Listening to songs that I shouldn't be listening to once more and It got me down too.But If I'm gonna get through my heartbreak I've to do It In my own way I guess and thats mean me writing love poems rather they be depressing or of new love.So here's another poem:
Never Gonna See You.
Your love burns deeply at my heart,searing It to a crispy outer shell.For It beats for you and ached for your love,for you once told me you loved me with all your heart sending me to heaven.But your attention soon turned to another guy,without as much as a second thought to me.Your love once Inspired me to write of you,but now It's only sadness that feels my heart.Cutting me deeply to my core,the coldness Is my lover for now as thoughts of you sends me to a dark hole where you are there for me no more.But think of you I do,and letting you go turns out to be the hardest thing for me to do.For without you my heart Is as empty as a lake with no more water to sustained It.All life dying around It,no escape from the sorrows that feels my night and day.For even my dreams are fill with you and me together laughing together,but I know they are false for your love have died on me.But yet they are better then nothing.For I know I'll never meet you In real life,only In my dreams will I hold you and kissed.