I found myself walking in a mist
Unnerved beyond pains existence
Clenched face and fists
Giving up without resistance
Falling to a heap on natures' carpet
Begging for relaxation's release
Tears of hurt tasting the sharpest
Enable only to give and please
Lost in musicians' expression
I look to the sky for false answers
Hopes of losing built tension
Sensations creep along like cancers
Turning into a wanted ghost
Feelings pour from a running faucet
Becoming nothing of a boast
Left to return to my fears' closet
Hidden in life's darkness
Safety being a happy feel
Meetings of the heartless
Regaining a glint of zeal
Peering from the heavy door
Removed from dramatic hectism
Knowing how I wanted more
Using a closet for my Sanctum
Wrapped with my fears' blanket
Stepping from shadows without notice
Dreams of how I want to make it
Crouching in Fears' Closet made me hopeless
