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The Wetha Is Betta In Hell[a]
It's pitch-black outside; it's like it's midnight. Weather is funky. Tornado watches, thunderstorms. In brighter news, my new bass is only one state away from me :)
Goodbye Perky
This is my cat Perky He died yesterday at the grand old age of 19yrs which is equivilent is 133yrs our years. Has been in the family for 16yrs, so hence I miss him. Just seems strange putting down 1 dish of food instead of the usual 2. Gandy our other cat is missing him too. She keeps a look out to see if he comes home. He had a large tumour so I had him put to sleep with me holding him, tis a gutter I can tell you ;) He might be gone but never forgotten ;)
Hey Guys Check It Out
Some things just sound more incredible than others. Thank you, V.
Quote For April 25
Satire is tragedy plus time. You give it enough time, the public, the reviewers will allow you to satirize it. Which is rather ridiculous, when you think about it. -- Lenny Bruce Bonus Quote: Three years ago our Johnny died. We thought there was no hope, but then we discovered the United Appeal for the Dead. They showed us that despite Johnny's handicap, he could still be a useful member of our family and the community. Our United Appeal for the Dead caseworker showed us that the absence of life from Johnny's body didn't have to mean his absence from our daily lives. -- Mrs. Hefsteder Kentucky Fried Movie This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Hey All...
ok im cleanin out my friends list... if u never talk to me or is just collecting friends then do me a favor and remove me from ur friends list... if u want to stay then let me know and rate and comment my pics... thank you
Letting My Friends Know
whats up people i had an pretty scary moment yesterday i ran off an steep side of the highway yesterday and totaled my car badly. But other than the car i can out with very minor glass cuts to the side of the face and upper arm in the shoulder region. I think i was very entertaining to the EMTs on my ride to the hospital which im still kinda T'eed at them not getting my bag out the car and my bucket of worms my father and i had dug up. Anyways its the morning after and im fine aside for a the lil bruised feeling u get from an good psyhical game of basketball. bye bye for now im still in one piece
Who Is The American Warrior?
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Looking For Love.
Man life sucks. I wish I just had someone to hang out with and has dealt with the same bullshit I have and that understands me. I need someone that is real and wants me for me. I am tired of dealing with the emotional bullshit. Someone fix me?
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How I Feel.
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The li
Gettin There
So, I just joined this place not to long ago and my main computer is all packed up with like 1000's of pics on it or I would load them all up on here. I'll try to have more pics up soon but I can only work so fast to get things done. Maybe by this weekend I'll have my camera and I'll get some more stuff done. I plan on adding pics of me from my trip to germany and some pics of my bikes and my 02 SS camaro. Just be patient I'm workin on stuff.
The Best Gift Of All....yourself
A wise woman who was traveling in the mountains found a precious stone in a stream. The next day she met another traveler who was hungry, and the wise woman opened her bag to share her food. The hungry traveler saw the precious stone and asked the woman to give it to him. She did so without hesitation. The traveler left, rejoicing in his good fortune. He knew the stone was worth enough to give him security for a lifetime. But a few days later he came back to return the stone to the wise woman. "I've been thinking," he said, "I know how valuable the stone is, but I give it back in the hope that you can give me something even more precious. Give me what you have within you that enabled you to give me the stone."
Dear Daddy
** Ok folks I wrote this a year ago, it was my carthesis really, the epitome of all I was feeling at that time, and well many other times as well . . . I wanted to put it on here becasue it is a part of who I am and what I am working through - so please I am not looking for pity, sympathy, nothing, I only wish to share this with those who care about me and they know who they are ** Dear Daddy, Do you know where you are? Do you know what youve done? Does it bother you to know how much pain you have caused? Did you cry when I couldnt? Did you cry when I finally could? Did you even think about me? Do you know how I feel? How I hurt? How I long to have you here? How my memories are lost and cant be found? How I cry and cant be consoled? How I hate and cant be calmed? How I cant trust and suffer? Do you care? When was the last time you saw me? Twenty long years ago as I walked out the door expecting to see you again in a couple of hours. You knew that was a lie, you knew y
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I Did It
I got my first tattoo its my husbands name
Where Did We Go Wrong?
My Beautiful America!
Another beautiful video you DON'T want to miss!
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To All People Who Hae Helped Me In Anyway....if U Need A Stash Rated Holla At Me This Hour Not Hh
1 Wk 1 Day
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all....
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Close your eyes...And go back... ..Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could break and share w
I Lost Me In You
** This is again unfinshed ** The river of tears that pours through my heart Was cried for only you The looks you used to give me The words youd call me to say Painful memories of another time Another place Another me Another you The you that made the promises The me that believed your lies The hurt that will never go away The wounds that will never heal The tears that will never stop The you that I cant help but love The me that loves to hate The tears that no longer bind The tears that scar The heart That can no longer care
Why Does Love Hurt For
why is it when you fall in love with someone it hurts to break up with them. you tell them that you dont want to call it off it hurts. when you see them with someone else it hurts. when you go places an you see them it hurts. why is it that hard to do.
** This is unfinshed and all that so eh whatever ** How I want to kill you Just to get you of my mind The suffering you have put me through I want to end it all The words Ive heard a thousand times Ill never hurt you again Force fed to me as if through a straw My heart no longer beats for you My eyes no longer cry for you My mind screams out against you FUCK YOU I just want to kill you Get you off my mind
Amazing Show...directed By God
Don't miss is absolutely beautiful! IT'S AMAZING WHAT OUR GOD CAN DO! You'll NEVER convince me that this just "happened"!
If This Isn't A Reason To Elect A Democrat I Don't Know What Is
Giuliani says that if we elect a Democratic president, we will get our Constitutional rights back the Patriot act took away. If we elect a Republican, ie. him... then our wars will continue to happen. Giuliani, paid advertising would not work better for the Democratic party then that line you said right there. How can he say that "they" hate our freedoms and that is why they attack us and our answer to that is to restrict and take our freedoms away. This is nothing but hypocritical bullshit. This was taken out of The Politico's website. Type in Politico in google and find their website, search for the title right below this and read the article for yourself. Giuliani warns of 'new 9/11' if Dems win Roger Simon The Politico Wednesday April 25, 2007 MANCHESTER, N.H. —- Rudy Giuliani said if a Democrat is elected president in 2008, America will be at risk for another terrorist attack on the scale of Sept. 11, 2001. But if a Republican is elected, he said, especially
To Whom It May Concern
To Whom It May Concern There are so many things left unsaid between us. So many things ignored. I cant keep doing this to myself. I cant keep doing this. I need to clear my heart and my mind. I need to confess. I know you think I lied and hurt you on purpose, devised some evil plan. You think I wanted to keep you. Honey I never had you, you were never mine to keep. How could I have ever lost something that wasnt mine to lose? So here is my confession. I did lie to you. Yet, more than lying to you I lied to myself. I hurt you yes, but I hurt me more. I told you that you couldnt hurt me when in the end you did. I never expected to care what you thought or said. I never expected to care about you at all. I never planned it that way. I felt myself being drawn to you. I found myself thinking about you more and more and I didnt know how to make it stop. I didnt want it to stop. It was comforting to think of you. I had found myself in a position that I couldnt handle. I was fallin
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My Beautiful America Show
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Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at
Broken (the formatting of this would not show up correctly, so here are the words at least just not the way they are meant to look) The Pain And Sorrow Flows As Freely Through My Life As Tears From My Eyes Drowning All Hopes And Dreams As If They Are So Easily Replaced Once Theyre Gone Leaving Nothing Only The Shattered And Broken Remains Of What Was Once Known As Me
Sexual Encounters
1.Have you ever tried anal? Did you like it? 2.Have you ever tried double penetration? 3.Have you every had a threesome, foursome or moresome? 4.Do you like your toes sucked? 5.Are you a top or bottom? 6.Do you like to be tied up? 7.Have you ever made a sex tape? 8.Do you have any naughty piercings? 9.Does size matter? 10.Are you a noisy F..CK? 11.Do you like to be romanced or just get down to business? 12.Do you masturbate? how often do you masterbate?Do you use toys or props? who do you think of? 13.Do you expect oral every time you F..CK? 14.Have you ever had your asshole licked? Did you like it? 15.What's your biggest turn on? 16.Do you liked to be scratched, bit, pinched, etc.? 17.Do watching girls kiss get you HOT? 18.Has anyone ever cummed on your face? Did you like it? 19.Do you know what a pearl necklace is? 20.How do you like your men? 21.How do you like your women? 22.Hair pulled or ass smacked?
Bored Out Of My Mind
Ok, so my boss is gone, I'm here runnin the place and i'm bored out of my mind. I can only look at so much CT stuff before my mind goes to something else. Anyone got any suggestions?
My Future?!?
When people ask me what do I see in my future I tell them what I want to see. Not watt I really see because I would probably be locked up in the nut house. I tell them that I see myself being a nurse, a mom and a wife, all happily of course. But when I really think bout it, it all looks black, incomplete, empty, and lonely. It’s actually really depressing and scary when I think bout it long enough because I don’t know what it means. I don’t see myself being a nurse, having kids, or a husband. Really I don’t even see myself graduating college and that should be within the next 4 yrs. I often find my self wondering if it symbolizes the end for me?!? Darkness usually stands for death. So if my whole future looks black does that mean that the only thing in my future is death, before any of my dreams come true?!? I know that the only way to make my dreams come true is to believe in them...but its kind of hard to believe in them when everything looks black. For some strange reason
At Last
At Last At last, when all the summer shine That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,— But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,— Though fled is every girlish grace Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face, And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears; They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years; This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate May bring to burden heart or brow,— Strong in the love that came so late, Our souls shall keep it always now!
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9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will
Hello Out There In Cherry Land
it`s beena lng time since i`ve been on lost cherry .i totally 4got that i had this account.well i`m back now and ready to meet some new holla atcha girl.
Pentagon Grilled By Congress
Impeacment-dick Chaney
When You Have An I-hate-my-job Day, Please Try This.
When you have an I-HATE-MY-JOB day, please try this. On your way home from work stop by at the local pharmacy and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be sure this is the brand-named thermometer you're purchasing. Proceed to your home, enter and lock the door behind you, lift the telephone receiver off the hook ... You DO NOT want to be disturbed. Change into comfortable, loose-fitting clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Then open the package and remove the contents, carefully place the thermometer on the table or a surface where it will not be broken, chipped or cracked by mistake. Then unfold the instructional materials packaged with the thermometer and read in its entirety. Please remember to read even the small print sections ... THAT'S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS, and where you will find the following statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer manufactured by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested by one of our employees." Now ... Close your eyes and repea
Beautiful Outer Space Show
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Child Vaccinations. Would U Rather Have An Autistic Child, Or A Dead Child?
Salary Raise..funny
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the Management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. 7. Yo
The Largest Nuclear Weapon Ever!
"in God We Trust" :)
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli
Cancer And M And M's
We have all been touched by cancer , somewhere in our lives, please read below and keep it going. I have been asked to keep this going and hope you will keep it moving too. New M&M colors Pass this on to all of your friends. There are many women out there who have breast cancer. Lets do all we can to support this cause. New Pink &White M&M's The maker of M&M candies has teamed up with the Susan G. Komen Breast Cancer Foundation to raise funds through the sale of their new "pink &white" M&M candies. For each 8-ounce bag of the special candies sold, the makers of M&M (Masterfoods) will donate 50 cents to the foundation. The next time you want a treat, please pick up a bag (now sold in stores nationwide) - you will be donating to a great cause and satisfying your sweet tooth. Just think...If each of us buy one bag or two.... how much will be donated. Buy a bag for a friend........... Please pass on to all your family and friends. If
I Now Live Out In St.lucie West...untill --????
My house is being worked on,and till its all done,I am living out in st. lucie west.. it's cool here..met new friends and still promoting and making music...lots of night life out here.. rock on... DJKRIS2FUR check out the all new THE DJKRIS2FUR SHOW,coming in May-2007 to the internet!!
Let's Take Responsibility!!!!!!
I got this in a email from my guy, and i googled this and came across Saul William's myspace page and it was in his blog. what do you all think about this? (if you don't know who is is, google him) Friday, April 20, 2007 An Open Letter to Oprah Dear Ms. Winfrey, It is with the greatest respect and adoration of your loving spirit that I write you. As a young child, I would sit beside my mother everyday and watch your program. As a young adult, with children of my own, I spend much less time in front of the television, but I am ever thankful for the positive effect that you continue to have on our nation, history and culture. The example that you have set as someone unafraid to answer their calling, even when the reality of that calling insists that one self-actualize beyond the point of any given example, is humbling, and serves as the cornerstone of the greatest faith. You, love, are a pioneer. I am a poet. Growing up in Newburgh, NY, with a father as a minister
Still Need Those Texas Lovin' Bombers In The Art Contest....
Still holding on to 3rd place in the art contest, with my favorite Texan...Willie...but not by much! I NEED SOME TEXAS LOVIN'... WILLIE LOVIN' BOMBERS TO HELP ME OUT!!!! Don't forget that a combination of rating and comments deceides this contest. Come bomb me with all the comments you can, and let's move Willie up, up, up, in this contest!!!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP!
Sixtyfoureast @ Diamond Bbq In Sullivan, In
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Going Home
hey guys and gals, well that's enough for me today i'm going home se ya all tomorrow
Take This Quiz ......find Out How You Are
You scored as Lusty. Tsk tsk tsk goodness are you ever the perve! But nevertheless, you are amazing in bed. You always seem to want more, and leave your lover in the same boat.Lusty88%Passionate79%Gentle71%Rough63%What type of sex are you?!created with
Today Is The Day
well today i find out if the surgery i had done last week got rid of all the cancer...if so watch out never assume what i might say or do next lol time to life to the fullest i have already over come to many obstcales in this world now i just want 2 enjoy and see all there is.getting to know new people helps so thanxs for all the love
The Circle
The precious gift of life comes with a terrible price. The price of death is unforgiven to those who souls are damn. With every death a new life is born like a seed blossoming into a flower or fruit. If you stare in to the eyes of a new born you see a new beginning.
Needing Info
My youngest daughter had Bell Palsy (it did clear up) she went for a CT scan and now the doctors want to see me an they say it's urgent...I'm scared lemme tell ya!!! The reason I am asking for info is, I would like to know if anyone know's more about this then I do...Like what could the CT scan show that's so urgent? If you or someone you know has gone through this PLEASE help me set my mind at ease!!!This is a picture of what Bell Palsy can do to a child....
I Owe You
I owe you a hand, For you always helped out. I owe you advice, Of that there’s no doubt. I owe you respect, For I got it from you. I owe you trust, With my secrets you're true. I owe you knowledge, For you taught me so much. I owe you love, As my heart you have touched. I owe you my life, Because of all you do. I owe you a friend Who is honest and true. THIS WAS SENT TO ME BY A FRIEND AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH ALL OF YOU
Ted Nugent On The Vt Shootings
Before you read his response, I want to say that as bad as any loss of life is, throwing a law at the problem is not the solution. We as Americans have become dependant upon our court systems to tell us what to do. And that same court system is removing all of our rights almost everyday. If you are in the minority opinion, get on TV and the courts will rule in your favor. This has been proven over and over. We need to stand up for what is right and just, not just lay down and let someone else make the rules. WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unar
To Be Or Not To Be "yourself " Is The ?
This one goes out to "all" the Lovely Ladies Of Ct sorry guys your on your own.As for the Ladies your Beautiful just the way you are as for those who play games and rate 1's & 2's then hide like a dog who just pissed the carpet.I find them to be quite Comical and just shows there high degree of Intelligence and own Insecurity. Especially when they try to go as far as implying that they would rate higher for nude pics as if this were an auction on Ebay or some thing. Lets just set the record straight for those who seem to be clueless. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms whether it be an evening sunset, a childs first words, or perhaps a woman who wants to just present a photo of themselves to share with others rather than hide like some anonymous rater who perhaps needs to look in a mirror and reflect on themselves rather then judge others. And as for Beauty the meaning is as follows: beau·ty /ˈbyuti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[byoo-tee] Pronunciation K
You scored as Rough. Woah! Calm it down before you break something! You are the type to keep going and going (are there energizer batteries in you or something)? You also like to be handled, or be the handler.Rough100%Passionate83%Lusty83%Gentle50%What type of sex are you?!created with
Is It That Easy
Is it that easy to move on? Is it going to be for us? Can we keep building this foundation So that this "house" never crumbles during a storm Is it that easy to love you Is it that easy to see me cry Can you love me with makeup dripping down my face Can you love me when I am in a bad mood Is it that easy to hold me Is it that easy to listen to me Can you hold my intrest Can you keep saying nice things? Is it that easy to move forward? Is it that easy to talk to you? Will you hold my hand always? Will you keep picking me off the ground? Is it going in the right direction? Is is going to be fun? Can I settle for certain things Can you settle for certain things Is it that easy to defend me? Is it that easy to bite your tongue? Will you still love me on a bad day? Will you still love me when they yell at me? Is it that easy to love my kids? Is it that easy to get icecream with them? Would you love camping with me? Would you love shopping with me? I
To Be Loved
Well ok so heres the thing, I have no other way to let my shit out besides this blog and right now I really need an outlet so I guess I'm not leaving. Do you wanna know what I wish? I wish I had someone in my life that understood me. I wish I had someone in my life that I could count on no matter what the circumstance, someone that wouldn't run away at the first sign of emotion... family not included. I don't know why I write all this in here, I so pay my therapist $130/hr to listen to me but shes an idiot and I guess I dun wanna listen to her... I thought I had someone in my life that was that person but I showed my feelings and said person seemed to forget about our little team. I guess its to be expected, Ppl do have a tendancy to walk out of my life when I need them the most. Everyones telling me to just get over it but I can't and I don't know why, Maybe if I knew what I did to make things the way they are I'd be able to let go but I don't know what I did or why things happened
Burned Out Gynecologist
Burned Out Gynecologist: A gynecologist had become fed up with malpractice insurance and was on the verge of being burned out. Hoping to try another career where skillful hands would be beneficial, he decided to change careers and became an auto mechanic. He found out from the local technical college what was involved, signed up for evening classes, attended diligently and learned all he could. When the time for the practical exam approached, the gynecologist prepared carefully for weeks, and completed the exam with tremendous skill. When the results came back, he was surprised to find that he had obtained a score of 150%. Fearing an error, he called the instructor saying, "I don't want to appear ungrateful for such an outstanding result, but I wondered if there has been an error that needs adjusting?" The instructor said, "During the exam, you took the engine apart perfectly, which was worth 50% of the total mark. You put the engine back together again perfectly which is a
The Harsh Truth
YES I STOLE THIS POST FROM FAT SONNY LOL WOW ....... is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring wh
Working Out...
Yeah I did bootcamp today and ran 3 miles. All before 8am. What did you do?
The Significant Other
WHY is it he doesn't know how to listen? He KNOWS I can't stand it when he fucking flirts...or talks to people I don't know. I make SURE he knows the people I talk to, and if he doesn't know them that well, I introduce them. For christ's sakes...the man is a moron sometimes. Or at least acts like one. I hate it. And I hate when he lies to me. That one peeves me the most.
Signs Of Intelligence. . .
Signs of Intelligence? By Fred Thompson One of the things that's got to be going through a lot of peoples' minds now is how one man with two handguns, that he had to reload time and time again, could go from classroom to classroom on the Virginia Tech campus without being stopped. Much of the answer can be found in policies put in place by the university itself. Virginia, like 39 other states, allows citizens with training and legal permits to carry concealed weapons. That means that Virginians regularly sit in movie theaters and eat in restaurants among armed citizens. They walk, joke, and rub shoulders everyday with people who responsibly carry firearms — and are far safer than they would be in San Francisco, Oakland, Detroit, Chicago, New York City, or Washington, D.C., where such permits are difficult or impossible to obtain. The statistics are clear. Communities that recognize and grant Second Amendment rights to responsible adults have a significantly lower incidence
Fake Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...
Fafe Friends
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...
Football And Stuff...
YeeHaw! I've decided on which game I'm going to go see on my annual trek to my personal mecca--Texas Stadium. I'm gonna go see them play against the Pats! It should be a very good game. I am also gonna get to see them play the Dolphins in Miami, and possibly the game against the Bears...I figure I can go back home to see my family, then catch the game. And since I'm already in FL...well, it should be fun. I love me some Cowboys games! I wonder who I'm gonna get to meet this year? Last year it was Romo, Witten, and Canty. I book my tickets through those Cowboys weekend's been pretty awesome. Why am I writing this? Because I'm excited...and I'm procrastinating. Today is my day off, but it's kinda the calm before the storm. I have my Ops Review tomorrow with my regional director where I have to present my business results for the first quarter and forecast out the second...and make my year over year comparisons. It's a very impactful thing on my career,
Im Sooooo Fuckin Confuzd
ok heres the deal. first i quit my job (long stupid story) then i got kickd out of where i was stayin, had to move back in with my mom and her drunk abusive bf. then yesterday we walkd out on him. and i was finalizing plans for me to move to bad axe. then this morning my mom calls talkin bout her job is gonna call me and i should start next monday. now i dont know whut to do b/c i told the person in bad axe is move up there this weekend. now im thinkin i should tell her that ill still come visit but i just cant stay. and the other thing is right now im stayin where i was b4 and im only supposed to b here til friday.....soooooo wtf am i to do now?????????????
Fake Ass Friends!
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...
Which One Of My Friends Wants To Ct Marry Me?
Marry Me!! !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=)
Warning---please Read
WARNING---PLEASE READ I hate people who forward too many warnings as much as anyone, but this one is important! Send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list! If someone comes to your front door by the name of David saying he is conducting a survey on deer ticks and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around to shake off the ticks, do not do it! IT IS A SCAM...he only wants to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid
Which One Of My Friends Wants To Ct Marry Me?
Marry Me!! !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage''
""""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into
Mean Mom's
Mean Moms ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned what should have have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all..... I'm
Yesterday I forgot to breathe for like the 6th time this week. Maybe it was the pink cloud strafed sky that changed my mind and brought me back Seems like every day it's kill or be killed... With all this anger there is no time to inhale and progress And catch the smell of something that you once knew. Have you ever stopped raised your face up to the sun and screamed Let it out exhale the pain That strangulates your soul, when will I be free My lungs take in the fragrance of remorse, what is the cost, am I living, If you let your lungs fill up with pain then you will drown in your own regret. My arms feel so numb my heart palpitates missing a beat. The blood freezing in my veins. the taste of rust in my mouth. So today I just threw it all away Though the light burns my eyes I will not be blind, If you blink you could miss so much. please don't ever close your eyes
First Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity Mine Is J
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your l
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Erotica: Bar (part 1 Of 5)
It had been a long week. Eight hour days in trial had forced me to return client calls well into each evening. By the time I arrived home at night I was too tired to do much of anything. On the other hand, I was out of bed every morning before 5:00 a.m. making final preparations for the next day's events in court. Finally it was Friday and by 7:00 p.m. I had returned by last call, finished my work and it was time to relax. I was tired. I thought about driving home, but decided I really didn't feel like being alone for another night. I hadn't been to the pub at the Black Swan recently and decided to give it a try. The Black Swan is one of Kalamazoo's finest restaurants but definitely not a place to go alone. Besides, I had little interest in a big fancy meal. Fortunately the Swan also has a small English style pub attached to it. I knew I could get there what I really wanted: a beer, one of their excellent prime rib sandwiches and if I were lucky, maybe a bit of conversation. I ar
Within those lonely hours; where the hunted howl in breathless cries to the newborn moon; the naked thought of innocence-lost lingers within the trembling wisps of fog that rise from the virgin waters. It was the smooth elegance in her movement, as fingertips traced patterns in the shallow puddle composed of the tears the soul had bled before time could cover the raw exterior of newly inflicted wounds, that summoned the attention of being. The evanescent shadowed thought coveted the infinite forces of life that whirled in soft whispered hums along the trenches of past and now. Reflection of face distorted in wretched illusions resting upon the rippled lines as water surface dances to the rhythm of touch and from pain-clutched lips the gasp for untainted air comes in discomposed deliverance Paeans
Fuck Yes!
Every Time I Die THE BIG DIRTY UPDATE Unless you're a sorority girl, you're probably not accustomed to dudes telling you that something called "the big dirty" is about to invade your personal space. Well we here at Every Time I Die are doing just that, so open your holes wide. Your EAR holes. This August, Ferret Music will release what can only be described as "Every Time I Die's newest album" known as "The Big Dirty". Chock-a-block with riffs that only 4 months of a Buffalo, New York winter could spawn, this new record will undoubtedly satisfy those that have followed the band since their first full length release Last Night In Town all the way through Gutter Phenomenon. And if you were one of the 38 confused men who strayed somewhere along that interim, we welcome you back with open arms. You want ironically distasteful rock and roll pretenses? You got em. You want riffs so filthy they should have a moustache and wear elastic work out pants when they go out to eat at the Olive
Web Of Power
~THE WEB OF POWER~ There are many different "muscles" in the body of higher consciousness, and we learn to exercise all of them. If you learn to exercise only the left arm, the right arm becomes weak; it is important to exercise both arms. You understand the physical plane. You are now learning how to dance with with the higher energies. You are learning about the subtler bodies. You are learning about the luminous fibers of your being, the web of power. And the web of power can be used in many ways. You can use it to hold you as you cross a great abyss. You spirit shield grabs onto some of your luminous fibers as it moves out into the universe. That luminous fiber is never let go of-it is attached to the physical body like a silver thread. You can follow it back simply by using your intent.
Tell Me........
“So, tell me your fantasy,” he asked. “What?” she blushed at the unexpected question. “Come on. I’m curious.” “Are you kidding me?” She laughed and glanced up at the waiter who suddenly appeared to pour the last of the Australian red wine in their glasses and supervise the bussing of their dinner dishes. “Would you like anything else?” the waiter queried. He raised his eyebrows at her, and she shook her head almost imperceptibly and said, “I’m fine.” He said to the waiter, “No thanks. Just the check, please.” “Very well, sir.” When the waiter disappeared in between the tiny tables and the trendy Tribeca restaurant, he said, “Let’s go back to my place and have coffee.” She looked at him curiously over her glass of wine, “Okay.” She smiled. She had met him nearly five years earlier when she moved to the city and he was doing business with her company. During that time, he had sold his business and she had been promoted to another division, yet
This Is Fer My Girl Becca,, Please Come An Help Her!!!
Im in an art contest and up against some very talented artists so any and all help would be appreciated. Rates and comments both count so rate and bomb away folks. I really want to win this piece of art from the incredible host of the contest. Heres the link and TY everyone once again!
Words To Live By
Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching. Sing like nobody's listening. Live like it's Heaven on Earth.
A Inhabitable Planet....another Solar System
WASHINGTON - For the first time astronomers have discovered a planet outside our solar system that is potentially habitable, with Earth-like temperatures, a find researchers described Tuesday as a big step in the search for "life in the universe." The planet is just the right size, might have water in liquid form, and in galactic terms is relatively nearby at 120 trillion miles away. But the star it closely orbits, known as a "red dwarf," is much smaller, dimmer and cooler than our sun. There's still a lot that is unknown about the new planet, which could be deemed inhospitable to life once more is known about it. And it's worth noting that scientists' requirements for habitability count Mars in that category: a size relatively similar to Earth's with temperatures that would permit liquid water. However, this is the first outside our solar system that meets those standards. "It's a significant step on the way to finding possible life in the universe," said University of Gene
Arms wrapped around me Head on my shoulder Breath on my skin Let me go Teeth on skin Nails raking your shirt Lips begging for yours Let me go This fire burning inside Hold me down Make me cry Let me go Your taste still burning on my lips Drowning in your scent Hands longing for your skin Come back Want screaming from my lips Desire driving me mad Lust burning me alive Craving sins of the flesh Tease me with your touch Impatient breath on my neck Draw me into you ... I need more
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHH;GH;DSFHoidfh;OIFHoaihfwh"ioHfdk!!!! Jesus H Christ! I am not a mind reader!!! Look at me! I'm a human! God damn it! I have no super powers (except I can wiggle my tongue sideways lol) so please forgive me for not thinking something is wrong when I already asked you and you said NO! Jesus Christ on a pogo stick! Now excuse me while I go bash my head into a wall.
In Todays Life
well here iam again, and its like 8;30 am eastern time for those not in the eastern time zone.have you stopped and thought about todays world? here we are in a mixed up soicaity ,is what i call it, where there are all kinds of shootings, and stuff. u have to ask yourself wow is this world ever messed up? well think about this for a mintue ok? here this person is perhaps alone, ad possibly confused, yet they lash out at the innocent people around them. we all have seen the college shootings, and thats one of the worst ones we have had the displeasure of seeing on tv. then there are the columbines, out there that stand to this day of a reminder of what our socity is like.its not and exucse to kill people mind you. but its sicknen to see all these shootings , like here locally where i live and there have been a couple of police officers shot. one to death.yet the state doesn;t haev the death pently, now ask your self whats wrong with that picture??? yeah i agree teh death pently should be
Maya Angelou
CHRISTIANS - By Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than
On Fidelity And Love
Here I was sitting with a couple of friends chatting aimlessly. It was one of those days where we were tired of doing so much work that we needed to talk about NOTHING. lol Then comes a miss X (a friend), she sits herself down..pauses n then screams "I hate men! They suck!" Since there was no such thing as a non co-ed gathering my guy friend said "What happened now?" I could see his nostrils flaring and his skin changing to a deep set red, the speed in which could put a chameleon to shame. "You know what makes men suck? It's you girls being over demanding wanting us to continuously be there at your beck and call while we are here looking for money to give to you what you want!" The rest of us were muted by the tension that raised between them. As he walked away miss X walks towards him and they began. Another friend whispered to me "Shit..another 300." Referring to the masacre between the Spartans and the Persians and the speculated killing that was to come. Th
Severe Weather
Shuting down because of bad weather...Be back after storm passes...hugs... Claudia
Teenagers: The Reason Hair Dye Was Invented
This morning started off ok, but got worse as it went along..why? Well sit back and relax and enjoy this somewhat humorous story of the morning. I get ready to head over to Roo's this morning, on my way out I see my mom and she says "Did you know that Jimmy got suspended?" Of course I didn't know this, he went to school monday! And she said he wasn't home when she got home from work yesterday--and he wasn't home before I left to pick Roo up from work--normally I see him before I go get Roo. So I go down to his room and flip the lights on, he had been sleeping. And I ask rather loudly --"Are you suspended?" His eyes are sill trying to adjust to the light, he says "I dunno." So I ask again "Are you suspended?" ...his eyes still not adjusted yet, "I said I dunno." Finally I say, "Let me put it this way, were you kicked out of saturday school?" He says yes --by this time his eyes are adjusted to the light and he's not too happy (of course) being woke up at 5:30. He starts to tell me tha
Thanks For The Support!! =)
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has voted for me in the Sexiest Smile contest. I am far from winning but the support has really warmed my heart. I have such great friends here., Wow, so many friends, and even though I don't talk to you all as often as i'd like, I wanted to take a minute and tell you how much your friendship means to me. I love you all!! Keep smiling... ~Cathie~
Wednesday - Day 1 Of Blogging Here
Thought it's about time that I joined the blogging band-wagon, to add a few random thoughts of my own. Well, why not? If anybody wants to say anything about what I say, then do please feel free to get in touch. I'll try to reply promptly, but can't always guarantee that. For a start, working three days a week in an internet-free office makes life complicated enough as it is, without keeping up-to-date with fans, friends or family or any other passers-by. There's another blog of mine on the go, which I started a year ago, to report on my three-week massive (well, it was to me) trip of a life time. 'Bout time I caught up on that as well. Any-old-how, yesterday was mixed: I scattered my dad's ashes, despite him having died 10 years ago, and although sad, I felt relieved that, at last, he's reunited with my mother. He told me he wanted them scattered - so they were: there's part of him in Ireland, Southern England, Germany, Sweden, Guatemala, France, and (symbolically
Road Trip - Day 4-5
It is 5 am and I am exhausted. Just woke up from a too short nap, somewhere in southern Washington state,heading to Bellingham to pick up a friend, and then continuing on to the Yukon. The past 2 days have been filled with awe and wonder as well as disgust and bewilderment. Wyoming looked just like it does in the movies. I kept expecting the Apaches to ride up over the ridge with thier war paint on. Idaho smelled like cow manure and the sight of all those poor animals jammed together in disgusting pens just cemented my desire to become a vegetarian. No living thing should have to live like filth just waiting to die. Oregan rose to the top of the list of plases that I have seen that I want to return to. I think I would like to check into the possibility of living there. The air smelled like, well, like something I had never smelled sweet and clean and pure. The trees and the mountains and the streams were so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It is hard t
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y
United States Map
UNITED STATES MAP - Short But Good! A father wanted to read a magazine but was being bothered by his little girl, Shelby. She wanted to know what the United States looked like. Finally, he tore a sheet out of his new magazine, on which was printed, the map of the country. Tearing it into small pieces, he gave it to Shelby and said, "Go into the other room, and see if you can put this together. This will show you our whole country today." After a few minutes, Shelby returned and handed him the map, correctly fitted and taped together. The father was surprised and asked how she had finished so quickly. "Oh," she said, "on the other side of the paper is a picture of Jesus. When I got all of Jesus back where He belonged, then our country just came together."
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Wow Wake Up Call?
"I am too Blessed to be Stressed" WOW, WHAT A WAKEUP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99 Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99 Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson , Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee , California 3/ 5/01 El Cajon , California 3/22/01 The Amish School, Pennsylvania and Blacksburg, VA 4/16/07 ? Sincerely, Concerned Student Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's se
Tore Up From The Floor Up
I spent the day shooting for the new line Julie Simone is directing called Abigail.  I must say, there's nothing better than getting paid to make out with hot tattooed blondes, like Cari (well especially when  you are a narcicistic tattooed blonde, like Me).  It had only a brief bit of light spanking and leg worship, so for those that have seen most of the other stuff I have been in, don't expect a lot of B&D, this line is more of a lesbian erotic video line. I was so exhausted after that I decided not to wait till they were done shooting the next scene with Zenova Braeden and Sinnamon Love, to ride back with Julie or her P.A. and took the same cab that dropped Sinnamon off back down the Canyon to My home in Hollywood.  I was so pooped that I started to fall a sleep in the cab right before I made it home.  I struggled against the fluttering of My eyelids, managing to pay the driver and hurried up the stairs to My door where I heard My cat get so excited that I was home that he head
97.5 Kmod....tulsa's Rock Station
97.5 KMOD....TULSA'S ROCK STATION! HERE'S THE LINK; (it's a kickass local rock station here in Ok. I listen to it everyday,if you've heard of "R.D MERCER" WELL,THIS IS HIS HOME STATION,COME CHECK IT OUT,IT FUCKIN ROCKS! The Legend Continues Phil Stone and Brent Douglas... still whupin' ass after all these years Every Morning Catch Phil & Brent and the rest of the Morning Zoo every weekday morning from 6-10 and don't forget the Best of the Morning Zoo Saturday mornings Here's How It All Goes Down; Mondays: it's Morning Zoo Weatherman Dick Lexia with the five day forecast and the Top 11 list Tuesdays: win valuable prizes if you can Stump the Zoo. General knowledge trivia only please. Good Luck!! Wednesdays: learn a little something you probably didn't want to know with Phil's Phast Phacts and get a behind the scenes look at the Phil & Brent Show with Producer Brett's Weblog Thursdays: join Gaseous and Upchuckus for anot
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: I like it both... roughness isnt always a bad thing now is it??? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: I have only been with men. Although woman peak my curiosity. How often do you like to have sex?: I would have sex daily several times daily if I had a consistant partner. Is sex a top priority for you?: Yes Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Eventually that happens I like to be in several positions... How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Its been a while. How do you feel about one night stands?: I have had them most are over rated... your drunk hes drunk its not all that good. How many one night stands have you had?: 4 maybe 5. What\'s your favorite position?: Doggie Where\'s your favorite place to have sex?: I can have it pretty much anywhere if its good does it really matter where y
Spiritual Prejudice...the True Evil Of The World..part 1 And Two
Its 9.30 in the morning and i,m sitting here mighty disgusted.Why? Because its becoming more and more clear to me that the world is FULL of spiritual prejudice-everywhere-everyday.Meaning,some beliefs are considered "ok"and you can be public with,and others are frowned upon and you tend to keep quiet about because you dont want the heat that comes from the judgement and misunderstanding in other peoples minds.Even with the constitution and the law saying everyone has the right to believe in whatever they want,and you cant be discriminated agianst because of your spirituality in regards to employment,its true only on paper. I,m pagan(no shit)have been for be more specific,i lean towards more the egyptian/wiccan beliefs.I dont look the part of what others might consider a witch...i dont dress in black all the time,or wear heavy eyeliner,loaded down with silver jewelry and reeking of patchouli oil...i look like everybody else..the only indication you might mig
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New Cherry
Hey everyone,just a note to say I"M HAVIN A BLAST meeting all the wonderful people on CT,makein new friends,reading blogs and just havin a great time with cool azz peeps. Anyways, i got a few of my friends to join CT and one of them is my bestest friend in the whole world !!!!Do me a favor and check her out,rate,.fan and befriend her!! her name is naturemama and she is just the coolets best friend anyone could have. stop by bi and show her some LOVE !! thnxs in advance for you love and kind words !!!
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Need More Boombers Please Join...
come join the texas bombers u dont have to be fromtexas to join leave me a comment here if u want to join were a great family...thanks evonne
The Law Of Power
The Law of the Power The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. But if the need rises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. The Power is used only as need dictates. The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. It is unwise to accept money for use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. Use not the Power for prideful gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. Ever remember that the Power is the sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. And this is the law of the Power.
Just An Update Asking About Virgina Tech
well I'm still high on life, and feeling great. Would like to know how you people are feeling over there right now in Virgina.
Post About Cleansing
We,as living,breathing,warm bodies of spirit and light,collect just as much energy as we put out...we are batteries of power,but at the same time,sponges,soaking in whatever we come in contact with weather we like it or not..This is why cleansing is so important...cleansing not just ourselves,but anything we come in contact with,especially if it plays a part in ritual. of the oldest methods and means for cleansing..salt can be purchased at your local grocery can use table salt,sea salt,even(if you can find nothing else)epsom salt.a bath in clean warm water and salt can cleanse the body and spirit of negative energies during illness or a hard,stressfulday...or,if a bath can not be had at the moment,rub salt on your hands and clean bare feet.salt sprinkled on your doormat will prevent guests from bringing possible negative energies into the home.salt in the corners of every room of a living space wards off negative energies.Salt is also excellant fo
Post About Magickal Materials
Ok,so you have an interest in wicca...and you,re reading in books about the many tools that witches sometimes use..the athame,the besom,the altar cloth,chalices,cups,bowls,candles,herbs,bells, much involved...but before you go rushing off and going broke to make a fancy altar,understand a few things first.. Wicca is not about materialism.Your personal tools can come from anywhere,and be just about anything...the most important thing is that you feel comfortable with them.You can do a ritual with just a chant and a single candle,or a altar,laid out with diffrent items.Its all up to you,and what you connect with. Metaphysical shops can provide things for you(as well as websites such as and (an auction site,where lots of items can be found in the metaphyical section)But you can also be creative when gathering tools...go to garage sales,discount stores,craft stores,flea markets,and yes,even drug stores to find items like candles,altar clo
The Cost
So far the so called war has cost over 3200 American lives and close to 1/2 TRILLION dollars what a waste. There are better things we could have used the tax payers money on!
Morning Donna
*laughs* Well...guess what going to court today YAY YAY...ok no thats not really exciting but you g2 do what u g2 do..and im not letting my friend go on a 83 in a 65 when he was only going 76 at yeah..I will not even try to let that if the judge still gives it to him...there isn't much i can do but i sure will try :) LOL...oy im tired >_< *yawns* Love ya'll xXx
Mary's Lamb
Mary's Lamb Mary had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, T'wasn't even in the rule. It made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak His Name! Every day got worse and worse, And days turned into years. Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's let the Lamb come back to school, And teach our kids to pray!
Only In America
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6 a.m. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car ( MADE IN GERMANY ) filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL ) poured himself a glass of wine ( MADE IN FRANCE.! France!! ) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good pay
Just A Little Bit Deaf.....for 92
A 92 year-old man went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later the doctor saw the man walking down the street with a gorgeous young lady on his arm. At his follow up visit the doctor talked to the man and said, "You're really doing great, aren't you?" The man replied, "Just doing what you said Doctor, 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful'." The Doctor said, "I didn't say that. I said you got a heart murmur. Be careful."
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To Be A Marine
Some people think we came from hell, others think we should all go there. Then there are the wise ones who are glad we are around. So what does it take to be a Marine? I admit, you have to be a bit foolish, a little daring, somewhat adventurous, looking for a challenge and according to most parents-crazy. Why? Because we are special. We train differently, we act differently, we think like no others, we take chances where others never would, we do more with less, we are overflowing with pride. We wear our uniform with pride, we hold our heads up high with pride and our families are proud of us. Our country respects us, there are those who are not fond of us and the enemy fear us. So, unless you've been a Marine, no one really understands us or what it takes to be a Marine. We are damn proud to be called "Marine". You can find a former Marine in all walks of life. People say we're dummies, stupid, crazy, obnoxious, animals. THEY JUST DON'T KNOW!!!! I have met former Marines who are law
Anzac Day Written By My Mate Roxy
Anzac Day! 25-April Despite my image, there are some things in this world, that i actually do care about! So This blog, to some of you 'inconsiderate UCKFAYS ' might seem boring! so excuse my pig latin again but UCKFAY OUYAY!! This ONE single day in every year, we take the time to remember the brave soldiers that fought for US, that fought for THEMSELFS that fought for YOU, and mostly that fought for our country AUSTRALIA! we were allied forces with NEW ZEALAND and went to WAR in Gallipoli.The plan was to capture Constantinople (now Istanbul), capital of the Ottoman Empire and an ally of Germany.OVER 8,000 Australian soldiers were killed. News of the landing at Gallipoli made a profound impact on Australians at home and 25 April quickly became the day on which Australians remembered the sacrifice of those who had died in war. Fires burned in Europe, Our young men gathered round, They emptied out our cities And our farms and country towns: We gave them 3 months training And a fa
Thank You
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit...
Everybody's Free... Always Wear Sunscreen... Some Advice To My Fellow Cherry's!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen Of CherryTap Wear Sunscreen!!! If I could offer you only one tip for the future... Sunscreen would be it! A long term benefits of sunscreen has been proved by scientists or as of the rest of my advice... theres no basis more reliable then my own blunderingly experience. I will suspense this advice... NOW... Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth... never mind... you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they fade it! But trust me in 20 years you'll look bacc at photos of your self and recall in away you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked! You are NOT as Fat as you imagine! Don't worry about the future... or worry and no that worry is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life Are have to do things that have never crossed your worried mind! The kind that blind sides you at 4pm on some idol Tuesday! Do one t
Very First Posting
and I am not even going to really write. it's too damn late when the sun's coming up. but I thought I would put a link to where my blog usually sets, and then maybe I will double-blog so no-one who gets bored enough to read this has to run back & forth. generous, ain't I?
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Flower, Bush Or Tree What Might You Be?
April showers bring May flowers. Today it’s raining and is forecasted to do just that all day. Good day for flower growth. Good Morning and How-D-Do? Ok, this greeting was not meant for D only… All of you it’s a question for…. Wait, now that I think of it… lets play a game. We will call this day Wednesday morning scratch your head and wonder where in the world did he come up with it ..and why? Ok here is the game. It is just a simple question and answer game. The game is called: What kind of flower are you and why? It’s simple enough, this doesn’t mean your favorite flower, but it could be, It doesn’t mean pick a weed (dandelion) but you could be if that is what you feel you are. Just give me what flower you portray yourself as and why, simple enough? Ok, I will start it out, just so no one utters these words… Oh I so detest this phrase, “YOU FIRST!” Ok, Marty would be various flowers at various times. I can be the softest rose with a tinge of prickly stem…or I can be a big ole carnat
Today I saw a Marine cry Why Daddy Why? He looked so tired and beaten But proud, I cannot deny. Can you help me in understanding? The tear, which escaped his eye? Son he was not sad, but remembering days gone by; Days and nights when his brothers and buddies began to die. He remembers the ‘good old days’ when they were alive He’s missing them dearly now and asking; "Why did I survive?" He can still taste the sweat and dirt And feel the scorching heat deep inside. He stands as tall as he is able Doing his best to express his pride. He will never forget the pain of those days The physical and the mental; both left their mark Too many restless nights he has tried to sleep, And yes son, he is afraid of the dark. He became a man in a teenager’s mind Not fully understanding his country’s call to arms Feelings of guilt often leave him blind But he’d do it again at the ringing of the first alarm. He remembers the pa
Kiss The Rain
Blah!Im just totally fed up with the bullshit on here. I am tired of seeing it. Hello... Can you hear me Am I getting through to you Hello... Is it late there Is there laughter on the line Are you sure youre there alone Cuz im Trying to explain Somethings wrong You just dont sound the same Why dont you Why dont you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel You cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss
Happy Humpday Every1.
Happy Hump Day
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I'm Moving!
i'm moving in with my boyfriend! going to be living in clearwater and i leave june 1st! i'm so excited!!! i can't wait!
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Good Morning My Friend
i hope you have a great wensday,my thoughts and love are with each and everyone of you,you all are verry awsome,thanks for being my friend and showing me love
Have You Ever Thought About
ican remember back in march 1980, when iwas a passenger on a snowmobile, and we were in an accident,i spent several weeks in the hospital in traction cause i had numurous injurys, and one being as i had a broken pelvis, amonsgt other things, i still think about that time oin my life and remember what i went through, there was this guy that came in the hospital he was in a motor cycle accident , and he was givign the nureses a hard time, throwing stuff at them . and cussing at them.i was on my way to recovery from my injuries, ,when i over heard a couple nurse talking about how ill tempered this guy was, well i told them that i would stroll down the hall and take a look, well i went to his room. and he looked at me , at the time i was using a walker, he said what happend to u? and i told him my story. he just looked at me when i had finshed, and say wow man ur lucky to be alive. and then i looked at him and said i am, and you should consider yourself lucky too. and that he needed to qu
Check Out This Gator
This picture was taken by a KTBS helicopter flying over Lake Conroe ! (For those of you who are not local, Lake Conroe is about 50 miles north of Houston ) That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth! Are you ready to go skiing on Lake Conroe ? If you ski at the West end of the lake -- try not to fall. This alligator was found between Athens and Palestine , Texas near a house. Game wardens were forced to shoot the alligator - guess he wouldn't cooperate.... Anita and Charlie Rogers could hear the bellowing in the night. Their neighbors had been telling them that they had seen a mammoth alligator in the waterway that runs behind their house, but they dismissed the stories as exaggerations. "I didn't believe it," Charles Rogers said. Friday they realized the stories were, if anything, understated. Texas Parks and Wildlife game wardens had to shoot the beast. Joe Goff, 6'5" tall, a game warden with the Texas Parks and Wildlife Depar
A Night I'll Never Forget
I never thought my first blog would be about something like what I have written below. A Night I'll Never Forget I belong to the American Amature Poker League(AAPL) as a staff member and future partner. What I do is host Free Texas Hold 'Em tournaments at local taverns/resturants and tonight(Tues) was a night that I worked. As I was on my way home, about 1:30am, I was involved in an accident ... not my fault, but bad enough the car will be totaled. I know your thinking ... how am I ... tell yeah the truth ... my lower backs hurts, but it had been hurting all day/night anyway. The cops were chasing a SUV type vehicle when it was going from one road to another via an on ramp ... I saw the vehicle and had moved into the left lane (like normal) to allow it to merge on ... as I'm coming up to the ramp where it meets the road, I look over my right shoulder to see a vehicle coming right for me ... he caught the rear passenger tire area & door a lil ... shattered the rear window all
Amber Alert!
Amber Alert! Endangered Missing: JESSICA VARGAS BIATRIZ (FL) JESSICA VARGAS BIATRIZ, currently age 5, missing 11/04/2006 from SANFORD, FL. If you have any information about this child please contact Sanford Police Department (Florida) 1-407-322-4141. issued: Thursday, December 21 @ 11:43pm for more info, click here!
Deep In The Night...
Beauty Is Brain Deep
the steam rises soft and slow over cheap housing and streets, desperately in need of repair. it's oozing thick white clouds that remind me why the city feels so much like home. mom and i come home in the middle of the night after her long nights of abuse and constant running to raise such a bastard like me. baby on her hip, mace in hand, she walks the blocks home with her eye in constant search for anyone that might dare mess with her. the four room house across the street from the bakeries, the salami shop, the nakedness of houses with no yards. driving past the river now, the spotlights on billboards turn the skies a bluish glow, with the white from the steam reflecting it back to the water. the radio towers are blinking, the red so bright my eyes hurt. i miss the days of wonder, classic rock music blaring from mom's radio, and being sent to the bakery for french bread and a cookie if i behaved. those days are gone, and i drive past the lot our
Lame Night
so boreing to be alone and wake up alone :( let me cry booo hooo .
when you have alot of friends it could cause problems,they all want to talk to you and have your attention,then one or two get upset cause you dont have time for them,i love all my friends and i try to talk to you all,but sometimes it gets it is impossable to talk to you all at the same time...and i am sorry if i dont get to you all have a wonderfull wensday and remeber smile,life isnt that bad
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U R A Texan If:
1. You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Burnet, Boerne, Nacogdoches, Mexia, Waco, Amarillo, and Waxahachie. 2. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. 3. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. 4. You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. 5. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. 6. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. 7. You measure distance in minutes. 8. Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. 9. You go to the lake because you think it is like going to the ocean. 10. You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit 11. You know cow-pies are not made of beef. 12. Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. 13
Emphasize Me
the clouds are marching, tumbling over one another in competition for a spot in the sky. the air hangs so heavy with humid stagnancy it's hard to take breath in. my balance is torn apart by these destructive winds, the same winds that drag sheets of rain across the crust with a vengeance, as if to beat it into submission. lightning jolts me back to reality, which would have ordinarily told me to run for cover. but not today. i let the rain envelop me, take me under its wings, curl me up to its heart. as quickly as it cherishes me it's gone. all that's left of my calming moment is the crunching splash of rubber on pavement.
Yes, I'm A Bad American
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are sellin g me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don 't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I bel
Having A Shitty Morning
So i have this friend that i have been talking to a lot lately. And she calls me this morning after i had gotten home from work and we are talking about stuff ( we have been talking about getting a place together for the last week). In the middle of our conversation she starts talking about how she was talking to Troy (her ex) and he told her that he had a dream about her and in this dream she told him she loves him. Normally this wouldn't bother me much because we are just friends, but when i'm with this friend if she talks about a guy she likes i get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I doubt she has noticed these things, n e wayz she told me all this and then she told me that his dream was dead on and she hasn't said anything to troy and doesn't intend to. The funny thing is that she and this guy don't have the chemistry that we have, they don't even talk as much as we talk. I don't know what it is but i have told this girl things i haven't told any one EVER. i guess i kind
Some Of My Favorite Quotes!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*SOME OF MY FAVORITE QUOETS THAT HELP ME GET BY IN THE WORLD... ALSO CAUSE SOME OF THEM ARE TRUE ABOUT HOW LIFE HAS BEEN FOR ME AS WELL!!!*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ "Good Brings Good, and Bad brings Bad!" - My Father Shyt Happens, Life Goes on" - Me "Life Goes on, no matter if your life is tattered and you can't fix what went wrong... life goes on! The matter in your life is tattered, your a hook in your own theme song.... Life goes on! Your a fighter but the grip is tighter and you know that you can't stand long... Life goes on! Oh itz gonna get brighter (life goes on) Oh itz gonna get brighter (life goes on!" - Pigeon John "Remember there's nothing better then a good lie ingredients of pretend loyalty and integrity with a potent mixture of false compassion and you have the perfect recipe for a friend who abandons you when you need them at your side!!!:):):)" - Me "Mind over matters what matters you gotta try to climb over gather the data, take the time, find out a
Damn Salute Pics
ya know, i first posted a salute pic usin my cell phone cuz thats all that i had. I just posted another one using a friends web cam and it sucks too, i bet im going to have to go out and buy some damn expensive ass camera to be able to get a good pic for a salute.....that sucks cause i dont have that much to spend..........but maybe hopefully it'll work, if not oh well.....i guess ill be stuck where im at forever....
I Am My Own...
I've been attending some slam poetry contests lately, and everytime I go and watch, I wanna compete more and more. See, every single person at these competitions is the progressive liberal communist of my nightmares. Don't get me wrong, I love these people, I feel at-home around them, but at the same time, I'm like Samuel L. Jackson at a Klan meeting. I sit there and listen to them bash bush, bash Wal-Mart, bash this nation, bash everything about everything, and then call for indiviualism, standing up for what you believe in, freedom of speech, etc. I wonder how they would respond if I got up on stage and praised Bush, praised Wal-Mart, praised this nation, etc. I'm just being an individual letting my voice be heard, like they've called me to do over and over again. Ha, yeah, I think it'd be interesting to give these pansies a dose of their own green-weenie medicine. they say 90% of communication is non-verbal. why did i not know this before?? think how much time i could've saved! i
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten a little over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the wife came home with no panties!!" That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card
Fears' Closet
I found myself walking in a mist Unnerved beyond pains existence Clenched face and fists Giving up without resistance Falling to a heap on natures' carpet Begging for relaxation's release Tears of hurt tasting the sharpest Enable only to give and please Lost in musicians' expression I look to the sky for false answers Hopes of losing built tension Sensations creep along like cancers Turning into a wanted ghost Feelings pour from a running faucet Becoming nothing of a boast Left to return to my fears' closet Hidden in life's darkness Safety being a happy feel Meetings of the heartless Regaining a glint of zeal Peering from the heavy door Removed from dramatic hectism Knowing how I wanted more Using a closet for my Sanctum Wrapped with my fears' blanket Stepping from shadows without notice Dreams of how I want to make it Crouching in Fears' Closet made me hopeless
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One Am
this is an old one but is one of my favorites It’s one am and I’m still up Thinking about you Wandering how I can fix You and me I’m wishing that I can go back To the time were things Got so fucked up Wandering if there was something That I could do or say To make things right Once more To make it the way things were We were so happy We had so much fun Why cant it be like that Once more Is there some thing that I can do now So we can be together I need you in my life Am so happy When you’re here Why cant you come back And be with me Like the way it should have been Since the very beginning You and me Me and you Doesn’t that sound so nice Why cant it be so Come home to me I need you I fell like I’m only happy When were together You’re the only one Who really understands me I can talk to you And I know that you wont Tell anyone about it If I ask you not too And you can talk to me With out the fear of Anyone finding out
Lord Maekasslave
i am writeing this to let All know i am the one who ask my sister ( Lord Maekasslave ) to join CT, not knowing i would have so much of a problem over it .. so im going to say this now and it end here .. yes she is my sister .. not blood .. but still my sister. she at one time did live with my Master and me and me and her have a past together outside of my Master. yes she did hurt me and my feeling on that is not being posted as me and her have work it out. yes she has done alot of bad stuff in her past and made bad choises but she tring to fix them. now what dose all this mean ??? i am 7 month prgy with a high rish child who i was not to have in the being due to cancer i could care less about who on CT and so forth, if you can found time to sit on her and call names and act childish then go ahead but leave me out of it ... I AM TO HAVE NO STRESS IN MY LIFE AND WILL NOT SIT HERE AND PLAY CHILDISH GAMES !!! grow up people, taking somebody life and runing
Help My Band
Ok so here's the deal, my band Crucible is in a battle of the bands type contest for a chance to go on tour and what we need to help us get some more points is more people to add our myspace profile to their friend list. We won't spam you or anything like that, we just need the friends to help us out, If you add us it would greatly be appriciated. If you help out and add us I'll try to help you here on cherrytap with as many points as i can so send me a message if you add us. My bands myspace page is
In Response......
Thank you to everyone who have been so hrlpfl & supportive since my 1st blog. I really do appreciate all of your kind words and attempts to make me feel better. Thank you! After spending some time talking to someone very close to My Husband, I have come to realize something very important. This was the 1st person my Husband ever lost that he was close to & he had & still has no idea how to deal with it. Unfortunately, I am the person closest to him, so I have been the one to feel the brunt of his grief. Plus, I have to take responsibility for my part...I was not on go shopping, to go to the wake, or the funeral, although we did make it to the funeral on time. I can understand my husband's frustration with me. And YES, SOME OF THIS WAS ACTUALLY MY FAULT. I could have done a lot of things differently, and, looking back, I wish I had. But hindsight is 20/20. I now know some of my husband's trigger's and I just need to adjust, so that I don't set them off. I'm sure he knows so
Ok I need some new ideas for pics and NO NOT NAKED ones either lol. I have done salutes for 2 people so if anyone wants me to do one for them I will....but any requests that yall have? BESIDED BEING NAKED lmmfao I will see what I can do. I have like a ton of pics that can be loaded on here still so I wanna take somemore!
As I lay here tonight Thinking about you And how happy I am That I have you in my life Its been a such a long time Since I felt this way I can only hope That this felling Wont fade away I hope its stay An that you will stay with me too For I don’t know what I would do If you were no longer in my life I cant imaging what it would be like Bet I do know one thing I think I would just die I know we have only Know each other for a short time But in this time I have grown so close to you I fell like I can tell you anything With out the fear of judgment I trust you with my life I trust you with My most darkest of secrets I love the way That you can make Me smile and laugh And when I’m at my sadist I know I can count on you To help me get though it all
California Dreaming
I cant help but to dream I wake up next to you maybe someday I can get lost within you worlds apart but so close we are lets alter physics and create a spark from nothing but conversation I need no explaination just enjoying elation oh how I love how you make me feel I give no thought to it not being real I want you to feel the way I do I want you to dream your near me too lets travel lets go so far away no baggage needed lets go in our minds maybe we'll find our passion in time maybe someday I can get lost in ur soul lets get together an lose control oh hell....maybe i'm just dreaming
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Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your
Thinking Again
Once again I have to blog. Seems like depression is here, when my baby goes to work all I do is sit and think. I was so afraid to let somebody in, now I am scared to death to lose my heart. I have a song on my myspace page done by Peter Roy Project, I go to my page constantly just to hear the song. I will share the words............ MD --- Peter Roy Project Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will never be the same Now that I have you Beauty has never has been as true as it is everytime I look at you Sometimes the world escapes me lost in our love who could blame me for loving you as much as I do for loving you as much as I do loving you as much as I do Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will never be the same Now that I have you Never knew how much I could love when it was Till the first day that I saw you My whole world changed will n
Performance Piece - 531
I was thinking of doing a performance piece... Entitled 531 Where I leave 531 marks on my body... [Now, by marks, I'm sure you people can guess what I mean.] 531 marks for the 531 days... Get it? Kinda creepy that I know the number. Plus, I'll need someone to document it. I think I can make it a final piece you know... go out with a bang. People will be like DAMN, she's so hardcore. [Seriously, that will be what's said.] I'll leave an artist statement, explaining why... Why the number, the cause of the pain... things of that nature. More like a letter really... That final letter you leave. [You all know what I am talking about.] Then people cant hurt me. Then I wont cry at night. Then I will finally get some sleep.
The Ultimate Sex Survey
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Another One Gone
I was saddened to hear that one of my journalism heroes, David Halberstam, was killed in a car accident today. He wrote about a great deal of subjects, some historical, some investigatory. My favorite is "The Fifties" - a great book to read about the decade that defined our culture in so many ways. His work will be missed.
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Ponder This.
Am I the only person who thinks that nationalism and patriotism is mind control so your country will agree will support the government's decisions and join the military?
How I Hate This Time.
so here it is, hubby is leaving soon. i haven't got the specific date but it's coming up really quick. ya know, it wouldn't be all that bad if i wasn't in germany. this isn't my first one, but it's not going to be my last either. i'm not complaining, i know its his job and i knew when i married him this might happen. i'm just saying that this time is really hard. i can't go home to moms because i live on the other side of the world. in 26(almost 27) years, this is the first time i've ever been this far away from home. and i have no phone right now so it's not like i can call anyone. i have great friends(family to me) here on ct. but you just need to hear a familiar voice every once in a while. it's crazy and maybe i'm over reacting, but it doesn't get any easier when they leave. i know all spouses feel that way.
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No One Knows
No one Knows no one knows what its like to be a star fading away a million miles from home the light dimming to nothing No one knows the fall when you were on top as high as the tallest mountains and when you reach out for help but there was no one there No one knows the pain kept inside the self loathing weighing you down The sadness of mistakes on your consience and the hatred of many staining your soul No one knows sorrow from lonliness with tears across your face your eyes closed and mind breaking down No one knows the struggle to get up each day and fight hard for a love that doesnt come no one knows the strength to keep a good bye from their anger By Jason Hartle
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To Friends Old And New
to my friends that are no longer logging on to cherry tap and thus no longer keeping in touch with me i will be removing you not that im mad or anthing i just don't see the point you can allways get back intouch with those new friends if you have been keeping in touch you will be spared....that is all goodnight wash you hands...peace
Victoria Aut Mors
The disease ive been talking about is best put In words by a Nine Inch Nails song titled Reptile the lyrics go..... she spread herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness I now know the depths I reach are limitless oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure......
When you are sad, I will dry your tears When you are scared, I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, for you I will care You will feel my love when we are apart Knowing that nothing will change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can’t see the light My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end For you above all are my wife and best friend These words I have written, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in marriage, honor and love blessed in unity by God above
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Stupid Bullshit
this is too all the ladies on here please dont come to my profile and start shit, i had enough of that shit when i was in high not here for that shit.
Bush seems to realize that he has created something of a political monster through this approach, spawning countless rumors that have him doing everything from dancing naked on a bar to copping cocaine on a Washington street. "I'm amazed at how one simple statement has set off a swirl -- that I'm the wildest man that ever lived," Bush said.He has stated that he has been faithful to his wife of 22 years. But he has been less unequivocal on the subject of illegal drug use, refusing to itemize any past transgressions.... Asked in an interview about cocaine use, he said, "I'm not going to talk about what I did years ago. Source:
Blah Yet Another One
Eyes that are crystal clear, one thinks he could see forever. But within you lies uncertainty and confusion, like boulders in a raging river. The swift current, the choppy waters, this makes for a rough and tumble ride. Be brave, be true to yourself, with me there is nothing to hide. Conquer the rapids, guide this craft, don't sail this adventure short. At journey's end, where the water calms, could lie a safe and wondrous port. So, it's through great canyons, on to the ocean, let us greet the unknown. Paddle fast, my love, get to my heart, for it is there you might find your own
Good-bye Yaall,cuts Like A Knife
just moments ago i recieved a message about a man ive grown to respect more than any man ive ever wasnt a message to me but to everyone,it simply stated,good-bye ya i read this it cut through me like a was a man id been able to open up to about my times in nam and about my life and he just disappeared.why?all i know is his message was filled with pain,i felt that pain.many a time he gave his own time to address a problem or give me an honest oppinion.he is truely my best friend.its like loosing someone you never got to say good bye to only this is worse,i wasnt there to help him if he needed help,i wasnt there to listen if he needed an ear,i just wasnt there.there arent many i hold in high regard like curt.matter of fact,there isnt any. curt ,if you ever read this,know in your heart you are family,a family i never had.i miss you sir.i salute you.please curt,come home.
Nights Like This...
I realllllllllllllllly hate nights like this. Thoughts ever so consuming, that no matter the deprivation of your body---sleep does not RSVP! Why, when you deal with things in life, do they come back and still haunt your brain at night, or pain your heart? Why do they not go away? I was always taught that when you deal with something, it becomes resolved. In resolving, you think of the incident whether past or present, decide on options to choose from in dealing with it, then cast action. Time now passes, pain does fade---POOF! there it is again---in my head at 3AM!!! If that's not enough, now it's in my heart!---Little SOB---I thought you were resolved---WTF? WTF? Sometimes I feel as if it pains me more than anyone else on the face of this earth. Either that, or everybody else is a giant Hermit. I am a crazy passionate person,---do I have to be? How can I turn it off to seem more "comfortably numb"? Ahhhh boy I gotta lot of crap to write. Maybe it will help get it out of my hea
Darfur Needs Us!!!!!!!
Darfur is experiencing an ongoing genocide and needs our voices to help stop the extreme poverty and dislocation of people. There are many families without homes, children without parents, food and clothes....we need to unite as one and take a stand against this serious problem! please take the time to read this and help even if it is just hosting a banner on your page or signing the delaration. there is so much we can do and every voice counts....visit these sites for more information....just think what if it were YOU in this situation! The ongoing genocide in the Darfur region of western Sudan began in 2003, when the government of Sudan began sponsoring attacks against the people of Darfur. The genocide has claimed 400,000 lives and displaced over 2,500,000 people. More than one hundred people continue to die each day. About the size of Texas, the Darfur region is home to racially mixed tribes of settled peasants, who i
Have You Ever
have you ever been heavy in love? that love/hate? the way you kill yourself through the love of another? have you ever decided that this life is enough? that when lived fully you can die satisfied? or would you prefer another day to procrastinate? have you ever been condemned for being free? have you ever felt as if you can handle no more? have you ever been on your knees refusing to beg? have you ever been told to stop? have you ever told to conform? change? normalize? perform? have you ever written something amazing? have you ever been told your creations aren't worthy? that they aren't perfect enough for this world? since when has our world been perfect? have you ever been told that you are contrary to nature? have you ever questioned what nature naturally is? what essentially 'is'? have you ever been asked why you care so much? have you ever responded 'because its my life'? have you ever just said fuck off?
This Puts Things Into Perspective
This puts everything in perspective. .. Guess our Lawmakers are too stupid to get it! I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cl
Moment To Chill
Not Fair..
how did i love you? when did i start? was it there all along? i think back to when i first seen you. and i loved you then. i believe in love at first sight. when i held my son in my arms i knew that it exhisted. that there was a god and there was a heaven. from that moment on there was a future. something i never had or looked forward to before. then i met you. i love you and i think, "Did god make you for me? did he say when he created you, "you will be for jessica. you will make her happy when she is sad. you will hold her hand when she is lonely and lay with her at night. you will have babies with her and love her more than you love anything in this world. she will be yours and you will belong to her forever." did he? did he create you for me? because he knew i was lonely and that you would complete me? that you would raise my chin and look in my eyes and wipe my tears away. that with you i belonged? i love you. so completely. so simple. so why is it SO hard. why is it all
Fear The Kryptonite!
'Kryptonite' discovered in mine The real kryptonite - Jadarite (NHM) Very definitely not green Kryptonite is no longer just the stuff of fiction feared by caped superheroes. A new mineral matching its unique chemistry - as described in the film Superman Returns - has been identified in a mine in Serbia. According to movie and comic-book storylines, kryptonite is supposed to sap Superman's powers whenever he is exposed to its large green crystals. The real mineral is white and harmless, says Dr Chris Stanley, a mineralogist at London's Natural History Museum. "I'm afraid it's not green and it doesn't glow either - although it will react to ultraviolet light by fluorescing a pinkish-orange," he told BBC News. Rock heist Researchers from mining group Rio Tinto discovered the unusual mineral and enlisted the help of Dr Stanley when they could not match it with anything known previously to science. Once the London expert had unravelled the mineral's chemical make-up,
Kickin Ass In Mo!
Some may read this as cheesy, but the road trip was kickin ass in my book and I had to express my gratitude some how. Here Goes. This is the best way I can give a Shout Out to America and Missourians and Truckers. I found out something this last weekend when I had drill w/ the Missouri National Guard. That the American Truck Drivers and Truckers are only a shade less Patriotic than the American Soldier. I logged about 600 miles this last weekend @ 57 mph. was a very long drive. but during the 2 trips I had on Missouri Highways I had a renewed sense of worth and faith in America. Please allow me to share my THANK YOUS. Thank you to: The HOT woman in the Mitsubishi Eclipse for waving, those were impressive "lungs" The mom and 2 kids that came up to a group of us troops at the gas station, Those 2 handsome boys just wanted to say "Hey" to the soldiers. The truck drivers that came up to us troops at the Flying J in Peculier Mo. and said thank you. They were thanking us f
Portobello Mushroom Fajitas
Portobello Mushroom Fajitas Grilled or roasted Portobello mushrooms have a meaty texture and taste great rolled in warm tortillas with peppers and onions. Pass salsa and guacamole around the table as accompaniments. Credit: Totally Dairy-Free Cooking by Louis Lanza Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 jumbo Portobello mushrooms, stems trimmed, rinsed and patted dry * 3 tablespoons balsamic vinegar * 4 teaspoons extra virgin olive oil * 2 Bermuda onions, thinly sliced * 2 medium red bell peppers, thinly crosscut * 2 medium yellow bell peppers, thinly crosscut * 1/4 teaspoon chili powder * Sea salt and freshly ground black pepper * 4 (8-inch) flour tortillas Directions: Rub both sides of the mushrooms with a little vinegar and olive oil. Toss the onions and peppers with the remaining vinegar and olive oil. Season with chili powder and salt and pepper to taste. Grill the mushrooms, onions and peppers over medium heat on a nonstic
WOW...So many beautiful little minds. I just want to meet one of you woman that has as much of an in-depth mind as your in-depth body! As Ron White said-"don't marry for looks....looks can be fixed. Plastic surgery for everything except STUPIDITY!"
In Memory Of The Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost
TRY NOT TO CRY, BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Seung-Hui brought a gun to school, He told NBC that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to college, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Seung-Hui shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Seung-Hui, Got the gun from a store that sold guns to mental patients. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the
Low-fat Babies
Storm over scientists' formula milk bid By Mike Swain BRITISH scientists are planning to develop baby milk which, it is claimed, will allow babies to be slim for the rest of their lives. The formula baby food will contain the hormone leptin, which turns off hunger in the brain. Scientists claim it would protect from obesity and diabetes even if the children later went on a high-fat diet. It follows remarkable results in feeding leptin to pregnant mother rats, which protected their offspring from later obesity. But last night, other experts were sceptical that it would have the same result in babies. And fears have been raised about the safety of tampering with babies' brains in such a fundamental way. The anti-fat infant foods are being planned at the Clore Laboratory, University of Buckingham. Mike Cawthorne, who heads the research team, said: "The supplemented milks are simply adding back something that was originally present - breast milk contains leptin and fo
Return From Ca
So I got back tonight from my little trip to California for my great aunt and uncle's service. I left Sunday. Even leaving turned into an adventure. I got up, thinking I had plenty of time. Well I finally decided to get in the shower, shortly after realizing that I still needed to go to the bank. See, banks don't like it if you go out of town and use your card without telling them. They will be bitches and put a hold on it. So I got cash instead. Made it home and shoved some ramen in my belly. Rachel and Lena showed up to take me to the airport. That's where the fun began. We had to turn around because I left my stupid itinerary on the counter. Then Lena and I kept grabbing the "oh shit" bar because Raye was cutting corners :P (Love you girl!) Well I made it to the airport and said my goodbyes. There was a slight line to get my tickets but nothing too bad. But I didn't have a seat for my flights there. I had to go through the security check point and wait at my gate for someone
About Me
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I should have known by the silence of the clock The glass broke Your image was not something that could be contained. Why is blood so warm? Why are words so hushed? Who is it that stands here? Stitched together. I think I've lost my way. I'd followed you. It was not difficult to trace the faint outline of your thoughts in the breeze. The scent of you, wild and harsh. I'd stopped watching awhile ago. Burnt my eyes out on the sun. For awhile I'd thought you'd seen me. Or remembered the dream The one in which the flowers had died. I remembered that song. Our voiced entwined in hues of red and gold. The passion of finding something almost lost but then I lost again I lost it in the stones against my feet the whimper upon my lips the pain within my heart. I broke. It's so silent here without that tick. So empty without the beat of a heart. I feel hollow I reach but cannot keep a grip My breath is lazy My breath is quick I am but
What Would You Do
Now usually I don't like to put things on here that I didnt write, butreading this. it makes you relise that this is true in so menyways. so read this story and tell me what y ou think.. btw.... i did cry reading this What would you do? You make the choice! Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one! Read it anyway. The question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when
Pics I Drew While In Iraq
    I been busy with school. My head hurts from all th studying I've been doing. Hopefully it's making my brain stronger.  I have two finals on thursday, and one on either friday or monday or something like that. I skimmed through people blogs today, there a's a bunch I haven't read at all, I just been busy. I do still try to respond to individual messages though, however briedf. There may be people how only want a brief respsonse though, so when I'm busy is a good time to send me a message for that.     I scanned some of my pictuers that I drew while in iraq. ( Hence the title ) I was drawing out of maxim and stuff magazines. It was extremly fruxtating because my pictures weren't turning out much like what I was drawing. I can't draw2 pretty faces at all, cuz my porportions suck, and they make things seem weird, and scary and stuff. Making things scary wasn't my purpose, and it's frustating sometimes when people think I'm crazy because of my drawings. Some of them weren't meant to be
A fool once said its better to have loved and lost then to have never had loved at all.I say to have never have loved and not know the pain that loosing them will bring.Is much better than knowing that pain.spending a life time trying over and over to find that one shot at being happy,content,at peace with your self and never touching the one thing so many have.Love,can be over rated.
Coming Home Soon...
I'll be flying home, for good this time, on May 3rd. It's been an interesting 3 years in Germany, but I'll be glad to be back. Back to the land of 24-hour supermarkets... the land of Taco Bell and Arby's... where the majority of my friends and all of my family is. Home. Strange concept, for a guy who's called home a tank, random trees, and a back-alley hostel in every major city in Germany. There are uncounted days I'll never forget, and just as many nights I'll never remember. There have been many friends along the way, some of which are still here, some which have gone. Reassigned to other units, ending of their service term, or coming home in a body bag, either way I won't see several of them ever again. But I'll never forget any of them. All the nights we sat at a bar and couldn't stop laughing, or all the nights we sat out in the woods in the rain and snow trying to find something to laugh at, every memory means something. As I pack my bags for the plane ride back, this is my fin
I was watching Fresh Prince of Belair lastnight, and it was the epasode where Will's father comes back for alittle wile. It showed where Will at first didn't trust his father, then over time started to become proud of his father, and let him strongly back into his life. Making a father son bond that Will had missed through most of his life. Anyways the show ended where Will's father had come to tell will that he needs to break the plans that they had, because of a "important job." Will ends up going off on his Uncle Phil. Talkin about how much his father wasnt there for him, and how much better of a father that Will would be compaired to his father. Then the show ends with Will asking why his own father don't want him. I've seen this one epasode the most outa all of them truth be told because it's my favorit one. But no matter how meny times I watch it, it still makes me break down, and start the water works. See the sad thing is that there are so meny other cases li
I walk through this dark place in insane thought, in distant fantasies, in between the shadow of Dreams and nightmares, where the skies are perpetually crimson and the clouds azure.. Where the hills are electric blue and the water jade green Where the echoes of the long passed are carried by the winds of evermore beyond those who dwell,reside in timeless manner and with feelings ignorant of longing needs I lay my heart there at its gates, and walk forward with a gaping empty cavity in my chest, free of its consuming heaviness I've had to carry.. And my eyes brighter than all the stars lighting the night hazed only with the stain of once having been human.. and not having to carry with me the wretched scent of love in this place where you can't go.. but somewhere lying on air, through wicked thoughts of sleeping Demons and Cursed spirits, unquiet ghosts and apparitions, there I am akin to it all, like a brother left behind accidentally, and suddenly being found, bei
why do people feel the urge to tear things apart? I belive it is because in all aspect of things we all crave something more and if we can't have it we desire it more and do anything in our powers to get it. No matter who gets hurt no matter all the lives that get taken because of it we fight a battle everyday for one anothers greed. We seek what is not given to us we take what we feel is ours. And we kill who ever stands in our way of what we desire.
The Soldier
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________
My Opinion On Cocks
My opinion on cocks is....When God was finished making a man.. He had some left over elbow skin he hadn't a clue what to do with.. so he sat around thinking..pondering.. wondering..then he thought.. "I will form up a cock" and SHAZAM!!!Man had a cock! (Let's face it.. cocks aren't attractive to look at, they are good for sucking and fucking and a friend of mine said, "they are a good tool to write your name in the snow with, lol..other than that.. ICK!!...)
Psychology 101
The Human Mind is a Mess of Forced Morals, Self-Taught Morals, and Primative Instincts.
What Kind Of Sex Partner I Am!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
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Good Day
I have test #3 in biology, but I get to take it home and it's here with me now. Yay. My friend Erin and I are meeting up at the SAC at the college by 12:45 pm tomorrow so we can study together and she can help me pull an 'A'. I looked over the test and there is very little that confuses me. Genetics... that's why I understand it. It's all right by my ally. ...And Dr. E was funny as hell tonight! We just had review but a good deal of the time he was telling us stories from the jr high he works at ((he's a jr high & college professor)) and we were all busting up. When he is tired, he is even funnier than usual! Good classes today.
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I Got Fired
Entry for April 24, 2007 I got some girl fired lastnight, cause when i went to the bathroom she was on her cell, and it wasn't break time either ,and then i found out from the person that works behind her she'd been gone for a 1/2 hr, and last friday she stole off the food truck that comes to work, so at lunchtime some were talkin about her and i said guess what and this other girl... goes what ya got her fired and held up her hand to do a ^5 .... so i got called into the office over it . And my boss is lookin thru the handbook, which is a totally differant one than I have since I work thru an inhouse job agency...anyways he found in the book where it says ...."dishonest of trust " and made me read those words to him, which it's in the area for things you can be fired over, which he told me that becomes and issuse with HR, well by the time all of this had happened their was no HR rep in the bldg. The only reason i snitched her out is cause when i had orientation we were told that if
Stupid Cum Bubbles
This stupid cum bubble decided to call me childish, so it rates me a 1 and blocks me.... let's give it dumb ass some 1's, and show it just how fucking childish I can be sometimes. I'd thank it for the points if it hadn't blocked me. @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Addme you know you want too/ Leave a voice comment@};-@ CherryTAP
Best I Am
Long. I`ve Been Running away for far too long Afraid of what Afraid of what I know is soon to come I may not be much of an example right now But I can give you all of my knowledge on how to get along in this place right now all I can say Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am It`s So hard so hard to think about when I was child so angry at life I blamed the world for such a long long time But Things happened so quickly some people just go I needed answers to heal me I wanted to know how to get by and now its my turn to say Is that I will do the best that I can to be a good example of man I know one day that You`ll understand you deserve the best that I am you deserve the best that I am This is all for you everything in this world everything in my world everything in your world things wont always go right in this life ther
Assurances Of The Master
[The following is a portion of an essay entitled "Are You A Script Master?," by Mystik. The entire essay is worth reading and can be found at This portion is really the most important part, in My opinion. Thanks for taking time to read it.] ASSURANCES OF THE MASTER W/we will go as slow as you need to. you will be encouraged to communicate, so if anything is too fast, I will gain your trust by stopping, and NOT trying to convince you to go on at that moment. I know you want to please, but I must care for you. you may not know that something is too fast for you, but if you have any doubts, we will go onto other things. you are a human being with needs. I will not ignore them. I will not be perfect, but I will learn. I will respect your priceless gift. you have a unique personality. The intent of My commands is not to reduce you to reading a script. This would create yet another false self, and a betrayal of what you seek. What
Life Is Full Of Smells And Feelings
There are many different smells- the smell of a baby is sweet the smell after rain is fresh the smell at a fair is of cotton candy and pop corn at a rodeo is sweat, and must and excitment feelings are the same, each different in its own way the excitment of riding your motorcycle makes your heart beat fast and your body feel good the feeling of driving a new car makes you feel excited over the smell of the new tires squeeling as you burn rubber after the first peel off. The feeling you get in your heart when you see your baby take their first steps, or say their first words. the feeling you get when your son leaves for college. the feeling you get when you get the wire that says we regret to inform you that your son was killed in combat. Smells, feelings, they all are part of what we go through in life. Some good, some bad, some we treasure, some we indure.
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This Is So Sweet...the Unseen Hero
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty bed.
Somethin On My Mind One Day
Why does life feel like this? Why do people say they care, and when your down they're no where around?Your voice I hear and its a soothing sound,Where did you go? You said you'd always be there but why am I here alone?What did I do so wrong to make you hate me?All I wanted to do is make you now Im left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and its a bitch get my life to a start...All I wanted was you, now Im left to find something new... Will I ever be loved again? Will I ever be happy? What do I do with this cold heart you left me?
What I Have To Do
Well it seems as though everyone's been led astray far away from. From what we know, still can't find a reason or the right words to say. It'll be OK. Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong. It's the only trial so far, as the verdict falls down you still break away. Caught up in a social degradation, you can't even see the truth. We're only half as good at personal relations, look around and see the proof. Only a few of us go in the right direction, even though we're singled out. It's the only thing that keeps me alive, I do what I have to do. How was I to know, force fed corporate trials each day, every single day. But we must grow, echoing the single most important thing in the way. Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong. It's the only trial so far, as the verdict falls down you still break away. Caught up in a social degradation, you can't even see the truth. We're only half as good at personal relations, look around and see the proof. Only a few
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Don't Be Offended...I Am Who I AM and It IS What It Is..~ Okay For Those of You Who Really Know Me...This Is So Me I Could Not Resist It!......As You Have Heard Me Say Before "Safety First"...For The Rest of You... In God I Trust..... All Others Well You Are Fore Warned....! Choose Not To Be A Victim............!
If There Was No More Tomorrows, ...
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them c
Why Dissapoint?
music is the one thing that will always be here. no missed appointments..sure i have to pay for it sometimes but its better i guessit keeps me going ... through life ..through boredom ..through lonely nights ...thats life hahaha for me a som,etimes insomnic wierdo i guess yearning for answers and something better
Why something so spendid leaves me torn, writhing in pain on the floor of of my heart. Crying a river of tears only to sail down them lost, not knowing where to turn. Then comes the emptiness that rips out my soul leaving a void that never really heals. Agony is my only reality now, as the pain is seething from my heart, leaving little peices scattered everywhere. Never again to be mended... Never again to be used... Never again to be loved... Get more @
cant believe i finally got to get on here...due to a tech error this site will only let me on when it feels like it and ive been too busy to try work out why.Just getting over my hubbys 50th bday...PHEW! shit im still under the weather..thank goodness we have a public holiday today.....its for Anzac Day the day we commerate our soldiers who went to war and and faught for our country...RIP to all who died in action. How do i stop this yucky feeling of wanting to vomit...good golly i got so smashed...Never again....yes i know we all say that...cheers huggs to all and sorry for my absence.
Tattoo Opinions This is the tattoo I have found that looks like something that would suit me. Let me know what ya think. I'm thinking of either getting it on the back of my left shoulder or on my lower leg area somewhere. The red smokey design around the heart is going to be like a light blue though I think. Blue and green are two of my favorite colors and I think they would look good together on this tattoo.
Sorry For The Stupid Things
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Lessons Learned In Life.....
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, someti
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Silent Thunder{2000}
There's silent thunder in my heart Teardrops falling though the cracks As what's left,quickly falls apart This rusty chain's all thats keeping it intact Every link there remains a memory of you And all the pain you put me though There's silent thunder in my soul My dignity and pride,it packed up and left And there's lost's of room now to lose control Whatever you left behind,your memory took the rest Your as beautiful as ever,and I'm ever a disgrace There's silent thunder in my mind Reliving your words and your touch There just had to be a sign I must have overlooked it,caught up in the rush Guess I never really knew you at all All your pretty hateful lies That's what make's us fools fall Now there's silent thunder in my heart And I'm falling all apart There's silent thunder in my heart To fix it,I don't know where to start This silent thunder in my heart
Ok some people dont like the fact that Im offically taken by a guy that I really do care about an he does the same for me. You know who u are, u dont need to go ahead an act like a real punk an call anyone u want names when they didnt do nothing to u. Please grow the fuck up. Im actually happy for once in my life with someone that lives very close to me, cares about who i am an what i do with my life, dont go calling me names outta no where for the hell of it, dont cut down my family and friends. Im 20 years old an AM READY to settle down with the man of my dreams an I hope this is the one. I have been ready since I dont how long now hmmm lets say 16. Please for u's who are pissed off at me now grow up an work shit out with ur others. PLEASE THATS ALL IM ASKING.!.!.!.!.
Im Home
hey yall just wanted to let yall know that im home until may 9th and then im headed back to iraq
The Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test
In The Making
A broken heart never intended A broken girl waiting to be mended Never will I see the day Where everything will be okay I'll save you the time I've made up my mind I'll stab my self in the heart for you So you don't have to It's not finished yet, it's in the making lol
He Wasn't Man Enough For Me
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Love {1997}
If love was only a word Maybe I'd be able to cope If love was only a feeling Maybe I'd be able to understand Instead,the emotions I create withen Create a hardend love A long so powerful, I feel it's pull A love so deep, I could drown A love so ture, I hear it's lies Love has turned me into a lover It turned me into everything but free
Un-break My Heart
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Lost, Drifting and Sick with Love Somewhere I forgot you, Somehow I lost the good. Sometimes I lack the knowledge, So many blessings misunderstood. Somewhere I shall find you, Somehow I’ll rise from hell. Sometimes I will surprise you, And all shall be well. Somewhere be love and hope, Somehow I’ll take you there. Sometimes you’ll need to hold me, And rid you of despair. Somewhere I’ll be what you wanted, Somehow I start anew. Sometimes I’ll seem too different, The old love lost from view. Here and now, I seek your love, I want you and claim you as my own. Every moment, I breathe your essences. My spirit soars to worlds unknown. I have hurt you, yet you linger, Stand beside me in the fire. So lucky, no, so blessed am I, You are my true desire. Let me hold and caress you, You are my lover and my best friend. I love you. I’ve always loved you, Our love’s journey has no end. Duane Ellis Copyright © 2007
Dream Lover..........
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.
Mailman's Last Day
Mailman's last day It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup
Call my name,and I'll come to you Dream of me,and I'll see you when your though Show me the mountain it takes to have you And I swear I'll reach the top That's the wonder of a fool We don't know where to stop Laugh at me,and I'll laugh right along Cause ain't it crazy just how far I've gone Just to touch you,just to see you That's the wonder of a fool Our pleasures are so few I live out hope and dreams Someday I'll fit into your grand scheme You'll find your way back around I'll be the one to set you on solid ground But time ain't gonna endear you to me And my heart won't break the chains and go free Tell me bout your crazy night out with the boys Talk about another women,the pleasure and the joy I won't cry anymore,I won't show my pain That's the wonder of a fool We think we have everything to gain Tell me lies, I'll beleive every word being said Tell me everything that ain't about you Ted Were both so good now at this game That's the wonder of us fools,who h
What Does Your Name Mean?
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I Want To Fly..........
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.
America is in a state of moral decay, a decay brought on prematurely by the very people we have fought and are currently fighting for. The Jew has come into our borders and over the last eight or so decades has set up their destructive ways. We are no longer a country of people who know their roots, we have been mislead time and time again by the Jewish media and we have been taught never to speak an ill word about the Jewish people even though it is them who have made America the weak country it is. Throughout the decades the Jews have managed to corrupt all who “serve” the American people, they have been able to work their way around the laws set up to prevent a monopoly and they have managed to get us into numerous wars in order for them to be safe. It is far past due that the Jew repay those of us who have kept Israel afloat all these years, it is time the Jew be held accountable for their actions and it is time the Government did something about breaking up the Jewish monopol
How Happy Are You, Really?
You Are Very Happy Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective. How Happy Are You, Really?
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The wind blows through the trees Making an erie sound as I walk down the deserted street I see you there Clad in the garments of your choice So strange, yet so familiar You look the same as the last time I saw you Bringing back memories of a time when you were mine Before you found her I try to hide before you see me To face you would be more than I can bear With one last sad look at your beautiful face I turn the corner And you are gone But the memories remain
Ted Nugent's Veiw On The Vt Massacre
I 100% agree. WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every time, and I've about had enough of it. Nearly a decade ago, a Springfield, Oregon, high schooler, a hunter familiar with firearms, was able to bring an unfolding rampage to an abrupt end when he identified a gunman attempting to reload his .22-caliber rifle, made the tactical decision to make a move and tackled the shooter. A few years back, an assistant principal at Pearl High School in Mississippi, which was a gun-free zone, retrieved his legally ow
Everytime I close my eyes I see your face But in reality,your not there And though my fingers transpire the past The feel of your body is real for a moments grasp I still hear the echo of your laughter And words you spoke to me long ago Come back to me,clear as day Your memory is as real as you For I needed something to hold onto I constructed all the ghosts of yesterday Into today,and with me now,you'll forever stay
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Road To Nowhere{1998}
You come to me,drunk as I remember you to be youvebeen looking for answers,in the bottom of your bottle,you drank away another dream,Now your looking for some comfort,the kind that can't be bought.You know I'll take you in,you know I'll I'll treat you right.And in each others arms,we try to take this road to nowhere,somewhere for a night. Now I remember being warned,by our buddy John, he said,your not the type to count on,he drinks to much and he's always wanted by the law,he's just not what you need.At the time,he was all I ever wanted,wish I would have listened to my wisened mentor.Cause for 3 years now we've been basterdizing this road to nowhere,trying to make sence of our situations. I've been running in circles,looking for you in every corner,and the shadowson my walls,are the shadows in your heart,that keep you from loving me Everytime I think your really gone,I find you coming back around again.I think I've telling you good-bye,but your something I can't quit.No
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In the Event of My Demise In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise Written by Tupac Shakur (1971-1996)
Da Bomb
I'll flash my boobies and run naked through a lounge (or not, if thats what you want >.>) if you guys comment bomb me and rate me! i need to get to lvl 10 damnit.
Take Me As I Am
- Take me as I am or get out of my face - My eyes are GREEN/BLUE, but they change colors depending on my mood - I think that alcohol makes people DO things that they WANT to do when they are sober - Curves bring you balance - big boobs to balance out your big heart, big hips to balance out big desires and big booty to balance out, well, everything else - I love thunderstorms and kissing in the rain - I like meeting new people and getting busy on the dance floor - I have seen hard times and then some, experience teaches you a lot and so some may call me wise....I know I have just seen a lot. - My friends and family mean everything to me - I like to drive with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair - I like to drive really fast, speed is an addiction - I am a master at multi tasking - I fall many times but I always get up, dust my ass and keep on going - I like driving and not knowing where I'll end uP - I like a chase because I get bored very easy, so keep m
I'm Moving To Houston And Setting My House On Fire!
Ok not really but its tempting :)
Little Sammy
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault," Miss Crabtree. "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote. The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!"Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!"He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the window of the coop. As he stared into the da
The Punishment
He knew what Id been doing as soon as he walked in the door. He just had a sense for these things, or maybe it was the look of satisfaction I couldnt hide that gave me away. Whatever it was that led him to the this truth I knew the punishment would be severe and well worth it in the end. I was sitting on the stool in the kitchen when he walked through the apartment looking for evidence, but I knew Id removed everything just in time. I had seen him pulling up the drive just as the last of the wetness was wiped away. He searched the couch, the loveseat, the tables, and then went up the stairs very casually to inspect the bedroom. There was nothing to be found there either though, I know how to clean up a mess after so many years. He moved the blankets and pillows, lifted the mattress, bent over and glanced under the frame and satisfied moved on to the bathroom. He had to be a little more meticulous in here, it is easy to hide evidence in a bathroom. He looked under the sink, behind th
No More
say good bye and take u form my head not need not want again its all in the yesterdays no more 2moros time for laughing forget all the sorrows no more wasted time wasted energy fact is ur not for me forget u will forget u wont take it all love seems a joke a lil pain and i find me back again do it all again i dont want to fall again say that u will say that u wont i think we cant but see we dont say what u will to me i dotn feel u say good bye and take u form my head need not want not ... not again its in the yesterdays theres no more 2moros gotts bet the sorrows no more wasted time wasted time need a good goodbye say good bye forget ur number take it form my head i hate that by refex i dial it again dont want to hear ur voice dont want to make a choice just want u gone form see its like its mermory see it like photograh its all just nothing nothing nothing at all fade away into the shadow i dont want to hear u say
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Damn Again
I sprain my ankle the on April 9th and it was healen then yesterday April 24 i was runnin and fucked it up again ha ha guess i play rough but get at me and imma b back soon aight much luv 2 yall and MAy is almost herre i b 19 yea babe and then just a few weeks left till i grad so expect some good pics aight 1 Luv
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I Didn't Get This From You B-ry!
Life Survey 1.If you were to find out you were pregnant right now what would you do? Panic! 2. Do you trust your friends? The few close ones I have, yes 3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love? You bet 4.Do you believe that everything happens for a reason? Yes 5. Name a few things you would want in a relationship? Trust, honesty, laughter, love... 6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best room mate for you? Probably the one I have now 7. When was the last time you snuck out? I don't think I've ever had to 8. Are you afraid of falling in love? A little bit 9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times? No, he's there all the time 10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new girl/guy?: Hell no 11. When was the last time you flew in a plane? Never 12. What was the last text you sent? It was to Bryan and it was kinda long 13. What features
Hot Bitches
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New Member
Newbie here, so I thought I would just stick my neck out and hope no one chops it off.
The Fantasy
It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring up at her helplessly. She walks forward and stands over his head with legs spread. His only choice is to look up at her and see her garter belt and bright red thong. She places one of her feet upon his chest to hold him in place as she stares in the mirror at herself for a moment considering what she will do to him tonight. She knows he is anxious to get started; he has been waiting for her all day. She removes her foot from its p
Dimebag Darrell’s Black Tooth Bash Announced
Six String Masterpieces is presenting the Dimebag Darrell Art Tribute Auction to benefit The Little Kids Rock Foundation at the House of Blues Hollywood. This event is held after the induction of Dimebag Darrell Abbott to the Hollywood Guitar Center Rock Walk on May 17th. The night will start out with ring-master Jamey Jasta of Hatebreed and Headbanger's Ball leading us into the 3-ring circus in honor of Dimebag Darrell Abbott and his induction. Jasta opens the night with introducing to the masses the L.A Chapter of the Little Kids Rock. The kids will rock out and show you how a little love from us can help change the lives of these gifted kids that would not normally have the chance to learn and play instruments. Jasta will then head up the now famed Black Tooth Bash. This nights Black Tooth Band will comprise of performances by Vinnie Paul Abbott (HellYeah, ex-Pantera), Scott Ian (Anthrax), Tim "Ripper" Owens (Iced Earth, Beyond Fear), John 5 (Rob Zombie), David Draiman (Distur
Well i would like to say.... I LOVE WOMEN....Red Heads with green eyes or blue are like yummy or eye candy...The Forbidden treasure....Blonds are like Diamond's a Graceful Gem that has alot of fun....Brunettes are "What can you say!" THE BOMB... And ethnic i don't have any a woman is a woman not a color,But something true with feeling...So if there are any women out there who would like to know more ...JUST ASK....
The Cyber Stalker
Can someone please explain to me as to why some people are just so completely off their rocker, that they would stoop so far as to cyber stalking/harassing/bashing/lying, etc? Seriously, I'd like to know. Now given from my last blog, it is obvious, I use to be in an abusive relationship. (very abusive at that) but after I can't even remember how long, he is *still* stalking me, especially online now, more than ever. He's followed me everywhere online I go. Even now onto CT. It's completely fucking nuts! And now, he is sending me messages saying to look to find him "on top" of me where I posted some comments, to see what lies he has posted about me now, in hopes to try to knock me down, and make it so that "he will be the only one I will ever have" and I "will have to go back with him." Um, hello? Reality check, please! It's funny, (well, not funny haha) but today I was actually speaking with a friend of mine this morning while I was out, and she just got out of an abusive relationship
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What Is This World Comming To?
everybody has someone and im always alone day after day it sucks! :(
Vinnie Paul Loses Hockey Bet To Nickelback's Chad Kroeger.......... Plus Family Values Tour Dates!!!!!!
The two men share more than fans through and through, they each bet on their respective home team for the NHL's Western Conference quarterfinals; Chad (Kroeger) for the Vancouver Canucks and Vinnie (Paul) for his beloved Dallas Stars, with the winner receiving a brand spankin' new pair of cowboy boots. It's a good thing Vinnie lives in Dallas where he'll have a wide selection of boots to pick from for Chad. If he's awake yet after last night's deciding game in which Vancouver defeated Dallas 4-1 to move on to play the Anaheim Ducks in the NHL's Western Conference Semi-Finals, Vinnie is probably at his favorite bootery right now picking out a pair (one size too small) for Chad. Nickelback continues their 5xPlatinum run with "All the Right Reasons," along with what seems like a non-stop tour schedule. Vinnie and the Hellyeah boys are gearing up for their Spring "Fire It Up" tour in conjunction with their self-titled debut release that had the highest debut chart p
My Heart Belongs To?????????
My feelings for you seem to have no boundaries or secrets. It's in my essence, devouring the fiber of my being and is devoted to you alone. My feelings for you reaches far and wide and travels through the four corners of the earth and far beyond what the mind can understand My feelings for you is a journey of the highest mountain tops, the most beautiful gardens, the deep seas, the bluest lakes, rivers and streams. My feelings for you consumes my heart. u make me feel like i can soars beyond the edge of the world, up into the sky, through the clouds, past the sun, the stars, the and heavens, just so i can searching for you, my feelings, it is hard to even begin tell you how much I care. My feelings for you is the totality of all existing things. My feelings my love for u is unstopable, unexsplainable, and wonderful.. the sound of ur voice sinks my heart in a ocean of love and passion. it remains in the center of my heart, if fact my whole heart...
I Go Crazy!!!
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized and ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling, makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on my neck in that spo
Moore's 'sicko' Stunt Takes 9/11 Workers To Cuba
Janon Fisher / NY POST / April 15, 2007 Filmmaker Michael Moore's production company took ailing Ground Zero responders to Cuba in a stunt aimed at showing that the U.S. health-care system is inferior to Fidel Castro's socialized medicine, according to several sources with knowledge of the trip. The trip was to be filmed as part of the controversial director's latest documentary, "Sicko," an attack on American drug companies and HMOs that Moore hopes to debut at the Cannes Film Festival next month. Two years in the making, the flick also takes aim at the medical care being provided to people who worked on the toxic World Trade Center debris pile, according to several 9/11 workers approached by Moore's producers. But the sick sojourn, which some say uses ill 9/11 workers as pawns, has angered many in the responder community. "He's using people that are in a bad situation and that's wrong, that's morally wrong," railed Jeff Endean, a former SWAT commander from Morris Count
The Thought Was Enough!
The Thought Was Enough I crawled across the bed on hands and knees until I found the pillow for my head. I laid it down ready to dream, but my mind wasn't ready to rest. My mind was racing with thoughts of you . . . there would be no sleep for a while. I closed my eyes and let my mind wander, filling with visions of delight. I saw you there at the foot of the bed staring up at me. The look was one of pure lust and desire - and it was all for me. The look beockened me to you, but you laid me back down. This was all about me, I wasn't to lift a finger, just lie back and enjoy. I was aware of my fingers softly playing up and down my thighs, tracing the spot I longed for them to be. Each time I would get close my heart would race and your image would come back. Your face so close to mine, waiting for that soft kiss. Oh no wait, not a kiss but a swoop down to bite my neck, you know just how to turn me on. The teeth scraping the muscle is just enough to make me shudder and whimper
I guess ive felt it now, the true thing thats called fear, it does start in your gut like most can tell you, Its the little things, sitting in your hmvvw looking over a route and having come over the radio, Minimal dismounts on the ground this area receives a bunch of sniper fire regularly, thats when it hits ya, the fear of that silent death flying at 100 miles through the air, Snipers dont really phase me as much as an ied called an Efp, it use to be when we would drive to places there was a low rate of efp's, due to the fact they cost about $50,000 to go from their home country to being placed on the ground ready to kill my brothers and sisters, the routes we use to drive on where cheap, dirt poor people, you would hardly run into efps but tons of other dangerous ez to spot ieds. The new place we are at will turn your blood cold, make you jump if u hear a loud noise, ive recovered vehicles from efp blast and it usually not pretty, if it punches thru the army your talking about seri
The Dance
THE DANCE Looking across the table at him I lose myself in his eyes. Hoping that he can see in mine what I feel for him. What a dream we live. The love we share. Heaven on earth every day. He takes my hand in his and leads me to the dance floor. Holding me so close, so tight and firm. Letting me know that I am his. I could stay like this forever. My head on his shoulder nuzzled next to his neck. I plant little kisses. He releases a soft sigh, whispering to me not to continue or we’ll not be able to finish our evening in the restaurant. A smile over takes my face as I think of the many things I would like to be doing to him. I lightly lick his neck and grin. His sigh returns, his hand on my waist tightens in warning. Pressed against him like this I can’t think straight. I just want this part of the evening to be over now so that we can go home. I kiss his neck again and again...soft, light, tender kisses. He pulls
How To F**k Up
How to f*** up The preceding list of answers to questions about polyamory is not a guide to how to have a working polyamorous relationship, although we have strong anecdotal evidence that the tools mentioned are useful in all sorts of relationships, mono and poly. We do, however, have the following guide of carefully tested methods for making mistakes in polyamorous relationships. With proper application and ingenuity, these methods may impair or destroy monogamous relationships as well; they're truly multipurpose tools. We post this listing for your consideration; no liability expressed or implied. 1. Lie. This is basic and effective. To maximize bad results, lie about something important to the other person(s) and arrange to be caught in the lie in such a way as to produce maximum shock. Additional stress points awarded for keeping the lie going for a while before discovery, which increases the disorientation and sense of betrayal in the deceived person(s)
Well those of you's that know me know that I just got a year older this last week. I feel 10 years older somedays...and years younger on others. My son is keeping me very active and Ihave a move coming up very soon, so I'm excited about that. This isn't a very long blog, which some of you are used to from me...but hell it's late and that's all I'm gonna say about that. Just keep in mind.... "Mama always said, 'Life is like a box of chocolate's, You never know what ya gonna get'...." ~ Forest Gump Nite all, Jenn
Worst Day Ever
Today was the worst day ever.. is 12:00 am and i just get home from work.. a lot of work... and for the first time i feel like ohh my god.. what happend... this is not rigth and this doesn't supposse to happen a day before i am going to have my evaluation to be permanent in my work.. i was making a campain,*cause i am graphic designer*, for x service of the neswspaper that i work.. a co-worker took my work and star talking about my work with the general manager of the neswspaper and my supervisor.. the art director, is mad with me cause all work have to pass for his aprovval... and he told me that i did wrong.. and i didn't do a thing.. it wasn't my idea... to get the general manager office with my unfinished campain... i am so sad. i hope this shit don't influence tomorrow evaluation....
What Can I Do
what can i do to live a happy life,what can i do to make you say i do,what can i do to make you see that you are the only one for me that you make my heart skip a beat.What can i do to make you realize that i am madly in love with you that there is no one else that i would rather be then to be in your arms and to be your wife, what can i do to be the best wife you ever have and the one that you want and need,what can i do to make sure that i never lose you out of my life if there is anything that i can do for you to make you happy plase let me know what i need to do and i will do what ever i can do,what can i do but give you what i have i am sorry that all i have to give is my heart and soul.I am sorry that i am not a rich female i would give you the world if i could i hope you know that i love you to death i just wanted u to know how i feel.
Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
The Gathering II "Ones heart maybe saved today but the mind extract a risk of saviors for tommorows survival" The real meaning of truth isnt about confession of guilt but deception in the eyes of the lost soul. guided by messenger.. by all means to serve and protect the innocent only for the lost cause and defend glory with an offensive theory of love. love isnt mistaken for hate but hate is mistaken for love. theres talk of sensuality but the breath of pressure is just the tip of an arrow while action is measure base upon the strength of how much u stretch ones emotions pulling thier bow compacity weakness. it is said never look into the eyes of an enemy but stray the force of the enemy with a heart penatration only then will they be callin for help but help will not reinforce its dealt. strength is combine with weakness carrying the pain fear of loss fear of self and fear of heart. i have neither hope in judgement but will kneel to destiny. life is measure on how much ones wi
Birthday Coming Up!
Another year has gone by and it seems like each year just disappears faster and faster! I am turning 37 years old and I still feel as every bit young as I did at 21 years old. So much yet in life that I want to accomplish and so little time or so it seems. So I guess I am making this birthday, the beginning. The beginning of maintaining and reaching all my goals in life. From my love life to my mission in life! I am glad that I have met some wonderful new friends on here. To all those friends thank you for making this approaching birthday more special! Much love to you all!
I chased down the rabbit hole a whole rabbit down quite far for to see what I beheld but my eye beheld only dark So I wandered through the veil through the darkened vale to here but did I hear someone's tale as cat's tail now appeared With cheshire smile now he drew drawing seperately with each part parting sanity as cheshire's do done finally gave me a start "Cheshire Puss," did I say, and said unto this cat "Cat, should I go this way?" and waiting as he smiled at that "Depends on where you go," replied he with a smile, smiling that I didn't know "No matter where, just somewhere awhile." "Then direction matters not." he said, not the least concerned "Concerning that I find a spot." said I, spotting his smile unturned. "Oh a spot, you're sure to find." confided he, "If you walk so far, for a spot you don't mind, mind you, direction takes no part."
Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
Hold On Sista You Get Em~
Anyone Can Give Up, It's The Easiest Thing in The World to Do. But to Hold it Together When Everyone Else Would Understand If You Fell Apart, That Is True Strength...... I am all about Strength and Balance and Lite and Easy....
This Is So 80's
Not really a Blog but...(NSFW)
Testament Vii Comments Rate Plz*
"the light is very much a living thing even if u cant tell from your eyes" In a forest lost i am deep somewhere in the a place called the unknown. for years it has been an abandon village long to an existance but forgotten. they say thoses that walk these lines blindly will they never see thier path in front of them only beneath. every step one take can leave a trail behind but warned never to have a follower becuase ones resentment may either lose ones coordinate when one turn from ones path seeing many eyes or face challenge in deering shortcut of findings. the trees are stilled with enchance incredible height. if ones challenge in deering shortcuts of findings laddering these precious plants rest assure unbalance can not be balance nor shall one relies on the skies for guidance if do careful one must study all points in all directions to determine the way. not an easy task for a bearer to trust guidance of truth but membrace of key element package of express that will lead u to
True Friends...
A True Friend Understands Your Past, Believes in Your Future and Accepts You Just The Way You Are...! Oh Yeah, A True Friend Will Stab You In Your Front...!!
Got Good News
Not sure but i bet you all guessed that my friend was actually me. yeah it was me, just didnt want to get all kinds of sympathy and poor yous ya know. I do have good news though, I don't have cancer, will have to have surgery so if i am not online in a few weeks it is because i am recovering from the surgery. I will let you guys know now that it is not a major thing, just one day surgery and i will be fine. If i am up to it afterwards i will log on and let everyone know how i am doing. Thanks guys have a good night
Balance Is Key
I Have Come To The Conclusion That One of The Hardest Things In Life To Decide is Which Bridges to Cross And Which Bridges To Burn.... Trying To Keep My Universe Balanced Is a Full Time Job! My Friend Mary Jane Helps Me....
I just got done filing a report against my ex-boyfriend. He was knocking on my windows again, yelling into my apartment. Thank God my building has security.
Kidney Disease
Kidney Information Wallet Card FAQ about Kidney Failure Kidney Disease The Kidney Disease Dictionary Diabetes and Kidney Disease High Blood Pressure and Kidney Disease Polycystic Kidney Disease Nephrotic Syndrome Kidney Stones Blood in Your Urine Links to Websites Related to Kidney Disease Healthy Lifestyles A Quick Look at Your Kidneys Herbal Supplements Take Care of That Sore Throat Painkillers and Your Kidneys Recipes for Kidney Patients Facts about Kidney Disease More than twenty million Americans have kidney problems. These problems include urinary tract infections (UTIs), kidney stones, kidney cancer, polycystic kidney disease (PKD), nephrotic syndrome and genetic disorders. If any of these conditions are left untreated for too long, they can lead to chronic kidney disease (CKD). This is when permanent damage keeps the kidneys from working as well as they should. When CKD is allowed to progress beyond the
Who Woulda Thought It Could Be True.
-V- You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out.You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on,even though you yourself may not be a participant.
Best Chicken Joke Ever
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet, rolls over, and says, "Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question. If anyone needs it explained - read it a second time.
True Friendship
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall
Daddy Dearest
You conceived me, hopefully out of love . I had no idea I was such a burden on you at the tender age of 2. That's when you ran and never looked back. In my tender twenty-eight years on this earth, i've acheived and attained many things, all of which you have successfully managed to miss. High school wrestling, prom, graduation. I'm on my own now and just starting to deal with the remnants of what you choose to ignore., what your hormones were so eager to create that night. I strive every day to be the exact OPPOSITE of you. I respect women, I maintain and take care of my responsibilities and when that day comes, that wonderful day that i find a woman to honor me and to be the mother of my children, I hope and pray two things ... 1) I hope to be the best father god allows me to be 2.) One day you will know your grandchild. Animosity is no longer my thing. Eventhough you are merely a sperm donor to me, you are family
Scary Shit Happened
Kidney Information Wallet Card FAQ about Kidney Failure Kidney Disease The Kidney Disease Dictionary Diabetes and Kidney Disease High Blood Pressure and Kidney Disease Polycystic Kidney Disease Nephrotic Syndrome Kidney Stones Blood in Your Urine Links to Websites Related to Kidney Disease Healthy Lifestyles A Quick Look at Your Kidneys Herbal Supplements Take Care of That Sore Throat Painkillers and Your Kidneys Recipes for Kidney Patients Kidney Stones What is a Kidney Stone? A kidney stone is a solid piece of material that forms in the kidney out of substances in the urine. A stone may stay in the kidney or break loose and travel down the urinary tract. A small stone may pass all of the way out of the body without causing much pain. A larger stone may get stuck in a ureter (the tube that connects your kidneys and bladder), the bladder, or the urethra (the tube in your body that urine leaves from). A large sto
Sometimes, You Even Prove Yourself Wrong
I don't know why, but I find myself becoming more and more reclusive as time goes on. I can still remember when I was a "social butterfly" and I loved to go out with groups of people and have fun. Now, I hate being around people and I find myself being a bit elitist about who I talk to. I spend a lot of time with Cait, she's one of the few people I can stand one a regular basis. I get annoyed with even my best friends lately. I haven't been online near as much as I used to, and when I am I tend to hide either invisible or behind an away message. I can't really name a timeframe for when my thought process shifted, for when I suddenly became this anti-social creature, more content to sit at home or go get coffee with one person. I suppose it was a gradual thing, just over time I became exasperated with society in general. I mean, a person can only handle so much before they snap. A woman in the movie will only listen to the guy lie so many times before she gives up and leaves. I guess
The Past
In A Few Days ,,,
I'm having a womens only adult party this Saturday, This sould be fun ,,,YAY lol bow chicka wahh wahh
Dimensions Of The Mind
DEPRAVED DIMENSIONS OF THE MIND.... The world closes in around me. People conspire to hold me down bound by the chains of intellectual depravity. Smiles abound, never a shortage of those pearly whites when I arrive always interested in taking, inquiring about what they can get. "What's in it for me"? They care not for one's feelings.. lies, rumors, deceit, jealousy. The games people play when they have no clue confuses the educational processes that we all should be well adjusted to at this late stage of the game. Sunshine and little umbrella drinks await me on the other side of the storm. Tirelessly, people rant and rave, with little or no knowledge of anything in the heads the almighty gave them when he lay his merciful hand upon us all. Their useless craniums make good space fillers. The real me, has not entered into anyone's equation. They know nothing of the real me, nor do they wish to acquire the knowledge that will quench the staggering thirst for common sense that so o
My Thoughts On Hubby's Job!
Hi all, I hope you are all having a good evening. Darryl left for his delivery on Sunday, he left here on Sunday at 12 pm. Well he gets down to the yard in time to pick up his load on time, well the company loading the trailors made a mistake on one, so the driver had to come back, and get his trailor reloaded. Well that pushed Darryl's truck back, so after him getting there on time he didn't get loaded until after 3 pm, which pushed him back for the deliver time, but he got there and he was the first to get there so that's cool. Well when he got reloaded for the back haul, they loaded him over the limit, so he pushed back his tandems and all, still over the weight limit, so he got an over weight ticket!!! He gets back to the yard and his bosses has all kinds of choice words to say to him. That he needs to be careful, and watch how they load the trailor......... yet he did all that and it's still his fault that he got the ticket!! WTF is that. They paid for the ticket, and now he h
The Brothers Solomon
10 Absolute Truths About Skulls Unlimited
***10 Absolute Truths about Skulls Unlimited*** 1. No matter how many pairs of gloves you wear, you will inevitably get something warm, wet and sticky on your nose-picking finger/s. 2. Your dog/cat/ferret/other pet will lick the bottom of your shoes and then want to thank you for the experience by licking your face. Smile, it's probably worse than other pet ass. 3. You will always smell funny. So will your car/house/washer and dryer/carpet/bed/bathtub and spouse. Try taking that fourth shower today, I dare ya. Care for some Febreze? 4. There is no polite way to work your job into a conversation. Lying about it only makes it worse (See #3). 5. You are a forensic lab's worst nightmare, or best case study. Please don't get arrested. 6. It's not dandruff, it's adipocere. Explain THAT to your stylist. 7. You can smell an insect nest a mile away. You KNOW what bug frass smells like (should be its own number). 8. You always win the "Guess the Roadkill" game on roadtrip
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at
just wanted to let everyone know i am sorry i havent posted comments or replyed back to comments you have sent me. i had surgery on friday so i havent been on much. as soon as i am better i will reply i promise, thank you all for the comments they mean alot. yall take care and be safe ~sabrina~
Sexual Identity The First Letter Of My Name Is A!
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your l
Otis Campbell
"I wouldn't waste two dollars on something that didn't have a cork in it."
Hackers Are Gonna Fuckin Love This!
The RFID Experimentation Kit
Less Than 2 1/2 Years To Go...
and I can match the 40 year old virgin !!
Introducing: The Dragon's Horde (moved)
The Dragon's Horde (and harem) A dragon must always have its horde, and me being who I am, I want my horde to be submissive creatures of extrodinary inner beauty. Now, if any of you know what a harem really is, the sultan's female family, wives, children, mother, sisters, anything of the sort.. they were all protected in the Sultan's harem.. for this instance however, were using the term Horde to take the place of harem.. and the term 'harem girl' to mean submissive toy of the dragon's pleasure. If you want to be part of my Harem/horde on CT, drop me a line ^.~ but if your afraid of dragon sex, run screaming. So to start, we have Jen A sweet little girl who lusts for the Dragon so much she would happily give her life to lay with one. ^.~ We also have the WONDERFUL Devious The Dungeon Mistress She is such a hot and smart cookie, not a harem girl, but a Harem girl Trainer, and does the job oh so well. DJ Purrr has fled the coup, for reaspons beyond my knowledge she ran screamin
damm have to go to the dentist tomorrow i hate the dentist
Sex Toys Sex Toys
My subject today Sex toys, sex toys, sex toys. I got started talking about them with a friend and well I have all this stuff sitting in my head now. Horny as hell and bored outta my mind. UGH! So my mind can't help but wander. Sex toys, sex toys, sex toys!!! Some people say they have no use for them in their sex lives and that they have no interest. That's absolutely fine! But for those who want to experiment, sex toys can be a way to unwind by yourself and give yourself pleasure, a way to get off without your partner, and a way to bring some new fireworks into the bedroom. Sex toys CAN get expensive. In fact, dildos can range from $30 to even over $200. BUT the vibrating egg is one of the cheapest sex toys on the market. You can get a vibrating egg through catalogs and at stores routinely for under $20. I personally have a wireless remote controlled one that is positively awesome! Boy could I tell you some stories. The vibrating egg is about two inches long and is
my body feels like its floating just trying to fit in i didn't turn out popular or skinny pretty or mean but i studied i studied the way people were which social network had more friends they all backstab but i found one i thought i fit in so i transformed myself to their criteria but i seemed to fail at it now i guess you can say i fail at life im lying to myself and the world around me noone knows me hell, i don't even know me but if i can't fit in what more do i have i don't feel i did anything to deserve this not when everyone else taught me i guess all that i do now is accept and move on i mean really what choice do i have i feel this burden on my back this pressure of social suicide what does it all mean to a girl like me a future of nothing more than an aquaintance i thought i could do it but i thought wrong i thought i could prove myself but i proved myself wrong its like a tornado this world of pressure its unpredictable and chooses its own
The Tap
i never thought the tap would be better then myspace i was so wrong lol
computers are door to nething life in general people do any thing nd everything on these things and its unknown the reason why people have nothing more interesting in their life other than just keyboard and being able to look at photos of other people just to satisfy their loneliness but i like the fact that people got bored to create sites like this and i would put my drink up for them well have a good one peace-nibbles69
Getting Tested Is Soo Important
i know it can be scary and waiting is awful even if you dont have symptoms ..get tested for stds its important even if your in a faithful committed bullshit lol cause you never know ...the reason i bring this up is because i got a call from a friend of mine asking for a ride to the doctors to get checked. they said she has chlamydia nd possibly herpes. the only person she could have gotten it from was her ex fiance. it really sucks if she has herpes too cause she wants kids and having that will effect her and her husbands descison to have kids and her husbands likely to ship out in a couple months .. dont worry jonni ..ill drive you all the way to texas to have a chat with that fuckface virgin ...anyways im planning on going to get testedagin next weekend anyone need to do the same a nd need a ride hit me up
Shitty Day
Today was a day from hell...Work was stressful with the employees who have a chip on their shoulders. Everyone seems to be made at me and i wish they would at least confront me on this problem. Its hard enough to get someone to doing something that i ask them to do. I do run the branch and it would be nice to make it a tight run office...i need a beer...someone wanna have one with me
Love Hurts
I know that you women think that I am a bitch. I just want you to understand my feelings. I'm only hurting. I love Tom so much. I know that you probably don't really care how I feel but here it goes. It breaks my heart to see Tom on the computer with so many women. He spends almost every waking hour on the computer with women. He has so many women friends and naked pics of so many women it hurts me. He is a wonderful man but I feel that he has lost all respect for my feelings. I would have done anything in the world for him. I'm not really a terrible woman just hurting. I'll tell you right now that being in love with the Tomcat will only cause you pain so be very careful. He is a charmer and a very sexy man. He just really loves women. When I had my first account on here, I couldn't even leave him a comment on his page for fear of jealousy of all of you women. I feel that isn't fair since I'm the one who lives with him. NOW he has a CT wife and it isn't me. It all
I Want Fun.....
Well been awhile since i was on here. where are all the fun loving people??? And lets talk about the men?? u all hiding out or what? send me a message.
Guess What's In His Pants
A Rough Day.
So today was the day from hell. We were robbed at my work today. An older man walked up to the counter and said to the pharmacist "Dont say anything." He put a note on the counter that said, "I have a gun. Dont say anything or push an alarms, give me all of your oxycontins." So the pharmacist doing what she could to keep us all safe, told us to go to the back of the store while she opened the safe. She grabbed 4 bottles and gave them to him and once he was out the door called the cops and the store manager. Besides almost pissing myself, and almost having a panic attack we are all ok and only what we gave him was taken. Now this may not be big to some of you but in my small town this is like earth shattering. I blame it mostly on my mother for loving to gossip but by time she came to check on me, my brother, dad, and my 3 closest friends had all called me to make sure I was ok. We finished out the night filling out police reports and cleaning up from the mess they made.
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So ! try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes
Go Rest High My Man
I'm Free don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path that God laid for me. I took His hand, when I heard him call. I truned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day,To laugh,to love, to work, or play.Tasks left undone must stay that way:I found that place at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared a laugh, a kiss,Ah yes, these things, I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow,I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.My lifes been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch. Perhaps my time seems all to brief, but Don't lenghten it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me,God wanted me now,He set me "FREE". Linda Jo Jackson
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My Individual Purpose
It takes the tearing of flesh, just to silence my mind, And the scars on my skin, those are the ties that bind. They serve as a reminder, of quieter times Of the pain on the out, but serenity inside. You'd have to stand on your head to see a smile on me. If you had to hear these screams, you would beg and you'd plea, For a moment of silence, You'd understand the violence I'm committing on myself cause my anger is timeless. Its like this everyday, from January to December, I've live 29 long years, but your feet in my shoes I don't remember. Feelin like my back might break from trying to shoulder this load, Been carrying it so long, but when I look up all I see is more road. I was told, to truly know someone, you must dig deeper than the surface. So in order to know myself, I just cut deeper than the surface. Now I've had so much practice, I no longer get nervous. I slice with precision, and the cuts, they are perfect. Wh
My First Blog
what is there to really know? im a single mom have my up and down days like ever1.i believe live life in the momemnt for this moment is ur life. always fallow ur heart and play by ur own rules. do you realy know what jaded means its a name i think i should have been giving for it fits 90% of my life. having ablast on ct meeting new people....
Loneliness This loneliness, Unbearable pain, Never withers or wilts, Only staying, unforgivably reminding, Of the life to come and the life I lead, Until I give in and let it float away, In the wind of frozen death, Let this pain haunt me no longer! As the tides of chilly skies, Roll upon the ground, Filling my heart with agony, And yet without a sound. Silence, bringer of death, Pardon my kindness, For it only brings for pain, And this life which I try to live, Will only end in failure, As I give this upon the alter, Of words I shall not falter, Cease the wars and end with peace, Let my death be the first to bring, A lesson learned in love and hate. Wounds will heal, Words shall not, Forever scared, Forever chained, To my memories, Lying, waiting, thinking, hoping, For the day my soul is set free, To love, to see, to be. Never let this pain be passed, Never let the blood be shed, Never let the hearts be broken, As the chilly air comes by nig
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Firefighters Are
Firefighters are those crazy people who run into a burning building when all others are running out. Firefighters are those people who wake up in the middle of the night to help an old lady, who fell out of bed. Firefighters are those people who work on half eaten meals because someone needed their help. Firefighters are those people who have a second family that seems just like a first family. Firefighters are those people who never usually get thanked for doing such a good job. Firefighters are those people who have to deal with people dying and people getting hurt. Firefighters are those people who have hearts bigger than the whole universe. Firefighters are those people who are always there in a moments notice when someone needs help. Firefighters are those people who may seem scary to little kids. Firefighters are those heroes that little kids always say that they want to be when they grow up. Firefighters are those people who are the unsung heroes.
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What Is Your Deepest Fear?
What is your deepest fear? Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Silence Gives Consent
You can win more friends by using your ears, then by running your mouth Speech is Silver, Silence is Golden It is a great misfortune neither to have enough wit to talk well nor enough judgement to be silent Keep silent and people will think you a philosopher Blessed are they who have nothing to say, and who cannot be persuaded to say it Be silent and safe, silence never betrays you He that keepth his mouth keepth his life; but he that openeth wide his lips shall have distruction So many times on here so many post of people lying and deceiving post they are one in how many thousand that belong to this group and if we truely want to point fingers why not point them at the guys that only look for females with cams to see skin or the girl that hates this or that about this one or that one because of her problems come on grow up we are adults and I know Hate mail drop it in my lap now but if you have nothing good to say why say anything just go on and ignore it no one
No Guy
I have been sitting here for months Wondering why Why I can't get a guy Just like everyone else Is it that I'm too picky Am I not ready for a man in my life All my girls ask why I have no guy I just sit there and think what people say is true That I'll never have a man Since I'm afraid to get hurt I have no clue what to do all my girls are out Why can't I be there or Telling them I can't come If anyone can help pleaes tell me What to do How to get a man I need one question answered I hope one day i have a man
In Your Arms
In Your Arms I died in your arms that night With tears shed from fears Alone in the moonless sky We said what no one hears I cried in your arms that night Weeping at all wasted wills Forever I shall just regress To that moment for which some kill I lied in your arms that night Emitting tales too true to be told We shook, a symbolic soliloquy Grasping for what we couldn't hold I was denied in your arms that night An image of a shattered soul Eternal impression left to linger A recollection of why I'm not whole
The Man I Love
Wow,where do I even begin,and why am I even posting this,for all the world to see?.Because I guess I need to get this off my cheast, I feel as though I am going to break out of my skin. An actual study says the human heart takes 18 months to heal after an inital break-up.18 months for a broken heart to heal.My heart has been broken for 8 years,and yet,I love him still with every broken peice.I won't go into my relationship details,needless to say I was young,he was my first in every way.Since I was 14 I have related in some way,this man, with a part of my life.Every step I have taken without him by my side,was taken with the thought that my steps would lead back to him.We have spent days, months,years apart,yet time brings us back together,and it's always like we have never been apart.And I have loved this man so much,that I was never able to be that clingly type of women that would take what ever means nessasary to hold onto my man.That isnt what love is about.I loved him s
Feeling Alone... Miss Makenzie
alot of things make me realize how lucky I am to be on this earth... My daughter would be 5 on January 5th, 2007... it would have been her "golden" birthday... I miss her more and more everyday... I would do anything to have her back... My cousins girlfriend had her little girl here earlier today I guess thats what depresses me.. But I know that she is in a place where she is well taken care of.. I still miss her though... RIP Makenzie Jayne Mattingly December 5th, 2002 ~December 6th, 2002
I Ask Myself
I get up every morning I think what happened to me Did I forget something Every morning I ask myself Why do people die Why can't we live forever Do people always stare at you when you want to show who you are Why do people get cancer Why can't I find a guy who will treat me right What is love I think I really need these questions answered I wake up and think I ask myself Why can't I love What is wrong with me Why is it hard to ask someone out Why is it hard to tell someone how you truely feel about them Why can' i see the end of the world Why can't i help save someone's life Then I think I remember these questions don't get answered They are things we learn with time I ask myself Do I really believe that in time the answers will show I know i can answer that Yes I do believe
My Son
I just want all my friends to keep my youngest son , Gordon in their thoughts and prayers! He has alot going on and I am keeping my fingers crossed that it all works out! If you want to know whats wrong...just ask! Thanks!
"inside Or Out"
“INSIDE OR OUT” As the alarm rings out, There’s a sound of a distant shout. In the dark sky there’s a glow, As the fire and flames start to grow. Fear is the feeling in the air, As everyone is starting to care. Where was that shout? Was it from the inside or out? The intensity of the fire grows, And then nobody knows. Where was the shout? Was it inside or out? As the smoke grows thick, And we started to feel sick. The result of the shout, Thank God it was on the out. By: Dale Barker 2006
Desire Love is only a single word, unless its expressed from the heart. Then it becomes a thing of beauty, a passionate shillohette. Desire is only a feeling of emontion, unless its from the soul. Then it becomes a powerful confession, to that special one you hold. To know true love is somthing special, a gift of passion and care. To find that special somone, is luck beyond compare.
I Do Not Care
You like another girl I do not care I like you anyways I like you so much alll I wanna hear Is that you like me too That I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you like her I just want to know Know that I mean more to you I don't care that you talk about her and not us Can you tell my ears want to hear hear that you like me too Taht I am more important then her That I mean more to you I like you so much I don't care that you talk about her Like she is some angel I just want you with me and not her It may be selfish I don't want to lose you I'm not letting you slip away Like every other guy I don't care I like you so much All I want to hear Hear that you like me more Taht I'm more important then her That I mean more to you I don't care that you still talk about her I still like you
A Night Alone............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h
Writing On Envelope
Loretta Pethick Oakland County Emergency Response & Preparedness 1200 N. Telegraph Rd. - Bldg. 47 West Pontiac, Michigan 48341-0410 248-858-5300 248-858-5550 Fax Subject: Write in on the back of your envelopes WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONT OF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office ha s been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST. " The law, they say, is being violated.< I> Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans beli
The Dead One
"The Dead One" by Insane Clown Posse ---- "You tried to stop me, remember? You tried to deface your own creation! But I stopped you. Did it hurt, did you feel pain?" Guess it all began when the bullet finally struck And I walked away harmless, it must of been good luck Or maybe I am dead (dead), I'm sorry but you're dead (dead) Maybe I outta go anyway Strange things have happened since this day accord I can hear a cold whisper in my every word It's telling me I'm dead (dead), I'm sorry but you're dead (no) Maybe I outta go anyway I'm feeling so stiff as I walk out the house My tongue's so dry, think it's rotting in my mouth Oh, tell me am I dead (dead)? I'm sorry but you're dead (it hurts) Life goes on for some My boys all stare at me, I wonder what they think They don't blink and my teeth keep popping out I stink Oh, tell me am I dead (dead)? I'm sorry but you're dead (dead) I don't wanna die...maybe I oughta go if I'm dead My soul is so heavy that
I Needed You
Why is it that you said You would be here for me when I needed you the most Yet you were never there to make it better I needed you But did you care no Why do you still hang around Expecting me to forgive you And be there for you When you were never there for me I feel as if we are drifting apart into two different worlds So why can't we just give up on what we had Find new lovers to help us with our needs You want us to hold on Stay together because you say You will change and be there for me But I know you wont I use to love you but Now I don't know what to do Since you said You would be there for me But were you there no So what should I do
TEARS Tears are rain, falling from our eyes. They release the pain, and joy trapped inside. Created by the world we hold, and the lives we share. Tears create sparks, for love and happiness. Gone by is the love. Happiness is the memories. Silent as the night, the tears fall.
Blonde Joke 2....lmao!!!!!!
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get it started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a tiger." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a tiger." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then .." He sighed......... ..... "Let's put all the Frosted Flakes back in the box......."
Just One Of The Guys
I guess it's true I'm always going to be just one of the guys Nothing else I was told I was warned Did I listen No I was tole that if I hang out with guys Act like them I wouuld just be one of the guys Would never be more to them I guess I'm just going ot be one of the guys It's to hard to change now Who I am just can't walk away so quickly Why can't they like me for who I am No because I am like them All I wanted was for them to like me It didn't turn out how I wanted They like me all right As one of the guys All I wanted was for someone to care Why can't I get that I guess I can't I'll always be one of the guys
A Night Alone..............
It was 6pm on a Friday evening, their kid was away for the weekend and her husband was late. Just as Jade was beginning to worry the phone rang, and she was glad to hear her husband Darius say he was on his way back, he had stopped to collect some things on the way. Before he hung up he asked of her “Meet me on our bed, nude.” Smiling to herself she put the phone down, walked up to their room and stripped, laying back naked on the bed, awaiting her husbands arrival. She didn’t have to wait long as she soon heard the door open, as her husband came up the stairs he called to her “Shut your eyes and sit.” Shutting her eyes and perching on the edge of the bed she wondered what had been collected. She heard her Darius enter the room, then felt him softly tie a blindfold round her head. His breath and lips brushed her ear as he leaned in to whisper “I love you, do you trust me my pet?” A shiver ran down her spine as Jade nodded, of course she trusted him. His hand softly cupped the back of h
Practice makes perfect
I Needed Your Love
You always said You would treat your kids the same Well you lied Every since she moved in you haven't had time for me It's always she has this She needs that Well I need something too I need your love You never make time for me You will for her Why is that It seems like you have no time for me anymore You tell me you will get me something I need You make plans for us to get it Then something of hers comes up We can't do it anymore You talk about me behind my back to her If you had a problem with me then tell me Don't have it so I hear it from her She gets made at me I will tell you You just say she is stressed Screw that All I ever watned was for you to love me Tell me that you love me now When you say it now I don't even believe it Can't you see I cry myself to sleep I'm stuck doing everything When you tell her that she has to help If I said because of you I have thought of ending it all Just because I don't seem like I'm important to my own mother Woul
Encircled Lives
ENCIRCLED LIVES Souls intertwined Forever yours and mine Embracing we touch Lasting in time Our lives are entangled Never to be changed Hearts not broken No words go unspoken The truth is never held back Always told, not to be unfolded Still holding on now Clinging to each other As the stillness of life overcomes them Light takes hold of darkness Like a film uncovers the truth From which lies within 41931
I'm Disgusted!!!!!
Yankees lost again to tampa, they are in last place!!!!!!!!!They cant even win with One of their best pitchers on the mound!!
You And I
"YOU AND I" I've opened my heart to you, and let my emotions run free. You make me smile, you make me laugh You've gotten the best of me. I think I know what love is, and I know you are the one, I think im truly in love with you, and we've only just begun. Some nights I would lay and dream, dream of holding you tight. You are to me the only one, my shining star my light. Than somewhere in my mind, A little voice would say, "he"s the one, he's so right, this is the only way." I tried to block these voices out, although its words were true. I just could'nt help myself, I know I really love you. Eventually my mind went quiet, and I heard my heart loud and clear, The love I have for you is real My heart I could finally hear. I see now that my heart is right, I know we will make it through Although its hard,we're stronger now, And its all because of You.
Sorry everyone not been on much got renovations going on. I'm on the laptop and it will be a while before i'm back on regularly i'm just gonna drop by and check my messages sorry again everyone Erin
Today's Horoscope
You're unstoppable at your chosen task. This is the gift of your dynamic personality and charm. Once you take center stage, work matters will sort themselves out and suitors will toss themselves at your feet. If ayone find themselves tossing themselves at me you may be tossed on your arse unless you are female
In The News
That's all we need.. The Taliban and Lex Luthor... Real Kryptonite!? I'm calling Batman for now on! Yeah another planet to screw up!---I guess Bush doesn't have to worry about the Democrats and global warming!;_ylt=AhHzSSh19.H3_U5uNN0HOIMPLBIF Alec Baldwin? He's a pissed off dad! Like parents have never been mad at their child...I don't mean he should said what he said, but I understand! Russell Simmons wants "bitch", "ho", and "nigger" banned... There goes G-Unit and Roc-A Fella's next 10 albums---in the trash where they always should've been!
what final fantasy 8 character are you?Renoayou love to lead and you love the action. you are a rebal at heart and love to do the hard work.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
My First Time Being Scryed
This poll on me is just crazy, LOL WTH? LOL WTH..look at the choices!
April 24th Love N Hugs
What Kind Of Lover R U?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
D Day
Well today my divorce got finalized. I got everything I wanted except my daughters dirt bike that he stole from her. Oh well I got a house and my family, friends and my pride he's got a skanky ho and no money. What goes around comes around.
April 24th God Bless U
In My Darkest Hour
I have posted some of my random writings sadly inspired by and Ex-Boyfriend but hey its all good...feel free to read and comment as you see fit. ~InfernalMistress~ ~The searing pain of exile~ surrounded in love yet cold inside this smile conceals the darkness my only guide beseech thee consumed in despair i writhe this chain has broken my shattered will uncaught wandering through this endless night so close to death i hide in lost thought the chill becons, welcomes me her pale companion walks his footsteps bellow will he take her now? yet still he stalks blade shimmers in the irridescent light his warm breath on her neck he strikes her to the ground tearing her cape her innocence lost, her mind scarred she will never forget, that glare in his eye and the grin on his face as he kissed her goodbye the searing pain, the trickling warmth gasping for air her heart yet beats on her wish for death denied fear is alive, for now she is one pupils dilat
The Fred Brito Dateline Hour
I checked out the hour on Fred tonight. I have to say that I the pleasure of interviewing Fred two years ago when he announced that this special would be airing. Needless to say, we were all excited. After waiting for two years, I have to say that my hope in the mainstream media has been further diminished. Despite his intentions to actually want to do some good, I watched as he was lambasted. I watched him admit to being a con artist and why. These were facts that I was privvy to two years before and I watched as Dateline took this man apart. Fred and I have been in contact over these past two years and through the whole thing, we've waded through the entrapment called "To Catch A Predator" that went on and on ad nauseum to the point where I'd almost given up hope that Fred's story was going to air. Then when it did, I found myself disappointed. His effort to even attempt a straight life aimed at helping others and his community have been damaged thanks largely to facts th
Back Stabbers
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! |
April 24th Friends
Remotely Pleasant
Remotely Pleasant By Jacob Hugart Patrick Johnson sipped his wine. It would stretch the limit of his meal allowance for his trip, but the kitchen of this hotel produced excellent – and inexpensive – dinners. If his just completed meal was a typical example. With a sigh, he reclined in his chair. The hostess had seated him by the glass doors which, during the day, opened onto a courtyard dining patio. Patrick was becoming very familiar with the arrangement of tables and chairs on the patio. Usually, he enjoyed talking to his wife during dinner, but she was half a continent away. His company discouraged the practice of having one’s spouse along on business trips by the simple method of making the paperwork unfathomable. He had endured the silence surrounding his meal with the grim determination that his manners would be impeccable – and not one crumb had fallen on the tablecloth – but he had to look somewhere, and instead of staring at one of the handful of patrons in the large di
Booty-call Application
Taken from someone else but I love it!!!!! BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very
Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that, There really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship…
Mark St John .. A Real Friend Of Mine!!
MARK ST. JOHN, THE DEF GUITAREST THAT PLAYED WITH KISS ON THEIR ANIMALIZED ALBUM.... SORRY I'M A LITTLE LATE ALL BUT I JUST GOT THE MEMO, HE PASSED AWAY APRIL 5TH 2007 Mark St. John (born Mark Leslie Norton February 7, 1956 in Hollywood, California – April 5, 2007) was a guitarist best known for his short stint with the rock band KISS. St. John was featured on the album, "Animalize" recorded during mid-1984. During work for the album, St. John clashed with the other members of the band, and eventually developed arthritis (Reiter's Syndrome), which caused his hands and arms to swell. He was all but unable to perform live as a member of KISS, and only played three (one in full) shows during the "Animalize" tour, with Bruce Kulick filling in for the rest. He was officially replaced by Kulick on December 8, 1984. Gene Simmons has stated that St. John was going to be dropped from KISS anyway as he was "changing the classic solos." This was reported in the book "KISS Alive Forever
This Is Great
It dosent get any better than this. Yeah so the sox have lost their last two games...but you dont get to see the yankees in last place that often. got to love it. Boston 12 7 .632 - Baltimore 11 9 .550 1.5 Toronto 10 10 .500 2.5 Tampa Bay 9 11 .450 3.5 New York 8 11 .421 4.0 YANKEES SUCK YANKEES SUCK YANKEES SUCK
Help My Friend
hes second place and not by much anyone who gives twenty comments gets cherrytap gift from me.just pm me afterwards thanks
Is This So Much To Ask
hey all if u have a few moments to spare plz do me a big favor and go show this wonderful some help he always returns the love and is there to help a friend in need now he needs our help he is trying to reach the next level so help me get them there BoatMan~ Club Fantasia Assist Punisher and Enforcer ~Vixens Boy Toy {Cherry Snatcher}@ CherryTAP
Booty-call Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to
Attn: Angel Family
Angel Family .... Click on pic and rip these 2 tags for the family! Were for us by 2 very nice ladys! this one made by tabby~ team leader~UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD...... And this one was made by....... BAD KITTY 4 U" #22 OF SHADY'S S*U*P!!!!!....... Rip them and put it into ur pics or on your page! Next couple of days we are going to be comming back to life again! Thanks Maria
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
Argh!!! Tis True.....
My pirate name is: Bloody Mary Kidd Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from of the network
What Do U Think
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.
Today's Quote!
"We're Committed To Helping and Serving Others But We Never Stop To Think About Ourselves "
Nothin Special
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart
I am DEEPER than you think. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. You have now entered my masquerade. You can uncover your facade. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I value my family and those who are REAL. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I am constantly thinking. I have Loved... Lost... and Learned. The three things that every soul should feel. I yearn for those that put a smile on my face. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisifaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know. I KNOW...I crave the affections of a twisted honarable Man who will take me as His succubus, plant His demonic seed inside of me, and make me call Him Daddy.
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