so its another year down the tubes and as we enter 2008 my life is still fucked. all my friends see me as this happy go lucky guy nad yet when i see myself i see a ugly fat unloved person and i hate feeling like this. what is it about me they like and love how do i know its just not a front i guess its just me. but anyway that enough about me. so just wanted to wish you all a very merry christmas and a great 2008 much love to all
