i dont even know where to begin im so madd rite now at everything and everyone my sisters cancer is back n they give her about 4 months the chemo only got rid of about 10% of the cancer in her body shes fucking 19 n she got married the 31st thats fucking bs man if anyone should b dieing it should b me my grandfather died the same day my sister got married he died in the morning she got married at night its almost fitting 4 fucking months....... how can u die 4 fucking months after getting married........and she fucking 19..... doing this shit for over a year we were all so happy thought it was all over then.......WHAM her fucking lungs r filled with the shit again im mad at the doc for not finding i in time im mad at her for not going to thte doc more im mad at god for doing this im just fucking pissed she is my best friend i love her soooooo much how can someone say shes not going to b able to gradguate highschool or go to collage or start a family the things shes wanted all her life she cant fucking have thats bullshit its fucking bs i want to scream i want to cry i wan to take her place cause i havent got as much going for me as shes got going for her the wourld wouldent miss me as much as it would miss her her being alive would have a larger impact on the world then mine y do thte good people have to die what is that going to do accept hurt people and deprive people of getting to know her im just to frustrated how can i be happy when shes going through this......how can i b thinking of starting a live with this wonderful man when shes about to die im sooo frustrated i wish it were me not her then she could live her life n b happy n have her family im thte loser im the bad seed im thte one nobody cares about but shes the one who had pland and a future i dont even wamt a future without my sister the world will b a dark lonly sad horid place without her i dont want to live in a world like that
