Trying to forget the way
it use to be,
Trying to see through the tears,
in so much fear.
Trying to forget the way
things will never be,
Looking across the deep blue sea,
down on my knees.
I tried to be all that you
wanted me to be.
But I can only be who I
was meant to be.
I did my best I am
not like the rest.
Trying to forget the way it
use to be.
It has started to rain,
cant fight the pain.
I am trying to forget all the lies,
that made me have to say goodbye,
Now I can only cry.
Now there is a war going on
outside these doors,
my heart is tore.
I feel so alone,
if I had only known.
Trying to forget why is it so hard,
I am so scarred.
Through the years I only
wanted you to shine,
never saw the signs.
Now I only try to forget,
the pain that you have caused.
I can still hear you calling,
but the tears are still falling.
I heard you scream
in a dream,
but no longer are we a team,
can't mend the seams.
Trying to forget the way it use to be,
I am lost
but for what cost.
Trying to forget.
