You want me to say I hate you,
and to push you away.
Well I do hate you,
And you probably feel like I've pushed you away...
But I'm not going to mean that.
I'm going to tell you how I really feel...
I hate you but, I really love you.
I push you away, only to want you to come back to me
And once I have you,
I don't want you.
My friends all tell me to move on,
tell me to forget you,
and truthfully they dont like you all that much...
I try to listen to them,
I try to move on and forget you,
but I can't...
Everytime I think I forget you,
you end up being there.
It's like you're a drug that I'm stuck on...
I'm addicted to you.
It's like you're a ghost thats haunting me,
I just wanna say leave me alone,
but I can't coz I need you, to be there.
It seems like im just back up...
I'm only here for when you feel like it.
Like I'm your second,
I'm the one you come running to,
when you are out of a relationship.
I'm just backup...
You dont really need me,
You've got her,
but you still want to keep me close just incase,
or because you can't let go.
If I really meant that much to you,
would you be doing this again?
I think,
You just want to go back out with her cause
you found out that he liked her,
and that he maybe wanted to be with her.
But you couldn't stand her being with someone before you,
So you go back to her,
seeing that you can always get your ex back...
And to think I believed you,
when you said you would NEVER go out with her again,
you wouldn't even think of it...
I just got screwed over as always...
Now you left 2 people hurt,
the person who was in love with you and your friend.
All i have to say is smart move...
And again I could say I hate you,
and dont want you but that would be what you want right?
So I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you!
Things will always be the same i figured out...
I can't think to move on and you can't be with me...
Heather English
