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A Brief Synopsis Of Wicca
I find this to be something that frequently comes up here on social networking sites as well as in real life. People seem to have a jaded concept of what Wicca really is thanks to either religious intolerance or the media giving us a bad name. Everyone has seen the movies The Craft, The Covenant, Wicker Man, etc. They are a poor depiction of what a Wiccan is really all about. Wicca is based of of ancient Celtic beliefs. It was brought to a more mainstream level in the mid-1900's by Gerald Gardner when he had joined a coven and persuaded his elders to permit him to write a book about the theory and practice of the religion. The estimated number of practicing Wiccans in the United States today is over 750,000...which makes this the 5th most widely practiced religion in the USA behind Christianity, Judaism, Islam and Hinduism in that order.

What Wicca Is And Is Not
Wiccans are not your storybook witches. We live by a credo, called The Wiccan Rede. The main part to this is "An it harm none, do what ye wilt." We live by this everyday. We do not participate in nor condone any fomr of ritual abuse. We feel that harming another living being in any way will come back to us three times over. In fact, we believe everything we do has an effect on our lives, again...threefold. We do ou best to only put out positive energies in order to receive various blessings in return. You anger a Wiccan, you are not going to have a horrific spell cast upon you in which your hair is going to fall out and you will end up with a bad case of acne. It just does not work this way. Many practitioners of Wicca actually refuse to use magic in any form because it is asking permission to tread upon a person's free-will or wellbeing. this would be negative and it will come back to us. In fact, spells are not what people think they are in the first place. Spells are done by invokin

My New Folder
ok yes i have a new family only folder ! and no i'm not going to add just anyone to my family so stop asking me. y all i'm tired of ppl shouting at me and asking to be added to my family ! it's like hello yo i'm not totally as stupid as you must think ! so here goes no so don't ask please. i'm ready to delete the whole thing it's getting on my last nerve .

Election 08
Don't hate me for this! But rather listen, understand, and take action! The only truth is staying true to yourself and your own beliefs wright??? Well as a Political Science major and a vast Republican/ Rudy supporter who aides in the running of the online facebook 'Rock the VOTE!' movement as well as the 'Take it to the streets' movement. All I have to say, is as long as you take a stand be it Republican or Democrat you stand for something! So be an American and VOTE!

Between Home And Work
i work at a company that builds kitchen cabinets for lowes and homedepo. the pay aint great but its a job. when i get home i make sure the kids have there homework done. theyre homeschooled. hubby helps thank goodness.i have two boys. so if u message me its not that i dont want to talk. love your comments about me.

Show Me A Kid Who Doesn't Lie And I Will Show You God!!
Let's see, where do I begin. It all started with these kids at my son's school. My son decided to dedicate the 2007 school year to his grandfather, who passed away in July. Certain kids found that out, and started teasing him. They were saying some terrible things like telling my son to go Fuck his dead grandfather. My son got suspended one time, because one of the kids wouldn't leave him alone and my son got so pissed, that he hit the kid in the back with a rock, which my son knows wasn't the right thing to do. He came back from suspension, and the same kid plus 2 others started on him again. One kid punched my son in the jaw, the other kid punched him in the back of the neck, and the other kid just stood there and laughed as this all was going down. My son slapped the kid that was laughing. He went to the office and I was called. I called my husband and we rushed up to the school and had our words with the assistant principal and then the Pricipal (PICKLE FUCKER) as we all call him,

Fireplace Fantasy
Fireplace Fantasy A fireplace. Logs placed in it. A hand takes the match to light the logs. A fire engulfs the fireplace. A warm, but soft blanket spread about the floor. Pillows laid about the blanket. A table full of taste treats to bewitch two willing souls. Just within the right distant away from the flames, Yet Close enough to work its magic. Two bodies will soon come together as one. Within a fireplace fantasy coming true for two lovers. Someone is missing…. Who can it be? I smile and say to you, Of course you should know, It is you that is missing from this romantic scene for two. ©2008 Firestar

Posturing
For the Dragon searching the ground below her looking for something that catches her eye. Not really seeking another, but just some answers to some questions in her mind. Soaring this way and that, passing by communities of sorts, gandering answers here and there. The skies are a radiant blue, a river trickles down a distant mountain, she approaches. Behold the Rat who postures himself in such a manner to attract the attention of the mighty dragon. Standing on his riverside, preaching to a bunch of water goats (Capricorns) about a subject that the mighty dragon seeks. Perhaps not all the answers she looks for, but a Rat like no other, one that inspires her, encourages her fires to explode. Now the Postured Rat, occasionally takes flight with his favored Dragon, together seeking to do what is good among the masses. Only this Rat is uncertain in the direction to point, the Rat sees the goal, stands at it, and looks back, seeking to know how he came. The Dragon flew, she sees the la

Infliction Of Pain
Pain is part of life, and even more a part of love, some blame the one with the knife, others the man above, its a sick game of deception, that we all like to play, but don't regret the happiness, regret its loss to yesterday, leave the good with the bad, and move into tomorrow, hoping the good times and smiles eventually outweigh the sorrow, whiskey and weed seem to help, but they are demons in themself, so stash the weed and put the whiskey back on the shelf, find peace and solice in the depths of your own soul, and be the source of warmth in this world of cold, you may seem to be a fool, your actions seem in vain, but your invicibility in the future will deny another's inflcition of pain. ---Robert Markle--- ---December 24, 2007---

Days Gone By
Verse One: My father was so sick, twenty years after his crime, I could hear that ole clock tick, he was livin on borrowed time, couldn't stand to see him die, witherin' away, so I made up excuses, so I wouldn't have to stay, lookin' back now, it wasn't a good choice, cause I'd give anything somehow, just to hear his voice, but..... Verse Two I use to have a friend, but we made a mistake, caused a brotherhood to end, and four hearts to break, now I sit all alone, not a friend in this world, wonderin' how I did what I did with that girl, ya' see I had a lady and she had a man, It was never meant to happen, it sure wasn't planned, things got outta hand, they happened so fast, what was once the present, soon became the past, and now I know..... Verse Three: Shoulda been on my way, soon as I got the call, on the line was my brother j, "hey, what's up with ya'll," I'm bouncin' down at Bartos, I could use some company, sorry bro the wife is sick, and I got the

Must Read...kingdom Rules~
First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other bomber from any platoon please speak with me ( Witoak )..Do NOT try to handel it your self.. 2.) You can NOT do more than one contest a month..We will rotate turn's and each person will have a turn to be in them..Remember a lot of bomber's burn out from too many contest's..If you feel you really want to be in one and it isn't your turn talk with another bomber to change

Restless Knights.
No sleep, starts to play tricks with your mind. It's like being alive, but can't find the time. Headaches all the while, it even hearts to smile. You know what causes the insomnia, Ya can't heal things that can't be fixed. So I'm caught up in this mix. Nothing I can do, nothing I can plead, So I stand here on my weak knees. Wondering when sleep will swallow me. Wishing to be carried to my dreams, Even when my eyes are shut, I hear screams. Nightmares, they are like a disease. Never wanna sleep, these sheets like a prison. Without the bars, can't believe how i'm livin. Still I'm stuck and I can't get to far. The only thing that will take it away, Has been took away, like a theif in the night. So here I am again, alone, fighting this fight. Just wish I didn't have all these restless nights.

Loveless Rhyme.
Sitting here wishin, I didn't feel like a mortition. Please, just sit and listen, or stand and watch, So i'm not alone as I pick up the pieces. Be with me till the war ceases. Rest on my shoulder, i'll be your protection. Just stay with me, and we'll both learn a lesson. All is fair in love and war, still I'd rather be shot. Than have yet another walk out the door. Love isn't something I can take anymore. It's like a drug, i'm trying to kick. Cause the detox is something that sticks. The only cure is yet another dose, We all wait, to become comatose. Still its not that fact that my heart is broke. It's just that I can't believe it's not healed. I couldn't even start to explain how I feel. So I just wear a mask, and act like i'm real. Then I see a needle, just a quick fix. Push into my vein, not knowing after it's gone.. I will always feel the pain. Just another mistake, playing a game.. Fact is, it's way to high stakes. None of us go all in, we just throw a cou

Different Types Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. * This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. * This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex * This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, * Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.(Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. * This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyo

In Case Anyones Wondering?
i got my first official stalker from fubar so my pic and staus are for the fatboy hiding in cali......anyone who knows me, knows me better but hes managed to, along with his undwearband, stretch me to my limits......sorry for not bein me but sometimes ya gotta break it down for the mentally challenged.....im not callin him "fatboy" cause im mean.... i call him this beacuse i "care"....and I'm NOT makin fun of the "mentally challenged"....just stupid people....LOL..anyways my pic will be back to normal soon enuff...lol hope were alll havin a FANTASTIC week...

Tonight
Tonight will be the last night. The last night I will relive our last time together. Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me. The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted. Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are.What you are doing and who you are with. The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in another's arms. Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me. The last night that I will think of myself as "unlovable." Tonight will be the last time I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep. The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you. Tonight I will free myself of you. YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance. Tonight I let you go...

Be Careful Meeting People
This week I did something really stupid. I felt so bad because I had found out that my SO of 12 years had cheated on me. I had been talking to DarWel2003 user #1447895 on fubar for a few weeks. We talked on the phone. He lived 45-60 minutes from me. He wanted to meet me. So stupid me went there to meet him. Here is what can happen to you. Realistically it can happen to you no matter how you meet someone. And it really doesn't matter how it happened. BECAUSE IT DID HAPPEN! PICTURES DON'T LIE! Just take this as a piece of advice! Updated: I think I need to explain a bit more. No, I did not file charges because I was ashamed. No, he didn't strike me. Regardless, you can see what happened, it is what you don't see that lingers. I really truly don't think he believes he did anything wrong. He never saw the tears or heard the phone calls I made. I was afraid to drive because I had been drinking. I got maybe an hour of sleep before he had me shower and he washed my hair. I have

Don’t Cry For Me
I start to cry as I realize the truth, The days pass us by from young in our youth. To the quiets days if us being wise in our years, It all starts in the cradle strong without fears. Then when we become invincible to this world, The young teens get a taste of reality by young girls. I can look into your eyes seeing the light slowly fading, Knowing the words may be my last so I start debating. Wanting the truth to unfold but not wanting to hurt you, Trying to find some way to let your heart know what’s true. Telling you that your 19 year old daughter is a soon to be mom, Isn’t how i want you to see me but you win some you lose some. Tears fall with the time slowly slipping away, Trying to keep you here isn’t right so I’ll tell you all I have to say. The next world will be better for you no more pain, But knowing grandma went the same way hurts all over again. I regret everything I ever did to you, The pain, the fights, every stupid thing I put you throu

It's Official
Wally world has pissed me off. Apparently I'm not good enough to move up where I am, no matter how hard I try, so if I can't move up somewhere else in the company, I'm moving on. My give a f*ck took a hike.

I Choose
So, come to find out the man of my dreams that I have been blogging about is in a committed relationship. I am so crushed I don't know what to do with myself. Again, another reason why I purposefully don't get involved emotionally with men. I always get hurt.. Fuckers!! I mean, how can you tell someone that you love them then turn around and go home to your wife who you say the same thing to. really i would like to know. I have never cheated and wouldnt even consider it. fuck me! so im watching dr phil..and have learned that I need to chose how my life is.. so here it is. I CHOOSE: *not to be in unhealthy relationships where i remotely feel unappreciated or used *to not date fuckers that have no respect for me *to feel good about who I am *to get in shape and eat healthy (which I am doing) *to be prosperous *to show the asses that i have dated that i am worth so much more than them I am sure that I will think of more. Im just really hurt right now and feel l

Bigger News
If you know me, then you know I have been married for about 13 years, also that my husband and I have a lot of downs in our relashionship the last.... oh 5 years... We (I) have tried to keep us together for all the wrong reasons, I mean there is love there that has never been a question... I am NOT in the business of bashing people NO matter what... So I will just say..... We have become 2 very different people going on very different paths and want very different things is our lives... Well... Anyway.... This weekend I am moving into a house with the kids... I am so VERY excited and scared at the same time... This will literally be the 1st time I have EVER lived alone, as in no roommate or a boyfriend/spouse with me, just the kids and I... I am looking forward to this part of my life, the challenge and test it will bring to show me who I really am, how strong I am and what I am capable of being a single woman/mother... I have a new house... I have a new job...

Status Update (high Emotion Alert!)
Some of you...mebbe not a lot, but some...may have been wondering where I've been as of late... Here's the short version: Xmas eve, my laptop HD crashed. We had a power surge, and it's toast...well, it MAY be toast...but I can't use it as a regular drive. Hopefully I'll be able to save pics, flyer designs...all the important stuff. I survived the new year...and thought the new year was going to start off grand...which turned out to be the same old thing...which is exactly what I'm tired of. After having conversations with people, I've realized I haven't truly had time to heal from my emotional ordeal, which was my relationship, and I've had a lot dumped on me since then. To put it in a list form: a) my relationship ended b) my return to Canada which sparked the end of my possible relationship with someone in Arkansas c) not being able to spin live ONCE since I got back d) being single and miserable...and having my hormones go OFF the scale on a regular basis e) findi

Ok! Fess Up! Whodunit?
I am flattered and humbled to have received not one, but TWO FU-Valentines... One word for you: WOOHOO!!!!! I am pretty sure who sent one, but who else did such a fabulous thing for ol' T~Bear??? Or is it really "whom"? Never mind... While I have my suspicions, please confess your good deeds so I can properly thank you. While we are at it, who the heck CRUSHED me??? And why don't you tell me who you are? Or is it really "whom"? Never mind... Please 'fess up. I will be eternally grateful. Love and hugs to all. me

I Blog :p
OMG my BFF is someone's Fu-pet!! This site is crazy. Well im super excited now cause Im at my other home ..and im on a computer!!! Yay keyboard!! although i wish I was at Mikes on a computer... but i can shout out right now super cool!! Although im only talking with my BFF Amazon Angel/T-dog. Unfortunatly my new friend who dosnt like to blog :P lol is not online. So anyways my day was the same as usual...although I got Starbucks with Kaitlyn and got my xmas and birthday gifts woohoo!! I cant wait till Friday!! Me and my BFF our making salutes. hmm... Im also looking forward to the weekend after next cause Mike and I are going to see Cloverfield with his friend from work and his friends GF. Hmm other than that nothing much going on. Im sleepy!! See its not that hard now is it? hehe :D

No More (huge Ass) Keloid...... I Hope
HeyMost of you know or see the photos, there was this huge ass keloid on the side of my face right next to my left ear. This thing has been growing for years and I been wanting it gone for a while. But since I always was between NYC and Florida and the fact that I didn't have stable insurance, there was nothing more that could be done for it besides injecting it and hoping that it would shrink. Ya, that didn't work thus just growing.So I finally move home and apply for insurance. Speed to December and finally getting insurance. Speed to late December and I see a general doctor and getting a referral to see a dermatologist. You can see where this is going. So last thursday, I went to see the dermatologist and he says it is too big for injections, as are most of the rest of them. He schedules me for an appointment the next Wednesday (today) to see the surgeon to see what can be done for it, which leads to today.Note that my mother was with me last thursday to hear about this. Al

How To Morph Photos
ok so im new to the photo thing and want to know how to morph photos. Can anyone help what program is good and how do you upload them i tried oneprogram and it didnt work. advise please HEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPP>..................lol

Home Depot
so where do i start, been with home depot for over a year and was a department supervisor. i go to work today and nohting seems out of the ordinary. i come back from lunch and about 30 min my store manager calls me inter office and says this is a termination session and that your being cashed out and fired. that was about 40 min ago. wwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

1st Bad Week In A Long Time
HOW SHOULD I START. WITH WEEK I FORGET TO A OF THE BEST WEEK I WOULD HAVE I WAS WRONG. GOT TO WORK ON MONDAY MORNING TO FIND OUT I WAS WORK A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE THAT I RIDE WITH AT ONE OF VOLUNTEER FIRE COMPANY. PLANNED TO GET OFF AT 1800HRS ON MONDAY EVENING AND WAS TOLD I COULDN'T LEAVE DUE TO NOT HAVING COVERAGE FOR THE SHIFT. GOT VERY PISSED OFF BECAUSE MY PLACE OF WORK WANT TO JERKYS ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. WHEN IN TO WORK ON TUESDAY AND IT SEEM TO BE A LITTLE BETTER. GOT TO WORK ON WEDNESDAY AND JUST GO BAD AGAIN AND WHEN DOWN HILL FROM THERE RAN MY BACKSIDE OFF FROM ONE SIDE ON THE COUNTY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF HARFORD COUNTY AND TO MAKE THE DAY EVERY WROST THAT I COULD NOT GET OFF ON TIME AND MADE ME EVEN MORE TICKED OFF BECAUSE WHEN I GET LIKE THIS I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO TURN IT AROUND OR FINE SOME THING ELSE TO DUE FOR A LIVING AND WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THE PROBLEMS AND CAN'T GET THE SUPPORT FROM YOU FRIENDS TO WORK THE PROBLEMS OUT. ALSO HAVE A BEST FRIEND T

I Need Some New Tattoo's!!!
YES I SAID NEED DAMNIT! NOT WANT, NEED I SAY!! lol, I'm absolutely pheening for some new tats but I'm poor and it sucks but I realize all of my tats I've gotten at huge turning points in my life, and today well, today was a huge landmark in my life, I officially accomplished my life goal of becoming a published author! Officially published because its actually for sale!! lol! So this means I need a new tat to commemorate it right?! Okay so yeah its been nearly 3 years since I got Isabo my Fae and I'm so so ready to get some major work done and blah blah.. So , the moral of this rant is.. If you are a Local tat artist and would like a blank canvas to expand your portfolio on give me a yell because well I'll be sure you give you mad props in all of my upcoming shoots and whatnot!! I NEEDS ME SOME NEW INK! Did I mention I give love to my tat artists in my book? ;) haha okay so yeah I'm done :P

New Members
Hello everyone. Just wanted to let you all know that we have some new members to the "Texas Wolves" again. Please make them all feel welcomed to the family. Darkened Angel "Texas Wolves" Dragon Spirit Of The Night Lady Darkwood "Texas Wolves" Dagger {Master Vampire} "Texas Wolves" Deathwind "Texas Wolves" And last but not lest our newest member: Awesomelilbunny

What The F---
i was watching a law program today and i was wondering what the hell is up with ppl in this world we live in , I mean if you commit a crime and get away with it you commit another if you get caught you blame the socity , if you cheat in your girlfriend or boyfriend it's because you were tired of their crap or you think it's thier fault and they made youu do it, what makes me all pissed is well blame everyone else for our bullshit when in fact we are our own problem so take some responsabiltyfor yourself and stop blaming everyone else and look to yourself

On The Hunt
Contact Witoka:Shattered Heart Witoka* Royal Eliet BomberTotal Master Morpher Seeking New Bomber's@ fubar Are Hippie:`InSaNe HiPpIe`co owner of the kingdom of wolves@ fubar Morning Star:Morning Star*Co Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves Till Witoka Can Return Spirit Of The Wolf Platoon*Seeking New Bomber's@ fubar Hippie:~`HiPpIe`~co owner of the kingdom of wolves'@ fubar First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other

Not Notice
do you ever feel not notice feel like that every day in my life even when i have some one i just want some one to notice i am still a living human being when i was preg no one really care afraid to be with a guy really i wish i was ok love guys but i think my fear toke over how would i know that i wont get fuck over again i was afraid to talk to my hubby about shit cuz i wanted to not tell him shit i wanted him to know shit but i wont tell him but it my fault i drove him and every one i know away cuz every one i love dies or fucks me over so i just wait when i am not happy i norm just stay in a room by myself all day wtf should i do oh ya have your heart broeken into two

Wtf?
I was driving home from work listening to the talk on the radio. They were saying how a 5 year old was trying to catch a flight with his mother at the SEATAC airport, but they were detained because the little boy shared the same name as the alias of a known terrorist. So, they frisk the little boy and his mother and hold them for questioning. The mother goes to comfort her 5 year old and they pull her away, re-frisk her, and tell her that she's not allowed to touch him because he's a threat to national security! WHAT THE FUCK! HE'S 5! Since when are 5 year olds who play with trucks and spiderman action figures a threat to national security? That poor little kid is going to be scarred for life! He's scared and confused and people are looking at him accusingly, and all he wants is the comfort of his mother's arms and they're going to deny him that?! COME ON! When did we as a society stop using common sense? When did fear become so overwhelming that we have to start treating little boys l

The Nagging Wife!
The Nagging Wife! > > > Farmer Jake had a nagging wife who made his life miserable. The only real peace that he got was when he was out in the field plowing. > > One day when he was out in the field, Jake's wife brought his lunch to him. Then she stayed while he quietly ate and berated him with a constant stream of nagging and complaining. Suddenly, Jake's old mule kicked up his back legs, striking the wife in the head, and killing her instantly. > > At the wake, Jake's minister noticed that when the women offered their sympathy to Jake he would nod his head up and down. But when the men came up and spoke quietly to him, he would shake his head from side to side. > > When the wake was over and all the mourners had left, the minister approached Jake and asked, "Why was it that you nodded your head up and down to all the women and shook your head from side to side to all the men?" > > Well, Jake replied, "The women all said how nice she looked, and her dress was so prett

Are You Breaking The Law W/o Even Knowing? (funny)
This is a list of obscure but (at the time I made this page) still on the books ridiculous or bizarre laws. Are you breaking the law and not knowing it?? Check your state to find out. .. Alabama It is illegal to play Dominos on Sunday. .. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in a church. .. Putting salt on a railroad track may be punishable by death. Alaska .. In Fairbanks, it is illegal to feed alcoholic beverages to a moose. .. It is illegal to a wake a bear for the purpose of photography, although it is legal to shoot a sleeping bear. .. A law in Fairbanks, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Arizona .. In Tucson, it is illegal for women to wear pants. .. In Globe, it is illegal to play cards in the street with a Native American. .. In Glendale, it is illegal to drive a car in reverse. .. In Nogales, it is illegal to wear suspenders. Arkansas .. In Fayetteville, it is illegal to kill any living creature, including insects. .. In Li

V1agra Killed His Appetite?
V1agra Killed His Appetite? > > > Mary asks her husband, John, if he'd like some breakfast: "Would you like bacon and eggs, perhaps? A slice of toast? Grapefruit and coffee to follow?" > > He declines: "It's this V1agra," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." > > At lunchtime, Mary asks if he would like something: "A bowl of homemade soup, homemade muffins or a cheese sandwich?" > > He declines: "It's this V1agra," he says, "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." > > Come dinnertime, she again asks John if he wants anything to eat. She'll go to the store and buy him some food. Would he like maybe a steak and apple pie? Maybe he'd like a pizza microwaved or a tasty stir-fry that would only take a couple of minutes? > > John declines: "It's this V1agra," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." > > Exasperated, Mary gives him an elbow and says, "Would you mind letting me up? I'm starving!" >

The Dance Of Lovers.
Have you ever watched the movements of a man, and every hitch of his walk thrills you. I bite my lips and suck at my tongue while watching the movement of him. From the side..I can see his eyes smile as he talks to a stranger. I can't take my eyes off of his hands, his fingers move and my eyes follow, because later I know they will be sliding on me...in me. His hand slides around my hip and his fingers tangle in the hair that twitches there. I step up to bite at his neck and his chin. I move away and in the space of a moment he is behind me. His hands high on my waist, right beneath my breasts. He leans forward and moves his face into my hair. I can hear him inhale the scent of me. He pushes closer... I talk about nonsensicle things.. I have no idea what. I chatter and he is at my back. As I talk, I move softly against him. His fingers tighten. I run my fingers down his arms until they clasp with his.I hold them a moment and then release them. I walk to the counte

The Ultimate Sacrifice
This is for all firefighter who have fallen in the line of duty and have made the ultimate sacrifice. The tones sound out on his pager He’s up and out the door This is nothing new to him He’s done this many times before In a flash he’s in his truck And down the road he flies With flashing of red and clear lights Burning like fire in his eyes In the back of his mind There is something strange about this call This feeling is new to him A feeling he hasn’t felt at all He soon arrives on scene And quickly dons his gear With the sound of the chief’s commands Blaring from his radio in his ear He’s told to get a pack Because he is going inside To search for a missing victim Who they don’t know has already died Inside he goes with another man To search for a very unfortunate soul With an axe in one of his hands And in the other a pike pole On all fours they crawl along Searching for a sign To find the body of the victim Before they run out of time Suddenly the f

10/1/08 Or 1/10/08
Hey everybody today for me is 2 years since my friendship with my now ex best friend Geoff ended and so i went to the movies this morning and saw The Waterhorse and it was a really awesome movie even though i saw it alone everybody would enjoy it so it's been a ok 10/1/08 for me and i Chinese for Dinner and it's the best comfort food when feeling like noone cares about you anymore so i guess you can say i surivived the 2 year anniversary of not having a best friend in my life anymore especially if i was still friends with him it would have been 19 years of friendship with him this year if the court system didn't break up my friendship with him forever from Bruce

True Friends Or Pretenders!
Last year, my ex-wife and I divorced! That was EXTREMELY painful! But what hurts just as much, if not more, is that ALL of my so called "friends" don't talk to me anymore! They wont return ANY of my calls OR when I see them out in public, they're ALWAYS pressed for time and they can't stop to talk to me, even if I have my children with me! Now in court, we divided our martial assets down the line! But I didnt know that she was awarded our mutual friends as well! Has anyone experienced what I'm going through right now and if so, how did you handle it?

Love
Have we really fallen into the depths of conformed love, into the realm of being taught how to love and how to appreciate loves worth. Is loving truly now more taught to us by others, then honestly feeling it ourselves. Have we become so indulged in manifested love that we overlook the true love before us for we tend to look and follow such guidelines set forth by others whom feel they are authors of love? Is love not placing others before your own self without ever making a decision to do so, that it comes naturally to be giving in hopes of placing a smile on another face and within their heart, much an unconditional favor and devotion to the well being of someone. Love is something we feel internally and it comes from our heart without needing a reason or that of a special occasion to remind us of the ones we love. Is not every day meant to be a special day and not only that of special occasions and holidays when you care for another? Though how easily we are blinded by it

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song

An Artists Lost Vision
Once you taste heartache it lingers within and leaves you afraid of it ever happening again. No matter the truths or lies you tell yourself it still resides within your heart reminding you of the hurt once caused. You begin making a new life, a life that’s unreal because you find yourself avoiding the truth. So much wonder, so much confusion but you hold on believing love will conquer all, but does it? Unreasonable how one feels they may know and understand of things without any true knowledge of them, without ever experiencing love and/or heartache before. And how it is one paints what they feel absolute completeness is. Then like that of an artist painting in the rain it flows away, it’s streams of multi-hued color fades and all that’s left is unseen hopelessness. You as the artist try to replace it for you believe in it, but to no avail do you succeed. Thus and so as an artist in the rain do you give up and await a sunny day to try and paint once more or do you give that talent of b

Shadows On The Wall
Shadows On The Wall In the midst of darkness as it falls I wonder, what are these shadows on the wall? There I view them unalone I call out my name and realize these shadows are one in the same; Why are these images here Is it something I fear? What are these Shadows On The Wall? They're me through various times of the day; When I wake I stand tall When I relax I seem to fall When I am in thought I stand afar Far away from the others I viewed that same day. Why do I have these shadows on the wall? To remind me of who I am most of all... Me! I enjoy these shadows on the wall; For they tell me I am strong and without fear No matter how near or far. Often I may seem distant but really; I am closer than you might realize. For look through your own eyes You to will see these Shadows on The Wall. Imagine these shadows on the wall they depict who we are. Enjoy these shadows on the wall they represent strength, courage, faith, friend, belief, dreams, and

Introduction
Here you shall find yourself reading random days that have past and that I have spent. Simple mindless thought and how days come to pass for myself, you shall come to be aware of single moments in my life that I freely make yours to read. As to how I reflect upon those days of no more. A look within my periodical journal. Enjoy!

Monday, November 29, 2004
Again chilled and no snow, saddening and had a short talk with someone who means ever so much to me. Dismayed and upset at my own self for I feel I may have caused her some heartache in our stunted talk, and for that I am hurt for I promised to never be the one to cause a tear. Guess falling into such melancholy I accepted the belief of what better place to bide my time then in darkness, and how no darker a place is there then here. The remnant that I write is too personal to share…. "Anne Rice only got it half right"

Saturday, January 15th 2005
Atmosphere so resonant I avow I have the sense of hearing whispers strengthening across the flurry of snow from miles away, and how it is now that I wish the snow fairy had not granted me my wish. Hours have been exhausted in constructing a pathway from my front door to the street and how my arms are now fatigued and ineffectual that I feel like “Gumby”. Nevertheless the conditions here are characterless to that of the harrowing desolate seas as of recently, thus I shall consider myself lucky and make a start of my day with a smile and a thought and prayer of and for those whom are less fortunate.

How To Speak Southern
How To Speak Southern Hah Tu Spek Suthun) ======================= BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjah bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ranch in the back of that pickup truck my brother from Jawjuh bard a few munts ago." ALL - noun. A petroleum-based lubricant. Usage: "I sure hope my brother from Jawjuh puts all in my pickup truck." FAR - noun. A conflagration. Usage: "If my brother from Jawjuh doesn't change the all in my pickup truck, that things gonna catch far." BAWSE - noun. A supervisor. Usage: "If you don't stop reading these Sout

Outlaw Angel...
I JUST WOULD LIKE TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT OUTLAW ANGEL WILL BE LEAVING ME TOMORROW TO HEAD BACK TO FLORIDA TO TAKE CARE OF SOME PERSONAL BUSINESS...BUT SHE HAS ASKED ME TO LET ANYONE KNOW THAT MAY WISH TO CONTACT HER WHY SHE IS AWAY THAT YOU ALL CAN EMAIL ME AND ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS YOU ALL MIGHT HAVE..ALSO SHE WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS GAVE HER SUPPORT AND LOVE WHY SHES BEEN WITH ME AND MY FAMILY...I WILL TELL YOU SHES A STRONGER LADY NOW AND IS DOING BETTER THEN SHE WAS 2 MONTHS AGO...ITS BEEN A ROUGH TIME FOR HER BUT SHES GOOD..SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH HER PLEASE EMAIL ME AND I WOULD BE HAPPY TO PASS IT ALONG...I WILL BE THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS HOW TO REACH HER FOR NOW..UNTIL SHE IS BACK ONLINE AGAIN SHE SENDS HER LOVE AND BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE...HUGS THE COWGIRL IN PINK OUTLAW ANGEL

Sorry Friends
hi, sorry i haven't bin on my at&t internet services is down it keeps going in & out i cant stay on the internet tulle they fix it :( thank you all to how have help me you rock!! ill well git you all back with luv k well miss you all!! well im off to git this fix st

Bless The Broken Road Lyrics (rascal Flatts)-dedicate To My Best Freind In The World Outlaw Angel I Love You Sis
Bless The Broken Road Lyrics (Rascal Flatts) I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream lead me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream lead me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you

Your Pathetic Existance
I'ts amazing to me How pathetic youve become Stepping into my territory So unwelcomed Attempting to make me jealous Of some bitch who's utterly worthless You were nothing You'll always be nothing No matter what you do Things can never change The way I see you now Makes me glad I ended it If anyone should be jealous It's you Of the man I'm in love with now He's everything you will never be Or could ever be You spineless little bastard I'm done playing games Keep pushing me And you'll see the side of me you never knew I can only hold my tongue for so long Your pathetic attempts to get my attention Me nothing to me as always I'm trying to stay your friend But it's becoming more and more difficult Your feeble attempts to cause a conflict Are irritating me If you want a fight I'll fucking give you one And I promise it wont be pretty So keep playing and pushing I'm at the end of my rope with you And I'm about to hang your ass So what you want to do now bitc

Update On My Daughter
Well she ended up back at the emergency room on the 8th. She had a fever of 102.9 and her breathing was bad. They took more blood and xrayed her chest. She now has to be on a breathing machine with the albuterol. She has to go back to Childrens Hospital next week to check where her stitches are and back to her doctors office to check how her breathing is going. So I will update more later! Thanks to all who have been there for me and my family!*HUGS AND KISSES*

Firefighting
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? Is anyone tr

Money~~and Trade~11's
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~my Mother~
You are my best friend. You keep me safe and in your arms. You keep things in line when things go wrong. My mom is the best to ever love. She loves every kid even if there bad, she calls them her own. Mom is the best you can ever wish for. She smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friends. Mom loves to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smile. You put her down she will show the southern side of herself. Mom you are number one in spirit and love. I love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in a picture. You are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask for. My mom is the best to have and to be around. My one true best friend in the world is you. Author notes This is for me and TheDemiprists mom please tell me what you think and I hope she likes it.

Murdered By Mumia
Are you familiar with the legal case of Mumia Abu-Jamal? It is a great likelihood that you are, especially if you are from Philly or its environs. Otherwise, you may have heard of it insofar that he is was a "prominent journalist" "accused" of murdering a police officer and is now a "political prisoner" due to many alleged corruptions and conspiracies within the legal system. The real story is that he murdered a Philadelphia police officer, named Danny Faulkner, in cold blood on Dec. 9, 1981. He was convicted by a jury of his peers in 1982 and sentenced to death. Ever since then he has been held up as the poster boy for the anti-death penalty movement even though he has never offered any alternate explanation of the events of 12/9/81 and many members of the movement do not know the facts of his case. Misinformation and spin has propelled Mumia to a status of folk hero and "political prisoner" (San Francisco celebrated Mumia Abu-Jamal Day and Paris has named a street after him).

Reset Reasons
From Scrapper's Blog (fubar.com/blog/57/670407) "Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are false...you can't believe everything you hear!" (read further, there.) (You may also want to have a look at other blog posts - another reason for reset, if memory serves, includes use of a photo not your own as your profile photo if you are in the top 100 (scores or members, not clear on that- I'm not, anyway.))

Friends
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: never saw you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad a

New Sign Of Affection
I can now laugh at this so I thought why not share. About a week ago, my fiance' and I were lying in bed asleep. I turned over on my side to cuddle up to him more when I heard him make the sound of him clearing his throat. I did not think much of it until I seen him raise his head up and spit in my ear! I could not believe that he did this. I turned and looked at him and asked him why he spit in my ear. He opened his eyes, looked at me, and stated clear as day "because I love you". I thought to myself, I can not believe he just did that and then told me he did it because he loves me. Well I can now laugh about it and it is now an ongoing joke between the two of us. So ladies, if your man happens to spit in your ear in the middle of the night, it is probably because he loves you! LOL

Mouse Balls!!!
This is an actual alert to Microsoft Field Engineers that went out to all Microsoft Branch Offices. The person who wrote it was very serious. The rest of us may find it rather humorous. ((LOL!)) Memo: Mouse Balls Available as FRU (Field Replacement Unit) Mouse Balls are now available as FRU. Therefore, if a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be harder and larger than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending on the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using the pop-off method. Domestic balls are replaced using the twist off method. Mouse Balls are usually not static sensitive. However, excessive handling can result in sudden discharge. Upon comp

One More Chance
If I had one more chance to make it right, one more chance to say I love you my friend never wanted it to end. One More chance to make you smile through the miles. I would if I could. If only i had one more chance. I would give you the stars if you werent so far. If only I had one more chance to wipe away the tears if only you could hear. Never meant to close the door, i kneel to the floor. If only I had one more chance to make it right. One more chance to show i do care, One more chance to share my love and give you a hug, Is it really the end. one more chance to be a friend, if only we could mend what's been done. Never meant to run or stray so far away, I only wanted you to stay my friend. Please tell me this isnt the end. tell me it is just a bend in the road, never meant to be so cold. my heart is broken. I only want to cry you said goodbye. i feel in vain, cant stop the pain, it begins to rain, goodbye my friend, wish it wasnt the end. I

Passion
Oh how I long to be wrapped in those arms; Bodies pressed tightly together, skin against skin, Lips and tongues mingling through rapid breath, Hands exploring every surface, desire building within Lighting a passion, a fire so deep inside, Arousing in each other every sense, the animals awaken Taking each other past the brink again and again Ceasing only when spent and quivering, bodies left shaken Oh how I long to be held in those arms; As heartbeats racing abate and sweet slumber begins, Angel kisses on eyelids and lips so soft, Until relenting repose finds us again...

Suicide Regret
Suicide Regret A 4 inch knife... My hands clenched... My mind racing... Clothes drenched. Blood everywhere... I hear myself scream... I start realizing... this isn't a dream. Oh my God, I think... I'm gonna die... I grab a towel... as I start to cry. Call 911... I need help... as I struggle to stand up... I let out a yelp. I try to call out... but I can't speak... I can't do anything now... I'm too freakin' weak. Tell everyone I love them... tell them to be strong... tell them not to make my mistake... I know what I've done is wrong. Then I start to think... what could have been... the pain was bad before... but this... just please let it end. My only wish now... is just to go back... but all that vanishes... as everything goes black...

Broken Heart
It's nice when you got someone who love you, care bout you.. They make you feel this world is so colorful.. But once they gone, it broke your heart to pieces.. Here I'll share my story.. I used to be a isolated one, not hanging out much, always keep all my problems for myself.. Until she came.. She keep on forcing me to be more open, although I scold her, tease her, she keep on trying.. I don't know when, finally I lost.. I keep on becoming closed to her.. That time I felt it's not too bad to have someone with us.. That time, it feels like heaven for me.. Until one day, when we're so closed.. she suddenly stop talking to me, she keep on ignoring me.. When I ask her why.. She simply answered.. She's now with other guy, who she just know.. That day.. All I believe on cave in.. Since that day, my life have lost it's light.. Until now, sometimes I feel sad thinking about it..

The Fireplace
the fire crackles through the warm glow of the livinroom. with the couple firmly infront of the fireplace feeling the ever warmth of the fire which reflect against there smooth skin.as they lie there on the hardwood floor on the shaggy,rough, rugged carpet holding one another in there arms. with silky smooth skin touching. the cool air from his breath moving slowly against her warm neck.with the comfort of his touch gathering and rubbing upon her skin as they slowly turn to look deep into each others eyes. his blue eyes starring with great passion and love deep into her beautiful light green eyes as she can only imagine the how much she is loved by him. they slowly move toward each other with silky skin become sweaty cause the closer they get to each other entraping there body head on this ice cold misty night. with the sounds of bitter air wipping upon the window and trees crackling out side from the mean wind snapping limbs with fierce despite.they lie safely inside the cabin's livin

Life
Today it is brought to my attention that I "am not good enough" at the house work that I do, the way I help raise my nephew, and at being a good helpful sister. I know that life has its different twists and turns but it hurts when your own sister makes you feel like nobody else in your life wants you. And knowing I believe in everything happens for a reason I have come to the conclusion on what to do with "not being good enough". I have decided I'm going to call momma down in TN and see if I can move back with her. I don't want to leave my nephew because he means the world to me, but I am absolutely unhappy and miserable day in and day out living in a house with my sister and her feeling like I'm her maid, her son's nanny, and her feeling like I owe her everything. I've cried already because I can't imagine how it is going to be waking up without seeing his bright smile every morning, and his hugs and kisses every day, and helping raise him into a good little man. I'm just hoping I'm m

I'm Gonna Be In A Auction
HEY WASSUP I'M GONNA BE IN A AUCTION STARTING ON FRI JAN.11TH AT 12PM CST. IF YOU COULD COME BY AND BID ON ME IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED! -XOXO GO HERE TO BID: Dust_Me_Pink77~ArchAngel Family Co-Founder~L.U.V CLUB@ fubar

I Am Off Line
To all my fubar friends I have had a problem with comcast and I will be off line till its resolved I have been off for about a week now and I am at the library using the computer to drop a line and let everyone one know whats going on Miss all of you and looking forward to being back on line shortly God bless Lisa

Love
What does love really feel like?Will you ever know what it would be like to be loved for who you are and not what you can give some one .You want to have all your hopes and dreams right thier when you find your true love and your soul mate.But when it is all just a dream or a fanasty what do you do when all your hopes and dreams come true.Do you just let them run thier coure or do you take them and hold them with all you have and all you can give.What is the true meaning of love is it just how you care about someone or what your body tells you is right?Do you ever just want to be thier for someone cuz you know that they are going through alot and you want to help them in anyway possiable or because you really love them with your heart and your soul do you let it all come together and let it go with what you mind is telling you are what your heart is telling you .

Pride
You wanted her to fall before you To tremble with fear but you hadn't counted on the tears Broken Defeated They fell like rain Raging.. Swelling... threatening to drown your deceitful heart You place the blame for all to see Another mark upon her heart A stillness came You backed away Now it is you who feels fear Through cloudy eyes she looks to you Her image branding itself deep with in your heart With a single look she bares her soul for you to see With a gentle sigh she turns to leave Alone she wanders further from your embrace Nixy

I'd Be This Boyfriend."
Body: I dont care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases yo

Fubar
i was on here when it was onces called cherrytap and to this day i really thik it sounds so much better then saying do the fu that still sounds so gay anyways moveing on i been on here more then onces but alwasys delete my profile with good reasons why only one time was it not my fult doing so but anyways if you really want to contact me here are my messangers gaia.darkness@yahoo.com deicide_24@hotmail.com www.myspace.com/sho_zero btw ill keep this up for 5 pm right now its only 11:33am so if you want you no how to contact me

Snake
The snake is a difficult dream symbol because it is so widely interpreted among various cultures. Interpretations run the gamut from blood-curdling fear to wisdom and peace. These options are determined by literary history and folklore from different cultures, as well as personal experience. In waking life, it is not uncommon to be afraid of snakes. For some people, this fear is disruptive and pathological, even to the point that a photo of a snake represents an oppressive threat. For these people, snake dreams are almost universally bad. If the dream includes someone who handles snakes, whoever tames the object of the fear is likely a source of wisdom and control in the dreamer's world, and may be a representation of some aspect of themselves or someone else they know. Among Asian and Native American cultures, the snake is a wisdom symbol. The idea of wisdom comes from the snake's ability to shed its skin and renew itself. If one dreams of snakes from this perspective, it is a dre

Getting That Ass On The Treadmill Is Tough!
I am heading out in a little bit to meet a friend for lunch and just wanted to write before I leave. I actually got my ass on the treadmill this morning. It felt like I was walking with a sandbag on each leg. After my neck started hurting 2 months ago, I got out of the habit of walking and the there was Christmas and the treadmill was put up for a month. I kept saying I was going to start again and finally did this morning. I am going to have to work up to where I was before. Crazy how fast you lose muscle and stamina! I want it back. I bought a book the other day called "You The Owners Manual" by Doctors Oz and Roizen. I am only to about page 57 but it has me motivated. Dr. Oz is the one Oprah has on all the time and he is filled with such great insight to your body. So hopefully it keeps me motivated long enough to make walking a habit again. Getting into the habit is much harder then to break the habit of exercise! I am going to go to the cabin this weekend.

Best Companies For Desktop Computer Support:
Highlights From Our Survey :) Boutique desktop makers (Cyberpower, Velocity Micro, and Systemax) enter list with decent ratings. :( Average reliability of Windows desktops and notebooks is down. :) Notebooks and printers less than a year old have higher overall and reliability scores than older ones. :( Desktop vendors eMachines and Lenovo drop from 2006. :) Gateway support, repairs, and recommendations for notebooks all improved from 2006. We admit it. Sometimes from year to year, not much will change amid the scores the big-name PC vendors receive in this survey. Readers shook things up this year, however, adding companies that have never made the desktop list before (Acer, Cyberpower, and Velocity Micro) and adding back one that didn't make the cut last year (Systemax) despite a good showing in 2005. Velocity Micro is the company to watch. It swept in with the highest overall score among Windows PC manufacturers, 8.6 out of 10. Systemax also did very well with an 8.

Get It!!!!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53532 LISTEN UP BISHES DJ DOMS IS BACK ON THE AIR SO COME ROCK THIS BISH OUT WITH ME!!! COME JOINS US FOR SOME FUN AT THE RED DRAGON!!! (repost of original by 'DJ Doms_pimp' on '2008-01-10 10:06:28')

Please Read
I had a heart attack seven months ago. I just found out two days ago that my breastbone is still completely broken from the bypass surgery. And to top it off one of the bypasses may not have worked, so that means possibly more surgery, then getting off the IV pain meds, which I got addicted to and withdrew from the first time. I've been telling doctors for the last seven months that my breastbone wasn't healed, and all they did was make me feel insane. HELP! Any words of comfort, understanding, similar experiences would help me through this time. Thank you all... God and Goddess Bless.

What I Think.. Deleting... You
You know i have been here since Sept 2006 and have over 2000 friends.. when i post things ask for things. where is everyone.. i'm so pissed right now.. this is so not fair.. i'm the sweetest person you can met and will do anything for you.. what is the deal. i'm to ugly to fat. what.. everyone else can post and everyone runs to them.. i think this is totally bullshit... i'm sorry i think i have maybe 3 or 4 friends on here that i talk to you... I can't help but to be so upset.. I spent all my time on here.. rating, fanning, everything i can do.. and then i look up. NOTHING, NOTHING......I ask those that are so so popular and you know who i'm talkin about, not being mean.. and its who you know, well shit... i know you all... so i'm back to my question, what is the DEAL.... Sorry ,but i can't take this anymore.. this place is for fun, whatever. it was when i first got here.. but now everyone is for thereselves....bull.....I really don't want to leave.. i have put to much into this and lo

Senses Mmmmmmmmm!!
I sense your closeness. I smell your hunger. I hear your throbbing and feel your heat. My body is restrained and heart is racing, senses are burning and mind is racing. I try to moan your name but it barely comes out as a whisper, the anticipation is turning out to be unbearable. I finally feel your thighs pressing against mine, your hardness teasing, not even piercing me. You lean against my back and bite my neck. I can’t resist arching my back and pressing back against you, trying to make you enter me. With no luck, you press my head down and run your tongue over my lips, telling me I was bad and you must punish me. Since it’s your cock I want so badly you tease me with your tongue instead, making me that much wetter, that much hungrier then I am now. Can I hold up to your torture?? The fun will be in finding out!!

Let Go
Let go of the hope and happiness you know, Let go of the pain and the tears you show. Let go of the peace and joy you feel, Let go of the heartache and soul your trying to heal. This is what you want me to do, All because I want something that’s true. Let go of the memories we once shared, Let go of all the truths we once dared. Let go of any beliefs you believe in, Let go of the life you want to begin. That’s what you asked when you said goodbye, Forgetting all about the tears in my eyes. I can’t let go of what i know, And I can’t let you go. So let’s think back on what we had before, Even though I know you don’t feel that anymore. You tore apart what was left of me, You told me that our love meant too much to leave. Are you implying that our love wasn’t real, That the dream we had didn’t tell you how I feel. Please tell me what went wrong, Cause your my love that I need to be strong. I can’t handle what you told me, She stands there as I d

Fisser
it started as a little crack then ran deep, and never looked back you pay the price for the karma you make Sometimes it seems more then I can even take live right or die trying I choose to spread the good, untill I'm dying now in this world, and what it is this gets me used, like no ones biz now it should make me cold,as many go but it doesn't thouch my love, that only grows So say I'm a fool, thats your choice But nothing will ever silence this voice if you look, and see you may everything thats wrong with this world could change one day Not by itself, or just by chance Its going to take drive, determination, and a little romance

A Friend In Need....
IS A FRIEND IN DEED! I'M NOW 9,900 AWAY FROM GETTING THE VIP AND ONLY TWO DAYS TO REACH 15,000! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE HELPED! AND THOSE OF YOU THAT MIGHT BE PLANNING TO! HERE'S THE DEAL! IF i REACH THE 15,000 MARK BY SATURDAY AND GET THE VIP, I'M GOING TO GO TO EVERYONE THAT;S HELPED AND EITHER, 1) GIVE THEM SOME FUBUCKS OR 2)rERATE THEM AND SOME OF THEIR PICS 11'S! sO IF YOU HAVE HELPED ME AND i GET THE VIP, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE TO LET ME KNOW AND I'LL DO WHAT I SAY! tHANKS AGAIN!

First Glance
First Glance Cinnamon and Steeped coffee.. Distant chatter of others with ragtime interlaced... Knees held together, toes turned inward... Face flushed... MY God, Anticipation! Peering through the reflective glass.. Tall and Handsome.. A smile that melts, At last! a HUG!

Obama
Subject: OBAMA'S CHURCH Obama mentioned his church during his appearance with Oprah. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this interesting. Obama's church: Please read and go to this church's website and read what is written there. It is very alarming. Barack Obama is a member of this church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page of their website, you will learn that this congregation has a non-negotiable commitment to Africa. No where is AMERICA even mentioned. Notice too, what color you will need to be if you should want to join Obama's church... B-L-A-C-K!!! Doesn't look like his choice of religion has improved much over his (former?) Muslim upbringing. Are you aware that Obama's middle name is Mohammed? Strip away his nice looks, the big smile and s

Im Sorry
for everyone who voted on the blog that i should of posted nsfw i am sorry i didnt mark it, i forgot and i am sorry, but for those who trashed me and made fun of me, thank you, that was rude and crule and just really messed up

Slapping A Hater Down
Slapping a Hater Down First accept, who you are Than Deny or refuse it. Fake recognition Of What the f*ck Is Being said by your fowl thinking ways upon life. Heartfelt, Are you for real? You say, your words are Labor of love, Yeah right Your words are just a bunch of banana peelings lying around the floor for you to falling upon your hating ass. Who is laughing now…. Me of course At you dumb Ass Falling down. Briefly, I confess feelings of friendship towards you, Boy Was your dumb ass from the hicks! Rearing an ugly headed Child, Is your mother worst nightmare. Ask me, If I care, The answer would shock you. Beause your dumb hating ways made me write this. ©2008 Firestar

Why
The other day Sondra showed me these photos I have entered below and I wanted to write my thoughts. What The Hell!!! We see the news everyday and see nothing but stories of death and destruction. We see the papers full of a story of some bad seed solder thats 1 in a Million and I see this Brave young man with smiling children and I want to just rage at it not being on the front page of every paper nation wide. So to each and every one of you from just an old war dog myself, Honor these young men and women that have placed Each of you above their selves. They spend their days and risk all to make you safe. And as you can see they bring joy to a people that have seen very little in a very long time. So when you see the next bomb that goes off remember that a thousend solders are helping people find a better life and stopping the spread of the Desease called Jihad.

Please Vote For Me
Pretty Please :) You can vote once a day. I'm the last row in the middle. Can't miss my big ole booty ;) http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme3/vote.pl Thanks for all of those who vote for me! XOXO, Aimeelynn

Fu Auction And Winner !!!
@ fubar Up for offer Name in title cam at anytime I can be on phone number with calls file of Pics for eyes only file of bidders work displayed on page vip for a month morphs but not real good at them Poss. longer then a month of relationship made family status blogs for bidders point decrease rate Pics in files with 11's Winner: DJ Master Raven owner of Leather & Lace

A Woman
A Woman This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. "Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know.. and to men so they can be reminded of the value of a woman.

Own Me!!!
OHHH WOULDN'T YOU LOVE TO OWN ME...YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO :-P I AM OFFERING TO PUT MY OWNERS NAME ON MINE FOR 1 MONTH, PIMP THEM OUT, MAKE THEM A SPECIAL SALUTE PIC, RATE ALL THEIR STASH, RATE PICS 11'S DURING HH AND COMMENT THEM ALL! SO WHAT IS OWNING ME WORTH TO YOU... CLICK ON THE PIC AND LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!!

Update On The Soul Train................ Now Has 42 New Passengers And Still Taking Tickets For The S O U L Train Ride!
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back%20grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Demon Crew~profile Of The Week 1/10/08
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: Gargoyle-Proud*DEMON CREW*Member@ fubar He needs 320K to level. . . Drop by his page and show him some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † Demon Crew Recruiter۞Dylons Diva@ fubar

Fubar Groups?? Know A Good One???
I have been thinking about joining a group on here. But there are so many and I don't know what one is good for me. Damn where do I fit in?lol Feeling like high school again. If anyone is in a good one or knows of one that may be good for me please let me know. Thanks all! Muaaahhhhh

Please Say A Prayer For Us
My Aunt passed away tonight....(My Dad's sister). She was one of my favorite Aunts. The hardest part is deciding to just go to the viewing and that is it. Then do I miss college on Monday for funeral or not? Just please say a prayer for our family.....thanks Susan In loving memory of my Aunt Sis

Undocumented Ballots!!!
WTF is this? Massive amounts of EXTRA ballots are being printed, and stored at the final resting place of New Hampshire's ballot counting. Why are all these extra ballots being printed. 1 company *an undisclosed private and top secret company* has access to over 25,000 extra ballots and they are being stored at an undisclosed location by this company. This company has total control over all of the ballots once they are cast. They are responsible for the counting of the ballots......and they have over 25,000 extra ballots???? WHY??

Regrets? Roller Coasters?
In a person’s life, there are all sorts of ups and downs. Life is nothing more than a wild roller coaster ride from birth until death. We all have our moments when we think “had I chose this way or that road, it might have come out differently”, but if you have any points in your life that are HIGH points of happiness. True happiness, then the road you chose was the right one. I have no regrets in my life, past, present or the mistakes I will make in the future. No Regrets. If given the chance to go back in time, I wouldn’t change a thing. I would have still broke up with the man I loved in high school before I felt we should have. I would have still dropped out of high school. I would have still took that job and quit this job, and moved to that other state, married both of my husbands, lived with family, and done all the things I did. Whether they were the “wrong or right” choice when looking back… they will always be the RIGHT way to go. They made my children who they ar

Hateful
Oh baby, pretty baby Oh honey, you let me down honey I ain't playin' childhood games no more I said it's time for me to even the score So stake your claim, your claim to fame But baby call another neme When you feel the fire, and taste the flame Back off, back off bitch Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch You better back off, back off bitch Face of an angel with the love of a witch Back off, back off bitch Back off, back off bitch Makin' love Cheap heartbreaker, broken backed, Nasty ballbreaker, stay out of my bed, outta my head If it's lovin' you, I'm better off dead Back off, back off bitch Down in the gutter dyin' in the ditch You better back off, back off bitch Face of an angel with the love of a witch Back off, back off bitch Back off, back off bitch Emotions ripped, gone on a binge Life lipped, I said you're off the hinge Tellin' lies of such fame and glory I don't even wanna hear your story Back off, back off bitch Down in the gutter

Mended Heart
Few people pass through life without feeling the sting of betrayal, the loss of friendship, or the failure of important relationships. At those times, you may feel that the pain of a broken heart will cling to you for the rest of your days and that you will never be whole again. Sometimes you may even wonder if God still loves you. God does love you, purely, simply, and unconditionally. Even if your pain is the result of your own actions, God's love does not condemn you. It urges you forward, calling you to forgive yourself, make amends, and become a better person. His love is constant and predictable. And with the assurance of his love comes hope-hope that you will love again, trust again, offer your heart again. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever. Psalm 73:26

I Stole It!
original by nj_nice_guy: GUYS RULES At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem onl

Read This N00bs!
> > > > > Firstly, > ... Read people's profile's. > Some may not be so friendly,.. but at least they give you fair warning. > > > No one is bad ass behind a keyboard! > I mean come on! > This is as bad as anyone could possibly get in verbage here on the net. > > > Secondly: > Dispite the "Bibble" I mean bible here. > Here is the commen given: > > Everyone is a 10 & sometimes an 11 in my book!!! > > Thirdly: > Take nothing seriously or simply leave now! > > > forthly: > Is their a forthly? > I mean the word silly! > Friends come & go for a season or reason. > We often select whom are our friends as we see a little of ourselves in them. > Even if we dont know it. > So stay true to those whom have been to you, unconditionally. > > > Sixthly: > Again? Is there a sixly,... > (yes the word again). > This is a not for profit-site,... > For those of us whom do not profit that is. > *Cough-Fu-shit* > This site only promo

Our Broken Hearts....can You Repair Them Please
Kati McGinnis: lost and cofused Kati McGinnis: twisted and used Kati McGinnis: stuck being abused Kati McGinnis: accused Sara: start of a poem Kati McGinnis: of my views Sara: sick of being accused for the things i didnt do Kati McGinnis: thinking that i'm lying when you know it aint true Sara: of all the things i could of done where were u when i needed u Kati McGinnis: now you sit and point a finger Kati McGinnis: expect me to linger Kati McGinnis: while you lie like a singer Sara: singing a song i hear everywhere Kati McGinnis: wondering if you really care Sara: if was even there Kati McGinnis: I can't go on like this it aint worth the pain Sara: the suffereing inside your becomeing dead to me Kati McGinnis: i am wondering if i should keep up this charade, are we meant to be? Sara: or to be no longer instead Kati McGinnis: GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD Sara: i cant believe that this is what i dread Kati McGinnis: are we over yet where do we go from here? Sara: i

Drigtb Debuts!
Aw hell yeah! It's been quite some time in the making, and after a bit of insistence aimed at me, I'm finally doing a regularly-scheduled weekly all-blues show! I'm still doing TLL on WRR, don't get me wrong. But now I'm doing an additional show, and it's back on Krush Radio again! It's called "Damn Right I've Got The Blues", and airs on Thursdays at 9pm cst, immediately following The Jan Carroll Show! Here's what went down on the stunning debut of DRIGTB.... DAMN RIGHT I'VE GOT THE BLUES playlists 01-03-08 DEBUT! Justice League Unlimited Main Theme >intro: Buddy Guy "Damn Right I've Got The Blues" Buddy Guy "Where Is The Next One Coming From" The Allman Brothers Band "Midnight Rider" >voiceover: Buddy Guy "Damn Right I've Got The Blues" BB King & Eric Clapton "Riding With The King" Canned Heat "Now I'm Walking Away" Big Brother & The Holding Company "Summertime" >voiceover J Geils Band "Just Can't Wait" Blues Brothers "Expressway To Your Heart" LIVE Blu

What Do I Do??
okay i have surgery coming up in feb and i dont know if i can get it or not, my insurance dropped, anyways what should i do? i have my man that i love so much and i dont know how he feels about it. i hate that he doesnt talk to me, tonight i felt so bad been crying all day and all night because i feel like we're falling apart, i dont know if it is me or if we are really falling apart can someone give me some advice????

Taz Bio
The Tasmanian Devil, often referred to as "Taz", is an animated cartoon character featured in the Warner Bros. Looney Tunes series of cartoons. The character appeared in only five shorts before the Warner Bros animation studio closed down, but marketing and television appearances later propelled the character to new popularity in the 1990s. Today Taz is one of the most recognizable members of the Looney Tunes roster. Creation and first appearance Robert McKimson based the character on the real-life Tasmanian devil of Australia, though the most noticeable resemblance between the Australian mammal and McKimson's creation is their ravenous appetites. Whirling like a tornado that sounds like several motors whirring in unison, The Devil devours everything, animate or inanimate, and his efforts to find more food are always a central plot device of his cartoons. In fact, this appetite serves as the impetus for McKimson's "Devil May Hare" (first released on June 19, 1954). In the sh

Suicide Terrorism
Summary: I, like many, have assumed that the driving force behind the suicide attacks was Islamic fundamentalism. Promise of instant entry into paradise as a reward for killing infidels seemed to explain the suicides, a concept that is foreign to our way of thinking. The world's expert on suicide terrorism has convinced me to rethink this simplistic explanation, that terrorism is merely an expression of religious extremism and resentment of a foreign culture. by Ron Paul, Dr. July 14, 2005 HON. RON PAUL OF TEXAS BEFORE THE US HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES July 14, 2005 Mr. Speaker, more than half of the American people now believe that the Iraqi war has made the U.S. less safe. This is a dramatic shift in sentiment from 2 years ago. Early support for the war reflected a hope for a safer America, and it was thought to be an appropriate response to the 9/11 attacks. The argument was that the enemy attacked us because of our freedom, our prosperity, and our way of life. It was

Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching I love Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of

Senior Moment
This is a true account recorded in the Police log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her voice, "I have a gun, and I know how to use it! Get out of the car!" The four men didn't wait for a second invitation They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then it dawned on her why. For the same reason she did not understand why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to report her mistake. The se

With You I've Learned To Love Again
WITH YOU I'VE LEARNED TO LOVE AGAIN ___________________________________ Somewhere, deep down inside me, there is a place you have magically healed. A place you have touched so gently, so sweetly, so carefully. A place where you have, one by one, opened all the windows to let in the sunlight again. That Place is my Heart. That Magic is your Love. That Sunlight is the Joy of Being With YOU. ~~~ Your Sensuous Knight, Kevin A.

Our "not-so-distant" Love
Our "Not-So-Distant" Love _________________________ Right now, as I sit here on the Beach, the Sunset shines on my face as I look across the waves of the ocean, I am searching for You and wondering where you are? And what you are doing, right now, this moment? Deep in my heart, there is a hole, ... where something is missing, and from that hole is a feeling of emptiness and loneliness from being apart from you. It seems as if my life would have little joy or meaning without you in it, here by my side, my precious Destiny, whoever you are. I realize that there's a distance that separates us, you're so very far away, but I just can't seem to wake up from what I have been dreaming, even when I'm awake. That dream of feeling you, held tight in my loving arms, as it should be, and whispering into your ear, your soft hair against my lips, these three little words, ... I Love You. I can already feel the moments we will soon share together, and I can already see all t

Fu Givers And Takers....
lol... When talking to different folks on FU, sometimes it has come up in the conversations where I am asked, "How many FU bucks do you have?" Of course, I am a bit standoffish when I hear this question, because I am wondering if someone is only going to like me if only I have a potful of FUbucks or ditch me like all get out if I don't. But, curiosity gets the better of me sometimes and I wonder if my bank is about par in comparison to others. Right now, I only have about 407k for my FuBucks and over a 1m in my FuPoints. Some have gobs more and I am not sure how they are getting sooo very many, and others hardly have any. Are they squirreling away their FUBucks and FUPoints so that noone shares in their wealth?? Are they just, in another words, just takers??? Of course, the more often you are on Fu, the more opportunities you have to increase your FuBucks and FuPoints. However, I am on quite often and still don't have anything in comparison. Makes one think what

You Sexy Thing
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A Little Clock For You All
Ok weall wonder what time it is where our friends are and if they are workingat what ever time or sleeping ,,this clock should help youall know what time it is in cities they YOUR friends live yes ya can add clocks cnage the clock faces in option its so handy to just click it andsee the City showing places that you no longer needto work out times anywhere hope it helps some one http://www.symmttm.com/download_symmtime_access.asp

Hot N Spicy Girl(s)
I am starting my own girl group, if you want to join please send me an email. I will update and add you to the Hot n Spicy list! ~ If you need leveling we girls will be there for one another ~ If you need someone to talk to or some support or love we will be there ~ Contests will be held, for a 1 day blast, or even an award made by Kaci (myself) ~ Mainly this group is about girls who love to be freaky, and hot no matter the size and color. We love all girls!

Meditation For January 11
I will say thank you to God for everything, even the seeming trials and worries. I will strive to be grateful and humble. My whole attitude toward the Higher Power will be one of gratitude. I will be glad for the things I have received. I will pass on what God reveals to me. I believe that more truths will flow in, as I go along in the new way of life.

New Levels For Fubar 2008!
THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?.

A Bashing Free Break Today..
Good Morning once again it is a Friday and the start to the weekend. I figured I would not bring up any bad going on in the world, heck one can just pick up a local or international paper and get their daily dose of that or like listening to bad news just before retiring to bed or when one gets home from work what is that all about? So today this Friday I am going to search for only good things. ….. Hmmm…. Search is over…. I could only find one good thing… That is you, for you reading this is a good thing. Unlike those cheesy friendship letters which you have to send on to 10 people in the next 10 minutes or bad will happen to you. How about the one that reads, Send this on to all your friends and you will have 10 years of good sex… yeah… that will happen. So this is a do not send along letter today. Today is if you read this. If YOU READ THIS you are thought of as a great FRIEND no ifs ands or buts! How can this be you say? Where is the trick? Well there is no trick. Because in sen

My Stories (adult)
I slowly push open the door and step into the dim candle lit room. Before my eyes had time to adjust to the darkness, I felt hands and a silk scarf closing around my head blindfolding me. I know he is in the room. I can feel his eyes upon me, staring through me. But there is nothing but a thunderous silence lingering in the air. Not a sound of a foot step or even a heavy sigh. Not knowing for sure where he is, I shiver with anticipation. My senses are all heightened. And I swear I could feel his breath enveloping me. I've longed for his touch since I first set foot in the room. All I can think is... where is he? What does he want from me? And what will he do with me? As I stand there in the darkness waiting and wanting. Suddenly I hear his voice, as he commands me Stand There! I obey, with my deep longing of him touching me growing stronger every moment, but I dare not move. I stand in my appointed place for what seems an endless amount of time. From the corner behind me I hear rustl

Truly Great
Truly great Life is not always easy. And that is a major reason why it is so precious. Many of life's best rewards are possible only because you must work your way through difficult challenges to get to them. If everything in life were easy, there would be no opportunity for real fulfillment. If the only things you experienced were pleasure and comfort, it would be impossible for you to fully appreciate them. A life of total ease and a complete lack of challenge would be unbearably tedious. When the next challenge comes your way, when the next obstacle blocks your progress, find it in yourself to be thankful. For the difficulties provide you with truly magnificent opportunities to create value, to find meaning and fulfillment in living. The challenges enable you to give of yourself and to make a real difference. And that's something you desire at the deepest level. Life is not always easy. And because of that, you have the opportunity to make it truly great. -- Ralph

Our Trip To The Library
We have to go to the library for books and before we go. you ask me to wear a skirt with no panties. when we get to the library we walk to the back of the building. as im looking for books you slowly rub my ass and tits over my clothes. i moan but keep looking threw the books. you keep rubbing my tits. you start to kiss and bite on my neck. you wrap a hand around my throat. and i start to bite and suck on your fingers. slowly you lower yourself to the ground and slide your hand up my skirt and rub the insides of my thighs. you can feel my pussy dripping. as i look down at you i see you licking your fingers. and with the smile on your face, i can tell you are enjoying the flavor. with slow flicks you tease my clit until you can feel me shaking. i continue to look for books. then you shove 2 fingers inside me. i reach down with one hand and start pulling your hair. with hard thrusts you finger my pussy. i bite my lip trying not to moan. just as i start to cum someo

Please
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chained arms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hard you see me swinging myself back and forth wishing someone would come to me,fuck me,eat me, make me scream with pleasure. i see you move in the darkness. i beg you to come closer, to touch me. i want so badly to feel your hands on my skin to feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me. to enter me. you move closer, but you dont touch me. you just stand there listening to me beg for your touch. my pussy starting to drip with the mear thought of your touch i need you so badly, please. as you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lips i bite softly. then you move closer and your lips are upon mine. kissing deeply, i feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. you slowly run your finger up my pussy. then you slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close. when they open again, they are full of fire. you grab me

The Demon Truck
The wind blew harshly on a dark and cloudy fall night. Trees were savagely wrenched back and forth by nature’s wrath as through their naked branches it tore. Eerie shadows were cast on the ground as if demons were reaching up trying to pull me into them. Would this be the night that my life was wrenched from me or would I make it clear of this hell and once again stand in serene peacefulness? The day was long as I had toiled in the woods making sure I had enough wood for the coming of the brutal and cold weather that was swiftly approaching. The fresh cuttings would replace the ones used to warm my body and soul on nights such as this. I had been on my way back home, my truck loaded down with wood when a loud bang pierced my ears. The sound seemed like that of a gun going off right by my ears and frightened me. My trucks engine died at that exact instance as if some evil magician had snapped their fingers and it was made to disappear. I pulled my truck to the side of the roa

Spiritualmoongoddess
You are a beautiful woman, With a glowing soul. You offer safe harbor, For all you know. You have a inner strength, That shines like the stars. With a gift of magic, You give so freely. Intelligence, beauty, and passion, You do possess. Your love you give, With all your best. We have been friends for a very long time. Beautiful Spiritual Moon Goddess of mine. My love I pledge to you for all times. Copyright ©2008 Dorothy Ronell Parenti I post a lot of my poetry on Poetry.com. They are having a contest called rate my poem. Please go to this linkhttp://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=11078604 and vote for this poem. Thank You.

Friday Morning
Yesterday was pretty rough. I drove to the store, which is about a 7 minute drive, and boy was that a mistake! I went in for a couple of things, and by the time I got out I was in some serious pain. I had to get someone to come up and drive my car home. I went straight to bed with the ice pack and felt better after a little nap. Around 8:30pm there was a fire call. My dad took Andrew to the station, but the truck was full. He stayed up there to get credit for responding, and I went up to pick him up afterwords. Keep in mind the station is only 2 blocks from my house but it was pouring rain. I didn't think it would be a problem. I went in to tell Chief what was going on with my back, and was greeted with a dead battery when I got out. Andrew walked home in the pouring rain to get my mom while I stayed with the car. Between waiting for AAA, getting the car jumped, and letting it run for a bit, we sat there for a good hour. By the time we got home, Andrew had to come ou

Rough Time
WELL IF U HAVE BEEN READIN MY BLOGS OR YOUR MY FRIEND YOU KNOW ABOUT MY DAUGHTERS DISABILITIES AND THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOIN THROUGH WITH HER. LATELY SHE HAS BEEN STARTIN TO GET A LIL VIOLENT WITH ME SO I HAVE BEEN TRYIN TO GET A DECENT DOCTOR TO HELP ME OUT WITH THIS. I HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE SHIT I THINK DOCTORS ARE RACIST. HE TREADTED ME LIKE I WANT THE DRUGS AND THAT I DONT CARE ENOUGH ABOUT GETTIN RID OF MY DAUGHTERS SEIZURES JUST BECAUSE I WOULDNT TAKE HER OFF THE DRUGS I KNOW THAT WORKS BEST. AND THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH CUZ IF U KNOW ME U KNOW THAT I WOULD DIE 4 ANY ONE OF MY KIDS IF I THOUGHT IT WOULD HELP! YESTURDAY I HAD TO TAKE HER IN FOR A MRI AND FIRST I HAD TO GET IN THAT MACHINE TO PROVE TO MY BABY THAT IT DIDNT HURT AND THEN WHEN THE NEEDLE CAM E I HAD TO HOLD MY BABY DOWN AND THAT WUZ THE HARDEST THING I HAD TO DO IM STILL NOT OVER THAT. IM JUST SO STRESSED OUT LATELY AND ITS HARD TO FIND A JOB THAT WILL LET U LEAVE EVERYTIME U GIRL HAS SEIZURE CUZ THEY WONT LET

My Soul
My Soul love of the Soul Passion from within look deep into self feel Passions know self touching closed eyes wanting to see love afraid to taste Desires within Naughty Joy is this right feel the way pain excites Pleasure hold tight fear the unseen & unexplored touch You, Trust fear my own Desires fears face to face unlock hearts desire to fulfil Satisfaction

Ouchies
Well, it is Friday~ WOOHOO~! I do not have to have the MRI like I thought I would today. Yesterday I had the biopsies and MRI done all in one visit. It was tough~! My boobs have been squeezed, poked, prodded, and it wasn't Jeff doing it...LOL~ Seriously I have been through the ringer these last few weeks. I wait now for the results to see if these 2 spots are cancer. I will know later today. I am so sore today. But I expected to be sore. I am going now to lay on the couch and watch tv and wait on the phone to ring...... I hope you all have a great day and a wonderful weekend. We may talk sometime..... ~~smooches~~

25 Of Life's Rules
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?' 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: 'Buy one dog, get one flea.' 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the 'terminal'? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is LIFE, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody M

I'm Done....
The person I thought was a girlfriend posted a new blog on another "place for friends" site with some revealing thoughts. You know what, I'm not even going to go into it. Just suffice it to say, I'm done being the proverbial "nice guy" that listens to how badly her ex, who BTW she still is in love with, treated her and fucked her over. I'm sick of it all. She's 26 fucking years old. I had 2 kids by the time I was that age. I knew where I wanted to be at that age. I had break-ups in my past too, but you know what, YOU GOTTA MOVE PAST THEM!@!!!!!!!!!!! Especially when the other person fucked you over bad like apparently this last guy did. And get this, SHE IS STILL FRIENDS WITH HIM!!!!! I don't know about any of you who might read this, but when someone breaks my heart, I do still have feelings for them. Those feelings are revulsion and hatred. I don't want a fucking thing to do with someone who can do that to me. Nothing. Can someone please explain to me why a p

Loss And Gain
WHEN I compare What I have lost with what I have gained, What I have missed with what attained, Little room do I find for pride. I am aware How many days have been idly spent; How like an arrow the good intent Has fallen short or been turned aside. But who shall dare To measure loss and gain in this wise? Defeat may be victory in disguise; The lowest ebb is the turn of the tide. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Racism
Before you make up your mind to put this man in office, you need to read the following: Obama mentioned his church during his appearance with Oprah Winfrey. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this interesting. Barack Husein Obama's church: Please go to HIS church's web site and read what is written there. It is very alarming. Barack Obama is a member of this church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page of their web site, you will learn that this congregation has a non-negotiable commitment to Africa . No where is AMERICA even mentioned. Notice too, what color your skin is required to be if you should want to join the Trinity Church of Christ. NO EXCEPTIONS! Doesn't look like his choice of religion or place to worship has improved much over his (former?) Muslim upbringing. Strip away his nice looks, the big smile and smooth talk and what do you get? 1.Certainly a racist, as plainly defined by the stated po

I'm Not The Only One
who wants to leave WalMart for good. Everyone who actually does a respectable job is getting ready to leave. Upper management just changed things for the overnight stockers all over, and I wouldn't be surprised if half of us end up leaving for better jobs. Expect to find crap on the shelves where it doesn't belong, put there by paid employees who are only trying to work up to par instead of putting it where it's supposed to be. Also look forward to us being a LOT more rude as we ignore the customer just to get our jobs done. I just want more money for something I'm good at, not abuse from people who don't appreciate what I bust my a$$ to accomplish.

Ughh !!
Well i figured iw ould start a blog on ME** Who better right !! Well life these past few months have sucked. I have really BAD asthma and i get to the point where i ned 911 and cant breathe. I had a really bad attack 2 yrs ago that landed me in a COMA for 4 days.. ( Wicked sucked ) I apparently died for 3 min and i dont remember anything, besides starting to lose my vision and loss of hearing. Well i made it thru all that, and for the last month my asthma has been bothering me. Last night actually i was almost rushed to the ER. I had the EMTs at my house basically until I felt fine. I decided to stay home from work today soo I am relaxing and feeling a lil better.. : )

So Much Pain
So much pain cant break the chains. You are in pain but I can't stop the rain. I fall to the floor, but i cant close the door, feels like a war going on inside my head, I want to go to bed. I don't want to open my eyes, cause all i can do is cry. You are so scarred. I tried to teach right from wrong, but now i am not so strong. how could i have been so blind. what was the cost, I feel so lost. I have no clue if only i knew. I had to say goodbye. I can only sigh and wonder why. So much pain what's the gain. I feel so much pain. wish i could stop the rain. I wish you could hear me Wish you could see. You are in my heart never apart. wish i could give you a new start. but there is so much pain, not much to gain, cause i cant stop the rain, from falling I keep on calling. cant see through the tears so much fear, wish i could clear your mind, but i am in such a bind. So much pain, i feel in vain. If i had only known I feel so alone. I want to wa

Im In An Auction Now Is Ur Chance To Buy Me
Ok so here's how it works you click on the link below and go rate the pic (even if you dont want to bid please at least go rate the pic cause i could win something that way also) and bid on me if you want to buy me, if you bid make sure you go back to check and see if anyone up your bid, Good Luck and my the best win lmao. TxKitten

My Rant!! Please Read!!
I have a rant….if any family members has anything to say about some other family member ….why not go to the person and talk to them. Don’t be chicken shit and go post silly bulletins or blogs and be a child about it….Go to the person….guess some people just love to keep drama stirred up…and YES WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! So here is who I am talking about Karma, Cherokee, Mystical Dreams …want to talk to me or about someone else, come to me please.

If All The World
© By Eowyn Wilcox if all the world were but a room and I an inmate in it, I should sleep day and night and watch the fan tracing circles on the wall. if my room were all the world and I could stay inside it always, I should sit in my chair with my mind adrift and watch the leaves as they changed. if my room and the world were one and the same, and I could live inside it, I would drift happy from morning to night, dreaming dreams of dreams and watching the light hovering like butterflies on my brain, shifting and melting and flowing into the wall.

Being Homesick At Home.
Since I got to my parents house in VA, I have been feeling homesick for AZ. Some of it is not having cable tv, warm weather or a faster download speeds. Some of it is missing my wife and kids. But the big part of it is that I don't have the freedom or means to get around here like I did in AZ. My parents rarely go out. And there is no real busline near me so I can go anywhere. I am trying to make due, but it is hard.

No Worries
:DHere's a simple, easy way to make an immediate and profound improvement in the quality of your life. Stop worrying.The next time you catch yourself wrapping your mind around a worry, choose to let that worry fall completely away. Notice how much more positive and effective you suddenly are.Worry poisons your thoughts and keeps life's best opportunities hidden from you. Worry actually increases the power and influence of those undesirable things you worry about.Certainly it's important to look clearly and realistically at life's dangers, problems and challenges. Yet there is nothing to be gained by worrying about them.Choose to replace each negative worry with positive action. Instead of looking down, pick yourself up and move forward.Every moment is filled with countless opportunities to create lasting value. Stop worrying, and start living with richness, purpose and real joy.Written by Ralph Marston

Who Stay's?
hello my friends. i just thought i would let all of my frineds know. that i have been cleaning up my friends list. some i kept and some i didn't. so, what i am here for now is. if you wish to be my friend and i mean just friend. let me know as soon as you can. because if not. i will be subject to delete you from my list. so, bye for now. ttyl.....just a friend

I Can't Believe I Did It....
Ok so this is my 3rd yes 3rd fubar page, and no i dont mean i have 2 other pages. this is the 3rd one i have made. the others i have deleted. idk y, ppl talking shit, sick of everything. i was a level 19 worked my ass off to get where i was, then my dumb ass deleted it. lol oops should have thought before i acted damn it.

For Us Girls
Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for a while. We went throug

Just Thinking
Well the new year has come, Do I feel different things are gonna happen? Well sometimes it feels like it other times it dont I quess Im still doing things day by day. I have the best freind a person could possible have I trust her with everything and her opinion is what matters to me most if she has anything to say may it be bad good or indifferent I want to hear it. I have my older boy who is only gonna be 16 in june makin me a grandmother in July, how do I feel bout that? Well im not happy but it will be my grand child and I will love it forever at least im young enough to enjoy it, these things happen and my son will have to grow up quicker but with his intelligence and the fact he is more mature than others his age I know he can do it. Work is goin a little better now that we have the list, those of you who know me know what im talkin about if not you can ask me. The other two brats I am raising r just to cute and innocent and hopefully they will stayy that way for a while longer a

This Girl
Ok so girls i need some help i like this girl and i thi nk she likes me how do i know for sure? she just broke up with her boyfriend and she says she wants to take it slow what does that mean in girl terms? also we talk all the time like day and night! So some help would be great!thanks

Happily Ever After(poem By ~king~)
I've found a soulmate in youA love that I know is trueA one in a million findYou're in my thoughts all the timeI cannot even describeWhat I feel for you inside It's a love that runs so deepI dream of you when I sleepOf our very first sweet kissAll day it's you that I missAs I wait to hear you speakEvery day of the weekAnd long for that summer dayWhen you arrive here to stayWe'll share our love and laughterHappily ever after

A Poem For Everyone To Read But, Meant For The One I Love...
Somebody Misses You Somebody misses your smile, the hugs and kisses you share. The warmth in your heart, the Love in your eyes, the way you listen and care.. Somebody misses your laughter, reassuring,kind and sincere. The touch of your hand, the sound of your voice, and the comfort of knowing you're there.. Somebody misses the majic of the wonderful things that you do. The secrets you hold, the dreams that you reveal, the way you make wishes come true.. Somebody waits for tomorow; another day closer to when: The hoping is ended. The wishing is over. and somebody holds you again. This poem is for the one Truly Love with all my heart and soul. She knows who she is..

Friendship
One of the characteristics of psychopaths is their ability and willingness to deceive others - they are pathological liars who think nothing of manipulating and deceiving others for their own gain or drama. This pathological lying, coupled with superficial charm and inability to feel guilt or remorse, makes a psychopath a particularly dangerous and unpleasant individual. Yes, It can be someone you've known for twenty years or more...who were like family to you. Psychopaths who become obsessively vindictive are literally insane people. OMG, What makes people so vindictive and hate filled? What happens when someone over dramatizes that they've been victimized and yet can not accept responsibility for their own actions? Such as playing the upper hand for two years and seeking revenge on a person. They've turned a blind eye to their own actions and can't change what they've done Time to move on... Quit whining about it..... now that you can't get even........ Revenge was

Going Crazy
i know that it's been a few days since my last entry, but things have gotten crazy aorund here once again. i honestly don't think i would make it if it wasn't for my Master. i have been feeling down in the dumps becuase of things going on here and if it wasn't for Him, i honestly don't think i would still be here at all. i fear for my family, we might find ourselves in a bind with the bills once again and i don't know what to do. my cousin just got his job back and might lose it again because he hasn't gotten his CDL yet for the job he has and i think it's stupid that they might not give him a week extention to go and take his air brake test again. i just feel that i have given up most of my belongings to help out on bills and get out of a bind on a vehicle just this week and for what, nothing. i just don't know what to do any more, i feel like curling up and not caring any more but i always put my family first for most and now i feel that i just can't do that any more because i d

Dick Sucking
I know some guys that are my friends I'd fuck them all until the world ends There is this one who knows me well If I asked him he'd say go to hell I like him a lot more than a friend He doesn't know it yet I've kept it away from him He's got a great personality He knows me by my name most definitely We ride around town like friends do When the lights go out no one knows what to do Don't speak a word about what goes on We fuck all night until the break of dawn We do things people wouldn't imagine If it got out it would be a sin We were lying in the grass one afternoon We laid there until we saw the moon When it was completely dark he said "here take this" I said "what is it? Something you're going to miss?" He stuck it in my mouth clear to my throat When I figured out how to work it he started moaning like a goat It wasn't long after that he went down on me I realized that I liked getting on my knees There after that episode I haven't laid to rest I suck a lot

Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life! 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Pussy Dig
Every day and every night Stacie comes to play. She plays the boys that come on over in so many ways. She'll get down on her knees to suck his dick. On his balls she loves to lick. She likes the feel of cum running down her throat. The guy asked her to change position , she says if it floats your boat. So he moves down ,down south, in between her thighs. He tells her he'll make her high. As she creams all over his face, She says "Hey let's go to your place!" He stops the licking and gets on top. Then he grabs his beer cup. Squirts the cum in the beer Leaving it there he says "Let's go somewhere not so near." He drives her to a hidden spot, Where her cherry is sure to pop. He slides inside her hard and rough, He says "I'll tear you up" Sh says "Nope I'm tough" He fucks her like an animal, hard and raw. Man he must be good, she isn't even out of her bra. As the end comes he sighs and smiles big. He says "Man it sure feels good to pussy dig!" Ok this poem here is

What Is Love Anyway
I love you whether or not you love me I love you even if you think that I dont Sometimes I find you doubt my love for you, but I dont mind Why should I mind, why should I mind What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway Can anybody love anyone so much that they will never fear Never worry never be sad The answer is they cannot love this much nobody can This is why I dont mind you doubting And maybe love is letting people be just what they want to be The door always must be left unlocked To love when circumstance may lead someone away from you And not to spend the time just doubting

Suckin Ass
guess i aint suckin good enough ass here... lost 4 fans today. I used to fan everyone.. but the countless fan trains i am on.. they dont even fan you just expect it from you. no more mrs nice girl i say. ill be goin thru my friends and family list. there is not many exceptions as of yet.. but im cleanin up. lets see how many this loses me lol

Anyone Know?
Anyone know of any good porn sites or anyone or and place that has good webcams to view? They have to be free naturally. My preferance is lesbian porn btw in case it matters. If you know where to find any...please let me know!! ~Amber~

Life As We Know It
Hey. I'm bored. Trying to think of something to do to take my mind off all the stressful things going on. I'm not going to rant about them either because then i'll just get more stressed. But anywho.. If any one knows a way to amuse me.. feel free to share ;)

Useless Ass Wipes
**needs 24,000** plus deal made with andrea's hh (17,000) for 3 month vip**did not complete deal~~owed 2 months vip to be paid feb.7,08~~ this 24,000 plus i gave her 6,000 on the hh thing that she didn't even do.. have screen shots to prove Who is Friends with this Cunt Lezbo? LSD's SHELL™ ~~I LUV MY A&A's~DYLON's DIVA's~@ fubar People like this Worseless Cunt that renegg on VIP's should be Black Balled from Hosting Contests. Petetion of Removal from Hosting Contests.

Thoughts
it is there, it is strong,it won't go away you look around, try to forget that feeling in your gut as you twist and turn you know what it means the impulse will fade,the screaming will stop the music will change,but the song will continue youll reach a crossroads and youll turn back the road youve traveled has disappeared opportunity will pass you by, you wont flinch only when the door is locked will you see the truth a rock falls from the sky,a thought from your head smash the windows, the glass is tempting you have what you dont truly want you want what is swaying back and forth in front of your eyes put yourself on the ledge and the cliff might crumble stay where its safe and you die never knowing sometimes the games are fun, sometimes not you win the prize for the easiest target you leave, your dreams unfulfilled you change your mind, run, but the game is over

Sci Fi Mag
Guess who is one of the 24 scream queens shown in the latest issue of the sci fi spanish mag? That's right!!!I'm honoured...you hear me..HONOURED to be amongst such talent listed like Debbie Rochon, Felissa Rose, Rachael Robbins, Raine Brown and many more...Here is the link to the website if you'd like to download the mag.Sci Fi Espana

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It Only Hurts When It Beats
I gather the pieces of whats left of my heart I wonder, as i do, will i hear it's beat start? Do i lock it away, and prey it will mend? Then i ask myself, can i free it again? I opened it once, and gave it away. For the feeling of love, i would again today. My heart trembles from the hurt that i feel. Then i ask myself, how can all this be real? I know in my heart, it will not know defeat. Because, after all, it only hurts when it beats.

Final Goodbye
Got a call from the hospital, my mom is not doing to well..be surprised if she makes it through the night..Tomorrow I will go and say my final goodbye to her..Its very sad but I know she will be in a much better place

Me
So its finally time for me to take a step back and say "What the fuck is it Holly really wants?" As almost out of body I watch my life in disappointment. Work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep, Repeating over and over and over and over....Doesn't take a fuckin engineer to figure out that shit gets old. You can only spend so much time alone before the voices in your head no longer want to converse with you. Every book has a beginning, middle, and end...how fuckin long is this chapter cuz I have honestly had just about a fuckin enough and I'm ready to get into the good part. I have fallen into the hell of repeativeness...yippy lucky fuckin me, somebody please bump the stereo the damn vinyl keeps skipping. Doesn't seem like rocket science to maintain a normal happy relationship, but apparently I missed the tutorial on that topic way back when. I have built this wall around my heart I seldom allow anyone to enter. Why let a man get close when they too will shatter what

Not My President
Thought this was interesting and had to share. Everyone is free to have their own opinion and I am not in anyway forcing mine on you. >To all my friends: The feedback from the "Not My President" bulletin has been astounding. This is definately a hot topic. Thank you all who have reposted the bulletin. There have been negative replies to it also, some even called me names and said I was ignorant! Regardless, I refuse to sit back and do nothing. Never will I sit idle while many, especially the young, are led like sheep to vote for anyone promising "change" who, at the same time: - refuses to take an oath on The Holy Bible (VERY BIG ISSUE FOR ME) - was raised as a Muslim, and may still be - belongs to a church that is committed to Africa, not America - refuses to honor our American flag during the National Anthem - refuses to pledge his allegiance to The Flag of The United States of America (ANOTHER BIG ISSUE FOR ME) DOES THIS SOUND LIKE AN AMERICAN P

Poems.for.someone.special
NEVER.ENOUGH.OF.YOU You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you. Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss. Cinderella I’m standing on the stairs in a magnificent hall Wearing the dress that I bought for the ball It’s long and flowing, sparkling whit

What To Do?
so now i have alot of new questions do i take a new job anf relocate to a country i dont know and go it alone for 3 years min. do i stay and travel nonstop never knowing a true home, with someone i cant live with out yet remain lonely do i meet up with a new unknow person, and have a fun night out? what if i do, and things go great? i most likely will never see him again. so knowing that i cant do anything with him or i will feel horrible about myself, with knowing that it just seems like a waste of time energy and money. yeah i know it sounds cold but i look at things from a professional lever usally. as much as id like to have fun and try it theres really no need to, its not cost effective so to speak. i truely suck as a person i think.

How I Feel
well im feeling really upset lately cause they have my brother in jail and there is nothing we can do to get him out and they want him to move away from us cause supposly we dont help him stay away from pills when none of us do them i have never tryed it and dont plan on it ever, but what i dont understand is hes in a program that alway says hes pissing dirty when he aint anyone with advice please let me know!

Sweet Friday...
I woke up this morning feeling something awful...glands swollen, achy feeling, loss of appetite, etc., but I knew that I had to go to the client today because yesterday's appointment got all messed up and miscommunicated. I rolled reluctantly out of bed and head to the bathroom to shower quickly and freshen up. Clothes and shoes on, and my immunization record at hand (for one of my errands today), keys, sunglasses and heading out of the door quickly. I needed to get something solid in me so I stopped for a melt -- take away the bread and just ate the meat and a BK Mocha Joe (Iced Coffee). Get at the clients' home and she isn't feeling too good so we didn't go anywhere but she had me prepare her some meals for the weekend and help her in/out of the tub, and some minor housekeeping chores. Got away from there sooner than expected but found myself hurrying up and having to wait through traffic that had been narrowed down to one lane. Ughghghghgh.... then the clinic was close

X Rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah "? A. Abo

We All Matter !!!
In the end, we all matter. In the end, we all share one common thread a gift that God gives us in our beginning ...Feelings. Some of us as is everything else in life; are better in our usages of our feelings than others are. It could also be said that some people simply refuse to share their feelings, or are simply unaware on how to do such a thing. The power of such a small word, a seven-letter word. Its strength can both build a community and destroy a nation. I remember reading a BLOG that said JUST LEAVE,the blogs subject matter was written in response to a prior blog by a different fubar author with the topic" I am leaving fubar". Ok now you want the honest CJ so I will give it to you honestly. I was laughing. I had not yet read the person that was leaving; I was reading the one that was sick of reading the whys ... I remember laughing at the blog, the angry blogger and the people involved in the drama. I had no friends and not a care in the world on fubar. I was free to do as

A Promise Made...
A promise made is said to be set reguardless what happens. a promise made is like love of a relationship in life. A promise made is like having trust with a promise of what to morrow may bring. A promise made is also worth a thousand words in time. A Promise made can be as easily broken as soaked mud with water. a promise made can be like broken love! I know we all make promises and sometimes we see that life cant change things reguardin promises whether the promise see to not be fulfilled but try to accomplish them as we can.

Meet My Owner!!!!
And because of my love 4 U Here is a gift!!! A Pimp Out for my owner.... The F*cking most Drama Free Dude On Fubar Fo Sho On FuBaR!! Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.@ fubar Everyone needs to add him if you have not... Damn funny... Cracks me up always.... There for me always... Goes above and beyond for me and all his friends.... (as anyone of them... they will agree!! If anyone says otherwise... they need to say Nope to Dope!!) Wanta a Drama Free Friend? Here Ya Go!! Add and stop Bitching!! HaHa!! You know the drill ADD ~ FAN ~ RATE!!! THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY ♥Nic♥ (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._)@ fubar ♥Angelique♥ Natasha Bedingfield Videos | Movie Clips | Denver Real Estate (FINE PRINT) WHY DO MY FINE PRINTS SUCK... DON'T HAVE ONE DAMN SNAPPY COMMENT.... DRUNK1 IS THE FUKIN MAN!!

I Want You To Want Me
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Up Date On The Soul Train Passengers 57 Total, Seats , Seats Open To You!
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Don't Break My Heart Again
This past Monday I had my heart ripped to pieces yet again. Yeah my beloved Ohio State Buckeye lost yet again to an SEC champion. I just knew this year would be the year they got it done sending me into a week of bliss. Instead there is pain, the pain and agony of defeat. Tomorrow morning I am hoping to not have my heart broken again. You see i play on football team. Be it its a bunch of old men mostly all past their prime playing in a league full of people that hang out at bars but let me tell the competition competitiveness of it all is quite fierce. This will be the 5th championship game i am playing in for this team in the last 6 years. The four previous times we have found a way to blow the game. This is the year we get it done. I mean we just have to. We're playing the bar right next door and loosing to them means a full year trash talking one must sit and take with not much to give back. Not to mention nursing another broken heart. Finally on Sunday my beloved Dallas Cowbo

The Knife
The cuts show my pain. My scars show how much you hurt people. Each time you hurt me the cuts get deeper. The scars won’t disappear, always reminding me. Never trust anyone, don’t let them in. Keep building up that wall. Build it strong, don’t let one brick fall. Keep it strong forever. Every time you lie to me the knife gets closer to my wrist. Just keep hurting me, show me how much you “care”. You want to show you “care” for me? Get the fuck away from me, just leave me alone. Stop lying to me and save me the pain. I’m tired of being your girlfriend. I’m not your ‘baby’ or ‘honey’. When I hear these things I want to puke. You make me sick. I want to pull my ears off when I hear your voice. I’d rather pull my eyes out with a spork than see you. You’re the knife to my wrist. You cause me pain, the same pain that causes me to cut myself. I hope you’re happy when you see the scars. The permanent marks remind me you suck. Next time you want to hurt me, just put the

And This Bird You Cannot Change
Ok so I'm probably gonna lose a friend for this but i'm way past the point of giving two shits and a fuck about it... but ya know what if anyone wants to end a friendship then using song lyrics is the way to go.. bonus points to anyone who can tell me all the songs used (even if its a partial lyric) and who by.. btw I thought of editing it but really who else that reads this is gonna know who this was with so why bother editing that just takes too much time... btw there will be a part two to this cause a point was raised in here that I need to discuss further and share my thoughts on courtsieb: Hi Travis K: hi courtsieb: You should go to photobucket and look under CourtsieB i put up new pics Travis K: oh I should?> courtsieb: Well if you want to see new pics Travis K: ahh you mean i'm allowed lol courtsieb: What? Travis K: to see new pics of you courtsieb: Why wouldn't you be Travis K: cuase I'm not allowed to actually see you til your happy with yourself courtsieb: There'

Wher'd They Go
So in the last posted convo I mentioned something about tv shows that dissapear and you wonder where they went. I often do that, well more than often.. more like daily but usually a different show every day.... I mean there were some great shows out there I used to watch that just kinda phased out, some with no like series finale or anything and are now living in obscure syndication. The first one that comes to my mind is Boston Public.. I F'n loved that show.. I distinctly remember monday nights BP at 7 followed by Raw at 8 that was a great 3 hour block of television. but then BP got moved to friday nights and it effectively got killed off.. Futurama is another one.. great cartoon.. I mean sure its on cartoon network, comedy central and all that but it just kinda dissapeared and popped up there.. Lets see there's also the Tick (cartoon and live show) Greg the bunny (the original not the new crap on IFC which is basically pointless) and oh yeah Undeclared..Freaks and Geeks

Freakin Wanna Be Parents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so here it is I am ready to scream. Ya know what people its called this I never met my sperm doner of a father. I will never meet him or my half brother. Ya know what its taking time but I have come to terms with it. For all those people that go out and get a girl prego. Its call that child is a living breathing person and deserves your love and respect. IF you didnt want to have a child (and the same goes for the soon to be mom) then you shouldnt of had SEX!! Dont do anything that your not ready to handle the consiqueses for. If you have sex even if your on birthcontroll you can get pregent. I really am fucking tired of this shit. People grow up. If your old enough to deside that you are ready for sex then your old enough to deal with a baby if you make one. I grew up not knowing who my real dad is. I dont want to know who he is because he chose not to be in my life. Also for the moms if you stop your child from seeing the other parent then the child will be upset with you a

Sara
My sister passed away yesterday at noon in the hospital after a hit and run incident. The whole family is grieving but my parents are being stupid fucks and wont let me and alex know what the fuck is going on. If anyone lives in the Santa Barbara, California area would you be as soo kind to look for an obituary of a seveenteen year old girl please. Thanks you

Why This Asshole Is Into Me/ Subject G
****(This was originally going to be a mum.. but I dont want to look like a point whore. Or get flagged as "not a mum" and assholes yelling at me)I want honest pure advice. From anyone and everyone. Even if I dont know you***** So i've known "Melvin" we'll call him (yea laugh it up chad) since I was 18. Met him at his pool party/chat shindig. He's always been nothing, but an asshole to me. Calling me every single flippin' name in the book you can think of.Since he's known me. But within the last year. He told me hes had a crush on me ever since then. And he tells me loves me. Has a body pillow named after me. And then I Dont know weather to take him sincerly or not. I was seriously considering giving him a chance. Then he pulls his "asshole" moment on me. So i figured ya know what. If he was sincere about this. He wouldnt be having "asshole" moments with me. So it's like fuck it and forget about it.. (PS.. he is one of the subjects in the previous blog) You date other women. Yet you

Bitch I'm From Georgia
This is funny . I have no idea who started this. Some retard out in Cali. Then glad to see some one from GA set there asses straight. The Best in the SOUTH baby! THIS IS AWESOME- READ IT ALL!!! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age

What Now?
After two and half years I now have to start my life over. I put all my time into believing he was mister right, when truth was he was mister cheater. I guess I feel stupid for believe all the lies and bull-shit. Now I just wonder how I'll ever be able to trust anyone ever again. I shared my heart and my bed with this man, and things will never be the same. How can someone made love to someone then go tell someone else on the phone or computer they all them? I've never understood how that works. I guess some people don't care about hurting others. So what now....long lonely nights on the computer trying to figure out what's so damn special about this on-line world, and figure where do I go from here?

Women Abusing Tasers
everytime i see on tv bout this new taser party that women have at peoples house, basically encouraging women 2 buy tasers 2 protect themselves. eventually this will probably lead to an increase in more women carrying tasers. end result they may end up abusing it and the power it possess. is this a trend we men should eventually be worried about? what do you think ladies, taser, or no taser?

4-theboy&thedoll
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister

Entropy
Entropy by Irishdragon© Janice Murphy was the object of desire of every man in the neighborhood. A mother of two, she kept her 29 year old body toned through her job as an aerobics instructor at a local health club. Her long toned legs; curved child bearing hips, and well rounded behind all gave testament to her strenuous schedule of 5 classes a week. As was common with most women she had increased in breast size to accommodate the lactation and feeding of the infant, the twin boys now 14 months old were no longer nursing, but the size of her new breasts was a welcome addition to her hourglass figure. The lawn mower ran over a rock and John Davis was brought back to reality. Every Saturday for the past 4 years he had cut the lawn of Dr. and Mrs. Richard Murphy, and every time he arrived at exactly 7:30 so he could watch her leave for her 8:00 class. Some days he would get lucky and catch a glimpse of her bending down to pick up her keys, or on those really special occasions get

Someday
Well those that are and have made comments thank you on my last blog. And I as I say that somethings comes to my mind. As something I like to think makes me keep looking forward. Even though I ponder the past. Is the title of a song a group I listen to Nickleback. Some day I am gonna make it all right, but not right now. I hope that is one of the things that keeps me going. And I appreciate all that do show there concern, it is very appreciated THANK YOU, WITH LOVE.

Coin Operated Boy
Coin Operated Boy The Dresden Dolls coin operated boy sitting on the shelf he is just a toy but i turn him on and he comes to life automatic joy that is why i want a coin operated boy made of plastic and elastic he is rugged and long-lasting who could ever ever ask for more love without complications galore many shapes and weights to choose from i will never leave my bedroom i will never cry at night again wrap my arms around him and pretend.... coin operated boy all the other real ones that i destroy cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll never let him go and i'll never be alone not with my coin operated boy...... this bridge was written to make you feel smittener with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer can you extract me from my plastic fantasy i didnt think so but im still convinceable will you persist even after i bet you a billion dollars that i'll never love you will you persist even after i kiss you goodbye for the last time wil

The Pussy Cat Song
My pussy cat was scratching out on my back door Scratched so long poor pussy got sore Sore pussy..ooohhhh Sore..pussy ooohhh Just a friendly little cat My pussy cat was sittin on the front step Sat so long poor pussy got wet Wet pussy...ohhhhh Sore, wet..pussy Just a friendly little cat My pussy cat was playing out on the back lot Played so long poor pussy got hot Hot pussy..ohhhh Sore, wet, hot...pussy.. Just a friendly little cat My pussy cat was rocking in the rocking chair Rocked so long he lost his hair Bald pussy...ohhh Sore, wet, hot, bald...pussy Just a friendly little cat My neighbor and I out at the clothes line I said to my neighbor won't you look at mine My pussy..oohhhhhh Sore, wet, hot, bald pussy Just a friendly little cat My neighbor stole my kitty But I did see I said to my neighbor set my pussy free Free pussy Sore, wet, hot, bad free pussy Just a friendly little cat Here kitty kitty kitty kitty kitty.

Chocolate-caramel Marshmallow Torte
Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 4 min Makes: 12 servings 1 pkg. (8 squares) BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, chopped, divided 10 Tbsp. butter or margarine 2/3 cup sugar 3 eggs 1 tsp. vanilla 1/3 cup flour 1/4 tsp. salt 20 KRAFT Caramels 2 Tbsp. milk 1 cup JET-PUFFED Miniature Marshmallows PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 9-inch round cake pan. Line bottom of pan with waxed paper. Microwave 1 cup of the chopped chocolate and the butter in large microwaveable bowl on HIGH 2 min. or until butter is melted. Stir until chocolate is completely melted. Add sugar; mix well. Blend in eggs and vanilla. Add flour and salt; stir until well blended. Pour into prepared pan. BAKE 40 min. or until toothpick inserted in center comes out with fudgy crumbs. (Do not overbake.) Cool in pan 5 min. Run small knife around side of pan to loosen cake. Invert cake onto serving platter. Remove and discard waxed paper. Cool cake slightly. MICROWAVE caramels and milk in

Now I Feel Sooo Much Better
Sitting here trying desperatly to get a few main programs to download, *grrs @ dial up* when what should come on my winamp playlist but none other then Reba McEntire @ Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You *note to self never reformat while on dial up* Now i don't know about you but i think this song speaks volumes about just how women react to breakup and betrayal, and i for one have come to think that love is for fools. But then again thats probably due to the way the last relationship i was in ended, which to say the least was heartbreaking, for me not him *obviously i didnt mean shit to him if he found it that easy to be rid of me and never look back* but then again now that i think about it none of my exs bothered looking back, almost as though they qwere glad to be rid of me, well ok thats not totallt true ther was one ex who tried to remain friends with me inspite of our remaining feelings for each other, i still wonder of he may have been my soulmate. and hard as i try i wan

Elliot Yamin~ Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before How I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know; so now I'm all alone Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand And all my tears, they keep runnin' down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you want it to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don't know what else I can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You gotta be feeling crazy How can you walk away (When) Everything stays the same I j

Value
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one? To realize The value of ten years Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane? To realize The value of one-second Ask a person Who has survived an accident? Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member LOSE ONE.

A Sign
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to ca

Poem
Umm I wrote this a few months ago.. "My Gun" I sit here wondering why its time thinking about your face smiling glowing like the sun I tell myself as I grab my gun I tryed my best I gave it my all now I wonder as I fall will he ever care how I lived about how I cared so deeply I hit the floor looking at myself in my blood only as murky like the mud feeling my chest collapsing as I see my life flashing before my eyes where at one point in time I was happy I lay here for these few moments I cry in my finale thoughts I see him standing over me like an angel then the world goes dark and finally i'm at peace.... By: Amanda S.

Daily Devotional 1/11/08
January 11 - Daily Feast The owls call to each other early on a midwinter evening. Just as the last rays of sunlight sink into a rosy glow, a silence settles over the countryside. For a short time, everything is hushed. In that near-dark hour the wind lays and no sound is heard - as though the whole forest listens. The moment is brief as daytime creatures find their nests and those of the night begin to awaken. It is time to rest from our own activity, to find a quiet hour to let pressures ebb away. One of the greatest wonders is the rhythm and order of nature. But even greater is the flexibility of human nature - that we can move, think, project, plan and see all of it in perspective. And as the day wanes we can put it all down and take on the peace of nature. ~ Heed little the melancholy nights that keep tune with sorrowful thought. ~ CHIEF RUNS-THE-BATTLE 'A Cherokee Feast of Days', by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 11 "Race

Grrrrr.....
So it's been a year since one of my friends committed suicide and I'm still pissed at him. Not because he did it, just all the things left unsaid and undone. I know what I feel is right, but it sucks. I miss him and nothing can change it or bring him back. I didn't write this to whine about it. I just wrote it comfort myself and be part of my grieving process. If anyone leaves a mean comment, you're an ass hat and remove yourself from my list immediately. If one of you wrote something like this, I wouldn't do that to you.

Transformers Uk: Artwork Preview.
I recently made a return to the stamping ground where my career in comics pretty much started. That is to say, I briefly went back to drawing The Robots In Disguise. As you may probably know, the Autobots & Decepticons are much changed since I last drew them in 1990, (much due to the mega-budget live action movie... a hugely enjoyable film it is too,) & as such, they are a complete pain to draw (an explosion in a scrap yard, was how they appeared to me at first) but I am pleased with the finished result. Anyway, here's a few of the pages. The finished strip is a 10 page story, which has beeen 'digitally inked' & colored, & will appear in issue #8 of the Titan published comic-magazine Transformers, unfortunately, because of contractual issues, the magazine is unavailable outside the UK. The story's main robot character is Ironhide... who has changed a lot over the years.. when I last drew him, he was a red Transit Van... he's now a mean as f**K looking black 4x4, how times change.

My Current Feelings
These are lyrics to a song that has really stuck to me and it's sad but it's how I feel sometimes. Cold As You By: Taylor Swift You have a way of coming easily to me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin' And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted. (CHORUS) Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day. Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray. And I stood there lovin' you and washed them all away. And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. (CHORUS) Oh, what a shame. What a rainy ending given to a perfect day. So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywh

Through Clear Blue Eyes 1/11/08
Does he think me weak When I cry through the night Does he feel my strength When I hold him so tight When I'm beside him Does he feel no fear Can he feel my love When I'm drying his tears My heart fills with joy Just watching him sleep When he says "I love you" My very soul leaps I know someday he'll leave To find his own way In a world unforgiving He'll seize his own day And I hope by then He'll have learned by my side Enough to be strong And to conquer this ride I just wish I could know Before he makes his run Just what's seen through The clear blue eyes of my son. D. R. Hyden

Omg~ladies Pls Note
Something to consider next time you go shopping 4 lipstick... This comes from someone who works in the breast cancer unit at Mt. Sinai Hospital in Toronto . If there is a female you care anything about, share this with, her. I am doing that now! Recently a lipstick brand called "Red Earth" decreased their prices from $67 to $9.90.It contained lead. Lead is a chemical which causes cancer. The lipstick Brands that contain lead are: 1. CHRISTIAN DIOR 2. LANCOME 3. CLINIQUE 4. Y.S.L 5. ESTEE LAUDER 6. SHISEIDO 7. RED EARTH (Lip Gloss) 8. CHANEL (Lip Conditioner) 9. MARKET AMERICA-MOTNES LIPSTICK. The higher the lead content, the greater the chance of causing cancer. After doing a test on lipsticks, it was found that the Y.S.L. Lipstick contained the most amount of lead. Watch out for those lipsticks which are supposed to stay on longer. If your lipstick stays on longer, it is because of the higher content of lead. Here is the test you can do yourself: 1

2008 New Fubar Levels
LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?. LMAO REPOST THIS SO EVERYONE CAN HAVE A LAUGH!!!!

Mine And Chads Convo
THIS IS MINE AND CHADS CONVO FROM THE LAST 2 DAYS BECAUSE HES JELOUS AND YEAH HERE YA GO THIS IS 1/11/07 CONVO Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 2:59:57 AM): i love everyone like a fat kid love cake on crack Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:41:25 PM): new mum everyone http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=293253 bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:42:19 PM): trying to show ur boobs Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:42:32 PM): why you ask? bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:42:56 PM): ur pic on here Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:43:14 PM): its for my boyfriend bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:43:23 PM): not for me Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:43:27 PM): no bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:43:35 PM): then change it Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:43:43 PM): lmao yeah right bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:43:51 PM): why Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:44:13 PM): because its for my boyfriend and i will change it when i want to bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:44:40 PM): bye Cassie Davis (1/11/2008 12:44:45 PM): bye bucsfan3200 (1/11/2008 12:44:52 PM): i wont

Players/ Do They Really Exist?
I have been approached by female and males concerning this issue and since I have been,I thought I would give my two cents worth. I am striving on little to no sleep but here it goes. No Philosophy here this morning. What is the Definition of players:It has many ways of explaining this but I think this one fits for what I am talking. (Player (game), a participant in a game.) In order to play this game one must know the game.A person cannot be played unless he/she allows it. I don't like games and will not participate in them. If someone feels they need to play someone who says they are not the one being played them self. I don't need to hear well he has played many women on here or I hope he doesn't play you like he has done the others or I hope he doesn't hurt you,which all of these have the same meaning. I am here to find friends,to communicate,to search and maybe find something I was not looking for. I don't know how to play anyone,but I do know when I am being pla

The Dream
Caress me with your silver tongue The sins of the past are now undone Stroke me with your words of love The heart begins to dance Shower me with kindness The soul begins to wake Humor me I'll shower you with the sounds of laughter Awake me Apart from you tears will fall Nixy

Funeral Is Over ~ Healing Begins
Well the Funeral for my grams was on Thursday and it was an absolutely gorgeous day. The sun was out, the temperature was perfect and my grandma's favorite thing, butterflies, we flying all around the church. She was their, making sure her family and friends were ok and making sure we were all celebrating her life and not mourning the death of her body. Her spirit is still alive and well in all of us. I do miss her, I do catch a tear every now and again when I hear a sad song, but I don't cry anymore, I smile when I think about her, I smile knowing that she is with God whom she believed in with all of her heart. She was a god fearing christian that never spoke an ill word about anyone and i am going to strive to be more like that. Trying to get more happy and less angry, look for the good in people instead of seeing flaws. Everyone has flaws, but that doesn't mean we need to notice them. We all say things at one time or another that we don't mean, we all do things that we regre

Touch
Nearly everyone in the world underestimates how powerful the touch of another person can be. The need to feel the touch of another human being is so primal, such a baser part of our existence as human beings, that it's true impact on us can not be easily put into words. This power does not always have to do with sex either. From the time we are born, we associate the touch of another with safety, comfort and love. When sex does enter the picture, the results from an other's touch can be so profound that all logic and common sense can be washed away in a torrent of needs and desires that must be met. We forget this truth, because today there is so little human contact. We are separated by rules, laws, advertising, the Internet, but mostly by fear. If we as a people, hell as a species are going to survive in this world, we need to know that most hurts, pains, and sufferings can be solved with just a bit of compassion and the touch of another person.

Oh... Just In!
Here is everything I said but the picture comment to my friend or who I thought was a friend. Till..... I found out they both were in on the little email I got this morning after my much needed rest. If you need a refresher into what happen early on let alone the email I recieved check back to my bulletin or blog titled "A question for those who know me. The last comment is by me! Because it's easy to view ones comments when they hide them! Name Comment In some c.. In some cases, I can be what you need! Jan 12, 2008 11:36 AM So you are in on this! Oh my the comments between you to. Wow.... That's what I get for being nice. But hey if flirting is a big deal. Fuck never thought there was a law against it. Nor did I know there were so many insecure dumb asses and jerks! No I don't mean you as one of the two names I gave the person who said that about me. Oh yeah, and by the way people like me are jerks because I happen to a nice person. Yeah makes perfect sense. H

I Am So Excited!
The biggest loser, one of my fav reality shows, is going to be at the mall i work at today and tomarrow! =D i am so excited haha. its kinda pathetic really. I'm like a kid in a candy store... but obviously not...lol i want to LOOSE weight! and i am. started my diet again today... can't work out for another week because of the surgery type thing i went through... but i cant wait to get back to my gym! =D I've got an online journal with a friend tracking everything... damnit, i am going to just take time to work on myself this year. F* boys. lol. no offense! But i have no intentions whatsoever of having a relationship. maybe some dates. but nothing serious. i need to get my grades up to par, and work on myself. i am so excited! I aint going today, but i am leaving work an hour early tomarrow to go spend some time with the past contestants and what not! yay!!!!

United Airlines
Haha I guess im bored... But I want to go somewhere for spring break(and yes, it is coming up soon). I get out of the Marines in Late May(so i would say late april early may is perfect time). I dont know where I want to go but I can go anywhere in the 48 connected states for free. Any suggestions? I am thinkin maybe Cali to see my cousin.. who knows.. Late may i will be moving to Chicago for school and work, so I guess if I want a good vacation I better get on top of that. I got a busy career to start up. Lets see what you friends can come up with. Luke

Helping Out Some Friends.
Hey Fubar Land; I'm asking for all you guys to stop by and show these New Fu's some love, I told them what a great site this is and that all the people here are fantastic,please take a minute and stop by,I would do the same for each and every one of you, Here's their names; Tailormade490505 hoopla Robinhood971 Toad Cntrywv Cowpokey183 Txrandy Clouseau31 I really appreciate this,love ya bunches sassygirl055

Making You Mine
Passions exploited Desires sedated Never thought Such pleasures awaited Romance forgotten Desires, just greed No need for your kisses Just sweet, aching, need Lingering glances Shimmering skin Forever we wallow Together in sin Slow trail of kisses Soft backs of knees Aching and yearning Eager to please. Fingertips running Down neck and spine Grasping your wrists I make you mine.

Hmmmmmmmm
make ya wonder if ppl on here really have a life....ppl can post any mumm or blog about anything and believe me ive seen alot of nsfw crap on here....i had a mumm removed because apparently someone thought my mumm was nsfw....do ppl just go looking for this or what.....i swear so much drama on this sight is for the birds....

Friends
I like you because of who you are to me.... A true friend. And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you . Something good will happen to you PM tomorrow. It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Remember: 'A good friend will come bail you out of jail.... But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying WE screwed up, but we had fun!' Proud To Be Your Friend!

Hurt By The Words
Hurt by the words Hurt by the feel Hurt by the anger You throw upon me Angered by your words Angered by your actions Angered by the way You get your satisfactions By making me scream By making me cry By making me wait Alone at night The pain breaks through The tears flow fast The blood runs cold My voice gets cracked Waiting for him To make me cry Why do I put myself through this? Just to sit and die The night gets colder Or is that just my heart Closing the doors Forever holding my heart tight To much drama For one girl to take Is this how it's going to end? Or is it going to break? My shattered spirit My skewed thoughts My broken heart My fears running lost I've been dying without You've been dying with me I'm a moron For not seeing For not seeing the truth So take the gun And pull the trigger Theres nothing left for me to save

I'll Always Miss You!!
The tears I cried for you could fill a sea or two, For the day I lost you I suddenly turned blue, My heart slowed down, And my body seemed to shut off, Know matter what you will stay in my heart, You know I will always love you, My love for you is still strong, Every day that passes by my memories stay, I will never forget you, And the love that we once shared, Will always stay, Forever and a day!

My Life
The life I walk is hard, I live with loved ones that know nothing of the pain I carry, They keep my feet bolted to the ground, But they don’t realizs that stops me from finding the true me, I’ve learned from the past that you must live as your own person, Not as a slave of another, To help the needed, And to keep those with full lives in mind is my mission so far, Although you might feel there is no one with your problems, You should know, You’re not alone in the world

11 Things About Life...
I got this as a profile comment and thought it was great and so true. I had to share it with everyone! This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So..........If you are a loving fr

Italian Sausage
For several years, a man was having an affair with an Italian woman. One night, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money so she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write 'Spaghetti' on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife.'Honey,' she said, 'you received a very strange post card today.' 'Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later,' he said. The wife did and watched as her husband read the card, turned white and fainted. On the card it was written: 'Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Three with meatballs, two without. Send

Let My Mother Live
It does not take much to tell we are entering a new age. Just read a newspaper, or listen to conversations at the local coffee shop. Things have drastically changed during this last generation, some for the better, such as our views of fellow man, some for the worse, such as the different wars that are being thrust upon us. But change is upon us. What I am referring to is the Age of Aquarius. The last age was the age of Pieces, during which, we saw the rise of Christianity, and the fall of nature. As with the last coming of an Age, things must change for us to survive. When the age of Pieces started, we saw a drastic change in the religious climate, the old religion was not changing with the times, so a new religion came into being to fill the gap. But with this new religion, we, as a people, lost our way. For the longest time, Nature was our religion, we saw our God's and Goddesses in the wind and the rain, in the trees and the fields, and most importantly, in each other.

Just A Thought
I FIND IT VERY AMUSING HOW EVERYONE CAN TELL YOU THAT "IF YOU REALLY LOVE THE PERSON TO LET HER/HIM GO...AND IF THAT PERSON LOVES YOU BACK...THEY SHALL COME BACK TO YOU". HOW CAN SOMETHING SO EASY BE SO HARD? WHAT IS ARE REAL PURPOSE HEAR...HOW IS THAT YOU CAN LUST, AND THEN HATE, YOU CAN LOVE, AND THEN HURT? AND IN THE END YOU ARE STILL TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT ALL MEANS...CUZ THEN YOU GET THAT ONE THOUGHT IN YOUR HEAD...MAYBE THERE IS SOMEONE BETTER OUT THERE FOR ME? WHAT IS THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE...OR BEING COMPLETE..SO THEY SAY? YES I UNDERSTAND THAT AS YOU READ THIS YOU MAY SAY I AM BEING EMO...BUT ITS OKAY...I KNOW THAT I AM A BETTER PERSON CUZ I CAN LOOK DEEP WITHING MYSELF TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS...PEOPLE LET SOCIETY BRING YOU DOWN..TO WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BE..I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT I AM ABLE TO WRITE MY THOUGHTS DOWN AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND BE OKAY WITH WHAT I AM...WHAT ABOUT YOU? DO YOU HAVE HATE FOR YOURSELF? I DONT KNOW...I AM JUST RAMBLING ON...WHAT IS OUR PURPOSE

The End
To all my friends, family, and fans: I want everyone to know that I love you all and well soon my net is getting shut off. I am moving to my car for a while I can't afford a place of my own and my ex decided not to help pay the rent here and I am behind on the bills. Landlord says we have 30 days and he has a place to go. I don't so it looks like the car is my only choice for the time being. I just want to let everyone know that I care for each and everyone of you in some way or another even though I don't express it everyday or express it in a different way. I don't know how long it will be before I get back on here but please don't forget me and keep me in your prayers ok. I will be back someday I hope anyways. Thanks to all my friends for the great memories on here and thanks to all the ones I have met in person you all really made me see there is life outside these 4 walls. Good bye Stacie UPDATE: A very special person and a great friend has found it in his

I Dont Have A Name For This
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

Ruckus
just writing this blog cos i got asked to write ne, and only thing thats really happened is me getting a bottle smashed in my face lol, and then hit with a knuckle duster, (i won the fight though i think, as i didn't get knocked down at all, or even moved lol, and i almost sparked him out with one kick :D) but anyways, thats everything thats happened recently, :D xxx

Things Guys Should Know About Girls
Things Guys Should Know About Girls (my comments are in parenthesis) 1. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out. (tis quite true) 2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening. (lol again so true) 3. Don't say you understand when you don't. 4. Girls are pretty, but yours is the Prettiest! 5. You don't have PMS; don't act like you know what it's like. (AMEN!!!!!) 6. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook. 7. If you talk about having a big dick; we know you don't. (those who feel the need to brag apparently have to, those who don't brag don't have to) 8. Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships. 9. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big. 10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys not us. (not quite true for me.....i'm a music gal so anything that plays music loudly and sounds amazing i'll like) 11. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfri

Mouse Balls Lol
Subject: IBM - Mouse balls & Mouse ball inspector I don't know how they wrote this with a straight face. This was a real memo sent out by IBM to its employees in all seriousness. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite genuine. The engineers rolled on the floor! Especially note the last couple of sentences. 'If a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Units) Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, a replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using th

Nfc Playoffs Game 2 Seahawks Vs. Packers
So as the time draws closer to the kickoff I find myself sitting here getting very nervous about todays game. I don't sugar coat it, I know the Hawks have a habit of choking in the playoffs and Greenbay is no easy team to beat at 7-1 but I have faith in my team, they're good enough to do it so I will hold firm in my hope for them to win. I'm still riding the high from last weeks game, it's gonna be a crazy day.

I'll Always Be There
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

This Will Stop Today !!
The games we play have wore thin on me.I have been cleaning with pinesol and bleach and maybe it has affected me. This goes out to anyone that feels they need to go to peoples page and see what I am doing or what they are doing. I have written this before but apparently it didn't do the trick. I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN,I AM HERE TO COMMUNICATE AND IF ANYTHING ELSE COMES MY WAY THEN I AM BLESSED. I have had it with others coming to my page to see what a friend of mine is doing but when my friends go to his I will not tolerate it.I ask someone to have trust in our friendship and what may could be after I figured all of this out.I have been honest and upfront from the beginning over all of this so how dare you or anyone coming to my page have the nerve to do so. I will not play this game and the game is now over.You can continue playing if you feel you need too.I am not here to hurt feelings or sound like a person I feel I am not.This Internet is showing me many aspects of life,a li

Teenage Angst
I feel like I'm in high school again, and all my friends are 15 yrs old, with no sense of life. I have, well *had* a really good friend. He sat there and talked shit right along with me about work, and when I walked out on the place he assured me up and down that he wasn't going to be there come January, and he'll put his foot down, and that he most certainly wouldn't take my old job if it was ever offered to him... amongst other things. I didn't ask him to say any of these things. It's now January, and he comes over last night, shit eating grin on his face as he casually announces he now has my old job. Mind you, I LOVED that job but couldn't take my boss anymore. My friend has been through a lot with me and though he has pussied out in the past when it comes to having a spine, this is one thing I didn't think he would pussy out on. In my eyes this is like if he'd started dating my ex without ever consulting me. Okay, I may be acting juvenille, and have been working hard

Vodka
omg...im am soo hung over...i think i had too many cosmos. Anyways..t-dog came over last night we did makeup and made salutes. they came out pretty good. then mike brought his friend george home...we had some drinks and watched you tube videos. Omg...i got the funniest shoutout today....some dude wanted me to take pics of my feet.....wtf??? hehe. Some people are crazy. You best believe my feet are staying in my uggs far away from a camara

First Week
Well after a week of being here, I can honestly say , this is one of my new favorite sites. I've met and a great deal of new people from everywhere and everyone here is very helpful and to the first person I met here Ms. ***ezdzlove***Mystic Magic*** (My Fubar Angel)thank you for helping a newbie around. A day or so later after gettin a feel for the site , poking around here and there, I ending up meeting more wonderful people. Then someone(~*~Texasdream~*~) left some comments on a few of my pix. Well we got began talking and continued talking until about 3 that morning. I was helping her set up her PS3 (Playstation 3)to play online so we could play Guitar Hero 3 online.(which we have been doing since). So heres to a first awesome week on Fubar and many more to come. And with that I leave you with a quote I found this morning... enjoy, "A man's ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeeded

Mental Feng Shui
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that g

Horned Animals
The horned animal may represent a male power figure in your life, or, if the horn is nonsensical, it may be a displacement of another person's power (or your perception of unearned power that is being wielded by another). The goal is to discern your feelings about the animal and whether you see any relationship between the animal and individuals in your waking life. If the horned animal is a nonsense creation, such as a horned dog, it may indicate sexual tension in a relationship. Do you feel as though someone close to you has mixed motives for being in a relationship with you? Another scenario is feeling threatened by another's power to impale you. You may sense this as being a sort of sexual-penetration anxiety, but the general indication of power and intimidation is more satisfactory.

Gentle Thoughts For Today!
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look for it. For example I am sitting here thinking how nice it is

Sorry To Everyone Who Was Worried
Big apologies to everyone who was worried about me the past few days. I had to rush off to hospital and didn't get the time to msg anyone about it - my bad. The good news is that I don't have to go on dialysis yet. The tumor in my kidney hasn't totally blocked it off (and fair enough, I got a spare one on the other side of my body **shouts at kidney PICK UP THE SLACK!!**) but they did warn me that it might be a possibility in the future. We'll see. The bad news is that I got out of bed this morning and pulled a muscle in my back and am currently sitting with my back against a radiator, keeping it nice and warm. The only major problem with this, as I've come to realise, is that eventually, sooner or later, I'll have to stand up. Yup, I don't think I've thought this one out properly..... lol I've found a sanctuary for my ferrets as well. I'm gonna hate giving them away but I'd rather they went to a place that can hopefully re-home them than give them to someone who says they

Here's An Idea
Frisky and maybe a lil goofy.. I have an idea.. First person to buy me a 7 day blast will receive a picture of my breasts with their name written across them. For an example, check out my photo in my NSFW album with my fubar name written as described. Hoping this will be fun!

My Perfect Lady
Features: Head: Long Hair that are full of life Beautiful Eyes Gorgeous Face sooo beautiful that i can never take my eyes off her Cute Nose Pretty Smile Bubbly Kissable Cheeks Biteable Neck Body: Has Meat on her Bones (or just big boned) Nice Thighs and Legs C-DD Nice Perky Boobs 5'3''-6'5'' and weight proportionate to the height. (so if you're 5'6'' about 110-130ish) Tight Spankable Butt Personality: Has a sense of humor Can make me laugh Likes Biting, Kissing, Scratching, Spanking, Wrestling etc. Puts a smile on my face Kinky Joyous If she needs help or anything she comes to me Doesn't bitch about little things Talkative Crazy (not in a psycho way) Doesn't play too damn hard to play Open-minded Likes to/Offers to/Doesn't mind paying for things once in a while Watches TV with me and we laugh our asses off together :) Always there for me Has her own Opinions Likes to try new things Always there for me Outgoing Laidback Isn't a ditcher ( i se

Love Differently
I LOVE DIFFERENTLY,I AM BI-SEXUAL AND I AM PROUD,I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE WHO LOVE MEN AND WOMEN BOTH THAT ARE LESBIANS,OR GAYS THAT NO MATTER HOW YOU LOVE THAT IT IS NOT WRONG,I DON'T KNOW WHY SO MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT IT IS,IT IS BEAUTIFUL ANY KIND OF LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL AND AND A PERSON SHOULD NOT BE JUDGED FOR IT.I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE WHO LOVE DIFFERENTLY LOVE MORE.THAT THEY SHOULD STILL BE LOVED AND RESPECTED JUST AS ANYONE ELSE,I LOVE FOR WHO PEOPLE ARE,AND I WOULD'NT NEVER CHANGE THEM.I WILL ALWAYS LOVE DIFFERENTLY.

Hhhmmmm...proof That The World Is Nuts
Proof That the World Is Nuts: In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside And deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the firs

Khia-my Neck My Back
All you ladies pop your pussy like this Shake your body, don't stop, don't miss All you ladies pop your pussy like this Shake your body, don't stop, don't miss Just do it, do it, do it, do it, do it now Lick it good suck this pussy, just like you should Right now, Lick it good suck this pussy just like you should My Neck, my back Lick my pussy and my crack, My Neck, my back Lick my pussy and my crack My Neck, my back Lick my pussy and my crack My Neck, my back Lick my pussy and my crack My Neck, my back Lick my pussy and my crack First you gotta put your neck into it Don't stop, just do, do it Then you roll your tongue, from the crack back to the front then suck it off til I shake and cum nigga make sure I keep bustin nuts nigga all over your face and stuff slow head show me so much love the best head comes from a thug the dick good dick big and long slow fuckin til the crack of dawn on the edge makin faces n stuff Through the night, making so much love

Cunnilingus
This may come as a surprise to you but not all women come with full knowledge and acceptance of cunnilingus or ‘being eaten out’. From a woman’s point of view, oral sex is often a matter of trust, i.e., opening up her most ‘scared place’ for ‘close scrutiny’ to you. In fact, believe it or not, there are plenty of women out there who are more open to sexual intercourse than cunnilingus. They claim that the latter is a more ‘private affair’. I know, go figure. If your partner is a cunnilingus virgin, don’t lose hope end assume she’s deadest against it. For all you know, she’s simply waiting for the right guy to show her the high sexual pleasure that cunnilingus brings. How to Persuade Your Partner to Engage in Cunnilingus Discuss, not dictate. The wrong approach to take is to STATE that she ‘needs’ to experience cunnilingus. For one, you probably don’t even know why she’s not into being muff dived yet so don’t assume anything. Instead, talk to her about it. Ask if she has any

Revenge
There was this little boy about 12 years old walking down the sidewalk dragging a flattened frog on a string behind him. He came up to the doorstep of a house of ill repute and knocked on the door. When the Madam answered it, she saw the little boy and asked what he wanted. He said, "I want to have sex with one of the women inside. I have the money to buy it, and I'm not leaving until I get it," The Madam figured, why not, so she told him to come in. Once in, she told him to pick any of the girls he liked. He asked, "Do any of the girls have any diseases?" Of course the Madam said no. He said, "I heard all the men talking about having to get shots after making love with Amber. THAT'S the girl I want." Since the little boy was so adamant and had the money to pay for it, the Madam told him to go to the first room on the right. He headed down the hall dragging the squashed frog behind him. Ten minutes later he came back, still dragging the frog, paid the Madam, and

Totally Hot.
I am in a RATES ONLY contest for the Hottest Mummer on Fubar! It's rates only, so it will only take a few seconds and no bombing! Your rate counts as 1 vote. CLICK HERE TO VOTE Please stop by and rate the pic in this link! :D Make sure to let me know if you did so I can stop by your page and drop some 11's! Thanks, I love you all! Your Favorite Lesbian, *-EZ2FU-*

Digging Holes
Maybe the Best Blonde Joke Ever! > > Two blonde girls were > working for the city public works department. One would dig a hole and > the other would follow behind her and fill the hole in. They worked up > one side of the street, then down the other, then moved on to the next > street, working furiously all day without rest, one girl digging a > hole, the other girl filling it in again. An onlooker was amazed at > their hard work, but couldn't understand what they were doing. So he > asked the hole digger, 'I'm impressed by the effort you two are > putting in to your work, but I don't get it -- why do you dig a hole, > only to have your partner follow behind and fill it up again?' The hole > digger wiped her brow and sighed, 'Well, I suppose it probably looks > odd because we're normally a three-person team. But today the girl who > plants the trees called in sick.'

Lipstick
Lipstick According to a news report, a certain private school in Sydney was recently faced with a unique problem . A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. After they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done . She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintena nce man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night - ( you can just imagine the yawns from the little princesses). To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, d

Become An +afterhours Dj+
yo most of ya know me or heard of me, but for those dat don"t im DJ Benz or Benzi as a lot call me. if you love djin, just like to play music or jus bored and need something to do, join da Afterhours Crew. there are a lot of cool people in this lounge who like hip hop r&B and reggae. and we even gonna have our own website comin soon fubarsafterhours.com (under construction) we got cam shows, fubar parties, weddings (sometimes) and exclusive shit. Afterhours gets the latest music in fubar FIRST! and classic shit as well so join tha infamous crew of Ben Dover, DJ Mystik, DJ Sybermile, DJ Licia , DJ Peach, our Rookie DJ Flawless and myself (and we hav a lotta cool greeters and people dats are crazy, sexy, cool or all 3) if i 4get other djs im sry but they hot 2. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50455 so get at me and join da #1 HIP HOP LOUNGE on fubar -DJ Benz http://fubar.com/djbenzi myspace.com/rkyve

About Time
Well, It's about that time where I clean out my friend list... Takin ALL You fake mofo's off my list and blockin ALOT of people too...So, If you are a friend and wanna stay on juss lemme know, if not, You're gone.

Attention Who?
Yes I have a nsfw album. And yes its private, only viewable by family. Im not a whore *cough* you know who Im talking to , lol If i like you enough Ill let you see them. If i talk to you on the regular Ill let you see them. And those people know who you are. But thats very few.

Time To Have A Contest Again Xoxo
im going to have a contest if there is enough ppl that want to get a happy hour for themselves or for a friend...the contest will run three days dont know when i will start it yet and i wont run it unless there is enough ppl in it..this contest is about friends and who u think deserves these prizes who has helped u out and been there on fubar let me know and then i will let u know when the contest is..sherry first prize will be a happy hour second prize will be a vip for a month third prize will be a 7 day blast

Bulletins
As of late i'm noticing that my bulletins are more sticky's then anything, and they are doubles and triples of the same thing. So any bulletins that placed by friends actaully asking for help i cant see. So for the time being the only bulletins i can see are ones that posted from people in my family list. If you want me to repost your bulletin then shout me the link and i will. Thanks

Pls Help By Commenting And Rating
I Entered a contest where I can win a VIP or Even a Blast pls help by comment bombing me and Rating pic pls pls http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1329143&albumid=794655&i=4052653612 Copy and paste that link to your Address Bar Thank you!!!

Un-confusing Men
Un-confusing Men 1. Women are not buggers in men lives. 2. Women hearts are not men stumping ground. 3. Women are open and free with their love more quickly than men are. 4. Women are not machine’s or pets, nor are women your personal slaves. 5. Women are not hard to understand, if men were more open to see, feel and listen to what is being said to them rather worrying about if he is or isn’t going to get laid. 6. Thoughts and feelings within women hearts and souls is about being seen for who they are within instead always being stared at because of the shape and how their bodies are built. 7. Women don’t walk, live or breathe just for sex, unless they are being paid, but when you treat them like a whore….that is what you get in the end. 8. Women were not put on this earth for solely men over ruling and controlling. 9. Women do have ideas and thoughts that would shake the world into shape, if men were not always breathing, walking, and drooling, fantasies dogs over when they

Take My Breath Away
give me breath-taking kisses running your fingers through my hair as you hold me tightly against you our bodies flowing together the tightness of breath that constricts my chest as my common sense tumbles away. caress me senseless till I move against you with abandon and you control my body more than me with a sweep of your fingers you elicit a moan and take me as your own as I cry your name to the skies love me like fire stoked with passionate wind flames bright against the dark to always light the way till embers in the hearth glow softly with calm warmth and your kisses still take my breath away

What I Don't Need.......
I don't need your lies, your promises that contain so much bullshit that they turn your lips brown before they leave your lips. I don't need your sympathy. Damn sure don't need your pity. You can move your lips and empty words spew and you type the nicest words but if you can't show me that you mean what you say, save your breath and save your keyboard. I am woman enough to accept that some things last only for a season and then the next season slowly moves in and the old one is pushed away. I may be bruised, but trust me, I've had hundreds of bruises that went a lot deeper. You only bruised the top layers. I've bounced back from bruises that broke my soul, fucked my mind, ripped my heart out from my body. It wasn't easy, but it's made me into the woman that I am today. The woman that can move on without looking back. That can accept the fact that I will never be good enough to be the one that any man calls "his girl." I am who I am and it's your loss that it's not good enou

New Semester Is Going To Kick My Butt
Well the web page that allows me access to all my classes became availble today. I am talking 12 hours, 4 classes, they are "Special topics in Mortuary science", "Mortuary Management II", "Mortuary Jurisprudence" and " Sociology of death and dying". Well looking at my class schedule, and the assigments. I am going to be one busy puppy. And it looks like I am going to be doing a lot of writing. After this semester I will only have 12 more hours till I will have my license for funeral director and then will get to start all the fun classes for my embalmer license. Well at least I have a couple days headstart on my classes (another small advantage to taking classes online, the regular students have to wait till monday to find out what they are into. Well wish me luck. and don't be offended if I don't drop by your pages much, I am going to be one very very busy guy, and I will try to keep you updated as things move along.

I Am Now Owned By 1basil For A Month
~ Phoenix FuOwned By Arthur 155 and Proud Owner of James~Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar date: 2008-01-12 17:40:49 subject: Auction You are officially owned by Basil with a winning bid of 400,000 Fubucks! Congratulations! 1Basil, leave a voice message.. Fan and Rate@ fubar Now time to change my name and post a Mumm... lol Thanks to both of you!

I Want A Sundae
sex is nice so is chocolate and if you add marshmallow creme you have even more fun playing with food is fun strawberries and raspberries and chocolate sauce then add the sex thats how you get sex and chocolate add some cherries and some whip cream and some sprinkles and some nuts you have a sexy sundae now

Sin Derella Tells Everyone How To Be Red If You Want To Be A Top Member
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

My First ...
Club Naughty N Nice is having an auction! Come bid on these wonderful people! Bids start at 2500 fubucks. Click the pics to see what each person if offering! The auction will run for two weeks starting January 14th start time is 10am est. and will end January 28th 10am est.! Dave- Shoo shoo- Mullet Hunter- Carnie- Pappa- Duke- FknCrazy- BeetleJuice- JuicyFruit- Sassy- Click the link below to come to Club Naughty N Nice!!

This Is The Funniest...
...thing i have read in a long time... ok first of all let me point out that i am not political at all... i used to be in the navy, not to obey a president, but to serve the people... so whoever is president i could give two fucks... I am voting, but if the guy i vote for wins i'm not going to be all "ha! in your face"... I really don't care... but for someone to say that because his father is muslim, Obama is going to potentially destroy us americans is ludacris... who the hell cares where he came from... he wants to be president, he's qualified to do the job... let him do it... if he starts to get crazy in office then there are enough of us americans that we can and will beat the living shit out of him... but just to pick up from his a heritage a stupid idea that he will erase us "infidels" because of it is the most retarded mother fucking thing i have ever heard... and seriously, no offense brittany, but most people are blind to their surroundings... if you watch the normal news

What Does The Word Family Mean To You?
Ok...This is extremely hard for me to write so i will do my best.As most of you know I joined a group here called The Latina Mafia last year. I absolutelt Loved being a member! I recall many times people on Fubar complimenting us on how we ran our ship and some even reffered to us as the closest group on here and told me how they would join a group and never or hardly ever hear from them and how ours was amazingly close!! Well before the holidays i was forced to leave for a couple months and i was sure to let evryone know I was leaving for some "me time" and wiould be gone 4 a while......When I returned.I had very few comments and less messages with the acception of a few people who held tight to our FAMILY and didnt just do the out od sight out of mind thing. Thanx to them you know who u r!!!...But that isnt even the worst part.I can live with that! There are many members who dont know others exist and or do not make any efforts to keep in touch.....Whats the point of carrying the na

Extra Extra Read All About It
Ok well you guys basically know me from the fu paper or hydaway radio, but I need to let you know a lil about whats going on in my life I did my finances Due to the Fact my Doctor told me and my work I had to be on bed rest due to my pregnancy with the twins i am carrying and well its either get heat for my 150 yr old house or pay the internet bill and hang out with you guys., Don't get me wrong i love ya all, some more then others, but i wont be naming names, Alas my children are more important and I will be posting this weeks Fu paper, but if you want more editions of the fu paper, you need to send me messages while im gone,With story like material, that you want everyone to know ect.. I do have reporters that you can Find in Dazed and confused lounge while im gone, they can point you to the right person, trust me they are good people, i would trust them with my lifes. but I can go wifi, and do what i can but the sad part is my wifi connection is going to be shitty, so ill only be o

How To Be Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Church Lady With A Condom
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. ?One afternoon, the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a Cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. ?The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with the tea and scones, they began to chat. ?the pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it go the better of him and could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell about this?" pointing to the bowl. ?"Oh yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? ?I was walking through the Park a few months ago and found this little package on the ground. ?The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and that

Time Warp
it's astounding, time is fleeting Madness takes its toll But listen closely, not for very much longer I've got to keep control I remember doing the TIme Warp Drinking those moments when The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling Let's do the time warp again... Let's do the time warp again! It's just a jump to the left And then a step to the right With your hands on your hips You bring your knees in tight But it's the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane, Let's do the Time Warp again! It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me So you can't see me, no not at all In another dimension, with voyeuristic intention Well-secluded, I see all With a bit of a mind flip You're there in the time slip And nothing can ever be the same You're spaced out on sensation, like you're under sedation Let's do the Time Warp again! Well I was walking down the street just a-having a think When a snake of a guy gave me an evil wink He shook me up, he took me by surp

I Am Never Here Anymore
It seems i have lost myself in a (artsy phase) currently related to all things mario.I spend most if any time on the computer looking at other peoples creations and the other half creating , i do stop in here from time to time so do not be afraid to message me i do not bite :)

Boredem Poem
another dark and lonely night pass's through my life tired and sore living the life of a sinner devowering souls restanding all the blows evil's grip on me grows ever stronger each day grows harder to fight not a saint nor a sinner only human demons fallow spirts haunt seen by my eyes no human should be shown one by one these demons fall each one stonger then the next must never give in must never give up satans palce is where im destened so why not give him a fight he has no power no strenth at all except what we feed him in giving him our fear look him in the eyes and laugh with out fear his grip on you will just disapeair unknow to me is the answer to why am i being recurted as his leader or being tourtered on earth something big is happening time is slowing down every day draws closer revealing more of me am i evil am i pure different thoughts learn towards both only at the end will we know who i fight for who i di

Freedome Within My Own Mind
my thoughts the wind whistels through the trees brushes acrossed my soft skin. i feel so free it's like running through the open plains with the wolf pack only to get to the end if the cliff wat are you to do ??? jump and releas the deamons from within you and let thew eagel sore free

Quitting Smoking With Chantix, Day 1
I started my prescription this morning, a tiny white pill that really didnt look like it could do much. took it and felt high as a kite for about ten minutes, then rembered it said "take with food" so i stuffed down a banana and laid down til the dizziness wore off. after that, i didn't notice any side effects whatsoever. they say that you can smoke the first few days of treatment and i'd fully planned on doing that. so i'd light up when i felt the urge. at the end of the day though, i counted up my cigarettes and realized i only smoked half of what my normal amount is. And, some of those cigarettes felt like i was doing it only out of habit and i shouldn't be doing it. more than once i put out a half cig just cause i didnt want it anymore. we'll see what tomorrow brings...

We Got Fu Married 01/12/08
Well we Finally did it Holly and I ....1/12/08 at 8:00pmcst we were joined together in Fu Marriage...She is so special to me....she makes me laugh , keeps me sane when I feel like I am not....she is a best friend who will be there No matter what or who decides to get in our way ..God has brought us together for some reason or another ...and I just want her to know How much I love her and thank her=) Now I am complete I have Holly and my Hubby Kelso!!!! And our 8 kids ...my 5 kids and Holly's 3 Also I would like to thank everyone who did show up we know who our true friends really are ...ty ya'll are the best and we love ya'll imikimi - Customize Your World

Struggles With Life.
when it rains, it pours, i like someone a lot, and this person knows it, and i just found out my ex wife is getting divorced, and the person i like alot tells me not to ever get my hopes up about on line relationships, and i have taken a strong liking to someone on the internet, and now im all confused about what to do. I want to run and hide, but we cant run from our troubles, now i have to figure out what to do.

Life Pt.1
we walk thru this life wandering and alone rying to find purpose and meaning. we wander thru life wanting and needing things that are so far out of our reach. we urne to belong ia world that makes no sense and will never make sense. everybody wonders why we are here and what purpose we all have to coexist together in this world side by side. we all wonder if god truly exists and is there reala heaven or hell. we must understand that we make things the way they are cause its how it is suppose to be. coexist only becuase we aren't the same, if we did then this world would be dull and meaningless. are imperfections and unnormal behaviors are what makes us belong somewhere and are unique personalities what makes us who we are. we must all design our own destinies and futures in ordto survive and belong along this world of chaos and anarchy. we must make the world a better place so the future generations can be happier and free then what the present holds now.

Do Not Embrace Me
Do Not Embrace Me Do not embrace me. I am a vine of thorns With no petals to Appease your eye, Nor a scent to Please your nostrils. Look away, look away; Else my thistles Cut a deep gouge Through your pupils So you can’t see me. My branches wither, Their leaves evolve Into brown parchment Meant to crumble to Dust at the touch of Any who try to care. Do not embrace me; Come no closer or Risk becoming First entangled, Then slowly strangled In my tendrils. Instead, uproot me, Then throw me, Body and soul, Into the fire. When this is done, Forget me. A soul that dies Without anyone To hear it Makes no noise. © 2008 by Robert E. Blackwell

Nothingness!
Nothingness surrounds me. No smells. No sounds. No colors. Just me. Alone in this vast nothingness. How long have I been here I do not know. Who am I, what am I? I struggle to retain my memory of myself but it slowly slips away bit by bit. I lose myself in the nothingness. But what is this? Something has changed? A spark? A light? A color? A sound? A smell? What is this that has invaded this nothingness? I sense something, no someone! Who is there? Tell me! Please! I beg of you! Who are you? Do you know who I am? Please? Wait! Don't leave! Don't fade away! Stay with me, be with me. Don't leave me alone again. Not again. The nothingness consumes me! Stay with me spark, I beg of thee. I know you, somehow I know you! Please help me! Together we can be, we can defeat this nothingness and be something, someone! Don't leave me alone...not alone. Never alone...

So Another One Of Those Days/nights
Today I must say was a very bad day. I spent the morning on the computer still from the night before I finally decided to get some rest about 9:00 A.M. this morning and laid down on the couch. I woke up around 1:00 P.M. got on the computer and have been here since then except for about 20 minutes when I went to scronic aka sonic to get me a coney dog. In the time I have been on here I have realized quite a bit. People aren't even what they bring themselves to be. At this point and time I feel there is only one person I can really trust telling my thoughts and feelings to. You know who you are if your reading this. Again in the hours I have spent on here today Ihave spoke to a lot of people on yahoo messenger as well as on my shout box and messages from people on here. I managed to get played a fool 3 times today by 3 different guys. I will go into more detail about that later on down this blog. I managed to lose one of those guys as a friend a very good friend at that and t

Resolutions For The New Year
Not one to buck tradition, so during the flight back to the US form Mexico, I wrote down a few of my new year’s resolutions. * Develop a convincing English accent * Visit three more new countries. * Benchpress 365 lbs (currently 295lbs!) * Learn to bake fantastic bread * Work at McDonalds for a week * Direct a documentary * Make a funny movie for the Gangrene Film Festival * Become SCUBA certified * Get my motorcycle drivers license * Publish three books, including a book on politics * Learn to play three songs on the guitar * Sky dive * See Luvstattoo7 naked * Buy 1 acre of land and dig a 100 ft deep hole with a backhoe in one month

Dj Devil Wants 2 Happy Hours Please Help
dj devil is in a contest to win 2 happy hours at once these are the rules most rates equals 1 happy hour most comments (min 25000) equals if the same person wins both they get both happy hours must have the host added as a friend fanned and rated to be able to help out it starts now and ends 2-13 so pls bookmark nd keep coming back we can do this for him dj devil never had a happy hour on here so im calling all you and your friends and fans to please help dj devil win here is the link click the box it dose link you to it

#1.
If you’ve got a negative tape loop running through your brain: Nice girls don’t… My thighs are too fat… I’ll be too loud… Hit the Stop button! Self-criticism is a major passion squelcher. And who’s it squelching? You. If your guy is in bed with you, he’s not thinking about whether your thighs jiggle or your bum looks like orange peel. And nice girls do enjoy screaming orgasms, so release your inner vixen and let her have some fun.

Wanna Play?
YOU WANNA PLAY??? I AM NOT A LIAR YOU BOTH NEED TO GET A LIFE AND TAKE IT DOWN THE ROAD! GROW UP AND QUIT ACTING LIKE LITTLE BITTY CHILDREN THIS IS A DAMN CHAT SITE THATS ALL IT IS MAYBE ONE DAY YOULL FIGURE IT OUT TIL THEN TAKE YOUR SNIVLING SOMEWHERE ELSE! IM SURE THEY HAVE A HOME FOR YOU SOMEWHERES LORD KNOWS WHERE THOUGH SINCE NEITHER ONE OF YOU SEEM TO FIT IN ANYWHERE! YES NO NAMES NEEDED IF YOU THINK IM TALKING ABOUT YOU THEN MAYBE YOU NEED TO TAKE HEED I AM NOT ALONE IN THIS ALOT OTHERS ACTUALLY KNOW THERE IS LIFE OUTSIDE FUBAR! TRY IT YOU MIGHT LIKE IT.

#10
10 - Get the blood flowing Exercise is not only good for your heart, it’s good for your sex life. Running, walking, biking and other cardio gets blood moving everywhere – even down there. And the better the circulation, the better the titillation. And don’t forget Kegels. It’s strength training for your pubococcygeus (or PC) muscles – the ones that hold up your vagina, anus, uterus, bladder and urethra. “The stronger these muscles are, the more intense your orgasms will be,” Berman promises. Don’t know how to work out your Kegels? Next time you pee, try stopping the flow. Those are your Kegel muscles. Just don’t make it a habit to do Kegels when you pee. Stopping and starting the flow continuously can actually put you at risk for urinary tract infections. Use the pee test only to assess what it feels like to use your Kegels. Berman recommends doing 100 to 150 Kegel squeezes a day to keep them in sexy shape. You can do them anywhere, anytime (just not while peeing). Yoga, Pila

Given Up The Secrets To Being Red... Thats Very Nice Of You
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

How Do I Know When To Have Sex
well this topic came up to me when an old girlfriend called me up and said that she still loved me but she cheated on me in the realtionship that we were in and that was like 3 years ago. Can she really still love me or is this some kinda of way to just use me for sex again like she did before. She also told me that i was the greatest boyfriend she has had and that it hasnt been the same without me. She tells me this now hoping that i would take her back again. But i always go by the motto once a cheater always a cheater. So i told her that we can just be friends. Well when it came down to it and i started new relationships with other girls i found myself just wanting sex and i know that im a hypocrite for just wanting sex. So i made a choice not to have sex anymore for a year and well its been over a year and i still havent had sex. Yeah it was hard but i kept my cool i wouldnt put myself in the situation where i might have broke my oath. But now that its been a year i still dont know

Wow I Really Said This...
well here we go...my girlfriend broke up with me about 3 days ago and i cant help feel that im responsable for our break up. I dont why i feel that way, she tells me that its not my fault. I just feel that things are starting to go down hill. Ive basicly been leaning on my friends for comfort and been asking for advice on what to do because im so messed up right now i dont know what to do. They basicly tell me that i need to give her time alone and let her realize what she is missing. When i look at our realtionship i came to a conclusion that i might not have been the best boyfriend so if she is going to miss something its not going to be much. There is so many emotions going on right now that i cant stand it. She tells me that she doesnt see me as a boyfriend anymore, she says im more of a friend now (can u say kick to the face). I always thought that our relationship was one of the greatest thing in the world and i was happy to be apart of that. She broke up with me because she had

Barack Hussein Obama!!!
Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to all your contacts...this is ve ry scary to think of what lies ahead of us here in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it and share it. We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself. Who is Barack Obama? Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in Honolulu , Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old. His parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia. Obama attended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in a Catholic sch

Odds
Wherefore comes the thinking, one gets set in mind, I am odd, not even, gentle warm and kind. Human isn't odd here, on this planet earth, even handed beings, most 2 hands from birth. Pairs of things are common, and the odds do match, making them all even, when their plans are hatched. pairs or eyes, and ears too, pairs of cheeks and lips, count your wiggling fingers, even fingertips. Souls are lonely creatures, traveling one by one, when they find their true mate, oddity is done. Wrote this one on sunday, jan 13 [friday the thirteenth came on a sunday this month]. Faeriesue inspired.

Silently
Silently We were out for walk when I turned her way Your not gonna like it but I have to say Her face went pale and she put up her guard Knowing my news would hit her hard I said I can't love you, I'm sorry, I tried It was her left eye that teared, but her heart that cried She said I hate you and she turned and ran She looked back and yelled, you're not even a man I chased after her, though she drifted from sight I was so scared now, concerned that she might I got to her house, my worst fear came true As she stood holding the knife, she yelled screw you It took this moment to help me see That I truly loved her, and she truly loved me Now my love is on the edge, and it wasn't an act I told her I loved her, that I took it all back She said it's a lie, you don't love me But this kitchen knife does and it can set me free I started to beg, please honey, no But she closed her eyes and in it did go It was so much pain she couldn't stand anymore She

I Never
I Never You are beautiful, sweet, and smart. But I never get to hold you again. Your smile warms my soul and gives my heart wings. But I never get to be smiled at like that by you again. Those kisses so warm and sweet. But I never get to kiss those lips again. I dreamed big dreams of you and I. But I never get to sleep beside you soft and tender again. I have much to offer and am so willing to give. But I never find the one that wants to receive...Yes I have failed yet again. The worst part is the last time I saw her she was so sad. But I never have to see her cry again.

Love Will Not Die In My Heart, No Not Mine
She was the promise of love in a familar place. My fingers full of longing, fire, and desire. Close my eyes so happy with my wonderous find. Open my eyes there it is her lovely face. I reach for her to find nothing but mist, an empty pyre. Love will not die in my heart, no not mine

Friends......?
Some people seem with her bad habits so properly to call himself the discovery of a comfortable sofa on which they think to from uncouth fellows to have found a friend, to be able this. Or it is not better. Because the good friends forgotten fast for us. The next time, these have a good friend again. Looking around therefore in good time around enemies. These always remember us. And the most praiseworthy bad qualities repeat us. If we do not enjoy this one already any more. I think. A reliable friendship is based on the balance of giving and taking. "to see what are friends, click on the flowers..." Want one? Go to geocities.com/testiflash - Friendship!

Most Seductive Look
first id like to thank every for playing....seems most had a good time....if i decide to do it again id love to have all of you back....so here are the top 3 1st-graficzgrl 2343 2nd-stay-cee 1177 3rd-green eyed goddess 828 once again ty all and ill let you know when i have another one :)

Your Children
Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday. You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth. The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far. Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness; For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves also the bow that is stable. ~The Prophet

How To Get 'red' And Stay 'red'
Taken from SiN DeReLla™'s departing bulletin. It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. until you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will m

Contemplative...think About It....
What makes people think that they can try to change who I am? Why should anyone have to do things differently to make others happy? When someone says that they love you whether it be romantically or otherwise, why do they complain about things that you do? I'm not saying this only one sided either I have done the same thing. Is that love? Or is it infatuation with the person that they want you to be? Their view of who you are. Now that is confusing too because they say that love blinds... so if you truly love someone would you even be able to see their faults? To who ever is reading this: have you ever loved someone only because of the way they made you feel about yourself? I realize that this is not loving someone. But when you feel loved, when you feel perfect, isn't that the best feeling in the world? It is true that love conquers all. If you were to feel that way forever, you wouldn't need to do things t

Get Paid For Bombing Nice
Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!WHAT WE NEED IS 1250 A DAY IN COMMENTS TO GET AHEAD to get to our 140,000 comments:) SO PLEASE SHOW SUM LOVE WE'LL SHOWER YOU IN GIFTS FUBUCK'S 11'S JUST EMAIL US HELP OUT FOR 200 COMMENT WE WILL GIVE YOU 3000 FUBUCKS PLEASE HELP OUT Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER

~rest In Peace Gramma~ 4/23/23~ 1/7/08
My Sweet Sweet Granny~ I will not need a special day to remind me of you~ With You, every day was special~ You have left me with so many wonderful memories.. No one will ever know the Heartache, as We all try to carry on without you~ Especially Grandpa~ Our Hearts will ache with sadness and the tears will flow~ There will always be Heartaches and enough Tears to fill an ocean.. But there will also be Precious Memories of the days when you were here with us~ I will always hold you close, within my Heart~ and there you will always remain.. I loved "You" dearly and in Death~ I will do the same~ I know you are pain free and I know you are dancing in Heaven with Jesus and rejoicing with all of our loved ones~ I know we will all meet there one day~ and oh what a day it will be~ to see Jesus, You~ My sweet precious Gramma and my precious Daddy.. I know you are giving him big hugs! You were so Beautiful, when you went to meet Jesus , so at peace , so serene and that look upon your face, wil

To All My Family And Friends
Reminder...a few days left to get ready!! !The FU's Hottest Bald Man Contest! Contest to start Jan 20th 12pm est time... Ends Jan 30th 8pm est time! http://fubar.com/user.php?u=212051&friend=212051

If
If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls I will write always I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you **This was written by Henry Rollins and is one of my all-time favorite pieces.

Walk Lightly
You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine

Attitude Indicator
Free Comments & Graphics I think people should have a little sign that hangs over their heads to give an indication regarding their possible attitude. You know like the signs they have on cabs and buses - "Off Duty", "No Stops" - we could have little signs that say things like - "Bad Underwear Day", "PMS", "No Coffee Yet", "Had Sex Last Night" - just a little something to give everyone around you an indicator regarding your attitude. It would make day to day life so much easier. You walk into work and you think today is the day you're going to ask your boss for a raise and you look up and her signs says "Lost 3 Lbs." BINGO! Or, your husband comes home from work and you're ready to lay into him because he forgot to take out the trash, fill up your gas tank and left junior in a dirty diaper that morning, but his sign reads - "Lost Account" - now you know those other things don't seem so important in the scheme of things. How about if you have to tell your roommate that you have