Fubar Blog Posts 4

Just A Recap Of My Profile Page
I have started seeing someone and that's the reason my NSFW pics are gone. If things don't work out for us I will NOT be reposting them. He is very important to me and I'm not doing anything to screw it up! so with that being said If your only my friend to see my pics then i guess you weren't much of a friend to begin with. And if you want to remove me go right ahead. I'm not going to lose any sleep over it! Thanks for taking the time to read this....Happy Holidays!!

Be Secure And Love Yourself
What is the point of a woman blocking another woman from her page? I have no interest in your page whatsoever but to rate you. Especially if I have never been to your page...are you that insecure in yourself that you feel the need to block me because I am on a mutual friends page? Or is it you are hiding something that I could probably care less about cause who are you to me? No one...that's who. Fubar is a small world so I'm sorry that we have a mutual friend (who by the way I'm not even on his friends list so I cna't leave him comments anyhow) but what is it with me? Do I intimidate you that much? I am no one and am not a threat so please don't flatter yourself by having to come to my page and block me. I am not coming to your page...lol.

Hey All
Hey everyone Just thought I would get this blog thing going lol. Anyway Not much been going on here in the boring state of Indiana. They are talking about more snow tonight and to be honest I hate the snow. well I really do not know what more to put down on here so I will just end it here.

My Birthday :)
so, the day after tomorrow (which is saturday, the 8th) is my 23rd birthday. :) i'm excited, you know why? because i get to go out with my love, Matt. and we are going to go watch our friend Ryan, and one of his bands play. and we are going to get wasted. lol it's going to be so much fun. do you know this is the first birthday i've ever had, that i've gotten to spend with my boyfriend? lol i've not had to many boyfriends, and the only one i did have during my birthday was in work release at the time, so i still had to spend it without him. oh well, i have the best man in the world now. so i'm really excited about this weekend. it's going to be great. :) love yas! Miranda

A Les Miles Christmas
Twenty four days before Christmas, in a state in the south, Les Miles was pissed as he opened his mouth.“Miles to Michigan,” was reported as fact. To which Miles responded, “Herbie you don’t know jack!” The Tigers had suffered a gut wrenching loss, At the hands of McFadden and the rest of the hogs. And Bo in his sweatshirt, and Miles in his Hat. Were determined to prove they were better than that! When the Tennessee Vols ran out on the field, There were ruckus applause from the mentally ill. Still in the locker room, Les told his team, “This season ain’t over. We still have a dream.” The hurt throwing arm of QB Matt Flynn Meant Ryan was the man they put their faith in. Then the fans all heard, what Les said in the Dome. “I ain’t goin’ anywhere. I’m happy. I’m Home!” The fans were still thinking “This might be a trick.”‘til someone pointed out “Hey, this guy ain’t Nick!” The Hat took the field for this championship game, And he brought all his Tigers, and called

Å RØ§ë Wïthïn
A man planted a rose and watered it faithfully, And before it blossomed, he examined it. He saw the bud that would soon blossom And also the thorns. and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant be burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and before it was ready to bloom, it died. So it is with many people. WITHIN EVERY SOUL THERE IS A ROSE. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns and the defects. We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential. Some people do not see The rose within themselves; Someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns And find the rose within others. To look at a person,

A Heart Kicked And Bruised >poem By Diana..
One heart slightly used. one heart that bled away one heart that feel apart. one heart that got burned ,abused. and bruised. one heart now lost/ now torn. one heart destroyed forvere more.. because the love it had known, moved on. one heart devastated was your words. one heart salvagable maybe. can it belong again. how does this heart start to mend? when it feels no warmth with in.? a heart broken into tiny million pieces, that has no love to be a replacing? A heart not pretty as before. its all black and blue crying cause of you. tattered and torn. it is cold now /not warm. twas broken , left alone. kicked into the dirt as if it wasnt loved. and you decided to move on. this heart be a fraction what it use to be, When it was alive , wanting thee. but its still a heart longing for love, that trully wants to be found By a special some one out there around, that will look down and pick my heart up of the ground, from whence you kicked it

Here's One For The Pimpin Staff!
Here's one for you guys! In recognition of the fact that ya'll work so hard and for little else other than the love of PIMPIN..we thought it would be nice to give you some mad props! Here's how it will work..each week, (and this is all for fun, not a witch-hunt!) the PIMPIN God will strike lightning from the sky, and there...where that lightning strikes will be a name..that name will be the staff member who's considered to have done PIMPIN proud that week. It's not based on anything specific i.e. it's not based on how many hours you spend in there, that would be unfair..it'll be based on several factors and all of it FOR FUN!! The winner each week will get a Pimpin certificate, mad props and a mystery gift *cue the Ooooh's and Ahhhh's*. You ARE eligible to win more than once...and at the end of the month, the winners will all be put forward for PIMP Or PIMPETTE of the Month. Details of such to follow shortly. Thanks for all your time, hard work and effort guys! Keep it Pimpi

A Beautiful Christmas Story
A Beautiful Christmas Story Three years ago, a little boy and his Grandmother went to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child Climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began, shooing her grandso

Å FÅthër'§ ÐÅy Wï§h FrØm HëÅvën !
Dear Mr. Hallmark, I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear A rather strange idea, I see everything from here. I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card A card of love for my father, as this day for him is hard. There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven. He is still a father too, no matter where I reside I had to leave, he understands, but oh the tears he's cried. I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know That though I live in heaven now, I still love my father so. He talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too, Memories our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do? My father carries me in his heart, his tears he hides from sight. He writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night He plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells He writes to other grieving parents

Santa Is Satan
So I saw a mumm about whether or not Jesus and Santa are one in the same... after some research (and vodka) here is my theory Satan knows all the stuff about when you are sleeping and awake good and bad all that...and Satan mixed up spells Santa so perhaps Santa is Satan and thats why he leaves coal... I mean there has to be an abundance of it in hell right? Not only that but the facts about Santa aren't good... 1) No known species of reindeer can fly. But there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not completely rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen. Demons are said to fly hmmm? 2) There are 2 billion children in the world (persons under 18). But since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle Muslim, Hindu, Jewish, or Buddhist children, that reduces the workload by 85% of the total - leaving 378 million according to the Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 c

What's Wrong With Me
I don't know if it's me or the medication but I've gotten to were I just don't care about anything.I've now got this problem were I Just don't want anything to do with people anymore.Don't get me wrong im not forsaking the world.I still care about life.Just i don't care to be a careing person any more. I've had several women flirt with me in the past two weeks and I give them this look like what the hell are you doing.It's like i've developed this hate for socializing. Hell I don't know...I still would like to find someone new to be with.Yet,Im just losing the ability to care.I need to find a new reason.

You Said
you said you love me you said you'd never leave me you said you'd never stray you told me you cared you told me you'd never lie you told me once i was yours now you dont talk to me now you dont looks at me now you dont say you care i know im not perfect i know im not pretty but i know at lest in my heart i will always love you

O Shyt Yea...real Talk Is Back
Yea aight i'm back wit this real talk shyt....well on this site n e ways...i think this needs to be addressed...see i've been off this site for awhile mainly cuz this joint gettin soft...what i mean by that is...everything and almost everybody on here now is bout money...it use to be fun meetin different ppl and all that ol good shyt...but now folks can't even say hi back when u talk to em...like what tha fuck is up wit that..i can see if you not online or somethin..and then i'll be like aight they'll get at me when they get on sometime..but most of yall be online tho..like why tha fuck you on my friend list then..you can easily delete me..so do me a favor..how bout you get ya head out ya ass...did you ever think that a person could just come with a casual conversation n e more....say hi how ya been what ya day like...none of that? Don't everbody wanna see T and A all tha time...pfft i'm lyin lmao but still folks don't try to focus on that tho seriously...speakin of that...i seen a lot

The Christmas Toy Train......
THE CHRISTMAS TOY TRAIN...... A FEW DAYS AFTER CHRISTMAS, A MOTHER WAS WORKING IN THE KITHEN, LISTENING TO HER SON PLAYING WITH HIS NEW TRAIN IN THE LIVING ROOM. SHE HEARD THE TRAIN STOP & HEARD HER SON SAY " ALL YOU SON OF BITCHES WHO WANT OFF, GET THE HELL OFF NOW CAUSE THIS IS THE LAST STOP, & ALL YOU SON OF BITCHES WHO ARE GETTING ON, GET YOUR ASSES IN THE TRAIN CAUSE WE'RE LEAVING!" THE MOTHER WENT IN & TOLD HER SON, "WE DON'T USE THAT KIND OF LANGUAGE IN THIS HOUSE. NOW I WANT YOU TO GO TO YOUR ROOM FOR TWO HOURS. WHEN YOU COME OUT YOU MAY PLAY WITH TRAIN BUT I WANT YOU TO USE NICE LANGUAGE." TWO HOURS LATER, SON COMES OUT OF THE BEDROOM AND RESUMES PLAYING WITH HIS TRAIN. SOON THE TRAIN STOPPED AND THE MOTHER HEARD HER SON SAY, " ALL THE PASSENGERS WHO ARE DISEMBARKING THE TRAIN, PLEASE REMEMBER TO TAKE ALL OF YOUR BELONGINGS WITH YOU. WE THANK YOU FOR RIDING WITH US TODAY AND HOPE YOUR TRIP WAS A PLEASANT ONE, & HOPE YOU RIDE WITH US AGAIN SOON.

Boyfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If yo

HØw ØlÐ ï§ GrÅnÐpÅ??
One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' &nb sp; television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: ' c! redit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' &n bsp; dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, "Sir". And after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, "Sir." We were before gay-rights, computer-

When Death Comes Knockin' (don't Answer The Door)
Here's a song I wrote, a while ago, have at it; This is one them songs I can see being done many different ways, except for the religious the theme is universal; I'd probably do it as an acoustic shuffle! A Pop singer, they sometimes sing about death too, would make the melody bounce! A Rock & Roll band would add electric's and maybe an organ or saxophone! A Country band would put it to a boogie beat! A Heavy Metal group would add a guitar solo, at 12 on a 1-10 dial, and curses! A punk band, old skool, would speed it up shout the words and out motherfuck the fuckin' HMers! These ain't criticisms I enjoy, something's, from all those genres they are the way I've found them! And I know all about generalizing! This the way I wrote the song last night, added a verse today, but my shit ain't written in stone! Willys cynical thought for the fuckin' day; What is a "genre?" Sounds, to me, like a French word for breasts! I.e., man did you see the fuckin' genres on that chick! WHEN DEATH

The Holidays
Ok its time for me to post another blog....I know I seem to make everyone cry when I post these...I will try not to get to bad...As we approach Christmas and we have gone thur thanksgiving we think about all the people that are not with us...Are service men and women and the passed on...I am thankful that I have the people in my life that I do and I miss the ones that are gone and not with us...New's Years Eve is the hardest for me because I spent Charlie's last new years eve wiuth him in Lathrop playing card games and drinking and just laughing and having a good time...Mattchew we deffinetly wish that you were her to be with your friends and Family and celebrating a new year with us..I know that I miss you very much and Can't wait till you get home...We are thankful for what all of you sevice men and women do for us to keep us safe and alive..And may all the people that have passed on May you rest in peace and know that some day we will see you again...All og you are always in my hear

My Name Is Mark
this is my intro so if u like what u c u can tell me add me or not it is up to u. IM 32yrs old from Chicago origanally my likes are movies and baseball ST LOUIS CARDNIALS SUCK. IM not on here to start anything if u would like to chat and get to know more feel free to ask

More Great Advice
Tell me who your best friends are and I will tell you who you are. If you run with wolves, you will learn how to howl. But if you associate with eagles, you will learn how to soar to great heights. A mirror reflects a mans face, but what he is really like is shown by the kind of friends he chooses. The simple but true fact of life is that you become like those with whom you closely associate for the good and the bad. The less you associate with some people, the more your life will improve. Any time you tolerate mediocrity in others, it increases your mediocrity. An important attribute in successful people is their impatience with negative thinking and negative acting people. As you grow, your associates will change. Some of your friends will not want you to go on. They will want you to stay where they are. Friends that don't help you climb will want you to crawl. Your friends will stretch your vision or choke your dream. Those that don't in

New Here
Hey everyone!! I'm brand new here, Looking to make friends,party and have a great time. I am a Pro Domme, if you know what that is we might just have something in common! Sendme a message or buy me a drink- Good Times!

Big Beautiful Woman..from Wikipedia
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh

Storm
I'm alive and well after making it through Sunday's nights - Monday mornings hurricane force winds! We had winds clocked at 81 but here in Montesano it was definately higher. We lost half our roof and our house even rocked back and forth at one point which was pretty scary! We've been out and about and seen first hand the devistation in Grays Harbor County. We got power back last night but there are people still without tonite. My husbands work was destroyed by the storm too. It's going to be a tight Xmas this year for us! And prayers go out to our friends in Centralia and Chehalis who are flooded out of their homes and lost everything! We lucky in comparison!

Almost Done!
OMG I almost am done with this semester's torture! I feel like a new woman :) Biology exam done, I am never going there again! Monday is history, and that teacher was about the worst I've had yet for a professor, but I can see the light!

The Station (followed With Video Reading By Sdsu Aztec)
THE STATION Tucked away in our subconscious minds is an idyllic vision in which we see ourselves on a long journey that spans an entire continent. We're traveling by train and from the windows, we drink in the passing scenes of cars on nearby highways, of children waving at crossings, of cattle grazing in distant pastures, of smoke pouring from power plants, of row upon row of cotton and corn and wheat, of flatlands and valleys, of city skylines and village halls. But uppermost in our minds is our final destination--for at a certain hour and on a given day our train will finally pull into the station with bells ringing, flags waving, and bands playing. And once that day comes, so many wonderful dreams will come true. So restlessly we pace the aisles and count the miles, peering ahead, waiting, waiting, waiting for the station. "Yes, when we reach the station, that will be it!" we promise ourselves. "When we're eighteen...win that promotion...put the last k

Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines.

You And Me Verson 2 (my Favorite)
You and me we have no faces, soon enough we will be dead and fading...away..you and me we have no lives to others we are nothing..you and me alone now..just waiting for the pain to over come us..slowing our minds are screaming.waiting for the pain to come over us..You and me we are nothing..togeather maybe we can come into something, lonley and fading sitting and screaming just you and me......screaming and crying life seems to unfair. But now we have each other...both our lifes coming togeather please make us into something....you and me we have no faces, life is fading death is coming..you and me we have no lives to others we are nothing..both so alone...just waiting for the pain to over come us.fighting and crying death begins creeping up..time running out, please let us be come one and make our selfs into something. Togeather and alone cuddled up and crying.slowly togeather we are fading waiting for this life to pass on by. I am ready come and take our lives and turn them into one.

Jessas Drama Stay Away Or This Is Wat You Get!!!!!!!!!!!
Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 9:27:16 AM): good morning Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:03:37 AM): seriously Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:03:54 AM): you yelled at my little brother over my spat.. when fucking carl started to "punk" him? Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:04:14 AM): wow... real mature.. its ok .. you yelling at kyle had no effect.. so keep bitching.. no one cares. go run along now.. Cassie Davis (12/6/2007 10:33:11 AM): if kyle is so important go be with him and leave us all the fuck alone Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:33:19 AM): LOL Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:33:51 AM): fuck u lmao. he is my little brother. who you crushed cuz you couldnt be treated right its sad you gotta try to punk him too.. damn.. cassie go fuck carl.. you two are perfect for each other.. Cassie Davis (12/6/2007 10:34:14 AM): i will gladly Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:35:10 AM): Jessa Farris (12/6/2007 10:35:12 AM): toodles Cassie Davis (12/6/2007 10:35:18 AM): look if you don't want all this drama why are you d

This Has To Stop!!!
This has got to stop!!! If we dont protect our children, who will? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This blog created by Sweet and Sexy Sissy

Enough Is Enough
Black Hurricanes It appears our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in Language that street people can understand because one of the problems in New Orleans is that regular folks couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I can hear it now: A weatherman in Houston says. .. 'Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category fo'! So grab yo' chirren, yo' Ho, be leavin yo crib, and head fo' da nearest guv'ment office fo yo FREE sh!t!'

Walking In The Snow
Yes my profile pic is me standing in the snow barefoot lol. I took it last year when someone didn't believe that I don't bother putting shoes on to take the garbage out ot the curb, or take pluto out.. or go to the car for something. So um.. yes it confirms I am crazy lol But is crazy a bad thing?

I Miss You Every Day
It's been 2 years since my world crashed in, 2 years of every day missing and needing my husband. 2 years of forceing myself to get up and face the day, and thank god for my kids and now 7 grandkids, Cody 9 yrs, Sweet Jordan 7 yrs, happy Brooke 6 yrs, Fiesty Summer 3 yrs, Baby John 10 months who is named after you, And the twins Kayliegh and Hayden 6 months. I have made many mistakes over the last 2 years , and I have learned many things, But I try to remember the love we shared and the love I will always have for you until the day I join you, we had bad times , lord knows sometimes we wondered why we got married and why we stayed together. But the good times more than made up for all the pain ,anger and hurt that two people will always give to another person as they grow and learn. We laughed and loved, we grew together.We hurt when the other one was hurt, we went to battle when one was needed to protect the other, we stood together and back to back. We raised two g

Tired Of Being Lonley
i am tired of being lonley. i wish i had a girlfriend to share all of my happy times with and to share all my sad times with. i want to find a woman who likes the samethings as i do. or one who would be willing to compromise and work togeather to accomplish great things with. i want a woman who will not cheat on me, one who will treat me right. a woman who loves attention. a woman who will give me attention and affection. one who shows compassion when i need it.

Work
Well I am not sure how to start this one so I am going to wing it here... No matter what I do I manage to find trouble rather it in my personal life or in my work life.. Seems that I have been getting myself in to alot of trouble at work...Yeah well I am human after all right... Here is my issue! I like to think of myself as someone alittle bright and well I can manage to understand english for the most part anyway "spoke it all my life" EXCEPT when I was stuck in baby lang phase but that don't count I was still learning and that was well over 20 years ago! ANYWAY! I made a few mistakes at work and this type of thing happens but here is the part that bothers the hell out of me.. Why is it that I always seem to get stuck with a manager that thinks she is smarter then me or means more in the world then I do? Nothing irritates me more than someone that talks down to me like I am a child! Mind you I manage to hold my tongue and keep my pissed off thoughts to myself at that point, bu

Burning Multiple Times To The Same Cd
Generally, when you burn files to a CD once, you’re done — you can’t burn to that CD again. Unless you use this little trick: First create a new folder and give it a descriptive name (something like “burn baby burn!” Kidding). Now put the files you want to burn into that folder, then go to the Applications folder and open the Utilities folder. Double-click on Disk Utility. When it comes up, go under the File menu, under New, and choose Disk Image from Folder, and then when the Open dialog appears, find that folder with the stuff you want to burn and click the image button. A Save dialog appears in which you can leave the name as is or choose a new name (leave the other controls alone), and then click Save. In a few moments, a disk image of your folder’s contents will appear in the list on the left side of the Disk Utility dialog. Click on that icon, and then click the burn button at the top left of the Disk Utility dialog. When you click the Burn button, a dialog will appear asking

Christmas Bonus
Well I said that I would make a new blog on this one.. The company that I work for has been going on and on about how well we are doing as a franchise and that EVERYONE was going to get a X-Mas bonus this year.. Well all of us "employees" started to get all happy and thrilled about the idea we might acually get something back in return for our blood,sweat and tears right?? Well there I was at work "like I always am" and we were discussing the party that is coming up and well what all we were going to bring and yadda yadda. Well the manager calls us and lets us know that our bonus is going to be put into our bank accts tonight and to check how nice they are.. so excited yet questioning we all go into our crap online to look at our most recent deposit from the company.. LONE BEHOLD THERE IT WAS....... A WHOPPING DEPOSIT FOR $30.80!! WOW that is such a AMAZING bonus to us all let me tell ya... all of us about fell on the floor laughing that they took the time to even put this s

Pleasing,serving And Obeying
Hi I had a Master with whom i would do anything for him.He always had something else to do or didn't have time for his slave.It hurts so much to think about why he did this to me.I always thought that when you give yourself to that person that they would take care of you.thats what i thought.He was a better Master when he was in Tulsa,but when he moved to Abilene he changed drastically.he didn't have contact with me for weeks on time.I was the one who had to call him.He was not being that dominating with me there.He wanted to be a Master but didn't want the responsibility of having a slave. I was with this person for 1 year. Are all Masters this way? I hope not.I have a Master now soon to see.This Master takes the time to contact me and i do have to say this whether anyone cares or not.but i have been told i will soon be punished for not obeying him.Whether anyone reads this or not is up to them.and to each their opinion.Everyone have a great day

My Deepest Fear
Love turns to ashes as the story goes We've shared our ups and so many lows You helped me stand when I couldn't crawl Now you're not here as I start to fall How could giving up be so easy I guess you never even loved me So I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone, my deepest fear I knew not to trust my heart this time Somehow I got lost in your sweet sublime How many more times will I let you in Each time I die a little more within Starting over seems so futile I should just lose myself in denial Now I ask when, when is it my turn? And when, when will my heart cease to burn? And I pray but God turns his ear To leave me alone my deepest fear

Claiming The Fifth
I sit with this riff in my head and a drink in my hand not worth drinking a note not sung nor a though not said nor worth thinking I sit and drink and think and stink cause showers are for not stinking girl grab that chest lest we invest in thoughts not worth thinking I sigh and take break! I love this time that I can't find crimes in rhymimg or that what's worth taking all these thoughts I lost and now costs so much more than their ranking think of me now, as an amount that's worth more than the taking I show up watch the games and see so much love, more produced in commercials than promoted in the love for love making that hasn't been yet a bite, I bite my lip in the hopes that it's all worthis worth this time it's been taking, this is all in hopes for a hope that the most exhausted and time consuming thought worth faking!

Now Shes Gone
Last year i had the best birthday ever. my mom came home from the hospital last year. best present ever. this birthday is going to be really hard. its crazy to think it was six months ago that she died. it seems like just yesterday.

What Each Kiss Means
what each kiss means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Just Made It To 10,000 Comments Yay For The Help
yeppers made it to 10,000 comments only 30,000 more to go i know we can do this click the link and come help out make some new friends in the preocess here is the link click and bombs away

2007 Awards
2007 awards best romance~ with out a doubt the only and best romance i have had this year goes to kevin. hes amazing.. and its been the best year ever! Best new friends of 2007 katey gets this hands down that girl just listens to me and seems like that no matter how bad it gets and believe me sometimes the shit is so deep you need knee high boots.. eddie you are just damned awesome and yes i stole this idea from you.. Parnter in crime~ hmmmmm.... good one im not too sure about this one yet most faithful friend~ jojo- because shes is my best girl and always ALWAYS has my back even from five states away and Kevin- even if im wrong he has my back friend off the internet~ phillip- he listens as well as any person i see and call best comment and pic award~ lucy hers ALWAYS make me smile Most wild friend~ huh? i dunno eddie i think next to me but i dont count as my own friend so eddie from all the stories i g

Robots And Nurses~oh My!!!
Oh HELL Yeah!! This party is gonna fuckin ROCK!!! I have tickets available for this show!! If you want to go, send me a Private Message here on fubar. I MUST know if you will be there by no later than Dec. 18. If you miss this show, yer a PUSSY!! See ya there!! Silver

Polycystic Ovary Syndrome Symptoms
Polycystic Ovary Syndrome Symptoms Part of the problem when it comes to diagnosing PCOS is that many of the most common symptoms of the disorder do not seem to be related to one another, at least initially. In addition to menstrual problems, women with PCOS may suffer from acne, excessive hair growth, loss of hair, infertility, and weight gain. Of course, every woman is different; while one woman with PCOS may experience all of these symptoms, another may experience just acne and irregular periods. Getting a better understanding of just what the symptoms of PCOS may be will help you recognize whether you yourself suffer from it. Menstrual Issues PCOS often comes to light during puberty due to period problems, which affects around 75% of those with the disease. Infrequent, irregular or absent periods are all common variations, many finding their periods particularly heavy when they do arrive. The period disturbance is a sign that there is a problem with regular monthly ovula

The Forsaken
The controlled distances of a life gone wrong Killing the rhyme, a broken song Turn off the lights and leave this hall You reached for the stars but you hit a wall A minute thought of doubt in your mind With it you force my hands to bind Continue on with your fashions of self Seek after contentment, your image of wealth Around in circles, Hell bent on success Your soul too often forced to a test Bow to a power of greater importance Stop pleading with feigned ignorance Your malady of guilt causes concern Gripping so desperately to that which you yearn And so you're destined time after time To give in to your heart at the smallest sign

Lïttlë KnØwn FÅct§ 4
The name Jeep came from the abbreviation used in the army for the "General Purpose" vehicle, G.P. The Pentagon, in Arlington, Virginia, has twice as many bathrooms as is necessary. When it was built in the 1940s, the state of Virginia still had segregation laws requiring separate toilet facilities for blacks and whites. The cruise liner, Queen Elizabeth II, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns. Cat's urine glows under a blacklight. The highest point in Pennsylvania is lower than the lowest point in Colorado. Nutmeg is extremely poisonous if injected intravenously. If you have three quarters, four dimes, and four pennies, you have 1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar. No NFL team which plays its home games in a domed stadium has ever won a Superbowl.(DAMMIT IS THAT WHY?) The first toilet ever seen on television was on "Leave It To Beaver". The only two days of the year

Shit List
I recently began a journey into a lifestyle of 24/7 BDSM. This fits me well for many reasons. I’m a freak. I like to be constantly involved in mental foreplay. I love knowing that I can make someone SO delighted. It’s like Christmas every day! Because of this, I almost diverted back to being the lonely needy girl I used to be. Falling for all the wrong guys is a bad habit to start back into. Luckily my experience in relationships has stuck with me like riding a bicycle. Always pay attention to the red flags! I don’t care how enamored he has you or how right it feels. If there are caution signs going up around you, there is a reason! I had to learn this from my true Master. There is no need for this to be anything but a fun and enjoyable lifestyle. My former master seemed so comforting when he needed to be most. He showed nurture and support as often as the devil himself could. He acted encouraging and so rewarding. What could a man so wonderful possibly do so wrong? Isn’t that t

Start Off The Way I Mean To Go On
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

About Me
Ok Heres The 411 On Me I Am 34 Yrs. Old , I`m Hispanic(French,Irish,Indian & Spanish), I Have Brown Hair , Brown Eyes, i`m 5Ft. 11 In. I`m Not Giving Out My Weight lol You`ll Just Have To Guess On That One lol I Work On My HomePages My Websites And I Like To Meet New People I Like Making New Friends Male And Female And If Any Of You Would Like To Be My Friend And Get To Know Me More Please Feel Free To Add Fan And Rate Me And Chat And Get To Know One Another I`m Hoping To Find That Special Woman Out There Whether It Be On Here Or In The Real World Being Single Is Fun At Times But Gets Very Lonely Most Of The Time

Sorry!..
I'm sorry you said you'd be there till the end.. Sorry that you up and left and got with your friend. Sorry that I wasted your time. Sorry that I wanted you to be mine. I'm sorry we fought and I up and went away. Guess I got scared for come what way. Sorry I know all your personal things.. Sorry I never got back my mother's ring... Sorry I believed you said I was great. Sorry I ever said I wanted to date. Guess i'm not worth two cents like I thought... Guess I better put those bears in the fire that I bought. I guess I should have never broke my heart. I'm sorry I ever broke my heart. Sorry that the pain ever had to start. But, put the blame on me.. put the blame on me.. i'll carry the weight of the world on my shoulders put the blame on me. I'm sorry I work a dead end job sorry you ever saw me sob. just continue with your happy life and put the blame on me. it's ok just put the blame on me... akon you're not the only one with apologies...

Prince Andrew And Princess Colypsia
Once there lived a prince. Prince Andrew. He lived in the Kingdom of Ghettoville with his mother Queen Lillian and the evil King william the terable (and perverted) and his sister Princess Bethany. Prince ANdrew and his sister were close. they would do everything together. They would frollic in the flowers and and talk about everything. The most joy he had was when she would play with her friend Princess Colypsia. The young Prince would look out the window and watch as they plaied and laughed. One day Princess Bethany saw the young prince looking out the window watching Colypsia. SHe beconed to him She doth be of age and single. and they ran off. The next day Colypsia came over with Chaz the worrior and DRew his servent. Andrew decended the castle and beconed to her. "Mi' lady might we goi somewhere and talk without your Protecton?" "yes prince Andrew we shall" they sat on a waterfall and talked as the moon rose. The moonlight shon down on them and it gave Princess Colysia an Angelic g

Grandma
My son wrote this poem for his grandma "my mom".. In the Memory of Dorothy Jones From day 1 my grandma brought me in and welcomed me into her home she always would tell me that, I was like her own. When I was depressed and unhappy as a Lil kid there was no limit 2 the special things she did. She always said that she had a shoulder I could cry on that she was always going 2 be there but now that shes gone. Ima always keep her in my prayers. I remember the good times and bad times we had, but she never stopped loving me. She was special 2 every 1 in some special way. She loved to get together with all of the family and share stories, about when she was a kid. She was the sweetest person I could ever depend on no matter what it was. If i needed shoes she got them and if I needed clothes she bought them. the love I have for her will never part I loved her then I love her now but now that shes gone I know shes still with me in my heart. No matter what I did I

My Birthday
So today I turn 32. I don't feel any different. In fact I still feel more like I'm 26 or 27. Perhaps it's because I'm young at heart. Just a big kid. I'm not sure what I'm going to do for my birthday other than go to work. I'll think of something.

Help These People Level
Here's 2 that would like to level. All help would be appreciated. Thank you in advance. DJ LETTE NEEDS 3152 TO LEVEL Dj Lette Barbiiez playground owner♥P-Nasty Wifey/Wiccan Wifey@ fubar WESTCOASTRAVEN NEEDS 10,177 TO LEVEL WestCoastRaven@ fubar

Plz Help
can you plz help me win this contest i need 15k pic comments on my pic to win even 1 comment helps so any help u can give i will be greatful for thanks...ashlee aka girldeath69 okay a little has changed this is now a mini nsfw chat room if u will lol we are having so much fun i dont care abbout winning this contest anymore so cum have fun with us lmao

Poem 2
Love Conquers All Feels like the end when you're closer to loosing your dreams than loosing a friend flying blind I will take another shot in the dark who will I find and if it takes all my life I swear I can deal with every strife on my way tomorrow I will try again soon I will forget the pain of another rejection words can't speak of the feelings of pain they linger on and on and if it takes me a life time I will know it was worth every heart ache some where there is a place in your heart where the pain just lingers well I know the feeling all to well but love conquers all.

Poem 4
"Colors" Colors of the rainbow come about in the afternoon We hope love comes very soon, Colors is in our clothes shows who we are As people see us from afar, Colors we see in our eyes Are windows to the souls of life, Colors make us Artists and some want-to-bes Whats inside us wants to be free, What comes out is what we want to see.

Ill Stand By You
My friends ill stand behind you to the end Oh why you look so sad The tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don’t be ashamed to cry Let me see you through Cause I’ve seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you So if you're mad get mad Don’t hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide I get angry too Well I’m a lot like you When you're standing at the crossroads And don't know which path to choose Let me come along Cause even if you're wrong I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Won’t let nobody hurt you I’ll stand by you Take me in into you darkest hour And I’ll never desert you I’ll stand by you And when, when the night falls on you, baby You feeling all alone You won't be on your own I’ll stand by you I’ll stand by you Wo

First Winner 12/6/07
The guy you wish you had at home to cuddle up and keep you warm at night. Help me level up fan, rate@ fubar Congrats to our first ever winner of Dj Shai's Hottie Of The Day Award! Go show him love and while you're at it...check us out too!!

All Change
I have spent the last 5 years hosting online pool,and while that may sound stupid to some of you,maybe others will know what I am talking about. Whiloe most of the time its been a lot of fun at others its been incredibly stressful,I have been away and back doing it again many times,but always come back as I really enjoy it. Well not anymore,I sent my letter of resignation to the admin of the league I host in yesterday as I am just so burned out its not real. I dont enjoy going to pool anymore as I know I am just going to get bugged to host and I cant and wont do it 24/7. While some (who I hosted for ) may think that this is a bad idea,to me its like a huge weight off my shoulders,its like having a job that you hate and dont want to do anymore,difference being that my job was voluntary so I dont have to do it anymore. Not entirely sure what I am going to do with my time now but I will find stuff,I have neglected things like my own website for a long time and maybe I will finally be

Doughnuts In Cardamom Syrup
Recipe 1. Ingredients1 3/4 cups warm water 2 (.25 ounce) envelopes active dry yeast 2 3/4 cups all-purpose flour, sifted 2 tablespoons sugar 3/4 teaspoon salt 1 cup sliced almonds 2 cups sugar 1 cup water 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 2 teaspoons ground cardamom 1 teaspoon rose water Vegetable oil, for frying Nutrition InfoPer Serving Calories: 126 kcal Carbohydrates: 17 g Dietary Fiber: 0 g Fat: 5 g Protein: 1 g Sugars: 10 g About: Nutrition Info Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database 2. Cooking Directions In a large bowl, combine the 1 3/4 cups of warm water with the yeast and let stand for 5 minutes. Using a wooden spoon, stir in the flour, 2 tablespoons of the sugar and the salt. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured work surface. Knead lightly until the dough is silky. Oil a medium bowl and add the dough. Cover with plastic wrap and let rise until doubled in bulk, about 1 1/2 hours. Punch down the dough, then let it rise again for another 30 minut

I Am A Submissive Woman
I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, t

Breakthrough
"Look! The way she trembles, even now, caught between fear and desire." Kusheil's Dart "When you find that special someone that wants to take you into the darkness, holding your hand tight, searching for the light. Dont say no... Just squeeze their hand tighter and walk slowly, trusting togethor, smiling with true tears of joy and forefillment at finally finding true happiness. " Its a dream I have.... Anne 2007

Trust In Bdsm
Trust is difficult to define because it means different things to different people. Some say that trust can only be given over a long period of time, during which the one requesting the trust must earn it. Some say that everyone gives at least a small amount of trust to others in order for a relationship to begin. I personally, agree with the second school of thought. Trust, is an integral part of a BDSM relationship. Without it, there can not be a relationship. A submissive must trust the dominant with their very life. Once a submissive is bound and gagged, nothing can stop the dominant from killing them if the dominant chose to. So it is imperative that the submissive plays only with a person they trust with their life. A submissive must also trust the dominant to have thier best interests in mind, and to care for them, not abuse them. A submissive must trust that the dom

Words Shared....
"To capture a heart thats open is an easy thing, to keep that heart captured for a lifetime is a lifetime spent working on the little things that two people share, yet sometimes forget." "I do not give the gift of my submissive nature it is who i am...i just "choose" with whom to share all of it i cannot give a gift of myself as long as i am wanting something in return." a gift is given without want .... "I am I... and You are You... and neither of us are here to live up to the others expectations... But if we meet... Its beautiful..." " "People take different roads seeking forefillment and happiness. Just because they dont travel your road doesnt mean they've gotten lost" "Time is but an illusion the past is but a memory the future is but a dream so live time for now, not for then and let me walk into your dreams" To capture a heart thats open is an easy thing, to keep that heart captured for a lifetime is a lifetime spent working on the little things tha

My Gift To You...
i do not give the gift of my submissive nature it is who i am...i just "choose" with whom to share all of it i cannot give a gift of myself as long as i am wanting something in return. a gift is given without want ....

Set Me Free
open your eyes to see , its no longer you , its now we step into a new fresh host , now in control iz the enemy ghost . awaking not quite the same, darkness before me iz the blame, ripping, tearin shreading my soul dark lord and master now in control. creep past the masters keeper, only to find the soulz reaper, no way to escape this hell watchin how the angels fell one by one ,here to earth a dark kingdom they will give birth sometimez spirtz speak thru me will they ever set me free. ~Grim

Do Angels Exist?
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was travelling alone, But when they turned

Our Day Is Our Choice To Start Off With.
Start with joy There's a reason why the sunrise is so beautiful and magnificent. It sets the stage for a positive, fulfilling day. When you start the day by choosing to be joyful, you put yourself in a creative, effective state of mind. You'll make yourself better able to handle whatever may come your way during the day. A relationship that gets off to a positive start at the very beginning will quickly flourish and build great value. You can forge a positive relationship with each day when you begin it in a joyful way. Even if the day is gray and gloomy you can choose to start it with a positive experience of your own making. Fulfillment comes to those who make it happen, and there's no better time than the beginning of your day to start moving forward. There's an endless list of ways in which you can begin the day on a positive note. And the days that start well have the best chance of going well. A new day arrives, ready to be lived. Choose to start it with joy.

The Ache That Burns Inside...
just his presence sets her heart racing makes her body throb her lips ache for his his eyes, filled with fire turned banked embers to infernos, flames of need, filling her with molten desire and then he touches her lifting her fingers to his lips and a thousand volts course wildly through her heart does he know how she needs him how his presence reminds her of her total dependence on him does he know that a word, a glance, a touch, can send her into throes of delight make her inner core pulse in pleasure her eyes lock on his and she knows.. knows that he knows knows that he controls her and she trembles joyfully even in his absence the thought of him makes her wet with wanting sets her on edge, aching to please but when he loves her when he takes her body possesses her, fills her everything she is screams out for more, for the passion to last forever in their firey joining too soon the passion is banked to be stirred again at his whim

D/s Is Not Just About Sex
D/s is not primarily about sex or sexual expression, it's about ... ...dynamic power exchange. ...exchanging power. ...mental & emotional needs and wants being fulfilled. The physical part is just a component of that, although a fun one. ...the emotions in both the Dominant and the submissive that can only be fulfilled through honest, open communication which leads to a relationship of Respect, Trust, Understanding, and the ability to satisfy the needs of one's partner in ways "ordinary" people would neither comprehend or accept. ...reaching a deep, erotic place in our individual psyches. It is about a higher, more extreme ecstasy. ...to me, it is a 90% state of mind; choice of lifestyle. The sexual is an added bonus. ...the consensual exchange of power and control between individuals. It does not need sex or rely on sex to exist. ...the sharing, caring, cherishing, freedom and infinite closeness that comes from revealing one's innermost pleasures/fantasies to o

Bad News In The News Again...so I Am Writing About Me.
Good Friday Morning to you. How are you and how has the world been treating you? Me I am good, it’s misty, rainy, sleety, snowy out. Which makes the roads an utter mess but, hey it’s Michigan we are used to nasty weather… I am ready for spring! I so was a geek last night. Well not so much in the computer area as I was building up my Packer Shrine. Actually it is more of a shrine to Bret Favre then anything. I have so much Packer memorabilia oh him alone and the Packers as well it is uncanny. I feel like a kid again due to the fact I had the go ahead up changing up the front room as we call it not so much the family room this is the further place towards the front of the house and it doubled as a porch at one time until I vaulted the flat ceilings and dressed it up with tile, a wood burner and this year a pool table. So it is more so a game room. Bonnie mentioned the fact I should put some of my Packer stuff out there and get it out of the storage bins I have had it in for years. I hav

The Fairy Tale
I want a man who comes home to his family everyday and tells them how much he loves them and wants to be with them. I want a man who will just come up and hug or kiss you for no reason at all. I want a man who when you are walking down a street or in a store will just grab you and kiss you like it was the first time your lips have ever touched.

Metal
So, I think you all should know, I met Sam Dunn Last night, For those who don't know who he is, He IS The creator of the Heavy Metal Documentary, Metal: A HEadbanger's Journey. I feel like smashed assholes and now have to go to work. Wish me luck and all that good stuff, bbl

School
Gm everyone. I got a call from hubby this morning..at 7:20.. boys got a 2hr delay. Well,, around 7:35 neighbor calls to tell me this. Well at 8.. hubby calls again. I kinda got on him..sayin, well since theres a 2 hr delay.. don't ya think I would want to sleep in..or have the boys sleep in. Why do you keep calling. Well then he said that school closed. I guess we will be having make up days at end of school year.. since they already closed for the first 2 snows. Well, after got off phone.. 2 minutes later.. neighbor calls to tell me.. that school is closed. Out of all this..recieved 5 calls, within a hour. Does anyone need a phone? I am giving mine away! Working as a secretary.. I get many phone calls. Just don't need the excess phone calls at home. UGhhhh

Owne Me For 2 Month's !!!!
THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING, Fu-Owned by "you in my profile. Rate all pics,stash & blogs. 1 SFW salute 1 NSFW salute (your choice). Permanent pimping blog. Spot on my page for 2 months. and 1 cherry bomb from Abby. Auction opens Monday morning!! well posts a now blog win i git the link hop to see ya!!! :)

Hair
I am going today to get my hair cut.... Don't worry Hair Lovers.... It's not all going away today! Just some simple stuff for today.... I am waiting for my friend to say go, and we will be cutting our hair to donate to Locks for Love.... Then it will be gone. At least for a year. My hair tends to grow fast. I am ready for a change and the next time will be drastic!! To be continued.......

Journal Update
12-07-2007 I'm listening to Christmas songs as I write in here. I sat and watched my favorite Christmas movie last night "A Christmas Carol" with Alistair Sims. I really like that one and there is one other "A Christmas Carol" and I think I found it on line it is the one with Reginald Owens it is the one where he takes toys to the Crachitts. I'm listening to Christmas music which is unusual for me. My back is bothering me so I will relax on the heating pad today. I don’t decorate not that I don’t have some but not a lot of decorations But just being alone I don’t really get into it. I noticed this morning while having coffee trying to remember some of the Christmas' as a child. Well a cup of hot chocolate sounds great. I know I totally understand where I come from in my mind thinking there things been 6 years and my ex remarried within 2 years and what got me it was a guy who wouldn’t work so she lost everything well they say paybacks are a bitch. I know how I wonder if I will ever

Sorry For Being Impolite
I would love to get a hold of all of you to thank you for your kindness and for being my friend. However I've been dealing with the death and last days of Father and have not found the time or will to do the fubar thing. So, please forgive me for being impolite and soon I'll back to narmal and fubaring like mad again.

Rules For Being Human
1. You will receive a body. You may like it, or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called life. Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons, or think them irrelevant or stupid. 3. There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial and error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ultimately "works". 4. A lesson is repeated until learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can then go on to the next lesson. 5. Learning lessons does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned. 6. "There" is no better place than "here". When your "there" has become a "here", you will simply obtain another "there"

There's Something About...
There's something about Being pushed up against a wall, face first Cheek resting on rough wallboard Breath caught in your throat Listening to the growling in your ear And trying to remember your own name There's something about being Pushed up against a wall Your back flat up against it Staring straight into eyes that see through you Swallowing hard Waiting for your heart to start beating again There's something about Being made to crawl across the floor To a seated Man, staring into your eyes Not letting you not look at Him Not letting you stumble Drawing you to Him without a word Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat There's something about Being pulled up by your hair Feeling that hand slink up your neck Into your tresses, close to the scalp Grabbing, gripping it, guttural sounds emitting from His lips The pain not nearly as strong as the urge To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip There's something about Being bitten Especially on the

Friday - Dec. 7th
Today my starts early. I will be having a meeting with a possible contributor to our fund raising program who is typically a large contributor to other things around the community. After that I need to head out to our corporate office to deliver some items that I have collected over the past few weeks that they need to receive. When I return I will be spending the afternoon on the phone to remind some volunteers of their obligation tomorrow with some fund raising. I can't wait till Sunday ... sleep in and Seahawks vs. Cardinals at 1 pm.

Music
what has happened to music in the last few years. Were are all the bands gone that actually have something to say, something of relevance? I remember back in the day you has people like Dylan and Morrison in the 60's and 70's, along with a whole loads of protest singers. Infact back then if you had an acoustic guitar you were a protest singer. Then along came the whole punk movement with rebelling against who knows what, but at least they were trying to prove a point, then in the 80's and 90's you had Morrissey and Rage Against the machine trying to prove a point through music. But today what do you have? I mean all the punk bands are just completely self obsessed, is it just a sign of the general malaise with society? Music used to men something, who can forget Geldof and the guy from ultravox during band aid / live aid. No what do we have, a whole concert against global warming that probably used up more fossil fuel to put on than is used to heat a medium sized town for a year. We

Video Game Fubar >>>isnt?
Most in here play this site like a game , search , damage , destroy , some play to win and some looseer.too.. Well Fubar isnt a game ; its a real site with; real people and games and videos; we are not. There are emotions, feelings , pain , hurt , damage felt after a fall out , of lies and deciet, lashing out at each other playing Drama and other such games in here . Just remember its real; real people; not a video game or No Dramawanted ; show and tell sort thing in here or tract this girl or guy down play 20 questions and guys track guysand a ladys down to play 20 questions too to see if some one is a cheater .. hmm Not good .....hugs Diana

Men...
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. Two very attractive blonde women from Kentucky named Roxxy and Liz arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. Liz said, 'I hope y'all don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude.' With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop the women jumped up and down and squealed... 'YES! YES! WE WON, WE WON!' They hugged each of the dealers and then the girls picked up their winnings and Liz's clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' Moral of the story - Not all Kentuckians are stupid and not all blondes are dumb, but all men are men.

Lmao... Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.' I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?' Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear 'Get the right f***ing number!' and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled 'You're an asshole!' and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad d

Different Christmas Poem(tearjerker)
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Midnight Falls
The night is long and ever cold There is an echo within my soul Once there lived an optimistic girl Eyes wide open and ready for the world Today stands someone torn and broken Just a shell of the person that was stolen No bright future, no arms to hold Whispers in the night of love once told Carry my prayers and lay them on his ears Make my voice the only thing he hears Reach in his chest and calm his fears Lift him up and carry him to me Let him drop down to one knee Keep his soul and heart safe To dance with mine in the same place Endless hours when midnight falls Let him hear my every call

A Special Place
A Special Place I walk along a path through thick greenery and discover my special place. This place has not been touched by the hard hands of man. As you walk in, you see a breathtaking waterfall flowing into a crystal pond. The pond is surrounded by a stand of trees, as if they are sentries guarding to keep the horrors that man reaps on the environment from it. There is a huge rock perfect for diving from into the cool crystalline pool or you can lay across the flat top of it to enjoy the sun and beauty. As you look down from the rock you can see the fish swimming by peacefully. Wildflowers grow rampantly over the banks of the pond. The air is crisp and clean filled with the sweet scent of the wildflowers. If you are very quiet you may even get to see a deer or some other animal approach the pond for a drink. The quiet serenity of this place helps me to shake off the worries of my days and brings calmness into my mind. I visit this place several times a day when I sta

Potentially And Realistically?
A young boy went to his father and asked,' What's the difference between Potentially and Realistically?' The father answered, 'Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars. Then go ask your sister if she would sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars. Then come back and tell me what you have learned. So the boy went to his mother and asked, 'Would you sleep with Denzel Washington for one million dollars?' The mother replied, 'Of course I would. I wouldn't pass up an opportunity like that!' Then the boy went to his sister and asked, 'Would you sleep with Sean 'Puffy' Combs for one million dollars?' The girl replied, 'Oh my gosh! I'd be nuts to pass that up!' The boy thought about it and went back to his dad. His father asked him if he'd found out the difference between 'potentially and realistically.' The boy replied, 'Yes. 'Potentially' we're sitting on two million dollars, but 'realistically' we're living with two ho's

Hell Hath No Fury!
I was driving home this morning from taking my youngest son to school, and I was channel surfing the radio, and I came across a song that I had never heard but recognized the singer. So I thought I would listen... By the end of the song I was so damn mad that i was in tears. How can singers and songwriters keep putting this shit out there to try and justify the deaths of our men and women, that are dying every day in this "War for Control"... I understand that some people in their narrow, fucked up mind, think these songs give a sense of comfort. That when a soldier dies they go to a better place, and their sacrifice was for freedom so that makes it ok. WELL FUCK THAT!!! AND ANYONE THAT BELIEVES THAT CAN FUCK OFF!!! I am the mother of a soldier, and i thank my blessed stars every day that he is not currently deployed. But I wake up every day wondering if today will be the day he gets that call and I lose my child. Yes I understand that It was his choice to enlist, and i under

Lost Soul
My soul is lost. It has nowhere to go. It is searching for a home. To shield it from all harm. Will someone please help my lost soul find it's way back to me? My soul is lost. I have looked all over yet my lost soul has yet to be found. It is all alone. Lost somewhere in this cold, dark city we all call a home. I guess i am destined to never have a soul. It will remain lost for all eternity. I hope someone down the line will show my soul it way home. Only then will i be complete. I will never be complete with out my soul. my soul is lost. 12-7-07

One Day
Lost and confused in a world of pain Searching for a door to stop the rain I've been up mountains but always fall down I'm just trying to cross this frozen ground I will look high and low so don't feel bad for me My heart will continue to beat its lonely plea On day I will find someone who understands All I have is love to give in this lonely distant land

Me!
Ummmm ... let's see ... how to begin ... basic ... 47 female, born in California, spent most of my first 16yrs there ... grad. from high school at South Hills High in Covina, Calif. 1977. I lived in Taylors, South Carolina for about six months in 1972, moved into my grandmother's for a couple of months and then to my grandfather's in Maine. We visited relatives from NH, Mass, and knew my parents were really struggling for us to be staying with relatives. Texas was a strange land for me .. but after 31 yrs and living all over Texas thanks to my ex hubby, I have been places I would never live. I even spent a few months in Oklahoma. I got preggy with my oldest son, now 26, married his dad who was the love of my life or so I thought, lets jus say here life wasn't paradise was a living hell and I finally realized we would either kill each other or be in jail for attempted murder so it was best we went our own way ... cuz I wanted the faithful hubby, me me me to be his one and only.

All Of Me
My mouth does not say the things that I feel My mind does not stray wishing it was real My arms can not touch but they feel you still My eyes can not see the beauty that I need My legs will not move waiting for my time My ears will not hear until you appear My heart will not beat for no other one My love will not go even when I grow old I belong to you mind body and soul 11-13-07

Ya Neva Know Anymore
well today is fri!i will be 20 on dec 24th i know x-mas eve baby.im hyper as shyt i need something to do.it's early and had bout 3 cups of hot coco so im wired.but see i been thinkin bout alot of shyt here lately. i need a car and get my permint cuz it's drivin me nuts. i rember when i drove the tow truck omg i felt the power between my legs man it was fuckin great. i loved it. shyt im gonna get the car i want and im gonna have it the way i want it.not looki like a sissy.i went and seen my brother snuggles last night lol he's a trip i got my ass beat wit a paint stick wtf?? that shyt hurt but lol there again i got a lot of pillow back there if ya know what i mean.i gotz a ghetto booty. best belive baby i know how to rock it.tonight im going to fredrick for a x-mas party. fun man fun...lol i gets to go with my two besties.{{My Lezbo lovers}} heheh

When Girls Don't Put Out
WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department sto

Rating
when you rated someone a 10, when is it most of the time you get someone who is a jerk, and goes and rates you 5 or under... that just seems to me they are a jerk. what do you think. i mean when i rate someone i know or not, i rated a 10... that is the only fair things..

Why Do I Keep Falling For This?....
It has become all too clear to me that some of the people I thought were my friends were actually just using me to get shit they wanted. Whether it be art crap I make, pics or whatever, the point is: the moment I was unable to do something for them despite how much I thought I helped them out in the past, they'd just bounce out on me. It sux cuz I actually enjoyed talking to them. I mean whatever I'm use to it but it's still gay. When they got depressed I'd do whatever I could to cheer them up, I thought nothing of it cuz if it's in my power to help people than I will. But the moment I got depressed and needed someone's help to pull me out of it, they had better things to do and acted like I never existed. All I wanted was someone to talk to while I was alone in darkness being torn apart by my thoughts. I guess I didn't need them to help me, but it would have meant the wolrd to me if they did. The sad thing is I'd still give them by help if they needed it. I care too much and th

Girlfriend Application
A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] wa

Life Sucks
So I made a mumm a while back about moving on or sticking by my asshole of a boyfirnd while hes in jail. Well I was trying to stick by him everything was fine. I was going to visit him every tuesday and sunday dropping money off to him. Well 2 weeks ago i visit him on tuesday he was fine went to go visit him on that sunday he doesnt put me on the visiting list. so i write to him he tells me he never wants to see me again he hates me and all I do is run my mouth to his soon to be ex wife. Just to let every one know the only time i have ever talked to her is the day he got arrested to let her know that hes in jail. Anyways he tells me hes not gonna go through w/ the divorce that he loves. I just got a letter in the mail today from him saying that she was filling his head w/ bullshit and sent him new divorce papers. He wants me to go visit him sunday I mean i love him but im sick of the bullshit. His own mother wont visit him or answer his calls. well i dont know what to do. but ill write

My Son
I am at home again because my son is still sick. I took him to the doctor earlier this week and have spent a fortune on medicine and time. I either need to leave Kentucky or just this apartment. Something is making him ill. What is it?

Bafuckinghumbug
I hate xmas, hate it hate it hate it For the most part my girls are good kids, they dont ask for anything through out the year. But come xmas..they go hells bells with thier lists. sooo..at the end of the day it comes down to this.. Hours spent shopping Dealing with fucking people who after the first hour or so i seem to loose my suthun manners and start to get pissy. Waaay too much money spent..again and why.. so some fucking asshole rat bastard named SANTA cant get all the credit! to my girls credit, i must admit, it could be worst, they could be these girlie girls who need make up and expensive clothes. Mine are the type that if its black..its cool. If it has skulls on it, they are happy. My youngest..well shes the girlie girl, but shes 7 so it doesnt count, if it has hello kitty on it..its all good.

Spaghetti Squash
INGREDIENTS * 1 spaghetti squash, halved lengthwise and seeded * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 onion, chopped * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1 1/2 cups chopped tomatoes * 3/4 cup crumbled feta cheese * 3 tablespoons sliced black olives * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh basil number of stars READ REVIEWS (221) * Review/Rate This Recipe * Save To Recipe Box * Add to Shopping List * Add a Personal Note * Post a Recipe Photo * Post a Favorite Food List * Create a Menu DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a baking sheet. 2. Place spaghetti squash cut sides down on the prepared baking sheet, and bake 30 minutes in the preheated oven, or until a sharp knife can be inserted with only a little resistance. Remove squash from oven, and set aside to cool enough to be easily handled. 3. Meanwhile, heat oil in a skillet over medium heat. Saute onion in oil until tend

School Sucks
YESTERDAY I GOT TOLD I CAN TAKE AN EXTRA CLASS BECAUSE I NEED IT... OK COOL! NOW TODAY I WENT IN PERSON AND THEY TOLD ME THAT I HAVE TO PAY FOR THE CLASS OUT OF MY POCKET... OVER 600 DOLLARS THATS NOT INCLUDING THE BOOKS... I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NEED TO HURRY UP AND DO SOMETHING OR THEY WILL DROP THE CLASS. I HAVE LIKE A WEEK TO DECIDE WHAT I AM GOING TO DO.... SERIOUSLY I HATE SCHOOL!

Do I Look Like The Other Women?
OK, venting again...lol Do I honestly look as retarded and stupid as the other women on this site? Do you really think I'm on here trying to find the love of my life? LOL...that's funny! Women on here get all flustered and fall in love only to get hurt in the end when they find out the one they love is also loving many others. You think because he gave you his phone number it means you are the only one he talks to? I just saw today that someone who gave me his number (and I haven't talked to on the phone) has also gave his number to others and talks to them...it didn't bother me cause I know who I am...I know I'm probably the most realest woman on this site and I don't settle for second best! But yet these women who the men claiming to be real are talking to are playas themselves...every week fallin in love with a different man and vice versa. Since when has Fubar become the Love Connection? I don't talk to many on here and I especially don't give my number out to men who live halfw

Can You Answer This Riddle?
Here is a pretty neat little thing from Paul Harvey. See if you can guess the riddle at the end. Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I\'d like better. I\'d really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it\'s all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room,but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you b

For The Dead Beat Dad's....you All Make Me Sick...
She said to him "I want you to be a father He's your little boy and you don't even bother Like "brother" without the R And he's starting to harbor Cool on food for thought But for you he's a starver Starting to use red markers on his work His teacher say they know he's much smarter But he's hurt Used to hand his homework in first Like he was the classroom starter Burst of tears Let him know she's serious Now he's fighting in class Got a note last week that say he might not pass Ask me if his daddy was sick of us Cause you ain't never pick him up You see what his problem is? He don't know where his poppa is No positive male role model To play football and build railroad models It's making a hole you've been digging it Cause you ain't been kicking it Since he was old enough to hold bottles Wasn't supposed to get introduced to that He don't deserve to get used to that Now he ain't asking you for money or to come back to um' Some days it ain't sunny but it ain't

Daysleeper
Band : R.E.M Song & Lyrics : R.E.M Receiving department, 3 a.m. Staff cuts have socked up the overage Directives are posted No callbacks, complaints Everywhere is calm Hong Kong is present Taipei awakes All talk of circadian rhythm I see today with a newsprint fray My night is colored headache grey Daysleeper, daysleeper, daysleeper The bull and the bear are marking Their territories They're leading the blind with Their international glories I'm the screen, the blinding light I'm the screen, I work at night I see today with a newsprint fray My night is colored headache grey Don't wake me with so much Daysleeper They cried the other night I can't even say why Fluorescent flat caffeine lights Its furious balancing I'm the screen, the blinding light I'm the screen, I work at night I see today with a newsprint fray My night is colored headache grey Don't wake me with so much Don't wake me with so much. The Ocean machine is set to 9 I'

You Took My Parking Space At Church
Food for thought...... You Took My Parking Space at Church One day, a man went to visit a church, He got there early, parked his car and got out. Another car pulled up near the driver got out and said, " I always park there! You took my place!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's my seat! You took my place!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the visitor went into the sanctuary and sat down. Another mem ber walked up to him and said, " That's where I always sit! You took my place!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later as the congregation was praying for Christ to dwell among them, the visitor stood up, and his appearance began to change. Horrible scars became visible on his hands and on his sandaled feet. Someone from the congr

Westroads Mall..........
ine...Virgiana Tech, they seemed so distant and...unreal. Welcome to this sick world we live in. Sure...there's a rulebook...but they don't apply if you have a gun it seems.westroads mall.omaha, nebraska. december 5, 2007. A 19 year-old male named Robert A. Hawkins shot 14 people in the store of Von Maur. Killing nine people, and injuring 5, two critical. He was said to run around the mall shooting at random and after going back into Von Maur, shot himself. People came running out of some doors, knowing what had happened. Most of them were shaken. In stores people were put on lockdown having no idea what was happening. Police arrived with in six minutes of the first call. Later, people in stores were led out to safety.The people who died were just ordinary people, who went shopping at mall, having no idea that their life would end. This is a horrible thing that has happened and please repost this to show how much you care.

Smart Woman
One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing. He then decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent. Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know, you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault, "says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipmen

Lol
Huh! I'm outa luck, outa love Gotta photograph, picture of Passion killer, you're too much You're the only one I wanna touch I see your face every time I dream On every page, every magazine So wild so free so far from me You're all I want, my fantasy Oh, look what you've done to this rock 'n' roll clown Oh Oh, look what you've done Photograph - I don't want your Photograph - I don't need your Photograph - All I've got is a photograph But it's not enough I'd be your lover, if you were there Put your hurt on me, if you dare Such a woman, you got style You make every man feel like a child You got some kinda hold on me You're all wrapped up in mystery So wild so free so far from me You're all I want, my fantasy Oh, Look what you've done to this rock'n'roll clown Oh Oh, Look what you've done You've gone straight to my head

Xmas Edition
I took my son to the mall the other day to see Santa Claus The woman in line behind me says "hey is that Santa Claus up there"? I said "no ma'm, it's a Kenny Rodgers stunt double" Here's your sign The other day I bought a wreath to go on our front door as I was walking out the store a man stopped me and said "Hey, are you going to hang that on your door"? I said "No sir, it's a Christmas toilet seat cover, got the idea from Martha Stewart" (Chorus) Here's your sign, Here's your sign, Here's your stupid sign You acted dumb, so have some fun and wear your stupid sign Oh! Here's your sign, Here's your sign, Here's your stupid sign you lost your mind, so pay the fine and wear your stupid sign I hung those little Christmas lights on my house, you know the kind that blink on and off My neighbor comes over and says "Bill how do you get those to blink on and off like that"? I said "I've got my son inside plugging and unplugging it, plugging and unplugging it" Here

Lost
My soul is lost floating endlessly in time. Searching yet knowing it is too late. Tears fall silently as does the rain. I dare not stop this restless search. Reality is too painful my soul trapped in anguish. Lost, searching, crying. Tears fall softly from my weary soul. Thrust into this world of torment..

The Beast
I'm sitting here watching out my sliding glass door waiting for birds to come along so I can take pics of them. I put a cooler out there with beer in it, I think just to feel human. You see in my family even in the summer beer is usually kept in a cooler. I don't drink that much, but my dad, my sisters, and my brother-in-laws go through a few cases of Milwaukee's Best Light on weekends. There's no way they could put it in the fridge - there would be no room for food and the fridge just could not keep cool all with the traffic. So like typical West Virginians they keep a few cases on the porch in weather like this. Me, I'll have a six pack of somehting with a little more taste in a cooler. It's funny, but I really do think it's one of life's finest simple pleasures, to stick your hand out the door and grab an icy beer out of the snow.

Holiday Confustions
IT's amazing how much Christmas has changed over the years; how Santa Clause has turned so commercial. As a child I always loved a visit from Santa. He would come to my grandma's house every Christmas and bring each of us kids a little gift out of his sack. It's was a wonderful time of life. Even now when I'm old enough to know it was a friend of the family who brings us a gift, I don't really care. To me Santa Clause is the personification of the Spirit of Giving. After all what does Santa do, but give gifts to all the good little girls and boys. And there is nothing wrong with a little warning of "better be good or Santa will put nothing but coal in your stockings". The winter solstice is about the earth sleeping and preparing for rebirth in the spring. It's a time when everything takes a break, reflects upon the old year and looks forward to the new one.

Are You Ready For Christmas?
Friday! Glad it is Friday. Are you? It has been a busy week with getting my car and a new computer and having to transfer everything over. I am glad all of that is done. I still have one thing to add and need to go buy Microsoft Office since any old versions don't work with Vista. I think Vista is cool but I guess the main complaint with everyone is the computability with old software. It sucks to have to buy new stuff! Oh well. Office 07 is actually rather cool. They give you a 30 day trial instead of the entire program like they used to. They don't add many things to new computers any more! I so need to shop for Christmas. I am so behind. I think part of my frustration is not knowing what to buy? My Dad and step Mother's birthday is today and they flew to Los Angeles to see a play that they have been wanting to see. They are spending the weekend there. I bought their birthday presents the other day so at least that is taken care of. It is always a pain to have to

What Is Love
what is love Category: Dreams and the Supernatural what is love u say u love me and do any thing for me so i told u the turth about me , u run from me and u fall in love with hoe while i suffer to hidde the turth about how i feel. if i every get a chance to change every thing i wish i never meet u we can live with out you forever

Vote For Me Pretty Plz?? Lol
hi ya'll :) this is my first contest...and i would soooooo appreciate it if u would drop me a few votes :) I promise to tell Santa how helpful u were LOL I saw ya'll on Santas naughty list so i know u could use a good word with him LOL The contest starts tonight at 9pm EST......here is the link: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=891469&albumid=716190&i=4284156731 thanks sooooooo much! xoxoxo Brandy

Something To Think About.........
I know its the holidays and its also a great time to show all those just how much u love them...not by the presents but by spending time with them, or helping them around the house, showing some real kindness......We must all strive to do this all year round..........Wishing you all a very happy day and safe weekend. Happy Holidays ~~~Leah~~~~

Wtf
WTF is wrong with women today? If a man hs a close female friend, why is it that their new gf are so intimidated by this? I had a friend message me out of the blue last night and say " Hey I cant talk to you anymore, I am with someoen and it will piss her off " and then he even got a bit smart assy and mean. this is a person that could talk to me for 12 hours straight. I am sso fucking fed up with guys not being able to stand up to their own girlfriends. They are willing to throw away over a year almost friendship, someoen who is always there for them, and cares about them for a woman who already in the first weeks of a relationship is telling them who they can talk to.WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I have one who cant see me anymor cus of a new gf who lives in another fucking state. because " it might cause a problem " once again WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is wrong with you guys out there? If your girl told you to blow off your best buddy that is male, you would kick hr to the curb or

Me And My Gf
so right now in life i actually feel complete and me and my gf and her wonderfull kids are great.. I am trying to be more responsible and have moved in with my gf and things are great.. I love cooking for her!!!I am much happier now than i have been in ages.. I have that fire inside of me to continue this daily and my love for her gets stronger daily and it feels so damn great!!! I love her with all my heart and hope we are together for eternity..

Can You Name A Stroke Symptom?
Even though nearly every one knows someone who has had a stroke, well less than half of Americans are able to name a single stroke symptom, a panel of experts told the 24th American Heart Association Conference on Stroke and Cerebral Circulation in 1998. That means when stroke strikes, many are unaware and delay going to the hospital. A study of 272 patients presenting at hospital emergency rooms found mean arrival time at the hospital for women with stroke was 13 hours, and for men the mean was 17 hours. Following a public awareness campaign, that time dropped to five hours for women, still not good enough. Ideally, a stroke victim should be treated within the hour with tPA, the only approved treatment for certain types of acute stroke. That's why it's so crucial to recognize the early warning signs of stroke. Recognize early warning signs When your brain is not receiving enough oxygen, it sends clues to your body that a problem exists. Every minute counts! Studies show that

Christmas Gift!
What would be your perfect Christmas gift? Mine, would be to be able to wake up on Christmas morning next to my boyfriend and know that all the people that I love are happy! I know that it may be asking to much, but its what I want! I want all my friends and family to be happy! I just want all the drama to end and for everyone to get along for just one day at least! I want the best for everyone that means the most to me!

I Feel Like Ranting Today.....dr.cox Style.
OK, listen up all you Shirley's out there! I am so sick and fucking tired of listening to people whine, whine, whine. Come on Suzy Q, grow a big hairy pair will ya for crying out loud?!? You make me want to stick sharp pointy things in my ears so bad I am starting to envy the deaf, oh and the blind. it is almost as bad to have to actually look at you while you whine, as it is to hear you! Mommy, mommy, my ponytails are to tight, and yes you do look fat in that dress, and for the love of God and Country will you please put down that cheeseburger you fat bitch, so I never have to hear those words again. Gee Susan, I am really fucking sorry you missed your bus because you had to wait in line like a good little girl.....wait, no I am not! Honey, sweetheart, baby-cakes......I don't give a rats ass if you think I am not listening to you.....cause I am not, and its all your fault for letting your gigantic boobs hang out all over. No really hun I am taking you seriously....it's just the

A Different Christmas Poem
Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near , But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puz

Wat Can I Say . . . . . . . . . . . Lmao
ok so say ur sittin there mindin ur own damn business and some person walks up to u female if ur male and male if ur female and there fine as fuck! but ur either married or in a relationship and they said to u that "they wanted to fuck and ok i can understand that if ur wit someone or married but its just a one time thing" here is my question would u do it or would u say no now keep in mind that u haven't had sexy for about 2 weeks and ur really horny wat would u do better yet would u say it could be more then a one time thing?

Wrapping Presents With A Cat:
1. Clear large space on table for wrapping present. 2. Go to wardrobe and collect bag in which present is contained, and close door. 3. Open door and remove cat from wardrobe. 4. Go to cupboard and retrieve rolls of wrapping paper. 5. Go back and remove cat from cupboard. 6. Go to drawer and collect transparent sticky tape, ribbons, scissors, labels, etc. 7. Lay out present and wrapping materials on table, to enable wrapping strategy to be formed. 8. Go back to drawer to get string, remove cat that has been in the drawer since last visit, and collect string. 9. Remove present from bag. 10. Remove cat from bag. 11. Open box to check present, remove cat from box, replace present. 12. Lay out paper to enable cutting to size. 13. Cut the paper to size, trying to keep the cutting line straight. 14. Throw away first sheet because cat tried to chase the scissors and tore paper. 15. Cut second sheet of paper to size by putting cat in the bag the presen

Git-r-done Rebel Family Bombsquad
Ok people! I have entered my first contest in forever!!! WOOT WOOT! I am gonna need all the help I can get! This contest will last for 7 days! Starts FRIDAY 12/07/2007 at 12 noon CST, 10 am PST!!! I need all GIT-R-DONE BOMBSQUAD here at all times and as many of my friends as I can get there! Here is the link, see ya there!! Much love to ya! Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!! ★♂Äïmêê♀★™ CO VICE PRESIDENT & HEAD OFFICER OF ~THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY' ★{Member of the WTC}★

Winter Cleaning
I'm cleaning out my family list, most of you are safe but if ur worried then let me know u wanna stay. I'm looking to maybe dropping 7 of you. And I would like to my family members that are always there for me. I do have some great fubar friends.

Chinese Peroverbs
CHINESE PROVERBS Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. Man who run in front of car get tired. Man who run behind car get exhausted. Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok . Man with one chopstick go hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. Man who live in glass house sho

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Will You Help A Friend?
Hello everyone! You guys know I don't ever do this so you know how important it is to me. My friend Echo Angel is a super cool women I've met a little while back and she's into this contest and I want to try and help her out. If you could rate and comment her pic posted in the link below, she would greatly appreciate it. And don't be afraid to go say hello to her : she's really an awesome person. Thank you very much! Take care everyone! Pit1971 http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=837622&albumid=730506&i=4239009069#

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There are few things as depressing as the death of a drive-in it's gravel lot once raked and tended like a Zen garden now strewn with weeds and wind blown paper. The once shining white screen hanging in rags,falling apart square by square. The speakers like old soldiers standing at attention quietly rusting into the ground concrete islands crumbling into dust. Gone the theatre of the car,a place to see films as god intended,in the familiar comfort of your own vehicle,no videos or movie disks,no curtain to drop,no lights to go down but the setting sun,just you and the film among a galaxy of shining glass windows and gleaming grills of cars. Gone are the young lovers lost in each other exploring thier love with hands and lips.Gone the cars filled with families, children in pajamas,grease spotted grocery bags full of homemade popcorn.Gone the carloads of blissfully stoned teenagers fighting off the chains of conformity.The ghostly echo of a snackbar anouncement hanging in the air,gone are

Rock Her Sexual World With These One-of-a-kind Aphrodisiac Gifts
What else can possibly bring your sexual intimacy to a whole new level? One of the best ways to rock your sexual world is to give each other unique aphrodisiac gifts. Don't worry, you don't have to hurt your bank account to be more passionate with your lover. Simply try out one of these one-of-a-kind aphrodisiac gifts! 'Press On' with a Luxurious Romance Basket Nothing makes a woman go ooohhh and ahhhh more than a nice, long. dip in a warm bath! But this time, make sure you're with her! Encourage this by presenting her with a nice Romance Basket, the contents of which you'll use during your bath together. Massage your woman with the softness and sweet smell of Romantic Rose or immerse yourselves in an Apple & Cinnamon flavored tub. How about adding some Kama Sutra lubricants in your romance basket? Surely, the name itself is enough to conjure sensual images in your head. Tantra Tea If you have been scanning up sex books, or reading my articles, then perhaps you alre

2nd Again
im coming in second again... second in life second in love i come in first only for being not pretty being lonely being stupid being messed up i really messed up more time then i can say so i guess in that i came in first also But in love i come in last.. yet in heartache i come in first.

Audioslave-revelations
You know what to do, you know what I did Since you know everything just clue me in I am such a wreck, I am such a mess I know what I know, why don't you fill in the rest? I will bring you down, I will make it bad While you're feelin' proud, why don't you help me? Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now Your revelations Cut me in, I don't wanna live without Your revelations, revelations You know what to say, you know what I said You know what I dream sleeping in my bed You hold all the keys, you know all the roads Why don't you guide me in, if I'm such a lost soul? I'm spinnin' 'round, I will make you ill Since I'm so broken down, why don't you fix me? Such a shame that I wouldn't know by now (I wouldn't know by now) Your revelations Cut me in, I don't wanna live without (Don't wanna live without) Your revelations I am haunted when I am sleeping Try to give without receiving It's in the applebite (It's in the applebite) It's in the days and nights (It's i

Ladies...please Read!!!
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. WEEKEND sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argumen

An Epiphany
YOUR WORDS TO ME JUST A WHISPER. YOUR FACES SO UNCLEAR. I TRY TO PAY ATTENTION YOUR WORDS JUST DISAPPERAR 'CAUSE ITS ALWAYS RAININ IN MY HEAD. SO I SPEAK TO YOU IN RIDDLES BECAUSE MY WORDS GET IN MY WAY.I SMOKE THE WHOLE THING TO MY HEAD AND FEEL IT WASH AWAY'CAUSE I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS,I WANT TO COME APART, OR DIG MYSELF A LITTLE HOLE INSIDE YOUR PRECIOUS HEART 'CAUSE ITS ALWAYS RAININ IN MY HEAD FORGET ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE SAID I AM NOTHING MORE THAN A LITTLE INSIDE THAT CRIES OUT FOR ATTENTION, THOUGH I ALWAYS TRY TO HIDE AND I TALK TO YOU LIKE CHILDREN, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL BUT I KNOW I'LL DO THE RIGHT THING IF THE RIGHT THING IS REVEALED BUT IT'S ALWAYS RAINING IN MY HEAD -FORGET ALL THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE SAID.

I'm All Emotional Again.poem Tim.
Listening to songs that I shouldn't be listening to once more and It got me down too.But If I'm gonna get through my heartbreak I've to do It In my own way I guess and thats mean me writing love poems rather they be depressing or of new love.So here's another poem: Never Gonna See You. Your love burns deeply at my heart,searing It to a crispy outer shell.For It beats for you and ached for your love,for you once told me you loved me with all your heart sending me to heaven.But your attention soon turned to another guy,without as much as a second thought to me.Your love once Inspired me to write of you,but now It's only sadness that feels my heart.Cutting me deeply to my core,the coldness Is my lover for now as thoughts of you sends me to a dark hole where you are there for me no more.But think of you I do,and letting you go turns out to be the hardest thing for me to do.For without you my heart Is as empty as a lake with no more water to su

Damn Me!
i messed up i said something i didn't know the meaning of neither the way it would make you feel! i admit i said some fucked up things in the past but nothing ever like this! god damn me I'm not worthy of your love and everything i did and said i wish i can take it all back! I'm not the type of guy that kisses and tells or the kind that wants only one thing! I'm the reject I'm the fool, I'm the one fucking things up I'm the one who hurt you oh so many times! yes I'm deep and maybe a little psycho but I'm honest enough to share my flaws with the world! i said i love a million times but i never said I'm sorry! I'm sorry for leaving you in the dust while i think of my self and my career! I'm sorry for not opening up to you while i'm open with everyone else! I'm sorry for being an asshole to you when you were the only one who stopped me from killing my self! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I am so sorry! (god damn me = asking god

How Do I Know?
How do I know it’s love? I ask myself every day Each time I think of his touch It takes my breath away How do I know it’s love? I’ve searched for it for years When he whispers so softly he needs me Joy fills my eyes with tears How do I know it’s love? There’s got to be a way To let him know that I love him so And to show him every day How do I know it’s love? My heart and soul I give His touch and embrace encompass me Without him I don’t want to live How do WE know it’s love? We’ve known it from the start From the first hello and how are you Fate was in charge of our hearts How do WE know it’s love? Forever we will stay In the loving arms of each other Forever plus one day 12/07/2007 "Life is too short for drama and petty things...train vigorously, dance emotionally, kiss slowly, laugh insanely, love truly, and forgive quickly!"

Talking To Dj's
Talking To DJs DJs are approachable, but its just a question of knowing how to go about it. DJs aren’t rock stars You shouldn’t really take DJs too seriously. They are, after all, only playing other people’s records. In fact, when raves began, part of the attraction lay in their lack of a star system. Rock music was always about you, standing in the the crowd, worshipping him (or occasionally her), the lead singer. In rock music, the punters are the little people. In clubs, so the theory went, you lot, the people on the dancefloor, are the stars. The girl with crazy braids, or the fella dancing on top of the speaker stacks is far more entertaining a prospect than some longhairs with guitars. Clubs weren’t about watching some guy beatmix records together, it was about dancing. DJs helped that along, but they were hardly worth staring at for hours on end. DJs need you The DJs job is to please a crowd. While a snotty punk band can get away with telling their audience to fuck of

Club Characters
The people you are likely to meet on the dancefloor. Wendy, the podium queen During office hours she’s might be a mild mannered receptionist for a cattle feed distributors, but come 5pm on Friday she transforms into a glittering centrepiece in the dancefloor furniture. Though the club is only beginning to fill, Wendy has already climbed above the masses, on a three foot wooden box, painted to look something like a huge wedding cake. This is where Wendy will dance, arms aloft, for as long as music keeps playing and strange men keep buying her drinks. Ali and Trish, the older clubbers He (shell toes, an expensive t-shirt and man-boobs) and she (ethnic kaftan and sequinned plimsoles) met at Up Your Ronson in Leeds, got married over in Ibiza, and helped out on a big beat night - ‘just for mates really’ - until one of their friends buggered off with the door money last Christmas. Wait until they’ve had a couple of Sea Breeze and they’ll tell you how it all so much better five years

Soaring Spirit
I sore away into a dream that I have longed for, Deep into the clouds, I swim through them to find a better tomorrow. The angels sing a song about forever and eternity, shiney are their horns as they play heavens most beautiful song. I want to be free, free as a bird... I want to fly away to my adventure that I have waited so patiently for, My friend is the wind, who keeps my body afloat. I make upword strokes to lift me to a higher level, to a place that I have always wished to go. Where the mountains are coated with snow, but yet the sun shines all day. Where beauty is all thy has seen, and love is blooming on every tree. I do not need money to get me through, My fortune is my generous soul, I can dance with joy and praise as the saints smile and kiss my head. Yes, I have left you behind... But I am happier here you see. And hopefully soon you can come too, and dance on the clouds with me. This is for anyone who has lost someone who i

Straight From The Heart
I see my future there in your eyes Together and forever, it's you and me You see cause I wont be listening to what my friends have got to say I know you'll be there all the way You promised And I know That you will always care Through good times Through bad times You're always there Hold me now don't ever let it go I'm in love with you but you already know I want this love to last and be forever If you believe and you can only see That making love to me would make your life complete Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more I dream of waking up in your arms And watch the sun bring in the day You see what I can't imagine I'm sure we can achieve Which means giving up on this dream You comfort And you guide me When skies are grey And I feel you And I need you To say you'll stay Hold me now don't ever let it go I'm in love with you but you already know I want this love to last and be forever If

Say Goodbye
Say Goodbye In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you [Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though its the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Cause true love never dies In a year from now Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other, stnding on the same street corner though it rains Each and every end is always written in the stars If only i could stop the World i'd make this last [Chorus] Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for

Gah
I really should know better. I really should avoid things that will giving me that horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Sometimes I think I really should be a bitch. Sometimes I want to say screw it, and most of all screw you. ...I want a hug.

Help Me Please Help I Begg You
~*~OK I DON'T LIKE TO BEG BUT I NEED SOME STAFF MY LOUNGE IS GROWING AND I NEED HELP I NEED A gENERAL MANAGER AND OTHER STAFF SO PLEASE HIT ME ON MY SHOUT BOX IF YOU WANT TO HELP ~*~ ~*CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE*~

Ectasy
Bizarre assumptions and ludicrous twists Pointed daggers and random fists Jabbing and beating me into believing Laugh cause I know now – you’re so deceiving Smile my love and you don’t fight fair Made me believe, but it was never there You are the emblem of my weakness And the reason for my meekness Hit me thrill me hurt me kill me Touch me – I am yours. My strength was a thing unknown until I tried to break my own heart’s will Obsession you can be so cruel This silent torment – I am a fool I thought it was god I thought it was fate I found the truth but far too late It wasn’t my turn, it wasn’t my time I stepped off a sheer cliff, there’s nothing to climb Beat me bleed me break me feed me To my demons – I’m your science project. I only saw I wanted to see There was nothing to end my misery Hope is a boon and hope is a bane Hope was the source of my every pain Blinded by tears I vainly fought back God only laughed he cuts me no slack What was the point

Having A Very Bad Day
Just having a bad day. I got to work and everything was fine and started out to do a call for my private ambulance company that i work for and have a accident with the ambulance that i'm sign to and sent my day very bad. Went back to the office and sit in the office for 4 hours not being today anything. Around 4p.m they told me to go home and i was some ticked off if just want to hit something and i took it out in the wrong way on my mom and kicking my self mentle in the backside because what happen to day.

Staind-fade
I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause... I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you When all this I was going through You never took the time to ask me Just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness That my life became 'cause... I just needed someone to talk to You were just too busy with yourself You were never there for me to express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade B

Another Poem.depression.
Depressing Is working me over tonight.Here's another poem: Was It All Just A Game. Was my love for you just game you played fun?For you stole my heart away from me,while my desires for you grew.Each day growing stronger my heart bleed for you as you told me of your hardship In life.A true angel that was sent my way for me to love.So I felt safe In your sweet embraced,for your love had lifted me higher out of my dark existence.Your love gave me new hope for a new future,one with you In It.One of us sharing our bodies with each other.SO I welcome your love Into my life with tears In my eyes as I thought I've found the one girl that would healed my heart and make me whole.But I soon learned that your loved for me had died out like a brightly burning flame engulfed In the howling cold wind.For now I walked alone without you,my eyes feel full of tears as I hold your face In mine mind and try to hold onto your loved In my heart.For loved you I do,and as my cold hea

My Fu Family....
There's a bombfest going on tonight, and that sucks i can't play, but i got prior engagements i have already made and i got to go out to dinner tonight. But when i get back, OH HELL the bombing we'll be TOTALLY ON!!!!!!!!

Another Poem.i'm Trying For A Happy Poem Although.
Well 3 depressing poems so far I'm trying for a happy poem this time although of the girl that I loved that seem to be rejecting me now. Your Love My Bliss Your love brings a blissful feeling to my heart as I think of you.My heart sings to you as I think of your beauty,and all that you means to me,for I know we are so far away now.But to hold you In my mind and heart Is a blissful blessing Indeed.And know that love exist In this cold world brings me hopes of seeing you In real life.For my arms will embraced you and my heart will loved you.Our bodies a sweet embraced that even the gods will shred a tear over for our love Is perfect In every way.A emotional bound that nothing can divide,our eyes Interlocked upon each others.Our hands held together fingers to fingers.I can feel your heart beat as my speed up to yours.Your lips upon mine lips as we hold each other close together,my arms hold you tightly yet softly enough that you feel safe.I whispered that I loved

Want To Own Me For A Month?
I'm holding my very first Fubar Auction! The highest bidder will receive the following: 9 minute TOTALLY nsfw video Access to a folder of photos that no one else does (also nsfw) Ownership in my display name for 1 month Fan/Friend/Family Rates of all photos & Profile during happy hour Pimpout on my profile for one month Permanent pimpout in my blog The Rules 1. No drama 2. You bid must be in the comments section of my profile 3. Your bid must be higher than the last bid Bidding will continue until Friday, December 14th @ 7:59PM. Bidding begins at 100,000. Good Luck Everyone Miss Athena Hollow

Cam Girl Profile: Ashleigh
This petite Canadian gal is Ashleigh, and she's done TWO FOUNDRY CAMS videos so far, and both are marvels of branding genius (no, not really; she's just wearing her FoundryMusic F*CK ME shirt in both clips). You may have seen her dancing alone in her room, or you may have watched her shaking her ass in a thong and high heels. Regardless of your preference in video, Ashleigh is what we like to call 'a good egg'. We sent Ashleigh a pile of stupid questions months ago, and we're finally getting around to putting up her answers. This is how she did... CLICK THAT HOLIDAY HINEY TO READ THE INTERVIEW Then, once you're happy parts are filled with happy... HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS AND CHAT WITH ASHLEIGH LIVE!

We Can Reduce Global Warming, And Here's How!
Perhaps its time the largest producers of CO2 were instructed to grow larger crops of hemp, in a bid to off-set national CO2 emissions? The poor old and much-maligned industrial hemp plant continues to get a bad press. Even though the UK has recently started to produce hemp fibre's via an initiative by Essex based Hemcore Ltd, over in North Dakota, the DEA is still "just saying no"! But as the United States continues to rate as one of the worlds largest producers of the gases which are playing such a huge part in global warming, isn't it time the international community stepped in? The evidence to do so is compelling. So much that there can really be no doubt any more. Global warming is happening, and the ramifications are taking place before our very eyes. Atmospheric CO2 levels are higher than they have ever been before, up from 300 PPM (parts per million), to 370 PPM, measured at the summit of Mauna Loa in Hawaii between 1958 and 2000 -- which is an insignificant set of number

The One Who Knows Me
That Special Someone That Special Someone Is the person that can sweep me off my Feet not knowing that they have. That Special Someone Would know everything that there is To know about me That Special Someone Would know my favorite places to be, My favorite colors, my favorite Style of clothing, my favorite things To do when we are together and The things that turns me on When we are together That Special Someone Has the ability to make me laugh at the drop of a hat Who continues the laughter throughout our Years together no matter what we have gone Through together That Special Someone Would know when I was down Just by looking into my eyes The tone of my voice No matter what time of day or night That Special Someone Would know exactly what makes me smile What makes me happy, and What makes me cry and Know exactly how to mange each one That Special Someone Would be My Heart, My Soul, My Life No matter what trials and tribulations

Thoughts
I haven't written in my blog in a while and just needed to let loose all the thoughts going through my mind. I have only told 5 guys that I love them and meant it. 4 out of those 5 guys still have a spot in my heart. Michael will always be special for he is my first love. Gary was my one true love. Jason is the one guy who went from being loved to being hated (if you really must know ask me in a message) Rich saw me at my lowest and was able to bring me to a happy life again. And Tom it slipped out and the feelings were there. I am slowly trying to get these feelings out of my heart so I can move into a healthier relationship without all this baggage. Some of the guys I have lost these feelings of love. Michael I see purely as a friend no matter how much he wants me to move to Arizona to start again and Jason all I feel is hatred. Rich, Gary, and Tom I still am fighting feelings for. So I decided to remain single until these feelings have gone away.

Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
(When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (Nothing to lose) Nothi

London Bridge - Fergie
Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. Are you ready for this? Oh, shit! Oh! It's me Fergie The pen Polo! Fergie Ferg, what's up baby?! Come on When I come to the clubs, step aside (Oh, shit) Part the seas, don't be having me in the line (Oh, shit) V.I.P 'cause you know I gotta shine (Oh, shit) I'm Fergie Ferg And me love you long time (Oh shit) All my girls get down on the floor (Oh, shit) Back to back drop it down real low (Oh, shit) I'm such a lady but I'm dancing like a ho (Oh, shit) 'cause you know I don't give a fuck so here we go! (Oh shit) [Chorus (x2):] How come every time you come around My London London Bridge want to go down Like London London London wanna go down Like London London London be going down like The drinks start pouring And my speech start slurring Everybody start looking real good (Oh, shit) The Grey Goose got your girl feeling loose Now I'm wishing that I didn't wear these shoes (I hate heels) It's like every time I get up on the

My Mind Problem
First let me make this very clear, I am very happily married to the love of my life. So now I can move on to what's bugging me. I was brought up Baptist and believe in the whole only be with one once married. I get that and am (I think) ok with that. (Ok so probably not ok with it cause I'm writing this. To me it's scary even to voice these thoughts out here.)Recently my husband and I have come to discover that we would like to include another woman in our life. I'm total for it my problem is that I'm not sure what to do about this. I'm kinda looking but whatever. My thing is that I love sex and get plenty from my husband all the time but I want more. Is something wrong with me? The love is there the sex is GREAT! and there is even some mixing it up on a regular bases. I think that it's the new feeling you get when your with someone for the first few time that I'm missing. There is a few people that have scaringly gotten me worked up by just a few words or a random touch. (And they

Umbrella - Rihanna
[Jay-Z] Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna) Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad) Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action) Ahuh Ahuh No clouds in my storms Let it rain, I hydroplane in the bank Coming down with the Dow Jones When the clouds come we gone, we Rocafella We fly higher than weather And G5’s are better, You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation. Stacked chips for the rainy day Jay, Rain Man is back with little Ms. Sunshine Rihanna where you at? [Rihanna] You have my heart And we'll never be worlds apart May be in magazines But you'll still be my star Baby cause in the dark You can't see shiny cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share Because [Chorus] When the sun shines, we’ll shine together Told you I'll be here forever Said I'll always be a friend Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end Now that it's raining more than ever Know that we'll still have each other You can stand under my umbrella You can stand under my umbrella (Ell

If Men Wrote Advice Columns....
If men wrote advice columns, they'd read like this... Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a mile down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was in the bedroom with a neighbor lady making mad passionate love to her. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he broke down and admitted that he'd been having an affair for the past six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and worthless. I love him very much, but ever since I gave him the ultimatum he has become increasingly distant. I don't feel I can get through to him anymore. Can you please help? Sincerely, Mrs. Sheila Usk

Contact Me
If U would be interrested in becumin a bomber please contact me by mail here and I'll give u details. week trial period before a morph but will get tags within 2 days Spirit warrior platoon Hippie Hope to C U~! Send mail to this account) ~Hippie~Raiders of K.O.W.@ fubar

Why I Fired My Secretary
> Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that > morning. > > I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and > say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it > turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone 'Happy Birthday.' > > I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will > remember. > > My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So > when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. > > As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, 'Good Morning Boss, > and by the way Happy Birthday! ' It felt a little better that at least > someone had remembered. > > I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, 'You > know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what > do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me.' I said, 'Thanks, Jane, > that's the greatest thin

Contest Is Now Open :)
okies ppl.....I need your help now......the contest is open......I have helped alot of ppl in contests and to level up.....now i am asking for a lil help in return.....heres the link.....i am keeping track of the names for Santa LOL thank you :)

~woohoo~
we are kid free for the weekend~! ~~woohoo~~ now what do we do with our free time...? huh? hehehehehehehe I am heading to bed now and getting up at 5am in the morning to get ready for the day. We have to be in Myrtle Beach by 11am.....then it is party time~!! No kids~! I love my kids but I need a break sometime~! I hope you all have a great weekend and be careful whatever you do.....we'll talk next week sometime. ~~smooches~~ Cristi~have fun in your new car and be careful. Cindy~be careful with the weather. Have fun dancing~!

Forrest Gump Dies And Goes To Heaven
The day finally arrives. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the questions ove

To All The Offended People Read This
IM GOIN TO MAKE THIS VERY CLEAR IF U DONT LIKE ME NOT READING UR PROFILE TO GET TO KNOW U THEN DONT TALK TO ME ITS NOT REALLY FUN FOR ME TO READ 1,000,00 PROFILES IF U COP AN ADDITUDE WITH ME UR NOT GOING TO RUN ME OVER WITH UR SHIT SO IF UWANT TO STAY A FRIENDS GOOD IF NOT OH WELL

Nbc Needs An Ass Whooping
Oh this is soooooo much bullshit. The Gutless piece of shit who made this chicken shit call needs to lose his job. Be tarred and feather and round out of town on a rail. I have seen the ad. It is a tasteful and non political. I am going to do the following things: 1. Write a complaint to the FCC. 2. Write the President of NBC. 3. Write The CEO of GE 4. Write my Congressman and Senator. What do I expect nothing, This asshole is a fucking coward. He will die a coward's death. I do hope he loses his job. Maybe he can be a field report in Iraq, maybe he can then see what real men do. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ NBC Rejects Ad From Conservative Group Email this Story Dec 7, 3:45 PM (ET) By JIM KUHNHENN Google sponsored links Should Katie Quit CBS? - Couric not sure about her move! What is your opinion about this? www.SodaHead.com I Was Scammed 37 Times - These Programs Are Absolute Scams I Will S

The Budweiser Story...
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this,please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th,A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible peo

For Our Soldiers
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, > I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. > My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, > My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. > Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, > Transforming the yard to a winter delight. > The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, > Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. > My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, > Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. > In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, > So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. > The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, > But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. > Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, > Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the > snow. > My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, > And I crept to the door just to see who was near. > Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, > A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight

Me Right Now...
"Nobody's Home" I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all ove

Looking For Ladies!!
Hello To all the Ladies of Fubar! My Name is Honey and I am Part Of a wonderful Group called the SisterHood! we are always looking for new Ladies to join us! This is an all ladies Group and we are all A Big Family!! We would love you to be a part of The Sisterhood! and Join Us For Some Fun Times and Good Laughs Good Laughs!! Like I said this is an all ladies Group and it is all Drama free! We have a wonderful lounge Called The Sisterhood where we all get together and have loads of fun!! So Come be a part of Our Family And Join In on all the Fun!!! Please Click the Pic on the bottom to Read And Join us!! All ladies Please Let them know that HONEY SENT YOU!! We Look Forward To Having You Join Us!!! Thank you!! Honey

Passed Statistics
One of my most hated classes is statistics... I had a take home test that was due today by 3pm. I went to turn it in and nobody was at the school. My instructor informed me that it would be considered late and 10% taken off for every day over the weekend it was late. She just emailed me and said that i got a "C" in the class which means that I PASSED!!! However, she decided to be nice w/ christmas and not take the 10% off. If she would have i wouldn't have passed.... THANK GOD!!!!! I HATED THAT CLASS!

Daily
Daily Horoscope: Aries For December 7,2007 Your emotions are all over the place right now and that is making you feel a bit stressed out on top of everything else. Just take a deep breath and carry on -- tomorrow will be much more straightforward!

Noobs
So when I'm talking about Iraq with buds random people will ask "Wow you were in Iraq?" my first reaction is to knock the shit out of them. I mean come on, was I talking to you? Fuck no I wasn't. If I was going to talk to a random person about my hellish tour I would go right up to them and say "hey I was in Iraq wanna listen?" To be honest, its not that I don't mind talking about it but that some people want to shit all over those of us that were there. They'll never understand why we go and why we do it, all that they want to do is put soldiers down for "killing babies" or some other weird shit that the media feeds them. Mindless sheep. Bah! Enough of this down and dreary crap, to everyone out there if you want to know about my little "vacation" just ask. But be forewarned that I will not respond to hate filled or stupid questions.

Weight Loss
So I haven't been able to go to the gym lately because I had been going through alot of family stress and my dad hasn't been able to come out to my place to watch my son and it's all together way to much money to put into gas for me to drive my son out to him, and then drive back to the gym I have a membership at and then back to pick up my son and then back home..just couldn't afford it.. so I went job hunting to figure something out, and got a job finally.. (that's another story completely) .. but anyways.. I lost more weight at that job than I did while working out at the gym.. in just 5 days I have lost 7 lbs... woot!! haha.. I hope I can keep it up!!!!!!!! I feel great right now

Mango's And Advocado's
An elderly man in Queensland had owned a large property for several years. He had a dam in one of the lower paddocks where he had planted mango and avocado trees. The dam had been fixed up for swimming when it was built and he also had some picnic tables placed there in the shade of the fruit trees. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the dam to look it over, as he hadn't been there for a while. He grabbed a ten litre bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the dam, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his dam. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the dam naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the crocodile." Moral: Old men may

Please Help The Birthday Girl Lol
I will give away 1, 11 for each comment left for my contest. I will also give 5 fubucks for each comment. Want to level or need some fubucks its that easy so please come bomb me :). I entered a Happy hour contest first five people to 75,000 comments wins a happy hour. Please i would love this for my birthday gift from all my friends. I will be giving out prizes and fubucks to all my friends that help. So please come click the picture and bombs away. Show this old 30 year old woman some love!!!!

Love
Why can't I stop thinking about him he is all I want and need I wish I had a day to see him but yet he is so far away In my dreams he is here with me dreaming to walk with thee each passing moment goes by as I dream to have him near Wishing for his tender touch but yet not knowing it Wanting to have him close just holding me in his arms Each night he is in my dreams in my heart forever he will be yet he is always on my mind My one wish is to have him here with me

What A Ride....
just when i think its over its starting again**** its like sitting in traffic you pass downtown and the traffic slows, you want to get off but too many cars are in the way and you are all the way in the express lane so you sit, inching slowly and wasting gas, so you start moving slowly but surely you reach breakneck speeds and you are flying down the highway to your destination then ... breaklights, you think in your mind not again so you break suddenly in order not to smash into the car in front of you then you inch... you see a accident on the shoulder ahead and you see that traffic isnt moving because a bunch of nosy ass people are stopping traffic to see what is going on... then you speed up turning curves and sprinting up bridges going at least 70, all of a sudden your car starts smoking, did you forget to put coolant in never mind its too late now you are in the middle of a higway with people doing 65 all around you and now look your cell is dead ... what next you ask? someone ki

Fun Party Bears To Give
I couldnt help but share this terriblly funny find. It would make a great gag gift, or over the hill gift or just a good gift from one smart ass to another. LOL http://www.ballsybear.com/ Ballsy Bear® says: "I've got a stiffy that just won't quit!" "Kiss my %$*@ing ass!" "I swear. She told me she was 18!" "Squeal like a pig!" "I got your warm and fuzzy right here!" "You know what they say, baby. The bigger the belly, the sweeter the juice!" "Whoa! Acid flashback!" "What part of f&#k off don't you understand?" "Squeal like a pig!" "Blow me!" ...and over 10 more lewd things! Bitchy Bear® says: "Go f%$k yourself!" "My dog's got a bigger dick than that!" "Until they make diet semen, I refuse to swallow." "I've got PMS and a gun. Any questions?" "Oh, eat sh#t!" "On your knees, boy!" "I've got a strap-on. Let's see how you like it." "F%$k off and die!" "I smell pussy-whipped!" "I've got PMS and a gun. Any questions?" "Are you in yet?" ...and 11 more nasty

Update On My Every Day Life
So like I have been doing serious thinking and Im not so sure about how my relationship is going.I mean I am ready for comittment but not so much living together.I feel safe at a distance.Im not exactly sure why that is just something ive always done since I lost my boyfriend.I have always ran from comittment and here I am actually in a relationship of 8 months.But im not as happy as i thought I would be.We are wayyyy too different and ive been trying to make it work but its just not going as i planned.Tonight i told her dont ask me to marry her because I would freak out.I also explained to her that I think we should have waited on moving in together because I think it would have been best.But whats done is done right.I know that I am hurting her by pushing her away but if I dont love her the way she loves me I am not going to make myself miserable trying to make myself love her. Im not going to do it just to make her happy.I think in the long run it would end up making me hate her.I

Holy Boobage Batman
OK ME AND CHARMZ ARE HAVING A WAR AND ITS ALL IN GOOD FUN BUT LOOK WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY TOO ME AND IMMA POST HER YOUTUBE VIDEOS ON HERE AS WELL ME AND CHARMZ HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR A LONG ASS TIME SO I CAN MESS WITH HER ALL I WANT TOO AND BECAUSE SHE WUBS ME. LOOK AT THEM HOOTERS!!!! MOTOR BOAT MOTOR BOAT!!!! BIG BOOB CHARMZ

Finger Eleven-paralyzer
I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll pr

Self Inflicted
My mind is like a blank page of filth yet to be written, My wounds are gapping open only to show the pain that swells deep inside. It's all selfinflicted, I think I like it this way. It's all self inflicted, but yet someone must to pay. The drug of my dream is taken me over hit by hit, infecting my mind, making me numb to this disaster you call reality. But it's all self inflicted, I think I like it this way. It's all self inflicted, but yet...I will make you pay, make you pay. This anger will never be resolved, resenting the mistakes that were cast upon me. Rage is my friend, and I invite him to dance. Drown in the misery as I embrace it all. But it's all self inflicted, I think I like it this way. It's all self inflicted, and someone must pay!!! The day will come where I may revoke it, but my emptiness is still hollow. Numbness has taken over, and it lives through my veins. Taken me over, and killing me inside. And it's all selfinflicted, I hate it th

Also On My Childs Father
Okay so most of everyone who is my friends and actually talk to me know that im losing my childs father to cancer.It has been since thanksgiving since anyone has let me know anything about him.I have been to sick to go by there ive left numerous messages asking them to call me and let me know how hes doing.It is so close to our childs first birthday and I dont even know if her father is going to make it.I am just soooo depressed right now ive got soo much going on and too much to deal with right now.I think I just need to grab my child and run and hide or something.Isnt that running from my problem again tho???Yeah anyways im going to go now bye bye

Getaway
LOOK INTO MY EYES AND READ WHO I AM. MY STORY IS FAR FROM WRITTEN, I STAND BESIDE MYSELF IN A DREAM. SO ALONE WITHOUT YOU HERE. HOW LONG MUST I WAIT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU? THE WALL BETWEEN US IS SO HIGH THAT WE CAN NOT CLIMB IT. FEELING LIKE A DRIFTER IN THE NIGHT WHO CAN NOT FIND HER DESTINATION. I'M ON FIRE WHEN WE TOUCH, A FLAME THAT I CAN NOT EXTINGUISH. WHEN I HOLD YOU I CAN'T GET CLOSE ENOUGH. WHEN I TOUCH YOUR HAND IT'S SO REAL, REMINDING ME WHY I WANT YOU SO MUCH. CAN I STEAL A PIECE OF YOU AND CARRY IT AROUND WITH MY EVERYDAY, AND LATER PLACE IT IN MY HEART? EVERY RIVER WANTS AN OCEAN TO RUN TOWARDS, AND I WANT TO CRASH INTO YOU LIKE WAVES INTO THE SHORE. COME AWAY WITH ME IN THE NIGHT, AND LET US WRITE ANOTHER ENTRY OF OUR LIVES. I DO NOT WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING, I JUST WANT TO BE A MEMORY THAT YOU WILL NEVER FORGET. AND IN RETURN, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU....STEPHIE J.

Satire Of Satin
Sweet addiction is the answer to ask questions forgotten lies twisted backwardSdrawkcab bask golden rays 1000 watts of what electricity? passion? homosexuality? A lesbian lover hides under the cover society declines her I hugged her He hides in humor laughing away troubles society accepted him I hugged him Wrapped in satin crushed in velvet copper dead upon a Martin inspiration alive play away play away play away

Life
Well it has been a very eventful week for me.This past Sunday the region I live in flooded and was reported it is a natural disaster area!I am very lucky that nothing bad happend to me or my husband or daughter or our other family.The only damage that was done was our entire fence in our backyard was knocked over due to wind gusts of 90miles an hour!We were going to replace the fence anyway so that I am not worried about.But I know so many people who are without power and it is going on day 6now!Others have trees falling on their homes,cars and it is really awful.I hate hearing people saying I lost roof shingles or my Christmas ornaments when there are now homeless families or families dealing with much more severe damages other than some stupid shingles!!!The good news is people are strong and we always buck up and move foreward no matter what life or weather may throw our way!!!

Working
well this sucks. i am supose to be getting things ready for my childs birthday party sunday and i was supose to be off so i could well now i have to work. my boss didnt even acted like she care at all. im not that crazy about her anyway. but that just put me where i dont like her at all. i mean she could of worked for me but no she is still moving this weekend and had to be off like that was more important then my childs birthday. oh well just wanted to to vent some on that

Hmmm...
self reflection clears the air yet im alive in this foggy grave..../ why is life more fun when it still only teaches u to misbehave.../ and ultimately ends with a toe tag and a grave.../ i cant take money or jewels with me so why should i save???/ how is it possible to concieve these misconceptions and ideals that aren't ideal???/ how can one have such low self esteem and be sooo cocky and arrogant????/ christians who dont follow the book and clepto's that dont steal.../ but a lifetime in prison, mental or physical, begins ur change that's heaven sent..../ and if im so complex why should i act so simple???/ maybe its a ninja syndrome, as i beg for annonymity..../ im poor yet i go to school even though either way there is no class in me.../

Crash And Burn
Lost in this haze of despair and frustration that was caused by you, You hid so far behind your disception and lies but only to bring them all to the surface... Until the real you finally began to come through. Evil and wicked, your soul made of hatetred and resentment that you blame others for, I guess you found that my vunerabilty was so weak that it was I that you picked to settle your score. Drawn into your magnet spell I was, like a moth to a vibrant flame, Not knowing for a second that the road up ahead would lead me through horrible pain. For years you used me as a door mat that you stepped on and beat out, You would always tell me that you loved me, but when I disappointed you you yelled that you hated me with an angry shout. Your depression took my soul to a pitiful level of emptiness and my love love grew to hate, And my dream of leaving you was becoming a reality, but until that moment I would wait. Then the door of freedom swung wide open

Far Out Friends From Christie 12-07-07
Well in the Christmas spirit I thought I'd pimp some of my friends out on my own Disco Sleigh. These are some GROOVY friends so please go show them some Fu-Love! REDHAWK@ fubar BooBoo@ fubar BrattyBytch@ fubar HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar LSD's SHELL ~~I LUV MY A&A's~FU-ENGAGED 2 ANDREA~~CLUB F.A.R.~~@ fubar Kyz@ fubar Vicky a.k.a. Pooh@ fubar MishNumber1 W.I.S.E U.K Friends Owner S*U*P, Club FAR & The Sisterhood Memberbr @ fubar LilBamaGirl WRR and Rebbi'z Rambunctious Noize Fan ~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Princess Wife to DrUnKeN

Poem Or Song?
DADDY Did you want me to grow up to be a whore? Because all those nasty things you did to me Ruined me for ever more. You made it easier for all those other scum. Every time you made me cum Yea, dad you made me a target and gave me this life I cannot forget Never had anyone that I could trust. You took that with out a thought. What was it in in me, Your daughter, that you sought? Did you get what you came for? I hope at least I made you explode real nice Because EVERYDAY I pay your price!

My Writing
BEAUTIFUL DREAM It was all a beautiful dream But now its a nightmare And all i can do is scream Who was I to think That you could survive all my bullshit? So if it's over why do you keep me chomping at the bit? It's all my fault for allowing the fairytale to continue I know your just not on the menu I know its more than money It's in your voice when you call me honey I'll never be your wife or have our family I knew better to entertain the thought Now, just look at how much our togetherness has brought. How long before you decide thats enough? Don't worry for me I'll survive I'm tough They say good things never last And I'm sure I'll say the same When I think of you and our past Written 2007 Christina Tags: | Edit Tags

Untittled 12/7/07
It has been far too long since the last time we spoke. But I have decided it is time so get this off my chest Hiding your problems behind the mirrors and smoke The time has finally come to lay this matter to rest I can no longer go on with our relationship this way Cause I’m tired of giving and getting nothing back I have stayed silent for too long now I have to say I miss seeing how you smile and hearing your laugh Now there is nothing but a shell of what has been The joy that was in your eyes has long since passed I miss that person you that you used to be my friend Always the victim now you’re forever stuck in the role So scared to feel you have become comfortably jaded Depressing to even be around you and your bitter soul Wanting to believe your so evil and by everyone hated Pushing everyone far away by being this angry asshole Now the light of your soul has almost completely faded Your love, warmth, and passion of the past is what I need Without it I ha

Poet Laureate
true inspiration comes from everywhere.....even the least expected....this inspires me.... Alone in my room, looking thru the 32X telescope zoom adjusting the focus of the moon One should not assume the philosophy of David Hume is nothing more then a subjective conclusion What is the maximum field rate application? the run away glaciation surrounding the ocean basin affects the population, fluctuation on a continuous basis but thats just the basics The juxtaposition of Canibus's position the precision something no other has written Way above and beyond what was intended the unparallel Malleable annunciation of a sentence You didnt go to college obviously I can tell by your ungodly unintelligible terminology A remarkable odyssey, the rhymes of modern speeds when the brain orders the body not to breathe Incompetency is not up to speed, you not in my league you couldnt possibly be hotter then me Or oppositely your minus 25 degrees,

Pearl Harbor?
Yesterday was Pearl Harbor Day. How many of you saw anything about Supporting the Troops? or anything related to any war efforts?? We claim it, but apparently we can't do it. We may be dealing with "other" people now, but the events that happened on December 7th, 1941 were still devastating. HOW can you claim to support our troops when on the day commemorating the attack on Pearl Harbor???

Merry Christmas
On the way home last night, I was listening to the radio when a newscaster called his little 91 year old granny to talk to her about the 'Holidays'. He mentioned that he had noticed that Christmas has become so 'politically correct' that no mention of Christmas is made by most retailers, we now wish People 'Happy Holidays.' His granny said she missed the Old Fashioned Christmas when everyone wished each other 'Merry Christmas'. I thought about it and agree...so this year I will be making a conscious effort to wish everyone Merry Christmas...my way of saying that I am celebrating the birth of Jesus Christ. So I'm asking my email buddies, if you agree with me, to please do the same. And if you'll pass this on to your email buddies, and so on...maybe we can prevent one more treasured tradition from being lost in the sea of "Political Correctness." God Bless and MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

My Dream, My Fantasy
Can I go away with you for just a moment in time? When the clock stand still and all I can feel is your heart close to mine. My anger subsides when our worlds collide, and pain is no longer an issue. Only for when I see you disappear into the night, if only you knew how much I miss you. Your sorrow is hidden and your eyes look so tired, can I take you to a place where only you can be admired? Your hands are so gentle and your voice so calming and wise. I wish that for just a moment we both had no ties. So take me away to our secret place where we can be alone, before I wake from this dream only to find that you are gone.

The Song From Thursday Night
Yes, I'm in Oklahoma, and being a displaced Yankee, I, too, lol, thought country music was a bunch of cry in my beer, my wife took off with my truck and my dog kind of songs, but then somehow I started going to a few western clubs, learned slightly lol how to two-step (never had a good partner) and had a blast learning line dancing, especially with a few drinks under my belt. Besides country, they played rock generally as well. Yes, I even got myself a part time job at Drysdales Western Wear. lol Heck, employees got 40% off on personal clothes. Woo hoo. I remember so well ions ago, man it was ions ago before I ever even got married and all I had dated this guy in my home town in New York who ended up going to hmm some other state in the winter and worked on the railroad. He came back and wanted to take me to this new country bar that just opened. I was like ... are you crazy? lol I was a good girl and agreed to go. Oh my gosh, I was there for maybe five or ten minutes and I

Wasted
Wasted Wasted before I'd even tasted Knowing just not going Trapped although its all been mapped Unable was it all just another fable Alone and very much grown. A shell in an ocean less hell Tired even while wired Unhappy at how I've made my life so crappy Existing while also resisting Done over before Ive begun. You know SPUN! written 2000 Christina

Want More?
Entry for December 01, 2007 magnify With all my heart for you I yearn. Now that we're apart I fee a flame from inside that deeply burns. I long to feel your lips upon mine kissing. I ache to once again feel your fingertips. Everything that is you is what I am missing. The time thats so far past seem to drag slowly by as if forever it may last And feeling that One more day without you I'd rather die Yet I wait for the day When I'll finally say "honey I m on my way" Then finally I'll be Home to stay. Written July 2002

Sluts
Fucked by another Man while my Man watches It was late on a Saturday night at the hottest club in the city, and I was dancing my heart out on the dance floor. My boyfriend was there, although he wasn’t much for the dancing. He preferred to watch me dance wit other people, other men. The sight of my tight ass grinding against another man’s cock drove him wild. I wound up dancing in between these three guys, all of which were feeling my body sensually as I grinded against the three of their huge cocks. One asked me if it was ok for him to reach up my shirt and grab on to my big ass titties… I of course, turned to my man for approval. I walked over to him, “Hey baby,” I said seductively “One of those guys over there wants to feel my tits baby but I thought I would ask you first.” The look of pleasure in his eyes was enough to tell me, but I had to hear it from his mouth. “I would love to watch your titties get felt up by another man… you have such sexy tits baby I want everyon

An Ordinary Night....
So little did I know that tonight would be a fawkin' awesome night!!!! Not only did I finish the Semester! But tonight I auctioned off my twat. Yes, you heard right. Angi won my twat, with a bid of 150k fu bucks. Arlene's twat went to Joe for a whopping, 160k! And I bought Angi's kick ass twat for 145,001 fu bucks! As for the cocks; Death's cock was bought by Angi for 155k fu bucks! And, I bought CerealKiller's Cock for 155k fu bucks! What an ordinary night...... *Grins* Hope yall enjoyed reading about my interesting night, in my blog!

Then The Wind Changed
Then the Wind Changed Then the wind changed empty arms left behind kaleidoscope of thoughts windmills of the mind. Then the wind changed memories whisper through trees words of love spoken drifting in the breeze. Then the wind changed autumn tears fall slowly down leaves of love left lying scattered on the ground. Then the wind changed no longer bearing fruit barren..slowly wilting dying at the root

Hating Myself For All I Have Done Wrong
So heres the thing i know that i am a horrible rotten cheating bitch. I love Chris Very much and never intended to hurt him. What am i supposed to I love them both. Ken for the year that we have had together and the kids we have. Chris on the other hand makes me feel beautiful wich hasnt happened in a long ass time. i know that i would have stability with Ken but the lack of trust on his end hinders sooooo much. Not to mention the fact that i know for a fact he would never give up his longing for all that is lusty for me. Chris faithfull devoted charishin chris what else can i say. I am sooooo confused and dont know wich way to lead. I know if i left Chris yet again it would be the end no more chances for redemption and i dont want to make a rash disicion. I dont think ken realy is in love with me anymore, i know that he cares very deeply for me and our children but somtimes i feel like all i was was a breeder for him an enqubator. I also know that Chris is very young and somday

‘flirting Robots’
‘flirting robots’ Those entering online dating forums risk having more than their hearts stolen. A program that can mimic online flirtation and then extract personal information from its unsuspecting conversation partners is making the rounds in Russian chat forums, according to security software firm PC Tools. The artificial intelligence of CyberLover’s automated chats is good enough that victims have a tough time distinguishing the “bot” from a real potential suitor, PC Tools said. The software can work quickly too, establishing up to 10 relationships in 30 minutes, PC Tools said. It compiles a report on every person it meets complete with name, contact information, and photos. As a tool that can be used by hackers to conduct identity fraud, CyberLover demonstrates an unprecedented level of social engineering,” PC Tools senior malware analyst Sergei Shevchenko said in a statement. Among CyberLover’s creepy features is its ability to offer a range of different profile

Addition To Hating Myself
Ok i know that is was confusing Ken and i Split a yr ago I am with Chris and have been for 6 wonderful mo I cheated on Chris with Ken resently and i know i fuked up I love Chris very much but so i do Ken I am confused and heart broken Chris and Ken both know of each other

I Am Taking A Break
Hey all... I am taking a break from fubar from a while, I am just tired of the damn drama. There are too many children on this site, like the biggest kindergarten I have ever seen. Every time I turn around there is something new. Men in this site need to get over themselves and need to learn to read profiles. Yes it is nice to make friends but not every woman on this site is a whore.. don't get me wrong.. there are plenty of them here. Women on this site need to get some sense, and keep their fucking clothes on. it is kinda pathetic that they feel the only way to get a man is to post NSFW pics. damn makes me wanna vomit. I am tired of having to play the game of lets see which fag decided to hit on me today or which whore is hitting on my man, cause they have no lives and need this to make it through their everyday lives. seriously this site is the worst, it was fun in the beginning leveling and all.. I mean c'mon i am a gamer thats what we do, but geez, people do have lives

My Poetry
Take It Or Leave It A fancy or a feeling, an illusion so appealing Afulfilling desire, that puts your world on fire God's lovely creation, or from troubles our deviation Your world's shine, or amere name for acceptance of time Soothes pain in the three magic words, or all it brings is pain and hurt In one way lifts you off the ground, in another responsibilities to you it bounds If in trobles helps you along, then why in eyes of others is it so wrong If you say love lasts forever, then why the separtion when two were together About love, we all have doubts, yet its something we can't live without Answers to these no one knows, take it or leave it, it slowly grows. By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

I Was Very Depressed When I Wrote This One....
Dieing In My Sorrows Sorrow is what i feel but its one thing i cannot heal They all shall be crying as they see me dieing For destiny is the question so i ask myself why am i so shy I can't cope with the dispair so why do so many people act like they care My true self is drifting slowly as my finger tips are going numb My blood flow is going real slow as my heart beat is going undertoe So this is how it is and this is where i lie so leave me be and don't say goodbye just leave me here to die in my sorrows. By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

My Poetry
Being In Love The feeling can be so revealing The touch can seem so much but to you not enough The look in your eyes is so mezmorized your skin glows as the fresh wind blows It can get you day dreaming an not even knowin the meaning Thinkin about them delicious kisses because thats what she misses hearing her sweet voice makes me moist love works in mysterious ways its like a mystical maze The desire is so great hope to find my mate The first date could be fate How can you tell i'll just let it dwell for thats being inlove By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

Sexiest Christmas Costume
THE SEXIEST CHRISTMAS COSTUMES CONTEST !!! WE NEED 20 CONTESTANTS..10 MEN AND 10 WOMEN..THIS CONTEST STARTS 12.12.07 - 12.19.07..THE DRAWING DATE WILL BE THE 21ST AT 5 PM AND WILL BE HELD IN CLUB NV THERE WILL ALSO BE UPDATES ANNOUNCED IF NEED BE THROUGHOUT THE WEEK BY DJ ENVII IN THE LOUNGE..MEN CONTESTANTS PLEASE REPORT TO DJ Envii AND THE LADIES PLEASE REPORT TO PASTOR CHOCOLATE BUNNY.. RULES 1. PICTURE MUST BE ABLE TO BE RIPPED, AS THEY WILL BE RIPPED INTO OUR PHOTO SECTION TO BE JUDGED BY THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS THAT EACH ONE GETS. 2. ALL CONTESTANTS MUST HAVE A SALUTE.. 3. MUST RATE THE HOST..YOU CAN FAN AND ADD IF YOU WANT.. 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. YOU WILL BE DROPPED FROM THE CONTEST. 5. NO DOWN RATING!! YOU CAN RATE IF YOU WANT TO BUT THAT WON’T COUNT..THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS YOU GET COUNTS.. 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE, THE PRIZES WILL BE SPLIT.. 8. MUST VISIT THE LOUNGE A FEW TIM

A Slow Work In Progress Thought I'd Share
fly free,fly true there's enough love in your, heart for two, lost in thought one hurt you, lost in himself he waz too. in time theese hearts did mend, but not once did he lose his friend, not once did your love bend. fly free,fly true at times u didn't know what to do, it's time for the healing, to come through, it's time for you to be spoiled too. slowly theese walls start to crumble, it's my hope we won't stumble, fly free,fly true always remember we love you. fly free,fly true.

Poem 1
Walk with me, be my friend Continue on, till the end And when the road disappears Let’s sit together, count the years Not one forgotten, or let go by Each a precious star, in the sky Then, when each is accounted for We open yet one final door Through it together, we slowly walk Words we hold, do not talk Once on the other side of time We await the bells, till they chime Then through the valley, they echo long Fill us deeply, with their song Throughout the night, our love burns strong Our hearts rejoice, forever we belong

Poem 2
My days are brighter, less cold. To fight off all the hurt, pain and strife. Now stronger, less scared, more bold. In you I've found renewed inspiration in life. Your kisses make me melt until I glow. To hold you in my arms is tranquility. Your spirit, heart and soul, I yearn to know. For you my love is pouring out past all eternity. A sunset, a shooting star, you make them more. Such simple things are now more lucid and meaningful. Life now has more to offer; I feel it in my core. You make me feel whole, alive and so beautiful

One Of My Many Poems
The time has come,finally, to say unto you; The love that I feel,is eternaly true. We'll write our own vows, our time has now come; To show our love,pushed apart by no one! You are my light,in my darkest of days; Pushing me forward, out of my haze. I now say to you,with no doubt in my mind; Our happiness lies ahead, our sadness behind. "Forsaking all others", I feel when I say; I'll not change my heart, neither tomorrow,nor today. I'm ready for us , to be man and wife; I'll not feel for another, for the rest of my life! I see your love shining, deep in your eyes; It's always been withyou, where my happiness lies! Now comes the time when I say"I DO"; And spend the rest of my life,loving only you. No distance will stop me, from pulling you in; No darkness will cloud my days,ever again!

Club Far Vs Sisterhood
Well I guess it's time for me to make a decision about who I will stay with.. I can see that being a member of Club Far and the Sisterhood has created a huge problem. As I recall when I joined Club Far..they said it wasn't a problem with joining other clubs, but as of now since we became the Sisterhood on Fubar, it is a PROBLEM. I am staying with the Sisterhood.. There is no DRAMA. So I am leaving Club Far.. If you wish to still remain my friend, please do so, if not let me know.. I am very sorry to have to make this kind of decision but it's for the best. I love all my friends and I wish I could sit here at the computer and comment on everyone's profile, but I do have a life outside of fubar. Love to everyone!!! Sweet Heart Princess, Co-Owner of the Sisterhood.. XOXOXOXOXOXOX

Adult Arguments
I don't know sometimes why I bother, most...no 99.9% of the time its not worth it, I should just be like everyone else, block anyone who i have the slightest dislike to disagreement with. who cares about friendships, i mean in real life id just completely block out and never speak to a friend i disagree with or argue with once right?[read in the last line:sarcasm] Oh wait! no, when i take the time to get to know someone I like to try to salvage a friendship, since friendship is all about learning from each other. Sometimes I wish I was insecure enough to be that mean to people, but I got over that in middle school. I learned that name calling and bashing doesn't accomplish anything. Neither person is happier, it resolves nothing. Its pointless. The name caller is nothing but insecure, calling names only because they don't want to be called a name first. They are the ones who are REALLY insecure. If you weren't insecure, you'd have no need to try to make other people feel insecure

How And Why???
How is it that i've been on this site longer then all of the top people within the Juggalo Family, yet i'm still at the bottom. Am i not doing something right? I'm doing what i think is best, i help others, i help out the newbies find the FAM, i post massive FAMILY pimpouts, yet i'm still on the bottom. Is it because i don't whore myself out, i don't beg for your points, i'm not an attention whore like some people on here (i'm not even gonna get into those people right now). Why is it that i do nothing but show madd klown luv to all the FAM and yet i still get shit on? If i get shit on anymore, i'm just gonna leave, it's not like anybody will miss me anyway except maybe a few of my TRU HOMIES. What The Fuck Ever!! Tru Wikid Klown

We Are All Capable Of Being Worthy.
If you must love your neighbor as yourself, it is at least as fair to love yourself as your neighbor. --Nicholas De Chamfort We sometimes find it difficult to accept a compliment. We may feel we don't deserve such attention, and point out reasons why the compliment is untrue. When we act this way, we show a lack of love for ourselves. We’re taught to love our neighbors as ourselves. Yet, before we can love anyone, we must believe we are worthy of the same love. No creature is undeserving of love……NONE. We can stop hiding behind feelings of unworthiness. There's nothing stopping us but ourselves. Sometimes it takes courage to say thank you when we get a compliment. Let's exercise that courage, and each time we do, we'll find our self-love growing. When I thank people today, will I have the courage to smile, too?

Mayweather Vs. Hatton
Written By: Music Recording Artist & Former Top Welterweight Boxer from Philly: VITTO Taking early odds on the Joe Calzaghe vs. Bernard Hopkins fight.... Line em up and lay down your dough. I'm pickin one of the top 3 pound for pound fighters in the world, Joe Calzaghe. If Calzaghe ca muster up the same effert he did when he totally destroyed Jeff Lacy, he will rip the old man Hopkins to shreds. I have not seen a man get so totally dominated for every single round as I did when Calzaghe crushed Lacy since Larry Holmes played taps and dismantelled Tex Randal Cobb's face. Calzaghe would have done a similar distruction act on Kessler if not for 2 things. 1. Kessler is a better fighter than Lacy and it is very possible that at age 35 and almost 36, Joe Calzaghe's best fights are behind him now. What a shame this is. Calzaghe should have come and faught in the U.S.A. and made his mark here about 10 years ago. if he did, he would have been a household

Little Thoughts...
Yesterday, 7 December, I went to the Burial At Sea of my uncle, Clyde Allen, aboard the USS Samuel B. Roberts, a Navy frigate. I had been invited by my cousin, Maya, and I couldn't wait to get out there. You see, my uncle retired from the Navy and Navy Reserve years ago, but, like most military members who give that much of their life to something, he left a piece of his heart there. Maya remembers her father talking wistfully of long gone days at sea, and with his passing, she knew this is what he would want. I'm proud to have been there. It wasn't, however, just a burial. It was also a remembrance of Pearl Harbor, as well as all the Soldiers, Sailors, Marines, and Airmen lost in war. Aboard were three survivors of Pearl Harbor, and their stories of attack, war, reconciliation, and life in general left us all humbled. Besides those, there were several World War II veterans, and also the widow of the very first Master Chief Petty Officer of the Navy (same as our SMA for Army

Movies
so Shooter had good suspence good drama action guns nice guns comedy and the acting was not bad. Die hard 4 was along the same lines car taking down a chopper I mean shit that was awesome! but the two movies were fast pace really easy to follow and at the same time they were slow movies. Share your comments on the movies with me hit me up with your thoughts on them ty to all peace.

Vatican Finds Lost Michelangelo Drawing
The vatican says it has discovered a lost drawing by Renaissance master Michelangelo of a design for the dome of St Peter's Basilica. The Vatican newspaper Osservatore Romano said the small drawing, done in the spring of 1563 when Michelangelo was 88, was believed to be his last known sketch before he died the next year.The drawing, a section of the dome, contains some measurements and is thus believed to have been done to give stone cutters guidance after the master deemed work on an earlier batch of stone inadequate. Michelangelo worked as the architect of the basilica from 1547 until shortly before his death in 1564. The newspaper said Michelangelo, who destroyed many of his sketches for the basilica, probably drew it on the construction site, giving it directly to workmen with his instructions.Drawn with blood-coloured chalk on paper, it apparently survived because part of the paper had been used again for calculations, perhaps by workmen. It wound up by accident in files concer

More People Should Read This
ORANGE COUNTY ( CALIFORNIA ) NEWSPAPER This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good points For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. This lady made the argument pretty simple. NOT printed in the Orange County Paper.................. Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: 'David LaBonte' My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to 'print' it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. D

If We Had Sex
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

Haunted
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Imaginary
(Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, paper flowers) [X2] I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops, as they’re falling, tell a story [Chorus:] In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (flowers) Don’t say I’m out of touch With this rampant chaos - your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape [Chorus] Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh, how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light [Chorus] (Paper flowers)

Taking Over Me
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Taking Over Me" you don't remember me but i remember you i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream? and dream i do... i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand i knew you loved me then i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough so many things inside that are just like you are taking over i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me Taking over me Your Taking Over Me Tak

Delusional Fancy
Oh what dreams do conspire? Where were lost in the muck and mire, Lost soul turn to each other in search of sanctuary, Only to find that it houses the advisory, Lost in love, never knowing the truth Kidding all reminisce of its proof, Searching, searching, searching, but never finding, Because from it we are always running, Dreams disguise the pain inside, Wrapped in fantasy that our minds devise, Why do we run from what we seek? Is it fear or because we’re weak? Or is it that our souls can’t bare the thought of edan, Which lies just there? Peace, happiness, joy and bliss We’ll never know just what we miss. One day when we are in heaven will Look down on all the earth and wonder Why we do what we do to ourselves, And realize that chasing a dream stole or reality...

Help!!!
~&hearts~Help the Love Birds~&hearts~ Beautiful Nightmare (ME) and White Dragon (my man) we are in a contest together! If we get 120,000 comments we get a 1 year VIP package. So show us some Mad Love! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Bye Bye Little Julian
To a little guy who has a big place in my heart, will miss ya but you will always be there! Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free.

Where Are My Glass Slippers??
Last night I was cleaning out my closet getting rid of old shoes and laughed b/c I realized that I was "fall" cleaning my life as well as my closet. I've recently ended things with the man whom I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. We were together for almost 5 years. Yes, we were married, but, it all came down to that simple fact: I can not be in a non-relationship relationship with someone for a prolonged period of time. I can't share hopes and dreams, talk about childhoods, whisper sweet nothings, share myself with someone who doesn't love me. It doesn't make sense to me, and frankly, I hope it never does. I respect myself too much to have a sustained sexual, emotional, intellectual connection with someone who can't appreciate the beauty and wonder that I add to their lives (2007 update, I wrote this in September of 06, yet I find myself in a situation almost identical to that as before. I am talking about the words that are in bold print above...what a freaking joke!

Crazy People
i did a mumm about what happens if someone walks in on u having sex. what u would do and most people would not rate or comment on it. 24 people viewed it..7 people voted///3 said that would stop....4 said they would finish why are people so afraid to answer questions? it was just a pole

Question
a man and woman were arguning about which gender enjoys sex the most .. men obviously enjoy sex more the man said /why do you think were obssesd with getting laid? ''well replied the woman'' think about this when your ear itches and you put your finger in it and wiggle it around which feels better your finger in your ear?

Me
I'm getting tried of being hurt by guys like to call me names like fat ugly I'm a bitch I want someone who wants me for me not for sex or anything else because what to me when I was younger It happen to me again in aug of this year I don't want it happen again I hope one day I will find Mr right

* Happy Birthday Karina *!*
* Happy Birthday to Karina * Isis * Het Heru * Ntr * Ix * Balam * Today is my magickal master number of a birthday - 33! This day also signifies an official "REBIRTH" of Karina On this day of my birth, I wish you always blissful blessings of peace, love, prosperity, abundance, good health, serenity and happiness. I thank you for for your kind offers of Happiness on this day of celebration of my birth and life and I would like to extend that to others in full open heart chakra vibration. A selection of my birthday wishes from others to share with other December babies - as well as to celebrate and honour each of you whether or not today is the day of your birth ! .. ..¨¨)) -:¦:- ¸... ...¨¨)) ((¸¸... .... Happy birthday -:¦:- -:¦:- ((¸¸...* On this day, I would like to celebrate each of you and let you know I am thankful and grateful for your life and your presence here on Earth. Thank you for blessing my life with your beautiful spirit. In

A Specal Thank You
this is a specal thank you to A/all that helped me the most and made the Hottest Bi-female on Fubar contest a blast. i did not with the most comments, i won by being the judges fav. please go show all these P/people lots of love. first i must thank the host and one of the judges. Tina, she was a blast. Tennessee Tiger¢â@ fubar next is tigers s/o and the other judge. Michael, he was alot of fun.The Return of the Icon (holdin on)@ fubar now for the A/all the ones that helped me. first is Titan. Sir, You made it worth it, with all the chatting that W/we did. it was alot of fun with You helping. ^Titan65{Founder-BaDaSs Bombers&Proud-NAP-Friends}&#GMof BaDaSs'S Wonderland/Rl Hubund&Master to@ fubar next is lutin (Titans beautiful wife/sub). sweety you also made it fun. luTin¢¾Hostess of BaDaSs Wonderland¢¾_/_r/l wife&submissive2^Titan65_/_@ fubar DJBadass (Titan & lutin's handsome son) the pics you posted where great, i never knew what was coming next. ~*DjBaDa

Knowing My Friends
Hello to all my friends and new acquaintances, I hope everyone is having a great start to their weekend. I know some of you may not see me on your pages or commenting and rating as often as I used to or as others do. I'd love to rate and comment everything for everyone, however that isn't really what i am on here for. I am here to make friends, chat and enjoy the company of others. If I am getting to know you I likely will choose to look at your pics and I will rate them, but I do stay busy and with my friends and their company in my lounge and handling things that have to be done. I really am hoping to get to know more of my friends and would love for more to visit with me and mine in the lounge and see me not only for who I am, but find those who do mean a lot to me. I will never ask for you to just rate my pics, however if you have interest in knowing who I am and about my life, past present and future, a lot of it is covered in my pics and I do notice who takes the time and shows t

Can We See Through The Tears
Can we see through the tears, can we see through the pain, can we see through these walls that we keep building between us. Can we forgive and forget, or do we just keep hanging on. Can we wipe away the tears and say things are going to be ok. Can we go through life knowing that we did our best and whatever happens isnt because we did wrong. Can we love again after our hearts have been broken. Can we remember the good times and laugh through the bad times. Can we break down these walls that we have built around us, so that ohters can know who you are. Can we see through these tears and remember that it is through the bad times that we learn to grow we learn to be strong. Can we see through this pain that we feel inside, and learn to love again. Can we love ourselves so that we can love another. Can we see through these tears. Can we the answer is yes we can.

My Mind
I can't get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about funny things you said or did. I've memorized your face and the way you look at me... it melts my hear every time I think about it. And I catch myself smilng when I imagine what will happen the next time we're together. You must be something really special, because I can't remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure -- you're one of the very best things that's happened to me in a long time.

Trivia , Update . Fyi, Kinda Funny
***************************************************************************** The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. *************************************************************************** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...~ **************************************************************************** Donkeys kil l more people annually Than plane crashes or shark attacks. (Watch your Ass ) ************************************************************************ You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. ************************************************************************** Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. **************************************************************************** The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. *************************************** *********

Click And Join The Dark Side
Please just some help a click is all i ask if ya think you'd like it sign up its a vampire vrs werewolves roll play game but if your not interested just click and help me out thank you http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113069624

Auction???
Sick of me yet? haha It all begins on Monday Dec. 10th Dre@meR is for sale to the highest bidder! Dont be scared...LOL So come Monday stop on by & place your bid!!! I will let you know on Monday just were to go...Watch for my bulletin & blogs!!!

Scattergories
This is harder than you would think-- Good luck!! SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! Copy and paste into a new email. When you are done, send it on, including to the person who sent it to you. *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name:Laurie 2. 4 letter word: Love 3. Vehicle: Lexxus 4. City: Los Angeles 5. Boy's Name: Leonard 6. Girl's Name: Leann 7. Alcoholic drink: Lemon Drop 8. Occupation: Lawyer 9. Something you wear: Lingerie 10. Celebrity: Lindsey Lohan 11. Food: Lettuce 12. Something found in a bathroom: Lavender 13. Reason for Being Late:Loser 14. Cartoon Character: Lenny (off the simpsons) 15. Something You Shout: Leave me alone 16. Animal:Leopard

Today Is A Bad And It Shows
I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be. ************************************************ Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping tha

Why Do Guys Lie???? How Do They Get What They Want By Lieing?????
I meet this guy online and he told me that he was single and he liked me. We talked like for 3 weeks and he told me that he wanted to meet but he always mad excusses why he couldn't meet me. I didn't think alot about it. So today i guess his girlfriend saw a text that i sent or something, so he texted me and told me that he had a girlfriend and to leave him alone. So i texted him and asked why he lied. he told me that he didnt know where him and her were goin. so i guess that is were that ends it sucks cause i really liked him. but what ever i guess it suckes for me........

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.

Chapter 1
Yesterday I finished the first chapter of the novel(for which I still haven't decided on a title). This is the furthest I've ever gotten into a novel attempt, so I'm very happy. It's only four pages, but it feels like the right place for a chapter break. It's a .pdf file, which I think (I hope) everyone can open. Here it is, enjoy. Chapter 1 This is just the first edit, but I think most of it will stay as is. Ps. I just downloaded Cute PDF Writer and it's awesome. :D

Names And Stuff
***REPOSTED FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*** Hey folks... I hate to sound petty on this, but please do not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. We have had issues with users who have used it and have been mistaken for a site bouncer. To avoid any confusion, we kindly ask you to please not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. If you have any questions, please feel free to email me. From time to time a bouncer may send you an email requesting that you change it. Please do not sweat them. They are only doing their job. Thanks

I Wanna Run To You
I know that when you look at me Theres so much that you just dont see But if you would only take the time I know in my heart youd find A girl whos scared sometimes Who isnt always strong Cant you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone I wanna run to you I wanna run to you Wont you hold me in your arms And keep me safe from harm I wanna run to you But if I come to you Tell me, will you stay or will you run away Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control But at night I come home and turn the key Theres nobody there, no one cares for me Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams Without someone to share it with Tell me what does it mean? I need you here I need you here to wipe away my tears To kiss away my fears If you only knew how much...

Talking To Stomps....
talking to stomps has now gotten me all nostalgic for the days before my chemical romance and simple plan and good charlotte......the days when the queers were kings of the pop/punk scene.operation ivy was the band of the day......screeching weasel was still putting out kick ass music and green day didnt sell out..its a fucking shame we cant go back to the days before punk became a money making trend and everyone went from loving britney to loving punk...fuck scene kids i hope they all rot in hell and choke on my cock when i get there.......

Loneliness
Loneliness Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

You
A glass wall separates me from my site. So that the world teasingly dangles in front of me, Knowing that I can't touch it. Knowing that I only await waiting to Waiting for the tiger, clawing fervently underneath my skin to find an exit, to find freedom, but mostly, you.

From Being Dom/me To Master Or Mistress... Or Submissive Vs. Slave... The Difference.
Ok, so in my blogs before I never specified the difference in being a submissive to a slave. I know there are many who are not in the lifestyle who may not take kindly to the word slave. Once in a time it would be that I would settle with saying I was a submissive person whom held a Dom or a Master. There is a difference in being Master or being Dom just as much as there is a difference in being a submissive or being a slave. The biggest difference of the two is that a slave does not hold limits where as a submissive does. There is a reserve in a submissive to where she or he themselves put up limits to where the Dom can take them. A slave, in a lot of respects does not have those capabilities to put up limits. It is a higher level of submission to one that is a Master. I hope as I continue to write more in this blog... I will be able to show the difference as now I have taken to be a slave and not a submissive. As well as, I hope to be able to show those outside of the li

All About Me (because I Believe The World Revolves Around Me) Lol
I have a good sense that people aren't perfect and that I need to accept certain compromises in my quest for long term love. When i feel good about myself, I'm able to give myself what i want too,recognize that my most important need is simply for somene who can treat me well, and make me feel good about myself, and not bring me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Married Couple
A married couple is driving along a highway d oing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. 'I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce.' The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. 'I don't want you to try and talk me out of it,' He says, 'because I've been having an affair with your best friend , And she's a far better lover than you are.' Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. 'I want the house,' he says insistently.. Up to 80 . 'I want the car, too,' he continues. 85 mph. 'And,' he says, 'I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!' The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, 'Isn't the

Truth About Wolves
Truth about Wolves Wolves, are they really the vicious man-eaters they are portrayed to be? The truth is, they are not. Wolves got this reputation through stories meant to instruct children to beware of danger. The stories actually portrayed what we refer to as a modern day predator as a wolf. The story of Little Red Riding Hood portrays a wolf that could change clothes to look like a grandmother. This actually was used to teach children that even people they knew could have a bad side and do evil things. We all know that a wolf could never actually do something like that. The biggest myth known about wolves is that of the werewolf. Were there ever such a thing? The answer is actually in the 1500's and early 1600's many people would go around wearing wolf skins on their backs pretending to be werewolves. These people actually had a psychological disorder and they really thought they were werewolves. Some people actually have a genetic disorder called hypertrichosis (wer

Good Bye For Now
Well I am going away for a while to Boston for an extended vacation. I have had some shit go down in my life and it is time for a little R&R. To all of my friends MUAH and I will miss you oodles. I won't be online much but please come hang in the lounge and I will get to my page when I can to say hi. To those I have yet to meet do the deed the rate fan add thing and when I get around I will hit you up.... Take care to all and the happiest of holiday wishes from me to you and yours.... SEE YA !!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Tis The Season...
So I put this tree up on my page... You can leave me gifts under it...for FREE...no fubucks necessary... So cmon and visit my page and leave me some presents...pleeeeeaaassse??? I have a SnapVine thingy too...so if you want you can leave me a voice comment. I wanna see lots of e-gifts under my tree...can ya help me out?? Many thanks to all of you who have left me gifts so far!! Hope everyone is having a fantastic holiday season so far...mmmmmmmuaaaahhhh to all. ~t

Busy As Hell
So here goes. I've tried to keep the lounge thing to having fun and the personal life separate. But I do mean having fun and making friends -- no Fu marriages or five knuckle shuffling. Not knocking it. In 20 years I've had my share of that kind of fun too. But I do have a family now. People have been sick and I have been taking care for them or trying to take on their duties when time allows. This family is due to be bigger very soon. I have two jobs, but love them both. Hopefully I'll get out of the one I love and into the one I really love full time. The dream job. Real Life™ is my playground, good friend, and only enough of a nemesis to keep me strong. I am sorry to any friends I have been making who don't see me as much. I probably will drop out for a couple of weeks in the near future. I enjoy spending time with everyone! You guys are all great for your own reasons. The real world is just demanding a lot more than usual these days.

Holidays
glitter-graphics.com We have company comming in next week. My oldest son will be here with my grand daughter and his girlfriend. This is only the 2nd time that she has visited Kentucky. So will be lots and lots fo new pictures. I'm excited as well as the boys and we have been trying to get the house ready for company. If for some reason I miss something please leave me a message and know that i will address it as soon as possible. Some of the plans include, building a gingerbread house with Haley, baking and decorating cookies for them to take home. Visiting with my parents and brother and sister that live here. Spending quality family time with all. I'm not sure what else we should do. Maybe make hot cocoa and marshmellow spoons... play, watch tv and maybe the park if the weather is nice.

Christmas Carols For Every Psychosis
Schizophrenia - Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality - We Three Queens Disoriented Are Dementia - I Think I'll Be Home For Christmas Narcissistic - Hark The Herald Angels Sing (About Me) Mania - Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town ... Paranoia - Santa Claus is Coming To Town (To Get Me) Personality Disorder - You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, then MAYBE I'll tell you why Depression - Silent anhedonia, Holy anhedonia. All is calm, All is pretty lonely. Obsessive Compulsive - Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell... Borderline P

Jadzia A Lady Of Distinction
I have met this wonderfully delightful lady. I know her as Jadzia. She is kind and most importantly she understands my feelings. i spent months searching online for a suitable lady to just speak with. To flirt, but not to get so out of hand I need to wash my fingers from the dirty Cyber. There is a time and a place, I will admit that. I hope for the best in the future as we get to know each other. We have our boundries and we respect them fully.

This Was Writtin To Me
thank u psyko...i love u so much baby if there was another path I would surely find it but without you I'm only standing in my own way i need you you are the light that guides me through the dark you are the blood that runs through my veins you are the one that I gave my heart to and if I don't have you I don't have my life I love you in so many ways none of what I say can emphasize how I feel about you if I only had one day to live and could be with anyone it would be only you that I'd want to spend the day

Life
LOOK IM HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY. IF SOMETHING I DO OR SAY SOMETHING THAT OFFEND YOU. SUCK IT UP AND BITE YOUR TOUNGE. LEAVE A COMMENT ABOUT IT. PROBABLY WONT READ IT ANYWAY. JUST TIRED OF STUPID PPL. I MEAN ITS A DAMN WEBSITE AND PEEPS GET THERE PANTIES IN A BUNDLE ABOUT STUPID ASS HEADER AND TITLES AND ALL THAT SHIT. IF YOU WERE A TRUE FRIEND YOU WOULD KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE A FRIEND. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE HAS TO BE SO UPTIGHT EVER THE LITTLEST OF THINGS ANYMORE. WELL ENOUGH FUCKING RAMBLING. IM TO TIRED TO GIVE A FUCK ANYWAY. SO IF THIS APPLIES TO YOU THEN SO BE IT. IF NOT FUCK OFF......

Some People...
Some people....... Current mood: disappointed I swear sometimes no matter how hard you try to be friends with someone, they turn around and act like you're just a big steaming pile of shit. Apparently to some people I'm Dr. Phill...ette...Cause I'm a girl. haha Anyway, I've had this one friend that constantly complains about his life and is NEVER happy. It's always because of the stupedist shit, too. I get it, they want attention. Well, in case they haven't noticed, I'm not miss fucking sunshine myself. I have my own shit to deal with and I'm tired of them dragging me down with them. Then all of a sudden they're best friends with someone else that's close to me and they act like that other person is their best friend in the world. I have always been nice to them and dealt with their sorrows the best I could and always had an encouraging word, but now it's like I'm not shit to them so they go and hang out with one of my other friends. WTF??? I'm hurt by that The other frie

~woman Aren't Perfect~
~Woman Aren't Perfect~ Woman aren't perfect, what can't men see We Aren't P*e*r*f*e*c*t And never will be.... They lose their tempers, so easy... Woman Aren't Perfect one day they'll see... We have our flaws, most men not want to see.... But Still expect us yet to be Perfect, NO, Not, Me, i'm far from perfect mostly... copywritten@Mira2007

Bad Santa List
the video game industry is in the grip of demagogues just as shallow and uneducated. Take federal prosecutor Kym Worthy, who according to the Detroit News (by way of GamePolitics) just issued a "Top 10 Most Violent Games" list. The list (with what I presume is a press summary of the list comments, courtesy Detroit local news station WXYZ) follow. 1. Grand Theft Auto "Allows to [sic] players to act out crimes and rewards players for doing so." [1] 2. Manhunt (presumably Worthy means Manhunt 2) "Revolves around the making of a snuff film." 3. Scarface "Involves buying and selling drugs and killing hundreds of people." 4. 50 Cent: Bulletproof "Rapper 50 cent is involved in a web of corruption, double crosses and shady deals that lead him on a bloody path through New York's drug underworld." 5. 300: The Video Game "Invites game room gladiators to slice their way through the Persian army." 6. The Godfather "Opens with a 'child's version' of the player witnessing the

Easy Fubucks !!! :)
i am in a HH contest....up against a bombing crew....so i need your help.....if you do 50 comments i will give u 5,000 fubucks.....thats 100 per comment. Easy Fubucks! :) Send me a private msg when u have reached the 50. Thanks :) Have a good day! ONLY PIC COMMENTS COUNT...NOT RATES. here is the contest link. CLICK THE PICTURE TO GET TO PAGE THEN COMMENT. :) THANKS SO MUCH HAVE A WONDERFUL NIGHT :)

"bleed"
"Bleed" I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Lost
Somedays you just need someone, anyone, to talk to, and there's no one there... an internet full of people, and no one is there... all your friends are busy, so they can't talk, and sometimes, all you need is someone that will listen, and there's no one there at all....

??
maybe its destiny maybe the world tests me no one seems to want me my heart is aching from being so lonely no one to care just to be there no shoulder to cry on not at all so i hold my sorrow in let not one tear drop fall maybe its meant to be maybe its destiny maybe love and happiness just werent meant for me

Just A Thought In My Head...
I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tears of saddness to my dragons heart please help me...

Washing Dishes...
Well, I was just curious to see how many people are lazy. I was doing a few loads of dishes yesterday when I got home from work... and I realized that I never wash my dishes before I run them through the dish washer... I just rinse them at most. I was emptying the dishwasher and noticed that some of the dishes still had stuff stuck to them... so, being the lazy person I am, I just left them in the washer to run though again. Again, after running them through for the second time; they were still dirty. So, my point to this blog is: How many people wash their dishes before running them through the washer... AND how many of you are lazy and keep running the dirty things through the washer? If you run them through and don't wash them, how many times will you let them run through before finally washing them?

Quiet Moments
In those quiet moments of introspection, When we breathe like running horses, Fast and shallow, our sides running with sweat, Mouths stretched in idiotic grins as the white light of our ecstasy fades, I know you are mine, In those moments of mad endeavour, When the electric thrill of risk burns away caution, And your screams of trancelike desire ring under the open sky, I know you are mine, And when the empty silence swallows me, And your voice is a longed for ghost in my ears, And my nails tap impatiently on my leg as I wait for your presence to find me again, I know that I am yours.

Cellular One
Is no more... Ive with this company for years and now its just gone. I will miss you unlimited plan minutes... I will miss your red logo and my red shirt. Bye cell one thanks for the memories the money and the rockin bonuses. Bring it on The New ATandT "Your world is wireless AT and T is wireless"

Military And Holiday Skins
Made some new skins. Did almost all the U.S.Military ones that have been requested as well as a couple just for general use. If you have any others you would like to see added to the Military skins, drop me a private message and I'll see what I can do over the next couple days. Skins For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737 Here's my link. :) Year of the Dragon™@ fubar Oh yes...it would seem that some don't understand that For Personal use only, means I would appreciate it NOT being ripped. The skins like that have my actual image included. Please...don't take those. I can ask over and over and they still get ripped. I share freely and appreciate respect. ************************************************** Lonely Angel U.S.AirForce U.S. Army U.S.Marines Marine Wife Winter Scene Happy Holidays (NP) Further up the skins list. Happy Holiday

Brooklyn Girl
Brooklyn Girl parody of Punk Rock Girl by Dead Milkmen (for violets) One Saturday night I logged in to lounge {CC} I saw a hot chick there And damn near wet my pants Brooklyn girl please look at me Brooklyn girl I sure like what I see I'd travel just to see You're sexy ass hell Brooklyn girl I jumped right on her page And told her she should know I think you're hot as hell You really rock my world Brooklyn girl won't you add me please Brooklyn girl I want you on your knees We'll play all night Just you and me Brooklyn Girl We talked in the lounge for just a little while I hit her shoutbox And said I like your smile She seemed all shy And man it really drove me wild We hung in the lounge again The guys she drove em wild I cussed a bit It seemed to make her smile I rated all her pics She sure did give me wood I was gone a week I still whacked to her She was there when I got back I put her on my lap Brooklyn girl you drive me wild Brooklyn girl

I Found This In My Friends Comments!!"before I Came A Mom"
Special Mom Once you have been hit, you have to hit 5 pretty Special Moms. Including the one who thought of YOU today & sent it to YOU...If you get hit again, You will know you are Really pretty! So hit 5 pretty moms on your friends list to let them know they are pretty special! Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didnt worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didnt want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into

Feast For Darkness
The nature of my beast is your lust for me.. I feed on your soul so completely... Rapture engulfing your heart.. your mind.. your loins I'll devour in time.. My hunger for you never saited.. the thirst for your blood unequated.. Come slowly to me in the night.. undress my soul with your piercing eyes.. run your hands over this flesh so cold.. fill my body from within.. injecting me with your seed of sin .... My mouth dry from screams of passion... panting and breathless I'm left ravaged... quenching my thirst on your warm bitter blood.. Our bodies twisted..blanketed with the darkness.. billowing lust seep deep within.. no sence of time..we've thrived on sin.. feast my love on this this flesh of mine.. take your fill of my body ...my soul ...my mind... then togeather we'll surpass all others... lusting in darkness and undercover..

Stollie's Prayer
now i lay me down to bed ..no more wishing i was dead....a handfull of pills so i can dream of days gone by so carefree...bottle of stollies three quarters gone...I'm thru with wishing I was wrong...come to me softly in the night..and steal my soul before daylight...not one more day will I walk these streets...l give up on fullfilling all of our dreams... these old memories of a time long past has silenced my bleeding heart at last..so its off to oblivion once again to kill the voice inside my head..i'll lay here on this pillow soft, giving up my life as i drift off. I know your waiting in the light to rip me from this torturous life..My body grows cold as my mind starts to drift, and I'm floating above in a cloud like mist...No more to wander upon this land. no more to question what I dont understand. so now I lay me down to bed..lifes so much better lived when dead.

Pain Unparalled
Are you looking at the moon tonight? Watching the stars as they light up the sky? Are you thinking of what we've missed? And upon those stars have we wished the same wish? I wonder what you look like now.. Is your hair still blonde or has it turned brown? Are your eyes the same crystal green? Do they share the sadness I see in my dreams? How tall are you now? Will I ever know? I wasnt there to watch you grow... Do you still have that sweet little lisp? And I wonder if I am the one that you miss? Does a day go by without wondering why? Why is it I thought I could fly? So many pages have we both turned.. Without each other to teach and to learn. Are you still that shy little sprite that used to hide under my skirt in fright? Have you awaken to thoughts of me in the night? And was he there to let you know its alright. Do you feel me as I think of you ..day in and day out its all that i do. I wish I could look at your sweet little face and let you know no ones take

Retarted Thoughts...stoner Moments
I thought I would share with you some of the Retarded thoughts I have at times...Like today...I was thinking about what I would do when I die...and who would be the first person I would want to speak with up there...If in fact we do go to a heaven like the organize religions say we do.. And I thought EVE... because I really would like to know what she was thinking.....Then I started to reason this out...The Bitch clearly was insane...I mean she's talking to serpents here right? ...last I checked the fuckers only said psssssttttt... then bite your ass...So she had to be festering a good case of std's... Adam gave her the clap!.... I mean it stands to reason right? It states he was alone for a long time before god created EVE... and well we know men cant go very long with just watching the animals have sex and not want to taste it himself! Infact thats what he told God...I'm lonley.... all the animals have a mate except me...which translates in man language as "My dick is dripping from f

The Mocking Program
brief review right now. Alan Dean Foster has written several short stories and released a collection set in the "Montezuma Strip" before - an area of the Southwest as projected about 80? years into the future (it's been described as a nightmarish future ("first world tech, third world wages" - those parts seem accurate; his politics are -somewhat- more similar to mine than, say, Robert Heinlein's are...) - but based on this novel set in the Strip, anyway... if anything, Foster seems optimistic- and his Inspector likable for much, including his refusal to be cynical about the prospects of the people on his beat. (This isn't at all a political tract masquerading as a novel; those are qualities I noticed, though.) For the plot - the wife and daughter of a murder victim not only don't want to be found (to identify the body), but are - demonstrative about it. :) (Well... view the back cover sometime.) A review here - though I think differently than the reviewer about one or t

Darkness
darkness swallows light cannot touch pain envelopes feelings uncaring hate filled too cold and unyielding shattered torn and broken tossed to the side forevermore tattered and torn screaming screams no one hears crying tears no one sees darkness swallows nothing except me

Pussy Cat "very Funny"
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O ', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe ' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office wa

Heisman Results And My Thoughts
This evening Univ. of Florida quarterback Tim Tebow became the 1st sophomore and 72nd winner of the Heisman Trophy. I was pulling for Univ. of Hawaii quarterback Colt Brennan who came in third. I thought since he was the only finalist that led his team to an undefeated season that he truly earned. In general, I feel that the Heisman should be presented after all the bowls games are over. This gives the voters a look of how the candidates do in the post-season.

Okay
OKAY SOMEONE JUST SHOUTBOX ME AND ASKED IF I WAS GAY BECAUSE THE WAY I LOOK IN MY PIC SO I WROTE BACK AND SAID YES WHATS IT TO U AND THE PERSON SAID SORRY I WAS JUST ASKING A QUESTION SO IF ANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING GAY THEN JUST REMOVE ME FROM UR FRIENDS LIST CAUSE I DONT CARE.

Famly Update
Mystic Warriors Tribe Owner Mystic Warrior **MWT** Second in command Jim 'the real flirt ~ Royalty Leveler ~ & **MWT** second in command' Vice Platoon leader 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den & proud member of**MWT** Rainbow Warriors Platoon Leader Platoon Members Sandy 'mailbroad47**MWT** Cece 'even-in_the_rain**mwt**' Amanda '~Amanda the seductress 69 Vice~ RLW the real flirt C/O of The White Tiger's Den & **MWT**member' Vice 'trollsny**MWT**windtalker tribe' snyder Sassy 'Sassyharleylady**MWT**' 'Sweet Michelle Member of the MWT' PLATOON LEADER cathy lostangel **MWT** Platoon Members 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Rea

46 Questions About Nothing Important
Participate with me on this. I only sent this to folks whose answers are bound to be clever and interesting. This is what you are supposed to do and try not to be LAME and spoil the fun! Just give in and do it. Copy, not forward, this entire e-mail and paste it into new email. Change all the answers so that they apply to you then send this to a whole bunch of people you know *including* the person who sent it to you. Put your name in the subject. The theory is that you will learn many little known facts about your friends. 1. FIRST NAME: Walter WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, my father. 2. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY & WHY? Five minutes ago from watching a good movie. (call me a wimp and I'll beat you with a tooth pick) 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No, I make chicken scratch look something that might hang in The Louvre. 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Too many to mention ( I like to eat) 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, one precocious lit

Life In General
All though i am still upset about issues life is better... I bought a new car!! way excited... wanna get a new job tho... got a new piercing died my hair... i think im attempting to become a whole new person..lol... maybe then i wont get so used...who knows.. but yea at least i dont care anymore, well i mean i still care im just not mad about the stupid shit anymore

To All My Real Friends
YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" ....oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(...)........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ... I WAS ............. .......... HERE ...... ..Leaving my ....... Footprints in your ..............SAND" If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep

Spys/stalkers
I seem to have developed a couple of spys..who check out my friends pages to see what I am sending them..and checks out mine to. I have confronted one..so I think hes developed a couple of new ids to check my page out..and others.. so he thinks I don't know whats going on. Anyways, if your gonna spy on me.. just use your original name. TY!!