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What American City Am I?
You Are New York Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture. You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you. You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed. Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen What American City Are You? Boy this site must be retarded since I'm far from NY lol I'm soooo Boston!

Wat Da Fuck!
im saw something dat made me upset, i dont kno weather i should confront this person n b like wat da fuck or jes 4get about it. i kno u guys wod have 2 kno more of wat im talkin about 2 really understand, if u really wnt 2 kno wat im talkin about jes send me a private msg n then il let u kno.

I Stole This From A New Friend
TOP TEN THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY AT THE OFFICE BUT AREN'T: 10. I need to whip it out by 5. 9. Mind if I use your laptop? 8. Just stick it in my box. 7. If I have to lick one more, I'll gag! 6. I want it on my desk, NOW!!!!! 5. Hummmm...I think it's out of fluid! 4. My equipment is so old, it takes forever to finish. 3. It's an entry level position. 2. When do you think you'll be getting off today? And the number one thing that sounds dirty at the office but it isn't: 1. It's not fair...I do all the work while he just sits there!!!

Bedroom !!
center>Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz

Webkinz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Suddenly Webkinz have become the next beanie babies.. I have to admit they are adorable. I bought my niece off ebay for 50 bucks around christmas time.. now the going price is $280!!! Perhaps a good investment! Click the link below to find some great deals on webkinz Wacky for Webkinz

A Kiss?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive Hey, slow it down a little! Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves... But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds. Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser?

The Show Must Go On
Spiraling into a frozen wasteland, I am isolated an alone. A victim of my own tools. To caring to be apathetic, to apathetic to car about myself, I am condemned to this endless void. This os my life sentnce for a crime that I have no knowledge of. A true victim of my own design. Methods driven by rhythm and magic, all to make smiles and light appear in every world but mine. I shutter at each coming day, not that the nights' slumber gives me rest. Each day another show... another trick... another slight of the hand to bring joy to this ungrateful world. Struggling to change, I merely sink further into my self-styled agony. I despise who I have become but cannot change my spots. "Help," I cry for, and yet refuse it when it comes. Love... A feeling that I give to all, enemy and friend alike. I cannot hate. I cannot submit to the whims of the world that I long to be a part of. I often cry to ease my troubled soul, but no relief is fully enjoyed. I give my heart, and take

I Died That Night
I died that night it was raining and your face was glowing I died that night when you told me I could no longer be with you be there for you hold your head up when your down I died that night in the rain when you told me the news it hurts still today I remember it like it was yesterday the way you held my hand the way you looked into my eyes the way you kissed my cheek the way you grabbed me and pulled me close I told you I would be fine I showed you how good I was you knew I would be fine you knew I was good but I died that night in your arms By Shane Forrette

What Time Of Day?
You Are Noon You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy. You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power. And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around. You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many.

The Sickness Inside
Hands shake,Sweat beads,Thoughts race.., Vile thoughts speed thru at a steady pace. Noone sees it coming,..its seemingly out of nowhere.., The looks start..its over,his face becomes a placid stare. Piercing eyes that burn right throuh me.. The rage starts to build,its about to be set free. Taken back by the vile things you say.., Somehow I have to bring you back, theres got to be a way. With no regrets no remorse the fists start to fly.., I step back and watch, my heart pounding, wondering why. The voices scream so loud inside him he cant ecape whats he to do... He has no other choice but to hear them and follow through. Please trust in me, please believe inme I wont let you down.., Youll be safe here give me your hand,Fall on me when noone else is around. Im the only person in the world right now its just you and I... Come back to me..Im here for you cant you feel me cry. Agony and anger consume him so.. He feels there is nowhere for him to go No place to be nowhere

Political Correctness
Political Correctness: Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He doe

A Poem From Siranna's Book
" Who am I to live? I cannot live, I am Anastasia. I am a child born out of wedlock. My father a peasant. My mother a Countess. My soul in life means; to renounce God. - I cannot live this way. O' lord forgive my sins. I did not ask for this. Where is my mother? I miss her. Is this a curse? Or is this my destiny? I am Anastasia Bathory. My mother is Erzebet. - I remember her. Her eyes lifeless, her beauty skin deep. O' lord of cats, God of all creations.... Hear my sins. I drink the blood of mortality. I was born with eternal damnation." ~ Siranna Bast (This poem was created by one of my main characters in my book- Siranna Haze a.k.a. Anastasia Bathory.) ALL RIGHTS RESERVED (C) 2006.

The Shadowland
The Shadow Land Come with me and take my hand Come walk with me in the shadow land The place between the real and surreal The place where demons and angels do feel Come with me and let us begin Come with me and in the river Styx swim Take me to the place where we dream Where Erotica is not silent but really Screams Take me to the Shadow land Hold me close I am yours to command Love me where the demons scream Love me where the angels dream Walk with me through the myst Come and from me do partake a kiss My Emperor of dreams And erotic night screams You show me beauty and grace You dance with me between time and space I will await you for all the time If you will profess that you are mine Come let us talk of things and such Let us be without wound or crutch Let me love you in the Shadow Land I am yours without demand Lazy times in the cusp We talk of things that matter much Take me and draw me within t

Purple Passions~
Purple Passions Purple Passions Satin Sheets Erotic Moments when two lovers meet Bound by love bound by fate Into the surreal they sink.. Mystical moments In a purple fog Lovers Meet through space and time.. A soft caress upon my thieghs.. in the darkness a dark angel sighs. Was it fate, or something more that in the purple haze I found the one I adore? Gentle caresses, a purple breeze I taste your essence, I sink to my knees Giddy with love,giddy with joy Your blood sets my soul afire.. As we lie in the purple mist, I give thee a shadow dance kiss you my love are all I could ever hope for and more Erotic moments in the purple night set my dark soul alight Purple passions Satin Sheets take us to the surreal where dark lovers meet. Meet me at the midnight hour and I shall take thee to my purple bower. ~Shadowdancer~

Im Sorrie For What We Men Do!!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentlem

~soft Seductions`
Soft Seductions Once I loved you madly in the night once I held you tight once I felt your lips on mine shaded scarlett like fine wine once you took my pale white hand once we played on crystaline sands lost in time lost in space lost angels danced to eroticas grace sadened memories shattered dreams love me tonight make this angel scream show me heaven for I would search for you in hell I would climb a tower to ring a bell anouncing to the world that you were mine love me gentle one more time sweet seductions in the still of night a lost angels wings outstretched in flight silken whispers in my ear love me tell me it is I you hold most dear kiss my milk white flesh taste my ancient blood seduce me love me hold me tight kiss me when I weep in the night And in the night when seductions begin seduce me slow as passion begins tease my coral nipple with thy lips give me once again a erotic kiss let us share sweet essance between our lips as we sink into a s

America On The Wrong Track
Lets hope this full Bush now let all the great,brave american,allied soldiers serving in Iraq return home before more of them will die there in vain This war was bassed on lies..no weapons of mass distruction..war against terrorism? Everyday the number of poor idiots who are willing to die and kill innocents is growing because of this war..America thanks to their president is loosing more and more respect and goodwill in the whole world and that's a big shame I think america is a great country and we in europe,the whole world owes a lot to America..(The 2 world wars)..but nobody wants,deserves a 3th one Nothing has improved for the people in Iraq or in the rest of the world since the beginning of this war,enough innocent and brave people allready died Everyday now more people are dieying everywhere in this world then ever before because of fanatic tislamic terrorists..that's what has been acieved since starting the war in iraq:-(( Time to stop this shit !!!

Devil Horns
Got me spinning in circles boy dont know where i'll land this joyride for two is getting out of hand Addicted already like some junkie running free high on your way of life and babe you've got me. Faster, spinning faster boy dont let me drop this hanging on your every word too intoxicating to stop Weave your darkness 'round me pull me deeper in the daemon scent of you is tempting me to sin Cast my broken halo like seed among the thorns this angels truly fallen for the man with devil horns. ~Shadowdancer~

~darq Seduction~ (erotica)
Come Again with me do twine. my shadow love in darkness devine lay with me on silken sheets and let us build darq passion yet again.. bind me with strands of pearls. blindfold me with strands of silk.. blackened lace and milk white thigh let is dream the dream that Eros sighs bodies twine and do writhe angels dance and demons cry trace my flesh with fur of fox bind me with thy raven locks sup from my navel juice of passion love me in flesh and the soul feather kisses from cupid bow lips erotic traces from a rabbit whip coral nipples harden and swell as passions seeks release blood rises and does course in the darq heat of seduction jasmine scented in the air candles shadow dance in somewhere between here and there as i arch and thy touch do seek you smile and softly laugh the heat you call with your softest touch light caresses I yearn for so much dark seductions with the petal of a rose as its thorns ligh

Shadow Caress ~seduction/erotica
soft caresses in the darkness in the shadow dreams where are you my darling when the seraphim keen? memories of your feather touch.. dark seduction i loved ever so much as the egyptian music played the smell of jasmine in the air as bodies twine and meld heat of passion on a desert night.. as the shadows dance upon the temple wall candle flickers ghosts dancing upon milk white skin.. the dance of the ages , dark seduction once again begins dark eyes pools with endless debth. how Il got lost in them come to me in the shadowland.. where the is no form of command let us just be a boy and a girl in the timeless sea let us love with out reason or thought.. cross all boundries in the real and surreal.. come meet me in shadowspace.. let us share eroticas grace or , perhaps find some new form of disgrace tye me up perhaps with bonds of silken rope the play of the knife cross albaster flesh honey dripping from my l

Silence
Is there anybody listening? Be quiet. Always told to be quiet; forever silent in a world of noise. Mommy can I have... Be quiet! Daddy can I do... Be quiet! Brother can I go... Be quiet! Always to to be silent in a life dependent on speech, my vioce muted by the masses. Is there anybody listening? Son can you do... Be quiet! Wife can we... Be quiet! Boss can we discuss... Be quiet! Doctor can you help... Be quiet! Now that I am silent the cry, weep and mourn. "Don't leave me, pleaswe say something!" No. I am now quiet, forever silent.

Moving / Stuff
ok so i have a bed and a tv and computer and the tvs going in the living room so ill just have my comp in my room which is fine cause io can watch movies on it and stuff like that i would like o get a couch to put in my room so that i can have people over and stuff so anyone know anyone let me know please also i have my own bathroom its killer .. small tub with older fucked up tile but its mine and i like it heheheh not to mention the fact that i took a shower with kyra in it heheheh were just friends tho we work together i got to train her and we hit it off were silly and we have tons of fun hanging out i love you bitch... oh and she also spanks like no other i still have a hand print onmy ass from her from last night.. also hopefully by next weekend it will be all fixed up heheh and if i get that couch or an extra matress and anyone eve needs a place to stay let me know my floor and my couch are yours and your really close maybe my bed and bno that doesnt mean we will fuck it just me

~bent(erotica~
Bent Baby face it , baby embrace it baby im bent you know that im jaded wings torn and faded and a soul that is wrent I will have you please me or maybe baby tease me cause baby im bent. in the back room tide up and tortured just to be strange I done mean to rearange ya.. baby I made ya, I told ya im bent not exactly strait hell thats not my type of plate So lets go tear up this place and erotica embrace.. and mabye I will trace ya with my rabbit whip.. on your knees to serve and please .. so we can just disagree cause baby your also bent.. So if you wanna come play in shadow space baby lets re embrace I bet we can still find some new forms of disgrace so baby if you can keep up with my manic pace come dance with me here you have nothing to fear cause baby face it we are truly bent.. ~Shadowdancer~ 7-17-06

Happy Bday Mom
April 28th, What happened on this day 58 years ago. Well let me tell you my mom , and best friend was born. My mom was one of kind and was the best friend anyone could ever and will have. We never know why people are taken from us , but it hurts so Badyly!!! Six years ago this wonderful woman and friend was taken home and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. Mom I miss you and love you so much. Hope today you are looking down on me with smiles. Happy Birthday Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

School...
I've been here at Fort Sill, Oklahoma since April 12 for Basic Non-Commissioned Officer Course (BNCOC). It's going ok. There is not much to do on Fort Sill and Lawton is boring. I've been spending too much money on DVDs (movies and tv series) just so that I will have something to keep myself occupied and out of trouble. School is going well. I passed the Army Physical Fitness Test with my best run time in about 4 years. I ran two miles in 14:50. I also passed my first two written tests. Things are going well. A shout out for Bella Mia. It's a great restaurant on Fort Sill Boulevard in Lawton. They have incredible Italian food and a great atmosphere. It would be a great place to take a significant other for a date!

Just Have To Love All The Curves That It Gives!!
FIRST DAY YOU ENTER, OTHERS OOOWW AND AAAHHH OVER YOU. THEN BY THE 6TH YR YOU ARE WORKING OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH OTHER KIDS, HATING ON YOU AND LEARNING OTHER THINGS! BY THE NEXT SAY 12 YRS OF YOUR LIFE YOU WORK AT ADDING, SUBTRACTING, MULTIPLY, DIVISION, LITERATURE, WORLD HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY, AND ALL THAT LOVELY SHIT. THEN YOU ARE LED OUT TO THE WORLD TO WORK ON BETTERING YOURSELF, AND GET JOBS. YOU EITHER CONSIST OF LAYING AROUND AND DO NOTHING, DEPEND ON OTHERS OR YOU GET OFF OF YOUR ASS AND GET A MEANS TO SUPPORT YOURSELF, AND GIVE YOURSELF THE RESPECT THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE FOR YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE! THEN YOU WORK IN THE WORLD OF JOBS FROM AGE 19-62. GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS IN BETWEEN THE YEARS OF 19-35 OR MORE SOMETIMES. THEN GET READY TO HAVE GRANDKIDS AND THEN GET READY TO DIE! THERE ISN'T MUCH TO LIFE AS YOU SEE, SO LIVE IT TO NO END AS IF YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE! BECAUSE BASICALLY LIKE I WAS WANTING TO SAY EALIER YOU ONLY HAVE 1 LIFE TO LIVE!!!!

Fallen Restless Angel....
So many use love for the wrong reasons. The only time someone should say they are in love or "I love You" is when they know deep down within the depths of their souls they belong together. I have yet found anyone to open my door to my heart which it is like a cement wall and only the strongest man who possesses immortal love can break through it. I cannot walk through the shadows of loneliness and the endless valleys of pain. I need a guide to pull me out of the darkness. Show me the love- that doesn't hurt, and I will teach you how to fly. Then we shall fly away high above and beyond the earth which is cruel and holds tornment and unmerciful pain. Leave everything behind, never look back. My heart has been broken, my wings torn and tied down. I hide and hold back my tears, and keep the pain behind my smile. I keep my faith that maybe someday the right guide will save me from these rusty and hurtful chains, which cut into my wings like barb wire. I cannot love with these

More Rain?
FFS... The cops found my van... I should be happy right? I mean aside from the mother trucker breaking out the ignition theres nothing else wrong. nothing stolen etc. SO why am I not happy? Constable Gallant has my van towed to impound? WTF? Why should it be impounded and why cant I have called my Auto club and towed it strait home... duh cuz fucknuts...errr I mean Constable Gallant fucked up. Yeah nice he fucks up and I gotta pay the city 104 bux to get my van... But hey its all cool. just submit the billwith the police file number and the city will be happy to refund me...One teensie problem... I dont have 104 bux nor do I have a credit card. Why cant they release the van and let me get on with my life? What the fuck is it about these dipshits? why cant I just get a break... anybody want a dark cloud? Cheap?

I Am Free
The very "thing" I loved tried to hurt me tried to crush me tried to erase my soul feed off my drainning self -esteem and laughed as I cried tears of pain and suffering distored and perverted the word called love Ignored my dreams tht warned me of my forseen fate my soul taken away and I becomming the Girl I never thought i could be Finding the courage to Say "this is enough" not willing to let myself grow cold and empty I found light that was within me and drove away the darkness i am free.

The Word That I Associate With
Hedonist....this one word describes me to a tee. I am one of those people who move from one pleasure to the next. Thinking that this is all there is to life. Well, it is true. What is life without pleasure? Many may say that this is not the right way to live but what other reason is there. Would you live for pain? I wouldn't. I know that you have your good with your bad and I accept this. Yet I take special interest in the most pleasurable of moments. Why letthe mfly by and only have one in a life time. Am I trying to pack to much into this one life? Maybe. Really though it is my life and I find it very fulfilling. Maybe a little lonely because I still don't feel like I have a connection to one person but still is is pleasing to me. I have my children and my animals for now. SO my little family is whole bunch of hedonists. In many ways we are barbaric. We do have a code of ethics around here. Of course everyone has to have some personal morals. If you didn't then there wouldn't be any

The Meaning Of Things
You know I'm sitting here eating ice cream (mint chocolate chip) wearing comfy clothes, and got to thinking.. Do we really understand the world around us? Sadly it's more correct to say no. First you have to consider, how much of our own planet have we really explored? 2/3 covered in water, 1/3 land. Not a great ratio when you think about it. There are mysteries of our waters that we have yet to see. Some we may never see in our own lifetimes. How long did it take them to find and see the Titanic after it sank? 80 years (more or less). What is really wierd is that we know more about the moon than we do our own oceans. And that's just the water. How many areas on land have we never seen? If there are even any left. And that's just the nature end of it. Now let's really think. I know, I know.. you're sitting there reading this and probably considering hitting the arrow in the upper left of the screen to go back and not finish. Who wants to think, really eve

Why Vibrators Are Better Than Real Sex
Why vibrators are better than real sex ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ - Vibrators don't have problems with gas ... Nor do they hog the remote ... Nor the computer! - We can get a bigger one or one that has better options whenever we want without being called a slut. - Vibrators never go limp and rubbery, you simply replace the batteries when it tires. - Position is your choice, not his. - You don't have to suck it. - It works "while" the sports games are on. - It always is hard. - It doesn't leave a mess behind. - You don't have to wear an ill fitting teddy to excite it. - It doesn't care that you gained 10 lbs. - It doesn't fall asleep and snore in your ear afterwards. - You don't have to clean up the apartment before bringing it home. - You don't have to cook it breakfast and pretend to be interested in it the next morning. - You can throw them in a drawer and only take them out when you want to! - They don't get tired after the firs

"star Trek" Actor's Ashes Prepare To Reach Final Frontier
"Star Trek" actor's ashes prepare to reach final frontier by Tangi Quemener Sat Apr 28, 6:36 AM ET HATCH, United States (AFP) - Dozens of fans prepared to bid farewell Saturday to "Star Trek" star James Doohan, whose ashes are to be blasted into space on a private rocket. ADVERTISEMENT Doohan, beloved for his role as the USS Enterprise's chief engineer Montgomery "Scotty" Scott, died aged 85 in 2005, but plans for his posthumous rendezvous with the final frontier have been repeatedly delayed. However on Saturday a symbolic portion of his ashes will be on board a SpaceLoft XL rocket that is scheduled to take off from a private launchpad near this town in the southwestern state of New Mexico. The launch has been scheduled for between 8:30 am (1430 GMT) and 2:30 pm local time (2030 GMT). Doohan's ashes will be accompanied by the remains of former US astronaut Gordon Cooper and those of 200 other people. Doohan's widow Wende said Friday her husband would have

My Fantasy
This might be everyones fantacy but I think of it offen. I want to travel to a beautiful, warm island. I want to >lay on the beach, holding someone that I am physically >and emotionally in love with. I picture my lover >being on his back, me kissing him from his toes, to >his knees, running my tongue on his thigh and sucking >on his testicles (very gently). Moving my hands to >the shaft of his penis and my tongue up the back of >his shaft, reaching the head. Rapping my lips around >the tip of his penis, gently >gripping and moving my tongue around the very tip. >Then devouring his penis, gripping tightly with my >lips with each movement back and forth. Stopping, >kissing his belly and nibbling on his nipples all >while my hand is caressing his cock. Biting his >neck just a little to create a little hurt but not >pain. Straddling him, kissing his lips, reaching >down and guiding him into my moist vagina. Not all >the way but just the tip. His hands on my breasts, >wait

Best Friend U Will Ever Have
RATE HIM FAN HIM ADD HIM, THIS IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST MORE CARING GUYS U WILL MEET ON CT. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR NO MATTER WHAT I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE LET ME KNOW YOU CARE ABOUT FRIENDS MORE THEN POINTS HAVE A GREAT DAY MY SEXY CHERRIES BoatMan~ Club Fantasia Assist Punisher and Enforcer ~Vixens soon to be hubby {Cherry Snatcher}@ CherryTAP

Time Waits For No One
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a frien

Bad Abusive Member
ive been on this site for a few months now and chatted to really nice people i have to say it upsets me when i get abuse of men a man on here called batman got very abusive with me because i wouldnt rate his cock pics excuse my french ive had to block him as hes sent me some very abusive mail its pretty sick and disgusting what hes said to me just because i wouldnt rate his cock pics it i just wish men like that would learn respect and grow up!!

What You Give Away, You Will Receive.
Securing an advantage over others will only bring you outer value. And that outer value is constantly vulnerable to theft, attack and decay. Inner value, on the other hand, grows stronger and more firmly entrenched the more it is given away. The value that flows out from you creates positive connections with whatever it reaches. It is an exercise in folly to try and force the world to bend to your needs and desires. Instead, send your dreams into the world and you will cause the world to resonate with those dreams. Dare to visualize the most magnificent and fulfilled life you can imagine. And dare to find a way to bestow that level of fulfillment on everyone you know. What you are willing to give is surely what you are even now becoming. From the beauty that lives deep within, you have so very much to give. Let the value flow from you. And live in the exquisite fulfillment created as that value takes form in the world around you. -- Ralph Marston

If Your Walls Could Speak
If Your Walls Could Speak If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside,

Daily Horoscope Apr 28
Aries horoscope today, according to CherryTAP: "Tidying up the loose ends suddenly seems like the best and most productive activity. You know what? Your instincts are dead on. When you go through the details with a fine-tooth comb, you discover something amazing." Does this mean I'm gonna find a large sum of laundered cash in my closet when I clean out my old apartment? Oo I hope so... now where'd that comb go?

Love's Lost
In the darkness I see her in the distances, Yet no matter how fast I run she never gets closer, I cry tears of blood for my lost love! My heart it burns with all the shadows of her life, Yet in this darkness she has gifted me I weep, Weep for her pain witch keeps me so far from her warmth, From her tenderness and love. I fear I am reaching the end of my time And yet I am no closer to her, She looks so radiant in the moon light! Yet as I look upon her beauty I weep tears of blood. I do not cry because she is so beautiful although I should! I do not cry because I can not love her because I can! I cry tears of blood because I can never have her for my own, Never shear the love she has or the pain she bears, Never hold her soft body or smell her sweet hair, Never taste her sweetness or bed with her! I stop running now and turn! I do not give up! But I do know when I can not win! Alone I start to walk, And I shall never stop walking until my love returns to me! I am T

Pourquoi Sont Le Moyen De Personnes Dans L'américain Maintenant Des Jours
Je souhaite que j'aie été de retour en Europe au lieu de l'Amérique. Je manque comment les choses ne sont pas SIMPLEMENT au sujet du dollar et comment les gens s'inquiètent réellement environ un un autre et pas occupe de l'essai de trouver des moyens de se baiser plus de comme ici dedans l'Amérique. J'espère que je rencontre certains encore ici qui vraiment m'inciterait à penser autrement. Je souhaite que j'aie eu l'argent à rester là-bas, mais puisque je suis un Américain je biseautez obtiennent un visa de travail pour rester dans l'E.U.

Sexiest Texan Girl Contest-now Open
Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexiest Texan Girl Contest Hey ladies lets see who is the Sexiest Texan Girl Current Votes Updtaed Nightly at Midnight CST Ratings Will Only be used in a tie Current Contestants. JoJo Votes-8 TexasCherry Votes-4 Chelsey Votes-472 SWEET SEXY LATINA Votes-1920 Texas Tea Votes-275 Punkyzan Votes-5 Cheeto Votes-5 Alexis Votes-5 Abby Votes-12861 Angildna Votes-4 Jen Votes-7 Nicki Votes-32 TxGirl4Fun Votes-1861

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60
I just read this in a Blog that was posted by Army Cowboy. I just had to share this with Everyone!! army cowboy - real life husband of RodeoQueen http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=25009&pid=328863 Please go to His page and Rate him & his BLOG. ---------------------------------------------------- I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of po

How To Handle A Husband
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona, and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I shouted at her, "What's wrong with yo

The Truth To Reality.
Black holes are where God divided by zero. Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. Support bacteria - they're the only culture some people have. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Ambition is a poor excuse for not having enough sense to be lazy. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. Shin: a device for finding furniture in the dark. I intend to live forever - so far, so good. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines. 24 hours in a day ... 24 beers in a case ... coincidence? Boycott shampoo! Demand the REAL poo! Who is General Failure and why is he reading my hard disk? What happens if you get scared half to death twice? I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder. Why do psychics have to ask you

Almost Love
Almost Love How can you yern for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How can a voice be so etched into your mind? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem so fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of

Tattooed Dreams
I love chicken soup stories and this one came to me at the right time, I need to believe there is hope out there.... Tattooed Dreams By Carol MacAllister I didn't like going to the beach, but I had no choice. My boys were at that age where it was best to keep an eye on them. It wasn't that I didn't like to sit in the sun and feel ocean breezes tease through my hair, but at forty-five, I felt fat and out of shape. Middle age was not a good time. Sounds of the old beach stirred up emotions. I sat in the sand chair wrapped like a mummy in a long beach cover-up. Ageless aromas breezed from concession stands carrying memories of my teenage years, especially the good times with Jimmy. We had spent summers on the beach jumping through waves, kissing under bubbling foam, holding hands as we walked under starry summer skies. Mother never liked Jimmy. Her comments were always laced with negative remarks. "He's irresponsible. He'll never amount to anything."

Wwe Recap, Backlash Card, Match Of The Week
Welcome once again to Bethea’s Byte. This is Ernest Bethea and this week, NOTHING’S BUGGING ME…at least for now. So this week, I’m going to give props to this week’s Match of the Week. You will not be too surprised as which match gets this honor from me. As always, you will get a full match recap and this week I will rundown the Backlash card with my predictions (in-brief). So let’s get down to it, shall we? RECAP Shane McMahon, Chairman Mr. McMahon and Umaga def. Robbie Brookside in a 3-on-1 No DQ Handicap Match. With Mr. McMahon getting the pinfall, if he successful does this on Sunday, Mr. McMahon will be crowned the new World Heavyweight Champion. Trevor Murdoch def. World Tag Team Champion Matt Hardy. OK. Cade and Murdoch defeated the Hardys in singles competition. It maybe a different issue come Sunday when the World Tag Team Championship is on the line at Backlash. Women’s Champion Melina def. Maria in a non-title match. Melina defends her Women’s Championship a

Quote For April 28
A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That's why there are so few good conversations: due to scarcity, two intelligent talkers seldom meet. -- Truman Capote Bonus Quote: Death is a natural part of life. Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force. Mourn them do not. Miss them do not. Attachment leads to jealousy. The shadow of greed that is. -- Yoda Star Wars: The Revenge of the Sith This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Attention Fellow Ohioans
Yes this is a cheap pop...that's what happens when you manage a movie theater...You do whatever you can to get business...lol For anyone wanting to see Spiderman 3, The Wapa Theater in Wapakoneta, Ohio will be showing this blockbuster Opening weekend at $4 a ticket. this is by far the cheapest you'll find ticket prices for this movie. Concession prices will also be reduced starting next weekend, and we will also begin serving pizza to the public from Fox's Pizza Den. If your looking for a good show and a cheap date stop on by. =-) Our address at the theater is 15 Willipie St. In Wapakoneta, Ohio. Thanks Jamey Brandt Manager

New Ct Profile
I'm going to be starting a new profile on CT. It will be my personal profile. This profile will be to promote my business only. If you would like to be my friend on a more personal level, please add me as a friend. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/840685 I look forward to chatting with you all.

If I Offended You
I wanted to apologize if I offended anyone with a bulletin I reposted. If you have talked to me at all on here you know that I repost ALL military bulletins. If I am asked to repost something and you take offense by it then I am sorry.

Here's The Deal.
I have asked in bulletins and stash's as well as blogs and still nada zip zing.... What's up with that..... I have a lot of friends out there, and apparently NO ONE cares to read my stuff or help out, I don't ask for much here, well maybe a little. I have a piece entered in an Art contest and it is doing rather poorly. It seems that the ppl on CT aren't really here for the friends but for what they can get out of it...... OK, I'll play along... the person that comments this pic the most will get a gift from me.... so how's about the help, huh?

Sweet Ass Story
It was another Payday and I was tired of Mr. Goodbar. I saw Miss Hershey standing behind the Powerhouse on the corner of Clark and Fifth Avenue when I whipped out my Whopper and whispered, “Hey Sweetheart, how'd you like to Crunch on my big hunk for a Million Dollar Bar?” Well, she immediately went down on my Tootsie Roll, and it was like pure Almond Joy! I couldn't help but grab her delicious Mounds because it was easy to see that this little Twix had the Red Hots. It was all I could do to hold the Snickers and Crackle as my Butterfinger went up her tight little Kit Kat and she started to scream “Oh Henry, Oh Henry!” Soon she was fondling my Peter Pan and ZagNut and I knew it wouldn't be long before I blew my Milk Duds clear to Mars that gave her a taste of the old Milky Way. She asked me if I was into M&M, but I said, “Hey Chicklet, no kinky stuff.” I said, “Look you little Reese's Pieces, don't be a Zero, be a Lifesaver. Why don't you take my Whatchamacallit an

Lostboy 1
"Being wild is in their blood – Sleep all day Party all night Never grow old It’s fun to be A vampire…" Come see Dj lostboy only found @ Brutal Radio Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!! "Burn rubber does not mean warp speed!"

Maybe Part 2
Maybe if I had been treated well my whole life Maybe if I really knew what love is Maybe if I could only see what you want Maybe if I was kinder Maybe if I saw more grey Maybe if you held me all night long Maybe if I was yours Could I see what you see in me? Could you love me even when I am bloated? Could you speak up for me? Could you hold my hand in public Could you not make a big deal about it? Could you keep driving my car and loving it? Could you keep hating the music I listen to? Perhaps I need this Perhaps I can get used to this Perhaps it just takes me sometime Perhaps it is you that I want Perhaps I can love you Perhaps you could love me Perhaps we could go on vacations together. It appears that I may be to late It appears that I hurt you It appears that I am a fuck up at times It appears that you call me nice things It appears that I run through your mind It appears that I can't get you out of my head It appears that this could maybe work

Some Funny Jokes...
An Australian tourist was sitting at the bar in an Irish pub when all of a sudden a guy yelled out "Number 47!", and all the other drinkers started laughing. A few minutes later another guy yelled out "Number 77!, and again everybody laughed. The Australian thought this was a bit odd, so he asked the barman what was going on. The barman said, "Well, it's like this - these people have been drinking here for years, and they all tell the same jokes. So a couple of years ago we decided to give each joke a number, and now when someone starts telling a joke, if you think you know what it is you call out the number and if people think it's a funny joke they will laugh." The Aussie thought he'd give this a try. He waited until it was quiet and then stood up and shouted "Number 88!" and everybody laughed loudly and hysterically for ten minutes or more. People were falling over and crying with laughter. The pub was in uproar. The Aussie said to the barman, "So tell me, why did they laug

Lessons And Tears
It's early morning, and I'm sitting here as I usually do, listening to the chickens, watching the shadows slip into sunlight in the wooded area outside my office window. This is my quiet time, that I use to do my thinking, and my household paperwork. Other times when I have been really sick, I just stay in bed, and snuggle up to Buddy, and we watch out the bedroom window as morning comes. He has made it his lil orange mission to see that I get all the kitty love I need. I am so grateful for his lil fat, warm presence.... Today as I sit here, I have such a mixed bag of emotions... there are many changes coming for me. Some so sad..... and some new adventures that I never dreamed were on their way. I'm hoping that I am able to handle it all. I'm not sure if it's my age, and a hormone issue, but I cry alot lately. Sometimes with good reason, sometimes for no reason at all. I just seem to have a sadness in me that I cannot shake off, and I try not to stay mired down in self p

11 Thngs To Realize About Cherry Tap(i Escpecially Like The Part Of The Stalking Ex's Lol)
This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up u fucki

Congratulations!!
To all those who have bought thier way to the top! YOU MUST be sooooooooooo Proud. All you have proven is you know how to waste money and bought your popularity on this site. You should be soooooooooooo PROUD!!! Yay for you!

How One Leopard Changed Its Spots ... And Saved A Baby Baboon
She is the ultimate predator - a sleek and stealthy killer. Pouncing on her prey, she silences the baboon with one swipe of a vicious paw. Then, suddenly, something stirs in the dead animal's fur, and the law of the jungle is rewritten. From the bedraggled pelt of her kill crawls a tiny infant - a one-day-old baboon. In that moment, this young leopard forgets she is a hunter, and nurtures the baby baboon as if it were her own cub. Smelling blood, a pack of hyenas gather to finish off the kill. Legadema, as she has been named by the camera crew who took these moving shots, carefully carries the baby baboon high up into a tree for protection. There, she cuddles the newborn to her for warmth through the long, African night. "It was as if nature had turned on its head completely," says Dereck Joubert, a filmmaker who followed Legadema for three-and-a-half years in her natural habitat, the Okavango Delta of Botswana - the verdant flood plains known as Africa's Garden of Eden.

Thoughts Just Came Out~~again~~
I SIT HERE I WONDER. ABOUT ALL THE THE PROMISES U HAVE MADE. ALL THE HEART U HAVE BROKEN. THE DREAMS U HAVE CRUSHED. I LOOK INTO THE EYES OF A GUY TO SEE WHAT HE HAS DONE. TO MAKE ME FEAR THERE MORE TO COME. BROKEN HEARTS THE BROKEN SOULS IVE SEEN IN THIS WORLD FROM 1 MAN FEAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT MAKE ME ASK FOR MORE... THE QUESTON NEVER GET ANSWERED THE FEAR KEEPS ME BACK TO WATCH. WHAT A MAN CAN DO TO KEEP THE HURT INSIDE??? THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME WONDER Y THE A MAN THAT HAS A HEART ....CAN BE SO COLD. NEVER THINKS BEFORE HE TAKES A SOUL...THE DREAMS AND RUNS FREEE. NEVER TAKE THAT FROM ME TO THE FACT IS IM BACK....

Life
As I sit here and wonder about my life.........Has it any meaning............Have I touched anyone who truely cares enough to do anything for me. Take a bullet for me..........Stand up for me..............Be truely loyal ............accept me for me...........And in return they shall have my undieing love....... loyalty....... generosity..........careing heart...........my good nature has gotten me nothing but...........Distrust...........hatered............and uncareing hearts. Those who wish to take all that I have and had in my heart...........To turn it to stone with a brick wall built around it. Has any one the courage................ to tear it down and see the real me inside. The beating of my heart is so shallow............to hear it beat again so wildly would hurt my ears..............I no longer wish to hear the words but to feel them.........................to feel them in my soul...............Please I beg you to please tear down the wall..........turn that stone to flesh..

The Fuck You's
This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up u fucki

I'm Tired, Written By A Man, Serving The Usa Even Tho He's Almost 60
I'm Tired Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because they are too afra

Year I Was Born
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

My Ebay Addiction Continues
So, I got the laptop I'd ordered from ebay a few days ago. I have it hidden in a drawer right now. It is pretty much a worthless piece of crap. Serves me right, I know. I'll have to figure something to do with it. It is pretty useless to me. This is the third time I've bought something from ebay with totally no use to me. Granted, the first two times was my own fault for not reading thoroughly enough and checking out the specs for my camera. In addition to this lug, I've also bought two PSP movies, two PSP games, and a HP 620LZ PalmTop. The movies and games are just unnecessary indulgences at (mostly) a decent price. The HP will be handy if it works properly. I got that at a really good price too, though there are a few things I need to pick up for it. I bought it because I am sick of not writing. I'm ashamed really, and buying the thing gives me an excuse to get off my ass. I'll have to explain that one to Leslie because I do plan on toting the fucker along with me. But I am not b

Physic Vampires
When dealing with a person such as this,it is important to remember that people in that category feed off of individual energy-many times without permission-and always leaving those who they feed on weak and tired.Vampires who feed on energy are usually cold,selfish people- unfeeling-they seek out those whos guards are down and they can prey upon repeatedly without fail...who have no clue what is going on.here are signs to look for if you wonder if you have a vampire close to you **a person who takes up alot of your time and energy-but never is there for you or returns the favor ***a person who you always seem to feel tired around,or become fatigued after spending time in their company,no matter what the occasion **a person who seems to be always surrounded by drama-and rather then you focus on yourself and your life,they twist things to make you focus on them-but when you try to put it back on you,they become completely bored. ****a person who seems always full

Solitary Witchcraft And Witches
There are many more self-initiated Wiccans and Witches out there than practically any other variety of Pagan. While a valid and legitimate spiritual path, self-initiation and working solitary pose a few unique challenges to those who would follow this particular path to the Old Gods. By its very nature, the solitary path doesn't have a lot of guidance available--usually you strike out on your own to discover it all for yourself. So why self-initiate? Why be a solitary practitioner? These are questions you have to answer for yourself. No one has a monopoly upon wisdom, nor on the Mysteries--these are not things that you can own, only experience on your own terms, and even then they keep moving, changing and growing. Anyone who approaches the Gods with sincerity, respect, and integrity can and will discover their own way to commune with these essential forces of Nature. It means hard work, requires creativity, persistence and determination--it is a challenging path to

Theatrical Witches
so here i sit ready to tell you about theatrical witches..and what exactly are those you ask?well..heres my definition.. theatrical witches are those who go out of their way and then some to look the part..dressing all in black,tons of siver jewelry,smelling like patchouli oil,lots of black eyeshadow and eyeliner and lipstick...but arent real witches at all...they just look the theatrical part and use the said (fake)title to scare people when they feel scorned or hurt.they spend little time learning about what witchcraft really is-maybe just learning enough to say things that might intimidate others or impress them... i got news for these people.. theatrical witches are a shame to the real ones...those of us who DONT have to go out of our way to be a witch in the first place-we just simply ARE...you are either naturally lured to the craft or you arent..and if you seek out the craft for all the wrong reasons,you wont get much out of it,nor will it work for you.witch

What A Real Witch Is....
Oh yeah - "What is a "REAL" Witch, anyways?" I think that one does not become a Witch through practising spells and rituals, going through initiation ceremonys performed by well-known Covens and then obtaining a status that simply marks how long you've been studying, and what magickal abilities can be seen by the human eye, just as a Christian does not become a Christian just by reading the Bible, attending Church each Sunday, and talking the talk. To be a Witch, you must *be* a Witch. What I mean is, you don't get to call yourself a Witch because you can cast spells, or because you can read the Tarot and scry in candle flames. You become a Witch by honoring God and Goddess or the Lord and Lady, you become a Witch by knowing, believing and demonstrating that all life and energy forms are equal, that one is not better than the rest. You are a Witch if you recongize that Nature is a Divine Force, not just a thing or a planet we live on. You are a Witch if y

Just A Quickie, Lmao!
I'm getting ready to head out to my all day belly dancing workshop! Should be alot of fun and there will be VENDORS!! Oh, goody! Yes, my daughter is in jail, being held on "attempt to deliver." And people wonder where my gray hair comes from, lol!! But this is her life lesson, now. She best start learning it! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, Dear Ones, all over the world! You are all loved more than you know! Later! Muah!

The Law And Art Of Phhhttt!
I know i,m getting alot of funny looks from group members who've read the heading for this post...but after you get through reading,you might not be so confused. Too many people,especially those just starting out on a spiritual path,either start out guilty or end up guilty of the same crime...not knowing the law of PPHHHTTTTT.Well,what the heck is the LAW OF PPHHTTT....sounds like something straight out of MONTY PYTHON...I,d like to explain this LAW OF PPHHTTT....You wont find it in any text anywhere,because it hasnt been written down....its a lesson and a law most only learn when they are more experianced with their spiritual path...and ONLY if their minds are open enough to handle it....THE LAW AND ART OF PPHHTTTT is valuable though...prevents alot of frustration and stress and heartache,so let me share with you the LAW AND ART OF PHHFFTTT.. Ah,how many of us started out on our spiritual paths and were so eager to learn that we dashed headlong,reading at the speed

Two Of My Favorite Counting Crows Songs.
Time and Time Again I wanted so badly somebody other than me Staring back at me But you were gone gone gone I wanted to see you walking backwards And get the sensation of you coming home I wanted to see you walking away from me Without the sensation of you leaving me alone Time and time again Time and time again Time and time again I can't please myself I wanted the ocean to cover over me I wanna sink slowly without getting wet Maybe someday, I won't be so lonely And I'll walk on water every chance I get Time and time again Time and time again Time and time again I can't please myself So when are you coming home sweet angel? You leaving me alone? All alone? Well if I'm drowning darling, you'll come down this way on your own I wish I was traveling on a freeway Beneath this graveyard western sky I'm gonna set fire to this city And out into the desert we're gonna ride Time and time again Time and time again Time and time again I can't please myself And I

Wifey Application
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

Please Send A Birthday Card`
125,000+ Birthday Cards Received! 33 Days until Shane's Birthday Make Your Own Glitter Graphics Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn¡¯t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane¡¯s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become a re

I Belong In The Service Of The Queen.
I belong anywhere but in between I deserve a little more You help me see this You help me see that I am still affraid You see that I can't make up my mind Why is this so hard for me Why is it that I am so affraid Of everything that you can offer me Why am I so affraid to take this leap What if things were different What if I saw what you see What if I took more time And if this takes place can you wait? Can you take me camping? Can you make me see the light? Please don't try to leave me 'Cause I've been here before And as you say I deserve a little more. I don't know what I want I may never truely get what I want I may wake up one day in the future And regret the path that I took I may wake up one morning crying Thinking about you, and what we could be Thinking about what we never had I just know that I belong in the service of the queen And I belong anywhere but in between And I deserve a little more. Can you do that for me?

Happiness
Happiness is laughter monkeys picking their noses in front of children screaming CHOCOLATE MUSIC not being a warm gun nature shining moon sneezing fresh sheets snap dragons family bare toes in mud thunderstorms getting rid of colds hammocks radiance

Type Of Aids Avialble To Your Child
Types of Aid Available for Your Child When your child has been evaluated and diagnosed with an autism spectrum disorder, you may feel inadequate to help your child develop to the fullest extent of his or her ability. As you begin to look at treatment options and at the types of aid available for a child with a disability, you will find out that there is help for you. It is going to be difficult to learn and remember everything you need to know about the resources that will be most helpful. Write down everything. If you keep a notebook, you will have a foolproof method of recalling information. Keep a record of the doctors' reports and the evaluation your child has been given so that his or her eligibility for special programs will be documented. Learn everything you can about special programs for your child; the more you know, the more effectively you can advocate. For every child eligible for special programs, each state guarantees special education and related services. The Indi

7 Kinds Of Sex
Body: Seven kinds of Sex The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at nigh

What Does The Autism Ribbon Stand For?
The Autism Puzzle Ribbon The Autism Puzzle Ribbon - What does it symbolize? The autism ribbon has been said to reflect the mystery and complexity of autism. The different colors and shapes represent the diversity of the people and families living with this disorder. The brightness of the ribbon signals Hope - Hope that through research we will soon identify the causes and a cure for Autism, and Hope that, through increasing awareness of Autism, persons with the disorder will lead fuller, and more complete lives. The Autism Society of America has been awarded, from the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office, a trademark for the Puzzle Ribbon logo as a result of its years of use, work and investment. ASA's goal is to protect the ribbon for responsible use within the autism community. It is ASA's intent to use its best efforts to make the puzzle ribbon logo available royalty-free to ASA Chapters and for all legitimate purposes and uses by autism organizations

Help Me Here
ya know I spend so much damn time here rating people and doing all the nice stuff that you want me to do ..rate ya fan ya add ya, comment on ya and very few people do the same..... Of my fmaily and friends on tap I can always count on the same few relaible people. Whats is the deal here. I am a selfless giving person dont uderstand why in the hell people stop by my profile, ask me to do all this... I do ...only if they are a 10 and get nothing.....kinda frustrating ...just help me understand the mentality behind this ... I personally do not want a bunch of people in my friends list that are NOT really... not for cherry bucks, points and levels....help me here.. is it just me???? I am lookin to make friends with people that give a shit... people I communicate with.. HMMMMM

Roadside Memorials
I have an issue.... And it's with roadside memorials. I don't understand why you would want to drudge up pain like that everyday. There are cemetaries for the dead. Places we can memorialize them. There is a headstone and their name on it. I mean that's as permanent as you can get. But these roadside memorials, I mean what do they do for the person or people that lost someone there? You drive by it a lot, or everyday, and all it will ever do is remind you that the person is gone. I understand it must have been hard to lose them, but how do you ever expect to move on, get through the pain, if you are constant reminded of it? Pain is best dealt with by time. But it's just like a wound. If you keep playing with it, picking at it, it will never heal. Get over it and move on. That's my rant for this week.

Women's Town
Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday. The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters. "Traditional women dominate and men have to be obedient in the areas of Sichuan province and Chongqing, and now we are using it as an idea to attract tourists and boost tourism," the official, surname Li, said by telephone. The tourism bureau planned to invest between 200 million yuan ($26 million) and 300 million yuan in infrastructure, roads and buildings, Li said. "We welcome investors from overseas and nationwide to invest in our project," he added. The motto of the new town would be "women never make mistakes, and men can never refuse women's requests," C

For Him
there was this flame that grew bright/ you let me put it out without a fight/ you claim you care you know thats not fair/ you see me dying inside but you just leave me there/ one day the truth will hit you but ill be gone/ need sometime to breath need sometime to think/ one day ill be walking there/ youll say you care but i dont dare / not again not in this lifetime.

The Inner Key
I search desperately for the key The key that unlocks the inner me Have u seen the key? I wring my hands in despair I can’t find it anywhere I ponder for a few minutes Just what is that inner me? I look long and hard And think I see just a glimpse Of a small light or maybe it’s just a spark Then it all fades to dark The depth of darkness is so real It’s the different shades of light that seems so unreal If I found the key to unlock my inner self Would what I find bring me joy or peace? Or would I sink further into darkness and despair? As I ponder the choice of unlocking and freeing my inner self I speed the search for that special key Even in my uncertainty I need to find the key The key that unlocks the inner me Written by ~Paulette~ 4-28-2007

Naughtypoll!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and

Hurt And Pain
Left alone like a pet thrown away set aside by the road and its causing so much pain the hurt and the sorrow building up inside building up so much I just want to die I gave her my all, my everything sacrificed myself and she's letting me be abandoned and torn from the inside out it feels like my heart was ripped right out Torn from my soul and I'm left all alone nothing around here feels like home with the support of my friends I manage to live been abandoned by you...how can I live?

I Love My Job!
The lost Dr. Seuss Poem I Love My Job! I love my job, I love the pay! I love it more and more each day. I love my boss, he is the best! I love his boss and all the rest. I love my office and its location, I hate to have to go on vacation. I love my furniture, drab and grey, And piles of paper that grow each day! I think my job is really swell, There’s nothing else I love so well. I love to work among my peers, I love their leers and jeers and sneers. I love my computer and its software, I hug it often though it won’t care. I love each program and every file, I’d love them more if they worked for a while. I’m happy to be here. I am. I am. I’m the happiest slave of the Firm, I am. I love this work, I love these chores. I love the meetings with deadly bores. I love my job – I’ll say it again. I even love those friendly men. Those friendly men who’ve come today, In clean white coats to take me away!!!!

You All Can Burn In Hell...
I was at the schoolyard heroes concert....were you? no, you weren't. because i was the only one there(other than all the other people...)...and now im drunk....so im not correcting anyomre typos... i just wanted to say fuck you all for not showing up...you missed the best show that spoikane will get all fucking summer... fuck you fuck you fuck you, you're coool fuck you im out...

Short Jokes
A three-year-old boy was examining his testicles while taking a bath. "Mom", he asked, "are these my brains?" "Not yet," she replied ------------------------------------------------- I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ------------------------------------------------- My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ------------------------------------------------- Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ------------------------------------------------- Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ------------------------------------------------- The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know

You're An Ideal Match For Group Loving!
Easy tiger! Now we realise that the prospect of sharing your bed with two or more people is not necessarily at the forefront of your mind. However, you're obviously a social person who enjoys relaxing with groups of people, so why not take it a step further? You could share tips and techniques as well as body parts and there's always bound to be someone to have a cosy chat with once all the excitement has died down, i.e. one of your partners has dozed off. Obviously, this is a high risk fantasy to bring into your sex life, especially if you or your partner enjoys the extra company a bit too much. A good compromise would be to share a twin room with another couple so you could look, but not touch. Failing this you could always experiment in front of the TV with an adult film playing!

Save Net Radio!
Okay so I"m up tonight late, because I dunno I can't sleep, and anyway I'm checking out my e-mail and I see this e-mail. For those of you that dunno what Pandora is: (http://pandora.com/corporate/) About Pandora™ When was the last time you fell in love with a new artist or song? At Pandora Media™, we have a single mission: To help you discover new music you'll love. To understand just how we do this, and why we think we do it really, really well, you need to know about the Music Genome Project™. For almost seven years now, we have been hard at work on the Music Genome Project. It's the most comprehensive analysis of music ever undertaken. Together our team of fifty musician-analysts have been listening to music, one song at a time, studying and collecting literally hundreds of musical details on every song. It takes 20-30 minutes per song to capture all of the little details that give each recording its magical sound - melody, harmony

Family
IF I WERE A DOG OR CAT I WOULD PROBABLY GET KICKED, BEAT, SMACKED AND THROWN AROUND THAT WAS MY LIFE GROWING UP THERE WAS SO MUCH DYSFUNCTION IN THE FAMILY AND THERE STILL IS TO THIS DAY MY FATHER IS PASSIVE TO MY MOTHER AND NEVER SAYS ANYTHING TO UPSET HER BUT SHE COULD BEAT A 6 MONTH OLD BABY FOR CRYING AND THAT BABY WAS LOOKING FOR HER PROTECTION NOT HER DISTRUCTION SHE IS A COLD HEARTED, EVIL, SELF CENTERED MALICOUS BITCH IT TAKES MANY YEARS OF MENTAL AND PYSHICAL ABUSE TO REALLY THINK FUCKED UP AND THINK THAT ITS NORMAL SO ALL U KNOW IS TWISTED AND DEMENTED FOR A REASON I NEVER WANTED TO CHOOSE THIS FAMILY THEY PICKED ME NOW FROM DOCTOR TO DOCTOR THEY TELL ME MY FAMILY IS POISON AND I NEED TO DISCONNECT MYSELF FROM THE DYSFUNCTION IN MY LIFE I ALREADY FEEL DISCONNECTED FROM THE WORLD AND EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY BUT ITS LONELY AND COLD AND ITS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE BUT I HAVE A CHILD NOW AND I NEED TO BREAK THIS COLD WAY OF LIVING I WILL NEVER BE MY MOTHER NO MATTER WHAT

Brian Mcknight Concert.
tonight i attended the brian mcknight concert in downtown oakland. mostly to support my homie, matt cusson. he plays keyboard and sings backup for brian. ALSO he is working on his debut album with brian currently [brian set up a recording studio on his bus, so they record on the road].. watching matty 'make love' to that keyboard is enough to make any girl cream! anyway, the show was awesome. matty has opened for brian every show on his european tour but this time in oakland 'Joe' opened and sang some shit that took me back to high school days. dayuumm.. the girls were goin crazy! after the show we waited for matty and brian to come out of the back. i met brian and his two sons brian jr. and niko. niko was THE SHIT! he might have been the coolest fourteen year old kid i have ever met! picture a slender black kid with dreads and an 'iron maiden' t-shirt. [he played bass and guitar for his daddy on stage for two or three songs. this kid was kickass!] so we got to talking after

The Devil In Disguise
I FEEL LIKE IVE LOST ALL FEELING AND HAVE BECOME SO NUMB SOMETIMES I FEEL EMPTY AND DISCONNECTED FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD I HAVE NOTHING TO KEEP ME GOING AND NOTHING TO TO MAKE IT A LITTLE BETTER I FEEL THAT IM A GRAIN OF SAND AND NOTHING MORE OF NOTHING LESS IM TOLD IM A LOSER AND I WILL NEVER HAVE ANYTHING OR ANYBODY WELL DEEP DOWN INSIDE I CRY FOR HER ACCEPTANCE AND ENCOURAGEMENT BUT SHE IS SICK AND DEMENTED AND EVIL WITH THE WHIP OF HER TONGUE I WILL NEVER BE NORMAL OR THE SAME AFTER HER MY HEAD WILL ALWAYS BE FUCKED UP FOR THATS WHERE SHE WANTS ME I CRY TO HAVE HER JUST LOVE ME AND ACCEPT ME BUT SHE NEVER LOVED ME SHE SHOWS LOTS OF HATE AND JEALOUSY TOWARDS ME I ASK MY SELF WHY DID THIS WOMAN GIVE BIRTH TO A PEICE OF SHIT DAUGHTER WHY COULDNT SHE HAVE HAD AN ABORTION SO I DIDNT HAVE TO BE PUNISHED AND SCARRED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I HATE TO HEAR AND THE BAD WORDS AND NEGATIVITY LASHING OUT AT ME MAKE ME FEEL IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING OR ANYBODY I HATE THESE FEELING DEEP

I Hate Crying. Don't You?
You know what? I hate feeling like shit. I'll always be sorry. You know what else I hate? Feeling so bad that I can't help but be a stupid girl. And crying. At 3. And posting blogs and bulletins about it.

Warriors Win
yeah baby the warrirs win game 3 and lead the series 2 games to 1. final score 109 to 91. i had an awesome time. my first basketball game in 13 years. so come one and rate my new pics i took at the game.

Little Princess
Little princess, why do you weep? Has the sun left you and gone to sleep Or is it because you’re lonely, restless, and meek Little princess has God not blessed you with a beautiful child? Has he not given you His love in the eyes of a child? Little princess, why do you sigh? Have all of God’s angels left you without any stars in the sky Or is it because time has slipped through your hands, and all that’s left are grains of your Most painful times Little princes has God not embraced you and warmed you with his heart Did he not lay down his life, just to set you a part? Little princess, why do you hide? Are you scared someone will see the child inside? Or is it easy to hide fears, when no one is around to see your crystal tears Little princess don’t be silent, tell God what you seek If He made the heavens, I’m sure He has what you need Little princess He wants to make amends, ju

More About Sissy
I have spent all day thinking about her. She had been with me since I was 23... Before I had my daughter I used to take Sissy with me everywhere. Stores, restaurants, bars, movie theatres... literally everywhere, usually hidden inside my shirt. I miss her. She was my constant. She loved me and only me. You should have seen how she protected my shoes. It was absolutely hilarious and I am gonna miss seeing her attack ankles if someone came to close to a pair of my shoes. I can't really describe this loss, it was sudden and caught me totally unaware. My vet now believes that she had an aneurysm. That she went very quickly in her sleep. There was nothing I could have done. I truly thank god that I was able to have last night with her. She layed on my bed with me and cuddled for a bit. She never stayed long, just long enough, but she always had to come up on the bed at bedtime. This is pain, like I haven't felt in a very long time. She was my friend and with me through all the bad times, sh

Hi, You Know Most Of Our E-mails Are Jokes.
Hi, you know most of our e-mails are jokes. Now if you want some valuable information maybe you should read this. I feel good about passing this on to you all. At three minutes and four seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May this year, the time and date will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again.

Thanks To Everyone
I just wanted to say hello and thank you to everyone for all your great ratings and comments! I wish I had the time and the connection to comment to you all, but here in Iraq, between my schedule and the hit and miss internet connection I'm lucky half the time to even get on and see what you have all left. Thank you all for taking the time to send them to me, and please know that I appreciate everyone of you and your great, kind, and sexy comments. You are all amazing and you never cease to put a smile on my face and make my days a lot better. Thanks...

Laura Bush On Iraq: 'no One Suffers More Than Their President And I Do'
Raw Story | April 25, 2007 Ron Brynaert According to the first lady, when it comes to Iraq, "No one suffers more than their president and I do." During an interview on NBC's Today show Wednesday concerning Malaria Awareness Day, Laura Bush talked to Ann Curry about "other challenges her husband is facing." "You know the American people are suffering watching --," Curry said to the first lady. "Oh, I know that very much," Laura Bush responded. "And believe me, no one suffers more than their president and I do when we watch this, and certainly the commander in chief, who has asked our military to go into harm's way." Curry then asked, "What do you think the American public need to know about your husband?" "Well, I hope they do know the burden, the worry that's on his shoulders every single day for our troops," Bush said. "And I think they do. I mean, I think if they don't, they're not seeing what the real responsibilities of our president are." The first lady admi

Memo From Mexico
V Dare | April 23, 2007 Allan Wall Is It Wrong For Us To Call Ourselves Americans? "Although we realize that the term American is commonly used to refer to the U.S. population, we view American as including other North and South Americans as well. Therefore we have tried to limit the use of this term when referring to the United States." These words of wisdom are from the introduction to Multicultural Education in a Pluralistic Society , a book that VDARE.COM columnist Athena Kerry has informed us was foisted upon education majors in her university. So is it wrong for us citizens of the U.S.A. to call ourselves Americans? Last year, there was a proposal in the Michigan Department of Education to prohibit the use of the term "Americans" from referring to U.S. citizens and Karen Todorov, the Social Studies advisor to the Michigan Department of Education, went so far as to assert that "It is ethnocentric for the United States to claim the entire hemisphere." Mrs

Depleted Uranium
Depleted Uranium During the war, US and British forces shot ammo made from Depleted Uranium (DU), a radioactive and toxic waste that is suspected as a cause of some illnesses affecting veterans of the 1991 Gulf War. Scientists believe respiratory irritation caused by sand storms, oil fires, and concentrated vehicle fumes during Operation Desert Storm weakened the blood/brain barrier and allowed DU to enter the central nervous system of soldiers in the field resulting in slowly developing neurotoxic responses. Their brains, in effect, were slowly poisoned. The brain is a 'target organ' for dissolved uranium. Tests on some Desert Storm vets show lowered ability to think and solve problems, as well as lowered motor skills in subjects with above average uranium levels. During the latest operations in both Afghanistan and Iraq, American and British tanks fired thousands of depleted uranium armor penetrators. American A-10 and AV-8B aircraft shot hundreds of thousands of small

'earth Tremors' Reported In Kent
Last Updated: Saturday, 28 April 2007, 07:59 GMT 08:59 UK E-mail this to a friend Printable version 'Earth tremors' reported in Kent The BBC has received a number of calls regarding "earth tremors" in the Deal and Folkestone areas of Kent. There are reports that the electricity supply is out and also that telephones are not working. Sharon Hayles, from Stanford near the Eurotunnel terminal at Folkestone, said her house slid from side to side for about 10 to 15 seconds. Another Folkestone man told BBC Five Live Breakfast that his whole house "shook quite violently".

Why Are So Many So Freakin' Stupid?
I had a rare moment of clarity, just a moment ago... Why are there so many idiots out there? They're outbreeding the smart ones. I mean, think about it... While the geniuses of the world invent new cell phones and make new things to blow crap up, everyone else screws. I mean, really, do you know how the monitor you're staring at WORKS? I sure as hell don't. And I consider myself reasonably intelligent, go figure. I mean, really, survival of the fittest, natural selection, it's supposed to weed out the things that aren't supposed to pass on their genes... But it doesn't happen anymore with people. Everyone survives... And when you look at the wilderness, and how 1 out of an entire litter or hatching of many animals actually makes it to adulthood... Nature used to weed out the 90% that was unfit. Not happenin' now. We actually ENCOURAGE the people who do nothing to breed. What's the end result? A society of people who can't build a rowboat, much less a toaster. Eve

Oh What A Night, Late In April Here In "07" Lol
Well. urmmmm . hmmmm. I think I'm over my cunkness lol. No I do not have a hangover. I dont get those lucky me, I can hold my liquor. I've seen some funny shit over my time.People drinking to the point they couldnt remember their own name and waking the next day up chucking and have a head ache the size of Tx lol. soooo funny. I didnt much care for having to clean the mess *yuck*. I've seen and heard it all. OMG I cant stand a crying drunk that shit gets on my nerves real damn quick like. I dont get vicious when I drink, actually I have been told by several I'm quite goofy, as if thats any different from being sober with me lol. Seriously I am feeling fine. I have put the bottles away , it may be months before I tie another one on who knows. Well happy bloggings to all until I blog again. I'm going to take a gander at a few pages I think and take me happy go lucky arse to bed. love you all my Ct pets muahhhhhhhhh . Ps. watch out for the smurfs on here, they are easy to spot,

Cue The Incredible Hulk Theme
Man this place can be pretty funny. Ya introduce yourself to someone, friendly exchange rates and then a conversation begins. The conversation goes well and seems you've been friends forever. Your interests macth. Your beliefs and hopes compliment each other's. It becomes quite a refreshing conversation. You wish the conversation could go on for hours but life has it's priorities. So you part ways for the moment add each other as fans and friends and what not. Then comes the next chance to say hi. You've been wanting that same kind of 'real' conversation after the days monotony. ya pop onto the LC and notice that persons on . . . and fromn that day on the act as if the never met you or even had any conversation with you. ?? Don'cha just love being alienated and treated like a stranger? People like that have no place on my lists. Well guess I'll hitch my way elsewhere.

The Blood Thirst, Wanna Meet People
I LIVE LIKE A VAMPIRE, I SLEEP DURING THE DAY & WAKE IN THE NIGHT. I LIVE FOR HEAVY METAL & GOTH. IT'S LIKE GENE SIMMONS TOLD ME, "KEEP ON ROCKIN'". I KNOW ALOT OF FAMOUS BANDS & SINGERS. I DON'T NEED A BACKSTAGE PASS, BECAUSE I'M WELL KNOWN IN THE MUSIC BUSINESS. ALSO SAY MY NAME IN LOS ANGELES YOU WILL GET ALOT OF FAMOUS TURNS.

Blast Ideas/contest
Ok so I have done the first blast giveaway myself. Having purchased a 7day blast to get it out and then asking everyone to whore me. Here is the reasoning behind it. I plan on making a new paypal (not using my current for secure reasons) and having people win chances to get blast that way. Instead of paying $20 for a blast why not pay $1 for a 1/20 chance or $5 for a 1 in 4 chance! It will of course require me to have more friends/fans as to promote and it to fill up faster. I am thinking of using multiple ones for 3day, 7day and even a 30day pass. Then I am also thinking of (if this blast takes off) opening up one for a Happy Hour give away! The way it will work is you send money to the paypal account (or send me an email and I will request it) once that is done and the first $20 (for a 7day blast) is collected for every dollar you put in you will have that many chances to win. Say there are 7 people, 2 people paid 5, the other 5 paid 2 each. THats $20. 2 people have a 1

Sexual Sign
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Were Ill Get Caught
Richard Brown was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in jail ... you've been caught by your siblings! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Ever Happened To My Country?
Ill start off with an appology to you the reader. This is perhaps the first thing Ive written since highschool. I am a 28 yr old man, Born here, raised here and ill probably die, here When I was a young boy, I can remember a few events that perhaps some people do not remember or perhaps were not born during. I went to a catholic school outside of Boston Ma, I can remember the feeling of excitement and fear of Gorbachev (former leader of the Soviets, Our enemy) and Reagan (our President)meeting in Iceland . I can remember all of us watching it on Tv and being asked to pray , and with my little hands and with all of my heart I did pray. I can remember the Soviets, I can remember our fear of their bombs, and I can remember our project and large parking lots having signs for fallout shelters. This may sound as ridiculous as our parents telling us about when they were in school they did bomb drills, But this is my Story... I am an American, I am also a former i

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Life Goes On, The Next Chapter
I joined Lost Cherry back in October of 06. Soon after I joined, the name changed to CherryTap. I never realized how that name change would effect me. Well, the name change it's self didn't do anything, just my dedication to this on-line comunity. I have met many good friends here, including some local people. November found me in a bit of depression, leading me to write about the life I had with my first wife. By Christmas I was dealing with the decision weather to spend the Holidays with my 2nd wife. I all most fell prey to the madness that is my ex-wife. I had a moment of clairity that I would rather spend the Holidays alone than have the weight of her around my neck. Hell, my kids didn't like her either. I found myself spending most of my free time at night chatting and rating pics. Trying to weasle my way into private folders to see those risque pics. Face it, most guys, regardless of what they say, wanna see naked flesh. One evening I found myself chatting with

Reflection
She looks up.. Staring back at her... is her reflection. What she sees.. She doesn't like.. She cannot change it.. But that doesnt stop her. The glint off the metal.. Is bright.. Like a star.. She picks it up.. It's cool.. to hold.. it's sharp.. to the touch. Her skin in soft.. The purest.. Of whites.. Its delicate.. like silk.. She puts two.. and two together. The white of her skin.. is suddenly disturbed.. A single red line.. Like the single star.. In the new night sky.. One drop falls. Piercing pain.. It sears.. and it burns.. Her hand drops.. And so does she.. The line.. meets a friend.. The only one she'll ever know. A gush falls.. from the line.. Down her arm.. The pain subsides.. As she presses down.. With her other hand.. It stops.. and so does she. Her anger gone.. FLoating away. Amongst the stars.. As she clears up the room.. And hides.. The evidence. written for a friend

Not Much Going On
I went to school and did math today from about 1030 to 230. I did an old final for review for my final on monday. I didn't do much today other than that. I'll do the cumulitive review tomarrow, and then the tests that are in the back of the book over thenext couple days too. On monday morning I'll go and review in the morning, then take the test in the afternoon. That should work for review. Not a whole lot else going on. Other than my brother drank my last hard cider. lol. It's not a big deal though. I scanned some more pictures in. Check my pictures page to see all of them.That's a picture of the goat I uste to have before I was in the army. My paretns were too lazy to take care of the animals they got and then had us take care of. So when we all moved out, they got rid of them. I think it's kinda jacked up, it was ok for us to take care of animals they got, but not for them to. But whatever. He wnt to a good home in idaho. They took pictures of him and sent them to me while I

I Am So Done...
I am so done… I am so done with this Feeling bad for myself This “raw deal” This “short end of the stick” I am not going to do this anymore Not going to feel this pity “Sorry everyone, There is no room at the pity table I have taken up all the seats!” Do you think I like feeling this way? Think I enjoy it? Maybe I am just use to it by now This has become my norm My.. everyday routine This routine has no meaning Its constantly draining Draining my self and I'm tired I am so done with this No more feeling bad This raw deal is over Take the stick and shove it. I won't be doing this no more Sorry everyone I am so done Writen 4/28/07 By Angelique & Beamer.... thank you Beamer... for helping me with my writers block... and seeing through my eyes... Love you so much!!!

For You, My Love
you are a glimer of hope in this world of hate a shining jewel in a bed of rocks. you are the essense of life an angel of beauty a lofty and guiding star in a universe of darkness. you are a rose amongst the thorns a bright light within the shadows. you are a smile which casts off frowns a chorus of song which breaks the silence. you are my friend for which aren't many a bride of understanding in my life of chaos. You are - and for that - I am greatful.

Ok Everyone Gonna Try To Race
this weekend im going to try to race. docs said no and haven't cleared me yet to race they say 2 more weeks. i think they are wrong and im going to race. will post results, pics ,or whatever i can later

Stay Awhile - Journey
Id do anything to hold you. Id go anywhere to touch you. Id do anything you want me to, If youll just stay with me awhile. Id sing any song your heart desires. I would sing out loud of loves sweet fires. Oo, Id do all this and so much more. If youll just stay with me awhile. Reach out your hand, Oh, to me. Oh, Im fallin One minute more, Im fallin Im fallin Oh, oh, fallin, fallin, fallin, fallin Wont you just stay with me awhile?

"i Love You" Has 8 Letters But So Does "bullshit"...!
"why Promise to Give Us "Y" if We Do "X " if by Doing "X" Our "Y" Will Become a "Z" ? It Would Be More Like Promising to Give Us "Y" if We Do "X", and We're Thinking "Y" Means "W" When it Really Means "Z". It's still "Y".

No Bloody Mail :(
I have been receiving emails since the switch out to Cherry Mail but I have never been able to see or read one of them so please don't waste your time sending them. Despite numerous pleadings to the support team my inbox and bulk mail folders remain steadfastly empty. Only the sad little collection of sent mails to the Support team evidence my existence. My bar tab and the sexy announcer tell me that mail has arrived but actually being able to read it is a pleasure I cannot enjoy. The no doubt numerous proposals of marriage, hard core sex, impotency cures, investment opportunities and invitations to reveal my intenet banking credentials to the world have gone unread. I do have a hotmail account if you have a particularly inventive begging letter or would care for a private consultation on "why parsnips taste better after a frost" but will only reveal it in private to a select few. SO my friends and fans, it is my lot to be ignorant of ur carefully typed missives and I

Madness
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once again Hiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world. My confusion never seems to abate, not at all. My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts. I pull them around me closely, like a security blanket the chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting. I long for the things that once made me safe Things that once numbed my senses into false reverie. Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottle And feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile. Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented security and not feel or care about anything awhile. But too many times I awoke on the floor wondering where I was; where everyone had gone. Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid, The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence. The anger and pain clouds my mind again; Medication lasts only so long, helping only a little Before the rage returns, battling my sanity, Ripping my mind

It Hurts So Much
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU CAN NO LONGER TRUST THE ONE YOU LOVE. WHEN HE HAS LIED AND BETRAYED YOU. THEN ASKS WHAT ARE YOU JEALOUS? WHY MEN GOTTA LIE, WHY THEY GOTTA HIDE SHIT FROM THE ONES THEY CLAIM TO LOVE. TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME BUT YET DO THINGS BEHIND MY BACK AND THEN LIE TO MY FACE. I HATE THAT MORE THAN ANYTHING. I AM SO HURT. THE COMPUTER IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN I WILL EVER BE. I THOUGHT THAT WITH TIME HE WOULD CHANGE. I WAS WRONG. HES NEVER GONNA CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR SAY. I DESERVE BETTER. I AM JUST AT MY WITS END WITH THIS. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DISSAPPEAR. I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS OUT OF CONTROL. I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE. SORRY I HAD TO WRITE DOWN WHAT I AM FEELING. IT HELPS ME.

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was travelling down a neighbourhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car. "It'

Game 1 Vancouver Vs. Anaheim
Scoring Summary 1st Period Vancouver 7:07, Jeff Cowan 1 (unassisted) Anaheim 9:24, Andy McDonald 2 (power play) (Chris Kunitz, Chris Pronger) Anaheim 14:56, Teemu Selanne 2 (Andy McDonald, Chris Kunitz) Anaheim 19:11, Andy McDonald 3 (Teemu Selanne, Chris Kunitz) 2nd Period None 3rd Period Anaheim 9:05, Ryan Getzlaf 3 (Dustin Penner, Corey Perry) Anaheim 19:08, Andy McDonald 4 (power play) (Kent Huskins, Ryan Getzlaf) Anaheim Leads 1-0

Game 2 Vancouver Vs. Anaheim
GAME LOG 2nd Overtime Vancouver Goal - Jeff Cowan (2), from Trevor Linden at 7:49. Vancouver Goal - Details to follow. 2nd overtime under way. 1st Overtime End of overtime. Overtime under way. 3rd Period End of 3rd period. Third period under way. 2nd Period End of 2nd period. Anaheim Goal - Travis Moen (2), from Teemu Selanne and Samuel Pahlsson at 11:01. Anaheim Goal - Details to follow. Vancouver Goal - Markus Naslund (2), unassisted at 6:30. Vancouver Goal - Details to follow. Second period under way. 1st Period End of 1st period. Game just under way. Game Tied 1-1

A Dream Come True
A Dream Come True You're the man I dream about at night And think about each and every day The man I can't help but want to be with And constantly miss while you are away You're the man I want to talk with Because you always seem to understand The man I turn to when I need comfort How I wish I could just hold your hand For the future we share the same hopes and plans Someone like you I've been searching for How things will end I have yet to know But each day my feelings grow more and more

A Wish
A Wish The moon and Stars are bright and far Just like the distance in our hearts The sky seems so peaceful I feel to pray I pray to make it through another day The brightness in the moon reminds me of your eyes The twinkle in the stars makes me want to wish upon a star Maybe together we can wish upon that star And that wish will grant our hearts to shine bright and far

~~why No Black Nascar Drivers~~
Now, this is funny. I'll bet Dave Letterman does get some "flak" from the NAACP. Al Sharpton and the Rev Jackson will go nuts !!! David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving. # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music! # 7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. # 6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale Earnhardt Jr. # 5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. # 4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. # 3 - No Cadillac's approved for competition. # 2 - When they crash their cars, they bail out & run. AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... #1 -They can't wear their helmets sideways.

Daddy's Empty Chair
DADDY'S EMPTY CHAIR ~ A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up," "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day four years ago, my best friend

Yes Waiting On God
The Bible is God's revealed Word, but it’s also a book about human beings crying out to God in the struggles of life. What does the Bible tell us to do to get our prayers answered? One thing it says is to wait upon the Lord. In Isaiah 40:31 it says, They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles. Used in this verse, “wait upon the Lord” refers to renewing and strengthening. It also implies waiting for the answer, much like a farmer waits for his seeds to germinate after he plants them. He cannot make them grow. All he can do is plant them and then wait for God to bring forth the harvest. The prophet Elijah had to wait upon the Lord after he prayed for rain to come upon the parched earth of Israel (see I Kings 18:41-44). Initially he prayed that it would not rain until the people turned from their evil ways. In answer to that prayer, God withheld rain for over three years. It was a bitter experience for the children of Israel, but

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A desire so wanting to the depths being wonders in taking grasp of mate so warmth of frigidness. waking to day's morn truth of blind consuming of breaths as nothingness by side engulphs emptiness. Within Gazing Blackenedness of tainted beseaching love's posions drifting below of the Known slumbers awating upon shadows of no existence.

I Broke Myself
Fracture of ankle/foot. Yeah, way to go, right? lol I took Zach and my friend's daughter Gracie to the fair here in my town. Grace wanted to ride teh little car ride, so I took and put both of them in a car...well Zach freaked out, did not want in it! So as I was takign him out and stepping down, apparently I forgot how to stand, my foot went all funky and I fell. Zach was fine, not a scratch, but I broke my foot and ankle. It sucks ass. Major ass.

~~my Friend Alcohol~~
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why woul d you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big

You Call Me Racist
You call me, "redneck" ,"hillbilly", "slaker" , "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you coon,jiggaboo, Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.

Stick People
"me" rated your photo a '6'! I keep getting rated low by stick ppl on Cherry tap people too scared to post a salute or pic and rate.. if you agree repost .Maybe Cherry Tap will redo the rules on rating pictures Mike S

My Mood Exactly....
Lover I don't have to Love By: Bright Eyes I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me I'm pressing hard against your jeans Your tongue in my mouth Trying to keep the words from coming out You didn't care to know Who else may have been you before I want a lover I don't have to love I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck Where's the kid with the chemicals? I thought he said to meet me here but I'm not sure I got the money if you got the time You said it feels good I said I'll give it a try Then my mind went dark We both forgot where your car was parked Let's just take the train I'll meet up with the band in the morning Bad actors with bad habits Some sad singers They just play tragic And the phone's ringin

Jokes For Today 4/28
Two caterpillars Two caterpillars are sitting on a leaf when a butterfly zooms by, startling them. One turns to the other and says, "Boy, you'll never get ME up in one of those things." Stricter with the screening process A young man dies and goes to Heaven, where he finds he is third in line at the Pearly Gates. St. Peter is taking a much-needed break, so an angel is admitting the newly arrived to Heaven. The angel tells the three new arrivals that because so many drug dealers and other criminals have managed to sneak into Heaven that St. Peter must now be a little stricter with the screening process. Each person is required to state his former occupation and tell his or her yearly salary. The first man in line says, "I was an actor, and I earned $1 million last year." The angel says, "Okay, you may enter." He turns to the woman in line and asks her about her life. She states, "I earned $150,000 as an attorney." The angel thinks for a moment and then

Gonna Be A Bear!!!!!
In this life I'm a woman,In my next life,I'd like to come back as a bear,you get to hibernate,you do nothing but sleep for six months.I could deal with that. Before you hibernate,you're supposed to eat yourself stupid.I could deal with that. When your a girl bear,you birth your children(who are the size of walnuts)while your sleeping and wake up to partailly grown,cute cuddly cubs.I could difinitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear,everyone knows you mean business,you swat anyone who bothers your cubs.If your cubs get out of line you swat them too. I could deal with that. If your a bear,your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling,he EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat,but loves me anyway for who I am !!!! YUP, GONNA BE A BEAR!!!

The Spirit Of Love
Feel the spirit of love, It is floating everywhere, Carried far by the wind, None other can compare. Sooner or later it finds you, Love tearing at your heart, For one reason or another, You'll feel it at the very start. It makes your heart sing, Where ever you may go, Guiding your every step, Setting your day aglow. The spirit of abundant love, Makes the world go round, Unfortunately at times it fails. Beware when it lets you down. The spirit of true love, Is so very reliably strong, If you believe in it's powers, It will always rebound.

Dreamer
What a dreamer he is. With no shame too. even when things are all against him,he'll dream and somehow the problems are gone,ofcourse bringing only new problems, but no matter for he worries not I often wonder is that a curse or a blessing,not worrying that is. I wonder does he feel,I know he feels,although he hides it well,he hurts. I can just see it through his dark,marbley eyes,he hurts. Will he tell me though. I ask myself over and over will he ever tell anyone I hope. Author unknown to me...

From Myspace.com
Ok, you know what! I'hve decided to stop being concerned about what girls, women, mature woman think. I am very interesting, have wisdom, from being around the block and damnit, I know what I want. I am somewhat cute, well in my own world. And sexy, yep, but also want to take the time to be romantic. Yeah,really! Let's spend time talking, drinking wine, laughing, and maybe even watching the sunrise and set

April 27,2007
Daily Horoscope: Leo For April 27,2007 Time to rethink that grand scheme you had in place for your life. New variables change the original parameters. Use all your ingenuity and consult with experts as you put new plans in place. HMMMM...this couldn't be more true...

On The Lighter Side..a Smile Goes Along Way~
A Smile Is The Lighting System Of The Face, The Cooling System Of The Head and The Heating System Of The HEART.. Your Smile Shows Your Inner Aloha Spirit..Please Share, Show and Spread The Aloha.

4-27-07 Astrology
Is a no-nonsense type suddenly buttering you up? Are old friends suddenly being ultra assertive? Listen to these topsy-turvy signals and be cautious. Moving with a measured tread helps you avoid any snakes on the path.

Nude Ladies For Headsick
Headsick Productions is currently looking for FEMALE pinup models and adult (hardcore) actresses. If you are interested please leave us a private message on Cherrytap. All the bloody best, Headsick Productions

Hi Everyone Just An Update
hi everyone just wanted to let everyone know that i moved back to my hometown of lovely boring old providence,ky. i am trying to find a job here and get my life back in order. but to everyone back in radcliff ky and the surrounding areas i will be back up that way to visit as soon as i can. i am also letting you guys know i am not dating anyone and i am single and pla on staying that way for a very long while. but i will be online to talk to some of my friends so please if you are looking for new friends add me and i will return the favor. thanks

For Chris
For Chris... The first time I looked into your eyes, I begin to understand what love was all about... Unconditional, no matter what, true love without a doubt! And everyday you taught me so much more. In you I had found all I was searching for, and so much more.... But now your gone, GOD'S called you home. Sometimes without you here I feel so all alone. You were my friend, my adviser, My sweet firstborn son. I thank you for all the things you've done. All those you touched, all those you reached out to... Noone will forget the sweet love that you give. Forever you will be in my dreams and in my heart, Thank you my son, for playing your sweet part! MOM

Update!!!!!!!!
I have dedicated an external blog in memory of my puppy Nan-e-hi for pet owners to go and read articles. I will be doing the research and posting there daily. All you need to do is bookmark me and read it whenever you want to. Yes there are articles and information scattered all over the internet but that is what my blog is for. I will be scraping it all up and putting it in one place. Also, if you are a pet owner and this tragic epidemic has happened to you, I am willing to add your story, a picture of your loved pet to my blog. Some people are going as far as lawsuits, I wisH i COULD TOO BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO START. I DO HAVE AN ATTORNEY LOOKING INTO MY CASE FOR FREE BUT I HONESLTY DONT THINK IT WILL GO ANY FURTHER THAN THAT BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY IT TAKES TO OPEN A LAWSUIT. Link to my external blog: http://petfooddeath.blogspot.com/

My Life
Where do I start......I have been thinking about my life alot today(to much time alone). I sometimes think that if I died tomorrow would anybody miss me? And the answer to that is yes! First off there are my kids, they would miss me, my best friend she would, my baby the love of my life she would. Outside of that I dont really care. Im bipolar, so that makes life kind of fun. Most people dont want anything to do with me because of that. Cant keep a girlfriend at all. Well just the one. We broke up about five years ago and she got married because she was mad at me. Well she infromed me that we never really broke up! She still is in love with me, she left her husband for me, she understands me, she wants me, for who I am. She is there for me when no one else would be. After to marriages and alot of bad realionships, Im very bitter and jaded. After my oldest daughter was killed I went cold. I dont have any feelings or anything, my expressions are flat no emotions show on my face. When I a

My Baby's Birthday!!!
Well on Thursday, my lil boy will turn 9 and makes his momma feel a lil bit older. He has a couple of friends staying over tonight and its going fairly well except for him getting mad at the Playstation because he's not winning. It should be a fun-filled weekend with a house full of boys and tomorrow another birthday party to go to for my step-daughter. What wonderful fun!!! Just a short vent there for a sec. . . Hope everyone has a good weekend!!!

100 Things I Have/ Need To Do
top 100 things i havta do 1. go skydiving 2. get a tattoo 3. visit at least 5 foreign countries 4. take a train someplace 5. learn a new language 6. go backpacking around thailand 7. see the seven wonders of the world 8. adopt another armani 9. find my other half 10. have kids with my other half 11. become the chick version of the guy in blow lol 12. go parasailing 13. go horseback riding 14. Edward Norton (enuf sed) 15. be in the eye of a tornado 16. witness an exorcism 17. Faint 18. Own my own bussiness 19. Experience a hurricane 20. experience a major eathquake 21. have my entire back henna tattooed 22. get my tongue pierced again 23. find a way to stop needin my meds 24. Go to a psychologist so i can be properly diagnost 25. Have a past life regression 26. Trip on Acid 27. Write a book 100. go to the Bermuda Triangle and come back with a story to tell

Getting Stuff Done
havent been on tap for awhile. been getting stuff done. had a dr appt today and sometime next week have to get some more things done. i re-arranged my bed room today and did some laundry. chris has been ill for the past week so things have been hectic. i will be on sometime next week to give out the luv. after my surgery take care jupie

What Am I Supposed To Say...
So what do you expect me to say. I keep getting this sinking feeling. Nothing I say is ever going to change a fucking thing. No matter what I say, I’m being an asshole. No matter what I do, I’m asking for too much. I expect to have the things that I once did. I want the life I had before. But its gone. I stand here and swing for those goddamn fences every fucking day. And every fucking day I strike out. Those fucking fences. I don’t think those are even fences really. I think that the closer you get to them they end up being a giant fucking wall. Kinda like that ballpark in Boston. Poor fucking Red Sox. I’d hate to go there to play a game. But that’s what I’m doing isn’t it. By being here Im just like the fucking Red Sox. At least they won one. I cant even seem to get to first. Fuck man, Im not even making contact with the fucking ball. But I show up every fucking day. I swing for that fucking home run. Deep down I know that it’s never going to happen. But I can

Chaos And Friends
Two things that go well together, I hear... Why is it that the longer you do something, the less you're inclined to do it? Maybe it's just me, I suppose, but I think I've seen it in others too. Perhaps it's the inner desire that most have for variety. I mean, sure, some people are content with knowing what to expect, but I like change. I like chaos. I don't want to know what dinner is tomorrow until I decide to make it. Plans have their place, just rarely in my life. Before I make it sound all glamorous, there's not a whole lot of unplanned stuff either. But I like the spontaneous more than the predictable. It's been called to my attention recently the topic of friendship. Specifically, what makes a good friend? A lot of people say it's someone that makes them feel better when they're down... Perhaps someone who spends free time with them, shares common experiences. In my opinion, those people are idiots. For me, a friend is someone I want to help, someone who I can trust, and

Days
Crappy days(between Moderate to the extreme) should end with great sex (for the person who is having the crappy day)and great food and wine. I am sure others share my opinion... though most are having sex on good days and crappy days. Crappy days in general warrant good sex just to say that at least something went right. and the wine is an added bonus.

Grapenuts Are Like Lady Fingers
They're misrepresented. Grapenuts, while a perfectly tasty cereal, contains neither grapes nor nuts. Lady Fingers, well, let's just say I was disappointed when I opened a pack. Even in the food business, things aren't what they say they are... Kinda makes you think about what you can trust. After all, people lie, trick, and misrepresent the truth to their own gain... Even our own senses can deceive us. In a world that truly is so subjective, can anything we see or feel be trusted? Do we just assume that what we see and feel is true, and go from there? Is there some sort of criteria that we must use to determine the things that are true from the things that are not? Even in science, we have been rife with errors. Science used to think that maggots spontaneously formed on rotting meat, never stopping to think that perhaps eggs might be being laid. Are we really so arrogant as to assume our own flawed perceptions are infallible? In such a world, perception is reality. It starts to m

Was There Anything Good In Pandora's Box?
According to the tale of Pandora's Box, mischievous gods gave a curious woman a box and told her not to open it. What did she do? She opened it. Now, let's throw aside how true that could ring with a couple of people I've met in my life, and continue. Basically, an emo's wet dream came out. Despair, agony, fear, anger, sadness, all of the negative emotions came out of this box. She slammed the box, but not before almost everything got out. Later, she opened it again, and found that the only thing left in the box was hope. Now, if you're on my friend's list, you likely knew that story. But the background must be relayed, I suppose. I pose this question to you. Was there anything good in Pandora's box? Before you say "hope", stop and think for a second. Every poor man who spends rent money on lottery tickets does it because of hope. Casinos make millions by preying on the hopeful. Wives stay with abusive husbands because of hope. Every dumb gamble that was ever made, was made on ho

Hurt (another Something I Wrote)
Hurt It's taking over It makes me ache The feeling of lonliness The darkness that seeps into my vains I feel myself changing Into what im unsure I feel numb I feel unwanted I feel broken I feel Hurt!

This Is To Offend Every Religious Person Out There...so Hit Me With Your Worst!!!
Ok, so I was having a discussion with a friend of mine about the virgin Mary. His point was that an angel came down and impregnated this woman with the seed of god. But there are some very important questions that seems were never answered in the bible. First of which is, how do we know that she was virgin in the first place. According to the bible, Mary and Joseph had been married for a couple of years. And during that time they had never had sex? Hmm thats interesting. For the sake of argument, lets say this is correct. Mary was a virgin at the moment of Jesus's conception. Mary and Joseph had not had any kind of sexual relations during their marriage. My question then becomes, Why? Did Mary know that an angel would come down and impregnate her with the seed of god? If she did know, when did she tell Joseph? Just a point of reference ladies, if you were to tell your soon to be husband that god is going to impregnate you with the savior of mankind, but only if he never ha

Cyber Sex.....yawnnnnn
My UCB port Won't Fir into Your Hard Drive!!! I've been around the block a few times. OK, OK, I've circled the motherfucker more than the cross-town bus. Point is, there is very little out there sexually that I haven't done. I have some limits, but for the most part, if it was suggested and I was curious, then I dove in head first. Very little of any of it bothered me, and even if I chose not to go that route more than the initial foray, I never felt sick or demented for wanting to try. There's only one thing that has come up on my long list of "have dones" that makes me feel like a complete pervert. It's more common than one might assume, and it's something that I continue to do despite my lack of enthusiasm for it. That's right folks, I hate cyber sex. Hhahaha Saddest part is that I can't seem to turn away from it. What "cybering" essentially boils down to is typing out some graphic phrases mixed in with a little "Mmm Hmms" for good measure. Cybering is writing. It's a

This Is Easy And Fun!
Having fun building my pages with SW SEO! This is a kool program! They realy make it easy to build a website. And it will be SEO when I'm done! The top brass of SW SEO is saying some of the members already have sights in the top of Goole and Yahoo........WOW.... ... can't wait to get one of my sites there! The biggest problem I have is getting the content right.........damn.. ......I keep changing my mind... lol But the builder, training and training vidios are easy to follow, and if you have a question or problem, we are even getting help from the CEO of SW SEO! I'm sure this won't last long as the company grows....... but thats what we are gitting right now! Everyone that wants to get their message seen on the web can use this. Then there is Carl and the GMST, newly named Home Based Times team. In my 5 6 years online marketing, I have never seen a team work together so well and grow so fast! My downline and commissions are growing every day and there is always someon

On The Meaninglessness Of Intellect
Before you naysayers disagree, keep in mind, this is coming from someone at least reasonably intelligent. It also follows with an explanation. First, let's look at what intelligence is... A lot of people point to someone knowing more as being intelligent. Possibly, and partially true. We'll get back to that. Others say the ability to learn based on what you experience is intelligence. That's BS. Any dog will stay away from you if you kick it a few times. Does that mean a dog is smart? No. Learning based on positive and negative response is something even relatively stupid creatures can do. Others say that intelligence is required for problem solving. That, also, is BS. Ants do problem solving all the time. They reach a stream, and hundreds throw themselves at the stream until one finds leaves. Boom, they get across. Intelligence doesn't solve problems. Persistent attempts solve problems. It's true in human society also. So why do some people learn faster than ot

Should Children Witness Childbirth? :)
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Mommy pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

A Firefighter"s Wife Prayed
A FIREFIGHTER"S WIFE PRAYED A FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on which we depend. Lord, keep my firefighter safe when our plan's have gone awry, Answering an emergency call with a life or death cry. Keep the gusting winds and raging flames from being his final fate. Help me cope with the trauma of being a firefighter's mate. Heavenly Father, I'm asking You to send your angels today, To protect my firefighter husband in a very special way. I ask You to guidA FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on

Hmmm
well, the decision is in the process of being made...im so tired of sending a shout to my friends..yeah im talking about the ones i actually talk(ed) to...and them not responding, all im doing is saying hi not asking them to get married....i know plenty of others feel the same way...don't know that i will leave forever, but i am SERIOUSLY considering leaving for a bit...those who are real friends have my phone numbers or my yahoo ID. if i have overlooked anyone and you would like it, please send a private message to me...thanks to all of you who actually have given a shit....love you guys & gals dava

Tangled
I have no more tears, so its blood that I shed. Everyday I'm alive - I just envy the dead. I'm losing this race and I'm so tired of running. How can I ever be anything when all I've ever been is nothing? I dont wanna let you down, so I push you away. With this monster inside, you'd be foolish to stay. Why would you want to spend days, let alone years, In a life full of butterfly bandaids and scarlet tears? I'm nothing inside, death has taken my soul. And if it's alive, its sleeping somewhere in the cold. So inside of me I have nothing, and with that being said, The only thing I can provide you with is that thing that I have. I'mma say that again, I want you to listen this time. Its really the truth in the form of a rhyme. So inside of me I HAVE NOTHING, and with that being said, The only thing I can PROVIDE YOU WITH is THAT THING THAT I HAVE. I really do love you, so I hope you can see, That its because that I love you, that I want you to leave. So many people

Orgasms Are So Complex
Okay Yeah Sure, they can be one of the most intense pleasures that our bodies are capable of delivering, but the aftermath of the orgasm is a bitch. Even more so is the preceeding bullshit. All the - *ahem* - ins and outs in the quest of achieving the almighty orgasm. Almost makes me not want to bother. Almost. Men have it relatively easy. Male orgasms are much easier to attain than female ones. The main concern of the male orgasm is what to do with the byproduct. It can vary in quantity, texture and taste, all of which affects the level of desire of the male's partner to "dispose" of it in an oral manner. Plus there's the lethal aspect of semen. The whole fertilization issue. Ew. Of course, this is assuming that the man in question has a partner to share the results of his labor. If he's flying solo and there's a sock handy, then it just becomes an issue of having another article of clothing to send through the wash. The byproduct of the male orgasm is the greatest obstacle that

Learn From Life
Remember life is all about living, and learning life is about choices and decisions, life is about love and relationships, life is about caring , feeling hurting growing and responsibilities. Life is the ultimate teacher and the ever growing experience. It is the one challenge that no matter who you are master or student, old or young weak strong rich or poor, none of us fully control. Life is the one presence that changes at any given moment testing and teaching even the most skilled. I have often thought that I had a handle on life, I understand it will always show you twists and turns in its path, it tests you emotionally and physically, and no one can really be sure what the test of life is about no one knows where we go from here. So because of this I have always enjoyed every possible moment I've had. I have laughed and cried and everything in between . I have held a newborn and welcomed life I have held the hands of relatives and friends and said goodbye to life. I have loved an

Growing Up
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dri

Tgif
OK I MAY NOT REMEMBER TYPING THIS TOMORROW BUT FOR THE MOMENT I AM SO FREAKING CRUNKED, YEAH THIS BITCH IS COMFORTABLY NUMB, HELLOOOO THIS IS FRIDAY NIGHT ISNT IT? HIT ME UP , RATE ME FAN ME AND MOST OF ALL LOVE ME FOR ME, BOT FOR WHO I'M NOT, i AM REAL I AM NOT A FAKE. LOVE ME FOR ME, NOT FOR WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE, I WILL NOT CHANGE FOR YOU ONLY FOR ME, SO SEE I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE ATM, SHEW SOMEONE TAKE MY KEYBOARD ALREADY *LOL* PARDON ANY AND ALL TYPOS

Deception
You may not know that I knew you words and actions. I had my hopes up on that one question, To be slapped across the face. With a strike that stung me for days, My dignity was blown to pieces. You may or may not know who you are, or what you said, I wish could of just asked, but you were scared instead, weren't you? You were shot down once and you didn't want that to happen again, I would like to say I would of said yes, But my wish was shattered into thousands of pieces. I'll try to keep the hope alive if you do to. One thing I will always regret is that I never told you how much I liked you. There's more to the story then what you might know, and it's OK. But I wish you could rewind and ask me out on that day. But I guess there will be another time and another place, even then I don't think I can keep up this grace. You had me from Hello and your ways, but since the "new girl" came its been about her. How could you be all bubbly when you decided to ask me out,

A Slave To Love
A slave to love following it's every demand Still trudging though time on life's command Surrendering mercilessly to every whim and Unsure of success is not a guaranteeing win, Try as we may and fail we might Even being along, losing the light, It's having the balls to stand and fight Then love will show a brighter night. Tears can drown a lonely heart With pain and misery we fall apart It's the game of love it cant be changed Full of mystery and oh so strange, Re-write it we can but forget it we cant For love is like a growing plant So much around yet taken for granted Unmasking the beauty of what is free Opens the heart so you may see. Prayers go unheard as wishes fade away Time goes past just another lonely day, Searching far, looking wide For something precious that cant be seen Only but felt by your one true queen, The barer of your soul who can make you whole Does exist and can be found Just follow the heart and it's tranquil sound. Many times love

The Seven Deadly Sins
A fallen mans tendency, has now become to sin, Unleashing utter misery, from the soul deep within. Creating a harmful threat, of eternal damnation, Once unleashed on the world there will be no salvation, For when a sin is committed, life will fall from grace, These seven deadly sins, bring terror with a trace. Lust causes an obsession, on sexual thoughts and desire, To grasp upon ones love, of whom which they admire. A Foolish man does not realize, that love differs from lust, By the time it's realized, woman will look with disgust. Unfulfilled lusts, does lead one into an addiction, Rape being an outcome, for ones final conviction. Gluttony is overindulgence, which one will consume, Enough food and drink for there stomach to balloon, Causing ones healthy body, to physically break down, This destructive behavior, could destroy an entire town. Alcoholism, soon begins to rise, with excessive drinking, This substance abuses is moralized without one blinking. Gree

~*sweet & Tender*~
Its a sweet and tender thing to have that one at your side and just ask how ur day was or how things are going for you....Its a sense of feeling to just let u know u are loved some people give up on love some people dont even try and other just think they are in love .....We you can tell when ur in love when u think of the person all the time the person thinks of u all the time and no matter how ur day was, went or is going they manage to make it turn all around and make it better for u with just a simple smile....IM a lucky person to have a man that i do he came into my life and opened my eyes and there isnt a day that goes bye that im now thankful for all he has done for me so far... He may not do alot but he is there he cares and he makes it known that neither of us take anything from anyone not many people will do that now in the days they just walk past you and say ur life u deal with it... thank u so much hunnie from the bottm of my heart for being there for me since day one i lo

Nothing Is Everything
I held your hand. That first sunrise. As the dust settled. As the wasteland came to our front door. They finally dropped the bomb. The meteor finally hit. The planet finally quit. The other shoe finally fell. Reality finally cracked. And society innevitably wraught nothing. And all I really care about... is the endless white powder. Reflecting unopressively in the dawn. Mountains. Dunes. Fine rubble. Warmed by the cool morning sun. It tickles under my toes. And your hand presses into mine. I just put my head on your shoulder. And smile. "We've finally got a white-sand, beach-front home miss." Blissfully Stretching out into forever. Signifying nothing. Which is everything. Fresh footprints in the ash, two sets.

One Unexpected Night...
As I lay here awake in my room, I suddenly feel your presence, At first it isn’t familiar, And I wonder who could be here. I look around and see no one, Could it have been only a dream? As not to make a sound, I call out your name. No one answers, Then I see your great reflection, Upon my bed you have fallen, To my surprise I am not frightened. For I know this wasn’t the first time, There have been many other nights, To which we both could not explain, We knew it would not be the last. As we sat and looked at each other, You reached out with your hand, Gently caressed my face, And kissed my cheek. Your hands felt so warm, Against my skin, My heart raced with passion, Wanting to be in your arms. Our bodies embraced, As we united again, It felt as though we were, On top of the world. Your hands roamed my every curve, As my arms looped around your waist, I held you close into my arms, While we softly kissed. Again could I be dreaming, N

American Idols Representation!
I was very impressed when I seen American Idol take part in UNICEF. They used Tuesday and Wednesday to Generate money for those in need and even went as far as taking the time to show their experiences in Africa and what they could do, simply by reaching out. My hands go together for the funds that they have raised already. $60 Million Dollars. And counting. I don't watch much TV at all, but when I learned that American Idol was going to be doing that kind of performance and just for what it represented I just knew that I had to watch, I was glad I did as well. The part that really got to me the most is when Simon and Ryan were over in Africa and they were speaking about those that are in need and dying from malaria - That really got to me because malaria is a totally preventable disease and their should be no fatalities from it any longer.... That's when you know something has to be done. Anyway, GREAT JOB AMERICAN IDOL!!!!! James P Reardon Sr.

Mistakes ?
i feel alone right now.. But its like I dont wanna tell anyone whats happening.. or how I feel about anything.. Mother's day is coming up.. I hate this time of the year... my daughter is burried in Irvington KY.. In mount moreno catholic cemetary/// I hate going there.. but I do anyways... i put stuffed animals and fake flowers there.. then when the stuffed animals suffer through the wind and rain it breaks my heart to throw them away.. the pink dog I got from my daddy still lies there next to kenzie's plaque.. I am a failure at alot.. but I would have been a good mother...I miss her

When Love Ends
When love ends, A new pain begins.. An empty feeling, A broken spirit that needs healing. Emotions hard to control, A tattered heart, hard to console. Dreams so shattered, Unspoken thoughts left scattered. No answers to be found.. Only to the pain you are bound. When love ends, Misery sets in.. You're left to fight it alone. Into a battle of heart and mind, you are thrown. Trying to forget the one in your heart.. While you slowly fall apart. Drifting away from a love you knew, Is so much easier to say than to do. Pain that leaves you feeling drained, A lonely feeling, hard to explain. When love ends... A new pain begins.

Demons Rising
I am the one to slay the Angels. Iam the one to break all the Bells. I am the bringer, the bringer of Hell. There is no angel to ever Defeat me. I am the one who Killed Loki. This is what I am, This is what shall become of me. I am the the Devil King, That's who I Be. Where there's Destruction and Chaos there's Death. when it's all over I'll be the One to take the final Breath. Now prepare yourself and start to worry. Because this is the end, This is a Demon's Glory!

Demon
The demon inside me is now alive. 20 years of being an angel was all just an act.Now I'm ready to dive. I'm ready to plunge in to the darkness I know, there is no light down below.I'm ready to stand time to fight back. My black wings ready to take flight,my black heart beating dark as night. I feel the demonic power,bad luck is on my side. I'll show you my skill on the battle field, I'll kill you with pleasure as I watch your endless pain. I'll laugh at you as I watch you cry then I'll tell you your going to die. The demon inside me is coming for you

When Cloud Nin Falls
When cloud nine falls you are left alone when cloud nine falls you ache to the bone when cloud nine falls all you can do is cry when cloud nine falls you finally fail to try when cloud nine falls you just want to die when cloud nine falls you can no longer fly and this is what you were to me my precious cloud nine, cant you see. with you i cant breath without you i can sleep if only you knew what you meant to me i know this wouldnt be the story.

Dont Talk To Drunks!
A woman was shopping at the local supermarket where she selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to checkout, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're fuckin ugly."

Bettermembers Representation
My name is James P Reardon Sr. I run a social networking website as well called bettermember. In March I caught a series of Videos making their way all over Yahoo that delivered a powerful message. That's when I realized I could use my website to generate funds to donate to such a cause - Thus releasing the BetterMember Emergency Response Team. BetterMember generates funds through affiliation and Multi-Level Marketing's, over 5 years in the industry and we hope to do so much with this. Also looking for other Volunteers to join and represent the BetterMember Emergency Response Team. Thank You, James P Reardon Sr. www.bettermember.biz/ERT

Life...
Well, in some of my past blogs I've talked about my shitty marriage. Well today the husband moved out. We're now separated. I'm in shock. As much as I was wanting this before it all feels too surreal. It's something I really wanted but now I feel like I should be mourning something, not ready to party like I am. Anyone who has been through separation or divorce have any advice on how to work through these feelings? I'm so confused.

Another Weekend Coming Up
Well here is another weekend. Hope everyone is having a good one. I spent all day at work. It was a pretty decent day. We stayed busy pretty much all day.Rained on us for a good bit of the day. Then the sun came out and smiled down on us for the rest of the day. Dont really plan on doing to much this weekend. Gotta work tommorow. Hopefully we might get off work around 6 or 7. Money is tight this weekend so probably will sit at home. Thats ok though. My girl and I went and did some grocery shopping tonight. Could not get a whole lot but we got enough to last till the next paycheck. I know alot of us have to live that way huh. Still we keep on doing what we can. Well I think thats gonna wrap up this lil nugget for one day. Hope everyone has a safe and fun weekend. Peace. Stryker

Tired Of Fighting
I am tired of fighting wit him... about EVERYTHING... I dont ever do nothin right.. Im a fuck up? i dunno.. I don care... I am just fed up.. he yelled at me in wal mart... he stopped in the middle of the road and wouldnt move the truck till I said what he wanted to hear.. he jerked me around last night when I was laughing trying to have fun... this fighting makes me feel INSANE.. I feel like shit.. my head hurts... he says fuck you all the time.. NO fuck YOU

Damn Right Im Proud!!!
Damn right I’m proud. Im not saying I am better than you. Im just saying that I’ve been there before. I still go back there every once in a while. But it doesnt matter does it. Im still fucking here. Im still fighting the fucking system. I’ve been there. I’ve been so low, so low that most people kill them selves when they get there. Maybe not the bullet in the brain, got a lot of shit to clean up kind of dead. No, the slow, painful dying a little bit every day kind of death. I’ve been there too. I’ve been under that bridge with a fucking needle hanging out of my arm, on the verge of passing out, thinking, “this is it, this is the moment I die.” And knowing that it is. But I’m still here. I’m still fighting this goddamn fight. I’ll never say Im better than you. I’m just saying I’ve been there. Anybody thats been there and tells you that its fucking easy to come back is full of shit. Its not easy. Its hard. And theres days you swear that you are going to die. Theres

Poems Past
Anger and malice do not reside within Those luxuries of others are to me poison I let them go and never turn back They empty the heart and the soul they attack Life is a precious gift to life ever so full Feeling like those make it restless and dull No time to let anything bring me down low Follow this course and you too will know That joy and peace are found deep inside So let go of those thing and enjoy the ride R. Thomas Dinsmore Rain falls like cleansing tears To wash away the pain and fears Missing those who are so dear And wishing I could hold them near The love for them has never died I carry that always deep inside A place of joy and love never ending No hurt and need to be amending A place that is our destiny Beyond this world for eternity Where we are one with those we miss Where there is only peace’s sweet promise Where there is only joy and never pain Where souls are pure and free of stain This is the place where comfort does live Th

Things Ive Learned From Internet Porn!!!
1. Every woman loves to have cum spewed on her face. No matter how much she says she doesnt, do it anyway, she will laugh about it afterwards. No repercussions. 2. Every woman loves anal. It doesnt matter how big your penis is, just shove it in there. No mater how much she says ow, stop, or get it out of there, just keep plugging away and she will have an orgasm sooner or later. 3. No need to go down on a woman. The sheer sight of seeing your penis will have her willing to be your total and complete slave in the bedroom. 4. Every guy is hung like an f'n donkey. If you arent...you are a freak. There must be somehting wrong with you. 5. Its is extremely easy to talk any woman into being with another woman. Every woman is bi-sexual. 6. You can talk a girl into fucking you or a friend immediately, no matter where you are or how goofy you or said friend look. 7. It doesnt matter if a woman has a boyfriend, husband, or kids for that matter. She will have sex

-----------a Soldier Poem------------
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, THEY LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD TO COME DOWN THE CHIMMEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGER SIGHT I DID SEE. NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING SILENT, ALONE CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR THE BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO

I Hate Liars!!!!!!
You know, I consider myself to be a pretty laid back person. Most of my friends know that I try not to let things affect me to the point of pissing me off. But it really gets me when people go around telling stories and lies about someone else just to start shit. I mean what to have to gain from that? Why go around saying that my husband is saying that he loves you when it's me he comes to and asks to come back home to him? You know if he has really loved you that much, wouldn't you thing that he would have taken the opporotunity while we were separated to try to be with you? Especially since you were the one constantly crying on his shoulder telling him what a jerk your husband is and how you wanna leave him. Hmmm, I think that should have been a red flashing signal right there. You know also, I understand that you were in a lower social circle that my friends and I in high school, but why badger my friends about it 10 years later? Sooooo childish! I tried being friends, but after bei

"i'm Tired"
From a Soldier to Americans. Either Party. "I'm Tired" Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focu

Life After Love
more nervous than the first time, as I pull up the drive, She smiles as she asks, "How are you tonight?" I stuble "Im fine" As I open her door, Then a kiss on the cheak, Brought more fear than before, if she only knew, How it kills me, To see her, In your seat, Chorus: Is there life after love, You know, I dont know, I've never been able, To let you go, All those little things, That relight the spark, To the love you left burning, In my heart, She asks me to dance, As I pour more wine, If I could just tell her, she's wasting her time, I try hard to smile, And follow along, As the band strikes up a number, And plays our song, Like a knife through my heart, theres no stopping the pain, One after another, The tears fall the same, Chorus: Is there life after love, You know, I dont know, I've never been able, To let you go, All those little things, That relight the spark, To the love you left burning, In my heart, She said its alri

~git-r-done Rebel Family Members
AS OF 4-27-07 THIS IS THE LIST OF MEMBBERS. PLEASE TRY AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU KEEP EVERYONE IN YOUR FAMILY! REMEMBER TO MAKE SURE YOU SEND THEM LOVE AS WELL! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR NEED ME TO UPDATE THIS PLEASE SEND ME A PM. THANKS AND LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU ALL!!! ANNE Hitman6 FOUNDER & PRESIDENT OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP BigDawg69~CO-FOUNDER & VICE PRESIDENT OF GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP tweetyjinxin~SECRETARY OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~RL WIFEY OF HITMAN6@ CherryTAP whiteangel2229, DJ TO THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY, MEMBER OF THE ROUND TABLE BOMBERS, REAL WIFE TO G@ CherryTAP Maker6 ~GIT- R - DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP julie75 ~ GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY ~@ CherryTAP cowboy4.life~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP COWBOY Paul ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ CherryTAP hammerhead~ GIT-R -DONE REBEL FAMILY~Loving CT Husband Of Loveable Sissy@ CherryTAP

He
He He cries To himself When no one is there He tries To make friends But they just stare He flies In his mind To escape life's snare But no one cares that he cries to himself Because he tries to make friends but they just stare So he flies in his mind to escape life's snare And he cries to himself when no one is there

Unlife Update
well, life has been interesting for me recently. i finally heard back about the job i applied for...i was close but no cigar, oh well....i have already applied for a new position that came open a few days later....you know what they say...one door closes another opens right into your face... my trip to florida seems to have had another milestone for me...the worst apnia attack i have hever had. i was sleeping for like 13-15 hours a day and was still tired. i was almost completely worthless. 3 doctors later though i am feeling fine. i have new sinus meds, new nasal sprays, and a fixed breathing machine for when its nighty night time....i no longer sound like Darth Vader though...oh well and finally, i got my nuts together and went and got my first tattoo. a pic will be uploaded later tonight. the worst pain i felt during the whole process was about like a sunburn for a few seconds...peice of cake. now the itching as it heals makes me want to beat a bus load of nuns with a baby sea

Anorexia By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Anorexia I have started to become more and more aware of all the terrible things you have done to me. There just doesnt seem to be any reason to deny them any longer. You are making me suffer through a lot of things I never even realized. No one has any trust in me. Little wonder. I've lied. I've hidden. I've run away. I've used people. I was afraid. I am afraid. I don't have any control. I am volnerable. All I have is myself and even that is a mystery. You told me I could be alone. The kind of alone I don't understand. A circle of only my looks. You said it's a warm place. You lied. It's cold because I have to find shadows. You told me alone would make me strong. It didn't. I weakened. As I entered your world. I now want to be normal. I want to love and be loved. I want to share. I don't want secrets anymore. I want values. I want something peaceful in my life. I've had no peace or happiness for so long. Just pain and frustration that I

To All In My Fans And Family Lists
im sorry i haven't stopped by to show you all some cherry love ,but im kinda clumsy with computer stuff i dont know how to do alot of things on here i am learning though ,i will get better o please bear with me

What All Men Should Know
Most of these are true .***...49 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...*** 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress likeVictoriaSecret models. 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. There is no such thing as too much spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it . . . Don't call = Don't Care. 8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous .

Random Writing
As the tears fall from my eyes I sit here in silence Longing to know these things will i ever see his face will he ever know what he means to me Will all these bottled up fantasys be enough I cant go on like this forever I long for him to know,for him to see exactly what it means I think of him more then i know i should is it that its a forbidden feeling that excites me or is it truely a burning in my heart that i want so. Its a burning down inside me that yells out his name These feelings arent pure but I feel the real pain The hole deep inside that nothing can replace the longing to touch his skin & feel his warm embrace The yearning to tell him, are these feelings real or is it another scripted fantasy..

Missing Home
Being 3500 miles away from family and friends seems to bother me more days than others, today is one of those days! I have been missing my friends like crazy lately, I miss being able to call them and hang out! We have been in Maine for over a year and the only really close friend I made moved away, sigh. Just gets old staying at home alone when kevin works at nights and I am working during the days. When Kevin is off we spend non stop time together which totally helps but I am sure he gets tired of me to, ha ha! Now its not like I am a total loser and have no friends here, but I either have an opposite schedule to them, are work friends only or everyone else has their own lives and I am not apart of them. Most of the time I am fine being alone and just hanging out with my kitties, but lately I have been just wanting to go out and have fun. Another time...

The Ex Factor!!!
Why is it that some people just cant get over themselves?? And then have to make everyone else around then miserable too. I have a friend who's ex has gone completely off her damn rocker. She blames everyone including me for their brake up since she's to blonde and stupid to see the real truth!!! It just pisses me off,,she cant even say how she feels about me to me she has to be a little middle schooler and tell everyone else and in reture I get to hear it from them. It just needs to stop because if it doesnt then here soon someone is going to get hurt and its not ganna be me or my friend or miss psycho bitch its ganna be her daughter. I have had enough its time to be adults.

Every Woman By Maya Angelou
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

For Angela
ANGELA WHO IS SOMEONE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ALOT IN NY IS NOT DOING WELL....SHE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL FOR AWHILE AND IM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET TO HER. SHE IS IN A COMA AND ON LIFE SUPPORT. TONIGHT I WEAR CANDLES ON MY CT PROFILE FOR HER AND THE PRAYER SHE WILL WAKE UP..OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR PRAYERS AND PLEASE WEAR THE CANDLES AT LEAST FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS... JOHN AKA WET AND WILD OWNER

Calling All Dontchas Friends
She has entered our mom and her son in the best smile contest. Dontcha helps us all, lets go return to her some sweet Cherry love. Click the pic below and drop some comments on this pic...

I Feel Awful
Everyone has been so kind here at CT, rating my profile and pics. and I have hardly returned the favor. Maybe CT is not the right place for me. Perhaps I am too shy? too reserved? I am not sure about. Why did I join? To make friends. Have I done that? Not really. I don't know. I am babbling, I have many thoughts running around my head. But I feel if I put them here, then it will look like I am asking for pity or something. Maybe I need to update my profile so I can meet people with similar interests. That is what this place is about, right? I will shut up now. I think I am fighting the monthly depression again. *sigh*

My Panda Express Fortune
BE CAUTIOUS IN YOU FINANCIAL DEALINGS I find this interesting because when I cashed a $232 check for services rendered at the individuals bank today, I left empty handed. I just deposited into my account to see what happens. "What do you think?" {Grin}

Removed
I've done over 20 something people and I'm not even near being done,, just gets tiring after a while. I just want to let you all know that I'm here to talk with when ever however if your not going to show that type of love then ya don't need to be on my list. I'm a very open minded person and have much respect fer those who show it in re-turn..

My Promise
MY PROMISE TO MY BOYS AND TO LEONARD AND HIS SON MANY TIMES I HAVE MESSED UP AND MANY TIMES I REGRET SO HERE IS MY PROME TO MY FAMILY I PROMISE TO STICK THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES AND NEVER STRAY AND NEVER RUN AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT IT TOOK ALOT FOR ME TOU REALIZE MY MISSING PIECE WAS ALL OF US TOGETHER A VERY HAPPY FAMILY AND TO LEONARD THE ONLY TRUE LOVE I HAVE EVER KNOWN I WILL NEVER WALK THE OTHER WAY I WILL STAND BESIDE YOU NO MATTER WHAT I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART THE DAY WE MARRY WILL BE THE DAY EVERYONE REALIZES HOW HAPPY WE TRULY ARE AND HOW MUCH WE DO BELONG TOGETHER YES I WILL MARRY YOU AND MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST YOU HAVE EVER BEEN I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART

Learning To Cook?
Well, yes you read right. I'm learning to cook. Don't worry I want to reassure everyone that thus far no one has been seriously injured. Anyone who knows me (or may have heard about me)is well aware that I cannot cook. Well thats not entirely true. I do make a mean boxed mac & cheese. Beyond that we stick to cereal and hot dogs. However as of recently I have started working out at the gym. So I'm trying to improve our eating habits.NOT A DIET! Just broaden our horizons a bit. The other day I was attempting to bake fish( well ok they were fish sticks, but gimme some credit here.) Anyways i remembered the fish in the oven because you could distinctly smell them burning and fire alarm went off which usually means they are done. By the way the kids loved them. Anyways while shooing the smoke away so I could get the pan out I dropped my oven mitt AKA dish towel onto the those hot thingies on the bottom, and I'll be damned it caught on fire. So I banged it until it went out. My eight

-----------wish Me There------------------
THERE'S A PATHWAY THROUGH THE DEN AND ON UP THROUGH THE HAZE LEADS TO PLACES THAT I'VE BEEN AND TAKES ME BACK AWAYS HOW MY LIFE WOULD SPLENDA HAD I TRAVELED HERE TO FORE COULD I USE THIS TIME TO RENDER BURIED TRUTHS, FORGOTTEN LOVE COULD I HAVE STIDIED HARDER JUST TO KNOW WHAT I KNOW NOW WOULD I HAVE CHEATED JUST A BIT TO KEEP MY FRIENDS ABOUT, SOMEHOW THE ONES THAT FELL BEFORE THEY KNEW HOW SPECIAL THEY WOULD BE THE ONES WHO LEFT, THOSE PRECIOUS FEW WHO MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. AND THROUGH IT SEEMS I'VE MISSED MY GATE TO TRAVEL WITH THE PACK I'LL WRITTEN MY BOOK AND WATCH AND WAIT AND GLEAN THE HAYS TIL THEY GET BACK

Hillbillies2
retouching a few things Current mood: chipper OK well I guess my fans have been asking for a new blog to keep them entertained. Well OK its just Mashall but thats all I need. lol So here goes it. I think I'll just update a few things for you guys. ON COOKING: Since my last blog I have learned that sugar is flammable. News to me!! Unfortunately I didnt read it in a book. I just caught my stove on fire when I missed the pan I was cooking in. I know what you are thinking. AGAIN! No, it was different because last time I started the oven on fire this time it was the top of the stove. See big difference. On Rockwell NC: Oh jeez there is so much! Rednecks formerly known as Hillbillies in my blogs put deer pee on themselves to attract deer. They hunt from up in a tree. So it's nothing like what you see on T.V. If you nail strange buck nuts in a different territory it attracts bucks. Bucks are male deer. Redneck girls like to get bloody and touch yucky dead deer. Deer tell other deer in

Hillbillies
Rockwell, Nc Current mood: content Well Here I am in Rockwell, Nc. I haven't ever seen so much country in my life. As you all well know I'm a city girl through and through. Or I was anyways. Admittedly I did fall in love with mudding and 4-wheeling. Hey in my defense I've always liked fast and dangerous. People are so friendly here. It's taking some getting used too. I'm also not used to being so isolated from the real world. Which makes me scared of the friendly ppl. They are waving and smiling all the time. I'm like WTF freaks, and it really doesn't help that I'm country illiterate. No joke I thought Goats were male Sheep. Apparently they are two different species. In my defense Mashall thought the same thing. Sorry girl but you had to go down too. I still miss Florida but I'm settling in well here. I will never miss Ohio. Sorry but if you could see me right now I would be mooning Ohio. Nature is a little new for me also. I mean give me some credit I grew up in Akro

It's Been A Year...
I wasn't sure what I was going to write so decided to place this in "Misc." for reasons being that I'm not sure where I'll wind up with this need to purge... Today is the one year "anniversary" of the death of my One, Master, Soul Mate and Twin Flame. I woke up as usual, nothing... a void, an emptiness... the lack of emotion concerned me because this is not like any grief or remembrance I have ever experienced and I have lost a many loved ones. I turned over in bed and opened my eyes to see a wonderful man that came into my life at my darkest hours to hear the words "I Love You" in his dry throated and gravely voice, and charming, sweet, sleepy smile. Climbing out of his arms and legs wrapped about me, I go to bring him his freshly brewed hot cup of coffee (all Hail the Goddess "Caffina" and the God Juan Valdez) and lie back in his arms thinking is this real? How can I feel nothing for the man that once was the very reason for me to keep on breathing just one year later after

Dating Pool Again
as you all may know i was seeing this guy, well things have changed he is a dick and did me wrong and now im not seeing anyone. I am not in to games, and i cant understand why many of u all out there are in to it. some of us are for real and have feelings. well anyhow im on the look out again. wish me luck everyone

Give Me A Break!
Ok, I would like to say one thing, if one more freak comes on my shoutbox wanting to know if I have any nudes that I would be willing to share, I AM GOING TO SCREAM!! What is the deal with some of these guys? Do I have pornstar tattooed on my face in my pics? No I didn't think so! I am not on here to put my naked a** all over the web for the world to see. Sure, if u want to talk to me that is fine, I don't care to talk as long as u don't ask me for nudes, geez guys, get a freaking grip!

Time For Painkiller Jane
Ok. So I'm clearing my email and I keep getting the same message. "Deleted entry" WTF?! I suppose it's kinda funny. I can't read something I didn't know was posted in the first place! Also, someone has asked to be my friend out of the clear blue sky. I'm trying not to be suspicious, but she has no other friends, no readable posts, etc. Good thing I NEVER post personal info about the crap my husbands ex is putting us through right now. Go me!

Downrating Ass( Also Posted A Bulletin)
I DONT KNOW HOW TO GRAP PPL'S PICTURES AND PUT THEM UP HERE BUT I DID GRAB THIS! http://cherrytap.com/user/762680 THIS PERSON WENT ON MY PAGE AND DOWNRATED THE PIC WE ALL RIPPED TO SHOW SUPPORT TO NY YANK FOR HIS RECENT LOSS OF HIS TWINS. THIS SEVERELY IRRITATES ME SO I BLASTED HIM AND THEN PROCEEDED TO BLOCK THEM! IT'S ONE THING TO DOWNRATE ONE OF MY PICTURES BUT TO DOWNRATE THAT PICTURE??? THE NERVE OF THIS ASS! I AM NOT ASKING EVERYONE TO GO BLOW HIM OUT BUT RATHER JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THAT THIS PERSON IS DOING THIS. I EVEN SENT THEM A COMMENT ABOUT DOWNRATING AND WAS COMPLETELY NICE ABOUT IT SINCE THEY ARE NEW HERE BUT WHEN I GOT NO RESPONSE IT REALLY TICKED ME OFF! COME ON GUYS THIS PIC IS A MEMORIAL TO KIDS!!! HOW DARE THIS FOOL DO THAT TO THE PICTURE!!!

Lindasbigconnections Events
Wisconsin and Chicagolands Hottest BBW and BHM Social Club!! Check us out on the web at www.lindasbigconnections.com www.chicagobbwbash.com April........... Saturday, April 28th, 2007 - Milwaukee's Spring BBW Dance - MILWAUKEE LOCATION May........... Saturday, May 12th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION May 25th - 27th, 2007 - Spring Fever Weekend - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION June........... Saturday, June 9th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION July............ Saturday, July 7th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION Saturday, July 28th, 2007 - Milwaukee's BBW Summer Sizzle Dance - MILWAUKEE LOCATION August......... Saturday, August 11th, 2007 - Saturday Night Dance - Birthday Night - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION August 31st - September 2nd, 2007 - Wet & Wild Weekend - SCHAUMBURG LOCATION September...... August 31st - September 2nd, 2007 -

S2k7 Preview
...back to Chicago! Check out my portfolio: http://theastralcity.deviantart.com/ This summer I intend to get back to the high-contrast B&W urban shots that originally got me into photography, and there's a preview in my gallery now, taken in the off season. Look forward to large uploads starting in about a month. Cheers! ~Astral

Jesus Was An Illegitimate Step Son
Just think what could have happened had Joseph taken it upon himself to act his right in those times to his illegitimate son. Joseph legally could have killed jesus. He could have been rid of Mary. Under the law of the time Jesus was a bastard. Just think what could have happened had Joseph hated his step son. Beat the shit out of him. Abused him emotionally and physically. Imagine what a psychologically traumatized messiah could have done. Force feeding someone fish and then performing the miracle of the fish and loaves. Bursting the man's guts with a glut of tuna. Killing someone to resurrect them over and over again. Serial killer christ is not something we want to mess around with. Drowning drunks with conjured wine from what they've already imbibed. I love the bible.

Chocolate Cream Cheese Flan
Chocolate Cream Cheese Flan Here's a little something special to add to your dessert repertoire. After all, the only thing better than a cool, luscious flan is a cool, luscious chocolate flan. Credit: Nestle Servings: 12 Ingredients: * 1 cup granulated sugar * 1/2 cup water * 1 1/2 cups (12-fluid-ounce can) Nestle Carnation Evaporated Milk * 1 1/4 cups (14-ounce can) Nestle Carnation Sweetened Condensed Milk * 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, softened * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter, softened (we recommend Land O'Lakes Butter) * 2 packets (1 ounce each) Nestle Toll House Choco Bake Unsweetened Chocolate Flavor * 5 large eggs * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine sugar and water in medium saucepan; cook over low heat, stirring constantly for 3 to 4 minutes, or until dissolved. Increase heat to medium-high; boil, without stirring, for about 15 minutes, or until caramel colored. Quic

Meds And What Im On Now...
I went to the doctor today.... AGAIn.. twice..They put me on Depacoat.... A seizure med and a anti depressant.. YAH..I am just so excited about that.. kust relieved that I am on something that will possibly help calm the seizure shit down...:P lets hope.. For those of you who DONT know me really well.. I have Epilepsy.. and asthma... and diabetes type 1.. it sucks.. I have no health insurance... I dont qualify for any government help either.. and I am too OLD for my dad's military insurance.. So I cannot afford much of my doctors care or meds.. I have Geberalized epilepsy... I have 5 different kinds of seizures.... I have them almost everyday.. mainly when I am awake and in bright lights.... II missed out on alot growing up.. didnt get to go swimming, didnt get to play contact sports.. wasnt allowed to do hardly anything.. it sucks I am a CNA in a nursing home... I love my job and I am going to college for nursing... but I am scared that I wont finish sch

Lies
i want to tell you lies i want to tell that little boy his mom will be just fine i want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time i want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight i dont want to tell it like it is i want to tell them lies you didnt put their seatbelts on,you feel you killed your kids i want to say didnt.....but in a way, you did you pound your fists into my chest,your hurting so inside i want to say you'll be ok... i want to tell you lies you left chemicals within his reach and now its in his eyes i want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind you ask me if he'll be ok,with pleading in your eyes i want to say that yes he will.... i want to tell you lies i can see your crying as your life goes up in smoke if you'd maintained that smoke alarm,your chidren may have woke dont grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive dont make me tell you they're all dead i want to tell you

Sex Weed
Sex Weed I wanna be your sex weed baby I want you to come take some puffs of me I promise it will put you on clouds You'll feel like you're floating I wanna take you to another level As I suck below your belly button While your eyes go to back of your head as you exhale I'm that good s*** Yes I'm a dime piece Just come and have a taste of me I'll have you feeling like you took exstacy I want every inch of your body Lick your inner thighs, while you grip my breast Yes I'm real naughty So naughty that I need you to smack my ass I wanna get on top of you And kiss all over your chest I promise taking some puffs of me Will be a memory you'll never forget I wanna place you inside me So I can let my love flow on you All over you till your really wet This will be a time you'll never forget I'll have you hooked on my sex weed You'll be begging for more And that's when I let you take another puff and let you explore I want you to crave my

Pc Stuff
If you need to scan for virus or worms do the following free scans www.trendmicro.com/hc_intro/default.asp www.bitdefender.com/scan8/ie.html www.kaspersky.com/remoteviruschk.html www.ewido.net/en/onlinescan/ All of these scanns are excellent A virus worm or trojan can kill your PC in a few days all of the simple need is to scan and keep it free of these malicious things. Its time consuming to scan but well worth it to do simple and easy read follow the directions and scan.

Megavixens
Hi my new ct family just a little note to say that i am looking for sexy bbw women to pose on my verry first websight the sight name is Megavixens because i like my women sexy n thick. If this is you or you know someone who mifgt be interested them pls drop me a line or contact me at makemovieswithme@hotmail.co.uk

Returning To The World Of....
so tomorrow i return to djin.. i'd apprecaite everyone to come check me out.. feel free to stick around, chat, become a member, and all that jazz... copy and paste the url since i suck at posting links. thanks a bunch!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6995

For Someone Special
TO THE ONE THAT CALLS ME A FRIEND, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. I MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SMILE WHEN YOU ARE FEELING DOWN. SO I EXSTEND MY HAND TO YOU AND PICK YOU UP. THEN I HOLD YOU CLOSE TO ME SO THAT YOU FEEL AT EASE. SOME WOULD SAY IT IS LOVE, BUT OTHERS WOULD SAY IT IS BEING FRIENDLY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT, BUT A CONFUSESION IN MY HEART AND MIND. I THINK OF THEM ALL THE TIME, IN EVERY WAY. I HAVE A PASSION AND SEXUAL DESIRE FOR THEM. AS I LAY THERE AT NITE I DREAM OF THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO TO THEM, AND HAVE THEM DO TO ME. BY THE MORNING BREAK OF LIGHT I AM IN A ROLLING SWEAT FROM A BURNING DESIRE OF A UNTOUCHED DREAM. I WILL SAY COULD IT EVER BE REAL OR IS IT JUST ALL A HOPELESS DREAM TO EVER COME TRUE WRITEN BY: STEVE EDLIN APRIL 27, 2007

Friday 4/27/07
Didn't do much today, although the weather was nicer at least. I just did the usual chatting in Phreik and listening to CrushFM. Not really any plans for the weekend, but I am gonna call a friend and see if she wants to go out and do something next week. I'd really like to go to a park with wheelchair accessible paths and have a picnic and do the trails, but we'll see what happens. Well, I am going to end this here. Have a great night all.

Help Angeleyez
my girl angeleyez is in her first ever contest, show her love everyone or else!!! PLEASE HELP BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING ANGELEYEZ PIX FOR THIS CONTEST SHE ENTERED!!! THIS IS HER FIRST CONTEST AND IF SHE WIN SHE WILL GET A 7 DAY BLAST! SO PLEASE HELP EVERYONE BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING HER PIX. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=682171&albumid=331777&i=3080155697

The Dawg Is Back!!
K... first things first...going to use one of the best quotes out there "Its friday bitches, lets get fucked up". Second... all the hater on cherry tap can go straight to hell...rating my stuff a 1... that dont fly with me. And third, all the peeps that wanna chat at me, feel free. And the DJ is back in the house for all your music needs!!

The Show About That Slime Mold Who Calls Himself A Preacher.
Okay, the show on Fred Phelps didn't get anywhere near the amount of info out that I thought I would, but I absolutely REFUSE to spend any more time on that pig. I'll post on next weeks show when I think of a topic. 2D

Me
1. You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays? We "dine and dash" 2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias. What is it? Snoop dog 3. Pick one state in the U.S. to get rid of permanently. Rhode Island (Drive it and you will see what i am talking about) 4. You wake up as the opposite gender what's the one thing you wanna try? Double penetration 5. Luke Skywalker or Han Solo? Han Solo 6. Toy you always wanted but never got as a child? Fire Truck 7. Top two celebrities you wanna do? Pam Anderson, Monica Bellucci 8. What's an automatic deal breaker in a potential significant other? Uhhhh, if she is sober 9. What is the last movie you saw that actually scared you? Joe Dirt 10. Stupidest thing you've ever said out loud? After winning and argument with a girlfriend, I shouted out "YES, I won" it was all downhill from there. 11. You're sentenced to death and its the morning of your execution, what do you want to eat? Vagina 12. Wh

For Those Who Know Me Here
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Friday Nights!
Oh Dear me! Another Friday night Home.... sometime i miss the days that i was always out with the girls. though these days school work and my son are just more important, though i would love for one of those nights from back in the day!

Real Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Rebirth
From the darkness I awake A seemingly endless slumber Dreaming and biding my time Patient beyond reason Hoping for a brief glimpse A crack in the wall The light of an opening Finally the time has come Timing is right His will has faltered Slipping through into consciousness I'm at last utterly free Now he is trapped Never to return His weakness is my strength His pain my motivation I feel truly alive With his spirit broke And dreams torn asunder Bursting forth like a lion Amongst the lambs His time has passed My time is now He persishes as I thrive We may inhabit the same body But I rule the soul Hello all and pay heed For I have arrived

Cinderella
I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling white My tiara of diamonds shines in the light At the bottom of the stairs you’re waiting for me And I gracefully float down for all to see You take my hand and touch my face You’re the only one I notice in the expansive space We’re now dancing in shadows of flickering light Holding each other close, holding each other tight You kiss my neck and then touch my face Then kiss my lips in a loving embrace Time stands still whilst we are together Feels so good, it seems like forever I look at the clock, that cannot be right But the bells start to chime, confirming midnight But there’s no need to leave From the ball tonight I’ll be with you my prince For the rest of our life.

The Court System
Ever wonder how alot of counties make a ton of extra money? I know that one county in Illinois has made alot by the way of hidden costs and fees. I went to pay for an indexing thing and it was supposed to be only $200. It is something they do for certain convictions and I do not think it is fair to do so. They had ordered it so why should I have to pay for it. Come to find out there were all kinds of court costs and filing fees on top of it. These are all hidden fees which you never know about. I had them refund what I had paid and have to argue it in court. Some of the paperwork was misplaced (I wonder why?) ans some things were never entered. I know how this particular county like to scam people out of money for things just so they can make more money. It is one of the richest counties in Illinois and it sucks too. I hate it and their system of corruption. Bullshit convictions for the lack of ones cash. What a joke. I hope someone knows what a scam it is and joins in the fight to hav

Role Reversal
role reversal - slave & Master by funinthesocal, CA He is in a deep sleep - tired from all the day’s stress, then a pleasant evening of using his submissive ... Now, his naughty little pet wants to pleasure her Master in a different way - one that he has not exactly forbidden, but it’s definitely going to test her strength of will once he realizes what she has planned, well not exactly planned but let's say ... taking advantage of an irresistible opportunity. She wakes up cuddled to his side. He lays on his back, with a hard arm wrapped around her. He does not move as she carefully leaves his side to use the bathroom and moves about quietly so as to not disturb him. Still half asleep, she returns to the bed and looks down lovingly at her Master - blushing as she remembers how uninhibited her screams of passion were earlier in the night. Then she remembers how he prolonged the torture before allowing her to cum, she promised herself that she would share the same sweet agony wit

Love Spell
Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Life In A Nut Shell
Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me...... You brought another friend . And then there were 3 . We started our group .. Our circle of friends.... There is no beginning or end . .. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.

Sunday April 27, 2007
THE GUY IS ALSO ON THIS SITE TO AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT TILL RECENTLY WELL FROM LOOKING AT HIS SITE, I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS GOING ON. I JUST LOVE BEING MADE A FOOL OUT OF DON'T YOU.. THIS IS ABOUT A GUY I WAS TALKING TO FOR A WHILE, WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON AND HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY COMFORTABLE, AND HE WAS VERY UNDERSTANDING, SWEET AND JUST THE PERFECT FRIEND AND COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT MORE TO. HE WILL NOT ANSWER ANY OF MY LETTERS, IMS ON YAHOO , I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, ONE NIGHT WE WHERE TALKING AND HE WAS SILENT AND I WAITED A WHILE TO SEE IF MAYBE HE HAD SOMETHING HE HAD TO DO, SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO COME BACK HE NEVER CAME BACK. THAT DAY WAS APRIL 17, 2007 I TALKED TO HIM ON YAHOO MESSENGER I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM OR TALKED TO HIM SINCE THAT DAY. HE WAS SO NICE TO ME AND WE GOT ALONG GOOD AND HE SEEMED TO BE A REALLY NICE PERSON WE SEEMED TO GET ALONG GREAT. WELL I KEEP TRYING TO GET HIM TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME AND OFFLINE MESSAGE OR WHEN IM ONLINE I TALK TO HIM BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS

My First Contest
PLEASE HELP BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX FOR THIS CONTEST I ENTERED!!! THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND IF I WIN I GET A 7 DAY BLAST! SO PLEASE HELP EVERYONE BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=682171&albumid=331777&i=3080155697

The Wind
it whistles around my body like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping around the torture growing longer feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams just as i get ready it dyes back down smouldiering like coals not whisteling around Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing my body with release only to die back down leaveing without completion Please come back i wish but with no avail it comes and it goes knowing i will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down, picking me up scattering my feelings tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast No matter who calls Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so shall it go whispers on my neck oh yes! its back waiting for

Warped & Twisted
Warped & Twisted Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Moist
Her moist lips poised over his throbbing dick Her breath lightly caressing his sensitive skin Torture and joy radiated with each passing moment Her tongue gently touched the tip and he jerked with an anguished moan of pleasure. Smiling in delight she tasted the saltiness of him with little licks watching as he barely maintained control. She gave in to her desire and slide her tongue down his shaft and taking him into her moist hot mouth. He gave a groan and tried to push her head further down on him forgetting he was tied to the posts. As he pulled at the bonds she moved up and down on his dick with her mouth and tongue - sliding, wrapping, caressing and sucking each time. She moved ever so slightly to cup his balls with her free hand and lift them so her mouth and tongue could reach them for the same caresses and sucking. She would alternate between the two until his breaths and moans told her he was ready to cum. He shot off in her mouth as she went down on him, his body je

Breeding Bulls
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of the first exhibits they stopped at was the breeding bulls. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "He mated 50 times last year." They walked to the second pen which Had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year." The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's ribs, said, That's once a day. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at her and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow?" NOTE: The husband's condition has been upgraded from critical to stable and he should eventually make a full recover

"white House Proposes Killing Spotted Owl Rival"
Spotted owls have been endangered for a while and there has been a bit of controversy between the timber industry and the animal protection groups. In like 1995 there was a plan put into place called the Northwest Forest Plan that restricted old growth deforestation and had areas that were flagged as reserves to protect the numbers of the spotted owl. There were of course opponents and such, but I just got done reading a new article about it. Apparently "The new proposal concludes that logging in old-growth forests is now a relatively minor threat to the survival of the spotted owl, after competition from the barred owl and wildfires." Basically they are trying to push the concept that the reason the spotted owls are suffering is because another species called the barred owl, is bigger and more aggressive and is competing for the same territory and such. The ultimate resolution of the proposal is to lure the barred owls to one of 18 sites and kill them. I am just in shock that t

Ladies, You'll Giggle At This One!
1. Men are like .. Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .. Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn ..... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ...... Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are like Parking Spots All

The Garden
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem to get her tomatoes to turn red. One day while taking a stroll, she came upon a gentlemen neighbor who had the most beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen,"What do you do to get your tomatoes red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front of my tomato garden and expose myself, and my tomatoes turn red from blushing so much.." The woman was so impressed, she decided to try doing the same thing to her tomato garden to see if it would work. So twice a day for two weeks she exposed herself to her garden hoping for the best. One day the gentlemen was passing by and asked the woman, "By the way, how did you make out? Did your tomatoes turn red?" "No,"she replied, "but my cucumbers are enormous!"

Computer Issues Finally Fixed
First off I want to thank all of you that tried to help me with my computer issues. I actually found some great programs to help me maintain my computer w/ help from a few of you. I was quite shocked at the response I got from all my friends. You all are pretty special people and so eager to help a friend in need. I did however call the cable place today and figured out that I had to reset my modem and they did as well on their end. Now my computer is running normal again. Thank goodness! I couldn't even see pics upload and took forever to rate and fan anyone. I apologize for not rating photos, it's hard to rate something you can't see. So i'm currently trying to catch up on people's photo ratings. Please bare with me. I'll get to yours soon. Have a wonderful weekend my awesome friends. Much luv, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart MUAHZ

Door Bell
A lonely widow, aged 70, decided that is was time to get married again. So she put an ad in the local newspaper that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you?" the widow said. "Just look at you. You don't have any legs!" The old gentleman smiled, "Well, I can't run around on you, can I." "You don't have any arms either!" she snorted. Again, the old man smiled, "That means I can't beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, "Are you still good in bed??" The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, "I rang the door bell, didn't I?" The wedding is scheduled for Saturday.

A Big Frikin Wake Up Call
OK, those of u that are actually my friends know me pretty well. To the others: I have an uncle, his name is Chuck and he is only 8 years older than me (my dads baby brother) well he has had AIDS for 13 years. One thing that kills me is that ppl have this pic in there head of ppl that have this disease. My uncle is actually 6" tall dark hair, blue eyes and looks healthier than most I know. Any one of u would have no idea. Anyways. I rceived a phone call the other day and he was in the hospital and near death. It ended up to be a simple bacterial infection that u and i wouldn't have even noticed, but due to his disease almost killed him. I am just trying to spread a little word out there about this. If anyone is wondering (and I know u are) it was a one night stand that gave him this (a stupid, drunk night) She is dead, by the way (yet another beautiful woman for the men reading) Just be safe and seriously pay attention to what your doing!

Someday
Someday! You said you almost love me And I desired to hear more For fear that inch between what you feel And love might never meet. I waited for your love to approach To hear what I needed to hear, But on and on it never did arrive My dreams were darkened with doubt. We laughed and sang together As the days passed on in turn The secrets held within your heart Was not for me to learn. Suddenly things seemed to change My heart could feel the chill Emptiness stood just outside Waiting for the kill. That night you found it complicated To look into my eyes I knew the end was very near I'd soon hear your good byes. Good bye is what I heard My love, my life Everything was gone Why me? Written by: Snuggles01

Hey I Just Entered My First Contest!!!
Hey Everyone, I just entered my first contest and if I win I get a seven day blast! Yes!!! So if everyone can go to the link and comment bomb my pix if would be awesome! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=682171&albumid=331777#

New Story
I've written a lot about not being able to write... but for anyone who doesn't stop by my blog regularly, I just 'published' another ertic story on it. Stop by and check it out if you want, leave a message on my tagboard, etc. http://wheretymmestandsstill.blogspot.com/.

What You Mean To Me
What You Mean to Me.. You are my candle in the dark, My hearts one true spark. I need you all to myself yet I want to share you with the moon, I hope that what we have never ends too soon. You are the man of my affection, No mater if what I say and do causes misdirection. Lead me where you will, Everything that you are makes my heart stop, stand up and be still. I love you for who you are and what you have done, Baby you are my only one.

Join This Lounge And Show Love
here is the lounge link come in a join us and join the krew and become a member put this at the end of your name "CT-24/7 KREW" then here is the link to the lounge http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7019# here is the owner of the lounge holla at him and become a member of his krew

Feeling Used
One of the things I take pride in is making photoshop's of my friends. I do it by choice, and I do it to honor my friends because there is nothing more precious than friends. And honestly I expect nothing in return, except credit for my work. But when some one comes to me and asks me to do one for them, I never say NO. But come on, you ask me to do one, I do and then not even a thank you or nice job, thats just a slap in the face. Especially when I email you asking you what you think of it. Well unfortunately I just really hate feeling this way so from now on I will not do one for some one if they ask. So if I chose to do one for you feel honored, and know that I consider you a friend. But from now on DON'T ask because the answer will be NO. Sorry that one had to spoil it for every one else. And to the person that asked me to do one for their contest, please don't insult me and say something now, you have had days to comment, and it should not of taken me typing this to g

May 19th !!!
The next "Hellbound" fetish event .. may 19th at Mephistos in Hamtramck . I will have a couple new pieces of furniture there to play on .. and there will be great performances ! www.noirleather.com or message me for more details.

Kiss
Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss the rain As you fall Over me Think of me Think of me Think of me Only me Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips Feel hungry and tempted Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel you cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) (kiss the rain) Hello... Can you hear me Can you hear me Can you hear me

Last One On Words Of Wisedom For The Day
It is craving, which gives rise to fresh rebirth, and, bound up with pleasure and lust, now here, now there, finds ever-fresh delight. But where does this craving arise and take root? Wherever in the world there are delightful and pleasurable things, there this craving rises and takes root. Eye, ear, nose, tongue, body and mind are delightful and pleasurable: there this craving arises and takes root.

Little One
Is it ok for your ex to not see your little on? because she doesn't want to spend time with her? i have a problem with that! don't you? could you go 2 months without seeing your little one? yeah we are divorced.

My Heart
The falling rain a heart in pain the dark of night no more light Will I ever be free to just be me to fall in love or see the stars above Is it too late to find my soulmate I thought all was good I definitely misunderstood The tears pour out what is love about I thought I knew but I know it's not true How I wish you could see what it's done to me I have been through hell not all is well So if you still care please do share and give me a sign that you are still mine

Yep Even More Words Of Wisedom
It is easy for the good person to do good deeds, but for the evil one it is difficult to do good deeds. It is easy for the evil person to do bad deeds, but it is difficult for the good one to do bad deeds.

More Words Of Wisedom
As in a pile of rubbish cast by the side of a highway a lotus might grow clean-smelling pleasing the heart, so in the midst of the rubbish-like, people run-of-the-mill & blind, there dazzles with discernment the disciple of the Rightly Self Awakened One.

Words Of Wisedom
It is crucial to know when it is appropriate to withdraw our attention from things that disturb our mind. However, if the only way we know how to deal with certain objects is to avoid them, there will be a severe limit as to how far our spiritual practice can take us.

Bubba
Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is it true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin People to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants Fer makin them fat an cloggin their arteries with all them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he Gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That's right," said the lawyer." "But why are you asking?" "Well, I was thinkin . ... What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?"

Off For The Weekend
Ok folks. You all behave on here! I'm getting ready to go out. It's my boss's farewell partay. We have been working together for 6+ years. We are both getting deerunk tonight! Let's hope not too drunk though. I play in a flag football game tomorrow afternoon! I have to be QB for at least one series every half. They aren't gonna know what hit em... Cheers and Beers and I'll see everyone Monday morn! XOXO BeerQueen

Omg I Wrote This Stuff? Lol
You... More and more lately, I've caught myself thinking of you; Of the places you go, And the things that you do... I wish I could be there with you, As you go through your day,with a hug,a kiss, And all the right things to say... I'd hold you, and kiss you, And whisper in your ear... I'd tell you my deepest secrets, And everything that I fear... I love kissing your neck, And making you shake...I love your lips, your eyes, And the love that we make... I love kissing your toes, And the tips of your fingers...I love, after I've kissed you, The taste that lingers... You're perfect to me, In every possible way...I'll love you forever! There's nothing more left to say! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wishes...
Wishes... I've been through fire and ice, sunshine and rain, with a "permanent" face of happiness, and a beautiful smile to hide the pain. I wish I could hold you next to me, and feel your breath upon my neck, I wish so much for you to see, the pain your absence brings. I really believe I love you, more than you'll ever know... I hope forever you'll love me too, until God calls me home. I want so much to be with you, my heart aches for your touch... I want your body next to mine, I wanna hold you so much. I wish I could tell you I love you, and hear you tell me too, I want so much to say the things, I'll never get to say to you. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

You Think You Know...but You Have No Idea...
Who Are YOU? I am loud, I am funny, and I am smart. I am ME. No one changes me...It's impossible to try. My personality is unique. There's not another one like it. I am ME. I am crazy, I am beautiful, and I am thick. I have been hurt too. But I will not be broken. STILL, I am ME. I am artistic. I am CREATIVE. I am ME. NO ONE ELSE. I have been lied to, lied ON, and taken advantage of. I have remained strong through everything... That's why I AM ME. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Wrote This One In Seventh Grade W/ My Friend Amanda...
P.M.S. There's one week in a month, when you wish everyone to hell. Your head aches, your stomach cramps, and your body begins to swell. You jump on everybody, for the stupidist little things, but that's just the half... of what your period brings... Before it ever happens, you leave your hair a mess. You don't give a damn what you look like, we call this P.M.S. Your friends try to help, but you're so hard to deal with... Your teachers sometimes tell you, that you're going down the wrong path. When it's done and over, you leap and jump for joy... When it starts over again, you wish you'd been born a boy!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

I Slept...
I slept... A tender kiss, a warm embrace, I live each day, to see your face. A smile of gold, and a laugh that's true. These are only a few of the things, I love about you. The way you walk, is care-free and simple, like you don't have a care in the world. Your sexy eyes, outlined with lashes, beautiful and naturally curled. Big strong arms, and beautiful hands, keep me warm and safely kept, I loved the way you sat and held me, while dreamily, I slept... Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Enough
I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I finally decided to believe in me, I realized I was worth so much. This was when I could see through the storm, when I allowed my soul to be touched. But I know that I will always love myself, no matter what-I AM ENOUGH!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

This Was To A Guy I Dated In Ninth Grade..lol
For John Daniel Hamilton III For John Daniel Hamilton III... A kiss as gentle as a flower, a touch as tender as a tear, my heart beats faster and more furious, whenever I feel you near. You're there to listen when I need you, and to hold me if I cry. Within my heart I don't have to wonder, if it be the truth, or just a lie. With a smile brighter than the sun, and eyes more beautiful than the stars, my body does but ache for you, though held back by physical bar. Obstacles may come our way, in physical or emotional form, but in your arms is where I'll stay, while my heart doth battle the storm. Due to mutual differences, we ended the relationship on December 2, 2001 after 5 months and 2 days. Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

Okay. Sorry Everyone.
okay everyone. i have to say i'm sorry i haven't been around a lot lately. just been busy with work and stuff. so i hope everyone is doing well. keep leaving me some love please!! i love getting messages and mail. makes me smile!! =) so to all my friends, i love you and thank you for putting up with things.

Remember Me
Untitled Remember me on quiet days, As raindrops whisper on your pane. But in your memories, have no grief... Let just the joy we knew remain. Remember me when evening stars, Look down on you with steadfast eyes. Remember me if you once wake, To catch a glimpse of red sunrise... And if your thoughts do turn to me, Know that I would not have you cry... So live for me, and laugh for me- When you are happy, so am I! Remember an old joke we shared, Remember me when Spring walks by... Think once of me when you are glad, And while you live, I shall not die. Lindsey Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby

New Start
MY THOUGHTS ARE CLEAR SO YOU'LL SEE, MY MIND OPEN AND FREE. THOUGH WE'VE MADE A FRESH START, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. MEMORIES I WILL NEVER FORGET, THERES ONLY ONE THING I REGRET. IF I EVER MADE YOU SAD, CRAZY OR EVEN MAD, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE, THROUGH THE TERMOIL OR THE STRIFE, NOW THAT WE ARE APART, LETS GIVE IT A BRAND NEW START. YOU AND I WERE ALWAYS FRIENDS, I REALLY DONT WANT THAT TO END. YOUR FRIENDSHIP GAVE ME HOPE, AND IT ALWAYS HELPED ME COPE. I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER, FROM NOW TIL SEPTEMBER. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF ME.

Black List
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Learning
I lay there beside him, my mind wandering over thoughts that would make a whore blush, as his hands sleepily caressed my arm. “Where is your mind, Lily?” “Wandering.” I replied with a smile. “Thinking dirty thoughts.” He smiled, blue eyes glittering and tickled me a little, “What kind of dirty thoughts?” he asked, hand snaking up to my side and under my shirt. He simply held my side, pressing pleasurably into my ribcage. “Just thoughts, you know...naughty things I shouldn’t think of.” I laughed. He tickled me a tiny bit more, his hand tracing tiny circles along a part of my body that is rarely touched. I squirmed and fought his hand playfully, but he was so much stronger than me, I gave up and sighed. “Okay...I was thinking of stupid girl things. Like how many women have you...you know?” He sighed and looked at me defeated. “Women always ask that to men, don’t they?” “I guess we do.” I admitted. “So?” “Hmm, let me think...quite a few. Does it matter?”

Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginnings End.
Its time to say goodbye to my past; that door needs to be shut once and for all. I know I have spoken of this in the past, but the time has finally come that I need to fully let the past rest. I’ve known for quite some time that the only way to move forward is to leave your past behind you; not fully behind, because you should stick to your roots and remember where you came from. Yet, like the saying goes “let the sleeping dog lie”. I know if I am really serious of stuff that I speak of (love, relationships, success, a career, and marriage eventually) I cannot bring the baggage of the past with me. It’s not healthy or fair for me or anyone that may ever enter my life. Saying goodbye to your past is like saying goodbye to an old friend. As you look towards the horizon your stomach suddenly drops, it seems like it will be scary and hard. Yet, you know it is for the best. Never regret anything. Don’t forget the good times and the bad. You need to apply your experiences and mistakes to

Cleavage
I LIKE SHOWING CLEAVAGE,AND LOOKING OTHER WOMEN WHO SHOW CLEAVAGE,WHY NOT??? IF YOU'VE GOT IT AND WANT TO FLAUNT IT BE MY GUEST,CLEAVAGE LOOKS SEXY,IT'S NOT A CRIME,BOOBS AND CLEAVAGE WERE MEANT FOR LOOKING,WE'VE GOT TO GET ATTENTION SOME HOW,AND DID YOU KNOW,THAT IT IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH TO LOOK??? IT IS A TURN-ON,...CLEAVAGE ISN'T FORBIDDEN,ALMOST EVERY WOMAN DOES IT I DO,AND EVER NOTICE THAT WHEN WOMEN SHOW OFF THEIR CLEAVAGE THAT THEY ARE PROUD,AND ALMOST ALWAYS WEARING A SMILE.

Love
Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love. Have you thought of it...... Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session.hate no one...cheers Be kind to who you meet daily....

Chain Letter
BILLY CONNOLLY'S CHAIN LETTER Hello, my name is Billy and I suffer from guilt for not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe if you send them on, a poor six year old girl in Scotland with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show. And, do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day! What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by St Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrim stowaways on the Endeavour. Fuck 'em!! If you're going to forward something, at least sen

Why
WHY IS WHY IS WHY IS WHY , I WONDER WHY IT IS THAT SOMEONE CAN SIT THERE AND AGREE THAT ITS OVER WITH BUT YET DRAG IT ON FOR ETERNITY AND DRAG OTHER PEOPLE INTO IT AND EXPECIALY MOMS, THATS FUCKING WRONG TO BRING MOMS INTO SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. AND WHY IS IT THAT THE FRIEND THAT THIS KIND PERSON TALKS TO ALL THE TIME CHEATED ON THE PERSON TOO SO WHY DO YOU THINK SHE KEEPS GETTING CHEATED ON HUM I WONDER, THINK ABOUT THAT FOR A MINUTE , AND HERES ANOTHER THOUGHT IF U HAVE A CHILD IN THE ORDEAL AND ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING AND THE ONLY REASON YOUR STAYING WITH THE PERSON IS CAUSE THE CHILD PLEASE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKES THINK OF WHAT THE DAMGE COULD BE IF U STAY ANYLONGER CAUSE THE KID SEES THE FIGHTING AND GETS CONFUSED TO ALL BE AND TRUST ME I KNOW

Rough Sweet Fun
Rough, Sweet, Fun Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Make me hurt Make me bleed Cut through me like butter Rough, Sweet, Fun Take me for the ride I want Bruise me Fuck me Make me cry Cut me down Take me for the ride I want Beat me Chain me Stab me Rough, Sweet, Fun Make me hurt Make me bleed Make me a doll Used and worn Take me for what I am Rough, Sweet, Fun ~me~

How I Am Going To Deal With Downraters
From this point forward, I will rate anyone that rates me less than an 6 on any of my pics or my profile, I will rate them 1 point higher on their profile, then I will block them from my site so I don't have to deal with them in the future

It's Available
The new book "Your Fitness Trip: Start, Have Fun, Don't Stop!" is available at Yahoo.com and BarnesandNoble.com If you are thinking of buying it, I'd recommend Barnes and Noble as it is about $2 cheaper there.

Broken
IT WAS OPEN BUT NOW ITS NOT, I SEEMS LIKE YOU FORGOT. I LET YOU IN FOR US TO START, AND ALL YOU DID IS BREAK MY HEART. YOU AND I WERE SO NEAR, BUT SOME THING GAVE YOU FEAR. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE, THAT YOU CAUSE ME THIS MUCH MIERY. I WAS THERE FROM DUSK TIL DAWN, AND THEN YOU WERE GONE. NOT ALL THE TIMES WERE TOUGH, BUT SORRY WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. THE WALLS CAME DOWN ON COMMAND, JUST TO FIND OUT WHERE STAND. WE WERE CLOSE FROM THE START, SO WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK MY HEART.

Update
well as the month seems to come to an end all to quick I am getting ready to move. I am moving to El Dorado around the end of May. I have decided that i have way to much shit. It has been a nightmare packing. Things are really starting to turn around in my life. My ex husband finally went to prison and he lost his rights to his children. So it has been a wonderful week for me. I was so excited to not be freshmeat anymore and want to thank everyone for there help. Talk to everyone laterz and hope you have a great weekend!!!!! Love Ya Victoria

Seriously
I am thinking of leaving CT,,, not able to put up with anymore lies and fake ass people as I have been,, if you truely love a person no matter if it's a friend then you should respect them as they would want to be respected and I believe I've done that however not gotten it in re-turn from most of these people who claim to be your friend,,, anyways I'm sorry but had to vent!!!

Me
If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or If I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view. Or If my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask my to feel more strongly or weakly. Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be. I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that someday these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right--for me. To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you. . . Embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness. And in understanding me you might come to prize my differences from you, an

The Day I Never Wanted To Face...
I lost a pal, friend and companion today... My beloved Gunner dog R.I.P. You will never be forgotten... I want to thank all of my friends and fans for there support through my tough time. "THANKS" with LUV! Darla

Carrie
another one that I wrote. Also NOT safe for work. This one shows a lil darker side, so if you can not handle it, then Exit now!!!!!! Carrie flipped the cell phone closed and hopped into the seat of the ambulance next to Chris. He glanced her direction and then back at the world in front of him. “You sure are particular when you’re on that thing. Afraid I am going to tell everything I know?” Carrie looked at him sideways and said “ You need to learn to mind your own business.” He shrugged and put the truck in gear. “I’m a bit hungry, lets grab some lunch.” Chris muttered more to himself then to her. “You eat more then my last three partners too” she growled. Chris Looked at her and said “ if you would keep one more then a few weeks, you would not have nearly as much to bitch about”. Carrie scowled at him and said nothing. They were just pulling into the local diner when the Radio crackled and came to life. “M-18 are you 10-8?” it squealed. Chris started to mutter about lunch an

Hello Ct Land
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