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Can't Do Anything Right
These days it would seem that I can't do anything right. No matter how much or how little I try, it is always not right. Either not enough, or not the correct way. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. So, tell me, if it is going to get the same results no matter what I do, then why even bother?! I hate days like these...You think that you had a good weekend, only to find out that it was all bs...She says one thing in the heat of the moment to make you think all is good, then, you all get some sleep and let the day get by you, reality hits and everything that you thought was good, was just bs.... What I do is only a "tease". It's not enough. The other person wants so much more, but won't let you in to show them that you want to....uugggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! I give up...

For My Good Friend
Hello guys... Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?My friend is trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If he gets enough people to do this,He'll get a happy hour ,so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so we get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day! Heres a link to her...click/rate/fan/add(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...xxxooo Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank you!

Can You Help Me Out !!
http://www.fulfillednights.com Hello we have started a new FREE (no credit card info at all) singles and friends website. I am not advertizing yet .my investers want to see wat kind of traffic we can get thourgh talk. so please tell everyone and check it out your self .we plan to take over in the adult dating world . so please check it out !! thank you for your time .. TIM http://www.fulfillednights.com

Own Me, Mike & The Perkys!! In The Perkys Auction!!!
FU-BUCK AUCTION!! SHOW US THE MONEY... BIDDING WILL START AT 50K FUBUCKS ONLY PLEASE NO DRAMA WE HAVE A RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BID. ALL PICTURES ARE CLOSED UNTIL AUCTION OPENS OPENS 2/24 10AM FU-TIME CLOSES 3/2 10AM FU-TIME Mr.D is offering: 500 11's 1 morph SFW Salute Rate all stash during hh up to 750 Owned by___ in his name.. Post your link on his profile Buy random gifts/drinks threw out the month If bids get to 1 mil or higher he will give you 1,500 11's Hunter is offering: rate pics and stash during HH 1 SFW salute owned by____in my name 1 morph 2 water reflection pics add to my family list i'll put your link on my page in the about me section FTW is offering: OWNED BY in my name for one month Added to family for a month, or longer if u are a good person! Access to my yahoo 1 weekly pimpout for a month 1 permanant pimpout in my blogs Salute pics, HOWEVER u want them Rate all ur stash and pics during HH For bids of 250k or over, every

Care To Help?
Eh.. I woke up this morning, and realized that I was in a contest. I didn't know about it so it's out of the blue. But I was wondering if you all could give me a little help. I need 6000 comments and I get a 3 day Blast. Please Help out some. :) Thank you. Just click my pic. :D

It's True...i Went And Did It!
Wanna "Own" a GEM? Well here's your chance!I have entered !Starry!'s auction and for the right bid this GEM can be yours! Come check me out! 'GemZ' Also check out the host of this wonderful auction! !Starry! ~~MemberOfTheSpankerBombingFamily ~~ This bulletin brought to you by ♥aGEM4life♥

No Child Left Behind
I am sending out this message to everyone so that this can be prevented. Recently we moved and our children had to switch schools. We have a 10 yr old girl in the 4Th grade and a 9 yr old boy in the 3rd grade. For the first month and a half everything was fine but then our son started coming home upset saying that the kids in school were teasing him. At first we gave him the speech how kids will do that and to just ignore it. When it kept going on and when he came home one day saying a child threaten to throw him over the stair banister we told him to tell the teacher. The problem escalated then because when he was trying to tell he would get in trouble for stepping out of line or getting out of his seat. That is when I called the school and made them aware of what was going on. The response I got from his teacher was that she has 24 children in her class and can't keep and eye on all of them. This past Wednesday the taunting and name calling was to much our son could handle.

Cat Lover Or Not....this Is Funny
Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I al ways get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. 'Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Pl

Studio 54
Dear CEO: As CEO of the hottest lounge in Fubar, I am hereby submitting my resignation, As you might already know, I am in San Juan with my mom in a business trip. When I am in the Lounge I give the best of me, I bring 20-30 new members a day if not more, I don;t even waste time talking to them unless they come in and subscribe. I guess the numbers are low my sister angel called me on my cell and said XXXXXXXX is flipping he wants everyone promoting. I told my sister I am in the hotel getting ready to go out with my cousins and family but the good side of me bend over backwards again for someone who did not appreciate it. Out of the goodness of my heart I contacted XXXXXXXX to see if he wanted me to help he was so rude and cruel with me and there will be a cold day in hell if i am going to let someone yell at me nevertheless its not even a real job. I tried to explain via the shout box that our lounge means a lot to me and if it was that desperate I have over 30 to 40 co

I'm Done
well its done its over I have officially resigned from the sexiest kiss contest thanks to all who did drop by and helped out as much as they could trust me I know who you are and I will repay for all that you did

Flyte 2/24/08
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar HAVE YOU MET STEPHANIE LYNN? SHE IS ONE TERRIFIC LADY. WHO LOVES MAKING FRI

Animal Personality
Your Animal Personality Your Power Animal: Shark Animal You Were in a Past Life: Polar Bear You have a strong character - you are an aggressive, ambitious, go-getter. You were born to lead. The Animal Personality Test

Add Her
If she isnt on your friends list, then your missing out. Please rate and fan before adding. In the friends request please say that I sent you. Just type my profile name. If you do this from now till the end of march, I will send you 5,000 fubucks. thanks sky Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Stephanie Lynn Is A Good Friend Show Her Some Love Fan Rate And Add Her
HEY FOLKS CHECK OUT A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE SHE DOES ALOT OF CONTEST AND SPENDS HER EARNINGS ON US JUST BY ENETERING HER CONTEST IF YOU WANT A HAPPY HOUR, VIP, BLAST SHE IS THE PERSON TO SEE JUST GO AND TALK TO HER AND SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE BY RATING HER FANNING HER AND ADDING HER AND HERE IS HER LINK TO GO DO SO THANK YOU ALL FOR READING THIS Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Child Of The 90s Lol
Your Taste in Music: 80's Rock: Highest Influence 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence 90's Pop: Highest Influence 90's R&B: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

Just Venting...no Need For Anyone To Read
well where should i start? i have issues that im trying to deal with at this momment. im unsure on how i should handle this. im very unhappy and VERY depressed at this time. me and my fiance are having bad problems at this time, im unsure if i should tell him to leave and maybe try starting over, or should i just say leave and never come back, only talk to each other so he can keepin touch with our children, who are 2 and 4. im so confused. i have no friends like talking, i can count on 1 hand how many friends i have. i have trust issues, so its hard for to trust females more than males. sopmetimes i feel as though no one cares if i live or die. i often think the people in my life would be better off if i wasnt around. im scared that if i go talk to a professional person that they will lock me up in the looney bin, and take my kids away. im trying my hardest to deal with things on my own. guess ill have to figure it out on my own...not that anyone ever listens to whati have to say...so

Quotes..
1. Holding onto broken hearts memories are what's left of us you're trying too hard to be my friend & i'm placing all our pictures in these broken frames to remind me never to fall in love again… 2. Time stands still when no one understands you and you don't quite understand yourself. Today didn't have to be this way, tomorrow is another day, another chance to make things right.. 3. We're friends, real friends. & that means, no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back, I'll be here. 4. Don't give up on love because there is always someone who loves you, even if it's not the person you were hoping for. 5. if a guy really likes you he'll listen to what you have to say and not what he hears from others. 6. You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears 7. I'm glad you're happy. Really. I'm glad you're in love. Just remember no matter how

Over Reacting
I've come to notice that some people get their shorts in a bunch when you pay them a simple compliment. It's a shame that we have to be so stinking politically correct that a man dare not admire a beautiful woman without the fear of getting his testicles ripped off. Come on ladies, try just saying "Thank you" for a change, and take a compliment graciously!

Please Pray For Me
i was taken by ambulance to the hospital on wensday night i had chest pains and couldnt breath i he to go back to the hospital on thursday and friday for moe testing to see what is wrong with my heart im only 33 and have children and i need some prayer it would be a great relief to ow that i have freinds out there that would help ease some of the stress that i have at this time. thank you all my fubar freinds, Dave

I Need Yall Peeps Help
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1002925&albumid=870287&i=3827375003 i need you to comment me and rate me as much as you can....tell ur friends to please...PLEASE REPOST. The contest starts February 25 at 7 pm fubar time....just copy n paste the above link into ur browser...ty....FOR SURE RATE ME and also comment as many times as you like....the more the better....i need to be THE FIRST to get to 10,000 comments...so help a cracker out yall!!!! REPOST THIS DAILY IF YOU CAN

Tears Of Seperation
Tears of Separation I can’t help but be sad Even though he asked me not to I feel as if my heart has gone with him I feel it being pulled farther The farther away he gets The tears started days ago Though I tried not to let him see I knew it would upset him The chill of lifelessness has set in Cold, so cold I pray he is not feeling this It hurts I fear the pain will not leave Till his arms again wrap around me And mine around him I’ve never felt love this intensely before I am not sure how to deal with it May the spirits surround us both Keep us safe

Bits Of Wisdom I've Learned
Now when I am young, I know the answers; as I grow older, I will know the questions. We do grow wiser with age, and we become more philosophical. Growing older provides us with the freedom to be more detached from insignificant events and more involved with the larger issues. A lifetime of experiences has paved the way for us to trust our hearts as well as our heads, and to express with confidence what we always had known to be true.

For Everyone To Read
A woman has strengths that amaze me. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burden. She holds happiness, love and opinions. She smiles when she feels like screaming. She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her and that is that sometimes she forgets what she is worth. THIS WAS AN OPENING STATEMENT IN AN ADD REQUEST.. IT TRUELY TOUCHED ME.. SOMETIMES WE SELL OUR SELVES SHORT WHEN WE CAN DO AND GET SO MUCH BETTER... STAY STRONG LADIES SOMETIMES IT IS YOUR LIFE THAT IS COUNTING ON IT..

I Had A Robbery While I Was Out ( A Poem Of My Fellings On It)
They broke a window and pried open the chest They took all my jewelry and escaped People say I'm lucky they didn't kill me People say I'm lucky they didn't vandalize but somehow it doesn't make me feel better So I say to myself it was only things it was only stones But it was my father's watch and my grandmothers earrings and the gold heart I was saving for when I had a granddaughter one day Things are not only objects they are symbols of a past reminders of events memories of people Things are a part of ourselves And so I mourn my loss with fantasies of finding it all with wishes for revenge while blaming myself for being careless none of which helps I was robbed by unknown people who not only took my things but also took my peace of mind My house does not feel safe anymore I startle at the smallest noises and feel vulnerable - afraid it might happen again

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say "Hi"? You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the f

Seven Wonders Of The World
A group of geography students were asked to list what they considered the Seven Wonders of the World. Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes: 1. Egypt's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St Peter's Basilica 7. China's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are: 1. to touch 2. to taste 3. to see 4. to hear She hesitated a little, and then 5. to run 6. to laugh 7. to love It is far too easy for us to look at the exploits o

Little Johnny Strikes Again
The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, " That was good, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated. "The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Hot Sexy Freaking Chili
Notes from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast: Recently I was honoured to be selected as an outstanding famous celebrity in Texas, to be a judge at a Chili cook-off, because no one else wanted to do it. Also the original person called in sick at the last moment, and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the beer wagon when the call came. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy, and besides, they told me that I could have free beer during the tasting. So I accepted. Here are the scorecards from the event: CHILI # 1: MIKE'S MANIC MONSTER CHILI JUDGE ONE: A little to heavy on tomato. Amusing kick. JUDGE TWO: Nice, smooth tomato flavour. Very mild. FRANK: Holy Shit, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway with this stuff. I needed two beers to put the flames out. Hope that's the worst

Chapter 18
Time had passed,and it seemed the more to completion her case plan got, the more her caseworker added to it, she would no sooner finish one task,then another was added. Jesse didn't know if they were trying to piss her off and see how much they bended before she broke, yet, the more obstacles and challenges they gave her, the more she wanted to prove the dumb asses wrong. She was sent to a physiatrist, they wanted her to hold a job, for at least 6 months, they told her she had to start from day one of the new place,it didn't count that it was a transfer, this inferriorated, Jesse, But she just grinned and bared it , deciding that was up to the judge, when her court date came, they wanted her to be established within her own residence for at least 6 months with 3 bedrooms, were these people crazy, do they know how much 3 bedrooms cost.They also wanted her to pay child support for the kids while they were not in her care. It was like they were trying to force her to give up, but they wo

Movie Review
I saw VANTAGE POINT today ... with Dennis Quaid. In one word the movie was GREAT. It shows what an assignation attempt on our President in Spain. And the whole movie is based on what took place before, during and after the attempt from the terrorist's perspective, from the president's perspective, from innocent American tourist and the perspective of the Secret Service. The chase scene towards the end of the movie leaves Spain in shambles. I highly recommend to go see this movie if you are into fast paced action packed movies. RATING - TWO FULL BREASTS

Even The Best Of Us Can Be Weak Sometimes
he knows how to kill me i've gotten pretty good at playing the victim he has contol over my soul my body just follows i voluntarily allow him to possess me while i lay dormant in my own mind he's grown fond of this power now i can't even remember what freedom taste like where he takes me next, i can't say i do know i can't refuse so seduced and involved fight i can only sigh in the loss of will and nothing more i got left so gone, so long, so gone

Weekend
Well I don't think this is as much about my weekend as much as it is how much I care. My best friend came over for the weekend. I had to work but we got to spend plenty of time together. We have known one another for it must be six years now. We have dated and been friends for the whole time. We have had more than our fair share of problems. And over the past year I have changed more about myself than anytime in my life. And I know how much wrong I did and did to her. But I love to spend time with her. And my worst feeling and what makes cry at night and feel so bad. Is that in my heart I feel as though I still have feelings for her. Kind of feelings that make me want her in my life for the rest of my life. And I know she has said she no longer has romantic feels for me. But when we are together we have so much fun, and enjoy each other so much. And right now I am crying because I know the things I did. And it hurts so much, I just don't know what to do. We have talked

Not A Good Day Of Poker
Not a good fucking day for poker today. Couldn't hit the side of a barn, every bitch on the table was sucking out on me. I don't know why when I have days like this I just don't close the program and go to bed. These are the days I hate poker. OH well......

Some Of My Best Friends Ever!
Okay, So .. I want you to meet some of the best friends a girl can have. These people, I have known and loved since ... since ... well.. forever... These people have seen me at my highest points .. and my lowest points. They've seen me laugh, and hell .. a few of them have even seen me cry. They all know just what to say or do, when I'm feeling like a total failure. Please - go show my friends {and the majority of my fu-family} some love. The people on this list I have known LONNNNNNNG before Fubar/CherryTap/LostCherry! Mary - My favorite panty stealer! Happy Country Girl@ fubar Jason Sinister Hellian@ fubar Rich the universe tends to unfold as it should..@ fubar Sam & Olivia! ¢¾ Future Mrs. Jason Black! ¢¾ IT'S A GIRL!!!!!!!!!@ fubar Jose - The only person that knows what : P V means! DEMONCHILD

A Snippet Of My Night.
"Hey mom hey MOM!" Shane runs up to me "I was playing heads or tails with Emma...ya know heads I win Tales she looses...yeah I was cheating...sucks of me huh? Anyways.." "Wait wait wait...a...minute. You cheated?" "Yeah.." he has a huge smile on his face. "Your sister is 6." "I know." he nodds his head. "You are an ass." "Yeah...bad of me right? Anyway... Emma lost...of course..." At this he ducks his head and shrugs his shoulders. I can feel my smile get bigger as he rambles on and on and.. He reminds me so much of my self when Im excited. "Anyway I dared her to lick Zoes butt...And she DID!" I look at emma. Her hair hangs down to her bottom. Her head is craned waaaay back as she watches her brother talk. "My daughter is no quitter." I say and I wink at Emma. "I did not, shane! I did not!! UH!" she stomps her foot...yep. Just like me. "I licked her back!" she finishes. She is so exasperated with her almost 13 year old brother. "Shane Christ

Turning Point
->♫Sha...: Yup.. I will be awaiting... I'll talk to you tomorrow. I love you... Jedi Maste...: definitely part of tomorrows conversation....but im off for tehe night...ill text you when im up and free, ok? ->♫Sha...: That's not true.. you and I coincide, and we will be each other's sanity...someday... Jedi Maste...: fuck,me neither.....Only the force and i coincide with each other...The force is all.. ->♫Sha...: I didn't know that sanity and you ever went together Jedi Maste...: grasp, and fall, argue and go forward, steady, then swung back, never knowing when one will fall off..so, as a pendulum, it coudl very well benefit physicality of everyone involved, as well as sanity Jedi Maste...: its liek trying to balance onesself on a pendulum made of solid ice.... ->♫Sha...: I'm very interested to hear about the turning point you speak of, regardless of if it's the kind of turning point that willl benefit me in the future or not, because, as you

Camille Cosby..important @ Naacp
Hi All. At the recent NAACP Meeting, President Bush finally meet with the leaders and assured them that he would sign the right to vote bill for another 25 years. My only concern is: Do the other race have to be subjected to a right to vote extension? Personally, the President, if he really wanted to show Good faith, should have abolished this bill and made it simply a right with no limitations. But then maybe I am living in a dream world. However, I know IT CAN BE DONE!! Voting Rights Act-Expires for blacks in 2007. Below you will find a speech that Bill Cosby's wife gave at a function. Everyone please read this and pass it on to as many African Americans you come in contact with. Camille Cosby just made a reference about the Voting Rights Act in her most recent open letter on racism. This is extremely important. We are in the 21st Century and we were wondering, and when I say 'we', I mean others of us out there who wonder if everyone else out there kn

Wanna Own Me? Bid Here!!
WANNA OWN ME?? CLICK HERE TO BID. I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT. ;-) This has been brought to you by Tennisgirl1987.... Tennisgirl1987 -- 2nd Alarm Hotties Member.... PLEASE READ MY PROFILE!!!@ fubar

Burning You
Slowly fading, crumbling, deteriorating This picture that I see Its edges vibrantly glowing red Destroying a distant memory. Melting away the pain inside Charring up your soul Tearing up the broken words Inflaming the one thing that made me whole. Smoldering, kindling, slowly sputtering out Finally showing a smile on my face at the crack of dawn No more memories, burnt to dust Nothing left of you to haunt me, you are forever gone.

Why God Made Pets
WHY GOD MADE PETS They help out around the house... They protect our children... They look out for the smaller ones... They show us how to relax... They "converse" with each other... They help you when you're down... They are great at decorating for the Holidays .... They have "great" expectations... They are Patriotic... They are happy to "test" the water... They love their "teddies"..... They know who's "BOSS.... AND - They know when we need a good LAUGH!

The Greatest Thing That Coud Have Happened To Me!
MEGAN ok where to start off well i had the greatest weekend nobody could possible top it by far i am the happiest guy alive thats for dam sure i met this girl megan on fubar here transfered over to myspace and then to phone well i met this girl and holy shit shes so fucking awesome i met her and her parents and friends and everybody loves me now me and her are dating and she has a wonderful daughter she is the sweetest thing in the world i have to say she even warmed up to me too i love it all i know is that this girl is a one of a kind nobody could match this one i dont care where you looked how hard you looked or how good you are at match making nobody could ever replace or top this girl im sorry i have never seen a girl treat a guy the way she treats me i spent the whole weekend with her and i am impressed she is great her parents allowed me to stay the night the entire weekend cause they think im the shit which is awesome she loves to snuggle which i took full advantage of lol i

"you're Responsible For Your Rose..."
“You see the wheat fields over there? I don’t eat bread. For me wheat is of no use whatsoever. Wheat fields say nothing to me. Which is sad. But you have hair the color of gold. So it will be wonderful, once you've tamed me! The wheat, which is golden, will remind me of you. And I'll love the sound of the wind in the wheat…” The fox fell silent and stared at the little prince for a long while. “Please...tame me!” he said.... That was how the little prince tamed the fox. And when the time to leave was near: “Ah!” the fox said. “I shall weep.” “It's your own fault,” the little prince said. “I never wanted to do you any harm, but you insisted that I tame you…” “Yes, of course,” the fox said. “But you’re going to weep!” said the little prince. “Yes, of course,” the fox said. “Then you get nothing out of it?” “I get something,” the fox said, “because of the color of the wheat....People have forgotten this truth,” the fox said. “But you mustn’t forget it.

I Heard This And Thought Of You.....
Amber Lyrics » 311 Brainstorm, take me away from the norm I got to tell you something This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song And it goes like Chorus: Whoa, amber is the color of your energy Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally You ought to know what brings me here You glide through my head blind to fear And I know why (Chorus 2x) You live too far away Your voice rings like a bell anyway Don't give up your independence Unless it feels so right Nothing good comes easily Sometimes you gotta fight (Chorus) Launched a thousand ships in my heart So easy, still it's fine from afar And you know that Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm Whoa, I got to tell you something

How Do You Feel Safe When It Was Taken From You?
I went out Friday night with some friends of mine. I got bored and decided to go home. About 15 minutes after I got home my doorbell rang.I checked the peep hole and thought it was someone eles. "Bob" was at my door. I NEVER told Bob were I live. I answer the door and asked him why he was at my house. He said to kiss me goodnight. Bob and I do not have that kind of relationship. So I asked him how he knew where I lived. He point blank told me he followed me home. I was frozen,I couldnt move or talk at all. I coulnt grasp the fact he was standing in front of me. He left after he could tell this wasnt cool or I was in shock. Reguardless,the fucker left. After Bob left...I called my boyfriend to come home. I needed someone here with me is case Bob came back. My boyfriend was great. He held me as I just broke down and was telling him what had happened.He poured me a bath and got me a glass a wine. And held me in his arms all night. I don't feel safe coming home anymore. When I am ho

Pirate Ship Bulli (working On Coding)
Welcome ye scurvy dogs to the Fubar Pirate ship! If ye wish to be crew, then send the Cap'n a message! If this be yer wish, then abide by these rules ye must! 1: Fan, add and rate yer Captain and crew as a show of loyalty! 2: Repost the ship's bulletins! 3: Spend a bit of yer booty and buy all of those who ye add a shot of rum! When ye've done this, contact the cap'n and he'll add ya to the crew to plunder the Fubar seas as one of our own. If ye wish not to be a member of the ship, then ye are condemned to walk the plank! En route towards the ever elusive X on the map of an unknown island, our jolly ship O mayhem and rummin' ran across an unsuspecting Spanish Galleon on its way back from Mexico. We hoisted the Colours and broadsided 'er with the long guns afore she could even round on us. Our steadfast crew boarded 'er and sent 150 Spanish dogs to the briny deep. Aboard we found the hold full of Aztec gold and jewels as well as a fine cargo of freshly made rum. S

~i Burn For You~
Even though we fight a lot, I love you. We fight, I think, because the stakes are high. I sometimes get so mad I cannot stand you, But underneath my anger I could cry. I have an uncontrolled need to control you, To be your only destiny and guide. I know it isn't fair to try to mold you, But my poor love's entangled in my pride. Ah, love! Please love me even in my fury, Which rises like a tide beneath the moon. I plead before my only judge and jury: I want to change, but know change won't come soon. Love finds it hard to let the loved one be The person who is loved so passionately. Peace.

~anger And Sadness~
Please know this is nothing more than One Man's Opinion on Forgiveness.....I don't have answers only observations from my experiences.....Peace. ~Anger may well be the most misunderstood emotion. For all the trouble anger can cause, you'd think we'd work harder to understand it, but we don't Our understanding of anger is complicated by how we define it. Our childhood experiences of anger in our own families color how we understand it later in life. Anger is a primary emotion that can include everything from cold silence to mild impatience to an out-of-control rage. Something interesting about anger is that when we feel it, either in healthy ways or unhealthy ways, we often feel Stronger. One of the roles of healthy anger is to Protect us in certain situations. It can help stop a process in which someone has victimized us. Anger protests, "You can't continue to do this to me!" The absence of anger where we are victims of someone else's behavior leaves us feeling weak, exposed and

The Fear Never Stops (poem)
A dirt road a woman walking with a basket on her head A field a woman walking with a bushel on her back A city street a woman walking with a briefcase A parking lot a woman walking with a grocery bag A suburban mall a woman walking with a stroller Suddenly heavy footsteps behind her Her heart beats quicker A robber, a rapist a harasser, a killer? Perhaps just a nice person? But she's afraid The sound of a stranger's footsteps is a universal female experience of fear

My Finger Hurts...bad.
Okay so today I officially hate both knives and oranges!!! I was trying to cut an orange but instead cut my poor finger. It is a deep half circle cut with a flap hangin down the side tip of my left index finger...it hurts quite bad by now. It is throbbing and took FOREVER for it to stop bleeding...someone help the pain!!!! Booooo

Tomorrow I Will Change
Tomorrow I will change turn a new leaf become this new person I will exercise before breakfast not eat cookies between meals not fret over trivialities not run about getting upset that I'm not getting everything done Tomorrow I will change I say this every day

My Weekend
I had a great weekend.I got to meet the band Air Supply.My mom has loved them forever and she was given tickets and meet and greet passes and we got to meet them and get our pics taken and I was really surprised when I met them.The one is the tallest man I have ever seen and I felt 4 standing next to him.The other is covered in tattoos and that made them cool to me.I made a joke about feeling really short and the main singer said I feel short everyday.Hes not that tall really and really looks short next to the other guy.They really put on a great show and sound just like they do on cd so thats saying something.Thanks to my mom ALWAYS playing there music i knew the words to all most all there songs.We had front row seats so that was cool and they even came out and walked the whole lenth of the room to see everyone it was cool And to top it all off I won 500 bucks on the slots!

Black Star
Black star, jewel of the night Black star, burning bright Magnificent sun, a beacon burning Five pointed coal, a guide eternal Black star, five pointed coal Black star, the cosmic soul Shining opaque, celestial furnace Glittering dark, a sun in mourning Black star, where light never shines Black star won't you be my guide? A dead sun for where the light never shines Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on... Black star, darken the skies Forever burn, never to die An ebony flame, a sun infernal Nemesis of the night, my own dark angel Black star, jewel of the night Black star, so cruel, so bright A glorious sun, with warmth so healing Glittering dark, a sun in mourning Black star, where light never shines Black star won't you be my guide? A dead sun for where the light never shines Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on... black star (lead) Shine on... Twinkle, twinkle black star Shine on...

Thoughts
here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing.

Wide Awake
I feel the cold setting in, I feel the goosebumps all over my skin, I start to fear the worse, I'm feeling so low, I shouldn't feel like this in my own home. Feels like my teeth are falling out, From all the giberish that's been pouring out my mouth, What was i thinking? What was i doing with that stuff? My chin is exhausted, man it was time for filth. And it's not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good, I don't wanna face the world, but i know that i should. Tell myself I wont do it again, but i know i will be lying in my bed my thoughts racing. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. Like they always have been. Like they always will be. And i feel that chill back in the air, Though i can't see no one, i feel their stare, They've sussed out my name, know everything I've done. And this could be our secret, if they just don't tell no one And it's not a good way to start the day, I know it's done me no good, I don't wanna f

The One
yes thats what we all are looking for the one that looks at us and sees all that we are. not just what we show them but what the eyes cant see and latch onto us and never let go someone who doesnt give a care that we are screwed up just like every other living human on planet earth. Is smart enough to say wow you are one of a kind and i want you as you are. once i find the one I swear on the soul of my dead father fubar and everything that is so flawed about it can kiss my ass do really know where im going with this im just venting so if you have no desire to be the one dont even bother commenting your just going to piss me the fuck off I hate being a man

My First Pimpout From A Great Friend
Now Apearing...One of the greatest guys on FubarOne of the bestfriends you could ever have Above is his profile link...He is also a bomberSo go rate and fan himAdd him also you wont regret it So come on everyone go show him a lil special lovin... MakeMePurrr...@ fubar /> (repost of original by 'MakeMePurrr...' on '2008-02-25 05:51:53')

Another A Hole
Well... what a way to start the week. I had a guy who obviously did NOT read my profile (# 16 in my FAQ specifically) who commanded me to go to his NSFW pics and rate them for him through the shoutbox. I replied back to him and just asked him to read my FAQ list, especially #16. He comes back and calls me a whore and all sorts of things and then blocks me so I could not respond. Some guys on here ... just born jerks I guess... or perhaps it is a learned trait.

So In Love
so Kyle and I have been back together for over 3 months and things are going great. I have never been so in love with him. He's opened up so much to me and it seems like its just easier to talk to him now. He asked me to marry him at christmas, but I don't know when it's going to happen. We aren't planning anything big. Just the court house and a family dinner afterwards. I really can't wait to be his wife. Other than my kids he is the best thing in my life. I don't know how i let him go in the first place. Just naive i suppose. None of that matters any more though. We are together and happy. I know our little one Walker loves having him around. He is becoming more of a daddy's boy everyday. My oldest son Lucas is getting quite attached to him also. I just hope that now we are happy nothing tries to get in the way. He has a lot of bitches from his past and they always seem to get in the way of things. Not this time. Hes mine for life!!!!!!

I'm Feeling Really Down Right Now....
hurting myself might be on the agenda... don't know yet. part of me is debating going away from everything. but then i'll hurt the people i love, but the problem is that usually, people who get involved with me get hurt... and i don't want them to get hurt. I've already recieved a text from a friend saying that i'm responsible for them having depression... usual crap then yeah.... whatever

Just Some Things That Kinda Eeerk Me...
1. never..ever wear a buttom up shirt with out a t-shirt underneath. 2. tappered jeans were outlawed in like 1987...quit going to the black market to buy them..ugh. 3. on the same lines...if you are going to buy tappered jeans...do not wear work boots with them... 4. never, ever, ever...wear flip flops in public!! 5.You should have atleast one pair of nice khakis in your closet...and wear them! 6.just because donald trump gets away with the comb over doesnt mean you can. 7. women do NOT like to hear that they are your one and only after only one phone conversation.(makes you sound nuts!!) 8. if you start something...make sure you finish it. have a good day!

This Was Entertaining...
Body: Here's how it works:1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box3. Use only the first page4. Copy the html and paste for the answer1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 2. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?4. WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH?5. WHAT BAND ARE YOU CURRENTLY LISTENING TO?6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE?7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK?8. WHAT KIND OF PHONE DO YOU HAVE?9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?10. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?11. WHAT DO YOU LOVE MOST IN YOUR LIFE?12. WHAT IS ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF?13. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?Torrance,CA14. WHAT DO YOU HATE?15. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?

Omg This Is Funny!!!
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have b

6 Truths Of Life
6 Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. Sorry about this I was An Idiot too, And Neeeded Company..

The Day The "dream" Died
January 6, 1964, was a long day for Martin Luther King Jr. He spent the morning seated in the reserved section of the Supreme Court, listening as lawyers argued New York Times Co. v. Sullivan, a landmark case rising out of King's crusade against segregation in Alabama. The minister was something of an honored guest: Justice Arthur Goldberg quietly sent down a copy of Kings account of the Montgomery bus boycott, "Stride Toward Freedom," asking for an autograph. That night King retired to his room at the Willard Hotel. There FBI bugs reportedly picked up 14 hours of party chatter, the clinking of glasses and the sounds of illicit sex--including King's cries of "I'm f--ing for God" and "I'm not a Negro tonight!" Note: What is not mentioned in this article is that Martin Luther King was having sex with three White women, one of whom he brutally beat while screaming the above mentioned quotes. Much of the public information on King's use of church money to hire prostitutes and his beatin

My Brothers Cottage...
i built this cottage for my brother in 2002. 6 years later he wanted to add on to the kitchen a bit. came up with the idea for a backslash of pennies. been an interesting project so far and still alot to do but i will add pics as i go!!!

Lost
All of my life I've always been independent. I never got to have someone else do things for me. I have a co worker who's mother still washes, folds, and puts away her laundry. I've been doing my own laundry since I was about 12. But why is it that I always find myself drawn to someone who isn't their? I end up feeling like I need to be with someone who isn't there for me either physically or emotionally (or both). I always end up with people that will verbally say they want me and want to be with me...but thats it. None of them show that they want me so I never feel it. Perhaps I'm the only one I know that feels this way. Maybe I'm horrible at reading someone so I end up thinking they mean and feel more for me then they do. Perhaps I lead myself on just to let myself down in the end. Life confuses me...

If Only You Could See
If Only You Could See by Bob Gallagher This isn’t supposed to be happening, I can’t believe it’s true. Even though it may sound silly, I can’t help falling in love with you. You have the body of a god, Enchanting green eyes, And the perfect brown hair. Just the sight of you makes me weak. If only you could see me, The same way I see you. We could be together forever, In a paradise for just us two. When I look into your eyes, I see the heaven that I long to be a part of, As I would be in a state of joy and comfort. I want you to know I love you with all my heart, If only you could see.

He's Supposed To Be The President :(
PARIS (Reuters) - A video of French President Nicolas Sarkozy telling a bystander to “get lost” has become a hit on the Internet. Sarkozy was filmed by a journalist from the daily Le Parisien on a walkabout at the annual farm fair in Paris on Saturday. Sarkozy offered his hand to a man who said: “Don’t touch me, you are soiling me.” In reply, Sarkozy said, without dropping his smile: “Get lost, dumb ass.” he's not my friend, that's for sure; now i feel less and less lonely when saying that ;)

A Sweet Time
Last night we were one so very close, I want you to slide in and send me a lethal dose. Until I feel your heat and taste your sweat, I will stay closed for business figure I'm lying, lets bet. Every erection I feel brings you closer to the prize, feeing you in me I want to feel more of your size. Hold me with your arms I won't ever fight, best damn ride ever I'm flexable and tight. Caressing your sculpted frame creates a good driving thrust, I'm sure we can make this the best of lust. Fucked low and lucky, Sweet time thats free.

Cool Change By Little River Band...
This song has always spoke to my soul! The footage in this video is so awesome...and I so want to swim with the dolphins one day.... maybe even the whales! My soul has always felt a kindred to the sea...is that strange?

Monday Februaary 25th, 2008 11:05 Am
well things could not be peachier..another lonely day in an apt. sitting and reading abouty how everyone is with their love of their lives lol am actually happy for them but i guess some are more opened to tell everyone in the world about the happiness they are living oh well...so be it

Big Brother After Dark
OMG, did anyone watch Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime last night? My husband and I watch it a few times a week. It is filmed live in Los Angeles so it comes on at 9:00 for us and midnight for East Coaster's. There have been some funny ones like them all getting into a fight and ganging up on Amanda and Josh calling her a Fucking Cunt a million times. I kind of felt bad for Amanda but it made for good tv, that is for sure! What was funny is the night before, they were all loving to each other and then the next night....BAM, they were all screaming at each other. Oh what a difference a day makes! So last night, we were laying in bed and watching the show and Chelsea and Natalie were going to put on a strip show for everyone. So they went up stairs, put tons of make-up on and got naked in afront of the camera's for the world to see! Then Josh came up and decided to join them (he is gay) and he was wearing a candy thong. Hilarious! The rest of the gang sat in the ro

Love On The Net !!
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Salutes And Cheating
***SCRAPPER'S BLOG DATED 6 FEBUARY 2008*** This is just an FYI. If you submit a fake salute that is OBVIOUSLY fake. You WILL be shown the door. If you have multiple accounts that are set up for cheating, you WILL be shown the door or reset. If you CHEAT on referrals, you will be reset. We have anti fraud detection in place. You may think you are getting away with it, but you will be reset soon ;) Please read our terms of service!

I Wanna Fly
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

~just Some Thoughts~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Just Some Thoughts~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you ~"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." ~"People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." ~"Immature love says, 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says, 'I need you because I love you.'" ~"You have not lived until you've found someone worth dying for." ~"What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us." ~"Sex is like math: a

Wohoooo Got My Sister To Join !!!!
Hey all .. My Sister Lisa just joined us here ... Take a min or two to stop by and show her some Luv !!! Make sure to tell her I sent you HUGS***** She'll have a pic on there soon enuf lol Wen :) Watersign@ fubar

Csi's Going Off The Air
They are trying to take the csi's off the air. So to make this a mum I don't think that they should take it off because there is alot of people that loves it & watches it every day i know that i watch it & love it so what do you all think?

Newspaper Ads
These are actual newspaper ads. FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES . . . Part German Shepherd, part stupid dog FREE GERMAN SHEPHERD 85 lbs. Neutered. Speaks German. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat; been out a while. Better be a reward. YOUNG COWS: NEVER BRED $300 Each . . . Also 1 gay bull $250. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby GEORGIA PEACHES, California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300 WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE. Worn once by mistake. $375 Call Stephanie. (And the best one) FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica. 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1,000 or best offer. No longer needed, got married last month. Wife knows everything.

Nothing But A G Thing
Are you hitting the spot for her in bed? Well… it depends. New research confirms that the G spot really does exist and pushing her button the right way will trigger an elusive vaginal orgasm – but not all women appear to have this pleasure point. In the study, doctors took ultrasounds of 9 women who said they had vaginal orgasms and 11 who said they didn’t. The scans revealed thicker tissue on the front vaginal wall of women who were able to orgasm without simultaneous stimulation of the clitoris. Women who don’t have a G spot can still have a regular orgasm through clitoral stimulation. But if she does have the G, you can take her O to new levels with a few simple tricks.

Shit Happens Yet Again.....
life is bullshit anymore.... just lost another buddy over the weekend. i hate this fucking shit. people around me are dieing or im friends with someone who is having to deal with a death. im tired of this shit.......its just not right...... and please dont tell me all about yoru "god" this and that bullshit either!!!!! this was just plain wrong!!!!!!!!

The Spirit Of The Wolf
I've always seen the Wolf as an earth spirit (as opposed to air, water, fire) because it seems so grounded. I don't know if that's how others see it, though. Wolf has a wild, natural spirit that speaks as much of family and community as it does of predatory impulses and primal instinct. I've never thought of the Wolf as evil or malevolent but as a naturally wild, instinctive force of nature. It feeds when its hungry, it attacks when it feels threatened. Wolf is one of the natural, instinctive, primal forces within us all that must be tempered with our human conscience, spirit and intelligence. I think the Wolfspirit speaks to so many of us because it speaks of freedom, a return to basic instincts and a wild spirit that appeals to those parts of ourselves we have closed off by living in cities and by devoting ourselves mostly to our working lives. It's that part of ourselves we need to find and bring back into our lives in order to achieve some sort of balance.

Crowe
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Crowe 008 Triple A Enforcer Lead
ZOOM ON IN TO?!?!?! WE HAVE THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME CROWE 008 (TRIPLE-A TEAM LEAD) FOR SOME AWESOME TUNES, GREAT CHAT..AND!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF LAUGHS!!! DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ KULVIR~*~ (Lead DJ) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA~*~ ~*~DJ GREENMOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ HAWKEYE~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND LISTEN FOR A BIT... YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THAT HOME AWAY FROM HOME YOU'VE BEEN WANTING... THE DRAMA FREE ZONE... WHERE YOU

Update
for those that know what my life has been like it has only taken a turn for the worst lately the man i thought would treat me so good is sitting in jail for sending me to the emergency room last month and im afraid he will be getting out soon and im stuck here

One With Wolf
Follow me to another place and time A place of harmony 'midst wolf and his kind As day ends and night begins to fall ... Off in the distance, I hear my brother's call A wolf spirit trapped in human skin I long to run with my wolfen kin As my brother's howl comes within range 'Neath the stars, my body begins to change ...

Thoughts
To all the memories made... My love shall never fade... I see the sparkle in your eye, I know I made you cry... To see that perfect someone... a dream come true... To watch what we could have had... Fade and trickle through To see you with another... a knife in the heart... Hoping, praying,and wishing we were never apart... True love... a brave and beautiful thing... Silent is the pain, Leaving that black stain... Why me? Why now? Is there some way i can turn this all around.... I see the end in sight... I thought about that night... You were mine for a while, at least I made you smile... I hold you in my dreams, I hold you in my heart... Try to think of ways, we could have changed things from the start... The sun is rising, another new day... In my dreams you never go away... I've lost you, never had you from the start... So why in the world is this still breaking my heart... Another love, another day, I never wanted you to go away... Your gone now, the end is near

Only He Knows The Way
With every stroke of his hand the closer we become. He knows what i crave and what i need to be. He understands me when at times I dont understand me. Thats why he has me and he will probably always will. He was brought to me by the force of the powers to be. Only he can see what is in the depth of me. This is what makes a Master a Master. He knows what needs to be done for his sub/slave and he does it. He leads them where they need to go and how to get there. To some they will never understand this life thats because they where not chosen for this path. For i was and i embrace it with all i am . And when he comes to call I will smile and go willing into his open arms!

Pain And Trust
I walk into the room knowing he lerks there. Thinking to myself how do i get out of this one. Then quick and silent he is upon me. Then as soft as possible a whisper comes to my ear "Did you really think I wouldnt find out?". I knew not to answer my time had came for i really do believe i brought upon this myself. As i wait for that familier feel of his paddle across my skin. For i do love this part. But i know some of you readers could never understand but this is the ultament trust you can give another.

Nosy People
Is what i want to know how is that my family can just go through my stuff on the computer with out using the home computer im looking for answers if someone could help me and please show me how they are doing it and find things out,that would be a great help for me because im so tired of people getting on my nerves and going through my stuff,so im asking anyone out there could please help me out and so that i can get to the bottom of this once for all,Please leave me answers and i"ll be glad to get back to you.I just need help all at once thank you

You Came Into My Life
You came into my life Like a soft summer breeze. The moment almost passed It swept by with such ease. Though brief the encounter It awoke thoughts of you. Your lips touched mine Like a soft morning dew. But what started so gently Soon grew in strength. I shivered and trembled I knew what this meant. A desire within me To be close to you. I felt bewitched i was lost in you and foever will be cuase my heart belongs to you.

My Vip
This Thank you goes to Heather, She Bought me this VIP for Valentines And I love it I have told her A bunch Thank you. I wanted to write her A Thank you so everyone knows how much this means no how Much she means to me. Thank you Heather (Eyes_Ta_Di_4)

Don't Give Up
Have you ever wondered of true love? Stared out in great above? Wondering if someone was meant for you? Days go by, still love untrue All alone you spend another day On your knees you begin to pray asking god, what can i do To find a love, one so true Praying for a long while And still no happiness, or a smile finally giving up on this "love" thing that god "failed" to bring .............................. But WAIT!! Who is this? A girl with the sweetest kiss!! Days are changing, happiness shows and the love, how it grows Thanking god, for helping you choose This wonderful love, youd rather die then lose For this love, she has all of your heart great thing you never gave up on love from the start never give up on what you love go down with a fight til the end cause you just might make it...

Video:gorillaz:clint Eastwood
=================================================== I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless,but not for long The future is coming on I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless, but not for long The future is coming on It's coming on It's coming on It's coming on Yeah... Ha Ha! Finally someone let me out of my cage Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age Now I couldn't be there Now you shouldn't be scared I'm good at repairs And I'm under each snare Intangible Bet you didn't think so I command you to Panoramic view Look I'll make it all manageable Pick and choose Sit and lose All you different crews Chicks and dudes Who you think is really kickin' tunes? Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube Like you lit the fuse You think it's fictional Mystical? Maybe Spiritual Hearable What appears in you is a clearer view cos you're too crazy Lifeless To know the definition for what li

More Stupid Killeen Criminals
It seems Mr Lutz lifted the managers keys and was gonna come back later and rob d'place. Now Mr Lutz has a warrant out for his arrest. Should you know him, $1000 awaits you at TIPS......Go ahead, call it, and help us out. Here's another idiot. 20 year old Miguel seems to have bigger problems than his sparkling clean record revealed to cops. They let him go, until. Only after letting him go did they matched the serial number of the plasma screen in the back of his Ford Ranger, to one that was stolen from somebodies house just down the street. Again, here's a crime stoppers moment. Hey, what can I say. KPD needs all the help it can get.

Been Sick
Call it luck or call it alabama crud but its been hitting the alabama state like wildfire. Im just now getting over it so hopefully no one else will get it. Hope everyone had a great valentines day. Ill be hitting everyone thats near and dear with a special thing this week so be patient. Hugs to all my friends that cared and left comments or messages. Thanks southern gentleman

Just A Bad Day...
I hate it when these bad days come...it's just difficult to smile about anything. I can't help but be irritated on these days. And it's tough cuz I don't have anyone to talk to as EVERYONE seems to have something going on in their lives...ugh. I need a friend. All well tomorrow will be better.

Getting Your Car Stuck
Now, this is something that I don't recommend... is trying to drive your car around someone else's when the ground is wet!! Well, like Brittany Spears, you guess it "oops! I did it again"! Yes, like a dumb ass I did it and got my car stuck.. And it is still stuck.!! I have to wait until the ground freezes or until it dries out to get my car unstuck... Talk about having a blonde moment!!! I did

It Looks Good
I THINK THAT THINGS R GOING TO START GOING FOR THE BETTER. I AM RID OF THE WIFE, I GOT A NEW JOB AND I'M LIKING IT, WE OPEN THE BAR BACK THURSDAY NIGHT SO I START WORKING NIGHTS ALSO. SO THINGS GOING TO GET BETTER I KNOW

My Now Ex Boyfriend Is Retarded...
My now ex boyfriend is retarded.. who the hell drives 5 hours to see his girlfriend to only turn around and hangout with the friends he came out with for 8 hours without me??? does that make any sence??? Well fuck him now..I'm done with him.. I need a man not a little boy who still likes to play with his friends rather then his girlfriend... humm.. 8 hours of sex with your girl..or 8 hours of playing on the XBOX 360??

"if I Could Stick A Knife In My Heart-suicide Right On Stage!!"
yeah--i finally landed a gig at the premier long island venue-the Crazy Donkey on 3/27 at 10.45pm. this is a once in a lifetime thingy for me--lots of 'popular' and 'good' artists have played here over the years--and now--well--me i so need people to come down here--i know i'll never get the chance to play there again-so i'm not just gonna play my 4 song -20 minute set and leave the stage like i never even been there. i'm gonna rig up my fiddle bow not only with a guitar slide--but with a knife--during 'Public Suicide'--i'm gonna hurt myself on the stage--maybe real bad--maybe more--i may break a beer bottle and use that--it will all be good--i will execute judgement on myself in front of everybody--i want the press to be there--i want everybody to be there--even my enemies--the ones who managed to keep me off the good stages in new york--this will be great--remember iggy pop or the late gg allin--i want the press to be there--and if you can be there--i would love that-- if you l

Saying Goodbye For A While!
I'm going to be off the site for a while! I have an operation coming up and I wont be able to log on and chat with my friends on here! But where I need help lies with a comment contest that I entered! I need 10,000 comments with no time limit and my reward is an one month VIP! If you would like to, please help me achieve my goal of 10,000 comments! The link is below and any and all help is appreciated! Thank you so very much with this! I wont forget anyone who helps me, either!

Make Me Feel Like A Woman
On a transatlantic flight, a plane passes through a severe storm.. The turbulence is awful and things go from bad-to-worse when one wing is struck by lightning. One woman in particular loses it. Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane and wails "I'm too young to die!" Then she yells, "Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?" For a moment, there is silence. Everyone has forgotten their own peril. They all stare .. riveted, at the desperate woman in the front of the plane. Then a cowboy from Texas stands up in the rear of the plane. He is handsome, tall, well built, with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. He starts to walk slowly up the aisle .. unbuttoning his shirt. One button at a time........ No one moves................. He removes his shirt................ Muscles ripple across his chest.......... She gasps...................................

Silver Fears
Shadowed fan blades spin in moonlight Silent and eerie in the dead of night The wind whispers of long lost dreams And ghosts wait to be discovered just out of sight Close your eyes and pretend to sleep Pretend to ignore them as shadows creep Wait for the dawn and the relief it brings From silence cold and darkness deep The moonlight falls heavy and silver on your face Following its nightly path as your eyes keep pace There’s so much beyond this deathly night Think of it and make your still heart race The morning comes with its golden tears Sweeping away all of the nights silver fears Feel the warmth of light on your trembling skin As the moonlights song fades from your ears

Being An Army Wife
Being an army wife is the hardest job Ihave ever had, but I love and support my hubby more then anything ,and will continue to support him in whatever decison he decides to make for our lives, I could not be more proud of him for the sacrficies he has made and continues to make. Having him gone the past twelve months has been a learning experience and I have learned not to take the little moments for granted, and that alot of things are not worth fighting over. I hope that when he comes home that I will be the best wife and friend he has ever had because i love him more then anything and only want to make him as happy a she has made me. Please continue to pray for his safe return and the safe return of all of out service men and women. a proud army wife

Take Me There!
There’s a place in your heart, nobody's been, Take me there. Things nobody knows, Not even your friends, Take me there. Tell me bout your momma, your daddy, your hometown, Show me around, I want see it all, don't leave anything out I want to know, everything about you. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind that pretty stare, Take me there. Your first real kiss, your first true love, DR You were scared. Show me where, You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. I want to roll down main street, the back roads, Like you did when you were a kid What made you who you are, Tell me what your story is. I want to know, everything about you. And I want to go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams, and wishes live, Where you keep the rest of your life hid, I want to know the girl behind that pretty

Hello Family And Friends
Just letting you all know that I have not left I am just taking a leave of absence. Some know and some don't but my mother passed away on Feb 15, 2008 and I am still dealing with the loss. Please don't delete me as a friend I will be back when I get myself and all her things in order. I thank you for your friendships and I hope to talk to you all again real soon! Much Love To All, L~

I Still Don't Know Why
I cried myself to sleep last night another page in an endless fight it seems we just go round and round and neither one of us back down and I still don't know why I'm hiding nothing up my sleave No slight of hand, Just honesty I watched the love die in your eyes this lonely night is no surprise and I still don't know why

Orgive Or Forget
i debated on making this a mum or not and actualy im not in the mood for the negative mummers soooo ill jus make this blog. if you decide to post a comment id love to see it alright this is about my dad starting from day one he denied me from the get go wanted a blood test blazay blah yeah sorry ur a lucky winner of me im yours. from there was empty promises had me up and waiting for special trips to the park,pool etc and he never showed up. i got older id see him on the streets id stop say hi hed buy me a pop or chips never nothing more mind u my dad is in hmmmm manufacturing and distributing so he had money..i was always the one to call him,hunt him down litteraly. when my older sis was fed up n said F*** him i beged her to forgive him hes our dad so nooooow. im an adult i gave up didnt speak to my dad or even know where he lived for over 10 years... i have 5 possibly 6 sisters all by him 2 brothers i never met my brothers let alone even see a picture but i knew my sisters their

Tell Me.
I can't stop the way I feel You cannot tell me this is not real You can't stop who I want Tell me why I can't be blunt I cannot get over what you said Tell me that im not fucked in the head I cannot stop my constant thought Tell me im better off getting shot I cannot say that im wrong and your right Tell me that it's not worth it to fight I cannot let this go, it's not fair Tell me my emotions aren't there. I cannot help but push and shove Tell me I don't believe in love. You said we'd never make it through. Tell me then, why do I love you?

Three Things To Remember
This is for a special friend, you know who you are: Three things to always remember: 1. Who loves you? I do 2. Who will never play head games? I won't 3. Who will always be here for you? I will Any other questions see 1-3 I love you, Babe.

Day Of Not Going Right
I was embarassed at work today. my manager got an email from my regional that someone that had some in to my job had complained about how i appeared and everythin about me. great service but that stuck out like a sore thumb. I almost balled and ran out the office when my manager brought me in. i dont know what to do to get me to feel better about myself. i dont see what others see. i rather just look at the ground then look in a mirror? give feedback more tomorrow or later this week

I Wrote Your Name In The Sky
I wrote your name in the sky but the wind blow it away. I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in the sea but the fish took it away. I wrote your name in my heart But there it will forever stay. **note** this was copied, and is for *LDH*

Auction!!! Guys In Auction Need To Read This!
The auction ends today at 10pm central I will be gone part of the day but will be backin plenty of time to help promote but the guys in it REALLY need to push it hard today! Good luck guys!

Back On The Market!
Well, I'm officially back on the market, as soon as my wife draws up the divorce papers. So now, I have no earthly idea what I'm going to do about a place and a car! Oh well, I figure it out I guess! Love to you all that sill care about me!

Ashamed To Be Male
When I am allowed the privilege of viewing a female's NSFW pics and I choose to leave a comment I have to scroll down through all the other previous comments. It is then that I am ashamed to be part of the male gender. The level of the crudeness of most comments is apalling to me...I can only assume it is the same to these women and no small wonder why so many choose not to allow access. How these men(?) can possibly think that their vulgar and primitive remarks are going to turn on the women is beyond me. When I do leave a comment it is always complimentary and coming from a gentleman...perhaps that is what makes my generation so different than today...we were taught to respect women and to try to appeal to their self image...not make them feel like sluts. I have seen some pics that were very tastefully done while still being provocative and have praised the person for their originality and sensuality. I have read other comments on those very same pics that probably made the per

Enigma - Return To Innocence
Return To Innocence by Enigma Love - Devotion Feeling - Emotion Don't be afraid to be weak Don't be too proud to be strong Just look into your heart my friend That will be the return to yourself The return to innocence The return to innocence If you want, then start to laugh If you must, then start to cry Be yourself don't hide Just believe in destiny Don't care what people say Just follow your own way Don't give up and use the chance To return to innocence That's not the beginning of the end That's the return to yourself The return to innocence (The return to innocence )

Insanity Insight
Mirror, Mirror... I feel as if I've stepped through Alice's cracked mirror into a warped reality beyond anything even she could have dreamed... But if I'm the mirror, I'm the fairest, and reality is cracked, but so then am I. Cracked that is. From whence did this poisoned wormy apple come? From the tree? From the witch? Does my fate include being cast out and told to die, thrown into an eternal sleep from which there is no Prince to wake me... I'm lost, wandering barefoot through a hall of shattered mirrors and I can hear the shards scream as they pierce my flesh yet I wonder now if it was a scream of pain, or a scream of joy. For now they've tasted pain and they see that I've become as cracked as they have and in me, they find comfort. They understand that I will cry tears of blood while I carefully pluck them from my tender flesh and they believe; that it is "they" that I shall mourn, and not my own lost humanity. The walls, watching and reading my thoughts, smile, because they ha

Spoon River Anthology
Was published by Edgar Lee Masters around 1914. I was Quickly impressed with what I read and became a fan of the story. I had the privilege of running lights and build the set for a theaterical version of this story back in college. I am going to share any and all i can find from this piece. If you like let me know. . .If you are unfamiliar with the story it is centered around a small cemetery in Illinois where the spirits tell you of their lived and how they met their demise.

I Support Them
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brandy Date: Feb 18, 2008 8:48 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: LoserkidDate: Feb 18, 2008 3:36 AMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He d

Willard Fluke
My wife lost her health And dwindled until she weighted scarce ninety pounds. Then that woman, whom the men Styled Cleopatra, came along. And we -- we married ones -- All broke our vows, myself among the rest. Years passed and one by one Death claimed them all in some hideous form, And I was borne along by dreams Of God's particular grace for me, And I began to write, write, write, reams on reams Of the second coming of Christ. Then Christ came to me and said, "Go into the church and stand before the congregation And confess your sin." But just as I stood up and began to speak I saw my little girl, who was sitting in the front seat-- My little girl who was born blind! After that, all is blackness!

Deacon Taylor
I belonged to the church, And to the party of prohibition; And the villagers thought I died of eating watermelon. In truth I had cirrhosis of the liver, For every noon for thirty years I slipped behind the prescription partition In Trainor's drug store And poored a generous drink From the bottle marked "Spiritus Frumenti."

Some Things I Want To Say Anonymously.
I'm not naming names, and I won't tell you who it's about even if you ask. I just need to put some things out in the open. No matter how hard I try, I cant say it to certain people (yes plural) so for now I'm just getting it out. Make your assumptions, of who these are about, if you will, but it's most likely you are wrong. *sigh* of course this disclaimer does exclude Robin. Thank you for letting me borrow your strength. I needed it. I might need it again... possibly sooner than anyone wants. Keep it available k? In the least likely of places we found each other. And under the least likely of circumstances we've made it this far. Don't give up on me yet, I'm trying. I trust you. I didn't want to. I tried to hate you, but I can't keep you out. It's a weakness I know, but I'm really glad you found your way in. Don't let me down. Not for him. You have to stop. I can't handle it anymore. What more can I give you that I haven't already. Seriously, write this out for me bec

Heartless
In my hesrt i am alone wanting to fill it with love the love belongs to someone else I try to prevail emptyness still exists days turning to years and yet I am still not whole where do i turn? to you? i can't in my heart I am alone

This Is Some Of My Poetry... Feel Free To Comment... Or Judge Its Ok..
Amnesiac Dreamer.. Just a pinch a nudge to awaken me from this torment.. this reocurring nightmare that i cant seem to let go of.. im not going to do it again im not goin to let myself stumble into the abyss of nothingness just cause of an idea that has no foundation..its in my grasp i can feel it i can taste it success is mine tho i have yet to attain it. Im drowsy..my eyes heavy as my mind with thought...antisipation of the not knowing of whats to come next... every new dream floods my head teasing me as if the cure to save me from this were only to remember its contagious this everlasting virus that keeps me from progressing i long to not dream but to be healed, my wounds to close, my mind to rest... why does my memory escape me as my eyes see new day and if only to remember were to remain in my dreamlike state then never awaken me for here is where im happy not alive sick with the pain of deciet and no longer searching for the cure to my amnesiac existence..

Marriage!
Ok, so this is my opinion on marriage, if anyone cares. I have been married twice in my lifetime, and I WILL NEVER put myself through that drama ever again! Both times I was married it blew up in my face and BOTH TIMES THEY ENDED THE EXACT SAME WAY! I suffered through both of them, tho if you ask either ex, I am CERTAIN they would say that I didn't. That's the rules right? Disagree with the ex come hell or high water...anyways, marriage is nothin more than a divorce waiting to happen. I thought in all reality that I was doin the right thing tho. I was in love, happy....then I don't know one day my world fell apart, and to this very day I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL CAUSED IT TO HAPPEN. Don't get me wrong, I have moved on and everything, it just hits me from time to time and makes me wonder. Everyone who looks @ my pics on here sees why I left one of my marriages, and understand I suppose, but that hurt went a hell of a lot deeper than physical. That whole incident forever chan

Quicksand
Reality's gateway slammed shut behind me. I'm alone again... and my dog is an IDIOT. Seriously, she drank bleach today. *tissle giggle chuckle snort*- NO! REALLY! The fucking retard drank bleach today! And she's surely got something in her mouth again that she shouldn't. Where was I? Oh. Right. Alone. SOOOOO Alone. And now she's... growling at me and shoving an obliterated ratty ... soaked with mystery skunk sock at me. Do I want out of this? You bet your ass. I seriously may beat the EVER-LiVing-FUCK out of this dog. When I'm normally a very patient and sensible nonviolent person. But it gets kinda frustrating when a dog that has already been trained suddenly realizes it's almost your weight and thinks it can do whatever the fuck to you and your stuff, whenever the fuck. ...as we take a five minute break to ... seriously... fuck off. as we take a five minute break for the dog to burrow into me, climb on me and bark, and bite... and gnaw... and bark... and bark...

Random
So...really not much to update yall about... moved into our own lil studio apartment in good ol' Allentown, finally have a place of our own :) Just a lil start up place to save up money so we can get a 2bdrm when or after the baby gets here. he just got a job at the car wash and cant wait for landscaping season to start up...im happy for him he loves doin that and hes gonna get some decent cash for the landscaping job, so to make money till then..... Anyway....we're having our small ceremony in July and then having the big blow out with friends and family next Spring i believe...no date set yet just a general timeframe. We're happy together and that's good. I'm just hormonal and well, pregnant...so thats all i can say. I'm at my sisters right now in Jersey hangin out for a few days cuz i needed to clear my head...pregnancy stress is gonna drive me up the wall...we didn't have mins on the cell but he put minutes on it and we started talkin about what was bothering me

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With Women
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying to deflate he

Just Doing The Mom Thing
It seems like I don't slow down very often. With chemo I have to slow down on the weeks I have it but then I start feeling better and there I go again......this weekend the kids and I stayed busy. Saturday we went to an art class for the kids and then to Wal-Mart. I have to wear a mask when I am in public so we went running through Wal-Mart for the things we needed. Sunday we went to church and again the mask was worn. Sunday for lunch we, including Jeff, went out to eat lunch at a wonderful Japanese restaurant. It was so good~! After lunch we rode through a car lot and found me a car. My Explorer has had it and its on its last leg. I mean it is a 1996 with 235,000 miles on it so it has served its purpose! Driving home Jeff wanted to stop at the store for some ice cream (for the kids) and then he wanted some boiled peanuts so we ran by the vendor up the street. By the time we got home it was a little after 5 and I had to be back at church for choir practice at 6. So needles

Just Curious...
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... let's play "friends w/ benefits" It doesnt matter if they are taken, married, or single. You will be shocked who will reply! The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Judgemental People..lighten Up..
What is up with all the judgemental people. Nobody likes to be judged,so why do we do it to others? Is it to make ourselves feel better. It pisses me off when people judge other or even myself. I know in the past that I have judged some people and I seen how wrong it is to do that.But I can say honesty not anymore.I have been judged so many times for different reasons. People have tried to change me, control me, get me in trouble, hell even quite talking to me. We are who we are.. I don't have many friends but if i'm your friend, i'm one till the end. I won't judge you or tell you how to live your life. I may at times show concern for you but I would never turn my back on you. I'm always here ready to listen or lean on. Your my friend, lover, or whatever because you are who you are. That is what makes you special to me. So to all the judgemental people out there, lighten the hell up and don't bring down other who are happy, because your not!! Life is to damn short.....

Short Story
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside thecemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the cemetery.

Crabs
LOL Got you here didnt I!! A man boarded an airplane in St.John's Newfoundland , with a box of crabs. A female crew member took the box and promised to put it in the crew's refrigerator, which she did. The man firmly advised her that he was holding her personally responsible for the crabs staying frozen, and proceeded to rant and rave about what would happen if she let the crabs thaw out. Shortly before landing in Toronto, ON , she announced over the intercom to the entire cabin, 'Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in Newfoundland , please raise your hand?' Not one hand went up..so she took them home and ate them herself. Men never learn!

Pants Or No Pants...
I dont care who you are this is funny!!!!!! Mike was going to be married to Karen so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, "Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, Here - try these on." She did and said, "These are too big. I can't wear them. "I replied, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will." Ever since that night, we have never had any problems. "Hmmm," said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, "Here - try these on." She tried them on and said, "These are too large. They don't fit me." Mike said, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, "Here- you try on mine." He did and said, "I can't get into your pants." Karen said, "Exactly. An

A Womans Dream!
When Fred first noticed that his penis was growing larger and staying erect longer, he was delighted, as was his wife. But after several weeks, his penis had grown to nearly twenty inches. Fred became quite concerned. He was having problems dressing and even walking, so he and his wife went to see a prominent urologist. After an initial examination, the doctor explained to the couple that, though rare, Fre d's condition could be fixed through corrective surgery. 'How long will Fred be on crutches?' the wife asked anxiously. 'Crutches? Why would he need crutches?' responded the surprised doctor. 'Well,' said the wife coldly, 'you are going to lengthen his legs, aren't you?

Off Line
Just want everyone to know i am going to be off line for a while someone had broken in to my apartpemt when i was at work and stole my computer and everything...going to take me a lil while to get things back together and i will be moving here soon i hope take care and laters.... Satondra

Better Timing?
Now this one is not mine, and im sure almost all of you have seen it here or there. but it was given to me by a really amazing friend, whom i had not talked to in some time. I needed to be reminded of this. I have been struggling with alot of things in life, and its seems i forget the things that do matter. My daughters, My family, and the words here couldnt be more true. Thanks for the reminder Mark!!! When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the c

Death Of An Infant
Today is the 3rd anniversary since T.J.'s Death, this is a poem I wrote shortly after his death. Rest in peace my little one, I love you. Please accept my apologizes if I don't visit your pages today or feel like chatting, thank you! Death of an Infant I never had the chance to hold you Or to kiss you every night The chance to simply say, “ I love you”, Or to thank you for bring joy into my life. I never had the chance to sing to you To help comfort you each and everyday The many stories I would love to read to you Are just a memory away. I long to see your beautiful smile Or just to hear you laugh To change a simple diaper Or to hold you in my lap. I long to know your personality Wondering whether it be more like moms or dads The Lord gave you to us And for this forever memories we have. I finally got to hold and kiss you I even read to you today I told you that I loved you In each and everyway. I can actually hea

Under The Influence
Ok so im banging this chic in a car in a school parking lot late at night next thing I see is a bright light, I thought either she has the whitest ass in the world or it's the cops, well come to find out she tans naked and it was a police officer.In full humping motion i'm asked by the officer to step out the car I told him in a shaky tone i'm cummin!! he said ok little did he know I was really cumming full out orgasm.Needless to say i was charged with disorderly conduct not by my sexual performance mind you but I guess fucking in empty parking lots is offensive, so once in court the judge asked what I was thinking to do such a thing I told him I was an alcosexamaholic he said and whats that?I replied i drink till i'm fucked sir but realized that wasn't the right thing to say to the judge so I decided to plead the fifth and wondered if I pleaded the fifth would he know i've been drinking.

Michael Clayton
This is not a movie genre that I ordinarily go to but it looked really good and it was also nominated for several awards so I thought I'd check it out. The way the movie is done can be a bit confusing but it all works out. It's almost like the movie keeps moving forward and then it goes back a couple of steps so this way you have a better understanding of the story. This is done at the beginning of the film and at other points as well. All in all I thought the movie was very well done. The cast was incredible. As far as George is concerned a lot of his roles have really played up on his good looks but this one certainly did not. His character is tired, frustrated, and just wants out of what he does. See it...I think you'll really enjoy it.

5 Lessons
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One nig

Definitely, Maybe
This was a very sweet movie. The story is of a soon to be divorced father telling his daughter the story of his 3 great loves and she has to figure out which one is her mother. Ryan Reynolds played his character beautifully. He was wonderfully awkward, unsure of himself, and charming. Most of the time romantic comedies focus on the woman's side but this movie didn't. It was of a sensitive man who wanted the love of his life. It is definitely a refreshing point of view. For anyone who loves romance this is a great one to see.

Great Grandma
So full of life, she never aged in my mind Such painful last breaths..I know she wouldn't want me to cry I wear the locket around my neck..In hopes that i won't soon forget All those things she wanted me to hear..She went to the heavens without a fear. So what do I remember from the sweetest woman I ever knew..? She showed me true love from 1942..she always said It'll be alright I never remember a single fight.. She loved her bird and dogs alot..her Elvis songs she never forgot I remember when I was only two..she gave me cookies..always knew what to do. She had a mountain girl type of drawl..she would gaze toward the cookie jar and say that was all.. She didn't have much and that was just fine..she humbled me well..to appreciate that dime They built their own house on love it still stands I only wish she were here I could hold her shaking hands She lost her little girl some 18 years ago..now their toghether again this I know.. She showed me a g

You Can Own Me... Whhhaattt!!!
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If I Had Eyes By Jack Johnson
If I had eyes in the back of my head I would have told you that You looked good As I walked away And if you could've tried to trust the hand that failed * You would've never been hungry But you never really be The more of this or less of this or is there any difference or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore Sometimes time doesn't heal No not at all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes like that It won't let me in Always looking out Lot of people spend their time just floating We were victims together but lonely You got hungry eyes that just can't look forward Can't give them enough but we just can't start over Building with bent nails we're falling but holding, I don't wanna take up anymore of your time Time time time Sometimes time doesn't heal No not all Just stand still While we fall In or out of love again I doubt I'm gonna win you back When you got eyes l

What You Thought You Needed By Jack Johnson
Well I cant give you everything you want But I could give you what you thought you need A map to keep beneath your seat You’ll read to me in time I’ll get you there But fold it up so we don’t find our way back soon Nobody knows we’re here We could park the van and walk to town Find the cheapest bottle of wine that we could find And talk about the road behind How getting lost is not a waste of time The water mole will take us home And in a moment we will sing as the forest sleeps It’s all for the sake of arriving with you Well its all for the sake of arriving with you Well I will make the table into a bed The candle is burning down its time to rest Can’t take back things already gone I could give you promises for keeps And I would only take them back If they become your own and you give them to me And its all for the sake of arriving with you Well its all for the sake of arriving with you We could make this into anything We could make this grow and becom

Meddlers
just something that's been going through my head--- meddling bitches go away. you had your chances, now go and play. short and to the point. not about anyone specific. just a general that can be used for many in anyone's life.

Deer Camp
Four guys were at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. The other two said, 'Man, what happened to you?' He said, 'Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night.' The next night it was the second guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all bloodshot. The other two said, 'Man, what happened to you? You look awful!' He said, 'Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night.' The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. 'Good morning,' he said. The other two couldn't believe it! He looked rested and wide awake. They

30 Years Of Marriage
After 30 years of marriage, this couple was lying in bed one evening, when the misses felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite some time. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back. He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf.Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and became silent. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, "Honey, that was wonderful. Why did you stop?" I found the remote," he mumbled.

Attention Pitbull Mafia!!!
Ok for the time being everyone please no more bombing!!! We want to see all of you on MzMic rating her pics and stash till you all max out... MzMic is trying to godfather and she has helped us bomb so many times and has given this family alot so with respect and love I want you all to do the same... Perky agrees with me on this gang so let's do it!!! ~MzMic~ (Taken by MikeS) Sisters4Life@ fubar

The Penis Wants A Raise.....lmao
THE PENIS WANTS A RAISE* I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1-------- I do physical labor. 2.------- I work at great depths. 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5.--------I work in a damp environment. 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7.------- I work in high temperatures. 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. Reply: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take init iative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to star

Understanding...
i really dont understand it. Why is it, that when you have nothing left to hold on to. The whole world turns their back against you. I moved to Florida with the intentions of my life becoming something much greater than it was. And since i've been here. The world has smacked me in the face. And turned their back. My only true friend here is my mother and my boss. They are the only ones i can truly talk to. All my "friends" from high school, they dont even care if i still exsist. I tried to keep in touch, but obviously i wasnt important enough to them to call me back or come by and see me. I just hate it. The one person that was always there for me is my only TRUE best friend and she lives 2,000 miles away from me now. I really dont know how to handle all of this anymore....

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Me Me Me
as you all know by now im heather im 23 f zanesville ohio i am known to be loco and as people tell me dangerous is my middle name i am goth and love it i have 8 piercings guess where aha ha ha ha anywaz i am a real drinker i dont drink beer though um yuck i drink liqour whiskey all the real shit and i am no light weight at all i remember everything when i drink to so i have no excuse when i do dumb shit im a nympho i love sex a lot pain is my middle name the more pain the more exotic and outragous i get while having sex i love to be bit and sucked on i love to cut and draw blood im a real freak on top of being bi sexual to yea i do have naked photos and i am debaiting on putting them on here i dont know yet if i will or not though i am a heavy set girl but i know im beautiful i get told that shit every day by someone new (it actually gets old) i love to dance and drink im a flirt and tease that def knows how to please well this is a lil about me get at me to find out more kisses

Another One :)
L'été : les vieux cons sont à Deauville, les putes à Saint-Tropez et les autres sont en voiture un peu partout. (Michel Audiard) Summer: old asses are in Deavuville, whores are in Saint-Tropez; all other ones are in their cars, almost everywhere else) lol i love that one

My Own Bed Of Roses
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Haters.....
Well this is my first blog on fubar.... I just decided to blog because I found it funny that some of these haters (whom show way more then I did or ever intend to on the internet) decided to report a clevage shot as NSFW.... Quite personally I think its funny because Shes just mad because I said that I didnt think even pimpin herself out she would make enough money for her ransome on her mumm..... Of course you will always have haters in this world....

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 23. Are you g

Will Be Back Soon
Ok just to let you all know I’m in New York and I’m on my way to New Mexico it’s a long story. But it’s something I have to do I need to find something out. I hope to be back soon sometime in the next week or 2. I’m sorry for this most of the time I at lest tell someone but I know I did not this time and I’m sorry. I love you all can keep the lights on for me lol.

Shut Up And Get Me Another Coors Light
technology has had a tremendous impact on our society. there was a time when the internet was used almost exclusively by those who know what telnet is. thankfully, the availability of broadband internet coupled with the plummeting cost of hardware has enabled even the most obtuse among us to access the vast amount of information available on the web. it also allows billy bob to look at your "nekkit pichers" during halftime. the internet has indeed become mankind's most noble achievement.

Ever Been This Drunk???
A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again -- - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he

Self-reliazation
When I was younger, I would pose for pics. Cute poses, serious poses, whatever. I had no problem with it. In the last handful of years, forget it. I'd say since around highschool. If someone else was in the pic with me, that would be one thing. I still wouldn't quite know what to do, but it was easier. But if I'm alone in the pic, forget it. I feel stupid. I hate that, but I don't know how to not feel that way. I know I'd have some more interesting pics if I didn't feel this way, but oh well... maybe I'm not meant to be a "poser." Perhaps there are too many out there already!

Heart's Journey
This is yet another somewhat cheesy attempt at poetry...lol Thanks in advance for tolerating my wimsy. (wink, wink) & Please feel free to leave comments....I LOVE COMMENTS...lol ********************* His sensual, masculine, intoxicating words linger still in her ear; Her heart longing to believe his words, but yet seems frozen in fear A longing within to discover and know, will this man be the one? Or will her life once again just come undone? Her wits tell her to turn fast and flee; while her heart screams out NO, let's wait and see! This could be a journey of heartache and woe; or this could be, at long last her soul mate, but if the chance isn't taken, how will she know? How will she know?

Up Or Down Sex
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day.! The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, "Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady , "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate lo

Cam Girl Profile: Ferrari
The stunning, busty, beautiful young woman you see before you shares her name with an Italian sports car. Everyone meet Ferrari, a smoking hot Canadian in the ranks of FOUNDRY CAMS. Most recently, you have seen her prowling around in fishnets and her new pink FoundryMusic F*CK ME Shirt, and she managed to keep about an ounce of clothing on by the time the video was done. Ferrari took the time to answer our really dumb questions, and this is what they looked like when they came back... CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO READ THE INTERVIEW Then, with your free hand, you should HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH FERRARI LIVE!

Mental Health Day!!
Hi All... Yes indeed I took one of those days yesterday and believe me it was needed!!! Drove down to Portsmouth to visit a friend of mine, Jennah, at her house. She made us a fabulous lunch, light but very yummy. Then we drove down to Rye Beach and took a leisurely stroll along the shore. The sun was up and warm, the salt air smelled fantastic, good conversation and company!! On the way back to her house, we drove via New Castle Beach and stopped there for a bit as well. I had never been there, so new territory...giggles!! Once back at Jennah's, we decided to take a stroll through downtown Portsmouth as well. Stopped at a wonderful little Bakery there, had Hot Chocolate and a Briscotti!! Both where to die for, I am not sure if it was the fresh air that made it taste so good, or if indeed it was that Fantastic!! So I finally made it home about 6 pm last night, ate my supper and slept the best I have in a dog's age, dreaming of Spring and more Beach walks!! Wish you could have

Love For Me!!!
I walked half way across this town Singing in the pouring rain I knew someway somehow I had to see your smiling face Some people need some time Some people need their space But when you’re not in my arms You’re too far away (for) The love of a woman The love of a woman like you The love of a woman Theres nothing so strong and so true I prayed to God above And Ive searched my whole life through For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you My friends all ask me why I lay my heart on the line But somewhere deep down inside They know exactly why When it dont go like you plan Theres nothing that hurts so bad But when it works like it should Theres nothing on earth known to man (like) I prayed to God above And Ive searched my whole life through For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you

Why Is It All The Love Comes From The Kids?
http://www.temple-telegram.com/story/2008/02/21/47339 well as a few people might know my family has been going through a rough spot. About 3 weeks ago my cousin justin was in a single car accident in which he was a passenger that eventually led to him being paralyzed from the waist down. Read the story and you'll see the problem im having. These kids up and did something no one expected any high school kids to do. There are only 50 students in the Sr. class that donated and there has to be something we can do for them. Does anyone have any suggestions, ideas or just a brain fart that would lead into them having more then donating all their money to help some yokells who never saw this coming.

Hey Sexys
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Tuesday, February 26th 2008:1:11 Pm
well here it is another week, and still a peachy day out, sun is shining, and yet im still inside, and iam debationg spending my last $10 to get laundry money to do my laundry done. I am so bored.. i played some online games and was fun but now its gettin real tiresome, i come back here to a slow day online as well.

Don't Ever Stop Dreaming Your Dreams
Don't ever try to understand everything--- somethings will just never make sense. Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings--- when you're happy, give in to it. When you're not, live with it! Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better--- you might be surprised at the results. Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders. Don't ever feel threatened by the future--- take life one day at a time. Don't ever feel guilty about the past--- what's done is done. Learn from any mistakes you might have made. Don't ever feel that you are alone--- there is always somebody there for you to reach out to. Don't ever forget that you can achieve so many of the things you can imagine--- IMAGINE THAT!! It's not as hard as it seems. Don't ever stop loving, don't ever stop believing, don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

Club Kryptonite Now Hiring All Staff
If you enjoy good music and the conversation of others this is the lounge for you! Custom Glitter Text Also looking for staff contact Bobby or Josh for more infomation thank you... weewee1984nc (Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar Why Is The Rum Always Gone? ?(Co-Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar Custom Glitter Text ♥♪ ÐJ Ýankee Girl♥♪ Giantsfans wife owner of Excalibur Radio!!!@ fubar

Gun Safety (a Perspective From A Single, Divorced Woman's View)
I was asked by my brother Jamie to wrote a blog on gun safety, especially for women who are single and divorced. I too am a Southern, Divorced Mom of 2 teenage boys....I have lived in the country all my life and have been surrounded by guns, rifles, pistols, knives, of all types.....I can tell you that if you are single woman and do not know how to use a gun, or handle a gun, I would encourage you to do so....There's nothing more rewarding than knowing if you had to protect your- self with a gun, that you could without any hesitation..I grew up with my brother reading and leading about guns, and knives ...The makes, the types, the caliber, the velocity, but more importantly the proper safety that goes along with using a gun. I have shot many types of guns and I can tell you from personal experience that if you do not handle the gun properly you can hurt yourself......For instance with the highpowered guns and rifles , be sure to watch out for a hair trigger, and watch the pla

Hubby B-day
=== '~Hillary~' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-26 13:20:01'.. > > > > > > It's his B-DAY Check him out and leave some love!! > > > > ~Jesse~@ fubar > > Be sure to buy him a present for his B-day its his golden b-day!! He is 26 today!! > > > This bulletin brought to you by: > ~Hillary~@ fubar

Win A 7 Day Blast! The 2nd Annual Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest!!!!
What? The SECOND ANNUAL Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest... Salute ME, The Living Legend, in a sexy way. I will leave the creativity to you ladies - and yes, you must be a lady. However, these pictures CANNOT be NSFW (send the NSFW salutes to me privately, hehe.... no really). The winner will be determined by multiplying number of comments by the average rate by the number of people that have rated you (comments X rating X number of rates). Each of the 3 components of "lovin up" a picture are being accounted equally. Prizes? Winner receives a 7 day blast. 2nd Place will receive a 3 day blast. 3rd Place will receive a piece of bling. All entrants will receive gifts. When? I will be taking entrants names until midnight EST Friday, March 21st. At 5pm EST on Saturday, March 22nd, I will open up the contest folder and the games will begin. The contest will run 30 days until Tuesday, April 21st, at 5pm EST. Must-Read Rules - 1) I am keenly aware of people marking others

Va Weather
Ok just wanted to let everybody who didnt know that the weather in Va is crazy lol Besides the fact that about 2 weeks ago it snowed and the next day it was 85 then the day after rained it just seems so strange to me i mean im sure its rather normal but i just dont remember it fluctuating that much, just thought id let you all in on a little part of my life. I cant wait for warmer weather!

Who Am I
Who am I, I am just me. I am positive and free. I like just being me. Me, who can see the light, me who can make the world bright No such thing as gloom and doom Go away, I will not let you loom Just give me light and hope, I will not let you mope My light was so bright, that could not see that evil was standing right in front of me. Evil crept in and I gave it a room. How was I to know, this was my doom. I feed it and let it stay with us all. How was I to know it was going to fall? How could it fall my protector was near. My husband, my spouse he had my life. He as always been my protector so tried and true How was I to know it would be you? You who invited evil to stay Stay in our home and in our lives to play This evil that took my soul, my light. My light that was fill with so much hope and delight Hope is gone I now just sit and mope. I sit and I swallow so much pain….I just don’t think it will ever go away Pain so dee

For My Darker Friends
Yes, another pimpout. This is for my "darker" friends...not all of them are "dark" so to speak, but by names and pic's that they may have in their collection of pictures...They are great people and return love! Stop by and check them out (here they are in no particular order....:D) ~Pitbull~ Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar ~Pierced~ Pierced tattooed texas gurl R/L best m8 to aussiecraig1971 R/L sister to BB@ fubar ~Twisted~ Twisted&Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~@ fubar ~Dark Angel~ Dark Angel@ fubar ~And last but not least ~The Angelic Enigma~ The Angelic Enigma ~Protector to cRaZy BiTcH, D.A., Wenchie and BrownSugar~@ fubar i have pimped out some on this page before and some I have not. Sorry for the redundancy :P This pimpout brought to you by me : ♈ BrownSugar ♈ Protected by The Angelic Enigma ♈@ fubar

Baking Yummy Cookies
I am making cookies for tonight's class. We go to a class for "Parents with strong willed teens and troubled teens" every Tuesday night for a 10 week course. Each week a different group brings food for everyone. There are about 50 parents in this class. I volunteered to make cookies. One of the things I do really well is make cookies. Mine always turn out better for some reason. Not sure what it is I do? I do know that a lot of it has to do with the flour I use. I have always used Pillsbury. My husband was going to the store Sunday so I asked him to pick up some flour since we were low. He bought me Gold Medal because they don't sell Pillsbury in that store anymore. Now for sure I know I am sold on Pillsbury! I had to use the Gold Medal and my cookies are flat :(. They taste good but aren't the fluffy cookies I am used to making. Damn! I think I might need to make another batch too. It looks like 2 isn't going to be enough, especially if people et 2. They are ch

Life
Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much. I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.

Things A Man Should Never Do In The Company Of A Woman
By The Editors of Marie Claire Reveal how much your car cost. Clean your gun. Polish high school trophies (which you still have displayed). Refer to your mother as your best friend. Rap. Check out the assistant/roommate/the baby-sitter. Question her footwear. Blow-dry your hair. Tip less than 20 percent. Celebrity impressions. Impressions of her. Forget to carry cash. Flip it, flop it, swing it around, tug on it, adjust it, scratch it, or do anything that will remind us that it's just a goofy appendage and not a mystical source of pleasure and satisfaction. Wii. Boot and rally. Scream—at the dog, at the guy who just stole your parking spot, at Bill Belichick. Because, no matter how much Belichick deserves it (cheater!), when she hears you raise your voice, she has an idea of what she's in for. Talk about former exploits. Ever. Use the words bitch, slut, tramp, or whore, unless referring to another man. Tell her you're going to

Questions And Answers
(Q) What's the best form of birth control after 50? (A) Nudity ______________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? (A) 45 lbs __________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband? (A) 45 minutes __________________________________ (Q) What's the fastest way to a man's heart?' (A) Through his chest with a sharp knife. __________________________________ (Q) What do you call a smart blonde? (A) A golden retriever __________________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? (A) A southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage along with a recipe. __________________________________ (Q) What's the Cuban national anthem? (A) Row, row, row your boat. __________________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale? (A) A northern fairytale begins 'Once upo

Frank's Flying Fists Of Fury
there is only one reason why a sixteen-year-old boy would skirt the supposed "18+" age requirement on fubar - the hope of seeing a woman naked, and maybe even the opportunity of talking to a naked woman. unfortunately, most sixteen-year-olds have no clue how to impress a woman, and junior is no exception. he's got the bling, the blade, and the moves, but that moustache isn't going to fool anyone. and just wait until dad downloads the photos from the digital cam and sees half a dozen photos of junior's lil winkie. yup... his days on fubar are numbered.

"mod Of The Day"
"MOD OF THE DAY" IS RETURNING TO FUBAR...I WILL BE FEATURING ONE SPECIAL LADY PER WEEK WHICH WILL INCLUDE A NEW MOD FOR YOUR PAGE,A SPECIAL BLOG AND ALSO FEATURED ON MY PAGE ALONG WITH A SLIDESHOW...ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW AS YOU WILL ONLY BE FEATURED AFTER RECIEVING YOUR PERMISSION...THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK

Penis Tax
Subject: Penis tax The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around Unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is Pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has Two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2008, the penis will now be taxed According to size: The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5 " Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Omg, How Rude!
So just let me tell you what just happened. I’m in the bathroom at work, ya know, for obvious reasons, and I go to wash my hands. Now, before I wash my hands I always roll out some paper towels so I don’t have to touch the thingy when my hands are all clean and have to wash my hands again *since some women are gross and either don’t wash or only rinse* ewwww!! So, I turn the water on, naturally, and get all soapy and wash, and this other chick comes out of the stall, RINSES her hands, and walks across the bathroom, next to my sink, and pulls down my towel!! I was like wtf, she didn’t even apologize when I glared at her, pulled down more paper towels and washed my hands again. She’s lucky I took midol this morning or I may have jumped her, haha. I mean, how rude, and to only rinse, how nasty!

Save Yourself
Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you (I am just as fucked as you) I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

Tulsa's Angel----my New Fu-owner
Introbucing my new Fu-Owner Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW GoddessGo show her lots of luv

New Truck
Bought a new Chevrolet Silverado crew cab and returned to the dealer the next day because I couldn't get the radio to work. The salesman explained that the radio was voice activated. 'Nelson,' the salesman said to the radio. The radio replied,' Ricky or Willie?' 'Willie!' he continued, and 'On The Road Again' came from the speakers. Then he said, 'Ray Charles!', and in an instant ' Georgia On My Mind' replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy, and for the next few days, every time I'd say, 'Beethoven,' I'd get beautiful classical music, and if I said, 'Beatles,' I'd get one of their awesome songs. Yesterday, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed my new truck, but I swerved in time to avoid them. I yelled, 'Idiots!' Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks, with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums, Dan Rather on harmonica, Nancy Pelosi on tambourine, Harry

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and

Breaking The Pattern
Today is the 26th of February. On the 26th of December my car was totaled with me and my friend in it. Not my fault, but painful and a hassle. I just got the replacement check for it YESTERDAY! On the 26th of January I fell on a wet floor at work and shattered my wrist. My right wrist and yes, I am right handed. It took the work comp Doc 3 weeks before he decided I needed surgery to screw a metal plate in to hold the worst of it together because it wasn't healing and wasn't staying aligned like the ER Doc set it. That surgery was 12 days ago and I'm doing much better now. Today is the 26th of February SO, I'm hiding in the house. I'm not going downstairs to check the mail. I'm not going to take out the trash, I'm not even going to open the front door or step out on my balcony. I'm hoping that will break the pattern...

*does A Happy Dance* My Book Just Hit Amazon!! *dances With Everyone* Yay!!
Go Check it Out!! Thank you so much Reverend Freaknic for discovering this for me , I'm so excited, I didn't even know!!! I didn't think Amazon would have it until the 10th! Wooo party party! Just Click this Cover!ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 PublishAmerica Presents Precognitive Casualty by Mel “Pixi” Anderson Frederick, MD January 17, 2008 -- PublishAmerica is proud to present Precognitive Casualty: A book of profound revelations scribbled prolifically poetically premeditated through the art of rant and rhyme by Mel “Pixi” Anderson of Lakewood, Washington. Anderson considers this masterfully written book to be a coming-out party. “It is everything I have aspired to become as a poet and a writer,” Anderson said. “I found myself with this collection striving to push myself into creating my own form of poetry, a free flow

A Rose(for You)
a dozen roses i give to you my friend a gift that seems so small but they represent so much our friendship most of all a rose for the friendship a rose for the touch a rose for the trust we share our sharing means so much a rose for the kindness and the deep caring you show a rose for the comfort given when ive been feeling low a rose for the laughter how it makes your eyes shine a rose for the dreams we share its amazing how they intertwine a rose for the deep respect you give to me with ease a rose for the love we feel and how you wish to please a rose for your compassion that has helped me in so many ways a rose for bringing me sunshine that has brightened all my days the last rose is the best for it stands so proud and tall this rose represents you my best friend of all

Yea Im Baffled
okay im slow (self admitted) but i think this takes the cake......... this is a "Hot and Handy Bag" created for the purpose of keeping fried deli items crisp (supposedly) and also microwaveable if heaven forbid your food item has become cold after it sat under a heat lamp for about 5-6 hours. now i know were all different in respects to common sense but plz my god explain this this is the instructions for the hot and handy bag actually scratch that the "loading" instructions know this isnt new to me ive seen hacky sacks with instructions and i mean theres probably some asshole out there who dosent have a fucking clue as to the concept of kicking a knitted bean bag. that i can understand but in all my life did i never and i mean never assume that there was one person in the entire fucking world who would not know how to operate a god damn plastic bag lmao okay i got that off my chest thank you for oyur time i love you hunny kissss and im out....word

Matchbox 20 - Bent
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just phoning it in Just breaking the skin Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so

Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails - Terrible Lie hey god why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey god i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey god i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation comes only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey god can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to hey god, there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey god, i believed that promises, your promises and lies terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything terrible lie t

Everyone Needs A Sexy Soldier In Thier Life :d
I just won the greatest guy in an auction!!!! He's currently in Iraq and could use all the luv he can get!!! So stop by and leave some of yours!!! FU, owned by the fallen one@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World Brought to you by ~*~The Fallen One~*~Neon X-treem security~*~Mistress to Cola and Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angel@ fubar

Missing Fu-mail
I keep hearing the alert thingy saying I have a new fu message... but it is not showing them.. I have tried signing out of my account - and back in . I've even cleared my cookies...Soooooooo if you've sent me a message within the last few minutes - Im sorry for not responding - but if fubar sends me my messages I will get back to you ASAP.

My Rant. Its A Quick One.
lets get a few things straight... #1 just because im your "friend" on fubar does not mean im really your friend, nor does it mean i consider you my friend. odds are i just added you for the points. #2 im an asshole, get over it. dont like it? then delete me. period. #3 dont ask my opinion if you dont really want it.itll probably just piss you off. #4 no, i dont currently look like what the pics show, im actually about 25 lbs lighter than when i took those. #5 no, im not going to add new pics just to satisfy your curiosity. #6 i have a job, if i dont answer you, its probably because im working...or youre an ignorant twat and i just dont feel like listening about how your boyfriend jimmy (or john, or bob, or pedro or what the fuck ever)is treating you like shit...suck it up, dump jimmy and shut the fuck up. #7, im not paying you (even in fubucks) to see your tits, if i want to see your tits, ill look you up and wait til youre alone so i can bash you in the head

Courage
In our lives we hear or see many instances of courage. Below is a poingnant story of a young lady Carla Fleischmann Carly Fleischmann has severe autism and is unable to speak a word. But thanks to years of expensive and intensive therapy, this 13-year-old has made a remarkable breakthrough. Two years ago, working with pictures and symbols on a computer keyboard, she started typing and spelling out words. The computer became her voice. Carly writes about her frustrations with her siblings, how she understands their jokes and asks when can she go on a date. Therapists say the key lesson from Carly's story is for families to never give up and to be ever creative in helping children with autism find their voice. There are so many like Carla... some who have made it some who never will. Help them by understanding them!

Face 2 Face ...
How long do you have to wait- How long does it take to before you Allow your walls to start coming down- Before you allow someone into your heart? Is it that you have been burnt so badly that Subconsciously we don't allow ourselves the freedom to let go? Do we unknowingly do this so we can complain about All they wrong the other does, or did? Is there such a thing as thing as complete love of the heart and soul? When you look in my eyes, can you really hold my heart in your hands? Can your touch really embrace me, and know so much about me? Are your kisses really as sweet, as they send chills down my spine? I see the love in your eyes for me, I feel the love in your hands when you place them on my waist, When we are dancing, we are in own little world, We complete each other's sentences. We are best friends, You have been patient with me over the years, Everyone has told us how they see the love between us, Don't try to understand me, for I don't understand

The End
WATCHING THE SETTING SUN, RELAXING AND HAVING FUN. DEALING WITH THE FUTURE IS A BIG SURPRISE, I NEVER THOUGHT EMOTIONS COULD RUN THIS HIGH. WHAT A TRIP THIS HAS BEEN, I DON'T EVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN. NO PARTING SHOTS,NO MORE TEARS TO CRY, NO FAREWELLS JUST GOODBYE.

Update On Me, Going To Join A New Gym
well since im bored and no ones talking to me at the moment, i thought id update you all on whats going on with me, since i really havent done any new art for a while...been working ALOT, and i found today they built a golds gym very very close to where i live, so i went there today with the free week pass they sent me, got a good work out in. very nice place accully although i can tell its not fully done yet its still way better then the gym ive belonged to for years..so on saturday on my next day off i plan to go work out and join that gym..i really do need to work out more cuz lets face it im fat lol..well no not really just lost alot of the muscle mass i used to have and thats disapointing to me...sooo gotta get back in shape and become more healthy cuz lets face it my health sucks right now. anyways i think im done...no real need to comment on this but if u wanna thats cool..

I Ask You
Tonight, I ask you,"would You please come in here?". I wanted too show you some deer, You said you had no shoes on... Yet,I herd you walking around, In the kitchen,& other rooms, In your bedroom slippers,, You never did come in with me, Too see the deer,, Just like always, I'm put on the back burnner of, Your not imporant list,, Do you know how worthless, useless,& non careing,you make me feel? Pat/Oct.27,2006

Message....
TOUCH THE HEART OF THE ONE YOU LOVE, ANGELS WILL SING IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE, BREAK THE HEART OF THE ONE YOU LOVE, AND YOU WILL KILL THE BEAUTIFUL DOVE. LIFE MAY NOT BE AS IT SEEMS, SOMETIMES LOVE ISN'T JUST A DREAM, IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE WHO REALLY CARES, DON'T YOU REALLY HAVE A LOVE THAT IS RARE? THINK BEFORE YOU MAKE A MISTAKE, WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A HEART BREAKS.

Need To Think
I dont know what to do. today i try and look at myself better but its not workin. i cant even look in the mirror to check if somethin in on my face. i went to the mall to try on things but i just looked and put it back. i could deal with the full length mirror and seein how i looked. what to do? any suggestions?

Hurt!
Hurt? Yes,hurt, You hurt me deeply, down to the core of my being, You lied, Lied? Yes,all the lies you told me...some stupid,some dumb,dumb,stupid lies all they were. Cheated? Yes,Cheated! Cheated me from knowing the truth, Truth? Truth about you and your lies. Belive? Belived in you,belived your lies, lies,you told me,, But no more! My eyes have been opened, Open to your trickery,lies,and cheating, You'll hurt me no more! No,no more, No more lies, No more cheating; No more trickery; I found you out! I was taken in at first, It's over,no more, no more do I care, no more will you hurt me, You broke my heart, thats my fault too... I shouldn't have given it to you. Lesson? Yes,you taught me a lesson, Never to belive,trust,or have faith, in another human being. Lies,all lies from you, you taught me well. In the end,you lose, You'll not lie,decive,use or abuse me ever again,,, You lose in the end! Pat

The Truth About Marrage
I have recently figured out that when a man and woman gets married, the women seems to think that she can stop working or feel she needs to work and relys on the man to provide for her. If the man decides to tell the woman she needs to do somethign to help the family financially as a whole, she gets mad and it becomes extreamly hard to live with the woman. Of course when the man leaves the woman she accuses him of being the reason the marrage didn't work and the man took the easy way out by leaving. The truth is that marrage is a false instatution and is only entered into by the nieve and those who have false hopes of being truely happy. When you decide that you are no longer happy with your marrage, the man is now liable to have everything he own taken from him by the woman he married as well as risks losing everything he has worked hard for. The only people that really win when a man and a woman get married are the divorces lawyers that are hired to represent the man and woman g

I Just Wanna Be Your Everything!
For so long You and me were findin' each other for so long And the feelin' that I feel for you is more than strong girl Take it from me If you give a little more than your askin' for Your love will turn the key Darlin' I I would wait forever for those lips of wine And build my world around you darlin' This love will shine girl Watch it and see If you give a little more than you're askin' for Your love will turn the key [chorus:] I-I-I I just wanna be your everything Open up the heavens in your heart and let me be The things you are to me And not some puppet on a string Oh-ohh I, if I stay here without you darlin' I would die I want you layin' in the love I have to bring I'll do anything to be your everything For so long You and me were findin' each other for so long And the feelin' that I feel for you is more than strong girl Take it from me If you give a little more than you're askin' for Your love will turn the key

Two Hearts
TWO HEARTS WATCHING TIME GO BY, TWO HEARTS SEARCHING FOR A REASON WHY. TWO HEARTS WOUDED BUT STILL LOOKING FOR LOVE, TWO HEARTS HEARING THE SONGS OF A DOVE. TWO HEARTS CARING FOR ANOTHER'S LIFE, TWO HEARTS FIGHTING THROUGH THE STRIFE. TWO HEARTS WONDERING IF THEIR CHANCE HAS PASSED, TWO HEARTS HOPING THE NEXT WILL BE THE LAST. TWO HEARTS FEELING THAT THE TIME IS NEAR, TWO HEARTS WISHING TO CALL ANOTHER DEAR. TWO HEARTS SENSING THAT LOVE HAS BEGUN, TWO HEARTS CRYING OUT TO BECOME ONE.

Who Am I ?...........
KINGS HAVE BOWED DOWN BEFORE ME, EMPIRES HAVE BEEN DESTROYED BECAUSE OF ME, PEOPLE SEEK ME IN THEIR DARKEST TIMES, PEOPLE HAVE BLAMED ME FOR SOME OF THE MOST HEINOUS CRIMES, SOME HAVE FEARED ME, SOME HAVE ENDEARED ME, SOME HAVE SEARCHED FOR ME AND WILL NEVER FIND, SOME HAVE FOUND ME IN A NICK OF TIME, I HAVE PERSONALLY NEVER BEEN SEEN, YET SOME SAY THEY SEE ME ALL THE TIME, I CAN BE FOUND IN A BABY'S SMILE, I CAN BE FOUND IN A TEARDROP LAYING ON A TILE, SOME WILL SAY THAT I CAN'T ACTUALLY BE TOUCHED, OTHERS WILL SAY THEY HAVE AND ENJOYED ME MUCH, SO WHO AM I YOU SAY, I AM LOVE AND I AM HERE EVERY DAY.

Daddy It Hurts
Body: daddy it hurts!!!!!!!! :( this is SOOOOOO SAD im not kidden! Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STORY . IF NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! PEOPLE THAT DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO THERE KIDS SHOULD BE SHOT AND TORCHERED SO THEY CAN SEE HOW IT FEELS. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a ca

Kinky Shit
Your a kinky freak. Its off to bed with you. You know why i came over. You know what to do. Get down on your knees. Till i decide im through. I pull your long hair. And make you gurgle a scream. Soon your gettin ancy. And let you up. Only to bend you over. Just to beat you up. Your head hits the headboard. And already you are done. I wont let you up. My fun has just begun. Your face says your in pain. Biting the pillow to stop a scream. Then i flip you over. Only to continue my game. The torture has only started. Now your in my chains. Your body is my canvas. Now im being rough. And your screamin has become insane. You act like your being raped. Screaming more than my name. Soon you over come and grip me with your legs. I bite you all over and the screamin begins again. Soon i begin to slow. After i finish i try to get on my way. Your nails meet with my brains. "If you wanna ever have kids. Tomorrow you will do the same."

Tagged And Stuff.
Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("You're It!") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers I HOPE I GET A NEW JOB SOON. I'M ONE OF THOSE SORRY BASTARDS WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THE GIRL I'M DATING. USUALLY ENDS UP NOT WORKING FOR ME. I DON'T THINK I'M LIKED AS MUCH AS I LIKE TO THINK. I DON'T PLAN ON QUITTING SMOKING EVER!! I WANT TO GET A NEW BIKE, SO I CAN RIDE AROUND GREENVILLE MORE. I MISS THAT. I LIVED IN CALIFORNIA AND REALIZED I HATED IT WITH A PASSION. IN AN AVERAGE DAY I WATCH ABOUT 7 OR 8 MOVIES. I HAVE HARDCORE INSOMNIA, AND WHEN I SLEEP I ALWAYS HAVE NIGHTMARES. I SHOWER ABOUT 16 TIMES A W

I'm Moving!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a place!!!! Buying a 14x80 3 br 2 bath trailer... Really nice with a big yard, very well taken care of.... It's in Bloomfield... Man this made my day... I'll be moving around the 7th, 8th and 9th... My internet will be down for a few days until i can get the phone turned on over there... Atleast now i'll have alot more room and its bigger... Hope everyone is having a wonderful day, like mine has been...

At Sea!
Hi Everyone~ I didn't get to send out my blog, before leaving on vacation~ Work was so crazy right before leaving and trying to pack~ But here I am on Vacation! We left last Thursday night finally at 11pm and got to Galvanston on Friday afternoon, caught our Ship on Saturday ~I am on a cruise to Cozemel , Progresso & Yucatan....... Cozemel was yesterday, me and my best friends went and swam with the dolphins, and even got to ride them... It was so AWESOME!!!! Today was Dune Buggy day at the Beach in Progresso, it was a Blast, except I got way to much sun, (I should of used that damned Sun Screen, Lol !) And not to even mention to many Sex on the Beaches!( Should of brought more Tylenol) Lol..... So here I am paying 25.00 bucks for 60 minutes of Fubar, Lol......... My luck still hasn't changed as far as the Slots! So anyways just wanted to say Hi and I hope everyone is having a great week!! XOXOXOXOXO~ Always Cathy

Special Angel
HERES A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL AS YOU CAN PLAINLY SEE THE REASON SHE'S SO SPECIAL SHE JUST FOR YOU, FROM ME WHEN EVER YOU ARE LONELY OR FEELING SAD AND BLUE, REMEMBER THIS LITTLE ANGEL AN KNOW I THINK OF YOU! SO KEEP THIS ANGEL WITH YOU FOR ALL THE JOYS WE'VE SHARED AND REMEMBER SHE'S A SYMBOL OF A LOVING HEART THAT CARES

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

In Deepest Sorrow My Heart Aches
i have lost my father today. he was 72. i am freaking out and at a loss for words.he was my world when i was growing up. i was daddy's Lil girl his fishing buddy and best friend! i love him more then ever could be expressed by Meir words. in loving memory always Samuel Lee Hutchison august 21,1935-February 26,2008

Canadians Out Of Countrol Again
Naked trio seen having sex in moving car Published: Feb. 25, 2008 at 1:33 PM VICTORIA, British Columbia, Feb. 25 (UPI) -- Police in Victoria, British Columbia, were alerted by startled motorists to a car on the Trans Canada Highway with a naked man and two naked women having sex. Calls began coming in Sunday afternoon from witnesses, some of whom trailed the car into the provincial capital city, Victoria Police Constable Kris Rice told the Victoria Times-Colonist. "There were some reports that they seemed to be wanting attention from other drivers as they engaged in sexual acts," he said. The owner of the vehicle was traced from the license plates and officers went to that address to await the car's return, Rice said. On arrival, only one of the women was inside with the male driver, both in their 20s, the report said. The unidentified driver said he had dropped the other woman off. "Both were determined to be in the nude," Rice said. The woman was taken to a ho

She Sits Alone.......
SHE SITS ALONE IN HER CHAIR, LOOKING FOR SOMETHING THAT JUST ISN'T THERE. QUIETLY WATCHING THE PEOPLE WALK BY, WAITING FOR THE RIGHT PERSON TO WALK UP AND SAY HI. SHE SMILES AT EVERYONE IN THE ROOM, FOR THE SMILE HIDES THE EMPTINESS AND GLOOM. SHE WAITS EVER SO PATIENTLY, FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO SET HER HEART FREE. SHE HOPES HER TIME WILL COME, WHEN SHE CAN LEAVE THE BITTERNESS BEHIND AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN. SHE SEES ALL THE COUPLES THERE, SOME LAUGHING AND SOME SITTING WITH AN EMPTY STARE. SHE WHISPERS SOMETHING IN THE AIR, SHE SITS ALONE IN HER CHAIR.

If You Are Going To Abandon Me...then Stay Gone!
I am so sick and tired of those who call themselves FRIENDS...saying that they will be there if I need them bullshit just being fuktards and it being bullshit! Let me give you a scenerio! Six months ago a "friend" I knew for 3 years just all of a sudden uped and left me and another friend. He cussed shit at me and then just poof! Gone! This was back in August. Then I get a IM today asking me how am I doin? As if nothing happened at all! UMMM hello? So for a hour I am explaining myself to him and it was like Greek to him. Even tho my friend that was also effected by this thought this was bullshit the way he was. So...finally I just ended it screw it! Tired of it! Then you need to talk with someone...so you ask a friend to call you. And they even say if you need someone to talk to let me kno and I will. Not even 1 minute in the phone call I am told that I will get a phone call back. OK....well I stopped waiting at 11pm. It is just so fukn fake! I wonder where ar

Meet My Fu-owner
This is my Fu-Owner. She is fun, cute & just one hell of an awsome owner! Stop by her page & say hello! Tell her I sent you. ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar She has a contest going on! The most creative "Birdie aka middle finger" salute to her, wins cash fu-prizes! There is lots in her stash & blogs & so much more! Go take a peek! She doe's bad ass html too! She did this here.

If.........
IF I HAD TAKEN MORE TIME, WOULD YOU STILL BE HERE AND BE MINE? IF I SAID ALL THE WORDS YOU WANTED ME TO SAY, WOULD YOU STILL BE HERE TODAY? IF I WAS AS STRONG AS I USED TO BE, WOULD YOU STILL BE NEXT TO ME? IF I DID ALL THE THINGS YOU WANTED BEFORE, WOULD YOU COME BACK THROUGH THE DOOR? IF I GOT DOWN ON BENDED KNEES, WOULD YOU COME BACK IF I SAID PLEASE? IF YOU THINK I WANT YOU BACK YOU ARE WRONG, SINCE YOU LEFT MY LIFE HAS COME BACK STRONG. IF YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST COME BACK AGAIN, DO NOT DO IT WE WOULD BE BETTER OFF JUST AS A FRIEND.

We All Make Mistakes
But are they really? God puts us in a situation where we have to make a choice, but since he's already got our lives planned out ahead of us, how could we make the wrong decision? It may hurt A LOT and it may leave you confused, but if it's supposed to happen, it's going to. Did we really ever have a choice? I don't think so. You see it's my theory that when people feel they have no control that's when they start challenging God and Questioning whether he is real or not. Well, guess what folks, he is real, and although you may think you've made your own decision he's one step ahead of you every time lol. That's why you need to ask for guidance. The plan is already set and you need to be ready for what happens, so why not hit your knees lace your hands and get the sneak preview, like an upcoming movie, of what's ahead. It's all very simple. We're not in control. So just ride the wave stay on your board and pray there's no corry below when you come crashing dow

The Wonder
" The Wonder" You love being around her. Does she know it? You try to force a smile on your face whenever you see her because it makes her face light up and smile with you. It's the one simple joy in your life that makes everything else that seems to go downhill so quickly go away. Anytime you see her frown it tears through your soul and if ever there was a tear you want to attack the thing that could hurt her this bad. You've felt this way for a while now and never let it show. You hold it in because of what might happen. She is an awesome person and the best of friends. You enjoy all the time you spend with her, but this you've all seen before. You see the old cliche is that you have to be great friends with someone before you want to be with them...... OK let's go with this idea... last time you watched as they went through hell with their BF/GF's and watched them be torn apart. You helped them through the rough times and eventually got the friend that you knew back. You were the

Mrs. Right Vs. Mrs. Right Now
Why are us as men so stupid when we're younger?Is it lack of experience? Is it lack of Intelligence? Is it lack of Maturity? Personally I think it is all of the above. Most of us go through life one woman at a time finding little parts or little pieces of something we think we want. Whether it be the perfect body, the perfect mind, the perfect commitment, even the perfect SEX. This is the Mrs. Right Now. She is the one that you know is going to break your heart but you give it to her anyways. She is the one your mother hates and your dad shakes his head at. The one who takes a family reunion and makes sure she's the center of attention with a big emotional moment or something that embarrasses the hell out of you. She's the one who let's you know that you could never do better than her and that you would be miserable without them. Whereas after 2 weeks after breaking up, you're just fine and looking again. The Mrs. Right on the othe hand is someone that you search for you entire life

The Feeling That You Get
It's that feeling that you get at the bottom of your stomach. There's something that rips and tears at every fiber of your existence. All at once you're terrified, exhillerated, afraid of what might happen, and curious about "What if?" What if something happened? What if nothing happened? What if it went away? What if it was permanent? What if things went the way you had planned? What if nothing goes as planned? What if this isn't anything like I had imagined? WHAT IF? There's also the question of "Why?" Why did I choose this? Why did I do this? Why am I trying to make this something so exciting when it scares the hell out of me? Why did I take this turn? Why do I want to do this? Why is everything so twisted and confusing when all I want to do is this one simple thing? Why would this happen to me? Why did this happen to me? WHY? One more question you might want to ask is "When?" When did I get in to this? When did my fate get decided? When does everything come into focus a

When It Arrives
You're not quite ready for it And it happens really fast Your mind takes off, begins to spin Like a race car in a crash Your eyes are now wide open And you're liking what you see It surprises and amazes you Your heart is finally free There's nothing to hold you back But the fear that burns inside You're still feeling all the pain Of the last time that you tried You let your guard down once again And you dive into that world Your passions back, your chest's on fire Your love has been unfurled. So here you are in life's unknown The gift, of all, that gives You want it and you need it It's the reason that you live.

True Feelings
To leave something as "Meant to be" It's never quite confirmed. Your heart gives out, your body hurts And it feels your soul is burned. You feel as if your mind gives out You're blinded by your fears. You hurt so bad, you just give in And then you shed your tears. Somtimes you see right through your faith And realize it will end. You pray it never happened But it happens over again.

Blah Blah Blah Boredom
decided to do a survey 1. How long have you been breathing? since i was born so...19 long years 2. When was the last time you saw the fifth person on your top? oooohhh idk 3. Have you cried today at all? I almost started crying this morning but i didn't 4. Who are you talking to right now? a few of the guys 5. Do you actually believe in perfection? no...perfection is something no one can reach 6. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? sunny but i love my thunderstorms 8. Have you been to New York? nope thru it 9. What do you think about before you go to bed? LIFE in general 10. Take any medication? yup my medicine for my sinus infection & broncitus 11. When was the last time you did laundry? uhh idk my sisters and mom do it 13. Do you fight with your parents all the time? not all the time.. 14. Just went out with a girl/guy because you were desperate and they asked you out? no i went out with him cuz i think it'd be fun 15. Last vo

Were A Dying Breed!!!
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cudd

Every Man ... (long Blog)
In my life has let me down. When I saw every man, I mean every last one of them. Each time one comes into my life, however brief their time, he takes with him, a piece of me. I can't seem to learn my lesson from my past, I keep hoping, this time, this one, will be different. Only to be reminded, once again, that they are all the fucken same. Is it something they are born with? Something they learn along the way. How do they know just the right things to say and do to get you hooked, then they show their true selves? The users, take from you what they want, then move on to the next woman who falls for their lies. No, I'm not talking as a woman jaded, honestly, I am the one that has broken off the last few serious relationships I've had. Mainly because the men were not what they initially portrayed and I refused to live with a fake. I have had my heart broken, who hasn't. It's just tonight, I was laying here, trying to sleep and this thought came to me. That every man

About "love"...
So, tell me something... Who determines who "deserves" love and who doesn't? Are some people destined to be alone forever? Is the myth about there being "someone for everyone" fact or fiction? Does it truly appear when you're not looking, or do you need to give it a little push somehow (be rich, be sexy, be white)? Can you truly be unlovable? Can it actually get to the point where people would rather kill themselves than choose to show you any sort of companionship? Yeah, I don't know either.

Come See The Great People In The Auction
Come check out my friends in the first auction I am hosting. There is great people inside. click the flower Oh and if anyone wants to get in the auction, let me know. ty sky

Lets Get This Lovely Woman To Godmother!!!
EVERYONE MEET J-ROXX!! This LOVELY woman is in a CATFIGHT!!! Now before u perverts get all excited, LOL, she is in a race to GODMOTHER with another female, and J-ROXX DESERVES TO WIN!!!! PLEASE GO SHOW THIS WOMAN SOME LOVE!! RATE HER, FAN HER, ADD HER, RATE HER PICS AND STASH, AND SHOW HER REPEATED LOVE TIL SHE MAKES GODMOTHER!!!! CLICK HERE!!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☆FTW☆@ fubar

For Just A Day
For Just A Day by BlueWolf © Looking through my window Out into the night Silver moon glistening Through partly cloudy skies Stars dance and twinkle As clouds drift on the wind Ever moving onward Who knows where they have been They never stop to wonder Never ask the question why Yet they have looked upon such beauty As through the heavens they do fly Oh that I could drift with them Along their starry way Forgetting the worries Of this human heart At least for just a day...... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Earthquake Measuring 5.2 Hit England Just Before 1am Uk Time Today
England shakes as 5.2 quake strikes An earthquake measuring 5.2 on the Richter scale shook England early on Wednesday morning. One man was injured when a chimney fell through his bedroom ceiling and many homes and businesses were damaged by the tremor. The quake's epicentre was near Market Rasen, in Lincolnshire, but people across England said they felt buildings shaking shortly before 1am. Many said the tremors had been strong enough to wake them. A man from Barnsley, South Yorkshire, was taken to hospital after a chimney collapsed and fell into his bedroom. A spokeswoman for South Yorkshire Ambulance Service said: "We had an emergency call to Wombwell, Barnsley. A chimney had come through the bedroom roof." She said the man suffered injuries to his pelvis and was taken to Barnsley District Hospital. She said the service had received only two calls relating to the earthquake - the second was from someone who was frightened. East Midlands Ambulance Service, which

Ratings Are Fucking Retarded.
Okay, what I don't get is why people can't honestly rate people? So apparently if you rate someone a 9 you're automaticly "mean" and they hate you. At least I didn't rate you a 0 or a 1. You should take that as a compliment. Or you can bitch about it, whatever is fine with me. Oh boo fucking hoo, I'm a down rater. Haters make me famous. ;)

Just One Rate... Maybe A Comment Or Two.
Hey there! Just me again entering another contest to win some fu-bling. I need 4,500 comments/rates in one week to win it. This is super simple and I would love it so much if you could drop by my picture to rate it and possibly leave a comment or two. Here's the link... Having trouble seeing the photo? That's simple... Rate, fan and add Miss Stephanie Lynn. You should really have her as a friend anyway... she has the very best contests on fubar. Tell her Miss Heartbreaker sent ya. :D Here's her link... Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Thanks in advance to anyone that rates or comments on the photo. Every rate and comment counts. Have yourselves a great rest of the week fu's! Love, Haylee

How Old Am I? Joke For The Day
A man decides to have a face-lift for his birthday. He spends $5,000 and feels really good about the results. On his way home, he stops at a newsstand and buys a paper. Before leaving, he says to the sales clerk, "I hope you don't mind me asking, but how old do you think I am?" "About 35," was the reply. "I'm actually 47," the man says, feeling really happy. After that, he goes into McDonalds for lunch and asks the clerk the same question. The reply is, "Oh, you look about 29". "I am actually 47." Later, while standing at a bus stop, he asks an old woman the same question. She replies, "I am 85 years old, and my eyesight is going. But when I was young, there was a sure way of telling a man's age. If I put my hand down your pants and play with your balls for 10 minutes, I will be able to tell you your exact age." As there was no one around, the man thinks, What the hell and lets her slip her hand down his pants. Ten minutes later, the old la

Fubar
I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR WHEN IT WAS CHERRY TAP AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I MISS CHERRY TAP.JUST THE NAME FUBAR HAS CHANGED THE FEEL OF THIS SITE.IT IS LIKE SUDDENLY THE SEX KING RULES THIS SITE,AND WE ARE HIS SERVANTS.ALL WE NEED IS THE ROOM FULL OF NAKED MEN AND WOMAN WITH WHIP OOOPS WE GOT THAT DONT WE.I HAVE SEEN SO MANY COUPLES BREAK UP LONG REALTIONSHIP BECAUSE THEY BECAME FUBAR JUNKIES.NOW MY DESCRIPTION OF A JUNKIE IS A MAN OR WOMAN THAT CANT WALK AWAY FROM THE FEEDING OF THE SEX DIVAS OR THE MAN TOYS.THEY BUILD THEIR SITE TO ENTICE THE HUNGER OF PREDIATOR AND BOY DO THEY TAKE A BITE.WE HAVE LOUNGES,AND ALL TYPES OF PEOPLE AND I KNOW IT IS ALSO OUT IN THE WORLD.BUT,I SAY IF YOU WANT TO GO GET LAID GO GET YOU SOMEONE AND DO IT BEHIND A CLOSE DOOR.WHERE IT SHOULD BE.NOW I KNOW THERE ARE NICE SITES OUT THERE WITH FAMILY AND KIDS.BUT LEAVE YOUR KIDS OUT OF THIS SITE.TO MANY SEXUAL PLAYS GOING ON,TO EASY FOR A SEXUAL PREDIATOR TO GET YOUR INFORMATION AND HOW SAFE IS YOUR CHILD.YOU KNOW

Spring
Covered in rosesbuds, lavender, and oils from several other flowers, my cleansing thoughts were interupted by sexual thoughts of you. Because of these sexual thoughts and feelings my bath turned more into a sensual arousing preparation for a lover. With those thoughts in mind and my body aroused , i went to the ceromony anyway. Skin flushed and obviousley aroused I danced around the open fire. Instead of feeling the heat sluff off last years crap, it licked at me with a fever of a hungry lover. As I came into contact with the others hands, if felt hunger instead of soothing acceptance. As they circled my body and laid there hands upon my shoulders, my breasts would swell, making it obvious. thier hands found their way over my entire body, rubbing and probing to see if they were correct. Instead of admonishing my desire they embraced it, letting it wind its way out of my body and onto my skin. Laying me down their tongues found their way all over my body. Licking and sucking , chanting

Update On Brian's Death
For those of you wondering, Here is the latest information on the Death of my younger brother Brian. It seems last Week (week of Feb 18th) my brother Kevin went to Brian apartment to get a shirt from his gf and lo and behold she had the freakin bullet and casing! So Kevin gave that to our mom who then took that to the Investigator. She then sat this man down and gave him Brian's life story and all the info about how violent his relationship was with his gf. It seems this woman threaten him on more then one occasion she would hurt him if he talked to another woman. The cop said they are making the gf re write her statement and if one word is different from her original statement they will do a polygraph. SO we are not to talk to her now as she is considered a suspect. With a blood alcohol level of 2.74 I don't think he could have done this to himself and anyone that knows him feels that he would never hurt our family like this. God help the wench if she did have something to d

Wrong Pic
TODAY I TRIED TO CHANGE MY MAIN PIC AND ACCIDENTLY CHANGED IT TO AN NSFW PIC. BEFORE i REALIZED IT, I GOT BOOTED FROM A LOUNGE AND TREATED LIKE SOMASS HOLE...SO HERE S TO YOU BITCHES THAT WOULD RATHER OSTACIZE SOMEONE RATHER THAT LET THEM KNOW WHATS UP... KISS MY WELL HUNG,WHITE,IRISH DICK YOU SELF ABSORBED RECTUM RANGERS

Days Go By
Days go by and though the tears have stoped a day does not go by without thoughts of you fludding my mind. You've been gone now for 17 days, but i find it no easier that time has passed, i miss you so much and yet i'll never hear your voice ever again. I listen to the memorial page so many have worked so hard on for you and i listen to the videos people have shared. And every time i do i cannot help but cry because i miss you. I dont know why god had to take you , i wish you were here now with us because i need your help so bad. I know your in heavan i know that your happy and safe but it doesnt change the fact i miss you. I know one day we will all see each other again, i know one day we'll be happy, We'll all see each other and rejoyce, but until then i'll miss you huni, till that day i'll be sad. I hope you know we all miss you, i hope you know we all still cry. I hope you know how much we love you, i hope you know that you'll always be part of me. I carry you where ev

Asmo's Suicide Stump Drink Special
Suicide Stump - a mix of 6 liquors - Tequilla,Jack Daniels Blk, Jim Beam Blk, Capt Morgan, Vodka,Crown and a splash of Sprite! THIS IS THE ONE THAT'S THE 'ONLY' ONE YOU'LL NEED TO DO YA THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT! LOL

Love Poem
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Friendship
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

What The Hell.....
....is wrong with people? Not every person,of course. But dang! Two months ago my parents were robbed a gunpoint. They had no more pulled into their driveway, from dinner one evening, and got out of the car when a car pulled up behind them, blocking their driveway. Three guys (young guys) got out of the car and the one with the gun, went up to them demanding their wallets, keys to the car, etc. Of course my parents handed it all over and fortunately the guys just got in their car and left. My parents were safe....thank God! The guys didn't get anything of any real value....I mean the $$$ they took was only about $16. But, my parents were safe. Now, at 6:30 this morning, my mother calls me....my uncle was robbed at gunpoint this morning at 5am as he was leaving for work. Again, they didn't get anything of real value and my uncle was safe....again Thank you Jesus! But....why...and we all know why....maybe I'm just venting...it IS MY blog...I can write what I want.

Time To Clean Out The List
i am getting really frustrated with people on here! not everyone (my real friends know who they are)!! i think it is time for me to clean out my friends list. people are not reading my blogs or my bulletins and that really pisses me off! time to get rid of the people who are only on my friends list just for the points!!! for the people who actually take the time to read this that are worried that they are not one of my true friends ask me to keep you on my friends list otherwise bye-bye-bye!!!

Why Nother Right?
I don't know why I bother helping everyone anymore. It never gets returned in time. I an going to become a cold hearted bitch. That is the only way I can seem to get through to some ppl. I break my back working to make money for my daughter and myself. And yet I have nothing. I have been at my job for 4 years now. I do grocery shopping for the house, pet food shopping, you name it I do it. Yet I work midnights and an 11 month old. So ask me...How do you find time to do it all?? The answer is simply this. I give up on the thing I need like sleep, food so on and do forth. Please feel free to make any comments or ask any questions. But I just give up on ppl.

Wicked Game
The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you What a wicked game to play To make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do To let me dream of you What a wicked thing to say You never felt this way What a wicked thing you do To make me dream of you No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart No I don't wanna fall in love this world is always gonna brake your heart ..with you The world was on fire, no-one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do No and I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you I'll never dream that I lose somebody like you,

I Have Decided To Fix Everything
I have decided to fix Everything Reply to: pers-587857741@craigslist.org Date: 2008-02-26, 5:54PM EST It has occurred to me for quite some time that our political class has become hopelessly corrupt. So this morning at 9:00 am I marched four divisions into Washington and I have taken the city in order to restore our republic. The political classes are currently being detained in order to fully determine their individual levels of corruption. Some will be released and asked to help restore the Republic. Others will be given the option to retire quietly to Alaska with their pensions intact. I will renew elections in 12 months and until then I am instituting a 10 point plan which I believe will restore the United States. 1.) The right to vote shall be limited, as the founding fathers originally intended, to property owners and those who contribute via public or military service. The practice of having one group of people vote themselves the wealth of others has just ended.

This Is It For Me Too
LIKE OTHERS PEOPLE I AM LEAVING FUBAR CUZ I AM TAKING CLASSES AND ALLOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO. BUT I WILL BE ON YAHOO, MSN OR AOL, IF YOU NEED ME YOU CAN BUZZ OR HOLLAR AT ME ON THEM. I WILL STILL GO ON FUBAR NOT THAT MUCH. SPRING AND SUMMER R COMING TOO:). BLESS YALL AND DONT MISS ME ALLOT HEHE... IT WAS FUN MEETING YALL , I HOPE THAT WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH EACH OTHER:) ..

6 More Days
After my VIP expires I am not going to be getting on here much anymore. I have way to much work to do on my classes that I am taking to become a motorcycle repair tech. I am also working on my riding techniques so I can do half-way decent when I start racing. I have been getting a lot of help from a really good friend from VA and I have done a lot of improving. I think after him showing me all he has and pushing me to my limits at times, I may actually stand a chance. I can't wait to get on the gate and whip some ass!!! I am not going to be in anymore contests, hold anymore contests. (the one I tried to do fell through) I am not going to be on long enough to help with bombing contests. (sorry to all my friends) I just have way too much going right now. If I have told you I consider you to be a real friend. That means you have my yahoo or phone number or both. If you need to talk to me or just want to chat, you know how to get ahold of me. I want to say thanks to a friend I met on here

Studio Time Going Down Saturday!
A joygasmic 10 hour block of studio time is going on this Saturday at Pus Cavern! Wow, are we excited! We've been getting ready for the launch after the recording, and are prepping some very cool events, so stay tuned. :D And while you're at it, add us on ReverbNation, and you can also then add us on Facebook from RN. Add us on Myspace at www.myspace.com/lowflyerband

For The Soldiers
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, nd keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go t

Is It So Freaking Hard?
You come to my page... you rate me.. and then you leave... is it so freakin hard to click the "fan" button, and then, when it reloads, is it so freakin hard to click add friend button? I mean c'mon people... if you're gonna visit, at least do those things, and please, at least rate one pic... that way, we all get points, and we all win..

Hope ♥
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Odd Facts About Me.....
Odd Facts about ME DO YOU SNORE?: yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: snakes AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?: NO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?: depends on which show DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: Not really but I do nibble on things. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: Gawd I hope so ... HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: not for me WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Ivory DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: No But I hum a lot HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: YIKES!!!!! ANY SECRET TALENTS?: I write erotically and I sketch nudes WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: Greek Isles HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?: NO...ewwwwwwwww HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?: no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?: yes HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?: 1...2...3 Crunch ..it takes 3 Licks to get to the center of a tootsie Roll Pop...any other questions about licking? CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?: I can't even recite it backward

Warning: Do Not Scratch The Microsoft Point Cards Too Hard
I, thinking it was a good idea, decided not to use a thumbnail but rather the end of a blade to scratch off my card for microsoft xbox points. Well now I cannnot read the code and it appears I am "fubar" out of 20 bucks. There is anothef code on the card but that seems to be useless. Be VERY careful because looking into I hear even using your fingernail too hard can rake it off with the coating. I've never seem a card so fragile as this. Just thought a head up might save someone this dilemma. Oh, and depending where you buy it they won't help either.

3n1gm4
I find diamonds in the strangest places... shimmering dimly as they form from ashes, ashes of you. my brain is sputtering, stuttering, shuddering.... pressure skews, recreates, dictates... I am a blurry photograph, taken too fast.. how long will this surface last even now I fade... a banished shadow, waiting to break... to feel...kill, tear...repair? exxagerate, reiterate... where was I? liberate me from this burden.... chopped, screwed... what views? I can not, will not.....rescind... I'm bitter, and apparently blind... if I see too well... nn...go to Hell.

Actting Like Adults And Not 2 Year Olds
So, I am helping a friend out and greeting and promoting the lounge she is DJing for now.... As part of the promoting (just like promoters in almost every other lounge here on Fubar) I have been greeting, rating, and inviting them to visit the lounge if they want (leaving a link in the comments, again like almost every other lounge promoter here on FuBar). Did the exact same thing I have done for the past week last night. Well, I get this comment from another member on my profile page about someone being their 'best friend' and the lounge they are a DJ for being better. Now mind you I had no idea who this 'best friend' they were talking about was, and the comment seemed to in a 'just kidding' Kind of manner, so I just moved on, not even thinking about it again. Well, later on in the lounge several people come in, including this other DJ.... SO I welcome them, get back to my conversation, when outta no where this DJ goes off about the comment I left her "best friend" saying I was tryin

Back By Popular Demand.....my Unimportant Opinions!!! Lol
By request, I will write a new blog with some irreverent humor and insight, with my psychobabble brand of eloquent prose. In other words, I'm gonna talk shit and make it sound all smart and stuff. :P I have a friend on here that I talk to very often, and we got into a discussion about judging a "book by it's cover", and how no matter how many times we say it as a cliche' warning, how a lot of us still do judge how someone is, simply on how they look on the outside. For example, being a black man, I "have" to be a thug, and I "have" to speak improper english, and I "have" to be well-endowed (well, that one is true :P). But with all that said, that is only assumptions on who I am without even taking the time to get to know me. Then to actually shock, surprise, or even alienate people when I don't "act" like these assumptions. God forbid that I'm my own person, and march to the beat of my own drum, not the drum beat provided by whatever the hot hip-hop song is for the day. And my

Death 1
Everyone knows that death is coming no matter what. Everyone dies and most are okay with that because they believe that they have a long time before death comes knocking. But what happens when you know when death is coming, or at least have a good idea as to its time of arrival? For many years the only think I have feared when it comes to death, is dieing alone. I have not feared death its self, yet now it seems that that is all changing. It feels as though my life is circling the drain and as far as I can tell, what have I done that can truly define my life. To me, I am an ordinary person living an ordinary life. I have done nothing that has not been done before. I have not invented something that can save lives or fix problems around the world. I have not become some great artist in anyway. I have not redefined the world or anything in it. And now death is coming for me. I can not stop it; only hold it off for a period of time, who knows how long. I will die an ordinary perso

Self Serving Mumms
As some of you know, I am preparing to delpoy to Iraq for the first time (on the ground). I would HOPE that I have not made it self serving....like I'm looking for sympathy or pity. I have only made my friends here aware that I will be deployed and that I may or may not be out of contact while I'm gone. The pointof this particular writing is that today, I ready a very self serving mumm written by a member of the Army who is currently in Iraq. He asked if deployments should be 9 months for the Army or stay at the current 15 months. I have several probems with this mumm in general. 1. Public opinion does not determine deployment rotations. Soldiers need to talk to their chain of command (or write their congressman) if they want someone to consider their deployment rotation. ALL of us in the Armed Forces signed a contract that states in part that we are at the beck and call of the United States Government and we are willing to be deployed anywhere in the world for as long as

Between Dreams And Reality
voices resonate out into the darkness earth in all it's vastness which is our lives we center upon ourselves uncertain one by one racing toward divination faster looking for that one perfect thing that is certain which is nothing with are needs and greeds most of us still searching for some semblance of life's meaning our daily struggles and repetative routines our voices resonate out into the darkness at days end hoping for reaching for one true moment of clarity

Frustrated Much?
*none of this is my work...just an erotic collage of stuff I like* She felt her nipples getting hard and her pussy getting wet as she lay there and thought about it. God, she loved sex. It had only been a couple of months since she had lost her cherry, but she found herself thinking of sex almost all of the time. Her hands went to her breasts, cupping them, her fingers automatically finding her hard erect nipples and pinching and pulling on them. One hand slid down between her legs to feel the warm moistness there, a finger finding her huge erect clit and gently rubbing it. She forced herself to stop, knowing that if she didn't she'd lay there the whole day and play with herself. It was Saturday and she had the whole weekend to look forward to. She loved the feeling of the thick seam rubbing her clit as she moved her legs. she was laying on her back in the grass with her knees up and spread apart, one hand between her legs rubbing her pussy. He watched for a second as she woul

Just More Ramblings
This is the winter of my discontent I shall not want I shall not wait Im tired of the games, tired of the lies Tired of the waiting for you to come by Ive lost my desire for redemption Ive lost my will to desire I stand alone in a pit of despair, here I stand, waiting for you Needing to escape my reality To find a better day All these wounds will never ever scar me All these words will never stick This time it’s the end This time is forever No more waiting Not worth wanting No more games, no more lies, only darkness She’s never coming by.

Political Rant (don't Read If You're Easily Irked)
At the end of this blog I am going to post a link. I offer this link because it is the catalyst for my writing today. Over the last few years, on my Myspace account, I have written several blogs about the direction that world politics is taking. It is my habit to try and dilute these rants, to some degree, as it is very easy to get pegged as an alarmist, and to have ones thoughts dismissed as hyperbole. Today I am not very concerned with seeming alarmist. In fact it is my position that the time for being alarmist is probably already in the past. The very idea of raising an alarm is predicated upon the notion that something might be saved. An alarm at the first sign of smoke is productive. Calling the fire department to a smoking ruin is less so. As a citizen of the United States of America, I fear that I have missed the smoke and am discussing a ruin right now. Even as a youth I realized that much of what people believed about this country was incorrect. America is NOT

Come And Bid On Me, Only A Few Short Days Left
To Own me for a month. Come and bid on me...fubucks only. The Bid is at 200K fubucks as of right now. If the bid gets to 300k or above I will add more to the list. You know you want to, I wont bite. This is what I am offering to start with... Pic rates 11's up to 500 pics Rate stash up to 500 Daily profile comments for a month Rate 100 pics 10's of 1 friend of your choice a week for a month (same friend or 4 different friends) 100 comments per day on your choice of contest/giveaway for a month gifts twice a week for a month Bulletin pimpout weekly for a month Bid hits 300k or more will add the following... *owned by______in my name *#1 friend for a month *buzzed for a month *SFW salute *add to yahoo messenger *daily gifts in place of 2 gifts weekly Click on the pic below to bid on me.

My Sister Thinks This Much Of Me, I Love Her!
to my sister, Emily, i love you. Em, both of us have had such hard times in life and what has been harder is not having my sister... i'm so glad that we have finally found the friendship that i thought i'd never have! You are my BEST FRIEND and it will ALWAYS be that way. It's so nice to know that i have someone that will be there for me whenever i need anything... i've always had this emptyness in me that was just waiting for you to fill. Thank you for not just turning your cheek. You're so amazing, i love you. you are the Cheech to my Chong. you are the Patrik to my Sponge Bob. you are the salt to my pepa. you are the Bert to my Ernie. you are the Monica to my Rachel. you are the Mickey Mouse to my Donald Duck. you are the Ethal to my Lucy. you are the Donkey to my Shrek. you are the Scooby-doo to my Shaggy. you are the Batman to my Robin. you are the Mario to my Luegii. you are the Dora to my Boots. but most important, you're not onl

What's Your Kissing Style?
You're a born romantic. The great thing about being inherently romantic is that you actually enjoy kissing, according to William Cane, the New York City-based author of The Art of Kissing (St. Martin's Press) and the brain behind www.kissing.com. "Romantics are very lucky. For them, kissing provides a tender, wonderful way to stay connected with their partner. They have a natural instinct to kiss as a way to communicate love and affection. By reaching out in that manner, they continually strengthen the bond with their significant other," says Cane. Seeking out opportunities to express their fondness is second-nature to romantics, and their relationships tend to benefit. One caveat, notes Cane: No matter how lovely, all that sweetness can get a little, well, boring. Even for you, the luckiest of lovers, variety is the spice of life. Surprise your mate with a different MO now and then. Act playfully aggressive, as in, "I want you to kiss me right here, right now!" Or act bashful by

Pissed
You need to understand a few things about me. For those of you who know me pretty well, then you can ignore this blog. But for those of you who don't, then I suggest you read this. I DO not post nude pics, lingerie pics, swimwear pics, or implieds. I am NOT that kind of woman. Kudos to you women out there that don't care if you're naked online or not. I don't do that shit, and to ask me why I don't have pics like that up; it pisses me off, big time. And another thing, don't talk shit about my profile. There's a reason I have things on my profile. I don't go to your profile and tell you to take things off b/c I think they're immature or gay. So if you don't like what I have on mine, then fuck off. I don't need a friend like you anyways. I will NOT change me or my profile to please some sorry bitch or bastard. THAT'S NOT ME! Either accept me for who I am, or don't. I really don't give a rat's ass. How many times have I told someone to fuck off? None yet, but if these

What A Long, Strange Trip It's Been! Lol
Hey all! Wow... things really get nutty when you have no electricity, but thankfully I have a generator and was able to use it when the power went out here in Florida. I'm thankful I wasn't snarled up in traffic though and at home during the daylight hours to get things in place. You know, it's not so bad not having lights and tv, but I did miss my computer and the 20th democratic presidential debate. Oh well, thanks to technology I was able to catch the gist of it and am starting to get tired of all the media circus commentary anyway. What I did miss were my friends here and drumming last night. Oh well, being a witch does have it's advantages as I had my candles burning nicely and did get to spend some quality time with my hubby. I think I'm going to start a new "tradition" and have my own little "blackout" at least one night a week. It definitely was an enjoyable time in the quiet dark and thankfully the generator worked and wasn't to noisy. At least I didn't have to chain

Loneliness Is A Killer.......
Loneliness is a killer that tears you up inside It eats away your heart and that slowly decreases in size It makes you feel like you are worthless and like you are not as great as you think It makes you go from feeling strong right down to feeling extremely weak Loneliness is like a single petal on a flower where you are left all alone It leaves you feeling like you are prone Prone to being left in pain and living a life in vain and not knowing what to do Living life on the edge and every guy you meet you think "could this be you?" It makes you feel like you are in desperation where just about anything will suit your needs It makes you do anything it takes Even if it is more than a simple deed Loneliness is a killer It makes the happiest moments seem dull It also makes the bright side of life go right down the hole Loneliness may be a simple word but the feeling is so complex Being left all alone is a miserable feeling that no one will ever forget Because i

Wednesday:february 27th 2008: 2:51 Pm
did some rating.....and all i could think was thinking of someone who i wanted to meet, and yet she was taken. shes beautiful, i adore her,even come close to loving her very much, i feel like i had been led on....once again..but im guessin she doesnt care. That im just someone to toy with while she does her thing with her other loves. Yeah i can guess maybe she was being nice to me complimenting me as she normally did and i read her words wrong. But who am i? a simple guy hoping and wishing to find happiness someplace..but my efforts are fruitless and nonsense i guess..especially here.

Entwined
Entwined with you, Is where I want to be. In your arms, And you holding me tightly. For some reason I can not erase you. You are ever present with me. I know in time it will all change, The ebb and flow of life is something we all gain. Constantly present, yet so far away. My soul remembers, All that could have been. Pain and hurt. Destruction and waste, that is what was left behind, because you could not end it, when that was how it was suppose to be. The memories are tarnished, Even though I fought hard. All I wanted was to keep them, Tuck them away all nice and pristine. You took it all away from me. Then I had to make a memory, that I didn't want to be. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Last Days!!!
Well... its almost here.. the last day i will be online with my computer for a while... im gonna pack it up an store it... an not likely.. that ill be online any time soon.. UNLESS.. i get my laptop repaired BEFORE i leave... yall keep ya fingers crossed.... talk more soon...

Angel...
Your touch is as tender as a rose petal on my skin, Your kiss is as soft as a butterfly's wing. I can feel your heart beating like a drum as you lay beside me. I am electrified whenever you walk into a room. My heart skips a beat whenever you are near. I am not in love, I am in need...of something I don't have. An endless ache in the pit of my stomach, deep within my soul. I feel trapped, I can't seem to catch my breath. Suffocating in my own feelings. Envelop me with your gentle touch, Speak to me with your gentle words. Pull me from the deep waters I seem to be held under. An original work...Becky Leanne©1998

Crowded Bus
t was rush hour, and when the bus finally arrived, it was packed. I tried to force my way on, but no one would budge, although there was ample room in the back. Then the bus driver took over. "Excuse me, Ladies and Gentlemen," he shouted. "Will all the beautiful, smart people please move to the back of the bus, and all the ugly stupid people stay up front?"

A Misunderstood Pervert
What can I say, I love the female anatomy. Whether you’re thin, or voluptuous, there is always something that can be said about a woman and her physique. Now without getting into my own past and people I have been with, I will say that I have no problem telling a woman what I think about her body and what attracts me to it. It’s not meant out of disrespect, but out of rejoice and celebration… Kind of corny, I know. But in all honesty, there are so many characteristics and variations about the female anatomy that appeal to most men that it’s hard to decide and settle for just one. I know what I’m about to say may not go well with some of the women reading this, but there are actually chemicals in both human males and females that are determining factors in our behaviors – so you can take it or leave it. With men, there are a number of stimulating chemicals that are released into a man’s blood stream when he ejaculates that prohibit him from attaching himself to that one person. Whil

F U Cupid!!!
OK, if you read this and you do not have Valentine this year, for what ever the reason and you are kinda tired of all the "Happy Shiny Valentine Day People" And you Like me, are single and do not have a "Significant other" ANd you agree Cupid should get his little Cherubic Ass kicked tomorrow leave me a comment! Yeah I said it! I haev not had a good Valentines day in a LONG time, so CUpid can get a can of Stone Cold WHoop ASS tomorrow!

Life Is So Precious.....
LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS......... IN THIS DARK PLACE........... LOST WITH NOWHERE TO GO.......... I CANT FIND MY WAY.......... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... FOG BLANKETS THE GROUND.... A CHILL IN THE AIR...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... STATUES WEEP THE LOST..... STONES GO ON FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... SHADOWS ARE ENDLESS SHADOWS IS WHERE SHE HIDES.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... CREEPING UP FROM BEHIND...... HER BEAUTY CAPTIVATES ME....... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... TAKING MY PAINS AWAY.... HER TOUCH IS SO COLD....... IN THIS DARK PLACE....... PALE SKIN GLOWS...... RUBY RED LIPS SHINE.... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... HER KISS TAKES MY BREATH...... COMFERTED, IN HER EMBRACE...... IN THIS DARK PLACE.... OUR BODIES BECOME ONE...... SINGLE MOMENTS BECOME FOREVER..... IN THIS DARK PLACE...... LOST INSIDE HER EYES..... SHE LAYS ME TO REST..... IN THIS DARK PLACE..... LIFE SO PRECIONS......

Flyte 2/27/08 Nightly Update
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WILL BE HAVING MY SECOND HH, THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN HOSTING THE GIVEAWA

Southerners
SOUTHERN WOMEN Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions: "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Methodist Baptist Presbyterian Football Southern women know their country b

Wishes
im always wishing for things to go right for me but they never do, i try to make others happy but that never works...so i jusdt sit here glare at the screen of my computer...a void sits inside me like there is no one there. sometimes i just wish i could curl up in my bed toss the blankets over me and wait till the days go by and i grow too old to care..yes i do. it hurts inside right now, the loneliness inside is bigger than me..overwhelming! oh well i dont think anyone really cares except the ones that are closer t o me..but its not enough

Yes! Noooooo..... Yes?
Yes! Let me first say, yes Stephen King is a brilliant writer, but Clive Barker has always been able to go that little farther into the warped for my taste. I love Barker's work and have read many of his books. I recently picked up a copy of his book released last Halloween called Mister B. Gone. Holy fuck I love this book. It is told in first person from the narrator, a demon named Botch. This book is awesome. In addition to demons and extreme violence, the book has plenty of dark humor, sex, gore, and it attacks the Catholic church. Fucking bravo Mr. Barker! To top that, Doug Bradley (for those of you who don't know, he plays the Pinhead character in Hellraiser) will be recording an audio book for this. Doug Bradley has an amazing voice, so I may have to get that to listen to even if I have read the book. Noooooo........................ UHHHH why can't people leave 'classics' alone. I read today that they plan on remaking the original Hellraiser. WTF That movie i

Vacation
Ok so i just need to vent a little, so here i go. Me and the family are driving to Florida in April, going to see my mother for a day, then driving over to Disney for the rest of the week. I have 3 kids 8,4,and 3. I am so sick of hearing from people that taking a 3 year old to Disney is too young, that they wont remember anything. I really dont care if he remembers anything or not. Thats what pictures are for, to show him later on. I was there 3 years ago, and my middle one was only 1, and i enjoyed seeing him react to Mickey, Goofy and all the others. Plus with family down there i know ill be going to take them to Disney again in a few years. So for all the people that think the 3 is too young to go I just got one thing to say....SHUT THE FUCK UP..i dont need your approval to go...there just had to get that off my chest

In Memory Of Jon
im so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Ripping My Pics
I WAS INFORMED THAT THE PIC I HAD UP BEFORE AND TOOK DOWN WAS RIPP BY ANOTHER GUY ON HERE... DUDE...QUIT BEING A FAG AND A FUCKING HATER. DONT GET MAD CAUSE YOUR GIRL WANTHIS 11" OF THICK MAN COCK...

Firemen Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband? "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE."

Firecracker
Jeff...: what are you thinking in that pic ->Firecracker: lawyers suck balls Firecracker: and i dont?? i am actually attending law school right now with a 4.0 gpa ->Firecracker: go cry you sorry cunt Firecracker: you should grow a brain and stop living in jessica

Saving Me
Darkness.. the opening of the seam, it filters through like a fish cutting through the ripples of a rough stream. The wound, you made it so deep, leaks this life from me. I’ve been standing in this same place all my life. Agony, death, the innocence of my childhood ripped from this… open seam. What was there ever to live for? Every corner was another black angle hiding some destruction. Every person another creature waiting to rip me to shreads. I stopped myself from letting them near but they came, pounding me till I was gasping for air. Laying in the depths of darkness waiting for someone to save me, and you never came. Curled up, matted with inferiority… begging you to see me. There’s a glimmer, over there. I knew you’d save me. But my hopes seem to be madness. Never was you, never salvation. Only this cold darkness I’m destined to dwell in. They will win, succeed in tearing me down. All the while you’re being built up. You live in the light surrounded by those you love. You say

Tof's Wedding, Part 1
Karma: "So, As best man, What do I do? Stand there and look pretty?" TOF: "yea perty much your the eye candy for the ladys" Karma: "I'm good at that" TOF: "lol i bet" Razor hands you the playgirl rabbit suit: "have Fun." Karma: "What's that supposed to mean? lol" Ramika: "Where's Karma?" Karma stands next to TOF not wearing the Playgirl Outfit.

Breast Cancer...please Read And Repost To Anyone You Care For...
New kind of Breast Cancer - DO NOT DELETE Please forward to all of the women in your lives .. Mothers, daughters, sisters, aunts, friends, etc. In November, a rare kind of breast cancer was found. A lady developed a rash on her breast, similar to that of young mothers who are nursing. Because her mammogram had been clear, the doctor treated her with antibiotics for infections. After 2 rounds, it continued to get worse, so her doctor sent her for another mammogram. This time it showed a mass. A biopsy found a fast growing malignancy. Chemo was started in order to shrink the growth; then a mastectomy was performed; then a full round of Chemo; then radiation. After about 9 months of intense treatment, she was given a clean bill of health. She had one year of living each day to its fullest. Then the cancer returned to the liver area. She took 4 treatments and decided that she wanted quality of life, not the after effects of Chemo. She had 5 great months and she planned each detail

Toys
WOW! I just used two new toys for the second time. Let me tell you, it was awesome! The gel g-spot vibe and silver bullet together gave me one helluva ride! HMMMM I wonder if any of the guys out there can do that job for me instead of these toys....you guys up for the challenge??

Unanswered Prayers...
In many ways, I look to the past to help find my way through the present and into the future. The past is a doorway for me. Its my way of pushing my way through the trials and tests that life has for me. I always love looking at life from different angles and looking from outside that box. I may not always see what life has in store or what the intention was of something, but I try. :) In my past, I have prayed for things to go a certain way in my life. And time and time again, even as recent as several months ago, things never went that way. I remember feeling that when I fell in love, that that was all that I wanted. I wanted it to be my everything (minus my kids who are number 1 always). I tried to make it that way and then things didn't quite work out that way. It tore me up inside. Tore my heart into millions of pieces and I will never forget the feelings that went through me after all of that. I remember saying that I would never fal

Life In General
well life for me has been very intense as of late i have been tryin to go back to school got told that in order 4 me to get financial aid i would have to have a fawkin co-signer everyone that i know that can help me out has turned me down the oh so wonderful people called family those that would help me cant do to their own bills to pay off. i been tryin to find as much work as possible an yet to my luck i am runnin outa options. i hardly get to talk to the one person that has always ment alot to me cause she lives so far away an due to time difference an her work schedule it keeps her away from the puter to much(an u know who u r). i find out that one of my x's has been goin around claimin that i am in a relationship with sumone that i dont know bout this is kinda funny since i been single for the last 2 month's an even she has known that but still wants to spout out her b.s. lies. i am lucky to have the freinds that i do that like to try to make my life a little bit easier. even tho

You Could Save A Life - Pass This On!
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters... S.T.R. My friend sent this to me and encouraged me to post it and spread the word. I agree. If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. (they offered to call ambulance) They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm , Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die. They end up in a helpless, hopeless condition instead. It only takes a minute to read this... STROKE IDENTIFICATION: A

What We Have Not Done...
What we have not done, we have done many times in my mind. A never ending story of story-book sun sets on a far away beach, gentle waves lapping at our feet, and a warm ocean breeze, the only witness to our secret rendevouz. What we have not done, we have done many times in my dreams. A never ending kiss so passionate and true, our lips reach out for never ending tender moments. It is on this beach that our bodies will undulate with each passing wave, the ocean demanding more of us. It is here, under this crimson setting sun, that we will escape our inhibitions, and relent to nature's call, and we will happily oblige. What we have not done, we will do soon. The canvas you painted for me will soon be drawn out on this warm, beautiful beach, and reality, will at last, be our friend. The bottled up emotions of lust and love will bobble ashore on our beach of destiny. These are the memories I seek, and together, we can make true, what we have not done...

Im Horny , Hurry
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: *have sex * have someone fall in love with you * find money you've been missing * your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money, BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

Boy Toy
Ok people this is my first poem post on here, some may be offensive and some may not be liked but I really dont care.... Its stuff I wrote and have copyright on all.... This one may not be the best one but here gose: BOY TOY He's my lover boy, I just want him to be my toy When the lights go out, He shows me what he's all about. He kisses my lips, while gently rubbing my hips. He holds me tight through the morning and exspecially at night. I feel some security,while in side me he sets him self free. Warm steady breathing in my ear, I know his sexual peak is near. But theres only one thing I can say, Hes my lover boy, I just want him to be my toy.....

Lol I $ell Crack 2 Da Childrenz.
Have you noticed how the world is just slowly getting more and more fucking retarded? Everyone is contradicting themselves. For example... Women fought for equal rights and to not be treated like a piece of property, and yet they whore themselves out for money and stay with their abusive boyfriends/husbands or try to become men themselves. -_- Martin Luther King fought for racial equality and peace between everyone, yet no one can seem to get the fact that there's only one race.....THE HUMAN RACE. The thing I find most funny though is the fact that a black guy could call me a cracker and not be considered racist. What the fuck? Isn't that a racist term for a white person? Oh and of coarse being anorexic is some how better than being fat. LMFAO Fuck people, get your shit together.

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Soulful Ramblings .....
If i have not declared it here before, then i do now - "I am NOT a religious person!" .... so i question as to why i keep searching for what i describe as soulful connections with others? Surely the 'Soul' and 'Religion' are married to the same philosophy, are they not ...? Or is that merely my perception .. ? And after all, what IS meant by 'the Soul'?? I know I feel a welling up inside when an identifiable connection is made with another human being ... I refer to this emotion as being the result of 'brushing up against another person's soul'. I find these matters difficult to put in to words and so was excited to bump into the following words deep in the depths of a google listing somewhere out there in the network of URLs ... maybe it helps. Soul Connection - The inner, telepathic, communication between two individuals when they share thoughts, feelings, dreams, inspiration, and discoveries with each other. Every being has a personal connectivity inside themselves, b

To My Much Loved Girl Friend
Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I didn't see the light I didn't know day from night I had no reason to care But since you came along I can face the dawn Cause I know you'll be there Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day I'll never worry If it's raining outside Cause in here with you girl The sun always shines Good morning beautiful How was your night Mine was wonderful With you by my side And when I open my eyes And see your sweet face It's a good morning beautiful day, yeah A good morning beautiful...day Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful Good morning beautiful A beautiful day Good morning beautiful day A beautiful day Good morning beautiful

The Sauna
THREE WOMEN,TWO YOUNGER,AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. 'THAT WAS MY PAGER ,SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM.' A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED,SHE EXPLAINED, 'THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE ,I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND.' THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID......... ' WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX ' !!

Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease lyrics Dust begins to fall, to the ground The air is cold and thin Thoughts are haunting me as I look around This will never end and I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plauged with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide When your living to die Stuch alone inside your head, Better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, No one's around. Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on w

Poster Pics And Name Graphics
I am offering to make some poster pictures and name graphics. If you would like one a poster picture send me a message letting me know what 3 colors and what picture you want me to use for the POSTER Picture, also tell me what message you want on the Poster Picture. If you want a Name Graphic tell me 1 color and what name you want the NAME GRAPHIC to be. Here are a few of the Poster Pics I made. Here are a few of the Name Graphics I made.

Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country lyrics "He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man" Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I try to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to stay, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Chorus Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite. Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right. Mental fiction follow me; show me what it's like to be set free. Chorus Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me

Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Burn It Down lyrics Jealousy's an ugly word, but you don't seem to care Converse behind my back, but now I'm here Need no one to comply with me though everyone that I defeat Don"t need you, fuck camaraderie, this rage will never go away Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (See it in my eyes) Now I can understand It's sorrow that feeds your lies Whoa, yeah! You're on my back when the water gets too deep for you to breathe A crutch for you that won't always be there Hide in the dark another day The fear in you is here to stay So keep the fuck away from me and learn to trust the words I say Hatred fuels my blood I'll burn ya down (You can't help me) One king to watch the horsemen fall I'll fight 'til the end (I won't help you) I can't trust anyone (Witness and see it in my eyes) (Chorus vocalizing) Now I can

Ok, Frozen!
Just dropped my car off at the mechanic and walked the 2.3 miles back to my house. Wasn't too bad of a walk, but my legs are frozen!!!! ...........Oh! and I saw a Kestrel sitting on a phone pole on the way back, that was cool.

My Life
I have been on this earth for over 30 years and I can honestly say I have nothing to show for it. I have done nothing but screw up my entire life. Now I am at a place where I dont know what I am going to do . I made a mistake and moved a guy i didnt even know in with me, Ive supported him for almost 2 months now. Last night I kicked him out but I am in a such a financial hardship. My rent is due in two days and I dont have it. The guy was supposed to give it to me, but thats not happening. I lost my car a couple months ago and I have been struggling everyday to get to a job that doesnt even pay enough to cover my bills. just when i think i am getting back on track something else happens. i am at the point where i just wanna give up. i wanna crawl in a hole and never come out. i am definitely embarrased of who i have become.

My Time
this year is starting out great.. its all about me so far! LOL . Usually hubby is the one buying stuff for himself. Like a mower..a motorcycle. Well so far.. I got my new vehicle..and yesterday I got a new refrigerator and washer. The washer I had to have.. mine finally died after us having it for 12 yrs and previous owner haveing it for 4. I got to play with it lastnight..its awesome. As for the refrigerator.. we just wanted somthing nice. Our refrig was a used one to..and small. So he got me a side by side...with a icemaker. I just finished putting the stuff into it. The boys had to wake up first thing and use the icemaker. I got a feeling it will end up broke from them thinking its a toy. I am just happy for the extra room. I am on cloud 9 right now!

New Members!
Hey!! We have some new members please stop by and add and rate them! first off Rebel_128~The Terminators~Captain~@ fubar AND... ♥†Ŗėbėľ§Ãŋġėł†♥~The Terminators~@ fubar And.... azhippie ~ the terminators@ fubar

Failed!!!
Well yesterday I received bad news that I failed the exam for the certification I was trying to obtain. This is actually no surprise to me...I had a feeling it wasn't going to be pretty but I was still upset. I was actually thinking about it last night and this is the first test in my life I have failed...It does not feel good....Now I just have to cram for the next 2-3 months again to retake it...I am going to pass this test one day...lol.. This is the actual break down of the domains (chapters) that are involved in the test. 10 being what ISC2 said was my worst subject on the test and of course 1 being the best. I also put little notes on what i did to study for this test. Wish me luck and if anyone can think of ways to help me study please tell me.....lol..I am desperate... TELECOMMUNICATIONS & NETWORK SECURITY (10)----very long domain and very detailed but only reviewed cause I thought I knew pretty well..guess not ACCESS CONTROL (9)----this domain is nothing but memo

Rissa- Roo
I've tried to hold back my feelings on this particular subject for some time now..my 3 yr.old niece came to live with us a lil over a year ago...she's smart,sweet,loud..lol but she gets that honest..she has a quirky imagination...and at times can make u wanna pull your hair out..haha but u gotta luv em'. I got a call about a week or so ago from my mother who lives in OK..now before i go any further...rissa has 2 other sisters'..one in LA and one in OK...their mother gave up on trying to care for them and sent them off to live with family...if i was able i would have taken all three..but kno how that goes...anyway..back to my mother...i thought as a grandmother,mother and woman...she would have stepped up first to take the girls so they didn't have to be seperated..at the time her bf didn't want any more children in the house so she declined and here we are...NOW she wants to step in and try to take over...of course now that we have gotten attached. So i've been racking my brain tryin

Brad Paisley -"online
I work down at the pizza pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5'3 and overweight I'm a Sci-Fi fanatic Mild asthmatic Never been to 2nd base But there's a whole nother me That you need to see Go check out MySpace 'cause online I'm down in Hollywood I'm 6'5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black belt in Karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious 'cause even on a slow day I can have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online I get home, I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I Ever even been to L.A. Was when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade. Online I live in Malibu I posed for Calvin Kline, I've been in GQ I'm single and I'm rich And I got a set of six pack abs

My Friends
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An Unsent Letter
Hello Dear, I woke up this morning with this feeling that I have gotten use to feeling. One of not feeling complete, that life had little or no meaning to it. I know that this isnt true and that things will change but I cant help but miss the way things were. I remember how i use to look forward to waking up and eather calling you or texting to say goodmorning and I love you, to hear you all sleepy and to know that I was the first thing on your mind, but alas that has all changed now, you have a love and once again all I have is the life that makes little sence to me. I do not hold ill feeling toward you I know all you want is to be happy and that is one thing i wish for you to so i wish you happiness and love, and maybe someday I will feel those feeling again. with love your Baby