Fubar Blog Posts 4

Surrender
In the abyss of time you've been played like a toy the rhythm of the pendulum will rip you a void mind,structure,and spirit you begin to lose control love will forfeit you to a place that's damp and cold empty and alone hiding in the dark you've suffered this before with a decaying heart fastened in your thoughts imprisoned behind bars crimson gore will trickle down those pale-dead arms nightmares of the past entities you've lost happiness and joy frozen, unable to defrost eyelids linger shut betrayal of light because of the massacres you surrender to the night

One Of My Favorite Poems:
I did a favor yesterday, a kindly little deed... And then I called to all the world to stop & look & heed. They stopped and looked and flattered me in words I could not trust, And when the world had gone away my good deed turned to dust. A very tiny courtesy I found to do today; twas quickly done, with none to see, and then I ran away... But someone must have witnessed it, for truly I declare- as I sped back the stony path roses were blooming there! This comes from my Apples of Gold book and is one of my favorite poems. I love poetry and wish I was talented enough to write my own. It warms the soul when you are sad and lifts your spirits even higher when you are glad.

10 Facts About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 10 facts about me __________________ 1.) MY NICKNAME IS SWEET CHEROKEE BUT I'M 100% CREE 2.) MY REAL NAME IS KERRY 3.) I HATE SPIDERS WITH A PASSION ! 4.) I'M SCARED OF THE DARK WHEN I'M ALONE. 5.) I'M MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA IN ABOUT 1 WEEK. 6.) I WAS ADOPTED 7.) I'M A SMOKER BUT HATE DIRTY ASHTRAYS 8.) I LOVE LOVE SEAFOOD ! 9.) I'M A HAPPY GO LUCKY KINDA GIRL BUT DON'T PISS ME OFF. 10.) IM A FUBAR ADDICT LOL I'M TAGGIN TOM G LARRY LADY BUG CANDYMAN DEE DEE

Cowrie Shell
Cowrie pisces Cowrie is a shell from the sea and is recognized as an ancient symbol for creation, birth, and re-birth. It is said to inspire the creativity of excellence, to provide for both intuitive and intellectual control, and to promote achievement in aesthetic and artistic endeavours. It has been reported to be useful in stimulating ones learning and retention capabilities, to provide initiative to the user to advance in scholarship and to assist in the recognition of the self as a vehicle for understanding. The cowrie shell has been used in the area of manifestation and has been said to bring both good fortune and affluence to the user. It was used, in ancient times, by the Native American Coastal Indians to indicate wealth. It can be used to enhance fertility, to treat disorders of the reproductive system, and to aid in the assimilation of iodine, vitamins A and D, calcium, and magnesium. Vibrates to the number 1

The Symbol Of Darkness
Darkness in Wicca and/or pagan spirituality is not a negative thing, as it is is Christianity. Darkness represents the Goddess, in Her Black aspect. Darkness in the world represents rest, stillness, letting go, and death. In our culture, these things are seen as signs of weakness, failure, and great fear. But in Wicca Spirituality, Darkness is honoured. It is a necessary and valuable part of the Cycle. Without rest, how could we work? Without letting go, how could new things arise? Without death, how could we return to the One? Although there is great cultural prejudice against the Dark - which is expressed, for one thing, as racism - the Dark half of the Divine is as sacred as the Light half. It is the loving interplay between the dark and the light which creates form, that is, matter. This is the dance that gives birth to life.

16 Reasons Why Alcohol Should Be Served At Work...
1. It's an incentive to show up. 2. It leads to more honest communications. 3. It reduces complaints about low pay. 4. Employees tell management what they think, not what they want to hear. 5. It encourages car pooling. 6. Increase job satisfaction because if you have a bad job, youdon'tcare. 7. It eliminates vacations because people would rather come to work. 8. It makes fellow employees look better. 9. It makes the cafeteria food taste better. 10. Bosses are more likely to hand out raises when they are wasted. 11. Salary negotiations are a lot more profitable. 12. Employees work later since there's no longer a need to relax at the bar. 13. It makes everyone more open with their ideas. 14. Eliminates the need for employees to get drunk on their lunch break. 15. Employees no longer need coffee to sober up. 16. Sitting "Bare a$$" on the copy machine will no longer be seen as gross

Kiss My Ass
Kiss My Ass You had your chance But you let me slip away I was hopelessly devoted to you Hanging on every word you had to say. You took me for granted You treated me really bad You never understood What I thought we had. Now that Im gone I've found someone new They treat me like I deserve Nothing like you. They love me, heart and soul To them I am first class. So dont bother me again Oh, by the way, KISS MY ASS!!

You Have Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I LOVE DALE JR!!! YEA!! 88!!! 2. I HAVE A GAY DAUGHTER 3. CHEESE PIZZA AND RANCH DRESSING IS THE BEST 4. I THINK JOHN CENA AND TRIPLE H ARE HOT 5. JERRY SPRINGER IS THE SHIT, AND SO IS DR PHIL 6 I HAVE 500+ PRECIOUS MOMENTS FIGURINES & DOLLS 7. I HAVE LIVED IN 3 STATES MY WHOLE LIFE 8. I AM A CAT PERSON 9. I AM A REALLY EASY PERSON TO LET ALONG WITH UNTIL YOU PISS ME OFF 10. I LOVE THE DALLAS COWBOYS & REAL COWBOYS TOO I WILL TAG BILLYBEER, HOPESLILTHUG, DIXIE ANGEL, SCOTT & NC FIREFIGHTER

What Should I Do?
well let me start by saying my grampa is in the hospital might not make it, and i am dying to go down to PA to be with him but i cant. i have my kids and no way down there, i might not be able to get to say goodbye and that is killing me...i am not doing so good, i have noticed that one i am depressed, two that i have really bad panic attacks, i am taking meds for it but for some reason they're not working all that well anymore. i guess my question is..... should i ask for a loan and go to be with my grampa? or should i just call him?

Continued
I didn't get back to sleep. Guess I was toooo worked up. I did think about the stalker dream all night long. I realize I don't know how he got me. One minute I was cheering in a leader competition, tight little spandix short and belly shirt. Next minute I was naked cuffed spread eagle, gagged, and blindfolded. I want to see the struggle. I want to know how I became his prisoner. I want to see what else he does to me..... Hell, I want him to be real.

Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) Believe it or not I'm not shy, until afterwards. 2.) I love to ride in the sunshine, Harley’s are my favorites. 3.) I live in a 5 room house on 30 acres of woods in Mississippi. 4.) I love training dogs, and have been doing it now for about 12 years. 5.) There is nothing I can not do; see I slept in a Holiday Inn. 6.) I am extremely confident in myself and not very easily intimidated by others; Lord knows why. 7.) I love a tattoo but am scared of getting one myself due to thinking I would become covered in them. 8.) I spend most of my waking hours on the computer and then in the gym. And I am

Wasted......
So here goes yet another 7 yrs of my life down the drain. Why did i even bother. I mean do i set my own self up for failure? Is there truely a man out there that will like me for who i am. I am just going to say that i am done. Life sucks and im done with it all.

Tagged...dammit
10 Randoms: -I really don't like sushi. -I would rather listen to Big Band and Swing or Ska than anything else. -I'm allergic to cats, but I still want one. And I want a ferrett. -I'm actually terrified to move to Seattle. -Hopefully, someday, I will get to travel to Greece and Ireland...Irish boys are my weakness. -I usually do not trust women my age. -I want only daughters, if I ever have kids. -My favorite scent in the world is vanilla, followed by cinnamon. -I would rather smoke a bowl than get drunk. -I couldn't live without my mommy. -I don't like going into the water at the beach. ~Tagged by Erica~

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- i have a huge collection of bears 2- i love to just jump in my car and drive 3- my favorite car(s)is/are pontiac gran prix or an eclipse 4- my fav colors are red and black 5- i LOVE tequila 6- my fav dog is a boxer 7- my fav candy is reeses pieces 8- i bite my nails when im mad or upset 9- im always i mean always cold (i hate snow) 10-i have to have something in my mouth at all times (and no there is no sexual refrence here)

Tag Your'e It...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a dork... 2. I remember numbers but forget other things... ( I can remember any number sequence but don't ask what I did 10 mins ago!)wierd right? 3. HUGE Call Of Duty 4 FAN! Play online all the time! 4. Favorite car is my 2006 BMW 750Li. Don't ask the payment cuz you'll slap me... lol 5. Baseball is The ONLY sport I like. 6. Addicted to Caffiene... 7. Slight Obsessive Compulsive... (Not that much but still) 8. Have a huge shoe fetish... I own a lot of shoes! 9. I'm a sucker for a pretty smile... 10. I drink way too much Patron... (It's how I roll) lmao There I did and now it's your turn... lmao

Dont Blame Me Blame Shannon
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.IM A BEANER 2.I HATE THESETHINGS BUT ONE OF MY APPLEBOTTOM GIRLS HIT ME SO I GOTTS 2 DO IT. 3.I LIKE COMIC BOOKS 4.BRING ON THE PORN.....naaa i dont care much for it( 4 true ) 5.IM A BOOOOOOTTTTYYYYYY MAN 6.HEY I LIKE BOOOOOBBBBIIIIIEEEEESSSSSSS IN MY FACE TOO 7.I LIKE SOUR CANDY 8.I GOT MY FRIENDS BACK AND IM HRRR ANY TIME WHEN THEY NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON 9.IM A FOOL,IM A NUT. 10.HMMMMMM.......ABBA ROCKS

Random Inof About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "whatsherface" #1 I love chocolate just not dark chocolate. #2 I don't put ice in my pop. #3 I can touch my tongue to my nose. #4 I still buy my clothes from the kids department. #5 Baking makes me really relaxed. #6 I could eat breakfast food and ice cream for every meal and be happy. #7 I love kids and babysit some of the most amazing ones ever! #8 I love to travel and have been to Peru, Honduras and Mexico. #9 I am a proud aunt. #10 When I go into a toy store I push all of the buttons that say, "push here" and walk away like I have no idea why everything is making noise or moving.

T.g. Sheppard - War Is Hell (on The Homefront, Too
T.G. Sheppard - War Is Hell (on The Homefront, Too) It was July hot in Georgia in 1942 all the men were off to war and the woman had nothing to do. I was sixteen and hungry looking for my first taste of love, When I brought the groceries to the door I didn't know how close I was. Her long blond hair was flowing and she smelled like sweet perfume. When I laid her groceries down she said you don't have to leave so soon. A woman sure gets lonely when a men gone off to fight. She reached up for my trembling hand as tear drops filled her eyes then she said. Chores: War is hell on the home front too. God only knows what a woman goes though. She still needs what a man that's gone can't do. I can't fight this fire along stay with me until it's gone. Ooh war is Hell on the Home front Too. It was July hot in side me as she lead me to the bed room door with satin sheets and pleasure (I never knew I could feel before). My first taste of lovin' was everything it should have been, w

Naughty App
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Toussaint Mccall - Nothing Takes The Place Of You
I moved your picture From my walls And I replaced them Both large and small And each new day Finds me so blue Nothing Takes the place of you I read your letters one by one And I still love you When it's all said and done And oh, my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh nothing Takes the place of you I, I write this letter It's raining on my window pane I, I feel the need of you Because without you Nothing seems the same So I'll wait Until you're home Again I love you But I'm all alone And oh my darling I'm so blue Because nothing Oh, but nothing takes the place of you.

Dragon's Lair (metaphor)
Dragon's Lair Tho is me,the dragon fire,full of woe,and desire.It is I who shatters the prism glass.It is my fire that breathe upon the flesh,and torches the senses,of an evening's last.I gather the flames of eternal life,and surrounds the fury of the starlit moon.I forsee the future's becoming,and laugh at the ending of the midnight song.My eyes,I see deep in your soul,and I feel the pain of many who lives.And I chuckle at the emotion of dispair.I have no feelings,just an emptiness of darkness,and cold.For I am humble, and shall see no wrong in me.I am the thrown that sets inside of a lair of a dragon's fire.And I set,and watch,and I roar the breath of flame.Oh Thou is me,inside my lair,come in my child,set beside the fire,stay warm.Be weary be weary,Oh thou can decieve.Inside of me the lair of lairs,and the many of many,I beseach upon you my child,ask,ask,and I shall give,you one,but only one wish,thought,an emotion,a dream.a plea.Beware,beware I sa

Consumed
Consumed by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) *Dedicated to the man whose love has given my heart wings.* Consumed I was unable to breathe until you breathed me in. I was unable to think until you filled my thoughts. I was unable to feel until you loved me. You have consumed me and made me whole. I love you.

If You Wanted In My Auction Please Read!!!
I've had a lot of random ppl message me in the shoutbox saying they want in my auction! YAY! If you happen to be one of them please make sure you send me a private message with the link to your pic and what you're offering :P ~*~The Fallen One~*~ Mistress of Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angels~*~@ fubar

Babies Have Rights 2
Babies have rights too Body: In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and the baby's arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might fall. Then the doctor opened the scissors up. Then he stuck the high-powered suction tube into

A New Group
hello to all, i am here to let everyone know. that me and my bf have started a new yahoo group. it is called boobies_Rus@yahoogroups.com. go and check it out. we are wanting new members. you can go and add your own pics. you can also veiw other memebers pics. so, go and check it out. thank you

Not Alone In The Dark
Looking At What We Don’t Want To See It is one of life's great paradoxes that the things we don't want to look at in ourselves are the very things we need to look at in order to know ourselves better and to become more fully who we are. The feelings that make us want to run away are buried treasure full of energy and inspiration if we are willing to look. These feelings come in many forms, from strange images or snippets of information to recurring dreams and feelings that rise up seemingly without a reason. Whatever shape they come in, and no matter how scary they seem, these messengers bring the information we need in order to grow. When we are tired of pushing something down, or trying to run away from it, a good first step is to write down what we think we are avoiding. Often this turns out to be only the surface of the issue or a symbol of something else. Expressing ourselves fully on paper is a safe way to begin exploring the murky territory of the unconscious. The coolness

Dating Process
Dating process Dating process: 6 weeks : I love U, I love U, I love U. 6 months : Of course I love U. 6 years : GOD, if I didn't love U, then why the hell did I propose? Back from Work: 6 weeks : Honey, I'm home. 6 months : BACK!! 6 years : What did your mom cook for us today?? Gifts: 6 weeks : Honey, I really hope you liked the ring. 6 months : I bought you a painting; it would fit the motif in the living room. 6 years : Here's the money. Buy yourself something. Phone Ringing: 6 weeks : Baby, somebody wants you on the phone. 6 months : Here, for you. 6 years : PHONE RINGING. Cooking: 6 weeks : I never knew food could taste so good! 6 months : What are we having for dinner tonight? 6 years : AGAIN!!!! Apology: 6 weeks : Honey muffin, don't you worry, Ill never hold this against you. 6 months : Watch out! Don't do it again. 6 years : What's not to understand about what I just said??

All About The Love I Dream Of
When Dreams Aren't Enough We would talk all night long, Thoughts of us being together. We would wish on the clock, For this love to last forever. A love so very strong, But only shared with our voice. A void still left within us, You had to make a choice. You chose to let me go, For something I can't understand. The path you chose was tainted, So far from what i planned. Your voice still fills my mind, With the love we shared before. But I no longer had you as my own, I could only dream of more. You are still somewhat part of me, I see you whenever I dream. But dreams don't last just like your love, Nor does my self-esteem. When dreams aren't enough, I ask myself why. You still come to me for support, Every time you cry. *************************************************** A Chance My emotions burn out of control My heart tells me to go My mind says it is not to be My thoughts come and go But always of you There is a time for every love

One Single Tear (dark Poem)
One Single Tear by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) **At a darker moment in my life, I wrote this. I hope it can comfort anyone who may have felt this way. When life is at its lowest point, sometimes, the only thing you can do is look up.** She felt so terrible. She wanted to scream and cry. She knew that if she shed one tear, She would surely die. She wouldn't die on the outside, But only in her heart. She knew if she lost that, She'd lose life's most meaningful part. So she did nothing. She remained powerless. She hated herself for being cowardice. She fought all the hurt, Thinking there was something to gain. But she failed. And saw that she struggled in vain. She looked deep within herself, She screamed, "There's nothing here!" And suddenly she died, Because she shed one single tear. Please rate or comment on this submission, thanks

Silent Night- Bon Jovi
After the smoke clears When it's down to you and I When the sun appears And there's nothing left but goodbyes We'll just turn and walk away How could we let it end like this Just turn and walk away Should we seal it with a kiss It's too late Now you're out and on the run It's too late Held up in love without a gun Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say And we're both too tired to fight just hold me close... And don't let go It was all so simple when You were to be queen and I'd be king I guess those dreams got lost Cause baby you're still you And I'm still me Now letting go It's always the hardest part to fight When we both know We're just two more victims of the night It's too late Too late to wonder why Much too late To save a love that's died Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say Now we're both too tired to fight Just hold me close a

Flooding Again.......
The state of Ohio has recently become part of National News with the floods that we had this past summer. We had some pretty bad flood waters in my area as well, in fact my town was one of the worst. Water levels in some homes reached from a few inches to whole homes have been lost to these waters...and even the playgrounds have been effected. I know that for some of you it may not mean much, but if you have a moment to keep people here in my town AGAIN in your thoughts and prayers, as we are flooding again, and parts of our town has been shut down again. We are hoping that it will not be as bad as this summer, yet we still have people that have not found new homes and are still suffering their losses from this past summer. So please keep us in your thoughts and prayers yet again as we have rising water levels. Thanks, Jenn

Fake It
Seether Fake It Who's to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self-esteem along the way Yeah Good god your comin up with reasons Good god your dragging it out Good god its the changing of the seasons I feel so raped SO FOLLOW ME DOWN And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like a ? Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite And you should know that the lies wont hide your falls No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Yeah Good god your comin up with reasons Good god your dragging it out Good god its the changing of the seasons I feel so raped SO FOLLOW ME DOWN And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like a ? Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite Whoah Whoah I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of em all I can fake with

Public Service Announcement
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of Shit . There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing this as a public service

Girls And Guys
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

Kidney Stone
February 6, 2008 @ 12:55 pm Sorry that i haven't spoken to you lately but i have been sick and still am i went to the dr, today and they did a sonogram and found a stone in my rite Kidney and tomarrow i have to go get a CT scane thats why i have been sick You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I respect you, cherish you, honor our friendship, and hold you close to my heart. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them. If you get 3 back, you're a friend worth keeping

Wonderful By Everclear
Hey, ain't life wonderful? wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... isn't it wonderful Now? I close my eyes when I get too sad I think thoughts that I know are bad Close my eyes and I count to ten Hope its over when I open them I want the things that I had before Like a star wars poster on my bedroom door I wish I could count to ten Make everything be wonderful again Hope my mom and I hope my dad Will figure out why they get so mad Hear them scream, I hear them fight They say bad words that make me wanna cry Close my eyes when I go to bed And I dream of angels who make me smile I feel better when I hear them say Everything will be wonderful someday Promises mean everything when you're little And the world's so big I just don't understand how You can smile with all those tears in your eyes Tell me everything is wonderful now Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now I go to school and I run and play I tell the kids that its all okay I laugh aloud

Hey
ok....Since alot of you mummer folk know i have a hat fetish.im going to start a new salute album.its going to be booties.........i wonder how many of you brave mummerwimmen would be willing to post a "booty salute".......of course it will be set to friends only........id love feedback and id love to know what you think......... Thanks Superman AKA the Commish

Top 10 Explosive Objects Not To Stick Up Your Ass
"Why?" You ask? Don't ask why... because if I told you the answer - that there is no answer - you would say "but that's not an answer at all." and you would be right, but you would also be wrong and either way you are in a bad place... so instead we should just consider this an informational brochure. I realize I put this in the category of Automotive and the only thing about that that fits is the internal combustion... there was nothing else. Just take this information in... you'll thank me one day. ___________________ 10. Blowfish - also known as a Puffer Fish or Balloon Fish and similar/related to the Porcupine Fish - as a defense mechanism against predators since they are such a slow moving fish, these things will inflate with air and water to several times their normal size so that they appear to be too large to eat. Some species also carry toxic spines or their skin gives off a neurotoxin. Getting one of these into your ass would be a feat in itself - the 'explosion' woul

Just Whatever
Well, my computer is almost fixed. Thank God. I have been using a computer of my step-dad's that was extra and wasn't being used, so I guess I could keep it if I wanted to, but my personal computer has a completely clear case and lights up blue and purple. Gotta keep that one going. Anyways, life's finally starting to calm down. Got back into school, got my DL reinstated, and things are starting to look up. Yay. People on here piss me off though. I won't rant and what not, it'll make me look just as bad as them, but this is supposed to be an adult site and I wish some people on here would actually start acting like it.

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am scared of the dark 2. I hate tomatoes 3. I hate to fly 3. I pick at my finger nails when im nervous 4. I dont like the color red 5. I hate going over bridges that go over water 6. I am scared of hieghts 7. I have to sleep with my right food uncovered 8. I am worse than a kid when it comes to my birthday 9. I am clausterphobic 10. I cant cook

Sacred Day!!
Today is Bob Marley's Birthday!! Blessings IN the name of the Most High! Jah! Rastafari!! His spirit and wisdom are as alive today as they ever were! He is a prophet and a leader for all the sufferahs of this world. His voice is that of love, revolution, compassion and might! Most people know him for songs such as "One Love", "Buffalo Soldier" and "Could You Be Loved", but his vision is much more vast than the box that people try and put him in. Even as his songs of beauty and hope blast from the speakers of sufferahs around the world to this day, he was also a spokesman for rebellion and revolution!! Whether intentional or not. To right the perpetual wrongs of all those that wield their perverted power in the fields of politics and organized religion, just to name a few. His strength can be found, still to this day in the most remote regions of the world. Anywhere there is injustice and suffering... there is the spirit of Robert Nesta Marley! On a personal level, I tap tha

Wanta Be My Friend?
Hi to all my friends and fans out there in the bar! I would answer all the nice comments and messages and stuff but I haven't figured out how to do it all yet ;) But, be reassured that I have read them all and thank you all for the nice words. I needed that. Eventually I will figure out how all this works and then we can talk more. Loralei

Harleys
I been thinking bout buying a bike and been saving up for it. I been doing a lot of looking around. I had thought about buying a new Sportster. Then I started looking at some used bikes. Today I saw a 1987 SoftTail that was beautiful. They were asking $7500.00 for it. It has 42,000 miles on it. Seems like a lot for a 20 year old bike with 42,000 miles on it. Any comments?

Tomorrow (thursday)
heads up to everyone, tomorrow i'm going home after my 10 am class. i get to go to a dentist appointment and i dunno when i'll be back, maybe late but maybe not since prof betances is the 9 am class friday. wheeeeeee. but it'll be a nice drive back to DC, a drive i cant wait for. it does make me angry at times. there are like 2 streteches where i can go 70 and turn close and beat everyone but then the longer stretches are 55 so i go 60 and beat no one :( sadness... but yea, i'm going to be offline until i come back from DC

Doctors Day Off
Doctor's Assistant... A doctor in Ireland wants to get off work and go hunting, so he approaches his assistant. 'Seamus, I am going hunting tomorrow and don't want to close the clinic,' he says. 'I want you to take care of the clinic and all me patients.' 'Yes, sir!' answers Seamus. The doctor goes hunting, returns the following day and asks, 'So, Seamus, how was your day?' Seamus tells him that he took care of three patients. 'The first one had a headache, so I gave him Tylenol.' 'Bravo, Seamus, and the second one?' asks the doctor. 'The second one had stomach burning and I gave him Maalox, sir,' says Seamus. 'Bravo, bravo! You're good at this. And what about the third one?' asks the doctor. 'Sir, I was sitting here and suddenly the door opens and a woman bursts into the room. Quick as a wink she undresses herself, tearing off every stitch of clothing including her bra and her panties, and lies down on the table. She spreads her legs

Shadow Of The Day By Linkin Park
I close both locks below the window. I close both blinds and turn away. Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in grey, And the sun will set for you... In cards and flowers on your window, Your friends all plead for you to stay. Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple. Sometimes goodbye’s the only way. And the sun will set for you, the sun will set for you. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.. And the shadow of the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.. And the shadow after the day, Will embrace the world in gray, And the sun will set for you.

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I am very shy and insecure. 2.) I love harleys!!!!! 3.) I am double jointed....legs only! 4.) I used to weigh (several years ago...and not when I was pregnant) 160 pounds 5.) I can change my own tire...just as my damn ex that drove by laughing at me 6.) I'm really just "one of they guys" 7.) I have 3 tattoos 8.) My belly button is pierced...and I would love to have more piercings... 9.) I have a baby sister who is 18 years younger than me...everyone thought she was mine when she was born. 10.) I am actually a math nerd!!! I tag Rhonda aka RaRa, The Sndman, Trip, Em and Dave Remember this

More Angels For 02/06/08
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ BABY BLUE EYES GIRL **CLUB F.A.

Br
I really don't like winter. So I got a couple more hours at work today than I orignally figured I would. That is pretty awesome. I'm still on a huge orange kick. I don't know if they're just really that good lately or what. But they are good and they're actually something that I munch on that is good for me and the baby. Waiting for mom to get up so we can go get stuff to make supper. I could just go by myself but.. no thanks. Anyways... thats all for today.

Jim Made Me Do It.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I love cheese. 2.) I was adopted. 3.) I've read more classic literature as an adult than I ever did in school. 4.) I loved raisins & hated tapioca as a kid..now I love tapioca & hate raisins. 5.) I had surgery on my wrist in late 2000 & still have some of the sutures stuck beneath my skin. 6.) I've been drinking coffee since childhood. 7.) I'm hooked on Tetris for DS. 8.) I have a crease in one of my fingernails that was caused by getting my hand slammed in a car door when I was 12 (yep, it never went away). 9.) I can remember the exact date, time, and location that I smoked my last cigarette.

Upcoming!!!
Come play with me at Hellbound at I-Lounge inside Clutch Cargos in Pontiac on Feb 22nd! I will a couple pieces to play on. Also March 8th at The Works in Detroit Redemption Bondage Equipment's 9th anniversary party. Guests will include Ladies of the Fine Line , B.D.T. Pipe and Tobacco , Wonder Woman Massage , Cat O' Nine Tails and performance by Bondage Faerie

Abusing Authority
Just because you out rank someone doesnt mean u have the right to make someone your bitch... I dont think any human should have to live off 4 hours of sleep and expected to function correctly and healthy the next day... Just a ramdom thought from a very long political arugment i had today

Just One Guy
Only one guy who drives me wild Muscles jump an my heart smiles Only one kiss that lights my fire Just one guy my body desires Only one touch can make me drip Only he can feel my grip Just one look to make me sweat Just one touch could make me wet Only his eyes can make me melt Only his hands touch me like felt Only one guy my heart trusts Just one thrust is all i lust Body to body I feel the heat Heart to heart nothing can beat So just one guy to make me smile Only you can drive me wild. dedicated to:john robert beatty

Vegetable And Meatball Soup
Vegetable and Meatball Soup Contributed by Jocelyn Stallworth Thames, Beatrice, Alabama. Serving: Serves: 12 Cook Time: 30 minutes Total Time: 1 hour INGREDIENTS: SOUP 6 cups water 4 cups canned tomatoes 1 1/2 cups chopped celery 2 cups sliced carrots 5 medium potatoes, peeled and diced 3 bay leaves 2 tablespoons chopped parsley 1 tablespoon sugar 4 teaspoons salt 2 teaspoons ground oregano 2 teaspoons seasoned pepper 2 teaspoons ground basil 2 large onions, chopped 2 (16 ounces) cans cut green beans 1 (12 ounces) can whole kernel corn MEATBALLS 2 pounds ground beef 2 eggs 1/3 cup cracker crumbs 2 tablespoons milk 2 teaspoons seasoned salt dash pepper DIRECTIONS: Combine water, canned tomatoes, chopped celery, sliced carrots, potatoes, onions, beans, bay leaves, chopped parsley, sugar, salt, oregano, seasoned pepper and ground basil in a large Dutch oven; cover and bring to a boil. Meanwhile, combine ground beef, eggs, crumbs, milk, seasoned

Help Me Out Plz
Come on everyone help Chief of the Hillbilly Lounge go for the total package, he needs 140,000 comments to get it all, all ya gotta do is click on the pic below and drop a few comments, he will return the love to those that help in this giveaway. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=1908863577&idx=0

Sorry I Have Not Been On Latley
I just wanted to say sorry to all of my friends and fans that I have not been around so much latley. i have recently had a small heartattack and have not been up to just chillin on computer. The doctors say i will be fine and that i wll up and around in no time. Well i hope to around a lot more soon . Fran

Men Ugh
I'm Single big deal im young............People keep asking me why im single.......i've been single for a long time...and well i dont enjoy telling people why...i was engaged 17 months ago...To a guy who changed my whole outlook on life.......he changed my views on the military...i had strong views on how i support them but before i met him i'd never thought twice about dating a man who laces up combat boots because i barely knew my father tell he retired...Then i met Josh..He was different...He wasnt like all my GI friends.....I met him i dunno maybe 2 months before he was shipped to iraq......And honestly i can save i loved him more then anyone i've ever loved before...he made things different.....He showed me that not all men were liars or cheaters....in my eyes he was my one true love and i duno we were togther 10 months...he called me one moring and asked me to marry him i said yes...it was in july last year..........He died in sept 2006.......my heart broke and i fell apart in so

Success!!!!!!!
Operation Jiggy Jog was a complete success this past weekend. We've raised the terror threat to orange. Cookoo and Crazy exchanged pants in the restroom, The Show beat his horse, Megan had no idea what to think, and Chicago public transportation will never be the same. Coincidentally if you were on the blue line in Chicago between Feb.1 and 3rd. DO NOT TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU SAW!!!!!!!

Questions
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? no...it was katie 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? talking loud...probably calling or texting somebody i shouldn/t 3. What do you want? a good man 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? he knows 5. Do you talk to yourself? on yeah 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? i don't drink milk at all 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? pam...she knows stuff nobody else knows 8. How long is your hair? pretty long 9. Do you like Batman? like robin better 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my son 12. Do you swear at your parents? at my parents??? won't that get you straight into hell? 13.Do you like anyone? i like everybody 14. When was the last time you lied? yesterday but i didn't know it was a lie at the time 15. What do you like for breakfast? NOTHING 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? pam's son thin

Brokenangel
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~♥~THIS GIRL IS THE BEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD. SHE'S MY SISTER, MY HEART, MY WORLD. SHE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN THROW AT HER~♥~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*RATE~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*FAN~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*ADD~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*RATE HER PICS~*~*~*~*~* .::x*~brokenangel~*x::.~HeAd DaNcEr @ H oT!&! KiNKY NuRSE @ Psycho Asylum!*!@ fubar

Hump Day Is Almost Over
1.Were you happy when you woke up? i'm NEVER happy when i wake up 2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty? been a while 3. How is life going for you right now? pretty good except work is stressing me out 4. When was the last time you held someones hand? weekend before last...and i miss him too 5. What are you doing right now? this damn survey 6.What color is your shirt? gray 7. Who was the last person you talked to? my son 9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes yes yes...and hope to again SOON!!!!! 10. Would you get married if you could right now? don't know 11. What's the best feeling you've ever had? love 12. Who was the last person, of the opposite sex you talked to online? brad 15. What is the next concert you're going to? im open 17. Are you in a good mood? ok i guess...would be better if i was in terry 18. Can you play the guitar? no.. 18. Do you like someone?

Not Your Common Survey
1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do? wave and smile...yeah i'm a bitch 2.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction? but the wedding is in a few month?!?!?! 3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? this morning 4.What is the last thing you spent money on? diet coke 5.Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month? lost thank God 6. Crunch or puffy cheetos? puffy 7.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What do you have to say? my baby sister would NEVER do that 8.Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name? Bishop...the only son I'll ever have 9.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name? her name would have been Bishop too 10.What are you craving right now? his kisses 11.What was the last thing you cried about? that damn meeting this morning...that woman makes me CRAZY 12 You buy beer and your change is 2 ce

Support This Guy From Msu
THIS WAS VALIDATED BY SNOPES (please see below) ---------------------------------------------------------------------- The story begins at Michigan State University with a mechanical engineering professor named Indrek Wichman. Wichman sent an e-mail to the Muslim Student's Association. The e-mail was in response to the students' protest of the Danish cartoons that portrayed the Prophet Muhammad as a terrorist. The group had complained the cartoons were "hate speech." Enter Professor Wichman. In his e-mail, he said the following: Dear Moslem Association, As a professor of Mechanical Engineering here at MSU I intend to protest your protest. I am offended not by cartoons, but by more mundane things like beheadings of civilians, cowardly attacks on public buildings, suicide murders, murders of Catholic priests (the latest in Turkey ), burnings of Christian churches, the continued persecu

Just So You All Know
Okay so here is the info on whats been going on in my life Okay ME AND ADAM AKA FATHER PHOENIX ARE TOGETHER!!!! WE LIVE TOGETHER AND HAVE TWO KIDS TOGETHER! I HAVE BEEN FUCKING DEPRESSED THIS WEEK BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SICK. I ALSO FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY COWORKERS DIED WHILE I WAS ON MEDICAL LEAVE FROM WORK. (BLOG ON THAT TO COME LATER) THE ME AND ADAM PART YES ME AND HIM DID HAVE A FIGHT YES I DID THROUGH MY KEYS AT HIM YES I DID TAKE OFF MY ENGAGEMENT RING AND PUT IT AWAY NOW I HAVE MY KEYS BACK AND RINGS ARE BACK ON MY FINGERS HE TELLS ME EVERYDAY THAT HE LOVES ME!!!! AND I LOVE HIM! ITS GETTING TO THE POINT WERE I CANT TRUST ANYONE THOUGHT BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO TELL ME SHIT ABOUT HIM. FEEL FREE TO COMMENT BUT BE WARNED I AM DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW AND I THINK I MAYBE GETTING SICK AGAIN. LOVE TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS

Some More
1. Describe in 2 words what ended your last relationship? LYING CHEATER...amen coritha 2. When was the last time you shaved your legs? couple of days ago...what's the reason?!?!?! 3. What were you doing this morning at 7am? cutting off my clock 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? talking to my son 5. Are you any good at math? sure hope so...i'm an accountant 6. What were you doing last night? felt bad...was tired...went to bed early 7. If you saw your last ex right now, what would you say? it wouldn't be nice 8. Have you ever burped in front of the same/opposite sex? HELL YEAH 9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace page? yep 10. Last thing you received in the mail? i don't know...my son didn't get the mail today 11. How many different beverages have you had today? 2...diet coke and beer 12. What's one thing you wish to change about yourself? my boobs...want smaller 13. What do you wish for? my tax return to get here 1

Vicious Vamp
FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY !!! THIS GIRL IS AWESOME... A TRUE FRIEND AND A RARE FIND.. BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AS WELL AS OUT... SEXY AS HELL... DUE TO TECHNICAL ISSUES SHE HAD TO MAKE A NEW PROFILE AND WANTS TO GET BACK TO WHERE SHE WAS SO HOW BOUT YOU GO SHOW HER HOW WE DO IT AROUND HERE... RATE HER... FAN HER... ADD HER... AND SHOW HER SUM SERIOUS FU-LUV !!! Vicious Vamp~Stiletto Girl~ THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BE THE ONE.. THE ONLY.. ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™PIMP DADDY

Give Me A Break Will You!!
You know honestly, I've been reading blogs for about an hour now out of boredom and basically reading people if you will. Now, I've noticed that usually...the same guys are saying pretty much the same things to different people on here. Why might you ask? Because they can't come up with anything original or even remotely useful to say to someone. Usually it's the same old "I totally understand, I hear you there, or the best one...'That's me to a T'. Come on guys, show some form of brainwave activity and stop making the rest of us look like we're all the same. USE YOUR BRAINS!!! I KNOW YOU HAVE ONE!! Lord knows there's a million guys on here that have abnormally huge bodies and obnoxiously small heads that look like they should be hanging from a rear-view mirror but hey, who am I to judge? I just think it's sad, pathetic and a waste of their time considering guys that most females can spot a bullshitter a mile away. That's all for now

I Need Points Badly.
ok people. i just leveled up and i really want points to do it again. i will pay fubucks for people that dont wanna rate my pics on thier own. so. if you are interested send me a message. as soon as you rate my pics ill send you the fubucks.

U're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've 4 kids 2. Been to Canada and th D.R. 3. Maui was my best time. 4. Love sailing 5. Worked for the same company 31 years 6. Been a St. Louis Cardinals fan since I was 11 7. Love camping 8. I've a wicked sense of humor 9. I believe lying bout a war is worse then a b.j 10. To error is human forgiving is divine

In A Nutshell ...
Some days it seems like it's finally going my way. Kids are listening ... bills are paid ... something good cooking for dinner ... the job isn't overly stressful. Others aren't quite like that. I'm not bitching, entirely. I know that there are people out there who have it much, much worse than I could ever even fathom. I'm just used to things a certain way ... blame my parents ... I had a pretty freaking good upbringing and I guess maybe that spoiled me just a little. Not to the point of superficiality - I'm not talking about materialistic spoiling neccesarily ... It's just that when I was growing up - I don't remember ever seeing my parents struggle with anything. My mom always had the house clean. My dad always made sure that he earned enough to keep us wearing the latest trends. My mom always had time to go to soccer, baseball, softball, swimming, dancing, etc, etc, etc, etc not just with ONE kid - but with ALL THREE. My dad always had a new project going on in our hou

Before The Song Ends
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go round Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground Ever followed a butterflies erractic flight Or gazed at the sun into the fading night You better slow down Don't dance too fast Time is short The music won't last Do you run through each day on the fly When you ask "how are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores running through your head You better slow down Don't dance too fast Time is short The music won't last Ever told a child we'll do it tomorrow And in your haste, not seen his sorrow Ever lost touch Let a good friendship die Because you never had the time to call and say "hi" You better slow down Don't dance too fast Time is short The music won't last When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there When you worry and hurry through your day

Loser Magnet !??
Okay so i want an honest answer , do i have a tattoo on my forehead that says INSECURE LOSERS PLEASE APPLY HERE?!? Theres a guy ..Daniel is his name *hah i know hes gonna read this and frankly i DGAF! Hes 37 , with an adult child and 2 younger teenagers ... We've seen eachother on a few different sites , and he found me on here , we talked .. seemed to hit it off .. after about a week of talking we met in person . I went to his place because he doesn't have a vehicle *RED FLAG* right ? LoL .. NE-Way he was acting like a gerbil on crack , just really anxious and stuff Am i that intimidating? No i don't think so ! ... Ok so we're talking and stuff hes smoking like a chimney *nervous i suppose* , but hes moving around alot and just starts saying really random shit , Bitching about how his kid and his gf are home blah blah how that makes him uncomfortable , i on the other hand was fine with it . His son comes out and goes to the bathroom , then gets a drink , Daniel tells him , yes TELLS h

Contest Bombing
Hey everyone... please help me get my first VIP ... I need 10K comments on the picture linked below... on Stephanie Lynns page....... I have two weeks from yesterday to get there and i dont even have a full 200 yet..... please help... you all know i will return the love.. please send all of ur friends and fam to help me to please...

Packing
Hello to all my Fu Family And Friends, sorry I haven't been on to much lately, but been busy packing up the house in Florida and were Moving to Alabama, the end of this month, hopefully once i get settled i can get back on here, I owe so many comments to alot of you, and I miss you all very much. I'll try to get on as much as I can before I cut the internet here. Miss Ya all!!!!!!!

Tornado
2/6/08 Well lastnight we had an outbreak of Tornados. We lost pretty much a whole town.Thankfuly there was more damge than deaths.As i drove through the little town of Highland AR I realized i was crying, as i seen those people trying to save what they could from the pile of wood they used to call thier house my heart broke.I wanted to get out and help anyway i could i would of if they would of let us stop.I am asking please keep this town in your prayers we have no jobs left so this is going to effect ALOT of people.And prayer will highly be appreciated. Thank you And GOD BLESS If it works here is a video: http://www.kait8.com/global/video/popup/pop_player.asp?ClipID1=2169993&h1=Sharp%20County%20Aftermath&vt1=v&at1=News&d1=193300&LaunchPageAdTag=News&activePane=info&playerVersion=1&hostPageUrl=http%3A//www.kait8.com/global/story.asp%3Fs%3D7834646&rnd=44675993

A Soldiers Job
As I sit here in my room I ran across a video of a movie I watched before I deployed, it's called "The War Tapes", the trailer you see below tell the story, listen to the words of the one Soldiers wife, it's true, with me I'm a totally different person, before I decided to sign on the dotted line I was a provider, a father, a husband and I had friends to lean on in the time of need, my family was proud of me when I joined up, then I broke the news of me being deployed and then fear set in for everyone. The training was intense, long days and nights, my kids not understanding why I had to be gone so much, me and my wife were fighting constantly because she thought it was going to be different, she knew, we all knew I was going to be deployed but it came sooner than everyone thought. My wife left 3 weeks before I deployed, I was alone, had no friends up here, I couldn't concentrate because my kids were gone, everything was falling apart and it just kept getting worse, I felt I had do

Freekin Hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!
10 TRUTHS BLACK AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW... BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal.

Epiphany
Put your hands in your pockets as you walk along Buried in a stash of pennies and old ticket stubs Throw your coffee in the trashcan as you pass it by Walking forever under colorless skies Fallen on hard times, so I'll say goodbye and go And she'll never know I love her cause I'll never tell her so She doesn't really need to know (chorus) There's more than one way to break your heart Show me the way, yeah Show me epiphany More than one way to fall apart Don't let the sky fall before I get home Thought of you again today Forgive me for the things I just don't have the nerve to say It amazes me sometimes how your friendship can mean nothing It's like we're both looking for something that we never found Fallen on hard times, so I'll say goodbye and go And she'll never know I miss her cause I'll never tell her so It won't change anything I know (Repeat chorus) Show me epiphany, Show me catastrophe, Show me, Show me (Repeat chorus) (Repe

Barracks Playground
Title: Barracks Playground Running thru the fields I see daisy weeds Lost beads and broken swings, abandoned dreams arguments between dope feigns, Dirty kids pickin' teams, playin' tag dancin' to sirens. I see broken glass of long nights passed, dead birds and cats, street dogs and trash, hustlers mingling to protect their stash, prostitutes strutting in my path. Rimless back boards and ball-less courts, graffiti on walls, empty packs of Newport's. I see monkey bars, hot sliding boards, kids jumping rope with old extension cords. Bathrooms locked shut, water fountain pressure low, faded hop-scotch lines which way to go? I see merry-go-rounds that don't spin around, see-saws that just go down. Baseball cages dying of rust, night lights on half them bust. Grass real high needs to be cut, running thru the fields I see daises and such. Police lockin' up the neighborhood drunk, young boys learning how to dunk. Girls keepin' rhythm jumping double-dutch, pi

Can Happiness Be Found On Fubar.com?
I have to say that my answer to that question is a huge "YES!!!!" See, despite the fact that, as those of you who have seen my NSFW pictures and know what I've had done to me medically, I've been having some very real problems in my day to day life, Fubar has brought me happiness. Happiness in the form of Tequila Take Me Home. My new girlfriend. The whole story of us meeting and whatnot would most likely bore you to tears. Short version is we switched from Shoutbox to Yahoo, where I "won" a date with her over a game of dominoes. We met in person on that Saturday and clicked immediately. We've been in near-constant contact ever since, including during the day I had my surgery. I am absolutely crazy about this woman... Basically, what I want to say to you here, the lonely and the down-trodden, is this... there is hope!!! If someone as clearly crazy as me can find love in an online bar, anyone can. Keep your chins up, guys.

So I Just Got Evicted.
My mother will be in Africa til the 26th and we need to be out by the 29th... I take over her paper route while she's gone, but for now we're broke and need the money to move to another place. So if You have any donations you'd be willing to give, any amount; my paypal is setroe@gmail.com.. thanks.

Sex .......
Hmmm...another Explorer;) The Greatest King(s), Knight(s), Professionals, and Militant Warrior(s) fought for Greater causes...won their victory for a few reasons. They Loved a wife and she Honored them too. Oh come ON...Anything too fast is wasted energy. Actually, never truly satisfying...no authorized refunds...Sure! Healthy people are a(ware) of the healths in (slow) controlled exchanges. Sure! People with health in their life are never wrongfully diagnosed with any bs to contribute to corporate profits. All dis(ease)es are man-made. Come on! Normally, made in the USA or funded by the USA in a foreign country. Sure! Television is manipulating...there's a natural cure for everything but it starts with your private life... For every sexual exchange--you get the partner, partners, partners, and on and on--never-ending list for some...virtual relationships is a safe way; people are never afraid of the actual Love experience---people are afraid of the separation part--which ev

An Awesome Fubarian Needs A Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11 For Leveling Please See This Blog For Details
Greetings everyone, I hope your Thursday morning is going well. A special fubarian needs help with getting an auto 11 or cherry bomb to level and is willing to pay 300 Million fubucks for the cherry bomb or an auto 11... Please help.... This vety special fubarian needs your help in getting an auto 11. or cherry bomb. To get to his page clieck below. HELL ROCKER This blog pimpout brought to you by: PRINCESS LEIA ECS LIL PHUCKER

Dreams Come True !
let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to we?ll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate time falls away but these small hours these small hours, stil

Tornadoes In Tennessee On Tuesday Evening
NASHVILLE, Tenn. - The Tennessee Emergency Management Agency now confirms that 31 people were killed after a series of severe storms rushed through parts of Tennessee Tuesday night. Devastation could be seen from Memphis all the way through Middle Tennessee. Tornadoes developed in several locations, causing severe damage to buildings and flipping vehicles. The storm first hit West Tennessee in Shelby County where three people died. It then traveled east taking one life in Fayette County and two lives in Madison County. Several Union University students were taken to the hospital after storms ravaged the campus. Fifty people at Jackson Oaks Retirement Center were rescued and moved to a shelter, according to the Associated Press. A Fayette County man died when the storm flipped his truck. Two dozen tractor trailer trucks overturned on Interstate 40. As the severe weather moved closer to Middle Tennessee, it claimed three lives in Hardin County. Traveling through Hic

Improved
Click To Get The Bite Copperheads~Where You Get BIT By The Hits~ Come In and Meet The Staff Live Requests and Free Drinks ALL DAY AND NIGHT Get your ass in here! Our Dj's Rock FUBAR! imikimi - Customize Your World

Dear Diary...whats Up With That?
Dear Diary... ahhhhhh life on Fubar...lol...i am going to try to post a short blog on Fubar each night to comment some of the daily happenings on Fubar...hope some of them will make you laugh..some might make you sad...some might make you think. Just my opinions mind you :) To bring you up to speed...in case you missed something..lol..Fubar is a hotbed of activity! Never boring here LOL A few of our friends tragically lost children recently...my heart goes out to them. On the plus side a killer of one was caught. Then there are the "cheaters"...that seems to be a biggie lately...I agree if you cheated to get ahead you should lose your fubucks and pts..but doesnt it make you nervous to invite anyone to fubar? lol so many busted claim innocence. Auctions, giveaways and contests abound...seems to be the "IN" thing to do these days in the rush to "get ahead"...there aren't enough hrs in the day to comment bomb ALL your friends who need help but i do what i can. :)

Dont Eat Me Lol!!!!!!!!
I am twenty yrs old,living in philippines right now... going through school for computer secretarial. My ultimate dream is to work with third world orphans that have incurrible diseases.If you would like to know more about me just feel free to ask. I will do something with my life, make something of myself and leave this world with something good behind. I want to work with the world..trying to make it a better place because lets face it, much improvement is needed...I have a huge heart and would do just about anything for anyone, my ultimate life would be to work in third world countries for a bit, than return buy a little farm and get a couple horses haha sounds too easy doesnt it...simple...simplicity is huge! for me at least. Have faith in yourself, love who you are and never let the world tare u down...society can be a nasty and horrible place but as long as u stand up, raise your voice and have a heart...you and everyone else will live a better, happier life. I am hereon here to

Random Poem I Found
Every step I take Brings me farther into the dark Every breath I take Kills me that much more All the hope I have left Is nearly torn to shreads Yet here I sit all calm and relaxed Yet in so much pain I take on their problems And ignore all of mine Letting me last just one more day With all that's on my mind I'm amazed I made it this far Every chance I had to be saved I pushed them all away Why can't I let you close to me? Why does it bother me so?

Till Saturday Comes Pt 2 New Track
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Joke
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK… 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now, as I have to work in the morning.

?
to much time we spend not lovin each other idlein away to the corparate gods tv dinners at half off half off your family's love for each other buy now ask later no purchase nessary no shippin needed credit card only these are the language spoke now these are the things we teach our children " heres a new cell phone" not heres a book its ok we will take care of it not wtf did you do ppl get corrupted everyday and no-one cares

My War
My head is throbbing, My heart is pounding, I can barely breath, It's like my heart and mind r at war with each other, My mind tells me one thing, My heart tells me another, My body is the battle field, Guns blazing, Armies screaming, My head hurts, My heart burns, My heart yells "u love her!!!", My mind screams "no u don't!!!", I'm so cold, So lonely, No arms just sheets to hold me, I'm ingulft with sorrow, Thoughts of suicide cloud my mind, My heart is breaking for yours, I long to hold you, My mind is telling me not to type this, But my heart is in control, For once in my life, I'm sorry, One last thing to say, I LOVE YOU!!!

I Miss You
I miss you I miss walking up behind you wrapping my arms around you. having you look back at me and just know I miss laying there at night in the silence just watching you breathe I miss laying my head on your chest and just listening to your heart I miss walking in at the end of the day and looking at you I miss trying to think of something funny just to hear you laugh I miss giving you flowers just to see you smile I miss just holding you and feeling us melt together as one I miss telling you my fears knowing you will make them melt away I miss gently wiping the tear from your cheek I miss how your body responded to my tender touch I miss how we knew what each other was thinking and not having to say it This is a compliation of all the women in my life I miss all of you and this is still not finished yet either

Lawyers
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. H

A Bit Of Info On Me
I'm a 22 y/o female from Australia. I have been working in Europe for about a year before coming to the U.S. I've been working here about 5 months all over the states. I'm a singer/musician/songwriter. I'm sorry guys I'm a lesbian too so no romance here not that I have the time or energy even with a girl. I'm into music of course and surfing. I've surfed since i was 8. I love the nightlife as well as quiet cozy nights at home. I cant think of anything else to say right now but I probably will later. Anyway I love to make new friends so feel free to message me and say HI. Jane xxx

Poems (2) By Me...........
The first one's my favorite and the second one I wrote a long time ago but I love it cause it's one of my best ones: Untitled I want to kiss the stars, hug the moon, play with the sun, dance with the rain, sing with the snow, run with the sea, and fly with your heart for all eternity. Untitled You were here and things seemed right. Then you were gone, As quickly as a bolt of lightning that flashes in the night. You wouldn't say good-bye and refused to say a word. So just the rapid beat of my heart was the only thing I heard. My tears were falling hard while I watched you slowly go. How very much you mean to me I guess you'll never know. I held back all emotions while the next day carried on, trying to accept and face that you were really gone. The day went by so slowly, as pain hugged my heart, and slowly down the middle I felt it break apart. Finally night came and day was out of sight. Noone would see me fall to pieces since there was

A Trail Of Dead... Love...
i thot i was in for a deep caring position... to my suprize i was turned down the feeling hurts and the pain subsides in the sponge of ur absence making me feel worser then i did b for.

Ju_cee's Auction
Do You Want to Own Me? I have been wanting to get a VIP so I can add a lot more pics as well as more people on my Family list but as I don’t have a credit card and Fubar’s Paypal can’t accept Chinese Paypal (Chinese money), I have decided to Auction myself to the highest bidder. (Starting date Sat. March 1st)Anyone wishing to join in and be auctioned can send me a message and a link (and your first offer to prospective bidders) to the pic you wish to use and I will copy it and add it to the Auction. The Auction will stay open for 3 weeks and all bids will be Fubucks, blasts, VIP’s etc. Rates and comments are appreciated on all entries but the winning bid will not include any comments, as the winner of each person on offer will be the highest bidder at the close of the Auction. People being auctioned retain the right to refuse a bid if they deem it/them to be unreal or in bad taste. The 2nd highest bidder will then win. Real cash offers do not count unless the particular person

Another Poem
This one won Honorable Mention in a contest once and got published. Untitled There's an incredible world that's waiting for you. Where beautiful birds sing songs so true. Where flowers bloom with colors so bright they dot the fields like stars at night. Where squirrels run and play and bunnies hop with nothing to alarm them or make them stop. Where butterfly wings beat in time to mother nature's rhythm and breezes of rhyme. Where gentle streams flow with pride helping you find happiness that's hidden deep inside. This world I found helps you let go. It mesmerizes the heart, body, and soul. So give me your hand. I'll show you the way to a place ~so~ breathtaking... you can't do it justice through the words you say.

Poem 10
"NEVER SHALL I REACH" I seem to always be destined to spend out my life as an old and lonely man.Not having that special someone sharing all of the hopes and dreams I have within this lifetime. Always seeing my friends and family so happy and exuberant from the love they share with their significant other,makes me wonder just what i did to deserve this loneliness. Wishing so many times I could either experience that same joy,or just go ahead and say the hell with it all.This never having someone to hold or care for,seems to keep me down. Maybe it is just not meant for me to ever reach that plane of happiness and peace in life.Guess I shall continue on this journey as a nomad just always seeking the destination i shall never in life find. P.J.Page (LilPoet) 2/7/08 7:36am

My Favorite Song
"Bed Of Roses" ~~~By: Bon Jovi~~~ Sitting here wasted and wounded At this old piano Trying hard to capture The moment this morning I dont know cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my head And some blond gave me nightmares I think shes still in my bed As I dream about movies They wont make of me when Im dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps Its own beat in my head While were talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and What you mean to me And the truth is baby youre all that I need I want to lay you down on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the holy ghost is And lay you down on a bed of roses Well Im so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A kings ransom in dimes Id given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or its hard to get through Till the bird o

Not Again
Instant Armageddon. Image indiscretion. Filth and file-sharing. Standards of attachment, tearing. Two-wheeling through the shit. Oceanside invitation to wander a bit. Hurt clouds my mind, but the hurt's not mine. On to dreamland, she goes. Of the future, who knows? Hopes for better times. Lemons sour and turn to Limes. Energy coursing through my feet, but this race I cannot beat. Nearly spent, almost deceased. Pushing further, pains yet increased. Can I keep going? Must I still roam? How does one rest, when one has no home? My sweetest ideal, I'm afraid. My life for your happiness I'll gladly trade. It's all for you, and I'll be near, wading through, until you're here.

The Perfect Storm .....
The Perfect Storm You, my love, are like a storm A force to be reckoned with Some will look at a storm with distaste And wonder what good can come of it The sky is dark and grey Holding off the sunlight The lightning flashes Allowing brief, but shockingly bright Glimpses of its power The rain comes down in sheets Soaking the land The wind is hard and relentless Blowing down whatever is not strong You, my love, are also like the storms aftermath A thing of great beauty Something not everyone appreciates The sun peeks through the clouds Its light warming everything around The lightning subsides Everything is now focused The rain soaked land Allow seeds to sprout The wind is now a gentle breeze It destroyed the weak structures And gave room for new things to grow

Confederate Bombers Please Read
Just to let everyone know I will also be leaving the family as to reasons that would probably be best not to mention. Please read my blog I posted right before this one also. GeeGee

Im Gonna Fucking Lose It.
I dont know my self any more. Ive been though so much I dont understand what it is im doinng. Im not happy...should i be? I want then dont want. I do know that im fucked up, pissed of, and my mind seams to be fubared. I need time to think, to reflect, to find out what is going on with my iner workings. This is not me, but I see shades of my self behind my minds eye. so many things going on in my mind. I cant think...but i know i am...am i going crazzy yet. If you knew the things I know,see,think...you would think im crazzy. But as of late...Things are clear its just so much to take in, too much to think about, am I coming or going, right or not,good or bad. I dont know what the hell is going on. I know that when i was younger I felt so much better about every thing around me, now it seamsas if the whole thing just fell apart.

Meeting New People!
Well, I must say I've been here a few days. And I've really like the site. I've Have talk to alot of new people and really think I can make some great friends here. I've really enjoyed the time I've had so far and looking forward to much much more. I really enjoy the lounges I've joined some really great people in the group. I've really like how people come out and talk to other people that's for sure. So those that read my Blogs.It's been great so far and it's nice to meet everyone so far.

Best Tat Contest Please Help My Friend
HE NEEDS YOUR HELP ***************** OK PEOPLE MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE NEEDS ALL WHAT HE CAN GET SO PLEASE CLICK ON HIS LINK AND HELP HIM OUT WITH A RATE AND AS MUCH AS YA CAN GIVE COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A FABULOUS EVENING AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEKEND! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥~Misbehavin2~♥~@ fubar

Sexy Mofo's
These hot mofo's are in my auction!! Go check em out ladie's and make sure you bid and rate them.. Auction ends the 15th at 3pm central time... Just got to my pics and look for PITBULL MAFIA FAMILY AUCTION... BE SURE TO SHOW THE LADIES IN THERE SOME LOVING TOO!!!!!

This Place
Im bleeding. Again. Just when I thought the cutting had stopped and thoughts of it had ceased. Here we are again. The scent of blood on my clothes fills the air. It brings me back to that place...that lonely place I thought I had left behind. Sadly, it feels like home. It is somehow a little different this time though. The knife seems much sharper and the pain more intense. It washes over my whole body. Bringing me to tears. Not because of the physical pain, but because Im back in this place. This place... I worked HARD to escape it. Lied to myself and said I was free. But here I am. Back where I started. Now when I said it was a little different this time, I meant it. But the real difference is... This time when I talk of cutting and blood.... Its really a metaphor for YOU.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy

Understanding Women!(impossible)
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

Getting To Know Me. 25 Questions!
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? home 2. Who are you in love with? nobody right now 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? no 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? probably 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? last week 6. Are you wearing socks right now? yes, its cold here! 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? hell yes! 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? about 2 weeks ago, just to pick my dad up at the air port lol 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope 10. Are you hot? im ok now 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? tea 12. What are you wearing right now? black play boy bunny sweats 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? i always wash my car, dont really trust the car wash... 14. Last food that you ate? chocolate lol 15. Where were you last week at this time? home 16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope

My Own World
I live in my own world sometimes I invite others in sometimes I lock to door I've been called; detached aloof cold unemotional Thats when I'm off in my head debating, analyzing, contemplating It's nothing to do with you I have to wander, if only in my thoughts I'll come back, in time and be the same fun loving & outgoing woman again Just don't try to come, uninvited my world doesn't like that and I may say something I can't take back Just be patient

My Wife
It's been alil over 1 week and I think that we will make it to the death.. I love jamie so much and I will kill you if you try to take her from me again(you all know who you are) so dont even think of trying!! We are so close its unreal..... I mean I thought we were close the last time but it's alot different this time around we actually agree on shit and not argue... We have only sorta argued ounce and it feels kinda good knowing that we aren't afraid to express our feelings with out anger!!! well My name is Matt and I want all the males to know that Jamie Marie Hoffman is MINE so back the fuck off or I will find you and then....... well you get it dont you???

Meet Whiplash
For about the past 2 years, I've been a part of something really true to my heart. I've been a Metallica fan since 1982 (wow, do I feel old now) and am damn proud of the fact that I get to go out each night and play the music that has inspired, entertained, and supported me through the majority of my life... the music of METALLICA!! For the curious, the 2 videos on my profile are of WHIPLASH in action. If you dig what you see/hear, please take thetime to check us out at: www.myspace.com/whiplashbandpa METAL!!

Tag! You're It!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 10 Weird or Random Facts about Bill: 1. I love to teach, whether it be fighting, cordial making, cooking, anything. I love to pass on what I know. 2. I also love to cook and BBQ. 3. I am a rabid pro wrestling fan (and yes, I know it's fake, boys and girls). 4. At one time, I wanted to be a marine biologist so I could study sharks. 5. I also wanted to be a professional musician. 6. I used to be an avid hunter, until I moved to Delaware. No place to hunt. 7. I have a bad habit of killing my cars. The most devestating was killing my 76 Dodge Dart with a slant 6 engine (and they said it couldn't be done). 8. Both my pa

Black Apple In My Eye
Black Apple In My Eye Shea Bil'e The black apple in its eye was quite uninviting; Negative starlet vision amongst a colorless mass. The nagging informal euthanasia, A razorblade reminder of familiar circumstance. It was the death certificate rejection letter known all too well. Although black holes make whole what's dissonant, Animal cadavers will walk of their own accord. And reality mocks as if it had a crooked smile; A back to turn, A hand to hold a knife. Anguish is given human faces, To consider otherwise admits insignificance. (Insubstantial are forgotten phrases carved into a vacant mind.) All inspired by the vision of the sickly thing on the reflective surface. Its right-side window to the soul smashed like my own. Despite the man-made parallels being tainted with casual folly, I held the creature close, As if it ensured my next heartbeat.

It's Not Looking Good Right Now...
My sister told me that isn't not looking good and if something doesn't happen soon Kylie may end up confined to a wheelchair and have serious learning disabilities. They had to give her a loading dose (or emergency medication) again this morning. I asked her what medications they had her on now and I can't remember them all because I got distracted by the fact that they are still giving her Phenobarbital which scares me because the doctor was not wanting to give her that long term because of it's side effects. But as my sister pointed out the side effects of the seizures in the long run is even worse and despite her still having seizures and having to be loaded it had worked the best so far. She's also on Lamictal and two others I can't remember right now. I am so worried, I wish I could be up there I was going to go up Sunday but since I thought they'd be coming home I gave the money I was going to use for gas to go up there to my brother-in-law to give to my sister. Now they're still

Wicked Rage Addie Claire Morgan
Wicked Rage Addie Claire Morgan Wicked rage lies in wait at the pit of my soul, Boiling, festering, screaming from within. Freedom denied fuels the twisted storm, Until the gleaming outer shell becomes thin. Decades were spent repairing pinholes, Plastering goodness over the pain. Writhing moments burst spheres of anger, Which threaten to expose the insane. Passionate obsessions manipulate my mind, Tranquilizing the incessant chatter. Questions unleashed occupy the space, Where answers wound and shatter. Conscience empowered by inherent beliefs, Unveil the benevolence to survive. Reaching beyond earthbound majesty, Celestial compassions revive.

Pissed Off
All I have to say about amndad, caleb, and elizabeth is FUCK YOU!!!! I'm sick and fucking tired of being nice to you when all you guys do is fucking use me. well FUCK YOU. I'm done with your fucking bullshit!Amanda- You think you're better than everyone else just because you're a fucking lesbain and that you're from louisiana. I'm from Chalmette, Louisiana i know how fucking fun it can be. And just because you're a lesbain doesn't mean you can treat people like shit. Let me say this..YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY FUCKING LESBAIN IN THE WORLD OR THE ONLY ONE I KNOW! Caleb- quit being amanda's fucking lacky! you are your own fucking person. ACT LIKE IT! and try being nice for a change to people, maybe they wouldn't think you're gay!Elizabeth- YOU ARE A NO GOOD BULIMIC FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF BEING YOUR FRIEND WHEN YOU WANT ME TO. SO I FUCKING HOPE DAVID CHEATS ON YOU OR GIVES YOU FUCKING STD'Sok i'm done bitching

... About Fubar Rates.
I know a lot of you have opinions on rating pics, and that the tradition is that a picture either gets a rating of "10" or doesn't get rated at all. However, if that is so, then why have numbers 1-9 available for ratings? Wouldn't it simply be easier to have a "thumbs up" or "thumbs down" rating system? Frankly, I think that if a particular picture is rated at less than "10" then the person who did the rating is well within his or her right to rate it as such. That said, it doesn't necessarily mean that the person being rated is unattractive, or even unattractive to the person doing the rating. It may well be that the photo is simply not 10-worthy, and for reasons other than the person IN the photo. I, personally, tend to see the tradition of "rate it a 10 or don't rate it" as, somehow, Political Correctness run amok in the world of Fubar. At any rate, I say, "be nice, but be truthful, also." Enjoy the day!

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to

Participation Rules For Fire & Ice
1). Lately, it has come to the attention of management that several members of the FIRE AND ICE family have been derelict in their duties as levelers. 2). We cannot continue to provide the same excellant service in leveling people as we have done in the past without the continued support of ALL our family members. 3). Therefore it is, with the deepest regret, we must enact the following rules: A). All family members will be monitored by the management as to their involvement with FIRE & ICE leveling. B). If, during a period of 2 weeks, we see that you have not participated in any leveling activity you will receive a written warning, by the Head Enforcer, in your Fubar account mail box. C). If, after a week of your first warning, we still do not see any participation by you, you will receive a second warning from the Vice-President of FIRE AND ICE. D). Finally, if after your third warning, we still do not see any participation by you, you will

:)
TAG YOUR IT!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Tag is harder than it use to be :p 2. Good friends can make you smile even on the crappiest of days. 3. Closing your eyes does not make the world disappear. lol 4. Take a little time every day to see the world through the innocent eyes of the very young. 5. Words don't mean as much when you don't follow through with action. 6. There are no do-overs in life.. but who would really want to. 7. Big boobs aren't as fun as you would think. ;) 8. There are very few "have to dos" in this lifetime and sometimes you don't have to do 10 and can just get 8! ok ok :p 9. People are basically the same.. wanting accept

Revolution (my Name)
the meaning of my name revolution...revolution its time for a social revolution no not a government take over but a revolution of how we think..its time for us not as a race, not as a gender, not as a generation, but as a people, young, old, black, white, hispanic, middle eastern, asian, european, whatever to come together to open the minds of the ignorant masses so that we can stop the figting on our own soil its time for a fucking change and it will come wether we like it or not

To My Friends: Please Read
So as most of you know, my husband is coming back from his deployment tomorrow. This is a really important time for us to reconnect and get used to each other again so I won't be online much for a few weeks. I'm going to take the opportunity to get my pc fixed, hopefully it won't take more than a week. Maybe next time we talk, my pc won't crash and die on us! yeah! So here's the skinny. I'm giving up the instant messaging but i'll be checking my email and signing into fubar every now and then so if you need me or miss me, please feel free to leave me some messages. I will get back you, I promise! On the 26th of Feb we will be going back stateside for a few weeks. Again, I won't be on im but I will be checking my messages. I just want to thank you all, especially those special few (you know who you are) that have kept me company, and been true friends to me when I really really needed you. I love you all and I appreciate your company more than you know. That being said

I'm Back
Okay everyone.... Daddy's home... Sorry it took so long for me to come back, but things got very complicated for a while... It's funny how when you try to get things fixed, more things go wrong so you can't exactly get ahead.. Anyway, I'm back and I hope to hear from all my friends out there...

If You Love Me, Read This!
The coolest thing happened to me on the ride home from work today. I was tooling down I-94, through Dearborn, when the song "I am Proud To Be an American" came on the radio. It had been a long damn day, and that was the picker-upper that I needed. So me being the cute one that I am, I started singing at the TOP OF MY LUNGS! Now, Dearborn is a Predominantly Arab area, and here I am screaming I am Proud To be an American! they all looked really funny at me as they passed by, but here is the kicker.... A car full of people from Louisiana were side by side with me on the freeway, and all 4 of them were singing it too!They laughed when they saw me mouthing the words, and it was a great moment! GOD BLESS AMERICA! Thanks for reading....lol!

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. born in oklahoma 2. raised in oklahoma 3. have three step sisters 4. have two biological siblings 5. have three nieces, and seven step nieces, one step nephew, two great step nephews 6. 14 aunts/uncles PLUS their spouses = MANY cousins 7. i have two children of my own 8. one grandparent still living (my dads mom) 9. i live with my husband, kids, and my mother inlaw. 10. i have four cats

Me N My Bf
i thought of you in the night my love, and the urge to explore my own playground, grew more unbareable when i remeber your gentle strokes i crave like a cat in heat, when i imagine your body up against mine, and i began to wonder if you remember the light scratches upon your back? do you remember the pleasent filled moans outside your ear? or how about my tonge and kisses up and down your neck? i'll tell you what i remember my love, i remebered a lovely pain that filled my warmest space yes, u have become my greatest most pleasurable sin in other words my sweetest temptation ur "experience" makes me want to give you all that u could ever want anyway that u should want it. i want to follow u into a sea of exstacy i apologize if this may be to much, but u gave me hard question, and now in return, i give you my wet answer :) FOR ALL LOVERS WHO LOVE REAL LOVE. (THAT MEANS US BABY). HAVE A PEACFUL DAY

Name Less
A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

Its Me Not You.. Why We Suck At Break-ups!
The longest relationship I have ever been in lasted almost 4 years. I can honestly say I wanted out,everytime since then after the first six months, but was unable too due to the fact that I didn't want to hurt her, was scared of being alone, was lazy, or flat out didn't have the balls. Because of that, I pissed away a good chunk of my 20's and have evolved into the 28 year old child I am today. There are so many times I wonder, "What if?" What if I left her when I wanted too? What if I didn't waste all of that time? Despite that, before and after those relationships, I have seen a wondrous amount of break ups. I have been dumper, and the dumpee. The one thing I have learned is that there are good ways, and bad ways to break up with people... and some sneaky ones too. Bad ways- "Its not a good time." "I need to be by myself right now." "It's not you, its me." "I am not ready for a relationship." All of these lines are bullshit. I have reached a point where I refuse

The Alé - By Fuelvapor Technologies Runs On Fumes, Goes 0-60 Under 5 Seconds.
from site link: http://editorial.autos.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=450035&topart=hybrids ********************************** Project 'X' Cars The Automotive X PRIZE is offering millions for a 100-mpg car, but it will take more than high mileage to claim it. By Jacob Gordon of TreeHugger.com The Alé from FuelVapor Technologies runs on fumes and goes 0-60 in under five seconds. In 2009 carmakers from around the world will go head-to-head in a race to prove they can deliver a 100-mpg car. Big names and hopeful hacks alike will have to show that their vehicles are not only economical and green, but economically realistic and practical. "Our competition is not about concept vehicles. Our competition is not about science experiments," says Don Foley, the senior director of the Automotive X PRIZE (AXP for short). The race is about proving to the world that ultra-efficient cars are not only possible, but safe, affordable, and desirable for mainstream Americans. T

Real Men Of Genius
Today.. we salute you, Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)Ever so diligently, you patrol the internet looking for ways to make everyones life a living hell(Should have been a highschool gym coach)With muscles bigger than beach balls and a blatant, cold-blooded attitude, you really know how to put the 'FU' in FUBAR.(Contests are so lame)Should you pop up once? twice? Or perhaps ten times in a row. Who needs friends, fans, rates, and comments anyway.(Rate me baby!) So crack open an ice cold Budlight, oh connoisseur of the CAPTCHAAnd know that as long as you keep doing your job, we'll keep hating your guts.(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)

Wrath
WRATH Wrath (or anger) may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others. The transgressions borne of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide. (See Crimes against humanity.) Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self interest (although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy). Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". Bi Rebel Gypsy¢¾Southern Sex Symbol Member...Wrath of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Sloth
SLOTH More than other sins, the definition of sloth has changed considerably since its original inclusion among the seven deadly sins. In fact it was first called the sin of sadness. It had been in the early years of Christianity characterized by what modern writers would now describe as melancholy: apathy, depression, and joylessness — the last being viewed as being a refusal to enjoy the goodness of God and the world He created. Originally, its place was fulfilled by two other aspects, Acedia and Sadness. The former described a spiritual apathy that affected the faithful by discouraging them from their religious work. Sadness (tristitia in Latin) described a feeling of dissatisfaction or discontent, which caused unhappiness with one's current situation. When St. Thomas Aquinas selected Acedia for his list, he described it as an "uneasiness of the mind," being a progenitor for lesser sins such as restlessness and instability. Dante refined this definition further, describing Slot

Gluttony
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit

Pride
PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. In perhaps the most famous example, the story of Lucifer, Pride was what caused his Fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are prime examples of this Sin. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to indu

Chinese Sick Day
Hung Chow calls into work and says, 'Hey, I no come work today, I>> sick, headache, stomach ache, legs hurt, I no come work.'>>>> The boss says, 'You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you>> today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me>> sex.>> That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that.'>>>> Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. 'I do what you say, I feel>> great. I be work soon.....you got nice house.'>

The Cut That Never Heals
No answers, no hints, no hope, only questions fill my mind. Sorrow and confusion, are the only things I find. Lost inside a world, that I do not know. Where to turn? Which way do I go? Is there an exit? Does an escape exist? How do I get out? Why does the pain persist? How do you save someone, who doesn't want to be helped? Do you let them suffer, or do you rescue them for yourself? Letting go is always hard, but worse when death comes knocking. I hear the reaper lurking, I can see the bastard stalking! He calls her name, as I hold on tight. I won't let go. All I know is to fight! Words lose meaning, and feelings start to blur. Thoughts become clouded, as the end begins to stir. A wall to my left, a mountain to my right. A battlefield behind me. The smoke, it blocks my sight. Drowning is a sea of sadness, reaching for the shore. I look for her beside me, is she lost for evermore? I pray to take away her pain, to make it all my own. God doesn't seem

The War Machine Keeps Rolling
The world around me is crumbling, yet somehow I stand strong. The ground beneath me trembles, as I walk this path so long. It isn't always easy to look danger in it's face. All I can do is accept it, and never slow my pace. Challenges and tragedies will rear their ugly heads. The beast inside me craves them, for they are how he's fed. He chews them up and spits them out, one mountain at a time. No matter how high life may pile them, right to the top I'll climb. Broken bones and broken hearts, can't hold me down for long. I am a war machine, I sing my fighting song! Strength, determination, merciless, forever! My battle cry is truth, there's no such thing as never! The world may try to break me, and spit into my face. None of it will phase me, or distract me from the race. I swim the blackened waters, like a lonely shark at sea. Even with friends around, at times it feels like it's just me. Alone inside my own head, the demons start to fly. My only true

A Glimpse From A Far
You came to me, like a dream one night. I saw you standing, In a brilliant light. Your beauty was blinding, as real as can be. I long to be near you, to feel you touch me. My heart skips beats, as I read your sweet words. My mind races, thoughts fly like a million birds. As the days go by, I long for you more and more. So eager to hold you, you make my heart soar! The beauty outside, only matched by what's within. Your heart is so loving, your heart I must win! Though the space between us pains me, I won't give up the fight. I want to be the man to save you, to make all the wrong things right. Erase the pain of your past, one memory at a time. Replace them love, as we walk life's long line. Hold your hand through tough times, kiss away all your tears. Carry you through rough waters, and destroy all your fears. To taste you sweet lips, I would suffer any pain. To wrap my arms around you, I would even stop the rain. I crave your scent, and the softness

Judging The Unknown
Who are you to judge me? Who are you to label me inferior? You sit atop your throne, acting mighty and superior! Your mouth is a poison, a useless pit of disease! You're pathetic and you're weak. You'd do anything to please. You try to satisfy the perfect, the pretty, and the fake. Ignoring what is real, you slither like a snake! Caring for no one, besides your precious self. Condeming what is different, is bad for all our health! You are nothing special, you're just like all the rest! A child. A mimmick. A carbon copy in the nest. You are not you own person, you're just trying to fit in! You know nothing of the real world, you wallow in your sin! When you look at people, you don't see whats held inside. You see the clothes, the looks, the facade, and the rest you try to hide. You don't care who you hurt, with your belly full of lies. You spew forth your poison, and wish that I would die. Your kind will never stop me, never even slow my roll. I made of

A Mile In My Boots
Every day a struggle, every moment I feel pain. The cold and snow taunts me, and I ache when it rains! I remember my youth, when I could do it all. Nothing use to phase me, nothing made me fall. While my body was strong, my spirit was weak. I was pushed around and picked on because I was timid and meek. As time went on life changed me, I grew a thicker skin. I could'nt let them hurt me, I would'nt let them win! I changed how people saw me, and how i saw myself. I became the man I am now, and put the old one on a shelf. Tattoos and rings, forever mark my flesh. They make others see the real me, and help my life to mesh. Memories of what I've done and where my life has been. Reminders of what not to do, and where to never go again! Each one part of my history, telling stories from my past. Opening up others eyes, to the man they once labeled as an outcast. My apperance has been altered, the look outside has changed. The inner me is still here, feeling lonely and deranged

The Burning Question
There is no cure for whats killing me, and the parts that are broken can never be repaired. I hate so much that I cannot feel love, and sometimes I think that I dont want to! Or does such a thing even exist? Is love something invented by cruel people to make me feel empty and alone? Sometimes at night as i lay awake painful thoughts enter my head, thoughts of anger, revenge and death. At times I think my only reason to live, is to attain retribution on those who have hurt me. To make everyone pay for my pain, and force them to realize that I have become their "ideal" I dont want to be like them, in turn I want them to be like me! After years of conforming to their idea of "normal", I have realized there is no "normal" I feel as if Im being betrayed, by those who call me their friend. Falsely smiling in my presence, but all the while plotting my demise! When I enter the room kind words drip from their lying mouths like honey, yet as i exit those same mouths spew forth a poisi

Valentines Day
I really hate Valentine's Day.Every year its the same thing. I dont get anything. I wouldnt want anything expensive, heck a home made card saying i love you would mean the world to me. I have been married for alittle over 6 yrs now and things havent gotten any better. I always get him something for christmas, b-day and valentines day but this year he isnt getting shit! Not that he cares! I want someone to make me feel special and loved. Is that so hard to do? What the hell is wrong with some men? Showing alittle bit of emotion and affection every once in awhile is a good thing, noone will think your a sissy! I just wanna say BLAH BLAH BLAH I hate Valentine's Day! :)

Missing Her So Much
OMG...i'm missing my mom so much, just the thought of being able to talk to her would put my mind at ease. The loss of her is so painful and I have days that make me think that I am never going to get over her death, and perhaps I never will. I just pray to god that it's going to get easier in due time. I sit alone in isolation alot crying, the tears are unstopable at times. No one can ever understand the way I feel even though they say I feel your pain...no you don't, and you never will. I have been told that since my mother's death I have become distant from friends and family and i'm pushing people away that truely care about me.

Kisses
by The miss katelyn Can't stop smiling yes it is true every minute cause i'm with you your voice is soothing to my soul i feel that i should never let go when you are walking beside of me i feel your eyes watching mine when you are with me you do make me weak i do believe that i am yours to keep when i look into your eyes i can feel that it's true i know i want to spend forever with you when you look back oh, what do you see i can tell you really want to be with me boo you've hurt me we both know it's true but again i have opened my heart up to you you are the reason for my every breath for when i was without you,i just wished myself death when you held my hand,for the very first time i then knew it was true your heart is mine now we are together and happy once again and boo just know i never want this to end

The Truth
When you meet somebody for the first time and they hit all the right buttons on you and know just how to make you feel like your the only person in the world is when you get that little voice that goes off in your head and starts making think twice about them. Never think twice about somebody who makes you feel alive and can give you all the hope that you have looked for by just their touch or their voice. People will always tell you what they think is best for you and that they don't like who you are with and so on and so on. I use to let what others told me take over my whole life in being happy with somebody that truely made me happy in my life and treated me like a queen. The truth of it is that I let my family tell me what was right for me and I didn't listen to my own heart like I should of so many years ago. I know have that one true love back in my life and nobody is gonna ever tell me again what is best for me for I now know that he is the best thing for me an

I Found This.. And Had To Post It, Cause.. Well It Made Me Laugh.
MICHIGAN *If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that food will swim by, you might live in Michigan . *If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan . *If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Michigan . *If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan . *If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan . *If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Michigan . *If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might live in Michigan . *If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Michigan . (Can you say Bay City!!) *If you have had a

Long Distance Relationships
Title: long distance relationships I've been noticing people asking questions about having a long distance relationship and if true love is possible or not. I strongly believe that anyone can have a long distance relationship. how the 2 truly feel about eachother is another story. What makes a long distance relationship strong? honesty, love and care towards both people. now bad times are to be expected throughout a relationship and if you love someone enough you'll work on the issue yourself along with your partner to make sure it's resolved, walking away doesn't solve anything, it just shows that you don't love that person like you claimed you did. issues come up, resolve them than carry on, however as you carry on and as the 2 can resolve problems/issues together you will notice the relationship getting stronger, the love will be burning lol. if people say "how can you love someone that's miles away from you" it's quite simple. you love someone for who they are, not

Please Come To My New Lounge
Come and Join My New Lounge And Meet And Chat With Some Great Friends And Make Some Too. And Please Tell your Friends About It. Here Is the Link:http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54816 you May Have To Copy And Paste The Link Please Repost This And Send It To Your Friends Please And AM Hiring Too Bouncers,Some Who Can Do The Hiring, And Some Who Can Run The Lounge For The Most Of The Day/Night If your Interested Contact Me Or Shelby So Please Repost Please

Tag You Are It....
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am very tenderhearted and hate to say no. 2. I am still trying to figure out the next chapter in my life since being on my own. 3. I worry too much. 4. I don't like cold weather, food or drinks. 5. I love yellow and royal blue. 6. I love to help people and wish I had more time to do so. 7. I make a habit of a shower in the morning and a bath at night. 8. I love music of all kinds. 9. I don't like to shop. 10. I want more real, true blue friends.

I Am
I am yet what I am none cares or knows; My friends forsake me like a memory lost; I am the self-consumer of my woes- They rise and vanish in oblivion's host, Like shadows in love, frenzied, stifled throes- And yet I am, and live - like vapours tost. Into the nothingness of scorn and noise, Into the living sea of waking dreams, Where there is neither sense of life or joys, But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems; Even the dearest, that i love the best Are strange- nay, rather stranger than the rest. I long for scenes, where man hath never trod. A place where woman never smiled or wept. There to abide with my Creator God, And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept, Untroubling and untroubled where i lie, The grass below, above, the vaulted sky.

How To Get Rated A 1!
Well I'm back after a bit of a vacation from the computer, some times it a real good thing to step away from the keyboard before you really do something nuts! As I cruised Fubar tonight I kept running in to my pet peeve, women who post slutty and smutty photos on the 'bar and then have a mad cow about the comments they get and us guys hitting on them. Internet rule #1 If you post smut, you get smut, don't show us you cleavage if you can't take the comments. Internet rule #2 Making rules and being nasty are counter productive, all it does is egg us guys on. We like it when you get all bent out of shape. Internet rule #3 Don't boor me with your whining. If someone acts like an ass just block them. Posting all the rules and nasty comments in the world won't stop it. So just go to the block and save a whole lot of time and effort. Internet rule #4 Act like a nasty conceited witch and you will get rated a 1. I really don't care how I get rated or if I get blocked, I'm her

Kids
Looking at my friend' Terry's blog..thought I would add to it..and I can only imagine there will be more additions, more thoughts... As a parent, ok...a single parent, I remember most the time I ACTUALLY SPENT with my children. Spending time with you children I think is THE MOST IMPORTANT moments of our lifetimes... Sitting on the floor, reading their favorite book for the 52nd time, playing legos, and lincoln logs, basketball hoops, riding bikes, sitting quietly just before they fall asleep, as they whisper their dreams and the I love you's. And I also regret that their Dad was not more involved in their lives. I was the stay at home mom...cooking, cleaning..diapers, formula. I did it all..while Dad was out working...out on the road...long time between visits...hands on dads are so important to children...a child wonders what he or she might have done that Dad won't come home, or call or visit. Just because you had one moment whem sperm met egg...does not a Dad make. How d

Tag Your It?!
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. This is actually my second Fu-blog... I think! 2. I have had 4 ear surgeries now 3. I don't have tonsils ( and therefore no gagreflex so to speak) 4. I ride horses.... not in the gross way... but yes, I ride english saddle and currently and training to do jumping. 5. I have been using computers since I was 9! and Roleplaying since I was 8!! 6. I am dyslexic... I don't like reading, but I LOVE writing and roleplaying! 7. I have tried to commit suicide 5 times in my life. 8.I like guys with long hair, strong jaw lines, pretty eyes, talents, mystery, and just a tad of crazy! 9. I'm in love with va

I Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I love the ocean 2) I am wiccan 3) I smoke 4) I am a little kinky 5) I like WWE Wrestling 6) I love chocolate 7) I like horror movies 8) I collect rocks 9) I love dragons 10) i want to lose 40 lbs I Tagged luTin, starwhisper, jolyn, Daddy M and Sinfully_Tormented

Tagged
1. My day is not complete without the hearing the laughter of my kids. 2. I'm spontanious,unless it involves spending money. 3. I have a really hard time falling asleep, unless I have one leg uncovered, doesn't matter which one. 4. I don't use difinate words (never, ever, always, etc...) 5. I make sure I learn something new everyday. 6. I love potato chips vs. crackers in my soup. 7. The greatest professors I've had the previledge of learning from never finished school. 8. I can't make myself crawl into an unmade bed. 9. Doing dishes, vacuuming the floor and cooking relax me. 10. I'll pass the laundry to whoever wants to do it. Action Breakin Mzbtch2u66 Cranky Coorslight

Married Not Blind
i am married but not blind. for all my female friends, i love to flirt and comment your sexy pics if i ever offend you just let me know. im here to have fun not to stalk and scare women. if you ever want rates just let me know. im here as a good friend. my wife is pepsikola420. check her out we are both cool.

Demon Crew Profile Of The Week 2/7/08
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: †§wëët£ïp§†Ðëmoñ Çrëw Fðmï£ÿ†Äm §hïft £ëadër†±Fü Äñgë£†±§ï§tër§ 4 £ïfë†@ fubar She needs 145K to level. . . Drop by her page and show her some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ۞ ÐJ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Manager @ Club Karizma † §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter@ fubar

Pain Of The Night..
Watch as this tear falls into empty space See it fall into life's nameless place Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight As it falls watch it, its color has changed From blue to bright red, it has a wide range There it goes all alone, it continues to fall With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul The darkness of the night has taken its toll

What Is A Woman
An immature man see's a woman for her looks, the way she talks, the way she walks, how she dresses. She is his possesion A mature man see's a woman in a whole different way. He see's her heart, he hears what she is saying. She is his partner, in life they are one. A man is content an willing to come home after the day is done. After the children and family as well as friends have been taken care of. A man is willing to love the woman in his life. Because she has all the true qualities a woman possess. She is able to be kind, caring and compassionate along with the greatest gift of all LOVE.

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Hmmmm.....10 things 1. Work way to much, go in early and stay late. 2. Can't do without my cell phone 3. Leave cubard(not spelt right) doors open 4. Am anal about certain things 5. Can be an exhibitionist lol (at home alone on fubar) 6. Am happy I am divorced 7. My daughter is my life 8. Letting my hair grow long, have a bald spot in the back. 9. Would like to get my ear pierced 10. And waiting to tag someone else. Its all in good nature and for fun.

Idiot Sighting
We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded to give me back $1 and 75 cents in c

Big Hugs !
i just wanted to say thanks to all that helped me get my vip ! it really showed me that i do still have some great friends on here ! if i could i would hug all of you but since i cant please consider this a big hug from me too all of you and if u ever need anything please just hollar i will be there for ya !

All In All
i know i crossed the line the one between friends and lovers but i thought it was already crossed im sorry i didnt mean to fall didnt want to but you stole my heart and just held it tight i tried pullin away you wouldnt let me i cant help it even though i know i shouldnt shes the one you want but i want you i need you all in all i love you

Everything That I Will Always Do For My Friends
If you ever need a helping hand I will be there If you ever are to weak to stand I will be there When you need someone to cry with you I will be there When you are happy I will be smiling with you When you laugh I will laugh too When you miss the one you love I will miss them too When you want to just sit in silence I will not say a word When you want to be alone I will leave When you are about to give up I will push you on When you don't want to live I will tell you how wrong you are I will tell you that you can go on I will tell you how you are strong I will look at all the good times we had and share them with you I will tell you it will get better I will stay with you till you are alright I will never give up on our friendship and I will never let you just die

So Many Nights
so many nights i sat here thinking of you smiling cuz i knew youd always be there now the tears are fallin and im scared i was wrong afraid you are going to walk away feelings have developed and finally admitted now i dont know what to do what to say or what to think i dont want to lose you so many nights youve been the one to make me smile

My Friend
you sound so sad, yet there is nothing i can do i want to reach out and hug you but you are not here, you are too far away i want to know that you are alright how can i go to bed thinking otherwise you seem so sad and i know you are please dont cry i dont want you too you are my friend as you know this to be true please be strong hun for it will get better soon i know it will deep in my heart it may seem like right now that your world is falling apart but i am here to hold you up i wont leave you when you think you had enough i will stay by your side i may not be near you but i will always be here for you you are my best friend and i will never i leave you side --- (hun be strong for me, please i know that right now all you want to do is cry but please remember that i will always be here for you..i will never leave!!)

Club
so im at this club on tuesday, and one of the waitress' comes in off work to drink.we are tslking and the conversation is going good.well the club was closing down and me being the nice guy i am, asked her if her and her friend who also worked there was ok. asked if they needed a ride, they said they would let me know. we exchanged numbers. i texed her to make sure things were ok and that they were bein taken care of, she said yes, that i was a sweetheart for being there for them. then all of a sudden the question is aked, she says, how old are you? i text her back and tell her that im 37, no reply back. i know its not a big deal, i will always be there for the women that work there. i will be a bouncer there till i leave, but i mean age is just a number. she was all interested, before the age was even talked about. i was sitting there havin a drink, she walked up and started talking to me. i didnt initiate anything. how messed up is that, or i just me.

Fuck
I can't really deny it anymore babe. I really really want to more than anything be able to deny your death and believe it and know it's not true. I waited for that call, that call that never came. That call that would have put a few pieces of my heart back together. It never came, and it never will. I don't understand why. So many why's. And I know some blame is on my head, I accept that. I just wish other people would so I can talk to them about it without hearing "No no no, it's not your fault." It's got to be someones fault and I'm the one who left you. I'm the one that gave you no reason to stay in MI. Before we started dating you were looking into the ARMY, but you stopped because of me. After I broke up with you though you went right back to the ARMY and joined. If I would have never met you, you would have been there sooner (or not at all) and not been on the road where that bomb was; or if I took you back you would have stayed here with me. Your words are echoing

Rating Contest & Auction Info
I've entered into a Rating contest I don't need comments just one single rate, click the photo below to go to the photo I need rated. I am battling it out with a few people and really need my friends to help keep me up there. 'I only need RATES NO COMMENTS :D' @ fubar Also I'm up for auction click on the photo below to go to bid on me :D My 24th birthday is the 18th of this month and I also don't have a Valentine yet so.....whatcha waiting for? Go bid! PLEASE? :D XOXO 'Don't be shy...come on you know you wanna own me :D' @ fubar

Daniel My Brother, You Were Older Than Me...
I was 19, and he was the love of my life, my fiance. He left our 8 month old daughter behind, and I couldn't look at her for a week. The worst was the first day back at work, realizing that my life had to go on... Then, birthdays, holidays, and the date of his death just so happened to be December 7 (the date Pearl Harbor was bombed). And, there were two others in the vehicle with him (his best friend, my best friend's hubby, leaving a 6 mo old son behind...and a 17 year old that hadn't even had a chance to live yet) People are correct in saying that time heals, but what they don't tell you is it takes a loooong time, and you will never be COMPLETELY healed. It's much like a scar that burns from time to time, and in my experience, it isn't on the heart...it's on the soul. This was the first poem I ever wrote for him, titled UnDying Love, and I ultimately read it at his funeral... Upon an orchid just bloomed the sun shines bright, A hummingbird hovers, to only take fligh

Cry Babys
I spent a little time on rating pics last night and well all i can say is woo ... some people cant take any thing less then a 10 well sorry we cant all be tens im not saying im a 10 but well lets face it that is why we put our photos on this thing is to get rated right and it sure pissed every one off well kiss my ass i can rate what i want ....and rate my photos low i dont care im not a cry baby it wont hurt me one bit .this is only for fun .

Q&a: Bloody Sunday Inquiry
Q&A: Bloody Sunday inquiry This week it was revealed that the cost for the Bloody Sunday inquiry now stood at £181.2m, making it the longest and most costly in British legal history. The BBC's Ireland correspondent Denis Murray looks at Lord Saville's probe into events in Northern Ireland more than 30 years ago. Why is the inquiry taking place? The Bloody Sunday enquiry was set up in 1998 by then Prime Minister Tony Blair to re-examine the events of 30 January 1972, when soldiers of the Parachute Regiment shot dead 14 people attending a civil rights march in Londonderry. The tribunal chairman is Lord Saville of Newdigate, alongside two other judges from Australia and Canada. Bloody Sunday is one of the best-remembered events in the entire history of the Northern Ireland Troubles. It was regarded certainly by the Catholic population as no less than mass murder, and badly damaged Britain's reputation abroad. The British Embassy in Dublin was burned to the ground by r

Hello? (poem)
Hello Hello Hello And yet I see someone in the darkness and they shall not speak For whom this dark character be untold and yet not such a dark character in the glimpse of light With his shoulders drawn back and his head held high has yet to speak a word as the hours do go by And it would seem if I were to run from such a... magnificent spectacle but not I for there is something wrong with the way he stands.... as if he were not alive For he has no depth or way of breeze I walk toward this bein with his head held high ....I see that it is I for whom I look at... but this cant be For I am not one: with such bravery or charisma and I not as magnificent as thou... For I am what is left in a twinkle in an eye Hello

Ten Times Normal Size
TEN TIMES NORMAL SIZE The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind. Two, you di

Poetry
I cry for reasons I no longer understand While laying in my bed With so much running throw my head. Questions just no longer have answers I'm lost in this life I can no longer understand Where do you go When nothing seems right anymore It's just a lost tear With lost emotions That seem to hold meaning.

Consider This
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

^tiger Army^
i just got back from a show!!! the band i went to see was TIGER ARMY!!! they fuckin rock i swear they may not sound like it but i like them alot ok ok ill say i love them ive been wanting to see them for about 2 or 3 years now but havent had the time soooo it was well worth it! (sweet) hmmmmm...it was crazy awesome i got smashed like 3 or 4 times and i got to shake Nick 13's hand and hug him lol! OMG!!!!! LMFAO! hmmm thinkin about puttin a couple of picks of them on my profile what u think!!!? late* ^8^

Tell Me The Truth, Even When It Hurts...
You meet and spend a weekend with someone new. You think they're pretty special and that all things considered the weekend went reasonably well. You hear from them daily afterwards, you don't see them the next weekend but make plans to spend the following weekend together. You are both looking forward to it as far as you know. The Thursday night before that weekend, you are told by this person that basically they've had a better offer from someone whom they just met, and therefore won't be spending the weekend with you after all. Clearly you have been rudely and summararily dismissed. Kicked to the curb. Like an old DVD you started to watch, then popped-out when a new one arrived. Any reasonable person would realize this is the last you will hear from them. At least they were honest and had enough spine to tell you the truth. Mostly...

Backup Details (cd-dvd-hdrive)
Ok for those who are unsure about backing up their files let me enlighten you some. 1. CD/DVD disks use dyes which means they are suseptable to failing. This means you should only use these as temporary or quick backups. They have a shelf life of 5-10 years. Sometimes the disks can actually lose data right after burn. This has happend at times. And two backups on disk increase your odds of having one good backup. 2. Hard Drives while thye may fail, they are your safest backup solution. USB hard drives are cheap and easy to use. However i would recomend that you do not keep them plugged in, as hard drives generate alot of heat, and this is one way they fail quickly. Plug these drives in only when backing up large amounts of data and when accesing data. Do not go for the largest you might think 1 1 terabyte drive is awsome, but if that drive fails you lose everything. Your best to have smaller 250-320 gig hard drives as you will not save much buying one large one. And if you lose a

Meet Our Valentine Contestants (wildcats Auction)
WHO IS MY VALENTINE IT'S VALENTINE. FOR ALL THE BIDDERS: YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO RECEIVE SOME OF THE FINEST VALENTINE'S PRESENTS THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FU-BUCKS. OR VIRTUAL GIFTS... I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT SPECIAL PERSON, YES THAT PERSON, YOU WANTED TO HAVE AS YOUR VERY OWN VALENTINE!!! YOU CAN BRAG AND SAY YOU HAVE THAT PERSON FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH! CHANCES ARE, YOU WILL PROBABLY KNOW A FEW OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS AUCTION. GO BID ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE OR WANT TO GET CLOSER TO!!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET! SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY SPECIAL OPPORTUNITY ON FUBAR THIS VALENTINE SEASON! FOR ALL THE CONTESTANTS: NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO FIND OUT WHO IS YOUR SECRET ADMIRER AND WHO WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR VALENTINE. MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FU-BUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED. THESE SEXY MEN AND WOMEN HAVE A LOT TO OFFER, AND THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE THEI

Setting Sun
Have you ever watched a setting sun, from a beach with the woman you LOVE Have you ever looked into her eyes to see her Smile Have you ever watched her sleep to realize how beautiful she is Have you ever listened to her voice and heard the angels sing Have you ever touched face to see how soft she is Have you ever talked the family to see how loving she is Have you ever watched her dance to see how graceful she is Have you ever thought about giving up everything to have one moment to say I LOVE YOU

The Improtance Of Sentence Structure
Subject: The Importance of Sentence Structure The boss had to fire somebody, and he narrowed it down to one of two people, Debra or Jack. It was an impossible decision because they were both super workers. Rather than flip a coin, he decided he would fire the first one who used the water cooler the next morning. Debra came in the next morning with a horrible hangover after partying all night. She went to the cooler to take an aspirin. The boss approached her and said: 'Debra, I've never done this before but I have to lay you or Jack off.' 'Could you jack off ?' she says. 'I feel like shit.'

Shadows
The shadows in my mind, Are there from past experience. I can recall them at anytime, When my heart is still trying to get over it. There is so much hurt and pain. we repeat it time and again. The lessons are never learned, Or new ones are there to replace the old. Shadows in the dark. I need to let the light in. I know my heart will survive, It has done it time and again. Another lesson learned in time. Another shadow in my mind. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Eye's
I sit here imagining what it would be like to look into her eye's. When I realize I have billions of them, when looking into the evenings sky. So calm are her eye's as I look into the evenings sky. They are so warm and gentle as I see the reflection from the sky. Never have I looked into and evenings sky, as I would to have just one chance to look into her eye's.

The Top Ten Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal
There are millions of regular pot smokers in America and millions more infrequent smokers. Smoking pot clearly has far fewer dangerous and hazardous effects on society than legal drugs such as alcohol. Here is High Times's top 10 reasons to marijuana should be legal, part of its 420 Campaign legalization strategy. 10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is a successful policy are ludicrous and unsupported by the facts, and the idea that marijuana will soon be eliminated from America and the rest of the world is a ridiculous fantasy. 9. Arrests for marijuana possession disproportionately affect blacks and Hispanics and reinforce the perce

Fall
fall Standing on the edge of morning....scent of sex and new found sunrise... playing as she pulls back her hair.... he drives away, she is feeling worthless, used again but nothing's different she stayed the night she knows he doesn't care.. why she thought he would... she'll never know maybe just a hope inside her.. that maybe, just maybe he would be different..she says she will never fall again, but... secretly she really want too... but there is nothing left out there..just fucking and moving on ...no one to stay, everyone goes they all eventually do...leaving the reminents of.. she want so much to love...to be loved... they always say they will never fall again... she says she will never fall...what is falling anyways...in love out of love... always says the right things.. make her feel like a woman.... but instead he leaves her feeling like a hopeless little girl.. broken, fragile still so she'll fall asleep now and her dreams have begun..close her eyes and shut everythi

Its About Fuckin Time...lol
UPDATE TIME: I GOT THE FUCKIN APARTMENT!! *HAPPY DANCE* I GET TO MOVE IN SOMETIME NEXT WEEK OR WEEKEND, AND THEN I FIGURE GIMME ABOUT A WEEK OR TWO, AND I'LL BE BACK UP AND RUNNING.. STILL LOVIN MY NEW JOB, BOSSES ARE GREAT, PAY IS DAMN NICE, AND MY HOURS ARE WONDERFUL CANT WAIT TO GET BACK AND SEE EVERYONE, HELL, I EVEN MISS MY VISTA!! SEE YA SOON!!! SIDENOTE: I REALIZE THIS SAYIN IS SUCH A CLICHE, BUT ITS TRUE; GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE THAT WAIT, AND IVE BEEN WAITING A DAMN LONG TIME!! AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE AT LEAST LEFT ME SOME KIND OF MESSAGE SINCE ALL THIS SHIT WENT DOWN...TY FOR BEING SO PATIENT WITH ME, AND UNDERSTANDING THE FACT I CANT ALWAYS BE ON MUCH..I'LL DEFINITELY BE SHARING THE LOVE WHEN I DO RETURN...

Dont Give Up
there will alway's be confusion in life, no matter where you look it will alway's be there day and night nothing you do can change it thats just the way life is life is ment to frustrate you life can sometime's torment you but if you don't let it get to you then you should be fine if you don't let it knock you down then, all should be good keep on working toward your dreams don't let the little thing's in life get you down don't ever let people shove you around you are a special person if you just look inside don't ever let life knock you around just push right back, keep your feet on the ground if the things in you life don't seem to turn out right just keep on moving forward till you see the light

Tag!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to shoot pool and hang out with friends. 2. I worked in a bar for 3 years and met some really great people. WOW i miss it.. 3. I have 5 children, which i love very much. 4. I finally got to talk to my sister after not hearing from her for 30 years.. WOW, thats a long time.. Love ya sis... 5. ME! Addicted to fubar? Hmmm, could be.. lmao 6. I drive a chevy monte carlo. 7. I was born in Germany, and would love to go back and visit. The joys of being a military kid..lol 8. I speak my mind and am honest! i try not to hurt peoples feelings, but sometimes can't be helped.. 9. I love to s

I Can Hang With The Guys(poem)
I AM JUST ONE OF THE GUY'S, I KNOW HOW TO HANG AIGHT NO GIRLY THING'S FOR ME I WOULD RATHER SMOKE CIGAR'S AND PLAY POKER ALL NIGHT GIRL'S SEEM TO BRING DRAMA INTO MY LIFE AND IF THEY WANT TO START SHIT WITH ME THEY BETTER WATCH OUT CAUSE I KNOW HOW TOO FIGHT NOT YOUR AVARGE GIRL YOU SEE, I HANG WITH THE BOY'S THE WAY IT'S MENT TO BE!!! THEY KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN, AND THEY KNOW HOW TO DO IT RIGHT THEY TEND TO CAUSE TROUBLE BUT IT'S ALL ALRIGHT I COULD BE THE SWEET AND INNCOENT GIRL IF I CHOSE TO BE BUT I WOULD RATHER BE THE GET MUDDY AND HAVE FUN KIND OF GIRL LIVING IN THE MOMENT, DOING WHAT I WANT NOT HAVING TO DRESS OR ACT A CERTIN WAY THATS JUST NOT THE WAY I LIKE TO PLAY ROUGH AND WILD IS MY FAVORITE GAME OR HANGING WITH THE BOY'S IT'S ALL THE FUCKING SAME

You Cant Change Me
OK I AM NOW DONE BEING THE LITTLE SWEET INCCOENT GIRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN EVERTIME SHE TURNS AROUND I AM DONE PLAYING ALL THE GAME'S MEN PLAY, NO MORE WILL I FALL FOR WHAT THEY SAY I AM DONE WITH MEN WANTING ME TO ACT A CERTIN WAY I AM FINISHED WITH EVERYONE EXPECTING ME TO ACT HOW THEY THINK I SHOULD I AM DONE WITH EVERYONE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO I AM ME FOR A REASON, DON'T TRY TO CHANGE WHO I AM..I WILL NOT CHANGE WHO I AM I CAN BE A LADY IF I WANT TO BE BUT DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ME INTO THE PERSON WHO YOU THINK I SHOULD BE..IT WON'T WORK I AM ME FOR A REASON AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHO I AM THEN OH WELL MOVE ON GET A LIFE AND DON'T TRY TO CHANGE ME BECAUSE YOU WILL SEE THAT I CAN'T BE CHANGED AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH THEN SO BE IT A BITCH I WILL BE AND I WILL BE PROUD TO BEAR THE TITTLE OF BEING A BITCH IF BEING A BITCH MEANS I AM A STRONG WOMAN WHO TAKES NO SHIT FROM ANYONE WHO DOES WHAT SHE WANTS TO AND NOT WHAT OTHERS EXPECT HER TO TH

Talking Like All The Time Would Confuse Me..lol(poem..funny)
well my grammer is tight i think i am picking it up aight i am getting in the swing of things that i think would be better let unseen lol if you get what i mean sorry but the words just seem to flow i hope you get this fo sho he thought i was a trip cause i couldn't get it but i picked it up quick he tried to confuse me with words i just couldn't get but i showed him i can now pick up on that ganster shit to an extent my grammer is good this is not how it should be i should be aight i think tonight but this ganster talk is more then i am use to i don't get what i said all of thei is monkey babble in my head how the fuck did i write this shit insted he called me shorty now that i got on the first try he said some strange shit most of it i didn't get he tried his best to confuse me but what he don't get is he was talking to a stubbron bitch i wouldn't give up learning how to talk the talk i already know i can walk the walk whats with a bruther trying

Lemme Make A Deal With Ya
I HAVE ALOT OF PICS IN MY ALBUM ALOT OF NEW ONES AS WELL.....N I HARDLY GETTING RATES OR ACTUAL COMMENTS N I NEED TO LEVEL UP MORE.....SO HERES THE DEAL RATES ARE GOOD TOO BUT I WANT COMMENTS ON MY PICS AS WELL....I HAVE ALOT OF FUBUCKS 2 SPEND N I WANNA PUT IT TO GOOD USE SO FOR NE INDIVIDUAL WHO COMMENTS N RATES MY PICS ATLEAST MORE THEN TEN WILL EITHER GET A NICE PRIZE OR WILL GET FUBUCKS N I WILL GO TO THAT PERSON PAGE N RATE N COMMENT PICS AS A SHOW OF SUPPORT WHOSE IN? ALSO ONCE U DO THAT LEAVE ME A MESSAGE THAT U DID THAT N WHICH U PREFERE N BASED ON UR RATES N COMMENTS ILL DETERMINE THE GIFT OR RATE LOVE TESS

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I am an IT Coordinator for a group of company's 2.I had open heart surgery in 2001 to replace a valve 3.I love Auto racing 4. I own a Jeep and will always own a Jeep till i die(It's A JEEP Thing!) 5.I live on edge of a lake and you can find me there most of the summer on my pontoon boat. 6.I have 2 dogs and a Gulf Coast Box Turtle 7.I am a bee keeper and have 3 hives(down from 9) 8.I am a very oral person 9.I work to much and sleep to little 10. I hate filling out forms! I have tagged:Brenda,MisMississippi,Pamela~~all messed up,pammieme,Beautiful Angel,gwenny,702853,LOOKING4MRRIGHT

Getting To Know Me And You!
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 15 different kinds of body wash in my shower. 2. I insist on hanging all of my clothes. 3. I have a totally irrational fear of fish hooks. 4. I have five brothers and sisters, 3 of which are older, but I was raised as the oldest. 5. I have all of the matching lotions and body sprays for the 15 different body washes in my shower. 6. I am a recovering drug addict. 7. I have two tattoos that match with two different people (my two best friends). 8. I have lived in 5 different states. 9. When I go out for breakfast, I usually order both coffee and diet soda. 10. I have never been married, but I have been enga

Only When He's Drunk
Only When He's Drunk A driver is stopped by a police officer. The driver asks, "What's the problem officer?" Officer: "You were going at least 75 in a 55 zone." Man: "No sir, I was going 65." Wife: "Oh, Harry. You were going 80." (The man gives his wife a dirty look.) Officer: "I'm also going to give you a ticket for your broken tail light." Man: "Broken tail light? I didn't know about a broken tail light!" Wife: "Oh Harry, you've known about that tail light for weeks." (The man gives his wife another dirty look.) Officer: "I'm also going to give you a citation for not wearing your seatbelt." Man: "Oh I just took it off when you were walking up to the car." Wife: "Oh Harry, you never wear your seatbelt." The man turns to his wife and yells, "SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" The Officer turns to the woman and asks, "Ma'am, does your husband talk to you this way all the time?" The wife says, "No, only when he's drunk."

If A Dog Was Your Teacher
If a dog was your teacher If a dog was your teacher, you would learn stuff like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in our face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout...run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If w

Gone But Never Forgotten
Today I lost my best friend. She was sick for a couple days, I took her to the vet where she stayed the night and passed away. I am sorry I was not there to hold you when you left us my friend. My heart is broken. I will love and miss you always, until we meet again. Memories are Golden” They say memories are golden. Well, maybe that is true. I never wanted memories I only wanted you. A million times I needed you, A million times I cried. If love alone could have saved you, You never would have died. In life I loved you dearly, In death I love you still. In my heart you hold a place No one could ever fill. If tears could build a stairway, And heartache make a lane. I'd walk the path to heaven, And bring you home again. Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same. But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again.

Things Not To Get Your Sweetie For Valentine's Day
For Him: 1. Avoid soaps, lotions, potions, anything that smells like candy. Unless it's actually candy. 2. Flowers. He just doesn't understand why you would buy him something that he has to a) nurture and b) nurture. If you simply must, a cactus might pass--but remember, he wants a gift that can take care of itself. 3. Unfun tools. Yeah, he gets it. You want him to shovel the snow. Do not buy him a shovel to drive the point home. (Large noisemaking power tools excluded.) 4. Dinner. It's a blatant cop-out. Saving him the 80 bucks does not a romantic gesture make. A gift should come in a box. (Unless it is a kitty or a pup, which are other things you should not get him. See rule #2). 5. An electric razor. If he wanted one, he would have bought it for himself (and of all the gadgets, this is not likely one he's coveting). Ask yourself: Do you want him to buy you a razor? 6. Boxer shorts. To men, they're truly utilitarian. No frills. No styles. (Same goes for socks.) 7

Remembering My Father
Its been a year......and still the pain and tears have not gone away.....it seems like just yesterday i was taking my first steps with you there behind me watching me in awe as i walked across the living room.....seems like just yesterday you were watching me graduate high school....the look of undeniable pride on your face as i recieved my diploma......and it seems like just yesterday i was holding your hand as you passed away before my eyes. It hasnt been easy not having you here, i miss your laugh, your inappropriate jokes, your wisdom and advice, the sound of your voice, even the way you'd snore. 50 years old was really too soon for your life tree to be felled and we all still feel the pain of your loss....ive since then left florida and have moved a bit further north...hopefully one day i can get back to Jersey and the rest of the family........its hard knowing each day i wake up, every birthday that passes, every holiday that comes and goes you wont be here. I miss you dad i miss

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of

Love, Reign O'er Me
Only love Can make it rain The way the beach is kissed by the sea Only love Can make it rain Like the sweat of lovers Laying in the fields. Love, Reign o'er me Love, Reign o'er me, rain on me Only love Can bring the rain That makes you yearn to the sky Only love Can bring the rain That falls like tears from on high Love Reign O'er me On the dry and dusty road The nights we spend apart alone I need to get back home to cool cool rain I can't sleep and I lay and I think The night is hot and black as ink Oh God, I need a drink of cool cool rain

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I DON'T READ, CAUSE I HATE READING. 2. I HAVE THREE GROWN KIDS AGES 20,21,& 22 3. I LIVE IN KANSAS BUT I WOULD RATHER LIKE IN A STATE THATS WARM ALL YEAR ROUND. 4. I DON'T WORK, CAUSE I AM BIPOLAR, BUT I WISH I COULD GO OUT AND WORK INSTEAD OF HAVING NOTHING TO DO. 5. I SMOKE CIGARETTES, EVERY SENCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD. 6. I DRINK COFFEE ALL DAY LONG EVERY DAY. 7. I HAVE NO LOCAL FRIENDS. 8. I HAVE NEVER BEEN MARRIED YET, BUT I WOULD LOVE TO BE IF I COULD JUST FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. 9. I HAVE NEVER HAD A TICKET FOR SPEEDING. 10. I HAVE BEEN IN JAIL, BECAUSE MY MOTHER GOT ME ON A BOGUS CHARGE,

The Past...
they say that people from your past are there cuz they never make it to ur future.. how can a person make it to your futur when u never gave them a fair chance to be a part of your present...to have interference at every turn...and have others make u out to b something ur not and lie about u simply because they are jelous..and they are afaird that u may see how truly compatable u may b together... the past is to teach us a lesson, to learn from it and move forward and to not try to relive it, for it will never b the same... reguardles of how your emotions are or how great the memories can be of the past... once to cross thee line and cut them to the bone, u can never take back that wound it shall for ever be a scar upon your heart and yours thoughts shall always wander to that memorie...

Cherries Darlette
Cherries Darlette This is a great custard and berry dessert. Experiment with your favorite fresh (or frozen unsweetened) berries! Serving: 8 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 45 minutes Total Time: 60 minutes INGREDIENTS: 3 cups cherries, pitted 3 large eggs 1 1/4 cup milk 1 tsp. pure almond extract 2/3 cup sugar 3/4 cup Unbleached All-Purpose flour DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat the oven to 350ºF. Thoroughly grease a 9 inch pan. With a mixer, beat the eggs until foamy. 2. Beat in the milk and the extract. 3. Add the sugar and beat until it's well incorporated. 4. Add the flour slowly, beating well after each addition to break up any lumps. 5. Place the fruit in the prepared dish and pour the custard batter over it. 6. Bake for 45 minutes. 7. A cake tester inserted into the center should come out clean. 8. Serve warm or at room temperature. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 200 Total Fat: 2 g Carbohydrates: 38 g Protein: 5 g

Tag... You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I don't always follow the rules. 2.I like science stuff 3.I have my US Coast Guard License 4. I am an executive chef. 5.I have lived in the South for 17 years but still sound like a Jersey Boy 6.I love animals 7.I suck at karaoke!! 8.I l am addicted to caffeine 9.I hate cold weather 10. I have undiagnosed A.D.D. I have tagged:don't know yet!

The Raver Manifesto
The Raver Manifesto: Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You maybe unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children... We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb,

Would You Like To Own Me?
Auction runs from Friday Feb.8th thru Feb. 22nd (7 pm pacific time/9 pm cst/10 est) Heres the link to bid on me This is what i have to offer~! Rate stash during HH Rate pics during HH Fu-Owned in name Fu-Owned by bidder's name in name Salute pictures: SFW Pimpouts: on page, in blog, in bulletins Add to family during "owned" time Top Friend during "owned" time Crush during "owned" time daily fu-gift daily comments keep you sh!tfaced Yahoo Messenger name tags of your name Pictures taken ONLY for them SFW 50 11s per day for 1 month(as long as i still have my VIP) Here are some of the things i can make (for you)

Military Men
all in all i love them have been with two friends with many no matter what they are all around protecting me from the dangers i said id never go military again but i was wrong loving a civilian just doesnt feel right actually kinda hard to do keep fallin for my military men they seem to catch my eye as if im a magnet and i attract them without trying now i want me a military man one i can trust one that wont lie cheat or hurt me even when hes gone i want to be able to trust him all i want now is a faithful man but more importantly a faithful military man

Random Facts About Me...
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have OCD with my how I have my makeup, purse, and dresser set up, lol. Its weird, LOL. 2. My purse, shoes, socks, panties, and bra have to match what I am wearing, at all times, LOL. 3. I have a festish for guys in the United States Military! 4. I am bisexual, but have not been with a woman since 2003 :( 5. I talk, and text my fuhubby Craig for hours everyday on the phone. 6. I have my nipples pierced, and I love them. 7. I do not have any tattoos. 8. I can shop everyday if I could! 9. I change my mind all the time about whether I want to become a mommy or not. 10. I hate when people have t

Can You Fly?
oh so swt yet so devine all Angls Fly upward in due time with one wing i may not hide guideth me to my truth devine,passions are us in surly tepmtation is why but angls are forever an thats my high!!31 one is my number yet saving grace i do plunder up in the sky i found you with my heart soarin so true grace yet passion i lift to the never endin love i cherish for thee.Anglsr forever as i am ur wings captivate me....

Liverpool Wives (humor)
Liverpool Girls Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties to perform. Terry had married a woman from America, and bragged that he had told his new wife to do the dishes and all the cleaning in the house. He said it took a couple of days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and all the dishes were washed and put away. James had married a woman from Australia and he bragged that he had given his new wife orders to do all the cleaning, the dishes and the cooking. He told them the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better and by the third day his house was clean, the dishes done and there was a huge meal on the table. The third man said the he had married a girl from Liverpool. He boasted that the duties he had ordered her to do were to keep the house cleaned, the dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table every day. He said the first day he didn't see

So Called Friends
there is this friend that i thought i had and well guess i dont anymore ya know its like i am so tired of being nice to some people and all you get is shit on in the long run ya lend your heart out to people and they just all of a sudden get tired of ya and its like you dont matter anymore..a persons feelings isnt something to play with people shit atleasst have the balls enuff to say hey get lost...ya know what i mean?

Your Are Tagged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 10 Weird or Random Facts about Annie 1-I Love Goatees. 2-I Love long Goatees lol 3-I Love baby cereal 4-I Hate to be talked about behind my back! 5- One of my favorite movies is Ice Age 6-I Hate Liers 7-I Love a Mans Hands 8-I Hate when men have to show off in front of other Men 9-I Love Sonny on General Hospital He is sooo Yummy 10-I Hate my Boobs lol I Tagged,Bill D Mann,GiveItToMeBaby,JTaggs,Rob,Roland,Annie,Bad4u,Jerseybee mainly cause i want to see thier replies :)

To Mya's Daddy...
JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALREADY A GREAT DADDY=] AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND A VERY MUCH NEEDED ADDITION TO MY FAMILY THE MOST LOVING AND CARING MAN IVE EVER KNOWN THE PERFECT BABYDADDY♥ && I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BOY

Mash
was watching mash last night ... episode where radar goes home and on the way meets bj's wife and little girl, who calls him daddy ... i must have bawled 5 min. thinking about what i'm going to miss my little girl doing (not the 1st time or the last, i'm sure) ... i must be getting into another "cancer sucks" mode

Life Explained
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the D og did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Ho

Power Surge
Ok So if Anyone reads this. I haven't been on for a few weeks cuz a power surge fried my computer. So to all my friends, I am not Dead. I'll talk to you all as soon as i can get back on. Luv Ya All. L8r. -LEA

Guard Dog
My sister-in-law, a truck driver, had decided to get a dog for protection. As she inspected a likely candidate, the trainer told her, "He doesn't like men." "Perfect," my sister-in-law thought and took the dog. Then one day she was approached by two suspicious looking men in a parking lot, and she watched to see how her canine bodyguard would react. Soon it became clear that the trainer wasn't kidding. As the men got closer, the dog ran under the nearest car.

Please Help Me Do Well
Starts at 8pm Eastern Time:Feb. 08,2008 please help me do well,friends and friends of friends unite, lol. thanks to all who help. copy and paste link in address bar to post comments,goal is 50,000 comments http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=840499&i=3305138821&idx=7#

Meet Our Valentine Contestants.
WHO IS MY VALENTINE IT'S VALENTINE. FOR ALL THE BIDDERS: YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO RECEIVE SOME OF THE FINEST VALENTINE'S PRESENTS THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FU-BUCKS. OR VIRTUAL GIFTS... I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT SPECIAL PERSON, YES THAT PERSON, YOU WANTED TO HAVE AS YOUR VERY OWN VALENTINE!!! YOU CAN BRAG AND SAY YOU HAVE THAT PERSON FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH! CHANCES ARE, YOU WILL PROBABLY KNOW A FEW OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS AUCTION. GO BID ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE OR WANT TO GET CLOSER TO!!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET! SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY SPECIAL OPPORTUNITY ON FUBAR THIS VALENTINE SEASON! FOR ALL THE CONTESTANTS: NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO FIND OUT WHO IS YOUR SECRET ADMIRER AND WHO WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR VALENTINE. MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FU-BUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED. THESE SEXY MEN AND WOMEN HAVE A LOT TO OFFER, AND THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE THEI

Losing Friends
Well, I dont know how to really start this other then to just go at it. I am not a perfect person. Never claimed to be. I pride myself on honesty, faithfulness & loving the ones that are in my life. I have a job that I have had for 2 yrs now & although the money or the hours isnt all that great, I love my job. I was in a really bad Marriage for 10 yrs of my life, that resulted in 2 wonderful, beautiful children..they are 8 & 10. I stayed single for almost 3 yrs after my divorce, mostly dated, but no relationships until almost 3 yrs ago. I met a younger man who did me dirty, but taught me alot. During this relationship, I made some friends that made an impact on my life & changed me for the better. The past few months have really been an eye opening experience for me. I have met the most wonderful man. Guy & I have had our ups & downs, but we are constantly working on things to make us better. Guy is everything I have been looking for in a man. Although, the distance is a HUG

Bubbly
I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes An i crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying dry and warm You give me feelings that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go What am I going to say When you make me feel this way I just mmmmm And it starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now 'Cause every time you hold me in your

Wierd Dreams Of Today
i took a nap today cuz i had a massive headache and i was half asleep. i slept like 2 hours and had the wierdest dream. i dreamed my roommate was in the room and i got up out of bed and opened the blinds to see the football team in hammocks outside and each player had his own girl and was making out wit them. i quickly shut the blinds and i was like "ewwww that's something i didnt wanna see". kelsey was like "yea me neither". then after that, i dont remember but i know most of the time i thought i was awake or dreaming a dream in a dream and woke up in my head but not in real life...it was really wierd!!

Wuts Up Im New To This I Need Some Freinds
hey wuts up everyone someone just told me about this so im pretty new im use to myspace but this seems way more updated so please add me and let me know more about this stuff... thnks

Insecure Women Need To Get A Life
Woman on this site that are involved in a relationship, need to get a grip on what kind of site they and their man are on!! If you are so jealous of flirty type comments on your man profile or pictures, you DO NOT need to be on this site then. First of all, its only a flirt, letting your man know he is hot. And in most cases, your man & you live IN ANOTHER STATE!!!! What the hell do you think is going to happen?? Do you really think, some woman is going to get on a fucking plane and fly out to fuck your man?? If you do, then you need medicine lady!!! LOL As for me, if your man is hot and he is going to hold his cock in one of his pictures, then I'm going to leave a comment to that. And guess what lady, it means NOTHING!!!! If your that insecure about your relationship that you can not handle a harmless flirt, then get the fuck off this site. And get some type of counseling with your man because there is something wrong with your relationship that I did NOT CAUSE..........

Another Year Older
Another year older and the only change I have noticed is my inability to deal with ignorant people blinded with their own hate and self loathing. So apparently although my temper has soften with the years~raising the fire in this Irish blood can be still accomplished from time to time.~lol Guess this means I still have things to learn as I travel down this path in life. For those who have learned all have ceased to be true to themselves for one can never learn all. Just as those who cease to learn can not grow. So on this day of my birth I do not see it as growing old but as being blessed with another year to be with those I love and to enjoy the gift of life

Dad's Second Bout With Cancer And When We Knew About It
Well, the first thing that I have to say in this blog is that I'm sorry. I have been keeping this a secret since we found out, so I have not been fine, having nice days, good weeks or anything like it. It's more like I'm depressed, aggravated, angry, depressed, wanting to kick all those doctors butts, and like my heart has been ripped out and danced on. I knew that Dad was sick before Thanksgiving but I never told anyone until now. He is one day out from surgey and now I tell you guys, well as they say denial is not a river in Egypt. I also did not want to put anymore on your plates than you already had to handle. Dad had his first bout last year and had radiation treatments. He was very sensitive to the radiation and got burns several times. His mouth and his neck. Sometimes these would put off his treatments for a week or once for three weeks and they had to start giving him a lower dosage. When he had gone through the full course of treatments, the doctors did in depth testing

~~~real Love~~~
~Real Love, like Real Life is never Perfect. And "Happily Ever After" only happens in Fairy Tales. ~Somehow Real Problems Always finds you. Sometimes Angry Words are spoken. Sometimes you will just get on each other's nerves. ~But the important thing to remember is that Real Love is always there, Full of Forgiveness, and Understanding, waiting for more Happy Times to share. ~Real Love is Powerful Stuff. It doesn't need to be Perfect to Survive and Grow. In Fact Your Love probably wouldn't be as Strong as it is if you hadn't Survived a few tough times. ~Real Love will get you through tough times too. ~Always end with "I Love You" and "I Trust in Our Love". Peace.

Tagged
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have served four years in Marine Corps, as a tank mechanic. 2. I have three tattoos but no piercings. 3. I always wear a hat, well not always... 4. I am a mechanic on my spare time. 5. I have a gun shaped birthmark that women must find on me before I will tell them. 6. I like to work out, but not a gym jock. I prefer to work out at night to be alone. 7. I got music in my heart, and love to listen and play music when ever I get a chance. 8. I am ticklish on some places on my body, but I won’t tell because it is funnier to find out for your self. 9. One of the first to cross over the border i

My Parent's Love
My Parent’s Love Their love was rare and their hearts were one She knew this love was eternal One that would never fade Her heart now heavy and broken apart The man she love has gone away Her heart aches as it falls apart The love she knows will never die She aches to be once again with him She can’t remember her life without him She sees him in her children and all around She knows she will never be the same Until beside him she is laid The years to her from that day have been a terror But now her heart is whole again In his arms she now resides Their love now brightens their spot in heaven And shines on earth as the brand new star One that is seen from near and far By Joanne Anderson © February 8, 2008

Tag Your It!!!!!!!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i like the smell of the air after the rain 2.i like doritos and cream cheese 3.i'm double jointed 4.i like boobies lol 5.giveing is more fun that recieveing 6.i think porn is gay 7.i like to sing 8.i have a tattoo you cant see 9.i like my hair played with 10.being tickled turns me on

Manager Is A Jackass
alright so im a bill collector..and i am one of the top 3 collectors for my company...so my manager has the fucking nerve to tell me ...not to say hi to people when they pass by my desk and that he knows its part of my personality to respond to them but what kind of bull shit is this for him to tell me not to say hi to them? and also said that its not rude if i dont respond is he retarded or what? im pretty much getting sick and tired of him i already reported him to Human Resources but nothing has happened yet i think before i joined this company his department quit on him so there you have it what a damn day i need a damn drink

Who Wants To Fu Own Me & Be My Valentine
Just click on the pic 2 bid :) RULES OF THIS AUCTION: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID! 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 200,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 3:00PM PST FEB 8TH TILL 8:00PM PST FEB 13TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES. 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT

The Vetran
It is the VETERAN, not the preacher, who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the VETERAN, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the VETERAN, not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the VETERAN, not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN, who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran, who serves under the Flag, ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. I don't know if you saw this in the news but it really impressed me. Funny, our US Senate/House took 2 days off as they couldn't work because of the expected storm. On the ABC evening news, it was reported tonight that, because of the dangers from Hurricane Isabelle approaching Washington DC, the military members assigned the

A Special Thank You.....
A special thank you too all Shadow Levelers and all my friends..Without all of you I wouldn't be able too level ups. Thank you for allowing me too continue too do what I have a passion for..Sometimes its hard too rate and as many of you know being on dial up im slow too rate..But all of you have allowed me too continue too do this.. I'm greatful for the many friendships I have made while leveling..You all are awesome and thank you for the continous love you show everyone every day.. Much Love and respect too you

White
Son asked his mother the following question: 'Mom, why are wedding dresses white?' The mother looks at her son and replies, 'Son, this shows your friends and relatives that your bride is pure.' The son thanks his Mom and goes off to double-check this with his father. 'Dad why are wedding dresses white?' The father looks at his son in surprise and says, 'Son, all household appliances come in white.'

Moms
I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it's been on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty, and probably has germs," I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Momma, how do you know all this stuff. You are so smart." I was thinking quickly, "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mom Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mom." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, but she was evidently pondering this new information. "Oh...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the dad." ''Exactly," I replied back with a big smile on my face. When you're finished laughing, send this to a Mom. ----------------------------------------------------------------------

A Dog Story
Pets Are For LIFE A man in Grand Rapids, Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took l

Computer Now Fixed
Computer now fixed I Fixed My Computer ... After going through a virus attack, losing a hard drive, fighting off hackers, upgrading all my software, installing fire-walls, being threatened with being cut-off by my email provider, and a host of other problems... I have fixed my computer... and NOW it works exactly the way I want it to! Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're frigging special.

I Was Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I do crazy things when I am drunk. 2. I can play some songs on a guitar 3. I love going to concerts, whenever a god band comes to town 4. I confess.. I am a Dixie Chick fan hahaha 5. Some days I wish I was better looking. 6. I Love my freinds sooo much 7. Sometimes when I am bored, I like to stand by the road waving at cars. 8. I hate getting older, because your body starts to hurt 9. When drunk, I love swinging around a pole at my friends house lol. 10. I think pork is so fing gross!!! I tag Joy, sweet little one, '♥ƘЯ☆Z¥ß¥†CH♥™, Sundancer, and Krazy_Runner.

Hurt
wow i really dont know what to do right now. he says i will always be in his life and all but you know i have just realized that hes lied to me bout soemthing. im not going to say waht because its really not anything big but the point is that he did lie to me. i know he is only trying to make me feel good but you know he shouldnt feel like he has to lie to me in order to do that. obviously he doesnt realize that when i said i had fallen for him i meant it and when i said i would do anything to make him happy i was sayin it truthfully. he has my heart somehow even though i dont want him too. looks like there is another military man i have to get over and do so soon cuz if i dont i know im going to get hurt seriously again and i dont think i could handle that. and of course tonight one of the nights i could use my friends they are busy so they arent here to talk to me....wow i think im destined to always get hurt

Used
right now i feel more used then i ever have before. a close friend of mine i think is using me to get to another close friend. now its not like it should hurt but it does cuz he knows how i feel. he has promised he would never hurt me but then he turns around and lies to me about something little knowing how much im doubting where i stand with him anyways. then he doesnt respond to my messages...i really dont know how to feel but i know right now im feeling really used. hes been there for me through so much yet now all i can think is that i fucked up by opening my heart up to him and now hes gonna do what all the others have...walk away without a second thought. he has told me a few times today that isnt going to happen but the more he does this shit to me the more i feel like that. i should have just kept my mouth shut. maybe then nothing would have changed

Been Thinking
Ok, so today was a very bad day at work. I almost actually walked out right when I ended up doing a few peoples jobs at once. Ironic that the most disabled person there is doing way more than her job. That other people get away with doing almost nothing all day and get paid for it. But if I don't do my job and theirs I get my ass chewed for it. Granted working in a dining hall what they don't get done affects me and I still have to do it to get what I am supposed to do done. I am still thinking of putting in my two week notice and just moving now. I will get enough back from my taxed to move and have enough to live off of for a few months and not worry. The other thing that has been bugging me lately as well is my health. I am scared for once to go see a doctor. I really need to go but scared to find out what is going on this time. I know that I am starting another Lupus flare up and thats not what I am worried about the most. If you fall and almost two months later sti

Grounded Flight
This is not to anyone in particular. It just came to me, so I wrote it. You captivate me Your eyes are transporters You take me to a dimension that no one else exists in Its you and me, our thoughts, emotions and whatever we want One thought of you, one glimpse and I vanish The world can see me, but you're the only one I know The truest meaning to existence flows through your heart Because your love is what makes me live I'm engulfed in your aura Whatever you feel, I feel two times over I'm living for you and because of you And yet your kisses could kill me I grasp for you from the minute before I wake till the moment I've passed into sleep Yet you make each second of reality seem a dream Your soft smile Perky stare Blushed lips There's no doors, no walls, no locks, yet this place is just for us Its secure and carefree With you I will never have to be anyone other than myself By ME {Amitola} on Feb. 8th @ 11:30pm

Why
why cant i just love a civilian man? how come i always fall for the military guys. all they ever seem to do is break my heart. and now i have two wonderful guys...neither who are military but just cant let my military men go. one of the two men knows how to make me smile without really even trying. the other tries but there are just things i doubt when it comes to him. i really want to give another man a chance to show me that they arent all bad but im scared. i dont want to get hurt again. and i think i know the man who could make me see that there are some good ones out there. but he is a little ways away and i dont know how to even go about seein where something like that would really lead to. he knows who he is cuz we have kinda been talking bout meeting and seeing where things lead. but i really dont know if i want to take the chance of hurting him cuz i know that i have thing for military men. he is such an amazing man...and yes i say man...that i dont want to hurt hi

An Attainable Challange
Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge You know how to make your man crave more of you But you also know when to show some interest back You're good at keeping your guy guessing And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel Do Men Find You a Challenge?

Kids
i got one you got four i want one more dont know how you feel bout it never really asked cuz i guess well its too soon but the more i think bout it the more i wonder not that i wouldnt love your kids as if they were mine its just that i do want one more of my on at least i dont know what to think kids are a lot to handle.... there are so many questions but fear holds me back...

Happy Valentines My Darling.
The gift I give to you, is my Hands. So they may caress you like the warm winds. So they may touch you in warmth, like the sun, and pick up the pieces your heart has left behind. They will pull you closer to me, closer to my Heart, closer to my Spirt. The gift I give to you, is my Eyes. So that you can always See the truth. So that you can always See the beauty, So that each day when you arise, you can see all the love the Creator has sent to you. You can See that each day is worth living. The gift I give to you, is my Arms, They are a pillar of Strength and an endless source of comfort. They will hold you ever so gently, in your time of need. They will wrap around you like a blanket of warm Love. They will always reach out for you, when you need them the most. They will keep you safe and warm, from the cold world outside. The gift I give to you, is my ears... So you may always hear the song of Life. You will always know the words in my Heart. And, when you l

Valentines Day.
Why is it that there is one day set aside for supposed love? One day to go out and spend money on whatever it is that the commercials say to buy. All for what? To PROVE that you love someone? Why should you be doing this on just ONE day??? Yeah, I am anti V-day. No, it's not because I had a bad experience or no boyfriend or anything like that. It's just that I can't stand it when someone does NOTHING for their special someone until this day. Why? If you are in love, you are supposed to show it every day. Gifts are not needed. Just the look in their eyes, the smile on their face, and three words should be more than enough. You just get to decide which three words ;)

Times Remembered....
So it's a friday night. I'm sitting here listening to alot of older house/techno music. G0d, the memories are flooding in at such a prodigious rate. Where has the time gone? Listening to these songs brings back memories...so vivid...so tangible...it's like I can reach out and touch them. If I had a time machine would I use it? Well,yes of course! Of course I'd go back to those fun times @ The Shelter,Nasa,The World,Wild Pitch,Struts,Mars,Red Zone and allthat. But more importantly,I'd change me.Yea,yea,people say it's never too late to change. I don't buy it.But thats another screed for another blog. I remember sitting in my room listening to these tunes,getting dressed...ready for a night out in NYC. Driving down Rt.3....seeing the NY city skyline at night all lit up. It gave me chills. Still does. I'd get on the path train, my legs bouncing with anticipation. Deciding where to go...lower east side...mid town..etc. I'd settle on a club and walk.I'd g

Eldest Sister Pt1
eldest sister out of sight out of mind should i run or should i hide only minutes to make up my mind i hear her she coming what to do i hold the pillow tighter ever so more she at the door im out of time only seconds to make up my mind only seconds to decide either way my otions are fading she opens the door pulls back my sheets and in that voice so calm and mellow toned she say's "you have been a naughty boy" but i say it was not me (slap across my face) and then say's you shall speak no evil nor lies in this house as she reaches for the whip strike after strike as she say's you shall speak no evil here sinners burn in hell you shall speak no evil here sinners burn in hell the beating has stop she has grown tired of beating the word of god into my fleash but as she walks to the door she says you will be the death of me and ask do you know why you must be punished words ive heard time and time again yes eldest sister i say none shall see nor speak evil in this house sh

My Heart Skips A Beat When I Think Of You, But In A Bad Way
cut cut my wrist today, i'm in a sad and sorry state. this isn't how i wanna be. fall fall falling from grace, back and forth in this room i pace. i tried so hard to be what you wanted me to till the pressure built and i blew. ruined everything that meant something to me and now i'm left with nothing. you took it away from me, away from me, away from me. there's no looking back now our pages have been wrote down in this book of our history. i won't be looking back now, i'll stop thinking how i could have made you love me. when i'm still the same person you used to dream about. i won't change for anyone.

Things I've Learned Today...
qualifications for a good lover 1 do you understand the pleasure zones of a womans body 2 do you know what foreplay is and its rewards and benefits 3 do you belive in shareing in eachtoheres pleasures not only of yourself 4 do you think its just as important for the guy to explore a womans body 5 are you willing to be open and experiment with your partner 6 do you belive its important for both males and females sexualy to acheieve orgams of equal feelings and emotions 7 are you the type that thinks wining and dining a woman will get you in their pants easier? 8 do you think its important for both partners to share in the openess of exploring each others wants and desires to be happy with each other totally 9 what is your opinion of a woman that is very sexual do you find this arrousing or worry you cant keep up 10 if so to above would you be open to her haveing her pleasures fullfilled 11 do you know how improtant it is to make a woman feel special

Horoscopes....
i don't think planets rule my life but i enjoy reading horoscopes and see if what is said matches personnal events or thoughts Let say that the one i read today is just "amazing" Aries Horoscope (Mar 21 - Apr 19) You are one to be brilliant when the pressure is on, for you love to wow others by figuring out totally new solutions to problems. Even if others are stuck, you can see the light. But don't assume that you can force others to view a situation from your perspective. The most sensible strategy now is to wait, no matter how hard this is for you.

More Drama On Fubar
WHATS GOOD FUBIES? WELL HERES ANOTHER PIMPOUT OF SUM OF MY ALLSTARS!!! YOU ALREADY KNOW THE DRILL! IT DONT GET NO BETTER THEN THIS GROUP RIGHT HERE! RATE...FAN...ADD!!! THANKS ~DREAMS~ RATE~FAN~ADD!!!!RATE~FAN~ADD!!! rain's bow@ fubar Daddy long stroken@ fubar Mysta Rhyme~~Owner of The House of Rhyme Family Master of the Den~~@ fubar RATE~FAN~ADD!!!!RATE~FAN~ADD!!! Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~♥ Fu-Angels ♥@ fubar ~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Manager of D.T.B.~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar RATE~FAN~ADD!!!!RATE~FAN~ADD!!! Kinkstar Sin * Fu-Owned by Mikey * LOL Family@ fubar #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●

My Owner
OK WELL SKULLCRUSHED HAS GOT ME ONCE AGAIN. SO NOW HE HAS ME FOR THE NEXT 2 MONTHS. HE HAS BEEN A FRIEND TO ME THROUGH PRETTY MUCH EVERY CONTEST IVE BEEN IN. I HAVE ASKED HIM TO HELP ME WITH MY FRIENDS AND HE HAS . SHOW THIS WONDERFUL GUY SOME OF THE WONDERFUL FU LOVE THAT YOU GUYS HAVE SHOWN ME. skullcrushed **fu owned by "null" and "the lonely heart"@ fubar

Interesting Day Today....
I tell ya...from me being a dumbass to finding out some interesting info its been a hell of a day! Lets talk about me being a dumbass! Since that is funny! Well...yours truly was working at the guard shack...and she went to do her patrol..her second one for the nite. Well...I get back and realize that my keys arent around my neck! I look in...and sure enough they are sitting near my food! How smart can I be??? So I had to climb up on a trash can...and climb in thru a window to get into the guard shack. *Hears people laughing their ass off* LOL. So that is my funny for the day.... Now on to the interesting news.... When I left Franklin and came to Mount Gilead, someone in Franklin (sorta in Franklin more like Carlisle) wanted nothing to do with me. Because I was moving to Mount Gilead away from him. He deleted himself off of all my friends list. And basically made it known he wanted nothing to do with me. All because I moved to Mount Gilead. Well...I have my own

Tag Your It!! Second Time Around..lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I live with my Australian Shepherd. Shes 3, I picked her out when she was 2 days old and brought her home when she was 4 weeks. She has a Hebrew name that means female best friend. 2.) I have a convertible that I LOVE to drive. 3.) I live in a 3 room cabin on 30 acres of woods in Missouri = BFE. 4.) I love photography. If I read its usually about photography..lol 5.) I am very down to earth. 6.) I can have a warpped sense of humor. 7.) I have insomnia some times... Thats why I'm doing this at 3:30 am..lol 8.) I spend most of my waking hours on the computer. And its not on Fubar.(But its always run

Pain....
Three Days Grace explains exactly how I feel in my life at this very moment: Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I

Blech.
Just sort of ranting... I hate the way my life is right now. I am so stressed out, I have trouble sleeping at night but can't stay awake during the day. Not sure how we're going to make rent at the end of the month... let alone anything else. I can't work right now, and the bf is trying to find a job. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS

Presidential Primaries
Well, time to rant and vent frustration. These primaries suck...Pennsylvania hasn't even had theirs yet and what do we have left? Huckabee, McCain, Clinton and Obama...fuckin' great!!! Thanks a lot all you blue states! Primaries need to be held all on the same day...no shenanigans, no suppressed votes, no backroom deals between the candidates (West Virginia is fine example). You just vote for who you think will do us the best..no matter if Dem or Rep. I dislike all these leftovers. Hillary is such a fake (hired a drama guy from Yale the other day, so that tells me all her crying is as phony as a 3-dollar bill) and if you think government healthcare for everyone is great, god bless ya. Too many lazy people who expect the gov't to do everything for them and maybe wipe their ass too if they could. The private sector gets things accomplished way faster and more efficient than the damn gov't. Obama wants to sit down with our enemy countries, what a joke. McCain supports a war that could of

Jerks
So I don't know why it is that I seem to attract the worst guys. I went and on a whim met this guy tonight, we were drinking and talking and having a generally good time. Well he decided to try and get fresh with me, feeling me up and tryin to put his hands where I didn't want them. I told him before I went to hang out with him that anything like that was not going to happen. So the fact that he even tried was just blatent disrespect. Well I told him no, and he got up and left the room for a second, and when he came back he layed on his bed for a bit and pretended to pass out. Leaving me to either crash on the couch, get in bed with him and chance something happeneing there, or leaving and WALKING home. Well I high tailed it outta there, didn't matter that I had to walk 6 miles home cuz he was a jackass I just wanted to get myself outta that situation as fast as I could. But really what is it about me that makes guys think that they can treat me like that, I'm human, I have feelings.

Observations Again
A few events on Fubar and in the world have gotten me to thinking over the last couple of days. These are some recent observations, and older observations. If you want to read on, do so. If not, thank you and come back soon. If you do not know what I am talking about, or circumstances behind it, please try to understand. 1. Sporks: I know. everyone has blogged this. Oh well. Here's my two cents. I don't know what happened, it is a tragedy, but I do not judge. 2. I am tired of everytime someone disappears that it is a national emergency. Yes, it is a tragedy. 3. I am tired of the election. It is not breaking news that Candidate X has raised Y Millions of dollars in the last 24 hours. How many people could that money have fed, or employed for a year? 4. Welfare is overabused and needs to be fixed. Yes it is a great idea. Help those who need it so they can get on their feet, but get on, get off. 5. If someone asks for help for this or that, how much tr

10 Weird Things
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have found a special someone. 2. I hate driving! I think of it this way it not important Im not driving there cause it wasting my time and gas. 3. Ha ha I always tell myself Ima fill up my gas tank to full and never do cause Ima be damn cheap since the damn cost of a gallon now 4. I smoke. 5. I have 2 beautiful girls 6. I am an procrastinator 7. I hate cleaning a bathroom 8. When I dont feel like answering a phone I wont I let that phone ring and leave me a message and maybe I will call back but this is all the time 9. Had an addiction, overcame 10. One minute I can be nice, next minute I can be mean!

The Interesting World Of Mums.
Well as a new bear to the Mum scene I have found somethings out. 1. Most mums are sexual in nature. 2. If they are not, then commenter's will post such intelligent responses as; [your a moron, you smell, you need therapy,etc] All because i didn't want to know what your kinkiest fetish was or asked about whats your favorite position is. Heck there are hundreds of those types of mums and I thought it would be Refreshing to be a little original. especially at 5000 Fubucks a post. So i asked myself why the shallowness of thought? Just like how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop. The world may never know. SO i say to all yes, sex is fun, but lets broaden our minds and engage our scenes of Humor for a bit. Thats just my opinion i may be wrong.

Search For Mom Of Dead Baby Continues
Search for mom of dead baby continues By Scott E. Williams The Daily News Published February 9, 2008 GALVESTON — The search continued Friday for a woman charged with child endangerment in the death of her infant son. Caren Kohberger remained at large, while the father of her son had been in the Galveston County jail on $1 million bond since Tuesday night. Kohberger, 27, is wanted on a charge of endangering a child issued in Brazoria County, where authorities allege she let Travis “T.J.” Mullis leave their Alvin home with Alijah shortly after 4 a.m. on Jan. 29, even though Mullis had told her he was unstable and could “do something” to the child. A couple found the boy’s body near Galveston’s East End, about five hours after Mullis left the mobile home in Alvin. Kohberger later told police that she told Mullis to take Alijah with him because Mullis had disappeared for days at a time at different points of their relationship, and she thought the child would serve as a

Tag
Well, here goes my first ever attempt at a blog. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I usually go to sleep with the T.V. on. 2. I can't sleep without a pillow on my head n a blanket covering everything but my nose, cept when its hot. 3. I drink so much Mountain Dew, i should own stock. 4. I'm annoying. 5. I'm annoying. ( told ya so) 6. I have a million hobbies. 7. I knit and do beedwork. 8. I chainsaw carve. 9. I have moved back in with my parents. Twice. 10. Almost all of my fubucks, i give away. Val 33 Stephanie Lynn Weldingangel Trell ~kit~

Migrane
Never had a migrane before - until yesterday. I've listened to people complain about them before, but never took them too seriously. I'm sorry now. What misery! Light, noise and movement just made it worse. I ended up in bed at 9 pm (WAAAAY early for me)in the dark, cold washcloth on my face. Slept for 12 hrs (I don't sleep for more than 4 at a time). Feel somewhat better today...but still not quite right. So for those I didn't take seriously... I apologize.

Muums
This blog is pretty much to tell you how i feel about people and the little things that irratate me. I hate people who bash other peoples mumms. i mean theere life is so un eventful that they have to come up with a witty comeback to belittle someone who might possibly be asking a serious question. Or the people who read the comments other people leave and say oh i agree with this person. Stop being lazy and actually write what you think. your all sheep. once something is said the greater populous agree because there to lazy to think for themselves. to be continued.....

Thought For The Day Saturday 02/09/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Today, a new thought coarses through me. Thoughts of tomorrow return to part the clouds and the light begins to shine through. My pen once again falls against the paper and my spirit is fluid once more. Long since, has it hardened and motionless, this mind. Where hope has eluded me, I find it is alive. Perhaps hiding from reality, its home until this moment. Now, a brighter day approaches and this consciousness, once thought to have been vanquished resurfaces. Alas, even the darkest storm begins to pass eventually. I harken to the sky in wait. Surely, this is the eye of my storm. Perhaps it passes by to reveal the light, clarity. Time shall tell." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Ty Ty Ty Ty Ty (round 1)
If you don't know already I am saving for the spotlight and with my wonderful friend Nyha's help we have officially set up my Spotlight Fund. The first day I was given almost 600,000 FUBUCKS from my friends and couldn't be more grateful. This is the first Thank You list of many hopefully. I have a second I need to work on as soon as salutes are made as well. If your name isn't on here, it's coming. PROMISE! Please show these people lots and lots and LOTS of FU LOVE! They are selfless and truly the kinds of friends you should have on your list! XOXO Nyha **Mari's Fu~Fiancee**D&DC Co~Founder**Owned by PebblesInAz**DJ 4 PyRat**@ fubar and KELLY 1969@ fubar and Peremalfait@ fubar and Abby♥Normal@ fubar and STITCH!@ fubar and lc@ fubar and

Valentines &auctions
Hey you! Wanna be my valentine? Or OWN me for a month? Click on one of my pics or check out my profile. Wanna be my Valentine? Give me ONE good reason to choose you and leave it as a comment, just click the pic below. Wanna Own me for a month?? This auction is open bidding auction, basically you can bid anything SO BID!! ;) Fubux only on this auction! Dont use cash! Use fubux!!

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at krayzeecreeme Click banner to visit Cujo's MySpace page! 4:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at jrmoose75

Feelings
2 ALL THE B*TCHS WHO WANT TO STEP TO ME...STEP CORRECTED...U DONT KNOW ME OR KNOW HOW I DO THERE 4 DONT THINK 4 1 SEC UR GONNA WIN...THIS GOES 2 SOMEONE WHO STEPED 2 ME THE OTHER DAY...SHE THINKS THERE IS SOMETHIN MORE THEN THERE WAS WITH HER EX ADN IS MAD THAT HER EX N I TALK...THIS CHICK DONT KNOW ME HAS NEVER SPOKEN TO ME N IS TALKIN SHIT ABOUT ME...RIGHT WAY TO TALK ABOUT ME DO IT TO MY FACE SO WORDS CAN B SPOKEN...WRONG WAY BHIND MY BACK THAT PISSES ME OFF MORE N I WILL JUST GO AFTER U HELLA MORE...SO 2 NEONE N THE FUTURE THAT WANTS A PIECE ME.....BRING IT ON!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE DRAMA EXPT FU DRAMA...BUT I WILL NOT LET NEONE BASH MY NAME...IM A GOOD PERSON WITH A GOOD HEART AND ILL B DAMNED IF SOME CRAZY BITCH IS GONNA MAKE OR THINK ABOUT MAKIN MY NAME BAD!!!! 2 THOSE OF U THAT HELPED ME OUT... I LUV U GUYS!! U ROCK....

Rush , Rush ,ush
Lets start here first, whats the big rush in life. Every where I look it seems to me people are rushing. Rushing to get to work, school, to feed the kids, to grow up, to be smarter or stronger rsuh rush rush. Now its no wonder that you get caught up in this frenzy of rush. I mean if u have ever ran a race, you know as the pack picks up speed so will you. It takes great discipline and vigilance to stay at your own pace. So it seems to be in life. We want faster puters, quicker microwaves, ready to eat dinners, ready made realtionships, rush , rush rush. So when I came here on Fubar, the same thing occured. I mean at first I was just curious to see what it was all about. Then I learned a few new tricks, which of course mad me smile. Yet after awhile, I got caught up with advancing, making the new level. Well, lately Ive had to rethink my actions. See I have ran into one or two ppl on here that i like. I realize now that while Im playing the fubar game of levels and points. Don

To Let You Ladies Know
I don't care if you talk to other guys. I don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. I don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, I freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when I hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let me pay for you! dont "feel bad" I enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss me whe

Ha Its Spike
HEY EVERYONE LOOK WHO'S UP NEXT!!! LOOK WHOS HOSTING THIS NEXT HAPPY HOUR? HA YA YOU GOT IT... IT'S OUR FRIEND SPIKE.. NOW THIS MAN WORKS VERY HARD JUST LIKE THE REST OF US.. AND THESE HAPPY HOURS ARE NOT CHEAP.. CAN WE SPEND JUST ONE HOUR OUT OF THE TWELVE HOURS OF HAPPY HOUR THAT WE HAVE TODAY SHOWING THIS MAN SOME LOVE? COME ON JUST GO TO HIS PAGE DURING HIS HAPPY HOUR AND SHOW SOME LOVE.. I'LL BE THERE AND I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE TOO... PEACE MIZZ SHADY.. OH P.S. JUST CLICK THE PIC AND YOUR THERE... HURRY FAST RUN NOW.. THERES ONLY AN HOUR. :)

Tag Your It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. LMAO Oh boy, this should be interesting. 1.I love pain, it's a turn on for me. 2.Ever done something painful to yourself and without thinking do it again? lol yep all the time 3.I love music and will listen to just about anything. 4.I'm just a country girl that loves the outdoors. LOL My idea of a perfect date is going to the river, building a fire and just sitting there maybe tossing back a couple of beers. 5.I don't believe in child abuse, animal cruelty, diving under the influence, or cheating. 6.I write poetry but very few know. Even less have read or heard it. 7.I have been told I am a selfless perso

"your It!"
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a Blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "Your It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog....You can't tag the same person who tagged you 1)I wake up and can't stay off fubar 2) Hate coffee but can't function without it! 3) Babysit 5 days a week 4) Love my Fubar Family 5) Perform country music karaoke style locally 6) opened minded in all my thoughts and words 7) inquizzative about others and their ways 8) may be a pest but that is my nature 9) partying is something I don't lightly 10) Honesty is my policy My 5 people are as follows: Texas Harleywoman Butterfly Effect DJ Crazy Mom Shysub xoSimplyoxSamantha

What A Woman Wants
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

Staple Gun And Hanger
The hearts that stopped beating The look of disgust on her father face. And the tear rolling down her mother's. "How could you be so fucking stupid?" her father shouted. As she just stood there no saying anything knowing if she did she only cause more pain in her behalf. "Who is he?" the mother whispered. "John" she mumbled "John John the one we know" her father demanded All she could do is nod. As her father left "you stupid fucking whore" he shouted. "How could you do this to the family?" her mother replied. "You don't understand" she answered, "I loves him and he loves me." "What's wrong with you? What did I do to deserve this?" As the mother starts to walk out of the room. "Mom...please...dont leave me" She cried. "You're nothing but a whore. You got yourself in this you find your own way out." her mother said with out looking her own daughter eyes. "Why" shaking her head as she left the room. Tear fall down her face as she drops to her kn

Help Me And ~thcknluvit~ Become Godfather/godmother
i got myself yet another slave :p and shes so close to becoming godfather just like i am so we decided to host HH's together. the HH's will be at 12:00 and 1:00 on wednesday so please stop by and help us both become godfather (godmother) ~hunter~owner of~Thcknluvit~-DSC -Leveling Lover@ fubar ~♥~Thcknluvit~♥~Fu-Owned By Hunter & BigFknDaddy~♥~@ fubar

One World Without Me
The striking of a blade as it pierces the skin. The thought of a world without me. I begin to ponder. What impacts have I made in my time on this world. What have I done? How have i made a difference? Is my life significant? My life has little to no impact on anyone that i know of. So why am I here. I believe I am just a waste of space. Is someone else more valuable then me that could be using the oxygen. So why the fuck am I here? Answer me this, does anyone impacted anyone? Does anyone's life make a difference? People die all the time and we continue going on living. The oxygen hits the blood and it turns red. Death seems so near... Yet so far away at times. Again I ask myself why am I here. Knowing damn well I am not going to get an answer. Yet still know this I begin to ask myself more and more. What does my life matter?

Zomg No More Phone?
So yeah I went to the best fucking concert ever last night and came away with A guitar pick mucho pix and videos Aiden's Set List Wil Francis's water bottle and No phone. It got stolen which slightly sucks I dont think im going to reconnect it for a while but eh Soooooooooooooooooooo everyone that has my number sorry my phones gone but i had the best night EVARRRRR

Sing Me A Song
U know whati really miss ... someone writtin a song about me i love when ppl do that i havnt had smeone wetite me a song in a few years sighs i miss that just thinking i am silly anyways back to what u were doing now

Clinton/obama Battle Becoming Intensely Personal
Clinton Obama Battle Becoming Intensely Personal by The Associated Press Posted: February 8, 2008 - 8:00 am ET (New Orleans, Louisiana) Democrat Barack Obama is suggesting that Hillary Rodham Clinton follow his lead and release her and her husband's income tax returns so the public can see where the $5 million she loaned her presidential campaign came from. A day earlier, Clinton acknowledged that she had made the loan late last month. At the time, Obama was raising and spending more money than her heading into the round of presidential primaries and caucuses on Super Tuesday. Asked whether he would call on the Clintons to release their tax returns, Obama stopped short of saying they should. "I'll just say that I've released my tax returns. That's been a policy I've maintained consistently. I think the American people deserve to know where you get your income from. But I'll leave it up to you guys to chase it down," he told reporters on the flight to Omaha, Neb., for a

Careful Who You Choose As Friends
THROUGH OUT MY TIME ON HERE I HAVE BECAME FRIENDS WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE SOME HAVE COME AND STAYED SOME HAVE COME AND GONE. SOME I MISS SOME I DONT THERE ARE MANY THAT ADD YOU JUST TO LOOK AT PICTURES OR TO BE IN A COMPETION AS TO WHO GETS THE MOST FRIENDS.THAT FOR ONE IS BULLSHIT.IF YOU SEND A PERSON AN ADD REQUEST ATLEAST SAY HELLO EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.BUT BACK TO THE POINT AT HAND HERE. BE CAREFUL WHO YOU CHOOSE AS YOUR FRIENDS. THEY MAY COME OFF AT FIRST AS BEING ALL CARING AND LOVING THEN ONE DAY JUST TOTALLY BLOW YOU OUT OF THE WATE. THAT IS NOT A FRIEND I AM SORRY!!! A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE FOR YOU AND TALK TO YOU NO MATTER WHAT.YOU MAY THINK THAT SOME PEOPLE CARE BUT IN ALL FACTS HERE THEY DONT THEY COUILD CARE LESS WHAT YOU ARE GOIN THRU THEY COUILD GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT YOU GOT TO SAY I FOR ONE AIT ALL ABOUT THAT FAKE FRIENDS SHIT I AM HERE TO HAVE REAAAALLLLLLL AND TRRRRUUUUEEEEEE FRIENDS, NOT THOSE WHO TALK TO YA ONE DAY AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU

Shout Box Fun -3 More Morons...
This is a little shoutbox conversation I just had a few minutes ago... I can't believe the nerve of some people... first of all, this guy has never talked to Me before and all of the sudden he wants to see Me on cam!! LOL.. nice try.. got his ass blocked!! (remember you have to start reading from the bottom up!) Me: fuck you! Mephistopheles...: Don't bitch at me lady all i did was ask to see who i was talking to and pictures can lie thank you so get off your high horse please. Me: I have salute pictures... that should be enough Me: it's clearly stated in My profile that I won't cam with anyone here... so don't ask again Me: nice try, but you can do that just by checking My pictures Mephistopheles...: to see who im talking to is all Me: what for? Mephistopheles...: got a webcam Me: what you have in mind? Mephistopheles...: favor Mephistopheles...: may i aks avor

What Love Means
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . ... Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts

Pee Test
I am a member of the United States Military, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck. I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the U.S.A. would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check.

Military Humor
Three men are sitting stiffly side by side on a long commercialflight. After they're airborne and the plane has leveled off, theman in the window seat abruptly says, distinctly and confidently,:in a loud voice, "Admiral, United States Navy, retired Married,two sons, both surgeons."After a few minutes the man in the aisle seat states through atight lipped smile, "Admiral, United States Coast Guard, retired.Married, two sons, both Judges."After some thought, the fellow in the center seat decides tointroduce himself. With a twinkle in his eye he proclaims,"Master Gunnery Sergeant, United States Marines, retiredNever married, two sons, both Admirals. ---------------------------------------------------------------- During training exercises, the lieutenant who was driving downa muddy back road encountered another car stuck in the mud with ared-faced colonel at the wheel."Your jeep stuck, sir?" asked the lieutenant as he pulled alongside."Nope," replied the colonel, coming over and handing

Blue Cheese Dressing
Blue Cheese Dressing 2 cups mayonnaise (use a premium mayonnaise) 1 cup sour cream 1 cup buttermilk 12 oz. blue cheese crumbles 1/2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce 1/2- 1 teaspoon Tabasco Sauce 1/4 onion - grilled (optional) mix and refrigerate until firm.

Valentines Day Poems>>>>>
When Im alone and your always gone. Things pop into my mind ; Weve just begun to ,love is new and yet not blue .. Some what a tempation and we do. ..Yet in all and all I can spend a day alone and wonder when, you,ll be in my arms .. Soon I hope , but if it never ever comes to this .. Ill always ,s love you thru any and all. I love you more than life itself, your my heart .. Can you imigine this , with every breath I take and release??? ; Your there in the very deep of my soul being set free. ..I love , want the best for you ..,( yet im yearning with lustifulness), Your words not mine .. Me I long for , want and show you always there ,s much more...I Try to stay sane and give you ,the part of me that is to remain. Your ,s forever and every.. But you seem to slip from me at times , needing some space to comprehend ... What will be or not .. I think you firgure it not be so ever ... So you tend to stay your distance. Not trying to make the love last... I yern for your touch , kis

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.im going to be a dad 2.i love a girl i cant be with right now love ya hunny 3.i sing kareoke 4.im a dale sr fan till the day i die 5.i an gammer halo rulez 6.im devorced 7.i play bass 8 i colect tcg cards ie yugioh 9.i love djing at club karizma 10i love to just hang out online

Buffalo Wings
Buffalo Wings 5#’s chicken wings Sauce ½ cup butter (1 cube), melted ½ cup + 2T hot pepper sauce 2 ½ T paprika 1 ¼ t salt 1 ¼ t cayenne pepper ¾ t pepper Combine sauce mixture and reserve 1/3 cup sauce for later use. Put chicken wings in zip lock bags and evenly pour sauce over wings. Seal bag and set in fridge to marinate for a few hours or overnight. **note this is a spicy dish, so if you don’t want them too spicy you can reduce the hot pepper sauce. Lay marinated chicken wings in a baking pan or cookie sheet with sides. Bake at 350 for about 20 minutes. Brush wings with reserved sauce and place under broiler. Broil for about 4 to 5 minutes per side, stopping to turn and brush with more sauce. Serve with celery sticks and bleu cheese dressing or ranch dressing.

"tag" Your It
This is just for FUN!! ;) Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a lead foot love to drive fast!!! Stay outta my way 2. Love handcuffs and blindfolds and being Kinky 3. Hate being lied to 4. Love chocolate covered strawberries 5. Love tattoos and piercings 6. Love my coffee and Pepsi 7. Have a fear of heights and spiders 8. listen to all kinds of music 9. love candles 10. Love being a slave……. the 5 I sent to are Ar vu vu Mystica24 Calm Goodness Ozzy Sweet Cherokee Enjoy everyone have fun!! Hugs Karen

I Need Some Luv
I am new to this site and love it so much. It helps alot when I am here with my 4 babbies and bored out of my mind. I have seen alot of blast on here that were bought by someone else and was wondering if someone would be so kind as to give a blast to this sweet innocent little lady? I could really use the friends!

I Dont Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This !!!!!!!!!!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

Wedding Tonight @9pm Centural Time!
PLEASE COME JOIN ONE OF THE NEWEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR! WE ARE HAVING A WEDDING TONIGHT AT 9P.M. CENTURAL TIME. THE JOINING OF LEATHER&LACE AND CLASSICAL KID!THE SERVICES ARE TO BE HELD BY THE RESPECTABLE PASTOR"CHERIE' aka WITCHESBREW"... ALL ARE ARE INVITED TO COME OUT TO JOIN IN THE JOINING OF THESE TWO GREAT PEOPLE! AND JOIN THE PARTY AFTERWARDS! Join The Body Shop Lounge

Peroxide Vs. Bleach
This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana (a doctor's wife), and I want to share it with you. She was over recently for coffee and smelled the bleach I was using to clean my toilet and counter tops. This is what she told me.: "I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little ole bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. What does bleach cost? My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide. Have you ever smelled bleach in a doctor's office? NO!!! Why? Because it smells, and it is not healthy! Ask the nurses who work in the doctor's offices, and ask them if they use bleach at home. They are wiser and know better! Did you also know bleach was invented in the late 40's? It's chlorine, folks! And it was used to kill our troops. Peroxide was invented during WWI in the 20's. It was used to save and help cleanse the needs of our troops and hospitals. Please think about this: 1. Tak

We Grow Accustomed To The Dark
We grow accustomed to the Dark When Light is put away As when the Neighbor holds the Lamp To witness her Good bye A Moment- We uncertain step For newness of the night Then- fit our Vision to the Dark And meet the Road- erect And so of larger- Darknesses Those Evenings of the Brain When not a Moon disclose a sign Or Star- come out- within The Bravest- grope a little And sometimes hit a Tree Directly in the Forehead But as they learn to see Either the Darkness alters Or something in the sight Adjusts itself to Midnight And Life steps almost straight.

Mybail Is $695
This is fun to do. Just read the offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Done acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on your MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to a stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one while at work-- $15 Ever been drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk/HIGH at work, or went to work while still drunk/HIGH-- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk & HIGH, passed out and don

Thinking Of Dreams
Sitting here watching the clouds go by, wishing on the stars. Wondering where this life will take me. Thinking of the dreams I once did have. Wondering if they were only silly dreams, or could they really ever come true. Regardless of where or how things go. I will continue to dream and believ. That there really has to be some truth to some of them dreams coming true and bringing real happiness.

I've Been Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I shake my leg when I am sitting 2. I use a straw when i drink pop 3. I chew gum after i Brush my teeth 4. I Hate wearing shirts with sayings like hottie or Hott or anything like that 5. I hate when people touch my feet 6. I believe in god 7. I hate dogs 8. I can't drink whole milk or eat ice cream 9. I hate straight hats 10. I get my hair cut before it gets past my shoulders I tagged Flash kato hermes mitchdawg. bella tyrock

100's Of Women Are Abused Every Hour
Think its OK to boss a girl around? Slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut". No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. So if you're against Spousal Abuse please repost this! And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart. And if your a guy thats man enough to repost this GOOD for you. (repost of ori

Crazy
Only 42 people can read this. Can you? ..> Body: cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY RSEPOT IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" go up a nmuber if you can Try reading it fast

Janurary 26th, 2008
On Janurary 26th,2008 I went to the Monster Jam in Indianapolis, Indiana. My family, my best friend, my boyfriend, and I all went. It was the last thing to happen in the RCA Dome before it got tore down. It was a blast. It was the first time I have ever been to a Monster Jam. It was awesome!! I am wanting to go next year but I am hoping to get VIP tickets.

Alone For Valentine's Day
for the past three years i have been spending my Valentine's Day alone...not necessarily by choice. this year i'd love to be able to share it with someone else. I don't need flowers or a card or anything like that...good company is good enough for me. maybe we'll stay up and play 10,000 all night or maybe we'll cuddle up someplace and watch DVD's. maybe we'll do lots of making out and maybe more... i just don't want to be alone this V-day. all i want is for whoever i'm with that day/night to treat me like i'm the only person that matters...i can return the favor in spades. hopefully someone out there will be interested...if not, then i guess it's just another year that i'm alone for valentines day.

Tag Ur It !
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a man made dimple. 2) I procrastinate. 3) I'm truly shy. 4) I am a smoker. 5) I spend to many hours on Fubar. 6) I am a Huge country music fan. 7) I hate most cats. 8) I'm watching Charlie & the Chocolate Factory NOW! 9) I'm in a give away & need help, LOL. 10)Yep it took awhile for me to finish this! MyZtErY SouthernDiscomfort Durgeres ~ BamaGirl ~ CommentFox