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Newspaper Adds
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Realization Hits You Hard
Well, I have been told once again that we are leaving the states. This will be my third time out in four years. I am about to og back to Iraq for the second time and the first time out was Korea. We are packing all of out stuff so that means its real again. No one is really thinking about it, but I get to see all of the inner workings of getting ready so I know its close. Well, Everyone keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we head out once again. My last time, many of the guys first time, and a lot have been and will go again before its over.

Pa Friends
PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS VS. PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Always bring the food. > > FRIENDS: Will say "hello". > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. > > FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad > > FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Cry with you. > > FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just > being together. > > FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. > > FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. > > FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. >PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" > > FRIENDS: Are for a while > PENNSYLVANI

This Is So True...
Things learned living in North Carolina 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in North Carolina. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in North Carolina, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're don

Martha Or Maxine??????
Are you a Martha or Maxine? *Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! To keep

Spiderman !!!
I'm a huge fan of Spidey, since I was a kid. I think it could be all those nasty kinky web fantasies tho *smile* but I saw the new movie and loved it. It got a bit slow....too much into the love relationship but the black suit was cool. If you have not seen it or not seens any of them I suggest its not a waste of time ! Let me know if you have and if you enjoyed them.

1907
Subject: 1907 The year is 1907, one hundred years ago...... >> >> Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an >> AMERICAN in 1907. >> >> >> "In the first place, we should insist that if the >> immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an >> American and assimilates himself to us, he >> shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone >> else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against >> any such man because of creed, or birthplace, >> or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's >> becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but >> an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. >> Any man who says he is an American, but something else >> also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but >> one flag, the American flag... We have room for but >> one language here, and that is >> the English language... and we have room for but one >> sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American >> people." >> >>

A Walk Threw Life
as you take a walk through life you will find many obsticals in your way sometimes you can move them very easily and other times you have to shove them out of your way... no one ever said the walk would be easy it is a tough path to walk sometime you get blinded by the glory of love and passion... and by the grace of god it last with you through thick and thin a strong love will last for a eternity through the long walk threw life... you will be pushed and shoved around by ones who really dont care you have to knock them back down to size and show and prove that you are stronger than they are and not weak as they think you are... show them your a very strong person and that you can make the walk through life with all the thoughts and threats and comments they make about you and who ever else you love... i walk through this life knowing what i want and live each day with the lasting love of my family and good friends... i live with the glory of the trust and truth and knowing of what

I'm Back!
Well, im back after my two week trip to North Carolina. It was a giant waste of time. I didnt learn anything there but i did get to know different people. I'm not quite afraid to work with women now, thats always a plus. But im home and its soo nice. Catch yall later. Freddy

This Is What Love Is All About!!!
It was a busy morning when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 a.m. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and re-dress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upse

In This Moment. A Really Cool Band
I am trying to help promote this one band. If you are going to ozzfest this year. They will be there and me too ;) Please check out there webpage whenever you can. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=3002730&MyToken=a6e37fa1-b0d8-494f-b27a-73161b500ab7

Ramblings
Wishes For A Brother By: Sharon Gay Watson One wish for you is long health and happiness Such that your life will be enriched and fulfilled And may you have smiles and hugs given every day to you From all your loved ones and friends. Another wish is for you to have everything you ever dreamed of And may your birthdays be great and you never grow old And hopefully things go smoothly after retirement But you will be missed so very much! My third wish for you is that you will forever be immortal At least….in my mind you will be that way Through the hurting, the lonely days on the road, and the endless phone calls May you always be near those who you love and care for the most. There is so much more I wish for you But I can’t get it all out on paper You just know that no matter where you go, or what you do There will always be this little short girl out here who cares more for you than she is willing to admit. *********************************************

Deborah's Heart
Deborah's Secret Garden... .. DEBORAH She'll let you in her house If you come knocking late at night She'll let you in her mouth If the words you say are right She'll let you deep inside There's a secret garden she hides She'll let you in her car You go driving by She'll let you into the parts of herself That will bring you down She'll let you in her heart If you've got a hammer and vice But into the secret garden don't think twice You've gone a million miles How far did you get That place where you can't remember And you can't forget She'll lead you down the path There be tenderness in the air She'll let you come just far enough So you knows she's really there And she'll look at you and smile In her eyes of the sea Deborah's got a secret garden Where everything you want Where everything you need Will always stay A million miles

Typing Vs Telling
Why is it that it's so much easier to type the things I want to do to him than it is to look him in the eye and tell him? That's exactly how I'd start, you know... I'd watch the nerves, the anticipation and the hunger dance in his eyes. As our bodies moved toward one another my hands would reach out to casually caress his chest, my torso only moments behind. Pressed gently against him I'd allow my hands a brief tour of his body, watching as they fondled his pecks, feeling their way across his collar bone and massaging his shoulders for a beat, before coming to rest behind his neck. I'd be on tiptoes by then, pressing the full length of my body against his. Pulling gently I would guide his lips the last few inches toward mine. We would exchange a look full of desire just before our eyelids fluttered closed. Half a heartbeat later his lips would meet mine in a soft, timid kiss. Our lips would rest against each other. Neither moving, neither breathing, both of us just taking in the

Errrrrrrrrrg
so lately my life has been full of drama and stress....my grandpa who is like a dad to me keeps going in to the hospital. im really afraid that hes gonna pass on soon and i dont want him to yet. last wekk i got the scarrest phone call of my life ...my friend told me that this guy that i use to date tested positive for HIV....and that if i had it well yea it was jus affecting me but my b/f too....so i had to go to this place and get tested and my results came out negative thank god....and then to find out he was lying about the whole thing...i swear if i ever see that guy again i will kill him ...why would you ever lie about something soo serious....i jus want a week with no drama

April Baby I Am
>------------------APRIL BABY ------------------- Suave and compromising. >Funny and humorous. >Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned >and detailed. Loyal. Does >work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. >Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and >knowledgeable. Loves to look >for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to >motivate oneself and >others. Understanding. Fun to be around. >Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves >sports, music, leisure and >travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a >cutie that's caught your >eye >will introduce themselves and you will realize that >you are very much alike in the next 2 days. >

For The Mothers...
Snagged from SweetDreams. Thank you, dear lady.Makes me cry every year! Enjoy ... Mothers Day If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around by Mother's Day. This is for all the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's OK honey, Mommy's here." Who walk around the house all night with their babies when they keep crying and won't stop. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for all the mothers who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at football or soccer games Friday night instead of watching from cars, so that wh

Western Things
The Lone Cowboy By: Sharon Gay Watson A young cowboy came up to me And placed his hat upon his knee, His wild, big eyes looked so sad; I smiled at him, and he was glad. The cowboy was twenty, I was sixteen. The way he looked at me was sharp and keen. His name was Joel, and he asked me mine; He asked how I was, and I told him "fine". I knew I had seen him, but I knew not where; But somehow I knew for this boy I had care. As I thought, it soon came to me, That I had been his wife-to-be. Now it's been five years since I left town, And Joel hadn't known what had come down. I had his child, now a girl of five, And I had often wondered if he was alive. The truth was soon told, he was a gunman; And he was chased by a deputy hangman. I cried as he told me he loved me that night; I wondered where he would be, come light. Then he went out, and I heard his steps go As he walked into the street down below. I froze as I heard a sickening cry, And I wept as I

Ok....... My Final!
Lmao! Ok I love that pick just wanted to get your attention! I had a blog here before but thankfully you all didn’t see it!...... that would have been hard to explain....... Ok then what to write about? Let me think...... :-? ..... so much has happened in this daY that I just don’t know! So much...... Meh fuck it! Like I care! Ok let’s see! I’ll tell ya the truth and yes I know! :-O but just settle down and let me finish ok! No first im a fake!.... and a big one! My whole life is fake! From the beginning to the end!..... and I know im getting ahead of myself but I know my death is going to be a crock a shit too!........ anyway!... im dark! Fucking darker then you all think! My soul is tainted and that not something you can get rid of!.... I pray to ..... ok I’m not telling ya that :P No I did stuff in my past that would make a priest shit himself! And well I liked it! And blood... ahhh gods! Please I long for that taste!!!! Just gimmy a virgin and I will suckle all fucking night!

Love
Can Some one Find True Love On the Net? I have found this one lady that i Want in my life and she is so sweet and kind. She Loves me Back And we have never Meet. She Lives so Fare away and I would love for her to Come to Me. I Raise Horses and for me to Pack up and Move is Out of this world. I am Broke and the Horses Take most of my money. So Moving is Out of the Question for me. I hear People Falling in Love all the Time on Here. But is it a Good Thing Or bad. Have any one of you out their Fell in Love on the Net and Did It work Out?

An Excerpt From Lessons In Obedience By Lucy Golden - Warning, This One Is Long
She said nothing, just stared down at her plate through the silence that blanketed the guests seated round the table. The polite chatter and arrangement of glasses and cutlery stopped as if switched off, for none of them had been given any inkling of this. After a moment's silence I shook my napkin out over my lap and continued, talking to Lucy as if I were totally unaware of the other four listening so intently. "Shall I tell you why?" The "yes" was almost inaudible. "Because I want to. That is all. Now, perhaps you could fetch the soup?" "All right." This was brave enough, but when she looked up at me – her lips trembling, her great round eyes already red, already moist – I yearned to take her up and hug her. "Couldn't you . . . Could I speak to you privately? Please?" I could have refused – maybe a stricter master would have done so – but she had never made such a request before and I had given her no chance to discuss the punishment in private before the guests arrived.

Retarded Grandparents
RETARDED GRANDPARENTS ( this was actually reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Florida. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out. They go cruising in their golf carts! Nobody there cooks, th

Why. Why Do People Do This To Me
when people are down on their luck, the come crying to me for support, and when I help them on their feet, they seem to forget me and take off running while I wonder about them. worrying if they are in the same situation they were in. Im sick of the bullshit

Bound
They both knew that in this naked and vulnerable state he was completely at her mercy. His wrists were bound together and attached to a hook in the ceiling. His ankles held apart with a spreader bar. Neither of them said a word as she stood before him, drinking in the sight of him. He was at least half a head taller than her. His dark hair was clipped close to his scalp causing his rich brown eyes to be his most prominent feature. Her gaze drifted downward to parts of him she'd never seen before. Closing the small gap between them she trailed her fingernail down his chest to his bellybutton. She took great delight in the contrast of their bodies. He had been blessed with coffee n' cream colored skin and she was pure cream. She was of average height and he was tall. She was distinctly overweight, which only served to enhance her curves and he carried only enough extra to give his body a soft feel and smooth look. But it was their skin that interested her the most, simply because of t

Several Poems I Wrote About Wrestling
DEADMAN WALKING By: Sharon Gay Watson Smoke rose up, footsteps fell; He walked in through the Gates of Hell. Darkness surrounded the man in black; His dark hair flowing around his back. His eyes rolled up inside his head; All around was a sense of dread. The lip curled up into a mean growl, And his whole face was a deep dark scowl. The fans were all screaming, chanting his name; They were waiting so long till he came. The room erupted with electricity, And everyone stood up on their feet. "Our Deadman's back" is all you hear, And the wrestler in the ring freezes in fear. The noise is deafening as Taker walks down Slowly, menacingly, further on the ramp. He does all his moves as he takes the poor man Totally apart, as he knows he can. The arms rise up, they move down to his knees, And into the Darkness you hear "Rest In Peace"!! Long live the Undertaker!! ************************************************* Taker By: Sharon Gay Watson M

True Story
It all starts with a husband who warns his wife that he's about to come up behind her. He warns her so that she has time to hide any windows or conversations she wants to keep private. Standing behind her he presses his lips to her neck, not touching her anywhere else. Slowly he begins to lick and nibble up and down her neck and shoulder. She sighs with pleasure and begs him not to stop. His answer is simply to brush her hair aside and continue his attentions on the other side of her neck. Her fingers fall from the keyboard and she reaches up to run her fingers through his hair. He moves his body to her side and begins licking and nibbling at the front of her neck, his hand sneaking up to cup her breast through her shirt. Using his hair for leverage she pulls his mouth away from her neck and presses his lips to hers hungrily. Their kiss is passionate and full of fire, as if they can't get enough of each other and are looking to devour one another. Through their kiss he takes her han

Cool
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An Exploration Of Sorts
He knew this little game was coming, he just didn't know when. Moments before he was due to arrive she glanced over the room to make sure everything was ready. The room was spotless. She'd spent hours cleaning it and made sure to put his favorite sheets on the bed. She laid out four lengths of soft nylon rope and tied each one to a corner of the bed. She lit the candles in the room and slipped into her lavendar baby doll lingerie. Grabbing the length of black velvet fabric, she headed to the landing at the top of the stairs to wait for him. She sat on the very stop step, her feet resting two steps below, and spread her knees just wide enough to tempt him.... and she waited. She fiddled with the black fabric, nervous thoughts and second guesses creeping into her mind. Was this really such a good idea? It had been months since they'd talked about this, was she so sure it was something he still wanted? She heard his key in the lock and realized it was too late to back out now. With a d

Quickie In The Park
From the moment they saw each other that day they couldn't keep their hands off one another. It was as if they were two wild animals acting purely on instinct. He didn't even kiss her right away. He reached immediately for her skirt and hiked it up to her waist. In the same instant she unzipped his fly and pulled his cock out, leaving his trousers around his waist. He wrapped her panties in his fist and ripped them from her body. She moaned out her arousal leaning forward and half biting, half nibbling on his neck. From my hidden vantage point I watched as his fingers disappeared inside her deliciously pink pussy. She pumped her fist up and down his cock as his fingers thrust in and out of her pussy. They were both breathing heavily, trying to stay as quiet as possible, thinking they were hidden by the bushes, not knowing that this old bum was watching them the entire time. Without warning she lifted herself up and wrapped her legs around his waist. Without a word he moved his hand out

Bits And Pieces - Completely Unproofed And Uneditted.
He turned me so that I was facing away from him. Pressing his body against mine I could feel his cock getting hard already. His hands wrapped around my waist and he caressed my neck with his lips. I tilted my head to the side, giving him more room. He continued nibbling at my flesh. His tongue flicked against my earlobe sending waves of pleasure to my core. I reached behind me and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him in closer. I felt his hands lifting my shirt and I allowed him to slide it over my head. He turned me to face him and trapped me between his car and his body. The cold metal of the car was a sharp contrast to the heat of his body. I wrapped my arms around his torso and ran my fingernails up and down his back. Taking my chin between his thumb and forefinger he tilted my face up to his. Slowly he touched his lips to mine. At first his kiss was so light I could barely feel it. * * * I want to feel more than just his hug. I want to know what it feels like to have h

The Combination To My Lock
One of the women that I list on my Every Day blog created a post like this and inspired me to write one of my own. The Combination to My Lock Surprise me: Walk up behind me while I'm reading and give me a hug and start kissing my neck and back. Or when we pass each other in the hallway push me against the wall, with your body pressing against mine, and kiss me passionately while rubbing my pussy through my jeans. Or pull me to you while I'm in the middle of a sentence and shut me up with your mouth. There are a million different ways and places to surprise me. Be creative, and do it. "No" means "Yes": If I tell you 'no' when you surprise me, really it's just because I'm afraid of being caught. The more turned on I am the more likely it is I will do you wherever you want me to. Just continue kissing and nibbling and licking and you will eventually have your way. I promise. If I say 'no' to one of your favorite fantasies it's because I need more information. Encourage me to open up

The Bell
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with fr

Caught
"What a fucking day," she muttered to herself as she turned her computer off. Just before her monitor flickered off she caught a glimpse of the clock. It was 9:28 at night. "I swear, if they didn't pay me so well..." her thoughts broke into a million empty promises as she tossed her purse over her shoulder. Her open toed sandals softly clicked against the tile of the hallway as she headed toward the elevator. Her skirt fluttered about her knees as she walked. She thought of the long relaxing bubble bath she was going to treat herself to once she got home. She also couldn't believe that she was young, single, and looking forward to a bubble bath on a Friday night. Perhaps she wasn't as young as she thought. She pushed open the door that lead into the elevator lobby. She was slightly startled to see another person standing there. She had thought she was the only one left in the building. He nodded at her and went back to staring at the closed elevator door. She stood a comfortable

Giving In
She pulled her coat around her tightly as she walked to the door of the Motel room. The high heels on her feet made a gentle clicking sound as they hit the pavement. The wind picked up and she quickened her step. She wanted out of the cold and into that nice warm motel bed. Once she found the room she struck her knuckles against the door a few times. Half a beat later he opened the door. Without a word, he reached out and took her by the wrist. He pulled her into the room, slamming the door shut behind her. He forced her back against the door and pressed his body into hers. She was surprised by his strength. He was only about half a head taller than her and slightly more stocky. Without a word he covered her lips with his, forcing her mouth open, tasting and exploring her tongue. She allowed him to crush her against the door, her tongue fighting his, her body beginning to melt against him. Without lifting his mouth from hers he slid his hands down her body, feeling her through he

Virus Killed My Laptop
Hey my cherry friends, that trojen I got the other day killed my lap top. It actually put in 8 different ones from that one comment html code. Good thing hubby knows how to bring it back for me. But if you guys are on my mailing list you will have to get back in touch with me loriesc4@alltel.net I lost everything there. I had a pretty good weekend took my son for Japenease food yesturday. I got some good updates coming up this week for my sc site. http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (for adults only) hugs and kisses..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Memories
Sometimes, while sitting at work, my mind wanders back to those few moments we spent together. I remember the feel of your flesh beneath my tongue. I remember the taste of you in my mouth. I remember the scent of you. I remember your size and your shape and how you felt as you moved within me. How many times have I been laying in my bed, with my eyes closed, remembering what it's like to have you inside me? How many times have I wished we could have been in a different position? How many times have I imagined myself on my knees in front of you, my tongue rolling over your gorgeous cock, my mouth tasting your wonderful scent? I want you sitting in front of me while I slowly lick you up and down. I want to hear your breath quicken as I get you all slick with my saliva. I want to listen to you as I wrap my hand around your cock and pump you while gently rolling my tongue around your balls. I want to look up at you and catch your eye. I want to hear you swear as you grab the hair at the

The Marine
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what I've done. For if you stand up for freedom, You'

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Iv
"But what I can do," he said, "is help you sit up." "That would be wonderful," I said with relief. "Bend your knees, sweetheart," he instructed as he got out of the bed. Moments later his arms were sliding underneath me. He put one arm under my torso, and another under my knees. In a smooth movement he lifted me up toward the headboard, being sure to keep my legs close to my body. In matter of seconds I was sitting up against the headboard. I heard the sound of a pillow being fluffed before he told me to lean forward a bit and placed it between my back and the headboard. I couldn't help but think how kind of him it was to realize that the metal bars of the headboard hadn't been very comfortable against my spine. "How's that?" he asked. "Much better. Thank you," I replied as I leaned back into the pillow and arranged my legs so I now sat indian style. "How are you feeling? Are you hungry at all?" "Now that you mention it I could use something to eat." "Good," I coul

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Iii
It was deathly quiet. Only the sound of my own breathing filled the room. I shifted my weight slightly and snuggled down into the bed. I strained my ears, trying to figure out what was going on outside the room. I held my breath, hoping to hear the faintest of sounds, but there was none. I sighed and resigned myself to being in this room for however long my "capture" wished me to be. I paniced for a few minutes, wondering if he would forget about me. Wondering if he'd gone off to run an errand and wouldn't be back for hours. I lifted my arms slightly and pulled on the handcufs as hard as I could. They didn't budge. I tried again, only this time adding some ab muscles as well. Once again I was unsuccessful. I desided there was no point in trying to escape and it would be best to save my energy. It didn't take very long before I was bored with waiting. Not having anything else to do I closed my eyes against the blindfold. Still straining to hear a noise I began running some of my favo

A Favorite Fantasy - Part Ii
He kissed me back and brushed a stray lock of hair out of my face. "Of course, baby," he said gently. "Come on." He took my hand and led me down the hall. I was apprehensive, but also intrigued. I have a personal motto to try anything once, this would be the first time for a number of things for me. I wondered how I'd handle it. I wondered if it would end up being everything I'd always thought it would be, or if I'd chicken out halfway through. He opened the door to reveal a rather innocent looking bedroom. The walls were a very generic off-white, the furniture was dark cherry wood and the bedding a beautifully rich shade of brown. Floor-to-ceiling windows took up nearly all of one wall. The second wall housed the bed, with two nightstands on either side. The third wall had the door in it and his dresser up against it. I noticed a second door and decided that must be where the bathroom was. The fourth wall must have been where is closet was. There were 4 sliding doors on that wall,

A Favorite Fantasy - Part I
Dressed in a colorful blouse, a knee-length denim skirt and knee-high boots I knocked on the door. It opened moments later and I was greeted by his smiling face. I couldn't help but smile in return. We exchanged hellos and gave each other a long hug. He led me inside and I gladly took the drink he offered to me. As I sipped my drink the alcohol within helped to calm my nerves. I'd never done anything like this before and we both knew it. He offered me a seat on his sofa. I took a seat near the end and he did the same, leaving an empty space between us. I took another large sip of my drink, nearly finishing it. He suggested a refill, which I gladly accepted. As he walked to the kitchen to refill our drinks I couldn't help but glance down at his ass. I was delighted to find that his jeans fit nicely and helped to accent his perfect curves. I was momentarily distracted by images in my head. I closed my eyes for a moment to indulge in my little fantasy. I saw myself groping his ass whil

4.1
I arrived at the tavern about 15 minutes late. I was glad I had been to this particular tavern once before, as I knew what to expect when I opened the door. I stepped over the threshold, turned to my left and took the three steps down the little entrance hallway. I stopped and began to scan the fairly quiet crowd for a familiar face. I saw his hand waving at me before I saw his face. As I walked up to the table he was sitting at he got out of his chair to greet me. We gave each other a hug and he kissed my cheek. We sat down, I ordered a drink and we proceeded to talk for an hour or so. Every now and then while he was talking he would touch my arm, but that was about as much contact as we had. Every now and then I would glance down to make sure I was showing off enough cleavage and every now and then I'd turn a little more toward him or move an arm or leg closer to him. By the time we left the table our knees had been touching for a few minutes and most of our upper arms were in con

1.2
We walked in the door, took the elevator up the stairs, and made it to our room. There was a bit of mild confusion as we looked at the little map on the wall just outside the elevator to figure out which way to turn. I also noticed that he let me go through ever single door first, something that hasn't happened to me in quite a while. Eventually we found room 259, and I shocked myself by getting the "key" to work on the first swipe. Who the hell decided to start using those credit-card-thingys as "keys" anyway? What the hell ever happened to a real key? And why are the directions on the card or door never easy to understand? Anyway, I digress... I opened the door and flipped on the light to find that we were in a room with two queen beds. Fine by me, more room to fuck. ;) I walked over to the window just to see what kind of a view we had, and found a lovely romantic view of the interstate. Needless to say, I closed the curtains. He walked up behind me to see the view, because

1.1
The first thing I did when I walked in was head straight to the bar. The bartender girl said, "What can I get for you hun?" I said, "a shot of cheap tequila and a strawberry daquiri." I downed the tequila shot while she was making the daquiri. God bless tequila. It did a lot to calm my nerves. I grabbed a trivia box so I could have something to do and sat at a table and waited. About 5 minutes later the tequila was kicking in and making my cheeks nice and red. The second thing alcohol does is make me sweat. That had just started when he walked in the door. I didn't even notice right away because I was reading a trivia question, but I glanced over and he raised his chin in that "ah, there you are" manner and walked over and sat down. The picture on his profile is not the most flattering picture. He was a lot more pleasing to the eye in person than that photo... and he was so easy to talk to! We sat at the table in the bar eating and drinking for about and hour and a half. We talked a

To All My Friends
"If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Make Sense????
LOVE dont ask “Who R U?” It says…”U R Mine” LOVE dont ask “Where do U Live?” It says…”U Live in My Heart” LOVE dont ask “What do U Do?” It says…”U Make my Heart to Beat” LOVE dont ask “Why U R Far Away?” It says…”U R Always with Me” LOVE dont ask “Do U Love Me?” It always says…”I LOVE U”:)

Fuck Buddies!
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? pah!!!! just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Why So Early
Last night or maybe early this morning...i dont really know which it was i was woke up by a tapping on the top of my head...opening my eyes i look up to see a woman standing over me and in my sleepy not ready to wake up mind i realise its the kids mom...i dont understand how that woman can feel like she has all the right in the world to come into my bedroom as im sleeping and just wake me up...would it matter to her if i was laying in bed buck naked with the covers kicked off me?...i doubt it and thank god i wasnt....she had come over to pick the kids up to take with her to her b/f's house and felt it only right to wake me up to let me know when she could have as easily just left me a note to find in the morning...granted i would have been running around the house like a chicken with my head cut off searchin for the kids until i found the note but its better then her feeling as if she has the right to just come on up into my room and wake me up as if we havent been seperated for 6yrs..

Quote For May 6
There are many persons who look on Sunday as a sponge to wipe out the sins of the week. -- Henry Ward Beecher Bonus Quote: If sex doesn't scare the cat, you're not doing it right. -- Anonymous This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

I Want To Be
"I want to be a lost poem in a stranger's coat pocket, that conveys the importance of you. To assure you of my desire, to assure you of dreams. I want all the possibilities of you in writing. I want to give you your reflection, I want your eyes on me, I want to travel to the lightness with you and stay there, and I want everything before you... ...everything before you to follow us like a trail behind me. I want never to say goodbye to you, even on the street corner or the phone. I want, I want so much... I'm breathless. I want to put my power into a poem to burn a hole in your pocket so I can sew it. I want my words to scream through you. I want the poem not to mean that much. And I want to contradict myself by accident, and for you to know what I mean. I want you to be distant and for me to feel you close, I want endless days when it's day and... nighttime never to end when it's night. I want all the seasons in one day. I want the sun to set before us and come up in front o

Yeah I Know
OK I talk a lot about my car. I think I'm done with it,there isn't much more I can do to it. To date I have spent $60,000.00 on it,not counting the garage and driveway(they cost another $40,000.00). I will post a couple of photos showing the new wheels. And now it's time for cruising,and showing it off.

Top Ten Reasons To Go To Work Naked!!!!!! ;)
1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it's like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair.

Funny Letter To Proctor & Gamble
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favourite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. &n bsp; Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel h! Hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a fe

Brain Teaser
See if you can figure out what all of the following words have in common: Banana Dresser Grammar Potato Revive Uneven Voodoo Assess Are you peeking or have you already given up? Give It Another Try You'll kick yourself when you discover the answer. Go back and look at them again; think hard. OK... Here you go....hope you didn't cheat..... This is cool..... SCROLL DOWN Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter.. Place it at the end of the word....and then spell the word backwards..... It will be the same word. Did you figure it out? Most people do not.

Not That Anyone Reads These, But, Posted As A Bulletin As Well
Why do people seriously care if they're downrated? U still get the points. I seriously think that if someone has the nerve to stop by, downrate you, and then explain why they did it when confronted, that it should just be dropped. Why alienate the person? They were honest, if BabyJ wanted everyone to be rated 10's or 11's don't u think he would have actually just put the 10 or 11? instead of 1 thru 11? Yes a downrate can be insulting, but, come on, honestly, does it change ur everyday life? to know that someone WHO CLEARLY DOES NOT KNOW YOU downrates a photo of urs? I've watched a gazillion bulletins fly by over time on down raters... Sit there n think...does a 5 really hurt you that much? if it does, maybe you should go outside for a walk? Spend time AWAY from the pc? a 10 rate or 11 rate on here is not the end all be all of life.. It doesn't change ur family life, doesn't change you...its a simple rating..thats it... Now I don't care if people delete me because o

This Is Me!
Well for those who don't really know me, I just wanted to give ya'll a peek at the real me. I love my kids and life in general. I love my family, friends, and well animals. I have 3 kids and they are my world. The reason I live another day and work every day! They bring a smile to my face and can make me angry enough to spit nails! LOL! My oldest is 13 and thinks he is a grown man. Hell you think terrible 2's are bad, wait til puberty! My middle child is 8 and he is disabled. He has a lot of behavior and emotional problems, along with other things. He is a handful and well, he is also very loving and has a very soft side. Then we have my baby! She is 6. And my Princess. She is a very good little girl! She is a very caring and out going child. Then there is me. I work hard, and spend the rest of my time with family and friends. I work for a liquior and wine distribution company. Love my jobs, and no they don't give free samples. LOL! I have been divorced for 2 ye

Salutes!
OK NOW YA'LL THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT AND MAYBE NOT SO SWEET....BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...WILL SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHY IT IS SOOO HARD FOR PPL TO GET A DAMN SALUTE PIC UP!!!?....JUST PUT UR NAME AND ID # ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND SAY CHEESE!SHIT YA AIN'T EVEN GOTTA SAY CHEESE JUST TAKE THE DAMN PIC....I'M SURE ALOTTA PPL ARE WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE BUT STILL....SO TO ALL THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE ONE....GET ONE!!!!....(CAN'T GET PAST LEVEL 10 W/O ONE ANYWAYS)WELL THAT WAS MY RANT AND THX FOR TAKIN TIME TO READPLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT THISLOVE ALWAYSBRANDYA.K.A.JADE~nWo~♥JÃÐ£♥*~Stripper~*ñWõ*~@ CherryTAP

Would You ____ Me?
Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above, > > Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me > > Send me a message with your answers and then re-post for me to answer ect

To A Special Woman And She Knows Who She Is
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.

Melaniepitts.com - 2006 - A Year In Review - Video
A year in review - 2006. Canadian model, actress, and fitness instructor Melanie Pitts and some of her various work activities in Canada, Korea and the USA. Watch the video here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hL0sJxFP9X0 Enjoy! Melanie

Tips To Woe Your Boy Friends.....
YOUR HUG SHOULD BE VERY POWERFUL - LIKE THIS ROMANTIC GIFT FOR YOUR BOY FRIENDWeekend Getaway Whatever your guy’s interest, plan a romantic weekend to explore it together. Start your basket with tickets to one of his favorite sporting events, a fan convention or another fun function. Fill out the basket with gear to enhance the getaway. For example, if you plan to take him to the car races, outfit him with binoculars, earplugs and a padded stadium seat. Throw in an autobiography of a leading driver and your basket is good to go. If possible book into an inn or motel with an appropriate theme for total immersion. His appreciation for a weekend custom-tailored to his desires will spark maximum romance once the sun goes down. A loaf of bread, a bottle of wine and thou basket Give your lover all of the makings of a romantic picnic that can be enjoyed indoors or out. A bottle of good wine anchors the basket and ac

Just Moved Here!
I just moved to Georgia! I dont know hardly anyone here yet though =(, I hope to meet alot of new friends... But with the hours I work with my new job it will more than likely be harder than I would like it to be. Anyways If you live in the area and want to chat, hand out or whatever just drop me a line! Until next time... HOLLA

Back To Work
Im not laid off anymore today I head back to the factory... more money hopfully no problems...lol money doesnt solve my other issues... but its all good.. I'm content that I am able to work and stand on my own 2 feet and not be someone fake

How To Be A Top Blogger!
1.) Never and I mean never leave Cherrytap. Make it your WHOLE LIFE! 2.) Ignore everyone who loves you.Cherry tap is NOW your life. 3.) Go to all the top blogs comment then INVITE EVERYONE who has commented to be your friend. Never mind if you don't like them. 4.) Invite all your new friends to subscribe to your blog 5.) Go to thier blogs and comment. Every time they post one 6.) Always suck up. Say nice shit you don't mean a word of. 7.) Don't be yourself 8.) Start drama with someone who is not a popular blogger 9.) Watch as "they" get sucked in 10.) Always Post a bullentin about your blog. Have others do the same. 11.) And suck up to the popular ones to get them to PIMP ya! 10.)REPEAT And beg for comments. COMMENT HERE PEOPLE. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT! OH AND PLEASE BY ALL MEANS USE THIS BLOG AS IF IT WERE A CHAT ROOM!!! AND CHECK BACK HERE VERY 2 MINS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!

"wolf3" Sent This To Me In A User Comment. Anything I Love Thats Sent To Me. I Blog It. Hope No One Minds :)
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay

Leaving The Rt Bombers
I AM LEAVING THE RT BOMBERS..THE REBEL FAMILY HAS GIVEN ME MORE RESPONSIBILITY AND I FEEL IT IS UNFAIR TO THE RT BOMBERS BECAUSE I CANNOT GIVE THEM THE HELP THEY NEED..I AM STILL LOYAL TO THE RT BOMBERS SO IF ANY HELP IS NEEDED I WILL HELP..SORRY IF THIS CAUSES ANY PROBLEMS BUT I FEEL IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AT THIS TIME...I HOPE I DONT LOSE ANY FRIENDS OVER THIS DECISION BUT I FEEL IT IS ONLY RIGHT..TY HAVE A GREAT DAY...:):):):)

Something I Wrote Up
The body was beautiful. Feminine, and wonderfully beautifully, gorgeous in its deathly repose. The long sable curls splayed angrily everywhere as the skin glittered with the soft silver slivers dusting over it. Long eyelashes didn’t move but looked like they were expected to. The high arched brows fit somehow perfectly with the thoughtlessly sublime plump, strawberry lips. A gentle slope to the graceful neck eventually gave way to the thrown arms attached with tiny delicate hands tipped by long shining nails. Upon her naked breasts, so carelssly round, in terrifyingly harsh red, blood dripping letters were the words, “this is love.” The hips seemed to meld with the virginal white tapestry keeping her modest. Legs as if shaped blissfully by the gods themselves came from the other side of the cloth and showed just another sign of the anger and pain that had wracked the body. The man looking her over shed his tears on her skin and quickly turned to leave. Having dark straight hair to cove

Blind Man
For many years I've lived through the night. . I've seen nothing new for it's dark in my mind. . . I've prayed to the gods and demons alike. . . I've begged for forgiveness though it didn't seem right. . . I am blind the child cried as he felt at the dark. . . I am blind the child yelled as if no one had herd. . . I've researched the sciences and religions and such. . . There are no answers and I've finally given up. . . I'm blind the boy sighed as he stared at the night. . . I've been punished for sins, which I just cannot find. . . I am blind the boy laughed as he gave it a thought. . . I've been dammed the boy laughed as he sat all alone. . . He heard the voice as it called through the dark. . . The prophecy states it said in his ear. . . A true man can see be he blind or have sight. . . A true man need only vision not sight to prove himself right. . . So prove yourself man and hold yourself high and feel what I say. It’s

Dead Inside
Not sure if I like this, but I figured I'd post it before I have time to decide that I don't like it: One of these beautiful words might just make you stay. If i could keep talking long enough, I'll think of the right thing to say. One of these beautiful songs might keep you another day. If i could just find the right record, I'll find the right thing to play. And I keep standing here. And you keep on towards the door. Heart bleeding in my hands because you won't hold it anymore. Can't you see i'm dying? Won't you come save my soul? But you've had enough of my crying and my life has grown old And it won't be long before I'm dead inside. No, it won't be long before I'm dead...

The Warning!
THE WARNING There is a story of my lonely days. You’ve seen the damage caused from my heart bleeding ways. The games you’ve played were nearly the same. So many people in this world are cold. There’s too many tears to melt your soul. So this sounds familiar you break down and cry. So the water is shallow but the banks are too high. There’s crime in the streets and war across lands. No food on the table no time to be sad. You’re helping your self but wanting a friend. You’re making ends meat but the living is bad. The future for your children which you find so bright, Is living this hell unless you put it right. Written By: me joe

Rough Sex Facts!
Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.......

Ratings
anything below a ten is hatein how can you come on somebodys page and drop a sorry ass six what did that person do to you don't like the way they look color of their skin you don't like how they on level 20 and you still on level 7 sounds like your persoal thing its all you deal with yourself go hate yourself i know everbody does'nt get along in this world but we on the computer how do you hate thru the computer put down the hateorade get you some kool aid and if still want to hate ok just know this bring hate on my page i will rate ya a 1 and block you

Diary Of A Broken Heart
We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, I asked you to be my girlfriend I exclaimed, yes you said! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently I kissed your forehead and you gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believe you no longer felt something. I lay in

Why?
Why is it considered necessary to nail down the lid of a coffin? Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin? Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is a boxing ring square? Why is it called lipstick if you can still move your lips? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is it that rain drops but snow falls? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the third hand on the watch called second hand? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there a special name for the tops of your feet? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance that little indestructible black box is? Can fat people go skinny-dipping? Why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor when you can't

Bird Feeder
Email this to everyone, on all the email accounts you have. Let\'s get this message out! Maybe we can wake the American people up! Bird Feeder Calling an illegal alien an \"undocumented immigrant\" is like calling a drug dealer an \"unlicensed Pharmacist.\" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when i

Why
I was childish and unfair To you, my only friend I regret, but now it's too late I can't show you any more The things I've learned from you Cause life just took you away I'm asking why I'm asking why Nobody gives an answer I'm just asking why But someday we'll meet again And I'll ask you I'll ask you why Why it has to be like this I'm asking you why Please give me an answer Many years and stupid fights Till we accept to see How it was and it'll always be Why it has to be like this Why we don't realize Why we're too blind to see the one Who's always on our side I'm asking why I'm asking why Nobody gives an answer I'm just asking why Just tell me why Why it has to be like this That the good ones disappear I'm asking you why I'm asking why I'm asking why Nobody gives an answer I'm just asking why I'm asking why...

Feminine Ass Dudes On Ct
What kills me is you have these feminine ass dudes on CT either giving you low scores or marking everything as NSFW. Now if you come and check out another guy and rate them a 1,either you're feminine because you took the time think about how the look to you, or you drunk some haterade. If you mark everything as NSFW, you have issues also. Baby Jesus needs to put a stop to these folks.

Nursery Rhymes We Did Not Have
Nursery Rhymes we didn't have as children Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ************ ******** MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ************ ******** JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ************ ******** SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass" ************ ******** HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. ************ ******** HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ************ ******** GEOR

Hmmmmmm My Horoscope For Today May-6-07
Stop kicking yourself over something you had no control over. Just sit down and deal with the ramifications. Once you do, you'll realize that there's no point in assigning blame. You've learned your lesson. Now move on.

Faith
We all have some form of Faith that we follow, whatever that form of faith is. It has been instilled in us since the moment we were born. There are many forms of Faith, its all based on what you believe, and what has been instilled. When we are children we have faith that our parents with provide, protect, and care for all of us. Our parents have been our form of God, we rely on them to help us grow and learn. As you go to school you learn from not only your parents, but your teachers, siblings and others in your life you look up to. This form of faith is always taught to us to be the right way. From the website www.dictionary.com the meaning of faith has been described many different ways. Some of these definitions are 1. Confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability. 2. Belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact. 3. belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion The first one to me

Happy Anniversary!
WELL THIS IS TOUGH BABE...I WANTED TO WSH YOU A HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A OXYMORON SINCE YOUR GONE, SO IS IT HAPPY? YES BEAUSE I WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME THAN NEVER. I DO WISH YOU WERE HERE STILL. BUT I KNOW IT WASNT IN YOUR LIFES PLAN. TODAY IS OUR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, BUT I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. YOU HAVE BEEN SENDING ME SIGNS ALL WEEK LONG. WE HAVE ALL NOTICED THEM, FROM THE GREEN T-SHIRT CHRISTOPHER GOT WITH YOUR FAVORITE SAYING "LIFE IS GOOD" TO SEEIN YOUR BDAY AROUND EITHER 1219 OR JUST 19TH. ORALEE IS PREGO I DONT KNOW IF I TOLD YOU, BUT YOU PROLLY SEE THAT HUH? SHES DUE THE 27TH OF MAY, AND MISERABLE. SHES NAMING THE BABY AFTER ME...ISNT THAT COOL? DJ IS GONNA BE A DAD TOO AND HES NAMING THE BABY AFTER YOU IF ITS A BOY. HOW COOL I THAT. YOU WILL STILL BE GRANPA TO HIS CHILD HE SAYS, AND DAVID WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED IT. I BET THAT WAS A SHOCKER. SEE BABE YOU WERE AND STILL ARE LOVED BY MANY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH HUNNY. JACK IS

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.

When I Look!
When I Look At The Stars I See You Shining Bright And When I Look At The Clouds I See You Watching Over Me And When I Look Into Your Eyes I Think Of You And How You And Me Can Be Together Forever... To My True Love Out There!!

To Read Or Not To Read.
Hmm, here is something off my head. 1)What would you do with me one night and one night only? 2) How would you want me? 3) Blue or Red? 4) Dinner or Foreplay? 5) How well do you know me? 6) How far will you let me go? 7) Rough or Soft? 8) Toys or Bare hands? 9) How much is to much for you? 10) Would you post this so I can answer you? hehe,doubt if any will answer but hay why not just a little online fun!!!

Sip The Vodka, Don't Gulp
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. There are 10 commandments, not 12. There are 12 disciples, not 10. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don’t say he was

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Four men were sitting around a conference room table being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of. "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The interviewer was very i

Deep Thoughts For A Late Night...
The one must sacrafice for the greater good of the all, but thier sacrafice is the world to one other...The best choice is not always the right choice and there is not always a winner...Everything can fall to darkness...with hope there is always fight left...One life can be worth millions...skills mean nothing without heart to back them....

Hehe
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The submissive one Based on these results, we can see that you're submissive. You dont sacrifice your own desires for your partner, but you certainly put your partner's needs before your own, and you are relatively obedient. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Why Parents Have Grey Hair
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.

Chosing Sides, Why Does It Come To This?!?!
WHY IS IT THEN WHEN PEOPLE CAN NOT SEE PAST THEIR DIFFERENCES RATHER THAN AGREE TO DISAGREE WE FORCE OTHERS AROUND US TO CHOOSE SIDES..WELL FORCING YOUR OPINIONS ON OTHERS..ISN'T THAT A FORM OF COMMUNISM? ISN'T THAT SAME APPROACH THAT HITLER USED AND GOT TO BE AS POWERFUL AS HE WAS???? WHAT WE SEEM TO HAVE HERE IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE..HOW TRUE THOSE WORDS ARE. BUT LOOK AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED BLOCK ME DELETE ME FROM LISTS AND ASK ME IF I CARE..CUZ I DON'T..I'D RATHER HAVE A HANDFUL OR SO OF TRUE FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME REGARDLESS..THEN HALF OF CT ON MY LIST AND NOT HAVE A SINGLE ONE OF THEM TRULY KNOW ME. AS I'VE SAID BEFORE I AM AT THE POINT WHERE EVERYONE CAN TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME BECAUSE IT SEEMS MANY ALREADY HAVE AND I WILL STILL BE THE STRONG WOMAN I AM TODAY..SLIGHTLY BEATEN PERHAPS BUT NOT DOWN, NO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN GET THAT MUCH ROOM IN MY HEAD TO BEAT ME DOWN!!!!

161 Condom Slogans
1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mistake, cover your sna

Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone
I can't tell ya baby what went wrong I can't make you feel what you felt so long ago I'll let it show I can't give you back what's been hurt Heartaches come and go and all that's left are the words I can't let go If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time, let me know If you really want to go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long I can't feel the things that cause you pain I can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rain Ain't the same I hear you calling far away Tearing through my soul I just can't take another day Who's to blame If we take some time to think it over baby Take some time let me know If you really wanna go Don't know what you got till it's gone Don't know what it is I did so wrong Now I know what I got It's just this song And it ain't easy to get back Takes so long Do you wanna see me beggi

The Pun Is Mightier Than The Sword!
A GOOD PUN IS ITS OWN REWORD ENERGIZER BUNNY ARRESTED. CHARGED WITH BATTERY. A MAN'S HOME IS HIS CASTLE. IN A MANOR OF SPEAKING. A PESSIMIST'S BLOOD TYPE IS ALWAYS B-NEGATIVE. MY WIFE REALLY LIKES TO MAKE POTTERY, BUT TO ME IT'S JUST KILN TIME. A FREUDIAN SLIP IS WHEN YOU SAY ONE THING BUT MEAN YOUR MOTHER. SHOTGUN WEDDING: A CASE OF WIFE OR DEATH. I USED TO WORK IN A BLANKET FACTORY, BUT IT FOLDED UP. A MAN NEEDS A MISTRESS JUST TO BREAK THE MONOGAMY. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. IS A BOOK ON VOYEURISM A PEEPING TOME? DANCING CHEEK-TO-CHEEK IS REALLY A FORM OF FLOORPLAY. BANNING THE BRA WAS A BIG FLOP. SEA CAPTAINS DON'T LIKE CREW CUTS. A SUCCESSFUL DIET IS THE TRIUMPH OF MIND OVER PLATTER. A GOSSIP IS SOMEONE WITH A GREAT SENSE OF RUMOR. WITHOUT GEOMETRY, LIFE IS POINTLESS. WHEN YOU DREAM IN COLOR, IT'S A PIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION. CONDOMS SHOULD BE USED ON EVERY CONCEIVABLE OCCASION.

Double Dose
A man went to the doctor to get a double dose of Viagra, but his request was denied. "Why can't I have a double dose?" the man asked. "It's not safe," the doctor replied. "But I need it really bad," the man explained. "My girlfriend is coming into town on Friday, one of my exes will be here on Saturday, and my wife is coming home on Sunday." "Okay, I'll give it to you," the doctor relented. "But you have to come in on Monday morning so that I can check to see if there are any side effects." On Monday the man dragged himself into the doctor's office with his right arm in a sling. The doctor asked, "What happened to you?" The man said, "No one showed up."

Trakz
I know diddly about HTML, CSS, ASP, PHP and all that stuff. Okay, well next to diddly. I managed to create a track though, after trying unsuccessfully for an hour. I put a version into MP3 and a version into SWF I don't know how these will work, but both are working for me (no surprise because I made them on this machine). I'd be interested in knowing if they cause any problems. Here is the SWF version: http://cherrytap.com/play_track.php?t=6328461

Damn... Isn't It Over Yet?
I've spent the last 5 days getting settled in the new apartment. The first day I moved very little. The second day I moved a ton, bout a half of the time with Jennifer, and then pretty much alone the rest. The third day "sick kitty brian" came and helped. The fourth and fifth day Goddess Camille Stryke and I bust our ass getting pretty much every last bit and setting everything up. Now, the only thing left to move is My computer hutch. Josh was supposed to help with it, but when he called to do it this morning it was 8a.m.! I think he must have fallen asleep after calling. No doubt, he had been up all night. I still want to once over the old place and make sure everything has been removed, have it cleaned, and all. I also have a bit of final organizing to do, and I need to hang the last 5 of My frames, and scrub the rugs. but otherwise, its done. Everything is if full running and operational order. It looks awesome, but you know the crazy thing about

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Virtual Rape Is Traumatic, but Is It a Crime? 05.04.07 | 12:00 AM Last month, two Belgian publications reported that the Brussels police have begun an investigation into a citizen's allegations of rape -- in Second Life. I am half convinced that the tantalizingly brief story, printed in De Morgen and Het Laatste Nieuws, is a hoax or an April Fool's joke. Yet it has prompted several threads of discussion, from a legal analysis to four pages of commentary at the Second Citizen forums. Unfortunately, rape in virtual spaces is not unheard of. And I'm not talking about the "consensual" rape built into some games (although if you're interested in that debate, GameGrene has a good conversation about it). There is no question that forced online sexual activity -- whether through text, animation, malicious scripts or other means -- is real; and is a traumatic experience that can have a profound and unpleasant aftermath, shaking your faith in yourself, in the community, in the

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top That Sneeze! Chtop That Sneeze! Cherries and ginger may provide flavorful relief for allergies. The sneezing, wheezing, coughing and itchy eyes of a typical allergy attack are the body’s natural immune response to what it perceives as an enemy invasion—even though the invaders may be only harmless dust or pollen particles. The body mounts its counterattack by releasing substances called histamines, as well as other inflammatory compounds, to fight off the enemy. These misguided do-gooders inflame the mucous membranes and cause an allergy attack. Although there are plenty of drugs to bring relief, you can also turn to some foods for help during allergy season. A phytochemical called quercetin (found in tea, apples, grapes, cherries, onions, red wine, citrus fruits and some berries) has been shown to interfere with the body’s release of histamine. Quercetin also has anti-inflammatory properties, possibly helping to soothe inflamed mucous membranes. You could just dr

The Lion
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please

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Masturbation
masturbation To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many women say that the men are pigs for it but many of them ask for it and do it. It is better that to deceive his wife or her husband. To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many w

November Baby
WHAT BABY ARE YOU : I'm Noember (repost) date: 2007-05-06 00:15:37 ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- >Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. >Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. >Down-to-Earth. >Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days >that will perfectly balance >your personality. > > >Feb > > >----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- >Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. >Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. S#*iest out of >everyone. >Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest >and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves >freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive >and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. >Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends >but rarely shows it. Ho ?ny. Daring and stubborn. >Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. >Loves entertainm

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An angel's love... Is very gentle and warm. They protect us From any possible harm. An angel's love... Comes from God Who is so great! They lighten us From any burden or weight. They love us so And comfort us when we're sad... And they rejoice During the times when we are glad. So, remember... God sent His angels for all! They lift us up During the times when we fall. (own poem)

Name Stolen
all my cherry friends, my yahoo messenger name of wyldtrucker1 has been stolen by a hacker 2 days ago, so anyone on my friend list of wyldtrucker1 "PLEASE DO NOT TALK TO WYLDTRUCKER1" he will hack into your system and steal ur password and account.. and for those who were on my list or would like to be on my messenger list, my new name is heretoomuch, please add it, hope to see all my friends add the new name... hugs to all

Mazie C. West
CONCORD -- Mazie C. West, 84, formerly of Enfield, died April 28, 2007, at Concord Hospital. She was born on Nov. 11, 1922, in Lebanon, a daughter of Fred E. and Ola J. (Roberts) Humiston. She graduated from Lebanon High School in 1940. She was married to William D. Mathis, who was killed in 1944, while serving during World War II on Iwo Jima. She later married Lawrence West and they made their home on Crystal Lake in Enfield for many years. He died in 1984.

Say What
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing cricket without a box. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing by product of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female...... The greatest expres

I Care About You
I'm thinking about you. I care what happends to you. I want to shere your sorrows and sing your joys. I'm hereto talk whenever you need me. Always remember how important you are to me. Know that you are loved. Have a bright, beaming better than average day! This is a card i carry in my wallet since my mother gave it to me when i was in ICU for 16.5 hours at the hospital on 2-15-06. Use this if you need something to help you get through the day....no matter how bad things look for you there is always a much better way to get through the day.

My Horoscope
Now's the time to patch up any differences of opinions you've had with a loved one. Not only will this make you feel better, but other parts of your life will smooth out too. Afterward, you can breathe a sigh of relief.

Stairway To Heaven- - Poem
STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN Although I have never met you face to face we have such a very special bond.... These things are our hopes, our dreams, and our hearts that will forever go on. We both know the hurt and the pain of missing that special someone we once had here with us to love.... And I know now the two of them must be watching down on our friendship from above. There comes a time when God calls his children home and for what purpose of time we may never know.... But I know God intended for us to meet and to help each other to grow. Comforting words of friendship are spoken as I read your every line.... I never knew another person who I had so much in common with and your life sounds so much like mine. A long hard path ahead of us is now what the two of us must roam.... But I know one day we will see them again when God decides to also carry us home. And if I were to come to the end of my lives path and reach 'The Stairway To Heaven' before

Pain
why do we bleed we bleed so we may feel the madness why do we feel so much pain we feel so much pain so we can feel so much love why do we cry we cry so we may laugh why we go so far but not far enough we go so far to find out we had it all back home why do we need so much we need so much to find out that we need so little

What To Do
my life just keeps getting more complicated as each day passes by. Ive been single for about 4 months now, and sometimes i think about how i want to have a boyfriend again, but when i start thinking about relationships, i just want to run away. isnt that a sign that im not ready for them? Im talking to this guy named Garrett right now, and i really like him and he really likes me too, but i just dont want to get into a relationship just yet. ever since ive been single, ive been meeting guys and talking to them, and now i dont know what to do. There is this other guy named corey, that i really like, but i dont think he likes me as much. its kinda hard to explain. i just think he likes my friend nikki more, so im kinda sad about that. but im getting over that. Now Garrett walked back into my life, i dont know what to do. im so confused on what i want, its not even funny! its like the song by avril lavigne "nobody's home" ~ "her feelings she hides, her dreams she cant find, shes losing he

My Choice
If I die tonight it would be because that is the only aspect of my life that I have control over. Don’t pass your petty judgment on me and call me a coward. Say what you want about my life and my death, but I fought my way through to the very end. I gave it everything I had. There is nothing left of me. I am drained of every last drop of life that’s runs through me, yet my heart still beats and my brain still function, but anything that use to be me is just an illusion brought on by your desire not to notice. So if you can’t see and don’t want to see, what should you care if I take razor to skin and finally be free from my tortured hell.

Weird Dreams
It's the same kind of dream every time. I'm in an old, funky, haunted house. Only in this dream, I was kind of like a ghostbuster. They say that dreams are metaphors, and I guess this is one for my having to exorcise my past demons, or some crazy schnit like that. But at least this time I'm after the ghost or monster instead of the other way around.

11 Years Of Turmoil.
you're a hypocrite and a liar! there are no lows to which you will not stoop, to make yourself shine. what did i ever do to you to deserve this selfishness? i am twisted up inside, trying to figure you out. i have fought over and over with myself and with you. no more. i will not fight anymore. my heart can't take it my mind can't take it. just leave me be! i cannot own these emotions for another damn day! peace, i am gone!

Marriage...
Ok.. I have been with my husband for almost 10 years. We met in 97 on thanksgiving on aol,I was 16 he was 18. Moved in 99 right when i turned 18. Got engaged when I was 20. I found out I was pregnant in jan of 04 and we married in april of 04. I was 23. I am now almost 26,and even though I had my share of relationships before him.. I feel like I havent experienced life. He doenst allow me to go anywhere.. do anything.. i have to ask permission to do anything, even then his response is.. ur place is at home.. with me and wiliam... and he wonders why im always depressed

A Truckers Story
THE FOLDED NAPKIN I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ" the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I knew those people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I clo

I Thought You Loved Me
You knock on the door & seems so sincere. Slowly convinving me to open the door. Eventually I allowed you into take a sit. You did not stay long, disappearing as sudden as u've appear. Anger emerge from this sudden emptiness. You got me adapted to your companionship only to pick up & leave. I opened the door, allowing myself to be vulnerable, believing that you'll protect me & shelter me from reality, but instead, the one that I entrusted my heart & soul was the one that hurt me most

Dance Clips - Language @ Beginning
"Dances from the Water Closet"Turn your volume up for the beginning Don't distribute I don't have the $$s to pay for the music royalties or performance rights. These are just for friends. ♥

Awesome! Please Spread The Word!
I wish I could take the credit, but I owe it all to my genius fiancee! My website is totally amazing :0 It includes a built-in forum, so when you register on my site, you will automatically become a member of my forum, where you have YOUR OWN profile, mailbox and tons of cool features! You have to at least check it out! If it weren't my website, I would still think it was really kewl. So go to: www.traciross.com and at least register - FOR FREE - so you can start your FREE membership. Then, you can email me, other members, upload your pic, check out my gallery and leave comments on the FRONT PAGE. If you have already signed up, Derrick has cleared the database, so you will have to sign up again. We are still working on the activation emails, but for now, just re-login from the homepage and you will have full access. Cant wait to hear what y'all think! Traci www.traciross.com

What If U Would Have
if u would have died would any body care what if u would be the president would any body care there r times when to care and times when not to sometimes i wonder if people would have like to share but would any body care

Holding This Inside
Do I tell you, Whats really on my mind, Do I show you, how I really feel inside, Its so easy, To hide like a clown, It's so hard for me, to let my guard down, How do I know its ok, to let you get to me, Is it safe to blow my cover, and let you see me, Chorus: It gets harder, Everytime i look in your eyes, You know down my best deffence, No matter how hard I try, yeah it gets harder, to hold this inside, I gets so scared sometimes, Don't know what to do, My hearts been broke so many times, But I know I am safe with you, Theres a feeling, I just can't explain, Its driving me crazy, wondering if you feel the same, How do I know its ok, To let you get to me, Is it safe to blow my cover, and let you see me, Chorus Do I drop my guard, Surrender to you, Let down my steel walls, And let you march through, Should I stand firm, And hold my ground, Let my lonely heart, sound outloud, Chorus

Know Your Past And Know Your Future
The 5th of May is not Mexican Independence Day, but it should be! And Cinco de Mayo is not an American holiday, but it should be. Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain on midnight, the 15th of September, 1810. And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico. So, why Cinco de Mayo? And why should Americans savor this day as well? Because 4,000 Mexican soldiers smashed the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5, 1862. The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez. The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left. The French, however, had different ideas. Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay. They brought a Hapsburg pri

Goddess Thisiphone
Get Your Sexy Name NIGHT, from above I am the sable Night; and all sleeps through my might. Of Orpheus I'm the wife, playtime of vice and strife. I'm guardian of the thief; of lovers friend in chief. I am the sable Night, and have it in my might To magnify excess, and mankind to depress. My mantle hides the face of every whore's disgrace. Ere Phoebus' light shall flame, I shall begin a game. You offspring of my heart, daughters of lust, come start, You Furies; up arise, and let yourselves appear; Come diligently learn what soon must happen here. ALECTO What says dark Night, the Queen of midnight still ? What is there new? What's your desire and will? MÆGERA Hotfoot from Acheron's pit Mægera stands To hear, Witch of Ill Fate, thy sweet commands. THISIPHONE Thisiphone I; what hast in mind ? now say Black Hecate, how to serve thee best I may. NIGHT Hearken, all ye three Furies, hear! offspring of darkness, bearers of all misfortune, liste

Scarlett O'hara
Get Your Sexy Name RHETT: No. I'm through with everything here. I want peace. I want to see if somewhere if there is something left in life with charm and grace. Do you know what I'm talking about? SCARLETT: No. I only know that I love you. RHETT: That's your misfortune. SCARLETT: Rhett! If you go, where shall I go? What shall I do? RHETT: Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn. SCARLETT: I can't let him go. I can't. There must be some way to bring him back. Oh, I can't think about that now. I'll go crazy if I do, I...I'll think about it tomorrow. I must think about it. I must think about it. What is there to do? What is there that matters? ( The words other father and Ashley thunder in her ear.) Mr. O'HARA: You mean to tell me, Katie Scarlett O'Hara, that Tara doesn't mean anything to you? That land is the only thing that matters. It's the only thing that lasts. ASHLEY: Something you love better than me, though you may no

Internet Radio
It's not easy communing within cyberspace with the lack of oxygen, especially to my brain but here it is in a basic nutshell (otherwise known as my skull)...We do internet radio so that gives you an idea of our mentality, with one exception. It's internet radio designed for everyones taste and we've been doing it for 10 years. Since it's early Sunday morning, and the servers have shut down for the night, I thought it would be a good time to write something here and let you know where we are, what we do and how we do it. We are at http://www.musictogousa.com and we broadcast Indie music. We run 24 hours from Sunday morning thru Friday night and we do our live stint called The Songwriter's Network Live Stream on Saturday's 6 P M to 10 P M (est). Well, that's it for now. Will catch y'all on the next time round. Bert Gagnon Neon Productions Radio Musictogousa.com The Songwriter's Network Kickback Radio Artworks On The Net http://ww.musictogousa.com

Soliel De Minuit
Welcome fans -young, old, and slobberingly drunk. Once again, I must update you on the small things that happen in the short, eighteen-hour day I have. First off, it started when I was awoken by the shrill cry of the brat next door. Now, you're all probably thinking, "Babies do that." She's 15 and for some reason believes that by singing at the top of her lungs in the backyard - she will be discovered. Twice today I had to tell her to keep it down because she was ruining what small amount of peace I get. So, after I shook my fist in anger... I was lucky enough to have the company of Casey. He's such a mooch / leech, but it is well worth i to see him yell at the TV during the De La Hoya / Mayweather fight. He is a big Oscar-Golden Boy fan and as Mayweather mud-stomped that little [insert colorful adjectives], he proceeded to add his own humorous commentary. So... the following is for Casey: Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! Okay, maturity aside, I had to laugh at his expense

Dial Up... Raaaarrrrrr!
Im having issues with my modem, so I called the cable company this morning. Turns out I need a technition to come out to my house. The closest appointment they have? Monday... no, not this coming Monday. But a week from Monday. WTF? If you can't keep up with repairs, hire more people, sheep lovers, DUH! So I am on Dial up until then. Which means cherrytap is out of the picture for the most part since most pages take forever to load. I apologize to my bitches for not being here to tell you what to do, but I think you guys will manage.

Wifey Pt 3
The following Friday I came home to Trish crashing and banging things around the apartment. When I walked into the kitchen all of our picnic stuff was out on the kitchen table, her purse was turned out on the table as well. "I can't find it", she said obviously upset. "What?" I asked. "The napkin with Jeff and Gordon's numbers on it!" she replied. I went into our bedroom and checked our laundry basket but I was sure all our clothes had been washed since then. After a taking a shower I searched the car and even checked my wallet. We searched high and low and finally gave up. Trish was heart broken. The following day we went back to the park but didn't see Jeff or Gordon. We went home and while Trish was moping, I called Alan and for once got a hold of him straight away. I told him about our previous weekend and he whistled his amazement. Then I told him about our disappointment and suggested he might come over and help cheer her up. Alan said he'd be happy to help and wo

Naughty
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

Rip Pepow Holder I Love You And Miss You 3/30/44-3/18/07
There isnt words that can describe the way im feeling right now but m heart i shattered into a million pieces the only father I have known passed away today. We should have seen it comming from all the years of abuse to his body from either drinking or smoking I cant believe this is happing it dont seem real . I would do anything to have him back Iv lost one of my best friends Im @ a lost of words I dont even know what else to say but I love you and miss you pepow Ill see you again in heaven....

Mickey
My cat has this unhealthy fascination with balloon ribbon. He got a hold some once and hacked it up. So I keep him clear of the stuff until my birthday rolls around. I have a vase of flowers with a balloon attached. I swear he stares at it like he has the power to make it float towards him.

My Decision...right Or Wrong
It takes a day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget them... people i know tell me to get over you... but i don't know how because i don even want to try.... i love you too much.... and getting over you is the last thing on my mind... every time when you're just beside me... i felt as though you're so far away.... i want to hold you... but what can i do when i'm not even sure where i stand in your life.... i really miss you.... i'm not sure what was in your mind.... in your heart..... i wish you could just tell me.... i want to hear you say that you love me... i want to hear you say you miss me.... juz like before... but this time,forever.... i don't know why i made the decision... of a separation.... to avoid you getting stuck in the middle.... i got stuck myself.... i never regret the days we had.... but i do on the decision i made... i think of you alot.... i felt that i really do need you... never a day pass that you were not on my

Livin The Life Yo
ok so my night started alil late but eventualy everything worked out we got fuckin waisted so im sitttin their in the bowlin ally haven a game and i run into my buddies comin from a party my boii chinky missin his shirt my boii dimes high as a kitt is was wack then we went to chincks chilled got high i went home found out jack brodie a truck an he was goin to pick eryon up its insane idk im buggin but yo DAMN WHAT A LIFE I LIVE!

More
You will never love me more than I love you. You will never miss me more than I miss you. You will never want me more than I want you. If you you think you will you might want. Do a self check on all the things I do for you. SO I can be with you So I can hold you So I can feel you. So I can hear you Think then who loves who more. I miss you more than the galaxies are vast. I love you more than all then water in the world. I want you more than a dying man wants life.

Sexxi Bbw Contest
Hello Cherries.I am Going To Host A SEXXI BBW Contest.This Contest Will Start Sunday,May 20th And will End on Sunday June 3rd.This Contest Will Start At 3:00 EST.The Prizes will be as followed.PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ ALL RULES!!!! POST ALL RULESIN YOUR BULLETIN.MUST BE ATLEAST LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN THIS CONTEST!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com 1st place= Rolex 2nd place= Diamond Ring 3rd place= Diamond Earings The Rules will be 1st..Comment Bombing will be allowed.Even you can comment your self. 2nd...You Must be a level 5 or above to enter. 3rd...You must be a level 5 or above to comment on this contest. 4th...No Downraters or Putting Down Other Contestants.We Want A Clean Contest! Those That Want To Enter Please Contact Me With The Pic You Want to Use And I Will RIP It. smokingbibbw(sign my guest book)@ CherryTAP Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Here Are The Contestants So Far.Will Be Taking 20 Con

Love Hurts
You told me that you loved me, you told me that you always will. Then one night as I sit home waiting for you to Come home. I heard that you didn't want me and that you went out with your New friend. As I heard this the tears just wouldn't stop falling. Then you called me and I asked you about it and you started to yell at me. As you yelled I could feel my heart break in two. To me it was so perfect, to me it was going fine, i never thought i'd lose you i thought you'd always be mine.How come i never noticed, how come i couldn't see, that you were changing your mind, the way you felt about me.We could of worked it out, wecould of talked it through, but you left it so long, there was only one thing you could do. You tried to tell me nicely, you asked me if i'd cry, but my heart just tore apart, as i let out a sigh. We hugged for the last time, and i didn't wanna let go, but i finally pulled away as i told myself no! i held in my tears i began to walk away, when people asked what happ

Another Work Update!
The only thing i like Myspace better for is it has a calender on it!!! Here's my schedual for the whole month of MAY! Tigers May 8th 4:30pm May 9th 4:30pm May 10th 9:30am -------------------------- Disney Store May 11th noon to 6PM May 12 11am to 7pm May 13th noon to 6pm -------------------------- Tigers May 18th 4:30pm May 19th 4:30pm May 20th 9:30am May 22nd 4:30pm May 23rd 4:30pm May 24th 9:30am May 25th 4:30pm May 26th 4:00pm May 27th MY BIRTHDAY TAKING THE DAY OFF!!!!

♥sweetest Boy Ever!!!♥
- Girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! - Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey...I thought you didnt have work today... - Boy: One of my co-worke

The Real Reason We Get Sick!
There are only 2 reasons we get sick. 1. We "catch" something from a germ. 2. We develop something. We are exposed to germs daily but we do not always succumb to them. So the real question is " Is there something we are doing that is causing us to get sick?" We are exposed to toxins on a daily basis.Toxins are in the air that we breathe. We put toxins on our skin. We ingest toxins on a daily basis. The #1 reason that we get sick is because of the Prescription Drugs and Non Prescription drugs that we take. These drugs are literally toxic poisons! Don't believe me? Take 30 of ANY drug that you have in your house and see what happens! Each drug has major side effects. Each time you take a prescription or non-prescription drug it kills the bad bacteria but also kills the good cells as well which triggers another set of symptoms to occur somewhere down the road. The FDA knows this & so does the FTC. So does the Pharmaceutical companies. For example Vioxx was a painkiller that was app

This Is All About Me...
Trapped in this world and feeling all alone No one there to hold her in times of need No one she can hold of her own Some how this seems it's how it will be When will she open her world Let a stranger inside to know Allow her heart to grow again And let all those feelings show The games that are played They cause so much pain The little problems in life They are always there with nothing to gain She lies alone in the dark There's sounds coming from across the hall She's reaching out for love She wants to cry, to die but she can't give it up Bruses in her heart won't go away Mom tells her over time the feeling will fade She's so broken hearted she doesn't think so She won't open her heart up for another blow Did she ever have it? What her poems have written The love she seeks is it in the commandments? Honoring and finding true love in our children She waits quietly for the lonelyness to stop She knows in time it will but till then she's like a rock She'll hold

Untitled
I believe whole heartedly that there is someone out in this world that is ment for us or as close to being ment for us as possible. the question is are we truly opening our hearts and minds to them or are we closing them off and looking past them with just a smile because maybe they don't meet our look standards or maybe they don't have the money in their lives like we want from the other person. Who knows. there are millions of reasons that we can come up with that will tell you why we look away from them with only being polite and having a brief conversation with them or maybe even not looking at them at all. But I know that the right one is no such thing. The real one and the one that we allow ourselves to get to know and open our minds and hearts to and allowing a physical response to happen are the ones that are ment for us. Not "The One"! Sorry. I'm not sure what got into me with that but I agree it must have needed to come out because I didn't stop typing till the end and whe

My Brother Mmc(sw/aw) Jeff Hiser
MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser, left, and MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe show off the gifts they received one day after saving the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker. Photo by MCC Aaron Strickland PCU Bush senior enlisted rescue shipyard worker By MCC Aaron Strickland NEWPORT NEWS — A master chief petty officer and chief petty officer assigned to the reactor department of Pre-Commissioning Unit George H. W. Bush saved the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker, April 23, by performing cardio pulmonary resuscitation. MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe and MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser saw the worker a moment after he collapsed at the brow of PCU Bush at 7:20 a.m. “He was already down,” Lowe said. “I looked at Chief Hiser and asked him if he could perform CPR?” Hiser reported on board PCU Bush in January after three years duty teaching firefighting for the Navy, which includes knowing how to perform CPR. “(Lowe) and I were trying to get his attention,” Hiser said. “

New One
My love is crying out for you Yet my living status stops me It's bringin me to my knees Baby when can our love be set free My tears pour out when the pain rises How can I live when I can't be with The man that holds my heart in his eyes And has my cherished love with just one cry My world is complete with him To laugh, touch and feel him is like Pure passion, love and joy in my veins My poor heart has known no sweeter pain Share my love, world and life Be with me through all it's time Let me share it all with you Together we can make this world brand new

I Want To Know What You Think...
When does it become rational thinking for words to not be thought out first on how they will effect someone else's emotions entirely? When does it become "OK" to emotionally hurt someone? Should sorry be enough spoken in terms for forgiveness with verbal and emotional abuse?

Did U Know??
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to someones face. Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them? Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and Help Me~

Survey
ARE YOU: 1. A cuddler: Yes 2. Tall: Nope 5' 5'' 3. In your pajamas: Not atm but I will be soon they are my favorite Clothes 4. Left handed: Nopers LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Cathy 2. Person you talked to on the phone: Jason my Hubby 3. Friend you texted: Jase 4. Thing you wore: Pants and a Hooded sweater it is May and Fucking Cold FAVORITE: 1. Number: 34 2. Season: Spring 3. Flower: Red Carnation QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Get Dressed and go to Work Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Yes...Too Complicated to get into here Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Crocodile Dundee My hubby Q: Where is the last place you went? The Mud Bogs Q: Who is your current crush? My Hubby Q: Do you wish upon stars? Every night Q: Are you a friendly person? Very some say overly friendly Q: Where did u sleep last night? my bed Q: What color shirt are you wearing? grey Q: Wh

Lucky Man
I have days where I hate my job, this little town and the whole world too and last sunday when the bengals lost...lord it put me in a bad mood I have moments when I curse the rain then complain when the suns too hot, I look around at what everyone has and I forget about all ive got but I know Im a lucky man gods given me a pretty fair hand, got a house and peice of land, a few dollars in a coffee can, my old trucks still runnin good, my tickers tickin like they say it should, Ive got supper in the oven a good woman's lovin and one more day to be my little kids dad, lord knows Im a lucky man got some friends that would be here fast, I could call em any time of day, got a brother who's got my back, got a momma who I swears a saint, got a brand new rod and reel, got a full week off this year, dad had a close call last spring it's a miracle he's stil here my old trucks still runnin good, my tickers tickin like they say it should, I got supper in the oven, a good wom

You Will Never
Mother, you will never know how I grieve you because you left me too soon. Father, you will never know how cold my heart is because you never let me into yours. Sister, you will never know the depth of my love because you will never see past my imperfections. Brother, you will never know my concern for you because you will never hear my opinion. Lover, you will never know how hard my heart is because you sucked the life out of it. Ememy, you will never know the hate I have for you because you're too cowardly to face me. Friend, you will never know heartache from me because I am true and loyal to you. Child, you will never have to be afraid because I will always keep you safe. Stranger, you will need patience to know me because I'm cautious.

What True Love Can Really Do!!
Its Amazing How Two People Can Have The Same Interest And The Same Feelings For Each Other...I Have Never Met Or Been With A Guy That Shares Everything That I Like And To Do...God Has Amazing Powers And He Answer Prayer Quickly...Just So Happen To Be On Cherrytap One Night And There He Was Right Before My Eyes..Something Told Me To Rate Him And Send Him A Message And So I Did, We Started Talking And Then Right Away I Got A Weird Feeling That He Was The One For Me..So I Gave Him My Cell Number And We Chatted On The Phone For Over An Hour And WOW...We Connected So Well Like We've Known Each Other For Years...He Shares The Same Interests And Also Likes To Do The Same Fun Stuff As I Do...He Has Completely Stolen My Heart And My Soul. I Have Major Feelings For This Man And Im Positive That He Is My One And Only True Love That I Have Longed To Find In My Life Time!! Therefor Nothing Will Ever Change On How I Feel For This Man! God Will Use His Magical Powers To Answer My Prayers And Make My

Bad Tornados Here
Weve had Tornados in all areas surrounding us and now more still to come. We're in the path of one of them, so I need to shut down. Just letting all my friends know. I will be back on as soon as I can. See ya all later SDChick

Learning New Things Makes Me Tired
Whenever I get new software, or a new book that I'm really interested in (the last one I got was http://www.edwardtufte.com/tufte/books_be "Beautiful Evidence" by Edward Tufte), I start reading and in about one half hour I get really really tired and fall asleep. This seems to happen everytime. When I wake up I remember everything I read, and even if I misunderstood it, it's like it's locked in my mind forever--because if I DID misunderstand it, I have problems not remembering it incorrectly from that point on. The most recent software I bought was an upgrade from Photoshop 7.0 to Photoshop CS3 Extended. Everytime I start to experiment with the new stuff, I get really exhausted. I wonder if this happens to anyone else; is this phenomonon known or studied, I wonder.

Self Pleasure
Last story for the nite..yea I was on a role.... Hope it doesnt ep you from going to sleep,,, hehehe Laying here in bed with my mind racing in so many directions, I just can't seem to shut it off so I can get to sleep. I wish so badly that you were here with me. I close my eyes and think of you. I reach down and caress my breast, lightly rubbing my nipple between my fingers until it is poking up through my nightgown. I do the same to the other one. It feels so good under my touch. I concentrate on only you. I see your face in my vision; my body begins to ache, wanting to feel you. As my mind deepens, I can feel your breath on my neck and my body arches to meet your touch. I see your hand take my breast, oh what a wonderful feeling. You play lightly with my nipples, making them stand to meet your lips. As your mouth covers each one, my breath is taken from me. I arch my back and offer more to your mouth. I watch as your tongue plays lightly with one nipple, then the other

Rockin The Lounge
Looking for DJ'S Contact DJ_Woody Kansas City's JROCRadioLive Players - Winamp, Music Match, Jet audio CUM IN AND LET ME ROCK UR ASSSS.......COME LISTEN......IF U LIKEY.......JOIN....ITS THAT EASY...........:)

Twenty One Lashes - New Poem
Twenty One Lashes A feeling like nothing ever felt. Shivers down your spine of this new discovery. Promise made to not invest too much. Yet those always seem to get broken. Time slowly passed and it seemed like forever. Comfort knowing exactly what to expect. And then one day you find out you're wrong. Things seemed too perfect some how. Nothing ever goes just as planned. Mistakes made and not can be said to mend. An emotional avalanche it has been lately. One thing after another seems to happen. Not stuck between a rock and a hard place. More complicated and knotted than known. Armor strong yet weak spots exist. And you happen to pierce right through. I invested too much in you. (c) Ann Kelly Saturday, May 5, 2007

Sorry Officer, Shoulda Did Your Homework..hahaha
okay so brief history: Met a Guys on here who kept trying to test me..I told you up front that I did Psychological Profiling..That I had a Degree...That I came from a Faimly of Highway Patrol..You thought you where so smart.......Well Sorry didnt mean to hurt your feelings to the point of deletion but damn dude there is such a thing as an educated Woman... POINT and CASE! So SNAP.... My Daddy always said: You Must First Learn The Rules of The Game, Then You Must Play Better than Anyone Else. YOU will be Missed.,,,,,ahahaha NOT!@#@#!

Mama Jokes
be charged with sock abuse Yo momma's feet so fat her sneakers need license plates Yo momma's feet so skanky that when your family wants jam pieces she gets yo brother to run a loaf of bread between her toes Yo momma's so fat she bit into a school bus and said where's the cream filling Yo momma's forehead is so big you could show slides on it Yo momma's glasses are so thick she can see into the future Yo momma's glasses are so thick that when she looks on a map she can see people waving Yo momma's so grouchy the McDonalds she works in doesn't even serve Happy Meals Yo momma's gums so black she spits Chocolate Milk Yo momma's gums so black that she spits Yoo hoo Yo momma's hair so greasy you could fry a chiken in it Yo momma's hair so nappy she has to take Tylenol just to comb it Yo momma's hair so short she curls it with rice Yo momma's hair so short when she braided it they looked like stiches Yo momma's has 10 fingers, all on the same hand Yo momma's has 3 eyes and the

My Husband Is Home For 12 Weeks
My husband got to come home last night from San Francisco. It was very stressful hearing alot of what the doctors were telling us. He will be undergoing his Kidney Transplant in 12 weeks if they have a living matchable donor. I was considering giving mine but his family is making it way to complicated and hard. I want to ask all my freiends to pray for us. On top of all the other stresses with his surgery and the upcoming events I got a seat belt ticket for $250.00 for not wearing my seat belt talk about topping the cake with stressful things. I had a good time in S.F. I got to see a few sites while waiting for him to come home. They told us he will be going back and fourth for the next 12 weeks till we admit for the surgery. Next time we go up I will take pics of the warf and other views there and post them for all to see. Cause we will be going up in three weeks for a follow up and a transplant cordinating meeting to get screened for possible matches.

The Treasure
I sit here tonight My thoughts begin to stray Back to when you were still around And the things you used to say You used to say you loved me That you would never leave Words so sweet and precious That I wanted to believe These words were buried Deep inside my heart My most guarded treasure How very much they meant to me’ Went beyond all measure But I guess I broke your hearts again For you left without goodbye My heart still guards your words to me While it continues to cry ~AMY~

Another Hot Story, I Was Bored
you are the sunrise and the sunset. when i see you wake its so beautiful, when i see u go to bed its so beautiful. But unlike a sunrise ur beauty remains through out the day. Ulike the sun setting your beauty remains all night. I love it when i see all of ur beauty and we express something so special. I am so unique because unlike most men i charish each and every second we express that special love. The passion we share for each others nude bodies is so great. Its never to late for this. When my lips touch your lips it is such a fantastic kiss it feels so good, to kiss ur beautiful plump lips. It feelsso good to holdyou in my arms, especially while we r both nude. That feels so good i dont know what you feel. But while we are doin this i can feel my heart warm up so much. My shoulders they are so relaxed, and all i want to do is hold u tighter and tighter until your beautiful breast press against my chest. I want to hold u even tighter though so that you can feel my heart beating.

The Perfect Dream
I remember you From a far away dream A place where, for once All was what it seemed The only time My dream ever came true In a land non-existent That brought me you We spent our time Just being together It was always Spring Perfect weather forever We made love by the ocean Rolled in the sand Watched countless perfect sunsets Walked always hand in hand But that was long ago In a perfect dream Where all was non existent And all was what it seemed ~Amy~

The Pefect Dance
I miss your voice against my ear As we danced slowly across Silver floors Swaying lightly together As you spoke evenly In tones meant to melt I miss your hand at my back As you pulled me in close Guiding me through Loves perfect song I miss the passion That burned in your eyes As you peered into my soul I miss your lips upon my skin As you ushered me Into the sweetest bliss I miss the beautiful promises That flowed through the still air Keeping time with the beating Of our pounding hearts I miss the perfect dance But alas The music stopped ~Amy~

~*god's Gift- A Mother*~
His Greatest Gift I sit beside her bedside, Looking down at her Gentle face in peaceful sleep for my Mother. Lies in my heart So strong and deep With tenderness I brush a strand of Soft white hair From her forehead, And,with tears, Recall the years of love And happiness She gave me when, I was but a child. She worked from morn Till night, Rocked me to sleep with a lullaby, Singing ever so softly That i should not cry And when i played Outdoors and fell, She kissed the place To make it well Her wise and Patient ways showed Me right from wrong, And her radiant Smile always made The dark days bright. With her guiding hand taught me How to pray And helped to Fashion what I am today Her endless faith And enduring Love Made our house a home. Bless heaven for All that she is, Because there Can never be Another For God's greatest Gift to a child is _A Mother...

Todays' Quote Is: Children
"Children might or might not be a blessing, but to create them and then fail them was surely damnation." Baquera's says: It's not where you raise your children, it's how! I am no different then anyone, I am just a reflextion of my parents and grandparents, but they have always told me to be better then them. They are not perfect nor do I try to pretray that I am, but my children will be better then me. When my kids are struggling, I always tell them, "mommy has learned that struggles can be used as an educational experience, which only helps you to become wiser." You don't have to make the same mistakes, learn from the first mistake and keep it moving." "Don't look back and in the future you will see how much futher you've become from when I was your age." My son who is 20, in the Service and starting his college courses now has actually told me today (which brought tears to my eyes), "mom, I remember what you said about becoming better then you, but mom thats hard as he

Im Drunk And Angry
Don't Ever Segragate me for my political beliefs just cause thier different then yours. i have never segragated any one for thiers. just cause i believe that if this country is lucky guiliani will be next president does not in any way make me an asshole. never call anyone willing to vote insenseitive. everyone is entiteled to thier opinion and To The DEATH i will defend any persons right to express thier belief on ANY given subject. Dont You DARE call me insensitive, for mentioning a man whos done great things. dont you DARE call me insensitive, as you haved never told me why i should not beleive in a man i trust to lead my country. if you have an opinion at least TELL me before calling me out. because i have done nothing wrong and im tired of feeling oppressed by a party who doesnt know what they are talking about... and if u think im talking about bush your dead wrong... this is beyond bush... this is beyond polotics because as it stands the rights that DEMOCRATS are so w

One Night Stand?
I am sitting here having a drink when you walk into the bar. I come to this spot regularly, just to have a couple drinks and relax. I'm not here looking for anyone or anything. I do get lonely once in a while, but I'm not looking for a one night stand and I believe that is all you will find in a place like this. You sit down beside me and we politely smile at one another. My attention is focused on the papers in front of me. I printed some stuff off the Internet just before I left the house. Some great recipes I found while surfing the web. I've been giving it my all to try to broaden my culinary experience. I am a great cook, but have only a few specialties and I'm a very picky eater. All of a sudden I can feel your hot breath on my neck. It startles me. I quickly look over and you're right there. Our noses are almost touching. Your eyes are so beautiful. I'm stunned by the electricity we share. You lean back and apologize. You tell me that you noticed the recipes and thought yo

Truth
I wish I could look into Your lying eyes And believe with my heart Once more… To be shaded once again From loves blinding light I wish I didn’t see the truth That was mocking me, Laughing… I wish I could go back To the way I was And believe your Promises… Oh, sweet promise Sink into me once more Blind me from truths To hard to bear Use me, abuse me Like all those times before Let me bask in the warmth Of false pretences For it hurts far less than Truth… I once was blind But now I see That the sweet words, so softly spoken Were naught but pretty lies You told to me ~Amy~

Arousal......
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

Promise
My love, I wish you happiness And memories that make you smile Someone who will hold you tight Make your life worth while It shames me to realize now This gift was never mine to give I don’t know why, but I just never knew how So I step back, I’ll forfeit Any hold I had on you Just promise that to yourself You will always be true Live life like you should And should you have the chance don’t pass your turn this time Promise me you’ll dance ~Amy~

Rainfall
Rain falls across the depths Of my existence Washing away All that was happy and warm Leaving me filled With sorrow Gloom Loneliness Trapping me in the muddy reality That has filled my life since you left Holding me down In this boggy pit of despair The glimmer of hope that once burned through Me brightly Now only the smallest Simmering ember Locked away deep inside In a place I cannot find Cold and shivering I lay In the center of my concrete life Till I hold you In my arms once more And once again feel hope burn eternal ~Amy~

Silence
I wrap myself in the comfort of your silence As your teeth scrape against my skin I loose myself in the loneliness I see in your eyes As the sweat cools skin made hot with friction Breathing comes slower as we fall back down from our temporary sanctuary And you dig deeper that hole in my heart That only you can fill Sadness becomes you when we part Only to meet again when the madness Becomes too much to bear alone ~Amy~

The Electric Soft Parade - No Need To Be Downhearted
The Electric Soft Parade has produced a true work of genius with ‘No Need To Be Downhearted.’ They have managed to combine the lyricism of Burt Bacharach, the pop sensibilities of the middle-years Beatles, and the technical savvy of the Alan Parsons Project or ‘Dark Side of the Moon’ era Pink Floyd. I am not overstating this. The songs on this album are laid back pop gems. They are subtle, yet powerful. They evoke a sense of yearning without being whiny. They range from sparse instrumentation consisting of acoustic guitar and piano to what sounds like a Casio keyboard and then up the scale to full orchestration. This a great Sunday afternoon, kicking back in the shade album. Or if you’re a doom and gloom type it can fit that mood too, as all the songs involve some kind of emotional message. Recommended tracks: well, all of them :) Recommended for: fans of the Beatles, Alan Parsons, Pink Floyd, Burt Bacharach, Coldplay, Rufus Wainwright, Leonard Cohen, or anybody who just wa

Dark Oblivion
Dark Oblivion ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Loneliness beckons in the hours of night I hear the siren call and feel her Seeping into my being I welcome her this night While infidelities scream Through my head Washing away all thoughts Hopes Dreams Wishes So I can just be Empty Emotionless Nothing can bring harm this night To my aching soul Relieved for once Of the screaming echoing through Deaf ears Leaving nothing but silence And the lonesome security Of dark oblivion ~Amy~

What The Heck It Is?
here's a question. is an MU (mutual understanding) a relationship? what is this crap? mutual understanding of what? i believe this sprang up when couples (if you can call them that) are too chicken to say "i love you as more than a friend. can we see this through?". hoo boy. as if love and relationships aren't complicated enough already. this takes the cake in loopholes. all convenience and no commitment? say you've been friends a long time and enjoy each other's company. but lately you have become aware of each other, tried brushing it off but didn't work. so gradually you become special friends more so when you take pains to not do things that would have been natural for both of you before all this sexual chemistry bubbled up. makes sense? of course not. because you tried to blank out that word there like it was a dirty word. sex. it's not a dirty word. it's natural. the knee jerk reaction is somebody else's fault making you think it's bad. anyway to get back to sex. i'm

Beauty And Madness
MAY 14, 2006 i saw you and claimed you as mine. no pretensions no questions. plain and simple. you think it was your looks? haha, aren't you just a little vain? it was something more. it's like i knew you from long ago. i recognized your spirit, kismet. it's not at all difficult to explain. should i feel the need to. but why should i make it easy on you? it wasn't difficult liking you even more. you're a little savvy, a little intelligent, pleasant to look at and u loved my spirit too and not at all threatened by it. although you had another woman by your side then, being the free thinker that i am, that wasn't important. even if i looked like a hag, you would soon see the goddess trapped inside my body. i dont even have to resort to coyness and enticement. everyone knows i do not have a coy bone in my body. that's just not me. you liked me back. admit it. or not. doesn't really matter, your opinion don't count. why? because i have no intention of owning you, of absorbing

A Soldier Is...
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket.

A Man Worth Having
i live in a world of strong women. women who are not clingy, needy and wimpy. women who have strong opinions, earns paychecks, balances home and work like it it was easy (believe me, it's not) and most importantly women who like strong men. forget steroids and the "me tarzan u jane" crap. this is not the type of strength i was talking about. it's not like we are going to challenge them to an arm wrestling. this strength does not require girth nor weight lifting. arrgh will u listen? we are talking about men who are secured in their being men. they can clown around and carry our bags (no matter if its prada or chanel) without worrying they look ridiculous. its men who mean what they say and have words of honor (hey, you can even have the whole paragraph). men who like to protect their women not because the woman can't do it herself but because he likes to protect his own and it feels right. men who are kind to kids and animals because they are defenseless, are proud of who they

Tornadoes Rip Through Kansas
GREENSBURG, Kan. (AP) - A fresh wave of tornadoes ripped through the Plains late Saturday, a day after a tornado all but destroyed this town, killing eight and injuring dozens more. The National Weather Service said it had received reports "well into the double digits" of twisters touching down in six southwest Kansas counties. Numerous tornadoes were reported from South Dakota south into Oklahoma as forecasters scrambled to keep issuing warnings. The new storms forced rescuers to abandon search efforts Saturday in southwest Kansas, where crews had spent the day hurrying through the wreckage from Friday night's giant tornado. That twister left little standing in Greensburg beyond the local pub. Friday's weather was blamed for nine deaths in Kansas, a figure authorities feared could rise even before the latest twisters. City Administrator Steve Hewitt estimated 95 percent of the town of 1,500 was destroyed and predicted rescue efforts could take days as survivors could

Waiting To Exhale
i said i love you and no words were more true. feelings run deep and although i tried shaking it off i know it can never go away quietly. we've been friends for years and years. the change has just happened quite recently, it could'nt have been more timely. you wanted me. at first you wouldn't even admit to that. excuses, sort of feeling our way around this awareness. we spent some time evading the issue unitl you had the strength to say it. i couldn't believe u finally admitted it. couldn't believe somebody like u even would look twice at me, do u remember? or did u feel i twisted your arm? sometimes that's what it feels like. specially in the initial stages when i made almost all the moves. it makes me sad but i can understand how being forced feels like, believe me i do. but i wasn't trying to do anything. merely showing you how i feel. if that was wrong, im sorry. i was hoping u'd love me too. not by logic, not by process of elimination, not by feeling sorry. you see someh

Something Here For The Men To Think About
Well guys.. here think about this.. You know all those women you drool and pant over here. All those porn looking girlies that you follow around..Remember.. they look like this without their make up.. Would you follow them around if they look like these celebs without their make up? You're overlooking some really great girls because of it. Watch and learn.

It's Complicated
are you in? you might be if you are toting the new social status. in the emerging politically correct world, even this goes through a make over. no longer are you merely dating, seeing each other or even in a domestic relationship. it is now lumped in 2 words (or 3 if u include apostrophes). IT'S COMPLICATED. this is not to complicate the minds of the public. fact be known, it is to reflect the state of mind of the speaker (the one in the relationship). to say it's complicated is to say 3 things... 1. we've accepted that we don't have a normal relationship and we don't know if we want a normal relationship. 2. i do soooo want this to be "the one" "forever" type but i'm not sure if the other person feels the same way for as long as it would take. 3. i don't feel like explaining so bug off! in reality, the parameters of loving need not be complicated at all. even unrequited love is simple. you are in love, loving. for it to be reciprocated does not even matter, especially

Macho Men Vs. Real Men: And How To Know The Difference!
Machismo I'm torn as to whether this topic is more sad or humorous. It concerns the issue of 'Machismo'. At least that's what it's called in Latin cultures and many parts of North America. Loosely defined it is the label used to describe that standard by which many men rate their own masculinity. Their virility, strength, ability to stand up against difficulty and maintain their stance as true "men among men". There is just one major problem with all this.. the definition most men use in determining their level of 'machismo' is totally out of whack with reality or good conscience. Before we go into detail I want to make clear I am not speaking of just the Hispanic culture, but all cultures. This 'machismo' may have it's own terminology particular to each race.. but its misunderstanding is present in all cultures. The first misconception regarding this 'machismo' trait would be that, in order to be considered 'macho'..., one must supposedly be able to stand one's ground.. no

Perfect Days
BUBBLEBATH,CANDLES,AND PURPLE FIZZ, FOOD,WHAT IS MINE IS YOURS,... ROSES IN THE KITCHEN, LOTS OF LOVE LOTS OF KISSIN, SCREWDRIVERS ON THE COUCH, HOME COOKING SMELLING UP THE HOUSE, A HUG AND A SMILE, IT'S ALL WORTHWHILE, THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN ON PERFECT DAYS.

Im Inlove?... Awww!!!!
pull up a chair. i want to tell you something. are you ready? for years you have haunted my days and claimed my nights. even in moments when i am half asleep half awake your face swim at the back of my eyelids. teasing me to get up and not waste this beautiful day. everyday is beautiful. you taught me that. miles away from you, you continually evade my thoughts. making me smile at how you will look at a certain situation, making trials a little easier to bear. your image flirt at the corners of my peripheral vision. just there. when i focus on you, you flit away. you make me think things are easier than they are. i see you toast to my successes however small and celebrate victories. You encourage me to be bolder when i'd rather be timid and cheer me goading me with smiles and promises when i'm down. small measures of love but big in effect. do you know you look better not smiling? don't listen to them. u'd look good even after a nap, in a rainstorm or with a

~"little Dick" Tomtom~
Now, let me introduce you to one of my most interesting friends! :) Tom and I have been chatting for a while now and believe me when I tell you that he is a fun friend! :P He has interesting, sometimes even amusing fetishes...I'll only share with you 1 of them to get you started and that is gummies. Yep, that's right! :D Once you go check him out, you'll understand. hehehe Please take the time to read Tom's profile and if you don't, shame on ya! :P Tom is not only funny but he is nice, can hold a not only entertaining but also adult conversation (lol) and is a very caring friend. He knows that there is a time to be funny and a time to be serious. He has a cutie pie for a son and also a very cute furry "son", Buckshot (updated - may Buckshot rest in peace...he has a new "furry son" named Gator [and yes, he was named Gator for a reason...lol]). :) If you have time, you will find that he has many entertaining items of stash, blogs & pics and also some serious ones that deserve atte

Bitter
I am so sick and tired of this shit. I just keep getting screwed over or blown off all the time. You know what I wish? I wish that I could intentionally, and maliciously hurt somebody that I claim to care about. I really wish I had it in me, because it has been done to me plenty of times. And this past time has just really put me over the edge. But you know what? I could never do something like that to ANYBODY, because I am not an unfeeling, selfish, asshole, the way most people seem to be. I'm just too nice of a person, and where does that get me? On Cherrytap writing angry blogs that maybe 2 of you will read because it is happy hour and everyone is off getting points. It doesn't seem to matter how good of a person you are or the content of your character anymore, it's like that everywhere, even on here. Know why my rank is #997? Because the 996 before me are mostly girls that are willing to post naked pictures up. That's all guys want anymore, is just some dumb slut, or a psycho bitc

My Grandmother
My Grandmother was the last true matriarch of my family. A tradition that has survived for countless generations is now gone with her. The family had already begun to scatter to the winds with the loss of the timber industry and commercial fishing where we were. As the family scattered it became a more difficult role, but she could with a single phone call accomplish a lot were the family was concerned. She was our center, the only reason that some of us even knew what was happening with the rest of the family. She arranged for help for those of us in need and support for those of us who were hurting. She was always there with advice or even just an ear to vent to. A wise woman in a world that had long forgotten the old ways. She lived her life not for herself but for her family. When she was young she was a wild child touring the country and doing what she wanted, but as her children were born she buckled down and became a strong mother. Ensuring her children knew their roots, a

Till I Met You
I never dream 'cuz i always thought that dreaming was for kids Just a childish thing and i could swear love iS just a game that children play and no more than a game till i met you i never knew what love was till i met you this feeling seems to grow more everyday i love you more each day i believe you i believe in every words that you say i love you all the way now i could swear love is not a game that children play so tell me that you'll stay... P.S. THE POEM WAS A BIG JOKE HA HA!!!

Water Balloons
well today was my little brothers b-day party. it turned out to be a preaty good party. about 30 people showed up thats good considering that we a are 4 hours away from our family. his little freinds from across the street came along with alot of other kids he had alot of fun. the party lasted about 5 hours. i dont think that he has ever ran around and played so much in hs life. we had a huge water balloon fight i think the adults had more fun with that than the kids. lol a freind of mine ended up getting atacked held down and sprayed with the hose i got sun burt so bad on my back that i can barely wear a shirt it hurts so bad i do that every freakin year i need to get some sun block it was stress full in the middle of it trying to control and entertain 15 kids under 10 but over all it was a pretty good day i needed a good day after the way that i have been fealing its nice to act like a little kid everyonce in a while

In The End
Why not I dont exist so why cant you resist me and twist me in to a shape that you want me to exist in outside of the box its hard to view in when its closed in the end it was just friends in the end it was makebelieve in the end it was a twisted fanasty come to life I was hidein away from the world to see cause I didnt want to be showen off and claimed for a little while i was the light shined through I was hidein so no one would know who i was so they wouldnt find out the disapoitment of my realization is now that was it all worth it hell yeah it was I am not even talked about except behind closed doors outside its just friends one fiends for the other only to get shut out hell yeah thats why i am confused.

Mason!
JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I HAD AN INCREDIBLY TIME WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH IT WASNT LONG ENOUGH! YOU REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES AND MADE ME AWARE THAT THERE IS REAL MEN OUT THERE! WE SHOWED EACHOTHER A LOT OF THINGS FOR INSTANCE YOU SHOWED ME YOU WERE A GENTLEMEN BY LETTING ME WEAR YOUR JACKET AND JUST TREATING ME WITH RESPECT! I SHOWED YOU THAT NOT EVERY FEMALE IS JEALOUS..I PROVED THAT TO YOU AT THE STRIP CLUB BOY WHERE YOU LOVING THAT, ME BY YOURSIDE AND NAKED CHICKS IN FRONT OF YOU! IM REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GAVE ME THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING YOU LET ALONE BEING WITH YOU.. SLEEPING IN MY BED WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE BEING IN YOUR ARMS WAS AMAZING! THANK YOU BABY FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME IT REALLY MEANT A LOT TO ME... AND I KNOW IT WAS HARD TO PART WAYS BUT TRUST ME I KNOW WE'LL MAKE IT UP WHEN WE MEET AGAIN! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE AND A GOOD WEEK AT WORK... MMMMWWWAUUHHH! YOUR BABY BOO HEATHER

My Six Dogs
I have six of the most wonderful dogs that a woman could have. The first dog that I got was a cream colored Tibitian Spanial. He's short and when he's not bathed and groomed he's fuzzy. Toby is about 4 years old. I got him from the animal shelter in Cookeville, TN. He has been neutered and he's a clown at times. When I first brought him home my husband Stan got down on the floor and looked him in the eyes and told him that he was a cocker spanial wanna be. Little did we know at the time what his true identy was. He slept in our room on the floor next to my side of the bed. If there was a basket of clean clothes there he would turn the basket over and dig out some of MY clothes and sleep on them. He has taken over my recliner and now that's where he sleeps. My other dog is a Sheltie and probably Jack Russell mix. She jumps straight up in the air when she barks so I am sure that is a trait of the Jack Russell's. Her name is Precious and she was given to us by one of the wives of the chu

Am I Ready? I Dont Know.....
just wishing the pain would leave and i could feel better.. just wishing that things turn out and that im ok. Just wishing that i wasnt so scared of the out come. Just wishing that i could wake up and it was only a dream. Just wishing for a day where i could eat or a night when i could sleep. Just wishing that it was all over and done with. Just wishing i wasnt alone and feeling so lonely. Lifes kinda odd like that..One day you wake up and all your dreams and goals are put on hold and your life is in the hands of strangers who dont even know you..All you are to them is money in their pockets.Life is now seen a different way and you begin to wonder have I hurt anyone i need to say im sorry to..Or how about your family have you told them that you love them? Have you taken time to pray? have you told your friends you love them? have you took time to remember what God has already gave to you? well ive taken time remembering, ive held my family like never before, i pray daily

Turn About Drag Show...
Well i was sitting in the bar this evening talking to my friend Todd... he is the chairman for gay pride... Last year i was supposed to do a drag number for pride fest but work got in the way.. he invited me to do it this year... YAY!!! ive never technically done drag before... i was a theatre major and played many male roles esp with shakespeare... (but if anyone has seen the pics of me the tits kinda give away the fact that im a real girl and not a guy.... )( trust me ive tried the duct tape and ace bandages and it is no help.. ) im thinking of what song i want to do for it .. last year i was gonna do Panic! at the disco but its already been done to death... decisions decisions... may 27th guys! ill be in drag!

Tool
On Monday April 30th I made my way up to Reno, NV to see one of my favorite bands TOOL. I've seen two shows on their last tour and wasn't sure what to expect. After all they were on a hiatus due to Danny Carey (the drummer) tearing a bicep. The Reno show was their third show after about a two month lay off. The music itself was absolutely amazing. Danny was right on target on the drums! He is absolutely amazing! The laser/light show was incredible. The only downside to the show was that I think Maynard was sick or nursing a soar throat. They had just played two shows in Vegas so that might of had something to do with it. He kept on stepping off his little perch and drinking lots of water. He also didn't sing all of the lyrics on a few of the songs. Needless to say though it still was great to see Tool back up on stage. Half way through the show they took a little breather and all sat down on Maynards "perch". They sat there for about 5 - 10 minutes. I know they have done this a

Weekend Update With Norm Mcdonald
This is will(amanda's boy to). amanda wanted me to write an update because she cannot get to the computer to blog or anything else for that matter. she's doing well. her surgery was quick, but there's still a long rode to recovery. the pain comes and goes in waves but she's on tough cookie and is not about to crumble. she pretty much has become one with the bed. it's a love hate relationship. they have her on some suped up pain meds that keep her pretty out of it. she goes back to the doctor on monday. i guess that's pretty much it, she's in good hands, her father and i have been waiting on her hand and foot. anyways that's it. in regards to lux's comment about the death toll of knee surgery, amanda want me to clarify that she wasn't afraid of dying from the surgery but from being put to sleep.

Love Letter
Love Letter If you're reading this then that must mean, I've worked up the courage that was unseen. Upon pondering love I came to find, that you were what came to my mind. So, I'm here to ask if you love me so; there's only two answers: yes or no. If it's no, then don`t mind me, dreaming of how I wish it could be. If it's no, turn me away, knowing I'll find true love someday. If it's no, I'll realize, there was never anything within your eyes. But, if it's yes, tears I will shed- tears of joy and not of dread.

Wondering
Wondering As I'm sitting here, Deep into a trance, I'm having some fear, Of what's coming up in the next glance. Life has its turns, Some not so good, Others leaving burns, For reasons not understood. As I look into my mind, I see my life as it was, What pain I left behind, Wondering what one does. My ride is almost over, When I notice a sharp glare, Looking over my shoulder, I can't help but to stare. Wondering what I see, I step off the ride, Seeing it's a key, I take it with pride. Opening the door it goes to, I carefully step inside, Wondering what to do, I see a note laying aside. Then I wake up, Wondering what was inside, Life may never tell me, So I'll wonder until the day I die.

May
Well we moved into our new place, on the south side, a block from Main St. We also have a new kitten, Dakota, a female tabby. She's so cute! Monday is my birthday, Wednesday is Amanda's b-day. Its also the day the pins come out of my hands and x-rays will be taken to see how they are doing. I can't wait to finally use my hands after 6 weeks. I can start light duty on the 21st. Going back to work will be nice. I enjoyed the time off. But not being able to do anything sucks.

Who Wants Gifts
Alright folks, come on...get in here and show DJ ~Dawn~ some love...she needs music so she'll be taking requests!AND EVERYONE WHO SUBSCRIBES TO THE LOUNGE GETS A GIFT AFTER HER SHIFT. SO CLICK THE PHOTO AND CLAM UR GIFT NOW!

Everyone Should Read This!
A friend of mine posted this and I thought it was awesome. Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By

Nubian Goddess
Chestnut flesh glistening, Calling me to suck the diamonds of perspiration. Flowing hair the hue of a raven's cloak, Its scent enticing my weak knees to bend before You. Eyes the color and shape of almonds, Making Your unspoken commands known to me. The sounds from Your red lips like an angel's choir, Making my collar feel more like a crown. Your hand gently pulling my leash, Reminds me of my place in Your world. And the sweet taste of Your dark flesh Further completes my enrapture. You are adored, worshipped, Like no other.

Tornado Season
Last night, during severe thunderstorms in central Kansas, a small town by the name of Greensburg was litterally wiped out by a monsterous mile wide tornado that had travelled from the Oklahoma panhandle. Almost a dozen died, some are still missing. Over 90% of this small town is leveled to the ground. The disaster is so bad that the remaining survivors were evacuated while search and rescue went through the rubble that was once their home. It turned out to be a very good thing that the people were moved to safety as yet another monster tornado touched down again tonight in Greensburg. This town is litterally no more. It would take years just to clean up and rebuild even half the town. Everyone who lived there now has nothing. No home, no possessions, no car, no where to go. What do we do now?

Done!!!
D-O-N-E!! DONE!!!.....i'm tired of people getting upset at me because i say something sexual or something else and they get upset for it...because oops..i slipped out of my "gentleman" mode and had a bad day....but no...gentlemen aren't allowed to have bad days...well fuck that....i'm tired of jumping through peoples hops just to make them happy.....what about my happiness??....when do i get to be happy?...why can't people let me be happy for once in my god damned life?...looks like no one wants that.....i might actually stand on my own feet and not have to need people....but thats not allowed....i can't have the person i love, i can't have the happiness i DESERVE!!...i'm tired of living in darkness and surrounded by dispair....i want to live a life of love and happiness...but thats too much to ask....so i guess this is it....

Words To Live By
"Do not fallow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail"Robert Frost........." In war, there is no sustitute for victory"General Douglas MacArthur......."Only the dead have seen the end of war."Plato........"God grants liberty only to those who love it and are always ready to defend it."Daniel Webster......."I regret that i have but one life to lose for my country"Nathan Hale......."To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving the peace."President George Washington........" Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom."Thomas Jefferson......"You cannot de disciplined in great things and undisciplined in small things. There is only one sort of discipline - perfect discipline."General George S. Patton, Jr. ........"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in wich you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things you think you cannot do."Eleanor Roosevelt......"Encourage us in our endeavor t

My Photos
Hello everybody, People are wondering where I live to have the animals I do in the yard, so let me explain. I live in a rural community north of Tampa, Fl. I have lived here since 1965 and yes I’m old and yes I’ve seen a lot of changes over the years. Up until a few years ago there were large pastures, wooded areas and lakes all around my home. I grew up fishing, hunting and exploring this land and getting to know Mother Nature. That has changed thanks to people who have no respect for her or her wonders. They have come in and devastated the land to build houses and communities. In doing this they are forcing the native wild life to find a new place to live. I have 3 acres of my own with lots on either side of me that are 5 or 6 acres each. The properties have woods on them and no houses other than mine. I put food out in the back of my land and have a camera that is motion sensitive so I get really good pictures of what's out there. The government and people in general have no respe

Darleen
our love for each other will never die, will withstand all adversity and will only grow. Any problem is only a test we will pass a lesson we will learn and an experience we will share. The tears we shed run over each other and nurtcur our love. the pain we experience we experience together.the cure of our ills come from each other. the sorrow pain and joy is ours and no one will take it from us...I love her and she loves me and no one will destroy us

I Guess There Really Is A Real Man Out There!!
Well For Once I Think I Have Found The Man That I Have Always Wanted In My Life...Thanks To Cherrytap For That One!! He Is Just Soo Sweet,Loving And Caring....Gotta Love Him To Death...But Dont Wanna Scare Him Away By Telling Him Those Words Just Yet....I Have Never Had Feelings For A Man In My Life Like I Do For Him!! He Is My One And Only True Love And Maybe SumthinGood Will Come Out Of This And Maybe We Will Be Together And Be One Happy Family (Just Maybe)... Well Gotta Go For Now!! *Peace*

Into Each Life
Into each life a little rain will fall, but if you have a friend, you can bear it all, for a friend is an umbrella, to hold above your head, and help you think about, the sunny days instead. Into each life a little sun will shine, but if you have a friend, it will always be fine, for if you can share the sunny times, with a friend that will be ground, as you talk and walk together, securely hand in hand. Into each life a little wind will blow, but if you have a friend, to whom you can go, your friend can help to guide you, can help you make the choice, by offering their view, and adding a new voice. Into each life like leaves things will fall, but if you have a friend, you know that you can call, they'll always steer you clearly, when their counsel's sought, for a friend is like a safety net, in which you will be caught. Into each life a friend will come to you, for if you have a friend, you'll know what to do, when a problem shows itse

V V
My darling you saved me From a dark dark place You were the only one To put a smile on my face You helped me to deal With my ever sinking mind Your warm encapsulating love Such a wonderful find Your arms wrapped around me In my hours of need Wiping away my tears In your embrace I felt freed For you are my hero I owe everything to you You are my eternal heartbeat And everything else too

U
Things don't happen quite that way That's what I hear the people say We love, we laugh, we play, we scream Too good to be more than a dream Teeming with such love, such life Infatuation's perfect wife The way we make the other feel Too good they say, "It can't be real". Suddenly the dark clouds loomed And ended the first dream too soon Things changed too fast for me to see How all of this affected me The pain feels real my hopes were shattered They say it shouldn't really matter 'tis but a dream not yours to keep My heart bleeds - my body weeps The first dream made me feel so good As hopes of love and caring should The second dream brought grief and dread Disbelief like people said Love is good that's what they say But it doesn't grow in just a day Things just don't happen quite that way Dreams come true - that's what I say!

No Catchy Phrase To Make U Read This So If You Want Please Feel Free If You Dont Well Then Dont.
WHEN A GIRL CALLS: When you catch a girl glancing at you, She wants you to look back and smile, When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, She wants you to hold her hand, When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later, When a girl is quiet, a millions of things are running through her mind, When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around, When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine, When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are playing games, When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever, When a girl says she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future, When a girl says "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that, When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,

And The Winner Is
Luscious¢¾Mami (Member of Club F.A.R) - Fan me before you add me, plz.@ CherryTAP official bitch 2800 lucious 1800 blueyes 1300 people i got to go right away im gonna watch the delahoy afight....and were gonna miss the hh..if u want your stuff now hit me up..if not i owe u

Another Saturday Night
How does that Cat Stevens songs go?... Another Saturday Night and I aint got nobody, I got some Money, cause I just got paid. Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to, I'm in an awful way. Amen brother. Trying to get used to being single again, suck a big fat one sometimes. Oh don't get me wrong, I'm glad to get out of the marriage I was in and I'm happier than I have been in a long time, at least 5 years. There's a lot of things I'm doing now, that I haven't done in a long time. Going hiking, getting back into my photography, tending my garden, hanging out with friends. The dating scene just is becoming a total wash for me and that's what sucks. I can understand some women being a little wary of dating because my divorce hasn't gone through yet. But it's just going out on a date, it's not like I'm looking for sex.....ok, I might be looking some, but that's not all. I just would like to find someone, where we like each other and would like to hang out and get t

How I Am Doing.. Come See
WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BLESSING.. I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT ARE RECIEVING AWESOME GRADES AND ARE ON HONOR ROLL.. GOT GREAT NEW FRIENDS HERE.. AND FINALLY GOT A PROMOTION @ WORK, I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I AM WELCOMED IN ALMOST ANY STATE IN THE U.S. OF A !! AND I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A CAR THAT IS GONNA LAST ME AND MY GIRLS ARE VERY LONG TIME.. SINGLE AND STILLL LOOKING.. ANY COMMENTS? PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD

Dont Pump Gas On May 15
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

When I Am In A Relationship
When I'm in a Relationship......... I am the girl who will let you go out with your guy friends. But you have to realize that I will go out with my girls. I am the girl who trusts you, believes you, and believes in you. I am the girl who will miss you terribly, not cheat on you, if you go out of town. I am the girl who will get you soup when your sick and a washcloth for your head. I am the girl that would talk to you if there is a problem, not go out and cheat. I am the girl that would play hookie for a day just to be with you. I am the girl that realizes that every couple needs space, and realizes that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I am the girl that will come rescue you, no matter the situation. I am the girl that needs some rescuing herself. I am the girl that will never make you cry or question what we have. I am the girl who knows what she wants. I am the girl who is always honest and never keeps secrets. I am the girl who will

Warrior Ethos
I am an American Soldier, I am a Warrior and a member of a team, I serve the people of the United States and live the army values, I WILL ALWAYS PLACE THE MISSION FIRST, I WILL NEVER ACCEPT DEFEAT, I WILL NEVER QUIT, I WILL NEVER LEAVE A FALLEN COMRADE, I am disciplined, physically and menatly tough, trained and proficent in my worriortasks and drills, I always maintain my arms my eqipment and myself, II am an expert and I am aprofessional, I stand ready to deploy, engage, and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat, I am a gaudian of freedom and American way of life, I am an American Soldier

Ok This Is The Rules 1 Day Blast
everyone that is going to play for the 1 day blast..need to go riht now and send an email to the sponsor..if u do not and u win ..u do not qualify,...tell him u enjoy the contest an thanks.....if u did this already disreaguard this.......anytime within the next 5 contest..i will announce the race is on.....1st person to the sponsor page that drops 20 comments wins the blast........have fun my peeps..thats why we here for... next contest in 5 minutes to make sure u send that em if u need the link hit me up...........remember any contest within the next 5 will be announcing the race for the blast...have fun

Why Ct?
I just responded to a blog entry from a friend about people wanting to bring drama into the cyber world. It got me thinking about why I joined this site, and what exactly I hoped to gain from here. I joined to meet new people and make new friends. I've only been a member for a couple of days, and I haven't really run across any drama yet, Thank Goodness. I am curious why othere people joined and what they were looking for. Any responses would be appreciated. Thanks.

Busted
I origanly wrote this on myspace which I have 2 profiles on. ( a friend pages and a family page) But it is conected to CT! Sunday, April 29, 2007 Whos Stalking Who? With Proof! Current mood: humored Category: humored Web, HTML, Tech Okay so Joan and her band "god" boyfriend Nik of Sikfuk have been stalking me and my husband cause my husband called him and his band a bunch of dumb names like emo, fat and gay. I know OMG right? lol Well my hubby only did so after Joan and Nik got him deleted like 8 times ( thats under guessing) and threated our childs life. They have found every profile we create on here and on like 3 other sites that we know of so far. But behold there is a myspace tracker! and guess what I found on my site just a few days after hooking it up! The home of the great Sikfuk and Joan have been watching my perosnal site ( www.myspace.com/starlingsilver) at least twice a day! One vistit was for 31 minuets and 35 seconds ( I bolded this visit)! Don't believe

Divide And Fall Apart
She has waited decades to explode And all you had too offer were weak excuses On all the reasons She was supposed to keep it together And take a stand And you promised her. You promised to love her Just the way she was. I guess promises don't matter because You spent your hours Finding ways to better her For her own good. The rain came pouring down The way it had been for days And she didn't know the difference Between you and the sunshine. You both seemed to burn through Just fine. She spent hours walking through The rain - warm droplets hitting her face- So you Wouldn't know she had been crying. But you Wouldn't know the difference anyhow Would you? She had once been a young girl With a pretty face But those days, have all withered away. She was now just a young girl With nothing to lose And even less to say. They had all missed the signs That she had put in the way But no one had a problem Forgetting her name.

Non Title Match Up
this is for diomand earings sent anonynously to the person of your choice right now.. this contest was sponsored by ***Official Bitch*** ~Bombshell Bombers Numma 2~ .SBAB. ^Elite Bombers^@ CherryTAP guess a number from 1-10..u get unlimeted guessed but 1 per comment i will announce winner as soon as i see the number..if no winner in 5 minutes the 1ts person to guess wins........this is how the game stands right now 2800 official bitch champion 800 lucious number 1 contender 1300 blueyeys

Stalkers Busted Here On Ct
Stalkers strike again!!! Current mood: numb Category: Web, HTML, Tech After the mail I just post I started getting odd E-mails on another site I'm on www.cherrytap.com. So yesterday I posted the same tracker on my Cherrytap page and look who I found! But in his mail he QUOTED " i dont ever want to hear from you or him again, we are not ever looking at your pages again, you or his or whatever the fuck how many profiles you have, we are officially done with you" Yet they just went to a new website to stalk me. yet again here is the proof.( ONCE AGAIN IT'S Pretty LONG!) Cherry Tap www.cherrytap.com/cockcollector May 5th 2007 Domain Name comcast.net ? (Network) IP Address 71.195.14.# (Comcast Cable) ISP Comcast Cable Location ..> Continent : North America Country : United States (Facts) State : Wisconsin City : Hudson Lat/Long : 44.9822, -92.6995 (Map) ..> Operating System Microsoft WinNT Browser Internet

Chakra Reading
Sun in Aquarius: Your Sun-sign of Aquarius rules your spinal cord and therefore gives you unusual access to the higher energies in your aura. You are readily able to see how the body, mind and spirit all work together as one. Aquarius also rules your calves and ankles - a part of your body that has very good flexibility of movement, allowing your mind to direct your body to turn in any direction where you decide to step. Aquarian universality is also seen in the fact that Aquarius rules the oxygenation of every cell of your body through deep breathing. In fact, breathing exercises would be very good for your health, to improve your circulation on the physical level and to inhale prana (a subtler form of astral energy) along with the oxygen. In order for your spinal cord to carry the energy currents within your spine, it is very important that you keep the vertebrae in your spine properly aligned, so that there will be no block to the flow. You also need to maintain a healt

Weekend Rambling
Drove out for my son's soccer game today. They won :). The other team was short a few players so David's team gave them 2 players each quarter. The ex wasn't there for the first half the game. When she did come her little girl sat in my lap and fed me oreos..lol. Of course she ate the cream out of the center before she gave me them. His next game is Wednesday evening. I guess Sue is not going because she asked me to take him. The game today was kind of strange. Since parents have a tendancy to yell and try to coach their kids from the sideline, they had a "silent saturday". You could only applaud for goals. No cheering and yelling as they ran up and down the field. Some people on CT amaze me. I know I don't have many pics up anymore, but when I did I rarely got ratings. Thats ok, I'm here for friends, not points. But I see some people on my list whine that they have thousands of friends and only a few rate their pics. There is one that I rated every one of her pics,

Pimpin Gift Coming Within The Next 3 Contest..1 Day...blast Contest Coming At Ant Time
3300=official bitch champion 1300=blueeyes 300=lucious remember to win championship u need to win 2 times in a row.reguardless of your money..and pimping and 1 day blast contest are non title matches for 500 how much is.5+f+4+f+4+f+4+f+5+3++43+7++67+= 1 day blast is sponsred by ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP if for some reason you have not recieved your blast in 3 days..i will buy you the blast..but you should be able to recieve it as soon as i declare you the winner and he is online

Buried
I'd like to bury that part of me. I'd like to bring this part of me out the grave. I'm not a perfect weight, and I'm taller than most girls my age, but I've got a mind like a diamond, and a good amount of rage. My eyes may go crooked, but my teeth are arrow straight, and I may have a funny laugh, but my intentions are sincere. I make mistakes, and I may shed tears, but I always come back up. Losing is never enough. I may slack off, but I've got the elbow grease and the scars to prove, I'm no slacker. I may have hurt someone, one too many times, but I'm not an attacker. I may break hearts, but only with intentions of saving the good parts, from me. I may close my eyes to days of light, but it's only to see the things, hidden in darkness, of our fights. I may run away, but it's only to escape the mess. I'd like to bury the part of me tacked to slavery. And I'd like to bring me, out of the grave.

Fire And Gas= Death
I just got a phone call. A family freinds son age 14 was building a bon fire. It wasnt going so he opened up a tank of gas and poured gas on the fire. He closed the cap and there was stil some dribbles of gas on t he tank it ignited and blew up. He suffered 3rd degree burns on 100 percent of his body. The fire also burned all the oxygen out of his lungs. He died. I hope he didnt suffer long..... If you know anyone who plays with fire or fireworks or anything like that PLEASE dont let them die like Scotty died.

Basic Life
People go on the internet to get away form reality and meet new people. Just when U think its all good and nothing could possibly go wrong WHAP!! ur rite in the middle of drama central! In the cyber world its all the same bullshit that u try to avoid in the real world! it gets to be depressing after a while and u just want to give it all up! U think "whats the point of talkin to anyone if all there is gonna be drama?" People breakin other peoples hearts lives bein used and abused wtf is wrong with people these days? Is that what we have resulted to, pain and torture? If thats the case then its not worth it!

A Peaceful Mind !
A peaceful mind There is enormous power in peace. Seek to let your mind be filled with peace, and your life will benefit greatly. Worry wastes your precious time, resentment destroys your effectiveness and anxiety drains your energy. A peaceful mind, on the other hand, puts you firmly in control and out of the reach of the world's negative distractions. Peace comes easily and naturally when you stop fighting against what is. Accept the reality of this moment, let go of the need to need, and experience the peace that is already here. Peace is what you find when you let go of everything else. Peace requires no real effort other than the realization that you already have it. Beneath the noise, beneath the chatter, there is beauty, and there is peace. Visualize your concerns as moving quickly away from you, until they disappear into nothingness. Empty your mind of the stressful thoughts, and peace will fill the space left behind. Be at peace, and every thought, ev

Satuday 5/5/07
Today was a pretty good day today, but nothing out of the ordinary happened. I hung the phone up on my brother's girlfriend today because she was smarting me off lol, but other than that it's been a normal day. I chatted on messenger and in Phreik.com for awhile and listened to DJ Cracker do her shows this morning and this afternoon. I'm hoping to get to be able to dj with her once someone hooks the mic up for me since I can't get behind the PC with my wheelchair to do it myself. She was supposed to dj earlier this afternoon with a friend of hers but they backed out at the last minute, so I felt bad that she had everything all planned and then they pulled that on her when it was time to go on air, and she ended up djing all by herself. Well, she's coming back on air again now, so I'm going to end this here, and listen to her again and chat in the lobby. Have a great night all.

Life Path Reading
Sun in Aquarius: Unconventional and freedom loving, you are an individual in the truest sense. You have strong opinions which you will hold onto adamantly. Because of this, others sometimes get the impression that you are quite stubborn and headstrong. Even so, you are friendly and sociable, and many Aquarians are drawn to group situations. You might be someone who prefers many acquaintances rather than a few close friends. This trait can make you seem somewhat cool and a bit detached. Aquarius is a very independent sign and there is a part of you that wants to be sure that your personal freedom is preserved.

Life No More
Soldiers sitting in trenches Smelling the stenches of war Some men, some boys who have not seen war before Their comrades who are injured/dying look at them Like a crook at a gem The stogie stench of death is in the air Soldiers questioning how much they can bare Glancing again at their comrades The dying are shakin due to the icy cold hand of death on the necks Everyone is a wreck Remembering the long trek from square one And seeing the sun once more For some ... Life No More

For 1000
1st person to drop 3 comments without getting blocked for 3 minutes 1800 official bitch champion 300 lucious number 1 contender 1300 blueyes for those of u that just got here ..now u can cash ur winnings at anytime and send whatever gift u want to anyone you want anonymously...but no more then 3 gifts no matter how much u get so u will have to buy expensive gifts

Gas Prices
NO GAS ...On May 15th 2007Don't pump gas on may 15th...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protestof gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station inprotest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in mostplaces. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internetnetwork, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up.If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take$2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companyspockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and >lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry forat least one day. If you agree forward this to all your contact list. With it saying,''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

When
When all you have is gone, All that was for real has faded. When everything seems wrong, And your heart has been raped and raided. Without a bid of far well, Or a even a glance back. You know you can tell, It's time to make a new track. When all has left you, When there is nothing in this barron land. It is time to start anew, Stop being the helping hand. When all generosity is ungratefully abused, When friendship has turned to mist. We don't like the idea of being used, But we are left alone after being kissed. When family doesn't worry, When friends don't care. When lovers don't say sorry, When there is no one there. You give yourself to the world, Force others talents to be awoken. There is no one to give you a twirl, You realise you left naked and broken.

N Love Wit Tha Tap!!
I could say im addicted to tha Tap but that wouldnt even cum close, I think im N Love wit it. Tha fun i have on here tha ppl i've met Baby I give u much prop's 4 Cherry Tap cuz without this tha friends & Fam that i do have on here i never would have met, & u r all Fuckin great. Just thought i'd i'd say that ta let u all know that i do care about u, so ta me Cherry Tap iz Tha SHIT!!!

Isnt Life A Real Bitch
Funny that I say this....I mean isnt just a bitch in a 1/2 when ya sorry stupid punk ass self gets busted for being a player and when ya do you have to go off and hide and run cause ya know if ya dont then ya wont be able to play no more....anyways lmao have a great day all

Moved
so im finally moved up to NH. thank god the move is over was way stressful. two weeks till jay gets here *cries* anyways just a short note to tell everyone all is well, i have interent again and im thinking of yall!

Hide -n- Seek
Hide from pain, it is calm, Seek peace again Father hitting Mother Mother struggling for his anger to subside The more she tried, The more rage hit her pride I was three,crying out watching,my mommy's agony Oh, no, now he is lookin furiously at me Quickly, I hushed to prevent him from Turning on me Hide-n-Seek has a new meaning for me Hide from the pain when all is calm Seek peace again When father is now gone, But the painful Violence still lives on

Letting Go.....
Last year... my son graduated from highschool... and... to get through it.. I was on anti-depressants.. and actually drank a bit of wine before the graduation ceremony, which for ME who does not drink much.. was almost TOO MUCH WINE.. I was smiling and feeling good on the outside.. but.. ... I was FREAKING OUT on the inside... I have always been a very over protective mom... and I knew.. that I had to cut the apron strings.. or atleast loosen them.. Well... today... I have to COMPLETELY cut them... my baby boy... is moving out.. and moving into his own place... WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND..... OMG....... boy... they grow up so fast. Time just flies. I swear.. I just gave birth to him.. ya know... and here he is .. signing the lease on his first apartment... and.. I just can not believe it. Where does the time go?.... It makes me wonder if I savoured the moments long enough? Did I hug him tight enough? Pay enough attention? Listen close enough? Teach him well enough? Make him feel secure en

For 500
as it stands official bitch is the champion..to become champion u have to win 2 times in a row..the number 1 contender is blueyes..but im going to predict 1 of these 2 wins the blast..i could be wrong..any bets?lol...anyway after reading all this bullshit to throw you off...1st eprson to drop a comment wins official bitch 1300 blueeyes 1300

Another Survey.
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Tremain (of Tre for short)Nickname(s): DirtyAge: 30Birthday: 6/12/76Birthplace: South CarolinaCurrent Location: Dalzell, SCEye Color: Dark BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 6'2"Weight: 200Lefty or Righty: Right (when it comes to writing)Zodiac Sign: GeminiWhat Do You Drive: Dodge AvengerScreenname: Project D.I.R.T.Y.{---Favorites---}Color: Red or BlackNumber: 2Band: The RootsMusic Genre: Hip Hop (not Hardcore)TV Show: HouseMovie: Enter the DragonActor: Samuel J. JacksonActress: Wow...too many to mention...Kind of Movie: ActionCartoon: Fullmetal Alchemist (anime)Sport: FootballFast Food Restaurant: Hardee'sFood: PizzaIce Cream: Turtle TracksCereal: Honey Bunches of Oats

Dig My Grave
I'm useless to this world You've shoved me out I think I'm gonna hurl What do you want You don't want to care Whatever I say I'm not really there I guess its okay when I'm not around I wish it was fine All I want is for you to smile I wish I didn't have to cry Refuge is more than a mile Are you done screaming yet You're loud enough now How am I ever gonna forget Ive been through hell and back An I came home to this Heartbreak and heart attack I'm never getting saved Cuz my savior left town And forgot to dig my grave Its very cold down below In the place where bad people go So why'd you let me turn from you Why do you do those things you do I tried to obey But that never made it okay Everything was fine til I finally left Are you done screaming yet You're loud enough now How am I ever gonna forget Ive been through hell and back An I came home to this Heartbreak and heart attack I'm never getting saved Cuz my savior left town And forgot to di

1 Day Blast Contest
i need everyone who might compete in the contest....to send an email to the sponsor right now.....and tell him u are participating in the 1 day blast contest he sponsored.....make sure u tell him this contest...cause he has his own.....remember he said depending on his mood it might be a 3day..but for now its a 1 day...so send him emails and put him in a good mood...telll him thanks for the contest and if possible give him a gift...u need to send him this email in order to win the blast...so he can see that there are real contestants..and we can get future sponsorship...dont fuk this up guys.....if u sent an email already disreguard this ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP

Insignificance
Blinding agony piercing my miserable soul. Exiled by my actions, Doomed by thoughts, feelings, and satisfaction Laughter haunting my existance Rendering me useless My happiness has been chosen These joyous deeds observed Lay me to rest For I will be forgotten

Never
I never asked for the sunshine I never wanted the rain I didn't ask for these feelings & I never wanted this pain I never asked for forever I never wanted your lies I never asked to be left with These heart-wrenching cries I didn't ask for the moon I never wanted the air I never asked for you to love me I never asked you to care I never wanted to be hurt I never wanted to fall I never wanted to sub-comb & Give to you my all I didn't ask for the world Or for the heavens above I never asked for anything I only longed for your love

Tears Of Sorrow
Tears fall down my cheeks freely I wipe them away quickly Trying to conceal my weaker side I long for someone to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is ever there I am left alone with my sorrow My cheeks are stained with tears My eyes are red and puffy I want someone to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is ever there I am left alone with my sorrow Huddled up, I sit and cry Wishing there was someone Anyone to be there to hold me To comfort me through my tears and fears I reach out, but no one is there Why must I be consumed by sorrow?

Sometime In The Next Hour And 20 Minutes A Contest For 1 Day Cherry Blast...
this is our sponsor for the 1 day blast contest at anytime...and shhhh he told me maybe 3 day..depending on how he feels...not only that but the sponsor runs 3 day 7 day and monthly blat contest almost every day..next contest 2 minutes ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP and new champion official bitch 1300 blueeyes 1300

Burger King Fake Add
ok.. this is the best yet.. omg is it wonderfull.. i love the burger king adds.. (just take a look at one of my images that has the burger king guy shooting donald in the face) http://emuse.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/15102

Stalker Busted Here On Ct!!
Stalkers strike again!!! Current mood: numb Category: Web, HTML, Tech After the mail I just post I started getting odd E-mails on another site I'm on www.cherrytap.com. So yesterday I posted the same tracker on my Cherrytap page and look who I found! But in his mail he QUOTED " i dont ever want to hear from you or him again, we are not ever looking at your pages again, you or his or whatever the fuck how many profiles you have, we are officially done with you" Yet they just went to a new website to stalk me. yet again here is the proof.( ONCE AGAIN IT'S Pretty LONG!) Cherry Tap www.cherrytap.com/cockcollector May 5th 2007 Domain Name comcast.net ? (Network) IP Address 71.195.14.# (Comcast Cable) ISP Comcast Cable Location ..> Continent : North America Country : United States (Facts) State : Wisconsin City : Hudson Lat/Long : 44.9822, -92.6995 (Map) ..> Operating System Microsoft WinNT

Finding Your Roots
I recently took time out to spend some time with my dad. He had called me early in the week to see if I wanted to go trout fishing at the butt crack of dawn. ( And for those of you who know me, knows that I am not a morning person.) But I told him yes I would love to go. I rarely get to spend time with my dad, specailly quality time. Well I ended up spending the night at his house so we could leave early as we have before. But during my visit I found more than just getting to some time with him. On his kitchen table he had a shoe box. Well me, being the person I am though well dad has been shopping and bought some new shoes, so I asked him about what I thought was a day of shopping. Was I ever so wrong. Dad told me to look in the box, and inside that box I found a part of my life. There were pictures of my family I had never seen before. I got to look at the pictures and with each picture came a story, ( a bit of a history lesson) if you will. As I sat & listen to the stories and look

A Stalker Replies!
News On stalkers.... Current mood: numb Here are the E-mails that Nik From Sikfuk mailed me after my lost Blog From: cpt.shitb.. http://www.myspace.com/cptshitbeardthetardgrinder Date: Apr 30, 2007 7:57 PM Flag as Spam or Report Abuse [ ? ] Date Sent: 4/30/2007 7:57:00 PM Body:the only reason joans checks your guys pages is to be sure you both are shutting the fuck up and not slandering us anymore, we could give two shits about you and what tyson do we just know he wont stop, he always restarts this shit not us, dont make us out to be the stalkers, we never bugged you either star but he has been harassing joan off and on for the last 8 months even more than he does me so dont fucking play this innocent fucking bullshit with me like you guys are victums, if he stops we'll never bother him or you again, but like he has anything else better to do, this internet shit is bullshit, even when tyson was on my sikfuks friends list at the start of april i d

Myspace Stalker Going The Distance To Ct
I origanly wrote this on myspace which I have 2 profiles on. ( a friend pages and a family page) But it is conected to CT! Sunday, April 29, 2007 Whos Stalking Who? With Proof! Current mood: humored Category: humored Web, HTML, Tech Okay so Joan and her band "god" boyfriend Nik of Sikfuk have been stalking me and my husband cause my husband called him and his band a bunch of dumb names like emo, fat and gay. I know OMG right? lol Well my hubby only did so after Joan and Nik got him deleted like 8 times ( thats under guessing) and threated our childs life. They have found every profile we create on here and on like 3 other sites that we know of so far. But behold there is a myspace tracker! and guess what I found on my site just a few days after hooking it up! The home of the great Sikfuk and Joan have been watching my perosnal site ( www.myspace.com/starlingsilver) at least twice a day! One vistit was for 31 minuets and 35 seconds ( I bolded this visit)! Don't believ

For 300
who was the 39th president....and can i need a vote on wether we should stop giving away imaginary copys of hooked on phonicsreading is fundamentall,and advanced 3rd grade math..to the people who make mistakes...im not surif the chuckle is worth hurting somones feelings 1000=blueeye..

Nightmare
Waling throught the woods In the dead of night Feels like somethings watching me From the areas of no light I keep walking through the woods Although I am getting scared The vastness of the forest Making it hard to bare Then I hear a sound Crunching of dried leaves I turn to face the creature It's staring back at me It's body covered in silver fur Reflecting the light of the full moon I looked into it's eyes I could see my demise As the silver beast attacked Leaping high in the air I suddenly awake and realize It was all just a nightmre

The Last Time (comment Please!!)
I can't think about your laughter, You could always make me smile, No more thouhts of your warm touch, How it made each day worth while, Its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, I can't keep these memories, They keep tearin me apart, I've got to find a way, To heal this broken heart, its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, Chorus: Its the last time I'm cry'n The last time I call your name, The last time I say its the last time, I've gotta be on my way, No sleepless nights, No more tears from these tired eyes, Its the last time I say its the last time, I have to say Goodbye, No more thoughts about you, I have to clear my mind, Even though God knows i've tried ten million times, Its the small things that pain my heart, I have to say goodbye, I have to say goodbye, Yes, I'm sorry its over, but its too late for change, Seems to be the one thing, In this cra

One More Red Light (comment Please
seems i'm driving, down this one way street, going the wrong way, tryna get back on my feet, i said i'm sorry, then i do it again, how many times can you ask forgiveness, for the same old sins, I drive faster, just to feel alright, to find i'm speeding up, to one more red light, This short road, can be so long sometimes, its so hard, to stay between the lines, i keep driving, awake all night, to find i'm speeding up, to one more red light, the lights that lead me, are just too bright, dont know where i'm going, its have past midnight, whats my reason, I'm not quite sure, i keep praying, you'll give me the cure, This short road, can be so long sometimes, its so hard, to stay between the lines, i keep driving, awake all night, to find i'm speeding up, to one more red light, I try so hard, To hear what you say, but its so hard sometimes, to change my ways, This short road, can be so long sometimes, its so hard, to stay between t

Pieces
you consume my mind. make wrong things right. a missing piece, to the puzzle of my life. you soothe my nerves, and caress my soul. your mind inspires me. you make me long for life. you eliminate my fear. the calm amidst the chaos that is my world. you have saved my broken spirit. brought my will from the depths in which i had buried it.

Time (comment Please!!)
Lifes just one big winding road, it's got me lost again, in this maze of confussion, Another question around the bend, Here I stand alone, Really not sure why, I want so much to run to you, But I'll just break down and cry, So if this is the last time, If we never meet again, I just want to thank you, For being my best friend, Chorus: Maybe time will ease the pain, Maybe everything will be ok, I'll just keep on kill'n time, Maybe thats all I need, But right now,seems time is killing me, I only wish you the best, that you never fall astray, But most of all, Wish it didnt have to be this way, All I do is think about you, I get so lost in my mind, The further i dig for reasons, The harder they are to find, I'm not sure how to do this, I guess just day by day, But know I love you, I'm sorry it ended this way, Chorus: Bridge: I try to hide the pain with laughter, Then I laugh so hard I cry, Cause I see you holding me, And I can't stop the p

Blonde's Year In Review
January - Took new scarf back to store, because it was too tight. February - Was fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels......."Helloooooo !!! bottles won't fit in the typewriter!!" Sheesh!! March - Got really excited, finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months...box said "2-4 years!!" April - Trapped on a escalator for hours...power went out!! May - Tried to make koolaid....wrong instructions...8 cups of water wont fit into those little packages!!! June - Tried to go water skiing...couldn't find a lake with a slope... July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition..learned later that other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!! August - Got locked out of my car in a rain storm...car swamped because the soft-top was open. September - The Capital of California is "C"..isnt it?? October - Hate M n M's...they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 & a half days. Instructions said 1 hour per pound..and I weigh 97 lbs !! December - Couldn

Miss You (please Comment)
Can't count the days, Since the last time I held you, I can't count the ways, I've tried to live without you, I still feel like time changed nothing, It's distance that separates , i still dream about you, So real I wake up calling your name, i still think about you, Lately it's driving me insane, None of this makes sense, It just don't fit the frame, I miss you baby, more than words could ever say, I miss you baby, And this crazy life just aint the same, I need you, I want you, Won't you come back to stay, I miss you baby, And this pain wont go away, Drive down this highway, Another 800 miles today, I drive down this highway, To the same town I gave my life away, It alls seems different, though nothings really changed, Another sleepless night, empty friends to pass the time, Another sleepless night, A hotel TV and a cheap bottle of wine, This fame and fortune, Sure does eat your mind, every day I pray, You made it out okay, everyday I P

Edgar Allan Poe - Poem
A Dream In visions of the dark night I have dreamed of joy departed- But a waking dream of life and light Hath left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day To him whose eyes are cast On things around him with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream- that holy dream, While all the world were chiding, Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What though that light, thro' storm and night, So trembled from afar- What could there be more purely bright In Truth's day-star?

Come Down (comment Please!!)
Losing faith in everything, I just dont know, Give me a reason to hold on, I'll give you 10 to let go, everyone has a hold, tearing me in two, I've given all i've got, It dont even matter to you, I dont care if i dont come down, its all too much for me, i dont need you, i dont want you, won't you just let me be, I don't care if i dont come down, no one to catch me when i fall, I dont need you, i dont want you, you were never there at all, you swore you loved me, now who's deal'n with the pain, no you'd never leave me, now I'm a cold dog in the rain, i have to wonder, was this coming to me, I tried like hell i tried, was i just too blind to see, I dont care if i dont come down, its all too much for me, i dont need you, i dont want you, won't you just let me be, I don't care if i dont come down, no one to catch me when i fall, I dont need you, i dont want you, you were never there at all, i'm strong enough to make it, just you wait and see

Can't Do This Alone (comment Please!!)
Stairin off the edge again, The fear pours like rain, Praying you will hold me back, I can’t take the pain, It’s a long road from reality, I’m too tired to drive, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, When you feel this dead inside, Chorus: I beg you to stay, But I don’t belong, I need you hear, But I’m not that strong, No, No, I can’t do this alone, No, No, can’t do this alone, Try’na make sense, Of all the puzzle pieces, Try’na make fit, All your tripped up reasons, It’s a long walk from reality, I’m too tired to try, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, With these questions why, Chorus, Bridge: Hold me, Show me, How to be like you, Reach me, Touch me, I want to be like you, Chorus

Wicca History
Sorcerer - Wicca History History and Background of Wicca Wicca is a common and much older name for witchcraft. The term witchcraft has been defined in different ways. In the past it has most often referred to the human harnessing of supernatural powers for the malevolent purpose of practicing black magic. For this reason, witchcraft, sorcery, and magic are nearly synonymous. Witchcraft is not, however, synonymous with Satanism. Not all witches worship Satan, and in fact most do not believe in Satan at all. Nor do they believe in hell, evil, or original sin. These groups believe that Satan is an imaginary creation of the Christian Church. If they believe in Satan at all they will tell you that the devil is just another Christian diety. They also do not believe in demons, and their deities are considered to be "imminent", or within each of us, meaning that everyone is actually deity. A few groups do, however, worship Satan. During the Middle Ages, witchcraft experie

Awake
Awake Alive A Fingertip Those Eyes Inside I move from lungs to feet My heart pumps you through every part of me A sudden warmth surrounds Inexplicable Reborn With every interaction Like blood in veins, in arteries Exploring organs Composing melodies You look at me And oxygen sprouts wings To fly to rush To swoop To parts inside unknown

Vampire
Vampire Vampire; Sinking teeth, Ripping flesh, hunger blood-lust sweet surrender. I can see your blood sweet and thick coursing through your veins, No need to tell me your thoughts I can read your pains. Darkness my only cover, you know in your mind I'm your one true lover. Deaths sweet kiss upon your neck, your blood tastes sweeter only because you can't keep your fear in check. Now your once creamy completion turns pale, I know my fatal bite did not fail. As I hold you in My arms too feel the last shallow breaths slowly leave your body, Now don't you wish you hadn't been so naughty? In my minds eye I see you walking threw pergatory's gate, the final destiny of your true fate. I see now that I may never get enough of this life, Putting mortals threw Pain and strife. Darkness is my friend, now I know that my heart will never end.

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The First
The First Like Sun swept Hues of morning Fire, His touch lights an already Kindled desire. Having faith in his experience, I let him lead my Blissful ignorance. A loving embrace ebbs the pain that I know that I must face. Internal hope flickers in the love that we share, Tender with almost apprehensive care. Bracing for the final stirring of emotion, I give him my heart with full devotion.

Trust Trust And Lies
You Could Trust Me To Take You To Paradise,You Also Could Trust Me To Sweep You Off Your Feet,If You Approach Me Right I Could Show You The Beautiful Side Of Life,Why Is It Always When Im Around You Im Happy? You Show Me All The Good,I Took My Time With You Cause I Knew When You Said Live Life First I Would See The Real,Now Its Time For Us To Explore Life Together,But Theres One Problem The Truth Is Im In Love With You,I Want You And No One Else,Without Us Theres No Life For Me,Wait A Minute....Let Me Think About This,My Heart Was Broken Before,Is It True You Could Be In Love With Two?Now I Want To Be The Only One In Your Life That Makes You Feel That Energy,I Want To Be The One You Feel Safe And Secure With,So Why Is That A Problem?Its A Feeling Inside Me That Knows Its Going To Be Perfect,For That Fact Im Afraid Because I Dont want To Mess This Up,We Were Made For Each Other,My Mind Stay Focus On How I Could Better Us,We Spent Alot Of Time With Each Other And Yes It Was Very Special!

Love Is Happiness
Love is Happiness Love is forgiving, but never forgets someday someone says something the other regrets. True as Fiction love holds no bounds but, no matter what is said things come crashing from above right to the ground. Everything seems fine to the outside world, but looks can be deceiving, and what is said both partners are grieving. Wanting to say sorry and forget the hurt full words but sorry doesn't mend the hole in your heart, so you keep your mouth shut to heal the broken part. Never the right words do I find, so I hope these words help the broken parts to bind. I love you very much, I shudder at your touch. I don't know what I'd do if you were not there..., so when you be my trial judge and jury please be fair. Jason I love you!

Land Of Nod
Land of Nod The Land of Nod awaits, as the sand in Mr. Sandman's hourglass separate. As you slowly drift into anon, your body grows still and you start to dream of things, that have passed, which are gone. Your Sub-Conscious mind surfaces sending you conscious in to oblivion, and your dreams start, you choose the perfect role, the perfect part. Night flies by, and dawn wipes the stars from the sky. When you awake you tell the tale that your dreams do make.

Alone
Nothin to do, Nothin to say, Nowhere to go, Nowhere to stay. No One who cares, Everyone just stares. Why is the question? Still waiting for this lesson! When will this life end? Will I find a friend? Or will I spend this life alone? Always alone, forever alone, I AM ALONE !!!!

Borrowed Time
Borrowed Time One young girls contempt for her life, poor neglected, totally socially rejected. Looked on as an outcast of society, couldn't tell you the ;meaning of sobriety. Drugs and Alcohol her only escape, never worried about the coroner and the yellow police tape. One hit to many; overdose killed her and took her out of her misery, hounds of hell took'er, they made a special delivery. Her parents cried and wondered why she did it, and were sorry that she died. The friends that she never made, used her for and example, so they wouldn't have to pay the price that she paid. Prevention is the key, but information is what they should be offering. Different reasons for your addiction, but the outcome for all are the same. If you don't turn it around we can all make the same prediction. Death is not the answer, life is the dream of the true romancer.

Pigments Of My Imagination....
Ok. This blog goes out to my friend Charmed. Here ya go hon! Let me know... It all started as a simple trip to the store. No big deal just needed to pick up a few odds and ends. Little did I know that my day was going to be one that I would never forget. I woke up Saturday morning early, as I do every Saturday morning. Merlin was meowing and licking my face telling me it was time to feed him. He can be so fickle. “Can’t you let me sleep in just once?” I said stretching. He is so silly. Once Merlin has been fed and is finally happy, I am off to the shower. Ah, much better, up and ready. Finally, off to the store. I just love my town. For the most part, its very peaceful and small. I pull into the parking lot and finally find a spot. As I go into the store, I literally bump into Brandon Lake! I have always, um, studied, Brandon from afar. His gorgeous blue eyes, his tan skin, strong body. He is a work of art. Talk about embarrassing! And what happens next, you

Lost In Loneliness
I looked for you, you were not there, I'm lost in loneliness. I tried to call out for you, you did not respond, I'm lost in loneliness. As I dropped my head, Tears rolled down my face, I'm lost in loneliness. I sit and wondered, Where could you be? I'm lost in loneliness. I find that you have left me. I'm lost in loneliness.

Dying Inside
there is no life in this body anymore No more struggle to fight against I resolved to quit argueing the pointless Everything is pointless There is no meaning in looking for the soul mate For there is none No one ying to my yang

Ya'll Make Me Feel Welcome Here.
Hello to all of you, Thanks for being patient with me, I am relatively new to this but it beats going to a bar and spending major bucks and risking a DUI I like it here and after 18 years of marrige being single scares the hell out of me. I can sit here and find true "friends" who really mean a lot to me. All of you are a God send to me cause I'm still adjusting. Thanks for being there and I won't vent anymore I have found some new friends and look forward to the rest of my life. Again thanks for being here with me.

Do You?
Do You? Do you ever miss the feeling of being loved? Do you ever miss the hugs you received? Do you ever miss those kisses? Do you ever miss the affection you give to the one you loved? Do you ever miss sharing laughter and memories with each other? Do you ever lie in bed and feel that it’s empty? Do you ever feel that half of you feels dead? Do you ever feel times of loneliness? Do you sometimes wonder what it would be like to lie in a loved one arms again? Do you sometimes want to share your happiness and sadness, But find that there is no one there to do that? Do you sometimes see others hand in hand And wonder what it feels like again? Do you wish that you could live those happy moments again? Do you sometimes feel you want to turn back time? Do you wish that you didn’t hurt that much inside? Do you wish that you never cried those tears, Of hurt and pain? Do you wonder why all this happened to you? Because I do. (C) Angel

If Only
If only I could wait forever, To have you by my side. If only I could have you here, To show you the tears I've cried. If only you had the knowledge, That there's nothing I want more. Anything, anywhere in this world, Is to love someone and adore. If only you were mine, You'd know how much I love you. And maybe somewhere in time, You'll know how much I do. If only I had your heart, You'd know how much you mean to me. Maybe you'd appreciate my love for you, But I never had you anyway. You never knew my love at all. What am i to do without you now. After I gave you my heart and soul, Hoping you'd return it somehow.

A Long Night's Journey Into Day
Well, thought I'd catch up some on what's been happening. I haven't been on CT like I used to, because of a lot of things going on in my life right now. The most recent had to do with my step-dad. As most may know. I've been staying with my parents to help take care of them with thier age and health. Mom's going blind and has severe heart problems and my step-dad has prostate cancer and bi-polar with some signs of the beginnings of dementia. Well, about 2 weeks ago, I was on call and working all hours of the night. While I was taking a nap, my step-dad wanted some hot potato chips that they sell up at a store about a mile from the house. So, he said he was going to get on his scooter and go get some. Mom told him not to go and wake me up to drive him up there, but he insisted, he wanted to ride his scooter. Now this was about 7:30 in the evening. He's usually ok riding his scooter, but with the heavy traffic at that time and going on toward dark, he sometimes gets confused

Bit Of Me
Thank Brodie for this one... 1. You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays? We split the bill, of course! 2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias. What is it? John Smith 3. Pick one state in the U.S. to get rid of permanently. Texas. I'm sorry Will (please, move first) but c'mon, we can do without Texas, can't we? Think how much good that would do our country. 4. You wake up as the opposite gender what's the one thing you wanna try? Peeing standing up 5. Luke Skywalker or Han Solo? Han Solo. Duh. 6. Toy you always wanted but never got as a child? Barbie Doll 7. Top two celebrities you wanna do? James Marsters and Katherine Moennig 8. What's an automatic deal breaker in a potential significant other? Smoking 9. What is the last movie you saw that actually scared you? Click. This country's love for that man frightens me to death. 10. Stupidest thing you've ever said out loud? Oh, god, there are so, so many... 11. You're s

Loss
The pathetic existence of a life I lead will ultimately lead to my inner destruction. For the outer shell will remain, there will be nothing but the smell of a rotting soul to know there is still something inside of me. For the love I tossed away never to be regained, the one chance that life gives you was tossed away like the mere flicking of an ash from a cigarette.

Do You Smell That?
DO YOU SMELL THAT? A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991, complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing. At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. "I don't think she's going to make it," he said, as kindly as he could. "There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one." Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as

06/22/04
06/22/04 Even though I fell in love with her and I am with her. Sometimes I still feel as if I am still alone, but I am used to it. That’s why I couldn’t stand that relationship anymore. I guess it is just me after all. I tried so hard to make sure that it wasn’t me. But it always seems to be me. What is wrong with me? I wish God would do what he has intended for me to get it over with soon. I wonder why I an even here on this plane of existence. I can’t take it much more. I am going crazy in my mind. I am in the middle of everything and I can’t or won’t understand why adults act like children. She says I am with child (pregnant) but I haven’t even gone to get a test yet, if this is true and I lose it. I don’t think I could handle that much more stress in my life. She tell me she wants me, but she never hardly touches me. She doesn’t like me touching her either. I wonder id she knows how bad it hurts my heart when that happens. I want her because I think I am in love with her. I

"gman"
I met Gerard on New Year's Eve. "G" as I call him most of the time is a sweet friend of mine who I haven't spent a lot of time with lately but have been known to spend time with him on the phone, IM, email and of course on CT in the shoutbox. This past Near Year's Eve, I spent alone with a nice bottle of Asti and G kept me company for a few hours before he went out to celebrate (few hours time difference since he's in CA) so it was definitely more enjoyable than I had planned. :P We hit it off immediately, became friends and have talked ever since that night! G is a sweetheart! He keeps me smiling whenever he "visits" whether it's to cheer me up on a blah day or to just stop by to tease me. Either way, he is always welcome and I think a lot of him! :) He has a beautiful family and many wonderful pics. He also has some cute and onory pics too, which compliment his great personality! ;) G says his job is boring but I think his job is interesting. :) I will definitely say that

To All Mothers
I posted this under the heading of "choose the caption" because a mother is many different things to many different people. If you know someone you want to share this with, be my guest. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day wi

Bullshit On The Walls
Some come here to shit and stink, Others come here to sit and think, But I come here to rest my balls and write this bullshit on the walls And those who read these words of wit find themselves in this cyber pit drawn to this graffitti stall masturbating with utmost gall and so they knock knock they do you have to flush and leave this zoo.

This Will Bring Chills And Tears
Stop telling God how big your storm is. Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is! In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained he

Sexual Healing
YOU SAY,YOUR GONNA ROCK MY WORLD!SEND CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE,MAKE MY TOES CURL.YOUR LIPS KISSING MY NECK,YOUR TOUNGE,CARESSING EAR LOBES.MY BODY'S READY,TO EXPLODE."WHOA" BIG DADDY.THAT'S MAMA'S WEAKNESS.THE SECRET TO THE FREAKNESS.BETTA PEEP THIS..THROBBING WITH ANTICIPATION FOR THIS SWEET SENSATION.NOT A MINUTE PASSED,WHEN HE GRABBED THAT ASS.(HAD TO LET HIM KNOW)BEFORE YOU GO,UNLEASH THIS FREAK.BETTA 'CUM' WIT YA BEST TECHNIQUE,AND NO MATTER HOW 'HARD' YOU TRY,MAMA'S GONNA 'RIDE OR DIE'.MAKE NO MISTAKE,I CAN GIVE AS GOOD AS I TAKE.FROM HEAD TO TOE,MAKE YOU SAY 'OH'.MY NAUGHTY FANTACIES,LEAD TO YOUR ECSTACY.WITH EVERY POSITION,PLAYING IN YOUR MIND,WATCH ME WHILE I 'SLOW GRIND',POPPIN THIS P*SSY,WHILE YOU LOOKIN AT ME,READY TO GRAB ME,PULSATING WITH JUICES,READY TO DO THIS......IF YOUR NOT LIKE THE REST,TELL MAMA,WHAT TO DO NEXT........'KISSES'

Where The Hell Is Everyone
we have a friend and family member that is in a contest and needs help so please come and give a hand in here she is a great gal and will return the favour she is awesome please lets go we are 3800 behind please

Saturday Chill
Here we are....it is Saturday afternoon.....after five....finished the newspaper pictures.....had a couple of really good adult beverages...changed into some boxers....now it is time to chill. Been a pretty good day....got a good bit done and can't find a lot to bitch about. Chill tonight and get ready for tommorow...its lawn mowing time again....suntan lotion.....boxers and lots of sun as we ride the mower..........I actually enjoy it....get to enjoy the heat and sun and do somethink productive. Want to shoot some pictures....but nothing has worked out yet....would be nice if it did. Should be a good day, not matter what. I could go on a tear about a lot of things....but why the hell....it is Saturday.....my hair is getting kinda kinky (and so am I).....got plenty of Black Velvet and Diet Coke.....Debbie......and the sun will soon go down....might as well just enjoy the day. Peace and love to all Cal

Country Bitches Vs. City Bitches
Country Bitches vs. City Bitches A city bitch will take you where you need to go. *A country bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A city bitch will let another bitch know she can back the f*** up or get knocked the f*** out. *A country bitch will just knock her out!!! A city bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get f-ed up! A city bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city bitch wonders who your new man is. *A country bitch knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talkin

Not As Good As I Once Was Sorta
I aint as good as I once was I got a few years on me now but there was a time, back in my prime when I could really lay it down and if you need some love tonight then I might have just enough I ain't as good as I once was but I was good once ,as i ever was

Pet's Sex Appeal Is Very High.....(lie? O.o)
You Are 80% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Heres Wishing All A Fantastic Weekend
Hello again, nothing much here to blog about. just wanted to wish you all a great weekend . Remember to keep it safe, if you drink dont drive do the watermellon crawl lol . Seriously ppl Iloves you all loads and only want you to be happy and safe MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TO ALL HAPPY BLOGGINGS TO ALL UNTIL I BLOG AGAIN

2 My Cousin Kathy R.i.p Born: 5-5-71 Past: 2-17-06
AS I THINK OF YOU I look up towards the heavens, And all I see is blue. Blue sky's, white clouds, But not one trace of you. So I look a little deeper, Looking left and looking right, I look deeper and deeper, Into the cold, dark night. I still haven't seen, What I wish to see, So I looked within my heart, And you appeared to me ! Your smile was so bright, Your eyes - so lovely to, Happy - as always, The way I remember you ! Kathy HAPPY B-DAY U STILL LIVE WITHIN MY HEART....I MISS YOU............. Kathy was killed by a drunk driver....she was a mother of 3 and a great friend as well as my cousin...She was only 26 days older then me....Please b safe 2nite my CT friends think b-4 u drink and drive.....

Hey Guys!!
Omigosh..what a beautiful day it was! The weather was perfect! The kind of day where you just HAVE to be outside! I took my doogies to the doogie park! Not like I don't take them atleast 3 times a week! *grin* They are really spoiled! I'm still trying to teach Kissapug not to bite at the cars when I have the top down. I get sooo scared that he might fall out. That would be bad, but everyone tells me that I'm being silly. They say he is smart enough not to jump, but you should see him, he takes big bites at every car that goes by. It's cute but it totally makes me nervous. I wanted to share with you a couple pics from tonights update. I added 75 new pics and 1 new video! I hope you likey! Want to see them all? Free sign up for 18+

Here Are Some More Prizes For Tonight
***Official Bitch*** ~Bombshell Bombers Numma 2~ .SBAB. ^Elite Bombers^@ CherryTAP...will sponsor the contest with a platinum cherry....diomand earings ..and amens bracelet.....all pimpin gifts paid as soon as possible but during a happyhouor...small gives will be paid soon as u cash out see u at 5 pst bring a friend

Must Read Books
MUST READ BOOKS I have just finished reading a series of books I think you might like. They are by Alison Brennan called: Speak No Evil See No Evil Fear No Evil Great Books Some more great books: By: Keri Arthur Full Moon Rising Kissing Sin Tempted Evil Dangerous Games Embrace The Darkness (Due out in July) Enjoy

Frustrated As F**k
I should be writing, I know I should but I have all this crap going on right now that is creating this mondo mental block that I can’t seem to get rid of. So I will just vent LOL. I’ve got all this crap up inside me but every time I try to put it down on paper it evaporates out of my mind. But when I am away from the computer or a pad of paper it flows through my head like a river, What the F**k is that all about. I love writing it is a great release of pent up emotion and frustration. So here I am rambling on about nothing because I am frustrated, sick and tiered of all this shit……………

Deafening Silence
Its amazing how silence can be so loud that its deafening. It seems every day i fell a little more crazy. Letting my thought flutter around in my head, only to make my stomach turn over with stress. I letting my emotions get to the best of me. Letting the silence get to me. It just seems like every time one things goes right for me.. 6 things crumble in my life. I am still looking for an Official notice if the family i have been talking to will host me. Trying to get things ready at home for me to leave so everything isnt last moment.... and most of all. I miss him. Gawd i miss him so badly. Even the silly things like laying on the bed watching tv. ... chasing me up the stairs. I know i am being a silly girl. This is a bad month for me. It would have been my mothers 46th birthday last week (rest in peace) and its kinda big year for me. My mom took risks in her life and ended up dead at a young age leaving beind 2 children. She got prego with me when she was 23.. which is the ag

Pet's Tarot Card Is The Lovers
You Are The Lovers You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy. You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together. At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting. Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something. Your fortune: You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make. You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right. In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you. Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete. What Tarot Card Are You?

The 1 Day Blast Contest
sometime during the contests tonight starting 5pst.. i will announce that the blast contest is on..1st person to the sponosrs page to drop 20 comments wins........im going to take a nap..plz tell your friends..so we can have some fun.......ps pleas send the sponosr a gift with a note saying u appreciate the blast as the prize...cause me and rv go back..and i happen to know that rvyellow will sponsor another one..so go show some love add fan rate and send the message of appreciation also we have a few pimpin gifts that will be given out

If Tomorrow Never Comes ( A Poem By A Friend On Cherrytap )
**THIS WAS WRITTEN AND IS COPYWRITTEN BY DENE, LONE WOLF, PLEASE DO NOT COPY UNLESS YOU GET PERMISSION FROM HIM FIRST,THANX** I thought this was just so nice and so true , I asked him if I could copy it to my blogs to share w/ everybody. God Bless and Love ya! Thanx Dene for sharing this with us all. xoxo's IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES...... If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I'd see You Fall Asleep, I Would tuck You in more Tightly and Pray the Lord, Your Soul to Keep. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I see You Walk out the Door, I Would give You a Hug and Kiss and call you back for One More. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I'd Hear Your Voice Lifted up in Praise, I Would Video Tape each Action and Word, so I could play them back Day after Day. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time, I could spare an Extra Minute or Two to stop and say "I Love You," Instead of Assuming, You Would Know I Do. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I would be there to

Whisper Softly
how do i say i love you? how do i tell you i care? how do i tell you i've missed you, and let you know i'm here? how do i tell you my feelings, when i'm longing for your touch? how can i make it without you, when i love you, way too much? how do i kiss you softly, and hope that it's returned? how do i tell you that always, the fire for you has burned? how can i draw you closer, when the passion reaches my eyes? how do I let you know, for your touch, my body cries? how can i tell you these things? do i whisper them into your ear? how do i tell you i need you, and that i'll be forever near? i think i'll whisper them softly and hope that you can see how very much i love you, and hope that you love me.

Lonely Arms
Here I sit waiting and yearning for you time has made my hunger for you grow like the flames of passion that burns in my heart. Day by day I run the images embraced in deep passions our hands taking and roaming over eachothers body and imagine the sensation of us exploding in deep lust as we look in eachothers eyes we deeply kiss and say how much we love eachother...but for now all I can do is dream and hope for the day its real.

9 1/2 Hours Or Sarah, Day 431
Ok, let's take this from the top . . . I have never quite understood what Cinco de Mayo is. I know it's a Mexican holiday but 1) it is not Mexican Independence Day, that's September 16; 2) "Fifth of May" -- the English translation of Cinco de Mayo -- could just as easily be rendered "Five of May" since the Spanish language makes no distinction between ordinal and cardinal numbers; and 3) it's gotten to be more of a cultural identifier than it is an actual holiday -- oh, there's the food, drink, dancing, and other festivities, but even in Mexico it's not a major celebration outside the home state of Puebla where the May 5, 1862 battle was fought between Mexican forces and a numerically superior French army. I won't get into the details, but the Mexican forces won and ultimately drove the French out within five years. As to why the United States didn't assert its self-assumed Monroe Doctrine prerogative of keeping Europe out of the Western Hemisphere, there was this little thing calle