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Civilian Friends Vs Military Friends
Body: CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you don't get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we messed up!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that someone pi

A Submissive Girl Devistated.
I have created a blog earlier that talked about how breaking a collar in a D/s relationship can be just as hard if not harder to deal with... as it is to break up in a normal vanilla relationship. After all was said and done with Master Mirror I found this to be very true. Much like a person wants to decide to give up on love, I almost decided to give up on the lifestyle. There has been a lot that has happened to me, and things I have learned and ways that I have grown since then and once again my thoughts and feelings and passion of the lifestyle are growing again. Now this entry I am taking the time to get out everything that I have held in, and everything that I had kept to myself as to how I was feeling in my devastation. There is a balance to be held with the lifestyle and the trust one puts in another. There is trust on both parts. What happens when that trust is broken? Now I know in my situation it came on both parts. Many things had run through my head. Was I not

Friends And Life
SO alot has happened in my life since I was last on here. First I want you all to know I have missed many of you. You guys know who you are! At least you should. And if you don't I will let you know in the next couple of weeks as time permits. I spend my days working and being a mom. I find being a mom takes up alot of my time and energy. Not that I am complaining I love my son very much and wouldn't have it any other way but I have come to the conclusion that either the men here on the Cape suck or they just don't get me. So I am single but I am not looking for a relationship right now. My time is already maxed out just being a single mom. So I don't have the energy or the time to devote to someone else's needs unless I happen to find someone who is independent, easygoing, can go with the flow, and can deal with a casual, no pressure friendship/relationship then I will reconsider. Also no offense but the guys I know can't seem to do this and just end up making things way more comp

Reality Vs Cyber
just some thoughts..what happens when the line between the cyber world and reality cross??this is something i have been given allot of thought to lately.in my case you end up losing someone that you care about allot.i this case i was unable to seperate my feelings from the cyber world from the real world. i have always just played along in the "games" that occur in places like this and took them for what they are and that is just mainly and distraction and entertainment. this time was different i began to have real deep feelings for this person and ended up losing her for expressing them. yes i should have known better but when you meet someone that is as wonderful as i did it was hard not to. maybe i would have been better off in just having fun. But again can anyone really hold back on their feelings ok most guys do. but isnt that what woman always say that is what is wrong with men? sorry to anyone that reads this.take care all and have a happpy holiday season john

My Life
I was born on the 4th of September 1975 and was born with jet black hair and was a beauty baby with a devilish smile or so I have been told I was walking by 8 months and by 8 and half 9 months I was starting to talk first word I ever said that came out of my moth was shit and from that moment on the first 5 years of my life would be filled with fun not that I can remember just what I was told by my folks and other family members when I was 2 years old I was feeling adventurous and I got out of the house and saw a milk cart so I decided to get in it and see what happened when I started it I drove it right up a curb almost hitting a lamp post the milk man went grey over night aren’t I a sweetie when I was 2 almost 3 I locked myself in my uncles flat and my mum and uncle had to call the fire service to come get me out he had only just moved in again aren’t I sweet at 3 I got my first bike and I rode it with out training wheels god im good then

Sex Survey.
Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person (person who posted it)? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u eat it up? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ...

Example Of My Writing Skills(rpg From Msn Wrestling Groups Called Irx)
And then there was Kait. Seems that she had alot to say in such a short time and yet the word"Ugly" was uttered so many times that, we thought the english language was going to have to be rewritten. Bethany seen her promo and wasn't impressed with her at all. She thought it was a sick display of attention, seeing as the vixen probably too chicken shit to say the shit in her face. Kait started underestimating Bethany and that was going to be her greatest weakness. If anyone in the wrestling industry knows the number one rule and that is, never ever underestimate your opponent. When you do, then your downfall is inevitable. Bethany knew that it was going to be a matter of time before Kait was going to stick her foot in her mouth, literally. Now Bethany knew she wasn't the greatest ever or the most powerful but she was scared of a Jeffaho like Kait. What was there to be scared of about her? Kait couldn't really do that much damage to someone that has been battered, broken and bruised.

5 More For Chuck!
Chuck Norris invented the C-section when he roundhouse kicked his way into the world. Chuck Norris is the only person to win an Olympic Gold Medal in swimming without ever getting wet. One time, Chuck Norris stubbed his toe, and destroyed the whole state of Ohio. Simply by pulling on both ends, Chuck Norris can stretch diamonds back into coal. Chuck Norris' chest hair has chest hair.

Me
Hey whats up? My names Deniz Im 22, I live in Richmond VA. I am a pretty chill person. I like to party, go to bars, go to shows, drink, and all that other shit. Im into horror core rap. Anything Psychopathic records. I also like other shit....I like guys, But if your older then like 27 u really shouldnt bother. But yeahhh anyways hit me up.

Naughty Application
NOW EVEN IF U HAVE A B/F, IF UR MARRIED, IT DONT MATTER THIS IS FOR LAUGHS AND CURIOSITY... SO GO AHEAD REPOST IT! THEN: REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute: 5. Would you have sex with me: 6. lights on or off: 7. Would you have to be drunk: 8.Would you take a shower with me: 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me: 10.Would you leave after or stay the night: 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards: 14.Condom or skin: 15.Have sex on the first date: 16.Would you kiss me during sex: 17.Do you think I would be good in bed: 18. Would you use me as a booty call: 19.Can I use you as a booty call: 20.Can we take pictures of the act: 21.How long would we have sex: 22.Would you tell your friends about me

Randomness...an Older Blog Of Mine From Another Site
Just sayin...I need to really get my shit together Just sayin...I just beat up this sunkist orange soda like it was my job Just sayin...I really should be working Just sayin...I regret some recent events and decisions I've made Just sayin...I should abstain from sex Just sayin...I shouldn't abstain from sex am I crazy!!! Just sayin...I hate wearing the same damn work uniform everyday Just sayin...I like wearing the same damn work uniform because I don't have to decide what to wear the next day! Just sayin...I'm running out of things to say Just sayin...I've just thought of some more things... Just sayin...I like my car...a lot! Just sayin...its cool...its gray...sporty, quick, handles nice.... Just sayin...I like wearing my Air Force 1's to work Just sayin...everyone laughs at me when I do Just sayin...they are dirty tho...because I've been too lazy to clean the mofos Just sayin...........I gotta pee... later

From'~emily Gail The 1 And Only~'s Home Page
To the ladies out there- Treat yourself as if you were a queen. DO NOT settle for anything less than you deserve! No ring or money or promise is worth settling for. If he doesn't treat you the way you want to be treated or make you feel the way you want to feel, then he is not worth your time, effort, love, or affection. You know you've found the right one when he feels like he doesn't deserve you. That in his eyes, you and you alone are so desirable and wonderful in every single way, he can't even fathom the fact that you would even give him a chance. That is the man every Woman dreams of and that is the man every Woman deserves. But ladies, always, always remember, just because this man worships the ground you walk on does not mean he deserves to be treated any less than the five star treatment he gives you. As a Woman you are a diamond and he is the gold. What would that ring be without one or the other?

Apricot Mustard Glazed Pork Loin
What You Need * 1 (3 pound) pork loin * Salt and pepper * 1 cup water * 3 tablespoons coarse grained mustard * 3 tablespoons apricot preserves * 1 tablespoon Market Pantry ™ butter, melted * 1 teaspoon Market Pantry™ minced garlic What You Do * Heat oven to 450 degrees F. Season roast with salt and pepper. * Place in a shallow uncovered roasting pan. Roast 15 minutes. * Reduce temperature to 350 degrees F. Pour water over roast and continue to roast 30 minutes longer. * Meanwhile, stir together remaining ingredients. Spoon the glaze over the roast, spreading to cover it. Return to oven and roast 15 minutes or until internal temperature reaches 145 degrees F. * Place roast on a warm platter and cover for 10 minutes before slicing.

I'd Really Like To Know You!!
1. What is your occupation? 2. What are you listening to right now? 3. What was the last thing you ate? 4. Can you drive a stick? 5. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? 6. Last person you talked to on the phone? 7. Favorite drink? 8. Your favorite sport to watch? 9. Pets? 10. Favorite food? 11. Last movie you watched? 12. What do you do to vent anger? 13. Favorite day of the year? 14. Hugs or Kisses? 15. Cherry or Strawberry? 16. Living arrangements? 17. When was the last time you cried? 18. What is on the floor of your closet? 19. Who is the friend that you've had the longest? 20. Favorite smell? 21. What inspires you? 22. What are you afraid of? 23. Favorite car? 24. Number of keys on your keyring? Ah hah!! 25. Favorite day of the week? 26. How many states have you lived in? 27. What is your favorite country? 28. Today's date and time?

Lifes Little Annoyances
I REALLY needed another motivator quote to egt my head straight right now lol- so heres one thats appropriate..... Life's little annoyances Don't let a relatively small setback ruin an otherwise beautiful day. Choose instead to take it in stride and quickly get back to being positive, productive and effective. Don't waste your time being outraged or offended by someone else's careless, inconsiderate remark or gesture. Use the opportunity to strengthen your valuable sense of patience, and move on ahead to something that truly matters. Life's little annoyances can quickly add up to have a big negative and destructive impact if you let them. Fortunately, you don't have to let them. Instead, you can choose to let them go. You can decide to see the small, relatively meaningless annoyances for what they are, and move quickly beyond them. Do you really want your attitude to be held hostage by rude, careless, inconsiderate people or random events beyond your control? Of cours

I Was Just Thinking Out Loud.
Time and things have really changed. What ever happened to the times when a dude could write his number on a piece of paper and give it to a girl, and she would call him later ? Now you can't even walk up to a girl and talk to them that easily anymore.They look at u like u r crazy or u r a friggin psycho . Ladies,just for the record, words can't kill u so easily ok. You know what ? We all need to slow down. Let's remember to appreciate the finer things in life. Some people don't know what's the finer things in life. If you don't know, then i can't help u. And the finer things in life is not going to a Party either. A quick example is takin a little trip to somewhere really elegant or classy, Going to a day spa ,going out for Sunday brunch etc..... P.s. This is not pertaining to anyone in particular. Lol

Underwear Is Very Important
If you don't laugh out loud at this one, call the morgue and reserve a tray, because you are dead! From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Walmart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underwear turned private parts into glaringly public ones.Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward,quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

A Good Friend In Need
I HAVE A REAL GOOD FRIEND WHO IS IN A CONTEST ON HERE AND NEEDS SOME HELP. SO IM ASKIN ANY AND ALL PPL ON MY LIST AND AND ANYONE ON FUBAR TO GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE BECAUSE SHE DESERVES IT SHE NEEDS 10,000 COMMENTS TO WIN A VIP PACKAGE AND SO THATS WHY IM ASKIN EVERYONE TO HELP AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SO PLEASE DO PPL SO JUST LOOK ON MY BUILITEN BOARD AND LOOK FOR THE NAME (WHISPE)AND GO AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE

Racists Blow Goats!!!!!!
OK when I joined this site it was cause I wanted to meet new people and being raised by my parents I was taught to respect all people I grew up in Hawaii so I got along great there geeee I wonder why umm maybe cause I was raised how I was raised I take people as they are. I have seen more and more posts recently of people making racist remarks to people and I am sick of it. I have friends of all races religions and creeds, My grand kids are of mixed race my niece and nephews are of mixed race..... i.e they are of the one true race called HUMAN!!!!!!! just like me and all my friends if your one of these ignorant asses that want to go around spouting racial slurs get the hell off my friends list dont talk to me dont say bye or anything just go crawl back into your pool of scum or under your rock an leave me alone I dont want you around. To all my friends sorry if I said anything that offends you in this but I am tired of slime balls infesting a good place to meet people Thanks all Ke

Loneliness
I can't understand why I must always be unhappy. I can't seem to find the right girl to be in my life and if I ever find someone I could ever think to be "The One", something goes wrong to where we are parted. I see all these happy couples, why can't I be like them? Why can't I fall asleep next to someone every night and wake up to their face every morning? What the hell is it gonna take? I've waited for so long and the longer I do, the more the loneliness hurts. I can't ever sleep anymore, nothing appeals to me anymore. I know some people are just meant to be alone, but why me? Why do I not deserve the one to be buried next to me? I always settle for less, just so I can hear someone tell me they love me, but when I get something perfect, it's taken from me, always. Is this a test, a sign? What the hell is this subliminal message? I'm so tired of this pain. I'm not a bad guy at all, I've never cheated, I don't treat people like shit, what do I have to change?

You Taught Me This............thanks
IT WAS SO AWESOME MEETING AND KNOWING YOU ...WHEN I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU? NOW IT'S ALL A MEMORY AND NOT, A BAD MEMORY, BUT ALL ALL MEMORY..... MADE ME THINK....AND REALIZE WHO THE REAL ME IS!!!!...I'M NOT THAT PERSON..YOU CONCIDERED, LOWER THAN YOU, OR UNWORTHY OF SOMEONE ELSE.. THIS IS ME....REGARDLESS, OF MY PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE, I WOULD NEVER ,I MEAN NEVER, PUT SOMEONE ELSE DOWN CAUSE MY LIFE ISN'T THE WAY SOCIETY EXPECTS IT TO BE!!!! MY GOD.....YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME!!!!! ....IT ALMOST MAKES ME WANT TO LAUGH, LOL , YOU MADE ME STRONGER, AND REALIZE IM BETTER THAN THAT AND YES.........I WILL ALWAYS AND STILL CONCIDER YOU A GREAT FRIEND....AND I DO!!! BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART.............I AM THE STRONGER PERSON NOW!!!! YES ..........AND WONT EVER GIVE UP ANYTHING IN MY LIFE ....EXCEPT MY FRIENDSHIP!!! THATS JUST ME ... TRACY

Thank You
Thanks for giving me joys and smiles Thanks for sharing my trouble's pile Thanks for wipeing the tears of my eye Thanks for showing me the glad view of sky Thanks for lending me your shoulders to lean Thanks for giving my words a proper mean Thanks for telling me the value of life Thanks for showing me the rules to survive Thanks for lending me the sympathetic ears Thanks for showing how much you care From all this what I mean in the end Is thanks Mom you're my best friend.

I Believe
I believe that the sun shines after the rain I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain I believe in not doing things the easy way I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay I believe in a second chance I believe in a life long romance I believe there is life after death And standing up to a life of mess I believe in love at first sight I believe that revenge isn’t right I believe that first impressions last And there is nothing better then a good laugh I believe that dreams do come true I believe there's destiny for me and you I believe that good things come to those who wait I believe love never arrives too late I believe something good comes from something bad I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad I believe everyone has a guardian angel And the good you do will be rewarded well I believe sometimes there is no explanation I believe money can't buy people's affection I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone I

No Girl Deserves This !!
Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?????" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!) Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mo

Sorry
I'm Sorry I'm sorry for everything you've been through It must've been very hard on you I'm sorry for all that's been said and done I was the moon, you were the sun I'm sorry for not making everything right But the situation I was in, was very tight I'm sorry for not lending you a hand If only I could be a better friend I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care Lucky for you, your special- someone was there I'm sorry for breaking your heart For forgiveness, where do I start?

Something's About Me.
I have come to realize something’s of late, and I had to admit some hard truths. I had to admit that, my life is this way cause I made it that way! It’s true, I am so afraid of getting hurt, that I push the ones who love me away, and because of that I won’t let anyone get close to me, I find a reason to end the relationship, then I blame the break up on them! When I know it’s not true, I ended the relationship because I am afraid of getting hurt. I took a lot for me to admit that and I feel all the better because I have. The next thing I had to admit, was that, there are people in this world that do want me, all I had to do was open my eyes and look around me, there every where! It has amazed me how many times in a day I get hit on and flirted with, and I am enjoying the attention! The women that I am talking about are very hot and sexy, not some over the hill house wife who is fat and nasty. My self esteem as gone way up! Guess it just took a shake up in my life to

Gift Ideas
Christmas Themed Gift Basket Ideas CHRISTMAS GIFT BASKET 1 Fill a decorative Christmas box or tin with: assorted home-baked cookies ~ assorted chocolates ~ Christmas ornaments (better if you made them yourself)~ pre-recorded Christmas music ~ tuck in some candy canes or foil wrapped chocolate Santas for a finishing touch. CHRISTMAS GIFT BASKET 2 hot apple cider mix large mugs home made Christmas ornament a letter saying why you love Christmas matching mittens, hat and scarf some mistletoe Christmas music CD home made Christmas cookies - with the recipe included

So True
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are:! Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians. I think

Which Story Is Yours??
Love is not always always like a fairytale... There are people who give much love to those who doesn't love them back... There are some who feel so loved and find out in the end that they were fooled... There are some whos into mutual love but can't call their partner as their own 'coz someone already holds the title... There are some who give so much love but the other wont believe 'coz they always consider your past... There are some who receive so much love but can't seem to move on from previous relationship... or others just want to play the game and choose their playmates... NOW WHICH STORY IS YOURS? (",)

Reality
Reality is that slap in the face when you think you have the world by the tail and life seems to be moving at your own pace when you feel there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes when you find you were walking with them closed and it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry because with reality,it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a persons heart and soul and destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels the truth and only the truth is reality's only goal and it doesn't matter who's world it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind that I know it has complete control but sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find and love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair and surely does not care.

Thanks
Well i wanna drop few lines here for some people i care. I meet in the last past weeks few people..better to say i am talking about 3 of them, which i do like a lot and care. i am really glad i meet them. I have a lot of fun talking to, either on a funny way or on some seriously conversations. They start to turn out to some good friends and i really do enjoy it...and hopefully soon i got a chance to see them as well. What i wanna say to one person what i was arguing that morning...i never make u some hopes..i been honest to everybody and everybody knows (who can read) that i am not on here to find a men...everybody know there is somebody else i am looking out for..and that i have to wait 30 more days to see what happens. Seriously him and me, we know eitch other since a long long time, we had a lot up and downs in the past...and thats why i need to wait..see if feelings are that strong and if we both find a way to work it out. But i dont wanna lose u other once as friends..

My Horoscope For The Day...i Need Some Good To Come My Way Lol
You are moving much more quickly than you had thought you would be at this point, but that just means that things are working out a little better than you had anticipated. Life keeps getting better!

A Post On Cbs News >. I Copied This From Another Friend Plz Read . Tells Why We Reject God Inn Today Society And Why God Mabe Lets Things Happen>>
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are:! Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around for being Christians.

New Boobies For Xmas!!!
i'm so close now! 1146 to go til new boobies! what and amazing year. Ive lost 71 lbs already(251 you count the ex LOL) and only about 20 more to go and i hit my ideal weight. And now what i can not fix in the gym i'm getting fixed by a surgeon, with mfi's and my new friends help. come check out mfi guys help a girl earn new boobies for xmas....... Bucks for Bigger Cups

Merry Christmas
Now that the Holiday's Are here, Everyone is Friendly and full of Cheer Listening to the Carolers sing Bringing the Joy into everything. The ground is covered with snow, Lovers kissing under the mistletoe. Watching people go on Sleigh-rides, And enjoying their Holidays. This is my Favorite Time of year, The coldness comes, and it's the christmas cheer. The carolers sing with the christmas spirit, Everyone is gathering for the holiday. People getting gifts For this one special day, Everyone sharing their love on Christmas Day. We all hope everyone enjoys their Christmas, And let it peacefully Merry Christmas We Hope Everyone enjoys Their Holiday Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! Done by Christine

The Top 10 Rejection Lines Given By Women.
10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that inbred banjo playing geek in 'Deliverance') 9. There's a slight difference in our ages. (I don't want to do my dad.) 8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. (You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on.) 7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.) 6. I've got a boyfriend. (I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's.) 5. I don't date men where I work. (I wouldn't date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.) 4. It's not you, it's me. (It's you.) 3. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and un-fulfilling as my job is better than dating you.) 2. I'm celibate. (I've sworn off only the men like you.) 1. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and lay.

Philosopy
Seven Deadly Sins-Dieting Tips 2 2. Greed. No I don't mean eating every last M&M so that you have to share. Or gobbling down the last piece of birthday cake hiding behind the kitchen door. That's another topic, I'll get to it. So how does greed make you fat? Or keep you from getting in shape? Well, what is greed. Simply it is the flip side of generosity. If you are not being generous you are being greedy. So let's say you want to go to the gym, the track, start a dance class or start hiking but you don't have a buddy. And lo and behold lack of a buddy is your last and final obstacle. Now you start polling your cache of BFF's to see who is most likely to be interested and willing to tag along. And when you find somebody, they plead poverty. You could first determine if excuse of poverty is not simply a ruse to disguise lack of interest. Then offer to pay for it yourself. Oh but that would be just too crazy and way to expensive. Is that money you are hoarding the la

Im Sorry
ok peeps you have spoken,..im sorry i fucked up,...i wanted this man so bad i didnt care,..he came in town and i didnt know when we would see each other again,..i never did it before but i wanted his touch,,his feel,,i didnt want to say no,,my mind wasnt thinking ,...i fucked up and lost him,...

New Blog, A New Day
I used to blog all the time on this website called reezle. I know a lot of the people here are or once were on that website when it was called "so would you do me." It was simlar to this. People want to check out other people, rate, chat, find nudie pics and jerk off. The fun stuff. My point, I have none, but I neede an intro. Anyway, on that blog I used to bitch all about not getting laid. I think I'll start one like that here. Hence, "Living the sexless life." My love, how many times can I reject you? Let me count the ways. I believe it was Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday morning. God I love being married. I last got laid two Fridays ago. It was great sex too. We hadn't fucked like that in a long time. Great orgasms lots of foreplay. As usual, I always hope that great sex leads to more sex. As usual, I'm wrong. I've now been rejected at least four times in the past week. I'm pretty sure I tried again last weekend, but I don't remember. Here comes

My First Tattoo
so today is the day i get my first inking its not the tattoo i wanted to start with but it will have alot of meaning. granted people may think im nuts but im tattooing chesters paw and him on my back with a halo and angel wings. cute i know but its a way to show how much i loved my best friend. im slightly scared though wish me luck i don't wanna cry im not all that into pain.

Grandma's Letter Of Love
Grandma's Letter Of Love Dear Friend, The other day I went up to a local Christian bookstore and saw a "honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting, so I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, I'm glad I did! What an uplifting experience followed! I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good He is...and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed! I found that LOTS of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, "For the love of GOD! GO! GO! Jesus Christ, GO!" What an exuberant cheerleader he was for Jesus! Everyone started honking! I just leaned out of my window and starte

Bombing Helpers
im leaving here very shortly so if you all could help me out that would be great i have a pool match today at 12pm and i wont be back till 4pm ish so i would love for you to help out some if you can here is the link click and bombs away

Keeping This Poem Going..
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Days Are Long
I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm gone. What am I to do When my heart says leave But my feet won't move And today is our anniver

Anime Festival 2007
first like to say it did start of well for me. I could be here from day one; so I missed a day, my table got change, and I here without J.C. He couldn't be here because of work, but he told me to come see what feels like to be at a con on my own. Honest things have be good and he was right, it has help me understand some thing more about art and artist. Honestly, at the other convention I thought were just being nice looking at my stuff. I mostly a writer and doesn't have the skill of most of the people here (J.C. feels this is mostly do to the lat of practice and putting the hours in to develop my skills). Not look of people but a few came up read my work and comment on all good, surprisingly even the artwork. (J.C. said that people have different one may not like it but another will.) I had other come over to talk about, start doing fan art for practice and make money selling some I can recover the cost of the cons, some even show which ones I should do and practice bec

How Much More?
In the last year, these things have happened: Got divorced after 21 years His family cut me off after 26 years Lost house Soulmate keeps going and coming back Left job of 8 years that I loved Granny got breast cancer and I'm all she has No money Son moved away to college Major Surgery Almost died from complications 2 years ago: Separation from spouse Found the love of my life, lost him, repeat Trouble at work Estranged from Dad Father in Law killed Moved to house didn't want 3 years ago Mom died suddenly Insomnia How much can one person take, really? They say god doesn't give more than you can handle, I wish He didn't have so much faith inme! I'm collapsing under weight of my sorrow See, don't you feel better about YOUR life now?

The Heart Of Passion
*The heart of passion of sexy feeling and love By Eric Ethan My heart is full of passion of love and caring That will rock the world When I make love to you it all from the heart with sweet passion and caring my heart is on fire feel the sweet kiss of my lips on yours lips feel the warm breath from my mouth on your neck and the lick on your ears and breast to make you feel wow my hand and fingers slow goes down from head to your toes with great massage that make you go oohs my hand massage your butt and the inner thighs to make you breath of relaxation and feel the heavens my hand feels the kitty with a petting here and there i insert myself in you with feeling and passion of love in you I slowly go in and do the motion very nice and gentle to make you moan while I do that i kiss the stomach with soft kiss to make you melt and kiss on the beautiful breast with a lick and nipple on the

Why Condoms Come In Boxes Of 3, 6, And 12.....
A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boy pensively, "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks: "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied: "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March...etc."

Rules For Being Happy
There are lots of so called 'professional' opinions from professional people giving you professional guidance to being happy (with the term being self defining....YOU determine what makes you happy). One of the better ones follow: Remember the 5 simple rules to being happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred...FORGIVE 2. Free your mind from worries... MOST NEVER HAPPEN 3. Live simply...APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE 4. Give more...IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER 5. Expect less...YOU WON'T BE SO DISAPPOINTED . Now, with that being said I'd like to narrow the focus a bit.....give you my very unprofessional input as to my rules to make me happy and for treating people. Like I said, I'm not a professional so I've narrowed my list to three items: 1. be happy (as I mentioned, it's self defining) 2. never intentionally hurt anyone 3. know love (if you have love everything else falls into place) With that in mind and with the coming of the Christmas season I'd like every one of y

For Weight Loss?
About two years ago, I went out and got the DDR game DDR Max 2. I thought, hey this looks fun. I also thought it might be a good way to get some cardio/exercise into my life. My highest weight was 207. I figured it couldn't hurt. So, two years later, I have a second game (Supernova), and I absolutely love doing DDR. I'm down to about 194 now, but there have been periods where I stopped doing it for a month or two. My husband actually does it with me most times, and he enjoys it as well. I'm getting back into weight loss mode now, I will do DDR every other day, at least, for about 45 minutes to an hour each time. I have mastered Beginner and Light/Basic modes. I'm now working on Standard/Difficult modes. If anyone would like some cardio in their life, I would recommend DDR for sure. It's fun and provides a good workout as you get higher in level on it :) I will post updates on this blog with my progress. Thanks for reading :)

Alyssa's Lullaby
This little rewrite is for a special little 2 year old. Hope it helps her sleep through the night. Alyssa's Lullaby (Parody of Shawn Mullins' "Lullaby" for a special little girl) You'll grow up in a big town, filled with places like Time Square All of the tourists want to come there You'll meet famous people, like Gandolfini, James Blunt and John Mayer You're always safe in Brooklyn, Because your mommy is there Just think of this lullaby when ever you get scared Everythings gonna be alright little girl Close your eyes and dream all night Alyssa girl Mommy's there watching over you Alyssa girl, lullaby Sleep tight. You and mommy made it through aother night. Lullaby

Im An Ocotber Hottie!
♥ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and you

Self Mutilation Is Seductive
yesss. ohh. must get new bed sheets! I didn't realize I had cut so deeply! oh the excitment! I was breathing heavily and groaning at the same time. I squeezed my eyelids shut and bit my lip. *shudder* oooh it's nice. The fresh skin exposed underneath, makes me feel like I'm renewed in that particular boo boo, and I just bled out some of the innocence that I've tried to leave far behind. *grin* i do believe it's working too.

Being Single Again
I really don't know what happened but im single again... one min were talking about getting married next she comes home and says i have to leave because shes gettin back with her baby daddy and moving to georgia. she says she still loves me and misses me but she has to go back to him even though he abuses her both mentally and physically. then she tells me once she moves there she has to cut off all contact with me... is that where i screwed up? do women want to be controled? i could never bring myself to tell the woman i love who she can and cant talk to... maybe just an idiot but i believe a relationship is sopposed to be to equals who love each other not one domminating the other. like i said maybe im an idiot. i dunno you tell me...

Never Give Up
Never give up even when things are tough, Never give up even when the tears are falling. Never give up when the pain is too much to bare. Never give up even when the mountain is to hard to climb. Even when the river is raging. Never give up everything will pass. Never give up things will all work out. Never give up for it is only a bend in the road my friend. Never give up the tears will be wiped away. Never give up cause you will make it. Never give up. Giving up only lets the others win. Never give up even when the road seems to go on forever. Never give up even when life seems to be too hard. Never give up cause giving up is never the answer. Never give up even when you dont want to go on, keep moving forward new doors will open. Never give up. Nothing lasts forever only the love of real good true friends. Never give up cause life has it's ups and downs but you will get through some way some how. Never give up. Never give up even when the tears are

Longing
Speak with lips of longing. Whisper softly in my ear, so that only I can hear. Let your passion shape your words. Make me believe that you want me as much as I want you. Speak to me and kiss me as you do. Tease my lips the way you do my soul. Breathe in time with the beating of my heart. Come to me, and let me imagine you. Speak with lips of longing. Whisper softly in my ear, so that only I can hear.

Letting Go
How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.

An Interesting, Original And Charming
An interesting, original and charming friend request by way of email from HmmmmmmScorp Subject: i loved readin yer page "To find out more about you i have to walk yer path .........is one allowed on such hallowed ground ...in the stillness of time i mark mah time..........what are we to do mah fair maiden the words....... i long to hear and feel them......anoint me with yer joyous tones the words ahh the... words how they release me from the stagnation....the mire of life without words i would but die to not hear them..... so i sayeth to thee come forth an talk unto me yer.....friend from o'er by...........talk soon i hope be well........have a good day xoxo" ------------------------ I would be a fool to not add you, DearHeart.... *muah*

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Dec 11th 2005
i miss my father its only been 2 years Dec 11 2005, the day I lost my dad was the hardest day ive ever had to deal with. Thinking back to all the times I had to spend with him and the good times we had this song came to mind. I know i will never have another moment with him He'll never be able to walk me down the isle when i get married and he will never again get to play and spend time with his grandkids kids and wife. The best timesare those times you have left with the ones you love the most. To all of you be kind to who you have left say what you can and be the best person you can be because youll never again have that person in your life to talk to and cry with and laugh with

Late Night Philosophising
Late Night Philosophising My mind keeps me awake at night. Too often. It gets out of control,Because when I'm up at night, pondering things such as human nature and the role it plays in every aspect of our lives, I learn things. I learn things about myself, about the people around me, about people of the past, and people of the future. The only thing that I don't like is when I end up going in circles like a dog chasing it's tail. I get nowhere sometimes. Sometimes it seems like there are no answers. But I know there are. I'm just missing something... but gosh why does it have to keep me awake?! This! This is what I love about life. I love these nights, weeks of nights, when my mind keeps me awake. I love it because it's so easy to think during this time. It's dark, so there is nothing to see that will distract my attention. It's silent, so there is nothing to hear to distract my attention. It's just me and my thoughts, in the dark silence. I can sort through them, pick them

Between Friends... The Road Never Ends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the sacred RED ROSE.

Another Of My Personal Favroties*
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing Just listen

I'm A Grandmother!?
Well, on Friday my oldest son had to bring home from school his brand new, "baby" daughter, which he named, Sabrina. For his sex-ed class, he is required to bring home a fully automated doll that cries and needs to be fed, and changed, etc. So far, things are not going well for Chris. The baby is crying every 10-15 minutes and has wanted to be fed or changed each of these times. LOL...this has greatly upset Chris. I'm glad that he is getting this experience. Although I know that it's nothing like having an actual baby, it does show him that he needs to be constantly responsible for something other than himself. Even if it's only for a good grade right now. Hopefully it helps him to make better decisions for himself when faced with being intimate with someone and using protection. I'll keep everyone posted.....

Under The Sea Cake
This whimsical underwater scene can be decorated in one swish of a mermaid's tail. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 baked 13" x 9" x 2" cake 2 to 3 cups blue icing Green apple Sour Belts Blue and/or green fruit leather Candy rocks Candy seashells Gummy sea creatures, such as fish, sharks, and octopuses Mini Swedish fish Sour tropical fish 1. Frost the cake with the icing. 2. To create plants, roll or twist various lengths of sour belts and fruit leather before placing them on the cake. 3. Place candy rocks and seashells along the bottom. 4. Finish off your underwater scene by arranging schools of gummy fish, sharks, and other deep-sea dwellers.

Video One, Just Over A Week Old.
This video is is of my Daughter Skye-Logan she was only 1 and a half weeks old at this point. She pulls some really funny faces and i thought it would be nice to take a video of them to remind us of the early days of her life. Oh yeah and sorry for the music, i was having a funny half hour lol, i usually listen to either terror brothers radio or the Pagan Radio.

Ya Know
fubar is full of cock sucking assholes today. Is everyone on this fucking site childish? ya know what everyone... RATE ME AND ALL MY PICTURES LOW. I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT ABOUT RATES. Most of you dumbshits don't even realize that when you rate someone low that they still get points for it. So go ahead and make yourself feel better by down rating me because I don't want to give you my chat IDs. Fucking dumbass.

My First Blog
well i got cancer its terminal people ask me how long you have to live i tell them till im dead hell im like the rest of the world i have no clue when im going to die no im not writin this for sympathy hell i got my kids my wife and as far as im concerned im going to live till im 80 that all i can do is hope so that all i have to say bout this

Friends With Benefits
Where do i begin. Ok so almost a month ago i started doin the nasty with a guy that i use to not like. I mean we use to argue everytime we met up when our friends were hangin out n stuff. He is really attractive lol n i now know that all the arguing was just fuel to our sexual attraction. Too bad its just a sexual attraction. I'm ready for a relationship and i know that he isnt. I'm not saying that im ready for a relationship with him because im not. I know that its not what he wants. I do know that everytime we hang out he likes me more and more. If i mention another guy even if its a friend he gets mad n stuff. Its like he doesnt want me but he doesnt want anyone else to have me. I just wanna break this whole thing off without hurting his feelings and makin him mad at me. Lol how the hell do i do that! Suggestions are definately encouraged:).

Things That Bounce In My Head
I was just going through my friend request. Since the whole deleting of my account I decided u I was going to go back to the days when I had a small friends list and I didn't approve every invite annnnywho the point is going through them there is a 19 yr old that sent me a request yes yes I know age is suppose to be just a number just can't figure out why a 19yr old would want to be friends with a 30 something old lady... shrugs or maybe its because there are 20 yr old that hit on my daughter and its just weird to have someone that one hit you up... ha anyway think im done rambling here have a great week!!

Wash Dc, No Nativity Scene
There will be no Nativity Scene in the United State Congress, This year ! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in the United States capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason, they simply have not been able to find three wise men and a virgin in the Nation's capitol. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

What We're Up To...
Hey all ~ just wanted to drop in and wish all of our friends a Happy Holiday Season. Kelly and I have moved back to New Mexico - temporarily! LOL He's currently in Phoenix, attending truck driving school for a few weeks. He's kickin' ass and takin' names! He should be home sometime around the 19th ~ then a week or two here... then he's off to Denver to start six weeks of Driver/Coach training with a mentor. After that, he'll have his own truck - and we are hitting the road. We will be doing long haul - coast to coast and Canada. I will try really hard to keep everyone posted on here as to where we are and where we are going... that way, if we are in your neck of the woods ~ maybe we can stop and have a beer with ya! To Be Continued.... ~ hugs & Bites ~ ~ S ~ & ~ K ~

Love Or Lust
The difference between love and lust is merely a matter of time. When you take time to dive right in it's love , and when you make time to dive in it's lust.when you make love it's love and when you f*ck it's lust. Either way it's fun!

Nothing New
Well, here I sit. I ususally write my blogs on MySpace, but thinking of changing them to Fubar instead. It's Sunday afternoon, raining and cold. This is the 8th weekend in a row that I have stayed home all weekend...not a record, but working on it. Just havent been in the mood to do anything, my neice even tried to get me to be her designated driver last night. I'd rather sit in the warm. Cookin up a storm though...thats my stress relief I guess....I love to cook! I turned my niece into a fubar nut this weekend, Check her out....Baby J....shes in my friends and family...She just had surgery this past week and is off for 2....little shit is moving right up there fast....shes a hoot...AND DANCE....watchin her out, makes me wanna spank her ass..but hell, we all grow up dont we? Well...thought I'd get her some publicity Till next time.......

Self Love
Life goes on as I stand still, I lost my mind I've lost my will . There is no life that is worth this, hold that thought, I have to piss. Be right back, so don't wait long, just two shakes like cheech and chong. That's right I named the boys, I have my hand, you have your toys. What's the point of my whole rant? Show your breasts and watch me pant. Watch my eyes bulge out my head, I'll give you instructions instead. Pet my head and then my shaft, I've gotten good at my craft. Just like witches this poem binds, too much self love surely blinds

Real Man No Fkn Way!!! Lol
from: Zack Attack date: 2007-12-09 12:51:09 subject: you and me read receipt: No replied: No block user girl, me and you have sooooo much potential. I am going to look at it from a real man's point of view here..... not every stallion can handle a sweet thoroughbred like yourself, but we can make it happen... PROFILE COMMENT: girl, you got way too much shit all over your page. it makes you seems neurotic. what the fuck is wrong with your head? ROFLMMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO show him some LUV everyone!!! hehehehehehe

Better Than Any Romance Novel I've Read...
I slept but my heart was awake. Listen! My lover is knocking: "Open to me, my sister, my darling, my dove, my flawless one. My head is drenched with dew, my hair with the dampness of the night." I have taken off my robe-- must I put it on again? I have washed my feet-- must I soil them again? My lover thrust his hand through the latch-opening; my heart began to pound for him. I arose to open for my lover, and my hands dripped with myrrh, on the handles of the lock. I opened for my lover, but my lover had left; he was gone. My heart sank at his departure. I looked for him but did not find him. I called him but he did not answer. The watchmen found me as they made their rounds in the city. They beat me, they bruised me; they took away my cloak, those watchmen of the walls! O daughters of Jerusalem, I charge you-- if you find my lover, what will you tell him? Tell him I am faint with love. Who says the Bible is dull to read? lol I think it is the best book ev

Morph Pics...
Ok, it's been a while since my last rant, and I guess it's been a while cuz I'm just not here very much. Spending a lot of time on the dirt bikes, working, hanging out with friends, etc. So here goes... Today, I about fucking snapped when I saw this morph pic: http://full.pca1.fubar.com/52/36/756325/1981446654.gif (Copy and paste into your browser, I don't know why they don't have UBB code on here and I'm too lazy to do it in HTML) What the fuck were you thinking?? Your big fat ass morphing into the body of a girl 1/2 your age in 100x better shape than you are...What the FUCK are you trying to say with that picture?? I swear to fucking God I HATE these fucking morph pictures. Anyone with 2 fucking brain cells can open up Adobe Image Ready and morph 1 picture into another. Don't think you're anything special by being able to make an animated gif. Those people with more than 2 brain cells are smart enough NOT to put these fucking retarded morphing pictures onto their

Someone Asked Me....
I was thinking the other day about a question what i thought Christmas meant to me, and how i felt about it bein on my own and all. I thought ponderously over this question, and from the bottom of my ehart and soul i said to him, well...what i think is this, bein on my own tho family n friends are nearby, i still feel lonely, life in geneeral has been dealing struggles and i fought diligently against odds that would may have killed me. Depression, loneliness, heartbreak after heartbreak...ect. just seemeed to mow me down at times, but again and again i fight my way basck up defiantly.Christmas means having friends n family around, i losin my mom last spring about did me in, last of family but my sister n brother, cousins 1 aunt left,neices n nephews...and still no one to be with afterwards, for most wanna be with their loved ones too...i do not have anyone to hold but life has been real good to me, i live day to day thanking God that i have my health....when i go my only wish is that

Merry C H R I S T M A S !!!!!!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Amen to This! *Twas the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a "Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-

True Friends
True Friendship Without any of that Sissy crap! Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. True friends tell it like it is.... & as your friend, here is what I say: When you are sad -- I will buy you icecream and plot revenge against the sorry idiot who made you sad. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. When you are confused -- I will use little words. When you are sick -- Stay the heck away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy butt. Friendship is like pe

Fill In The Blanks
FILL IN THE BLANKS PLEASE..... I am _______________. When it rains I like to _____________. I think _____________is silly. My favorite flavor of icecream is _________. I think _________ should be _________. Mondays are _____________. Time is ______________for __________. Can you __________ me? How about this ___________? I like to ____________as much as possible. Today, I think I will __________. My sweetie is really good at ____________. I feel ___________. At the movies, _____________annoys me. At home, I love _____________. I feel most comfortable in ___________. My favorite super hero is __________. I want to be ___________when I grow up. When I die, I want ____________ sang at my funeral. The first chance I get I will ___________. _____________gets really irritated when I _____________! I really ________these kind of blogs.

I Need Surgery!!!
So0o I have recently found out some news that I am not very happy about. I have only told 3 people (my bestest friends) other than my family until now. I decided that I should go ahead and let everyone know. As many of you know in 2004 I was injured at work. I was on Worker's Comp for 2 years. I was told I needed to have a surgery on my back that would cost 75grand. And at that time (Aug-Sept 2005) I was rated at a 14% Impairment. However, I decided not to have the surgery because I was afraid it wouldn't help, but only make it worse. So, I settled my case. While I did get a significant amount of money it apparently was nowhere near enough! And this is why: I woke up Monday morning to find my left foot swollen and a redness around my ankle. I kept an eye on it all day. And throughout the day it became more and more swollen, very very painful in my calf and my foot went completely numb. I couldn't even move my little toes and could barely move my big toe. I ended up going to

I've Been A Bad Bad Girl
Ive been a bad bad girl, Ive been careless with a delicate man. And its a sad sad world, When a girl can break a boy Just because she can. Cheating. Dammit. I think that we’ve all heard the adage… once a cheater…always a cheater. I’m starting to think that it’s true. I’m starting to think that monogamy is dead. Fucking everything with a cock is back in fashion. As is lying, deception and other dubious characteristics that go along with cheating. What is it with cheating that I’m so addicted to? I’ve thought about it. Talked about it with close friends. Every single person says… “you can’t love so and so REALLY because you continue to cheat on him”. I can’t admit to that though. I do love him but fuck I love the idea of fucking other people too. Perhaps that’s what I should think about. Why do I love fucking? Mostly because I love getting my partner off and getting off myself. Perhaps once I am in a relationship such as I’ve been in off and on for a year now I

No One
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you You and me together through the days and nights. I love you K. More than I love life itself. You are my heart and soul. My best friend. My lover. My partner. To the end…..

Sweet Christmas Present
At Last At last My love has come along My lonely days are over And life is like a song At last The skies above are blue My heart was wrapped up in clover The night I looked at you I found a dream that I could speak to A dream that I can call my own I found a thrill to press my cheek to A thrill that I have never known Ohhh Yeah You smiled ohh and then the spell was cast And here we are in heaven For you are mine at last Billie Holiday For the last time in my life I have agreed to be someone’s wife. Poetic Justice proposed last night and I accepted. A very difficult Fall has turned into a Winter full of hope and promise. I couldn’t be happier right now.

Letter To Ex
The Letter I Never Sent Dear_______, I'm not quite sure where to begin; I know these past few months has been a mess, both our faults, I'm not just directing that to you. I have had ten million things run through my mind these past few months, and I am going to try and get a few of them out right now. For one, I do cherish your friendship, like I said in one of my e-mails, you and I have shared things and conversations about our lives, our families that I would never with anyone else. The main reason for that is because I trust you, and you listen to me, as I do to you. I can say that I have had some of the most wonderful times with you that I have ever had in my entire life, so much laughing and smiling. I had told you once before that when you talk I hold onto every word that comes out of your mouth and it's like they are engraved in the back of my mind forever. I can't answer why you have that affect on me; maybe it's the fact that we have become such good friends. To be

Windows To The Soul
Your eyes speak volumes Though your words be few Your heart wide opend Awaiting love new Hope reborn with each passing day With dreams and wishes too Echos of paoin just fade away Sorrows and sadness go The achings of a broken heart Replaced with love divine The future now a work of art The work of an artist sublime Life's pallet of colors and hues Now lively happy and bright No longer black and shades of grey the shadows have fled replaced with light The sky up above now bright blue The ground down below now green the world now true The future a dream to be seen. Bella 7/19/07

My First Day !!
My first day here at FUBAR!! Hope to meet a lot of fun, interesting people. And hopefully the Man of my DREAMS!! Yes , I am single ... so if you are single and interested ...please let me know ... HUGS Carolina PS : the videos on my profile are of me dancing .

Finished!
Yay finally the whole family made it here to kentucky. Talk about a long trip 2 vehicles 2 dogs 3 kids and 2 adults with 2000 miles behind us yesh! Now all that remains is to call abf the moving company and schedule our drop for the trailer we loaded and unpack that then head back out on the boat after I help becky get this shit unpacked. The kids seem excited and its funny watching the dogs chase the squirrels in the back yard which they never saw before. anyhow just ranting again YAY!

Holiday Cheer!
Another Night Before Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some sex, by hook or by crook. Momma in her G-string, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my erection and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the balls of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A garter on one ear, a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow do

To Far For Me
To far for me, so far to see The woman of my dreams was brought to me. Always talking always planning, But in a year will our love be standing? Falling fast for that emotion, Is strong enough for total devotion? Every day I miss her more, My heart's an ocean that lies upon her shore. Never quarreling on disbelief, To see her will be a total relief, I want her here holding me oh so near, The distance between us, the life I fear. Although my woman is so very far, Our love burns brighter than a shooting star.

Why Me
why do I do what I do on here. I can't be on line because my mom is evil. I try two explain myself but on the other hand she doesn't listen. do all the rating but no one retrun the fav.. well u all have happy hoilday bbl hopefully

A Love Story I Wrote For Someone
We emerged from our shower dripping with desire, our bodies were teased to the point of excitement and expectations on what will happen in the oncoming moments. The look in our eyes foretold our love for each other. How we both would only feel this grand with each other and no one else. We head to the bedroom and I start to kiss on the back of your neck while holding you close from behind. I turn you around so you’re facing me and begin to kiss those sweet heavenly lips. Your eyes call for me and I am more than ready to answer their call. I slowly back you up towards the bed and gently lay you down on your back. I begin to rub my hand slowly up and down your body to feel you soft supple body. At this moment I can’t resist and begin kissing my way up your belly to your lips. I begin licking your lips just lightly, teasing you, making my way to your neck licking harder, whispering nasty thoughts in your ear about how I want to slide my tongue between those thighs first sucking on

Manipulation
How some people do their best to talk themselves and others into thinking that whatever they did isn't their fault and how they are in fact the true victim. Like you could have a man who cheats on the pregnant girlfriend he said he would someday marry, leave her while she's still pregnant, spends every penny he makes on himself, and still tries to make the mother of his child feel like everything he does is because she is driving him to do it. That she brought it on herself. Everytime she gets furious when he proves to not live up to any of his promises or obligations, he claims he is fed up with her treating him like shit when he has been apparently "been so great to her". How can he really be blamed for having lied and manipulated her for so long, when it is really him who should be felt sorry for since he had to put up with her constant sticking up to him every time he acts like a five year old who isn't allowed to have McDonald's for dinner? Manipulation, emotional, and p

?'s About Me
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes !! 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up 2.)A. To be a mom 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had 3.)A. That i could draw or sing 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be 4.)A. Long Island Ice Tea 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable 5.)A. Mmmmm I have many ! 6.)Q. What was the last book you read 6.)A. Abide with Me 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you 7.A. Libra 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings 8.)A. Just my ears are pierced! 9.)Q. Worst Habit 9.)A. None I am an Angel .... 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride 10.)A. Depends on what you were offering me for giving you the ride... 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport 11.)A. None sports are gay. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude 12.)A. Optimistic 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me 13.)A. mmmmm... how long are we gonna be stuck ? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you 14.)A. My daddy died :( 15.)Q

Picture Show..
I stand at the edge of tomorrow looking at the future I cross the line into the off limits zone, its torchure I am stronger, I fight harder, longer, better than before I am not who I appear, not who you impose, not at my core I am not crazy, I am not scared, I make my own decisions I don't ask, I don't follow, I make my own collisions I walk, I skip, I run, I jump into my own abyss I love, I laugh, I remember, I weap. I hate, I wish I am here standing in front of you, waiting for you I am ready, I will break my rules, I want to be a "we" You look at me, you see me, you are unsure of me You are strong, you are brave, you are not like others You smile at me, you take no bullshit, I'm discovered We are here at the door, we smile, we look, we know We are the missing piece of our puzzles, we are just beggining our lifes picture show....

My Wedding
Our WeddingYou are invited toKing Riddles&Jade'sFubar WeddingFriday, the 14th of December6:60pm est@ theLionsden LoungeCeremony to be preformed by:Fubar Pastor Bubba(ceremony time may change and if so you will be notified)ღJÃÐ£ღ۞KìÑÇ§ Wì‡£¥²B£۞§†ìL£††õ ÇìЯLღ@ fubar

Fragile
You're plagued by façade It engulfs you, takes you in Overwhelming. You lie, you shallow corpse, you die. Are we supposed to be so complacent? Oh, you're good. Selfishly bottling desires inside. Laying in wait, we watch furtively. Pounce! mauling the opportunity to help. You won't pull through, dejected child. He wastes you, drains you of being. He's a liar, the enmity between us apparent. Like the thorns of a rose, He slashes the delicate flesh of your heart. Wrenching out any tendons left whole. He wastes you, drains you of being. Why, fragile doll? Why are you so easily broken, By something so harmless? I'll kill him, flesh And Bone.

New Bar Tab
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Are you having a sensory overload with all these alerts? I personally find it kinda interesting. I think it will be fun to comment on more Mumms should I get bored. I might possibly get blocked but until then... woo hoo!

Big Beautiful Woman - Taken From Thoma
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh

Do I Care
Do I really care on what mumm my friends voted on or who they left a comment for?! NO I DON'T!! So why the hell is FUBAR letting us know this useless information?!?! Bullshit I tell you. Totally bullshit. That is all.

You Might Be A Hillbilly
You Might be a Hillbilly if… You’re twenty-five and still working on your MBA; You tattoo your children’s names on their arms with a needle charred over a candle flame; Your health insurance doesn’t cover pre-existing conditions; The last time you fought with your sister, you stabbed her; You clean your own pool; You pull your pregnant wife off the John Deere and punch her senseless whenever you have a 12-pack; The farthest you’ve been from home is Italy. And There’s No Doubt You’re a Hillbilly if… You think Ken Lay is innocent. You torture animals to impress your girlfriend. You allow your server to pour the wine before you taste it. You killed a classmate in kindergarten and another in grade school. You donated less than $10,000 to your alma mater last year. You can’t see a cross without reaching for your lighter. You do your own taxes. But You Might or Might Not be a Hillbilly if… You study for the

How Hard Is It To Repost A Bulliten For Our Longe
ALL MIGHT THINK THIS IS BEING BITCHY WELL , IT IS IM THE ONLY ONE POSTING FOR THE LOUNGE I CAN CARELESS ABOUT WHO IS NAUGHTY , OR KISS ME I THOUGHT THIS WAS A MEMBER HELP THING , I SEE IT IS NOT , SO, YES IM PISSED AND BEEN THE ONLY ONE EDITING AND POSTING , SINCE SOME RATHER POST THE SHIT THAT IS NOT IMPORTANT , I CREATED THE LOUNGE FOR OUR TROOPS , AND I WILL POST THE BULLITENS MYSELF SINCE NO ONES READS STATUS TY. AND IM IM BEING A BITCH AND AND THE REAL BREW IS BACK HOW YOU LIKE ME NOW . ALL OF YOUS HAVE A GREAT NIGHT CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW OWNER OF DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES

The Nekromantix Monday Night Dec. 10 At The Meridian Houston
Cant wait till tomorrow night gonna go see the badest assed rockabilly band ever NEKROMANTIX at the meridian downtown houston u should go if u can definatly not to be missed. check out nekroman jam out on his stand up coffin bass. yall might know him from horror pops his wifes band. dont miss it if u see me holla i'll buy u a drink, a real one!

The Way Of Life
life, take it as u will , but sooner or later things arent gonna go as planned , life is about taking risks and taking chances but alot of people hold back on taking any risks or chances, everyday someone in life is gonna step up and take a chance or risk and they can have either have 2 options they can fail or succeed but the ones who succeed have more options in life than the ones who fail the people who fail will most likely take every option that they pssibly can to make life better. some people take life for granted and think thing should just come to them instead of following and chasing the things in life that are necessary, for example .a homeless person doesnt have the oppertunity to have a butler or maid to cook them breakfast or food that they want instead they are the ones who have work to hard in life to get the necessary things to get through in life some of them dont want to work for the things they need they think it should just come to them and think other people shoul

Love Is A Gift That Shouldnt Be Used
Her friendship made the difference of a true friend like her Her voice made Me smile when I heard it in person or on the phone Her eyes made Me look into Hers to see inside her soul Her happiness made Me happy when We were together spending time Her loneliness made Me sad cuz She wanted to spend time with someone who she likes, I hope its ME!!! Her precious arms made me feel good after a hug Her personality was precious as My heart within Me Her heart, was full of life happiness and love Her hands were soft and gentle when We held hands Her lips were gentle and waiting for Me to kiss Her Her body made Me tingle everytime We cuddled together Her body was soft and gentle too when We hold each other at nite Her body made Me smile when We spend time intimately in bed together Her and Me spending time together made Me realize dreams do come true Her life was busy and exhausting always looking for her special someone to come alog Her life was precious and busy as life

Life
I honestly think that dec 7, 2007 was the scariest night of my life...i was at the flogging molly concert with some friends of mine and thought that everything was going fine.. some time around 8 i noticed that my legs felt a little weak next thing i knew i blacked out and was unresponsive to anything, had shallow breathing, i honestly thought i was going to die that night, i finally came to around 10:05 waking up in the hospital...i don't know what triggered the black out and honestly it scares the hell out of me. so i have desided to take things easy until i know for sure what is going on

Cumbersome
She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance But my old stone face can't seem to break her down She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl Too heavy, too light, too black or too white Too wrong or too right, today or tonight Cumbersome Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less And I'm wanting her more The bitter taste is cumbersome Yeah! Ah, yeah, no... yeah. Ohhh. There is a balance between two worlds One with an arrow and a cross Regardless of the balance, life has become cumbersome

Invading Your Chambers
One day, you will blow his mind, And make him want you, Ms OHH SO Fine! Doubt your power? So sensual, so hot, So innocent yet so divine. You affect me. I am so wanting to be, a gentleman, But, rather make you mine. The lover that's honoured, And blessed beyond reason, Will flood you with kisses with each passing season. Your smile will ignite him, Remind him, "God, this miracle lady is mine?" His mission: To treasure for all time. So, blossom as you need, Unfold your beauty, Soft petals like silk. Your lover's hand, Caressing, holding, Nuturing like nature's milk. No sunset is less impressive, Your dreams and desires, Feed your lust. Less you lack heart, And devotion, Such hopes will merely fall apart. Dear lady, You are a saucy vixen, Caring soul, I pray for you. You bless me with kind words, Your friendship, May your dreams and fantasies come true.

In Memory Of "our Precious Jynx"
I bought Jynx, our Himalayan kitten at Karla's Kritters Pet Store in Hemet, Ca 6 years ago. He was 6 weeks old. He was the sweetest... smallest little ball of fur. He was all white except for his dark gray face, his tail and his boots. He was our baby.... Literally our baby.... My kids found him this morning in the back room of our house... They were screaming.... crying.... He was almost dead. We dont know what happened. He couldn't move anything but his head. He seemed alert. He looked at me, tried to meow but couldn't. I wrapped him in a blanket and took him to the Animal Hospital.... They said he was too far gone. So, I had him put to sleep. My kids and I are so sad.... We will miss you our precious Jynx! I can't believe your gone. :*(

I Don't Understand Men At All!!!!!!
I Am Not Trying to Hate On Ya men Cause I love Yas Dearly But Yall Confuse Me! You Like When I Leave Ya Comment's Ok Fine But When I Put Tht You Are hot As Hell (Not All Of you Do this) You Get All Freaked Out And Say OMG Your Married I Can't Beleave ou Would say that Or How Can you Say Stuff Like that Don;tYour Man Get Mad HeLL No My Man Is Secure In Our relationship He Konw's I Am Not going Anywhere i Love Him More Than Life Itself Ok So No I Am Not Cheating On My Man I Am Simply Leave Comment's And If you Can't understand That Then Delete Me Or Block Me What Ever you Have to Do !!!!! So Please Dn;t Freak Out When i Write Stuff On your Page~! I really Am A Great Person And No I Am Not tring To Get Your Man Or your Wife So Take A Chill Pill And Just Sit Back And Laugh At The Stuff I Wright Cause Some Of The Shit Is Funny As Hell Soime Is Kinda Naughty!~!!! (EVIL SMILE) KISSES AND HUG"S TO YOU ALL

Slave For Love
in the mist of the beholder shines above, the love that flows through the soul can only be taken by one. in the eye of the beholder it shines true and bright. bringing the love to the soul for the heart to beat in synch with the beholder. for i'm slave to love, for i'm the slave of the beholder. only one person is beholder, and there is only one beholder.

Love Me
shine bright for the heart to see, shine brigh for all to feel the heat of passion. looking into the eye of the true one, looking into the heart of the beloved. my heart beats slow, my mind wonders wild, love me pure even though i'm lost in time, love me true for i'm true to you. shining through the grey clouds, shining high above the people who hate me. looking for the heart to beat normal, looking for the people to care for me. my heart beats steady, my mind is a stray, love me even though i'm not rich, love me for me and not for something i'm not

I'm A Fubar Addict!
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Silent
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.

Need To Laugh And So Does Others
I am reposting this story again because i feel I need to laugh and everyone else should enjoy it too. So tell your friends about this blog espcially if you feel they need to laugh. Now on to the story ---------------------------------------------------- The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse effect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short... I bought the device and brought it home, loaded 2 AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunatel

Teeth
Rayna woke up tonight like an hour after she went to bed and brought me another tooth. This is the second tooth in a week that she has lost. So just like last christmas she will be missing 4 of her front teeth. She is also starting to question about Santa and about the tooth fairy. I hope I can make it year with out her finding out the truth about it all. It makes me sad that my little girl is growin up. And Jalen is all excited about having a loose tooth too. I don't see it falling out any time soon, but it is loose enough to wiggle around. Where does the time go?

Retarted.
I learned a lesson last night, my lesson was never ever mix alcohol with the internet! ---Me and my ex boyfriend do not talk anymore...a couple of months ago we had a very messy break-up and it got to the point where even though we tried to be friends, it just didn't work out so we stopped talking and I deleted him from my friends list on myspace so I wasn't tempted to look at his profile. So It was Saturday night last night and I was relaxin sippin on some wine...Didn't really have anywhere to go soo...I got alil tipsy... and went on myspace.... Apparently, Last night While I was online I E-mailed my ex boyfriend and commented how much I liked his new picture he posted up and how happy he looks! ... lol he read it but never answered me back..How embarresing, he probably thinks I'm a psycho stalker and I hardly remember doing it!! :( That's what you get for mixing myspace with alcohol, don't do it!!

About Me
ok people this is a lil about me thats not said on my page. i have a heart of gold and love making new friends and the like. i consider them my family. i'll treat you with love and respect and kindness and be very caring towards you and all i would ask is for you to be yourself with me as i am with you. but once you hurt me or my friends or even piss me the smooth off theres hell to pay. that i dont take kindly to nor will i tolerate it. and if you piss me off enough you will re grate it big time. i'll sit there and fume over it till ive had it and will let you know what i really have to say and what i really think of it all. then you most likely wont like me an thats fine with me but once i have said my peace i would expect it to all be dropped by both or all parties. i will do that but you have to also. and if ya dont then fine with me but dont be surprised to find yourself blocked from my page. i did not come here and make this account for bull crap or drama and that see

Complete List Of Scumbag Downraters. (updated 01-05-2008)
Going to start posting dowraters here from time to time & adding names to the list as I go along. Below is the list of scumbags that have nothing better to do in their pathetic lives than to downrate for no reason at all. If you can't say/rate something nice, then you shouldn't say/rate anything at all. · ~~FORSAKEN TWIZTID SOUL~~ rated your photo a '1'! · The The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced. rated your photo a '5'! · scattman69 rated your photo a '5'! · ink rated your photo a '5'! · dizdez rated your photo a '1'! · chrisprovorse rated your photo a '6'! · dan(the)man rated your photo a '5'! · Nite rated your photo a '5'! · bigred1199@yahoo rated your photo a '1'! · mordomer rated your photo a '2'! · mordomer re-rated your photo a '1' from a '2'! · dieter87 rated your photo a '5'! · farook rated you a '1'! · housemaid rated you a '5'! · ihateliars rated you a '5'! · demonstar(member of the naught &nice rated you a '4'! · m

Fakes Living In A Fantasy World
SOME PPL LIVE IN A WORLD OF THEIR OWN AND BELIVE THINGS REVOLVE AROUND THEM THESE PPL ARE SO FAKE AND LIE ABOUT EVERY ASPECT OF THEIR LIVES AND HURT OTHERS ON THEIR WAY I LIKE TO MEET NEW PPL BUT PLEASE HAVE TALKED TO MANY FAKE PPL IF UR ONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND TAKE UR FANTASIES SOMEWHERE ELSE IF UR NOT FRIENDS ARE THE BEST U CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH I WILL BE UR FRIEND WOULD LOVE TO I HAVE DELETED THE ONE THAT THIS IS ABOUT SO NO MORE FAKES PLZ

Little Kids Get Off Fubar
so today i was noticed that a bounch of the ppl in the little ring of friend that was part of my last two mumm keept checking me, just to let you know i dont believe in blocking ppl, its just not my thing i dont have anything to hide, so i asked a friend of mine whom i keep off of my friends list to check them out, ohh boy what does she find that once again they have crossed a line. they have two blogs posted about crystal and i , one with a link to her mumm and another one with a link to my page, not once did i let ppl know who they, i have not pulled any links to them but they have to keep crossing lines welll i think i am about done being nice, my friend sent them this message i can understand that you maybe upset about something that did not even happen to you, your friend larry crossed a line when he said what he did about crystal and dj's kids. they were going to let they whole thing go, than bam one of many people message them some snide comment and block them, which to

Looking Through The Scope.
So I'm outside hanging with friends today when a guy whom I am assuming is of middle eastern decent started shit with me. Before I go into that let me tell you why. I was wearing a USMC hoodie that was a present from my uncle who is a scout/sniper so of course the sniper logo was on it with the skull and two rifles. Sort of a jolly roger but without the bones. Well this dude comes up and automatically starts yelling at me. Saying that what I did in Iraq was wrong and that killing women and children will send me to hell. So I sat there for about five minutes listening to him rant and rave like an idiot and then asked if he was finished as calmly as I could. Then as I am about to say something that was going to lower myself to his pathetic level a cop came up and asked me if this man was bothering me. I told him no but I believed that he was bothering my friends and the people around us. The cop escorted the man somewhere not really sure and not really caring either. One of the women tha

No Faith Left
In this time of the birth of Jesus Christ, we get together with our family and friends, exchange gifts, and wish each other well. This is all that I really have left. The meaning of Christmas was lost long ago, as I simply no longer believe in any religion. I believe in some kind of higher power, but not a god, or a son of god. I have found that the bible simply does not answer the questions that I have, it simply covers up facts with uneducated half truths. Early man simply did not understand the world, religion simply exist to to ease us as we come closer to death, it tells us that there is a rainbow on the other side. I have seen no evidence of any god, nor have I seen any real good coming from any religion. We all have to sleep at night, it is easier to think if we die before we wake, that some happy place awaits. All I have seen from religion is greed, and perversion, and faith based on forgiveness of sins. I simply cannot believe in a god that forgives so easily. If you a

The Me Factor
Do you ever feel like you dont know who you are in your own skin,or that you walk on eggshells because you don't feel you have the right to speak up or that you will always be taken wrong.Do you ever feel like you know what you want to say but to say them could lead you in a direction you don't wish to be or that you use to say what is on your mind and you knew they cared enough to listen and do anything possible to take that feeling or pain away from you,simply because they didnt want you feeling that,but then you have done so much already and as I said you feel you don't have a right to ask or say anything at that moment. Will doing this take away from who you are? Then on the otherhand you know or feel that by doing this you are just trying to smooth the waters to show you can do better ,but does that mean you take away the ability to say what is on your mind. You know in your heart you still feel the way you always did on certain things,but do you have a right to ask anyone to d

I Hope You Crash....
Tonight at work.. I told a lady that I hoped she crashed her car on the way home.. Let me elaborate on this story a little bit. She comes to me at 9:45pm and wants to know if she can make a photo cd from flash drive. I say yes. She asks when I close I tell her 10. After spilling all kinds of herbal supplement pills and random zip lock bags onto my machine she can't find her flash drive "it's in the car" she comes back AT TEN... and has about 1000 photos she wants to transfer.. kodak cds only hold 150 each. I tell her she can do one tonight and that's it due to our photo lab hours. So she says "He's sick we're leaving tomorrow" and I was like "yeah, I'm sick too and we close at 10pm" she told me WELL, I HOPE YOU GET WORSE so I freaked out on her and told her she was rude and that it was uncalled for to wish me sicker simply because my photo lab hours don't meet her needs.. and she went on and on.. suddenly she elaborates that the sick is "cancer" but by then she already wished

Just A Little Christmas Treat.
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Come Represent Live
12/10/2007 08:00 PM - AVALON THEATER SALT LAKE CITY, Utah w/ HED(pe) 12/11/2007 08:00 PM - Idaho State University Ballroom Idaho State University, Pocatello, Idaho 83209 w/ HED(pe) 12/12/2007 08:00 PM - THE BIG EASY W. 333 Spokane Falls Blvd., Spokane, Washington 99201 w/ Hed(pe) 12/13/2007 08:00 PM - El Corazon 109 Eastlake Ave. East, Seattle, Washington 98109 w/ Hed(pe) 12/14/2007 08:00 PM - Club Vertigo 5240 S. Tacoma Way, Tacoma, Washington 98409 w/ Hed(pe) 12/15/2007 08:00 PM - DOMINO ROOM BEND, Oregon w/ HED(pe)

More Ramblings Of A Nutbag ........me! :d :p
Ever feel so invisible as if anything u say or do doesn't seem to be noticed? I always wanted to be a 'fly on the wall' , ok , not 'always' but, thought that'd be kewl, sometimes, maybe!? ........ well, NOW I know how that damn lil fly feels....... : splat! : I'm thinkin I'm kind of tired, finally after 40 yrs., of being polite, nice, thinking of others and all that 'good' stuff, cuz not feelin like it's gotten me anywhere........ other than being dragged around on the bottom of other ppl's shoes.......yes, kind of like dog shit. lol. It's funny, not really ,that's kind of just some more sarcasm thrown in here lol. ....how ppl will talk with you when they "need" or "want" something from you , yet, can be so uncaring or ignore the HELL outta you when they have no 'use' for you...... I'm feelin that alotttt lately. < sighs > So, me thinks this chickie poo needs to stop being so damn 'available' for all those that just come to me when they 'want or need' something ...... I

Witch's Charge
Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the far-reaching Air, By hidden quintessence we know them, And will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magcial ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. And when day time and night time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere time and ages began. Wh

Horoscope For Dec. 10, 2007
Damn do I hope so......... Your sense of what your family needs is pretty strong right now, though it may take some serious convincing before they agree with you. Changes are going to happen sooner or later, though!

Withdrawing Again
I feel myself running again Same old story, same old end. I thought you loved the real me But you only love who you want me to be. I cant see love in the light that you do You want to share me and I have to share you It's not how love was meant to be Them being with you, you being with me You tell me that there is a compromise And yet either way Im crushed inside I can walk away and just let you go Or you can have others as I die slow How the fuck can I be true to everyone else When you're asking me not to be true to myself And yet the ties that bind us run deep I can't walk away, only sit here and weep So now its time to go back in my shell And realize that love is nothing but hell Same old story, same old end Into my heart I'm withdrawing again

Omg! This Is Getting To Be Too Much!
Seriously!!!! I can understand getting Bartab alerts for things friends do on my profile, or things they add to their own profiles. But, really! Do I need to be alerted every time one of my friends votes on a MUMM or posts a comment to one of THEIR friends? Kind of borders on stalkerish, don't ya think? Next, I'll be alerted every time someone goes to the bathroom!

Last Day With The Army
Today I'll do the last thing I ever have to do for the US Army. I couldn't sleep at all just thinking about it. It wasn't supposed to end like this. I realized something last night when I was laying in bed wide awake. Deep down, in the core of my being, I hate the army. I hate them with a passion reserved for a very few things. They promised to take care of me and protect me. They promised me a future and to never leave me behind. That was the deal we made. Instead, because of a 1% chance I'd get cancer again and them not wanting to pay the medical bills if that happened... they forced me out. I hate them so much. Its the one thing I was honestly good at. I was average at football, basketball, wrestling and everything else I tried. But this was different, it was something I was made for. My grandpa wanted me to be an officer so badly. I'd be the first McLaughlin to make officer in a family that has been in the army since we came off the boat in 1862 from Ireland and fo

Mondays Su-k
Monday's suck ass and sometimes it's just better to stay home and Fu-k...It's snowed about a foot outside and I can't wait to get the Fu-k out of Montana! Winter is a depressing time of the year living in the mountains and shit... Just some more senseless rambling because I can't sleep

Things Are Going
PEOPLE CHANGE SO YOU CAN LEARN TA LET THEM GO™ THiNGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU CAN APPRECiATE THEM WHEN THEY GO RiGHT.™ SOMETiMES GOOD THiNGS FALL APART SO THAT BETTER THiNGS CAN FALL TAGETHER™ There comes a point in yer life winn you realize who matters, who nvr did, && who always will. So dunn worry bout tha people in your past... there's a reason they dint make it into yer future™ yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.™ everything is always okay in the end, if it's not, then it's not the end.™ ™THA WORST FEELiNG iSN'T BEiNG LONELiE. iT'S BEiNG FERGOTTEN BY SOMEONE YOU COULD NEVER FERGiT.™ this there above was borrowed froma bulliten well that hit the nail on the head. for all the people that know me i am me and i am a guy who can hardly say no to help anyone. i will always try to help a person out because what if one day when i need that help and i go to ask a person and they say no. than i will know ju

This Is Me!
The influence of your Day of Birth; You were born on the 2nd day of the month, which makes your birth number 2. You're the voice of reason, the go-between, the woman that others run to when they can't solve a problem by themselves. Best of all, you usually succeed in straightening these people out so that, when the dust has settled, EVERYONE feels great! Face it, you're a born arbitrator. You're a woman with that rare and precious ability to see both sides of an issue and to make the right decision for all concerned. Your Destiny number; A sensitive, impressionable dreamer with a concern for the plight of the world, a woman who rolls up her sleeves, jumps in and gets involved . . . You may have heard yourself described in these terms by friends and colleagues (and probably blushed while listening!). You enjoy being generous, caring, and like working for the universe as a whole. And you may be thinking, so what's the big deal? The "big deal," my friend, is that you'

Heading Out...
Well... there is a saying that all things must and do change. As I say this i am putting together plans for boxing and moving books, CDs, DVDs, Dishes, etc.. and preparing for my move this coming spring to Cleveland, Ohio. Yes, that is right... Cleveland. The wife and I are being transfered. This is a good move. Payrate is staying the same and the cost of living there is much cheaper then here so the money will be worth more. Ohio is her home state as well so this is all good. That said... if you're in this area and really did wish to meet up, hang out, grab a bite.. time she is a tickin *hugs to all*

You Ask For It
Things I want to do with you! I start off by moving in behind you, I reach around cupping your more than ample breasts in each hand, as I kiss and nibble on your neck, slowly working my way around to the front where my mouth moves to yours and my hands move down to your hot dripping cunt. My tongue darts past your lips and into your mouth, my hand rubs your bush, You spread your legs, wanting me to move my fingers deeper, but I hesitate, my mouth moves to your breasts and I begin to play with your nipples, I'm nipping and chewing with my lips. Suddenly, my finger enters your dripping hot snatch and you let out a low but deep moan. You push me down on the bed, stripping off the remainder of your clothes, you straddle my face and push your delicious pussy into my mouth and you moan softly. You start to rock as my tongue begins to lick between your lips, finding the clit over and over again. As your heat begins to rise you grind that pussy harder into my face, I take two fingers and

Led Zeppelin Reunion
Been a long time since I Rock and Rolled… I caught a story on BBC News this morning about Led Zeppelin doing their first and only reunion concert after 20 years. Ah memories… I better write this while I'm still half asleep and before I forget about it (the memory goes first?). I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life as most people have. I decided I could get away with going to a 2 year “tech school” rather than getting a Bachelors degree from a 4 year college. I found that my Associates Degree meant a lot more to me than anyone else. But I got some breaks, worked hard at times, and have made a decent living over the span of my career. Our class started with about 45 students but after a year it was down to 7 that would graduate on schedule. We were stuck into another class and took our quarters out of order. As in all schools there is always a class clown and ours was Crazy Bob. One Monday morning he came in and gathered our group together with one of the most serious tones I had

Written For Muffbuff38
I said prayer for you today in hopes that you will find love and happiness. I said a prayer for you today in hopes that everything will work out for you. I didnt pray for you silver and gold, because silver and gold cant buy you love and happiness. I didnt pray for you a mansion on the hill because that doesnt always bring happiness. I prayed for you a light to guide you to help see you through. A hand to wipe away the tears, a hug to help you through the day and to let you know that i will always be here for you. said a prayer for you today for love and happiness cause i know that is what you need the most. I prayed that our friendship would never die only grow stronger. I prayed that someday we would cross eachother's path. I prayed that love would find it's way to you. I prayed that life would get better for you, I cant promise you anything, but i can promise you my friendship forever. In my heart you will always be. I love you my friend my special frien

Women
I can't understand why men think I'm like the other women on this site. If I call you a friend, then I'm a true friend. I'm not like the other internet hoes online trying to get to your dick or take your money or ruin your life...so why lie to me? Why pretend to be a friend and then secretly slip out the back door when no one's looking? Are you that insecure or untrusting? I know women have hurt men before and I'm sorry for all the women out there who can't stand up and apologize to you, but why get to know me and then just walk away from a friendship? I'm not that scary I promise. I'm an honest female and whatever you want to know, I'll tell you. I'm believing there's a whole lot more fake people in this world than I thought at first. But as always, with the heart that I have, I'll take it as a lesson learned and keep moving on with my life. I'm always here as a friend no matter what...

Punk,folk,celtic
in no particular order dropkick murphys the tossers the swaggering growlers charm city saints flogging molly wild colonial bhoys (from MN) gaelic storm paddy wagon (from MN) catgut mary darby o' gill and the little people fiddlers green the fuchsia band the bloody irish boys labor force blaster the rocketman virgin whores (from MN) the pubcrawlers finns fury the dubliners the young dubliners the pouges the gobshites larkin the larkin brigade street dogs

Being A 1st Time Father
When my Wife Desire' started back to work I started looking after Joey. The 1st week I was going nuts. I was holding him from the time he got up til the time Desire' got off work, that was 6am -4:30 pm all day..and when I tried laying him down to sleep he woke up crying. I called my mom the next week and told her that I was going nuts.. she said to just lay him down and he will cry himself to sleep. She said thats what she did to me when I was a baby, she said just look after him from time to time to see if he is ok..so I started doing that and well I love being a stay at home Father. I can get the house work done and all before the wife gets home and its working out good..I love being a Father and now me and little Joey have our little thing going. When he gets up I feed him and then I play with him for a bit until he gets all pissy and I lay him down to sleep..this goes on til 4:30 and then the wife takes him away from me =( oh well that will give me a break til she needs me to

Sad Surprise
I had been so excited to see you, it had been so very long. I thought it would be nice to surprise you, But I learned how much I was wrong. I was going to knock on your door, but I used my key instead. As I got to your room, I fell to the floor, when I saw you with her in your bed. That day when I left your home I ran away so fast. God how I felt so alone, I had thought we were going to last. You insisted on ringing the doorbell, but you are not who I want to see. You already have sent my heart into hell, so why can't you just let me be. What you have done to me has left me in such great pain. My friends say I act crazy, and I feel like I'm going insane. I cannot see how you could lie, and how you could ever stray. But when I told you goodbye I meant what I said that day.

Twisted Through
Is this life, these choice's we make Just another decision or tempting fate Lost in a sea of confusion With endless thoughts Colds winters night creeps in slow everything telling me I should go If I only knew this love wasn't to grow It would have been better just not to know I craved you so much in my heart Wanting to know everthing from the start Now I am alone..left in the dark I move on through this painfull world Thrown about with bitter things herd I listen not to this hateful speach I know inside I have much to teach So I look onward...feeling with reach The greatest gift anyone can give Is you heart to another Friend or lover Friendship are the goods in life The ties that bind love that is kind word so hard to forget live for today with no regret

Wow~what A Weekend
I don't even know where to begin~! We left Saturday morning at 6:10 am and finally arrived home last night (Sunday) around 9:30 pm. Saturday morning we left and stopped and ate breakfast and got to the hotel in Myrtle Beach around 10:45 am. We got to our room and then I had to be at a wives gathering at 11:30 while Jeff went to a manager's meeting at 12. Well, you know you are gonna have a weekend when the drinking begins before lunch on Saturday. There was plenty of wine drank by the ladies at this gathering. We exchanged gifts, ate some veggies and cheese, and some drank some wine I drank Sprite...nothing stronger for me. After the meetings were over we rode and watched a Christmas musical at the Alabama Theater. It was a great show. (even though we missed the first 20 minutes of it cause we got lost~long story) After the show we went back to the hotel and Jeff decided he would walk down and chat with the some other managers and the bosses while I get dressed for the din

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Chapter #3: The Love Letters
Well dear reader, it seems we find ourselves here again. If you're just joining the Erotic adventures of Steve, then you can catch up by reading the first 2 chapters under my other blog "Sex Story in progress". Enough business, let's get on with chapter 3, shall we? As this is my storyline, I've decided chapter 3 will take a little turn for the romantic. This chapter will feature 2 erotic letters. Although not as graphic as the first 2 chapters, I think quite a few people out there will enjoy these letters as much as I did. Let's consider this: 2 lovers, far apart, but none the less severely attracted to each other. The idea was to write a letter to one another as to what a night would be like with the other. Not to hard, but exciting all the same. Especially when written with the other in mind. So, sit back, relax, and let's enjoy the ride together....... Letter #1 Over dinner you noticed my lusty gaze. The look you have grown to know. Grown to love, because you know what

66 Things I Should Not Tell You
1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with? Marco 2. Where was the last place you went out to eat? turtles bar with my sister 3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Bottles ( yes plural) of wine before bed 4. Which do you prefer - eyes or lips? Mmmmmm...... Eyes :-) 5. Medicine, fine arts, or law? Fine arts 6. Best kind of pizza? is there such a thing as bad pizza? 7. Is your bedroom window open? No its too cold!! 8. What is in store for your future? I wish I knew 9. Who was the last band you saw live? kymani marley 10. Do you take care of your friends while they are sick? Yep...well, if they'll let me I do. 11. What is your favorite soda? pepsi (diet) 12. How many songs are on your iTunes? to many to count 13. When was the last time you purchased something over $500? last week ... uggg needed new bedding 14. Where is the last place you drove to? Alli's 15. Are you experienced? Is that a nice way o

So Many Pretty Things
SISTERS, So many of our sisters have been making pretty things for all of us just wanted to let you know to stop by show them some love and tell them thank you and grab your pretty at the same time and if your name isnt there dont fret they have been working on them..... SuperStarrPrincess***Owner of The Sisterhood***@ fubar drkreflections~OWNER OF THE SISTERHOOD~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~Rider of The Love Machine~@ fubar ¢¾aGEM4life¢¾~*HockingRadio's DJ Gemini~Proud Member of The Sisterhood*Club F.A.R.*&*The Spankers Club*~@ fubar 'NoWalkinOnTheSunshine a.k.a. Very Proud Navy Mom'@ fubar And if

Life Falling Apart??
God has a positive answer: Please take time for GOD in your life. I guarantee your life will change. Please message me if you have any questions. YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says

Merry Christmas To All
I have a list of folks I know , all written in a book.And every year at Christmas time, I go and take a look.And thats when I realize that these names are a part...not of the book they'er written in, but of my very heart.For each name stands for someone who has crossed my path sometime, and in that meeting they've become the rhythem in each rhyme.And while it sounds fantastic for me to make this claim, I really feel that I'm composed of each remembered name.And while you may not be aware of any special link just meeting you has changed my life, a lot more than you think.For once I'v met somebody, the years cannot erase the memory of a pleasant word or of a friendly face.So never think this Christmas card is just a mere routine of names on a Christmas list, forgotten in between.For when I send a Christmas card that is adressed to you, it's because you are on the list o folks I am indebted too.For I am the total of many folks I have met and you happen to be one of those I prefer not to f

Love Lust Marriage
LOVE -When your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST -When your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE -When you try to lose your spouse in a crowded room. LOVE -When intercourse is called "making love." LUST -When intercourse is called "screwing. MARRIAGE -When intercourse is a town in Pennsylvania. LOVE -When you argue over how many children to have. LUST -When you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE -When you argue over whose idea it was to have kids. LOVE -When you share everything you own. LUST -When you steal everything they own. MARRIAGE -When the bank owns everything. LOVE -When it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST -When the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE -When ... uh ... what's a climax? LOVE -When you phone each other just to say, "Hi." LUST -When you phone each other to pick a hotel room. MARRIAGE -When you phone each other to bitch about work. LOVE -When you write poems about your partner. LUST -When all

~dev~
hes alive!!!! Kailyn babygirl i'm sorry he hurt you this way...and hes hurt u too much...and he knows that and i'm sure hes sorry..just doesnt show it...but if u ever need someone to talk to were always here... everyone loves you babygirl and i hope u know that... hes hurt everyone and he knows that...but i dont think itll happen again...but maybe laters everyone!!

Dec.10,2007
man this year is almost over. damn this year went by fast. i have had so much fun this yr it's not even funny.but hey you live and you learn right.made new friends.Jenny o my jenny.your a trip hunny ni lie.and your fun as shit to be around. i love gettin drunk with you!! wearin a fire hat humpin bobbie's arm lmfao.omg and we all went to the club wasnt really fun but lol look at us we all was in there crackin on each other.Bobbie.this is my side kick.we have had our ups and downs by hey were still friends right? i still remeber at the fair grounds with you and kim and kim jumped on you and was beatin you up. and i jumped in and beat the shyt out of kim.lol girl we wasnt even drunk that night and still ended up in trouble. that was funny as shyt right there because i almost punched robert in the face.omg that was just to crazy hun. or ridin alround stalkin ppl im not going to say any names. but you know were like sisters we stand up for each other.i got you to things your ex's couldnt ev

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More Emotional Blogging..
If you were one of the unlucky few who felt my rath this morning please accept my apologies. You may be a nice guy but I don't know that. I've been bombarded with sexist pig headed assholes who can't look beyond a pretty face to see the real person inside. I'm tired of guys coming at me hoping to get down my pants. I'm so much more than a piece of ass. I am a person, a woman with feelings. While I may seem like a tough cookie, I'm a softy at heart who just loves to love people. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for a loved one. People like to exploit this. I guess it's my weakness. I got guys who think I'm pretty, some think I'm beautiful, some say I'm sexy but almost all of them want one thing for me...SEX. Is there not a guy out there that is willing to wait for a girl? Willing to see if she is more than an animal in bed? Letting love blossom before sex comes into the picture? Why is sex everything? And why do guys see my pictures and automatically assume I'll

Cookies To Bake ...fun Fun Fun
I'm Sure you will all enjoy making these cookies. Cuervo Cookies I know it's a little early, but it is time to start baking for the holidays. This is the BEST Christmas Cookie recipe EVER! Christmas Cookies 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. S

Friends
Ok it might sound like i am being a baby but here i go i am tierd of people who say thay are my friends and wont me to bye things for the and then they dont wont to talk to me when i am here so i guess i am going to start over. I will keep my friends that wont me to but thats all. To my true friends thank you for being their much much love to you.

Untitled
Swelter in the heat of my own mind. It is not you trying to be sensual, You simply are who you are. I project the want and desire by things, Things I crave, craving you. It lacks imagination to want you above me, Have you crouch with me beneath you, Impale your senses as I part your lips. Still, I desire to have my body greet you, And enjoy every trip. Enter my key into your lock, Til I hear a sweet click, Unlocking great vocals of sultry bliss. Hands squeezing, tongue licking, Wet dripping kiss. Motion, stirring, shifting, squirming, Rthymic river flows free. Pumping action like cars and pistons, Warmth washes over me. Cool breezes, heavy breathing, Quick drink as more love flows. Heated lust is renewed, Once again, passion grows. Duane 'duke8me' Ellis copyright 2007

That's Life On Fubar!
*BORROWED FROM THE BULLYS* When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, th

Road To Salvation...
Road to Hope...and Salvation... The first stop on the road is Power… There is power capable of giving you hope. The Bible tells us God has that power. “I am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes.” Romans 1:16 The Second Stop, …. Is Change… The release of God’s power results in change. The biblical word for change is repentance. This means allowing God to change the direction of our lives. “God’s kindness leads you toward repentance” Romans 2:4 Why is Change Necessary? A universal problem the Bible calls sin makes change necessary for all of us. “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God” Romans 3:23 Sins means “missing the mark.” It is failing to meet God’s standard for how we ought to live. The third stop…is God’s Love…. Although He is not pleased with us as we are, God loves us and wants to help us. “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were st

Change Of Settings
Due to the change of the BarTab I decided to change my BarTab settings to "For Me". It was interesting see who of my friends created a new blog, uploaded a photo or stash, but it simply not my business and interest to see who left a comment for someone I dont even know amd all these mumm votings and comments. I am sorry, if it takes longer from now on for me to find out that someone has new stuff up, but there seems not to be any option to see only this. If there is something you want me to see at once, feel free to send me a message about it.

Labyrinth Predator
Down in the bowels of the city it lives Lost in a underground Labyrinth it waits. Its grey skin its peeling it feels no pain. Many has fallen before it. No mercy dose it gives. The solitary predator Waiting for its next meal. Waiting for the chance to bring chaos. The world above him don't know of it Its the true god the lost god it in its true form Death is around it. And death its what follows it You wont out run it It will only remain

Hh Contest
I joined Ladygray's HH Contest! Now I know everyone says... Id like to win this but ya know what?!? Id REALLY like to win this!! lol I been here almost a year.. had some blasts, had lots of fun and even got to Godfather. Help me out?? The contest ends Dec 22nd!

To All My Friends
im going to apoligize now for the stupid people who come to your page to see what comments i leave you. fukin people need grow the hell up jealousy doesnt get you anywhere. if anyone of you have any problems with people coming to your page plz let me know and i will take care of it i dont need lose friends because of a few idiots on here...again i am sorry....

Family Contest Results So Far
1. queen b 2 Mystic Angel 3. Sassyharleylady 4. amanda suductress 69 i know some members are not listed on contest page this was started before you joined did not seem fair to add you so late will have another one soon

Re: A Message From Scrapper
SCRAPPER wrote: BAR TAB ALERTS We changed some stuff up this weekend. when you post a profile/mumm/blog comment, it generates an alert to your friends saying you posted a comment to whatever page it was. when you vote on a mumm, it generates an alert to your friends saying you voted on mum xyz. There is another option to the profile settings page that will let you disable these notifications from being generated (ie: your friends wont get the new alerts) when you do stuff. however, the option is only available for vip's. All users have the ability to decide what you want to see in your bar tab. The options are in your profile settings. Some of you will love it and some of you will hate it. Either way, please do not shoot the messenger. ****HINT....if you are not VIP and don't want someone to know what you are up to...remove them from your friend's list. FIRST I would like to direct you to my blog. http://fubar.com/blog/154447/641478 Now I would like to s

Great Comeback Line
Great comeback line Marine Corp's General Reinwald was interviewed on the radio the other day and you have to read his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns and children. Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of National Public Radio (NPR) interview between a female broadcaster and US Marine Corps General Reinwald who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military installation. FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base? GENERAL REINWALD: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery, and shooting. FE MALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it?

I Am ..........
I am a Juggalette... I am an individual guided by Light... I know who I am and who I want to be. I recognize that the path to Shangri La requires an open mind... I shall not judge. I am part of a Family... I shall Love my Family as I would my blood. I shall do my Family no harm as I know what is done to others shall surely be done to me... I shall strive to honor my Family and not disgrace their name... I am a Ninja... I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me and the differences in others. I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor. Nothing can stop my Shine. I am Human... I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the things I can control and seek strength for the things I cannot. I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors and the Family who have fallen before me I have Love… With Love there is Unity and Strength. Love does not hurt nor does it seek to destroy. I too, shall not hurt or

For My Best Friend He Knows Who He Is
As I drive... Fazing into the space, spacing on whats mind.. Realizing I am in a bind... contemplating if crashing the car solve problems and help.. As I lay on the side of the road and whelp... No wait I should not do it... Lee would be sad.... and I will loose the friend I ever had... I run up the stairs grasping for air... I see the door I am almost there.. I stare at the shiney knife blade.. As I see my life fade... No wait I should not do it... What about lee?? Repeating these words in my head "flee..flee" In the end... I realize I love my best friend I cant do this to him, my only light... I cant let down my guard..I must put up a fight.. I need him in my life forever and ever... He is what makes me stable like a lever... Always there for me... Always wonders "How is she?"... Your voice is calm... as I wipe the tears from my palm... A smile crazes my face... as my heart returns to a normal pace... I cant end my life now...

Talking With Starfire
softly i approach though never soft enough that you do not hear your girl....yes child with eyes of an older soul you come snelling of fear confusion and woe sit girl here next to me tell your soulstone all and we shall see the woman turns into 5 again the big blue her only friend she lays her head on starfires glittering scales telling of lifes hard true tales silenty the tears do creep as child/woman begins to weep i cannot touch them the barrier still holds as i grow older they more bold there are cracks now where once were non please star i fear i am becoming undone the dragons head nods in a knowing way hush my girl let me speak this day the cracks you speak of are made by you letting fear go and love come through you can choose you always could to let in or out the bad the true the ugly the good gently now girl i say you pray take heart and strength as you make your way open that door youve kept locked up tight let your soul sar as a dragons firstflight let go to all you claim to

Today I Am Pimping Out Faberfrench!!!!!!!!!
faberfrench Is A Very Sexy And Sweet Guy! (Hey Lady's e Loves BBW's) So Do yourself A Favore And Add Him Rate Him And Maybe Even Fan Him!!!! Have Fun With this One Lady's He Is A Good One To Have On Your List!!!!! Kisses And Hug's

Big Beautiful Woman
Big Beautiful Woman From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from BBW) The phrase "Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is used by its proponents to denote an attractive, self-confident "woman of size". BBWs are also the focus of a subculture with interests centered on the acceptance, support, and admiration of fat women. Exceptionally large women are called SSBBWs, with the SS standing for "super size". Recently, "Hypersize" has come into use to describe women upward of 500 pounds. The term "BHM," which stands for "big handsome man," is not nearly as prevalent as the term "BBW." Men who are attracted to BBWs are known to the world at large and the media as "chubby chasers" or "fat admirers" although many men who admire such women do not use either term to describe themselves. Some of these men are attracted exclusively to BBWs, while others are simply attracted to good-looking women regardless of size. There are also a large number of lesbian women wh

The Phobia List
THE PHOBIA LIST A- Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.

Sex
Fact one: climaxing isn't that easy For most females, learning to climax is quite a difficult and time-consuming business. Nowadays, men tend to suggest to women that they should be able to reach orgasm very easily. The media – and that includes romantic novels and erotic films – often give the same impression. Yet our research shows that the average British female doesn't start having reliable orgasms until about two years after she first has sex with a man! However, there are many women who don't conform to this pattern: for instance, a lot of teenage girls learn to climax on their own - through masturbation - long before they ever go near a guy. But in general, the ability to 'come' has to be learned over a considerable period of time. So if you haven't managed it yet, don't be downhearted – as you almost certainly will get there. Some of our patients first 'rang the bell' when they were in their 40s! Fact two: almost any woman can 'come'

Tool Concert Was Good
I know, I should be saying that it was awesome, rocked my world, whatever, but it didn't. I enjoyed Seether much more than Tool. I guess it is because Tool didn't interact with each other, or the crowd, and although they had a great light show, they had 10 minute musical interludes between songs, and it was sooooo boring! I guess it could have also had to do with the fact that I was completely exhausted and could barely stand up towards the end.. I dunno. They sounded great though!

--five Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period, you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage, you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is where you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Fuck you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom!

Hmm Maybe I'm Picky
the person I'd like to love, is not so hard to find, she must have a good personality, and a good state of mind. I don't wish to be worshiped, I don't want nobody obsessed, I don't want someone pissed off, I don't want someone depressed. maybe my expectations are bit too high, maybe there is no answer, maybe it's based on lies. made in my standards are from back in the days, maybe I'm crazy in an old fashioned way. why is it hard? what happened to love? why so much drama? Why do I feel like giving up. they say 'give it time, I'm sure she'll come' when days turn to months... I feel the loneliness of one. much to my knowledge I was not like this, I might have regretted, I might just have missed. my moment to shine, the girl of my dreams, I'm a little bit skeptical, If I know what that means. I will sit here patiently, to see you arrive, I made it this far, I'm sure I'll survive. the way I look at it now, I'm sure you'll know, that when I

Her
I find myself yearning to touch her, Though in the most innocent places. My fingertips across her cheekbone, My eyes breathing her soul. My heart is her playground, And my soul her guide. Longing to hold the softness of her hand, To embrace the wholeness of her light. Flutters from within my depths, Footsteps imprinted on my life, Of her glowing smile, And tender gaze, so deep, but not drowning

I Need Help...
I just got me a 3 day blast from one of my great friends.....Andrea....THANKS!!!!!!!! I'm just in a mega-rut here.....i have no fucking clue on what picture to use, or what to even say. Can you all give me some tips on how to make my BLAST a GREAT BLAST???? Much Ablidged, Derek

Walls
I'm never one to listen to my own advice, and often I should. When friends tell me of their fear of being in relationships, I usually tell them this: "Love is like a rose. If you are afraid to touch the rose, to hold it because you are afraid of the thorns, then you can never fully appreciate its beauty. Love is the same way. If you are afraid of it, you will never know true love." But it isn't just that way with love. It is that way with life. So often we hide behind walls, thinking those self imposed prisons will protect us from hurt. That they will keep anything and everyone that would hurt us far away. But how can we live life that way? I know as I look back at the walls I have hid behind for so long, that they were walls not to keep others out, but to keep me inside. The walls do come down from time to time, for those far enough away or with those that I can never see myself in a close relationship with. And they come down with others who have walls. I guess I fe

Aweful Truth About Fubar Enjoy!
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Especially Lie About Someone Being Dead I Will Not Stand For Dishonesty To My Lounge!!!!!!!
I UNSCRIBED 3 ACCOUNTS BY A PERSON , WHEN ASKED FOR A PHONE NUMBER TO WHERE HIS BROTHER WAS BURIED AND COULDN'T GIVE IT , WILL , IM NOT BLONDE OR FUCKIN STUPID AND I UNSCRIBED HIS ASS. DON'T BE DISHONEST IN " MY LOUNGE " THAT I WORKED HARD TO CREATE WITH GOOD PEOPLE AND OUR TROOPS PROTECTING OUR ASS'S HERE . I WILL LAY THE BIGGEST CAN OF WHOOP ASS ON YOU , YOUR'LL WISH YOU HAVEN'T MEET ME .SO, ANYONE WANTS TO PLAY I'LL PLAY AND YOU WILL BE LOSING . THIS IS BREW P.S. TO SEND FLOWERS SAD SHIT ISN'T IT

A Kentucky Date
A young Kentucky man goes to a drug store and says to the pharmacist: "I got a hot date tonight, an'I need me some pertection. How much is a pack a' them rubbers gonna cost me?" The pharmacist responds: "A three-pack of condoms is $4.99 with tax." "TACKS!" the shocked redneck says. "Gawd a' mighty, don't they stay on by themselves?

Something To Think About..
you know i've read some blogs lately and it has given me alot of my own thoughts on some things as it relates to fu. by that i mean if you look at my page there to the bottom, you'll notice that i have a ton more fans of than fans. or one better, i've tried talking with alot of people on my list, and oddly you get blown off. or try this one: i see alot of status' help me get this or give me that etc etc but very few have i found that actually will do the same for you. i mean wtf is that? i don't know about the rest of you that are actually taking the time to read this blog (and i dare say very few are), but when i joined fu i was under the understanding that everyone helped everyone. and that's been something i have lived by since day 1 with anyone i saw or met or whatnot. call it whining call it bitching call it whatever you like, but truth is truth. fact of the matter is it's all about who gives you what and about your little point thing than it is giving back. now that doesn't mean

Santa's Prayer On Christmas Eve
This is something we all need to remember at this time of the year . Santa's Prayer on Christmas Eve By Warren D. Jennings The sleigh was all packed, the reindeer were fed, But Santa still knelt by the side of the bed. "Dear Father," he prayed "Be with me tonight. There's much work to do and my schedule is tight. I must jump in my sleigh and streak through the sky, Knowing full well that a reindeer can't fly. I will visit each household before the first light, I'll cover the world and all in one night. With sleigh bells a-ringing, I'll land on each roof, Amid the soft clatter of each little hoof. To get in the house is the difficult part, So I'll slide down the chimney of each child's heart. My sack will hold toys to grant all their wishes. The supply will be endless like the loaves and the fishes. I will fill all the stockings and not leave a track. I'll eat every cookie that is left for my snack. I can do all these things Lord, only through You, I just need your b

Thoughts?
This is something that I personally agree with. I don't expect everyone to agree with it or me. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. Washington Post Getting Beyond Stalemate To Win A War John Batiste And Pete Hegseth December 8, 2007 Congress has been entangled in a war-funding debate that pits war "supporters" against antiwar "defeatists." With all sides seemingly entrenched, a stalemate looms. The Pentagon, meanwhile, will soon begin stripping money from its training budget to fund the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. Our military men and women deserve better than partisan politics; they deserve honest assessments of our nation's performance in fighting the Long War. We are veterans of the Iraq war with vastly different experiences. Both of us commanded troops in Iraq. We, too, held seemingly entrenched, and incompatible, views upon our return. One of us spoke out against mismanagement of the war -- failed leadership, lack of strategy and misdirection. The other cha

My Name Is Candy
For my first blog I am going to address the use of my name. Unless you know me or I say its ok, use my name with care. It is my real given name and I have heard almost every line there is. Quit asking if you can have some candy or asking how sweet I am or any other comment you think is cute. I won't respond to you. There are those of you I let play with my name and you know who you are. Everyone else can "stick" it. PUN INTENDED

The Hotel Meeting
I sit at the bar of the hotel, positioned so as to have a clear view of the entrance lobby, toying nervously with a glass of untouched champagne, unable to pull my eyes away from the reception desk and front door beyond. My lips tremble, silver flashes appearing in my deep blue eyes as my mind conjures up the image of the beauty I await, my body aching for your touch. I breath deeply as I anticipate inhaling your sweet aroma and my mouth moistens, my lips pursing as I long for the moment when I can explore your tender body with my tongue. My heart skips a beat as there, framed in the doorway, stands your delectable frame , beads of sweat glistening on your body from the hot summer sun causing the light of the hall to dance across your delectable face. Lost in the moment I sit and watch, a warm smile on my face, as this wonderful image of perfection desperately scans the entrance hall for me. Then, in a moment, our eyes lock, both frozen, motionless as we gaze deeply into each others ey

Takecareyachild!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was raised by my grandparents, single mother couldnt hold the weight, my daddy thought he was whodini, did a magic trick(laugh), made that great escape, my fate without a father didnt change, just was harder, i'm a blackman in a whitemans world, that wasnt any girl it was corey's daughter, i'll go from infinity 2 beyond for any child thats my bond, they need love, but take care of ya own blood to the damn scrubs, real thugs plug their own 1st, even in the midst of conflict, seeds indeed grow into trees, products of the parents, wasnt no need 2 leave, i grieve every time i look in the eyes of a child that looks like their daddy but he's gone past november, it saddens me, but his lil girl is now happy, with the substitution but it can get confusing, he steady mobbin making moves and coming up with excuses, its useless, lets use this as a battleground, i neva told him not 2 come around but since he wont that i'll say it NOW.............

I Keep Thinking...
I keep thinking in the back of my mind That things will change in a matter of time I feel so low and such emptiness What have I done to create such a mess? My heart is full, filled with love A gift I was given from heaven above All I wanted was to share it with you You've always been there to carry me through You make me smile , you make me laugh I wonder, can you tell me, what's wrong with that? I miss you so much, my heart has an ache Why can't I be trusted, what's it going to take? Just because I love my friend Does our friendship have to come to an end? I don't think it should have to be that way But it seems like there's going to be hell to pay I'm not afraid, I refuse to be controlled I have to stand up, I gotta be bold Without trust, love is lost Just how much is this going to cost? I don't care, there's no price too high I'm not going to let this friendship die It means too much to me to let it go And I just wanted to let you know That with each tear

Wet Paws And Long Naps...winter, Has Come At Last. >:)
I dreamed of her again and it buged me. That life is all but gone. Its cold as fuck here...and I love it. The others say that I should leave town and try my luck elce where but...this is my town. Its true, I could go to colorado or new mexico or even LA but....cali sucks.^u-u^ I think I'll walk my park and wait for that someone to find me. And I hope its soon, I grow tired of hearing her call out to me. See you soon.

Fear
Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions. Fear of loving. Fear of losing that felling of floating on air. Fear of one day hearing the words…goodbye… How can love & fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart. Maybe, loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life. I feel that with you, fear. Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again. Fear of giving myself to be hurt again. Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again. Where do I go from here? Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away? Do I let go now and let fear win? Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away? Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win? Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true. Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control. Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen. Love knows no

In Love
when I first came to this site I know nothing about it but I lerned quick and wow it as goon along way and I meet this realy lovely lady (ace) on here and I am truly falling in love with her I can't wate to go see her in the stats when I go there in the newyear

A Good Black Man
Good men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But as you mature, you realize it is better to find somebody who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A Good Black Man doesn't agree wholeheartly with everything you say. He doesn't tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada yada yada he is. He won't have to because it shows. He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he is right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item

Som Bad News...
Went to the eye doctor this morning. Had alil bit of bad news. I lost alil bit of vision and i have more scaring.. So yeah just kinda mooing around cause my eyes are still dialated.. But other than that he siad I wont go totally blind. So i guess I'm alil bit happy about that.. He took some pictures. Which he explained to me the scaring kinda looks like a bullseye.. or like a galaxy in the back of my eye. So if you are my friend leave e a cheerful messege and cheer me up.. hugs

Going Once...going Twice..sold!!!!
Come check out Abbys auction. Now is your chance too own me or someone else for one month. Too bid you must start the bid at $3,000 fubucks. Be creative when bidding not limited too Fubucks, Rates,pimpouts, tags, skins, morphs,Vips,Blasts,Happy Hours and what ever else you might think too throw in for the win. Too the one that wins me for a month this is what you get from me. So click on the picture and place bid. Auction ends Dec17 th Going one...Going twice...Sold too the highest bidder

Think It Sucks?
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Dec 10, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007 Message from Eric’s family members... Date: Dec 7, 2007 1:40 PM Body: I just wanted to say congrats on the baby! and I also wanted to say that I think you are so wrong for what you did to Eric! He should have been there to see his first child being born, and you took that from him! It doesn't matter what "was" going on with the two of you, you are a bicth in my eyes. and that was sooooo fucking wrong. you have crushed that man in so many ways its not even fucking funny. If it wasn't for him you wouldn't have that precious baby. Again congrats. LOL....enough said! Ohhh and how could I have done that to him? I called him and told him she was born. I had complications and couldn't have extra people there. OHHHHHH and he came to see her...the the next day I text him and asked him to come sign the birth cer. and he text me said and said we needed to talk before he would sign! TOO FUCKING LATE TO TALK AZZ HOLE! SHE WAS A

Email
A little boy goes to his father and asks 'Daddy, how was I born?' The father answers, 'Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: YOU'VE GOT MALE

Grrrrrrrrrrr
i don't fucking believe it... i've woken up with no voice today... any other day of the week this wouldn't bother me but today i have a job interview... hopefully the employer will see past this & find that my skills are what they need despite my not being able to answer their questions as clearly as i would like... wish me luck:D

Say No To Starbucks
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks > >>anymore! > >> > >>Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let > >>them > >>know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send > >>some > >>of it to the troops there. > >>Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of > >>their > >>business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, > >>and > >>that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > >> > >>So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying > >>any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know > >>this > >>war might not be very popular > >>with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the > >>ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. > >> > >>If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it > >>and > >>no one will never know. > >> > >>Thanks very much for y

Boycott Starbucks
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks > >>anymore! > >> > >>Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let > >>them > >>know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send > >>some > >>of it to the troops there. > >>Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of > >>their > >>business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, > >>and > >>that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > >> > >>So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying > >>any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know > >>this > >>war might not be very popular > >>with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the > >>ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. > >> > >>If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it > >>and > >>no one will never know. > >> > >>Thanks very much for y

Argggg!!
I just dont understand men these days..Maybe I am choosing the wrong ones or something..All they seem to want is sex..I am looking for a relationship..Is there something wrong with me? or is it the men? Maybe one day I will find the right man but untill then I will NOT do anymore one night stands..That crap gets old..Sorry yall but I am just so tired of all the crap that goes on these days..I am sure alot of you ladies out there know what I am talking about.

Fubar Changes!!
As ususal it seems that this site is following suit with others. Money, money and more money, guess it's the nature of it all. You would think that when a site is established that the ones hosting it would get input from others when changes are made. Evidentally Fubar didn't!! I have noticed changes on here over the past several weeks and have not recieved any notification of them only to find out for myself later. I have bragged to others about this site and encouraged them to join but now see that I may be wrong in doing so. Guess it was all to good to be true to begin with. Who really cares about what is posted on other peoples page and at the same time who really needs to know about you are posting. I think it's total bullshit and a only a way to get people to sign up VIP, again about money. Oh well, such is life on the web!!

If Only You Knew,
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

Confusion.
Life, what is the meaning of it? Life you are born to do what..Die? I don't like to think this way I believe life was meant to be so you can enjoy what the world is about I don't see the point of arguing,fussing,fighting,violence, and so much more just doesn't make sense. Some people are naturally born evil in my opinion all in the mind. Evil is ones own way of life do not bring other people into that life of yours if they want nothing to do with you. Religion, how can you prove that yours is right over mine? You may argue yours makes more sense but that's not always the case. Everyone has there own belief sure you can suggest what you believe but forcing ones religion onto another is just wrong... It has been done many times in the past it makes no sense but who am I to judge? Agnostic is my own personal belief...God can be neither proven or denied. No one has 100% proof that there religion is right over another. Can you prove there is a being out there? how do you know Evolution i

To Brownie
that was not me that messaged you.it was this guy named jubal who is using a few of my pics.i do not have gf nor did i do anything wrong i havent been online except for this morning,i doubt u'll read this but if you do im sorry this imposter is bothering you,everyone i try to be friends with he harrasses.....

Gator614
He lied, he mislead me , he cheated me and my little girl... do not add him,,, trust me ladies...he is bad ews,,and no this is not from a scorned or ahteful reation...just the facts... he played me against myBFF... he tried ud both... if he's on ur list DELETE him or ur on ur own! Good luck HARM NONE>>>> Blesse BE!

Serendipity
The stars the sea breeze the feeling thats set's you free hearing the ocean waves looking upon an sky an star i wish upon and wished him beside me to look deep into his eyes seeing an adventure together into the promise land when love feels like magic you call it serendipity of love & faith brought us together of the the perfect night full of suspense your eyes melt me inside as i hold you dearly in my arms i hold what is priceless to cherish & adore to sickness & to health i am your princess that climed up the wall of courage to save my prince.i stand on one knee for the moment of my life to kiss the princes hand.I'll be an woman of good faith,i'll prove to you we belong together to protect you from hurt & pain let me be the one you want and the one you need& all for eternity of love.

Some More Thinking To Do... And A Perspective Of A Respected Friend In The Lifestyle...
When I had left Master Trali as I had said I had a lot of turmoil running within myself. Although I was accepting of that part of myself in having a passion and not being able to leave the lifestyle behind... At the time knowing and accepting I was a submissive by nature, and had the knowledge to be a slave. It highly angered me and I would go around in circles in my head. This is where I started speaking with a dearly loved friend of mine in the lifestyle. I knew he had quite a bit more experience than I with it... being at least 12 more than I have delt with the BDSM ways. I was still very much broken up about Master Mirror and there were many things I had yet to understand about what had happened and what was going to happen. I had had many talks with him about the ways, he shared many experiences he had and gave me encouragement. I just could not get over my hang ups of the past. At this point I will say that because of my anger and hurt that I was feeling, He was the onl

Contest
CONTEST WILL LAST 4 HOURS ONLY, IT WILL START TONIGHT AT 6PM PST 8PM CST 9PM EST AND IT WILL END TONIGHT AT 10PM PST MIDNIGHT CST 1 AM EST THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS AND RATES WILL WIN FIRST WINNER WILL RECEIVE 100,000 FU-BUCKS SECOND WINNER WILL RECEIVE 50,000 FU-BUCKS THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!!

Meet Me By The Gates
By the iron frozen metal Shedding the paint it once wore Proving its youth has dimmed Allowing generations to pass For many years the tears have rusted Lonely from the passing days Meet me at the gates of peace Where the industrial soldier stands Walking in the silence Only to hear the creaks of memories Feel the moonlight warm the touch While the vines shadow the grass Crying from the forgotten past Meet the carrier of angels Showing the way to the light Welcoming with open arms A smile shows from a frown Helping those who have been lost Only to lose itself Meet me at the gates of tears Where her marks graze the gravel Her towering height feels so small Lacking the need to want Hear it grieve as dusk flows the soil Only to try again at dawn Meet me at the gates of memories Where inside holds many stories Listen to her and she will speak Of the lives that have touched the sky Hear her pleads of atten

Funny Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse mom at the whorehouse and dad smoking grass I'd just settled down for a nice piece of ass when out on the lawn I heard such a clatter I sprung from my piece to see what's the matter then out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be Saint Nick He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell I knew in a moment the old fucker fell he filled all our stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer he rose up the chimney with a thuderous fart the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart he swore and he cursed as he rode out cause that son of a bitch took the pool out!

Another Real Time Master.. Lord Vlad Impaler.
When Lord Vlad came into my life I was not looking for a Master... I have to laugh because there were a lot of Masters and Doms I had fought off and had told that I really did not need a Master at the time. It was on my birthday when I met Lord Vlad, I had just moved to a new place. I will say that Master Vlad and I did not start out on good terms in a way. I had found that my honesty and integrity was in question by himself and a slave he knew after I had had a session with him. This of course did not bode well with me, and being the type I am I respectfully asked the slave to have him contact me.. (as it was from her that I found out his misgivings of me.) He did contact me and I told him my feelings on the subject. In the end with that we did work things out. He had found that I was not looking for a Master as I told any Master I spoke with. Simply I was still having issues within myself and knew I could not hold a stable firm one on one relationship. Also I enjoyed bein

Whiny Drunk Girl Part Iv - Just Then All Her Sweetness Was...
...swallowed up into a great big ball of ugliness. I really hope she can escape one day and learn to love herself. Because if she can't find her beauty inside, neither can anyone else. Love yourself Caryn my dear. Learn to see your worth. See that its not all wrapped up in some guy. You need to love you first. Then and only then. You will learn the truth. You needn't force someone to care. They might just come to you. And when they do. You need to remember this: Cherish each special moment, each electrifying kiss. Don't take for granted on this day. That he'll be there tomorrow. Because dear sweet Caryn, this will only bring you sorrow. Live for today. Live like there's no tomorrow. Cause life's to short to live in the past. If you can love yourself, then others will follow. Caryn dear, there's one for you. If you'll give you a chance. Don't be in a great big hurry. Don't do that demanding dance. Let it flow, one day at a time. Let you

O..m..g
so im having one of those days where its like nothing goes right for me. i have to go into work at 6 am tommorow because the girl in the baby room has to watch her cable get cut on? im sooo sick of being the only one that has to come in early and work late. ill probably have to work 6 to 5:30 tommorow with an hour break...thats IT. im sick of crap at work and this bullshit going on between my friends and im getting stuck in the middle of it when i didnt do anything. i wanna just lock myself in my room for a week and not talk to anyone. ugggh

Finally !!!
After kissin' many frogs I finally found my prince I know w/all my heart he's the one we have been together 4 mos. now & I fall in luv more & more every day not only is he hotter than hell but he actually loves me & does everything to show me that more & more I luv ya SAM KOERING don't ever change!!! muah Unfortunately SAM KOERING needs 2 change turned out 2 be a dunk in denial my worse nightmare I divorced a drunk I don't need another so I still haven't found my prince

~ Jim Croce - I Have To Say I Love You In A Song ~
Well, I know its kind of late I hope I didnt wake you But what I got to say cant wait I know youd understand cause every time I tried to tell you The words just came out wrong So Ill have to say I love you in a song Yeah, I know its kind of strange But every time Im near you I just run out of things to say I know youd understand cause every time I tried to tell you The words just came out wrong So Ill have to say I love you in a song cause every time the time was right All the words just came out wrong So Ill have to say I love you in a song Yeah, I know its kind of late I hope I didnt wake you But theres something that I just got to say I know youd understand cause every time I tried to tell you The words just came out wrong So Ill have to say I love you in a song

~ Jim Croce - Time In A Bottle ~
If I could save Time in a bottle The first thing that I'd like to do Is to save every day 'til Eternity passes away Just to spend them with you If I could make days last forever If words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then, Again, I would spend them with you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things you want to do Once you find them I've looked around enough to know That you're the one I want to go Through time with If I had a box just for wishes And dreams that had never come true The box would be empty Except for the memory Of how they were answered by you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things you want to do Once you find them I've looked around enough to know That you're the one I want to go Through time with

** Set Sail Aboard Fubar's 1st World Cruise***
Hello everyone, this is your Captain speaking. Come on and climb aboard the very first 'Fubar World Cruise' to get more friends, fans and page rates. It is free to join us, but feel free to buy the crew members a drink or 2 during happy hours LOL. The few simple rules to join us are as follows ... 1} You MUST rate, fan and add all crew members and the passengers. Remember to put Fubars Cruise in the add request or the passengers may not add you. 2} Once you have done number 1, you send a private message (not shout) to the Captain, who will then add you to the next update. 3} Passengers must have a passport (default) photo and be level 1 and above to be added to the passenger list. 4} You are asked to repost bulletins so that more passengers can join in the fun, thank you! You are not required to have Fubar World Cruise in your user name and do not have to leave any families or other trains to take part. The crew have the right to refuse any rude passeng

To Every Guy...
To every guy To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy tha

Trust No One But Yourself....
Well...today actually about an hour ago...I was told something by someone that has made me hit the floor. I am pissed...I am livid...and I dont kno what to do. I am actually leaving the online shit for a while..for the rest of the nite...I have turned off my cell and turned off the ringer on my home phone. I just wish to be alone. So I am gonna go in the living room here in a few, watch a movie and just drown in a bottle of Jack and get wasted beyond my normal standards! I will see ya all tomorrow...maybe... ^..^

Silly Things To Do At Christmas (email)
1. Stand in front of a supermarket wearing a Santa suit, ringing a bell and wishing everyone a Happy Hanukkah. 2. Wrap yourself in swaddling clothes and lay in the manger of the neighbor's nativity scene. 3. Put on a Santa suit and open a mall kiosk that sells reindeer jerky and Easter Bunny filets. 4. Call Park Rangers in your area and tell them Rudolph is sick. Ask if you can borrow one of their reindeers. If they tell you no, then yell at them telling them they are heartless bastards for ruining Christmas for all the children around the world. 5. Wear a Santa suit to the nearest red light district and stand on the corner saying "Ho! Ho! Ho!" as women walk by. 6. Get a job as a mall Santa and then tell all the children that they've been naughty and won't be getting any presents this year. 7. Create snow sculptures in your yard of snowmen in suggestive poses. 8. Buy a package of Keebler's E.L. Fudge Sandwich Cookies and hand them out to children saying this is wha

Meet Me In The Stars
As I am saying good night, at the end of the day, And you are not here but many miles away, My heart is so empty and so lonely inside, As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide. I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, But with the sadness inside I begin to weep. Suddenly I remember what you once said to me, Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be. When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember, I still hold you near in my heart. When the night together, can't be ours, Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars. Remembering those words, I begin to smile, And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles. I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged, But you are not there, no hug to exchange. I sit alone waiting with hope in my heart, No longer wanting to be kept apart. Suddenly in the distance a shadow appears, A tear rolls down my face and the image is clear. There is no question it is you who I see, Waiting in the stars, just like you pro

If By Chance...
If by chance, Some moonlit night, You feel a breeze against your cheek, Know it's me saying "hi" Sending my love. If by chance, You think you're all alone, You're not. I'll always be here for you. If by chance, You need someone to love you, I'll be there To show you I care. If by chance, You need a hug, Just ask. If by chance, Some moonlit night, You look up at the stars, Know I'm looking too, Wishing I could be there with you. If by chance, You heard me say "I love you" You'd know it's true Because... If by chance doesn't exist ...When I really do!

1 Is 1, 2 Is 2, Love Is Love
1 is 1, 2 is 2, love is love, and these two do There was a couple making out behind a tree after school. they were supposed to be heading home. it started to rain. they didn't care and kept on kissing lightning started to strike, and they could both hear thunder water was dropping down on them but they didn't care they started kissing more and more it was getting hot between them the boy pushed the girl onto the tree and put his arms around her. as soon as his lips touched her lips again, lightning struck the tree and they both fell unconsious. the janitor found them behind the tree they were transfered to a hospital nearby the boy woke up, but the girl was still unconsious the boy was very guilty the girls kidney started to fail because of the lightning volt the doctors tried everything to save her. the boy decided to donate his kidney the blood matched his parents said not to, because he would die but the

My Mom
AS MANY OF U KNOW MY PARENTS ARE BOTH VERY ILL. MY MOM WENT IN TO THE ER LAST NIGHT AND IS IN THE HOSPLITAL YET AGAIN. U CAN SEE IN MY EARLIER BLOGS WHAT ALL IS WRONG WITH HER. HER TREMORS ARE GETTING WORSE . MY DADS COPD IS GETTING WORSE. AND MY NEPHEW IS ON HIS WAY TO CHILDRENS HOSPLITAL TOM FOR FOLLOW UP MRI ON HIS SPINE. MY SON ALSO HAS STREAP AND MY PC IS BROKE SO I HAVE N OT BEEN ON LINE MUCH. PLEASE CONTI. TO KEEP M Y FAMILY IN UR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS THANK YOU STEPHANIE

I Hate You All
i hate you all.go fuck yourselves.seriously.right in the god damned asshole...with a pointy stick.this is prob the gayest site ever....or im just in a bad mood.all of you fuckers suck.everday its the same old shit with the same old motherfuckers.show me your ass...or lets see some titties..with a random twat or two.i have never really noticed how many god damned idiots there are here.maybe that makes me one two...oh well..FUCK YOU ALL. youre all some dirty fucken whores

P.s.a (punky Service Announcement)
The new bar tab sucks ass. It's like a stalkers wet dream over there in that little box. Seriously. Anyway. I think that's all I got for right now. I give ya'll a real blog in a few days, when I'm not so listless.

Why You Should Love Ninjas As Much As I Do
hi, my name is thor (in case you didn't know) and i can't stop thinking about ninjas and this will tell you why... so you can love ninjas as much as do because these guys are cool... and by cool i mean totally sweet. facts: 1. ninjas are mammals. 2. ninjas fight ALL the time. 3. the purpose of the ninja is to flip out and kill people. Testimonial: ninjas can kill anyone they want! ninjas cut off heads ALL the time and don't even think twice about it. these guys are so crazy and awesome that they flip out ALL the time. i heard that there was this ninja who was eating at a diner, and when some dude dropped a spoon the ninja killed the whole town. my friend mark said that he saw a ninja totally uppercut some kid just because the kid opened a window. now that's what i call REAL Ultimate Power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you don't believe that ninjas have REAL Ultimate Power you better get a life right now or they will chop your head off!!! it's an easy choice, if you

Sex Tips! According To This I Plan On Haveing It Alot It Keeps Me Healthy
5 REASONS WHY SEX iS GOOD! - 1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150 calories every half an hour. It will lower your cholesterol and improve breathing circulation. 2) You won't get sick. According to research if you have sex 1-2 times a week. You are less likely to get sick. 3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater sense of well-being. Women who have more sex were clinically proven to be less depressed than women who dont have sex. 4) Makes you look better; problem is that ugly people don`t get any. Sex releases hormones which make your skin and hair softer and shinier and tone your physique. 5) The best reason: You will live longer. Studies prove that sex makes you live longer. Men who had sex 1-2 times a week, had half the death rate as those who did not indulge themselves at least once a month. It also makes you look younger. If you have sex 3 times a week you may look up to10 years younger than you really are. - SOME THiNGS YOU MiGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN

Imperfections
So many have them, Very few admit to them. Some see them as what they are, Some to tall or small. Even medium and dull. To heavy or slim. Or even, Of different color skin. The imperfections. Can cause some To be cruel, And mean. Though the fact remains, The one who cares, With heart and soul. Does not see, The imperfections.

Daddy's Little Girl/heavenly Tears
Daddy's Little Girl/Heavenly Tears A Woman's Sorrow/A Little Girls Loss/Heavenly Tears I am the Father that saves every tear that you cry, you mean that much to Me! As I look through this huge window out into the meadow and the forest of the East Texas Landscape I have so much to be thankful for. Yet the tears are falling somewhere out there. Somewhere out there a little girl is crying, that has never really found the love that only a loving father can give. Somewhere out there a young girl is crying, that has never really found the love that only a loving father can give. Somewhere out there a girl in her teens is crying, that has never really found the love that only a loving father can give. Somewhere out there a young woman is crying, that has never really found the love that only a loving father can give. Somewhere out there a lonely woman is crying, that has never really found the love that only a loving father can give. Somewhere out there an older woman is cr

Meet =ftw=
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Du Hast
du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis zumtod der scheide sie lieben auch in schlechten tagen nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein

Listen To Your Heart.........
There are times in life when you have to make a choice. You chose one thinking that it is the best possible answer however, over time you begin to realize that the second option was far better from the beginning. And when you make your first choice you always think that the second choice will be there waiting for you, like some fairy tale. Well, I had to make a choice over two guys. I chose one thinking with my head instead of my heart. While my second option was always better yet I was afraid to take it. I was afraid to let my heart win, sounds pretty silly. Listen with your heart instead of your head because your heart is much wiser!! IF ONLY I WAS TO LISTEN TO MY HEART. After realizing that I wanted the other. He was already long gone. Its crazy how you realize how much you need someone after the fact. This man knows me better than I know myself, he could probably read my mind, and he is the only one who can understand certain parts of my life. I lost him and now I can

It Rocks
SO I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS FUBAR THINGY UNTIL MY HUBBY STARTED SHOWING ME THINGS TO DO ON HERE!!! NOW THAT I KNOW MY WAY AROUND NOW I LOVE IT!!! BTW GO TO THE CANDY SHOP IT ROCKS GREAT PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN ALL AT THE SAMETIME.... HOPE TO SEE YA THERE!!!!!

Ice Storm
OKLAH0MA CITY WAS HIT WITH A MAJOR ICE STORM THIS WEEKEND. I AM ONE OF THE 28.000 OR MORE WITH OUT POWER. AFTER BEING HOME ALL NIGHT AND ALL DAY WITH NO POWER I DECIDED TO COME TO MY MOM'S FOR THE NIGHT, NOT SURE WHEN MY POWER WILL BE BACK ON. I DO HAVE PICS OF THE STORM AS SOON AS I GET BACK HOME AND EVERYTHING SETTLES DOWN I WILL SHARE THEM WITH YA'LL...MORE OF THIS CRAP IS SUPPOSED TO HIT OVER NIGHT. GREAT JUST WHAT I DON'T WANT!! BUT ANYWAY WE ARE ALL OK (ME AND MY KIDS)..JUST WANTED TO LET THE PPL I TALK TO KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON...I'LL BE ON HERE FOR A FEW HER COMPUTER SUCKS!!

Life
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Oi, Life Was Easier When You Were Younger.
I mean well.. school was made so anyone can go in a heartbeat, even for free... you didn't have to deal with any bills, your folks did. life was just a lt simpler... i can't go back to school b/c i can't afford it... wich sucks since i can't find work anyway... i mean i could work my ass off at 100 bucks a week at some fast food joint. and my book i've been talking about... i need to find an actual publisher, not a crook. i had an anxiety attack earlier... god i wish i don't know what i wish... considered doing phone sex... erm "tellemarkiting" but well i don't have a second phone and i live with my mother... i doubt she'd want to deal with that lol.

How Did That Happen?
ok so as far as i could tell this morning i was rated like 419 so how many people or on fubar 420? But i wonder how the rating works because as far as I could tell nothing special happened and nobody really checked me out I guess but oh well yay me!!!!!!

Faunus The Roman Goat Foot
Words by Morven, Jennifer, Roger, Chip, & BG Tune: "Rudolph the Red nosed Reindeer" Faunus the Roman Goat-God Had a very rigid prick And if you ever saw it You would say it's quite a trick All the other deities Used to leer suggestively They always wanted Faunus To Join in the revelry Then one frosty Saturnal Juno made this call "Faunus since you're hung so well, Won't you ring my solstice bell?" Then all the others pouted And they muttered jealously "Faunus, the Roman goat-god Better save a turn for me!"

God Rest Ye Merry, Paganfolk
Tune: "God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen" God rest ye merry, paganfolk, Let nothing you dismay. Remember that the Sun returns Upon this Solstice day. The growing dark is ending now And Spring is on its way. Oh, tidings of comfort and joy, Comfort and joy! Oh, tidings of comfort and joy. The Goddess rest ye merry, too, And keep you safe from harm. Remember that we live within The circle of Her arms, And may Her love give years to come A very special charm. Oh, tidings of comfort and joy, Comfort and joy! Oh, tidings of comfort and joy. VERSION II Gods bless ye merry, Paganfolk Let nothing you afright There's naught but peace will touch us here On this the longest night For our Great Mother will give birth And turn the dark to light Chorus: And the Wheel's turning round and round Round and round. And the Wheel's turning round and round. Into the west's fast dimming light The Dark God must retreat As all of life must come at last To death the l

Have Yourself A Merry Little Yuletide
Tune: "Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas" by Hugh Martin and Ralph Blane Have yourself a merry little Yuletide Let your heart be light From now on our troubles will be out of sight Have yourself a merry little Yuletide Make the Sabbat gay From now on our troubles will be miles away. Chorus: Here we are as in olden days Happy golden days of yore Faithful friends who are dear to us Gather near to us once more. Through the years we all will be together If the Fates allow Hang a shining star upon the highest bough And have yourself a merry little Yuletide now.

Daily Horoscope: Virgo
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For December 10,2007 If you're looking for romance, now is a great time to open your eyes and check out the situation around you -- especially at work or at school! If you're with someone already, things should go well. Who wants to be my Cuddle Buddy???

Just A Common Soldier
~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ © 1987 A. Lawrence Vaincourt http://www.vaincourt.homestead.com/Common_Soldier.html He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies~~they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes to his neighbours, his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened, for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer, for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary, quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family, quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing, tho' a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that

What It Means To Love A Soldier
"What it means to love a Soldier". She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a U.S. Army Soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans." This is a life that includes grocery shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the Post Exchange, referred to as the PX, instead of

Mom's An Army
Mom's an Army borrowed from Joan Baumann Mom's an Army now! When Dad's away Mom's the Commanding Officer. When Dad's at home, Mom's the Executive Officer, coordinating and executing actions for the Command Team. Keeping track of the kids, she's the S-1. Collecting neighborhood news and relaying it to Dad she's the S-2. Making plans for the family and training the kids, she's the S-3. Stocking food and supplies for the family, she's the S-4. She answers all the family correspondence and makes appointments for Dad, so that makes her the Adjutant. Worrying about the family budget makes her the Comptroller. Paying the bills and accounting to Dad for the paychecks makes her the Finance and Accounting Officer. Looking for a new place to live when we move, she's the Billeting Officer. Assigning us chores to do, getting us fed, bathed and put to bed; she is our First Sergeant. Serving food and doing dishes, she's on KP. Carrying small ch

Stephanielynn Wants To Get Bomed
I’M A MORNING PERSON… Come get bombed with me tomorrow morning! I’ll pay ya for it. (Fu-bucks with that Mimosa?) So here’s the deal… TUESDAY MORNING DURING MY HAPPY HOUR AT 9 AM FU-TIME (That’s 12/11 at 9 AM Pacific Time, 12 noon Eastern time, 11 AM Central time for Hellcat) Pick someone out of my give-away folder (pick any person… including yourself if you’re a contestant!!). Give them 100 comments. I’ll give YOU 10,000 Fu-bucks. YEAH, that’s right… 100 bucks per comment. It’s a good deal… and that first hour at work you’re just surfing the web anyway. Or hey, if you’re on the East coast, spend your lunch hour with me and make some quick and easy Fu-bucks. SO COME ON… You’ll be helping someone else AND getting Fu-bucks too. Few simple rules • No NSFW comments are to be left. • You must private message me once you have completed the 100 comments. Let me know WHICH pic you chose. And I will promptly send you 10,000 Fu-buc

Triple Solstice Goddess
Tune: "We Three Kings" Goddesses of the Solstice are we Bringers of the Star and the Tree Maiden, Mother, Crone uncover Winter's deep mystery Chorus: Oh, time of wisdom, time of light Time of Winter's darkest night Goddess hold me, Love enfold me Open me to Your light Maiden of the darkness, I sing Underworlds of wisdom, I bring Seeking, learning, Kore returning Bearing the light of Spring Demeter, the slumbering Earth Dreaming of the Daughter's rebirth Candles lighted, world united Knowing our own true worth Crone of deepest wisdom, I dwell Deep in Time's mysterious well Dreaming, daring, teaching, sharing Hecate's secret spell

What Child Is This?
Tune: "Greensleeves" What child is this, who rises now from His Mother's womb returning Her children greet most joyously the sight of His face's bright burning Chorus: This, this is the Sun child born The radiant one, the light returned Born unto the world again This child, the promise of summer His growing light returns the warmth that darkness stole from out the Earth To bud the leaves, and blossoms bring to signal the Spring's rebirth Chorus

Nothing
Is it possible to miss something that never existed in the first place? I mean u build something up in your mind to what u want it to be and over time it becomes real. It becomes so real that eventually its your whole world. You incorporate it into your life, and your happiness becomes dependent upon it. So how is it that something nonexistsnt becomes so important? and how is it that something nonexistant can make u hurt so fuckig bad?

Happiness?
Is it possible for everyone to find happiness? Or is it only meant for some to find? That is the question that burns through my mind. How is it that some are blessed with wonderful relationship, were others must love someone who doesnt love them back. Or there are some who have money out their ears,were some are barely scraping by. I dont understand this but maybe someday i will. My dad says happiness comes with love, but the only thing i see that comes with love is heartache and loneliness. My dad also tell me that i only need to find the one person i can give my heart to, and this will give me love and happiness. The only problem with that is if you give your heart to someone the always offer it back in pieces with a note that says " Here you go, you can put it back together." I am not going to say happiness is not going to happen for i have a long life ahead of me. I just wish i could find it right now.

Easiest Way To Make Xmas $$$
I found a wellness company that works similar to a wholesale shopping club where you pay a membership fee to shop and get discount prices. The difference is that this company manufactures products which are safer and healthier for you and the environment, and instead of going out to the store to buy them, the company delivers the products right to your doorstep. And the best part is, if you love the products and tell others about them and they join, the company will pay you! IM DOING IT ALONG WTH MANY OTHERS...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???

Girlfrind Apps
...I blame curiosity =) Girlfriend Application. About You Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontaneous?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS

In Your Arms
Hold me, my love, Just one more, Just to feel again your warm touch Kiss me, again, my love I want to taste your soft lips, again Bite me, I want to taste your sweet blood Just one more, Embrace me, again ‘cause in your arms I feel so safe my angel, stay with me tonight don’t leave me alone share with me with this beautiful night, oh my dear love, even words can’t describe how beautiful you are when I am looking into your eyes, I see peace and joy from that moment I know that you are my true love oh, my love, how beautiful you are after all this years I have lived I have never seen someone who had good heart in your arms I feel safety and warm when you embrace me I feel like I am in the heaven with you

Bleeding For You
Bleeding for you I wish I can forget you and never feel deep pain I wish I can bury our memories And never dreaming you I try to hold back my tears Trying so hard to erase you from my black heart But I can’t, I am to weak on you! I just lay here and bleeding for you And waiting to death knock on my door, to take me away Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me to die into your arms to feel my heart heat but you just leaving me all alone with loneliness bleeding is the only way I can forget you bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain walking through the endless dark path yearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless path I just open my arms and letting death taking me into her arms And leaving all behind And yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love you You are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heart I am bleeding for you I am bleeding for your love I wish you can drown in my love And to feel my brok

More Help, And Returns....
Ever since I have been on here, I have been blessed to be surrounded by some really good folks. I have enjoyed a lack of drama that is (from what I can tell) very extraordinary. Every time I get close to leveling, it happens while I sleep, without a request sent out! When my freinds need help, a small army has rushed to help them, no questions asked. ~~No clubs, no families, no blasts, no drama. Just fun-loving, kind-hearted freinds. I consider myself blessed !! Thanx. BUT.....this is not to yall!!!!! I am asking help from those of you who dont usually do it, but might need a little yourselves. I dont always notice when people are in need, unless they ask, and then I help as much as I can. WELL, one of my great freinds has blessed me with a VIP, so your help can be returned to you in greater measure!! Please remember that I only have 100 11s per day, so I may end up mixing some 10s in there, but it all helps the same. I wanna get to Rockstar level, just so I can sing the

The Fireplace Of My Soul
To think of you Is to let all the hundred dragons of my dreams Wake up inside my heart… It is a sweet internal hemorrhage – The crimson geysers of my blood Gushing violently through my veins! A little explosion in my brain – Ten spiders crawling on my back! And the fireplace of my soul Is instantly kindled – The ardent flames fly away into the silence. And the steam of my immense passion – Bursts through the chimney of my thirsty lips! There is no citadel to protect you – The scorching fire in my merciless mouth – The bolts of lightening striking from my fingers – The destructive lava of my cruel kisses – Oh, let me imprison you within my arms, Tie you against my body and burn you alive With my passion – my madness – The menacing magic of my savage art to love. So die, blonde angel, die In this sweet silence – this miraculous delirium - Where the overwhelming enchant of my sinister passion Mercilessly drags your shivering soul To the secret distilling room

Fantasy Files 2....
The sun was just starting to rise as we stepped across the small gap between the docks and my 31 foot Crestliner boat. The early mornng air had a slight chill to it, which was not uncommon around these parts for early June. The dew still hung on the leaves of the trees that provided all the shade that was required on the dock like a child clinging to its mother. I held the gate open for her in a gesture of the chivalry that so many people today mock. Smiling she did a mock curtsy and said, "Thank you kind sir." Tipping my invisible hat and smiling I replied in my best British accent, "Anything for milady." Giggling slightly with a rouge tint to her obvious blush, she breached the four inch gap to the carpeted deck of the boat. Handing up the cooler and the various bags of towels, cds, and plastic silverware, she sat them down as I jumped up onto the deck. Locking the gate into place, I couldn't help but feeling watched. I turned to see her blue eyes boring into me. If at any

I Have Come To The Conclusion...
Making hats, then selling them online, is a fantastic idea. I have also come to the realization that... My Me-maw is amazing, she has taught me all of my incredible talents. She also gave me 20 un-used skeins of yarn, in various colours that she decided she didn't need. Soooo...... Hats A-hoy! Now I'm attempting to draw "Captain Crochet Hook" He's going to be awesome.

12-11-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 11,2007 You ought to outlast anyone who tries to challenge you today, thanks to your persistence and practically limitless energy reserves. Try not to worry too much about the long-term, which should be fine.

Broken Wingz
something i wrote a few weeks ago. enjoy. BROKEN WINGS its just another day in the life we lead, nobody feels the way i bleed, im just another angel with broken wings, im tryin 2 forget what these eyes have seen,when i was a child i used wonder what it be like 2 fly, and think if i was good enough i might get wings when i die, but now i see that things are different, aint no wings on my back, the streets of ghosts seduced my eyes, my dreams are now turned black, this glore & happiness is gone, all thats left is hurt on my face, fingers reach 2 find a halo, but find a blue rag in its place, you told me i was special, had a peice of your heart, now its the very thing that made me that tears me apart, and scars show my wounds of war, with a word & a score, and a crown of thorns, gives me hope for everytime i was torn, as i these days pass, i see the devilish morals of a stranger, to myself i still know that deep inside theres an angel, the only angel that be's, the only ang

12-11-07
For December 11,2007 If the day starts well, it should end well -- but if it starts with a stumble, you may be struggling to catch up all day long! You should be able to get assistance if you need it, so don't be afraid to ask. So is waking up between 3:30 and 4am when I don't have to be up till 5am a stumble? o.O Oh and freezing rain on the way? If so then my day must be really going to suck LOL

Missing You...
My days have become easier Though my heart still holds a special place for you Seems like you are here Even though you’re there I have to keep moving Or I will lose my way I am living this life of mine As I have to, to keep going Still in my heart there you are Keeping me warm and alive Though you are not here I use to hurt so badly I use to cry so hard Loneliness would consume me So much that I couldn’t remember days I couldn’t think of anything or anybody but you—only you Something happened in my world That stopped me in my tracks So I couldn’t think about you Not as much as before Still you were here The love I held for you Kept me grounded Kept me going Miss you, I do Love you, I do Perhaps I learned to love you Like no other So I live today Missing you as always Perhaps I always will I know you live within me Each day I awaken Each night I fall asleep I run across your picture Here and there Read something you wrote Then I go another day

Thats A Poem From My Best Friend
Karin-My sister my friend We've been through lifes sorrow and pain But together we have always endured the strain We've argued we've bickered and made each other mad But if you were.nt my sister life would be so sad We've cried till we've laughed and laughed till we cried Sometimes for no reason we didn't even know why When we're not together our bond is just as strong Because we are sisters we know when something is wrong We've whispered our deepest secrets only sisters can share I love you my sister dearly because you really care So whether we are together or far apart Karin you are my sister my friend and forever in my heart

Anticipation
Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent Lone Wolf's in town.

Rain's Embrace
Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from which we reveal I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound My kiss is gentle, yet demanding Your body arches to feel The touch of my hand, the feel of you Without resistance to me, you yield You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans I rise above you with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment In my memory forever encased

Good Morning
Can you actually believe I am speechless today? Well there are dozens of things to write about, but one thing actually turned me off to the extent I am just going to say GOOD MORNING and I truly hope everyone who reads this and those who don’t have a great day. Oh… that thing which turned me off… yes… oh I should be used to commercialism and the almighty ways to make a buck, but this scheme just took it over the edge. It’s under Blessed Trend on MSN view if for yourself but, I believe some beliefs should be left to the individual themselves not thrust upon unwilling victims. Brings back memories of my mother sending money to evangelists in Tennessee while viewing TV programs intended on milking the elderly out of their life savings… Again I should have just said Good Morning and left it at that. A hug, and a pat Marty

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k

Hop On My Train
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture

Cougar Nearly Joins Sd Woman In Hot Tub
DEADWOOD, S.D. - A relaxing soak in a hot tub came to an abrupt end when Marlene Todd came eye to eye with a mountain lion in her backyard. I was kind of hidden, sitting with my back up against the side of the tub, and I heard a little rustling sound in the needles right beside me," she said. Todd said she thought it might have been her house cat until she saw "this big, tan, hairy body" just 4 inches away. "I didn't realize what it was until it took a leap and jumped up on the side of my hot tub," Todd said. The cougar was cornered somewhat because the deck stairs blocked its retreat. It would have to go up and over the hot tub. "It just took a leap. It jumped on the side of the hot tub," Todd said of the Thursday morning encounter. "We locked eyes, and it kicked off of the hot tub and ran away. When it jumped, it flipped my robe into the hot tub." She summoned Deadwood police, who surmised the big cat was stalking some deer in the neighborhood and may have been att

The Night Before Christmas, Texas Style! (email)
T'was the night before Christmas, in Texas, you know. Way out on the prairie, without any snow. Asleep in their cabin, were Buddy and Sue, A dreamin' of Christmas, like me and you. Not stockings, but boots, at the foot of their bed, For this was Texas, what more need be said. When all of a sudden, from out of the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright. And I saw 'cross the prairie, like a shot from a gun, A loaded up buckboard, come on at a run, The driver was "Geein" and "Hawin", with a will, The horses (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there Buck, Poncho, & Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for you all tonight." The driver in Levi's and a shirt that was red, Had a ten-gallon Stetson on top of his head. As he stepped from the buckboard, he was really a sight, With his beard and moustache, so curly and white. As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And were so astonished, that neither on

I Am Canadian
Hey, I`m not a lumberjack, or a fur trader.... I don`t live in an igloo or eat blubber, own a dogsled or ever had SARS.... and I don`t know Mark, Tina or Lisa from Canada, although I`m sure they`re really cool folk. I have a Prime Minister, not a president. I speak English, not American. And I pronounce it `about`, not `a boot`. I can proudly sew my country`s flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, not policing, diversity, not assimilation, and that the moose is a truly proud and noble animal. A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch, and it is pronounced `zed` not `zee`, `zed` !!!! Canada is the second largest landmass! The birthplace of basketball! The first nation of hockey! The Land of the runnaway slaves! and the best part of North America I AM CANADIAN!

New Song That Had Me Rofl - With Video!!!
Even if you don't like country music, you've gotta listen to this song. I just heard it for the first time on the radio on my way in and was laughing so hard I nearly cried. Merry Christmas From The Family lyrics Mom got drunk and Dad got drunk At our Christmas party We were drinkin' champagne punch And homemade eggnog Little sister brought her new boyfriend He was a Mexican We didn't know what to think of him Til he sang Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Brother Ken brought his kids with him The three from his first wife Lynn And the two identical twins From his second wife Mary Nell Of course he brought his new wife Kaye Who talks all about AA Chain smokin' while the stereo plays Noel, Noel, The first Noel Carve the turkey turn the ball game on Mix Margaritas when the eggnog's gone Send somebody to the Quik-Pak store We need some ice and an extension cord A can of bean dip and some Diet Rite A box of pampers , some Marlboro Lights Hallelujah everybod

Where Do I Start?
Well, seeing as this is my first blog,I have no idea where to start. I have had a few crazy weeks lately. I guess I should start by saying I am falling in love with my boyfriend, John. He is amazing! We met on a blind date through the a friend of mine I work with. Her boyfriend is John's cousin. So anyway, we have been dating and seeing each other for about 3 months now. I met his parents last weekend and I made such an impression on them....I fell and broke my leg! Now I am sitting here in pain and John is waiting on me hand a foot. He works and then comes by here to stay with me at night and then goes home in the morning so he can get his clothes and take care of his house and then comes back over to my house till he goes to work. Now I am looking at possible surgery to fix my leg. I am in a cast from my foot to my hip. My leg is broken in 2 major places and it hurts. Ok, enough about me. I have met a couple on here (fubar) and they are neat people. He asked her to ma

Why
Why is it that the first thing out of some mens mouths is...." YOU HAVE GREAT TITS" Do u really think that a good women is going to respond to that....If so i guess thats why most of u are still single...GROW UP....i guess thats why i go for older men...they have a little more resrect what do u think girls....

Ok Ppl
OKAY FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN HITTING JUST ABOUT EVERYONE UP ON MY LIST WITH 11'S AND COMMENTS LEFT ANAD RIGHT TOO RECIEVE ONLY 1 COMMENT BACK THIS MORNING WELL YOUO ASK FOR ADD I AT LEAST EXSPECT TO BE SPOKEN TO SO IF YOU CANAT DROP BY THEN OFF YOU GO!

Tattoo Survey
Tattoo Survey If you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on! 1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo?nah 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 17 3. What was your first tattoo? my name in graffiti 4.which tattoo is closest to your heart? the portrait of my niece,nephew,&lil'sister 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? sort of 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? yes and i want to break his hands 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? nooo way ' 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? ribs 9. Have you ever had a girl/boy friends name tattooed and had to cover it? nope 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed?since i already am i guess i'll say heavily 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yep 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? Nope 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? around 5hrs

A Dance For My Lady
I want to strip for you...there's music playing in the room, I have you alone in the room. Our eyes meet and I pull you toward me and our hips meet. My leg in between yours pulling at your box with my thigh. I pull your face to mine and our hungry mouths meet. I cherish the taste of your sweet mouth and lightly tug at your lower lip with my teeth. I walk you back to a chair w/o breaking our tight lock. You sit down and look up at me with anticipation. I'm ready to give you your show... I turn around. My hair is up so I grab my pony tail holder and pull it from my hair and my long mane falls down in one cascading movement. I reach up and run my fingers through my hair and move my hands down past my chest then my tummy...they move to my hips where I begin gyrating my hips to the music. I see you are watching every movement eagerly... I give you one of my devilish grins and then turn around with my backside toward you. I'm only a couple feet away. I then unzip my jeans and put my thumbs a

Near My Work
I'm a security guard all I have to stop some one is my phone WTF. When I heard what happoned im like in this area WTF. Some one stole a car at a nother building behind my work last night at gun point. WTF is this world coming too.

She Used To..
It's hard when someone says that they used to love you. Once you hear that, your heart almost shuts down and you just want to die. This is someone I lost my virginity to, someone I actually loved, someone I spent almost 2 years with. But it's not her fault to be honest. It's all mine. I could never make up my mind and I ruined her life. I've lost a great thing and I don't know how to react. I'm losing it over here and no body knows it but me. All this is staying bottled up. I feel..rejected, lost, and like I could just disapear and everything would be ok.

A Pizza
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got ready for the big event,

Pizza
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got

Jokes
Why do men like blond jokes?? Because they can understand them. What is the only time a man thinks about a candlelight dinner? When the power goes off. How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? - No one knows. It has never happened. Q: How much does it cost to get married, Dad? A: I don't know son, I'm still paying for it. Wife: What do you love most, my natural beauty or my body? Husband: Your sense of humor. You know the honeymoon is pretty much over when you start to go out with the boys on Wednesday nights, and so does she.

My 9 1/2 Weeks
How does one describe an Incredible Relationship gone So Bad??....A Hot, Torrid Affair?? A Loving, Caring Relationship?? A Go-Between?? Someone to help make Us feel Significant?? Only lasting approximately 9 1/2 Weeks?? This is NOT the Movie I'm talking abt here, Believe Me..It's Too Real & Painful to be a Fantasy..More like a Bad Dream in the 'Real Time'...It is NOT a Rebound Relationship, at least NOT on My part. Isn't it what they say?? If Something Seems Too Good to Be True, it Usually IS?? How does One pick up the pieces of a Heart once again made "Whole in Love" that is now in a Million pieces?? All I can Think & Feel is .....I'm So Saddened by the Entire thing happening in My Life right now...I should have Learned by Now...Right now...I have to try to put my Heart back Together..Again..One day at a Time

Dec 11
December 11, 2007 Quote of the Day "Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth." – Benjamin Disraeli --------------------- I guess this is one I should really learn to live by. I do tend to apologize for the way I feel all the time....

My Serenity
Walking through winter woods at night The Moon shining full in the cloudless sky; Snow glittering softly under the starlight A breeze blows gently by. Alone in this beautiful serenity The spirits watching from behind the trees, Whispering. At home in the solitude No civilization to elude. The Goddess speaks, Her voice echoing in my ear And a wolf my guide from the shadows does appear. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight. No mortal chains here exist Far from the Abyss; No fear, pain, or death Though darkness, full of life and breath. At a glassy pool I stand A reflection in its mirror; Revealed are the mysteries of the land The past and a future superior. Love and light, Freedom and night A raven's call Content above it all. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight, Through it all, my soul taking flight.

Pesto Beef Swirls
Pesto Beef Swirls This is a clever variation on the Italian rolled-beef dish braciola. Here, the filling is a nutty parsley-basil pesto that complements the flavor of the steak perfectly. Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup steak sauce, plus more for basting * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1/4 cup pine nuts or walnuts * 1/4 cup fresh parsley * 2 tablespoons dried basil leaves * 2 cloves garlic * 1 (2-pound) beef flank steak, pounded to 1/2-inch thickness Directions: In a blender or food processor, blend 1/2 cup steak sauce, cheese, pine nuts, parsley, basil and garlic to a coarse paste; spread over top of steak. Cut steak across grain into 8 (1-inch-wide) strips. Roll up each strip from short edge; secure with wooden toothpicks. Grill steak strips over medium heat or broil 6 inches from heat source for 7 to 8 minutes on each side, or to desired doneness, basting occasionally with additional steak sauce. Remove toothpicks

To My Dear Wife:
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with

To My Dear Husband:
I think you have things a little confused. Here are the reasons you didn't get more than you did: 5 times you came home drunk and tried to screw the cat 36 times you did not come home at all 21 times you didn't cum 33 times you came too soon 19 times you went soft before you got in 38 times you worked too late 10 times you got cramps in your toes 29 times you had to get up early to play golf 2 times you were in a fight and someone kicked you in the balls 4 times you got it stuck in your zipper 3 times you had a cold and your nose was running 2 times you had a splinter in your finger 20 times you lost the notion after thinking about it all day 6 times you came in your pajamas while reading a dirty book 98 times you were too busy watching TV Of the times we did get together: The reason I laid still was because you missed and were screwing the sheets. I wasn't talking about the crack in the ceiling, what I said was, "Would you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

What Is The Difference Between
At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? …..Who the hell are you???

Women's Wisdom
Women over 50 don't have babies because they would put them down and forget where they left them. One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of chocolates can make a woman gain 5 lbs.. My mind not only wanders, it sometimes leaves completely. The best way to forget your troubles is to wear tight shoes. The nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you are doing, someone else does. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and your fat are really good friends. Just when I was getting used to yesterday, along came today. Sometimes I think I understand everything, and then I regain consciousness. I gave up jogging for my health when my thighs kept rubbing together and setting fire to my knickers. Every 7 minutes of everyday, someone in an aerobics class pulls a hamstring. Amazing! You hang something in your closet for a while and it shrinks 2 sizes! Skinny people irritate me! Especially when they say things like..."You k

Another Shitty Attempt
to let your light shine bright to let the one who shines so so bright let them go and be free falling from you like leaves from a tree give them the air and the time they need so they will come back to you back to you if you have that someone in your life that calls to you shows you the way in the darkest of nights, the one you go to like a boat to a lighthouse do what you can to keep the light shining brighter than the brightest star no matter how far you both may fall look inside and know you will both survive and look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers use the time to try, try to see what they see within you, to see why they love you so to see if you are truly that person learn to love yourself as you are loved by her look inside, know you will both survive, survive to look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers hold her tight but let her go give her gifts then

Please Come Check Out My New Lounge House Of Pain And Pleasure
ME AND DJ PAIN ARE OWNERS OF A NEW LOLUNGE AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR KICK ASS MEMBERS AND SOME STAFF AS WELL IF U ARE INTERESTED PLEASE INQUIRE WITH EITHER DJ PAIN OR MYSEELF OR JUST PLEASE COME HANG WITH US AT LEAST WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YA AND WE ALSO ARE LOOKING FOR SOME DJ'S THANKS ALOT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52841 THATS THE LINK COME ON IN THANKS!!!!!!!

Sad
This breaks my heart....These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DA

Roaming Deep In The Woods
Roaming Deep in the Woods (Bi-Guys) I was out walking through the woods one late fall afternoon, when I came up on a campsite. It was a group of guys, from out of state, doing some hunting. Not having any luck that day, they all came back to camp early. They invited me to sit and have some for coffee. As we are sitting around the fire chatting, they tell me the eight of them, are high school buddies, who meet up once a year. They take turns picking the place, a different place every year. It gives them time away from the wives and families. So, even on slow days, they still can sit back and relax. Sometimes they find a place near a lake, for some fishing too. I was a warm afternoon, so some of them were just wearing shorts and t-shirts. After an hour or so, I notice that one of the guys has the head of his cock peaking out the leg of his shorts. It looks huge, I can't seem to look away. He catches me staring and grins. He gets up and walks over to where I am s

Sts-122 Atlantis Update
Atlantis To launch No Earlier Than Jan. 2, 2008 Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 11 - 12:30 p.m. EST NASA managers will consider a plan today to evaluate issues about the engine cutoff (ECO) fuel sensor system on space shuttle Atlantis. Details of the plan will be discussed Tuesday afternoon during a teleconference by Space Shuttle Program Manager Wayne Hale. The teleconference is to begin at 3:30 p.m. EST. False readings from the sensor system forced a postponement of the launch of Atlantis on mission STS-122. The space agency has rescheduled the launch for Jan. 2, 2008, at 5:41 a.m. EST from NASA's Kennedy Space Center. Watch NASA TV Live. (Left click on player for full screen play)

On My Mind
Celestial Love a poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson Higher far, Upward, into the pure realm, Over sun or star, Over the flickering Daemon film, Thou must mount for love, Into vision which all form In one only form dissolves; In a region where the wheel, On which all beings ride, Visibly revolves; Where the starred eternal worm Girds the world with bound and term; Where unlike things are like, When good and ill, And joy and moan, Melt into one. There Past, Present, Future, shoot Triple blossoms from one root Substances at base divided In their summits are united, There the holy Essence rolls, One through separated souls, And the sunny Aeon sleeps Folding nature in its deeps, And every fair and every good Known in part or known impure To men below, In their archetypes endure. The race of gods, Or those we erring own, Are shadows flitting up and down In the still abodes. The circles of that sea are laws, Which publish and which hide the Cause. Pray for a

Drama
please don't bring me in your drama of male female fights on here. i tank anyone who feels thay are worning me of a perv but please if its just the case of someone being jealous please leave me out of it . if my name is on there friends fan,s list i'm sorry about that i have over a thousand friends and fans and i don't even know who all is on there and i talk mostly to a few frends and family on here so if i'm on his list i can't help it if thay ask to be added i add um so please leave me out of it .

A Blessing Event
A Blessing event By Eric Ethan TO you my special friend It is a blessing event to know you everyday as my best friend I never had this experience before like this at all Getting to know a special friend like you It makes me feel good inside that somebody wants to get close to me and know me better I never had anyone or let anyone get to close to me I was always scared to let people get close to me until now I want to say you are the first to enter the world of me and know me better When I got scared from that bad event I never let anyone get close to the heart I always let the heart be padded and locked up inside. I so glad that I can open up to you You gave me confidence to show my talent off and someday if I met you in heaven or here on earth I going to grab you and hug you so tight and never let go. To tell where the heck you have been all my life as my special friend But there is another chapter in my life

Besides Vodka And Fruity Drinks...
Okay, when I drink in real life, not the life of fubar, I always drink vodka... Or occasionally fruity drinks like melon balls, wet pussy, etc. But all of the fruity drinks I drink have vodka in it. So apparently I don't ever drink other kinds of liquor. The one time I did [99Bananas] I had a really bad experience. Also, a bad experience with the ground, ants, and me in between. It wasn't funny then, kinda funny now, but I was GONE!!!

Plz Help Out My Good Friend
Let give some Holiday love to a very good friend of mine. He is trying so hard to win his very first Happy Hour and lacks only 75,000 comments. So if you could find a minute or two to help him out, it would be greatly appreciated. Much Love and Hugs.... ~ Alexa ~

Once Upon A Broken Heart
Life is so unfair. Your heart goes here and your mind goes there. Why can't things just go right? Instead we always just fuss and fight. How can you just turn your feelings off and on While I sit here crying because your gone? My chest is aching, you broke my heart. You ripped it out and tore it apart. I so wanted to believe you had changed. So my life I rearanged. Now I'm not sure what to believe. If you ment what you said then why did you leave? So here we go again. I sit here wondering what might have been. Would the two of us have been happy together? Would we have made it to forever? I guess now we will never know. Just how far our love would go.

Drama
Is it just human nature to want to cause shit? Why must someone always open their mouth and let the sewage seep? I guess it's my bad for believing people and thinking deep down they are good. When in reality, you never really know a person, really, truly know them. Do you? I'm not going to let a little childish drama get in the way of me being happy- but wanted to rant, so here it is. The players in this game know who they are- The important one knows where he stands with me, and I'll be here when you're ready- if at all. In the mean time, the rest of you, in this game, can kiss my ass and fuck off :) have a nice day.