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Athena Rose
Athena Rose You came into my life briefly A beautiful rose Laying next beside you I watched you grow Cuddling was something I adored Upon waking I had a beautiful afterglow Just to let you know I will see you again Athena Rose William Burton

Forever In Our Hearts
In our times of despair Memories we will always share About the loved ones That we hold dear Whether it's the sun, stars or moon We never forget The ones we cherish Or the ones we lose Hold them close Hold them near Let them know you truely care For when the winds blow We must let them go Forever in our hearts We will love them so! By: William Burton

Shadows
Shadows come and go But the thought of them Remain with us We remember the happy times And laugh about the not so good times Just a simple conversation Brings back back flooding memories of the past A simple smile We all hold on to those we love the most Shadows come and go But the thought of them You will truely never let go And the next time you see my shadow Just know I will be always walking behind you BY: William Burton

Bulletins
I posted two Bulletins yesterday, along with a few in the past. Long story short, if you don't care enough to even look at mine let alone re-post it for me.....Do not ask me to repost yours. If you are not in my family, Don't even bother asking. If you are in my Family, good luck also. Sorry if I waste your time or my shit's not worth your time to even look. If you don't like what I'm saying, rate my shit a '1', remove yourself from my list, block my ass, and Piss Off! Being Friends and Family means Give and Take.

The Military Wife
The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is couragerous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through... by Alexandra Benakis

Amen
In the midst of finding your happiness You find the one The inspiration The one that makes you feel you can walk on water Climb every mountain It's not what he says or does Ultimately it's his surreal presence That ignites the flame Makes you wanna drive even higher To a place unbeknownst to man Beyond the earth Beyond the clouds Beyond the heavenly skies He's by your side Through your trials and tribulations He guides you Your soul thrives him You can't deny him Trust in him He's your friend Your Lord and savior To the very end Amen BY: William Burton

The Silent Ranks
I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens But I am in the Army in the ranks rarely seen I have no rank upon my shoulders - salutes I do not give But the military world is the place where I live I'm not in the chain of command, orders I do not get But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line But my job is just as tough. I'm the one that's left behind My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man And the call to serve his country not all can understand Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me I love the man I married, Soldiering is his life But I stand among the silent ranks known as the Army Wife Author Unknown

Because Of You, I'm Free
**Dedicated to the brave soldiers who serve and give their life** Each time I see a waving flag, my eyes see so much more, The ones who died to save us from an evil at our door. The Army and the Navy, the Air Force and Marines, Have paid the price so I am free to live and see my dreams. The Army Reserve and Coast Guard, always at the country's call, To serve, protect and help us as they daily give their all. And though this country still is young; we're strong and we have power, Because of those who sacrifice, who'll go at any hour. I call you friend, my soldier, for someone who'd give their life, Is more than just a friend to me, for you were there to fight. And fight you have for freedom and the rights we hold so dear , You fought so we can live in peace and not live life in fear. I know there's nothing I can do that can and will repay, The debt of gratitude I owe when I woke up today. For when I leave my home today, I know that I can be, And speak a

Since The Day I Left You
It's close to summertime I got the blues Feelin' kinda of lonely Just don't know what to do Shorty left me awhile ago When do I get over you My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you There will always be that part of me That will never be free Memories remain Until the day You walk away for good My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Trying to move on The radio playing this sad song Just want to get you off my mind Tired of hearin' all your lies Shorty it won't work this time My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Goodbyes are forever Signed, sealed and delivered Quit callin' me on the phone I want to be left alone Can't take it anymore With that I just closed the door My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since t

It Just Wasn't Our Time
I've dusted off these old cowboy boots of mine Goin' to try this dancefloor one last time It's been awhile since you left me girl She wasn't worth the pain I cause Nothing left at home but memories of you And the shadows on the wall Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just wasn't our time Just polished off the last of this bottle Drowning in my own sorrow Knowin' I losted you girl It's been hard at times to swallow I want you back girl But the tears and the rain keep a fallin' Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just wasn't our time Girl I Woke up this morning Heard you found a new guy Who makes you laugh and makes you smile He's been lovin' on you While all this time I've been livin' in denial Sittin' here knowin' your not comin' back this time Spinnin' around and around Feel like I'm losin' my mind Thought we would last forever It just w

Where Did You Go?
You could kiss me a million times But the memory of the last one stays on my mind Looking back then Happiness says we were both content Now all that is left Has disappear into the sunset Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? Lying by you Never quite had a clue In the morning you would be gone Leaving me all alone With the smell of you lingering What was I suppose to do? Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? Lookin' at the time It's a quarter past nine Waiting for that call Problems beatin' down your door Haven't heard from you in awhile Just wanted to say hello Holding you in my arms Never let me go There's gonna be a storm tonight Where did you go? There will be a day That I hope and pray You could recollect Times we spent You meant alot to me girl I'll never have regrets Holding you in my arms N

!!?what Have I Taken For Granted!!?
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't. He does what he is told. __________________________ You walk

...if A Soldier Dies!?
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq and Afghanistan". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a

Oooooooooo!!!
My name is Uros, I am from Serbia, ex Yugoslavia. I love my country. My life is very bad because my contry is in the big sheat. I love music, I love girls, I love drinks like bear, or something like that. For the end something in my lenguage... Ne veruj, svi lazu, ne bacaj se u ljubav jer ces se kajati, zivi brzo, umri mlad, boli te kurac gde i kad, uzivaj uvek i kupaj se u pivi i imaj na umu jednom se ZIVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loving A Soldier
Loving a soldier is a high price to pay, loving him truly is hard when he's away. It's being alone with nothing to hold; it's being young, but feeling old; it's having him whisper his love for you; it's whispering back that you love him too. There comes a kiss and a promise for more, as his plane slowly rises to soar; reluctantly, painfully, letting him go, while your insides are dying from wanting him so, watching him leave with eyes full of tears, standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears. It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down, to a far away love in a far away town. It's going to church to kneel and pray, and really meaning the things that you say. Being in love will foster your dreams, of that far away soldier your mind fairly beams. Days go by, no mail for a spell, you wait for some word to hear that he's well. Then a letter arrives, and you've given in, to open his letter and read

Daddy's Little Girl
It's been a long time Seems like you've been miles away Never quite stopped thinking about you Waiting for the day Until I finally knew Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Chasin' that old neon moon again Hearts been achin' Tears on my face aren't worth erasin' Just wanna hold you close to this chest Can't sleep until my mind is at rest Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Thought I saw you the other day Just another billboard along the way Radio playing that Rocky Mountain High Got the window down wind blowin' my hair All night drivin' until the day I find you Looking high and low Been searching across the deserts of time Wondering if your mine Have you seen my little angel? Daddy's little girl Daddy's little girl Daddy's little girl Daddy's li

Sleeping Soldier
Let sleeping soldiers lie, men who, while they snore and sigh, dream about you safe and warm behind their armor and guns. Let sleeping soldiers lie, men who, as they say goodbye, will always pack their gear and go to where the danger runs. Training hard, and laughing harder, partaking of life's full larder, a soldiers' lot is all for those who think the cost is cheap. Eager hearts, whose boldness longing, with their fellowship belonging, to shoulder arms to hold your freedom for such, never weep! For gladly marching, to dreadful daring, any price or burden bearing, keeping such as you in safety. Loved ones wait to welcome home, Heroes' triumph, victory gallant, accolades for virtuous talent, our best reward: to see you smiling, stronger love than song or poem.

Army Wedding Vows!!
If the Army wanted you to have a wife, it would have issued you one. Dear family and friend, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and the Department of the Army to witness this exchange of vows and to see the love that these dedicated, loving people have for one another. I, ______________________________________ , take (who was once referred to as the dependent), as your Family Member, to dwell together in so far as the Department of the Army will permit? Wilt thou love her, comfort her via the Postal Service or over the telephone, make sure she knows where the commissary, PX, clinic and the church are and what time she is scheduled to use the laundry room the day she arrives, wherever you are stationed? Wilt thou attempt to tell her more than 24 hours in advance that you will be leaving for two weeks, beginning the next morning? This especially applies to the years you will live in a foreign country! Wilt thou, , take this soldier as thy wedded husband, know

Warning!
WARNING to the Service Men who are Returning from Being Away on Deployment. Some things to keep in mind as you return home from your adventure. You will have to be very patient with your wife as she adjusts to your presence after all the time she has spent without you there. 1. As soon as you walk through the door, take out the trash immediately, as she is sick of doing it. 2. Do not be alarmed if she jumps over the couch and runs 60 miles an hour to get to the telephone when it rings, she thinks it is you calling, and that is one call she isn't going to miss! 3. Forgive her for any nightly beatings that may occur to your body. This thrashing that happens is because she is used to having the bed all to herself. In extreme conditions, she may start screaming thinking you are someone she doesn't know and she may even call the police to report she is being robbed. If you are attempting to make love to her, you may be in jail on rape charges until she realizes you are her husband

Civilian Child Vs Military Child
1. A civilian child usually dances around or talks during the National Anthem. A military child stands quietly with his/her hand over his/her heart. 2. A civilian child sees race. A military child sees diversity. 3. A civilian child has a best friend in his hometown. A military child has a best friend on almost every continent. 4. A civilian child sees only the plane flying over. A military child not only can identify the type of plane flying but knows someone who works on them. 5. A civilian child smells something nasty and yells; "Eeewwww, what's that smell?". A military child smells something nasty and yells; "M.O.P.P. 4! M.O.P.P. 4!!" 6. A civilian child sees a person in uniform. A military child can tell you what branch he's in and what his rank is. 7. A civilian child thinks home is where the heart is. A military child knows home is where the military sends you. 8. A civilian child lives for tomorrow and what it might bring. A military child lives for today

Nothin' Left To Be Choosin'
No time like now This is my life It's forever changin' Don't know if I'm comin' or goin' Got alot of growin' These lyrics are flowin' Girl, tell me it's not over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' You think it's a game Don't find it amuzin' In the end you'll be losin' Who you foolin' The tide is turnin' When the sun goes down Bitch, this game is over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin'

Release Yo' Self
The sky torn asunder the clouds raining pouring heavy rains upon the earth The dark one has been reborn in the form of a young man... He walks this world comepletly unsure which side he should follow the path of holy power or the Dark devilishly sinful path... Torn between two choices his mind a constant battle field though God has the right to pass judgement upon his very creations no ones hand is swifter to passicify sinners then My own. I feed off the hatred an anger of others their fear feeds my strength though not everything allows me to feed off of it.... there are those that cannot be helped that cant be cured...these pitiful souls are hopeless an should be avoided...

Sing It Girls!!
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many nights just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say that size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Coz as long as I have batteries, my sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handfull of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, when I saw your little weiner standing tall and prou

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feel

Serendipity
If I could say this to you A million words would ring true Serendipity was just a clue One door opens My restless heart has been waiting For the day you walk through Life goes on The clouds still produce rain Leaves fall from the trees Seasons change One thing is for sure My love for you will always remain the same Time flys by been growing old Thought I heard your voice In the wind the other day Just want hold you close My only reason I haven't closed the door Been wanting you before I was even born When I close my eyes I count to ten Wish that was your breath Was on the back of my neck Wanting that kiss But yet we haven't met In the end I have no regrets You were the one Etched in my mind I'll never forget Just another dream That has left me feelin' blissfully content BY: Wil

Mi5: Iran And Al Qaeda Planning An Attack On “a Par With Hiroshima And Nagasaki”
Intelligence report says UK may be target of a huge attack this Summer Infowars.net | April 24, 2007 Steve Watson An MI5 intelligence report leaked to the media earlier this month has revealed that the British security services fear that a major attack on Western targets may be carried out by Al Qaeda leaders with supporters in Iran. Spy chiefs warn that one operative had said he was planning an attack on “a par with Hiroshima and Nagasaki” in an attempt to “shake the Roman throne”, a reference to the West, The London Times reports. The report also states that although there is no proof that the Iranian government has any times with Al Qaeda whatsoever, leaders there may be "turning a blind eye" to terrorist networks. Just as there was no connection or affiliation between Saddam Hussein and Al Qaeda, despite the continued preposterous claim that there was by Dick Cheney, there is no connection between the regime of President Mah-moud Ahmadinejad and Al Qaeda. In fact i

Playful
You're a Playful Kisser Kissing is a huge game for you, a way to flirt and play You're the first one to suggest playing spin the bottle at a party Or you'll go for the wild kiss during a game of truth or dare And you're up for kissing any sexy stranger if the mood is right! What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Ffs!
Hmmm, I'm finding it difficult to understand why people (and I mean men) can't respect the fact that I'm really not interested in talking about sex with them. I mean, do they really think that they are so damn hot and sexy that no woman can resist them? Trust me fellas, that just is not the case. Now, don't get me wrong... if you're into that 'kinda ting' (said in the sytle of Father Ted) then fair play to you but you ain't gonna be playing with me sunshine. I'm here to just have a laugh and waste time (and get abuse from ManU fans...who will be crying soon! lol). I'm starting to believe that most of them can't read to be honest (not the ManU fans, some men,...but then again...lol)... all the blood has gone somewhere else and the 'real' brain has shut down. OK, well... that was my first ever rant (in blog that is, on CT). Don't feel any better for it but seeing as there was no one around to rant AT (donuts off line) this will have to do. Alrighty then...thanks

May You Live Long In Peace With The Disease You've Been Given.....
Currently listening to: Rammsteins Mein Teil, Apc's The Outsider Remix, Cradle of filth Nymphetamine.... feeding the beast i see you waiting looking lurking waiting for me to put my guard down you simply wait in your cage pacing ever so slowly wanting to be free, I fear the day you are free i fear the lives of others the Beast the Demon inside me waiting patiently for the day it is allowed to roam freely from within myself the bonds the chains let go all hell will have risen the Demon of pure evil born to this world. My advice would be to Run! run as far an fast as you possibly can.... I feel complete i feel good great i feel no pain no suffering one i could not help is doomed to suffer for what shes done... One even i could not help one so invovlved so lost within her own world help is but a memory she will never know what she has lost an im terribly sorry i could not do more for you but your disease has risked to much of my life to be of any real use to you....

Sometimes I Want To Give Up
Sometimes I want to just give up on this whole thing with Teddy. But then last night Rose called me. She knew something wasn't right. As in I hadn't eaten anything and was trying to go to bed without it. She called to check in on me and I told her that I hadn't ate yet and was trying to go to bed and she told me to go eat so I did. Now mind you that wasn't because of Teddy. I just simply wasn't in the mood to eat you know. Yes it's been 1 week and two days and I miss the boy like crazy. But Rose said he's slammed with classes. Like seven a day. He's simply wearing himself down. I love Teddy with all my heart but...I'm worried about his well being too. Rose also said he has a few surprises up his sleeve and she won't tell me which is a good thing. Cause I tested her last night. :) I failed. She passed. *laughs* Anyways I'm going to go. I have to go to work very soon.

Photo Comments Damit !!!
OK ! I NEED SOME "FEEDBACK" from all you Artisitic Erotica Connissuers !!! RATE & COMMENT MY "MODEL SHOOT" Pics PLEASE !!! OR ELSE !!! ~:P Cheers from VANCOUVER ~ (VANsterdam) !! ~ Pepi ~ G P Ventures http://www.gfastco.com

Executive Malfunctioning
The autistic, not the political, kind... Executive functioning has to do with planning, goal-setting, inhibition, stuff - like that, as seen by cognitive psych :) People on the autism spectrum and elsewhere can have issues with this (many. Enough to be serialized on a regular basis and sold at newsstands.) So. Tonight I wake up hungry on the couch (couch? not in bed? erm.. wait.) and decide my shelves are barer than they ought be, so head over to Tops to do some 2am shopping. Now at 11pm or so I took sleep-related meds. One of them decreases my motor control. I've had some troubles walking around in a straight line within hours after taking that med before (drunk? no, offiver, I'm on zonivamive...) Nothing bad happened, in fact the outing went remarkably well (except for my on ce again moving my sleep schedule forward- I am now going to sleep until 10am or so I think), but .. erf?really.

"the Daily Wanker Review" - Issue 1
That\'s it! ... The dumb-asses have driven Me to it! I have decided to make a daily to semi-daily blog post series called "The Daily Wanker Review". This series will be an on going series of those turdlets that win the "Wanker of the Day" Award. Below is the actual transcript (with typos corrected). For discretionary reasons I have decided to change the "Wanker-du-Jour\'s" screen name to be simply "him". By no means was he the only one who competed for this title today. He is just the one who really seems to believe more than the rest that he\'s so smarter that he\'s going to pull his shit (as well as pulling his pathetic little dink ...Yes, "dink" not "dick", a "dink" is kind of like a "dick" only it is so miniscule that it is hard to see with the naked eye. You should be most thankful that it is too small to see, because under a micro-scope one would be able to be quite disturbed and somewhat damaged by just how grotesque and pathetic such a p

I Am Writing Poetry Again
"Make me fall in Love With You" Make me fall in love with you Make me beg for more Make me fall in love with you And you not slander my name as a Whore It's not the fact that you're addicting It's not any of the other things you Do I believe it's the fact that I am feinin' That makes me want more from you. Or..is it the way you control Me Or...possibly the way you abuse me I think that it's easy to see That I liked you..not loved Is because of the way you used to be. Now, all you do is despise me discretely. So, I didn't mind too much when you treated me like this Belittle me as much as you want Because in the end You might just notice That you'll be missin' someone Who was your best..and ONLY friend [[this wasn't directed towards anyone specific..just thoughts from olden days lol]] I would post my real good shit on here but I feel that ppl will do something with it..like someone ripped my salute photo[[gay]] and I don't want that to happen t

Silent Tears
The day is done, The time is here, For the light to disapper, And it is, with a sigh, That i turn to you, And say goodbye, For in the night, I feel you cry. Silent tears so soft and slow, In your heart is where they flow. I feel you weep, I feel you surrender, To those fears you won't remember. So close your eyes, Let your sprit soar, And in your heart, Fear no more. I will guide you through the pain, So that you may dream again. As with spring, comes new rain, So the dawn shall break again.

My Pics
k i gotta straight things out about my private pics there that way for a reason so u gotta ask me to see um frist but make sure im online when u ask i dont want ppl pissed off cus they asked when i wasnt here and i didnt show um

The Sensual Crest
Just wrote this for a friend for the heck of it. Thought it was okay. So I decided to save it. 'Tween her legs the treasure lies. Her passion, her desire she shalln't deny. Damp from want, betrayed in her eyes. Breathless she awaits him. He lowers himself on her flower bare. His lips meet her's, her soul to care. Tongue testing her tender flesh. Her pearl, her bud is his quest. Moaning at his care and caress, she pushes up to take his best. Open, open, more she needs, take her passion is her whispered plea. Between his lips her swelling bud goes. Sucked softly, and very slow. Tongue caressing the sensual crest. She is his, he will do his best.

Getting Back To Business
..> Its time to start getting back to business, for too long, I have let the Personal things in my life take over me mentally and physically and socially. NO MORE! Its time for me to take this business by the horns and steer it in the right direction. No more being Mr. Nice GUY. Its time to get back into the spot light, and recreate that image I once had, and give you CLUBBER what you want to hear by popular demand. No more putting what's best for others (except for my loved ones, and my family)in font of the business, no more what other people think about me and no more drama!! I am who I am ...I'm not gonna change for anybody anymore. That's why I'm gonna take me back to the old me. I guess u can say "I'm bringin Ray Ray back" The one who dose what he wants - when he wants - the way he wants.... And gives the crowed what they want to hear, And shows them how to party hard until the sun comes up!

Thanks A Lot Fin Lol
so i went to infirmery and saw my bor johny and hung out with my buddy fin and jimmy... and finny all i gotta say is your just as naughty as i am hahaha spanking asss you perv hahah anyways see you bitches next week ..poewer with some d and b

Weekly Sex May Prevent Colds And Flu
- Study LONDON (Reuters) - Having sex once or twice a week gives a boost to the immune system that could help ward off colds and flu, New Scientist magazine said Wednesday. Moderate sexual activity increases levels of a compound in the body called immunoglobulin A (IgA) that binds to bacteria and triggers the immune system to destroy them. ``IgA is the first line of defense against colds and flu,´´ Carl Charnetski, of Wilkes University in Pennsylvania, told the weekly science magazine. To prove the benefits of healthy but not overactive sex life, Charnetski and his colleague Frank Brennan measured levels of IgA in the saliva of 111 college students and questioned them about how often they had had sex in the previous month. Students who had sex less than once a week had a small increase in the antigen compared to pupils who were celibate. Those who had sex once or twice a week had a 30 percent rise in IgA. Ironically the more sexually active people had lower levels of the compound than

I Will Love You
Take my hand, Share your secret world with me. Let your dreams, Be full to over flow. Let the rest, Feel envy at our passion, Lets feel the power, And leave the world below. Only once, Do you ever meet your missing half. I have surrendered, Body mind and soul. I have found, Completeness in your arms my love, You’ll never find, Someone who’ll love you more. If it comes to pass, That you learn to love another. That I’ve past on, Forever from your heart. Though your alone, As her love dose grow colder, Take comfort that, I’ve loved you from the start. And though the world, Can never stop it’s turning. Though our leaders, May destroy mans will. Though my heart will be forever grieving, Always know, My love is with you still. Come what may, Though my dreams may lie tattered. And I may kneel, Broken on the floor. Even though the sun may stop it’s shinning, I’ill still be, The one who loves you more. Comment Codes Angels New Graphics

Syllabus
BILLONS OF YEARS MANY TEARS BLUID RIVERS TRANSEND LIFE LINE SINGLE DROP OF WATER FROM BLOOD BUT STILL WE ALL FIND A REASON TO KILL I KILL ONLY IF YOU BROKE THE LAW OF MAN WHO KNOWLEDGE RUN DEEP THEN BOTTOMLESS PIT LEARN SOMETHING EVERYDAY ABOUT THIS SPECIES LEARN SOMETHING MY SPECIALITY TO STUDY PROFLIE AN AVIOD LONG TERM CURSES DEFACE MY RACE EVEN PRIDE GLIDES TO A MOUTAIN OF FAITH WHERE COMMENTS NUMBERS FOLLOW PRAISE RISE PERSECUTE PERSONALITY FOLLOW DESTINE TO CLIMB OUT CHAOS THAT LIFE PLAY OUT LIKE A POKER MISDEAL CHEAT CAUSE U MIS DEAL CAUSE U CANT WIN WHEN TRYING GET OUT OF THE GAME

This May Not Be To Long..
I'm really not up to do a blog or any other thing on line. But this one needs doing.So i'm here. I'm dealing ok with what went down.And yes,I do have a rather beaten body at the moment. I'm here that's the main thing. I take it second by second. I've heard that my kin are also going though something. They want to keep me relaxed and not upset me. So don't tell me what. I wish they'd see that only makes it more so. But from what I gleemed..It has everything to do with D & Rave's 3rd. Something about treating Rave cold and shit. If this is true then..welll I'm going to say it. How fucked up of her.We've all busted our asses to try and help her out. 80% chance what happened to me wouldn't of if I hadn't of been trying to pull a rabit out of a hat and save the day for her. Yes,I guess I am a bit miffed.I think you would be too... I should not jump to assumptions.I should wait to get full facts. But when will those come? I know from Rave she feels there 3rd is advoiding them. When I

Does Anyone Believe In Star Signs? I'm An Aquarian. I Saw This Online!
Aquarius My favorite sluts are Aquarius. Why? Because if you don’t expect anything in return, you won’t be disappointed. Sounds easy, huh? They will get under your skin though, so beware. It’s easy to be hurt by an Aquarius because they don’t want you to know what they are thinking. If they are silent, but you are in the room with them, chances are they are in heavy thought. But don’t worry, chances are they are thinking about you and fifteen other things. Water bearers look at sex like it is a form of recess. They can turn you on by simply walking in the room. They are the Rain Man of the Zodiac. They give too much of themselves to others that don’t give a shit, then get shy to those that care about them.Go figure. They like kinky. They are easy going. To them, it’s a learning experience. Male Aquarians like to tease and live life in a fantasy world.Female Aquarians can’t masturbate enough. Males never get the chance to masturbate because everybody wants a piece o

This Pre-booty Call Agreement
This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrang

30 Things Porn Directors Would Have Us Believe:
1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman, ten seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets caught masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a women off a speeding fine. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70's couldn't fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other (and the girl isn't disgusted). 16. Double penetration makes women

Some Boy
Why does loving you Kill me so much I miss the days Where you were in my life When I could call you my friend I trusted you with my hurt I gave you everything That meant the most to me And for a bit I had a piece of you Something that I could call mine But that all changed You just rip it all out Not even thinking about me And now I don’t know Were we stand I still want to be your friend But yet I fell like You don’t care enough About me just to tell me That you don’t want to be friends And un-till that day comes I will always care about you I will always wander how things Could have been If you just stayed in my life But I don’t need you anymore I meet someone new Someone who know how To treat me right Someone who made me Trust in men once more He was able to put All the piece’s of my broken hurt Back together And he wont let them Ever break again

To All My Sweet Friends On My Page
my internet is down..but f you all wish you can ad me to your yahoo messger if you like to talk ..its,paularthur38@yahoo.com i hope to talk whit you soon. or see you back online when i get the cable guysover to fix it ....

Tell Everyone About Yourself
Tell Everyone About Yourself Time started:: 12:40 Basic About you: Name:: Heather Gender:: F Height:: 5'6' Eye color:: Brown Hair Color:: Brown Age:: 32 Birthday:: 02/12/1976 Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty Piercings:: Clit, ears Tattoos:: none Zodiac Sign:: Aquarius Ring Size:: 6 Grade:: 1st More about you: Are you named after anyone?: Nope Do you live in the moment?: Most of the time. Do you consider yourself tolerant to others?: Yes Do you have any secrets?: Yes! But they are secrets. Do you hate yourself?: HELL NO!!! Do you like your handwriting?: I do,nobody else does! Do you have any bad habits?: caffeine.....swearing.....you want more??? If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: I would fuck me so hard! Any regrets?: Oh yeah....that's life! Do you think life has been good so far?: Could be better! Are you confident?: Yes How long does it take you to shower?: 45 Minutes, thank god for shower massage! What color is your room?: Wh

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey
--Your Favorite-- Hair Color:: Brown Eye Color:: Brown (Their)Music Genre Preference:: Alternative Height(estimate):: 6'0" Age:: 35 Personality Type:: Unknown --This or That-- Older or Younger:: Older Romantic or Horn dog:: Horn dog Smart or Stupid:: Smart Fat or Skinny:: Average Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: Big and Muscular Punk or Preppy:: Punk The Big Picture or the Little Things:: The Little Things Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: Flowers/Candy Mix tape or Burned CD:: Burned CD Love or Lust:: Lust Emotional or Just Not:: Just Not Sincere or Jokester:: Sincere Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: Ugly and sweet Sexy or Just Cute:: Sexy Ass or Abs:: Abs Hair or Hands:: Hands Dimples or Eyes:: Eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: Biceps Teeth or Nose(some people are just weird) :: Teeth Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: Clean Shaven Rugged or Prim and Proper:: Rugged Country boy or City boy: Country boy Date alone or With Friends: Date alone Mama's

Just Sayings All Other Blogs Aint Shit..lol
1.WHY BE VANE WHEN U CAN PAY TO BE PRETTY 2.IF WOMEN ARE SMARTER AND MEN ARE DUM THEN WOMEN TEACH MEN NOT TO BE SO STUPID 3.LIFE STRESS LOVE SEX ALL CAN BE SLOVE WITH MONEY..THAT BS. IT COME AS FAST AND DIE EVEN QUICKER CAUSE IT NEVER BE REAL LOVE. 4.DREAMS ARE REALITY WAY OF SAYING GET URS 5.NO MEANS NO NOT UNLESS IT'S THE SAFETY WORD..LOL 6.NO SUCH THING AS I TRY IT ANYTHING THE 1ST TIME IT'S I BEEN FREAKY ALL MY LIFE AND U THE RIGHT FREAK FOR ME..LOL 7.WHY NOT CAM IF U GROWEN GO HEAD BUT ..THEY RISK IN ANYTHING IN LIFE U CAN WALK OUTSIDE AND A PLANE CAN FALL FROM THE SKY 8. LIFE NOT A BOX OF ANYTHING IT A DICE GAME WITH AS MANY DICE.SAME CARDS NO MATTER THE OUT COME THE DEALER HAS THE OUTCOME ....TO BE COUNT..????

Surgery
well guys have the surgery scheduled now and talked to the surgeon and we ahve come to a descision that if for some reason the tumor they are taking out comes back as malignant then he is going to wake me up and we are going to talk about removing the breast that it is coming out of. this is the best thing for me, and for my girls. it is also better on the body. so any prayers you guys can pray for me will be appreciated very much. i know that i will survive either way because i am just too damn stubborn to let anything happen to me that i dont want to happen. lol thats the southern thang coming out now lol. thanks guys and i mean this from the bottom of my heart.

Eyes Closed
Eyes closed tight against the world praying for sleep to come waiting for the escape when there's nowhere to run wanting to find that place deep inside hidden and safe underneath the mask we hide a place untouched by the pain outside peaceful oblivion a tranquil void purged of feeling a solitude unsoiled eyes closed tight and feeling numb wanting the the darkness to blot out the sun wanting to feel the emptiness of the world undone no more scars no more pain no one here to know my name no more judgement no more shame spreading my wings alone and unstained eyes closed tight (written by Derek McKinney)

The Angel Beside Me
As you lie sleeping rest so peacefully your face The picture of contented beauty your body gently stirring with each breath I lie beside you drifting closer to sleep As I hold you ...The angel beside me I wonder if you know how happy you've made me shown me the person I could be held me through the roughest times dried my tears as I cried brought a smile through the pain As I hold you...The angel beside me You make me feel so complete never known a love so deep so before I drift and dream I whisper these words in your ear I love you as I hold you The Angel Beside Me (written by Derek McKinney2007)

So Now What?
Well, I've never been much of a blogger but here it is..3am and I find myself doing a lot of thinking and I can't sleep so why not? I've been thinking alot lately about why it is I am single..besides the obvious weight issue..yeah I know I am a fatass so don't bother with the insults, k? I read so much about these so -called bbw admirers but yet it seems that most of the ones that I run into are just wanting to sleep with a fat chick..like it's some kind of weird sexual fetish..not for me..sorry dudes. I spent almost 8 years in a marriage where I was held prisoner in my own home. I let it go on that long because my lack of self-esteem led me to believe that I could not do any better. Here I am now, divorced over a year and still not so sure I was completely wrong. I find myself having to go from being completely controlled to being the one IN control and I don't have a clue as to how to do that. I know that I don't like being single. I'm no good at being single. I want to have

The One Who
I'm the one who hides behind the smiling mask I'm the one who would do anything you asked and I'm the one who will love you till the very last and I'm the one who's hit by the stones you cast I'm the one who would anything to prove that I'm the one who holds your love to be true I'm the one who hangs on everything you do I'm the one who wants nothing more than you I'm the one who yeah I'm the one who I'm the one who the one who really loves you I'm the one who gets lost in your eyes I'm the one who is always on your side I'm the one who sees the the beauty that's inside I'm the one who never wants to say goodbye I'm the one who shudders when you sigh I'm the one who wants to hold you when you cry I'm the one who dreams of you in the night I'm the one who shoulder this all with pride I'm the one who yeah i'm the one who

Sleep Walker
COULD I SLEEP FINDING WAY I FELT DEFEAT ICONOCLASTIC OF MY ACTION MEET THE NEED FOR MY BRAIN TO FEED ON THOUGHTS OF WORNG AND SAD SONGS AND LUST SOMETIMES DONT EVEN TRUST MYSLEF SPECIALLY ORBIT THE THINK BEEF CALL ME A BUTCHER HANDING OUT PRIME CUTS OF PRODUCT RESOURE TO RESOLUTION ESTABLISH CREATIVE JUICES WRITER I WILL WONDER INTELLGENCE INSTILL LESSON I SEEK CULTURE THAT PREY ON DEAD THOUGHT LIKE A VULTURE REQUIRED MORE THAN ASURE NO BODY CAN SEE YOU GIVEN UP LIFE FROCE WE BATTLE SWORDS LIKE STAR WARS HE OR SHE NOT TAKING MY LIFE

To My Sweetest Miracle
MWAHSIES!!! You're so beautiful. When i see you it gets harder to breathe. My pulse quickens my body loosens and relaxes you make me feel more than just good i feel whole. You're what my being was lacking the second half of an incomplete soul. You make me more than whole. So much more and i have never had anything or anyone who has meant so much to me. You give and make me so much more than the average ordinary man. It's because you are extraordinary in every way. A living miracle that happens to me day and night and has blessed me in so many ways.

Judging People
First off i would like to say people that judge others by there looks either have an issue with themselves or something against someone. Well if you do admit it because 9 out of 10 most the people that rank others as one have problem with themselves. I don't return the favor and rate someone that rates me as a 1 i ignore them people because there a waste of time and space on cherrytap. Well since pepople do this i suggest you do the same people because it will get worse with alot of people alot there.

Thank You Soo Much
TOday is my thank you day... ANd i would like to thank bleaux@ CherryTAP Because she did at least take the time to vote on most of my pics...Even though she rated them all 1's....Thank you at least for the points you gave me....

For The Earth
FOREST BURNS AND SPRING SHOWERS WASH OUT THE FIRES WITH THE AUTUMN WASHES ASHES INTO THE GROUND REBRITH FLOWERS TO JUNE BLOOM TIMELESS BEAUTY LILLY GLEAM LIKE DIAMONDS THE GRASS LOOK LIKE SHINEY BLADES OF EMERALD THE FORSET FIRE LEFT SOME PEACE TO THE RAGE OF A FLAME THE ANGER OF A MACTH THE ANGER THE ATTACK THE BIRDS DONT SING THEY YELL A NIGHTMARE IN A DAY DREAM

I Dont Know What To Put Here As The Name
I'm not Gothic,i'm just dark I,m not a whore, i just know what i want... i am not superfical, i just like nice things I not a bitch,i just dont like you I'm not ignorant,i just dont care I'm not moody,i'm just a girl I'm not lazy,I'm just recovering I'm not morbid,Im just realistic I'm not dirty, i just have a really good imagination I'm not obsessed,Im just passionate Im not a freak, i'm just not you!!!!

Delix But Not Dum
PROCESSSING A REALTION WITH THE WOMEN GREED LOVE DEVLEOPMENT BULIDING UP FLOORS BENEFITS FOR SOUL VERIFICATION OF INFROMATION IS BASE ON SOME GOALS DO YOU HAVE A SOUL HOW MUCH U HEAR THE BELL TOLL IS CASH THE FLOW DO YOU STILL HAVE UR OWN FREE WILL HOW MANY RUBBERS AND HOOW MANY LOVERS RELEASE YOUR SELF AND YOURE PAST AND GAIN FAITH AND WAIT MIND BODY SOUL YOU GROW AS 1 OR DIE ALONE EVEN IN GHETTOS FLOWERS GROW

Google Will Know What You Searched Last Summer
The Inquirer | April 25, 2007 Fernando Cassia WEB SERVICES giant Google quietly introduced "Google Web History" a feature which lets you take a look at your own web browsing trail, while the Corporation records every step you make. The service will be of help to locate and re-load pages visited recently. In the words of Google "you can view and search across the full text of the pages you've visited, including Google searches, web pages, images, videos and news stories. You can also manage your web activity and remove items from your web history at any time". What they don't say yet is... "Every breath you take, Every move you make, Every bond you break, Every step you take, I'll be watching you", ... because that belongs to The Police.

Standing No Longer
Far away, out of sight On that lonely rock outside There stands a broken heart Rejected outsider Rolling like thunder Shivering with anger A growling tiger Bravely refusing surrender No body cares for him For that, he did no longer One day they will discover They lost that genuine treasure A prefect man of gentle pleasure He tried hardly to be stronger Deceiving beats will allow no longer Stepping forward rising flags of surrender Deserters they are, all want him die So smoothly, he did with a tear in his eye.

Daddy's Poem *~* 9/11 Victims*~*
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

False Flags Unfurled
Rense.com | April 25, 2007 Douglas Herman Strange how every "terrorist" event in the past ten or fifteen years benefited the various imperial governments of Britain, Israel, Australia and the USA. These false flag terror operations help cement power, by spreading terror throughout the victim nation. By spreading the effects of terror--pictures of damage and film interviews of mass hysteria and confusion--the mainstream media of the traumatized country served as an unquestioning, ultra-effective propaganda vehicle. The national media acts as a brilliant, second phase of the false flag operation, by further spreading the terror while muddying the waters to any conflicting evidence or subsequent investigation. Let me list a few suspicious events that helped cement power in the four countries. There are dozens, and I;m sertain you can think of many more, but I've only listed six. Each event intended to (A) scapegoat a group or individual, while (B) removing power from the unsuspecti

40 Of The Most Spontaneous Questions Ever, Be Honest (i'm A Survey Whore)
40 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST 1. Where were you an hour ago? RIght where I'm at now 2. Who will be your next kiss? MICKEY! 3. What kind of deodorant do you use? Addidas Sport FOR WOMEN 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of the state? @ weeks ago this monday 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? No 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Mt Dew 8. What are you wearing right now? JAMMIES! 9. What was your last purchase? Groceries 10. Last food you ate? Whoppers 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mickey 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? no 13. Do you have a pet? Yes! 14. What's the last sporting event you watched? Wrestling 15. How much sex have you had in the past week? got some Saturday... 16. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? SC! 17. What is the last thing you purchased

Don't Be Offended
Hey everyone! I'll be cleaning out my friends list in the next day or two....to those of you that I talk to regularly....don't worry. If I haven't ever talked to you and you just asked to be a friend for points or to see my private pics, you're probably gonna get deleted. If you have a problem with that....let me know and I will keep you. J

If You Got Time....500 Things About Me...
001. What is your name? Katie 002. Spell your name backwards: eitaK 003. Date of birth: December 10th, 1981 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: Sagatarrius 006. Nicknames: Buglet, Katiebug (hate) 007. Occupation? Cashier, Soon to be student 008. Height: 5'2''ish 009. Weight: bout a buck fifty 010. Hair color: beige blonde 011. Eye color: blue 012. Where were you born? Chucktown 013. Where do you reside now? Lincoln NE 014. Age: 25 015. Screen names: Scooter69_1999, Twiztednderangedrejectedgoddess and too many to name 016. E-mail addy: one of those @ things 017. What does your screen name stand for? nothing really it was givin to me 018. What is your lj name? no clue? 019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What's a Blurty? 020. Pets: One dog and a Fiancee 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 0 I had cupcakes 022. Piercings? 7 as of now 023. Tattoo's? 0 024. Shoe size: 6 1/2 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026.

Alone In My Mind By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Alone In My Mind Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see

Wow Another Poem
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Update: Anti-nau State Resolutions Growing In Numbers
Mary Benoit JBS Wednesday April 25, 2007 The number of anti-North American Union (NAU) resolutions that have been introduced in state legislatures is growing almost by the week. The current number of states is now a healthy 18 as Debbie Stafford, a Republican state representative, introduced H.R. 7 in the Colorado legislature. In part, H.R. 7 states: Be It Resolved by the House of Representatives of the Sixty-sixth General Assembly of the State of Colorado: 1. That we urge the President and the Congress of the United States, and particularly Colorado's Congressional Delegation, to withdraw the U.S. from any further participation in the Security and Prosperity Partnership; any efforts to implement a trinational political or governmental entity among the United States, Canada, and Mexico; or any other efforts used to accomplish any form of a North American Union; 2. That we also urge the President and the Congress not to engage in the construction of a North American Fr

Someone Send Me This Poem Very Sad :{
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while,

Good Bye
A father put his 3-year-old daughter to bed, told her a story and listened to her prayers which she ended by saying: "God bless Mommy, God bless Daddy, God bless Grandma and good-bye Grandpa." The father asked, "Why did you say good-bye grandpa?" The little girl said, "I don't know daddy, it just seemed like the thing to do." The next day grandpa died. The father thought it was a strange coincidence. A few months later the father put the girl to bed and listened to her prayers which went like this: "God bless Mommy, God Bless Daddy and good-bye Grandma." The next day the grandmother died. Oh my gosh, thought the father, this kid is in contact with the other side. Several weeks later when the girl was going to bed the dad heard her say: "God bless Mommy and good-bye Daddy." He practically went into shock. He couldn't sleep all night and got up at the crack of dawn to go to his office. He was nervous as a cat all day, had lunch sent in and watched the cloc

Friends
We have had some good times And we have had some tough But you have always been there Even when times got rough. Some friends come and go And some always remain. No matter if we change or if we stay the same A true friend will always be there No matter what the case And you have always done that No matter what I¡¯ve faced Please always know that Whatever comes your way. I will be true friend for you. Until my dying day

Didn't Want To Lose This So I Figured I'd Blog It.
Bulliten originally title: MY TWO CENTS ABOUT FAT SONNY went around for a while and there is some stuff added. I was trying hard not to get involved in the whole Fat Sonny drama bullshit. However after reading his blogs and his bulletins I have discovered what it is all about. Anyone who discriminates a country over someone callin you out does not deserve to be my friend. Especially when the claims are false. If you follow Fat Sonny then you are not a friend of mine. He is not a real American. If I lose friends over this I could really give a flying fuck. He is not worth my time. =^^= REPOSTING FOR DJ CASH CUZ THE CAT ALWAYS HAS MORE THAN 2 CENTS FOR SONNY MWUAHAHA! AND THOSE OF YOU WHO GO STICK UR NOSE UP HIS A$$ WHAT THE HELL?? I JUST DONT GET IT! YOU SEE THINGS HE HAS DONE, THINGS HE HAS SAID, IT IS CONSTANT! YET, HE COMES BACK AND YOU SHOVE UR NOSE RIGHT BACK UP THERE AND OFF HE GOES AGAIN TO CALL PEOPLE NAMES AND WHATEVER HE FEELS LIKE DOING THAT DAY. ADDED BY BBG...

What Is Self Injury
Self-injury (SI) or Self-harm (SH) is deliberate injury inflicted by a person upon his or her own body. Some scholars use more technical definitions related to specific aspects of this behavior. These acts may be aimed at relieving otherwise unbearable emotions, sensations of unreality and numbness. Self-injury is generally considered a social taboo. It is listed in the DSM-IV-TR as a symptom of borderline personality disorder and is sometimes associated with mental illness, a history of trauma and abuse, eating disorders, or mental traits such as low self-esteem or perfectionism. There is a positive statistical correlation between self-injury and emotional abuse. Self-injury has traditionally been known as self-harm (SH), self-inflicted violence (SIV), self-injurious behavior (SIB), and self-mutilation,[3] although this last term has connotations that some people find worrisome, inaccurate, or offensive. A broader definition can also include the phenomenon of those who inflict harm o

Happy
For those who knows me a little, know I havent been to happy lately, my problems arent solved, but a very special person is back in my life, though not 100%, that I dont deserve even! But if its only a 5% that would make my life easier, losing the best you had is painful, I know I have a lot to learn about when it comes about being fair, I do show pictures here, I never done other then that, a few people I have talked to yahoo, for 2 people I have had my web cam up for, but never have I given my services to anyone on here, its hard to explain why I do things as I do, sometimes its cause im so deep down hurt, sometimes its cause of jaelousy. I just want to be loved by one person not a bunch.

My Soul By Dj ~ Belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
Despair is all, All I seem to know. And no one can help, but you! You're my all, my everything. No one will ever know, Just what you mean to me. I'm dying inside without your arms around me. I slowly lose all will, All will to live. Why can't they just understand? Why do they fear me so? What will it take, to make them see? My soul can't take this, Being away from your touch, All I know is what I'm feeling, And this mask is letting it slip. This mask that gave me life is fading, And the truth is showing Give me your breath, give me your kiss, Don't let a third spit in our faces. Throw the worry away. Give into the feeling and let's go away, We'll go away, Leave them behind and start a life, (Go away, go away) But it's now just despair, Holding this blanket is hard, Knowing you should be there. Why do they see my soul as black? My soul can't take this, Being

A Contest Within A Contest
Ok, this is how it's going to go down... I want people to submit me a 15 track playlist to be mixed into a mixed CD. I will judge the playlists and mix the 5 I like best. After that I will review them and submit then online to be judged by you the fans. The winning CD while THEN be used as a special giveaway in a few online contests I will be hosting, and their names included within the liner notes. Tracklisting must be any of the following Genres: House, Trance, Techno, or Hardstyle. Please submit your tracklisting to me in the form of a Private Message. This contest within a contest run from 00:00:01 AM EST April 20th, 2007 until 23:59:59 AM EST May 10th, 2007. Good Luck and Thank You for you entry, Optikal Illuzion

Every Had 1 Of Those Days
EVER HAVE 1 OF THOSE DAYS WHERE THINGS SEEM TO GO ALWAYS WRONG NO MATTER,WHERE U FEEL LIKE GIVING UP,EVERY TRY TO HELP SOMEBODY AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY JUST CANT BE HAPPY,EVERY TRY TO CHANGE FOR SOMEBODY SAY LIKE CUT THE HAIR ,WEAR A SUIT STUFF THAT,THEY STILL NOT HAPPY,OR TRY LOSING WEIGHT THEY NOT HAPPY CAUSE YOU CANT LOSE IT FASTER,JUST 1 OF THOSE DAYS THINGS SEEM TO GO WRONG

How To Handle Haters:
HOW TO HANDLE HATERS: A hater is someone that is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters... That's why you have to be careful who you share your blessings and your dreams with because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else He would have given you what he gave them. You don't know what people have gone through to get what they have... (The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...) If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too. We've all got some haters among us: Some people don't like it that you can * Come to church * Get your praise on * Bless His Holy Name * Haters don't want to see you happy * Haters don't w

About My Primary Pic (please Read)
The reason for this primary is this... my friend NY Yank and his wife lost their their unborn twins. If I have to ask you to repost this.. well wow.. that's just wrong. This is the link to his blog below vv http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/76853/324332 This is the link to his profile. NY Yank@ CherryTAP

The 80's (thanks Jen)
Did you own the 80s? Q: Did you own a Light Brite? No Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls? Given I was a guy, no. Q: Played with Gi-Joe dolls? Yes Q: Own a slinky? Yes Q: Had a Jem doll? Again, given I was a guy, no. Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid? No but a family member did...lol Q: Own a big wheel? No Q: Trade Garbage Pail kids? No. I held onto the cards I had. Q: Had a Popple? wtf was that? Q: Had a Pound Puppy? No ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons? Q: Thundercats? Yes Q: Jem and the Holograms? No Q: Rainbow Brite? No Q: Care Bears? No Q: He-man or She-Ra? Yeah, He-Man. Q: Fraggle Rock? Yes. Fraggles rule! Q: Shirt Tales? If that was the cartoon I'm thinking of, no. Q. Jabber Jaws? Never heard of it. Q: Smurfs? Yes Q: Transformers? Yes Q: Mighty Mouse? Yes Q: The Littles? Yes

Another Double, Chris Isaak!
Forever Blue Nobody ever warns you, or tells you what to do. She walks away, your left to stay. Alone forever blue. The stars have all stopped shining, the sun just won't break through. Each days the same, more clouds more rain. Your left forever blue. Forever blue 'cause you love her, but she dosen't love you. You did your best, life did the rest. Your left forever blue. ( Guitar Solo ) No reason left for living, still there's alot to do. New tears to cry, old songs to sing. And feel forever blue. And be forever....Blue ************************************ Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. You ever love someone so much you thought your little heart was gonna break in two? I didn't think so. You ever tried with all your heart and soul to get you lover back to you? I wanna hope so. You ever pray with all your heart and soul just to watch her walk away? Baby d

My Superman #2
He would accept me as I am. He would defend my name when I am not able to defend myself. He would defend my son no matter what. He would accept and enjoy my son as well as he would me. He would be happy with the fact that I don't like sex sessions longer than an hour. He would be ok with me making out and getting a little sexual with women when I drink, but he shall not join in unless I ask him to. He would drink with me a couple weekends a month. He would rescue me from my stress and help me control my life in a small way. He would take care of me as a real man would. Taking some of the stress off my shoulders when needed. He would take me out and show me off. Introduce me to new things. He would give me alone time on occasion. He would enjoy spending time with my friends and family just as I will enjoy spending time with his. He would do whatever it takes to make sure I am happy as I would for him. He would...love me.. and love my son. He would be my true superman.

What Tarot Card Explains You??
You scored as XIX: The Sun. This is the happiest card in the deck. It is full of joy and optimism, everything is right with the world. We are as innocent children playing in the fields without care. The Sun brings success, well-being and happiness in all spheres - material, emotional, spiritual -wherever our desires lay.When this card appears in a Tarot spread it indicates success, joy and happiness. Obstacles will be overcome, goals achieved.When badly aspected, it can indicate a stagnation through over-indulgence, too much of a good thing. XIX: The Sun94%XIII: Death81%VI: The Lovers63%XI: Justice63%III - The Empress56%XVI: The Tower56%X - Wheel of Fortune56%0 - The Fool56%II - The High Priestess56%I - Magician

Vienna
Vienna - Billy Joel The Stranger Released: 1977 Slow down you crazy child You're so ambitious for a juvenile But then if you're so smart tell me why You are still so afraid? Where's the fire, what's the hurry about? You better cool it off before you burn it out You got so much to do and only So many hours in a day But you know that when the truth is told That you can get what you want Or you an just get old You're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through When will you realize Vienna waits for you Slow down you're doing fine You can't be everything you want to be Before your time Although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight Too bad but it's the life you lead You're so ahead of yourself That you forgot what you need Though you can see when you're wrong But you know you can't always see when you're right You got your passion you got your pride But don't you know only fools are satisfied? Dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come

Call It What You Want!
Every time I hold you The voices start to talk Telling me your mine And to never let you walk. My heart is yours Forever threw The summer days The winter haze The sky is blue the grass is green You start to fad When it turns to May Your simple smile Once in my mind Slowly starts To go away My love for you Always strong Even though i know You don't feel the same You can come back to me When you chose. My love for you You'll never lose

A Matter Of Trust
A Matter Of Trust - Billy Joel The Bridge Original Release: 1986 Some love is just a lie of the heart The cold remains of what began with a passionate start And they may not want it to end But it will, it's just a question of when I've lived long enough to have learned The closer you get to the fire the more you get burned But that won't happen to us Because it's always been a matter of trust I know you're an emotional girl It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world I can't offer you proof But you're gonna face a moment of truth It's hard when you're always afraid You just recover when another belief is betrayed So break my heart if you must It's a matter of trust You can't go the distance With too much resistance I know you have doubts But for God's sake don't shut me out This time you've got nothing to lose You can take it, you can leave it Whatever you choose I won't hold back anything And I'll walk away a fool or a king Some lov

Three Handsome Male Dogs
Three handsome male dogs are walking down the street when they see a beautiful, enticing, female Poodle. The three male dogs fall all over themselves in an effort to be the one to reach her first, but end up arriving in front of her at the same time. The males are speechless before her beauty, slobbering on themselves and hoping for just a glance from her in return. Aware of her charms and her obvious effect on the three suitors, she decides to be kind and tells them, "The first one who can use the words 'liver' and 'cheese' together in an imaginative, intelligent sentence can go out with me." The sturdy, muscular black Lab speaks up quickly and says, "I love liver and cheese." "Oh, how childish," said the Poodle. "That shows no imagination or intelligence whatsoever." She turns to the tall, shiny Golden Retriever and says "How well can you do?" "Um. I HATE liver and cheese," blurts the Golden Retriever. "My, my," said the Poodle. "I guess it's

Huh???
So what am I suppose to be scared of. We all have to face our fears differently. I choose to ignore mine and not let them intrude on my life. I can no longer ignore them and come face to face with them. So tell me is this what am I suppose to do. I don't have all the answers nor do I want them. I'm not as smart as everyone thinks I am. My life is mostly feel of luck. But even my luck is running short, I'm not even that significant in the big picture.

A Room Of Our Own
I'm posting the lyrics to a few songs I like that I've been listening to lately. Enjoy. A Room Of Our Own - Billy Joel The Nylon Curtain Released: 1982 You've got diamonds and I've got spades You've got pills And I've got razor blades You've got yoga honey I've got beer You got overpriced And I got weird But it's alright We're the same even though we're alone It's alright Yes we all need a room of our own You've got love, darlin' I've got sex You've got cash, mama And I've got checks You've got business, baby I've got the kids You got crowded just the way I did But it's alright Cause we all need a place to call home It's alright Yes we all need a room of our own I can still remember packed together Like a can of sardines No, no, no Pushin', shovin' That's when lovin' Starts to come apart at the seams Oh no, no, no, no You've got the day shift I've got nights We go wrong at times But we've got rights You've got TV shows I've

Phil's Life
hi everyone i am writing this for everyone who is a loving caring and understanding person or people i am not a fake iam real and have been hurt enough in life to understand what it means to seek out and find friends and to finally try to love again i am know one special i am just me not cocky and conceited just charming funny spontaneous friendly honest compassionate and i know there is someone out there who will love me and treat me decently unlike i have been treated in the past someone who will love me for me and not judge me by looks performance or what i have or don't have i for sure have been there done that and now need a friend lover snuggle partner and someone who i can love unconditionally grow old with walk under the moonlit sky with and just share a life with woman ask all the time where is my prince charming well dammit where is my princess i have been in messy relationships from materialistic to controling to selfliss and shelfish so now it is time to find a fun loving k

God Endures
GOD ENDURES FOREVER Thursday - April 26, 2007 “‘I issue a decree that in every part of my kingdom people must fear and reverence the God of Daniel.’ For he is the living God and he endures forever; his kingdom will not be destroyed, his dominion will never end.” – Daniel 6:26 On May 14, 1643, Louis XIV became King of France at the age of four years old. He was known as The Sun King, Louis the Great, and the Grand Monarch. For seventy-two years he ruled France, longer than any other European monarch. France grew in power during his reign and it was involved in three major wars - the Franco-Dutch War, the War of the League of Augsburg, and the War of the Spanish Succession. Not only did France grow militarily, it also advanced culturally during Louis’s reign with dramatists Molière, Racine, and Corneille. Louis XIV worked successfully to create an absolutist and centralized state, where he was the absolute monarch. The phrase "L'État, c'est moi

Guess Im Not Meant For A Relationship
i guess im not meant for one. i keep finding someway to mess things up with the girl i really like or just meeting for the first time. yeha i dont look that great but i seem to get them into me and then i fuck things up someway. ever since my first ex i have gone down hill with woman. so i dont know what to do now.

Certain Someone
Ok ya i writing about a certain someone that needs to get over the fact im with someone an i wasnt going to sit there an wait for another 3 years just to be in a relationship with someone. I dont wanna lose people as friends but i guess if its going to end up that way then i guess i will have to lose people as frinds an never talk to them again. Im sorry but u know who u are an all we do is fight an is getting old way to old. If you wanna talk u know how to reach me. Other wise if not Take care. Goodbye

Rosie Tells Abc To Screw Its 9/11 Censorship
Offers of more money, new contract turned down by hero O'Donnell as she refuses to shut up about 9/11 Steve Watson Prison Planet Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ABC is reporting that it has been unable to come to a contractual agreement with Rosie O'Donnell. As a result, her hosting duties on The View will come to an end mid-June. An article by ABC news states: So here we are a year later, and while we've tried to come to terms on a deal that would extend her co-hosting duties on 'The View,' we find ourselves unable to agree on some key elements. Despite controversy — or maybe because of it — O'Donnell was good business for ABC, owned by the Walt Disney Co. Ratings for "The View" during February sweeps were up 15 percent in key women demographics over the same time in 2006. We can reveal that the "key elements" that could not be agreed upon were O'Donnell's propensity to continue to expose the fraud that is the government's official story of 9/11 and her pledge

On The Outside (looking In)
I hate how I am so untrusting of people. I always question their intentions and wonder about their motives. Paranoia? Perhaps. Maybe, I am just looking out for myself; I have been hurt countless times before; by people who claimed to have my best interest in mind. These feelings cause me to feel like I am on the outside of things. Like watching a movie or play. Never really feeling connected to the situation. I wish I could toss logic and reason out the window and live life carefree. Yet, night after night I sit pondering and overly analyzing everything in my life.

Attitude
Attitude There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did ~ and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M," she said, ~ "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in t he mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, ~ "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up , looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, ~ "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. have a life FULL of Attitude

Level Of Darkness Quiz
You scored as Murderous/Scary Dark. You are "Murderous/Scary Dark".Someone either tortured you psychologically and emotionally to the point of madness,or you're just naturally fucked in the head.You might come from an abusive household,and you hate the world and just wish everyone would die. A good band for you would either be The Misfits or Cradle of Filth.Fallen68%Murderous/Scary Dark68%Elegant dark64%Naturally Dark64%What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Robert Jay Matthews
“Ten hearts, one beat! One hundred hearts, one beat! Ten thousand hearts, one beat! We are born to fight and to die and to continue the flow, the flow of our people. Onward we will go, onward to the stars, high above the mud, the mud of yellow, black and brown! Kinsmen, duty calls! The future is now! So stand up like men, and drive the enemy to the sea! Stand up like men, and swear a sacred oath upon the green graves of our sires that you will reclaim what our forefathers discovered, explored, conquered, settled, built and died for! Stand up like men and reclaim our soil! Kinsmen, arise! Look towards the stars and proclaim our destiny!” These words were spoken by a great man, a man who saw how society had been failing his people, a man who deeply and truly was for his race. Robert Jay Matthews was a man for the true white race, he wasn’t afraid of dieing for the cause and he wasn’t afraid of killing for it either, though his light was cut short in a hail of bullets, his name will

True Love
True love A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

An Update
Sorry I haven't been around but life has had me busy busy busy.. First off I didn't pass the LSAT but I am ok. Just wasn't meant to be and on to bigger better things. I was battle chest pains and breathing problems for awhile and they doctor thought I was having a heart attack. That wasn't the case thank God. I am doing better now. I occassionaly get the pain and get shortness of breathe but it isn't as bad. I recently moved in with my best friend as things didn't work out living with my brother and his wife. I love being here as I am treated very well. I moving to NJ this summer. I am really looking foward to it. I miss my mom but most of all I get to finally and hopefully get my life on track. I have been looking into going back to college to brush up on somethings dealing with Graphic Arts and Web Designing. I am also going to looking into photography as I love going out and taking pics of nature. The college also has a radio broadcasting department, so I am looking i

Im 70% White
How white are you? [] You went to a private school. [x]you watch the show Laguna Beach. [] You watch the show American Idol. [] You watch the show O.C. [x] You know what a poncho is. [x] You have listened to and liked a band called Panic! at the Disco. [x] You shop at American Eagle, Aeropostale, Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, J crew, or Lacoste. [x] You have/had a dog that is NOT a pitbull. [x] You own a pair of dc's/converse/etnies/vans. [] You'd get jumped if you said the n-word [x] You have been to a beach house in the summer [x]You have lived in more than one house not apartment. [x]You/Your parent(s) have driven cars with leather seats. [x ] You say the word DUDE a lot. [] You think cops are good. [ ] You have absolutely no idea what twista is saying when he raps.. [x] You listen to rock. [x]You know who willie nelson is. [x] Your parents give you money when you ask. [] Your parents just hand you money for no reason at

Why God Created Children
WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children after creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve...we have Forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "Uh huh," Adam replied. "Then why did you?" said

Today's Anti-smoking Purge Is Borrowed From The Nazis
Prison Planet | April 25, 2007 Paul Joseph Watson A wealth of overlooked yet frightening literature concerning the Nazi crusade against smoking provides a clear parallel to contemporary developments and an alarming warning that state restriction of personal habits is the pre-cursor to dictatorship. Beginning in the early 1930's, as part of the Nazi agenda for racial purity, Hitler spearheaded a national campaign to ban smoking in all public buildings, and denounced the practice as a betrayal of the fascist drive for bodily purity. "Brother national socialist, do you know that our Führer is against smoking and think that every German is responsible to the whole people for all his deeds and emissions, and does not have the right to damage his body with drugs?" stated one magazine. As I wrote earlier this year , "The regulation of the personal habit of smoking, including new legislative moves in San Francisco to ban cigarettes in private homes, and its enforcement by an

My Bitch About Down Scorers
why is it that people are still down-scoring photo's, profiles, etc when things have now changed & we KNOW that they are doing this. it is no longer the case of 'someone rated your photo a 9' or whatever... wake up people we know who u are LOL

"dont Pump Gas On The 15th Of May"
SOME GOOD FROM A MYSPACE FRIEND. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with "dont pump gas on the 15th of may"

Silent Screams
I hear silence is deadly, am I killing myself? I'm strangling my thoughts, but still tightening the belt. Why do I feel that I have no voice? Isnt it really just a matter of choice? If its really that easy, then why cant I speak? I'd hate to think its because I'm too weak. I've spent my whole life wanting to say what I feel. But when it comes down to it, I cant get to whats real. Is it because of how I was raised from the start? Saying whats nice, even when you've ripped out my heart. You've done me so wrong, tired of hearing this story. Yet all I can say is "Forgive me, I'm sorry" I wish I could say "I hate you! Just leave!!" But all I can do is wipe my tears on my sleeve. Yeah sience is deadly I truely believe. Thats why I wish you could hear my silent screams.

Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away 'cause i can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart. or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little girl inside That cries out for attention yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said

How Well Do You Know Me
(2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think Im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) Whats my favorite color: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) Whats my phone number: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: (5 Points) How long have I been dating them: (5 points) How tall am I: (5 Points) What is my worst ha

11 Things Losers Do On Myspace
ONE there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking idiot.. FOUR NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still RETARTED. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS MYSPACE!!! not your space SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Little 6th graders who have MySpace and look like

Only Once...a Poem
I haven't been inspired to write for a very long time yet tonight for some reason I am. You will see the repetative phrase only once... because in honesty, what is life but taking chances even if only that one time? To help someone, to love, to laugh, to be free? Only Once To be free, only once. With you having fun, only once. To see you smile, only once. For you to forget your sorrow, only once. To laugh without care, only once. To enjoy the sun and breeze, only once. Travel and see the history of man, only once. To see where life takes us, only once. To touch your gentle lips with mine, only once. To look into your eyes and realize I am home, only once. To feel both our hearts skip a beat together, only once. To know it may not be forever but only once.

Cheater, Cheater Pumpkin Eater
.Cheating is an odd term, when you think about it. What are you cheating them out of? Conversely, what would you be getting cheated out of? Isn't infidelity actually a gift? You're giving the person the opportunity to see you as the chicken-shit that you are. The person who can't be bothered to tell them that you can't be with them anymore. "Cheating" on someone gives them ammunition against you and makes it easy for them to break up with you (or you with them). I've been on all corners of the cheating block. I've been the one to cheat. I've been the one to get cheated on. I've been the "other woman." And I've been the person who held in the information of someone else's indiscretion. No side is a favorable one. They all have their drawbacks. Being cheated on hurts the most. Hell, when you discover that you're not enough for someone and they didn't respect you enough to tell you that before going and entangling their genitals with someone else, that revelation kills. It can feel

Koalas Lust For Me
CUZ I SMELL LIKE EUCALYPTUS.AND SPEARMINT.SO WHO IS THE FAIREST OF ALL-WHY IT NOT ME.ANYWAY,I HAVE LEPROSY.OR DO I?NOBODY READS THESE ANYWAY,THEY JUST CLICK 10 -SO GO AHEAD,STROKE ME OFF WITH ANOTHER 10 AND ANOTHER TILL I CREAM GIFTS ALL OVER YOUR PROFILE.AND IF YOU DO READ,THEN TAKE NO OFFENSE FOR YOUARE NOW STUCK WITH THESE WORDS IN YOUR MIND FOREVER-SUCK IT UP GIRAFFIC HORDES/.HGUR

F*ck Buddies
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Some Damn Quiz
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage83%Blind Folds58%Biting58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

So If I Don't Get On 4 Awhile.....
It will mainly be due to the fact I have some things that I need to work out and I probably won't have enough time to get on here for awhile... so if I'm not on here 4 awhile... I'm sorry and I'm definately sorry to you Mario hunni because I'll miss you and I love you sweetie. Take Care.... and remember I am always thinking of you. ;p *smooches and hugs" XOXOXO Tiffany

Giuliani Warns Of 'new 9/11' If Dems Win
The Politico | April 25, 2007 Roger Simon MANCHESTER, N.H. —- Rudy Giuliani said if a Democrat is elected president in 2008, America will be at risk for another terrorist attack on the scale of Sept. 11, 2001. But if a Republican is elected, he said, especially if it is him, terrorist attacks can be anticipated and stopped. “If any Republican is elected president —- and I think obviously I would be the best at this —- we will remain on offense and will anticipate what [the terrorists] will do and try to stop them before they do it,” Giuliani said. The former New York City mayor, currently leading in all national polls for the Republican nomination for president, said Tuesday night that America would ultimately defeat terrorism no matter which party gains the White House. “But the question is how long will it take and how many casualties will we have?” Giuliani said. “If we are on defense [with a Democratic president], we will have more losses and it will go on longer.”

Why Bother
WHY BOTHER EVEN REPOSTING THINGS IF NO ONE ON MY LIST READS ANY OF IT...I BET NO ONE READS THIS EITHER! I DO THINGS FOR MOST PPL THAT I KNOW AND FOR PPL I DON'T KNOW ON HERE...THE LEAST YOU ALL COULD DO IS JUST FUCKING READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY...YES I DO REPOST SILLY BULLETINS BUT FOR THE MOST PART I WILL OCCASSIONALLY PUT OUT A PIMP OUT FOR NEW CHERRIES AND I ALWAYS REPOST FOR CANCER AND FOR MISSING CHILDREN...AS FOR THE OTHER SHIT THAT SOME PPL PERSIST ON SENDING TO ME I COULD CARE LESS...I CAN NOT STAND THE FACT THAT PPL HAVE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT A DOWNRATER...WHO FUCKING CARES? I MEAN...THERE IS THAT NEW FEATURE THAT BABY J GAVE US TO SEE WHO THESE PPL ARE...SO WHY DO WE ALL NEED TO SEE WHO RATED YOU A 1? SHIT...I MEAN I GREW THE HELL UP A LONG TIME AGO AND QUITE PERSONALLY DON'T CARE IF PPL GIVE ME A 1...AT LEAST THEY ARE GIVING ME A POINT RIGHT? OMG...THE RANT SEEMS TO BE ENDLESS...LMAO...ANYHOW...IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE READ HERE THEN DON'T LOOK...TAKE ME OF

I Want This Guy!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Papa Roach "forever"
"Forever" Lyrics Artist(Band):Papa Roach In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by the fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroin- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever [CHORUS

Slayer "spirit In Black"
"Spirit in Black" Lyrics Artist(Band):Slayer (Jeff Hanneman/Kerry King) Welcome to my world Involve yourself within my dream Experience a life Just like your mind thought not to be Take a look through time As past or present words to be I rule this inferno Enthroned for eternity CHORUS Coils of the serpent unwind Buried beneath you will find Deep in the halls of the damned Spirit in black till the journey's end Spirits damned to rot Amidst the brimstone fireballs Eyes of the dead Watching from their living walls Broken glass reflections Show your flesh eaten away Beyond the gates I 'll take you Where the blood forever rains CHORUS Afterlife confessions Tell me who you used to be Looking on in wonder As I show you it was me Burning from within You know one spark is all it takes Hear the piercing cries of all Who found that hell awaits Living nightmare can't you see You really have no choice Faded memories haunt you Listen clearly to my voi

For My Father Who Passed Away Last Night
Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning...it seems the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, Jesus, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go

Friends In A Box
One of the most common questions asked online is whether or not the friendships that we make online are actually real. If you can't touch the person, can't reach across a table and smack the back of their head when they say something stupid, can't play footsies under a table... does that mean that they're somehow less of a person than the friends you know in the flesh? It's a stupid fucking question. Just because our correspondences are digital these days and delivered instantaneously doesn't mean that we're not communicating. If anything, we're communicating a hell of a lot better than back in the day when people would send one another letters. What with figuring out postage, getting someone on a pony and waiting the 3 months for something to arrive, I'm amazed that there are so many history books from that time detailing how people fell in love through the post. People did bond through letters. Granted, it was usually the upper class, those individuals who were lucky enough to

Line Breaks In Stash
hey just wanted to let ppl know (ones that dont like there stashes running together)if you want to make a brake like so name age sex ect. ect in ur stash so it dont look like this name date age sex ect. ect; use this code (but with out spaces) to create a line break at any end that you want to return to a new line < B R >

Caught In The Act?????/
kathy was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

And There I Sat...
And there I sat with a cigarette in my mouth, in the darkness the amber glow my only light. Inhaling and exhaling. The phone is turned off, it hasn’t rang in days. The only sound it makes is the soft tone from a girl that says she loves him. She can fake it for now. Can she fake it forever? A deep drag takes in the chemicals that one day will kill him. As of now he counts the number of butts on the floor in front of him. 49 less minutes of his life, not enough. He closes his eyes and imagines himself in a bright white room, wearing pure silk whit cloths, only the finest. A strong glare is reflected into his eye from a small razor blade that magically has appeared in this otherwise sterile room. He picks it up and tests its sharpness on his finger. The numbing tingle he feels on his thumb assures him that this instrument is that of the sharpest caliber. In one cool calm motion he drags the razor across his flesh, there is nothing more beautiful now that the crimson spray of O+ blo

Learn Something Everyday
Well, first things first. Last night my brother and I had a conversation where he actually made sense. Anybody who knows him knows that this is a very rare occasion, especially if it doesn't have anything to do with paintball....:) He told me that one of my problems is that I have too much of a dependence on other people. I sit around and wait for people to come to me, and I wont do anything without people. So I made a plan today, I did invite somebody, but that fell through due to a communication issue. In a way though it let me prove to myself that I could have a good time by myself and not have to sit around the house if nobody wants to do anything. Normally I make plans, invite people to go with me, and if they call out I get all kinds of depressed and let it ruin my day. Now, I'm determined to not let it ruin my day and I will do my plans anyway. So, today I went to the Ripley's aquarium in Gatlinburg. I got to pet a stingray, play with some weird crab, and I saw some rea

Moms Pain
Moms Pain I remember the time when you were strong when nothing you did was ever wrong and how you cared for all my pain when you told me to get out of the rain you were there when I fell when I was going through hell you showed me the light when I was scared from the night and now you need help I cannot give this is not how you deserve to live Mother I love you, Mother stay strong what you go through is just plain wrong

A Day For Angels
EVERYDAY,IS A DAY FOR ANGELS,ANGELS ARE THE ONES WHO WATCH OVER US,THEY ARE THERE,WHEN WE THINK ABOUT THEM,AND MISS THEM,THEY ARE OUR LOVED ONES,AND THEY THINK ABOUT US AND MISS US TOO,THAT IS WHY IT RAINS ALOT HERE IN WASHINGTON,I BELIEVE THAT THE ANGELS ARE CRYING,...

My Sons Deployment...
wow its been a long day and to finish it off i just found out my son is deploying to iraq april 30...i really dont know how to feel...i am very proud of him but very worried and sad at the same time... my boy is mad at me right now...over some very petty issues...mostly because i cry when i talk to him and ask him when he is coming home alot...havent seen him in a year and five months. I miss him so much and hate the fact that i wont get to see him before he leaves. please keep him in your prayers ... you know it is ironic how as parents we raise our kids watching them go through stages and always wishing they were old enough to do this or that...then before you know it they are gone...grown up it seems like overnight. and that is when we start wishing they were young again...lol...hard to understand being a parent...

Conversations With Helen Pt. 1
It can be surprising just how small the world can be sometimes. It was close to midnight and I was sitting at the bar in the Marriott in Cleveland. It had been a long day, the first of three days of what was shaping up to be a very dull seminar on effective interviewing techniques. (AKA how to tell if your employee is lying to you.). I was about kill my beer and go to bed, when someone sat down next to me and said, “Give my friend a fresh soldier and I’ll have the same.” “Ken!!” I said with a tad of shock in my voice. “How are ya? It’s been a long damn time.” “Sure has man, I heard that you got married.” He replied. “Yup and divorced too.” I chuckled. “But that’s ok. I’ve got a boy who’s almost 2 now and that is the best thing ever.” “Good for you!” He smiled. “You know I always wished that Helen had married you instead of that asshole George.” “I’ve heard some things about that, sounds like a really bad scene.” I said sympathetically. “She doesn’t deserve to be treat

Heart
Heart it is, not a brick or stone Why shouldn't it feel the pain? Let none tyrannize this heart Or I shall cry again and again Neither the temple, nor the mosque Nor on someone's door or porch I await on the path where He will tread Why others should compel me to go? The illumined grace that lights up the heart And glows like the midday sun That Self that annihilates all sights When then it hides in the mysterious net? The amorous glance is the deadly dagger And the arrows of emotions are fatal Your image may be equally powerful Why should it appear before you? The rules of life and bonds of sorrow In reality are the one manifestation Before realizing the ultimate truth How can then one attain liberation? Love is laden with noble thoughts Yet what remains is the carnal shame Trust conscience the still little voice Why do you want test the rival? There the pride of modesty resides Here dwells the social morality

To Michelle...
My neice is having a baby just found out it is a girl soon we'll have a little one to bless our families world. a little tiny baby sent from up above, to brighten up our darkest hours and fill our hearts with love. so this ones for my neice michelle congrats from your aunt kris may your baby be your saving grace and fill your life with bliss.

Dont Eat The Shiny Red Apple
DONT EAT THE SHINY RED APPLE IT IS FULL OF WORMS WHAT IS BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK AT ROTS AND FESTERS FROM WITHIN SOME TEMPTATIONS SHOULD BE LEFT ALONE SOME THINGS THAT SEEM WHOLE ARE BROKE I NEVER SAID THE FRUIT WAS GOOD THE WARNING STOOD CLEAR NOW YOU TASTE ITS BITTERNESS AND CANNOT HIDE YOUR FACE LEAVE THE APPLE ALONE TO ROT INTO BLACK ITS BITTERNESS ITS HIDDEN SECRET ITS BEAUTY ITS CLOAKED LIE

Chapter Eight
EIGHT When I was in high school, being skinny was, for the most part, a very good thing, mainly because it afforded me escape options not available to those with a larger size and girth than I. Simply put; when being pursued by four football players that were much larger than me, I could fit through spaces they couldn’t, and thus avoid the ass-whipping. Running is not dishonorable when you know you can’t win. However, when walking armed patrols on the DMZ (De-Militarized Zone. I still haven’t figured out why it was called De-Militarized when the entire presence there was military) skinny wasn’t a good thing. Why? Because occasionally we’d come across a Spider-hole, which was the mouth of a small tunnel, generally dug by the North Koreans. When we found one of these someone was required to crawl into it, armed with only a .45 caliber pistol and a charge of explosives, usually C-4, go as far in as they could, set the explosives, and crawl out. Once out we’d detonate the charge and bri

Bittermess Is Not Becoming Of Beauty, Not Real Beauty!!
Okay So Why Is it That Some People Just Are NOT Happy If They are Not Judging Someone else? Ya Know My Daddy Always Told Me "If Ya Ain't Got Nothin Nice to Say , Then Don't Say Nothin At All" I Look for Inner Beauty When I Make My Friends Because in Line Of Work I USE to DO...I Know BEAUTY Fades and Sometimes You Have No Control Over The Change.. and Most People Don't Know What They Have Until It's Gone...Sad But True..and If You Don't Like Yourself When You Look In The Mirror Then Man When Your Shit goes South You are Really Gonna Be Bitter.. Beauty Is Really Only Skin Deep and Some of These Botox Bitches are Deformed and Warped By Their own Sense of What Beauty Should Be and Not What it Really is...and The Money They have Spent to Do This To Themselves is a Crime..If They Only Knew How Beautiful They would be on the inside if they Just did Something for Someone Else... "Judge Not Lest Ye All So Be Judged"

Clever E-mail
This has got to be one of the most clever E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROO M PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER

Poem #3
I sometimes sit with all my thoughts struggling to come out, not ever really knowing what all this is about. as memories of my yester years and worries of the day somehow intertwine and just get in the way. some say just keep it simple and some say just let it go but the battle of my mind and heart hurts inside me so. mistakes, well yes i've made them, many choices have been wrong, but the lessons i have learned in life have made me very strong. but still i sit with all these thoughts not knowing what to do, i wish i had the answers to help the thoughts go through. till then i'll sit and wonder and maybe one day see that all these thoughts inside my head were just a part of me.

4-25-07 Astrology
If the demands of work and play are piling up on you, learn to say no, or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. You need to take care of the items on your to-do list before you start addressing everything else. This so matches me right now!

Penny For A Thought ....pt. 2
As I promised.I am now continuing this blog. Consider it my weekly rants. I do not write these for pity..nor do I write them for personal recognition. I write them because I know that there are others who feel the same and do not express it. Others whom my blogs may help inthe most minute of ways. We are all more alike than we would admit. One thing that bothers me mostly with this site is the patetic amount of people who's self-esteem is so low that they have to use someone else's pics and pretend they are something that they truly are not. I thinkthis is absurd. If you are not in love with yourself enough to show yourself and be yourself......how can you expect anyone else to be? I talk to anyone on here despite appearances. I have no problem with that. I do, however, have a problem with liars and people who toy with other's emotions and hearts. I don't play games. I have no time for games. If you want to play games.....go to some kiddie site like Myspace. Do not try to appraoch

Australia Speaks Out!
Debate in Australia. This is true and can be checked at http://www.snopes.com/politics/religion/australia.asp /www.snopes.com/politics/religion/australia.asp> Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on Nationa

Fiddler's Green Of New
Thru the meadows of the new day "fiddler's green" I found her. My steed is metal, my sabor a rifle now. My stetson made of kevlar. My spurs for formal occations only. My ememy and comrads not cherokee or cheyenne, now sunni and shia. Who saved me you ask? For my soul was lost, my heart beat slow and unshaken before the sites I've seen. An enemy of old is who, for which my enlisted description is owed. A Cherokee woman saved me, saved me from a cold existence in a heated world. The sun now shines brighter, its warmth ever warmer, my heart flutters as i think of her, and I think of of her always. I still look back on the trails I've ridden with saddness on what and whom i've lost. Now she has made me looked forward to a life of happiness I've never known. I am a U.S. Cavalryman, A U.S. Cavalry Scout who owes his life to a cherokee woman. I Love her and never want to be apart. Troopers if you see her tip you stetson and bow , for she is what I fight for. I

Hi Everyone
I just wanted to let you all know that all but one of my pictures have been made private. I'm the only one that can see them until I get down to the bottom of a situation. There is someone who apparently lives in New Hampshire that has stolen quite a few of my pictures and she's made a myspace account and a facebook account with my information from CherryTap. I might end up deleting my CherryTap account so if I just completely disappear in a few hours, you know why. --Jessica.

Unstoppable Haunts
the chubby girl sits in the corner, no one talks to her. it's the cheeks, the double chin. she fixes her hair to hide behind, so no one sees the wetness in her eyes. nostalgic moments seem to curse her thoughts more than being happy or reminiscent only because they remind her of why she's still this girl. jealousy is choking. she's sitting next to someone who hasn't acknowledged her existence, but to combat his own loneliness. and they meet and break away in a nonromantic fashion, nothing graceful about it. her mouth will never open, it will stay shut with the memories of who she once was and cannot hope to overcome.

Goodbye
time to say goodbye to this part of my life close off another chapter and sign the book the end say goodbye to a once known happiness say hello to an unknown world raise your eyes and say goodbye because goodbyes are forever flip the page start a new book leave the old one behind if ever life wants a memory to arise then the book can be opened again that chapter is closed but hopefully not forever maybe one day that chapter will be rewritten and we can prove that goodbye does not mean forever

Bored Bored Bored!
Anyway, I am bored. I have had an absolutely uneventful day. I got nothing accomplished. I only left the house to tan and go visit my friend Anna. Her stepson was acting like a horses ass and I have no idea how she kept from beating him. It was damn near 11 o'clock and he wouldn't go to bed so she wet in there and held him in the bed while he screamed so loud that he almost threw up. He was kicking hand hitting her and she probably weighs 100 pounds soaking wet. I thought he was going to knock the wind out of her. She also had the baby sleeping and he was throwing such a fit that she woke up. Then he spilled a whole glass of milk in the bed. He acts like that until he gets his way and then he stops. I have never in my life seen a kid be so damn dramatic.

Normally Surveys Suck
1.You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? myself 2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be? Hinder 3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? Tina 4. What is your favorite cheese? Cheddar 5. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal. What kind of sandwich would you have and what would be on it? Peanut Butter and Bananna and honey 6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie-celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once (they will never call you back). Who is it? hmmm what if you want them to call you back?..hmmm Natalie Portman 7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Same rules as above. Who is it? Shakira 8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you se

Here I Am...
I landed in Portland, OR at 10:25 am today... I plan to stay until next Wednesday... So - if you don't see me around - I'm out enjoying the scenery and time with my friends. Leave a note and I'll get back to ya as soon as I can. Take it light! ~Rose

Poem For 4-26-06
I remember the first time I read this poem and realized that it defined to me what love should be. Sonnet CXVI (116)-William Shakespeare Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

The Bulletins !!!
why do people post these no one reads them and hardly know one reposts them.I dont post to many Bulletins but the one I did was from a MOM whos son was shot in the head in Iraq all she wants is the support and prayer for her.Hopeing she can get to him before he dieds or has brain damage and dont know who she is.But I guess the isnt important enough to read and repost so thanks alot to those who are supposed to be my friends,I try to repost the important things for you.Points is all this is about,I just dont get it.........

The Flame
Theres a flame that burns on the edge of town It keeps all the secrets that I tell It only gets bigger with time And I feel Im coming out of my shell That is how this game is played We fall and then we fade But for now Im free from the reasoning you believe in Dont throw this in my face, dont even Like slamming into a wall painted a windex color Diving into my head you may see me undercover Finding a craving for things you might kill me for Laughing as you throw the pearls on the floor Hostility can be a good thing when justified But the way you run has me mistified No free time for me if you wanna see what Im made of Underneath this skin there are things you are afraid of For the sake of it all dont rub my wounds with delicate pages Torn from the words of crumbling old sages

Help!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.

Another Blast Of Insanity
Eventually you'd think drama would go away. People always complain about it. but for some reason it always seems to reappear. It kind of started off tonite for me. well it was hump day so i got no lovin so thats what makes me bitter 24/7 :P i mean c'mon.. a man needs his loves anyways Shannon is talking to me about the most bizarre shit i ever heard her say.. she's talking about drugs and weapons being the 2 most influential economic factors for industrialized countries economics. I'm like..why are we talking about this at 9PM? can we just talk about what we are doing or how our day was? I get like that too sometimes but she's never been quizzy like that.. women never cease to amaze me.. i will repeat that throughout my life im sure I'm confused more and more the days roll on by. She starts bitching to me about hair in the sink. Now don't get me wrong it was my hair. I shave and yeah i can't get every single hair off the sink. But why was she so insistent on me g

What Guys Should Do When They Love The Girl They're With!!!
Tell her you love her in the random moments, Hold her tight at nights, show her you need her, Hold her hand in any public place, Display your feelings for her in a poem and read it to her no matter how it sounds,give her your attention even when the guys r around, when ur watching a movie with her kiss her and whisper something romantic in her ear even if it sounds corny,dont be affraid to embarrse urself in public to put a smile on her face, remind her at times where you two first met,give her an orchid at random times to suprise her and to show her she means the world to you, never get jealous if shes talking to another guy cause shes already ur girl and u have nothing to worry about if ur treating her great, dont question what shes doing when shes hangin with her friends(remember woman need theyre space and dont need to be hassled), dont be affraid to stand up for her to anyone if u love her then shes number one on ur list of importance, AND REMEMBER ALWAYS REMEMBER HER HAPPINESS CO

I Always Will Love You
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Make Me Feel
To make me feel happy You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm the one. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

I Dream
I dream of a man who face I cannot see A man who invades my thoughts and is special to me We walk hand in hand on the beach watching the sunset and the waves roll in Kissing, touching, being together...just me and him We stop just under the pier and he lays a blanket down Takes me by the hand and very gently pulls me to the ground As we lay there side by side Looking into each other's eyes We want this moment to last forever and never say goodbye

There Was A Man
There was a woman who wanted someone to love So she prayed and cried to God above To send her a man to share her life with And for awhile her prayers were answered because he did This man was tall with eyes that glowed His hair was brown with a balding spot in the back and had a personality that flowed We laughed, cried and played together Loved being outside and enjoying the weather We once made plans and dreams for the future and even talked about having a baby What once wa so sure and certain turned into alot of maybes She gave this man her heart and soul And would have done anything for him The first time he left her he broke her heart But with time and praying she knew it would mend He came back a second time and she hoped it was to stay But he left her again, brokenhearted, and went the other way She didn't give up her hopes and dreams And hoped the third time was a charm But this time was different and it set off alarms She put him first and spent all her free

Dragon Fear Aura
Well im fucked.. -snerks- Most dragons have a "Fear Aura"... i dont.. I have some sort of strange Dragon Magnetism.. i draw people to me, they lust after me.. untill finally their mind screams at them loud enough that "THIS ISNT RIGHT!" or some such.. i still havnt figured out why people run screaming.. it always works out almost the same. from a day.. to a week.. they are interestd in me.. they find me intriguing.. Then they "Fall" for me.. either its love, or lust, dont know. then a few days later, when their head 'clears' enough.. or that thought finally trickles through the other emotions... and they 'wake up' in bed with a dragon.. and scream... then run. a few people, find that waking up in bed with a dragon is a wonderful thing... but for the most part, its run screaming time.

Child Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
To all the people in our lives who ask us what we do all day.. Recently, I was diagnosed with C. A. A D. D. Child Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to do the laundry. As I start toward the basement, I notice that there are cheerios all over the floor and my car keys are in the cereal bowl. I decide to pick up the cheerios before I do the laundry. I lay my car keys down on the counter, put the cherrios in the trash can under the counter, and notice that the trash can is full. So, I decide to take out the trash. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the trash I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left, my extra checks are in my desk in the office/playroom, so I go to my desk where I find a sippy cup full of juice. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I decide I should put the sippy cup in the refrigerator to keep it cold. A

For The Assholes Of America
To all our friends, family, and fans this blog is not directed to you. This blog is only directed for a select few AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! I have a girlfriend named Della and she is truly the one true love of my life. I love her with all my heart. If you don't believe that or if you think anything negative about that I don't really give a shit. I know all about her and yes she knows all about me. We are on here simply for friendships with other people. However there are some on here who apparently are cherrytapaholics. They think the world revolves around cherrytap and they feast on drama. Their lives have no meaning so they want to make everyone else's lives as miserable as their own. If the only thing you have to do is to get on here and spread gossip and spew drama I have just one suggestion...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!! To all ex-loves who want to send mean and nasty messages and e-mails to me and/or Della, get the hint....maybe you were just not woman enough for a real man. You talk

No Life? (courtesy Of Redneck 7705)
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story (x) Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 8 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth (x) Saw II (x) White Noise () White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates () The Princess Diaries () The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 16 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 26 () Harry Potter 1 () Harry Potter 2 () Harry Potter 3 () Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I'd see You Fall Asleep,I Would tuck You in more Tightly and Pray the Lord, Your Soul to Keep.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I see You Walk out the Door,I Would give You a Hug and Kiss and call you back for One More.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I'd Hear Your Voice Lifted up in Praise,I Would Video Tape each Action and Word, so I could play them back Day after Day.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time, I could spare an Extra Minute or Twoto stop and say "I Love You," Instead of Assuming, You Would Know I Do.If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I would be there to Share Your Day,Well, I'm sure You'll have so many more, So I can let just this One Slip Away.For Surely there's Always Tomorrow to make up for an Oversight,and we always get a Second Chance to Make Everything Right.There will Always be Another Day to say our "I Love You's",And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can Do's?"But Just in Case I Might be Wron

My Zodiac........
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Hold The Key
You Hold the Key Look down into your hand. See the key within it, lying there, sparkling and glowing in the light. The key that unlocks all of the secrets. The key that opens all of the doors. It is right in the palm of your hand. It is not something you need to seek through travel or even through study. It is there within your experience, the experience of living another day. Each day is your teacher. Each person you meet, each thought you have, each choice that you make. All of these events and experiences teach you. And what does it mean to be continually taught? It means that doors continually open. It means that each day, each moment, you hold a new key to a new door. The doors are opening continually. It may seem difficult and overwhelming to you, the rate at which the world changes. You feel that you have just begun to understand something and already it is gone from sight, with something new taking its place. But the human heart does not change. The human heart is deep

Better Days Ahead
Well, I am definatly new to this sort of thing but it is getting easier to navigate. Today was not a bad day but it was sure a long one. Tried to fall asleep but couldnt so here I sit writing this blog. With summer comming on I am hopeful that this will be the best summer I have had in several years. No more sitting around waiting on someone as I intend to find and be found by honest people. No more games for me. Life has to be better going forward than it was previously. Hope everyone is having a great time......... Till next time............. Enjoy!!!

Dreams
In the darkness, I see thee Thee like an angel of light. Slowly guiding my way. Backing to me. Calling to my soul. Showing there is hope. Filling every inch of space. Time slowly stops moving. Drawing pleasure from one another. Drawing closer together. Bodies entwined. So wrapped up in each other. Hunger. Passion. Juices. Flowing freely. The aching, needing hunger. Meeting in soft kisses. Tongues mating, entwining. Body's touching, rubbing. No one else exist in the lovers embrace. Pulls at his body urgering him closer. To take her. Stroking each others body tenderly. Slowly ever so slowly. Not wanting to miss any of each other. Slowly takes him into her body. Hardness meeting wetness. The dance slowly starting. Wetness flowing freely. The desire becoming torture. Racing to the end. She pulls him deeper. Hearing his sighs. The dance of their hips reaching a feverish level. Moaning. Lips meeting, Mating. Within the dance of there body's. Learning ea

To Be A Celebrity
To take on the role of a Celebrity you must first know the celebrity attitude they have. For instance, i could be any comedian because i cuss and don't care what people think cause people will laugh. But if the celebrity is raunchy as a fake one on here is, then he/she shouldn't kiss his fans asses because they know how he is and love him for that. That's all from me and oh. FREEDOM OF SPEECH ROCKS!

My Own Relection
Are people really there when you need them the most? Or do people just pretend? Is there real meaning in this world? Or just caoust? Is there really soul mates? Or just partners? Wonders Wonders In my heart the darkness touches trying to fill every inch of my heart. I sit and wonder what it will take to make the darkness reseed. I wonder where I will get the strength to continue my fight. Whom will still be standing by my side. Will there ever be that someone that can take me, as I am And forever keep me. Help me to lock away the darkness that holds tight. That someone just to lean on. Share everything thought, every feeling. I wonder how alone one person can feel? Does every heart ever heal? If it does heal is it perfact back together.... Or like a broken mirror mended, back together But forever distorted? Always to feel pain n fear. Never allowing ones self to trust, completly. To live everyday to its fullest. T

Chicken Primavera
Chicken Primavera This simple chicken entree will delight your whole family. With its great herbal flavors and nice hit of Parmesan cheese, you'll hardly notice you've skipped the cream that's often used in pasta primavera. Credit: Holly Clegg's Trim and Terrific Cookbook Servings: 6 to 8 Ingredients: * 1 (12-ounce) package linguine * 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into chunks or strips * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1 teaspoon minced garlic * 1/2 pound mushrooms, sliced * 1 onion, chopped * 1 red bell pepper, seeded and chopped * 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme leaves * Salt and pepper to taste * 1 cup frozen peas * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Cook the linguine according to the package directions, omitting any oil and salt; drain. In a large nonstick skillet, cook the chicken pieces in the olive oil and garli

To Be Numb...some Of My Darker Thoughts
I look around me, Looking hard. So much happens in so few short years your really here. No I haven't been on this world very long. Most would say I dont really know what I'm talking about. Suppose that could be true. I look at those around me though, I wonder........do they really know anything themselves. Or just foolings oneself? Or are we just this jumbled mess put on this earth to walk blindly into shadows. The un-known. The abass. People live because they know they will die. At some point. Most people always view it as far off in the furture. Just so they never really have to face it. Most people are too scared. When faced with death, people turn and run. Always afraid they didn't live life as they were ment too. Afraid they will end up in hell over going into His arms again, for how they lived thier life. If there is such a thing as heaven or hell. Or is it just something to believe there is to make ones self feel better about Death? Does Death really force people to li

Darkness Falls
You scored as Naturally Dark. You are \"Naturally Dark\".It is in your nature to be attracted to the darker things in life, perhaps because you\'re clinically depressed,or just pessimistic.You most likely hate the stupid fucks who pretend to be dark and depressed in an attempt to be \"goth\" or \"emo\". A good band for you would either be AFI or Bauhaus.Fallen100%Naturally Dark100%Murderous/Scary Dark100%Elegant dark71%What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Lieing From Those Surrounding Us
To be Lied too, has to be one of the hardest things in ones life. Specially from someone whom you trusted with your heart n soul. Your every secret. Shared the darkest part of you heart and mind with this person. Knowing all that you shared with them, every pain, insecurity, fear, love and laughter, knowing they know it. Know you inside n out. Knowing if they really wanted to be mean they could use it against you. Praying you don't have to face that on top of the pain of being lied too. Strung along, And betrayed. If they were so willing to lie to you once, or cheat on you, temptation and how easy it is to do this. Specially on the internet, The temptation will get to them and they will succumb to it again. At some point. No matter how strong one is. How they say n sometimes do change in the face of hurting someone they love or care about. Its hard to change the way you have been for many years. How easy you have programmed your brain of how many times you got away with it before they

How Do You Earn Your Desk?
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first pe riod, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing. Third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about th is crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out o

I Just Work Here
This past week has been interesting to say the least i went in the Hole again but got money to get out been busy the past few weeks and yeah its been crazy.. I do want to talk about this busyness tho This week alone i have been super busy ive been at the college way to much and for way too long. Honestly ive been exausted. Shinbokucon is this sunday im exicted and fustrated about that but i hope all goes well. It should Elections for this years senate is pretty stressful. were trying to do eveything correctly and thats been a thorn in my side but its also been a fun time. Reffing will be slowing down some wich will be nice my back is really starting to hate me lol. Depression Well its reared its ugly head at me again its not a bad depression but i know its there ive been so busy w everything else that i havent hqd time to myself or sent it w someone of the oppsite sex

Slave To Daddy
Being Held in the arms of Daddy after my bottom has been made red makes me feel so loved and i understand Daddy's reasons. When im held by you Daddy when i am tired and need my rest makes me feel so safe as your love envelops me. As i am held in the arms of my Daddy with each new step we tread makes me feel so warm and shows me i am treasured. Held in the arms of my Daddy after so many tears have been shed Daddy knows i love him

Lonely
sitting here lonely, the darkness is all i see anymore since youve left me ive sat and waited and longed for that oh so familiar touch. Warm embrace of the love we once knew. Its gone. forever. you left me when i needed you the most, my addiction so strong its unbareable without you. Im addicted to you. your kiss, your smile, your heart-beating with mine as we made love over and over. i need you. i want you. I love you. im lonely without you.

Black Tape
Once again there is a strip of black tape across the middle of my badge. While that probably doesn't mean anything to most of you, to me it means another life ended too soon. It means a family left stunned by grief. It means friends and co-workers trying to hold it together so inmates can't take advantage of our sorrow. My badge has had black tape across it all too often lately. Last night the world lost a good man. A man who always had a smile for everyone, never had a cross word for anyone, including those society has thrown away. I have not met many people who can honestly say they practiced what they preach. He was one. He was a minister, husband, father, friend, and correctional officer. He was good at all these things. I watched as this man's words brought tears to the eyes of hardened criminals. Drug addicts, rapsists, murderers...all of them moved by what he had to say. I watched as this man lifted his voice in song, and brought tears to the eyes of hardened correctional offic

Things On My Mind
Every element that exists in this universe is manifested through a thought first. These are my thoughts, my feelings. I feel like sharing some of the things on my mind, mostly about my poetry, but about a few other things too. Lets start with the poetry and see where this goes. My poetry is the only healthy release I have. I share it with the world via internet, not for sympathy, not for attention, not for advice. I share it because it is a way for me to say my feelings without having to say them out loud. I share them because I am proud of the fact that instead of just picking up a knife, I chose at least THAT time to use that energy elsewhere. I share it because I know some people can relate. I dont dare think I have the worst life in the world. Believe me, I know about the starving Ethiopians. But these are totally different struggles. They struggle to survive. I struggle to live. I have alot of issues inside that I let build to the point where the flood of chaos break

A Day At The Races
Horses in the race are: 1. Passionate Lady 6. Clean Sheets 2. Bare Belly 7. Thighs 3. Silk Panties 8. Big Johnson 4. Conscience 9. Heavy Bosom 5. Jockey Shorts 10. Merry Cherry And, they're off! Conscience is left behind at the post. Jockey Shorts andSilk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosom is being pressured. Passionate lady is caught between Thighs and Big Johnson in a very tight spot. At the halfway mark it's Bare Belly on top. Thighs opens up and Big Johnson is pressed in. Heavy Bosom is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Johnson. At the stretch Merry Cherry cracks under the strain. Big Johnson is making a final drive. Passionate Lady is coming. At the finish, it's Big Johnson giving everything he's got and Passionate Lady takes everything Big Johnson has to offer. It looks like a dead heat but Big Johnson squirts throu

Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors On Foxnews.com
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,266715,00.html Marijuana May Fight Lung Tumors Wednesday, April 18, 2007 By Charlene Laino E-MAIL STORY PRINTER FRIENDLY VERSION Cannabis may be bad for the lungs, but the active ingredient in marijuana may help combat lung cancer, new research suggests. In lab and mouse studies, the compound, known as THC, cut lung tumor growth in half and helped prevent the cancer from spreading, says Anju Preet, PhD, a Harvard University researcher in Boston who tested the chemical. While a lot more work needs to be done, "the results suggest THC has therapeutic potential," she tells WebMD. Moreover, other early research suggests the cannabis compound could help fight brain, prostate, and skin cancers as well, Preet says. The findings were presented at the annual meeting of the American Association for Cancer Research. The finding builds on the recent discovery of the body's own cannabinoid system, Preet says. Known as endocannabinoids, the natural

To My Friends
To all My friends. I sorry if Im not here much lately. My mum is in hospital and is not going to recover. So the family is devistated. I am close to my mum and so it is a personal shock for me. I am finding it hard to get my head round. So im not on here much. Im Up at the hospital as much as possible. Take care you guys

Your Touch
I love the way you touch me and how it makes me feel Seeing the desire in your eyes and knowing that it's real The way you touch my face as we gaze into each other's eyes Knowing that for me there is no other guy The way you run your fingers across my lips As I gently suck on your sweet finger tips The way you run your fingers through my long hair Sometimes gently tugging, It's almost more than I can bare The way you touch my neck with your gentle kisses and bites Feeling the warmth of your mouth on my neck sends me to new heights The way you gently suckle my breasts The way you kiss, caress and rub your hands all over my chest The way you kiss me as you slide your tongue over mine Tasting each other softly as our lips intertwine The way you love me as your body enters mine The warmth, the wetness, as we slowly begin to grind The way you make me soar makes me see stars and lights As I feel you burst inside me I know they'll be no sleep tonight

Chinese Sign:the Rat
Though the Western rat is reviled as little more than a bottom-dwelling disease carrier, this animal is viewed much differently in the East. The Eastern rat is revered for its quick wits and its ability to accrue and hold on to items of value; rats are considered a symbol of good luck and wealth in both China and Japan. Clever and quick-witted, the Rat of the Chinese Zodiac is utterly disarming to boot. Possessed of excellent taste, this Sign flaunts its style at every turn. Its natural charm and sharp, funny demeanor make it an appealing friend for almost anyone. The Rat likes to know who is on its side and will treat its most loyal friends with an extra measure of protection and generosity. Behind that sweet smile, though, Rats are keen and unapologetic promoters of their own agendas. This Sign is motivated by its own interests, which often include money; greed can become a problem if the Rat isn't careful to keep its priorities straight. This Sign's natural powers of charm and pe

I Like Bourbon
You scored as bourbon. you are bourbon! you are versitile and can go from sweet(mash) to sour(mash) pretty quick. you have a range of personality traits that you show differently around different people.bourbon83%whiskey79%rum75%daiquaries75%wine67%absinthe67%champagne67%beer58%midori50%vodka50%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

New Positive Outlook In Life?
If you can imagine it, you can build it -- and with a loyal support team, you might get more done than you'd originally planned. Assemble your think tank carefully, and don't be afraid to assume the leadership position. I need to live by this, seriously!!!!

How I Ache
How I ache for you to touch me And hold me in your arms To make me feel safe and secure And protect me from all harm How I ache to just be able to hold your hand and walk To be able to enjoy each other To be able just to talk How I ache for you to kiss me To feel your breath upon my neck Not being to hold you or touch you Is making me a wreck How I ache to look at your face And see the desire in your eyes Knowing I have lost you forever Breaks my heart and makes me cry How I ache for what we had And what will never be The good times, the bad times It was all worth it to me You were the greatest love of my life and always will be Forever etched into my heart You mean the world to me Don't ever forget me or the life we once shared Know I will always love you and I will always care

So U Think U Know Me Huh So Prove It!!!
prove it. (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) Where do I work: (3 Point) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think Im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do I have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) Whats my favorite color: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) Whats my phone number: (4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now: (5 Points) How long have I been dating them: (5 points) How tall am I: (5 Points) What

Dork......lol
Over the months I've... Said a lot of things... But today... My heart spoke... I asked kitten to marry me... No more obsticals... Will stand in our way... I love you kitten... I too dream of our... Wedding day... No BBE...Ehhh.... Only Christin... Sooooooo.... LOVE you... Babe...

Friends
y can't people get off your back when you accept a friend, it is nice to get some friend. it would be nice to be able to get some new friends without worring about weather anything is goin on or not? i am only with my one and true love

Girls
how is it i can find a girl for everyone else but not me, you know im not a bad looking guy from what a lot of people say but how is it i can always find a girl for one of my friends but i cant never find on for me? everytime i see a girl i show my friends because i think that they would like her but when i go searching for a girl i cant find one or the ones i talk to are too far away. and i dont mean any of this in a sexual way i just want to find a cool girl who likes to have fun and who is out-going and loves to laugh because frankly im a funny ass guy! but i got a good personality and love to do new things but its just i guess i have no luck with girls and i dont know why. i guess its because i do more for others than i do for myself but if anyone has any thought about this please let me know something. and no im not gay so dont even think about it!!!!!

Latex Biikiinii Contest....
SO.. 2MORROW NiiGHT ME && CHRiiSSY ARE ((MiiGHT)) BE ENTERiiNG A LATEX BiiKiiNii CONTEST.. WOO HOO!! SO iiF UR iiN THE PROViiDENCE AREA.. U SHOULD GO TO THE COMPLEX.. BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE WE'LL BE =) HOPEFULLY WE'LL END UP GOiiNG, MOST LiiKELY.. SO LOOK OUT FOR SOME.. UMM.. CRAZY ((WE'LL JUST PUT iiT THAT WAY)) PiiCS FRiiDAY MORNiiNG =)

Lady & The Unicorn
Once upon a time when the world was dark and mysterious their was a lady and her unicorn that bestowed her angels dust and through the darkness her hope would shine leading the lost back to the divine Their crying eyes, their search for more ~ to life ~ all would be healed ~ rhythmic motions like waves hitting the shore But the journey would not be easy for the darkness had come calling in search of the unicorn heart and as darkness lie in wait the rapture of their fate was drawing near She had just once chance a hope and a prayer but the darkness was counting on her despair for it was the light of her love in the unicorns heart that gave them strength to carry on Time grew on and the journey was long shadows upon shadows whispering their sighs to try and tease and discourage her through little subtle lies always standing on the sidelines always watching from the sidelines always seething from the sidelines waiting for their demise for purity of heart is what they

Savor The Moment
Right now is one of the best times of my life. I have so much to be thankful for. My family, friends AND everyone is in good health...PHEW!! To add to that, I am now living my dream. That's right my DREAM. We all have dreams and aspirations....but sometimes we hold ourselves back. We feel like, well what if I can't do it, or I fail. I would much rather try then always wonder what could have been. Now, I am being blessed and living my dream. Making music, performing, meeting my fans and going to the Grammy’s. This is sooo amazing!! This is my journey and it is just starting. I am so glad I never gave up and I always had faith in myself. My message to each of you is always believe in yourself. If you don't, no one else will. It is amazing how far you can go if you really trust your instants and believe. Yeah, I know everyday isn't always the best, but the hurdles make us all stronger. You hold the key and you make the difference....the rest is luck.

Acts Of Kindness
I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life the other day. I was on a plane returning to LA. The woman sitting across from me was balled up in the corner crying uncontrollably. I couldn't help but to wonder and worry what could be soooo wrong with her. I felt compelled to say something to her but at the same time, I felt it wasn't my business. I continued to sit and watch this and could no longer stand it. I simply leaned over putting my hand on her back to console her and said "I know it is none of my business, but are you OK?" She was so visibly shaken and about to burst into tears again. With all she had, she mustered up a smile and just said thank you. Much to my surprise at the end of the flight she leaned over and handed me a 2 page letter she wrote to me. She explained to me her sister was going through her 3RD battle with cancer and to talk about it out loud was just far too difficult. She had been with her sister at the hospital in Brownsville, Tx. She was

A Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to mend It's full of pain and strife Until it heals it's very hard To get on with your life You lose sleep and spend a lot of time crying It's hard to get out of bed when all you do is feel like dying It's hard to concentrate on normal everyday things and even your job You want to close yourself off from everyone, do nothing but sob But broken hearts do mend It just takes time To heal inside and out You body, soul and mind

Live In Today
I have just recently lost someone very close to me. We all experience this. It always makes me stop and really look at the big picture. The true meaning of life. Unfortunately, I have been going through one tragedy after another for the past few years. I am sure you can imagine....it has really made me take a long hard look around. For a long time I would live my life ahead of schedule. Always living in tomorrow rather than today. I am now enjoying every moment for what it is. There may not be a tomorrow, and as cliché' as it sounds......I just experienced it once again. It won't be the last either, for any of us. I urge you to enjoy yourself and the gift that you have been given. Live, laugh, love and enjoy. It is so easy to look around and complain about things, but it is just as easy to look around and see how blessed you truly are. Trust me, just look around!!!!! I thank you all for allowing me to express myself and my emotions. Ya'll are always so kind in your e

Thoughts
I am walking along life's path when I am suddenly stuck at a fork in the road. One path is the life of partying every night and drinking crazy pretty much being young and reckless. The other path is that of finding someone who I wouldn't mind spending nights sitting on the couch watching tv with. I currently chose the path of partying but it seems like life keeps taking me back to this fork every now and then. Part of me wants to find that someone to cuddle with and the other part wants to keep partying and playing. Though it seems like finding that person is hard. Some guys today all they care about is the body and not the mind. Or sex and not cuddling. That part that wants to settle down is looking for a relationship not just a one night stand. Looking for someone who is going to be there through thick or thin, who cares about me. The other part, the party girl, lives an exciting life but eventually all parties do come to an end and sometimes not always in a good way. Like

My Peeps!!!!!!!!!
As an artist who is up and coming, I have some things to share with ya'll. You know, it always seems like your favorite artist's just appeared overnight....right? Unless you really know that artist's history and how long they persistently pushed and pushed and how many people were behind them. I personally love to hear all the stories of how long it took Metallica, Linkin Park, John Mayer, Maroon 5, Alicia Keys, 50 Cent, Kanye West.....I could go on and on. No one is ever an overnight success... in any business. It is the journey of the good times and the bad times that make us appreciate the long haul that much more!! Stories of all the greats before me fuel my fire and inspire me so much. It's crazy as I look back on my journey of where I started and where I am at now. I can't believe it!! I am no longer dreaming it, I am living it. With this being said, the message is to let you know how many people that are behind the scenes that you don't see. They see to it that I

Life In General
I was just dippin my toes in the jacuzzi, looking at the moon and thinking how lucky I am. I've been dealing with some difficult times lately but overall life is good. . I've got a little better perspective on my limitatinos these days and I can deal with my life not being as easy as it was. I am a survivor

Why Are Ppl Like This?
Why do people think they can just say whatever they want to say to people?Im not talking about the normal "your a bitch" or "your a fake" or "your a ho" type comments.Im talking about putting them down with very cruel and hurtful words.I also would like to know where people think and feel that they can say mean things about someones nationality and then continue to put down thier country also.Its not right for people like that to do.As far as im concerned,theres no place for people like that in the LC community. Who cares if pictures are real or fake?You dont like a person here then simply dont associate with them.There is enough hate and animosity going on in the world as it is,must we bring it to a place meant to bring people together who on a normal basis would never have even met at all in any way?I mean honestly,think about it,98% of us will never even meet in person so who the hell cares what pic they have up or dont have up.shouldnt it just matter whether or not the person

*sigh* There's Always Something Bad...
It never really seems to fail. I can be on top of the world, happy as I can be, when something happens. An accident, fall out with a friend, something of my own doing... It just seems to happen. This time, it's not any one person's fault, nor was there any wrong doing... A very good friend of mine has been fighting cancer for several months now. I was under the impression things were going weel and she was pulling through just fine. That is, until I had a conversation with her yesterday. She's scheduled to go into surgery soon to remove the cancer. That much I knew, what I didn't know was just how severe it had progressed. After we talked for awhile, she told me that during this surgery she has to have her uterus, overies and parts of her kidneys removed. It's a serious operation, that could be fatal. She said the doctors told her she'd have a 50/50 chance of making it through the surgery. That's not saying anything about if the cancer would come back or any other

The Real Deal!!
So many of you email me, support me and spread the word about my music constantly. I don't ever ever ever take this for granted. I try and tell you what it means, but I thought I would really break it all down for you. This way you have a better understanding of me and what I am about.....in case you don't all ready know. In today's music I am sure you are all aware of all of the disposable music and 1 hit wonders out there. To each their own, but that is not the route for me. I pride myself on my music and art. I look to the greats like Metallica, Aerosmith, Tina Turner, you get the idea. They all took their time and built there fan base from the ground up. Look at the loyalty of the fans (and some of you may be fans of the people I listed) and they are still with them to this day. They all watched and witnessed the growth. This is exactly what I am doing. It is about being able to connect, understand and grow with your fans. If you don't spend time on growing and nur

Im Ready
im ready!!! so far away yet so close together so many things falling apart the distance is far but not our hearts when we talk we seem so close yet we are still so far away all day long i wait to hear your voice so many things to say yet none gets said its like my mind goes blank all my words fade and nothings there everything inside me stops nothing with me is the same anymore many of my habits are gone the things i do now are all because of you i've figured out who the real me is you have helped me open my eyes and find something new now im me and im ready ready to be myself ready to be who i've been inside this whole time hiding inside,hiding from my fears, hiding from life now IM here and im not going anywhere IM READY...!

I Do, I Hate Money
Firstly, I think I am being sucked into this place. I don't know why; no one's yet invited me home with them... perhaps it's the novelty of it, perhaps it's that hope that I really might meet some really cool people around me. Either way, I've popped in here enough times already, and here I am again. I been home for over an hour. I should be finishing up on my homework. I got three days left with the crap, but all I gotta do is proof and add my cites. Probably an hour's time, max. Instead, I'm dicking around on this thing, trying to hunt down a loan. Which is going nowhere. I shouldn't expect it to; I spent twelve years fucking my credit. Can't even get a decent enough loan through any payday advance place, which is just like grabbing my ankles I know, but I want the money now. I want this taken care of now. I'm stuck in a job I cannot stand because of its convienance. I really only use my money for anything I need. Sure, I waste it (don't ask me about ebay...), but not extravagant

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry.. If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. If I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. If I'm too short or too tall for you. I'm sorry.. If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. If my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all...I I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are."

Curioser And Curioser
the thought of getting to know you better is all i can think about. it crowds my brain throughout my day. i just don't understand how this can be. it is not rational. but i am mesmerized by you, your words, your ideas, your perspectives, your eyes. your eyes, need i say more? how can this be? i just don't understand this. there is nothing but cyberspace between your realm and mine and yet the curiosity is tangible as if you had just walked into the same room. it drives me crazy, i am not used to being distracted this way. i keep thinking it will pass, hoping that it will so i can go back to normal. it freaks me out some. such a fine line between wanting to know you and not crowd you too. **sigh** what to do?

Ugly
It's not the best Of neighborhoods But why throw her out In this weather Just because she's Old, ugly and white. Probably cost Too much To maintain In the style To which she was accustomed. Now brutishly Tossed out, She's probably Broke as well. No doubt replaced By a young pretty thing With complexion Clear and clean And if that's not all To tell, One that's cheap and Tawdry as well. So there she sits On the curb Waiting For the end. Will someone Pick her up And use her as she's Been used before. Or will she be Tossed aside On the heap Of waste Like so much Fodder For society's mill. Some will say This is the fate To which she was born Nature designed her To be nothing but a vessel Scorned and kept away from prying eyes Always serving her master and his needs to the very end. The society's unkind to a water closet.

Hump Day Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Very much taken 2) Are you happy with where you are? I like who I am and the people I choose to surround myself with. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I have, but with others it takes time. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? NEVER 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? I wouldn't be in a relationship with someone who would be unfaithful to me. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Yes 8) Do you want children? nope, I have 2. 9) How many? ZERO 10) Would you consider adoption? I don't want any more of my own, why would I want yours?? 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? They should just say so. 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? I don't play any games.. Except naked Twister. 13) Do you want someone you can't have?

Jades Abduction................
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with a shaky voice. The man laughed a deep-throated laugh that mad

A Sad, But Also Happy Day.
Well today we remembered my Pop Pop on his 1 yr anniversary of his passing. I got up and performed in front of 200 people, just like I said I would, but I did have the chills running up my spine. I belted out every note that was in my heart. The good thing was we raised some money for the Veterans fund. My Pop Pop did 2 tours of duty in the Army and Air Force, so it was an honor to do in his memory. I ran into a lot of the people I grew up with and had learned to box and wrestle with when I was in high school. As a matter of fact one of the guys is trying to get me to get back in the ring. I'm contemplating it seriously. Must be having a China Doll Syndrome as I like to say. It was truly a blessing to see so many happy people celebrating the great life my grandfather lived and to make known that I am not alone. Life does go on.

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #4
couples cuddle next to technology in the corner papers are being shuffled two tables over, i'm clinging to my cigarette like a life preserver, eyes scanning the room for something more to say. but all i've found is lifeless, backpacks strewn about the chairs with no one in them, and the pool table lies dormant. fingerprints of long gone patrons cover the doors, as if their soul left its mark within the walls. i can almost feel the neon burning, imploring the masses to consume coffee and space inside a haven for the broke college students to steal wifi, but toss the bums out in the street.

Can You Help Me Out A Little?
I have a morph picture in a contest that I would appreciate if you would stop by and leave a few comments on it for me. It wins by the most comments. Here's the link to the pic. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 If I could get a few comments from each of my friends I just might win this thing!

Rating Limits
For once I have hit my rating limit for the day. Can I ask why in the hell there is now a rating limit? What's the fun in that if you can only rate so much a day. I think it's shiity. I think that they need to get rid of this rating limit crap. I rate peoples pics no mater what. I know that if people are viewing my pics, I'd like for them to rate them while they are at. So how can I go looking at peoples pictures with out rating them. What, go look at them and then come back the next day and rate them. That's pointless. Please get rid of the rating limits. I understand that they are probably there because of some people that all they do is rate all day long to bump up in points. I'm not, and half the people out there are not. You should limit those rating 24/7 only. Omg this sucks ass. I have to wait until after midnight so that I can go start rating people again. URGGGGGGG

What I Need...
I really think that Keith and I soooo need a vacation from the kids...I really need to get up to Woodridge and help Doranne get her stuff packed and Keith really needs to go see his dad...if i bring my 13 year old, she would be very helpful...if i bring my 3 year old, he will be a big pain in the butt...lol..I really just want to escape the reality of being in southern illinois and go up north where I truelly belong..

Friday
One more day and I can have fish and wine. Probably another bottle of German wine (but not the large bottle of Riesling ... not just yet anyways) i think I might just buy another bottle of kabinet or Leibfraumilch. Anyways... tonight no wine or beer. Only Ginger ale.

Stay
So very possibly I have seen one of the best movies of my life seriously no joke. I saw the movie stay last week. And I'll admit i had to watch it a couple times to fully understand it. But everytime I watched it I fell in love with it even more. The movie begins with Henry and his family driving down the Brooklyn bridge when they have a blow out and are in an accident; however you don't know how the accident turns out in the end. Throughout the movie Henry appears to be very trouble, he sees a psychiatrist, is in need of medication, and treatens suicide. As the movie moves on the characters begin to see the same people and they begin to repeat moments in time. None of which makes sense at the time. It is not until the very end that we are told or rather shown that everyone in the car crash dies instantly except for Henry. Henry dies slowly on the bridge. As he begins to leave this life is watches those around him and what is happening. Here we realize that the entire film

Battle Of The Sexes
I am in the battle of the sexes contest. All I need is for all of my friends and fans to stop by and just rate and comment me once...thats all it is not a bombing contest.....here is the link to my pic....please show me some Cherry Love... http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=156422&albumid=322004&i=1350123237

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #3
plasma screens masquerade as art in the windows across the street, and everyone walks by in ignorance, much more intrigued by what shoes she's wearing, or the movie they watched yesterday. the world revolves around pop culture, and no one bats an eye. the televisions indoors broadcast the breaking news of fugitives caught, the law wins again, but there's no sound. at least the banter of some expert schmuck, some former chief of whatever, cannot be heard... teenybopper music is drowning out the silence. homework, poker, laptops for days, machines that implore you to deprive yourself of your cash, floor-to-ceiling windows, and many versions of newspapers... somehow the people seem to disappear in an atmosphere of twentysomethingland.

Sicky :(
Better Than Me VideoBetter Than Me lyrics - Hinder lyricsHinder Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure hinder "better than me" = new obssession i hate being sick. especially since i dont know wat i have and there's a mono outbreak like last month. it's my tonsels i think...i dunno i normally get a sore throat before i get a cold but i've had sore glands for like 3 days and it normally gets so bad that i cant swallow...cept this isnt gettin worse or better. it's just there. i feel like my throat is closing up...i dunno, lol, prolly just me being stupid. yay! i missed a day of school and caught up on my english reading! now i need to meet my other passion need...SLEEP. especially since we're gonna start pullin a lot of hours on the musical and prom is coming up. matt's going prom dress shoppin wit me! i wanna skip tomorrow too... i dislike being sick...alot!

I'm Really Sorry
I usually try to rate everyone who rates me, but I've been preoccupied lately. I have a lot of stuff on my mind. My Papa has four large masses on his neck. He has Thyroid Cancer and he went to the hospital today. The news wasn't that good. By the looks of it and from the questions the Doctor's were asking, we feel that it could possibly be the worse type of thyroid cancer. The worse type has a very low survival rate even with chemo and radiation. We're not sure if my Papa is going to make it. So, I'm sorry if anyone on here has felt that I've been ignoring them or anything. . .I'm just really worried about my Papa and of course, my family takes priority over websites. I've been crying all night. I just don't want him to die. I know that if it's someones time to go, that they must. However, that doesn't make it hurt any less. I'm just really scared. All I can do for him is pray. :(

Yeah...
"One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time All I know, time was just slipping away And I watched it count down to the end of the day Watched it watch me and the words that I say The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins I know that I didn’t look out below And I watched the time go right out the window Tried to grab hold Tried not to watch I wasted it all on the hands of the clock But in the end, no matter what I pretend The journey is more important than the end or the start And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter Hey, yo One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to explain in due time All I know, hah, I so-socialse Li

Lonely
It sucks being away from friends and family, even thought we have a job to do it doesnt make it any easier being here. Feel free to hit me up anytime, making new friends is always a bonus. I am in Ramadi if anyone wnats to look it up and see where I am.

4 Ways For A Happy Relationship
4 ways for a happy relationship 1. It is important to find a man who works around the house, cooks and cleans and who makes money. 2. It is important to find a man who loves to spend money on you, and show you a good time. 3. It is important to find a man who's good in bed and who loves to have sex with you. 4. It is important that these three men never meet.

I'm Sorry...
I saw this posted on another website and thought...damn...that is exactly how I feel sometimes. I mean come on, I know I am not anorexic, supermodel skinny, I know I have flaws and I am not perfect. But, I also know I am a great friend, good person, and great girlfriend...and if a guy is too superficial and shallow to see all the good qualities I have to offer just because I may not look like what society says I should, then I do feel sorry for them! I'm sorry...if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to

Women
1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey acting up and you need a quick nut. The bi

Blue Ribbon
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys i

Good Guys/ Bad Buys
You know all my life i hear this crap about girls only like bad boys, nice guys never get the girl. Well guess what the same about guys.. they rather the gold digging bitch over the good girl that wants to help them and will always be there for them. im so sick of this. why is there always this double standard shit?

7/7 Memorial Graphics - Warning - *contains Another Rant*
So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memorial graphics for 9/11 in them, which I can totally understand, I would too. And with July fast approaching us, I thought I would hit up google and get some ready to display on my page. So there I was in google images, hitting 'next', 'next', 'next' with NO results what-so-ever. So I hit up the regualr webpage search, and again, very FEW results, and the few graphics I did find were shit. It makes me wonder why us English people haven't taken the time to make some decent memorial graphics for the people who died in the horrific bombings. What kind of message id it giving to the rest of the world and what kind of people are we? So please, if any of my wonderful Cherry friends find any, please, please, please let me know, I would be eternally grateful. And if no-one can help out, then I guess I'm gonna have to work on my own graphics and prove that not all of us have forgotton about 7/7. Than

@#$% Internet Providers
So... I'm switching from Verizon DSL back to Comcast (if you've talked to me on IM, you know why), and Comcast was supposed to come out yesterday and set up my internet. Then they called Monday and said they couldn't come out because Verizon "needed 13 days notice" or something (I ordered this on the 10th, it was due to be installed on the 24th -- isn't that 14 days notice?). So they rescheduled for the 1st. Unfortunately, I'd already canceled Verizon for today, and I couldn't get the switch-off order removed. End result -- I will not have internet at home until next Tuesday. The problem is that I currently have the flu and will be stuck at home the next two days, and thus probably unable to check in online. Then it's the weekend. :) Anyway, I won't be returning love, and I won't really be online except when, and if, I'm at work. I'll miss you all! Love, Tanya, who's wondering how sad it is that she staggered into work with a 102 temp to write this blog so ya'll wouldn't

Just Another Day
Today I finally graduated from my training and officially have become a public affairs specialist for the Air Force. Although it should be a happy occasion for me, my celebration has been very short lived. I have so many things I have to deal with now and it's wearing me down. It's incredibly frustrating. I don't know how I've managed to keep my head for the most part. Further feeding my frustration is how I've tried to update my blog on myspace and the website keeps redirecting me to a blank page and fucking up. Oh well, that's hardly worth complaining about though. On another note, I am currently working on one final video with some great interviews from some of my Air Force classmates that should be up within the next few days (hopefully) after I fine tune some things. I wish I could have gotten to know them a little better since my time with almost all of the them was limited to the classroom. Making those dumb videos has really helped get my mind off things and fill in so

Fleeing Harem Girls.
If your not going to be what you say.. dont apply.. its as simple as that.. dont look at me even.. I dont want false.. I dont want fake.. And I should trust my instincts.. if something smells fishy, check its expiration date.. it might be putrid. fuck. DJ Purrr was false, first inkling i get, is when her friend is a "Dragon hunter hired by purrr" i ask her, she says things are fine, nothing changed.. then people are trying to get me kicked out of a lounge... if you dont want part of my life, im not going to force you. I only want those in my life, who care, who want to be there, who belong there.

Go Sell Crazy Somewhere Else...
We're all stocked up here...a couple of weeks ago Zak called and said, "Hey let's go have a beer!" So of course, A beer turned into another...and then another...and then a shot...you get the picture...LOL! A bonus for the night was Anton was performing at the Hideaway...and sang every song I requested! YAY! IF you've never seen her perform, you are missing out! Anyway...here are the pictures and you can tell as they go on how drunk we were getting...LOL!TishaTeetah & Bubba...aka Tisha & Zak

A Long, Touching Story
I know it’s long, but it’s worth reading. WHAT A WONDERFUL TOUCHING STORY! Two Choices , What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nat

Simple Basics
Lessons in life come in many ways and forms, most when we least expect them. My grandfather was one of the strongest influences on my life. He was my teacher in so many ways, and he taught you in a way you didn't know you were learning. He has been gone many years now, but his influence lives on so a part of him lives on in me. I like to think he'd be pleased about this. He was a simple country man, a carpenter turned farmer due to an injury. He never saw the inside of a school, but was one of the most intelligent and wisest men I have ever met. The lessons he taught me early on were what I consider some of the most important ones I have ever learned. Just simple common sense sort of things. 1 - It doesn't cost anything at all to be nice to someone, and the reward you get for that is without price. 2 - Stop and think about how what you are about to do will do to others. Always remember to say please and thank you. 3 - A good joke will help even the most desperate of

"how Much More?" Explicit Content!!!
"How much more?" How much more can I take, until the point I finally break, my whole life has been in vain, now I can feel nothing but pain, all these thoughts inside my head, dreams of me just being dead, I cannot stand my lot in life, a bullshit job, no kids, no wife, nobody loves me, or even pretends, on days I pray, its for the end, I'm not sure why I'm forced to live, I've given all I have to give, for all my efforts are in vain, so it's no wonder I've gone insane, I trully wish that I could die, but God wont let me, or tell me why, there are things about me that many admire, but I'd give them away to have what I desire, my life is far from the way I planned it, I've been denied the things most take for granted, how I feel right now is hard to explain, like a shotgun blast right to the brain, thats how I feel, like theres nothing left, like I'm talking and the whole worlds deaf, I could put a gun next to my ear, and you'd walk right by like I'm not h

I'm A Freaky Bitch
You scored as Freaky Bitch. You are a FREAKY BITCH! You love sex, you love men, and you will do anything to get what you want. You like for men to talk dirty to you in the bedroom and you wear the sexiest, sluttiest, clothes ever. Freaky Bitch100%Smart/Classy Bitch92%Gangsta Bitch83%Crazy Bitch83%The BADDEST BITCH67%Siditty Bitch67%Wannabe Bitch17%WHAT BITCH R U?created with QuizFarm.com

Advantages Of Having A Small Pecker
The advantages of having a small pecker: - Sympathy sex - I’m always “Balls Deep!” - Girls aren’t afraid to try anal - My thumb is a perfect substitute in case I can’t get it up - No fear of vibrators - Always get a deep throat BJ - No embarrassing boners at the wrong moment. No one even notices. - I’m done before she even knows I’m in.

3 Drunks Walk Into Abar...
Dustin, Tawana & I decided to go to Alexandre's down on Cedar Springs one Thursday night to hear the wonderful Anton sing...so we drank, listened to great music, and wrote notes on napkins...good times!Dustin looks so smart in his glasses! Pinky & Blondie...Tawana says "Go Loopy"

Talladega
ok people listen up if you dont watch nascar one what is wrong with you second one of the best races is this weekend if you want to see 43 cars going 200mph bumper to bumper then you need to watch believe me there is nothing else like it in the world

The Man That Will Steal My Heart...
Would feel this way about me...and I hope he is out there... I Wanna Make You Cry... by: Jeff Bates How long has it been? How long have you held it in? And how long will you wait Before you let somebody take your breath away Again? (Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry Tell me what to do And I'll do what you want me to 'Cause darlin, I believe That I have fallen hopelessly and helplessly For you (Repeat Chorus) I wanna be the one who turns you on Makes love til the lonely's gone Be the man you've dreamed of all your life I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I swear I'll make it last until Tears of joy come pourin' from your eyes I wanna make you cry I wanna make you cry

You Know Yer A Townie When...
Alright focus up here people.....cuz i'm gonna give you all a little lesson on what a townie is......ready? If you drive around and look for stuff to kill...then just end up throwing what you kill on the side of the road.........YER A TOWNIE! If you own a John deer shirt, and a John Deer hat, and where them together and think you look cool......YER A TOWNIE! If you think that food from hucks qualifies as dinner....YER A TOWNIE!!!! If the highlight of your day is seeing whats going on up-town that night...YER A TOWNIE! If you wear any of the following things more than 1 day a week: wranglers, steel toe boots, overalls, John Deer clothing, confederate flag anything, CONGRADULATIONS YER A MAJOR TOWNIE If you say Crick instead of creek, or Warshed instead of washed, YER A TOWNIE If going skinny dipping is yer idea of bathing....YER GROSS...AND A TOWNIE!!!!!!! IF Heyworth Football = life.....YER A TOWNIE! If one of your hobbies is opossum stompin...YER A TOWNIE!

Beauty
Beauty is not hidden in empty rooms and broken hearts you simply do not see it Beauty is not lost in lonely abandoned lots covered over in weeds of regret you simply do not feel it Beauty is not absent even in the discord that lives within you you simply do not hear it Beauty flowers inside your suffering as well as your joy spreads a rainbow across your sadness blankets your night sky with stars and rises in you each morning with the opening of your eyes for there is no beauty in the world that is not within you and when you live beauty from the inside out you will fall in love with the world and be caressed by every precious passing moment you will walk broken hearted into empty rooms and dance to your own discord you will weed out regrets one by one from your own abandoned lots making way for the flowering of you and you will return again to the garden you never left and find beauty waiting there all arou

Received Blanket Orders Today
My son's unit received their blanket orders today. He will be deploying on June 10th and they leave on June 13th. And to think that 13 has always been my lucky number. Hmm.....I don't know what to say right now. I'm a mother and therefore think like one in times like these. I have been down this road before on his previous deployment to Iraq. I just don't know if my heart can take a second tour of duty!

Porcelain And The Tramps
King of the World Porcelain and the Tramps - King of the World Lyrics by: Alaina Beaton Transcription by: Porcelainfan www.purevolume.com/artist/porcelainandthetrampsfan My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what gomes around coes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me Keep your head down Untill I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me [chorus] 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on you knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me [Scream] Get

Rec'd In An Email & Totally Agree!!!!
Yep! I passed it on... I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIF

Whats Wrong With People
chic (4/23/2007 1:29:46 PM): i just saw ur profile im not interested ty dude (4/23/2007 1:29:51 PM): lol like I said dude (4/23/2007 1:29:55 PM): all you ladies on this island dude (4/23/2007 1:29:58 PM): are about looks chic (4/23/2007 1:30:09 PM): thats the way it should be are people in this fucking city that narrow minded on looks!?

I Care
OMG, it was on the radio today!!! The Police just reported finding a woman with no teeth and messed up hair missing a brain on the side of the road! I am so worried about you!!! Please, please call me and let me know you are alright… I care very much for you....sniff sniff so what kiss my butt....hehehehehehehehe

Y Doesnt He Love Me?
well I went to work.. came home kinda early.. made sure HE had something to eat for supper when he got home... and he got home ina bad mood cuz he was on a machine at work instead of working on one today... He went upstairs and told me not to come up them.. I did anyways.. fuck u dont see someone for 12 hours ... ya think they might miss you? nope.. I told him that I missed him... He said he loved me... and said it mean... it sounded fucked up.. so I said yeah ya do dont ya? and then he said no I really dont.. who says that to some one? especially someone the are suppose to love... You dont say shit like that unless you MEAN it.. and it made my heart drop.. what the fuck> I do everything EVERYTHING for this boi.. I cook... I clean... I work... I do his laundry.. I make sure he always has a meal cooked.. I always make sure he has a plate fixed.. I get him something to drink.. fuck what more could you ask for? I was married to someone like this... only he treated me l

What State Do You Live In?
YOU CAN LIVE IN PHOENIX , AZ WHERE….. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade You’ve experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food You know that “dry heat” is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?! YOU CAN LIVE IN CALIFORNIA WHERE….. You make over $250,000 and you still can’t afford to buy a house The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway You know how to eat an artichoke You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is The 4 seasons are: Fire, Flood, Mud, and Drought YOU CAN LIVE IN NEW YORK WHERE….. You say “the city” and expect everyon

Poems Of Desire
Such beauty must reflect the soul within Yet all of my thoughts are of sin Desires to hold and draw you near To whisper of love in your ear A green eyed dream has me in her spell Suspended between heaven and living hell Such beauty wars have been fought for Desires that leave one wanting more I feel inside the growing fire Only you can fulfill my desire By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Relationships
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. ~Rosa Parks When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us. ~Alexander Graham Bell Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

All Governors Should Do This
YAHOO NEWS SALEM, Ore. - If Gov. Ted Kulongoski seems a little sluggish this week, he's got an excuse: he couldn't afford coffee. In fact, the Democratic governor couldn't afford much of anything during a trip to a Salem-area grocery store on Tuesday, where he had exactly $21 to buy a week's worth of food — the same amount that the state's average food stamp recipient spends weekly on groceries. Kulongoski is taking the weeklong challenge to raise awareness about the difficulty of feeding a family on a food stamp budget. Accompanied by reporters and food stamp recipient Christina Sigman-Davenport, Kulongoski headed straight for a display of organic bananas, only to have Sigman-Davenport steer him toward the cheaper non-organic variety. The governor pined wistfully for canned Progresso soups, but at $1.53 apiece, they would have blown the budget. He settled instead for three packages of Cup O'Noodles for 33 cents apiece. Kulongoski also gave up his usual Adams natural, no

Sex Sex And More Sex
SEX....WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT IT....I FOR ONE WOULD GO CRAZY...THE DIFERENT POSTIONS...THE DIFFERENT TOUCHES....THE DIFFERENT KISSES....DAMN IT IS GETTING HOT IN HERE....LOL.....SEX DOES MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND...AND TO A FEW OTHER PLACES....THE SLIDESHOW AND MUSIC WAS PUT TOGETHER BY A FRIEND OF MINE~~TEXAS GIRL~~....SO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND CHECK OUT HER OTHER SHOWS....KISSES AND LICKS TO ALL

Valtrex Day
Thank god April Fool’s Day is over. I HATE that “holiday.” It’s less of a holiday and more of an excuse to torture people with lies and deceit. Of course, if you try to act cool and *not* believe things on April 1, you are just as screwed. For example last year on 4/1, my buddy was with a prostitute who kept saying, “careful about the open sores down there….” But he didn’t want to look gullible, so he kept laughing at her clever April Fool’s joke. We now refer to April 1st as “Valtrex Day”.

Hell??
**The following is an actual question given on an LSU chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed or some variant.) One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no, souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if yo

Home Again
Here I am home again in good old PA !!! This time I am on the injured reserved list! I got sent home from Kuwait with a broken wing, I fractured my shoulder while helping out a soldier involved in a vehicle rollover, I was the medic in charge and was carrying him out of the ditch with 6 other people and as we were climbing the embankment(about 5 feet high) someone gave me a hand up and practically pulled my arm off! Felt and heard the crack, shook it off like a good paramedic and took care of my patient until the helicopter got there, and found that I couldn't use my arm so well. So I went to the hospital in Kuwait and had an MRI and found that the head of the humerus was fractured and I had a tear to the anterior labrum, was placed in a sling for 5 weeks, now I am in my 3rd week of therapy. No pain no gain!! I am slowly getting the movement back to my arm, but I still can't move it fast or lift it up in the air, so this may take a while! I have alot of time on my hands and really bo

My Kind Of Daughter (suprise Ending)
Little Thelma comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. And, "since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine?" Thelma's father thinks a bit, then says, "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock? "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then, he'd start going all over the place telling everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Thelma, tha

Wednesday 4/25/07
Was kind of a slow day today, pretty much just the usual routine of chatting and listening to music all day. I'm hoping the weather we've been having holds out until next week so I can go out and do something lol although I don't know what it's gonna be. Well, I have to be up eary in the morning so I think I'm gonna end this here. Have a good night everyone.

Life
why does it always seem the harder you try the more bad things happen? I am a good person and did all i could to make my husband happy but nothing mattered more to him than drugs , and if i hadnt have given him another chanse i could have moved on with my life where i am now going through the same thing I went through 2 yrs ago it seems so much harder to deal with this time. Will i ever find that person who treats me the way i should be or am i meant to be alone?

Firearms Refresher Course
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3 Colt: The original point and click interface. 4 Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16 You don't sho

Desperately Driven
Desperately Driven Continually cursed to fixate on my incessant insanity. Buckling beneath the weight of neverending necessity. Desperately driven to actions painfully precise. My mind has been given over to a delusive, vicious vice.

Hair In The Ears
My neighbor found out her dog could hardly hear so she took it to the veterinarian. He found that the problem was hair in its ears. He cleaned both ears and the dog could hear fine The vet then proceeded to tell the lady that if she wanted to keep this from recurring she should go to the store and get some "Nair" hair remover and rub it in the dog's ears once a month. The lady goes to the drug store and gets some "Nair" hair remover. At the register the druggist tells her, "If you're going to use this under your arms don't use deodorant for a few days." The lady says: "I'm not using it under my arms." The druggist says: "If you're using it on your legs don't shave for a couple of days." The lady says: "I'm not using it on my legs either; if you must know, I'm using it on my schnauzer." The druggist says: "Stay off your bicycle for a week."

Hey, Let's Blame Movies
Below is a article from AOL news about the shooter in Virginia. I would like to remind everyone that after Columbine, blame was passed on to everything from Marilyn Manson to Duke Nukem, also great movies like Boondocks saints, and others were almost shelved because the characters had that "Columbine look." We cannot blame Movies, or music for stuff like this, this dude was fucked up, end of story. If you have not ever seen "Oldboy" you should watch it ASAP, before it is pulled off shelves forever, it is a great movie. ______________________________________________________________________________________ Virginia Gunman's Video Shocks Campus Shooting Victims to Get Posthumous Degrees By MATT APUZZO AP BLACKSBURG, Va. (April 19) -- The disturbing video of an armed Cho Seung-Hui delivering a snarling tirade about rich "brats" and their "hedonistic needs" had marginal value to the official investigation, but it didn't add much that police didn't already know, state police said Thurs

Kinky?
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacin You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage75%Blind Folds75%Biting33%Blood17%Whips17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Why Is It Because They Lived Under My Roof...
Why is it that because they lived under my roof that I am responsible for taking care of their debt when they left me with basically nothing? My boss received a phone call today from my former tenant's brother asking her to leave a number for me to call him. My boss knows the brother well because my former tenant was also a former co-worker that had to be rushed to the hospital from the job because he had gone into congestive heart failure in October of 2006. I'm thinking that the number is my former tenant and not him. I call the number and it is not set to receive messages and it's a woman's voice. I thought it was kind of strange and called back and got the same. I blew it off. I just got a call back from the brother. He asked me who I was. He rattles off all these names and really doesn't let me answer anything other then my name. Then he says, "OOOHHHHH you are Don's friend." "Yes", I reply. He then proceeds to ask me when Don is going to receive his money fo

Viva Las Vegas
Well In the End of the Season of Our Valley National Eight Ball Association, I was not able to be part of the winning teams in our annual play off's but through the kind and awesome hearts of some of my great teams, I was offered a position to be on the first place team and receive the greatest thing by any Non-profit Association a paid RT ticket to Las Vegas with hotel accomidations as well paid for, so as the President this year I fell so blessed to have great awesome players around me, who know how to care for others! IT's a great little Assn. here in Alaska and we always look out for others. So in closing I would like to thank that team and also add, I"M GOING TO VEGAS FOR THE 7 YR IN A ROW, ALL PAID FOR!!!!!!!!! and to do what?? PLAY POOL WITH THE CHAMPS!!!! I love my life so much!!! P.S. I get to go in 1 month and 5 days!!!

Our Gaurdian Angels- My Latest Poem
Through the storm and through the rain God shielded them from feeling any pain God holds them close all through the night Then lets them go to fly with the angels by dawns early light They fly high above you in the form of a cloud, a rainbow, or a snow white dove They are now your gaurdian angels each and everyday To help guide you through and show you the way They embrace you with all the love they feel To help ease your heart, your mind, to help you heal You will never really be apart As long as you can always remember to keep thier loving memory alive inside your heart! By:AngelsFace

40 Strange Things You Might Not Know
1. Money isn't made out of paper; it's made out of cotton. 2. The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottle represents the varieties of pickles the company once had. 3. Your stomach produces a new layer of mucus every two weeks otherwise it will digest itself. 4. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 5. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a "tittle". 6. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 7. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 8. A duck's quack doesn't echo .. no one knows why. 9. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 10. Every person has a unique tongue print 11. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 12. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor who had red eyes. He was albino. 13. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 14. During the chariot scene in 'Ben H

What Does The Bdsm Emblem Mean?
The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it is merely an attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendly salute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalks and in the hallways of our daily lives. To the insider, however, the Emblem is full of meaning. The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all, the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly, the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly, the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches. It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit. Since BDSM is at the very least a play style and at its greatest a love style, the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSM context. However "together" and "whole" individuals may be, there remains a voi

Bdsm
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Whips100%Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Blind Folds0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Check Us Out
Hey yall DJ_MC is LIVE on air at www.radio.cooternets.com PLease Check out His playlist at http://xdjmcx.blogspot.com/ and be sure to tune into http://radio.cooternets.com to catch the hottest tunes anywhere on the net. GET DOWN ON IT! PS he Does do all requests so come listen in for some good music Dj-MC

Vampiric Powers
You scored as Shape shift, You are most like a Shape shifter. Can't catch you cause your already gone!! Come play with me!Shape shift100% Shadow walking81% Telepathy75% Perception25% Charisma25% Mind Control0% What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

The Collar And Its Meaning
The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outward mark worn by the submissive person in the power exchange. Each c

Vampire.....me!
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Dracula100%Akasha100%Armand83%Marius83%Angel83%Spike83%Deacon Frost67%Louis67%Lestat50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

If You Share A Place With Someone Other Than A Boyfriend/girlfriend
This past week my roommate brought home a new puppy. The puppy is very cute but it shits all the time on the carpet and cries. Our roommate forgot to think about how much work a new puppy is. With a 2 year old dog and six snakes my boyfriend and I busy taking care of our pets.

The Daydream
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such

A Call To Arms
Hi folks. It's been a while since I wrote anything here. I'm back in school and reading for class takes up a lot of my time; Reading and spending quality time with my beautiful and loving new wife. But something has been on my mind and I wanted to post a rant about it. And here it go. I had to read a book for class recently called The Revolt of the Masses by Jose Ortega y Gasset. This book was published in 1930. The author was a Spanish professor of (get this) metaphysics. Ortega y Gasset wrote this book at a time when Europe was undergoing some major political changes: Mussolini had just come to power in Italy, the National Socialists were becoming dominant in Germany, and Spain itself was on a collision course with fascism under Franco. Ortega y Gasset blamed these changes on the rise of the so-called 'mass man' or to use a modern colloquialism, the 'common man.' Ortega y Gasset's 'mass man' was classless. Classless meaning here that the attitude crossed class barriers and

Definitions Related To Collars And Leashes
Collar - Worn to denote submissiveness or slavery to a particular Master/Mistress. A collared submissive is viewed as the property of that Dominant and any interaction with the submissive must be approved by the Dominant who owns the collar. A collar given solely for a purpose of play is used to assist the submissive in achieving the headspace necessary for an SM session. Collared - To have accepted a collar from a dominant. This presumes a certain degree of continued submission the degree of which is up to the individuals involved and may range from highly dedicated to extremely casual. Collaring - The ceremony or ritual by which a submissive becomes bound to his or her Master/Mistress. Collaring represents a serious commitment between the players and is not a part of casual play. Collar and Lead - Some like purpose-made ones in rubber, leather or steel; some like ones made for large dogs but in all cases make sure they are an adequate size so they don't need to be pu

Anna Nicole And John Smithson
So Anna Nicole Smith had fake boobs and were removed from her body. Now the question is, what happened to them? Were they put on Ebay for sale to help the homeless? Were they recycled, and put into another? No my friends, none of the above. What I think they should do with them, is donate them to the Smithsonian Institute. That's right! The museum of pure Americana nirvana! Because America didn't love Anna Nicole, no siree. It LUSTED her! So I think her fake boobies should be on display, for all to see. Right next to the Playboy section in the Institute. Truth is, we don't kow what happened to them, and probably never will. But that's ok. Because it doesn't matter one bit, as its not important now that we know who the daddy of her baby is.

Mmmm Naughty Me
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God90%A Romantic20%Virgin0%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Harlan Ellison On Romance
I don't know why this came to mind today. But I thought I would share it with everyone. It's very dark and cynical, and until recently pretty much represented my attitude as well... "I know one more thing. And it's this: In every human being there is only so large a supply of love. It's like the limbs of a starfish, to some extent: if you chew off a chunk, it will grow back. But if you chew off too much, the starfish dies. Valerie B. chewed off a chunk of love from my dwindling reserve...a reserve already nibbled by Charlotte and Lory and Sherri and Cindy and others down through the years. There's still enough there to make the saleable appearance of a whole creature, but nobody gets gnawed on that way without becoming a little dead. So, if Cupid (that perverted little motherf*cker) decides his lightning ought to strike this gnarly tree trunk again, whoever or whatever gets me, is going to get a handy second, damaged goods, something a little dead and a little crippled. Having

Definitions Related To Bondage
Bondage - A group of techniques for rendering a submissive physically helpless. Breast bondage - Tying the female breasts with cord, string. rope, rubber bands, or scarves; may include nipple bondage or clamping. Immobilization - Any form of bondage where the physical movement is prevented to some degree, or totally. Kinbaku - A form of Japanese rope bondage. Painful bondage - Specialist form of severe bondage which is carried out not just for restraint but to inflict pain by fastening the body into positions that place strain on the muscles. Shibari - Japanese rope bondage. Often elaborate and decorative.

Blue October And Well, Blue October
A couple of nights ago a friend asked me to interpret a Blue October song called 'Hate Me.' She sent me a link to the lyrics and I read them. after giving her my interpretation, I wanted to hear the song. In my search for it, I discovered there are two bands called Blue October, one from Texas and one from the UK. I got some music from both of them. The Texas Blue October was interesting (and the source of the aforementioned song). They're like a cross between Live, The Ocean Blue, and (god forbid) the Crash Test Dummies. They also have a bit of a Peter Gabriel feel (which is a definite plus in my book) Not a bad band, some good lyrics and catchy melodies. The UK Blue October blew me away. They are awesome. It was like listening to a new New Order album. My quest for more of their music has already begun. they have an intricate synth-pop sound very like New Order. And that is all I am going to say about them, because if I compare them to New Order again, even I would stop readin

Hmm Is This Really Me?
You scored as Fallen, Your darkness is "Fallen". You were most likely once deeply in love, but the person on the receiving end of your affections wounded you deeply.You were also once innocent, but your wounds will not allow that innocence to return.Sadness and misfortune seem to follow you. A good band for you would either be AFI or The Cure.Fallen93% Murderous/Scary Dark89% Elegant dark86% Naturally Dark86% What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

A Poem
Listen my children and you shall hear,of a time for you that is soon to be near. When a diabolic hand reaches out of the earth crushing and depriving us of our birth. Forcing us to join the satanic procession, leading us out of our great depression, when our boisterous cries are heard vague, as the disease crumbles over us in a plague. Cold gushes of air sweep through our hair and a tingling feeling rushes over our skin. The color of night fills our eyes and we become paranoid like horses whisking at flies. We fall into a hole, demolishing our souls, and this is the day that for you awaits, beyond tomorrows mystics gates. The day when you slip into the silent land and I can no more hold you by the hand.

Idol Gives Back ~ Won't You Help?
Please help raise money for the kids in Africa and in America. Go to www.americanidol.com or call 1-877-IDOLAID and make a donation. I just did for $100. It is going to a good cause. Thanks

Fitzpatrick's War - Theodore Judson
Fitzpatrick's War is a tale of future history. The concept alone piqued my curiosity. The book is set up as an autobiography being reissued 100 years after the main character's death. Throughout the book there are footnotes by the editor which are sometimes hilarious in context. Although the book is set in the far future (the 25th century) and edited even farther into the future (the 26th century) the society resembles the Victorian Era. Electronics have been destroyed. Steam is the primary motive force. And a religious morality dominates society. The main character, Sir Robert Mayfair Bruce, is a common soldier who is knighted for valor and welcomed into a circle of friends including the future ruler of the Planet Earth, Fitzpatrick. Bruce, a product of his times, aspires to improve his station but, unlike his "superiors," has a conscience. This is a great story. It has an epic scope, thugs with hearts of gold, intelligent women, truly despicable villains, loving families, g

Myths
My Interpretatons by luna Once you start you will want more and engage in increasingly risky play. The truth is that when one starts out in BDSM they will want more and more. However, it's not like a fall off a cliff, you don't keep progressing farther and farther. I like to think of it more like climbing a mountain with a lot of plateaus on it. It's a long way to that first plateau as you learn who you are and what you want, what you need in a relationship and in play. Then when you get to that plateau, most will stay there for awhile, dabbling in what they have learned and are supremely happy there. Still others will stay there awhile, but yet find more they would like to try and then climb once more to another plateau. Within the BDSM scene there are all sorts of people on this mountain, and none of them are on the same plateau. They extend the length of the mountain, happy with where they have landed, or planning on moving up the mountain yet again. It's all about the jour

Soul Coughing
Hello there everyone. Soul Coughing is an interesting little band. The only thing I had heard before I got their albums was the "super bon bon" song from Gran Turismo 2 (PS2). I was not a fan. It is one of the more annoying songs in the game. I only seem to win the race when The Cardigans or Garbage are playing. Anyway, Soul Coughing has three albums of quirky little neo-beatnik, coffeehouse jazz mixed with hip-hop rhythms. The singer's voice is a bit droning, but it works with the material. Overall, good songwriting, if repetitious occasionally. There is a musical subtheme in Bus to Beelzebub that I can't quite identify. It's a sample of a classical piece that I associate with cartoons. I think it might be Gershwin. If anybody recognizes and can positively identify it, please let me know what it is. True Dreams of Wichita is another gem. It combines their future hit 'super bon bon' with a touch of Cyndi Lauper's 'True Colours.' I don't know if that was intentional, but it

Interesting Stabbing Westward Discovery
This is going to be kind of weird, but it definitely show how my mind works. I was listening to the 1998 Stabbing Westward album 'Darkest Days' this afternoon. The song 'Waking Up Beside You' sounded very familiar to me. and not just because I listen to that album fairly frequently. I checked out the lyrics and there it was...check this out: I've been so alone for so long forgotten by the world, forgotten to myself your effervescent eyes have awakened me and brushed the dust away... but I knew you would never stay so I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you. I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you. I miss. God I miss waking up beside you... At night I cling to you I'm so afraid afraid the day will come and I'll wake up and find you gone but you promise that you'd not abandon me and kissed my fears away..... but I woke up to that day... but I memorized the way our eyes would

April 25~update On Peaches
well i just got off the phone with my mom. peaches will b alright. she cut her eye the whole way through. so now she has tht white thing around her head so she dont play with her eye. she cant walk up the stairs. she cant lay in bed with me. she has two stiches on the out side of her eye. she goes back to the vet in 2 weeks. she has to have tht on for 14 days n the stiches have to stay in for 14 days.we have to give her med. so she dont whine n dont feel the pain. right now the vet has her on drugs n she cant hardle walk.my poor dog went through hell today.well ill update ya in the next feel weeks on how shes doing n shyt.

Creature Of The Night
You scored as Vampire. You are a Vampire. Social and charismatic, but not necessarily trendy. A leader and a follower? You are actually just versatile and take one situation at a time. You're not afraid to follow the crowd if they're going where you want to go. You're not afraid to lead a crowd, if they're not mindless idiots. You enjoy the nightlife and spending time with friends, your friends. Here's the catch, you ARE a social natural, but ONLY among your own kind. You can feel like an outcast when forced to interact with people you neither like nor respect. Nothing makes you want to roll your eyes and make a quick exit more. Those people never get to see the whole you. That would be a waste of time. The real you is known only to your closest friends and they love you. If you tied or scored highly on the other possiblities, here is what each means: Witch/Warlock! You are a magical being of light, ruled by your gut feelings and seeking out those like you. You are not fooled

Muse - Black Holes & Revelations
My friend Jerm has been trying to get me into this band for years. I acquired a copy of their new album Black Holes and Revelations and figured I would give them one more chance. While all their previous efforts (or at least the tracks Jerm shared with me) hit me as merely adding to the cosmic dissonance, this is a really good album. The majority of the album is standard fare in a post-Coldplay world. but the final track, 'Knights of Cydonia' is awesome. Recalling Queen and Thin Lizzy at their power pop peaks while maintaining their Coldplayesque vocal stylings, this song makes the album worth the investment. It's a mythic power ballad in an era of whiny pop songs. Recommended for: fans of Coldplay and/or Radiohead, Queen, Thin Lizzy, or even Uriah Heep. Or just anybody who wants something new, interesting and not half bad.

Chuck Palahniuk - Haunted
ok...I cannot recommend this book for anyone with a weak stomach. It gets very graphic. I became physically ill reading chapter two. Apparently that is fairly common though (as the epilogue explains). Palahniuk has done it again though. This really is an amazing view of the 'culture of the victim' that is so pervasive in American society today. He presents an extreme example of the lengths to which people will go to get their 15 minutes of fame. I love the way he makes the everyday and mundane terrifying. Stephen King should write so well... and so briefly. Palahniuk can revolt, terrify, amuse and exalt you in a few hundred pages. Overall, well worth reading. But beware of chapter two.

Joydrop
Joydrop is a tasty little band. Crunchy guitars, female vocals that fall in that perfect spot between, gravelly and ethereal. They have two albums: 1998's Metasexual and 2001's Viberate (sic). Reminiscent of Blondie ('All Too Well' starts off like 'Rapture'), Sleeper, Elastica, Dance Hall Crashers and other female-fronted garage bands. Their songs range from effervescent to vitriolic, but always with a catchy hook or two to make you want to hear them again. They achieve some truly epic sound on a few of the tracks. Metasexual is a fine debut album, plenty of power-pop hooks, crunchy guitars and tasty vocals. Recommended tracks: SPIDERS!!! (the exclamation points are mine, this song rocks), All Too Well, The Line. Viberate, is a more laid-back and controlled release. It is, while not over-produced, more heavily produced than the first album. As a sophomore effort, it is far better than most American bands manage. It more closely resembles Ednaswap's third album in that the

Dante's Equation - Jane Jensen
Hello everybody. It's been a while. Hope everyone is well. Dante's Equation, by Jane Jensen, is a wonderful little sci-fi thriller. The first third and last third of the book are a Ludlum-esque thriller involving quantum theory, wave mechanics, Hebrew mysticism, and of course the sinister workings of the US Department of Defense. The middle third is an unusual combination of metaphysical self-examination and sci-fi elements that, surprisingly enough, works quite well when put all together. The characters are well developed and the plot is not as hokey as my description above may suggest. The novel flows well and is a fairly quick read. Don't let the title fool you, this is not a quick knock-off of the Davinci Code. This is a respectable sci-fi thriller with certain mystical overtones. This is also the first spy novel I have read that paints the Mossad as the evil bastards I've always believed them to be. (Of course I don't read many spy novels, so just ignore that comment if i

Richard K. Morgan - Takeshi Kovacs Series - Update
Well, I just finished the third book in the Takeshi Kovacs series. It was amazing. And while the ending leaves it open enough for a possible sequel...I actually hope he leaves our beloved hero alone for a while, the guy has been through enough. The next book can only end up with him dead or with a very trite happy ending (which Kovacs definitely deserves at this point, but I'm happier picturing how he gets his happy ending in my own head). This was a wonderful series of books. Great tech, great characterization, and an action film ride. I read somewhere that Altered Carbon is being worked up for a movie. I'm hoping the Wachowski Brothers get it, after what they did with 'V for Vendetta' they've almost made up for that 'Matrix' garbage. If they apply their style to this series, it could be box office gold for them again. (as long as they don't cast Guano Reeves -- well maybe he could be in the last movie, there are surfers in it) same recommendations as before...anybody who li

Richard K. Morgan - Takeshi Kovacs Series
Hi. It's me again. Richard K. Morgan has provided his readers with something that has been missing since the original release of Blade Runner and Split Second: A sympathetic Sci-fi private dick. Morgan blends stylish film noir dialogue and attitudes into futuristic scenes that make you ache for humanity to make a technological leap. A real one, not just a faster processor for existing tech. His first book, Altered Carbon, introduces Takeshi Kovacs ( our antihero). Kovacs is an ex-Envoy. These envoy guys make James Bond look like Woody Allen (or Harrelson for that matter). The envoy training enables him to react to situations faster (and usually more violently) than normal humans. Altered Carbon is a fairly straightforward film-noir murder mystery with lots of lovely new technology for the geek that inhabits any sci-fi reader. Broken Angels is his second effort and returns us to the world of Takeshi Kovacs about 30 years later (subjective time). This time involved in a plane

Haters!!
to all dem jealous Bitches!! Notorious from head to toe, Naughty as hell but I AINT no hoe, u aint worth ma time and can't take ma place, so if you got sumthinig to say, Bitch!say it 2 ma face. I play mah game like monopoly I dare ANY Bitch to land on ma Property, Bitchy? Yeah..I might be slighty... cuz I don't kno how to say FUCK YOU politely Bitch did I just hear you talkin? Yeah, dats right..keep on walkin. 4 dem hoez tryin 2 take ma spot, I got 3 words 4 you..I think Not When Bitches brin Shyt, I'm far from da Calmest.. I aint gun slap u Ima fuck u up *dats a promise* Callin me a bitch? I kno..I kno. But in the words of Ludacris, UZ A HOE juss cuz I flirt dont mean ima hoe unlike you I kon how to say no 2 all da girls starin in ma direction damn Right Bitch ENVY DIS PERFECTION!!! Damn right im fine,sexy, I got hella money Me jealous of you?? HAHA ur FUNNY!!! 2 all da haters:do what you do I aint gott no mo time 2 waste on YOU!!!

Interesting Facts
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

Omg, I Actually Entered A Contest!!!
Yes, I actually entered one of these contests. And y'all thought I wasn't an attention whore, eh? LOL Click on my pic, go rate me and comment. C'mon...you know you love it, I mean me, I mean I love it when you rate my pics! LOL Oh, and only 1 rate, 1 comment...DON'T COMMENT BOMB!!! Thanks.

Friends..
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.

Marked
Each and everyone of us are marked by those we love. In turn, we mark them. Although they can be, these marks do not have to be physical. The ones I speak of are left indelibly upon our hearts, minds and souls. They do not fade with time. They serve as reminders to where we have been and if we dare to look, they can show us where we are going. For every smile given, every laugh shared. For every word spoken, every tear shed. For every touch, for all the tenderness, love and devotion. With reverence and pride, I wear each of J's marks.

Wimpiest Dad . . . . . .
Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says, "My dad is so scared of storms, that when lightning strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared of the dark, that when my mother works nightshift, he sleeps with the woman next door."

Life Goes On..
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It Could Be Forever
Sorry, for the way I stare Forgive me, for the way I think of you Pardon me, for dreaming all about you And do understand, the way I love you If you just knew what it is like this way I shiver when you’re near I stare at you just to seize the day I act so strange if you’re around I feel my heart smile when I see you I brag endlessly uttering words about you And I’d be hurt just the thought you can’t be mine If you just knew how long I’ve been hidin’ The secret of my affection, admiration I have I never want you to notice That I’m simply falling in love But I hate the way I feel this pain The pain, the fear of not wanting you to know Or even just to give you a single clue For I fear to face rejection and humiliation If I’d think about how I acted when you’re near I think I’m gonna regret those things Coz I assume I got lost that moment Trembling, gasping for what to do and say If I just knew how to be myself with you If only I knew what’s in your mind Then

Interesting Facts.
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

[[ Plz Read Pretty Plz ]]
anzac day - we will remember the diggers who died fighting for OUR freedom & for those who continue to fight for our freedom i just love this song sooo much - so moving =] & great video Now when I was a young man I carried me pack And I lived the free life of the rover. From the Murray's green basin to the dusty outback, Well, I waltzed my Matilda all over. Then in 1915, my country said, "Son, It's time you stop ramblin', there's work to be done." So they gave me a tin hat, and they gave me a gun, And they marched me away to the war. And the band played "Waltzing Matilda," As the ship pulled away from the quay, And amidst all the cheers, the flag waving, and tears, We sailed off for Gallipoli. And how well I remember that terrible day, How our blood stained the sand and the water; And of how in that hell that they call Suvla Bay We were butchered like lambs at the slaughter. Johnny Turk, he was waitin', he primed himself well; He showered

4/25/07
If the demands of work and play are piling up on you, learn to say no, or you could end up feeling overwhelmed. You need to take care of the items on your to-do list before you start addressing everything else. -------- I have no problem saying no to these people at work.

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

~~new Laws For Californian's~~
Subject: Heads up about new driving laws for 2007 Good information about new California driving laws. This was sent to me as a reminder that starting January 2007 we have new driving regulations, and I felt it was worth sharing. Please be aware of the costs involved! 1. Carpool lane - 1st time $1068.50 starting 1/1/07 (The $271 posted on the highway is old). Don't do it again because 2nd time is going to be double. 3rd time triple, and 4th time license suspended. 2. Incorrect lane change $380. Don't cross the lane on solid lines or intersections 3. Block intersection - $485 4. Driving on the shoulder - $450 5. Cell phone use in the construction zone. - Double fine As of 07/01/07 cell phone use must be “hands free” while driving. 6. Passengers over 18 not in their seatbelts - both passengers and drivers get tickets 7. Speeders can only drive 3 miles above the limit. 8. DUI = JAIL (Stays on your driving record for 10 years!) 9. As of 07/01/07 cell pho

Things People Cant Say When There Drunkkk
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU'RE DRUNK 1) Innovative 2) Preliminary 3) Proliferation 4) Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE -VERY- DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK 1) Specificity 2) British Constitution 3) Passive-aggressive disorder 4) Transubstantiate Things that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk: 1) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you. 2) Nope, no more booze for me. 3) Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4) No kebab for me, thank you. 5) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight? 6) I'm not interested in fighting you. 7) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing. 8) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co- cordation. I'd hate to look a fool. 9) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. 10) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning

Not Even 20 Minutes Later....
Scrapper's the man. Yes he is. Everyone needs to go buy the man a beer... hell, a KEG (since I can't), I didn't even have my problem for 2 hours... and he fixed it. No other site..... NOT ONE..... has admins that care this much, help this much, and have more patience than the ones here in CT. Baby J is on that list, too.... he damn rocks. And he put some awesome new features on the site today, most importantly, the Amber Alerts. I'm a happy girl.

2nd Place
I can’t compete Why am I hear again I told you before she isn’t just your friend Your ex is so much Of your past and your future I don’t know how to handle it I try to stay strong When all along all I want to do is punch a wall You’re not worth my tears You’re not worth my pain I’d like to through the stupid ass cunt through a window pane You have no idea what you mean to me I walk around all day with a stupid smile on my face Who’da known it was my lie to myself You are a shady bitch You have no love for me I knew it from go The first time you said her name She is to much a part of you than I I can’t compete I’d rather die It kills me every minute to see her fucking face She is a nobody to me And an everybody to you She faked her walk away When all she did was go under cover She was afraid I took you away When all that happened was you Put her on the backburner to stay For now you told her She waits patiently For the day you come and tell her I walke

Bruce Campell - If Chins Could Kill
For those of you who don't know: Bruce Campbell rules!! Need proof? Read this book. It's not a pathetic memoir of a life gone wrong. It's a celebration of life, friendship, humor, and the slow but sure triumph of the underdog. I've never been a big fan of celebrity biographies. I'm sure that sounds strange to people who know me considering I seem to be an absolute fount of worthless knowledge. But it's true. Campbell's autobiography however, had me giggling at nearly every page. The man knows how to turn even a tragedy into a compelling and amusing anecdote. So grab a copy. Read it. And then prepare yourself for the inevitable 'Evil Dead'-athon you will feel compelled to watch afterward. Recommended for: Deadites, Film buffs, Film school students, Bruce Campbell fans and of course anybody who needs a good laugh.

This Is Me!!
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!Fallen Angel100%You are a Vampiric Elf!100%Black Witch92%You are a Demon83%Vampire67%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Thoughts ( Sigh ! )
Pains of passion for the sweetest flower My captive gaze sinfully to devour You I consume with lusty desire In turn I am consumed in the fire Flames of torment for want or need Burning hotter on my thoughts it does feed Growing more intense with the passage of time Need ever stronger as the hour does chime Need of the soul that is a match to this mind Need to speak of feelings leaving me blind To a world that held me captive in chains To a path that carried torturous pains To seek out that soul that speaks my heart To share all life is and never to part To know a dream come true and feel at peace Holding and loving, Eternal, never cease By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Dont Look Here
dont look here for your happiness,its all inside yourself,you wont find it by tearing down my self asteem ,but by building you own.dont call someone a liar ,unless its the truth.dont laugh at my feelings,because your afraid to show your own

Can't Even Clean
I was off yesterday so I spent the whole night watching "Weeds" and replaying Half Life. Weeds is pretty funny, they gloss over a lot of things but it's still pretty funny over all. So, I come in tonight and hear the bosses voice at the door. I had been in a decent mood but that all died. I walk in a there's a bunch of people standing around, he's giving some dog and pony show. After they leave, he tells us we need to clean up the place and he gets to work cleaning. We tell him we'll take care of it later but nope, we can't even clean properly in his opinion. So... we all sit back, surf the internet, read magazines while the boss is bumping around cleaning up the place. lol It sure it nice to have maid service! This guy is really really twisted. Less than 45 days!! W00T!

Sexy Scale ...
How hot are you? Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relashionship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Yo daddy should of worn a rubber!!! -1= wow.....You're ugly. 0= You're not ugly. .. 1= You're almost okay. 2= You're "okay." 3= You're average. 4= You're kinda cute. 5= You're fine! 6= You're beautiful/gorgeous! 7= I'd hit it!!! 8= DAAAMMMNN YOUR SEXY!!!!!! 9= I want to MARRY you! 10= I want you alone NOW! 11= i wanna fuck you DAY and NIGHT Aint a damn one of ya gona rate me....dont know why I try to be nice I get shit on anyway.

26 Apr 07 - Thursday
26 Apr 07 - Thursday Birthdays: 1880 Mikhail Fokine Russia, choreographer/founder of modern dance 1886 Ma Rainey [Gertrude Pridgett] "Mother of the Blues", US blues singer 1893 Anita Loos author (Gentlemen Prefer Blondes) 1904 William "Count" Basie jazz pianist (Policy Man, Blazing Saddles) 1906 Gracie Allen Mrs George Burns, comedienne (George Burns Show) 1933 Carol Burnett San Antonio TX, comedian/actress (Annie, 4 Seasons) 1942 Bobby Rydell Philadelphia PA, rock singer (Wild One, Bye Bye Birdie) 1943 Gary Wright Creskill NJ, singer/keyboardist (Dream Weaver, Spooky Tooth -Love Is Alive) This day: 1478 Easter is celebrated for the first time 1721 Smallpox vaccination 1st administrated 1865 John Wilkes Booth assassin, is shot dead near Bowling Green VA at 27 1928 Madame Tussaud's waxworks exhibition opens in London 1941 A tradition begins, 1st organ at a baseball stadium (Chicago Cubs) 1948 The XP-86 prototype for the Sabre Jet first "officially" breaks the soun

Sexy Woman Of Cherrytap
Are you the sexiest woman on cherry? Do you know someone that is the sexiest woman on cherry? If so then message Nick with a link to your pic or the nominated persons pic. Click on the pic below to take you to the hosts page and message him a link or where he can rip it from. Nick@ CherryTAP The contest will last for one week. Most comments will win. No down rating of anyone. Comment bombing is allowed. You are also allowed to comment bomb yourself. First prize = 7 day blast Second prize = 3 day blast Third prize = 1 day blast Fourth place = A big pimpin gift. So get on with it what are you waiting for I know that all of you know a sexy cherry out there in cherry tap land!! (repost of original by 'British Beauty' on '2007-04-25 16:32:27')

Wtf!
I'm so tired of fake ass people that pretend to be you friend but in truth they don't even know the meaning of the word of FRIENDSHIP. Sure when everything is good they are there by your side. But as soon as things start to get bumppy they bounce. There are obviously some people that don't understand what this concept is so if you don't get it then leave me the F*** alone. To my true friends I love you much and I'll always be there. XOXO

Update To "confuzd" Blog
ok heres the deal. i wasnt talkin about being in a relationship. i was talkin bout weather or not i should stay in warren and take the job or move to bad axe and try to get a fresh start. and while id LOVE to stay aroung this area, (i have no fuckin clue y nemore) with the info i just got bout the job and the state that my lyfe is in i need the fresh start more. and TY *silent screamer* for making a very good point. i will hopefully get my shit together in bad axe and save up some cash and hopefully at that point i will b in a better place and i can come back to this area and get on with my lyfe

Virginia Tech Benifit Concert
¢¾HarleyGurl¢¾ Date: Apr 25, 2007 6:26 PM Subject VA Tech. Benefit Concert... PLZ REPOST!! Body: Being in the Northern VA, MD and DC areas; we were all affected in some way, shape or form by the events of April 16 at Virginia Tech. Crowded Streets (Northern Virginia's BEST Dave Matthews Tribute Band) along with Willie Strings & The Players (MD's Premiere Party Band) are coming together for a night of music, friends and honoring the true Hokie Spirit. When: Thursday May 10th, 2007 Where: The State Theater, Falls Church, VA Doors @ 7:00 (All Ages) Cost: $15 in advance/ $20 at the door (With proceeds going to the Hokie Spirit Memorial Fund) For any and all information you can go to: www.myspace.com/crowdedstreets www.myspace.com/williestringstheplayers or the benefit site: http://www1.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=737A171A-E338-4B3D-A8BF-5EB124CE80EA

April,25~peaches
well today wasnt a good day for me.about an hour ago peaches n my moms dogs crystal was playing in my living room.while me n my mom were out in the garge. well peaches comes out n i seen her paw was all bloody. well i told mom somethings is wrong with peaches. cuz i didnt see what was wrong with her cuz i thought she cut her paw. well whn mom looked at her she had a cut on her eye. so we had to go get moms boyfriends n try to keep peaches not to touch her eye. well whn he cleaned it off a lil bit mom said she has a pretty bad cut on her eye so they called the vet n had to take her in.i dont even know how she did it cuz i checked my living room for blood anywhere on my floor n there was none. n the only thing i can think of she cut it on was her cage. cuz her cage door is always open. n shes always hyper. n running in to shyt.so right now as im typin this my mom is at the hosptail with peaches. ill update ya on how she is whn i know. im gonna go much love