out! LoL. Well...enuff for now! Much Love, Sam

She Walks
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories ne'er to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day

A Letter To Lost Souls
when i close my eyes i see your smile, when i feel the wind breeze i know your watching, the sun makes it seem like its been a while, as the tears slowly find a way out of my eye-lid. the earth is cold, cold to the touch, knowing your gone, makes me miss you so much, the fear of uncertanty, the anguish of knowing, you were the one who stopped the pain from showing. i know you can here me, up their in the sky, all that i ask is that you hug me one last time, goodbye

Valentine's Day Gift
alright yall this is sooooo uncharacteristic of me but hey what the hell it's about valentine's day and i thouhgt id give you ladies or gentlemen out there a good gift idea for your significant other. be forewarned though it gets a little hot and heavy so if you get all hot and bothered by it don't blame me. Valentine's day gift Last time you asked me what I wanted for Valentine's day I was too afraid to answer. Afraid of what you would think of me. But, baby, I'm not afraid anymore cause I know you feel it too. I want you to take me away from life blindfolded to an unknown place. It could be a penthouse in a 5 star hotel or a cabin in the woods. Take me by the hand, kiss me softly on the lips, and hold my body ever so close to yours. Wine, dine me, and when all that is said and done I want you to unwrap me slow and gentle. I want to hold you as you make love to me. I want to look deeply into your eyes and know that you're there. I want to run my fingers through your hair in my

Sacrificial Lamb
MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB (it was a sacrificial lamb) IT'S FLEECE WAS WHITE AS SNOW (meant to regain her innocence) AND EVERYWHERE THAT MARY WENT (mary got around and around) THE LAMB WAS SURE TO GO (taunting mary with the words slut.whore.dirty) IT FOLLOWED HER TO SCHOOL ONE DAY (making mary cry with shame) WHICH WAS AGAINST THE RULES (girls like mary arent allowed lambs) IT MADE THE CHILDREN LAUGH AND PLAY (look at mary on miss muffits tuffit) TO SEE A LAMB AT SCHOOL (mary should leave her dirty secret at home) AND SO THE TEACHER TURNED IT OUT (no inappropriate touching you dirty slut) BUT IT STILL LINGERED NEAR (marys secret is never far from reach) AND WAITED PATIENTLY ABOUT (it knows what mary wants) TILL MARY DID APPEAR (mary has to scratch that itch frequently) WHY DOES THE LAMB LOVE MARY SO? (doesnt everyone love girls like mary) THE EAGER CHILDREN CRY (my turn next i get the next ride) WHY MARY LOVES THE LAMB YOU KNOW (dirty little slut loves the itch

Me Myself And I After Thinking Alot....
u know i have always wondered what was good enough....apparently peoples expectations are extremely high...in fact to high for me....the drama and bullshit i face on a daily basis is enough to make me want to take a hammer to my head...u know i have this new outlook on life...people are fuckin perverted assholes who just dont understand the word no...i sware its a hard concept to get but life sucks like that and im the one that has to put up with it on a daily basis.... i have learned a few things over the past few weeks...i know who my true friends.... those are the people that have a normal conversation with me on a daily basis...those are the ones that take the time to care and ask me how my day was..they are the ones who could care less what i look like naked or want to just talked about sex...they are the ones who care about me as a person...thats all im asking for....is a lil respect.... respect from the pervs who are on this site to see boobs and ass....grow the fuck up and r

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I Hid The Bodies... In The House Of 1,000 Corpses... Blood has soaked the floor and givin off a stench so stale and old, our senses have left us cold. It sqishes beneath our shoes as we cross the blood ridden floor, down the flight of stairs to the basement, and what lies ahead for us is unknown... as the light dims, we slow our pace, waiting, watching, for signs... was there anything to see... or do our minds play with us, toy with us... making us paranoid, uneasy, jumpy... we follow each other one by one, down a hallway that has opened up before us, into a dirt underground passageway... the stench is by far worse than it was when we first entered the house... we grow sickened, teary eyed... what is waiting down this dark, dreary tunnel?

A Poem.
If I Knew.......... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right.

And It Was Not Anymore That I Saw It
Whispers in the dark. Screaming suns. And Bleeding saints. On burning streets paved with souls. Melancholic I am as I walk down it all. The Harbor it beckons, It has since the day I forgot. Since the day I forgot my dreams. The water, black and thick. polluted and tained with sin. It calls to me to sink within its embrace. just because I forgot the dreams. And I can not withstand its call no more. The dreams are gone and never coming back. And now I drown in a sea of black. And to never return, to never again dream Copyright 2006

It's Eternal
It's Eternal It's not the things you say to me that make me love you so much. If you never spoke another word, I would hear you through your touch. It's not the things you give to me that sets your soul apart. If I never saw another dime, I would still be rich in heart. It's not in the way you touchme when embraced in a lovers dance. If the song in your heart stops playing, we'll sing to the tune of romance. It's knowing you'll always be there, you're my once in a lifetime friend. And knowing that you still love me with a love that has no end. It's knowing in my final hour that your love will carry me through, as I drift into eternity, where I'll patiently wait foryou.

Your Eyes.....
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart. Written by: Born N Raised *******This is my favorite yet!!******

What Women Really Mean.
Fine.... This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Five Minutes.... If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have first been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Nothing..... This is the calm before the storm. This means "Something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine"! Go Ahead.... This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. Loud Sigh..... This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and aruging with you over "Nothing" That's Okay.....This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. Thanks.... A wo

9 Things People Hate About Everyone.
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $7 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, the

Play Boy???
I was told today that I look like a playboy and for that it is hard for females to trust me...how is it that because I try and take care of myself I look like a play boy...I am not a play boy for one I am a one woman man I like having one woman at a time besides for than two and it gets messy and you lose track of the important things like the hugs the kisses the time that is spent together whether it be just ruff housing around or even chillin at the house watching a movie or maybe even going shopping for stuff to cook for dinner...better yet it turns into just screwing instead of making love and sharing the passion that one another has for each other...I enjoy those things...I mean it may seem girly for me too enjoy those things but those are important because those turn into memorie's not regrets...well just remember because man takes care of himself and dresses nice doesn't mean they are a play boy....

Ten Things To Ponder For 2007...
10. Life is sexually transmitted. 9. Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. 8. Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. 7. Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. 6. Some people are like a slinky...not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. 5. Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. 4. All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. 3. Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? 2. In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where o

I Love My Mama
When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take car

Weird Sun Rise. Poem
BITTER COLD, BLACK AND BLUE SKY. TEN THOUSAND HEARTS AND SOULS. RED AND WHITE ALL AGLOW. MOVING UPON THE BLACK SERPENTS BACK, IN THEIR STEEL CAGES, DESTINATIONS UNKNOWN. TO LABOR AND TOIL, SOME JOURNEY TOWARDS HOME. AROUND THE SERPENTS CURVE, A RADIENT CROSS. IT'S HEAD HIDDEN IN BLACK. ARMS FOREVER REACHING ACROSS THE HORIZION, ORANGE AND YELLOW DAGGERS OF YELLOW FLAMES RISING FROM THE ABYSS OF NIGHT. WEIRD SUNRISE, YET STRANGELY BEAUTIFUL. ANOTHER NEW DAYS DAWN. SCOOTER BLACK aka S.F.P. COPYRIGHTED 02-05-2007

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Invisible Force
Lucifer... The Devil... Diablo... Satan! When one thinks of this understood Prince of Darkness.. we often tend to think of a man running around in all red with horns and complete with a pitch fork. Some think of someone like Leatherface or a cloaked demon-type creature. These imaginary visions of Satan tend to scare the shit out of anyone that thinks about it long enough. Alot of us with religious upbringing see the Beast as an invisible force.. lerking around every corner.. He even sits next to you in church putting sweet thoughts of a Corona during Sunday dinner or how sexy the stripper was the club last night completely distracting you from the preacher at the pullpit preaching God's word. But I've heard of another theory.. in reality.. Satan has no form at all. He walks the earth like the wind.. almost like God.. We can't see him but somehow know he's there. The Devil loves to manipulate and conquer bringing suffering and pain to everyone he touches. He does this through Love. I'

One Nite Stands
I have had my first one nite stand....I didnt want it to be that way, but that is just the way things happened....It makes you rethink a lot of things. I really thought that I was too old for that but I guess your age doesnt matter. Most of my sexual relationships were also ongoing relationships, whether it was months or years. I have one in particular that has lasted for almost 21 years on again off again. The one nite stand made me think about how I look and see people. I understand that it wasnt suppose to happen BUT it did. At the same time I thought that slowing down and taking it one day at a time was going to fix things. Guess what? It didnt, the word used is a harsh word but I can't think of a different word to replace it. I really thought that I could care about this person and the feeling would be mutual. It wasnt, now I feel guilty for even considering what we did and I shouldnt have to feel that way. And yes, it actually does hurt. I didnt think it would but then if you sit

Just Saying Thanks
I just wanted to once again say thank you for the kind comments~ Its nice of you all to leave them~ I have met alot of nice people on here~ But please dont leave me messsages if its just to give or get points. I am just me and I may not be the hottest thing on here~ But just here to make friends~ I am human~ Im not a dumb blonde~ So only leave them if ya are being honest~ Show me some respect~ I have feelings ~ ok i am done rambling ~ tried to get point across but i think i am doing more rambling than anthing else~ If you are a true friend you will know what i am trying to say ~

The Pain Of A Dear Friend
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen I feel your pain The pain in losing someone so close to us, The pain in losing someone so dear to us Knowing that they were just right here with us I feel your pain. We never really say good-bye Just I’ll see you home some day soon. The pain to us that any time or any day that Any time or any day that our love ones do not have long to stay I feel your pain the pain in knowing this has Happened to you. The pain in knowing what more tears we have gained. But through all this I feel your pain a dear friend came to the raven for his gift his help so much pain so deep the pain burni

Hello My Name Is Wooz
Wooz Moon is the best artist I have ever seen! She has been a longtime friend of mine on Myspace, and hails from France. Her painting and grafitti art are phenominal! here is a sneak peak... i love this girl! Magnifique!

Love Of Rose...
O, what is the song this late, late rose is singing? where will its petals fall, pale orange-yellow rose? when shall the breeze and the rose cease laughing, dancing, when will the raindrops bring time, and loss, and tears? who wrote the song that the rose is singing, singing, who painted petals on this fleeting rose? when did the breeze discover dancing, dancing, with roses that fade and fall in loss and time and tears? after the rosefall, a colder breeze is blowing, rose petals lie in drifts upon the ground; but the breeze remembers, wintering red rose-hips, sowing the rose’s spring and singing; remembering rose’s sound

Contests
OK Im jumping on my soap box!! All these contest really are getting out of hand.Come on people,If you have a contest keep it short like three days max.Maybe even a week,but a month long. These contest that go on for a month are bullshit and Im tierd of all the bulletins about them.I have help people till Im getting carpaltunnel.Shit lets do something about this.Im done with all contest for at least two months.Sorry I had to get it off my chest.

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your w

Doesn't Really Matter
just to let everyone know, i'm going through my friend lists and deleting people that i don't talk to anymore. so if ya want to stay on my list then just let me know. for all of you that has been there for me, i luv ya all and thank you from the bottom of my heart for being soo awesome.

Daddys Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

A Bigger Bang
A bigger bang A 90-year old man said to his doctor, "I've never felt better. I have an 18-year old bride who is pregnant with my child. What do you think of that?" The doctor replied, " I have an elderly friend who is a hunter and never misses a season. One day he was in a hurry and picked up his umbrella instead of his gun by mistake. When he got to the creek, he saw a beaver. He raised his umbrella and went "bang, bang, bang", and the beaver fell dead. What do you think of that?" The 90-year old said, "I'd say somebody else shot the beaver." The doctor said, "My point exactly."

Looking For My Juggalette...
well it's so hard in life right now. i still have gone nowhere and it's killing me i need to exist in society why am i the cast away. well fuck em and omfg i sound like a fuckin emo blah eww... any-who still looking for that juggalette (or two) to stand by my side

Ugh...
Ages past now and time without meaning Eternity and two thousand years have not mellowed the feeling Life’s greatest mystery carved in stone as strong Blessing bestowed upon the world before so long In all this earthly and celestial meld Cult of one thing from the beginning still held Hate’s as proud, this foul creature Plagued this Saint, the mainest feature Great as such still has come to reap Meant for peace our days to keep Forever the sight of doom, the dream of breath Truth now is – our love is Death Sleeping ground, graves’ reigning beauty Worlds extinguished – life’s ending duty Dread it was and love’s as hate Upon these days of crying fate Killer vicious, missing just Yearning though to return to the dust Jury decided guilty – comes the most cruel None as horridly evil as this last rule Quite the good received an Earth Only evolution lacked a mirth Screaming loud with all our wrath Most precious gift though is the Poetry of Death

~ Always Burning ~
Like a candle A heart only burns so long, Always hoping to find my true love Waiting for that special love song, Around every corner Never knowing when, Not knowing what to expect Somewhere I haven't been, This candle still burns Like the sun up above, It wont be long I'll find my true love, She's out there somewhere Looking for me, With a lonely heart Just like me, As I turn this corner A new life will begin, Candles burning higher What a beautiful grin, My hearts getting larger Her heart is too, Candles always burning Our hearts we will renew, Just like a candle A flame burning high,

Your Eyes
this is what I thought could be done with this piece as well, the verses are a backdrop,and other person's lives loves and mishaps, the chorus is the love that is the focus of the piece. Love is .. Two people stariing Across a room ... A stranger that passes Might notice you ..! Two hearts afire !!! A passion grown cold... The last love you lost The first love you'll know (Chorus) And when I see, that look In your eyes In your eyes In your eyes And when I see, that look In your eyes In your eyes In your eyes Heaven or hell ... Believe it !!! Right here on earth ... The better it feels The more it hurts ... But when I hold you What can I say I never knew love Could feeel this way (Chorus) And when I see, that look In your eyes In your eyes In your eyes And when I see, that look In your eyes In your eyes In your eyes

Graveyarding, February 5, 2007.
Graveyarding, February 5, 2007. I want to know what it says. I bet a lot of pictures are taken of this one. You'll have to excuse if they are a little fuzzy. I turned off the flash for obvious reasons, and my withdrawals were making me shake. I could not keep myself still. It was just beautiful. The pathways snaked all over the yard, so I probably walked a good three miles even though the yard itself is not that big. Cool pad. It's just so appropriate for a graveyard. Are they being protected, or are we? "The paths of glory lead but to the grave"... ah, the things I learned from Candleshoe. This one was too worn down to read, so I got a closer look. There are some amazing oak trees there. Me walking a decorative edge. I was not climbing, just reaching. I loved the flowers. Pointing to god? Nature's reclaimation. Really blurry, sorry. I just loved this! I really thinks it's amazing that the groundskeepers didn'

Kinky Sex
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting67%Blind Folds67%Bondage58%Chains/Handcuffs50%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Posting My Videos....
I have started to put my small video clips up on YouTube lately! As you may have noticed they have no sound because my camera records video but not sound! But that's ok with me! I just like making weird videos anyway! Hope you like them!

Catching Baby...
I had posted this blog elsewhere on the Net and like it so much, I thought I'd post it here. All of a sudden, there are babies everywhere. Perhaps they were there all along and I failed to notice. All I know is that suddenly, it seems every woman I know has become a walking incubator. I find it rather frightening. Don't get me wrong, babies are cute. Blah, blah, blah--insert your own pro-baby phrase here. I don't want one. I don't think I have the right things to base motherhood on. That same spark of "maternal love" thing I get? I get that when I look at one of my cats. Or a squirrel in the tree outside. Or the cute dog down the street that I really, really, really want but can't have because that would be stealing and I'm too cute for prison. The point is I can't be a mom if the feeling I get that's supposed to be strictly for kids is the feeling I get when I see an animal. Or the absolutely gorgeous teal leather handbag my boyfriend got me for my birthday next Frid

Slimthroat44
its obvious u, silkyslim44, are scared of me or feel intimidated by me its vere immature and childish for u to report every background i set as nsfw if u dont like my page nobody is forcin u to look i think u like me er somthin nothin else would xplain why u are forcin urself to look at my page ...lol slimthroat but ur not my type

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

To All My Friends., Family And Fans I Need Comment Bombs
i need comment bombs,, help me win this contest === '(¯`·._.·[såÞPhï®é]·._.·´¯)»-(¯`v´¯)-»Countess of Angels of Lestats Dark Covenant Family»-(¯`v´¯)-»' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-05 14:15:28'.. > >

Special Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

A Prayer For The Stressed
Grant me The Serenity, to accept the things i cannot Change, The courage to change the things i cannot accept, and the Wisdom to hide the bodies of the people i had to kill today becayse they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on today as they may be connected to the ass that i may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work 12% on monday 23% on tuesday 40%on wednesday 20% on thursday 5% on friday And help me to rember...... When i am having a really bad day, and it seems that people are trying to piss me off, that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to BITE ME!! Amen

My Mom
mom i miss u alot.i love u with all my hearty and soul i know u are in a better place with no more pain and suffering.passed away dec21 2006 buried her dec 24 2006.u were my life its hard knowing i cant pick up the phone to call u and tell u i love u..

Condoms
New York Newsday reports that the New York City health department plans to develop a "memorable" wrapper for its free condoms that it distributes. Great. I can see it now. On the condom wrapper is The Statue of Liberty. But her torch has been replaced with a giant dildo. What will the artwork be? Maybe the Empire State Building covered in a condom? New York City Tour Guide: The Empire State Building is 102 stories, of course that doesn't count the Reservoir Tip. The Empire State Building is ribbed for your pleasure… ok new at this whole Cherry tap thing here not really sure what falls under nsfw lol

Valentines Day
Who hates valentines day? It always sucks. I have never had the whole roses/dinner romantic date thing. Of course I have yet to meet a truly romantic guy. I see it like this all guys are great at first. When you meet a guy you dont really meet him til months later. What you get at first is his representative. The guy he wants you to think he is. However that all changes a few months in! Anyhow any of you guys truly a romantic? Flowers and candlelite? Anyhow Boo to valentines day!! It Sucks!

For All Of My Friends
I dont want to seem like im being a rude bitch .. if I dont get to your pages as often as Id like .. My mind seems to be on a million things and forget about focus .. Ive been finding myself zoning out .. probably the med change (Blah) .. I Adore you all .. and I will soon enough be back to my loopy self . coming by and bombing the hell outta your pages .. Big Hugs to all .. Wen :)

"pick Me Up."
A guy is 71 years old and loves to fish. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up. Then, kiss me and I'll turn into the most beautiful woman you have ever seen. I'll make sure that all your friends are envious and jealous because you will have me as your bride." The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will be your beautiful bride." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

Just Little Sayings
"I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it". "Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them". "Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive". "You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me". "Earth is the insane asylum for the universe". "God must love stupid people; He made so many". "Consciousness: That annoying time between naps". "He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless DEAD". "The original point and click interface was a Smith & Wesson". "I smile because I don't know what the hell is going on".

6 Feb 07 - Tuesday
6 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1895 George Herman (Babe) Ruth Baltimore MD, baseball great (Yankees) 1911 Ronald Reagan Illinois, actor (Bedtime for Bonzo)/40th President (R) (1981-89) 1931 Rip Torn Texas, actor (Coma, Summer Rental, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof) 1939 Mike Farrell St Paul MN, actor (BJ Honeycutt-MASH, Battered) 1945 Bob Marley Jamaican reggae vocalist (Bob Marley & Wailers-Roots Rock Reggae) 1950 Natalie Cole singer (Unforgettable, Pink Cadillac, Miss You Like Crazy) 1962 Axl Rose [William Bailey] Lafayette IN, rocker (Guns & Roses) 1778 France recognizes US, signs treaty of aid in Paris; 1st US treaty 1832 US ship destroys Sumatran village in retaliation for piracy 1862 General Ulysses S Grant capturs Fort Henry, and ten days later Fort Donelson; Grant earns the nickname "Unconditional Surrender" Grant 1891 1st great train robbery by Dalton Gang (Southern Pacific #17) 1921 "The Kid", starring Charlie Chaplin & Jackie Coogan, released 1935 Board game "Monopoly"

5 Feb 07 - Monday
5 Feb 07 - Monday 19-- Kelly Nickels rock bassist (LA Guns 1923 Sam Phillips musician/record company founder (Sun) 1931 Robert Duvall San Diego CA, actor (Great Santini, Taxi Driver) 1949 George Brown rock drummer (Kool & the Gang) 1949 Chris Stein Brooklyn NY, rock guitarist (Blondie) 1954 Bryan Hitt rocker (REO Speedwagon) 1963 Rick Ambrose singer (Jewel) 1969 Marilyn Manson singer/musician 1675 Battle at Turkheim (Colmar) French army beats Brandenburg 1836 Davy Crockett arrives in Texas, just in time for the Alamo 1919 National Socialist Party (Nazi) forms as German Farmers Party 1933 Calvin Coolidge 30th President (1923-29), dies in Northampton MA at 60 1933 Work on Golden Gate Bridge begins, on Marin County side 1940 FCC hears 1st transmission of FM radio with clear, static-free signal 1945 Pepe LePew debuts in Warner Bros cartoon "Odor-able Kitty" 1949 President Harry S Truman labels his administration the "Fair Deal" 1956 Jeanne F Bourgeois French head

Life...
Enjoying life to the fullest... Living each day for myself the first time in my life, Not letting anyone get in my way making choices for me and not anyone else, If I choose to stay I will, If I choose to go I will, straight to the point is I am in control of me not for anyone else except me thats the way it should be! Always look at the bright side of each bump we cross!

A Warning For Women (pass It On)
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women whose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00a.m. and 8: 30a.m. 5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parking lots. Number two is office pa

Bubba & The Old Swimming Hole
Bubba liked to frequent the old swimming hole but was never able to attract the girls. He decided to ask his friend Billy-Bob for advice. "It's those big baggy swimming trunks that make you look like an old fool...They're years outta style. Your best bet is to grab yourself a pair of Speedos - about two sizes too little and drop a fist-sized tater down inside them. I'm telling ya man...you'll have all the babes you want!" The following weekend, Bubba hits the swimming hole with his spanking new tight Speedos, and his fist-sized potato. Everybody at the swimming hole was disgusted as he walked by, covering their faces, turning away, laughing, looking sick! Bubba went back to his buddy Billy-Bob and asked him, "What's wrong now?" "Lard-Almighty Bubba!" said Billy-Bob, "the tater goes in the front!"

Mastercard Wedding
MASTERCARD WEDDING You got to love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicio

Passion Punch
Talk about a luscious Love Potion! Accourding to Greek folklore, pomegranates are a symbol of fertility and passion, and they're praised in the Karma Sutra for their aphrodisiac powers. Plus, gazing at the juice's hue increases heart rate and boosts blood flow. This enhances sensivity to smell and tastes- a perfect prelude to an evening with your Valentine! To make the passion punch, combine 2 oz. each light rum and pineapple juice, 1/2 oz. pomegranate juice and a splash of ginger ale. ENJOY!!

Watchout For Robinhood
Robinhood and his merry men Carried the bow and arrow me friend Robin was real good Could put the arrow right center wood This I really understood At the start of me love life Not with me wife Got the arrow in the heart Hurt so badest it torest me apartest Thought Robin was the arrow shooter Hired by my lover I thought true r Hit me dead center Then I needed me soul mentor As the years past I tried to make me loves last Been arrowed so many times It just weakened me spine Can't break a strong back Got back on track Watching for that fool Robinhood Gonna breakest his arrows good

Drama
All the drama from stupid people needs to stop I care enough to write this so read if you feel. Why is everything falling in around me break the walls of sanity lifeless I lay hopeless I fall and thoughtless I wander around in my mind fubblinhg about with the thought from my past happy goes here I say to my self placcing my heart in a better place sad I hide but dont erase so they're there to remind me lifeless I wander.....

Anoint Lips
Inhaling your breath into my body, taking you into my soul, all this, through a kiss. Anoint my lips with moistened kiss Soft and smooth......firm and brisk Whisper kisses on my face Placed with love....then retraced Shower kisses lower still Down my valley...let them spill Cascade sighs to mingle mine Scrolled across....and intertwined Blanket me in kisses, love Drape my form...below....above Be the very air I crave Inhale...exhale....smolder.... waves Kiss me till I barely breathe Make me gasp, with raptured need Kiss me......for I am....thine own Render kisses........gently moaned

Hotties Needed
are you hot or do you have a hottie on your friend list just message pimp daddy! as one of my hotties i will make you a banner for your page and one for my page! my page has had 3000 views in last 4 day's so you have the chance to gain alot of friends just click the banner and message pimp daddy to see if you have what is needed to be one of his hotties!

Pasos Para El Autoexamin Del Seno
Tan pronto le pase la regla o periodo ( o el mismo dia de cada mes si ya no tiene la regla), examine como se ven y como se sienten sus senos, buscando cualquier cambio. Informe inmediatamente cualquier cambio a su doctor o enfermera. Visite regularmente al doctor para sus examienes de los senos y pregunte sombre la mamografia. Paso 1 : Acostada Fijese si siente una bolita dura, la piel mas gruesa o cualquier cambio en el tejido del seno. * Coloque una almohada debajo de su hombro derecho y ponga el brazo derecho debajo de la cabeza * Con la mano izquierda extendida, examinese con la yerma de los dedos, usando los tres dedos del medio * Examinese haciendo presion leve, moderada y firme en cada area del seno, usando pequenos movimientos circulares * Examinese de arriba hacia abajo * Busque cambios en toda el area del seno, arriba y abajo del cuello (clavicula) y en la axila * Repita estos pasos en el seno izquierdo Purede repetir estos pasos d

Ninja Gave Me An Idea...
And today, I put the plan to fruition. I started doing a little Photography. I'm calling it 'Urban' LIFE. And it'll be a day-to-day who knows what of my life, and my views. Maybe it'll add a little insight into some peoples minds of the ways I see things, and perhaps of distorted visions. I do feel a bit better. It was calming in a weird way to just take pictures of random shit. I like it. They're in my pictures.... and if they turn out to be popular, I may have to buy my VIC just to store more. lol. Who knows. Enjoy at your leisure, and comment if you'd like. =). Thank you all. And if I've in some way offended you or done something to further my own image of myself as a douchebag, I apologize for that... Many a Manic episode has crossed my path as of late. =/. Later. /end blog.

Forgetting A Promise Is Enslavement By A Lie...
by the shoreline on the kentucky side i stand, and i remember how you got down on your knees as if proposing a promise, and i remember the last time you knelt down to caressing my thighs as your knees dug into moist earth, and your lips would search out my own sacred mounds as the vibrations of my own voice echoed and answered love’s call and we left fossil prints of hope near the grimy water’s edge, and as you spoke to the spirit of the water, bubbled a kiss, and my name became. . . ohio. then, we separated. and you promised! you swore to meet me by the special blessed place when the time of our love was fully ripe, you promised to meet me where sycamores and willows were scarred but still survived the lashes of barbed rusting metal snapped by gnarly hands wielding overseers bullish whips once you promised but forgot me over

Virus Alert
BEWARE OF THE FOLLOWING VIRUSES.... The George Bush Virus - Causes your computer to keep looking for viruses of mass destruction. The John Kerry Virus - Stores data on both sides of the disk and causes little purple hearts to appear on screen. The Clinton Virus - Gives you a permanent Hard Drive ; with NO memory The Al Gore Virus - Causes your computer to keep counting and re-counting The Bob Dole Virus - Makes a new hard drive out of an old floppy one The Lewinsky Virus - Sucks all the memory out of your computer, then e-mails everyone about what it did The Arnold Schwarzenegger Virus - Terminates some files, leaves, but will be back The Mike Tyson Virus - Quits after two bytes The Oprah Winfrey Virus - Your 200 GB hard drive shrinks to 100 GB, then slowly expands to re-stabilize around 350 GB The Ellen Degeneres Virus - Disks can no longer be inserted The Prozac Virus - Totally screws up your RAM, but your processor doesn't care The Mi

My Work
MARRIED FOR OVER 12 YEARS AND HAS STAYED AS FAITHFUL AS ANY WOMAN COULD BE,UNTIL ONE DAY OVER THE INTERNET SHE ENCOUNTERS A BRO LIKE ME.SHE'S NOT PLANNING TO HAVE AN AFFAIR OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE JUST CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TASTE THE OTHER FLAVOR.THOUGHTS OF BEING SEDUCE BY THE MANDINGO IN HER SITE, NOTHING WILL EVER GO DOWN JUST WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE.HER HEART POUNDS HEAVY LIKE THE BEAT OF DRUM,INSIDE MOIST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM MADE HER CUM, COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT'S AN ILLUSION AND THAT HE IS REALLY NOT THERE BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE HE IS THERE IN HER MIND ANYWAY AS SHE SLOWLY SWAYS.BACK AND FOURTH, FRONT AND BACK LOSING TRACK OF EXACTLY WHERE SHE'S AT CAUSE SHE FINDS HERSELF TOUCHING HERSELF EYES CLOSED MIND WIDE OPEN, TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS, HOLD ME,SQUEEZE ME, THE PLEASURE OF PAIN I WILL ENDURE SSHH SOMEONE'S AT DOOR,OH MY GOD IT'S HIM THE MANDINGO OF MY DREAMS IT WAS THE MAIL MAN.SHE WANTS TO TOUCH HIM AND DO ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT

Although,the Distance Is In Between...
~Me~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, MY HEART ACHES, OF YOUR DREAMS I AM JEALOUS OF, FOR I AM, IN YOUR ARMS. YOUR LIPS I HUNGER FOR YOUR BREATH IS MINE AS I INHALE THE SCENT OF YOUR LOVING MOUTH YOUR BODY CLOSE TO MINE I CRAVE DAY AND NIGHT I NEED THE WARMTH AND TENDERNESS AND EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU THAT TRAVELS THROUGH MY HEAD. ~You~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, YET IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE CLOSE IN YOUR ARMS I REMAIN AND YOU SMILE I DESIRE YOU MORE WITH EACH BREATH I TAKE, I CHERISH YOUR LOVE WITH YOU LOVE IS REAL YOUR HEART IS TRUE I AM COMPLETE AND I LOVE YOU. ~~~~~**~~~~~

Sunday Feb 4, 2007 At The Red Stallion
Hey. Here's the latest update: Last night I sang a few songs that I've never sang before. First, I sang George Thorogood's "I Drink Alone". Then, I sang Meatloaf's "Paradise by the Dashboard Lights" with (Splissa, my little sister, she's in my family here on CT). Then I sang Sir Mix-A-Lot's "Baby Got Back". I felt good about all three.

The Music
I cannot hear a sound you so close in this darkness surrounding my heart pain as I reach out you are gone from me alone,I cry weak and weary soon to die time there is none left I weeping tear wondering where you are my eyes are fading fast asleep I must go no pain must I feel my toes are numb my fingers I no not feel my lips a lighter shade of blue so I am being told from up above the lights are getting dimmer by the minute so I think no blanket shall I need for feeling cold I shall never feel anytime soon. ~*~

Melting Passionate Lips
My tears have stopped falling Raindrops glisten sweet in the morning sun My heart is light and floating upon wings You have come for me I will enter your realm and feast on this fantasy A rose petal fall and cover us with love Protecting and sheltering from all evil harm Hold me into your dreams, you are in mine Gentle touch me with your words of sweet magic Gentle we are as one as one flower one breath Love is born and given to us Over land and sea I’ll fight four you In my veins are the might of love The heart of red roses beating in my breast Candle lights will send my wishes to your heart Lips of passion melting in the fire of longing dreams In your eyes I can read billions of sweet wishes Your heart is like an open book of true romantic love That will carry me to the homeland of roses You are a miracle And an angel of never ending story’s of my feelings an and hopes A light of love twinkles in your ocean eyes You made all my dreams com

Happiness
Happiness you can find Depths of one's mind Desires of life so True Reminds me of only You Lighting my flamed Dreams Fire of Love Screams Heart longing to be noticed Wandering aimlessly through this Hoping only for recognition My boundless Heart's decision Loving you endlessly My life is yours to take Happiness is all I wish to make

Addendum!
Grandson Tim, aka The Jailbird, has been sprung and is home again. Needless to say, he did not exactly enjoy his weekend in the Juvenile Detention Center. Said the food was lousy - big surprise there! Played lots of cards, I guess, lol. So it will be back to school tomorrow! I would like to think he learned something from all of this. But you never know with teenagers!! Blessings, all!!

A Love Story,and You
sunrise over the bay sunset on the beach the stars on a full moon night soft clouds across a baby blue sky the first winter cold mountains allcapped with snow the smell of the first spring rain clear lakes and gree meadows Christmas Thanksgiving Dinner Easter with the kids each time a child is born soft jazz a romantic country ballad The Beatles "Yesterday" a movie that makes me laugh a movie that let's me cry a smile a laugh a tear brought to my eye good food good company wild flowers - red & yellow & purple Things I Love A Love Story and You for you

Oh God... Here I Go Again
shit here i go again..... A lonely rose weeps its petals fall to the floor like tears they fall one by one hitting the floor like my wasted heart I watch them falling and know its heart is broken as is mine i cry with the rose sorrow fills the room a sweet perfume to linger thoughts of you enter my mind sorrow turned to hate anger consumes me now i reach for the rose and throw it hard it lays now on the floor as broken as me

Why All The Hate......
So I had my first offical date with Kevin on Saturday. It was good right up till the very end. And it wasn't becuase of me and him it was bad. We were at the bar playing pool and hanging out with our freinds down there. We played teams at pool and the guy on the other team was being a jerk. Like an abusive type jerk not drunk type jerk to his wife. Not hitting her just saying mean mean things to her and about her....he left and we tried to help Valorie see that this is not a good thing for her and her kids. We made her laugh and then she went home. About 30 minutes later he came in with blood dripping down his hands and told me and Shawna to go help her I won't say what he called her...but it wasn't pleasnt. Well me and Shawna ran full throttle to the trailer a block away and found that he had beat the crap out of her car and her house. He hadn't hit her but she was scared and the kids were terrified. So I stayed with the kids and Shawna called 911. While she was on the phone with the

The Devine
Though star-blazed skies my mind contained, The solitude of night my heart concealed, Love's emotions were so fully restrained, Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield. And then you entered into my life, Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused, But you continued deeper like a knife, Until my hardness was thus subdued. What I never thought possible for me, You've done and that I'll always treasure, My heart burns fervent with love for thee, Our souls delight in each beyond all measure. And as you now place your sweet lips on mine, I know for certain I'm enraptured with an angel divine.

The Ambassador In My Arms
I think you’re so beautiful And you’re so damn smart Out of all the guys, you picked me You make me feel, like I’m a king I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you You always know what to say You make all my worries disappear I think the only reason you’re Still me, is because the way you make laugh I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you At the club, when I found you I never thought I’d find love too I wish there something I could do So that you would know, how much I love you I never know what to say Because you take my breath away When I see you dance I forget everything I’m eternally grateful, that I have you

Not Really A Poem But..
lets play::tonight we shall play a game of wits and challenge, for you seem to think you have the knowledge of death we will play with your life. you think you know whats gonna happen to you, die at an old age and with a family and kids. the thing you didnt think of was the outcome of pushing my buttons...so tonight we shall play a game of life and death, and this my friend, i shall play for keeps.

Wowzers
**ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ I'M HOLDING A CONTEST STARTING FEB.16 OPENING AT 1 PM EST(FRIDAY) AND IT WILL END ON FEB 28 12 MIDNIGHT EST(WENESDAY). I WANT 12 LADIEZ ONE FOR EACH MONTH. **RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS** .. NO HATING ON OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST .. U MAY BOMB YOURSELF..COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED .. HAVE FUN !! .. IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO RATES AND COMMENTS SO MAKE SURE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE ALSO .. YOU WILL HAVE TO PIMP YOUR SELF..BULLETINS,BLOGS,BLASTS,STICKY ETC.. ..MONTHS WILL BE AVAILABLE AS SOON AS THIS POSTS SO IF YOU DON'T LET ME KNOW RIGHT AWAY THE MONTH U WANT MIGHT BE TAKEN ** I WILL BE TRACKIN CHERRY BUCKS EARNED AND ALL WILL BE SPENT ON WINNER THRO CHERRY GIFT SHOP WHEATHER ITS ONE BIG GIFT OR SEV

Steps To Breast Self-examination
Just as your period ends ( or at the same time each month if you do not have periods), check for any change in the normal look or feel of your breasts. Report any changes to your doctor or nurse. Go for regular breast exams and ask about a mammogram. Step One: Lying Down Feel for a hard lump, thickening or any changes in your breast tissue. * Lie down on your back with a pillow under your right shoulder. * Use the pads of the three middle fingers left hand to examine your right breast. * Press using light, medium and firm pressure in a circular motion. * Follow an up and down pattern. * Feel for changes in your breast, above and below your collarbone and in your armpit area. * Repeat on your left breast using your right hand. These steps may be repeated while bathing or showering using soapy hands. Step Two: In Front of the Mirror Look for changes in the shape, size or appearance of your breasts. Look for dimpling, rash or puckering

My Family Friends And Fans
COME ON GUYS PLEASE HELP ME VOTE ON MY CONTEST!! I WOULD REALLY REALLY APPRECIATE IT!! :)) I ALWAYS HELP EVERYONE ELSE OUT!! :)) THANXS SO MUCH!! :)) I'LL NEVER ASK AGAIN!! :)) U GUYS R THE BEST!! :)) BTW I'M IN THE SWEET HEART CONTEST!! THANXS SO MUCH AGAIN!! :))

Touching Souls
Tis true , love can over come all...even death... The blackness of my night gave way to your passion As you stroked the vanity of my heart. A thousand suns appeared, when you kissed my lips, And the wall of bitterness that I had built fell apart. So come again my angel of desire, And touch me softly once more, Rekindle loves fire; and restore joy to my soul. Lift not only this hapless and broken spirit, but Hasten me to loves eternal shore. It is there that you and I shall forever reside And the bitterness of death shall know us no more.

Stop With The Stuoid Shit Already!
omg im so just on soap box (fuck whats with that damn fraze already). common ppl spend your damn time writting something worth reading for crying out loud. im so sick of logging on cherry tap and reading the stupid shit about who doing what in compatitions. your out there begging god knows who to vote for you and then talking about how you repay everyone when in fact thats just major bullshit. now notice im not mentioning names in this when lord knows i could list some names. i think its better to just talk and let those who its for just let them feel guilty to themselves. they know who they are. do i know this for a fact? YES! HELL YES I DO! i know this bc i did a compatition and asked my "friends" for help. do you know what kinda help i got? ppl voted that i didnt even know rather than my friends. so what kinda friends do i have? most i could delet and not look back but i tend to be a forgiving person when i should be pissed and turn my back and not look back. in fact friends that i

This Is For Arabella And Not Mattel
GOD TOOK AN ANGEL HOME LAST NIGHT, LEFT US HERE FEELING THATS NOT RIGHT, WE CAN ALL SIT HERE AND WONDER WHY, A BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL HAD TO DIE. THERE WAS NO REASON, BUT THERE WAS A CRIME, THIS PRECIOUS CHILD WHO DID NOTHING WRONG, WAS TAKEN AWAY BEFORE HER TIME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, ARABELLA IS HER NAME, WE'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY SHE DIED, WE'LL ONLY KNOW NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME. GOD HAS A NEW ANGEL BY HIS SIDE, SHE'S FINALLY AT PEACE, WE'LL NEVER KNOW THE REASON SHE DIED, A DAUGHTER A SISTER, A FRIEND, A NIECE. SHE WAS A PRECIOUS GIFT, SO REMEMBER THE LAUGHTER AND THE SMILE, REMEMBER HOW SHE GAVE YOUR HEART A LIFT, AND BE GLAD SHE WAS HERE EVEN FOR A SHORT WHILE. OUR THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU, AND SO ARE OUR PRAYERS, NOT MATTEL YOU HAVE FRIENDS OLD AND NEW, AND WE'RE HERE FOR YOU, WE REALLY CARE. SO ASK FOR ANYTHING AND WE'LL BE THERE. YOUR FRIEND ANGEL

Enough Is Enough!!!!!!
I have gotten the same damn bulletin over and over and over again for the past 10 hours. I really hate to put my bulletin board on "family only" because sometimes I DO get something interesting that I like to read. If I looked a bulletin once then I'm probably NOT going to look at it again... ESPECIALLY if I keep getting the same one over and over. Please.... please STOP THE MADNESS~~~~~~~~~~~

Cookies Baked In God’s Oven
While strolling through the outdoors And munching on his favorite snack (Old-fashioned animal crackers) Yonder he beheld A lady approaching him So taken with her was he That it seemed like She was a spiritual being With feather-covered wings Descending from the white mountains Of New Hampshire, just for him As she neared him She stopped lookers to lookers And gave him a look-see His box of animal crackers He dropped on the ground And wanted no more As her lips looked more appetizing As if they were angel crackers (Small cookies baked in God’s oven) And surely his want Was to taste of them So he placed his lips on hers And delighted in the yumminess Of her cookie-tasting kisses As they melted in his mouth Sweeter than animal crackers Triple dipped in warm strawberry milk

My Profile Settings -- Fixed
Somehow somebody got in and changed all of my profile settings to disallow any type of commenting by anyone. I've changed the settings on my profile -- can you let me know if it works for you?

Dawgs And Boy Scouts
Since I have joined CT, I have seen tons of stories in the form of bulletins that tell tales of nasty men. These men prowl the pages of CT in search of women in need of attention. They swoop in on these unsuspecting victims and promise them everything from the moon to the sun and stars. Their ultimate goal is to get the woman to invite into their lives in the real world. When this happens, these women find themselves being used by a man who is doing every female he can get his hands on. Sadly, these women get together on CT and tell tales that would make sensitive types shared a tear. These men, who judge their manhood by the number of women they are banging, fall into one category. These men are "Dawgs." Unlike the 4 legged kind, these "dawgs" simply don't care about anyone but themselves and if that means hurting you, then they will. However, if there is one constant in the universe, it's the fact that the universe is in balance. Opposites like in and out, up and down, ho

A Night To Remember
[Wined and dined) Surprise! He planned the evening from start to finish, making this a night she would always remember, They started with dinner, wine and making small talk, and when they danced, he kissed her and held her close, cheek-to-cheek and whispering sweet-nothings in her ear. Shortly thereafter, They decided to leave and not have dinner. When he opened the door, there were softly lit candles, flowers, music, and a trail of rose petals leading too and around the bed with a beautiful, sexy negligee draped over a a heart shaped tiny box also covered with Rose petals and a card that read I love you in big bold letters. This was an "Anniversary Night,” she would remember for the rest of her life. Then he took hand, and led her to the bed - Good Night!

Gifts For Valentines
OFFICIAL JAMBOREE MERCHANDISE VALENTINE'S DAY GIFTS FOR YOUR GIRL Back by popular demand and just in time for Valentine’s day, the official Jamboree In The Hills Thong! Choose one of our exclusive Valentine’s Day Gifts to surprise the Jambo Sweetheart in your life! http://www.jamboreeinthehills.com/merch%2007/jambo%20gear%20Valentine.htm Enjoy them all. Hopefully we can meet up there this Year!!!

I Am Screaming For Vengeance...
Yep SOTW 12. This weeks song is SCREAMING FOR VENGEANCE by Judas Priest Song Name - Screaming For Vengeance Artist - Judas Priest Album - Screaming For Venegeance Song Number - 7 of 12 Song Length - 4:43 Lyrics Hey listen don't you let 'em get your mind Fill your brain with orders, and that's not right They're playing at a game that draws you closer Till you're living in a world that's ruled by fear Always takin' baby out that's OK What they're givin' maybe it's out of phase with me Told you once you're never gonna win the race Same old no tomorrow -- kicked in the face! We are screaming for vengeance The world is a manacled place! Screaming, screaming for vengeance The world is defiled in disgrace! Tie a blindfold all around your head Spin you round in the torture before the dread And then you're pushed and shoved into every corner Then they lead you out into the final slaughter. As the sweat is running down your neck All your praying for'

What's A Billion, More Or Less?
Subject: What's a Billion, more or less? How much is a "Billion"? A Billion!!!!! Here's some thought provoking information - The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casualmanner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending yourtax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertisingagency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspectivein one of its releases. a.. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. b.. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. c.. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. d.. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. e.. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rateour government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look atNew Orleans - It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is pr

The Prayers Answered,are My Inpiration.
In evening prayer we sought You, We came before Your Throne; And though I heard his every word, He spoke to You alone: "You know how much I love this woman, Show her, Lord, for me." He spoke his prayer like You were there, His one request of Thee. "I need someone of flesh and blood, Someone to hold my hand... And though Your grace should fill his place, I pray You'll understand. I'm learning how to love You, Lord, I'm trusting all I can... Please send Your love from up above And put it in my man." Though my prayer was so long ago, And his is so brand new; Last year, last night...within Your sight, It's all the same to You. And in Your love, and in Your time, You showed what Your way is ~ With methods rare beyond compare, You answered mine with his! "For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways

Another, But Never ......
When your lips kiss him do you think of me? When eyes close in passion who do you see? Who do you embrace while you're holding him? Whose face do you see while the lights are dim? Sometimes a question is better not asked... Sometimes it's better when heartaches are masked... Souls that are linked by eternity's fate Suffer sometimes through a smile so ornate. But dreams do come true and fantasy's real Breathing a name can profoundly reveal Beautiful thoughts and your feelings so true Because you felt I was thinking of you I know your heart now belongs to just me I know this great romance was meant to be.

Hel;p Change Il Law On Open Adoptions And Sibling/grandparent Rgihts
COULD YOU PLEASE SIGN MY PETITION, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT. HUGS SUSANA http://www.PetitionOnline.com/Cloutier/petition.html FEEL FREE TO VIEW THE PETITION BEFORE SIGNING. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. THANKS AND GOD BLESS SUSANA

Things We Do For Love
You might stay at home and wait by the phone for that special man to call. If He does not,You may get angry, or cry your Heart out. When love is good, He will do things for you, He may not want to, just to be with you; Sitting by the fire or holding your hand, give You jewelry or trinkets, etc. Sometimes, it's just those little things that mean so much to you, and touches your heart, that shows or proves, He loves you. And when you hear his voice, you may no longer be angry, but filled with longing, and anticipation, awaiting his presence, his touch, his kiss.

Global Warming: The Cold, Hard Facts?
Global Warming is not due to human contribution of Carbon Dioxide By Timothy Ball Monday, February 5, 2007 Global Warming, as we think we know it, doesn't exist. And I am not the only one trying to make people open up their eyes and see the truth. But few listen, despite the fact that I was the first Canadian Ph.D. in Climatology and I have an extensive background in climatology, especially the reconstruction of past climates and the impact of climate change on human history and the human condition. Few listen, even though I have a Ph.D, (Doctor of Science) from the University of London, England and that for 32 years I was a Professor of Climatology at the University of Winnipeg. For some reason (actually for many), the World is not listening. Here is why. What would happen if tomorrow we were told that, after all, the Earth is flat? It would probably be the most important piece of news in the media and would generate a lot of debate. So why is it that when scientists who have

Anticipation
Body temperature elevated more then enough chest heaves and sweat beads pour out wanting you with a mix of Love and Lust hungered to taste the nectar of your lips down south Body writhing, agonizing, and yearning your touch Craving your secretions that leave me strung out coping with this compulsion to enjoy you is tough isatiable desire to kiss every inch of you with my mouth overwhelming desire to give you this passion's inferno a fiery, intense, consuming, raging, pulsing flame words cant express how i dont wanna stop but GO! Not chevy but hard like a rock! wont stop till you've came A point of satisfaction, pure ecstasy and body elated feeling of an exquisite thrill seeps out every pore the anticipation of this moment my mind couldn't have rated agonizing, with this temp rizin, erection throbbin like never before Chest heaves, with a hot erotic steamy electric breeze rigorous mind action leading to orgasmic reactions let me not ponder thi

Replying To Stormy
Fear and need between us, A standing wave breeding uncertainty in the silence. eyes meet, questioning, sharing a quickening fire. thoughts play, expire, uselessly deployed. Hearts race on both sides of love's abyss. I have to wonder I have to know, can we bridge the distance the darkness, fusing strands of common soul? Our touch... hesitant, soft, too-careful. Relief. She is mine though I have yet to taste her flesh in mutual sacrificial surrender.

You'll Need A Shower After This?
You were reading in bed but,I felt you watching me I purposely took my time undressing at a snails pace your eyes scorched my skin standing I slipped out of my shoes then my pant suit came off I slowly hanged it in the closet erect in panties and bra I bent over, legs slightly spread to put my shoes on the rack knowing where your thoughts were as if my crotch had eyes I stood up slightly as I slipped off my panties very sinuously then I turned and facing you with my head looking downwards I unhooked and removed my bra then walked languidly to my dresser and got my hairbrush I stood with my head bent over brushing my hair towards the floor but I peeked through the strands you were hungrily licking your lips then as I walked toward the bathroom you were out of bed in a nano second your hands came from behind to f

Kidz Say The Funniest Things
my kidz say the darnest things sometimes they crack me up. i will add to my blog when they say more things here are a couple i am sharing. my middle girl Amerra wanted to be bus monitor so the bus driver picked her to do this job. she was so proud of herself, for a whole day she carried her little book around the next day i asked her where heer book was (note this job was supposed to be for 1 week) anyway i asked her she then stated, "i got fired." i asked her why? she then stated' i was stinkin bad at it." had me rollin for a while. then at my house we were talking about stranger danger, and the use of code words. my oldest said i will asked the stranger if they know the secret code, i asked her what if they don't? she replied "then we will scramble off like a couple of eggs." Courtesy of MsTags.com

A Lover's Plea
My desires are not to capture or hold any part of you. But to realize and caress your wants, needs and desires. To enhance your personality, And romance your sensuality. To give you room to truly grow, As high and far as you would like to go. To help you really and truly find, All the love you have in mind. To give you tenderness as long as I live, Are some of the things I want to give. I want you to consume all the love that's flowing free. Explore my mind and body beyond what the eyes can see. I want to touch you ever so tenderly, While we're making love so very splendidly, And feel our hearts beating as one. It's wonderful to know we've only just begun. We can touch the sky my dear, If only you let go of all you fear.

Hey All...........
I want to say I am sorry for not showing to much luv to all my friends lately I have been working 12 to 14 hour a day at work and working seven days a week. I go in at nite and get off the following morning. This schedule could continue for the next few months. The company I work for is producing a new line of product for a well known company so we are making the product for them to send to stores. Please forgive me and as soon as I am able to I will show lots of luv again......

The Menu For 2
Today I plan a menu of aphrodisiacs for two succulent love bites to wet loves appetite chocolate bonbon's fed to you by soft hands cherry in the center so seductive on the tongue Oysters on the half shell titillates the minds eye mollusks sensual shape and textures as they glide move and power, placing you in a trance sweet and dry wines lowers a lovers inhibitions flutes of bubbling Champagne to tickle your nose releasing endorphins in laughter's pleasures a Caribbean spiced carnal culinary feast will increase the heat in a lovers warmed loins then on to the sinful desserts of corporeal me

Help Me Win!
Hey everyone I have entered a Beauty Contest for February 2007 please come and bomb my photo...I am running behind and need to catch up. The rules for how I will go about winnnig are as follows. THE RULES AND INFO: 1.Comments decide the winner, Comment bombing is allowed, get votes anyway you want except sticky bulletins. Rates will break a tie. 2.You can NOT vote for your own photo. 3.If there is anything bad said about another contestant by you or anyone voting for you, you will have to be removed from the contest. 4.The most important thing about my contest is to have fun. 5.Everyone gets a prize just for joining, but the big prizes go to the top three. Come and have fun with us, you won't be sorry!! Thank you, Tim(AKA BIG) **Big Diablo**Perv FamiLia @ CherryTAP The link to my Picture is : [ CherryTAP.com photo: 255416346 ] Hurry everyone and COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT... Thanks everyone and much love Kryssy!

Real Or Dream?
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Why
Why was I put on this earth? Why do I have to suffer?Just when the clouds begin to part, Things seem to get even tougher.Why am I still living? Why can’t I just die? Why is God so unforgiving? I have no reason for living, So I shouldn’t even try.

Befor I Was Mom
Before I was Mom Before I was Mom I slept as late as I wanted & never worried about how late I got into bed I brushed my hair and teeth everyday. Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day.I never tripped over toy or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations. Before I was MomI had never been puked onPooped on.Spit on.Chewed on.Peed on.I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.I slept all night. Before I was Mom I never held a screaming child so that doctors could do testsOr give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cry ed.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because i didn't want to put it down.I never felt my heart break in to a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone

Looking Back
I give my love to only you untill the day I dieI want to be the one you love intill the end of time I always want to make you smile and fill your heart with joyTo be the girl you dreamed about who was sent from up above I'll make each day a memory that you will never forgeta day you'll cherish in your heart like the day that we frist metI'll hold you close to me each night as you lay by my sideso you will know how much it means just knowing you are mineNo one else could take your place no matter how they tryedYou are the only man for me I'll love you all my life

Man Oh Man
today sucked BALLS. yea, it really did. been training to take my NASD exams and it's a slow and boring process. took a practice test today and flunked in miserably. with as many times as i've read the damn book i fucking flunked it. that, needless to say, pisses me off royally. what's worse, i take the ACTUAL exam in a week. yeah, like i'm SO FUCKING encouraged right now. sorry, had to scream and rant a bit. just want the training to be done so i can be making money. i feel stupid not drawing a pay check. i feel like i am mooching off of harold and my mum's generosity and i hate that feeling. *sigh* blah.

Tomorrow
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. Just wanted you to know, Although I never let it show. You will always remain in my heart, And you are in my thoughts even though we are apart.Night and day, My mind never strays, Thoughts of you cloud my mind, Memories replay, time after time. The times we shared, And how much you cared, I will never forget. Those times, I do not regret.Sure do miss your friendship smiles I'll wait for your e-mails across the miles I'll be waiting so please keep in touch Just to let you know I'll miss you very much.

Its The Truth
We all are seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect that there is no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you your self are wrong in some way and, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complentary way. But it takes alot of living to grow fully in to your own wrongness. It isn't intil you finilly run up against your deepest deamons, your unsolvable problems, the ones that make you who you truly are, that you're ready to find a life long mate. Only then do you finlly know what you are looking for. You're looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person, the "right" wrong person, someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "this is the problem that I want to have". I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way!

When The Love Is Gone
The first time you fall in love; it is like a dream come true. For all of us, that love has or is yet to come. For the majority of us older people, it has come and gone. I'm only speaking on it because my heart is heavy. Some people will make you fell like "what was the point in falling in love if it was not real?" Or rather, "if it was only a fiasco?" Well, there are individuals that will come in your life that will make it known that there is some good in people. There is some good men/women in the world. Although they are a needle in a haystack or a diamond in the ruff. I titled my blog recognition because I've been there and done that. once you've crossed that bridge the "recognition of love" becomes easier. KNOWING when some love is being shown, makes your day go by easier. It makes life worth living. It puts a glow in your spirit that only the uplifted can see. I realize that my first love is gone. I realize that those glory days shall not return. I also realize the presence of

The Opposite Sex (just Certain Memebers Of It I Suppose )
why is it that some guys feel the need to be dicks? seriously. they are, for the most part only after a few things. they want you to be their mommy and take care of them and all sort of nonsense (which by my definition is not a healthy relationship) or they just want to get to know you so they can get the sexual gratification. this can come in many ways, some of the most common being getting attention from someone they consider young and/or attractive or actually attempting to get laid. this pisses me off. now dont get me wrong, im aware of women doinng the same thing. however, they dont do it to me and since this is my blog im going to bitch about what pisses me off...not you. sorry. anyway...for once i wish i could meet someone who really was interested in more than the physical. especially in the beginning. as a hint to all the guys who may stumble across this and actually waste precious masterbation time reading it then dont take this an offer to hit on or make passes at me

The Rules Of The Game
A Man who understands, a real Sister indeed -- who's willing to give, what a real Sister needs ! Who's willing to take, what she wants and more -- who can be a cold Bitch, and a bedroom whore Yet, understand the rules, in this game we play -- If sex is the choice, Keep them feelings away Don't start talking shit, bout you don't want a girl -- Tellin ya' Boy y'alls business, and become her biggest fan Y'all spend time and y'all kick it, long walks, movies and dinner -- You still know nothing about her, but to you she is your winner Then when you find out she has a friend, a man, a girl, a boo -- The statement so frequently made by many, i'm tired of being number two His feelings are hurt, but in the beginning, she said we'd only be friends -- The Woman understood, apparently he didn't, out of respect, she let's that shit end If you choose a friend, and y'all play the game, of SEX or fucking around -- State up front, the name of the game, And make sure you got

Its Cold
Torrington, Connecticut; Updated: 17:02 (February 05, 2007); Conditions: Clear; Temperature: 11.1°F (-11.6°C); High/Low: 11/-3°F (-11/-19°C); Humidity: 38%; Dew Point: -10°F (-23°C); UV: 0/16; Wind: NNW at 1.0 MPH (1.6 KPH) Hows the temp where u are?

Dumbassery
You know what I find particularly amusing [I know my other equally gorgeous girlfriends on Myspace will readily agree]? Random emails from various boys that are CHOCK full of delicious retardation, bad lines and on more than one occasion - rancid vulgarity. My favourite from the past few days? "If I told u were beutiful, would u date me on the regular? [followed by two smiley icons and one wink icon] because U R beutiful." Now. Here is a prime example of retardation AND cheesy lines. However, I was unware of that fact that this a STOLEN cheeseball line until I was on the West Seattle Bridge today, making my journey home and heard none other than Justin Timberlake's falsetto Mariah Carey-esquely warbling out that very line. Interesting. However, as I am now in serious doubt as to your sexual orientation [seeing as how I do not know of a single straight male who would know the lyrics to JT's new song on the airwaves, or if they did, admit to it] I will unfortunat

Candlemas Magick
Candlemas Magick The tides of Imbolc are upon us—the onset of Spring in the Iron Age “Celtic” calendar. And, with that in mind, I would like to devote this entry to the study of that Sabbat, as well as inter-related Deities and associated Magick: Imbolc is one of the so-called “Greater Sabbats” amongst Pagan Witches, such as myself (with the Solstices and Equinoxes being the “Lesser Sabbats”). To my Celtic and Irish ancestors it was a date that was endemically associated with both lactation and motherhood in humans, as well as animals (particularly ewes). The term “imbolc” itself bears apparent denotations with a P-Celtic term for “milk”. Moreover, the pre-Christian ritual foci seem to have dealt primarily with motherhood—connotations with the feminine are also implicate. This probably results from two divergent streams: On the one hand, ovulation in ewes is triggered, biologically, during the waning phase of the Sun (ie. shortly after the Summer Solstice). Hence, after the lam

Our Love
Our love will remain forever and a day, Real strong love without decay. We'll stick together through think and thin, That way, we will always win. Yes - we have real love in our life, And we can cope with any strive. Love is the greatest gift of all, Especially when we're very loyal. When, in our hearts, true love we feel, It can help a problem heal. With love they'll always be great gains, And in our life, true love remains. When a true partner you have got, Your love cannot be sold or bought.

A Child
A child was beat A child will cry Still his parents tell him these lies They say they love there child so dear Still all this child will know is fear He lives in darkness through the night afraid to wake for mornigs light He lives in shadows through out the day not knowing what to do or say When will this childs life begin when will his torment finally end

Rules Of Drunk Dialing!
Rules of Drunk Dialing: 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom, I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something?? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they’ve ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this

Updated Salute Guidelines!
1. A HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM, SCREEN NAME, and MEMBER ID along with a clear picture in the photo. We should be able to clearly read the sign and see the you in the photo. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photoshopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it should be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in the photo as part of the verification: a) A LostCherry/CherryTAP t-shirt. b) Any signs written on their hands, arms, head, but they MUST have the same information as above. Nudes or exposed photos are NOT acceptable. 4. Do NOT put your salute in a private album. If we can not see it, it will be rejected. 5. Photos that do not show your face or are to dark to clearly make out your face will be rejected. Make sure your face is clear to see. Also if the salute is to blurry it will be rejected also. Follow these guidelines and you should be good to go on your salute! have a good one

Walk The Line...
A policeman pulls over a driver for swerving in and out of lanes on the highway. He tells the guy to blow a breath into a breathalyzer. ''I can't do that, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm an asthmatic. I could get an asthma attack if I blow into that tube.'' ''Okay, we'll just get a urine sample down at the station.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm a diabetic. I could get low blood sugar if I pee in a cup.'' ''Alright, we could get a blood sample.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm a hemophiliac. If I give blood I could die.'' ''Fine then, just walk this white line.'' ''Can't do that either, officer.'' ''Why not?'' ''Because I'm drunk.''

Something Deep Wild Tigress
The light is drunk with the darkness of the life, and as the dead leaf blown, hither and 'thither by the wind, it is lurching on the eonaeon of time, where death stalks freely as the visage of the strife. O my love! It’s time for us to ease, the secret of our heart, and waft them to the haven of our trust. Let us feel the embrace of freedom in our arms, and bury the tears in the chasm of our smiles. Arise, O the love of my life, resolve to burn the candle of our love, and be one, with the Sun and Moon in our eyes, under its shade, on the balmy couchette, in the train of our life. If however, we abstain from our union then we would incur sin. Alas! We ought to grieve. Besides, they will joke of our barrenness. And for us, held in a plethora, barrenness is worse than the death. We will fall into disgrace. Arise, O the love of my life, resolve to make love. Overcome your shyness, close your eyes, and then you will see, what has never been seen before.

Hello Everone
Look Here If you Don't Like What You See Don't Look And Don't Even Thank About Leaving A Comment If You Don't Like What You See Or Hear.............. Am a really nice person wehn you get to know me if you piss me off i'm different.......

Wow Life
Wow it has been sometime for this but i guess i will drop A line or two... life it going good busy as always... I have been doing alot of thinking... I and think it is time for me to be a very open person with everyone.. I know there is alot of you out there that are still mad at me and I really don't care there is alot of you that need to get over yourself and let the shit go.. I was always told if you don't like something tell them what you think.. So from now on ppl are going to start seen what is on my mind more... A lot of ppl out there need to look and see what is on your DOOR STEP befor you start putting your 2cents in on it then you need to set back and let other person or persons handle there own stuff not you try to be in on it... cause i tell you there is a lot of ppl out there that has done that and is still doing it.. if it doesn't go there way then they willn't talk to you anymore and i think that is bullshit.. but that is just me... I was at my friend hou

Wow! 650k???
Here is the message from SCRAPPER@ CherryTAP today: Cherries... We are about to hit 650k. Many of you have been here for awhile and have watched this place blow up. Thanks for your continued support. Everyday we have thousands of new people signing up. I want to encourage EVERYONE to continue welcoming the new cherries and helping them figure out the site. One of the coolest things about the CT is our community vibe. Good or bad--nothing gets past you. This is what makes the CT what it is. 1. Please continue to drop welcome comments on the new cherries pages. 2. Please continue to flag any NSFW photos you see. 3. If you have any questions, contact a bouncer or stop by the CherryTAP Support lounge. You can always ask a veteran member. Most will gladly help. 4. Please report any riff raff to the bouncers. We can not referee your drama, but we will do our best to sort out any legitimate support issues. 5. Most importantly, keep spreading the cherry love! I

In Case You Want To Add Me
Here are the three IM accounts i use...love chatting, so if your bored some day with no one to talk to , just add me.. bunjr3@yahoo.ca......Yahoo bun.jr@hotmail.com.....MSN yoursweetcanuck.......AIM

A Poem Written By My Friend Crossphyre
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays

Tennessee Is Weird....
Here's how I figured that out... Tonight I'm heading over with a group of friends to watch a screening of Existo (www.existo.com) at a local theater. The money raised tonight is going to benefit a play that will be held there next month called Hanging Mary. Apparently it's the true story of a circus elephant nicknamed "Murderous Mary" that was publicly executed for murdering her handler in 1916 in a small town called Erwin, TN. I had to find out more about this. So I came upon this: http://www.blueridgecountry.com/elephant/elephant.html I told you.....Tennessee is weird.

My Scaryness
I woke up on thursday with a lil rash on my arms.....never thought much of it t'll friday when i took a nice hot shower and realised the rash had spread a lil more.....still not too concerned about it, I went to work on saturday....ummmm bad idea....Sunday morning i woke up with a severe rash on my arms, my legs, my face, and my eyes pretty much swollen shut...I decide then it's a good time to call in sick, and took my butt to the Hospital.....Ok i know there are alot of good doctor's out there, but some are just plain dumb....he proceeded to be extremely rude and asked me about 100 questions.....ok i can deal with the questions, cause he needs to find the source of this reaction....Well turns out he thinks it's from a food i ate.....Ummmmmm NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...sorry pal it's not...I got a severe allergic chemical reaction from work...and now i look like Freddy Kruger....I am embarrassed to go outside, because i look so hideous.....i don't even want to turn my webcam on for friend

Ok This Is My First Contest..
Ok this is my first contest to hold.. Every one and any one can inter men and women.. You can only submit a rill pic. of your self no fakes or you will be deleted No exceptions.. You can comment bomb your on pic.. there will be only one winner.. The first person to get 3000 comments wins.. I need 10 people to inter.. The contest will start when i get 10 people to inter.. The prize is Diamond Earrings for women,and Men's Bracelet for the men.. Im sorry that there not that good but when i get better at this i will give away better gifts.. Just send me the link to your pic.. Thank you Twisted shadow.. MY LINK>>>>>>>>>>twistedshadow~darkmoon CT family ~@ CherryTAP

Aaaahhhhhh!
Flesh and bone you bleed and in a way i succeed. Your blood drips down slowly to the floor I will take you to the depths of Hell... Creeping in the darkness of the night The will and power to kill and be killed! No fear of death......death being craved... Ripping flesh... AND TODAY I DIE WITH YOU BY MY SIDE!! There you go again, Fuck... Dont you see that your hurting me? Time passing...second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year and still i cant bear! Killing you my passion Just to see you rose red blood... Cut by cut, slice by slice, so i picture you one day! Black like my heart Running from death you say Death is my only card i play... So follow me

Love
A heart is not a play thing a heart is not a toy but if you want it broken just give it to a boy he will hold you in his arms tell you he loves you untill he finds another bitch says to hell with you for your six months of pleasure nine months of pain three days in the hospital a baby without a name the baby is a bastered the mother is a whore and it would of never happened if the rubber hadent tore.

Thought Of The Day
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! SO FUCK ME BACK! Body: YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Call Me A Bitch!!!
So what if I speak my mind... So what if Im passionate about those I care about... So what if I put you in your place in defence of pain youve caused... So what if I dont offer you sympothy when youve fucked up on one of my girls... So what if I will stand by my sister, my brother, my best friends, or the man I love in any circumstance and tell you where to go and if you dont know how to get there Ill draw you a fucking map... So what if what you say about me doesnt faze me... So what if you talk shit about those I love if I call you out and make it known the pussy you are... And so what if you break my one of girls hearts I will slice your fucking throat... Maybe I am a BITCH if what I just said makes me that then I wear that lable with pride... My friends and my family are what make me tick, and if you cant respect them and me then Ill show you the fucking door... True I may not be the hardest bitch on the block... Sure maybe you could kick my ass... Go ahead talk shit about

Read It And Weep!
Paint a picture with my tears, what do you see? What does it show in the end? A heart valuable but broken, torn out, thrown awayâ€¦. Pain from over these years that's never ending! Hate for your family, friends, love and yourself! Never changed, the darkness from rejection and hate. More tears fall as you keep on painting. Where is the love gone, the happiness and the joy? Keep on searching, you will find nothing of such sort in the painting. Loosing my mindâ€¦ bit by bit it starts to show. Should keep on fucking around, would you care if I don't? No deferens, nothing to say, nothing to write. I see darkness and hate is your passion!! An empty space, no love, painted in blood on the walls of your mind, deep inside the darkness you hide, locked away, don't touch, don't speak a word, and live in silence as you loose control slowly! What's the colors you see? Save me, tell me its okay! Let me walk alone! Let me disappear! Will you ever notice me? Let me burnâ€¦Watch me bur

Steamy Arousal
Written for someone special with a heart full of love In the arousal of steamy thoughts He touches me in softness In the meditation of the beach My thoughts send her fragrance Quivering in intrigue In his gentle fingers touching He bathes her in mental messages As she daydreams of close encounters Where his spirit lifts her beyond California sunshine on Florida beaches Into a place so special She devours him tenderly

Unhealthy Control - Warning Signs Of The Non Dominant
1) Controlling behavior due to fear of losing their partner. A) Isolating the submissive from family and friends B) Discouraging self sufficient behavior C) Not allowing any social interaction which does not include the dominant D) Out of control jealousy 2) Explosive temper 3) Behaves like a spoiled child when not getting his/her way 4) Abuses drugs/alcohol 5) Does not take responsibility for mistakes 6) Uses unhealthy behavior to gain control over the submissive A) Emotional blackmail example: Keeping the submissive in a constant state of fear that the relationship will end if they don't get their way. B) Emotional Withdrawal example: Using the "silent treatment" or physically withdrawing and cutting off all contact rather than communicating and taking responsibility for the situation. C) Withdrawal of affection Refusing any/all intimacy as a punishment which can be quite damaging and reinforces the fear that the submissive will lose the relationsh

How Awesome
So this thing in the real world sux major fucking ass right BUT these things called checks are freaking wonderfuckingful. I hope to find another job alot quicker than this rinky dink one I'm dealing with now. Great peeps to work with though, just want something that works more with my degree. :p Laterz sexies. Pixxi

Written Superbowl Sunday 2007
Winters tattered blanket Lays upon frozen ground Bleak and dreary sight No warth to be found I want to let it in And numb my pain struck heart As i trudge my familiar path Feeling torn apart I've walked this path countless times Yet never so alone Hopeless in my soul Frozen to the bone I promised all eternity My love my life my home Home is where i head to Empty and alone I'd loved before or so i'd though Who's to really say Yet never before so deeply Never in such a way Right now the path is empty This cold and lonely night Empty home before me Closer with every stride Am i walking towards my future? On this barren path ahead Will it always be this empty? Until i wake up dead Years ago i had my hope To find a love like this Faith that it would find me I'd bask within it's bliss I'd found the love i'd searched for And began to watch it grow But it seems to have withered Beneath this icy snow I yearn to have her back I know it may never be Abandone

Top 100 Jack Bauer Facts!
1. Jack Bauer never retreats, he just attacks in the opposite direction. 2 Some people see the glass as half full. Others see it as half empty. Jack Bauer see the glass as a deadly weapon. 3 There are three leading causes of death among terrorists. The first two are Jack Bauer, and the third one is heart attack from hearing Jack Bauer is coming for them. 4 When a convicted terrorist was sentenced to face Jack Bauer, he appealed to have the sentence reduced to death. 5 When bad things happen to good people, its probably fate. When bad things happen to bad people, it’s probably Jack Bauer. 6 Withholding information from Jack Bauer is now classified as a suicide attempt. 7 Jack Bauer doesn't need a receipt to return something to a store, just a gun. 8 The city of Los Angeles once named a street after Jack Bauer in gratitude for his saving the city several times. They had to rename it after people kept dying when they tried to cross the street. No one crosses Jack Bauer

Black History Month
Once again, Feburary has arrived. That means its the time to celebrate Black History in America. For African-Americans, it's time to remember the contributions of those who came before us. It's time to remember that freedom didn't come cheaply. There was pain. There was injustice. There was a time when the majority of this country set themselves upon a pedistal in order to look down upon those they felt were inferior. Our ancestors took on the challenge thrust upon them and rose above to great heights. Sacrificing for the cause of freedom was not just words spoken by politicans, it became a way of life. Slowly, the concept of recognizing the achievements of Black America have been shoved under the rug. The contributions of George Washington Carver, Fredick Douglas, and Dr. Daniel Hale Williams have shrunken to 15 second sound bites. This, I believe, is happening because Black History Month brings to light a time in this country when all men weren't free. It reminds the c

Interview With Adult Video Starlet Annette Schwartz
During my recent trip to Las Vegas to cover the 2007 Adult Expo at the Sands Expo Center, which incidentally, I have to thank the folks at HOTMOVIES for, I made a number of new friends. One of my favorite new friends happened to be signing autographs at the EVIL ANGEL booth. The lovely Annette Schwartz is an import from Germany, has kind of a Scarlett Johansson look to her, and as I found out (Check out movies like No Cum Dodging Allowed 7, Evilution 2, Rocco's Dirty Dreams 4...the list goes on) is capable of some of the most vile acts ever captured on video. I stole her away for a few minutes to ask her a handful of questions... READ THE FULL INTERVIEW HERE

Help A Friend
please help steph level up she has just over 2000 points to go and she'll be an uber cherry thank you to all my friends i will return the favor when i'm needed. steph is a good friend. Stephylishus@ CherryTAP

What Am I?
BEAUTY OR BEAST? I peer into the mirror... I peer into a mirror am I beauty or beast no one can see my heart but others feel the radiance I emit as I reach out to offer a friendly smile a helping hand and let others see HE lives in me.

Written Early November 1996
here i am alone again Artemis my only companion At Orion i sit and stare For in the stars is a champion With the Hunter and the Huntress I think of those i've known The question reasserts itself Why am i still alone Is it choice or is it folly Or the stupid things i've done Why is it that in all my life I still have found no one Love is life, or so they say I wouldn't really know for in my life i've known no love But yet they say it's so Don't get me wrong i have loved ones My family and my friends But no one to share my life with It's joys and saddened ends I still have faith i still have hope That love will find me soon Until it does i sit and wait With Orion and the moon

New To Ct And Am Getting Nothing...
well i am new here to cherry tap and i wanna go far here but its hard when no one looks at your page or nothing but eh what ever lol lol i no im queer what do you want from me lol well give me some lovin!!!

Are You Planning On Going This Year?
Hello All My Friends. I hope to be able to make it to this years Jamboree in the Hills I debated about going, because the only other times I've gone was with my Ex-Wife. But as my Oldest friend told me last Summer, I can't stop going to Concerts just because I started doing it with her. I Enjoy going!!! Does kill my back, But I Do Enjoy it. So I'm hoping that soon I'll be cleared to return to work and can afford to go. Plus I'm GOING NUTS FROM NOT BEING ABLE TO WORK Now seeing that there are a Lot of other COUNTRY Fans on here, I was just wondering who was planing on going to this Year's Jamboree. Here is their Web Site: http://www.jamboreeinthehills.com/ So Far the here is the Line Up: * Toby Keith * Miranda Lambert * Brad Paisley * Kellie Pickler * Jack Ingram * Taylor Swift * Sawyer Brown * Neal McCoy * The Outlaws * The Marshall Tucker Band * The Charlie Daniels Band * .38 Special

1st Day Of Internship
omfg the gas station internship WORKS!! it's cold as anything but still!! there are amazing people that work there and some of the guys that come and go are hispanic and cute!! but yea, i feel butterflies cuz i'm so happy ^_^ i have to censor some of my thoughts so i dont anger anyone. ttyl ~ace~ PS: i'm obssessed with the fall out boy song "this aint a scene it's a death arms race"

A Cyber-hug Is Coming Your Way!!!
You know I would If I could I would reach out Through the film of this glass Give the biggest smooch and hug You shouldn't live with out You touch me like no other You know exactly who you are I smile when your face appears I smile when I read your heartfelt words You mystify You intrigue me Beyond all mentality It is you There! Your heart Told you. A cyber-hug is coming your way!!! Catch it... Hold it and guard it! Your friendship is one of a kind I will treasure till the end of time! My super friends here at the den!

Bad Week!
I had a bad week last week. So instead of bitching i am going to say all the positives that is going to happen this week. I am Going to my Medical blling class so I can make More $. Seeing my beautiful boyfriend, And Takeing Care of my Adorible Kitty Maui. My other pets live with my parents. I know they are cute, But they are where they need to be. If you dont know what my pets look like look in My Album they are the best. I have a doctors appointment to hopefully finally get rid of the terible pain in my back, Or make it tolerable. But yea if you wanna be friends I would love it. I like like to help talk to someone else who also had a bad week. To kinda sympathize. Make myself feel somewhat better and maybie someone else.

Which Tv Show Are You?
Which TV show are you? Doctor WhoYou\'re imaginative and quite creative, and like the Doctor you have a secretive and mysterious side. But people like you for it, and in a way you kinda like the attention it gets you! Doctor Who is definitely your TV show match. Take this test

Review Of Brokendollz On Altporn.net
Altporn.net recently did a very good review of the porn site brokendollz.com If you don't know about brokendollz or not sure weather you want to join or not definetly check out the review here:

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1.) Where were you when the ball dropped for 2007? At Ti's house.. Playing penny poker. 2.) How did you get the idea for your myspace name? It was inherited in part by April 3.) Do you love anyone? I do 4.) Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? No 5.) Have you ever been to a zoo? Tons of them. Love the zoo. 6.) Do you live in a zoo? I do, have you seen our animals?? 7.) What did you eat this morning? Iced coffee.. 8.) Who's more complicated, guys or girls? I'd have to go with women...because even I can't figure us out! 9.) Have you ever done something malicious to someone as a revenge? Nope 11.) What are the last two digits of your phone number? 50 12.) What was the last concert you attended? It was online.. lol 13) Who were you with? Sean 14.) What is the last movie you watched? Haven't watched any movies in awhile. 15.) What/who do you dislike at the moment? Lack of money. 16.) What food do you crave right now? Sean

The Spot
I feel jaded, noone else'll see. The air creeps over you and me, how long could I hold you? Looking at you softly, that way. How long could I watch you stay this way? The sun'll set on this spot, and when it gets late, we'll leave this place. It'll get dark, we'll walk back but I can't see your face clearly till the next day. The water, the sun, the reflection, after today it'll become but just another memory.

To My Tattoed Friend
do you hear the music, do you really hear the music, when your sleeping, when your awake, when it is a sunny day, when it is a cloudy day, do you really hear the music, when your not listening, when your singing to it, when your talking to your friends, Do you really hear the music when you talk to me, im sure do when i talk to you.

I'll Only Love You Babe
I love you What more can I say... You have no idea just how much or how deep I would give up Chocolate for you (I think) lol That's how much I love you! It's your love that I will always need? The fear I feel When you're not here Every time you walk out that door I pray... This won't be the last time I see or hold you Babe All I ask is for your safe return Another day to laugh with you To smile at your jokes To taste your delicious tasty creative cooking To make another cheesey mushroom omelet just for you To serve it in our big bed To fill you're Christmas Stocking with your favorite coffee candies Your own Chocolate covered cherries Your very own big can of cashews To see your smile when I start my gardening every spring Even when the big bill comes in My life would be empty without your special brand of love The electricity that I feel with your touch Is truly amazing my love I feel a horrid emptiness deep inside my soul When I think of you not being a

Please Help My Friend He Is In The Couple Who Meat From Ct Contest
OK ALL YOU CHERRIES OUT THERE, HELP MY FRIEND OUT AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. THERE WILL A SPECIAL GIFT FOR ALL THAT POST 150 COMMENTS. PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW MANY YOU DO. AND I WILL BE KEEPING AN EYE ON THE CONTEST SO PLEASE DO NOT LIE JUST TO GET A PRIZE. THE TOP PERSON WITH MOST COMMENTS POSTED WILL GET AN EVEN BETTER GIFT. SO LETS START SOME COMMENT BOMBING JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW.

I Hate When People Don't
I hate when people don't answer message or shout box. Anyways I wish I could meet more people that are local. I have made a few cool friends but I want people who will talk and do want to talk. I do lose hope from time to time. The few friend have been helping and keeping me from slipping to deep into a depression. Well I hope to make more friend soon.

Happy Fall To You
Happy Autumn to you You and you... May joyous surprises appear everywhere for your soul to be inspired by... To conquer and divide wisely in the forethought of the coming hour... To fill every corner of you're days and nights With beauty and inspiration to uplift you're many thoughts in flight May your problems be few... May your happiness be doubled and tripled As you journey through your Autumn Equinox at a turtles pace As the moon shows her lovely face Directing your inner lusts and true love for a special someone You've been thinking of... A new season is awaiting to be filled with desires and mysteries With winter trailing not far behind A warmth of a different kind... Looking forward to hot chocolate with marshmallows Stoking fireplaces with burning colorful embers burning brightly A NEW Year to cherish for few... I hope for all this for you in the upcoming season Let us reach out to the many Who feel desperation and d

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1. My 'ex' is still: A douche bag 2. I am listening to: Season one episode 3 of OZ 3. Maybe I should: Play a game 4. I love: Sean, my kids, those special friends in real life and online that will always be important to me. 5. My bestfriend(s): mean the world to me 6. I don't understand: calculus, foreigners 7. I lost my respect for: a lot of people a long the way. 8. I last ate: Yesterday.. lol 9. The meaning of my display name is: Who doesn't like cookies and milf? 10. Love is: one of the best feelings in the world if loved well. 11. Somewhere: over the rainbow 12. I will always: Be myself.. With my faults, insecurities and sense of humor and empathy. 13. Love seems to be: Stalking you when you least expect it. 14. I never ever want to lose: My ability to take care of myself.. My children, those I love. 15. My mobile phone is: non existant 16. When I woke up this morning: I had to pee! 17. I get annoyed at: lots of people. lol. Just have

Lovelorn
You are a wandering shining star You light up the sky you take me so far One crystal inside my lonely heart You light up my life I embrace your light (you're my light) You're my healer I am lovelorn In the cool breeze I hear your sweet voice I'm your treasure I am forlorn In the rain I feel your warm tears. So lay me down Close to you Hold me now my lover In those meadows Of heaven Where we run forever more.

Rough Sex Facts!
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differe

Tunning The Mood On To Bad Boy [ Adult ]
Putting myself in a hot lady's shoe and imagining how she would express it,I hope i do it right ,just for some F-f-f-f-fun! A funny but TRUE Peom- Thinking of appreciation and how it should NOT be forgotten in any form... I Want a Lick too A good cock is hard to find As we lick it all around No mans without a frown Does it matter? Who or what pampers it with T L C I don't believe it matters to the owner When it's a need with a high degree See it rise up and down Loving the strokes that brought it to its highest form With gentle and hard licks everywhere Using all the tricks that we believe and know profoundly With all that we know, practice and read... Men are busy in our lives It's important for all of us that we show them We really appreciate them If they deserve it... Is the golden key... I need to say in a more conservative way We need to show the men in our lives We appreciate what they do and say When they treat us like

I Don't Even Know What To Say About This
PITTSBURGH (AP) — A 15-year-old girl has been arrested for taking nude photographs of her self and posting them on the Internet, police said. The girl, whose identity was withheld, was accused of sending out photographs of herself in various states of undress and performing a variety of sexual acts. She sent them to people she met in chat rooms on the Internet, police said. Police seized her computer and found dozens of photographs stored on the hard drive. Authorities did not say how police learned about the girl. She has been charged with sexual abuse of children, possession of child pornography and dissemination of child pornography.

Limit Reached Early
first off let me just say thank you to all my true ct buddys who have been taking time out of their own busy schedules to stop by and bomb, i know who u are, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!! all my pals out there i gotta get some bombing for my baby boy done... ive been bombing since this morning...i am outta comments...but still kurt is very behind in his contest... please come by and bomb a bit if u are in the mood, and have the time... click and bomb!!! the contest will be over this wednesday, and after that expect much love from me to all of you, i know i havent been rating and commenting like i should, but you know, i am very good to all of my friends...stop by and bomb for me, i will be greatful... anything helps guys...please help out... much peace and love ash

All Because This Is Not Spam: Kisses From
I wanted to send this to all my friends but Cherrytap said it was spam..how shitty. YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDEING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS IF YOU RECIEVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW

Winger
OK all Florida people if you want to meet me in person I'll be at all 4 Florida Winger dates! I won't be working just partying my ass off with the guys! Catch me there! February 9 at The County Line in Melbourne, Florida February 10 at The Culture Room in Fort Lauderdale, Florida Feruary 11 at the State Theatre in St. Petersburg, Florida February 12 at The Mojo Room in Port St. Lucie, Florida Lets Rock N' Roll!

Damn Dogs
Hey I am so bored. My damn dogs will not stop barking they have been barking since 8 this morning I am ready to kill them now and I wish that brian would call so I could go get him. that will give me something to do. well I just thought i would leave some little something here. Good Bye

So Excited Im Pee'n My Pants!
OK SO THIS MARCH I GET TO GO TO THE DOWN CONCERT! SYSTEM OF A DOWN! MY ALL TIME FAV...(ok not all time...but up to date fav) BAND! AND I GET TO GO WITH MY CUZ MANNA! WHO INTRODUCED ME TO THIS BAND AND I'VE LOVED EM EVER SINCE! SO FRIGGIN EXCITED! THIS WILL BE MY SECOND CONCERT IVE EVER BEEN TO! I JUST WENT TO THE TRAGICALLY HIP CONCERT HERE IN RED DEER...THAT WAS MY VERY FIRST CONCERT...AND MY SECOND CONCERT WILL BE...SYSTEM OF A DOWN!!!!!!!!! OK OK...gotta go potty...chow for now...lmao

Well I Havnt Been Around Much ...
So to all the friends I have on my list I hope you are all well. And that everything is going good for you all. I have been working like crazy or have been sick. So take all I will leave everyone a little note to say hi as i go down the list. ~~OXOX~Nat

Eyes Filled
Driving by a car in my bus today - I saw a women crying uncontrollably! :( It Made me feel her pain deeply and knowing, she could not hold back while driving- :( ** Why do you drive Past me Eyes filled with many tears... sobbing uncontrollably I felt myself suddenly turn sad and blue Wondering what has happen to you ~? What has happened to someone you know... Please! Feel my prayers reach in your direction- I will say many... In hopes you feel the connection- Do not be sad Do not feel blue Someone is watching over you... As you drive through your day I will still be praying with you(for) you "Today"... Sending you smiles Along The WAy---- To Brighten your day!

One Day I Will Fly Away
I may get along, when love is gone Still, you made your mark, here in my heart One day I'll fly away Leave your love to yesterday What more can your love do for me? When will love be through with me? I follow the night Can't stand the light When will I begin My life again? One day I'll fly away Leave your love to yesterday What more can your love do for me? When will love be through with me? Why live life from dream to dream And dread the day when dreaming ends?

Do Not Read- Just Thoughts Rolling...
I said don't read This may not concern you You may even think it dumb Those days come and go Don't you feel them too? What more can I say except O.K. STay My boggled- jumbled mind Spinning uncontrollably in my head once more Can not find the words to slide into 1st-today... Many agree with the feelings expressed in Poetry As if it speaks from there own recesses of their minds Others know it speaks loud to them Disown it anyway- Different strokes for different folks... As they say Still stands true for the love of Poetry... To this day Poetry is called venting to many... Who knows why Sometimes it's therapy- They don't understand it's a spiritual connection of some sorts- Not clearly understood but listened to closely and written anyway... To make one think is it's only deployment To share a care or concern It's important in our waking lives As a resolution to it all Surfaces in plenty of time.

Best Super Bowl Commercials #1
AND #1, This commercial premiered just after the opening kickoff, & it turned out to be the best commercial of the night. BY FAR! I couldn't stop laughing after the guy hit the other guy with the rock. Which goes to show that if you always want to win, you have to cheat.

Destiny...
I look up out from my window and see all there is going on. The hussle and bussle of the military life. All that is new , all that happens , happens for a reason. For everything that has happened i am still here! For everything thrown at me i still fight. I Believe everything happens for a reason and we all have our own Destiny. There for i refuse to let things get me down like they have been. So many cry out for power, yet i hold such power in my own hands. I think it time that the cries of the powerless start being answered. It is time to stop the tears, It is time to take charge of everything going on and time to show this world what those of us with such power are capable of! No more being afraid of taking a hold of all i have , its silly and pointless to sit around and do nothing anymore! It's true what they say, others cry out for power yet once they hold the power they misuse it and insted of fighting with the power they take it and use it to make others cry.

Superbowl Ads
Damn, is it just me, or did they suck? The CareerBuilder one where they were evading the seminar and the Blockbuster mouse were the only good ones.. My friend sent me a link to the K-Fed video. Haha. He better get working, with 3 kids to pay for. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtXkG6EVfVg I think he has 4 kids, now that I think about it.. Damn.

What Music Should You Make Love To???
You should make love to rock You like a fast beat and rocking sound. Queens of the Stone Age gives your lovemaking that dirty back of the tour bus type feel. Rock on! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Chocolate De'javu'
The questions begin... As we sit and enjoy the warm fire... My mind is busy creating on this cold night~ Chocolate Ecstasy De'JaVu' Chocolate is exquisite Such a treat You say you want to be creative Making my favorite food part of our Wild Nights and days To try something new for the holidays What you have in mind.... I have an idea or two Mind if I share with you... Chocolate in all flavors makes me delirious I can't get enough Dark, Milk, Rich Dark Chocolate, White Dark Rich is my total joy With a glass of wine I'm fulfilled and feeling sublime There would be nothing more I could crave When this takes place this year Chocolate sends me over the edge I would die for chocolate under the right circumstance... Liquefy it... Let it cool Pour it over my natural naked curves All over me Just don't touch me till it hardens After you're finished with your chocolate creation Lick it ALL off to remove

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Moms Home
Mom is back from the hospital today, things were pretty bad before she went in. in the three hours shes been home i've noticed she has come back home worse and my sis is sleepin cause she got off work and dad is still so sick he can bearly leave his room. Gotta install some countertops for him tomorrow since he promised to be back to work and cant by today. I'm tired of trying to walk her back and forth to the bathroom she dont understand me when i tell her to bang on the counter to let me know when she gets done so i can get her up or ring her bell when she needs to get around. Shes very delusional and is thinking people are around that arnt or people are talking when no ones around. Thats one of the hardest things to do, convince someone that no one said anything to someone that beleives someone really had even though no ones with her. bah im tired and moody. So since our dryer completely quit working and my dads to weak to pick his electric screw up im gonna go and put a clothes l

Businessman In A Bar. .
A businessman enters a tavern, sits down at the bar, and orders a double martini on the rocks. After he finishes the drink, he peeks inside his shirt pocket, then orders the bartender to prepare another double martini. After he finishes that it, he again peeks inside his shirt pocket and orders the bartender to bring another double martini. The bartender says, "Look, buddy, I'll bring ya' martinis all night long - but you gotta tell me why you look inside your shirt pocket before you order a refill." The customer replies, "I'm peeking at a photo of my wife. When she starts to look good, I know it's time to go home."

Best Super Bowl Commercials #3
Two words. GROSS & DISGUSTING! But it was laugh out funny. I won't be surprised if gay organization have a cow over this on what they would call another gaybashing commercial. Frankly, the manly thing would be to punch the other guy's lights out for even thinking about a piece of my candy bar. Where's Mr Manly when you really need him?

My Valentine Pussy-for My Master I Love You
Aching Dripping Soaking wet In a hotel room not so far away My love I wait for you Legs spread upon this bed of satin and lace Wearing nothing but a smile and holding a glass of the finest champagne Daring you to cum seduce me if you dare Smiling as I think of you tonight Inside the tight, wet, hungry tissue of.... My Valentine Pussy Fantasy so sweet engulfs me Drawing me nearer to the red hot flames of my naughty imagination Taking over Slowly Boldly My fingertips began to caress my desire for you Dreaming of your heartbeat so close to mine Tonight my love I bid you cum over and take a lick A long, slow teasing lick of the treasure that I offer Moaning for your hard acceptance of my invite to cum inside... My Valentine Pussy Making love to myself while I wait for you I slip a naughty dildo deep inside Pumping it Up and down In and out Up and down In and out Over and over and over again Barely able to contain myself as a orgasm such a wonderful or

Just,imagine
Many years ago Same great minds Time changes Hearts stay the same Peace is wanted Then and Now Actions speak louder than words I always say... I hope we all realize this soon Before the world departs its own ways With it's own natural destruction and torrid currents Wrecking havoc not only on our hearts Health, Death and War What more is there We need a detour A place to get away From the sadness in these days Let us not stop believing Is all I want to keep saying! Lord... Give us the answers we are all looking for far and wide Let us hear it and spread it before it's way too late Secrets in our soul They say it takes ONE To move the earth into repentance What is happening? What have we done? Give us the answers we are all looking for Our ears have been scrubbed clean We are waiting for the word (Patience Is all I hear wallowing back) Let us know and go Tell the others and let's make a difference Praying Everyday Actions

Hello Again Everybody
Hey all, just wanted to say i'm back online and that i'm sorry I haven't been on lately. things have been a little hectic lately and there just really hasn't been much of a chance for me to log on. I hope everyone is well and that i get a chance to say hello to you all soon. Thanks and take care! William

Strong Enough
As I rest against this cold, hard wall Will you pass me by? Will you criticize me as I sit and cry? I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won Only to find the war has just begun Am I not strong enough? Am I not pure enough? To break me, pour me out, and start again Am I not brave enough? To take one chance on me Please can I have one chance to start again? Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime? Is there anyway to be made whole again? If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness find the strength I've never had Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan? Am I not strong enough? Am I not pure enough? She took my life into her hands and it turned it all around In my most desperate circumstance It's there I've finally found That she is strong enough That she is pure enough To break me, pour me out and start again That she is brave enough To take one chance on me Oh Thank You for my chance to start again

We Did It!!!!
well right now i am sitting here paying the price of being a big fan of the game..and a bigger fan of the superbowl champions Indianopolis Colts!!! for those who said they couldnt do it..well they did it and i have a huge hangover to prove it..lol..hell ya we will be there again next year..like i said in the beginng of the season..i will say it again..superbowl bound!!!!! and to you Bears fans...you guys had a great year!! peace

Ain't No Home Wrecker
as far as i can tell, some bitches will be suspcious of you no matter how you behave. facts about yours truly; 1) i respect relationships 2) i'm in one of my own and am not interested in fucking it up 3) i'm more likely to flirt w/ the female in the relationship than the male, since i HAVE one of those. 4) if i knew your man wasn't being faithful i'd be the first to tell you A friend of mine recently had his communications cut off between us. My last correspondence with him was to offer for the millionth time to clear things up directly when i heard complaints that his wife & sister in law were up in his shit. he's been a true friend, and they're rare. i don't mind in the least if he had to sacrifice our friendship to save his relationship. and he knows this. but people don't really like to be repressed in relationships, especially if they're actually the rare few who have kept themselves in check. Miles, wherever you are... you're a good man.

I Promise
Will I always be there for you? When you need someone, Will I be that one you need? Will I do all my best to, to protect you? When the tears get near your eyes Will I be the one that's by your side? Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? I promise, I promise I promise I will Will I take tender care of you? Take your darkest night and make it bright for you Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on? When this world has turned so cold Will I be the one that's there to hold? Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life? I promise, I promise I promise I will

~my First Contest~
Thanks to my good friend Scotty I will be in my first contest (Sexiest female eyes) woohoo...:) So I guess im asking all my cherries to keep an eye for it and vote for me.....I am very excited. It should be fun!!!! Thanks & Big KISSES,Jo P.S. I would also like for you to let me know what ya think cuz im not so sure myself....

Story No.2
Staring out over the water, the sun slowly sets, causing the trees to cast long shadows behind them, a loon calls out from the middle of the lake as the playfully splash each other with their feet. he looks at her and smiles, he always felt at peace when he was here with her, it was their place, a place where they could come and do what ever they wanted, be it talk, fool around, swim, it didnt matter, just as long as he was with her, all seemed right. She returned his friendly glance with one of her own, her hand moving to his thigh, she keep her eyes locked with his as her hand slowly moved up his body, over his stomach, up his chest and across his shoulders, and with one sudden and mighty push, into the water he went, she started to laugh as he floated there, looking up at her. He grinned evily as he reached up and grabbed her ankle, and soon enough she was in the water to, she poped out from under the water and looked at him sternly, he was about to speak when she suddenly splashed

Story No. 1
ok everyone, here is one of the short storys i wrote, but like i said, they are very detailed. hope you like. Enjoy, ~Sticky~ as they walked along the beach, the waves lapping at their feet he looked deep into her eyes and smiled, his hand gently grasping hers, her eyes studying the features on his face. the moonlight reflected off the water giving the night a gentle glow as they came up apon a small shack just off the beach, it was a tattered wooden hut, barely standing, they looked at each other and smiled, they quicky moved to it and entered. As soon as their bodies moved into the darkenss of the shack, their lips met in a passionate kiss, hands roaming and caressing each other, she moaned softly as his hands moved over her body, his fingers grazing her skin, gliding across the fabric of her shirt, down to the bottom of it, he pulls back and smiles as he quickly lifts her shirt up over her head and tosses it to the floor, he steps back and looks at her, the moonlight sneaking

Best Super Bowl Commercials #5
Budweiser brings another dog loving commercial to televsions screens with this one. Clearly the most heartfelt commercial this year. Reminds me a lot of the dog in the New York State Lottery commercials that were pretty popular last year. Every dog should have his day.

Only You Can Make Me.....
You make me feel…. Beautiful, important, sexy Like I can be myself-free and natural The way I really am I feel no need or desire To pretend anything else You touch me, hold my hand, kiss me Just, well… anywhere, anytime You embrace my entire body with yours Always, you say and do the right things My spirit soars-I can't, nor do I want to Stop smiling

Embarrasing
A lady walked into a Lexus dealership just to browse. Suddenly she spotted the most beautiful car that she had ever Seen and walked over to inspect it. As she bent forward to feel the fine leather upholstery, And unexpected little fart escaped her. Embarrassed, she anxiously looked around to see if Anyone had noticed and hoped a salesperson didn't pop up right now. But, as she turned back, there, standing next to her, is a salesman. With a pleasant smile he greeted her, " Good day, Madame. How may we help you today?" Trying to maintain an air of sophistication and acting as Though nothing had happened, she smiled back and asked, "Sir, what is The price of this lovely vehicle?" Still smiling pleasantly, he replied, "Madame, I'm very sorry to say that if you farted just by touching it, you are Going to shit when you hear the price

First Blog
Hey everyone, i would like to thank everyone who has added me and has become a fan. It's very much appreciated and i will do my best to get around and show you all a lil love. Now, i have been told that i shuold post my storys on here, there a little on the erotic side..lol. so i will post a couple and if you like, then i may post more. Onc again, thanks for all the love. Stay Frosty, ~Sticky~

A Few Favorite Quotes
"Life is not measured by the breaths you take but rather by the moments that take our breath away." "Were you so busy trying to become that you couldn't enjoy being?" "How do you become somebody? Everyone on Earth is just a piece of driftin' wood until they become somethin' different, somethin' better."

A Master
Many have wondered what is a Master. A Master, to me, is someone who cares for their other half more than they care for themselves in truth. A Master puts His sub's needs and feelings ahead of His own. There are many things that make a Master but these are among the most important. A Master is of two minds, one His, the other His sub's. He knows the needs of His sub and does what He believes to be best for that sub. He spends many hours thinking of what is best for His sub and how it is best accomplished to meet both their needs. A Master does not thrive in the idea of punishing His sub when she/he has strayed from the path they were to follow. Instead, he feels the pain that He knows must be inflicted in order to stress the wrong that was done. Doing the punishing, only because He knows it is part of His responsibility, not something that He will derive pleasure from. A Master brings pleasure to His sub, knowing that He will receive pleasure back many times greate

Master's World
Come with me. Let me cover your eyes so that you Might see beyond your sense of sight And experience visions of delights You have not yet seen but you will see With your heart and your flesh As I open a new world unto you. Come with me. Let me take your voice so that you Might speak to me with things other Than words or sounds that you know. Your mouth will not hold the things That you must say when you tell me Of the new world you will see. Come with me. Let me take the movement of your limbs So that you may fly above the places You know and travel into a place you Have never gone. Your motionless body Will travel with grace beyond this plane Into a new world you have yet to name. Come with me. Let me take your will so that you Might go beyond the limits you have Set within the prison of your own Existence. Your submission will give You strength to climb the walls that Your mind built long ago and have kept you From this new world you have yet to expl

The Most Irritating Fucker At Your Super Bowl Party
The Super Bowl is really only half about the game. The other half is about seeing how much food and booze you can shove down your gullet before midnight rolls around, and having a free pass to show up to work hung-over the next day. Many folks agonize over throwing or attending the perfect party, but agony is futile because, really, all Super Bowl Parties feature the same things: lots of nachos, lots of beer and the typical infuriating cast of characters. Here is my vote for the worst: The "Fantasy Football Guy” Fantasy Football Guy spends the entire game pointing out to all who would hear which players were on his fantasy football team this year and in years past. “Oh, man. Great touchdown by Joseph Addai there. I wish he would have done that more for my fantasy team this year.” Hey, buddy, if you like fantasies so much, here's one for you: we all hope you're killed by a drunk driver on the way home tonight.

Soul Mates
In the infinite past, a soul existed. United, whole, Lacking form or substance. Created to breathe the spark of life into Man and his mate, He split the soul, each half of a couple receiving equal share. It bound them together, their energies like the poles of a magnet Drawing them, reuniting them. Mortals, however, must all return from whence they came And rarely together. Ages passed and these souls parted, Yet remembered. Striving single-mindedly to find their other half. They try first one, then the other, unable to find that one perfect match. Fate and the whim of human folly impede And only rarely these souls succeed. But when they do, what joy! Two halves again one for another brief moment in time, Each fitting perfectly into the other As the cycle of love and devotion resumes. As if returning home after a long absence, You sense the completeness of your being. Thoughts and dreams shared, Sentences completed one by the other. Moods and emotions mesh. Yo

Valentines Day..feb 14
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Tell me one romantic thing you have done for someone you love and one sensual thing you have done for someone you lusted on Valentines Day...hugsssssss

The Storm
She lay there, bound and gagged, all orifices filled with his toys. The lightning filled the room and the thunder ravaged her body as did his flogger. How did he time the strokes that each would strike her trembling body at the same time the thunder roared and echoed? She wondered, what she look like as she lay there? Did the bright bursts of lightning illuminate her face so he could see the passion, the need, the desire she felt for him? In between the strokes, he would move the objects within her. enough to bring her close, but not close enough. She moaned beneath the penis gag, hoping, waiting that he would replace it with his own. Suddenly, he let loose, several hard strikes with the flogger. Then he flipped her over onto her back, put on the Clover Clamps she so dearly loved and hated. Pulled the toys from the places that he alone owned and shoved his hardness deep into her mouth. She sucked greedily, fulfilling her hunger. He held her head tightly, pushing h

Feb,the 10th 1993
a poem to a filly born the year after her brother, my "dream horse" was killed in a tragic accident,which also killed the most romantic person ever lived once on this planet.< Isabelle> Little baby sister Into the world in the cold I pulled you out and dried you with wool Your curly, baby, equine coat Not a speck of white A peaceful girl Hard to come here in brother’s place Tough to make your way Your peaceful ways – always good A touch of mischief too Quiet and beautiful girl You eased into my heart Took up your own bit of space You just let it happen Knowing that it would Little angel baby I love you

Sally's Song (nbc)
I sense there's something in the wind That feels like tragedy's at hand And though I'd like to stand by her Can't shake this feeling that I have The worst is just around the bend And does he notice my feelings for her? And will he see how much he means to me? I think it's not to be What will become of my dear friend? Where will his actions lead us then? Although I'd like to join the crowd In their enthusiastic cloud Try as I may, it doesn't last And will we ever end up together? no, I think not, it's never to become For I am not the one

Hey You..yes You...come Look Here!
ok i really need your help....I need comment bombers to bomb my pic with comments i need to get 50,000 comments by the end of the month to win a month long blast! Will you be af riend and help me out? Those who help and if i win i will make sign salute pics...naughty or nice...whichever you choose!! muahz! Sue

Best Super Bowl Commercials #6
Don't you wish you could just do that to your boss, like at the end of this commerical? Laughs out funny. Would have like it better if the boss slap came before the product placement then afterwords the guy's either cleaning out his desk or the boss beating the shit out of him. Still a very funny commercial.

Master
Touch me and I tremble… your hands leaving trails of fiery heat. Fingers that are alternately harsh and gentle granting me life and sweet release. Leave me and I lie aching with desolate emptiness. My body yearning for more of your sweet guidance. Command me and my heart reaches out in obedience. Responding with a will of its own borne of my need to serve you. Scold me and shame overpowers me… leaving me sick inside. And I long for another chance to make you smile once more. Enfold me in your chains of love and I quiver in anticipation. Willing you silently to draw my soul ever closer to yours. Claim me as yours, Sir and my heart rejoices Singing a song of servitude which completes us both. Push me beyond yesterday… past where I thought I could go; And my resistance subsides until there is no me that is not you. Fill me with your power until I am borne aloft Floating on wings of love that give me glorious freedom. Hold me tenderly and I d

Weekend Update
Yeah...yeah...yeah, I know its been a few days but I'm a busy man. Like I said eariler... had to DJ at the bar I work at on friday. I went in expecting to play nothing but (C)rap and Hip-hop, but left playing nothing but rock. Its funny how things work out. I'm really excited to go back home this weekend and see my kids and a few friends...it's really going to be fun. Satuday didn't really do a whole lot, went out to a few places with some friends. Then came sunday....not sure what it was but i was really tired. I managed to muster enough energy to go watch the Super Bowl and drink 2 pitchers of Miller Lite all to myself, it helps that they were only 4.00 a pitcher!!!! Oh yeah...my beloved Isuzu Rodeo has problems...the alternator went out in it, I had to order one on the internet...so sometime this week I get to lay on my back in zero degree temps and get her going again. I'll keep you all posted, I'm everyone is worried sick about her!! Also I want to give a HUGE shout out to

I Offered You :to Master Pagan
My world it was a shamble My world it was a mess and to all of this a few can atest but when i am in your arms my world is at rest because you are my Master because you are the best you hold the key which is my heart which i gladly give to thee and that which i give i give so submissively i offered you my heart i offered you my soul i offered you my subbissiveness and with this you took control you light up my days and also my nights within your eyes i see strength and delight I submit to your power and draw from your strenght and look to the days and the time we have spent your control is so powerful that even when not around you still make my heart pound the ties that bind me no one will ever see because they are within you and within my need to please!

My Mind Has A Leak.
As some of you may or may not have noticed... I've had that fun little "sick" status symbol up for the past few days. No, I'm not making a web trend... I'm actually quite ill. It sucks. The plus side is that I'm already 3 whole days without a cigarette... but quitters never win, so I'll pick it back up when I've got the strength. I have not done any of those oh so boring daily photos either. By now, my reasoning should be obvious. I don't even think I'm really sick anymore. I only had symptoms for about 12 hours, most of which I slept through. After that, I just sort of... have been recovering from being so sick. Mind you, it was a rough 12 hours. Anyhow, I'm all strung out, and not on medicine, but just on exhaustion. I don't really do the whole "nyquil/pepto-bysmol/Tylenol" thing. I know far too much about chemically processed drugs to voluntarily put them into an already ailing body. My immune system deserved an opportunity to handle business before I go in and start trying to run

Best Super Bowl Commercials #7
The Second of E-Trade's commercials. This is a great commercial cause frankly, its true to just about any bank you go to. The schisters at my bank (Rhymes with Bee Rank) are notorious for this type of behavior. Just makes me want to punch someone out every time I get a statement from these yahoo's.

Puppy Girl Quote
I am a puppygirl though. I am true to my traits. I am incredibly loyal. I am sincere and loving. I love to snuggle, cuddle and play. I lick, nibble and kiss. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth. You can kick me and I will come back. But if you leave me somewhere enough I will wander off and get lost for good. I thought that was kinda cute.

~~~~~ Isabelle ~~~~~
Big brother said, ”Just wait till you meet her. She’s the good kid, she’s perfect.” Isabelle, whose non-father touched her Whose mother took his side. No one believed her pain. Isabelle who is betrayed, Angry and so afraid – fights back. Hate filled words are quickly spewed Fierce defiance – her protection of choice. Isabelle – still perfect inside But the world did not know.

Cute Recipe For Love
In light of National Heart day I have provided the following to all of you that need directions... lol Recipe for Love Ingredients 2 Hearts Full of Love 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness 2 Armfuls of Gentleness 2 Cups of Friendship 2 Cups of Joy 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness 1 Lifetime of Togetherness 2 Minds Full of Tenderness Method Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty

Friend, Cumwithdamo, Needs Some Help In A Contest!!
'cumwithdamo' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-05 05:04:44'.. > > > > > please i ask you to repay some love im in this one so please dont let me down i need your love and help me win im a day behind as i was sick Courtesy of MsTags.com > > Hosted by CherryTagz.com > > thanks all > damien please pimp me out xxxx

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Best Super Bowl Commercials #8
E-trade made two decent commercials. This one has many different uses using just one finger. Problem is, the most use of one finger uses the wrong one. Maybe that was the reason why its not no. "1"

I Beg You To Stay
The wind in my hair Your back against me I hold your body Between my arms and legs Beautiful man Your smile warms every part of me Body and soul Your touch on my skin Turns my strength to weakness Wanting you I hang on to your kind words Like a rope that keeps me from falling I drown in your embrace Melt in your strength Don’t leave Stay Hold me Love me

Year 1974
In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published "Killin

Best Super Bowl Commercials #9
Doritos, GM, & The NFL Network all let the public design commericals for this year's Super Bowl. I thought all four were dissapointing to say the least, but this ad was the best of the four.

Childhood Memories And Such
Plymouth Cordage Company was once a booming rope factory but that was back in the 1800's. During the late 80s and early 90s it was a mall, I remember visiting there every Sunday, the property taxes eventually rose in Plymouth causing many businesses to move else where or close their doors forever. My school just bought a large portion of one of the buildings, my class was cancelled today I sat one one of the benchs and just thought about things for awhile. If you concentrate hard enough you can still hear childrens laugher echoing off the walls and womens heels clicking down the hard wood halls. The aroma of slow roasting hotdogs and freshly popped popcorn. These walls house most of my best childhood memories. It was before my life seemed to fall apart, before I feared being home, before I wished I was never born and tried to end my own existence on this earth. On a side note, I wish people didn't say one thing and a few days later act like nothing is wrong.

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to sh

Best Super Bowl Commercials #10
I have to say that GM did a very good job on the concept of this commercial. Very well thought out. One major negative though. The commercial hits too close to home for a lot of former GM workers.

The Words You Long To Hear.
Use caution when you speak… Words of love and want, You’ve crossed the path, Of an aging warrior… The bravest of brave hearts. Gutsy and strong… From many a battle, Where pain was placed… Into his heart, By those who cowered… And ran… From unconditional love. Not a boundary, He wouldn’t cross… If asked in the name of love, He’d go the distance… Every time, Following his heart. Few have noticed, The toll it’s taken… So accustomed to him, And his ways. But in your hour of truth… He’ll lay it all out… For you to see. Let your touch be gentle at first, Till he comes to trust you hand… Upon his leathered skin, Kiss him with eyes open… So he can watch your soul’s response. And if it does not fill… To overflowing… With the very man he is, He’ll close his eyes, And feel your lust… Till morning light appears. If you should wake before him… Speak softly to his heart, That’s when he’ll take another look, If then y

Killer Instinct.
Okay, I'm writing again because something a new friend wrote inspired me. It gave me just enough focus to put these ideas together, so bear with me... it's new.I fear for my life. Not from anything big, ominous, or even real, but from myself. I'm not suicidal, and I rather enjoy living, which is the source of my fear, but in the most simplistically removed mental states, my fighting will to live slips right through my grasp. Sleep deprivation, intoxication, or a mild illness. Not that it makes me want to die so much, I just feel like if I had to fight very hard to stay alive, I wouldn't. Is this laziness? Is this a subconscious defiance to my years of "kill or be killed" living? Or am I sick in the head? My own awareness of this condition makes me feel as if there is hope for me to recover from it, but I don't worry too much. I do still have priorities. House is on fire? I'll get the kids out before I go back to bed.Ken

Modern Living!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13.

Annie Lennox - Why
How many times do I have to try to tell you That I'm sorry for the things I've done But when I start to try to tell you That's when you have to tell me Hey, this kind of trouble's only just begun I tell myself too many times Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words That keep on falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Tell me... Why Why I may be mad I may be blind I may be viciously unkind But I can still read what you're thinking And I've heard it said too many times That you'd be better off Besides... Why can't you see this boat is sinking Let's go down to the water's edge And we can cast away those doubts Some things are better left unsaid But they still turn me inside out Turning inside out turning inside out Tell me... Why Tell me... Why This is the book I never read These are the words I never said This is the path I'll never tread These are the dreams I'll

Funnies!
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage

Customer Support...
This is a True phone call from the Word Perfect Help line which was transcribed from a Recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say the HelpDesk employee was fired; however, he/she is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." This is actual Dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. Now I know why they record these conversations! "Ridge Hall computer assistance; may I help you?" "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." "What sort of trouble?" "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." "Went away?" "They disappeared." "Hmm. So what does your screen look like now?" "Nothing." "Nothing?" "It's blank, it won't accept anything when I type." "Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out?" "How do I tell?" "Can you see the C: prompt on the screen?" "What's a sea-prompt?" "Never mind, can you move your cursor around the screen?"

For Those Who Haven't Been There Yet
u all need to stop by my clubhouse cherry tap take a peek around u don't know what u are missingand for all of u that have stoped in and stayed and chatted with every one a bi thanks to u

Echos In The Night
Words softly spoken In a dim lit room. Where lovers lie contented After they have spooned. The heat of the night Leaves beads of sweat On their sun tanned bodies That remained all wet. Immortal words are spoken And they echo in the night. I love you my darling, Said under the pale moonlight. Their bodies blend together As passion rules the night. Rhythmic movements pulsate As moans of pleasure ignite. The ecstasy of the moment Seals loves destiny. For such love is a bond That will last eternally.

What Is The Ministry?
Hello, children. I can see you all have questions. Well, I would like to answer those questions. WITH MY IRON FIST OF FEAR. And cookies. "What is the Ministry?" I hear you all asking in your confused, perplexed and lost voices. Do not fear, children. The Ministry is here to help you. BY DESTROYING YOUR WORLD. There's a lot of confusion and loss in this world, children. So many people, looking for answers, looking for love, looking for reason and purpose and a meaning to this world. Some people find it in religion, whether it be Christian or Jew or Hindu or Muslim or Buddhist. Others find it in good works, through charity, and compassion, and helping others. There are also people who find their meaning in work, in building things of and in this world to leave their names and legacies behind them with. Indeed, in these troubled times, there are even those who find meaning in simple hedonism. Drinking, eating, drugs, sex, all of the pleasures of the flesh, th

Fart Football
Fart Football An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides."

A Rose For My Rose
In flight of day a lovely rose Did speak by subtle sway And stirred a heart so long lain dead No flower could ever stay. But embers did to fire aglow And whispered soft affection And bared a breast to open light In trust and insurrection. How to know the honest heart Would blush the lovely rose? A teardrop fell in shame and guilt, No blush did it propose. But only tender souls may touch In magic born of heart And dare to dream of times to come When they''re not far apart. For all we have in life is Love, To give, to share, enhance; Would you deny ourselves A hope? a prayer? a chance? And so my honest heart does ask In lines of rhyming prose If I might share my love with you, My sweet and lovely rose.

Who Is This Dreamer?
You'll noticed I have not put much in the way of my intrest on the profile yet. Thats to get use to all the fun and fine nature that is cherry tap. Also, as much as I love the photo love that is this site.. Need to work up to that level of partying I quess. I will work up to it. Might just use the blogs to record dreams of intrest. Not sure what I am going to do with this yet. I so need to get my life organized.

2-3-06
Okay so FLOATER rocked my damn socks yet again! I had a blast and am already jonesin' for another show. (Don't worry baby, I won't make you go this time, I know you only went because I wanted you to! I love you anyway!!!!) There is nothing like a few drinks, a great band, and a bunch of rowdy Eugene-ians to complete an awesome weekend!!!! Ohhh and as if that didn't make my weekend we got our Mudfest Tix too!!! Yippee!!!

Liars
I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

In Your Bondage I Am Free
IN YOUR BONDAGE I AM FREE How he makes me feel And when you bind me, I feel your power and control I am yours, only for your pleasure In my bondage I become free, free to soar as never before You gaze at me and I stir deep inside, knowing to whom I belong To whom I yield And to whom I obey All selfishness disappears and I am yours Your eyes scanning my body tell me of your desire My body screams for your touch, your hands, your mouth My nipples are erect and yearning My pussy moist for your penetration Use me, oh yes, please use me for you desires Satisfy yourself taking me Making me all that you desire Take me soaring Master beyond the heavens, as only you can And bring me back safely The sting of your crop ignites my passion and desire for you Unleashes my lustfulness and my thunderous releases Your touch burns me to my core, releasing my joys and sorrows So that you may claim all of me Molding me, making me a vessel for your pleasure With your torture, I fly

To Give
It is better to give than receive." But it doesn't really matter if we are giving or receiving. There is an identical feeling associated with both. We get this feeling every time we receive. We can't control when we receive gifts but we can control when we give gifts. Therefore, the more we give, the better we feel. When we are given gifts, or someone does something for us, it is the Indian way to honor this person. Great Spirit, let me honor and be respectful to those who are good to me today. When a person offers us a gift we often say"That wasn't necessary" or some shy group of words but we fail to realize the person gifting us is doing it most likely from their heart. We ust learn to recieve with Honor and give with Honor. Our ways have always shown us to give and when we think the giving is done give more. This keeps us from self. Thank you for showing me how to accept and how to give. Thank you for showing me the feelings I get when another person is i

The Heart Of A Slave
A spoken word, a caressed cheek. A single tear, a bared soul. Beseeching eyes, an offered heart. Desires awakened, a hunger so deep. A plea to be explored, a need to be filled. Limits to be pushed, a destiny to be met. A love discovered, a trust un-denied. A great respect, a possession given. Take what I am, make me Yours. Shape me with willing hands, use me with a loving heart. Call me Yours, teach me who is Master. An unknown path, an out reaching hand. Bent knees, a bowed head. A willingness to serve, a gift of submission. Claim me Master, heart body soul and mind.

Making That Journey
Making that journey to Oklahoma to say my final goodbyes to Grandma. It isn't going to be easy. Thank you so much to all of you who have left your kind thoughts and words. It has meant VERY much to me! I will not be back in Texas until Wednesday evening so I will try to see ya'll then! Until then leave me comments and messages if you wish! Hugs, Stefani

Contest People Leave Me Alone
IF YOU ARE IN SOME KIND OF CONTEST DON'T BOTHER ME I WILL NOT HELP YOU OUT I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF IT IS FOR HOW BIG YOUR BOOB'S ARE OR HOW SEXY YOUR LEG'S ARE OR ANY OF THAT BULL SHIT GET A F*CKING LIFE PEOPLE AND STOP BEING SO VAIN THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THEN LOOKS PEOPLE WHO ARE VAIN NEED TO BE SHOT...AND FOR ANYBODY WHO THINK'S I AM WRITING THIS BECUASE YOU ALL THINK I WANT TO BE LIKE THESE WOMEN I DON'T I MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT OR PRETTY OR HOT BUT I DON'T CARE I'AM HAPPY WITH WHO I AM INSIDE AND OUT....SO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME TO HELP YOU OUT ON A CONTEST I HAVE BETTER THING'S TO DO UNLESS IT'S A CONTEST FOR THE SWEETEST LADY OR MAN THEN I'LL VOTE

Literotica
I was contacted by an editor at Literotica and he said he would be more than happy to comment and edit my story. I just sent him my story called FIRST CLASS about the woman involved in group sex in the first class cabin of an airliner. As soon as I hear from him I will let you know.

A Goddess's Touch
In this world of love and woe Hold me close don''t let me go Let us love the way we should Keeping close feeling good You my lover and my friend Are the hope on which I mend Only your passionate touch Can pleasure me so much Together let us become one Under the embracing sun Honeyed tongues feel delight enrapt in joy as they unite Fused as gentle breezes flow Oer amourous orgasmic glow Within melodic rhapsody Euphoric strains of ecstasy