Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Favorite Christmas Song
Little Drummer Boy: Lyrics Come they told me, pa rum pum pum pum A new born King to see, pa rum pum pum pum Our finest gifts we bring, pa rum pum pum pum To lay before the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, So to honor Him, pa rum pum pum pum, When we come. Little Baby, pa rum pum pum pum I am a poor boy too, pa rum pum pum pum I have no gift to bring, pa rum pum pum pum That's fit to give the King, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, Shall I play for you, pa rum pum pum pum, On my drum? Mary nodded, pa rum pum pum pum The ox and lamb kept time, pa rum pum pum pum I played my drum for Him, pa rum pum pum pum I played my best for Him, pa rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, rum pum pum pum, Then He smiled at me, pa rum pum pum pum Me and my drum.

In A Contest
i will show mad love to anyone and everyone that helps my girl in her contest, its a best eyes contest we are trying to get her in first place right now so please help us! here is the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=165131&albumid=721539&i=3033123379 remember i will show mad love to anyone that helps just comment here and let me know that u will help. ty sexy ppl!

Sound Judgmet.... Or Lack Thereof!!!
Some people fail to grasp the concept of responsibility and the wisdom to discern for themselves what they should, and consequently, should not do. The events of today has made me realize the juvenile nature of several of my former acquaintances. Their lack of judgment has affected my personal life and well being as well as those around me. Due to the severity of this series of events, I cannot delve further into their nature. All I have to say is that their lack of judgment will cost those around them far more than they could have previously conceived!

Blah *cough* Blah * Sneeze* Blah...
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired!! now with that out, to the 50 some odd friend reqs I just approved I'm sorry some of you were pending for days :( I have good reason , as you would have been able to tell by my blog I recently deleted :P *laughs* I'm having one helluva week/month/year. I'll try to get around to you guys but since I'm couch hopping technically for the moment and using a friends computer from teh 70's most peoples profiles insta lock up this laptop so me returning mad love is on hold for the moment. I'm truly sorry about this but I hope you guys know I do whole heartedly appreciate the love you all have left for me and the add reqs.. I can use the shout box hit me up if I'm not multitasking or otherwise doing something more meaningful in some way (more meaningful than the FU say it aint so!!) haha I will answer my box. *peers down* and to it too! muahahah. And to my other friends I swear I'm not ignoring you I just dont have a ft pc anymore at

Rain....
Rain You catch a glimpse of me standing in the rain; face skyward Impassioned, you approach me quietly like a panther on the hunt Gentle rain glides down my face, you see tears as well Tenderness replaces the passion as you gently touch my temples with your hands The warmth of your hands slides down my checks and your fingers stiffen as you draw my face to yours. Your lips tenderly caress mine softly working their way across mine My body responds by pulling you close to me, our bodies getting wet by rain and anticipation Your lips become firm and now maneuver mine, manipulating them to your desires The lovers drop to their knees and remove their clothing in the heat of passion Rain cooling their bodies yet fueling their desire like a wild fire across the desert plains Every touch, every movement is like nitrous in a drag car thrusting forward I stop for a moment and draw back giving way to the cool rain falling on your warm chest You look up at me puzzled yet lo

Here's What I Have A Problem With...
So it's come to my attention of late that some people are living in a world which they think revolves around them, and have apparently not learned that instant gratification is a child hood thing at best. Now, I have had a job, in some respect, be it a summer job, temporary job or part time job since I was 13. Now for any of you who know me, you know that that is quite a long chunk of time. I guess the point in that statement is that I am not above working. I like to work and it makes me feel good to work. I also don't mind helping out a friend or family member in need. Perhaps it is away, in my own silly head, of regaining some Karma points that I am sure I have lost in my illustrious life time. However, and here comes the point in all this rambling, so dont blink....I absolutely cannot...and I mean CANNOT stand it when someone tells you (not asks...tells) what to do, and then demands that it be done in the time frame that they want, and in a manner that is to their liking. L

Fur
I want people to watch this video because im real sick and fucking damn tired of people saying its alright to wear fur. There is NOTHING right about TORTURING and KILLING an animal just to wear its fur. Animals CAN feel what your doing to them and I highly HIGHLY doubt a person would love to feel the pain that they feel. They ARE living beings whether or not they are walking on two feet or four! If I ever saw a person doing this, I'd literally KILL them! I will put any animal before any human being and I don't care if you tell me that's wrong! To me, an animal is like a baby...it ALWAYS comes first! I don't even know how people can even think about doing what they do to these poor animals. There is absolutely NO money or coat worth that pain! So for all you assholes who find quite alright...all I got to say is FUCK YOU! and I hope you get what's fucking coming to you! http://www.youtube.com/swf/l.swf?video_id=XG0YrDMeVvI&eurl=&iurl=http%3A//img.youtube.com/vi/XG0YrDMeVvI/default.jpg

What Is It Really All About?
Here's my take on what I think real friends are for. CARING!!! I think everyone here has wayyyyyy too many friends to really care for all of them. Why so many friends? Points? Ratings? Fubar cash? WTF!!! I don't know about ya'll but I need real friends and fuck everything else. There's way too much B.S. and not enough of what matters. Just shit on my mind is all.

Why?
why is it when you break up with some one you hurt more then them? He moved down here for me and now that we are not longer hes leaving after a week of us not being together. why? questions roll through my mind. Was he going to tell me if i hadnt called to see what he was doing? Did he ever care for me? Did he ever love me like he said? Was he going to tell me the day i left to go back home for christmas? Can i really have him take me to the airport with out breaking down? Why does it hurt so bad? I think about it alot, if it was the right desition or not. I know it was bc i wasnt happy but now im depressed and sad. Why? it was my choice, my doing and i dont understand. I sometimes wish i was little agen, and didnt have to worry about geting hurt. I just dont know what to do anymore, i dont know if i could take that chance with another guy. I dont think i could take geting hurt anymore. I think i should just lock everything up inside and not let anything show ever. Just be one of those

Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as 'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a 'BABE' or a 'CHICK' - She is a 'BREASTED AMERICAN.' 2. She is not 'EASY' - She is 'HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.' 3. She is not a 'DUMB BLONDE' - She is a 'LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.' 4. She has not 'BEEN AROUND' - She is a 'PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION.' 5 . She does not 'NAG' you - She becomes 'VERBALLY REPETITIVE.' 6. She is not a 'TWO-BIT HOOKER' - She is a 'LOW COST PROVIDER.' HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a 'BEER GUT' - He has developed a 'LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY.' 2. He is not a 'BAD DANCER' - He is 'OVERLY CAUCASIAN.' 3. He does not 'GET LOST ALL THE TIME' - He 'INVESTIGATES ALTERNAT

Penis Raise????
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You

Boobs And Willies..lmao!
Boobs vs. Willies A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many Kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well, son, a woman goes through three Phases. In her 20s, a woman's boobs are like melons, round and firm. In Her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. A fter 50, they are like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, 'Mom, how Many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through Three phases also. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and Hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes --- dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration.'

All These Stupid Games We Play
What makes it so damn hard to find a little understanding? Think about it. All of us have been through similar situations. We've all been through love and heartbreak. Through being the one who dumps to being the one who's dumped. We all can point at one another when we hear their tale told, saying "I know exactly what you mean!" And yet, when it comes to our own personal romantic endeavors, we can't admit that the other person has been in the same position that we have. We become completely centrally focused. Why don't they want me? Why don't they obsess over me? Why did they break up with me? Don't they know that I do the breaking up around here? Well, damn. Think about it. Why did you not want that nice guy/girl that chased you around? Why didn't you obsess over the girl/guy who remembered to tell you every day how much you meant to them? Why did you find their behavior stifling, smothering, invasive? Why did that lead you to break up with them? Why did you find it so odd

A Friend In Need....a Bulletin Being Posted By Friends And Family
A dear friend of Virgo's lounge is in the hospital in Diabetic Coma, we are praying for a speedy recovery. He is in our Hearts and Prayers. Please repost this to keep the prayers going. Thank you very much. UPDATE: As of 3:30est, Fire has woken up and asked for some of his fu friends. He seems to be going in and out of consciousness, so it's gonna be a long time before he comes completely out of his coma. Please keep him in your hearts and prayers, he needs every bit of help he can get. Thanks, the Virgo's family and friends

Where I Live "'canada''''''''
hi all fubar people welcome to huskylove blog iám canadian'. i live in whitehorse yukon canada the land of daylight in the summer dark in the winter... land of gold, women, wilderness..... fun things to see all year round merry christmas

Chained
This life I lead, Please pay no heed, These things I've done, please don't believe, this shell you see, Is all there is of what used to be. how long the fall, from such a height,the only weight the chains we bare,the link so strong, the link so tight, the metal forgedwithtears we've shed from damned to saint no one dare to care we lose the fight for we can't win the scares we bare will never end fresh the days we push away past the shadows,creeping,clawing at our souls,never relenting never to let go gone the rays of our last hope,cold now the ashes of lifes raging fire lost in darkness so near,yet so very very far.......

Fucking Read
Ok one more time to say...last time i will say it. I am not looking for any realationship on that freaking website...i having 3 or no 4 friends i am talking every day on here...friends i thought i trust, friends i do care, friends i like...and i can call them by names..Mike, Johnny and Val. I am open to everybody and i am not here to hurt people, play people or have a drama on it. I am 32 years now and i had so much drama in my fucking life, i dont need it anymore... When somebody can not read its not my god damn fault..but read my blogs and read my about me..there is one person i care much more then i ever thought and that is Nick. So how that heck i can hurt people, or how the heck people think they need to protect other once from me not getting hurt? How more i need to be open?

I Don't Get It!!
I was checking out my "friends" blogs and he came up and started spewing filth on me and then rerated me a 2. I don't understand why he has to be such a dick!! I was just reading the blog and agreeing with the content and even rated them a 10. Geeze...what the hell???

Leaving
Not sure how many people even look at these things but here ya go for those that do. Come to the comclusion that I don't belong on this website. I appreciate those of you who said you didn't want me to delete my account so...I am not deleting it but I am turning it off. I do have yahoo and if you missed it on my profile my name there is basically the same as here...DarkDesireAngel....I am invisable there a lot but feel free to talk to me there if you want. Have a wonderful holiday everyone! Maybe we will see each other again.

Hello
The Elimination Show Down !!! It's All About Survival !! Heres how it works 1. CONTESTANTS MUST BE SALUTED - Level 5 or Higher to enter 3. Bombers Must Also Be Saluted & Friend - Level three or Higher to comment Bomb 4. Anyone may Rate photos 5. ONCE Contest starts No New Entries 6. Once Contest Starts I will add people as I see them I do have to sleep. (If they are Confederate Bombers They Will Be Blocked NOT Added ) 7. My Blocked List Will Be Cleared With The exception of Confederate Bombers None will be allowed to participate. Rates = 3 Pts Each Comments = 1 Pts Each This contest is one Of Jokers Wilds One Of A kind Contest. Each 24 Hrs after the start I take out the Contestants Picture with the highest amount of comments and rates until there is only one contestant. that contestant is the winner and the survivor. Anyone that is on my friends list may comment bomb whoever they like to try and eliminate an opponent. ( * Folder wi

No One
There is no one quite like you. You're unique in many ways. You sooth a broken heart, Bring joy and brighter days. Your smile lights up my world. Laughter echoes through the hills. Your walk portrays a confidence In the Lord. You serve at will. Her love has filled your heart And you share it willingly. Her grace, imparted in your life, You've given back to me. No one could touch my heart Quite the way you do. You've accepted me as I am And that's why I love you.

Soul Kiss
This is a poem I stumbled across on the internet. No, I did not write it, and I do not know who did but I do like it, particularly given the title. I modified some words to fit my way of thinking but the frame of it is as I found it. It is only a hint of a sliver of a fraction of the longing that I feel on a daily basis....the craving for connection deeper than most are willing to go, further than most are capaple of enduring. I give you..... Soul Kiss Every time i turn around, it's all the same old tease See everything you ever dreamed you'd want But nothing that you need And every gorgeous face in Hollywood pretends they could be mine I have the spending money and I even have the time to get the image right And party through the night But as it's getting light.... I'm still waiting for a soul kiss. Do I have to beg you please? Yet another heartless tease Will it always hurt like this? When you're lookin' for a soul kiss And all the shiny stores in all the

Will Miss You
Compressed within the time abound. Cascading fingers of twilight, Slither tenderly into the maddening darkness. Reach, as I do every day. Touch not the hope of heart. The flame of yester year dwindles not. A place in my soul forever be. Someone I know not. Not really. Yet a lover you are to me. missy By GoldenRaven

Lost For Hours, Play.
Envisage nigh the light of angels see, Dawn sweet quiet drops of passion dew. Upon the lips of desire, suckle divine. Breast of love in distance view. Be only fantasy, in eyes of flowers white, Beats fine rhythm across the sky. Part thereof soul be given, One night and this peasant shall die. Eyes to dine in your harvest moon, Pleasure a heartbeat away. Kiss me sweet long, then we'll be. Lost for hours, play. By Craig Williams © 2007 Craig Williams (All rights reserved)

Imperfection.madness.
Imperfection is Beauty. Madness is Genius. And it is better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. And when it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than they.

Supper Bowl Bound
Offense once again bails out Cowboys in emotional win By Scott Garbarini, Associate NFL Editor (Sports Network) - It turned out to be tougher than expected, but the Dallas Cowboys were able to get a long-awaited measure of revenge against the Detroit Lions this past weekend. The war of words that preceded Sunday's skirmish between the Cowboys and Lions led to quite a battle on the field as well, as a desperate Detroit club built a 13-point lead on heavily-favored Dallas after three quarters before the NFC front-runners rallied behind the unflappable Tony Romo to pull out a dramatic 28-27 victory at Ford Field. On a day when the Dallas defense came in with something to prove, it was Romo and the offense that once again stole the show for the 12-1 Cowboys, who recorded their seventh consecutive win and secured the franchise's first NFC East championship since 1998. Dallas' lone blemish on its 2007 slate came at the hands of still-unbeaten New England back in Week 6. As

None Really....
Just wanted to make this short and sweet. About some of the lame things people say on here. Why not think before you type. Would save alot of time and space. So IDK just putting it out there. Have a great night.

Finished!!!
FINALY ITS OVER! THANKS STEPHANIE! THANKS GEE-GEE FOR ALL YOUR HELP AND TELLING ME NO THAT I COULDNT EVERYTIME I WANTED TO STOP. CHEROKEE LADY,SEXYBABYBLUEEYES,EARTH ANGEL,SHERRI,REBEL AND HIS LADY,THE CONFEDERATE BOMBING FAMILY,SEXYNATIVECHICK,SOUTHERN,BETH,MIZZ SHADY,,SUP! AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT WAS THERE BUT I DIDNT SEE THANKS TO EVERYONE! OH SORRY FORGOT ONE.......................... THANKS DEERBUT HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON!!! THE WATCHER

Another Poem A Friend Wrote For Me
Her smile is as beautiful as the stars on a clear moonless night When you look in her eyes, you can’t tell but she’s really bright I wish I could have her for only one night So I can show her the world through my eyesight I’ll give anything just to be with her And I promise I’ll never be mean to her I’ll treat her like a Queen Giving her everything Come on now yall know what I mean Buy her jewelry and ice And treat her very nice Never cheat, never lie And I promise I’ll never make her cry If only she was in my world I wouldn’t need another girl Cause my world would be complete And our love, well, it would be unique

Same Sh*t Different Day
well I called my son and for once she answered but I only talked to him for a few seconds and he said a few words that I didn't know and then I asked the bitch what he said and she said he said am I home meaning if I was home and then she said your waisting my minutes and hung up on me

Deal With It
Tell me something why do people have to hate on you. when your not bothering them that just shows me your not on my level. I'VE NEVER BEEN NASTY TO ANYONE ON HERE . But if you come at me I will fucken show my claws. I mean come on now on my page I did say I don't have time for you to hate. If you can't read that's not my fucken problem take up a class dumb ass. I will say it one more time for those of you that don't understand english when you see it . If you shown me love I will do the same for you keep it real or just keep on steppen. I have no time for you to player hate let's get it right. My name it's Li'0'nne for nothing. Some of you are just dieing to see the lion come out of me. If you think Ii'm right or wrong please feel free to comment

Futards
So I was browsing through my pics and I notice that one of them was ripped by someone that i didn't give permission to, so I go to his folder and there it is uploaded on October 22nd. I asked him to remove it from his folders and this is the message he sent me Now how does one "accidentally" rip someones photo and keep it in their folder for so long? I sent him a message asking him that question and this was his response. Isn't FUBAR fun....BTW i have my pics set to NO ripping and he still ripped it somehow. This is his link...you can see the comment i posted on his page....I even said PLEASE LoL loveu@ fubar Have a great Night Oh and he has since taken the pic down. LoL April ♥

I Give Up !!
I just wanted to say I give up !! Men do not want a women that can love them with her whole heart. They don't really want a women who can cook & clean for them. They want a Barbie Doll someone to show off ...someone they can show off !! All I can say I am who I am & I will not change for no one I have alot of LOVE to give to that someone special, but since I am not a Barbie Doll I guess that will never happen I will spend my life alone. Take Care Hugs Denise

Early Morning With You
Early morning. Your hardness pressed against me I wake with a craving, a need to feel you inside Your fingertips, like butterflies Barely there, everywhere Your lips on mine eroticism in the flesh so tantalizing so inviting Tongues intertwined slow penetration deep, searching rhythmic in our newfound ecstasy Coming to that place the space between not wanting to, and needing to let go Motionless concentration It hits hard and sudden Unexpected rapture From the depths Passion unleashed Your body warm, snuggled into mine Pure relaxation contentment and adoration. Good Morning…

Without You
Without you my life is incomplete Without you I cannot rest I wait for you to call each day You are my missing piece Though so far away Without you my eyes cannot see Without you how can the day be light How can I dream in dark of night I look for you in falling stars Please say you love me still That my heart is in your arms Without you my soul is fast asleep Wake me, my dearest one, Only you can bring life back to me Without you, life is not the same I look for you in sunshine and in rain Do you see me here You are my great love, Come to me, my dear Without you, I cannot be myself Without you, I cannot feel the wind I dream of you and all that we have been

The 12 Pains Of Christmas
The first thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Is finding a Christmas tree The second thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Angry husband: Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The third thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Man getting over being drunk: Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fourth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Exhausted man: Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fifth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The sixth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Nervous wife: Facing my in-laws Five months of bills! Oh, I hate those Christmas cards! Hangovers Rigging up these lights! And finding a Christmas tree The seventh thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Nervous wife's husband: Th

At Work
MY OFFICE MANAGER MADE ME CRY TODAY AT WORK, SAID I NEEDED TO LIFT THE HATRED FOR MY FAMILY TO MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON..TO BE HAPPY, PLUS SHE SAID I PISSED HER OFF CAUSE I DONT GIVE MYSELF THE CREDIT I DESERVE, SHE WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY, TO FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME, WELL SHE TALKED ME INTO JOINING A SINGLES GROUP FROM HER CHURCH, SO I DID, I WANT A CHANGE IN MY LIFE. TO LIVE, THAT I DONT DO, I HATE THE HELL HOLE THAT I LIVE IN..THE TOWN THAT IS..SO IM GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE AROUND AND NOT BE AN INTERNET JUNKIE

Yes I Did Delete
I find it interesting how folks in fubar feel absolutley free to post viscious, insulting, inflammatory and outright bigoted comments. But become enraged at the idea that the person they are crucifying doesn't have to take it. And won't. IE. Deleting your diatribe and blocking you. Yes I am one of those who occasionally post mumms; and yes if you step over the line I have drawn for my mumm (that I paid for) you can damn well bet I will delete it. Its the way the system was created. You say its frowned on? By whom? You? You don't like it? Tough. Stay out of the mumms. Isn't that what you say to those you are currently taking your petty little frustrations out on? No one has to sit there and take being abused.

Things Here
today has been a really good day, im still feeling lonely, but i cleaned my townhouse and got some crap outta the way. im still stressing over nicole coming down here for xmas. im not looking forward to her arrival. ian knows this. he knows im pissed shes gonna be here. there is no secrets between us. laughter has been in short supply for me. and im finding myself letting go of a lot of things, ppl, places, etc. part of what i needed to do was drop my old email. im sorry if that incon: anyone but im slowly working on getting back to those ppl. xmas is always been rough for me im not kidding when i say i hate it.

Breast Names (online)
Had nothing better to do and with all the talk about tits here's one fuckin' list; BREASTS: APPLES BALCONY BALLOONS BANGERS BAZONGAS BAZOOMS BEAN BAGS BIG BROWN EYES BON-BONS BOOBIES BOOBS BOTTLES BOULDERS BULLETS BUMPERS BUSTERS BUTTERBAGS CANTELOUPES GAZONGAS GLANDS GLOBES GRAPEFRUITS GUAVAS HANDFUL HAND-WARMERS HEADERS HEADUGHTS HILLS HONKERS HOOTERS HOWITZERS JABOOS JIBS JUGS JUMBOS KAZONGAS KNOBS KNOCKERS LACTOIDS LOAVES LOBLOLLIES LOVE BUBBLES LOVE MUFFINS LULUS LUNGS MAMMETS MAMS MANGOES MEATBALLS MEAT LOAVES MELONS MILK CANS MILK SHOP MOUNDS MOUNT OF ULIES MOUNTAINS MUFFINS MULLIGANS MURPHIES NANCIES NATURE'S FONTS NIBLETS NINNIES NIPPERS NODULES NOOGIES NUBBIES NUTS ORANGES ORBS OTTOMANS PAIR PALOOKAS PAPAYAS PAPS PEACHES PEAKS PEARS PECTS PEEPERS PILLOWS PIPS POKERS PONTOONS POTATOES PUMPKINS PUMPS RIB CUSHIONS ROUNDIES SANDBAGS SCONES SCOOPS SET SHAKERS SHIMMIES SKIN SACKS

Nevermore
Darkness settles in my veins,will i ever be the same,i crawl on the floor,searching for more,i feel wetness on my face,my kiss salt tis what its laced,the pounding in my head,the yearning to just be dead,the lights dim in my sight,wishing hoping for some light,the evil invades my space,i want to vanish without a trace,i wanted a love evermore,but i see my heart broken bleeding and tore,i kneel here bent and broke,tears staining what i wrote,the scars inside,seeing him and all that he had lied,the burning yearning to belong,now the sweet need to be gone,i rest my head on the floor,while my heart bleeds nevermore nevermore.......

My Bar Tab:
why is it that we have to know what our "friends" are giving a profile comment to another person in the bar tab box I don't want to know or care who gives who anything . i thought all comments were private. So come on "fubar " the only thing I want in "My Bar Tab" is stuff for me and who is just walking in the bar. thanx

Reality?????or Dream
Some things in life are never certain,who u love,when u die,it isnt a thing u choose,it is just determined by ur heart ur soul,maybe god,what happens when u love but that love is fought hard against,no one wants u to make it,they all want to watch u fail,what happens when ur heart fights,ur soul fights,but u are in the same place u were in the beginning,u have no choice,u stay,is it just a beautiful thought as i once heard someone call it,what am i dream or reality..........

Daily Horoscope
You ought to outlast anyone who tries to challenge you today, thanks to your persistence and practically limitless energy reserves. Try not to worry too much about the long-term, which should be fine. well this is comforting i sure hope so.

Secret Of The Number 11
The Secret behind the number 11 Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out. If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!! This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first) 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters . (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 w as carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. Sheer coincidence..? Read on and make up y

Long Night
Several things tonight. 1. Someone I care deeply for is obviously going through something hard but will not let me in to try to help. I'm not used to this. All my life people have come to me to help them solve their problems so this is something I am really struggling with. If anyone has any advice on this, I would REALLY appreciate it. Until then, I will just be here for this person, offering anything I can give that they will accept. 2. My roommate/best friend is really driving me crazy tonight with all the drama. Her bf went out w/ a couple of his guy friends and a girl that she hates. She is now livid. Her bf happens to be my cousin so he comes to me in situations like this. It really makes it difficult. I was talking to him about it and she got mad because I wouldn't tell her what we were saying so she stormed out of the room. I'm at a loss fot what to do. 3. I am in the process of accepting my ex's new relationship. He wants me to be her best friend and they are both mov

The Way I Love You!!
When I think of looking into your eyes I wonder off to things unseen; I think of all the emotions, all the words, and everything in between. When I ponder everything we have shared and all the events that we have endured; That is when my fears are at bay and my heart is rest assured. At this moment I think of us and I believe that in your arms is where I belong; The feelings I have over the past couple of months have come to be so strong. My heart beats to its own tune when I hear your voice or see you appear; I cant say that i have a crystal ball or the future is clear. I know that I'm willing to jump at the chance to give you my heart, soul, and mind; In hopes that our relationship and bond will age as if a fine wine. I can tell you I love you and even that I care, but these words don't begin to touch the emotion; I wish you could see and feel all my devotion. When I wake up your the first one that I call, your voice just makes it a better day right from the beginning; W

The Night Before Christmas
Tis a cold, grey night The eve before Christmas I sit alone, thinking of what the day will bring Knowing it won't be a happy day. For the one thing I want. The one person to share it Is a thousand miles away So I light a candle in the window for her to find her way. So long, I've waited, So long will I wait Each day, dying a little more inside The spiritual death, The emotional death, The living death. I'll continue on day by day, Nothing to guide me, No one to be beside me, Day by meaningless day, Till next Christmas, When I sit alone, Beside my window, And light another candle

What Am I??
Am old poem that I wrote a long time ago and expresses what I am going through now. It shines before me. With its metallic like glow Hovering, in front of my head as if death itself were holding it I don't know why it has come to this No one knows why, I do The pain that dull aching pain it never goes away, just grows stronger and stronger till you just give up!! I guess this is the end The end or the beginning the end of life as we know it or the beginning of peace peace with one's soul and spirit Can you guess, what am I.

Guy's Rules
THE GUYS' RULES THESE ARE OUR RULES, NUMBERED IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE! (PLEASE NOTE... THESE ARE ALL NUMBERED "1") ON PURPOSE! 1. MEN ARE NOT MIND READERS. 1. LEARN TO WORK THE TOILET SEAT. YOU'RE A BIG GIRL. IF IT'S UP, PUT IT DOWN. WE NEED IT UP, YOU NEED IT DOWN. YOU DON'T HEAR US COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU LEAVING IT DOWN. 1. SUNDAY SPORTS. IT'S LIKE THE FULL MOON OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. LET IT BE. 1. SHOPPING IS NOT A SPORT. AND NO, WE ARE NEVER GOING TO THINK OF IT THAT WAY. 1. CRYING IS BLACKMAIL. 1. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. LET US BE CLEAR ON THIS ONE: SUBTLE HINTS DO NOT WORK! STRONG HINTS DO NOT WORK! OBVIOUS HINTS DO NOT WORK! JUST SAY IT! 1. YES AND NO ARE PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE ANSWERS TO ALMOST EVERY QUESTION. 1. COME TO US WITH A PROBLEM ONLY IF YOU WANT HELP SOLVING IT. THAT'S WHAT WE DO. SYMPATHY IS WHAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOR. 1. A HEADACHE THAT LASTS FOR 17 MONTHS IS A PROBLEM. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months a

Stop Complaning
i'm tired of all the bitchin and whining i read in all the blogs,shut-up or put-up,all the nagging and complaining about the people on fubar and other sites,why don't these people use their fucking head and check these people out before they talk or addin these people to their page,think DAMN IT,and i can't stand too s certain people on here thru a hissy fit because they had a bad day,GET OVER IT,everyone has a bad day,yo9u think your the only one,give me a break,SHUT THE FUCK UP,this might seem like i'm bitchin,but i'm not,just can't stand too see someone bitch about stupid shit,and readin it in these blogs,and i will noy rate a blog if its someone cryin about stupid shit,ITS LIFE GET OVER IT,AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT DAY,there's many more to come,so stop bitchin and whining,PEACE BITCHES. P.S. I CAN'T STAND FOR SOMEONE TO TRY TO INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE EITHER,THATS THE NEXT BLOG TO COME, PEACE OUT.

Sad
Boy: Baby, we need to talk. Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean? Boy: Something has come up... Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad? Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby. Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much. Boy: Baby, are you there?? Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?? Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it.. Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: I'm leaving... Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you. Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away. Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here. Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away. Girl: I can't believe this. [FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up).] Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad. Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you t

Things To Do At Walmart
THINGS TO DO AT WAL-MART WHILE YOUR FRIENDS/FAMILY TAKE THEIR OWN SWEET TIME 1. Get boxes of condoms & randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at 10-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of orange juice on the floor to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "I think we have a code 3 in housewares," and see what happens. 5. Put some M&M's on lay away. 6. Move CAUTION WET FLOOR signs to carpet areas. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department, tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When someone asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why won't you people leave me alone." 9. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose. 10. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible.' 11. While handling guns in the hunting department ask th

Our Passionate Embrace
On a cold winter's night Snuggled closed and tight Enjoying the feel and warmth of your skin next to mine We lay there on the couch Held in each others arms Covered under a thick blanket Watching the glow of the fire Laying in your strong arms A smile crosses over my lips As I look into your smiling face Knowing that this is Bliss for us both Closing my eyes still smiling I let out a sigh of pure happiness As I get more comfortable And rest my head on your chest As I feel your arms tighten I snuggle more closely to you As I pull the blanket closer Enjoying the feel of your skin Under the blankets we will go To explore and enjoy each other As the night hours grow older And the blazing fire dies to mere embers Slowly our hands have roamed To explore each and every inch Of the soft and warm skin That is the outer being of each other In the middle of the night Underneath the quilted blanket Our lips touch ever so slightly As our skins melt into

H O S T I L I T Y
As I Sit Here & Wonder Not One Word To Say All These Thoughts Bouncing In Every Way Anger Builds Up Inside Me Tears Running Down My Face Trying Each & Every Possiblity Making Sure Every Point Is Made For FEAR It Will Overcome ME, MY LIFE, MY SOUL, MY TRACE...... written by BUTTERFLYBOMB December 11, 2007 10:30 p.m.

Studies Of Prison Inmates
Studies of prison inmates reveal that as many as 75% of violent offenders had early records of animal cruelty. There is also a high correlation between family violence and animal cruelty. Some of the most striking evidence for a link between animal cruelty and human violence lies in the case histories of many of the 20th century's most infamous criminals. Mass-murderer and cannibal Jeffrey Dahmer killed neighbors' pets and impaled a dog's head on a stick. Patrick Sherril, who murdered 14 co-workers and then killed himself, stole pets, then tied them up and allowed his own dog to mutilate them. David Berkowitz, the so-called "Son of Sam," shot his neighbor's labrador retriever. Albert DeSalvo, the "Boston Strangler," shot arrows into boxes of trapped cats and dogs. Brenda Spencer, who fired 40 shots into a crowd of children, murdering 2 and wounding 9, had a history of setting the tails of neighborhood cats and dogs on fire. Edmund Emil Kemper III, who murdered his mot

Princess-goddess-dominatrix, Humiliatrix Extraordinaire
Hello. I am a full time real time /Online and Phone Mistress/Madame/Dominatrix/Goddess and Princess. Whatever you might think of this just understand... I AM BETER THAN YOU. -you WILL worship and adore me. -you will do anything I tell you do, and thank me for wasteing my time on you. -you are just a miss-print. I am a princess. I am worth everything you have and much more. My wish will be your command. -you will go to great lengths to please me and will know you are such a loser for doing so-But you will love to do so anyway. I enjoy sessions with the following content: * Sissys/Feminization *Foot/Shoe/Boot worship *Female Supremacy *Age Play *Tiny pecker humiliation *Humiliation *Domination *Cuckolding *Fantasy Blackmail *Financial Domination *Objectification *Roleplay *Smoking Fetish I also sell to select client el My used/worn Items. Email for more info. If you wish to send me a tribute, Book a session or buy me something from my wish list email for de

Dating Around The World.
WHITE WOMEN: First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second date: You get to grope all over and make out a bit. Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN: First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN: First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti & meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a Mistress. JEWISH WOMEN: First Date: You get terrific head. Second Date: You get even more great head. Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her and never get head again. CHINESE WOMEN: First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happens. Sec

Love,smile,kiss
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold us back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God gave us each other. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You nev

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

The Perfect Chaos
her hair can be golden or dark as night after talking with her, I think she's just right no games no gimics just raw emotion i push this relationship with forward motion where it end up be yet unknown i hope this love yet to be grown i didn't know this could happen like this forever love, never hurt, and always miss ... just some thoughts for a future piece of work I may write to a certain someone. I thought I would share it with you. I care about her so much it's unreal. She's my everything. I didn't know this could happen the way it is. It's more like I was destined to be with her. Maybe fate? ...I love her

Its Just That!
TEll me.. Please tell me.. Did i Hurt you.. Did i do you like you did me.. Wait a second.. YOurs was a sticky filled with lies.. Mine was a mumm you didnt need to step in .. I Wasnt messing with you. Hell i left it all alone.. Called me a welfare scum.. Said i was nasty a cheater a hoe! Well thats all good with me.. MY Personal fav was Fucked up teeth and wart.. ITS MY WITCHES MARK FUCKER.. As my story continues.. By the way this is going to be awhile so sit tight get a tissue and a drink.. Do what you do... this is going to be a sad drama filled tale that only i can tell!! First let me tell you this is NSFW for a reason so please turn back if you cant handle what i have to say..NOT FOR The WEAK AT HEART. So here we go.. WE befriend you.. Oh and we did.. We took our shit of the net. We trusted you.. WE LOVED YOU.. You were gonna move here to get outta of the oppressed life you lived. We were gonna help you find yourself in this world. Mother you. EVEN AFTER THE lies..

Update 2
Music Video: DENIAL -Sevendust hey everyone hows it going? hope good..its almost christmas time and i can't wait for it to be over! got into some new music...my new fav band is sevendust, this song is one of my favs. things are going really good, and better so hope everyone has a good night Brian, Zack and Bella

Who Wants To Come To Hollywood And Make History?
Calling all actresses, models and really sweet looking ladies, if you wanna be famous or infamous, why not be involved in a film project that will make history for the next ten thousand years as we enter the golden age of Life on Earth! Check me out girls, I'm a single older gentle man, very generous, probably the most generous banker you will ever meet in your entire life, if you get to meet me. Here's the challenge, you and all your girlfriends come hunting for me (I love the thrill of being chased, so does my 7 year old who lives with his mommy in Eugene!) As you chase "The Penny King" all over Los Angeles County, (he has been chaste for more than 3 years since being in Los Angeles chasing after the people who stole his $70 million worth of now worthless stock) he dodges you at every turn because he has 360 degree peripheral vision and has the ability to travel outside his body at will. If you catch him, he gives you a dollar for each of your pennies. The girl with the m

Sleeplessness
3am and once again I'm not sleeping. I am not a happy camper. I have to be up in 2 hours. Sucky. So what's new since my last posting...let's see... Saturday my husky ruptured an anal gland...very unpleasant for her and for me. Also unpleasant for the bank account...200 bucks to have her seen at the emergency vet to find out why she was bleeding from her rear end. Plus she's on antibiotics for the next 3 weeks, 45 bucks a week. Lovely. I used to do skip tracing, or tracking people down, for a repossession company or two back in my day...a couple of weeks ago I put my skills to good use and found my step son's girlfriend's birth father. She hasn't seen him for 16 years. They have had dinner a couple of times and are talking on the phone and getting to know each other. I feel I did a good deed... We put up our tree, and I began wrapping presents...still have a few more to go, but most of it is done. I have a few more things coming in that were won on ebay, too.

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I Am A Bitch. How Do You Want Me? From Behind Or On My Knees? I Am A Slut. Please Hold Me Down. You Have No Choice. This Shit Will F*ck You Up.
All you guys should check out this new site I have a profile on...and become a benefactor and show me much love...it seems to be a lot of fun for both the guys and the girls...and the girls get boobies....yay!! Help pay for a girls boob job! Invest in my breasts! Bucks for Bigger Cups Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com! Please Support My Boobs ;)

Testing Again Tis All
a big Rosy Hug for you Courtesy of MsTags.com call 911 your so hot Courtesy of MsTags.com roses for a lady vase of 12 Courtesy of MsTags.com you make me Purr Courtesy of MsTags.com roses for lovely lady Courtesy of MsTags.com cherrylicious day Courtesy of MsTags.com Dreaming of you Courtesy of MsTags.com a friend Courtesy of MsTags.com paws on you Courtesy of MsTags.com make me purr Courtesy of MsTags.com dreaming of you

Juggalo Lyrics
Juggalo Homies (feat. Twiztid) (I know you ain't there That's why I just want to let you know something bro You all know I love you You all know you're my homies And eh... Alright we'll talk later - peace!) [Violent J] Let me ask you this about this life we live And let me try to swerve some of this attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much Why don't they just call a (Muthafucka) ? If you wasn't blood, would you still have love? Or infact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here But my homies are family too, 3rd cousins' get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over your car? And then felt worse than you about that shit in the morning? (Friends ya'll) [Shaggy 2 Dope] Who loaned you money, homie? Who owes you cash? (Who?

Fingers Sore
ugh,, just rated/commented on 100 pics this morning. hopefully I will get 100 dollars for each one..like the bulletin said. After dealing with that bouncer every 4 pictures. Think I will go back and do another folder.. giggles

Ice Cream Parlour
A man walks past an icecream parlour sigh that says Any Flavour....He asks for pussy flavour.... Comes back and says to the owner..this tastes like shit...man says..."You took too bigger lick" ohh ewww I have sick friends !!!

Bit Harsh...
A boy and his father are outside playing in the yard when the boy notices a honey bee. He Steps on it..and his father says 'For that..no honey for a month"...they continue playing and the boy soon steps on a butterfly...the father says "For that..no butter for a month".... Later that night whilst serving dinner the mum stepped on a cockroach and he turned to his father and said, "Would you like me to break the bad news to her"

Typical Man
A woman stands in front of the mirror and tells her husband..."I'm ugly...my boobs are sagging...and my arse is toooo fat...Give me a compliment..." To which the husband replies... "Your eyesight is fucking spot on "

It Pays To Have Private Health Cover..lol
A woman is given a hospital tour..she looks in a room and see's a man wanking..."Thats awful she says to the Doc..He explains that the man has an incurable condition. His testicles fill with semen so fast he has to do it at least 5 times a day...or he will be in awful pain. "Poor man" says the woman. In the next room a nurse is sucking a mans cock..."Explain that!!" she says to the doctor ... The doctor says...same condition..but he has private health cover.

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight

On The Road Again.....
Ack. Yep. I'm on the road again. I'm going BACK to NC for a while.. til the dorms open back up in January. Probably be back around the 8th or so........ lol So I may not be online as much as I was before........ In fact, I know I won't be online as much as I was before. But that's okay....I will check my stuff probably once a week if not MORE!!! YALL DON'T FORGET MY BIRTHDAY!!! LOL JANUARY 6TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL Anywhoo. Much love!!!!

Moods Of A Woman
The Moods of a Woman An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle a stranger alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad.

2 My Friends
just wanted u 2 know, that in Jan 08, i will be unable 2 visit 4 a couple of mths, or if i'm lucky 2 get 2 a computer, i'll shall. But i cannot promise anything. Anyway, just thought i would send u all a short blog and tell u i will be going 4 surgery on my right ankle and i will b in a cast 4 2 months. I will be thinking of u and missing those u who care enuff 2 let me know by sending me messages and comments. I will b able 2 visit up until Jan 8th, 2008. Surgery is Jan 9th, 2008 Thnx my dear friends---

Yes, I'm A Hopeless Romantic
I love the outdoors so it's only natural that I would find many romantic things to do outdoors..here is a list of some things I thought would be very romantic...tell me what you think...shoot me for being a hopeless romantic.. ** Go down to the beach and bury some things that your boyfriend/ girlfriend would like in the sand (jewlery, coins..whatever) and take them down to the beach and have them dig for buried treasure..very creative, cute way of giving a gift..** ** I always thought that roasting marshmallows over a campfire telling scary stories was a fun way for two to spend quality time together..camping- just enjoying each other's company** **flying a kite on the beach, building sandcastles, blowing bubbles..the things that kids enjoy doing..spend a day doing everything we enjoyed as kids..amusement park for the day-- picnic lunch outdoors- peanut butter and jelly..no rules..just a good time!** **making love in the rain...there is nothing else in this world like it!!*

Eternity Is Ours
The exact moment I fell in love with you, I felt it in me. The lingering taste of your kiss. The consistency of your gentle touch. The color of your eyes. The way your hair flowed like gleaming silk. I know I love you, and this love is true, because I simply cannot imagine one breath without you. My love will forever be with you for, Each new day is a new beginning. My love today is proof of tomorrow. Love everlasting is forever. "Parting is such sweet sorrow?" No, parting is only a temporary sorrow. Never say never. Never give up. We cannot lose if, We go together, no matter were we go, You and I will go as one. Eternity is ours. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Blowin This Popsicle Stand....
Finally..after bein stuck in bfe wyoming for almost a month i get to escape... Plan to wander around green river wyoming for a bit before turning the HD south and headin home... I might actually get a few days off so i will be off the radar for awhile unless they reroute me to another well in process on the way home.. Laters all....DW

Love & Relationship Quotes
They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time & challenged eachother everyday. But in spite of their differences; They had one important thing in common. They were crazy about eachother. I want to be the girl he is scared to lose. The one where he can't walk away from, knowing she is mad at him. The one who can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears; The one he can't live without. Love isn't finding someone you can live with... it's finding someone you can't live without

I'm Yours...or...i'd Hit It.....
Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LoL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Random.
Everytime I talk to my mom either over the phone or in person, I always start to get all teary eyed, not because I'm sad or anything but because I'm all happy. She makes me laugh and miss everything from the past, good and bad. She's the greatest person in the world rather she annoys the shit out of me or making me fall over in pain laughing. But last night before going to sleep I decided to give her a ring because I know she doesn't sleep till like 3 am anyway, and she was having her own personal party with the dog so I decided to go over and dance around with her. We were listening to some folklore music from Nicaragua and we couldn't stop laughing and then I cooked some for her and we talked about my vacations in Nicaragua and her living in Nicaragua with her friends, and it makes me miss it so bad =/. I wanna go back to Nicaragua. I wanna jump in the lakes, hang out at the beach, because I actually like the beach there and just think about all the good times. The only thin

Happy Anniversary
Beautiful Dreamer Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee; Sounds of the rude world heard in the day, Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away! Beautiful dreamer, queen of my song, List while I woo thee with soft melody; Gone are the cares of life's busy throng. Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! Beautiful dreamer, out on the sea, Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie; Over the streamlet vapors are borne, Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn. Beautiful dreamer, beam on my heart, E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea; Then will all clouds of sorrow depart, Beautiful dreamer, awake unto me! ~a poem by Stephen Foster

Could It Be The Sweetest Gift Ever?
Well, yesterday was my Anniversary with my wonderful wife - 3 Years! If you look that up on the internet you will find it is either traditionally or modern-time "leather" or "glass." Well, of course leather was one gift - but not the "sweet" one. For glass, I bought a simple glass jar and put the following note on it... "An Anniversary is one day when I can show you, tell you, and make you feel how much I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you. Then, there is every other day when I try to let you know that I cannot wait to spend the next day with you… and the day after that… and the day after that… until we reach forever. This jar contains a little gift for our next year together. Each day, pull one piece of colored paper from the jar as a reminder of just what it means to be married to the man of your dreams." Then, inside I placed notes about love, poetry, laughter, coupons, quotes, and silly or serious things I was thinking... 366 of them (leap year) s

A Poem
To all those mothers who……… Lay down to sleep and are so tired from staying up for 24 hours straight and listen to every sound their child makes, afraid that if they fall asleep their babies will wake up, Who change diapers on screaming babies and hold them after wards and tell them that they love them, Listen to the EVERY noise that the house makes because she is afraid that a burgerler might try to come into her house, Love each and every child of there’s, Cooks, cleans, feeds, bathes, nurses, teaches wrong from right, and loves her children unconditionally, Tell their children “because” when they ask “why”, Were told that they wouldn’t be good parents and they proved everyone wrong because you said all you have to give is “love” and “love” goes so far and so deep with your own children, Struggle every day just to get by with the little money that you make, but when you look at your child you know that you can get through anything in life, Wo

Spirit Of Love
It's two in the mornin' I'm staing at the ceiling, trying to conjure up your touch. Maybe I don't understand it, but some how something was lost, that no amount of prayers could ever retrieve. All that I remember is... a book full of promises and dreams, how you held out a handfull of love, but I flat out refused it, 'cause i was so afraid to lose it. Maybe I just wanted it to much, now its lost..so... spirit of love rest on me tonight. I'm wide awake at midnight, praying in the moonlight, just like a thousand times before. I don't really know for sure, but I think a door was shut somewhere, and no amount of tears will ever open it. I could die on a thousand crosses, and count ten thousand dreams. If i could only know for certain, I could put away my fears, and end this useless scene. Spirit of love fall on me tonight.

Will I Live To Be 80?
There is a lot of truth to this... Some times you just have to ask yourself ' Will I live to be 80?' I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing 'fairly well' for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, 'Do you think I'll live to be 80?' He asked, 'Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?' 'No,' I replied. 'I don't do drugs, either.' Then he asked, 'Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?' I said, 'No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!' 'Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, fishing or relaxing in the beach?' 'No, I don't,' I said. He asked, 'Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?' 'No,' I said. 'I don't do any of those things.' Then he looked at me and asked, 'Then why do you give a shit?'

Hahaha
It's Wednesday and I have been busy today. I took my daughter to school and since Jeff was off work I went on to Wal-Mart for some shopping. I got the kids' gifts just about done...I just need a few more things. Now I have to tackle the wrapping~! Yesterday was an interesting day~! I said some things to my friends and got it all off my chest~! I have a clear conscience now. I just wish they would have listened to me. But it's their loss...not mine. They deserve each other....and that is all I am going to say. I don't talk about people behind their backs~ Does the calendar say December?? It is 73 degrees now at noon. I hope it gets cold before Christmas~! It is supposed to be cold this weekend though. Down to 45 on Saturday. I'll be sick next week....LOL well, it is lunch time so we are going to grab something. I like it when Jeff is off and at home during the day...I can relax some. And our son loves having Daddy around so he can get away with more. I hope

I Hate This
Why is that people will tell you that they will call you back or help you out and then just not do it? I HATE this. I try very hard not to make promises I can't keep...I feel like that's my job as a good friend to do what I say I will. Whether it be just a phone call or whatever. I don't think thats asking too much of my friends. OH WELL life will go on I just had to vent a little.

Today..
today was a pain in the ass for me persoanally..i dislike the christmaas season anyway but heck today was a particularly bad one after a night with no sleep all because my sister is getting married at the weekend to a guy who is an arse...and really believes himself to be a bad ass all because he reacons that he wasa marine...what a lying sack of puke...i have friends who are marines and i know that its all a load of crap...but anyway that is not the ereason for the blog..this is just me letting of steam i guess. I have a friend who was going to come and fly from the state side to come and visit me inthe uk but er ex husband soon put a dampenier on that as he decided that she couldn't bring the kids and he wasn't going to have them over the hiolidays all because he is a controlling sack of you know what..man i am fed up and the gut wuill not talk to me..lol..makes you doesn't it..isn't that always the case with control freaks and bullies..they will not face up to someone that they can

Fear Is All We Have To Fear!!!
Fear is only an illusion. It is the illusion that creates the feeling of separateness - the false sense of isolation that exists only in your imagination. --Jeraldine Sounders We are only alone in our minds. In reality, we are each contributing and necessary parts offering completion to the wholeness of the universe. Our very existence guarantees our equality, which, when fully understood, eases our fears. We have no reason to fear one another's presence, or to fear new situations when we realize that all of us are on equal footing. No one's talents are of greater value than our own, and each of us is talented in ways exactly appropriate to our circumstances. Freedom from fear is a decision we can choose to make at any time. We can simply give it up and replace it with our understanding of equality with all persons. Taking responsibility for our fear, or our freedom from it, is the first step to a perspective promising healthier emotional development. If I am fearful today,

My Sorrow
WHEN DID ME DOING SOMETHING THAT I LOVE BECOME A CRIME? WHY IS MY HAPPINESS YOUR SORROW? CAN I NOT DO ANYTHING RIGHT IN YOUR EYES? AM I NO GOOD? WHY DO YOU PUT ME THROUGH THIS MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT AND IM WORTHLESS? I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE SLOWLY KILLING ME INSIDE MAKING ME COLD AND ANGRY. DO YOU REALLY HATE ME THAT MUCH TO DO THAT TO ME?

"sorry"
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry!

This Has To Stop!!!!!
This made me cry My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Aga

Cranberry Muffins
I made these this morning for breakfast. Yum! 2 C. whole wheat pastry flour 1/2 C.non-instant dry milk 1 t. baking powder 1 t. baking oda 1 T. sesame oil 3/4 C. honey grated peel of 1 lemon and 1 clementine Juice of half a lemon 1 egg 6 oz. raw cranberries boiled in the juice of half a lemon and the clementine with 1 T. sugar.(for about 5 minutes or until berries pop.) Mix the dry ingredients in one bowl. Blend the wet ingredients in a second bowl. Stir the dry ingredients into the wet, little by little. Fold in the cranberry mixture. Fill oiled muffin tins about 3/4 full and bake in a preheated 350 degrees oven for 15 minutes.

Skinny Vs Big
everybodys doen mumms bout skinny gurls vs big gurls n rather or not big is in, im sorry i believe fat gurls are the realist women yull meet skinny women take to much time tryna perfect themselves n to me thats fake, being real is not changen who u r but living wit the results, u may not agree but i learned now days u can sit next to a skinny gurl n she gun give u 10 reasons to hate them in less then 5 minutes n then u can sit next to a big gurl n find 10 reasons why u wanna b they friend. big men n women kno how to have fun, i aint ashamed to admit im a fat ass n i luv it n u can either luv it to or theres 3 other directions u can pick 1 an walk cuz im always gun be alright

Christmas Tree...
I have got a christmas tree and a mistletoe on my profile, and I have yet to get any gifts or kisses. (I feel so unloved) So please stop by and put some presents under the tree for me and give me some kisses while your there.

Shows I Like To Watch
im sitting here bawling watching a brit show called how to look good naked. such a good show dealing with ppls insecurities. hes teaching women how to love their bodies with gentle tips. and i just want to meet him. so kirsty...your in the UK, i want you to look up this show and tell me what you think. i love shows like this cause its teaching me how to feel better as well. and who doesnt want to feel the love?

Poetry
The Dream Her arms reach out to touch him, yet he is not close enough.She says to be gentle and he is intamitally rough. She hears him whispering and moaning into her ear,saying all the things she has longed to hear. He carresses her moist body, as they begin to sweat.She jerks with excitement, the closer he gets. She feels his lips on her body and she begins to sway. She moans with rythm as he begins to play. She feels her body tense as her dream comes to an end, but he doesn't go away for she dreams of him again. Julie

Completed A Survey- Results?
Mixed Drink: You're young, fun, goodlooking and tasty. You like to stir things up. You're a Mixed Drink! And with all of those ingredients, and funky names, your probably also on the high-maintenance side as well. But you deserve the attention.

Sometimes
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat r

This Is Beautiful Ty Debbie Love You
Far away in Bethlehem, a Baby Boy was born; Born with neither riches nor with fame, Yet Wise Men came from all around to bring to Him their gifts, And peace was felt by all who heard His name. Angels watched Him as He slept, and gently rocked His bed; Their voices singing softly in His ear; His Mother and His Father both gave thanks to God above For the greatest gift of all, their Son, so dear. They knew His life upon this earth would not be filled with wealth, They also knew He would encounter strife; But most of all, they knew that He would be a loving Child, And teach the love of God throughout His life. At Christmas, as we celebrate this Birth of Jesus Christ, Let's keep in mind the truth of Christmas Day; For it's not the Christmas wrappings, nor the gifts that lie within, But our gift of love to others in every way... "Merry Christmas" & God Bless Your Friend always, Debbie

Adult - Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas– Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I’ve busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of ‘Thanks Santa’– what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money– The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes– if that ain’t damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days– they all are the pits They want the impossible– Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls… Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo’s– No request for them, They want computers and r

Screwups
Everyone screws up, it's weather you have the guts to admit it, and try to make amends is the difference in being human or being a jerk. I think perhaps every night I should start my prayers with, Dear God, Forgive me for I screwed up today. I didn't mean to, it just happened, and I'll try to do better tomorrow, though, I know I'll screw up then too. PS, please give me the grace to forgive those who screw up against me. AMEN

Engineering Investigation Teams Have Been Assigned To Analyze The Eco Sensor System On Atlantis.
Atlantis To launch No Earlier Than Jan. 2, 2008 Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 12 - 3:48 p.m. EST NASA's Space Shuttle Program is working with two teams of engineers to evaluate issues that arose with the engine cutoff sensor system during the launch countdown for space shuttle Atlantis’ STS-122 mission. One of the engineering investigation teams has been assigned to analyze the sensor system on Atlantis at the launch pad, and the other will focus on an in-depth investigation and includes engineers from throughout the agency. A centerpiece of the evaluation is scheduled for Tuesday when technicians will fill Atlantis’ external fuel tank with liquid hydrogen and watch how the fuel sensors behave. Special instruments will be used to relay pulses through the wiring of the sensor system to pinpoint the location of the problem. Space Shuttle Pro

Personal Issues
I don't understand quite a few things in life! But the thing I really don't understand right now is why some people on her seem to think I'm blowing them off or I don't wnt to be their friend, because I'm not on here all of the time or at the same time they are! Some of you know, right know I'm having some personal issues in my life. I'm having a lot of trouble finding a job, i'm not being paid from my last job and I suffer from depression and other problems to the point that I just sometimes don't want to get out of bed! I just want everyone to know, I'm not trying to push any friends I have made here away! I'm dealing with my personal demons in my own way right now, please just support me by praying for me and letting me know you care. Thanks!

Walk In The Park
We decided to spend the day at the park, just the two of us. Due to our hectic work schedules, we'd not had a lot of time recently to devote to each other. After walking hand in hand for awhile, we stop and turn to face each other. You pull me to you, embrace me and kiss me deeply.Oh what your kisses do to me! I look deep into your eyes and feel my body start to tingle. A sensual warmth spreads throughout my entire being. I want you and I can't wait until we get home. I lean into you and whisper in your ear how much I want you. I see that you feel the same way by the look in your eyes and the sign of your interest growing in your pants. I grab your hand and lead you to a small clearing in the trees, out of the main sight of the general public, but not completely hidden either. I get down on my knees in front of you and slowly unzip your pants and open them enough to let your now rock hard member loose. I am almost drooling at the sight of you! I run my tongue up your shaft and ligh

Lost
During the last twenty-four hours I have probably experienced the greatest humiliation to which I have ever been subjected. During these last twenty-four hours I have been handcuffed and chained, denied the chance to sleep, been without food and drink and been confined to a place without anyone knowing my whereabouts, imprisoned. Now I am beginning to try to understand all this, rest and review the events which began as innocently as possible. Last Sunday I and a few other girls began our trip to New York. We were going to shop and enjoy the Christmas spirit. We made ourselves comfortable on first class, drank white wine and looked forward to go shopping, eat good food and enjoy life. When we landed at JFK airport the traditional clearance process began. We were screened and went on to passport control. As I waited for them to finish examining my passport I heard an official say that there was something which needed to be looked at more closely and I was directed to the work station

Because I Can't Dance, So If You Want To, I'll Let You, But Please, All I Ask Is Remember...
You can dance-every dance with the guy Who gives you the eye, let him hold you tight You can smile-every smile for the man Who held your hand neath the pale moon light But don't forget who's takin' you home And in whose arms you're gonna be So darlin' save the last dance for me Oh I know that the musics fine Like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun Laugh and sing,but while we're apart Don't give your heart to anyone But don't forget who's takin' you home And in whose arms you're gonna be So darlin' save the last dance for me Baby don't you know I love you so Can't you feel it when we touch I will never never let you go I love you oh so much You can dance,go and carry on Till the night is gone And it's time to go If he asks if you're all alone Can he walk you home, you must tell him no 'Cause don't forget who's taking you home And in whose arms you're gonna be So darling, save the last dance for me Oh I know that the musics fi

A Quick Note
hey all!!!! i have missed all of my fubar family!!!! *wipes a tear* Things have not gotten any better as you can see, but life will knock you around from time to time!!!! to those of you that know me well, i send all my love to you and your families. Hopefully things will work themselves out at some point! And GREAT BIG SHOUT OUTS TO MY GIRL WITCHY, MISS MAGGIE, AND CATY!!!!!! MUCH HEALING ENERGY IS NEEDED, SO SEND IT THIS WAY! MUAH!! big hugs and kisses to all

Some New News
My son has made the decision to go into active duty once he graduates. He will be leaving in July for five months to go to training to become an MP. Then we will just have to wait and see what happens. I am happy he is going into this feild, it has been what he has wanted since he was a small boy. And i am so proud of him, even if he doesn't know it. My love is as any parents, undying, and unconditional. I just hope he realizes that.

Aquarius
Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is the real deal, try ignoring or changing it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive & or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forw

Broken Heart
Crushed into a million pieces bound together by tears her heart exposed to him, she is willing to take the chance once again of finding love. Just one person to love her, one person to want her and only her. The heart now mis-shapen tattered and discolored pumps again with a glimpse of hope. On the outside he seems sweet, but is it just sugar coating or can he be the one. Endless longing with fallen hopes his exterior doesn't seem to be what she had hoped. Evidence of others she finds his shadows. Monsters lie in his closet awaiting her, hungry for the fresh meat of her fragile heart. Begging he tries to tell her, it's not your heart the monsters want, it's him they slay. To prove his love he must prove his own heart is strong, strong enough for them both to survive. Slowly yet cautiously she walks behind him. The two begin thier journey down the dark path of the forest. The only way out is through the past, through more hurt and more trials. Determined to prove his love he presses for

614
Well my friends list feels a hell of a lot lighter now. I removed the majority of people that had no salutes. The people that I kept on that don't have salutes...were people in my family list..and people that I actually talk to..Or have known forever on Yahoo!....anyways - I knocked nearly 400 or so people off my list!!!

Who's Yo Daddy??????
The following are all replies that Detroit women have written on Child Support Agency Forms in the section for listing 'father's details;' or putting it another way.... Who's yo Daddy? These are genuine excerpts from the forms. Be sure to check out #11. It takes 1st prize and #3 is runner up. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, Makeeshia was fathered by Maclearndon McKinley I am unsure as to the identity of the father of Marlinda, but I believe that she was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 East Grand Boulevard where I had sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage

If You Want To Be In The Family ~must~ Read
Okay I get asked everyday so many times if someone can be in the family so My husband Jim and I talked and we will be starting a new family list. Here is how it is going to work: Everyone will be expected to make me, OR us a personalized salute (it is up to you how you do this can be naughty or nice although nice is better so I can show them off lol) Also you must have your own salute on your profile page if you want to see the family albums from now on. Also Once you are added we will want you to comment some if you want to stay in the family because we enjoy reading your thoughts as you view the pics, We do not get upset by dirty talk it turns us on so say what you feel. We will also make a salute for you if you'd like just send us the request and if it is not too nasty we will do our best to comply. The only ones we will keep on there for now is his and my two best friends, those I have gotten salutes from already and couples that we share pics with, all others are expecte

Update 12/12/07
hello all I just got back and we have good news and bad news the count came up 21 thousand from Monday it was on Monday 9 thousand and today 30 thousand I know you problem scratching your head hahaha wondering what I'm talking about it the platelet we are working with but they need to come up more I have to watch out for high sugar now to I get off the med's I have a ct scan on the DEC. 18th and I go back to see her on the DEC. 21th for yet more blood and to find out what happen with the ct scan I will let you all know what is going on when I know I will try to keep you all up to date when I hear anything love stephy

Savior?
Savior? Current mood: distraught Category: Life I am majorly distraught right now... I now found out my real reason for coming back home and I am in utter disgust! My father has done everything he could to give me a miserable life. He has always been financially irresponsible with money causing our family hardship, I lived in the ghetto most of my childhood because my Dad was charged with tax evasion because he felt that because we are originally from East Germany that we qualified for economic asylum that some countries recieve while making their place here in the US. My father was a Political Science professor...There was no reason for me not grow up in Shorewood, Bayside, White Fish Bay...but I grew up on 39th & Villard....a true fucking hell hole! Now it's like good times all over again... I just found out that my parents home that they bought is now worth 325,000 but my father hasn't paid the taxes in 5 years!... Leaving the equity of this 3 story vi

My Friend List
Hello all, Yeah I know there isn't going to be many who read this, but I am gonna type it anyway. There are those of you on my friend list that i talk to everyday and those who talk to me everyday. Then there are some of you that talk to me every once in a while. Then there are those of you who do not speak to me at all or do not leave messages and or comments. There are those of you who are just on my list for big friend numbers. If you are one of those people please remove yourself from my list. I am not trying to sound like a bitch but I want real friends. All of my real friends and those of you who consider yourselves my friends please remain on my list. Any drama makers please disappear. Anyone who doesn't want to really be my friend, just remove yourselves from my list. Once again I am not trying to be mean but I am not gonna put up with a bunch of people who r so unreal and not true friends.

?!?!?!?!?!?!
ok soooo yeah..... today has totally sucked.... the only good thing about it is that i talked to my love..... started off ok.... but then i got bitched at at work cause my supervisor is a stupid bitch..... then on my way home my car starts makin HORRIBLE banging noises..... so i called my dad at work... he was on the phone so i called back 30 mins later to see if he was off the phone... my supervisor said no not yet ill have him give you a call..... 45 mins go by... still nothing... so i called him one last time..finally my supervisor told me that he was training over the phone....(THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HELPFUL INFORMATION THE FIRST TIME I CALLED..... i wouldnt have kept callin if i knew that).... finally my dad called me back BITCHING me out from calling 3 times.... i told him my car was fucked and he bitched me out even more..... GAH!!! but then my dad called me back after he got out of work and i told him that my car was not safe to drive.... cause it really isnt at this point... the

Musician Ike Turner Dies At 76
SAN DIEGO - Ike Turner, whose role as one of rock's critical architects was overshadowed by his ogrelike image as the man who brutally abused former wife Tina Turner, died Wednesday at his home in suburban San Diego. He was 76. Turner died at his San Marcos home, Scott M. Hanover of Thrill Entertainment Group, which managed Turner's career, told The Associated Press. There was no immediate word on the cause of death, which was first reported by celebrity Web site TMZ.com. Turner managed to rehabilitate his image somewhat in later years, touring around the globe with his band the Kings of Rhythm and drawing critical acclaim for his work. He won a Grammy in 2007 in the traditional blues album category for "Risin' With the Blues." But his image is forever identified as the drug-addicted, wife-abusing husband of Tina Turner. He was hauntingly portrayed by Laurence Fishburne in the movie "What's Love Got To Do With It," based on Tina Turner's autobiography. In a 2001 intervi

Christmas
The "W" in Christmas Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience. I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending. Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas. My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six year old. For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's "Winter Pageant." I didn't have the heart to tell him I'd be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation. All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then. Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise. So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes early, found a spot on the caf

Just Want To Be Loved
y is it sooo hard im not a prick im not an asshole but yet i get dicked over and i dont know y do i deserve it do i not my heart is for the taking but it always gets broken im starting to feel like ill never find someone in life to spend time with somone to love to cuddle to kiss someone to settle down with start a family of my own and i know it takes time but time is running short im not getting any younger i would treat u like a queen never lie cheat or hurt u in any way and thats all i ask for in return so why does it torment me y do i let it bother me im not perfect but i am human and i do have a heart never claimed to b perfect but i try my best try to be i try and i try it isnt enough is it did i do something wrong? did i not show enough affention enough love? i know ppl say i will find the right one someday but sometimes it feels like she has already come and gone and yet still pops back in my

Druids
Have you ever wondered how the priests of Europe got the name Druid? There's all sorts of speculation from linguists, using root sounds, they speculate 'Oak wisdom' but what's the legend behind our name? The last migration of the tribes The time was around 1500BC, Europe was still greatly forested and occupied by indigenous people and Celts. One group of tribes probably from the Baltic heard the call of the Goddess to migrate north west towards two enchanted Islands, this is their story. The tribes traveled through the great forests by summer hunting and foraging for food, making camp by winter so that the little children and old folk could take rest and enjoy shelter. They were a beautiful people with chestnut hair, tall fair skinned and eyes either of the colour of the sky in springtime, or green as the leaf of an oak. The tribes elected chieftains for the journey, and from among these one man, a great warrior known for his wisdom, to be the high chieftain. When the jour

The Repairman Had Bad News :(
Wednesday and the week is half over. It is a good thing but also that means Christmas is that much closer too. Am I ready? NO But it is going to come and go whether or not I am ready. It is a fact! Last night Peter and I went to our son Anthony's choir concert. Yes, my son that gets into trouble almost daily is in the school choir. He dropped one of his elective classes and signed up for choir instead. I know he thought it was going to be an easy class. It is. So this concert last night was part of their final and if they didn't attend, they would fail the class. So he thought it best to go sing last night. He didn't want us going to watch. We went anyway and he acted like he was mad that we were there but I know deep down he loved that we showed up to it. He is a tough guy on the outside but has a huge heart inside! We didn't get home until 10pm last night and there was no time to decorate the tree. Tonight, anthony has a big History project he needs to finish b

Special Olympics
Watch them run, watch them fall, Watch them try to catch a ball, olympics At the special olympics. Watch them laugh, watch them drool, Watch them fall into the pool, that's diving. At the special olympics. And I know full well, that I will burn in hell, But those guys playing wheelchair basketball gotta be about the funniest freakin' thing I've ever seen in my life, At the special olympics. [spoken] Verse Two [singing] Kid with downs wins the race, even though he stood in place, olympics. At the special...(laughter)olympics. 'Round his neck, gold medals hung. Resting on his giant tongue, olympics. Special olympics. But I kid when I sing, cause these games are a beautiful thing. Okay, really, I'm just avoiding karma, 'cus i know my kids could be born blind, crippled, semi-retarded and i'll have to spend all of my time... at the special olympics. ***Special Olympics - Stephen Lynch

Embarassing..
I came down to the breakfast table Felt like I could cry I tried so hard but wasn't able To Look you in the eye For I am feeling so ashamed Yes I have brought disgrace I can tell i've soiled my good name, by the look upon your face Well it seems last night you caught me spankin it No use denyin' it well i was really crankin it it wasn't my fault, and it wouldn't be so bad if you could just forgive me and talk to me dad talk to me dad. No I didnt hear you enter no i didnt hear the door with my hand upon my member and my pants upon the floor now burnt into your brain is an image you depise like blood and guts and starvin' kids and stevie wonders eyes well it seems last night you caught me spankin it no use denyin' it i was really crankin it well dry your eyes and dont be so sad but i wouldnt use those tissues theyve already been had talk to me dad Yeah the look upon your face made my swollen gland diminish So I said, could you close the door i really wanna

You Came Into My Life
You came into my life at just the right time In some ways I call you mine You make me smile Although we are seperated by many miles You always seem so sincere I want you in my heart to always hold you near My heart is full for you of care and concern It is what is in my heart you will someday lean I imagine us dancing on the beaches sand Walking on the summer beaches Hand in Hand You smile and look my way You tell me everything will work out okay I take a deep breath and try now to cry Cause you are everything to me in my eyes I see you in my dreams You are what makes my sun beam You are the things that make me tick Thoughts of you in my head do stick We are not one we are two But I will always love you

To The Nice Guys
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Christmas Soldier
Christmas Soldier - (read like "Twas the night before Christmas) The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face wea

Omg Come See My Cam And Ty For Leveling Me Wow
YOU GUYS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO HOLD A CONVERSTATION WITH 30 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME.. IM MISSING ALL YOUR SHOUTS.. IM SORRY BUT I DO TRY AND KEEP UP ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE.. IF I MISS YOU JUST TRY BACK ANOTHER TIME AND HOPEFULLY ILL BE FREE.. TO CHAT WITH ME HERE ALL YOU DO IS JUST TALK IN THE SHOUT LIKE NORMAL.. OKAY.. BUT I NEED ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE ILL BE ON.. YOU VIEW ME FROM RIGHT THIS SPOT OR MY PROFILE.. KK EVERYONE GOT THAT? HOPE SO... IN THE MEAN TIME READ THIS WHILE YOU WAIT.. ITS PRETTY HEAVY BUT ITS A TRUE STORY.. http://fubar.com/blog/152882/623846#

Fucking Bullshit
So megan just walked out on me because I was tired and was going to go to sleep. I find this bullshit. there's so much shit that is going on right now and I can't help but feel like I'm losing her. I just don't know if I should say fuck it and let her go or just keep trying

Caffine??
all the bullshit you wanted to know about caffine! Caffeine is a naturally occurring stimulant found in the leaves, seeds, or fruit of over sixty plants around the world. Caffeine exists in the coffee bean in Arabia, the tea leaf in China, the kola nut in West Africa, and the cocoa bean in Mexico. Because of its use throughout all societies, caffeine is the most widely used psychoactive substance in the world. The most common caffeine sources in North America and Europe are coffee and tea. Since about 1980, extensive research has been conducted on how caffeine affects health. Most experts agree that moderate use of caffeine (300 milligrams, or about three cups of coffee, per day) is not likely to cause health problems. How Caffeine Affects the Body Caffeine is best known for its stimulant, or "wake-up," effect. Once a person consumes caffeine, it is readily absorbed by the body and carried around in the bloodstream, where its level peaks about one hour after consumption. Caffe

Nobody Died......
Lyrics: Back when I went to school Kids smoked and swore and broke some rules But I mean, didn't everybody, almost everybody Fake I.D. bought a quart of beer Had the devil's rock n' roll ringin' in our ears And people said, "these kids have got a problem here" I'm not saying that they weren't right I've cried and tried to understand What I'm seeing on the news tonight I'll admit we were young and foolish Totally irresponsible CHORUS: But nobody died We all made it home Well, we'd fuss and fight and make mistakes But life went on There were broken hearts and dreams And wounded pride But nobody died Kids got bullied, picked on and teased But somehow we found our place in the scheme of things And time heals everything, almost everything When I look back on the things I've done Some good, some bad, and I'm really sorry if I hurt anyone Yeah, I'm really sorry if I hurt anyone How we'd get from there to here From Shakespeare and

Rasict Fuck
(to start off for some reason alot of people think i am mexican. when i have NO spanish hertiage) lol ok well i work at the TLE at walmart. i was help some old lady and some kid about 20-25 turned on the radio turned it up load and walked to a different part of the aiel. i went and shut it off. when i walked past him he called me an asshole under his breath. i didnt say or do anything. about 5 mins later he asked how much the rader detectors are. they are locked on the hooks so id had to unlike em. the guy asked "why are they like that so the fucking mexicans cant steal them" i replayed "no so no one can steal them" he decided which one he wanted and forced him to pay for it where i was. then i said to him "you should be carefull what you say. i might have been offened by your comment if i was mexican. im italin" then he looked shocked and said "ohh im sry i dont have a problem with italins, im from West VA. there are italian all over

The Sickness Of Insanity
Deep inside of my darkening world I pace the wooden floors back and forth There lies my fears There lies my greatest horrors There lies my ever growing insanity My minds eye that is buried deep within Sees what is becoming of me Slowly but surely I am breaking down Slowly but surely I am turning towards the ever growing negative Soon I will forget That I hated all of this I hate all of the dreams I hate all there is to know about me My reality is what unleashed The greatest sickness there is to know The insanity that is within me Is the sickness in me

Rare
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

A Hug Certificate For You
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Down Rater Show Him Som Fubar Love
After he down rated me he left a message for me::::: I actually did the ask thing based on the black hair pic. Not that ugly girl. Ha. Scott Oh, I'm new to this site. Is this working? http://fubar.com/user/54209

I Love This
so the previous blog entry is my newest obssession and hopefully i will get a way to download it and rock out/speed to it. i love this. i have 2 more finals. one is gonna fuck me over and one is gonna be decent. thankfully the decent one is tomorrow. however, both are at 8:30 AM two days in a row. assumin all goes ok and there's no snow until late friday, i should be able to leave gettysburg at a reasonable time. i just have to pack tomorrow and move the shit to my car. they're calling for smow all day tomorrow until sunday. if that's the case, i havent driven in snow yet, but it'll be fun to learn my way. and if i crash, oh well. right now, i have pushed so many people away that i just dont even care anymore. the self-destructive thing is wat i avoid...physically. mentally, no one knows. it's perfect. i like speeding and i dont think many people would miss me as it is now. we'll see i guess. i think i need to be a nascar racer...i need speed in cars... i need

Rotlfmao Tiffy This Is For You Girl But Its Drunk Typing..lmao
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea to

Drama & The Workplace
for the love of god people ..7th grade was over several years ago for most of us ... act like it.. gotta love the gossip mill at the workplace.. literally does a whole freaking meeting need to take place about just this subject?? well apparently cuz i sat through one today. I will openly admit there are people at work I do not like personally.. a few that I do not care to work with but its not about my personal feelings when I walk through the door at my shift start. It took me a few weeks to figure that out. I must admit I myself have been part of the whose screwing who conversations on 1 occasion or another. I am just so damned tired of the whiney bullshit. this is your JOB not your inner circle of friends .. deal with it already. So yeah I am a little high strung atm. I know people dont liek the fact I am so dang outwardly forward & not shy about stating my opinions. Sorry but at least you hear it from me .. not what i said twisted a lil & added to.. screw that. ok bitchfest done l

Missing You
My body aches for your touch Your lips leaving a trail of fire as they move down my neck and across to first one nipple then the other They grow taunt as your tongue flicks across the pinkness A moan escapes my throat as you begin to nibble Uncontrollable wetness escapes me A smell of sweetness fills the air You look deeply into my eyes & I silently beg for you "What's the matter baby", you whisper huskily "Please" I whimper "Tell me what you want" "Please" is all I can manage to say Positioning your self above me, I can feel the one thing that can bring me relief pulsating, throbbing, & trying to penetrate into my wetness on its own. "Please" I ask one more time before you groan and thrust into me, driving us both into the edge of insanity.

Poetry By Me
A Dancers Creed Seduction Conduction I do so well; causing swell. Mind tease so easily pleased. Pleasure i send, needs i mend. Lost they are, weak, not the boss, not happy...empty... they pay my cost. I say words that brings loins to life. My curves grind in fevored might. I take his bills; and sigh... smile... and say GOODBYE!

Appointment Set
I got ahold of the Cardiologist and I have an appointment set on the 28th. I could have gone today but I had to be there within 2 hours and it is a 3 hour drive so there would have been no way. I am sticking to my diet and I found out Veggie burgers are not bad at all especially the black bean ones. AS far as my status in the navy. I have no clue. I failed the last run and they have a 3 strike and your out deal on the PRT. My heart condition doesnt wave the PRT, but I haven't heard if and when I do leave. I also hear rumors that my heart condition cancels the past PRTs and I will stay in for another year. Basically once i know something everyone will get word. I promise that

Therapy For Married Couple ...
A husband and wife went for marriage counseling after 15 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade, listing every problem they had ever had in the 15 years they had been married. She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of un-met needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately while fondling her breasts and crotch. The woman instantly shut up and quietly sat down as though she was in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week...... Can you do this?" The husband thought for a moment and replied: "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on

Little Ralphy
LITTLE RALPHY A teacher asks her class, 'If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?' She calls on little Ralphy. He replies, 'None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot.' The teacher replies, 'The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking.' Then little RALPHY says, 'I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?' The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, 'Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone.' To which Little RALPHY replied, 'The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on,' but I like your thinking.' LITTLE RALPHY ON MATH Little RALPHY returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic. 'Why?' asks the fa

Some People Are Just Messed On Here!
Ok I haven't been on here that long, but have noticed that a lot of people on here should maybe think about making best friends with their straight jackets. Some of these "owners" of the lounges seem to go off on these power trips on a regular basis I must say lol Oh and the flirting...ok I am not complaining. I have found someone special on here and am very happy, but there are some ppl on here that take flirting to a whole new level. It's not like they flirt it's like they hit on everything that moves or shows the slightest bit of interest lol And some of these people on here well they are messed up beyond therapy help lol I have ran into some great ppl and then there are some of those other's that well....I just wish them luck cuz from what I've seen of them they are gonna need all the help they can get. Everyone that is on here is here to have a good time, but some just take some comments way to serious. And those ones that say "no drama" well ya know something you are usuall

Pist Off
Ok so Yes i am a little sexually frustrated. Why is it, that, it is so easy for men to get off and not women? I mean there is only so many things you can do before you admit to needing help. I don't want mechanical toy, i want action! I am impatient and when i want it, i want it now. I hate the fact that when you find someone good, it is fuckin amazing, and so hard not to crave it again. I am a nympho, and he satisfied my need. AHHHHHHHHHHH How do you get rid of this craving? Melissa

A Friend.....
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

Anger
A little boy was going through a very bad time with his anger. He would get very angry at the least thing,throw a tantrum and behave very badly. Once during one of his episodes his father took him outside gave him a hammer and a nail and told him,every time you get angryI am going to bring you here and you will pound a nail into this tree. This went on for a couple of weeks and graually the boy learned that if he got angry he would have to work hard at pounding that nail in. The line had grown and there were a lot of nails in a row,but gradually the growth of the line slowed down as he learned to control his anger. Finally they had a whole week with no tantrums. His father took him outside and they looked at the nails together. Now he said to the boy now you can see your anger and together we will pull out these nails. After they had pulled the nails out he asked the boy what he could see.The little boy said nothing Father my anger has gone. His said look closer son,now what do you see

Yay!
Today makes my one year on Fubar!! I have made a lot of friends in that year and memories I will never forget! I look forward to meeting more people and making many more memories here on Fubar! -Hugs and Kisses- ♥ Kiffy ♥ Nykon`s Fubar Wife ♥@ fubar

"love's Been Good To Me"
I have been a rover I have walked alone Hiked a hundred highways Never found a home Still in all I'm happy The reason is, you see Once in a while along the way Love's been good to me There was a girl in Denver Before the summer storm Oh, her eyes were tender Oh, her arms were warm And she could smile away the thunder Kiss away the rain Even though she's gone away You won't hear me complain I have been a rover I have walked alone Hiked a hundred highways Never found a home Still in all I'm happy The reason is, you see Once in a while along the way Love's been good to me There was a girl in Portland Before the winter chill We used to go a-courtin' Along October hill And she could laugh away the dark clouds Cry away the snow It seems like only yesterday As down the road I go I've been a rover I have walked alone Hiked a hundred highways Never found a home Still in all I'm happy The reason is, you see Once in a while along the way Love's been

New Favorite Movie
move over ghostbusters theres a new movie that is my favorite and it is moulin rouge! i love ghostbusters but moulin rouge is something i would watch over ghostbusters anyday! i want to say thanks to 2 certain people who told me that this was a must see movie! thanks :) well anyways hope everyone has a good night

"if You Could Read My Mind"
If you could read my mind, love, What a tale my thoughts could tell. Just like an old time movie, 'Bout a ghost from a wishing well. In a castle dark or a fortress strong, With chains upon my feet. You know that ghost is me. And I will never be set free As long as I'm a ghost that you can't see. If I could read your mind, love, What a tale your thoughts could tell. Just like a paperback novel, The kind the drugstores sell. When you reached the part where the heartaches come, The hero would be me. But heroes often fail, And you won't read that book again Because the ending's just too hard to take! I'd walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script. Enter number two: A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me. But for now, love, let's be real; I never thought I could act this way And I've got to say that I just don't get it. I don't know where we went wrong, But the feeling's gone And I just can't get it ba

Another Lame Joke
A man walks into a dentist's office and says, "Excuse me, can you help me? I think I'm a moth." The dentist says, "You don't need a dentist. You need a psychiatrist." "Yes, I know," says the man. "Then why did you come in here?" says the dentist. The man says, "Because the light was on."

Welcome Back
I don't know where you are tonight But something tells me That you're not doing all right Well I don't need to hear you say That you love me everyday As long as you're right by my side I promise I won't stay up late I won't get sick, I won't get worried, I won't wait For you to come back in my life Or stop my own to make it right Yeah I won't tell myself that lie But when you come knocking at my door Looking for some slack Don't worry baby wherever you are Cause I'll say Welcome back You never call while you're away Just wanna hear your voice say everything's OK You've got a habit when we shout To stick your foot inside your mouth And you know this is killing me

Yeah Baby!!
I went to the gym to day and I had two guys checking me out! If was funny because they saw that each of them were checking me out so they started competing for me!!! LOL It was hilarious... Just being random... :)

You Are
WHEN IM SAD,YOUMAKE ME GLAD. WHEN I FEEL WEAK YOU MAKE ME STRONG. WITH YOU BY MY SIDE I COULD NEVER GO WRONG. YOU'RE LIKE A RAY OF LIGHT,YOU HAVE SO MUCH INSIGHT. WHEN IM FEELING DARK & GRAY YOU SHOW ME THE WAY. YOU ASK IF I BELEIVE IN .... DESTINY,I SAID YES IF THAT'S. BY FAR YOU'RE THE BEST!

At The Bar...
"You need to get out.. all you do is work.. you know, that isn't good for you." My friends' tone was joking, but the message was very true; I needed to get out. As one of the youngest executives in the company, and one of the very few women in the administrative offices who wasn't a secretary, I put most of my energy into proving my worth. Walking into the noisy, dimly-lit bar, crowded with the usual Friday mob, I felt this was a bad idea. Before I could muster turning and walking back out the door, however, Cathy motioned to me. I had to follow through with this debacle. The girls already had ordered a couple shots for me, and, knowing them, they watched them every second. They really did take good care of me and I tended to need it. I downed the shots without even knowing what they were, and the spell worked. I felt the tension roll out of my shoulders and the warmth of the alcohol slid down my throat, and warmed me through. "That guy down there.. he bought you this.." Th

Dreaming Of A ... Christmas?
Sitting here listening to Otis Redding sing "Dreaming of a White Christmas" I begin to think of what mine will be like. Once upon a time my house glowed with happiness and cheer around Christmas time, and now that glow is extremely dull. As the years have gone by I noticed that people hardly dream for a white Christmas any more; they just want Christmas to come so that bills and other responsibilities can be neglected as they feel obligated to provide just a few hours of satisfaction to the ones they care for. Anywho, a group I'm with on campus adopted a local first grade class, and today we took the gifts that we bought for the children. My two kids wanted a Hannah Montana CD and a car. When the little girl saw the Hannah Montana CD and board game she hugged me soooo much. That made me reconsider wanting children, because (thanks to two terrible nephews), I was truly considering getting my tubes tied. The little boy was just happy with his gift, but the girl hugged me so much, i

Dawn Of The Dead
This is a few years old. I recently found it and have put it up here. Enjoy: Ok, so I just finished watching the newest Dawn Of The Dead. In my opinion it is one of the greatest zombie movies ever. Here is why: It starts off with a Johnny Cash song playing in the opening credits. Shotguns. Lots of shotguns. Probably the best weapon in zombie killing. Ving Rhames. One bad ass motherfucker! Cute ass redhead. The girl who's dad is bitten and then killed. Sigh, I love the reds. Gore, while not overly gorey, it has a fair ammount :) Humor!!!! That can help make any movie great. Boobs. yes, boobs. While its from a guys perspective boobs can help make movies more pleasant ;) Good effects. While I love the cheesy effects in the low budget movies this one had good ones. Plenty of heads getting blown off. What all good zombie movies need. Chainsaw zombie slaying. The chainsaw needs to be used more. Bad ass old lady. She totally takes some slugs and still s

Dj Dolllsss!!!!!
THIS DOLL IS ... ON AIR NOW!!!! IN HOME OF THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME LISTEN TO SOME COOL TUNEAGE!! CHAT WITH ME... AND... GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR THIS PLACE IS TOO COOL TO MISS OUT!! SO WHATCHA WAITIN ON?!?!?!? DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ DOLLS~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT... NO

Pretentious
Pretentious here I stand, against the light Savior or maybe maker neither seems quite right Just self aware enough to know I will never understand The void that is self and the self I lost to the void Tested and secure except for myself Follow the road home, but it never leads back So losing my way, second to come last to go With no shelter to be found, all is the same I've been here before, but can't find the way that I came Before I don't remember why I stand prententious, alone against the light With no objective, well maybe deicide's on my mind Lay down the wall, so everyone's free to die I stand prententious, the deity is inside Leaking out are thoughts, feelings and desire A sieve to my soul, leaves nothing to consider That opens the door, for no gods no heroes To save the light, a world to be envied Now remember why, for all of time I stand prententious, alone against the light With no objective, well maybe deicide's on my mind Lay down the wall, so

Another Year Is Gone
so its another year down the tubes and as we enter 2008 my life is still fucked. all my friends see me as this happy go lucky guy nad yet when i see myself i see a ugly fat unloved person and i hate feeling like this. what is it about me they like and love how do i know its just not a front i guess its just me. but anyway that enough about me. so just wanted to wish you all a very merry christmas and a great 2008 much love to all

Work As Gone To Hell
After 12 years working at the same site I had to ask for a transfer today. The reason is that the safety and security mgr of the company I guard is foreing my boss out because he will not kiss her ass or be a yes man. Instead she will now be in complete control of the guards. So if there is any problems between a guard and a employee the guard will have no one to back him. What the **tch doesn't know yet is of the 12 guards working there 10 of us are either transfering or quiting. Hope she has fun with that.

Happy Holidays To My Friends
HI! MERRY CHRISTMAS. MELE KALIKIMAKA. FELIZ NAVIDAD y UN BUEN ANO A TODOS. THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR...EVEN THE RAIN MAKING MY THOUSANDS OF LIGHTS GO OUT ON MY FRONT LAWN CANNOT TAKE AWAY THE WARMTH AND FUZZY MOMENTS OF THE HOLIDAY SEASON. AS WE ARE HURRIEDLY GOING ABOUT BUYING GIFTS FOR FRIENDS AND FAMILY, REMEMBER THAT I DO THINK OF YOU. WE MAY HAVE SADNESS AT THIS TIME OF YEAR, DEATHS OF PETS OR FRIENDS/FAMILY, YET OUR HEARTS ARE SOFTENED BY THE SIGHTS OF CANDLES AGLOW, CHRISTMAS MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND, OUTDOOR LIGHT DISPLAYS, AND SO ON. TO HAVE THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE AT THIS TIME OF YEAR IS A TREASURE; BE SURE YOU TELL HIM/HER HOW YOU FEEL. LET THEM KNOW YOUR HEART BEFORE IT MAY BE TOO LATE, FOR WE NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW MAY BRING. I SEND MY LOVE TO YOU. I WISH WE COULD MEET IN PERSON AND SHARE SOME HOLIDAY CHEER. SOME OF YOU HAVE "TALKED WITH ME" FOR QUITE A WHILE, BUT WE'VE NEVER MET...WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS IN PERSON BEFORE THE YEAR ENDS... M

Love
WHAT DOES IT MEAN? AT ONCE I THOUGHT I KNEW. ONCE IT WAS WARM LIKE THE COLOR RED. N OW ITS LIKE THE COLOR BLUE. AT ONE TIME I WAS SCARED. I ALWAYS KEPT MY HEART UNDER LOCK & KEY. MY FEELING'S WERE EVER MEANT FOR YOU TO SEE.

Kisses....
The year will change soon. It includes the kisses absolutely! The kiss is the filling of senses and the mouth is the road of the soul actually. breath. The lips taste, at the same time they feel soft, delicate and careful passionate strong. They devour the feeling you - I. The year will change soon and it.s been long time ago when, the inventor of the glow lamp, Mr Thomas A has worn out from it when. Edison made history with the film kiss. His 1896 erotic The to produce Kiss movie received in the premiere a reception which had been charmed. It was shown to the party public into three times! The film lasted a minute straightforwardly under. (It seems that it was for about 20 seconds.) In public the kisses that were looked from the cloth got a merciless criticism, however, because of a moral meaning and it is, take nauseating true to look at the kiss greatly, from near. The film lasted a minute straightforwardly under. The times very have changed. I can understand, of course, a how

Harley's Funnies =))
Anna had lost her husband almost four years ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, "Mom! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Vermont . Their first night there, she undressed as he did. There she st ood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, "Why the black panties?" She replied: "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still mourning." He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same--she stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit--but now he was wearing a black condom. She looked at him and asked: "What's with the black condom?" He re

Merry Christmas
CHRISTMAS E-MAIL I have a list of people I know, all logged in my computer, And now at Christmas time I have gone to take a look. And that is when I realize that these names are a part, Not of the computer they're stored in, but of my heart. For each name stands for someone who has crossed my path sometime, And in that meeting they've become the rhythm in each rhyme. And while it sounds fantastic for me to make this claim, I feel that I'm composed of each remembered name. And while you may not be aware of any special link, Just meeting you has changed my life, a lot more than you think! For when I do a Christmas E-mail that is addressed to you, It's because you're on the list of people I'm indebted to. And whether I have known you for many years or few, In some way you have been a part of shaping things I do. And now that Christmas has come, I realize anew, The best gift life can offer is meeting people like you. ~author unknown~ Merry Christmas

Important Medical News
JUST HAD TO SEND YOU THIS ONE!!!!! ----- Canadian Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better. Just thought you'd like to know.

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Holiday Season
Hello everyone. Although I know no one will ever read my blogs, I'm writing this one for me. The holiday season is begining to be a tuff season for me and my family. A few years a go I lost my grandmother right after New Years. Last year at this time I lost my grandfather. Now today I lost an uncle. It's really hard to stay in a festive mood when you are also reminded that love ones have left you. I know that they are gone to a better place but that doesn't make it any easier. You see; I believe that when a love one dies, a little bit of us dies also. You'll never get that part of you back again. Now, I'm the first to tell people that one must move on with one's life but I will never tell them that they'll get over it. I've never gotten over any of the deaths of people close to me and I never will. I just learn to deal with it and move on with life because I know that they would not want me to stop living. Any way, that's all I have to get off my chest, and I truly wish yo

Christmas Kakie
Vodka Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup of water, 1 tsp baking soda, 1 cup of sugar, 1 tsp salt, 1 cup of brown sugar, lemon juice, 4 large eggs, lots of nuts, 1 bottle Vodka, 2 cups of dried fruit, Sample the vodka to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. To be sure it is the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the vodka is shtill OK. Try another cup .... just in case. Turn off the mixerer. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers pry it loose with a sdrewscriver. Sample the vodka to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt. Or something. Who giveshz a shit. Check the vodka. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon of sugar, orn

Clearing Out List's
I'm having a bit of a bad time at the moment so trying to sort my life out. Part of that involves clearing out my friends and family lists so anyone on either list that hasn't spoke to me in a while or has never spoke to me will be removed. The few that do talk often (and you know who you are) are stuck with me for a little longer :P

Penguins And Perhaps A Christmas Gift Idea..
I seen a segment on MSN today under video highlights called: Penguins may be marching to Peril. It basically is a video showing the decline of their habitat in Antarctica and more so about a movie they refer to March of the Penguins. The story about Penguins and the habitat they call home for more then a gazillion years is starting to diminish due to global warming. There is somewhat of a cuter version of this in video form also and I tell you what if you can get past the animated penguins talking which I enjoyed but some don’t this movie is great. Yeah, yeah it’s a kids movie… but I loved it. The music is great and the story is pure. It also details the hardship fallen on penguins because of man, global warming and the decline of their food source… The Movie is called Happy Feet , it is funny witty and I think a great movie for kids…yes… but I like it too.. Other then that may your Thursday be wonderful. Good Morning, Ha! I said it before the fleas of a thousand camels even twitched

Friends List
hmm i see alot of what seem to be decent people on my list, but there are some of you that haven't sent me a message or chatted with me...and why is THAT ? so.....will the "mystery guests please sign in" lol. moral of this short story: if you have time, id love to get to know more of you on my list since alot of you live in my city!

Swan Song..
Again the children at the yard you can see Under your window playing their games Again there at your spot at your window you stay You fly years back Those memories get you under their power everyday They are again looking for a singer for the Swan song Again looking for a singer Those moments from birth to death when shades to the eyelids Makes some to believe maybe in God others in Satan, or anything but however not in this world You once found also it that half century's love It was easy to you to be happy Now what you'll do with your instinct when birds have flew away from their nests There's only photos which have turned yellow You glance them trough again and again You may not need my pity But it wont stop the pain That pain writes this song That pain catches everyone Griefveil I can see Five years ago it could breathe Swan song then made you cry I would like to be like then When you're covered by the white veil It has already remained on

Where Do I Want To Be?
I'll tell you what. I love the army but i would like to stay home long enough to do what i want when i want. So like a dumb ass i signed up for eight years. So for eight years i'm going to get fucked over. Sounds like fun. I'll ask you guys a question. If someone told you that you can not have sex, drink, dress a way they approve, and pretty much listen to what they tell you or you will pay, what would you do? Someone you doesn't know you but will put you in a area that you could die in. Sounds kindda mean doesn't it. Welcome to the army. So like i said, i wish i was at home all the time so i could drink have sex and do what i want. What would you want to do?

Santa
I took my daughter to see Santa last night, After she was done and had went outside he said he wanted to talk to me, I was like OOHHH NOOO this can't be good if Santa wanted to have a personal chat with me. His first words to me was, OK first time in thousands of years I have a dilemma and it had to do with me, OK SANTA ... What.. He told me I was both on the Naughty and Nice list, causing conflict with my presents.. So after a few minutes of working this out we decided on my presents but also I have to receive handcuffs for when I am bad..( I didn't tell him I already had several of my own) I told him not to go light on the naughty stuff it's OK if he must give me a lot of those. ( Turns out Santa really does know ALL!). So to all of you .. GO SEE SANTA.. it just might really be a Merry Christmas.

The Howling
Here is a random conversation I had while watching The Howling on TV last week: D: Why doesn't she just stake it in the heart? Me: That's for Vampires Well, how do you kill a werewolf then? Silver bullets Where do you get silver bullets from? Coors

My Friends
this is for my buddies angel and jenny. You know we have all had fun times. Like with me and angel at the fair when i got hit in the face and you was there to help me b/c of that dumb bitch. andriding down 81 next to matt and kenny in our bra's and seeing there faces was priceless. And going to club zero wit robert. WOW! Fuckin marshall. damn!! and me and kenny and you and matt all "together" and all the shit that happened than, and playing 3 man with me for the first time and calling kenny, jeff when he came into lay next to me when i was passed out. Or you me and jen drivin down the rd after my christmas party. Hell and me and jenny driving around pissin off byron and jeff and there new gurls OMG so much fuckin fun. Or jenny me and you and r drunk party that was funny. I love both you all your my gurls b/c THATS HOW WE ROLL!!! We all got it like dat.

Great Gift Idea For Tight Budgets!
My Dear Friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, but quite typical for me, Christmas will be tight this year. So, I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: Regular, Light and G

"friendship"
It's not something you get wrapped up with a bow. It's not something you get by just saying hello. It's the respect you have for each other It's the admirations you have for each other. It's being a should to cry on It's giving an ear to listen It's doing something we it's least expected. A friend is hard to come by A friend is someone you hold on to A friend is always there wheather they agree or not. A friend is the greatest thing anyone could have. A friend is you.

Pure Love
So tired My mind is restless Body sinks into the unconscious Dreams fill my head Nightmares fuel the screams Laying here I can only think of you Nodding off into their world I wanna stay here with you You can save me from them all Tell me you need me You're everything and more to me Forever in my hear Never to forget Hoping you feel the same Share your life with me Gave up my every for you And still I'd give more Just to be the one The one you think of, dream of, love I'd do anything for your affection Believing everyone is wrong You're always so right I'm full inside with you Tasted to swallow Drink it all away.

Always The Set Backs
well i have hit a setback.turns out the landlord that was going to let us in before the end of the moth has decided not to let us in till the first so,,,,its a homeless xmas this year.shit keeps being shitty i suppose.im not going to let it bug me though,just going to smoke a load o weed and pretend there is no xmas.

I - Tit
Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The i-Tit will cost $499 or $599 depending on cup size. This has been hailed as a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them. Happy Holidays......hope you smiled.....Peace

Pray For Brittany's Family
Winnabow | A 16-year-old high school student was killed Tuesday morning in a two-car crash shortly after she left her home while on her way to school. State Highway Patrol 1st Sgt. Al Morris said Brittany Elizabeth Brendle, of 1272 Cherry Tree Road in Winnabow, died in a two-vehicle accident. Brendle's car was struck while turning left at the stop sign at the intersection of Crabapple and Green Hill roads in Winnabow, about a mile west off U.S. 17. Brendle's vehicle, a late-model Volkswagen, was hit by a 2000 Ford Ranger traveling east on Green Hill Road and driven by Matthew T. Morgan, also 16. The accident occurred about 7:15 a.m., Morris said. Neither vehicle was traveling at excessive speed, he said. Brendle died at the scene, the trooper said. Both drivers were wearing seat belts. Morgan was "shaken up" but uninjured in the crash and was not taken to an area hospital. After giving his statement to authorities, Morgan told the trooper he was returning home and would lat

Give A Gift She'll Love And Thank You For!!!!
It isn't too late! You can get Peter Britt's book for Christmas. Do you know a woman who WOULDN'T want this book? No, me either! All That I Am, I Think! is "The Woman's Nightstand Companion"! All the woman who have read this book agree. It is insightful into women in a way 99% of men do not understand. It is also viewed as a book which women will enjoy extremely because of the deep and passionate nature of the author. Don't delay, click on a link below and get someone you know their own copy today for Christmas! Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Cake Or Bed
Body: CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, "HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW". HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, "FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO". FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, "WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT " TO WHICH HE REPLIED, "FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO". "FINE", SHE SAYS "THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE F RONT DOOR? THEY A RE ABOUT TO BREAK " "I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS". HE SAYS, "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! " SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATE

Liar Liar .....
Yo Liar liar pants on fire... Liar liar... Hey naw Liar liar pants on fire ain't nobody getting no higher FUCK THAT where's my lighter Sick of all you lyin' typers We getting higher higher smoking on a vaporizer Eyes red blazed up smoked out I'm tired as fuck We got that supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Skin
Her skin, I love to touch, I love to touch her skin. Soft, succulent, delicious skin on legs, belly, breasts, her folds. I love to touch her skin. Our mouths, with gentle suction, pulling and drawing, Our tongues, entwined in rhythmical dance, sliding, swirling, simulated movements when united. Thick protrusion enters her skin, Her skin, I love to touch.

Ripped Pics
With the holiday season here and everyone making pretty things for everyone just some wise knowledge DONT RIP YOUR PIC you wont get any points for it right click save it and then up load BUT make sure you give the person the love they deserve..... Just wanted to give some friendly advice

Sex
You have a Sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Baked Chicken Chimichangas
Baked Chicken Chimichangas Here's how to enjoy all the crisp savoriness of chimichangas without deep-frying. Make this dish once, and it's sure to become part of your standard rotation. Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 2 garlic cloves, minced * 2 tablespoons olive oil, plus more for brushing on chimichangas * 1/2 tablespoon chili powder * 16 ounces salsa (choose your favorite) * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 2 1/2 cups cooked and shredded chicken * 6 (10-inch) flour tortillas (if stiff, warm before filling) * 1 cup refried beans * Sour cream, for serving * Guacamole, for serving Directions: In a large saucepan over medium heat, saute the onion and garlic in 2 tablespoons of the oil until tender. Stir in the chili powder, salsa, cumin and cinnamon. Stir in the shredded chicken and, if you like, salt to taste. Remove from the heat and let cool for a few minutes.

Christmas Soldiers
Please remember our soldiers during this holiday season!!! (I love you Nate) A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark o

This Just In ...
Its has started snowing here and I cannot see anything out the window! From the Weather Channel: SNOW WILL QUICKLY BECOME HEAVY AT TIMES AND SNOWFALL RATES OF 1 TO 2 INCHES PER HOUR ARE EXPECTED...WITH POSSIBLY UP TO 3 INCHES PER HOUR IN SOME LOCATIONS. THIS WILL HAVE A MAJOR IMPACT ON THE LATE DAY COMMUTE AS THE HEAVIEST SNOW AND LOWEST VISIBILITIES WILL BE DURING THIS TIME. THE SNOW SHOULD QUICKLY TAPER OFF FROM WEST TO EAST BETWEEN 6 AND 9 PM THIS EVENING. A HEAVY SNOW WARNING IS ISSUED WHEN AN AVERAGE OF 6 OR MORE INCHES OF SNOW IS EXPECTED IN A 12 HOUR PERIOD OR FOR 8 OR MORE INCHES IN A 24 HOUR PERIOD. TRAVEL WILL BE SLOW AT BEST ON WELL TREATED SURFACES...AND QUITE DIFFICULT ON ANY UNPLOWED OR UNTREATED SURFACES.

A Different Christmas Poem.......
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

My Thoughts Today...........
All of us on here have been through relationships that have touched our lives in so many ways...Some endly badly and some are always in our thoughts of how it used to be....There are alot of divorced people on Fubar and we all have been through so much....But I am here to tell you that whatever we go through in life, just makes us stronger...Life is so short to hold grudges and have negative feelings.......I have also learned that everything happens for a reason.....Everything happens when the time is right for both people involved....So if you are alone and are waiting for that one person to enter your life, don't ever give up, it will happen, and it always happens when you least expect it...Also remember it starts with a wonderful friendship and then if its right it will grow into something so wonderful that will last .......One more note....this is a time of giving, not of materials things, but of ourselves, there are so many people that want and need our love and friendship, remem

No More Scary Gary.....yipppppeeeee!
Last night turned into a very busy night. What we planned to make for dinner was not enough since our daughter informed us her boyfriend was coming over and my son had his girlfriend over so we ended up getting good ole' pizza! The kids were all about decorating the tree until Peter spent an hour and a half trying to figure out why the lights on the tree weren't working and then realized that the power strip he was plugging them into had an on/off switch! Brilliant Peter! So I ended up decorating the tree all by myself. No one but me put ornaments on the tree. Very pathetic! It does look pretty. I do it in white, clear and silver ornaments of all kinds. I stopped doing the "kid" tree 2 years ago and started doing the tree how I wanted to have it done. Selfish? Maybe. My freako neighbors from next door had their house go into foreclosure. They moved out last weekend. I feel bad for the old woman but so glad I will never have to deal with her psycho ex son-in-law agai

Gaurdian Angel
One day while you were crying, An angel came to you. He lingered for just a little while, To let you know you would see him soon. How gracefully he flies On angel wings so light. And goes back up to heaven, Then returns to you each night. So as you live your life, And each day is at its end. Remember your special angel, From heaven he will descend. He will watch you as you sleep, And meet you in your dreams. He's your guardian of the night, Coming down on moonlight beams. So when you lay your head to rest, He makes sure everythings allright. Protecting you as he promised, By watching you all night wrote for me by my sister Jacqui

Loyalty
Oh,my....so boring lately....not enough backstabbing,backbiting,biting back,name calling.....fubar has become tame for the holidays.....or has it? What does the word LOYALTY mean to you? To most it means absolute faith in a person's goodness....the belief that they would do nothing to hurt you,as they are your friend.The only being to deserve that kind of faith is God(and for you atheists,sorry). True loyalty is understanding that human beings are at best fallible and at worst just plain mean creatures,whose primary interests are themselves,their families,their friends(and yes in that order)who will do thoughtless,hurtful,mean and even sometimes viscious things and still you go on believing in the basic goodness of the human spirit(even your enemies)for to stop doing so is to stop being humane. Loyalty to certain people however and the constant betrayal of it can lead one to the path of just such inhumaneness as believing that all people are not to be trusted and therefore it

Phone Numbers
> Name: > Number: > Best time to call: > text messaging (yes or no) > phone service: > > > > > > I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. > If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] > Repost as: Give me your #

In Memory Of David
In Memory Of David And so was gentle David taken from us Those that he loved all filled with such grief Beloved by all, he held all our trust We are sadened, as he has gone on beyond sleep The lord, his sheperd, does now hold him close Does look down in sadness at those left behind His mother, his sister, his lady, her son Did stand united, in heartbreak, they sighed His friends, they were many. His vices, so few He had such great love of nature and life His movies, his music, his computer, his joy He always combatted all sadness and strife He always helped others, tried never to harm He took care of a lady that couldn't herself The greatest of hearts possessed he in truth His generosity showed his emotional wealth At age three and thirty, his tale it did end To the weeping of family and friends all bereft A son and a brother, a lover, a friend A father in soul, from our lives he has left. wrote for me by a friend in IMVU

Hurts My Soul...
Now I ain't tryna be the greatest I used to hate hip-hop... yup, because the women degraded But Too $hort made me laugh, like a hypocrite I played it A hypocrite I stated, though I only recited half Omittin the word "bitch," cursin I wouldn't say it Me and dog couldn't relate, til a bitch I dated Forgive my favorite word for hers and hers alike But I learnt it from a song I heard and sorta liked Yeah, Fur and Ice, glamorized drug dealin was appealin But My Pop's thugs kept it from in front of our buildin Gangsta rap-based filmings became the buildin blocks For children with leakin ceilings catchin drippins with pots Coupled with compositions from Pac, Nas's "It Was Written" In the mix with my realities and feelings Living conditions, religion, ignorant wisdom and artistic vision I began to jot, tap the world and listen... I had a ghetto boycott, a Jay-Z boycott 'Cause he said that he never prayed to God, he prayed to Gotti I'm thinkin godly, God guard me from the

Thinking.
im feeling a bit frustrated by the fact that im not being told things that friends tell their friends, good or bad. so yes im feeling let down. disapointed by the secrets, and the walls. you wanna be my friend... you need to confide in me. i cant help you or be there if you need if im caught unawares. and i am not here just for the goodtimes, what kinda friend does that???

Computer No No's......
First of all, you should never turn your computer off while you're in the middle of a program or if you have a bunch of windows open. You need to always close out all your programs and windows before shutting down your computer. If a program freezes up on you, always try to use Ctrl + Alt + Del before you do anything else. Another thing you should never do is turn your computer off and then turn it back on without waiting at least 60 seconds. The system needs at least that long to calm down a bit before you put it back to work. Here's more! Never remove a disk or a CD from their respective drives until the drive light has turned off. It usually takes a few seconds for it to turn off, but if it's still on, don't push that release button! Here's an interesting one: don't ever use a magnet around your computer, the monitor or around a diskette (floppy disk). Magnets are bad news! Also, don't ever try to force a disk into its drive. If it doesn't fit, you may have it upside down or back

Things I Hate...
1. bills. 2. people who judge. 3. the way I acted in my past. 4. the fact that I will be alone next semester. 5. sometimes, me. 6. sometimes, everyone. 7. "friends" that don't really give a damn. 8. fubar. 9. calculus. 10. being alone.

Work..
Okay, I am really begining to think that I am like nurse death or something. I bounce in and out of the long term care facility in town whenever they need help and work all shifts noone else wants to.. which isnt a complaint cause they pay me much more money to do less work! anyhow, I have been in four diff. places these past three weeks.. and to be expected there are people there dying and whatnot, but it seems like the ones that are doing fine seem to die when I go near.. the day before yesterday which was a tuesday I had to do CPR on cause she like was not breathing.. and yesterday.. I walked in to a room where the guys respriations were eh.. so so but he had no damn pulse anywhere on his body and no blood pressure.. So assuming I am like hard of hearing or something I get three other opionions.. and to each.. NOTHING!! Okay, the week before I had a guy die on me.. who was doing fine at the time.. and then I had this one guy i just filled his cup of water for he wasnt even mine.. di

Illusion
One has imagination using it to distinquish what they desire... Only it's an illusion of one's fantacy... For when the truth steps to reality... We are dismayed by illusion of our souls desires.. You look hard, you look deap within your soul... You realize what you want wishing for one to fill the gap that keeps you searchin... You look to the universe, you ask for a gift, from the godds above... Within time the Godds answer your prayes, You hear the words, feel the emotion Only to lock up, from past fears... You bein who you are, clames up an closes the door... When you should push it open, to claim your shootin star... When all is said an done... All your left with is to be Dismayed by Illusion..

Rodriguez Finalizes $275m Deal With Yankees
Dec 13, 1:23 PM (ET) By RONALD BLUM NEW YORK (AP) -Alex Rodriguez set another record for baseball's highest contract, finalizing his $275 million, 10-year agreement with the New York Yankees on Thursday. A-Rod set the previous mark with his $252 million, 10-year deal with Texas in December 2000. Traded to the Yankees in 2004, he opted out of that contract Oct. 28, during the final game of the World Series. Yankees senior vice president Hank Steinbrenner said New York would not negotiate further with Rodriguez because his decision eliminated the $21.3 million subsidy the Yankees were to receive from Texas from 2008-10, a figure negotiated at the time of the trade. But Rodriguez then approached the Yankees through a managing director at Goldman Sachs and negotiated his new deal in early November without agent Scott Boras. "It seemed like the whole thing was a roller-coaster. It was very emotional," Rodriguez said on a conference call. "All along, I knew I wanted to be

Loves Deathly Grip
Love stalks me, wondering ever so near as to taunt me in ways that i can not perceive. Never before has it wasted its time on my worthless presence and yet now it finds me. She arouses questions which frustrates, yet gives hope to future events. A curse yet a joy that a person only receives once in their pathetic life times. I never believed that i could find someone that could bring me this joy while at the same time making me lose control of everything. With her i have no control what so ever....not matter what I try i know that i will be submissive. I worship her to no end, a slave to my heart. For it is my heart that is slave to her. I wonder if this is right or wrong. At times it makes no sense. I've know her for a small matter of time....yet it feels that we have been together all my life. Should i feel this way...love won't let me know....its like a knife that stabs the heart....yet it plugs the wound and keeps like drawing. She is the knife. Every tim

Missin U
now im sittin here sew,sew alon.tink im going 2 loos my frikkin mind. i look & look butt you're nowhere i kan find. these feelingz i hve i kant kontrol. i need u 2 let me kno how u reeli feel sew i kan let go. 5 mthz latr i find im still lookin at you're pag. sew many emotionz yet sew much rag. how kan we b sew distant? with all these thoughtz im gonna krak. mab now itz tyme 2 nevr look bak. just membr ..... ILL ALWAYZ KARE.

To Be In Love With Love
To Be In Love... To be in love with love is to gain a soul, to sit on the throne of hearts. To love the world is to be afflicted. Later the secrets start to make sense. Don't be a bramble, become the rose. Let your maturity unfold. The brambles will only burn. Prayer was created by God so man could ask for help. It's too bad if you haven't learned to ask. Accept the breath of those who are mature- let it become your divining rod. If you obey your self, things turn out wrong. Renouncing the world is the beginning of worship. If you are a believer, believe this. Respect your parents and ancestry, and you will have fine green clothes of your own. If you earn the complaints of neighbors, You'll stay in Hell forever. Yunus heard these words from the masters. If you need this advice, take it. They say one who is received by a heart becomes more beautiful.

A Friend
My friend Ramo a good one and cute he's shy and sweet. He's in the army and is so glad to be getting out soon he's already talking about what he want's to do once he's out i wish i had a pic of him to show to cute maybe i should start writing storied on here nah not my goal maybe someday but not yet.

Sex Store...
I cannot now write a beautiful porno a horrible one. I contemplate only in my mind which is virility? How does a woman feel, to be? Where do I enjoy from most? How could one get more for a day hours? And it also room how for the workday should there be in the fantasy world. And on the contrary. It is wonderful to be a woman in my opinion. Srong, loyal, empathic and charming. And sometimes funny. When there is enough laughter for chin aches, the years increase. I will be in the range of fanatic and my worded chest, of course, can fire if it is needed. But I am a kind. Perhaps sometimes even too kind. The counterbalance is the one shining to be a naughty bitch. I love in my fantasy, when my body is totally yours. And sometimes however I want my womanhood to be impudent teasing virility. I want that I am wanted much intolerable. AND I enjoy your use. Yesterday I was looking new sex toys in store. At the cash desk the seller noticed that the man and the woman arrived with him, a c

What Nerve
I can't stand people on here or anywhere really that are so full of themselves and think they are God's gift to the world. I recently was talking to my sister and some guy kept bothering her numerous times to rate his profile and pics. He thought he ws just the shit. Well she finally said whatever and rated him. She's an honest rater so she won't rate you a 10 if she doesn't feel ya deserve it. SO she gave him still a high score. She gave him a 9. WEll he flipped and said that was offensive and he deserved a 10 or 11. And then started going off on her and then blocked her. This guy is known for rating people ones if he doesnt get what he wants....Uh duh idiot rating people ones won't effect anything they still get points. But then this guy had the nerve to go to my page rate me a one and have his friend who was newer to this site take my pictures and name{old name} and create a fake profile. On top of that he put suposed fake naked pictures of me in this profile. I have never taken a n

Today
So IE is acting wonky so I'm trying to use mozilla... but I don't really like it. I'm going as far as trying to get IE7- which I wanted to wait to do for a long long time. I need to update yahoo messenger too. Probably not a horrible idea but I don't like change. Oh well. Work went well today. Fairly short but longer than 2 hours which is always nice. Oh does anyone know if my bookmarks will automatically transfer over to IE7? I miss my bookmarks. :( OH! And I'm still waiting for the answer... am I going to get one or should I take being ignored as a no?

I Have A Friend
I HAVE A FRIEND I have a friend who is perfect just like me She listens to all my shit No matter how dumb it may be She full of herself just like most women maybe And that will never change for again she is perfect just like me And that will never change you see She was shy on the phone But she would still text And we would text for hours About nothing at all We would text about love and life And discuss what cougars and kitten may want to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be to follow in her foot steps and be a cougar you see. She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say Just tells me I full shit and move on my way She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful

Pineapple Delight Cheesecake
PINEAPPLE DELIGHT CHEESECAKE This luscious tropical cheesecake can be made ahead of time for easy entertaining. Preparation time: 30 min Baking time: 1 hrs 10 min Yield: 12 servings Crust Ingredients: 1 1/3 cups graham cracker crumbs 1/4 cup LAND O LAKES® Butter, melted 2 tablespoons sugar Filling Ingredients: 1 cup sugar 4 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, softened 4 eggs 1 cup LAND O LAKES® Sour Cream 1 cup sweetened flaked coconut 1 (20-ounce) can crushed pineapple in juice, well-drained Topping Ingredients: 1/2 cup sweetened flaked coconut, toasted 1 teaspoon freshly grated orange peel Heat oven to 325°F. Combine all crust ingredients in small bowl. Press crumb mixture evenly onto bottom of ungreased 9-inch springform pan. Bake 10 minutes. Cool completely. Combine 1 cup sugar and cream cheese in large bowl. Beat at medium speed, scraping bowl often, until creamy (3 to 4 minutes). Continue beating, adding eggs 1 at a time and beating well afte

#19 12/10 - 12/16
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 12/10 - 12/16 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 9,571 Points to Freak **********************************************

Take Me
Take me as I am, no presumptions, no demands. Don't categorize me don't abuse me. Open my mind and let my thoughts and desires escape. Touch me in places I have only dreamt about. Bring me to heights I've only read about. Take me tonight, no expectations just desire. Explore my body inch by inch and let me touch you however my hands may desire to. Kiss me here.. Kiss me there.. let me run my hands all over you. May I explore you from deep within, may I let go of any inhibitions and do to you as I wish. I will let you do the same. There'll be a couple restrictions, none un reasonable. I yearn for your touch, my body aches for yours. Let's spend the entire night together and just explore one another...

Christmas Thoughts
‘Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-is-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me. Now Daschle, Now Dard

Job Application For Real
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Walmart in Arkansas . They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Old Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place DESIRED SALARY: $185,0 00 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAV

Is It Possible To Feel Hapy Like I Do Now
well i am goin to start off by saying hey to every one. i know its been a while since ive spoken. well there has been alot of crap that has been goin on here at home, with my dad and his situation getting worse and having to put up with his crap along with the illness tell you its starting to get to me. well to the reason i am writing this. last night i went to see the lights in McAdenville. i met a really good person to take a stroll through the lights and got to admitt i had one hell of a time. i never thought i would feel safe talkin and opening up to another girl. but last night i had no worries at all. dont think i have ever laughed and had as much fun. it really sucked when tina had to go home cause all i could do is think of her. think this is a beautiful start of something good for once in my life. ty tina for a great time last night hope we can get together soon and do it again hugs n kisses

Re: Ed Brown Is Dying In Prison
RE: Ed Brown is dying in prison ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *RC_REVOLUTION [resistance] -RONPAUL2008- Date: 13 Dec 2007, 22:58 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Vance...what a goddamned circusIIDate: Dec 13, 2007 4:57 PMHe committed no crime. The criminals rule us.Thanx to:Bryan Maxfreedomfighter4allMatt Probert Matt (Pro U.S. Constitution, Pro Ron Paul 08)

When Times Are Down
When Times are down By Eric Ethan When times are down I feel lost and with out I feel alone and crying when nobody is around I’m scared to let my feeling out Some days have some much anger in my heart I want to yell out But I bottle up. There are days of feeling of things that are on my mind and I pause and scare of fright to say what’s on my mind with out people thinking wrong of me I’m in that world I let my anger and turn green like the hulk, with rage I feel like animal caged and want to get out When I burst out I look around and I scream out loud with a big roar like a mighty lion and stand tall like Giant Grizzly bear Then I hear a kind voice I turn around I hear a sweet voice saying my name come here Ethan and give you that hug I’ll make those demons go away, I walk to that sweet voice as I walk my color of green started to fade away each step I took. I got there and there was th

The Cowboy Is Gone!!!
After further debating... I have decided to totally get rid of fubar all together... So come tomorrow morning... This account will be gone... If you wanted to say good-bye to me before I do so... speak now or forever hold your piece... If you wanna add me to your myspace... Go ahead... http://www.myspace.com/supermanjlm and the email is supermanJLM@yahoo.com

New Husband Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructionsat the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" sh

Going Back To Seattle
Well, I can't stomach any more hardship out here in Chicago, so I've decided to make the move back to Seattle. I gave it a try and just couldn't make things work. There comes a point in every battle in life where you have to realize that you're being beat and if you don't step back and regroup you may step over a line to a point of no return. It's time to relocate and try a new attack. I have made a number of decisions in my life that have turned out pretty poorly and I hope that this isn't another one. I guess we'll see. Wish me luck.

R.i.p. Goldy!!
Another one is gone =[ Body: Today my little girl and I had to leave to take Goldy to the vet and have her euthanized. There was no hope.. we went 2 3 vets.. no one would help us because we couldn't pay 1300+ 2 have them even tell us what was wrong with her.. Desperately we wnt from vet 2 vet untill we gave up because she was in such pain... We took her to the Humane Society expecting to just have her put 2 rest... how surprised we were to find a vet in a department of the Society that doesn't even treat animals iother than nuetering and spaying, who cared enough to make her comfortable.. He knew we had no money, he didn't even hesitate to treat her.. my baby and I cried and cried and battled with this decision... what 2 do??? Put her 2 sleep peacefully or take her home at a less than 20% chance of survival... After 45 minutes of crying and talking it over we finally had her euthanized... God how we miss her.. how we cried... she was part of the family... Isn't it

A Great Sigh Of Relief
Well campers, that's the end of the semester...well not officially, i still have a small test to take on tuesday, but otherwise the semester is over. I'm sure I did well in my classes, and the hard work I've been putting in the past few weeks will be worth it. I haven't been around as much as I usually am, and I'm sorry if anyone missed me at all (not that ya'll have i'm sure) but I should be back around for the next few weeks at least :D So someone help me celebrate winter break by showin me some love ok??

-goodbye Kiss-
You never know when your going to die... So this morning i kissed you goodbye. The scent of your hair and the shimmer in your eyes. You never know when, so i kissed you goodbye. The silk of your skin as i kiss down your thigh. You never know, so i kissed you goodbye. The warmth of your insides as you breath slowly, tears crawled from my eyes as you whispered...hold me. I don't know when, this is why this morning i kissed you goodbye. At the table we ate, seat close. Simple favorites as eggs and toast, i don't know when, but i know why. And this morning i kissed you goodbye. At the door our lips met, wanting you more with every step. Now on my way, i traveled briskly, pass swifter vehicles as one did not miss me. As sharp pains clawed in my chest, i struggled for my last breath. My soul passed through my eye's, but i could not cry. Because this morning i kissed you goodbye. Can we live like this?

-your Ways-
Soft Silken Your skin is... Hypnotizing Mezmerizing Your scent is... Sweet Alluring Your taste is... Wet Lustful Your body is... Addictive Captivating Your eyes are... Strong Powerful Your mind is... Willing Able Your heart is... Witness Admirer I am yours... Stunning Amazing You are to behold... The ways of a Goddess as they unfold. Do you see it now?

Letting Go
My best friend and roommate moved out tonight... This is for her. You'll never know how much I cried. You'll never know how much I hurt. No more late nights laughing together. No more days of just being us. You're leaving. You are moving on to something better. I'm staying here. I'm going to try to make it work. Nothing is the same without you. Nothing seems as fun. I look at your bed and the pain settles in. You'll never lay there ever again. I'll lay here every night, looking at that bed. You've been with me for so long. Always by my side. My partner in crime. My shoulder to cry on. I haven't been without you since we met. Until I die I'll be here for you. I can't wait to see you on your wedding day. I can only imagine how beautiful you'll be. I'll stand beside you, bouquet in hand and watch you leave me again. I love you more than anyone I know. It's so not easy letting go. One last hug before you leave. I'll see you soon my ve

Her Eyes Poem-
She wanted me to write about her eyes, but i had trouble at first, how could explain there luster all in one verse. the type of shimmer that echos the stars themselves, wildly twinkling aside from them the stars can not compare. the moon only reflects its light so comparison isn't fair. then theres the sun, that shines far from here, its light you hardly miss. but when you smile the angelic glow shows the Goddess in you. i started to sit and write her poem, it starts like this: "Stars are bright in the heavens a new. but nothing compares to your eyes sparkling beautiful and true..."

Grey
i like everything grey.... with a touch of red like a knife-like rain piercing a heart shaped sky i like everything grey... with drops of red like a cut wrist over black and white photos i like everything grey... with a splash of red like a graffitti artist throwing red paint on the grey wall that is my soul i love everything grey... but more of me is red like a dying fire a top crumbling ashes the grey is my passion... the red is who i was... the black is me at my best... Correction, i like everything black with a touch of grey. Can we go back?

Epilogue
The one downside to my trip was how short it was. Australia is a big country and the Great Barrier reef is the largest living organism on the planet. Two weeks just can't do either justice. What I did would have been the equivilent of coming to the US, spending two days in NYC, go to a broadway show, then fly to Vegas. Spend a week backpacking the Grand Canyon, going back to Vegas for a night and then fly home and say you have seen the USA. I'd recommend Australia to anyone who can afford it. Yeah, the flight sucks. And the 40 hour day on the way back with 30 in transit is pretty bizarre. Thank god for Ambien. But given a chance to go back I will. THere is too much else to explore and see both diving and on land not to.

R U In Love?
If you really like/love someone right now,and you miss them at this moment,and you can't get them out of your head, and you really wanna see them & just cuddle :-) then re-post this titled "r u in love" within one minute and whoever you are missing, and love, will reply 2 u in a heartbeat **BREAK THIS, AND YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LIFE STARTING IN TWO HOURS COUNTING

My First Fubar Blog....
I'm new here(a virgin one might say...BUT always willing to learn...lol).I may leave various poems or what not here...Anyone wishing to read and/or comment..feel free(open forum isn't it?).Well that'd be it for now.I think I might be looking around.I like the booze thingy..hahaha.Later E1.....I'm out.

On Air And Cam Now !!!
Come on in the lounge. Will be on air and my cam will be on @ 9 pm est. Dj N8IV69ER on air in Fire & Ice !!! Come hang out !!! Good Music, Good Fun, Good People !! Click on any pic to enter the lounge. Please Subscribe To Our Lounge !! You WILL Want To Come Back !!!

God Gave Me An Answer!
God gave me an answer! This blog was written Sunday, April 8, 2007. Ever since February 9th, I have been doing a lot of praying about what to do with my live and my marriage. I want to do the right thing in the eyes of God. I also want to do what I feel is right in my logical ming and my emotional heart. I have had a real delema. I thought that in my situation it was wrong to do what is happening right now in my marriage. I was really upset because I thought I was doing wrong in the eyes of God. I had consulted my Bible and found verses like the following: 1 Corinthians 7:10&11 To the married I , the Lord, give this command: A wife must not separate from her husband. But if she does, she must remain unmarried or else be reconciled to her husband. And a husband must not divorce his wife. Which basically says that if I get divorced that I must remain single for the rest of my life. Not having any romantic relationships and not having any children. The thought of thi

Symbols And There Meaning........
There are many symbols associated with Wicca and modern neopagan belief systems. Some of the most universal Neopagan symbols include: The pentacle, a pentagram within a circle, is the most recognizable symbol of Wicca. The pentacle represents the integration of body and spirit, and the spiritual mastery of the four elements. The pentacle is used in a number of Wiccan rituals, and as a Grade sign in Gardnerian and other traditions. The pentacle is often worn as a symbol of recognition amongst practitioners, especially those who practice a code of secrecy. (More pentacle history) Hidden pentacles are pentacles disguised in more intricate designs, and may be worn when it is not safe or appropriate to wear a 'standard' pentacle. Many such stylized designs are worn which can be recognized by other believers, but less apparent to outsiders. Sometimes called a 'flower pentacle,' they have a less "occult" look and are less likely to cause problems with non-pagan family or in the workplac

Thinking
the pressure of life is getting to me. what do i do, what can i do. nowhere to run, nowhere to hide from the responsibilities that are tying me down.Straining my brain, breaking my back just to figure out a way out of this mess i call my life. is there a way? Some say suicide, but fuck that. im not rotting in hell to solve this. others say run. Run where? Home. yeah that will work.not. and the few, the few i call friends say stay, fight it. So hard, being pulled in a hundred different ways.I need to rest, but cant sleep. I keep digging this abyss of a hole called debt and trouble. it keeps getting deeper and deeper. I can no longer see the top. Its dark all around, im scared, but dont show it. I cry but dont tear. i cause pain for my friends because im going crazy. i need out. Maybe a rope will appear and i can climb out. maybe i will grow up.

December
A cold December sweeps through my heart snow is falling river's are covered with ice and the lifeless earth beneath me a slight breeze and i am slowly turning to frostbite there are no longer any leaves to keep me warm and no water to quench my thirst no shelter i can provide all of my barriers that protect me have finaly fallen i'm no good for any living thing a slight snap a twinge in my soul the sharpest pain in my side i tumble over into my river my weight breaking through the ice slowly i crumble the weight to much to bear the river carries me away to escape or to die By C. Adams

When The Moon Hits Your Eye...
COOL Quote: "Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth." ~ Buddha Bonus Cool Quote: "You've got the sun, you've got the moon, and you've got the Rolling Stones." ~ Keith Richards Joke of the Week: E-MOONS We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass Bonus Jokes Indian Message To The Moon When NASA was preparing for the Apollo project, they did some astronaut training on a Navajo Indian reservation. One day, a Navajo elder and his son were herding sheep and came across the space crew. The old m

Remeber The Promise You Made..
If I laid down my love To come to your defense Would you worry for me With a pain in your chest? Could I rely on your faith to be strong To picked me back up and to push me along? Tell me You'll be there in my hour of need You won't turn me away Help me out of the life I lead Remember the promise you made Remember the promise you made If I gave you my soul For a piece of your mind Would you carry me with you To the far edge of time? Could you understand if you found me untrue Would we become one, or divided in two Please tell me You'll be there in my hour of need You won't turn me away Help me out of the life I lead Remember the promise you made Remember the promise you made Could I rely on your faith to be strong To pick me back up and to push me along Please tell me You'll be there in my hour of need You won't turn me away Help me out of the life I lead Remember the promise you made Remember the promise you made

Priceless!!
A husband wakes up with a huge hangover the night > after a business function. He forces himself to open his eyes and > the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water > on the bedside table. And, next to them, a single red rose! The husband > sits up in bed and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and > pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, > spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes > when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom > mirror and notices a note on the table: Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping, Love > you! He stumbles into the kitchen and sure enough, > there is hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the > table, eating. The husband asks, Son... what happened last > night?! Well, you came home after 3 am, drunk and out of > your mind. You broke the coffee table, puked in the hallway

Now This Is A Story.. Worth Telling
NOW THIS IS A STORY WORTH TELLING. THIS STORY EXEMPLIFIES GUN CONTROL AS IT SHOULD BE. Shooting in Butte, Montana Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders; Butte Montana November 5th. Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, probably believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. It seems these crooks never learned two things: they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from the 11-year-old's knee crouch aim. He suffered fatal wounds to his abdomen and genitals. When Garza ran to the foot of the stairs, he took a bl

Eh
I've been distant, I know. I started a new job a couple of months ago, and I'm not adjusting well. Actually, I hate it. So, I've been trying to make it work for me until I can get a better one. I've been going to work, and passing out early. I miss my friends, and I hope you are all doing well. I didn't forget about you!! P.S. This snow is killing me already!!! xoxo Myspace Comments

Land Of Illusion
It is amazing to me the bullshit people are full of. Okay, so someone blows smoke up your ass (Men, Women, Friends, Bosses ETC) making you think they appreciate you more than anything. Compliments and kind words and in a sense some sort of friendship. You really think this is all a good thing right? You feel comfortable telling them things and sharing a bit of yourself with another Human being in what ever context it is... Then after this person gets what they want...that is it. *POOF* Like you don't exist anymore. There you are...like someone stole a piece of you. That empty feeling. They walk away with what ever they stole from you..Love, money, work, friendship..and you feel like a piece of shit. Karma my friends....for every time my heart feels this way I know it will come back to them 10 fold. For those of you who are just awesome to me..I really appreciate it. I know I am sometimes socially handicapped...but I do appreciate you. For those of you who find joy in hurtin

Sometimes
Sometimes in life we come across days in ourlives that really make no sense. Either that or we just have to much spare time on our hands to think straight maybe. Kinda had one of those days today. ive just been blah all day and bored outa my skull. Almost felt like im totally alone in life and man did that feeling suck ass. So many decisions ive made over my lifetime and so little progress it seems. Does it ever seem like the desicions you make in life seem right at the time but the next day seem so wrong for some odd ball reason or another? Guess im just confused as always. It seems the simple pleasures in life are no longer enough to have. We all seem to need more. Makes you sit back and wonder how my kids are gonna take ahold on this already screwed up world we live in. Well i guess thats just whats been pondering in my head today. If you cant understand it , i wouldnt try to. It comes out scrambled just like it does in my head so no worries if you dont understand what ive w

Animal Cruelty In Texas Schools
COLUMBUS, Texas - The killing, cooking and eating of a baby raccoon as part of a class in Columbus has raised animal cruelty questions. Police Chief Danny Jackson said usually the animals are dead when they're part of a wildlife management and harvesting class at Columbus High School. Jackson said the October incident apparently involved two students who took a live raccoon to school. Jackson told KHOU television that the students, "Started stepping and stomping on it, joking they're tenderizing the animal." He said the youths then skinned the raccoon, cooked it and ate it. Superintendent Randy Hoyer said a substitute teacher was in the class that day and did not know any better, but it won't happen again. Hoyer said with the substitute teacher, the students in essence had permission to process the animal on site. But student Stephanie Zavala said it was animal cruelty. Columbus is a community of 4,100, located about 55 miles west of Houston.

Walking In A Wiccan Wonderland: How's A Witch To Survive The Crazy, All-consuming Commercial Faith Of Christmas?
Author: Castiel Posted: December 9th. 2007 In my family, we do it all. Well, okay, not all. We don’t celebrate Kwanza. Or any Buddhist, Hindu, or Islamic winter holidays. But we do a lot. First off, I was raised a Christian—Episcopalian, i.e. Catholic light—so my childhood was all about pageants in which I played everything from an angel to a cow, midnight services during which I slept in the corner of the choir loft in my Care Bears sleeping bag, and ripping into presents on Christmas morning underneath a tree decked with angel figures, little drummer boys, and, of course, the ubiquitous glass balls. We did lots of donating to children and the “less fortunate” with food boxes and toys and cash. Then there were the non-religious traditions, like driving to my grandmother’s two hours away after the midnight church service so we could be with my whole Dad’s side of the family on Christmas Day. Though I am now a Witch, I am a Witch with a great relationship with my lov

Hindsight...
Most people will tell you to learn from taking advice from themselves or others. But its true most people can be stubborn. Experience as well as trial and error can become some of the greatest teachers depending on the severity of the situaiton. "preventative medicine" as i like to call it is worth while, but we are curious people. Looking back has some hard knocks to it therefore can make you a better person in your day to day lives. I can look back in hindsight and realize that people around me were often right but until you learn to walk in someone elses shoes your going to have to learn by experience, even if its by a bad choice. Dont give up when you do wrong, just realize that weve all made mistakes and you will go on. Hind sight is 20/20 but there is a very good reason for it....you see things clearer and in a diferent light. No matter how dark it may seem, just know that after you have seen things differently after the fact, you are better able and much stronger to make a more

Where Is Love? What Is It? Who Me?
Recently I read a mumms about if you think you can find love on fubar. I found it interesting the comments people made. I think that love is different for many reasons, as many as there are people and can be found in the most unusual places, even on here. Love is the most wonderful feeling we have for anyone or thing we desire. I read that for every two miles there is one person we are compatible with. Compatible isn't love but it is a good start. We get what we deserve when it comes to love. We project who we are and what we are. Knowing who we are, what we want, good self esteem, the amount of respect we have for ourselves can determine if we find real love. Lots of people think they found love, when all they found was the heat of passion, happens to mice every twenty one days. There are people who are lonely and will settle for what they think is love. People can be desperate, those are the victims. I think we all have been there at one time or another. The key is to learn f

$bigtimer$
· $bigtimer$ rated your photo a '1'! 3 min ago Then he shouted me and told me not to hate and blocked me.... LOL Loser....if you are so bold to rate people 1's, then don't hide behind the block button coward!!! By the way, thanks for the points boy.

Attractive People?
Wow they must really expect you to come to this website drunk off your fuckin ass. After searching hundreds of profiles i found no VERY attractive people. i found MAYBE THREE decent people the rest were just horrible. Whyyyyy!? what are the odds. i see why this site isnt popular. I just dont get it. And your ratings of 1 against me make no difference to me, because i know they are lies. I know my picture is good, so keep sending those ratings trying to lie to yourself. Doesn't bother me none! Aaron

Starting Over...
i deleted my family, friends, and soon... fan of's as well... This site is easily like myspace where you start to collect people instead of actually talking and makeing new friends... so now on imma say FU ratings & points... if im going to add you as a friend you must want to be a friend and family well even more... So sorry to all those I deleted... but I'm still here if you would still like to be friends.

My Spot
There's a special place just below my ear speak to me quietly there whisper lightly there and you fill me with heat making me shiver as my heart skips a beat your lips kiss me gently just below there tingling sensations as you nibble my ear nipples contract and slowly take my breath I desire to take you til nothings left it's something in the way you are touching me the strength in your hands making me weak with your lips on my thighs, i close my eyes trying to hold back as my temperature rise I brace myself as you deepen me and we flow our way into ectasy reflecting on the moment how we made it here from that special spot just below my ear

Who Really Cares
This is a time where we're all suppose to pull together, be happy and show are true feelings. But for me, it has got to be the worst time in the world. It's always such a let down. just when I think thing are finally going to get good, something always happens, and the ground I stand upon, is wiped away. quicker then a blink of an eye. So here I am, once again in the same place I find myself year after year. Hopelessly forgotten, by there people who mean the most to me. well that not all true, some are still here. lately I feel as if everything I do is wrong, and I can't get anything right. Maybe that is how it really is. I fear that if things keep heading down this road, I'm walking into an early grave. I truly don't know how much more pain I can take. It isn't right, all my life I've had pain, hearache, dishonestly shoved down deep within. my mind can't mend with this and more. sometimes it feels as if darkness lives deep within, and its eatting me alive. Don't get me wrong, th

Funny As Hell
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes and went straight to bed after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore. You don't want sex anymore, either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore, what ever the cause I'm gone. Your Ex-husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your sister and I are moving away to West Virginia together. Have a great life. ............................................................................................................................. Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more pleasant t

Changes In My Life
Well, as u all know..I have been single for most of my time on here...not anymore... I have met someone who has completely stolen my heart...we became "officially" together on Nov. 18th & will be celebrating our one month together...AWWWWWWWWWWW....ANYWAY!...lol... That doesn't mean I am not the same person that I was...just means that the flirting....& other nonsense stops...or goes to a WAY below minimum on my part.... I WILL NOT give out my number...for those of who do have it...you have it for a reason...I consider you a friend....& you can still text me or call me anytime....he does not have a problem with me having men friends...he has PLENTY of female friends...so he would be a hypocrite to say something...am I right or wrong? I am 90% happy with him....only 90% because he lives in Louisiana & I live in TX....although we do try to make a point of talking & texting everyday...& being online together....NOTHING compares to when I actually do get to spend time with him.

Learn And Remember
for ever insult, there is someone looking in the mirror at themselves. for every boast is an unsure person seeking reassurance. a superficial skin that cannot withstand an obvious flaw. the line between meeting someone and falling in love. breathe in air that has the same value as the person that just used it. remember and learn from he past, but dont live or dwell in it. are we destined to destroy are selves based on the fact that humans are drawn to hurtful experiences? this is true. any person that you really love or have loved has probably hurt you in some way. they bad moments stick out more, because rejection, lack of communication, and insecurities are much stronger than your average relationship. the unsympathetic feeling you get after hurting someone is nothing compared to the feeling of being hurt.

How To Color A Rainbow
first you get the red from the fire buring. then you get the blue from the oceans whirling. next you get the green from the grass that stands still. and then the orange from the sun on the hill. you get the yellow that makes everyone smile. and last the purple from the sparkling nile. when you get all the colors which is such a great task. you get the greatest gift. a love that last.

No!
NO! NO! NO! She sliently cries, As the darkness sweeps in. NOT THIS TIME! I'M NOT GOING BACK! NOT NOW, NOT EVER! She clings tightly, To whatever hope is left. Bracing herself, for yet another battle. Good versus evil. Light versus Dark AS LONG AS I LIVE, THERE WILL AWALYS BE HOPE! She began to pray, To her father above. LORD GRANT ME THE STRENGHT, TO WIN THIS BATTLE. She closes her eyes, And seeks the light. Bit by bit, It begans to seep back in. Praying louder, She calls to her father, LORD BRING ME HOME, SO MY HEART MAY HAVE PEACE!

Aunt Jan
A teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs went flying and broke and made a mess and the moral of the story is, 'Don't put all your eggs in one basket'!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next little Sarah raised her hand and said, "Our family are farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Sarah. Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunt Jan. Aunt Jan was a flight eng

Auction
If you look in my photos and go under family, you will see a pic of my 20 year old son Sean. I have decided to "auction" him off as he is known as "He-Slut" for a reason. If you offer him enough he might even take you up on the offer. LOL

I Need A Beer
So wednesday i get to work at 11pm. not unusual considering im a 3rd shifter. at 12:50, my favorite resident takes his last breath with me holding his hand. i cried... a lot. Then i didnt get off work until 3 the next after noon. 16 hours... a million and a half call offs because of the weather. the staff consisted of me, the med tech, the cook, and the house keeper until about 12. then comes the activity director, the nurse the maintenance man and marketing director. Came home and took a sleeping pill at 4 o'clock and slept until 430ish this morning when i started my texting battle with a friend of mine. Who makes pizza at 6am?? apparently i do. i have to work 3-11 tonight. After that MissAngieAsphyxia's going to get a few beers... CANT I JUST CALL OFF AND START MY BEER BINGE NOW??? i think i deserve it

They Lied ...
They said there was going to be 8 inches of snow ... it was more like 11. Then they said another 11 inches this weekend ... its been revised to 1 to 2 feet. They are probably wrong about that too! I think I really might be living in Antartica.

Ill Never Forget
I look to the night sky and what do I see Looking back down right at me Lovely stars, and they are so old No one knows the stories they have told Eternity it seems when grasped by thier aww Voice's could never describe the feeling Entrance to the far beyond Riches are fine, but can't compair For they have the knowlage, power, and memory Over more than what is thought to be Restless minds once contemplate you see Give to them your mind you may Every night, and every day Though its in you heart, whence this starts Young and old alike, its never to late Only you can make that choice Under the skies, with a beautiful voice Be carefull the choice's you make And know that sometimes it is to late Because time goes on, it waits for none Eveyone must live with the choice's that are done

Going For Biopsy Today
In a few minutes I'm on my way to the hospital for a biopsy on my thyroid.The recent ultrasound revealed multinodules. Due to this condition I have gained weight which some people on here seem to think is a good reason to make fun of people.WISH ME LUCK!

Just Letting Everyone Know ;)
Just letting everyone especially sisterhood and the ones i am closest to on here.To know that I will be in orlando on vacation wont be coming back til wednesday. Cant wait a much needed deserved vacation. Wishing everyone a great weekend, mu@@@h!

Look Beyond Limitations
If all your limitations were suddenly removed, what would you do? If you were able to make absolutely anything happen, what would it be? If there were no challenges standing in your way, where would you go? With absolutely nothing holding you back, what would your life become? It's easy to get so caught up in pushing against your limitations that you start seeing yourself solely in terms of those limitations. Yet you are so very much more. Instead of identifying yourself in relation to the challenges you face, dig deeper and find the real person inside. For the truth is, you exist apart from any challenge or limitation, and it is a powerful exercise to get solidly in touch with who you are. Yes, there will always be obstacles and limiting factors. And the best way to get beyond them is by knowing that they do not define you. Imagine a world with no limitations, and discover who you are in such a world. One by one, the challenges will fade in the distance as you express the

For All New Friends
JUST SO YOU KNOW, IM NOT IGNORING YOU..IF I HAVENT RATED YOU YET ITS BECAUSE IM ON THE LIBRARY COMPUTERS AND LET ME TELL YOU THEY HATE FUBAR HERE..SOMETHINGS WONT LOAD, AND MANY OF YOUR PAGES WONT EITHER.. SO WHEN I GET MY SHIT SET BACK UP AGAIN ON MY OWN, I WILL LET YA'LL KNOW, AND HIT ME BACK SO I REMEMBER WHO I NEED TO COME RAPE..UMMM I MEAN RATE.LOL AND THANKS FOR THE LOVE..MUUUAHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSS

Always...
Never… Never apologize for pursuing what makes you happy. Even if you need to quit your job, or move across country, always do what you really want. Never apologize for giving your best in a relationship that just didn't work out. Never apologize for being successful. Only failures want to keep you at their level. Never apologize for crying. Always express yourself. Never apologize for being frugal. Just because you save your money instead of blowing it on something you don’t need, doesn't mean you're cheap. Never apologize for treating yourself to something special. Sometimes you have to show yourself some appreciation. Never apologize for leaving an abusive relationship. Your safety should always be a priority. Never apologize for loving someone other people don’t understand. Never apologize for setting high standards.. Never apologize for saying NO. Never apologize when asking for help..we all need help sometimes. Never apologize to your new friends ab

Can I Get A Little Help...please
I only need like 22,000 comment to win my happy hour. PLEASE come and help me get this finished. I AM CALLIN ALL NBDS PLEASE I HAVE NOT SEEN MANY OF YOU. All my firends when you have time PLEASE help me get this over. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH...Just click the PIC..I'll thank you all and return the love I SWARE!!

Pretty Good Joke
Sven and Ole are walking down the street and there, lying in the yard, is a large dog giving himself a "very selective and localized" bath. Sven said, "Boy, I sure wish I could do that." Ole said, "Vell, you vant me to hold him for you.?"

Hold On Tightly To What Is Truly Important In Life
HOLD ON TIGHTLY TO WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT IN LIFE Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is the fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and Enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe is right and important; your heart has a way of speaking louder than your mind. Hold on to your dreams;

Ladies..? Does Size Matter?
Ladies...Heres 1 for you.. We all hear its not the size of the tool,But how you work it.. Does size really matter ? Or can an Oral fixation do as well or Better? Im versatile..:P I like to work all kinds of Magic L8 Mark

Every Memory Is Of You
Every other memory is of you every memory that is bad I dont remember the good stuff I am here in this place So Alone so Confused so amused Every other memory is of you the good the bad the in between Every other memory is of you Every memory that is good I dont remember the bad I am here in a place so in love so happy so interested in more Every other memory is of you I wrote this a few years ago.. It was about a first love. or it could be about someone who taught you so much. abour life.. about who you are as a person. So I ask this.. Does anyone ever feel like this??

12-14-07
Hello you found my place to vent. Welcome all of those that know me and for those that dont becareful I'm a bit strange lmaoooo....... It's Friday yeaaaaa lol it's also the day before I'm moving. I've been on vacation all week, packing and cleaning and packing some more. I'm moving from a 3 bedroom house I've been in for over 10 years, raised my son here. And it's not because I want to move but because I lost it along with thousands of others with the morgage crap thats been going on here in Michigan. Now I'm moving to a 1 bedroom apartment yea I'm so thrilled lol. No closet space, no kitchen cupboards no no no bites lip and tells self to shut up. So it's the day before and all my so called friends and even my son have decided that they either are not going to answer their phones or they have other more demanding reasons that they cant make it. "Looks at sky and whispers figures" Ive been killing myself all week to sort through 10 years worth of crap and memories and feel like som

When I Have Nightmares
When I have nightmares By Eric Ethan When I have nightmares I scream of fright When those screams are not of joy and delight They are just pure fright The trama of someone beating me up is not pleasant site My first time being with a women but it turn in a nightmare She beat me up in bed and rapes me of my will to love Now I don’t dare touch women Only a few know of my experience cause I trust them and they always are there for me when I’m down and out through phone or on line. I try to dream of a soft touch of a women but what happens that lady always appears and starts beating the heck out of me I scream out loud please don’t hurt me Please take the pain away and chase the nightmare away and let me rest with good dreams that I can rest for sure This nightmare is true and I have to live with all my life going through the trauma Please help me chase the nightmares away The End

Ugh!
So lately Ive been feeling like blah. So right now I am going to rant alittle bit. So I am now living in Hawaii..Been here for 4 weeks now. I am trying so hard to give this place a chance. I am getting use to stuff around here. But it is nothing like being back in NC with my family and friend or being home in Pittsburgh where it is cold right now and has snow. But oh well so be it. Another thing.....I may have seducetive pictures...But that doesn't mean I want you. So please don't come to me saying oh how I would love to fuck you and shit...Because I am here to tell you right now it isn't going to happen. Yes I may flirt but it is harmless flirting. If you can't respect me and my wishes...It is as easy as this...DON'T TALK TO ME. Im not here to find a man. I am here strictly for FRIENDS to talk to and get my mind off of being here. I have a man. I don't need another one. On another note. If I don't answer you right away that doesn't mean that I don't want to talk to you...that e

Skin Almost Touching Skin
Sitting there so handsome Body so masculine Standing before you Heart begins to race The room dimly lit Images from the television Dance light and color around the room Eyes fixated/focused Kneeling before you Sliding between those thighs Muscles tense Moving in close Eyes meet The smell of your cologne draws me in Inches from your neck Eyes closed Inhaling deep to take you in Lips quivering so close to the skin Hearts so close, beating as one Your hand brushes the hair from my face The gentle touch sending shivers down my spine Cheeks so close now Warm breathe across my ear Senses on alert Body excited with anticipation The almost touch of skin on skin Heightens the lust, the desire Bringing heat to the passion within Time stops This moment lasts With skin almost touching skin

Moments & Thoughts Frozen In Time
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi

Pissed Off
I am in a totally pissed off mood today so, I thought I would blog about it. I am the sweetest person in the world until I get crossed. Certain people are getting ready to make me cross that line to the Queen Bitch. I can go from nice to bitch in .8 seconds. It is getting to that point now that people are seriouly pissing me off. If it's games you want, it's game I can gave you. I can play the game better than what anyone thinks I can. So, bring your weak game on because I am waiting and so willing to play your game. The way I play the game, you want ever forget me. I play those games very well!

What A Whore!
Well as you guys know, I was off the scene for a while. But I'm baaack. My VIP ran out a few days after my computer died, and obviously I want it back... so here's how it goes. As you can tell my NSFW are private, and I'm sure you all can read. I ONLY let people in if you buy me a blast or VIP. It breaks down like this. 1 day blast or 1 month VIP- you get in to the pics. 3 or 7 day blast or 3 month VIP- you get into the pics and a link to a video of me. Above that you get both and special pics if you desire. Don't like it? I don't care. Love you guys as always. And remember, if I haven't rated you, TELL ME. It wasn't out of malice. I'm not that much of a bitch.

Living In 2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you

State Police....... Hmmmmm Lol
on my way back home last night, after a long day of driving and witnessing my first grandbaby being born, my car got raped by the state police and their dog!! lol they asked me if i was running drugs!! hehehehehehe well, my history of working for attorneys and judges, i was being a smartass (as usual) and told em to search w/e they wanted to and give me a cup to pee in!!! (short version) lol they didn't like me much and i can't figure out why!?! hahahaha after 35 mins of searching in, out, under, etc everything in my car, they had to let me go, reluctantly, and I told them to be safe, and left!! It really was funny to me, I couldn't help but laugh! Don't get me wrong, I love the cops, they do a job that I wouldn't do, for a lot of ungrateful people, and risk their lives for me. BUT HAVING SAID THAT, I've been pulled over once in my life, the day after I got my license, and received a ticket; THAT'S IT!!! The absolute ONLY thing on my BMV record!! Can't imagine what cause

Oblivion.
shades of black swallow emotions once wrapped in blinding light. this is a massacre divine. dig out the heart to sever the beating....drag the muscle across the floors of an empty shell once thriving with serenity. scrape the pupils blind...beauty always fades anyways. understand that there is a constant sense of despair...and that despair is the only thing that never walks away. alone is all we ever are. to be numb is a blessing misunderstood. an oblivion of emotionless nothings only make it easier to cope. life is beautiful in the sense that beauty is a faux. let's be honest here....LOVE is the lie. [post script] this is in dedication to love lost after years of tranquility. i felt that i had to get this off my chest.

Could You Would You
HI Lovies If you could do me a favor I would love you forever I am still trying to save up Fubucks to pay back a few sweeties on here for helping me out Please comment this picture and rate. As much as you can, whenever you can. Its a pic in my profile. I know you get a good deal of pts for comments Or comment on this one in orangebananas fubuck giveaway. each comment is worth 10 fubucks Either one would help me out greatly! I will love you back you know it thanks!!

Pissed At Fubar
god so i cant upload pics, everytime i try i get kicked off fubar. its such a cunt. and tech support is a joke. i emailed them and they were sooo not helpful so ive decided to delete this acount..fubar is not worth the bullshit.

Im Soooo Ready For The New Year
Well lets see, my father in laws dad died sunday, the funeral is monday, and now theyre rushing his mom to the hospital with a ruptured stomache. i just got off the phone and found out it's not a ruptured stomache but a ruptured hernia. So she will need a minor surgery and have to tay in the hospital for a few days. I swear if anything else happens this year I'm gonna need a padded room. So if I'm alil quiet or just not myself today, I'm sorry just it's all catching up with me.

Learn From The Past
A few weeks ago while cleaning out more stuff on my computer I came across something that, while you think after being split for a few months wouldn't upset me, made me sit and damn near cry. It wasn't anything bad since it was just a picture but its what the picture contained that fucked with my mind some. See it was the ONLY picture of me and Taryn together. That means during 6 years of a relationship we had one pic taken of the two of us. And its more so that we just happened to be sitting on the same couch at the time the picture was taken. I mean we aren't posing or anything, hell I'm playing fucking ps2, big shock there I know. Through everything that went wrong, all the sins and faults of everyone involved I think it all can now be just whittled down to that. One picture in 6 years. If I wasn't even wanting to sit in a damn photo place for 10 minutes to get my damn picture taken with her how in the hell was I supposed to make a marriage work? So I have learned my

When You Smile
When you smile By Eric Ethan When I look at a picture of you and see you smile You make the world brighter with your smile When you give that hug in a letter you make things better Sharing dreams together makes us feel better and get away from the rat race and feel comfortable in our dreamland together When I cried or feel scared I dream of your arms around to let me cried and not feel scared anymore Sometimes I just dream just talking to you and knowing better and better as special friends Take those tiny steps each day to closer to me and know me better The new years is coming and let’s ring in the new years after the holiday is over and know each other better I can’t wait to get my web cam now that you see me for real and said that what I picture a nice guy with heart Lets laugh together , cry together and know more feelings inside as special friends I never let anybody get closer to me cause I get scared and f

Rate The Songs
Please rate the following songs from 1 to 5 (you can leave it at 0 if you don't like the song at all : [0] Killswith Engage - My Curse [0] The Trooper - Iron Maiden [0] Hell Bent For Leather - Judas Priest [0] Wherever I May Roam - Metallica [0] Cowboys From Hell - Pantera [0] Breathe - Breaking Benjamin [0] Angry Again - Megadeath [0] Night Train - GNR [0] Greed - Godsmack [0] Got To Life - Korn