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Fuck Off !!!
Ya. Thats what I said. If you don't like me for who I am then FUCK YOU !! Im done with trying to help ppl cuz they snap at me just for giving a fuck! I am not saying this to any one in particular...but I am just warning you now. I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM NOBODY and you can ask my girlfriend, my husband, and my best friend that because they know! All I really want to do is help ppl but I cant because all I do is get shit on for trying to help and/or giving a damn...I know there are ppl out there who know what I'm saying and understand, then there are the ppl who THINK they know but they dont have a MOTHER FUCKING CLUE! So ya, you want my help on something, fine...but snap at me for it...and I'm done helping you ! Cuz I aint doing this shit no more ! P.S. My girlfriend is Steph, My husband is Kevin, and my best friend is Eric!
I Won't Be Seeing You Anymore
Saturday, March 17, 2007 I won't be seeing you anymore I should be glad I'm finally rid of you... Maybe our friendship wasn't so right. I put on my rose colored eyesight, Always making it seem so bright... Trying to find something beautiful, Trying to see something good in you... But there's nothing but selfishness, Nothing but arrogance - and its for the best... That I cannot see you, That I cannot hear you, That I don't really even want you... As a friend...Anymore! I feel so happy and strong, I'm so glad I knew all along... Deep down I didn't let go, I held strongly onto MY soul. You can never have, What you can't understand, And you don't have a clue, Who I was to you. You always seem to use people up, And you always have such good luck. Nothing seems to ever bring you down - You have everything -- and yet you frown! Nothing's good enough for you, And half the time...you don't even come through... You lie and fake your promises, And us
Let It Be Monday
JEEZ,DON'T GET ME WRONG,I LOVE FRIDAY,SATURDAY,SUNDAY, LONG WEEKEND,JUST LET IT BE MONDAY, I DON'T THINK IT WILL BE A BAD DAY, ONLY IF I LET IT BE THAT WAY, ANTICIPATIONS I HAVE BUILT, I WANT TO SHARE WITHOUT GUILT, SEND A FRIEND SOME BEER, SPREAD A LITTLE CHEER, ANXIOUS TO GET BACK TO WORK, BEFORE I GO BESERK, LIFE GOES ON,EVEN ON MONDAY.
She Died Today...
My friend Sandy P. died this morning of complications from liver disease... Sandy, may you finally be at peace now. No more struggles, no more pain. No more sadness, no more bullshit... Never alone, never again my friend... Everyone that you came in contact with that I know, will never forget you. You were an amazing woman Sandy and you will be missed... Today, you have made me realize just how short life can really be. I already knew that, but your death just reinforced it for me... Today in death, you have given me gratitude Sandy. You have also given me love. You have made me see that no matter how crazy and fucked up we are, we are still loved by many, many people that have surrounded us on this journey of life... You were/are a very lucky lady Sandy, and I for one will miss seeing you around... Be well my friend... See you when I get there!!! Love, Wendi
Ugh..i Hate The Pain...
Pain stuffed inside of me Can't let anyone near me Can't let anyone see the real me Can't let anyone even hug me All this pain that's held in me Why can't anyone see the real me Why can't anyone help me Why can't someone just hold me All this pain that's eating me Can't let go of the pain in me Can't get this pain from me Can't get this pain out of me When will the pain stop hurting me Why can't I just feel me Why can't I just be me Why can't someone take this pain from me i seriously just feel like im drowning in it right now..i cant get up...i cant get out....its just attacking me...i can release it...but only for a moment..i can make it not so bad...but it doesnt last long..but i can only do that so many times b4 it hits the end...i only have so much room to work with...i just cant get out from under....i hate this..i really do...how can something hurt this bad?
Fucked Up Day
okay this day fucking sucks!! Life rightnow fucking sucks... Car going toshit don't have money to fix and not worth fixing and need to figure out a way to get a new veichile!! Neigohbors complaining cause oil leak doing what I can to fix it and clean it up but I can't pull money out of my ass!!! Bill colloector calling me night and day cause dumb ass X put me back into debi and who als doesn't pay childsuppot and now has time when he wants to see his kids( what ever ~but kinda a god send only if he would just walk away completely!!) Need to find away to beable to claim banckrutcy..once again can't pull money out of my ass~ don't have the credit to get a loan for that and what is the point of that hello that why banckruptcy no one to borrow from. I hardly make it and keep it afloat on what I makeand yet I h=make too much for state asstanice!!WTF. It is just a shitty day and hurts the most Rob said he would see the girls today ( nisser to young to phase but Kyleigh remembers and has bee
Im Bitching!
prettygreeneyes... re-rated you a '1' from a '5'! prettygreeneyes... rated you a '1! i left her a comment that said............. THAT WE CANT ALL BE 10'S BUT ID BE LEAVING HER A 10 .....SO SHE RETURNED AND RERATED ME A 1 SO I WENT BACK TO ASK HER IF SHE HAD A PROBLEM???? AND THE CUNT YEP I SAID BLOCKED ME WOW WHAT A BRAVE GIRL SHE IS....LOL....WELL TO U I SAY .... ya know i dont downrate and im pretty sure that i wouldnt anyway no matter what but is it really that big of deal to sum people that they show there really 12 years old!!!!
Brady Quinn!!!!!
whoo hoo! i reason to watch the browns. FINALLY.
Fan·ta·sy /ˈfæntəsi, -zi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[fan-tuh-see, -zee]
an ingenious or fanciful thought, design, or invention.....but what is it really...is it a thought we want to play out....i wish we want to come true.....what is a fantasy......and will it be a FINAL FANTASY.......
Thank You
thank you all for the kindness for reading about me and understanding like you have.. i know that i have a some rally neat ppl out here who care..
I Learned This Today...................
i just got back from riding my harley all day, and from church. this is what i learned........as i rode all day today with the wind blowing in my hair.....i saw people that are just so much in a hurry, so i slowed down to see what would happen. i let people go in front of me in lines today because they had to hurry up and get somewhere else in thier ever so busy lives. i heard people saying that there was not enough time in the day for them to get done all that they wanted...i talked to poeple that said that did not have time to stop and talk or the day would end and they would still have to much to do. i let people blow by me on the road only to see them a few minutes later at the stop light they just had to race up too. they were cussing and carrying on only cause they had to hurry up and wait. i just smiled and let them go on with thier busy lives today because i was just sitting back and taking my time and guess what i got alot done today and i was happy to do it. why do we have to
Love Of A Life Time
can u have more than one true love what u had him and didnt relize he was ur true love till it was to late is it possible to win there heart back again what if uve changed everything he said went wrong in the realtionship but for some reason u cant bring ur self to tell him ur still in love with hes one of my best friends and every time i see him i just want to lay in his arms but im afraid if i tell him it will ruin are friendship what do i do please help do i tell him or pray to my magical gods hell read this blog
Can't Anyone In The Upper "cherryland" Tell Time!
Just because my pc is faster that the cherry server, thats no excuse to extend the 10 minute time-out. its now been about a half hr and still cant rate. common jesus, either update the server or just maybe, not overload it yourself with the other 2 sites now using it!!!
Ok
Why in a life that you are suppose to love, should someone hate everything so much.Why if there is a god ,would he make things so horrible you find it hard not to drain the blood from you own veins.Why should you give so much for so little in return.Why would you give your love to someone, for them only turn around and treat you worse than trash.Why would i waste my time typing this on a bullshit computer instead of putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger?Because along with everything else i loved, my guns have been stolen or lost.I guess that is something to be grateful for.But if you know me, you know i prefer the feel of a cold blade against my skin.And shooting myself would be the easy way out.I wanna feel the warmth of my life slowly bleeding out.As far as who this is here to read,not only would you probably not read it ,but even if you did ,I know you wouldnt even care.And that makes it all the more satisfing when it is all finally over. Are you happy now, because t
One Boy, One Girl
I made this playlist at MyFlashFetish.com.Check out this MySpace MP3 Player!
New Nsfw Pic Added!!!
CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!
These Ladies Require Your Assistance ...
Here are the sexy feet. Bomb your pic until your fingers cramp. lol Good luck to all! Jen Lolita Mistress MG Mamabear/Jess
I'm Gonna Kick Tomorrow...
I dont know how much longer i can live like this.Waking up and not knowing what has happened and who i hurt.I cant keep dealing with the difficulty of living like this.It doesnt only affect me ,but also the people around me.I know I am a decent person,but in the end I alway turn in to the asshole.Its like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde every other day.I refference it in my mind Dr.Heywood and Mr.Hooker.I am not crying out for help,just an explanation,why my life must be this way?I have siblings that have no problem living life as it should be,but I am that lone black sheep.There are several good reasons in my life for a change,but then I cant find the courage to change what i should.Everytime I want to tell my cure to go away and never see me again,but i always leave a p.s. stating I'll be here tomorrow come find me.Im so lost and confused on everything.It seems to werk out so clearly for everyone else but me.If I could start all over again I would.I know everyone has their own problems and hav
Bored
Okay so heres another one... Im bored and tired.. someone wake me pleaseeeee=) add me to your my space :P http://www.myspace.com/foresaken1
Life And Death
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
13 Weeks On Tuesday!
I've officially reached the 3 month mark! The morning/day sickness is finally letting up, but I'm still dragging a little in the energy department. I have another appointment with my OB-GYN on Thursday for progress and to set up testing for defects and stuff. Hopefully then he'll set up my ultrasound date to sex the baby too :) ... people around me are really beginning to get excited, I'm sure they're going to get even more so when I actually start to show LOL. Anyway, we're having a blast at our little "vacation" spot lol ... it's been nice to sleep in, lounge on the balcony and just relax. I can't wait for the weather to get nicer. It's just a brief walk to the beach and to some great fishing spots. We'll keep everyone updated as things progress. I'm just not around a lot right now. Been spending more time relaxing than anything. Until then, hope everyone's doing great! Keep in touch.
To All My Cherry Tap Friends
I SHOULD HAVE MY COMPUTER ON IN 2WKS SO THOSE OF THAT DIDNT FORGET ABOUT ME THANKS I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN THE FAVOR THANKS TO ALL LOV YAS BE BACK SOON
Update On Life
Well right now im sitting waiting for the phone call that will tell me one of my very best friends i grew up with since day one, and someone i hold dear to me as more than a sister has passed away tonight. Its been about a month and a half since mom passed and i've pretty much taken on the role of cook/maid around the house since i have time now. Currently lookin for a job, cant get anything, and the bills are stacking higher. I tend to have breakdowns alot periodicly due to the pts (post tramatic stress disorder) that i was diagnosed with two years into caring for mom. I've gotten pretty good at convincing myself she hasnt actualy passed and just isnt around anymore, people cope a lil differently i spose. I've recently become very self destructive, phsycotic with pulling hair out and trying to knock myself out and often cant tell when one of those episodes will hit so not trusted alone a good amount of the time. I split from my relationship the day after moms funeral (not by cho
What Does Love Mean?
*What Does Love Mean?* A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, t
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I learned how. Not long ago. They say you write what you know. I know that I don't know my heart. And that's not a problem. Because it was never mine to know. Step. Fall. Catch. You know. And it will be fun. Learning how. With you.
Oh Me So Horny
lmao me so horny me so horny ohh me so horny haha
What's Wrong With Kids Today?
WOW, WHAT A WAKEUP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 El Cajon, California 3/22/01 and Blacksburg, VA 4/16/07 ? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare co
Additions
Last night and today I added 100+ to my stash and 13 pics, so if you're looking for some points, that'll help you oot some;)
Still Out Here, Still Working.
Nothin new here. Im still out here flowing a gas well. Maybe tomarrow i can get to the house for a day to sit on the couch with my SexXxy Azz Cyn, and just do whatever we feel like doing, with each other,,,and to each other! She is coming out to see me tonight, and bringing the pizza with her!! So ya'll have a great weekend, and im gonna ck outta here for a bit to be with her for a few hours out here on location. Till next time,,,,,,,,,,,,LaterZZZ
To All My Cherry Friends
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS MY COMPUTER SHOULD BE BACK IN 2WKS THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HASNT FORGOT ABOUT ME I WILL REMEMBER YOU WHEN I GET BACK ON FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DID WELL I GUESS ILL HIT YOUS UP 2 THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LOV YAS
Good Bye This Is My Last Week
Well my fellow cherry tap friends it is my last week in California Friday is my last day at work and I leave for Arizona on Monday May 7th am time to be with my fiance Ricky. I won't be online as much since I won't have a computer at his house until he gets one..so just leave messages and I will try and keep in touch with all my friends especial scorpio, irishman777 see you in Tucson..susseia, gman, lolita, paul see you in vail when we meet up for bbq and drinking...so this is the last week to chat for awhile since I will be getting fucked alot in Arizona...woo woo lol..I will miss all of you and be thinking of all of you... veronica/m
Ct Bouncers
~CT Bouncers~ They are our Bouncers, they are here to help us with questions and problems of all kinds. Please be kind to all of them. Get to know one or more, add 'em to your family list. That way they will be familiar with you, and can help you more accurately when the time comes. Dont wait until the sh@@ hits the proverbial fan before asking for help. Issues are more easily solved when they are not blown out of proportion.If you have an attitude already when you contact a Bouncer, you may be misunderstood. Be calm and explain things accurately. Our Bouncers are here for a reason... If you need 'em Find 'em They are here to help us all! Click on the Banner if you would like to visit Cherrytap Support lounge! Have you hugged your Bouncer today?
You Gotta Love Neil Sedaka..lol
I'm listening to renee olstead and peter concitti's rendition of this song..it's awesome Don't take your love away from me Don't you leave my heart in misery If you go then I'll be blue 'Cause breaking up his hard to do Remember when you held me tight And you kissed me all through the night Think of all that we've been through Breaking Up Is Hard To Do They say that breaking up is hard to do Now I know, I know that it's true Don't say that this is the end Instead of breaking up I wish that we were making up again We were making up again I beg of you Don't say goodbye Can't we give our love just one more try Come on baby, let's start a new 'Cause breaking up is hard to do
Will You Catch Me Then
I thought everything was coming together, To see you falling apart, I thought we were finally in the clear, To find we haven't come that far, In your eyes I use to see the love, But tonight all I see is pain, The words cut me like a razor, when you tell me you're not sure you feel the same, You're not sure if you're ready, Not even sure if you're in love, I must admit the news hit me like an iron fist, Wrapped in your satin glove, Now I'm suposed to sit and wait, To see what you decide, But it's hard to stay open, No matter how hard I try, I try to prepare for whats coming, And I don't even know what that is, A kiss of I love you; A kiss of good-bye, What awaits me on your lips? I understand your feelings, I've been at the crossroads before, Whatever you decide I know will be the best, But I can't wait anymore, break my heart or love me, Please just let me know, Are you staying forever, If not, then let me go, cause everytime I look at you, I
Nurse
A nurse walks into a bank, totally exhausted After a 20 hour shift. Preparing to write a check, she pulls a rectal thermometer out of her purse and tries to write with it. She looks at the flabbergasted teller and without missing a beat says, "Well, that's just great.........that's really great..........Some ass hole's got my pen
Snow Angels
Was a cold April morning, With no where to go, When you had the idea, making angels in the snow, It's always been those little things, That made me love you, But seems the spring time is coming, And the rose is in bloom, You said its over, You need to move on, Our season has passed, But the memories live on, chorus: You let me fade like a snow angel, In the warm spring sun, My heart still breaking, my world undone, yes spring time is coming, And youre move'n on, I'm faiding like a snow angel, In warm spring sun, Part of me wonders, what i meant to you, Was i just a way to pass the time, Or did you love me too, i know hearts change, I've seen it before, Was just hoping this time was different, Never love'd like that before, Should have seen it coming, When leaves were turning green, Something wild burning in your eyes, I knew it wasn't me, bridge: Love comes in seasons, Some short, some long, Some last a life time, Some not that stron
Hello To All
Im sorry to say Iam closing my account with cherrytap and I wanted to tell u all Have a great summer and it was great here with you all. I had fun. u all were fantastic with me and i loved all your comments:-) if u like to be friends still u all could find me on bermudez_pagan48@yahoo.com & paganjoanna@aim.com Good Luck to and I love u all SUPPORT OUR TROOPS I love them very much men and women that are serving..MAY GOD BLESS THEM ALL and U TOO THAT ARE NOT IN THE MILITARY.. HAVE A FANTASTIC WEEKEND Joanna u also could find me at http://www.myspace.com/venus1955
Updates
okay im feeling better after my brief scare involving health issues for my friends, actual ppl i talk to not just on my friends list, if you play pogo, we can play together, im there all the time just let me know privately what your name is on there everything is running smoothly so far so i guess thats all for now thanks for reading
Earnhardt Vs Gordon
Earnhardt Family Wins at Talladega 15 Senior 10 Junior 5 Gordon Family Wins At Talladega 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Earnhardt Family NASCAR Championships 10 Ralph 1 Sportsman Class Dale Senior 7 Winston Cups Dale Jr 2 Busch Series Gordon Family Championships 4 Earnhardts..only family to have 3 generations of champions -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dale Earnhardt Senior Average Finish lifetime 11.1 Jeff Gordon average Finish Lifetime 12.5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dale Earnhardt Senior Average Finish in Points lifetime 4.45 Jeff Gordon Average Finish in Points lifetime 5.07 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dale Sr Average Points Finish Gordon Years 3.75 1993-2000 Gordon Average Points Finish 1993-2000 5.25 ------------------------------------------------
Frustration
So many questions still burning, from a feeling that still remains, So hard to find a balance, When only time has changed, Still so much living, behind this heart's sunken eyes, A feeling that lies hidden, behind the weakest of lies, Thoughts ever haunting, This tired mind, The more I try to let them die, The more that come alive, I take a deep breath, To try and rid the thoughts, I close my eyes and exhale, But in your web I'm caught, I struggle with the irony, and laugh in displace, As i fight the tears of fustration, With a smile on my face,
Why I Wish I Was An Only Child...
IF I WAS AN ONLY CHILD ID HAVE ALOT LESS BULLSHIT TO DEAL WITH BECAUSE ID NO LONGER BE THE YOUNGEST..I WOULDNT HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY STUPID ASS GAY BROTHER STARTIN FIGHTS WITH ME THEN MAKIN IT OUT THAT I STARTED IT WHEN HE PUT HIS HANDS ON ME FIRST OR HAVING HIM SPIN IT IN SUCH A WAY AS TO MAKE OTHERS (WHO KNOW JACK SHIT ABOUT THE DYNAMICS BETWEEN HIM AND I) BLAME ME ALSO, IT MUST BE GREAT TO BE SO MANIPULATIVE THAT U CAN MAKE EVERYONE THINK UR SO FUCKIN INNOCENT AND THAT EVERYONE IS OUT TO FUCKING GET U...IM SWEARING SO FUCKIN MUCH IM FUCKIN MARKIN THIS FUCKER NOT FUCKIN SAFE FOR FUCKIN WORK!!!!
Is Activism Terrorism? Or Patriotism?
The police slander these activists by calling them terrorists and saying they have a bomb in their bags. This is what our world is coming to. Every 11th day of every month in major cities 9/11 truth activists walk through the streets to get the word out about 9/11. You can find out what cities they are doing this in and how you can get involved here. http://truthaction.org/ This is the news article written about it. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/april2007/280407reportbomb.htm
Invisable & Unknown.........
As the days go on and turn to night You feel the pit become deeper When no one needs you and no one wants you You feel so empty inside Every sentence sarcastic, words cutting like a knife Leaving a scar so deep, not even 1000 years could heal it Breed for what the wanted, never really having any other purpose Feeling the sting of the slanderous lies, the haunting insults No one ever cared, no one ever loved All lies, used since the beginning Invisible to the world No one sees the tears, no one feels the pain Screams of sorrow go unnoticed in the still of the night Physical pain is nothing anymore Emotions run numb from years of torture. Feelings run deep, yet go unwanted. In a world of cruelty and despair, No one seems to care When you look into my eyes you don’t see the hate, or pain Nor the tears and the shame You see nothing, for there is nothing left for you to see My soul is empty and forgotten My heart is frozen and black My mind cold and twisted Nothing
Y Is This Offensive?
please tell me who out there has it out for my azz cause this is getting ridiculous these half dressed females with their titties popping out of their shirts is suitable for the work place but my pictures are not what is wrong with this society? Is it cause i do not show my skin to all or is it cause a certain someone can not c my pics cause they r locked lol.....
Stoned Cold Killer
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
The World On A Gold Platter
So the strangest thing happened today. A friend from the past... welll i should say more than a friend.. and ex-lover from my past contacted me today. Out of the blue. A great guy only reason we couldnt make it work was because at the time i was wanting to grow up and he wanted to remain a young boy. So we split ways... And it would seem like ages ago that we were together... anyways he called me up today and said he wanted to see me. That he needed to see me. I told him that i couldnt tonight i was working and i had to see some family but maybe next week sometime we could get together. After a long pause he said that would be fine but he had to confess something to me.... That he felt i was the one for him. That he had done a lot of thinking and growing up over the last few years and realized after all that the reason he wanted to grow up the reason he wanted to be a better person was because of me. That he knew before i wanted to grow up and have a life goal and now he too had
A Excellent Person Go Show Her Sum Love
~*BikerLdy*~* CT Club F.A.R.*~@ CherryTAP SHE IS A TRULY A GOOD FAMILY MEMBER THANK YOU 4 YOUR HELPING ME XOXO GO SHOW HER SUN LOVE
Rhyming......
I don't know what evoked me to write this..but hell I'm always one with messages.. The denial of grief is an easy game To strike a smile so that no one sees your pain Avoid the mirror coz everyday it’s the same Your reflection that speaks of your sins about to drive you insane No more shame is what you keep telling yourself But the moment that he walks in Then you deal with your buttons the stakes just keep getting higher And you’re rolling in the money living a life of a liar It’s not easy, but since when life is? A dreamy walk in the mountains but all there are dogs of corruption Mind, body and soul, time and space But you gotta be strong Don’t give these animals face Girl when you gonna quit? And have respect for yourself Get back your dignity tell the devil to be gone And show the world that you have finally won and get back your life and tricking was never in style That’s when true happiness comes no more living in denial Ari Yahya April 29t
Have You Ever...
Have you ever had someone that was your reason for getting up in the morning? The one who the sun rose and set for? The one you rushed home from work or school for? The one reason for existence? The one that you always couldnt wait to hold tight at night? I used to. I thought I was prepared for her to move out. I was wrong. I sit here and dazedly stare around a house devoid of her possessions. At the mirror she used to sit at while she brushed her hair and applied her makeup, the same mirror that she would look through at me with those loving eyes as I gazed upon her with awe, that this ravaging beauty, getting more amazing every moment, could ever love a beast like me. I was, no... am, so in love with her. When she pleaded with me to let her go, I performed the one act of kindness I could, and set her free. Now I feel as if I have crushed my own heart and sold my soul. The tears stream down my face, tears that just won't stop. I am so alone. Ive never felt quite thi
Without Feelings...
Waiting just to feel again Waiting just to dream Waiting to be noticed Without making a scene Dont care what the feeling is, Just to feel again Remenising on the ways I "use to feel back then" Everything is numb now No emotions left Wondering if i'll feel again Before i reach my death Cold is crawling slowly Breathing down my spine Soon i'll reach my demise I dont have that much time Wanting it so badly Wishing on the sky No emotions ever Makes me wonder why Why i hurt so badly That i forget to feel Seems like i was dreaming I know that it was real Knowing what we were And what we've come to be Longing to bring that life back Will you come back to me? I know that it cant happen Now that you are gone So here i'm stuck emotionless Feeling... all alone!
Spoiled
Made in the USA : Spoiled brats The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence, 2/3rds of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to t
Mirror ~
Apr 28 2007 4:15A I've been reflecting on things a lot this week ... Mirror ~ Sylvia Plath ~ I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful -- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness separate us over and over. Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me, Searching my reaches for what she really is. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back, and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands. I am important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness. In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.
Saturday 4/28/07
Just another average day here, I listened to DJ Cracker on Crush today, and stalked her online while she was djing lol. The crush room has been dead lately, so have been going to the trivia room and a couple others alot and they are alot of fun to chat and play trivia and other games in. I got lazy today, and forgot to call a friend of mine to see if she wanted to do something next week, so I'll have to wait and do that tomorrow, which is probably better anyway though because she'll be off work. Well, not much else to write about tonight, so I think I'll end this here and go chat and listen to music a bit longer before I go to bed, have a great night all.
Victoria's Secret
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Star Wars Survey
Star Wars survey! 1. Favorite Star Wars Movie? I hate them all. lol 2. Favorite Star Wars Character? Chubaka 3. Who's sexier Anakin or Obi-Wan? Anakin 4. Who's hotter Padme' or Leia? Padme by a landslide. 5. Did you buy cereal just to get the Lightsaber spoon? Not that I can remember 6. Do you own all of the Burger King Toys? No 7. If you could live any characters life for one day whose would it be? Yoda 8. Why? Yoda kicks ass 9. Are your privates more like Chewbacca or Asajj? What does that even mean, lol. 10. Favorite Line from any of the movies. I'll have to get back to that 11. Worst Line from any of the movies. Just one. 12. Star Wars fans. Cool or Geeks? Whats the difference 13. Star Wars Costumers. Cool or Freaks? lol, Did you get a bucket stuck on your head pretending that you're Darth Vader? 14. Have you named any of your kids after a character or actor in the movie? No 15. Have you named any of your animals after
Chapter 16 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
I make enough noise for the four of us. Yes I said that. And it's probably true. You see there were four of us playing, and the other three were guys. Now we got on this subject because Restr1ctive had mentioned that he had some complaints from some girls about how he is quiet while having sex. Most guys are, but don't fret girls, they love it just the same. I on the other hand, I make a lot of noise if it feels good. Hell yeah and I'm not afraid to say it either. I'm a very vocal person. Singing in the shower or in bed. So if you ever hear someone shouting "OMG, yeah right there!", then it's me....No matter where you are. I have a big mouth and I'm not afraid to show it off. So get ready big guys...Make sure you bring your ear plugs.... Until next time, Ciao!
George
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neith
Contest
Here the deal, this is to all contest giviers, I think it time one of you to give one call C T ELLER contest. I personnally it time to apoint and offical CT ELLER to watch over this growing C T Family. I for one would be the first to join, you all know I can not win any of the sexy, or best dress, or meanest. So what do you think THE HANKSTER
The Video Game Tourny
ok so i just helped at the Lakewood Video Game Tourny. We ended up having somewhere like 25 people and ended up with $450 for the charity. All in all it was well worth the work and we all had fun. Playing Halo and me rocking with my comp. Blaring music...i loved it. Well other then that i have been happy with my new comp...got half-life 2 and almost done with it...it gets crazy hard in some places. Then of course i got prom coming up soon and im taking my GF there. I love her so much and cant wait to spend the time with her cus she means so much to me. Well things are all going great. Soon i will be out of school and working more and spending a lot of time with my love. All is good and i don't believe anything can go wrong.
Any Man
HE IS NOT JUST ANY MAN,BUT A MAN I LOVE. ANY MAN WHO CAN SEE THE TEARS BEFORE THEY FALL, ANY MAN WHO CAN READ ME LIKE A BOOK, AND GIVE ME EXTRA LOVE WHEN I AM A BITCH, A MAN WHO SAYS HONEY,I WORRY ABOUT YOU, HONEY,I LOVE YOU YOUR'E NOT A BITCH,... A MAN WHO'S NOT AFRAID TO GIVE A KISS, ALTHOUGH IT MAY BE FORBIDDEN,... BUT GLADLY WOULD CATCH HELL FOR IT IF NEED BE, A MAN WHO HOLDS MY HAND AND MY HEART, WHO IS RIGHT BESIDE ME~HUGS IF I WANTED A ROSE HE'D PICK ONE FOR ME, AND IT WOULD'NT HAVE TO BE A HOLIDAY, A MAN WHO LISTENS. THEN HOLDS YOU IN THE DARK, A MAN THAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE HOME, HE MELTS MY HEART,AND MAKES IT SMILE, A MAN THAT WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, AND NEVER HIT YOU,... THAT WOULD BE MY MAN.
Crushes Crushed?
you know who u are.....am i so easily replaced reeeeely? ;)
Can Anyone See Me?
Hey What the hecks going on?? I cant even get anyone to notice shoutbox msgs ive sent! and not even a hello? Come on its not that hard to type Hi once in awhile!
About Me
believe it or not Im a VERY sweet & down to earth kinda girl. Yes I look super high maintenance, but im not completely. Im totally NOT a stuck up bitch. Unless of course you wrong me in some evil way. Im NOT a judgemental person. Im very accepting of people, and I dont think everyone has to look like they just stepped off of a magazine cover. If I were to judge someone in a negative way it would more likely be about wether or not they acted like a good human being. Im not a whore. haahaa, I know that sounds funny for me to say, but its true. GEEZ, dont hold it against me, Im a good human being! And I do work a regular day job! I live a pretty much happy normal day to day life. So kissess and all that junk, heehee. Also let me just say it, in case you didnt already know. I am a TRANSSEXUAL! Most people know what that means, but some of you dont, so heres a very simple explanation. I was born a boy, somethings happened over the course of my life, and now I am the girl yo
Autism
My son has recently been diagnosed with High Functioning Autism... After all these years of trying to figure out what the hell is goin on with him... In the past he was diagnosed with ADHD, ODD, Bi-Polar and Asperger Syndrome... This is gonna be one difficult journey ahead of both my son Mykal and I... So much to learn, gotta learn how to basically be a different parent in so many ways... For those who know nothing bout it, it's great reading material I'll tell you that!!! If anyone that reads this has a child with autism and has some great advice, I would sooooo appreciate it...
Just Wanted To Blog For A Few
Hello everyone how is it going? It is going good here just really busy with work and trying to take care of my kids.......... well lets see my daughter had her 7th birthday on the 20th WOW she is getting so big............ and now i have my younger sisters birthday on the 15th my older sisters one the 20th and mine on the 30th all in may WOW ya my mom hates that month lol........... Also i have a great man in my life His Name is Nathan he is so great my kids like him and every thing to so that is a good thing......... Well also on the 20th my IUD exspired so i had to get it taken out so ya that mean i can have another kids WOW.......... I am thinking really hard about having another one but not for sure yet we will take that one day at a time.......... IN AWAY I WANT ANOTHER ONE SO I AM JUST GOING TO WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPEND WORK IS GOING GOOD FOR NOW JUST WORKING ALOT DOING ALOT OF ONCALL FOR MY BOSS MO MONEY SO ITS ALL GOOD BUT OTHER THEN THAT LIFE IS GOING GOOD DID SOME YARD WORK
Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Pay Rise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following Reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen Visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe neces
Chapter 15 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Last chapter we talked about how I suck. Well yes. that is the truth. I won't put myself down because I like the dick. Well this chapter focuses on how I still suck. When we were playing the simple game of uno, anytime someone would play a card that I didn't like, I would say that they suck. But, alas, everytime I was corrected and they told me that I'm the one that sucks. Well I can't disagree with them. I do. LOL. But what am I to say to that? You guys lick? Come on, that doesn't sound right. But I wish more of you guys would. Just about every guy I dated doesn't go down on a girl. So needless to say I am unexperienced in this field. I've done lots of things in my lifetime. I've tried a lot of things, but there has only been one or two guys that really loved to go down on a girl. Now come on men. I know for sure there are a lot of you out there. Where the hell are you? I know you don't live in the western part of PA, because I've lived here most of my life and well you are scar
I Want A Little Boy
heheh today at the kids fair i got to talk to a bunch of kids it was awsome. i think if i ever do have kids i want a son first ... although it really doesnt matter. this one little boy he was 4 i asked him his name and he told me and then he asked my name and i said katherine but everyone calls me kat and he was like hi kat how are you today hahaha it was so cute and then he started walking away and his dad was still at the booth so i went and got him and he gave me a big hug lol im such a girl sometimes anyways thats all it was fun the kids for the most part are awsome
Moving.. Ugh!!!
Well Tuesday I'll be movin back to Eugene... Right now I am a lil shit hole wanna be town (35 miles north of Eugene) Crawfordsville... God this place sux ass big time... Nothing to do here at all... There is one lil market and a post office... That is it for this town... Wouldn't be so bad if I had friends over here... All my friends are in Eugene & Springfield area though... So I can't freakin' wait to get back to a "real" town... A bigger one at that... No worries, I'll be online as soon as I get there Tuesday... lol Have a great one y'all!!!
The Adventures Of Midgit And Juggies
yes thats right midgit and juggies hahah she and i are going on an adventure and we shall get stuff heheh for my apartment isnt that kean ?lol
Unsure Of Where To Start
Well, I'm not sure where I should start with this. You know, I'm trying to live my life and I have met some wonderful people here on CT. I have a few friends that I have met on here that I go and do things with. For some reason there is other people involved with them that feel they need to FUCK with me. You know, these people need to FUCKING BACK OFF!! I am not the type of person to get angry. Several people have seen my angry side and they have yet to anger me again. I am a very sweet and caring person, but you just don't want to make me mad. This site is here for people to meet, chat with and by choice to meet and hang out. I'm sorry if you're jealous of me, but that just means that you're not secure with yourself. These people that are FUCKING with me needs to back off and they need to do it in a hurry. That's about all I have to say. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope that you have a good rest of the weekend, because I know I'm going to.
Chapter 14 On What I Learned From
I am the one who sucks. Yes, I have discovered that when playing with three other guys, I am the one who sucks. That's ok. I don't mind. I know my place. Besides if I don't who would. I mean I don't expect a guy to suck. Oh yeah and another thing, I suck and I'm fucking good at it. *Smirks* Until next time, Ciao!
"the Beautiful People" ( Marilyn Manson)
And I don't want you and I don't need you Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat you It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees You can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way [Chorus:] Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism will take it away [Chorus] There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way The beautiful people The beautiful people (aahh) [x4]
The Door Bell.............
My master had me on a waterbed, blindfolded, with my arms tied to opposite corners of the bed. And I had on this studded leather belt with handcuffs attached to each side. Which were handcuffed to my ankles with a metal loop. So I was completely spread wide for his amusement. And as I lay they’re trembling wondering what was going to happen next, I did not have to wait long. Master lay downs next to me, and started to kiss me, and rub my body all over. Which in itself was a very good feeling, then he started to rub my nipples until they were very erect and engorged. Then he put on my nipple clamps, and when he did it always brought a gasp. And then he started to slowly open my pussy, ever so slowly and started to massage my clit in little round circles. And it felt so good; I could not move my legs I was completely at my master’s mercy. My master was entering me, teasing my g-spot making pant really hard, then stopping and playing with my clit. Which was now becoming very har
K.f.c.
I was driving down the road on the way to work had all you can eat mexican food the night before it was about 10am my tummy was startin to hurt I was fartin real bad too plus I also had to pee. I finnaly found a place where I could stop off K.F.C. I was fartin soo bad now could feel it right there I rushed inside the girls room was locked soo I decided to try and sneak inside the mens room got in there and lock the door wow the toilet was soo dirty and full of crap too. soo I did the next best thing as it is could not hold no more I bent over alil to slide off my panties I already had some marks in them soo I put them in the mens urinal and bent alil and wow it started to flow soo good omg it felt soo good never thought id finnish finnaly I was done and I wiped and left the bathroom there was a big contruction type that went in after I got out hmm for some reason as I watched he was in there a good while finnaly he left and walked straight out the door after words. I snuck
Chapter 13 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
This one goes along with the who it's never to big for the head. After this was said it got me thinking. For what you may ask, well for a nice come back of course. And being that our minds were in the gutter that night, the only thing that came to my mind was " as long as the head doesn't spit" LOL! Go ahead laugh out loud. We did. And we laughed at that one for a good few minutes straight. I know I know. I crack myself up sometimes. What can I say I'm a regular comedian. You can thanks my step-father for that. I learn from the best. Well keep this one in mind because it goes along with some more to come. Until next time, Ciao!
Dragging On And On And On
Have you ever been wide awake yet really tired at the same time? You don't want to do anything but your head is going a mile a minute. Like a severe caffeine overload hangover.
Friendships
I have all these thoughts that I want to express, yet I have the fear that I will hurt that is not my reason for writing, it is to say my story, one with laughter and tears, one that will release these demons that I carry with me through each and every way. I want to be free of the shame and the guilt that I hold, like a blanket, shelding me through a cold dark night. I as all others have made mistakes in all that i have done. I will admit my imperfections as quickly as I state my prides, I have not judged you or any other for the choices or path that they take. I will scream when I am angry, and cry when I am sad, I will say to you I do not agree with you , Yet I will not turn my back away from you, for to me that would be as bad as giving up on myself. I will laugh when I am happy, and giggle like a child, for I am all that I am and no more. Do I have a gift? Yes I do, as well as you. Ours are different in so many ways, but they are our gifts to share withs others every which way.
To All People Who Pst Bulletins About Cheaters Liars And Thieves...worry About Your Own Ponts Stop Being A Hater...you Are Scared Of Losing Your Rank
THINK CHERRYTAP IS PISSED OFF AT YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THE TOP 1000 IN LIL OVER A MONTH.. SOME HOW PEOPLE FEEL I DONT DESERVE IT..EEN THOUGH I SPEND ALOT OF HOURS A DAY HERE........I SHOW EVERYONE LOVE OR HEY WOULDNT SHOW ME NONE.. I WORK HARD TO GET TO MY LEVEL I HAVE BOUGHT 2 HAPPY HOURS..I ANSWE EVERY MESSAGE AND SHOUT...THE POINT OF THIS..SINCE U HELPED ME YOU SHARE THE BLKAME.....SO WHEN YOU SEE BULLETINS TTALKING ABOUT CHEATERS.....THEY ARE ABOUT YOU...YOU CHEAT TO GET ME WHERE I AM...YOU SHOWED ME TO MUCH LOVE TO FAST...WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT LIARS..BE OFFENDED,....THEY THINK I LIED TO YOU OR USED TRICKERRY....IF THEY ARE RIGHT..YOU ARE STUPID......SO BE OFFENDED....AND EVERYTHING THOSE BULLETINS SAY IN RELATION TO THIS SHOULD OFFENF YOU...CAUSE SOME ONE HAS T O GET CHEATED LIED TO TRICKED DECIEVED CONNED. AND I CANCELED THE EMAIL DRIVE SO THEY WOULDNT SAY YOU WERE THE PEOPLE WHO GOT TOOKEN...BUT I WILL SAY THIS TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A CHEAT.. FUCK YOU...WHY THE FUCK YOU WORR
"wrapped In Plastic" (marilyn Manson)
guilt is a snake we beat with a rake to grow in our kitchen in the pies we bake feed it to us to squirm in our bellies twisting our guts make our spines to jelly stay, don't want to go now drove the children from their chores handcrafted housewives into whores fear of the beast is calling it near creating what we're hating, it's only fear that is here stay, don't want to go now come into our home, won't you stay? i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in plastic come into our home, won't you stay? i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in plastic i'm only as deep as the self that i dig i'm only as sick as the stick in the pig "thin and so white, thin and so white" daddy tells the daughter while mommy's sleeping at night to wash away sin you must take off your skin the righteous father wears the yellowist grin "don't wanna go now" stay, don't wanna go now, stay, don't wanna go now come into our home, won't you stay? i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in
I Just Want Ed To Know?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
Weekend
Hello all my friends and foes.....it has been a good, bad and ugly weekend.....Guess I should explain. Went to the Relay for Life walk in Cleveland Friday night....saw an old friend who has battled cancer and for the moment is a still with us....makes you feel good to see him still around. Saw some old friends from over twenty years ago...OK, not old friends, but their parents...and it was good to see them. And see they were still around. Ran into my daughter Thursday....that was interesting and good. Still not sure where it all goes...but we will see....it's a really long story. Been a long weekend (Thurs. through now) shooting for The NewsLeader...but it has been fun....every weekend I get to explore new people and places and things. Today was DSU Spring football...which was interesting for someone who is not into sports...but creating the image of the game is a lot of fun. Guess you could call that the good of the wekend....of course there are some very personal things that I j
Cherry Rock - Come Join Us
http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4639 OK see this lounge rocks!! Awesome fookin music.. awesome people.. lots of fun... Come in .. say hi.. chill out..Tell em Heirio sent ya ;)
"get Your Gunn" (marilyn Manson)
Goddamn your righteous hand I eat innocent meat The housewife I will beat The prolife I will kill What you won't do I will I bash myself to sleep What you sow I will reap I scar myself you see I wish I wasn't me I am the little stick You stir me into shit I hate therefore I am Goddamn your righteous hand Goddamn, goddamn (oh, lord) Goddamn, goddamn Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goodguy badges Don't mean a fuck to me I throw a little fit I slit my teenage wrist The most that I can learn Is in records that you burn Get your gunn, get your gunn Get your gunn, get your gunn Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goodguy badges Don't mean a fuck to me I am the vhs Record me with your fist You want me to save the world I'm just a little girl Pseudo-morals work real well On the talk shows for the weak But your selective judgements And goo
29 Apr 07 - Sunday
29 Apr 07 - Sunday 1972 SFC Armstrong 1899 Duke Ellington 1951 Dale Earnhardt 1954 Jerry Seinfeld 1955 Kate Mulgrew 1957 Michelle Pfeiffer 1970 Uma Thurman 1970 Andre Agassi 1429 Joan of Arc relieved Orleans 1862 Union captures New Orleans 1969 Duke Ellington received “Presidential Medal of Freedom” 1974 Watergate tapes released 1992 LA riots erupt There are two kinds of worries - those you can do something about and those you can't. Don't spend any time on the latter. Duke Ellington -
Dammit
Life sucks I am so miserable. I wanna go mope now.
"cake And Sodomy" (marilyn Manson)
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy
Anatomy Of Love - All 4 Poems
"I Wanna Fall" I wanna fall in love on a warm breezy day. I wanna feel it rush over me like a soft summers haze. I wanna look in her eyes slowly losing my way and feel my blood race as her touch brushes my face. I wanna hear her laughter everytime I close my eyes, to know with our voices we'll be telling no lies. I wanna know in my mind and believe with my heart, we will never part, our love will never sway no matter what's coming our way. I wanna feel her beside me on those long lonely days and feel her curl against me on those bleak wintry nights. I wanna know that everything will be all right, knowing we have each other with no lonliness in sight. I wanna fall in love on a soft breezy day. It's just a dream now, but maybe, just maybe ....someday. F. Wayne Johnson January 29, 1998 Miki "The Feel Of Love" Within the mirrors of my mind, I see the face that I adore. I hear the padding of her feet moving softly cross the
Chapter 12 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Ok this next one just makes fun of myself. I love laughing and I love making other people laugh. In fact last night I told Restr1ctive last night that we should take this on the road.....lol! What fun I would have. There is one thing that I love doing sing I was a lil girl and that is singing. I love singing, I've always dreamed of being a singer in a rock band. I love music. It's a great way of letting people know how you feel about things and way to voice your opinions without having to hurt someone or something else. So I always have music on. it keeps me calm and comfortable. And when I'm comfortable with people I will sing around them. The only thing is when they focus on me singing I get self-conscious. So last night here I am playing Xbox Uno with them and I have my laptop sitting right next to me with music playing. And I have my own play list on and I'm getting into some of the songs. I start to sing and then everyone else shuts up. So I stopped singing and yelled at them. The
Hello
lookin 4 someone 2 have chat with now. Someone hit me up. snakerev133 yahoo
Dont Want It Wit Us
Me & Jeff Spade aka Spadini Degrate Lords of da Och (Antioch) He's my apprentice! I've been knowin this guy since he was about 7 or 8 which would make me around 14 or 15.....he's on of the kats that i have mentored in this hip hop game in Nashville. http://www.stickam.com/editMediaComment.do?method=load&mId=174478049
Lovely Dark Contest
Hey Friends and Fans, I wanna throw my first conest called Lovely Darkness Contest. Any one can enter as long as the picture is dark (as in goth-ish or something a long those lines)and is a picture of yourself. Winner recieves a big gift ( I know it's not as good as a blast, but hey at least you won and had fun right and I can't even afford to buy myself a blast right now). Anything goes, I ask that if you join, don't vote or comment bomb yourself, unless needed. Get with me so I can get the picture you want in contest. Space is limited and contest will start when I have enough people. Come join and have fun! Thanks, -ReD P.S. I want to do this for you. I want to be able to give back what I can.
Chinese * Snake* Hmm Thats Me
Diplomatic and popular, the Snake has the sensual art of seduction down. This Sign is an interesting mix of gregariousness paired with introversion, intuitive reasoning paired with savvy business skills. Snakes are considered to be lucky with money and will generally have more than enough to live life to the fullest, regardless of how important it considers money to be; this may be due to the fact that Snakes tend to be rather tight with cash. They're not stingy, they're simply more mentally than physically active. Snakes tend to hang back a bit in order to analyze a situation before jumping into it. Their charming, seductive quality actually belies a rather retiring nature; this Sign is perfectly happy to spend the whole day curled up with a good book and, thus, can be mislabeled as being lazy. The Snake is somewhat insecure deep down and tend to be a rather jealous, possessive lover, behavior that can end up alienating loved ones. Despite these less-than-stellar tendencies, howeve
A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway
Quiz Type Thing
You scored as Goth. That's awesome! Go you!Goth80%Emo Kid73%Punk67%Hot60%Loner53%Geek/Nerd47%Stoner47%Jock27%Prep20%"Ghetto"7%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com
You All Need To Come
Only one way to find out what's gonna happen!!! Hmmm Rumor has it the weather in Texas has been kinda wild! Come find out more!! Clandestine's been sceming All DAY!! Find out what she's got in store for you!!! Trivia? A challenge? All We know is a HUGE SURPRIZE at 10pm est!! Than when the time is right.... Xwolfx Will Open the Voodoo Shop FOR A LITTLE BLACK MAGIC CHERRY ROCK STYLE, WANT TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TUNE IN CLICK ANY PICTURE TO ENTER THE CHERRY ROCK LOUNGE OR CLICK THE CHERRY ROCK BANNER BELOW. (repost of original by 'B' on '2007-04-28 15:27:01') (repost of original by '**DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier' on '2007-04-28 15:29:54') (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-28 15:55:49') (repost of original by '-->♥AsH.WєєE..♥'s Her BFF Joshie And Her Wives Mandy & Dez & Heather!!' on '2007-04-28 16:06:02')
Maya * Aztec Astrology Report
Maya * Aztec Astrology Report Prepared for Donna born February 2, 1965 DAY-SIGN: 13-Monkey (Maya: 13-Chuen) YEAR: East -5 (Tikal System) 13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Rain (Maya: 1-Cauac) NIGHT LORD: 7 VENUS PHASE: Morning Star Introduction - The Astrology of Time The ancient Maya and Aztec astrologers studied the mysterious influence of the rhythms of the sky on earthly life. Everyone knows the Sun rises and sets every day -- this is the basic rhythm of life around which we set our clocks and calendars. What the ancient astrologers discovered was that other time cycles existed that were multiples of this basic day cycle. This fact was discovered about 100 years ago in Europe and these cycles (there are many of them) are now called biorhythms. The most important time cycles in ancient Mayan and Aztec astrology are those of the day, 9-days, 13-days, and 20-days. Additionally, years are counted also, in groups of 4 and 13. Each day
Fun Loving
hi im a mother of 3 kids. And a loving wife of a ex marine. I enjoy going out to the beach and the sands with my family when we can go. my kids are 2 girls ages 5months and 4 years old my son is 5 years old. Im a stay at home mom which we enjoy the time togeter when daddy is at work. I dont like to judge books by its cover i get to know what is on the inside first. I say live life on the edge you only have on life.
Never Open Again
there’s a sunset off to the left that i seem to be missing. but one day i’ll get there. i have a feeling on that day that the sun won’t set at all… will it? the blinding lights of new york city are too nauseating darling… i’m feeling rather incomplete without wide open by my side. there’s a light above my head and it’s dangling wildly. yet, for some reason it won’t tell me what to do. i hear it whispering violently over and over… but it’s speaking a language of which the world hasn’t learned… yet. it’s the language of you and i. the language of the master and his priestess. a language i can’t comprehend. it’s a language of two parts… of me… and for you. until the two parts are together not even i can distinguish i love you from mathematical nonsense. close your eyes girl… think harder. fuck me.
A Salute
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Interested In Seeing Kenney Chesney In Vegas?!
Are you interested in seeing Kenney Chesney in Vegas? I've got 3 tickets that I'm selling on e-Bay right now. The show is this Friday, 5/4/07. Check it out: SEE KENNEY!! If you know of anyone going to Vegas let them know so they can check out the auction. Thanks!
Update..
Well i been called White Trash by someone here on CherryTap because of my Adventures and having nude photos on my profile. I find it hilarious because this person also has nude photos as well...just not Totally nude! Moving on...the girl that I was engaged to with my fiance (a threeway relationship) came messaging back 2 nights ago wanting to come back. More or less start over. When the three of us were together we were so happy, and had some great sexual moments together..but then she also hurt me by not talking or anything for about 2 months. So i am not really sure what I want to do. How do I know that she will not run away again? If i put my heart out there again, I do not know if i can handle it getting trampled upon? So what do you peeps think I should do? Hugs and Kisses Kelly
I Need Fans
If you read this blog and have'nt faned me , please do so. And if your reading this and i have'nt faned you tell me and i'll do so...thanks your cherry friend CZ
When Shit Hits The Fan It Hits Hard In My Life
Whats with my luck lately? People i care about either not giving two shits about me and not caring what I think, or just not wanting to be with me anymore. But also why do people think it's ok just not to talk to someone when something is wrong? I hate that. I want to know if something is going down. I want to know what the hell is up. Life is just a myriad of problems. From the hard times at cop school and needing major moral support, lack of hours at work (12 a week), having 350 bucks taken when i dropped it, to people just flat out ignoring me, to other problems I would rather not share. People really dont realize that i truly hurt too. They dont realize that i always have felt when hurt and recently there's been enough hurt to leave a thick coat of scar tissue around my heart. I pretend not to feel anything but way deep down inside im insecure, scared, unconfident in myself, and dissapointed with my life. People need to be clear in how they feel about me. I care about certian peopl
Fantasies
I lay here alone with thoughts of you playing in my head, feeling all that we shared was a moment that will forever remain in time. Your gentle caress, the tenderness of your kiss. The passion that only lovers can express. Candles lit, our bodies becoming one, feeling the sweat glide across you and I.Glistening under the moonlight, The gods blessing our union if only for this one moment. Bodies united by our souls.I say you name so softly under my breath that only you can hear. Your breath against my face so warm as you release all the passion deep within.Two bodies as one, this romance has yet to begun. Deep within me, I feel you, learning, teaching, being all that is true. I think of you with a small smile, that when the days are lonely, I have this memory that has yet to be, the union of you and me. My fantasy of you.
Him
I think I messed things up with a wonderful guy. we went out a few times and now he wont talk to me answer my calls or emails. is it possible to have someone like you I mean really like you for who you are and not for who you try to be.
Hiya's
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For The Record:
I don't like tubbies. I don't like rednecks. I don't like hicks. I don't like juggafucks. I don't like morphs. I don't like idiots. I don't like blind patriotism. I don't like intolerant religious drivel. I don't like attention whore bulletins. I don't like emo. Your scene sucks. /endrant
Educated Guess
We've all heard it before, all of it, only a dozen times. The apology that seeps through your skin like acid, on a rainy day, full of salt. The lies that could be no more transparent if they were ghosts, in a house of catholics, drinking Sex on the Beach. The hands that reached through our chests, night after night, in hopes of ripping out, our pride. The dicks that crushed our hearts, right between their thighs. The mothers, and the fathers, that didn't take time to get to know one another, before they hated each of us. The mouths that stripped us of dignity and taught us instead, to cuss. We've all been there, felt the same, wished it away, a million times. The tears that crept up on us like a madman, who hit the wrong mark. The skin that couldn't resemble misery more closely if it went through a paper shredder, one layer at a time. The mind that raced so quickly through our bodies, day in, and out, in hopes of ridding us, of ourselves. The realizations that crushed our truths, righ
Chapter 11 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
This next one is way out in left field. To tell you the truth, Zion was the one who came up with this one. As soon as he said it I was dying of laughter. And the thing is he didn't even elaborate on it. Turning the remote vibrator up to maximum volume. Now I know the girls are like "Wooohoooo! That's what I'm talking about." I'm sorry but I will have to agree on that. Nothing is better than having a B.O.B. (battery operated boyfriend for those of you who don't know what it is) I mean come on, they don't talk back, they don't bark orders, and they don't tell you how to live your life. Now that's one boyfriend I'll never get rid of. Ok, ok I'm sorry for all you guys who I have offended. I know for a fact that there are plenty of great guys out there. I for one should know, I've met quite an abundance of different people through my life. But there is one thing I will say, guys don't be afraid to use the remote control vibrator. It can spice things up to a
Bargain Alert!!
THERE IS A NEW UNIVERSAL DVD PLAYER THAT IS CAPTURING ALL KINDS OF AWARDS FOR BOTH ITS AUDIO AND VIDEO QUALITY. IT IS A FINE AUDIO PLAYER OF CD, SACD, DVD-AUDIO. IT DOES AN EXCELLENT JOB ON DVD-VIDEO AS WELL. THERE ARE OTHER MACHINES ITS MATCH OR BETTER. ALL COST MUCH MORE, SOME INTO THE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS. I WILL PLACE A PICTURE OF THE UNIT IN A SPECIAL BARGAIN PHOTO ALBUM. IT IS AVAILABLE AT A VERY RELIABLE INTERNET VENDOR (ALSO BY PHONE) CALLED MUSIC DIRECT. I HAVE DEALT WITH THEM FOR MANY YEARS AND THEIR CUSTOMER SERVICE IS VERY GOOD. PRICE IS $149.00 THE NAME OF THE PLAYER IS THE OPPO & IT HAS WON SEVERAL AWARDS. THIS IS A REPRINT OF A REVIEW: Any misgivings I had about pairing a $149 disc player with a $50,000 system were quickly laid to rest. So how good can a $149 player be? The Oppo is very good! Using its internal D/A converters, the Oppo produces listenable, detailed, extremely satisfying sound from pretty much every optical disc format currently available. I was
I Am The Wolf
I am the wolf howling in the night, I am the wolf winning the tough fight. I am the wolf with eyes as cold as steel, I am the wolf Nipping at your heel. I am the wolf The devoted friend, I am the wolf There until the end. I am the wolf taking care of my pack, I am the wolf Never looking back.
Mythoughts But Word By Dan Reed And After Them More From Me
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you
The Drunk Driver...
Recently a routine RCMP patrol parked outside a bar just off the main Highway at Goobies , Newfoundland . After last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity and trying his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car, which he fell into. He sat there for a few minutes and then threw a hook and line out the window and seemed to be trying to catch a fish. A number of other patrons failed to observe this crazy drunk as they left the bar and drove off. Finally the drunk started the car, switched the wipers on and off (it was a fine, dry summer night) flicked the blinkers on, then off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He pulled in the hook and line and moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for
Riding Season!
Hello everyone. It's that time of season again. Motorcycles are everywhere, please watch for them and be courteous. For those of you who ride, keep the rubber side down and be safe out there. RIDE ON!
Surely Someone Wants All My Cherries ;-)
come on guys I still have lots of comment cherries for you to pop so check all the folders ;-)... I do put these pics on here for you to enjoy ;-)!!! Hugs and kisses Michelle
Me And My Girls!
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Pagan Holidays
Samhain, pronounced sow-en and called Halloween today, is the ending of the Celtic year. The Celtic new year actually begins at sunset on October 31. This ritual is known as Ancestor Night or Feast of the Dead. Because the veil between the worlds is thinnest on this night, it was and is considered an excellent time for divinations. Feasts are made in remembrance of dead ancestors and as an affirmation of continuing life. A time for settling problems, throwing out old ideas and influences. This is either celebrated October 31, or the first Full Moon in Scorpio. Winter Solstice or Yule, occurs about December 21. This is the time of death and rebirth of the Sun God. The days are shortest, the Sun at its lowest point. The Full Moon after Yule is considered the most powerful of the whole year. This ritual is a light festival, with as many candles as possible on or near the altar in welcome of the Sun Child. Imbolc, February 1st or the first Full Moon in Aquarius, is a time of cleansin
All Sbcglobalyahoo Users
This is a Virus Alert! AT&T Internet Security is seeing a surge of fraudulent email containing the threat known as the Storm Trojan. This email may claim to be from AT&T, and it warns the user about a malicious threat. The email attaches a file that it claims is a security patch that will protect the user from this threat. However, the attachment itself is a malicious threat. AT&T does not send e-mail attachments like this. Beware of email with one of the following subject lines: Worm Detected! [UNABLE TO SCAN] Worm Detected! [WARNING - ENCRYPTED ATTACHMENT NOT VIRUS SCANNED] Virus Alert! [WARNING - ENCRYPTED ATTACHMENT NOT VIRUS SCANNED] Worm Detected! Worm Detected! Undeliverable: Virus Det [ATTENTION - NON TRAIT? PAR ANTIVIRUS -- WARNING - NOT VIRUS SCANNED]%s Virus Detected!ected! Virus Activity Detected! ATTN! Spyware Alert! Spyware Detected! Warning! Trojan Alert! Trojan Detected! Worm Activity Detected! Virus Alert! The sender name may be on
New Graphics By Just Mee And More
Just Mee has sent me a whole bunch of new graphics and since she is a fan favorite I gave her a whole separate section. Here is a link right to it! Get more @ CherryTagz.com Go check out her stuff!!! I also added new pics into: Special Pics Special PicsNewest Custom Comments Cheers, vlad
First Time
ok so this is my first time on here i just want to say a few things I am obsessed with saosin I like to make new friends I'm soooo gangsturr!(no im not );lolz :( sooo leave me a comment sometime and i will get back to ya!!**wink wink**
M.y.s.t.a. Rhyme Animal Anthem
Y ask Y!!!! Self explanatory....Listen closely my entire name is broken down to its very last compound. I created an acronym style of flow 4 this song i feel it was necessary in order for me to express who Mysta Rhyme Animal is in under 5min. M-Marvelous, Mucho magnificant Y- ask Why S- Siempre simply significant T- dont evn TRY A- Agressive Appearing Apprehensive ALL Allegations Appear to stack Against him http://www2.wemix.com/clip.aspx?key=C4407BF7EF1D688E
The Safety Of One's King Overrules Every Other Consideration
I had planned to use this title for Thursday's blog entry, but sometimes the subject changes on me. I'm all for that . . . since this is my blog I'm writing in, as far as I know I'm not bound by convention to play it "safe" as long as I'm not seeking to pick a fight. Sometimes what I write in here really touches a chord, sometimes my mouth seems to outrun my brain, but I'd say that if four out of five get read and convey my point (whatever it is) well, then I'm doing all right! I hope this is a beautiful day for you too; it's 80 outside where I am right now with a slight wind. And the grass is actually greener than it has been! Around Minot where near-drought conditions often prevail, THAT is a godsend! The "one king" in today's title doesn't refer to Jesus (as my King, being a Christian) but rather the king piece in the game of chess. Unlike the queen, the king is extremely limited in how he can be moved to only one space in any direction. But it is the king on whom the e
R.a.c
You take me part for my nationalist stance take a knife to my heart without giving me a chance you shut down the papers that tell the truth and sentence us to prison with no real proof Rock against Communism I fight for freedom just like my father did Rock against Capitalism the evils that the world have got to be rid The tide is turning, I can't take no more it's time we picked ourselves of the floor for too long they've spread their lies now the white man can unite as the last dove dies On the streets or on the battlefield to this red peril we must never yield with our hands on our hands we salute and with our fingers on the trigger those traitors we shoot How long have we stood in silence now hit back and get what we want show them that your proud to stand at the front
Nobody Gives A Fuck.
About your cat. "omg i did sumthing stoopid lol. stiky plz." :/
Adult Quiz
Adult quiz... Body: OK, now that I have your attention. An Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? YES 2) Ever been to a bar? YES 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? NO 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out somewhere? YES 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? YES 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? YES 7) Had sex in a car? YES 8) Had sex in a park? NO 9) Had sex in a cinema? NO 10) Had sex in a bathroom? YES 11) Had sex at work? YES 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? YES 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? YES 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would consider having sex with? OH HELL YES....LOL 15) Have you ever had a threesome? YES 16) Are your breasts real? YES 17) Have you ever kissed a stranger? YES 18) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? NOT THAT I KNOW OF...LOL 19) Ever had oral sex in a nightclub? NO 20) Ever had sex with some
Chapter 10 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
How our night started out was I invited Restr1ctive to a game of Uno on my Xbox Live. He entered the game and we started playing. At first with the two young boys kissing and the convesations we got ourselves into... When some of the stuff we were saying were coming out of our mouths all we could do was laugh... then Restr1ctive got the idea of writing to the Penthouse Forum. And it starts like this... "Dear Penthouse Forum, I don't know what all to say about this but I'm very disturbed by what I saw today. I involved myself in a small game of Uno On Xbox Live with a very good friend of mine. You can have up to four players in a given game. The next thing I know someone else had joined, it was two young boys by the age of 12. And what they did next astonished me. They started kissing....I am scarred for life on this. How can I get this image out of my head? "Dear Penthouse Forum, And then she cleared her throat... "Dear Penthouse Foru
My Favorite Part Of The Female Anatomy
BREASTS!!! ESPECIALLY LIGHT BREASTS WITH BROWN OR PINK NIPPLES.
U Dont Know Me
L.O. & Top Notch my old school homies we been makin music together over 15yrs. Dj Phreeze produced the track he also did the track for Ice Cold Money & M.Y.S.T.A. Anthem. This is us performing this song last night. From left to right Top Notch, Mysta Rhyme & L.O. 4-27-07
Random Road Trip
So my friend Amanda and i went on a random road trip last night. We ended up in Ann Arbor to visit a friend of hers. Gas was totally expensive, but we had a good time.
Lord It Is Getting Too Close
With everyday that passes I see more things in my life that I do not like. But unfortunatly we do have to do things that we don't enjoy it is part of life. For me my birthday is a big thing that I don't enjoy and frankly don't ever think that I have. When I was younger my sister got the big parties and all the gifts (my sister was the more materialistic person of the two of us, the baby and my step dads bio child so she had alot more on her side than just being cute.) I held a grudge for the longest time but realized when I was 17 that my parents did it because we were two different people and one or two small things was too much for me. I am a card and cake is enough type person. I got married just before my 19th birthday (2000). I already had my daughter from a fling in high school. We spent that year struggling to start out so no nothing which was fine. In 2001 for it my oldest son had just been born. We had a few friends over got to drinkin and had some fun. For 2002 my ex lost his
Life
Well, this is life. All through my years in school in Penns Grove, i was an outcast. I was always made fun of, picked on, fights picked with, and etc. One day at recess, i was told by a girl whom i thought was my friend, that a certain boy named Josh McLaughin liked me. She said to go up to him and ask him out. So, of course, i did. To my surprise, he said "Yes!" so i said "Okay" and turned away. When i was walking away, he said really loud "Hell No!". It was upsetting! When i got into middle school in 1995, i was made fun of more, got picked on more, and was threatened a lot. I never had the name brand clothes, shoes, and my parents never had a lot of money. I made it through middle school and went on to high school... same story! When i was 18, i met a guy i thought was in love with me... but i was wrong. When i told him i was pregnant, he left me! I met the man of my dreams when my son was 2 months old. We were engaged in 2003. He left for Iraq in 2004. Came home in 2005. Now i am
This Is For All The Women On My Friends, Family And Fans Lists!
A friend sent this to me and I want to share it with all of "MY GIRLS!" on CT. Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. Th
Heat From My Pen (music City Writer)
This song is all about the lyrics if u can follow them. Track produced by Dezo aka Trackripper...i liked the philosophical vibe i got from the melody so i lay out my view point statement in words.
What Dose Your Name Mean
what does ur name say about u?? everyone luvs u Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com OK PLEASE HELP ME TO THE NEXT LEVEL PLEASEEEEEEE OXOXXO HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND 4 SHO
Chapter 9 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno.
Being pwoned often. Lol, now if you have ever played Uno, then you know there are Draw Four Wilds throughout the whole deck. Well being pwoned in this game is basically laying this card downa nd making that person pick up cards. Now if they challenge it on this game, and you lose the challenge you will have to pick up two more cards....Now when someone has a lot of cards in their hand to begin with 6 more cards is a lot. I mean you can't even hold those amount of cards in your hands in real life and on a tv screen it just starts piling up on one side of the screen. When it comes to the color that is being played it scrolls through your cards to find the color..... Now just ask Restr1ctive on this one, I was pwoning him...and extremely often. Until next time, Ciao!
The Game
For me It all started out as a game, like that of a innocent childs game of tag,but some how this game was different and nobody explained the rules...if there were ever any rules for this game to begin with,,Thinking back now how was I to know where this was going to take me,, to me all I knew that it was exciteing and I so wanted to play. I was shy and not at all sure of what I was doing at first,I tried to hide the fear/desire from him, but he knew,for he had played this game several times before. and before long he had eased my mind with his soft words and some how,, as if I was born from it,, the game started to take its shape inside me,simply,naturally as if I had came home from another place, another time.The game now was where I belonged,and I surrendered myself to it with total abandonment when he asked...Do you love me? and I faintly whispered "Yes"
No One To Chat?
Dang this crap is hard to figure out trying to caht with someone is difficult. I love to chat so if you do as well send me a Private msg. so many hott girls here dang
I Know Your Out There
There is an emptiness in my heart that can't be filled unless you are with me of your own free will. That is how I will know that you really care, I know your out there in this world some where. You will lighten my life when ever you are near, Oh god how I wish you were here. I need to find you so I can hold you tight. I need you with me every night. We are destined to cross the same path someday and I will leave it to fate to show us the way. We will be happy together the rest of our lives and I will prove my love to you till the day I die. (Just one of many poems I have wriiten over the years. I hope you enjoy it)
Help Me And Lets C If We Can Bomb
OK GUYS I AM ASKING FOR A PERSONAL FAVOUR. THERE IS A MEMBER OF MY OTHER FAMILY IN A CONTEST THAT ENDS SATURDAY APRIL 28, 2007 @ 8PM HERE IS THE LINK SO PLEASE COME HIT HER AND PROVE THAT THIS FAMILY CAN BOMB LIKE WE ENVISION IT CAN BE.
The Joys Of Insurance
Bill's barn burned down, and his wife Polly called the insurance company. Polly told the insurance company, "We had that barn insured for fifty thousand, and I want my money." The agent replied, "Hold on just a minute, Polly. Insurance doesn't work quite like that. We will ascertain the value of what was insured and provide you with a new barn of comparable worth." There was a long pause before Polly replied, "Then I'd like to cancel the policy on my husband." The following are real statements found on insurance claim forms. Drivers attempted to summarize the details of an accident succinctly. * Coming home, I drove into wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have. * I thought my window was down, but found it was up when I put my head through it. * The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intentions. * The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit him.
How Do I Feel I've Been Here Before?
Fucked four times last night, Or was it five? Told me to lay back, And you took a dive. You wanted to see my insides. Scars placed upon my body like trophies. Do you wanna know how i made these? Thinking of who you should have been. I could have them, But I don't know when. And as these drugs slowly fade away, We beg the alcohol to stay. Without medication I couldn't live today. And you couldn't live with me on your back. Pulling your dick . . . Cutting you slack. Stick your fingers inside my bliss I never meant to live like this, This time. But I'm falling in love with this selfless crime. You wanted to reach my insides. And besides, What difference Does a girl make with no existence? It resides. You push me down, Until your heart beat is found. Does getting your dick sucked Get you crowned? How about getting fucked? You think this is luck? I felt your commotion. I felt your Ocean Tides. You wanted to erase my insides.
My Daemon
Come To Me
You scored as Vampire. You are a straight up! Vampire Your hobbies may include drinking the blood of innocents...or not so innocents. You tend to shy away from crosses. Your bed is a coffin with the dirt from your homeland inside. The light is your enemy, and will destroy you should you be lured into its trap. Garlic is not your favorite spice in the kitchen, though it does make for a very nice weapon along with the holy water you stole from that priest awhile back...Just watch your back you never know who might be lurking in a dark alley!Vampire100%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Fallen Angel58%You are a Demon58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com
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Finals
ok this sucks. as much as i want to talk to all of my friends i have to study. i will be so happy when finals are over! so wish me luck so i can have some free time!
Rating Pics
To everyone, especially the downraters,, I'm tired of the ppl that are "new" or just here to cause trouble. if you want to rate pics as a 1, make yourself a second profile and go back and forth on yours. if you cant rate someone elses pic a 10,, DONT RATE IT! AND DONT BE AN ASSHOLE! plain and simple. We are all here to have a good time and be with friends, and the next 1 rating I get is going to have it's downside, that person better expect about 2000 1 ratings right after that. so how low can you go?
I'm Colouring Outside Your Guidelines
Let's start this from the beginning, Not worrying about an end. I was sitting, enjoying a cigarette, Thinking of all those that tell me to quit. I imagined all the horrible things it's doing, All the shades of black my lungs must be And I turned it into poetry. Standing on my front porch, shivering From cold winds, and frozen emotions. The night held black as close as I held my Cigarette, burning faster than I could breathe. Listening to cars pass over the bridge, Imagining the water beneath them Swallowing every last one of them. Through the dark, my sight was blinded Except for clouds of gray smoke that swirled And danced in circles, As if it were for my entertainment. (It was the best I'd got all week) And I watched as my insides started trying To swim out of the whirlwind they were trapped in. And I begged them to try harder, but begging, It does no good, when you're fighting destiny. Cigarette resting between my fingertips, Light momentarily nonexiste
A Blur Of What Was Last Night...
Friends and food, the ones who wernt ignoring me. Hmmm drinking? yes drinking sounds like a splendid idea. MMM yeager! tasty. Goes down easy. I did not know i needed a babysitter! They left the bottle unguarded. Swig swig, 8 shots in a row followed by two redbulls to chase... mmmm.. no texts Wow dancing? when do i dace, do i know how to dance? Chiodos? no hardcore dancing in the livingroom? Oppps sorry didnt mean to spill that. Randy, randy left his aim on...oh oh tryin to talk a gurl into comming up to party. hmmmm lemme see what i can do, yes yes uh huh, come up and drink with us... woot still got it. wait what? flip cup can i go? "no your too drunk" its my last weekend in the port dont leave me...they do. no texts Wait MSI two hookers and a 8ball? Really? Awesome i could go for that. Gayland! Rocking out to MSI hes the most clean cut of us all! Hmm well me and alex will dance... Knock knock... did somone order a drunk girl? mmmmm strawberry vodka. no texts no no my
A What?
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing100%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing80%Lip Piercing40%Tongue Piercing40%Earlobe Piercing30%Belly Button Piercing30%Nose Piercing20%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com
New Beginings
WELL LOOKS LIKE THERE WILL BE A NEW BEGINING AFTER ALL. NOT ALL IS LOST ON THE RELATIONSHIP LOL. I HAVE MET A MAN A FEW WEEKS AGO WE HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WE ARE FINALLY GOING TO GO OUT NEXT WEEKEND. YIPPIE HES A NICE MAN A LITTLE ON THE OLD FASHIONED SIDE AND CAUTIOUS WHICH CAN BE GOOD WE WERE TALKING ONE NIGHT AND HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT A WOMAN HE WAS INTERESTED IN AND WANTED TO ASK OUT BUT DIDNT KNOW IF THE TIME WAS RIGHT OR WHEN THE TIME WOULD BE RIGHT I TOLD HIM GO FOR IT ASK AND TELL HER U NEVER KNOW WHAT HER ANSWER MIGHT BE AND HE THEN CAME BACK WITH IF U HAVENT DECIDED ITS U IM TALKING ABOUT THAT ONE MADE ME SMILE LOL. SO WE ARE GOING OUT NEXT SAT NOW SEE WHAT HAPPENS DOESNT LIVE TO FAR FROM ME WHICH IS A BIG PLUS. PLUS HE HAS A GOOD JOB. HES A RETIRED NAVY MAN (BIG GRIN HERE) LOVE A MAN IN UNIFORM LOL. PLUS A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER. HE HASNT BEEN HOME FOR A FEW DAYS WENT TO SEE THE RACE KINDA MISS TALKING TO HIM LOL. AND IM GETTING MY FIRST TAT A LITTLE NERVOUS ON THAT ONE
I Love My Cherrytagz
Since im in a Photoshop mood and people have been asking for these I made a few today. Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com There you go!
Smeared Black Ink
Mom is dying And she's taking us all with her So tired of being alone And strung out She said she'd tie me up As a bundle of sticks Carry me to the woods and keep me There where it's safe. Said she'd stay there with me And my brother. All warm, bundles of sticks. I'd like to reach across These three states that part us And take that bottle from her hand And put my brother there instead. Wrap him in my arms, and tell him Things will be okay They can't always be this way, But days like this I really don't believe it. If i could I'd show her all she's doing All she's done. If i could only make her see The way she's going The path she's on is drowning. It would make all the difference It would all stay just the same. Have another, Mom. Here... Have one on me.
Spank Me
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent100%Hot88%Wet75%Exciting63%Soft44%Sweet38%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
To Those That......
This is for the ones that I get emails from about my smile. so without further adieu here it is.
Starvin' Artist
Nashville Underground Hip-Hop/Rap Artists: Big Keeks, Foul Play, D Will, Dezo aka Young Son bka Trackripper & MicWheed aka Mysta Rhyme Animal. I've been knowin Big Keeks since jr. high school we've been rhyming together for many years. Foul Play is the cousin one of my best friends. He's the youngest on tha track he's jes 21!! and this song was recorded in fall of 2004. D-Will met him thru a homie...he flows and has an awesome vocal range when blowin sum R & B really talented. Dezo "Da Trackripper" met him in 2002 we got tight in the lab he produced 5 of the tracks on the Starvin' Artist cd. He is also a supreme lyricist!!!!
Chapter 8 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno.
Being Pwoned "Hey, I have a question. What does this word mean P-W-O-N-E-D?", says Restr1ctive. "What the hell is that?", I asked. He replies, "Some people say it as if they own you..." "Huh?", I asked earnestly. "You know, like being owned." Okay. Now I know you're giving us some weird looks. But it's funny as hell. Some people according to Restr1ctive have actually used this word in that sense. So, anytime someone had laid a Draw Four Wild down they always said "Oh Damn! You've just been pwoned!" Until next time, Ciao!
Chapter 7 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Now that you can see we are a few of the worlds gutter-headed people, I'm sure you can imagine what else we were saying, thinking and laughing at. Well this next one is a doosey. Ok so now I have told you about all of the people we were playing this game with. There's me, Restr1ctive, Zion and Masterasteroid (aka M.A.). So as you all know the four of us were playing Uno on Xbox Live. We were all talking about different stuff, you know how people are on there and what all we've encountered playing the game with other people. So far, as you can tell, all of our minds are in the gutter. Not really sure what led up to this next one but Zion has an infactuation with chicks who snore while they sleep. Now, I know you're probably thinking, Oh My Goddness. What is with these people? LOL, I'm sure you have no idea. Well, we were talking about "stuff" and Zion, who was in his own lil world, just came out of no where and said, yes especially if they snore. "OMG! What did he just say", I thou
Love War
Loves War All across this land, People don’t understand, The violent war around, And the home it’s found, Right next to you and me, Making us unhappy. Violence took someone’s son, With a knife or gun. It’s really not fair, It shouldn’t be here. Time may ease the pain, And take away the rain, But some family’s never, Forget violence is forever. Angry words build, Until someone is killed. Then time is too late, Someone stands at heaven’s gate. So I pray for peace and love, To descend from up above. Take away the hatred, Replace it with the sacred. Take the time and pray with me, That someday we might see, The war was won by love, God sent down from up above.
New @ Cherrytap~and Popping My Blog Cherry! Lol!
hey yah'll, I AM NEW TO CHERRYTAP! and hope you all will help my expierience good here, like a virgin getting their cherry popped , that is me here, lol. So please be gentle and let me ease in , but when i get going here, it will be full throttle! i am trying to get used to how to check my comments and all that i recieve, so if u can help , please fill free, like i am not sure as to what is deamed nsfw, so if the pics i put in the album "sexy pics for the guys" aren't consider to be nsfw please let me know, by the time i am here at least a month and with a little help i hope to be up to speed! I have already visited a few ladies profiles , rated some pics , left a few comments , invited a few to my friends list, and even add photos , and a world map of visitors to my profile , i know my pics maybe lame , but they will improve, as i stated i am a virgin cherrytapper here lol! thanks for those who read this and please fill free to comment my pics and all! I look forward to
Look Into My Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious58%Eyes full of Pain50%Diamond Eyes33%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com
Domination
what does domnination mean to people to some it means hair being pulled to others it mean rough sex but to me domination is being in totally in control of a person be able to with one word jumps at ur command when ur being dominated by a person there has to be a great deal of trust and respect if the person domnating u doesnt have respect for then its all just a game theres alot of different deffentions of domination theres so many types of bdsm domination is awsome wheather ur being tied to a bed or made to suck a dick its all consenting no one is forced to do things u have talked in lenght about ur likes and dislikes uve talked about the safe word almost every one has tried a form of domination from holding there hands down to tieing them all up to know what type i am ud have to talk and get to know before ill tell lol
Herbalists' Charter Of Henry Viii
When the American Colonies declared their independence as Sovereign States, in July, 1776, they each adopted the Laws of England as the Common Law of the State. Among the Laws of England so adopted is the Herbalists' Charter, an Act of Henry the Eighth (in the 33rd Year of his reign - 1542 and adopted thereafter by Parliament: Statutes at Large 34&35 Henry VIII. C8. A Bill that Persons, being no common Surgeons, may minister Medicines, notwithstanding the Statute). It is astonishing to note that many of the issues confronting alternative practitioners today are the same issues that the Act of Parliament addressed. In the Sixteenth Century, as in the Twentieth Century, licensed physicians and surgeons were going to Court to ban the activities of the alternative practitioners of their day, the herbalists. Parliament ordered an end to this misuse of the Courts to enforce licensure, protecting the nutritionists from "suit, vexation, trouble, penalty, or loss of their goods..." This a
Another Survey
You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you. Emo Kid80%Punk67%Stoner60%Goth47%Loner40%"Ghetto"27%Hot20%Geek/Nerd13%Prep7%Jock0%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com This is bullshit, where's my fucking razor, aw shit, I am emo then...:(
Agloco Live Boardcast
BRING SOMEONE WITH YOU!! TO THE LIVE BROADCAST!!!!Faded Text From Mp3Profiles.com http://www.helloworld.com/streamworldThere i
Seasons
As the trees bud and the grass turns green Winters last hold can be seen All around are signs of spring And all the promises it can bring The appearance of the robin is a sure sign That warmer weather is down the line Sunny days without any snow Warm rains to make flowers grow Warmer weather there is even yet As the summer heat makes us sweat Swimming pools and summer nights Thunder storms and the northern lights As falls rounds the corner it can bring chills Autumn leaves can give us all thrills Piles of leaves to run and jump through Can give children fun with all they can do Winter follows with a blast of cold It makes its stand and is quite bold Snowy days and an artic blast Makes us all wish it wouldn’t last Snow on the ground is beautiful to see Angels in the snow and being free But all that cold can go away I’m waiting for that beautiful spring day
Wow.
I don't think i've EVER been this bored EVER. I'm a 24-7 girl, always on the go, having fun, even if that means sitting on a couch chillin with friends watching tv a drinking beer. I mean seriously...someone SAVE ME!!! p.s. i miss Louisiana.
Come And Get Me
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth95%Rocker, Mosher40%Trendy20%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev20%Emo10%Prepy10%Skater0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com
Whispered
As you arise from upon your bed You hear these words whispered from behind your head I Love you and support you in all that you do I’ll always be here to motivate you As you arise from upon your bed You hear more words whispered from behind your head I want you and need you in all that I do You start my days with faith anew
Chapter 6 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno...
So now I guess you are wondering what all we talk about during this simple family game of Uno. Well there are lots that we talk about...For example, the next one we talked about was deep breaths. Now I'm sure you are pondering what the hell we were talking about when it comes to the words "deep breathes"... Honestly, I was laughing so hard to what we were all talking about, and being that I'm a smoker, it all caught up with me. It felt as if I was in the middle of a heart attack. I could not breathe to save my life.... what an oxymoron that is. Ha. I was also coughing so harsh that I had some nasty flem come up from the back of my throat...but I will leave on that note because there is a chapter on that as well... just keep reading and you'll see. Until next time, Ciao!
Cool New Rating Website
Click on the icon and go straight to the site. Check it out!
Think Before You Speak..everyone Should Read This
I just read this in a Bulletin & besides reposting it, I had to stash it and blog it for everyone to READ. ---------------------------------------------- There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral o
Chapter 5 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Ok I don't know where this came from...one of the guys just said it and all we could do is laugh.... Remember, it's never too big for the head. Hmm. I know I know you are probably wondering what we were talking about when someone said this. To tell you the truth I have no idea. But isn't it funny. I mean just think of the possibilities this saying could uphold. LOL. Got you thinking, now didn't I? Until next time, Ciao!
Jacked From Kara™
What is in the back seat of your car right now? I have one of those? Sweet. What was the last thing you threw up? Tequila. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Menthol. I'm black, after all. What is your favorite episode of Fresh Prince of Bel Air? This one, now. I didn't know it until about 2 minutes ago. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Nothing I can't deny. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Celebrities annoy me. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? The thongs I'm wearing. Are you wearing socks right now? Yase. Always. As I always wear shoes. ....Long story. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee. What are you wearing right now? Black levis, black t-shirt, black Chucks. God, I sound so lame. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Have we met? When is the last time you ran? Across the street. Yesterday. To buy beer. (Not clothes.) What's the last sporting event
Pssssssst!
MADE YO NOSEY ASS LOOK DIDN'T I?! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
Saturday Stuff
Well today was the first day of spring soccer. David's team lost 1-0. He only played a quarter of the game because he twisted his ankle earlier in the week and it was still sore. I don't understand my ex. She kept saying she was goin to leave early, and then talked to another mom the rest of the game. Didn't watch at all. She didn't say a word to him about playing well. And made him give half the snack they give out after the game to his sister. Heck she didn't even pay attention to her little girl unless it was to tell her to stop doing something. So the little girl played with me and sat in my lap. Do you know what looks parents have on their faces when they see an exhusband holding a child who isn't his? lol Anyway, spent the day driving around for that.... and now back home. David is playing one of the new Pokemon games. Didn't sleep much last night. Was still laying awake in bed at 3 AM. And was restless sleeping when i finally dozed off. Hope everyone h
Sorry
some of my friends have gotten hurt by things that have been said and I'm sorry for that I truely am my heart breaks because of what has happened last night I was so bad off I had thoughts of suicide go threw my head .... I jsut wnat to start over and hope that ones that have been hurt or that I have broken their trust can forgive me and start over I didn't mean for any of this to happen I truely mean that ..... we are not purfect and make misstakes so please forgive me
Think Before You Speak
Here is a little story I was told when I was young. Someone very special to me said I should share this. There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to the her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral of the story is: THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. BEC
Mid-afternoon Whine
I need to be sleeping. I should be asleep. I keep going back and forth from the bed to whatever distraction. I have to be at work in two & a half hours, till 7am. Don't know why I said yes to coming in early. I'm a sucker? Hopefully I don't get asked again if I want to work an extra night every week because I will probably say yes to that too. It's not that it is a bad job: I rarely have anything to do, I got to take a nap last night. I just don't want to be there. I took the job because I thought it would look good on my resume going into criminal investigations, but since I am rethinking that direction hard here, this job will only become a nuisance. I'm holding on till I have some wheels though. I hate this job-jumping. It was bad enough when it was a new job every year because of moving around, but this is the fourth job I've had since moving down here. If I do start in on the job hunt here again, I am going to be very picky so I can hold onto it till graduation (if we stay in this
16things To Do At Wal-mart
Thought this was great,,gives me ideas,lol 16 things to do at wal mart 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where
98 Rock Fest
Ok So tonight I am going down to Tampa to stay the night in a hotel for the Concert tommorow. Check it out. http://www.98rockfest.com I can't wait its gonna be so much fun!! I should be home late tommorow night, so I will catch the M.C.G.H Family and friends when I get back. Have a Good Weekend!!
Sometimes
Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that is true. No matter how much you smile, Theres nothing you can do. The feeling makes your eyes drip drops of your missing love. There has to be a way back in, with the one that you dream of. You try to drown the thoughts of past,and put the bottle to your head You think that you can drink enough to drink this feeling dead If you take a day of thought you'll realize the hurt is good. Its good to know you can actualy love another so much. And the stories in the movies sound nothing like loves touch. It can hurt, it can sooth, and it can even make you change. Having no regrets with your decisions, your life you rearrange. Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that
Suck On This
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Bondage100%Blood100%Blind Folds100%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Limited Edition Brian Campbell T-shirt To Benefit Summit
Limited Edition Brian Campbell T-Shirt to Benefit Summit http://www.summited.org/ Limited edition t-shirts featuring a caricature of Brian Campbell on the front and Summit’s website on the back will be sold to benefit Summit. Shirts will be priced at $20 each with $15 donated to Summit for every shirt sold. Shirts will be available in child and adult sizes. Shirts will be sold at Mississippi Mudd’s and Old Man River in Tonawanda, Berrafato’s Char Pit in Clarence, and Dave and Adams. The shirts were produced by Dave and Adams Card World, a sports memorabilia company located in Tonawanda. We are especially grateful for the support of Adam Martin and Dave Silver, owners of Dave and Adams; Mike Wulkan, Brian Campbell’s marketing manager; and, of course, our favorite Sabre, Brian Campbell, who developed this idea and offered it to Summit as a way of raising awareness and funds. To place an order please call (716) 629-3402. Go Sabres! Click to join NHLF
Yes Happy Now
we found our dog, she was only about half a mile away hiding out in someones back yard, after 3 days they took her down to the pound. No worse for ware just a little dirty and stinky. The kid well be happy as hell her dog is back. so much happier now
Leos King Lion & Lioness'
IF U A LEO LEMME HEAR U ROAR!!!!!!! We sum KOOOOOOOOOL KATS!!Faded Text From Mp3Profiles.com
Rhiannon Starlyte Maclaine
A dear friend of mine became a father to a precious baby girl 6 weeks ago. Rhiannon Starlyte MacLaine has what doctors are calling a viral illness,where her bone marrow is not producing a specific white blood cell that fights bacterial infections.Currently the white cells she has is 250 (some unit), and it should be 10,000. Please join me in lighting a candle for Rhiannon and her family.
How Open Minded Are You?
You Are 92% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?
[sonaf] Video Out Now!!!!!
As ya all know I'm playing America's Army online I love the game and now my clan made a video!! It's a awesome one, you must watch it guys this means a lot to me!!! If you like it or have anything to say tell me!!! Click on the poster, be patient a lot of MB's to buffer!!! SONAF Soldiers of Near and Far Thanks for watching!!! Hooah
Another Day At Work
I have had to work alot here lately.We have been pretty busy with the storms and all.I was pleased friday when i got to work and there was a thank you letter from the parent of the little girl.the father praised me for what I did. I called him and told him that it was my duty to do that.I am glad that the SOB that hit her is still in jail.May he rot in jail.Letters like that make it all worth while.
When It Comes To Love
When it comes to love with a partnet, You both want to make sure that you keep eachother happy and there is excitment between you to. You both want to be confident and intimate with eachother.You want to be loyal to eachother. You both want to feel happy that you're together so that you're not lonely and feel left in the darkness. You both want to cherish everything and have trust upon eachother. You both want to hold one another close to there chest so that one another feels safe and that one another doesn't ever let go You both want to hear one another out, when there's a problem. You both want to take eachother out so you can buy special stuff that you both will treasure as long as you're together. You both want to froget your past and present to start a new future together. Your both think about staying together for as long as ou can and maybe have a family together. You bothe want to comfort one another when she/he is down. You both want to honour what she/he has work
Untitled
Alone with your thoughts Lost in the moment Driven by passion Never knowing when to stop It follows you, stalks you, torments you Diving deeper into the black abyss Ever changing All knowing Seeking freedom from the thirst Ready for love Never to find it Too trusting Losing your mind Hoping, Waiting, Wishing, Flying, Falling, Drowning in silence Thriving for Lust...
Us And You
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's ap
Buffalo Sabre Appears In Summit Public Service Announcements
Buffalo Sabre Appears in Summit Public Service Announcements http://www.summited.org/ Buffalo Sabres Defenseman and NHL All Star Brian Campbell will appear in two public service announcements (PSAs) for Summit Educational Resources that will air on local television stations in the coming months. The 30-second spots were filmed on January 18 at HSBC Arena. Summit student Elena Collins appears in one of the spots conveying that people with developmental disabilities can accomplish much when given the right supports. The second spot focuses on autism and lets families know that if they have a child with autism, they are not alone and that Summit is here to help. Throughout this project we received great support from the Buffalo Sabres organization, particularly Rich Jureller, Community Relations Manager, and Matt Gould who did the filming and editing. Brian Campbell graciously gave his time and talent during an especially busy period for the team. Specia
Together
I discovered what it feels to have someone. As I predicted it would be. As your presence is with me, Our bodies our pressed upon eachother. Everything else disappears as the softness of your body collides with mine. I'm taken over by ecstacy by this minute. The energy flowing between us as it starts feedingon our souls as we embrace eachother. Your heart beat ajust to mine. We watch this moment happen as we learn it. Like beginning taught in school. Two souls embrace eachothers aching heart. Dreams begin to shine upon eachother. Wishes fly above us. We as one, explore what the mind can't see with creativity. Letting everything take it's course and not stopping destiny's trail. The numbness of being alone starts fading away and time to take the chains off the trap So a new gap can be formed. All obstacles come clear to mind. The bite of glory comes over me. Imagination takes it's course. Without eachother near, We feel incomplete. Missing the completeness of our other half.
I Wish Things Were More Clear To Me....
Hello there blog, It all has started since she started working, I knew it...She was working so much, and would work all her days off. I never questioned her, may be now I should've. I don't know who it is that she is having thoughts of being with, I really would like to know, just for shits and giggles. I don't want to keep her here against her will. I can let her go tomorrow, if need be. I am very much in love with my wife, I don't know where I went so wrong....she is young. I've written so much about this it's draining me. She started to go to partied with the people from work, and I was invited at first, but then she started wanting to go alone. I mean, I used to trust her, now I must check myself. We had a talk around the 18th of February, she said she wasn't happy and wasn't sure she wanted to keep trying, I never knew she wasn't happy. I tried to tell her, it takes two, and it takes time. We aren't in love at all times. Then, later, around March 16th, she had a party, and I thou
Im A Virgo
CAPRICORN - The Cute One Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to be owned by Aquarius. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
My Life
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry? Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail. I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g
What I Like
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs83%Biting67%Whips67%Blood67%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Lonely
-LONELY- By Rattdoll I was invited to a party with a bunch of my work friends. And not being much of a people person I almost decided not to go. The party’s at Mary’s house, and it’s a long drive, was the excuse I was trying to give, but the girls just would not let me get away with it. I tried any excuse I could, but they know I haven’t gone out on a date or had any kind of fun since I left my husband three years ago. So I wound up giving her directions to my house and she said she would make sure some one picks me up before the party. When I arrived, there was already a lot of people there. A lot of faces I knew, a few I didn’t. We were in the back yard. Some were dancing, some were off in little groups talking. I walked around and said hi to several people, and noticed several of the hot guys from work was there. Well, I like to dance, so I decided to dance by myself and at least enjoy the music.
The Icp Concert
the show last night on april 27th, 2007 was the shit, ive been to alot of there shows and there all the shit the only problem i had with this one was twiztid only plaayed a half hour and the clowns only played an hour usually twiztids on for lik a good hour at least and the clowns are on stage for at least 2 so on that note i was kind of dissapointed but hey all is well but anyways mcl ninja and mutha fukin ninjettes
Fantasy
FANTASY-ILLUSION-MIRAGE-DREAMS...ALL GREAT WORDS RIGHT? YEA WE ALL HAVE WANTED THEM OR EVEN HAD THEM AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER IN OUR LIVES.. MAGICAL-ENCHANTING-BEWITHCHING-SPELLBINDING-ENTRANCING...THEY ALL GO TOGETHER DON'T THEY? THEY ALL MEAN THE SAME THING... ECSTACY-RAPTURE-PLEASURE...OH YEA!! ANOTHER GROUP OF AWESOME WORDS HUH? WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE SOMETIME IN OUR LIVES..WHERE WE GO FOR OUR DREAMS..THAT ONE TIME IN OUR LIVES THAT WE WILL NEVER FORGET..OR WHERE WE GO WHEN WE CLOSE OUR EYES AT NIGHT,WHERE WE HAVE OUR DREAMS.. ALL OF THESE WORDS MEAN SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO EACH PERSON...BUT BUT THEY ALSO MEAN THAT AS LONG AS YOU HAVE THEM,THEN YOU STILLCAN FIND WHAT YOU MAY BE LOOKING FOR IN YOUR LIFE.. SO KEEP YOUR DREAMS,SIT BACK AND ENJOY THE RIDE!! EVEN THE BUMPS ALONG WITH THE BAD TIMES CAN BE A EXPERIENCE YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS..SOME OF COURSE ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS..SOME ARE MORE MEMORIABLE,OR REWARDING THAN OTHERS..AND THERE ARE TIMES IN YOUR LIFE THAT YOU DO
My World
my world has changed majorly in the last few mos ive recently moved back home close to family but im moving again i just need some time to myself i had a my mid life crisses lol and i need to make some changes with that all under way i can finnaly say im happy i have my 3 awsome kids who mean the world to me and want to make them happy in life lead a great life i have my magick i pratice daily i love it i love to play magic the gathring its a really fun game thanks to all who took the time to read my first blog blessed be rate me fan me and friend me if ud like to
I Thought So!
You scored as Stoner. Hahah! You stupid druggie!Stoner80%Emo Kid80%Loner73%Goth33%Punk33%Jock27%Geek/Nerd20%"Ghetto"20%Prep13%Hot7%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com
Pet Is Not Girlish.
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
Gotta Love Health Issues!
Well, I had 3 1/2 days in the hospital with a blood clot in my left leg. It appears it is part of what happens in my occupation as a driver. Soooo. the doc says off work until HE releases me from his care. Life is a bitch at times and health is just part of the bullshit arena we liv in everyday. There ya go, Cherries ... Im okay but hate sitting on my ass until the doc approves my release ... gotta fucking love it! But, we need to deal with issues like this and others ... suck it up and work it out, I say. We have today and that is ll we have to deal with ... 24 hours is the waking and sleeping time. Dig down, stand tall and be solid!!! Celtic
Singing Tonight.
All you cherry tappers in the Muscle Shoals area are invited to Tourway Inn tonight in Florence. We are having Grand Ole Opry Impersonators and I am doing Tanya Tucker.
Vote For My Music Video
Hey all, the music video I made for the movie Clerks 2 is in another competition. All you gotta do is CLICK HERE and it will take you right to the page. Sign up, comment on it, and rate it all 5's. Thank you my cherries, I'll be sure to return the favors!!! - Rob http://mymovienetwork.com/pages/movie.aspx?movie_id=441
A Family In Need.
I was sent this link for a blog and as I read it I wanted to cry. I dont have the financial means to help them, so I thought I could do the next best thing and thats spreading the word so that maybe someone in better situation could help. Here is the link please just read it if nothing else. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/76110# Thank you so much
Sorry
When I came to you, I know I would have nothing to give, But I could give my heart and love, If you were to offer the same, I would have everything I ever wanted, Then I know you would be mine. That’s all I would ever need, Without you I feel incomplete, To think of never loving you, Would make my heart shed so many tears. I shall love you for eternity, If you promise to love me for eternity, That is all I will ever need to know. If you don’t feel the same!! I’M SORRY !!!!
Blond Or Black?
So i'm getting pretty tired of my blond hair... and i was kind of thinking it to put it back to black but i don't know anyway i posted a pic with my black hair tell me what u think? blond or black ? could really use some help cause if i'm going to redye it it's most probably going to be this weekend PAY WEEKEND I'M GETTING DRUNK TONIGHT!!! WHO'S IN? Raven
Ill Be In Manayunk Tonight.....bud Light Promotion
If anyone is around, Ill be in Manayunk tonight at The Bayou located on 4245 Main Street in Philadelphia, PA. There's a Bud Light promotion going on so just stop by and have a cold one and say hi! Jade
Roffle.
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Blah!
Blah.. I'm so tired of the So and So wants you to see this Profile/Picture/Mumm thing. It's getting ridiculously annoying. It's gotten to a point where if I get more than one a day from a certain member I'm deleting them. If I want to look at certain things I'll find them on my own. I don't need your help. One every once in a while is fine but one hourly? or even daily? That's crazy. BLAH!
Locks Of Love
I have thought of letting my hair grow long again so I could donate it to Locks of Love or one of those places. Then I remember my hair has a habit of getting split ends. I wouldn't want to donate my hair if it does that. Although, I bet they trim up the hair to make it look nice before they use it. I do know hair less than 6" or hair in bad condition is often sold to beauty industry companies to be used in testing instead of testing on animals. I doubt I will end up doing it anytime soon though. I get impatient and cut it myself or have it done. Like just this morning I cut my bangs. What's odd is after two or three tries I got them to look passable, seeing how I usually butcher them. It also helps no one pays attention to me. http://www.locksoflove.org/ http://www.donateyourhair.com/
Storybook Love
Why would I a woman who has always wanted Storybook type of love Be so affraid of it? Is it that after 27 years of Settleing for the wrong men I can't allow myself to be Treated well? Why would I want less in life Why would I not want to hear a sincere "I love You" Why can't I allow this to happen Why does fear of being treated well make me stop Make me hide under my covers Bite my nails, and cry. I want that kind of love that Princess Bride is I want someone to rescue me To hold me, tell me "as you wish" And I want him to mean it when he says it. I want him to constantly think about me I want him to tell me how amazing I make his life I need to know you like me for nothing more than me. I grew up playing barbie's and watching movies I made barbie love her life And the movies I watched were far too adult for me Say anything was a movie I should never have watched I expected to much, but gave in to too little I wanted to hear outside my window some song
Lonely
Lonely As I lay in my cold lonely bed I think of you And all the wondrous things you could do A warm body to snuggle me tight To make love to me throughout the night As the sun rises after a night of love I thank the good Lord from up above For bringing you into my life Thoughts of you remove all of my strife Walking in the morning’s sun hand in hand Helps me make it thru all that life can demand Knowing that you’re there even if not near For to me you will always be dear After a night of sweet love making I feel like I’m just taking The wonderful things that you can do The magic I feel when I look at you
Fooled Again Again
Wonam Mistake
Dear Husband; I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you for good, I have been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for all that time. These last two weeks have been HELL. Just to top it off your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw, last week, you came home and didn’t notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, I cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes and went straight into the shower and bed after watching the game on TV. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, and whatever the case is after now, I’m gone. P.S. If you’re trying to find me, don’t. Your BROTHER & I are moving to West Virginia together! Have a great life without me! Now this is funny! Dear Ex Wife; Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true that you and I have been married for seven years, although a good woman is a far cry from what
I Know I Seem To Change Gf's Quickly...
The fact of the matter is, I just find something I don't like about people very fast. Most of it can be resolved, but there is always something I just can't overlook. Some have hang-ups I can't handle, and some develop an attitude toward my tastes that ends up pissing me off. As of now I'm chatting with someone special in Arizona and taking my time with it. I'm not looking for Miss Universe, I just want someone I can get along with enough to spend a lot of time with in and out of the sack. My last ex ended up being just an ideal, and I need someone I can enjoy being with OUTSIDE the bedroom. That's right, sex is great, but it's not everything. If the heart and head aren't in it, it won't last.
Stuff
I would want forever, For that solemn swear, And I’d be there forever, For you to be there, But nothing is forever, But the promise of forever is all I have, I’ll want you forever, Until forever is gone: Forever Both of us will drift along in the wind, For this is my message, The message I will send to you, So drift with me forever, Until forever finds its end!
Confused About Him
As I sit here with so many things running around in my head, With noone caring how I feel. As I wonder am I really truely loved by the one who says everyday and night the he loves me?? As I sit here days and nights with the man that feel is the one or at least can be if we try hard enough. But if its true love do we have to try? Shouldn't it just come as it is? But will that day come that we have to be without each other? And maybe by or not by choice. But even as I hope it don't have to come down to leaving just by something bad happening or by us saying we give up on each other and say our goodbyes. But there has been times that one of us would give up on one, But the other wouldn't or couldn't let go. We would fight for the other ones love. Untill they gave in and came back. There was one time that someone said to me ''Let Him Go''. But its not that easy, Or is it? But like I said I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes writing this and so many things I feel that I have to worry abou
Fallen Angel (traci Lords)
You say you wake up In the morning Feeling used Like a fallen angel Tired and bruised It's got you feeling So insane More dead than alive Love's got you stained On the inside Oh is it love, love, love, oh is it Oh is it love, sweet love Oh is it love, love, love, oh is it Oh is it love, sweet love So don't tell me You feel pretty When you're such a mess Just try to remember And don't forget We're all dancing in the darkness Don't shut out the light I want so bad to ease your pain On the inside Oh is it love, love, love, oh is it Oh is it love, sweet love Oh is it love, love, love, oh is it Oh is it love, sweet love You're drowning in excess Thoughts of suicide Like a mirror You can't hide Fallen angel Fallen angel You can't hide Fallen angel
I Will Always Love U
I can't imagine living one day without you, I'd rather just lay down and die, Cause all I care about is what I mean to you, I'll always want you in my life, I can't explain the way I feel, You are the rhythm of my heart, And every beat you give is how I make it, I swear nothing else could matter, Just stay here in my heart, And I'll always love you, Theres not a feeling in this world that can describe, All the joy that you bring to me, I can't believe you found a way, I want you to stay here in my life,
Read & See
If you take the time to walk the path of my soul, swim the raging ocean of my heart, and climb the looming walls of my mind, you may get a glimpse of me. Standing way out there in the distance with a puzzled look on my face, wondering how you managed to get so far, when so few have even bothered trying. Long, slow, agonizing strides will bring you to me. Look into my eyes. See what I have seen. Life...Love...Death. Listen to my voice and note that it's not just me you hear, but everyone who has touched me in my life. Don't judge me, just listen. Hear the sorrow, but don't dismiss the love. Touch my flesh, and feel how warm, soft and giving I can be, despite the cold gust you may have experienced when you first approached me. Look into my eyes again. Do you see me now? If you so choose, you may turn around, and take those long, slow, agonizing steps back down the path you previously traveled. You will have touched me, as I will have touched you. ~Jess~
When U Sleep
WHEN YOU SLEEP I watched you fall asleep last night. As I sat by your side I looked at your face and started to cry For I knew I have to leave in the morning Slowly and sadly I looked away But yet I still sat by your side Once more looking at your face This time I smile and laugh For I remebered the good times we've had Soon I fell asleep Not but a few minutes pass I wake and sit some more I wait and watch I watch your sweet, gentle, child like face Once again tears roll down my face I know soon I will have to leave But as I wait for that moment I sit and watch you sleep So quiet and peacful So precious and gental you look As I leave a kiss goodbye I give Followed by I love you It helps me to leave you lover who sleeps For I know you wont be back for a long time But I will wait for that day Till the day when I die Isaac this is to u remember I love and I am so very sorry for all that hurt that I caused y
Dear Someone
Dear Someone, Have you looked in the sky lately, Have you noticed how it seems, The stars are driffing further away, It feels even when the sun is shining, That its dark and cold, It is cold and I don't know why, Life is flying by, I just have enough time to notice how much things are changing, A week feels like a day, The nights feel lonely, Even when he was holding me so tight, I want to leave it and not look back, But at the same time I want it all, I'm in a daze and I'm so confused, I don't know if I'm moving forward or moving at all, I stare at the ground, As the shadows cover it, I'm standing in the dark, I don't want to be here, But maybe this is where I just need to be, The world is such a small place, Heaven so far away, But all I can do is live, Maybe I'm wrong to feel the way I do...
My Life
My life style is messed up. I'm stuck in this game, My life compared to yours could never be the same. I just want out! Life these days seems like it matters if your broke or upon life with your pockets fat. I just want to feel good and happy. But at this point I don't feel at all. I'll ever reach that. To reach that I have to let go and let God. It would help if I had a strong back bone. My life style is messed up for my back bone was heart of stone. Who always left me standing alone. Hes not the only one. So I can't blame him. I'm just playing the cards as I was delt. I just wish maybe sometimes people could see how I really feel. I don't express my feelings to people. You see so I put my words on paper for you to read. I hope the words I write may help someone in there life to let them see I have a good heart. Although my life style isn't right. I have always been there for people in need and I was once told I have to good of a heart to be in this game. So why am I here in missery
Need Some Lovin Here...
K people I know that most of you notice my posts here before a bulletin. So Here it is again in a blog. Share some love I have entered a poetry contest and need some love ratings! Come on you guys I know you have it in ya to show luv and help a friend out. Jusy click the link I made it easy :P http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=11955568 Please repost this also the more the merrier! LOL
They Say
They say life is what you make of it. But when it makes you. It makes you want to take it. I never saw myself being like this! But now all I know is I don't want to stay. To think I can live like this way forever there are only few answers like hell no and noway ever!!! The drugs are what I'm addicted to, but the only people that will understand are few. For the few who know what I'm saying you should know there is no such thing as staying. If you stay then you will eventually die alone. So my advise to you is to get up and at least try!! If you keep trying you will one day make it. You'll be someone you love and noone can take it. I can now say I tried and I made it out of satans hands. I beat the devil and standing alone I'll never have to do because God has beed here the whole time with me!!! Helping me pull trough allowing me to survive this disease. I also need to return the favor to someone that is hurting to and by doing this I may help someone by getting their life back. I migh
Hipnotic Blue Jeans...talk
Dr. Hook-Baby Makes Her Blue Jeans Talk or http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iYpboTjtoQ
Only God Judges Me
This is Johnna, Me, Where is everyone? Seems like everybody forgot about me. Left me standing here alone! HELP ME! I am screaming out for help, Someone just anybody, help me! I'm in trouble now. I don't know what to do. I'm hurting, my heart is broken. Where's the person or machine to fix and help things for me? I have always been there for my friends or even my so-called friends. I have always listened when they talked. I always try to help them. Took time out of my day even if I didn't have the time really, I made it. Even if I wasn't in the mood to fool with anyone or anything. I'm people strong backbone. But it helps me and makes me happy that I can put a smile on someone's face. Or that they come to me when they have questions and I have answers, or just to talk to them or just listen to them, even when maybe I need to talk and someone keep quiet and really pay attention and listen to me. I am happy that I could be the strong one. I will always be whoever's strong backbone, arms,
Control (traci Lords)
You said you`re lonely You said you`re blue You lost your lover Let me console you If you surrender You`ll feel no pain Cause I`m the master of this game Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Let me control it Come with me to the other side Come with me beneath the tide Come with me to the other side Come with me beneath the tide Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Cont
Hello
Hey,Just wanted to say Hi to everyone,I have been off line for the last few days working on my home,and putting flower beds in.. Hope every one is doing well and having a very wonderful weekend.. I am doing ok,very bored lol well...
Closer
Gone are my days of happiness, Gone are my days of bliss Now only remains my loneliness Days past to reminisce each step that I take Each time I take a breath Each scond that slips away Brings me closer to my death Of all the things I have I still feel so poor I have become more depressed Than I have eva felt before What am I fighting for? Not only what but why? When all I am doin Is delating the day I die!!!!
Dedicated To Babydoll:)
The world is a vampire sen to drain of all that is good and beautiful...so SUCK ON THIS! There is STILL SO MUCH MORE of us who will ALWAYS OUT POWER all the negative crap that the negative ones leave behind! It's easy to get pulled in the undertow of life...Work,the boss,prejudice,bills,etc. But ALWAYS stop to smell the roses! They are there if you're looking. It could be a simple smile from a stranger, or even a beam of sunshine that has pierced through the clouds. Notice it(whatever IT is that's sent to you) and smile(even if only to yourself).Knowing that the powers that be(however you perceive them)are giving you a hug and reason to be happy. Yeah,the world is MESSED UP, but there are ALWAYS rainbows sent to you if you are willing to notice them...Thanks to all who took time to read this...Hope it helps at least one person through a bad day/moment...
Close
My heart kept close is all I ask Is this such an arduous task We’ll be together it’s a promise I’ll keep I dream of this each night I sleep Dreaming this in dreams that usually come true You holding me tightly close next to you Once we are finally together Our love will bind us forever
Three Little Words
Three little words I want from you Is this something you can do Keeping me close within your heart Saying my dear we’ll never part Then our love to be assured No more loneliness to be endured I’ll say a prayer that this is true I’ll keep on dreaming of loving you
Rate Or Read?
DONT JES RATE THEM.....READ THEM!! I'd rather u read my thoughts and get to know me rather than jes rate my blogs....tha rate don't mean shyt to me, but if u were to come to me with a question or opinion on my writings...then i'd know u feelin me as a person. Micah Shawn aka Mysta Rhyme Animal
Hace U Ever
Me Just Sitting Here Thinking And Writing All My Thoughts Down Or Writing The Things I Feel For That Some One Special That I Have Learned From Him!!!!! Love Is Only A CHAPTER In HIS Life… But To Me It's The WHOLE Book!!! 1. I smile every time I hear his name… 2. I blush & get butterflies when he's near near by… 3. I always say I'm gonna talk to him… But when he's around there's a chance I'm gonna hide… 4. I can't think of >>NOTHING>ALOT>MAX>I>ONE
Russel Peters
"do you realise that in a century there will be no white people, no black people... everyone will be beige!!..everyone will be some hybrid of Chinese or Indian, 2 of the biggest populations on earth... so run from us now, but sooner or later, we're gonna hump ya!" -Russell Peters
Thoughts
Some gurls live a life of laughs…Others have to sit back and think…. He Lied He cheated Then he left… Guys are always gonne leave the one he loves for the one he likes….But what happens when the one that he likes leaves him for the one they love! ? ! ? I have no strength other than to go running right back into his arms…. The heart is not a play thing… The heart is not a toy…But give it to a boy and it will be broken… I should have just said to him here is my heart now break it…. Is it really better to have loved and lost then to not love at all? ? ? Would I honestly rather the happy times gone and memories ripped away just to save my tears? ? ? When the tears run dry and that they will! ! I'll still remember being happy! ! ! I wish my child days were back! I would cry over sharing my toys! The only jealousy I ever felt was that she had more ice-cream then me! Sex, Drugs, and responsibility were only words for ol
A Survey I Took
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Bondage100%Blood100%Chains/Handcuffs92%Whips92%Blind Folds67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Ur Death Clock
What do u do when someone gives you a time of how long you have left on this earth most of us complain about this life but when its about to end its changes everything you wish you would have done things alot different ...why is it that we only live for the day when you know you might not be alive for tomorow.. We all know someday we will die but some of us mite have the advantage of not knowing when or how or is it a disadvantage? we all say i wanna know how i will die but would u really? but yet we always make plans for the future like theres always a tommorow we always leave unfinished arguements or business cause we have this mind frame we will always get to come back to finish but we mite not.. that chance sometime slips from us cause we let it..When ppl die everyone says oh they are in a better place but we really dont know where they are the last place you see them is in the ground or in a coffin ...we dont know what really happens after that.. Ask a crowd of ppl all over the wo
Get Down Make Love (nine Inch Nails)
-How old were you when you first let a man make love to you? Next, who was he? Next, how did you feel at the time? Next, how did you feel afterward? What did you feel, what did you think, were you pleased, frightened, ecstatic, disgusted? What did he say, what words did you speak, that's what I want to know, now, tell me, now, now, all of it, now, yes! yes! Get down, make love X3 You take my body- I give you heat You say you hungry- I give you meat I suck your mind- You blow my head Make love - inside your bed Everybody- Get down make love X4 Every time I get hot, you wanna cool down- Every time I get high, you wanna go down- You say it's enough, in fact it's too much- Every time I wanna get down, get down, make love- I can squeeze, you can shake me I can feel, when you break me Come on so heavy-then you take me- You make love, you make love, you make love, you make love- You can make - everybody Get down, make love X2 E
Ratings
I would just like to say that if ur not going to leave someone a 10 or atleast a 7, don't bother rating. Why rate someone A 1 OR 2? I f u can't be nice about it, atleast don't shoot em' down!
What Is Love?!
What is love but simple pleasures, heartache and pain with everything to loose and only heartache to gain; Love that natural inclination, 1st hand notion builds you up to tear you down that 2nd hand emotion; Never again will I fall for love's trickery and deceit prickin me and stickin me love is watchin me bleed. Love that thief in the night stealin my sleep, got me searchin the surface when the answer lies deep. Love jes a word that don't mean shit, one minute " I love you" and same breath one of yall is a " bitch". Sometimes love aint love its a fantasy myth damaging hearts and souls, I've been cursed by the gift. Love will make you run to the arms of a stranger and you thinkin its safe, but blind love can cause you harm and danger. On the outside love is ALL peaches and cream, but inside its much different its never what it seems. L-Losing O- Our V- Very E- Existence L- Learning O- Other V- Valuable E- Experiences Love's Sincerly, Suicide
Media C Section (jack Off Jill)
Caught me with your video lies, it gives you something to lie about Watch me with your retail eye, it gives you someone to spy on Stab me with your double-blade knife, it gives you something to cry about Drive me with your chemical high, it gives you something to write on I may be an evil girl, with my colgate smile, And if I am an evil girl, you put me on trial I want to kill on video, I want to go real far Let me kill celebrities, and be your next media superstar! Scare with your little disguise, it gives me someone to hide from, Eating all your roaches and flies, in my mouth like bubble gum Scar me with your venomous lies, you always have to remember, Feed you with them razorblades, cause nothing lasts forever! I may be an evil girl, with my colgate smile, And if I am an evil girl, you put me on trial I want to kill on video, I want to go real far Let me kill celebrities, and be your next media superstar! Buy me, kill me, fuck me! Buy me, hurt me, watch me, you dest
Lol Booty Call Agreement
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (herinafter referred to as the Agreement) is entered into on the _______ day of __________, 2006, by ___________________, between ____________________ and ________________________. -THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: -No sleeping over unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. -No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. -No calls before 9 PM we dont have shit to talk about. -None of that lovemaking $hit only $ex allowed. -No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so dont ask. -No plans made in advance that is why you are called the backup, unless you are from out-of-town, then its only a one-time advanced arrangement. -No calling each other friends with privileges! We are not friends. -Calling out the wrong name during $ex is OK dont be offended.
Yeah
Wow, so like, this is my first day on cherry tap. Let me just say there are a lot of...underdressed girls here. But that's cool. I am friendly with everyone, I guess.
Open Arms
This song is for a very special person who makes me feel loved and wanted.
True Happiness
True happiness lies within the individual, it will surface only after the person rids themselves of the hindering doubts of unhappiness which plagues the mind. An excerpt from the book i'm working on titled " Simple Sayings" This book is dedicated 2 my children for inspriation, information, motivation and to leave behind the legacy of knowledge, wisdom and overstanding to all that desire to be enlightened. Micah Shawn
Freedumb
Freedumb~~~ We are free to be dumb, ignorant blind to the facts, eyes closed to the secrets that have been made manifest and brought to the light revealed no longer hidden, no longer forbidden; see your vision make your decision. Stop wishing and waiting where's your faith? Freedumb, free to be dumb, but knowledge is free and knowledge is key in a world where the ignorance of fools can enslave multitudes. Freedumb like a kingdom controlled by a king he leads you follow, you beg he lets you borrow and he wants back what you owe 3 folds tomorrow and my heart turns to sorrow. For I know that many will hear but not heed to these tools for survival they are inside you fighting against the hardest rival instinct tribal why do I do the things that I do? Cause I'm free to be dumb... Tom Thumb! I'm free to be me I don't know what you might be?! Why be a subject when you can be a KING... it might take a little time, but you can build your own KINGDOM where you can live free instead of living
Rulers Rule
WE STAY BIZZY LIKE BONE WE OFF N DA ZONE PERPETRATERS N VIOLATERS TRYIN 2 INVADE OUR HOME BUT WE ARE TAME THEY ARE WILD LIKE THE BUFFALO ROAM WHILE U & I PROCLAIMED KING & QUEEN OF THE RIGHTEOUSNESS THRONE I MIGHT JUST GO ON B4 I PRICE THIS COLOGNE.... N SPRAY DAT SNAKES N FAKES STAY BACK BLING PLAYED OUT FADED OUT N DA MAYBACK N THEY SAY MICAH HOW CAN U SAY THAT?! STILL I PRAY THAT WE LIVE 2 THE FULLNESS OF AGE AND STAY BLACK....THEN DIE AS OUR ETHER IS RELEASED INTO THE SKY MOLECULAR STRUCTURE THEN HAS PERMISSION 2 FLY & LIKE BUD DRY WHY ASK Y I NEED MINE MOIST FLUFFY & STICKY DONT MESS WIT BUD DRY VISINE 4 RELIEF OF DA EYE OR TEARS 4 FEARS 2 COVER MY CRY.... CAUSE HURT IS PAIN SHALL WE RULE ETERNALLY OR REIGN IN VAIN.
Scared :(
everyone knows that i have a heart condition that is called cardiomyopathy.well i can die from this and here lately i have been having really bad chest pains and im really getting scared i beleive i am getting worse and im afraid i might die.i have so much stress and i can't work so no money and i just don't know what to do.there is points i just want to give up cause all the pain and everything.i made an appointment to go see my doc. and im afraid what he will say.but no matter what happen i love and care about all my true friends that do care about me.well whoever reads this i hope you will put me in your prayers ty.
Loyalty
First of many things that piss me off is women that cheat! And friends that choose other people over u.. First of all i dislike ALOt of people but all for good reason. First on the chopping block is this real no back boned big mouth bitch whom i would hae shed blood for...But alas she chose and made excuses for her "other" friends over me and tried to justify what they said about me! Kirshelle this is what i think of u right now Funny Pics
Eternal Fire
I know that i am on the verge of death... constantly i am being purged for breath. My flesh surged with fire and not jes any fire i'm talkin eternal flames. Eternal like throughout the ages transcending space & time, surpassing the evolution of thought & existance. FLAMES eternal like the universe with all of its knowledge and wisdom; destruction black hole suction, volcanic erruption, earthly corruption, human consumption, corrosion, enemy warfare.... explosion!!!! The blood splattered agent orange an enviornmental hazzard its more like a cosmic blizzard, no yellow brick road, no land of Oz and NO WIZARD... now thats a Fire!!! Eternal flames can you handle the heat? You can't fathom that heat! You can't imagine that heat, so don't even give yourself a headache trying to make your mind make up some bullshit that the mind cannot understand or even comprehend.... because this fire is hotter than any desire, hotter than any passion yeah you know pah shun....lust....in the heat of the mom
Thought Waves
Imagine being my universe inside my universe inside my universe and i am each element that connects and intertwines its systematic tapestry. Exploring the very essence of your existance sliding across your astroplane as you bring remission of plagues into my membrane while atmospheric energies combine with telepathic vibrations. Big Bang like the theory and evolutionary like the fact, deep mental unconciousness in my slumber hovering over my mind's eye as i drift on the sea of R.E.M. Are we them? 2 shooting stars streaking across space and time dancing on the constellation and dining in the cosmic dusts. Parallels that co-exists in a viscious cycle of repetious vanity or they that take vanity and make it worthy of glory by creating and tellin the story? Or simply we ARE? Yes..... we are! Spaced Out, Micah Shawn
Just A Survey
You scored as Blood. Your turn on is blood. You adore the colour, the taste, the texture, the thickness... everything. You probably like to bite/to be bitten. Sex isn't sex without the ecstasy of blood.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs100%Blood100%Bondage100%Whips67%Blind Folds50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Price Of Gas Wa State
Monday the price of gas was was $3.17. Today went up to $3.32. Just what the hell is going on with oil companies who are reaping all time ever profits. Now the news is saying it will settle down at $4.00 a gallon. Talk about price fixing. Some thing must change and I fear it will not until our elected officials change. Guess what nothing is going to change. The media I believe had a hand by keep stating how much fuel cost in Europe compared to America.
.day.trippers.
so. its home crap home. got in last nite...around 8-ish. day trip turned into a 3 day excursion. good sauce. we were just gonna go up n tool around Sedona and the surrounding towns and view the housing and town size and things of the like. after we mistakenly went to effin cottonwood and jerome...n prescott (rhymes with biscuit) we were kinda torqued. suck ass towns lemme tell ya. well using the word 'town' is a lil too kind. im still in shock Maynard has a house in jerome. theres houses built into the side of the mountain. on barely 2 lane windy-ass mountain roads which some decide to go straight up...good luck if you dont know where you're going. so after we took that detour...we said ehhhh im not driving anymore n stayed over in a hotel in the Village of Oak Creek which was delightful. then decided to head up to Flagstaff n check out their housing n things...which some areas was downright trailer park ghetto but some werent...n since we were like...right there...figured ef
"mod Of The Day"
Just a quick note that i'm starting up my feature again.If anyone is interested to be in my spotlight let me know as i would be more then happy to include you. Thanks Again... Dave ~Hugs~
Do You Remember Love
Some time things come in ones email that just needs to be shared, for me this is one of them. I hope you take a few moments and watch. do you remember love
Super Sadist (jack Off Jill)
Super angry Super hated Super evil Super serrated Super guitar Super faded Never sad, sad, sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist! Keeps his hands in his mouth that's gold plated Hates himself more and more cause he's made it Super evil Super jaded Never sad, sad, sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist! Super hi-tech Super paycheck Super ego Super hate-pro Super cautious Super nauseous Never sad, sad, sad Super all-gone Super hold on Super ego Super phenomenon Super destroy Super small boy Never sad, sad, sad Super asshole Super nothing
Chapter 4 Of What I Learn On Xbox Uno.
Ok so now you are getting the just of our night. We play uno until the wee hours of the morning and just bullshit about everyday life. Well the sexual part of everyday life. If you haven't noticed, there is one thing that is consistant, when we play Uno on Xbox Live, there are some good times going on. Especially when you have the sense of humor we do. Now we are playing Uno, and in the midst of our game, I dropped the controller. Mainly because I was laughing so hard. And just as I dropped it, i yelled out, "Omg, I dropped it!" Everyone started laughing so hard that I dropped it again. I mean come on. Yoou can't see the other person who is talking and your mind is in the gutter and you hear omg I dropped it....what else would you think....I know It's funny as hell.....we thought that too. Until next time Ciao!
Change The World One Week At A Time
So its crazy to think how i 1 2 3 4 weeks a month how everhtng can be so differnt ... a month ago i seriously was planning to get married i was planning school i still am doing that but i was setting up a life in my head i was really sure who i was with was who i wanted forever and 15million days :P ... thank god i am saved form that one lol i way to young i know that now... but its like 3 weeks ago i was heart broken shattered feeling lost and seeing everthing fall apart.... i was mad sad u name it i felt it ... 2 weeks ago i got hit by a ton of bricks my funding for school backed out lol needless to say i was never so sure of my love as then i never cried so hard in my life i felt as though m,y eyes were gonna pop they hurt for days .... it put things into new guild lines and what matters and what dosnt weekago.... I met someone amazing He been a good friend ever since ... a month ago i got intouch with some old friends and they helped me thru my heard times and showed me what
Female Cake .. Naked..
OKAY FOR THE ONES THAT WANTED TO SEE IT HERE IS THE CAKE I WAS MAKIN LAST NITE.. ITS NOT AS GOOD AS NORMALLY BUT I WAS BUZZIN LMAO.. THEN I WAS PISSED SO YAH.. THIS IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.. LOL I PROMISED I WOULD SHOW YOU.. J:)
No More Reposts
hello wonderful people. i just want 2 say i care about all of yall and dont want 2 make anyone mad, but im tired of reposting bulletins and no one looking at them or reposting them, sometimes yall do but i try 2 repost what i can but no one does it 4 me. if i amsounding mean im not trying 2 cause i dont want 2 hurt anyones feelings on here. i like everyone of yall. but please if i post or repost and u have time please repost 4 me and do the same 4 yall. much love. please dont b mad at me i care about yall.
Guys
What in the hell.... sorry for bitchin but really..... this a.m I am chillin... just lookin for comments,when of of the blue pops up some guy I kindly said Hi back to to the other night. He shouts at me- asking me to put on a cam for him..... touch my self and etc... If people would take the time to read my profile then they would see I am not all about that with every swinging dick out there.... no offense .... Although I do not care if you are offended. Please resist the urge to be shoutin at me the shit you want me to do for you. Why do some of you people do this ....there is indeed someone I like alot on here and he will be the only one of you that I behave in such a manner with he knows who is is. He's a gentlemen, a real man... not a whore; I have even removed pics that I decided I only wanted him to see..... To stop people from thinking they had a right to ask me shit like that. Get a clue and a brain some of you guys. Clearly these guys are thinking with there sm
The 80s
Toys of the 80's Q: Did you own a Light Brite? A: still do Q: Played with Strawberry Short Cake dolls? A: ya huh Q: Played with GI-Joe dolls? A: set my brothers on fire... Q: Have a He-man or She-Ra toy? A: no huh Q: Own a slinky? A: still do! Q: Had a Jem doll? A: yes! *sings* jeeeem is truly outrageous truly truly truly outrageous jem is my name no one else is the same...JEM! Q: What about a Cabbage patch kid? A: yuppers...still have it too Q: Own a big wheel? A: no huh but i used to steal mah brothers... Q: Traded Garbage Pail Kids? A: hell yeah Q: Had a Popple? A: a few Q: Had a Pound Puppy? A: i stole my brothers Q: Had an Easy Bake oven? A: hell no...but moms bought mah kid one... Cartoons of the 80's: Did you watch the following cartoons? Q: Thundercats? A: blech Q: Jem and the Holograms? A: yuppers Q: G.I. Joe? A: blech Q: Rainbow Brite? A: yup Q: Care Bears? A: *vomits* i HATED the care bears Q: He-man
Anti Usa Loser
from a loser decko. to a sweet girl who supports our troops 2007-4-28 10:20:48 SUCK MY COCK U GUNLOVING ASSHOLE
What Do U Do?
what do you do when u can't get someone off your mind?when all you do is sit there and think about them?When your wondering what they r doing,when you will be able to talk to them again,and when will you be able to see them again?I mean what do you do how can you get them off your mind?When u sit there and think about them and you can't get them of your mind do you ever wonder if they are thinking aobut you to?I hate not knowing if the person i am thinking about is thinking of me!What do you do to be able to know what they r thinking and if they r thinking of you 2?
Chapter 3
Suck and Blow! Well what all can I say about it. It's kind of self-explanatory. We were laughing so much about this I could not breathe. Ok, let me set the scenery. Here I am with three guys: restr1ctive, Zion and Masterasteroid. Now during this evening of talking with these guys, I found out a lot about what people think. Now suck and blow. It's exactly what is means. We were talking about some pretty sexually related things. So take it as you may, but all us women suck and blow! Until next time, Ciao!
Let Me Love You One Day At A Time...
Let me love you one day at a time... and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you've helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we've opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I'm with you, the more at home I feel. Let me love you one day at a time... Why talk about "always" and say things we're not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let's think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning... and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you're not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing
He's Just Awesome !
Well I've been on CT for a little while now and have met some great new friends. Some good and some not so good, but no one compares to Bill. He is just so AWESOME ! Bill has become my closest and dearest friend. We have so much in common and always have something to talk about. Just talking to him makes my day go by much faster and a whole lot smoother. Just want to say " Thanks Bill....because of you the sun always shines at my house " !
Aries (parental Advisory: Offensive, Read At Own Risk)
Time for a little rant on my favorite signs to criticize: Aries Aries are generally stupid people, I don't give a shit if I'm offending anyone, suck it up and move on. I had to move in to the cheapest apartment I could find for this semester (225/mon, good deal, yes?) and well, I had little choice but to go with that with such a killer price. My two roommates are aquarius and aries, the former being a quiet witty intellectual type guy, and mr. aries a brash, self-centered, wild type. Over the months, I just got annoyed by the little nuances of their personalities, more the Aries than the other cause he just doesn't pay attention to his surroundings. Aries live in the present, not the past or the future so don't expect too much planning ahead, basically to act now and think later. I cannot wait to move out in august as I leased out a studio for the whole senior year to finally get some work done at an efficient pace. Cause I don't get much work done sitting on the couch
Ppl Are Lame
IT IS PRETTY LAME WHEN YOU GO ON SOMEONES PAGE AND RATE PHOTO'S OF CHILDREN VERY LOW. IF THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK OF YOURSELF, THEN DON'T PROJECT IT ONTO OTHERS. FOR WHAT EVER REASON YOU HAVE FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE , DON'T DISRESPECT MY KIDS. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU THINK OF ME, OR HOW YOU RATE MY PHOTO'S, BUT MY KIDS AREN'T A PART OF THIS. SO, TO THOSE WHO THINK THE SHIT IS CUTE, OR FUNNY TO DEGRADE CHILDREN, STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY PAGE.
Think Before You Speak!!!!
Here is a little story I was told when I was young. Someone very special to me said I should share this. There were 4 children at church one day. 3 children were teasing this little girl. The little girl was crying and the pastor asked her what was wrong. She proceeded to tell him the children were teasing her. Well the pastor took the three children in a room and asked them what was going on. The children said they were teasing the little girl but they apologized to the her but she just kept on crying. The pastor gave them each a paper plate. He put a bit of toothpaste on the plate and then told them to put the paste back in the tube. He left the room and came back a few minutes later. The children tried and tried but could not put the paste back in the tube. The pastor told them that is how when you say mean things to a person once you say it does not matter how much you apologize you can never take back what you say. The moral of the story is: THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK. BEC
Why Must I Explain..
Why must I explain.. what it is that causes me pain? Can you chase away the rain? This sadness makes me insane. Why do you think its you? No, there is nothing you can do. I dont mean to be rude to you. Somedays I just feel blue. What am I afraid to feel? Anything that could be real. When will my broken heart heal? I am tired of this broken wheel. If there is a reason why.. Send it to me by lullaby Perhaps to hear it wont make me cry. Until then...I just sigh. It surely isn't okay.. To waste yet another day.. Wishing I knew just how to say.. I am not happy with myself today. A. Boudreaux 2007
Time To Weigh In On Iraq.
I'm so sick of "official" sources telling the public how wonderful morale is among the troops and about how fully behind the administration we are when it comes to the Iraq CONFLICT (no war was ever declared by Congress). The last straw was this bullshit report on how the new long term deployment will actually be good for marriages. WHAT? Who are they kidding? Not those of us who actually serve in the military. Not our spouses. I am a Staff Sergeant (SSG) in the United States Army. I am one of the two ranks that works most closely and directly with all of the enlisted ranks. As such, I do know what the soldiers think and say about the Bush administration and the situation if Iraq. Few of us believe that Iraq is a cause worth fighting for. Few of us have confidence in the administration and the President's plan for Iraq. NONE of us believe that the extended deployments will be good for our marriages. We are sick and tired. We are demoralized. We welcome the extra money we get
Let The Good Times Roll
I Fuckin Need To Let It Out!!!!!!!!!!!
As the days go by, as the time fly by/ No matter how hard i try, i just cant get you out of my mind/ I still remember all the times i used to say “i love you” / Still remember all the times i said “ill be right there for you” / Now im sittin in this empty room thinking of you / Every second, every heart beat its all about you / Stupid me how could i think that every thing was alright / It brings me all this memories from that monday night / It was the first time that i ever got drunk by myself / Locked up in my room, crying feeling like shit / I will never forget how i was lying on the floor / With my eyes full of tears / and mouth full of alcohol / I dont regret it, i just couldnt deal with it at the time / You were my everything / you were just what i wanted in life / But its when you keep shit from people that things start to go wrong / Now its all fucked up/ whatever we had is gone / All it took for us to break up was a conffession from you / Of how you got back with your “husband”
"clear Hearts Grey Flowers" (jack Off Jill)
Your mouth is like funeral where words go to die Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like funeral where kisses go to die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you get from me Your mouth is like an open sore where words blister and die Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die I'm not the girl that stopped and stared I'm not the girl that lied Your mouth is like an open sore where kisses rot and die this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you want this is what you get this is what you got this is what you want this is what you get this
:-(
I'm kind of sad, I placed some new pics in my default folder, and hardly anyone has commented on them. Granted, I know you guys want to see more of me naked, but just trying to add all around pics as well. More of those pics will be coming as well.....Amy
"fear Of Dying" (jack Off Jill)
I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like (hurt like) hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I do Without you yes I do and I hope that you do too Without you yes I... Fear of Fear of Fear of Fear of I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way I'm not
Chapter 2
Welcome back. I am here to continue talking about what me and my friend, Restr1ctive talk about on Xbox Uno. Last time I talked about two lil boys kissing. This time I'm going a lil further than that. Everytime I seem to get on this game with my good friend, he always brings up this one time he was playing in the afternoon. He said that he was bored so he decided to play a game of Uno on Xbox. As he was joining a game, he noticed that two others had cams on them. It's nice to have cams nowadays. It's cool to see who you are playing the games with and talking with. Almost feels like you are there with him playing these games. But this day was horrendous for my friend. And I feel he has been scarred for life. Now as I had said previously I don't care what your sexual orientation is, that is your preference. But for my friend, ths day had significantly scarred his brain. As he looks up at the tv screen to play his game with what he thought were two guys playing Uno, he actually noticed
"angels F***" (jack Off Jill)
I woke up, morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure I'll bask in your forever You just waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, to help destroy the world I wanted to be that, to be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me I dreamed that I was you I dreamed your ego died Sad who loves you more than I do I know you lied I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity
Chapter 1
Chapter 1: I don't know how well this will pan out but I was playing Uno last night on Xbox with my friend Restr1ctive. And when me and him get togehter to play something happens. It feels like I'm talking with a friend who I've known my whole life. Even though me met on here a lil bit ago. Well anyways, last night we were playing and we were thinking that it would be great to make a lil book. Now this book is gonna be based on everything that we talk about on Uno. I know it sounds a bit weird but bear with me. If you like to laugh this might be for you. Now onto what we started to talk about. The first thing that we had encountered as we began to play our game is that someone else had joined in. Can't really remember what this person's name was but I know it had Lord in the beginning so we will call him Lord. As we were playing we noticed that Lord was a lil kid, about the age of 12. Now like all kids they always have their friends over. Well on this particular occasion, it was
Today's Quote!
"Dont let limited mobility hold you back"
Pics Of Ya Boy!
"lollirot" (jack Off Jill)
You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Hard rock queens in ripped up jeans Everyone thinks they're so obscene Bend them over you get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot Evil boy still the best Peanut butter smeared on his chest Get real close you'll get a taste of lollirot Lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lolli lollirot We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel out your eyes Take my advice Blinded by fear, sugar and spice We are all candy covered on the outside Peel away the shell and we're frightened on the inside We are all angry, angry on the outside Peel away the shell and we're rotten on the inside You are insatiable Latex smile peels off your skull Everyone knows you need a piece of lollirot L
Blessed Sabbat!
Beltane Beltane (otherwise known as Bealtaine, Beltaine, Cetsamhain, Walpurgisnacht, May Day and Roodmas) occurs May eve and May 1. The name comes from either Bel-tinne ("Bel's fire") and Belotenia ("bright fire"). It marks the beginning of summer, when the snow is all gone, the leaf buds are opening, birds are nesting, and livestock is moved to summer pasture, and it is finally warm enough to do outdoor rite! In Pagan tradition Beltane is the second-most important Sabbat in the Wheel of the Year. Placed opposite from Samhain, it balances that somber festival with wild celebrations of life and fertility and pleasure. The God and Goddess mate for the first time, bringing in renewed vegetation growth. They are in their aspect of youthful lovers: Young Stag and Oak Maiden, Satyr and Nymph, Hunter and Quarry, etc., complete with raging hormones. Some traditions celebrate the wedding of the Lord and Lady, while others also add the sacrifice of the God after the mating, the Goddess pre
Empty Day
where do ya go when the road just ends?guess turn around and go back theway,you came,its a long walk home.
"devil With The Black Dress On" (jack Off Jill)
Wash off those scabs dear or fingernail pick them clean Pray to all your long lost demons and justify your means Devil has a new shape Devil has a new ride Devil has a problem but he locks it up inside Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to hate me angel cause I hate you now you're gone Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true Did you believe it cause I said so angel I sure lied to you Did you believe it cause I said so Did you believe it was true I'm eternal and infernal and I sure lied to you Shit angel Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do you want to own me angel cause I own you now you're gone Kids sure like the devil these days and I'm the devil with the black dress on Do y
Okay So
figure I'd send a warning out to everyone, I'm removing all my "fans of" then adding the ones that have fanned me =) so if u get re-added to my "fan of" don't be alarmed, just doing it so I can keep track from now on =)
Song Of The Bones
Ancestral bones cared for with thought's of love Forgotten and scattered now in time One remembers, Ancient history Ears of by gone times, gone by in dust From humans to animals Beloved to feared The bones tell of the history Forgotten or never spoken of Ancient Rome, Tory, Atlantis The crusades for Isereal The battles of known wars, like WW I & WW II Only the bones of the forgotten remember Should the bones sing they would sing joy's of happiness and laughter to the pain and anger of war and life Never forget the sarrows of plagues and diseases thundering thru the ages Just listen, you will hear the ghost of love ones Speaking from the bones of yester-years The song of the bones quitely echo's out The voices of the dying past Listen, hear, it in the song of the bones
Rangers Scratch Heads With Zubrus Under Skin
Rangers scratch heads with Zubrus under skin Bob DiCesare Updated: 04/28/07 6:38 AM New York Rangers winger Sean Avery entered this series with the Buffalo Sabres fancying himself the nastiest hornet in the nest, a player capable of influencing a game through his ability to intimidate, infuriate and drive opponents to distraction. Avery made no secret of his mission in advance of Game One. He declared his disdain for the Sabres, each and every one of them. He’d have them looking over their shoulders, fretting his presence, casting wary eyes his way. Well, two games into the Eastern Conference semifinals Avery’s been all talk, Dainius Zubrus all action. The Rangers want no part of Zubrus. He’s crept right under their skin. Pay no mind that Zubrus was absent from the score sheet in Buffalo’s 3-2 comeback victory over the Rangers on Friday night at HSBC Arena. You might as well credit him with nine assists, because every hit he administered — and they came with a r
"happiness In Slavery" (nine Inch Nails)
slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants slave screams thinks he has something to say slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen slave screams he's being beat into submission don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the devils of truth steal the souls of the free don't open your eyes take it from me i have found you can find happiness is slavery slave screams he spends his life learning conformity slave screams he claims he has his own identity slave screams he's going to cause the system to fall slave screams but he's glad to be chained to that wall don't open your eyes you won't like what you see the blind have been blessed with security don't open your eyes take it from me i have found you can find happiness is slavery i don't know what i am i don't know where i've been human junk just words and so much skin stick my hands thru the cage of this endless routine just some flesh caught in this big broken machine
"sin" (nine Inch Nails)
You give me the reason. You give me control. I gave you my Purity. My Purity you stole. Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise. Am I just too stupid to realize. Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies [Chorus:] It comes down to this. Your kiss. Your fist. And your strain. It get's under my skin. Within. Take in the extent of my sin You give me the anger. You give me the nerve. Carry out my sentence. While I get what I deserve. I'm just an effigy to be disgraced. To be defaced. Your need for me has been replaced. And if I can't have everything well then just give me a taste. [Chorus]
He..he..read And Find Out!
I have attemted to be nice...I have tried to see your side and you know what..your side is not for me! Morally, spiritually, or even by societys standards...I can not accept what you have done or are willing to do to keep the victims role in this situation. I will no longer be nice or polite with you or any other that decides to hurt another in this way. You will now see what you have missed out on and will miss in the future. I am worth more than the pain that I have felt...BUT, thank you...for what? For the pain and scars. Those scars are a reminder of how weak I had let myself get and how easy you caused them. The pain...the pain is a fire that I will use to move forward and take charge of MY life.. You will no longer keep ahold of the leash that you had for so long. The scars I will give you are simple ones...those will be on the hand that held the leash. And when you try and do this to another you will see those and you will be reminded of what you had. And how it finally las
Attn Independent Bombers/ Fff/ Cg & Cb Of Ct
The contest I am in for Sexiest Eyes ends tonight at 12 am Mtn time. I am in the lead but not by much. I could use all the support from my FFF and CB & CG group. Please click on the pic and it will take you to my contest. And to the rest of my friends fans and family please come vote for me. Hey i vote for all of you guys when you ask me too can you at least do this for me? Ice P. Dep Sheriff of the CB&CG of CT Member of the Independent Bombers ( you guys rock)
Poison To Your Soul
She's the poison you will drink seducing you, with but a wink you weren't able to prepare She has caught you unaware. Though sweet as she must taste your heart ultimately, she'll waste. As this day turns to night you know now I am right She whispers softly in your ear desire for her you wont fear you invite her further inside your heart like arms, open wide playfully innocent at its start weaving a web around your heart hours pass they become days you are blind to her ways honest as she can be with you the woman before you seen anew as the illusion shatters there is nothing that matters you can't stop the flow wishing now you didnt know what she couldn't give to you was a whole heart beating true bitterness comes to take a hold your heart slowly becomes cold unwanted and crushed you now grieve illusions of hate you begin to weave paint her in an unkind light it is how you will fight those feelings of despair this life can be so unfair sadly you desire he
"closer" (nine Inch Nails)
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to tell Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to god Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive
Splinter Cd Release Party 5-26-2007
"the Perfect Drug" (nine Inch Nails)
I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
"head Like A Hole" (nine Inch Nails)
God money i'll do anything for you. God money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all. [Bridge:] no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. [Chorus:] bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. God money's not looking for the cure. God money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure. God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God money's not one to choose [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus] you know who you are.
How Well Do You Know Me?
I created a test and want to know how much everyone REALLY knows about me! Just click on the link below and if you can't click on it copy and paste it and take the test to see how well you know me! http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2479162 You must register on the site (which it's completely free) in order for your name to be added to the list! ;)
For People Who Post Stop The Drama Bullys..you Are Bullies Who Create The Drama.....trying To Destroy People ..worry About Your Own Poinst Fuckers
I THINK CHERRYTAP IS PISSED OFF AT YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THE TOP 1000 IN LIL OVER A MONTH.. SOME HOW PEOPLE FEEL I DONT DESERVE IT..EEN THOUGH I SPEND ALOT OF HOURS A DAY HERE........I SHOW EVERYONE LOVE OR HEY WOULDNT SHOW ME NONE.. I WORK HARD TO GET TO MY LEVEL I HAVE BOUGHT 2 HAPPY HOURS..I ANSWE EVERY MESSAGE AND SHOUT...THE POINT OF THIS..SINCE U HELPED ME YOU SHARE THE BLKAME.....SO WHEN YOU SEE BULLETINS TTALKING ABOUT CHEATERS.....THEY ARE ABOUT YOU...YOU CHEAT TO GET ME WHERE I AM...YOU SHOWED ME TO MUCH LOVE TO FAST...WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT LIARS..BE OFFENDED,....THEY THINK I LIED TO YOU OR USED TRICKERRY....IF THEY ARE RIGHT..YOU ARE STUPID......SO BE OFFENDED....AND EVERYTHING THOSE BULLETINS SAY IN RELATION TO THIS SHOULD OFFENF YOU...CAUSE SOME ONE HAS T O GET CHEATED LIED TO TRICKED DECIEVED CONNED. AND I CANCELED THE EMAIL DRIVE SO THEY WOULDNT SAY YOU WERE THE PEOPLE WHO GOT TOOKEN...BUT I WILL SAY THIS TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A CHEAT.. FUCK YOU...WHY THE FUCK Y
One Nights Dream
There are no horses in my dreams tonight Rats, bats, and other scary things are not in my nightmares A time of war is now troubling my sleep I raise up each morning willing myself to remember what dreams or nightmares I have had Yet, I can not remember them fully in truth I see a feather falling in the darkness The light from it shines like a star Voiding out the suns rays Yet when I stop dreaming in my sleeping wakefullness I see a pure white feather long and slender As I take it to hand, it becomes like stardust glittering to nothingness Now I am fully awake, to say, "Thank you for this one true dream of peace of mind heart and soul" In Jesus name I pray, Amen Now I rest my head upon the pillow to sleep a new night As I drift off to sleep, I wonder a new Will I find the feather in the darkness again Mabye it will be the rats, bats and other scary nightmares Or will the horses be in my dreams at last. Amen God,
To Measure Love
To Measure Love I measure love in moments spent with you, dim candlelight, touch of your hand on mine, delightful kisses soft as morning dew, caresses tingling up and down my spine. I measure love when out of my dire need I reach for you in times of weariness. You always find the time to gently lead and walk beside me through my dark distress. I measure love not by the words you say, but by your soothing hand upon my head when I am sick; the kind and thoughtful way that you take charge and tuck the kids in bed. My dearest spouse, your loving acts convey by far much more than simple words could say.
Cranky
So how is all the wonderful CherryTap members out there today??...I hope everyone has a Wonderful weekend...and remember...no matter how cranky you are--always find a way to make someone else have a wonderful day!!
"feel So Numb" (rob Zombie)
I feel so good I feel so numb yeah Mud bath, acrobat, a midnight drive everybody’s slippin everybody survive radio talk show try to project everything you need when you gotta connect Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so bad i feel so numb yeah! blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so good i feel so numb yeah! Sugar sweet braniac on your neck get in to tomorrow man I gotta reflect a blue world green girl up the street gotta wake her it cause I don’t want to dream Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it
"spookshow Baby" (rob Zombie)
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!
What Flavor Ice Cream Am I?
You Are Vanilla Ice Cream Flexible. Easygoing. Classic. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
"spookshow Baby" (rob Zombie)
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!
Who Me
Seductionflirty, but can be faithfullyou have a close relationship with your men. you dont like to be played, so you dont cheat on your boyfriend. guys respect your faithfulness, although you sometimes brake up with one to get with another. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
What Gemstone Am I?
Your Gemstone is Ruby Daring, ethusiastic, and spontaneous. You are energetic and passionate, with an appetite for life. What Gemstone Are You?
"living Dead Girl" (rob Zombie)
(Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?) Living Dead Girl! Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an SS Whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Psyclone Jack Hallucinating Hack Thinks Donna Reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So Beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Blood on her skin Dripping with Sin Do it
The Way You Sleep Tells A Lot About Your Drinking Habits.....
THE WAY YOU SLEEP..... Have a GREAT weekend !!!
What Goddess Am I?
You Are Atena! Wise beyond your years. You're smart and have a great desire to succeed. And with your determination, you'll get your wish. Just make sure to fight your stubborn streak! What Goddess Are You?
"living Dead Girl" (rob Zombie)
(Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?) Living Dead Girl! Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an SS Whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Psyclone Jack Hallucinating Hack Thinks Donna Reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So Beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living Dead Girl Blood on her skin Dripping with Sin Do it
What Season Am I?
You Are Summer! Outgoing Friendly Flirty Cute Fun What Season Are You?
She's Got Legs
Michael Prick, Err Vick
This mother fucker was busted for dog fighting and animal cruelty. As you know, that is something I simply will not tolerate. So... that being said, I got some mafia on his ass and the mother fucker will be shot within the hour. So, welcome to Atlanta Brady Quinn. Cock stain. He should have stayed with the pot, would have pissed me off a lot less.
What Kind Of Lover R U
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
It's Saturday
WELL TODAY, IT'S TRYING TO GET SUNNY OUT THERE... MAYBE I HAVE A CHANCE TO GO SHOPPING AGAIN. MY RANDOM THOUGHT FOR TODAY, WOULD BE.... A PURPOSE...DOES EVERYONE HAVE A PURPOSE? FOR STARTERS, PEOPLE YOU MEET... WAS IT DESTINY? WERE YOU SUPPOSED TO MEET CERTAIN PEOPLE? I OFTEN WONDER ABOUT THAT. I KNOW THERE'S QUITE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE I'M CLOSE TO. PEOPLE I TALK TO EVERYDAY. PEOPLE I THINK ABOUT EVERYDAY. YES, I KNOW... IT'S THE INTERNET... I GET THAT. BUT, I KNOW THAT THERE'S PEOPLE I'M CLOSE TO AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT. THERE'S SO MUCH I'D LIKE TO SAY... FIRST OFF, I SERIOUSLY THINK I'M GONNA TAKE A BREAK FROM HERE. THE ONES I TALK TO EVERYDAY, KNOW HOW TO REACH ME... I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS ON HERE... LIKE HOW PEOPLE CAN TELL YOU ONE THING AND TURN AROUND AND DO SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT!!! I MEAN THERE'S ENOUGH OF THAT IN REAL LIFE... WHY DRAG IT HERE TOO? WHY NOT JUST HAVE FUN HERE? LIKE IT'S MEANT TO BE... I THINK I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS FOR AWHILE. IT'S JUST
Life Sux
I beginning to think that i am just a fucked up person....I either really am a screwed up person who nobody wants...or i just find the biggest assholes in the world...last night my ex called said he was in town and proceeded to cuss me out all night...then tell me he loved me and that he would leave his current fiance for me...that he had changed his mind and felt bad for treating me the way he has...then decided he doesn't want me to call him anymore...my current boyfriend think that i dont feel comfortable around him so he's second guessing being with me...another recent ex...a 22year old...left me for a 15 year old...and a 17 year old...but still wants me here on the side...Does this sound like its me...or do i just have horrible taste?
Hey Man Nice Shot (filter)
I wish I would've met you now it's a little late. what you could've taught me I could have saved some face they think that your early ending was all wrong for the most part they're right but look how they all got strong that's why I say hey man, nice shot. what a good shot man. a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot now that the smoke's gone and the air is all clear those who were right there got a new kind of fear you'd fight and you were right but they were just too strong they'd stick it in your face and let you smell what they consider wrong. that's why I say hey man, nice shot. what a good shot man. a man has gun hey man have fun nice shot. I wish I would have met you I wish I would have met you I'd say nice shot.
Myspace Or Cherry Tap
if u had both which do you like more be honest and not afraid
What Victoria Secret Angel Am I?
You Are Most Like Gisele Bundchen Slightly exotic and perfectly gorgeous Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?
I'm Not One To Judge!
I am a good person,, I'm not one to judge people and or make fun... If you have something to say I will listen,,, and if theres a problem I will try an help in whatever way possible,, just remember this when ever you need someone to lean on.
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I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th
Nobodys Hero
I knew he was different, in his sexuality I went to his parties, as a straight minority It never seemed a threat to my masculinity He only introduced me to a wider reality As the years went by, we drifted apart When I heard that he was gone I felt a shadow cross my heart But hes nobodys --- Hero --- saves a drowning child Cures a wasting disease Hero --- lands the crippled airplane Solves great mysteries Hero --- not the handsome actor Who plays a heros role Hero --- not the glamor girl Whod love to sell her soul If anybodys buying Nobodys hero I didnt know the girl, but I knew her family All their lives were shattered In a nightmare of brutality They try to carry on, try to bear the agony Try to hold some faith In the goodness of humanity As the years went by, we drifted apart When I heard that she was gone I felt a shadow cross my heart But shes nobodys --- Hero --- the voice of reason Against the howling mob Hero --- the pride of purpose In
Newsflash:
I'M FUCKING HORNY!
Ecstasy (megadeth)
You live in a world of fantasy You live in a web of deceit You want it all including me You like it all to be neat I come to you when shadows fall I leave as the dawn arrives Hide the truth to deceive them all How my good intention lies Try to silence the suspicions Feeding the dark inhibitions We can never let anyone see The sin I bring called ecstasy The sin I bring ecstasy Secret meetings that we hide Deeds of iniquity The price of foolish pride The cost of immorality And we hide the truth to deceive them all And the pain of what will never be Try to silence the suspicions Feeding the dark inhibitions We can never let anyone see The sin I bring called ecstasy The sin I bring ecstasy
Written For Me By Mio King
I love u U are the air I breathe U are tears I shed U are my heart U are in my brain U are the blood I shed U are my future - that's what makes u my everything. I love u Sal
Fucking Sickly
Current mood: sick Category: Parties and Nightlife And..... I feel like utter shit today. It's supposed to be my fucking vacation, and here I am practically choking on my own snot. It started yesterday morning..and lasted the whole day, all through last night, and this morning is still quite previlant. I have got to get some fucking medication. An antihystamine or something. Also, because I'm swallowing so much fucking snot, I feel fucking nauseous as hell(as I'm sure you do as well after reading this) Ugh goddamn! Anyway, despite my illness, I had fun last night..let me think what I did... Oh yeah. I came into Conway and went straight to my Grandma and Papaw's house. The original plan was for Marcelo and Trey to meet me there. However, whilst I was there, my friend Blake called me and wanted to know if I'd come see his new apartment. Then my friend Steven called and was like.. Dude, come see our new apartment.. Apparently they live together with two additional people.
I Used To Believe I Nrainbows
Used to believe in rainbows I used to believe in rainbows and have irridecent dreams. I used to believe in beauty in its various schemes I used to believe in unicorrns, and the ancient fae. I used to love to dance between night and day. Now all I yearn for is a simple dream, To be loved and honored and held in some esteam. I am always in the Shadowland. My heart belongs to only one, it is his to command. Through pain beauty is clarified and in the darkness true love resides. I used to believe in majick and true loves first glow. I still believe in beauty I still believe in grace. I have had the fortune to feel Erotica's true embrace Time is sometimes fleeting, sometime time is all we have. It is in the darkened hours, just before the day Where Nymph and Seraphim dance and keep the pain at bay. I used to believe in rainbows, I guess I still believe in dreams. I await you my beloved Shadowboi, Where
Crush'em (megadeth)
Enter the arena and hit the lights Step up now you're in for a ride this is war, ain't no fun and games we get it up, you go down in flames Party time, going down you better not mess us around the stakes are rich, take a hit or stay the price is high, someone's gonna pay Heads I win, tails you lose out of my way I'm coming through roll the dice don't think twice and we crush, crush 'em Looking for trouble, now you've found it you're a drum and we're gonna pound it Last one standing wins the fight hear us scream and shout all night down on the floor and eat the grit this is gonna hurt a little bit Heads I win, tails you lose out of my way I'm coming through roll the dice don't think twice and we crush, crush 'em Now we lay you down to rest you'll never be more than second best step inside you're in for a ride and we crush, crush 'em Don't need reason, don't want names just a John Doe to put to shame step aside let me explain the name of the gam
April 28, 2007 At 08:26 Am Edt
Maria had a good night last night and she was alert and responding to our voices this morning. They were able to close her chest during surgery yesterday and she has been becoming more stable as the hours pass. Thanks to everyone for all their comments of encouragement, prayers and sending all that positive energy our way...we will continue to update frequently on Maria's progress. She has proven to be a tough little cookie and with each day that passes I feel she will come through all this just fine.
April 27, 2007 At 05:29 Pm Edt
Maria had more surgery today. The surgeons created a hole in the wall of her Atrium to allow the blood to flow through normally. She was placed on the heart lung machine once again, and gave us a bit of a scare when she was initially taken off of it. She is stabilizing more and more and is sleeping well at the moment. Maria is still considered critical at this time and the next 24-48 hours will be crucial for her. The doctors feel positive and I know in my heart she will come through this ok. We will be staying here tonight at her bedside talking to her and letting her know that we are here pulling for her. Please keep all the prayers and positive energy coming her way.
Gothic Rose
Gothic Rose Dark angel hair ebon black and skin translucent white walking down the corrider of the damned in the stille of the night. Searching for a reason to live She has all her life done nothing but give. Searching for answers to the timeless question, "what defines true love?' Cross the field of broken glass, love tha has been destroyed. Through a darkened door, into the abyss, the black void. Dark angel, perhaps the the last gothic rose. She is the star here in her private theater of the damned. She is the mistress, her lackeys to command. She can be cruel and kind at the same time. There is no reason, no cohearant rhyme. With her famous harlequin smile She seduces them with a dance, some deceit but no guile. They cry softly "Will you shadowdance with me?' there are many promising things on bended knee. She ignores them all and continues to dance. She does cavort and of course dance. Long ago the Dragon seduced he
Am I A Tease?
You Are a Tiny Tease You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't. You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on. However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior. It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil! Are You a Tease?
Nfl Draft
3 3 Cleveland Thomas, Joe OT 6-6 313 Wisconsin Smart choice Cleveland 2 years in a row
April 26, 2007 At 07:00 Pm Edt
Today Maria is remaining stable. When we went into her room, and she heard her mommy and daddy's voices, she actually responded by opening her eyes and squeezing her mommy's finger. They will continue to keep Maria stable tonight, and tomorrow around 7:30am she will have to undergo one more surgical procedure and the surgeons will then close her chest. The procedure should be short, as they will be placing a small hole between both Atrium to allow a place for the blood to mix and distribute oxygen to her lungs. This is the issue that they found Monday night and temporarily corrected with a balloon as Maria was not stable enough to undergo another surgery such as this. The doctors tell me she should be out of surgery within 3 hours and we will be there rooting for Maria all the way. Keep Maria in your thoughts and prayers as she goes through her ordeal tomorrow.
Prince Of Darkness (megadeth)
My victims are rich of poor, young or old, strong or weak I cause millions of accidents, I am cancer in your bones I fathered the lie, twist what you say, speak not the truth I am insidious, impartial, deep inside your chromosomes I take what you love, and leave you in tears I imprison your soul, your hopes are my games I strip you of pride, my promise is in vain While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames I bring poverty, sickness and death A worthless handshake, the slickest thief, I steal your wealth I answer your prayers for greed and lust More than evil, I laugh at your trust I am more powerful than all the armies of the world I am more violent than violence, more deadly than death I have destroyed more men than all the nation's wars I am relentless, unpredictable, waiting for your last breath Evil, more evil than violence Violent, more violent than death Deadly, more deadly than man I am yeah, yeah, I'm evil I am My kingdom corrupt with disse
Erotica's Grace Iii
As luna shines her silver rays down through a black velvet sky, I sit and dream of a land between day and nigh lost in beauty lost in grace as I remember the past summer as I kissed Eroticas face I found my match found my mate knowing in this life it is not too late beauty is love personified and through pain beauty is clarified the warm wind caressing the mountians the tempid heat warming the desert floor it was the right choice to walk through that darkened door a leep of faith trusting my heart once more I found one that does me adore beautiful dreamer come shadowdance with me between the real and surreal between black and white where angels and demons dance on the brink of madness just to feel true loves rarest kiss between heaven and hell cross the field of glass and the theater of pain long have i searched fore thee and at last my search has come to an end with complete love and pure trust I will share my life till
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April 25, 2007 At 11:46 Pm Edt
Maria did every good today. The nurse are keeping her the way she is and haveing her focus on getting better. Since me, Ray, and mom pretty stated with her all night, the nurse told us to go back to the Ronald McDonald House and get some sleep. They may even close her chest tomorrow night. We well keep you posted if they do
Guess What!?!?!?
... my pics made it past the first application process of SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!! yeah, thats right. my looks ARE good enough. I feel like doing the happy dance right now.
A Erotic Shadowdance
White theighs incased in black lace .. crimson lips that have kissed eroticas face. flame hair blowing in the breeze. .a sensual seduction erotic tease soft lips on thy body trail.. sensual kisses from head to tail. lovers entwined sharing dark desire.. s angels and deamons watch wondering what will transpire.. soft lips a feathery caress . in a sillouette i slowly undress shall I shadow dance for thee. .an erotic seduction on hand and knee.. lips that tease and make thee swell showing you the pleasures of heaven and hell.. dance with me beautiful dreamer .. make love to me mightnight erotic screamer take me to shadowspace .. let me again feel eroticas grace. .lovers meet through a breif momment in space and time .. taste of me my lips of crimson wine.. make love to me so sweet and devine.. ~Shadowdancer~ 1-1-06
April 25, 2007 At 03:22 Pm Edt
Maria gave us another scare last night. Around 7-8 Maria stats stared to go WAY down because the blood in the PDA tube start to clot. The nurses gave her some blood thinners and within a couple of minutes she was fine. She is still doing ok and looking better then she did. The doctors took her off the meds that make her heart regulate and they also took her off some oxygen she's been doing pretty good on her own. She's also opening her eyes more and moving her hands and feet a little. They are looking towards closing her chest on Friday. So far today everything is good. We well keep you all posted.
Autoerotica
soft caress gentle tease gossamer shadows cool night breeze bodies twine and do mesh a taste of pale whitef'esh wrists bound with silken cord angels and deamons dance and on flesh do gourge pale hands tease and caress the kiss of a whip on alabaster flesh on knees prone and vulnrable. wild mane of fire.. passions rise dark desire.. in the darkness decadent pleasures do transpire.. just a lil prose to start your morning ..
What Alcoholic Drink Am I?
You Are a Margarita You live most of your life in "Margaritaville", and everyone who knows you knows it. You can party with the best of them - and you're really up for anything! You're the type who's most likely to do body shots or enter a bikini contest. You prefer to date a man as lively as you are... he has to keep up! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
She-wolf (megadeth)
The mother of all that is evil Her lips are poisonous venom Wicked temptress knows how to please The priestess roars, "Get down on your knees" The rite of the praying mantis Kiss the bones of the enchantress Spellbound searching through the night A howling man surrenders the fight One look in her lusting eyes Savage fear in you will rise Teeth of terror sinking in The bite of the she-wolf My desires of flesh obey me The lioness will enslave me Another heart beat than my own The sound of claws on cobblestone, I'm stoned Beware what stalks you in the night Beware the she-wolf and her bite Her mystic lips tell only lies Her hidden will to kill in disguise
April 24, 2007 At 03:25 Pm Edt
Maria underwent her first open-heart surgery yesterday. The surgeons replaced the pulmonary valve, as it was extremely small. They then placed the shunt and all was looking pretty good. However, they began having difficulty keeping her stabilized. We were called back to the hospital around 7:30 pm as they were getting ready to take Maria back in for another dye test to find the problem. We were here much of the night and the surgeon finally emerged and let us know that they found another small valve that had to be made larger through placing a balloon in to enlarge it. Maria still has an open incision to reduce additional trauma to her tiny body in the event she will need any further surgery. We are here today with Maria and I was able to go back and see her today. She looks a bit pale, but much better than yesterday. The surgeon spoke with us and he feels that although her stats are not perfect, she seems toward be heading to the positive side of things. Maria actually opened
Senusal Etherism
Shadowdance kisses on thy lips .. as I feel the teasing sensuality of the whips.. crimson hair emerald eyes some have said many a mans demise.. let me meet u in shadow space let us roll arround lost in eroticas grace Dark seductions the feel of a silken rose scarlett lips sand fishnet hose black lace on white skin let us recreate the meaning of original sin wrists bound with lengths of silk.. sink between my theighs of creamy milk.. a feast of flesh alive i cry .. let us break on throuhg th the darker side decadent pleasures.. gossamar lace dark seductions and Eroticas grace.. the soft sensuality the agonizing tease .. would you have me serve thee on my knees?? lips so soft teasing thee. dark desires i stir within thee.. unfinished.. ~Shadowdancer
My Husband Sucks :-/
Ohh did you think this was gonna be a bash about him? haha NO.. Well since the punk has been on this diet with me.. he started probably almost 2 weeks ago.. he's lost 20 fucking pounds! *growls* I know men lose faster but still! *growls* He sucks lol
April 23, 2007 At 12:25 Am Edt
Maria is now a week old!! Her three great grandmothers, her great aunt, her nana, her grandpa, her step grandmother, her two uncles, Sean, Matt, and of course Bonnie all came to wish Maria a happy 1 week. Maria is doing really good she been moving more and even opening her eyes and looking around. Its going to be a long night for me and Ray because she is going to have her first surgery. she is in good hands so im sure everything well go well. But pleace say a preyer for her we well keep you all posted.
April 20, 2007 At 10:11 Am Edt
Our precious Maria received her Baptism last night, by Pastor Tony, among quite a crowd of her family and friends. She continues to grow more beautiful each day and is doing well holding her own with the medication. What a phenomenal spirit she has to bring so many people around her that love her so much and after only being here for a few short days. It is amazing to see the love and support that Maria, Robin & Ray have around them through this tough time. Maria had so many pictures taken by her family and friends and we each took our turn holding her in our arms. I hope to get several new pictures posted soon. It was like a red-carpet paparazzi frenzy! Maria will be having her first surgery Monday at 7:30 am. The procedure should last around 3-5 hours, and the doctors will continue to work with her throughout the week. I have no doubt that she will have many supporters at the hospital on Monday, and all the love, hope and prayers will pull her through.
Masks
Masks In the shadows where I dream, In the shadows where I scream. Caught between sanity and the abyss Subdued perhaps by loves first kiss Is love an illusion or is it a dream Things are seldom what they seem The promise of peace. The promise of sweet release. Can I just get back to my center? To find my core... I want things the way they were before. Lost in the sweet mask of Erotica’s grace A nameless Shadow without a face I want to be loved for what resides within my soul. I want a place I can go To be with the one I adore Someplace distant by a shore Simple dreams, Ah nothing is truly as simple as it seems Constrained by bonds not of my making I gave my heart It was for the taking.. I have no regrets save one Sometimes I fear things are over just before they have begun I know no way except lock my self in a shell Live in yet another form of hell I try talking and am meat with ice Here again in a prison of my device So I put on the mask I used
Lost Poem
She was not looking at me anymore, staring out into space like that, and I knew wherever she was, I would never know her there. She was quite small in the shadow, of what she used to be, and maybe I understood a bit, why she wished to leave me here, because I wasn’t something, make-believe. And the wind was washing away, what used to make her talk to me, she’s talking to herself now, her lips are parted so that when I, maybe I will look inside her, and maybe I will see what is wrong. Her mouth is open wider now, and maybe she wants me to see, so when I peer inside, when I see what she wanted me to, when I see the blackness of night, and death, I seem to think I understand, and now I know where I am again.
Sweating Bullets (megadeth)
Hello me ... Meet the real me And my misfits way of life A dark black past is my Most valued possessions Hindsight is always 20-20 But looking back it's still a bit fuzzy Speak of mutually assured destruction? Nice story ... Tell it to Reader's Digest !!! Feeling paranoid True enemy or false friend? Anxiety's attacking me, and My air is getting thin I'm in trouble for the things I haven't got to yet I'm chomping at the bit and my Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets [Solo : Dave] Hello me ... It's me again You can subdue, but never tame me It gives me a migraine headache Thinking down to your level Yea, just keep on thinking it's my fault And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance Mankind has got to know His limitations Feeling claustrophobic Like the walls are closing in Blood stains on my hands and I don't know where I've been I'm in trouble for the things I haven't got to yet I'm sharpening the axe, and my Palms are getting wet, sweatin
The Cusp
The Cusp In the time between night till dawn Where right is not white and black not wrong Where the demons and seraphim meet to play The shadow time between night and day Where white meets black and creates grey Betwixt the river Styx and stream of life There is a place called the well of souls Where demons ascend and angels go Mystical magical is the middle ground Where decadence runs rampant and the lost are found One in neither sinner nor saint in the Cusp One can simply be free Between time and space Where Erotica has truly shown her grace Come follow me and take my hand Let us dance through the Shadowland ~Shadowdancer~ September 10 2005 757am
April 18, 2007 At 07:37 Pm Edt
Maria will be having her first surgery sometime Monday. Robin changed her first diaper today, and both mommy & daddy got to hold her. She is doing well on the medication and has the weekend to grow stronger and even more stable. On Monday, the surgeons will place a shunt between the artery to the arm and the arteries to the lungs. (at least this is how I believe it is done). We should hear more details on the procedures tomorrow. I will post more pictures tonight for our friends & family.
Four Things You Cant Recover......
THE STONE......... AFTER THE THROW. THE WORD............... AFTER ITS SAID. THE OCCASION.......... AFTER THE LOSS. THE TIME...................... AFTER ITS GONE. One of my friends emailed my this and just thought I would share it.
I Am Careful Who My Friends Are~by Choice
I find people to be stupid by association. If you're friends with someone who I have had words with in the past, and through those words determined that person to be a waste of oxygen, you are therefore stupid by association. I figured I should explain that on the off chance that you're one of those stupid people and would need an explanation. I can and have remained friends with people who have maintained associations with people I don't deem worthy enough to piss on if they should ever find themselves to be on fire, but those instances are few and far between. It has lead people to accusing me of being an immature pain in the ass for assuming that everyone should think the same way as me. Allow me to clarify for a moment. You see, I'm never going to tell you who you can and cannot associate with. You are free to be friends with whomever you choose. That is your prerogative and you should exercise that as often as I exercise the same. Just don't think that I have to be friend
Baby Maria Needs Your Prayers!
The pictures below are of my newest family member. Baby Maria Elizabeth! She is only 4 days old but has already had her share of hard times. Below the pictures you will read my sisters own words about her new grand daughter. All I ask, is that someone out there pray for her. She deserves to live as we all do. God Bless You Maria! I Love You! Lady Shannon Maria Elizabeth Schumann was born April 15, 2007 at 10:19pm...a few hours later, her oxygen levels began to drop, Maria was transported to Cincinnatti Children's medical Center around 4:30 am. She has been stabilized and diagnosed with Tricuspid Atresia with small VSD...in other words, her heart did not completely develop. This is what people used to call "blue baby syndrome". Years ago, she would have had to had immediate surgery without being stabilized, properly diagnosed, etc. Maria will require 3 surgeries over some time, to correct this defect...the following link explains the defect and procedures: http://www.cinc
Sorry It Couldn't Be Me
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL SMILE TO YOUR FACE THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL FEELING TO YOUR HEART SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THAT SHOWED YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU WANTED THAT GAVE YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU NEEDED SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HAND THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HEART SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE THAT YOU COULD LOVE SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
A New Friend !
I see the children play, there are all so merry and gay. Man,I wish I were that way, but not on this dreadful day. I woke up feeling so blue, had a terrible dream about you. Still don`t know what to do, walking around in the morning dew. Yeah I will go for a long walk,find me sometime whom with I can talk. See a young lady and come to a halt, why is everything always my fault. She says" what are you talking about?", I say "oh I just thought I would get out". She looks at me and has some doubt, then she says" so why did you come out?" So early on this sunny day, I asked her if she could stay. With me and maybe I will say, then she turns to walk away. Okay I say I will tell you why, and please don`t think I am a weird guy. I know you don't think I am shy, so here let me give it a try. She says you look like you need a friend, I smile and say that I don't have a lot of time to spend. Then I think well my job has come to an end, so we talk until we see the sun descend. Don`t know what happ
Heaven's A Lie (lacuna Coil)
Oh no, here it is again I need to know when I will fall in decay Something wrong with every plan of my life I didn't really notice that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Oh no, here it is again I need to know why did I choose to betray you Something wrong with all the plans of my life I didn't realize that you've been here Dolefully desired Destiny of a lie Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free Set me free your heaven's lie set me free with you love set me free
Just Droppin' In
Just a quick note to say "HI". I haven't been on much at all, just a short time yesterday morning, before having to go to work. Once work was over, I had to take the car in to have a tire checked. Then made the little over an hour drive to the lake to pick up Lee's mom, and bring her back to Columbia, to spend last night with us. We are leaving, probably within the next 1 1/2 hr. or so, and headed to Indy, to take her back home. Lee had a bunch of stuff still at work to do, so he did have to go in for awhile today, to try and finish up, or we could have left before now. He is due home in 30 mins. or so, and then it will just be a matter of getting the car loaded and we'll head out. We were talking about stopping in St. Louis for a bit, to sees Lee's nieces new baby, but I haven't heard any definate word on that, so I'm not sure if that is still in the plans or not. Lee doesn't work Mon, but I do, so we're going to have to turn around and leave tomorrow, so won't get to spend as
How Horny R U
You scored as Day horny. You get horny during the daytime. Evenings and mornings are bed time... for sleeping, that is. You like to have it at the same time you are having your daily activities. You may want do it anywhere: workplace, school, in bus, train, after returning home. But your companion might not want to do it the daytime, but leave the cherry of the cake for more sacred time.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com
Dark Desire
Stolen Momment He lies her down on satin sheets she parts her creamy thighs -sweet nectar dripping~ Her dream love places his lips on her neck -scarlett blood, coursing pulsation- Tender achingly agonizing he presses his sensual mouth against her cupid bow lips. -feathery caresses she wraps her wings around him.. soft down caressing... sweet honey dripping lily white breasts heave he binds her in strands of pearls.. trailing a feather across her tawny nipples, through her silken valley he leans forward.. teasing and suckling her nipples. -soft sighs ancient blood racing- she yearns ,her passion builds.. a trailing tongue slowly downwards tickling nipping lightly scoring drawing blood... he moves his way towards her creamy thighs.. he sinks his fangs in the inner hollow blood dripping,mixed with sweet nectar cream. -cries of passion,ecstasy- a moan, a whimper he locks on her jewel sucking and teasing it-sweet pulsation- he binds her ankles she is helpless to r
The Conjuring (megadeth)
Welcome to out sanguinary sect of worship, Feel at home in our black conventicle, As we anathematise, All of those who oppose us, Don't summon the devil, Don't call the priests, If you need the strength, The conjuring. Obey!!! Behold the flames rise, From the compass' cardinal points, Burn the sacred oil, And, with the ashes you'll annoint, Arrange the symbols, Of the wizard, and, magician, Light the candles, Place the parchment paper in position, Between its leaves place, The lash from a black cat's eye, A straw of a broom, Fold, and, burn, and, centralise, Don't summon the devil, Don't call the priests, If you need the strength, The conjuring, I am the devil's advocate, A salesman, if you will, You know my name. [You know my name], I met your father years ago, Gave him what he'd please, He called my name, you'll do the same, I'm claiming what is mine by right, It's time to close the deal, You're bought and sold, bought and sold, Come joi
Stolen Momment
Stolen Momment He lies her down on satin sheets she parts her creamy thighs -sweet nectar dripping~ Her dream love places his lips on her neck -scarlett blood, coursing pulsation- Tender achingly agonizing he presses his sensual mouth against her cupid bow lips. -feathery caresses she wraps her wings around him.. soft down caressing... sweet honey dripping lily white breasts heave he binds her in strands of pearls.. trailing a feather across her tawny nipples, through her silken valley he leans forward.. teasing and suckling her nipples. -soft sighs ancient blood racing- she yearns ,her passion builds.. a trailing tongue slowly downwards tickling nipping lightly scoring drawing blood... he moves his way towards her creamy thighs.. he sinks his fangs in the inner hollow blood dripping,mixed with sweet nectar cream. -cries of passion,ecstasy- a moan, a whimper he locks on her jewel sucking and teasing it-sweet pulsation- he binds her ankles she is helpless to r
Baby Maria Needs Your Prayers!
The pictures below are of my newest family member. Baby Maria Elizabeth! She is only 4 days old but has already had her share of hard times. Below the pictures you will read my sisters own words about her new grand daughter. All I ask, is that someone out there pray for her. She deserves to live as we all do. God Bless You Maria! I Love You! Lady Shannon Maria Elizabeth Schumann was born April 15, 2007 at 10:19pm...a few hours later, her oxygen levels began to drop, Maria was transported to Cincinnatti Children's medical Center around 4:30 am. She has been stabilized and diagnosed with Tricuspid Atresia with small VSD...in other words, her heart did not completely develop. This is what people used to call "blue baby syndrome". Years ago, she would have had to had immediate surgery without being stabilized, properly diagnosed, etc. Maria will require 3 surgeries over some time, to correct this defect...the following link explains the defect and procedures: http://www.cinc
What Color Rose Am I?
You Are an Orange Rose You represent desire and enthusiasm Your vibe: Sexy yet familiar Falling in love with you: happens instantly - it's a fast ride What Color Rose Are You?
Liqid Pleasires
Liquid Pleasures Liquid pleasures, liquid sins where one body leaves off hte other begins. Pul lme close , I wil lhold you tight, let erotica be born on this sultry night. Bloody kisses, erotic moans, let us play in the temple we call home. My fangs sink into your julgar vein, let us whip the horses eyes again. Liquid Pleasures, Liquid Delights, hold me close in hte still of night... Roll with me let us begin. Nails digging, flesh yielding, the sweet metallic taste of blood. I softly lap as our bodies writhe. Show me the pleasure of heaven, for it I to Hell will dive. Liquid pleasures, Liquid Sins, where one pleasure leaves off the other begins. Passion ebbing to be built again. Hungers calling for female or men. Satin Seductions, Sati nDreams Would you love to here erotica scream?? ~Shadowdancer ~ April 2001
The Mistress Speaks
The Mistress Speaks On your knees, your Mistress of darkness speaks, do as I bid or I will make you weep You are mine to serve and please, I would have you on bended knee. You lowly slave you will obey, I will not have it any other way. You will do my bidding, do my will, and for your effort I might grant you an erotic thrill. Cold and beuatiful am I , I am the one who makes fallen angels cry! You will crawl, and yo uwill beg, you will caress your Mistresse's leg. You will serve and you will bow, don't even pretend you don't know how!! You will crawl like hte lowest dog upon hot embers through a darkened fog. If i have thee dress in feminine attire, you will say "yess Mistress, your pleasure is what I desire" If I have thee caress my leg, you will tomy toes suck beg. Lowly slave, it is your job to pleasure, and I will reward thee at my leisure. For my amusement you wil incure pain, you would from this , knowledge gain. On a rack naked and pron
Mandatory Family Commentments
Hate being Harsh,But to belong to my Family u must be Loyal to me.If you are not,then you have no business being in it.All I ask is 1 hr. of your Time to Show Some Love,to members that run themselves raggit in contests.That Simple.Now give this members Baby some Damn Love. Here is the link, just click the pic~ All my Commitments are with B.G.D's at the Moment.as I have Limited out with Comments 4 days in a Row.As long as Lovingman continues to gain ground,I will continue to Vote for B.G.D's
Im Sorrie For What We Men Do!!!!
Pce, When i joined cherrytap i decided too invite ladies only and yes some guy's dressed as ladies came in but i booted em out.. lol Now back too my apology..I have spoken too alot of very wonderful ladies on this page and they all seem too tell me the samething. What they tell me is that men be taking there pics and adding them too there's with out permission also guys are telling the ladies what exactly they doing with the pics..Im sorrie guy's that's not flattery thats twisted behavior..What u guy's doing i dont understand get help fast..take electric shocks treatments.lol Now im not going too say that i aint seen no nudie pics from my cherrytap ladie friends i have seen some that made me say wow and why would they do that. but its your right ladies too add what u want on here if cherrytap ok it.. But its not our right as men too degrade these ladies on here because they are someone's mom sister aunt cuzzin or even grandmother..will u want someone too degrade them?. So gentlem
Mona Lisa Smile
Mona Lisa Smile Take me to the place where east meets west.. and we lie upon a jungle canopy you drink from my navel a sweet essance of papya and honey as we make love under the velvet sky I urge you faster ride you hard as I would whip my steed into a frey sweating and lathered in juices and sweat I take you for another type of ride a delight as old as time.. I slowly sink to my knees my white skin pale against your dark strong ebon hands you grab my mane of hair and urge me downward my mouth begins its erotic tease.. I take you full take you to the brink a explosion of red black and white in my head and I drain you of your prana your essance.. we lie in a collapsed heap.. bodies spent for the momment .till I make you rise again this time I ride you hard and fast as I would my favorite steed..you are rode hard to the pointe of colapse and I the victor get my reward we shower eachother under a water fall I was you and you wash me my pale nipples hardeded and g
Jaded Angel
Jaded Angel Jaded angel fallen from innocence, Fallen from grace, She dances and kisses Erotica’s Face.. Once pure now jaded Hunger sometimes quelled but not abated. Back to a purity of a time from the past Innocent whispers not the last. Fallen angel full of grace, Fallen angel without a place Beautiful child all alone Searches the Myst’s for things from another time, Searches and dances without reason or rhyme. Jaded Angel ebony black in the light Seductive erotic with wings outstretched in flight In the Myst’s she flies wings outspread.. Seeking a haven to rest her weary head. In the darkness a lone tower appears.. She approaches with curiosity in awe but not fear. The tower dark and enticing and so familiar A gate surrounds it .. She pauses a moment and watches the tower from afar. Such a intriguing place here in the Shadow Land She wonders who tower this is to command.. She watches in silence and studies in shad
Are You A Freak?
You scored as Morning horny. You get up, you get hot. You want some after getting up, or possibly, before getting up. You like to have it when you have woken up and before it's not too day time. Mornings have sometimes mist, clouds and morning sun, and of course always new day and no worries! Although if you companion is too tired you might get frustrated.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?
Whats Your Score?
You scored as Fun. Your fun fun fun! Please rate my quiz!Fun94%Outgoing75%Nice75%Shy25%Immature19%Dramatic19%mean0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)
Home !!! Yayyyyyyyyyy!
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An Erotic Inerlude
An Erotic Interlude As you lie me on a bed of silk I offer you a taste of my skin of milk. Sensual seductions , Angel cries As you brush back my auburn hair, I look into your eyes seeing only care. Slowly, sensually with erotic grace, Your sensual lips touch my pale white face. Deftly with practiced ease, You slowly begin your erotic tease.. Butterfly caresses with a scarf of silk You take me to a place which loverýs built. You undress my gossamer gown Then tie me to the bed wrists bound. There I lay naked and prone You seek to claim me, making me your own. You place your hand upon my hips, I beg of thee to taste your lips.. Pouring me on wine so red I sensually moan and try to turn on the bed. With your tongue you begin your tease, Sensually, gracefully you part my knees. With your tongue you begin to move From my ankle to my grove, Teasing my petals of rose, You send me to the place where angels go. Silken pleasures, Ero
Whats Your Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
How Jealious Am I?
You Are 35% Jealous You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control! How Jealous Are You?
What A Lie Lol!!
center>You are 91% fuckable!
Succubus
Succubus Crimson lips full of dark desire, Angels burning on a bloody pyre Faerie wings bathed in the pale moonlight damned souls screaming with fright. Ebony hair blowing in the breeze Otherkind dancing under a knoll of trees Her entrancing eyes, her translucent white skin She will teach you the meaning of original sin. Slowly she walks towards you with a hypnotic sway Your desire you cannot keep at bay. Sex radiates from this creature of the damned She has you in a trance, you are hers to command. Scarlett blood drips from her lips, you look into her eyes and into the abyss you slip. Passion ignited she sinks to her knees Slowly she begins her erotic tease. She slowly removes her tunic of lace breasts bared she takes your member in her mouth to embrace. Sensual pleasures begin to crest she takes you to a place where east meets west.. She teases thy member making it swell you wonder if this is heaven or if it is hell She caresses the veins of your
Life Again
Alright day 2 of separation from the husband. I feel much more strongly about it today. I packed up a bunch of his stuff last night and I wasn't sad about it at all. Was kinda relieved in a way. I'm still confused though. I know this is something I've wanted but now its so weird to me. I haven't been single in 6 years. Will be weird to move on to my new self.
Flirty ? True ?
You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?'
Porno What!!?
The porno of Jeffre's life will be called ... "Freak-Show Love" 'What will the porno of your life be called?'
Ghetto Huh?
47% Ghetto ...Kinda Ghetto. You are kinda Ghetto. You are not the coolest or most suave person in the world. But you are not that ghetto either. You are only ghetto in the most extreme of circumstances. 'How sexually ghetto are you?'
Whats Your Sign?
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio
Sexual I.q?
Sexual I.Q? You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Help Would Be Appreciated
Yea yea...I know I could jus go to the help lounge..but I am too lazy to do that...lol N sides...Friends on CT r there to help right?? I am jus a tad confuzzled about the Bulletins regarding Lounges? Jus wtf r they all about? R they only places to go and listen to music? Or can one actually take part in conversation in these places? Do you have to request tuneage in them? Or can I just be my regular goofy self and do what I do best...blab!! I am sure someone out there can enlighten me and help to aleviate my confuzzlement. Blessed Be xo Boo xo

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