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Thoughts While On The Road...
- Ever in a job interview .. and thought to yourself .. damn cant wait for this to be over.. i got a role of Lifesavers in my pocket .. and watermellon is next ! - I belive if companies insist on making thongs for 350 lbs chicks they should do us all a favor and make them out of kevlar! If one were to snap someone would loose and arm. - I wanna hang out at Macy's ..not to shop just, to see the reaction off people as im playing with my slinky on the escalators. - Ever tailgated an SUV just to watch the movie they had playing ? - While in a ritzy resturant ... the guy always asks if you want fresh ground pepper .... but ever wonder where the fresh salt guy disapeared to? - I like cinimon rolls ... but i hate making them all the time, I think they should make a cinimon role insence.. that way when friends come over they walk through the door with false hopes. - Im a cheap bastard .. i think we all are at some point in time. But being cheap doesnt come without consi

Happy Humpday Sweetie
Happy humpday my naughty friends.. I wanted to let everyone know that my friend Bellesc2 made her a page here on cherry make sure you stop in and say hey!!! You see alot of me and her together!!! If anyone would like to meet us in Atlanta sometime let us know!!! Hugs and kisses..Lorie http//www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

E-motions
setting after going through one hell of a week in the hospital using 9% of my kidneys and 30% of my broken hart filling lony as hell no where to go nothen to do but make prograss on my falling health.freinds and fam tray to help but still f@ck up inside .it's true my heart has been brock for thelast time DONE WITH LOVE!!!!!!!

...remember Me...
Remember... Remember me with laughter Don't remember me with tears Remember me with sureness Not with all the fears Remember the times we shared Walking side by side Remember the nights spent As you held me while I cried Remember the silly things Remember the good and the bad Remember to be thankful For at least this time we had (written by Stacy D.Guerra)

...enemy...
I do not believe in God Nor do I believe in Christ I do believe in a superior being That protects me through the night... I can feel the presence surround me In every corner of the room To keep the demons that plague me From taking over all too soon... I feel cool lips caressing The tears that flood my cheeks Trying to pull me from myself Imprisioned in my sleep... Gentle hands try to comfort me Arms hold me against a solid chest Protecting me as I battle within Willing me to rest... I am a worthy opponent There's no other stronger than myself And to battle within my own mind The victor is so hard to tell... As the battle of the night Finally comes to a bitter end I cling to the frayed ends of sanity As the new day begins... I cling to a feeling Of a protector I can't see I want to thank you for trying to protect me from myself My ONLY enemy...is ME. ~Stacy Guerra©7/14/2006~

So Wtf, ...i Havent Heard The Answer Yet Why Dont They Fly The Flag At Half-mast For Soldiers Too?
Today on CNN i saw a story linbe about a soldier who accidently sent out a l2 page letter about it waws kool for the students of VT{virgina tech} to get honors of having the flag flown at half mast, but everyday soldiers sailors, marines and airmen risk their lifes and lose them and not a stitch of fabric drops for them.now i know as a whole we get veterens day, but now that too has come to be a commerialized like easter,christmas, and halloween.But where is the sincerity gone to actually honor people who deserve it. just makes you think though hmmmm? anyway tell me what you think?! and bless you all!!!!

...fear...
Sightless eyes open into darkness.Choir singing in the church room above.I try to scream for help,but no one can hear me over the organ player.Fighting against the rope that binds my wrists above my head.I can feel the panic turning my stomach.What is that noise? I look around trying to see through the dark.I am not alone.A silent scream rips out as a torch is lit.Way too close to my face.I can feel the flames licking my cheeks.Terror grips me.I try to pull away from my attacker.Away from the face so many children love.The white face with the blue eye makeup.The blood red lips snarling at me.I look away from the pure evil I see in it's eyes.Mirrors reflect the darkened room and the flame from the torch multiplied a thousand times.Along the floor I can see...what is that? Children? No,not children.The light catches a figure just enough that I can see the lifeless eyes and painted smiles of the dolls mocking me.I flinch as a cold dampened hand touches my cheek.A sadistic smile curving hi

...wondering...
It's a point in life you can't always have what you want,BUT that does not stop you from the desire to have it.Especially when you know someone else is with him and you aren't.And they have him,but they don't appreciate him.It's just a "thing" to them.You should just drop your eyes and look away from a reality that's not yours.The pain is just too real at the emptiness you suddenly feel,but you keep watching,wondering...why that person,so underserving,should be the "lucky" one? Could it be you were the cause of your own sadness,something you did in the past that is so unforgivable? Or could it be that you happened along one promise too late? Should you just give up? Call him a lost cause and call it good? Or does your heart tell you,"maybe,just maybe"? Can you forget the way he looks at you,touches you,holds you when he tells you that he loves you? Do you BELIEVE him or is it only said because you are there and the other isn't? When does it suddenly become clear in your head that YOU a

...sanctuary...
Beautiful windows into a soul without boundaries,staring into yours.Reaching to embrace the darkness and the pain caused by life's cruel jokes.Wanting to bring colour,where light has yet to shine.... A soft caress on thickened skin.Trying to steadily break down the walls set up in defense.Wanting you to feel the beauty a single touch can bring.The warmth,the love,the caring others have stolen from you... The gentleness of one single kiss,touched softly to dampened cheeks.Trying to erase the memories of the things that cause you such pain.To see you hurt,is to kill.The pain is shared,though not intended... Strength surrounds you.Though you try to resist.Only to find yourself leaning heavily on the shoulder offered.You need this.To make the world go away for awhile.If only for a brief moment... The coming together of two bodies.A need that goes beyond words.Both needing the other to heal the broken pieces of lives not meant to be.To escape to a reality the

...him...
As I feel myself falling into the black abyss of nothingness,I hear a voice softly calling me to come inside."I will defend you child,from the demons that plague you.I will shelter you in your time of need.I will love you as only I can."...Santuary...Hands reach out to pull me close.To wrap me in a blackened cloak.So cold.The touch of the hands upon my flesh feel like ice,but ignite a fire in my soul that I had long since thought dead.There's no resistance,only the desire to move closer.To meld my very soul with his.To feed off of the strength,the power,the knowledge,I feel radiating from him,but alas it is only a dream.The closer I get,the further out of my reach he becomes.Until nothing is left but the vague lingering of his scent,the warmth he had began,only to leave again.I feel empty once again without him near and I know outside this dream he does not exsist for me.... (written by Stacy D.Guerra2007)

Brickfest
I will start off where I left off in my last blog....BRICKFESTBrickfest was a blast!!! I had a great time, thanks to my friends. I needed a weekend off, and I got it. It was good seeing and talking to friends. I wish we could have a monthly "Brickfest" or "Rockfest", but that would get very expensive. Here are a few pics that I took that weekend...Women's Softball Bradley Sisters chatting it up Smile for the camera Ally. Keep your eyes on that ball Ally!!! HIKE!!!! Do Tigers really suck??? Simone shoots the ball! What is up with those socks??? Same socks, different shot.

Things That Make Ya Go, Huh?!?
I was reading an article on the internet today about people who talk too much and how to recognize it. One of the things it said was that if you talked 60% of the time during the conversation, you talk too much. You should only talk 50% of the time, but 30 – 40% would be better. Now, if you only talk 30-40% of the time, wouldn’t that make the other person talk too much? I’m sure everyone has heard that the Governor of New Jersey is in the hospital from a car crash. He was not wearing a seatbelt, even though NJ law requires them. A person with the State Police there stated that the State Trooper driving the vehicle for the Governor should be commended for his driving ability, as the accident was not any worse. Personally, I think the trooper should be fired… 1. He did not make the Governor put his seatbelt on. You know he would have pulled any one of us over for the same thing. 2. He was driving 91 mph on wet roads. That would have got us pulled over also. Sure, he

Break From Reality
We have found a place so many others search to find.Where there is no one other than ourselves and the love we hold so dearly.A place that cannot be invaded by any outside forces,no matter how hard they might try to get in.For "us" it is so easy to ,when we're together,to shut and bolt the door,to the reality we have to live everyday.The choices we have made in the past still haunt us,holding us tight in our lives .Knowing in our heart,another time,another place,there wouldn't be them,there would only be "us"...

Dead Presidents..
Im watching a crap movie about an assassination attempt on the us president. And im thinking why would anybody really care that much if their president got killed, i mean its not like hes your friend or anything. If the president of Iceland got assassinated id think "Shame, he was an okay guy" then id go back to doing whatever i was doing before i heard that bit of news. If George Bush got killed id probably have a small celebration, maybe do a little dance or something then id go back to what i had been doing but with a smile on my face.

I Call Upon The Drama Llama!!!
Apparently, someone's feelings got hurt or someone has their panties in a wad.... 2 of my mumms were flagged earlier. Pretty much back to back. I only post mumms when I have a valid question, I used to post boredom mumms a while ago, but now I have these whiny little sissy fuckers nsfw'ing my mumms like it's going to go make me cry or something. I've had my mumms flagged PLENTY of times, and every time it was because someone just wanted to be a dick. Scrapper's always really nice and reinstates me, so their little childish flagging doesn't bother me long. Scrapper's the man. He's reinstated me so many times, I feel like I'm bugging him when I ask for help again because I might as well say, "Yeah it's me again. Another hater. Help please?" It's damn ridiculous how often this happens when there really isn't any reason for those nsfw flaggers to just be dicks. Ugh.

Correcting An Error On My Part!
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Poem #25 - ~*~ Stumbling Block ~*~
Sitting here with you, Yet my mind is solely on him. Thoughts of him and I being together, Oh man, here we go again. I can not seem to get him out of my mind, No matter how hard I may try. Or is it that I do not want to, Perhaps that may be the reason why. I love you in a way, But in love with you I am not. I must be the one to tell you this, He has all the true love I got. I am deeply in love with him, And these feelings have grown strong. Its hard to believe this could have been done, Through my computer all along. So here I am being forced to make the decision, Should I continue or let you go? Or should I proceed on with my journey, A conclusion I have to know. God will lead me towards the right path, In which I am in need to take. And guide me through all of those stumbling blocks, I just have to believe in faith. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #24 - ~*~ Taken Away ~*~
That day was a big day for me, at least that's what I had in mind. We went on our first date you see, we had a grand old time. You brought me to a movie show, next for a bite to eat. You proceeded to take me to a dessert shop, oh what a lovely delightful treat. The night could not have been more perfect, with places after places we've gone. Off to the club for a few drinks to drink, then our last stop being home. We walked through the double doors, and into the club we go. The music was relaxing and the band was great, they really knew how to put on a show. Just as I started to get a lil' tired, that's when the band played our song. You asked me "If I would like to dance?", I said sure, and went along. Our bodies moved to the beat, to each step there was a tune. Rubbing so lightly against each other, I knew it would all end soon. As the time pasted by, we drank a few more. Never thinking of the next minute, or for what God had in store. It was now time for

What Kind Of Fking Shit Is This!!!!!!!
ok im highly annoyed atm. my kids were out in the back yard playing when half the pack of the school bullies decide to harras them form the other side the fence and start thorwing rocks at them well they hit my 8 yr old in 2 places leaving sizeable marks. now yall really gonan love this we called the cops because well theres actual evidence and theses fkers tell me that they cant do nothing unless they see them doing it?!?! wtf is that shit let me tell u i been in a few fights in my day and weather or not the cop saw who threw what who hit who if there was a mark someones was going to jail if the other pressed charges if not both.... so why the hell cant they do somethign about theses kids they have been up here several times on reports over these kids but nothing is ever done. goes to show you the legal system in this country sux ballz and needs a complete overhaul to stop theses young hooligans while theres still time. .. granted as adults they may not turn out to be so bad but on th

Poem #23 - ~*~ Your Kiss ~*~
For the pain I have held inside. For all the tears my eyes have cried. Nothing could simmer down to this, It's all because I am in want of your kiss. I want to feel your lips, Oh how they are misled at times. To feel that passionate touch, Of your lips pressed firmly against mines. I want to feel the warmth of your breath. As you make your way closer you will see. My body as it begins to get hotter. As you inch even closer to me. I am begging to feel this shimmer, As my body shaketh a bit. From the anticipation of this very moment, All my insides begin to twitch. This is the moment I have waited for, As you gently lay your lips to mine. The sweet surrender of my passion unfolds. Leaving all those feelings behind. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Help End The Tiger Trade.
The tiger is one of the most revered, feared and popular species on Earth. It is perhaps the most powerful symbol of our planet’s endangered wildlife. Once widespread across Asia, fewer than 5,000 wild tigers are now found in just 7 percent of their historic range. The most immediate threat to wild tigers is poaching for trade. Despite international and domestic bans, a thriving black market for tiger skins and bones threatens to wipe out wild tigers. China, with its booming economy, burgeoning human population and ancient traditions of using tiger parts as medicine and clothing, is the world’s leading consumer of tiger products. The good news is that the Chinese government has taken action to help save the species. In 1993, China outlawed all domestic trade of tiger products. Their increased enforcement efforts and public awareness campaigns have curbed a demand that once saw tiger products annually sold in the tens of millions. But there is a new threat in China that c

Poem #22 - ~*~ The Words You Spoke ~*~
As I lay here next to you, To glance at your lovely face. Your arms are joined around me, I feel your tight embrase. You spoke those special words. The ones you always say. I Love You Dearly, My Sweetheart, And I will until my dying day. Please take this ring I hand to you, As a symbol of my everylasting love. As there is nothing that will come between us. For this will be witnessed through God's eyes above. I will be your one and only, From this day forth we shall live. I will treasure each and everything about you, And will give you all there is to give. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Still Jobless
I've been out of work for nearly two weeks now. I have put in a bunch of applications with no luck. I have called them back, but to no avail. I have however been offered a place in the Army National Guard, nontheless I don't think I could handle it very well. I way out of shape for it too. If I had a car it might help, but then again I'd probably get lost trying to get to the interview. Yeah I know, blah blah blah.

Poem #21 - ~*~ In Love With You ~*~
Sitting here thinking of all the things I'm yearning to do, The thoughts of having every minute of everyday, And wanting to spend them all with you. To grasp you tightly within my arms, Not a thought of letting you go. Having you feel my love and warmth, To have all my feelings show. I want to be your everything, I have wanted this for quite a while. I want to know what makes you frown, And the things that make you smile. You see I want to be the one, The one you have invariably dreamed about. The ones to make your dreams come authenic, Even those you have in doubt. However, as every second passes, The possibility of one more tear falling down. For me knowing how bad I really need you, And how bad I want you around. For me not being able to have what I want, Leaves me shedding those massive tears. And to imagine those feelings may not be the same. Without a doubt, is my greatest fear! All in all you will never know. As to what you h

Poem #20 - ~*~ Decision From Up Above ~*~
I will start by introducing myself, my name is Sara Michelle. Would you mind sitting for a few minutes please, I have a story to tell. I am a senior in high school, I have a few more months to go. Til' graduation day is here, Valedictorian I am, they know. Here is where my story begins, I was at a friend of mines home. She was having a birthday party, So her & I were not alone. We had quite a few friends over, Everyone was having a ball. Everything seemed to have been going great, At least that's what I can recall. The last thing that I could remember, Was taking a sip out of my glass. Someone had slipped a pill in my drink, My partying night did not last. I then looked over at Melissa, My head was feeling light. She whispered girl you've had to much to drink, You should call it a night. She told me I could use her bed, while pointing down the hall. Mark, do you mind helping her, before she takes a fall? Mark kindly agreed to do the job, picking me up to tak

Poem #19 ~*~ Life's Reality Sometimes ~*~
I want to tell you my story, But please don't tell a soul. Let's see how I can word this, For I am only 5 years old. Today started a great day for me. It was my very first day of school. I was so ready to get out of that house. Nothing could have ever been so cool. I jumped into that big yellow bus, I sat in the seat marked #3. I could hardly wait to get to school, For I was as anxious as could be. Well here we are finally, Arriving to school on time. The bus had parked to let us out, I was the first in line. I jumped out of that big yellow bus, As I walked up to the door. I was amazed how free I was from pain, Well for at least 5 hours or more. We started out with Math then English, That was not so much fun. Next we went out for Recess, Outside in the hot ol' sun. All in all, I did not mind, Being outside in that heat. I much rather be doing anything at this point, Than to be at home getting beat. You see my mom and dad, They a

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Poem #18 - ~*~ It's Your Decision ~*~
Please read the following, In which I may question For Yes to all you may want to answer Would be my only suggestion. Would you stop all of your lying, or perhaps your stealing? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop all the murders? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop committing adultry? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? Would you stop using the Lord's name in vain? If I were to advise you That Jesus Christ Is looking down upon you? If any of the questions above You answered with a no This will surely advise Jesus When it is your time to leave the world, As to where you would rather go. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #17 - ~*~ An Unborn's Thoughts ~*~
9 months from now I will be born. In a world I may not want to be in For all of the dangers going on With all the people that Sin. I will believe in Jesus Christ I tell you this now I know For I will be at Church on Sundays. You can bet your life I'll show. I will praise to the Lord above He will be my leader. He will lead me with his steps. And I will be his follower. I will teach to the world What a Good Lord that he is. Teach all on what I will know. For there is more need of this. For he has died on the cross for me. This is the least that I could do. Is to spread the word of his love. To all in which I come across to. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #16 - ~*~ Dream Gone Wrong ~*~
Here I sit, in wait for you. Most importantly, a dream soon to come true. Finally the time for us to meet, After a year of typing to one another, this was sure to be sweet. You pull into my driveway. Out the window I forseen. The one I am truely and deeply in love with, Now the beginning of once that dream. The dream of getting to meet you. Has now become a reality. For you have shown up at my door. The time as come in which I am to let you in. I open the door and invited you in. Here we are face to face Feeling my heart falling deeper in love. Awaiting for your embrase. Not a move you made towards me, Yet there was not a move I made either. I wanted so much to wrap my arms around you. But to not know the feelings that you are feeling now that we have met. Left me wondering what should I do? So I sit now next to you on the sofa. Not much of words from either end. For the dream I had once dreamed of. This was so not the way it be

Forever Without You
The stars no longer shine and the sun has lost its way you'll forever never be mine so the sky is always gray The moon no longer glows and the clouds are always black your emotion never shows as I hold my tears back The wind is always cold and the rain it always pours I tried being bold as you walked outside my door The sky is never blue but how could i have known that being left by you would leave me all alone

Metaphysical Forecast For Apr.25th-may1st Express Your Creative Heart
EXPRESS YOUR CREATIVE HEART by tony mims I would like to welcome you to another week of self-discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit on Thursday when Mercury, the planet of communication at 28° Aries will trine Pluto at 28° Sagittarius. The energy expressed from this trine of Mercury with Pluto will have you actively seeking the truth in all your conversations. Today you are not interested in surface talk that is meaningless; you desire meaning and understanding from all that is said. You are more concerned with the deeper issues of your life. Your mind is personally charged with questions, and you will be unafraid to go where you have not gone before, seeking the truth. Today you will be interested in the motives behind what is said; you will look underneath the surface of words and dig up the truth. Communications with others today will be rather serious and profound, so say what you mean and mean what you say. Also on Thursday Venus, t

Poem #15 - ~*~ Dreams ~*~
I dreamed of dolphins swimming out at sea I dreamed of big black bears chasing after me. I dreamed of airplanes Flying high up in the sky I dreamed of suntaining Out in the sun I lie. I dreamed of kids Throwing the balls I dreamed of bugs Crawling on the walls. I dreamed of birds And the songs they sing I dreamed of mice Those crittery things. I dreamed of monkeys Swinging in trees. I dreamed of windchims Playing in the breeze. Even though I have all these dreams. Nothing can compare to thee Except for one dream I still long to have. And thats the one of you and me. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #14 - ~*~ A Christmas Wish ~*~
Christmas wishes do they come true? For all that I have seen. I sit and stare out of my window, Every Christmas Eve. I look upon the gracing stars. For my heart this year was torn. I see one big bright single star. For this is the one I wish upon. For I make only one wish each year that passes. After the ring of the midnight church bell. I make my wish to circle back. This past year thats been a living hell. They've been apart now for 8 months. A tragedy to my life it brought Not a day flew by living at one Had they not both been in my heart. So I'll make this my one and only Christmas wish. How happy my life would be. To see my mom and dad join as one. Once again that happy family. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #13 - ~*~ My Secret ~*~
Like a lil bug underneath the skin, Tis a secret that lies deep within. This secret to everyone one day I will share, For this secret has a treasure that I inhere. The secret's treasure I could do no harm, For one day this treasure will be in my arms. This treasure not only will I love, But everyone else including God above. For this secret I hold within, Is a secret I created out of sin. For this secret my job now I quit, With the job I had I will not regret it. For I was prostitute out on the streets, Now my secrets treasure I will soon to meet. A secret that is sure enough to grow each day, The fetus in my stomach awaits. For I am now a mother-to-be, This is the secret that lies deep within me. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Every One Of You
just stoped to send you all some love.just left dublin ga.headed to farmington nm./saltlake city ut./yakima wa...im in russelville ar. right now getting ready to head west with my tractors.looks like its going to rain hope to talk soon.keep safe and have fun..see ya soon

Poem #12 - ~*~ A Shy Chatter ~*~
Lets see how I can word this For I don't know what to say. I came across your pictures, And knew I should say hey. So I opened your little messanger box And typed a few words in. After waiting a few minutes I got a reply My face then expressed with a grin. Okay so now we talked for a few days. What else is there to do? I get a little excited now, When I'm able to talk to you. I gave you my number, In hopes that you would call. However, I just want you to know, I'm not trying to push you into using it at all. I'll leave that up to you to decide If you want to call thats great! Well you have my digits now, Maybe you'll use them someday:):D. Well just recently I had asked, Had you had plans for the weekend. Yet with my shy self I couldnt bring it up The true reason beyond asking. My cousin has been telling me I should open my mouth To speak up without a fright And that I should ask you if you would like to go to that party

Buy Your Way Past Level 10 With A Vic
I THINK THIS IS DISCRIMATION AGAIN CT OWNS RULES OF ADVANCING PAST LEVEL 10.IT STATES IN THERE RULES TO ADVANCE PAST LEVEL 10 YOU NEED A SALUTE PHOTO. HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED OR WONDERED WHY YOU SEE SO MANY PEOPLE PAST LEVEL 10 YET THEY HAVE NO SALUTE. WELL THIS IS NOT HEAR SAY BUT FROM A BOUNCER. A FAKE PERSON ON HERE USING SOMEONES STOLEN PHOTOS CAN BE LOCKED ON LEVEL 10 99.99% THEY CAN BY PASS UPLOADING A SALUTE BY BUYING A MONTH OF VIC. WHEN YOU BUY A VIC YOU AUTO ADVANCE SALUTE OR NOT. SO ONCE A FAKE GETS TO LEVEL 10 THEY CANCEL THERE VIC ITS NO LONGER NEEDED THEY BEAT THE SYSTEM AND GOT TO LEVEL 11 NOW THEY ARE HOME FREE. MY QUESTION IS THIS. DOES THIS SEEM RIGHT TO EVERYONE?

Poem #11 - ~*~ Missing Grandma & Grandpaw ~*~
I lay upon the emerald grass Glancing at the clouds so high Watching and waiting to see the sign As they slowly move on by. I know your up there grandma Can you see me here today? Can you see the tears I begin to shed With a soft little whisper I say. It's been some time that you've been gone I still miss you very much. Could you answer me one question though? Do you miss me as much? As the wind begin to gently blow, I knew that was her sign. To remind me that she still thinks of me. As the days go passing by. I stood up to walk inside For it was beginning to get dark. I wasn't finished talking to the ones Whom I love that once part. I lay down in my bed Say my last thoughts for the night. Grandpa I know your there as well. Probably holding Grandma's hands so tight. Would you give her a big kiss for me? A hug as well do too. Grandma please do the same to him, As I would if I were there to do. I'm glad your both in a

Poem #10 - ~*~ Once Again Goodbye ~*~
You are the one That holds the key to my heart Would you be willing to give me another chance And let this love have a second start? If I could be the one That you could hold tonight Would you beable and willing To wrap me in your arms so tight? If I could be the one That could make your dreams come true Would you give me the chance in this life To turn your grey skies blue? You are the one That I have given my whole heart to. Would you believe me honestly. If I told you that "I Love U?" If I could be the one Who could stare into your eyes. Would you still beable to voice out And tell me once again goodbye? © Copyright by Donna Curole

Karma Sutra Position
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Poem #9 - ~*~ Please Show Me ~*~
Minutes seem like hours Hours seem like days. Where I am getting at with this poem As it's reality in so many ways. You see you say you love me Yet can this be really true? As there is something keeping me From feeling that love from you. How can you make me feel your love As I am longing to do? Maybe hearing those words directly from your lips, That simple I Love You? Perhaps this may not help As I have heard them from you before Perhaps the reason behind my feeling Is that I am in want of so much more? Negative thoughts about us Fill my head everyday. Perhaps the reason behind this Is because your so far away? For you can not see the pain I hold So far deep within. Yet when I try to talk about it with you Nothing seems to sink within. Lately it seems to me As if you really do not care. About the feelings I hold within The feelings I am wanting to share. It also seems to me. As if your not trying hard. To keep t

Poem #8 - ~*~ True Friends ~*~
Friends are Friends Forever At least thats what they all say. Until someone stabs you in the back, Or another stands in the way. Could you count out your true friends From all that claim to be? All the friends whom done you no wrong Can you answer that honestly? I've had quite a bit of friends Most of whom I thought were true. But again I've thought wrong in this life. Those "True" friends made me blue. Never did they speak a word. No hi hello not a peep. Until they seen that I was angry or sad. Then they pop up endlessly. If you share the same boat, Then question the friendships you share. Don't let ones think that their your "True Friends" When they are never really there. If you have gotten this poem. Then a "True Friend" I must think you are. For you have always been there for me. Even when times weren't hard. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #7 - ~*~ My Goodbye ~*~
Sitting here alone My feelings for you running through my head. I've sent you those feelings in writing Yet not a word ya spoke or said. There are so many things i want to tell you, But why bother do i share. As I should have read between "those" lines Seeing now that you do not care. So here I come to say those words. For those words my tears have shead. But its time I stop listening to my heart now, And to start listening to my head instead. My head is saying you'll never return. My heart differently of course. But I have to go with my head now, And maybe I shall feel no remorse. For I can not continue holding on For something that will never be. You know exactly what I'm referring to And thats you being here with me. They say when ya love someone let them go. And if it was meant to be theyll find their way back to you. Yet seeing how things are flowing now. Those words I come to do. So here it is I'm saying goodbye. For t

Well If U Want 2 Know Ask
well i have been sick for 3 days and in bed with it so that y i have not been on the computer at all this week,they want to put me in the hospital and i told them no i have a 2 year old to take care of so they just put me on some meds and know i wish they would have put me in the hospital LOL i do need a brak from motherhood some time,well that enough of that now about me i like to meet new people on the net and make new friends for some fun, i have been with the same guy for the past 17 years and we have been throw Hell with each other and i mean hell he got sick in 2000 with kidney failure and was on Dialysis for a year he got a new kidney 2002 a day be for his birthday,and now we may have 2 go thorw it again his kidney is failing and may have 2 go back on Dialysis again and we have a 2 year old this time and i need all the Support i can get....... well if you want 2 know any thing more just ask me i will tell you about me

Poem #6 - ~*~ Third Chance ~*~
What's done is done I suppose. For a non-honest relationship can not last. For there are times in each of our lives. We cry upon the past. I've spent many a nights ah crying. Yet what good has it done. For you can not see the tears I've shed. As they are far long gone. Seeped deep inside the pillow Or the mattress they reside. Those tears that I have shed for Longing to have u again by my side. I long to be that girl again Whom you use to say I Love You too. But if no chance in this world of that to happen. I would still want a friendship with you. I've screwed up the first time, But the second was not my fault. So many things I'd like to know one being.. Could third times be a charm? We want what we wish we could have had. And not looking towards the new. At least thats what I am looking for And thats that 3rd chance with you. © Copyright by Donna Curole

Poem #5 - ~*~ Untitiled~*~
Sitting here as of now, Thinking as of what I should do. Bad thoughts lingering in my mind, All thoughts of missing you. Time after time I pick up the phone, Wondering if I should even call. Do I even run across your mind? Any or none at all? Things have begun to look different now Then they were during times before. I dont get the feeling that you want me around, Not a little not anymore. We use to talk everyday, But now its getting to be every other. I wonder to myself and ask myself Why do I even bother? You tell me not to give up on you, But why should i listen to that sound. As you've totally changed since the time we met, I dont know of sticking around. You don't come over like you use to. Rarely spend time around me anymore. Mistakes I've made in my past, Here I think might be one more. I've tried to keep myself From falling in this line. But here I go letting my feelings get in the way Time after time. Ther

Relationship
OK SO I HAVE BASICLY GIVEN UP ON RELATIONSHIPS BECAUSE I CANT FIND ANYBODY TO KEEP ME HAPPY. YEAH THERE IS ONE PERSON I HAVE LIKED FOR TWO YEARS AND I AM STILL TRYING TO GET HIM BUT ITS NOT WORKING TO WELL... OK WELL THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR NOW... PEACE OUT!!

Poem #4 - ~*~ Be Thankful For What You Have ~*~
Walking alone in the park one day Noticed a guy slouching in a chair He worn old rugged torn up clothes With his long white silverish hair. His eyes bright blue Yet his skin was so pale No telling how long he was sitting In that old splintered chair. I walked on up to him. "Good Day Ma'am" he whispered. I look down at his arms, His hands were worn down and blistered. I smiled at the gentleman. Good Afternoon, the words I said. For it hurt me to see him like this. Thoughts of helping filled my head. I then reached into my pocket, Pulled out a hundred dollar bill. Open the gentlemens hand And said do with it as you will. A tear I then noticed Forming in the corner of his eye. With the first blink he will make. That tear will tell its goodbye. Continuing down in a slow motion Rolling across his pink cheeks, A tissue I then pulled from my pocket To dry the face of the weak. Weak not being from the loss of strength But

Iam Up For Adoption
I'M FOR ADOPTION---------Here's the rules of A NEW Adoption GAME... :: send this to all your friends on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple...P.S. send cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you first. See who picks you HAHA this should be good i will more then likely be left on the door step somewhere lol

Poem 3 - ~*~ Letters Within My Head~*~
I sit here today writting this letter Do with it as I may wish I think all down my feelings for you How I long to have you, and all I miss. These letters I write you have yet to see For they lie within my head. Words I long to put down on paper. Words I should have said. I wish to be that "one" again Join together me and you once more The love we had and still have for each other Can last forever more. You see I never should have walked out on you For I was dumb at that time in mind I truely didnt know what I would miss Or what I would leave behind. I did not have another on hand I just felt the erge to be alone Bad choices I have made in my life. This being yet another one. Choices seem to come easy at times When theres nothing else to do. But here again I wrote within the letter. Another line of missing you. What we shared was a love so true. Til this day I will still regret For walking out the way I did Now you dont w

Poem #2 - ~*~a Miracle Prayer~*~
Walking along a dark alley Was his biggest fear Expecially being all alone He knew someone drew near. He began to walk a little faster The guys walking behind him were a bunch of lil' pricks. For they were always wanting to stir trouble. They decided to give him some licks. They took a bat to his back Which knocked him to the ground. They proceeded to kick and hit him. Knowing noone was around. Until a loud sound they heard. Came roaring from the dark. A light then flashed in each of their eyes. Like a lighted welding spark. It was God who came to help the poor guy. For he was praying down on the ground. As they were beating him left and right. He knew God would come around. The three guys were stunned still From the bright light blinding them. Gave someone walking by A chance to help a friend. For the guy walking by happen to be the poor guy's dad. Whom he had not seen his dad in years. For his Dad had walked out on him

Poem I Wrote!
Inspite of all the horrible things I've said Along with all the bad things I've done, I get down upon my knees tonight And pray to you Almighty One. Dear Lord, please forgive me For I have sinned in your site of eye Please help me wash away the wrong doing To tell it all goodbye I did not mean to pull the trigger But what else was I to do Dear Lord? For this was not the first encounter I came across him once before. You see Dear Lord he's a mean man For he torn my clothes all off without haste Then proceeded to torcher and bruise me A night my memory will never erase. © Copyright by Donna Curole Tonight he thought he could do it again More power he had not known I had. I took the gun out from under my seat Then put that bullet through his head. For I was not going to let him rape me again I had more than my share the first round. So now Dear Lord please hear my prayer Every word every sound. Please guide me on the right tra

Passed/within Standards
Today, for the first time in 7 years, I took all portions of the Navy's Physical Readiness Test. Not anything to brag about with situps as 39, pass for my age. 44 Pushups however is real good. This time, for the first time, they introduced the Elliptical trainer as an option for the Run portion. You have to run it in manual mode, and set the level where you want. The object is to burn as many calories as possible in 12 minutes. I may not be able to walk without a limp, and running is out of the question, but for a man who is 41 years old, I was able to squeeze out 207 calories. Plug that into a program with weight and the model used, and it comes out to 12 minutes 10 seconds for the 1.5 miles. For my age, that's Good/High, and not far from excellent. For what it's worth, I last ran 1.5 miles that fast when I was in my early 20's. This coming fall, I'll work some more on situps and keep training on the elliptical and shoot for an overall excellent.

Im Open Mined
div style="width: 285px">You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Lost
LOST IN THE DARK LOOKING FOR LIGHT LOOKING FOR HOPE LOOKING FOR STREANTH TO MAKE IT THRUE THE NIGHT BUT WATE THANK I SEE LIGHT IT IS HUR STANDING THER WIHT ARM OPEN SHE IS MY LIGHT HUR SMILE MKE ME FELL SAFE TILL MORING AND THEN I WAKE UP AND IT WAS OMLY A DREAM

To My True Love..
I’ve waited a lifetime for you I’ve searched the whole world over, Looking for your love. Some days I never thought I’d find you And I wanted to give up So many other faces, so many wrong embraces Trying to find one heart that felt like home to me. None of them could ever compare to you love, You are my strength, my joy. You give me comfort from the storm You make me smile on cloudy days You keep me safe and warm. I would be so lost without you, Your love is so pure and true Your heart, so beautiful and kind Because you’ve walked that long, lonely road That made you who you are (mine!). I know it’s been a hard long journey And it may get harder still But together we can lift each other Our strength will get us through I’ll never give up; I’ll never give in As long as I have you. When I look into your eyes I know that love is real When you hold me in your arms love, Nothing else compares Let me lay here with you forever And gaze at your beaut

Nomination
I have been nominated for "Poet of The Year-2007/2008". There will be a contest in July at the Las Vegas convention. At this convention I will be inducted into the International Poets Society with an award statue and a bronze medallion. I will be reading my poem in front of society members, fellow poets and critics for the chance at a $20,000 cash prize plus a $10,000 book publishing contract. I am soooo jazzed at this honor.

Very Sad News....
well today i took my son to the hearing doctor and he gave me the bad news on my son.. His left ear has some damage and might be able to be fixed but not sure and his right ear the damage is so bad that he is going to have to have a hearing aid..all of this is from getting hit a month ago.. please pray as he needs it... have a great day

Just A Friendly Pimp Out
Rider Here ... Trying to get all my friends the love they deserve!! 1st of all My Heart!! Yeah she is a Top Cherry but still!! *ANGEL~BABY*®™ @ CherryTAP 2nd My Son!! Ben Dover yeah he is a godfather, but he is doing photoshops now!! Ben Dover@ CherryTAP Now For White Rider's Angels!! Sweet Tits@ CherryTAP DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OR SHOULD I SCROLL BY AGAIN@ CherryTAP Now for a few other friends that are precious to me!! ~Clandestine~@ CherryTAP ღ Only for you ღ@ CherryTAP ~FATTittykiTTy~@ CherryTAP ~*BikerLdy*~@ CherryTAP If I missed you...add your self here and join the Short Bus Rider's

Tracy Byrd - Keeper Of The Stars
t was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's smilin' down on me As I look at you tonight. Chorus: I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars. Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine It takes my breath away Just to look into your eyes I know I don't deserve a treasure like you There really are no words To show my gratitude. Chorus: I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars. It was no accident me finding you. Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew.

Acdc - The Jack
she gave me her mind, she gave me here body, but she gave it to anybody, she was number 9.99 on my $3.00 list, she got the jack, she got the jack she got the jack, she got the jack she got the jack' she got the jack she got the jack jack jack jack jack jack jack she got the jack She gave me the Queen She gave me the King She was wheelin' and dealin' Just doin' her thing She was holdin' a pair But I had to try Her Deuce was wild But my Ace was high But how was I to know That she'd been dealt with before Said she'd never had a Full House But I should have known From the tattoo on her left leg And the garter on her right She'd have the card to bring me down If she played it right She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, she's got the jack She's got the jack, jack, jack, jack, jack, jack, jack She's got the jack Poker face was her name Poker face was her

Scorpions - The Zoo
The job is done and I go out Another boring day I leave it all behind me now So many worlds away I meet my girl, she's dressed to kill And all we gonna do Is walk around to catch the thrill On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo Enjoy the zoo And walk down 42nd Street You wanna be excited too And you will feel the heat We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo We eat the night, we drink the time Make our dreams come true And hungry eyes are passing by On streets we call the zoo

You're So Sexy... Hop On The Train
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips -this has no bearing though on who talks more :P The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? A fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits... No, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. The cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard.

Once More Around Gliese 581
There it was on the front page of today's newspaper or headlining last night's news page if you read it online: "Potentially Habitable Planet Found". Just outside our twenty light-year solar neighborhood, there's a red dwarf star, a small low-energy star which lasts longer than medium yellow stars like our own Sun, around which three planets have already been discovered. The discovery of the third which was announced yesterday and given the poetic designation "Gliese 581c" may not have quite the oomph of Qo'Nos or Coruscant (major worlds from the fictional Star Trek and Star Wars franchises), but to we who live in the real universe it's especially significant because of where the planet is, inside what astronomers call the habitable zone, the distance a planet can be from its star and still support life by maintaining a breathable atmosphere as well as water in its liquid state and being not too hot or too cold. And we have some experience with habitable zones; we're in one. From r

Or Just Give Me A Labotomy
I'm genuinely phoney. I figured out how to coin that phrase to fit how I feel when I deal with the public in my job, or my neighbors, etc. I don't like being phoney and most of the time I have to tone down my personality for people who don't want to talk, or hear me talk or just don't give a shit. So I have to put on a little smile and be nice whether or not I feel like it. BUT, I hate lying. I loathe lying and liars. So, while smiling and being phoney and thinking, omg, I'm so sick of saying the same thing over and over to every customer, they know that's just the routine, BUT, I really am genuine about asking, "Hi, how are you today?", What I'm being phoney about is saying, "I'm fine, thanks." I'm not going to tell them how I'm REALLY feeling at that moment any more than I want to hear about their doctor's appt. We'd be there all day analyzing what thought is running through my head at 2:11pm, after I've had lunch and had a loaded conversation with my old friend about his da

From A Few Weeks Ago.......
"If we're all going to die anyway, why do we have to go to school?" This is a question my 8 year old daughter asked me a few nights ago when I was laying down with her at bedtime. She's EIGHT! I ask this question quite often myself, but I don't remember thinking this at EIGHT! How the hell do I explain this to her? My life goes from overdrive to cruising to back, depending on the moment and activity of the day. currently in overdrive. I'm leaving Sunday to go to my mom's to help her clear out my dad's shop and decide what to sell in an estate sale. I cannot even say this w/o a lump forming in my throat. A necessary, but unanticipating trip. To go through and pick things out that were materially present for your entire life and to eventually watch strangers walking away with them is a daunting task. I don't know how I'm going to make it through those 4 days. Good thing PMS was LAST week. Are you a thinker or do you just go through your day doing your job, reading your p

I Love You
hahaha you thought i was serious. very funny lol anyways iove been kidna ronery hahaha but arent we all sometimes? ive been having lots of trouble sleeping maybe im scared i dont know ive been spending lots of time late at night with my cans on listening to music until i finally fall upon my keyboard for a friendly key to face shnuggle how sad hahaha anywas i g2g2 work .. if anyone here likes goth industrial go to infirmery $5 its good entertainment fin you better go this time and also im wearing my new dress tonight heheh its gonna be fun yeayea later

Popping In Real Quick
I just wanted to pop in real quick and say hello to everyone..I have been really busy with work and my kids so I haven't had much free time lately. My new job is going great and my kids come first before anything else so I will get to you all in a few days. If you feel the need to delete me because I am not on much then I understand. Hope everyone is doing good! Susie :)

Drifting
We are so far apart There is no way we can get back together You made the choice that you'll have to live with it You choose the women,drinking over me I stayed home kept the home fires going Wondering what I could have done different What I could change You gone now There is nothing left of us No turnind back now I hope you are happy Found what you were looking for sign:Marion g.

Poetry
FEELING AQUEOUS Sign of the fish Water Flowing Mutable Seeking the depths Searching for heat Flowing like quicksilver Warmth below! Bringing a glow Flooding heat throughout veins Coolness meets heat STEAM! Water seeks the heights Becomes clouds and mist Intangible Evaporation Becomes condensation Rainbow returns to earth As iridescent scales

Not Seen All My Dogs
As some of my friends know, I have 6 dogs. Actually I have 2 adult dogs and 4 puppies. I have 3 of them in my photo album. The little one that you see me holding is my Tibetian Spanial, Toby. I have on here with my Sheltie mix, Precious. Then I am holding one of her pups. A female Blue Heeler called Patches. ( For obvious reasons.) As time goes on I hope to bring you pics of my last three Blue Heeler pups. Precious is the momma to the 4 Blue Heeler pups. When they were born you could fit them in the palm of your hand. Alot of sleepless nights when they were learning how to walk. But they are a joy even after eating my couch and oversized chair and footstool.

What Type Of Person Are You?
What Type of Person Are You?(Girls ONLY - PICTURES-positive answers!) You are a free spirited person. You're the type that doesn't like to be tied down constantly and you love to have time to yourself. Good for you!!!(Check out some of my other quizzes and please rate!! Thanks.)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Okay, Thought I Would Just Import The Blogging Here And Keep It Going From Now On, Instead Of Going Back&forth
A Quick Introduction, then back to the killing April 11th 2007 02:53 I don't know how many blogs I've gone through with dissatisfaction. Which is not the fault of any blogging spot. After a certain point, I began to heavily censor myself. While it is always going to generally be my ramblings on one thing or another, I figured I needed to keep away anything that really got in my mind. Usually because its effects could disrupt others in my life. And I still have that concern, but I also feel like I am stifling myself in order to be the good boy. And, so, instead any frustrations get carried out in other manners and my interest in doing any almost-substantial writing also lags. Which is dissatisfying even more. So, I stumbled in here. It'd be nice to make some money, but for the most part I just wanted a concrete place where I can ramble. I will post opinions, views, information that may be of interest to others (and I will throw up an appropriate title when these posts come along),

A Perfect Night
A Perfect Night When the clouds are gently rolling Through a dark and lonely night And shadows dance across the golden sky; When the winds are softly blowing And the stars emit their light I sit and think of other days gone by. A perfect night for wandering With thoughts of other times With moonbeams dancing down upon the trees; And night birds sweetly singing Their golden lullabies As they dance along and do what they please. I've seen so many other nights Throughout the sands of time And memories flood my soul when I recall; So many nights of emptiness Before I made you mine Like long forgotten pictures on the wall. The stars are twinkling softly In the stillness of the night With just the songs of nightbirds somewhere near; And from the hill above me I see the welcome light And I hear you softly whisper in my ear. A perfect night for loving And a perfect night to be Beneath the perfect Heaven up above; A perfect night to realize How much you me

A Poem For Nathan
Dangerous words are swiftly flying by You pretend to believe the pathetic lie Looking around don't care yousay out loud To bad no one believes you in the crowd Your tears fall slowly as the morning dew It's a sad twisted fate but it is true Locking yourself in a prison of pure hate Believing crazy is your current mental state The nightmare you live locks in your fate ©Sarah Thompson R.I.P nathan..you deffinitly will not be forgoten..you fought so well xXx

Special Treat
Special Treat The Straight Dope On Food, Health, & Exercise Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable slop. Q: Are beer or wine bad for me? A: Look, it goes to the earlier point about fruits and vegetables. As we all know, scientists divi

Only In America
Montana Restaurant: This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its "Is Anyone Listening?" bits this morning. The first question was, "Ever have a celebrity pull up with the 'Do you know who I am?' routine?" A woman called in and said that a few years ago, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings, MT, she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes; many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table. The hostess informed them that they'd have to wait 45 minutes. Jane Fonda asked the hostess, "Do you know who I am?" The hostess answered, Yes, but you'll have to wait 45 minutes." Then Jane asked if the manager was in. When the manager came out, he asked, "May I help you?" "Do you know who we are?" both Ted and Jane asked. "Yes, but these folks have been waiting, and I can't put you ahead of them." Then Ted a

Describe A Justin
For each, pick 5 or 6 (no mo, no less) adjectives that describe me. You can be anonymous if you so choose. You can create your own, too. No sign-up, no E-Mail, just have to pick a name no one has used yet. Negative Positive

Online Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens ,We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In PMs(IMs) we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

Box Of Heart-shaped Razorblades
Box Of Heart-Shaped Razorblades I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I want to cut you now I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I want to scar you now It's 5 am, and the sun is down It's cold and so bitter out I'd ask you for a cigarette But I know you'd pass out Babe, I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I ain't afraid to mark you up Babe, I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I ain't afraid to cut you up It's 6 am, the sun is now up It's warmer, it's so hot out I'd ask for a bandage But I know you'd leave me I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I want to cut you now I've got a box of heart-shaped razorblades And I want to scar you now

Playing With My Toys
Maura and I have been getting acquainted sexually with one another for about a month or so now. She is a beautiful dark haired woman about 5'9", 145 lbs, 38d tits with huge dark nipples and nicely shaven pussy. I mentioned the other day that it might fun to try adding a toy to our play. She was very enthused and told me that I should "Surprise Her". So a trip to the store yield a a soft red rubber dildo that was very similar in sized and shape to. (I was a little surprised how close it was. LOL) Anyway Maura arrived for dinner and a movie at my house a couple days later. We had a few drinks and ate. She seemed to have something on your mind the whole time we were eating. When I asked her if something was on her mind she asked me "Did you get something?" I smiled and said, "That my dear remains to be seen." After dinner we were walking down the hall to the living room when she stopped me and kissed me deeply. I breathed deeply as her tongue massaged mine. I love the perf

Loneliness Pt 2
I have been doing alot of thinking as of late. And I have realized my biggest fear ever. I am no longer IN love with my husband. Not to get confused with I don't love him at all. I will always love him because he was my first love and he and I have a beautiful daughter together. But I am no longer IN love with him. He has changed so much over the last three years. I feel he and I have grown apart. He has become more involved with his band and spends less and less time with me and Gracie. He made me so happy in the beginning, but now all I feel is sadness even when we are together I don't enjoy his company. Do any of you think I am bad for this? hell when we got married he had just turned 18 and I was getting ready to turn 19. And here I am going on 22 years old and I am afraid to be alone. I was never afraid to be alone before. I was actually afraid of commitment and attachment. And now I am afraid to be alone. The main reason I have stayed with him after he has told me repeatedly

I Love Your Words
I Love Your Words Miss would you repeat that Cause I love the way it sounds When those words come out of your mouth They play in my head a thousand times And I don't wanna let 'em go Don't wanna let 'em slip away When you say I love you I know you mean what you say The words that come out of your mouth They teach, they heal, they sound so real Everytime I hear, I listen, I understand I know exactly what they mean And I don't wanna let 'em go Don't wanna let 'em slip away When you say I love you I know you mean what you say Your words I love I love what you say I love 'em every night Morning and day I love your words

Too Alive
Too Alive Help me Pick me up Been bleeding for far too long I'm starving I'd like to make this go away It feels so strange to breathe I'd like to make this go away But it feels like I'm too alive Heal me Take my hand This gun is loaded To my head I'd like to make this go away It feels so strange to breathe I'd like to make this go away But it feels like I'm too alive These feelings I can't take Is my life worth enough to waste When this love doesn't feel like love When this love feels like hate Will I choke Or will I stumble will I takethis bullet Out of the chamber When I talk Do I mumble Can I take it I can't remember I'd like to make this go away It feels so strange to breathe I'd like to make this go away But it feels like I'm too alive

Falling Apart
Falling Apart I've got this hate Building up inside Should I take it Or should I hide Love turns to hate For the end I wait Looking into my mouth Looking down my throat I can't see too far I've built a bloody moat Inside my heart I feel like thinking But I'm falling apart I've been... waiting For this... shit to start I've been... straining For this... shit to start I'm hoping, dreaming That this shit will never end I've been faking, anticipating That this shit will never end I've built a bloody moat Inside my heart I feel like thinking But I'm falling apart

Suffocate (hate This Life)
Suffocate (hate this life) I'm feeling Too sick For Love So please Go away FUCK OFF! And I wrapped This noose Too tight To breathe So I Will suffocate Cause I Hate this life I tried So yeah I lied I sat I cried I chose No life So I Will suffocate Cause I Hate this life

Bloody Bath
Bloody Bath Cut your wrists Prepare for this For a suicide Out of lust Run the razor deep Jab your finger Through the open wound Let it bleed out Spilling over the tub Onto the floor Underneath the evil Lies the truth The suicide of love And what you must do Babe, take a swim The blood is fine Not watered down And tastes like wine Can you smell the aroma You get from blood After it spills From within the flesh How does it taste Tell me how How is it darling Tell me it's fine Run your fingers Upon the tub Smear it in Give it a rub How does it feel Is it enough Can you feel the pleasure Are you aroused

"james! James! James!"
One of my loves is video creation. Here is one of my projects I been working on for a while. Footage based off 2nd series with added custom effects, direction, sound, and many various adjustments. I am currently working on an alternative ending and if i like how it comes out, I might add it to the dvd set I am creating of the series. Due to some upload problems i had to cut the movie into parts A-D. Custom Silent Hill 2 Preview/Trailer Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie Part A (1 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie part B (2 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie PartC (3 of 4) Silent Hill 2 Custom Movie PartD (4 of 4)

What It Is I Hate About You
What It Is I Hate About You My hand's across your face I wanted you to suffocate My hand's are on this knife That chose your fate In my eyes I've seen your death Play a thousand times Without reflection I can see your deception And in these words I wanted you to hear I wanted you to feel What it is I hate about you

Without Your Bloody Lips
Without Your Bloody Lips I stick my finger where my heart is When I say I'm losing it today I stick to my very words from my mouth When I say I'd like to fuck today So would you take my hands Stuff them somewheres deep Stuff them somewheres warm So would you take my hands Leave them somewheres cold Leave them somewheres lost Because I am dying Without your bloody lips Between my finger tips With my tongue I lick Because I am sick Without your bloody lips Without your bloody lips I cannot lick At my fucking lips

Needed
**Needed** Still (nothing to do) Quiet (No sound) Alone (everyones busy, everyone but me) Wonders why I'm here Biting my lip (it's becoming a habit) Chewing my pen (must try to stop) Check my e-mails (AGAIN) Still nothing Waiting for the phone to ring (It doesn't) Re-arrange the paper clips (then put them back) Re-check my e-mails (pointless) Stare at my nails (chipped, must paint them) Doodle in the diary mind far away Was never one for drawing unhappy flowers litter the pages Wondering what do doodles mean? Am I sad? (not really) Am I depressed? (don't think so) Amy I bored? (VERY!) Ponders the meaning of life Phone rings Panic over I am needed afterall! **Emma Page, 24/4/07**

How Do You Rate On The Sex Appeal Meter?
My result for How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? is The Super-Cool ‘UnYou can look sexy when you want and blend with the crowd when you want. You have total control over your sexiness, and do not use it to disarm people. The best bet, according to me.How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

Death Under Pale Moonlight
Death Under Pale Moonlight Today I pressed face to face with her Cheek to cheek I kissed her head to toe I felt her up and down, and all around I could feel the rushing sense of danger I caressed her hands before I cut her wrists I kissed her goodnight, death under pale moonlight Today I held her heart in my dirty hands And from my throat I thrust a knife Jabbed down into her heart through my hands She only whispered without a fight I killed her with my own two bare hands I let her lie down in her bed I kissed her goodnight, death under pale moonlight

Good Old William Shakespeare
The Witches’ Spell Act IV, Scene 1 from Macbeth (1606) by William Shakespeare A dark Cave. In the middle, a Caldron boiling. Thunder. Enter the three Witches.1 WITCH. Thrice the brinded cat hath mew’d. 2 WITCH. Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin’d. 3 WITCH. Harpier cries:—’tis time! ’tis time! 1 WITCH. Round about the caldron go; In the poison’d entrails throw.— Toad, that under cold stone, Days and nights has thirty-one; Swelter’d venom sleeping got, Boil thou first i’ the charmed pot! ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 2 WITCH. Fillet of a fenny snake, In the caldron boil and bake; Eye of newt, and toe of frog, Wool of bat, and tongue of dog, Adder’s fork, and blind-worm’s sting, Lizard’s leg, and owlet’s wing,— For a charm of powerful trouble, Like a hell-broth boil and bubble. ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 3 WITCH. Scale of dragon; tooth of wolf; Witches’ mummy; maw and gulf

Blah Blah I Run My Mouth Too Much
I was talking to my sister on the phone yesterday and she told me that one of the Air Force pilots that do the air shows with all the neat trick and stuff crashed like 3 or 4 days ago in Beaufort SC. That REALLY sucks. She also told me about several weird things that have happened in my homoe town of Charleston (her Mother in law cleans the ER so she gets to find out the dirt). There was an incident where a woman left her 5 or 6 month old daughter at home with her boyfriend while she went to work... this guy Sexually assulted the infant and in the end after they tried to remove him (he got stuck) they had to castrate him. In my honest opinion that is not all he deserves!

Post Mortem Pills
Post Mortem Pills You're a violation, an infection A virus inspired self-lover You're whitetrash, past due A deadland of horrid waste And you're a death sentence A bone crusher on post mortem pills You're violent with what you say A self-spitting image of breast decay You're tainted and inspired You had to be sold cheaply And you're a death sentence A pill popper on post mortem pills

Unbreak This Heart
When my nights are lonely and my days are sad I think of all the memories we both shared the good and bad I remember the feeling of laying in your arms As we held each other and gazed at the stars I lay here and long for your tender kiss The taste of your lips is what I mostly miss That sexy smile you smiled When you stare at me always drove me wild Those late nights when you’d run your hands down my body Making me feel….Oh so hot and naughty! If only you knew what I felt when laying underneath while staring at you above Its getting harder cause I realize I’m slowly starting to fall every time we make love I wish I can have you by my side until the end But I have to remind myself we are just friends I try to forget everything we ever did But I can’t seem to get you out of my head I linger to see you again to feel your touch once more Telling myself never again which I’ve said a thousand times before I promised myself I wouldn’t fall To keep my head

Wednesday
Wednesday....feels like a stormy Monday......thank God for the Allman Brothers Band...guess that might be a private joke or something for us oldie but goodies. Lets see what the hell in the world is going on today.....another afternoon of cold adult beverages....it really is time to chill for a while. Yesterday some dumbass dropped bomb threat messages all over the DSU campus and shut everything and everybody down then and for a couple of days yet to come....hopefully someone will find the stupid little jerk and give him what he, she or it deserves.Got some pictures for the NewsLeader and the Clarion Ledger....but everything was truely as mess for everyone concerned. Tommorow should start the wild week for the Newsleader....we generally shoot everything for the entire paper Thursday afternoon through Saturday morning....make life move in the fast lace for a couple of days...but it is all fun to do. What else on a stormy Wednesday....lets see....I did get the "adult glamour i

I Feel I Am Failing
I Feel I Am Failing I'm all alone in the world today My hands are cold and dirty Six inches deep of sin I spoke aloud but no one heard me When I said I was falling Six feet beneath my skin I sat in the corner crying My eyes were bloodshot Still I felt diseased from trying So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing I'm all alone when I say I try to cope with these dirty deeds Why the hell am I still derailing I sit in an empty room All tied up on the inside Eating myself from the outside So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing

Blah!!
today just turned out to me a awefull day....i realized i think im being used for somethingi never hoped id ever be used for and by someone i thought "loved" me.....and that i never thought would do this to me....it sucks

My Poems
One more time Is a lost love just subposed to be from long ago? Does it have to have a dark and sorid past to know or can it be one from yesterday? Or maybe the girl who didn't stay? Who has the answers to these. Is a million miles the best misery Or decades of tears Does any one have answers to my fears? So if its either time to short or long or a heart thats unstrong or miles of dirt keeping us apart do you wish for a start Love just one more time Or is old love a crime? I Found You today There was once this girl I did love with my all For her now i await the call cuz i promise u i'll be here Cuz she easies my fear She always made me believe in divinity She makes me believe in serenity From the doors of my past she steps out And now I want to shout "It's her yes it is" At me she is a wiz No one knows me more And me she never bores I could talk with her every day But then why didn't she stay Must have been my fault Cuz shes perfect, an angelic vault

Dawn Of An Apocolypse
Dawn Of An Apocolypse Did you ever think that it rains blood Inside the heart of a vicious monster Did you ever think that time would fade Beneath the still of the last pale moonlight And did you ever think that hate would evolve Evolve into something clever in disguise Can you feel the hate blow up all the heart inside Leave it to rest in peices side by side Can you feel the wind blow as a boy is told Life moves faster than we have time in our hands That a wall of deciet is here to remind us That everything we believe is nothing to believe As syndicate as the soul of the world The world is as dead as the fall is bitter Like a roach underneath the skin Hungered, broken and burrowed in With only the stale taste of sin In the darkest dead of a winter Out of the darkness came a witchy-eyed woman With destiny upon her fragile shoulders Above all things she carried death in her hands She withheld a sword of an apocolypse The destroyer of the human race and t

Take A Look
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Your Death In Dreams
Your Death In Dreams Residing in deathland You lie in your deathbed Death flashing in your dreams You did resign to suffering But you'll never uncover resiliance Death was in your milieu Your only god was militant In your dreams you flounce about Too florid to give a fuck You've conjured bad perception Your war conscript Deconsecrates your soul You try to skulk You try to slake You try to speak But you're not awake Anymore

Becoming
**Becoming** Day Dreaming of far away places Distance between you and me You're still here I am not I'm not me anymore Reluctant to leave what I know Weary of being alone with the stranger I am becoming Scared of discovering who I am what I am why I am my purpose here Fear of understanding my future Afraid that it doesn't include you Terrified that I have become a stranger in my own mind A spectator An observer with no control waiting to see what will become of me **Emma Page, 24/4/07**

Forever Is A Strangest Thing
Forever is the strangest thing: It's shorter than you think. It starts at any time you like And ends in just a wink. You can forever be: right now Is just as good as then. The moment is quite all there is, No matter where or when. The moment is eternity, And now is just a dream. We see our lives in futures past, But that's just how things seem. Beyond the motion of the mind Is something that is true: As awesome as the universe, As small as me and you.

Life As A Mom
I have to say if it wasn't for my mom and sis I would be on my complete own.They help me from time to time with Anthony and I love it.Anthony is now 7 and very soon 8 months old,and soon summer will really be here and what to do.I joined so many baby sites and I can't seem to keep up with them all and wonder what to ask them.I get woke up @6/7 am and then I feed him before me most times,sometimes I make us both breakfast.I am happy when he lays down and I am able to get soem stuff done,I would like him to have his own room so I can clean mine lol.I have to say he loves his walker and I think its because he is free to roam.I want to get him this soft chair that can help him sit up and make him sit correctly,I can't think of the name but its 40 bucks and I so want it for him.I can't wait till sept for when we can see and interact with Mark and the gang.To also have his first birthday party.....yay!I am not sure what to get for him as he is my first child and I need to find out.

A Special Friend
A simple friend has seen you cry. A special friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn’t know your parent’s first names. A special friend has their numbers in his or her address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A special friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he or she has gone to bed. A special friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend ignores your problems. A special friend want to know about and talk to you about your problems and stands at your side helping you work through them. A simple friend wonders about you romantic history. A special friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, acts like a guest when visiting. A special friend opens your refrigerator and helps him or herself. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A special friend knows that it is not a friendship until afte

Update On Doctors
Well I went to my doctors appt. today and he gave me a cast. It's a white one. I wanted pink, LOL! O well... So I go back to school on Friday, because the wheel chair people forgot the legs to the wheel chair. LOL! Ditzy people... Anyway's this will be tons of fun. Wish me luck... LOL!

My Tops
hows it goin fellas..ladys. Ima be startin up my top fav ct dick pics...hell yeall k now you got em, i just think all the girls need to be seein em! So hit me up, let me know whats good and if you gonna let me use your dick pics. If theres already some on your pro then ill just rip it into my pro, if yuo dont have one..get one lol make sure its a good one...holla savannah

My Favourite Friend In England And Portuguess
From now on, must be strong My favourite friend You're my favourite friend When I need you And when I don't as well Of course you miss me being around You're my favourite friend But I'm older now I can't pretend I can't see you anymore Você é meu amigo do favorito E eu adore o Ame-o à extremidade Ninguém ouviram uma palavra que você diz Você é meu amigo do favorito Nós governamos o mundo junto Com para fora de códigos secretos E plantas que nós não podemos recordar De agora sobre, deve ser forte Meu amigo do favorito Você é meu amigo do favorito Quando eu o necessitar E quando eu não também Naturalmente você falta-me que está ao redor Você é meu amigo do favorito Mas eu sou mais velho agora Eu não posso fingir Eu não posso vê-lo anymore

I Am 94% Openminded
You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Please Help- > Close To My Heart
As most of you know, the ferret rescue is very dear to my heart. I am the "Hospice Nurse" for Texas Ferret Lovers Rescue. I take in any ferret that cannot be adopted out because of illness that requires medication and monthly vet visit or because they are elderly. It is my purpose to make sure their remaining days, months or years are happy and without sorrow. You can see some of my furry fuzz-butts on my MySpace page "Patrices_Love" TxFLR has never put down any ferret due lack of funds to care for it. NEVER. Our funds are low at this time and our amount of surrenders to our rescue is rising. So for the first time ever....I am putting out a personal plea. We need your help to keep our heads above water. Please view our website and help us with any donation you can. http://www.txferretrescue.org/index.html You find our address under the "Contact Us" tab. $5.00 can even help. We appreciate all the help we can get and scrounge for every cent. Texas Ferret Lover's Rescue Patri

How Open Minded Are You?
This is definately me...Give Me a reason to change my beliefs and I will do so..... You Are 81% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Sitting In My Chair
Who says tht a straight back chair is uncomfortable and no fun? Well, not me anyway. When I was younger I dated a lovely woman named Pauline. Pauline was 5'6", had dark curly hair that came down to about mid-back, blue eyes, nice hips, a nice round ass, lovely 38D breasts with large dark nipples, and more than that she was extremely bisexual. We always had a great time sexually but there was always something that I wanted that she held out on me. I was dying to have a threesome with her and her girlfriend Debbie. Debbie was sort of plain looking but not unattractive. She had blonde hair,blue eyes, was a little on chubby side, had really big 40DD breasts, and exuded this sort of sexual magnetism that drove me crazy. We used to flirt like crazy even when Pauline was around but it never went beyond the playful stage. Anyway...I was supposed to meet Pauline at her house to go to dinner after work one Friday in what I seem to remember was late August as it was hot as hell that da

The Witch's Promise
The Witch's Promise Lend me your ear while I call you a fool. You were kissed by a witch one night in the wood, And later insisted your feelings were true. The witch’s promise was coming, Believing he listened while laughing you flew. Leaves falling red, yellow, brown, all are the same, And the love you have found lay outside in the rain. Washed clean by the water but nursing it’s pain. The witch’s promise was coming, and you’re looking Elsewhere for your own selfish gain. Keep looking, keep looking for somewhere to be, Well, you’re wasting your time, they’re not stupid like he is. Meanwhile leaves are still falling, you’re too blind to see. You won’t find it easy now, it’s only fair. He was willing to give to you, you didn’t care. You’re waiting for more but you’ve already had your share. The witch’s promise is turning, so don’t you wait up For him, he’s going to be late

The Best Speach Ever
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous. Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we consciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

Week 51
- Buddy comes home! Buddy comes home! After 51 weeks of alleged deaths, new powers, being experimented on and more, Animal Man finally gets back to his family this week, and he’s positively glowing about it. Literally. Later, Starfire shows up, gives the no-longer-memorial jacket to the Baker family, and collapses! - Mirroring a meeting 51 weeks ago, superheroes from around the world have gathered in Metropolis, this time to remember Superboy. Superman, Batman and Wonder Woman meet again and talk about how their lives have changed over the past year. - Adam Strange comes home! Adam Strange gets home to Rann! Sure, it’s being attacked by some weird volcanic creatures, but he gets his long-awaited reunion with his wife and daughter, and we’ll admit there was a tear in our collective eye. - Lobo returns with the Emerald Eye of Ekron to meet what appears to be his Triple Fish God. It turns out that the fish god sent Lobo on his mission for the eye just because he’d heard it was th

One Rainy Morning
I was 20 years old when I got my first apartment. (God that sounds young now. LMAO.) I shared it with Chris who was my fiance (I was young for that.), then my wife and now my ex-wife. We had lived with her parents for awhile and it had become too much for all of us to bear so we found a really cool apartment in a not so down at heels section of a nearby city and moved in. Chris and I had always had a very sexually adventurous relationship and the move would serve to take that even further. (This was a great thing!!!!) Typical of most first apartments, we had friends in and out at all hours of the day and night. We slept very little and partied a lot. I was laying in bed one morning listening to the rain fall outside the window, watching Chris getting ready for work and just mellowing out. It was my day off so I had no intention of going anywhere that I didn't absolutely have to!! Chris came in and said goodbye and that she would be home about 7:00 that night. I kissed her,

Missing Child
(New Jersey- WABC, April 23, 2007) - The New Jersey State Police has activated the New Jersey Amber Abducted Child Alert. Police say Lakeesha White, got out of her Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 temporary NJ registration 510-5889, to help an elderly person crossing the street on South Broadway in Camden, NJ. Authorities add after, she got out of her vehicle, a male stole her vehicle with her 7 year old female daughter in the backseat. Her daughter, Jada Cordero was last seen wearing blue jeans and a green shirt. The vehicle is a Silver 2007 Pontiac G6 with temporary NJ registration 510-5889. I Will Try To Find The Photo So We Can Have A Idea Of What This Child Looks Like!

Are You A Type A Or B Personality?
You Have a Type A PersonalityYou are ambitious, driven by your desire to get things done. Type A personalities are characterized by their drive and intense work ethic. You are competitive; you want respect, not affection. You may become irritated when you have to wait on a line or at a red light. Are you a Type A or a Type B?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

First Blog
well my friend munk got me in here. so lol i guess you all owe it to him that im here. i dont really know what to say here in my first one. but i guess i can say if there is anything you all would like to know about me just ask way. im a pretty open book. so anyway thats my first blog. lol. hit me up with your questions or comments. keep it real and peace out.

You Can Leave Your Hat On
What can I say, I've always had a soft spot in my heart for strippers, ok you say what man wouldn't. LOL. To be honest back before my days of kids and responsiblities I used to frequent them quite a bit. In fact there was one in particualr that I used to go to so much they stopped charging me a cover charge. This is where today's story takes place. It was bonus check Friday and I was in the mood to party so I headed out to my favorite local Gentlemen's Club. When I got there Henry the bouncer waved me past much to the disamy of a group of college rats kids who were being ID'ed, frisked and charged the $10 weekend Cover. I just sort of chuckled. Making my way to the DJ booth I talked for a minute to my friend George was spinning there back then. "Hey man, what's going on?" He greeted me with a smile. "Not much brother.", I answered with a smile. George was and still is one of my favorite people, he's always fun to talk to and most often is the life of the party. "Hey, that g

Dear Love
Why does my heart break so? Can you heal my broken heart? I sit on daily basis wonderin why it huts so. Can you tel me why love? Life without you seems to hard to bear without you in it! I feel my heart is being torn from my chest, Love it feels like am torn apart like a torn piece of paper. How is that you sit by love, watching me wither away like rose in the summer heat. My love, I have thought and wondered why you leave me in such a state? I live my very life wondering, if you still love me?

I Feel...
i feel like dieing today...it feels as if every one is against me moving to Texas even though they say do what i want..even my best friend it feels as if she doesn't want me to go just cause my sister had a fit...i wish people would just support me for my decsions if i don't like it down there ill come back up here....i don't understand what every one has against me these days...i can be the sweetest, kindest loving person you will ever know and people don't understand that i have feelings as well...some days it feels that my best friend prefers me to stay here with no one then to go to texas a new place where she will be her son her bf and her mom and dad ..yes i know my family won't be there but i can call them....why doesn't anyone ever listen to what i have to say and my worries...im just scared that if she goes down maybe she will change her mind and just leave me up here ..i don't wanna stay in minnesota i wanna go to texas...why doesn't any one understand that?? maybe if i drop

Falling
Its a word that can describe so much.. Falling in love for instance is one of the most wonderful feelings ever. You have butterlies, you cant get ennough of the person. Thier voice makes you one of the happiest people in the world. You walk around in a perma state of happiness, eyes sparkling a smile on your face, and a giggle in your heart. It's amazing! Floating on a cloud. But as easily as you were put on that cloud you can fall. And when you fall from that cloud sometimes you skin you knee and others seriously bruise your heart. Feeling the wind knocked out of your body and almost like you are in a gazed state, that almost seems unreal. The things is you can fall from this cloud without warning just wake up and relieze that your free falling in a spiral of uncontrollable terror. Love is one the scarriest yet most enjoyable experince in life.It lets you know you are human and that you too have weaknesses. Someoe can come into your life and even if you didnt see it coming, and

Shopping..
"I want your opinion" I signed, twirling around in front of him, letting him see my legs, firm ass, slim waist, all contained in the perfect pair of dark jeans. He didn't say anything right away, taking in the way I look. Sleek in my long-sleeved black blouse, My long dark hair tied up in a pony tail, chocolate eyes wide while I look expectantly at him, waiting for his answer. Still, he couldn't think of anything to say. Nothing except for the fact that he was going to fuck me. Here. Now. "Tell me." I urged, titling my head to look past him at my reflection in the dressing room mirror. " what do you think?" Without saying a word, he took one step toward me in the tiny space and grabbed hold of my hand. His fingers slid upward to close firmly around my wrist, like a pair of my favorite handcuffs snapping shut. Something in the way he held me made me forget what i was asking, and made me pay attention to the looks he was giving me. "Come here" he said, and I closed the space bet

My Grandma Part 12
Ok here is what is going on.. The patches for my grandmas pain is not working so they put her back on the box so she won't be in so much pain.. It really sucks, that I have to have some space on my own I am looking for my own place so If I don't answer for any one that is the reason why but it will take up to 6 mouths to fine a damn place. I told my case worker that I don't have time to wait for 6 mouths I have to have a place to live now.. So I am doing what I can and I am staying strong too.. I will give you all more updates on my grandma soon ok.. Virgo24

For All The Nutters Lol
They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds And basket

What A Shame
It's a shame when some lonely, unhappy, butt kisser, just to gain points because they're a wannabe...has to report a t-shirt of mine that says, "If heaven doesn't have chocolate, I ain't going". Along with other t-shirts I have. I see plenty of primary pictures that should be flagged, but they never are. Not that I care about those. I say live and let live. I thought this place was supposed to be about fun. Not childish high school garbage. It's getting pretty sad here when anything can be reported. And there's not much that can be done because that person has their nose stuck up a certain person's butt. Some people need to grow up and get a life and leave people alone. What goes around eventually comes around...maybe not here on CT, but in some form someday. Ok...I'm done venting for now!

What's Your Dominant Emotion?
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Fuck Toy?
I am here And I am bound I make no objections As you undress My skin flushes pink My pussy becomes wet It doesn't matter If you are taken You're here with me And you are not complaining Fuck me you sex pot! Do me hard Fuck me without regrets There will only be this one night And I intend to live for this moment You kneel between my legs Your tongue rests on my pussy Tasting my sweet juices I moan as you work your magic With your mouth "Fuck me now" You growl as you lean down to kiss me "You want it hard? I give you what you want." Your hard throbbing cock Slams into my tight, wet pussy Thrusting with deep, even strokes I moan loudly as you thrust hard and fast "Cum for me." You drive your cock deeper in Shooting cum Into my very womb I feel your limp cock withdrawing You cut my bounds I'm your little fucktoy now Play with me Slam into me Whenever you are eaten up with desire

Five Levels Of A Hangover
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas a

Love And Friends How U Know Who They Really Are
is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm ho

Breona
That impish grin and those eyes aglow, with its spark of life so many outgrow. Busy fingers, a busier mind, complex, yet simple and unconfined. The years ahead pregnant with unknowns, incomprehensible a numberless zone. For you who only can count to ten. Amusement, enjoyment, over and again. You sing with delight, one song in two Mixed up lyric mean nothing to you The joy you feel when you raise your song Doesn't matter, Please sing along. Those brand new foods, brand new sights Tomorrow again might still delight Your eyes that saw them day before Today a delight to re-explore. Innocent youth, I pray you keep As in your dreams you rest and sleep Visions of dancing stars and light Remembered tomorrow in older twilight. amawitch/2007

To Appear
To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen. To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside. To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last. To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space. To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive. To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.

Your Sexual Iq
I must say.......I think this is rather correct....lol!!! You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Witches
Have witches gone the way of wonders, Asterisks of yesterday? Life restores what reason sunders, Lest we lose our mind for play. Once we knew that what we knew Was like a ship upon a sea. Evil spirits wandered through Eternity, and what was true Never tainted what might be.

Sex
hey everyone i wanted to ask all of u to rate me or whatever please if u do it ill do anything for whoever does it for me maybe if your close ill come over with my huge u know ow well i guess ill talk to u guys later c ya yours truly sexylover

Questions--copy This And Send It To Me... And I Will Do The Same...
Aight People I'm back with another silly ass survey. Thanks to those who filled it out already. 1.How tall are you? 2.What did you dream to be when you where little? 3.Whats your favorite cereal? 4. 2% or Wholemilk? 5.If you got beat up by a midget who would it be Gary Coleman or Webstar? 6.Do you have kids or want kids? 7.How many folks have you sent texts to today? 8.Whats your favorite dessert? 9.What was the last thing you fixed on your car? 10.What do you do for a living? 11.When was the last time you masterbated? 12.How many of your friends on your myspace account do you know? 13.When was the last time you had sex? 14.Does your ass hurt right now? 15.Who pisses you off at your job? 16.What is your biggest turn on? 17.What is your biggest turn off? 18.What do you do when you use the bathroom and you're out of Toliet paper? 19.How many showers a day do you take? 20.Are you coming to St Louis to see me ever? 21.Who's you

~so, Just What Is Bdsm?~
So, what is BDSM? Simply put, BDSM stands for Bondage and Discipline, Domination and submission, Sadism and Masochism. But each of these "words" encompass many meanings of their own. But even beyond BDSM, there are other elements involved that make this such an interesting and exciting way of life and love. Frequently the different areas of BDSM overlap into one another, as a bondage scene might include humiliation, or a D/s relationship might incorporate fetishism, etc. But just as frequently, there are purists who only care for one aspect of the lifestyle. It is our hope to explore each one and give you the clearest picture of each. In general, there is no hard and fast rule for what is right and what is wrong .....it depends on the individuals involved. Having said that, there is one creed we all agree on. All play must be: SAFE, SANE & CONSENSUAL "Mutual consent is what distinguishes BDSM from abuse and assault, just as consent distinguishes sex from rape" From "Facts a

Ty To All Lovers And Friends
is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm ho

The Squirrel Grenade
The Squirrel Grenade I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being "behind the power curve". It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a gas stop can set things right again as it gives the brain a chance to catch up. Good, accurate, and timely decisions are essential when ridin

What Is Your Kama Sutra Position
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isStrikingShe sits with raised thighs, her feet placed either side of his waist; the man enters her and rains hard blows upon her bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

Losing The Epic Battles Of Me Vs. Myself...
Everyday I fight these battles with myself... The mirror Probably my worst enemy is my own reflection... Looking in the mirror fills me with contempt and hatred for the image I see looking back at me... All I can see is the flaws... The damage... The scars... The things I so desperately want to fix... I see a huge, fat person... Ugly... The scars... The stretch marks... I can't seem to see the progress I have made... I should see the weight I have lost... Instead I see the skin and stretch marks left behind... I have lost close to 100 lbs... And I know it shows... But all I see is what is left to lose... I hate that I used to have perky large breasts, but now they are deflated looking due to all the weight loss... They are no longer nice looking to me... All I think when I see them is how badly I want my breasts back... How I wish I could afford plastic surgery to return them to their former "glory".... I know deep down that I'm not completely hideous lookin

~a Submissive's Journey~
Since you are here, it's obvious you've taken the first step to discovering your submissive side. This site is intended to assist and guide you in achieving your self fulfillment as a slave, or submissive within the D/s (Dominant~ submissive) lifestyle. As you begin your journey, the rewards, personal satisfaction and the individual happiness you have sought for so long will begin to be apparent. The first step has been taken, you think you may have, or you've discovered you do have a submissive side that is all your own. What is submission, what does it mean to be submissive? Are you a sub or are you a slave? Is this normal, or is there something wrong with you? Where can this journey lead you? Can this journey bring you to the ultimate fulfillment of your happiness? What lays ahead of you as you continue your journey? Here within the boundaries of this site and its affiliated communities,you'll find maps to show you the p

Life Is Fucked Up
my brother Blue is on probation and have numerous drug charges hense the probation. my brothers wife Mullet has a 196 dollar fine plus lied to the cops and these two get off with a slap on the wrist. my brother Dice had drug charges to but not like Blue. so why when they all got arrested today Blue and Mullet are out but Dice is in DCP(dauphin county prison) wait ok this is what happened. they were all chilling in Blues house all had warrants for there arrest. they were suppose to give back a tv that belong to a guy that was renting a room from them. well he didnt give them rent for two months then came back saying he was going to get them kicked out cause they were renting to own. well they said he had to go and they wanted the money he said he wasnt paying them shit. they said you cant have thet tv till you give us the money you owe. he called the cops the cops said give it back. but my brother didnt and today the cops show up and ask for Blue. so Dice goes up and tells Mullet to ge

I'm The Mom That Other Moms Ignore. Fuck Yeah!!!
Why am I happy to be ignored by the other moms?? Well, I wasn't up until about last week or so. It seems as though I get on fine with any other mom I meet, be it on the playground, in the neighborhood or at school. At firt anyway. But then the other moms start to get curious. *Gasp* I have a slightly visible tattoo, and want at least 3 more! And I have no crows feet or frown lines. I come pick my daughter from school with MAD cleavage hanging out. So then they ask me how old I am. When they learn that they are old enough to be MY mother, they are always tactful enough to finish the conversation with me, and then theron out they start ignoring me, avoiding me, pretending they don't see/hear me, etc. Now, at first, I was hurt and frustrated by this. I didn't understand it. Example: at a birthday party of a classmate a few weeks ago, my age was discovered, and same old story, conversations were finished and everything, but come Monday, everyone was ignoring me.It took me a while to figur

Where Will You Be Caught Having Sex?
Julie was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the cemetary ... you've been caught by your S.O.'s parents! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Out Of Austin Bound For San Antone
Hey pretty baby don't you know it ain't my fault, I love to hear the steel belts hummin' on the asphalt. Wake up in the middle of the night in a truck stop, stumble in the restaurant wonderin' why I don't stop. Well, I gotta keep rockin' why i still can, I got a two pack habit and a motel tan. When my boots hit the boards I'm a brand new man, with my back to the riser I make my stand. One of these days I'm gonna settle down and I'll take you back with me to the Guitar Town.

"there Are Times When Fear Is Good....
"There are times when fear is good. It must keep its watchful place at the heart's controls. There is advantage in the wisdom won from pain." --�schylus One simple word, yet filled with complexity. One may ask themselves several questions. Is it physical, emotional or the blend of both causing an intellectual fear? Or perhaps it is just the unknown. There are so many factors and fixtures ~ the simple little word ~ becomes a mesh of complexity and undefinable objections. As a child fears the darkness ~ a submissive fears the empty void a Master may create. Being left on her own to remember His teachings and guiding ways ~ though she has been trained well, the solitude is creates a void. Within this void the manifestation of fear begins. She begins to doubt herself, her abilities, perhaps even her worth. She continues to struggle to remain focused. She fights with the inner conflicts raging within herself. So desperately trying to please, and obey, yet cons

What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Feeling Your Arms
Being able to feel your arms Whether they be wrapped around me in a hug, holding on to me as if you were going to lose me, or just touching me to make sure I was there, would give me a great feeling deep inside. Knowing that you want to hold me, keep me safe and secure, helps me sleep at night. Hearing your voice before I sleep at night, and knowing that you enjoy hearing mine, makes my sleep so smooth and sound. You call me your sweetheart, for your own personal reasons. I call you my teddy bear -in my thoughts- because that's what you remind me of. You want to keep me safe, and hold me all night, so I can feel secure in your arms. I want to hold you all night so you know there is someone that cares for you. You get better at making me laugh, every time we talk. I get better at sharing my thoughts, everytime you do.

I Miss The Good Old Days.
In recent days, I have been growing more and more dissatisfied with the way we have all been treated. At one point I would have gladly forked over the money for a ViC and even a Happy Hour, but not any more. In the past, I used to contact all my friends and tell them what a great place this is to hang out. Quite a few of them have left, because a few creepy perverts continued to harass them. Scaling back on how much time I waste on here, because for me, the thrill is gone. The rules on rating and commenting have gotten way out of hand. Those of us that attempt to play by the rules are punished, while the one's that continue to circumvent them in one way or the other get away with it. I miss the good old days when there were no limits to commenting and rating. There was no such thing as commenting and rating too fast. Where you couldn't get deleted because the crappy server cannot keep up with the speed of your computer or your internet connection. Don't you?

~punishment - A La Suess~
"When His pleasures, he was through, He knew exactly what to do..." Punishment you say... then Punishment it shall be. Just please oh please don't tie me to a tree. The bark is harsh upon my spine, I do not wish to make friends with a pine. If you must tie me down at all, How about the bedroom, down the hall? Secure me tightly to the bed Just be careful for my head! Leather cuffs to my wrist are bound, Add the gag to insure no sound. Then the nipples soon to clamp Oh my Oh my, I'm getting damp! "On the bed" You command, With the flick of Your hand. On my back I did lay Oh my gosh... It's judgment day! A blindfold placed over my eyes? What the hell?!? A disguise?? I knew I should not have come today For Master will soon have his way! Arms extended over my head, Secured tightly to the bed. Legs spread wide for all to see, Oh no!! I think I have to pee! What's this I feel so nice and warm Is it the quiet before the storm? Between my legs the

Bad Weather
michael you correct a single spelling in this im going to hurt you that said.I hate bad weather.This morning my alarm didnt go off so I had to take my son to school in the car.When I got back to the house it started downpouring.I had a umbrella in my car so i took it out and opened it up.When I did the damn thing broke.I got so mad I threw it on the grounded.I ended up getting soaking wet going into my house.

No Poem I Could Write Has More Beauty
Breakfast at McDonald's This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutel y inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we w ere assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, a

Sup Shorty
young, beautiful a catch all around look at her and find yourselves on the ground my sword to your neck my foot on your crouch i have no fear of a life in jail cause i know i'll see you again in hell scream and cry all you want show my girl that your a punk dumbass games all men play for a fuck tonight and be out the next day your life could be ended with one swipe the blade across the back to end your life its dark and twisted yes this i know to jam a mase in your asshole to carve you into littles bits and send a peice to all terrorist so other countries can see what happens when you look shorty i'll die a million times to protect my baby thats why i say to daddy's liitle girl sup shorty

Bucky Covington Cd Debuts At Number 1
Date: Apr 25, 2007 12:14 PM Idol finalist scores biggest unit debut from a new male country artist in 15 years Nashville, TN…(April 25, 2007) Bucky Covington’s self-titled debut CD opens at #1 on Nielsen Soundscan’s Country Top 75 chart with 61,000 units sold. Covington’s debut CD also enters Nielsen Soundscan’s all genre top 200 chart at #4 and is the only new country act to open inside the top five this year. This puts him in good company as only two other country acts, including Tim McGraw and Martina McBride, have debuted inside the top 4 on Nielsen Soundscan’s Top 200 chart this year. Stop by the blog on www.myspace.com/buckycovington for the full article! Thanks to ALL who bought a cd and made this happen! Y'all rock!

~trust~ (explicit Story)
"Trust is the first of many lessons. I never left your side" We walk the trails, circling around to the archway, then back, taking a new trail. I want to show you what I know is there. The tree. The tree is incredible for many reasons, but it's most striking characteristic is the 90 degree bend in the trunk. The diameter of it is perfect for wrapping your arms around. Your eyes sparkle with that evil glimmer, as you stand in front of the tree. That evil look that makes me tremble with arousal and fear. It is not a real fear, but more of an anticipation. "Tree, slave." It is all you need to say. I have been well trained in your pleasures, the one word commands something I am quite used to. I walk to the tree, leaning over the angle of the tree, I wrap my arms around the trunk, clasping my hands. My short black skirt, lifts and settles as the gentle wind catches it time after time. Thong panties do nothing to protect my ass from the cool breeze. My cunt wet from the time

Hump Day Giggles
Priest in Airport Customs A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive electronic hair dryer that is well over the customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there anyway you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused."

For Those Of You That Care About Me...
I will not be on tap for a few days...My dad fell and broke his hip,has to have emergency surgery yet today...I probably wont be back til Fri or Sat...Just wanted to let ya know..... HUgssssssssssssssss

Where's The Love?
Before I begin, I would like to thank all of my friends who do a lot more than take up space on my list. There's no way I could have gotten to this level without all your help. This rant is in no way directed at you. Why is it that when your "friends" need help or their "friends" need help they will gladly take any and all help offered, but when it comes time to return the favor, it's like pulling teeth? You take the time to try and get to know each and every person on your list and very few of them do the same to you. In my eight months that I have been here, I have probably rated fifty thousand photos and seventy five thousand stash items. How much of that love is returned? Ten percent and I am being optimistic. Most of which is by a select few people who I count among my closest friends on the CT.

Staying In Contact
well i have made a few good friends here on ct and have some old one i know way back when but if any of you would like to talk to me and dont likethe shout box then here is a way y ou can contact me threw yahoo messanger the ID djrock2000us ... for teh yahoo hey im on now give me a shout if you wanna talk

~master~
"You fill me...with thoughts, desires, needs, I never knew I had.." You engulf my soul.... You take my body for your use... You fill me...with thoughts, desires, and needs... I never knew I had.. You make me want....to let go Let go of all I have known... Give all I am to your desire.. You take my voice... My mouth opens to speak.. And you claim it as your own.. Filling me with your tongue.. My eyes fill with unspent emotions... Drawn to the surface by your safe hand.. Your gentlest caress... Your harshest pain... Releasing myself to you.. My mind, intelligent and strong... My soul, kind and soft... My body, beautiful, soft, kneeling My spirit, open, flowing to you You are indeed my Master... You are the one, in whose care I am safe Safe enough to be me... You are the one, in whose care I find trust Trusting you fully, with my thoughts and desires You are the one, in whose care I find strength Str

~my Submission~
"So I walk upon high and I step to the edge, to see my world below, I laugh at myself as the tears roll down, because its the world I know..." I am a mother, a friend, a lover, a sister and a daughter. I am also a submissive. Submissive is not all that I am, it is a PART of who I am. I have thoughts, feelings, wants, desires, and needs like anyone else. Being submissive does not mean I give up who I am. Moreso, it means I become MORE of who I am. How can this be so, if I allow another to rule my body and soul?? It IS and it CAN BE because of the trust I share with the one I will call "Master". I trust Him not to hurt me. I trust Him to know me, better than I know myself. It is easy to hide from myself and to say things aren't so, until I have to write them out for Him. Then it becomes real. I have to face the fears, the darkness, the light. In facing the fears, be they real or imagined......I find freedom. Freedom to be the best I can be, f

What Does 'domination' Mean?
Domination.... What does this word mean? What does it represent? Why does it elicit excitement in some and repulsion in others? How do we come to understand what true Domination is ... and why do we seek a concrete definition for this most maligned and often misunderstood personality trait? In My journey through this world of D/s I have seen many varieties of Dominants. These range from the absolute subtle to the most outrageous ... from the soft spoken, well disciplined, gentle Dominant to the loud, boisterous most strict Dominant. I have experienced contacts with many, from the undereducated personality to the sophisticated academic and all types in between. Interestingly, all have self perceived notions of their Dominance which differ for the most part from that which we observe ... there is a perfect smorgasbord of intellect and confidence ... and a bounty of disenchantment, illusion and frustration among us. I observe Dominance from a Male perspective ... given that

Bored To Death!
Well......its been a few days now since Ive been back here to the real world,and I am already goin crazy!I got my umemployment shit done,Ive been to the VA,and now there isnt shit to do but sit on my ass and wait for june to come up.......how can people sit around like this and do nothing?Dont get me wrong......I enjoy spending time with my daughter but other than that I am miserable......anyone have any ideas?Or should I just sit back and chill till my training for afganistan comes up?I am seriously not one of those people who can sit still for long.....can anyone fuckin help me?

"a Slave Is To Be Measured From The Inside,
"A slave is to be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows..." Submission is not about sex. Submission is not something one can learn. It is not sex. It is not dirty. Submission is beauty. It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman. It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through. Submission is not about sex, it is about sensuality. It is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty. It is about being the graceful, sensual, beautiful woman that resides within. Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want. A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite. She is strong. She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is. She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation. She submits out of strength, love, and trust. Submission is freedom. It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that

Changing Your Display Page
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How Bad R U Wanted?????
Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

The Best Part Of A Good Friend Convo!
A Wolfie's Kitty 4Life!!!: i tell them to walk a MONTH in my shoes dealing w/ deployments, field training, other civilians, early mornings and late nights, playing both roles as mother and father ME: its something that only if uve lived it ull ever know... my dad hates the fact that i love my soldier and he cant help the fact that i love him soo much and he doesnt want me to go through all of the things that come with it, but i tell him that they can bring it bc if im strong enough ill make it! the hardest job is being a soldiers' wife dont judge just try to understand and if u cant u try being a soldiers' wife, gurlfriend, fiance!

What Children Teach Us
They teach us how to Love,Laugh and Smile. Joy and Happiness,Stess and Patience! To take one day at a time,one moment! They show us that counting to 10 actually works! That eating bugs is a natural thing. Mud pies are just as fun as they are messy! Coloring on the walls is their artist imagination.."But mom the paper was to small for my flower!!!" Baths are no fun without everyone gettin wet! Chocolate pudding doesn't taste right without a white shirt on! That chasing mommy with a frog is funny! Everytime we turn around they make us laugh,cry and smile! With ever hug and kiss! When they look up at you and grab your hand too say I Love You!! Everyday we learn something new...even though it seems like they teach us more than we teach them!!!!

This Is Dedicated To The Cunt I'm About To Drop Like A Bad Habbit
[Eminem] I ain't gonna eat, I ain't gonna sleep Ain't gonna breathe, til I see, what I wanna see And what I wanna see, is you go to sleep, in the dirt Permanently, you just being hurt, this ain't gonna work For me, it just wouldn't be, sufficient enough Cuz we, are just gonna be, enemies As long as we breathe, I don't ever see, either of us Coming to terms, where we can agree There ain't gonna be, no reason, speakin wit me You speak on my seed, then me, no speakin Englais So we gonna beef, and keep on beefin, unless You're gonna agree, to meet with me in the flesh And settle this face to face, and you're gonna see A demon unleashed in me, that you've never seen And you're gonna see, this gangsta pee on himself I see you D-12, and thanks, but me need no help Me do this one all by my lonely, I don't need fifteen of my homies When I see you, I'm seeing you, me and you only We never met, but best believe you gon' know me When I'm this close, to see you exposed as phony

Disturbing Thoughts
I swear I have the most disturbing sexual fantasies at times. I keep a separate blog dedicated just to them and I have a pretty interesting story running there now... Once I'm done with that though... I might have to devote some time to weird ass thoughts that plagued me today... Hmmm... Probably not though... All things considered... this one could get me in some very serious trouble. ~I

Global Warming, Or Pseudoscience Bs?
Global warming is bullshit pseudoscience. Show me anything that proves otherwise. Watch this documentary. This shows real facts, based on real science....none of which shows any truth to this so called "global warming." In the end, there is absolutely no proof, nor reason to believe, that CO2 causes any changes in temperature. In fact, there is much more scientific proof that it's exactly the opposite, that rises in temperature are causing a very slight increase in the CO2 level. CO2 is only .054% of our atmosphere and is emitted by all living things, not to mention that volcanos and the ocean release more CO2 than all living things on this planet combined. There is much more evidence that sun spots and solar winds have far more impact on the temperature of the planet. Don't believe every bullshit theory that gains popularity. Think for yourself. Watch this documentary and do some research of your own.

My Dream
As the sun sets and reflects a glow on my face... I stand on the balcony thinking of you.... feeling the breeze across my body and smelling the scent of you all around me.. just the thought of your presence starts to arouse me in a very sensual and passionate way... I feel my nipples hardening with every moment that passes.... my thoughts are drifting... dreaming that you are there on the balcony with me reaching around to touch me... the soft touch of your hands along my body... your hands on my breasts caressing them and kissing the back of my neck... I place my hands on top of yours to help guide your hands along my body... I feel the wetness occurring between my thighs...... I slowly start to move your hands down to my stomach but not stopping there... I continue to move them down until you reach the end of my skirt... you lift my skirt and slide your hand underneath it... down into my panties to feel the wetness you have created.... I began to start gasping for air.... I love

Peroxide
Peroxide, who knew? (Safer and Healthier than Bleach) This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana (a doctor's wife), and I want to share it with you. She was over recently for coffee and smelled the bleach I was using to clean my toilet and countertops. This is what she told me... I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little ole bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. What does bleach cost? My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide. Have you ever smelled bleach in a doctor's office? NO!!! Why? Because it smells, and it is not healthy! Ask the nurses who work in the doctor's offices, and ask them if they use bleach at home. They are wiser and know better! Did you also know bleach was invented in the late 40's? It's chlorine,Folks! And it was used to kill our troops. Peroxide was invented during WWI in the 20's. It was used to save and help cleanse the needs of our troops and ho

Life Sucks
i know i havn't been very social lately. this week has been very hard on me. my very close friend, myke, was killed in a tragic accident on sunday morning. i wanted to write this blog so that everyone will understand the importance of seatbelt use. he wasn't wearing his seat belt and he was thrown 163 feet from the vehicle. killed on impact. there is no reason whatsoever for anyone to intentionally put their life at risk.

Me No Speaka Engrishhhhh !!
Hmm..what can I say? The title is a clear give away for what I'm about to write. It's convenient for people to assume. Especially to assume that one, me, South East Asian can't speak proper English. Why would I even bother being in an English speaking site if I didn't know what it meant and how to communicate in it? Does that make sense? Anyways, I won't hold my breath or wipe my snot just to show you how disappointed I am. What's this madness with stereotyping anyways? Like the other day I posted a blog and queried those who knew of Jack the Ripper. This guy shoots back and says oh this is a stupid mumm and that he's British and he knows who Jack the Ripper is. Oh yea and since I'm Asian I know the best brand for rice since I have it for every fucking day of my life yea? This is the type of people who make those thirsty for knowledge shy away from wanting to know more. Yea so what if I didn't know how to speak English? would that make you sto

Haha
ok voters...this is what we wanted. congratulations to all who helped get the right political party in office that has OUR best interests in mind. we will now be moving into the era of carbon credits. what are those you may ask? this is a new stock market exchange that involves the sale of carbon credits to countries that are continuous offenders of the keyoto accords, such as america. countries are given a specific amount of carbons allowed each year to be expelled into the atmosphere. this figure will be based on the countries output level (gross domestic product) and the percentage of economic growth. how does this work you may ask? we as a country make stuff (for the whole world i might add) and we go over our yearly allowed amount of carbon. what ever company that is producing all this nasty pollutants will be forced to purchase carbon credits from other countries such as russia, france, mexico, canada, spain, japan, australia, sudan, iraq, iran, Syria, south africa, brazil, ho

On The Way Out Again
I really do like my job it is always what I wanted to do but I get so tired of never being at home. Thursday I must leave again for Washington State in the US for more work. The best part about this trip is that from the US I got France for work but my best bud Micah lives there. I will only be there for 3 days and most of the time I will need to work but my job allows me to take the time I need for what I want. Tonight while I am intown I must go to the pub with my friends and drink as much as I can and sleep all day tomorrow.

Sanjaya
Yeah.. everyone made a huge fuss over the whole sanjay thing on american idol.. so i decided to make this shirt..... Personally, I'm shocked he lasted as long as he did on here... especially after that mohawk thing.

You Would Never Guess
This is an email that probably went around before and has come around again. But I thought it was important enough to add it to my blogs that I have here. Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in wa

Grandpa
My memory from childhood is a person that I know He's been a friend of mine since the age of two I used to sit upon his knee and lean against his chest At telling pretty stories grandpa was the best I would sit for hours in fascinatedbliss At each stories end My forehand he would kiss He always made me smile with that twinkle in his eyes He could sheer me up when my life made me cry Grandpa was a special as I look back to see I wish for just a moment I could sit upone his knee

Dreading It
I really dont want to have to put my dirtbike on Cycle Trader to sell it, but I might have too. CraigsList isnt working too well. Big part of me knows I need to sell it NOW and the other part of me is dreading the whole damn thing. Argh. If I had had the money, I'd just keep my bike and buy a used RM85. But that's out of the question. Blah.

Why The Number Of Stupid People On Earth Is Increasing
I believe this 100%. We need to stop trying to protect stupid people, damnit!!! It's ruining the natural selection process! Until stupid people start dying at a normal pace, through their own stupidity, as they well should, we're going to continue to see shocking stupidity rule not only this country, but the world. America is probably #1 in trying to protect idiots from their own stupidity, though. Is it any wonder we're in this ridiculous state of confusion these days? _________________________________________ The theory of natural selection explains that as a species of any kind evolves, the weaker members of that species will not survive. These weaknesses can be anything from not being able to outrun another species that views you as its next meal, to deciding to leave the oceans without bothering to evolve lungs. Early man evolved and developed through the ability to adapt to his surroundings. One of the weaknesses of humans however was stupidity. This stupidity was to a

This Isnt Right
a friend of mine posted this and i think it says it all It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He

Tell Shrubya To Bring The Troops Home!
Bush has threatened to veto any legislation calling for bringing the troops in Iraq home. Since we are no longer at war in Iraq (we haven't been since the fall of the previous government; we are in a military occupation now), we should sart bringing the troops home.Sign the petition at The Petition Site.com to let Bush know you support bringing the troops home.tag: bush, iraq, war, military occupation, veto, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

God? Are You There?! Yeah, I Didn't Think So.
Yes, once again I'm consumed in deep thought about this whole god thing. It really makes no sense, to me. If there was a god, why would there be cancer at all? Why would bad things happen to good people? You can't say you're blessed in one breath, and then dismiss god for anything negative in the next. That makes no sense. I've watched 2 people die from cancer. Sure, everyone they knew prayed. (With the exception of me, I suppose.) That sure as hell doesn't strengthen your faith in this imaginary god. In fact, I can't believe there is any righteous god that would allow such atrocities to occur. Don't confuse divine intervention with random coincidence or the limited control we have over our own destiny/fate. And if you're going to try to tell me that the "devil" is behind this, then god has obviously lost the war. There are people who say "god was with them" when something horrible happens, and that's why they were only severely injured instead of killed...or whatever scenario.

Poem: Against The Silence
Against the Silence By Keanuenueonalani (ladylotusgangstabitch) My body is my temple, an altar draped beneath my skin A shrine, a sanctuary, untouched by sin You’ve betrayed my body, disgraced my name A woman scorned, lying alone in shame Stolen, taken, something I thought was mine Flashbacks send chills creeping down my spine The scent of cigarettes and your cheap cologne Your touch, your smile and vulgar moan Walked out of my life in laughter and staggers Your smile cuts through my soul like daggers Thoughts of revenge play out in my head But I lie here in shock and silent instead Raped of innocence and robbed of trust Caged in a body looked upon in disgust I scrub, I scour just to cleanse you of my skin But the feeling of filth is too deep within Now I’m left torn behind these walls of guilt The walls that your savage touch has built I fall to my knees and look to the sky In hopes that the gods will hear my cry Tears fell from the night and caressed my soul

Beautiful Poem Writen By Kingdrago Wanna Read More Check Out His Page
SHINING FROM THE HEAVENS,YOUR SMILE RADIATES BEAUTY PULLING ME FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE ASYSS I AM IN ALLOWING FOR THE TEMPTING KISS YOU OFFER AND THE EMBRACE I LONG TO HAVE YET KNOWING THAT THIS IS BUT ONLY FATE I CANT HELP PUT PONDER THE FUTURE WITH THE GUIDING HAND THAT YOU PUT FORTH TO HELP ME ALONG THE AWAITING JOURNEY I AM BUT A HELPLESS PAWN IN THE SOILTUDE OF ME DREAMS AND FOR EVERYDAY THAT PASSES WITHOUT WONDER I AM AMAZED BY HOW BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE. KingDrago KingDrago@ CherryTAP

Remember
Today I breathe Today My heart beats Tomorrow life may no longer be And yesterday is all I see I see a world filled with pain People who hate But you must remember life is about love Remember, it's not about who we love It's not about why we love But more importantly Life is about how we love Remember, it's not about money Or how life is unfair In the end it is only about whether or not you truly care It's about going out of your way for others It's about time, precious time Taking the time to really get to know one another To really feel how they feel To understand To accept And to then move on Remember, it's not about what you get But more about what you give that truly matters When I am no longer here It will not really matter to most whether I was rich or poor Remember, life is about supporting each other Being there when someone needs you It's not about what I possess or what you possess It's about loving and being loved And no one should set

From Afar
YOU SEEM LIKE SUCH A SWEET THING FULL OF GRACE ALERT AND BRIGHT THEN I TRANSFORM YOUR INNOCENCE into DEBAUCHERY EVERY NIGHT FROM AFAR YOU SEEM TO BE THE ANSWER TO MY EVERY DREAM a pledge to love,to have and hold a warm companion in a world so cold

My Bitch Rants
So I was told to use men, like they use me and see how they like it. Sounds like a WONDERFUL idea. I more than likely won't do it because i'd be known as a slut. thats another thing I don't get. Guys get a pat on the back for screwing multiple women.. and what do us women get?!?! We're known as sluts. I'm sorry, but thats fucking BULLSHIT. Oh and to a certain someone.. why can't you be a man and TALK TO ME ABOUT IT!? It's not THAT hard. Gah, makes me want to hit someone.

With My Birthday Just Over Two Weeks Away....
With my Birthday just over two weeks away I start to contepmplate where I am in life. Where I have been, what I have accomplished and what I have yet to accomplish. This is number 26 (I know some people wish that they were my age again.) I am so lost here lately. I am lucky that I can find my way thru the days. I decided to get a divorce for reasons that I shall not write in here for it isn't everyones business. I didn't know that when you got divorced not only did the assets and the children get split up but the friends do too. And for some reason most people took his side. No one bothered to see it from my point of view they see it as I am the one leaving therefore I am the one at fault. Lord fine then I will take ALL of the blame. It just hurts to loose people that have been my friends for many years some i have known for 10 or more. That is a long time to give up on someones friendship. So here I sit with only my pc to talk to. The kids eat, sleep, play and have some time for me. I

Don't Listen To Him
A couple had been married for many years, and their son was old enough to date. One day the boy brought a girl over to dinner. The mother was thrilled with her son's choice and couldn't wait for the wedding. However, the father was upset and, eventually, the boy asked, "Dad, why don't you seem happy with her? Mom likes her a lot." The father explained, "No son, there's nothing wrong with the girl. It's just that I cheated on your mother a long time ago, and the girl you've been dating is my daughter by that woman." So the boy dumped her and found himself another girl. Again, he brought her home to the mother's delight, but the father again told him that this girl was actually his half-sister. The boy lost his temper and told his mother what his father had said. Furious, the mother shouted, "Don't listen to him, sweetheart! He isn't even your father!"

Rip Lil One
on monday i lost my lil girl she was only six months not a full term baby this has been the hardest thing thth i have ever have to face she will be bury on friday or monday we name her tallah witley ponder so if yall want to leave me comments fill free.... sincerly south

Untitled
Years pass me by in minutes Without you by my side Everyday I'm haunted By a love to strong to die I cant let go of this false hope I'll wait for you long after I'm gone In this life or the next,we meant to be together

What Would You Do?
What would you do if you loved someone and you know for a fact that they don't love you? If you spend almost every weekend with this person and they were your first kiss,and the first person to touch you the way they did. Although they told you they don't love you, they just like you. What would you do and how would you feel? Need some advice, because my emotions are going on one crazy rollercoaster ride. THANK YOU!

Top 15 Amazing First Date Ideas
Your first date with Mary Jane is next Friday and you are trying your damnedest to prepare for it. Of all the things you must take care of -- what to wear, how to smell, choosing the right time and so on -- what is the most important thing to remember? You need some date ideas: As taught in every business class around the world, the most important thing to remember is location, location, location. Where to go? No matter how much you try to look your best and spit-shine your car for that extra gloss, you are only as good as what you have to offer. This means that the slickest and smoothest talker has to follow up with fun and original date ideas. Remember the saying, "Actions speak louder than words?" Well, it couldn't be any truer in this situation. You might rant about how much you enjoy extreme sports and living life in the fast lane, but when the first date comes around, inline-skating starts to seem like a pretty tame and unoriginal idea. What does this say about you

You Might Be A Redneck
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public< SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; BACKGROUND: white; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"> places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You m ight be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if:

My 70 Confessions
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? sean or patt 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? hmm....usually 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? yes i sure would 4. Do you take compliments well? usually 5. Do you play Sudoku? nope 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I would out last the skinny people ;) 7. Do you like nipple rings? umm.. sure... they're hot!! 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? nope 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I'm gonna take the 5th on this question =) 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? I have before... 13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? both 14. Use three words to describe yourself at the moment. happy, a bit confused, and excited lol 15. Do any songs make you cry? yes of course..... a couple of songs by A.D.D can make me cry at the drop of

He He
2. Are we friends?........ 3. When and how did we meet?........ 4. Do you hav a crush on me?......... 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me?........ 6. Give me a nikname and explain why?........ 7. Describe me in 1 word........ 8. what was ur first impression ov me?....... 9. do u still fink the same?...... 10. What reminds u ov me?..... 11. If you could giv me anything wot wod it b?...... 12. How well do u no me?...... 13. Whens the last tym u saw me?..... 14. Eva wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldnt?...... 15. Are you goin 2 put dis on ur blog and c wot i say about u?.....

What We Do
Ok if anybody is wondering, this is about what Bare Feet Society does. The following will remain true unless I decide to change something. 1) We have fun little things each month like Feet of the Month. Also we have free for all photo day coming up in May. This is where you do any photo that pertains to feet as long as you have fun with it. 2) If we get new members we usually help them out to level up, make new friends, etc.. 3) Finally I am thinking of making a ranking system when we become bigger. Example of this would be: Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's Top Model~ or Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's #1 Promoter~ Again if you are thinking of joining please contact me.

Changing For Others
It seems like all my life I have spent so much timne trying to change for other people. First it was Mom, then the ex, bosses, friends. Why do people not only ask, but expect you to change for them? Can't they be happy with who you are? And why do we change ourselves to be what we think others want us to be. I was going to give examples, but there are far too many, and when I was typing them, I was only reminded how stupid it was to change who I was. Since I got smart and realized I had to get away from my ex, I have struggled a lot with figuring who I am. I'm not who I was 20 years ago in college, but I am not what I was 10 years ago struggling to adapt to a controlling, abusive spouse's wishes. I'm somewhere in the middle, a hybrid of who I was meant to be, and what I became. Both sides pulling at me,with me trying to find a happy medium. It's like being a baby, learning to walk, and talk, only no one is there to help you learn. So why do we do it? Why do we change for

Common Mistakes In New Relationships
The first year of a romantic relationship carries a lot of power. By the end of that year, the tenor of your relationship is established, as is your quality as a partner. She'll pretty much know if you're lazy, a pushover or uncaring in the long run. That's why in the first year, it's important to watch your behavior around her. Don't set her expectations too high, and don't try to fit her mold of the perfect boyfriend. This applies to the entire year, be it in the first, third or 10th month. Here are the 10 biggest mistakes men make in that most critical year. 10. You shower her with gifts Many men equate spending money on a woman with making her like him more. Buying her many, often expensive, presents or getting her something for every occasion, no matter how trivial, is a deadly mistake. It suggests a man has little to offer other than what's in his checking account. Worse still, the woman may begin to expect gifts from him all the time. Close your wallet and give her somethi

Rules
Ok I'm gonna be simple with these. For anybody wondering what we do, I'll be posting a blog next about that. 1) No rudeness towards any member. 2) Have fun. 3) Get new members. Basic rules for a basic group. If anybody interested in joining please contact me.

Life,philosophy
someone who talks to me everyday, and cares that i'm o.k., even if they know i am. someone who wants to bide time away, and my presence helps it flow, wherever they go they want me there also. someone who thinks about me every hour, as i think of all my people because i have the power to help them. and as friendly as they are, that they will not ever be that far, even if there is distance ,whether physical , mental, or both. i want to be closer to like minded souls, i want to seize my life and maintain composure & control. i want to be the man all know that i can be, even me. i want to live and be free, ready to start to make this be.

Pimpin
Hi Everyone... help my friend advance two levels... She's our very own Ninja Star and desperately wants to become Cherry Ninja... help her out and I'll return the favor!! Thanks!! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/426385

A Warning...medical Warning That Is
I must begin this by stating that I am not a doctor, nor am I a scientist, but I need to get this information out as soon as possible. There is a sensation, sweeping the nation, and it is affecting yours and my children. Here are the symptoms... 1) Does not always pay attention when needed 2) Likes to "put on a show" around strangers 3) Hyperactivity 4) Will become emotional when does not get way 5) Would rather play than do homework 6) Will speak before thinking, usually when in groups of strangers 7) When leaving the house clean, may come back dirty, not knowing how it happened (blackouts apparantly) 8) Memory Loss...when something is broken, has no idea how it happened 9) Taste loss...will not eat what is cooked, until it is cooked at a friends or grandma's house 10) Insomnia...can stay up til 2am, but does not want to get up for school This syndrome is called Normalacy Syndrome. It affects most children, but is cured by going to a doct

A Night Of Passion
The sensual touch of his lips with his hand caressing every curve a rush of pleasure surges thur my body. Giving him my all with the gentle brush of his fingertips I fell deep into him. As the room slipped away I felt all that I'd lacked. Feeling the sky move with every thrust sweats trickles down my skin I can't control myself, I exploding in to a whirl of ecstasy. This was a night Of Passion I would never forget.

Life,philosophy
i'm sitting and thinking of how i want to be, i think of how tired i am of my family and my life. i think of how i can be better and better for people around me that actually care, that actually are open to a true life ,one without the pursuit of drugs and sex... i want to be around people who enjoy life and the blessings it offers, not keeping themselves chained and miserable. i am miserable. i want a life. i want to be responsible , i want to work and to stay sober. i'm doing better and i know everything happens for a reason and this too shall pass. were it not for melanie getting me enrolled in my class i do not think i would have ever seen through my pursuit of staying brain clouded. i no longer desire to be so. i want to be aware and i have come thru bad times and now know how to simply be patient and ride it out. i have GOD ,and i have friends that for whatever reason help me to believe in myself and my worth. i do have something to offer

Amazon Woes
You know, I try to be smart when buying from merchants. I look at their past ratings, ect. You never really know. Let me tell you, friend, about my recent purchase. I wanted the Kingdom Hospital DVD set. That is the WHOLE SERIES. So I ordered it for 27 bucks, give or take. OK no problem. Well, it took 3 weeks to get here. OK fine. I opened the padded envelope, and it's Kingdom Hospital : Beginnings. This is only one episode, it's about 8 bucks used on Amazon. So I sent an email, and they took about 4 days to tell me "Send it back to us for a full refund." So I did. It arrived there Monday and here it is Wed. with no reply. I can file a complaint with Yahoo tomorrow. I just hope to God the assholes read the email. I'll be leaving negative feedback, trust me. I want this money for a Bearington Bear for my mother's day. My mom collects them. Being on SSI sucks, and I just want that refund ASAP so I can get the bear in time. Oh, and I found out the package was shipped a

High Head Blues
Sometimes I have a ghetto in my mind Other times sunshine high head fine In between I get cold, old mean Intertwined with country pride open and kind This draws a line Sorry to coin a phrase On either side is wisdom and rage So keeping track of time Racing with my age Sleeping with the snakes Forget that you showed up late It aint worth it baby A charmed life it is At least they tell yo so I got a good idea It aint like they say is so And if it is then let me go Let me go Any day there might be hell to pay But in other ways It makes it seem ok Ill tell you what I mean Its not a plot nor a scheme Its just peace in my mind Again can I use the word kind I aint sorry about it baby A charmed life it is At least they tell yo so I got a good idea It aint like they say is so And if it is then let me go Let me go

What Up With Ct?
Can anyone fill me in on whats going on with CT? Some days I am unable to post comments to anyone and lately, if I send a comment or rate a pic I get booted and have to sign back in. In the last 30 minutes I have had to sign in 10 times and my comments didn't even register either. Anyways friends I haven't forgotten you and not avoiding you just unable to respond like I want to...Love ya all...Any help out there?

Honk! Honk!
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As I Look Into Her Eyes Of Grey,
As I look into Her eyes of grey, I see things that may or may not be, As She looks back into mine, She sees what is truly there, Compared to this beautiful women, I’m a more simple man, For She was made a women, She, is a bit more complex by nature, Then again, that’s how She was intended to be. I sometimes wear my emotions for Her, On the outside, and not hidden deep in my soul. Her emotions are there, and they are real. It is up to me to understand them as She intends. Take nothing for granted, Always follow Your Dream and Desires, For if You decide not to follow, Your life will be full of the regret of not knowing, “What if I had at least tried?” “So try with all your existence, to make Life what You want”! “If you don’t then prepare for “the not knowing”.

You And I
woke up this morning, saw the sun on your pretty face, yes i do like, to wake up at your place, am i wrong to think this way, yeah , i know i cant stay, i am torn here with all my thoughts, lessons i cant learn , not easily taught, thats because i have such a hard head, i should just go back to bed, okay, i am sorry but i cant help but smile, haven't really done that in quite a while, see you are all curled up in a ball, so cute as i see you walk down the hall, thats why i know i must let you go, let you to close , then i may not let you know, how it is that i really feel, putting on a t-shirt, the color is teal, thinking so hard makes my head hurt, using my toungue and becoming so curt, you ever wake up and watch the sunrise, need to get the sleep out of my eyes, yeah i am being really weird again, all i ever wanted was another friend, feel like i have wings and i can fly, way up to the clouds, and far away in the sky, love your body and its unique frame, am i really here to put on th

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"just For You"
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

Down !
Sorry if I sound a little pissed, thinking of all the things I have missed. Like the girl in 4th grade I never kissed, when the teacher said the class was dismissed. Then there was when I missed my prom, that really did upset my mom. Told her I didnt go because I couldnt dance, I didnt even give it a chance. Got married way to soon, was on a really bright afternoon. Started out as having a good wife, then I am reflecting on my life. Sitting here with only a frown, doing nothing but feeling further Down. In a quiet house cant her a sound, maybe I should bury myself in the ground. Send me a sign to help me see, or maybe an angel to help me breathe. I have always been hard on me, and people will never just let me be. Leave me alone, I don't want you around, sometimes I just want to be Down. Or should I got to the pond and drown, then I would just look like a clown. Down is where I want to be right now, I will get back up somehow. So please my friend, don't have a cow. Get me back up, can

Eye Contact Contest...coming Soon
ATTENTION ALL SEXY LADIES... ON MONDAY APRIL 30TH I WILL HOSTING THE FIRST "EYE CONTACT CONTEST"....ALL THE WAY THRU MONDAY MAY 7TH... RULES: 1. NO DOWN RATING 2. NO NSFW PICS...(CUTE AND CLASSY LADIES) 3. SELF COMMENTING IS ALLOWED FIRST AND SECOND PLACE- "PORSCHE" FROM THE BIG PIMPIN GIFTBOX THIRD PLACE- TO BE DETERMINED... ALL LADIES INTERESTED LEAVE ME A MESSAGE WITH THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER.... AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL KING NAZERENE...

Contest Comment Problems
If you are not winning the contest and are bitching and crying around about it being unfair thats too fkn bad i wont take shit from any fkr on here and when i find out who is complaining its not fair ur out of the contest..dont come start shit with me or about me or any of the contestants its a browswer problem u dumb asses grow up..its not like its a contest for real money or ur running for president give me a break and grow the hell up..u cant win all the contests and if i was cheating u would of lost already so shut the fuck up and be adults or get out of the contest.. I will gladly take anyone out who cant handle it..and if anyone else bitches and whoever they are helping will be out now shut the hell up and either help ur friend win or get them kicked out ur choice.. LICKS I however did take this problem to SCRAPPER CONVERSATION I HAD WITH SCRAPPER ABOUT THE COMMENT PROBLEM i have not clue. Sounds like a browser issue. On 4/24/2007, muskwa1_ca@cherrytap.com wrote

Devilsplayground666 Updated!
www.devilsplayground666.com I've been working to update the Playground recently, lots of new horror pics have been added. So if anyone hasn't visited recently, make sure you stop by. Also I'm looking for more new pics to place on there, so if you have something horrific message me with it and you'll get a link on the Playground. www.devilsplayground666.com

Brian`s Song
We almost always had fun, no matter what it was we had done. Rode our bikes for miles at a time, then he would come to my house to dine. Our parents tried their bet to keep us apart, we got along right from the start. People would ask me, hey where is Brian; in school, he doesn`t like it;but he is trying. We even tried to have our own place, where we both could have a little space. For ourselves and from each other, really he was like a little brother. I was there the day his father died, boy you should have seen how he cried. Didn`t exactly know how to handle it, and we both drank too much, I admit. Seemed to make things right at the time, took turns drinking tequila and sucking a lime. When I look back that was kind of dumb, but that kind of life is where we both came from. Then there was the day his boy was born, had a smile on my face but I still was torn. He had found a wife and a little house, should have been happy for him, but I was a louse. The day came when we were both ridin

Until There Was You
Until there was you I tried so hard to not to fall in love again until there was you and now i don't know what to do it all feels so new i cant stop thinking of you your like a song stuck in my head and when your not around i feel so dead

A Hurtful Imagination...
I sit in this darken room… The dim light from the computer screen shines on my face… I caress my thigh as my mind wonders…. How would it feel if my hands were replaced with yours?... Goosebumps invade my whole body with every anticipating thought of you. My caresses become more of strokes with time… I can feel the moisture in between my thighs and the tingling sensation… aching… I am yearning for you… My finger tips glide over my harden nipples. To feel your sweet lips on them would bring me to pure ecstasy…. I envision your razor sharp jaw line…. Your perfect lips… your beautiful green eyes staring into my soul… This is my forbidden love... A hurtful love...

Looking For A Ct Hubby
Ok guys we can do this the hard way or the easy way. Hard way I kick your ass take you and make you mine. Easy way is.. first one to leave me a comment stating that he wants to be MINE is MINE. LMOA!!! hmmm so which is it gonna be. You all know u want these legs wrap around you!!!

Your My Angel Of The Night,
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again.

The Time Has Come
Its here we are finally moving still having mixed feelings. I'm going to miss Cottage Grove and the friends I have here a whole lot. Then again if I stay I'm liable to go insane. We have to make a pit stop in California to see the in-laws and let them meet the new baby boy and see how much my daughter has grown. Then on down to Texas were we will stay with some family till we can get jobs and I can finally finish getting my GED. Everytime I think I'm ready it's time to move oh well I'll get it done this time. Texas here we come.

Texas Wife
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house clea ning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska . He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from ! Texas . He told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down an

Just How Much I Love Him
I am loving this person with all my heart. He has my soul he has me in his life isn't that enough for one person. Bo because u want confort and just the little things. He dose that for me as well as i do for him. Each momment i see in his eyes or just a smile makes me blush. He just has something about that u gota kiss him every damn time u see him. It's that adorable. Even tho i am bisexaul dosn't mean i can have two for the price of one. But the thing is i respect my boyfriends choices and he resepcts mine. So that i a very greatfull for. Well have a great day love lins.

Pipe Bomber Arrested
Wednesday | April 25, 2007 PIPE BOMB MAILINGS SUSPECT ARRESTED Postal Inspectors arrest man believed to be “The Bishop” The Department of Justice said today that Postal Inspectors arrested John Tomkins of Dubuque, IA, for allegedly mailing two partially disconnected pipe bombs from a Chicago suburb to investment firms in Denver and Kansas City in January. Criminal charges link Tomkins to more than a dozen threatening letters, some of them signed “The Bishop.” Federal agents, led by the U.S. Postal Inspection Service (USPIS), arrested Tomkins without incident this morning in Dubuque. Tomkins was charged with one count of mailing a threatening communication with intent to extort money and one count of possession of an unregistered destructive device. He is expected to appear in U.S. District court in Chicago this afternoon. The arrest followed an intensive investigation by more than 100 Postal Inspectors, agents from the FBI’s Joint Terrorism Task Force

Omg Its Love
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead85%Freddy Krueger80%Jigsaw80%Buffalo Bill75%Hannibal Lecter70%Jason Voorhees70%Captain Spaulding45%Candyman40%Michael Myers30%Leatherface20%Which Horror Killer are You?

Secret #1
The is an article written by Joyce Meyer... She is a Christian speaker, teacher and preacher.. Take the time to read the words, let them speak to your spirit. I hope that they can help some of you as they help me. Thanks, Poet's Heart The first and most important secret to being a confident woman is to know that you are loved by god UNCONDITIONALLY. Romans 5:8 says...*God shows and clearly proves His love for us bu the fact that while we were sinners, Christ) the Messiah and the Anointed One) died for us*. Even if your natural father did not really love you properly, you can still get the love and acceptance you missed in your childhood from God. I grew up in an abusive home, and as a result I was filled with shame, blame and disgrace by the time I was 18. I didn't know what love was. When a boy of 19 showed an interest in me, I married him because I thought no one else would ever want me. He had problems of his own and didn't know how to love me either. We ended up divorced a

Joaquin Phoenix & Reese Witherspoon Lyrics
Go away from my window Leave at your own chosen speed I'm not the one you want, babe I'm not the one you need You say you're lookin' for someone Who's never weak but always strong To protect you and defend you Whether you are right or wrong Someone to open each and every door Chorus: But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe Go lightly from the ledge, babe Go lightly on the ground I'm not the one you want, babe I'll only let you down You say you're lookin' for someone Who'll promise never to part Someone to close his eyes to you Someone to close his heart Someone to die for you and more Chorus You say you're lookin' for someone To pick you up each time you fall To gather flowers constantly And to come each time you call And will love you for your life And nothin' more Chorus

Lucky Me My Uncle Is An Internet Junkie Lmao
so we made it to our destination poor aiden never been that far from home was very relieved to get out of the car. he enjoyed playing with his cousins. he woke up at 6 cuz he was in different surroundings but we slept til 11 after that. kinda nice to sleep in. spoke to said man in my life. yesterday it was killing him i was taking aiden from him, but no mention of me. today he said i took everything from him. his best friend his buddy. most of it was about aiden again not me. oh well some men need a clue. he hopes i find someone who loves me as much as he does. well if they prove it like he does i am running for the friggen hills. proof thats all i want. simple open honest straight from the heart proof. but i aint holding my breath. why is it the heart picks really screwy people to fall in love with? he said he would walk away? what about just showing me he cares? anyway gott find where i put my socks the floors are cold. i understand my sisters complaint about her paint faux

Human Resources Manager
One day while walking down the street a highly successful Human Resources Manager was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St. Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had a Human Resources Manager make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in," said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind, I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting green of a beau

Wounds, Darkness & Life........
Life comes at us from out of the darkness and can cause serious wounds and at times we struggle to find the courage to face it. When life does comes rushing out of the darkness who will you choose to face it with, will it be someone you trust. Will they be wise and will their love for you help you to guide yourself to the light or will you loose your way due to all the wounds you have recieved. In the darkness will you make noble choices. Will that person you feel as though you trust that knows you so well be someone untested, someone new. Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkeness when it does is ther someone in your life you can count on, someone who will watch over you when you stumble, fall and are wounded be those that are the probable cause of the darkness. Is it the superficial wounds that will take you down. and in that moment give you strengh to face your fears. Not all wounds are superficial most wounds run deeper than we can imagine you can't s

F A M I L Y
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 'Oh excuse me please' was my reply. He said, 'Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. 'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, 'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood v

Daily Horoscope April 25,2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra April 25,2007 You and this person have an amazing connection. Maybe it's career related; maybe it's personal. Either way, it's as if you're in a mind meld. This collaboration inspires you to heights you didn't realize were possible. < - - - ok so today's little message is as fallowed i have a connection with someone : well duh i have a connection with alot of people i know and some i dont : so in a basic nut shell this is telling me nothing i dont already know ya amazing isent it .. lol

She Is His Anti-drug ( A Poem )
Take him now Oh Angel of Death For his time draws near He feels it running through His veins. Like liquid nitrogen Flowing through his body he freezes and becomes Completly Numb. He tells her he's Sorry and that He Loves her with all His heart. She cries for him And he sees the Pain in her eyes Yet can't make Any sence of it. She's broken now And it's hit him Square in the heart. He opens his eyes And notices his head In her hands. Bright shiney lights And people dressed in white A tube runs from A bag to his arm. She's been up all night Refused to leave his side. He now knows What he's done Looks to her And lets her know How sorry his is Once more for all He's done. She kisses him softly And assures him That no matter How things happen... She'll love him forever.

The 12 Types Of Women Guys Want To Date
There are a lot of good women out there, even though it's not always easy to find them. Here's a list of women with traits you should actively look for — and that would make any guy happy: Miss Sweet Miss Sweet is a woman who's positive, content with her life, always upbeat — and just a blast to be around. She's a genuine person without a bitch bone in her body. She's always truly happy to see you and you find yourself looking forward to spending time with her. Miss Sweets are usually snapped up out of the dating market right away, so they're pretty rare. But if you can find one, you've got a real treasure on your hands. Miss Equality This type of woman is a true feminist — not one of the radical man-haters, or the hypocritical pseudo-feminists who think that equality means "I demand equal rights and an equal salary, but a man still has to pay for me." The Miss Equalitys of the world genuinely like men, and understand that equality means equality across the board, from hold

The Bathtub Test
The Bathtub Test It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" Scroll down DID YOU PASS THE TEST, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE?

Butterfly Kisses
ummm how about some butterfly kisses! Tickling your neck... then I move down your pretty chest with my hot mouth leaving a line of wet kisses down your tummy! Hmmm... Well I am at your tummy and you are already squirming around pushing your hips up a bit making your impatience known! I rub my hands over each of your thighs using a bit of pressure! I spread them as far as they can go hearing the moist echo of your wet lips spreading apart... Ummm I am looking at you perfect swollen clit... It is glistening with your juices.. It is begging me to suck it! I lick circles around it flinging it back and forth with my tongue... I ram two fingers in your hot cunt and curl them to your g spot! You let out a loud moan as you start to drip! Now I am suckling your clit and you are thrusting you hips up harder!... I want to make you cum… soon my tongue replaces the work of my fingers... I drive it deep into you pussy! And start rubbing your tender clit with my finger tips! I want to be as close t

Mirror
Mirror There is a girl sitting at a table Far away from everyone Hiding behind a pile of books No matter what way she moves or screams Nobody really looks As she watches her surroundings She easily and quickly slits her wrists Poor girl in a miserable life With miserable people Not knowing what to do On a day to day basis As she continues to watch The motion around She cuts til the bleed comes To an easy flow She sits at the edge of the table At this point not knowing What to do The little girl gets scared Of what she might see Cause the little girls reflection In the mirror is me

A Friend Like You
A friend like you no one can replace you know your limits and when i need space I've been betrayed by a few but after some months i knew you we're true theres not everyday you find a friend like that's down no matter what happens she'll stay around we have disagreements but we can work it out because of you i know what a true friendship is about boy issues your there to give me advice bad hair day you try and make me look nice family issues you can relate we have our moments we debate I wanted to let you know this because your very true no one can replace a friend like a friend like you!!!!

Even Genies Get Old
> A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. > > He sits down and places the bag on the counter. > > The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. > > The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about one > foot high and sets him on the counter. > > He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it > on the counter as well. > > He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, > which he places in front of the piano. > > The little man sits down at the piano, and starts playing a beautiful > piece by Mozart! > > "Where on earth did you get that?" says the bartender. > > The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. > > This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and > says: "Here. Rub it." > > So the bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke > and a beautiful genie is standing before him. "I will grant you one > wish. Just one wish...each p

The Sorcerer
The Sorcerer The sorcerer searches for the right spell, Pouring over grimoires of old and new, Through the Necronomicon, Diablocon, The Goetia -- He finds the rituals that will raise the powers of hell. Which one is right, which one does he need? Power ritual? A spell of conjuring, or perhaps a banishing. Which one will it be -- Which one will accomplish the awful deed? Surrounded by candles of black and red, A baphomet in center his focus set, He conjures a demon incubus An act of revenge -- An act to make his heart content. Aimed at a woman in his past Who had poisoned his once wounded soul. Now I have my revenge, he says As he grinds the powders in his bowl. Now the deed is done, the act is complete, No more will she haunt his dreams. No longer will people walk all over him, For now he has the power, No longer is he the one who is weak. Long live the sorcerer! (c.)(1995)

~*~ Bikers ~*~
Send this to every biker you know in central Florida. CALLING ALL BIKERS October 7, 2006, a COBB member & firefighter “Robin Stanley Burton Jenkins” was hit and killed by an SUV driver on Osceola Parkway in Kissimmee. The driver claimed the sun was in his eyes and didn’t see him. After hitting him, he said that he thought his transmission was acting up and continued to run completely over him and the motorcycle dragging them for nearly 2 blocks. The driver got off scot free for this act of vehicular homicide while his family ended up with virtually nothing. Fair? ? ? We have several other members surviving crashes where the motorist claimed they didn’t see them. Now the lawmakers are trying to pass a law that all bikers must carry PIP insurance that will virtually give a motorist the green light to run any of us over and not be responsible for a dime of medical expenses. FAIR ? ? ? It’s time for us to stand up and be heard. Abate is doing a great job fighting for biker

Friends For Life
Friends for life We will always be friends for life no matter. we will always count on each other when we need each other the most,, i know that we can't see each other every day but we will be friends until the end and i can count on you when i am sad or happy,, i know when you are around the world doesn't look the same. so guess what we will be friend until the end of time

A Silly Story 4rm A Silly S'1
A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom. Two long hours later, he came out and stated, honey, you were right about me farting my guts out BUT WITH THE GRACE OF THE DEAR LORD AND THESE TWO FINGERS. I GOT THEM BACK IN THERE.

Something Silly....from S'1 Who Is Silly!!
A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom. Two long hours later, he came out and stated, honey, you were right about me farting my guts out BUT WITH THE GRACE OF THE DEAR LORD AND THESE TWO FINGERS. I GOT THEM BACK IN THERE.

Help Out Our New Family Memebr
She needs help in her contest! She is loosing badly and needs to catch up! She is a hottie too so blow her up, the fan and rate her too as well as add! thanx http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=615713&albumid=323605&i=3723284318

Yay!
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula83%Deacon Frost83%Spike75%Angel67%Akasha58%Blade58%Armand58%Lestat50%Louis17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

My Recollection
MY RECOLLECTION waiting on the dark fringes of reality... merely hoping you'd come bring me my fatality... all of these things you mean to me, merely images inside my fantasy... so here we are, i should've known we'd never go far... we're just another sky full of falling stars and i'm always the 1st to fall far away from where i think you are... my impatience is what terror brings... facing the darkness i create always with my ass in a sling... sometimes the love you bring lacks that familiar sting...as i'm lying on the floor begging for more... my sweet addiction is killing me, but then again, isn't that what all your love is for? satisfied living, satisfied dying... letting them fight each other 'til the bitter end... why is it i always seem to break where others bend? the quicker the delivery the longer i take to mend, walking around with your voice inside my head... hands in my pockets looking ahead to my own death... but at least i'm still looking ahead with a handspan

To Ma Boys N Girls
ASHES 2 ASHES, DUST 2 DUST, IN the clown is what WE TRUST, IN Juggahoe WE BUST, IF YOU KILL A bigit, YOU WIN A PRIZE, IF YOU KILL A Juggalo, YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES!! AND REMEMBER black RATS CANT RUN IN DA BRIGHT green SKY. clowns pOPPIN' hos DROPPIN clowns FLYIN' hos DYIN' clowns PIMPIN' hos LIMPIN' clowns pUCCIN' hos DUCCIN' clowns COMIN' hos RUNNIN' clowns RIPPIN' hos DRIPPIN' LET IT RAIN, LET IT DRIP bUST A Juggahoe IN DA LIP LET EM' FALL, IN DA MUD then pass the axe AND KILL DAT Juggahoe hos ARE rats clowns ARE true DISRESPECT MY SET AND WE COMIN FOR YOU. CCCCCCCCLLLLLAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEND THIS TO ALL THE Juggalo's IF YOU GOT THERE bACK! IF YOU GET THIS bACK YOU GOT RESPECT

Thought For The Day! Wednesday!
Wonderful Wednesday! April 25, 2007 *Quick Power* Doing something well that is constructive, over a period of time, blossoms into something beautiful! *Power Pearl* Anything worthwhile takes time. Growing a garden, acquiring knowledge, implementing good habits, are some of the things that require adequate time to develop. This is especially true when we engage in constructive activity on a regular and consistent basis. Over time, these types of activities become woven into the fabric of our lifestyle providing us with a vehicle for personal growth as well as growth for the community. Doing constructive activities well, is a wise investment of our time. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise par

To My Mel
Best Friends Love GROWS and fades New friends are made But I'll always be here for you Nothing can take that away I'll be here for you Through thick and thin Good times && bad I'll be the sister you wish you had I'll be your shoulder to cry on I'll be your best friend until the very end

New Relationship Status
i guess i shold have posted this earlier, but i thought things would change. I am now single and have been for a while, there is no more man in my life although i hope to keep him as a friend. Yea right How often does that happen. I am not exactly looking for a replacement but friends are always welcome and helpful

Shit Aint Right!!!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ---------------------------------------------------- You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________ ______ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________

Sick And Tired
I know they that say be leary of the whole WWW well yea duh!!! Iam so sick and tired of people and the childish ass games they play on the WWW....Christ people do ya have nothing better to do with ya pathetic life instead of preying on the true and honest people that are on the WWW? I mean damn ya just as bad as a child predator....Prey on the innocence of good ass people!!! And me of course being one of these good ass people!! Along with a few good friends I have on here as well and they know who the hell they are....I mean damn utilize the WWW for good terms NOT to prey on the innocent!!! But we all know that if that was the case then the WWW would NOT even exisist if we didnt have the predators out there like we do!!! Ok I have vented and bitched enough time for a shower....LOL Hope everyone has a great day as for me I'll be continuing my pathetic preying on the WWW KIDDING!!! Naw I'll be continuing to go and seek out a new job and to see my kids today....Hope everyone has a great d

Contest
MENS BRACELET= 600 COMMENTS DIAMOND EARRINGS =100 COMMENTS MEN'S RING= 2000 COMMENTS LADIES DIAMOND RING= 2000 COMMENTS ROLEX WATCH= 3000 COMMENTS SILVER MOTORCYCLE= 6000 COMMENTS TROPICAL VACATION= 7000 COMMENTS CORVETTE= 10000 COMMENTS PORSCHE= 12000 COMMENTS YACHT= 20000 COMMENTS Just Send me the link to the pic you want to use comment bombing is allowed both during and non happy hour times. there is no time limit on when you can get your gift or how long you have to do your bombing. so get those pics to me if you want a big pimping gift WIKID LETTE IM SINGLE AND I FLIPPIN HATE IT@ CherryTAP

Broke Back Deer Camp
>Broke Back Deer Camp > > The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one > wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided > it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so > they voted to take turns. > > The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next > morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. > > They said, "Man, what happened to you?" > He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all >night." > > The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same > thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. > > They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" > He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all >night." > > The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football > player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright > eyed and bushy tailed, looking well re

Liquor Warnings
These are cute - hope you enjoy - Sandi is coming to visit me!!! Weeeeeee - I won't be around much for the next little bit so take care! xoxo Liquor warnings; Of course this does not apply to you and me, but you may want to pass this on to other people to warn them. Canadian liquor manufacturers have accepted the Health Canada's suggestion the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in your dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ W A R N I N G: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to te

A Heart Torn And Tattered
The scars of deception and betrayal Never seem to heal But they must not keep us from the fall Love is the only thing strong enough To keep sorrow at bay Allowing a smile to creep from the darkness Not knowing what to do or say As the confusion set in Is is real Will it last Can it be love that I feel Shall I be hurt again

Fart Football
Fart Football An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows When the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is tot

I Fucked Up
so i dont know how it happend but smehow i lost the ring Jason gave me. i took it off to take a shower and st it on the counter just like i always do and got dressed and checked on the sauce i was making. this is when i got on the computer not thinking about needing to put my rings back on. They are usually safe on the counter. well jason got home and i remembered to put my rings back on. only they weren't there. jason said that he saw one of my rings there, but that he didnt see the diamond ring. i tore the entire house apart looking for it. i looked under every bed, as a matter of fact i even decided to wash all the sheets. i looked in every drawer and cabinet. i feel so stupid. i askd my son, i even told him he wouldnt be in touble if he took it that i just wanted it back. i'm freaked out. i've been crying like a baby on and off all morning. i emptied out the toy box and everything. i don't know what to do. all i can do is pray that jason took it eenthough he told me that

Love... I Just Can't Explain
Love... I Just Can't Explain Love is deeper than those three little words Words so simple, but seem to melt your heart The ones that can keep you flying high When the two of you must be apart But its also those three little words That keep between two, a bond so strong When days apart seem like eternity To keep alive a love for the one we long When we were together your eyes did the talking I always felt the passion and love you had for me The depth of this fantasy when you gave me a hug While your heart was racing as you held me tightly Love is a sweet gesture much beyond words Like having dinner together or sharing a cup of coffee Cuddling close together while you nibble on my ear When you stop in your tracks to give a smile so sexy But when everything has vanished and simply no more What still lingers to remind me that you're still there It's not an act of greed but a desire of my heart To continuously remind me that you still care You're the one I

I Wonder
Sometimes I catch you looking Across the room at me You think I never notice You think I never see I wonder what you're thinking When your eyes meet mine I know you'll never tell me So just give me a sign We get on all right as friends We talk on MSN at night I wonder if someday I'll tell you In the dark you are my light I wonder about what's happening This feelings very wierd It's happening against my will Exactly what I feared I wonder if you notice And if you will ever see I wonder if you'll realise That we are meant to be

Gettin The Fuck Outta The Us!
Well its all official now... I've lost my drivers liscence as of 9am this morning and im heading to germany for exactly 30 days to visit old friends, visit my sister and see my nephew being born. There is so much shit i want to do once i arrive i dont even know where to start. So far my plan is to get off the plane once we arrive and then go on foot from the airport to my sisters house seeing all of the sites. Of course ill have to take a few taxi and train rides, but the experience will be worth it. I'm trying to get atleat 1 of my friends to come with for the pure fact 2 heads are better then 1. Hopefully Kristin will go so we can fly into paris :D she speaks fluent french and i speak fluent german so that would seem to be the most logical choice at the momment for a european trip. Odds are she wont have enough money to go which sucks bc thats an experience id like to share with her now while we are still young. Butters might be able to go but its a lot of work for him so i doubt he

Last Night
You came in thru my window last night.... Like an angel of the darkness... You touched me in ways the mind can't even begin to imagine and not a one of them was physical... You wandered a path thru my mind and soul fulfilling every desire within me... Sensations flowing over my body only it was my own finger tips that caressed my skin not yours... I could feel you hovered over me the smell of your skin the heat from your body... For an instant our hearts beat as one... Mmmmmm and that kiss that is what woke me... But what did I wake to find??? Only a dark empty room filled with the sounds of the pouring rain outside my window the wind blowing my curtain in the moon light as it was sneaking thru the clouds... With my skin soaked in sweat my heart pounding and my breathes heavy I turned to look out my open window and whispered... "Where'd you go???? Come back to me... My love."

I Miss You
Be honest....... If you really miss someone, friend, ex, love, or a family member right now.., And cant get them off your mind... Then repost this titled as "I miss you..." Within 1 minute. And whoever you are missing will surprise you .. If you break this you will have the worst love life starting in 1 min

Lesson....
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astoni shed at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and h

My Recent Life.
Blah, blah, blah, blah........life sucks! I am working crazy shifts and stupid hours. I'm going from the Fire dept. to the Ambulance and back again. been sooo busy (and sick) that it's driving me crazy. I try my hardest to be nice to jennifer but it's hard when EVERY word I say she tells me is a lie. I miss coming home and having someone to talk to (face to face) about the bad calls and shitty day's. Jen will listen but their is no sympathy. I remember coming home one night after having a close call and I woke her up to talk about it and she was like "well your still alive" wtf? I try my best to tell Akira that daddy is home safe when I do get home, atleast she cares. My Life, work and art seem to matter to know one. I just go to work and do the best I can. Atleast I can make someone's day better (the patients) I lived far too much of my life angry and this is what I get. Fine! I don't want a GF, why? so I can play the "get to know you game" fuk that! I am a work-aholic and that's j

A Poem I Wrote
Into, into, into the night I dare to escape, dare to take flight Worlds stand with me, and worlds stand against The following of my heart, and the feelings that I’ve sensed So, naked now, I plunge into the deep To realize my destiny, which till now has been asleep Pray do I, that I fall not very long Before Cupid arrives, to sing you this song And, gives to your soul, a discerning kind of ear So, that through the clamor, you’ll be able to hear The sound of my desire, that we become as one And, live forever in bliss, until our days are done

The Life Of A Paramedic
i was at work last night and worked a car wreck. This wreck was due to a drunk driver. there was two people hurt in the other car.one was a 57year old lady and the othe was a 7 year old girl.I was fine working on the lady,but when it came to the child is was hard for me to handle.she suffered many injuries that placed her in icu at childrens.I was so pissed that I went to baptist where the driver was. Once I got there I cussed the guy out for what he did to the child.All I could think about was how this wreck is going to impact this childs life.My boss did not write me up for my actions,because he has a child the same age. Was I wrong for what I did? please leave comments.

Security.
So I got the job. I have another interview tomorrow at Chase Bank on 6th at 10. I have training on Tuesday and Wednesday at the place off 360 from 9-4 I think is what she said. At first I'm gonna be working from 7a-7p Saturday and Sunday until I get some experience, then I'll be working full time, during the day, for 8 hour shifts instead of 12. Yay, huh? =]

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Stressful Times ... Middle Age?
At some point in the passage of time, the question of aging surfaces. Am I getting older? Am I "middle aged"? Those questions are frequently accompanied by a few shivvers and shakes! The specific answer, of course, is different for each person. As you can see from the Poem below ... it happened to ME ... and I listened to what my Brain was whispering into my ears; it sounded something like this ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ MIDDLE AGE? As I sit and weep and wail, make believing life’s a jail, my mind goes tumble jumble, as ‘thru my gloom I fumble! What the hey is going on? I jerk and twitch. my feelings itch, and no one’s here to scratch ‘em, fast as I can hatch ‘em … Is this ‘mid-age’ change of life? I sigh, I cry, I contemplate my navel, Never really getting started, since wife and love departed, to grow again, to know again, just what I want to do. What do I want to do? , … but wait … hesitate a little longer, for now I’m going somewhere,

Captain Dumbass!!
Captain America Arrested With Burrito in Pants POSTED: 4:33 pm EDT April 23, 2007 UPDATED: 10:42 am EDT April 24, 2007 MELBOURNE, Fla. -- A Brevard County doctor dressed up in a Captain America outfit was arrested with a burrito in his tights. What he allegedly did at the police station got him into more trouble. Doctor Raymond Adamcik, 54, would probably rather forget about the weekend when he was arrested on charges of battery, disorderly conduct, drug possession and trying to destroy evidence. It's not what you would expect from a doctor or Captain America. The Palm Bay family physician was at On Tap (probably hanging out with CHERRYTAPPERS!!) bar as part of a pub-crawl with other medical professionals. It was a sort of costume party on a bus that would take them around from bar to bar. Everything was fine until, witnesses said, Captain America started getting too forward with a burrito he kept tucked inside his blue tights, a burrito that ultimately landed him in jail. It'

Mia
Just wanted to let all my friends know that I am going in for surgery tomorrow (back). So I won't be around for a while. 4days in the hospital and don't know when I will feel like using the computer after I come home for a while!! So, wanted all to know I am not MIA, or ignoring ya'll!!!! I'll be back ASAP!!! Will miss you all!!! Please, keep me in your thoughts and prayers, as this is gonna be a major and kinda risky surgery!!! Kinda freaked out about it!!! Love and hugs to all!!!!! XOXOXO, CJ

Slow Down
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a doctor - * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say hi You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. Th

Lots Of New Pics
come on check out all the new pics in my folders and pop those comment cherries ;-)... some in the weekend fun folder from my gf's bachelorette party last weekend they are funny and i will be posting some more of my new truck some time today :-)

Snake
The snake is a difficult dream symbol because it is so widely interpreted among various cultures. Interpretations run the gamut from blood-curdling fear to wisdom and peace. These options are determined by literary history and folklore from different cultures, as well as personal experience. In waking life, it is not uncommon to be afraid of snakes. For some people, this fear is disruptive and pathological, even to the point that a photo of a snake represents an oppressive threat. For these people, snake dreams are almost universally bad. If the dream includes someone who handles snakes, whoever tames the object of the fear is likely a source of wisdom and control in the dreamer's world, and may be a representation of some aspect of themselves or someone else they know. Among Asian and Native American cultures, the snake is a wisdom symbol. The idea of wisdom comes from the snake's ability to shed its skin and renew itself. If one dreams of snakes from this perspective, it is a dre

My Hideaway Summer Pt. 2
“Drink like a fish, eat like a king and sleep like a child.” The thought kept running through my mind as I came up out of my sleep for the second time that day. That thought was soon replaced by the feeling of disappointment felt when you roll over to find the person you were expecting to be next to you isn’t there. “Maybe it was a dream” the thought darted through my mind. It passed quickly when I set my hand down on a piece of paper on the pillow next to me. I brought it up in front of my face as I shock off the last cobwebs. It was a note from Leah. “Matt, Wanted to stay and play some more, but I had to run into town for a meeting with my accountant, I’m going to be very late as it is. I hope you enjoyed this morning as much as I did. I know it was sort of forward, but I just needed it. Come up to the house when you get this, the door is unlocked. If I’m not there make yourself comfortable and I will be along shortly. – L.” I smiled. “I certainly enjoyed Leah and I hope to d

What I'm About
Hello to everyone on here. I have 33yrs exp in the bdsm lifestyle. I have a live in female slave called broken. We are into intoxication fetish,medical,nurse roleplay,rape roleplay, age play, adult female infastism,bdsm,enemas, spankings, public play and control.

Guestbooks
Please let me know if you are on my friends/family lists and have a guestbook on your profile that I have not signed. I will do my best to get to everyone's guestbooks. Please make sure if you haven't yet, that you sign my guestbook on my profile also. Thanks alot!

Poem
This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere. Y

Make Them Go Away!!!!
There are days I just want to throw the phone out the window. Some clients are just not worth the trouble..lol The all time worst is not a client anymore. She would call at midnight and want me to work. She found my home number on the internet. ughhhhhhhhhh. To sum up how nuts she was... she wanted us to find an Amish farmer around here willing to ship his manure to her in Florida. Wanted to grow her veggies in it. The woman was a pain. Enough bitching right? It's a beautiful day.. sunny and warm. My allergies are clearing up. We got another client today. So all is good. :) Trying not to sit here on CT all day. Too distracting, and I guess some things have changed for me that make it less important. I have to worry about the stuff going on right here.. and to get out and enjoy life. You can always get me on yahoo or on the phone though. For those in my family list there is a seperate blog with that info. Anyone else can ask. Have a great day... time for another

If You Are Agianst Domestic Violence Please Help!
Merry Met Ok I need *ALOT* of help on this one folks.. One of my dearest friends on a chat room i hang out in, Did something noble and got her ass beat for it...that noble deed...standing up for her grandmother when she was about to be struck. My Friend Eve, stood up to her dad to help her grandmother And *THAT* happened, she lives in a low income area of the world, she has no resources for battered women, and the resources they DO Have told her they couldn't help her out, that her and her dad should settle this, they are sure he feels sorry for what he has done. Her nor her grandmother can leave the house he is still there drinking and taunting her abou tkillin her next time. I need a couple things... 1) PLEASE help with a protection spell/energy her and her grandmothers way her name is Yvonne marie arce Chua and her grandmother is Pacita Perez Carog and 2) I'd love help with a booost as it were for karma kickback to catch up with her dad a little quicker...His name

Window Seat
There's a tapping on my window seat, a tapping from the outside. the chilling wind blows in, wiping dry my shady tears, which should have left so long ago. i sit here at my window seat, another family in my house, which we built so long ago. Many years have come and gone, and yet i still sit here staring out my window seat. i close my eyes, the old grandfather clock sings, one... two... three... His car pulls into the driveway, four... five... six... the entrance door slams shut, seven... eight... nine... he walks across the room, the same piercing stare on his face. He picks me up from my window seat; across the room i fly. the other family in my house can't see what he will do. it's been sixty years since i could feel the pain, yet it feels like only yesterday. he throws me into the walls over and over, slapping and hitting me again and again. i can feel the warmth of the blood run down my face. across the foom i fly, my head a thump upon my window seat. he walks pass and li

Dragons Blood
Smoke lingers up from beside my bed, The scent of dragon's blood fills the air, My head so full of darkness, Spirals me into insanity, The smell so sweet and strong, Brings me to tears, With no recolation of my fears. Smoke fills the room. The scent of dragon's blood hits my face, Wiping dry my shady tears. The darkness in my head turns red. My skin splits open, It's that scent. I taste the red copper from my skin. My head once agin fills with darkness. The taste of blood lingers on my cold lips, As the scent of dragon's blood fills the air.

Pain And Your Children
A MOTHER SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO WISH SHE NEVER GAVE BIRTH 2 A CHILD OR IN MY CASE A GROWN SON HE HAS PROVED AGAIN THAT HE CARES ABOUT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF ... MY WISH 4 HIM IS THAT SOMEDAY HE WILL FEEL THE PAIN IN THE SAME WAY HE IS INFLICTING IT ON ME...I HOPE HE WILL SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO LOSE THE MOST CHERISHED THINGS IN YOUR LIFE ...HIS KIDS...BECAUSE FROM NOW ON HE IS DEAD 2 ME...

I Have Never Felt
I have never felt so alone, Never thought I could disappear, From the eyes of those, I assumed cared. I wish I could still run, Run to them, Hide behind them. I wish I had someone to talk to, Someone to share my fears with. When I needed to cry, I hid From the faces I loved and cared for the most. I hid and ignored feelings to hide what i dread most. I have never felt so alone, Never thought I could disappear, From the eyes of those, Who almost cared.

Update On The Stupid Cumwad.
This cum bubble decided to call me childish, so it rates me a 1 and blocks me, then deleted all it's comments in my mumm.... let's give it's dumb ass some 1's, and show it just how fucking childish I can be sometimes. I'd thank it for the points if it hadn't blocked me. ----THIS IS A COMMENT I SAW ON IT'S PAGE ABOUT ME---- @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Addme you know you want too/ Leave a voice comment@};-@ CherryTAP If you’re here to down rate me cuz of a bullitin you saw the reason I rated her a 1 was cuz she posted a NSFW image in a mumm involving a 15 year old girl so if that’s acceptable to you then rate away! -----FYI..... THAT PIC IS NOT NSFW, AND JUST HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW HOW OLD THAT CHICK IS? YOU FUCKING TROLL. THIS IS THE PIC THAT IS SUPPOSEDLY NSFW----- ----THAT GIF IMAGE IS CIRCULATED ALL OVER THE INTERNET, AND IT'S FUCKING FUNNY, GET A SENSE OF HUMOR YOU UPTIGHT CUMWAD---- If you agree that this person is a fuckwad, repost.

Ok I Usually Dont Do "chain Letters" But Friend Gave It To Me...so Im Posting In My Damn Blog!!!!! Lol
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The Feelings You Didn't Know
I saw you the other day, All those memories of us. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you didn't know. The fake smiles I show them, When you can't look at me any more. I can't help myself I need to know, Where did it all go wrong? The memories of what could have been, Haunt my dreams and hide my tears. The laughter, the promises, Every word I held so dear. One thing I need to know, Did you love me so? I saw you the other day, All those memories, Can't hide this pain I feel inside, Or the tears I cry at night. I try so hard not to let show, The feelings you did't know.

Passing This Story Along...tks Shooter!
As a general rule, there are few things that I feel strongly enough about to post thoughts for other people to read, but this is one of them, so The Shooter cranks one out. If you have read my profile you know that I am an animal lover and activist whenever neccessary or possible. One day last week my wife comes home with the story of Snowy and relates it to me. Seem that one of the oil-field workers that does some business with their company has a dog to "get rid of". We currently have three rescue dogs in our home and have lost two of our old dogs this year. One of our remaining three is 15 years old, deaf and blind. The poing being that when we take in a dog, we take it in for life regardless of what comes with them such as heartworms, worms, cancer, mange, broken bones and a host of other ailments common to the species. We fix them, make them well and they live with us the rest of their lives. Stay with me here, I'm making a point. This person bought Snowy when she was a c

I Must Have Been Crazy
You were not only my lover you were my best friend, At least that's what I thought. Looking back on all the things now, I realize that I was never either to you. I must have been crazy to think you cared, I must have been crazy to think you were there. All the little things that hurt me inside, All the little things you did that made me cry. I could have been a star soaring in the sky, At least that's what I thought, Looking back on all the things now, I was never a lover or even a friend. I must have been crazy to think you cared, I must have been crazy to think you were there. All the little things that hurt me inside, All the little things you did that made me cry. You were my everything, My lover, my best friend. Looking back on all the things now, I feel like I was just a play toy to you. I must have been crazy to think you cared, I must have been crazy to think you were there. All the little things that h

Dont Wanna
Jelousy consumes me and becomes my best friend. You're not worth my tears I try to hide or anything else inside. All though you say that you do, you don't show that you care. I can't do this, i don't wanna feel this jelousy creeping up inside. You're not here, you never want to be. We spend no time together, yet you can with every other. Once i had faith in us, now it seems that i cant trust you and almost grow to hate you. I feel as if my soul is bleeding and pleeding just to get through to you, but i see that you do not care. We can not look at each other, we can not talk, and although i dread and do not want to know it, i know that it's over. It's not over because i say or even want to think it, but because you choose it with every word you do not say, and every action you make. I don't wanna know that it's over but that's the way you choose it to be

Unnamed
I am dead inside, No feelings or emotions to bleed through the pages. My mind full of nothing, Emptiness that can not be filled. Where did it all go? I am dead inside, With a fake laugh and faulted smile, I pretend

Torn
In the somber cold, I lay awake. My hear torn, and tears run down my face. Surrounded by the darkness, I though left so long ago. I am torn, between fantasy and reality. The heartbeat just a memory, That made my heart grow sound. Everything torn, ripped at the seams. To die would be the greatest gift, Although I must move on. My soul tired and wiry. My heart torn, and shattered. The somber cold keeps me awake. The sorrow soon just another memory, From the blood and darkness around me. I lie awake in the somber cold. My heart torn, and shattered, While tears run down my face.

Hmm
I know that when you look at me theres so much that u just dont see but if u would only take the time i know in my heart you would find oh a girl that scared sometimes who isnt always strong cant u see the hurt in me i feel so all alone each day, i play the role the rold of someone always in control but at night when i come home and turn the key theres nobody there who cares for me whats the sense in tryin hard to find ur dreams without someone to share it with tell me what does it mean???

Sadness
This sadness carrying me away, Deeper into my insecurity's. My heart breaking a little more everyday, Torn into complete despair. The only joy in my life, That kept me sane, Is eating me away. This sadness so unbearable, I don't want to go another day. Why take him away, When he's needed here? Sweet sorrow from this heart of mine, Condemn me, Carry me away. Do what you wish, Take me away, Away from this sadness, That's carrying me away. Carrying me deeper into my insecurity's, My heart breaking a little more everyday, Torn into complete despare. Leaving unbearable sadness, Just sadness to remain.

Ni
we’re going to destroy the world one day, you know. with a summer house somewhere cold and a winter house somewhere warm. both on the ocean. this time it’s not just for me. but, for you as well. my brain is splattered on the wall behind you, can you do me a favor and clean it up? it’s your fault it’s there anyway. i’ve been on the verge of breaking since you decided to skull fuck me with your words. don’t taste it, i promise it doesn’t have the perfect seasoning like it used to. just put it in the jar sitting on the shelf over there. we’ll save that one for a rainy day. I woke up this morning covered in a film of sweat. yet it wasn’t because the world had gone mad like i imagined… more so because it stayed the same. i hear they’re bombing something today. and that the grenades of choice are a pretty purple color. why would you instruct them to do such a thing? i could have sworn we had settled on that lusty orange color that we’re both so fond of. no matter

Love Can
Love can move a mountain, As well as wake the sea. No matter the feelings strength, It's just not ment to be. Though the truth is painful, And unkind, Each other's happiness stands on the line. You may think it's wrong, Or even a painted lie. Though love can move a mountain, As well as wake the sea, We all know these feelings, Are just not ment to be.

Crimson Soaked
Crimson Soaked One... Two... I cant take this pain anymore Three... Four... The gleaming sharp falls to the floor Five... Six... Crimson flows first warm then cold Seven... Eight... My eyes feel heavy, they want to close Nine... Ten... Everything seems to be fading, fading away All over, everywhere, crimson flowing everywhere The white of my shirt and blue of my jeans are crimson soaked I know it's not just me that I am hurting, but more than one It's not just my life that I am taking, but we don't deserve it so. The counter, the floor, the carpet, from my head to toes Everything is crimson soaked When you come home tonight, you will find that everything is crimson soaked

Just Me...
To talk about myself is kind of strange but I am the only one who truely knows 'me'.I am a mother of 5 children inwhich are a very important part of my life.And I am also a grand-mother raising her grand-daughter..In my spare time I study for which I thirst for knowledge.I take great pride in my religion and honesty is a must..I pass no judgement on anyone and I except this in return(which doesn't happen much).And to know more about me...well you would just have to ask...