so the previous blog entry is my newest obssession and hopefully i will get a way to download it and rock out/speed to it.
i love this. i have 2 more finals. one is gonna fuck me over and one is gonna be decent. thankfully the decent one is tomorrow. however, both are at 8:30 AM two days in a row. assumin all goes ok and there's no snow until late friday, i should be able to leave gettysburg at a reasonable time. i just have to pack tomorrow and move the shit to my car. they're calling for smow all day tomorrow until sunday. if that's the case, i havent driven in snow yet, but it'll be fun to learn my way. and if i crash, oh well. right now, i have pushed so many people away that i just dont even care anymore.
the self-destructive thing is wat i avoid...physically. mentally, no one knows. it's perfect. i like speeding and i dont think many people would miss me as it is now. we'll see i guess.
i think i need to be a nascar racer...i need speed in cars...
i need drugs more, but dont tell anyone ^_~
