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Look What You Can Do For Me:d
Hey there! Well I had to get your attention somehow didn't I? *grin* Now Repost please :) Honeyshine & OhioBBW are in a Contest, for cutest couple so if you would, please go and give us your rate! We'd appreciate it! *Note this is not a comment bombing contest, only rates count* Thanks so much!! And if you have a few extra moments.... Please Click On The Link Below & Rate then Leave a Comment or Two Thanks! Hearts For OhioBBW And We are Both Up For Auction Honeyshine OhioBBW **Im not eligible for the bonus** Happy New Year!! This Notice is Brought to you By: OhioBBW & Honeyshine (repost of original by '**Dj OhioBBW** ~ **The Sisterhood** ~Fu-Wifey to Honeyshine~ Member of *Misfit Angels* Crew' on '2008-01-02 13:10:20')

My Collarme.com Profile
I am NOT an Internet Dom! I do not do the online slave crap... it does Nothing for ME. I will not play with you the first time W/we meet I want to see if you are worth MY time I am not here to be what your fantasies tell you a Mistress should be! I am the Nicest Evil Bitch you will ever meet! I am not here to entertain you! I am not here to serve you! I am not here to get you off! I am not here looking for a soul mate ... I have one I am not your typical Dom! I am a Dom nonetheless! *****That said... Now on to the profile****** I am very happily married Matriarch of a wonderful open poly/pagan family. We like camping, fishing, being outside in general. We love a good glass of wine, a nice warm fire and a good book. Spirituality is key in my life. I am a Goddess following, Earth lovin', got to have faith kinda gal. You will always refer to me as Ma’am. As your immersion progresses, you may wish to refer to me as Mistress, but I will never require that you do so

Will You
The line is being drawn through my heart And we're conceiving fires through our thoughts And you're just like me And You're just like me This is everything I wanted to tell you I'm still in love with everything about you And I feel the wreckage from everything you do And I'm tired of still waiting... If I told you the truth now Would you still leave and take my heart? And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like me When I show you the truth now would you still leave? Will you ever change? But I still feel empty Will I always lose this game? This is everything I've wanted to show you I'm no longer scared of anything about you I lived through the damage of the heart you took from me And I"m tired of still wanting If I told you the truth now Would you still leave and take my heart? And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like me When I show you the truth now would you still leave? Will you ever change? But I still feel empty Will I always lose this game?

New Years Resolution Update
Well here it is 2008, and although I predicted that 2007 would be better, it was in fact worse. I lost any chance with the girl I mentioned last year, lost her friendship, and she chose the fat ugly inconsiderate slob over me. I was there for her and that was why I lost. As a female she chose the guy that would most present a challenge to her, because she would have to work for his affection and attention constantly. I was too easy! In hindsight had I treated her as inconsequential I would have her, and we would be married by now, but instead I chose honesty with my feelings and desires. Will I predict that 2008 will be better? I think not!! I will predict that it will be worse for it will be spent without my friend.....Thank God were all going to die in 2012 lol

Lover
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer?) There's a devil waiting outside your door It is bucking and braying and pawing at the floor And he's howling with pain and crawling up the walls There's a devil waiting outside your door He's weak with evil and broken by the world He's shouting your name and he's asking for more There's a devil waiting outside your door Loverman! Since the world began Forever, Amen Till end of time Take off that dress I'm coming down I'm your loverman Cause I am what I am what I am what I am L is for LOVE, baby O is for ONLY you that I do V is for loving VIRTUALLY EVERYTHING that you are E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do R is for RAPE me M is for MURDER me A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer to all of yours Loverman! Till the bitter end While empires burn down Forever and ever and ever and ever Amen I'm your loverman So help me, baby So help me

Whats Wrong With Women?
There was this woman who started flirting with me. At first I didn't realize it because I don't pick up on signals at all. We started doing the instant message thing and talked on the phone a little. She was sick for a while with a pretty bad chest cold. She was all gung ho about going out and doing things together, and then she quit taking my I. M. and hasn't replied to my emails. It is very disapointing because I kinda really liked her. We knew each other a little back in school and I thought she was cool then but I had a girlfreind. Now it's 15 years later and we almost started something. My question is why doesn't she let me know whats going on?

From A Daughters Eyes
A Fathers touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, You're greatly missed. An empty house, An empty chair, A fathers love, No longer there. A broken heart, Tear filled eye, Another soul to fill the sky. Many memories in my mind, Some I laugh, Some I cry. The times we shared, The laughs we had, Things I miss when I think of you Dad. Realizing that's all I have to hold on too, Only memories, Of what once was you. Missing your laugh, I will never again hear. That is the reality that fills me with so much fear. No more smile on your face, No more warmth of your embrace. The last hug, The last kiss, The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish... To have you Dad, here today, Never to leave your Daughter this way. A Father's touch, A Daddy's kiss, A grieving Daughter, YOU'RE GREATLY MISSED ©Outlaw Productions

Cancer
This cancer is killing me As much as it is killing you If it takes you away from me I don't know what I would do Just try for some peace of mind But it's so hard to find It's so hard to just sit and wait And wait some more Staring at the door Skim through the magazines Pretend like everything's gonna be allright Although you know it won't be Unstable It's hard to be the one who's strong She's always got a shoulder to cry on Who's got a shoulder for me When I'm about to break down You're (Who's ?) never around But maybe it's better that way You've got enough to worry about You've got your hands full, don't you Don't you see? This cancer is killing me Like it's killing you Mentally Unstable And all I really want to know if she's gonna be allright 'cause she's been in there a long, long time And I've been out there losing my mind You're scared You're frightened You're so afraid of what he may say But you try and be brave For me sitting impatiently In the

Used
Slow down Slow down I lived a life with no regrets till you came around (your lost I'm found) You had a hold on me But now it's slippin away You used me Never would I thought you'd try to Lie and deceive me I'm sure you thought I'd be easy (you had a chance but now there's nothing That you can call your own) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) No time I'm gone You had your chance now let me show you the way around (your loss mine now) I let you call it once You'll never do it again You fooled me Once and then you should have figured Now there's just one space That you can fill but it's empty (you'll never find a place that you can call your own now) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ)

Bombing
I just wanna let everyone know I am sooo sorry I have'nt been bombing MY own pic in the giveaway im in BUT as you don't know I am having trouble with my brain and have'nt been able too. The part of my brian I messed up in my car wreck is dying and I've had a screaming migraine for over a week now and about all I can do is try to sleep it off which everytime I get up my heads starts to pound like hell.The doctor said that part/piece will die in time.The memory/reasoning is what is going slowly. SO if I have been short are hateful and even flat out mean I'm really sorry I can't help it and did'nt mean it.I know none of u would know this because I've only told Shayla my wife and she was the only one that knew besides my mother and the doctor.I thought I'd bring this out in the open so u all will no kinda what I'm going through now.I just hope you can forgive me for being a NOT so good friend to u all.NO not scared to die BUT scared of NOT being able to take care of myself and wind u

In Love With My Baby!!!!!!
For awhile after I lost my first love Jamie. I thought that I won't be able to love another the way that I loved Jamie, but then a very lovely, beautiful girl that came back in to my life. I met her a year ago when Jamie and I was apart. Just recently she had made me feel like I can love again and that Jamie would want me to be happy again. My baby haves away that make me go weak and I start to studding when talking to her on the phone. I would do any thing for her and I care for her more then any thing. I'm enjoy life again and its because of her. I love you baby

Alive
In such a short while, memories of who I use to be, ravage my heart. I reach out to you... you've made me feel like a woman again. I'd forgotten who I was.... Lost in this tired day to day life. I am alive again- Free to feel - not living in my shell... unleashed to breathe an stretch. Everything is more vivid now.... Thanks to you. this is to a friend of mine who has made me very happy... You know who you are! xoxoxox

Fuck Everyone
NEW YEAR A NEW ME.. I THINK THE OLD ME CARED HOW OTHERS FELT.. CARED ABOUT IF I HURT THAT PERSON FEELING OR NOT.. OR EVEN WANTED TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY.. THE NEW ME.. I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT NO ONE but me IF I HURT ANYONES FEELING I DONT GIVE A FUCK, if you like me or not ohh fucken well.. im tired of being nice to everyone.. and not receving it back im tired of giving my all to someone and not having that person @ lease give me half back.. SO FUCK EVERYONE THAT HAS TREATED ME LIKE SHIT FUCK EVERYONE THAT. DONT SPEAK TO ME FUCK EVERYONE THAT JUST LOOKS OVER ME.. FUCK EVERYONE THAT.. HELL JUST FUCK EVERYONE! ! ! NO MORE TEARS COMIN OUT OF THIS GIRL

Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push ha

Bullshit
This just fucking pisses me off. My step daughters got a package today from their dad who lives in oregon it contained their christmas presents which he said he sent out on the 20th. inside the package it contained a bracelet "cheap walmart kind with the removable links wrapped in some kinda small blanket like cloth. the notes to the girls were written on a plane piece of paper. the fuckin cheap ass didnt even send a fucking christmas card with it. they tried to act suprised but i think they were let down big time. yes i know becky will read this but this guy is a fucking asshole he comes in and plays daddy when he wants and other than that doesnt bother them. basically the rant is just because of the distance is no reason what so ever why they should have to suffer. your thoughts?

What Sex Can Do For You!
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't Fucking care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

My Hair
ok so I want to get my hair permed. The weather in North Carolina is pretty humid.Or it can be I mean. The best and easiest hairstyle for me and my frizzy hair is a perm. I'm not sure if I can get one though cause i just colored my hair in november. I dont want to over-process my hair. UGH! what should I do? right now I just end up putting my hair up most of the time. so help please!

Speeding-stop
Speeding A policeman was sitting on the hard shoulder watching the traffic go by when a car zoomed past him doing at least 120 mph! The policeman chased him down, and pulled the car over. He went up to the car and asked, "Do you know that you were doing at least 50 mph over the speed limit?" The driver replied, "Was I officer, I'm terribly sorry but I wasn't aware of that." The policeman said, "May I see your drivers license please?" The man replied, "I don't have one officer." "Of course you do," said the policeman. "No sir, I don't," said the man. "So why do you have this car?" asked the policeman. "This is not my car, I stole it," said the man. "You are driving a stolen car?" said the policeman. "Yes I'm afraid so sir," Looking puzzled the policeman said, "Let me see the registration, so we can find out who it belongs to." The man said, "There is nothing in the glove compartment except some candy, oh, and my gun." "Your gun!" exc

Rip - Dan Fogelberg
(I didn't write this... I copied it from an email I just got and added the video at the bottom) He was the voice and multi-instrumentalist behind songs like "Leader of the Band," "The Power of Gold" and "Same Old Lang Syne." His career in folk and soft rock music, which channeled a likeliness to Jackson Browne and James Taylor, included the classic 1977 album Nether Lands ("Dancing Shoes," "Phoenix," and "Longer".) But on Sunday, singer/songwriter Dan Fogelberg lost his battle with prostate cancer. He was 56. A post on his official Web site confirmed: "He fought a brave battle with cancer and died peacefully at home in Maine with his wife Jean at his side. His strength, dignity, and grace in the face of the daunting challenges of this disease were an inspiration to all who knew him." Born in Peoria, Illinois to a music teacher father, Fogelberg quit college to make it big out West in the music industry. After hooking up with then up-and-coming manager Irving Azoff,

Debit Paid In Full
Lights on but no-ones home I should've left you on your own You can't stand the heat you're all alone YEEAAAA!! Horseshoes and hand-grenades Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda Your bed is made Another man down and gone Take advantage, manipulate Take advantage, you piece of shit Grinfucked Debit paid in full You won't grinfuck me This time the advantage is mine This time vengeance is mine This time vengeance is mine Come seeking treasure Without a map It's in the journey and you'll never find your way back Take advantage, manipulate Take advantage, you piece of shit Grinfucked Debit paid in full You won't grinfuck me Drop down Fool me once Shame on you Fool me twice Shame on me You've been grinfucked

Starting Now!
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Making You Wettt
The men threw her over a table and her panties were pulled down. One man captured Sheila’s pussy. He bit her clit and she screamed. He licked it back and forth sending her juices gushing out of her creamy cunt. He pulled her pussy lips wide apart as he pushed his tongue straight into her love hole. She moaned as this attack on her pussy began to arouse her. He pulled his tongue out and pushed his fingers into her now sopping cunt. He pushed the fingers deeper and deeper making her squirm and moan. Suddenly he pushed his entire hand into her cunt and began pumping her up and down. She screamed with pain and excitement as someone pulled on her erect nipples making her beg to be fucked. She screamed"Oh please fuck me. Oh I need it. The bitch is asking for it said Randy. Give it to her Marty u asshole. Drill your dick into her until she passes out. Marty the one licking Sheila’s cunt came over her and pushed his thick cock straight into Sheila’s pussy. Sheila shrieked as he slid all the

To All The Women In My Family
I NEED AND UPGRADE SO I CAN ADD MORE PHOTOS!!! PLZ LADIES CUMM BY AND VIEW AND COMMENT RATE... AND IF YOU ARE A FRIEND PLZ FAN... I PROMISE I WILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE!!! MUAH WOMEN ARE THE KEYS TO THE WORLDS IGNITION OH AND GODS GIFT TO MEN DID I FORGET TO MENTION!!!!

24 Interludes Of Life
24 Interludes of Life1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweetEnough trials to make you strongEnough sorrow to keep you humanEnough hope to make you happyAnd enough money to keep you comfortable.5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often look so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.7. It's true that we don't know what

How Scared Are You To Answer This?!?!
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Dui Nebraska Style :)
Only a person in NEBRASKA could think of this. :D From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was t

Waxing
The pain of waxing!!!!! Poor women! *giggle* This is from a friend of mine that had me ROTFLMAO! It was one of those cold wax kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the clear strips in your hand, peel them apart, press it on your leg (or wherever) and ignore the franticly rising cresendo of string instruments in the backround. No muss, no fuss. How hard could this be? I'm not the girliest of girls but im mecanically inclined so maybe I can figure out how this works. (you'd think) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other, stuck together. Stuck together. I'm supposted to rub it in my hand to warm and soften the wax (I'm guessing). I go one better.... I pull out the hair dryer and heat the SOB to ten thousand degrees. Cold wax, my ass. (Oh, how that phrase will come back to haunt me.) I lay the strip across my thigh. I hold the around it and pull. OK, so it wasn't the best feeling in the world, but it

Feeling Lucky?
I'm giving away 300,000 Fubucks! I've selected a photograph at random from one of my folders. The first three people to leave a comment on it will win 100,000 fubucks each. * There is no time limit on the contest. * When the photo receives 3 new comments, I will notify the winners, leave a comment on the photo, and write a new blog. No one will be notified until there are 3 winners. * Questions? Give me a shout.

It Has Happened Again ... Dumbass
So havent talked to him since he was over on Thursday night. I'm thinking (and yes, I may be a little slow, but really, who wants to think they are being played) that I'm being played. I'm the convenient one. The one that will always be there. The fall back. Which ironically enough I have been for many men for much of my dating life. I'm the one you can depend on. Ouch. That hurts. What I need to do is just dump him. Although, I'm almost positive he has done that to me, but then again, they always come back so i really don't know. Shite. What should I do?

Judgement Pt 1
The injustice Of justice Misjudges Another case It is not About Right and Wrong Just keeping The docket At pace The truth Be damned The gavel Slams And sends you To a place Where logic Is sparse And innocence Lost Regardless Of what’s In their face By The Rev

Help Me In This Contest Please!!
I'M IN A CONTEST TO WIN FOR THE SEXIEST AGE GROUP FOR AGES 20~29 AND I NEED COMMENTS TO WIN. PLEASE HELP ME AND ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED, THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! WISH US LUCK!! HERE IS THE LINK: [ fubar.com photo: 183876601 ]

The Health Benefits Of Sex
THE HEALTH BENEFITS OF SEX Sex Ed 101 Articles THE HEALTH BENEFITS OF SEX By Al Link Lose weight. Reduce stress. Lower your cholesterol level. Improve your circulation. Live longer. Stay younger. Sounds like an ad for a new wonder drug right? In fact it’s a partial list of the benefits of humanity’s oldest and most pleasurable pastime - sex. Most of us are aware of the feel-good benefits of sex while we’re engaged in it, but do you also know that there are benefits which carry on after the sweaty bodies have dried and the sweet talk has reverted to sports? For instance: Maintaining Ideal Body Weight There are 3500 calories in a pound of fat. For every 3500 calories you burn (that you do not replace with food!) you will lose one pound of fat. Sexual intercourse burns approximately 150 calories per half hour. Here’s how that stacks up against some other activities that may be part of your fitness regime: yoga - 114 calories per half hour, dancing - 129, walking 3mph - 15

Help Me I Think Im Confused
I rally dont know what i want, i think i want a woman, but i really fell attracted to guys... something about their really hard juicy cock slidding in and out of my mouth, i dunno, and it going into my Brown pie hole really triggers it..... if your interested leave me a message with your phone number i will call you back.....and my phone number is 207-907-6647...i cant be reached after nine pm but feel free to call any time for a blow job

Shoutbox
This might make me sound like a Bitch, but so be it. Please if you want to chat in my SB, give me the courtesy of checking me out first so I can see who you are. I may or may not get back to you, but you have a better chance if I can see you. My momma always said not to talk to strangers, so introduce yourself please. My name is Candy and you are ????

Dialed A Number
I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes."

It Doesn't Matter.....
It doesn't matter what you think..... It doesn't matter what you feel..... It doesn't matter if you are hurting. It doesn't matter if you are scared.... It doesn't matter if you are alone.... It doesn't matter that you care to much. It doesn't matter when you are sad.... It doesn't matter when you are mad.... It doesn't matter that you care already. It doesn't matter that you cried all night.... It doesn't matter that you just want to be happy.... It doesn't matter that you just want someone there. It doesn't matter when you are filled with joy.... It doesn't matter when you just want o share all you have.... It doesn't matter that you have so much to give. It only matters that you wear a smile.... It only matters that you care and trust.... It only matters when all you want is to be happy.... It only matters when you keep moving on.

Here I Bloggin Go....
So here it is my first blog on FUBAR!! So what shall I say? WEll to all of you just meeting me I'm sure at least once I've mentioned that I have a boyfriend and we are very in love:D Zach (wylde1 on Fubar here) and I have been dating for a year and 2 months (almost 3) and I think we're a good couple and are bound to last for a long time. ( I really hope to see a ring in a couple years....) But otherwise, to fit in with the title of the blog, here are my tired and weary thoughts. I think life is too short. I wish I could make more money and afford things. I wish I wouldn't have friends that are nice to my face then backstab me when I walk away. I wish I didn't live with 1 roommate who is a slob. I wish I didn't have to do alot and work as hard as I do. I wish my job wouldn't fire a person who works as hard as me for stupid shit and leave me hanging out to dry because we're already shorthanded. I wish for a lot of things and know that most will never happen/ be resolved if its a proble

Application For A Night Out With The Boys
APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband: I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period: Time of return Date: Time of departure: NOT to exceed: Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my mobile after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol allowance. I understand that even if permission is granted to go out, my girlfriend/fiancé/wife retains the right to be pissed off with me the following week for no valid reason whatsoever. Amount of alcohol allowed (units) Beer Wine Liquor Total Locations to be visited Females with whom conversa

Happiness
- happiness is a sudden breeze.... a drift in the wind. - happiness is taking a walk in the park.... under the stars and moon. - happiness is holding hands with someone you care about. - happiness is cooking dinner for family and friends. - happiness is a smile and a hug from a special someone. - happiness is having someone to turn to. - happiness is the little things in life. - happiness is a good bye kiss or a simple hello. - happiness is watching a movie in someones arms. - happiness is recieving an unexpeted surprise. - and happiness are shared moments....

Sleep
Sleep.... It is 2230 and my body is tired.... I sit and I read or fiddle on the computer or even try to find something useful to watch on the tub.... But I am unwilling to lay down and go to sleep. It is 2330 and I am restless and fighting sleep.... I am curled up on the couch with a soft blankey and pillow unwilling to go to bed and unable to close my eyes... Not really wanting to go to sleep alone is such a big bed. It is 2430 and I am needing to close my eyes.... but I am here instead writing this passage unable to fall asleep peacefully into dreamland. It is 0130 and although I drifted off for a time or two I am unable tostay asleep and dream of happy things. It is 0230 and sleep is not a good thing now... there are tears of tiredness and fears of restlessness that I can not explain... I just want to sleep, is that such a hard thing? It is 0330 and all I beg for is an hour or two of sleep.... is that so much to ask.... "Please, Mr. Sandm

The American Creed
The American Creed--and what it means.... The American's Creed "I believe in the United States of America as a Government of the people by the people, for the people, whose just powers are derived from the consent of the governed; a democracy in a Republic; a sovereign Nation of many sovereign States; a perfect Union, one and inseparable; established upon those principls of freedom, equality, justice, and humanity for which American patriots sacrificed their lives and fortunes. I therefore believe it is my duty to my Country to love it; to support its Constitution; to obey its laws; to respect its flag, and to defend it againest all enemies." I found this on the usflag.org website...you should check it out if you have time. Read it carefully. I for one, had never read this before. As most of you know, I am a member of the Vast-Right Wing Conspiracy....a conservative. I don't hate liberals per se, I just hate their idealogy. While it is in our Constitution the right to

Living With Self Confidence
Living with Self Confidence Only the person who has faith in himself is able to be faithful to others. One needs to have self value or simply self worth to understand self confidence. Self confidence is the ability to walk outside and live. The ability to feel in control at all times of your emotions and feelings going on inside of you as well as outside of you. The way in which we look at ourselves has everything to do with how the world sees us. If we see ourselves as being week, beaten, powerless than that is who you will be and how others will see you as well. We have all been around someone who carries a presence about them that totally intrigues us. They have something about them. There smile, the way they talk, the way they walk. It just stands out. They like who they are and nothing is going to bring them down or change the way they are. That is all of our goals to have that feeling of inner strength which interns brings happiness and joy to ones heart. Wh

Happiness
The doors of opportunity won't open unless you push on it. The hardest part of any success occurring in someone's life is taking that first step. The only one you can hold responsible for your position in life is yourself. Whether it is in a relationship or business. No one forced you there. We all have free will. The worse thing I hear so much from people is my relationship failed because THEY did this to me. My business failed because THIS person did this to me. Sometimes this can be true but people this is called life. Every day we encounter obstacles in our path. No exceptions. In business, at home, or in a relationship. It's all about how we deal with these obstacles. You're not alone. My God, if I even tried to count the times I was knocked down in my life through a bad relationship or a difficult obstacle to overcome in my career I could go on for years writing. But this I can guarantee. Every time I got knocked down I got right back up and was stronger than before. Every

Please There Nothing More Important Anyone Could Be Doing Now
This is Bri Guy! Hes had a very bad start to the New Year and my heart is breaking for him.. If you know him or not that don't matter.. I'm just asking you all to please take a few minutes to show that people here do care. Give his page some love.. Read his blog. That will exsplain everything but please I ask of you please just show him some love.. He needs to be around people right now.. He needs to know hes not alone and that hes cared about.. This is a favor for me Mizz Shady plz stop what you are doing and go to this man. KNow him or not it don't matter.. He needs to know that everything is going to be okay.. Thank you.. BRI GUY FAN,ADD,RATE PLEASE@ fubar PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE....

Proof That Once Again...i Have Far Too Much Time On My Hands...lol.
Kesho asubuhi, mimi ni taka Vegas siku tatu. Du maalum. Mimi ni taka Amboy, Kelso Depot, na Nipton mosi kwa Steve Brown na le Sunrunner. Wewetakia mimi bahati. Mifuta ni taka na le njia ya kukata. Ninahiari na le njia kuu. Nilisimulia Ashley kwangu Swahili ni visa.

Roses Are Red
Roses are red, my violence is blue, my gun is heavy loaded, My vengeance is true... The hammer is lifted, the pistol is cocked, look into the barrel, and you'll see the shot..... Your life will be ended, my vengeance is true, roses are red, my violence is blue

Arrr....
Matt is mad at me yet again.... He was sick new years eve so I kept my plans and went to hang out with my best friends as we do every year. That is our fun time we know we will see each other. He is always more then welcome and has fun with us most years. Well anywho he ended up calling me at my friends place so he knows where i was...lol And asks me to drive him to a party so I leave my friends to take him to this party. Once there he is all moody and wants me to ditch my friends to hang out at this party. But I didnt want to. I made my plans in advance, if he made plans in advance I would have ditched my friends to be with him no problem. After all I did last year. So I drop him off and tell him I will hang out a bit more with them, and then come to this party. Well once I get back to my friends place he calls and tells me he is walking home, I offer to go drive him he says no. So then I spend the next hour or so worrying he is out walking in the nasty cold snow alone all the way

Who Is Barack Obama?
Probable U. S. Presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama, was born in Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a Black Muslim from Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white Athiest from Wichita, Kansas. Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama attended a Muslim school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in Catholic school. Obama takes great care to conceal the fact that he is a Muslim. He is quick to point out that, 'He was once a Muslim, but that he also attended Catholic school. Obama's political handlers are attempting to make it appear that Obama's introduction to Islam came via his father, and that this influence was temporary at best. In reality, the senior Obama returned to Kenya soon after the divorce, and never again had any

This Is Good...
Ok so this guy is a real winner!! He blocked me before I could even say my side of things. The poor poor jaded little boy.... What follows is a conversation he started! His full screen name is "every woman is a lier and a cheat" Classy eh?? every wome...: looks like ur negative 1 sweets every wome...: cant handle truth? then get out kitchen rofl every wome...: women like u r a joke imaoo every wome...: u cant even remember what u said in blog, imaoo every wome...: then why be defensive? truth hurts doesnt it? rofl and my name is th truth and yes it does says it all bout women like u, which u obviously cant handle the trtuh and u said that u wanted privacy in ur blog so what does that say? ->every wome...: And I am all for that, I hold nothing against you for it..lol every wome...: well just an opinion ->every wome...: Your blog comment about not trusting me every wome...: bout what every wome...: negative? ->every wome...: hello my negative friend...lol every wome...: hi

Pain
K, where to start... Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Have you ever had feelings for someone and they dont have them back or wont tell you they have them. Well that is what is going on with me. I love this person with all my heart and soul and in my heart I know it is supposed to and meant to be. But they have this problem with saying how they feel. For a while we were really happy together then things went bad. Life through rough spots at us, and instead of working through them, he gave up and walked away. Now time has passed and we both have learned from our mistakes, but 400 miles are between us and I am willing to try again, but he is not. No matter how much I try and show him I love him, he shows no signs of wanting to be together again. Instead its a constant reminder that things went bad in the past. Well I see it as the past is the past, if you can learn to forgive one another for bad choices then why hold it against them. When you love someone, the way I lo

A Poem To My Love
Inside my Heart, there is a place only you can reach.... Inside my Heart, there is a feeling of trust and the security that you always want the best for me. Inside my Heart, there is the knowledge that I can turn to you with my greatest hopes and dreams and darkest fears. Inside my Heart, there is a childlike happiness knowing that whether I am silly or serious, frowning or smiling, happy or angry, you will always love me... Inside my Heart, and inside my very soul, there is the deepest joy and truest contentment - for all I could ever want is what I have with you!! Moon, you are my sun and stars, and I love you dearly!!

Rich Who???
I'm giving today's "Pat on the Ass" award to WVU's offensive coordinator Calvin Magee. The Mountaineers' offensive coordinator couldn't walk out on his players with a Tostitos Fiesta Bowl game to be played against Oklahoma. "I think it's the right thing to do to put closure on it," Magee said. "We went through a tough season together." Special Honorable Mention goes to interim coach Bill Stewart who did a tremendous job preparing the abandoned players for their bowl game. Hes the only interim coach to win a bowl this season. Magee showed a dedication not shown by 7 head coaches who ABANDONED the teams they coached this year for better jobs at other schools BEFORE their bowl games. The result - those teams were 1-6 in their bowls. And to that, I'm giving a guy I played against in high school, Rich Rodreguez today's "Kick in the Ass" award. He doesn't even get a pic here! Here's how his story unfolds, and you won't hear this on ESPN. Every year in his tenure, Rich

Copied From Wonder Woman :d
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a lie anyway-but sex math will know! YOUR AGE BY SEX MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read ..Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a day that you would like to have sex(more than one but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758 ....If you haven't, add 1757. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to hav

Commnt Me..plz
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I Don't Care
'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia .

Part3 Military Pimp Out
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Not A State Of Emergency? When Will It Be?
Here is another blog entry that I posted in my Myspace sometime back. ------------------------------------------------- Again, another blog of mine that has the "current mood" set to something on the angry side. A couple of states have declared the their states in an emergency due to the border control problem that we are having here. If anyone seems to think that we don't have a problem, you really need to have your head examined. The part of the state of emergency that I am referring to is not the fact that terrorists see our border control a fucking joke, and that it is an easy way into our own backyard, but the problem with us having to fund the illegals that are running about in our state, much less country. I am sure that every state has a some of these fools to deal with, but I know that Texas has a really bad problem with it. I love this issue with my friend Robin. It is one of the few political views that we both agree on and can really into. Her husband is cu

Why Only Good People Suffer
I wrote this before my dad died but think I will keep this the same: I have wondered for years why bad things only happen to good people,if anyone would like to respond,please do. My parents are two of the sweetest people I've ever known,I know that's bias but they really are.My father suffers from Alzheimers and is a shadow of the man he used to be,in a way the man I knew and love died several years ago.Thank God he kept his great sense of humor,it helps us deal with this and if he can smile and laugh through his ordeal,than we can too for him.For those who don't know,I live with my parents and help my mom take care of my dad as well as her sometimes.I wish everyone took care of their parents when they get ill,but I guess nursing homes would go out of business. My mom is by far the sweetest and most dear lady I will ever know.She does so much for those she loves and never gets nearly enough credit.If you are fortunate to be someone she cares about,there is NOTHING sh

Family
THINGS ARE NOT FORGOTTEN JUST LET GO YOU ARE STILL FAMILY THIS YOU KNOW A DECADE IS SOMETIMES LONG FOR SOME SO FAR APART NOTHING GOT DONE YOU SAY ITS MY FRIENDS AND THOSE CHOSEN FEW YES IVE MADE MISTAKES BUT I STAY TRUE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TO EXPRESS TOO MANY THINGS TO GET OFF OF MY CHEST I SHOULDNT FEEL THIS WAY KNOWING THAT YOU'RE THERE YET YOU SAY NO WHEN I ASK FOR HELP ITS JUST SO UNFAIR IVE MADE ATTEMPTS TO GET YOU TO SEE ALL THE PIECES TO THE PUZZLE LEFT HERE FOR ME IVE DONE SO MUCH AND SEEN SO MANY THINGS KNOWING NOW WHAT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY IVE TRIED TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND SIMPLE THINGS MEAN MORE YOU HAVE RUINED JUST ONE PART OF ME RIGHT DOWN TO THE CORE ...........TO BE CONTINUED!

Billy Is Going In February...
Get ready to add Billy to your prayers once again, ya'll... He is going back to Iraq in February... Each time he was suppose to go last year, the prayers worked and it kept getting pushed farther away... Well, now I have seen the paperwork and he goes next month... I know he's not the first nor the only one for that matter, but please keep him in your prayers and I will keep you updated while he's there... He should be back in September... This is to be his third tour over there and it scares the living hell out of me this time... He turned 19 there and looks like he will turn 24 over there this time... Wow and that was right after it started... Can't it just end and no one go back, unless they go of their own free will ??? I will get his myspace and email address on here before he leaves... I know he would love to hear from ya'll, while there.... Huggs and Kisses and Much Love To All ~ Sadie Grace ~

Asleep
Fall asleep watching you anything i can for you id do I would cross the ocean just to see you smile even if its just for awhile I look at you and i go blind when you laugh i feel warm inside I try my hardest to make you happy if you only knew how much i have trapped in Your voice is like a warm summer breeze that my heart will keep forever to infinity Loving you is like chasing a dream filled with clouds nothing is what it seems

Untitled Poem #2
Wanted alot then got nothing Tried my best and lost the worst I may give up but ill never give in Things are down but I always look up Seen many things desperate situations Becoming someone im not will never happen A long life so many flaws True Love? ...dreams of happiness

Your Last Breath
Your Last Breath Son you died, not but just yesterday I wanted you to be here, but God wanted you to stay. I surrendered to his choice, but not without a lot of crying. I was so angry, and felt like I was dying. I didn’t want you to go. I wanted you with me. Yet I walked into your room, with arms so bare and empty. Nothing in life prepared me, for you going away. I live a little bit… and still die every day. I never get to see your face, or your smile so bright. I cant sing you songs, on a cold, winters night. I know you must be in heaven, because only angels are. I want to touch your face, but you are so far. You’re in my thoughts on this so lonely night. Out of reach… but never out of sight.

The Demon
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

Xmas
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said. "You may pass through the Pearly Gates", said Saint Peter. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He jingled them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the Pearly Gates." The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally Pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just how do those symbolize Christmas?" The man replied, "They're Carol's."

The More Things Change.....
...the more they stay the same. Hey, guess what, I had a date for New Year's Eve this year! With a different man this year. Guess what else....he didn't show up either! That makes 3--count'em--3 years in a row. So still never been out or been kissed at midnight on New Year's Eve. Must be a world's record. At least he did call to say he wasn't coming. After 6 p.m. I suppose that is a improvement over just not showing period? Maybe? Tell me, do I have "Go ahead, ask me out--no need to actually show up!!" tatooed on my forehead?? LOL. So, my New Year's Resolution is that I will never, ever, ever, EVER make another date for New Year's Eve. UNCLE!!! Happy New Year everyone!! I hope all of your celebrations were WONDERFUL!!

Walmart,dennys And A Bank
So me and my roommate and her bf went to walmart and then went to dennys. when we got in the parking lot a cop pulled up behind us and really didnt think anything of it. we went in and then the cop pulled back in along with 2 more cops and then i was like wtf.... so i went out to see wat was goin on. found out my license plates arent registered and they accused me of robbin a bank... so not normal they ran my license and looked in my car it was soooo messed up and i am never goin to that town again

Significance Of Ribbon Colors:
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness

If You Cant Hear Music In A Lounge Here Is The Fix
How To Get Music In Certains Lounges Using Internet Explorer and FireFox This is for lounges with music but you cant hear it after refreshing, restarting fubar and restarting computer. FOR Internet Explorer: 1.Open Internet Explorer 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Internet Options" and click on it 4.Click on the "Programs Tab" 5.Select the "Window Media Player" add-on to highlight it in the Add-On list 6.Go to the bottom to the "Settings box" 7.Select "Disable" 8.Then click "OK" button 9.Restart Internet Explorer 10. Come back into lounge and you should hear music FOR FireFox: 1.Open FireFox 2.Go to and click on "Tools" on the tool bar 3.scroll down to "Options" and click on it 4.Go to the "File Type" box 5.Click the "Manage" button 6.Scroll until you see mp3 7.Select mp3 - winamp 8.Click the "Change Action" button 9.Click 1st option: "Open with the default application" 10.winamp or windows media player should be in

I Got A Job Today:d
well i got some great news... was called this morning to say i've been offered a new job... omfg how excited am i... anyways this job couldn't be anymore perfect for me as a single mum... start at 9 in the morning, finish at 1 in the afternoon so i'm home in time for Taylah when she finishes school... the new boss, Michelle, is lenient when it comes to days off in regards to Taylah being sick *lucky for me she rarely gets sick* but naturally i'm not gonna abuse that privelege... anyways i start next Tuesday & i can't wait

One Liners And Silly Thoughts For My Inspiration. I Will Add As They Happen So Just Ignore The Edits. Sun 6/1
THINKING ABOUT THINGS TO COME, A SIGN OF THE TIMES FOR FUTURE REFERENCE. None of this is copywrited and it has not, to the best of my knowledge, been plagiarised or copied. Well, it was just an afterthought. A chilling and curdling thought about Cold Comfort. One trying day, Gofer it before ADS runs rings around circles. Waiting for a Gift from the Gods, well Ikea at least. Pray that there is an unsub button to get me off the Clash hook. You can vouch for that. It will never win the day. Goodie Two Chew. Too Neurotic to be Conversant. Tales of a close shave and a Virgin's first head encounter. ======+++ It is no good harking for the past when you are in the future or trying to change the future when you are in the past. It is all mapped out so stick to the straight and narrow and not the bowed and arrowed.++++ Existence starts at the beginning but you can exists without living. Life begins when you let it and not a minute before.++++ The Diminishing Repu

My First Blog Of 2008
Gee, I haven't written in here in a while. Anyways, you ever had one of those days where you're just tired of people in general cause of all their drama and problems and what not? I feel like I've been having one of those days like every day for the last week, and this morning took the cake. I got fussed at at 7:30 in the morning. Not exactly something I wanna wake up to with a doctor's appointment in a couple hours. But I lost a friend at the end of it, and quite honestly, I don't know how to feel. One side feels sad, but the side right now says screw it and move on. Maybe that's what I should do. I know no one will probably read this, so there ya go. Have a great day.

Still Here, Just Taking A Break
well, friends, this has been one new year I won't soon forget. I have had many tests this past week. I have more biopsies and MRIs to have done. I am already known at the radiology office by name. I walk in and they know who I am and what procedure I am having done...is that a good thing or not? I am not sure about that yet. haha~ But anyway, I am still here on fubar but I am just taking a break. I have done a lot of thinking and have come to the conclusion that I have made several friends on here and I can't leave just yet. And besides...I get a new boob job so I have to show them off when it's done~! WOOHOO~! LOL Seriously though, I am going to be on here just checking in from time to time. Feel free to send me some love sometime. And when I am on I will be sending all my friends lots of love. I just need to take a break and get this cancer beast taken care of.......I know you all understand. Check out Jeff's page (audio) and leave him some love too. He needs some lov

Thue I Dea Of You Lyrics
I saw you walk You know you say Like a ghost you know to me babe Combat boots make you look slick Oh now I see you walking home from school You got so lost on your way You got me feeling like a kid But this man is no kid you know So I'm not gonna pull your hair I fall so hard inside the idea of you That's why with you can't say what I mean Wanna stay but I think I'm gettin outta here I fall so hard inside the idea of you Aw there you go again I know you're shy And I see you walk past with your friends And I saw you laugh and whisper And I'll talk, I want you here But you turn back and smile at me Aw you got me feeling okay with that So I'm not gonna pull your hair I fall so hard inside the idea of you That's why with you can't say what I mean Wanna stay but I think God get me outta here I fall so hard inside the idea of you Bus stop dreamer The late night You with me There's something moving You cant stop, saying that you love me You love me, you l

Nightmares!!
I had a nightnare lastnight that has realy upset me allday, I firstly couldn't get to sleep so came down stairs at 12.20am and sat in agony on the soffa untill about 2.40am. while i was laying there in the darkness of my room, i saw what i can only describe as orbes floating around 2 very tiny dim glowing lights in the air! Im used to these sorts of things and thought nothing more of them and soon drifted of to sleep. To beging with i had in my dream, recieved a letter in the post which told me i had to go for my end of life time termination! Which meant i had to go to a place similar to a court house wait my turn in a que to be PUT TO SLEEP! jeff my husband was more than abliging and even filled the car with our kids and sat talking to a random guy in the waiting room. I panicked and decided to leave taking my 2 year old with me. then just as i aproached the door to leave i was grabbed by the arm and taken back up stairs to see the guy who was ready and waiting to give m

Life
Life is crazy huh? Well you know how some of us spend all there time trying to understand this world and there are some that dont give a shit. Well im one of those ppl that spend all there time trying to understand, but knows thay will never understand nothing ntill thay die, lol i have a crazy out look on things so if you want to ask any thing i will tell you want i think about it. If you realy dont care i dont blame you. Why would you like to know what i think. Well come on ppl talk to me try to get to know me befor you try to juge me. LOL i know things a hard to understand, but for some reson ppl tell me i need to write a book. As always i say "SHit" so some one give me some thing to think about and to talk about and ill get back to ya on how i think about shit lol Much Clown love Peace

Dark Soul A Work In Progress
You left me in chaos and madness. My heart decaying, bleeding out sadness. No longer beating, laying so still. Body feels numb, can no longer feel. Shards of glass pierced my heart You told me you loved me but you didnt care. You told me youd wait you couldnt, unfair. You sent my soul to a very dark place. Nothing can be seen, tears rolling down my face. coldness is all around Screams of torture... harmonious sound. Searching and searching to find my way out. Left with the feelings of dispair and doubt. Will I ever feel true love again? Will this darkness become my only true friend? Am I damned to remain nothing more than a dark soul?

Have A Terrific Thursday!
Fubar's been freezing up & my morning computer time is at an end. I hope to swing by everyone later but with the kids still out of school, just forgive me please. I hope everyone has a terrific Thursday! The end of the 1st week in January 2008 is almost at an end & I pray each of you have had a wonderful week. Much love to all! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy~*~ Free Comments & Graphics

Fubucks For Pics
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Spin The Bottle Style
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE BOTTLE YEARBOOK STYLE" 1. I would wrap my arms around you 2. I would kiss you on the cheek 3. I would kiss you on your forehead 4. I would just give you a hug 5. I would kiss you on the lips 6. I would make out with you 7. I want to go out with you 8. I would sleep with you 9. I would do it all with you 10. It depends on who the bottle lands on 11. I will fuck the shit out of you & I would wrap my arms around you

Omg These People Rock
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The Women Of My Life
i have found the lady of my life she is my soul mat and i will never let her go she in my heart and soul i care about this women very much to as u see on here she goes by mrs. gathbrooks14321. and she going be my wife in the spring and she will be my wife forever i love u my wife forever till end of mytime and none can stop us now forever ur husband .

My Daily Love Tarot
The King of Pentacles card suggests that when it comes to your relationship or love life, there can be too much of a good thing, particularly if you fall into the trap of showing off. Like an all-you-can-eat buffet, where what you want is quantity, the situation changes or disappears once the want has been sated. But in matters of the heart, do what you believe, which, like a banquet, is all about quality. Tend to what you need, consider those who rely on you for support and practice gratitude. You may find that you are surrounded by a cornucopia of abundance and in a position to share this bounty with others. The more you give, the less you will suffer want in the first place. Get back to basics and make a clean sweep of those things that are cluttering up your love life or distracting you from true commitment and sensual pleasure.

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If Ya Wanna See "the Goods" Lol
hey pplz...ovbiously i dont juss have my nuder side juss for everyone to oogle over...if ya want to see freind or not...ya gotta ask and ill shoot ya to my family long enough to see em....if ya really good ill leave ya there ;p

Poems
SILENCE Your silence says it all ... No responses, not even a wow ... Without saying or doing a thing ... You've shown me everything! I have no choice but to turn and walk away ... with absolutely no regrets ... but not without any tears or memories. BROKEN DREAMS It's time to stop wishin on this fantasy This dream that will never be Am I giving this up? Yes it is time to toss it away It's the reality that I know it will never come my way. As hard as I try I still sit here and cry This dream, this fantasy felt so real to me It is very hard to admit that it's only just a dream It's not reality or even truly a part of me.

Profile Pics
When I signed up for Fubar again, I used a generic pic as my profile image because I wasn't in the mood at the time to search though my flash drive for a pic of myself. My profile really didn't get alot of notice. Yesterday I decided to dig out a pic or two of myself and finally post it as my profile pic and was amazed by how many people actually stopped by to check out and rate my profile. So I have to ask the question and I have to do it here because I've not reached the 5th level yet... Do my fellow Fubar patrons prefer to rate only profiles with pics?

2008...off To A Bad Start
so my year has already started off wrong but i know itll change.. it started in a bed at midnight..because i was sick..LAME! i know..lol senior year and not one drink =P but all i can think about is graduating..even when kassie walked into our hotel room..we both yelled GRADUATION!!! at the same time lol this year hopefully will make a difference.. spring break..my "mom" and i are heading to new york and looking for an apt and she wants to bring her daughter up there with me after graduation... i dont plan on living there but i have a few ideas that i want to try and make work for a few months..and if they do..who knows where im headed...if not..i wanna go to north carolina for college and stay.. but leaving ohio and staying in new york from june for the rest of the year makes me so HAPPY! i HATE it here!..even my mom said she notices how ready i am to leave.. i may not know what exactly i want right now but i have a damn good idea lame blog but oh well eat me =]

Photo And Stash Update !
Happy new year ! I hope 2008 will be a great year for you. I have added some photo's to my 'grand daughter' and 'stuff made by me' albums and i have updated my stash in the 'dunno' section. Please stop by and leave love. Thanks kindly Love Lin xx

Please Give Me One More Day
Please give me one more day, Please say you'll stay. Never meant to stray. Wanted to make a new start never meant to break your hearts. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I wanted to make a change, but now it feels so strange. I only wanted my mother, never meant to be a bother. Please give me one more day please say you'll stay. Never meant to cause you pain, didnt mean to cause the rain. Please Give me one more day, please say you'll stay. Now i only want to cry, cause i know i did try. I only sigh cause we said goodbye, I want to die, how could you lie. Please give me one more day, please say you'll stay. I only wanted my father never meant to be a bother. I thought i was strong how could i be so wrong. Please give me one more day. please say you'll stay I promise I wont stray. Just one more day. I dont want to say goodbye. I love you mom and dad, but why do you make me sad, why cant you be glad, i feel so lost but what's the c

Starting The Alabama Gang On Here!
Lets all see how many people we can get to join from our state. I'm from Alabama so thats the state I'm gonna try and get add the most!!! if your up for it post back here, and lets get this party started! Ben "O"

I Don't Want To Be A Jerk About This
Please people understand I love Everdreamer's Babygirl. I am happy and want nor wish no one else. I don't ask that you respect me, but please respect my feelings. My heart belongs to her, and You are NOT going to change my mind or heart on the matter. I don't want to see your nude photos, or your NSFW photos. I do not want to visit your personal website. Nor am I interested in "secret rendevous"(yes you know who I am talking about!!). And I do not wish to be a Fu-Husband, I am loyal and Love MY Everdreamer's Babygirl. If this continues I will block and have nothing to do with you. All I do is rate photos, help in contests, and occasionally will talk to my fans, friends and family. Really the relationship I am in is the one I want so please respect that. Thank you, ahead of time for your consideration.

I'm Fucking Nuts
So i'm in the kitchen talkin to my roomie about how wonderful mania is for keeping a clean house...one thing leads to another, and i just remade a shitty song i never liked from the get-go. She's a maniac maniac on the kitchen floor and she's sweepin like she's never swept before. Yeah, i've lost it. Time to finish that joint.

We Take Things For Granted Everyday
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Charlie Date: Jan 3, 2008 7:47 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ♥Wishing upon a Star♥Date: Jan 3, 2008 4:25 AM>HUG A SOLDIER! PLEASE KEEP THIS ONE GOING. (THANKS DEBBIE)Please turn up the volume on your speakers and read the entire bulletin. Wishing everyone a great Holiday Season, but let us not forget what others are giving up for the price of freedom, and for us to celebrate this Holiday. Please take a moment and say a prayer for those that are serving our country and their families and loved ones.Happy Holidays to All,He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.Yo

So Much Hate
Have you ever felt so much hate for some one you didn't even know. I sure as hell do. Though I know a lot of people with the same hate for the same guy. Becouse of this ass hole, my best friend is going to the middle of the desert for 15 months, she's leaving behind a little boy who just turned one. I don't know a single person who doesn't know some one over seas right now. Fuck the worst part of it all is, they call her on New Years at midnight to put her on notice. Happy fucking new year. Fucking ass face mother fucker.

Beryl (aquamarine)
Mineral and precious stones have historic meanings based on their color, value, and rarity. Geology and various crystal structures have significance in the New Age movement, which has renewed interest in these materials. Beryl is a crystal that represents courage and tranquillity. Dreams that include this stone may reflect material gain, or they may reflect self-esteem and inner calm given by another as a gift to you.

Six Days.
All my life I have sold my soul. Little here, little there, it has took a toll. Nothing more than a jig-saw puzzle. Mouth covered by a sinners muzzle. Caught up in the holy tussle. Good vs. Evil, standing in court. Swear to myself, I'm safe in my fort. Still they both find ways to get to me. Ladies asking me things I don't wanna hear, Then hearing the preacher all up in my ear. All my life He has called my heart, Even though I swore I was to far apart, So first he wrecked my car. And let me walk way, still I didn't stay. I went back to my old ways. Then I silently overdosed, Left me up in a comatose. He let me wake up, still then I walked away. This time he took my breath away. Gave me time to think, exactly six days. Now tears are rolling down my face. Hoping this time, He can wash my sins away.

Lost
I believe everyone that comes into your life shapes who you are. Its hard after a while not to turn cold. I've met some truely amazing people over the last couple years. Its so hard to move on once someone is no longer ment to be in your life. Wether it be death or lifes journey im thankful to all those that have come and gone. Im a little heart broken over those that are lost and those hanging by a string.

Paying Off Christmas.....argh!
It feels like it should be Tuesday even though it is Thursday. Next week is going to feel like a long week because there is no holiday to break it up. :( Oh well, I will get over it. Chris starts his medicine to help him wit focusing this weekend. He only needs to take it during the week for school and not on the weekends but his doctor wants him to start it a couple of days ahead of time to get him used to it. He said he should not really feel much but just be able to get everything done he is supposed to. He said it wears off about 12 hours later so he should take it an hour before school starts. I am hoping this helps because he is so smart but just can't sit still long enough to get any work done. I have been paying bills this morning and working. Oh joy. We spent a LOT on Christmas because of what Peter bought me. I had it all planned out with what we would spend and had the money set aside because we do a Christmas account and then he ended up spending $3200 more t

Jan 3rd 08
Some of the worst feelings. I often wake up in the middle of the night feeling extreme sadness. Normaly i tend to keep it in, but i guess i can only hold so much, every now and then it comes out. After all these years, i still havent figrued it out a good way to destruct myself from negative thoughts. Sometimes i thought i did, but it never last long enough. "In every relationship, the person who cares less has the greater power." I learned that this quote is very true over the past few years. I cannot help but to feel "failed", and i guess thats where my sadness comes from. My head is killing me and want to go back to sleep, but my mind wont let me. All i want is to be able to sleep at night, and wake up feeling normal.

Peotry
Who gave yourself to te death of the cross to save sinners, look uopn me most lustful of all: And I did love him with every inch of my flesh burning with his fingetips and the sound of his voice. My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses so seductive uopn my neck to my lustful lips. It started so easy as he held me tight agianst his frame, but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me, my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip tasting blood. As he kissed his way above my heart I whimpered softly. Hands all around my curves as if sculpting a wine glass. The scent of the vineyard arousing his craving as the kisses dwelled down te slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley. Candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored taking into him all that I hold sacred and cherished, and oh God did he touch with such respect of the temple, finding the gem that lies hiddin. Thighs shudder in a wake of tide overcoming me, drown

The Early Stages Of Addiction
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I realize that I'm giving myself away as having newbie fever over this place. But I am having a freaking blast! I mean it. This place fucking rocks. I've learned a lot about myself in the last couple of days, since I've actually been participating in this Fu thingie... First. I love the boobs. I am an idiot for boobs. I never quite realized it before now, but most of my ex's had large breasts... And every single time I come across a profile of some beautiful woman with a bra on, I get giddy. I'm a boob fool. It's tragic. Are there support groups for this problem? Not that I'd go, I'm just curious. Secondly, after having discussed being single, I now realize that I want to purchase a private jet so that I can date about half of the women on Fubar. I have no idea what "fuowned" means yet. But I'm not to that point quite yet. I'd be happy with "fudrinks" or a "fudinner". And, if all went well, maybe a "fuhandjob", or whatever came to pass. Again, adding "fu"

Slave In Training...
There is a woman who considers herself to be the ... well.. the slave. A slave to her was a person who is will and able to do anything and everything her master asks her to do. If not ... you are not a true slave. She was not a slut, bitch, or whore not in the manner that she were one for everyone that she met for she was devoted to one man and one man only. He was her master. She was to always have several things done before she was to see her master. One night , unexpectedly she had an "encounter" with her master. He had her to take off her clothing, lay down on the bed and she was tied to each one of the bed posts. She was a little self conscientious for he had told her several times how sexy she was and how much he loved certain parts of her body, but every once in a while she thought of herself as needing something more in order to please her master. He began to pull at her pussy lips, and tweaking her clit. He found that she had broken one of the masters rules. He continued to me

Help A Sista Out!
I have entered a giveaway for a 3 month blast and I need 25,000 comments to get it. I need all the help I can get.Please come and help as much as you can. Thankyou, ~Mydnyte~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Life Wife to Jayrod874~ Here is the link:

Decoding Woman,s...
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish.................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former slut. New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing.............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate....................Stalker. WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry =

To My Special Friend....you
To My Special Friend....." You " May your day begin a little brighter And progress as the day goes along May a loved one hold you a little tighter And no one ever does you wrong May your day be even sweeter As it progresses towards the end You deserve only the very best For you are a very special friend May your day be filled with joy From one minute to the next For when it comes to friendship Let me tell you, you are the best ; And Many friends I've come to know - who are loyal, kind, and true, but I never knew what a great friend was - until I met a friend like you. I don't now if it was planned that way - or the very reason why, but I was touched by your very self - and you filled that void inside. I can see God so plainly clear - as He's dwells within your heart, and the faith and love you always share - is just a tiny spark. I am so graced and grateful - and a better person, trough and trough, because I didn't know what a great

Fubar Vs Myspace.
I'll admit, I've never been too excited about either site. I'm trying to make up my mind about which I'd rather keep. Therefore, sounds like a list of Pro's and Con's is needed. MySpace: - Cons Unneeded Drama. Tom. - Pros I can keep in touch with my underage friends and family. Bands / Music. Neater / Cleaner Looking. Able To Do More With My Layout. Fubar: - Cons Lots Of Fucking Drama. People Who Bitch About Judgment Yet Still Go Out And Rate People / Hypocrites. "NSFW" Crap. "Do You Like Older Cock" Remarks (Comments/Shouts/Messages). Rate Whores (i.e.- Rate/Fan Me And I'll Do The Same For You!!). Adults That Act Like Children, And Spell Like Them Too. Retarded HTML Used For The Changing Of Profiles / Lack Of Being Able To Change My Profile To Where It Doesn't Look All "Doom & Gloom". - Pros Well, I can't think of any Pros. I suppose I'm taking my leave then. ---- Don't tell me that MySpace is for kiddies. It's as much for adults as

I'm Sad
She called today.... i had to send her some money..... Funny last week my ex calls to say happy holidays, and needed money for gas to see his son.... so i sent it. He called today and wished me a belated birthday greeting, and we talked for 2 hours, it was good. His mom is gonna move in with him, i might have ta help her make the move. He still cant see his son as much as he would like, the ex before me hate him... His girlfriend is home from the circus, but his roommates said she can't stay there so he has to drive 3 hrs to see her, not unlike the 4.5 to see his son. He's sad and that makes me even more sad. I sent him and Isaiah a package for Christmas... I was the only person who SENT a gift, and his girlfriend was the only other person to call him aside from me. Boy i sure am a cool ex girlfriend.... ...will i be able to be that cool with her? I'm sad. Shes young, newly 21, and i just can't believe that she knows who she is right now. how much experience does she have?

From A Tanning Salon Owner....ewww Lol
An open letter from your tanning salon owner Date: 2007-11-01, 3:11PM PDT Okay, I am going to start this rant out by admitting a few things that you are probably already thinking. I know tanning is vain. I know that by owning a tanning salon I am probably thought of as a vacuous and plastic vanity Barbie who doesn’t know her ass from a “reality” special on VH1. I used to feel the same way. Incidentally, this is not true, I am an intelligent college graduate who enjoys being her own boss and lucked in to a successful business that was already well established when I bought it. That being said, I have a number of things and people that I would like to address, and I think I will start with the obvious. 1. To the people who tell me I’m peddling cancer, okay, I get that. I’ve never claimed that tanning is safe, or good for you, except when I say that a little vitamin d is healthy every once in awhile, and can really help with things such as psoriasis and seasonal affective disor

Warning
Notice re: car (not a joke) Just last weekend on Friday night we parked on the foreshore at Mandurah and as I drove away I noticed a sticker on the rear window of the car, (when I took it off after I got home) it was a receipt for petrol, luckily Ken said don't stop as it could be someone waiting for me to get out of the car. Then we received this email yesterday. BEWARE OF PAPER IN THE BACK WINDOW OF YOUR VEHICLE NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKINGS (NOT A JOKE) Heads up everyone! Please, keep this circulating... You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rear view mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers ap

I Was Sort Of Hoping,
I was sort of hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song. Like the kind of thing that happens, At a special place and time, That will change our lives forever, Like a fantasy of mine. The fantasy was there before, I ever knew your name, And now that I have found you, We will never be the same. So, pardon, if I look at you, Forgive me if I stare, At the fantasy I knew before, I saw you standing there. For I was always hoping, That you would come along, Like the answer to a prayer, And the music to a song

One Of My Poems
I wish we could go back in time back to those precious unspoiled moments in our relationship,b4 doubt ever entered our minds. because if we could go back and start from those unspoiled moments once more. I would hold u alot longer, never miss a chance to tell u how much u mean 2me, and that i would never hurt u. But i know we can't go back to those days, I know i can't erase the mistakes. I can't take away the questions u must have or the hurt we both feel in our hearts. But i can assure u of 1thing......I LOVE U AS I DID THEN AND AS I ALWAYS WILL!!!!!!

Reflections Of A Beautiful Morning
Reflections of a Beautiful Morning The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

Getting It All In Order
Well here it is. My essay is done, Fafsa is filled out, loans are applied for, O and did I mention I was accepted to the school in CO. Now its just a waiting game. I need to find out how much grant money I will receive, finalize my loans and find a place to live then im off... I wish I would have known about this years program years ago... And for those of you who don't know I am going to school to be a Gunsmith. I figure what better job than do something I love. Not to mention by the time i Graduate I will have made 3 custom guns of my choice by hand, every part part custom made by my hands. This fucking Rocks!!!!!

The Passing
Have You ever wondered what the strange feelings are around you? You know the ones. The ones where you feel like you are being watched, but no one is there. When you feel like some thing or someone is in the same room, but you are all alone. I'm here to tell you don't worry, don't fear. There is nothing to fear in the senses. The feelings that you feel are Your Guardian Angels. Your loved ones passed, Your ancestors. Mourn not for their passing for now they are with you always.

30k To Go
Hello Friends just a reminder that I am still in a Happy Hour giveaway. need 50K in comments I have 10,300 in comments need 30K more there is not time limit so anytime you have nothing to do just click on the pic and leave me a few comments a Happy Hour benefits us all. Thank You and Much love to you all. Come Luv Me

Love
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

The 2nd Alarm Hotties!! Show Them Love!!
Go Show Them All Some Mad Love!!Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment Them!!! Raen~Deputy Chief of Operations~2nd Alarm Hotties~Fu-owned by Anonyomous~Owned by Master Wylde sexypirate13....Deputy 2nd Alarm Hotties ÐJ §ëx¥ §HÈLL ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ J®KËR'§ Wìld Å§§Ŧ. ÇHÌÈҒ 2ñÐ ÅLÅRM HÖŦŦÌÈ§ ~bi Naughty Nurse~Asst. Chief 2nd alarm hotties -Candylicious- • Asst. Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties • TCS Owner • Evil Twin • ~sweetlips~ Asst Chief ~ 2nd Alarm H

Kiss
we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

This Sums It All Up...
t doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint an

1-3-07
That night I waited till the clock turned 12 phone in hand assured youd miss me enough to leave a new years wish. as the minutes ticked by the lonlier i got. sick and tired i sobbed till no breath was left. Yes you called me back but why bother picking it up? we never spoke of it.... my dear you never saw how close I was. you still dont see me on the edge. Ive chosen my poison im just waiting. for the courage to leave this hell i know. That night i realized where i am at... i thought i was floating near the top of your list... i didnt see until then.. That i was really at the bottom with shoe prints on my face. 1/3/07

Something Positive
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide m

My Story
I want to tell you my story, of my relationships with guys. Please just ignore though, if you see tears in my eyes. Let me start with the first. See this scar right here? That was placed there, When ii cried my first tear. The guy lied to me, made my life so hard to live. But everytime he did something wrong, i was still the one to forgive. Now this scar right here, is much deeper than the other. A boy caused it, one I treated as my own brother! He hurt me so badly, yet with so much regret. But the thing's he did, I just cant forgive. These other scars over here, are from a guy so unique. I spent my life dreaming of him, but he made me so weak. He brought me down, with chains on my wrist. turned off the lights, and beat me with his fist. The rest are from a guy, I loved more than life. But he like the others, caused me to use the knife. Now see this here, the one still bleeding red? This I've done just now, it isn't a scar just yet. Its from a guy

The Truth
Body: There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ...And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, wetback, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink, ...You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Hispanic History Month. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Asian History Month. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Kawanza. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television)

Out The Door
Open the window I stand below the sill Waiting for you To notice me Silent Expecting nothing from you But maybe a glance Some sign of recognition Of acknowlegement Expecting the world from you But accepting Only what you choose to give Wanting nothing but The overwhelming peace I get when I see Your face staring at me In Expectant Acceptance

My Home Town
Today's Pat on the Ass goes to my hometown of New Martinsville, WV. I drove through there and some other local villages today and could not believe the signs. Every business with a marquee had "Home Town of WVU Coach Bill Stewart" or "Congrats Coach Stew". He'll likely drive through late this week and be very touched. Bill Stewart started coaching in nearby Sistersville WV in the mid 70's, back when they were the top small high school football team in the US. HS coaches don't make enough money to cover their costs let alone hundreds and hours of dedication to the kids. They have to love what they do, and love the kids. It really was a fairytale ending last night, as the players accepted trophies on national TV and endorsed Stewart as their choice, a man who had not even thrown his hat in the ring, knowing they would likely go after a big name. The school listened, although Stewart had already done the job of selling himself with his brilliant job of getting the team ready the last

I Knew I Loved You-savage Garden
Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life (add the whos here) A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you (and the whos here) I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting al

Maybe This Year
I'm hoping this year will be the year that maybe i'll find the person i have been waiting for...I'm so tired of being alone...i just want someone to cuddle with and watch movies...and just hang out and be my friend and lover..and partner...is that too much to ask?...well who knows...the end of the year is still 12 months away...i guess i'll keep my head up and look forward...well wish me luck!!!!

Crystal Meth
(This was written by a young Aboriginal girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... I AM METH I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sin

Neat Lettering And Symbolz For Your Space
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Photographer
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat." After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't

Jokes
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Chicago." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well, she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American men are the most well-end

Berry's Writings
Weeping Yes, she was weeping.... She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree.. Too long. Yet not even knowing she had really been.. Could this be a dream? She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment. She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree.... " Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured.. It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone. A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world. Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in... God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was

Poem 1
I love you with all my heart. Nothing is more important to me than making you smile and spending the rest of my life with you. There are no words that can explain my love for you. I always had a problem of telling how I feel and end up losing what I love the most. So as I stand before you today to let you know how I truly feel. My love, will you wake up with me each morning. Will you be the mother of my kids? Will you love me no matter how stupid I am? Will you always be there for me when needed the most? Will you spend the rest of your life and love with me? This is how I feel I know it is too fast but at least you see what I want in the future besides growing old while you stay young. So I want to know will you be my girlfriend and my future wife, through thick and thin, ups and downs, good times and the bad. I love you with all my heart it doesn’t matter how far away you are I am still willing to walk the distance to hold you forever.

Poem 2
Do you love me out of pity, regret or sympathy? Do you go through your day thinking of me? Do I make you smile when I come to mind during a bad moment? Do you dream bout me? Have you said my name for no reason? Do you worry about me? Do you miss me? Do you want to say it, but can’t? Do you smile when you hear my name? This is what I asked myself before I told you that I love you. I don’t want you say I love you, because I said it. I want to hear the words from your sweet lips, when you are ready. Love me for who I am now and not for what I was. I want to know when it matters the most. Am I wasting my time? Maybe, but I don’t care as long you know how I feel.

Demon Crew Family Profile Of The Week
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Fubar Vs. Pogo
just want a know which site has more drama seems everyone has something to say about nothing, they sneak for a peek.. and stall for a call,ppl lieing to ppl, is there anymore truth out in the internet these days it has began too almost sound as we come here to relax and laugh talk to ppl that have conversations and sex included with wooooohoooo s but when u get morons that just say phuck it phuck it i tend to belive pogo is alot better anyways here it is is pogo like as pogo turns or is fubar days of our lies !

Oh My Gosh...
I've recently made friends with a family in my church,and they have an 11 year old girl,whom I simply ADORE and a 14 year old guy who is a handful,just as adorable but in small doses lolololol. I've texted him tonight to ask him where his sister was , since we had to hang out, and he replied with two sms saying:" why you mad at me" "you no love me" . You guys can only imagine my face...I called him back to ask him what the heck was going on ( love? huhhhhhhhhhh with a 14 yrs old? I'm no pedofile thanks!!!!) and he wouldn't answer his cell... But get this!! his sister was over at my house,so the father came to pick her up and, the misterious texter happened to call him right then. THAT is when the real fun started ( Lmao ) . I just answered the cell phone as if it were mine and he froze on the other side. Initial awkwardness passed,he said he wanted to talk to his dad and I was laughing my belly off saying things like:" sorry , he was arrested for drugs smuggling,I saw him in hand

Fuck It
This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: F-U-C-K IT! Want to be it? Don't know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It's a start. If they don't like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. F-U-C-K IT! Life's too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything's relative. Profanity, Vulgarity, Telling, spelling, Subject, reject, Hey lighten up, baby! This is poetry! It's free, Meant to be, Not to please. So tell them, Like me: F-U-C-K IT! You're in love. Happens to the best of us. When it works, It's bliss. If not, It hurts. Can't miss. And worse, It's really hard To say F-U-C-K IT! Life seems vain. You're in pain. Want to open veins. Get run over by a train. Blow your brains. Don't think I don't know it. I get it. I've been there befor

Dancing Fingers Glide Across The Frets.
Ever have those nights where sleep never crosses your mind? The ones where you're thinking about everything and nothing all at once? I can't put down my guitar, my fingers keep dancing and the notes keep coming. Maybe this is the only way I can keep my mind from overflowing with useless thoughts and unheard concerns. I don't care about tomorrow or yesterday. Time is but an abstract idea. On this sleepless night I'll let my fingers keep dancing and hope the notes will create nutrality.

A Look Back
Here is just a summary of how my life has gone the past 6 years. Freshman year: I was in the band , ROTC, and a damn bookworm honors student. Just hitting puberty at the time as well didn't help much. I was pretty much the nerd that was at the blunt of every joke people loved to drive me over the edge because I was "different". I was smarter than they were and I was in the two main cliques that were abused. Sophmore Year: The summer before I ran into this guy named Mike "Jesus" Wagner who was a wiccan/goth. we hit it off pretty well because he was also a hardcore gamer like me. The more we hung out the more I loved his lifestyle and the way he presented himself. He cared about nothing other than himself and let nothing hurt him. Hence the gothic phase came forth. I then became the guy that if looked at the wrong way would slam you against a wall and threaten suck your eyes from their sockets for lunch or somthing sadistic like that. This didn't make things go any better. I flunk

Venting
i dont even know where to begin im so madd rite now at everything and everyone my sisters cancer is back n they give her about 4 months the chemo only got rid of about 10% of the cancer in her body shes fucking 19 n she got married the 31st thats fucking bs man if anyone should b dieing it should b me my grandfather died the same day my sister got married he died in the morning she got married at night its almost fitting 4 fucking months....... how can u die 4 fucking months after getting married........and she fucking 19..... doing this shit for over a year we were all so happy thought it was all over then.......WHAM her fucking lungs r filled with the shit again im mad at the doc for not finding i in time im mad at her for not going to thte doc more im mad at god for doing this im just fucking pissed she is my best friend i love her soooooo much how can someone say shes not going to b able to gradguate highschool or go to collage or start a family the things shes wanted all her life

Come Give Me A Hand
I am needing Help giving my daughter the $1,000,000 Valentine please give us a hand click on her pic below and rate it and leave lots of comments or just 1 comment the more the better but all helps in the end please show is some love and if you leave her 200 comments I am sure i can get her to do a morph for you ... just leave me or her a message and we will take care of you we return all love..... link to contest

Motorcycle Freedom
Motorcycle Freedom I turn the switch to freedom to ON Hit the start button The four cylinder motor screams to life I straddle the custom black seat Strap my black shell to my skull Push my left foot down and engage the transmission I pull her into the sunlight The chrome glistens with excitement The black tank with gray sides accent the style and body of the beast The wind in my face Open fields enriched with wild life on an old country road The smell of straight cut grass and fresh hay tickle my nostrils The cool air chilling my face from the brutal sun Vibrations of the motor massage my worries away

Relaxed
Relaxed Sitting there listening to the steady pull of the boat motor. The fishing lines lightly whistling in the winds, A cold beer in hand. This is the life! The light knocking of waves off the bow sounding like plastic drum. Conversation of a close friend and nothing but the occasional sea gull calling in the wind. It is a natural orchestra at work, only to be interrupted by someone yelling FISH ON! Let the excitement begin.

7 Kinds Of Sex
Thought this was funny and had to share..... 7 types of sex this is so damn true... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen sex. This is when you have been with you partner for a short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (very popular) The 6th kind is called: Courtroom Sex.

My Friends!
So, I am finally posting a blog... And, I've been here quite a while... Well, it's about time I get about to being a friend to *ALL* of my friends. So, today I took a big leap, and I went around to a *TON* of my friends and made sure I had rated their pages and fanned them and I *TRIED* to rate blogs.. PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! Let me know if you think I haven't rated or fanned you.... And, if I have...Please return the favor!

For My Son.....
YOUR NOT A LITTLE BOY ANYMORE...I CAN'T KISS YOU AND HOLD YOU AND YOUR PAIN AND HURT GO AWAY...IT KILLS ME INSIDE TO KNOW YOUR HURTING TO KNOW YOUR IN PAIN AND BE HELPLESS..I CAN ONLY LISTEN AND GIVE YOU MY ADVICE..AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL LEARN FROM LIFES TRIALS..AND MISTAKES..REALIZE THAT YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL..AND LOVE COMES FROM WITHIN...HAPPINESS IS INSIDE OF YOU..IT DOESN'T COME FROM SOMEONE ELSE..YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE TO VALIDATE YOUR SELF WORTH..YOU MY SON ARE AMAZING IN YOUR OWN RIGHT.. HANDSOME,SMART,FUNNY,STRONG,LOYAL,SELFLESS,WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN. ONE DAY MY SON I WON'T BE HERE TO LISTEN OR TO FEEL YOUR HEART WITHOUT YOU SAYING A WORD...ALL I CAN HOPE FOR IS YOU REALIZE LIFE IS LOVE AND LOVE IS LIFE...LIVE YOUR LIFE MY SON WITH LOVE IN YOUR HEART ALWAYS! SMILE OFTEN.. LAUGH HARD.. DANCE IN THE RAIN.. CRY WHEN IT HURTS..MAKE MANY FRIENDS..JUDGE NO ONE..WORK HARD..STAY LOYAL..RESPECT EVERY PART OF THIS LIFE YOU LIVE..FROM THE GROUND YOU WALK ON TO THE SKY FULL OF STARS AND

Yo Seria Este Novia
Yo seria este novia.. si no te hablo... [ es por que estoy esperando tu llamada..] Cuando me voy enojada.. por tu culpa [ sigueme ] cuando miro tu boca.. [ besame] cuando te empujo o te pego.. [ agarrame y no me dejes ir..!] Cuando te empiece a decir groserias [ besame y dime que me amas] cuando estoy callada [ preguntame que si tengo algo] cuando te ignore [dame tu atencion ] cuando me salgo del camino [ jalame..] cuando me mires fachosa y fea..! [ dime ke estoy bello..] cuando mires que empiezo a llorar.. [nomas abrazame sin decir nada.. ] cuando me mires caminando [ llegame por la espalda y abrazame.. ] cuando tenga miedo [ protegeme] cuando me recargue en tu hombro [ besame..] cuando me robe tu camisa favorita [ prestamela por esa noche y deja que duerma con ella] cuando te de kariño [ dame kariño tu tambn y hazme reir.. ] cuando no conteste por un buen tiempo [ asegurame que todo esta bn] cuando te mire.. con duda [ dime que no es vdd.. ] cuando d

The Girl In My Dreams
I now see her face So what does this mean The girl that I've seen The girl in my dreams. Ive often seen this girl That walks in my dreams The one I have prayed for While down on my knees When will I meet her Just one question I ponder While night after night In my dreams she wanders. The face I now see I have never before The face is yours And I worry no more. You come and you go When I want you to stay When will I meet you Is all I can say. Soon, you reply And I know just what you mean As I'd wait forever For the girl in my dreams.

This Life
lets see im 23 got a wonderful girl she's about to have my daughter any day know my little girl dont know it yet but she is already everything in my world i hold dear to me i cant wait to see her face i got a great job doing what i like to do Construction so whats there to complain about?

~~~~~only You~~~~
Morning Sun peeks into the room and lands on the one leg you have exposed and not covered under the silk sheets as you lie partly on your side and partly on your tummy. The lines of your leg and the curve or your hip draw me to them much as the Moon Draws the Sea to it....powerless to resist, anxious to please. I slowly run a single finger across the outside of your leg, feeling it's warmth and silky smoothness.....then over the top of you thigh just under where it becomes your ass..softly, slowly..tenderly....memorizing the feel. As I enter your inner thigh you move causing me to stop and be still but never removing my finger as it rests so temptingly close to your sweet and sexy pussy lips...so close that I can feel it's heat on my finger. I close my eyes and imagine taking you right there and then but stop myself...no not yet....and again...ever so slowly start the journey of discovery down the inside of your leg. As I reach your knee I bend down to allow my breath, my eager mouth a

Depression
To all my friends, I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while. I'm still looking for a job and getting no response! I'm getting in to the depressed mindset, that I just don't care anymore and I sometimes feel that I have no true friends close to me that I can talk to. Alll I know is, I need to find a job soon, so I can stop taking so many antidepressant and anti anxiety pills! Plus, I'm starting to freak out over small stuff and it's pissing me off! Please continue to keep me in your thoughts and prayers.

Love Is Pain
You made me cry... You tore me apart.. You left me in tears.. You've shattered my heart.. It wasn't your fault.. I guess it was me.. for love can't be forced.. Perhaps we weren't meant to be.. It still doesn't help.. now that i know.. Because for some reason.. my heart won't let go.. I've tried more than once.. to get over you.. but you make it so hard.. if only you knew.. I thought love was joy.. but i've got nothing to gain.. just sorrows..,tears.. and a little more pain.. The day the pain started .. reality came too.. It was the day i realized .. ......I'LL NEVER BE WITH YOU....... By: ME

Conspiracy Theories...
Good Morning, conspiracy theories have been sweeping this nation as well as other nations for centuries. As far back as I can remember there have always been those who will bend the ear of many to bring kais and unravel the very structure of what we have been told is the way of life and now a new way of life is just over the horizon. Conspiracy theories are a way of this nation, that nation the entire world. I will name a few and you tell me if you have not heard similar theories or stories that make you say, hmmm perhaps there is something fishy going on here or was back then. Julius Caesar, The Kennedy’s, Martin Luther King, is that enough? Do you need more? The world has passed by so fast and many stories have been told of it’s creation, existence and what was and is…now comes more conspiracy theories on a human culture of computerized chips being placed in our bodies to track our every move. Ok, you say no one can do that with out your approval. Ok, then how about in a card which y

Top 10 Reasons Men Could Never Handle Being Pregnant
10. Morning sickness would completely ruin their daily stop at the 7-11 For a breakfast burrito. 9. Swollen ankles would inhibit being able to squeeze into their high Tops for hoops with the boys. 8. Having to live through even one sports season without a single beer. 7. They'd suffer zipper rash from the increase in trips to the bathroom. 6. Men could never tolerate the constant touchy-feely from strangers. They'd end up arrested for assault after being felt-up one too many Times. 5. Maternity wear would be embarrassing. Imagine a sweet little pink Business suit with a polka dot bow tie. 4. By month nine it would be impossible to reach down and scratch. 3. The only stirrups a man would consider putting his feet in reside on Either side of a horse. 2. Man breasts are just NOT considered masculine. And the number 1 reason Men Could Never Handle Being Pregnant . . . 1. Nine months of wondering: "How is it going to get out that tiny Hole?!?!", woul

My Armor My Not Be So Bright...
Search Video Codes GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70@ fubar Baby, I know that My "Knight in Shinning Armor" outfit is a bit tarnished. And I'm not the same "Baddass" Biker I was some 20 years ago. But what I do know is that ever since I got a message in My shout box from a Woman who just captured My attention from that very moment. I know that My life hasn't been the same since. I count My blessing everyday that I answered that shout and brought You into My Life. And look what's happen to Us now Baby. I'm very happy that I took You as My Fu-Wife and I can't wait til We make it offical. And You and I become One... I Love You Connie now and Always!!!!

Christmas Cards
My Wife's 8 year old daughter and the rest of her third grade class made Christmas cards. They made them for wounded American Soldiers spending the holidays as Walter Reed ARMY Hospital. 2 days ago ALL the cards were returned. The card were rejected by the hospital, and NEVER given to any Solider. I think the ARMY should be ashamed of itself. I think These kids deserve an apology or at least an explaination from the ARMY. If you think so too the address is Walter Reed ARMY Medical Center 6900 Georgia Ave. NW Washington, DC 20307 - 5001 Cmon people let them know what you think!!!

Metroid Prime 3: Corruption.
In more Luvy news, I was playing it last night and she sat in the room and watched me fight the Berserker Lord. In an act of bravery, cause it can be described as nothing else, she decided to talk to me while I was fighting him and told me how to kill him. In that split second that I was distracted, he wound up killing me. I looked at her with a deranged look and she goes, "Um, I'm gonna go watch Hannah Montana" and ran out of my room. Once in complete silence and with no backseat gamer driving I killed him and moved on. I HATE being talked to when I'm playing. She was reminded of it last night.

My Daughter
Rest in Peace Allana Kay - Lynn Norton 11 * 5 * 04 - 08 * 25 * 07 God called one of his little Angels home to Heaven. Lil Miss Lala always lived her life to the fulliest. She will be deeply missed, but never forgotten. Her memory in everyone's heart. A little piece of everyone who knew her died today, She captured the love of everyone who came in her path. She will always be loved an remembered, as a sweet little Angel with The Golden Threads. Please pray for the family, and everyone greeving for the loss of little Lala Bean.

Heres The Contestants And Info On Contest
The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-04 07:03:29') (repost of original by '~ Cherie ~Witchesbrew ~ KAGE'S WIFEY & R/L OLE LADY ~ 2 C&' on '2008-01-04 07:13:19')

Spank Them !!
Beautiful Angel needs our help!!! Bombs Away!!!! Thank you sweety. I will return any love shown to me and then some... I alway have and always will... It is just who I am. I can make you a picture or help you out when I am done here but I need rates very bad! Thank you for all whom show some love!~Donna~ Also show our newest member some love! glitter-graphics.com Now go get her, and show her how good The Spirits are!!

Golfers
Ralph and Charlie where playing the ninth hole at the local country club when Ralph hit his tee shot way to the right. Ralph walked over to the deep rough, found his ball, and proceeded to beat the hell out of wild buttercups with his pitching wedge. Mother Nature appeared and said, "Since you destroyed all of my favorite buttercups, if you ever taste butter, smell butter, or even think about butter you will become deathly ill and die." Ralph walked out of the rough toward Charlie with a big smile on his face. Ralph then told him his story with a big grin on his face. Charlie says, "That's not a good thing! Why are you smiling?" Ralph replies, "I almost hit the pussy willows."

Disappointment
I'am less disappointed with myself than others are, People expect things of me that I can not do, The things I can do, no one believes. Why must I always have to prove people wrong, why can't they accept what I say. I'am a dreamer, yet I'm a realist, I know my limits, I don't overstep my boundaries, if that makes me a coward then label me so. Some of us have wild goals, we may never achieve, and others have simple goals. I do not have goals, my goal is to live my life, so many people have ambition, but its for all the wrong things, it might start off with good intentions, but often times it becomes a power they can't control, whether it is money or the means they go to make it, and the steps to take it, and the people they squash to make it. If you have ambition good for you, but when you achieve your'e goal dont let it change you, be the one you were before you had the money and the power and the means to get most everyhing you want. So no I'm not disapointed in

Bacon-wrapped Cinnamon Pork Loin
2 tablespoons peanut oil 1/2 C pine nuts (pignoli) 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1/2 onion, diced 2 tablespoons chopped cilantro 2 tablespoons chopped fresh mint 1 tablespoon sesame oil 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 3 lbs. boneless center-cut pork loin, butterflied salt and ground white pepper to taste 6 slices uncooked slab bacon meat recipes, beef, pork, lamb, rabbit Serves 10 Preheat oven to 350°F. Heat the peanut oil in a small skillet over medium heat. When hot, add the pine nuts and garlic and cook, stirring, until lightly browned, 3 to 4 minutes. Transfer to a medium bowl to cool. Add the onion, cilantro, mint, sesame oil, and cinnamon to the bowl and stir to blend. Rub this mixture all over the pork loin. Roll the pork loin into a cylinder, tying in places with kitchen twine to keep it closed and uniform. Season with salt and white pepper; wrap the bacon slices around the meat. Place the pork on a roasting rack set in a medium roasting pan. Roast for 50 min

Well I Am Not Doing As Well As I Would Wish **trigger Si**
Well it had been close to 3 months since I last cut but two days ago I slipped and made 20 cuts on my left Forearm near the wrist. all shallow and not really bad I am once again having to ware by wrist band to hide the marks but some were made in a location I cant hide without long sleeves. I am Depressed and feeling mildly suicidal but am making it through each day barely. I had just had a major fight with my fiance and I just could not deal and I cut my arm, and then the next day I felt like shit for having resorted to cutting and to rid myself of those feelings I cut Again (doesnt make alot of sence but ooh well )

He Says More
“He Says More” You better believe in me ‘Cause in time you’ll need me Life into you I have breathed Through my word you shall take heed For I am filled with jealousy When you choose a life of hypocrisy You will receive a lot, not just for show From whom all blessings flow My kingdom will be your safe haven You are saved in spite of all the misbehaving I will answer that knock at the door Stay with me still “HE SAYS MORE” Whom have I in heaven but you Give me praise in all that you do I am with you always Even to the end of the age I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked The coming of the son of God has been predicted For why should you die O house of Israel By grace through faith all shall be healed Worship puts God at the center of our vision Wisdom, knowledge, and understanding as well As humility and hope is the key to the ignition I know your works see I have set before you an open door Aren’t me blessed that “He Says More” Amen… A.I.R. 08/28/

My Sons
“My Sons” Two wonderful sons I couldn’t ask for more Precious God’s gifts the two things I adore Daddy gone but I am with you in Spirit Why I am away I know you don’t get it Forgive me for leaving you fatherless That don’t mean you should love me any less Joy and completion I have found in you There is nothing in the world I wouldn’t do To see my loved ones really pull through Remember me and forget me not If I could I’d be your shade when it’s hot Stay true cause nothing could break the bond between us I love you soon I’ll be there to put you on the bus I’ll never give up cause the job of a father is never done To you I send all the love that resides in me “My Sons” A.I.R. 8/9/03

Quotes
“Quotes” They always say fake it until you make it But how can you do that when life is so hectic The apple never falls from far from the tree What’s good for the goose is good for the gander you see He who laughs last laughs best Pray for the best and give God the rest The sky is the limit that’s true I must admit The grass is always greener on the other side That’s what they say so don’t ask me why If at first you don’t succeed try and try again The dog will always be mans best friend A stitch in time saves nine Patience is the virtue of mankind All things come to those who wait Love lasts as long as it takes There’s no time like the present Marriage is adventure, not an achievement What’s meant to be changed just can’t be changed Each day is different but they’re all one in the same Freedom is better than anything else Him who does not honor his wife dishonors himself I myself always say whatever floats your boat Hey didn’t you just enjoy the way I used the

Unfair
“Unfair” The lens in which we view our long suffering Are clouded with confusion is so frustrating Retribution is a common assumption Nice guys don’t finish last after all They just stand longer when pinned against the wall Does life really sound all out of tune I guess that’s why we can’t learn to commune Our hearts are the battle grounds for struggles fought We can be treated justly at least that’s what I thought As I recount the thoughts simmering under the surface An ill-affected and belligerent world I can’t face Is getting worse God help us for goodness sakes Violence covers our children like a warm garment Equality nowadays is beginning to be irrelevant How can we as a nation fill these profound holes That is deep rooted down in all of our souls Is my faithfulness actually truly worthless Like a stone tossed into a calm smooth lake The rippling effects of failure I can’t take In due time we will tie those lines that bind At least that is what our ancestor

A Blustery Day!
I woke up this morning to hearing wind and rain. The news talked about how California was going to be hit hard by many storms over the next 5 days. The rain doesn't scare me, it is the 55 miles per hour winds that scare me!!! It is crazy. It is supposed to get worse. I just hope our roof doesn't blow off our house! Our pool is full even though it self drains when it gets to a certain level. It is just filling up too fast and it is sloshing around. My cat is acting crazy wanting outside. I let her outside and then about minutes later I opened the door and she came flying in! I have so much work to do. January is my busiest month for work. Last night I found out that my stupid step sister has not been doing her part of the job for the last few months which makes me have to do even more this month. Oh well. Even if I have to work 10-12 hour days, I can get it done. Why I ever think she is capable of doing anything is just stupid on my part. Well, I just wanted to

A Really Cool Fu Needs To Level!
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Way Too Much Shit
so i have to move sometime soon so im going to get rid of a lot of shit clothes and crap that i have im gonna donate most of it if anyone has anything they want to get rid of let me know or if there is anythig you need let me know because i may have it.

Love
Boy i lay awake at nite wondering why then i start to cry.... wishing you where here holdin me so dear but yet i fear... Your so far away and theres never gonna be that day when we find our way... juss kno from the start I will never part cuz your forever in my heart.... This is jus how I feel Im being so real cuz this is the real deal ... I've been lookin for your love, cuz its sent from above and thats whatcha call real love By:J3NNiiF3R

It Just May Happen...
Last night I dreamed I started my own business. It was an advisory service based on Biblical Financial Principles. My boss (today's his last day) is starting almost the exact same thing. I told him of my dream, what I wanted it to encompass and why. Him and I went back and forth on different ideas etc. What he is doing (unannounced to any one else here including upper management) is what I have always thought about and then dreamed of last night. Now him and I are getting together Sunday to get into the nuts and bolts of how it works. Apparently all the vacation time he's been taking (he's had 2months saved up) was to start his business and begin building clientelle. I've as a hobby started working on seminar material which he's seen and loves etc and with my background in helping a small business and a department hear at my present employer get off of the ground it looks like this thing just may happen! As a manager goes he's the greatest I've ever worked for and actually t

One-pot Tuna Pasta
One-Pot Tuna Pasta For the ultimate in convenience, the pasta and the sauce for this great streamlined dish are cooked together in the same pot, and chunks of canned tuna are stirred in just before serving. You can have a delicious home-cooked meal even on the busiest weeknight! Credit: ILovePasta.org Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 1/2 cups water * 2 chicken bouillon cubes * 1/8 teaspoon black pepper * 1 teaspoon fresh basil * 8 ounces elbow macaroni, uncooked * 1 (4-ounce) jar pimentos * 1 (9-ounce) package frozen cut green beans * 1 cup skim milk * 4 ounces reduced-fat cheddar cheese, grated * 1 large can white albacore tuna packed in water, drained * 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley Directions: Bring water, bouillon cubes, pepper and basil leaves to a boil in a 4-quart pot. Gradually add pasta so that water continues to boil. Cover and simmer for 7 minutes, stirring occasionally. Meanwhile, dice pimentos. Stir

Pain
tears of joy tears of pain i have nothing left to gain just a life full of pain and whatever remains cuz nothing ever stay the same u should be ashamed playin all them head games are u really gonna point the blame ooohhh please god let it rain and make him feel an oz of pain by:JENNiiFER

Is The Rest Of The World Our Problem?
The way I see it, almost every country in the world that matters doesn't really like the U.S. I don't understand why this is. Without us the rest of the world would probably fall apart because we aren't there to police them, buy there products or give them help in the time of crisis. I think if the next President really wanted to shock the world they should bring every member of our military back within our borders. That means all of our military bases around the world would shut down. This would criple the communities around the bases. All of these Soldiers could be deployed along our borders with Canada and Mexico. The rest of our Soldiers could be put into the airports as security. This would hinder the ability of terrorists and illegal aliens to cross our borders or get into our country. As for the oceans, we have a very large Naval fleet that can patrol our entire coast on both sides and the gulfs down below. This would stop the drug runners from bringing their stuff in v

Old Poem
The Metaphor of Rain From the glass barrier, water drops hit the outside and somehow seem to touch my cheek Sliding down, and down... growing bigger 'til each drop falls to the ground to slide down the long green blades of grass. From the bars of the window pane I am only a character in some bigger play and each drop, drip...drip... only takes one more second to watch one more second from my life when it captures my eyes and I slide to the ground and on to act two where I stare from the glass... again. There's a reason~ I long to be that reason why you walk slowly in the rain while everyone else runs your hair matted down, taste of hair-spray in your mouth leather coat~ covered in memories of drip...drip... Maybe if I was the rain, Oh, I'd love to be the rain to touch the soft locks of hair to rest upon your porcelain skin and feel your fingertips when you brush me away Oh, I'd

New Poem
Turn the radio off- I want to hear the wind in the trees... the sun coming through the window and resting upon my face... I want to hear my tires rolling along the highway in sync with the pounding in my chest the crunch of the leaves as miles pass beneath me I dont want to miss a word in guitars and drums... I want to hear every memory seeing you revives...although i never forgot. Turn the radio off.. I drive- with nowhere in particular i need to be that feels nice.. nowhere enjoying a moment for myself.. to catch up with what I've lost.. Pieces of me spread among where i need to be.. ...not always where i want to be. i drive.. replaying moments of life you dont want to forget moments that steal your breath away that make you feel suspended with no desire to be grounded Turn the Radio Off.. Dont miss the sound of the creek passing over each rock the weathered leaves finding refuge on the cold ground the nervous laugh

My Thoughts Of You
There isn't a moment That my mind don't wander to you. There isn't a night That I don't fall asleep thinking of you. In my dreams You will always love me. I long to hear your voice For it always made me feel good. I long for your touch And the tenderness in it. I want to feel your gentle kiss And the love behind it. My heart wonders if you love me Or have I hurt you too much. Will I ever feel the touch I long for? Only time will tell if I will Ever be in your Loving arms again.

This Is To The Ladies Out There
As being a part of the male population, I feel it is high time that all you ladies be recognized for you being you. It doesn't matter whether your a domestic Goddess, Corporate Goddess, Submissive Goddess or any other term you wish to apply to yourself. The truth being for a long time I feel you have been under appreciated, that is sad in my eyes. I imagine I will get feedback, and really it matters naught. I first want to apologize for the crass, brass, the egotistical, vain, the down right dirty, and sexist behavior you have had to endure. Just for a chance at being a friend. Truth be told without ladies there really would be no men. We come home at nite and lay our trust in you, you are our peace and love and comfort. And yet does the man notice or acknowledge? Probably not. You go about your day work hard at what you do, and still at night have the time to share and be the love to someone. Be the arms that holds them, and there to build the other back up to face the next

Dream Energizer
Welcome, and wake up! This is not a dream but something between that and reality Wake up if you dare! This is not the regular nightmare! Before your eyes the world will change Slowly take you down to unknown places Welcome to a world that's only yours Wake up if you dare and just follow me! Leave me alone, my dreams speak to me or am I still awake? Leave me alone, I'm in my own threat, I'm a victim of my mind, let go! I fooled you, I warned you though, I won't let go before you've dreamed all your dreams I'll play you, you want me to... You ask for more, you want to know Leave me now, I need to know I'm in control Leave me alone, leave me be within my private fantasies Let go! I told you, I won't let go I want to show you what dreams can do for you They'll free you, they'll open doors, they show you all you want to know As some is light and some is dark, dreams can be both, they have two sides! Fear, I am your fear deep inside [Fear, face all your fea

New Year
A new year and new beginnings, right? Sort of... I am thrilled that 2007 is over. Last year was a whirl-wind of ups, downs, screw-ups, joys, and sorrows. I don't regret any of it, and hopefully I have learned from my mistakes accordingly. So far 2008 has given me new hope, new friends [[hugs them all]], and a new peace of mind that was not their previously. I feel more change in the air. I know it's coming. I am actually looking forward to the upcoming semester. I received two of my text books in the mail today: 1. Applied Linear Regression Models 2. An Introduction to Behavioral Endocrinology. I have to take an undergraduate class that the department requires, and of course my thesis/research class. I also think I'm finally adjusting to my medication. It's taken 2 1/2 months, but I'm finally good with everything. That is all.

Written For Dirty Dawgg And Kitty
This poem is for you my friends, What i would give to be close enough to see. to drink some tea under that tree. What i would give to wipe away the tears chase away all your fears. and bring you some cheer. What i would give to hear you laugh see you smile, so many miles makes it so hard. I want to cry. This poem is for you my friends for every rose that never grows, I will always be there to show you that i care. What i would give to be where you live. This poem is for you my friends hope it never ends. Just like that star you are so far. What i would give to drain the sea, so i could see, you smiling faces, I know it wouldnt be a waist. What I would give to flatten that mountain, so we wouldnt have to climb I know it wouldn be a waist of time, cause I would be closer to you. This poem is for you my friends What I would give, To be close to you, to make you smile through these miles i know it would be all worthwhile, even if it was just for a d

Why Do I Try So Hard?
I dont know, I know this is a bad way to start out 2008, but I cant help but feel as if I should maybe stop tryin to show love where it isn't wanted. All I keep gettin it pain and heartache, and that isnt what love is about. He knows how much he means to me, what I wouldnt do for him, and yet, there is still something in him that I fight for. Why? I dont know. But Im getting tired of trying and putting so much into something that he doesn't believe in. Yes, he is my best friend and he claims I am his. When he tells me he loves me, I believe him, but there is that small piece of me that wants him to love me the way he once did, when we were together. I know you can not make someone love you....I guess I hold onto that hope that he does. Maybe one day....but in the mean time should I keep trying? Should I let go? Either way...it kills me inside.

Guy
Bremmer, Guy Thomas PV2 Ypsilanti, MI Age 23, passed away Sunday, December 23, 2007 due to an automobile accident. He was born October 1, 1984 in Ypsilanti, the son of Hank Bremmer and Joyce (Andenoro) Cisco. Guy served in the MI Army National Guard. Survivors include- one daughter, Ashley; his mother, Joyce Cisco of Ypsilanti; four brothers, Brian, Shawn, Abraham and Travis; and maternal grandmother, Estella Andenoro. The funeral service will be 11-00 am Saturday, December 29, 2007 at Stark Funeral Service Moore Memorial Chapel with Pastor Gordon Moore officiating. Cremation will follow. The family will receive friends at the funeral home 3-9 pm Friday. Please sign his guest book at www.starkfuneral.com. Stark Funeral Home Obituaries This is very painful. I knew his mother when she was pregnant. I saw him for the first time within a few days of his mother bringing him home from the hospital. I helped his brother babysit him and his brother Travis on more than one occasion. Its

Sending To My Resumes To Virginia!!!
I just playing surfing over the google.com and looking for a job in Virginia!! I found out my old job's partner but all same workplace for me! I already sent out my resume to them! I hopeful they see that my resume that I was working other place but same business in other state!!! WOOT!! I hope so I could be back to work!! Then I will sweep out all my old bills out!!! I told my GF about it!!! She say hopeful they hire me!!! Thanks Mike!

Histrionic
The screams seem desperate Almost unavoidable Piercing to the eardrums Embedded into the core of the mind The pleading that follows Almost as real To the untrained eye But there is a plot beyond To make you see What is not really there And to look away From what lies beneath The self that no longer exists The tired, scarred, small child In need of protection from The truth behind the forced hysteria

Graduation Celebration Cruise
I know I know the big bear trip isn't even done yet and I've got another trip planed.... I'm graduating in approximately 24 weeks!!!! In celebration of getting my MBA I invite all of you to join me on my Graduation Cruise. 3 day cruise to Ensenada on Carnival Cruise Line DATE: May 16-18, 2008 PORT: Port of Long Beach COST: 350-400 per person/ double occupancy For more details contact me :D

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Tips For Us Ladies In 2008
Tips for us ladies in 2008 1. Aspire to be Barbie - the bitch has everything. 2. If the shoe fits - buy one in every color. 3. Take life with a pinch of salt... a wedge of lime, and a shot of tequila 4. In need of a support group? - Cocktail hour with the girls! 5. Go on the 30 day diet. (I'm on it and so far I've lost 15 days). 6. When life gets you down - just put on your big girl panties and deal with it. 7. Let your greatest fear be that there is no PMS and this is just your personality. 8. I know I'm in my own little world, but it's ok. They know me here. 9. Lead me not into temptation, I can find it myself. 10. Don't get your knickers in a knot, it solves nothing; and makes you walk funny. 11. When life gives you lemons in 2008 - turn it into lemonade then mix it with vodka. 12. Remember every good looking; sweet, single male is someone else's ex- boyfriend!

Souls Companion
I have lost my soul's companin, A life linked with my own; Sadly I miss your footsteps, As I wander all alone. God is good He gives me strength, To beat my heavy cross; He is the only one who knows, My sad and bitter loss

Timely
Bored, so I ended up writing a quick short story loosely based on Doctor Who (British TV show, brilliant). -------- ‘Now, what were you saying again?’ ‘it’s quite simple, really. You see, time is Relative. Actually, not only time but all of the varied dimensions. However, that’s really not important right now. What is important is that by discovering that truth.. If you can accept hat all dimensions are relative, the next step - The vital step in the creation of this device - is only a matter of getting the job done.” ‘Ah, so here comes the pitch. Just how much will this job cost the institute this time?” ‘Oh, just the usual tea and cakes, guild scale plus half, etc.’ ‘Plus HALF? My dear sir, with your last invention we paid you half of Guild normal, and now you wish three times that amount?’ ‘Of course I do. After all, the last gadget only allowed us to see into the past and future times. With this one.. Yes, with this one I will be giving the institute - And by ext

Ebon Dark
Within this pit of pitch I sit. No one near, none else here. Dark and dank, cold and crying, my soul, a hole, desolate and dying. Shouting out all about, silence echos drowning out the memories of a life and love now lost and alone. No light, no sight, only ebony black embracing tight. To slumber and slip away, forever giving sway to fates unflinching might. Sanguine drips, painful grips, ironic quips trips crashing thru my mind. I shall stay and play and pray that deaths comforting warmth is kind and never gone.

The Redskins Will Beat Seattle
First, look at how easy a schedule the Seahawks had, then look at how hard a schedule the Redskins had but yet, they are only separated by one game. The Seahawks only played two playoff teams this season compared to the five that the Redskins played. The Seahawks had a cakewalk schedule but only managed to go 10-6 while the Redskins had a difficult schedule and went 9-7. Seattle lost at home to the Saints for goodness sake! I am a die-hard Redskins fan, I saw every game they played this year, every game they lost could easily be blamed on one person, and he is Jason Campbell who turned the ball over more then a sleeping insomniac. Well, Jason Campbell is hurt and Todd Collins has stepped up to the plate. Throw in all the other things like the Skins playing passionate football with Sean Taylor on their minds and you get a recipe for a Skins win over Seattle. I do not know where the sports people get some of their experts from but after Seattle loses tomorrow, they should hire me.

The Reasons I Love You
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearin

Help My Sister Lone Babe
please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get.. thank you all and as always Come Luv Me pic is link to contest

Ten Random Facts
Ten random and probably useless facts about my world. 1) If you ever see me using the phrase "playing with the weasel", I am probably not perving out. I have two ferrets, named Sid Vicious and Mad Max who take up a fair amount of my time being needy little social bastards! 2) I am one of the handful of people, in this world, who mourn the loss of the original formula for Ambien. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know it was sleeping medication. That's why I was given it, and that's why I took it. But, God, I have never had so much fun in my entire life! 3) My adult beverages of choice are, in no particular order, vodka - Red Bull, Crown and Coke, Guinness, and Heineken. But, if you're buying, by all means, house draft and bottom shelf liquor is fine! 4) I cannot sleep without some sort of white noise filling the room. The sounds of a fan, air conditioner, or heating system are fine. But, short of those, I'll end up turning a radio to a station that has nothing but static and sleeping wit

What Do You Question ?
why is it, that you are never truly thankful, till you lost what you are thankful for? i once heard, when you say " i love you" that is your feeling. Which doesnt matter much at all. Its what you do that matters the most. No matter what the lie is, the other always knows the truth. And no matter how much it hurts, to always tell the truth. why is it, its the truth that never gets told. and when it does its like a volcano exploding. what is it we are all so afraid of ? we say we hate lies, but condone them. we want to hear the truth, but keep the silence. We want to talk about our feelings and find a resolution, no matter it be good or bad. But never do, and just ignore the facts. why is it we always settle and never reach and strive for our goals? do we think they are unattainable? and if we do why is it ? when before they were our dreams and we would of done anything to achieve them ? why is it we resist to be what our parents and grand parents and ancestors

From My Gurl Sunshine :)
A bulletin of hers from Myspace - I know I'm young an naive. Its no excuse for my behavior sometimes though. I'm very protective of MY things and MY people. I really don't know where I'm GOING with this blog, but I feel to the need to spill my guts - BlAH I've come to realize with the help of my girl Nancy (( LOVE YOU )) that you cant control the past, the past is the past and you have to make of it what you will. Whether you like it or not, its something that has happened. You can either let it go, or be a mind control freak and keep yourself down because of it. Things from someone ELSE'S past shouldn't bother me. Nor should MY past bother anyone else right? I've now become a firm believer of the following: The past is the past. Cut ties with those who DON'T matter, and don't hurt those in the future by keeping the past ALIVE. " It is what it is " - I, 99% of the time can't stand this phrase for the simple fact, people use it in the wrong manner. ( I just fu

Sunrise Sunset The Stars And Clouds
I look into the clouds, take a deep breath of fresh air And I think, Wow I feel at peace Then it hink i wish I had someone to share this with I watch the sunset, radiant with color Everyday so different, so unique Just like the thoughts in my head From one to the next, minute to minute I lay in the grass gazing at the stars Shinning so perfectly, twinkling just enough Just like my thoughts provoking me to think what I think To making me so unsure of what it is I think, I think Feelings go thru me as fast as a falling star thru the sky Sunrise is here, as brilliant as the suset was Different in so many ways yet the same in other

Older Women
After being married for 44 years, I took a careful look at my wife one day and said "Honey, 44 years ago we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10-inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a Hot 25 year old gal. Now I have a $500,000 house, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 65 year old woman. It seems to me that you're not holding up your side of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to go out and find a Hot 25 year old gal and she would make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10-inch black and white TV. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve your mid-life crisis. Have a great Day

This Is For You
love and resentment can be felt together at one time alone and crowded can be felt together at one time happy and unloved can be felt together at one time not all things make sense sometimes the pain is unbearable understanding what is going on is almost impossible sometimes hurt comes from where you least expect it sometimes love comes from unordinary places Just because the North star shines alone doesnt mean its not loved a mist the storm comes a new strength uncharted territory means braveness the ones closest to you dont judge you never say i told you so, never say ur wrong they are just there to listen just because your not her shinning star doesnt mean your not someone elses shinning star doesnt mean no one else cares and loves you one moment the sun will shine thru her windows she will see she missed that sunny day wondering what she can do to get it back. but no matter what she thinks you

Why
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Becau se their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties.) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy.) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never h appened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you ar

Vip Give Away
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Fd Up Day
Today as sucked a fat babys dingy, my alarm clock kept changing time so i woke up a hour early, the weather in Cali SUCKS today. My girl is pissed off at me, cause Im a idiot sometimes. And my boss is a SOB, told him to shove it up his ars when i left the shop today...lol. Hope everyone else had a wonderful Friday

Tribute To Nice Guys
This was sent to me today.. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart /funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style. This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage on

A Gift Of The Heart
Letting People Know You Love Them It's easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone's life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words - I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry

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Dear Roommate
I am crying... no I havn't been hurt physically, no I'm not sad, no I don't want attention (just the opposite) I am so fucking pissed off and frustrated that tears are just pouring down my face. I am screaming so loud and so hard and I want to smash my head into a brick wall just to make it stop! In all this I am still not heard. Just leave me be! He still askes the same question that I said I dont fucking know! I am no genius, yeah I am smart, but I didn't write the damn software to make it work for you! Can I just be alone sometimes and not have to jump to fix something of yours? Why is it I cant just talk to someone online, or lay down when I hurt, no I have to fix your shit! And it's not asked of me it's expected. Ask you asshole! and give me a break when I say I need to stop! Take a break from it when your pissed and stop yelling over the smallest shit and calm the fuck down.

When Two Souls Meet..
NuttinButtSexxy When two souls, which have sought each other for, however long in the throng, have finally found each other ...a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are... begins on earth and continues forever in heaven. This union is love, true love,... a religion, which deifies the loved one, whose life comes from devotion and passion, and for which the greatest sacrifices are the sweetest delights. This is the love which you inspire in me... Your soul is made to love with the purity and passion of angels; but perhaps it can only love another angel, in which case I must tremble with apprehension.

Tough Street-racing Law Nabs 85-year-old
TORONTO (Reuters) - A new law meant to help crack down on young Canadian street racers in their souped up cars has nabbed an octogenarian in his Oldsmobile. The 85-year-old man is one of 2,300 drivers across Ontario to be charged under new legislation, designed to combat "street racing, stunts and contests," since it came into effect three months ago -- and he's the oldest. The man was pulled over after allegedly driving 161 kilometers per hour (100 mph) this week on a main highway north of Toronto, where the speed limit is 100 km/h, Ontario Provincial Police said. "It really doesn't matter the age of the person or whether they're trying to race another car," OPP Sgt. Cam Woolley said on Friday. "The consequences of the crashes and the laws of physics are always in effect." Under the street racing legislation, a person is charged if they are driving 50 km/h more than the posted speed limit. "Street racing was probably a bad title for it, extreme driving probably would ha

What Do Men Not Understand????
Okay..............Lets try this again, shall we???? Where does it say in my about me to add/fan/r8 AND Cam please????? I believe it doesn't SAY Cam is ok.... You men need to read *About Me* there is nothing about camin' addin to yahoo or *make honey* none of that.........So why send me a message sayin add me yahoo msn ect so we can cam???? I will make myself Clear 1 (ONE) MORE TIME........I AM HERE FOR FRIENDSHIP.........NOT TO SEE SOMEOTHER GUYS PENIS, HIS BALLS NOTHING THAT I CAN GO SEE WITH MY HUSBAND! DO NOT SEND ME A SHOUT, PRIVATE MESSAGE, NOTHING, IF IT HAS TO DO WITH ANY BODY PART OTHER THAN UR FACE, OR FOR FRIENDSHIP...........I WILL NOT TELL THIS PERSON'S NAME.........BUT............THE NEXT DAMN TIME I WILL EXPOSE YOU MEN FOR THE PIGS YOU ARE, I AM KEEPIN A LIST... I AM NOT AND STRESS N.O.T A FUBAR WH0RE AND NOT CARE TO SEE ANY MAN'S PENIS EXCEPT FOR MY HUSBAND'S.... THX SO VERY FREAKING MUCH !!!!

Explaining Hahah!
i can`t believe i have to explain this to you ..you great fugly moron! you ft me alone..i left you alne...you now bother me so instead of me being mean back...i am love love kissy kiss! der!the more you g me the more i will go on how i love you and your baggy balls ol` man! and tell your mum hi from me!

Stop Drop And Roll
THIS MORNIN I GOT UP LIKE I DO EVERY DAY AN HEADED TO THE FRIDGE FOR SOME CAFFINE. THEN I WENT TO THE COUCH . I PULLED OUT A CIGGY AN PLACED IT IN MY MOUTH AN STRUKED MY LIGHTER, WELL TO MY DISBELIVE AN SHOCK SOME ONE HAD SET THE FLAME WAY TO HIGH AN POOF THERE WENT MY EYEBROWS , AN HAIR . I JUMPED UP AN STARTED SHOUTING IM ON FIRE WHAT DO I DO ?? MY ROOMATES LAUGHED AN SHOUTED STOP DROP AN ROLL(BIG JERKS) YOU BEST BETTER BELIVE REVENGE SHALL BE MINE BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAH*COUGH* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Never Good Enough!
All I need in my life is to be concerned with me and mine! I don't give a crap what y'all think about what I do in my life, I mean I'll do what works for me. I don't need to lose weight or any dumb shyt like that. I've lost a lot of weight lately... like I need someone telling me I eat too much. Love me for who I am; not what you want me to be! I'll never choose you over my friends, and I deserve trust when it comes to my relationship with him! You should except that he is a part of my life and he loves my kids! He is my bestfriend! You didn't even like me, you had more interest in my girl friend anyway! I say... "What the fuck ever!"

Naked Dog Armpits
I have to say that I love my dog. When im feeling blue or trying to figure out what all this crap im going threw is supposed to mean, he is right there besides me. He dosnt care if im a mess. He squirms right up next to me and licks at my tears. he lets me rub his naked armpits, they are always warm and somehow very comforting.

A Friend's Offer
Reposted from a friend: I am offering 10,000 fubucks for 200 comments! please help! I only have a week left! Here is her link: So if you are able to help bomb her she will pay you.Here is her profile link as well: Nyha "owned by Slave Mistress Broken" & cherry eater@ fubar

Words
I have always been the type of person who if I am going to say I am going to do something then more than like it will be done. Or if I saything I am honest bout it. I am getting sick and tired of people who tell you something then act like nothing happend. You know if you dont mean something then dont bother telling someone. To me thats playing with someones mind games. If you truely care for the person then dont play mind games.

2007
07 is gone, right to the past it crept on, yet moved too fast no more pain its done without pain nothing won a new year is here leave the old behind without a tear you can't rewind Though so much was taken and I feel And I feel I could break my minds been shaken its allmost too much to take but in the end ... I feel myself awaken Look for tommarrow Each beautiful day cast out the sarrow and believe you may the future untold a mystery as such allways be bold you can never live too much Don't grow cold look for that touch that steals your soul break the mold that feelingis grand life is waiting in your heart mind, and hand.

Do Me A Favor.
Not that I dont enjoy and appreciate gifts and such but... DO NOT buy me things, VIP's, Blasts, Tickers, etc, If you expect any special treatment in return, hopeing for special treatment is ok, demanding it or guilting me into it? no fucking way. You might GET special treatment if I CHOOSE to give it to you, but dont ever EXPECT anything. Your not buying my fucking friendship, You either do it because you want to and your nice, or dont, simple as that. Because anything else means you were doing it to use me. Im not easily manipulated. That shit pisses me off.

Contrary To Popular Belief
I have heard this a lot, "You are such a sweetheart." I keep saying to them, that is because I have been given no reason not to be. My Ex could tell you different. To all those that think I am so sweet.............here is a dose of reality. A trip into the mind of someone scorned. My Ex's boyfriend, who was my best friend, and a man I called lovingly, "Brother," has been in the hospital all this last week. His pancreas is shutting down, diagnosed severe diabetic, and has a concerning heart condition. He won't be released till sometime late next week at the earliest. And as she was telling this to me on the phone.............I was smiling. Honestly, I hoped for death by gonorrhea of the mouth, but if this leads to his demise, I say, one down...........one to go. At one time, I would have cared, at one time, I'd have understood her not taking care of her children at all so she could spend every moment there, even though the kids should be first and need her too..........at one time, I mi

No One-alicia Keys
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry cause Everything gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for I know some people search t

Wise Words Of Buddha
"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it." --Buddha p.s. thanks Mike!

Do You Have Talent?
Im looking for someone to design me a angel with hornzz back ground with me in it But being creative with my photo's, If you have what it takes, Ide love you 4 ever, Ill trade fu bucks for it If I like and will use!! Thanks Jenn

My Husband Thought This Was Funny...
WHEN WOMEN DON'T PUT OUT (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it. One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while

There's No Place Like Home. (page 7 - Part 1)
There's No Place Like Home. (Part 1) To unravel the mysteries surrounding ones own purpose in life or the meaning of life itself is a fantastic voyage leading to yet many more questions. I distinctly remember a time when I feared the world of dreams. Each night before bed I'd lay and wonder just who or what I'd have to witness in my slumber, what horror and terror lie behind the curtain of black. Many nights I was rewarded with scenes that will forever remain etched in my memory. Dreams from as far back as 2 and 3 years old still haunt me daily. How do I remember these dreams? Why do they reoccur? What do they mean? I used to ask myself that quite a lot actually, and still do. In the beginning it was very colorful and the location was very similar to where I lived as a kid at that time and age. I remember the sound of The Fuzzy Slippers Truck and the color of purple it was painted with the white horizontal stripe and some blurred logo on the side. I remember

Vamps
VAMPS GALORE - WIN A 7DAY BLAST ARE YOU A VAMP? ARE YOU SEXY? I'LL BE RUNNING A CONTEST TO SEE WHO FUBAR THINKS IS THE SEXIEST VAMP. SEND ME A MESSAGE STATING YOUR DESIRE TO JOIN, I'LL RIP YOUR PIC AND LET THE BOMBING BEGIN!!!! YOU MUST HAVE FANGS...BLOOD IS OPTIONAL...I RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY PIC!! CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS AND WILL START AS SOON AS I HAVE 10 ENTRIES!! SEND ME A MESSAGE IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS!!! 1ST PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 7 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 1 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE MALE/FEMALE : 100,000 FUBUCKS

Out Of The Mouths Of Babes
Ff you need a laugh, then read these Children's Science Exam answers. Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reache

Remaining Positive?
(Actually written 1/2/08:) I saw a bumper sticker the other day and was puzzled slightly by what it said -- "Those who abandon their dreams, will discourage others." Although I wrote it on my hand, and later on in my datebook journal I received as a Christmas gift, it just didn't make sense to me until today. After all, eventhough I haven't achieved all of my dreams, I am still the cheerleader encouraging and empowering others to be able to move forward with their own dreams. Today, though, I indeed had a v-8 moment and realized just what the bumper sticker could possibly mean. For my living, I am an advocate for those who may not necessarily speak up for themselves. Currently, I have found myself being an advocate for the elderly as part of my vocation and passion and, as a rule, I truly enjoy what I do. One client though I have been struggling with to keep upbeat about it. When I first started going to this client a few weeks ago, I was shocked by the care of his room

Godmother
Hi All, I really need all my family, friends & fans help. 238,939 Points to go! I would like to reach Godmother by 8th Feb 2008. All luv shown will be returned when i get the chance. Luv ya all, but most of all my baby. Love you so much Paul, & thank you Baby for making me so happy. luv Di aka Pink xxxx

Mended
She walks unto her fathers alter, With a tear strickin face. Holding forth her heart. For him to mend up for her. He reaches out his gentle hands, And wipes away her tears. Softly her pulls her close, Embracing and kissing her forehead. He places his gentle hands, Around her broken heart. Granting her comfort, In her time of need. Softly he whispers, Fear not my child. I will patch you up, And take away your pain. She becomes overwhelmed with peace, And watches her broken heart. One by one the cracks, Each began to scar over. He removes his hands, From her scared heart. Nods to her, And says I love you!

Learn To Love
this one touched me and stood out... Learn to love Learn to love challenge, and you'll fill your life with accomplishment. Learn to love effort, and your skills will grow more valuable with each passing day. Learn to love making a difference, and doors will quickly open for you wherever you go. Learn to love giving freely of yourself, and you'll receive more fulfillment than you ever could imagine. Learn to love being the authentic person you are, and everything you do will be infused with integrity. Learn to love whatever work you're doing, and that work will bring abundant rewards. Learn to love beauty for beauty's sake, and you'll discover a wealth of it in places no one else would even think to look. Learn to love unconditionally, and there will be no limit to what your love can accomplish. Learn to love life just because it is, and each day will be a grand new adventure. Learn to love the moment you're in, and you'll find richness in every direction. Learn t

What She Thought Was Not What It Was...
She woke up in the morning to find that her master had left her a special note. She was very excited because he had said hello that morning as well. She readied herself and she was on slave cloud 9. She went through her day... thinking and planning and wondering what would please her Master on this day... She was prepared with a gift as well. But she also thought of their arrangement...besides she was just a lowly slave and he was Master to do what he pleased and she had no say... she was bound and determined to be anything that he wanted her to be. Still with love, devotion, and determination in her heart she saw later that night while at the Masters feet ... she had been wrong about the message that was sent to her. Yes she was there ...and there with him.. but the message that she received that morning she saw in several other places. At that moment her heart just sank. She thought and hoped that one day he would feel the same that what he wrote was for her and for her

Sorry..but Won't Be On Much Today
Hey everyone...I just wanted to tell you all quickly that I won't be on much today...I am getting married in April and I have to go for my wedding dress today...I am hoping to make it on later, but until then...love ya guys and have a great day...

ñêw ¥êår, ñêw Jðß
Alright! It's finally 2008! But, where in the hell did 2007 go? Did it not seem like it flew by? So here is how the New Year is starting off for me... a few weeks before the January, I lost the job that I had due to insufficient hours. I started looking for another one the same day. It took 3 weeks to get my first interview... 3 WEEKS! So finally found a great job as a Merchandiser at a beer distrubition company. Im loving this job. All of the guys I work with are great. It's like a family, not the typical jerk-off's in a warehouse. We joke around with each other, play jokes on everyone... even the 2 supervisors will do pranks. He said a long as we have fun and get the job done, he has no reason to say a word to us. Fun times in the warehouse. Now, as soon as my CDL classes are done, I will be put on a route to start the actual Merchandiser job. Until then, I get to train on the lot for 2 hours for the CDL test, then work in the warehouse the rest of the day. Love the job...

Somethin' To Ponder
Pig Hunting” - Here is something to think about. There was a Chemistry professor in a large college that had some Exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back And stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country’s government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, “Do you know how to catch wild pigs?” The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. “You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. Wh

Come Have Fun With Us-naughty Parties (the Bikers Way )lounge Come Join
meet the crew best around- Money and Corvette Giveaway WE ARE GIVING AWAY A CORVETTE AND 10,000 FUBUCKS. IT WILL BE ALL NEW MEMBERS WHO JOINS WILL BE ENTERED AND WHEN WE HIT THAT MAGIC NUMBER WE HAVE PICKED WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED.SO COME JOIN US AND YOU COULD BE A WINNER ONLY WAY TO ENTER IS BY JOINING THE LOUNGE SO COME PARTY THE NAUGHTY BIKER WAY WITH US SO BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND JOIN OUR LOUNGE AND MEET ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS NAUGHTY PARTIES (THE BIKERS WAY )LOUNGE COME JOIN CLICK ON PIC TO LOUNGE

Suxs To Be Me
Why is it that when i meet someone, they always have a boyfriend or live 3 states away, or just wanna be friends. Will i ever get to find the one to give all my love too I can wish and hope, but that only go's so far. Yup suxs to be me!

Life's Promise (poem)
You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will always be true.

How To Write A Book About Your Childhood Without Sounding Like A Whiny Little Bitch
I've been contemplating this whole book prospect for awhile now. I've also been trying to figure out what the fuck it would even be about. I'm really annoyed at the way Generation X (my generation) has become a bunch of crybaby pussies who whine about how shitty their childhoods were. No shit, everyone had it rough. So what? Welcome to growing up in the 70s and 80s with parents who were either poodle skirts and fonzie jackets or smelly free-love hippies. You think any of those people have a clue how to parent? I feel sorry somewhat for the kids that result from the generation after mine... raised on Nintendo and RPGs and getting no education on the subject of child rearing beyond tv shows like the Osbourns or Jerry Springer. It's pretty scary to think about. So about this book... I think I've only touched on my childhood dramas in my blog - usually I just discuss what a failure I am as an adult. I do think it might make for an interesting read though. The trick would hav

Our Christmas Tree
So the story behind the Tree...I moved in May 2007. The place I am in is SO small. a close friend of mine lived behind me. She offered to store my Christmas Things in her attic until December 2007. That was nice right? Unfortunate turn of events....She left her Husband 11-30-07. My Christmas Angel plus everything else is now captive in a mans attic I really do not care for..lol (she is fine believe me!!) We traveled the next day and it made taking down our Christmas mess a lot easier this year. I know I got some poor comments on the pic of our tree this year but we did our best. I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday Season and good Luck, Prosperity and Health in the New Year!!!

Seriously.....
So I'm irritated.... because I have a friend... who I consider a very good friend... and well when shyt got bad for me she was there. Well why is it that people feel the need to bring up old shyt? When she is pregnant and doesnt need some stupid stress and they wana go act like little kids. Leaving stupid ass comments and acting like stupid ignorant assholes. What is the point in leaving a damn comment on someone's pg just to start shyt? Is it really necessary? And is it really necessary to go and start acting like a damn 10 year old when you are a grown ass man? OMG act like you are grown up instead of going and acting like a child. DONT like what I have to say? THEN GO TO HELL BECAUSE I DONT CARE :) *my ranting because im mad... dont read if u dont wana hear it*

Just What Is A Cowboy?
Being from TEXAS People online ask me if I am a Cowboy..My answer is unequivicably YES....Then I am asked if I wears Boots and a Hat.....Most people dont know what a real Cowboy is..Boots and a Hat Do not make a COWBOY..Being a Cowboy is a way of Life..A Cowboy is not judged by his Boots and HAt...A true Cowboy judges people by "How they Ride"..The most important Ride is Called LIFE...A Cowboy grabs Life by the Horn and Holds on....You never know how high Life will jump...nor how low to the Ground it will go....But you just have to hang on and experience all that it has...We only come this way once so it would be a Shame not to experience all there is !!!A True Cowboy also "Rides for the BRAND" Meaning he is Loyal to his Frineds and Family..Loyal to his Convictions..Loyal to his Heart !!! Sometimes the Brand can be a harsh taskmaster..But a COwboy will always stay loyal even when he stands Alone against the Majority..He will stand Tall and Proud for all he beleives in !!!A Cowboy Lo

Atm Safety
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on FOX TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists. Please pass this along to everyone possible

Neighbors Puppy
"Excuse me if I'm butting in where I do not belong its really not my nature so please don't get me wrong." "I just couldn't help but notice tho you don't seem aware that you've a darling little puppy in a prison over there." "Your with holding food and water so he's edgy and uptight nobody comes to visit so he barks both day and night." "I just wondered, whats he guilty of? What has this puppy done to deserve to loose his freedom and the right to romp and run?" "Why on earth is he imprisoned and how much time must be served?" "Please tell me what it is he's done for this to be deserved?

Destination
Happiness is not a destination, it is a method of life. Sometimes we find ourselves thinking I'll be happy when I get married or when my child is old enough to go to school. The truth is, happiness doesn't arrive as the result of s certain event, it comes when you decide to laugh more, take yourself less serious and focus on enjoying your journey instead of reaching your destination.

Game Playing
I do not understand you but I love you just the same you'll always be a part of me but I will not play your game. For playing by your rules is bound to only bring defeat the game you play can not be won so I shall not compete!

Re: Rangers 2 Dundee Utd 0
RE: Rangers 2 Dundee Utd 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 05 Jan 2008, 17:52 Goals from Steven Naismith and Barry Ferguson secured three points for Rangers and put Walter Smith's side top of the SPL for the first time since September 23.Smith stuck with the starting eleven that had earned three points at Easter Road last week after an impressive display in Edinburgh.Despite the quality on show in that match and United coming off the back of a 4-1 over Hearts it was a slow start to the game.After a well observed minute's applause in memory of Phil O'Donnell it was a subdued beginning to the first half with both the teams and the crowd struggling to make any early impact.If anything it was United who made the better of the early possession. Noel Hunt forced a corner in the sixth minute but Barry Robson's delivery was poor and his second attempt was well cleared by Davie Weir. It was just the wake up call that Rangers needed thou

Saturday
1012am Ok so it rained last night. It's cool. All i know is, I guess the year has started ok, even though it's the 5th day of the year. I haven't cried since my car accident. Actually I haven't cried since before then and I am quite happy about that. I've shed too many tears last year and all for good reasons. Well a lot of them shouldn't have came out, but I can justify them all. I know I shouldn't... I should go back to the gym. I haven't been there since the night before my accident. Actually, if you didn't read the post, or blog, before, then you don't know what accident I am talking about. In mid-December, my car was involved in an accident. I was actually sleeping, when it happened. A drunk driver in a van hit my neighbor's car which, in turn, catapulted on mine. Ouchies! I know!!! Oh well... that's life. It was the biggest bang in 2007, well in my personal space. Sucks huh? I'm just ranting on and on, and I shouldn't. I'm just bored.. hence the blo

Judge Not Upon Appearance
You can't judge anothers character by the color of his skin for the body's just a package to house the soul within. You can't judge credibility on just appearance sake so why should color, shape, or size any difference make? And yet their are so many who are still preoccupied by whats upon the surface rather than inside. Its so unfair to draw conclusions based on what you see instead of on ones merits and their personality.

Tired Of Bullshit
Do you ever just have those friends or family that you'd do anything for and you would give them the world if you could, but they dont seem like they give a damn. I just am getting sick and tired of trying so hard to please people I mean I'd walk a thousand miles just to make someone happy or if I could help them I would in anyway possible...so its left me laying awake at night thinking of how much I hate people who lie to me I mean it doesnt make me dislike them it just gets to me that they can't be honest at least once about something. That they dont know that Im a strong person and that I can take the honesty... I care so much about people so easily I wear my heart on my sleeve way to much and I need to learn to stop it. But I only want the best for people even if it means I have to give up what I feel for them I dont know what to do I am starting to guard my heart so NO one can get thru... in order not to hate myself or the world around me. I give up no one else cares so why should

My Wifey Loves Me:d
I (OhioBBW) am offering anyone and everyone 10k fubucks if you leave 200 comments for Honeyshine in the following contest. Please make sure to private msg me (no shoutbox msgs accepted) when you are finished! My link is below! Please click here or on her picture & leave her some luv!! Any & all is appreciated! I'll offer 1k for anyone wishing to leave 100 comments but you will get 10k if you leave 200, you can do this daily! Thanks so much!! This Notice is Brought to you By: OhioBBW & Honeyshine (repost of original by '**OhioBBW** ~Fu-Wifey to Honeyshine~' on '2008-01-05 10:37:54')

The One That Holds My Heart
Between you and me there's a love that has started, so real and warm hearted, so rich and so rare, a feeling so glowing it just keeps on growing, and both of us know it will always be there. Between you and me there's a love that's so treasured it just can't be measured or mapped or defined, a spirit that binds us, a pride that reminds us that when we are together, we are one of a kind Between you and me there's a once-and-for-all love, a nice to recall love, the best there could be, a closeness and caring

Half Full/half Empty
Why is it you embrace so tight such negativity? Only seeming to see the worst of it all in all that there is to see. A constant clouded perception on the darker side of things weighed down by the heavy sense of it all that such dread and depression brings. Don't you think that it might be better to arrange a little room for a bit of positive thinking instead of impending doom? Every cloud has a silver lining and there's a possibility when viewing without the blinders that even YOU might see... Past the gloom in the distance the sun is shinning bright cast aside such negative thinking and bask in the utter delight! You can view the cup as half empty or prefer to view it half full the choice my friend is yours to make which opinion you let rule.

People
Have you ever noticed, people are just not happy unless they are making someone else miserable? Why do we have to go thru life hiding who we are to appease everyone else? I was recently left a message saying, that I should not have "Proud to Be Cherokee", because I am not full blooded Cherokee! Why shouldn't I? Should we not be proud of who we are? I am very proud of who I am, and who my ancestors are. So for this rude person, (and I know they will be looking!) For your information, am a third Cherokee, a third German and the rest is Dutch and Irish. I really don't find this to be anybody business, but I felt compelled to set this person stright. I can prove the Cherokee and the German. I have traced my family on the Cherokee (which is on 2 sides of my family) to have walked the Trail of Tears, from North Caorlina and Georgia. From the way the family stories go, my family was beaten, brought into slavery and the women raped on their way to Arkansas and Oklahoma. Where they s

Venture Out
Dare to trust those dreams your dreaming on but a chance that they'll come true. Hold fast the hopes that your heart longs for refusing doubt to limit you! Walk the path that beckons to you while others choose more traveled ground seek out your own direction don't blindly follow others round. Be proud and be determined search out a better route explore uncharted waters BE BRAVE and venture out!

Blessed
When my days been long and hectic and my patience has worn thin when my weary butt's a draggin' and I've no strength left within, when my mind feels much too troubled at the close of the day quite preoccupied by worries that so heavily do weigh, feeling certain I could crumble 'neath the burden of it all afraid if i should stumble I might not survive the fall. Then just as I am nearing the very end of my rope darn near out of energy and almost out of hope like a knight in shinning armor your there to rescue me to mend my wounded spirit so very tenderly. To touch my soul so deeply as my troubled hearts caressed refill me till I overflow indeed i know I'm blessed! What ever toll the day may take one thing I know for sure life my rob me of my strength but loves there to restore!

What A Night....
I went to karaoke last night....and something happened. I don't know what, but i only had four beers and a shot, and i was DONE!!!! Usually i can drink like a fish, but one of my best friends said "maybe you got drugged" and i was like ok. How do you know if you were drugged? I mean i couldn't hardly walk last night, i was tired by midnight, i barely remembering singing any songs last night. I also did eat a very very big meal before i went there to sing, so you think it could have been that as well? Hell i have no fucking clue what just happened to me. Can you all give me some info on what it's like to be drugged if you ever have been, WHICH I HOPE IS NEVER!!! I just can't believe someone would do this to me, if they did drug me...I'm one of the nicest guys you could possibly meet. What the hell happened to me last night???

What Happened One Night...
Ok, to understand this you have to know two things first. 1. In Germany you are only allowed to let your car idle for 1 minute. After that you are supposed to turn it off. 2. This happened in OCT. 2001, when US forces in Germany were still on high alert after 9/11. There was a lot of false sightings and "noises in the woods" calls, so everyone was watching around more than normal. Like all good Army stories, it starts like this: There I was, no scheise (look it up it's German), driving on patrol in an MP vehicle (Chevy Corsica) at night near Frankfurt Germany. As I drove around in circles.....before I got my free doughnuts and nightly nap LOL j/k , I saw a silver in color 2000 Jeep Cherokee running in a parking lot near base with its parking lights on. I didnt notice it much then since it was a US vehicle in a US Housing Area. Later on though, I passed it again and it was still running.. (REFERENCE : 12 hours driving in BIG circles) then I got really curious because now it

Cleaning Out Frineds And Family List.
For all you friends and family that never talk or retrun comments rates etc. are goin to be deleted off my list. most of you added me just for the points. so this is to let every one know for those of you that don't keep in touch will be deleted from friends family and fan list. dont need fake ass friends. if your going to add me just for points dont bother.

It's So Hard!
I am so tired of struggling. Tired of this emotional and financial pit I am in. I bust my ass working to pay the bills and it is never enough. I just don't know how much more I can take. Sometimes I just want to run away and let the chips fall where they may, but I just can't do that. I keep trying and keep failing. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Redneck Vasectomy
An Alabama couple, both bona fide rednecks, had 9 children. They went to the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed." The doctor gladly started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make the decision--why after nine children, would they choose to do this. The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of them could speak Spanish. "Git-R-Done"

Barbie's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, Listen you ugly little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here by next Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list for 2008: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to cheap out and MOLD imitation underwear to my skin? It looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man ... maybe GI Joe. Hell, I'd take Tickl

Weather
I Got this from one of my Aunts today . Now she only lives a bit more than 2 hours from me . .Contrary to public opinion...this is NOT sunny California...we do not surf...we do not live on the beach....and the sun does NOT shine 365 days a year and it does get colder than 35 degrees. No-- we have had wind, (up to 60 mph- gusts-- sustained at 35)..we have had rain...about 2.5 inches in the last 24 hours...(not a lot compared to Georgia)...we had had cold (cold to us) temps...about 38-40 and expected to get colder with the third storm coming in....we do have electricity tho...even tho 100,000 people haven't had it in at least 24 hours.....in Butte County... Our canvas and steel gazebo ended up on the roof of the family room...taking the wood stove chimney for a tipping party....(yes the gazebo was anchored down with cinder blocks..which we have discovered can be moved by wind gusts)....we had a 60 foot cypress tree in our patio..uprooted...at lest 3 sections of the fence are gone...and

No Power For 2 Days :(
What a pain in the ass! Our power went out yesterday morning after I wrote my blog on here. I thought it might be out for a couple of hours. NO! It didn't come back on until about 45 minutes ago. I have never been with out power that long as far as I can remember. It was a very bad storm wit high winds and lots of rain. It has rained off and on today but the worst is to come tonight and it is supposed to be a 5 day storm. I am worried that I will lose power again. You don't realize how spoiled we are until we lose something like electricity and phones. Then we act like big babies without them. LOL I am one of them though! At least we have a good heater and it heated up the house pretty fast. Earlier when I had to go to the bathroom, my butt was cold from the cold toilet seat! hahaha Guys have it easy. So it has been an interesting couple of days. I need to go pick up my son from the movies. Luckily the movie theater didn't lose power. It is quite busy there.

Alone...
I am in a crowded world. But still I am alone. People are looking towards me. From what I see in their eyes, They don't truly see me. They make themselves busy talking to me. Never do they take a moment to truly listen. Some do try, but always fail in the end. I am a simple person, not very hard to understand. Yet people fail to see who I really am. Sometimes I try to make them see, to understand me. My tries only end in frustrating me. Why do they fail to see me? I fail in the end, Instead of the friend I seek, an enemy I find. Years spent adrift upon this human sea, Finds me searching constantly looking into eyes, Hundreds upon hundreds do I seek Signs of recognition, only to find none. In this vast sea of human life, I am alone. ~Paulette~ 1-5-2008

It's What I Do...
Well hell... sorry... Life sucks.. but get the fuck over it.. Time is numbered for us.. Live life to the fullest.. I know a bunch of people say that shit but... it's true... Why not do what you want to?? And why not do what makes you happy? it isn't like we're immortal.. and have a long life ahead of us... we don't.. Be happy.. and do what you want...

Pot, Pots Or Just Plain Potty.
Miracle, don't ask me why, I don't love you any more. Why, don't ask me why. Fleetwood Mac. Annie Lennox. The track before that. Blue Guitar or something. Rheo Speedwagon maybe. Don't get me wrong, Once in while.?? Oh that says it all, talk about rambled, scrambled and forgetful. Thank heavens for YOU HAVE RATED THIS blah blah, or everyone would end up thinking they had a stalker. Miracle is not in it, it is an absolute humungous modern scientific happening of the, er, what is better than miraculous? Oh, I cannot think and it has nothing to do with the wine. It is word recall or lack of that is the problem. I kid thee not there is a deficit and it is not all in the mind. Well, it could be something to do with all the pot I have seen today and it is a good job this is not virtual cyberspace or I would be with the circling kites, spliffing their differences and getting high on more than just ozone. Oh, thank you for nothing, the word has come and gone but it was there. No,

An Awesome Poem
Strip For Me She said she wanted to have sex with strings attached; Only to her arms and wrist. Said she had, had her heart broken far too many times to even consider walking down that road again She said she only wanted to partake, in the physical. Said she, wanted me to fill her chest, with my treasure; Then afterwards, pretend like I had never even met her. But there was something about the way her insides taste after they had Marinated over night, that made me ponder What it would take to have this woman wake up next to me Every single morning for the rest of my LIFE To abandon my fears of abandonment, To make every woman who has come before her a blur! See the Fact of the matter is I want to reinvent the wheel with her. I want to find different reasons to be in love every single minute That's why I contemplate different positions to keep her interested Each and every single time that I'm IN IT! That's why I treat her sweet like Holy Water.

Real Or Not Real Fubar Friends ??
I find myself adding people who i meet in lounges and stuff and have fun talking to them too, then after rating them and addng them to my list, it seems like they dont talk much to you after that are they being fake or just want to add you for the numbers on their lists??, I know some have a busy life too like we all do but still aint it polite to talk back when someone says hi to you??, guess not for some. Im always thinking bout life and how its a learning phase, online or not there will be drama somewhere else, like myspace, or yahoo etc. If your a real friend be true to yourself and to others, then you will find out who your real friends are!!

Hellllllllp
50 Sponsored User - Someone who has shown consistent support for fubar throughout its lifetime 100 fubar Supporter - Someone who has helped out fubar along the way so who determines these two titles is it by points or by money spent or is it fubar staff that decides?? who can answer this question..i dont have the answer and have been asked

If Your A Parent Read This. It Is Important:(
Today in Lower Michigan, an innocent is lost. He fought bravely and with all he had in his little body for two days, but death made his call. The boy was 10years old. I don't know him personally, but my heart goes out to you lil one. 2 Days ago him and his little brother was playing. They was playing with daddy's Shotgun. They didn't know better, didn't realize it was loaded. It dropped on the ground and went off...The boy was shot in the face. The Family has my sympathy. I am asking and imploring all you parents who have children and Guns...For God's Sake store them away locked up and get trigger guards on them, please I am begging you don't let another innocent die needlessly. Parents those children have their future in your hands, please do the right thing....

True Love
A baby, born of Mary, A legend, before His birth; A child to grow into a man, To prove what true love is worth. He was a man more full of purpose, Above all other created things; The light of man, the son of God, The one true king of kings. And, on common roads, He'd walk with us, The weak, the poor ill-fated; Shedding light on true importance, With the words of God He stated. Then He'd prove those words with actions, Restoring sight and life to dead; Giving hope to those in jaws of hunger, With an endless crust of bread. He would give His strength, His heart and soul, Though our world would give Him strife; And when it seemed He could give no more, He would give His very life. He would allow the torment, of His body, His own flesh to fill the need; Of every man, woman and child, Even those that made Him bleed. And He'd cry out for His father, Feeling forsaken, from above; Yet, never would He begin to bend, Though broken, for our love. Hung fro

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you have sex with me? 19.Would you dance with me? 2

My Beautiful Amazing Mother
Your passion in life was to be the best mom and grandma, and that is exactly what you were. I told you I loved you often, but wish I would have said it more. I wish I would have spent more time with you my heart knew your time was limited, denial set in and life went on. I know you no longer suffer, but I want to be selfish and ask for more time even if it's just a few hours. How am I supposed to go on without you? I miss your beautiful understanding blue eyes, your soft sweet smelling skin, your calm nuturing voice, and most of all your presense. I never knew one could truly have a broken heart, and since the day you passed I have. The pain of loosing you is too much to bear at times. However I will cherish the 33 years I got to spend with you, and hold all the memories over those years close to my heart I will let go of you but not your memory. Go on mom take that long awaited pain free walk with our Lord Jesus in the Heavens and I will patiently await the day we see each ot

One Missed Call
quite possibly the most predictable movie i have ever seen. i did jump once though which made chris laugh cuz i'm not a jumper. i spent the rest of the movie laughing and thinking of the new Indiana Jones that'll be out in may. love me sum Harrison Ford!

People Annoy Me.
I had a random invite then i shout at "them" asking "them" why "they" wanted to add me and well I didn't realize it but "they" blocked me... seriously what the hell? Ok and before that hapened I went to someone's profile and that person blocked me rated me a one and called me a cunt. when did fubar get assholes? I never get mad at people till now. God yes I blocked them. I had no one on my block list and now i have 2. That makes me sad. I marked it not safe for work since well... it's a venting blog. I know it's safe for work, but still maybe people won't want to read it unless they know me well.

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out! ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Injectab

Fuck Me, Rape Me, Do What They Please
It’s happening again. I know I can’t stop it. The anger The sadness Oh how I long for someone To accept me For who I am I’m tired of Listening to This shit The only way I can make This stop Is by making Myself hurt Even more The cuts appear More and more I wish this Would stop But to make Myself not Do this is Like telling Someone to Fuck me, Rape me, Do what they please With me Oh how I long For someone To accept me For who I am.

Welcome All!!!
I just want to welcome all you freaks to my world of fantasy. Climb aboard this train of everlasting pleasure.Sit back and browse through a list of come sucking, puzzy pumpin, booty shaking, back breaking, finger popping, I need to lick that, suck that, stick that, make it so good you want to slap yo mama, no sexual hang ups, tight skirt wearing, guys start swearing, don’t stop get it get it, don't stop.I said hit it!! kind of release we all need to experience. Be a friend, a friend with benefits, a soul mate, girlfriend, boyfriend or significant other. This page is open to all freaks and freakettes, bbw's, male, female, bi, gay, straight, dom, sub, tv, ts, if you got breath you have a home here. You feel me! OPEN YOUR MIND, BE FREE, EXPLORE YOUR GREATEST FANTASIES RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW AT : Madame Diva Chocolate's Fantasy World.

Hitman/hitwoman Name
Fire CrotchPeople Iced:FortyCar Bombs Planted:ElevenFavorite WeaponStillettoArms Broken:TwentyEyes Gouged:Twenty FiveTongues Cut Off:TwoBiggest Enemy:Joey Big-LipsGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Timberwolf2257
ykno.. I think some people just intentionally act like pricks to get into my blogs now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the latest addition to the list of bollock brains... (read bottom to top.. damn shoutbox.. ) timberwolf...: lol ->timberwolf...: uh.. wtf timberwolf...: trying to get warm want to help me ->timberwolf...: updating my online store.. timberwolf...: what you doing timberwolf: your sexy timberwolf: hi riiight... as im not in a particularly evil mood today (thank you Jay.. =).. stealing my necessary evilness! ) I'm pretty much just going to leave you with that... what a complete tool. The only way I would help him to get warm, is with the help of petrol and a match.

Just Checking In
hello friends~ I have been quite busy these last few days doing absolutely nothing. No appointments to go to so I just hung out here at the house. I did go to my friend's house today back in Greenwood for a baby shower for her daughter. I had a good time. It was good to be with my friends again. Next week will be a busy one for me. I have something to do everyday. Nothing medical until Thursday though. We all have a dentist appointment this week and I have to go pick up the kids' pic at Sears. I have 2 more biopsies on Thursday and a MRI on Friday. Please say a little prayer for me. I came online tonight to say hey to some of my (so called) friends only to find out one has blocked me...for who knows why? Well, I am done being nice. What did I do to you besides be nice and answer your questions about you know who...? I have tried to be friends and right now I need support not deceit. So you (you know who you are and I know you will read this) did hurt my feelings....bu

Break Me
They all tried and failed, broken bones and bruises. Still I go on living my life, because I want to live. Why do they try and "Break me", many have and they are no longer here. Survivor is what a I am, against all odds my entire life. Not strong enough, short and overweight, but my spirit is what keeps me going. For that nobody can break! God, my angel and I is what I have. So to all the demons of the world, you can all stop now. Because I just get stronger, what doesn`t kill you will do that. She tried to "Break me", and so did he. You know what, I spit in both your faces! Oh yeah, and next time try harder. But I know it want work, for no man or woman can.... "Break Me" !!!

A Rose By Any Other Name Lmao
A very sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wants her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were loose and flapping. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor."I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him, "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had the same procedure done some time ago." "And what about the third rose?" she asked. "Oh, that rose is from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears."

Women...
I'm going to take this time to spew my thoughts on women, and the gayness that ensues when dealing with them. I'll warn you way ahead of time, most of you won't like this, and in no way is this directed at all of you, but some will feel a little sting. If any of you ever wonder why alot of guys are assholes, I'm going to spell it out for you. I won't say all guys, but most of us start out as really nice guys. You know what happens with nice guys? Not a damn thing. There is absolutely no place in this world for a nice guy as far as relationships go, because they get ditched for some asshole guy. They have to become that bitter guy who just wants to fuck you just to get anywhere with any of you. I know all women say they just want someone to love them and have that story book bullshit, and guys generally start out wanting that too. Hell, I want that, but you know what? Guys like me probably never will have that. In my 27 yrs of life, I have never had a relationship last longer than 6 mon

2007 In Review
2007 REVIEW 1. Did you fall in love? No, just infatuation 2. Did you get any new best friends? Nope 3. Did you start dis-liking some one? Hmm, not sure 4. Did your heart get broken? Nope, just bruised 5. If you could change some thing about this past year, what would it be? I'd have to seriously analyze this past year to answer that. 6. Are you happy with how things turned out? Pretty much same as any other just a few highlights 7. Did you get any tattoos? Where and what of? nope 8. Did you get any thing pierced? Where? nope 9. What's your new favorite color? no new ones 10. Did you do any thing life changing? I don't think so 11. Favorite piece of clothing? none 12. Did you go to any parties? that would suggest I have a life 13. Did you have any surgeries? nope 14. Do you like our president? No comment 15. Do you support our troops? Yes 16. Were you in the relay for life? Nope 17. Did you get engaged/married? Umm Neve

Indepedent Woman?
Is there anything wrong with a woman who wants her own life? Own Money? Own car? Own friends? Great job? College Education? Why cant he understand that this is what I want and to just get over it? Ok So Im numb... Big effin deal. I get what I want and when I want it... why is that so bad to be a spoiled brat? I have worked my ass off for the things I have. I have worked so hard to be where I am today. I dont see him helping me scratch out eyes to get to the top. I dont think I need a man to be happy. Just some fuck buddies along the way. Haaaaa. jk. maybe. *sighs* Ok enough venting.

For Wifes And Mothers With Sons In The Service
Every time you go away my heartbreaks I know for you the same thing aches You walk into the sunset uncertain If you will be able to fix those who have been hurting. your love is for more then me its for your country to one day be free the honor you have received may one day be grieved I try to forget your leaving I just lie close to you and hear your heart beating. you're unselfish and mainly caring I'll near forget the love we've been sharing. now its time for you to go I kiss your face in the candles soft glow as you whisper, I love you, Good-bye I cant help but breakdown and cry As the door closes I remember your face Knowing no matter where we are our hearts will always be in the same place...

Your Eyes
I can see all that I Hope to be, in your eyes The whole world opens up Like the sea, in your eyes Giant waterfalls cascade Like fifty foot waves Where a sparkling river Flows free, in your eyes I see flowers as they Start to bloom, in your eyes The stars and the moon Are consumed, in your eyes As I lean toward your lips For your heavenly kiss I can see it will be Just us two, in your eyes.

Who Did Dis Shit????
ok i hate to be right now cuz im not a bitch for realz i can be if u push me to it and who eva it wuz pushed me to it so I wanna know who tha hell it wuz? So who eva had the fuckin nerve to talk shit bout me cuz first of all u don't know me or wha im bout. So who eva said im a SPY for LOC come forward and tell me ur betta off dat way cuz if i have to find out on my own u'll be sorry. Again I hate to had to do it for my own self cuz i don't play games i am all real and u will found dat out real soon. So if ur not skurred and u got some nerve come and tell me who did it if ya know or if u are the person who said it Tell me. Thanxs again and sorry to be a bitch. Deuce, Megan aka Dj Sexy Bitch or if u know me by SexyLilMamaNot4U.

This Love
How can I express this love? I feel deep in my heart. The silence that once surrounded me Has been lifted by your heart. Now I can see my future A hope that will be A home of happiness Filled with love for family And as you wrap your arms around me The sensation seems to grow The desire to always be with you To hold you and never let go. So I ask again, how do I express this love? My feelings I hold inside The simplest words will never do But only start the test of time. The time is forever going As our love will always be Not closed and in captured But open like the depths of the sea. To explore the majestic love affair That starts with you and me The beginning of forever Our hearts beating free Yet again, I ask, how do I express this love? The tingling in my soul Tugging at each life cord In hopes to never let go To build a life together A home a place to be With love and laughter A covenant built by you and me. This is how I express my