Okay so most of everyone who is my friends and actually talk to me know that im losing my childs father to cancer.It has been since thanksgiving since anyone has let me know anything about him.I have been to sick to go by there ive left numerous messages asking them to call me and let me know how hes doing.It is so close to our childs first birthday and I dont even know if her father is going to make it.I am just soooo depressed right now ive got soo much going on and too much to deal with right now.I think I just need to grab my child and run and hide or something.Isnt that running from my problem again tho???Yeah anyways im going to go now bye bye
