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Porn Star Karaoke Tues. May 1st
Hey Everyone, I’m scheduled to appear at a special Porn Star Karaoke event at Sardo's Bar in Burbank on May 1st from 9:00 p.m. – 1:00p.m. Come meet me in the flesh (well almost) and hob knob with some of your favorite porn stars, up close and personal! I had a blast at the last PSK; should be good times again as well. Fans and friends alike are all welcome to attend, so come join the fun…. See you there! NO COVER CHARGE!!! 21+ only. See press release below for more info. BAADMASTER TO HOST PORN STAR KARAOKE TUES. MAY 1ST BaadMaster, host of the award-winning talk show "BaadMaster's Dungeon" and featured writer for, will be bringing his super hot "Bondagettes" to Porn Star Karaoke, the adult industry's favorite Tuesday night party. Along with his KSEX co-host, porn/fetish star Satine Phoenix, BaadMaster will preside over a wild night featuring his fetish clad beauties who come from the worlds of porn and fetish. Expect anything in this wild v
Marriage, Relationship And The Whole Screwed Up System
I generally post things here because I believe Im invisible. There is some comfort in that. I have found myself asking why are we so messed up. Chasing the ultimate orgasm, job, payday, or even mate. 9 out of 10 times I have seen that the one we want someone already have or we got rid of that person cause we wanted better, or even perfect. Damn if I cant say being separated...happily I might add that I knew better and I still made the wrong choice. Then it hit me...we either go in headlong or worse we ignore someone who could make us happy because we have no happiness in ourselves. Wiser choices are not the norm anymore...I wonder were they ever?
Well I've got 1,422 points left to go until I level up again. Once I get there, I am going to take my son outside and do a photo shoot of him playing out in the nature. He loves the outdoors! Then I'll upload tons of new pics here. *sigh* I'm tired as hell, my foot hurts like a MF'er... I think I'm gonna go lay down now.. Hugs and kisses all
Please Read
Hey to you my friends and family.. I just wanted to share with you and your friends about this movie that really needs some ratings and comments... or review.. It only take about 5 mins and some seconds to view.. and about 30 seconds to rate.. Sooo Please visit the site and give a try.. its called the FATAL AGREEMENT!! Its about a female serial killer back in the 1900's.. She was from Laporte,IN mixed with some 2007 film making..(Look like a good horror movie to me..) Soo Please just take a look and you may like.. and if you could... Please repost this that would be really nice and I thank you now.. Take care out here on Cherrytap... Jeannie
A Soldier Vs N E 1 Else
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at
Guest Book.
Had to take down my guest book do to it fucking up,, an well I'm trying to find a new place to get another,, would love fer you all to re-sign it once I'm able to get one! Thanks Your Friend Jaime
Nasty Wreck
A Soldier Vs N E 1 Else
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at
Flying High Again
Sex Is Good!
- THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24%
Nymphomaniac Convention
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Boston ." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that Afr
I went to Beltane in Kings Mountain this weekend. A girlfriend had invited me because she thought it would be something I would be interested in seeing. She was right and I went on Saturday and stayed until Sunday. I watched a handfasting and witnessed dischordia plus got to sit in on a drum lesson. Not to mention all the wonderful people I met. And one place you could shop and buy a bead for $10 and get some cherries that had been soaking in Godiva Dark Chocolate Liqueur - AWESOME. I absolutely loved it and probably slept the best I have slept in a few weeks even if it was a cabin with only mats for bedding. And no I don't think it was the cherries that did it either. BTW I got some to take home with me for later - lol. I love being in the woods so this was a very relaxing weekend for me and I am glad I was invited to go and will probably go back next year. Maybe I will participate in dischordia - who knows.
Please No More Pain
why do i have to have this illness? why did my ex-husband have to do what he did to cause me to have this? i am entering the final stage of fibro and looking at ending up in a legs are beginning not to work very well and i am living on vicodin...i don't want to be on the pain pills but the pain is becoming unbearable....GOD WHY ME?!?! I PRAY FOR JUST ONE DAY PAIN FREE ONE DAY IS ALL I ASK! PLEASE!!!! AMEN
Come On, You Do Everything Else Here
I have tried to make this easier... please check this out. I am asking for help because my friend and her son both have cancer. They have been told that there is nothing more they can do for Jay, he has terminal cancer. The grandmother would love to take him on this trip to Normandy and I would like to see it happen for them. They touch my life and I want to help make this wish come true for them. This little boy is amazing and just needs a little joy in his life!! Listen to your hearts and listen to what God would have you do. thank you!! and God bless you!!! Words of a grandmother "this mighty warrior at heart....i so want to take him to normandy and i want to do it soon....have to find a way to accomplish this... he has wanted to go there ever since he knew about daughter and I know he walked on that land, shoulder to shoulder with those soldiers who were there so many years before him...he is passionate about his desire to become a soldier..."
List Cleaning Time Again
About twice a month I have to go thru all the friends I have and clean out inactive friends. It really sux too. If you are not going to associate with someone, why add them. I am not into the points game or the top Cherry spots. And if you dont associate with me, and never intend to... Please dont ask to be my friend. Friends are special to everyone. Points are for games. If you are a real friend to Meee, I will not delete you. I know who you are. Thanks, and Much love to my real friends. Just Meee
Confidence In Chaos
“Confidence in CHAOS” Zoe Elmore, Proverbs 31 Speaker Team Member Key Verse: Jeremiah 17:7-8, “Blessed are those who trust in the Lord, They are like a tree planted along a riverbank, with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves stay green and they go right on producing delicious fruit.” (NIV) Devotion: I’m sure we all have our own definition of chaos. The North American dictionary defines “chaos” as “a state of complete disorder and confusion.” I have friends whose morning routine of getting their families dressed, fed and out the door on time is an example of chaos. Maybe your work environment qualifies as chaos, or perhaps entertaining your grandchildren would more accurately define chaos for you. Whatever your definition, I’d like to change our perspective on the word “chaos.” Over the last two years my family has experienced: my husband’s job being eliminated; my 94-year-old mot
A Soldier Vs N E 1 Else
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at
Just see me for who I am...For I can not be no other..Know what say I mean and shall never it to smother...And if you never know me just carry on my dear...For the loss will not be here...
This Is Me!
hey Cherry people im new to this so i figured i leave a blog tell you alittle about me i've only been on her for 30 mins and im rated a 10 soo thanks for that! but i'm 20 ill be 21 in feb. of 08 and i know its said but im going threw a divorce at the moment im waiting on my s2b ex husband to get back from South Korea with the Army so we can sign papers! lol but i have a lil girl she will be 2 in Oct. of this year! but just stop by and im going to add more pics later! hope to ttyl Amber
See You On Myspace
If you like you can Add me on myspace I been off for a while,,,
When Nightangel Djs
hours i dj for chita...... m- suday....... 11 am to 1 pm , then 6 pm to 8 pm, eastern time
This Is True
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at
The Veteran
It is the VETERAN, not the preacher, who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the VETERAN, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.
Six Reason You Should Think Before You Speak
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak... Have you ever spoken and then wished you could immediately take the words back? ...or that you could just crawl into a hole? Here are a few testimonials of a few people who I am sure..wished they First Testimony I walked into a hair salon with my husband and 3 kids in tow, and asked loudly.."How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blowjob?" I turned around and walked out and never went back in. My husband didnt say a word..he knew better. Second Testimony I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type, I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking men that worked at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said..."I think I like playing with men's balls." Third Testimony My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold
Hey Osama
Growing Up
=( my lil girl shes growing up it seems like just yesterday she was first lifting her head up on her own and making those silly lil grins she used to make now shes getting so big! shes already 35 lbs and shes was tall for her age but that isnt the worst/best (lol) she can do so much on her own now she tells us what she wants when she wants it she has a mind of her own DEFINABLY Today, for the first time ever I said "are you being a good baby?" and she said"no" And I asked why she wasnt being a good baby??? She said "no baby no!" So I said "are you a big girl" and she said "yea, big!" awwww she doesnt even think shes lil anymore shes a big girl pardon me, I have to go cry now
These Preachers Are Getting On My Nerves
Everyone in the elder christian community seems to be talking about "the end times", which in human terms is the equivalent of Judgement Day, armageddon, apocalypse, blah blah blah. The idea that "God" is going to end the world to punish the unbelievers is nothing short of a rush to make everyone believe their way. Mankind, as far as I've seen in the news, doesn't need divine intervention to kill all of humanity. We're already well on our way, with kids growing up in homes where there is no discipline. They grow up to be gun-toting idiots who will end up shooting our genius good kids in the head for their shoes and breeding with reckless abandon as the good kids that remain are left on the sidelines wishing they knew why the fates hate them so much as to leave them 40 years old and still a virgin. And with wars erupting over nothing, and technology developing new ways to kill more people, it's only a matter of time before mankind kills itself off and gets replaced by mutated cockr
Instrumental Music
Instrumental Music In The Church There is now a growing controversy in the Churches of Christ, of some churches in the TX and OK areas of transitioning to instrumental music...Those churches made an alternate service...One being standard and the other contemporary...Contemporary being the instrumental music... What some people don't realize is tho, is that God had called them to do this...Also, they (the churches) probably did a lot of soul-searching as well...I grew up going to the Church of Christ, and grew up singing a capella...The church I grew up attending, is still very much traditional to this day... Here are some comments I just made on a website about this specific topic: "I also grew up in the CoC, and just recently heard of the transitions that Richland Hills in TX and Quail Springs CoC in OKC made into having instrumental music in their churches…No matter what outsiders agree/disagree with on what they chose to do, leave them be…God called their hearts into doin
Elite Mindz Lounge Now Open!!! copy and paste entire link into your browser's this lounge is for anyone...but it is also promoting a booter site....Tired of getting booted on yahoo...and that come here into my family and get the low-down...on some high tech shit...
Add Me, Rate Me, Fan Me
Hey I need friends on my page!!! Add me Rate me Fan me Thank you to everyone who reads this and responds.
My 1st Blast Look For Me :d
Ive been havin a recurring dream on and off for the past few years, In my dream Im visiting cuba in the 1940's everything is going great when all of a sudden these guys come up to me and point their guns at me and shoot me down, I see myself falling to the ground and dying. when I wake up I can fee the stinging from the bullets and im very sore. this dream is so real sometimes and It scares me.
Sup Ct!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey hey just a lil post incase i didnt make one i got my own radio sation now pretty cool i guess but if ya want to listen bring this link up in any media player and have a listen if ya like stay tuned in it runs pretty much 24/7 oh another great place for music is the dungeon located in my lounges make sure to stop by there too
The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. Step forward now, you soldier, how shall I deal with you..? Have you always turned the other cheek..? To my Church have you been true..? The soldier squared his shoulders And said, No Lord, I guess I ain't Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough; And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep, And I never passed a cry for help; Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand.
Freedom Isn't Free
This video really shows in my opinion why these people do what they do. It is a video for a recruiting commercial that ran in the early 90's and to this day it brings a tear or two to my eyes any time that I see it.
A Repost As Its Not Showing
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you
My Sons Poems
War Bombs explode And people die Screams fill The Smokey skies Bullets whizzing Past your head Sometimes you wish You were dead Suicide bombers Run the street And the earth trembles Beneath your feet As the bullet Pierces your skin You suddenly wish All this will end
Something One Should Know...
Your Birthdate: January 2 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?
My Sons Poems
Her dad always came home With liquor on his breath Her mom didn’t love her And did crystal meth They beat her And yelled at her Every single day This made her life Pitiful in every way Thought of suicide Ran in her head She constantly thought She was better off dead She took out an old razor Her mom used for crack And she thought to herself There ain’t no turning back She took the razor And cuts deep into the vein She could think of nothing Except the pain She lays there motionless All covered in blood Her life was so messed up No one really understands
My Sons Poems
As she lays there In the casket Her corpse Is left behind Her soul is traveling To the darkness In the sky It started with love And ended with death Her body was shaking With all that was left
Who Is The Racist? Not I Said The Fly
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r
My Life In A Nut Shell!!!
Ever feel like every step you take and every move you make is being watched and judged by the world? Yeah mine is on a daily bases. Dont get me wrong my life is fan-fuckin-tastic, but here lately i just feel like I'm under survalence by the world and everyone in it. Cant talk with out people twisting my words around, cant step out from behind the shadows with out someone stopping me and asking me 10 millions pointless questions. I feel like I should be a catagory on Jepordy or something. I am only me people I'm not a billboard that needs or wants to be displayed if I wanted people to know my life story then fuck I'd come out and tell you. My personal life is that "PERSONAL" I want it kept that way. I miss the days when you could sneek by without so much as a pebble of sand being disturbed but those days are long gone. Now you have to deal with every nosey Dick and Jane out there. I'm sorry but from here on out if my personal life is brought up then people are ganna be meeting the not s
My Favorite Lyrics
Pantera's "cemetery Gates" Reverend, reverend, Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge... beneath me. Lost within my plans for life, It all seems so unreal. Im a man cut in half in this world, Left in my misery. (instrumental) The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes. Its nothing new for him to see, I didnt ask him why. I will remember... The love our souls had sworn to make. Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your (face). Well I guess You took my youth And gave it all away. Like the birth of a new found joy, This love would end in rage... And when she died I couldnt cry, The pride within my soul. You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold. Believe the word. I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery gates. Sometimes when Im alone, I wonder aloud, If youre watching over me Some place far abound. I must reverse my life I cant live in the past. Then set my soul free,
Havin Surgery
I will be away for a few days due to have surgery on April 30th.. Am prayin that all goes well and would hope all my friends and family would do the same... Please continue to leave me messages and ratins and I'll return as soon as I can
Need Some Help....
Would all you ladies do me a favor and rate my cock 1-10, 10 being the best and then comment the pics cause I could really use lots of luvin...Thanks
More Bad News...
For some of you know my Dad fell Wed. and broke his hip.he's doing good now... Thurs nite after my Mom had been to visit my Dad in the hosp,she was in a bad car accident and is very lucky to be alive.Some guy crossed the centerline,about 4 miles from there house.They had to use the jaws of life to get her out,thank god she had her seatbelt on,they said thats the only thing that saved her life... She is still in the hospital is having problems with her hemoglobin count,shes actually in the same hospital as my Dad now..Also has a hairline fracture by one of her knees which might require surgery,dont know yet. Please keep my family in your prayers now. Will keep you updated... Hugssssssssssss Luv ya all!!!!! Julie
thanks for understanding my daughter is emotionaly impaired and requires my attention half of the time,you all are awsome and i love you all
A Fan Made Video Thats Sorta Nsfw...enjoy!
Im Not Racist But Its True
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, Nigger or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r
Signed Sealed Delivered
Meth Info...plz Read And Take Action!!!
1. Strawberry Quick Strawberry flavored methamphatimines, often used to entice younger users to experiment with meth. Used to flavor meth during the cooking process (not after) which does not impact the potency. I also found an article posted on USA Today Strawberry quick: The new & improved form of meth? ************************************************** OK I did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may
To My Friends
good morning my friends,hope you have a wonderfull sunday..btw if i dont respond to you its because i am busy with my daughter i try to talk to you all but of course my daughter comes first so please dont get upset with me for not responding right away
Grenade Launchers Roll Sheet
What It Did For Me
ya know back then I honestly wondered why in the world I got grounded for and well hell, why me. I know I've done some stupid things in my life to get grounded but I'll tell ya this it was fun doing what ever. I remember being grounded for sneaking out of my parents house to get laid at my gf's, it was a double surprise when I got home and where I left was all locked up again and had to answer my parents of what I was doing
Bombshell Roll Sheet
Deadly Sins
Your Deadly Sins Lust: 80% Greed: 40% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Pride: 20% Wrath: 20% Envy: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You'll die while in the throws of passion - the best way to go. How Sinful Are You?
Entered A Give-away??
Hosting A Give-away?
Holding A Contest??
Fishing Tip #2
Crazy Legs Worms, grubs, tubes and other plastics will produce more action if you give them legs. Use a knife or scissors to cut a rubber band once (to break the loop) and thread it through the eye of a light-wire hook. Run the hook crosswise through the body of the plastic, then take the hook out, leaving equal lengths of rubber “leg” dangling on each side of the bait. This tip also works great with the flashy tinsel used to trim Christmas trees.
Pet's From Neptune. (yay!)
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?
comments on my pictures make me happy
In A Contest??
My Grandma Part 14
Well it is day by day.. All grandma kids are here and grandkids.. I am crying my eyes out.. I love her so much.. She is slipping away very very slow.. I will miss her very much.. I don't know what I would do when this happens.. I know I am screwed because I need a place to live on my own.. I really don't know what is going to happen to me.. If I do get my own place I will have to wait to get my own computer and my own stuff but place if you all want to know how I am doing I have my girlfriend sabby to give you and update ok.. um if any one lives in the States I may give them my Cell phone number.. All I have to say is I am looking at the old pictures with my grandma in it and I was crying so hard, I will never forget that day to be honest.. I really love her to death.. I am really really close to my grandma, but it is going to be really hard of me for the next couple of years and knowing that she is in or going to be in a better place.. I know that for sure.. Saying thank you to her fo
My Blog
I blog at this website if you are I have to let you know not all of my blogs can be read unless you are on my preferred list. Most of them are readable and they are mainly quotes that I post daily...Thanx...
Going Out
Smallmouth Bass
Pet's Deadliest Sin Is Pride. O.o
Your Deadly Sins Pride: 80% Lust: 60% Greed: 40% Envy: 20% Sloth: 20% Gluttony: 0% Wrath: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 31% You will die of malnutrition, after the Olson twins make dying of malnutrition trendy. How Sinful Are You?
My Grandma Part 13
Ok here is what is going on.. The patches for my grandmas pain is not working so they put her back on the box so she won't be in so much pain.. It really sucks, that I have to have some space on my own I am looking for my own place so If I don't answer for any one that is the reason why but it will take up to 6 mouths to fine a damn place. I told my case worker that I don't have time to wait for 6 mouths I have to have a place to live now.. So I am doing what I can and I am staying strong too.. I will give you all more updates on my grandma soon ok.. Virgo24
My Grandma Part 12
Well here is an update of what is going on.. Well mom came in my room ask me if I was a wake and I said yes, well she told me that if I was still want to go to walmart to get dress.. So I got dress and put my flip flops on and grab my pruse.. I went in there where the computer is and grandma is right there.. She was talking to mom and wanting her to move back in the house so she can help her out.. Well mom told grandma that she is going to the house to get Ashley that is my sister that she wants to go to the store or walmart.. I went over my moms house and my aunt lisa was cooking out and we was eating.. All of a sound (if that is how you spell it not for sure did what I can) My cell phone started to ring and it was my aunt april telling us to come home right now it is grandma.. So I gave the phone to my mom and we was freaking out don't know what is going on.. So we run to the car and got in it and went out of the drive way bad out of hell.. We was speeding down the road trying to mak
it's adorable. it really is. grow. up. then we'll talk.
Pet's Love Element Is Earth (odd...)
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?
so i went to work this morning and i was sooooooo mad about it cause i couldn't sleep in on a weekend and i work all week and i get there and their like ok u can go home we have to many people on shift today i was like WHAT!!! i was soooooo mad i could have hit the supervisor if my boss was there he would have at least called me to tell me not to come in... i was really upset but whatever i'm home now nothing i can do about I GOT A CRUSH!! Hehe yes boys and girls i've decided who my crush is going to be... Don't really know what i'm doing tonight AND i need to mention something all u people are adding me as friends and u people arn't even reading anything arn't leaving me comments ur just gawking at my pics LISTEN u'll be off my list i'm making a total clean up if u want to stay u have a week before i start deleting people if u want to stay u will have to read this and comment that u want to stay i'll keep u if u comment but i noticed nobody reads these things except for loyal friends.
How Hot Are Your Kisses
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!How Hot Are Your Kisses?
How I Feel Sometimes
You didn't say I love you when you Hung up the phone And the times we could be together You are always gone And this knot inside my stomach tells me Somethings very wrong And I'm here All alone So I'll smoke another cigarette And let go of the things that might have been And remember that altho the night is dark The sun will shine again And somewhere on a distant breeze I hear your voice as it calls out my name But that voice is far behind me now Even though you're gone The memories remain
Hi All This Is 4 All My Family And Friends...lots Of Hugz And Bites...
"women's Town" To Put Men In Their Place
Read this on Reuters and just HAD to post it. BEIJING (Reuters) - Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday. The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters. "Traditional women dominate and men have to be obedient in the areas of Sichuan province and Chongqing, and now we are using it as an idea to attract tourists and boost tourism," the official, surname Li, said by telephone. The tourism bureau planned to invest between 200 million yuan ($26 million) and 300 million yuan in infrastructure, roads and buildings, Li said. "We welcome investors from overseas and nationwide to invest in our project," he added. The motto of the new town would be "w
Quality Not Quantity
I have acquired a lot of friends here on cherry tap....however, that is not why i am here. I want to focus on who my real friends are and the people who are interested in getting to know the real me. Therefore, in the next few days i don't receive some sort of sign from you that you what to stay my friend, i will be deleting you from my list. I am not doing this to be mean, like i said above, i would rather have a quality friendship than quantity. tons of hugs to all of you who really care..... tracy MWAH
George Carlin's New Rules For 2006
i think this could be for this year.... New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care abo
A Question, Answered!!
I have been inquiring for ages about what was in the drink, "Sweet Piece of Ass!" And I've learned you need to be careful about how you ask the question, lmao! My friend, family member, and past life companion Van aka Captain Cooter was able to answer my question! Woot! Woot! The drink "Piece of Ass" is made thusly: highball glass, fill with ice 1 shot Amaretto 1 shot So-Co (Southern Comfort, for those who hate abbreviations!) top off with sour mix And there, you have it!! Van tells me this is also known as a Mafia's Kiss, or an iced Sicillian Kiss. No one in my neck of the woods had a clue, lol! Thanks again, sweetie! You are the best, in more ways than one, I might add, lmao!! Muah!
I Need Two More People
I need one for best cleavage and one for goofiest drunk pic hit me up so we can start in an hour thank u hugssssssss I am running a different kind of contest only accepting first five people for each category I am running them for two weeks the one who wins out of each category will have to run against the others for another week to see who is the final winner the final winner gets their pick out of these prizes.. Happy Hour or Month Blast or 7 day blast for each month for three months or a 3 day blast each month for six months straight u decide what u want . The five categories u have to choose from or you can go in all but have to be first five to enter is most drunk pic the nicest dress man pic, nicest dressed woman pic, best cleavage pic and longest tongue pic Shout out or message me what category or categories u would like to be in..thanks I WILL NOT TOLLERATE YOUR FRIENDS HELPING YOU, BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS OR STARTING SHIT IF THEY DO YOU ARE OUT OF THE CONTEST A
Just Reposting This So It Shows With An Update!
The Toughest Woman I know... The toughest woman I know was molested from 7-10 by her stepfather. Grew up from learning to take care of herself and trying to protect herself because no one else would/did. The toughest woman I know buried herself in "fat" to make sure no one would ever hurt her again. Took the jeers, laughs and torments because it was the lesser of the evils that she had been shown in life thus far. The toughest woman I know married a man and had a child at 28. The greatest gift she ever received. She endured this man 11 years while also living with and taking care of parents and grandparents. Working 60 plus hours a week to support all of them. When all the elderly ones had finally passed she took control of her life. Lost 120 pounds in 10 mos and another 170 of a useless man. The toughest woman I know then endured another heartbreak. The man she had shared her life with showed his true self while in charge of her son. Was arrested for indecent sexual interc
Learning The Craft
Witches can either practice their craft in groups, called covens, or by themselves as solitaries. New members are welcomed into covens with a formal initiation ceremony. In the Gardnerian tradition, there are three phases of learning, each of which lasts a year and a day. Covens generally have their own rules, procedures and names for these phases, but they tend to fall into the following categories: 1. student/witch 2. practitioner/priest(ess) 3. teacher/high priest(ess) Once a new member has completed all phases, he or she is a full-fledged witch with the power to perform and participate in formal rituals. Witch Accessories Athame (knife) A knife isn't one of the traditional witch's props you can get at the costume shop, but the athame is an important part of many rituals. The athame is a double-edged knife with a blade about 6 inches long. It is not terribly sharp -- it is used to mark the edges of the circle and to stir the salt and water that are used
Frankly Speaking....
Frankly speaking, I am disgusted by what I call my "fellow" americans. I pride myself in loving this country, even with all the problems we have today. I see people claim that they love america, calling themselves patriotic, saying they feel this war isnt right, Bush should pull all of our troops out of the war, send our men home, blah blah blah....When it comes right down to it, these people are just talking out of their ass. Why, you ask, is this woman spewing forth such indignified rants? Is she crazy? No. Just damn mad. You see, not to long ago, an Iraq veteran worte a blog on Cherry reaching out asking for his fellow americans for help. He was getting the run around from the government concerning medical attention that he truly needed. He begged for help...BEGGED!!!! And you know what? Out of the FIVE people who read that blog, I was the ONLY person who got him the help he needed. Not one comment was made, not one person offered any help. It took me a total of 10 minut
My Lack Of Responses
i am learning all that there is to do on here still and i apoligize if i am being slow :) any reminders would be helpful and appreciated :)
By The Way.......
I love this world. Without the people in it and all circumstance staying the way it is...we would never experience anything the same way. Nor be able to appriceate what we never had. Change one little all changes. That's why I never put my time machine into practice.
Who Is Your Celebrity Love Match?
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Where To Shoot
A 93 year old woman decided that she'd seen and done everything, and the time had come to depart from this world. After considering various methods of doing away with herself, she came to the conclusion that the quickest and surest way method would be to shoot herself through the heart. The trouble was, she was uncertain about exactly where her heart was, so she phoned her doctor and asked him. He told her that her heart was located two inches below her left nipple. So she shot herself in the left kneecap.
The Wiccan Sabbats
Part of the Wiccan philosophy is the eternal cycle of life. The Wheel of the Year is essentially the Wiccan calendar, and it shows the never-ending cycle. The Wiccan year begins on the sabbat (holy day) of Yule, when the Goddess gives birth to the God. The God grows strong through spring and summer, and then in fall, the God and Goddess unite. At this time, the Goddess becomes pregnant with the new God. The old God dies on Samhain (Halloween) to be reborn at Yule. This cycle is acted out symbolically during certain rituals and is known as the Great Rite (see previous section). There are eight sabbat rituals throughout the year: * Yule: Celebrated at the Winter Solstice, Yule is the celebration of the Goddess giving birth to the God. * Imbolc: Celebrated on February 2, it is the time when the first plantings of spring crops occur. It is also considered to be a time of spiritual cleansing and renewal of vows. * Ostara: Celebrated at the Spring Equinox in March,
Missing Old Town
Dew on the ground fills my day with smiles as I walk out the door The mountains in the distance give me the strength to climb higher Fog in the morning makes me fight for my desires Rain as the day ends gives me everything I ever wished for To bad all I can see in the skyline now are clouds No lake around so the fog covers somebody else, I scream out loud Please God let it rain down on me, give me the comfort I need Let me see the spider webs on my way to do my daily deeds. Birds churping over the hill lets the pain leave my vains The thunderstorms don't scare me, they only shake the panes A hike through the trails or just a walk to get the mail Fixed everything that was going wrong Filled with pain, nothing to release it with I can see the lighting but can't feel any thunder in this The only trails here are nothing more than a hallway Problems consume me and now I can't blame it on the bay The formation of the stars at night, takes away all my fright Smell of
Beltane Ritual
Beltane: Celebrated on May 1, it represents the end of the planting season and the beginning of harvesting. It also represents fertility, as the celebration often involves loosened rules for fidelity. Beltane Ritual The Beltane ritual should start before sunrise or in the evening of April 30th. This is to welcome the sun in and to make effective use of the bonfire. The party or the ritual should finish some time after sunrise. Incense, Perfumes :- Frankincense, Lilac, Rose Stones :- Emerald, Orange Carnelion, Sapphire, Rose Quartz Candles :- Green. Gold, Silver, and the 4 elementel colours, (yellow, red, blue, green.) Flowers/Herbs - Angelica, Ash, Belladonna, Bluebells, Cinquefoil, Clover, Daisy, Hawthorn, Ivy, Marigold, Rose, Rowan, Sorrel, Woodruff, Yellow Cowslip Tools :- Wand (preferably Oak), Athame, Cup with wine, Sword, Pentacle, Cauldron, White and/or Green Alter cloth, Fire, Salt, and Water containers. 3 lots of coloured ribbon. Music
What Every Girl Wants
1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will think everything you ev
The Valentines Day Present
There were three men drinking in a bar, a doctor, an attorney and a harley biker. As the doctor was drinking his white wine he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a fur coat and a diamond ring. This way if she doesn't like the fur coat she will still love me because she got a diamond ring." As the attorney was drinking his martini he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a designer dress and a gold bracelet. This way if she doesn't like the dress she will still love me because she got the gold bracelet." As the Harley Davidson Biker was drinking his shots of whiskey he said, "For Valentine's Day I'm going to buy my wife a t-shirt and a vibrator. This way if she doesn't like the t-shirt she can go f*ck herself
Truth Is
The truth is.... The writes I usually post are real superficial. Barely scratchin the surfeace. But I'm pregnant with thoughts and truths; I think it's time that i birth this. Work this. No longer flirt with. Being real. Trying hard to conceal me. Protecting the real me. From being exposed, on blast, revealed. See. For me... This whole process is more intimate than intercourse. I'm doing it quietly, holding back and with the lights off. So no one hears the real voice. And no one sees my flawed parts. My Private parts, my soul, my heart. Feel like I'm in a peep show window Naked but not sure who sees. Two way mirror. The fear and horror. Scared that someone may see past my alter-ego and undress the real me. It's like a burlesque show. Showing just enough, but not too much. Or the" new age" lap dance. Look but don't touch. Don't touch my heart, my soul, the true me. There is a wall , ten feet tall and a moat to seclude me. Elude me... from anyone wh
(sik) Bombsquad
Fear The Grunts (SiK) Bombsquad Founder @ CherryTap Family Members My heart belongs to Lance Corporal Lender @ CherryTap USMC Lover @ CherryTap DJ Cash @ CherryTap {**SNAP BLUE**} @ CherryTap SEXYSISSY @ CherryTap rebelgirl @ CherryTap *USMC Sweetheart* @ CherryTap matt isenberg member of Cherry Tap Fire Dept @ CherryTap Shelby_69 @ CherryTap ♥DJ PASSION CO-OWNER OF CB ♥DMR♥DCR♥ @ CherryTap Just Shizzle BabyBoo's Nizzle x (SiK) #11 x -nWo- x F.A.R x The House of Rhyme Family = Nvasion Lounge Security @ CherryTap Outlaw "ICE" P. G/F to 'AdDicKtIve SinS/Dep. She
Sunday Morning Cartoons
Sunday morning cartoons.......I miss them. What the hell? Its now Sunday morning bible class perfectly fit with a couple hair pieces and orange tans. Where's my Buggs Bunny and Yosemitie Sam? WAAAAA!!!
All About Me!
All about me.....I many mental disorders: bipolar disorder, Intermitten explosive disorder, 2 other mood disorders that I cant think of the names, depression. Because of all these things, life for me is hard at times. I cant seem to keep a realionship going for long. Even though I am in one right now(with the love of my life) she understand that at times Im going to be out of my head. So she just holds on for the ride. Guess thats anybody can do with someone like me. I have come to learn that many people dont want to deal with someone like me. It is hard at times. It is also very upsetting when someone you love up and leaves because they cant handle all the mood swings. It has happened so many times to me, that I started believing that I was to blame, that I was just useless, that no one can love me for me. My own mother (who I love dearly god rest her soul) didnt even want me. I have said alot of nasty things about my second wife, but she must have been a saint to have stayed with me
My following words may reflect a bit of insanity But I would like the elements that compose my physical cavity, the temporary ability to become miniscule particles in the wind permitting you the opportunity to inhale me inside like oxygen Let my essence climb up your nasal passageway, Gently dance my way to your mind like a ballet Authorize me direct access to your beautiful mind I want to take a tour around and see what I may find Into your memory warehouse…please grant me admission A means to understanding your most personal cognition Provide me with the keys to your file cabinets of retention The files will permit me to relive them with you in a different dimension I want to witness first hand your past anguish, trials and ordeals Therefore I can observe what your mouth always conceals I’d experience events that gave you a sensation of bliss that seemed surreal Enabling me to realize what you consider optimal, exemplary and ideal During times of your stressfu
25 reasons you know you have grown up 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couc
I can't believe I forgot to mention the one male belly dancer!!!!!!! He joined a belly dancing group to meet women, lmao - no doubt!! He is actually very good. And I must say, we all appreciated watching him dance - VERY, VERY MUCH! LMAO! He is a college student from the Madison area. Have to say we all about lost it when he practiced with the veil! Black veil, black harem pants - no, not see thru ones, lol - and no shirt! Ah, eye candy - in spades!!!!!! He does have a background in dance. And he now belongs to a dance troupe out of Madison that does performances! What a treat!
Taken In Hand (the Books Glossery)
Most readers have never heard of “CP”, “domestic discipline” or “BDSM” or “vanilla” and I think it would be better if posters here did not use these unfamiliar and potentially misleading terms, but they do, so what follows are some quick definitions for readers who are floundering. For a much better understanding of these terms, from those who associate themselves with the terms as opposed to from my outsider's perspective, simply do an internet search for the term and read some of the websites listed. Feel free to link to these definitions. BDSM BDSM (bondage, dominance, submission, sadism, masochism), also called “kinky”; refers to a number of different ways of interacting sexually, and/or relationship styles, from very ritualised, stylised modes of interaction to more subtle, evolving relationships like Taken In Hand ones. Some BDSM relationships involve sexual scenes and role-playing in a particular style (such as master-slave or dominant-submissive) but outside the sexual a
The Final Chapter On What I Learned On Xbox Uno.
I hope you liked my little story. Thanks to everyone who has read, commented and rated this for me. I do appreciate it. Now to leave you on a note until the next time we play Uno and I decide to write other blogs. Some of the other things that were said I didn't have time to write down to talk about. Some I can't ever remember because we were laughing so hard my mind was having "brain farts". But here are some of the ones that I did have time to write down: Sleeping in silly pants while it gets hot- this was what someone had thought I said. No in actuality I said that I am sitting here with my ceiling fans on and I'm still getting hot... Pop goes the weasle- ? Sending messages before I get off- now I had gotten a message from a friend of mine while I was playing this game. The thing is, I didn't have time in the middle of the game to go to the main menu to retrieve this message. So I said "My friend had messaged me and I have to send him a message before I get off....N
Maestro Rostropovich ... Rest In Peace. You've Earned It.
Mstislav Rostropovich, the ebullient master cellist who fought for the rights of Soviet-era dissidents and later triumphantly played Bach suites below the crumbling Berlin Wall, died Friday. He was 80. Rostropovich died in a Moscow cancer hospital, the ITAR-Tass news agency reported. Rostropovich’s spokeswoman, Natalia Dollezhal, confirmed to The Associated Press that he had died but she did not provide other details. ‘He gave Russian culture worldwide fame’ Rostropovich, who resided in Paris after self-imposed exile, suffered from intestinal cancer. “The passing of Mstislav Rostropovich is a bitter blow to our culture,” said the author Alexander Solzhenitsyn, who was sheltered by Rostropovich during the writer’s bitter fight against Soviet authorities in the 1970s. “He gave Russian culture worldwide fame. Farewell, beloved friend,” Solzhenitsyn said, according to ITAR-Tass. The musician’s death follows that of another towering Russian — former President Boris Yeltsin,
Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everyone!
I actually have a day relatively to myself! What a concept! The belly dancing workshop and performance were absolutely wonderful! I so enjoyed my day; lol, and yes there were vendors! I have the music that we used for the rather complicated dance we learned; a warm-up DVD, specifically for belly dancers; one hip scarf with coins, one without that can be used as a shawl. And a wine-colored stretch velvet choli - one of those short tops that shows your tummy, lol! No beaded and coined bra tops for me as yet, although they were available, lol. This was a rather rigorous workshop - we had lots of professional and semiprofessional dancers, as well as all the newbies! Yeah, I'm a little stiff and sore. My left shoulder will take some work to stretch out, it is quite painful, but I expected that! Old injuries just take alot more stretching!! Tim has moved back in with Damian! I've told them both that there will be NO moving back and forth everytime someone gets pissed!!!! Deal with i
Quote For April 29
Humanity has the stars in its future, and that future is too important to be lost under the burden of juvenile folly and ignorant superstition. -- Isaac Asimov Bonus Quote: Dear Lord, please don't let me fuck up. -- Alan Shepard, while on the pad for the first manned American launch. This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
To All
well what can I say, Life is pretty good . of curseall the normal things happening, dealing with my kids and hubby but wouldn't trade it for anything. I a so glade I found this place it it awesome meeting new peeps its grreat. Keep it real all
Just A Little Something....
Passed on to me from a friend: As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Use That Inner Pain To Our Advantage.
I've never started a fight, but I never pulled back from a fight either. --Billy Martin Sometimes we walk around with chips on our shoulders. We're like a tightly wound spring ready to jump at the slightest trigger, when other times we would let the same event go unnoticed. We even say self-righteously, "I didn't start it." Now that we are becoming more responsible for ourselves, we are owning our part in relationships. Maybe we have a problem with being like a spring ready to jump. When we are like that, we are difficult to live with or be around. We can change by getting in touch with our pain. We need to explore our feelings. Perhaps we need to be honest with ourselves about low self-esteem, about feelings of loneliness or fear. Then we must talk with another person about our feelings and continue to talk about them. In this way we become reconciled to ourselves and to our friends around us. Help me to accept my own pain, and help me be tolerant of my friends' mistakes.
Dunno How To Stop
dunno how to stop ,thinking of you from the minute i get up,untill the last thought flutters in my brain as i pass to dreamland,dunno how to stop waiting for ,your words,the insight and joy they brought me.dunno how to kill the dreams and visions ,i had for us,the thought of happniness and love we would share till the end of time.i understand the circunstances,and reasons ,why it could not be,but still i just cant stop loving you.
Chapter 20 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Press start, move down 5 then press a.. If you can figure this one out let me know... Ciao!
Chapter 19 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Clearing my throat and making room. Let me elaborate on this subject. I am tom-boy kind of girl. I love outdoors and I love just acting like myself. Well when I drink certain kinds of carbonated beverages, I get the burps. And I mean they can be loud but they can also be very small. Well, as we were laughing our asses off i kept getting flem stuck in the back of my throat. Sometimes when I laugh so hard, I can't breathe flem moves around and goes down the wrong pipe. I was choking quite a bit that night. Almost sounding like I was being choked by a dick in the mouth. LOL! As far as making room, well that night I had eaten cheeseburgers, fries and mac and cheese. Well we had made two cheeseburgers each. After eating a bowl of mac and cheese and all my steak fries, I had eaten one cheeseburger. There was no way that I could eat the other burger. So after I had eaten I kept drinking my soda. What was funny was that every burp tasted like my cheeseburger. And every burp I had w
So Confused
So Confused Time and Time again I sit alone Wonder what I should do So much going on in my life A lot of fruits to bear Baring the worries and pressure to be the real me Staying away from the so- called self professed love The love some claim to have Trying to be strong Trying to live my life right Trying to replenish the soul who was once lost Packing all the baggage that used to hold me back Holding back things I wanted to do Time and time again seemed so hard Maybe unfair to me after so many trails and tribulations I know I am safe Years protecting myself from hurt The pain and sorrow suffered The grief from losing those I loved the most Guarding my heart from the hurt and pain You may feel it being selfish I call it protection Now sitting here content and alone Scared, maybe confused Just build back on me once enjoyed Rejuvenating the soul who once had li
Help Me
SOooooo i want a CHerry blast but i am out of room on my credit card ... and ur not gonna get me one r ya lol but if u r i would luves u but still if ur not do me a huge fav click on that and go comment bomb the hell out me just go over and over again i need about 9000 to catch the top but i got to 1000 in 4 hours so i think its doable with some help Much LOve Sheila so least 10 comments or buy me a blast lol :p ok fine u dont have to but i liek it if u would
Strengthen Your Thoughts (its The Thought That Counts)
Your thoughts can work for you or they can work against you. Choose right now to hold those thoughts that work in your favor. Choose the thoughts that give energy to your most cherished values and most treasured dreams. Choose thoughts that resonate with hope and love. To hold a certain specific thought requires no physical effort, no special training and no permission from anyone else. Your thoughts are precisely what you allow them to be, as soon as you allow them to be. And those thoughts set the stage for the way you experience life. They serve as a lens through which you see the world, and they control the way you respond to every situation. When you develop a strong habit of filling your mind with positive, uplifting thoughts, you are well positioned to successfully meet the challenges that come your way. Empowering thoughts equip you to take effective and appropriate action. Thoughts can come and go in an instant and have no physical dimensions, yet they exert enormous
To Go Beyond Yourself
How far beyond yourself are you willing to think and act? Have you ever done anything that will benefit the world not today, not next year, but a thousand years from now? If you limit your awareness to only your own concerns, you will continually be frustrated and disappointed. That is because your true nature exists far beyond the superficial, petty concerns of your shallow and fragile ego. Imagine being able to live without fear, in a constant state of pure peacefulness and effortless fulfillment. That is the terrain you can inhabit when you let go of the concerns of self. When you erect impenetrable borders between you and everything else, you push life's immense abundance away from your experience. The walls of exclusion and judgment that you create do quickly become your prison. Your awareness does not have to be limited by your perceptions. Beyond the confines of time and distance there is no end to the fulfillment that can be known. What you can achieve alone is quite
Well Hell,,,,my team,,the Cav's are up 3games to none,,and rollin,,,,GO CAV'S!!!!!
Crush On Me ?
I have been for about a month, wondering who has a crush on me, could the one who has a crush send me an email.
Chapter 18 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
I don't know if I told you but when playing these kinds of games, if you have a certain cam made for the Xbox console, then you can show yourself just like on a computer cam. Now, I don't have one of these per say, but one of our esteemed friends, Zion, had one. He seems like a good person, very funny and loves to engage in some good conversation. Well while he was talking with us during our game, he was making some good hand motions. Yes I said it hand motions. And I'm sure the only thing that comes to your mind is the one and only "up and down"...well you're right. It just seems he was obsessed with this hand motion. That's ok hunny, there are a lot of guys who I'm sure has had a problem with carpal tunnel due to the Penthouse mag. LOL! So what other hand motions could be taken as sexual oriented? Can you think of some...I'm sure you them and we'll talk about it in one of our later editions of "What I learned on Xbox Uno". Until next time, Ciao!
Tell Me
...and The Master Baits
It's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass. My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea
Chapter 17 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
I had it on the tip of my tongue. Yes I'm sure you're thinking omg here we go again. Well to tell you the truth, it's exactly how it sounds. When we were playing our small family game of Uno, we were coming up with ideas on what I could blog about. Well during this time, I was coming up with some good ideas, but in the midst of all this chaos, I kept forgetting what it was I was trying to think of. I hate when this happens. I associate this as "brain farts". But I'm sure you're bored with what I have to say about that...let's talk about what I could have had on the tip of my tongue... Hm, let me think.. a head... cum... gum... tic tacs... a nipple... a finger... let eh possibilities be endless... what do you think I should have on the tip of my tongue? Until next time, Ciao!
Nevada So Far...
So after my first "horrific" greyhound trip lasting of a never ending 4 days I arrived in Nevada to be greeted by my sister, her boyfriend Alan (whom we all affectionately refer to as "cookie") and my mother's new fiance Brandon. What Angel neglected to tell me is that Brandon is almost exactly like me with two exceptions: his sarcasm is much drier and he's highly athletic/fit. After getting to know Brandon and Cookie better I finally got to see my baby brother and sister. Not only are they both quite large now (almost too heavy for me to hold) but in school, speaking perfect english and highly intelligent...Well Nikki is anyway ^_^;; I got to spend time with "Bubby Rick", my fantastic one of a kind uncle who's an inspiration to all that meet him. We went to his "play house" and played pool and darts, mom kicked my ass. (The playhouse is a huge warehouse he owns with surround sound stereo, two pool tables, air hockey a wide screen darts and its own built in bar. Plus 3 couch
Protective Subjective
so i feel shitty. like i'm no one worth knowing, like i'm no one worth standing up for. like i'm no one worth anyone else's time, energy or concern. it's not entirely true. there are a lot of people who appear to love, respect and care for me. they're just not anywhere near me, we're not involved directly in each others lives. so i'm stuck w/ what i got. a buncha apathetic passive fucks for friends and this stubborn hole in my heart that demands sooner or later that i find better. i've always been a loyal friend, always a strong loving voice to encourage, support and provide understanding. this is genuine so i will remain this way until the end, and i can't help but hope in the mean time that someday i will find the same. until we meet again, your artist m
Hey Guys! Its sunday. What a crappy week I had. And I get no love on here. I don't get it:( Well I am gonna clean house and cook out. My mom made me a cake since tomorrows my 31st Bday...but more on that tomorrow. Anyhow Show me some love ...rate my pics or comment...anything pleaseeeeeeeeeee xoxo You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhere Anyplace is better Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something But me myself I got nothing to prove You got a fast car And I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money We won't have to drive too far Just 'cross the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be living You see my old man's got a problem He live with the bottle that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working I say his body's too young to look like
Is This Fair,
ok, so I posted a mumm asking for opinions cuz I was curious to know how many ppl actually gave a rats ass about the drama in hollywood stars lives, well apparently not too many, but someone reported it and I got banned from posting anymore mumms wtf
(sik) Family
This family is to care for each other in contests. We will help each other when family calls. We will bomb each others photos to help out. We will also help family level up if they ask. We will not tolerate any bombing cheaters. If you are caught cheating then you will be kicked out of the family. Wanna join feel free to contact me. Fear The Grunts (SiK) Family Founder @ CherryTap
The Weekend Is Almost Over :o.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi I hope you all had a great weekend. I had a great weekend, it was relaxing, I really needed it after a long week. ;) My weekend would have been complete if my love Alex was around. :*/ Oh well, ces't la vie. Te iubesc babe. Who can remember the weekend? :D If there wasn't any broken windows... then it wasn't a party! :P Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Not Doing Well
Well if any one really read her profile. You all knowthat my bestfriend is really sick. And what happened last night was not good. She fell down and cut her head open. They took her too hosptial last night, she was alive and breathingjust not concouse (awake). Well early this morning they moved her from the local hosptail too one of the majors one. She is not doing well.. and right now is in critucal..I miss my room mate dearly and hope she comes home and out of this. if you are reading this keep her in your prayers always. thank you all for the you took too read about my best friend.
Darkened dreams Eclipsed by a ravaged sky Painful sorrow Heart torn to shreds Weeping willow Pain eternal Sweet beauty Raped and broken Torn from the world leaving behind such sadness Blood red sky Acid rain falling like tears Mother earth laid slain Her children damned Bittersweet tears Adorning tattered cheeks The poisoned earth Screaming in silence Begging for salvation A shockwave of anger Splitting the world in two No lust no want All forsaken Gias heart torn and battered Her innocence lost for all time She sheds tears as black as oil Heart ripped to dust Winds stopping No water does flow Black heart No mind Earth laid barren Wasteland no life left Eyes of the damned turning to you Her body raises from the ashes Her eyes venom to the world Tongue speaking in riddles You are cursed Your all damned Brought on by your greed Teppered lies No one to blame but YOU Vengeance soon to be served
Come Check It Out
hey i jus gave bob a commentgasm, click on his pic and leave him some comments and give him a commentgasm...not sure how many it takes, but give him atleast 20 to be sure, he likes getting commentgasms, thanks friends jus click the pic
When God Made Lil Girls
god made the world with its towering trees majestic mountains and restless seas then paused and said "it needs one more thing someone to laugh and dance and sing to walk in the woods and gather flowers to commune with nature in quiet hours" so god made little girls with laughing eyes and bouncing curls with joyful hearts and infectious smiles enchanting ways and feminine wiles and when he'd completed that he'd begun he was pleased and proud of the job he'd done for the world when seen through a little girls eyes greatly resembles paradise
Tomorrow's Dream
I wake in a shadow of who i was My eyes look to the black sun rising in the east Feelings drum inside strive to be freed An age old curse corrupts my soul Trapping me in this tainted shell A black heart no mind No heart no soul I am but a shell cold and empty I walk through this concrete desert All hope is gone there is no future Dreamers no more Just lost souls tainted and truly abandoned No gods to watch over us No devils left below to torment My mind screams out memories Memories such terrifying memories Flesh burning the smell the taste Children's screams crying for there mothers We were all forsaken Left to fate Our future was already penned They were meant to die The guilty The innocent In the end we were all the same One world one people Turning on each other again Our carnal needs once again needing to be filled The lustful need for death and blood Screaming from our pores Kill kill kill kill Hunger for the
As I Grow
As I Grow Please... UNDERSTAND that I am growing and changing very fast it must be difficult to keep pace with me but please try LISTEN TO ME and give me brief clear answers to my many questions then I will keep sharing my thoughts and feelings REWARD ME for telling the truth then I am not frightened into lying TELL ME when you make mistakes and what you learned from them then I can accept that I am OK even when I blunder PAT ATTENTION to me and spend time with me then I can believe I am important and worth while DO THE THINGS you want me to do then I will have a good positive role model TRUST and respect me even though I am smaller than you I have feelings and needs just like you COMPLIMENT and appretiate me then I'll feel good and I'll wnat to continue to please you HELP ME explore my unique interests talents and potential in order for me to be happy I need to be meand not youor someone you want me to beBE AN INDIVIDUALand create y
It's My Birthday ! I'll .........
I would like to thank everyone for the happy birthday wishes!! Things in my life have been crazy!! and I try to get here as much as I can . Thank You all again!!
Tainted kisses echo against my flesh Burning me tearing at my soul Feeling the bitter sweet insanity of love Your lips trailing my flesh The pain of without you Letting me feel you in my arms Soul free for ever no more pain Your eyes trapping me forever Never to be free again You take me forever trapping me in your world Unable and unwanting to ever break free You took my life my world my heart my soul Making it forever yours My eyes unable to be removed from gazing at you Feelings swelling around my soul Twisting contorting tearing my soul one way then the next How did i fall like this surely you must be a dream Not a thing the gods ever created could be so perfect as you You took my world twisting it turning it Shaping me in to your own Falling more each moment never feeling this way My heart stopping at the sound of your voice Your face haunting me so How do you touch me like this A perfect curse forever damned Forever trapt in
Now On Facebook!
After people bugg'n me for quite some time, I have now set up a profile on FACEBOOK too. Am unsure how much time I'll be spending on there as my schedule's limited, but if you're on there, feel free to add me. Enjoy your day! Melanie
Paradise Lost
Vile whispers spewed forth A vile tongue talking in riddles panic wakens in the depths of there souls Insanity breaking forth on the world Succumbed to madness Embracing there vile need Dark specters roaming free Innocence lost This island paradise A mockery to the gods Fallen angels weeping sorrow Snake toothed lies all the truth left A vision of lust laid raped across the earth Children of babylon one and all All guilty Sins of the father Tainted truths Nothing but liars Earthly lust there final sin Patented pain World fallen so cold Vengeance served the sun grows dark Dark clouds fall every where Acid rain burning what's left of gias heart Paradise's finally lost
Sorrow ( Glimpse Of A Dark Future )
Withed hands stretch skywards A crimson moon hangs there gazing down Black clouds gather beaconing the darkness Rivers so poisoned none can ever drink again A thirst unquenchable A hunger unfulfilled Tattered bodies laying across a stone alter The rats dieing of starvation Lice infested children dropping down A scythe through humanity like the farmer ploughing the fields Death's clammy hand brushing each cheek No money No power All equal in the end Trapped in a world so full of decay The acid rain burns through to the soul A mother lays there no strength left Hands to sore to clasp her babe to her Of mice and men They were once the proud Now they all lay tired and broken No words of love shall the ears hear once more No laugher of friendship the tears run dry The echoing sadness brings forth the carrion City's of stone crumble to dust Fields once so plentiful Now lay as empty as there hearts No joyous cries the sound of silence Tainted souls one and
How I Feel Right Now ... Lost Girls By Tilly And The Wall
Girl, I know the hall looks dark & the storm it seems so scary Your face lit up on beats of lightning you start, you start running & your eyes are like screaming & since there is no end and no beginning You will run You will run You will run Girl, I know the woods look dark & the trees they seem so deadly The girls around you are so frightened & you start, you start to panic and your courage starts to vanish & the world, it really is on fire & it burns & it burns & it burns & it burns Vivian, your life is told through 19 thousand pages in a world too unreal to behold Your innocence has faded Faded all your blues to gray Your skin has bruised through moving days Glue is peeling back away Curling, cracking, painted Girl youve been rolled up in colorful carpets Your blood is rushing, look around you you're froze, you're frozen quiet & your eyes, they are widened Room unfurnished, no light for nightfall just rugs for rolling you up you know you can't g
My Writing
Those that have made comments to me about my writing, Thank You. I know I am still learning and it helps to have my own personal Muse. She is my Best Friend. If you read some of what I write, you will get a glimpse into a part of me that has long been dormant. For that awakening all I can say is, Thank You Melody, you are the best friend anyone could ever have ... I Love You.
Along A Dark Shore
A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times like this. Watching couples walk along the sand hand in hand, Reaching out but her hand is not there. Enviously I look at them, alone here on the dark shore, Listening to the soft murmuring of their voices blending with the night. One I care for very deeply is so far away right now, One day she will take this walk with me, Along a Dark Shore. By INXS421 04/29/07
Booty Call Contract Lmao
Get Your Freak On
I Love This Song.
When you said you loved me, did you really love me or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow. ‘Cause I was naked when you said those words, but I felt covered in your whispered worship. And as you passed out fast on my shoulder, I imagined a child waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive. Did she leave you an orphan, in that big, brown leather chair? Said, “ Don’t you move a muscle, kid, I’ll be back in twenty years, You were scared, you were lonely, but you must’ve been aware; life is a series of calluses, this is just another layer. So, build’em up, tough it out, yeah, that’s your skin – don’t let anyone under there. When you said you needed me, did you really need me or was it just someone – oh, you’d take anything. Am I first on that list of yours, or am I second, or third? So, who’s that ahead of me, some harlot from Pittsburgh? Or Detroit, Santa Fe, or San Diego? I know you’re so alone, but how much affection does one guy really need? Did you date a lot
Bulletin #3
Primary Or Problem?
I've been noticing lately that the amount of people i know who explore the polyamorous lifestyle (hereby referred to as poly) has increased and most are happy, but what happens when someone isn't... or is just having trouble? One couple i know has explored years of Poly with little to no troubles until this last year when the relationship with one has caused numerous troubles with the spouse. Couple 1 In the case of Spouse 1, it is not jealousy or anything of a petty nature, it is that the person on the side (Lover C1) has more then a few personality quirks that everyone can see save for the spouse involved (Spouse A1). It was a recent reaction that got me thinking. Spouse A1 fails to recognize that Spouse B1 and everyone who knows Lover C1 sees something Spouse A1 does not. When confronted with it head on Spouse put the foot down and said "Fine, you break off yours, i break off mine, no more Poly." That is, of course, paraphrasing things greatly but it's an interesting reac
Last Night At Work
Ironic that this post is NSFW because it happened at work. You see, I work 3rd shift at a hotel. Sometimes my girlfriend accompanies me to keep me company since often there isn't anything to do. She was in the lobby; I was sitting in the back office. I'd left her chatting with a friend on her laptop. After a few minutes of being idle at 4 am, I started to doze a little. The phone rang, waking me up. I went to the phone but as soon as I put my hand on the receiver, the ringing stopped. I looked up to say to Natasha, "That was weird" but she wasn't out there. Immediately, she was coming into the back office. She grabbed me by the collar and kind of threw me into the desk chair there. She straddled my hips and started grinding against me. I got hard fairly quickly especially since she started kissing me passionately. When she took a breath, I asked her 'What brought that on?". She barely paused long enough to say 'I don't know'. She reached down and grabbed my dick throu
This Crap Called Life
my head is in a thousand different places fight after fight day after day if someone says theyre gonna love u forever and they want to spend their life with you than why wont he marry me? why wont he treat me like I deserve>? I dont do anything wrong.. I havent been a bitch... so wtf did I do>? I feel so shitty everyday feeling like I have to walk on egg shells to avoid being yelled at or pushed... I wanna be in love with someone so inlove with me that I matter everything to them... not just their housekeeper, not just a peice of ass.. hell I dont even think thats there... I want to feel complete.. I want to feel beautiful, pretty,,, appreciated.. hell no.. whens that to start happening? my life is a never ending disaster.. my marriage, my daughter, my granny, my bestfriend.. all things DEAD... I feel as though each day another part of me peels away and drifts into the damn wind... Today I saw someone... I saw a glimmer in someones eyes that made my heart race...
Let It Go For 2007.
The power of goodbye Let it go for 2007. By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't k
Scared Of Tomorrow... Loved Today
i dont know what to think sometimes.. I have always done EVERYTHING for the man I am with... what more do I have to offer? wont marry wont start a family... what am I then> live in fuck
To Who It May Concern
To the Asshole who sent this message: "ok do i have to buy u another clue i told u once u dumd aussie go hang urself aint noone wants you ur so damn ugly ur mamma don't even want you" Get a life, if you look in the Mirror, then you will see who is ugly. I do have a right to live & keep my mother out of this. My mother has passed away & it's not because of me, either. You don't even know how to spell dumb. Keep this up & you will lose your account here. You will be reported for abuse. You don't even have the guts to reveal your ugly self. So who ever you are get fucked. I have plenty of friends here & don't you say, they are using me. You can't get rid of me that easy.
The End!!
As she crawled in the soft bed, her body begged for another storm, but she knew it was late and tomorrow was going to be a big day. So she curled up on her side and sleep, dreams of him flooded her mind and body. She was right in the middle of one of those long walks they would take in the middle of the night.Where they would walk the shadowed walk ways. He had her up against the tree and was taking his dark pleasures from her. He was deep inside her and was about to bite her neck, when a crash of thunder woke her up. For a second as she looked around her room she was confused then a shadow crossed her sight. As her eyes caught it,she couldn't breath. After all this time had he come to her room. Yes , it was him as he crossed over to her bedside a flash of lighting show his body off very nicely. She just watch as he came closer to her with nothing but a smile and a deep look to his eyes. He slipped in next to her and said in a soft husk voice I told you not to give up on me,
Questions Questions Questions
ok being a veteran and a civilian now i can say this kinda shit but this bothers me after 9-11 our main mission was to exterminate bin ladin then the iraq war broke out shortly after and it seems that the hunt for bin ladin has been put on the back burner so here is my question please comment now that saddam is out of the way shouldnt we be hunting bin ladin not trying to rebuild iraq? second part if so explain your views
In The Shadows
Long Slow Beautiful Dance
The World's Hardest Riddle
I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champagne bubble. If you squeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, but 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out in 6 minutes or less. If anyone knows the answer please post!
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Buy One Get One Free
Poem I Wrote To My Best Friend
Hey homie we always been tight Down for each other since day one We've seen some hard times and had a hell of a lot of fun Smoked some herb and other stuff We really don't have it so rough We take the good with the bad Put it together and ride it all out It goes deeper than friends You're more like a brother No possible replacement Man you're like no other We been through shit and both get mad Seen each other happy and hella sad Both moved out of bad situations And I'd be damned look where they placed us We're living under the same roof Just like when we met Ain't that an odd coincidence But hell homie it's the shit I can't express the love I feel for you man But I guess that was all part of a greater plan You're my best friend This I hope you know I've got your back for all time And I know without a doubt that you've got mine From here until the ends of the earth I feel like I've known you since the day of my birth We've seen the rain and had our days in th
Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer True or False Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? true Q: Been arrested? true Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? true Q: You like/love someone? true Q: Held a snake? true Q: Been suspended from school? true Q: Been fired from a job? false Q: Sang karaoke? True Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? true Q: Laughed until you started crying? true Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? true Q: Kissed in the rain? true Q: Sang in the shower? true Q: Sat on a roof top? true Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? true Q: Broken a bone? true Q: Shaved your head? false Q: Played a prank on someone? true Q: Had/have a gym membership? true Q: Shot a gun? true Q: Donated Blood? false Q: Had your heart broken? true Q: Broken someone's heart? true ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "
Highcenterd In Sandy,,,,
fuck all, my friends are D-U-M dumb!!!! you too fucking stupid to tell me about the ditch in the side of the road......So when I make that U-turn to put you curb side......YOU SHOULD TELL ME ABOUT THE FUCKING DITCH!!!! This is how one gets high-centered.....what the fuck!!! but long story short, I got out, apparently...that's why i'm here.......Your a fucking asshole!! Never am I giving your ass a ride home again!!! This has been the night of all disapointment, thank god for Pirate House, for returning my sanity to me!! The end
~~on The Way To The Democratic Convention~
Feeling Lost
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now!
Ny Police Report Bomb To Frame Activist As Terrorist
"By the time the government finds out, you'll be in the hole thirty days" 9/11 Truther is Told By Officer Who Admits to False Accusation of Having a Bomb Aaron Dykes & Alex Jones Prison Planet Saturday, April 28, 2007 Two persons identifying themselves as New York police officers interrupted a 9/11 Truth demonstration on a public sidewalk in front of the new WTC 7 Building to intimidate free speech, stating "Larry [Silverstein] doesn't want to hear it," before accusing We Are Change founder Luke Rudkowski of having a bomb and that his cell phone was "a gun." The officer was apparently responding to refusals to stop filming their faces as police attempted to impede free speech on behalf of Larry Silverstein, making slanderous and knowingly false accusations including: "I think he's got a bomb in his bag. Saw wires coming out. Think he's got a bomb in there." The police officer carried on during the encounter, saying "A terrorist act-- I guess they go away for about 3
Why Are People More Honest When Nobody's Looking?
Or rather, why is it that people tell you more about themselves when they don't think you know who they are? I mean, put a couple monitors between two people, and suddenly they're spilling life stories to each other, and being who they really are... Sometimes really sweet people, and sometimes shallow, narcisistic idiots? I guess it's that the internet is somehow less personal... Without the real sting of rejection, people can be who they are... But why do people fear that rejection? Blah. I'm not saying anyone should be less open here... But what's so wrong about being more open there? Why hide who you are because you see someone? Why change how you act because of a monitor? The 'net is no different from anywhere else, except that you can see a bit more about how people really are (I mean, really, suddenly every guy turns into a cat callin' construction worker, lol, and every woman is a seductress vixen, go figure)... So get out there, and say hi to someone... Wheth
Shorn Or Hirsute?
Well if I wanted a frank and open discussion about my best "look" I have had it in spades thanks to: a). Getting into the spirit of a "Relieve your youth" theme at a party last night by having a crew cut and losing the beard and; b). my MUM last night. Just in case you missed it here is the evidence BEFORE
Could Global Warming Be Halted By Controlling The Weather?
Wall Street Journal | April 26, 2007 FLASHBACK: Former Naval Physicist: Government Can Control Hurricanes Frustrated with the limits of public policy to tackle global warming, some scientists say the time has come to engineer a way to control the weather. The idea might seem appealing, says a science scholar, but it could have potentially harmful ramifications. Climate engineering has become a popular topic among a group of scientists who are skeptical of the potential other environmental remedies, from carbon taxes to alternative energy, James R. Fleming, a professor of science, technology and society at Colby College, writes in the Wilson Quarterly's spring issue. But the potential fixes being discussed reflect an overconfidence in technology, Mr. Fleming says, as well as an ignorance of the history of failed efforts to control the weather. One idea put forth by a physicist involved in climate-control discussions would involve bombarding the Arctic stratosphere with spec
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How Daddy's little fuck slut doing knew come Daddy his special hello. Well slut I waiting for that mouth of your get to work doing what it was maked for sucking Daddy's dick Slut lowered her head onto Daddy dick. She bobbed her head up and down his shaft, hoping give Daddy the best blow-job she could. Know that if he was not happy with it she would knew about it as was do. As soon as Daddy knew he was going to cum soon. He yanked her head back and blasted her face. now hold steal I'm not going to hold your face steal cum-bucket and neither are the people how dick I have suck. She immediately begin licking up the goo from her face, but a kick in the ribs stopped her. ?Bitch!? yelled Daddy, ? Did I say you could tasted my seed ? If I what you to tasted it would have come your mouth and not your face. Daddy looked at her and softly said, ?Do you know why I didn't cum in your mouth? The slut whose face was now a mixture of semen and tears shook her head and
this is a video of my dog on youtube it is very cute if you would like to check her out thanks everyone
How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?
i wish i could do tem but i don't have acredit card that suck cause i wanted to add alot more friends and
Virginia Tech (vt) School Shooting Memorial - Linkin Park
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My Daughters
today went to the DR., Ariana shes my 11 year old is 5' tall and weighs 73 pounds, Salina who is 9 is 4'9 and weighs 93 pounds. Ariana got 3 shots and Salina 1, both freaked out and cried, poor girls, but they are cute and growing up too fast. gotta love em tho!
Virginia Tech Memorial Video
"We are Virginia Tech. We are sad today, and we will be sad for quite a while. We are not moving on, we are embracing our mourning. We are Virginia Tech. We are strong enough to stand tall tearlessly, we are brave enough to bend to cry, and we are sad enough to know that we must laugh again. We are Virginia Tech. We do not understand this tragedy. We know we did nothing to deserve it, but neither does a child in Africa dying of AIDS, neither do the invisible children walking the night away to avoid being captured by the rogue army, neither does the baby elephant watching his community being devastated for ivory, neither does the Mexican child looking for fresh water, neither does the Appalachian infant killed in the middle of the night in his crib in the home his father built with his own hands being run over by a boulder because the land was destabilized. No one deserves a tragedy. We are Virginia Tech. The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open h
Chaotic Harmony Was this pic... Which is in my "PS pics my friends made of me" album. So guess the dumbass can't read heh? Not to mention I have 3 freakin salutes LMAO!! awwww how sweet & I couldn't even comment her back b/c she has ppl blocked LoL! & then I go to block her but I already have so wtf??? How did she rate me?? ____________________________________________________ Another one was able to rate me after I had already blocked them. cats1963
Hey Y'all!!!
I know I've been MIA for quite a while, but I don't have access to the internet at my place right now. So, I just use it at my friend's houses whenever I get a chance. So, don't be butthurt, I'm not avoiding anyone. I promise! XOXO
Well today has been quite an adventure. Things going on with crazy road-rage drivers.. But I don't really feel like going into it. Yah. Bored.
The Wrong Number . Lol
I was sitting home alone when the phone rang. I picked it up to find the sexy voice of a man that had dialed the wrong number. (Lucky for him I was alone and feeling horny as hell) he asked if he could speak to someone I had never heard of . I asked him if there was something I could help him with.he quickly said no , that he was calling for his girlfriend. I told him that I was sorry but he had dialed the wrong number but, that he could help me with something. He asked me what it was.I told him that I was horny and noone was home, I asked him if he would mind helping me . He got really quiet, and said yes he would do it.he asked me what I wanted him to do. I told him, "pull your cock out and play with it", "tell me how big it is and let me know when it's hard". He sweetly said, "it was hard when I heard your voice on the phone". He asked me what I was doing , By this time I had made my way to my bedroom where I keep my" friend", so I told him I was fucking myself with my vibrator. I c
A Man That Controls Women
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Love Rollercoaster
"reality Check"
Lest my wall becomes glass And my heart becomes yours So you can shatter it I see what cannot be My reality check My wall is stronger And my heart is my own You cannot touch it See what cannot be Your reality check
Funny / 2006 Unnecessary Censorship Compilation
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Today Is A New Day...
will let me let u all know how my weekend went... will i went to the man i was seein off and on for the last 6 months.. friday nite.. to spend some time with him.. but he was busy ... understand he has a job.. so he can get money to pay bills.. will he promise that we would hang out drink,party and have sex.. i was really lookin forward to see him..because it has been two weeks since i seen him or we had sex.. will he called and cancel out of me... sayin that his friend came into town.. will his friend is another woman... i know he has other women we are swingers and we are open to that... and he told me that thing just come up... WTF!!!! but he already made plans with me.. so once again.. i got push to the back... and im the one that is there for him,help him when he is sick.. and so on.. will he is about to loose me for good.. it hurts that he does this to me.. and him knowin how much i care for him.. and actually have feelings for him.. he has never treated me like this.. and we wer
Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy. ------------------------- I think I do the last part a bit too
Thanks For The Comments.
thanks for the comments on my mumm,it is great to have someone care about me,and I will never neglect that or take advantage of it,by your comments,I know that most cherries have a good heart, Godbless you cherries.
Stop Bitching! (my Rant)
I'm sick of you god damn brats. Bitching and moaning and complaining about life. SHUT THE FUCK UP Bad things happen to good people EVERY FUCKING DAY! Life goes on!! How fucking dumb can you be!! To actually choose to wither away in your miserable fucking mind and prefer depression over contentment. Why let every little problem in your life build up to an explosion! GET OVER YOURSELF! I’m tired of being the only one who doesn’t let my personal problems interfere with the ones I care about. I’m tired of being the only one who cares enough about my friends and family as to not drag them through the dirt with MY problems. I’m tired of all you pathetic fucks who rely upon the pity of others. I’m tired of all you attention craved bastards. I’m tired of knowing what I know. I’m tired of you gorgeous women letting those jerks get the best of you! I’m tired of you guys who decide it’s okay for the “woman you love” to just walk all over you. I’m ti
4-29-07 Astrology
Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy.
More Old Thoughts..
Leave me broken and crying on the floor, dieing inside, never wanting this pain. Happiness is just a thought to cover my hurt, and I have hurt so much.I also have never been so happy. This will all end in tears just like before, it will always be my fault. I will always be to blame. So my thoughts ramble on in hopes to be some type of pathetic song or poem or something. Yet in the end when its all over you'll read it and not understand what I mean. Hope is useless and happiness is false. Love will hurt you and hate will fallow you. Pain will never ease and regret will always burn. But there will always be you, a pen, and paper to write all of it down on. So that maybe someone will learn about your hope, happiness, love, hate, pain, and regret. Katie
hmm, am i crazy? Is it bad when you want something you cant have? But to also want something you know you shouldnt have? Is it wrong to love the person who makes you happy, but can never see you? Is it wrong to want to hurt them also? I think that the most important thing to happen to someone is for them to become one with another. And I think that it should only happen when you bind together during sex. There is nothing like that rush of being pulled into a euphoria of pleasure. To feel that persons heart beat go with yours. To have that breath breathe with yours. To feel your body intertwine and come to an ultimate climax of pleasure and metal combatibility. It is a beautiful thing. I believe everyone should experience. Kat
Lost Art Found
I just found a photo of one of my father's paintings. He said that he wanted to be buried with it, but I snatched it when his eyes were closed. It now hangs on a wall in my son's house. Not for sale. I love this one.
Vampiro Is Dead
as of now, my former alias, Vampiro is dead 4 good, no coming back. i brought back the name cause it was the original name i carried 4 a long time, and it was wut pumpkin knew me as, and he liked when i carried the name cause it was a reminder of how long we hav been friends, and now he has threatened to close down the lounge that he and i built up 2gether, and he has also stated that he may leave ct. i am as of now a FREE AGENT and until i decide, i will stay that, but now it is up 2 all the lounges to decide if they want me, if so, then give me good reason to join, if u cant do that, then i will stay a free agent, until i find somewhere i want to b ÐJ ÐËTH
Interesting Night
Just some random thoughts tonight nothing big. Can you make and lose a friend all in 1 conversation? I've always said that I'm an open book, but even with the door wide open people still don't know what to say or ask. In times of great need will you be there or will you fall away just because something may be a little harder than you wanted? I know some have asked for more poetry and i'll be transfering some more from my website soon. I already have some new work coming so keep looking out. I love people, but i guess I scare em cuz they run away so quickly. That's all for now.
Ask Away
I posted this blog so my friends can ask me questions about anything & everything...can be a question about myself or if you are just seeking advice about something. so ask away... Disclamier: All answers are based on my opionions so I can't promise that you will like them ;)
The Reason For Life
a midnight sudden twilight... fell down beyond the ovean beach.. im reaching farther than i ever have befoere. leavingall who broke upon the shore. yea i may be some sort of carzy we may be some sort of crazybut i swear on everythign and morethat together we make the sound of pulling heaven down.. but u brought the rains romantic pour. i said together we make the sound of pulling heaven down. thankyou for bring this rains romantic pour.thankyou
Rock The Casbah
Keeping In Shape
I'm starting up new training, along with my usual mx training. Need to keep myself in shape this season so my first race season is good. I picked up a jump rope and a pair of rollarblades (dont know where my old ones went). And after payday I'm getting a bicycle. Should be good to keep me in shape.
Why is life so damn difficult?
Girl's Night Out
Friday night I went back to my childhood. Had a slumber party with some of my female cousins. There was me-32, my sis-33, Charity-28, Chasity-24, Patricia-18, Brittany-17, and Tiffany-17. We did pedicures, facials, hairdos, played truth or dare...which resulted in all of us playing mother-may-I in the front yard at 3:00am in our bra and panties. I know Charity's neighbors will forever remember this night as well as we will. You know that when a group of women get together, there is never a quiet moment. So, just imagine this mother-may-I game going on. Oh yeah. It was fucking hilarious!!!! I still haven't figured out how the hanging ferns got set on fire. But I do know somebody must have forgotten to water them, cause those bitches burned REAL quick!!! LMAO Damn, I love my family!!!! Our next outing is for memorial day weekend. We are all going camping. This is for all of us cousins. There will be 32 of us total going, if nothing comes up. All I can say is God have me
Right Here Waiting For You
Spider-man Music Video
Well I was playing around the other night when someone suggested I should finally make this so I can send it and possibly get to do the third for money. But for your viewing pleasure I will include it and all my works for all to see. Be warned the fight club one is full of language as it is an Insane Clown Posse song. so don't say i didn't warn those feint-hearted people! Online Videos by Online Videos by
im bored.. and horny. :(
Me Life
Where do I begin? Hmmm. Well, I am a hopeless romantic, an idealist, & a very caring soul. I've been raked up against the jagged rocks of love more times then I care to say. I have no children & perhaps one day I will have me own. I've been lucky & smart at the same time I guess. I belongs to no one & everyone, as I have no ties to anyone yet. I was married once & she was unhappy with her self , her second husband, & her third one as well. As fer me ... Who knows what the future brings? I'm an artist through & through. Me ways of thinking is not so mainstream. I fantasize about having the perfect life, but that is just a dream in a world of jaded sheep. I refuse to be trendy & unoriginal with me craft as well me style. I am a perfectionist when it comes to doing things right. I have a deep sense of morals, but at times I live a bit on the wild side. Never allowing me self to be used. I never drink to get drunk nor have I ever gone out of me way to do drugs. I don't need to get h
Yeah, I'm still breathing.... LOL I know its been awhile since alot of people have heard from me. So I thought I'd drop a few lines and say HELLO to EVERYONE at one time. LOL I've been trying to keep myself busy the last few weeks. And seem to be doing a pretty good job of it. I've kinda taken over mom's garden. And have been working on it, among a few other things. One day last week Meanass and I trimmed back the rose bush, and pulled all the weeds out of it. Boy that was a chore. LOL A few minutes ago someone handed me a very touching poem. And I would like to share it with my friends. If this don't touch your heart and bring a tear to your eye, I'll be surprised. Through The Eyes of a Senior As I sit in the garden The sun shines upon my face, It takes me back to a Special time and place. It reminds me of happier moments, I once had in my life, When mother first taught me to bake, And brother got his first pocket knife. When life was easy and your neighbors w
Daughtry - What About Now
Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading From all the things we are And are not saying Can we see behind the scars And make it to the dawn Change the colors of the sky And open up The ways you made me feel alive The ways that I loved you For all the things that never died To make it through the night Love will find you WHAT ABOUT NOW What about today What if you're making me All I'm meant to be What if our love never went away What if it's lost behind Words we could never find Baby before it's to late WHAT ABOUT NOW The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day This broken heart can still survive With the touch of your grace As shadows fade into light I am by your side where love will find you WHAT ABOUT NOW What about today What if you're making me All that I'm meant to be What if our love never went away What if it's lost behind Words we could never find Baby before it's to late WHAT ABOUT NOW now that we're here Now that we've
The Top People
To what end will we drive ourselves to get to the top? Some of us, it seems, will take any road it takes to get there, and then be super-defensive if anyone says the least thing unrelated to them about it. I have never begged for ratings, added my name to some "fan train" or similar bulletin, nor have I "demanded" than someone be my fan/friend to see anything (in point of fact i am a fan of more ppl than are fans of me for one thing). Nor do I ever condemn those that do. Apparently, though, some people don't like to have these things pointed out to them, these being the same people that feel the need to beg/barter/bribe people to be their friends. I for one am proud to say that everyone on MY friends list didn't have to BUY their way their, they are there because they want to be, and they are free to leave it just the same, if they want to. I appreciate all the ratings that people give me, and despite the misguided opinions of some, i return them in kind if i haven't given them first a
Dont Know
So I decided to post a blog and not sure what to say. lol. I havent been on here in awhile and feel bad. lmao. I need my own computer than I would be on all the time. I hopefully will be able to get one by the end of summer. Keeping my fingers crossed cause if I do go away to portland for school I need one. I lived without a computer once and that was hard. Cant do that again. Well my first apartment i had to live without a bed, a tv, a radio and well everything. NOT THIS TIME THOUGH!!!! All my shit will come with me. I will have to start getting more books so my book shelf will be too full. lmao. Well I am gonna go tired of getting yelled at to get off the computer. PEACE
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I
Fucking Fake Ass Friends
You know the type the ones that pretend to be your friend until they think they can't get anything else from you then its fuck you up the ass!!!!!!!!!!!! or those that say oh yea she my friend but she is such a slut she fucks everyone,,,, oh yea know those types actually just got fucked by two suck bitches toooo funny though!!!!! I feel sorry so one of the Other friends cause the things said behind that girls back is just not right... and when I am out I will make it a priority to tell MH just what has been said about her, but until then good luck girl cause you in dangerous water lately, with the company you been keeping...... lets talk about females here for a minute and why I have mostly male friends....... first you don't have to worry about them fuckin your man unless you know they like that kinda thing but even then your man is straight at least you hope.... second you have to worry about girls spreading shit about you, man you could tell one fucking thing to one of you
The Soldier And The Nun
The Soldier and the Nun A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, "Please, may I hide under your skirt. I'll explain later." The nun agreed. A moment later two Military Police ran up and asked, Sister, have you seen a soldier?" The nun replied, "He went that way. "After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, "I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq." The nun said, "I understand completely." The soldier added, "I hope I'm not rude, but you have a great pair of legs!" The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls....I don't want to go to Iraq either."
3rd Child On The Way
ok to all my family fiends and fans i say wooooohoooooo me and ninja bob are expecting our 3rd child so say some prayers if your in to that keep us in your thoughts if your not and hope we get to see this one born.MMFCL TO ALL P.S, i so sleepy so if this looks like crud who gives a flying f^&(
Mini Me Strikes Out
Okay, bit of history before I start this one. My 2nd husband raised my daughter from the time she was 4 until she was 14. He walked out for reasons really still known only to him. He had given me patty-cake answers but nothing concrete except to say that he didnt want to be a husband and father anymore. Let me say here that he did remarry 6 months after our divorce-a woman with 2 kids. So, here we are, my daughter (now 17) and I. We are chatting today about the now ex-step dad and how he was talking about her with other people. Now, this might not have been a bad thing except that he hasn't talked TO her since Aug 2006, and here he is talking ABOUT her to the sister of one of her best friends. This child is in the same class as his new step daughter, or ex-step, as he and HER mother are now divorced as well, lol But I digress, she is telling me all of this and asks me if she can leave a mesage for him. She knows that this may strike a match which wont be easy to put out and thro
Am I Realy A Dog?
Am i a cheater if i talk to a lot of ladies? I anm a single man trying to figure out what i want out of life. I am diovorced,have friendship's with sebveral woman,none in which i am involved with. so why am i labeled a cheater when i am looking for good friends and good adult conversation? please help me,?God bless all you cherry tappers.
alone in my obsession no one knows how to find me keep my distance from all that i love only to keep myself alive tears slide down my cheeks i sit and stare at the world around me is this what was meant for me? solitude? I feel nothing anymore but confusion hiding in my lonliness drowning my sorrows in murky water soiled and tainted by destruction my only companion myself my only hope? i don't know i have to decide do I keep going? do I stop dead and remain where i am I know nothing of the life i once had have nothing from the life i once knew i just want to be loved i just want to feel that feeling i want to be addicted to nothing but happiness to be or not to be.. is not the question i want to answer don't ask me what I am don't ask me where i went my truth is my own my soul is conflicted do I love? Can I love? am I loved? Do I need to feel? all questions i ask myself Don't pity me don't feel bad for me Don't worry about me I am who I am a
Black Rose
One Black Rose Upon one day...dark and dreary, I did seek rest ...for I was weary. I found a place that no one knows... Given to me was one black rose. I rested there in slumber's state. Pondered the ways to change my fate. Challenged by a twisted destiny, One black rose was given to me. Contemplating the symbol's meaning, Beauty's birth yet dark-side leaning. Unable to see if from friend or foes, Given to me was one black rose. So went the day...dark and dreary, That I found rest...for I was weary. As the beautiful morning then set me free... One black rose was given to me
Update On Dave
Well i know its been quite awhile since i last wrote a blog and boy has shit changed for me. Those of you that have known me for quite sometime maybe mad at me for being so distant but honestly i was going through some rough shit and its just now starting to unravel enough for me to actually breathe and be able to see some light in all the darkness. I wont go into details about what was up or anything i dont want to bore yall, or better yet i dont wanna bring yall into the drama lol I do miss a few people that used to be my bestest friends on this site Kati (u know i love ya to death :D) Amber (even though you TOTALLY used to annoy me with your bickering about me taking to long to respond lol) Crystal (well what can i say ummm basically i miss your company above all i guess) Valerie (we havent talked in awhile i miss the exchanging of poems and stuff :P) There is a few more that i didnt name but yall know who ya are. Jessica i love ya to death even if ya broke my heart in about 1
Hungry Like The Wolf
Taking Time Off The Net For A Few Days
I will not be logging on for a few days I have some things I need to take care of I might log on long enough to check message or what not but I wont be talking or doing anything other then reading my messages. Leave me love if you want I will return it when I have my stuff taken care of but as you all know my son has a head injury and I need to take a few days to care for him. So I will see you when I log back on.
Cingular Wireless
Okay, so in truth, I work for this great named company and everyday I get calls from customers that have some kind of problem with their service. I like my job when I can help the customers though. If I can make their phone work or give customers a break on their bill by giving them a much deserved credit, I will do just that. But it gets kind of sad when, customers call in about the newest $5 unlimited texting plan that Cingular just launched a few months ago and that they , the customers, find out that the text plan was just for M2M in the first place...I have to explain this new feature however, everytime to the customers. Now, I for one have not seen this so called commercial yet about this M2M unlimited texting, but I have heard that the commercial did state the truth about the package and that it was moblile to mobile with a recent text package: EX...if u have the 200 text package for 4.99 and u want the M2M feature, with this feature it would be an added $5 to the plan, making i
Newest Poem
to explain a bit I was talkiing with friends till the early morning hours and we were talking about life and loves and being alone and being with the wrong ones ... I let with many thoughts and as I do when I think too much I write ... it calms the mind and sets me free to rest. Being alone without someone is not a curse I am reminded of something that was worse A time I sold myself to someone cheap A time I settled for less and then did reap Pain the harvest of letting fear rule my life Of taking someone not worthy to be my wife Of giving my all to one who did not care All for the sake of having someone there seeing all I strove for go down the drain Only to find myself alone beginning again Discovery that I had be comfortable inside me Let life unfold as it was always meant to be Learn that in life I may matter not at all Being content with myself for the first to recall being with someone for the wrong reason is worse Living with the wrong one is a self imposed cu
Don’t Bother Me
Don’t bother me. If your going to use a frigging computer, do something with it. don’t wast your time chatting to a-hole like me. If you not using your computer to make art, music or money get up and go outside and take a walk. Don’t try to talk to me I hate everyone.
Family Pride.
well today we moved back to ky state was in knoxville ten its beautiful there.however i did not like it. so i am back and its good for me . i am tired of moveing .next time i move will be in a pine box sometimes your so tired of life you just dont care .about anything then my daughter told she would name her first daughter Hanna.she wants a girl then that made me scared . that she was even thinking that kind of stuff at 14 then she said no after she is 20 she wants to be young first made me proud .said she want to be the same kind of mom as me no matter what ppl think she thanks i am the best mom to her .she has been through so much pain with her health and back .i dont thank any other 14 year old could deal with .this is for her i love you and you are a fighter.
U Had To Be Thair !
to all my friend's and fam. im having a blast should have many good pic.s for the gear head foulks out thair . stay tuned for the opener event pic's........woo hoo got to RACE
She's Hot
"two Of Us"
Humble in heart Shy in spirit Friendship starts From simple beginnings Laughter shared A knowing glance Remember when Our collective past Soul to soul We understand Words unspoken Unsurpassed sincerity
Jay's Wish
Sunday, April 29, 2007 Cancer wish for son and mother who both have it. Vote: 1 2 3 4 5
Why Do Guys Feel The Need To Hurt Girls?
ok so today i learned something dont flip people off ...even when there wrong.why? because they will stop.make you impead traffic and ty and punch your window out then they will try and get you to come out o0f your car to hurt you and then try and call the cops and then 911 hahahah i was soo fucking scared .... jonni if you werent there i probably would have cried or gotten out and cut him.shit my heart was fucking pounding so fast .... anyways im lonly i want to go snuggle but there is noone );
Wish Come True
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are a someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are. done by christine
New Tarot Deck
So tonight Vamp and I decided to take a stroll down ::shudders:: bourbon street... been a bit since we have ventured down it and figured we would see some of our friends workng. (this goes without saying because the french quarter is so small so everyone knows everyone) We would stop to chit chat with our friends and make our way through the crowds... We walked into one of the stores ... it has been many months since i have been in there and they usually have some nice stuff... We walked through looking at everything, checking to see if there was anything that struck our fancy... I made my way over to the case with tarot cards and looked through... I did a double take at one deck and knew i had to have it... Someone once told me that this deck would work best for me...... the Crowly Thoth deck... knowing that i could not buy this for myself... i immediately looked over at vamp... giggles... he bought it for me... We walked from the store to his bar and i opened the
Friendship All The Way .
Friendship Is the bond that Hold us together. Friendship Is Laughing when friends laugh and Console when they cry. Friendship Is love where there is no hesitation or mystery? Friendship Is sharing your feelings, and Receiving love form each other. Friendship Is the call to unite. Friendship Is like money; easy to lose, but Hard to keep. Friendship Is Destroying enemies and Way to make a happy world. done by christine
The Fire Fighter
More than a dashing, colorful name. Greater than a victor attacking high walls of flame. A winner among men in defiance of fear; bravely greeting hazards and defeating them far and near. How do we thank him for supressing fear and fire? For joining other heroes in confronting death for hire? Mere praise is insufficient to reward his deeds of daring. And poems don't pay him for infernos often searing. The fire fighter saves in the hell of smoke and fire. His safety must be increased and his pay rise higher and higher. done by christine
Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. done by christine
My Best Friend
When I needed to talk Your ear was always listening Your comforting words Always soothed my duobts your shoulder was always There for me to cry on You made me smile when Everyone else failed You were my best friend But when I turned my back Greedy palms thrust upwards Your tongue lashed out With ander and lasthsome envy Fists full of knifes Push deeper into my back Piercing my heart Draining all the life that was left My soul is dead You were my best friend done by christine
A Special Friend....forever
True friends are forever..forever is eternity. A true friend is someone you can lean on, When you are having a bad day. A true friend is someone who smiles, And tells you that everything will be ok. A true friend is someone who is honest, Someone you can trust. A true friend will never leave you, Even when you feel alone. A true friend is God sent, An angel in disguise. A true friend will always love you, Forever....Eternity done by christine
Just Because I Am Freaking Bored
Hello all. heres hoping you all are doing great, hoping your weekend is rocking. Mine is going well, I'm not drinking anything, I'm on a natural high. Not feeling any pain. just chillaxin doing my thing. So if you find yourself realy bored come on over to my page and have a laugh at my portraits. LOL. I think I may go to bed in a bit. had a busy day doing alot of nothing and I'm feeling a bit sleepy, so unless I get some entertainment I'm going to cry myself to sleep, lol , gotta love my boring crazy unique self, either love me or love to hate me, just know you are loving me for the right reasons and hating me for them as well. Slow ya roll and get to know me before you truly start to hate me please, thats all I ask. To the rest of you that have crossed my path and do like me, muahhhh much love to you, I love all of my Ct friends, you all are great, remember if you are partying do it safely and wisely , please dont drink and drive, have a dd or stay in one place. it doesnt pay
I Prayed For You Today
You feel a softly stirring breeze Like angel wings fluttering by; You close your eyes for a moment And release a contented sigh. A feeling of forgotten peace Slowly fills your soul; You feel the Lord's sweet presence Start gently to unfold. You bask in blessed silence; Cares and sorrows pushed aside; And for the moment tranquility Deafens the world outside. Why do you feel this gentle peace Engulf you in such a way? You wonder what the difference is. . . It's that I prayed for you today. done by christine
Update, 4-29-07 Through 5-4-07 !!
Just wanted to let you all know that for the next few days you probably won't see much of me, i'll probably pop on once in a while to check messages and stuff but other than that i'll be busy with my daughter who will be home only for a short period of time. **hugs to everyone** take care and have a good week!!
4-28-07 Astrology
Friends and family who've been unreliable now have to earn your trust. Keep that in mind. While it's important to give people the benefit of the doubt, you can't be naive or silly about it. Remember that you are a valuable resource.
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Girly glitter comments from
hi i lost my loving aunt phoebe to ephazima of the mouth she died tonight. i miss her i hardly ever saw her and when i did it was for a short time then we had to go but we had fun when she wore my black lipstick and we went around wearing it .im glad she is with god and now she is in his hands and now she can watch upon me every day. just like my pappy has been doing. rip aunt phoebe 4/28/07. pappy died november 16th 1995 rip unkle al rip, grandma reese died on november 15th 2003 friend jen frampton died june 12th 2003 joe vedilago,sara stiner, adam protz, ryan mccafferey died january 1st 2002 phillip kuminkoski died august 23rd 2004,ashley anderson died in the hospital.
Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?
i want to thank everyone who rated and left comments you guys are great, keep up the good work to answer a few questions you guys had i dont like yahoo, it sucks dont ask me lol i do use msn messenger so if any of my dear friends would like to talk to me on there let me know. i only cam with friends and i only make faces at them, nothing else for the guys telling me they love me, buy me a blast lmao if i have anymore statements ill get back to you thanks for reading
To Have Loved And Losted
As I stood there, in that desolate place, observing the minions of life, she appeared from nowhere, her eyes, fixed on me, as if with evil intent. She approached me and took my hand, but with no words. We admired each other from so close, yet, it felt as if she was worlds away. Her hair shone in the evening light as if it were sewn from stands of diamonds, her skin was smooth as silk, it was as if she was an angel. I had never seen anyone like her in my entire life. We stood there for what felt like an eternity. She smiled at me, the temptation was too great, I pulled her close to me and kissed her. It was a passionate yet unruly kiss, it was so meaningful, yet, it meant nothing. The clouds gathered and soft rain began to fall from the darkend skys. We ran underneath a tree, its old, twisting branches covered with green, lush, leaves shielding us both from the rain. We sat, and watched the rain fall, as if they were tears being cried by a god. She slowly opened he
Help Please
Hello all I made my frist mumm today and i was hoping some of u would like to check it out. Thanks in advance TECH
Die Another Day
Teaching The Teacher 2006, September
saying i love you. does it even mean anything anymore? at this day and age when most people develop feelings faster than they develop pictures (or so they claim). well, the primordial feeling of lust is not even a feeling. its a reaction. so it shouldnt count. loving and losing. i thought i had it all pat. was a scaredy cat (it even rhymes!). had this heart broken again. and again. hurts like the proverbial hell i can tell you. made the witch cry. made the witch die. then u came. the laughing carefree man. in love with life. passion in living. telling me, its ok to get hurt. its just the other side of coin. like u urself never did cry, never did get hurt. like a mirage. would i listen? course i didnt. im hard headed. as u are finding out. no matter how much i goaded and provoked u, u wouldnt go away. just kept on (no sense of self-preservation, u). u tried to quiet my fears. u stayed despite my ranting. u were just as crazy as i am. u proved it too. wanting to hold me til i ha
Fuck Gime Some Fuckin Space God Damn!!!!!!!!!
no alone time .... arg!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: aggravated Oh my god, I'm 21 yo in school and livin with my partnts it sux i dont have any time to myself and i mean no time at all fuckin my brother and sister have there own fuckin rooms there 7 and 8 my dad has his and my nana has hers and i have the fuckin livingroom i have absolutly no time to myself im in school i dont have a car... and that means yep u guessed it once again no time to myself i get driven to school so im constantly around ppl and when im home im constantly called by nana or dad or someone all i want is a lil time to myself..... but NO i cnt get that i have to lock myself in the fuckin bathroom to fuckin have time to myself i feel suficated if i leave to go some ware i have to take one of the kids with me unless im with friends or my mom but once again im with someone i dont know what to do i cnat move out till i start workin again and thats after i graduate in 2 months and after i pass state board and
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Why Her
I'm not sure if you know or not But I really do love you a lot. You still hold a special place in my heart and you did, right from the start. But when she came along and took your breath away, I was devastated and didn't know what to say. I spend my nights crying, time after time, I spent my days lying, saying I was fine. Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside, And on that day, a little of me died. But with her, you look so in love 'Cause you are an angel from above. I now have to teach my heart to move on, For, you are now forever gone. But about one thing I am unsure: Why it can't be me, and not her
Moving And Other Tribulations
Wow, it's been a long time since I've written a blog... It turns out I have some health issues that are resolvable it just takes a lot of work on my part. As in working out, and spending a lot more time in my kitchen working - preparing healthy food. Plus I just got a promotion, sort of... which also means I have to move. That is, unless I want to commute through 40 miles of Seattle's most notorious S curves. So guess who's packing like a mad woman to get ready for this imminent move... Like in a week. And since one of my health issues is high blood pressure.... well, you can imagine. So, yes, I'm sorry, I haven't responded to messages in a while... and I don't remember the last time I shouted anyone but a coupla family members... I'm too busy packing up my life for the second time in a year, making green leafy concoctions for myself to choke down, and panting my ass off on the eliptical machine. And soon I'll be trying to take over a new job and likely working some he
A Parent's Worse Fear
I went to a party, and remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, and I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,Mom, His voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, as I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
~into The Light~
Current mood: ~creative~ Category:Writing and Poetry For so long now my soul has been broken. And like the sun on my face at dawn, you opened my eyes and my heart. So many have tried and failed. As i sit here i ask myself what is different about you? The sweet words you say have been said before, but when you say them 'i believe'. We are similar you and i, our hearts speak the same language and our souls sing the same song. Although you would have me believe otherwise, trying to explain to me how harsh you really are and how mean you can be. It almost makes me laugh when you say these things, for i know the beauty inside you, the goodness you possess. Your gentle love, your sweet words, your warm spirit, has broken through all walls i had built around my heart. In my heart and soul i know i was meant to know you and to love you. You are my savior in some ways, bringing me out of the dark and into the light to feel the warmth and beauty, this life and
The Truth Cant Be Hidden~just Look Into My Eyes
Current mood: ~creative~ Category:Writing and Poetry Walking around in an endless daze, like a peasant in a room full of kings i stick out. In my mind i think i hide it well, but in my heart the truth resides. It makes its self known in my eyes. They don't lie, and they will never meet yours. These eyes were sad before you. But even though sad, they still held a glimmer of hope. Hope of the love my heart might one day feel. Now they are sad from the love gained and so quickly lost. Lose your love i did, but mine for you still burns. Some days i fear my burning heart will surely burst from my chest and fall to the ground. And some days i pray to god for that to happen, to have this unwanted love for you , 'this burn' out of me once and for all time. As much as i've tried my soul wont let me hate you, for i know and have seen all the goodness you possess. In my eyes you will always remain untarnished, 'perfection' or as close to it as i will ever be.
What Do You Want Me To Do With You? Hmmmnnn...
color me stubborn. what color is that? and when will i ever learn. you. yeah, you. dont act so nonchalant making decisions halfway and dragging me into ur life. promising things and setting me up for heartbreak. it wouldve been better if u left me alone. yeah well i cant leave u alone either, so we're even. but oooh u make me so mad. truth be told, i dont know what u want from me. you say one thing and do the other. you create distance then bridge it. you want me to stay away yet u cant let go of me. if im such a bitch a threat or a nuisance it would be easy wouldnt it? i know im nothing so why go to all this trouble? u get me so tied up in knots i dont know how to untangle it all. hell, im only now finding out for sure of my suspicions of how u felt and yet i dont push. u wonder why? figure it out. you know what your trouble is? u think u still need me. let me tell u now, u dont. i was a crutch of sorts before but since then u have found ur way and ur love so what do u thi
The Five Variable Love Test
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life i
Words Will Never Be Enough
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie
I Give Up... April 2007
everything changes and only change is constant. but change doesnt come just because u want it to. and even if it does change it doesnt usually go as u would expect. are u prepared? i give up. this is trying too hard. i lasted exactly hmmm is it a week? its 6 days 23 hours more than i expected. trying like this is killing me. i live by my own rules (and some of societys) but pretending to feel something that is totally different from what i actually feel is just not me. i had thought i could do anything to keep you. now i know im wrong. i cant be not myself. i cant not say what i mean. took me years to finally love myself and be proud of my actions of just being me. i know, lets just do it this way. ill be my real beautiful self and when u need reassurance of certain realities in life go by my way. i wont pester u. much. i simply cannot turn something on and off like a switch and label something that already has a name. sugar coating has never been my forte. forgive me. it wa
Roadrage Scary
so this guy tried to put his fist through my window was fucking scary ... i hate you
Who Does He Want?
He Said He Wanted Me He Said He Wanted Her He Couldn't Make Up His Mind Whether He Wanted Me Or Her He Used My Love As An Excuse Why He Couldn't Be With Me But He Still Said He Had Feelings For Me He Told The Other One, That He Wanted Her As-well But Where Does That Leave Me? All Alone Why Is He Telling Me He Wants Me But Then Tells Her He Wants Her As-well So Who Does He Want Is It Me Or Her?
Lesser Fool... January 2007
on hold. why is it when we love there are times more often than not that we feel life is like that, on hold? like some things are better saved til the right time comes up. perfect timing and waiting. im adept at waiting though things never turn up the way i want them to sometimes. at times the waiting paid off even if its years and years. but ive never mastered the art of perfect timing although sometimes i hit on it by mistake. mistakes. now theres a word im familiar with. earned my lot learned from some and still doing things over and over. how do u know when to wait and when to go for it? when you wait on one relationship and it doesnt work out u naturally assume if u go for it on the next one that maybe it will work. nah course not. ur the only constant in that equation therefore u ought to really figure out which would make the outcome you want. yet u really cant change what u are so most times u just keep repeating everything with disastrous results. im not one for conf
The Pain Of Silence
Love when kept keeps hurting inside. love you didn't expect would puzzle your mind. love unexpressed will never give you rest. the risk of love not taken, will hinder your dreams to happen. love, you are kind. will you keep out of my mind? My heart shouts for your name my eyes cry for joy. but my mind does not command for me to fall in love. love, you are kind, please don't let me fall for him he is my friend and i don't want our friendship to end. Truth hunts me. Yes, i am in love. In love with a friend. Would I love and be silent? be hurt but to keep the friendship? Or would i speak and take the risk? the risk of losing our friendship? Now, I am happy, for you are my friend, but my heart is crying expressing deep sentiments of love unexpressed my heart would cry more knowing that this is what we'll ever be--friends.
What Does Your Name Mean?
What John Means J is for Joyous O is for Organic H is for Honest N is for Nutty What Does Your Name Mean?
Need Your Help.... Yes You
Ok you all I need your help I would like to know if I would start up a lounge how many of you would come and tune in and who could at some point dj for me? The only reason why I'm asking is that ever lounge I go too and dj for I never can find a place I can call home. If you feel the same way let me know about it and let me know what you think about this?
Life Of Family
Lets see first off my son is the biggest mama's boy in the world an I love him all the more for it. LOL we do this special little thing every night he gives his daddy luvies then I put him to bed, he is allowed 2 toys to take to bed with him. Once he has them picke dout he crawls in an I cover him up but we always gotta make sure that the wiggle worms are out of our system before he can go to sleep. So we sit there an wiggle for a few minutes an just giggle up a storm. Then we give our hugs an kisses tell each other we love each other an say sweet dreams an blow kisses. LOL ok well later that night I went to check on my son to make sure he was coverd up an I leaned over an kissed him an whisperd mommy loves you kisses baby lol sound asleep my son says luv you to mommy then made kissie noises. IT was sooo cute I just wanted to share.
Very Platonic 2003
i should let go. i know that. every conceivable variable is against me. age, location, social status. i get chided for being an optimist. but im not an optimist. i just know whats mine. and if ever there is someting that feels mine he's it. *sigh* why are hearts not made with ears or eyes for that matter. i have yet to see a heart that does not secretly hopes even in the face of defeat. even after every hurt every despicable thoughtless remark. hang it all. ur not even my idea of a dreamboat. there are lots more there. yet for the life of me they just dont fit. they dont feel right. even if they look like richard gere or hmm joshua jackson. theres somebody else. why did it feel different when you told me that? you knew id be happy for you. but what of us? lol i didnt used to think there was an us. but u were thinking it and not only acknowledged but told someone so i guess there is an us. does that make u a cheater me a loser? all i know is its a little confusing. thats an und
What's Your Rising Sign?
Your Rising Sign is Cancer You are compassionate and kind - and the one who gives security. And while you sometimes tire of it, people always turn to you for advice. Emotions are your domain, and you use tend to use them for good. But you've also been know to be very manipulative when you need to be. You're quite loyal to those you love most - friends and family. For everyone else, you tend take time to build up trust. What's Your Rising Sign?
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In Love Again?! Give Me A Break!!!
oh phooey ur in love again? do u never learn? exactly how many times do u need to do this to urself before u realize its not worth it? that he's not worth it? he's stringing you along. im told its good for ones' ego. wouldn't you like someone to be at your beck and call? a fall back person in case u never get to be with the one you love? love is perpetuated by greeting card companies and such to take advantage of big hearted, wide walleted doubtful if theres something between the ears chumps like u. u heard me. there's nothing wrong with ur vocal chords, at least, or my ears so u dont have to yell. insult u? girl, i don't need to. ur doing it yourself. ur insulting ur intelligence by tellng yourself u can't forget him or throw him out. ur insulting ur will and independence by thinking u can't make it without him. furthermore ur insulting me because were supposed to think alike and i dont think like u do. not in this matter anyway. bah, love.who needs it? it makes ur mind as
Alone In My Mind
Another lonely night arrives Walking alone in my mind Dark, deserted, cold, and still Not another soul to find So much lost in my world Times like this are the worst Pain and fear crashing in Thinking sometimes a curse Always searching for answers That only you can supply Yet alone, I'm so lost Not ready to say good-bye Rummaging through my thoughts Only echo's off the walls No voices do I hear Hoping my name you'll call Can't keep going on like this Things are taking a toll on me Days are getting long and hard It's you I'm needing to see
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Thanks to everyone that has stopped by lately. Learning lots of new stuff and meeting interesting people. Fan friend or rate me........mauh
When Our Hearts Are Near
My love for you runs deeper for you than I can ever say. Sometimes I don't mention it when we've had a rough day. You are my lone shinning star through out my darkest times. I'd fight my way through a thousand demons just to keep you mine. Your elegance stands untarnished even your blemishes are beauty to my sight The thought of departing from your embrace dims my future so bright. The warmth and kindness of your spirit has reached and touched us all If you happen to stumble darling, in my strong arms you shall fall. Without your caring caress I'd spiral into a sea of black despair. You are my angel sent from God, to lift away my cares. So to my soul mate whose charming grace I hold most dear. My life exists to hold you close and is completed when our hearts are near.
If Marriages
if a marriage isnt for love of another person (that person being the one ur getting married to, of course) then how do you know its over? i mean really over. yep, arranged marriage. be it arranged by ur parents or circumstance or u urselves. hmm, maybe dad shouldve thought of this before hehe. granting the fact that many factors make a marriage work and i do mean work, love or at the very least like and common interests should be part of it, isn't it? they say some marry for love, others for money, still others for companionship and some for the convenience of just being part of a permanent couple. i wonder which of theses id be force to be married for. im too old to marry for money (lugi sila he he he), companionship? who'd want to marry a (b)witch? love, umm pass my time. permanent coupling, nope! they say in india arranged marriages are sometimes based on the fact that the families are close, thats all.not even keeping the treasures intact. yeah, greed i can relate to. ap
So You Do
i have been told at times that i am wanted and other times that i'm not can't anyone love me for me i got to know cause i'm ging out of my head
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Thinking and thinking, When will I ever all in LOVE? Feel either the pleasure or pain? I want to feel the good and evil. The word LOVE, Nobody can explain. Once you're with that special someone. It could be month, days, years, even weeks to figure out what LOVE means in your eyes. I wonder does LOVE have a destiny or trail. When you're in LOVE, Don't be blammng LOVE for your actions that you do to another person to hurt them. Can you feel stronger or weaker? Does it make you high in the sky or as low as the dirt under the earth? If you fall in LOVE you should be committed or at least 100000% honest to your partner. It takes alot of people to fall in LOVE over the months, years, and days or maybe at first sight. Every person in this world is differnt when it comes to fallen in LOVE. It might sound insane or stupid, But it's not you. Everybody isn't the same when it comes to finding LOVE. If someone says they fell in LOVE at first sight, on the net, at a store, etc. Just be the
A Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...
When You Were Cheating Nyahaha!!!
by sara evans You say your every day, Is a bad dream that keeps repeatin', Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that furnished room The bed, the chair, the table? The tv picture comes and goes, Too bad you don't have cable. How do you like that paper plate? And those pork and beans your eatin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that beat up car? I think it's fair we traded Your pickup truck is running fine It's a cozy ride for datin' Yes I've been out a time or two And found the comfort I've been needin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating You made your bed and you're out of mine, You lie awake and I sleep just fine, You've done your sowing, now you can do the reapin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating Now what became of what's-her-name After she spent all your money? Did she leave you just like yo
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I Don't Blog
hmm well i don't blog so this may be my one and only blog ever.... well thats all i got.. so have a good day/night..
Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.
Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. for I have it all now and it's all because of you.
Perfection In My Eyes
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes
For Claire... You Cannot Please Everybody...
does the world owe u anything? it doesnt. it is up to u to make things happen and not just be taken away like some log (dead at that) on a running stream. not only do we have choices but decisions to stick to it or not. life gives us plenty of opportunities. we just have to open our eyes. if tomorrow never comes, would u want to be remembered as someone who didnt live? draw courage my friend, from before a very long time ago, i drew courage from you. have faith and walk tall. and most of all, try not to apologize for being urself and having to do unpopular things. i love u.
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If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there
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The first day I road over that hill, I could just see that I'd be with you. I knew one day I would have a chance with you. They way you touched me and held me, They way you smiled with joy, Just toom me into darkness, Where I knew I wouldn''t be alone. I just felt someone there. I knew it was you. There with your arms out to keep all that scares me in the dark away from me so I don't get harmed. I had butterflies in my tummy. Right then and there I new you were their to protect me. As time went on, The feeling of having butterflies grew stronger. I didn't want to stop those amazing butterflies down there. I waited and waited to hear those 3 words come out of your heart with meaning, with honour, with respect. Once you said " I love you", I couldn't help it but cry. Known I have someone who cares for me now. Those 3 words, echo in my head everyday. Everyday those 3 words circle around me like a lost cub trying to find it's mother. When the cub does fin it's mother, They hug eac
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First Night
They held each other close Both wishing time would end Their bodies pressed together Their heart beats did blend He knew he had to leave She knew he'd soon go The next time they'd be together Neither did know The goodbyes were silent Each knew what the other meant One hug, one kiss And both were content They parted with sadness But no tears were shed For they still had the memories Of their first night in bed.
What Friendship Means To Me
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.
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How Jealous Are You?
You Are 28% Jealous You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control! How Jealous Are You?
Too Much, Too Many
Too many tears wasted Too much time lost Too much pain tasted Too many feelings tossed Too many dreams thrown away To an undeserving man Too many thoughts of yesterday Thrown aside in the sand Too much heartache you've begun Now all I feel is hurt Too much of my life gone Wasted on someone who treated me like dirt So I'm writing this to say I'm done with you and your lies I can no longer stay So it's time to say our goodbyes...
For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love
It About Everyones Pumpkin
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The Meaning
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.
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Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.
Love Is Blind
Your cruel humor, and the stick way I love every word of it, and every bit of you. Your habit of pushing me too far, too many times. My inconsistent moods, only brought on by yours. Your torturing words. The way i let them inside me. The way i'd love you inside me. Your way of redefining everything, you've got such improper motives, boy. How you hollowed me out, yet left more than i had. My half-assed way I go about everything but when it comes to you, i'm so desperate. Your hypothetical reasoning, my guilty conscience, you know i'd never, no one but you. And I think you had me believing your lies, I think I still do. You said you're running empty, but if you're damaged, I must be blind
What Ya Know!
im new here and would like to try and get the hang of it and maybe make a few friends and put up some real pics of myself....hope to meet up with someof you!
Life without you would be cruel. Life for me would be empty, Sadness, and pain. There's no way I could live without you by myside. Life without you would be filled with darkness everywhere and the sky filled with clouds of tears. I would have a soul only you can refill. Life with you and love in it would be eternal. I want to take life to the risk of wrapping my life so complety around yours. I hold the key to my heart so I can turn it over to you and lock it in yours for life. My soul is powered But your love is the only thing in the world that keeps the electristy flowing. Everyday and hr, It is you who keeps me happy, Be myself, smile with stars in my eyes from you. Baby, Your love to me is something special that I treasure with chains around it So nobody else can take them off. Every night when you leave me for the next day to come, I cry with warm, happy tears. My tears have never turned out cold. Life gave me love from you the first day. This love has never felt so amazing.
Im Destitute
wanna help ? pwease? Donate to me, and I'll think sexy thoughts about you.
What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?
I'll Be Gone So Later.
got some shit i gotta take care of on my own so i'll be gone for awhile.. dont worry i ain't dead so u can rest easy. take care. -KM-
When Troops Die Serving, U.s. Lets Down Survivors
When troops die serving, U.S. lets down survivors By Deanna Salie For the Journal-Constitution Published on: 04/26/07 My husband was certain that he was going to die in Iraq. Sgt. 1st Class David J. Salie had been an American soldier for almost 17 years. He'd deployed many times, and he'd been to war before. He'd parachuted into Panama with the 82nd Airborne Division, served in the Gulf War and gone to Haiti with the 25th Infantry Division. But he'd never been so certain that he was going to die that he prepared for death. David told me that he wouldn't be coming back. I didn't believe him. I felt that he was just under so much stress thinking of our children and me, and about the 40 soldiers in his platoon who were his responsibility. In the month before he left for Iraq with B Company, 2nd of the 69th Armor, 3rd Infantry Division, David went over his will with a fine-toothed comb, and he checked out his Survivor's Group Life Insurance, which provides protection f
Be Gentle With This Heart Of Mine
Last night i could hardly sleep, Scared of what I see, it all seems so perfect, Is it really meant to be, it all feels so real, it all feels to good to be true, It all feels like everything I could ever wish for, But how do I be sure its you, theres a comfort, I really can't explain, Theres so many feelings, I can't name, But theres a hunger, A craving for so much more, A part of me is screaming, You're all i need and more, I close my eyes, And still its you I see, Here in my arms, So close to me, in my heart i feel you, And it warms me within, In my mind you're taking over, You're under my skin, My guard is falling, It's just a matter of time, I pray if you break me, be gentle with this heart of mine,
Someone Help Me Plz
i created a morph but how what do i save it as and how do i put it on here? any help would be great thx!
What Do You Like Better?
Ok who here likes my old name better and who likes my new name better? My old name was Dj Razor and my new one is Dj Ravenwolf? Pls tell what you all think of the names????
Mysta Rhyme
Mysta Rhyme I want to tell you bout a friend of mine He’s better known as Mysta Rhyme The man can rhyme all day long He puts those rhymes into all his songs He always has an awesome beat And he’s somebody I'd like to meet He’s also known as Micwheed And my writing he has freed So thanks to you and all your rhyme I’m glad that you’re a friend of mine Now I rhyme all day long I Hope to put them into a song.
What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
***You Are a Natural Flirt*** Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?
Detached With no sense of direction, losing my identity. In need of some connection to the world surrounding me. So tired of isolation, such a safe and stagnant road. Devoid of inspiration, I just can't carry the load.
Where Do We Get Such Men
From: Sent: 4/27/2007 1:16:07 PM Subject: "19", First Sergeant This is from a Marine First Sergeant serving in Iraq and about to come home: I guess I kinda had an epiphany two days ago when I walked outside and saw some Marines gathered around a convoy of 4 vehicles. I recognized that these were my Marines from another "Battle Position" so I thought I would go see what they were up to. Because of the fact that they are 40 miles away, I don't get to see them often enough, so I always welcome "face time" with this platoon. As I walk over, all I see are young Marines and a single Corporal. "Who is the convoy commander?" I asked, expecting to see a Senior Sergeant or Staff Sergeant appear from nowhere. "I am, First Sergeant", said Cpl Jansen. All of the Marines started to close in on me as if to see what they had done wrong that caused me to be looking for the convoy commander. So I asked Cpl Jansen how old he was and he replied "19", First Sergeant." This just really hit
U.s. Didn’t Accept Most Foreign Katrina Aid
U.S. didn’t accept most foreign Katrina aid Some donations spoiled, while millions still haven’t been collected or spent By John Solomon and Spencer S. Hsu As the winds and water of Hurricane Katrina were receding, presidential confidante Karen Hughes sent a cable from her State Department office to U.S. ambassadors worldwide. Titled "Echo-Chamber Message" -- a public relations term for talking points designed to be repeated again and again -- the Sept. 7, 2005, directive was unmistakable: Assure the scores of countries that had pledged or donated aid at the height of the disaster that their largesse had provided Americans "practical help and moral support" and "highlight the concrete benefits hurricane victims are receiving." Many of the U.S. diplomats who received the message, however, were beginning to witness a more embarrassing reality. They knew the U.S. government was turning down many allies' offers of manpower, supplies
Endless Love
Is there such thing as endless love. Are there people who are blissfully happy together all the time. With life there are struggles which need to be overcame. Does that mean love has ended and all is gone? If there is such thing as endless love when do you know you have found such a thing? Is it possible that you may never see it when it presents itself? I just want to be an old man walking hand in hand with an old woman both smiling like the day we met. I have so much to give and I long to share myself with someone equally as responisive. Im not a cold person but I dont want to be a sucker either. We put up walls to protect ourselves from pain but it is those walls that block us from expereincing things. I dont want to miss a thing but I dont want to hurt anymore. Ive been looking at people blogs woman stay at home moms who feel that them and their men are growin apart. Maybe there man works alot maybe the stress from having a family and having it young is too much to overco
OK so its the internet and what do I really expect , yes I hear you all asking this allready , but when it comes to proposals of marriage and long time spans that you have this happen then yeah it is just a bit different yes ? Now to the matter at hand , yes there will be foul language because I am now going to talk about the fucktards , first the fiance , Lord Bathum as he is called here and on myspace , now he has been engaged to my very dear Mistress of Wolves since well before I ever met her , and all of this will cover the entire of their time knowing each other , it might be hard for you people to grasp so I will try to take it slowly . you see when she met him , he was supposedly in hospital in London after an assault that left him badly scarred , and rather depressed also just split with someone , this may seem normal so far but and here is the kicker , the UK does not have internet support facilities for patients in our hospitals , it is too damn expensive ( since the h
Love Medley
Blowing Off Steam On Deaf Ears, Or Text Rather.
I have recently found out I have a new hate in life, mind you I am not one to say, "I hate" a lot simply because It's a very hurtful thing. It's a statement that can cause irreplaceable damage in a relationship, friendship etc. But I HATE compassion, because bottom feeders in the world use it against you if you have it they cause you to change your mind and continue living a life you don't like. They take advantage of you fully and completely. And the real pisser is THEY KNOW THEY are doing it. I have spent my life being on the defense for people that could would and did, hurt me. I have tried to share that awareness with people I love… do they listen…nope. Oh wait yea they listen to the BULLSHIT all the bottom feeder no job no life FUCKING LOSERS give them. And you know what I also really hate? People if you tell someone something MEAN IT, Or even better yet DO IT. GROW SOME BALLS STICK TO YOUR GUNS. Don't piss on my back and tell me its raining. Man I think I am going to turn
ok nicholas cage. yup dude see's in the future.. intresting twist.. hot chick love making big bangs. my kinda movie,. go WATCH IT
The Road Not Taken
What does this poem mean to you?? The Road Not Taken Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. -- Robert Frost
Irish Titan Angel
how about that fokes she tells me one thing then she tell william the same thing we were supose to met in oct in philly then i got hurt while on duty with the armed forces in afgainstain then she sends me a message telling me i dont know when we will met but that she still loves me and cares for me but guess what shes been telling william the same thing in fact shes going to met him in oct her name on cherry tap is irish titan angel she told me over a hundred times that she loved me and wanted to met me in oct then only to finfd out that i was just a play thing that she coulldnt tell she was in love with someomne else in fact untill i loged in to cherry i was of the beleaf that she was in love with me still we talked for 6 hours on the 29th of april she finally told me it was over because she was now ingaged to some other guy now boy i hope she like losing her dauther and he likes getting visited from JAG
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I Miss Sir Fuzzmuffin
I left him at home while I went off to college this last time, he's the only thing that kept me sane here....blah, but he's much happier with space to run around and places to jump. My little bunny :( I'll see him in two weeks. thanks for listening to my boring blog. b
She Probably Drove Him To It
I just found out the homewrecker that lied to break up my marriage to GB is currently employed at Virginia Tech. The employee roster said she wasn't injured in the attack. With all the hell she put me through personally, she probably was one of the people that drove the gunman insane! Sorry, I just had to say it
Your Song
It always amazes me, How you can see right into my heart, You know how to fix me, When I’m falling apart, I’ll always be in wonder, When I look in your eyes, I’ll always be taken, By the love I see inside, I’ve never met, Anyone as strong as you, never met anyone so persistent, Or as hard working as you, I’ve never known anyone, Who loves as much as you, You love simply to love, And for what better reason too, I know I’ll never find another, That makes me feel what you do, So with all my heart, I will always love you.
How Sexy Is Your Name?
Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 103 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name?
The Bitter Truth
The Bitter Truth You say one thing Yet you mean another You try to be up front While hiding beneath a cover Why are you so selfish? And why so ignorant? What exactly does life mean to you Or should I say, meant? I've never known someone so fake Someone who can't speak the truth Someone so terribly insecure Someone so cruel, someone like you Why did you have to be like this You started off quite fine You would always say how much you care I guess that was just another "line" I just sit around and remember Of how much I used to enjoy your name And how I so dearly loved To play your little game But now finally I know That you aren't at all what I thought And its a damn shame too, Because I hoped so much for you, a lot
Our Weekend
last night my female slave had to be taken down and punished for her bad girl behavior. so I ordered her to lay over my knees and I took doen her panties and spaNKED HER EVERY HARD THEN IDECIDED TO HANDCUFF HER BEHIND HER BACK. I began to spank her even harder on her ass and body so it would make her cry a lot. I decided to smacker face hard as well but a away it wont leave any marks. after that she started to cry very loud so I decided to eas her torture by putting a mixer of two relaxents on a choth and sit her downon the bed and forced the choth over her face. i told her ibetter hear her breath it all in and hearing her breath it in is a big turn on for me. her crying became less ans less. I let her lie down cause she needed too. then iput a blind fold her oher eyes and ear muffs on as well so she couldn’t hear or see anything and gave her the choth again when isensed it was wearing off and to keep her quite as I fucked her a long time and made her cum till I came about 40 m
The Meaning Of Love For Me..perky To Saggy Boobs
For 27 years of my life I've often wondered, and I have done a lot of wondering enough for 10 people at this age, of what it means to be in love with someone? Do I have a criteria? Or does it come without reason? Is it because of the shape of my body? or the depth of my soul? I've gotten to the point that I'm sick of having those people who oogle at how I look and not bother to know anything about me. What's up with that? I mean I also do have my points of shallow happenings but sex does not sustain a happy relationship, I'm not saying we don't need it. It's just that lust can only last for so long. Not that I'm going to let myself go. But when I'm 90 would you still wanna be seen around me and talk to me? SIGHS
Come What May
Chinese Element Analysis
Birth Data: Donna Birth Date: February 2, 1965 Birth Hour: 15 This unique reading is based on Five Element Theory, one of the oldest ideas used in Chinese astrology and a key component as well of Chinese philosophy and medicine. The five elements are associated with the five directions (North, South, East, West and Center) and as such have a 4,000 year history in Chinese thought. In contrast animals have been used as convenient short hand for designating years but not as integral components of horoscopes until very modern times. Even today many traditional astrologers do not even mention animals in their readings! Simply put the theory states that the energy of the universe manifests itself through five elements: Wood, Fire, Earth, Metal and Water. Ideally there is a roughly equal number of each element in a chart, thus signifying balance and harmony. The reading to follow explains how the elements in your chart reflect your personality.
¢À OCTOBER = SEXY Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Summary Of Suckiness
Feeling free to express yourself is one of the first liberties the founding fathers granted to us as a free country from England. You get up in the morning knowing that.. You go to bed at night. You know of people, parties, clubs, gangs, etc that they do awful things. They do hurtful things. Than you have the people in the world who do amazing things. They save lives and help the less fortunate. These great en devours give us hope that our universe keeps an even tilt to good and evil. I started this blog with this brief idea of expression because of the suckiness I feel right now. Not so much that freedom of speech and saying what you want is wonderful; nor dreadful. I see it more as a fact. Something that can be interpreted in many ways. Looked at in different situations and much hateful. Such as when you use slander towards different cultures, races, factions, and relationships you have with significant others. I have people I don't like in music. Such as most cou
Relationships, Love And Women
Relationships, women and love The Intro and the part Input by Wikkid is what I wrote. This is VERY long but it is worth reading. So far, all the women I have shared it with have loved it. Some of it is generalized and parts of it may seem one sided when they are not. This is not a cure-all but many of the problems people have are in here, but this is why I have more blogs to add more and to address your personal lives. This is not an all or nothing philosophy where the man always has to be dominant and the woman submissive. People switch off at times but here is the thing. Every relationship, whether straight, gay or bi, has to have a dominant and submissive role. This is a ntural law even in social animal behavior and has developed for thousands of years. Two or more of the same role causes power conflicts. You can not have 2 or more people being dominant, without at least one being submissive and vice versa. This is even true in social circles. There is alway a leader.
My Girl
well guys i think i pissed my girl off badly, she is my love and my life so if i know any of ya'll in person or my girl don't know you then i am sorry but i can't ever meet or hang with you again!
Im Bored!
If someone wants to get in touch w/ me outside Cherry , lemme kno, cause IM SOOOO BORED!!
If Your Having A Good Day Don't Pick Up The Phone
well its that time again. it was a Tuesday. I'm over a friends house. we had a case of beer about 15 lbs of fresh raw meet to BBQ up and a day that was damn near perfect. so I'm inside making hamburgers getting everything set up so i can go and cook, than the phone rang. something told me not to get it but i did anyway. (me)Hello. *Cody*Bardo. ()Yeah whats up man? **its Cody bro. did you hear about Mikey? ()no i haven't talk to him in about a week. why whats up? **he wrecked his car Friday night. ()Oh shit dude is he ok? **no man, hes dead. he died yesterday. come one man don't fuck with me like that. **i wish i was man, i wish i was...
Saved The Best For Last
End this love, for what its worth, I'll starve like hell, But you'll die first, yeah, You saved the best for last, here it ends, But who's to blame, I loved you, and you poured the pain, yeah, You saved the best for last Well this is it, No more of this, i gave it all, It's Such bullshit, i was there, When you needed me, You used me up, Left me to bleed, You don't even care, Bout the tears i've cried, I cherished love, You let is die, Oh yeah, Oh yeah, Saved the best for last So pack your things, No looking back, Shoving memories, In an old trash sack, Yeah, You saved the best for last, Walking out, On whats left, a broken heart, And a hole in my chest, Yeah, You saved the best for last. You never cared, What I felt inside, stood there and laughed, While I laid there and cried, Yeah, Saved the best for last
Men And Women??????
i dont understand men and never will. they can tell you how much they love you and then turn and tell the next chick how sexy they are and how they want them. how is that love? why do women put up with that crap? do we really think we deserve it? that its somehow our fault? then women.....why is it that some women can talk to men on here or anywhere and know that they have a gf/wife and yet they want to talk sex to them. ask them out, get naked for them. basically do anything to ruin the relationship the guy has. do the women not think about the other woman? men dont think about anything else when they are thinking below the belt. yet why is it that people just dont care who they hurt anymore? also how is it that you can be so good to someone and they can still not think twice about hurting you? so what do we do?????
December - Attitude
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu
What You See In Me
I’m so lost from what I find, I keep it all hid, I can’t even count the times, I’ve come to regret what did, So scared to see the end, That I won’t let it begin, So lets just call it over, My heart can't take this again. Chorus: Won’t you step inside and shed some light, On this lonely heart of mine, Break these walls, help me crawl, Somewhere else in time, I’m so scared to show my face, for the fear of what you’ll see, I just don’t understand, What you say you see in me. I so scared that I’ll never find hope, So I keep it locked away, I’m so blind sometimes, I can’t hear a word you say, But every time I close my eyes, I see it all so clear, I open up my arms, So I can pull you near, I’m so afraid of nothing, That it has me shedding tears. I’m so afraid that the world might end, And I’ll be left with these fears, Chorus.
I Wanna Grow Old With You
I Love Bisexual Women
Women say they want a *nice guy* but here is the's bullshit. You want a man who has a stronger reality than you, who tells it like it is, who dominates you, who appreciates you and supports you in what you want to do in life, who is good to you and who ravishes you in bed until you are crying tears of joy. And you know it you little tease! I am looking to select a woman by her behavior, personality, attitude, sense of humor, intelligence, uninhibited sexuality and beauty. Keep reading for more details. I ONLY DATE WOMEN WHO ARE OPEN ABOUT LOVING OTHER WOMEN ALSO. I want to teach my primary wonderful things about relationships, spirituality, personal power and sexual enlightenment. I coach women (and a few men willing to learn) - whether straight, gay or bi - about relationships, spirituality and personal power. Ask me about my newsletters that women love to read. I need a woman in my life who can accept this but I would hope that she would like to help me. I would pref
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Update On My Brothers Death
X-ray Lenses
X-Ray Lenses your soul must be dark i see no light your mind must be weak i see no strength your eyes must lie i see no truth you must be dead i see no life- © R.Lore
Who Really Has More Rights?
Middle east What is up with all this bullshit with people supporting ,dateing,marrying,fucking men from the middle east??? Those rag heads cousisn brothers family or whatever are killing american soldiers and yet when some of these men in the middle east come to north america people still fucking help them out? Why???? in a heart beat they would kill u or yur family. Now this cunt from this chat program called the palace "Yellowbird" fucked this guy from some stupid country jordan and got knocked up and now his stuck with a kid...and u ask where is the kids dad? prolly back in rag head country killing american soldiers just for there Allah. When are people in american gonna wake up and start supporting our own? Am i for the war? No but that dont mean im not gonna stop supporting those american troops who DIE so i can enjoy this freedom. ---More blogs on the way----
Friends and family who've been unreliable now have to earn your trust. Keep that in mind. While it's important to give people the benefit of the doubt, you can't be naive or silly about it. Remember that you are a valuable resource. **************************************************** Ok damnit...who's name do I start with first???
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Everything Test
The eXtreme Relationship/Sexuality Test Your overall dating experience is 64%. Your sexual experience is 66%, higher than 82% of other test-takers. Your sex-drive level is 75%, higher than 78% of others. Your morality index is 5 out of 10, where lower is less inhibited. The average scores are 33% dating and 41% sexual experience.   Find out how you compare!Take the test! brought to you by thatsurveysite
Love You To Death
Funky Two Step
You were always there, to catch me when I’d fall, Then I started to realize, You had control, You were the one I’d run to, but now I’m running away, I have to tell you goodbye, It’s better this way, I’m too weak, You’re too strong, So I’m breaking down, And telling you so long, chorus You are my pain, My own infliction, I fight like hell, With your infection, I’m leaving you, For my own protection, I’m running scared, From my addiction, You took my hand, When I was so young, Then you took my life, Like a loaded gun I want it back, I need control, With you by my side, I keep digging a whole, I’ll bury me, if I don’t lose you, I’ve got to leave, There’s nothing else I can do, Chorus: For the first time, I can see the way, Out side of some blurred day dream, Don’t take it away, I need the peace, I need the time, Get the hell away, So I can free my mind, Chorus: What’s on the other side, A world I haven’t seen in years,
Wheel Inn The Sky
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Hey All
I guess that I just want to say LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Best Of Friends
My friend Loneliness, She never lets me down, She’s always there for me, When no one else is around, My friend heartache, He never leaves my side, He’s always there to comfort me, When my happiness decides to hide, My friend For Granted, beside me she stands, When I feel dealt out, She’s the first to play my hand, My friend Pain, Has promised never to leave, He’s the one to kneel beside me, When I’m too scared to believe, My friend Misery, She is there through it all, Always there to catch me, When I stumble and fall.
How Fuckable Am I?
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How I Am Feeling
Wow!!! I'm Lost For Words.
Well, I just got a call from my Best Friend Linda that lives in Eugene, OR. We have been Best Friend's for a while now, and we've had our ups and downs. Throughout it all, we have managed to stay Best Friends. We even call each other Sisters. She has been the sister that I never had along with my cousins that are my sisters, cuz we grew up together. My Aunt, the mom, raised me and so I call them my sister's and my Aunt Mom. The purpose of the call was to let me know that she's going to be getting Married and wants me to be a Bride's Maid. I am lost for words. I wanted to cry, but was too excited to. I have never been asked to be a part of a wedding and it just made me so excited that I'm estatic. I'm so lost for words. I just can't believe it. I LOVE YOU LINDA!!!!!!
Strawbery Quick
I picked this up from someone else blog. ************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to seduce children into drug use. They also need to be cautious in accepting candy from even friends that may have received it from someone else, thinking it is just candy. I don't want this email to scare anyone, but as a Parent first, Law
U Know When Ur In Love !!!!! Funny Tatics
well u know when ur in love when ......... 1)u sleep beside the loudest snorer in the world .. 2)u put up with bad eating habits and the way they just lay around 3)when they hog the bed and u just deal with it 4)if u feel comfortable to sleep completley nude and have no shame in ur game ..lmao yeah these are just some of ma tatics when u know when ur in love ....
A Letter To Love
what are you trying to teach me, What can't I get right, I'm giving you all I've got, Even these tears tonight, What do you want from me, It's becoming too hard to give, I give and give, They take and take, This pain is no way to live, I pray that you guard my heart, I pray you make me like a stone, Letting no one past the walls I've built, Unless it's to be their home, I never want to love again, There's too much pain, Loneliness holds security, Seems thats all that keeps me sane, But the irony of it all, Is this prison I call home, The empty arms of a fractured heart, I Hold on alone, The pain of emptiness, Still more bareable then the broken heart, Strength in confinement, But, dying apart, Hollowed by the memories, You just won't take away, In the end it was the dying promise, The broken pieces will always stay,
I don't understand the point of the lost cherry ratings. I thought it was supposed to be a rating system of 1 through 10, one being the lowest, 10 being the highest. If everyone is rated 10s, they mean nothing. What the hell is the point? I rate people honestly. If you don't like that, too bad. Stop complaining about how I gave you a 3 or even giving a 7 or an 8. A 7 or an 8 is good to me! It means well above average. 5 is average. I save my 10s. When I give them out they mean something.
Drinkin Coffee At Midnight
Drinkin coffee at midnight. Dying to get some sleep, Makes no sense to you- I know, But none of this makes sense to me, No I never saw it coming, Till it hit me between the eyes, The lonesome sound of a heart breaking, Then realized it was mine, Chorus: You said you need sometime, To try and sort this out, Swear it’s you- no it’s not me, But I can’t help but have my doubts, No matter what, You’ll always love me, No one could take my place, I wish you were here now, To see the confusion on my face, Do I leave the light on, Don’t know how long you’ll be gone, Kinda hard to know what to do, When I don’t know what went wrong, Always thought you were happy, Never so much as a tear, Sure were good at fakin that smile, To hide the fear, Chorus 2x
One Day I'll Fly Away
Love, such a terrible word, hate, a reasonable. Dusk shades the world from innocents of life. Why, such a question that no one, anyone, can answer. Forgive, too extreme that we can not concept. Tears, we regret. Clenching anger, we accept. Patients is so awkward, needing you, unpredictable.
THIS BEAUTIFUL POEM WAS WRITTEN MY A DEAR FRIEND....DJ FAWN....I THINK IT SUMS UP WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE....THE LOVE.....THE TENDERNESS.....THE GENTLE TOUCH....THE WHISPERED WORDS....THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU FAWN.....MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS AND WISHED COME TRUE As the trees bud and the grass turns green Winters last hold can be seen All around are signs of spring And all the promises it can bring The appearance of the robin is a sure sign That warmer weather is down the line Sunny days without any snow Warm rains to make flowers grow Warmer weather there is even yet As the summer heat makes us sweat Swimming pools and summer nights Thunder storms and the northern lights As falls rounds the corner it can bring chills Autumn leaves can give us all thrills Piles of leaves to run and jump through Can give children fun with all they can do Winter follows with a blast of cold It makes its stand and is quite bold Snowy days and an artic blast Makes us all wis
Watever Is All I Have To Say About U
like what the f*** one person i know and really love to hate.....ur fucked in the head man ....u need to stop harassing people and get a life ..ur a loser if all u cando is call someones house and irritate the fuck out of them .....ur a low life tramp get a clue ok ..cuz noone likes u at all ....
This Is How I Feel
I want to be overcome But I can't. I am numb I want to see what's become Close my eyes bite my tongue If you'll believe in me I'll try not to die If work keeps me living It's got to start giving me life Not strife I'm so tired of living here I'm so tired of giving here I want to run and be free But I can't I am so weak I want to hold you again In my arms, my old friend I have just one more chance to feel What's real I can't keep going on I feel my mind slowing My heart's torn apart I'm so tired of living here I'm so tired of giving here -Godhead
Your Song
Ashley's Rant
Oh, I can't believe you! Why did you do it! I don't even know what you did. I just saw the aftermath. But, it sure must have been bad because there were a lot of police and the assault rifles drawn at your home. What, why did you do it??? You had a rough life okay I know that. I know your pain was so strong. I knew you were wounded I just didn't know that you were so mortally wounded. I think you did it this time. I think you're lifes over. How, how could you have done this. How could you have DONE THIS!!!!!! I just want to scream at you. You had help. We helped you. We did everything for you!!!!! How could you do this? I just don't understand how... How could you turn you back and forsake your own self to be addicted to be a slave to much so that you would do this????? My pain for you and against you is so strong that I can barely breathe right now. Why did you reject the way? Now look what you did to yourself! To your family! To anyone who loves you!
I Hate Fake People
I hate fake people I don’t get it, really I don’t Why pretend to be someone your not Are you not sick of living a lie Isn’t it hard to remember Who you told what tale to Do you like being paranoid Thinking, wondering, waiting For your little game to be over Knowing that everyone will know Know who you really are Why do this Do you enjoy hurting others Much less yourself Is this what you do for fun How you get your kicks Don’t tell me “I had no choice” That "society made me lie" And that "I was pushed into it" Saying I wouldn't have talked to you Wouldn't have cared about you Do you think so little of me Think I am that shallow Blaming me for your disseat You’re the victim and its my fault Your really some piece of work Well, then maybe your lie is a good thing Maybe you being so fake is justified Because now I know How little you think of me And how stupid you think I am So, then I should say this Thank you so much You have really do
Lyrics For (darude - Sandstorm)
alright, if anyone knows the song sandstorm.. they will be like 'wtf?!' i ran across this just a few minutes ago.. and had to share it... so here it is.. Darude - Sandstorm Lyrics?! Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dun dundundun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dundun BOOM dundun dundun dundun BEEP dun dun dun dun dun dun dun BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BOOM daddaddadadsadadadadadadadadadaddadadadadadaddadadaddadadadadadadadadadadadaddadddadaddadadadd dadadadaddaddada d dadadddaddadaddadadadddadadada nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nnyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo nnn nn nn nn nn nn n nn nnn nn nn nnn nnn nnnnnnnn dddddddd ddadadadadaddadadadadadaadadadadadad BOOM nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM nyunyunyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP dadadadadada dda
At This Time....
At this very minute... someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.
The Diary Of Jane
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its my 26th b day and im sober YEE HAWW have a toke for me a shot a bong hit whatever your vice lay one down for me xox jess
To All Ex's In General
Then My True Love Has Hair Of Red
My sweet’s embrace grabs hold of something deep within my soul. Her magic touch soothes my heart and fills an empty hole. My sweet’s kisses are so soft and gentle, more exquisite than fine wine. Her slender fingers course through my hair, sending shivers down my spine. My sweet’s gaze I dare not meet too long, although it may be bliss. For in her eyes of ocean blue, I may fall into the abyss. My sweet‘s an earth bound angel, whose wings she had to shed. If my sweet be my true love, then my true love has hair of red
April 28th White
Poem: Chinese Proverb: By Me
HAPPY NEWYEAR 2007 hope to all you had or have a great year. hopeall your dreams and needs come to you !Dont ask for what's to far to reach but dont think every thing you dream is to far from reach so look apon your new year with the hope that you get what you want! Happy New Year allll Dj Rock
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Sad Song
No More Drama
Monday, April 23, 2007 No More Drama I only have one request. No more drama please. I'm not craving any new drama thanks. Nor am I the queen of drama. I'm 23...I'll be 24 in a couple months. I'm almost in my mid-twenties. Not mid-teens. If you are so unhappy with me, if you don't like me, if you wish I was gone...why do you keep trying to hurt me over and over??? Why don't you just let me go? Let go. You're the one who walked away. You're the one who is lost in the darkness. I can't see you anymore. Not even a little bit. Not at all. So what do you want me to do about it? I'm tired. I can't keep fighting. I can't have a life full of fights. Fighting sure is good. Sometimes. And when you're fighting for light. When you're fighting for breath. When you're fighting for betterment. If you're fighting a battle you can win. But, I THINK I can't win this battle. And I'm lost in too much. The hole is too deep, the rope is just shor
New Flavored Meth
what will they come up with next! this is TRULY sad.... OK i did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends an
plz help me lvl up...i'll return tha favor
Just another reminder I'm leaving cherry tap really soon and if ur really my friend then hit me back for my email address so we can stay in touch if not peace love and sssssoooooouuuuullllll!!!!!!!
Got My Prom Dress ^_^
Music Video:SUGAR, WE'RE GOIN DOWN (by Fall Out Boy)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone yay...hans helped me remember chris...fuckin a. *sigh* it's been over a year since me and chris broke up and i'm STILL not over him! so yea...fall out boy "sugar we're going down" is my and chris' song. damn you. happier note, i went shoppin today. i've really been going shoppin a lot this year...i have to make sure it doesnt become a habit! but i got my prom dress today. it's really pretty, i'll put pix of it up in a week. i have to let kenny know now so he can "coordinate". apperantly it's part of a formula that only kenny's mom knows (and she has to teach me!) lol, i love her, she's amazingly awsome ^_^ i also got new shoes, 2 pairs of pj pants, make up, nail polish, silver sharpies (omfg yay!!!)...and i'm sure there's more but i cant remember now. i'm wearin the corona pj pants right now that i found in the guys section of TJ Maxx. i'm really really tempted to wear t

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