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Eternal Flame~~the Bangles
A very special song to me.....I am hoping to one day have the opotunity to have someone of my own to say this to. I love poetry, but this is the closest I am able to come to writing any is by posting a song that says it all.....I hope it stays, ENJOY!!! I know I do.

Between Me And God
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the end, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway." -Mother Teresa

Democratic Centralism
Democratic Centralism by MC17 & MC11 Published MIM Notes 51, April 1991 "It is, I think, almost universally realized at present that the Bolsheviks could not have retained power for two and a half months, let alone two and a half years, without the most rigorous and truly iron discipline in our Party..." - V.I. Lenin(1) Democratic centralism is a principle of organization that can be used (or abused) by any functioning group. The democratic part of the term defines the equal participation and voice expected from all members of the organization. The centralism refers to the mandate that all members uphold all decisions made by the democratic processes of the organization. In practical terms this translates into real participatory democracy within, but with strict discipline expected from all members. Even if one member disagrees with a decision, s/he is expected to uphold the decision externally while working from within to convince other members that they are wrong. This me

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love Letter
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip, I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately, not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal Ma rt and, when I turned into the driveway, I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. T he garage door is slightly bent, but the pickup fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know, with your kind-hearted personality, you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you, my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife XXX P.S. Your girlfriend called!

Innovations Of A Different Kind, Part 5
Innovations of a Different Kind, Part 5 By jlbb Saturday nights enjoying a free sexual environment was becoming a regular event for Janet and myself. And, like our partners Jack and Anne, we were making every effort to keep the night free. We also started to measure our own sexual activity to be sure we arrived at the planned meeting full of anticipation and performance. After a few drinks we also found ourselves talking more about the encounters. Janet learned her descriptions of being fucked by Jack quickly gave me an arousal. The effect was the same when she described the feeling of Anne licking and sucking between her legs. My comments about activities with Anne and Jack had the same effect on her. As a consequence the conversations regularly took us to bed! Jack and I were still playing golf, and the no discussion rule stayed in force. We talked about sports, politics and business, but never about sex. Janet had admitted she and Anne regularly talked about our advent

So Bored
Ok well its 11:42pm my time and im bored to death my kids are away for the night and the love of my life had to work its not right. SOOOOOOOO now what do I find myself doing? sitting on cherrytap and myspace doing NOTHING! So i got to thinking. What would i want more then anything in my life at this very moment? and to my suprise....I DONT KNOW. I mean should everyone know what they want in life. I mean i know somethings but i wont put them in here incase someone reads this and thinks im being a pushy GF. But i mean i just dont really know what i want for my life. I want to go to school. I want to raise my family and well i have tried both of them but they just clashed majorly. Maybe what i need to do is just sit back and let life happen. Drop hints here and there to whoever is in control of things but otherwise just let it happen. I mean i think i have alot of things to be thankful for so why complain and worry about what can or could happen. LMAO this is going no wher

Innovations Of A Special Kind, Part 4
Innovations of a Special Kind, Part 4 By jlbb The wonderful experience we had with Anne and Jack Saturday night left me with an image burned into my mind. It was that view of her stretching the cunt lips wide revealing the beautiful interior. Janet and I were more and more enthusiastic about our relationship with them, and the excitement of the mutual sex experience. I got home Wednesday a bit late; my clients were turning ugly, a common occurrence when the stock market starts sliding down the big hill. Janet had opened a bottle of wine and was sitting on the couch, beautifully nude, sharing her interest between one of her magazines and a totally stupid sit-com. I got out of my clothes, found a glass of wine and relaxed in the easy chair. We talked about the day. My problems with the super investors, and hers with the confused homebuyers. As we got through our personal gripes, I told her about my mind-set of Anne spreading her cunt and the view I experienced. I told her I

Moi!
I am a country boy by heart. Yep! Raised on a farm. I still can't stand big cities to this day. Sure they are fun to visit, but nothing beats the feeling of leaving it in the rear view mirror. I was raised in Europe by some awesome parents who went through pure hell because of me and my curiosity. It is a wonder they still associate with me lmao. They are the best! I work offshore on oil field boats and love my job. The pay is insane and the benefits rock. I am captain now after having worked my way up from the bottom. Pvt message me if you are interested in checking it out and I can fill you in. The schedules are flexible and the entry pay beats land job wages by a long shot. I enjoy hunting,fishing,art,music,writing,creating graphics,reading,travelling,cooking,and puzzles of any kind.

Innovations Of A Special Kind- Part 3
Innovations of a Special Kind- Part 3 By jlbb In my background there has been a number of times I have awakened cold sober and said to myself, "damn I wish I hadn’t done that last night!" As I recalled the previous night, total nudity, a close encounter with my friend Jack, switching wives, there were no regrets. And I was looking forward to see if the new atmosphere of nudity around the house would be continued. I slipped on a pair of shorts, got the morning paper, hung the shorts on the coat rack in the hallway. I chuckled as I saw Anne’s and Jack’s clothes still hanging there. They had returned to their home next door naked! Went to the kitchen, put on coffee and returned to my favorite chair. I had just gotten through the first section when Janet came in. I smiled when I saw she was naked also. She commented: "I was afraid you might have forgotten about our new lifestyle." I replied: "Babe this is just too comfortable, kind of like a bunch of other things that have been

Innovations Of A Special Kind, Part 2
Innovations of a Special Kind, Part 2 By jlbb Our participating in swapping with Jack and Anne had an outstanding effect on my attitude towards my wife Janet. After twenty years of marriage she was suddenly a new and exciting person. The vision of her exposing herself to Jack, intimately licking and sucking his cock and the memory of Jack and I fucking her simultaneously created an almost continual desire for me to touch, and be close to her whenever we were together. There was no doubt she was aware her performance last Saturday night renewed our sexuality. The fact that Jack and I also had sex with his wife also seemed to enhance my sexual value to her. We had broken down many barriers; I did wonder how Jack and Anne were managing. On the other side of the coin, Jack and I were golf buddies, and in fact had entered a tournament for the coming weekend. I wondered how our new relationship might effect the friendship we enjoyed previously. During the week we had several mee

The Mind And The Heart. . .
As I sit at work my mind tends to wonder. I think about life, love, the future and the past, the big two really, in any combination of the stated. Having many hours of mindless work, I ponder these things and try to draw conclusions. Tonight I have finally concluded something about my life and life in general. I have no f$#%ing clue. No matter what I contemplate nothing makes sense to me. I try and rationalize the past and break it down like game film. I know what happened and what I would or would not do different, but it is the past. There is nothing I can do about the past. My rational mind sees that and recognizes the ineffable ability to change it, but my illogical heart however, tries to ration out answers and a string of "what if's" that rivals stars in the universe floods my mind. Nothing good can come of the "what if" game so my logical rational mind wins. Mind 1 Heart 0 Having exhausted the lack of possibilities in the past, I turn to the future. I skip the here an

Innovations Of A Special Kind, Part 1
Innovations of a Special Kind, Part 1 By jlbb It was Saturday afternoon and I was bored-out-of-my-head. My wife Janet had taken off for her mother's in a small town a couple of hundred miles away. It was one of those "need a little help" trips and she was going to return late Sunday afternoon. To make matters worse, my next-door golf buddy, Jack, had to take a quick business trip so he too was out of pocket. I was seriously thinking about going to a stupid shopping center just to kill some time! As I contemplated my next move, the phone rang. Jack's wife, Anne was on the phone. She apologized for bothering me, and then asked if I could come to their house and help move a couch! She said Jack had moved it out, so she had cleaned behind it, and now couldn't stand the way it looked. I told her I was looking for something to do, and would be right over! She met me at the door with a smile. Anne was a good-looking gal our same age. She was fairly short, had curvy legs, maybe just

Strange Questions
A survey: Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: no, I've never even heard of that What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve dated: 15 years Ever been in a car wreck?: two minor incidents Were you popular in high school?: HAR! That's a good one! Have you ever been on a blind date?: yes Are looks important?: To whom? Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?: yes By what age would you like to be married?: I was married at 26, and divorced at 33. (Who's writing these questions? Someone really young, I expect.) Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?: No. Anyway, at my stage of life it might be strange if they hadn't slept with several. Have you ever made a mistake?: Show me the person who hasn't. Are you a good tipper?: Yes. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?: $100.00 (just once, and no, I didn't really think it was wor

Ipod Meme
The idea behind this was: "Turn on your iPod or music player; put it on shuffle & press play. For every question, type the song that's playing; when you go to a new question, press the next button" Mine came up: What does next year have in store for me? "For Pete's Sake" (The Monkees) What does my love life look like? "James Bond" (The Selector) What do I say when life gets hard? "Old Flame" (The Arcade Fire) What do I think of when I get up in the morning? "In France" (Frank Zappa) What song will I dance to at my wedding? "Touch Me" (The Doors) What do I want for my career? "Boogie Chillen'" (John Lee Hooker) Favorite saying? "Hothead" (Siouxsie & The Banshees) Favorite place? "It's Only A Paper Moon" (Django Reinhardt) What do I think of my parents? "Attack" (Jerry Goldsmith/Patton Soundtrack) Where would I go on a first date? "Belladonna And Aconite" (Incubus Succubus) Drug of Choice? "The Sweetest Chill" (Siouxsie & The Banshees) How do I

13 Rules Of Cherry Tap
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those wh

Dirty Ass People
Ok all u old perverted guys... dont bother commenting my shit... ur old gross and eww..... any hot younge guys or girls.. wanna commment thats cool but if ur old dirty crusty and gross.. dont bother.. i'll just delet them....

Just Say No
::::My Name Is Meth:::: I destroy Homes, I fear families. I take your children,and thats just the start. I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I am easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live down the street, and maybe next door. I am made in a lab, not like you think, I can even be made under your kitchen sink. In your childs closet, and even out in the woods, and if this scares you to death, than it certainly should. I have many names, but theres one you know best. I am sure you've heatd of me MY NAME IS CRYSTAL METH. My power is strong, try me, you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once, and I might let you go, But if you try me twice, then I'm in your soul. Then I possess you, you'll lie, and you'll steal, You'll do what you have to do, Just to get high.

A New Drink
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime taste hits

13 Cherrytap Rules
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those wh

Clubbing
so on the spur of the moment i decided to start blogging when i go clubbing. I keep forgetting bits and peices of my nights and it sucks. I dont really remember much of the past month when i go out other than lots of dancing.. and attention from guys. Im gonna start with tonight. Saturday night..sunday morning. I get to dianas at 8.. and i notice there are stains on my shirt..suckass. So we go to uschis and i try on some of her stuff but its all too plan so i go home and change into a cleavagy shirt. woop woop. we end up drivin to the irish pub. Fucking empty.Lame. So we go to carracas to say hi to dianas coworkers and then head over to the goose.. Yay the goose!. Its empty for a while and i have a vodka red bull or 2 and then finally i start dancing.. Its kind of boring at first and then i start to have fun. Noah shows up..god hes so cute. IF i werent engaged id gobble that boy up... we hug.. and dance for a song and then he goes off and plays pool and i dance with diana for a whi

T.e. Lawrence
"Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible Lawrence of Arabia

Point Whores
So whats the deal lately with the chicks offering naked shots to win contests? am i the only one that thinks thats totally horrible? are the contests on here such a big deal that women want to do that??

What Sarah Said (give It Some Thought)
And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me Away from me Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself 'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die" So who's going to watch you die?..

I'm A Woman...
aint that the truth I got big ols boobs, and a bitchy attitue with a sexy voice! yep that makes me a woman! NO! I'm a mother, a daughter, a sister, a friend and someone who's got feelings to. okay yeah i got some interesting pictures on my profile and I'll be the first to admit they make me blush. I'm a home gorwn country girl so pictures like that, that I have make me blush yeah they do. and to be honest i will take ur comments honestly I love them however there a point where it can be taken to far. so let me put it this way you DO NOT start a conversation with me by damn ur tites are nice I'd love to slide my cock between them and squirt all over them.. no no no no thats not a way to a girls heart! If your interested in a true friend or striking up a conversation fine so be it but dont come to me with shit like that you will get told off or ignored.. xoxoxox happy saturday night!

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

Moon Rising
Moon rising high Underneath it I cried To all the holies , to all that would hear To all that could see With the moon rising high Heart swollen and full of god’s precious gift Tears hot are wept Wondering and praying to angels on nigh Hearts pounds beating thru my chest Do you hear it? Soul trembles as your name passes my lips Voice in a whisper Sounding your name as light as a feather To carry onward up Flowing on my hot tears to heaven above Never before knowing such desire Never knowing such love Never knowing, yet all knowing With the Moon rising high Beneath it I do cry For no words to express the happiness Fill my eyes with hot tears of love To be delivered above.

Manorexic
He's utterly sarcastic- aesthetically confused He tells me I'm bombastic I want to be his muse An ordinary person who peeked into his void Would only wake up bitter and deeply paranoid [Chorus] He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic- I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight Do do do.... There's a lack of understanding a mutual malaise He thinks I'm reprimanding with my uncertain gaze Though -I can't conceal my feelings ...Like he can't purge his Pain Cause once he sees a mirror.... logic goes down the drain He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight There's a roughness to our romance- A sadness to his step And though he won't admit it... I know he's often wept Perhaps it's

I Love You
I Love You TO MY HUSBAND ANTHONY BOYKIN The first day we met I knew you were mine, Your sweetness and love was so hard to find. You took me in and gave me such love, Every day I thank the dear Lord above. That you and I are husband and wife, And that every day we share our life. I promised always to be faithful and true, You promised that you wouldn't make me blue. Five years have past and still here we are, Our love has rocketed like two shooting stars. I may not say I Love You as often as I should, But know this now,I wouldn't trade you if I could. I want to be with you for all eternity, For life without you would mean nothing to me. Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Shall Be Loved
You Shall Be Loved You shall be loved unconditionally for you are the light that I do see What brought us here was beyond our powers I treasure each and every wakeing hour This beauty I hold within my hand the honor of wearing this golden band Tis so much more then I can explain I pray that these feelings will remain Forever in my heart you will be you mean so much more then the world to me and as I watch you lay asleep at night I never let you fall from my sight for you shall be loved for ever my dear I just can't seem to make it clear you shall be loved forever Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin

Choices...
ya know life is all about choices.. ya know I mean you gotta choose to get out of bed in the mornign or lay there and be lazy, you gott choose to be nice or not... well i must admit I've had my moments where i'm not very wonderful to be around or talk to but for the most part I try to treat others around me as i would liek to be treated. so with that said, if you think someone is un attractive to you, or your not interested why can't you just simply say thank you but no thank you, not get rude and mean about it? ya know. everyone is human and everyone has feeling so the next time your about to break someones feelings and stomp on this with big ol' steal toe boots stop and think about "would you like it" no i dont think so. to be honest it comes down to one simple thing RESPECT! show it and get it!

I'm Not The Same Tony Anymore...
A lot of people on my friend's list know me personally... and many of you know how I am... or should I say how I was... I'm still Tony but I'm not the same Tony that many of you know... some of you may decide to have nothing to do with me now... and if that's how you feel, I'm not going to hold that against you... 2007 has brought many changes for me... I became single again... I was virtually homeless and almost had to stay in a homeless shelter... I've relocated back to Northwest Arkansas (I'm back in Fayetteville now)... I've realized that there are some really great people out there that have helped me through all this without making me feel like I owe them anything in return... as a matter of fact, most of them felt like I said something wrong when I told them that I would pay them back as soon as I could... I will say this, times were very rough for me but I never gave up... and now I'm stronger for it... and without help from friends (new and old), I wouldn't have made it... I d

So Sad
"P.S. MOMMA" Hey Momma this is me, your little baby boy. I miss my G.I. Joe's and the rest of my toys. But I'm at camp right now with all the other boys. And I made a new friend and his name is Roy. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma.............here's you a smile. Hey momma this is me, and Roy say's to say hi. Two more weeks of basic and we'll both earn our stripes! Thanks for all of your letters they helped me to get by. And I'm sorry this is short, but they don't give us much time. So Momma I'm gone, but I'm not too far. Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers and the bottom of your heart. I know you miss me Momma, but I'll be home in a while. p.s. Momma...........here's you a smile. Hey Momma this is me, fro

Love (kinda Long, So Get Comfortable)
Gladly I would come to you and I would come willingly within the dark, But it seems that this hell fire love was never meant to be, I know you fear me and would worship me from afar, I realise that you love me and would always give your life for your star, But still I can’t help but wonder at your normal clothes, I can’t help but laugh at the lack of sadistic content, I feel that even though you stay by me you’d never surrender to the night, I realise now that I can never turn you against the light, I thought time would heal you and so I kept you lingering, I thought it would help but it made your wound deeper, Every cut every bruise that you endured sliced into my heart, Every cruel word you ignored pulled us further apart, I would have made you so happy; I would have given you anything, I would have shown you every pleasure you could want, But I guess that you never wanted this thing, my tainted love, You wished for me to spread my wings and fly to the l

He's Still With Me
He's Still With Me dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 Came to me in a dream, felt so real is how it seemed Said he was ok and not to cry, for he had wings and could fly Sent someone to help me through, love and protect as he used to do All eternty loved you so true, think of me smileing don't ever be blue With those final words he said, turned and went to walk away As the shining light appeared, he leaned forward and kissed me dear I watched him fly off into the light, knew he then took on heaven's flight Will be with my angel forever someday, cause true love never fades he's still with me Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin

An Angel
An Angel Dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 I Love You Still He was my love,the love of my life And now he has taken on heavens flight He is angel I know for sure And one day I will know even more Why god took him so soon I may never know why Oh why my angel had to fly The man of my dreams has gone away And I will be with him forever one day So here I live on to carry out his one wish To treat our loved ones like special gifts So love each other like it is their last day Cause you never know when they may go away In my dreams is where he will be For all my life and eternity He was and always will be an angel Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin

Notes From The Underground / The Sequel!
My brain is on and I can't turn it off. So back to the blog and more catharsis. I am not answering the phone today. It's wild outside and I can hear the screaming of the ban sidhe (ban-shee: An Irish supernatural spook otherwise known as the Wind). The rain is falling sideways, it's so wild out there. I live my life in a constant state of moral outrage. My mother says I have a "Low Misery Index". She's right. Little things bother me. A lot. (Insert WhackJob Divorced Therapist who says, "Does that interfere with your relationships?") One of the things I mentioned in the last Notes From the Underground is that I have little patience for 12 step programs. I just want to clarify and as usual, offense is practically intentional. Although there is some argument for these programs, namely that they work insofar as getting people to quit using, they are essentially, highly selfish and self-centered pursuits. The essence of what makes an "addict" is the inherent selfishn

2 Amazing Hollywood Undead Songs
KNIFE CALLED LUST-HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD J-dog: I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought Logically. Were wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you Dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesn’t mean. That you can’t scream, or like loud noise, you got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into my Chest until it Bust. Tha Producer: [Chorus] This love , This Hate Is burning me away It's hard to face that we're all the same This love, This Hate Is Burning me away It's harder times like these that never change Charlie Scene: mad at the fact your dad is an addict, your friend takes pills he thinks it cures sadness, I'm not here to attack or

Now Known As Monday Morning Massacre!
audrey and the band have changed their name to MONDAY MORNING MASSACRE..AND WILL BE PERFORMING AT MY UNOFFICIAL BIRTHDAY BASH,MARCH 3RD IN FT. PIERCE!!! STAY TUNED FOR MORE INFO ON THE SHOW!!

Remodeling And Moving Is A Real B**ch
For the last 3 days or so my hunny and I have been working in the apt downstairs from us so we can move down into that one because its downstairs and has a little more room in it. Its been a real pain though because of needing to shampoo rugs and patch nail holes and paint. we are waiting for new linoleum to be installed as well and there is just SOOO MUCH to do and not enough time to get it done with mike working and me not knowing how to do alot of the repairs. I am doing what I can though and trying to pack things up little by little so that we can get moved down there as soon as we can. the new stove and washing machine was dropped off today and we started the painting in the livingroom today so we made a little progress. I guess I just needed to vent about it a little because mike is a tow truck driver and he kept getting called away today to locks outs and jump starts and such that we didnt make as much progress as we wanted to. such is life I guess and I will get cracking

To War Or Not To War, To Kill Or Not To Kill
Its funny when first you shoot a target, it has no personality, no reality. But what when you see eye to eye the life to be eliminated?. Is there ever a good enough reason?. Does one glory in it?..of course not, but I ask you if the choice is them or you? to fight for your way of life? for your children?..would you not also say yes? and do what you must do? To war or not to war When first I stooped to kill the figure so far away A stick upon the hill My aim ne'er went astray When next it was my job to end a persons time T'was done with not a sob Just another peg on a line But what when you see look straight into their eyes can it really be? I must terminate their sighs? To feel the blade go in turn, twist and then withdraw why felt it such a sin against some unknown law down my cheek ran a tear so I could barely see I knew it must be done was either him or me Will I always remember? can I not forget the pain of that september Start of my lif

The Police On The Grammys Sunday Night!
the grammys will rock for about 5 minutes,as The Police rock reunion style sunday night!! check your local listenings!! a do do do, a dah dah dah is all i want to say to you..

The Weight On Me
Ok, this is my first blog on this site and I know I should probably do this more often but I dont see a point in writing about what I do in my life everyday. But right now.....I NEED to blog. I have some issues on my chest that I just HAVE to talk about so I will hopefully feel relieved. Understand that this is just a random blog so what I talk about might skip from subject to subject or just may not make any sense to any of you but, fuck it.....I know what I'm talkin about and thats what matters right? Let me just say that if this blog offends anyone, I apologize for that and its NOT my intentions. I'm just someone who says EXACTLY how I feel and I dont sugarcoat (haha...even though my name says it dont mean i do it) anything. With that being said, I want to start with confusion. Right now I am so confused that I am going insane. I am SICK of being single. But at the same point and time I will NOT settle for someone who doesnt fit my criteria. Ok, that may sound a little harsh

Part 6
Well she started out hiking, then she got a ride. She kept on and on until one day she arrived in Mississippi. There she started waitressing in a bar. Finally, there he was, a beautiful blonde blue eyed man. He winned and dinned her til she couldn't say no any longer. Then they were married. Well, the old saying is true, once you get married everything changes because it did. His true colors came out. He drank too much, he did drugs, he ran around on this young lady, and he beat her til she could not take anymore. He even chased her down with cars. One day she decided why let him have the satisfaction of killing her, she committed suicide. Two of her friends came in the house saw her laying there and rushed her to the hospital. Well she to this day has never figured why she was saved.

Cliff Burton Remembered...
JAMMING SANITARIUM BY METALLICA,FROM MASTER OF PUPPETS! IN MEMORY OF MY MAIN MAN,CLIFF!! I CONTINUE ON FOR AND IN MEMORY OF YOU!! CLIFF BURTON WAS THE BASSIST FOR METALLICA,WHILE THEY WERE ON TOUR WITH OZZY,THE BUS FLIPPED OVER AFTER HITTING A PATCH OF ICE...KIRK,LARS AND JAMES WALKED AWAY ,WITH MINOR INJURIES COMPARED TO WHAT TRAGICLY HAPPEN TO CLIFF,WHO LOST HIS LIFE IN THE ACCIDENT...SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT METALLICA,BUT THE FACT THEY NEVER STOPPED,SHOWS THEY ARE TRULY IN IT FOR THE MUSIC AND THE MEMORY OF CLIFF BURTON..METALLICA GOES INTO THE STUDIO TO RECORD WITH RICK RUBIN ON MARCH 12TH...LOOK FOR METALLICA TO ANNOUNCE SOME ESCAPE FROM THE STUDIO SHOWS SOON... METALLICA 4 LIFE...

"f'd Up" Friday...
Wow did I have a great start to my weekend... Or is it a finaly to an very nasty week... Friday started out alright, Was suppost to be easy. A few places to go, clean up ... Then it happened the co-worker I was working with got the tip of the middle finger cut / smashed off. Tried to rush the co-worker to the hospital, It was my luck that it happeed at the beach and staging for the boat show was going on topped with people stopping in the middle of the street waiting for parking spaces. Finaly made it to the hospital and the person's finger could be saved .. so they say. I still feel guilty even thought I shouldn't Before that my laptop died, my camera was broken,.... blah blah ... i dont think i should say any more I still have tomorrow...

Hello Ya'll !!
Happy Valentines Day Everyone !! Hope everybody has a special someone to hold on to.Kids,loved ones,or your favorite partner.Lots of love.Wishing ya'll all the luck and happy searchig.Laters xoxo Becca :)

This Site.
This site why do alot of people on this site find me ugly dont like my clothes or my looks what is wrong with me?? All my pics are real im sorry if im ugly to you and you call me names and make in front of me you know TATTOO GIRL and also COLD AND LONELY AND ALSO a real good close frind to me who I cherish a ton miss Danielle are the only ones who i knowe pretty good soo far but also treat me with respect with all the other friends i have made .. I have made a ton of friends where women and men and what sux is some women in her 40 and 50's gotta pic on me and call me names and her man is 20 years younger then her man whats up with that scrathes head hmm lol lol.. the close few friends I made as soon as I was on this site wana know why im leavin or want to leave well its all a good reason right?? How can any 1 deal with this bad low self esteem put down stress here?? thank you all for bein a great true friend to me please dont ever stop I need yea all in my life...@}

Part 5
She began attending a church where she became friends with a young man her age. Well, they talked and became close for almost a year. Then one day he asked her parents permission, pretending to be polite, if he could take their daughter out for something to eat. They said sure, and so she trusted this person from church to take her out. Well at the time, they lived in a house in the country too far away from town, and in the other direction was a mountain. One can only guess which way he took her. He drove to fast for her to get out of the car and when he stopped he grabbed her and brought a knife to her throat. Let's skip the nightmare part, too much pain. Well a couple of months had passed by and she was still afraid to tell anyone. Then it happend! She was pregant. The young woman then saw him to tell him of this and he said "kill it or I will kill both of you." So, she came forward to her family once again and of course they didn't believe her again. Not for a while. By the time

What You Didn't Know About Me..
I try to be honest with everyone I talk to and I expect the same in return. I HATE head games!!! I'm pretty direct and hate having to read between the lines. I do think laughter is one of the most important things in life and I can even laugh at myself. If it's funny, it's fair game! I value friends and family so much, and enjoy beign around them. Friends tell me I'm level-headed and a great listener. I believe I'm just down to earth, sincere, and normal. I'm fairly shy by nature around people I don't know, but warm up quickly Once I get to know people though. I'm very much an outdoors kind of girl....I love the water--being at the sea or lake;in the country, boating or swimming.. ..I love to travel, though I've not been fortunate to have visited a lot of countries and places as I would have wished to. I love all kinds of music (except perhaps rap, hip-hop, and heavy death metal) I have a somewhat eclectic taste in music - it all depends on what moo

For A Flower..
The first person to PM a CORRECT answer to this question wins a flower.. "What is the capital of michigan?" You have to PM me the answer..no shout box.. no comment on here or on my profile..only a private message. GO GO HURRY!

Imma Fuck Up
IMMA FUCK UP BECAUSE I FUCKED SOMETHING UP THAT WAS GOOD OR THOUGHT THAT WAS GOOD....I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAME RICHARD AND I FUCKED UP...I DID IT WAS ALL ME AND NOW THERES NO TURNING BACK....WTF...WHY DO I FUCK UP EVERYTHING IT FEELS LIKE I SHOULDNT BE ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH BECAUSE IM A FUCK UP 24.7 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE RICHARD AND HE JUST DONT SEE IT AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OMG I WOULD GO AS FAR AS KILLING FOR HIM BUT WELL HE DONT LOVE ME SO WHY AM I JUST NOT GETTING OVER HIM I JUST WANNA TELL HIM I LOVE HIM NOW AND IM SSOOO SCARED NO ONE KNOWS HOW FUCKING SCARED I AM OF TELLING HIM BUT I HOPE HE READS THIS AND IF YOU ARE RICHARD I LOVE YOU I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT I NEED TO RUN TTYL

What Angel?
You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldnt see you secretly keeping them safeGuardian Angel89%Angel of Guidance86%Angel of Death79%Angel of Hope46%Angel of Prayer39%Angel of Good Fortune32%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Part 4
The young lady joined the Navy with all the pride she could show. She wanted to gain some of the dignity back and show her father that she loved him dearly even thought he didn't believe what had happend to her. So, just two weeks before graduation a terrible accident happend and she cracked her knee and to this day she still has injury to it. She ramained with her unit as long as possible on cructches she would participate as much as possible. Then came the day when they told her they were going to give her an honorable discharge. Once again this lady failed at something else. She began to slip into a deep dark depression. Once she arrived back home her parents were there to pick her up at the airport. The mother had tears for her daughter was druged up with meds for the pain. After 6 months recovery from injury and trying to come off the drugs she then took a new path, hanging cable. Talk about a job that was. It was then she fell in love with the father of her second child,

No Case Of Petty Right Or Wrong
Surely the words below although written so long ago have much reason in them. Do we fight because we hate th e other?...no mostly its out of love. Love of our country, our way of life and the freedom to live it and to allow for a world where our children may also live This is No Case of Petty Right or Wrong This is no case of petty right or wrong That politicians or philosophers Can judge. I hate not Germans, nor grow hot With love of Englishmen, to please newspapers. Beside my hate for one fat patriot My hatred of the Kaiser is love true:-- A kind of god he is, banging a gong. But I have not to choose between the two, Or between justice and injustice. Dinned With war and argument I read no more Than in the storm smoking along the wind Athwart the wood. Two witches' cauldrons roar. From one the weather shall rise clear and gay; Out of the other an England beautiful And like her mother that died yesterday. Little I know or care if, being dull, I shall miss so

Fuck You.
fuck you!, neighbors upstairs for your disturbingly loud, obnoxious, and extremely creepy sexual activity. what you do up there is NOT normal and you should seek medical attention immediately. i am sick of waking up to your pathetic exhibition. FUCK OFF you mutant raptors!i hope your guts fall out from all that disgusting sex. fuck you!, piece of shit adulterous cripple next door for making me feel uncomfortable every time i leave my house and come home. i cant even do my laundry for fear that you will appear out of nowhere and ask me "would it be alright if i went down on you?". NO! its not "ALRIGHT!" fuck you! fuck the cripple ass stick that you hobbled in on! i feel sorry for your wife supporting your fat fucking ass. i wonder what you told her. she didnt give me that dirty ass look in the hallway for nothing! you lying ratcuntdouche! fuck you!, all of you little materialistic selfish fucks i go to school with! you think life revolves around you and your look and all that matt

My Birthday
So my Birthday is on Monday and my husband went shopping today for me. The poor man doesnt know what to get a girl for her birthday. It's like he is clueless about females. SO like he got me some earrings that arent real diamonds, lol along with a movie and a freaking poster. So he doesnt know I'm a bit upset with what he got me. Yes the earrings are nice dont get wrong they are pretty. But come a freaking poster I'm not in High School. Then on top of it I just want to be around my family for my birthday. But I cant be because we moved to Savannah. I know I just need to get use to the fact that we are so far away from my family. I'm not mad at him because of this I know the reason he joined the army is so that we had a roof over our heads and food on the table. Just WOW a freaking poster. LMAO! I think I'm gonna have to ummmmm take him and show him what girls like. I would of been fine with just a card and some flowers. But he hates to get some flowers because all they do ar

Part 3
So now she has escaped the bad marriage and she is 19 now and fixing to join the Army. Well, everything was lined up she was ready mentally and physically. Then came a knock on her family's door. It was a childhood friend of hers and of the family's. He stood tall and handsome in his military uniform. We were all catching up on our lives and then about a week later he came from his room while she was getting a drink of water. The house was so still you could hear a pin drop. Then it happend he came in without anyone hearing him and slipped up behind her. He began choking her and dropped her to the floor and kept his hand on her throat and told her that if she screamed he would kill her and her family. Then he continued to tell her that if she told anyone anything he would hurt them too. He than began ripping her undergarments off and it was over in a flash. She did not know if anything would come of this. So she began walking in fear. She went a month later to take her physical for the

Kaitlyn
Kaitlyn had a sleep EEG on wednesday and an MRi on friday. I hate waiting for results but i have no choice. I hope we get better news on her than we did on Petey. I dont think i could handle another one of my babies having Epilepsy. Peteys meds make him so bonkers and so out of sorts i couldnt handle it if Kaitlyn had to be on them too. Please just one in my kids lives let me get good news.

My 2nd Blog?
Hmm it seems everyone writes in their blog about poetry and love and romance etc....Ha! Maybe later. Mine will be pretty boring. I could always do "ode to peanut butter/ chocolate ice cream...how i love thee" (you can see why i'm mot 110 pounds anymore!) Or I can write about how I recently had a Tarot reading ,actually 2 of them,and both people said I'd live to be in my late 80's. I'd love to get another one so contact me if you do them. I have general and specific questions I'd love to get answers to! One bright spot is that a pal of mine invited meto see the show (can you call it a play?) "The Lion King" in March. I saw the commercials ,its a pretty big production it looks like. I like free stuff, its free for me!! So thats it right now. Ooops I promised a poem did I not? Everyone seems to do mushy stuff so here is mine::: Ode to peanut butter chocolate ice cream: Peanut Butter Chocolate Ice Cream I buy you,then together we hide in my house Which seems to be the real reas

Part 2
When the morning sun shinned on her face, she knew it was time to get up and face the world. They traveled down the mountain back to the campground behind the church, where her family lived. This sorry man was overheard speaking to his current girlfriend. He boasted on how he took the virginity of the mixbreed bitch. Soon she was forced to drop out of school and take on 2 jobs. HE did not work. HE beat her more and held her down and shoved a pill in her mouth. It was ACID. She went crazy. This went on until she turned 19 and then she left in secret. HE followed her several times, but she would never return with him. Then it was time for the DIVORCE. She then signed to join the ARMY.

Fritata Triangles And Coconut Shrimp
Fritata Triangles 2 eggs 1 Tbsp. flour 1/4 cup milk 1 garlic clove, minced Pinch of salt 1 cup Parmesan or Romano cheese, grated Combine all ingredients and mix well. Pour into a greased 9-inch cake pan and bake for 15 minutes at 350 degrees. Cut into triangles and serve with crackers or toast points. These little goodies are quick and easy to make. They are sort of like mini omelets that are great with crackers or the toast points. You could even add a little bacon bits, olives or some other ingredient to jazz up the flavor. The Skinny: Low fat milk will work in this recipe and you can get by with egg substitute. There are only two eggs in the entire mix, however, so it is really not that bad. Besides we keep reading that eggs are not that bad for you after all. According to the "experts", the cholesterol in eggs is not the real bad kind and you can get away with one or two eggs a day without any real problems. Of course, as usually happens, the pundits are just a

Part 1
There was once a young girl who fell in love with a young man that was the son of a preacher woman. Well, she was just 16 and did not understand that the rest of her life she would be abused by MEN. So, later that year, soon after she turned 17, she married this person. The only reason why this fool wanted to take her for his bride was because she had no idea what it was like to be with a man. The sad thing was she was a straight A student, had a miss teen USA pagent invite, and a full a paid scholarship to WestPoint. She gave it up for a stupid thing called LOVE. Right after their wedding took place, he took her into his arms and said, "Don't worry I won't force you I understand." All that changed. He took her to their honeymoon spot and beat her, ripped her gown from her, beat her some more, and then took the only thing she had left to her name, her virginity. He then reminded her that she was his wife and he could do that.

Goin To Bed
Horrible headache and nauseous goodnite “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Trapped
Trapped Search for me for i am trapped within the pale. That dark region of this reality that swallows souls consumes the spirit where everything is washed to a muted dingy grey the place between hope and despair where the living die and the dead arise and point accusing fingers leave me not here in this limbo this colorless place of half light its chill fingers steal into my mind taunting me laughing cackling this purgatory abyss of oblivion the place found only when lost within closely guarded pain the fruit of shame of failure A wind blows through this place no cooling breeze a scourering scathing gale of thoughts of self recrimination guilt and fear dance within this wind specters of past come to accuse mocking no features in this void flat lifeless nothing to draw the eye or mind from the soul's tempest a place without answerers only unanswerable questions where daily bread is pain seasoned with ash where blood does

Saturday, A Moms Nite!!!
day off ya right?? i did a full week, and then a weekend off, YA RIGHTTTTT!!!!! i did so much housework!!! but i am relaxed, and happy!!! have a great saturday nite all! this momma's sitting back and going with the flow!!! lol!!! Courtesy of MsTags.com

French Chocolate Brownie Torte
French Chocolate Brownie Torte 1 box of brownie mix (enough to make a 9x13 pan of brownies) Eggs and oil specified on the mix box 1 pint of fresh or frozen raspberries Chambord raspberry liqueur or Godiva chocolate liqueur For the "frosting," a French Ganache 8 oz semi-sweet chocolate (The better the brand, the better the taste.) 4 oz whipping cream Instructions: Pour the brownie mix in a bowl. Put in the specified number of eggs (for regular brownies, NOT cake-like). Put in the specified amount of oil. Instead of the water, measure out and pour in the same amount of liqueur. Mix the brownies by hand until fully stirred. Carefully plop in the raspberries. Make sure they are not all in one blob. Gently fold the berries into the brownie mix. Spray your springform pan with oil and pour in your brownie mix. You are now going to bake your brownies. Follow the time and temperature on the box for a 9x9-inch square pan, but use a round pan. You will probably add

Going Soft.....
For those of you who think i am just a big softy i have only this to say..... At night while u sleep and close you eyes its me wholl sneek up to give u a surprise ill bind you up tight like the good boy you are and spank you so hard and take you so far ill tease and torture your sweet little soul bite into you deep and wont leave a hole ill strip you and lick you from your head to your toes let you kiss me back sweetly where nobody goes ill have my way come hell or high water ill play all i like for im lucifers daughter my wings may be black my lips are blood red each night ill come back to visit your bed

Notes From The Underground
When I first got involved in online communities like CT, myspace, etc, it really was all about friendship. It still is. I really and genuinely care about the people on my "friends" lists. And it's also a very cathartic thing for me, because I can stash all my photos, the things that are important to me, voice audition files, monologues, without cluttering my hard drive. And it keeps me out of the tavern which is always a good thing. I hate waking up with people I don't know, and while I have not done that in a long time, it's something I really don't want to deal with. Don't look so shocked. I'm as stupid as the next person, on occasion. I like to think I've gotten over that sort of thing and that I'm "above" it. And before you start thinking, "Aww...she just wants to be held..." lemme just disabuse you of that notion straightaway. I don't even like being held. I can't stand it, in fact, and I hate it so much that I am probably the only person you've ever met who has n

The Hardest Thing
When you love someone the easiest thing to say is "I love you" The hardest thing is to actually mean it When you are able to mean it when you say "I love you" The hardest thing is to say good bye When you are able to say "I love you, goodbye" The hardest thing to do is to hang up Who said love was easy The person who wasn't truely in love Whoever said "You should be able to love someone so much that you can let them go" They were right to, If you can tell someone you love them..could you love them enough to let them go? Honey, If you are reading this. I don't love you that much. But I do love you enough to keep you forever. May I keep you?

My Light Of Happiness
My spark of happiness died today. A stranger came and stole it away. Off he walked like a thief with a prize and whisled as he went. I wanted to curl up in a tight ball and sleep myself to death, but alas my love whispered my name and caressed my neck. 'Come back to me and be with me as u have been there for me', he breathed into my ear.'I'll bring back u're happiness as only a knight on a quest can do.' Out the door he strode, a man on a mission for me and only me. I crawled back down into my dark release. My soul grew smaller within, but the pain drew futher away. 'Come back to me my lovely spark of light and laughter.' I cried in my sleep. I shall wait patiently for my prince to come back with my it, because he promised and he always keeps his word.

The Things That I Need
Back to reality as complex as it seems. I know that one day, I must pursue my dreams. Temporary madness that soon will subside and once again I will be down for the ride. I will follow my heart and this vision I see. A picture thats mental and painted for me. To describe this pure vision just cannot be done but I know in the end that I will have won. I will break out of this shell I have put myself in and once thats accomplished, I wont go back again. For this is the reason that I know I will succeed. Its no longer about wants but the things that I need

Horny
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy,Use your tongue and make it nasty!!

The Peak Of Passion
sit here in my garden on a warm summer night Gazing up at the clear sky dotted with stars Trying you chase away the deep loneliness With the presence of those twinkling stars Among them I see one larger than the rest Blinking and bouncing from place to place Or is it winking at this lonely desolate man? As I trace the route of this winking star With my delirious dark searching eyes Of a sudden I see an unbelievable vision A beautiful woman clad in pink transparent Nightgown braided with golden laces Standing at her bedroom window Looking up at the clear night skies longing Is she seeing the same winking star I see As I wonder it dawns on me pleasantly She is the one I love with all my heart Her flaming red hair flowing sweetly Reminds me of her passion filled Emerald green eyes always taunting A teasing smile on her pouting rosy lips Proud chin and beautiful lady neck Just above those white round mounds With their peeks of ever hardened rosebuds My body tr

Dulce Et Decorum Est
Another poem by that great war poet Wilfred Owen, it is an honour to fight for ones country an d beliefs..there is in my mind no honour in death, just the waste of a brave person. If death comes from fighting..then is the death honourable. There is no honour in tearing apart those who put their beliefs and love for home and country from the peace of your easy chair. There is no honour in being a fireside critic. On the contrary..there is nothing but dishonour and shame for those who with no experience or the slightest wish to acknowledge the sacrifice of others in order that the dishonoured can exult in their dishonourable activities. WILFRED OWEN Dulce et Decorum Est - best known poem of the First World War DULCE ET DECORUM EST Bent double, like old beggars under sacks, Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge, Till on the haunting flares2 we turned our backs And towards our distant rest3 began to trudge. Men marched asleep. Many had lo

The Fine (adult)
"Got five hundred bucks to pay the fine?" The sudden musical voice brought me out of my reverie. I looked up right into the laughing eyes of a beautiful police woman. For a minute there, I did not understand. Then comprehension struck me as I looked at my cigarette. Smoking is prohibited in public places and here I am sitting in a small tea shop smoking. I had come to this town earlier in the evening to hand over some important papers to a client. He was a older man and his wife the lady was very kind and forced me to stay for dinner. I had not smoked for a long time respecting their age and not wanting to smoke in front of them and offend them. When I came out of their place I looked for a place and found this small tea shop. No one was there and I was alone. I had a hot cup of strong tea and then lit a cigarette. My mind was elsewhere and I did not see this police woman come in. Reluctantly I pulled my purse out and counted five hundred rupee bills and offered it to her

Double Face
I used to hate doing this nor I want to do this. Sadly in this world most always you has to have double face. No matter what your real feelings to the particular person put your best face on them. You never know (God forbid) you need them one day or worst they can make your life miserable such as they become your superior or know someone that can screw you on later day. Sucks huh yeah who said life is fair anyway!!! Best I can do is put up neutral face and try to get a better friend than the person so instead I can screw them hehehehe...

I Love Being A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't

For All Those That Come To See Me...
... I'm sorry if I don't respond or talk to you guys... I'm still working with dial up internet and it takes forever to do much here without, but as soon as I'm up to date with my connection I will start working keep up with everyone.. Much Love Ya - Joey

Kisses Xxx
There are many types of kisses,... a stolen kiss,for a damsel in distress A kiss from A friend,...---just a friend. or a kiss on the hand,or on top of your head a first kiss in the rain,or a Christmas or New Years kiss---take me to the mistletoe, or a kiss sweeter than wine perhaps a french kiss kisses hold magic,... "And one kiss is all it takes." XXX

Here's Mine, What's Yours
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Posted Some New Images
...taken by my new camera. Richard got me this cute hot pink digital Fuji camera and I love it! Just posted them in "My personal Album". Mostly they're of my cats but I allowed a pic or two of me slip through. :-O Enjoy!!! XOXO, Tina

Flat Liners...
FLAT LINERS... WOTS A FLAT LINER? I WAS TALKING TO MY MOM THE OTHER DAY... SHE WAS ASKING ME IF I EVER NOTICED HOW SOME PEOPLE ARE SMARTER THEN OTHERS AND I GOT TO THINKING I SAID YES... SEE A FLAT LINER IS SOME ONE WHO HAS NEVER HAD MORE THEN 1 LIFE... YOU KNOW WOT I MEAN? ITS LIKE THIS I HAVE 2 SISTERS AND I'M THE OLDFEST THE ONE UNDER ME THAT IS 19IS IN COLLAGE TO BE A FRANSIC SCIENINTIST! SHE CAN STUDY ALL NIGHT AND WORK ALL DAY SIMPLE AS THAT I BELIVE THAT SHE MIGHT JUST BE ON HER 11TH LIFE. AS FOR ME I FEEL LIKE I'M ON MY 4TH OR 5TH SEE I'M AN ARTEST A STARVING ARTIST I MIGHT ADD I HAVENT YET BEEN DISCOVERED WHEN IT COMES TO STUDYING ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO DO. I DID GO TO COLLAGE IT WAS THE ART INSTITUTE OF PHOENIX I WENT TWICE DROPPED OUT TWICE BECAUSE OF DRUGS AND GANGS AND WOT NOT ALSO BECAUSE I WENT FOR GRAPHIC DESIGN AND REALLY FOUND OUT LATER ID RATHER BE A MURAL ARTIST. AND BECAUSE WHEN I WENT THEY WERE TEACHING ME STUFF THAT I ALREADY KNEW. I BELIVE I WILL GO BACC SOONER O

It's A Good Thing We're Wearing Wetsuits
I'm not sure where the whole day went...I know I didn't do a whole lot with it. I received my first letter from one of the grad schools I applied to. I was accepted into Geneva. It's one of my back-up schools so hopefully the other letters will be good news. Always wear your pieces of flare.

Tomrrow Noon Is Time Is Up Then Cleaning Time
KK here is who needs to tell me if they wnat to stay or go by Sunday Noon my time Mt. ok here it goes the list: Josh BigB Ainomiadue trooper hardcorelife Irish sins slave Rx8bear thickmamilover cajun2346 damien1363 sxxmnn skitch playa1032 bored and horney sweetbisuga lostsoul illiniguy sethchaos skuuubasteve thatreddrummerguy big daddy i like ur pants around ur feet rmac luvbuttbig swabs goldnoldn mandymanic suzi q big dog F#*kload 477835 kit heavens angel I dont hafta fan ur not that fine slayer999 Johnny xxxadxxx bygdaddy fat sonny crzysmity211 vampire romance get speces,wer speces Jay Little Dick tom tom Patrick Donovan marbroman1991 waterhead69 Josh one shot one kill Mr ben Swingset ctexastornado silver raven fire Dave Synapse Slick vic vega bedazzled deb austin Krissy so very greatful bestbounceer dopple antrioncnsty wolfwlker dj ice 69 circus keith tatto lancelot

~~life In The United States~~
Jack was sitting on the plane getting ready to depart for New Orleans when a guy took the seat beside him. The guy was awfully pale, his hands were shaking and he was moaning with fear. "What's the matter?" Jack asked. "I've been transferred to New Orleans, there's crazy people there. They've got lots of shootings, gangs, race riots, drugs and the highest crime rate." Jack replied, "I've lived in New Orleans all my life. It's not as bad as the media says. Find a nice home, go to work, mind your own business, enroll your kids in a nice school and it's as safe as anywhere in the world." The guy relaxed and stopped shaking and said, "Oh, thank you. I've been worried to death. But if you live there and say it's OK, I'll take your word for it. What do you do for a living?" "Me?" said Jack. "I'm a tail gunner on a Budweiser truck."

God Of Thunder, Rock And Roll {erotic Story}
God of Thunder © 2004 – PennWritre "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" she asked, swirling on her barstool while Clint grinned at her from behind the tap. "It means what it means," he teased aloofly. "You're a guy's girl, Dali, always have been." She studied him for a minute as he poured her whiskey sour into a Collins glass and hooked a lime slice on the rim. It was hard to tell when Clint was kidding. His full lips were always twisted into a naughty leer - it was simply his customary air. "I own a flower shop and I am in a quilting club," she defended her femininity staunchly while sipping her drink and giving him a wink to indicate it was perfectly blended. "How exactly am I a guy's girl?" He chuckled as he drew a Michelob for a guy down the bar. "I didn't say you were only into guy stuff. You've got plenty of woman in you. But, face facts, kiddo, you are totally a guy's girl. You know your classic rock and classic cars - you quote football stats better than ha

Please Read If Your Wondering Where I Am!!
Heyy... Im getting my computer fixed So i wont have it until like FRIDAY!! Sucks I know, so i wont be on here much!! I will miss ya all, but please dont forget to come vote for meee and leave lots of comments! Thank you!! Click and Comment!!!

New & Shiny
Well here it is, my first Cherry Tap blog post. Shiny. So far I am having a great time on the tap.. meeting people and earning points. The people here are so damn friendly. On Myspace I can go weeks between any goram comments, here I got more comments than mypsace my first HOUR. Not counting Shoni, who I know in real life, I have collected a freind and a fan. It makes me feel all glowy inside. This place is definatly good for my ego. I am sure I will have posts of more substance later, just wanted to get the ball rolling.

Damn...
well not knowing what would happen in basic I decided to cut my hair. My once down to the middle of my back hair is now up to my shoulders....yeah it seems really weird but at least this way it looks good. so yeah now my hair is really short. i aint had my hair this short since enth grade:(

Masons
Well, I figured I share with my fellow cherries some masons in history. So i created a photo spot just 4 them. Check it out you may or may not know a few. Ill be adding as much as possible and i implore my brothers to help as well. Already got a few listed!

Im New
Hello to all, my name is rick chaney, my friends call me rick james though because im a pimp, lol. well im here to meet some new people guys and girls. but if your a cute female then you need to hit me up like right now cause rick james is lonely, lol. well people peace out.

Turn Back Time
If I could go and turn back time, I wouldnt be who I am. Im strong because the hands dont reverse. My past made me a man. Ive made a lot of mistakes and choices but still I dont regret. Ive survived so much in my very own life and still I dont break a sweat. The story of time is so cunfusing like cells and atoms and all the fusing. Some may even find it amusing. The story of time can leave so much bruising. So Im glad and Im sad for the past that Ive faced. Its made me much stronger today. And bit by bit I chip at the past until it finally breaks away.

Loyal
How loyal are you? To whom is your loyalty lies? I think loyal is soooo overated. Esp. when it comes to your employee. Employee in my opinion is the last thing on earth that deserve your loyalty including those blood sucker high up in the air nose bosses! They dont care about you at all. So what should you care about them too? It's 2 way street. If they can treat you right I suggest try hard to move on before too late!

Stupid People... I Swear... Life Goes On!!!
OK PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE YOU DUMB PEOPLE OUT THERE DONT SAY YOU AINT CAUSE WELL MOST OF YOU ARE... WOT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL ITS LIKE THIS... ALL OF YOU ARE DUMB!!! IIGHT I WAS TALKING TO MY HOMMIE... I TOLD HIM TO HONK THE HORN "DA, DA, DA, DA ,DA" AND THEN WAIT FOR SOMEONE TO GO "DA, DA" YADAMEAN? NO ONE DID IT... I SWEAR YOU ALL ARE SO STUCC ON YOURSELF ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. I TELL YOU IF I WAS DRIVING AND SOMEONE DID THAT I WOULD "DA, DA" MY HORN IN A SECOND... BUT MOST OF YOU WOULDEN'T... NOW THESE ARE THE TYPE OF PEOPLE I HATE... YOU ALL GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS FOR EXAMPLE... IF YOUR BF/GF BREAKS UP WITH YOU SURE ITS SAD FOR A DAY BUT DON'T SIT THERE AND CRY ABOUT IT FOR LIKE EVER CAUSE REALLY THE REASON THEY BROKE UP WITH YOU WAS FOR A DUMB REASON ANYWHO, SO FUCC IT... LIFE GOES ON... WHILE YOU WERE DWELLING IN YOUR BREAK UP YOUR FRIENDS WERE IN NEED OF YOU AND FRANKLY ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT WERNT YOUR FRIENDS WOULD STILL LOVE TO HAVE HAD THE CHANCE TO JUST HAVE SOMEONE...

Why Im Not Here
Helo all Just wanted to say hi. I have not been on here latly because im getting ready for the disc Golf season and trying to find sponsos for upcoming tournaments. I'll try to be back online soon.

The Party
The Party By JenJo & Rick Hank had promised to take Jen to a party. She had a sexy little black dress to wear that fitted her voluptuous body like a glove, like she was poured into it. The dress highlighted and clung to her large breasts. Her carefully applied make-up highlighted Jen’s sexy hazel eyes. Her curly brown hair was soft and wavy and pretty. The party was crowded with people milling about all the time. Sometimes couples would disappear for awhile. “The upstairs has got bedrooms for the guests, so they can grab a quickie if they want.” “Helluva party,” exclaimed Jen. “Hey, there’s Lance and his date,” said Hank. “You remember, don’t you Jen; I’ve talked about Lance a lot. . . . Hey, Lance.” Lance waved and came over to the couple. Lance had a voluptuous redhead on his arm, and Jen secretly compared her tits with the redhead’s. Jen won hands down (or perhaps she should say hands up—she giggled). Lance introduced his date to Hank and Jen. “Th

The Phantom
The phantom Hiding behind a mask of despair Breathing cold dark moist air A symphony of love lost Which only I can hear Ivory keys in which I touch A riff upon a lovers thrust Blinded by my deformities An outcast that they fear The beauty in which the others will not see Underneath my skin it shall be Looking in the broken mirrors Upon my organs veneer by candle light I do play A red rose to give her some day! Scott baker

O Jesus Make It Stop
Siegfried Sassoon was another war poet. From a gentle family he was also a soldier, who fought in the war. His words perhaps have a poignancy because of that. Whoever thinks that soldiers want to go to war, to kill, to maim?. They are like us, humans who nevertheless put themselves forward so that we may enjoy freedom. Before the soldier is lambasted ...think a little, even you who seem to take great delight in condemnation...from the comfort of you r fireside chair, your social security/welfare cheque, from the freedom so dearly bought for us by those you so easily condemn. First look upon your own reflection before you cast even a pebble or mote of sand. Attack (from The Old Huntsman) AT dawn the ridge emerges massed and dun In the wild purple of the glow'ring sun, Smouldering through spouts of drifting smoke that shroud The menacing scarred slope; and, one by one, Tanks creep and topple forward to the wire. The barrage roars and lifts. Then, clumsily bowed W

Where Is Everyone Tonight ?
Ok where the hell is everyone tonight?......did everyone go to sleep or what ? are you all just sitting there comatose at your PC ?.....come on people, rate photos, rate stashes, rate profiles.........upload photos, add to your stashes, something pleaseee CT has been quiet on my end for over 3 hours, thast just not right!!!!!!

The Pool, After Hours {erotic Story}
The Pool, After Hours PennWritre © 2006 ---Fort Walton Beach, Florida… -Business trip meetings Wow, one more day of these meetings to go. Geez, I need to find Lori and tell her to get out of here for the afternoon, there is no sense in both of us sitting though the admin meetings after lunch. “Ah, there you are, Lori. I don’t think you are needed here this afternoon, shy don’t you get out of here, and go do some shopping, I know how much you enjoy that. Hmmm, in fact, why don’t you stop by the Holiday Inn and see if Dee wants to go with you. Tell her I’ll be back after 5 and we can work out dinner then.” Great idea, Jakob, I’m outta here!” As Lori give me a hug and walks off to her car. I manage to stay awake through the afternoon, and finally head back to the hotel. When I get back to the room, I find the note from Dee, that she is out with Lori and might be a bit late getting back. It suggests giving her a call and she can pick up dinner on the way back. Wow that sou

Friends Among Us....
i don't know how many of u actually talk to some of the people on your lists...i have some i talk to on the phone and online almost everyday...those of u that i do that with, i have a fondness for u and appreciate ur friendship.

Fluff And Tuff
ok darkness gone now... so for those who are a little scared of being dark here is a fluffy one for you... Watch me as i dance sing and twirl long flowing hair thank god im a girl i love you at sunrise and at sunset my hearts all a flutter and on that u can bet i will love you so sweetly till the end of time a constant smile on my face because you are mine see im not all dark. hehehehehehehehehehehe

Live Life To Its Fullest
ME AGAIN LOL ON A SERIUOSE THINKING THINK THIS IVE SEEN PEOPLE TAKE THERE LAST BREATH SEEN PEOPLE HURTING, SEEN ABUSEIVENESS UPON EACH OTHER, SEEN DEPRESSION AT ITS FULLEST,SEEN LITTLE CHILDREN WITH SEVERE DEPRESSION ALREADY IN THEIR LIVES , ALL I GOT TO TYPE IS LIVE LIFE,SMILE,EVEN IF EVERYTHINGS AWFULL ,LOOK UP AND SMILE CLOSE YOURE EYES AND TAKE A DEEP BREATH, TAKE TIME FOR YOURESELF TOO BUT CARE FOR OTHERS EVEN IF THERE THE MOST USELESS THING YOU KNOW ,JUST THINKING THATS ALL FOLKS LOVE CITTY

Teaching The Teacher
Teaching The Teacher "Oh, Baby... you make me sooo horny when you move your body like that." "Do you like my body?" She wore a tight black leather skirt that hugged her ass so tightly you could almost make out her neatly trimmed pubic hairs naked against the skirt. Her hands were cupping ample breasts bound inside a black stretch top as her hips gyrated enticingly. Her magnificence stretched the cotton to its limit. "More than life itself!" Her breasts were a good size. They would feel very good in my hands when I squeezed them. I was very hard. The way she looked at me made me light headed as all the blood rushed into my engorged cock. It was getting difficult to think clearly when she began to walk toward me while her eyes locked on mine. She had a predatory look on her face. High heels and tight black leather make a lethal combination. "How are you doing down there?" She asked as her right hand fondled my crotch through the blue jeans. "Can't you tell?"

You Get Da Sex Bunny
YOU GET DA SEX BUNNY!! `;;;;;;;;._______________;;;;;;;` ;;;;;;;;;;;:_____________, :;;;;;;;;;` `:;;;;;;;;;;;`;__________, :;;;;;;;;;;;` _ `:;;;;;;;;;;;`, , _______, :;;;;;;;;;;;` ___`:;;;;;;;;;;;;_______, ;;;;;;;;;;;;: ____.`:;;;;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;;;;` _______`:;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;: ___________`:;;;;., .;;;;;; ______.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____.;;;;;D`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _____`:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _______`.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ___________.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;. ____(`*. (`*. .*) .* ) Ok This Is The Sex Bunny If You Recieve This Bunny That Means Your Fuckin Sexy If You Get This Back That Means Your Even Sexier Pass This Bunny On To 10 Of Your Friends, If You Fail You Will Be Cursed With 10 Years Of Bad Sex

How Stupid Can You Be ???
Have you noticed how stupid and frustrating some reporters and commentators can be? Example ~~ a man has a bad car crash, he struggles to climb out of the twisted wreck and falls to the ground... a reporter runs over and says " tell me sir , how did it feel to hit that concrete wall at 90mph" would the obvious need to be said... aahhh ..it fuckin hurt... what'd ya think !!!.. Which leads me to the Bud shoot out.... I was pissed before it even started.. I went to a web site to find out the start time.. it stated 8:30... oh really !!! dahhh would that be eastern, central, mountain, or pacific time zone. just a wealth of info there!!!.. Pre race interviews 5 minutes before the start of the race, they ask Junior about his relations with DEI... What an idiot.. I laughed when Junior told him "I don't want to talk about that..lets talk about the race" The look he gave him said it all... YOU FRIGGIN IDIOT !! I used to race and before you climb in the car you don't want to hear or

First Taste Of Passion
It has been one year, Four months, and four days Since you became my boyfriend. Ironically, today is my birthday. I'm lying here, so scared that you can tell I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. Your eyes and lips are giving different instructions. You say just to do what comes naturally But your eyes tell me exact directions to get there. Exactly sixteen years ago I was born. Is it quite possible you don't know what you're doing, either? Your lips find mine for a sweet, blissful kiss as The whole of me trembles under your touch. So soft, smooth, slipping over my flesh As I gasp for breath. You hold me so near as if you're Afraid I'll fly away Out of your reach Away from your grasp No one is home Except the two of us You are here to take me to The party that was supposed to be A surprise. I knew all along, but my parents should Have known not to let you come to get me My party dress is lying on the floor Along with what you were wearing Almost ripped fr

Never
Never have I seen your face Still, your eyes are known to my mind Dark and burning through my life Filled with lust and fire Never have I heard your voice But it whispers your song in my ear In perfect harmony To a lonely ballad Never have I kissed your lips Though I feel their velvet touch The dew they place upon my mouth Hot breath mixed with my own Never have I felt your caress Yet my skin knows your touch Your pressing urgency makes Flesh quiver and muscles twitch Never have I known you Still, every night as darkness closes my eyes Beside me there you are My love, my fantasy

Just Something I Wrote -2
As we lay in the soft grass,we hear foot steps headed right for us. Neither of us moves we just lay there. As the foot steps get nearer to us we shiver. We look up, there he is,tall,with dark hair.We look at him ,he looks at us and smiles.We pull him down to us. We make him as naked as us. You start to nibble on his left ear and I start to nibble on his right ear. Then we kiss his warm neck and play a little with his nipples.We switch around a bit,making sure not to stop with the soft teasing of him. As you slip down to his tummy, I keep teasing his neck and nipples with my hot lips. You come back up,we kiss then we both kiss him. We do another switch and you let him slip his hot wet tongue,int your dripping hot little box. As you slip your hot wet tongue into my hot little box. We shiver as the storms break.We glaze each other. We switch around once again. As he teases my nipples and I lick your sweet juices off of his lips. Yous slip your hot wet mouth down his hard dick. You pick up

Is Your Penis Small?
Hahahahahaha great email,Just got it too. Fucking spam shit. Anyways,Doing my layout for Myspace,Its going to be kinky :]]] Or wutever. I wish Alex would talk to me but he wont so wutever. Be working on my LAYOUT! C ya. BITCHES =^-^= [[P.S. I have a M0nster for later]] Hehe yummeh

Wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
um...yea i'm so PO'd right now. Why the hell did someone flag one of my pics as NSFW. only one of them should be, but i marked it that way. this pic was rainbow in the background and it said bisexual pride. wtf? who the hell is ignorant enough to flag it as nsfw? if you don't like gay or bisexual people then get the fuck off my page! gggrrr

Awesome Song... You Chould Check It Out... Wether By The Who, Or Limp Bizkit
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies [Chorus:] But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through [Chorus] Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4] No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies [Chorus] No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes.

A Little About Me
Are you a Health Freak:Not all the time!!!Do you get along with your Parents:I love my mom......she is my very best friend.....Do you like Thunderstorms:MMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!do I have to answer that?? Romantic...EXOTIC......do I have to say anymore?Do you play an Instrument:I play a little......don't know more that mary had a little lamb, but the piano is so beautiful.In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:oh yesIn the past month have you Smoked:ever dayIn the past month have you been on Drugs:not in a while actually!In the past month have you gone on a Date:unfortunately I haven't been on a date in about 38 months...In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes....got pics taken with my cousin and my son.In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:I think a box is an understatement....I love oreos.In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YUCK!!!!!In the past month have you been on Stage:

12 Days Of Valentines
I got this at a Valentine's Party/Dinner I went to at Church tonight. This is sung to tune of 12 Days of Christmas. 12 Days of Valentine's On the _____ Day of Valentine's my TRUE LOVE gave to me: 1 balloon that says "I Love You" 2 special coupons 3 Love songs 4 sheets of love poems 5 terms of endearment 6 chocolate candy hearts 7 beautiful flowers 8 heart shaped cookies 9 bottled messages 10 million reasons why he /she loves me 11 Hershey hugs and kisses 12 ways to say " I'm yours FOREVER"

Greater Love
Tell me, what greater love has a person than that they lay down their life for home and country. The poetry is by Wilfred Owen, written about what was called the Great War. There is no greatness in war, only in the people that go there to ensure our freedom and our liberty. Wilfred was a Brit, writing mostly about what he saw, but these words relate to any warrior (male or female) of any country who go out there and put their lives on the line...for whom?..for us. We live in times where ordinary warfare has been in part replaced by terrorism, but this is just war of another kind, cowardly, dastardly hiding in anonymity. Destroying civilians, people who are going about their every day business. Women, men, children, no respect for age, sex or belief. I give my thanks, small though they be fo rthose who still stand up and put themselves in the front line in order that I and my children may live in a world. Comments welcome. (PS: yes, I am ex military and from a family proud to have fou

Devotional For 2/10/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler To some, power is domination, ruling anything defenseless. But that isn't power, it is abuse, and abuse is cowardly. Abuse takes advantage where it can, always pretending to be the victim, but looking for the opportunity to overpower. Forget the idea that power is from the world. Whole worlds have been changed in minutes. Power that was bold and bragging can suddenly be a whimper. Empires have crashed and those that caused so much misery have deflated like balloons. Real power is not nigvnhdiha, which is understood by the Cherokee to be put on. It is from an inner source, characteristically calm, like a great river that flows smoothly but drives huge cities with energy. A single drop of water seems powerless and takes the way of least resistance, but joined to all the others, it has force. One person may seem inadequate to change anything, but united with others, can change anything. ~ The red man must leave the land of his y

Patriotism
This particular blog might upset some people, so I'm warning you in advance. I hope that you will read through it thoroughly, and think about what I'm saying, and not simply attack me. Skipping to the last paragraph, in this case, is probably not wise, even if I am a trifle long-winded. The dictionary defines patriotism as "devoted love, support, and defense of one's country; national loyalty." But what really defines patriotism, in the end? The support of the government? Or the support of the essential beliefs upon which a country was founded? Because honestly, whenever the war in Iraq comes up, I'm always deeply disturbed by comments that people make. That if you do not support the war in Iraq, you are attacking the soldiers. That saying that our government lied to us, that the war in Iraq is an irresponsible one, is somehow being unpatriotic, and is a failure to "support our troops." I even read an extremely disturbing comment on a mum -- a man said he was going go r

Hannibal Rising Review
I saw the movie today with my husband, mom, and brother, and it was KICKASS!!!! It deviated slightly from the book, [which I read as soon as I heard about the movie], like at the beginning, Hannibal when he is at the orphanage, never escaped the basement, but the guy he stabbed with the fork took him into his shed and was going to beat him, and he almost did until Hannibal's Uncle came and got him. In the movie, Hannibal walked to his uncle's castle and his uncle's wife said he passed away a year before, but in the book, he was picked up by his uncle and he died a year after Hannibal moved in. But for the most part it stuck to the book, and the movie was exactly how I pictured it in my head reading the book, which was cool. They left one crucial part out near the end, one of the ways Hannibal found a war criminal was they stole paintings from his family's castle and sold them on the black market, and he tracked Grentz down by that method. But I give this film 2 thumbs up,

Starting And Ending Dates..
the sexiest man w/o a shirt contest will start on feb 11th at 12pm Central Time. this contest will run 7 days and will end on Feb. 18th at 12 am...please dont forget to comment bomb and promote ur own contest... ill send u all ur link and u take care of ur own.. good luck to all ~sarah

Venting
This is more of a blog for myself just to get it off my chest ..I've been dealing with a lot of at home stressers .. and just feel the need to do a Virtual Melt down . Ive come to realize some things well more of .. I really gave them Thought .. when we're younger we dont think of what we're doing to ourselves .. thinking we're never going to die .and all that depressive shit .. that i wont go into here . I Realize now that I should have loved myself for who and What I am .. instead of beating my body to hell .. I let other peoples opinions of me .. matter ..I spent countless days and nights binging and purging .. hating myself .. crying .. why ?? trying to make someone else happy .. because i wasnt the weight that they wanted me to be .. ..Well FUCK you I say now . Fuck you I took my fist drag of a Ciggy at age 7 .. like an ass I watched my parents ..and sibblings smoke and thought it made them cool .. now I battle daily to quit I've starved myself for weeks on e

Dave
There was this girl That loved this man She’d give her blood To hold his hand Till he left her cold And moved away She died inside And withered She decayed The love she felt She shoved inside So deep To never see the light And then this girl As she cried at night Found a boy to make it right She held him close She held him tight She’s loved many boys But was in love with one man He found her one day As she was sitting on the bed The phone rang And she bowed her head The feelings she buried Came back to life And those old dreams Of becoming his wife Resurfaced The love she felt never went away But this girl had a boy, Instead of this man And this girl couldn’t choose Who should hold her hand? A soul is transformed when you let someone in The love you feel will never end She hates to hurt them The boy and the man And to hurt either Will be her end

Mmm....let Me Think
drowning in sorrow needing relief i cut till i bleed a crimson so sweet a darkness that enters white heat taking my pain let it wash over like soft falling rain droplets of blood fall to the floor i watch as i bleed till i cant stand it no more Anger takes hold and changes my soul no innocence left im scarred so im told so dark i will stay in my sorrow ill drown paint my face happy wear the mask of a clown while inside i die a little more each day my blood keeps me safe and my demons at bay

Hey U!
I have added alot of new pics in the last few days. Cum check them out rate and comment them....plz All the new ones r from the Go Colts album and down there is not that many other than the Colts album....cum pop my cherries...ummmm

How Do You Know?
Two friends I had. One I loved beyound my own life and the other I loved as a sister. Two tales they told and neither tale a truth. Why lie and break my heart I will never know as neither talks to me. I didn't want to do it but I did fall in love. An all consuming love that took all desire away for anything else life has to give. I know I am older than him but I thought love would be blind to age if it is true. He spoke words of love but I think he only did that to conquer a new quest and once conquered he lost his thrill. He worked women up with his words of passion and when he was worked up he picked one and got his kicks; or so it seemed to me. I feel used and I hate feeling this way. I married and was used, once for the challendge of popping a cherry the second was for the quest and it turned into a sex slave and if I wasn't ready or willing I must want someone else. THE last could careless about sex or me. I have yet to figure out why he married me becasue

Memory Lane
I stumbled on this photograph It kinda made me laugh It took me way back Back down memory lane I see the happiness... I see the pain Where am I... back down memory lane I see us standing there Such a happy happy pair Love beyond compare look-a-there look-a-there The way you held me... no one could tell me That love would die... why oh why Did I have to find this photograph Thought I had forgot the past But now I'm slippin' fast Back down memory lane I feel the happiness... I feel the pain Here am I... back down memory lane I'm in the sunshine... I'm in the rain I don't wanna go traveling down Faster than the speed of sound Back down memory lane Be still my foolish heart Don't let this feelin' start Back down memory lane I don't wanna go... save me save me

Amazing What Memories A Song Gives You
i started to listen to this song .. not only did it take me down memory lane but it reminded me of how things have changed and how the friends i had in the past are gone .. but that is what happens .. some do stay behind though and they are awesome friends to have and i am sure you all out there have experenced that one way or another ..i guess the point i am getting at is keep the close friends by yourside don't let your heart or anyone else try to take it away .. i can't change who i am but everyone of my friends are special in there own way love them too.. ok enough with the babbling lol must go take care all

Department Of Youth
We're in trouble all the time you read about us all in the papers We walk around and bump into walls a blind delegation yeah And we ain't afraid of high power we're bullet proof And we've never heard of Eisenhower missile power justice or truth We're the department of youth your new department of youth Aah ah we're the department of youth just me and youth We talk about this whole stupid world and still come out laughing ha ha We never make any sense but hell that never mattered But we'll make it through our blackest hour we're living proof And we've never heard of Billy Sunday Damon Runyon manners or Couth We're the department of youth your new department of youth Aah ah we're the department of youth just me and youth We got department of youth the new department of youth We got department of youth the new department of youth We got department of youth aah ah we got the power We got department of youth aah ah we got the power who's got the power we We got department

Remembering Those Less Fortunate Then Us??!!
((*THE MAKING OF USA4AFRICA*))((*THIS IS SOMETHING THAT ALWAYS INSPIRES AND SADENS ME*)) PLEASE BE UPSTANDING AND SHOW YOUR RESPECTS TO THOSE WHO ARE LESS FORTUNATE THEN ME/YOU/AND US...!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME IN WATCHING/VIEWING THIS BLOG CARLO AKA LUVSLONDON!!!((*UK's VERY OWN BAND AID ALSO TOOK/TAKES PART IN THIS AND IS STILL FIGHTING VERY HARD SO THAT WE CAN ALL OVERCOME THIS ABSOLUTELY INJUSTICE OF HUMAN LIFE BEING TAKEN FROM THIS WORLD WHEN THERE IS ABSOLUTELY "NO NEED"..PLEASE SHOW YOUR RESPECTS WHEN YOU CAN TO THESE PEOPLE AND GIVE WHAT YOU CAN/WHEN YOU CAN!*))((*BAND AID*))

Angst, Anger, And Symmetry.
I hate the internet. And I love the internet. There are two side to every story. They seem to conflict. But really they do not. In a nutshell it is all angst, anger, and symmetry. I loved a man. So very deeply. I would have died for him. In fact, a part of me did. He loved me. And I believe he felt the same. But a moment of insecurity made him ask me to do something that I could never do and will not abide. So, now it is over and we are both hurt. Strangly symbiotic isn't it? Here's to broken hearts. And, to lessons learned.

Hottest Cherry Contest Now Open
Come on and Vote for your Favorite Cherry In the Hottest Cherry Contest, the winners will get: 1st Place will get a Corvette 2nd Place will get a Tropical Vacation 3rd Place will get to Silver Motorcycle Get those votes in for your favorite Cherry The winners in all will also get a tag pic made as well. Update: do to the 3rd place winner in the girls contest getting less than 2000 comments she will get diamond earrings. and for the guys the prizes are 1st place gets a rolex 2nd place gets a mens ring 3rd Place gets a mens bracelet Thank you all for entering the contest. ~Devil In Cuffs~@ CherryTAP

Another Genius Calls Me
I had another one yesterday. Geez people are amazing you know. An elderly lady called the dealership and said she "heard" where Kia had $8000 in rebate and 0% on a Kia Sorento. After I told her it was $4000 in rebate, and told her that I just looked at www.kia.com and that found out. She huffed and scoffed. Then asked me what was her trade in really worth, over the phone just give her an idea. She wouldn't hold me to it, since I would need to see it. Well shit, we all know where that one is going. No matter what I say it will not be good enough, and if it is a wild guess out of the blue you can bet the farm she would hold me to it. So I told her about www.kbb.com (kelly blue book) and that would give us a good guide, but not be exact. I asked her why was she wanting to get out of her 2006 Buick Lecrosse with only 11,000 miles on it so soon? She began telling me her mother died and how she is the executor of the will. And her brother lives in N.C. and she doesn't want to ship a bench/

Some Things To Think About...
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God - He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get bus

Thanks
I just wanted to say THANKS ALOT to who ever made my primary pic NSFW. Thanks to you i had to change it from being my primary photo and there wasnt nothing even really bad about it.. Jealously is a bitch!!

Every Woman Has A Name
You were so beautiful Like a child so young and full of life Seems a hundred years ago You saw everything So much more tragedy than good You even watched the world grow cold And even when your world was shakin' Even when your breath was taken Even when your blue eyes turned to gray Small town debutantes and queens Every woman has a name Cocktail waitresses with dreams Every woman has a name And every girl whose love survives A broken heart to stay alive You signed your picture in the frame Every woman has a name You had your love affair Some were perfect but most of them were pain Seems a hundred years ago It took you to the highest hill Left you standing frozen in the rain But you still feel the afterglow And even when your world was shakin' Even when your breath was taken Even when your blue eyes turned to gray Housewives cryin' on the phone Every woman has a name Sacred sisters all alone Every woman has a name And even on the coldest day When

Corpsmen Lost
For the second time, a corpsman that I was acquainted with was killed in Iraq. The first was several years ago, but Hospital Corpsman First Class Gilbert Minjares from 2D Marine Air Wing was killed three days ago, along with a young corpsman names Hospitalman Manuel Ruiz in a CasEvac (Casualty Evacuation) helicopter crash. This was, to the best of my knowledge, the first time people have been killed while performing CasEvac missions during Operation Iraqi Freedom. I know there have been other injuries (Including one of my friends while I was in Iraq in 2004), but I don't think we have lost anyone up until now. Earlier in the week, another young corpsman named Hospitalman Matthew Conte was killed while operating with the Marines. Numerically, there are not many corpsmen killed, due to several factors: our training, our Marines, and the fact that there are only thirty-some-odd thousand of us serving. Please give these men a thought while you're going through your day.

This Is The Life!
Take the world Shake and stir And that's what I got goin' on I throw my cares up in the air And I don't think they're comin' down Yeah, I love how it feels right now This is the life! Hold on tight! And this is the dream It's all I need! You never know where you'll find it And I'm gonna take my time, yeah I'm still getting it right This is the Life Takin' in a whole new scene And I'm swimming with a new crowd (crowd) Breakin' down the old four walls And building them up from the ground I love how it feels right now This is the life! (life!) Hold on tight! (hold on, hold on!) And this is the dream! (dream!) It's all I need! (hold on!) You never know where you'll find it And I'm gonna take my time yeah. And I'm still getting it right This is the life Gonna follow my own lead, yeah! Kick back and feel the breeze! Nothing but the blue sky! As far as I can see! This is the life Hold on tight! And this is the dream! It's all I need! You never know

Just Like A Star!
Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, You've got this look i can't describe, You make me feel like I'm alive, When everything else is au fait, Without a doubt you're on my side, Heaven has been away too long, Can't find the words to write this song, Oh.,.. Your love, Still i wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, I have come to understand, The way it is, It's not a secret anymore, 'cause we've been through that before, From tonight I know that you're the only one, I've been confused and in the dark, Now I understand, I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, I wonder why i

Ultimate Female Joke
ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE It has long been contended that there are male jokes and there are female jokes, and there are unisex jokes. Here is a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along to a woman who will love it. A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an afterwork cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how k inky, for $20.00......on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me t

Who Am I? Who Are You? Why Are We On This Picnic?
Just finished watching the film , "Don Juan d'Marco" starring Johnny Depp and Marlon Brando. As an actress, I imagine that the hardest part for Johnny was keeping a straight face around Brando, who plays the brilliantly boring, angst-ridden doctor who must cure his patient, a kid from Queens who thinks he's Don Juan, the world's greatest lover. After I peed my pants from laughing so hard at the commercial break, I got to thinking..(Yes, this is the RUTHLESSLY honest blog section where you're going to get brutal and sometimes unpleasant insights into my character, whether you like it or not.) Anyway, I got to thinking, that the writer of the screenplay might be right: reality is a bit over-rated. My day job as a banker leaves a lot to be desired. I spend my days tracking interest rates, and chasing down mortgage programs for people that don't even want them. Hell, I don't even want a mortgage! Of all the ironies in my life these days, that has to be the most ridiculous of a

Dentist
Thursday I had a dentist appointment. I told my family I would be ok . I was justgettign two teeth pulled. Having kids takes alot out of a woman so this went bad in the back of my mouth. By the time I got to the dentist office I was already shaking like a leaf. I really didn't wotn ot do this but I new i needed to. One tooth was affectign my sinus and therefore interfering with my breathing. Once the dentist talked to me he then put me in his chair. My shaking increased. I was so scared tears were at the edge of my eyes. I was suppose to have a friend with me but I guess I pissed him off becasue I wouldn't go to his place afterwards. I didn't want to becasue ther is only ONE man I want and I wont except anyone else. The dentist held the kneedle to my mouth and before i knew it tears were coing down my checks. The crying got worse as the dentist and the hygenist whipped my eyes. I have NEVER creid like that at the dentist but I guess all that I have been thru the last

Goodbye.
i .. there are no words. months ago, jenn and i stole the cheat from jarrod. it was the last time we've seen him. we've known he's been moving to florida for a while, but knowin' j - we didn't really think he was going. tonight he called to get the cheat. he's leaving "the end of next week". but. that's not. what. i've. been told... by... everyone else. jarrod. oh jarrod. :: shakes head :: ...... what have you gotten yourself into now. letting go of friends is harder than breaking up with someone. i know once the end of next week comes i will never hear from this kid again. and if i do i'll be surprised. either situation that's going to occur - he's out of my reach. not that we're that good of friends anymore. but. it's still a disturbing thought. wow. so much has. changed. i remember ... my friendship with him forming. and .. that time of my life. i felt. would never end. ... and what i got out of it is two fold what i wanted. :: smiles and looks around :: he is i

Sex, Death And Money
When I go to the show All I see on the screen Is a stream of pure vulgarity I wrote down a note Complained for a day To the House of Representatives They laughed In my face They said Son, You're a one-in-a-million minority The name of the game Is to titillate the brain Stimulate the immorality I was so offended As I sat for three hours It was mental cruelty I was so shocked Just a little more flesh Just a little more blood Little closer to the edge A little deeper in the mud I'll never be the same Sex, death and money, sonny Makes this wicked world go round Sex, death and money It's the Gospel here in Dragontown Sex, death and money, honey Grease the wheels and make them fly Sex, death and money, sonny That is why we all are gonna fry Stuck my nose in the door Ended up on the floor In the middle of an undie show She danced on my lap A coupla hundred dollars later I was up on a morals rap I was so offended As I sat for three hours It was mental

Helping My Brother
Well today I woke up to a rainy day at 4:30 am. I went and picked up my brother to do his appointment in Sacramento, Ca. Then I took him back home after we enjoyed a nice breakfast.Now I am at home and it's still raining.

Hottest Milf Contest! Help Spread The Word!
I want to have another contest. This one is going to be a HOTTEST MILF Contest! Most comments wins. I will use rates to determine the winner if a tie occurs. Please spread the word and ask your friends if they want to join! Thanks!

An Excerpt From Chapter 3
I leaned forward to turn the radio up a bit louder as I heard one of the songs from the 80’s that I remember dancing to in my youth. It was ‘Reflex’ by Duran Duran. Oh I remember how I turned the guys on at the clubs when I was young and danced to this, including my husband before we were married. I begin to gyrate in my seat to the beat of the music and make some hand motions as if I was back on the dance floor. I picked up the hem of my skirt and began flipping it and my husband was watching me flip it and he noticed on one flip that my shaved pussy was fully exposed. I could almost feel the bulge in his pants throb as his hand squeezed the top of my left thigh even harder. His hand begins to move upwards on my newly shaved smooth thigh so slowly. I can tell he is really trying to control himself for I am sure his heart is just pounding knowing that my moist pussy in completely shaved and well exposed for his visual and touching enjoyment. I pull my skirt completely up and a

Yet More Alice
I don't drink tea Or white chablis I sit around and watch tv Don't send flowers Or take showers But I'll be there to pull your weeds Oh yeah I don't read books I don't french cook Or stroll around in galleries I hate opera I hate Oprah Don't fill my head with poetry You just want to squeeze my masculinity Why can't you leave it alone Hey, hey I ain't gonna change Hey, hey don't you love it this way Hey, hey I am what I am So please understand I'm not you fantasy man I don't do dishes And I'm suspicious Of any grown-up man who does I'm homophobic Don't do aerobics Just lay around and catch a buzz You just want to squeeze my masculinity Why can't you leave it alone Hey, hey I ain't gonna change Hey, hey don't you love it this way Hey, hey I am what I am So please understand I'm not you fantasy man Hey, hey I ain't gonna change Hey, hey don't you love me this way Hey, hey I am what I am So please understand I'm not your fantasy man You just

Ok Entrey's Still Needed For The Sodldiers Contest That Has The Amreican Flag
OK FOR ALL YOU SOLDIERS OUT THERE. THIS CONTEST IS JUST FOR YOU. > > RULES ARE: > 1. YOU MUST BE IN UNIFORM > 2. THERE MUST BE THE AMERICAN FLAG IN THE BACKROUND > > SEND ME THE LINK TO YOUR PHOTO AND IT WILL BE ENTERED. > AS SOON AS I START TO GET ENTRY'S I WILL SET THE LAST DAY TO ENTER CONTEST AND WHEN IT WILL START/END > > SEND ENTRY'S TO THE FOLLOWING LINK, JUST CLICK THE LITTLE PIC > LOVE SUCKS, SO DOES LIFE, FACE THE FACTS SOME ARE MENT TO HAVE NO ONE.@ CherryTAP >

Distance
some people dont understand or realise i have feelings to they all look at me as a puppet and they pull my strings like its doesnt hurt they do one thing to me then turn around and i take a glance over and see they are being two faced and pulling some else string deppressed, dramatic, if you wanna call me that is your choice... distance is what i pick because you would be ignoreing everyone else to0 cause of what some one else has done shit i think i need to move back to newport p.s. fuck everyone

Movin
Hello everyone, Sry we havent been by to see y'all lately. We have both been working like crazy and are getting ready to move to the great state of washington next month. We hope you all are doing well and we will be back soon :)

Re Happy Hour: Something Is Wrong With This Picture!
nymdeplume@ CherryTAP How come someone without a salute... or even a single picture... has a chance at sponsoring a happy hour???? I would think that you would have to have, at least, have a picture, wouldn't you???? Hmmmm..... That was short lived. They were on and off the happy hour sponsorship quickly.

Love Triangle
Love Triangle By JenJo Jen and Lance are in bed. They have been teasing and loving each other for hours. Jen is on top, and she is savoring the feel of Lance's big cock in her pussy. She has her legs wrapped around Lance's. Every now and then Lance flexes his shaft, which is buried to the hilt in Jen's hot, little box. Jen moans, but does not move. They hear Rick come in the other room. Lance and Jen, loving the sensations of fucking each other, do not move. The bedroom door quietly opens and Rick peeks in. "Wow," he says softly. "You look beautiful, darling, with Lance prick deep inside of you. Your eyes are closed, but a small smile plays on your lovely lips, and you murmur, "Mmmm." "Hold still," Rick says. And Jen and Lance can feel his weight as he joins them on the bed. Jen's ass is turned towards him. Rick feels Lance's cock buried in Jen's pussy. It was wet and slick. Rick kisses Jen's bum, massaging some of her and Lance's juices around Jen's golden entrance. Rick'

Please Help Me Out.....
Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day blast.. Everyone Please help.. here's the link.. Show some love .. And I'll show it right back to you!! SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Friend Requests Again...
though there are other subjects this sub-blog will cover... While I use my discretion in all cases and the policies in these blogs are closer to guidelines (but not quite)- blank, message-less requests from people I have not spoken enough with are deprecated, this counts against. I'll still consider them, but this should be obvious: if I know that little about you (and very few people actually write enough about themselves in their profile - especially now! - to work in their favor here),... really... if I have that little reason to like you (probably no reason to dislike you either- but that is not the point!)trust you with the material that only CTfriends can see (and not anyone who happens on my profile... and this is probably more important, and the reason why some conversation, a "feeling-out" of a mental sort, is important to me) then in most cases, though again not all (it's my stuff and my decision :) )- I probably won't pass the request.

Private Photos
I have three folders of private photos. Two are for friends to view. One is for family only. The family-only pictures are for my family only because I don't want the rest of you to see them. If I wanted you to see them, I would have put them in the other folders. I thought this was self-apparent. If you ask to be made family so you can see my private photos, I will remove you from my friends list. If you ask to see my private photos and make some sick comment like "incest? intrigued!" you will be blocked. Don't believe me? Just ask this guy: KC Guy@ CherryTAP

Freedom Of Religion
Most people are so narrow minded that they think christianity is the only correct religion.I feel sorry for these people because they haven't been told the truth.Judas was the one betrayed,why do you think the catholic church has hidden judas' chapter in the bible. On the other side of things we have the people of MY religion who have been persecuted and murdered over so many years by these overbearing savages in the name of a religion that is based on a LIE. I am wiccan and have learned to tolerate all who express the opinion which is theirs to express.You never hear of a wiccan priest being charged with molesting kids,or stealing from their own church and people. I have a question for all who read this.What religion did Willie Crane claim?How about John Couey?Scott Peterson?Now the question is why do all these other countries want to fight the U.S?I'll tell you,it's because we constantly elect people from a religion whose purpose is to kill every one and every thin

Anna Nicole
I had a team meeting yesterday. At the butt crack of dawn. Toward the end of my meeting, I called for a round table. We got around to one of the supervisors who works for me. She was the only one with something to say... "I'd like us to take a moment of silence in honor of Anna Nicole Smith..." I blinked. I really wasn't expecting that.

For The Love Of Under God
http://www.snopes.com/politics/business/undergod.asp Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.

Bj Guide: Fwd From Holly
A blowjob guide from Holly How to give a good blow job ;) Current mood: horny Category: Romance and Relationships One of the most honoring and sexy ways a man can be pleasured is when a woman adores his dick. A cock represents about 80% of the male ego, so if you want to make a man smile from his soul, you need to completely and thoroughly ADORE his cock. Worship his dick as if it's a fucking god! One of the BEST ways to do this is to suck it for him at any given time. When I say suck his cock, I don't mean just lightly lick it. I mean take the dick in your hand, devour it, lick it hard, suck it hard and feel it down the penis with the back of your throat. First of all, men will know if you like doing this or not, just by how you go about it. If you don't like it, he will know because the enthusiasm is not there. Be passionate about giving head, and he'll be more likely to reciprocate. Go at it with gusto and it will turn him on so incredibly that he will tell you "I just ha

A Word About Nsfw Pictures...
Lately i have seen alot of unmarked pics - I would like to kindly remind you that you MUST mark these type of pics as NSFW 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decaputations,and such. 8)Bathing suits and panty shots with spreading legs, if it looks like porn you must mark it reguardless if there is a clearly seen face or not. Thank you for supporting this Ben - Enforcer of TSB and Bouncer Trainee ©¬¥Ò¥ð¡×¢Ó¥Ø¥ð¥Ò85@ CherryTAP

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

For The First Time
'For the First Time' Experience the beauty of everything around you--the people, places, things, and events--with fresh eyes. I'm tired of the old idea of living today as if it were my last. What about the first day? There's so much emphasis put on memories. The moments we remember, both good and bad, seem to make us who we are and influence how we react to the present. I love to remember. I love to slip away from reality and go somewhere I've been, be with people I miss, and stay awhile there inside my yesterdays. It's nice to remember, but dangerous to stay there too long. By doing so we often miss the "now" events that could one day be a treasure to return to. Today I thought about my favorite "firsts." The first time I saw my children after they were born. The first time I tasted Kona coffee. The first time I heard Johnny Mathis sing. The first time I saw my wife, and the first time I saw an eagle fly. I love the feeling of remembering, but oh, the thrill

Another Day At Work, Part 2
Another Day at Work, Part 2 By Angel Tits Cindy stepped into the elevator and pushed the button for the sixth floor. That was where Tony & Larry were working. She hadn't seen them since their little "incident" in the elevator a few days ago. But it was all she could think about! And she wanted a repeat performance!! The elevator stopped and Cindy stepped off. She looked around to see where they were at. She heard the faint sound of drills and followed the noise down the hall. She rounded the corner and there they were. Tony looked up and saw her. A big grin crossed his face as he nudged Larry in the side. Larry looked up and smiled widely. "Well, look who's here." He said. "And looking as hot as ever," said Tony. Cindy was wearing a light pink business suit - jacket & mini skirt. Underneath, she had on a light pink lacy bra & matching garter with white stockings. She had foregone the underwear that morning. Something had told her she wouldn't be needing them. She

A Night Of Passion
Your hands Soft and caressing Rubbing my body Relieving my stressing Fingertips of loving hands Touching my skin Feeding the fire That’s burning within Sensual and sexy You whisper my name Your fingers slide in Till I do the same With fingers so magic You take me so high Then I feel your breath On the inside of my thigh Your tongue tasting me A sweet spot it sought Face buried deep My fire burning so hot Your mouth covers mine Parting my lips I feel you slide in Between my hips So hard so erect I feel you inside Bringing me higher With every slide As you go deeper My back arching high You take me to heaven Among clouds I do fly My ache taking over You doing the same I feel you cum hard While I scream out your name Our bodies collapse We both gasp for air Your fingers against my face Moving my hair Your arms surround me Pulling me close Bringing me down From the point I had rose Holding me there My head on your ches

Another Day At Work
Another Day at Work By Angel Tits Cindy stood waiting for the elevator. "Hurry up", she said impatiently. "God, this is the slowest elevator in the world!" She had 5 minutes to make it up to the boardroom before the meeting started. She hated being late to meetings. She'd just as soon not go at all, then to walk in late!! She ran her hands over her suit skirt, smoothing out the wrinkles. She smiled to herself when she felt her front garter buckle. Underneath her very professional suit, she wore a black demi bra, thong & matching garter. Attached to the garters were very sheer black stockings with lace tops. "If those old farts I work for only knew how I dress under my conservative business suits!!", she thought to herself, laughing. To them she was just an old married woman. "If they only knew", she said softly, smiling. Ever since turning 40, she had become obsessed with sex and couldn't seem to get enough! She certainly needed more than her husband was offering these

The Worst Thing A Guy Could Call A Woman
There are many mean things a man can call a woman. Bitch, whore, twat, and cunt are among my favorites. While those terms are evil and could piss off just about any girl, there is one word that will infuriate them even more. Its not a swear word, its not even really an insult. Its a word we use every damn day for a million other reasons. That wordIs typical. Every girl on this planet would like to think she is like a fingerprint or beautiful snowflake. They desire to be different and stand out. Now, its not the fact that girls carry the same Coach purses or wear the same perfume as their friends thats makes them typical. Its their actions. There is some shit you crazy bitches pull that makes us guys shake our heads and just say, Typical. Here is some of that shit. - Buy a fucking drink: The one thing a guy will never expect is a free night of booze. As a matter of fact, he goes into that night knowing that most of you will hooker out the pleasure of your conve

Rose....a Jitterbug Poet
Rose... Inspiration found in the speed of youth, speaking so fast Our old ears can't keep up. Run-on sentences that never slow down We laugh with your enthusiasm, yet Recognize the pain in your smiles. Roller coaster never slowing down Even on the way up Hang on for the ride down of youth As you carry us all along.

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A WINK A LOOK A SMILE A WAVE A SHAKE A FLIRT DOES THAT GIVE THEM THE RIHT TO GIVE US A DRUG IN OUR DRINK A SLAP IN OUR FACE A PUNCH IN THE MOUTH A FUCK AS THEY PUT IT BUT TO US IT IS NOTHING MORE THAN RAPE

How To Speak About Women/men And Be Politically Correct
How to Speak about Women and Be Politically Correct * She is not a BABE or a CHICK - She is a BREASTED AMERICAN. * She is not a SCREAMER or MOANER - She is VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE. * She is not EASY - She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE. * She does not TEASE or FLIRT - She engages in ARTIFICIAL STIMULATION. * She is not DUMB - She is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. * She has not BEEN AROUND - She is a PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION. * She does not GET YOU EXCITED - She causes TEMPORARY BLOOD DISPLACEMENT. * She is not KINKY - She is a CREATIVE CARETAKER. * She does not have a KILLER BODY - She is TERMINALLY ATTRACTIVE. * She is not an AIRHEAD - She is REALITY IMPAIRED * She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY - She gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED. * She is not HORNY - She is SEXUALLY FOCUSED. * She does not have BREAST IMPLANTS - She is MEDICALLY ENHANCED. * She does not NAG YOU - She becomes VERBALLY REPETITIVE. * Sh

11 Feb 07 - Sunday
11 Feb 07 - Sunday 1898 Leo Szilard Hungary, physicist/A-bomb worker/peace activist 1917 Sidney Sheldon 1921 Eva Gabor 1935 Gene Vincent Norfolk VA, rock guitarist/vocalist (Be-Bop-A-Lula) 1936 Burt Reynolds 1940 Bobby "Boris" Pickett rocker (Monster Mash) 1942 Otis Clay US gospel/R&B-singer (That's how it is) 1949 Charlie Hargrett rock guitarist (Blackfoot) 1962 Sheryl Crow Kennett MO, singer/songwriter 1650 René Descartes philosopher "I think therefore I am", stops thinking 1916 Emma Goldman arrested for lecturing on birth control 1922 US intervention army leaves Honduras 1938 Steve Casey beats Lou Thesz in Boston, to become wrestling champion 1943 General Eisenhower selected to command the allied armies in Europe 1945 Yalta agreement signed by FDR, Churchill & Stalin 1953 President Eisenhower refuses clemency appeal for Rosenberg couple 1964 Beatles 1st live appearance in US; Washington DC Coliseum 1969 Dorey Funk Jr beats Gene Kiniski in Tampa, to become NWA c

Take Them Into Your Arms
TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING ABOUT THEM TO PRAISE ALWAYS LOVE THEM ALWAYS GIVE THEM A HUG ALWAYS TELL THEM YOU CARE ALWAYS TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS NEVER RAISE YOUR VOICE NEVER SWEAR AT THEM NEVER RAISE YOUR HAND TO THEM NEVER DEGRADE THEM TAKE THEM INTO YOUR ARMS SHOW THEM THAY CAN SHOW THEM YOU CARE SHOW THEM HOW SHOW THEM THE WAY SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM EACH AND EVERYDAY FOR THEY ARE THE NEXT GENERATION.

Love?
A TWITTER IN YOUR STOMACH A FULLNESS FEELING IN YOUR HEART YOUR MIND STARTS SWIMMING YOUR STOMACH TIGHTENS WHEN YOU HEAR HIS NAME YOUR HEART BEATS RAPIDLY YOUR MIND GOES NUMB YOUR KNOW YOUR IN LOVE WHEN... YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM YOU CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE YOU CAN'T STAND BEING AWAY FROM HIM YOU CAN'T FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR REALITY IS MUCH BETTER THAN YOUR DREAMS HIS HAPPINESS MEANS MORE TO YOU THAN YOUR OWN

A Poem Of Connections...the Jitterbug Poets
The Jitterbug Poets Words and music, rhythm and songs Joining emotions without any wrongs Hearts and fears revealed midst children and coffee. Emotions all congealed All humanity we can see. We move our hearts and settle this place Connecting us all in this time and space.

First Meet
Her stomach in knots Their meeting today She’s nervous as hell He’s on his way Starting out the window He pulls in the drive Her heart skips a beat Watching him arrive She walks out the door To meet and to greet Her palms are clammy She can’t feel her feet He exits the car Watching her walk He sucks in a breath But forgets how to talk Face to face Awkward and strange Do we hug do we kiss Finally here within range His arms go around her She leans into him Their fear melts away Both out on a limb Their lips meet Soft and slow Feeling the person They both come to know The passion between Grows deeper still Both fires building An ache they both feel Stepping inside Closing the door He pulled her close Then down to the floor Bodies entwined Exploring each other Both still in awe Finally with one another

Dream Shaman
Dream Shaman An old man sat in the flickering shadows of the fire, waiting. His age-worn skin, like leather, was clinging to a frame once strong. He waited, and he watched. The circle of light around the fire grewlarger as the flames began to build. From beyond the darkness, another came. Young and dark, he emerged from the shadows. Without a word, he sat across the fire from the elder, waiting to be heard. The elder nodded a greeting, and uncrossed his arms. Spreading wide his arms, the firelight spread around them. Within this circle, both knew, all words would be kept within. The young man needed the answers to questions he didn't even know. So the elder waited a bit and then began to speak. He told a tale of ancient times, when all things began. He showed the ways of light and dark in the world and in the man. The balance of creation lay within his words as he let the story unfold. In the truths that were told, the young one caught a question and finally grew bold. With arro

The Century Of Self
The Century of Self This series is about how those in power have used Freud's theories to try and control the dangerous crowd in an age of mass democracy. Part 1 Full Screen Part 2 Full Screen Part 3 Full Screen Part 4 Full Screen

He Loves Her
He Loves Her By MystykTao he watches her as she sleeps moonlight caressing her naked breast marveling at the wonder of their creation their lovemaking a miracle everytime he gazes at her knowing he can never express how he feels he wants her again and again and again forever for a lifetime but the words won't come he reaches for her pulls her close watches the smile play across her lips in her dreams he holds her his lifesaver his lover his wife

Heat
Heat By Western Light The moist, hot heat that visits me when I have thoughts of you makes me touch those parts of me that beg to be subdued. I can't resist what's happening, I yield to passions pleas. And yes, these heated moments happen frequently. I wonder 'bout your circumstance when sparks and flames occur, if by chance you think about this wet and lusty girl. I glisten like a gem each time my body's in the mood. If only I could tell you I shine plenty just for you.

Pluto's Seizures
Plutohad his first seizure in awhile today. Most times they are at night after I go to bed. Today it was about 15 minutes ago. They are short and the vet says he doesn't need meds yet.. but I still hate to see it happen.

As Long As You Come To Me....
I don't mind where you come from As long as you come to me I don't like illusions I can't see Them clearly I don't care no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you You've shown me eventually What you'll do I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything Do it all over again It's all the same Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come And in between it always seems too long All of a sudden And I have the skill, yeah I have the will To breathe you in while I can However long you stay Is all that I am I don't mind... I don't care... As long as you're here Go ahead tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand It's all the same And I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything Do it all o

Just Dreaming
No one moves me in the ways you do I waited a life time for someone like you You sweet spirit brings me peace You break my chains my soul you release I am free to be who I am with out fear I hold in my heart only you so dear For in this world I have wandered alone Not sure of what all the things I’ve been shown Sometimes lost with out direction and blind Thinking maybe I was losing my mind Is there a God ? I ponder the thought To assert my own will against all I fought Left with out all these worldly things I found the path to peace and accepted all it brings Still wishing for someone that would always be there Someone I could be there for and for who I would care A soul that forever would be joined with me That soul is you and I am yours for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore Sweet dream do you even know The words you write and what you sow How you affect my thoughts to be How you stir things deep within me Hope does fill me and so does fear

Dont Drink And Drive
due to a slip up from a lil sweetie that made the last one nsfw hehe lil bugger im doing this again i got some pics of my smartass 20yr old brother that dodnt think it could happen to him yeah it did anyways he ok busted up his face and hands and didnt kill anyhitng but his brandnew car show yur kids these see the n in the back window that means novice driver no shit huh lol anyone wanna slap him message me ill be glad to

Tears Of Sorrow...
Tears Of Sorrow... She lay awake in the dark of night Her mind & heart in a constant battle. Her tear stained face pressed against the pillow Biting her lip, trying not to cry, but the tears come. The tears becoming so very uncontrollable The sadness within her heart, making it hard for her to breath Every breath she takes hurts more deeply than the last She lays crying silently, into the dead of night Silently praying, "Please, don't let me fall in love." A prayer she whispers, as she cries herself to sleep each night. Her heart torn in two different directions One part wanting only to be loved ... The other, not wanting to take the chance of being hurt. Her heart longing only to be loved once again. Her mind telling her, "It will only cause you pain." Her heart quietly begging her to let it love. But her mind refusing to listen to the pleas of her heart. As she closes the door on her heart & turns the key in the lock Her heart screams, "I only want to love & be l

My Mood Part 2
just a little note from last nites blog, what had started this episode last night was my first x beat me down mentaly this past week by malipulating my mind and i lost a few thousand dollars from it, she has a new bf now and he is useing my kids to get through her, my kids live with her for the time being but i have full custody of them, my kids and i were tight up until last week when the new guy came into the pic, now its like they dont want anything to do with me, i was off last 3 nites and they new it but still nothing,every time when things look up for me something else bits me in the ass, i will be glad when things get better and stay better, more later i gotta get to work

Xmen Character
You scored as Nightcrawler. Nightcrawler is a mutant with the ability to teleport himself, the clothes he is wearing, and, within limits, a certain amount of additional mass which is in contact with him. He teleports by displacing himself into another dimension (the nature of which is as yet unknown), travelling through it, and then returning to his own dimension at a certain distance from his point of departure. He consciously determines his point of return.Nightcrawler94%Cyclops94%Professor X88%Gambit81%IceMan75%Wolverine56%Colossus56%What X-Men would you be?created with QuizFarm.com

~~george Carlin's New Rules For 2007~~
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay,

I {{..really..}} Want This
I want a guy... Who would move the hair away from my eyes then kiss me Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous Someone who would sing to me at random moments Who would let me sleep on their chest A Boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me I want someone who will call 3 times a day if he went away Someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh He would take me to the park and put his hands around my wasit and give me big bear hugs all the time He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did and we'd make out in the pouring rain He would never be afrid to say "I love you" in front of his friends and we'd argue about silly things then make up I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count stair

Which Female Heroine Are You?
You scored as Xena, Warrior Princess. I am Xena, Warrior Princess. I have done some bad things in my life, but I am committed to helping other people. I like to laugh, though my sense of humor can be rather sarcastic. I have several close friends, including Gabrielle.Boudicca96%Xena, Warrior Princess96%Cleopatra96%Joan of Arc75%Elizabeth I71%Which Female Heroine Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Chocolate Bar With A Suprise!
FRANKFURT, Feb 7 (Reuters Life!) - A man in Germany was put off his Italian chocolate treat when he noticed that a bump in the bar was not a nut but part of a human finger. "He found a fingertip, complete with fingernail, right in the middle of the bar," said a police spokesman in the town of Mainz, close to Frankfurt. "I suppose it went unnoticed because there were nuts in the chocolate and it was hard to tell the difference," the police spokesman said, adding the fingertip was being examined by forensic experts. The 28-year-old man was in shock when he took the bar to police after a family doctor confirmed its contents. Police declined to name the brand of the chocolate.

For Missing Children
THE SPIRIT OF A CHILD WHO HAS VANISHED IN THE NIGHT, THERE WAS NO STRUGGLE, NO RESISTANCE, NO FIGHT NO MOMMY AND DADDY TOO HOLD THEM TIGHT, THE PRECIOUS LITTLE DIAMONDS WHERE STOLEN IN THE NIGHT. THE DARKNESS SWALLOWS AND IT WILL DIGEST, TAKE THERE LIFE , THERE FINAL BREATHE A SHELL, A CORE, A FLAME THAT WILL NOT BURN, TOO LOSE A LIFE SO PRECIOUS,OF THIS DEATH WE MUST LEARN, ALL THATS LEFT IS A NAME AND SOME ASHES IN AN URN, AND A FAIMILY WITH NO WORLD LEFT TO TURN. CAN'T EXPLAIN THE FEELINGS WHEN A CHILD IS GONE, PEOPLE SAVE UP THE COURAGE AND HAVE TO MOVE ON. BUT HAVE NO FEAR WE ARE ALL SOLIDIERS IN THE EYES OF GOD, THEY WILL MAKE IT TO THE PEARLY GATES IT IS'NT SO HARD THEY WILL BE SAFE IN A PLACE, WHERE EVERYONE REMEMBERS THERE FACE, AND THEY WILL NEVER BE MISPLACED. LET THEM GO NOW THERE STARTING TO GROW THERE WINGS AND THE HEAVENLY BEAM, IT'S ALL PART OF REALITY AS HARD AS IT SEEMS, LET THE CHILDREN FEEL NO PAIN TAKE THEM TO THE GATES AND PROTECT THEM WITHOUT TH

No More!
No More!!! Today I take a stand & say no more. No more games, no more lies, no more cheaters & no more guys! I'm tired of all your games & tired of all your lies, I'm sick of being your puppet, I'm sick of being your doormat. I've finally had enough & I won't stand for any more. Walk away from me now & I'll walk away from you, I'll dissappear from your life just as quickly as I entered. I'm sorry I was but a mere moment passing through your life. But the strings we tied that went from your heart to mine, are but a passing memorie within my hearts mind. My heart will forever feel the pain,the pain of all your games & all your lies. No more pullin me back, Just to push me away. No more promises, just so you can break them. & no more little white lies. I release you of your duties as my friend & my confidante,you are free to go & live your life, without any regret. Your name I will choose to never forget. I loved you once, without regret. You my dear, I'll nev

Kitty Olympics?
I swear.... besides Moobaby's favorite activity is to get up on my monitor and chase the mouse on the screen with his paw, he should be entered into the olympics!! LOL... This little kitty, now only about 4-6 months old, has done aerial jumps and landed on the back of my 15.5 pound cat's back to begin wrestling. It is the funniest site because Gibson looks up at Moobaby like, "What ARE you doing???" Yes, Gibson is 15.5 pounds. The scales immediately start pumping to read his weight; while Moobaby doesn't even register on the scale -- even if you hold him down!! LOL... Moobaby surprised the heck out of me though because he was on a stool in the corner of the room and flew across the room and landed near my head on the couch. I swear that kitty could win the long jump!! LOL... Maybe I should become his athletic agent and see if there are some Kitty Olympics offered anywhere. If not, perhaps, I should create some!!! LOL... Hoping that no cats are fl

Been There ... Done That ...
Been There ... Done That ... I lost sight of myself once, trying to make someone notice me. I only wanted him to see me, see who I am. I wanted so badly for him to love me, I lost sight of myself. I lost the person inside me that my friends loved so much. I would sit and ask myself, "Why?" "What did I do wrong?" I started looking for the faults he might have seen in me. Blaming myself for everything, even for simply being. So angry at myself for not being good enough, Perhaps not even strong enough for him to want to love me. Then I realized what love really was & is all about. Love doesn't judge anyone or ask them to change. Love is forgiving, gentel & kind, often thought of as blind. Love is having no fear, no regrets, no more lonely tomorrows Love will wash away all you sorrows & give nothing but brighter tomorrows. The road to true love & happiness is paved with heartache & sorrow, With broken hearts, shattered dreams, pain eternal or so it may seem. But in t

See Ya.
I just wanted to say THANKS to everyone who added me as a friend or fan. I'm leaving for awhile. NOT GOING TO JAIL :) Just taking a break. I hope you will all miss me and if i come back we'll pick up where we left off. LOVE and FRIENDSHIP to all. I'm actually going to delete the account Monday morning so feel free to show me love before i go(you know how the male ego is)

I Made This One
TOO SEE PIERST CRIMSON IN THE EYES OF THOSE WHO DIED SO SEEMS QIUT SWEET AND FRIGHTFULL OF YOUR SOUL BLEEDING SCREAMING TAKE ME ON A QEUST OF BLOOD SDING DREAMS SO THEY CAN SEE YOU CRY HAPPIENES OF LIFE. I MADE THIS ITS MY FAV. ONE

What Kind Of Man Do I Like?
MEN LIKE MY DAD! My dad had many occupations in my life time. If he didn't know something, he'd go to school to find out. You name it, he knew how to do it and if he didn't, he knew who to call. My dad was not one to sit around the house to often. He was always doing something or talking to someone. Anyway, here are just some of the occupations he had while I was growing up: Fireman Gas station owner In charge maintenance for the main post office downtown Houston Offshore drilling rig mud logger Paint contractor School bus driver He worked at Brown Oil Tools- I don't know what he did there but, he worked there and went to college full time. Was a route sales rep for Curtiss Candy Co. Owner of a tool store. (I ran it for him as a senior in high school) When he wasn't working, he was volunteering his time in non profit organizations such as: Being a coach for little league baseball and football Being an umpire for little league VFW - Commander for two yea

Supernatural Being
You scored as Elf. You are an Elf. You find your center through all living things in the forest, and often you are influenced by nature, and pride. You tend to be selfish and envious at times, and my only suggestion would be to try and earn some trust with people, because you are the type of person who can flourish if you are happy, but you have to lean to put your trust in others sometimes. Magic user88%Elf88%Elemental75%Fariy69%Ghost63%Vampire50%Mortal44%Mermaid38%Warewolf25%Demon0%Find out what type of

Just A Dream ...
Just A Dream ... As the wind softly blows through the trees And the stars sparkle in the velvet night sky The warm soft winds carrying my love to you As I close my eyes to dream I whisper, "I love you." into the night Knowing you will always feel me near I'll join you in your dreamz tonight my love And close the many miles between us Until we are lost within one anothers loving embrace Losing ourselves in our passionate kisses Only feeling the naked warmth of one anothers body No longer anything between us, the miles are gone Our bodies giving into their passions & desires Planting soft wet kisses all over your neck, Stopping to gently nibble on your ear As I softly whisper, "I love you baby." Gently carressing your warm naked body with my fingertips Getting lost in your kisses, lost in our passion. I'll whisper softly in your ear, "Make love to me darlin." You'll gently take me into your arms Kissing me softly as you pull me on top of you Gently sliding into m

Upstate N.y. Residents Dig Out From Heavy Snow
Upstate N.Y. residents dig out from heavy snow Sun breaks through as storms end; snow tops 120 inches in some towns Shoveling snow this week in upstate New York, including this scene Thursday in the town of Pulaski, is no easy task. Lake effect snow has buried the area under as much as three inches of snow an hour. Updated: 1:58 p.m. ET Feb 10, 2007 PARISH, N.Y. - Sunshine greeted residents of this snowbound village on Saturday, giving crews a chance to haul away some of the 8 feet of snow that has fallen during the past week. “The sun’s out, but it isn’t going to last,” Mike Avery said as he took a brief break from loading dump trucks with snow to be taken to a pile outside town. The National Weather Service said the bands of lake-effect snow fed by moisture from Lake Ontario would continue weaving up and down the lake’s eastern shore during the weekend, dropping 2 to 4 more feet of snow with wind of up to 25 mph. “It’s all we need,” Avery said, his tractor

Where Do You Draw The Line?
Where do you draw the line? When loving someone hurts more than anything When do you draw the line? When you've given all you can without getting anything in return? How do you tell them enough is enough? My heart, my mind & my soul can't take no more How do you walk away from the hurt without guilt When the love no longer outweights the pain? But your mind knows, it's time to let go But your heart refuses to move on How do you walk away from someone you love? When you promised to never let them go? I know I said I'd always be there to hold your hand But I feel we are both heading in seperate directions We both some how lost sight of one another Slowly taking steps away from each other Not noticeing the distance, Not caring about the time When we turned around, the other was no where to be found Where do we draw the line? When do we let go? How do you walk away, without your heart & soul Leaving behind the only one who made you feel whole? So many question, so

Speed Shopping
LOL.... I have been avoiding going shopping for some bits of groceries for the last few days. When I am low on funds (after paying for my rent check), I hate going into the stores for much of anything at all. BUT... The kitties were starting to growl because they knew their catfood was getting low. I was seriously beginning to think that they might turn into tigers. Yes, those sweet kitties of mine!! ANYHOW... I procrastinated today while needing to catch a nap and waited until 20 minutes before I needed to leave to work to run around and speed dress to get out the door. Yikes! Since I knew that I had given my cats the last bit of the food this morning, I got motivated when I realized what time it was. (Where does the time seem to go while you are at home???) LOL.... I arrive at the store. Race in. Grab the cart. Bee-line it for the catfood. Pick up some soups, lime diet coke, tuna fish, crackers, and a few assorted items. Then bee-lined it to the cashier

Love Sometimes Hurts ...
Love Sometimes Hurts ... Ever feel like you've been betrayed by your own heart? Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? Have you ever wondered, just where to draw the line? Ever hear something, that shatters your hopes & dreamz? Or have you ever found something out about the one you love? Something that breaks your heart & leaves you crumpled on the floor? Wishing you never trusted so much & loved so deeply? Do you often wish you could just curl up & dissappear? Ever been hurt by someone you loved & thought you could trust? Has the one you love completly, ever made you feel, insignificant? Make you feel as though you were only second best? Ever have your heart broken & tossed away as if its nothing? I ask you these questions because I've recently felt or done all these things. I trusted with my all, loved completly & took vows of commitment All of which were shattered by a few words over heard. How do you love someone when they have secrets? How do you forget the

Star Light....
Star Light Star bright, The first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, Have the wish I wish tonight. It's going to be a cold clear night tonight, perfect for wishing upon stars.... What will I be wishing for? If you don't know the answer to that then you don't know me very well, some do though, the one that understands me will I am sure.

Do This For Me Please?ill Do It For You,maybe :]
"VALENTINE'S GAME" Body: This is called the "VALENTINE'S GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... n be honest!!!! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Marry me? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [

Embracing The Darkness ...
Embracing The Darkness ... I'm slipping in to the darkness Losing myself in the shadows Running from the pain Hiding from the heartbreak Lost within my thoughts Drifting out of reach Watching my world crumble Crashing down right before my eyes The tears began to fall The feeling of betrayl sneaks in The loneliness consumes my heart My soul gets lost within the pain & confusion Love so far out of reach, there's no going back Lost within the darkness Standing alone in the shadows My tear stained face searching the night My cries for help falling on deaf ears No one noticing, no one caring People passing by without a second glance Lost within my pain deep inside my heart Feeling so empty without my soul Looking for a way out Only to see I'm slipping further in No more fighting to believe Resigning to my biggest fear Knowing, being alone, was ment for me I've no more trust, been hurt too much I know it's unfair to others But good Lord I've lost so much I can

I Remember You Once Told Me ...
I remember you once told me ... If I ever needed you, you'ld be there for me I remember you promised to always hold my hand To stand beside me always, no matter what You said you'ld be my light through the darkness My friend who would stop the falling tears You said you would be my strength in my time of weakness You promised to listen when I needed to talk You told me you would always be there for me The day has come & I need you so badly I've looked in every shadow, around ever corner I searched the world over from top to bottom You said all I needed was to call your name I've shouted it from the highest mountian And yet, here I stand, alone in the darkness Afraid of whats waiting in the shadows for me I need you now more than ever, yet here I stand alone I believed in your promises, took you at your word There's no one left to save me from the darkness My cries of pain & sorrow, fallin on deaf ears The darkness closing in around me It's cold, empty arms slo

Drinkin And Drivin
check out these pics of my hero 20yr old invincable brothers car after a night out with the girls lucky the fucker walked away from this his baby face all busted up and his hands and he didnt kill his friends thank god one more brand new car distroyed not that thats a biggie but see the n he lucky he ran and dryied up before the cops found his ass im glas he ok but he lucky i dont beat his ass

What Complete And Utterly Random Object Are You?
What Completely and Utterly Random Object Are You?AAAE Accreditation ModuleYou are an AAAE accreditation preparation handbook. Wow, you're one ambitious (and ambiguous) soul. We admire your dedication to work, but you might consider getting out more often.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Guest Book Log
Hey everyone, I created a new guest book in my page, and I'd love to have you add yourself to it, so I can keep track of all my friends... thanks, I look forward to seeing all of you linked in my guest book Sir Joe

The More Things Change,the More They Stay The Same...
BLACK SABBATH LYRICS "War Pigs" Generals gathered in their masses Just like witches at black masses Evil minds that plot destruction Sorcerers of death's construction In the fields the bodies burning As the war machine keeps turning Death and hatred to mankind Poisoning their brainwashed minds... Oh Lord yeah! Politicians hide themselves away They only started the war Why should they go out to fight? They leave that role to the poor, yeah Time will tell on their power minds Making war just for fun Treating people just like pawns in chess Wait 'till their Judgment day comes, yeah! Now in darkness, world stops turning Ashes where the bodies burning No more war pigs of the power Hand of God has struck the hour Day of Judgment, God is calling On their knees the war pigs crawling Begging mercy for their sins Satan, laughing, spreads his wings Oh Lord yeah!

Daddys Girl
well first off i wanna say that this is my first blog...usually don't do these types of things...but tonight i need to get it out....so here it is.... As a lil girl i was always with my father we did everything together...i used to help him milk cows and cut wood...yes I'm a country girl...we were always close...well my parents got divorced when i was about 14 cause my father has a drinking problem and my mom got sick of it.. i stayed with my father...everything was good...then one day i fell down the stairs and broke my leg..because of the extent of the damage i went to live with my mom cause i needed 24 hr care... my mom had a boyfriend whom i wasn't to fond of back then so needless to say i wasn't happy...to make a long story short after that i didn't get to see my dad very much... before you knew it i graduated high school he wasn't there...got my first car he wasn't there..boyfriends ya not there again...then when i got married he still wasn't there...well he just left my house

Life And Death
Life And Death On The Rez Social Breakdown Of Tribal Culture Revealed In Youth Suicides National statistics show suicide rates for Native Americans are twice that of national averages with wide variances for different tribes. Suicides on reservations in Nebraska, South Dakota, North Dakota and Iowa rank among the nation's highest rate of incidents. SANTEE, Neb. -- Life on the rez isn't easy. Just ask anyone who lives there, or those who know someone who has died there -- by taking their own life. "It's a hard thing to talk about," said "Joe," a Santee Sioux tribal member who did not want his real name disclosed. "Things like this didn't use to happen to our people; we didn't use to have a lot of the problems that we face today -- child abuse, domestic violence -- because everybody had a place and there were social repercussions for those things." But statistics show, suicide rates among Native Americans far exceed national averages. According to th

Have U Ever
HAVE U EVER HAVE U EVER HAD A SMILE AND DID NOT KNOW WHY HAVE U EVER HAD A SONG IN YOUR VOICE THAT YOU NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SINGIN HAVE YOU EVER HAD A UNCONTROLLABLE SENSE OF CALMNESS IN A TIME OF DRAMATIC STRESS HAVE U EVER KNOWN THAT EVERYTING YOU ENCOUNTERED WOULD BRING A COUNTER REACTION OF HAPPINESS AND THAT NOTHING OF A NEGATIVE FORCE EVER ENTERED YOUR SOUL HAVE U EVER FELT THAQT WHAT EVENTS HAPPENED IN YOUR LIFE WHETHER GOOD OR BAD-YOU CONSIDER A BLESSIN HAVE U EVER LOVED SO OPENLY THAT ALL ELSE FAILED IN COMPARISON IF YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED THINGS AS THIS SOME MAY CALL IT-LOVE AND SOME MAY CALL IT NAIVITY written by:"ME"

He Is
HE IS HIS EYES SEE WHAT IS NOT OBVIOUS OR APPARENT TO OTHERS HIS SMILE CUDDLES MY SOUL HIS HANDS BRING ESTACY TO EVERY INCH OF ME HIS STRENGTHCONQUERS ALL HIS BEAUTY IS REMARKABLE AND UNDESCRIBABLE IN EVERY WAY HIS VOICE BRINGS DELIGHT TO THE DEAFEST EARS HIS ARMS BRING ABOUT AND GIVE THE TRUE MEANING OF SECURITY HIS BODY GIVESS LOVE THAT IS INDEFINABLE HIS MERE EXISTENCE BRINGS JOY TO THE WORLD HE IS A HEARTS DESIRE AND A MINDS DREAM HE IS? P.S. THERE IS NO EXPLANATION NEEDED U KNOW THIS IS ABOUT U- WHAT A PRECIOUS GIFT U R!!! THIS IS NOT ABOUT A PARTICULAR INDIVIDUAL.. JUST WANTED TO SHARE....

Forbidden Fruit
FORBIDDEN FRUIT IS IT THE RUSH OF FROM IT BEING SO WRONG BUT. BUT IF ITISSO WRONG WHYDOESIT FEELSO RIGHT. CUZ THE FEELING WE HAVE TOGETHER CANT BE SO WRONG. CUZ IT FEELS SORIGHT. THE SWEET TASTEOF YOUR LIPS. THE GENTLENESS OFYOUR VOICE. THE SOFTNESS OF YOUR SILKY SKIN. IT JUST FEELS SO RIGHT. BUT IT WONT LAST IT CANT LAST. YOUR LOVE IS FOR HIM. AND MINE IS FOR HER. ITS THE TASTE OF FORBIDDEN FRUIT. written by a "friend" FOR ME I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS SO VERY SPECIAL AND I JUST WANTED TO SHARE IT....

New
Im new at this Cherry TaP AND I have to say i love it...thanks to my wonderful uncle who told me about it..gotta love him .....so feel free to stop and say hi ,rate me ,fan me, rate my pictures...and let me know what you think... see you around chat with you later...

A Point Of View I Found Interesting By Julia Hare
this morning i've been watching "state of the black union" and they had alot of interesting and good things to say on it. yes it is geared towards advancement of black people but the things said can be applied to people as a whole. things that people all together should think about and practice. a little something to think about. there was a day when if you acted up all your parents had to do was give you a certain look and you knew very well what it meant and that would straighten your ass up. alot of younger peeps dont know that look, they think they do but alot dont. that being said, so the first move was to not let school discipline students, they say its not right. then they tell parents you cant touch your kids in public, or they will take them away and lock you up. then they say you cant touch your kids at home, or they will take them away and lock you up. and now when the kids act up, they have "special education" schools set up for them to go to, and alternative lea

Help Me Become The Hottest Woman Of Ct!!
Hottest Women of CT 7 Day Cherry Blast Contest Voters and Comment Bombers needed.. First girl to 15,000 wins the title of Hottest Women of CT and a 7 day blast.. Everyone Please help.. here's the link.. Show some love .. SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

This Is Sum Bull Shit Right Here
you know i should have had this already if i wasnt so busy helpping other ppl out i would by now..now here i sit commented out over helpping other ppl.. and all i needed was 5000 comments in this gift give away..hmmm maybe i will think twice when i gte a comemnt hey can u help bomb me .. cause if u didnt help bomb my only (contest ) i ever been in u can kiss my fucking ass.. theres some reality for you...

Chicago Cubs
well now that the bears have crushed my heart in there super bowl loss to the colts...now i sit here and wait for the 2007 baseball season to start..and yes i am going to be going for the cubs. i will be in houston every game they are there playing the astros. the cubs have spent millions this offseason. buying some pretty damn good players and keeping the good ones..and with that i wanna see them win the divison and win the world series..non of that B.S. like with the marlins a few years ago...(still cant get that out of my head) anyways until opening........

Over
I saw you staring at me across the room. You just dumped me, what should I assume? Guess what,Babe? I am over you! As far as I'm concerned, me and you are through. For today and tomorrow, this week and next year, 'cuz falling in love with you again is my biggest fear. So, do me a favor, and stay away from me. I don't want to hurt again. So, please let me be. I'm not trying to be mean, I just don't wanna cry, 'cuz I get a sting in my heart, every time you walk by. I remember, as you stood there, staring at the ground. I was excited inside, but I did not make a sound. I remember the time; I remember the place; I remember my feeling inside; when you look spread upon your fac. You looked so good, in your T-shirt and jeans. I remember that night, you were in my dreams. I wish I could be with you; every night and day, because I love you, more than words can say. When I looked into your eyes, I knew it was true, my heart never lies, I

I'm Not ... Just Simply Asking..
I'm not offering bribes for votes.. Just simply asking for help. Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

Dont Know Who Is Here Or Not
Don't you hate it when you think you are talkin to a certain person and they arent that person.. I dont know I am just flappin muh lips.. And Plus a damn bitch.. you care for someone and you dont even know if it is the person or not or someone just sayin it is them but oh well I guess.. I just needed to vent I guess

Info February 10th
I ONLY GOT 3 PEOPLE FOR A CHERRY TAP CONTEST. I mean c'mon some people just give presents. I'M GIVING a cherry blast! 1st place 3 day 2nd place 1 day C'mon guys and girls.. help timmy out. very simple rules.. very simple idea.. ~Timmy~

Am I Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Fucking Fuck Fuck Fuck
yeah im a fucking idiot on my behalf,Ehhhhhhhh.Not sure what else to say about it. I shouldnt of said anything,But I know hell ignore it. Fine by me. I guess. Hurts to know but Hey this is why im here. im not like going to leave. I never do. Seems to me everyone leaves me. They always do. Wtf am I going to do in the in end when everyone leaves me? Meh i plan on getting marryed young. Always had that thought. :/ Nothing I want ever comes true. ]So im stuck again bymyself. Alone.....

Mother Earth
"The ground on which we stand is sacred ground. It is the dust and blood of our ancestors Mother Earth is the source of life and the place all life returns to. She gives us life. She feeds us through our journey and she waits for us to return to her. The Indian way is to recognize the earth as the place of our ancestors. That is why certain places on earth are considered sacred areas and sacred land; this is the place of our ancestors. We all need to reflect upon the earth, the place where our ancestors lived. We need to have love and respect for the earth. My Creator, let me honor the place of our ancestors, Mother Earth. If we truely believe in our walk then all of this earth is Sacred not certain allocated places. Where Our Ancestors are buried is ground that should be considered Higher ground but with all the major expansion in cities now for population many of the Ancestors are being disturbed. The Whiteman does not wake his g

Your Effect On Me
When I look at you When I read your words From deep inside me Something rises When you look at me When you touch me From deep inside Something rises When you look at my ass When you let your eyes wander From deep inside Something rises From all the things that make you To all the things your are I am sure of one thing, You make me want to VOMIT!

If It Feels Like It's Too Good To Be True..it Probably Is!!
Nothing worthwhile or of value comes easy. If something seems to good to be true, too easy....it probably is!! You only appreciate the things you have to earn, work on, something that gives you a challenge. You appreciate and feel satisfaction in the SUccess of gaining your GOAL, Prize..whatever it is you are after. I think the same applies to relationships between men and women!! SO ladies....don't be too EASY to get!!! Trust me...you will hurt less in the end.!! If they REALLY want you...they will work for you and EARN you!!!

Friends
I love cherry tap and really enjoy making knew friends..but sometimes i think its all a game to you all..friendship is a important thing in life even if its over the internet..i thank you all and u no who u are for being my friend!!

Writeing
writeing takes.practice is not clarifying conceptual distinctions, but throwing away one’s preconceived views and notions and the sacred texts and all the rest, and piercing through the layers of coverings over the spring of self behind them. All the holy ones have turned within and sought in the self, and by this went beyond all doubt. To turn within means all the 24 hours and in every situation, to pierce one by one through the layers covering the self, deeper and deeper, to a place that cannot be described. bryan.aKa the writer

Bloody Mom Vag And Cottage Cheese.
1. Have you ever fallen down stairs sober? MAYBE WHEN I WAS LITTLE. 2. Have you ever fallen down stairs drunk? I SWEAR TO GOD THE FUCKERS MOVED ON ME!!! 3. Do you own pants with pleats? HELL NO. 4. Do you collect anything? MOVIE POSTERS, AWESOME DVD'S, T-SHIRTS, AND SCARS. 5. Have you ever been robbed? NO ONE IS DUMB ENOUGH TO STEAL FROM ME. 6. What is your favorite kind of pizza? THIN CRUST NEW YORK STYLE CHEESE, YUMMY. 7. Ever swung from a rope? NAH, I THINK THEY QUIT DOING THAT HERE IN THE SOUTH...LOL. 9. Ever smoked anything? BETTER QUESTION WOULD WHAT HAVEN'T YOU SMOKED. 10. Do you wash your dishes? MOST OF THE TIME. 11. Do you wear contact or glasses? USE TO WEAR BIFOCALS, EYES GOT BETTER OR DOC WAS ANUTJOB. 12. What color are your mom's eyes? BLUE. 13. Ever swam in a lake? FORCED AS A KID, HATE OPEN WATER, IT'S CREEPY. 14. Do you like cheese? AMERICAN SINGLES ARE GOOD. 15. Have you ever touched a snake? FORCED TO WHEN I WAS A

Wtf
whats wrong or the mental defect with the people on this planet! Cant anyone be honest anymore?! They got to put up a fucking front!? And I couldnt give 2 shits and a 1/2 if this seems redundant about this negative blog. To utter the dying words, and last words of my father when the EMT asked him to smile ,"What do I got to smile about?!

Please Help Me Out, Thanks
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Chayagoins/ Hey Guys, I have started a yahoo group called (DAWN OF HOPE) This is for posting your (FOR Sale) or (For Free) items. Please help me expand my list. Here is my url to visit. Listing items for free can include Pets,furniture,clothes,baby items ect. There are ALOT of people who cannot afford things the we can be helping out. I appreciate everything you can give and help each other out. If you do not want to deal with the items then please make arrangements for me to pick them up for you or for you to bring them here. I really want to help people out. Thanks Britt

Blinded
HOW SHAMEFUL IT IS THAT LUST BLINDS WHAT IS REAL. IT IS THE LUST THAT MAKES U SEE WHAT U WANT, WHAT IS REALLY NOT FELT OR MEANT FOR U. IT IS MASKED BY THE REAL LOVE IN THE AIR.. THE LOVE THAT U SO DESPERATLY WANT FOR UR OWN, BUT KNOW U WILL NEVER HAVE. BLINDED BY LUST... U WILL NEVER BE HAPPY.. U WILL NEVER SEE THE TRUTH...

Gift Albums
Hi everyone, I just wanted to tell you about an awesome new promotion at one of my websites, they are called 'gift albums'. Now if you’re not too familiar with what a gift album is it’s a gift giving concept that is memorable, unique and creative. They are perfect for any occasion weather its birthdays, anniversaries, weddings, holidays, a great housewarming gift or referral gift to give to your clients and the pricing is just awesome. For the same price as a gift card you can get a gift album and give something that you will be remembered for. They say the greatest gift you can give is the gift of choice, now you can do exactly that. So check it out, thanks :0) Gift Album Website - Ransom Dean 1.866.832.5521 info@myreferralincentives.com p.s. I just wanted to add a note, when you give someone a gift card what do they do? the go use it have their meal/dinner whatever and then they don't have something to remember you by in the long term, so check this out it is t

Facelift!!
A woman decides to have a facelift for her 50th birthday. She spends $5,000 and feels pretty good about the results. On her way home, she stops at a News stand to buy a newspaper. Before leaving, she says to the clerk, "I hope you don't mind my asking, But how old do you think I am?" "About 32," is the reply. "Nope! I'm exactly 50," the woman says happily. A little while later she goes into McDonald's and asks the counter girl the very same question. The girl replies, "I guess about 29." The woman replies, "Nope I'm 50." Now she's feeling really good about herself. She stops in a drug store on her way down the street. She goes up to the counter to get some mints and asks the clerk this burning question. The clerk responds, "Oh, I'd say 30." Again she proudly responds, "I am 50, but thank you." While waiting for the bus to go home, she asks an old man waiting next to her the same question. He replies, "Lady, I'm 78 and my eye sight is going. Although, when I was y

Diabetes Tour De Cure --june 2nd
A message from David Guenther I have again accepted the challenge of cycling in the American Diabetes Association's Tour de Cure fund-raising event. I will be doing my bike ride on June 2, 2007 in Buffalo, NY. I hope to be able to train for the 16 mile trek, this year. I was only able to do the 6 mile last year. Once this would have been nothing for me, but now with my back and joint disabilities, not to mention my head trauma -- it will be good challenge for me The Tour de Cure is a series of cycling events held in over 80 cities nationwide. The Tour is a ride, not a race; it features different route lengths from a leisurely 10-mile course to a demanding 100-mile journey. I have joined thousands of others to pedal in support of the Association's mission: to prevent and cure diabetes and to improve the lives of all people affected by diabetes. I am asking you to help by supporting my fund-raising efforts with a donation. Your tax-deductible gift will make

Two Prostitutes
Two prostitutes were riding around town with a sign on top of their car which said: "Two Prostitutes -- $50.00." A policeman, seeing the sign, stopped them and told them they'd either have to remove the sign or go to jail. Just at that time, another car passed with a sign saying: "JESUS SAVES." One of the girls asked the officer, "How come you don't stop them?!" "Well, that's a little different," the officer smiled . ."Their sign pertains to religion." So the two ladies of the night frowned as they took their sign down and drove off. The following night found the same police officer in the area when he noticed the two ladies driving around with a large sign on their car again. Figuring he had an easy arrest, he began to catch up with them when he noticed the new sign which now read: "Two Fallen Angels Seeking Peter -- $50.00."

A To Z Of Me.
A -- Z 1. A is for age: 26 2. B is for beer of choice: GUINNESS. 3. C is for career right now: SLACKER. 4. D is for your dog's name: MURPHY. 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: INSULIN. 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: BONES. 7. G is for favorite game: SUPER MARIO CART FOR SUPER NINTENDO. 8. H is for Hometown: ALBANY NY. 9. I is for instruments you play: I PLAY A MEAN BEER BOTTLE. 10. J is for favorite juice: KOOL AID!! 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: FAR TO MANY AT THE MOMENT. 12. L is for last place you ate: CHINA ON HUDSON. 13. M is for marriage: NEVER, EVER. 14. N is for your full name: WILLIAM JOSEPH WALSH III 15. O is for overnight hospital stays: LOST COUNT AFTER 30. 16. P is for people you were with today? QUAVION AND MY MOM. 17. Q is for quote: LIFE IS A COMEDY TO THOSE WHO THINK, AND A TRAGEDY TO THOSE WHO FEEL, BUT MIND BLOWING TO THOSE WHO DON'T GIVE A FUCK!! 18. R is for

Truly Stupid People
TRULY A STUPID PERSON AN IDIOT ON CT HAS CALLED ME STUPID STAEING THAT I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT WHEN IT COMES TO CERTAIN LAWS AND OR RULES. LET ME SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU LITTLE GIRL. I HAVE A BACHELORS DEGREE IN CRIMINAL JUSTICE FROM A FOUR YEAR COLLEGE, I HAVE BEEN EMPLOYED IN LAW ENFORCEMENT FOR 8 YEARS NOW. I THINK WHEN I READ SOMETHING ON THE PENAL CODE I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS AND JUST SO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PICTURES UNLESS GIVEN WRITTEN OR VERBAL PERMISSION BELONG TO THE OWNER OR LIKENESS IN SAID PHOTO. AS FAR AS PHOTOGRAPHERS AND I MEAN PAID ONES NOT JUST IDIOTS WHO CALL THEMSELVES PHOTOGRAPHERS THE LAWS FOR THEM VARY FROM STATE TO STATE SO GO AHEAD POST ANOTHER BLOG. I GOT THE WHOLE DAMN PENAL CODE TO GO OFF OF NOT THE LAYMEN LAW SO TRY AGAIN HUNNY.

F-a-m-i-l-y..
Do you know what the word FAMILY means? FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU..Love and Respect ALL Families..We all have LOVE to give.... 'HAPPY VALENTINES DAY' To all Moms' and Dads'..God Bless the FAMILY.. '

Getting Near The End...help!!!
I'm in the contest for the best DILF (dad I'd like to f**k) and need some help getting ratings and comments. Could you cut and paste the link below and give me a rating and the bomb some comments? I sure would appreciate it. Thanks John http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=102986&albumid=214485&i=1101150721

Him
He's on my mind night and day Don't want to leave him just want to stay Time flies when we're alone Want to call him on the phone And tell him he's it, the one I adore The one I dream of, the one I want more He fills my heart, he fills my need I'm like a book I want him to read I want to tell him everything inside Want to open up, don't want to hide My feelings grow stronger and deeper each day How do I let him see? Is there any way? His touch is so gentle, so soft and so right It's only with him I want to spend my nights If we snuck away, for a moment in time Only then could he really be mine. To love him is like a breath of air I wish he were mine Life is so fucking unfair.

Untitled
Oh baby, You are mine No one can take you away from me You are my love Oh baby, you are so sexy All the woman look at you All of them are so jealous of me You are only look at me. You are so over heel of me Oh baby, You are mine Give me a wet kiss I am yours forever Oh baby, I am so over heel of you We hold and naked under the blanket Let me give you a love bite Oh baby, you are so sweet. You are very dear to my heart. We are smile at each other like wonderul thing happen to us Let me hold your hand Oh baby, You are mine No one can break the connection between us Our connection is very important to us Our love is most powerful Oh baby, I am all yours! We sit on bench and look at people who being sad or happy We are hold the hand and smiling We are look at each other's eyes Oh baby, We are together forever

~ Sgt Michael Burghardt ~ You Tell Them Brother
Leading the fight is Gunnery Sgt Michael Burghardt, known as "Iron Mike" or just "Gunny". He is on his third tour in Iraq. He had become a legend in the bomb disposal world after winning the Bronze S tar for disabling 64 IEDs and destroying 1,548 pieces of ordnance during his second tour. Then, on September 19, he got blown up. He had arrived at a chaotic scene after a bomb had killed four US soldiers. He chose not to wear the bulky bomb protection suit. "You can't react to any sniper fire and you get tunnel-vision," he explains. So, protected by just a helmet and standard-issue flak jacket, he began what bomb disposal officers term "the longest walk", stepping gingerly into a 5ft deep and 8ft wide crater. The earth shifted slightly and he saw a Senao base station with a wire leading from it. He cut the wire and used his 7in knife t o probe the ground. "I found a piece of red detonating cord between my legs," he says. "That's when I knew I was screwed." Rea