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I Cost $3500.00 Per Night
See How Much You¡¯re Really Worth! Natural Hair Color: [ ] Brown - $100 [ ] Blonde - $50 [ x] Black - $15 [ ] Bald - $5 [ ] Other-$75 Total: $15 Eye Color: [ x] Brown - $50 [ ] Green - $75 [ ] Blue $150 [ ] Hazel $100 [ ] Other - $15 Total so far: $65.00 Height: [ ] Over 7,, - $200 [ ] 6,,8¡å to 7,, - $175 [ ] 6,,0¡å to 6,,7¡å - $150 [x ] 5,,5¡å to 5,,11¡å - $75 [ ] 5,,4¡å to 5,,10¡å - $85 [ ] Under 5,,4 - $95 Total so far: $140.00 Age: [ ] 50 to 56 - $175 [ ] 46 to 50 - $150 [ ] 41 to 45 - $125 [ X ] 31 to 40 - $100 [ ] 26 to 30 - $75 [ ] 21 to 25 - $50 [ ] 19 to 20 - $25 [ ] 0 to 18 - $100 Total so far: $240 Birth Order: [ ] Twins or more than twins - $750 [X ] First Born - $320 [ ] Only Child - $250 [ ] second born - $150 [ ] Middle child - $100 [ ] Last Born - $100 [ ] third born - $550 [ ] fourth born - $300 [ ] fifth born - $400 [ ] sixth born -$215 Total so far: $560 Drink? [ ] I did like once - $400 [ ] Only

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OK so for those who've been reading my blogs you know I had some trouble with a roommate recently who is not not only not my roommate but can kiss my ass and god to hell for all I care about her. WELL the bitch has now done something to make my life a living fucking hell as if I don't have enough shit stressing me out right now!!!! I'm not going to go into the details but lets just say this is worse then her throwing a cell phone at me and hauling off and fucking hitting me and leave it at that.

Broken
Once upon a time not so long ago there was a little girl from a broken home. She was what some would call a broken girl with a broken smile but still in her heart she dreamed of love all the while. As she grew all she knew was regret and despair, so much love she would give only to be discarded without flair. Well as this girl grew a woman to be, she met a man as cute as can be, a helpless, and hopeless romantic was she that she gave her heart so much- herself she did lose; that when he did tire of her love so her heart nearly screamed self abuse. Still everyday she did wake with a hope that one day he would see her without thinking a joke. Little did she know what her blind hope did not see was she burnt all the bridges of others arms none to flee. Helpless and hopeless the love lost old girl didn’t know what to do with her own little world, as she did leave to sit by an old tree with a bottle in hand wishing she never loved a man and realizing that broken girl woman turned out to be

My Heart
You knocked down my wall. You have shown me how to feel with my whole heart. You have shown me not to run away from how I feel. You’ve accepted me for who I am, faults and all. You don’t care if the road is going to get a little rocky. You have stood there like my rock. You have talked me through things I never thought I could tell anyone. You love me for who I am and don’t expect anything more than just that, for me to be me. You’ve scared me by making me feel like this, but I wouldn’t change a single moment. I am handing my heart to you on a platter. You have my heart and soul in your hands. They are yours, now and forever. I don’t ever want to feel like this for anyone else. I want this to be forever, if possible. My heart and soul are in your hands. Please don’t hurt them, they’re very fragile.

I Love You
I love you for who you are. I love you for who you want to be. I have been in love with you for so long that I don’t remember what it is like not to love you. I love you for how you are with my kids. For how you are with me. I love you for the way that you make me feel. I am in love with you and I always will be. I loved you then, I love you now and I will love you forever.

Jager For My Thought... Shots Of Jager For All My Thoughts
So I had an interesting conversation with a gentleman that was surprisingly pretty dang hot. I kept an eye on him as he walked past me at security check... then noticed he was in the same terminal... noticed him glance over at me... anyhow, luck would have it we were seated next to eachother... but I'm getting side tracked. He told me to never say never.... I couldn't get that thought out of my head... what the hell, you say never when you say never say never. To me it's like asking me what came first the egg or the chicken, or how much can a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood. I hate those euphuisms.... hmmm, I am thinking tomorrow is Friday, I'm in Nashville I've got this hot guy staying at the same hotel... I'm going out for drinks tomorrow to ponder on this drunk.

My Tarot
p align="center">The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Tarrot Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Just Thinkin' Out Loud... :)
Wow... its already 17 days into the New Year. I am already looking forward to taxes, weekend getaways, time with my kids, and so much more. So far, this year, has kicked off to a great start. Going to Biloxi and New Orleans that very first weekend. Planning another trip there for the summer time with and with out the kids. Trying to find a good time to go to Savannah, GA. Just so much I wanna do to get away, better my kids for it and with it. Experiences that will last a life time and then some. I was talking to my family the other night and everyone wants to get together for my grandfathers birthday this November. He will be turning 80 years old. My family from Germany will be flying in and the rest of us will be driving to FLORIDA! Woot! Woot! They are still trying to decide on Orlando, Tampa, Panama City or Ft Walton Beach area. I told them, who cares... the point is... to be together! They never listen to me. :) Anyway, I am just trying to decide on where I wa

Simply Me
2003.... And another year slips gently through the hourglass Of time as I sit quietly pondering the memories Of time I lost, time I spent endlessly searching As I continue to do right now My head begins to pound As I feel dizzy knowing nothing Yet feeling everything in waves rushing over my head Slowly drowning me in a pool of Vast eternal silence of uncertainties What have I don’t in my life That could possibly make me anything Ahh, yes, I know now, I dream If a stranger were to ask me just who I am I would have to say I am not really anyone Yet I am spun in a complexity of inner turmoil and chaos Cloaked in a silken shroud of dreams I quietly pace the forty rectangular feet of my room Remembering the time I spent in a small jail cell How claustrophobic I was the first time I encountered that space Yet like any caged animal You adapt Happiness is a foreign word to me I mean true happiness What that is I’m not sure I have ever really known I know what comf

Read This. Read It Now....... Thanks.
Take Note: It's 3AM. I'm bored out of my mind. And sarcastic doesn't even being to cover the mood I'm in.Therefore, this survey is...well.. it's an interesting read. Enjoy kiddies.WrathWho did you last get angry with?Some homeless dude on the street.What is your weapon of choice?Whatever I can find, usually an elderly person.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?Only with a heavy object.How about the same sex?After a few drinks, anything is possible.Who was the last person who got really angry at you?Probably that homeless dude I beat with the old dude.What is your pet peeve?People breathing my air.Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?Depends on how horny I am really.SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?Not run over children.What is the latest you've ever woken up?10pm or soName a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?Santa clauseWhat is the last lame excuse that you made?"Ma'am, your son ran out in front of my car repeadely

Here's Something To Really Make You Mad
"Unborn children of the region [are] being asked to pay the highest price, the integrity of their DNA." - Ross B. Mirkarimi, The Arms Control Research Centre, from his report: ‘The Environmental and Human Health Impacts of the Gulf Region with Special Reference to Iraq.’ May 1992 "Only tyrants can take a nation to war without the consent of the people. The planned war against Iraq without a Declaration of War is illegal. It is unwise because of many unforeseen consequences that are likely to result. It is immoral and unjust, because it has nothing to do with US security and because Iraq has not initiated aggression against us." -Congressman Ron Paul In an act of stark cruelty, the US dominated Sanctions Committee refuses to permit Iraq to import the clean-up equipment that they desperately need to decontaminate their country of the Depleted Uranium ammunition that the US fired at them. Approximately 315 tons of DU dust was left by the use of this ammunition. The Sanction

Fuck Texas I'm Out Of Here......
I'm Mississippi bound come mid Feb. .I ready for a new start and tired of the bs here,Texas brought me nothing but heartache ,it's time to move on and be happy .I'm not getting any younger ,I deserve happieness and it sure isn't here.

Dont Know
im not really sure sure what a blog is so i,ll just put my thoughts on here, there is a girl i care for a lot but dont, i mean i want to spend all my time with her but i dont see no future with her even thow there is nothing i want more. she means everything to me.

Voice Overs... Never Really Thought Of It Before..
Good Morning and happy Thursday to you. Have you ever seen one of those dubbed films I hope I have the naming of it correctly written. It’s a film where the actors voices do not match the actor themselves. Like a Japanese made film which does not show the closed caption words but rather has the actors speaking with a dubbed voice. Well apparently a few polish films still try to do that. No pun intended. While European and American TV and film producers take care to have dialogue dubbed into foreign languages using voices that are appropriate for each actor, the dubbing in Poland continues to be done by "lektors" males with smoking-seasoned voices who speak the dialogue of all the characters in a story in the same pitch. The trick, according to an October Wall Street Journal dispatch, is "speaking so smoothly that viewers forget that Paris Hilton sounds like a Polish Johnny Cash." One experiment using six different actors for the cast of an episode of "Friends" bombed with viewers, an

Only When I Am Sleeping....
Only when I am sleeping is when I am the most alive. No more shit no more drama,Just a pillow and my nightmares are all I need to survive. Only when I am sleeping is when I feel so alone. Everyone has somebody,loneliness is all I have ever known. all the days are past,the nights are all I ever get.My heart is always being burned,hurtfulness is fuel to the fire that has always been lit. Do you know what it is like to never feel your love? I used to think you were an angel sent from heaven above. Now I know the truth and all your ugly lies.Keep your promises and your intoxicating words. I don't need your games,all that shit is for the birds. Do you know what it is like to be the one who dies? Every time I breathe,my heart forgets to beat. Come on baby, are you afraid of the heat. I don't know how to feel, when my heart has lost its way. I hope you are happy when my world is faded into gray. Is it all important to make my life a hell,Do you want to take my heart and b

When You Love This Much
Distance means so little when you love someone this much Longing for the moment when once again to feel their touch Trust in love is what we feel and love so pure and deep Its memories of us together that we will forever keep Patiently waiting until we meet and together side by side Its feelings of love and passion that we surely will not hide Touching our lips together and the feeling of a spark Its this love that lights our way, for I know we'll keep it from the dark I feel were meant to be, as hopes of our hearts will beat as one For this journey on this path of love, for us has just begun Faith, trust and loyalty is whats going to make us strong And trust that its with each other that we truly do belong Anyone can make it work but it takes the trust of two To make a lifetime of commitments to make our wishes of love come true! WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

I'm Scared What Should I Do?
Oral Herpes Symptoms HSV Type 1 * Incubation period: For oral herpes, the amount of time between contact with the virus and the appearance of symptoms, the incubation period, is 2-12 days. Most people average about 4 days. * Duration of illness: Signs and symptoms will last 2-3 weeks. Fever, tiredness, muscle aches, and irritability may occur. o Pain, burning, tingling, or itching occurs at the infection site before the sores appear. Then clusters of blisters erupt. These blisters break down rapidly and, when seen, appear as tiny, shallow, gray ulcers on a red base. A few days later, they become crusted or scabbed and appear drier and more yellow o Oral sores: The most intense pain caused by these sores occurs at the onset and make eating and drinking difficult. + The sores may occur on the lips, the gums, the front of the tongue, the inside of the cheeks, the throat, and the roof of the mouth. + They may also extend d

News
The prestigious university has announced from now on undergraduate students from low-income families can go to harvard for free...no tuition,and no student loans.If you know of a family earning less than $60.000 a year with an honor studen graduating from high school,Harvard wants to pay the tuition. Harvard announced reduced fees for students from families with incomes between $60.000 and $80.000. for more information on families with income under $60,000 a year visit Harvard's financial aid websie. http;//www.news.harvard.edu/gaette/daily/2006/03/30-finaid.html or call(617) 495 1581 Pass this on I know everyone must know someone that can benifit from this.

The Truth About Forwards
The Truth About Forwards If You Hate Forwards ** For all of you who delete fwds before you read them, this is for you ** A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother of pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?"

My Pimpout Of The Week
~*(OUT WITH THE OLD IN WITH THE NEW)~ (MEMBER UNDER CONTRUCTION)*~ aka '~*CEO GBB *~*' > > > > > HIS PAGE WAS DELETED N HE HAD MADE IT FAR IN THIS SITE N NEEDS TO LEVEL UP N NEEDS ALL THE HELP HE CAN GET..SO PLEASE FOR ME DO ME THE FAVOR TO SHOW HIM LOVE ON PICS PAGE FAN RATE WHATEVER CAN HELP > > > > LOVE TESS > >

This Storm Will Pass
This Storm will Pass Do you remember a storm that seemed it would never end, a night of darkness so deep and impenetrable that you wondered how you could possibly survive to see another day? Do you remember times when you felt alone and bereft, no one to turn to, and your faith seemed out of reach? And yet, the storm passed. It ended. And yet, the dawn came up over the mountains and the darkness gave way to a sky of shimmering pink, then blue, and faith was restored as the roses lifted their lovely heads to the sun. The sun always shines, even when it appears dark. The storm always ends, even when it appears endless. And the rains from the sky are blessings to the ground below. The very storm that frightened you sustains love in the great stretch and reach of time. Everything moves and changes, yet this remains true: love is. And this moment is made of love, love held within a deep unending pool of peace. It is at the center and it holds. So in the bitterest storm, go to your center fo

Wrote In Mums By Midevevs3... A Nice Guy
This might make some women mad, but if you are real women and you know what you want and type of you want then don't read on. A lot of women say that are looking for a nice guy one that will treat them with respect, love them, take care of them, be there for them when they fell. The one thing I have find out in my life is that most women do not want a nice guy, because if they had a nice guy they would be scare of him thinking he going to hurt them or that they something wrong with him. Most do not understand what a nice guy is, so I will let you know what a nice guy is. He is the one that will be there for you when you need a shoulder to cry on and tell you everything is going to be ok. He is the one that will hold your hand, huge, and kiss you in public just because he loves you. He is the one will make sure that you know that you are the only one his thinking about. He is the one that like to crudle up with you as you two watch a movie. He is the one that will make sure that fire th

Angel-eyes_4ever....
a Mothers Bond Current mood: loved for all that know me knew my daughter was Very ill..well by the grace of ALL shes coming around..SHES FIGHTING JUST LIKE HER MOMMA WOULD...well "THANK You ALL" an Blessed Be.... she off the vent an on A-pap only high OX.levels still high but maintaining she PULLING THRU..."Bless Her Heart" Lizzie darling" I love you My Litl Angel_Eyes_4ever" miss ya babygirl......"STAY"STRONG"

Trying To Forget
Trying to forget the way it use to be, Trying to see through the tears, in so much fear. Trying to forget the way things will never be, Looking across the deep blue sea, down on my knees. I tried to be all that you wanted me to be. But I can only be who I was meant to be. I did my best I am not like the rest. Trying to forget the way it use to be. It has started to rain, cant fight the pain. I am trying to forget all the lies, that made me have to say goodbye, Now I can only cry. Now there is a war going on outside these doors, my heart is tore. I feel so alone, if I had only known. Trying to forget why is it so hard, I am so scarred. Through the years I only wanted you to shine, never saw the signs. Now I only try to forget, the pain that you have caused. I can still hear you calling, but the tears are still falling. I heard you scream in a dream, but no longer are we a team, can't mend the seams. Trying to forget the way it use to be, I am lost

New Orleans
I'm off to New Orleans at the end of February and I'm so excited! I'll be meeting a friend who has been a great online bud for a couple of years now. I'm going to miss Mardi Gras, which may be a blessing in disguise, but she said she'd drive me down Bourbon Street anyhow so I could show my boobies...MOM..send bail $$....lmao....

Chocolate Croissants.......yummy In My Tummy
It is Thursday and that means only one more day of school and work! Well, I will probably working all weekend because I have so much to get done but that is okay because I took a lot of time off around Christmas. Yesterday afternoon I went to meet with the Dean of the high school to discuss Anthony's attendance. We decided to make him go to Saturday school to make up every time he skips school. It is a class where they have to do work for like 3 hours and can't talk to anyone. It just might stop him from skipping his classes! We also discussed him going to another school or doing independent study. She said sometimes kids do better with that. I am trying to make an appointment to talk to his school counselor next. Doing everything we can to get him on the right track. Yesterday I talked to my son about being nice to us and his brother. He actually was pleasant to be around yesterday. I think there is hope! I know there is. I went out to dinner last night with my pa

Heaven On Earth
Heaven On Earth (Falling in Love with you) Your touch Your taste Your breath Your face Your hands Your head You're sweet Your love Your teeth Your tongue Your eyes You're mine Your lips You're fine You're heaven on earth I've waited all my life for you My favorite kiss Your perfect skin Your perfect smile Waking up and you're next to me Wrap me up in your arms and back to sleep Lay my head on your chest and drift away Dream of you and I'm almost half awake The palest blue I've ever seen The color of your eyes You've taken me so far away One look and you stop time I'm falling in love with you and Everything that you are There's nothing I can do I'm really crazy about you When you're next to me It's just like heaven on earth Tell me that I'll always be the one that you want I don't know what I'd do if I ever lose you I look at you and what I see is heaven on earth I'm falling in love with you Your breat

F**k Walmart!!!
I know a shitload of people shop at this behemoth of retail, and if I offend anyone, it's not truly intentional, but as a common fixture in communities, and as a staple for many families for the necessities of life, I can't stand how this corporation does business. If they can put a barcode on it, they'll sell it, NO MATTER HOW USELESS IT IS!! I was shopping for some dvds, and they have this big "2-pack" push, where they put two movies in one package, and the movies have nothing to do with each other. I can understand if they have some common link, like a certain actor or a common theme or plot. But what do Schindler's List and Legally Blonde have in common? I don't know either, but you can own both for only 12.99. And they don't sell "explicit" music unless the "content" is edited, even though message the artist is trying to convey isn't blocked. However, not even 5 feet away from the music section, you can buy the UNEDITED, UNRATED version of some gory, violent, or graphically

Poem~ When I Close My Eyes..
When I close my eyes… My heart seeks radiance, My mind desires reflection, My body craves a unity, And then I think of you… When I close my eyes… The ocean breeze caresses my face, The waves collide with the shore, The white caps break in the wind, And then I feel your hand in mine… When I close my eyes… You’re here with me, Holding me, Kissing me, Whispering to me. And then…. I hear your heart beat… As I lay, Sound asleep, Coiled on your chest, This is where I desire to be most, When I close my eyes… For the keeper of my heart..... Goddess}|{Devine

Bored
can you tell i’m bored tonight 1. Name and middle name? dana marie 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? election day/thanksgiving 3. Favorite fruit? dunno 4. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they don't? not really..depends who it is, and why i want them to call back. 5. Are you allergic to anything? not that i'm aware of 6. Is there something you want? yeahlots 7. When was the last time you went swimming? its been a while 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 2 12. Does anyone like you? someone LOVES me 13. Do you have any strange pets? my dog is really strange 14. What is your dream car? mine 15. What did you do today? baby sat 16. Are you bipolar? no, just emotional 18. Where would you want to go on a first date? first date was a looong time ago. 19. When is the last time you were hugged? i dont know. 20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? yeah 21. Ever been

Support The Troops, Not George W!!!!
We're heading into the 6th year into this war in Iraq, and I'm so dumfounded that we are still having the debate of supporting the troops in relation to supporting this current administration's war policy. When did not supporting the war and the politics that led up to it, automatically mean you don't support the troops? C'mon!!! How can you have a war that costs damn near a trillion dollars, and countless lives, putting us in a major deficit as a nation, but still have tax cuts for the wealthy and well-off? I can't support that kind of policy!! And where do you think this money comes from? The middle class is the major component to government money. The middle class is the major component of the armed services. Yet the decisions made politically are made by upper class citizens, who sacrifice the least when it comes to the war effort. And the soldiers on the ground are just doing their job, but what job are they doing? Basically, they're a "police" force. And they're overqualifi

Just An Ambulance Driver
Body: standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the verbal lashing onl

I ♥ My Fu Friends
As most everyone SHOULD know by now, I'm in a rates only contest for the Hottest Mummer on Fubar. I've been really trying to get my friends over there to vote for me because I was so far behind due to starting the contest late. As far as an update.. I'm still really far behind! LOL But I am in the upper 50% now after my wonderful friends and family managed to TRIPLE my number of votes in the past 2 days! Thank you so much! The contest runs, I think, thru the end of the month. Remember that the rates reset each week and you can check my blog for the link and go vote again! So.. if you haven't already.. Get you butts over there and rate THIS PIC Please! And send your friends. Just give them a link right to the voting page. :) Thanks again for your help! Be sure to leave a comment so I know you helped out, and I can return the luv! CLICK HERE TO VOTE *********************************************** Also... :) Heartistic Soul is doing the Million dollar Valen

My Computer Is Stoned...
When I say I'm stoned. I am speaking of my computer. If you have high speed, you might have a different opinion. But on Dial up, it feels like my computer is a little sloooow.Almost like it's stoned. Or A little ( hic) buzzed. But on the upside, Its a nice paper weight. N stores a lot of pic's, music, files n games.

Think Before You Speak ..part 1 Of 6
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back? Here are some reasons why you should think before you speak. I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly,"How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" hehe

Idiots
all the people supporting Obama as the candidate of change are IDIOTS... hes a centerist democrat... he isnt going to change anything... most of his support is there only because hes a black man all the people supporting Hillary as a democrat are IDIOTS... her voting record, her positions on the issues.. its all actually RIGHT of center... shes basicly a moderate republican... and most of her support is only there because shes a woman Edwards is the ONLY candidate who actually wants to change things in Washington. hes the only candidate who wants to put Washington back in the hands of the people, OUT of the hands of corporate america and special interests. hes the only candidate who gives a damn about the poor and working class of america. but hes getting no media coverage because the media is owned by corporate america, who he opposes. and hes getting no support because hes the only white male left in the race i dont give a fuck what a candidates skin color is or what the

Books And Reading: Why It's A Good Idea!
I've begun to notice a trend with most people today: No one seems to like to read. They look upon a book as if it's some sort of horrible, disease-causing object. As if the very thought of opening a book and looking through printed words (gasp!) is going to cause their whole life to collapse. This doesn't seem to be an exaggeration to me. Unfortunate as it may sound, more and more people seem bound and determined not to read. Almost as if they're rebelling from it. It's sad, but it's true. I've heard many, many people say, “Reading's for geeks and nerds,” or, “Reading is boring,” or even, “Movies are better than books.” I can't help but looked surprised, and maybe even a little bit appalled. Call me a geek or a nerd, call me boring, but reading is a passion of mine. Give me a good book over a movie any day. Yes, a movie is entertaining, and special effects are wonderful and amazing, but there is nothing out there that can compare to getting lost in a good book. I won't l

Meanings Oftherunes - Elder Futhark
My b/f works with the "Elder Futhark", the runic alphabet which is a composite of the runic symbols most commonly used in northern Europe. The names of the runes of the Elder Futhark are speculative recreations of what linguists call "proto-Germanic", which stems from "proto-Indo-European". There are many versions of the runic alphabets. Each has variations in names, shapes, esoteric meanings and magical uses. One should not mix futharks, or the intent or meaning becomes confused. The Elder Futhark, the Anglo-Saxon Futhorc, and the Younger (or Scandinavian) Futhark are the most frequently seen versions of the runic alphabets in use today. The runes are broken into three sections or groups of eight, called aett (aettir, plural). This helps one to remember their order, and later, you will see, has significance in magical uses. First the rune name is given, then its phonetic value, its symbolic image, and finally the esoteric meaning used in divination. Rune users disagree on whe

My Family List
if u find urself was in my family list and now ur not just blame urself for u know never talking to me anymore or just thinking ur hot shit now since ud advance so much u have no time for those who have been here the whole time so whatever to yall ill gladly accept anyone in who wants a real friend and the total oppisite of what i just mentioned

Life's Walk
A lonely road I now walk No one there to comfort me Unknown steps I slowly take This is what my life is meant to be I stumble as another step I take I catch myself before I fall I pray for the strength that I need No answer comes to me at all The day now becomes night Darkness now consumes me A chill sets inside me slowly No longer can my eyes now see The road ahead now splits A decision I must make Not knowing of either Which one must I take I take my first step now Along this road so knew My life’s road lays behind Leaving a blemished view I was never to be perfect In decisions I made each day But I walked on with each They affected me in their own way A gate I come to now On the other side nothing I see I open it with trembling hands And step through free No more breaths will I take My life’s road ended this day I look back now before I go Seeing it all in a different way I know now that all I chose There was no perfect answer to find I did my best

Z0mg I'm In A Contest! Haha!
Yeah... so... First time doing a contest on fubar here... So going to get my ass handed to me, but hey, why not try, right? :D So... here's the linky below. :D So... Any help would be mucho appreciated-o. :D

For You
When you need someone to listen, I will lend you my ears. When you need to cry, Use my shoulder for your tears. When you need to feel, Comfy, safe and warm, I will hold you near, Wrapped up in my arms. Whenever you need me, I'll be there. No need to worry, For I truly care. I will give you strength, When you feel weak. Offer you a loving touch, Even if only upon your cheek. When there are obstacles, You can't seem to rise above, I will give to you, Encouragement and love.

Rivergard Live At Timbercreek Bar & Grill
This weekend "RiverGard" will be playing at the Timbercreek Bar & Grill in Louisburg, Kansas. We hope to see all of our FUBAR friends come out and have a blast with the regular crowd at Timbercreek. We always have a great show at this club and this time around we are going to do a LIVE Webcast. If you can't make it to the club you can STILL enjoy the show right from your computer! You can tune in to the LIVE Webcast by going to the KCHost Radio Network Lounge right here on FUBAR or by going to www.rivergard.com and clicking on the Web-Cast link. The stream should be live approximately 30 minutes to showtime and playing music with possibly some background noise from the bar right up to showtime (8pm cdt). We will be in the KCHost Radio Network Lounge chatting with anyone who stops by to say "HI". We can't promise to fill requests, but we'll do our best and will be accepting any dedications and giving "shouts" out to anyone hanging out with us in the Lounge. We hope to see

Im Leaving And This Is Why
im sick and tired of this site it has caused nothing but trouble in my life and of the peeps i talk to only a few are true with me and im sick of this fu gf fu wife bull shit because nobody treats it like it should i have a fu wife but she tells other guys she loves them and buys them rings and tell them she miss them and then she ignores me unless she needs something so and the fact that peeps take this shit so fucking seriously its just fun don't get pissed if u get a 1 or a 5 grow the fuck up ur rated what that person thinks of u thats there opinion get over it and for those girls that like to get all the comments on there nsfw and then tell u they don't comment nsfw they just want to feel like they are special and don't get me wrong if u don't want comment and u say that it all good but don't ask if ur not going to return the favor and to the rater freaks that just rate everything and move on do u even know how to type damn to the lounge owners just because u own the lounge dosent

Video Comment....wtf??
i just noticed that when i post a profile comment on somebodys page it's not what i copied and i've been sent some too, instead of what i copied it's this stupid video with that goofy blog guy acting stupid,so if anybody has an idea what's up with that please fill me in...cause it sucks!!

"adrift"
Set adrift in the ocean of life, destination unforetold. My vessel guided only by the winds of opportunity. My raft stocked with hopes and dreams, Merely bait for the sharks of disappointment. An oasis lay on the horizon, the island of good intentions, Infested by the demons of reality. My journey continues, motionless in this ocean of life. randy_Randy

Kandee Fucken Rawks I ♥ U!!
GET READY TO MOSH YOUR ASSES OFF XHMH BRINGIN IT HARD & HEAVY XHMH WELCOMES THE SENSUAL DJ CHITA TO IT'S AIRWAVES THIS SEXY LADY WILL RAWK YOUR FUCKIN WORLD CLICK ON ANY BANNER/PIC TO ENTER LOUNGE NOW

Don't Turn To Me
Don't turn to me because of loneliness, your own actions are the cure. Don't turn to me for support, you must believe in yourself. Don't turn to me for problem solving, you have the ability to conquer. Don't turn to me for inspiration, it already is inside you. Just turn to yourself, and believe. randy_Randy

The Fishies
There once was a fish, who swam in the sea, A lonely fish, as lonely as can be. One day, this fish did see, Another fish who swam in the sea. “Hi there fish, will you come swim with me? I’m kind of lonely, lonely as can be.” ”Of course,” said the fish “that sounds like fun to me” So the two fish went off to swim in the sea. They swam and they swam and had lots of fun Until they noticed that the day was done. The fish asked “will you come back another day? Meet me here so we can swim and play?” So each day, those two fishes would meet To swim and to play, it was such a treat! “Is this still fun?” asked the fish one day, “Do you still like when we swim and play?” “Of course, silly” she started to say. “I love swimming with you every day!” He splashed and splashed and shouted with glee “I’m the happiest fish in the whole, entire sea!” The sea is big and has lots of fish that can swim, But there was only one fish that was important to him. He’d found

Come Party With Me
COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Bored as hell? Then come join me in my lounge. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! ***MASS*** Hey ya'll...Stop sitting there bored as can be and come join our party....Come take a trip to ~ஐ~Angel's Haven~ஐ~!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!!

Foolish Love !!
You want me to say I hate you, and to push you away. Well I do hate you, And you probably feel like I've pushed you away... But I'm not going to mean that. I'm going to tell you how I really feel... I hate you but, I really love you. I push you away, only to want you to come back to me And once I have you, I don't want you. My friends all tell me to move on, tell me to forget you, and truthfully they dont like you all that much... I try to listen to them, I try to move on and forget you, but I can't... Everytime I think I forget you, you end up being there. It's like you're a drug that I'm stuck on... I'm addicted to you. It's like you're a ghost thats haunting me, I just wanna say leave me alone, but I can't coz I need you, to be there. It seems like im just back up... I'm only here for when you feel like it. Like I'm your second, I'm the one you come running to, when you are out of a relationship. I'm just backup... You dont r

Life,deviness...my Journey..
Angls R 4eVR..... Current mood: flirty As Journey we discover over time,complicated measures arise. Though we shift ones Dreams and Desires, Return to Memories an Respect... Travel al measures of life once gained..Deeply Devoted to the Love that still remains Captivates a Strong inner Strength...

A Peaceful Dream..
When Given a Breathe of Life... Current mood: artistic passion alive feelin inside.. Given to fate, a mind mustnt wait... truth,, for true love has no wait... Ones desire for life.... The completness, Two hearts, one deepth. Devine Love at its best...... Arouse the life and given breathe... By (Swtangl) LOVE AT CHALLENGE, GIVEN TO REST. A PEACEFUL DREAM, AT ITS BEST... TRUTH BETOLD I NEVER TAKE SOMETHING SOMEONE ELES TOLD.. ToHAVE A PASSION A DESIRE TO RHYME AND YOUR JUST JEALOUS, I CAN CHIME... MUAH LOVE YA'LL (SwtAngl) Or better know to my freinds Mrs Bitch... ofcourse i am.....

Hearts Never Lie
Too good together to be so apart these days. And now more then ever we need to talk face to face. We stopped moving forward. And now we're some place else. But the more we fool each other, the less we fool ourselves. Cause our hearts never lie, they just feel the love. Try so hard to deny, there's no reason to act like we don't care. When the truth is always there. Hearts never lie. Why should we? This whole thing is crazy. Building walls to keep out the pain. When there's no changing mistakes already made. So lets start all over, one emotion at a time. Beginning with this feeling that we've never lost inside. Does the word love scare you away? Does forever seem to long to stay? Now it's time we end this nowhere charade. And a real good place to start is to listen to your heart. Cause our hearts never lie. They just feel the love. Try so hard to deny. There's no reason to act like we don't care. When the truth is always there. Hearts never lie. So why should we?

Captured
Captured in Alabaster refined only by a touch cravings of a Sable pelt comfort slowly, motions sway to soft delicate music tenderly... slowly she opens to feelings of abandonment's unknown safe... yet vulnerable She surrenders to her persuasive captor yearning whispers rise softly to urgent rapid breaths always, seeking more deeper, his soul within hers descend upon her precious jewels till chains, finally break loose in muffled screams... pure tremors of love her Hero lies within her Forever

Its All Relative
how can you truely be happy or sad? isnt it all relative? what you believe that makes you happy,sad, prosperous, rich, poor, wealthy, pretty, ugly,....its all relative to what other people see. everybody lives in their own world, has their own opinions, enviornment, and perception. you might not own your own car, but you have one, ...some people walk. you might be upset that all you have to eat is chef boyardee, but to a kid in indonesia, thats fine dining. you might not be the owner of the residence in where you live, but at least you have a roof over your head, and furniture, and a refrigerator, and a "t.v." (entertainment). no matter how bad things seem to be sometimes, you gotta realize that there is a whole world out there. with no t.v.'s, no refrigerators, no cars, no chef boyardee. only people wishing for a place to sleep, a bowl of something to eat. its all relative. dont you have it good?? its easy to become greedy, especially in a country that can provide the things that this

The Bucket List
I'm a movie buff Went to see the movie The Bucket List last Sunday Everyone should see this movie We only get so many trips around the sun. That's why, it's so important to find the joy in our lives. What really matters in life. I sometimes forget to write down all the things that, I'm grateful in life. The important thing in life is to live it without regrets. We learn from our mistakes and we go on in life. Laugh so hard until you cry Smile at everyone you meet Help a stranger whenever you can Never pass up the chance to hug a small child Never pass up the time to spend with parents grand parents and your kids. Never forget to tell people that you love them and what they mean to you. Last but not least forgive, forgive and forgive.

Blah Blah
You said you thought of me today. It was nice to know I had somehow found my way into your thoughts. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you; Never a sun has set that I haven’t longed for you. You miss me, you said. I have learned to live with missing you. It’s not so hard. All I have to do is live: Close my mind, Breathe, And walk and talk, But, never feel . . . In other words, I miss you, too. I make it through with the hope That only time stands between us, And each day will bring you closer. But, I grow impatient. Why can’t it be tomorrow? What is this strange enchantment that is cast upon our fate? Never really together, Yet, we’ve never really said goodbye. I just loiter in your memory, And you linger in my heart, While each passing day reminds me That our lives are miles apart. Don’t you see? You are my hopes, my thoughts, my dreams. But, it was nice to hear you say You thought of me today.

Come And Skate With Us!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!Calling all Men and Women!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you live in Seymour, Greensburg, Batesville, Columbus, North Vernon, Madison, edinburgh, Taylorsville, Elizabethtown and every town in between and the surrounding areas. We want you. If you have a desire to learn to skate for competition , fun WE WILL HELP YOU LEARN. or if you have basic skate skills and all you need is your skate feet back. You can find Hellin Hazard at the Columbus Skate land on Saturdays 1-4 or Sally Scissorhands will be there on Saturdays from 7-10. These are public skate times, if you don't have skates there is a fee. BUT you will get in the door for under $6. Coaches- (Men or Women) We need coaches, anyone with coaching skills or the willingness to learn about the competitive sport of Roller Derby. Does not need to know how to skate. Rollergirls- (Women, Over 21) We use quad speed skates for Roller Derby. You can have basic skate skills or want to learn how to skate. Learns the Ski

Help A Good Friend Out?
Ok my friends; if you're bored & looking for something to do I have a wonderful friend who's in his first contest here on Fubar. I'd certainly appreciate it if you have the time & want if you could go spank him with some comments. You know if you let me know you've helped him out I will show my appreciation in return. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Vampires And Women.
Alright, I have a slight problem with vampires. It is bad enough they are bloodsucking undead demons, but they also have the tendency to be very discriminating. Look, how many middle aged average looking women have you seen vampires go after? Actually, when you look at it, all the stories, movies etc show vampires going after, young, big breasted, slightly dimwitted bimbos. Now, considering the numerous sex discrimination lawsuits filed in this country, how come women have not sued a single vampire for age and appearance discrimination? Remember ladies, these guys have been around for quite a number of years, so they should have a good deal of money in the banks. So, sue em and show em who is boss.

Subject: Amen !!
Subject: AMEN !! While watching a little TV on Sunday instead of going to church, I watched a Church in Atlanta honoring one of its senior pastors who had been retired many years. He was 92 at that time and I wondered why the Church even bothered to ask the old gentleman to preach at that age. After a warm welcome, introduction of this speaker, and as the applause quieted down he rose from his high back chair and walked slowly, with great effort and a sliding gate to the podium. Without a note or written paper of any kind he placed both hands on the pulpit to steady himself and then quietly and slowly he began to speak.... "When I was asked to come here today and talk to you, your pastor asked me to tell you what was the greatest lesson ever learned in my 50 odd years of preaching. I thought about it for a few days and boiled it down to just one thing that made the most difference in my life and sustained me through all my trials. The

Mumm Advice
Ty for the votes and comments on mumm "why do men do that." Though most voted I should walk, I can't do it. I have to give him the benefit of the doubt. He makes my heart skip a beat and keeps a goofy smile on my face. Maybe it will work, maybe it won't, but I care to much to just walk away. He's worth waiting it out....Kisses to all, Samantha

Why I Look Beat Up?
Ok so I have a black eye today... WILL NOT BE ADDING MORE PICTURES FOR A LITTLE WHILE. Or maybe I will. Who knows! NOTE TO FUBAR MEMBERS! Let the dayum felons fight! Silly me... just had to be one of the people to help break up a fight in the Mainline Clinic! And who got damaged? ME! I took an elbow to the eye! Then I wanted to fight! I really need to find another occupation! The pay does not mean squat when I am getting hurt! Feel free to send me gifts to make me feel better! LOL. *Baybee* BKA DriiDrii

Fact Or Fiction?
Fact or Fiction? Here is the game: I make a statement, you decide if it is fact or fiction. You are allowed to search for at least 3 of the answers, but no more! If you believe the statement is fiction, please attempt to fill in with the correct answer. Ready, go: 1) China has the highest rate of suicides. 2) Centipedes have 48 legs, despite having "centi" in its insect name. 3) Mount Everest is the highest mountain. 4) Water is blue. 5) It is more likely that you will get killed by an asteroid than get killed by lightning. 6) Germany created the first concentration camp. 7) There are only 46 states in the United States. 8) The expression "tying the knot" came about after someone witnessing dogs having sex. 9) The seeds are the hottest part of the chili pepper. 10) More splinters killed sailors in the 18th century than cannonballs. Some of those are tricks just to throw you off, too. :-)

Never Have I Fallen
never have i fallen your lips speak sweet softness your touch a cool caress i'm lost in your magic my heart beats with in your chest. i think of you each morning and dream of you each night i think of your arms being around me and can not express my delight. never have i fallen, but i am quickly on my way you hold a heart in your hands that has never before been given away.

Places Not To Go
I am writing this blog to inform everyone about my trip to Arkansas. I spent three painful days there in Little Rock with a really good friend. If it wasn’t for him I would of went crazy. If you ever get a chance to go DON’T. I looked in their phone book and noticed there was only one last name in it. The people are there rude and mean. We drove around to look at the sites and noticed where God hide all the ugly people. I got to spend time in their top hotel the Hilton. Oh sorry ¼ of a Hilton two stories. No matter where we went it looked like the ghetto. The houses looked like they hadn’t been lived in for years. There wasn’t a shortage of Churches and Cracker barrels. We went into a few restaurant and the service sucked , It seemed that if we weren’t related to the waitress she wouldn’t talk to us. I looked up the history of the tooth brush while I was there and notice the Tooth brush was crated in Arkansas because if it would have been in any other state it would of been calle

Katie
ok this lady is just the bomb.. I met her here on fubar.. we share many things in common and she has some of the coolest carnival pics I've seen in a long time... Go show her some mad love ☺♥Katie♥Please sign my guestbook♥☺@ fubar

Life , And Careers
Our helmets sit silently on top of our heads yet somehow they scream in testomoney to the trials we have endured. Once they were brand new...just like us. Polished, shiney, and smelling of the sterile plastic that they were wrapped in, we were not that much different then them. We, as new firmen, were fresh out of the packaging as well and had no idea what lay ahead. Our helmets tell stories that you cant hear. They will tell you of the Currey brothers and Joe Lindsey. They will tell you about Chief Lane, Jeff Rathburn and Joel Lydecker. There are those that will talk of Tom Grover, Buckwalter, and Sallas. Look on top of any firefighters head and you'll hear about missed meals, lost sleep, forgotten friends and family and forgone relationships. You'll hear of people dying in our arms, dead bodies, and things we want to forget. Listen closly enough and you'll get an earfull of the fun we have at work, of firehouse cooks, dinner table debates, water baloon fights and FMED's(firefight

Let Him Know
let him know LET HIM KNOW! by Janie If there ever came a time That they need to make a choice She said to take her first For she could not live without his voice Though she was with someone else every single day When she came home it was him that would wipe her tears away Every other weekend she would be with that other guy Kissing, hugging holding hands she was far from shy But if she ever had any problems she would not go to him She would call up the one who was like her best friend Though she wanted to be more than that He would never know Because she was in a relationship And was to scared to let it go Her mind was telling her one thing But only her heart knew the truth She was so confused And did not know what to do So she just stayed with him Since everything was just okay They stayed together for about a year And saw each other everyday She was having some problems Her boyfriend had done her wrong She knew she could not trust h

Grilled Lamb Chops With Indian Spices
Grilled Lamb Chops with Indian Spices Prep time: 10 minutes Marinating time: 1 to 2 hours Grilling time: 4 to 6 minutes Marinade 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1-1/2 teaspoons kosher salt 1 teaspoon ground coriander 1 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 16 rib or loin lamb chops, each about 3/4 inch thick, trimmed of excess fat 1. In a small bowl whisk the marinade ingredients. 2. Arrange the chops on a large, rimmed plate. Spoon or brush the marinade over the lamb chops, turning them to coat them evenly. Cover with plastic wrap. Refrigerate for 1 to 2 hours. 3. Remove the chops from the refrigerator and let stand at room temperature for 20 to 30 minutes before grilling. Grill the chops over direct high heat (450°F to 550°F) until nicely marked on both sides and grilled to your desired doneness, 4 to 6 minutes for medium rare, turning once or twic

15 Things To Do At Wal-mart While Your Spouse/partner Is Taking Their Sweet Time:
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: >> >> 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts >> when they aren't looking. >> >> 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. >> >> 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. >> >> 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, >> ' Code 3' in housewares .... and see what happens. >> >> 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. >> >> 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. >> >> 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers >> you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. >> >> >> 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask >> 'Why can't you people just leave me a

Wyoming Friends
Body: FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Wyoming FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Wyoming FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the nasty bitch you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. Wyoming FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Wyoming FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. Wyoming FRIENDS: laugh at you ------------------------------------------------

Being Stab In The Back
I dont know.. I have been doing alot thinking...I know scary right.lol..I really think I am done with all this dramn in my life... I have good friends here in tennessee know most of them all my life..But when you really think you know someone they turn around and stab you in the back...

Blogging
Ok, I've never done a blog before, but the word is kinda funny if you think about it...kinda sounds like someone with a massive hangover hugging a toilet... Bloooooggg...oh god...I shouldn't have had all those porn stars last night...oh god....here it comes again....BLOOOOGGG....ahh....It's EVERYWHERE...ahh, I think I'm gonna...yep...BLOOOOGGG... anyways...i think you get the point :D ps. I'm not gay, I don't like Pornstars (the drink), And i in no way condone Blogging all over someones floor, Ciao!

Friend Hosting A Contest
Hello everyone, my friend onesxybrat is hosting her first contest. If you or someone else you know would like to enter please contact her. All of the details are below. Thanks! Contact onesxybrat here.... onesxybrat..(READ PROFILE..B4 ADDING AS FRIEND)@ fubar

He Strikes Again!! *hugs*
Another one in my mail... This guy ROCKS!!! :) As snowflakes fall Dotting the ground With sweet love I can here voices Of Kids In the distances Tossing laughter skyward As I look ahead One thing is for sure Your beauty is just As rare as a snowflake can be Sometimes you wonder Why people do what they do But there is no wonder In that beautiful Smile Of yours I will end this Poem with this Last thought Always smile Because everyone Is watching Eve if their Not beside you Have a great day! ken7700@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

I'm Just Laura....that's All I Can Be
To be hurt over and over again...it's excruciating. words and a small amount of consideration goes such a long way. I'm a good person...but this is the package I come in. I'm Laura....just Laura...a true friend to the end....not a raving beauty but with a small amount of cuteness....not too big and no I'm not thin...a person who will give my shirt off my back to help you out....someone who will worry about your well being....someone who will do anything to bring that smile to your face.....someone to hold your hand during your pain....someone who will help you achieve all you want to achieve....someone who will tell you how wonderful you are....someone who willhelp you in your time of financial woes.....someone who is there unconditionally. All I ask for is a little considerationa and honesty...and yet when I ask they turned and ran away. That cut so deep...right to the very core of me.

Missing 16 Year Old
STATEWIDE AMBER ALERT (MI) William Foote Age Now: 16 Sex: Male Skin Tone:Whi Hair: Brn Eyes: Brn Height: 5'9 Weight: 130 lbs Status: New Missing From: Grand Blanc, MI Last seen: 2008-01-17 00:00:00 Circumstances: The 16 year-old child is missing. He is on medication that he needs and he may be suicidal. To report information on this case, please contact: Grand Blanc Township Police Department (MI) 810-424-2611 Description: DOB: 7/3/91, needs his medication - suicidal, dark hoodie, jeans, possibly a 2 tone brown winter coat, blue backpack

Bbw's & Admirers
Hey everyone! If you are a bbw or an admirer, come on and join the BBW Train! Click on Sara's link and she will add you. Just tell her that you want to join the train! Hugs Carrie broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls@ fubar

Hey Everybody
well we are at my father-in-law's now......we are waiting for a loan for another house to go through.....Joyce sold the farm out from under us after making a bunch of promises and even sending us a letter in the mail telling us we could buy the farm and how much she would sell it to us for....(during christmas of all times)...Lee is hurt too...he hurt his arm the week before christmas.....we don't know yet if he is going to have to have surgery or not

This Is The End
This is the end, I took one more glance, cause I know there isnt another chance. I feel the pain, I wear the chains. I know I must close the door, even though my heart is tore. I cant stop the war. This is the end. Mom and Dad, I feel so sad, You were suppose to always be here, To wipe away the tears, to chase away my fears. I must go on alone now. This is the end, I tried to make things right, but now it is just one big fight. You made it clear, you don't want to hear, what i have to say, I couldn't stay. I need you mom and dad but i feel so bad. You were suppose to be love me, Never cared who I wanted to be, If you could only see. You were my hero, but you made feel like zero. This is the end, My heart is falling apart. I can still hear you calling, As my tears are falling. There is no turning back this time, I must continue to climb. this is the end. God knows i tried, just want to hide. I love you mom and dad, but I am so sad, because you do

Jump
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Jump My mind says Jump. My heart says No. My mind is like the Devil on one shoulder. My heart is like an Angel on the other. Should I stay or Should I go. I’m torn about this. I just don’t know. Candles lit as a Tribute to my life. No one knows the pain, Or understands the strife. A sense of calm washes Over my soul. The devil says jump, No one has to know. Then the fear hits me As I step to the ledge. The angel says calmly Step back from the edge. I see the candles Burning brightly for me. I lit them myself, Because there’s only me. Why should I be alone In all this terrible pain. The angel says you’re not alone, For relief you will obtain. The devil snaps back, You’re just a mindless shell, Now jump is what you’re supposed do, To leave this miserable hell. His words rung clear As I step to the extreme. The angel says wake up my child, For it was only a dream. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights res

Being Honest With Yourself
There comes a time in everyone's life where they must ask themselves, what they are to do in life, as far as love, and trust. Me, I had to learn the hard way, as not once, but twice with in a three month period, I was betrayed. But then again, work took most of my time, and left things at home not the greatest. However that does not give one the right, to go behind one's back, and do things they have done. In the end, it was best to destroy peices of the past, and make sure never to look, or feel anything for them again. One must be honest with themselves when it comes to matters of the heart. Only then can they truely see the best things in life, are those that come into there lives, and could build a lasting future, in there home of choice. For some it maybe to late, and for others, there is still time, to fix the damage before it is to late. Which one will you be today?

In The Midst
In the Midst In the midst of pain, You sooth me. In the midst of tears, You make me laugh. In the midst of anger, You calm me. In the midst of sadness, You bring me joy. In the midst of pain, You bring me relief. In the midst of problems, You bring me solutions. In the midst of hating myself, You bring me love. Doing what you can, To see me through. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Leaving On A Jet Plane..
So I just wanted to write everyone a letter and let you know I am leaving! I won't be online until probably Tuesday.. Well as long as all goes well with me and Andrea! Anyhow, I can't wait to meet her. I can't wait to kiss her and most of all I can't wait to breath the air with her! Wish me luck. Wish us luck. Keep in contact. And for my new york friends. You know I love you. And I will miss you. Please keep it real on YAHOO.

Waiting For ????
It seems my life has had too many waits. Everyone has them but I sometimes feel I’ve been handed more then most. I have the incredible great ability or stupidity to just bury my shoulder into it and push through eventually. Then why complain you ask? My history shows better than ninety percent of the time my wait was for nothing. I dump enormous levels of emotional energy into bearing the weight of a situation only to end up with nothing but the cold comfort of knowing I didn’t complain. Presently I’m in a situation where the issues in question are again out of my hands and once again here I am holding the line. I’ve heard the platitudes, the promises, the heart felt statements before. I’m scared. I worry. I wait. I feel…alone.

10 Thoughts To Ponder In 2008
Number 10: Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9: Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8: Men have two emotions - Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7: Give a person a fish and you'll feed him for a day. Teach a person how to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6: Some people are like a Slinky...Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5: Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. Number 4: All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3: Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, and a substantial tax cut save you $30? Number 2: In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. Number 1: We know exactly w

Whoa...wait Minute!
Dag.... I have hot a pussy...shit. Dag.... Where be the stiff cocks to play. Dag... Double dag.... I need to be fucked like yesterday. Lol... Can you catch me. Can you hold onto me. Many couldn't.... Mmmmm. Chickens make good fingers food, so use them silly fool.

What Is Wrong With Me
I think something is wrong with me. As long as I can remember I have been hard and not gave a shit about who or what thought about me. I mean I would do stuff just to make you ask... is she ok. I could have given shit less about a man much less if he was there at night or not. So what is wrong with me? I cant explain it. I have blown so many off and havent looked for anyone cause I dont want hurt and yet I catch myself crying because I am not where I want to be. I have very few friends that know the real me or even try and get to know me. I am starting to care what people think and i dont know why my hard image is going away. Why do I care what he or she thinks? Why is it that I care about what I look like when i go out the house to run to the grocery store. I know that beauty is with in. What is funny is I have discussed over and over about having a surgery for gastric bypass and it has said no you dont need it you are beautiful. They say you have a great personality a

Am I Forgotten?
Am I forgotten? Am I invisible? I dont know. If so.. life goes on. I however will not forget those i have loved or known. Take comfort in that knowledge. I ask this only cause i've not heard from anyone here... i began to ponder ... am i forgotten? You judge this for yourself.

Time To Let Go?
sorry guys i need help but im not at the level needed to do a mum. Ive been datting this amazing wonderful man for 9 months. Yes just like every couple weve had our troubles. I just say what couple doesnt have trouble every now and then. But a few of my friends say with the trouble weve been having its time to let go. But i keep saying I love him so much i cant let go. Tonight hes really said somethings that really hurt. I thought things was about to get better to. But for the first time hes hit below the belt and said some really hurtful things. Yet, i just want to prove to him how whos right and whos right isnt important just put it away and not let it break us up because we love each other so much its not worth. Are my friends right? Is it really time to let go and try my best to move on? Or should our love for each other not get in the way and should I stay with him? I dont want to be stupid and blind and stay in a relationship thats not going anywhere. But then again i dont want t

One Year Of Friendship
THANX FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND Because Of You Because of you my world is happy-- a place I love to be. My days are filled with laughter, My nights with the sweetest dreams. Because of you my lips keep smiling, my eyes light up with joy, my heart beats extra quickly... ...and all because of you. ♥MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHH♥ Mario

Home Alone
ok so I have been home now for the past week, wow how nice it is but hell!I wanna have fun, let go and not give a fuc%%, so where is evryone? left the planet?well hell i will be hot tubbing it alone again!!!

Poem
Tears of the soul that don't leak out Crystalized Stuck for what seems like forever Covered by all the pain Dead bodies bleeding black Through all the madness hope I lack Can you save me from my living never? I'm the picture of broken pieces Shattered by the million The million pieces of this puzzle Am I too hard to figure out? Can you fix my sad eyes? Deep inside the emptiness Though it seems all lost You will find my true self soul Crying out, soundlessly Only hear faintly My truth Still stuck inside the cell of lonely Are you my only key? Once I'm out, I'm out forever Can you keep me safe Eternally? Save me Release me Protect me Let me live Shattering hope

Dewey Decimal Rocks!
Today i decided to take a trip to the local library with the kids. I figured we wouldn't be there too long because my daughter and I already knew which ones we wanted. So in theory, all we had to do was walk in and get on the computer and look up the correct place the book was in, and then go get it off the shelf, right?? WRONG! After looking around for a bit i asked the librarian how to find the book that we wanted. She literally pointed to a huge wall full of books and said "it's over in that area somewhere". I though she was joking at first....Apparently, they only use the dewey decimal system on their non-fictions. Everything else either has a colored tab on it, or it's "suppose" to be in alpha. order. Now, after all of that explaining, i STILL couldn't find the book that i wanted, so i went up to the counter where 3 librarians were at the counter. They all looked at me like i was an idiot. Ok, so i found one of the books that i wanted after all of that, so then i was looking fo

Long Over Due!!!!!
I have not been on here for quite a while now and my life has been very peavefull to say the least the way that i like it no more he said she said bullshit the way that i like it i do not get on but once in a great while just to stay in touch with a few select friends and i dont even really talk to them any more either been really buisy with getting moved loving the new place and getting the new shop situated so i can get back to work just wanted to let everyone know that since i do not ever get on here any more that i will be deleting the fubar account by the weekend it has been my pleasure to know most of you and for the friends i have here that i didnt get to know sory! i have got rid of my yahoo hotmail and fixing to get rid of fubar for my friends that have my number they can call me and keep in touch other then that have a good one and all the best of luck to each and everyone of you on here including my haters ! paul!!!

Pretty Little Lies
You say you'll always love me Funny how you can love others And yet you can't even love yourself You pour your heart out to me with ease Almost as easily as your blood and tears pour when you're alone You say you'll always be there for me And yet every time I look around All I seem to find is dust covered photos of better days Days when you really were within reach But now I can't find a trace of them or you You say I'm the only one you see How can you truly see me with those cold, lonely eyes Eyes that sting with pain and hatred of all things love You see through me to those who have caused your pain You've never seen me because in me you can only see them You smile at me with the sweetest lips the world has seen But behind it you grit your teeth in anguish and disgust I see the blood on your lips from you biting your tongue Its all you can do as you try to force out these words Forcing out your pretty little lies

Little Kids With Toy Guns
come now and watch watch these children snatched from their families forced to play with their little toy guns boys and girls running scared as others chase them other children watch the game from the sides yet even though they refuse to play they still get hurt big kids little kids all forced to play an unwanted game watch them all cry and scream taken by other kids offered up to the biggest kids who make the rules they are stripped of their lives locked up til the game is over but when will the game be over when will the big kids let us put our toys away when can we return to our families to play the games we like when.....

Stepping Away
My dear friends i have some private problems and i decide to step away from Fubar awhile. I will only check in daily to read my mails and return some of the luv you will show me if you wanna chat with me then add me on yahoo messenger my ady is hotwitch39@yahoo.de...i will return in a bit.....muahh love you all EveningStar

Projection...a Crime Of Passion?
Whether we realize it or not, whether it is welcomed or not, others can project their feelings and emotions onto you. Sometimes they can come so close to you without even touching you, being in the same room as you, or even in the same state as you. This can be extremely confusing and have you feeling quite uncomfortable, especially if you have no idea what is happening to you. Projection has become a common practice especially on the internet with Instant Messaging and Web Cams so easily accessible. It is also common for some to practice mental projection without their target's knowledge or consent. Non-consentual mental projection is also called mental rape. That is correct, I said "mental rape." Let me just describe a scenario to you and see if you can relate to this girl and her experiences. She was an innocent victim of mental rape. (Guys can also be victims of mental rape as well.) Kennedy woke up at 6am and hopped into the shower. As she shampooed her hair she suddenly

Lost Angel Times
I WANT TO TAKE A SECOND TO THANK EVERYONE FOR COMMENTING ON THE HEARTS BY THE WAY THINGS ARE GOING WE SHOULD HAVE THIS OUT BY EARLY NEXT WEEK. COWBOY HAS REPORTED SOME KOW MEMBERS STILL ON HIS PAGE SO PLEASE JUST BLOCK THEM IF THEY PERSIST. HEARTISTIC IS HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS SO IF YOU HAVE HEARTS COMING OR GOING OUT IT WILL TAKE A LITTLE LONGER THAN USUAL. IF YOU ARE WAITING ON A TAG PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE IT TODAY SOMETIME. LETS MAKE THIS AN ENJOYABLE EXPERIENCE ON FUBAR FOR ALL. HAVE FUN HUGS DEE

Miss W
Silly little girl of about nineteen A wannabe Goth/Rock/Glam ‘white’ queen She’s somehow popular and thinks she can sing She labeled me typical for my belly ring Such a hypocrite and considers herself cool Always putting off her start date for school Holds on to all of her crushes of the past She’s so desperately in a hurry to grow up fast Considers her virginity a burden and a crime Claims “I need to get laid” all the time Talks a lot of shit about everyone who’s her friend Then says, “They’re so cool” and chills with them in the end She’s self-conscious but still thinks she’s a beautiful sight Brags that all the guys who check her out are white Wishes she could party and be exciting and wild Face and body of a thirty-year old, mentality of a child She lets guys she barely knows kiss and feel her up And for telling her

Its Friday!!
Well it is finally the 18! i have been waiting for today since November.For Christmas I bought my woderfull husband 2 tickets to see Rodney Carrington tonight in Munice.To go along with the tickets,I got us a 2 night stay in a royal jucuzzie suit.He was so shocked when he opened the box Christmas morning and saw the tickets.He said he feels like crap cuz I also got him a new 32 inch flat screen tv,I got him a new colts hat and I had a hat custom made for just for him.Dave had such a hard year with him hurting his back,haveing surgery on his spine,and be in pain so I wanted to make his christmas really great this year.Plus this will be great for us to get away and just be togather,for us just to be 2 ppl who love each other and not mom and dad.I think everyone needs that time where you and your parter can just be lovers.So anyway I hope everyone has as great a weekend as I know im going to have.Hell how can I not? I have a hot husband that I get all to myself in a room with a jucuzzi fo

Moonlight Path
As I walk along this moonlight path, I hold you close to me. Every thought, Every memory, Just rushes through my head. They say to leave the past alone, Leave it far behind, Maybe it was never meant to be, And even though I 've let you go, You are still on this moonlight path with me. I feel you so very strongly, I am wondering if we still belong. As the rays of light beam down from the moons face, As the stars shine bright and light up the black night sky, You are still walking with me. Your special touch, Your warm embrace, Your lips like cherries that I love to taste. Your pulsing heart racing with mine, You my dear were the love of all times. As the moons rays light my way, I walk this path where I know you are. It brings me back to you again, Dancing the dance, Feeling the love, Making me want you back again. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

She Was A Smart Woman.
I love this woman. She was beautiful and smart,insucure and dated all the wrong men. these are my favorite quotes from her. "Dogs have never hurt me. Only men have." "Dogs never bite me. Just humans." "The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't." "...If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything..." "It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone " I want to grow old without facelifts... I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I've made. Sometimes I think it would be easier to avoid old age, to die young, but then you'd never complete your life, would you? You'd never wholly know you" "Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."

"the Shadoweaver"
When the Sun sets slowly, and when Daylight breaks coldly, when Night falls and Darkness calls, I awaken from my solitude, and beckon into a world most crude. by The Cheyenne Warrior. ___________________________________________________ [Copyright © 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan (1992). All Rights Reserved.] Photo location url ~ http://home.in.tum.de/~hohenber/images/bg/fantasy/erinnerung_in_weiss.jpg

Missing You
I understand the things you say, Even though it makes me sad, We sat and had a talk today, I gave you everything I had. Even if you don’t come back, I’ll wait this year for you, Even if this love you lack, I’ll do what I want to do, I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away, I continue to keep this love for you, In hope that you’ll come back to me, on a distant far found day, They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do, They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you, It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore, The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for, Just know that I will love you, And maybe that is sad to hear, But I will do what I want to do, Even if that means a year. Maybe you don’t love me, And you think this will just be more easy, But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever, Even if that means my love for someone else, Will end up being never. -Dennis Mayer

It Seems Like
It seems like things have changed just a little it could be me but I dont think so,It upsets me just a little nothin worth gettin upset about but I can feel the shift. We got along beautifully now we rarely get to talk, now when we do talk I feel like I have said something or done something to annoy you.I am happy you are happy but...... sometimes it feels like me being around is no longer needed you dont talk to me or confide in me I feel as if I may be a burden instead of a pleasure to be around nowadays I see you long enough for me to go to work and when I come home you no longer have time for me you are either in bed already or heading there as soon as I walk in the house.I'm not tryin to sound like I'm complaining but it seems like you don't need me anymore or have time for me, I love you and you know who you are and I don't want to loose your freindship It just feels like we are slipping away from each other I feel like financially I dont pull my weight and I try my damndest but

Should I Be Happy ???
i was 385pounds now i am 355pounds i want to be at or under 300 pounds thats my goal but why am i not happy with me losing 30pounds ? i havent been 355pounds in 2years whats wrong with me ???comments

The Cucumber,pickle And Peni$
""There was a cucumber, a pickle, & a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat & juicy, they cut me up & stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him & says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat & juicy, they put me in vinegar, put spices on me & stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him & says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat & juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room & bang my head against the wall until I throw up & pass out! Send this to eight of your freakiest friends. If u get 0-2 back you are average If you get 3-5 you are a freak If you get 6-8 then you are a major freak & need a leash!""

Leo Horoscope Today! :)
Leo (7/23-8/22) The modest mouse deep down inside of you has been slowly turning into a very proud lion over the past few months, and you are becoming more and more aware of your power. Today, you'll have a wonderful opportunity to flex your muscles and surprise one or two people who think that they already know all about you, and what you'll do next. The element of surprise is a very powerful force, and it will help you make an indelible impression on some intimidating people. So does that mean I will step out of charactor and be awesomely amazing like usual?? wait.. LOL I am sooooooo HYPER! :)

Do You Agree???
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't

I Wish You Enough!!!!!!
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?’ 'Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?' She began to sm

Face The Fear...........
FACE THE FEAR Pain still remains, redirect this change, release all the rage, that's in me. My mind screams to me, useless memories, brings me to my knees, no release. Death was only a vision, away, the only direction I knew, A path forever winding down, sanity find me somehow. So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? I feel the earth turning beneath my feet While the clouds seem to spin above my head So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear. Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? Pain still remains! Darkness gathers, strength infecting me. Emptiness controls my every need. Distant memories are all I see, Spirals downward, drowning endlessly I hold on tightly, I'm so afraid And to let go would be my last mistake. I Close my eyes and take deep breaths. Forever changing the story told, the inner cor

Looking In The Mirror
Looking in the mirror, I see the person I was meant to be, but you just couldnt see. You were my hero, but to you I was a zero. Looking In the Mirror, I see my tears falling, can still hear you calling my name, but it isnt the same, to you it was all a game. Now it feels so strange. I am down on my knees, making one last plea, I know you cant see, all that I wanted to be. I stair out into the night sky, but i cant help but cry, just hearing the words goodbye. I feel the strain, cant stop the pain. This war inside my head, cant go to bed, I wish I were dead. As I cross the golden shore, Trying to reach the other side, if you only knew how much I have cried, I only tried to be the best I could, Looking in the mirror, I only wish you would have seen, that I was just a human being, As I close the door, I find myself on the floor, Is this for real, Is this how it is suppose to feel, dont know if i will ever heal. Looking in the mirror, I know what I

Tearing Down Stars By Red Wanting Blue
I may be used I'm not brand new But I'm not disposable Like the friendships you use To blot the tears from heavy years What keeps you in the dark Did you ever bother to spark a fire Its like our parents said All fun comes to an end Is our world suddenly unraveling We're tearing down stars We got this far and we won't stop Remember every scar that made us who we are And we won't stop, we won't Hello Hello Now I don't know what holds Us back but we should let it go We save the tears To keep as souvenirs multiplying In the dark so we'll never be Able to spark a fire Its like our parents said All fun comes to an end Is our world suddenly unraveling We're tearing down stars We got this far and we won't stop Remember every scar that made us who we are And we won't stop, we won't We were young We didn't know So we went down the open Road and we won't stop We will not stop

Health
STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend, Ingrid, stumbled and took a little fall. She assured everyone that she was fine, and they offered to call paramedics, but she just said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. Folks there got her cleaned up and brought her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself for the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later, telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital. At 6:00 p.m. the following day, Ingrid passed away. She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had the folks there known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die; they end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours, he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke ... totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke

Add These People To Be On Our Train Then Send Me A Message
BBW TRAIN WELCOME ABOARD please rate and fan everyone on the train. Then send a private message to me and ill get u a seat... hold on tight!!!! our driver broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls@ fubar BBW PASSANGERS Ŧŕâċŷ Μǻпǻġèŕ ŏғ Ŧĥē Pí@ fubar Carebear-- Pitbull Mafia@ fubar Christie@ fubar NICCI~OWNER OF PLAYMATES~BIGDADDY9672 GIRL~DBCP~KASEYS LOVER~HSS FAMILY@ fubar ♥ஜ" Bottoms UP"ஜ♥"plz read profile"@ fubar Chrissy The Original Texas Tornado!@ fubar Ecuadorian Goddess*Sgt.Raiders fu-wife*Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar*AfterHrs Greeter*@ fubar ~♥Vinton♥~▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪@ fubar ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ ~ ƒÛ_WÎƒËÝ 2 hØñ£Ý§hÎñ£ ~ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~

New Hampshire Humor
> As a trucker stops for a red light, a > blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up > to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker > lowers the window, and she says 'Hi, my name is > Heather and you are losing some of your load.' The > trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. > When the truck stops for another red light, the girl > catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up > and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers > the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde > says brightly, 'Hi my name is Heather, and you are > losing some of your load!' Shaking his head, the > trucker ignores her again and continues down the > street. At the third red light, the same thing > happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets > out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. > The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says > 'Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of > your load!' When the light turns green the trucke

Piercings
i now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!.... xoxoxo ~Brittney Rocele~

School77 Vs 2007
School 1977 vs. School 2007 Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up mates. 2007 - Police are called, Armed Response Unit arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. Mobiles with video of fight confiscated as evidence. They are charged with assault, ASBOs are taken out and both are suspended even though Johnny started it. Diversionary conferences and parent meetings conducted. Video shown on 6 internet sites. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given 6 of the best. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Counselled to death. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra funding because Jeffrey has a disability. Drops out of school. Scenario: Billy breaks a window in his neighbour's car and his Dad gives him the slip

Poem - Dreams
My dreams of you have not faded The have only become stronger and clearer I feel myself in your arms I feel the warmth of you body laying next to mine Soft, warm, wet kisses on my face and my neck Our bodies in twined And the rush of emotions the splendor of delight As we collide and become one . . . Senses heighten . . . Our bodies together in a slow and steady rhythm Moving together … pleasuring our souls … As we explode and look into each others eyes … Kissing as lay in each other's arms . . . Holding each other … till we drift off to sleep I awake … wondering where you have gone . . . Realizing it's only my mind, body, soul wishin again.

For The One I Love
I've been thinking and doing a lot of soul searching the last few days. I'm missing something in my life and I think that now I have found it in him...I have never really taken risks in my life so this will be a big one for me. I fear the unknown. But it's time to put my fears aside and take a leap of faith. I have chosen to be with the man I love with my heart and soul. Remember this is a totally different state, no family, no friends. And I am uprooting my children. For someone who has touched my soul. This change is going to be good. This man is everything to me. I have been waiting for him all my life. I will be there for him when he comes home. I just wanted to put my feelings down and let my friends know that i'm moving. I know this will be the best change in my life.. NORTH CAROLINA here I come.. Can't wait to see you baby!

Be Gentle With Each Brush Stroke
Be gentle with each brush stroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colors and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brush stroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

The Holy Alphabet
This is the best..... The Holy Alphabet... This is Beautiful Whoever came up with this one must have had some Divine guidance! A thru Z... Although things are not perfect Because of trial or pain Continue in thanksgiving Do not begin to blame Even when the times are hard Fierce winds are bound to blow God is forever able Hold on to what you know Imagine life without His love J oy would cease to be Keep thanking Him for all the things Love imparts to thee Move out of "Camp Complaining" No weapon that is known On earth can yield the power Praise can do alone Quit looking at the future Redeem the time at hand Start every day with worship To "thank" is a command Until we see Him coming Victorious in the sky We'll run the race with gratitude X alting God most high Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but... Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad! "I AM Too blessed to be stressed!" The shortest distance

The Journey By Train.
In life ,it is as if we are all on a slow moving train, going towards tomorrow... there is But One Ticket Master and He decides when we can get off, and go Home...Being IN Love Is , very much the same... we meet someone and begin our ride into what may be... if we are lucky, Our station comes in to view and we disembark with that special someone and settle down into our own world filled with ups and downs and trials and tribulations BUT with Love helping us to keep smiling and growing becoming one with every moment we share ...the good times and the bad , for the love is strong enought to carry us thru to the new day and help us enjoy all that we share along the way... I even thought , maybe Foolishly , But I thought my station was around the next bend ... it now seems I may have been blinded by wanting to find it and thought it was there when it is still somewhere down the tract... SO HERE I AM AGAIN , ONCE MORE LOOKING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO SHARE THE RIDE AND HOPING WE FI

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Please vote for my nephew, Juan Jeremiah Gavin Gonzalez, to win the Cutest Baby Contest that Wild 94.9 is having. The winner of this contest will receive $5,000 and the money will be spent for his Baptism. You can only vote once a day from each computer, so please remember to vote everyday. I t will send an e-mail verification notice to complete the vote. Please forward/pass the word to your friends and family. Winning this contest is really important to us. INSTRUCTIONS: * Copy and paste link below, or click on it(whichever helps better): * http://wild949.com/pages/babiesgonewild2008.html?feed=239378&article=3147857 * Scroll down to Gallery 19 and click on "VOTE NOW!" * Select his name next to #17, scroll down and type in your ************* and click the submit button to vote. You can also view his picture (he is SUCH A CUTIE!!) by clicking on the "VIEW" button instead of the "VOTE NOW!" button. Just click the right arrow until you get to #17.

Me + Lake Tahoe + August = Yay!!!
Ok cant afford it yet, but as I have not had a holiday in over 6 years,I have booked my Mums timeshare and requested 2 weeks in South Lake Tahoe, California. Have a couple of friends 2 hours from there in Sacramento I intend to visit and drink under the table or similar furniture, lol For the rest of the time, Sun, Relaxation and women in bikini's :P Going for 2 weeks between 2nd and 17th August 2008. Look me up if you are in reach of me, lol :P

Be Real
I really hate when people can't say what they mean, or say one thing and do another. Be straight. Be honest. No matter how much the truth sucks, it's always less painful than avoidance. Just needed to get it off my chest. That's all I got. Out.

Bitches!!
My Brothers Girl friend is a nasty thing.. she cant decide if she wants him or this other dude... well my brother moved on and she got upset and pulled the "im pregant" card on him.. now this other guy came back around and all of a sudden she had a misscariage and cant be with my brother no more... WHY ARE BITCHES LIKE THAT... it makes me sick.. Ive recently had a death of a child. and it pisses me off when bitches pull that card.. she never had a misscariage.. after 4 months and she didnt even go to the hospital... umm ive been there done that and shes tryign to cover her ass.. but i told my brother the truth and walked him thru thedetails of a misscarriage.. ewwww.. im so mad right now.. i dont wish death upon anyone especailly a child.. but i hope bitches like that get karma sent right back to them for there lies and have to face the real emotional horror and pain of losing a child.. plus the physical pain its not that easy... i hope god lays the karma smack down on her a

Have You Ever...
1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Yes...believe it or not. 2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? Sit on the front porch and flick them into the yard. 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? Whatever my sister was listening to. 4. What is the best thing about your job? The fact that I don't have one. 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class? Oh yeah, especially when I'm trying to concentrate and someone's phone goes off. 6. Where are you going on your next vacation? Oregon. 7. Are you a fan of piercings and/or tattoos? Um, not big on pain. 8. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? Old 9. Do you own any furniture from Ikea? No 10. If you could be an animal what would you be? White tiger...Grrrr 11. What state/country are you from? Illinois 12. Tell us about the last conversation/s you had? Just me and Crystal talking online about stuff. 13. Where do yo

Baby, Take Your Teeth Out
Baby take your teeth out Try it one time Baby take your teeth out Try it one time Leave 'em on the kitchen table Baby take your teeth out It'll be fine Baby take your teeth out It'll be fine There ain't nothin' left to smile about Baby take your teeth out You look divine Baby take your teeth out You look divine Go ahead and eat the label Baby take your teeth out I will recline Baby take your teeth out I will recline There ain't nothin' left to talk about Frank Zappa

Dj Ozzfanatic2
As of January 13, 2008, I am the new Fu-Owner of this awesome guy. Please go show him some Fu-love. ~~DJ Ozzfanatic2~~No Fan/No Add*~*LuAngel RL/BF~Fu-Owned by Sweet Mel~*Wicked Storm ~WYKD Radio DJ~@ fubar

Friday, January 18th
YAY for Fridays! Woot! I will be getting my precious granddaughter tonight. She lights up my life. She messes up my house; but lights up my life. Hearing her call me, "MaMa" (short for Grandmama)is one of the best sounds I've heard. Another nicity (is that a word? lol) today that warmed my heart was I was chatting with a new friend recently and today she told me words really meant something to her and she really appreciated our chat. Will all the childish stuff going on here in fu land now and then, it is so heartwarming to know that my words actually reached someone. Like The Sisterhood tag I recently saw, reach for a hand and touch the heart. I ¢¾ all of my friends. :D

Watch
Watch your thoughts they become words Watch your words they become action Watch your action they become habits Watch your habits they become your character Watch your character it becomes your destiny. The past few weeks I have seen this happen even with myself. I let thought i was having come out in a mum. I was hurt, I felt I wasn't beingtold the truth and the person in question wasn't helping set the record straight so I was left to my thoughts and those thoughts became actions and those actions...well I CHOICE not to make it a habit. Yes I was attacked for the mum. Did i do right by the mum. Only God knows. I was attacked for my faith. Like the Devil likes to do to God's children. No I didn't do what God wanted me to do but God takes care of His children. Will I do something like this again. I can't answer that casue I am not sure. The lesson I learned...people will beleive what they want and there is NOTHING any one can do other

Love Poem#3
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta

Friendship Poem
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

"r" Troubles
A young schoolboy was having a hard time pronouncing the letter ''R,'' and all the other kids were, of course, teasing him about it. To help him out, the teacher gave him a sentence to practice at home: ''Robert gave Richard a rap in the ribs for roasting the rabbit so rare.'' In class a few days later, the teacher asked the boy to recite the sentence out loud. The boy nervously eyed his classmates--many of them already laughing at him--then replied, ''Bob gave Dick a poke in the side because the bunny wasn't cooked enough.''

Just A First Hello........
Hello, well for those who know me... know that I'm a down to earth fun person and a GREAT friend. I'm 36 years old, recently separated with three children. 2 boys 15 and 17 and a girl 11. The boys live with their father and my daughter is with me. So... in a nut shell, I like honest people. People who know what they want in life. I don't like gossip.. hate drama.. and can't stand back stabbers. If you want to know anything else.. just ask. I'll be down loading more pics of me soon.. so check back and take a look.

Here Are Some More Poems That I Have Wriiten In The Last Few Day
Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood. Your smile to dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul. Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart. Your walk and the way your gracefulness takes my breath away. Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me. Your hands whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness. Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth. Most of all everything you are changed the way I feel about my life. ************************************************* From the heart I hear many words but there are two that echo they're two you know words like them help me go these words create a mortal sunset with a power that I wish to get behind these two words three follow very closely there power is mere chemistry The first two, are your name. The next three, I love you. ***************************

~the Lonely Heart~
Please help me out and bomb this pic: (I really like to be a first time VIP) (repost of original by 'Catch & Release' on '2008-01-18 14:41:36') (repost of original by 'The Lonely Heart (owner of The Lonely Hearts lounge)' on '2008-01-18 14:45:07') (repost of original by 'Catch & Release' on '2008-01-18 15:08:30')

I Wanna Win Some Fubucks! Please?
My picture will be in this profile soon! If you could please go and rate it as well as give it daily comments that would be awesome! Thank you to all those for your support! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&albumid=797127&i=1038160886&idx=1

They're Done...lol
Well ladies and Gents the military valentines are done and i got 200 to get posted up so if ya think I been mad or ignoring ya, I haven't...just been trying to get these done so I can get them up on some blogs so they can be ripped by the people that want they're Valentine's. I also got comment Valentine's made ... one for Family members and a second for friends and fans...lol. So let me get these up and then its back to the business of Fubaring and fun. Love y'all ...Momma Rox

Want A Cool Pic
Hey anyone want a pic... here is a sample of what I can do... I can also do some morphs.. if you want theses done for you I do these for a small fee of 500 fubucks.. please message me with the pick and what you want.. ty luv you guy..muah

Sweet Revenge
Every night after lights out it was the same ritual for him. He would strip down to his boxers letting his cock free through the fly opening in front. He’d place his pillow on the floor so that, while doing his push-ups, he would not bang it against the floor as his erection grew to full stance. Enough light flowed into his cell from the corridor allowing him to see the photo of her that he would place on the floor below his face. She’s to blame for his incarceration. Yes, he hated his twin brother Marc with a passion, and knew that some of the blame fell onto him as well, but she managed to lock him up where his brother had always failed. Matt’s vengeance for revenge against both Marc and Charlene grew more each day. On his calendar he’d mark off the days until his release. He looked forward to the day when he could walk out from behind these iron bars and wreak havoc on both their lives and collect the revenge he felt he was owed and so richly deserved. Every muscle of hi

Minnie Me
I sit and watch him as he grow, From aside fo love I've never experienced before. I smile when i look at him and how he reminds me of me, And hope he sees the things that i didnt get to see. Unconditional love no matter the cause, To stand by my training and receive my applause. Teach him manners and how to treat a lady, Be a proud strong man and never be shady. Never trying to force my previsions, Let him mature and make his own decisions. Now I look forward to fathers day, And all i need to do is look at him and receive my praise.

Stupid
Some people on fubar are soo stupid...ugh!! Well I finally got my laptop woot woot!! Although im kinda gettin tired of fubar. I dont like being moved from number 2 to number 3...its soo insulting..not only that when i really think about it..the whole top friends crap is flipping retarted..whats even more retarted is that im sitting here writing about it. stupid!!! Well whatever im in a bad mood at the moment and feel like complaining about stupid shit.Well let me get back to hanging with T-Dog.... Oh.. tonight Mike's taking me to the movies to see cloverfield :D Heres what I think about #3........................................................................................................:P

Your Lips
bet kissing you would be a profound and overwhelming sensation I bet your lips would send me on a enrapturing felicity Shutting down my nerves, sending me into a hypnotic state of passion Your lips, I bet, are so warm and inviting to the soul I can just about feel them in places the sun don't shine, it has to be a sin I bet your lips will cause your tongue to behave so naughty Leaving me at you will, leaving me wet, leaving me panting They already have me here sweating I would lick your lips like they were a delicacy, You lick your lips? I bet you look so dam sexy if you do, I bet you do, don't you? I bet they would fit perfectly between my hips I bet your lips alone could take me to ecstasy I may even get stuck there, which is fine baby As long as your lips bring me back slowly Softly bring me down, gently, regardless if I'm begging you to stop Ignore me, I know not what I say Just let your lips play Until mine cry in release of that sweet nectar

I Need Some Ideas
I need some ideas for art. Play the game? So, I have a question: Picture this: you have one wish that can be fulfilled. It can be anything you desire. It can benefit just you or it can benefit your friend, or maybe you want it to benefit the entire world. Do not worry about being selfish. Now, take that wish and compress it into a single object. I do not want to know what your wish is, rather I want to know what object you have turned it into.

Can't Stop
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch on me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

I Look Upon Her
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

Torture
Canada Manual: US Prisoners Face Torture By ROB GILLIES TORONTO (AP) — A training manual for Canadian diplomats lists the United States as a country where prisoners risk torture and abuse, citing interrogation techniques such as stripping prisoners, blindfolding and sleep deprivation. The Foreign Affairs Department document, released Friday, singled out the U.S. detention center at Guantanamo Bay. It also names Israel, Afghanistan, China, Egypt, Iran, Saudi Arabia, Mexico and Syria as places where inmates could face torture. The listing drew a sharp response from the U.S., a key NATO ally and trading partner, which asked to removed from the manual. "We find it to be offensive for us to be on the same list with countries like Iran and China. Quite frankly it's absurd," U.S. Ambassador David Wilkins told The Associated Press. "For us to be on a list like that is just ridiculous." He said the U.S. does not authorize or condone torture. "We think it should be removed and

Sweet Taste Of Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Euphoria
Bodies heated Passion intense Sexual desire Attraction immense Kissing deeply Trembling lips Saliva sharing Perspiration drips Arms entwined Love embraced Licking softly Succulent taste Pressure building Tongue flirting Juices flowing Wetness squirting Satisfying waves Deep inside Muscles contract Pleasure ride Reaching euphoria Climactic peak Panting increased Cannot speak Body limp Draining splendor Catching breath Sweet surrender Lying beside you Holding you close Craved and starved For another dose

Climax
When you my lady to me are near, When my ears your soft voice I hear, My heart swells full with reward, But to my surprise I grow hard, The love of your touch the sound of your sighs, As closer you pull me between your thighs, The sound of your voice beckons me you see, As I hear the words I want you inside me, I know you are nervous as I slip in, God you are so beautiful, I find you wet within, Your passion so sweet makes me throb, As your sighs turn to moans, I push deeper inwards, You love me, you coax me with I want your load, And as upward you arch we both explode, As we both render a warm feeling so tender, You and I both together Relax in warm surrender, After we have shared The most sensuous Climax

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared Down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of Terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled With sadness, she also had a strong feeling of Determination. Like any parent, she wanted her Son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now That was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still Wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took Her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever Think about what you wanted to be once you grew Up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do With your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can Make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if It might be possible to give her six-year-old s

Road_block
ACCEPT | DENY Road_Block 2008-01-18 13:00:44 Hey you have some sexy and hot photos keep em coming (also if you have NSFW/Private photos would you consider adding me to the list of people who can view them thanks) stop in and check out all my stuff

Iran
US official in Iran talks quits Nicholas Burns, the top American official negotiating to tighten UN sanctions against Iran, is to stand down, the US Secretary of State, Condoleezza Rice, announced yesterday. Mr Burns, a former US Ambassador to Nato and Greece as well as a former State Department spokesman, has played a significant role in negotiating the two UN Security Council resolutions imposing sanctions against Iran over its nuclear programme. The foreign ministers of Germany and the five permanent members of the Security Council – Britain, China, France, Russia and the United States – will meet in Berlin on Tuesday to discuss a third sanctions resolution. The US believes that Iran aims to acquire nuclear weapons and the UN sanctions are designed to force Tehran to suspend its uranium enrichment activities, which can produce fuel for nuclear weapons or nuclear power plants. Mr Burns, 51, has also been the lead US negotiator on an agreement that would give India ac

Hey Hey All Come Check Us Out
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Need Some Love Please! I Never Ask But Now I Am Beggin'
PLEASE HELP THIS SWEET LADY OUT SHE HAS HELPED JUST ABOUT EVERYONE OUT IN THIS GIVE AWAYS AND THE CONTEST THAT HAS BEEN ON MY PAGE FOR ABOUT THE LAST WEEK AND A HALF.PLEASE IF YOU HAVEN'T DROPPED BY HER PICS AND BLEW IT UP IN A FEW DAYS PLEASE DO THAT. Click Here :D 'Be@uTiFuL @nGeL~Needs 15.000 comments Rates = 10 fubucks each for bonus bucks~Prize 3day blast and 350.000 fubucks Rate this photo: You have rated this photo a 11 share this photo leave a comment link photo add to my favorites report this photo [?] Current rating: 10.32 (37) Uploaded: January 03 2008 Comments: 8423 Rips: 0 My standing's of right this minute!

Self-hating And Over-controlling
Self-hating and over-controlling self hating and over-controlling always right and all knowing superficial and overly ignorant the super user and the arrogant she thinks the world revolves around her everyone owes her something from this god awful place i fell into her trap, and hell, i should have known but at least i can walk away and i'm not the one who's sitting alone looking angrily at the phone no one's gonna call her they've all had enough we can all only be pushed to a certain point -then we break self hating and over controlling look in the mirror one of these days trust me hon, it'll do you good

Hunter
As of January 18, 2008, I am the proud Fu-Owner of this sweet guy. Ladies go show him some love, you won't regret it!! HUNTER@ fubar Stop by to Fan Add and Rate this awesome guy!! Clicking on any of these pics will take you to him!!! Go show him some love!!!

Only A Woman Will Understand This.
Pregnancy, Estrogen, and Women PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word 'alimony' means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy.! Q: Do I have to have a baby shower?

You Better
You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. You better you better you bet. I call you on the telephone my voice too rough with cigarettes. I sometimes feel I should just go home but I'm dealing with a memory that never forgets I love to hear you say my name especially when you say yes I got your body right now on my mind but I drunk myself blind to the sound of old T-Rex,Mmmmm To the sound of old T-Rex oh,and Who's Next When I say I love you you say you better You better you better you bet When I say I need you you say you better You better you better you bet You better bet your life Or love will cut you,cut you like a knife I want those feeble minded axes overthrown I'm not into your passport picture, I just like your nose You welcome me with open arms and open legs I know only fools have needs, but this one never begs I don't really mind how much you love me Ooh, a little is alright When you say

One And 1
I was born 1 minute after 8 am I am 1 of 4 sons I hade more the one knee surgery I am scared of one thing Spiders nothing else I will say wants on my mind more then once One day I want to know some one famous hopefully me One day soon I will go back to Europe I will only marry once because I know she will be my One and only I have one heart but try and share with many One year wiser? Take one minute to realize your dream One of these days you will try One of these days it will come true One minute ago I made you believe anything is possible One year from now what will you be doing? We all have had fallen in love once That was your one true heart ache It will happen at least one more time One minute 10 people died of extreme poverty One minute later 10 more will go In the last 3 minutes one died of aids One person can't change the world But if we all stand as One we can We get one chance at life Take it one step a

Words Will Go From Poetry To Prose...jm
Haiku Night swimming, moonlight Luminous beams on her love Clothes left in the dark Words are babble talk His world is lonely and sad Within his own mind Music is his gift Life reveals lyrics as song Giving harmony Garden Enter my garden, Behold the wonders to be seen. No admission fee or hours of operation, Just you and me. Enter my garden, No need to hurry to make it right. No clock to punch, We have the day and even the night. Enter my garden, Winter, spring, summer, fall. In good weather and bad, You will find yourself in awe. This garden was planted just for you, No others may enter; you are VIP. When the troubles of the day make you blue, Come walk in my garden, you will feel free. If There Is Only One Rhyme I Could Say If there is only one rhyme I could say before you are gone from my life. A line from a song; love will find a way: I never meant to bring our world strife. Sometimes sorry doesn’t heal the pain, And

Splendor Of A Moment
The splendor of a moment worn slightly on the lips The satisfied reflection of a passion slowly sipped Either in a memory or filtered through a dream Or a quiet conversation not meaning anything But silently reflected worth... Oh! So much more That grows with every thought process to permeate your pores It's crazy how a moment can bring the treasures here When you least expect the passion emerges from somewhere Not much to begin with...this crazy trip for two But since my thoughts have fermented The more I dream of you.

My Love
mmm...your big brown eyes, your smooth chocolate skin....your million dollar smile....with teeth so white you light up a room....your style is unremarkable, you stand there accross from me and i look at you...and you look at me....the whole room stops, but me and you....as we walk to one another....you take my hand and kiss it every so softly and you ask me, hey pretty lady may i have this dance? You take me into your arms and you twirl me around...and my heart flutters out of control, you hold me so close that there is no empty space between us. you lift me to a higher place , a place that i don't want to come down from...a place that no one can reach me....and it's just you...and ...me....and the sound of our hearts beating as one....your touch is like an angel, your voice so smooth.....any preexisting notions of lost love come back to me....as i stare at the twinkle in your eyes. everything about you is irreplaceable and never would i try to change you....perfect .....that is what y

Desire
MMM....ya whole life u desire that one..that one that can make u smile from ear to ear, that one that can make you feel brand new....new love , new hopes , new desires...that one that can make u feel that you are the only one around.. U can picture his face...but it is a blurr ...you can feel his touch.....you can smell him....his voice whispers in ya ear...i am here baby...for you and for me...and the new love that your heart desires....never will i hurt you, nor will i betray you...i will never make you cry tears of pain...only joy....keep dreaming of me and i will appear when you are at your darkest moments...i will be that light , that light that will make every thing all right...and you will be with me....and i will be with you....and never again will you hurt for anything....never will you feel alone nor will you want or desire another thing....except for our love that will grow and go on till the end of time........my love , my dream, my mystery man....

Do You Remember
Do you remember when? Oh YES my love I know where love has been When in total absorption we wrote our passions out With true dedication we simply wore time out The love we shared in olden times was just the beginning Each kiss was passion's metamorphosis In those days, as love was stirring My love, do you remember our first kiss? I remember, as was yesterday, your lips upon my flesh Awakening my morning, moaning as we meshed Vintage and aged wine, the best I'd ever tasted Drizzled lightly on my lips as you sipped in traces Falling fluid raptures as waiting breasts were basted Then traded as your lips met mine , not a drop was wasted. Do you remember our dance? My dance card will always hold a special dance for you For night-long waltzing, for times when you are blue To hold me ,dearest Love, for always and a day To bond with you complete, in passions hottest sway To caress the years forever, as our spirit's blend In time's encapsulated passages for all o

Orgazmo
Orgazmo from the creators of South Park "Joe young (TREY PARKER) is a devout Mormon visiting Hollywood to convert the unenlightened. While spreading the word, Joe is offered $20,000 to play Captain Orgazmo in a porn directors film. Mindful of the financial burdens of his upcoming wedding, Joe reluctantly accepts the role, not certain of what he is in for! Written, directed and starring South Park co-creator Trey Parker and featuring his South Park partner Matt Stone, this hilarious send-up of the porn industry will have you laughing long after the credits roll. Yeah it's a spoof on porn, and it had me rolling on the floor laughing the first time i saw it. This is where i first heard the term DVDA (double vaginal double anal). A super hero porn star, interesting, what made it even better is the all mighty Ron Jeremy is even in it. This movie has no real nudity to speak of so all you who are looking for a skin flick will be gravely disappointed, but if you want a good spoof thi

Free American
I am a free American To vote my right and choose I elect to make a difference Whether they win or lose I value all my freedoms I'll fight with every breath The foes who tempt this right to live Until my mortal death Independence made me Attitude and all Fearless Rebel is my spirit Dignified and tall I salute my birth with honor As humble as a dare As rockets turn red The bombs burst in the air To take up a terrorist dare I am a free American A little of this and that Plenty of guts for glory And free as a matter of fact For all who tempt to disarm us May your own despair guide your tears When again and again Freedom still wins With the Stars and Stripes that you fear.

I Don't Love You
I Don't Love You...But Give me a little elbow room With space enough to grow Won't you tell her that I love her And then I'll need to go I don't really love her You see she is but a dream She opened up a dying heart Sneaked on in the in-between The part that was so empty? She added her own spark Slowly filled the hollow space Danced on out into the dark Then slowly she disappeared Just where I do not know Left a man very wounded With a need to try and grow So cautious are his steps now Treading lightly... thin as air "I don't love you ... but I love you." As if she really cared.

Why
“Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Good Night World tomorrow will be a new day...

Saying Goodbye Yet Again :(
So yet again me and my friends have to say goodbye to a beautiful person and lay another body to rest. When will they ever learn to put the shit down that I dont know. He always had a warm smile and smart ass comment to brightn ur day or night. On 1-17-08 what powers that are took another friend number 4 in the past few yrs for myself. They took this great man, friend, and father to a place that I sure as hell hope is beter then the one were stuck in for now. You will always be thought about you will always be loved and never forgoten. Thanks for the good time and the wonderful memories. Great big hugs to you Boicey love ya hunny!

Shallow People
So I'm sitting here tonight wondering why people still act like they are in high school. I still get chat invites to a place I used to go and when I get in there I get griped at or ignored. We are all parents here. What's the deal with people copying and pasting things you say and trying to read into it? Why cause drama where there isn't any? Then people have the nerve to say "Who keeps inviting her in here?" I must be stubborn because I refuse to leave. I have my own views and opinions on things and I'm not going to be run out of a place that I still have some friends just because a few people want to be assholes. They need to grow the fuck up. I refuse to back down what I believe in just because some idiots want to jump on the bandwagon and go with the flow. I try not to cause problems where ever I go but I will NOT be bullied by anyone. I dealt with that shit from my mom and my ex husband and I refuse to do it ever again. If you don't like the way I think you can kiss my ass. I'm a

Bad Day
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call

Chuck Norris 1
# When Chuck Norris calls 1-900 numbers, he doesnt get charged. He holds up the phone and money falls out. # Chuck Norris once ate a whole cake before his friends could tell him there was a stripper in it. # Some people like to eat frogs' legs. Chuck Norris likes to eat lizard legs. Hence, snakes. # There are no races, only countries of people Chuck Norris has beaten to different shades of black and blue. # When Chuck Norris was denied an Egg McMuffin at McDonald's because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a Wendy's. # Chuck Norris can't finish a "color by numbers" because his markers are filled with the blood of his victims. Unfortunately, all blood is dark red. # A Chuck Norris-delivered Roundhouse Kick is the preferred method of execution in 16 states. # When Chuck Norris falls in water, Chuck Norris doesn't get wet. Water gets Chuck Norris. # Scientists have estimated that the energy given off during the Big Bang is rough

Chuck Norris 8
* Chuck Norris uses Tabasco Sauce for eye drops. * Chuck Norris can get Blackjack with just one card. * "One time I was with Norris in the back of a pickup truck, along with a live deer. Norris goes up to the deer and says, 'I'm Chuck Norris! SAY IT!' Then he manipulates the deer's lips in such a way as to make it say, 'ChuckNorris' ... It wasn't exactly like it, but it was pretty good for a deer!'" * People created the automobile to escape from Chuck Norris...Not to be outdone, Chuck Norris created the automobile accident. * Chuck Norris roundhouse kicks people in the face first and asks questions later. * When Chuck Norris was born, the only person who cried was the doctor. Never slap Chuck Norris. * Chuck Norris can sneeze with his eyes open. * Archeologists in India recently uncovered a new dinosaur. It’s actually many dinosaurs but one is in the middle of all the others. The one in th

Wow...just, Wow.
Been on a journey of self-discovery lately...and it's been more than somewhat fufilling. It's a weight losing thing...I've dropped more weight lately than I can keep track of. And hey, kids...no real secret or trick to it either...I just stopped eating as much as I was and started eating SMARTER; the results were stunning and came quick. Haven't weighed myself lately, but at last count I'd dropped 35 pounds. I'm still a big guy in just about every way, but getting smaller by the minute. Well, today I passed a milestone (which is less painful than a kidney stone...lol), and decided to start replacing the wardrobe. That was my biggest fear along this journey of mine...I've been here before, and when I bought the new clothes I got complacent, and the weight just came back again. Not this time, by God. It's just not happening. What made me decide to turn this corner? Something that happened last night that touched me more than I thought it did. I was hanging with my two siste

I'm Suffering From Pms Or Something.
I have been a total bastard this week. Both online, and off. Tonight, I was able to single handidly tick off three friends who I talk to here often. Earlier this week, I went off on some girl online. On the phone with a few friends, I've been kinda pissy about things, getting into arguments over mundane things... And it's strangers too... The other night, I was at a bar and some guy came up to a girl who was near me and said "You're really pretty." I turned, looked at him and the girl somewhat abruptly and said "You fuckin liar!" (That chick was a bitch though - so I thought that was funny) Normally - I'm a super easy going guy... Few things get under my skin... People don't upset me all that easily. And I'm forgiving and kind generally speaking. But lately, I've been an ass. I don't know if it's the lack of sex, or not working right now, or maybe my mother didn't hold me enough - or maybe it's because I realized I'm turning 30 in a few months... I have no idea... but i've been

Who Gave Me The Crabs?
A man boarded an airplane in New Orleans, with a box of crabs. A female crew member took the box and promised to put it in the crew's refrigerator, which she did. The man firmly advised her that he was holding her personally responsible for the crabs staying frozen, and proceeded to rant and rave about what would happen if she let the crabs thaw out. Shortly before landing in New York, she announced to the entire cabin, "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in New Orleans, please raise your hand?" Not one hand went up..so she took them home and ate them herself.

Wow. Fortune-cookie-type People Can Be Right
You never know what you have until you have lost it, or know you're going to lose it. I have a very close friend of many years. Probably since infancy. *I'm 3 years older than her, so I knew her since HER infancy* Anywho back in May she started having muscle spasms and cramping... we didn't think much about it until she was brought to a doctor when she was diagnosed with a muscle disies. Of course I didn't think much of it. Neither did she or the parents. She just took her meds to keep the pain away. We really didn't know what it meant until a few months later. She started to have joint cramping too. To the point where she couldn't move at all and had to be carried around. Obviously they went back to the hospital and told her that in the future she may need a wheelchair because her muscles won't last long. Then her arms would leave later. We figured it would be a few years before this would happen. So she's on stronger meds, 15, cramping up every few days to t

And So It Ends … Again
10 years ago we vowed to love each other forever. That is the last promise that I made and the last one that I will keep forever. I told you that I wouldn’t ask questions. You told me that I wouldn’t like the answers if I did. I have a million questions that will go unanswered once again and I don’t know what to do with them. I’m having such a hard time understanding how you can tell me that you think about us, that you want to grow old with me, that you want to share your life with me, that you’re afraid I will hurt you intentionally because of the past, that you wouldn’t ask me to move out there unless you were sure that we were going to try to make a life together, that you think of me, that you want to spend the rest of your life making up for the pain, that you dream of me, that you love me (and mean it, because I know that you meant it) … and then tell me that you don’t want to see me anymore. I don’t understand how you can look me right in the eye and tell me you love me

The Freeway Of Life ...
Karma is an awesome thing! If I know anything it’s that good things happen to good people. I know you’re thinking the same thing I always do ... “WHEN?!?!?” ... but believe me … it’s there! Now I might not believe in God (per se) but I do believe that there is a higher power. I also believe nothing determines your fate but you. I believe in destiny but whatever higher power there is, created us in such a way that we have control over our own lives. Destiny gives us the paths to take. We must make the choice on which path to choose and once we take it, there is no turning back or changing the form of the path. That’s not to say that there won’t be turn offs somewhere down the road. Opportunities to choose a new road or stay on the one we’re on. Almost like a freeway, they’re all over the place. Sometimes you might get lost, but there is always another way to get there. But no matter which road you travel, each path ends somewhere. What I have learned (in all my many years) is tha

Thoughts
you know one of my biggest pet peeves is people that stick their nose into others business. I truly hate the fact that people cant act like adults and be upfront with their feelings. I despise no I HATE games like this, I don't play them and I would appericiate it they weren't played with me. Sadly it doesn't appear that other people can be adults and mind their own business and because of this people get hurt. So I say to you if you are afraid of saying what you truly think or feel or can't be forth right with me Go AWAY!! and dont send your" Friends" To give me messages cause they will just be ignored. I think that I will just stay to myself, take care of my girls and to hell with even trying to date.

My First Time On Extreme Sky Flyer
MY BIG BRO AND I ON THE EXTREME SKY FLYER AT GREAT AMERICA FOR MY BIRTHDAY 2007....MY FIRST TIME ON THERE. I CANT BELIEVE I SCREAMED LIKE THAT LMAO....CAN'T WAIT TO GO AGAIN =P

Fubar Points Break Down
FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but some find it a lot easier to rate stash then pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics...COPY them then upload them.

Bury The Dead Deep
fuck this year and all the pain attached to tp it fuck the scars that never healed right and the bitterness it was the same as the last bury this year deep and hope it doesn't resurface hope to start fresh so i can finally feel again

Nothing Special
I am nothing spacial; just a common woman with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Summer Romances
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

Sweet Sexy Latina Now Owns Me
well the auction is over with and now sweet sexy latina owns me .the following are the things i offered her : graphics tag(tags) of choice (can be custom made for you ) all of my 11's during happy hour until the 20th of january (my vip runs out then ) 200-300 pics rated daily all stash rated special tags for both of us (one saying master of and one saying owned by ) forehead salute(see my forehead salute folder )(sfw) willing to add as a friend,and fan and rate profile exclusive help from me with comment bombing in contests honorable mention in a blog in my profile owned by put into my screen name she offered me : a personal salute 1 month vip and 3 day blast ty so much to all of you ladies who bid on me :D

Hi? To Those Who Want To Be Cum On Me !!!!lol
Talk about a girl next door cutie. Well angelica fits this perfectly. She may have freckles and just be fresh out of high school, but this teen has wanted to go wild for awhile! She may be the girl next door, but she sure is the horniest around! She loves to spread her legs and pull her panties up where her pussy almost comes out. She also almost gets topless each time and just barely covers up those perky tits. Her long legs are amazing and she as a perky ass that looks amazing in whatever she wears. We for sure look forward to seeing more of this naughty teen. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angeliclover_01@yahoo.com add me and chat me sweety

Good Morning
good morning global bombers i havent got much to say this morning. but we seem to be moving along pretty good with the two that is up lets keep the hard work up and get them out of our way. thanks global. global bombers rock and kick but.

Loving You
running my hand along her thigh nibbling at her ear, she writhes in my arms, as the thought of you floods my mind. stolen kisses, complete darkness, finding each other by feel, knowing where the other is in our hearts. completing one another, filling the voids. existing to love loving to exist.

Things Are Picking Up!
Well we were all pretty lax about bookings over the holidays (nothing better than spending time with loved ones...oh and family too). So the first of the year started off a bit slow for us. But things are picking up nicely now. In fact we just picked up Thursday nights at RG's again as the Selle Brothers decided to take a little time off to learn new material. So we'll be playing there starting next Thursday (Jan. 24th) through the end of February. Speaking of February it's our biggest month yet. We've got RG's on Thursdays, we're playing the Grand Opening of Bass Pro Shop in Independence (2-nights) and we've got Timbercreek Bar & Grill in Louisburg, KS and Jersey's. In all it's only 9 shows, but the pay is really great. So I can't complain. There is one week that will be BUSY as hell though. The week of February 16th (saturday) to Februar 23rd (saturday...yeah that's a week and a day...so sue me! lol). That week we play Saturday the 16th at Timbercreek Bar & Grill from 8pm to

I Love My Piercings, Tattoos & Big Fake Boobs : )~
OKAY FIRST THINGS FIRST........I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY 6 TATTOOS, MY 13 PIERCINGS AND MY HUGE DD FAKE BOOBS.......I HAVE DONE ALL OF IT FOR ME AND NOBODY ELSE AND I HONESTLY DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS AND I WILL PROBABLY GET MORE.....THE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS TO TRY TO OPEN UP SOME PEOPLES MINDS.........I WON'T BE OFFENDED EITHER WAY BECAUSE I LOVE ME BUT GIVE ME (AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO) YOUR OPINIONS TOO (YES I AM EXTREMELY BORED TODAY....HEHE) Okay so one of my friends went out last night and posted a blog which is what got me started on this little topic. I love her to death and I am not judging her for her opinion. Her is what she had to say: I love to people watch. I swear, I think I am the only person left in Oklahoma City that has not had a boob job, or tattoo's, or my belly button pierced, or my nose pierced! My goodness!!! With all the boob jobs I saw, I should have become a boob plastic surgeon and I'd be set for life!!! What I don't understand is that when a wo

Sorry Bob, Not Sorry Bonnie
I had a friend “Bob”. He liked this girl “Bonnie.” I found out Bonnie was lying to him, about a lot of different things. He claims he knew she was sleeping with other men-but I could tell he was really hurt when he found out. I did not know it was wrong for me to tell him. I would want someone to tell me the person I really like was seeing someone else, or sleeping with someone else. Bonnie has bitched me out today. He sent me a text in the middle of the night telling me we could no longer be friends. Upon reading his text message I cried. Then I read an e-mail he sent me this morning and cried again. I have known for about 3 or 4 weeks now she was lying to him. I have known about the other men for a long time, he never did tell me if he knew about them or not.(Before I told him yesterday) So I finally told him everything I knew. (Yesterday) It back fired because he no longer wants to be my friend. I honestly thought being a true friend was telling someone the truth. If someone

Actor Brad Renfro Found Dead In Los Angeles Home
LOS ANGELES (AP) -- Actor Brad Renfro, whose career began promisingly with a childhood role in "The Client" but rapidly faded as he struggled with drugs and alcohol, was found dead Tuesday in his home. He was 25. Paramedics pronounced him dead at 9 a.m., said Craig Harvey, chief investigator for the Los Angeles County coroner's office. The cause of death was not immediately determined, Harvey said, but an autopsy could be conducted as early as Wednesday. Renfro had reportedly been drinking with friends the evening before his death, Harvey said. Renfro's lawyer, Richard Kaplan, said he did not know whether the death was connected to any problems with addiction. "He was working hard on his sobriety," Kaplan said. "He was doing well. He was a nice person." The actor served 10 days in jail in May 2006 after pleading no contest to driving while intoxicated and guilty to attempted possession of heroin. The latter charge stemmed from his arrest in Los Angeles' Skid Row area,

There's Something About Redheads.
*I did not write this* There's something about redheads. I don't know what it is, but for some reason red hair provokes. It makes little boys run up and scream in your face "Eww. Your hair is RED! It invariably causes postal men, panhandlers, truck drivers and 8th Avenue winos alike to yell "Hey Red," as if it's gonna garner them a smile (or a quarter). Wrong. You'll get neither a smile nor a quarter from a redhead with that line. Another infamous line that we redheads of the female persuasion have to hear all the time is "Hey, are you a natural redhead?" as the conjecturer's eyes make a beeline for your crotch. That line ensures that you are never, ever gonna find out, mister. Granted, your life is dreary and your need for color I can understand, but we redheads are tired of being reduced to a fetish, a crotch, a challenge, a mystery to be solved. It's not the hair that turns men on, it's the spirit that redheads exude.

The The Impotence Of Proofreading
I thought this was very funny but in some ways not very nice so pardon me if it is unsuitable in some areas. Has this ever happened to you? You work very, very horde on a paper for English clash And still get a very glow raid (like a D or even a D=) and all because you are the liverwurst spoiler in the whale wide word Yes, Proofreading your peppers is a matter of the the utmost impotence. This is a problem that affects manly, manly students all over the word. I myself was such a bed spiller once upon a term that my English torturer in my sophomoric year, Mrs. Myth, she said I would never get into a good colleague. And that¹s all I wanted, that's all any kid wants at that age just to get into a good colleague. Not just anal community colleague, because I wouldn¹t be happy at just anal community colleague. I really need to be challenged, challenged menstrually I needed a place that would offer me intellectual simulation, I know this makes me sound like a stereo, bu

Quauntine
This i wrote last night when i could not sleep. yes this is about someone i know ... well at i thought i did............................................................................................... Quauantine my mind Shut me out afarid What did you find? Was it smothered emotion? love,sorrow,strife? They/re ever changing Anotherfact of life Both shallow and deep I forever search for solace I need help for heaven sake You promice me that you won't cheat why should i believe you? When you flirt with everyone you meet I HATE THE WAY I FEEL because i feel the way i hate, i need to get myself away from this but it seems like its to late these things i depise they make up you i never said it yet i always knew One single tear Runs down my face carving a deep wound over old scars it's been there before one single tear like a stone dropped into a well ripples in my heart one single tear holding on in despiration unable to acceptfate alas. it's ev

At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

Meditation For January 19
I believe that God had already seen my heart's needs before I cried to Him, before I was conscious of those needs myself. I believe that God was already preparing the answer. God does not have to be petitioned with sighs and tears and much speaking before he reluctantly looses the desired help. He has already anticipated my every want and need. I will try to see this, as His plans unfold in my life.

Giveaway
WELCOME TO THE SHERRYLICIOUS GIVEAWAY THESE PEOPLE HAVE 30 DAYS TO DO THE FOLLOWING 30 000 comments for happy hour 20 000 comments for 7 day blast or 20 000 comments for vip for a month THAT’S IT 30 DAYS AINT TOO HARD OR IS IT? LETS SEE WHAT THEY CAN DO GO GIVE THEM A HAND GET YOUR POINTS BOMBERS REMEMBER 30 DAYS IS IT NO LONGER IT STARTED ON JANUARY 18TH AT 12:30 AND WILL RUN TILL FEBUARY 16TH AT 12:30 PM

Hate
I hate the way I love you, I hate that I even care, I hate the way I gave you my heart, I hate the way I gave you my soul, I hate that you fill my dreams, I hate that your kiss melts me, I hate that your touch thrills me, I hate that your silence chills me, I hate that yuour smell excites me, I hate the way your eyes ignite me, I hate the way you make me feel, I hate the hold you have on me, I hate that I can't let you go, I hate the way my heart pains me so, But most of all, I hate the way I love you so. for WMH 10-14-2007

Meeting
Meeting across roads At the beginning it's where we belonged But I guess I was wrong I always end up up doing something wrong I feel like I will never belong and wonder how much how muchit will go on Wondering if I should give up and run away I'll never look back at my life cause my life has gone astray. 1-18-08

The Devil Owns Our Houses
Been watching the news an reading the paper an seeing the foreclosure market at its high. People losing there homes but nothing is being done. Our economy is deterriorate an seems as though we've been in this recession for the last two years. Yet there are billions of dollars going over fighting something and rebuilding a country, while our homeland goes to shit. I thought we were people that took care of our own, people come over here cause its a better life but only to have doors shut in there face. Either cause of there race or religion. The sad fact is when Bush leaves office the next president is going to have a mess to clean up instead of dealing with the issues that they have been preaching for the past two years while running. People are over looking this crisis an or turning heads. Funny thing is when I drive down a block I see at least one to two house for sale an most likely those homes are going to be foreclosed on cause of the fact that its not able to sell in tim

Crazy Day
Well, lets see I ventured out today after my paper route. I was in need of my popcorn crave. I walked to Wesco for my fave popcorn which is like 8 miles from home and its only 14 degrees out and blowing snow and the road's are wet and slushy. Oh Joy, I didnt feel like calling a cab for $4.00 there and $ 4.00 home so I walked. Nice fresh air. Well, It was until some jerk flew by and splashed me with the slush so as he was just gone by and traffic was slowing down,I turned around and Mooned him. By the time I pulled up my britches and turned around I hear a huge crash and look up to see the Jerk and 2 other cars slammed into each other. Sure hope it wasnt cause of my arse. but serves him right for splashing me... LMAO... I walked in and got my popcorn and took the cab home and now I sit here still laughing about it. THought I would share. Have a good day Everyone, I know I will.. it will be hard to pick out mine in a line up though,lol

Reign Of Fire
Reign of fire. When a London tunneling project uncovers an unearthly fire-breathing beast from centuries of slumber, all hell breaks loose. Twelve year old Quinn (Christian Bale) sees his mother, one of the workers, die trying to escape this new terror. Twenty years later as a "fire chief", he tries to keep a group of refugees alive with fierce dragons dominating the air, burning the land, and feeding on the ash. Unexpectedly Van Zan (Matthew McConaughey), a hotshot american militia leader, shows up with a ragtag group of slayers on a perilous crusade to hunt down and destroy the beasts. Tempers flare when there is a struggle for leadership - until both men realize only one species is getting out of this alive. Being a dragon fanatic i am kinda biased about this movie, however they did an excelent job trying to explain how such beasts could actually exsist. The storyline is great and special effects are wonderful. Anyone who loves a good dragon movie this is a must see, it alm

James Chapter Verses 5-10
5 EVEN SO ,THE TONGUE IS A LITTLE MEMBER,AND BOASTETH GREAT THINGS , BEHOLD, HOW GREAT A MATTTER A LITTLE FIRE KINDLETH 6AND THE TONGUE IS A FIRE , A WORLD OF INIQUITY ,SO IS THE TONGUE AMONG OUR MEMBERS, THAT IT DEFILETH THE WHOLE BODY, AND SETTETH ON FIRE THE COURSE OF NATURE, AND IT IS SET ON FIRE OF HELL 7 FOR EVERY KIND OF BEASTS ,AND OF BIRDS AND OF SERPENTS AND OF THINGS IN THE SEA, IS TAMED AND HATH BEEN TAMED OF MANKIND 8 BUT THE TONGUE NO MAN CAN TAME , IT IS AN UNRULY EVIL, FULL OF DEALY POISON 9THEREWITH BLESS WE GOD ,EVEN THE FATHER AND THEREWITH CURSE WE MEN WHICH ARE MADE AFTER THE SIMILITUDEOF GOD 6 OUT OF THE SAME MOUTH PROCEEDETH BLESSING AND CURSING ,MY BRETHREN , THESETHINGS OUGHT NOT SO TO BE GOSSIP, BACKBITING , RIDICULE ALL ARE NEGATIVE SPEAKING, WHICH WE HAVE ALL BEEN PART OF , THESE THINGS TEAR DOWN THE THINGS OF GOD , AND THE CHILDREN OF GOD , WE NEED TO BE MORE POSITIVE AND FOCUS ON THE GOOD IN EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF TEARING EACH O

A Poem A Friend Sent To Me
An original poem written by Robert > > > Beauty within your heart > > > > > > Close your eyes, touch your heart > > > Do you feel the beat of my heart > > > For within your heart it resides > > > Just a starting point of my love > > > > > > Your beauty goes beyond looks alone > > > It has a lasting foundation within > > > It is the fondness of your words > > > The sweetness and caring of your gaze > > > The fondness of your words > > > The warmth and passion of your smile > > > All this and more makes your heart > > > So special to me > > > > > > Take my heart and we will begin > > > A wonderful journey together > > > My heart has been taken by yours > > > Once they were two, now merged into one > > > Always and forever, a heartbeat for all time

I Never Saw
I Never Saw Your hand was always there to hold, Your smile was always mine, Your words were never silent, But I never saw the sign. Your heart had opened up the door, And let me peek inside, Your eyes had gazed upon my face I never saw you hide. Your patience and your sentiment, Were buried, but in view, You offered out your friendship I never saw the truth. You hid beyond a veil of hope, Shadowed, masked inside The words upon your gentle lips I never saw your pride. You hovered in the background, Like a breeze appearing when, Your need to capture moments came, I never saw them, then. How could my eyes have missed your smile, How could I never see The endless times and hoping That had always been for me. How could I search for what was here, And never know its core, So much was given out to me, and yet, I never saw.

Offended
Maybe I am over reacting. I just want to say that if I have offended anyone on here, please let me know. If I have I am sorry. Also, if I have offended anyone on here and you no longer want me on your friends list then by all means take me off and I will never visit your page again. At least give me the curtousy and tell me. If you dont want to tell me and just delete me as a friend, then I will understand.

To The Best Freinds And Family On Fabur Thank You!
Free MySpace slideshows, photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS, WILDMAN, TWEETY, MY FAMILY, THE DIVA 'S AND BIG PAPA, THICKAZZ4YOU AND NYCE-N-SLOW....................!

Cant Play The Game Forever
AFTER SOME LONG HEART ACHING AND CRYIN TODAY I MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE THE WOMAN I LOVE AND STILL LOVE I TOLD HER TO MOVE ON WITH HER LIFE ... IAM TORN FROM THIS BECAUSE I FUCKED UP IN THE FRIST PLACE SHE WANTED TO FIX THINGS WITH ME SHE WANTED TO STILL BE WITH ME BUT I TOLD HER TO MOVE ON CAUSE IAM NOT THE RIGHT PERSON FOR HER I FILL I FUCKED UP TIME AFTER TIME AND I FILL LIKE SHE DESERVE WAY BETTER THEN THT. GUYS DONT BE FUCKIN STUPID ALL YA LIFE CAUSE MY MOTHER TOLD ME ONCE WHEN YOU FALL HARD FOR A WOMAN IT WILL BITE YOU IN YA ASS AND YOULL BE SITING IN THE CUT LIKE DAMN WELL YOU KNOW WHAT MAM WAS RIGHT NOW IAM FUCKED UP PROBALY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE CAUSE OF THE CHOICES I MADE. MY ADVICE TO ANY NIGGA WHITE OR BLK IF YOU PLAYIN THE FIELD ON YA GIRL STOP RIGHT NOW CAUSE YOULL END UP IN A WORLD OF HURT AFTERWARDS. THINK ABOUT THT IS THT PIECE OF ASS YOU FUCKIN WITH REALLY WORTH IT SHE THT WOMAN GOING TO HOLD YOU DOWN THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION IS PROBALY N

Final Knee Update
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee I graduated therapy on Thurs. Therapist said if they had a wall of stars I'd be on there. I have almost totally recovered the use of my knee. On my own I'm within 9 degrees with therapist's help got to within 2 degrees of my left knee. BUT, that isn't the only reason I'd be up there. Normally a person with total knee replacement can NOT hyperextend their knee(bend it backwards)I not only can but can get on my own within 1 degree of my left. Kept telling her may have a new knee but my joints are all double jointed lol. I still have 2 mo that I need to be doing a home program and will have to do stretching about everyday for the rest of my life, but at least I no longer need to go into their office :). I have one final Dr. visit, but he was totally impressed when I went in on the 3rd lol. For only 2 1/2 months post surgery I'm proud to say except for a few aches I'm back to normal IF I am normal lmao. Love you guys for all your support :)

My Happy Hour
BEFORE AFTER MY SUMMARY > Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love.245 members leveled up during your happy hour: boki 'Newfu' (1) Phillipusa1 'Wasted Fu' (7) rfrett 'Fu-ling' (2) OInnocentone 'Twisted Fu' (6) lanaki11 'Newfu' (1) cowboyroy_28 'Grasshopper' (3) inwardhaloo 'Newfu' (1) bigdaddyg75 'Regular' (12) thisbitchistired 'Chill Fu' (4) Amber69 'Fu-ling' (2) BigFish 'Fu-ling' (2)

'brady Bunch' Actor Dies At 84
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Allan Melvin, a character actor best known for playing Sam the Butcher on "The Brady Bunch," has died. He was 84. Melvin died of cancer Thursday at his home in the Brentwood section of Los Angeles, said Amalia Melvin, his wife of 64 years. The jowly, jovial Melvin spent decades playing a series of sidekicks, second bananas and lovable lugs, including Archie Bunker's friend Barney Hefner on "All in the Family," and Sgt. Bilko's right-hand man Cpl. Henshaw on the "Phil Silvers Show." But his place in pop culture will be fixed as butcher and bowler Sam Franklin, the love interest of Brady family maid Alice Nelson, who was played by Ann B. Davis. Melvin played the role from 1970 to 1973. Born in Kansas City, Missouri, in 1923, Melvin grew up in New York and attended Columbia University. He was appearing on Broadway in "Stalag 17" when he began his decades-long television career with "The Phil Silvers Show," playing a role his wife said was alw

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--Just something I wrote over a month ago.-- It's me and you in a room with four walls. Nowhere to run off to, nowhere to hide. Face your fears; come clean. Panic; sweat dripping down his face. Stumbling on his words. Hyperventilating; his heart rate increasing. Relax. Catch your breath. Wipe those tears from your eyes. Look passed the perfection. Face pressed against his hands. Silent screams, heart aching. This may take a while. Don't be reluctant to open your heart. Don't be ashamed to feel. Look deep into her eyes, surrender to her beauty. This can't be left unspoken. It's me and you in a room with four walls. It's 4am and the angst kept us both awake. Time's running out; it's almost over. With his last strenuous breath, he whispers, "I would have waited a long time for a lifetime with you."

Feelings
So I am liking this guy, he is an absolute sweetheart. But I am scared. I haven't felt this way about anyone since my ex (who I fell truly and MADLY in love with) so I know if I continue liking him I could feel the same way about him. He likes me too, but I fear he won't when he meets me. I fear that someone else will snatch him up before I have the chance to. I fear that I will fall more for him and that I won't be able to keep him or he won't feel the same way about me. I feel like a school girl with a major crush, the butterflies and heart skipping beats and it feels great. Yet I am scared if I get too close I will end up getting hurt. So I take things slow, but it is SOOO hard to with him! I have been single for a year and a half, its about time I find someone special, could it be him? Is it a chance I am willing to take? Is he worth it? Should I get my hopes up? Yes. I think I will take the chance. I know the risks, and he is DEFINITELY worth it! Wish me luck!

When
well it is official that men can all go to hell....it is also official that there is no such thing as a good man they can all go rot in hell.....i can have friends but there is no way in hell that i ma ever going to love like or even look at another man so i guess that i am going to stay single the rest of my life.........hell i was doing better with out a man all they do is screw things up make it to where you caint think strait so i am done never agian will i get hurt

Im Addicted
OK , where do i start that i have lost 15 pounds, that my eyes are sunken or that my family hasnt seen me in two weeks. That the moment i walk away im wondering if the next good mummm has come out. People im totally addicted. I have turned into a Fubar fanatic. I keep telling myself thats it is just a stage and it will wear off. Yet yesterday at the store my mind kept wondering did I make sure I returned all the love shown me. My fellow roomies in the chat room that I attend have threatend to do an intervention; luckily for me they are slowing getting pulled in themseleves. Yes i shamefully admit to telling them all about the FU with the hope that like me they will get addicted. I know you think that is shallow, but you must realize its the FU not me. Im not responsibe for my spordic behavior. The good part is I recognized i have a problem. So i asked the fubar staff for help, they directed to the very first fubar annon. meeting, where i met my sponsor and I a

Freedom Is A State Of Mind, Not A State In Which We Live
Proud To Be White . Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White girl," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You Have Yom Hashoah. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) ...We'd be racist

Pray For Them :(
PMIn the early morning hours of Monday January 7, 2008 the man above threw his four small children ages 1, 2, 3 and 4 months off of the Dauphin Island Bridge.It all started Monday the January 7th, when police say Luong reported his children missing. Authorities say Luong then confessed to killing his children by throwing them off the DauphinIslandBridge. John Tyson, Jr., the Mobile County District Attorney, said, "[Luong] committed a capital murder involving the death of all four of his children. It's stunning news."That confession set off a massive and costly search and recovery operation that's involved several law enforcement agencies, the Coast Guard, and many trained volunteers. Sheriff Cochran said, "It has been a good meaningful search by the many different agencies. We'll pick up the search all day long tomorrow and as we've said from the get-go… we'll be here 'til we complete the mission."The Mobile County District Attorney said Luong is still charged with four counts of capit

I Am A Christian
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow!

I'm Bored
ok honestly I'm just bored so don't take this too seriously. But anyway. Go look at my pictures if you like what you see let me know leave me comments on the ones you like. Thats basically it. And if you comment my pics tell me what it is exactly that makes you like the picture. Nothing generic cause I'll delete the comment if its something like "yeah your a hottie" or something along those lines give me detail.

Pentagon Explores "human Fear" Chemicals
American military researchers are working to uncover and harness the most terrifying chemical imaginable: that most primal odor, the scent of fear. Scream Pheromones are chemicals released by animals as signals to their own kind: for sex, for territorial marking, and more. They're often detected in the olfactory membranes. But there's more to pheromones than attraction. Many animals have an alarm pheromone which is used to signal danger; aphids, for example, use it to cause their fellow lice to flee. Now, the US Army is trying to track down and harness people's smell of fear. The military has backed a study on the "Identification and Isolation of Human Alarm Pheromones," which "focused on the Preliminary Identification of Steroids of Interest in Human Fear Sweat." The so-called "skydiving protocol" was the researchers' method of choice. The authors collected sweat, urine, blood, saliva, ECG, respiration, and self-report measures in 20 subjects (n=11 males and n=9 femal

Hillybilly Dayvorce
A hillbilly farmer who wanted to get a divorce paid a visit to a lawyer. The lawyer said, "How can I help you?" The farmer said, "I want to get one of them dayvorces." The lawyer said, "Do you have any grounds?" The farmer said, "Yes, I got 40 acres" The lawyer said, "No, you don't understand, Do you have a suit?" The farmer said, "Yes, I got a suit, I wears it to church on Sundays." The lawyer said, "No, no, I mean, do you have a case?" The farmer said, "No, I ain't got a Case, but I got a John Deere. The lawyer said, "No, I mean, do you have a grudge?" The farmer said,"Yes, I got a grudge, that's where I parks the John Deere" The lawyer said, "Does your wife beat you up or something?" The farmer said, "No, we both get up at 4:30." The lawyer said, "Is your wife a nagger?" The farmer said, "No, she's a little white gal, but our last child was a nagger and that's why I wants me a dayvorce."

Please Welcome Our Newest Members
Announcing our newest members! Please welcome them to the family and show them some love! **SexyTiger** ~ Demon Crew Member ~ Shadow Leveler ~@ fubar ®©Ñ€VÃÐÃ©®‡‡DEMON CREW MEMBER@ fubar A.J. ..OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~,,,,and Member of the Demon Crew Family@ fubar BigMitch!!!Demon Crew member!!!!@ fubar The Demon Crew Roll Call List can be found in this blog:http://fubar.com/blog/138584 1. We are a BOMBING FAMILY, therefore, if you are not serious about bombing in contests, then there is no reason to join our family. 2. If you don't bomb in other members' contests, then don't expect others to bomb your contest. 3. If you are in a contest and don't bomb yourself,then other members will not bomb your contest. 4. You need to

Confessions
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? HIM 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? MOST OF THE TIME 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? LISTENER 4. Do you take compliments well? NOT REALLY... USUALLY TRY TO FIND OUT THE MOTIVE BEHIND IT... 5. Do you play Sudoku? NO 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'M CHUNKY SO I THINK I COULD LIVE OFF MY OWN FAT FOR A FEW WEEKS... 7. Do you like to ride horses? YES. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? YES... CAMP KERN.... LORD HELP THOSE POOR CHILDREN...LOL 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? HUNGRY HIPPO... HMMM MAYBE THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME... HEHEHE 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, what would you do? 6 MONTHS AGO I WAS ALL UP ON THAT SHIT BUT NOW..... NO AND NOT JUST CUZ I FOUND SOMEONE NOT MARRIED... EVEN IF THAT DOESNT WORK OUT I DONT THINK I COULD GO THAT ROUTE AGAIN...LOL

Who's The Lucky Man :-p
SHOW SOME LOVE TO THIS AWESOME GUY WHO I NOW CALL MASTER LOL!!! HE'S AN AWESOME FRIEND STOP BY RATE/FAN/COMMENT ♥ HE WON ME WITH THREE SEVEN DAY BLASTS!!! MAYBE NEXT TIME YOU CAN OWN ME HEHEHE! goliath@ fubar

Jesus Jokes 1
Jesus dies and goes up to Heaven. The first thing he does is look for his father, as he has never met the man before and is curious as to what he looks like, and whether or not Jesus looks like his mother or father, etc. He looks high and low but cannot find him. He asks St. Peter "Where is my father?" But St. Peter says he doesn't know. He asks the archangel Gabriel "Where is my father?" But Gabriel doesn't know. He asks John the Baptist "Where is my father?" But John does not know. So he wanders Heaven, impatiently searching. Suddenly he sees out of the mist an old man coming toward him. The man is very old, with white hair, stooped over a little. "Stop!" Jesus yells. "Who are you?" Oh, please help me, I am an old man in search of my son." Jesus is very curious. Could this be his father? "Tell me of your son, old man. Oh, you would know him if you saw him. Holes in his hand where the nails used to be, he was nailed to a cross, you know..." "Father!!!!!" Screams Jesus. "Pinocch

Does The U.s. Government Control The Media? An Essay
I stared at the television in pure disbelief on the morning of September 11, 2000. I could not understand why anyone would want to attack a country that has led the worldwide fight for humanitarianism. I became a news addict in those following months, eagerly awaiting the next new bit of information, all the while completely believing the stories that I watched unfold. It never crossed my mind to question what I was hearing, or seeing, or reading, because I had been reassured by the first amendment that the media had the right to free press and surely they would diligently pursue the truth. My quest for information soon expanded to the internet, and my views quickly changed. I was able to access newspaper and magazine articles worldwide, and found many discrepancies with the reports I was getting in the U.S. news forum. I remained skeptical while reading these articles, but my skepticism soon grew to include the U.S. media. I believe that our government controls our country’s media

Prizes And Rules
ok so ive started this contest here are the rules and prize is 100k in fu bucks must be your booty need a salute sign to be in pic with you or your fu booty winner will be judged by how many comments are posted guys will not be permited to enter but will be the judges as well as the ladies there email the pic to me on fubar and ill post in the folder submissions are all week and the judging will be done on feb 1st. good luck i know its going to be a tough decision -inkman7o

Crush
crush Am i yours you ask, can you keep me you say. I've been yours from the very start. You treat me like an angel, give me wings that make me fly. I'll keep you forever i say, only in reality i keep you in my heart. My heart jumps at the very thought of you, skips a beat when i talk to you. Love you ask...not quite, something small yet meaningful. A crush is what i call it, the root of all hope. The hope of being with you, to see you smile everyday. Think what you will, but a crush starts it all. So this poems to you, to let you know what you are. An important part of my life, I could not ask for more. Dedicated to:john robert beatty

Have You Ever...>>>done This Ever
In the name of love have you made such dumb mistakes and not made sence ? As if your mind isnt there a thinking ? Your lost suspended in time some where .. Yet your right here.. You make no sence at all..>Saying things that come out wrong with a wrong meaning..> Such things causes hardship throught the relationship. It should be so easy to love someone ..But yet so hard to think and do and act right. If you never have known love at all before.Have you ever been worried that love will stop ?..Yet that guy is saying , no it wont, im here ,ill never leave you..Have you ever had a guy say, why you always making me prove myself to you ? I couldn,t comprehend this .It didnt register to me ,I was doing such a thing. Unconscious I was, ( not thinking )not knowing ,I was scaring love away . Yet I was for_warned many a time and it didn,t sink in.. Till one day , he took a break to think things thru..... Yet he is back now ; We are learning lots about each other ; Im being patient too...Wer

Upset
I HAVING SOME HOME ISSUES, SO I AM THINKING OF TAKING OF TAKING SOME TIME OFF FROM HERE FROM THE NET IN GENERAL MY HOME LIFE NEEDS ME MORE ... MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE SOME ISSUES WE NEED TO WORK ON ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE... SO IF U DO NOT SEE ME OR IF U SEE MY NAME IS GONE I DID IT TO SPEND MORE TIME ON MY HOME LIFE, YES THIS IS SOMETHING HERE I HAVE WORKED ON FOR A LONG TIME BUT MY FAMILY NEEDS ME MORE, AND I WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE TO BE BACK SOON BUT I JUST DO NOT NO...

Slide Show
Create a Free Slideshow we have to stop animal abuse....... lets start with you....... get involved....... help out your local shelters..... report any abuse you see or expect....... be a hero ...... animals ask for very little in return for all the unconditional love they show.......

My Robot Rocks! ;)
I have been a busy girl today. I have done lots of laundry and got to use my new Scooba cleaner today. I know it sounds silly to be excited about cleaning my floors but it is fun! I put a little cleaning solution in my robot and some water, put it down on the floor and turn it on. It cleaned my kitchen tile and family room tile before the battery went needed to be charged again. I watched it go all around the floor. What a silly girl I am! But my floors are clean! I might buy an extra battery for it just so I can clean all my floors at one time. The Roomba's battery lasts a lot longer then the Scooba. I also made lasagna! I made my sauce for it and let it simmer all day. My lasagna was yummy! Something that the kids love and everyone is happy. It is just a pain to make sauce from scratch instead of coming from a jar but it is so worth it. My youngest brother came by and visited for a while and he had his baby son with him. Julian is so damn cute! He is 7 1/5 months

My Secret To Losing Weight
ok here it is the secret all have been searching for.... i lost 90 pounds in one year. How? you may ask. it was so simple. Are you ready? Here's the answer: i changed my mind. That was it. Here's how: 1) no more regular soda. i would go through a 12 pack in 3 days. i now drink diet wild cherry pepsi or diet coke, and make a 12 pack last at least 5 days at most a week. i also drink water and lemonade. 2) no more snacking on what ever i can find. i no longer buy king size m&m's, or worse yet the pound bags. i do not keep candy in the house. i do not deny myself, but i only have chocolate once in a great while. 3) take a walk, dance, get moving physically. Don't just sit on the couch. i no longer have cable so i can't watch tv (yes, i do rent movies from time to time). it's liberating not having the foolish thing on to sit mindlessly watching. 4) most important-----do not eat after 8pm (or two hours before bedtime). 5) Do eat breakfast, lu

Blacker Than Black?
By Julie Steenhuysen CHICAGO (Reuters) - U.S. researchers said on Tuesday they have made the darkest material on Earth, a substance so black it absorbs more than 99.9 percent of light. Made from tiny tubes of carbon standing on end, this material is almost 30 times darker than a carbon substance used by the U.S. National Institute of Standards and Technology as the current benchmark of blackness. And the material is close to the long-sought ideal black, which could absorb all colors of light and reflect none. "All the light that goes in is basically absorbed," Pulickel Ajayan, who led the research team at Rice University in Houston, said in a telephone interview. "It is almost pushing the limit of how much light can be absorbed into one material." The substance has a total reflective index of 0.045 percent -- which is more than three times darker than the nickel-phosphorous alloy that now holds the record as the world's darkest material. Basic black paint, by comparis

Rebound
I'm not the type of girl To stand quietly at your side Pretending I'm all okay With the fact you still love her And openly show it everyday I'm not the type of girl To play second best Go run to her Cause I'm done with this I'm done trying to make things work I won't play these games So find someone who will I'm not going to be the rebound I'm not going to be that girl The one you keep around Just so you can say you have a girl To all your little friends When I come to spend time with you You ask if we can go see someone else I'd take you there Just to get blown off You're using me And I know this all too well Around your sister You're someone else It seems she keeps you in line But when she left You started to change And I don't like who you've become... You say your big on respect Why don't you respect the fact That you're with me Not with her I'm your girlfriend Yet you act like she is You're nothing more than a hypocrite Goodbye Come

Tj Dj Reaper !
COME ON IN MEET DJ REAPER ! WANT TO DARE PLAY WITH YOUR FATE WITH THE REAPER ? WELL THEN COME ON IN AND JOIN HIM ! ON AIR PLAYING THE PIPERS TUNES TO LURE ALL YOU CHILDREN AWAY INTO TO HELL! all u need to do is click the pic below ! DO YOU DARE ?

Top 10 Ways...........
Top Ten Ways to Tell Someone Their Fly is Unzipped... 1. The cucumber has left the salad. 2. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. (hehe that ones 4 u Danny!) 3. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 4. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 5. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 6. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 7. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary". 8. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 9. I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it? 10. Men are From Mars, women can see Your Penis

Thunder
I flip through the torn pages of January. Shaking, my hands reach, aching for warmth. The sun glares and turns his back. Breezes make the palms sway, tired eyes scan the murder scene. I sketch the criminal. Feeling venerable, I cross my arms and leave. Shadows cast, my running eyeliner marks me, broken. Bright patterns of dusk stretch among the rooted waters. I fall to my knees, submerging cuts and bruises into salt, I curl my fists in defeat. Beauty dies down to sand, brushed away.

My Poem
Words Of Love ~Diane T. (Me)~ From the vastness of the heavens To the ground beneath my feet Through all eternity Words of love for you I speak They sail across the oceans They fly across the lands Like time within an infinite hourglass They fall with each grain of sand They light the fires of passion in my soul My heart then takes to flight Like the rising of the full moon That lights the darkest night They move through all the seasons Weathered every storm Flourished with all your kindness Withstood your harshest scorn I put these words to paper Though your eyes may never see They hold a great importance For you are everything to me

Suicide In Poetry
The pad of my first finger Still fits perfectly into the scar Under one of my breasts. The knife dug in shallow, I'm not ready for death yet, Just ready to bleed the bastard From my veins Where I last felt his heart beat.

Cold
"I'll be alright.." Of course, we all know it's a lie; the lump in my throat is spilling bile into my mouth before I show you the fake smile to reassure you. I blink long and hard to stop my tear ducts from swelling, because I can't cry in front of you. What I really want to do is ask you "why." I want to know why you felt the need to cheat, and not just leave, the need to stay a little bit, to cut me slowly, bleeding me little by little, instead of just hacking me open to begin with. But I know what will happen if I do that: You'll look at me with that weak-assed smile of yours, shrug your shoulders, you will try to placate me with synthetic empathy, and you will leave again. And right now, you want to get out the door before the temptation overcomes me to make this more than the superficial exchange we have practiced so many times before. "The snow's starting, you better get started." I say to make it easier for you to leave, and to leave this the civility that we ar

A Man
A MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN LIFE TOOK ME AS HIS WIFE A MAN WHO I GAVE MY HEART TO BROKE MY HEART IN TWO A MAN WHO I I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR WALKED OUT THE DOOR A MAN WHO WAS MY MOON LIGHT MIST SHOWED HIS LOVE WITH HIS FIST A MAN WHO WAS MY ONE AND ONLY WALKED OUT AND LEFT ME LONELY NOW THAT MAN I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HS A WAY OF MAKING ME CRY MY LOVE FOR HIM IS NOT THE SAME I KNOW I AM PART TO BLAME dedra

I'm In A Giveaway Plz Lend A Hand :)
Hey everyone...I entered a giveaway and all I need is 15,000 comments. Not only will you be helping me but it will show mad love to an awesome man here on fubar Lord Garfield!!! This is his first giveaway and I would love to make it a huge success for him! Please stop by and leave me some comments I know with your help we can get this done in no time :) UPDATE: I NEED 10K MORE FRIENDS!!! Thank you all so much ♥ NOCTURNAL MISTRESS ♥

Untitled
In the danger of the hollow a lone candle shallow breathes air of consolation burnt short the tinder bent spirit flicker almost gone outsid looks in appearances deceive those who feed the flame believe it will burn forever a tempting glow curls long fingers licking lips whispers linger while tears hang on tears clinging to shattered glass impossible to be sure who holds what together a memory climbs me like cherry wood smoke melting my heart to nothing a drained candle where the wax has gone as a bitter wind belches spewing dreams on the wall yet the flame smolders deep to snuff it out before it's time cruel as the ruin of one silent goodbye

She's A Diva
FUBAR'S #1 DIVA Oopsy Daisy RIGHT HERE JUST CLICK THIS PIC BELOW Have you added her yet? No! Then what the hell are you waiting for? You all this is Oopsy Daisy one of Fubars best. This woman is flying off the board in new friends and profile rates.. She really didn't need my pimpin here but I couldn't help myself today. I felt like I needed to show this woman how very specail she is to so many people on here not only that but just for a little bit see if I can toss some extra love her way... I love sharing with you all the coolest people I find so we all can benifit from having them on our friend list. I work every hard on thes bullies and background.. This just doesn't take a few minutes.. In many cases it takes me a few hours before I come up with what I hope will be a very nice stylin bully for you all to enjoy.. Lets not let my hard work and time go in v

Falling Apart...part 1
I haven't really talked much about what all has happened in the past four years so here goes.... It all started when my second husband decided he wanted a divorce on our 8th anniversary. Never gave a reason for it. I just know I felt like a piece of trash being thrown away. I wanted to be married to him for the rest of my life so you can imagine how hurt I was. In the meantime, I'm in a panic because I have no where else to go. While all this is going on, his mother is there trying to comfort me and offers me and the kids a place to live. The whole time we were married, I thought she cared about me and the three older kids. I know now that she only offered because of my youngest, who is her granddaughter. I was so depressed and emotionally drained because I was lost. I didn't know where I belonged or who I really was. My ex mother in law worked us all like slaves and some ridiculous rules for us to follow. Because I had been a housewife for 13 years, I had no work experien

Falling Apart....part 2
Add to all that....I shut myself off from men and anything sexual for three years. I didn't date, didn't have sex, and didn't take care of my needs. All I did was concentrate on raising my kids. They are the most awesome wonderful kids I know. At least I know I did something right in my life. After two years of living in Salem Oregon with the ex in laws, a terrible thing happened..... I remember it like it was yesterday. I got a call on my cell phone from my grandma and 5:30 pm. She asked me if I had someone there with me. I said yes, the kids and the ex in laws were there. There was a terrible accident...My daddy and stepmom were killed in a plane crash that morning at 8:45. It hit me like a punch to my stomach. I sat down where I stood and cried. My daddy, the greatest pilot I have ever known, was gone, along with my beloved stepmom, who was also a great pilot. It took a long time to get the full story...will post that in another blog entry. Anyway, I was at a loss

Falling Apart....part 3
It took that fatal plane crash to bring me out of my self imposed exile, so to speak. It made me realize that I didn't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I want what my daddy and stepmom had. They had just celebrated their 14th anniversary 12 days before the crash. So I started getting online to meet new people. It didn't take long for my heart to get broken yet again. I even had a boyfriend, however brief it was. He dumped me from Afghanistan for a female soldier he liked better. Moving on.... I decided once my daddy's estate was settled, I was going to move the kids out of Oregon so they can have a better life away from the ex in laws. The kids had mentioned that I was planning on moving out. The ex in laws gave me a deadline to be out of there by the end of June 2008. It seems they couldn't wait to get rid of me and my three older kids. They kept moving the date up. Next, it was as soon as my daddy's estate settled...then the final straw, right aftNo er the kids

The Details
Okay, for those that are curious about what happened that caused the plane crash, here goes.. My daddy and stepmom always brought fresh fruit with them to Paradise Bar Lodge. Daddy loved the homemade strawberry shortcake that the cook always made for him with the fresh strawberries he would fly in. He would share with another lodge on the other side of the river that was owned by the same people. Before he left, he asked a pair of lady hikers if they wanted to go on a quick trip with him and my stepmom to the other lodge. (Daddy loved to give rides and share the gift of flight.) They said yes, so off they went. To understand what happened, you need to look at the pics of the Rogue River that I have up. It's in what's called a box canyon. The canyon is very narrow and difficult to fly. Daddy had flown that area for over 15 years, so he knew what to do, when to do it. Apparently, from witness accounts, he was flying very low over the river. (I must say that was very sur

New Rules For 2008
Mr. Carlin's New Rules For 2008 New Rule : Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them!? Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days -- he is mowing my lawn. New Rule : Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? New Rule : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule : There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your f

What The Fuck Ever
I see rage i see fear four letter words i only hear you may sound tough and act all hard but to end it all is what you dont have fuck everything in my life there is no good then to blow my own head off if i could. The rage inside me grows to life as i see you in my mind killing you. fuck this world and everything in it i was created in this world but only god made it. im so pissed i could kill but my heart right now wont be enough to fill.

Heads Will Roll
Murder in my mind and murder in my soul Fuck with me heads will roll take pills like candy makes things dandy A gateway open to me but its not what you think Not a gateway to heaven or to hell for what im thinking i wont make it to both. my name says it all. when the day comes i will fall. may be tday may be tomorrow ill be ready seems the world has fucked me once again.

Newest Family Needs You...
Come one come all ,,,We are putting together a new leveling family and we are looking for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > If you would like to join a leveling family please message me . Will be waiting for you. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Chocolate Bunny Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Lets make this one of the best leveling families on fubar . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Please repost for me . > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Thank you > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

House Of Pain
I think it was a Friday on a cold moonless night little did I know that for my life I would fight It seemed like any other day as I creased up my khakis starched up my pano and pulled out my new Nike`s I called my hina tonight I`m gonna be with the homies "Please don`t go" is what she told me I don`t wanna hear that don`t even trip You know I`m the craziest and I never slip So I walked out the door to meet my carnales vatos that I trust for doing jale`s in the calles loaded the cuete as I concealed it under the seat Always on my toes in case the enemies creep Then I heard the cracks of a pistol as I bled I felt pain on my side and my shirt was painted red I felt my life leave as my homies panicked Looking down at me yelling for me just to fight it [Chorus: repeat 2X] In the house of pain I try to knock and nobody hears me (nobody hears me) Paramedics all around me So I asked for their help They didn`t seem to hear me it`s

Series Of Unfortunate Events
This is one of the worst ways to begin a new blog, but I need to get things off of my chest... This doesn't mean I'll be taking off my shirt [perverts.] I finally found an awesome job with all of the hours I can have. I usually found myself working at least 30 hours a week. The pay is above average. Soon to find out, my hours were ut... More than 60% gone. A couple days ago, it started to turn bitter & super cold. Yesterday, I caught something. I have the worst headache [probably a caffine withdraw, because I'm cutting down on my pop consumption], my legs ache, I go from hot to cold. Not to forget, I haven't been able to keep anything down. On top of all that, my mom left my dad. Every time I see my mom, she asks, "Why are you stressed out? You don't have a reason to be." WTF?! Am I missing something here? My parents split up, my hours were cut... Why don't I have a reason to stress? If you live nearby & need an intern... Let me know

Boot Leg Bully!! From The Boss!!
... ...since this is already a bootleg bulletin for helpin people, let's keep it up....soooo...with that in mind, let's help these two people level up and make a new friend too ! First, the best skin maker on Fubar , my sweetie and she's getting ready for Valentine's Day!...show some love to the smart, classy - n - smecksie... A_m_N_e_S_i_A@ fubar ...then let's help these two good people level up, they are both less than 73k away!! **juju** a.k.a. De Royal Luvßug of the "Sisterhood" ~Fu. Owned by sexymedic4u~!@ fubar & ~Silver Diamond~Appetite for Deception~January 26th~Mt. Tabor~Be there!@ fubar and of course...he's only 289,800,890,764 to level 27!....woot! THE BOSS@ fubar ..thanks lol.

Hunted Spots On Oahu
From http://www.carpenoctem.tv/haunt/hi/ If You Know any other spot -- Please Post them in a Comment on This Blog and Where it at and what kind of Hunting it is!!! Oahu Aiea Aiea High School - located on Lalani St. The school was built over an ancient burial ground. There have been reports of strange figures in the R Building area, and strange noises have also been reported all over campus. Hauula Pounder Beach - Kukuna Rd. It is said that the old foundation of a house, on top of the rock, is haunted by a woman that died trying to save her drowning child. She walks aggressively trying to find her child. She seems angry with anyone and everyone. Late at night, the child's cry for his mother can be heard, as w

Would You?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

One Sexxxy Kitty
One SeXXXy Kitty! Fu Own Me....Here's what I am offering: If high bid is lower that a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash 100 11s Fu-Owned in my screen name for the length of time you own me Added to my top friends for the length of time you own me 1 daily comment and gift Pimpout for as long as you own me. If the highest bid is a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash during Happy Hour 200 11s for the week during Happy Hour Fu-owned by in my screen name for a week Added to top friends and #1 for a week 1 daily comment and gift for the week Pimpout for the week If highest bid is a 30 day blast Same as above but for a month plus these changes 200 11s become per week for the month Added to family for a month 2 daily comments and gifts with one gift big pimpin 1 SFW salute If highest bid is a Happy Hour Same as above but for 2 months plus these changes 300 11s per week during Happy Hour for 2 months 1 NSFW salute 1 20 minute SFW phone call If high

I Am Fire.
I am Energetic, Enthusiastic, Strong Willed and Strong. I am very passionate about what I do and can be a bit tempremental. I am are exciting and creative whilst being a little unpredictable. I can certainly hold my own in an arguement. I love to go out and have a good time. It can be very interesting being around me

Bush Vs World Terrorism
So I've been hearing a lot lately about President Bush's plans to continue HIS war on terrorism. I say HIS because the only reason I'M involved is because I live in the US. Bush's whole "war" in the Middle-East was a BAD idea. Now, I know, you say, WHOA, wait a second AJ. Are you trying to tell us that we should have let Saddam and Osama get away with everything they did and could have done? I didn't say that actually, but I can say this about this particular problem: Having a war in the middle-east about world terrorism isn't the way to go. And here's why; Remember Sept. 11th 2001? Lets just bypass all the "coulda, woulda, shoulda" garbage and look at what happened. The "Twin Towers" were destroyed along with a portion of The Pentagon. How many lives were lost, how much damage was done? (The breakdown on the 2,973 people killed; 2,602 in New York City, 125 at The Pentagon, and 246 on the 4 airplanes, not including the 19 Terrorists.)Those are moot points. My point is this: Was it S

Britney Spears Wants Hot Career Comeback.....?
"The last couple of years have been quite a ride for me, the media has criticized my every move and printed a skewed perception of who I really am as a human being," the 25-year-old pop star/tabloid target writes in a posting Friday on her Web site. "I look forward to coming back this year bigger and better than ever," writes Spears, who says she wants to go on tour and hopes her new album will be released later this year. Spears, who filed for divorce in November from Kevin Federline, 28, her husband of two years, says she is now more mature and free to explore her next move "as an entertainer with absolutely no strings attached." Yes Brit, you are more mature and free, we've seen the photos! Please, don't do "us" anymore favors. And please, by all means, keep ALL YOUR STRINGS ATTACHED! We've seen enough. First it started with Britney and Christina's battle of the big soda companies, the age old dinosaur battle between Pepsi and Coke. Okay, I'll admit the two truck drivers meeting

Shit Sucks
for the last year or so my life hasnt been that well...been goin thru a lot of bad things....and trying to pull my life back together..but it seems that everyone i know in my family has their own negative opinion of me... if i was just bullshitting with my life i would understand them being like that...but i am actually fighting to stay afloat and none of them even know what i go thru on a daily basis... i am trying to get my shit together so i can move back to ky cause i thought things would be nice being back home but its nothing here for me... i dont expect a break from anyone but i dont think its far to judge someone that u dont even know what they are goin thru and that u really dont know....

Check Out This Smooth Operator....
Ready to be Owned by Y.O.U.! Here's what I am offering... If high bid is lower that a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash 100 11s Fu-Owned in my screen name for the length of time you own me Added to my top friends for the length of time you own me 1 daily comment and gift Pimpout for as long as you own me. If the highest bid is a 7 day blast Rate all pics and stash during Happy Hour 200 11s for the week during Happy Hour Fu-owned by in my screen name for a week Added to top friends and #1 for a week 1 daily comment and gift for the week Pimpout for the week If highest bid is a 30 day blast Same as above but for a month plus these changes 200 11s become per week for the month Added to family for a month 2 daily comments and gifts with one gift big pimpin 1 SFW salute If highest bid is a Happy Hour Same as above but for 2 months plus these changes 300 11s per week during Happy Hour for 2 months 1 NSFW salute 1 20 minute SFW phone call If hig

Smoking
ok ILLINOIS passed a law.No smoking at any public place.You have to be 15 feet from the front door or back door.Here is the twist.You can't smoke in your car if your in the drive-thru either.Because the law says you can not smoke by any window that can be open either.Now that sounds like bullshit to me.I am in my own truck and now they are saying I can't smoke in it.Don't get me wrong I understand about the front door but my own car no way.If they start to crack down on that in the drive-thru then most of the fast food place will lose alot of money.They need to look at the bill again and redue it.

Help Help Help
Im up for auction come bid on me win me for a month highest bidder :D CLICK THE LINK AND BID AWAY WIN ME HEHEHE U KNOW U WANT TO HERES WHAT U WILL GET IF U WIN ME :D ok so heres what ya get from me 1.all pics rated 2.all stash rated 3.a salute from me one nsfw and one sfw 4.a mumm posted about u 5.comments daily on ur page 6.pimped out on my main page blog and bully 7.added to my yahoo and family 8.Cam with me for one month 9.personal fone calls for one month 10.your name on mine as owned by so lets do this bid HERE R THE RULES :d

The Coming Famine
Record prices for grain from corn to rice have ignited food riots from Jakarta to Rome. In Pakistan, troops now guard wheat stocks. China and Russia have imposed price controls. Connect the dots and there's a need for a fix to a crisis that, strangely, isn't caused by smaller harvests. No, the main reasons for a long-term bubble in grain prices lie largely in a number of dubious human actions, related to heightened competition for grain as either fuel or feed. One reason is an ill-conceived dash by both the United States and Europe to use grain and valuable farmland for biofuels, motivated more by powerful farm lobbies than concerns about global warming. (Telling factoid: To fill up the tank of one SUV with ethanol would require enough grain to feed one person for a year.) Read the whole article at: http://news.yahoo.com/s/csm/20080118/cm_csm/efood;_ylt=AgU.5UoXo2hpHftE.94DnSo__8QF

Would I Do It All Over Again ? Alzheimer's
My Beautiful Mom battled Alzheimer's for 4 years, She lived with me and as hard as it was at times taking care of her if I had it to do all over again I would do it in a heart beat. You were my mother and my friend, Which was unusual. Somehow our characters still blend: Your wisdom and my will. I turned, and you were there for me; I spoke, you understood. I felt cared for, but also free; You loved, and I was good. I'm fortunate that I was born To someone just like you; I love you still. Though you are gone, You live in what I do. Would I do it all over again ? In a heartbeat I would do it again Nothing can take away from me what I did then I did the best that I could....I gave it my all And now I can hold up my head ....and forever stand TALL I couldn't, I wouldn't change what I did for YOU It was done out of LOVE not out of some due! If you had stayed here for a thousand years It would have been worth all of the tears You taught me lessons throughout my life Ones I u

Cold
OMG.. it is so fracking cold outside and I have to go to the store. The wind chill is like -12F. Someone come warm me up.. lol or goto the store for me. I'm not use to this mess. :P I'm missing north carolina weather right now. Reminder invest in some long johns for me and the kids.. we are wearing our pjs under our clothes :P to keep warm outside lol thanks for listening to me rant! love ya misty

My Point Exactly
An 86-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up... The doctor asked him how he was feeling, and the 86-year-old said , "Things are great and I've never felt better. I now have a 25 year-old bride who is pregnant with my child. So what do you think about that Doc?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began to tell a story. "I have an older friend , much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season. One day he was setting off to go hunting. In a bit of a hurry, he accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun. As he neared a lake, he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge. He realized he'd left his gun at home and so he couldn't shoot the magnificent creature. Out of habit he raised his cane, aimed it at the animal as if it were his favorite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'. Miraculously, two shots rang out and the beaver fell ov

In A Contest Please Help Me
Im in a contest to win a vip could you all my friends and my friends friends help me all i need is 15000 comments to win one. If you help me I will buy you a gift and if you help me lots like 100+ I will not only buy u a VIP gift but I will also make you a special gift picture and put it in a album called thanks to the people that helped me! Ok so here is the link Please feel free to bomb away and repost this too! AMie p.s. please send me a message if you bomb me so i can give you a gift for thanks!

Property Tax Ripoff
The newest Jones County ripoff is here: The property reassessment. As inflation has increased 19 percent since 2000, my taxes have risen 78 percent since last year with no improvements. With the housing industry in a tailspin, how can this increase be justified? I went through most of the appeal process. First to the tax commissioner (automatic rejection), next the board of appeals (big waste of time). The next step is a jury trial before the Jones County Superior Court. Well, I don't have a lot of confidence that I could get a fair trial in a county where almost everyone knows someone working for local government, the school system, has kids in school or somehow has their finger in the tax pie. Everyone I've dealt with so far is on the county's payroll. Why would they want my taxes lowered? I thought counties weren't allowed to reap windfalls due to reassessment. Well, $176 million sounds like a windfall to me. Yeah, they tossed a couple of crumbs (less than 2 mills). Am I the o

Update On Punk Show Love
Bald Punk Has A Contest Starting The 20th AND I EXPECT FULL SUPPORT OUT OF EVERY FAMILY MEMBER That is online.Please Contact me if that seems to be a problem,it's not like im asking you to quit your job let your kids play in rushuor traffic all I want us is to act like a family like we did when it was 1st founded...(DAMN)we didn't loose a contest but a lot of bullshit started and everything went to shit anbd everybody quit reading blogs reposting bullys WTF are we a family or not if we are gonna be a family let's damn well act like one ......... Get The Contest details from punk on his contest Thank's for listening to me Punk is in a contest, Hottest Bald Guy, Is He? if you think so go drop a bunch of comments on him!

This Is Hilarious!
On my god guys. This is fucking great. Seriously. I guess some idiot didn't like my response to some whores MuMM last night and re-rated me from a 10 to a 7. I asked him why, and he wrote me back, then I laid it out. · Techie re-rated you a '7' from a '10'! 12 hr ago · Techie just checked you out! 12 hr ago Me: Not entirely sure why you re-rated me a 7 from a 10, but whatever? Him: because of your shitty attitude towards other people. wishing someone dead because they ask a question..kinda sad. but you rated me a 7 because you got one. now that is even more pathetic. shows your are the type who lives by revenge...lol so sad. Me: Ha. You're a fucking retard as well. One of those types. The kind that pities the stupid and thinks we should embrace it. I only tell people to die that deserve to die, and that's usually people who waste their fucking intelligence and life's gifts. So the real reason you rated me a 7? I insulted one of the ignorant whores you know and you tho

Nyha's Nsfw Auction!!
Have you fantasized about owning her? Well, Now is ur chance! Don't miss this opportunity! NSFW Auction Going on NOW! B the top bidder & You will own her for one month! As well as many other great things! Come see! (repost of original by 'Nyha ♥ Mari's Fu~Fiancee ♥ **DJ 4 PyRat** SpokeSister of The Sisterhood**' on '2008-01-20 00:52:29')

Dogs Or Wives
Fifteen reasons why men have 2 dogs and not 2 wives: 1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 3. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 4. A dog's parents never visit. 5. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 6. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk. 7. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 8. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 9. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 10. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, 'If I died, would you get another dog?' 11. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 12. A dog will let you put a studded collar on it without calling you a pervert. 13. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don't get mad. They just think it's interesting.

Tattoo Me
Tattoo Me!! Stick the needle in me once again just to take away my pain just to make me forget who i am pierce my flesh make me someone new tattoo me! tattoo me! I dont want to be normal like you make my heart hard as stone make me look as scary as you can just so everyone will leave me alone just so I will be a new man tattoo me! tattoo me! oh the pain it feels so good its like an ultimate high that will never go down look at me now am I really who you wanted me to be? Is this the only thing that can set me free? Of all of my pain of being me why do you think I let them stick the needles into my skin? Don’t you understand that I hate who I am? Why cant you understand that I want to be someone different? How I must hate who I am to try to become a different man you will never get rid of me!! Stick the needle in me once again just to take away my pain just to make me forget who I am pierce my flesh make me so

A Philosophical Moment :|
A Philosophical Moment....Meditative Thoughts..... I have been called many things in my lifetime. I have been judged based merely on my actions, opinions, and outlook on life. I have been through so much, endured so many hardfalls. Suffered through many trials and tribulations. And by no means does that make me better or worse than anybody else. We all have are vices, bad and good habits, and day to day routine. There are things we do and say repeatedly that have absolutely no reasonable explanation. We truly don't know (well at least not consciously) why we do what we do sometimes. And we can blame it on outside ifluence, peer pressure, society, alcohol. But it takes a real mature and responsible person to be accountable for all that he or she says or does. Well, I am a man of my word, and I take full responsibility for what I do, say, and think. I am accountable for my actions. I thought about this for awhile, and I feel it's time for me to just let it out. So I will say thi

Maximum Overdrive
Maximum overdrive 1986 Stephen king screenplay Get ready for the ultimate battle of man vs. bloodthirsty machine in this terrifying Stephen King classic! For three horrifying, the Earth passes through the tail of a mysterious comet. The skies glow an eerie green as humanity waits to see what the fallout will be. But what they imagine is nothing like the nightmare they find - the comet's magnetic fields cause all the machines on Earth to suddenly come to life and terrorize their human creators in a horrific killing spree. Now, it's up to a small group of people trapped in a desolate truck stop to defeat the killer machines - or be killed by them. Stephen King's work brings chills to my skin. The Truck with the gremlin face haunted my dreams when i was younger. This R rated movie has some cheesy special effects, but more than makes up for it in imagination. The AC DC soundtrack also gives a hint to the time the movie was made, and fits well. subtle little things make this

The Burden
Ok some of my friends thought I needed to start adding my poetry back in here so I will try to put some up when I write them this was last week I was bored and lost in thought as I often am and this is what came out. The Burden Don't know which way I'm going or how I ended up here, I was headed somewhere else and I never made it there. This is not the path I ever wanted to travel, But some how all of my life just began to unravel. Starting with a love once found but never lost, Never knowing what I'd have to pay or how deep the cost. Some might say walk away and don't look back, But patience is something I have and don't lack. Everything has changed except that which matters the most, A love in my heart that feels alive but is merely a ghost. Words alone can't express that which I truly feel, Or explain to everyone else just what is the appeal. There is so much more then can be easily explained, For why I keep myself so deeply pained. I can't sit down

Sad Day
So, my six string bass just went up on E-bay. It's a sad day for me, but I have to get rid of the rest of my guitars. Hopefully I'll make enough to get ahead on my bills, as that's the only reason I'm selling them. If anybody is interested in a 6-string fretless bass, shoot me an e-mail. Everybody else, please mourn with me as my financial freedom dies.

Mclovinit
Just got a text from the kid, why is it that people who move out of state have to rub your face in how much better other states are? $2.89 for gas she says. No shit. I almost cried when we hit Rte 15 in CT last night. Back up to $3.39. Was Under $3 in VA, MD, Del, & NJ. Oh, got lost in friggen Newark ghettoland on the way home. I was driving. Told Chuck he sucked at his job, as a copilot. He said well, I wrote it all down, I just took control, I should know where I'm going. Story of our fucking life. Yeah, it's kinda hard not to when he's staring at the tv on the couch all day & shit's gotta get done. OK, anyhoo. So we get to out resort at like 7:00 Saturday night, get unpacked, & hear this reallllly loud, reallllly low plane flying overhead. Scared the shit out of us. There's a Naval Air base a few blocks behind us. They have those 'I love jet noise' stickers for sale all over the place, & 'the sound of freedom' with a pic of an f-18. These f-18s were flying by every minute or so a

Boyfriend
Wonder if there is a man out there that would do all these things??? This is the man I want!! When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hoody [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure

"portrait Of A Friend"
"Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurt

What Words
Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right words Or the right lines So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head upon my chest As we lay there Lovers entwined Hearts entangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love As if it is a real FORCE I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips with joy And I finally find the right words I’m looking for I love you from now till the end of time!

Upload What You Want!!!
grrr I have tons of new hot pics but can't upload them because I need to get to the next level...They should let you upload what you want... SO SEND COMMENTS AND RATES HELP ME GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL love norcalsweetheart

'۩ Riley ۩ The Mumm King'
Ohhhhh Looks like I get to pick on another poor soul in the MuMMers world. First off I voted on his MuMM, though to be honest I didn't know what I was voting for. His spelling was dreadful, illegible and incoherent. Translation: He could spell below the 1st grade level. Anywho. I voted and commented that he needed to work his spelling because well...he just looked foolish. So about... 6 minutes later roughly the 33 year old shoutboxes me, quote on quote: "first off fucktard dont ever comment about my spelling on my mumms, just makes you look like more of a retard then me" Then he blocked me. It looks like my comment helped him out, because I clearly understood what he said there. Now if only I could fathom why a 33 year old guy would bother yelling at an 18 year old he supposidly looks down upon and be insulted by a spelling tip? Oh well. He just needs a few lessons in grammar I guess. I'm such a good citizen. ~SexualHarassmentPanda

Venting
There are times when I have seen or heard something that makes me want to put pen to paper. For a long time now our men and women in the military have been laying their lives on the line. When asked why, I have heard two common replies, "it's my job" or " it's what I do". Not one time have I heard "because I'm better" or "I'm in it for the glory". There is no glory in sleeping on the ground , or not being able to take a hot shower. There is no glory in eating a meal out of a package , or walking 20 miles in heat that is hot enough to fry eggs. There is no glory in missing the important times in their families lives. So why do the Army, Army National Guard, Army Reserves, Navy, Marines, or the Air Force do what they do? I hope the USCoast Guard will forgive me for using their moto but to me it's very fitting. "SO OTHERS CAN LIVE" They are four words that mean so much. Those OTHERS being you and me, our family and friends. They are the ones that h

Thanks Rabbit... *hugs*
Rabbit hun.. you are so wonderful to me... Thank you for this... I love it!!! This was again, put into my profile comments... isn't he a sweetheart!!! :) I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU. I WROTE THIS TODAY. I HOPE YOU LIKE IT WHAT WORDS? Words twist and tumble Through my mind But I can't grab the right words Or the right lines So we sit In silence But it’s not uncomfortable In fact I love it You rest your head upon my chest As we lay there Lovers entwined Hearts entangled You raise your head And look into my eyes And I see our love As if it is a real FORCE I don’t ever want to lose this moment You lay your head on my chest once again And now I can feel your heartbeat And my hearts skips with joy And I finally find the right words I’m looking for I love you from now till the end of time! Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All... *AngL

Soul Train Updated Passengers List Now Has 93 On Board!
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Boredom Sucks!!! (quiz)
Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i

I Need U Please Help
Hey If u are reading this thanks for stopping by. I am in need of anyone who has the time too comment just a few times on my picture so that I can win a blast. This is the second contest I have ever been in and I need ur help please. TESA THIS IS THE LINK TOO THE PHOTO BELOW THANKS

I Need Help
please buy my yoga shirt it is the best quality of material once you put it on you will be feel the difference. i had a disaster on december 8 and i lost everything i had a flooding. it happen at 8.30 that saturday night i also will donate to 1.00 dollar to a charity i haven decided which one yet but i soon will let you know thanks i also am using paypal i have to put the link on thanks sonia b

Just Venting I Guess.....
I am truly convinced that a lot of women in Indiana are crazy, manic depressive, or mildly retarded. They always complain about needing help, or having to do so much on their own, but when you help, they're not appreciative of it, or even snap at you for it. All because they want to keep this false illusion of independence going. And if that's not enough, God forbid you give them a sincere compliment about their physical appearance. Better sit down, because they're about to talk your ear off about how ugly, fat, flabby, bumpy, hairy, pale, blotchy, or illbuilt they are. Yes, no one is perfect. But just once in a while, can you let someone compliment you and leave it at that? I don't wanna have to scan your body with a magnifying glass to find something that ain't that glaring to the public, but seems to scream out at you every time you hop out of the shower. And for fuck's sake, STOP IT WITH THE EX'S!!!! Yes, I know you're unlucky at love, but haven't you ever thought that the re

A Little Knowledge On Barack Obama
I ran across a blog on Barack Obama on one of my friends' pages. I myself had known it to be fiction, but I wanted to post this anyway just to educate a few peeps. I'm not saying vote for him or don't. Before you blindly just repost something research it. Who Is Barack Obama? Claim: Illinois senator Barack Obama is a "radical Muslim" who "will not recite the Pledge of Allegiance." Status: False. Example: [Collected via e-mail, January 2008] If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Ob

Yolanda
imikimi - Customize Your World On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to h

Eliminating The Waste In My Life
I figured I would take some time out of my crazy life to post a blog about my new status. I have decided to eliminate the waste in my life. I am tired of having no ended conversations with guys who just want sex, I am tired of having conversations were I feel like I am the bad guy everytime. I haven't slept for 4 days now I have been sick with what I think is pneumonia, seems when I lay down I just start coughing and well it hurts and I can't get comfortable. Instead of sleeping in pain I decided to stay awake and chat with my friends. Speaking of friends I have found a few new ones around this thing they call the internet. When I say I am eliminating the waste in my life please take in mind if you are or have read my blog then more then likely I don't consider you waste and you probably are considered a good friend of mine I met a great friend on fubar about 4 nights ago named Andrew..no not my b/f a different guy. He reminds me of another guy on here so much. I had a g

January 20th
***PS before you read this. This is not directed towards ANY person in particular.. This is for people to realize they need to be comfortable in WHO the HELL the ARE*** Not who HOLLYWOOD wants you to be! Today... I've discovered I'm a bitch... I tell people how it is.. And they can't handle it! You post a "Mumm" and i want to throw my 2cents in... TRUST me.. I'll be throwing it it.. No matter how mean/nice/hurtful/hateful it is. I really don't give a rats ass And if you can't handle it.. I really wouldnt suggest you talk to me. YOU.. are TRUELY better not crossing my path... People get on my nerves. And annoy me VERY easily. This.. is well.. My capricorn Nature If you don't like what I have to say... Take a wild guess and ignore me.. I'm a VERY oppiniated person. I speak my mind. And I don't hold shit back. Especially about 2cent whores. Who are truely stupid enough to alter their body. Go to the fucking gym! I DID IT AT 250lbs Bitch... If my fat ass c

The Real Wicca
the Real Wicca We don't fly on broomsticks We don't raise the dead The bad things you think of wicca Are really in your head. We don't believe in hell And satan and all that junk We don't dress all goth We don't all dress punk. we DO believe in God but also in a Goddess they are both considered equal and at least we are not godless. please don't try to change our minds because it will not work we won't try to make YOU change consider that a perk This is the path we have chosen You can choose your own But don't pull us onto yours We're standing like a stone.

Quiz
How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very KinkyYou are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partner Very Kinky 60%A Sicko 30%Average 30%A WUSS !! 20%

Thought For The Day Sunday 01/20/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Seen me, you have. Those things which give credence to the never-ending optimist, as well as the harbinger of darkness. Yes, in both worlds I dwell and both are my domain. I control my own destiny, albeit at times seemingly without intelligent direction. None, but me makes this world. None bare responsibility for my actions, only I take credit for the souls that burn. Up ahead, the light, faint, but visible. I see not what it holds, only that it is. Hope prevails and perhaps soon, once again calm will invade where chaos reigns. One day, release from this self made prison shall come. One day, I shall find my forgiveness." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

A Fine Friendship
"How are you really?" His eyes diagnose me. I smile. I am careful here, because he knows the difference between the smile that means I'm really alright and the smile that means it may be time to pull up my sleeve. He is relieved to see the former. He lowers his face to mine, scrutinizing me a bit further. It is now that I can see clearly into his eyes and it frightens me. I see my demons clearly, and it's not a reflection. I grab his wrist, and though he protests, I pull up his sleeve. I see the paths he has travelled to get the bitch out of his system. It's no use; my disease is now contagious.

What Else, But Life...............
I sit here tonite and think about how fucked up a persons life can get, only to get worse. Im damned if I do, and Im damned if I dont. You love someone and want something to work, but then others want things the way it is. I try to help out when I can. Yeah I just had something major happen in my life. Well this whole year, the little bit we have had, has really sucked. I guess when times get tough, your true colors shows. So does this mean I lose someone again? Yes, in more ways than one. I also lost myself on my way . Any more it seems like I am living life for others, rather than for me. That I wake up and wait for answers on what I should do, rather than what I want. Yeah I have become dependant on others due to reasons, need not mentioned at this time, but I want to be independant. I am the complete opposite of who I was 5 years ago. I have fully become a woman. Im no longer trying to run around like im 19 years old. I act more like im 38 rather than 28. And ther

Friends With Benifits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

The Pastor's Ass
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day

Questions
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Black Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost four years ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, 'Mom I have someone for you to meet.' Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Vermont .. Their first night there, she undressed as he did There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, 'Why the black panties?' She replied: 'My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still mourning.' He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same--she stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit--but now he was wearing a black condom . She looked at him and asked: 'What's with the black condom?' He repli

Your Changes Follow Me
Your Changes Follow Me Green eyes shone and pearls glowed bright, Like a dagger that pierced the darkest night, But months and weeks strewn along the way Have blocked the path to yesterday. A monument in shades of light is like a cairn to passers-by But nobody will know what I felt, how much I cared or why A forward-moving wave has come to wash away today The misunderstood, ill-spoken mistakes of yesterday. The eyes are darker now, the colors deep, and light Has fled from surface structures to a frame of mind. You see more, know more, have more that you want to be, And though I sit still, your changes follow me.

Global Warming..
Ok as most know I can't stand George Bush. I'm watching 60 Minutes and see that the White House is routing all climate related documents through them. They are also deleting things and changing the documents to make them fall inline with Bush's line of thinking. What the fuck man? Is money the all important factor. Just because some people chose to sell their soul for a dollar doesn't mean everyone else should be forced to die in the process of a few people making money. Why would a group of people be willing to get rich while everyone suffers? You can have all the money in the world, but if the oxygen is unbreathable, the waters are flooding lands then wuts the point of living rich when u have to walk around with an oxygen tank n a snorkel?....

Worn Out!
Sunday was supposed to be a day to relax a bit and do a little work. It started out good but then we ended up going to see my other brother and spent a few hours there. He is now staying in a rehab house in a nearby city. He was living in Pennsylvania but started slipping and drinking again. So his mother in law had him come out here to a rehab place to get sober again. It is a good thing. He called me the other day and told me Sunday is visiting day and asked if we might come. So I made it a point to go see him. Peter and I met all of the people there and then we sat and chatted. We ended up taking him out to dinner so he could get away for a little bit. It was nice. I am just worn out now is all. I came home and worked what I could being that I need a ton of stuff from Jennifer and she isn't giving it to me! Argh. The kids are out of school tomorrow and then the 24th is my son's court date. I am dreading this day coming up. DREAD I just want it over with and fo

Im Up For Bid
WELL IM UP FOR BID SO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE YOUR OWN PERSONALL SOLDIER MEDIC GO BID ON ME... Ok so here's the deal..I am being Auctioned off to the highest bidder starting today January 18, 2008 until last bid is accepted @ 1 a.m.PST January 25, 2008. Please stop by & help me out. I will return all love shown to me throughout the contest. Thank you for all your help!! Let the Bidding Begin!! Here are the Rules: 1. You may bid on anyone you like even on yourself. 2. Your bid has to be HIGHER then the previous one. 3. IF you have SERIOUS ISSUES with anyone that bids (IF THEY ARE STALKING YOU) please inform me and i will romove them from the auction. 4. NO rude comments. 5. You may bid with Fubucks, Tickers, Blasts, ViC's or Happy Hours. 6. Tickers, Blasts, ViC's and Happy Hours are above ANY fubuck bids. 7. All the proceeds go to the person being auctioned. 8. I am NOT responsible if some one renegs! 9. I am Only in this for the points! 10. At the end of the auction the

"where Have You Been All My Life"
OK sooo I have come to the conclusion that I will NEVER come at the wright time. I have heard one to many times in my life the timeless and meaningless statments of "where have you been all my life?" and wait for it my personal favorite "why couldnt I have met you 3 (please insert the number of years most prevelet to you) years ago?" At this point this is my responce, you did... You were just to concerned with getting your dick wet to see me. I was the one sitting there holding your hand when your grams died, I was the one laying on the floor rubbing your back when you had a slipped disc and couldnt sleep on the bed, I was the one keeping you sane when the baby momma was doing you dirty, I was the one who was on the phone with you when you were drunk and cold outside at the Renissance fair crying because you couldnt take not being loved by your wife anymore, I was the one in your truck listening to you bitch about how you just wanted to be appriciated and cared for. I was the one

Leveling Lovers Lounge...
I'm going to make a Lounge so we can talk about the family... and also make some new friends and help those that need some help.... if anyone here wants to help with the lounge, pls let me know... ty muah