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4 Me
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A Few Years Ago
A few years ago I owned a coffee retail outlet with a friend. It was in the setup phase and he was doing things which were not conducive to the company's growth. I had the money and the computer skills, he was supposed to take care of the "street level" selling. We were constantly playing "dick games" which is not something I play. He decided to dip into company funds without asking me to purchase a new monitor. Mind you I was the one who paid for his computer in the first place, and taught him how to use e-mail. That is how far behind he was. This in conjunction with other questionable activities, brought me to a conclusion. I called him, told him that I was leaving the company account with the 200.00 that the company had earned, and pulled out the rest of my money. That shut down the company. I had nothing to prove. A person either listens or they do not. If they do not there is a price to pay. I ended up putting my wife into her RN program. I figured that was a better inves
You And Me We Use To Be Together Always
Things Arent The Same Old
things are always changin so when someone says "same shit or same old " they really dont know what they are talkin about just cause u have the same stuff happen to u doesnt me that it is actually the same thing u hear me so when u blog write or annouce that it is the same thing then u need to shut up and realize that it isnt the same thing.
Entries
The following are entries to a contest by The Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem...except that the last line had to be as un-romantic as the first line was romantic: 1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. 2. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. 3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. 4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 5. I thought that I could love no other--that is, until I met your brother. 6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 7. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face. 8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 9. My love, you take my brea
No,...this Isnt Mine...but I Thought It Awesome
What I Want The Most Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." ******************************************** ~*if u want me to fall for u, u have to give me something worth tripping over.*~ ******************************************** im just me . and thats all I can be no more . no less . no 2nd guess i laugh . i . i live . i cry and some times i wish i would die some day im funny others im not some times im in overdrive . and i cant stop you may not like me . but thats ok this is me . and this is how ill s
Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out" Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I
Waiting
sitting on a park bench among the dead trees and rotting leaves, looking down to the cold, moist soil, breathing in the mist of isolation. i find myself imploding, collapsing into myself ever deeper, until nothing exists but a silent sphere upon which the world is projected in two dimensions like a silent movie. all that is seen is all that is. and even that is just a shadow of something that is passing away. the world is at its end, but it lingers unnaturally, waiting... so many times i have come here to sit and watch for you, waiting for you to penetrate the walls of illusion that surround me. it is so close that i can feel it. the anticipation is overwhelming. but the years have gone by, and you have not come. reason tells me that you never will, that i should give up all hope, but the allure of the fantasy and the fear of missing you compels me to stay just a little while longer. on many occasions i thought that i had met you. she would come into my world for a time,
God
Love falls from a tree Looks up Bite me. Sweetest nectar better then a honey bee… Faith wraps around Embrace me. Cozy security protects me better then ever. Freedom opens its door Hold me. Refreshing waking every moment of my soul… God has brought forth showered in heavens name of love, strength and freedom. With out him I could not go forth with out him my soul would not be worth… As God stands by my side I can walk this world endure and embrace what the world holds in store...God may you be listing in I'm nothing with out you.
To All My Friends On Ct.
I know I have not been around much sorry for that it is that time of year again for us. Busy camping in the RV. I will be posting pics for all to see in the upcoming months, I hope you enjoy them. Big news for this week is I am going out to see Munch aka Ana in Arizona, I am so looking forward to see my Mexican sister... I will let ya know how it goes and I am sure we will have pics.... love and kisses to all talk to ya soon......xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxox Ginny
50th Anniversary
On the evening of their 50th anniversary, a reminiscing wife found the negligee she wore on her wedding night and put it on. She went to her husband and said "Honey, do your remember this?" He looked up from his newspaper and said, "Yes dear, I do. You wore that same negligee the night we were married." She said, "Yes, that's right. Do you remember what you said to me that night?" He nodded and said, "Yes dear, I still remember." "Well, what was it?" she asked. He was not much in the mood for this, but he sighed and responded, "Well, honey, as I remember, I said, 'Oh, baby, I'm going to suck the life out of those boobs and screw your brains out.' She giggled and said, "Yes, dear, that's it. That's exactly what you said. So now it's fifty years later, and I'm in the same negligee. What do you have to say tonight?" He looked her up and down and replied, "Mission accomplished."
.surveylicious.
1. Describe your ex in one word: asses. all of them. 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen? papermate visibility 3. When's the last time you got a hickey? cant remember 4. What does the 4th text in your inbox say and from who? "Yeah. Cause i phrased it like that. I got mind control now. Picked it up at Target on sale last week." 5. Are you missing someone right now? I'm ALWAYS missing someone
Such A Shame
I saw a homeless man lying on the sidewalk with a 40oz by his head, and I thought what a shame... ... that beer is mostly foam, and I bet its pretty warm.
Isn't It Amazing?
Isn't it amazing how you "like" a song until you actually read the words and it takes on a totally different meaning? It's like I understand the artist's meaning and feeling behind the song itself. Here's one that is tugging my heart strings at the moment. Anna Nalick Breathe (2 AM) 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a Day", he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in
38..giggles In The Sunlight
If I gave you a bottle of rain Would you save it for a sunny day I hear your laughter tickling my ear I can see your smile shining from here Pick a cloud and i'll send it to you for shade I'll pick a star and make a wish that I was brave Where does time fly when I'm talking to you Why does time stop when I'm sitting alone If I sent you my heart in a pinewood box Could you find a safe space to keep it under lock Giggles in the sunlight hanging in the air Happiness is a riptide, got me floating without a care She hates the rain..but she's my saving grace In this desert of a soul...she finds my hiding place
Just Me
Last night here on CherryTAP.. someone sent me a picture of this really hot, gorgeous woman and asked me.. "Angel, why can't you look like this.. this woman is hot and you aren't" All I want to know is WHY are looks so fucking important anymore.. why do most men think with their cocks anymore.. why can't it be a woman's inner beauty that carries her and shines through.. Why does a woman have to look like a porn star to be beautiful?? Would someone PLEASE tell me.. I am actually begging here.. WHY ARE LOOKS SO DAMNED IMPORTANT?
One Day Blog Silence. Remembering.
Lover Lay Down
Lover lay down, Let me kiss you softly. Let me touch your soul. Let me taste your health.. Lover lay down, Give so sweetly to me your heart. Let me caress your inner light with these ever so childish intentions of playing in your garden.. Let me watch your flower bloom....see those beconning vibrant colors of a fleshy pink to a blushing red... This color red so inviting...inticeing my fingertips to induldge in the simple pleasures of your majestic beauty... So Lover come and lay down with me in this eden of life, lets swim in this ocean that we have made, you and me baby all the way.... Lay Down Lover Lover Lay Down ~Goddess Of Green
Police Warning To Women
JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE RIGHT NOW... PASS THIS ON TO ANYONE YOU KNOW! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TE POLICE WARNING Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO CherryTap USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our CherryTap friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, a
For Those Who Misunderstand What Was Said.
Everyone that READS TOO OLD... READ CAREFULLY!!! Don't think we or I am leaving Our (or My) friends... They are just not going to be FIRST in my life. I can't speak for the person I Love... I Can say tho' if you jump to the ASSUMPTION that WE (OR I) am leaving you all behind, that is not what I am saying. So I ask you to READ CAREFULLY. I stated that WE ARE PULLING BACK not leaving behind. Thanks.
Serial Killer On The Looose! This News Just In!!
JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE RIGHT NOW... PASS THIS ON TO ANYONE YOU KNOW! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TE POLICE WARNING Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO CherryTap USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our CherryTap friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, a
Happy Birthday Immortal Love :)
Happy Birthday Immortal Love . You are an awesome friend. :) I couldn't ask for a better one. Send her some Birthday Luv! Rate her.. Fan her... Be her friend. And send her lots of birthday gifts!
Believe
Old man Wrigley lived in that white house Down the street where i grew up Momma used to send me over with things We struck a friendship up I spent a few long summers out on his old porch swing Says he was in the war when in the navy Lost his wife, lost his baby Broke down and asked him one time How ya keep from going crazy He said I'll see my wife and son in just a little while I asked him what he meant He looked at me and smiled, said [Chorus] I raise my hands, bow my head I'm finding more and more truth in the words written in red They tell me that there's more to life than just what i can see Oh i believe Few years later i was off at college Talkin' to mom on the phone one night Getting all caught up on the gossip The ins and outs of the small town life She said oh by the way son, old man Wrigley's died. Later on that night, i laid there thinkin' back Thought 'bout a couple long-lost summers I didn't know whether to cry or laug
Its Getting Better All The Time
I don't stop breathing everytime the phone rings, My heart don't race when someone's at my door, I've almost given up thinking you're ever gonna call, I don't believe in magic anymore, I just don't lie awake at night, Asking God to get you off my mind. It's getting better all the time, it's getting better all the time. Yeah I got to work on time again this morning, This old job is all that I got left, And no one even noticed I'd been crying, At least I don't have whiskey on my breath, Yeah I think I'm gonna make it, 'Cause god won't make a mountain I can't climb. It's gettine better all the time, It's getting better all the time. God I hope you're happy, Girl I wish you well, I just might get over you But you can't ever tell I always thought I'd do something crazy, If I ever saw you out with someone else, But when the moment came last night, I couldn't say a word, I stood there in the dark all by myself, Yeah I could have said
It's Done
It's done.....the crying is almost over .....the heart is in retreat....but that doesn't make it any easier.....maybe I should just lock it away permanently......Why do I do this to myself....why do I let myself care too much about something I know will never happen....Maybe I was meant to be alone....but that doesn't make it any easier......I need to let go.....I need to stop caring.....I need to quit loving....... I NEVER MEANT TO LOVE YOU I NEVER MEANT TO CARE I NEVER MEANT TO SHOW YOU THE FEELINGS HIDING THERE I NEVER MEANT TO LOVE YOU I NEVER MEANT TO CARE I NEVER WANTED YOU TO SEE THE PAIN HIDING THERE I NEVER MEANT TO LOVE YOU I NEVER MEANT TO CARE NOW IT'S TIME TO SAY GOODBYE AND MY HEART NOT TO SHARE
It Doesn't Get Easier...
Caring and loving people never gets easier, no matter how old you are. The feeling of being willing to jump in front of a bullet for someone. The horrible way your stomach twists and make you want to puke. It doesn't even matter how long they have been in your life. If you love someone, you love someone. It doesn't matter if you have loved them five minutes or fifty years. It is insane and intense and it turns me into a sappy, tear-filled little bitch. What the fuck?! Why is it possible for people to have this kind of power on your emotions? I was doing really good at being dark and brutal and full of hate. Then you meet new people and they turn your idea of shit around. BLAST YOU FUCKERS! I have a lot of shit I need to think about!
Thoughts Of What Is Real And What Is Not
Piled hate upon the soul for sake of rage Defiler of innocents uncaring of age Gruesome lot seeking blood and gore Heads chopped off and they cry out for more Swinging corpse the dictator at ropes end Death and destruction yet our pain does not mend Division and lies fed to the mass blind and lost Freedoms death draws close we bear the cost Confusion as to what is real in the magic show Slight of hand diversion tactics so we may never know Ignorance the bliss of minds that choose to never see A curse to be aware and powerless of what will be One moment a lifetime passes in the blink of an eye One moment we live and breath then pass on and die Only now do we have and nothing else is real This is all we will ever have and how we choose to feel The only life that we can change rest within our mortal shell Only we can decide whether that life should be heaven or hell In this moment that you read someone’s life did change Someone found love and someone lost isn’t it so s
~~spanky~~ The Union Official
Yeah Boy...that would be me. This is my second term as an elected Union Official. hehe. ~~Spanky~~
Just To Make My Critics Mad.some How I Lied And Cheted My Way To 20.000 Points Last Hh... I Know This Pisses The Haters Off
thanks to eeryone that helped me and rated my stash and fanned me ever.....you are ood people..if you ever within 5000 points of leveling....write me anote and blow the cherry whistle and i will go rate your stsh and post a bulletin so my friends can help you...people are mad at me cause i dont pay for points yet i get points as if i did ..heres the secret dont tell no one...........show love to everyone..dont hate on them dont down rate ..return favors...ask someone how thier day is...cause the best things in life are free...and points are no exception...thanks to the people who buy hh..we count on you and are your fans....and as for the haters thats negative energy at least i dont see them stop the drama bullys
What's Up With Women?
OK people! What's up with women nowadays (not all women, I must say that)? I mean why do most women go after a guy that has money and material thing's? Money can't buy happiness! And surely material thing's are nice to have, but it all can be replaced. What happened to the good ol' fashion love? Why is it such a big deal about looks and money? I thought it was about what is in the heart that counts. I know I'm not all that great looking, but I do have a heart. You know its like one of my favorite sayings, don't judge a book by its cover, read the inside first before you judge the book. I guess a lot of women think that if your ugly on the outside, you must be ugly on the inside as well. Someone help me out on this. I'm not understanding women like I used to. LOL
Who I Am Makes A Difference
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they had made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a community. She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra ribbons and said, "We're doing a cl
Dont Know Why
I waited 'til I saw the sun I don't know why I didn't come I left you by the house of fun I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come When I saw the break of day I wished that I could fly away Instead of kneeling in the sand Catching teardrops in my hand My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Out across the endless sea I would die in ecstasy But I'll be a bag of bones Driving down the road along My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever Something has to make you run I don't know why I didn't come I feel as empty as a drum I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come I don't know why I didn't come
I'm Tired Of It...
My first blog here, hooray! LOL Ok, down to brass tacks here. I'm REALLY getting tired of the wife's zero sex drive. Coming up on our 14th anniversary in July and I'm getting it once a month if I'm lucky. I swear to god if it wasn't for masturbation I'd have gone insane. I have a fairly high sex drive and even so I respect her wishes and not push the issue, but every time I try to get intimate I get an excuse. I know whoever reads this, if anyone does, really shouldn't give a damn if I'm getting any, but it's important to me and she just doesn't care at all. To add to it, I am the one who 99.99% of the time initiates it. I've even tried seducing her, like making her dinner (which I do all the time anyway), running a nice fragrant bath with candles all over the place (again, which I do all the time), anything I can think of to get her in the mood. Long back rubs, anything. To no avail. This sort of thing has happened before years ago and I'll admit, I cheated. I like to know I'm appr
Bored And Hungry
yeah i'm like totally bored. :( i've eaten like 4 cheese sandwiches today. i think i'm going to run some miles tonight. not sure how many and not sure where. probably outside. in a pink skirt.
I'm In A Mothers Day Contest...please Help
Ok everyone I 'm in a mothers day contest, please come rate and comment my pic.Just a few comments help but the more the merrier..: ). Heres the link.. Thankyou soooo much ahead of time .. Hugs, Amber By the way you have to be at least a level 5 to vote.. Just was warned.. Ty .. : ) UPDATE: For all of you that have been helping me, I must say I am honored to have you as my friends.. You all really have been there for me and helped alot.. I appreciate it sooo much!!! Please let me know if there is ever anything I can do for you.... Remember this ends the 13th of May...... BIG Hugs, Amber : )
Going Back
I am going back, to what exactly. Well I am going to go back to school. I am going to take care of my Fafsa this week. I am going to finish my Bartending License next week. I am going to be Moving to Canton MI for a little while to finish the Bartending stuff. It is just to far to track everyday in my car, and gas is too expensive. So I am going to stay with a Friend and finish my Classes there. Then they will place me in a Job and I will be able to work that and go to school starting in August. I will be going back to Bowling Green if I can. Don't know if I will move back to BG to Finish School. I may just stay at home and finish so I don't have to worry about the whole Rent and whatever else. Who know. Eventually I will move again, Just when I am sure I can Afford It. That is All the News I have for Now.
Done
The clock strikes ten the death of an hour. No more pain a total loss of power. The rush dissolved the pain intensified. Everything consoled, now threatens again. A second of release two minutes of pain a permanent scar. No more the same yet completely unchanged. Your own secret and painful reality, Tucked away neatly in the sleeve of your shirt. None to expose yet all to deepen. A whispered lie a deeper wound. A damaging rumor a hospital room. Shattered concern unaudible cries slowed voices FLATLINE
Humanity
the things in life that is most precious is life itself. that which is more joyous in life is the happiness of luv. the joy of a new born is most appreciate then dying. through the night skies you see the eyes of the watcher that watches over all that which lives on. the world is like a heart and we are the blood cells that keeps the world going round
Signs You Are Too Drunk!
* You lose arguments with inanimate objects. * You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. * Job interfering with your drinking. * Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. * Career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. * The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. * Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. * 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not! * Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! * You can focus better with one eye closed. * The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. * You fall off the floor... * Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. * Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! * Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. * At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... Uh..." * Your idea of cutting back is less salt. * The whole bar says 'Hi
Taurus- The One That Waits!!!
SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - The Cutie Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Coolest one Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k
New Pics Up
new guitar project. enjoy.
I Love My Friends You Are A Gift To Me
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.
Hey
MY BABYGIRL IS SO CUTE SHES 2 YEARS OLD HER NAME IS NiJayla. THANX FOR READING THIS I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW
Life's A Journey ;) Xo
Remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Any takers for the ride? hehehehe xoxo
Afscme History -- Assassination Of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
1968 Memphis Sanitation Workers' Strike Chronology Monday, Jan 1 - Henry Loeb is sworn into office as mayor. Sunday, Jan. 31 - Rain sends sewer workers home. Tuesday, Feb. 1 - Two sanitation workers are killed in an accident on a city truck. Monday, Feb. 12 - Memphis sanitation and public employees strike after last-minute attempts to resolve grievances fail. Newspapers claim 200 workers of 1,300 remain on the job but only 38 of 180 trucks move. Mayor Loeb says strike is illegal but says "this office stands ready... to talk to anyone about his legitimate questions at any time." Tuesday, Feb. 13 - An International Union official flies in from Washington to meet with the mayor. He calls for union recognition, dues checkoff and negotiations to resolve the workers' grievances. The Mayor says he'll hire new workers unless the strikers return to their jobs. Wednesday, Feb. 14 - The Mayor delivers a back-to-work ultimatum for 7 a.m. Feb. 15. Police escort the few garb
Just A Monday....
Its just a monday right... then why does it feel like such a different day. I dont know i just think it is from the hectic weekend I have had. I feel like a mack truck has ran over my ass and decided to roll backwards as well. It all started Friday when i got home, I learned that my biological grandfather passed away. Not a big lose to me since I never knew him. I felt sad for my mother and those who did know him. He died from cancer. And the real kicker is he died while in prison for a crime he did not commit. I know everyone in prison says they are innocent but he was truely innocent. The funeral was suppose to be tomorrow but because his wife likes to lolly-gag around it may not be til the middle of the week. I myself have no idea what to think since it is a great big mess. One family member doesnt want this member to attend and if so she is calling the cops. I have a fucked up family that can not even get along for a short time to mourn someone's death. It has to have
How Far Would You Go For Me
how far would u go? which of these would you do for me would you... Kiss me?: Hug me?: Date me?: Love me?: Hate me?: Hold me?: Lie to me?: Hurt me?: Sing with me?: Dance with me?: Grind with me?: Stare at me?: Cuddle with me?: Let me make a move on you?: Make a move on me?: Watch a movie with me?: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car?: Be there for me?: Buy me a drink?: Bring me around your friends?: Give me a massage?: Take me to the club?: Ask me out?: like me?: Drink kool-aid with me?: Take advantage of me?: Let me take advantage of u?: Hangout with me?: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good?: Hold hands with me?: Do something incredibly sweet for me?: Tell me you love me?:
My Baby
Hey all i am going to marry the best woman on this earth she love me and i love her to death her kids are cool too and they happen to like me as their step dad
Afscme -- 75 Years Of History
AFSCME: 75 Years of History Fighting For Civil Service In 1932, as the country suffered through the worst economic depression in its history, a small group of white-collar, professional state employees met in Madison, Wisconsin. They formed the Wisconsin State Administrative, Clerical, Fiscal and Technical Employees Association (which soon became the Wisconsin State Employees Association). The leader of the group, Col. A.E. Garey, was the director of the state Civil Service system, and the reason for the group's creation was simple: basic survival. Wisconsin state employees held their jobs based on competitive civil service examinations and there was genuine fear that state politicians might attempt to return to a political patronage, or "spoils" system. In the November, 1932 elections, Democrats in Wisconsin rode Franklin D. Roosevelt's coattails into office. And sure enough, in January, 1933 a Democratic senator introduced a bill in the state legislature that would dismantle
Touch
lines and creases of hands clasped in oblivion unaware of anything but the moment concealed within themselves, each other, and covered in the security of darkness this is all that is right now the sensation of fire flowing through needling the extremeties giving birth to contentment and longing like gravity pulling down to the basest of things freefalling together through a fluid dream to the bottom of the soul and the sudden awareness of the tightening grip growing with every pounding beat of the heart touch...
Tear
tear open my chest to expose the life within. need for you to see my heart beating because the tears in my eyes are not enough. i lay my head on the ground before you. what will it take for you to see? want to hold you and protect you, but you're too precious. everything that i touch withers and dies from my disease. my name is bile in my throat- i dare not speak it. i cannot trust me. if the shroud could be removed, if you could only see. there is so much more. but the curtain is all that you know. why should there be anything on the other side, and why should it concern you? remember that you are dust, and to dust you will return. nothing lasts forever. the sun, moon, and stars- all will be thrown down in the end. minute in the face of eternity, your pride is fleeting. there is life in death and freedom in resignation. truth does not change, regardless of your preference. so i plead with you one more time and tear a little deeper. and i cry for you.
Poem I Like
To Get To You by Karen Robertson What I would do to be in your arms.... I'd swim across oceans deep and rivers wide. All this I'd do if I could just be by your side. What I would do to just hold your hand, for to do so would make me feel safe and secure. To put my arms around you would be a sweet dream come true. What I would do to hear your sexy voice whispering I love you in my ear, for I'm sure that those are the most beautiful words I will ever hear. What I would do to make the miles between us disapear and bring you closer to me, becasue I so desperately need you here. What I would do to share with you my every thought and my wildest dreams. What I would do to experience all the little things that life can daily bring. What I would do to look deep into your eyes and say I love you.
How Much Can One Person Take
I have happily waited for you time after time, thinking someday you would be mine. to feel your loving embrassy. watch you sleep seeing all the lil smiles you make.Feelin you close and never wanting to let go. but somehow i always come in last, just a friend that you can count on in your time of need. when i wanted to love you in every way take the good & the bad face this life complete. for you & for me..But i have to take 2 steps back for you have someone recurring from ur past.All that goes threw my mind is to runaway fast. to a place where you cannot hurt me anymore...shut & lock the doors on love. hearing my screams i have had enough!!!!!!!!
My Best Friend
I have a best friend that lives pretty far away from where i do. Theres very little we dont share with each other. And theres nothing i wouldnt do to see them happy. There are times and moments in a persons life that no matter what you may try to do, your life will be forever changed by them. Happiness,sadness, laughter,tears, pain, are all emotions that shape who and what we are. And no matter what happens i wouldnt have missed this for the world. The getting to know them, the times spent giggling over silliness, the wishing i could dry their tears, the times of feeling completely inadequate to the task of giving them the support they needed. It's a big job but one i will never shirk. It may be a helluva ride but i wouldnt miss it for the world. And if i know when we met what i know now i wouldnt change a thing. All i can do is hope i can make them smile when they need it, wipe a tear when it falls, and lend an arm when they stumble. P.S Always remember to be a friend someo
American Women
"An American woman well born and bred, is endowed with the courage of her brave pioneer ancestors, and no matter what the environment she can adapt herself to all situations... even to the perilous trip across the western half of this great continent. Ever ready to wonder over paths which women reared in other countries would fear to follow" Lavina Porter born 1845 Taken from the book: Frontier Women, by Julia Ros Jeffery., Hall & Wang Publishers 1998
God Damocles!!
Please Christian friends don't take offense, this little poem was only written in fun. At age 33, I found my first gray hair! I didn't know I could get gray hair at age 33. I was in SHOCK, and poetry is how I handled most of my "emotional" traumas! Oh, the Vanity!!! It is all done in fun!!! It is good that Mother Nature gave me a gray hair first. It was not a year or so later, I found my first Whisker! My mother did not tell me that girls got whiskers!!! I went into life soooooo totally unprepared!! Quick!!! Don't LOOK!!! Get MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE the Tweeeezzzzerrrrsssssss!!! gOD DAMocles!! (or this is not a Whore's Hair) ©9/19/1995 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Is it any wonder, that my sanity hangs by a mere thread; Or even dare I say, A simple, scary, GRAY hair! I am forced, again, to face my mortality, on yet another level. It's time tof ind a kind of humor that lets me laugh at this unsightly thing Dye MY hair, or be Au
Its Sooner Than I Thought
Im leaving this Thursday..May 3 my boyfriend went to buy my tickets early for me to go he couldn't wait for me its been too long since we seen each other.... veronica/m
It's A Bird! No, It's A... Yes, It's A Bird...
Last Thursday, my wife found a bird on the ground near my work:She thought it was some sort of baby hawk, since it couldn't fly and since it had a wide mouth it'd open when she got close to it.We tried feeding it canned cat food at home, but it wouldn't eat it.  We finally managed to shove a little down its throat.Anyway, Saturday we took it to the Oak Mountain State Park Wildlife Rescue place.  Instead of a baby hawk, it turns out it was an adult whippoorwill.  They eat by swooping through the air with their mouths open to scoop up bugs.  Chances are, this one smacked into the side of our building.  The lady at the place said that it blew out both its eyes and probably wouldn't survive.  We tried though... tag: bird, wildlife rescue, life -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com
Wishes
This first was published in Pandora's Box in September of 1995. Wishes (c) January 1995/ Peggy A. Rowe-Miller I wish I may.. I wish I might... have the wish.. I wish tonight... This little girl in a woman's attire.. wishes to be held.. in a quiet manner. Let me know that performance anxiety... is all about... something else not you and me... who are you.. dark and handsome.. sweet... and lustful.. you fill me with desire. who are you.. you let me call you in the wee hours, and still you listen to me... a friend, a friend.. indeed!! Deeds... actions always speak louder than word... friends... forever... and always.
My Three
This one was published in 1994 at my college. It was printed up in book called, "First Leaves". This book is published just once a year and has some awesome writing in it. I am very proud to be in the same book as such distinguished writers! When I wrote this my son was three years old. So, I dedicated it to him. But, the truth is that my daughter now, 24 years old, started the poem when she was three years old. They both chased their own butterflies, and each stirred similar feelings in me. She made more pillow forts than he did. They are both beautiful and deserving of all the love in the world. My Three (c) June 6, 1994/ Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Look at you, my son... watching that beautiful butterfly... chase it all around the yard, sit down and watch it land. On the flowers, the butterfly gets its sustenance... Its wings continue to beat in slow rhythm... It's always ready to move again. Look at it, my son, one of God’s many wonderful creatu
Hopeless...
i yearn for the day that you will mine... Seeing you off in the distance just makes me cringe... ill never be with you no matter how much i try... you will never notice me not even with the sluttiest clothes... why can't you see, that you make me happy? Do i not meet ur requirements.? What is it? Im not as Pretty as all the others.. im not preppy and perky either. Can't you see that i long to be with you.. You make me feel complete...on so many levels. But i am just a waste of time to you.... Never think twice about me or a relationship... Just go on with your everyday life.... and leave me with the sadness.....and the hurt... the feeling of suicide.... just leave....go away.....Gone. here i am laying on the cold floor. with the hurt and sadness you caused me.... now blood is running down my wrists...thinking of why people like you are so inconsiderate.. thinking about my last thoughts before i die... there is one....YOU... but you will never know...now the light
Loving Him..let Me Count The Ways....
Sitting here thinking of the man I have fallen madly deeply in love with, I want to share who he is and what he is to me. I can't begin to compare to the beautiful words he writes for me but here goes. He has touched places in me that no other has EVER came close to touching. I've been single and determined to stay that way for a long time now as y'all know but sometimes I think maybe I was waiting for him. I know I was in a way and just didn't know it, I wrote the "who I want to meet" blurb about him long before I knew him. And he fits it to a T~~. I didn't think it was possible that there was a "So are you strong enough to be my man" out there. No one can even begin to compare to him, just him... being him. What makes up the love of my life, the man who is strong enough to be mine..what made the mighty me (I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!) crumble...and be so damn happy that I did.....many things, where should I start..... I'll start with his personality, he has a special soul, it
Dolphins
i just love dolphins
I.b..m
if im not here tommorow, it because ibm is back to the cost cutting that saw them through the early90's.i love big buisness.
Man Laws......this One Is For You Guys!
MAN LAWS The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Jessica Alba starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly o
Maybe I Found Her :)
some body has a crush on me , and it s who i have a crush on too !!!!!! i m very happy , are you happy for me ? and to think i had given up on ever meeting someone in a bar lol . just thought i would share this !
One Last Time
I have acquired a lot of friends here on cherry tap....however, that is not why i am here. I want to focus on who my real friends are and the people who are interested in getting to know the real me. Therefore, in the next few days i don't receive some sort of sign from you that you what to stay my friend, i will be deleting you from my list. I am not doing this to be mean, like i said above, i would rather have a quality friendship than quantity. tons of hugs to all of you who really care..... tracy MWAH
Angi.....you Know Who You Are!!!!!
RESTLESS FOR A TENDER NIGHT LOST WITHIN MY OWN CONFUSION KEPT SECRET BY THOSE WHO HAVE NO SOUL LOCKED AWAY DEEP WITHIN A TATTERED WISH TO ONLY LOVE WOULD BE A GREAT DREAM NOT ONLY TO GIVE BUT RECEIVE A CHERISHED KISS WHILE WARM STRONG ARMS EMBRACED A TORN HEART LEAVING ME WANTING MORE EACH DAY HOW CAN ONE PERSON BE SO BLIND WHILE OTHERS HAVE ONLY BUT TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF THE SHELTERED BEAUTY I HOLD WITHIN AND A LOVE A I SO DESPERATELY NEED TO SHARE YET AS THE COLD DAYS TURN TO LONELY NIGHTS I HAVE YET TO BUT HAVE THE DREAM WHEN I MEET YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE AND TASTE YOUR SWEET TENDER LIPS AND ONE DAY....JUST ONE DAY I WILL HAVE YOUR HEART FOREVER. *i hope you like it and let me know your feed-back please....I am still taking requests for everyone who would like one dedicated to them.....you will have to shout me as I am not able to get to my Mail.* KingDrago ;) ;) ;)
Vic
Hey y'all. I canceled my VIC. So, Unfortunately I can't rate 11's anymore....
An Old Essay Written About Domestic Violence
An essay I wrote about domestic violence for a psych. class (the psychology of sex no less!) at Santa Rosa Junior College. For what it's worth, I got an A! History History seems to point to the fact that spouse abuse and rape (indeed, all forms of abuse) has existed from before recorded history. Brownmiller (1986) suggests that perhaps the female of our species traded monogamous relationships for safety of protection. We received the protection we needed as women and children from predatory males from our mates, and this gave our mates exclusive rights to us as property. From there it seems society moved towards what is called the earliest form of permanent, protective, conjugal relationship. The relationship of mating turned into marriage. This was institutionalized from what is seen as a practice where the male forcibly abducts and rapes the female. Having done this he has staked his claim to her body via violence. This was acceptable behavior until the fifteenth century in
What I Think About People Going To Church
WHAT I THINK ABOUT PEOPLE GOING TO CHURCH I THINK 99 PRECENT OF THEM ARE NUT CASES,I SEEM HOW PEOPLE ACT AROUND ME I SEEM HOW THEY TURN UP THEY NOSES AT ME I DONT WANNA SIT BY ME, I THINK MOST PEOPLE ARE A JOKE WHO GO,ID BENE TO THEM ALL AT 1 TIME IN MY LIFE,SO A BUNCH OF FAKES,PHONEYS,GOOFBALLS,THE PASTORS MAKE OT MUCH MONEY I SEEM THEM DRIVING NICE CARS AND STUFF,I THINK THATS B.S OTHER PEOPLE ARE HOMELESS THEY HAVE TO HAVE MILLION DOLLAR HOMES ,COME ON GIVE ME A BREAK,THEY ACT SO PREFECT THEY OUT PROBABLY HAVING SEX WITH EVERYBODY,I THINK IF U BELIEVE I NYOUR SELF YOUR FINE,LIFE TO CONFUSING ANYWAY,TO MUCH HURT IN THE WORLD.I HATE THOSE REGLIOUS CHANNELS THEY SHOULD BE REPLACE WITH OTHER THINGS,I THINK BENNY HIIN OR WHAT EVER BEING FAKE OFTHEM ALL,SOMEDAY U WILL SEE THE BLACK METAL WORLD WOULD TAKE OVER WE ALL JOIN TOGETHER,JOIN ME
Tues. Final Day For Art Contest......help
Well, tomorrow is the final day for the art contest. So, this will be down to the wire for anyone that wants to drop in and help with comments, and rate before it ends tomorrow. I'm way behind...way way behind, and could sure use some help in making a better showing than I am right now. so....would appreciate all the help you can give. Thanks
Poem #5
Poem #5 The flower is root bound, and it is almost dead... it needs a bigger pot, so air and water can get in... I feel like I've sold my soul... sold it outright to the one who bid the most. When will you learn that everyone is precious, that every single person... serves a purpose. That we learn life's lessons only through one another. what kind of person did I see in the other. Sweetness, warmth... and someone safe, full of fun! Thing is that everyone forgot... to ask... or listen to me. Listen quietly while I tell you now, yet again... That I can't be smothered, I can't be caged in. Safety's an issue you know is important to me... But I've got to learn on my own... I've got to be free.. and like it or not.. he felt really safe to me. When did wife mean that I gave it all to you... when did it mean that I gave it all up to keep you? When did it say you could take my rights away? to be human... and
Unknown Lover, Unknown Face
Burdened with sorrows Soaking in my own mistakes Figuring out things that had to be explained Nothing seems right The tears i cry can not cover the hurt not the sadness i feel I wish i could change the way things are. I really do. Me feeling sorry for myself will get me no where. I fell in love with you because of you. I didn't fall in love because of the things that you do. Why can't I accept this information? Am I that shallow? Do I wish to find a guy with no mistakes for myself? Life is very complicated I do not know what my purpose of being here is just yet! But I do know that everything is not perfect. This is no Cinderella story. I wait for my prince charming to show up at my front door. The saying goes, good things come to people who are willing to wait. Should this little bit of information be true? Well that is something that I don't know. If it is more that fiction or merely an attraction Who is this extravagant person we all wait for. I mean he/she is
Back To The Grind, Another Awesome Weekend Gone. ;)
Myspace Graphics Myspace Graphics I hope ya'll had a great weekend :D. Now that there are some great memories for some of us and sadly none but the same'ole shit different day for others. I hope ya'll have a great week ahead, back to the ole'grind and get those bills paid. ;) A new weekend is coming up the highway and is waiting for us to survive another week. Hey babe, te iubesc pe zi ce trece mai mult si mai mult. (K) PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000™ Myspace Graphics
Paint Me
Paint Me Written By: Peggy A. Rowe-Miller ©March 19, 1995 Paint me a picture Draw me a dream Show me what is inside of you, let me see. All the world is a stage, honey.. You are on your mark.. let me inside of you.. let me be your friend. No strings attached to this. there is just the warmth from within. Let me look in the window... the window to your soul... Let me see the depths, that other people know. And if we become lovers.. Let it be in every sense of the word. Show me what you are... and who, or we can't get too far. I've been with a lot of men.. and not one has fit like you... so let me see inside of you.. I want to make sure we fit. Already the longing is with me... already my body stirs... show me, honey... show me what you are made of within.
Wow Whata Night !!!
well i went out for my b-day last sat night it was okay but i wanted to get drunk and didn't so this sat that just went by i went out again i got totally trashed and i had so much fun i went out with my bff and her bf and a blind date first time doin that..... i was so scared to go out with this guy but it turned out to be all good... all i could say is .... thank u so much Dee i love u bunches bitch ...lol ~besos~ just 4 u baby hehe talk 2 u later DEE and 2 u all reading ~besos~ ur gurl Sandra
Little Light
Little Light ©February 9, 1995 Somewhere in the dark... there shines this little light, and I reached for it. When I grabbed hold this little light had form and I spoke to it. At first, though, I held.. I did not want to be bothered, I am on MY way!! As I ran from all of life's pains... no matter how hard I tried to throw it away, It held on to me. This little light, this little soul, a guardian angel??? It would not go away. Lately it comes to the front.. and guides me just a bit, and I ask it where do I go??? It says, in a beautiful way, "Just keep going, you are on the edge, you will finally find it; contentment." This little piece of me, who watches me fall on my face, and reveals the days when I act with grace. This little light.. who shines it's own light.. who has the power to make it all right.. Is truly the hardest lesson in life.. one to be relearned and relearned over... that when we can hold
A Smile Of Pleasantries
A symbol of Justice and Honior defines me, yet forbidden thoughts race through my mind. I am greeted by a familiar smile that holds more than I am allowed to know. She believes me to be safe, a creature she understands. She could not be more wrong. The desires that swims behind my pleasant smile sends chills through my soul. I ache to touch her face, to caress her soft skin and know its secrets. I wish to tangle my hands in her beautiful silken hair as she lets her hands drift over me. I yearn to kiss her gently on her neck, to hear the soft moan of her approval as she holds me fast. I crave to hold her supple body against mine. I stare into her eyes, the color of the sky after a summer storm, and hold my feelings inside. I know her to be a forbidden pleasure, yet I cannot avert my gaze. I am forbidden by the Master I serve and the seemly false vows I have spoken. I speak with measured patience and tempered words, afraid she would shun me if she were to know what truly
Abuse Of Bulletin Reposting
At 3:15 PM there are 30 bulletins on my page; 22 are from the same person, all doubles and all reposts. WTF people, get a grip, ok. Why should there be 2 of each bulletin from a person posted every 20 minutes? That's ridiculous. If it weren't for the on or 2 a day that are worth reading, I'd turn off the feature completely. What a waste of a resource tool.
Sick Of It
hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who feels this way...till next time!! much love, American Badass
Man Crashes During 110 Mph Chase
Man crashes during 110 mph chase Date published: 4/27/2007 BY KEITH EPPS A Stafford County man picked up multiple charges following a three-locality flight from the law Wednesday during which his speed reached 110 mph, police said. The incident began about 2:30 a.m. when a Spotsylvania deputy made a traffic stop in the Four-Mile Fork area. It ended several minutes later after the suspect crashed into a passing motorist as he got onto State Route 3 east in Stafford County from the Blue and Gray Parkway. Police reports did not indicate any serious injury to the innocent motorist. The suspect, 26-year-old Jason Musselman, was taken to Mary Washington Hospital after complaining of abdominal pain, police said. Spotsylvania sheriff's Lt. Eddie Peck said the suspect sped away from a deputy after being stopped about 2:30 a.m. Peck said the deputy didn't pursue the suspect because he recognized him from previous encounters. Peck said the driver drove down Lafayette Boulevard
The Expressions Of A Flame
The Expressions of a Flame ©November 6, 1995 - Peggy A. Rowe The expressions of a flame as it dances to and fro. Sometimes it dances high, and sometimes it dances low. Reflections from the glitter, a million shining stars. Look inside the flame and discover who YOU are... Some flames high and mighty, too proud to even take a bow. Some flames seem to flicker here, there and now. Some flames very tiny, weak they seem to be, deprived of its sustenance. Oxygen, it can't breathe. But, when they shine their brightest of pure light and strength, Only, then we see their beauty,, The Golden dance of life. It's more than a fire, and more than a flame, it's a guide to human nature a lesson from a flame.
Surgery Sucks
i've come to the conclusion...that...surgery sucks balls....i feel so damn helpless cuz i can't do anything and i hafta rely on everyone else to do it for me and thats not easy for me to do....its not easy for me to just stop and do NOTHING...and if you know me well enough you'll know this is true. I hate not being able to work and havin to put all of this on everyone but what am i sposed to do....if i do what i'm normally doin at this time i'll be back in the hospital then EVERYONES gonna be tryin to find me to kick my ass cuz i over did it...but if i do NOTHING then i'm drivin everyone insane and bitchin so its a losing situation...damn catch 22's lol oh well life shall go on...thus ending another chapter of my soap opera of a life....tune in next week....lol
Because
Once upon a time, I was a poet. I've been published and praised. There are those who out there, thought that I was going to be the great woman writer of the next generation. It was pretty nice to get those raves! I discovered that my Geocities Site was down a few months ago. I had tried to update it, but lost the password.... life moves on, passwords often do not survive the passage of time! I was unpacking some boxes today... yup, I can almost call my bedroom a bedroom! I only have six big boxes left in my room... about another 15 in the wood shed outside.. eeks! Anyways, I found a few of my old poems so I thought I would post them, give them new life. So this first poem is called: Because (c)1995 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Wipe away the tears Clear your conscious of the blame. There are no rights or wrongs, No time for bitterness or shame. I am not doing this because of you. I do this for ME!! I am doing it because I am tired of faking smiles. Pretending to
Funnyha Ha Not Funny Queer(not Really Just Like Saying That)
lol thats a crazy title ayway threw my tat party and not much to my suprise no one wanted to cum and seeing how all my friends are out of state basicly cant really blame you. but we had a blast. it started slow till we made some calls and found a new location since noone would come to us we went to them. i spent the day watching everyone getting tats. funny i thought i was the only one doing them but it turned out i was the only one of my artist that didnt do much i did two tats a touch up on a fucked up skull and cross bone and carpe diem on a sexy blodes pelvis. she thought that she made my day i told her she would have had i carpe diem but she left it wasnt the best tat cause it was cursive and i had every horny guy in the place starring over my shoulder and in my light......well doing it again this weekend in marysville if anyone is interested we even got someone doing piercings so pm me and let me know whats up or even if you want one weekend we'll come to you lol i guess thts fun
The Bath
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog
Give It To Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER........ I WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!! NAME:_________________ NUMBER:__________________ IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE
Jokes !!!!
Fucked up Jokes!! Two old men decide they are close to their last days and decide to have a last night on the town. After a few drinks, they end up at the local brothel. The madam takes one look at the two old geezers and whispers to her manager, "go up to the first two bedrooms and put an inflated doll in each bed. These two are so old and drunk, I'm not wasting two of my girls on them. They won't know the difference." the manager does as he is told and the two old men go upstairs and take care of their business. As they are walking home the first man says, "you know, I think my girl was dead "Dead?" says his friend, "why would you say that?" "well, she never moved or made a sound all the time I was loving her." His friend says, "I think mine was a witch." a witch, why the hell would you say that?" "Well, I was making love to her, kissing her on the neck and I gave her a little bite, then she farted and flew out the window." -----------------------
This Is Funny And Kinda True
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Tattoos And Piercings Are So Over-rated
What's the point? I don't get this whole tacky "body art" thing. Really, the human body is beautiful as is, if kept in decent shape. Why cover it with crap like a child drawing on walls with crayons? I've seen tons of women I think would be so sexy, if it weren't for all the tramp stamps and extra holes in their face. Maybe it's because I have a thing about symmetry? To me, it offsets the symmetry of your face, body, etc. It detracts from your beauty, not adds to it. And for crying out loud, if you have nice breasts, leave them alone! Don't put ink and holes all over them! That is just such a turn off, IMO. I guess I just find the female body most beautiful in it's purest form. Is that wrong? I know I'll probably be attacked by all these fools who love "body art," but they're weird! It's like they place some kind of major importance in this. They can't wait to tell everyone how many tatts or piercings they have, as if it matters. Honestly, it means nothing more to anyone (but you) tha
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Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour
What Does Your Last Name Say About You?!
I think this is pretty damn close. Let me know what you think. K : You're wild and crazy R : Fuckin Crazy O: awesome kisser N : you really like to drink ALOT! E : Great in bed R : Fuckin Crazy A : you like to drink B : You like people C : You are really silly D : one in a million F : You are dead sexy E : Great in bed G : You never let people tell you what to do H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy L : Unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N : you really like to drink ALOT! O: awesome kisser P : You are popular with all types of people Q : You are a hypocrite R : Fuckin Crazy S : You're loyal to those you love T : Easy to fall in love with U : You are really silly V : You are not judgemental W : You are very broad minded X : You never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : Always ready Delete the other pe
The Bath
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog
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Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour
I Hate Drama
Don't tell me your single and then I find out your not...thats called lying...and I don't have time for bullshit drama!!!!
Please Pass Along To All The Moms In Your Life.
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr
Dui Inforcement Lol!!!!
DUI INFORCEMENT Body: One night, a police officer was stalking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible violations of the driving-under-the-influence laws. At closing time, he saw a fellow stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and try his keys on five different cars before he found his. Then, sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Everyone left the bar and drove off. Finally, he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the driver, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be. The driver replied, "Tonight, I'm the designated decoy."
Devilish Survey!
BASICS Name: Dia Starr Date of Birth: 1/18/72 Birthplace: ATL Current Location: Atlanta Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: blond Height: 5'5" Heritage: Irish/Cherokee Indian Piercings: Ears, tongue Tattoos:none but i will get one after the birth of my first child to mark significance. FAVORITES Band/Singer: Lenny Kravitz/Prince/Elton John/Kid Rock Song: Too hard to Choose Movie: City of God Disney Movie: Lion King TV show: Bike shows on Discovery Channel Color: Purple Food: Spicy Pizza topping: pepperoni Ice-Cream Flavor:Key lime pie Drink (alcoholic): Jack Daniels and Diet Coke with Splenda Soda: Jone Diet Green apple soda Store: Home Depot/sears I like to play with power tools Clothing Brand:Stuff I revamp My own way Shoe Brand: Vera Wang, Chanel, Manolo Blanik, Season: FALL Month: JAN Holiday/Festival: x-MAS (Being a Capricorn they combine with b day-big score) Flower: Cannabis Make-Up Item: Prescriptives, mac THIS/THAT Sunny or rainy: rainy Chocolat
Funny !!!!
Weight Loss Program For Men A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic,19-year-old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lbs. as promised. He calls the company and orders their 5-day, 20 lb. program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around her neck that reads, "If You
Trail Days 2007
Well kiddies, It's that time of year again when hiker trash from across the world get together in Damascus, Virginia. And far be it for our hero to miss the call yet again... I'll be departing on the 16th of May and might be returning on the 20th... You'll note the I put might... That's cause you never know what's going to happen once you've had a taste of freedom again, shaking off the shackles set by society's "9 to 5" mentality...
The End Of Something Great
Well not too long ago my GF of two years decided that she wanted to break up with me. To say the least that was the worst time of my life and also my greatest fear, but for some strange reason I had a feeling that it was coming to an end, as much as I didn't want to believe it. I try not to think of what once was and what could have been, it only brings back the memories of what I lost and how it felt when I lost her. She might be reading this so I want her to know that I'm doing fine and all is well. I have been hanging out with friends and taking down pictures of what we once were, here and there, I have to say that this is the worst thing I have ever felt. Well it's over now and I have to move on, I have no time for grief I have to get back to do my school work. I want you to know that I think that maybe in the future that we might be good friends but as of now it's nothing more but painful to think about. Well tonight I plan on hanging out with my friends and hopefully making new o
Please Read
MySpace Comments at GlitterBell.com MUKINN, MY DARKNESS UR ADDICTION,~ PLEASE KEEP,THEM SAFE WISH THEM BOTH LOVE THAY ARE MY GOOD FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP OXOX MUCH LOVE TO ALL
2029 Headlines
HEADLINES FROM THE YEAR: 2029 Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognize d as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only. 85-year $75.8 billion study: Diet and Exerci
For A Friend That Passed A Long Time Ago Still Miss Him Alot
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.
Drop One!!!
Ok so I'm finally back after being gone a few months *lol* I finally changed my snapvine intro...wanna hear my voice?...drop a call in my voice comment box...if you have one leave me your short code and I'll drop a personal hello back your way!! No microphone needed lol Call 1(641)985-7878 and when prompted enter my shortcode: *808310 leave your message fill me in on what's shaking on your end and it goes to my page on here!! Hop to it!! *wink* Cheerz~*B*
Brits Vie Americans - Sexiest Cherry
welcome to the hottest competiton on cherry tap yet!!! we have had all sorts from best ink to best kids etc this contest is the sexiest brit verses the sexiest american, you can be male or female, or both haha, the way the contest will work is a heat of the sexiest brit, also a heat of the sexiest american, the winners from each heat will go head to head to become the sexiest cherry, i am looking for contestants, so if you think the sexiest cherry crown belongs to you , contact middlesmash or candygirl uk the contest will start when i have 10 uk and 10 american contstants , so come on what a crown to hold
My Survey Answers
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and
My Survey Answers
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and
Wishing
Wishing Sitting here wishing Could things be better or should they be the same Life is always difficult but in reality it is always Wishing it would be easy but thats always a wish Wishing I was home again I miss all my friends want to have a fresh start could it be possible or not Guess I can wish for a better life with the ones I care about with new careers and lifestyle could that happen or not by: Kelli Snyder
A Poem Called: Me
A Poem called: Me Me © 8/25/1994 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Did you see what I said about me? Warm and Wonderful.. Is that ME?!?!??!?!?! It's all come full circle... this little dance... come full circle, I have taken the chance. I have finally become a woman... Not because of being with a man.. Because I've come 'round full force, and saw who I am.... All grown up, and learning the nuances... with all the bumps and bruises... I am... I am still beautiful to me. Celebrate with all my internal forces... Know that I create all my own sunshine... and that the power belongs to me.. Creative consciousness... Lack of dissociation... I've done it!!! I belong to ME! Step on me... Beat me... I'll stand up... For I am a woman... I never give up. Down and depressed... angry.. and repressed... took me too long.. but, I am still here. All in one piece... and all of it, All of it is Me!
Last
for everything there must come a last. a last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. a last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. a last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... or even the last words written on a page. but the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death
~* Tonite Only !! Pain Is My Passion And Lord Lestat Say " I Do " !! *~
The CT Marriage of Lord Lestat and Pain Is My Passion !!! LDC and Vampires Haven proudly present the joining of Pain Is My Passion and Lord Lestat in CT Matrimony !! This big event will be taking place Monday night April 30th, 2007 at 7:00 pm central time in the Vampire's Haven Lounge! Make sure to get there early so you know you have a seat. Havens very own DJ CatWoman will be presiding over the ceremony on special request. Click on any pic in this bulletin and you will go straight to the lounge !! Please come and celebrate this joyous occasion with us all as we become bound in CT Matrimony. Please feel free to drop by and say hey to either Pain or Lestat if you want. As always..... Much Love Hugs and Kisses... Pain Is My Passion Рãiñ ‡ѕ м¥ Pā§§iõñ Stained Tears Of Blood~Founder of L.D.C.@ CherryTAP AND ™Nosferatu™Eldέr-£ØЯĐ™Đrãcul㙣ØЯĐ £ĘЅ†Ά†™-@ CherryTAP
Please Help
ANYONE FEEL LIKE HELPING ME BOMB A FRIEND THEY ARE TRYING TO GET THE CONTEST OVER TODAY THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE IF SO SHOUT AT ME AND I WILL SEND THE LINK
Well Its Been A While And Im Ticked...
i dunno what else to do i have told him how his lies hurt me and i have told him things have to change. BUT no change and he doesnt act as though it bothers him that im hurt.what is a girl to do. I know alot of people say to leave him. I think about that myself everyday. I just wish he could see that others see the way he treats me and they see they hurt i feel because of it. Just to let you all how our relationship works.....i wait on him hand and foot. I take his supper to him i pack his lunch. I talk to no guys without his knowledge of it. I dont delete cookies or hide anything i do on the computer. If we take a bath together i wash him off. What else could a man want in life??? I have even paid the bill so his lying ass can stay on the internet. He wastes money and i dont complain. Up untill the last couple months i paid the rent for him a place to stay ALTHOUGH it was my apartment. well ok and here is how is side of the relationship is....he gets home between 4-6 am slee
Wet
wet with you showering with you nothing between us but bubbles vanishing as silently as we touch in wetness together
I Am
whenever you need me close bring your hand up to your heart i am there with you
Yeah Ok So You Are My Friend
Umm I cant seem to figure this shit out. It happenes to me everytime. I start to be friends with someone and they flake out. Stop talkin' to me or just flat out ignore me unless they need something. I am so tired of this shit. I have two friends that live in my town and one that doesn't. And that is all I need so if you are on here playing games pulling peoples heart strings with your lifes woes and don't want to be a true friend then don't talk to me. I am not on here for y'alls amuzement. I am on here to meet interesting, nice, good hearted people. If you are on my friends, family or fans list and you actually take the time to read this blog thank you but I would appreciate it more if you RESPECTED me enough not to use me. I have a feeling that the person this is directed to will know exactly who he/she is. I am counting on it actually. Maybe they will realize that they are fixing to loose a good friend who would actually be here for them when they need it. It is all good though beca
Warped & Twisted
harsh words & violent blows hidden secerts nobody knows eyes are open, hands are fisted deep inside i'm warped & twisted so many tricks & so many lies too many whens & too many whys nobody's special, nobody's gifted i'm just me, warped & twisted sleeping awake & choking on a dream listening loudly to a silent scream call my mind the number's unlisted lost in someone so warped & twisted on my knees, alive but dead look at the invisible blood i've bled i'm not gone, my mind has drifted don't expect much, i'm warped & twisted burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow today's just yesterday's tomorrow the sun died out, the ashes shifted i'm still here warped & twisted
Level 19
ok im finally tied with that ratface jen thank u guys i got lots a new pics and shit to rate and coment ty xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
The Grey Area...
see but i dont get it....its all the same you say... and well i dont think you understand... you see theres a difference between right and wrong and then theres this grey area... where you dont know how things should be because theres more than 2 options and both look lousy and the 3rd option is somewhere in the middle... well heres the plan.... forget them all and find a new path... you see people lie and nothing that comes out of their mouths is truth, so search for the right and wrong in it all and youll find that the grey area is where you usually end up.... even in my dreams i dont know the difference between my nightmares and my dreams now....sometimes im not even sure how to classify them...so what would you do?....would you cut yourself off from the world or would you hold out for another round and just be left in the dark on what other people are really thinking about you and your situation?....either way...its hard to trust anything or anyone when you feel this indecisive...i
Sorry
to all my friends and everyone else i dont have vic no more so i cant rate 11 but just know that no 11 or rate could compare how much our friendship means and how much i love the photos u put on here mwah have a awesome day
Give It Back
i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i hate you today for the pain you put me through i hate you today because i dont know what to do i hate you today because i cant stop loving you and i hate you today because i cant hate you i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my heart back those words you said must not have been true i loved you back then when everything seemed right i loved you back then when we never seemed to fight i loved you back then when we didnt want to say goodbye and i loved you back then when you didnt make me cry i want my heart back should have never given it away want my heart back cant stand the fighting everyday give it back to me i'm begging you i want my h
Surrender
lay your head back lover, relax your troubled mind, let me fill your world with peace, leave the past behind. fill the night with pleasure, sweet, erotic bliss, movement of both places and time, suspended with a kiss. lift your hear to soar above, gaze into my eyes, the single sound to reach our ears, love's releasing sighs. entwined as one, a single cord, we'll surrender in the night, staying here forever, in the moon's cressing light.
Lost
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.
Rate Me Please.
New Dating Rules
so now ive come to the conclusion that im only going to date models from now on. this is due to work schedules and a few other things. but this way when i finally do get a chance to see them it will be well worth the wait and time well spent. instead of seeing someone all the damn time and getting bored very easily.
Another Insight To Darla's Life.
Ok..so why do I pick guys that there is no chance of a relationship developing?.....Anyone wanna help me out here? Is it fear of commitment? The fact that I never want to get married? The fact that I have seen marriage after marriage end in divorce (3 in fact just for my brother)? I don't know...relationships confuse me to much. I have tried the occational booty call thing...that doesn't work for me either. Sometimes, I think that it is just meant to be this way, other times I think...I am a Big Beautiful Woman, I am very attractive on the outside as well as having a huge heart on the inside. Why is it that I can't find someone just for me...someone that is not interested in sharing me with his friends, someone that is not a cheater, and/or someone that doesn't want me to be with another girl? When I walk down to my campground to relax by myself, I wonder what it would be like to have someone in my life to take that walk with me....
Just Venting
u know my world is still falling a part around me but maybe thats what i want maybe its happing for a reason maybe im going to learn sumthing out of it maybe ill find my self and be happy once again havent been happy in a very long time just seems like when u really need a friend they just not here i mean i have sum but do they really understand what im going through they say they do but i just dont think they do and now he wasnt to stay married i just dont see how thats going to work when there is not trust there is nothing i do love him but i dont love him the way i should u know i can do the same things he has done but does two wrong doesnt make a right i hate to hurt people but damn he hurt me to many times its hard to forgive if they keep doing the saem shit over and over blah i desrve to be happy right so do my kids i hate living where im at but o well no other place to go o well we all learn form or mistakes and what we go thorugh makes us who we are right well enought for now
Make The Woman Happy
In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes, and you get points. Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Here is a guide to the point system: SIMPLE DUTIES * You make the bed (+1) * You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow (0) * You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) * You go out to buy her what she wants (+5) In the rain (+8) But return with Beer (-5) * You check out a suspicious noise at night (+1) * You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing (0) * You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5) * You pummel it with iron rod (+10) * It's her pet (-20) SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS You stay by her side the entire party (0) You stay by her side for a while, then leave to chat with a buddy (-2) Named Tina (-10) Tina is a dancer (-20) Tina has silicon implant
Invitro/diecast/sevendust 4/29 Last Show Of Tour..
great show last night,at the mojo room,which was the last show of the tour! all three bands rocked out!! Met up with some old friends,and made some sexy new lady friends..who like to shake it to sevendust! good times,passed out some ohr cds!! rock on !!! SEVENDUST FOR LIFE!!! DJK
My Name
TOM -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Team Work!!!
OKAY... AS YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED..THERE HAVE BEEN SOME CHANGES... WE HAVE LOST QUITE A FEW PEOPLE... SOME BECAUSE THEY CHOSE TO LEAVE... SOME BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T FOLLOW MY 3 REQUESTS... I ONLY ASK THREE THINGS OF MY SQUAD ... 1. WEAR THE NAME 2. WEAR THE TAG PIC (NEW ONES BEING MADE TOO) 3. SHOW UP TO BOMB! WHEN AND WHERE NEEDED... I HAVE SET UP A BLOG SYSTEM SO THAT YOU MAY GO TO THEM AND SEE WHO'S FAMILY AND WHOS NOT.... YOU CAN GET CURRENT CONTEST INFORMATION FROM THERE! NOW.. THIS IS HOW IT IS GOING TO BE... THERE WILL BE 4 TEAMS.. HEARTS - CLUBS - DIAMONDS - SPADES I WILL HEAD THE HEARTS TEAM... SUZIE WILL HEAD THE DIAMONDS TEAM... LYNDSEY WILL HEAD THE CLUBS TEAM ... CRYS WILL HEAD THE SPADES TEAM... EACH TEAM WILL HAVE A SHIFT LEADER FOR 3 SHIFTS... THIS WILL INCLUDE THE GRENADE LAUNCHERS AS WELL!! THE TEAM LEADER IS IN CHARGE OF RECRUITING FOR YOUR TEAM... YOU WILL GET PRIZES FOR RECRUITING... THERE ARE STILL THINGS THAT NEED TO BE WOR
Things I Like
So, I've said it before...the world would be a much better place if we all just told the truth... about who we are, what we like and what makes us happy. This is my attempt to start a new world revolution of being honest...not with the intention of hurting anyone's feelings. Harm none is the rule of my world, live and let live, I judge no one ...so what ever gets you thru your day is fine with me as long as you don't try to push it off on me and I will continue to live that way when I can. here is the list of likes: in no particular order white sexy men ... (not all white men are sexy and not only white men are sexy but they are the ones that usually RAWK my boat. ) sausage, extra cheese and canned mushroom pizza art mostly photos, poetry dark, fantasy and erotic art, but I am open to every kind I LOVE Luis Royo! music of every kind outdoors in small doses sitting in the back yard looking at the moon & stars expressing my personal beliefs zoning out on no
Sexual Definition Of My Name
Darla -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Friends( Nails In The Fence)
NAIL IN THE FENCE Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said
Semicolon - The Penisth Song
I don't like you at all I really hope you die I will cut off your penis, and cook it, and give it to the homeless people on your street But it probably won't feed that many because It is very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very very small I think you farted once when you were eating dinner with me and my parents And we blamed it on the dog, and we all laughed And you laughed but you didn't know we didn't have a dog And your penis is very, very small Your penis is very, very small Your peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie peenie Is tiny iny iny iny iny iny iny Your Penis is very, very small I will gouge out your eyeballs with a spoon Then I will freeze them, and put them on sticks And then I'll sell them to your cousins And they'll buy them, and they'll eat them Because they're stupid, because you're stupid No-one likes you we all hate you An
I Am Moving
Hello I am finally free and going to live in this country house, well a bit of it anway, in the New Forest amongst wild horses, pigs, donkeys and cows...I will feel at home. If you ask me nicely, then you can come and stay. Gray xxxx
Thanks
JUST WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS THAT HAVE ALREADY COMMENTED ON THE PIC I ENTERED FOR THE BIG PIMPEN GIFT GIVEAWAY!! TO ANY ONE WHO DID NOT KNOW I ENTERED HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PIC TO COMMENT COPY AND PASTE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544512&i=179417400 I NEED 15000 TO WIN THE PORSHE IF YOU CAN HELP THAT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRICIATED!!! THANKS AGAIN KIDDO_311_311
Hey Guys!
If u are reading this u are a close enough friend to come sign my guest book! U know I love the attention! I love u guys very much and TY! xoxo
Wants-pretends
Pretends, cannot touch it; can only look as I touch myself. I know down deep, a slut’s a slut…takes one to know one I say. Behind the leer, behind the make-up and costume, I see little pretties, much too young for me. Lust filled tarts of sweetness. Pretends, will not touch it; disgusted at myself for not seeing; disgusted for believing it real. The older I get the harder and harder it gets to tell; everyone wants-pretending to be a slut today. So where’s the crime? In me, because I cannot see? In youth because they want-pretend it is truth?
What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Seeker Soul You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
60 Things U Didn't Know About Me
60 Things You Wanted To Know About ME 1. What is in the back seat of your car right now: Nothing. I just cleaned my car out on Saturday...make note this never happens! 2. When was the last time you threw up? A couple of weeks ago...don't ask 3. What's your favorite curse word? FUCK MAN! 4. Name one person who made you smile this morning? Bolivar 5. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? getting ready for work 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Sitting at the front desk so Joycey could go pee. 7. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Matt 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yep 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? "don't clutter my mind with extra facts I don't need" 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? vanilla but only because you can add stuff to it depending on your mood. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? raspberry flavored green tea 12. What are you wearing right now? purple shirt, black capri
Ah The Weekend....
was fucking creepy. ♥
Thanks!!! :)
Glitter Graphics from GlitterGeek.com JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY COMMENTS AND GIFTS.... YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME!!!! :)
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, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Yeah, I'm learning You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Knowledge You scored higher than 99% on InterestLink: The Bondage Test written by MsFrisby on
The Journey
Tracking up and down the beach line, trying to find what is mine. I walk here and there throught it all, rain and snow, witer, spring and fall. Bouncing around from day to day, sometimes wondering to and fro in every way. The emotions wondering and running wild, sometimes its hyper, and sometimes its mild. Hoping everything is accomplished right, when it comes to the end of this journey's sight.
Between Earthly Masters And Their Heavenly King
They concentrated their efforts upon the gigantic problem of internal reform. But it was too late to do much good. Two centuries of revolution and foreign war had repeatedly killed the best men among the younger generations. It had ruined the class of the free farmers. It had introduced slave labor, against which no freeman could hope to compete. It had turned the cities into beehives inhabited by pauperized and unhealthy mobs of runaway peasants. It had created a large bureaucracy -- petty officials who were underpaid and who were forced to take graft in order to buy bread and clothing for their families. Worst of all, it had accustomed people to violence, to bloodshed, to a barbarous pleasure in the pain and suffering of others. Although this passage from Hendrik Willem van Loon's 1927 classic The Story of Mankind referred to the rising Roman Empire, it doesn't take much imagination to apply this description to almost any country today. From our early twenty-first century "enlight
Obstruction
Leavin me with no choise in the middle of a drought. When the rain of love is needed, high and dry as the desert sands. The heat of anger and rage, with no cooling winds or fans. Bringin me no real truths, leavin me with all kinds of doubts. Braisen off things to bold, in the night some voices calls out. Raisin higher and higher till it becomes a long howling moarnful shout. Free me from this obstruction, give me my freedom. I dont want this obstruction you gave me, i want peace instead. Take it away and leave me lone, back it the hell off me. Send this obstatrution from me, send it the fuck away. Freedom, freedom is what I creave from this obstruction. Your putting me through hell, in this obstructional state. Time seems to slow in this Obstruction, life is fleeting passin on. Peircing jagged edges of tears racing down the lonely faces of the dawn. This obstruction has nothin for me, someone get me before it ends. See
Risin' The Dead Calm
Standing in the door way, breathin is the only sound I hear. To far away from me, yet still so very closely near. Spillin' out the silent words in the moon light. Sharply out comes the sound nothin to sight. Risin from the darkness is the dead calm bring the flash bang of the bomb. bringin the silence of nothin. stealin the sound from my ears. I manage to calm the sounds i hear. Risin the dead calm is a bomb. Of of my hand into the last palm. Its frightin' and maddin' this silence i swear. Too calm for the peices I still have much to bare. The rage building up slowly and softly goin no where. Findin things to which all can be in the mix to share. Barin, feelin, sippin, stillin, everyones to near. Risin from the darkness is the dead calm Bring the flash bang of the bomb. Bringin the silence of nothin. Stealin the sound from my ears. I manage to calm the sounds i hear. Risin the dead calm is a bomb. Of of my hand into the last palm. Be pateint and all thin
Wolf's Song
A wolf in all his splender stands upon a mountain top, looking donw at the valley with eyes of wonder. A strength renewed as the night wares on toward the coming of th dawn, he waits listening for those who approach from behind. He is the leader of a pack, slowly his head raises, his ears turn downward as his mouth begins to open. Out comes the sound that has rang throughtout the ages past, a call from his forefathers that has sounded like music to them who has listened to song. Eerie to those who are astranged, but a call of love to those who know him best. A call that will ring out so long as his spirit goes on, if his kinsmen do all pass away together no more to roam. So to will his song that brightens those who listen and join in for if he lives on only in pictures then who will carry his majestic and timeless music of the night.
How The U.s. Is Failing Its War Veterans
How the U.S. Is Failing Its War Veterans By Dan Ephron and Sarah Childress Newsweek March 5, 2007 issue - After returning from Iraq in late 2005, Jonathan Schulze spent every day struggling not to fall apart. When a Department of Veterans Affairs clinic turned him away last month, he lost the battle. The 25-year-old Marine from Stewart, Minn., had told his parents that 16 men in his unit had died in two days of battle in Ramadi. At home, he was drinking hard to stave off the nightmares. Though he managed to get a job as a roofer, he was suffering flashbacks and panic attacks so intense that he couldn't concentrate on his work. Sometimes, he heard in his mind the haunting chants of the muezzin—the Muslim call to prayer that he'd heard many times in Iraq. Again and again, he'd relive the moments he was in a Humvee, manning the machine gun, but helpless to save his fellow Marines. "He'd be seeing them in his own mind, standing in front of him," says his stepmother, Marianne. Schulz
My Cerry Tap Friends
Buried at PhotoCasket.com THIS IS FOR ALL MY CT FRIENDS SINCE I HAVE JOINED HAVE HAVE GATHEED SO MANY FRIENDS AND I DO TRY TO STOP AND SHOW THEM LOVE BUT THERE ARE TIMES THAT I CAN'T SO IF YOU ALL WOULD TAKE THIS TO HEART I'M SENDING IT OUT TO ALL OF YOU MY FRIENDS!!! HAVE A BLESSED DAY !
Level Up Help!!!
PLEASE COMMENT HERE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO LEVEL... I JUST ASK THAT WHEN YOU POST HERE FOR THAT..CHANGE YOUR ONLINE STATUS TO THE AMOUNT NEEDED TO LEVEL AND THE LEVEL NUMBER... AND THE DATE TOO PLEASE..THANK YOU.. (EX. 5K TO LEVEL 21)
Burning Desire
Into and across my field of view you walked Once my heart was all scared with a mark It seemed I did nothing but be stalked Then and there a flame began to spark You looked into my eyes and my words were bloched The flames burnt up those big spots that were splotched Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop Help me please quench this burning desire Show me the steps to take to still this fire Bring me up out of the sinking mire Drench this smoking hot burnin desire I cant stop this burning desire so help me now Ive got a burning desire and its out of control Quench this buring red hot desire Ive got a burning desire that only you can stop Its out of control this buring desire Ive got a burning desire raging over my soul Ive got this burning desire and its ready to pop
Insult To Injury
By Linda Robinson Posted 4/8/07 In the middle of a battle in Fallujah in April 2004, an M80 grenade landed a foot away from Fred Ball. The blast threw the 26-year-old Marine sergeant 10 feet into the air and sent a piece of hot shrapnel into his right temple. Once his wound was patched up, Ball insisted on rejoining his men. For the next three months, he continued to go on raids, then returned to Camp Pendleton, Calif. Chad Miller The former Oregon national guardsman was wounded by bombings in Iraq in 2005. Miller, 39, is appealing his zero disability rating.KEVIN HORAN-AURORA FOR USN&WR But Ball was not all right. Military doctors concluded that Ball was suffering from a traumatic brain injury, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), chronic headaches, and balance problems. Ball, who had a 3.5 grade-point average in high school, was found to have a sixth-grade-level learning capability. In January of last year, the Marine Corps found him unfit for duty but not disabled enough
Returning To Chaos
Nothing ever seems to go right. Thursday I had a blast hanging out with a couple of friends at the bar. Got to see a great band called Mason Dixon. Friday I drive back to Wisconsin to almost get into a fight throughout the night with a few different people cause I was helping bounce at the Coral bar in Abbotsford. While having to "take care" of a friend of mine who had a little much to drink. Then Saturday I do basically the same thing but also find out that my ex fience has cancer and he won't talk to me and is being a jerk. I can't help still worrying about him I was suppose to marry the man. The a friend of mine kind of goes over the edge and calls me and I thought he was going to go suicidal and he very well could have. My stress levels are so dreadfully high right now. I still don't have my living situation taken care of yet. Nor have I found another job yet, I haven't even gotten a phone call back from any of the places I dropped an app. Things must really get better so
Quick Update...
TO all my dear friends: I'm sorry I have been absent the last couple days, and will be for at least a couple more. Okay I'm not really sorry, you see for the first time in 15 monthes my baby brother is coming for a visit!!!! (alright I cant really call him a baby...hes 6'6" and 25 yrs old, but anyone with a 'baby' brother knows what I mean) He gets in tomorrow afternoon and I have a million things I want to get done before he gets here. He's coming out to give me guardianship (sp?) of his daughter so that he can go into the army. I obviously have mixed feelings about this...on one hand I am so proud of him for serving our country and doing something with his life but on the other hand, Iraq, hello.... It almost seems like a cruel joke that I am seeing him after 15 long monthes only for him to be leaving again, and this time most likely leaving to end up in harms way... ANYHOW, if it takes me a day or two to get back to you please dont think I am ignoring you, I'
About Time ......
Finaly people want me...errr my photographic eye anyway.I just hope I don't screw up. Four families want me to take pictures, one person wants me to do macro photography that they want to influance the decor of the residence. and much more..... oh well time to practice or.........
Test Fun Take Please
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT
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Thought For The Day
TO ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVE AND EVEN FOR THOSE WHO DONT BELIEVE! SUNDAY WENT TO CHURCH WITH MY DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND AND THE GRADKIDS. GUYS I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THIS COMING FROM A RECOVERING ADDICT OF 22 YEARS TO SEE OU CHILDERN GROWN AND NOW RAISING THIER OWN CHILDERN AND ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIER LIFES IS THE MOST JOYEST THING IN THE WORLD. SO SUN MY GRANDSON WAS DEDICATED TO THE LORD AND FROM MY VEIW AND AS A GRANDMOTHER HEY MY HEART WAS FULL YESTERDAY. I WAS THE ONLY GRANDPARENT TO WALK UP AND BE THERE TO HELP DEDICATE MY GRANDSON TO THE LORD. I HAVE ONE THING TO SAY TO THOSE OUT THERE STILL USING YOU ALL NEED TO DIT AND LOOK AT WHAT YOUR MISSING OUT ON AND ALL THE PEOPLE YOU ARE HURITNG IN YOUR LIFE. I'M NOT PREACHING JUST HAVE A FIRST HAND AT THIS. TO BE ABLE TO BE A PART OF THAT YESTERDAY WHAT THE BEST AND I WAS CLEAN AND SOBER AT THAT!!! JUST A THOUGHT FOR THE DAY FOR THOSE WHO THIS TOUCHES FEEL FREE TO SHOUT OUT AT ME I'LL TALK TO YA IF YOU NEED!!!!!!
Poem
my soul is like a fallen leaf, lifeless,withered,dry. my heart a land wherr sorrow reigns cheif,where all that is glad must die. my spirit like a fire by water deluged,lies blackened,unfelling,dead. like a battlefirld daisy by a man's blood rouged,bows down its desecrated head. Joseph Kesselring
Finals
Hey Hey! Finals are today ...well for me anyways. I have my Math final today @ 3pm and I'm kinda nervous so wish me luck I guess heh. I am taking summer classes as well. I will be taking my next Math class and ASL III which is American Sign Language. It should be fun lol.
Dirty Fckin P.o.s
so this morning my cell kept goin off and finally i got up and seen who it was, it was nemacolins where my mom had worked b4 she died. i listened to the vm and called the woman back. she told me that there was a collection from the other housekeepers and from joe hardy himself the owner of nemacolins for me but it was distributed to larry. the dirty sneaky mexican my mom had dated and lived with b4 she had died.she did have me fax a copy of my moms funeral bill to them and they took care of that for me. now as far as larry goes, im raging right now, cuz i havnt talked to him since the end of march and couldnt understand y. i called my uncle lenny(my moms brothr) told him so he called larry. larry denied knowin anything about the collections or ever recieving anything. this dirty basturd is living it up on the money that was rightfully mine that everyone knows dam well my mom woulda never wanted him to have. sure they lived together on and off since my parents got divorced like 6
Social Security Benefit Credits For Active Duty Service
-----Original Message ----Subject: Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service Good Morning, Here's some information I received via email - this information was not passed during a recent TAPS class I attended. The following comments are extracted -from the email I received: "For those or you who did not have this info it is something to put in your files for when you apply for Social Security [if still around] down the road. It is just not for retirees but anyone who has served on active duty prior to January 2002. Strongly encourage you to forward this to all folks who have served on active duty who are entitled to this benefit but must ask for it! Go to the website and then prepare to get extra benefits ......... Soc Sec website::http:/www.ssa.gov/retire2/military.htm Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service ...for years of active duty through 2001 (the program was done away with in January 2002) . Up to $1200 per year of earnings credit ($100 cre
Loves Rules
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . PICK HER OVER ALL YOUR OTHER FRIENDS!! 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends 10 . Play with her hair. 11 .Tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Make her laugh. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. 21 . Kiss her
A Few Good Angels
MONDAY MORNING COMES,AND I WAKE WITH THE SUN LISTENING TO THE BIRDS SONG,AND I SEE NO RAIN, I DRAW MY BREATH,AND THINK THAT LIFE IS WONEROUS,I THANK THE ONE WHO GAVE THESE THINGS TO ME,...ALTHOUGH IT MAYBE EARLY,AND I KNOW NOT WHAT THE DAY HOLDS,I HAVE MY FRIENDS,AND THEY ARE MY FEW GOOD ANGELS.
Hope This Makes Everone Laugh
Is It Tmi??
Is it too much information when I say I started masturbating 3-5 times a day when I was 12 years old. Now I barely touch myself twice a week and there's nothing pornographic I haven't seen.....boredom is dangerous. Is it too much information to say your pu$$y smells like ammonia acid and makes my eyes water whenever I’m downtown, or south of the border; wash that sh*t sweetheart. There’s a saying “if you won’t eat it, don’t f*ck it!”
Does It Exist?
Girl: Do I ever cross your mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No way Girl: What would you choose: your life..or me? Boy: My life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... Boy: The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
Leaving
no im not leaving,a very dear friend of mine convince me to stay....so im here for good..
I Love You
I never really knew you you were just another friend but when i got to know you i let my heart unbend I couldnt help past memories that would only make me cry i had to forget my first love and give love another try So i've fallen in love with you and i'll never let you go i love you more than anyone i just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why i dont know what to say but i'll never stop loving you each and every single day My feelings for you will never change just know my feelings are true just remeber one thing i will always love you
Baby You Are So Beautiful To Me
Maria Is Proud From Own....top ;-)
First Time
Since this is my first time to blog on a nw site, Im just gonna say enjoy, and post a poem I wrote........ So....ENJOY! I wish I could look into Your lying eyes And believe with my heart Once more… To be shaded once again From loves blinding light I wish I didn’t see the truth That was mocking me, Laughing… I wish I could go back To the way I was And believe your Promises… Oh, sweet promise Sink into me once more Blind me from truths To hard to bear Use me, abuse me Like all those times before Let me bask in the warmth Of false pretences For it hurts far less than Truth… I once was blind But now I see That the sweet words, so softly spoken Were naught but pretty lies You told to me ~Amy~
Total Outrageous Freak! I Got 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT
My Brother's Fight With The Military
Ughhhh I am so pissed right now! My brother just called to say that his commanding officer in Iraq is in the procedure of forcing disciplinary action against him. Here is the situation: My brother went to Iraq last year. Upon arriving there and not long after, he blew out his right knee during an excursion. They then placed in the office saying that they would get him to Germany or back to the states for medical attention. 6 months later, he still had not been seen by a doctor. He scheduled a leave around Valentine's Day and even that was delayed. He finally made it back in time to visit our Grandmother before she passed away. He was scheduled to return on Monday, February 26th although due to our Grandmother's condition, I had Red Cross intercept. Red Cross was able to get him a 10-day extension. There was a lot of instances that happened during that time which would make believers out of us. Anyway. While he was home, he went to the doctor and received verification that he nee
Pain In The
Okay i generally blog on myspace. which is good. except i have inlaws checking in to make sure i'm not doing something rotten to their son. Anyway. I am who i am. I'm 27 years old soon to be a first time mom and I am married to a wonderful guy who at the moment has done some rotten things. I currently live in ohio actually i've always lived here. More than likely gonna stay here. Things get to me alot. Like good friends lyng to you telling you one thing and doing something else. People thinking they can get away with stuff when in all actuality things will come back to bite them in the ass. Nothing in life is ever what it seems. And whoever said pregnancy is beautiful has never been pregnant. And on the day that Men were made God did leave out an important part of their design and that Is the brain and the ability to do whats right and not cheat and not lie. sooo anyway i know i can appear a tad bit pissy and all that jazz but ya know what i could lie like some do and blame it on somet
"but It Was The Annual Macy's Sale!!!"
Norfolk lawyer rebuked for delaying case to go shopping The Virginian-Pilot © April 28, 2007 NORFOLK - A local lawyer has been disciplined by the Virginia State Bar for telling a judge she had to postpone a case because of a commitment in another court when in fact she went shopping instead. Defense attorney Cynthia D. Garris received a public reprimand from the State Bar, according to an announcement Friday. The reprimand does not affect her law license. Garris, whose office is at 132 W. Olney Road, told a Norfolk Circuit Court judge last summer that she had to postpone a case because of a court commitment in Williamsburg. The judge later found out she had gone on a shopping excursion instead. The judge found Garris in contempt and fined her $250. Garris later apologized for her "immature, selfish and inexcusable behavior " in a letter to the judge.
Whata Beautiful Song To Dance To With The One I Love
Sorry
just wanted to tell all my new friends that i will get to you as soon as i can i do not have a comp anymore and only have a couple min here and there on friends and families comps to catch up if i have missed you and i know there are a lot that i have and i will do my best to get to you asap! laterz luvs
Through My Eyes
I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOUR-SELF THROUGH MY EYES. A WOMAN OF GREAT BEAUTY AND INNER STRENGTH, A WOMAN WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL AND HIGH WATER, WHO STILL STANDS TALL AND PROUD. EVEN WHEN SHE IS TIRED AND IN GREAT PAIN. A WOMAN WHOM RARELY LETS HER GUARD DOWN, YET HAS A PASSIONATE AND TENDER SIDE. A WOMAN WHO IS HONEST AND INDEPENDENT, YET HAS OPENED HER HEART AND HOME TO ME. A RARE GIFT. THAT I CHERISH AND RESPECT. THE LOVE FOR YOUR CHILDREN AND YOUR ANIMALS, THERE IS NONE MORE TRUE. THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME, THERE IS NONE GREATER. I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOUR-SELF THROUGH MY EYES. S.F.POWELL 2007
A Slave's Dream.
Okay so if you want to read this, click the picture. I am on deviantart.com and my screen name is scarredbride. Another name I go by when writing is darkwinter_slave. A slave's Dream by ~scarredbride on deviantART
Crackpot!
Chinese wisdom An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on dail y, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course , the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there
Sex
HI all well this is my first blog here so I hope this is ok. What I an looking for is a lady or couple to have sex with on 6-23-24 I would like the women to be shaven an likes backdoor sex loves to swallow an loves her pussy eaten out. An would like to try DP. Well I hope this is ok Look me up on yahoo 360 rommen
Add Him
hey this is my cousin Bobby hes new to the site and is very cool so check him out please Bobbyisthebest@ CherryTAP
Bankrupt?
I give oot so many gifts that I'm running oot of cherry bucks.:( Problem is that only a few rate my stuff, so I have to depend on what I can rate, which even maxing oot, only rating during happy hour, I spend more than I get in. Rating my pics and stash would be a big help so that I can keep giving gifts to everyone. So if you have some time, and want some points yourself, feel free to go through my albums and stash;)
Frozen Heart
no touch can reach me ice has insulated my heart protecting me from feeling keeping me safely apart no arms need hold me this numbness gently enfolds amazingly calm now though only my soul it holds no one dare reach for me its layers are unsafe to grasp serenely it holds me steadily within its frozen clasp no one can enter the entrance is neatly secured i want no one to have me of this you can be assured i invited this comfort removing myself from pain no one is welcomed inside myself i shall remain A. Boudreaux 2007
Have I Told You Lately
Some Goodies And A Request
(Repost) News & Observer Article (EXCELLENT Article!) http://www.newsobserver.com/105/story/569006.html Bucky, Rocky and the band onstage at the KTOM concert in Monterey http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoID=2025365161 If you haven't seen the pretty sight of Bucky's cd sitting atop the Country Billboard chart.. take a look http://billboard.com/bbcom/charts/chart_display.jsp?g=Albums&f=Top+Country+Albums Bucky's video will be in CMT Power Picks on 4/30, 5/2 and 5/4 starting at Noon EST http://www.cmt.com/shows/dyn/cmt_power_picks/series.jhtml If you haven't joined the UNofficial street team, we can always use more people. It is an email group but we try not to flood your inbox too bad. If you are interested... join up :) http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/Bucky_Covington_Street_Team/ Bucky's first single has finally hit top 20 on the Mediabase radio airchart. Now is the time we have to request HARD at all our local stations
My Orchid
My Orchid My orchid dews with musky cream for thoughts of you and distant dreams Its center swells with heat engorged its need unquelled awaiting more Petaled lips, those lingually teased passionate moans in ecstasy seized
Why Ppl Gotta Rip My Pic?
Geez http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=750196&albumid=0&i=4082478711# If you wanna rip you should ask and my answer is usually gonna be NO. If you are in my family thats one thing but if I DONT KNOW YOU ....you need not steal my pic. Signed A very mad birfday girl
Contest
hey im a contest plz help me!!!
About Me
*excuse this blog, I've never made one before* Allow me to elaborate on my profile's "about me" section. Why am I doing that here? I figure anyone who actual wants to know about me would dig a little deeper. To start my name is Amanda, and I HATE being called mandy, it's not my name. I am twenty years old at the moment. I know my profile says 21 and I'm not sure why, but I will be on mothers day. I have one child of my own, Ke'li(Keely) Marie who is 8 months old. I also have four step-children. Destiny, who is 6 is the youngest, Travis(12), Brandon(13), and Michelle(15). Yes I am aware that I am only six years older than his oldest. My old man Royce is 34. His oldest three live in Tennessee with their mother so we don't see them much, but we get Destiny every other weekend. So really it's just Ke'li, my old man, and I here at home. High school was a struggle for me, I've always been a misfit. Not girley enough for the preps, not tomboy enough for the sporty. Even tho I
I'm Alive....
so some of you are wondering where I have been.....well I'm working two jobs I have been helping with my little girls pre school....I have been so busy but hey now you know i didnt fall of the face of the earth and I'm still alive so thats good right???? anyway my 6 year old broke her arm yesterday It's pretty bad so I am gonna be taking care of her for a while ifI'm not on ever thats why well the 2 job thing doesnt give me much spare time either but hey you all know I miss you well some of you I miss...ahhahhahh...jp.....anyway take care ttys....love me
No Gas May 15th
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all Internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the Internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil company's pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"
Cleaning Out Friend's List
Thanx to all who responded to my blog yesterday. I am starting to delete people from my list. If you still wanna be on my list please send me a message. We may not tak alot but I do value true friends. There is a good possiblity tho I will be deleting my profile from CT in very near future. If you wanna keep in touch let me knw your e-mail. Hope to hear from more of you!!
I Have A Ct Husband!
Today me and Leatherngt got married. Oh what a joyous day! Now all we need is the CT Certificate. If anyone could make one for us it would be greatly appreciated! Love You Dave!
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A Kiss Across The Ocean
A Kiss Across the Ocean I sit by the window, looking at the sky, I blow a kiss and watch as it floats away. Carried by the wind it goes higher and higher across the clouds and over the ocean. Moving over the sea and land that separates us, it finds the way to your bedroom and lands on your beautiful lips while you sleep. You feel a warmth while you dream and turn in your bed. My kiss has started its magic spell as it spreads throughout your body, bringing passion into your heart and my love to your soul. I love you, my darling, and send my kiss to you each day, so that you will feel my affection each evening, knowing that you are my special someone, the woman I love so dearly. Teach me the patience that I need to wait for us to be together . Give me the strength as I anticipate the feel of your warm embrace and the sweetness that my lips crave from the passion of your kiss. As I look into your beautiful eyes, knowing your intimacy is penetrating into my soul, my heart opens only
Ladies Should Read This
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been
Something To Look Forward To
Lately I have been missing my friends from home quite a bit, just don't feel like I have made a connection with anyone here yet that gets me. Which is ok, when you have great friends (even if 3500 miles away) I still feel loved :) Some good stuff to look forward to though - this weekend I am going to spend the weekend with my friend Iris, I am super excited to see her. Its been since September since I have seen her, not sure what we will be doing but anything will be good! Then the next weekend my best friend Amy is coming over from Oregon to see me, she is the first one to come over and see us here in Maine! I am so very excited about that! Then in July my younger sister Sarah is going to be here for a little over a week to spend time with me! It will be good to see some of the people I care the most about! That's it for now
I Am....
Tired. I have fallen asleep half a dozen times sitting here at work, staring at this computer chess game. Angry. Why the hell can't I stay awake? I went to sleep last night at midnight and woke up this morning around 6am; I had a nap yesterday. Depressed? I had a visit from my home teacher last night and he mentioned that somewhere around 50% of Americans between the age of 15 and 38 have been depressed for a significant period in their life. I don't think I'm depressed but I've fooled myself before. Apathetic....likely not. A lot of things lately have just made me bug-sh*t.
Mothers
THIS IS SO AWESOME I HAD TO COPY IT: MothersSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day.Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hangi
If I Dont Hear From U
hello everyone if i take the time to leave u a comment out of respect i would think u would do the same for me if not then i will start deleting people who are just here for points i am here to make friends and to have fun and laughs so come on show some love
Come By Andshow Me Some Luv !
I got new pics of my CT hubby in my default folder come by and show me sum love! And some awesome new wedding cert also! thanks Maria
Send This "dear (your Name)" And See What Answers U Get.
> > > > > > Dear ______: > > > > > > I _______ you. > > > > You have a nice________. > > > > You make me ________. > > > > You should _________. > > > > Someday I will ________. > > > > You + me =_________. > > > > If I saw you now I'd __________. > > > > I want to_______ you. > > > > I would build a _________ just for you. > > > > We could ________ under the stars. > > > > Love, > > __________ > > > > (P.S. ____________.) > > > > SEND THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET.
What Is Life
WHAT IS LIFE I ASK? LIFE IS HAPPY AND LIFE IS SAD. LIFE CAN BE LIKE ROLLING DOWN A HILL OR PLAYIN IN THE SAND. LIFE CAN BRING YOU HURT AND PAIN. LIFE WILL NOT ALWAYS BE THE SAME. LIFE IS EXPERIENCES THAT WE ALL DO THROUGH. WHETHER THEY ARE GOOD OR BAD. LIFE IS LOVE. LOVE IS OFTEN MISTAKEN FOR LUST. LIFE WAS A GUN BEING HELD TO MY HEAD. LIFE WAS THREATING COMENTS ALWAYS BEING SAID. LIFE IS FULL OF FRIENDS YOU TRUST. FRIENDS ARE THEIR TO GUIDE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU THROUGH ALL THE TOUGH TIMES WE HAVE. LIFE IS FULL OF FRIENDS THAT HURT. FRIENDS THAT DRUG YOU OR ABUSE YOU, LIFE IS FULL OF RAPES AND MURDERS. RAPES CAUSE YOU TO HURT AND CAUSE YOU PAIN. THEY LEAVING YOU FEELING LOST AND CONFUSSED BUT MOSTLY LEAVE YOU WITH THOUGHTS THAT ALWAYS STICK WITHIN YOU. OH WHAT IS THEIR TO GAIN?? HURT AND PAIN. LOSS OF ONESELVES CONTROL THOUGHTS OF ONLY HURT THOUGHTS THOUGHTS THEY NEVER LEAVE THEY ONLY CARRY ON... WHY IS LIFE THIS WAY.? CHERYL PIKE
Keith Allen Buckner- Rest In Peace.
a tribute to my son. i know the pain of burring a child, and believe me it hurts 24-7. this i know i will never overcome, reguardless what anyone says to me- i visited his grave this weekend and it killed me inside. i seen where someone placed a tiny bunny rabbit on his grave for easter and an easter basket filled with toys and a card that read- today is easter, and you deserve toys in heaven too. then i seen where beside my sons grave there was another little baby that passed away at the age of 4 monthes and he didnt even have a flower, i left and went and got him some flowers knowing i had no money to spare- but i felt relieved after doing so. and the feeling of pure innocent love come over me. i believe it was my sons way of saying its ok mommy- he thanks you too. i can go to his grave and feel depressed and down. and when i leave- i feel peace. this is my son- my baby boy- AS I WALK THIS EARTH TODAY, I WONDER HOW YOU ARE, I LOOK TO HEAVEN TO SEE, BUT THE LOOK IS T
Mothers
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr
Thank You, Australia!
Thank you, Australia! Written by an Australian Dentist.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in Ameri
Hello Everyone
Just wanted to check in and say hey to everyone. Finally got moved and getting everything in order. Miss my CherryTap friends bunches. Hope all is well. Hopefully be back online sometime in the near future even though I'm gonna have to go back to dial-up to do that which is mainly why I haven't yet lol. The thought of it is painful but I guess that is the downfall of living out in the sticks of nowhere lol. Anyways just wanted to say hi and miss ya. Catch ya next time....Jess
Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it bac
Thoughts
THOUGHTS ARE OFTEN HERE WITH ME.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME. THOUGHTS COME AND THOUGHTS GO.. THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE, THEY ALWAYS SEEM TO FIND ME. AS EACH DAY PASSES , AS EACH NIGHT GOES BY. I CAN SEE MYSELF ALL ALONE IN THE DARK , SITTING UNDER A TREE. OH HOW THE SKY IS SO GREY THEY NIGHT SEEMS SO LONG. I WANNA CLOSE MY EYES AN JUST FORGET THE PAST. FORGET ALL THE PAIN, ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. I JUST WANNA LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND. THE DAYS SEEM TO PASS AND NOTHING SEEMS TO CHANGE. I CAN FEEL IT DEEP WITHIN ME, OH WHY CANT IT JUST END. I NEVER THOUGHT MY LIFE WOULD END UP THIS WAY. I HAVE COME ALONG WAY FROM THE PAST. I HAVE SO MUCH GOING FOR ME. IS IT ALRIGHT . AS EACH DAY GOES BY, SOMETHING ELSE SEEMS TO GO WRONG, IT ALL ENDS IN A MESS. AS I WALK THE PATHS OF THE ROAD. ALONE I AM AGAIN NOONE AROUND BUT THE TREES AND LEAVES. AS I WALK FURTHER I SEE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME. THESE PEOPLE ARE HAPPY... THEY SEEM TO BE IN LOVE. HERE I AM WITH NOONE CAUSE OF WHA
Those Born 1930-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from
Forparents Plz Watch Out For This ..
OK i did a google search on this to see if it was REAL and it indeed seems to be valid- there was a contradictory report that claims its all a hoAX BUT AS THE MOM OF A TWO teens im not willing to take that cance! please pass this on- im going to blog it as well even though noone ever looks at them :P ~Temptress~ *************************************************** Body: Department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystallized Meth, that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In its current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this
I Am Not Getting Mail.....
Just to inform everyone I am not receiving any of your mail....pleas shout me instead!!! Thanks KingDrago :) ;)
Mothers
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in the ir hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching f
Daily Horoscope Apr 30
Aries CT horoscope today: "Are you so caught up in the rat race that you're neglecting your love life? You say you're busy, but are you just being defensive? It's okay if you're not ready to get back in the game, but be honest and say so." /snort, like I need a horoscope to tell me that. I actually AM busy... but also don't wanna get back in the game. Me? Defensive? I'm a fuckin fortress, darlin.
The Silver Lining...
They say there is a silver lining to every dark cloud...ok...I hopefully will see it soon... Just wanted to let ya'll know that I will probably not be on for awhile after Wednesday...this saddens me so much, I literally depend on ya'll to get me thru these times and now I can't even do that...the reasons why sadden me even more... This past week really sucked, my ex and I had been at it since the sunday before, on Thursday he left and moved back to Florida...YAY...atleast I thought anyways...wasn't aware untill Saturday that the bank account was also emptied...this really sux, my electric bill is due Wednesday, so I won't be on after that... Don't want sympothy or anything like that, just wanted to share with the ones who care...will see ya'll as soon as I can... If any of you see that silver lining to this cloud that is over me, please let me know, it's been awhile since I've seen one... I hope ya'll have a great week, weekend, maybe even month... huggs, kisses and
Secret #3
Being negative and being confident do not go together. Like oil and water, they just don't mix. Being negative opens the door to a lot of problems and disappointments, which fuels the fire for more negativity. Fear is the *dark room* where all your negatives are developed. So why not look at the brighter side of life and believe something good is going to happen to you? Many people, when encouraged to think positively, often reply, *That is not reality.* But, the truth is, positive thinking can change our current reality. God is positive--its the way He is, the way He thinks and the way He encourages us to be. Romans 8:28 says, *And we know that God causes EVERYTHING to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose... Therefore, being positive is simply a matter of looking at things from God's perspective. Its keeping our thoughts in line with the truth of His Word. What kind of thoughts are filling our head? Are they agreeing the Scripture
In Need Of Comments
I NEED 500 COMMENTS A WEEK TO STAY IN THE CONTEST AND 5000 TO WIN A PRIZE. ANYMORE IT SEEMS THAT I AM ASKING FOR AND UNANSWERED PRAYER. SO WILL ANYONE OUT HERE HELP ME OUT. I WILL HELP YOU IF YOU HELP ME ... THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DOES HELP.
Quote For April 30
Leaders of countries called me and asked for sex. You look at any picture of a politician with some girls around him and at least three of them will be mine.... If I really came out and talked, I could have stopped NAFTA. -- Heidi Fleiss Bonus Quote: We were attracted to each other at the party, that was obvious! You're on your own for the night, that's also obvious... we're two adults. -- Alex Forrest Fatal Attraction This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Old Feelings And Bitterness
It is said you are only as old as you feel. Well, I believe your only as old as you love and make love. If you don't make love, you feel old, and when you feel that old you become bitter. Myself included. I have learned it from first hand experience. I know that I am not a king among men and my endowment is not too great. Yet, I love to make love and to be loved back. I have two could hands and the fingers work well. I have a tongue and know how to use it.. I have not had another woman since I married many years ago. I have let her control when and where and how often we have sex. Now that I try to have sex, she is always too tired, too sore, not interested, and I am too damn tired of it. I have become bitter. I use to be a jolly happy young man. Well, age wise I am almost 60, but not dead. I want to live and love and love to live. My profile says it all, I love sex and I am willing to venture out with a woman who needs the same. Really like to find one that needs
Driving Lesson No9
My brain is fried....and thats just from the heat!! gawd it's warm out there. Had a super lesson today! Went like a dream, went out there far more positive and got stuck in. Did a lot of work around the little roads at Orford & Longford and joining the big dual carriageway. I have no problem getting upto speed so was a doddle... I've got my distance gaps sorted in my head and no longer have that hesitancy. If I find myself having to think about it I wait, simple! Cocked up the lane changes at both the big roundabouts, so asked if I could do them again... Second time... Perfect! Well i knew where I was going second time LOL first time I wasn't sure! Driving instructor found I have quicker reactions than him, when some little prat stepped out at a pedestrian crossing, lights were on green and I had seem him, my foot was already hovering over the brake before he stepped out. When he did step out, It was already buried into the carpet as my instructor went to hit it! LOL
Sagittarius-the One That Waits
WHICH ONE ARE U? LET ME KNOW! SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. One of a kind.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CAPRICORN - The Cute One Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to be owned by Aquarius. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long rel
Swan Poem 4-30-07
No longer what am I what she put in my head The Ugliness is dead all that is left is a swan beautiful and free all that is left to be there is more to me than what you see and so much more than of what is left to come intelligent and sweet, sweeps you off your feet and as poetic as a modern day romeo . Kind and caring , romantically daring and a spirit that is unique and bold writing this from the heart what a great place to start Blessed by the ones that I love and the Heavens above I swim off into the sunset like a swan I am quiet I am peaceful I am loving I am meaningful like a swan I am not alone copyright 2007 David Allen Bosley
My Hands Are Vibrating...
This would be a good thing if I were diddling my twitty, but I'm not :( I'm using a sander to sand down the walls and prep them for paint. Mucho dust from the wall joint paste. *coff coff* At least now I know how to get vibrating hands should I ever want them, lol.
Nsfw
OMG! Some retard reported a couple of pics as NSFW now they got to be in my private file. They showed absolutely nothing at all. I see more girls on here with a whole lot less in thier pics as primarys... This whole NSFW thing is a buch of shit... You suppossed to be workin anyways not lookin at pics of girls if u get caught thats on you... No one forced you to look at the pictures... its sr8 up B/S!
Josh Hancock
Cardinals reliever Josh Hancock killed in SUV crash April 30, 2007 AP - Apr 29, 6:24 pm EDT ST. LOUIS (AP) -- Three days earlier, St. Louis Cardinals teammates left anxious messages on Josh Hancock's cell phone and watched the clubhouse door as game-time approached and their middle reliever remained absent. No reason to worry, Hancock had simply overslept. On Sunday, there was no relief. Instead, for the second time in five years, the Cardinals mourned the loss of a teammate. Hancock, a key member of the bullpen on St. Louis' World Series championship team last fall, was killed early Sunday when his sport utility vehicle slammed into a tow truck parked on a highway to assist a motorist. The accident brought back painful memories of Darryl Kile's death in 2002. "There's a big hole that's going to be there," manager Tony La Russa said. "This is brutal to go through." The Cardinals postponed their home game Sunday night against the Chicago Cubs. La Russa informe
Monday Morning
ummm if only the whole week could feel as glorious as this day right here. Man-o-man! I freakin' love it!!! Just another Monday-Friday run through, and someone tells me theres something called the "weekend"?? Never heard of that..but people tell me its awesome. =) Nothing like writing in a online journal so to speak. One that everyone can read at that! well I suppose it would be only right for me to say hi and goodmorning....but tell me what's so freakin good about it? I woke up this morning like hell...took a shower, felt a little better...then got thrown for a loop. I really dislike being a woman sometimes lol. Shit just eats me up errr...choclate tears, choclate tears running down my check.
Try Not To Cry
TRY NOT TO CRY Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, it shot with a great crack, Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, Please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, and tell Zack; My boyfriend, That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister, That she is the only one now, and tell my dear sweet grandmother, I'll be waiting for her now, and tell my wonderful friends; that they always were the best, Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, and never to forget this, and please don't let this pass. Mommy, why'd it have to be me? Noone des
Lesli Ann
LESLI ANN by Catherine Feese Lesli Ann was our girl She wouldn't do you any harm to you If harm would come to you She would be there for you She had a big heart filled with love That God gave to her from above If she could she would be here for us all She would say, "please don't cry I love you all Just be good and when it's time You'll see my smiling face in the sunshine my loving heart is with you all Just remember that I love you all!!!!"
I Have This Friend....
So I have this friend, actually she is my best friend has been for the past 7 years or so. We're inseperable do everything together and generally make my boyfriend insane. When we are together he call us the "headache" Clearly I love this girl a ton, but we have a problem. We like the same guy yup. Classic problem, huh? Now first things first yes I do have a boyfriend and yes we are having some problems right now. Naturally getting a crush on another boy isn't such a stretch. Well my best has a crush on the same guy. So he starts calling her. I am taken after all, and they go out, make out, and then go out on an actual DATE!!! Now this is really bothering me and I don't have a leg to stand on in the this debate since i already have a boyfriend, but I really like this guy. GAH! Now i'm so tense around my best friend I can't even have a good time with her cause i'm afraid he might call and I will have to listen to their conversation. I'm I wrong to be upset?
An Open Letter To A Drug Dealer
An Open letter to a drug dealer: She was a beautiful, loving, young girl! I am her precious baby boy. We are her loving parents. I am her loving Fiance. We are her loving Cousins. I am her loving Nephew, We are her loving Aunts and Uncles. We are her loving Grand-parents. We are her loving friends. YOU STOLE HER FROM ALL OF US! You sold your soul to the devil. "FOR WHAT!" May God have mercy on your soul. Signed: Everyone who loved her!
Nice Ladies
THERE ARE QUITE A FEW OF NICE WOMEN ON THIS SITE VERY CONVERSATIONAL . THE ONLY THING I WISH IS THERE WAS A WAY TO POST ABOUT A MEET N GREET LOL . iF THERE IS ENOUGH INTREST I CAN RENT MY APARTMENTS CLUBHOUSE ITS NOTHING MAJOR BUT WE COULD COOK OUT AND HAVE A GATHERING byob AND GRILLABLES CAN HOLD ABOUT 35 PEOPLE
Rainfall Horoscopes
Sagittarius Nov. 22 - Dec. 21 Element: Fire--view the world through intuition. Stone: Turquoise, Amethyst, Citrine Colors: Denim Blue, Beige, Bronze Attractions: Gemini, Aries, Taurus, Virgo Motto: I Philosophize Notable people born under the sign of Sagittarius: Harpo Marx, Tina Turner, Joe DiMaggio, Charles Schultz, Bruce Lee, Mark Twain, Bette Midler, Winston Churchill Personality: They usually have positive outlooks, but have idealistic opinions. They are constantly seeking things to learn. They are particularly interested in animals and nature. They must beware becoming overly condemning of people that don't share the same beliefs. They love to travel but when they find their groove are perfectly content to stay in one place. They are rarely bored and are constantly trying to find new ways to express themselves. The Horse Horses are very appealing people. They are warm and friendly and dearly love social atherings
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Should And Stuff.
She should. Right now. In my office.
Chinese Horoscope
FIRE HORSE Horoscope Jan 25, 1906 to Feb 12, 1907 Jan 21, 1966 to Feb 8, 1967 Horse people have a balance of the best kind of qualities. Have you ever seen a wild horse on the beach, with flying mane and flaring nostrils, every muscle bursting with life and je ne sais quois? Without a doubt, the Horse is the standard for grace, strength, rhythm and nobility. They have an amazing capacity for hard work. As a result, they know great success and financial security in their lifetimes. Often quite ostentatious, they enjoy being with large crowds and always seek out the grand and magnificent. They need people and have a weakness for those of the opposite sex. You can often find Horses at concerts, music festivals, and the Super Bowls of life. Parsley Soup and Ginger Root are among the keys to good health!! Through all the moons of many a year, the Fire Horse is a dynamic creature, with a vigor that promises youth and freshness until the very end of life. The will and the
Without You
without you life will still go on but there will be no story in it without you the night will go on but I will not be able to sleep without you many questions will arise in the heart but there will be no answers the destinations light seems to be dim there is the dampness of the dew on the flowers the lamps will be lacking light if you are not with me without you sound is tuneless you are the light of the moon you are the support in storms you are the shining star in the sky in the path no matter who I am with I fall since I am lost in your dreams in the midst of thousands of names I look for just your name you are the sound of these moments you are the illumination you are the shore, you are my destination the happiness of the heart, the thirst of the heart you are my everything without you I am nothing if you can come then come, this heart is saying this to your heart
Daydreaming
She had just got out of the shower, and was sitting at her computer drying the beads of water off her body when the thoughts came again. She tried to stop them, but somehow they overpowered her. She knew these thoughts were so wrong, and having them went against everything she believed in. She felt guilt, and shame, yet somehow all of this excited her. They had been talking for a short awhile, and she had grown quite fond of him. They shared similar interests; their thought pattern was the same. She couldn't help but think this was partly the reason for her interest, yet although she didn't even admit it to herself, she knew there was more. She opened her messenger, and saw that there were some offline messages for her. She waited for what seemed like an eternity for the messages to load, and yes, they were from him. Her heart started beating faster, the guilt was back, but she found herself smiling a soft little smile. She leaned back in her chair, and let her mind wander...
The Trojan Condom Commercial
Way to go dude....
Let The Church Help
These actually appeared in various church bulletins..... This afternoon there will be a meeting in the south and north ends of the church. Children will be baptised at both ends. Tuesday at 4PM there will be an ice cream social. All ladies giving milk, come early. Wednesday the ladies liturgy society will meet. Mr. Johnson will sing, 'Put Me In My Little Bed,' accompanied by the pastor. Thursday at 5PM there will be a meeting of the little mothers club. All ladies wishing to be little mothers please meet with the pastor in his study. This being Easter Sunday, we will ask Mrs. Johnson to come forward and lay an egg at the altar. The service will close with 'Little Drops Of Water'. One of the ladies will start quietly and the rest of the congregation will join in. On Sunday, a special collection will be taken to defray the expenses of the new carpet. All those wishing to do something on the new carpet, come forward and get a piece of paper. The ladies of the ch
I Survived The Weekend...
This weekend was jam packed with activity, and I came thru with a major sunburn, and the knowledge of how not to build a fence. First though, I'd like to go over the Prom. Dem was asked to go to the prom with a junior. At the last minute lol. So we've been scrambling the last two weeks to get everything together for this. Saturday, the big day arrives. We got home in time to make sure Dem's hair was looking good, he was shaved, cologne on. His tux looked better than I expected. It was white pinstripe, black shirt, blood red vest and tie...I wasnt thrilled with the white selection, but it looked good. So we drive him to his date's house, since she is driving. Dem isn't old enough to drive yet. When we get there, we take pictures of Dem and his date, and one of her friends is there also. So lots of pictures were taken (check my pics, will post some). They leave, and we head to the high school to get more pics of them. When their name is announced, we found out that Dem had
Candlelit Seduction
As you arrive home you see a solid white candle sitting on the doorstep, its been lit and its glow emphasises the envelope propped against it. Its bright red and they've both been there a while, a few drops of white wax almost cover the name "Ben" written on the front. You smile as you recognise the handwriting as mine, instantly wondering what it is I'm up to. As you open the envelope you catch a whiff of my perfume. Bringing the envelope to your nose you smell it stronger and realise I've sprayed my perfume on it. Inside is a bright red piece of paper that simply reads "I hope you've got lots of energy, you'll need it." You open the front door and step inside. Theres complete darkness except for more candles, marking a path through the living room. Near the door to the hallway is another red card, sitting atop a red giftbox. "Put them on" the card says. The 'them' it refers to is the black silk boxers in the box. You pause and quickly take off your clothes, careful to avoid the
For The Victims Of Vt And Their Families
We Observe A Day of Blog Silence in honor of the victims of Virgina Tech
Family Member Needs Support!
I want to let the Angel Family, Friends, And Fans know that one of our members wife is in the hospital! I don't know the details you can ask her hubsband Dave. Sweetness is his wife. I put her page link on here so u can show her some love and it will help her out! And while we are doing this we can show Dave he has our prayers and support for his wife! Thanks everyone Maria and Drew Click on links to show support and love! FIREFIGHT293/EMT(Angel Family)@ CherryTAP sweetness@ CherryTAP
Looks So Pretty
Say what you will I will walk past that plate of glass Your time has passed Don't ever say it's my time Burning hatred will light my way A choice not an echo And as your world comes down, I will be there You look so pretty, digging your grave You look so pretty, what's left to save? Say what you will Eyes to the skies You look so pretty right now
Let Me Please You!
"Sit back, my sweet, and let me take care of that for you." I kneel before you, unzip your pants, reach inside, pull out your hard cock, and slowly lick your deliciously long shaft. As I run my tongue along your organ, flick it over the head of your enormous muscle, and move downward to suck on your swollen balls, I hear a familiar moan emerge from your lips. Your body gives in to the erotic spasms that are pulsating deep inside. Your musky essence permeates my nostrils shooting impulses to my brain and down every nerve in my body. The blood rushes faster through me and the lips surrounding my hole begin to awaken with pulsating intensity. You watch me as I lick you. I'm so turned on right now that I can feel the moisture build up in my panties. Do you realize how horny I get when I'm going down on you? At any moment I know I could stop and sit in front of you with my legs spread wide open revealing my wet pussy so that you may feast on my pie. Your probing tongue dashing acro
What Is My Suduction Style
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. What Is Your Seduction Style?
Tear Me Open
Oh how I totally wish my song Over You by Daughtry was true but alase it's not. I'm not over you, and I doubt I ever will be. I miss the love, the laughs, the shine in your eyes, the beauty of your smile. The sound of your laugh. The fire in me feels as if it's fading, life is draining out of me slowly killing me from within. Tear me open rip out the heart that feels, the heart that's breaking again. I miss the feeling of being alive. Suicide seems so easy but I lack the strength and my stupidity drives me to keep going just to see if the feeling will ever be in my reach from your hands again. End the pain I'm in, teach me how to live again. :((
My Porn Star Name Lol
Dizzy Lizzy's sexual nickname: "She-bop" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Stupid Fake People Need Not Apply
OK I am sick to death of all the fake people who want nothing more than people to "Rate me Fan me". If I want to be your friend, then I will be your friend. I am not going to do this whole thing where you BEG me to be friends with you just so you can gain points in some dumb ass online contest. I like to talk to the people on my list and if you are on my list, then you know what I am talking about. Grow up people! Who cares how many "friends" you have?
These Are Too Fun Name Again Just Playing :d
Dizzy Lizzy -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Certain Smells Drive Me Wild, Lol.
Sometimes, I can't help but view myself as a romantic idiot. Certain smells, sounds, and touches really turn me on and drive me wild. For example, not too long ago I was at my gf's house. She had taken a shower and I was in the kitchen leaning on the counter. She came in and leaned on top of me in a loving manner and The smell just drove me wild. I then like an idiot started sniffing and replied, wow, that smell, its such a turn-on, it really smells good. She then replied, what? I'm not wearing anything, your smelling the bathroom spray!! At that time I had realized that i was just a plain old romantic idiot who was in love with the intoxicating smell of carribean breeze. Oh well, I still love the smell of it...even though i'm still a sniffing idiot!!
Is There A Light Tru This Tunnel
I feel sad all the time now I've shut myself down.I want to sleep all the time now.because life seems so much better there. A world where I have plenty of money to have a home and help other people I care for. right now I sit here hungry because I have very little food in the house and my mother who has dementia is always hungry acuses me of not feeding her and we waited all weekend for my deadbeat brother to come home with his rent money and he informs us he has none because he spent it on his girl and we have to wait til friday.he's 46 yrs old lived here free spents his money on his race car booze and drugs he's gotten away with this for 15 years. my youngest brother and I have always supported my mother and her home paid the bills fixed things you name it we worked hard. now im told i can't go back to work til we get nursing care which is hard we owe the nursing home nine hundred dollars the social service system sucks. I'm caught in a catch 22 situation. MY mother is a mean bitch
What My Name Means Lol
Elizabeth -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?
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Work Schedule For This Week, 4-30/5-5
I have to work: Monday April 30th at 4 Tuesday May 1st at 4 Wed. May 2nd at 9:30 Then I'm off until Tigers come home again!!! But I'm going to be busy all this week, getting ready for my dad to come home!
More To Life Than Ct
I know sometimes it seems like there is nothing else in the world besides CT, but you know there really is. WHile I still leave it open and check from time to time, I have not really paid too much attention. I really only look for some close friends to say hi. It's been forever since I went out adding people, or just rating pics, or checking out new members. There was a reason I "lived" on CT for awhile, but that reason isn't a reason anymore. CT means different things to different people. I think I let it become too real to me. A lot of people here will say and do a lot of things to get your attention. And that is all they want, attention. The things they say aren't real, they don't feel things they say. It doesn't matter that you really believe them, or believe in your own feelings. Last weekend, most of my friends that I talk to were not on, and I sat and asked myself what the hell I was doing sitting here staring at the screen. Then I tried to figure out what to do
Top Five People I Wanna Fuck
easy.omment on this blog and list the top five people you wanna fuck. famous or not
The Rose
The Rose I love this story The Rose Author unknown John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose. His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond. The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed fal
Employment
Between today and Wednesday (Woden's day as i like to call it). I am going to have to make sure my job is permanent. I hope today goes well but I also speak of the days to follow from here until the hear after and beyond. Of course everyone wishes good fortune upon themselves and their loved ones (fuck enemies they can suffer for all i care... i don't have the time or patience to love them since they are my enemies of coure but i digress) I just want to make sure I can pay rent and other such things so as keep under a roof and eventually move up north. However still I also need to continue my search for Ms. Right or at least someone extremely close to her if she does not exists. With this, by the early part of June (this year) i need to get my drivers license... I need toget driving lessons so i can at least leave and enter the city i live in when I wish. That being i have a car to go and return when i wish. Another day of work begins soon and i am going to have to ge
Goodbye All
to the few real people that talked with me and were cool good bye I've had it with this site the only way you get any attention on here is if you are a couple or a chick or like I did for a long time use a chicks photo as your default beyond that this site is a relitive waste of time for makeing any kind of real friend with noted exeptions to the best I can tell its random bored and or overly horney people looking ofr the same thing to bs and cyber with and seeing as I have limited tolerane for bs and drama and no intrest in haveing sex cyber or otherwise with anyone besides my wife I believe the time has come to say good bye those that have my yahoo addy keep in touch and to the rest its been real its been fun but it ain't been real fun later days
Stressful
Shits been hectic lately. My sisters due with mackenzie in 4 days, so weve been getting the house ready for that. PLus working all the time. Plus Ive been really stressed. So here's a recap of the last few days. I may have a job at a strip club as a bartender. Not sure yet, but Im pretty sure I got the job. Thursday I went and finally got my Florida Dl. I was putting it off for as long as I could. and I did. so I went and did that (which took, like, 3 hours. then I went to my college and got set up and summer classes and talked to financial aid. Then I took ANOTHER bus to work. got there 25 minutes early, so I went and checked my myspace and cherrytap. Then went on the floor and got lectured for talking to fast. WTF do you expect? not only am I from NJ, but Im italian and spanish. get the fuck over it. So I came home and just hung out. Friday I went over to my moms house and deanna took me to work. it was just really hot and I didnt wanna ride my bike. So I get to work around noon and
Poptarts Vs Go-tarts
Poptarts make Go-tarts. Correct me if im wrong but i always thought that the purpose of a poptart was breakfast that goes right out the door with ya. Go-tarts...doesnt that defeat the purpose of a poptart since its suppose to be on the go too?
In Honor Of Vt
Mothers!
no i didn't right this but it touched me so much because of me being a mom that i had to put it in my blog... Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors
Read This Shit. Then Delete Me If You Feel The Need.
I'm about to lay forth a small piece of my mind that you may find offensive personally or politically. I'm not saying it in a racist/hate crime/purist way, because I'm none of those things. A large portion of my friends and family are of very different races, religions, lifestyles and belief systems than I hold. This isn't a vent session aimed at any of your families or close friends, or any of mine. If you're seriously and personally offended by this, I appologise, but I do NOT take it back, and if you can't deal with that, delete me fucking immediately. So here in Fucked up Florida, the majority of the population is either cuban or haitian. And I'd say roughly 80% of them don't speak English (by choice), are here illegally, and are assholes to boot. Before you start tossing out your holier than thou bullshit like, "Wait a minute now, we ALL originated outside the U.S at some point, they're just here to make a better life for themselves blah blah blah whine moan bitch", take a min
Salutes ( To Do Or Not Todo)
Recently I've been seeing alot of typing about people that don't have SALUTES. They are talking about it in BULLETINS, MUMMS,and EVERYWHERE. I think they are like me just hate the idea of making a fool of themselves by doing them. YES, I know they have to be done. I always thought if you didn't do one by the time you hit level 8 you couldn't move up, but I've seen that alot of the other higher levels that don't have a salute pic but that's their choice and who am I to judge them and I'M NOT. I just don't understand what's the BIG DEAL. But removing them from your friends list just because they don't have a salute (in my eyes) is just stupid. No I'm not calling them stupid just the action.
Lyrics To The Song Loser By Three Doors Down *i Found My Theme Song* Heh
Nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, Take your lies get off my case Someday I will find a love That flows through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You’re getting closer to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser And sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope, I'm taking the fall Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can’t break these chains that I hold My body’s growing cold, There’s nothin left of this mind Or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, The buzz of this poison is taking me higher This will fall away, This will fall away You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope and I’m taking the fall Cause I’m a loser You’re getting closer, to pushing
Best Folder Name
theres this hott little chick she has a folder called"SHIT THAT MAKES MY DICK HARD" i fuckin love it ahhahahaahha btw shes a auto freak i suppose..
Morning Has Broken
Obituary For The Late Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they them
Prayers Needed Again
Hey everyone My sister was admitted into the hospital again last night. She needs to have surgery yet again for the same thing she had surgery for the first time. So please keep her in your thoughts and prayers please and thank you. love you all Bren
Happy Monday!
I'm a little less stiff and sore this morning, thank the Goddess! See if I dance that many hours at one time again!! Much to do today, so this is a short one, lol! Jenn continues to be in jail. Do not know what the official charges are going to be at this point! Tim has moved back in with Damian! We'll see how long this stays in the air, lol! The silence is deafening. Hard to believe one less teen can make that much difference, lol!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, to every one of my friends all over the world! You are loved and appreciated, dear friends! Later! Muah!
We Want Your Soul!
Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k
Poetry And Writing
I want . . . to be the breeze that gently touches your face the kiss that lingers on your lips but, never leaves a trace to be the sound o
Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted >From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me >From just his touch I fell asleep that night - peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again
In Dreams Of U
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn. !
Interrupted Dreams
It's 604, was that someone at my door I was asleep but now I'm a awake My dreams interrupted by thoughts I can't shake Were you here tonight, or did just imagine Were you with me in flesh, please tell me I can't stand it You were so close, but now you seem so far I often lay wondering where you are Are you dreaming under the same moon as me Are you laying awake wondering where could I be I've told you before I'm not hard to find Look deep in your heart and there you'll see mine Two hearts brought together, across so many miles Two hearts that beat waiting for each other's smile We tried before, we knew it would work We made a mistake and realized who we hurt The pain that we feel is the distance between us The distance we fear is so easy to cross The time will come when we must meet Our fears and our passions will force us to seek We will cross the miles knowing just what we will find We will look for the smiles and know from the shine That what
More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach
Heaven
I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your need against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish,. We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.
Gm To All My
goodmorning my friends,hope you have a wonderfull day and dont forget to smile,love you all
Life
"There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance--that principle is contempt prior to investigation." -Herbert Spencer
A World Of Pain
Saturday Evening: I wake up on the couch. I must have fallen asleep watching the crappy edited T.V. verson of The Terminator rather than just getting up off my lazy behind and putting the damned tape into the V.C.R. Dude on the Couch is sitting across from me as I get up, my mouth dry, my head still foggy, wanting a cigarette, a shower and to listen to my new Foetus CD (THANKS SiNDADDY, IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!) and just plain damn wake up. "Good Morning, Sunshine," he says with that big shit-eating grin on his face. That look never ceases to lock up my sleep-addled brain like a computer that's been overloaded looking for a way to process the information. This usually means he has a scheme up his sleeve. It's usually a scheme that sounds just plain great but will cause me pain in the end. It will either end in triumph or tears and it's been known to cause the latter in my case. This is the reason I despise that grin but it's one of those grins you can't resist. He's done this befo
Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.
Oh This Is Certainly A Monday..alright
Good morning I have tried and tried to down load these pictures that Bonnie had attached at home and thoughtfully emailed them to my hotmail account…well so much for that. The pictures are like 3 mb each and will not fully open up so the prom shots will have to wait for another day, not a rainy mind you just another day. Mandy’s friends had a great time at the house and although they did not make the prom on time due to last minute hair styling by Amanda’s best friend Liz and her sister who also went to the prom, the night was a success and the gaming at our house was a hit. The kids played bean bag, Indoor bean bag, Monster bad mitten, Hill-Billy Golf and they talked and carried on like they had not seen one another in ages… so much so that not hardly a bite was taken at dinner… Girls don’t eat much in front of boys and boys do not want to be thought of as a pig… quite yet…at this stage anyway. I will try to sum up the events through pictures tomorrow, …hopefully. All other issues in
Gone Out Of Town
I just wanted to remind everyone that today I will NOT be around as I am going out of town. I am going to the Toronto airport to pick my mom up. This is the first time I have seen her since September of 2004. I will not be around much tomorrow if any. I have lots of things to get done around my place help my mom get her stuff in order. I will get my comments done as soon as possible. I hope everyone has a great day and I will be back as soon as I can. I don't think I have ever gone a hole day with out being on ct all the time to check my messages and talk to my friends. Don't miss me to much everyone. Well I am off have to drop Tristen off at preschool then a quick run home to pick up my stuff then I am out of here. Have a great day take care all. Happy tapping Stay at home mom
How Will You Die??
You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Disappear100%Bomb93%Gunshot87%Stabbed87%Suicide73%Poison67%Natural Causes67%Eaten67%Drowning33%Disease27%Suffocated
Honestly Love You
michael and i are ok..:)i'll just rest for using the cherrytap..just been busy spending time with my mom and my sister and my love.....so i am happy now
The Husband & Wife Stores
The Husband & Wife Stores A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband.Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how thestore operates: 1. You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! 2. There are six floors and the value of the products increase asthe shopper ascends. 3. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor,but cannot go back down except to exit the building! A woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids,and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are drop-dead good looking and help with ho
Another Year
Another year older...god I miss being a kid. Today will be uneventful for me. Thanks to all who sent gifts and remembered my bday. I am kinda surprised some of u forgot (hurt face)Not doin anything special today. Have a good one people
Stever
http://www.myspace.com/stevermusicrocks i also found this band(or should i say they found me ) on myspace they are called stever fronted by canadian born karen staver tell me what ya think and do check out her myspace page
Walpurgis Night
30 Apr 2007 Walpurgis Night On the evening of April 30, bonfires are lit all over Sweden to mark the end of winter and the beginning of spring. People gather by the light and heat of the fire to listen to choirs performing a number of traditional spring songs - quite ironic if, in the meantime, sleet and snow are doing their best to put the fire out. Bonfire on the night of Walpurgis. Photo: Nils-Johan Norenlind / Tiofoto Celebrating Walpurgis Night on the eve of the feast of St Walburga was originally a German custom. Walburga, who was an abbess in Germany in the 8th century, has become Sweden's Valborg. Lighting bonfires, especially in the eastern parts of Sweden, is an ancient custom: it was done to scare off predators before the cattle and sheep were let out to graze but also to protect people against the witches believed to be gathering on this very night to worship the devil. Especially in university towns like Uppsala and Lund, the traditions surrounding Walpurgis
Her Escape From Reality
This is about a woman who apparently feels that she deserves her freedom from being a mother; thinks that her family is talking behind her back; and that the only ones who understand are her friends. I'll start at the beginning of this little tale. Several months ago she was dating a man & had him and his three kids move in with her & her three kids. They were having problems almost frm the beginning; deciding that a bigger place would help lessen the problems, the six of them moved into a house. That of course didn't work out either and they ended their relationship. Of course there were all kinds of problems; however, it didn't take her long to put herself out there as being single and within a couple of months she had hooked up with someone else. The guy lives almost two hours away. I've got nothing against single parents dating until it starts to affect the kids. Which is exactly what's happening. She's been dating this guy for about 3 or 4 months now and in that amou
Sorry I've Been Away
i haven't been on at all since about the 14th..i've been workin and my mom is sick but i'm back now *hugs*
Ok U Need To Read
ok if u want ur pics rated or u want to b fanned leave comments here cuz i cant keep up wit all ppl dat fan n rate me if u dont leave comment in here i guess u get no rate or fan
Be The Dream
It is by fully expressing your dream that you fully attain that dream. To try and jump ahead to the attainment without filling in all the details will leave you with nothing but an empty and worthless shell. Know the depth of why you seek what you seek. Then, when you do reach it, you will experience the rich fulfillment that you desire. Give real life to each dream by giving it color and texture, taste and feel, emotion, and layer upon layer of substance. Imagine all the stones along the pathway to that dream and then travel the reality of your path, step by joyous step. There is nothing too far away for you to reach. Yet if striving is all you ever do, the objective will never be attained. To a greater and greater extent as time goes on, be the dream that you seek. Arrive as soon as you begin to go, and continue to arrive more fully as you infuse more life into the dream. Anything that you can imagine, you can already begin to touch. Continue touching your dream, and bui
I Love The 80's!
NERD ALERT: On a movie-news website I read that there may be a DVD-sequel to "The Lost Boys". I wonder if they'll keep the cheesy music?
Set On Fire
ok people i dont often do this and dont know if i should be doing this but i think these guys should get all the publicity they deserve i just got an email from myspace from a band who wanted to be added to my freinds list so ithought hey why not then i listened to them and oh boy was i glad i added them they are a bunch of guys from dallas texas who go by the name of "set on fire" they just released their debut album and the two track s you hear are from that album they also are in a competition to be be the support act for fallout boy so pls give them plenty of votes on that ok here goes this is the link to thier myspace page and enjoy http://www.myspace.com/setonfirerock wheelsofsteel
Who's Your 80s Movie Alter-ego?
Who are you? Find out @ She's Crafty
Kisses
thank you everyone who has helped me so far on cheerytap I love you all much
A Reflection In Time
A reflection in time Day After dayEndless,is the search learning a little more about who we are.That,which dwells within.Pondering,at what we try to keep cypress.Look!!!hard in the mirror.At that,which you cast out.This dismayed by lore.knowing,that what's enbedded in ones heart.Who is it,you see?Or,what may it be?Look deep within,your secret place.Tell me ,what you hold in sight?To that what makes you shine?Or,did you lose it?In a thought,or on your path?The one,you took this time.Don't forget,who you are.And where it is your roots lie.Cause the ones who truly love youWill be at your side.Wrong or right!its all grey to you ,now theystand before you,in waiting for youto see the light.Love is true.allways giving.And will allways stand by you.To,let you choose.But in the view,that’s been casted.We see there is a part of you,that’s Lost.In those moments,of so called Lovewhat is it's cost?Cause there is one!To lose a little part of who you are or could be.Look at the canvass!Painting you
How Outrageous Are You?
You Are 77% Outrageous! You are outrageous. Your score is rather high, meaning you are a bit of a wild and unique individual who most likely has a hard time fitting in with society's accepted standards. You march to your own beat and don't care what other people think!How Outrageous Are You?
This Is Me
Sagittarius November 22 - December 21 Sagittarius, the ninth Sign of the Zodiac, is the home of the wanderers of the Zodiac. It's not a mindless ramble for these folks, either. Sagittarians are truth-seekers, and the best way for them to do this is to hit the road, talk to others and get some answers. Knowledge is key to these folks, since it fuels their broad-minded approach to life. The Sagittarian-born are keenly interested in philosophy and religion, and they find that these disciplines aid their internal quest. At the end of the day, what Sagittarians want most is to know the meaning of life, and if they accomplish this while feeling free and easy, all the better. It's the Archer which represents Sagittarians, although in this case it's a Centaur (half man, half beast) which is flinging the arrows. Centaurs were the intellectuals of ancient Roman mythology, and Sagittarians are quick to consider themselves their modern-day counterparts. Those born under this Sign are clear th
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I Have Been Kicked Out Of The Mafia
Hello to all my friends and family, I just want to address me getting kicked out of the mafia in this blog since so many of you have come by and showed your love and support for me and I thank you all so much for that. As you all know I was with the mafia since the beginning. I helped build the mafia to what is today. I really thought of the mafia like a second home and all of you in the mafia as family. I have help almost all of you at one time or another to win a contest or to level and a lot of you have helped me in return and I thank those of you that have. I am sure a lot of you have notice the changes in the mafia some good some bad. Most of them have been made at the suggestion of Blood and Gore who has a personal grudge against me. Because I didn't like the fact that he called my girlfriend at the time and wanted her in her slut folder. I thought it was rude to even ask and asked her not to. Since then he has been talking shit about me and wanting me out of the m
How Irish Are You?
How Irish Are You? Your Result: True Irishman (or woman) You are truely irish, you support and love your country. You are the kind of person who would put Ireland before anything else. You like to eat corned beef, and drink beer, but you are not the stereotype of a drunk irishman. You would fit in just fine in a bar in Dublin or Cork.No doubt, you are Irish Irish But Lacking Not true Irish, but close enough Fake, Fake, Fake How Irish Are You?
Which Guns N' Roses Album Are You?
Which Guns N' Roses album are you? Your Result: Use Your Illusion II You are very diverse, occasionally pretentious, but you also have your outbursts of pure anger. You are unpredictable but also witty and poetic. You are often bizzare. Gn'R Lies Use Your Illusion I Appetite For Destruction Which Guns N' Roses album are you?
Connect
Your soul is on fire. You are unable to control this feeling any longer. She has touched you deep down inside. No one has ever been able to touch you this way, and she did it so…so effortlessly. It’s almost as if she was always there with you, inside you. Your thoughts are consumed with her. She is everywhere. In your mind. On your lips. Sleeping beside you at night. Your heart is pumping blood just for her. She whispers to you in a language only you can understand. She has stirred emotions within you that have lain dormant for years. Feelings of passion and darkness. She’s sprinkled your soul with her essence. It’s dripping with desire for her touch. She makes you realize that the life you live is merely an illusion. Who you really are is slowly emerging, as the mask of you former self is slowly being stripped away, layer by layer. Inside you always knew. She brought it all out of you. The darkness is thick and seductive. You feel lost and found all at the same time. You wonder how
Taser Gun
TASER GUN -- Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spo
Taser Gun
TASER GUN -- Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spo
Mothers Day Contest
My Mother Passed Away From Cancer July Of Last Yr And My Sister Put My Mothers Pic In The Mothers Day Contest I Would Greatly Appreciate Some Help I Need Bombs Bad So Will Anyone With A Heart Help Me Please Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Uk Flow Tv
hi peeps if you need to find me look in at uklow.tv. as most days i am there listering to the sounds and watching the djs doing there stuff, cindersxx
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I Feel Like This!
Feeling Crap !!
i wana run away from everything ............
My Company
Books shows for local bands, we also do other stuff, if you know anyone in need of our services, send them our way.
Tina
So Im here.
Deadly Immunity
When a study revealed that mercury in childhood vaccines may have caused autism in thousands of kids, the government rushed to conceal the data -- and to prevent parents from suing drug companies for their role in the epidemic. Salon.com | June 16, 2005 By Robert F. Kennedy Jr. In June 2000, a group of top government scientists and health officials gathered for a meeting at the isolated Simpsonwood conference center in Norcross, Ga. Convened by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, the meeting was held at this Methodist retreat center, nestled in wooded farmland next to the Chattahoochee River, to ensure complete secrecy. The agency had issued no public announcement of the session -- only private invitations to 52 attendees. There were high-level officials from the CDC and the Food and Drug Administration, the top vaccine specialist from the World Health Organization in Geneva, and representatives of every major vaccine manufacturer, including GlaxoSmithKline, Merck, W
Americans Surprised, Concerned That 90% Of Flu Shots Contain Mercury
PRNewswire | November 13, 2006 PORTLAND, Ore., Nov. 13 /PRNewswire/ -- As health officials step up their effort to vaccinate Americans against the flu, a new survey suggests serious concerns over the toxin mercury, an ingredient in over 90 percent of this season's flu shot supply. PutChildrenFirst.org, a parent-led organization advocating vaccine safety, commissioned a survey of over 9,000 Americans to learn their plans for getting flu shots, their knowledge of its ingredients, and who they hold responsible for making sure vaccines are safe. The survey revealed that the overwhelming majority of Americans were unaware that most flu shots contain mercury and that they would refuse a shot with mercury. (See page two for the key findings.) "More than 75 percent of Americans feel a mercury-containing flu shot should not be given to a pregnant woman or a child, despite recommendations from medical authorities to do just that," said Lisa Handley, a founding parent of PutChildrenFirst
Bulletins!?!?
oh where oh where did all the bulletins go?
Please Read
okay this might offend or even i may lose some friends i dont really give a rats ass anymore. im getting tired of people complaining about not reposting bullitins because they think the reason they dont because theyr disabled. well listen carefully it took me 4 or 5 months after being on here to tell alot of my friends im phyically challange even when they didnt no i was they seldom reposted some of these bullitins r not worth the 10 bucks i remenber when it didnt cost anything so i dont repost alot and if i post something i could care a less if its gets reposted it your bucks your spending i come here to vist and meet new people i dont care if your disabled or not because i choose my friends carefully i respect if they dont want to add me i wont feel sorry for not reposting now i feel better go ahead a bitch i dont care and yes im sotrta in a bad mood im having a real bad nite so ill close if i lose friends thats okay
Naughty Pics?
any of u guys have any naughty pics? im horny as hell and would love to see some naughty pics!!
Bonjour.....
je suis juste une jolie contradiction. yup...im a pretty contradiction alright. here i am on a diet & im eating ice cream at 2 in the morning. yea...thats the best way to loose weight....drink some slim fast...eat a power bar...eat ice cream at all hours of the night...lmao. anyway....i went on a shopping trip yesterday. you see im heading to north carolina this friday to spend the weekend with my husband ::go on & say it...im his booty call:: & i wanted to look my best for him. so i bought a new dress & shoes, some D&G sunglasses & scheduled an appointment for tomorrow with my manicurist for a mani/pedi. maybe i went a little over crazy with my check card...but i figure its worth the look he'll have on his face when he sees me. ok ok...i'll be honest here. one of the girls from the support group went up to cali to visit her husband & she was telling me how she wished she'd put more effort into how she looked. she was telling me that the enlisted women on base are all fit &
To Those Who Care,
I do not just write blogs, i would like people to comment on them not just read them, if that is a problem, then i will just stop writting them, not that most would mind.
Husband And Wife In Bed
HUSBAND AND WIFE IN BED . She feels his hand rubbing her shoulder. . She says "Oh, that feels good." . His hand moves to her breast. . She says "Gee, honey, that feels wonderful." . His hand moves to her leg. * . She says "Oh, honey, don't stop." .... But he stops. . She says "Why did you stop?" . He says "I found the remote"
Great Guy
great guy and me wow i dont see how that comes in tha same breathe but umm ok.iam really not a great guy like alot of ppl think that i am. if i was then i would push some many ppl out.but yea thats just wat i think
God Said
God said,"Adam, I Want you to do Something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill......." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave" Adam said, "What's a cave?" ! After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." ! And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the river,
Van Halen "i Cant Stop Loving You"
Theres a time and place for everything, for everyone We can push with all our might, but nothins gonna come Oh no, nothins gonna change And if I asked you not to try Oh could you let it be I wanna hold you and say We cant throw this all away Tell me you wont go, you wont go Do you have to hear me say I cant stop lovin you And no matter what I say or do You know my heart is true, oh I cant stop loving you You change your friends, your place in life You can change your mind, we can change the way we say And do anytime Oh no, but I think youll find That when you look inside your heart Oh baby, Ill be there, yeah Hold on Im holding on Baby, just come on, come on, cdome on I just wanna hear you say I cant stop lovin you And no matter what you say or do You know my heart is true, oh I cant stop lovin you Oh, Im so twisted and tied And all I remember Was how hard we tried Only to surrender And when its over I know how its gonna be And true love wil
San
i’m holding you closer now than i was before. if only it were in a physical sense. i imagine it everyday you know… living… breathing… dreaming. i wake up and remember that my sheets aren’t yellow at all. but a dark burgundy color instead. the color of my insides… the color of you and i. but it’s not what i want. what do i want? i want clocks on the wall set halfway in between you and i. mine a half hour behind… yours a half hour ahead. that way we meet in the middle. i’ll be late for everything, but that’s no matter because i already am. you’ll be early. premature, but does that bother you? i want a merle pup named locke. with pouting eyes and floppy ears. a tail wagging whenever i enter the house because he knows that i am home. that you are home. that we… are … -home-. jack is another story. he’s lazy. i want a case of green juice in the fridge at all times. and green olives. i want two tv sets. one next to the other. one ours, the oth
Confused
my life Current mood: contemplative my life right now in a lot of ways is great i'm done school looking for work have met some great new people but in that same breath i dunno i feel like i'm just exposing myself to getting screwed over again and i'm just kinda waiting for it so thats my update for now catch ya'll later M
Please Oh Please
I DO NOT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO TELL PEOPLE THIS BUT I HAVE NO CAM TO DO MORE PICTURES
Help
i cant doithis on my own
Hey Ct!
I'm out till later. Peace. I'll yell from Texas.
Aka: Ms Construe
Ok, ok, ok, I confess. I am a horrible flirt. Terrible. Awful. Dreadful. Oh, it's not that I do it badly (at least not in my opinion), it's that I never can seem to pull it off without people thinking that I want to fuck them. Or even worse: date them. Why can't I just be cheeky for the hell of it? I am one of the most affirming people that you will meet. I accomplish this by paying attention when people talk to me (although it might not seem like I am due to my never-ending commentary), complimenting them sincerely on their accomplishments and attractive attributes, and hinting that I might want to sleep with them. Hmmm... I wonder where they get confused? I suppose what I do is easier pulled off in person, where I can poke them in the ribs and wink, thereby conveying that I'm just being cutesy. But the internet and even the telephone lacks that physical presence and is painfully void of inflection. So I find myself getting misunderstood on a regular basis. I started thinking
I Have Been On Only A Couple...
I have only been on a couple of hours and I have never felt so welcome and I am eternally gratefull to those who made me feel that way...J.
Cries Out
Title: Cries Out As tears fell like rain drops, his soul cries out. Like a spartan long since time forgot, he can show no emotion, no feelings, no fear, no joy, no heart break. He must learn to deal, not dwell on things that should remain in the past. His soul cries out begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness that is long time over due. He dwells in the past, things that have been forgiven but far from forgotten. He knows what has happen has made him the person he is today, yet still his soul cries. As he sleeps he can hear his own soul cry out, from this forgotten memories begin to surface. He feels as if he was drowning, falling deeper into the mist that is his mind. His soul cries out for resurrection, hopes of a better tomorrow. His soul cries out to resurface, to regain control. But he knows not when this resurrection will take place or when he'll resurface. All he does know is as tears fall like rains drops, his soul CRIES out. VCP 4/30/07
As I Lay Dieing
Title: As I Lay Dieing As I die I can hear my heart start to slow in my chest I stop and look back at all thats past I could have been nicer, could have tired harder. I'm feeling the blood slowly trickle down now it shouldn't be long I stop to think about all that i'll leave behind the friends, the family, loved ones. whoever thought it would come to this slow pain death I've yerned for it for so long and now that I have it I can't believe it's here life is to short or should I say was to short I'm starting to go cold now, my eyes start to tear up I'm growing numb I hope to be in a better place in the end but with that I leave you with this TO all out there have a good morrow and dream wonderful dreams take life serious but take it with a sense of humor too because when you die inside your done, gone lost from this world never to return again. And with this a piece of myself dies
Fuckin Fake Ass People!
Since I have been on CT I have accepted and asked for many "friends". The people I have on my list I honestly try to show love too! But it seems that my love is rarely reciprocated. All I want to know if people really read this shit or is this whole thing some kind of kiddy game! So if you are on my list and read this lil diddy please comment and let me know! I just wanna see really who pays attention to those on their list! Thanks! ~Monkey~
Hurt
Title: Hurt The Feeling of pain running through my veins I can't handle it what have you done Like a knife through my heart I'm so cold but you were straight from the start Who knew it could hurt like this love for such a short time but pain to last an eternity Life goes on but pain still lingers on
Beauty
Title: Beauty Beauty, what is beauty? Is it the sun setting over the ocean? Is it a single drop of dew on a blade of grass? Might it be waves of wheat danceing in a field? I've always been told beauty is only skin deep or beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I say there all wrong beauty is and always will be, at the moment your eyes find your way to her even in the darkest of places light radiants from around her. your heart jumps down in to your stomach. Every moment with her is the best moment in your existants. Every second I spend with her I feel brand new, born again. Until next we might meet. I shall keep the memories alive as they dance in my head.
You
Title: You You stand there knowing the truth, thinking and saying I wish I was her when really your beauty surpasses hers'. You sit there looking for answers saying things like I'm fat or my nase is funny then I find something new I like about you. You walk around wondering dow he notice me when the person who has always noticed you doesn't matter. You think I'm mad or in a bad mood but really the reality of things is just setting in. It hurts but it doesn't really matter when you have all you want or need. I know it's harsh but I feel it's the truth.
When I Have You
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with
Her Beauty
Title: Her Beauty With beauty so radiant, that it can not be compared to that of a setting sun. I see her. Beauty so spectacular, it will not be compared to that of the most exotic water falls. I see her. Beauty so unbelievable, it can never be compared to that of a full moon on the most amazing of nights. I see her. Her beauty will never fade, it will never go away. Because in my eyes she is and will always remain the most beautiful girl to me.
Lost
Title: Lost Lost among a crowd nowhere to go, can't be found. Why does life feel this way, why do we have to frown. I long for the better days, a time when I felt I had a place, a purpose for life, a reason for being. Lost among a crowd help me find myself because I don't know how.
Posting Bulletins
I can't believe some people, I sit here and I think to myself that CT is a cool place to be at online but after today, posting or reposting a bulletin to me, might be a thing of the past for me really fast, because I sat here, read a bulletin about f**k buddies and reposted it like it said in the directions and replied to it and didn't get one thing back and then when two other people read the bulletin, they didn't reply to it they just reposted the damn thing! Last time I checked I was a human being trying to have fun but apparently not! Now if I don't have fun, somebody's going to say, hey lighten up, try to have fun! YEAH RIGHT! I think it's time I get this off my chest and now, because for one, I'm a human being, I'm not like one of these downrating SOB's that down rate other people everytime you turn around and I sure as hell am not a hater of anyone but what I am is me, a human being with a disability and feelings just like everyone else disabled or not that tries to have fun but
My First Dance
Beginning my first year in a new high-school I was nervous, and didn't know what to expect But then I met the local home town beauty And found myself in a new state of mind She was very nice and pretty too She had a way with the boys That most would like to have She was the angel that I asked to the first school dance I was nervous, and didn't know what to expect But I took her hand and lead her to the dance floor Holding her close not wanting to let go She told me this was the first time she's ever danced I smiled with comfort and said don't worry Hun This is the first time I've danced as well We'll do it together, step-by-step Making mistakes and laughing through it all We'll make our first dance one to remember So take my hand and hold me close Listen to the music and try not to fall Holding each-other close even giving a kiss We'll make this night into a fairytale A night in which we'll tell all She was the one I asked to the first dance I was nervous,
Everywhere I Go
You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I tend to think of you as well But, what can I say? You're beautiful Inside and out And no matter what You'll always be in my heart You see, I'll try to explain Nice and simple and plain The way you make me feel When you are near You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I sit there and cry You see, it's hard to explain This love I have for you I don't really know what to say Or even what to do I just know I want to be with you I know it won't be no easy feat But I'm up to the challenge For all that it's worth And I don't care how long it will take You're everywhere I go And you're in everything I see And every song I hear I'll think of you and begin to tear But, what c an I say? You're beautiful Inside and out And no matter what You'll always be in my heart
I Love You
I want to walk with you hand in hand I want to take you places, through woods, in sand I would even cut my wrist Just to prove how much I love you I want to take you places I want you to see so many faces I want to give you everything As you go to sleep I'll sing As you wake up I'll be there Holding your hand and stroking your hair When you're ill I'll make you smile I'll make you feel better for a while No matter what you do I'll always love you I want to walk with you hand in hand I want to take you places, through woods, in sand I would even cut my wrist Just to prove how much I love you When you're down I'll make you up I want to be your best ever. When we're old I want to say Even if I die today No matter what happens now No matter what, no matter how I'll be there right to the end Forget the hate that we've both sentWe know how much we love each other And at that moment I think of how much I love her I want to walk with you hand in hand I want
Hmmmmm Wow I Really Dont Know Wat To Say Here
well here we go again.another day in tha life of me. yeah i think thats tha way this shit here should start out..well my week was iight i guess.nuttin to great ya know.goin to nc soon in like a week i think.spend time wit tha family that i havent seen in seems like forever.was goin to see someone else but yea i dont know bout that shit now.but just wanted to let u guys know wats up wit me.... and ps they will know who this is to i never really thought that it would hurt like this.
The North American Union Id: The Database
Brent Jessop / VIVELECANADA | March 13, 2007 All this trouble over the need for a passport for Canadians to enter the US. So much inconvenience and of course economic ruin. No need to worry. The government has a great solution to the problem they created. New high-tech drivers licences. Complete with all your personal information and fingerprints and a fancy new proximity RFID chip. Convenient. Exciting! Safe? Ignoring the obvious privacy and safety concerns with the tracking abilities of the RFID chip. Ignoring the fact that this is part of a North American ID card which matches up just so nicely with the new American drivers licences under the Real ID act. Ignoring all of these things there is another major problem. The database. The new ID cards come with a gigantic database that keeps track of all your personal information and biometric data. How secure are these databases? Lets first look at how well the government currently protects your data. In July of 2005 the B.C.
Me And You
I'm walking through a desert land Feel like no one understands What my heart is going through right now My heart is filled with emptiness Wandering through a wilderness Searching for the usefulness it found *Intro to Chorus* But never did I think we’d be Not on the path of you and me And now that I'm alone and free I sit here and I see *Chorus* Me and You We're not the same And now it's plain Of what we made A mistake And now you're gone Where you belong Without a thought Of Me and You *Verse 2* Trying hard to pass the time But only you are on my mind Memories playing back at me from that night Going over in my head All the things I could have said To make you be right here with me tonight *Bridge* Never thought I'd see the day That we would have no more words to say Oh I loved you And now that we are in the past Know my love will always last Oh it's true; I love you
I Need You
*Verse 1* I can't breathe without you Where did you go? I am here waiting for you Yet you don't show *Verse 2* Here I am giving my all It's all for you Just please stand here with me I need you *Chorus* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you I need you *Verse 3* I stand here alone in a crowd But none I see Can compare to my only one Come set me free *Chorus* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you I need you *Bridge* And when your crying in the dark Just reach out and touch my heart My love grows with each and every beat A love for you to keep *Verse 4* Here I am crying without a doubt I need your love to set me out Just please love me again again again And never stop until the end *Chorus 2x's* Here I am crying for you I can't stand standing without you Baby I love you (Second time) Sunshine I need you (2X
Kiss Me Softly
Sweet and fulfilling Grow older with me I'm tired of waiting Our future, do you see? Holding hands once again (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend It is adoration, it is love Harder and tougher to breathe Seeing your face I will conquer and succeed Your wrecked heart I will mend (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's ours to lend Children all around See their smiling faces Hide and seek we will play Let us hide in strange places Let our love be our friend (Bridge) When I'm gone Will you remember me? Will you hold on to your memory? But I do need to say That for you, I will pray For us to meet again For our love to never end Grow older with me (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend
Pain Of The Past
Pain of the Past Why did they do it? People were supposed to care They scarred my heart There's layers of pain All the heartache I thought I was through But it keeps coming and coming It's a flood of pain They didn't understand What it meant to care They'll never care what they did To the heart of this man I'm trying to get through The pain of the past But if the past keeps coming There might be nothing left of me
New Wine For Seniors
Aussie vintners, in the Barossa area, which primarily produces Pinot Blanc, Pinot Noir and Pinot Grigio wines, have developed a new hybrid grape that acts as an anti-diuretic. It is expected to reduce the number of trips older people have to make to the bathroom during the night. The new wine will be marketed as... PINO MORE I HEARD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE
Ok Where Is My Real Friends At
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough. REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste." FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out. FAKE FRIENDS: Wont send this back. REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to you and to 10 other real friends
Internal Carlyle Group Memo: Market Good For 12-24 Months International Forcaster | April 27, 2007 International Forcaster | April 27, 2007
International Forcaster | April 27, 2007 Bob Chapman Now hear this! What we are about to tell you comes from deep within the bowels of the Illuminati. This information runs parallel with what we have been forecasting in our issues of the IF. In February, via an internal memo, the Carlyle Group said they see another 12 to 24-months or more of “excess liquidity,” which will drive further profits and growth and that the current liquidity environment cannot go on forever; and, that the longer it lasts the more money our investors will make; but also that the longer it lasts, the worse it will be when it ends” In the missive it was stated that Carlyle's fabulous profits were not solely a function of their investment genius, but have resulted in large part from a great market and the availability of enormous amounts of cheap debt. In fact, there has been and is so much liquidity in the world financial system that lenders, even their own lenders, are making very risky credit deci
‘al Qaeda': A Figment Of The Fear- And War-mongering Propagandists' Imagination
Damian Lataan | April 25, 2007 Yesterday the Australian Prime Minister John Howard and his band of fearmongering lunatics warned Australians gathering at Gallipoli for ANZAC Day to be aware of a ‘ terrorist threat' . In the UK Guardian today it is reported that the ‘head of Scotland Yard's counterterrorism command said yesterday that al-Qaida had survived the six-year long "war on terror" launched by President George Bush and Tony Blair, and its central leadership had retained the ability to order devastating attacks on Britain.' As well as Gallipoli that is. And in Iraq, where it seems the Iraqi franchise of ‘al Qaeda' has claimed responsibility for the deaths yesterday of nine US troops. So good is the ‘al Qaeda' franchise business that even the Israelis have tried to set up an ‘al Qaeda' shop in Palestine . Unfortunately the locals soon discovered that the business wasn't genuine (apparently Mossad hadn't paid bin Laden the franchise fee) so the business was quickly shut down
I Am
i am so lost im spinning round and round i want to be numb but im beyond that point if i am not stopped ill emplode. please help me me.
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Ty Guys
i want to thank the ppl who took time out to try to help me im feeling a little better, still upset but im sure ill be fine i knew you guys were the greatest
Hugs
It's wond'rous what a hug can do. A hug can cheer you when you're blue. A hug can say, "I love you so" Or, "Gee, I hate to see you go" A hug is, "Welcome back again! " And "Great to see you!" Or "Where've you been?" A hug can soothe a small child's pain And bring a rainbow after rain. The hug! There's just no doubt about it, We scarcely could survive without it. No longer do you have to worry, For a hug is the way to say "I'm sorry." A hug delights and warms and charms, It must be why we all have arms. Hugs are great for fathers and mothers, Sweet for sisters, as well for brothers Chances are some favorite aunt Loves them more than potted plants. Kittens crave them Puppies love them. Heads of State Are not above them. A hug can break The language barrier And make the dullest day Seem merrier. No need to fret About the store of 'em. The more you give The more there are of 'em So stretch those arms without delay, GIVE SOMEONE A HUG TODAY!
Thank You
Hey everybody, i just wanna say thank you to all those that left me a comment wishing me a happy birthday, i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart, once again thank you all!!!
Have A Good One :o)
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Tomorrow
Tomorrow I am getting it all back, every little bit that I've lost... piece by piece. I'm tired of feeling weak and as if I am damaged goods. Nothing has changed, nothing. Except that scar, that scar that I have to see every day to remind me of the loss. I need to remember, to get my body to remember what I used to be. "The soul that is within me, no man can degrade." ~Fredrick Douglass Disturbed- Land of Confusion I must've dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now did you read the news today They say the danger's gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is the land of confusion Oh, oh, oh, oh. This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To
The Learning Of A Lifetime
I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.
Harmless Flirting??
I enjoy engaging in cheeky comment exchanges, whether that be through e-mail, profile comments, blog comments, text messages, phone conversations or - GASP! - in person. There is nothing that can bring me up out of a foul mood then to receive an x-rated text in the middle of a shitty day. Intelligent flirtations are the best. Noticing something that a person likes and making mention of it. Turning it around on them in a devious manner, adding hints of sexual perversion. I can weave a suggestive tale with the best of them. Yet, there are times when I've got a huge machete with which to cut to the chase. When I was in high school, I never understood the habit of talking around things or having your friend do the "dirty" work for you. On that note: have you ever noticed that a lot of the time, those we send in to help us flirt end up taking the person that we were interested in first? Spend all that time sending the messages and then they decide they want that person for themselves.
The Longest Nine Hours
Hour 1 The final kiss good bye and the last, Love you, before leaving. The last look as you drive away. As a tear runs down your face. Hour 2 A car comes up from behind, could it be ???? It passes and your heart sinks again. Hour 3 Stop to get food to try to ease your stomach. Then debate on which way to go. Hours 4 thru 6 Just stare at the traffic as you drive on. Hour 7 Phone rings, you hear that sweet voice you just left, so sweet. Finding that they are having just as hard time as you. Hour 8 Back in your home state. Nothing around you has changed but you. Hour 9 Your at your House was your home but Home is where the heart is and thats Nine hours back.
I Can Cry
Can you not see me? My eyes are filled with tears Can you not hear me? Iv been crying all these years I guess I've hidden it inside Pushed it as deep as it can go I guess I'm a pretty good actress And never let it show I'm afraid they see me weak For just a single moment of the day I'm afraid they see the little girl Not the bitch that's tough in every single way Only a select few have ever seen at my worst Very few people have ever seen me cry I apologize to those They are not your problems, but mine But as strong as I look I have so many fears And as tough as I seem I've shed too many tears.
Finally
So I finally got a chance to update my profile alittle bit. I added some new photos (leave me a comment) and a collage to my stash. Make sure you check it out! More to come soon. In the mean time make sure you check out my site http://vivicalove.com
Drama
You know, I understand that this is a website and most of the people on here are personifying someone that they aren't ... but not me.. i am a nice person that is here to meet people chat a bit, listen to some tunes and not cause drama....but apparently I have met some people that drama seems to follow...let me tell you a few things about me ok: 1-if you aren't in a fight with me, fine I will deal with it in private, but I WILL NOT take sides between friends, if any my friends are in a fight that is their problem to work out, if they don't work it out, that is again their problem, but don't put me in the middle 2- I hate liars, don't lie to me and we will be fine 3- Don't use me, if you need something fine, I will be glad to help you get it, but don't step on me afterwards it just pisses me off 4- I am a great listener and if you need a friend I can be one of the best, but don't take advantage of what you have when you become my friend, I am not a good enemy. 5- If you h
Love??
From the time I wake 'Till the time I sleep And even in my dreams I think of you. I like to talk, And fool around Or, just sit and stare But only when I'm with you I never thought that this could happen, These feelings that I have. I feel lust, I feel passion, I feel need for you Is it love or obsession? Friendship or desire? I don't know. But I want it forever. I never want it to go away.
Copied From Okc
sometimes, i read peoples' profiles, and really like the idea of a "serious short term relationship" or being a third addition to a couple, and sometimes i even like the idea of picking up a guy just to have someone to spend the night with. but really, i want to be happily married. i cant let my fantasies about being open minded collide with the reality that i want to be solidly, permanently, unconditionally loved. it cant happen for at least a year though, its just not in the cards for me. as lonely as i get, i have to struggle through it, and this is going to sound sappy and morbidly religious, but sometimes when i'm really lonely i go to God cause i know He will never leave me (and for all you cynics out there that dont believe... if something doesnt exist, by definition, it cant leave) and i just imagine Him holding me in the way i want to be held and comforting me. That, my friends, is what gets me through every damned lonely night that i have to have for the next 10 1/2
Growth
Mere change is not growth. Growth is the synthesis of change and continuity, and where there is no continuity there is no growth. - C.S. Lewis
I Noticed:
Something amusing. I go and see my friends, right? Rank #524 Rank #786 Etc. I check my rank, right? Wrong. I don't rank, period. Oh, if only I had breasts.
.stolen.writings.corporate.offices.*edit*
a person i know...'took' i guess you could say...some stuff i wrote. passed it off as her own. kinda irks me. in the long run i spose it doesnt matter cuz i can always write new things...and she'll always be a completely unoriginal thinker. now she has a cherry account. where she uses my words. i dun go lookit it cuz it would just get me more torqued. tho on the other hand...it would kind of amuse me if someone attempted to engage her in an intellectual conversation...cuz shes more of a ...hair twirling bubble gum smacking...ReeRee for lack of a better term. heh. in other news i think i seriously need to re-think my television viewing habits. certain shows just have the ability to get under my skin. not such a good thing. i should kill some sims. that always makes me laugh that uberly wicked laugh of destruction. i like cheese. i should eat cheese. on toast. with mustard. cuz i like mustard too. the sprinklers are broken. again. theres a nifty shoot of water
How In The Hell Do U Fall Inlove.
that is the question makes u think u can love someone then turn around and hurt them grr i hate guys sometimes thank god im bisexaul
I Just Can't Keep Up!
Hello people. I just can't seem to keep up with all the ratings. So if you rate me and I don't come check you out right away, please for give me. :(
Wow!!
7 people has a crush on me!! I didn't know i was that lovable lol!! I love u all!! Thank u!! Muah!!
And I Would
Stand out in the middle of the busiest street in the world with one deep breath I would scream "I love you". I would scream so hard and so long that it would burst all the blood vessles in my throat. As my vocal chords are irritated to the point that blood spews from my throat and out my mouth. I will not dodge the traffic, traffic will dodge me. The vessles in my eyes will explode also turning them dark pink, and leaving me seeing red. Loving. Holding. caring. cherishing. Growning. screaming. adoring. Falling. crawling. moving. Living. dying. Dreaming. thinkins. seeing. hearing. ....all for you.
That Was Obvious...
What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results] ~*~Result nr 8~*~Your power is: Extreme healing powers Explanation: When injured your body focuses on the wound and heals rapidly, within a few seconds. This makes you pretty much hard to kill and you can help people in danger using yourself as a shield. Almost anything is possible in combat but you prefer looking after others. In bad purposes you can do the same as above but for evil intentions.This power fits you pretty good since you want to help those around you, and when you are pretty much unstopable, that's not an obsticle. You are caring and nurturing and are more a pascifist. Even if you know there are much unfairness in the world you still chose to see from a positive angle because you belive in the good of this world. You are probably friendly and have a soft spot for people who are not accepted. Though to others you come of as naive and gullible. You could be taken advantagde of if the
Things Moving Slow Or Just Not Moving
I am tired, it is almost 1:30 am and i have to work today, oh well fuck it i have delt with no sleep, before, just tired of this lonely life, I would say there is a good woman out there for me somewhere, but I don't want a good woman, no I want the kind that my mother always warned me about, just can't meet one, I mean how hard should it be, I am young handsome, and well thats something I aint talking about, but it seems like nothing I do changes, and for all of you who think I am just bitching, well if it had been three years since you had been laid you would bitch to. This is all I want, and all I have wanted for a while, I want a woman who is older, even just a year or two older, intellegent, sexy, and above all else be able to match my creativity, both in life and the bed room. Anyways, I think I am going to try and sleep, I will probably end up putting something else on here later, for now I better stop rambling and go to bed.
Hello Looking For Friends
Any one want to me my Friend Just add me .. I will get back to you all as soon as i can . Hello my LOVE wiccanlady1977 !! I love you . Just so you all know wiccanlady1977 is my Girlfriend .
Faceless
josephine is coming home... loving longing moments took her there. fresh sunlight beats down on her face, top down, wind swirling, she can feel that moment of purpose. she's squealing the tires, punch it just a little harder, it's such a smooth ride. the scenery around her is so serene, the dust billowing up around the car, the clouds pointing in arrows to guide her. her head is filled with memory where she's going, where she's been. josie, won't you tell me that story again? i'll live vicariously... through your heart, through your eyes, the golden blaze of sunrise in his arms, and you can sip your coffee and i can sit on the edge of this chair, pretend i'm there with you, pretend he's never gone. josie's shoulders are heaving, the sobs come like torture, wracking her body with such great intake, such gravel, such grime. josie, just tell me the story once more. let it hurt, let it burn, let it smear on your face like mascara. i'll hold you here and sw
Conversation
damn somebody tlk 2 me i'm bored and all alone sittin here with nobody 2 tlk 2 come on now something this sexy shouldnt be alone or not tlkin 2 somebody lmao i'm just playin yall but really i want somebody 2 tlk 2 so surely somebody can help me out with a friendly convo i wont bite i promise
Teddybear
YOU WILL BE THERE FOR ME,MY TEDDYBEAR, GIVE YOU A HUG FOLLOWED BY A KISS, IT IS YOU,THAT I SOMETIMES MISS, I SOMETIMES SEE YOU AS A BIG BROTHER, AND KNOW I DON'T WANT TO BE IN THE ARMS OF ANOTHER, A TEDDYBEAR CAN BE AN ANGEL TOO,FULL OF LOVE, AND WHERE IT COMES FROM LIKE HEAVEN ABOVE, I WANT TO HOLD YOU TIGHT, AND HAVE YOU NEXT TO ME AT NIGHT, WILL TOU BE MY TEDDYBEAR???
Today I Am Angry
Let me tell you guys what went down today. See my husband (whom is dead) cheated on me 3 times during the duration of our marriage. Today I went to visit his mother and take our children there to see their grandparents and low and behold there was the second bitch that my husband cheated on me with sitting in her living room! Now I did not go over there unexpectedly, I called first and there was no mention of this bitch, or I would not have gone! I find it rude for one, and for two does this mean that he was still seeing her? I don't know what to think, all I know is that it hurt and I have a habbit of turning my pain to anger! I did not grab the bitch up by her throat like last time, I just stayed away from her and made our visit short. What would you guys do? would you still talk to your in-laws? Would you lay down the law and tell them that you will not visit while any of them are around and if they continue to disrespect you you will never talk to them again? Or would yo
Wedding Update
A lot of people we know keep asking when we're finally going to get married. Derrick has proposed to me something like 7 different times now... lol. Well, here's the scoop: We were originally gonna get married on my birthday (April 1), but then we decided that wasn't such a great date after all. Someone I cared about died on that day (my 21st b-day), it's my birthday and it's April Fool's Day! So, we moved it up a week to April 7th. Well, that happens to be an unlucky and lucky day for us, seeing as it was our anniversary, but, it was also the day we got into our car accident. Plus, by March 1st, I still didn't have a dress, the place we reserved flaked on us, nothing had even begun to be organized and we really couldn't afford it anyway. As for a new date... the answer is... we have no idea! We want it to be sometime this year, probably near the end of summer and we are now going to have it on the beach. I DO have my dress now (see last blog post), we don't yet have a place for
Spiderman
Ok well I guess my other attempt didn't work. I'm posting up all my latest work for music videos here. Some may find one or two offensive, so don't go reporting I have already marked the blog NSFW so if you don't like it then don't watch it. For the rest of ya, enjoy! Online Videos by Veoh.com Online Videos by Veoh.com Online Videos by Veoh.com Online Videos by Veoh.com Online Videos by Veoh.com
R.i.pmom
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELP ME IN THE LAST COUPLE WITH WEEKS . MY MOM PASTED AWAY TWO YEARS AGO ON 4-30-05, THE PAIN NEVER NEVER WENT AWAY. I DONT I WILL BE ON TOMOROW I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU MY MOM WAS MY HERO ,BUT I NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO TELL HER , OR TELL HER HOW MUCH I LOVED HER , WHY CAUSE WE WASNT SPEAKIN . MOM I LOVE YOU YOUR MY HERO WELL MEET AGAIN DAY , I CANT SAY GOOD BYE I WILL SAY SO LONG FOR NOW Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
Well Duh...
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics] You need love.You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person that just craves that fairy tale love where you will be swept off your feet and live happily ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or dream about it so much that you either see all the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell yourself that anyone could be your soulmate. You long to have someone by your side and you want to give back on the romance part too, not just give.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Hey
this shit is confusing lol i have nto figured it out yet lol!
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