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You're Not Iron Maiden And You're Not Good.
Music, well metal I guess, nowadays is over-run with the same guitar solo's that were written back in '82. Bullet For My Valentine is a major one that comes to mind. Listen to their shit, and I do mean shit. Their music is decent, kinda catchy and shit and then BAM! They slap you in the face with an old ass Iron Maiden solo from 1982. Shit son, you're not Iron Maiden! You may be British and ugly but that doesn't mean shit! Anyone who disagrees with me should watch Head Banger's Balls. They have about 40 billion bands on there, well actually one band but 40 billion different names for that band. It pisses me right the fuck off. Seriously, they may have some good shit for about half a second but the other 10 minutes and 37 seconds is filled Iron Maiden solo's and fast double bass. Shit son, you're not Iron Maiden, so don't use their solo's. Have your own style, jack ass. It's not hard, it just takes a little creative thought! I know! It's insane! In fact, the only band t

Males Only Auction...sign Up Now!
I am hosting my first ever auction!!! I have had so much fun in my auctions that I thought I'd see what it's like to host one! I am going to host a males only auction this time & next time it will be women only but for now I need all the men who are interested in being auctioned off to send me a private message with what you are offering and a link to your photo! I am doing this for fun so there is no entry fee! I will of course be posting bulletins for everyone but please promote it for yourself as well! GET THE WORD OUT!!! I will notify you when the auction starts! I am hoping to start the 19th and run for 1 week ending on the 26th. Here are a few ideas of what you can offer if you're stuck: Owned by ____ in name for ___time Add to top friends for ___time Add to family for ___time Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm Link for your profile on my page for ___time Rate all photos 10/11 during Happy Hour Rate all stash thumbs up during Happy Hour Profile comments Pimp your frien

Dealing With Assholes
Dealing with Assholes (I found this on the web and thought it was really funny) This is for all of you who occasionally have a really bad day when you just need to take it out on someone!!! Don't take that bad day out on someone you know, take it out on someone you DON'T know!!! Now get this. I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered nicely saying, "Hello?" I politely said, "This is Patrick Hanifin and could I please speak to Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me! I couldn't believe that anyone could be that rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. She had transposed the last two digits incorrectly. After I hung up with Robin, I spotted the wrong number still lying there on my desk. I decided to call it again. When the same person once more answered, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. Next to his phone number I wrote the word "asshole," and put it

The Bidding Has Started
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Pimpout ??
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What's Left Of Me
Watch my life, Pass me by, In the rear view mirror Pictures frozen in time Are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes Yeah... [Chorus] Cause I want you, And I feel you, Crawling underneath my skin Like a hunger, Like a burning, To find a place I've never been Now I'm broken, And I'm faded, I'm half the man I thought I would be: But you can have what's left of me I've been dying inside, Little by little, No where to go, But going out of my mind In endless circles, Running from my self until, You gave me a reason for standing still [Chorus] It's falling faster, Barely breathing, Give me something, To believe in Tell me: It's not all in my head Take what's left Of this man Make me whole Once again [Chorus] I've been dying inside you see I'm going out of my mind Out of my mind I'm just running in circles all the time Will you take what's left Will you take what's left Will you take what'

Phenomenal
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That'

Happiness Is....
Happiness is when you're bustin' drifts in the mountains in your fairly stock '03 Chevy 2500HD (only 3 inches of lift and sittin' on 35s) and while coming down the mountain, you encounter a Ford F350 climbing the hill and make HIM back all the way down and don't take your foot off the throttle! Then further down the moutain, you come across a group on "wheelers" who are trailering a mid-80s Chevy on 2 1/2 ton Rockwells and trying to figure out how to get it through the snow. Easy boys! DRIVE IT! Then you make them look twice, or more, as you drive around them and go off the trail as they're blocking the whole damn road! Never taking your foot off the throttle again. Don't worry boys. Someday the other one will drop and your Fords and Dodges will be able to keep up with my Chevy.

Northern Illinois Tragedy { Dekalb,illinois}
NORTHERN ILLINOIS UNIVERSITY TRAGEDY Text Image Generator " My Condolence for those We lost, Yes! That this happened in our community, at Northern, in a classroom to those who had it all before them...among those we hope with our future. Just Horrible - those stopped in their travel. It's left to the rest to carry them in spirit, unforgetful yet we must lay them down, move on past this time and that eventful place. They're at rest though we can not. Yes, we hurt. It Hurts. And so it should... " It is hard to believe this can happen in our community. My prayers go out to the students, their families, staff, law enforcement, and medical personnel involved. My oldest son is a student at NIU who thankfully was not near the shooting. NIU's response gives me confidence that they are there for our students. " " My heart and prayers go out to all of the NIU community. This was a major shock and all one can do is cry. I was so glad later this evening to hear from my NIU friends.

Whats A Billion Dollars Mean To You?
What is a billion? This is too true to be funny The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congr

Vampire Lover...poem
sitting in my bed chamber, all alone in the night, looking and praying, to find me some light. staring into the darkness, i see something there, looking so blindly, at the figure so fair. when i blink my eyes, i feel the despair, lonely a feeling, a deepening stare. finally i awake, to the hour of dawn, looking around, my soul to be drawn. i sit up in the bed, my body of ice, i feel to my neck, the holes deep and nice. then comes the rememberance, of the night before, thy fangs in my shoulder, my neck to be sore. then as i wonder, i pull out my mirror, i look deep inside it, but my reflections not there. i lift up further, to stand on my feet, look in the bath mirror, with only defeat. wondering wildly, what happened to me, thinking and pondering, oh, how could this be! now i sit in the darkness, never to know, the feeling of sunshine, never to glow. a vamp must have got me, oh what a thought, i never thought someday, i'ld

Fakers
Someone wanna tell me why a guy will set his sights on you then dis you and break your heart? I didn't go looking for you, you came looking for me. I realize most guys on here are just looking for sex and could care less about anything else, but are you really that heartless? I may not be Miss America but I DO have a heart, and I'm tired of you pieces of crap breaking it. Why don't you just leave me alone. I'd rather be alone than have you keep sh**tng on me. I don't want your nasty pics or to cyber with you. Don't fan me or send me a friend request. Don't leave me a profile comment or tell me how beautiful or sexy I am, cuz you're lying through your teeth. Just igonore me and pretend I don't exist. I would rather be alone forever than hear your stupid bullsh*t anymore, ok? If you're looking for someone to make you smile or feel good I'm here otherwise LEAVE ME THE F**K ALONE OK?

Vampire Lover .. The Sequel
I look out my window, as I sit in my room, The rain falls faster, and reminds me of gloom. I hear a noise in the shadows, and I know that it's he, My vampire lover, is returning to me. As I walk to his side, his intentions are clear, He walks over to my bed, and tells me to come here. I gladly walk over, and lay on my bed, As he tells me onve more, to tilt my head. I close my eyes, at the feel of his touch, I feel his fangs dig in deeper, and enjoy it so much. I awake once again, in the dead of night, Searching once more, for the brightness of light. I sit up in my bed, and just as before, My body is icy, my neck is so sore. I take my hand out my pocket, and feel my neck like before, The holes have gotten deeper, by much, much more. Once again, I look in a mirror, Searching for some sign, that my soul is still there. I stare blindly into the mirror, for a moment or two, Knowing for sure now, that it must be true. I must be a v

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I Hate....
~I HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL ~I HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK ~I HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME SMILE ~I HATE THE WAY YOUR VOICE SOUNDS ~I HATE YOUR EYES AND GLEAM IN THEM ~I HATE THE WAY YOU DRESS ~I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK ~I HATE THE GIRL THAT STOLED YOUR HART ~I HATE HOW I CANT TAKE MY MIND OFF YOU ~I HATE HOW I DREAM ABOUT YOU AND I ~I HATE WHEN I SEE YOUR NAME ~I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU ~BUT THE THING I HATE MOST IS....I DONT HATE YOU AT ALL!!!

Let Me Know
Okay im getting into doing cool stuff with pictures... if you would like me to make you one... let me know and i will... i just would rather have permission before ripping pics.... thanks, Emily, aka Emmy, Aka Living Dead Girl~

Guys Try These On Your Ladies......
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - 'Fat Penguin!' Woman - 'WHAT?' Man - 'I just wanted to say something that would break the ice.' 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up. 14) I may not be the best lookin' guy in

I Hate Pigs!!!!!!
Well last night i got asked all night to go this fn party and kept on saying that i didnt feel like going and stuff like that. But later i decided to go anyways, so i hopp in the car and not even 5 minutes later i get pulled over for having something hanging in my rear view mirror. After last night i can now say that this fn cop was in it for filling up his quota for the month!!!!! HE CAN KISS MY U KNOW WHAT!!!!!

Run Deep
Deep in the heart of this Cherokee, burn the legends of time. Written in the history books I bring forth the stories in rhyme. A peaceful nation upon the land content to roam and be free... no threat to the power of any race, just free to be. I did not write the legends. I did not see them fall. I did read the history books... the stories of horror recalled. A quiet nation of peoples herded across the vast land... herded across like cattle, their possessions taken from their hand. The Cherokee was not the only nation so treated. All American Indians were badly mistreated. I fight for recovery for all of them. I stand tall that they may take heed... Until we stand united......... we all suffer from the greed. Whatever your tribe your heritage wear with pride. Join with me fellow brothers. We will not go and hide. We are proud. We stand tall. We will stand united...... and claim for us all. American Native

Your Possessions
You can’t take it With you When you go No matter how hard You try You can’t take Your possessions With you when you Die You spend Your whole life Working Wanting and buying Material things That you forget To reach out your hand To those who are In need So many have nothing Not even their basic needs While some have so much Much more Then they really need Some live in big ole mansions And drive expensive cars While some have nothing No food, no job No car Some work their fingers, To the bones But never get ahead While some are, Rolling in the dough And have maids To wait on them The poor are hard workers They give their job their all But they just can’t get ahead Like they are shoved Against A wall The poor work And pay their taxes Just like the rich folk do But when the poor Are done paying taxes There’s no money left For clothes and food Some don

Haters Hall Of Shame. 02/16/08
i have my share of haters. i admit it, there is a 'i hate raven' fan club out here somewhere. and it used to bother me. because thier reasons for hating me were based on lies, innuendo, and good ol peer pressure. yeah i like that one 'gee i am so stupid i cant think for myself so i am going to hate this person because my best friend says too'. get a life. i mean really you think i honestly give a crap if you hate me? i admit at first i did, tried to prove to people they were wrong about me. but then i grew up and got a life. who cares. if i spend all my time trying to prove to people that the lies they want to believe in are lies then i have no time for fun things like a root canal. if you cant think for yourself then you deserve what you get. bet you think i am gonna say i hate haters? nope i pity the poor bastards. i think they are funny too. they an sit back and talk crap about me hey at least they are noticing me right? i am sure they have a purpose for being here. but i re

We Are One
Walking into the night I see the yellowed moon. I gather close to The Spirits. They tell what I am to do. I sit my Vision Quest, surrounded only by the talk of the bear, the eagle, the buffalo, the wolf and the hawk. As the transformation begins, I am enraptured by the messages they bring. I listen and I learn why I've been given these wings. I am quiet. I do not speak. I listen to The Spirits as they explain my quest to me. It is foretold that those who listen will gain the reason for their mission. I am learning. I am yearning. Eager to tell the stories as they have been told to me. I ache with heartbreak at the sorrow in the telling. I know that I must learn so that others who may pass my way will know the stories I keep. I must soar with the messages for others to hear. It cannot be left undone, they must fall on all ears. We are One We will not be undone

Happiness
for 20 years i have been in the dark and finnaly i have someone that makes me truly happy is it real is these butterflies in my gutt really there am i really smiling uncontrolably r my knees really getting week when i see her am i no longer lonly and un happy god i hop ethis is for real

My Thanks To You
She told me when we meet she was very needy, and no honey I am not trying to be greedy. Had me deeply set with those big blue eyes, maybe even a devil,in an angel`s disguise. I told her "Baby , I cant be your superman", but I will do whatever it is that I can. No, my dear I am not trying to make a scene, just want you be treated like a queen. A big,broad beautiful smile lightens up her face, and for a moment we are suspended in time and space. We draw closer and she smells of vanilla and cream, I am wondering am I stuck inside a wonderful dream. As if she is about to read my mind, shes states " we are two of a kind". I ask her "Darling whatever do you mean "? For I have never really been so keen. Of releasing something that I hold so dear, and I want to make myself perfectly clear. The years have seemed like they have taken a toll, but I freely give you my heart and soul. Take also my love as maybe a small token, for many times this old heart has been

Dreachase
Ah yes, alone again this time in someone else`s head. Here I thought maybe I was dreaming and comfortable in my own bed. My eyes see a meadow , with flowers , horses, and deer;such a happy place. I feel the presence of someone near me, but it is not a familiar face. Has she came back to haunt me all through this cold ,dark night. Willing myself to awake, trying with every fiber of my might. Wings spread widely apart and I see nothing but gray skies. This feeling I havent felt before as there are tears that fill my eyes. Then I hear a shiver and the most beautiful of voices. In my own bewildered and twisted mind I am going through my choices. Shaken awake bye my own stirring and I am curled up in a ball . My own voice soothes me as I say "silly boy you were having a dream that is all" !

Okay I Think I Can Talk About It Now
I have always been the kind of person that if anything traumatic or remotely traumatic happens to be I have to wait a couple of days for the shock to wear off before I can really talk openly about it with everyone. Always been that way, probably always will. Okay this happened a couple of days ago and really only told 2 people about it so now I'm telling anyone who remotely cares...lol. scenario... I go to work, park in the parking lot, decide to walk over to the whole sale food place to pick up a couple of things...now you have to cross a very busy intersection known as State Rd 123 in order to get to this place. 4 lanes of cars in an extremmmmmmmly small town called Vienna... Imagine Mayberry meets downtown Chicago traffic...you get the idea. Not to worry though. There is a stop light in the middle of the nowhere for pedestrians to cross. The reason I say in the middle of nowhere is because it is halfway through the block. There used to be an old railway station that they ripped up

Being Strung Along..
Everytime you trust your heart in someones hands.. they crush it.. and it is amazing all the things someone can say and do, but never mean it (atleast not to you) My heart died when I lost my baby girl, my heart shatterd when my marriage fell apart.. but now somehow you have seemed to slip in and decieve me to belive in love .. as if it still existed. and my heart is lying on the ground.. and this time I am leaving it there .. I am walking away.

Am I The Only One Who Thinks Of This Stuff?
Okay I don't know about you but working in a medical facility and for an ear, nose and throat doctor occasionally we will get operator telephone assisted calls. If you don't know what this is an operator will be on the other end saying..."this is operator 2457 and I have a relay call from "Mr. So and so" please hold for message....then they will type to the deaf person the deaf person types back to the operator and the operator relays the message to you, but when she does she is so blahsay about it and almost monitone and when she is done reading the type she will say..."over" meaning they are done and you should respond. They have done a few bits on Howard Stern with this idea. But I was thinking...OMG what if someone wanted to call a sex chat line and were deaf! Could you imagine! The funny part is the operator must relay anything typed or said! I bet those operators have some great stories! hmmmmm wonder if any of them have a blog ;)

Drinkin Survey
1. When I'm drunk, I tend to be... very um lovable 2. Shots or beers? depends on the night.. 3. Do you have a drinking buddy? Everyone is my buddy when I drink 4. Do you get angry? No, but I do get naked sometimes 5. Do you puke? nope 6. After 7 drinks who are you? the girl looking for some dick 7. A day of drinking at the beach or the pool? Pool 8. Tequila does what to you? Makes my clothes fall off 9. Were you drunk when you lost your virginity? yup 10. Vodka makes you? a very happy Drunk 11. Do you do things you normally wouldnt do sober? Yes 12. Do you pass out? No... well sometimes 13. Do you drink girly drinks? No 14. Do you drink alone? No 15. Worst drink you ever had? jeager bomb 16. Do you play drinking games? Yes 17. Favorite beer? coors light or miller lite 18. What is your favorite shot? Tequila or Jack or Crown 19. What will you not drink? Everclear & Jeager 20. Are you a lightweight when it comes

Looking
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

A Dream By Sharmila
A Dream by Sharmila (Rani) At times when I’m alone at night in my room I think and think only of you My mind ponder with dreams of you and me I don't want these dreams to stay only as dreams I want to live them as I gaze through the lonely night tears drip down my eyes the thought of loosing you pierce my very heart I just wanna wake up by your side everyday see your beautiful smile and be with you forever and a day!!

Loving
AS I LOOK DEEP INTO YOUR EYES. I SEE LOVE THAT MAKES ME FLY. YOUR TENDER KISSES ON MY LIPS. STRONG HANDS GRASPING MY HIPS. IN LOVING EMBRACE YOU HOLD ME NEAR, MAKING ME SMILE WITH NO FEAR. IN EACH OTHERS ARMS TOGETHER, MY LOVE FOR YOU ALWAYS AND FORVER.

A Day Without You--beautifully Written
A LONG DAY WITHOUT YOU by southern man A day without you, is a day that never seems to end It has no hours or minutes, and it feels like it goes for a week before it ends The day is empty, long & hard, and the night is dark, lonely & cold But there is a place i can go for warmth, and that is to think of you When i look to the stars, i see your eyes, and when i look to the sun, i feel your love around me I can't let you go, coz i love you so much Your my angel in the night sky The sun in my day The diamond in my heart I'd be lost without you Without you with me, i can't find no rest

Ma'am?!?
I went to the store yesterday and picked the smallest line to stand in. The checker was a nice young man who looked like he just got hit by the puberty stick. As I inched closer checking out the tabloid headlines (Come on who don't?) He says "Hello Ma'am and how are you today?" Ma'am!? Ma'am?! I suddenly flash back to my childhood sitting in a hard cold steel plastic seat of a shopping cart with my mother. Ma'am?! that is what they said to her! Not me! I was cute, sweet, lil angel! To top it all off I was buying beer in this order and he didn't even card me . You have to look atleast 28 in order to buy tobacco products or alcohol. I come home all depressed and defeated. Speak nothing of this to Rick...when Rick asks me "Ma'am can I....(he wanted me to do something, frankly after I heard Ma'am I totally blocked him out)" I said WHAT?! He says hon I am from the South it is a sign of respect and just the way we were raised. It kinda made me feel better. But I realize with everyday

Away Sick
Just wanted to take a minute and leave a quick update. Some of you have left comments and may be wondering why I didn't respond in kind. Contrary to some people's belief it is not that I am an A-hole. Actually I just got out of the hospital this past Friday and am still sick. Suffice it to say that diabetes sucks! I will do my best to get back in touch with everybody asap!

Gary Rawks!
I'm their Proud owner for a month...Needs his ownees to get some love back!!!! These are two of the nicest and most helpful people that you will find on Fubar!!! PLEASE SHOW THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE!!!!! If They are not a friend yet ... Please FAN/ADD/RATE ¢ÜLilBamaGirl¢Ü~Shadow Leveler~Fu-Owned By Gary@ fubar ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar This pimpout brought too you by their Proud Ownwer: GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~FU OWNED & FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL@ fubar Please repost... (repost of original by 'GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~FU OWNED & FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL' on '2008-02-16 16:16:37')

Reminiscing
As some of you know I grew up most of my life as an only child. Until my mother remarried. Then I got a step sister. Yeah she was older than I was, but only by a couple of years...and yes she was a pain in the ass most times. But we shared something in common. WE LOVED ROLLER COASTERS! I just recently added her to my Yahoo messenger and she told me that she spent the whole day in Dollywood riding roller coasters! Man those were the days! We even remembered a roller coaster. We once rode a roller coaster at Kings Island called the Screamin Demon...believe it or not we almost died on that ride...safety back then was not a high priority. They eventually tore the ride down. We would wait in line for hours at a time talking to other people while we wait. Yet other older coasters just running to the deck to get on time and time again. Man that was the life! But it got me to thinking....isn't life like a roller coaster? The anticipation of good things to come living life day to day, dreami

Things To Tick People Off..hehehe
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF -Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. -In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." -Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." -If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. -Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. -Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." -Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." -Practice making fax and modem noises. -Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. -Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. -Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." -Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. -Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. -Holler random numbers while someone

Just My Opinion...
I was listening to NPR radio the other day on my way to work. There was a news story about a chaplain in the Navy who was being court marshalled for invoking the name of Jesus Christ in his prayers. Now wait a second.... Chaplain=Christianity...okay I'll break it down further for you...Chaplain by definition... chaplain n : a clergyman ministering to some institution Okay?! you say.... okay lets break it down further...definition of clergyman... cler‧gy‧man /ˈklɜrdʒimən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[klur-jee-muhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -men. 1. a member of the clergy. 2. an ordained Christian minister. Notice how I bolded the word Christian. Okay as some of you might know or some of you might not know I really am no particular organized religion...but I have done ALOT of research on theology and I know that the main cornorstone for ANY Christian church is Jesus Christ.

Its Just How It Is
Living everyday is like living a dream, you are the only one who can make any of it come to life. You make you own decisions and gain from them, and as everyone knows you make your own mistakes and learn from them. No one can take something you have created...its comes from you and you only. You a seperate person from the rest of the world, you make of it what you would expect. Its hard for families to sit and watch a loved one fade slowly and their is nothing you can do to stop the decison they make, cause its their own personal mind you are trying to help. If they dont want it, dont give up just fade into their shadow and they will eventually crawl out from under that rock and see the world for themselves and how it really could be for them. Its hard for any one person to give someone thier complete all and do everything to make them have an amazing life. But then watch them shatter like a cup that just slipped from their fingers and fall into millions of pieces. It not righ

The Wound That Bleeds...
The cut that bleeds The wound that stings The hurt won't stop Please quiet my thoughts The screams I hear so full of fear The blade that pierces The blood runs hot Searing through The screams become silent I can breathe again I watch the blood as it starts to chill Congealing together becoming still The horror inside you cannot imagine To have to bleed to feel alive It takes away the pain It heals the lonlieness But of course, it never lasts. The pain will rise again I know How please tell me can I heal my soul This mental disease has overtaken me Please take the hand reaching out to thee Its strong and fierce, so protecting and warm This person that wants to keep me from harm Long black hair, and deep dark eyes He takes the blade and casts it aside No more to cut, hurt or bleed Thank you my Wolf for saving me

A Poem Of Love And Hurt
Will nighttime take the place of day? So much sorrow I feel when you're away. When I turn to look for you, you're not there to hold, Sometimes the solitude seems so cold. Words dare not say how much I miss you, It seems time drags on when you are gone, it's true. Though I fight it I still feel blue, So here I sit and write this rhyme to you. Yet my words are small comfort next to the warmth of your eyes, As I sit here writing, as a fool in love's guise

Show Her Some Love
i own another great friend!! TERESA is such a sweetheart i'm proud to be her owner please stop by her page and rate/fan/and add her. you won't be sorry. and if you have time rate her pics and stash. thank you all for reading this TERESA~PITBULL MAFIA ~OWNED BY HUNTER~@ fubar

Whoa!
Okay so I'm new.. go figure right. I am curious about a few things... ~ What is up with this stimulation overload? These colorful banners constantly going across my screen make me feel like I'm going to have a seizure... ~ What is up with all the freaky scary profile pics? Is this some sort of demon lair that I've stumbled upon? ~ And why does everyone seem so hell bent on getting their profiles rated a 10? Is that all you people do here.. grovel for profile ratings? Okay so that was the only two things that I really had to get off my chest... I just had to say it.. but damn it no one is here to hear me... so you all can suffer my ramblings. Shake n Bake! "Well Dick here's the deal,I wake in the morning and I piss excellence.. I mean nobody can handle my stuff. I'm just big hairy american winning machine if you ain't first you're last!"

What An "inspiration" Tee Hee
What is more inspirational than a sweet ride, on a hot bike, with a sexy ass guy flying down the back roads? I know the experience moved ME tonight. I am really looking forward to our next ride...assuming of course, that you will be WANTING to give me another ride (wink) Of course the part where we were lying snuggled up, on a sleeping bag, talking, kissing, giggling like school kids, in the woods, by the lake, under the moonlight was pretty damn inspirational too. tee hee HUGS to ya... you know who ya are! (MUAH)

Riding
Rolling Thunder sounds exploding Yet peacefully dreamily I am floating Wind in my face I'm almost breathless When I can't ride, I'm oh so restless Today was a good day I was on a harley Could anything else feel so narly? (LOL, I know, I know, but you try to rhyme with Harley! LOL) February day normally cold Yet I was warm with a rider to hold I know my poems are not very good But I only write them for FUN (& yes, that one didn't rhyme at all.. ha ha)

Cough Medications
Why is it that whenever parents screw up they try to blame everyone but themselves. Most people wont have noticed this but many OTC medications geared towards kids under 6 have recently been pulled off the shelves by the FDA. Why you might ask?? Because parents are IDIOTS and are self-dosing and their kids are OD'ing and then they are blaming everyone except for their stupid selves. They read the packaging that specifically tells them the ages in which it is for and yet they continue to give to children under that age without first speaking with a doctor. Why should the drug manufactuers have to reformulate all these medications? It isnt their fault parents are idiots and refuse to read directions. So remember the next time you have a sick kid, wether it be a son, daughter, brother, sister, cousin or whatever.... dont be a dumb ass and give the child anything unless the box says you can.

Another: Moved From Front Page To Blog
If you are rude to me, I will be rude back. RANDOM FACTS ABOUT APRIL: I DO WEAR BLACK EYESHADOW & USUALLY, WHEN I BOTHER PUTTING ON MAKEUP, I WEAR LOTS OF IT, I LIKE DRAMATIC LOOKS. ....ALSO.... I AM FAT. I DO NOT LIKE OR RESPECT PEOPLE WHO HATE ON FATTIES. THIS IS TRUE EVEN WHEN I HAVE LOST WEIGHT AND AM HANGING TEMPORARILY AROUND ON THE THIN SIDE. I LIKE LOTS OF KINDS OF MUSIC ~ NO EXCEPTIOINS ~ IF YOU TELL ME THAT ITS STRANGE OR ANYTHING ELSE NEGATIVE ABOUT LIKING MANY GENRES YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME. I LIKE TO THINK I AM A NICE PERSON ~HOWEVER~ I AM ABSOLUTELY PICKY ABOUT WHO MY FRIENDS ARE IF YOU WRONG ME MORE THAN LIKELY YOU HAVE LOST ME. UNLESS I HAVE KNOWN YOU SINCE YOUR BIRTH AND HAVE BEEN ATTATCHED TO YOU FOR DECADES I DO NOT LIKE TO BE USED. DO NOT ASK ME FOR A RIDE, DO NOT ASK ME TO MAKE A BEER RUN FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE ON PROBATION. I WILL NOT FUCKING PICK UP A SIX PACK OR A BOTTLE FOR YOUR PROBATIONED ASS. DON'T EVEN ASK.

Haircut!!!! 8-(
Well i got a great job opportunity and i need to get a hair cut long hair just inst professional enough in todays society. Well im gonna miss it as i think the fans of long hair will too :( its gonna be so hard to get it cut but i did have short hair in the military so its not that im not use to it or havnt had it before but 4 years or so with growing it out :(

Tagged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I like to walk around the house naked. 2. When I worked abroad, I witnessed somebody dying in a jet-ski accident. They were decapitated. 3. I like to dress up - including women's lingerie. 4. I am allergic to tea. 5. I am a cousin of a VERY famous footballer. 6. I am left handed although can only eat like a right handed person. 7. I have a fear of loss of control of my limbs or losing my eyesight. 8. I have been writing a book for the last 20 years but can't be asked to finish it. It contains lots of action and sex. 9. My claim to fame was that I NEARLY became a TV presenter and was interviewed by Esther Rantzen. 10. This year I plan to have my first foursome, with three other guys. (¯`·._.·[|| Vãmp-ÀñgèL ||]·._.·´¯) [The One N Only} BIGG*NICK*CANNIBAL's SLAVE~ *FU OWNER* OF*MI

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out!(I LOVE THIS ONE LOL) ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, 'You make me want to be a better person.

Just Needed To Do This
So as you all know I am in a sexiest kiss contest,now yesterday I sent out a few notes to people asking for some help with contest and I was told back by some people that they wont help regardless if they are on my friends list because i don't ever say anything to them now see the person that I am I can understand that but even if I don't speak to people on here as I would like to because i have a huge amount of people on friends list I still would spare the time to help anyone regardless if i have spoken to them or not but just to know that they are on my friends list and need the help I do it out of the kindness of my heart That just got me a little upset but more hurt than anything because like i said i go out of my way to help others even if i don't really speak to them but I guess thats how it is Im sorry don't wanna sound like I'm complaining but I had to get it off my chest I mean am I wrong for feeling this way that since I try to help people should I expect people to help

Wearechange
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Letters To Santa
Dear Sanda, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to

About Me
Full Name: Charles Haveone Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Shaved Brown Height: 6'0" Shoe Size: 8 1/2-9 Ring Size: hummm dunno Heritage: German/Irish Graduating Year:1983 Birth date: Oct:17:64 Zodiac Sign: Libra ...::Firsts::...>or med..lol Romanic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous Sense of Humor or Sweet: Sense of humor Hook up or Relationship: Relationship ...::Currently::...

If It Didn't The It Wouldn't Be Worth The Gain.
It takes strength It takes strength to do what must be done when the work is unpleasant and uncomfortable. It takes strength to persist in the face of obstacles, when it would be much easier to simply give up. It takes strength to be polite to someone when that person has been rude to you. It takes strength to be truthful when a lie would be more convenient. It takes strength to build for the future. It takes strength to resist temptations and distractions. It takes strength to do what is right. It takes strength to make an effort when it would be easier to make up an excuse. It takes strength to do all these things. And all the while, these are the very things that build even more strength. Be truthful, do what you know is right, put forth effort when it is called for, persist, and the more you do so, the more easily you'll be able to do so. Exercise your strength, and you'll surely grow stronger, more capable, and successful in each endeavor. -- Ralph Marston

Agh
My friends.... Well it used to be that no matter how bad they fucked up ... and whatever they did.... they always meant more to me than life itself. very true... but now... after this weekend... ive grown tired of making excuses for them. and they can fuck themselves. thanks a lot you selfish bastards.

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I love a clean house 2.my children are my everything 3.i sometimes bite my nails 4.im afraid of the dark 5.i am a really mean person to people who make me angry 6.i have been a raiders fan since i was a little girl 7.i am a big ass cry baby over all movies 8.i hate my feet 9.i love dirty deeds radio 10.i love taking my family to the movies (wow after reading this I think I might be a mess!! lol) who gets this, #1jennalee #2reaper #3gothic #4sweetiepie #5dreamy

Things That Will Help U Level
i got this stuff from this person so if this stuff helps you please show her some love ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar Wow have I got the goodies for all of you to help you on leveling up. These are some great links to help you go about your search to make leveling easier. So this helps both of us you get more points and Its easier to level with alot pictures and stash. Check these links out. Thank you to The Confederate Bombers for allowing me to share them with you. Please stop by and show them some love. There profile link is at the bottom of these great sites. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com www.albinoblacksheep.com www.flashgamecodes.com www.myspacemodworld.com PSYCHEDELIC ART ANIMATION CODES: www.qualityjollity.com/Psychedelic_Art/Psychedelic_GIF_Embed.h

Vet Advocates Fight For New G.i. Bill
just a clip from the military headlines.... if you agree, wright a short letter to your representatives (congress-senators) they mostly will do what the people want, but they cant know what we want if we don't tell them. ------------------------------------------------- GI Bill. It's a program that meant a college degree for millions who wouldn't previously have been able to afford one, and its advocates say the benefit helped make the "greatest generation" what it is today. But the World War II veterans who took advantage of the G.I. Bill of Rights to gain a college education got a lot more out of the deal than today's vets, say advocates and some key lawmakers on Capitol Hill. A series of revisions to the G.I. Bill since World War II turned what had been a "thank you" from the U.S. government for military service into a recruitment tool, but one not nearly as generous as the original. What once paid for an entire four-year degree and kept food on the table for a penny-p

Just A Rant On Humanity
Lately i have seen murder and physical abuse on the cover of the paper and i cant help but wonder, where are we going? Sounds like hell to me. Why does no one care when someone cries out for help the boys who murdered cassie had no Right to get the sentence they got, i think they should have been given death, whether they asked for it or not. They murdered a good sweet TEENAGER, they are only in HIGHSCHOOL, what do you think would be like after they get out of jail..the same i think just as twisted just as "tortured". They are so young and they kill for no reason but the rush of killing a person, no a classmate who had the potential to be so great. And the signs were given the teachers at virginia tech, but they let an extreemly disturbed boy go on a rampage killing future leaders and people who could have been or were someone special. I am scared to put my kids into school, Hell i am scared to let them out of the house ...because one day it may h

More Poetry
lovers quarrel beaten down silk stockings fishnets and a kings crown fools gold irritated irate intelligence overrated enough is enough in the buff in the nude strippers and whores sticky fingers grab life drugs booze sex wake up and cry just fly, fly away!

Re: Free The Four!
RE: Free The Four! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOW Date: 17 Feb 2008, 00:51 RE: Free The Four!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DebbieDate: Feb 16, 2008 12:47 PMFree The Four!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOWDate: Feb 16, 2008 12:47 PM

Re: Ron Paul Endorses Murray Sabrin!!! (repost)
RE: Ron Paul Endorses Murray Sabrin!!! (Repost) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Aaron Russo's America: Freedom To Fascism Date: 17 Feb 2008, 00:47 Expanding the Ron Paul Revolution into the US Senate! Body: ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: Murray SabrinDate: Feb 16, 2008 3:25 PMFrom: J. Douglas Fisher, Volunteer CoordinatorSabrin for Senate '08Subject: The vital importance of success of Murray's Campaign.Folks, While Murray is out barnstorming New Jersey today, I am at the office here at 30 Montgomery Street, in Jersey City and decided to take a moment to explain the necessity of a successful Murray Sabrin Campaign..Behind me several of the grass roots volunteers from the Ron Paul movement are working the phones encouraging movement supporters to get on board and help Dr. Sabrin. As many of you already know, Ron Paul has officially endorsed Murray, his friend of 25 years, for his bid for the United States Senate seat curr

Our Love
Free Glitter Text Maker Comments & Layouts (Mandy) I was browsing on hear which I do not normally do and came across Charles. He was cute silly but cute. I sent him a friend request. The next day Charles excepted my request. Later that night I seen a bulletin from Charles that said "I'm for sale" I opened it, it said if you are the first one to reply to this with an "I own you" you will own this person. I thought it was silly but decided what the heck and replied. A few minutes past and I got an Email from Charles that said " now that you own me what are you going to do with me". We chatted for the next few days into the night I'm not sure we ever sleep. We talked about anything and everything. We loved the same thing and made each other laugh so much our stomachs hurt. we could not wait to talk to each other. We would rushed home to talk to each other every night. We exchanged cell numbers and talk all night long if we where not on the computer we where on the phone during

Re: 9/11 1st Responders Money Bomb Today, Feb 16th
RE: 9/11 1st Responders Money Bomb Today, Feb 16th ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Erin Date: 16 Feb 2008, 20:08 WeAreCHANGE..www.1stresponders1st.com ......Money Bomb 2/16..Spread the Word and Donate for the February 16th Money Bomb for our 9/11 hero’s - 9/11 1st responders. ....www.1stResponders1st.com..Interview with 911 Hero’s Interview with John Fealhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v..=9C3WxqB7Ju8..Interview with First Responder John Quibellhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v..=brTeQupYIAIInterview with First Responder John LaPennahttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v..=PhRN1nqCUd4Interview with 9/11 Victim's Family Member Michele Littlehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v..=QbZa6qjIYA0Live Broadcast Alert WeAreCHANGE along with the FealGoodFoundation will be doing a live video broadcast on Saturday February 16th 2008. We are doing this to promote the money bomb happening on February 16thTune in to

Re: We Are Change Vs. Prothink
RE: WE ARE CHANGE vs. PROTHINK ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: America First Date: Feb 16, 2008 10:22 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Khanverse Date: Feb 16, 2008 8:26 AM one has a national budget in the tens of thousands of $$$, the other operates on peanuts and proof. see for yourself, who's more effective? OR a video doctored with laughs where a real incisive response is conspicuously missing? or immediate, direct, forceful, and CORRECT response right on the spot? hmm.. the writing is on the wall.

Why???????
Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Did you ever stop and wonder......

Meaningless Chatter
timeless thoughts never end of you even when it gets rough and blue i see your smile as it god turned a dial and speed my fate so we arent to late he sent a message on a dove to show you the difference of real love

Are You A Controller?
I often hear people talk about "control freaks", "controllers", and "manipulators". Isn't trying not to be controlled a type of control? Controlling is for the most part a learned behavior unless there are biological factors involved. I believe all of us try to maintain a certain level of control over different areas of our life's. Indeed some people are more extreme than others. Individuals are only half of any interaction so how can we accuse the other person of being the controller? Where do you fit in on a scale of 0 - 10? I found this interesting scale to help find how out of control a person may or may not be. 0. No anger, no need to control anything. Doormat. Not socially nor occupationally functional. Probably lots of "insecurity" going on here too, maybe fear. Possible history of abuse with no clue on how to be assertive. Very good partner of choice for Level 9 in a totally dependent relationship, until he/she either gets treatment by external referral or fi

Random Thoughts & Premeditated Screamfest Grab A Drink And Let It Go
She was so kind and so fun to be around. When the news of her suicide, and how her youngest daughter heard a gunshot...the held the dead mother's body, it broke my heart for all 4 of her girls, 2 new grandchildren, and one on the way. She appeared so strong and her husband a stern but friendly man, were talking about divorce. He intimidated her. He said he'd get custody of the girls-- and in one desparate moment, she'd had enough of his rage. I have known that feeling too, but her precious smiles, goofy humor, and genuine love for her friends and family was not enough to keep her from shooting herself in the head. When a person is told they are useless, and all sorts of threats are made, all one can think of is: "Oh my God! what are we going to ? how will the girls and I survive?" I'm sure she believed that she wasn't beautiful, And I don't know what if she thought of anything except that gaping hole of desperation. Since he told her she was nothing, I'm pretty sure that

Texas
TEXAS Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle, the Gulf Coast, the Red River, and the Rio Grande, is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone, anywhere the world over looks at it, they know what it is -TEXAS!! Pick any kid off the street in Japan, and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt, and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it, maybe after a second or two, but, even if you do, does it stir those feelings in you? In every man, woman, and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he/she could be a real live Texan, and get up on a horse, or ride off in a pickup. There is a little bit of Texas in everyone. Did you ever hear anyone in a bar say, 'Wow...so you're from Iowa? Cool, tell me about it?' Texas is the Alamo - 183 men standing in a church, facing thousands of Mexican nationals, fighting f

Trail Of Blood
i've left a trail of blood for you to find my soul a little whisper of when I was here i am now staring at you face to face the color drains from my body time hasn't eased the loss it's that pain you have caused and can not release listen closely to what i say and if you listen closely you might understand one day

No More Drama
ok from now on i'm not reposting anything unless i know everything about it or i know the ppl behind it really well ! i'm tired of all the damn drama! i was just told one of my good friends on here had a bully posted saying they were a hooker and i supposedly reposted it. which i don't thank so because that kinda drama i don't get into. i do my damnest to stay drama free and as everyone knows on fubar is very hard to do . i have hardly been on here in the last few days because i'm tired of it . there are somepeople on here would cut your throut to level and say almost anything to get you to fan rate and add them and there are those on here for friends and fun and no drama and this drama shit makes me sick and it makes me want to say the hell with it all. i'm so sick of all the f**ken drama . anyone else feel this way too.

Chilaquiles (tortilla Casserole)
Chilaquiles (Tortilla Casserole) A delicious casserole with a Mexican flavor. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 sliced medium white onion 1 tbsp vegetable oil 2 medium zucchini or other summer squash, cut into small dice, 10 ounces total (see note below) 2 cups salsa 2 cups chicken or vegetable broth, plus a little extra if necessary 1/2 tsp salt, plus a little more if necessary, depending on saltiness of broth 4 cups spinach leaves, stemmed and well-rinsed, about 5 ounces 8 to 12 ounces tortilla chips, depending on the type (see note below) 1/2 cup finely grated Mexican añejo cheese, or Parmesan or Romano DIRECTIONS: 1. In a large Dutch oven or flameproof casserole, cook the onion in the oil over medium-high heat until it begins to soften, about 5 minutes. Add the zucchini and cook, stirring frequently, until it begins to brown, about 3 minutes longer. 2. Add the salsa, 2 cups broth, salt and spin

Angel Hair Pasta With Scallops And Sun-dried Tomatoes
Angel Hair Pasta with Scallops and Sun-Dried Tomatoes Recipe analysis includes 3 ounces of Parmesan cheese. Serving: 6 Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 25 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 pound angel hair pasta 3 cloves garlic, finely chopped 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 pound scallops 1 package sun-dried tomatoes (about 10 tomatoes), crumbled 1/2 cup lemon juice 1/2 cup dry white wine (water may be substituted) 2 tbsp butter Freshly grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS: 1. Prepare pasta al dente. Set aside. 2. Sautée garlic in olive oil until light brown. 3. Add scallops and cook for 2 minutes. 4. Add sun-dried tomatoes, lemon juice and wine. Bring to a boil, reduce heat and simmer for 5 minutes. Season with salt and pepper to taste. 5. Stir in butter and toss with pasta. Top with cheese. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 480 Total Fat: 12 g Carbohydrates: 65 g Protein: 29 g Source: dain

~and Here's Your Sign~
*********A Real Ball Buster.********* A drunk gets up from the bar and heads for the bathroom. A few minutes later, a loud blood curdling scream is heard coming from the bathroom. A few minutes after that another loud scream reverberates through the bar. The bartender goes into the bathroom to investigate what the drunk is screaming about. "What's all the screaming about in there? You're scaring my customers! "I'm just sitting here on the toilet and every time I try to flush, something comes up and squeezes the hell out of my balls." With that the bartender opens the door, looks in and says, "You idiot! You're sitting on the mop bucket!!!" *Don't Laugh Too Loud..you may know him.....LOL* Peace.

Tag Yer It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I am a total Coca Cola Addict. Pepsi is drinkable but it don't satisfy my addiction. 2. I am an only child not including step brothers and sisters. 3. I am a very strong willed person and not easily swayed when I know something for a fact. Because of this I have been told I am stubborn. 4. I am a mutt plain and simple. What makes me who I am nationality wise is Irish, Canadian French, Parisian French, American Indian, German, and god only knows what else. But I am most in touch with me Irish roots. 5. I am able to consume a large amount of alcohol when I drink but yet I am not one you would call a drinker. Could it be some the drink

Cool Is The Air I Breath
I can’t help but Feel a connection A circle of protection around me I found myself walking in a garden So serene The air is calm As I walk through the passages Destination unclear But I feel as though I’ve been here So I walk with confidence Touching and enjoying the environment As I advance Would this be my chance To love again Embrace another life I’m born again Emotionally I grow I’m sooo high I follow this moment of insight to the sky And move amongst the clouds Closer to the sun The center of my solar system The heart to my body I embody this new life Tears of enjoy streams my face Not a better but a new A different place Close my eyes and there, you occupy That space behind my eye lids I don’t get this often So I respect it for what it is I soar then glide on warm pockets of love To put it simple I cough feelings Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

My Design Groove
OK, so I've been bored at times lately and have recently discovered Photobucet. Combining that with my Photoshop powers, I'm going to try and kill some down time with getting my graphic design groove back on and making some graphics that my fu-friends will (hopefully) find funny and entertaining! Please leave comments if you're so inclined - positive and negative feedback is always welcome!

Bar Realizations
I went out to the bar last night, and stayed pretty sober. I didn't get smashed until I got home and started doing everclear shots. It was interesting, I found out I have more good times than I remember. Apparently, I know 80% of the regulars very well. Couldn't tell you any of their names, but they all know me. There was a new cocktail waitress...first night I've seen her. First thing she says to me: "So, I notice you are talking a little bit clearer tonight..." I hog the cocktail waitresses. They play pool and chat with me all night instead of bringing the other customers drinks...apparently there is resentment among quite a few people over this, but management doesn't seem to mind. I get looks. MANY looks. I felt like a piece of meat last night. Perhaps I'm cuter than I think? Lots of guys want to kick my ass. Apparently they don't like the fact that their girlfriends are eyeball fucking me. One dude almost kicked my ass, and I didn't even glance at his girlfriend....

Here
What can I say. This site is more than I could have ever imagained. Never found one place whre you can meet such a wide variety of people. Here you can talk to individuals from her in the US or as far away as you can imagaine. You can get your heart shattered one day, and the next met someoen who makes you fel like your flying. I have met a wide variety of men on hre. Well not actually in person that is. Some have become wonderful friends I hope to have for the rest of my life, and others I never want to think of again. But all in all , as many times as I have wanted to leave, I dotn think I could. Always been a terribly shy girl. Yes I know some of you will find that very hard to believe lol. But it is very true. Never would let anyone take a picture, or if they did wouldn't smile. So terribly self conscious and insecure. Unfortunately these insecurities made me lose a very special friend I had here. I sometimes put up a false front of this flirty, naughty girl.

Not Around Much These Days
Hello to all my friends here on Fubar. I just wanted to tell you all that I'm not around all that much these days. I'm not deleting my account or anything, and there's always a possibility that I'll be back someday... but for now I have other stuff to do. If you really want to keep in touch and don't already have my email address and/or Yahoo screen name, leave me a message and I'll send that info to you. I still check this account one or two times a week. Thanks to everybody for the birthday presents and well-wishes. You guys are awesome. I miss DJing, and hanging out here... I just need a break. xoxo Jera

What Defines Me..like Me Or Hate Me..i Could Care...
This is me in kind of a nutshell in the way I view member of the opposite sex and what I find attractive. I value intelligence over beauty any day of the week. Sure, you may have a nice body but you know something...looks will only get you so far. Don't get me wrong, they sure work as a base to start with. And nothing towards "bigger" girls, but that's just not my cup of tea. Sorry. I don't want a woman that I have to worry about throwing my back out trying to lift you up. Sure you can call me rude, mean or whatever else. But I live by a simple philosophy in my life and I am very happy with it. I would rather you hate me for being myself, than love me for someone I'm not. Period. There's a difference in what I consider a "bigger" girl, and just plain obese. If you weigh more than I do, and I'm at 176...not going to happen. I like to be able to hold a conversation with a woman and relate to her a mental level.

Fun Fun
1. Go to photobucket.com. 2. type in your answer. 3. only use the first page. 4. copy the html and paste here. 1. What is your first name? (they didnt have my name..but her picture kinda makes me happy) 2. What month were you born in? 3. What's your favorite hobby? 4. What's your favorite TV show? 5. What's your favorite color? 6. Who's your celebrity crush? 7. What's your favorite movie? Im KIDDINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG sheeeeesh! ummmmmm 8. Who's your favorite Disney character? Beeeeeeeeeast! omg. 9. The name of your pet? 10. What's your favorite vacation spot?

Unbelievable People!!!! Ty So Much!
I bid on the Spotlight last night and had the high bid until the last minute and was beat out and out of bucks! So many people have stepped it up today and are really busting bum to help me. That's what friendship and fu sportsmanship is ALL ABOUT! So, go show these folks LOTS AND LOTS of Fu Love! Obviously they are good people to have on your side. ❦ ĦƐЯ ✌ϢѺⱤȽÐ ❦®@ fubar Nyha **Mari's Fu~Wife**Owned by PebblesInAz**@ fubar The Lonely Heart *Fu Owned by *skullcrushed* ~fu wifey to FIREGOBLIN85@ fubar ~~DJ CJ~~@ fubar ♠Cuffed♠Desire♠namedby *SexyRebelBitch*♥FuDaddy's♥SexyLoveGoddess@ fubar SilverWolf™Sinfully Sexy 's Fu-Daddy@ fubar LIL MZ. VIXEN **2ND ALARM HOTTIES *PROUD & STRONG **SO CUTE*S

Brother
Hi every1 I'm posting blog to get all the help I can.My brother is in the hospitol right now.He was dianosed with cancer.That started in his left leg.And now if spread to his lungs and possibly his heart.I took him to the Doctors Friday for a pretest before his surgery.And that time his heart beat was at 156 BPM . It should at 80.So we need all the prays and support we can get right now. Thank You Scott

Love
Life is hard life is painful but life is also love when you have love in your life you have something to live for something to cherish and something that will always be there for you when u are down and out and it feels like walls are closing in on you. But when u go through life and there is no love u have nothing to live for but wishing that u can love and somebody would love you back.

Rant !
Just wanted to SCREAM !!!!!!!!!!!! how can people .. especially family be SO FUCKIN INSENSITIVE ????? HOW?????????????????????? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Okay gotta get my ass to work .. see ya'll later :)

Is That You John Wayne?
America, Why I Love Her I've always been a big John Wayne fan. I’ve watched all his movies (his westerns are the best), many more than once. He personified American values and patriotic pride. In this patriotic essay, John Wayne recites a beautiful poetic piece written by another actor, and poet, John Mitchum. John Mitchum is the younger brother of Robert Mitchum. In his youth, with his brother, Robert, he traveled across America as a hobo and these adventures may be where his inspiration for this piece came from. You may better remember John Mitchum as Clint Eastwood's sidekick Detective DeGeorgio in the Dirty Harry film series, and again in The Outlaw Josey Wales. He co-starred with John Wayne in Chisum and El Dorado, and I believe he was also in the TV series F-Troop. This first patriotic essay is called “America”, and is from the album "America, Why I Love Her", which can be purchased from Amazon.com and other music outlets (if you like this piece, please support the artis

By Your Side
Sade Lyrics "By Your Side" You think I'd leave your side baby? You know me better than that You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees? I wouldn't do that I'll do you right when your wrong I-----ohhh, ohhh If only you could see into me oh, when your cold I'll be there to hold you tight to me When your on the outside baby and you can't get in I will show you, your so much better than you know When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again I will find you darling I'll bring you home If you want to cry I am here to dry your eyes and in no time you'll be fine You think I'd leave your side baby You know me better than that You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness I wouldn't do that I'll do you right when your wrong I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh If only you could see into me Oh when your cold I'll be there To hold you tight to me Oh when your alone I'l be there by your side baby repeat 1x

Tv Advertising Blows!
Commercials. There are commercials that make me cringe everytime I see them. Not just the manditory vagina freshener or cooch pillows (with wings) ads. I'm talking about the ones that are just plain annoying, disturbing, retarded, etc. Redbull, It gives you wings. Red Eagle would be a more suitable name for that slogan. Hell, even Red Pigeon. I mean, how the heck does that name have anything to do with giving you wings? Unless of course you drink too much and overdose and then you might get wings (and a halo). How about "Red Bull: Go Fuck Shit Up" or even "Red Bull: Just Add Vodka". The King from Burger King ads. There is something seriously wrong with the people who thought this would make you want their product. Or is it really a threat? "Buy our food or this freak will stalk you relentlessly and/or kill you in your sleep." I think he might even be a molestor. He just has that look. AFLAC!!!! AFLAC!!! It sends a twitch through me. The kind of twitch th

Through The Glass Darkly
Out of a shadow forbidden A life line, a promise given Taken away is pain and tears Replace is the evidence of fear Walk a path of deprivation Ecstasy your final destination Face the glass, chant the spell Close your eyes and time will tell His face a shadow, name a lie Truth, excuse, or alibi Suffer him, pleasure or pain You'll turn and take it Again and again Out of a shadow forbidden 09/2006lbm

Imprisoned
I live in a prison of my own making Soul ripped out.......vultures partaking Standing in a torrential downpour Weeping senselessly What's happened to the person I used to be? I gave of my heart, tried to be wise You turned me into someone you loved to despise Did my love destroy you? Is that what you see? A person so calculated and cold? I live in the nightmare Of a love that failed My soul bought, destroyed and sold Tormented in living, condemned in death The words " I love you" Stealing my final breath

Just An Observation
It's hard to understand why we often repeat the mistake of letting someone know things about us that make us vulnerable to hurt. Why do we so often find room and reason to use that knowledge to hurt the people we care about? And , it's never that we take something small,,,, oh no,, we go for the throat!! Humans are precious!!!! we love so hard and hate even harder. Lots of room for lust, obsession, and hate. Love is selective and often shallow;and for some reason, even the closest of friendships are open to heart ripping pain at our own discretion. We care.................................................To abandon We attach.............................................To disengage We Love................................................To hate lbm2006sw

Burn
I do not rest nor sleep I burn, daily And with great discontent and pain That it was with my doing Not one heart was wounded But more Not one faith was betrayed, But many That I have given to one Who now holds contempt for me And so in silence I burn lbm05/07

If I Could
Every word from my mouth poison Each touch a deadly embrace I cannot take back the love I killed It's gone without a trace If I could Turn back the time To pages of yesterday I'd erase every word I spoke That made you feel this way I would sensor every touch So as not to bring you pain If it would only restore you To my heart Then I would not feel this shame lbm05/06

Fire
The sun burns through an ice white sky I awaken in your arms My reflection in your eyes That watched me as I slept It's your embrace that gives me solace To face yet another day It's your hands that light The fire in me The fire that fuels the sun That melts the ice in the sky lbm11/06

Painkillers
He sits bewildered at the moment When she caught his eye, And the shattered heart he held In his hand seemed to begin to mend, And it started beating again. Even in the pain that he felt, The crushing pain, the heat of being burned, It still holds in his memories, But they fade slightly As if her personality had medicinal value, As if she, herself, was a pain killer For a broken heart. He doesn't understand how he could trust, He doesn't know how she could touch His heart and make it heal itself. She has given him the cure Without even realizing it, Without even trying to be anything Except herself. She's what he needed, And what his heart desires, And he can stop taking these painkillers-- They never worked for a broken heart anyway. Robert J Nye (2008)

Drinking The Pain Away
He twists open another beer, And places the bottle to his lips, And slowly lets the cool liquid Attempt to quench his thirst, But it's his soul that is thirsty, It's his heart that has been broken, And it's not going to be fixed By consuming this alcoholic beverage. It's only going to be numbed Until the headache of the next day When he wakes to find that his heart Is still shattered, And no matter what he does, He can't drink the pain away Because it just comes back, It just haunts him. Like the memories of her touch, The memories of her laugh, The memories of how she made him feel, And then the haunting feeling of her Ripping his heart from his chest. No amount of alcohol, no matter what, He's not truly drinking the pain away. Robert J Nye (2008)

I Would Do This
another Bullitin I had to blog LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP IN LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0

Im Sorry
This was a bullitin I got from a friend on myspace but it just touched me so much i had to put it here as well I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,

Nova
Nova In bonds of love you bind me fast from times and place of distant pasts in moments epiphany I see your smile Such grace and beauty to beguile My heart it skipped and realigned A world alone suddenly entwined Visions now contemporized my smile is mirrored undisguised passion rises so uncontrolled I hearken back to days of old In times and places dreams revived Heart ache and sorrow all survived My being searched the empty void To capture times that we enjoyed To dance together hand in hand moments myriad as grains of sand Id trade them all for one last chance That once again with me you’ll dance

Super Nova
My Super Nova Day dawns clear uncertain like my heart in turmoil souls connected in harmony yet apart a paradox, strings pulling, vibrating, resonating lives lived moments shared You are there I feel your joy your pain your frustration shared always growing expanding in my heart my super nova blossoming expanding for all eternity filling the emptiness with light an unstoppable force brighter, hotter than the sun, the birth of possibilities and futures expanded a flower in the dark sun kissed in mornings glory you open exposing your heart basking in my gaze, beautiful, perfect symmetry, my heart is full you bloom before smiling eyes fulfilling my longing pure unfettered a force of nature bringing awe and quickening dancing in my eyes whispering through my dreams breeze on exposed flesh burns your eyes restless seas I am torn master longing For ships familiar sway Directed to your heart

Im Always My Worst Enemy When It >>>
comes to love and matters of the heart. Me and my thoughts are not always a thinking right or correct. I say things or type things with out given it enought thought process . Then some one(you) takes it worng , from what I meen it to mean.. How will I ever fix this . I didn,t go out on a date , it was a church revival. I stated a date but didn,t think of my actions (words)till I already sent the message. to late . well P O F is a site much like Fubar. I went there ,checked it out , a friend sugested it to me is all... Thought ( You )a person I know , would want to check it out too.. Since this person (You) stated to me , You wanted to look in Your neck of the woods once. . Or at least I thought you,d contact me about it. Well that was my thinking , but I was wrong again.. Im asking can you Forgive me my words and type ; I do make mistakes , but you also ; have said things that hurt me at times and I forgive you . Am I to Not be Forgiven for my Mistakes . I did not do t

The Road To State!!
The road to state was a rough one to say the least. I had just filled up and me, Dalton and some of Justin's friends were headed out of town to go to the tournament and a woman decided to pull out in front of me from the turning lane she was in and in the blink of an eye, my car was totalled... so I'm in a rental car for now. Everyone is fine but I'm bruised from the air bags. We did make to Columbia but maybe it was a sign. Justin I think, let the experience of being at state overwhelm him.. he came in 6th.. but you know what? My baby is a state medalist! His first time there, I am sooooooooooo proud of him!!!! And just think , next year, he will probably be 6ft 7 and be close to 265 lbs! A monster :) And as I'm sure there are so many that are sad when football season is over or when NASCAR is done until Feb.. I will miss it.. but only for a few months.. then we start Freestyle and Greco-Roman!!! Woohoo!!

Urban Redneck Or Not?lol
I gues you could classify different types of rednecks. You have your all out southern born and bread true rednecks, that come literally from the backwoods. Then you have what I like to call the urban redneck, one that likes the simple pleasures of life but also has a long background of likin the funner things in life also including modern electronics and such. Then you also have the city boys that think they are cowboys, they are what I like to call the confused rednecks LOL anway, what I am getting at is do ya'll agree with my tnking on this or do ya think otherwise?

I'm Lost
I found the man that I love more than anything in my life, except myself. He gives me stregnth to fight on when everything seems worthless, he has a way of helping me to smile and not worry as much as I use to. Now my sweetheart is battling cancer and I know he feels like it's not worth the fight to go on because of the pain and the hurt. I'm lost with out him in my life. I know I'm not on much anymore and I hope he knows that no matter what happens he's in my thoughts and prayers cause I love him and I know he loves me. Yes he can be grouchy and sometimes a little impatient but when he cares about you there is nothing in the world that will stop him from being there for you. He is my Tyger. He gave me the name tigresa...he said it was elegant and that it fit me. I miss you my Tyger and I'm Lost with out you.

I Will Love You Forever!
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart

Tag Your It
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have an obsession with chewing on sponges, and love the way they feel against my teeth. 2. I yawn like a puppy dog. 3. I talk to myself often, and hardly realize I'm doing it. 4. I want a baby. 5. When my room was "Raided" the cops found my vibrator and played with it. 6. I was once being persued by the F.B.I 7. I have a fear of riding on the bus. 8. I know how to body slam cheating boyfriends over the hoods of my friends cars. 9. I drink most men under the table without losing a single piece of clothing. 10. I am often told I have "the most beautiful green eyes" despite the fact they are blue. 11. Had my vibrator stolen by my ex boyfriend. 12. Was told by a cop once to "Calm down" while he had a gun pointed at my head. Mermaid on acid tall texan spar

After The Storm
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

Bomb Me Im In Another Contest
FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS U LEAVE I WILL SEND U 2,000 FUBUCKS JUS SB ME WHEN U HAVE DONE IT AND I WILL CHECK SO DON'T SCAM ME CUZ IT WONT WORK LMAO THANXS JUS GO TO THIS PAGE http://fubar.com/user/429545 AND GO TO THE HAPPY HOUR CONTEST THANXS. DJ SEXY BIOOTCH

4-wheeler+alcohol=fun?
Yeah, so my friend Crystal calls me last night talkin' 'bout hey we got a little 4-wheeler right? I havn't seen this girl since I left for boot camp 6 months ago so what the hey right? I go out there, already buzzin' from the pool party earlier, drink some more (of course!) Anywho, Crystal takes me for a spin a couple times (no, not like that) I guess that last time around there was one too many shots in her system. She couldn't figure out what side of the barrel she wanted to go on. She turns at the last min. and we go over. tore up my right leg pretty good. Nothin' broken, but got some good scrapes. I've been limpin around all day. a bit painful. Poor Crystal though. she got a big bruis on her thigh. scared her more than anything, but she's ok... the bitch went to the fair today. that hooker!

Support The Troops :) (from The Bulletin Board)
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Help
Ok so i just read a mumm that i had the same question about i have been on the same level for months now i find myself going into all my "friends" pages and rating everything they have.... but i still cant level up so here i ask everyone on my list PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE i am so sick of being the same level.... Kisses..

Just Another Poem
Any Gray Day By Alex McKenzie The dawn of another day of gray, The sky the color of dead ash. The clouds an angry smear across the sky, Threatening the silence of the morning. Street lights casting a corona around themselves, As if protecting themselves from a darkness unending. Dull and lifeless does my soul feel, When gazing into this cold morning sky. My mood darkens as do the heavens above, The clouds ready to loose their fury. My emotions following the day ever changing, The same as in the swirling gray mass above me. The dawn of a new day of gray..........

The Time Between Times
This poem is inspired by the past and overshadows the present. Time Between Times In the time between times silence descends, Suns moment hangs on expectant breath, time suspends formality, and waits. Suns rays warm earth's ancient bones arranged by the hand of mans longing. Earth below naked feet resonates, vibrating and awakening life's song, Imperceptible energies warm forgotten nerves. Eyes close awaiting life's procession. Sunflower blossom fills my vision I breathe. Green sent fills my senses, a shadow flits, the green man moves through the unsuspecting Some turn to mark his passing unseen, Years bounty awaits, life pulses, a heady current birds sing insects buzz on natures unseen errands. The sun rises and the Raven moves ever westward knowing his time has come, his wings spread wider as days progress, ever he quests. The sun kisses iridesc

One Year Anniversary
Tuesday is mine and my fiance one year anniversary and I am so stoked. This is the first relationship where I am happy to be with someone for a year and nothing bad has happened. Heck, we haven't even had a fight. We have had disagreements but no fights and I don't have to worry about her hurting me in any way. She stands behind me and pushes me when I need it. I hope that it will be an awesome night and look forward to many more to come.

My Thoughts Right Now
So I was thinking today, I am ten years from being 30 years old. What have I done in the whole time I have been on Earth? Nothing at all, I have done nothing worth talking about, I have done One thing I am proud of I graduated High School. But other then that what? Nothing, maybe its time to try something more exciting. Every day is a new day, another chance to do something to worth while. After the age of 16 the days are over in Minutes, not hours anymore. You get up and then seems 2 hours later its time to sleep again. Maybe this whole good girl thing is getting old. I`ve never even been to a party, I`ve been drunk like 4 times in my life, Thats about it. Maybe I have wasted my life, Never having fun always being the one to watch out for my friends, and making sure nothing bad happens, Never getting in trouble. I feel like I am missing out on something. Even if its just doing stupid shit, I have never really experienced doing shit just because I can. I have been the one to watch my

True Frienship
Stars in the dark of the Night These are stars amongst us on this sight that have put light in my life. If you are looking for real, drama free people that you can consider true friends, then please let them start being a light in your life to! Just a token of my appreciation for each one of you! Thank you for taking the time to show the light that shines within! This is not about points, its about being able to have a conversation and feeling the warmth of friendship!! "Holy Terror" Holy Terror@ fubar "♥Louise♥" ♥Louise♥ *OwnedBy Thelma**R/LWifeyOf Wright*♥I'm 1 of Papa's Angels&hearts@ fubar "Crazy English Chick" Crazy English Chick!@ fubar "Daz" Daz - For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.@ fubar "Jersey Bunny" Jersey Bunny ~ Member/ promoter of W.I.S.E.U.K.F@ fubar "DJ TOMICIDE" ~DJ TOMICIDE~*OWNER OF JERSEY DEVIL'S LOUNGE*~@ fubar "Randy" Randy~The Lost Worlds Lounge Security

Confused
i know i shouldnt question things but I cant help it. all i do is sit here and wonder. i dont know what to do. dont know what to think. im so confused that its driving me nuts. i dont want to hurt or love. just want to be content with friends. yet for some reason its not working out that way. im falling for a man i dont know if i really should fall for. he knows it even if neither of us want to admitt it. today i seen someone who fucked me over in the past...sad thing was the asshole couldnt even look me in the eye. and then to make my day even worse i found out so much about my big brother that i no longer have any respect for him. and of all people hes the last one i thought i woul totally lose respect for. its breaks my heart that i can honestly say that in my eyes hes no longer my brother. anybody who can be the way he is i dont want associated with me. and it kills me cuz i used to be so proud of him...back when he first graduated high school and became a marine. N

Disappointed
so i never thought i could be so disappointe in someone i love so much. my big brother has always been my hero, the one person i looked up to. but he started changing about a year ago. and changing for the worst. now i cant even stand to think of the fact that hes my brother. now only has he disappointed me, but hes disappointed his other family as well. we all thought he would do so much better then this once he joined the marines. first he turned into an alcholic. then he started getting rude and disrespectful. and then he got violent. only to top it all off by becoming a theif and liar. its so sad to see how bad hes become. and i mean i really dont even want to admitt im related to him anymore. he owes so many people money. yet he has no intentions of paying anyone back. he treats his step son and wife like shit. yet he has a lil girl on the way. i cant stand the thought of that lil girl growin up with the life she is going to have. not only am i disappointed in the m

The Pissed Off Cookie
Ok, so Ariella and I are talking on the phone and she says shes going to be one pissed off cookie...Im like, I want to see that. So I go to youtube.....type in typed in "pissed off cookie" thinking somewhere someone had to have made something stupid about a cookie being peeved. Nope...just a cat named cookie that is pissed off....*sadness*

Support The Us....
br />Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.Yo

Just Let Me Say
I posted a pimp out bulletin tonight, and before it is brought to my attention that I left a few people out. The people that are on my Friends list that talk with me on a personal level know where they stand. I have done a few pimp outs highlighting various friends. I will continue doing so out of the blue. All of you hold a special place in my circle of friends. Some I have gotten close to very quickly others it has taken some time. Some of you our friendship is still building. I hope that this pimp out doesn't create animosity or some one getting upset over it. That was not my intentions at all! It was just to highlight a night filled sky with stars!! I hope all of you are having a great evening and that you have a blessed week!! Thank you for embracing me into your lives! XXOO Love Always Moon

Some About Me, Things That Inspire Me, Things I Want From Someone In Life & My Thoughts On Life...as I See It.
I find myself waking up everyday with courage, beauty and eccentricities all around me. I know that I will battle through the day with new challenges and new problems to defeat. But I say let all of those challenges and problems come. I am strong enough to face them and survive through each and everyone of them. Yes some of them may knock me down, but I will always stand back up and the next time I try to get knocked down I will have my stance be stronger than it was before. I see life for all its glory and all its down falls. I know that each situation life brings you there is a yin and a yang to it. There is good and there is bad, now whether you choose to sway toward the good or the bad is entirely up to you. I never know which way I will sway until I sway. I am a mild mannered person. I can be pushed into tension sought areas if you do not listen to me. But that is so rare I never make mention to it. I can see people from the inside out. You can tell by looking d

Pretty Much Sums It Up
"...Not Forever" by Tsunami Bomb I thought that this was solid Stability and safety sitting in my hand Just take a look at your life You're all alone! Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I don't need this anymore Love is not forever Friendship is not forever There is nothing set in stone You're on your own Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I don't need this anymore I don't need this anymore! Dependence is followed by weakness Don't be your own hostage If I know so many Why don't they know me They don't know me Just take a look at your life You're all alone! Now I know what we're made of Confusion, Complication, and Uncertainty I thought this was real, I was wrong So I don't know Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I

Sts-122 Atlantis To Leave Station
STS-122 Atlantis Says Farewell, Prepares for Undocking, Landing on Wednseday. Image above: The STS-122 and Expedition 16 crews bid one another farewell Sunday. Photo credit: NASA TV The crew of space shuttle Atlantis spent Sunday afternoon preparing to leave the International Space Station. The preparations included checking out the tools they will use to undock from the orbital outpost Monday at 4:27 a.m. EST. After the STS-122 and Expedition 16 crews bid one another farewell, the hatches between the two spacecraft closed at 1:03 p.m. Sunday. STS-122 arrived at the station Feb. 9, delivering the European Space Agency’s (ESA) Columbus laboratory to the station. The crews installed Columbus Feb. 11 and conducted three spacewalks to prepare Columbus for its scientific work. They also replaced an expended nitrogen tank on the station’s P1 truss. In addition, Atlantis delivered a new station crew member, Flight Engineer Leopold Eyharts, an ESA ast

Yay 40 Question Survey :)
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? noppers..lol u know just in case...dont wanna miss a call :) haha 2. do you like more than one person right now? um no..actually i just like one right now..hehe :) and i want him... ;) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? ummm the man sitting in the living room with me..ugh..stupid ass roomate..seriously..yea...if u only knew... 4. who was your last text from? jason 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? hehe glasses..i wear them now.. :) 7. have you ever been in love? um yes...unfortunatly..haha 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? hehe..well i go through these phases..and right now im stuck on some stupid song..that shall remain nameless *if u read my other blog post- u will know* lol 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? mr. brooks..it was really really good 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? yes i do..it is sad :/ 12. what is the last

Another Survey..u Know U Wanna Read All About Me!!!
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? jazzy i think...hehe we were drinking friday night and needed to hold each other up...hehe we are so fun together :) 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? yes i do 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? myself in the mirror..damn im hot..hahaha 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night owl here...why else am i still up when ihave to be up so fucking early for work :/ 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? cry 6. Are you there for your friends? ask any of them they will say yes :) i do stupid shit and get walked on..haha so yea i do anything for anybody 7. Are you a forgiving person? usualyl... 8. Do you drink every weekend? no not every...im trying to stop that..lol to many times have i drove drunk..and thats bad..lol 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? umm yes..like 4 people actually lol only one of which i

Whoooooooohooooooooo!!!!
I have a job possibility! Citibank is going to call me at 3:40pm tomorrow for a phone screening...if this works out, I will likely have an interview with them in the next week or two! UPDATE 2/18: Interview, 9AM tomorrow! If that goes well, I may be joining the workforce soon!

Artificial Inteligence, At Best
i just want it said that, none of you count, this is more or less a video game and you are the toons in it, basicaly i see this as just a big free mmorpg like wow or EQ, your just some pics and text on the screen at most, none of you are real as far as im concerned just ai toons in a game, at best your amusing, at worst your boring and to think anyof you think that anyone else is taking you seriouse is funny at best. you all die when i turn my browser off and reset when i fire the "video game" back up, hell i take video game toons more seriouse then any of you made up toons, 90% of you probably aint even the gender you claim, , poof a real in your minds person hahahahahah you people i get it, its just a world of make believe and fantasy lol

Another Monday
I am working today ... a 12 hour shift and will be leaving shortly. I will take my lap top to work and on occasion take a break and hit the hospital WI FI spot and check in and answer messages. I hope all of you will have a wonderful Monday.

This World
It's been almost 9 months since my cousin Christopher was murdered. He was 15 years old. Some 20 yeard old beat his brains out (literally) and stomped on his chest causing his heart to stop working. Why you ask? Because Christopher looked at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND...tht's all he did was look at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND. To make matters worse one of the murderers friends who went to school with Christopher just fuckin stood there and watched him kill a 15 year old boy. The murderer's friend happens to hang out out a house that I hang out at. He has claimed to be a hard ass since the first day I met the little punk ass. He's such a hard ass but yet he stood there and let a 20 year old man beat a 15 year old boy to death. Having to go through this has made me realize that this world is so fucking screwed up. What makes people think that shit like this is ok and normal? There are definately some things that deserve an ass beating. But killing a 15 year old boy for

Read And Try To Understand
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Dream
I had a dream of you last night. As with all dreams it was vague and elusive, I don't know exactly what was going on, it faded as I woke. But between slumber and waking completely I felt it, I held on to that one special thing that makes it all wonderful. I remember looking at you in my dream, you were sitting next to me, close enough to touch. I remember looking into your eyes, and the love and care that was in them filled my heart and made my soul leap. I woke up with a smile, and a thought of you in my heart. I know it's going to be a good day, you are in the back of my head and every time I think of you I smile. Thank you for being the reason I smile

No Energy
hey everyone~ It's me again...finally. I had my 2nd round of chemo on Valentine's day and I have had NO ENERGY since then. I did get Jeff to shave my hair off since it was coming out everywhere. It was so bad I felt like I was always walking through a spider web.....hate that~! So now it is buzzed short and still coming out. I will be totally bald before the end of the week, for sure. I have bald patches all over my head now. Jeff left Sunday morning around 430 am for his mandatory manager's conference in VEGAS~! He arrived safely and is ready to come home. He didn't want to leave me but it was mandatory so he had no choice. My son has been a handful this weeeknd. (slamming his bedroom door, stomping around the house and yelling....) I don't know what has gotten into him but his dadddy is gonna get him when he gets home Wednesday. My daughter is out of school today so that is good for me. I don't think I could have gotten up and taken her to school. I got up at 845 and i

Drink Water On Empty Stomach
DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH! It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases. METHOD OF TREATMENT: 1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth 4 x 160 ml glasses of water. 2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute. 3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal. 4. Af

Night Out On The Town
It was one of those rare moments when we had no kids. We just dropped them off at the parents to spend the night. Very rarely do we ever get time alone to ourselves. So we decided to go to the movies. You wanted to watch Jumper.. I wanted to watch Fools gold. We both told the guy which movie we wanted to watch. I thought,, how romantic..here we are night alone together..and watching different movies. You finally gave in and came to watch my movie with me. The movie was very good..of course how could it not be with Matthew McConaughy in it..and Kate Hudson. They both have a wonderful chemistry together. I had on a skirt. We sat in the back row. You reached over..pulled up my skirt enough to feel under it. I was damp from the fact that we were actually doing somthing we could get caught at. I continued to watch the movie..squirming somewhat in my seat. The movie finally ended. We left and went to the car wash. You wanted to wash the salt off the vehicle. So we get in the c

Say A Prayer For Our Family
This week has been tough for me and my family, we lost a very special little girl in our life. My 17 yr old cousin lost her life at the hands of her ex boyfriend. So please say a prayer for our family and her parents in florida.

What I Deal With Each Day
Each day I want to wake up and think about how I can turn over and look at something cool. I dont have to wake up hearing the sounds of gun shots in the air or other marines yelling out commands. To be home means a lot to me and most dont understand that. My girl does and see was torn up when she got word that I had been shot three times in the side. But she knew that I was a boy that did not like to give up. It all depends on what you deal with. Each day I thank god that I am alive and sometimes even wonder why I am. Does he have a plan for me that I am not aware of yet. Does he need me to do something that I have no clue where to start. Each passing day I look at my friends and just want to cry because I am actually with them and they can talk to me in person without having to wait for me to email them

Show Our Support
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to

Thank You
I want to thank everyone that sent there prayers and wishes and cards to me and my family over the weekend . I'm sorry if I have not been around much the last few days .Have just needed a small break and spend time with the family while we were all together . It's sad that really the only time time we all see Family is at funeral's . We all need to be grateful for are Families . Thank you again . Tom

Too Strong
I have not been on fubar too long, but I have noticed that some of the guys on here are well lets just say are interesting lol. I have meet some very nice people that I enjoy talking to greatly and would actually some day like to meet. Now on the other hand there have been some, (recently been removed from my list) that have come on way to strong. My lord take a chill pill if something was to happen it will. Just remember stalking is not viewed as cute, sexy, or ok in any way. Cheers to my new found friends on fubar, stalkers go check out Lindsey Lohan I here she needs a little something in her life.

Rambles
How can I feel like one man controls my heart? How can I pretend to smile when I feel like I am dying inside. When I am the one that was childish to begin the fight, yet he is the stubborn one that won't let it end. I know I am a hug baby, its only been a little over 24 hrs since the fight begun, yet I am so not a fighter. Right now I am feeling like a part of me has died. Trying to sleep it away, but that doesnt help, it just makes the nights longer and more miserable. Have you ever felt like a puppet on a string? Like one individual controls your destiny and it is not you? Sure I am able to write into my destiny, but I don't feel like I control it..... Said to much.... Sad songs always make me cry.... ====================================

My Pimp-out, Show These Good People Some Love
Hi everyone, I just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone who spent hours, comments and rates helping me win a happy hour in Stephanie Lynn's giveaway, and thanks so much to Steph for letting me take part. I've always thought that contests/giveaways show you who your real friends are, as they will give you all the help that they can. This is so true!!! Some friends have helped a little, but some helped a huge lot, and it has just been completed with all your help thanks so much woohooo ;o) Here are some of my biggest helpers, most are in my family and top friends list. Please stop by and show them loads of luv, they really do deserve it, and please tell them that Mish sent you ;o) I luv them all so much :o) In no particular order ... ~~SHÅWÑÅ~~ Sexygranny1967~OWNED by ^sin^ ~SPACE HOTTIE~ Darling †~®Ø¢K§†Å®69¤Ï.ß.Ï.Ç¤ÇLÜß F.Å.R¤FÜ ÅÑGËL§~†@ fubar starwhisper jonlee74SHADY'S S*U*P* pjcountry~owned by star~owner of Star~SPACE HOTTIE~enfor

My Interesting Weekend
As the title states I had a very interesting weekend. For me at least. Friday I worked as usual then my friend came over and watched movies with me and took care of me because I was/am sick. Saturday I woke up and had to go work in the Eagle Rock Location. So when I map quested it, it told me it would be about a 30 minute drive at most. Well I started at nine. So I decided to leave at 7:45. That gave me an hour and fifteen minutes to get there and finish my make up and stuff. Well I left and ended up getting lost. Not my fault mind you damn mapquest forgot to put a freeway on it so when I saw an exit that I though was mine on the freeway it said was the one I took it. Well I ended up in downtown LA with all the gang members and homeless people. It was scary. I called my sister to help me who called my boss on her other phone they both were telling me to pull over but I was scared half to death. Well eventually I got there but it was already 5 after nine. but the day went by

In The Blood Of Christ>>>
We are saved. God had a devine plan for all who seek him and follow him. Who believes He came here thru body of Christ to walk among us on Earth..To and feel and know our sorrows and conqure death . I believe he does talk to us thru or on our hearts ..He places a tug . Also Our conscious is Him , conecting to us... So if we listen , and feel these things given to us, we will know what to do , in our life and if we proceed and follow where He leads us.., He has a plan for us.. He knew us even before we were born and will know us till we die.. But death isnt the end it is the eternal ever lasting life begining... For we are bought as children of God thuur Christ salvation , The Bloood sustains us , washes us free. it,s in the blood. Dont be sad when a loved one dies , for he or she lives thru Christ >> He was sent to be the sacarifical lamb to save all. I trust in Him and will lay my life on his feet to pray and follow what he has instore for me . I trust Christ toally....

I Didnt... Lie... I Dont Lie ..
I didn,t lie , I will pray that all will be ok... But if im not forgiven by you ..Then God will always know I didn,t lie .. He will always forgive me no matter what..And if I do make mistakes and when. He will frogive me always// Thankyou O My Lord Christ. diana

A Song
you don't know how I feel as I standing here watching you talking to someone else flirting and hugging you are not mine anymore and we dance to the music and I feel our bodies touching and I wish it was our hearts beating for each other again but you don't know how I feel as i smile up at you music keeps on playing our bodies seperating and I want to take you home take you home and never let you go you call me to tell me about some stupid story and I am not paying attention to it I am drifting I am dreaming about your voice and how you used to whisper in my ear when you were holding me tight and the stars exploded on the ceiliing and our love felt like there would be no end and i hear you say goodbye and the phone disconnects I hear the knocking and I open the door and it's you I step out into the bright blue promise of you and my hope circulates as I look into your eyes and

Ugh!
people really piss me the fuck off...theres people around me..all theyre doin is stabbing me in the back..i have one TRUE friend here where i live..and it sux t-total ass! i hate it! people are starting to say that i said shit that i didnt even say...most people will say not to worry about it n shit..but i cant help it..i cant stand a damn liar...thats my pet peeve...but anyway..im tired of typing so i guess this is it...

Djwiccanlove Is Back On The Air In The Lair Til 5 Et
COME ON IN TO THE VAMPIRE'S LAIR!! WE PLAY ALL REQUESTS!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! COME N AND PLAY STUMPED THE DJ!! AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!! ^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER THE VAMPIRE'S LAIR^^^

One
I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops in me Now that the war is through with meI'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime noveltyTied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, help me Darkness imprison me All that I see Absolute horrorI cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine Has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearingTaken my armsTaken my legs Taken my sou

St. Valentine's Day
Saint Valentine's Day Do you really believe in Saint Valentine’s Day? February 14th is the day they say. Two people showing all the love they share of a perfect day between lovers who care. How about a little boy and girl who sees ... the love and happiness between you and me. Do they copy us and mimic what they see? Or is it because of something done naturally? Sweethearts, are what we are call they say. But only on Saint Valentines Day. Keeping in touch with your heart knowing how love can build a new start. I give you roses and a big red heart too. Filled with chocolates and a big hug for you. Loving you more on Saint Valentine’s Day. Please tell me this is not the only way. I love you today and tomorrow too. Even if I fail to show it to you. You mean the world to me from beginning to end. &

Need Fu-bucks? I'll Give You Some
So some of you bitches complain because you need fu-bucks. And sometimes I feel compelled to just give them to you. I think it's time I received some benefits for being so damn nice. So here's my offer: Rate AND comment EVERY single picture in my "Rate & comment for 10,000 fu-bucks" folder and I will give you 10,000 fu-bucks. I think that's pretty generous. I've also decided that if enough people actually do this for me, I will consider opening my two NSFW folders again. So go rate and comment then message me that you're finished. I'll check out who actually did it and then send you fu-bucks. Peas out, yo. P.S. RATE AND COMMENT!! Both, not one. Thanks.

*nightmares Desire*
The Moon is creeping over the hill I feel its power growing in me Ive seen your face in the dim water I touch your face,It is cold And while I touch your humble face,I feel your cold embrace The watery grave grows Shwallow with fears And I sit like a dying leaf My ear is deaf My face full of tears I´ve once open my Eyes Wondering your still beside me And I look at the dim water The water is disturbed with thoughts of you I remember your eyes so blue Your smile full of cheers I´ve once again touch your humble face,It still cold and the wind blows on my face As is it a sweet kiss of you My dreams had been burned My hope flew away My fears lay ahead of me And All had been turn into a Nightmare... written by R.W.

Hopefully One Day
If you can't see me, just touch your heart Know my love, that we are never far apart Wherever you go, whatever you do Always remember, I love you If you can't hear me, just close your eyes Sleep my love, hear the dreams of my sighs Feel the pleasures you give me Hear the love of my ecstasy If you can't see me, you'll know where I am Just reach out and take my hand If you can't hear me, just listen closely I'm whispering sweet love so softly If your not sure of what to do Always remember, I love you Sometimes when the days get long In our hearts, we have our song The music plays and we dance We dance to the dreams of romance As the night settles in and the sun is gone We are close to the world where we belong A world of dreams for lovers A place where we can make sweet love to each other If you can't see me, know I am there In our hearts, a special love we share If you can't hear me, touch your heart and feel the pounding It's the warmth of my love sur

Drunk Phrases
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. No thanks, I'm married. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell ? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now, as I have to work in the morning.

As Time Passed
As Time passed and i grew,i knew one id have to say goodbye to you, I'll miss you always and forever, I'll never forget you never. Of all the times in my life, I never had the chance to say or write. How much i truly love you so, And hope you'll never let go. Also how much i hold you in my heart , And hope we never drift apart.

Dear Father
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad.' With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing to you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad . . . she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growin

My Daddy
My daddy drinks his life away. He drinks away our away his fears, Mommy says we shouldn't stay and full our hearts with tears. My daddy drinks his life away. He drinks aways his dreams, Mommy says we shouldn't stay and full our hearts with screams. My daddy drinks his life away. He drinks away my laughter, Mommy says we must go now to live happily ever after.

Smoky Steak Hoagies With Pickled Peppers
Smoky Steak Hoagies with Pickled Peppers Prep time: 10 minutes Grilling time: 6 to 8 minutes Sauce 1 cup tomato sauce 2 tablespoons dark brown sugar 2 tablespoons cider vinegar 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon Mesquite Seasoning 1 flank steak, 1-1/4 to 1-1/2 pounds and about 3/4 inch thick Olive oil 4 teaspoons Mesquite Seasoning 4 large French rolls, split open 8 pickled pepperoncini, drained and thinly sliced 1. In a medium saucepan mix the sauce ingredients. Bring to a simmer over medium heat and cook for about 1 minute, stirring occasionally. 2. Lightly coat the steak on both sides with oil. Evenly coat with the seasoning, pressing the spices into the meat. Allow the steak to sit at room temperature for 20 to 30 minutes before grilling. 3. Grill the steak over direct high heat (450°F to 550°F), with the lid closed as much as possible, until cooked to your desired doneness, 6 to 8 minutes for medium rare, turning once. Remove the steak from t

Beer-marinated Chicken Tacos
Beer-Marinated Chicken Tacos Many Americans are accustomed to guacamole loaded with tomatoes, onions, cilantro, and fiery chiles, but a more traditional version in Mexico and parts of Texas is simply mashed avocados with a bit of salt and lime juice. It’s rich and buttery—a fabulous topping for these juicy chicken tacos. For the marinade: 1 cup dark Mexican beer, such as Negra Modelo 2 tablespoons dark sesame oil 1 tablespoon finely chopped garlic 1 teaspoon dried oregano 1 teaspoon kosher salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon cayenne 6 boneless, skinless chicken thighs, about 4 ounces each For the guacamole: 2 ripe avocados 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt 6 flour or corn tortillas, 6 to 7 inches in diameter To make the marinade: In a small bowl whisk together the marinade ingredients. Rinse the chicken thighs under cold water and pat dry with paper towels. Place them in a la

Rotisserie Five Spice Chicken
This is so yummy, I had to share it with you my friends. I hope you enjoyed it as much as I do. Bon Appetite' Gegi Rotisserie Five-Spice Chicken Prep time: 20 minutes Marinating time: 4 to 6 hours Grilling time: 1 to 1-1/4 hours Marinade 1/4 cup orange juice concentrate, defrosted 1/4 cup soy sauce 1/4 cup fresh lime juice 1/4 cup finely chopped fresh cilantro 1 tablespoon dark sesame oil 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1 teaspoon Chinese five-spice powder 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 whole chicken, about 4 pounds 1. In a medium bowl whisk the marinade ingredients. 2. Remove and discard the neck and giblets and any excess fat from the chicken. Place the chicken in a large, resealable plastic bag and pour in the marinade. Press the air out of the bag and seal it tightly. Turn the bag several times to coat the chicken evenly with the marinade. Place the bag in a bowl and refrigerate for 4 to 6 hours, turning the bag occasionally. 3. Remov

Really.. Why Do Peps Gotta Be Like This
no photo From:unique2thecore To:Me Date:Feb 18, 2008 4:37 PM Subject:Re: hi ... Message: ok cunt hole bye Slinky J: 02.18.08 big chicken, hahah... I don't call guys.. and maybe your right tis my loss. unique2thecore: 02.17.08 i see ur justt bigg chicken to call me so we can hook up n have much fun together but owell ur loss not mine uve got my number i dont have urs unique2thecore: 02.15.08 hey there whats up,u are very adoreably cute,sexy n pretty gal mmm heee:):),would love too come to sarasota n meet u in person face to face n have one awsome n wonderful time together,what u say lets get together n give it a whirl hee:), heres my number give me a call 727 687 9216 i dont bite heee mmmm...:):) Sincerly Richard DJ KD WCKED Terms of Service | Privacy Policy | Copyright | Tag Back | Corporate | Online Safety

You Always Made Me Feel Guilty...
Out of the blue he calls 22 months after nothing and he calls.... she sits silently as the tears stream down her cheeks... he may never know they're there. A little piece of her heart begins to ache... the piece that finds the familiar in his voice.... the nervous chuckle he does... and then he asks if she's ok... Just a shock to hear from you is all she claims... Unexpected is all... He replies and the conversation carries on... talk about the baby between them, the one he hasn't seen in 22 months... I thought you didn't want me around... I never said that.... You never responded back... You gave me an ultimatum... how could I? I didn't think you wanted her... (just like you didn't want me she thinks)... I never through away the little album you made me... or the toolbox you gave me... the tears come back a little the ache grows a little stronger... no don't feel that! She tells herself... and thinks about the cd he made that she has tucked away... You're the only one I've ever been w

Chicken Cordon Bleu
Chicken Cordon Bleu Ingredients: 4 boneless skinless chicken breasts 8 slices of boiled ham; thin 4 oz Bleu Cheese (or Swiss if you prefer) 1 Tablespoon melted butter 1 Large egg; beaten 3/4 cup Parmesan cheese Pound chicken breasts to about 1/3" thick. ( I like to put it in a zip lock bag, keeps the spatter down) Place ham on breast then 1/2 oz of bleu or swiss cheese. Roll up; securing with a toothpick. Dip each breast-roll into a mixture of the melted butter and beaten egg. Roll in Parmesan cheese and place in buttered baking dish. Bake at 350ºF for 30 to 35 minutes or until browned and tender. Serves 4

Mexican Jumping Beans
Mexican Jumping Beans 1 small green pepper or mild New Mexico chili, diced (or any mild chili will do) 1 small onion, diced 1 teaspoon minced garlic, or 2-3 fresh cloves 1 teaspoon olive oil 1-2 cans of red kidney beans, drained 1 cup water 2 T. chili powder or taco seasoning (may adjust to taste) mexican blend cheese for topping Sautee the onion, pepper and garlic in a small sauce pan. Add the kidney beans, water and seasoning and simmer on low-medium until it has cooked down and the sauce is thick (about 10 minutes). Serve topped with a sprinkle of Mexican blend shredded cheese.

How
how could you be this way, all those horrible words you say. i never meant to fall for you, knowing that our love will never be true. i gave you my heart, but you torn it apart. how do i forget your face, how can i forget the place. how do forget your smile, the way i fell it will take a long while. how can i forget the day, the day you took my heart away. how could you tell me you dont feel the same, how could i go along with your game. i wanted so much for you to love me, know that deep inside it would never be.

Portabella Mushrooms Stuff With Cajun Pork
I love this recipe, it is so yummy Portabella Mushrooms Stuffed with Cajun Pork A charming appetizer with kick. This recipe can be doubled to feed a bigger crowd. For the stuffing: 1 small onion, finely chopped 1 tablespoon olive oil 1/4 cup bread crumbs 1/2 cup chicken broth 1/2 teaspoon dried marjoram 1/4 teaspoon cayenne 1/4 teaspoon paprika 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/8 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon cider vinegar 8 ounces ground pork For the stuffing: 12 portobella mushroom caps (about 2" diameter each), stemmed 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper Olive oil for brushing mushrooms To make the stuffing: In a medium sauté pan over medium heat, cook the onion in the olive oil for 3 to 4 minutes or until the onions are tender. Remove from stove and chill completely. In a medium mixing bowl, combine the bread crumbs and the chicken

Mediterranean Green Beans
This is always a big hit when I go to family gatherings. Mediterranean Green Beans 4 cups fresh green beans, cut into 1 in pieces 1 T extra virgin olive oil 1 1/2 t crushed garlic 1 cup chopped seeded plum tomatoes ( about 4 medium) 3/4 t dried oregano 1/4 t salt 1/8 t ground pepper Fill a 3 QT pot half full with water and bring to a boil over high heat. Add the green beans and boil for about 4 minutes or just until the beans are crisp tender. Drain the beans well and set aside. Add the olive oil to the pot used to cook the green beans and place the pot over medium heat. Add the garlic and cook for a few seconds, until the garlic begins to turn color and smells fragrant. Add the tomatoes and the oregano, salt and pepper. Cover and cook for 1 minute. Add the green beans to the mixture and toss to mix well. Serve hot.

Dial Up Sux!
Hey all my freaks and fans, Im on sort of a Internet Hiatus, I am on Dial Up only and for some reason I have been having issues with Fubar locking up for me. This message was put on here by my sexy ass friend Chelle, because I cannot seem to get onto Fubar long enough to do a damn thing. So please bare with me. I will be on when I can get on...and remember! "Friends Don't Let Friends Use Dial-UP!"t

Greek Seafood Salad
Greek Seafood Salad Prep time: 20 minutes Marinating time: 20 to 30 minutes Grilling time: 3 to 5 minutes Dressing 1/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/4 teaspoon crushed red chili flakes 5 medium vine-ripened red tomatoes 1/2 cup pitted green olives, each one halved or quartered 1/2 cup thinly sliced celery 1/4 cup finely diced red onion 1 pound small shrimp (36-45 count), peeled and deveined 1 pound small bay scallops 2 tablespoons roughly chopped fresh Italian parsley 1. In a small bowl whisk the dressing ingredients. 2. Slice the tomatoes crosswise about 1/2 inch thick and arrange the slices on a serving platter. In a small bowl mix the green olives, celery, and red onion. 3. In a large bowl combine the shrimp and scallops. Add 1/4 cup of the dressing and mix well to coat the seafood. Cover and refrigerate for 20 to 30

What I Seek...
I mentioned in my previous blog that I was going to be reposting another blog of mine. This is it. I have certain things that I look for in friends, dates, and men that I would like in a relationship. These are those things. In a friend I know that whatever I expect I know I should be willing to give myself. I expect for a friend to be honest, curtious, straight forward, and compassionate. Some one who can know how to have fun doing anything from just walking the beach to going to a rock concert. I would like them to be able to enjoy my interests and want to participate in some of them. Things like logical games like chess, or risk are fun and i like to go to the lap pool and swim from end to end. I want to be able to kick it at the simpilest of places. Spending quality time with a freind whether it be on the phone or on the internet does not matter as long as it is quality and it is honest. If I find you lie to me I will understand the first time, question the second and

I Wish I Felt Nothing...... The Wallflowers.
I Wish I Felt Nothing Say when you're alone It's better 'cause nobody knows you When no one's your friend It's better 'cause nobody leaves you So you turned your back On a world that you could never have 'Cause your heart's been cracked And everyone else's is goin' mad Chorus: But I hear voices And I see colors But I wish I felt nothing Then it might be easy for me Like it is for you Now all of these people Come up from deep holes Pullin' you down And it's just no use When all the abuse follows you down By the morning you've gone Leavin' me here all alone Sayin' it's no mystery I know that nobody here needs me (chorus) And I know you believe that you and me don't belong here And the worst we could do Is keep trying to pretend we care (chorus)

Poem
as i come out of the darkness into the light i feel relief. but how long will the relief last as darkness is all i know i feel as if i am alone no one to turn to no one to hear my screams in the night...no time to hear me no time to see me...it was just as i thought life has no meaning as i have no purpose..who am i what am i..am i here to be bound and broken torn between the light and the darkness....i will never know no one will ever know who i am as i dont even know myself...so many thoughts yet i cant grasp just one.... when this ends i will sleep as if i have never slept...i will live as i never lived before...then and only then i can rest.. there will be no conflict in my mind ...my will to live grows weaker and weaker....everyday i try to be strong but the darkness breaks me down as i am not strong enough to fight so i give in...when the darkness returns the light will cease to exist.....i have never existed never lived.......people sometimes say i am selfish.....they do not liv

Crying In My Tears
well to start im a single mom and i live with my parents i moved here from fla las november and the real reason i moved here was because my mom is ill and is was one of her dieing wishes she have a pase maker and she is dibetic and she a mass of other problems and she wanted to be here in tn and i said i whould come up here with her next no im not happy i dont know people up here except my family and thats it i dont have friends i dont have no one to talk to and the only outlet i have is the computer cause there is always someone on the computer to talk to weather it fubar or myspace or yahoo or what ever and the only person who makes me smile lately is my daughtercause she loves me no matter what mood im in and third thing i love fubar i can get away from everything for a while and not have to think about shit sometimes the shit that makes me cry like the fact im alone dont get me wrong i love the fact i have a fuhubby cause he is great and i love him too death but im not happy

Hey Abbott!
> COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT > > ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? > > COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm > thinking about buying a computer. > > ABBOTT: Mac? > > COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. > > ABBOTT: Your computer? > > COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. > > ABBOTT: Mac? > > COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. > > ABBOTT: What about Windows? > > COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? > > ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? > > COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the > windows? > > ABBOTT: Wallpaper. > > COSTELLO: Never mind the windows. I need a computer and software. > > ABBOTT: Software for Windows? > > COSTELLO: No. On the computer! I need something I can use to > write proposals, track expenses and run my business. What do > you have? > > ABBOTT: Office. > > COSTELLO: Yeah, for my office. Can you recommend anything? > > ABBOT

Love The Double Wide Trailer
this is the queen of the my doublewide trailer... she is an amazing friend. but my trailer park queen. LOL all i can say about this woman is This was our Preacher at our Redneck Shin-dig.... His name Bubba.

Love Survey
Your Birthdate: August 17 You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single. Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you! Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Pissed.
Sometimes, I just wanna knock people the fuck out. Like, just walk down the street and randomly punch them. I need a cigarette. But I don't smoke. I'm stressed. And I don't know why. Or, I know why, but I don't know how things got to this point. But FUCK THIS. I don't need it, I don't want it, so it's cool. You thought you knew me, but you had no idea. You're just a fucked up little boy with nothing...and if it's ok with you to live like a worthless bum, then hey, it's ok with me for you to live that way too. You aren't shit to me...and now I'm thinking my original plan was right after all. And yeah...I'm going back to that. Burn in hell, fucker.

Not Really My Thoughts But There Funny :)
10 Thoughts For 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky . Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to mak

Listen...
open your ears and listen to the uncomfortable silence that's drowning out the sound of happiness... don't you hear it? listen. things aren't always the way you think they should be make a move on the chess board and realize we have lost listen to the nonsense we fight about now-a-days... how can this be love? listen. there is a fading light upon the path we travel aren't there whispers in your heart... telling you that something isn't quite right? i hear them. listen. my love, what we've been sharing has been beautiful. but I'm beginning to see that it may not be everlasting. i guess nothing ever is... staying here will only make me wish i hadn't. don't deny that what i say is true... don't dismiss my words. please... listen.

Barfdays
This weekend at a restaurant I managed to stumble upon not one, but two birthday celebrations, accompanied, as usual, by out of tune rendition of a b-day song, noisy applauds as if the cause of this celebration was a Nobel Prize recepient, and a traditional blowing out of a candle while making a wish (which, if it wasn't such a sham, would have by now eliminated wars, diseases, and fat people). Looking at those two smiling and laughing people, a thought came to my mind: our life is like a ladder, and every b-day is a step that takes us closer and closer to the top until we fall off since there is nowhere else to climb. Every year on the same day we are putting our foot onto the next step of this ladder, getting more and more worn out and realizing how out of shape we are. So technically, those people are celebrating getting one step closer to their eventual demise. Woohoo, how fun! Not. I remember the days when I used to get excited about my b-days, even if they meant sitting at

Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of MoveOn.org, is

Southern-charms Sucks!!!
Well I was sooo excited to get my SC site up and running, but what did i know? They are anal and jealous of a great site. They made me choose between sites and either have them or my DreamNet site. Well that was a no Brainer!!! DreamNet is great and I get to deal with real people. so bye bye SC!!! come see me at www.jezabellehaven.com plus u can catch more of me on freakmommas real soon. ttys!! Kisses!! Jezz

Lost Friend
Walk down the road Passed where he lived The memories they shared Play like a movie On a continuous loop How could he leave And abandon her in the world On his dying day In the hospital room She held him so close With tears on her face As her best friend's life Slowly slipped away Her actions that day Make many believe She thought he would stay If she held him tight enough With as tight as she held Apparently wasn't tight enough Back in reality She kneels by his grave He feels so far away When he's just right there But his eyes Will open no more...

Ancient Frog Was As Big As A Bowling Ball
WASHINGTON (AP) -- A frog the size of a bowling ball, with heavy armor and teeth, lived among dinosaurs millions of years ago -- intimidating enough that scientists who unearthed its fossils dubbed the beast Beelzebufo, or Devil Toad. art.frog.jpg Artist rendering of a Beelzebufo ampinga facing off against its largest known living cousin, the Malagasy frog. But its size -- 10 pounds and 16 inches long -- isn't the only curiosity. Researchers discovered the creature's bones in Madagascar. Yet it seems to be a close relative of normal-sized frogs who today live half a world away in South America, challenging assumptions about ancient geography. The discovery, led by paleontologist David Krause at New York's Stony Brook University, was published Monday by the journal Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences. "This frog, if it has the same habits as its living relatives in South America, was quite voracious," Krause said. "It's even conceivable that it could have taken

The Way You Love Me
The Way You Love Me I Love the way you hold me It makes me never wanna let go I Love the way you challange me As if i don't know I can beat you in a arqument I'm not always that slow With all that said, I Love You So never ever let go I wish you would tell me how u feel So i can be sure ur Love is real I know it's real, But you to find away to show me I'm sick of seeing couples hold in hands in the Mall Well i am part of a couple too But One relationship seems small I'm sorry this is ryming cuz i don't know what else to say Let's just Love eachother,in every single way Why won't you kiss me? Why won't you hold me? Or are you just shy? What ever the reason, you gotta let me know Nomatter what, I'll always Love you And I'm Gonna Let Go

How Long Should Someone Put Up With It??
How hard can it be to find the person you are meant for, the person that is meant for you. Why is it that when you get to know someone things seem to be good then all a sudden the lies start, they go away on a trip and string you along and tell you they will call a certain time, then when that time comes they dont... and each time there is another excuse given... How long should one put up with this? How long can one put up with the lies? How long does someone think that another person can handle all the lies and continue to be forgiving of the person? How long would anyone else go before they give up? Reasons given seem to get more lame as time goes on. What would YOU do if a person you started to gain interest in, and "seemed" to have interest in you, started to play mind games with you and tell you things, then backtrack those statements to something else... You can only backstep so many times before someone goes insane. How long should someone put up with t

Jackassalos
ok so here we go again. a few days ago loki and myself started on this moronic cunt about how she should just go ahead and kill herself and stop talking about it. apparently we have offended some of her brethren when we did this. you know how those lo's and lettes stick together. sorta like ass hair when you dont wipe quite good enough. anyway, so i had one guy leave me a comment about nuttz, i think hes a gay. then i had a certified field brotha (you know, like in the army field lol) who threatens to shut my system down with a virues(yes he spelled it that way, straight up no child left behind material)which oddly enough the army took a great interest in, just wait for them to come calling freekshow. so all in all i have come to a conclusion that all juggalos and juggalettes should do the world a favor and just kill themselves. that way we dont have to pay for them later in life through taxes and state welfare programs. it would save us all money in the long run.

My Eternal Flame !
As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can fe

Dress You
When you were still I would dress you you became, to me, a living maniquin I swathed you, in pain made of silk love like wool, and synthetic bliss Wrapped you up sewed you shut and displayed you in my own little world

Oh My She Done It Again! Auction
LIKE MONEY BUT BETTER! STOP BY AND SHOW ME THE MONEY! BID ON ME! Click ON ME! DONE BY AKAMRS. T AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar AUCTION BY PURPLESKY PRODUCTIONS; PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Projectplaylist By Skull
from your "my account" page chose the "my playlist option> > > then select the playlist you wish to upload to fubar> > > then chose the generate code option> > > then chose option E> > > you will now have to select the same playlist that u wish to upload again> > > from here u will chose ur options then click "get code"> > > that will bring u to the code page... from here u will right click and select "select all" then right click again and select "cut"> > > now ur done with project playlist ... from here on out u will be working with fubar> > from ur home page on fubar select edit profile> > > clect the music tab and right click and paste tehe code from progect playlist.. then fill out the bouncer check at the bottom and save > > > once u have completed all these steps u are complete.. enjoy ur music

Djing
so heres the deal,, ive djed on and off for over 4 yrs and have a very eclectic taste in music and im looking for a home to Dj in a part time setting i just purchased a new pc and have SAMS and alot of music, i like to talk on air and give shout outs, once committed i stay committed if your staion only plays one genre then im not the one for you, im available mon thru fri from 6 to 12 est and sat and sun mornings and early afternoons if your interested in hiring me please send a private message to me leting me know and ill come by and check out your lounge, because im not normal and need a fun place to hang randy

What Have I... Xii
There's nothing wrong today. There are no mice in my ear. No last call. No piano playing softly in the corner. Absolutely nothing went wrong today. My apologies for being so uninteresting. My apologies for being so uninterested. Nothing worse than an apologetic narcissist. I'm sorry for not hating god today. I'm sorry for being so fucking average. I'm sorry my dad didn't molest me. I'm sorry your uncle didn't think I was hot. I'm so fucking sorry that I'm nobody to you. I'm sorry you would have never given me the time of the day. If not for a trick of the eye, wicked troll magic. I'm sorry I don't validate your existence. I'm sorry there's nothing wrong. And I still have the magnum loaded, and the gin unloaded. The quietest night in seven years. Sorry for not being exactly who you needed. I got what I deserved. I'm sorry it's nothing beautiful. Like a male underwear model falling backward silently arms out eyes closed off a highrise apartment into

Very True!!
"A Man has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey and is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or

Tagged!
I was tagged by: §AMANTHÅ®™♡FORNICATES' WIFEY♡(ஐFU BÅD B*TCHஐ)@ fubar Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1...I love my fubar friends, alot I consider *real life friends* (you know who you are!) 2...I hate Oysters! 3...I LOVE the KC Chiefs (I know... they sucked this year *sad face*) 4...I am Irish, German & Cherokee Indian, but mostly Irish... kiss me dammit! 5...I have an electric box in my tushy!! Yes, I set off detectors everywhere!! 6...I am addicted to lotion! 7...I am a PC NERD! 8...I am a forgiving person...once. 9...I LOVE watching MikeS do the streak with our doggie Pugsly! (hahaha ask him about it!) 10..FUBAR - th

"the Human Soul"
The Human Body hath many a face, Colours and languages but only one race. The Human Soul is a single unitary whole Experiencing heat, warmth, suffering or just cold. Together, the Spirit and the Soul joineth to form One; A bond as eternal and everlasting as the Sun. Death. Death hath th' power to destroy the Body, A mere shell containing Life's primal essence. For Death, there is no remedy; It suddenly arrives with an invisible appearance. When th' Body falls victim unto Death; The Soul lives into immortality. The Body may have breathed its final breadth, But the Soul continues Life eternally. And because Life is short, like a breadth of air, The Spirit doth move on; a peaceful Dove Traversing through Life with much sorrow and Love. And without any other Earthly care. Through Death, the Body breathes no more. But when th' Soul doth return, Filled with Love and Sorrow, in's very core, Its Will to live shall forever burn. ____________________________________

Pledge Of Love
Pledge of Love I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

My Blog
I had a very rough day and I can't sleep tonight. But one of the nicest things also happened to me today. Inkman bought me 3 bling and a blast. I have been on here since 2006 and I always saw all those other chicks getting blasts and I was so jealous. I was just whinning to my best friend "exotictemptress" that I must not be a big enough flirt or something. Its hard for me to be something i am not. I always thought I was a pretty big flirt until I came on this site. I am nothing compared to some of these woman. Anyways I can't sleep and I just felt like rambling. I was so excited tonight to get my Bling and my blast I almost wet myself..lol. Inkman is a sweet gentleman...show him some love. I am sorry if i ever deleted you while I was pregnant...was a hormonal thing! Well I am going to try this sleep thing again.

Statements
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence! 2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams! 3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit! 4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates! 5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek! 6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires! 7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all! 8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification! 9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

What Do Ya Think??
Im just wondering what other people think. When im dating someone I like to talk to them everyday. Like once a while on the phone and texting here and there and on the internet when were both online. What is making me wonder is should I like to talk to them so much or should I let it off a lil. Cause what I got use to was in high school dating a guy for 2 years (full years not just school years) and we would talk like what I was saying I like to do. It just sucks cause I worry that im being ignored when they don’t talk to me for a while…. Like more then a couple hours if im not at work and cant text…. But I wonder if I should trust people more and not think that they really don’t like me and give them a lil bit more space….. what do you think?

Paper {i Was Scared Shitless} Dunno Why
HOW'D THEY DO THAT? Horse training requires mutual respect By Derek Meurer, The Daily Courier Friday, February 15, 2008 When she was 16, JoAnna Carrillo suffered serious injuries because of a bull-riding accident. That has not kept her out of the saddle, however. Carrillo, now 19, lives and works in Chino Valley training horses and offering classes to riders. "Pretty much the basics are to make the horse respect you," Carrillo said. "It's respect for respect, just like a relationship with a human. If you beat them, you can't expect them to be friendly." Carrillo said she was "born into" horse training, and began her ranch work around age 5, in Texas. She has worked at numerous ranches since then, but says that when it comes to horses, there is always something new to learn. "When training a horse, you usually want to start them from the day they're born," Carrillo said. "You give them a couple of hours with their mother, and then get them haltered; let them know the h

Qantas Airlines: Repair Division
Qantas Airlines: Repair Division In case you need a laugh: Remember, it takes a college degree to fly a plane but only a high school diploma to fix one. After every flight, Qantas pilots fill out a form, called a "Gripe Sheet" which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems; document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the Gripe Sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humour. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Qantas' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never, ever, had a major accident. P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightene

About Me
Name:: Brad Hair Color:: black Eye Color:: brown Height:: 5'10" Weight:: unknown Tatoos?:: yes Piercings?:: nope Overused Phrase:: why? --Your-- Bedtime:: when its daylight Best Physical Feature:: my eyes Most Embarassing Moment:: n/a Most Missed Memory:: be turned by a vampire First Thought When You Wake Up:: whos online Weakness:: getting my ears nibbled Best Friends:: My computer Goal For The Year:: wake up Greatest Fears:: i live off your fear --This Or That-- Pepsi or Coke...: coke McDonalds or Burger King...: Mcdonalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea...: ice tea Chocolate or Vanilla...: chocolate Water or Milk...: milk Coffee or Hot Chocolate...: coffee Hugs or Kisses...: kisses Cats or Dogs...: dogs Summer or Winter...: winter Scary Movies or Romantic Comedies...: scary movies Lo

Totally Smitten
That's it. It's official, I'm totally in lust. Well, not lust, I'll say lub. Because it goes deeper than superficial lust. Jonathan was joking about the fact that when I'm with him I simply cannot stop smiling, but then I busted him out, cuz he can't stop smiling with me either. I do a lot of stupid MySpace surveys, and yesterday he read one I did. One of the questions was, "Where is your bf/gf?" And I put "He's not my boyfriend... yet". All night we were hangin out when finally he tells me he saw that. Sort of embarassing, but I made sure he felt the same way. It's like an unrequited high school love, although I don't think he ever noticed me back then.... I feel like I'm 17 again. Boys and girls, it's official : DJ Daily is rocking my socks off, and I'm rockin' his off 8-P Best part is - he LOVES my son...

I Just Woked Up Survey
1. Name and middle name? LAUREEN....AND IF I GAVE YOU MY MIDDLE NAME..ID HAVE TO CUT YOU. 2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? UMMM 4TH OF JULY. 3. Favorite flavored pie? I HAVE NO IDEA. DIDJA KNOW I JUST WOKE UP? 4. Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they don't? WELL...YEAH. IT BOTHERS ME WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY WILL DO SOMETHING AND THEN THEY DON'T. BUUUUT I HAVE DONE THAT TOO. SO... 5. Are you allergic to anything? DRAMA AND CHILIBALLS METHINKS. 6. Is there something special you wanted for Christmas? YES. FOR MY BILLS TO MIRACULAOUSLY GET PAYED. 7. When was the last time you went swimming? LAST SUMMER SOMETIME. IF SOMEONE ACTUA.L.Y GAVE YOU A DATE I WOULD LAUGH AT THEM LIKE THAT SIMPSON KID. "HAAHAA" AND POINT. 8. Do you like cheesecake? I WANNA HUMP IT. 9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in? JUST THE ONE 10. Have you ever traveled outside of the country? I HAVENT. IM 75 PERCENT SURE THAT IF I DID I WOUL

Check Out Our Spotlighter!!!
Ok so today's spotlight is the awesome Ozzy! If you don't know this man; stop what you are doing & go meet him now! He's one of the sweetest guys I know on this site & I simply demand you go say hi & show him some love. (Even if you're a guy you can at least go rate his profile! However he does have some of the nicest pics & images on Fubar) Ozzy@ fubar I'm off to the gym, I'll catch everyone in a little bit! *MUAH* ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Tag Your It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10. Never been off of the East Coast 9. Drink Mt Dew all the time 8. Getting Divorced 7. Have 2 kids 6. Favorite colors : blue, gray, black 5. Listen to Rap, and Country music 4. I am Italian, German, Scotch Irish, Cherekee Indian 3. Have traced family tree back to King Robert de Bruce 2. Love being outside 1. Love my friends and family

Blind Date
After being with his blind date all evening, the man couldn't take another minute with her. Earlier, he had secretly arranged to have a friend call him to the phone so he would have an excuse to leave if something like this happened. When he returned to the table, he lowered his eyes, put on a grim expression and said, "I have some bad news. My grandfather just died." "Thank goodness," his date replied. "If yours hadn't, mine would have had to!"

Life
Good Morning all.... Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h

Pitchers Of The Refinery After It Blew Up In Big Spring Texas
BIG SPRING - A massive explosion rocked the Alon refinery in Big Spring Monday morning. Residents reported feeling a large blast just after 8:00 a.m. Monday morning. Plant officials reported a total of four injuries. One person has been taken to a Lubbock hospital with burns on his legs. All other employees were evacuated from the plant. Also, a woman passing by the plant in her vehicle was struck by flying debris, however she was treated and released. Alon officials tell NewsWest 9 that the fire is under control, and is no longer a threat to the city of Big Spring. All schools in the Big Spring I.S.D. have been closed. Classes have been cancelled for Monday. Howard College also cancelled classes for the day. The refinery employs about 170 people and produces some 70,000 barrels a day. The number of injuries may have been reduced, because Monday is President's Day, and some workers were not on the job at the time of the explosion. NewsWest 9 has learned that the f

I Am Sorry
I posted something I shouldn't have and said some things that were taken wrong because people don't know me. I won't repeat what I said but I will say this...I am disabiled. I have both emotional and physical problems. sometimes I do things and I don't think first how someone else might see it not knowing my situation. I say things that sometimes hurt people I love because they don't understand either. SO to all those I have hurt with my actions words and deeds I am sorry from the bottom of my heart I am sorry.

A Former Marines Perspective
Well many times on this very site ive had people ask me why is it that I and many others have joined the military and it got me to thinking. well ill try to explain it from my point of view. Im a people person plain and simple I love humanity and offten times i see thing and think those things just plain suck. well as a bit of a history buff I also know as a whole we as human have offten times have done some very stupid things to one another becuase some people are just plain selfish and could care less about their fellow man. Well heres how all that ties into the military. way i look at it if we as people just sit on our collective asses the world is doomed to keep on repateing the same mistake. and i myself would be very saddend to see that happen so that being said im willing to go to any lengths to change the world not just for me but for everyone even those that hate me becuase isnt life all about making this world a better place for those that come after us. Matt

Meihem In Ce Klasrum (mayhem In The Classroom) By Dolton Edwards
Meihem In Ce Klasrumby Dolton EdwardsFirst published: 1946 Because we are still bearing some of the scars of our brief skirmish with II-B English, it is natural that we should be enchanted by Mr. George Bernard Shaw's current campaign for a simplified alphabet. Obviously, as Mr. Shaw points out, English spelling is in much need of a general overhauling and streamlining. However, our own resistance to any changes requiring a large expenditure of mental effort in the near future would cause us to view with some apprehension the possibility of some day receiving a morning paper printed in -- to us -- Greek. Our own plan would achieve the same end as the legislation proposed by Mr. Shaw, but in a less shocking manner, as it consists merely of an acceleration of the normal processes by which the language is continually modernized. As a catalytic agent, we would suggest that a National Easy Language Week be proclaimed, which the President would inaugurate, outlining some short cu

Drunk1 Pimp Out
Hey everyone get your asses over to this guys page and rate him like mad crazy. He is one of the sweetest guys on Fubar and "REAL" he isn't a fake I just wanna be your friends to level type person. Come on Ladies he is gorgeous so go show him some love and you guys yeah it's ok to add guys to your friends list he is really cool. Drunk has been on Fubar for almost 2 years now and still trying to reach Godfather status so everyone who reads this go help him out. Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar Drunk1 your ass was just put on the corner by Ice Love ya babe

Welfare
Here, read this: "By the mid-1930's, thanks to the New Deal, all that self-reliance had changed, prompting Mencken to declare: 'There is no genuine justice in any scheme of feeding and coddling the loafer whose only ponderable energies are devoted wholly to reproduction. Nine-tenths of the rights he bellows for are really privileges and he does nothing to deserve them.' Despite the billions spent on an individual, 'he can be lifted transiently but always slips back again.' Thus, the New Deal had been 'the most stupendous digenetic enterprise ever undertaken by man.... We not only acquired a vast population of morons, we have inculcated all morons, old or young, with the doctrine that the decent and industrious people of the country are bound to support them for all time. The effects of that doctrine are bound to be disastrous soon or late.' This is from a Biography of H.L. Mencken. Now look at the current elections. Both parties, all candidates always telling you what they will

Male Circumcision
Ok, so I actually have seen how they do it... and for the record, i don't care... I'm not doing that shit to my son! fuck that crazy bullshit... only people who do it AROUND THE WORLD are jews and muslim... which thank god, i'm neither. And i've read both pros and cons to it, and there is no scientific evidence either way of it being good or bad... it's a bunch of opinions... so fuck that shit... not happening... I know a lot of guys who have it done.. it's more of an appearance thing in the US... only 30% of the men in the WORLD have it done... Jews, Muslims, and some psycho idiots in the US... so, for the record, my son is NOT having that horrific shit done to him.

Rawr!!!
Yesterday was the day I really can say I wanted to kill someone. I was minding my own business walking to class, head down, looking at my feet making walking motions. This guy named Joe was standing outside with his girlfriend. Then he goes "what no hello...WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!". I was so pissed. I dont understand why he had to be a d***. I was minding my own buisness and he had to act macho infront of his girl and say crap to me. That really isnt macho at all starting with me. I am not afraid of anyone. He pulls that shit with me again..I will knock him out. I never say hi to him before nor anyone in my class, why should I then? Wait till Wednesday after class..I wil get in his face and threaten the bastard. No one starts with me. I was minding my own fucking business. He is a coky dick he acts like the whole damn class adores him. All he does it talk the whole time and all you can hear is his obnxious fat fucking mouth. I am not going to college for friends. fuck everyone, they are

Application
Application. About You Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your YAHOO screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontainiouse?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS! Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?: Would you push me up

Pandoras Box
Pandoras Box I opened Pandora's Box loving you. Even though I already knew. I was tempted by your alluring charm. Your smile, The twinkle in your eyes. You said that you would tell me you loved me, Just give you time, That was all you needed. I did as you ask, Only to find, There was another you had in your mind. You didnt stop there dishing out your pain. You choose another over me again. There will always be another woman you choose. In the mean time, you expect me to wait. I can not do it anymore. The hurt and pain, I no longer can endure. My heart hasn't felt this for so very long. I don't even know how to handle it. So I push it away, Pretending it doesn't exist. My heart refuses to feel this pain, It keeps telling me to move away. Yes, I opened Pandora's Box loving you. Something I will never do again. Dee Parenti© All Rights Reserved

Profile Of An Intp
Everything, and more, that you ever might want to know about what makes me, me... It is actually VERY accurate. A description of the INTP Personality Type by Paul James Original version: April 5, 1999 revised and published on the web: March 12, 2000 INTP is one of the 16 personality types defined in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). I will assume that visitors to this page already have a basic knowledge of the MBTI system for I wish to concentrate on describing the INTP type as best I can. The descriptions below are based on personal experience combined with knowledge derived from other MBTI sources and I hope that other INTPs and non-INTPs alike may find some of this material illuminating. This page may be updated and expanded when appropriate. For a general introduction and overview of MBTI temperament analysis, visit Robert Winer's excellent resource at Gesher. INTPs are about 1% of the general population, making this one of the rarest of types. The bas

Dont Ever Let
when i look through the glass i look through the time where senses dislocate where fears evaporate and i take advantage of that to unfold and come out f the glass through the walls i see your trace through my memory i look for your face and i dont know why dont really care why dont ever let the devil eat our love tht he swallows your warmth him burp on my pain when i look through the smoke i go flying and youre my guide between worlds we'll grow old where someday we might be safe and i dont know why dont really care why

Betrayal
Betrayal comes in all shapes and sizes. It is not measured by the person doing the betraying but by the one recieving it. If you are the person on the recieving end of this, at first there is shock, then comes the sting. The strange thing is that no matter when you find out about it, whether it be the same day, next month , or 10 years down the road the result is still the same. You are crushed. How could this person that I believed in and trusted do this to me is usually the question that comes to mind. Or even how could I have not seen? The most important thing to remember in this situation (as hard as it is when you are faced with it sometimes) is that the problem is theirs and not yours. The betrayer needs to carry that cross. It is not our burden to bare. We need to pick up the pieces and put it behind us and chalk it up to a learning experience. W.Redwing Copyright 1-22-2008

I Fubarred!
Recently I put together a some comments that offended a couple I am/were friends with. Just so you know...when I leave comments I decide on the theme...I pick a few comments out and leave them. I leave them for men and woman alike. They are just comments and not intended to hint, suggest or encorage anyone to do anything at all. I realize some are sexual but that is just me. I am a sexual person and will admit to there not being a whole lot I will not discuss. BUT AGAIN THEY ARE JUST COMMENTS. Fubar is a place to meet, mingle and make friends. I am a huge flirt but completly harmless. I have no desire to hurt anyone. I have only met one person from here and that turned out to be a very enjoyable meeting but as I said the comments are all meant to be fun and flirty nothing more.

Dream
I had a dream about you last night. As with all dreams it was chaotic, confusing. Glimpses of skin, flashes of you. My hands running over your body, trailing across your skin. My mouth exploring every inch of you. Pinching your nipples, biting your neck, kissing your thighs. Flashes of excitement. Feeling you on top of me, under me, next to me. Feeling myself inside of you, hot and wet. Kissing you deeply, filling you with my cock. You moan against my neck, I breathe heavily in your ear. You thrust against me, I press you against the wall. Face down, standing, kneeling, laying. Every second a new position, a new vision. You fill my thoughts as I fill your body

Rede The Fallen One - Part 1
Walking through the ashes of a once powerful kingdom of vampires Rede stands at the center of the fallen ones. Body parts strewn about like candy fom a parade, he peruses the carnage for a clue as to the cause of such destruction. Not that he didn't like it.. he was grinning ear to ear. he just hated that someone beat him to the job. Rede looks at the bodies and chuckles. The scene reminds him of a puzzle he once put together.. where the king was emolating in the center... At that point Rede had an epiphany. He didnt see any body parts that resembled that nasty little cornhole leader... where was he... had the little coward run? Had he gotten away? Rede was sorting through somthing that vaguely resembled the leader of the guard when he was approached from behind. "Hello Gabriel. What brings your all seeing eye out here." He asked glancing up. "I heard the task our master has set forth so... where else would you be Rede." "Hmph. So much for the eternal family. Wiped out before

Texas Gurls Do It Better
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world :) We're famous - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes like. Who wants avocados and cheese when you can have steak and potatoes? - Haha... who do

Lets Get This Done :)
Stop by and show my dearest...closest friend Micki lots of love, shes been stuck on level 21 4ever, lets get her leveled...Tysm xoxoxox 307,171 Points to go! Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}@ fubar Tell her Jen sent ya :) This pimpout brought 2 you by the one and only....... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~*DSC* Fu Owned By "Sexymedic4u" & "SexyBabyBlueEyes"@ fubar

Drama
like everywhere i turn its drama drama drama ppl either cant let shit go or just wanna start new shit.then theres the lil kids who like to play ppl and start more drama hexes backstabbing cheating yes thats my town port huron every where u turn its all about drama tried to rid my life of it but it jsut seems to keep following me.and its other ppls stupid shit which mind u me and my soul sister have some great laughs over but its like damn grow the fuck up ok thats just a lil makes no sense rant damn puppet masters ewwwwwwwwwwww much love to a.c

Wow 4 Years And I Still Can't Believe It
Wow its been 4 years now that we buried Joshua and it sometimes still doesnt seem real...On Febuary 16, 2008 was the 4 year anniversary of the death of the love of my life...I still miss him more and more everyday, not being able to see his shining face and his award winning smile...Last week was a hard week for me becasue he was in the hospital on Valentines day so its not a day that I really like to remember but I do my best for those that are still here...It just shows that time flies and it doesnt always seem to go that fast...Josh I love you and you are always in my heart and I know that you and Charlie are getting along great so please continue to watch over everyone and know that I love you vert much!!! To have the love that Josh and I had is the best thing that a girl can ever experience and i hope that everyone out there gets to be in love like that...Its the one foot lifting when he kisses you type of love...The love that you miss him more and more when you are away...Its the

How Can I Be In 2 Places At 1 Time?
I had two meetings this morning, one at 9:15 and one at 9:30 and 15 miles away from each other so really impossible for me to make both of them. I opted to send the stuff needed for the work meeting to work with Peter and have him give it to my Dad so they could have it if they needed it. I then went to my meeting at the high school for Anthony. It was a meeting about his tardiness and absenteeism problem! It was kind of a pointless meeting but they called anthony in there and we talked to the vise principal and he told him to stop going to his locker between classes and just carry his books so he won't be late for class anymore! Anthony is doing a lot better so I am happy as can be about that. The vise principal told Anthony that he has had good behavior lately and he thanked him for that. Anthony said "your welcome". kind of funny. I just hope this good attitude is here to stay and not temporary. We still have 5 classes left of our Parent classes for teenagers! One is

Sausage Fingers
The five days post wrist repair surgery report... The pain and the swelling are what I would call significant. The pain I'm controlling somewhat with motrin and percocet, but the swelling...well I'm a sweller. So I had it on ice for the first 48 hours every minute I was awake and even while asleep some. My hand and my now sausage-like fingers are the only part I can really ice. The cold doesn't penetrate the cast. My faithful loving fur babies are keeping a close eye on me. Here's the visual...

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I miss my Girls very much!! 2. I have placed in the top 5 in 17 fishing touranments in the last 4 years. 3. Lately I'm not happy with who I see in the mirror 4. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve 5. ok this will sound pathetic but I haven't been on a date in over 4 years and really have only asked one person to dinner. 6. I drink more than i should on the weekends work at 7am so dont drink during the week usually. 7. I like to cook when i have someone to cook for otherwise I forget to eat too often 8. I'm stuck in Dallas till april at least- 9. I try writting poetry and erotic stories but not really that good at it. 10. Th

Fyi Is All
Just some FYI so no one will ask me the ?. I'm not nor will I post a photo file of 25 to a 100 photo's of just me that is just off the fawkin wall I think one photo is enough and that will be my SALUTE. I'm not nor will I add 500 friend's for what? So they can sit on my page and not say Hi WILL NOT HAPPEN I will remove anyone in after aweek if they cant say Hi I'm not havin point whores or what it maybe sittin on my page. If this makes you pissy then you may leave my list I'm real and that's the deal. I dont look at NSFW for what they all look the same you see one you seen all so don't ask me to LOOK will not happen. COMMENTS I don't care for all the bling bling shit not me I leave poem's because I feel they look nice on your page then some TITTIES ass bullshit makes everything look nasty AND I WILL DELETE ANY THAT IS NASTY IN ANYWAY so all will know where I stand. I try to RESPECT all but DISS me and I'm on ya like a fly on horse shit. You will find out I keep to my own I'm not in t

Boy Friend Apppp>>>>>>>>>>>>
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number( wtf... ) OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? favourite season? what are you talents and hobbies? lifelong dreams? do you like animals or haver any pets? are you in school? describe the perfect date? night or day? are you a sensitive guy or a tough guy do you enjoy philisophical conversations religious beliefs politics? do you like coffee?? do you do drugs? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yoursel

In A Vip Contest, A Friend Needs Help
Hello I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important. I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now... I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest. Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd War
by Lance Ulanoff I finally figured out why I was so dead wrong about the HD DVD versus Blu-ray format war. I should have analyzed the sides—Sony and Toshiba—not as two countries going to war, but as opponents in a close-quarters boxing match. Had I done so, I would have properly assessed each of the technology's assets and deficits. Back in the late 60's and early 70's when former heavyweight champion Muhammad Ali was winning all his bouts, commentators extolled Ali's "reach." His arms and fists extended a good 2 or 3 inches beyond his opponent's. This allowed him to inflict stinging jabs to the face and head of his over-matched opponents, including Ken Norton and Leon Spinks. Sony, it turns out, has this advantage, too. Reach and Distribution While on paper Blu-ray developer Sony and HD DVD developer Toshiba may appear the same, there are key differences I failed to take into account in my assessment of the pugilistic battle. Sony smartly leveraged its position in a number

Another Dream Of My Mom & Another Time I Wake Up Crying
Well I took a very short cat nap, maybe about 30 mins. Just enough time for me to dream. Well, it started with me singing praise & worship at my grandpa's church. He asked me to sing "Surely the Presence". So I started singing. When I got to the part where it goes "I can feel the brush of angel's wings. I see glory on each face." I looked out into the congregation & I saw my mom on the left side in the 1st pew, right by the aisle. My aunt Thea & my grandmother was sitting on the right side in the 1st pew. They couldn't see her, only I could. My mom was wearing army green dress pants with a beige colored shirt with a Victorian designed that matched perfectly, something that I'm sure I've seen her wear before cause it looked all too familiar. Her hair was long & brown, no bangs, pulled back & pushed a lil up with a clip, just like she always used to fix it. I can still smell the perfume she had on in my dream. When I saw her I started crying. I could not stop. I woke up crying. Now I'm j

Gotta Find A Little Humor In It All
got the news today that i'm going to be even more broke than usual. between medical bills from the accident and trying to go to school, even with my awesome new job, it's going to be tight. thank GOD i have the body-style of truck i want and it still kicks butt! oh wait, i have a WHOLE FLEET of trucks that are awesome and i do all my work so....:) laugh it up all! life is too short not to have a good time (or to be stuck driving a FORD----just for you Bill!). Wink.

If You Would Like A Page Like This....
then you need to see my friend Lucreta~Luangel Her pages are the bomb. They are amazing. Check out my page and then go show her some love. If you would like one of your own contact myself or Lu. For a fee you can have an amazing page. Love ya lu My link is.... http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1626418108# Her link is... Lucretia~LuAngel~Fu-Owned by & RL/GF 2 Ozzfanatic2 ~Lover 2 Rain~Mistress Lucretia 2 LoneWolfJohn@ fubar

New Enlightenment
So is everyone else. It's planet-wide. No one is feeling like doing much of anything. Things which seems so exciting or promising a few weeks ago now hold little or no allure at all, and people are wondering if they'll ever feel GOOD again. I've been having people come to me and tell me how 'depressed' they feel, or how 'unmotivated' or 'lost' or 'lazy', even people who are not my clients or students! Friends, family, everyone is feeling this one. I wrote out an explanation to a client this morning and then I was guided to expand upon it and share it on the list, here. Something very BIG is happening. Sensitives KNOW the world is literally and dramatically about to CHANGE. The waves of it are everywhere, and people who aren't yet awake are letting this incite FEAR in them. And then of course, those of us who pick up what everyone else sends out are drowning in this fear, working triple-overtime to transmute it. Birth isn't easy for anyone. What is coming is the true BIR

Funny
CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS............................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO H

1 Question
1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. Leave me a private message and I will answer..

Confused
so recently i thought i made a connection with someone but they haven't been returning my calls lately which in turn makes me feel bad. i can understand if someone no longer wants to talk to me, i just prefer for them to tell me straight up. after all, shit happens. anyway, i'm a little upset about it all, mostly upset with myself for letting my guard down. oh well, lesson learned i suppose.

Hair Fain
As you may or may not know, come this June 5th will be my 10 year anniversary of my cancer. On that day me, and a few others will be cutting our hair and donating it to Locks of Love. I made the appointment at the Hair Cuttery for June 5th at 2 pm. This is when they will have the most people working. I am giving pleanty of notice to everyone that will be involed with me doing this for you to get the time off. I also need a list of names of the people that are joining me too, so I can let them know. And even if you can't join me and such but still want to donate, they will take it when ever. I will include thier sight so you can check it out. Anything else, please let me know. And speaking of hair, I can not wait for the day to come so I can chop it all off and dye it again. I found a few gray hairs the last couple days. It has made me a little sad, but I guess I will get over it. http://www.locksoflove.org/

Lunar Eclipse To Occur Wednesday Night
Lunar Eclipse to Occur Wednesday Night Tuesday, February 19, 2008 LOS ANGELES - The last total lunar eclipse until 2010 occurs Wednesday night, with cameo appearances by Saturn and the bright star Regulus on either side of the veiled full moon. Skywatchers viewing through a telescope will have the added treat of seeing Saturn's handsome rings. Weather permitting, the total eclipse can be seen from North and South America. People in Europe and Africa will be able to see it high in the sky before dawn on Thursday. As the moonlight dims - it won't go totally dark - Saturn and Regulus will pop out and sandwich the moon. Regulus is the brightest star in the constellation Leo. Jack Horkheimer, host of the PBS show "Star Gazer," called the event "the moon, the lord of the rings and heart of the lion eclipse." Wednesday's event will be the last total lunar eclipse until Dec. 20, 2010. Last year there were two. The weather could be a spoiler for many in the United States. Cl

French Quarter/cemetary Tour
French Quarter/Cemetery Tour St. Louis #1 is our oldest surviving cemetery. It is a French colonial cemetery with strong Spanish influences. Its inhabitants, ambience, and architecture offer an engaging introduction to the Vieux Carre. St. Louis #1 began in 1789, the year after the city suffered a Yellow Fever epidemic, a calamitous flood, and a fire that destroyed 80% of the city. A second fire in 1794, and the resulting fire code, gave the Vieux Carre’ the look we see today. The Americans who acquired the city in 1803, called the Vieux Carre’ the “French Quarter.” They referred to the large outdoor market as the “French Market.” In culture and language, New Orleans was a French city. In its architecture it was Spanish. Its population was stunningly open and diverse. Americans were taken aback by this openness, and the seeming strangeness of its culture and customs. As you walk along the narrow streets, you will sense that this place retains the energy, resilience,

Just Venting......
I don't really care if this offends people or whatever. I'm just writing this down to get it out of my system. I'm sick and tired of seeing the same 10 people getting pimped out all the time. And there the ones who are already at a high ranking. What about the rest of us? I'm not looking for sympathy, cause I know I won't get it. I just wish other ppl would get recognized. I guess I have to make friends with the godfathers or whatever, but that doesn't really work cause most of them won't talk to me neways... That's it. Just wanted to get that off my chest.

Thank You For All Of The Birthday Love!!
Golden friends, our frendship never ends, when the blosoms bloom and the flowers brighten up the gloom, I think of you. You are my angel, the one I love, you have been sent down from above to comfort me with love. You brighten up my days and you always will, thank you for making my cloudy days shine, and comforting me when I cry, like a silver ray from heven, my love for you will last for ever!

Kids
I don't know but does anyone else feel like they are talking to a wall when they tell their kids to do something? I told my oldest to put away her clothes...she put them on the bed! I tell my son not to hit his sisters...he whips the oldest with licorice...I tell the youngest to keep her hands to herself she digs her fingernails into her brothers arm....does the vivcious circle ever stop?

Breckenridge Expansion
http://www.denverpost.com/news/ci_8298920 Basically Breckenridge is following up on its Master Plan. They have been good enviromental citizens in their building of a gondola from town as an attempt to reduce the traffic up the mountain every day, especially the diesel busses. The idea of spreading out the ski traffic to a 5th peak would make the skiing there much better on busy weekends like this past one, were 45 minute lift lines in certain areas were common. And the article fails to mention that as smaller ski areas go out of business (Berthoud Pass comes to mind), more area is returned to the back country. Hopefully this won't bring out the eco-terrorists as the Vail expansion did, but you never know.

Two Drunk Women
Gotta pee... Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, but they had gotten over- enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, 'These girl nights out have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst... My wife came home with no

~ Sparkles ~
Cuddle me closely as you whisper my name Release your soul to be by my side Ignite my passion until it lights up the sky So I can find my way into your arms tonight Look into my eyes & see them shine A desire for you burning so bright Kiss my lips & whisper soft words So my heart can fly on high with the birds Fly silently into my wishful dreams Cuddle me closely in my sleep Allow your hands to smooth & caress So I can feel tingles on my flesh Feel me stir as I dream with a notion As we blend together with emotion Awaken me from sleep with a warm embrace See the desire light up my face Caress my body until it awakens Until I feel I can't wait to be taken Feel the thrill as our bodies go on heat Making out hearts go bump with a beat Close your eyes & listen to my moans tingles down your spine when you find my zone Feel the blood rush to the right places Passion & love shining on our faces Take your time, make this feeling last Now

Just A Slap On The Face.
Wow. Just wow. My girlfriend in college whom is a distant memory now got married within six months of our break up. Now my last relationship is now engaged a year and a half later with the next guy she started dating. Wow. Just... fuck.

Scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As most of you know, I saw a super hottie at a cell phone stand at the mall,but truth is,that's not the only thing that happened there. Ok,lets start from the beginning,president's day and my 15 and 11 yr old cute little neighbors and I decide to take a walk at the mall. None of the 3 of us drive so we get a ride on the way there and plan to call a cab on the way back. It was fun over all, but as I was outside looking for the cab we had booked, and the 2 yahoos ( hehe ) were still in the mall checking over the last windows before reaching me,when my breath caught!!!!!!!! :O:O:O:O I saw two guys driving by,right in front of the mall's main entrance and...well...the one in the passengers seat was holding a gun pointing upwards. I was soooooo terrorized that could not even run away,stupid me,...but stupidity and luck often go together since the two kept on driving north. I ran into the mall again,heck with the cab...and mobilitated security . Not an easy thing as it sounds since

The Man Whom God Forgot…
The Man Whom God Forgot… There is a man whom God forgot A soul lost from His memory He exists in His blind spot This is why he wanders eternally He does not belong to heaven He does not belong to hell Him, neither can claim For they do not know his name I met him one starless night In a cold winter's dream He walked up to the fire And sat across from me I could not focus on his face Shifting with the flame's dance Ebony pupils remained clear In new colors of brilliance He spoke, "So you sit before me A lost expression in your eyes Yes, I do know the secret The mystery and meaning of life I can fill your bending ears Full of cryptic truths and lies But what I say or you think you hear Will not change that look in your eyes But you do have questions tonight You have one less day in your life One less day to make things right You've just spent another day in paradise You still believe in happiness And you still belie

Pimpin New Friends!!!
THIS IS SOMETHING NEW IM GOING TO START DOING. ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE FRIEND REQUESTS I JUST ACCEPTED IN THE LAST COUPLE DAYS.ALLLLL OF THEM HAVE SALUTES AND ALL ARE LESS THAN 40K FROM LEVELING! SOME A WHOLEEEEE LOT LESS THAN THAT! SO GO SHOW THEM LOVE FOR ME AND LETS HELP THEM LEVEL! TONS OF HAPPY HOURS IN THE NXT FEW DAYS TO GET IT DONE- SOME DONT HAVE LOTS OF PICS OR STASH SO ITS GONNA TAKE A LOT OF MY WONDERFUL LEVELER FRIENDS TO GET IT DONE BUT I HAVE THE MOST AWESOME FRIENDS ON FUBAR!!!!!! HERE THEY ARE IN ORDER OF LEAST AMOUNT TO LEVEL TO MOST! ***MASTERYODA STUDIO 54 MOD***@ fubar4k sprt826@ fubar6k Daddy Spidey@ fubar6k Daddy Spidey@ fubar6k sprt826@ fubar6,5k R.J.@ fubar8.5k In Love with a SexDemon@ fubar10k ~~APRIL~~~real life girlfriend of BIGSEXY~~@ fubar10k jaysonc33@ fubar13k (Michele)~♥TiGgY'z MiCh€L€♥~Owner of Soldiers Playground 2~

Beginning
This is as a follow up to the blog I posted entitled "Ending". Please read that first so that you have a better understanding of this one. Last August I met K. He told me he has cancer and my heart broke right then and there. Broke right open and hasn't ever been the same since. I cried for days about the wrong in that situation. Thought about all that I had thought was wrong in my life. Recognized that all of those things were really insignfigant. Small issues by comparrison to the thought of dying without experiencing half of what I already had. I used this interaction with K as a reminder of how precious life and every moment and every interaction with every person that I meet is special and an opportunity to learn and be shaped into a more enlightened person. Regardless of the positive that I tried to find in this encounter, one nagging thing remained in the back of my mind and that was that he wouldn't experience being a father and that all that he is... that beautif

Prayers Really Needed At This Time.
Yesterday - 2/18/2008, my Mom went to be with the angels of heaven (in her sleep) she was 75 years old. She had some health issues (diabetes, copd, chf) and will be sorely missed by family and many friends she has touch the lives of during the time God loaned her to us. It has been my honor to have had her as part of my life for 53 years. As some of you know, I have just started chemotherapy for chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia (stage 4) and then this blow was dealt to me but she knew of this and just wanted me to take care (she knew last week) and said she would take a special message to God about it, little did I realize she would personally carry this. All I am asking is to keep me, my sister Linda and two brothers Steve and Ralph and their loved ones in prayer as we deal with the loss of this precious woman. I can't say it is a loss because Heaven is better off having the return of one of its angels. Much love to all, Wayne Penglase

The Meaning Of Friendship
The Meaning of Friendship It hasn't been that long Since we all met But already you've shown me The true meaning of friendship Friends are always there When they are most needed And friends will always laugh with you And sometimes when they can't help it Friends like these that I've found Don't come along often But man, the friends whose impact is most profound I wouldn't trade for nothin These friends of mine Who have made an impact in my life Will always be the ones who I trust To show the meaning of friendship

Flying To New York Tomorrow
Well, it's not for a fun trip. My cousin just past away so I will be out for a couple of days starting tomorrow, Feb 20. He was a Brooklyn Police Officer. He was only 50. I will be returning Saturday. See you all when I get back.

My Fu-owner & Fu-slaves!!!
Show these fubarians some mad love!!! My owner and slaves are the awesomest!!! My fu-owner and R/L B/F babysatan♥™AMber's RL/BF & Pain in the ass♥™I own my AMber!@ fubar And my two fu-slaves! LOL babygirl_01 owned by "™AMber420Nicole♥‡Sisters4Life♥‡Top Shelf Crew'@ fubar £ Ì § Å ♠ ♫ § Σ ® /HH♫♠℅♥AMber420Nicole∞@ fubar

Truth About Men
1. When I was born, I got a choice : A big dick or a good memory. I am not able to remember what I chose. 2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. 3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects. 4. Impotence : It is nature's way of saying " No hard feelings " 5. There are only two four-letter words that are offensive to men : " don't " and " stop ", unless they are used together. 6. Panties is not the best thing on earth, but it's next to best thing on earth. 7. There are three stages to sex in a person's life: Tri-weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly. 8. Virginity can be cured. 9. Virginity is not dignity, it's lack of opportunity. 10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small. 12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy. 13. Q:

Taboo
So I'm into taboo sex (which you'd know if you read my blogs and looked at my pics) and I'm usually pretty open about it. My shrink says it's because the first time I had sex it was a very taboo situation and I'm always trying to top it. I cant get off on normal sex. Are you open, or are you ashamed of things that turn you on? We all have kinky things that turn us on but have never acted upon or told anyone about. Here's your opportunity to share. What is the most taboo thing that gets you going?

So Do You?
~BOOTY CALL APPLICATION~ Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person (To be taken very seriously) Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_Other_ if other,explain: How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me, that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___Other__ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Other__ List three pos

Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago
AS OUR CHILDREN GROW OLDER AS OUR CHILDREN GROW OLDER AND MORE TIME PASSES BY I CANT HELP BUT WISH YOU WERE HERE BY MY SIDE I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURES AND READ THE NOTES THAT YOU WROTE , I LAUGH WHEN REMEMBERING YOUR FAMOUS QUOTE . TIME DOESN'T HEAL ALL WOUNDS LIKE THEY SAY CAUSE IF IT DID THEN WHY DO I MISS YOU MORE EVERYDAY ! FOREVER YOU'LL BE RIGHT HERE IN MY HEART ALTHOUGH THE DAY HAD COME THAT WE HAD TO PART. IN HEAVEN YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU WILL BE WITH OPEN ARMS JUST WAITING FOR ME! WITH MUCH LOVE WRITTEN AND COPYRIGHTED BY:KERRYANN

Glossarying Over The Quacks Test Of Size
Aback. Shocked or surprised. Ablutions. Washes. Washing the body and hands. Add insult to injury. Make an already bad situation even worse. Added their weight. Put their support to and agreed with the view or argument. Administered. The past tense of administer which means to put on. Ado. A fuss Affluent. Wealthy. Affronted. Offended or hurt. Afloat. From the expression ‘Keeping Afloat’ or, Keeping Your Head Above Water. This means to survive when things are bad because if not then you drown. Afoot. What is/was in the process of happening. Afraid to say. Unfortunately, I do not want to say this but it has happened. Agitation Great worry or distress. Ahead of the field. In front. On top of any problem that may happen. Ailing. Ill, Sick. Aired. Spoken in public. Aired his views means to say what he thinks. Airy Clean and fresh, filled with clean air. Al Beano Albino or white or colourless. Alacrity. With great speed, eagerness and enthusiasm. Alb

Everything Deffined
How much you mean to me? No...we don't have enough time, my Love. I Love you more than words can describe. You are all to me. I need nothing more. I need you more than air, more than food, more than anything. Without you I don't exist, I never did. You are more important than life itself. I want you more than the desert flower craves water. My arms achingly reach for you like the roots seek water. Life is a desert without you; harsh and mean. Everything is designed to kill you, even the light above. Without you my soul will burn and my heart will wilt in the horror that is living without you. I need you more than a drowning man needs air. Without you my insides would burst and I'd sink into a sea of sorrow and depression. The world would be empty and forbidding without you. You are everything to me, baby. I can't say it, it's not possible. How can I write this down? It's not something words can convey

Venting......sorry
THE MEN I MEET JUST KEEP GETTING WORSE AND WORSE. MET A GUY RIGHT......HE SAID I WAS VERY PRETTY AND BLAH BLAH BLAH......COMES OVER AND MEETS A FRIEND.......DECIDEDS HE LIKES HER MORE AND HOOKS UP WITH HER........DOESN'T EVEN GIVE ME THE CURTISY TO SAY HEY YOUR COOL AND ALL AND I WOULD LIKE TO BE JUST FRIENDS...BUT I HAVE MORE INTEST IN UR GIRL...NAH HE JUST QUIT TALKING TO ME ALL TOGETHER AND STARTS ANSWERING ONLY TXT MESSAGES SHE SENDS....I TOLD HER TO GO FOR IT THOUGH...WHO AM I TO STAND IN THE WAY OF SOMEONE ELSES HAPPINESS. JUST BURNS A LITTLE. I ALREADY HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AS IT IS. THEN TO BRING A GUY OVER WHO I WAS TO HOOK UP WITH...AND UMMPHFFFFF SCREW U SHE IS HOTTER......... DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD BOTHER ME THIS MUCH BUT FUCK IT IS AND IN A REALLY SHITTY WAY. GUESS I HAVE LEARNED A LESSON...NEVER LET A GUY U R TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH MEET FRIENDS WHO ARE HOTTER THAN YOU. SUCH AS MY LUCK I GUESS. SHIT HERE LATELY ALL I GET ARE ASSHOLES ANYWAYS SO WHY BRAKE THE RUTINE WITH THIS

Tag?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10} I wear my emotions right on my face. 9} My fu-name is what I do for a living (the second half is Deutsch for Weldor Man) 8} I'm a nympho 7} I'm too shy to talk to girls 6} I can't drink milk 5} I eat LOADS of ice cream 4} I make mad cash 3} I can't keep it 2} I hate all drugs 1} I am the most accident prone sober person ever Tagged! Isis Lilhoochiefromdownunda Alchemy DrugLikeRomance LaynaRexxy

Mans Atrocities To Man And The Decline Of Humanity
Perhaps the most profound name ever bestowed upon a species, was that given to human beings by Karl Linnaeus in 1753 in his great book Systema Naturae - namely, Homo Sapiens. Linnaeus briefly epitomized this with the words; "Man, know thyself" (Homo nosce Te ipsum). This sounds like an injunction, and it is; but it was also intended to underscore the fact that human beings are the only creatures in the world capable of self-consciousness and contemplation and characterized by an unparalleled creativity. W hich brings me to my topic. Has man lost its humanity In surveying the history of humanity, we find that there is hardly a visible part of the human body that has not been submitted to some form of mutilation. For instance, some prehistoric peoples, to judge from their mural art, left negative impressions of their hands from which parts of the fingers had been removed.1 Such figures are known from several caves associated with the Old Stone Age or Paleolith

My Absence...
Hey my friends... I`m back again! Some of you have missed me. I would thank for all your messages & comments!!! So sweet & i love you all... My explanation why I so long not Online was on Fubar 1. I bought a house with my boyfriend (photos follow yet) 2. I got claimed a new job in my firm 3. And that was that worst: We had no Internet in the new house for 6 weeks

Thanks For The Help
just wanted to say thanks to the ones that helped me out in the contest. when i need the help you showed up and helped me out when i needed that. so i wanted to show my appreciation in doin so? so that i can show my appreciation please email me those who helped me out PLEASE DO SO I KINDA REMEMBER WHO THEY WAS JUST REFRESH MY MEMORY PLEASE REMEMBER I JUST HAD A BIRTHDAY SO MY MEMORY ISN'T WHAT IT USED TO BE 50 IS OLD......HEHEE

Sorry
Well guys sorry i have not been on.....but the other night i was taken ill with the FLU!!! yes i said it, the FLU. Wow it was bad. I came home after working a 16 hour shift and felt like crap, i thougt it was from lack of sleep but boy was i wrong. So needless to say i went to bed right away and 7 hours later was awaken by fire personel and ems providers shuttling me down the stairs and rushing me to to the hospital. See what i thought was lack of sleep was my temp getting ready to reach a all time high fever of over 104. So after a nights stay in the hospital and a shit load of useless test the finally came to me and told me i had influenza A. So now that i have totaly bored you with my stupid story....lol.

Secrets Into The Female Psychology Revealed Inside!
If you are a woman, most certainly you will want to read Peter Britt's book, "All That I Am, I Think!". If you are a man, you "NEED" to read it. Peter's book has been critically acclaimed as the "The Woman's Nightstand Companion". Why you ask? Because is his book, Peter Britt, country recording artist and author reveals a truer understanding of women than you could possibly imagine. His insights into the female psychological realm are exciting and refreshing. Missing out on this extraordinary reading experience would be a great loss. You will get to know who Peter Britt really is quickly and deeply within the pages of the book. Go to a link below and begin your journey today. Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback

My Training Schedule
Monday Weight Training and Plyometrics Tuesday Interval Training or other activity Wednesday Weight Training and Plyometrics Thursday Light and Easy Interval Training Friday Off Saturday Any Sports Activity or Fartlekking Sunday Long Slow Distance 1. WEIGHT TRAINING At a minimum, the following exercises should be performed. The emphasis is on upper body strength since all of the running involved will work the lower body a lot. Still, some strength and flexibility training of the lower body should be included. 1. Military Presses-- From a sitting position pushing weight directly over your head. 2. Deltoid Lifts-- From a sitting position lifting weight outward and to the side. 3. Biceps Curls-- From a sitting position lifting weight by bending your arms. 4. Triceps Extensions-- From a sitting position lifting weight by extending your arms. 5. Pull Downs-- From a sitting position pulling weight downward and behind your neck. 6. Butterflies-- From lying on yo

I'm A Petty Thief.
You're nothing but a lowly crook, ya bum! You're never going to make it in these rough streets, so you might as well get out of here before you get hurt. If you do decide to pursue a life of crime, keep it relatively innocuous and nonviolent. I recommend stealing grapes from the supermarket, tampering with other people's mail, ripping the tag off the mattress, exposing yourself to your neighbors, making prank phone calls, blocking publicly accessible entrances, constructing a building without adequate handicap entrances, burning rubbage in your front lawn, writing Facebook apps, carrying less than a gram of marijuana, committing/receiving sodomy in the state of TX, marrying a canine, wrestling a puppy, and any other petty crime or misdemeanor!

Searching For The One
i spent years wondering if i would find love. i wondered if i knew what love really was? i mean i was engaged once, fell for someone so totally wrong for me. met one guy that has become a good friend and a few more before i met my man. come to find out i didn't know what love was. and all that i thought was love was nothing compared to what i have now. i find it like an awesome blanket that warms the soul and fills it with tingles and excitement. waking up to an arm over me and hearing an "i love you" murmured in my ear is what i have missed. among many other things i cannot form into words at this time. i am not letting this special man go. he's more than i ever could have hoped for or imagined. he was worth the wait. worth the sludge i had to go through to find this gem. darlin' i'm glad i wandered into your path. i no longer wonder what love is. love is you.

Random Thouights From A Fool
Do you know what that picture is above my blubbering nonsense? Sure, its a picture you need to click on and vote, but to me, its even more than that. Before that pic, I was a Fubar Ninja. Sure, I met some people, but would mostly vote on Mumms, rate some pics, and talk to the same few people that I met. Mind you, that was not a horrible existance. But because of PebblesinAZ, that pic has broadened my horizons. Her contest forced me to go out, and start asking for people to look at my picture, and rate it. I hate the fact that I'm begging, but I like the fact that each night, I send out between 100 and 200 links or messages, and the results are pretty much meaningless. Sure, I get some votes, but to be honest, I get about a 15% return. and about a 2% return of messsages from people telling me I'm a point whore. Thats ironic, because I get no points from this. But every night, I meet 3 or 4 people who actually like to chat in the shout boxes. That makes it all worth it. I

"beam Me Up Scotty"
Teleportation using man-made technology was made famous in the "Star Trek" TV series. Now, a new movie called JUMPER explores teleportation that occurs without using external technology. Hayden Christensen, Rachel Bilson, Samuel L. Jackson, Diane Lane and the rest of the cast and crew present a story not about teleportation technology, but about a "natural" ability that character David Rice (Christensen) spontaneously discovers after nearly drowning. JUMPER director Doug Liman also directed THE BOURNE IDENTITY and MR. AND MRS. SMITH. In JUMPER, some of the main characters have discovered this ability and proceed to use it during the adventures and danger they encounter. In the 1994 movie STARGATE starring Kurt Russell and James Spader, and the spin off TV series "Stargate SG-1" with Richard Dean Anderson, an ancient object is discovered that government scientists are able to activate. In the movie and series, Russell and Anderson portrayed military officers commanding

Before I Was A Mommy
Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone. Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted. And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies. Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers. Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I neve

Help Me & Millions Of Girls Get Boob Jobs!
Hi everyone! How's it going today? I am having so much fun here on Fubar. Everyone here is so awesome! I joined an awesome website called MyFreeImplants! I have been wanting to get my boobs ever since I was 16. This site is for real and I have seen a lot of girls achieve the rack of their dreams! Will ya'll help me with mine? Here is my link to my profile...http://MyFreeImplants.com/models/41690/ If the link is not working, you can either copy and paste or go to my Fubar profile and click on one of my banners. I look forward to making a lot of friends. Hope to see ya'll soon! Get me buzzed & I'll return the favor!

How To Invite Ppl To Ur Lounge
ok to invite ppl to ur lounge u must open a box to send them a shout first looks like this if u didnt know no from that box click this icon then useing the drop down button selecet the lounge u wish to invite them to and then click invite ok to invite ppl to ur lounge u must open a box to send them a shout first looks like this if u didnt know no from that box click this icon then useing the drop down button selecet the lounge u wish to invite them to and then click invite

Happy Birthday Hersheyk
/> I'd like to take a moment to introduce you to one of my bestest friends HersheyK. Today is Hershey's birthday, so if you could all just stop by her page and leave her some mad love I know it would just make her day! I have had the pleasure of calling Hershey my friend for atleast 4 years now and during this time she has been there for each of my ups and downs. She is the true definition of a friend. Always there to lend a helping hand but never asks for anything in return. I honestly don't know what I would have done without her on many occasions. Hershey I hope that ALL of your wishes come true because a person as sweet and wonderful as you only deserves the best. I love you girl (tho you already know that!) This pimp out brought to you by aGEM4life

Yanno....
yanno what peeves me on this site?...those who put their face on the blast and HH's but when you try to leave them a comment...they are only accepting comments from their friends...how is that trying to make friends?...hell I clicked on one person and it said I couldn't even view their profile unless I was on their friends list! go figure! how could anyone rate them or send friends request???? me thinks they are morons!!!!

Be There Or Be ......
ok, we finally decided to create our "myspace music" profile, because it's the best place to meet people, organise some concerts in pubs and so... would be cool if you check it, and if you like it, well, let us know, ok ? click on the pic or copy the link below: http://www.myspace.com/sillyconecarne

Get Your Bid In!!!
I AM UP FOR AUCTION! Come put your bid in and see if you will be the one to OWN me for the next month! Keep the bids coming in because... WITH EVERY NEW BID, I ADD A NEW BENEFIT! I work hard for my owners! If you don't believe me, just ask my current owner DOMKING123! Domking123 Fu Owned By Onesxybrat & Pita Bunny . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar Who is going to be the one to take me away? We'll find out soon! xoxo Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com

Lost Everything
My first blog on FUBAR folks I am writing this on behalf of a friend of mine in Colorado.. I feel so bad for him.. He lost everything when his house burnt down just recently.. His neighbors house caught on fire and took his with it.. This man works hard for the county and is a sweet soul. Now what really piss's me off is that he lost his Harley in the fire too, and the fucking insurance company says its not worth what he is claiming... I didnt think that Harleys could depreciate but, I guess they can. His bike was a nice one and he took real good care of it like most owners of their bikes. Poor thing is now in a motel living out of a suit case for the time being. I know everything will work out for him, for the most part but,DAMN life really sucks sometimes.

Hello
Happy Wednesday all! Its kind of a slow day here for me, so I'm kind of bored. If anyone feels like chatting, feel free to hit me up. None of my usual chat friends seem to be around today. Days like this I really really miss having Persia around. Hopefully the afternoon will go a little quicker. So yeah, anyway, have a good afternoon all.

The Dizzy Duet
You've never experienced radio like this before... Some on over to AfterShock Radio Bar & Grill And see what the hype is all about!! The Dizzy Duet is at it again!!! You don't want to miss out on all the laughs and fun!! Our DJ'S ~*~OWNERS~*~ DJ Brown Eyed Dave DJ Mercedeeze Laine ~*~Managers~*~ DJ Shadow DJ Brae ~*~Lead DJ~*~ DJ Kulvir ~*~DJ'S~*~ DJ Will Von DJ Raven Lady X DJ Diesel DJ Logan DJ Sweetnessa DJ Babyemma DJ Greenmomma DJ Dominiq DJ Kick DJ Bedroom Lights DJ Crowe

A Bestoyed Love
I look into your eyes and I melt I feel your body against mine and I feel your passion flow from you to me I feel your lips on mine and I lock into your stare and I melt into our embrace I feel your heart beat threw our sweaty bodies your passion, my passion becomes one for an instant you tell me your here for me and that here is my warm embrace is where you want to be forever then I turn away for a moment then you run away and I am bestoyed heartache from lyes and you have told me the same stories that I have heard so many times but I lay here in our bed and now your gone and I must be alone I await your warm embrace once more knowing your betrail and knowing how you run from our love

Military Humor
1. We own at least one artice of clothing that says our man's Military Branch on it and wear it at least once a week 2. Our AOL/ Yahoo/Myspace/Xanga ect. profiles have something to do with military or have song lyrics in them 3. We know what the terms Head, Rack, Field Day and PT mean and have no trouble using them on a daily basis 4. We know the difference between a Recruit, Enlisted, Officer and know the rank structure like the back of our hand 5. We feel every note of the songs "I'm Already There", "When I'm Gone", "Here Without You", "Proud to be an American" and "The National Anthem" (it is usally one of these songs whose lyrics can be found in our profile) 6. We watch the news and cry hystarically for fallen Marines, Soldiers, Airmen and Sailors and no one seems to understand why 7. We just cry.... and cry.... and cry... and cry for no reason at all and we are fine with that!! (It's normal isn't it?) 8. We have at least one (but probably more) family member o

Time
Time moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing you,your touch,your kiss now I have to move on so I can stop bleeding my heart dry for our love,our passion as I think about you my heart beats faster and I feel the blood running cold in my heart I feel dismay come over me, over us I let you go with a wish that one day you may remeber our passion and how our embrace felt and you bleed as I have bleed for us

Breaking Apart
I am breaking down within my self in my darkest day i have been broken way to long I have changed and so has time and I hope one day we can relight our love, our passion I close my eyes and I drift away into my darkness I'm trapped by the wake of time and I open my eyes and your not there and now I turn this page on time and I open my eyes and see you for what you really are and I walk away then my darkness fades into light and I know my darkest day,time has come to an end I have made it threw my darkest day!!

Death
I feel death hovering over me like a thousand knives slicing my bleeding heart death covers me like blood from a fresh cut death flows threw me like the blood flowing from a deep cut through my heart death feel cold like a heart that has been riped outdeath beats around my head like the last beats of a heart riped out and held in front of me death is sweet like fresh blood dripping from my blue lips death comes into me like a heart that beats again as it has been silent for a hunder years come to me sweet death and awake my sleeping heart and restore my timeless life once again I feel death in my blood stoping the flow to my heart and making my timeless life coming back death has awaked me and made me free once again I feel the warm touch of death flow threw my heart again as it awkes from a long timeless slumber as the blood flows from death into me once more I am awaked and free I am finaly free from my own prison

Love
Love is like the sweetes dew kissed rose love is pure like the first rays from a sunset love is the best feeling in a heart that is hurting love can take fears away from a scared heart love can take the chill from the coldest blackest heart love is so powerful like when lovers eyes meet for the firt time with that raw passion thats love in the purest form love is tender like that first kiss from the one who has captured your heart love is like a breeze on your skin on a warm summer day love is that sparkel in your loves eyes when you make love for the first time love is sweeter than the sweetest wine love can over power or tame the wildest of hearts

Speak To Us Of Love
They said to her "Speak to us of Love." She looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice she said: When love beckons to you, follow her, Though her ways are hard and steep. And when her wings enfold you yield to her, Though the sword hidden among her feathers may wound you. And when she speaks to you believe in her, Though her voice may shatter your dreams. For even as love crowns you so shall she crucify you. Even as she is for your growth so she is for your pruning. Even as she ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches, So shall she descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart. But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, Then it is better for you to cover yourself and pass out of love's door, Into the seasonless

Promotion
Well I am up for promotion to be a Senior consultant but I just don't know that many people these days especially since I moved up here. I also want to find the right person for my team I don't want just anyone. I love what I do and love sharing it with others but it is hard sometimes because I don't want people to be pushe away. I really enjoy my career path and look forward to it growning. Wish me luck

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NOTHING HOTTER THAN THIS! a> Lead me not into temptation, heaven help me to be strong. I can't fight all that I'm feelin', and I can't do it alone. Help me break this spell that I'm under, guide my feet and hold me tight. I need 10,000 angels watchin' over me tonight. ~ANGEL 1111~@ fubar "This is destiny so why pretend, Close your eye's and kiss me once again. I'll always be the only one you'll need. So go where your deepest longing leads." I Personally Love, Admire, and Respect this lady!!! She has a HEART of GOLD, RETURNS ALL LUV SHOWN!! Please go show her tons of love

Last Caress
Last Caress Dedicated to Trisha M. Kay Hey,Iknow I havent been out in a long time Ive been kinda busy, exploring life while I'm still in my prime You know its hard for me to visit you at your tumb But reminded me you're dead is like salt to an open wound But I had to comesee you, Theres some things we had to discuss Oh god,do I miss you so much Tears still form in my eyes when I think of you And all the things you and I used to do Well back to the subject at hand I think there's somethings you and didnt understand Things that in one way, one of us didnt know I'll begin and explain as we go The moment I first saw you, I knew in my heart I was meant for you from the start Our eyes connected and to me it was clear You were the reason fate brought me here We spoke briefly for the first time But it was enought to make up my mind That night you woke me up at 2am And we explained to each other how our lifes had been We talked all night and danc

20/20
Sitting here Lonely and alone Nothing but time going on Thinking of the changes I could have made that would not have ended up with my thoughts all locked up; my body yearning to be free Thinking of the choices I could have changed that would have led me down a different path Maybe a better day will come that will allow a greater execution of hindsight. ~SM written 5/19/95

Untitled Ii
Anything for you. Did you ever notice? Never once did I fail you. Can you say the same? I appreciate your gratitude: Lies. Deceit. Pain. Is this all I deserve? A sack of rocks for my unfailing devotion? I take these same rocks and throw them back at you. They hurt just as much the second time around. ~SM written 6-10-95

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A voice can be heard through silent thunder A scream, a sob a sorrowful call Storms raging on as lightening pierces the sky Seemingly slicing the heavens in two O’er head the rain so suddenly falls Uncomfortably crumpling the rose petals Pain ripples across the sky As now salty seas swell within Devastation so great words cannot come No comfort for those who stand looking Doors close when there’s no one to answer The ringing keeps rhythm With raindrops Only the lonely know time so well As to test the fates by dancing Glitter and glamour too much to hide And it continues on like the moon in the sky

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I waited for you – but you never came I tried to call out – and speak your name My voice fell on deaf ears Yet – despite all my fears I still longed for you here Sometimes you have to let go of the reigns To see where this crazy ride will take you And yes – you might have to endure the pains And give up control to wake to something new Just know that your life is not in vain I’ll always be there by your side to see you through I know that today you’re not the same Don’t stand and hold your head in shame Don’t look back at wasted years Look forward as your future nears Remember, I’m still here When you wake to see the sun rise A new day has come for you It is now that you must realize Your dreams just may come true Look deeply in your own eyes To see the real point of view.

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The Best Word Ever!
So last night as I was driving home from work I heard this song, and as I was listening I heard the most awesome word...EVILUTION! I love that word! I know its not all that unique or anything. I just thought it was awesome..;)

My Woman
She is new here she goes by unicorn...she is the most excellent lady I have ever met and she is a great friend to boot. She is in my family so if you get a chance go check it out..f/r/a...you wont be sorry. I do ask the you all be nice to her,shes already getting some pretyy wicked e-mails. Anyways just wanted to tell yall about her. Thanks alot.

Hear What I'm Not Saying
I'm not saying I love you Cos it might scare you away. I'm not giving you everything, cos we should save SOMETHING for a rainy day! I'm not trying to fool you-- but you should hear what I'm not saying. You should know I'm not ready to do the things you want Yet you force me into doing simple pleasures that satisfy you and compromise my principles I should know, but I'm confused... Do you hear what I'm not saying? Because I don't think I ever would be able to tell you that I want you but that I shouldn't have you Cos I know better than to get you angry and you know better than to get too bold You ask too much of me and I give too little to you You think you should have anything anytime you want it BUT You've forgotten how to ask...you're too used to taking. Do you hear what I'm not saying? Cos I don't think I ever could tell you you're wrong when I should I'm used to talking and you're used to turning away. Do you hear what I'm not saying? What I shouldn

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You'd like to believe that after a while the pain becomes silent. With the time that passes, it eases, but A single word can bring it all back... A memory caught in a melody or a thought held in my arms Nothing is gone forever. Not even pain. And one day the words won't bring back moments shared with you and one day the heart won't break from a love that failed And I can hold the roses of a hope that never dies and there won't be any thorns to draw a drop of blood from my fingertip ~SM written 9/9/89

Hello Fubar!!!
hello my name is dawn, im from Batavia new york. i have no friggen idea what to do one here, for now im just checkin things out. if u can give me any advice on how to make my page better let me know cuz i dont...yet lol. so far this site is sweet. thanks to eveyone that has added me.

Old Dog, New Tricks!?
So i recently learned from someone, how to block people on fubar, so i blocked the person who taught me. Then I learned from someone else, that blocking someone on Fubar was forever, so i blocked them, too! Life is Good!

Would You Then?
Im sick of your depacrocy Im tired of your slanderous ways Im tired of being your shadow in the back Im done being the way you think I am I am Just me "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" Im tired of of the sickness I feel inside You see me the way they show me why cant you look past the past Im so sick of being here and not there Can't you just see the light in me Or is it just gone from your sight "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" "If I were to die, would you love me then, If i was just a lie, would you speak of me then, If I was lost, would you find me then? If I was gone, would you mourn me then?" I guess my time is done I wasn't the one But now you'll seee The darker side

2-20-08 43rd Entry
I had my 6th and final weigh in today. I lost 2 more pounds. Over all from my original high weight of 440, I'm down' to 370. I impressed my doctor with my holding steady with the weight I lost during this 6 months and getting my sugar down to normal level. My blood pressure jumped a little bit but I was so tense today its a wonder it wasn't sky rocketed. So now the final crunch begins. The 6 months of notes are to be faxed to the surgeons office and from there I'm not sure exactly what will go on but I've met all the requirements for having the surgery finally. I'm a nervous wreck. I'm scared to death I'm going to be rejected and I'm scared to death I'm gonna be accepted lol. My step brothers mother had the surgery the end of January and she's up and active and apparently not having problems. I hope to get in touch with her soon so I can actually get to talk to someone thats had the surgery. Err I mean as in so soon after. Say some prayers for me please cau

~choose Your Mood~
When I arrived at 2:30 a.m, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knic

Hey, Can You Help A Friend Out? Pleeeaaase? :d
So my friend Cynthia's having a REALLY shitty day, and I don't know what else I can do to help her out, but I know she wants more pics that she can upload, and she's getting close-ish to leveling (she's lvl 11!) I don't suppose any of you wonderfully awesome friends of mine would mind rating her pics and stash (there's not much to rate though!)? It'd really mean a lot to me, and hopefully make her feel a lot better! Cynthia (Truckin Man's Girl ) :)@ fubar

Oh My God
I canNOT believe how immature some people are on this site. I mean, this is an adult site, yet a lot of the people I come across act younger than my 14 year old brother. This guy thought he would offend me by calling me a "vanilla ass blonde" because I wasn't interested in kink style computer bull shit. And this is coming from a "man" in is mid-30's who hasn't quite come out of the early 80's quite yet. I can't help the fact that I don't need to dye my hair for it be blonde and I'm sorry that I don't have to type sexual things on a computer screen to get off; I can get in real life. Okay, done ranting.