This i wrote last night when i could not sleep. yes this is about someone i know ... well at i thought i did...............................................................................................
Quauantine my mind
Shut me out afarid
What did you find?
Was it smothered emotion?
love,sorrow,strife?
They/re ever changing
Anotherfact of life
Both shallow and deep
I forever search for solace
I need help for heaven sake
You promice me that you won't cheat
why should i believe you?
When you flirt with everyone you meet
I HATE THE WAY I FEEL
because i feel the way i hate,
i need to get myself away from this
but it seems like its to late
these things i depise
they make up you
i never said it
yet i always knew
One single tear
Runs down my face
carving a deep wound
over old scars
it's been there before
one single tear
like a stone
dropped into a well
ripples in my heart
one single tear
holding on in despiration
unable to acceptfate
alas. it's ever collecting
one single tear
drops without warning
Cascading in silence
hitting bottom
splashing those around you
they never felt it
one single tear.
Emotion is gone
yet i still feel
it aches inside
i wish this weren't real
my life has been hard
now i'm so cold i have nothing left
every tory's been told
i've lost true love NOW
i'm alone
my only desire
is to pick up the phone to hear his voice
to see that smile So long it's been since
and i've cried all the while.
If Love were a novel
i'd read it to the end.
i've lost all motivation
always pained but laughing
a deceptive association
the colors all brilient
though my eyes see grey
i live for tomorrow
though lost in today
BY ME,,,,,,,,,
