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Reflections On Relationships
Instead of writing about my day as I usually do when I am not writing Poems. I thought I'd just write straight about how I feel about things in general. I'll try not to get too emo on everything. I've had my fair share of downsliding on friendship, actually just relationships in general. Be it platonic or not. I've attempted to have friends on a platonic level. They have resulted in too much as usual. They usual get so intense they turn into something i don't want. Or they start off good and work backwards. I'm still hoping for the best no matter what. I take advice from a good friend of mine. She tells me that I am cool. The reasoning is that no matter how fucked up people treat me, ignore me, act like they are busy when they are on here 24/7... I still matter to stay the type of person I am. Which makes me happy... i don't see myself as the type of person who changes much. The only extreme change that happened in me was from my first real sexual relationship.
Gettysburg Battlefield And National Fallen Firefighters Memorial
If you would like hi-resolution copies or to see more pictures like I posted under "Pictures I have taken" visit my website ( and click on the downloads link. Once on the downloads page Click on the "Pictures taken on 19 Apr 2007" link to download a compressed folder containing 148 pictures. When you are finished downloading, extract the files to the folder of your choice and veiw the pictures. Hope you all enjoy them if you decide to download them! I had a lot of fun taking them. ~Sky
I gotta get rid of my internet for a while, at least until i can get a better paying job. just got a new car and that has priority over internet. I will try to check my stuff as often as possible, but im not sure how often. I hate doin it, but i promised i would get rid of it if a new car was got. I got much love for all my fellow cherrys, and ill see you on the flip side!!
Best Friends
Thank you for being my friend Thank you for listening When I didn’t need judgement Or even advice But just needed to talk Thank you for smiling When all I needed was to know That someone cared Thank you for laughing When I needed to feel happy Thank you for that small gift That made me feel special Thank you For remembering my birthday Thank you For lighting a candle when darkness fell upon me Thank you for holding my hand Thank you For being my friend
Broiled Sea Bass With Fennel
Broiled Sea Bass with Fennel This wonderful French dish traditionally uses the bass called loupe de mer, which isn't available in U.S. waters. The good news is that sea bass, striped bass and various snappers make terrific substitutes. Have your fishmonger scale and gut your fish, and you're ready to go! Credit: McClane's New Standard Fishing Encyclopedia Servings: 4 Ingredients: Bass * 1 (2-to-3-pound) sea bass * Salt * Pepper * 1/4 cup heated Pernod or brandy, optional Stuffing * 1 cup fennel stalks, cut into 2-inch pieces * 4 tablespoons melted butter * Salt * Pepper * Sweet butter * Ground fennel Alternate stuffing * 2 stalks celery, split lengthwise and cut into 2-inch pieces * 3/4 teaspoon ground fennel * Butter * Salt * Pepper Directions: Season the cavity of the dressed fish with salt and pepper. Fill with fennel stalks, butter, salt and pepper (or alternate s
Lord Byron, The Incantation Of Manfred
When the moon is on the wave, And the glow-worm in the grass, And the meteor on the grave, And the wisp on the morass; When the falling stars are shooting, And the answer'd owls are hooting, And the silent leaves are still In the shadow of the hill, Shall my soul be upon thine, With a power and with a sign. Though thy slumber may be deep, Yet thy spirit shall not sleep; There are shades which will not vanish, There are thoughts thou canst not banish; By a power to thee unknown, Thou canst never be alone; Thou art wrapt as with a shroud, Thou art gather'd in a cloud; And forever shalt thou dwell In the spirit of this spell. Though thou seest me not pass by, Thou shalt feel me with thine eye As a thing that, though unseen, Must be near thee, and hath been; And when in that secret dread Thou hast turn'd around thy head, Thou shalt marvel I am not As thy shadow on the spot, And the power whi
In Memory Of Diane Wright
Hello to you all. This is my first blog and it is going to be a sad one. Yesterday April 17, 2007 one of my co-workers was killed on her way to pick up a load of students. A truck hit her school bus head on and then burst into flames. The driver of the truck was able to get out, Mrs. Diane was not so lucky. She was killed on impact and the bus also caught on fire. Please, Please if you pray, say a prayer for Mrs Diane's family as well as all of us. When I say us I mean her bus driver family. This could have easily been me or any other driver on the road. She will be laid to rest on Friday. Fortunately, the bus was unloaded. We all take for granted that we will always have another day to live. That is not the case. This could be my last blog if the good Lord calls me home. However, I hope I live to post several more. Never hesitate to tell some one that you love them. You may never have that chance again. Thank you for taking the time to read this and please remember the Wrig
A Discussion In School
In class today (Technology Science & Culture)The issue was brough up about Gun Control. With most of the students being young and inexperienced in the world I got the usual barrage of "we need to ban them all", & "Guns Kill people". Here is my listed response verbatim: Ahh the professor takes up a subject that I am a qualified expert on. So we understand that I'm not talking out of my backside, I will explain. Please note this is not to brag, this is to let people know that I DO know what I am talking about. I shot my first gun at age 8. At age 11 I was competing regularly. in 93 I was rated among the top 10 shooters in the nation for my given discipline. I have been a certified Instructor for over 11 years. I served in the U.S. Army as a member of the 3rd Ranger Bn., Ft. Benning Ga. I have worked as a lobbyist in having the Right to Carry law passed, then re-passed in my home state of Minnesota. On an average year I used to put 60,000 rounds downrange. Mind you this is with a
One Night With The Portly Pimp, What Would You Do?
OK Ladies here is your chance For a prize to be determined at a later date, tell me what you would like if you had an evening with me. The most original and creative answer wins.
Today Was A Decent Day I Guess
1. My car is done and i picked him up today!!! 2. No more smelly rental 3. Got my word yet 4. Work was ok for the most part...but FUCK DOES MY FOOT HURT
The Message Of The Day Is: 04/19/07
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2007, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we`re here we may as well dance...
Your cruel devise Your blood like ice One look could kill My pain,Your thrill POISON
Skeleton Key 2
Over the next couple of months..I will be involved in another Darkstone Ent project called SK2Darkstone EntertainmentI did a film called Oria with them, which is a sequel to Shadowhunters..I'm excited about this project and I'm looking forward to seeing some of the cast that I worked with the first time
Mother Nature
mother nature by kandy Deep in the woods of Tennessee in the midst of its rolling mountains and tall pines lays a small, crystal clear lake. Up a winding pathway north of there is a cozy cabin. It is away from the bustling noises of the city that, along with the sounds of the forest, made it a perfect hideaway for John and Deana. Here they could relax, commune with Mother Nature, and get in touch with their inner spirit. They loved going to the cozy bungalow no matter what season it was. However, one of their favorite times was early spring. Often there was still snow covering the ground. Mother Nature’s white blanket gave the area a sense of tranquility. It was the last Friday of March. The two of them were sitting at the kitchen enjoying breakfast wondering what to do for the weekend. That particular week had been hectic and they wanted to do something to relax. While still thinking Deana gathered up the dishes and placed them in the sink. She was busy washing them when
Save Early, Save Often!
Yesterday, I shot Katja Kassin and Kurt Lockwood for Manhandled 2! I have not shot Katja in a long time so I was definitely excited to see her in action. I have to say though, I originally had another girl scheduled and found out from a male performer that this other girl had a hooker mentality and really didn't care for sex. I know everyone has different opinions on performers, but when I hear that, I cannot find one reason to shoot her. I don't care how hot she is! You see, in my eyes, I would rather see a girl who is into sex and not the typical hot girl over a girl who everyone thinks is gorgeous. I know not everyone will agree with me, but it's my movie, right? So, I needed a hot, sexy, reliable and professional girl in the skin biz to replace the hooker-minded girl. Who was better than Katja Kassin? No one! I have never gotten a bad scene from this German beauty. I have never had to wait on her for anything and not to mention she is very business smart! I could go on all day abou
Thanks For All The Love & Friendship!!!
To my Cherry Tap Friends & Fans, I'm so grateful that you all have come into my life. Each one of you have touched my heart in a special way and I wish I could get to each and everyone of you the same way!!! I know I probably will never meet most of you in person but just knowing that you're there even behind a PC screen means alot to me. I look forward to everyday seeing each and everyone of you and knowing what's new in your lives. I thank all those who have left me wonderful picture comments and comments on my profile. The ratings have been awsome too!!! This all lifts my spirit up just knowing there's complete strangers that can show love to one another meeting for the first time. We may hide behind a PC screen but if you take the time to read what a person has to say, you can tell what kind of person they are and feel what they have to say comes from the heart. I truly care about each and everyone of you and I believe that if you treat those the way you want to be treate
~ One Wild Ass Paint Brush ~ Gotta See It
3-D Capture Paint Brush :)
My Thoughts #2
Every day of my life i thankgod for showing me life can only get better the day i met the women of my life (krysten). I truly beleive that life is a spectalur thing. I have so many goals in life and they are starting to come together. That is truly amazing that i can now breath life clearer, Knowing i have a great start to a life that will be so amazing.
Jade's Reminder....................
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out swi
Noone Knows What's Done Is Done.
Well, I'm awake as usual by myself. Too much has been going through my mind lately and it's insane inside this place. I've noticed how down and depressed I've been for some time now and I now understand it is my own fault. I wanted to grow up and be an' adult way too fast and now I'm stumbling foot over foot with my decisions. What happened to being innocent and pure and enjoying life. Instead I'm messing up time after time and clinging to things I want so desperately to come true. It isn't, it won't and I hate to give up hope but seriously it's been a long hard road. And this time the bump knocked me off and it feels like it's time to move on. Now, before you think I'm all emo cry baby I'm really not. I'm just so sick and tierd of being, well...sick and tierd. I need to kick it in gear, as well as the people around me because this is Heather's life and Heather needs to fucking get it together. I feel bad for some things I've done recently, but I won't let that hold me back.
The Disappointment
Well, as usual I was disappointed. What can I say. The one thing I have waited for so long for still has not happened. Just when I thought that maybe this would be the week I would find out I was pregnant and no, I didn't. I had the hard task of telling my husband the news which it was not what I wanted to tell him yet I still had to do it. how I even kept from crying at work much less when I told him I'll never know. I found the strength to not cry (which for me is difficult as it is) so this is what I am going to do this weekend. If I am online it's probably just going to be just checking emails and going to play in Pogo to just have some time by myself. I'm ok (I think) but I just hate that I disappointed him as much as myself in this whole thing. Love to all of my friends, fans and family. Lori
Song Of The Night 2
A classic by Simon and Garfunkle- The Boxer, the last verse hits home. I am just a poor boy Though my story's seldom told I have squandered my resistance For a pocketful of mumbles Such are promises All lies and jests Still a man hears what he wants to hear And disregards the rest When I left my home and my family I was no more than a boy In the company of strangers In the quiet of the railway station Running scared Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters Where the ragged people go Looking for the places only they would know Lie la lie... Asking only workman's wages I come looking for a job But I get no offers Just a come-on from the whores on Seventh Avenue I do declare, there were times when I was so lonesome I took some comfort there Lie la lie... Then I'm laying out my winter clothes And wishing I was gone Going home Where the New York City winters aren't bleeding me, Leading me, going home. In the clearin
The Worst Day Ever
This morning when i woke up. I reached out wanting her. Finding nothing but the morning cold in place of her warm body. I found myself...pressing my eyes closed wanting to pretend that if i streched my arms a bit further, i would find my fingertips gracing her curvacious back. I strech, and strech not wanting to admit to myself that shes no longer there. I strech my arms across that space for miles it seems, hands slowly reaching longer than the shadows of morning in the bed room. And when my hand does touch upon something, its always her pillow. That carrys the light scent of her...what was that fragrance that i found myself missing? The one that i had taken for granted.... Its almost gone now i tell myself as i inhale slowly. In a few days i know that even that will be only a memory. I find myself outside myself, looking at a man in a bed alone, pressing pillows to his nose....with his eyes still clenched shut. I watch myself slowly roll over sighing regrets of things said
Im Faded!!!!
Wow im like sooo faded riight now i need mandingo like really really baaad i miss ma man!!!=( im like sooo bored so if ur black n ur cute hit me up on yahoo messenger ladyxxxtasy20!!! but chea luv yall muahz!!!!
Yes Again
Where can I go to hide myself? Who can I go to besides myself? Can I confide in anyone but myself? Or is it just me all by myself? I've spent some time by myself. To try to better understand myself. I had to go and lose myself. Only to truly find myself. I can rely solely on myself. And never have to question myself. I use to carry the burdon myself. No longer will I blame myself.
Schedual For This Week!
I know some of you guys start worry about me when i'm gone, for ever and ever so here's my schedual for the rest of the week! Tomorrow I'm going to be babysitting at 3 Saturday I will be working the Pistons Game at 3 Sunday I will be working the Tigers game in the morning! So don't worry i'm still alive! Just half way dead!!!
Coming Home-
Welp, It's officially Official..I'm a Washingtonian again. Tacoma..What a trip. I remember whistfully when all I knew of this town was the wonderful aroma on muggy days. And of course the crime rate back then. Yep, it's true , not Seattle.... Tacoma. Two weeks now I've been here and I still don't think I know much more than the 1 mile radius of my new flat. But, (I have to admit) sometimes, just sometimes, starting over can truly feel - Free. Okay so, it's a long story from the beginning to the finish off where I am now. Let's just say it's been 10 years coming this giant circle I've wandered in. From one side of the U.S to the other. Coming "home" after 10 very long miles worth of years honestly still feels completely surreal. Like I should be catching a plane back out at any minute. So- this is truly what growing up must feel like. Kind of like when most people have felt when they meet 'That one," or find out 'the first is on the way'. It's like so here we are. We'v
A Through Z
t h e l e t t e r A Are you available?: - No Do you like apples?: - Sure What annoys you?: - Stupid people t h e l e t t e r B Do you know anyone named Billy?: - Yes When is your birthday?: - November 12th t h e l e t t e r C What's your favorite candy?: - Skittles Who's your crush?: - Can't tell you :) When was the last time you cried?: - Uhm, actually.. it's been a while. t h e l e t t e r D Do you daydream?: - Sure What's your favorite kind of dog?: - I dont have one really.. as long as he's cute. What day of the week is it?: - Friday t h e l e t t e r E How do you like your eggs?: - Over easy or scrambled. Have you ever been in the emergency room?: - Yep What's the easiest thing ever to do?: - Eat? t h e l e t t e r F Can you do a flip?: - Can you reach the sky? Do you use fly swatters?: - Nope, I usually wait for whatever flying insect it is that is annoying me.. to land and then I spray it to death
To Clear All This Up!!!
The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/f
Scenes From The Coffeehouse
heels click across a busy intersection... it may look like love, but instead reeks of a drunken stupor. don't make eye contact with the homeless men, or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck. screams of the pretty drunks across the street echo over the police cruisers, honking horns from impatient cab drivers drown out the bustle of the area. and i came HERE for peace of mind? the buildings have a colonial charm about them, so textured and garish against a tranquil night sky, the view of the stars marred by city haze and blinding orange streetlights. There are trees lining the streets, but planted by men and left for dead. The cracked marble is like home, a tarnished version of perfection, while steam and the funk from the sewer systems waft above it into the air. there's art on the walls, some student projects, most likely, but they emanate sex and rage like a third-rate pornographic fantasy. But I'm content to sit in the cold, sipping on my long-c
Southern Birth Signs
SOUTHERN BIRTH SIGNS: What's Your "Southern" Sign? Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptical of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in thei
The Most Rediculous Thing...
some funny fucker flagged my primary pic as NSFW!!! How? Ok I am sitting in the Bath, but all you can see is me from the waist up, I am not entirly meager in attributes, but FFS there is nothing to see except what the average guy shows on the street every summer! Opinions on a postcard... Now in a foul mood as thats the best pic I have of me that I thought I could show :/
Are You High Maintenance?
I thought this was funny.. I am always looking out for these types.. but usually fail.. You are 0% High-Maintenance! You aren't high-maintenance at all. You seem to be a pretty relaxed and easygoing person, and you don't expect others to cater to your whims. 'How High-Maintenance are You?' at and here is another one ....
A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye too. He says to him, "Hey this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened. It was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying 'I'd like two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I accidentally said "I'd like two pickets to Tittsburgh'. So she socked me a good one." The first guy replied, "Wow! This is unbelievable. Mine was a tongue twister too. I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife, "Please pour me a bowl of Frosties, honey." But I accidentally said, "You ruined my life you evil, self-centered, fat-assed, bitch.
Now Im Inspired Lol
Some judge a man by the color of his skin They play him down till there's nothing left for him But to cry out in anguish, in fear and in pain They say they can judge him, I say there insane But who am I to judge? Some judge a man by his status and flair If they say he's no good it's the length of his hair Or his lack of investment in the real-estate scene They say they can judge him, I say there obscene But who am I to judge? Some judge a man by his knowledge and wit If he's not into culture he's a bit of a twit And if he can't tell a joke he's a big waste of time They say they can judge him, but they're way out of line But who am I to judge? One judges men by their faith and their deeds Even in judgment He's aware of their needs And He'll never give up until all things have past Because then He will judge, who has judged.
Bikers Poem
Saw You But You Didn't See Me ~I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. ~I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. ~I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. ~I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. ~I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. ~I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. ~I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you di
"my Broken Heart"
"My Broken Heart" I knew from the beginning that you were just a flirt. Yet I fell in love with you, Knowing I'd get hurt. I thought that I could tie you down and make you love just me, But how could I do something That wasn't meant to be? I know you'll never love me, I'm trying not to cry. For I know I'll find the strength to kiss your lips good-bye. When you ask for me again, You'll find I won't be there. I want a love to call my own, Not one I have to share. So I'll hide my broken heart Beneath a laughing face. Through you think I never cared, No one could ever take your place.
"the One"
"The One" We sit on the beach so close in the sand, We're watching the waves and you reach for my hand. You turn to me and look in my eyes, The kiss you gave is no surprise. As we sit watching the sun set, I'm wondering if you are the one. The waves lick the shore Brought on by the tide, We laugh and joke as they chase us inside. We enjoy the warmth of a newly built fire. We sit in its glow as the tide becomes higher. We remember our day, recall the fun and the whole time I am wondering if you are the one.
It`s been 6 months since my best friends died... Time goes so fast. I still remember our last day together like it was yesterday. I got mixed feelings about her death. I want to move on but I feel like I`m leaving her behind. We have been friends for 21 years and she is like a big sister to me. I know that she will always be there but I just can`t seem to move on. She is now my Angel and she is watching over me. I know that I will join her someday! I just need a way to start living my life to the fullest again...
I Leave May 9th
On May 9th I leave once again for a very short media tour of Germany. I will be over until the 20th. This is my second trip to Germany after my first which was in Oct and Nov of 2006. While there this time I will be meeting up with my German manager Falco Richter who is one of the top concert promoters/talent finders in Germany and who also managed Rammstein for the first 5 years the band was together. It should be an extreme blast! Cheers, Steve
Am I Ugly?!?!
Am I ugly?!?! (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) beautiful (7) Fine (8) YUMMY (9) I would do u (10) I want ur kids (11) Wanna go out? Seriously.
I Was Afraid Of This
I like the idea of being able to see who downrates, just because I don't like wondering WHO would do that. But NOW my bulletins are full of this-guy/girl-is-downrating-me/myfriends/mypix-go-hate-on-him/her UGH. LET IT GO PEOPLE. Sure it's immature to downrate, but it's JUST as immature to spread the hate. I will NOT go downrate anyone who is downrating. I will NOT go leave them comments telling them what assholes they are. They know that when they do it. Posting bulletins about them is just fueling their fires. And that's what they want. I have better things to do with my time.
Hey Pls Help Me In This Contest Pls
For Sale
FOR SALE "RIGHTEOUS" ASS I have been the owners of this ass for a few months now, but I just do not have the time to enjoy it any more, so I am offering this beauty for sale. It’s 1964 model in gay pink. 1 Careful owner and a few 1000 brothers who were not so careful in the prison showers but it still runs well. Starts every time without fail (press button start) It's a convertible model (not much up top) Looks like new (most of the shit comes out of it's mouth) Full service history (mostly by gays in the local park) I am offering it for sale for $100 cherry bucks. But I am open to offers.
Seemed Like A Beautiful Place From Afar
Until one day, I saw how miserable things really art. I could move to England. I could easily leave this country. I could move to Poland in the same right. I don't speak Polish. I could be a legal immigrant in another country because of my parents. I am first generation american. I'm starting to wonder why I stay here. I have no medical care. I'm unhappy. Dameon wants me to move to San Diego with him. I don't want to move until my car is paid for. The whole point in moving here was that I could be around friends and pay my bills and go to school. That and possible get treatment for my mental condition. I need to get health care. How many people in this country that are valid citizens are sitting through depression because they cant get meds? I am a citizen of this country. I live in the most affluent country in the world. Thats changing, but still why can't I receive treatment. I can't afford it. I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to turn to drinking agai
Go To Hell
So my wife belongs to one of those pregnancy communities and they are doing a meet up in michigan. Like one hour from detriot. To bad I won't be able to go to a game but it will be cool just to be like an hour from michigan. First trip of the year!
Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face
True Friendship
True Friendship - Relationship, Trust, Accountability True friendship involves relationship. .Many people say, "Oh, he's a good friend of mine," yet they never take time to spend time with that "good friend." Friendship takes time: time to get to know each other, time to build shared memories, time to invest in each other's growth. Trust is essential to true friendship. We all need someone with whom we can share our lives, thoughts, feelings, and frustrations. We need to be able to share our deepest secrets with someone, without worrying that those secrets will end up on the Internet the next day! Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away. True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and for
R.i.p. Ti
My cat Ti died today. He had cat alzheimers so it was kinda merciful, but still sad. R.I.P. Ti April 8 1991 - April 20 2007.
Friday Night I Will Never Forget...
"It was late in the evening and I was getting board all alone on a Friday night. I get dressed and decide to go to a movie. All by my self, I went to see a romantic comedy. I sat closer to the back but in the darkest corner I could find. Just after the movie started a man came and sat two seats down from me. A little upset that I just couldn’t be left alone, I tried to ignore him and watch the movie. After a little while he got up and went to get a drink. When he came back he sat in the seat right next to me, looked at me and smiled saying hi. I said hi and looked at him. WOW, what a handsome man I thought to myself. He was tall big muscles and a baby face that any woman would die for. He offered me some popcorn and I readily agreed. Sitting their eating popcorn and watching the movie he slowly put his arm around my shoulder. My nipples got big and hard right away just thinking about him touching me. He was eating popcorn with one hand and feeling my titties with the other. My
3 Damn Years .. Too Long
Well, where to begin. How can I explain what has been going on in my life for the past 3+ years. Well plain and simple , I met my man at a dance one night and we have been together ever since. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and I let him know that as soon as I met him. cause I didn't wanna get interested in him and then tell him and he would be like "ohh hell naw". Anyway, he has been a great father (most of the time) and we even had another baby together. All thats fine.. My problem now is that I am not getting anything out of the relationship anymore. When I get fressed up and do my hair and my makeup, I would like to hear that I look nice or something. But he doesn't say a damned word. All I ever hear is that if I am at the store or somewhere else too long, is that I have a boyfriend on the side. I am just sick of it. I have never cheated on him. Not saying that I have not wanted to but i never acted on it. Wellnow I find myself doing shit to piss him off so he will leave. Its
If Ur My Friend U Will Do This 4 Me
plzz pray 4 my family my children were taken from me 2 days agocant talk to them i do get them back next month but its hard not being able to hold them or kiss them it was all over some shitt some one made up i am about to crazy over all this shitt so if ur a true friend u will pray 4 me and my husband that every thing goes fine we have a court date the 7th of may annd hopefully we get to bring them home then .... i swear if it wasnt 4 that i would have killed my self by now .......i really would have but ne way if u a truely good friend u will help us out by praying for us ... if u do this 4 me i love u very much thank all very very much michell and joseph.....
Why Do They?.........
Why do men make you think one thing when they're actually thinking another thing? Why do men freak out when they think a women likes them more than they should? Why do men tell you they're not into one night stands, but never call you anymore? Why do men tell you that they care about you and love you but cheat on you? Why are men the way they are? Arent there any good men out there?
Turning The Other Cheek
I turn the other cheek when slapped not as a sign of weakness, but of strenght. Strength of charactor, Strength of Will, Strength of Spirit. With the determination to hold firm to me, Even as you throw your worst at me. Don't ever think that the one that turn the other cheek is weak, For they, my friend, are the ones that will be the last to laugh. D
i know i say the word dude too much when my sister sends me this: all the leaves are brown.........dude and the sky is grey...........dude i went for a walk.........dude on a winter's day................dude i'd be nice and warm.........dude if I was in LA.........dude
Wal Mart Doctor
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars - Alot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water,
~*the Wind*~
The wind blows freely through our hearts with passion and love for every loveing person that we have on this eather that has a true heart and knows to leave well enough alone and knows that when two people love each other not to mess around were the hearts belong to one another. But when the wind blows fondly for each other its like a magicial stroy with all the stars lined up all in a row for each other. I dont write from my brain i write from my heart. SO if anyone has any thing they would like to ask feel free to wrtie to me and ask me im open to answer them if i can thank you to all those that like reading things that i write here. ~*Mandie*~
For the briefest moment, Quicker than a flash of light. I held you in my arms, And all the world was right. Worry faded from memory, Troubles past from view. It all ended so quicly, Just as quickly I lost you. I guess I will never know, What happines with you truly is. I will never again know the pure delight, Of waking you with a kiss. Now I am left with memories, And hope that are all but gone. I really don't know why life, Can't leave well enough alone. After this I know the truth, That I am meant to roam. And never know the joys of life... To live and die alone.
8 Days
There were seven days of laughter And seven days of pure joy As we looked upon the face of heaven In a little boy Seven days of happiness as we held your little hand I was there when you entered this world As your mommies little man Seven days of comfort in believing you were okay And then it became a lifetime of pain Because you left this world on day eight You left us behind with just a memory to hold A heart full of tears as each year unfolds A casket that lays empty, for your spirit is gone You left us for heaven to sing an Angels song Eight days old, and your life came to end Leaving this earth to be with God again I close my eyes, and hear and Angels song I rest in the comfort in knowing that Heaven is where you belong. by Amber
I Was Caught Having Sex
Akurit was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion on a spaceship ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at
I Will Go To Jail For...
Akurit will go to jail for ... Biting someone’s nipple off 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at
Thats What They Say
They say never get involved with someone you meet on the internet.....they say never fall in love with someone you meet on the internet....well they are not me....I admit I wear my heart on my sleeve....It is either all or none....there is no inbetween for me.....I didn't take anyone's advice and I gave my heart to someone....he made me feel like I was the only person alive....he was there when I needed someone in my darkest hour...and when the time came and he knew it was going to be even worse he was coming to the rescue...but he never made it....the love of my life passed away before he could get here....not only had I lost my mother and best friend.....I lost my heart completly...he has been gone a year has just been recently that I have let myself feel again....I do alot of teasing I know.....but if I give my heart to someone he will know it....and if he wants me...... then honey come get me..... THIS IS DEDICATED TO JAMIE.....I LOVE YA HONEY
Who Is Smarter
A young boy enters a barber shop and the barber whispers to his customer, "This is the dumbest kid in the world. Watch while I prove it to you." The barber puts a dollar bill in one hand and two quarters in the other, then calls the boy over and asks, "Which do you want, son?" The boy takes the quarters and leaves. "What did I tell you?" said the barber. "That kid never learns!" Later, when the customer leaves, he sees the same young boy coming out of the ice cream store. "Hey, son! May I ask you a question? Why did you take the quarters instead of the dollar bill?" The boy licked his cone and replied, "Because the day I take the dollar, the game's over.
Dedicated To The Men And Women Serving Our Country
In My Eyes You Are Copywrited 4/20/07 Take a ponder at a soldiers life the day to day trials that they endure everyday for you and me only to be away from home for many miles Everyday I think of the unknown heros what sacrifices they all have made just to defend the American freedom and oh the price that some have paid No words could say thank you enough no eyes could cry enough tears to show the respect I have for the many who have served for all these years This is my way of thanking the soldiers you are all heros in my eyes my prayers are with you all and for all your brotherly ties
I Dont Need A Hero
I dont need a hero, I only need you, my friend To listen and try to understand me till the end I dont need a hero to rescue me I am my own person, this you will see I am unique in my own special way Not one woman out there is like me to this day I dont need a hero, but i do need Love Though i am my own person, its always better as "us" I dont need a hero, but a tender touch Soft to let me know that i am loved I dont need a hero, i do need someone true to me To give my heart, to trust and to see I dont need a hero, but sometimes I have to cry Please understand im human, and all i can do is try I dont need a hero, but i do need someone to love Because I have so much to give, but will never give up. by Amber
Sexy Test
Sexy Test How Old do I look [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 22 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 27 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 32 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 40 How good do I look 1-10 (1 ugly / 10 Hott) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Date me [ ] Hate me [ ] Sex my brains out [ ] Just be friends Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ]sure? Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] depends on where it is Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] Gorgeous Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Talk [ ] Go out [ ] fuck [ ] all of the above Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Just be fuck buddies Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] Probably
Getting Through Customs
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic Hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits; and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, Un
Ha! Who Didn't See This Coming?
You scored as Ted Bundy. Seriously man, you are terrifying. Intelligent, confident, but also very bitter. just get over your ex, and stop killing every one just because they bear a resemblance to him/her. there are plenty of fish in the sea my friend, move on.Lizzie Borden67%Ted Bundy67%Jack the Ripper67%Jeffery Dahmer56%Boston Strangler50%Elizabeth Bathory44%John Wayne Gacy33%Ed Gein28%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with
I Cant Write Anything Here...
Not sure how i feel today? I feel like everyday is a good news bad news day.. Emotions run high! Not sure I will survive... I wonder how the days will be... Will I be free... How will I feel tomorrow .... Your emotions.. can I borrow?
Alright Ya'll.
have a fantabulous weekend. myself and chris are.... *smirk*
Celebrity Boobtwin!
Your Celebrity Boob Twin: Carmen ElectraWho's Your Celebrity Boob Twin?
The Day That I Died
people have asked me if i have ever experienced death and they are shock when i tell them i have 3 times. the first time when i was 4,104 temp,double pheunomina,my heart stopped docs,brought me back the second time was in 87,got stung by something on the bottom of my foot,was taken to the hospital and i died,left my body and was heading up to light that was so bright it did not hurt your eyes and it was a warm feeling,as i got closer ready to step over i heard a voice that it wasn't my time,i so much wanted to cross over but i was pushed back,when i came back into my body,i told the nurse who informed the doc.he thought i was trying to commit sucide. the third time was when i over turned a company truck into a 6 ft drainage ditch.i left my body and was heading up to the bright light,but once again i heard that it wasn't my time and when i was pushed back, somebody had soent 10 minuted trying to get me to move. there was almost a 4th and 5th time on the same day,i had major
Old Friend
Part Two
I arrived in Mayport Florida in June 1987. My ship was at sea on that day but would be coming in the next day. They put me in a work detail to get the shore power cables ready then we had to get in our dress uniforms to be crowd control. About an hour before the ship came in, I could see it on the horizon, just a blip. Wives and girlfriends started showing up. Back then there was no such thing as terrorism, so we had no pier access issues, but there were hundreds of them and only a dozen of us. Later that summer, we deployed for a 6 week north atlantic exercise with Navies of other countries. We went across the arctic circle and were off the coast of Norway in the Fjords. When sailors cross the arctic circle, they obtain the designation of "Blue Nose". Even the ship gets the designation. The Bull Ensign painted the ships Bullnose blue and it stays painted blue. Quite a sight, I'll never forget. On our way back, we stopped at Portsmouth England, and I went with a friend o
Just Rambling
Well, life takes so many twists and turns that you never know what is going to happen from one day to the next. Just when I think things are going good the ball drops on me again with something new. I know that is how life is, but damn I just want to have a peaceful life. I have found me someone to be with and am very thankful for that. I am his PRINCESS, and that makes me feel good to know that someone thinks that highly of me. I really am a good person and am very loving & caring. I am looking forward to living my life and starting over with a fresh start. I LOVE YOU, HONEY!!!
What Is It????
The man who made it didn't need it. The man who bought it didn't want it. The man who used it didn't know it. What is it? If you Don't know the answer just send me a private message
Really? Well.... Okay
You scored as Boston Strangler. how emabarrassing. i'm not sure if its more embarassing to you, or the old people you killed and left in obscene poses. come on...they're old!Boston Strangler72%Lizzie Borden61%Elizabeth Bathory61%Ted Bundy56%Ed Gein50%Jack the Ripper50%Jeffery Dahmer33%John Wayne Gacy17%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with
Today Is The Day Of The Wake
Last night we went shopping because I needed clothes to wear to the wake & funeral & my daughter needed clothes to wear to the wake (she's not going to the funeral). We were supposed to go the day before, but I was in too much pain; my back, leg, head, hips, rib(s),ect., all hurt too bad to move. My husband was pissed off that we couldn't go then. Then last night, he was pissed that I couldn't get moving until 7pm;Fuck him!...the stores are open until 9pm or later! I went to one store for me & he took our daughter to a different store. The store I went to didn't have some of the stuff I needed, so he & I went to Wal-Mart this morning....we JUST got back. I got screamed at the whole way there, while we were in the store (how fucking humiliating!), the whole ride home, & then the entire 45 seconds he was home before he left. He was pissed that I made him late for the FAMILY portion of the wake. I am so fucking hurt that he has pushed me out of EVERYTHING that has to do with family. He w
Heart Broken
I am really heart broken today. My daughter came home and said some girl at school hit her and she couldnt tell the teacher because kids had her surrounded. she came home crying and her dress was ripped and said i never want to go back to that school. Wanted me to call the school and tell them she died.I about to findout who the parebnts to theese kids r and knock them around if u have any kind of advice plz help me. Lacy
Ok Last 1 For 2night B4 U All Get Sick O Em Lol
There once was a young man from Brighton, Who said to a young lass, "You're a tight'un!" She said, "Listen, Hon, You're in the wrong one. There's plenty of room in the right one."
All In A Name
C'mon people its a sidewalk not a stand there and try to talk with the people behind you, some of us got places to be & beers to drink.
Error In Flooding?
Hrmmm??? What does this mean? I never understand these warnings/errors? How can one flood a webpage? hrmmm...maybe Im rating too fast but trust me I do look @ all the pictures Im commenting/rating:) booohiss kitty got a spanking
Im Still Begging I Know But I Dont Care No More
So Alone
May As Well..
*sighs* i may as well give up on everything..just tried to post something to a retard is me. think i'll just leave CT and wish all friends, family and fans good tidings.
Rinoa And The Broom.
Precious Rinoa-glinda Kitty.
Well as soon as I think I may be able to catch up or get a head I can't. I get a job through a temp agency and the place they put decides after three days I didn't catch on fast enough, so I was let go. Jobs are hard to come by in the area that I live in and I can't move until I get stuff caught up. So what to do? I am barely making it now. I have to rely on my parents to pay my bills because if they don't get paid I will lose my apartment and I have no place else to stay. It is like blam you can't have this, you can't get caught up, you can't pay your own shit. Wow sorry for blabbing.
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Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.
Rinoa Bunny.
Super Kawaii Kitty.
what is a rainbow does anyone know is it love from the heart that has just overflowed is it god shining down and letting us know that life is a gift and we should never let go I believe that a rainbow can heal many things like an angel of mercy spreading her wings I remember your face and I remember your heart making me feel safe right from the start I think that my rainbow is someone I know they are in my heart and they let me know that god's shining down on us everyday and he keeps us safe when the colors fade away
This Is Nsfw ?
Picture cupid with a red tip cane Is that picture too insane I searched for love and lost it all I settled for less and took the fall Wait for love I have been told they say It will find you one lucky day And yet they also say that love is blind So how is love this man to find One day when I am old and gray A blind cupid may pass my way And bump into me and find me at last And leave me in love that comes on fast And during love making I clutch my heart And then I die and from my love part After having waited for that fat blind cherub to come I wonder if waiting on love is just dumb ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Wild Hogs
If your looking for a good laugh that may even bring a tear from laughing so hard, This movie is one to see. It is one of the best movies I have seen in a long time. Baby Boomers you will relate to this movie. LOL With an all Star Cast: John Travolta, Tim Allen Martin Lawerence William H. Macy Ray Liotta Marisa Tomei Jill Hennessy Four Middle aged Men who are best friends,set out across country on their bikes to escape the hum drum of suburban life to experience the lost freedom of their youth. As they set out on their journey to the coast, some hilarious things happen along the way , along with some action adventure. I don't want to give away to much of the movie cause it would take away the spontanious humor of the movie. I give this movie a rating of: A Good N Plenty , for its humor and adventure.
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Nj And Ny Peeps!
OK, so my coworker and I are flying out of Dallas early...fucking way too early on Sunday to head into NJ for some meetings at our corporate office. We plan on partying Sun. night in NJ. Any good places to reccommend? Also, good restaurants? Tuesday night we will be in Manhattan. Ny peeps. Where to go in Manhattan? I haven't been in years. I so don't remember.
well spring i think might finally be here. about time. i got my first rose that i rodered in the mail today. actually the first rose i got at walmart a few weks ago. it was a blue girl rose. this one is a royal ameythist. my black knight butteryfly bush came last week. and i have two lilacs coming yet as well as an angel face rose and a black rose. so this weekend once randy gets home he is gonna to hopefully be making my rose garden bed. i also saw the first cardinal of the year, i was chasing aiden back into the house for the fifth time. little sneak waits til i take the dogs out and makes a run for it. speaking of birds did i mention i had another one in the house when i woke up wednesday? at least this one didnt quewstion my right to use the bathroom. lmao one thing why is it men always assume you know how they feel if they do not tell you and do not show it? on the aiden side other than trying to get out side, yesterday he got out one, only one sock and made me put it on
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Devotional Poet
Strong emotion cause I have devotion My mind keeps taking me on a higher level This is my habitat writing explosive I express my thoughts so direct No need to exploit because my style is externalized Time in time again other poets come to realize I never jeopardize Convey your senses and open your eyes I'm not sending jeer punchlines Writing is my habit I put words together like a jigsaw puzzle My writes are strong like they have muscle I am a expert like a jurist when it comes to writing I excel my mind to excellence I'm a fanatical to other great poets My style is luminous In many ways I'm Intellectually Brillant A very well spoken young man Some people get it twisted and say I'm a emotional poet Let me get things straight and clear the air The word is I'm a Devotional Poet!!!
Me Me Me..he He
I only need @ 500 points to level up, who wants to help me out? pretty please ;)
Something That I Felt Like Wrighting
Hurt Again From times untold and words unspoken you broke my heart again , you'll never know what i feel right now not even in the end , you hurt me inside you could never tell , i can't beleave becouse it hurts like hell , scared to tell you how i feel inside becouse the words are unspoken , you don't know how much it can hurt someone you stop and see that the oneyour hurting isn't only me!!!!!
Friday Night
Well, it's Friday and I'm doing my usual. Sitting in front of the computer talking to my "online" friends.... It's a bit ironic, but the majority of you are people I truely consider to be friends. For that I thank you! Surgery went well on the 11th. My blood pressure plummeted so they had to keep me in recovery for an extra 3 hours or so to try to stabilize me. It hurts to move, but I'm up walking around. Not much slows me down... ok so this slows me down, but at least I'm moving. I swear I have heard every possible joke. Yes,I walk like a damn duck now. I have earned the title's "zippergimp", dutchess of crutchess, gimp-pimp, among got any others they want to add? I have 31 staples in my back right now... I'll be glad to get them out too. My niece was born on Wednesday. She weighed 3lbs 14.5 oz and is 17 inches long. Ya'll check her out in my photo's... she is precious. Her name is Faith. Well,I guess I should go... talk to you all soon. Love to all
Us Against The World
memories come in fragments in dreams like a bad trip living in the clouds above sleep never comes serenity in sleep angelically challenged in a dream in a differnt laberinth of life imagination takes me beyond seeing though a childs eyes keeping things close to my heart your out stretched legs your eyes filled with the world around loving to see everything watching my every move sometimes knowing me better than myself us against the world it always seems what will i do with out anyone near who will i lean upon feeling alone feeling misunderstood by those closest to me wishing for love and comfort closeness and friendship someone whom i can hide nothing from feeling like i put on a play everyday acting as if nothing is wrong what will i do who will i turn to
To All My Friends/family
Update: Warning To All My Friends!!!
UPDATE 4/20/07 The Stalker Returns with a new name if you see him on your profile you will know why. Stalker is using the name: ken rosenberg Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof
Wishing These Tears To End...
I'm so tired of these tears... I don't understand why i keep getting hurt like this, Why am i always the one doing the fighting.... Why wont anyone for once fight for me. Before you blow up at me i am talking emotionally... Physically i fight in the name of everyone and am so proud to do so but the woman who i love so is killing me inside. I care for people but this person was suppost to be one of the closest people in my life... She swore she'd never hurt me.... But i am sitting here with tears that are rolling down my face. WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? have i done something so horrible? is it because i am not close enough? i swear if i could spend every morning next to you i would but insted i get an e-mail that drills into my heart ... or whats left of it telling me that he is the type you want.... the bad boy with the gentleman side... I thought you said it was me you wanted???? What did i do to deserve this?... i swear if there was something i said i'd take it back,
Call Me Angel Brother,...
Tera And Evan Oh My
Ok so i met tera patrick and evan seinfeld tonight. It was alright kinda shitty. I have the biggest crush on evan and he looked super sick , hes soo skinny. but its all good im all for being skinny, was just a shock really. tera was very nice , and not stuck up at all. which was cool. anyways thats it.
Intwined In Time's Forgiving Embrace
the past few months have been amazing. the powers that be seem have cut me a break. i guess i should start at page one. matt and i met at the end of january. our initial intents were bang until we got bored of each other. we ended up developing feelings for one another. he really is an amazing guy. i always heard stories about guys who say pretty things but actually believe themselves and carry out those romances. he opens doors and helps me up when i'm too high to get myself up. i blew out my knee and he sat up all night with me. matt actually helped me use the toilet because i couldn't get there alone. he rubs my back when i'm sore. every time he kisses me i get butterflies in my stomach and feel like the universe is at peace. i don't know how to describe it. we're still in the infatuation stage but i'd hate to think that everything i feel is just puppy love. anyway some funny stuff: two weeks ago i ride my byke to matt's for a wake up call. i curl up into bed with him and
Why Does Love Hurt So Much?
ok, first off i cant beleive im writting this, But i need to get it out. Things in my life have made it to the point of giving up in life, and letting my parents take my child. I joined the military to make myself stronger inside. On some ends it has. However with being a single parent, and being engaged to someone at the time, who is currently serving in iraq, and they proposed to you on v-day. then a month later tell you that they never loved you, never did and never will. Its fucked up in my opion. As a matter of fact it was to the pt, were no contact orders were about to be placed. However, a letter came in the mail that was written at the beginning of the month, that made a turn, to forgive and forget. The past few days I have not been on tap or anything for that matter. I was more less in hidding. Didnt want to be spoken to, or anything. I just wanted to end life right then and there. I finally came got enough strenght to right the "its over" letter. This was due to the lack of
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Tearful Words
You leave me alone with tearful words ringing in my ears. You are deaf to these words that come from your lips, but I am not. I scream in hatered as you drive away but you are lost in your world and can not hear a thing. Tearful words hurt more then you can see. For one of these days I will be gone like the wind and you will be to blame not me.
Leaving 4 Ny
Hey about 2 weeks I will be leaving for NY. I have to be in NY by May 9th because I have a court date for my daughter. My daughter was malled by a 2 year old German Shepard...which left her with scars on her face and head. It was so bad that I could see her skull (forehead). She wasnt crying or screaming, and thats when I thought I was going to lose her. I took it up with a lawyer when it happened which was in 2005. And it is just starting to pick up now. So wish her luck please. I will keep you posted on what happens and how the court session(s) go. Thanks again for taking the time to read this. Always, Jenn
My Mom's Obituary
My mom passed away recently,on April 4,2007. She was 44 yrs old.She died way before her time and I will truely never get over her death...I miss her so much. Heres her obituary: Laura Kay Munden died suddenly and unexpectedly April 4, 2007 at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Reno, Nevada. She was born Laura Kay Jepsen on December 11, 1962 in Fremont, California to Sharon and Neils Jepsen. Laura grew up in Newark, California, coming to Hawthorne as a teenager. After graduating high school, Laura went to work at DZHC where she was employed for 24 years. Laura had many hobbies and interests: she enjoyed working in her yard, she loved to paint, and she enjoyed arts and crafts, she also enjoyed cooking and baking. She loved her pets: Moffee, Troopie, Maggie and Simon. Her greatest role in life and the thing that made her the happiest was being a wife and mother. Laura graced our lives with her kindness, tenderness and genuine love. Her passing has left a tremendous hole i
*lost And Confused*
i freakin broke up with my boyfriend tonight and so now i guess i am single and i dont know what to do with myself i thought he would be the perfect guy for me we have been good friends for almost 5 yrs and then he just cant stop acting like a dick and being selfish... and that hurts my feelings and so after me trying to talk with him about it and him saying that its stupid i just had enough but i love him soooo much so it hurt really bad and so now im LOST and dont know where to go from here... i dont understand!!! grrrr... plus i dont know how i can still be friends with him it will hurt me even more to see him with someone else but i know he deserves to be happy ... i just feel really dumb and i wish i could be that person so bad but i couldnt take it anymore. i wanted a good relationship not a when im good and ready you had better be relationship.... it hurts that he didnt try and fight for me or really even care what i said.... that broke my heart.... love is painful! how many ti
Curious On Your Thoughts!
Ok, so I am wondering....does anyone actually read this stuff? What drives a person to attempt to try and find romance online? Is that suppose to be better than the ordinary methods? Don't get me wrong. I know why I am here, but I am really curious of the circumstances of everyone else! I like the experience simply for the fact that you talk and get to know someone as a person without the initial judgements. I have had nothing but great experiences with everyone that I have met online. Are they all what I had hoped for, looks wise? Negative, but I have dated some really good looking men in my life who have turned out to be total jerks, so I try to base everything on the way that a person makes me feel! Notice, I said try! I think no matter what, there has to be some sort of initial attraction to begin with and then you build on that! Obviously, I haven't found my soul mate on here, or I would be lying in the bed next to him instead of typing this stupid ass blog! Does it ever actually
Strawberry Pretzel Jello Salad
STRAWBERRY PRETZEL JELLO SALAD 2 c. crushed pretzel sticks 3/4 c. melted butter 3 tbsp. sugar 8 oz. cream cheese 1 c. sugar 8 oz. Cool Whip 1 (6 oz.) pkg. strawberry banana Jello 2 c. boiling water 2 (10 oz.) pkgs. frozen strawberries, partially thawed Mix first three ingredients and press in bottom of a 9"x13" pan. Bake at 350 degrees (metal pan) or 325 degrees (glass pan) 8 minutes. Let cool completely. Beat 1 cup sugar and cream cheese. Fold in Cool Whip. Spread over pretzels. Mix Jello and water until dissolved. Add strawberries. Stir into Jello, then set aside for 10 minutes. Pour over cheese mixture. Chill.
For U Babe
i have met alot of sweet woemn on here all of them are very special to me but there is 1 in particular that is very special in a different way she is the sweetest woman i have ever met.she makes me smile she makes me laugh i look forward to waking up every day just to talk to her.she is very prescious and very sweet she is every mans dream i have only known her a short time but i wanted to dedicate this blog to her cause she is so special i hope that someday she will have everything in life that she has ever wanted cause she sure deserves it. i know that i would love nothing more han for her to be mine but heck im just an average guy and she deserves so much better. but ill keep hopin and praying that she will someday be my soul mate that i can share my laughs and share my smiles and my feelings with. and i can do the same for her. i wish i could take away all the pain she ever had in her life and put it inside me so she would ever hurt again.well she knows i think she is special to me
Tired Of Games
I come here to make new friends and come to find out a certain person takes offense to me making a comment sayin his or her kid is looking like a PIMP and that meaning they're looking good and nothing in a bad way becuz 1st. of all I don't disrespect someones child and 2nd. to sit there and see me as a JERK for a simple remark I find it disrespectful becuz I'm no one to be putting down anyone for anything so if u find me as a JERK please feel free to delete me as a friend or whatever u'd call me becuz 4realz I'm tired of these BULLS#&% assumptions and losing a so called friend is fine by me becuz I've had worse do more stupid things to me in the past and most of all I don't need crap from mobody or will I take it so what I'm saying is IF U GOT DRAMA LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT BECUZ I DON"T HAVE TIME 4 CHILDISH GAMES I THOUGHT WE ENDED THOSE DAYS LONG AGO SO DO AS U WISH BECUZ MYSPACE IS FULL OF PEOPLE THAT DO THIS CRAPO THATS EWHY I BARELY GO ON THERE ANYMORE DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Comes The Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean security and you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the dignity of a Adult and the the grief of a child and you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain and futures have a way of falling down in midflight after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure that you really are are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn withevery good-bye you learn.......
A Simple Poem...(i'm Full Of Jack Daniels..)
I think of you sometimes and wonder who you really are I suppose it doesn't really matter since I'll not gain your heart.. I wonder what your likings are I wonder what makes you tick inside I wonder if you're really more beautiful than I can imagine in my dreams because I'd give near anything to smell the fragrance of your hair, feel the softness of your skin, and look you in your eyes for just a brief moment in time.. I sometimes wonder if a person like me can ever gain the heart of a woman like you because I'm a sinner, a lover of things unpure for I might corrupt your spirit, and stain your soul. I loved once before, in another life not yet so far back away, When I felt so alive, and full of color before I've become the living dread And I cannot imagine that anyone else will spirit me their love anymore than I deserve love itself because I'm a sinner and you're a saint. I've dreamt so may times before, of the sun itself shining it's hope on me- yet the n
Internet Still Hurts Sometimes.
Love's Sweet Surrender
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th
My Wife Died.
It's been 2 and 1/2 weeks since my wife died and I miss her SO much I think I'm going to go insane. We met on the steps of our high school on a January day, I think it was the 12th, we were 15 years old and we were together ever since. She would've had her 50th birthday the 27th of this month. Cathy had a small stroke, a TIA, October 26 and lost some vision in her right eye. Then 90 days later in January she had another one this one was worse. It affected her speech and right arm. Our local hospital sent her to Barnes Hospital in St.Louis, Mo. and while they were checking on the damage done by the stroke a CAT scan showed a tumor in her neck. Now she had recovered almost 100% from the stroke but another CAT scan showed tumors on both sides of the neck, left collar bone, bronchi in the lungs, stomach, liver and lymph nodes. Her cancer fell into the 15% that can't be identified as to where it started (occult primary)but we suspected the stomach. She came home for a week then we met with
Getting A Flat On The Freeway Sucks
how do i know happened to me at 1 fucking amit fucking sucked ass. and i wasnt wearing the best thing to be stranded in a fucking minnie army skirt, boots and a black tank top ...alone on the side of the freeway at 1 am ... im fucking pissed cause i have to spend money i cant afford to spend and im fucking horny
Back Home..
Well I'm home once more, safe and sound.. Although the trip home was a real pain.. 3 hours or so of sleep on top of jet lag and a hang over from drinking almost 1/2 of a liter of captain morgans sucked! So needless to say I felt terrible when I boarded the flight home, and still felt bad when I stepped off, and then again even still felt bad after I got some sleep at home.. Tomorrow I should be back to normal.. I think. The vacation went well, aside from the bad bit of news pertaining to family, and havng to work on my computer now that I am home, since it somehow had gotten screwed up while I was away.. Gotta love family using your computer when your not around.. heh.. Anyway, it's late and I need sleep. Will try and catch up with the 25+ comments and such I received while I was away, so if I miss anyone.. It's not intentional. Just drop me a message or something to remind me and I'll get to you. PLaying catch up is always a pain.
Powerful Thought
WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta She's been in home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ..... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'l
Am I Retarded?
ok, the last blog i wrote i couldn't see felt like i wasted words, am i doing this right? somebody let me know this time cause i'm lost
Thought For Today
Hey All My Friends And Family!!
Would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) Thank you all my Cherry sweethearts! Hugs and Kisses, Andie
I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends.
Leaveing To Go Fishing
Wanted to Welcome all new Friends + Fans,from Club Far,an others that have join'd my Cof. Wishing Everyone a Fabulous an Glorious Weekend.You all don't do anything I wouldn't do.I Realize now it leaves the book wide open. I actually Slept a bit late today,Unfortunately my rounds doing Comments didn't get done.I Apologize for that. My Ride is comeing in about 30 minutes,to pick me up for fishing tomorrow.Finally awesome 70 degree weather today. My Fishing keeps my Foul Mood at times at bay.Especially if I have some Luck.I more or less Sleep + Breath the Tap.I Welcome any chance I go for my Weekend escape from where I Live.I should be back early Sunday afternoon. The Newbies to my Friends,if you all would like to get to know me,suggest reading my Blogs or Chatting with my Familly Members.I have a Good Heart + I'm very Kind.Most in my Familly have a place in my Heart as Friends. Show Love not Hate,an to my Familly members Please Show them Respect at all Times
Yes,,, This Would Be Nice!
Happy Saturdays
Someday I can see you when I close my eyes Although we’ve never met I can hear your laugh You move like sunshine Leaving traces of glitter and grace Light dances with your entire being And when you smile Your eyes connect our souls For you are my everything So forever I will wait Until you are in my arms
Hmmm..someone Likes This..wonder Who
Taylor Swift – Teardrops On My Guitar lyrics Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night [Chorus:] He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause [Repeat Chorus] So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Ge
Contest Info
As most of you know I've entered my tat in the Best Memorial Tattoo Contest. I want to make sure I thank everyone that helps me so please leave me a note here so I don't miss you. The way the comments roll off the page it is easy to miss. I've had a lot of viewers & they don't match the number of rates so it makes it hard to know who to thank. You guys know I return kindness showed so if I have not thanked you for stopping by the contest please know I am eternally grateful & you can call on me for your contests. :-) If you happen to have time or get bored would you mind dropping a few comments on my entry? That would be AWESOME if you could! I'm currently behind by a few comments nothing drastic. Much love to all! *MUAH* Lizzy
The Meeting~a Dream
SHe sits and wait in a dark hotel room,wondering if he's going to show?A knock came upon the door,nervously she answers,he's finally here! She moves to let him in,earing what he asked of,she waits until he's in the door before closing it. She has waited along time for this moment,wondering if he's as sweet in person as he seems in their net life.He sits on the bed,looking at her,crooks his finger n motions for her to stand in front of him,she obeys,waiting n wondering what will happen next. He does disppoint her as he pulls her down onto his lap,takes n kisses her on the forehead. Placing his has under her breats,she sighs,wondering what will happen next?she doesnt have to wait long,as he lays her on the bed,and tickles her,giggling the mood, changes,she feels his hands on her ass n his tongue through her panties. She moans as he tongues her through the now wet-panties. She feels him push the material to the side,his hot breathe o her clit,blowing on her.she pushes her hips up,wa
A Ct Pandemic
I just want to point out one thing that really gets on my nerves and it seems to be getting worse and worse...Come on people... learn when to use "You're" and when to use "Your". This is a growing problem in this country. "You're" is short for "You Are". See, the apostrophe... that makes it a "contraction". Yea, "Your" shows possession. You know... like you don't say, "You know YOUR the best". NO! You say, "You know YOU'RE the best"!!! Cause it's short for "...YOU ARE the best". You don't say, "Your a model?" NO! "YOU'RE a model!" It's not that hard. You use "your" in sentences like, "Give me your number"... you wouldn't say, "Give me you're number". Why do people continue to struggle with this? It really bothers me.
Good Bye
do to personal issues, i won't be on here for a while, if ever again. thanx to all my friends and well wishers, i appreciate knowin you. i wish you all the best. i will miss you all. goodbye, cavin
People Gettin Married On Ct. Damn Half Y'all R Crazy Fo Dat.
Ok, wha is going wit dis whole "I'm married to dis person dat person". I mean damn u got to da crazies person to be doing sum shit like dat. Wha da fuck dat mothafucka can do fo u. Y'all r miles aparts, different states and do u really think dat dey can really help u out. Damn y'all sum DEE-DEE-DEE lol. So my question is dis: is gettin married to sumbody who u really don't know on CT is real or fake?
Longing, Wishing, Waiting.
(This blog is about two different men, and how I was feeling at the moment, confused, tired, scared, and ready to leap) Is the perfect relationship possible? Is it where you long to be with one another? The person runs through your mind constantly. The person feels your pain, your happiness. Their mood changes with yours. They say what they want to, Never holding back from you. Is the perfect relationship out there? Can two individules meet, become one While still being true to themselves. Can two people from two different backgrounds make it? Is it perfect to be nonperfect? Is it ok to only think about that person? Here I am taking a huge leap. This guy makes my knees weak. Makes my heart leap, makes me nervous. I feel like I am in highschool again. I can't wait to see him, my days are filled with thoughts of him, and us. His kiss I can still taste. I've begun to memorize his lips. I make him gasp for air. He makes me feel overjoyed. Knowing he can't wai
Ever hear that time waits for no man! yea im sure you have in 1 way or another... best belive it, time never stops for nothing...So thats y ya gotta live your life to the fullest, and enjoy every minute you got to live. Im sure you have heard urself say i wish time would jus go faster. I have too, and now i just wish time would slow the fuck down. Before i know it weeks fly by and days are over with. But what can ya do? jus make the best of it. Live Your Life! ;) By ME ;)
Fellow St'rs ...lounge Now Open!!!
Hey guys...and you know who you are fellow ST'rs....if you dont know what an ST'r is then this isnt the lounge for I've just created my first lounge..come on in...
You Know This Is Goin To Tell Who My Friends Are
Starting A New Life.
Well, my boyfriend is going to be finally getting his own place. The BITCH that he was with cheated on him 3 times, and yet she tries to say that she gave over a 100% in the relationship. I don't call give over a 100% after cheating as many times as she did. I think that it is just FUCKED up on her part. He seems to be a nice guy, and it's pretty fucked up that it happens to the best of us. It seems like the good people are the ones that gets screwed over. He gave this female a home and everything that one could ever want, and then she turned around and cheated on him. Sorry honey, you don't deserve that. Whether we work out or not, you don't deserve to be treated like that. My Honey says I'm his "PRINCESS," and I can't wait to start our lives together. I really don't give a FUCK about what anyone thinks about this whole situation. I've been getting a lot of support from my friends on here regarding this whole situation, and I hope that they continue to give it to me and m
Ct Womem
some are bored, some are lonely, some are sexy and willing to show it, Whatever the case maybe; lucky am i, that the brief sharing is going to make my day a better one! tonite on bent knees i get to ask my Father in Heaven, for special Blessing for all my friends, male or female, whom i have a special love in my heart for! God Bless You all, good or bad, as far as i know, one way or the other, all have sinned, but One! with open arms He waits to give us that welcome home hug! rich (aba)
Through Anguish I find serenity with anger I find fault and misery throughout mankinds defiance and self gratification I find ignorance unjust yet we stand aside oblivious blinded bye what we see blackened and despaired our hearts to grieve such a loss is horrendous yet to forget losses much more ignorance and demonic I say unto thee Thirty Two dead is sad Hundreds who die in the call of duty to me that truly is a price burden upon my own soul for when do we have such a day where we remain in stealth for the dead memorial day I think not.. no silence there no honor of those who truly died or are wounded not all of us fly OUR NATIONS flag among that day
It's Time
time to put an end to the pain. gotta stop the hurt thats been pouring on me like rain. I can't go on pretending it's all a game. It's time I grow up and become a man that I can be. Put an end to the juvenile behavior that is me. time that I spread my wings and be free. leave this life of mine behind for a brand new discovery. its time that I quite talking and start acting. I need to quite procrastinating and slacking. Leave all the girls and the game behind and quit macking. Unfortunatly it's easier said than done, as sins I continue stacking.
First Contest
I'm going to hold a contest for CT gifts awarded during happy hour... First gets a Porsche or up to 62,500 in prizes Second gets a Vette or up to 50,000 in prizes Third gets a Silver Motorcycle or up to 25,000 in prizes Prizes will be awarded at the end of the 7 day contest. Prize money is calculated during happy hour prices so half off normal price. The contest is open for any picture you would like send me the link and I will rip it from your folder. The winners are the first three to 20k comments at the end of 7 days, if not all are at 20k comments winner is decided by most comments followed by most rates. Contest Begins on April 28th, at noon pacific, 3pm eastern Please, pass on to anyone who may be interested. Thank You, Bats
Just A Dream
I woke one morning to the sound of birds singing and the sun shining brighter than ever so I yawned and stopped the alarm from ringing and kissed my wife and caressed her we went to the shower and then to the bed for a little bit of TLC What a way to wake up , she joked and said but you wait until we go back to sleep work was great no rush hour traffic everything all day was a breeze while I was heading home I started to imagine this special night set for my queen I enter my house, lights off and lit candles then I am greeted at the front door by my lady just waiting so patient and admirable for daddy to love her some more our night together is indescribable full of moans and passionate screams but I wake up the next morning, much to my surprise to find out it was all a dream Nemesis of Nazerath
Birthady Boy
Thanks to everyone who wished my a Happy Bornday I'm going out tonight to celebrate Have a good one Muahhhhhhh.... Amirz Image 2007 April 22nd 1977
You Don't Care To Know....
Ok all… Beamer told me I should put a writing up that I have done…. This is one form a few weeks ago… I am not a writer.. or a good one at least.. so be kind to me… pretty please… Depending on how this one goes will determine if I will ever share another… So… there ya go.. enjoy…. You don’t care to know When you look into my eyes… Can you know what they are saying? Without me uttering a word How could you For you never gaze into them You don’t care to know When you put your hand on my chest Can you hear what my heart is saying? Do you know it beats for you? How could you For you never put your hand there You don’t care to know When you watch my mouth move as I speak Can you hear the conviction in my voice? Do you know that I adore you? How could you For you never see my lips forming words You don’t care to know When you feel my hands trace your body Can you feel how warm they are when I touch you? Do you know they long to touch your skin?
Creative Juices A Flowin'
Ok so Here is a story I originally wrote in my myspace blog June 3,2006..I'm reposting it here because its the finest and most proudest thing I;ve ever created(and that goes for son as well)I think it shows some true insight into what goes on in my head...anyways a little back story originally I started working the story in my head years back..working what the characters would say writing down lines etc..when I'd get stumped I would "act" them out like in a play to myself..I did hit a writer's block at one key part of the story,but eventually after a year I found a way to work around the corner I painted myself in...So please read brutally honest(please forgive any mispunction...spelling errors etc for I'm not a professional)this story and subject matter is bound to cause a lot of knee jerk reactions and I look forward to them. Storytime for the Kids BY Anti Funny how three little words can change a whole life..just three little words and the wo
My Poems I am starting to put my poems on a poem site..:)
Just My Thoughts
i've come to the general realization that most people on this site have an attention issue. not that it cant be held or that no one pays attention to them its more on the line of being an attention whore. everyone on my list on this site has something i deemed special about themselves. most are cute, beautiful, have big boobs, write some beautiful poetry, live life to the fullest and are just great people. others are people who dont get attention and have found that portal to be someone that theyre not. be real with yourself. if you have a brain be smart. hell i've come across one of you thats smart beautiful and a freak all wrapped into one. but then there are others that just want to go up in the rankings and become a goddess of the tap. thats not going to happen. throwing tantrums wont get you attention it just proves that youre a bitch and you need love. online love is online love. it may fill the void when youre online but sweety when you lay down at night. you'll still be a bitch
My Fans, Friends And Family
I just wanted to take this time to tahnks everyone for all teh comments and mail about my stash. I currently online searching for the best to put into my stash. I am also taking a break here and there to rate some your stash and pics and leave some comments on them. You guys have been so faithful in rating my stash and pics, its amazing. You guys are great. And I would like to do the same for you, as you know it takes time to catch up with everyone else. Wish me luck as I go on this venture to catch up with your stash and pics. you haven't been forgotten. When I see that you have just uploaded a pic or your stash I try and rate it and check it out right then, lol. Well, enough about the stash. Hope you all have a great weekend and thanks for stopping by my page and showing love. Tracy
Booty Call Contract
Booty Call Contract Pre-Booty Call Agreement... This Pre-Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask. 6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it'
Are You Proud To Be White
Are You Proud To Be White ? Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You
just bought my tickets to go to the deftones concert!! woot woot!!!!!!!!!!! very exciting i cant wait to see them! there one of my fav. bands!! yay!
I Dream Of You
In Solitude, my heart is filled, With thoughts of you. embracing my womaness, like Angel wings, I see into your eyes wear your love with pride Nestle inside arms Knowing the world outside Can not reach us there Feeling the firmness of your body making my heart race The caress of your kiss warming on my face The mellowness of love Like an avalanche of purity Filling my soul to overflowing Bringing my spirit to wings Like a song of freedom Above the mediocracey of a life simply settled for. You discovered my treasures Changed longing to completness When by Gods hand of fate you flowed through my veins My soul has found it's mate
Which Friend Are You?
You scored as Joey. You're Joey. A little ditzy perhaps but popular with the opposite sex and always hungry. Hey you'd even be up for combining sex AND food!Joey70%Chandler60%Ross50%Phoebe50%Rachel45%Monica40%Which Friend are you?created with
Hey guys, I need all of you right now to help me in this contest. Please, anytime your free click on the pic link at the bottom of this blog, and post as many comments as possible on it. I would do it for you guys, seriously. If at any time you need me to return the favor, just let me know and I'm there. Thanks in advance for any help you can give! :)
Ok Friends, Family, And Bitches. I Added One Of Those Photo Guestbooks To My Page...SO GO FUCKIN SIGN IT
Okay I think i pinched a nerve in my lower back so this kinda sucks... I finally got a new computer's shorter than I'd like it to be but I'll live I guess...But anyways..Off to play Oblivion I go!
One of the most troubling dream events, and startling physical side-effects of REM, is paralysis. Large muscle groups often become paralyzed during a dream, presumably to prevent injury to the dreamer in case the dreamer's instincts would cause a physical reaction to dreaming visuals. It can be troubling if the dreamer becomes aware of his body in a paralyzed state without being aware of the fact that the mind is still in a dream state. Suddenly stripped of every physical capacity for defense, the dreamer can experience great panic or victimization in the dream. This scenario is a troubling version of the lucid dream. Instead of mind awareness and body control, the dreamer has body awareness and no mind control. Hundreds of years ago, this phenomenon was observed and named having a witch on your back. The idea was that an unfriendly spirit within the dream had pinned you to your bed. Indeed, it is not uncommon to have a sense of spiritual oppression in a dream that includes paralysis.
Been Sick
I've had a bad flu for 2 weeks and no energy. I have only been able to take sessions and get back to work in the last two days so I have been really out of the loop, out of my head..out of everything. I've come back to check my mail here and there but not much more. I haven't been shooting, I haven't been doing anything but sleeping, coughing, hacking, just so sick. Anyway, I'm back, sort of. I'm not 100% better. More like 60% so I won't be very active on here. I'm still trying to get my energy back. Make me happy and go to my site.
What A Great Day.
Who would have thunk it right. I am having a fandidlytastic day. I met some really great ppl last night. Siren if you read this you are a kick ass chick who is as cold as me LOL. Zooks you are my hero you dont even know. Just remember me you Mike Myers LOL. I am so glad to meet people that I are like me, we have a stupid sense of humor and we are here to enjoy ourselves. SO to those of you that I didnt mention just know you kick ass too LOL.
As we go through our earthly lives we spend it in search of the ultimate love. We search for someone that we can trust with our hearts and our souls, we search for that one person that will make us happy and understand us. Sometimes that search becomes one dead end after another. No matter how much we give of ourselves or how much we try to understand the human race in general. In my personal search I have learned many valuable things in my journey through this life. The first thing I have learned is that people are only out for themselves. They really don't care about someone else unless it some how benefits them. Secondly there is no such thing as real love. People turn their feelings on and off like a light switch. I have also learned that people will be cruel to others because they think its funny or because they have to make themselves feel better about their own short comings. As you go though your journey try to remember to love and show compassion for everyone you m
And They All Wonder Why I Have Nothing To Do With Them
I got a call from my brother and a few other members of the family telling me to get to a resturant for so we can all have dinner. calling me up as of course an after thought since they had got there and had eattin by the time I walked there they were on their way out the door.
Cold Dead Inside
A few years ago I thought you were the one for me I thought I was so in love with you I agreed to marry you We were happy Then things changed We were having a baby I tried to get you to spend time with me But your friends were more important I tried to let you know how hurt I was I died a little more each time Foolishly thinking it was just a phase Hoping you would change after our child entered this world Things did change They got worse I began feeling cold Nothing could keep me warm I became weak I couldn't talk to you I tried but nothing seemed to matter to you Until I said "Goodbye" I gained the strength I needed to do what I believe in my heart is right. You begged for me to give it another chance Promising a better future A future I know could never happen Atleast not with you. I'm alive and warm now. I have my dreams and goals No longer with you. Written 11/27/03
What My Name Means
What Shannon Means S is for Sunbeam H is for Hotcakes A is for Angel Face N is for Num Nums N is for Num Nums O is for One and Only N is for Number OneWhat's Your Pet Name?
Laws Of Love
Nothing in the name of Love is foolish...for it is the fool who never really tries. We know that nothing worthwhile is without risk. To risk is to give vulnerability of ones self...and it is only when one is truly vulnerable that they can be open to absorb all of loves wonder. Unconditional Love begins with Loving yourself enough to protect yourself from the people you Love, "IF" that is necessary. Until we start Loving, honoring, and respecting ourselves, we are not truly giving - we are attempting to take self worth from others by being compliant in our behavior towards them. True love comes from self and as long as one truly believes in themselves and in love...Love will always find them. The slightest negative thought of being hurt will lesson your chances of ever feeling true unconditional Love as well as the feeling of ever being truly alive! When one knows and loves themselves the fear of being hurt is almost completely diminished. Love is NOT a test of self worth, it is
Things Yall Need To Explian To Me...
Well since i been on here i meet alot of different people from all over the place. N for the most part enjoyed it. But there r some things i just dont get. If yall can explian it to me good luck. Why does everyone wear thier hat crooked nowadays? Why does so many folks try n talk street even though thier whiter than mircale whip? Does anyone besides me wear a belt anymore? Whats the deal with so many folks shooting birds on thier pics? If thier pissed off at everyone why be on here? What the hell is it with people having foot fetishes on here? I think leggs r sexy, but you cant slap enough paint on a foot to make it sexy. Why did we have to do those stupid salutes? And why dont they be more careful bout letting minors on here? So thier ya go, something to ponder over. N if you know the answer to any of em, lemmie know too.....
Dead Or Alive
dead to the world alive to the dead feeding this anger inside my head breed for evil born to hurt feelings of guilt should not be built but things have changed something all wrong remorce for my sins starting to build the tears come slowly just one at a time alone in the dark i must be strong repress what is wrong no ones that cares to help hold back these tears these are only my fears my dreams, my nightmares now someone has apeared who can help guild me throw all these years take away the pain that has driving me insane but she is not mine and i fear will never be for you can not start construstion when one is already in place she is only a friend and nothen more atleast she brings a smile for everytime we talk she is my happiness and i can never have happyiness
THERE IS NOTHING THAT I CAN ADD THAT WOULD IN ANY WAY, MAKE THIS EPIPHANY ANY MORE MEANINGFUL. I DARE SAY, THAT SHOULD I TRY - IT WOULD LESSEN THE VALUE OF THESE REMARKS CONSIDERABLY. God bless mothers who drugged us > > The other day, someone at a store in our town read > that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old > farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a > rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug > problem when you and I were growing up?'' > > I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: > > I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to > church for weddings and funerals. > > I was drug to family reunions and community socials no > matter the weather. > > I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to > adults. > > I was also d rug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my > parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, > did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher > or the preacher, or if I didn't
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Hey Hey Hey..
Hey to my special friends out there.. How is ur weekend goin? Will mine isnt goin to well.. I have been fightin with a ear infection again.. Very painful.. OCHIE!!!! And of course it has to be on a freakin weekend.. AWWWW.. lol.. Will feel free to leave comments on my blogs and on my pics.. I will have new ones up here in a few days.. And make sure u tell ur friends about me.. the more point the more pics... ur hot sexy kittyred HUGS AND KISSES
Before yall read this yes I am bisexual so don't ask me what you allready know lol Observation of your feminine creation 2 study the form which is inducing My facination 2 taste you starting from mental Stimulation, which starts out as Verbal communication And leads 2 mental fornication And the uncontrollable desire For physical gratification Render you my captive Because you're moans of ecstacy Are the effects of my sexual tactics I'm a master of my craft, stemming from Intense practice and the more I give the More your body is reactive Your fantasies are no longer dormant Your sex drive is now active This is the definition of seductive Giving your all 2 me As I persistantly keep you weak The peak of your sexuality is what I seek, my taste buds analyze the nectar You secrete as I continually make you Consecutively orgasm 4 me Causing you 2 bite your lip And squeeze inbetween trying 2 breath You can't help it baby, I love 2 hear You scream My lips
Lords Of Acid
Breathe Out So I Can Breathe You In.
I've just had an ultimatum of sorts, I guess you could say. Or epiphany. Whichever. I have decided that I want to move to a big city. Where no one knows me. I want to come up with a pseudonym or an alter ego, one that no one will suspect is me. So, Phil McCracken is out of the question. I want to write something controversial. Inspirational. Comical. Sensational. I want it huge. On the tips of everyone's tongue. So I can be famous yet anonymous all at once. Then suddenly, I wanna yank it out from under the public's feet. Kill it off. End it. And have everyone question it's existance. And I will be the only one who knows. This is totally feasible, right?
Thank You, Australia
! Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America th
Jealous people SUCKS! see what has to say about it ******************************************** jeal·ous·y /ˈdʒɛləsi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[jel-uh-see] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -ous·ies for 4. 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood. [Origin: 1175–1225; ME gelusie, jelosie < OF gelosie, equiv. to gelos jealous + -ie -y3] —Synonyms 1. See envy. Unabridged (v 1.1) Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006. American Heritage Dictionary - Cite This Source jeal·ous·y (jěl'ə-sē) Pronunciation Key n. pl. jeal·ous
Conversation With My Son
chris__: hey i got to ask u something chris__: theres a girl i like and she likes me and her old boyfriend keeps flirting with her what should i do.. chris__: Hello? I know you're there. I can see you! mochabrutha73: i say find somebody new mochabrutha73: cause if she didnt really want him to mess with her then she would tell him mochabrutha73: but since she dindt that means she still likes him mochabrutha73: so leave her alone cause she cant make her mind up mochabrutha73: and get somebody that dont have an ex chris__: she does tell him to stop but hen doesnt chris__: then mochabrutha73: well still its not worth it mochabrutha73: there is always somebody better chris__: no thees not mochabrutha73: if the girl u like has too much drama in her life u dont need to add that to urs mochabrutha73: find somebody without drama chris__: k but i have to go chris__: bye mochabrutha73: k
Blame "anything"
Here's the point. So many will not take ownership for there position in life. They act and claim that other influences (people job family school...etc) hold them back. If you only had this or that then all would be fine. Reality is that we are accountable for where we are in life. Take control of your life, be accountable. Even if your not where you want to be , decide to change it, belive in it, feel it and you will soon find it is yours. "Life is what you make it!" "If you belive something is going to happen good or bad ...generally your going to prove yourself right!! "
To All Those I Have Convo'd Tonight!!!
Too all my awesome friends! I am truly blessed with friends such as you! This night closes a wondrous day and hopefully opens many more to come with you guys at my side!
through the eyes of a babe, the world is new the time it seems, always grew older and older, we all must get til we are over the hill, and older yet it seems unlikely that, time will stop guess that happens, when we droop so be wild and live, only for the day cause we never know, when it will go away don't worry bout things, that have no power live your life every second, every minute,every hour
80 Cents
The race track was fun, I went there w/no money n left w/ $30.80. Yet I was only ahead by 80 cents ,lol. See we found my g-ma there n she gave me $10 n my parents each gave me $10. So I had $30 to play with, I lost alot n won some but in te end, I had $30.80. See, I was only ahead by 80 cents
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps, he was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit they passed in front of a large silver-back gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, holding on with one hand and 2, feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... and the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him,"
Two Fleas
Two fleas had an arrangement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. One year one of the fleas arrives at Miami but he's shivering and shaking. The other flea asks him "Why are you shaking so badly?" The first flea replies, "Rode down here from New Jersey in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea responds, saying, "That's the worst way to travel. Try what I do. Go to the New Jersey airport bar. Have a few drinks. While you are there, look for a nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by..... When the first flea shows up in Miami he is shivering and shaking again. The second flea asks, "Didn't you try what I told you?" "Yes," says the first flea, "I did exactly as you said. I went to the New Jersey airport bar. I had a few drinks. Finally, this nice young stewardess came
Broken Mirror
Note: I wrote this like 5 years ago, so it's kind of depressing, which doesn't really fit as well with me at this point in time. I broke the Mirror what I saw in it I didn't like The face of a girl A girl who had cried for herself only had been there, one time too many I grew bored of myself and I ended the girl in me From the Mirror I saw a Dreamer too tired to try again to see what the future brings 'Only pain' she said and I slashed her wrists open A Wanderer who got lost in the game who grew too close to people couldn't live without them she was no one and everyone all the same for me she's gone now, don't miss her I've watched at the Mirror for the last time and it's sharp pieces I used when I cut my wrists open and ended my pain and misery Nevermore the Dreamer will dream of pain Nevermore the girl will cry for herself Nevermore the Wanderer be lost Nevermore
Touch Me Now
Crimson doors Set against a black lit night. Darkness comes calling, Shutting out the light. Pain is his pleasure, A heart thats cold as steel, No longer caring, No longer able to feel. His walls growing taller, Unwilling to let anyone in. Not willing to trust, Refusing to be hurt again. Haunting shadows Darken his fractured soul, Demons taking over, As the pain takes its toll. Death is the only way out, Out of this miserable plight. So come now beautiful death, Touch me now, and take me to the light. (c.)(4/2007) by KCZ
Way To Go Jeff 24
The four-time NASCAR champion tied the late Dale Earnhardt for sixth place on the career victory list with 76, winning for the first time since last July. After ending the 26-race victory drought, Gordon stopped to pick up a flag bearing Earnhardt's famed No. 3 and black, red and white color scheme for his slow victory lap around the mile oval. "It means the world," Gordon said. "Holding that 3 flag, it's certainly by no means saying we're as good as him. I learned so much from him. We wanted to honor him. We've been holding onto that flag for a long time."
At times when I’m alone at night in my room I think and think only of you My mind ponder with dreams of you and me I don't want these dreams to stay only as dreams I want to live them as I gaze through the lonely night tears drip down my eyes the thought of loosing you pierce my very heart I just wanna wake up by your side everyday see your beautiful smile and be with you forever and a day!
at the age of 20 walking this lonely road playing the 20 dollor game that we all call life at such a young age i see all the pain the govt is all screwed up all partys are currupt no deed is done without ones self in mind the cynic's point of view is the only true view parents with out a life touture their children trying to live throgh them as the child is crying inside its to late for the rebel who never had freedom trying to change the world without the world changing him without know what he is rebeling trying to get a job owning a home or atleast an apartment this life we life all it is a shit eating contest the more you make the more you do the higher position the more shit you eat but on my road the forks are all behind me the one way signs are all around no u-turn or lefts or right one direction one road heading for a fall which we are all one no stoping the disister that will make you wish for the finial stop, 6 feet un
My Favorite Tale Of My Favorite Ghost Story
JERRY PALUS & RESURRECTION MARY The Most Authentic Resurrection Mary Encounter - Ever! The Story of Jerry Palus Aside from harried motorists who encountered Mary along Archer Avenue, one of the first people to ever meet her face to face was a young man named Jerry Palus. His experience with Mary took place in 1939 but would leave such an impression that he would never forget it until his death in 1992. Palus remained an unshakable witness and appeared on a number of television shows to discuss his night with Resurrection Mary. Regardless, he had little to gain from his story and no reason to lie. He never doubted the fact that he spent an evening with a ghost! Palus met the young girl at the Liberty Grove and Hall, a dance hall that was near 47th Street and Mozart. He had apparently seen her there on several occasions and finally asked her to dance one night. He did note in later interviews t
Ok Ok Ok
so I went ahead and lost that car. haha. SATURDAY NIGHT. and i'm here. kinda crappy, cuz baby's daddy cut out on me, so i'm Really not doin what i wanna be doin, which'd probably be exactly what I was doin all last night. So, I guess the shout out for the night is gonna be PROPS for last night, to u know who u are, if u ever read dis shit!! *my lil sis says, "whit, y u walkin all funny?"
Re: Psycho Guys Who Think They're Your Boyfriend
Ok , DAVE from MONROE. .....if I wanna put a picture of MY titties up on the net, I'm gonna put a pic of my titties up on the fuckin net, YOU especially have no say about whom i show my titties to and it probably doesn't need to be said that I'll show them to everybody I want to show them to, thanx. Oh yeah, you're not my boyfriend. ok. hopefully with all your "super duper internet" spyin on me, you'll manage to catch this blog, please let me know when you have by NOT calling me again! thanx!
1st Blast Contest
comment bombs away... click pic...its the link... thank you very much in advance...xoxoxo... come on show me some love damn it
Her Waterfall
The Drinker
I drank myself away til I wandered lost and alone amongst the many headpiece graves all made of marble and stone. I wandered dusk til dawn til I wondered where now I was on someone's grassy morning lawn I stood with my head abuzz. Lying down on the grass I thought I'd take a little nap til some meager time it had passed I awoke to a slight tap. There before me he stood a hand reaching down to me cowled in a deep-black, darkened hood a strange sight for me to see. "Alas ne'er I meet a gentleman with strong a gut as he doth lie beyond me reach," said he, my eyes no more shut. "Come along with me, Friend and let's toast the morning day brew. should you ever know my one sin, it doth hang over you, too." He took me by the hand with an expression of glee and then he gave to me a brand of some strange kind of whiskey. He said then unto me, "My name's Johab the Tinker. a test is this bottle of skee- who is the better drinker?" I drank away again
Bubble Where did mu bubble go???? Work It sucks.....Bites.... I some times want to shoot it but i can't,,,, FUVKERS
why am i confused?why do woman not but any effort in sex?i mean everyone enjoys why do the not give blow-jobs?i thought most women would do most anything to keep thier man happy!am i wrong?i know most my blogs are about sex but dammit I enjoy making my partner quiver and cum or orgasm. maybe i need a hobby???
New Ct Rules
OK, I can only keep my mouth shut so long. It's time for some new rules here on CT. These rules were developed after seeing actual profiles that inspired me to come up with them: (1) Do not use the phrase "Actually for a blonde, I'm 'quiet' intelligent" as a caption beneath your default photo. Might I suggest the word "quite" instead? Believe it or not, using the wrong word in a sentence where you're claiming to be smart makes you look like a fucking idiot. (2) Please stop posting pictures of your kid if he/she has buckteeth and a mullet. And for the love of Jesus Fucking A. Christ, please, please, please do not enter the poor slob in a "cute kid" contest. (3) Ok, I got it, you feel horrible about the Virginia Tech thing. But just because I didn't put up a picture of a ribbon or a logo does not mean I'm unsupportive. Let me flew a flag on your CAR after 911, didn't you? How about showing that support and patriotism during the whole year? By any chance,
A Fireman's Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, Whenever flames may rage; Give me strength to save some life, Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late Or save an older person From the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert And hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out. I want to fill my calling And to give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect his property. And if, according to my fate, I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting My children and my wife. - Author Unknown
An Ems Prayer
As I perform my duty Lord Whatever be the call, Help to guide and keep me safe From dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my best No matter what the scene, I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgement quick and keen. This calling to give of my self Most do not understand, But I stand ready all the time To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child Restore his laugh with glee, A word of thanks I might not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some, But I feel truly blessed, That you oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS!
Bad Dreams
Oh god... I had such a terrible night last night... Well, once I came home that is.. I started feeling a bit like crap followed by some more feeling like crap... So i finally said fuck it I'll go to sleep. I went to sleep... No sooner do i start to dream is it one of them dreams about dying,and its not because of someone else. I don't get why I'm having dreams like this. I woke up went back to sleep then had a similar dreams and so on and so forth... So, now I don't feel so well ( I have a stomach ache and I feel like I might puke) I'm shaking and wish i knew what these dreams were about... It's generally got be depressed... Is my subconscious now saying I don't deserve to live? God, I feel fucked in the head. Help! =(
More Votes Please!!!
OMG!! I can't believe I don't have more votes than I do!! Oh would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) Thanks to those of you who have so far but if you have time please go back and do some more??? Love you! Andie
Just make them go away! :) Kicking my butt today. Its beautiful out so no hanging on here today. Off to church, lunch with the family, and then outside to have some fun.
Thank You
Handle Me With Care
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care
dont ask me if im 19 please lol i have my own house i have id i was born may 26th 1987 my sis is 1986 shes 20 going on 21 im going on glad i look young though but just caouse u men think i might be underage doesnt mean i am some of u guys i feel and think the same way..but i let it go caouse i know guys roundmy way who look young but thy in there ant my fuilt i look good for 20 glad though i dont wanna look old yet..
From Special Ed 2 Sir Whit Knight
Need Help Making A Decision ......
Going to try to participate in an event June 3rd or if rained out the 24th, when a local radio station attempts to set a new Guiness record by having 2000 guitarists play Smoke On The Water. Just need to decide whether I play my Epiphone Goth G-400 or my Washburn N2. Decisions, decisions, decisions. At least I will be in a record book for something other than a police report. :>)
Who Has Love For Me?
I Wanna Know How HOT You Think I Am?? If you think I'm.... 1. Cute send yellow rose 2. Sexy send red rose 3. HOTTT send dozen roses 4. I'd Do Ya send any spicy gift 5. We could Party send any liquid refreshment 6. Friends Only send toy kitten Let's see who shares the love for me.
Is This The Reality Of Friendship?
Well I hate writing these stupid things because it is as nobody reads we go. Saturday I worked as usual and while I was locking up I got a call from my best friend. She was all freaked out because an officer had just contacted her to let her know that her ex had been stopped with the kids in the car...(He has a total of five seatbelts and there were six people including him [STUPID!]). The officer told my friend that her ex had multiple warrants for his arrest and that they were going to have to call CPS to come and get the kids. After a bit of pleading she was able to get the officer to agree to wait there until she got there to get the kids. He also informed her that she would need to bring a second driver to avoid the vehicle getting impounded. Well guess whom she called. Yep, me. I called home to inform all that I was going to go and help my friend save her kids. The response I got was unbelievable. I was told that I was making it all up to go out. HELLO! I would
I Miss You
I MISS YOU I long to lose my cursed thoughts To the blessed release of sleep The chilled night air to match my heart Good company they keep Yet still I think of only you The one I do not love I wait in sounds solitude For your call that may never come Once the fire intense and strong Inside my belly, burned Thirst for you unquenchable Your smile your touch, I yearned, Your words a chasm of desires You thundered my whole world You took my hand and lead me here My sweet surrender now unfurled, There is no belly fire tonight No quiver of my thigh No sweet dreams of what could be No silken words to lift me high No matter how I comfort self That this is what it should be My body yearns to hear your call Feel you, once again, right next to me, I cannot help but wonder If your thoughts drift back to us How you felt when I was near Of all that we now miss I would creep inside your door If my heart, were with you somehow On bended knees would whis
~things I Need~
*Things I need* 4/22/2007 1.A man, not a little boy to look after and take care of. 2.Someone who will take care of me even when they think I don’t need them. 3.Someone to love me unconditionally even after we have a disagreement. 4.The kind of guy that even after and argument will wrestle me into submission by having a tickle fight; even if it wasn’t his fault, just so he can see me smile. 5.The kind of guy who will make passionate love to me after tickling me into submission. 6.A guy who wants to make love to me for hours, not just fuck my brains out. 7.Don’t get me wrong it’s nice to have sex, but sometimes you just want intimacy. 8.A guy who will respect me. 9.Someone to grow old and spend the rest of my life with. 10.Someone to make me cry only tears of joy, but would never want to see or make me cry. 11.Someone who just wants to hold me. 12.A man that I can just lay and watch a movie with, even if it happens to be a sappy chick flick. 13.A man to run me a hot bath a
What Was I Thinking
oh my god, what was i thinking. so last night, while completely sober mind you, I thought it would be a good idea to shave. you have seen my pics, there is a bit of hair there but nothin excessive I didn't think. Maybe I should be more clear...I shaved my body. Legs, groin, chest, stomach, underarms, the whole 9. the only hair on my is my head and my arms. At least it is nice out maybe i can get some sun and it will be okay. and yes pics will be up later this week so you can all point and laugh. thank you and have a nice day. keep it twiztid.
Premeptive Thank You And Apology
‘collaring’ Ceremony Educates Students About B
‘Collaring’ ceremony educates students about BDSM lifestyle Print Article Mock union followed by panel discussion Jessica Anderson |Indiana Daily Student | 4/10/2007 IU Freshman Graham Skinner places a collar around the neck of sophomore Rebecca Dacso during a wedding collar ceremony Saturday afternoon at the Collins Coffeehouse. A panel discussion about sadomasochism was held following the ceremony. Chris Pickrell • IDS On a beautiful but chilly Saturday in April, friends gathered in the coffeehouse in the basement of Collins to witness the union of sophomores Graham Skinner and Rebecca Dacso. The couple was doing a mock collaring for Dacso’s Collins Q199: Residential Learning Workshop, class project, fulfilling a requirement to get the “community involved” in their research. “Getting collared” is the BDSM version of a wedding, “pretty much pledging to live a lifestyle,” Dasco said. Skinner said collarings are performed between two people in a committed BDSM r
I Lay Here
i lay here with a big smile thinking of how you make me want to go the extra mile,the thought of your lips touching mine,would be so fine,the touch of your hands running up and down my thighs,holding back the feeling i want to fly,whiping the tears from my face,feeling your hands are like silk and lace
Another Heart Felt One
6acc at tha 6ottom again/e'erytime i gain a little/ i lose a little more/god dayum door shut in my face/c'mon 6oogeyman picc up tha pace/move wit haste/cuz i got no fuccn time to waste/most of u cuddnt handle tha stress i go through/6ut i always make it through tha shit no matter how hard it hit/6ut sumtimes it makes me feel like shit/sumone tell me im gonna make it so i can give my kids n wife whut they need wit my music/cuz i wanna use it so bad it makes me sicc to my stomach/sumtimes it leads to heartache/so god tell me its finally time fo me to get down n shine n give all these ppl a tatse of whats goin through my mind/cuz i jus wanna feed to e'ery need that they cud have/this shit makes me so mad i feel like a scum bag/cuz i do anything for them/cuz wit out em i pro6a6ly be toe-tagged on a cold sla6/i think it wud 6e my time to go out this world only reason im still here is 6ecuz they're my fuccn world
Update On My Family
My sincere heartfelt thank you to each of you for your words of comfort, encouragement, and love. My Daughter is out of the hospital but still has the effect of the smoke she inhaled. She is totally devastated at the loss of Omar and Elijah. Angel my 11 month grandson escaped with no injuries and is doing fine. My son-in-law remains in critical condition in an induced coma in the burn center. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.
When You See Things
If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate.
Tribute To A Best Friend
Tribute To A Best Friend Sunlight streams through window pane unto a spot on the floor.... then I remember, it's where you used to lie, but now you are no more. Our feet walk down a hall of carpet, and muted echoes sound.... then I remember, It's where your paws would joyously abound. A voice is heard along the road, and up beyond the hill, then I remember it can't be yours.... your golden voice is still. But I'll take that vacant spot of floor and empty muted hall and lay them with the absent voice and unused dish along the wall. I'll wrap these treasured memorials in a blanket of my love and keep them for my best friend until we meet above.
my wedding date is oct. 12 2008!!!!! we are going to move into our house in 3 weeks.
The Penis Request
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you Have raised, the management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other Locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and Stimulated in order to start working.
Bad Day Coming
WHEN YOU SEE THIS ON YOUR WAY OUT THE DOOR IN THE MORNING Go back in and have another cup of coffee. It is probably not going to be a good day!
Part 3
The above picture was taken just weeks before I transferred from my first ship. When I left the USS Forrestal, we had been on deployment, having already had a port visit in Marseilles France and Naples Italy. This time, we were anchored off the shore of Palma de Mallorca Spain. At the wee hours of the morning, several of us boarded a helicopter for the trip ashore. They could have used a liberty boat, but oh well. From there we boarded a C-9 cargo jet to Rota Spain. We had to spend the night, then fly aboard a commercial jet to Philadelphia via one of the islands of the Azores for refueling. I still remember the flight because it was in the 70's on that island, then in the teens when we got to Philly that night. Most of us missed our connecting flights so we had to camp out. We all were in military dress uniforms, and I struck up conversations with an Air Force Sergent and two Army Private First Classes. The next day I flew to Jacksonville Florida to get my truck out of sto
Blackened Tears
Blackened Tears It is raining down my cheek, For the world around me has fallen. My chin is dripping water For everything familiar is gone. The make-up on my face is washing away, While my stable relationship is being blown away. Drops drip down my nose, For a person's foolishness left ruins in the wake. These tears running down face, Are the effects of the blackness in my world. The blackness rushing over me, Is the effect of the tears. These results occur because, The insecure world that I loathed, Has come to the world I love.
I Knew
I Knew From that day you first messaged me I knew we'd be something special. Our love bloomed from our friendship But I knew friendship would not be all. When I first felt your arms around me And your body pressed to mine, I knew. I knew this feeling would last For a very ....... long.........time. From the first time that your lips touched mine And that intimate moment looking in your eyes Then the way you said, "I love you" I knew. I knew my life was forever changed, that I'd be safe in your arms. I knew that I would forever trust you, with my entire heart and soul. I knew that forever and for always that I'd love you too. From that day that you first messaged me, I knew.
My Crush!!!!
Ok fess up..Who crushed me..ha ha!!!! I so need to know...HA HA
hello all.. hope your having a wonderful sunday and that the weather is nice if your in areas that your lucky enough for it. just wanted to let you know when you have some free time feel free to stop by and look at my profile and rate my pics and leave comments for me.. whatever you would like to do is fine :) thanx
It's A Blog Fing Innit...
I have never written a blog before. I'm not about to start. Oh yeah, I'm making a stand! I am standing. Standing right up. See how I stand.
Social Security Application
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'That's OK, Just Unbutton your shirt.' I opened the shirt revealing the curly silver hair on my chest. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me,' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, “You should have dropped yourpants... you might have gotten disability too!!
Hello All
Well I have been harped on about getting onto this site so,"HERE I AM FUCKER!!!" LOL. Just letting myself be known and thanks to all that has already tried to contact me. Good to know that there is a community out there that takes intrest. When I start learning more about this site I will recipicate the comments and ratings. For now Hello all :D
The Month To Come ..
If im not on ( i know i havnt been on much or at all .. but ) .. Its because Mikes graduation is coming up faster and faster .. Ive got just a lil over a month . and My mother called today to inform me she'll be here at least .. .. yes at Least a week prior to the graduation and about a week or SO .. afterwards .. ..So . here's my thing . If anyone has any FAST diet tips . Toss em at me .. its either I do something or live in my dryer for the next month . I figure thats the best thing as it manages to shrink every other freakin thing I put in there .. why not me ???.althou .. with my luck . I'll just come out shorter .. or missing a sock or something .. and I know my hair will be FABULOUS when i come outta there .. Hummmm.. I wonder if Lint will be the rage this summer ??? But at least ill be smelling Bounce'y Fresh .. and can always find a way to make an outfit out of all the dryer sheets . that should scare off a few Misquito's .. ... on another note .. I Miss you all . and hope y
Win For The Race
What has happened to us as a race? We no longer are willing to let our voices be heard, we much rather turn the other cheek when laws are passed which further stifle our freedoms of speech and views, we no longer are willing to be imprisoned for our views and we are no longer willing to place ourselves above those who were imported for labor not more than two centuries ago. Today we have become a race of fence sitters unwilling to get into the action when our people’s future is at stake, we are no longer the stronger race in the world we have passed the torch onto the Jew and his powerful allies (the media), we have all but allowed our people to be brainwashed into jumping off the preverbal cliff that the Jews want us to jump off of. We are no longer able to think outside of the box, we are expected to take on the views which the television says for us to use, we are so brainwashed that we encourage our children to go out and procreate with Negros and Mexicans, we no longer have the
Mixed Emotions, Need Comfort!
My emotions are raw at this time but I think its gonna be alrite. My daughter (17) ran and is with her friends. We fought and they are crying abuse. What else am I to do? She is packing what little she wants to carry and yet taking things that belong to me. She yelled at my face and we struggled. Legal adivce for me? there is none that anyone is willing to tell me. What must be done? I wish I know. What I must do? Well......... i am doing all that I can. I let her go with three days of clothes, refused to let her take anything from the house, refused to give money to her friends parents the is yelling abuse. I feel that she would have to learn the hard way. She is now forced to look for work, when she was with me, refused to do so. All that I know is that she is 17yrs and police say there is nothing I can do. Now I am really stress but I have to be strong for my other little girl.
Dishes And Ungodly Smells
So the moniter on my computer went dark...sorta grayish brownish and thats a sign it may not last much longer. Son of a bitch. I just had the fucking hard drive replaced. What the fuck... anyway, moving on. I just spent all damn day doing the dishes. Yes, I did say all day. with some breaks in between to eat, fo to the bathroom and tend to my kids. Other than that, its been dishes non stop. Wanna know why? Because I went 2 months without washing any. Thats right. 2 months. It got to the point where I had to empty out one of the big plastic rubbermaid tubs in my basement so I could soak the dishes. I intended to do the dishes the day I did that. But I got distracted by the computer. But then the water in the tub started to stink. So I just started staying out of the kitchen. But then the smell expanded to the living then I started hanging out in my bedroom. And then the smell just engulfed the entire house. Don't get me wrong, I don't really keep a nasty house otherwise clutte
This Is Bullshit
i dont complain at all i help people out i rate their pics their stashes help them lvl bomb in contests an everythin an when i wanna try to throw my first contest wont no one read my bulletins except my wife shes the only ones to EVER read my bulletins it seems it would be nice for some people to actually start readin an repostin an tryin to help me besides my wife boo boo girlblink182 an lovin the cherries them r the only people on my friends list or family list that help me an im tired of it
For My Guy, Waheed (barry)
WISE He is WISE beyond his years. Thoughtful, kind, caring, and intelligent. Steadfast in his beliefs and his moral integrity. A genteel advisor. Delicate, polite, and elegant. ADORABLE Delightful, lovable, and charming. Naive in his approach, candid in his views, and trustworthy in his manner. HUMBLE Meek in his demeanor, modest in his behavior, and unpretentious. A demure soul. EXCITING Appealing, provocative, dangerous, and rebellious. Intriguing, impressive, racy, and stimulating. At his whim... He can create ANARCHY. LOL !! Alienate/Attract Incorrigible/Innocent Obstinate/Amenable Unruly/Compliant Willful/Receptive ENTICING Alluring, attracting, tempting, and seductive. Arouses hope and desire. He invites all and tempts many. DISTANT Cool, apprehensive, remote, and reluctant. Thanks for being my most trusted friend. For always being there whenever I need you.. albeit on the phone, Cherry, or Yahoo.
21 Fine Words Of Advice
There's some mighty fine advice in these words from the Anthony Robbins organization ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smi
I Wonder?
I'm just wondering what relationships are worth anymore? I mean are they really worth the trouble and the pain. I'm beginning to believe that they're not. If you know what I'm talking about, let's hear a hell yeah. And people begin to wonder why I'm not in one at the moment, and gee, that could be anybody's guess. It's like most/some of the time they all come out of some damn copy machine and they are like robots with strings. Is there is a cutoff point to these strings or do they continue up the butt. I'm so sick and tired of the same conversations that get nowhere and is a continued basis of crap. I feel so bad for someone in my family who continues to get treated like crap over NOTHING. She's always in tears every single day over a relationship she's been in for a long time and it's not getting any better. What is a woman to do when nothing she does for her spouse is right? Every single thing she tries is for nothing, so apparently she is nothing in that spou
Been Away For A Bit
i just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see.... me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and
Show Me Love
Please help rank my good friend up.shes been good to me.rate,ran add and don't forget those pictures nothing less then a ten!
"watching You"
Driving through town just my boy and me With a happy meal in his booster seat Knowing that he couldn't have the toy Till his nuggets were gone Green traffic light turned straight to red I hit my breaks and mumbled under my breath His fries went a flying and his orange drink covered his lap Well then my four year old said a four letter word That started with "s" and I was concerned So I said son now now where did you learn to talk like that [Chorus one] He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are We got cowboy boots and camo pants Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad I wanna do everything you do So I've been watching you We got back home and I went to the barn I bowed my head and I prayed real hard Said lord please help me help my stupid self Then this side of bedtime later that night Turning on my son's scooby doo nightlight He crawled out of bed and he got dow
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes.
What My Birthdate Means
Your Birthdate: May 21 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?
My Baby Gurl
well my baby gurl is defintiely getting big. she has four teeth already and is getting two more. she has upgraded from crawling to walking. she is pretty much walking on her own now...well with her toys in front of her. she is also eating graduates food. i cant believe she is almost ten months old. i love that lil girl oh so much. so just thought i would update you all on how she is progressing.
I understand someone stalking your page..Ive experienced that first hand and I understand gettin a little edgy about someone ratin ya a 1.. nobody Ive met is a 1 thats just issues they have with themselves to do stupid stuff like that. What I have problems and issues with is the fact some of US think we run shit and we dont. SOme of US think that we can just put up whatever whenever and fuck the feelings of others on Tap. Nobody on here tells me how or what to think, I follow no one but myself (and the voices So having said that, I dont care if you have issues with foreigners, I dont care if you dont like people that date outside their race, I dont care if you dont like men that dress like women, or homosexuals, or redheads, or women who think for themselves, I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR ABOUT IT!!! NOT IN A BLOG NOT IN A BULLETIN, NOT A DAMN THING!!! I have the right to an opinion just as you, but Im not cramming what I think down your fucking throat. Next
Borat - Baywatch! Hahha
Why Don't They Get It?
I Won Thanks To My Friends Family And Fans
I Won a new Corvette and a dozen roses in the art contest thanks to all my friends family and all rock.........Like I keep telling everyone I have the most awesome friends on Cherry tap of that there is no doubt....Luv ya bunches.......purpledragonlady aka Vanessa
do you even look, can you even see? what loving you and letting you in has done to me? all my hard-fought, blood-bought, walls tumbled down, my resolve, my strength puddled into the dark pools of my tears on the ground, i got one word with icy coldness, no more chances..end. as simple as that, you turned your back, doing what i feared the most, you abandoned me, i make mistakes, i’m not perfect and never pretended to be, i told you from the beginning how scared i was, you said you understood, but you didn’t that’s plain enough, because if nothing else, love is about second chances and meeting each other in the middle of our fears, fighting through all the hard stuff, and pulling our battered hearts near, so at the end of lifes’ cold hard day, love will find it’s way, but i fear, You feel nothing for this ones tears.
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Chomping At The Bit
I'm going crazy waiting for a review of this lay I designed the lights for. I'm a very unconventional person to have hired for the task, and while I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the play is awful... I just want to see something about it! Somebody who has seen it and can give insight on how it is. Somebody who will analyze it and, from an objective point of view, say exactly what it was that sucked about it. I have to call the producer tomorrow and ask for my money as well. Driving 36 miles to the theater every day really set me back in gas money, which I get back on my taxes sure... but that's not until the winter... so I've got to get things together now. The cash from my new job will start coming in in about 2 weeks as well... but fuel is no joke. Even though my new job is only about 10 or 11 miles away... 2 weeks of going there and back will no doubt drain my tank again, despite the miserly fuel efficiency of my little Neon. I need to relax in the knowledge that every
Truley Alone
There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can Only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so Long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the Man's mind is gone. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop Your block off. I get so bloody, I ruin all of my clothes. I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark Alone. I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasie
Spent The Day At The Er
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.
Sanguine's Sexuality...explained.
Blue smoke slides from my lungs as I sit, pondering the subject of my last post. I feel a need to explain where the small outpouring came from... True I am in a higher state of mind but as I have explained, I am a night thing. And a sensual one at that... I have to admit, I am a great lover of men. If you expect to capture my attention, mind fuck me, tease me with your wit. Be comfortable with your sexuality and your body. Which brings me to a rather taboo subject... I have also lain with a few women! Alas, I don't think I could give my heart to one. I could however still be your RIDE-OR-DIE BITCH. I will hold hands with you while our worlds explode. Ladies of a like mind hit me up...but... Another hit of fragrant blue smoke.... Inhale, exhale... Guys, you should be as fearless as womankind really. Call me sick but, the thought of two fit, handsome men entwining with my lithe body and each other sets my blood on fire. So hard to fin those of a like mind ou
Hi My Friends And Fans
Update Profile #1
I'm updating my profile, but thought some may desire to read my previous "about me". Well, here I am again updating my profile. It is a natural yet spiritual thing to do as I am constantly changing as I move along this path I take. I have been learning about dealing with my shadow. What may you ask is my shadow? My shadow is consisted of the life horrors I've experienced or perceived that I have experienced. These fears and insecurities bind me from reaching my full potential as a man and Shaman. I am learning that I am NOT my emotions whether anger, depression, laughter or anywhere in between. Throughout my life I have dealt with depression. 2006 was the peak of the mountain of bad emotions I had retained over decades. Following a stroke (December 2005), being laid off my job (January 2006) I took on the persona of an emotion I had allowed to grow deep roots in my life - depression. Too often, I would excuse myself from participating in life by saying, "I am d
Odd Little Fact
Once in a Lifetime At Three Minutes and Four Seconds after 2 AM on the 6th of May This Year, Time, date, and year will be 02:03:04 05/06/07. This will never happen again in our lifetime (thanks jimbo)
Broken Hearted
I don't even know where to start with this... 04.20.2007 - He broke my heart I have never hurt so bad in my life... I didn't know a human being was capable of feeling such pain, you know, I thought I had been though it all. I thought I had hit rock bottom before. I thought the whole break up with Corey was bad, this is so much worse. I feel so empty. I just feel like giving up... what's the point you know... I fail at everything. And, no, this isn't some pitty trip, I don't want people feeling sorry for me... I just don't think he realizes what he's just done. And he doesn't fucking care. How can someone be so heartless? Did I not mean a single fucking thing to him this whole goddamn time? I should make him fucking watch the blood pour from my veins.
~golden Chain~
Friendship is a golden chain the links are friends so dear and like a rare and precious jewel it's treasured more each year... it's clasped together firmly with a love that's deep and true and it's rich and happy memories and fond recollections too... time can't destroy it's beauty for as long as memories live years can't erase the pleasure the joy that friendship gives for friendship is a priceless gift that can't be bought or sold but to have an understanding friend is worth far more than gold and the golden chain of friendship is a strong and blessed tie binding kinded hearts together as the years go passing by. I will miss you my friend. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
What True Friends Are
A true friend is one who stands by you no matter what and I have 4 very good examples of this. One of them is Penny she has been there for me through everything and for that I am grateful. She has the biggest heart any one could have and if anyone ever stomped on it I would stomp on them.. Or they would have to go through me to get to her.. Penny I love you with all my heart and always will..John Michael Montgomery Videos | Video Codes | Columbus Lofts
The Drug I Cant Get Enough Of
I talk to you when i can the day i met you was like noneother something was different something felt so good inside i knew i had to talk to you i could see so much through your eyes all the troubles youve been through, the loved ones youve lost. i felt ur pain an a connection i havnt felt with another in such a long time. I feel this void inside me growing getting bigger consuming everything i am the love for you eating away at my soul so weird so fast an a bond so strong. I feel so self destructive my emotions strung up so high my expectations lifted when ive taught myself never to hope for anything...youve broken through my heart open for you i cant understand why i would do such a thing or i would do it jus works in strange ways in my life its always the wrong way. i feel so strongly about someone only to have them slip through my fingers i try holding on as best i can only to grow further away i see you smile i hear you laugh i want to feel your body hold mine
why do i feel pain for others, I dont know maybe its because I care so much for ppl and they dont see it, maybe its because i can see where they are in their life and reflect back when I was in there shoes. But I think the main reason I feel pain is I dont want ppl to make the same mistakes I made when I was growing up. My friends are the ones i count on and no one else...This is why I feel pain for others is because I understand where they are coming from as the saying goes BEEN THERE DONE THAT!!!!!! that is true in my book....Thanks to all the friends that have been there for me...
Feeling Lost
This is a feeling I'm not real at ease with...feeling lost..feeling weak...yet here I am..feeling the biggest weenie ever cause no matter what I do the tears are just comeing. It sucks. Maybe it's all the worrie hitting me now...maybe it's the being burnt out from doing all the gigs last night. *sees time* ok Sat night. I haven't slept so to me it's last night.I'd do all those gigs all over again. I did them for the lady I love so damn much..I was gonna do what it took... guess that's all for nothing now too. Godz I'm feeling I can not go on...WTF? This is not my style. I couldn't handel being around the rest of my kin not even the sweet darling=Bella boo=. That's why I snuck to an "off limits" part of this huge place. The call was to strong.I didn't feel like battleing myself so I just came. Noone will give a fuck anyway. And that's odd for me too. I love hanging with my kin & I love that wee bella more then I can tell you.But I HAD to be away from them
Sniff Sniff Yeah It Is Monday :(
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if you think that you have a friend on here you better think again..been here for 4 months and what i thought were friends come and goes..u want to be friends think about it before you come into my tired of being hurt...
Everything was going so right Nothing could ruin my feelings for you I was the happiest person in the world You were by my side Showing me wrong from right Teaching me how I should be treated Making me feel loved Showing me what love is My heart grew strong Stronger with each day Every time I saw you this feeling got stronger Then like always it dissappeared Everything went wrong My life was turned upsdie down What am I going to do without you The man of my dreams Right by my side He is my everything I don't know what to do without him It hurts so deep I can't let him know This was something he wanted This is his dream I can't get in the way of his dream I don't want to interfer with his life plan Just deep down I cry Every time he isn't around My eyes fill with tears Knowing this is the last time I could see him I talk to him The last time to be with him I don't know what I cam going to do There is just so much all I know is I love him I can't let him
Do You
Do you see me hiding in the crowd Do you see how hurt I feel do you hear me crying out your name Do you hear me cry myself to sleep every night do you see me dieing slowly Do you notive I hide my face from you Do you see me hide my tears Do you notice I run off at night and don't return Do you see this single tear I shed for you do you near my heart asking you to be with me do you hear my lips scream your name do you see that our eyes never meet anymore do you notice you never say those sweet things do you see all I want is you
ive come to the conclusion... as i have many many many times before... (i really should start leaving a post-it on my forehead or something...) if i cant be myself with the people i talk to... all the time than i really shouldnt waste my time talking to them. right? i mean chickadee doesnt waste anymore of her precious time than she has to when dealing with the monumentous amounts of idiots she encounters... so why then...should i have to censor myself for the social ease of someone elses over emotionalism? im blunt. im sarcastic im often times tactless im stubborn im somewhat abrasive. im brutally honest i have minimal patience (which im working on) i hardly ever finish anything i start im highly anal retentive i have a temper im often flippant and sometimes dismissive im not nice. those who are truly my friends know this, recognise this and on some level or another accept this. and when they dont, they have absolutely noooo problem calling me on my shit. wh
Deal With It
That's the lowest you have ever been Fuck you I'm not dumb I thought we were friends I guess I was wrong go have fun Deal with it Life's a bitch Hunny deal with it I'm a bitch Deal with it I don't tell people what you told me That's the lowest I have ever seen someone go That just ignorant Deal with it I'm a bitch I wont change Unlike you though I know what life is like I'm not a sheltered mother fucker I can't believe you sunk that low I can dwal with it I'm a bitch You deal with that
What Hurts The Most
What hurts the most Is you are so far away but You are still close to me close to my heart What hurts the most Is I can't turn back time Back to when you were mine And I was yours What hurts the most Is you said I was yours forever Forever ended too soon Because you are still what I want What hurts the most Is when I said I'm yours forever I ment until the end of time What hurts the most Is evern though all this time has past The time I should of gotten over you Gotten over and moved on Moved on to someone new my heart still stays Still stays hooked on you What hurts the most Is I don't even know Even know if you still care
Christmas Meaning
the mistel toe hangs One after another Couples go under it to kiss to kiss that special someone But there is that one lonely person That sits in the corner Hoping no one notices The one that is all alone this holiday Like every holiday of their life those are the ones that know the true meaning The true meaning of Christmas It's not about the presents It's about spending time with loved ones they are the ones that want something Something that can't be found on the shelves at stores But foiund deep within They want to know you care Care and love them That you will be there Be there with them for the new year coming They are the ones that want the love of someone special Someone special they can't have They try their hardest to be good Good so that Santa will give them Give themw hat they want Waht they want most They are the ones that don't get what they want but still have the best Christmas because because they got to spend time Spend time with loved on
Believe It...
Do you really want this? You tell me you do. Do you mean it? Do I really mean that much to you? Or do I mean nothing? Just like I always do. It's the same with all them. Always building me up. Just to see how far I fly. Before I crash to the ground. And I believe it, Every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die. Is this real enough? Or is it just a fantasy? Am I clear enough? Dont want to be in misery. But I need you now. And your wispering that you need me. But every time. I've heard these words they were empty. But I ate it up. And paid the price for falsity. And I believe it, every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die.... Justin L Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist
The End...
And these pills take me farther now, Away from my own breath, My words are choking in my throat, My thoughts are all a mess, I feel my heartbeat slowing, And my vision starts to dim, I see my life before my eyes, And then I start to grin, The world is growing colder now, I'm leaving it behind, Just as it has left me here, As I meet my self demise... Justin Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist
Best News In A Long Time
Vermont pushes bid to impeach Bush AFP | April 20, 2007 The senate in the northeastern US state of Vermont passed a resolution Friday calling on Congress to begin impeachment proceedings against President George W. Bush, senate officials said. The largely symbolic move, which stands little chance of going much further, was approved by 16 votes to nine and followed a public rally this week in the state capital Montpelier calling for Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney to go. "I was deeply moved by the meeting on Tuesday and I've been a supporter of this consistently from the beginning," Democratic Senate President Peter Shumlin told the Vermont Guardian newspaper. "There hasn't been a president of the United States of America who has worked harder for impeachment hearings than President Bush and Vice President Cheney," he was quoted as saying. "The neat thing about the Vermont legislature is that we listen to citizens," he told the newspaper. A similar resolution ha
Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder (adhd)
ADHD seems more like an excuse for parents to prescribe their children with Ritalin in order to keep them calm, instead of actually giving it to the children that need it. 50% of cases are misdiagnosed, usually because of the pressure parents and teachers put on the doctors to ensure that children can be controlled.Effects of Ritalin include sleep problems, loss of appetite, irritability, nervousness, stomach aches, headaches, dry mouth, blurry vision, nausea, dizziness, drowsiness, tics, hypersensitivity, anorexia, heart palpitations, blood pressure and pulse changes, cardiac arrhythmia, anemia, scalp hair loss, and psychosis, as well as some more extreme effects, abnormal liver function, cerebral arthritis, leukopenia, and death. (Nutrition Health Center).I believe that drugs should be considered as a last resource. ADHD children do well when: they have a stable environment, with one-on-one attention, they have a routine structured into their lives, they are in a situation that is
Forever My Darling
Today Is My Surgery!!!!yuck
Today at 9 am cst I am going in for my surgery so I may not be online for a day or two...All depends on how I feel afterwards...If any cherries of my contest win please let me know...And I will try to get them there prize as soon as I can.....Shayne
Why The Hurt ????
why do people break people hearts and put them down??? why do people hurt the loves ones the ones they love can someone tell me out there why people do that ??????
Fuel For The Fire
the fire in my heart grows stronger with every sweet word from you.the heat fills my soul,with sweet memories of the softness of your touch,the sweet smell of your hair,feeling your heart pound as we lay together.the light shows me the path of happiness,i wish to walk with you till the end of time.
Sad But Oh So True
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to ge
lol anyone bored enough to read this has enough time to give me one rate and one comment ... please show me a lil cherry luv
Do U Ever Stop And Think?
do u ever think? i do i sit and think all the time about the times in my life and what has happend good, and bad. like for example, in 1980 i was in a snow mobile accident, i had six factured ribs, a collasped left lung, a ruptured spline, and a ruptured bladder. and a broken pelvis bone. your probably saying holy shit how is this guy alive? well i often ask myself that. i still have some every day after effects that i live with but other then that im doing ok. so just when you think u have it bad in your life, stop and remember this. there is allways someone who has had it worse then u. and im thankful to be alive. which i am. and i thank god every day for the reason im here, just remember that life is to precious don't waste it, and don't throw it away.
well good morning so i recently have had some issues with a close personal friend of mine that lead to some changes in my life which are my problems so jus tto let u all know that if u dont want to talk to me about them then please dont ask i have drama but what person with kids and exes doesnt and oh yeah and a different sexual prefrence then most have heard off im bi get over it its my concern thanks for being my friend and if thawts over hten so be it bye bye
Okay, so that last blog has the wrong link in it! OOPS... sorry guys! But here is the correct link to it!
Puppy Size!
Puppy size! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration.. Just then Danielle came walking into the office. "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conv
Almost Had It All, Or Not
so i have this boyfriend. only one, i've nee been the kind of woman to cheat. i've been cheated on, but who hasn't? i thought that i had found a man that loved me, he asked me to wear his ring and i said yes. he asked if we would have sex everyday and i said yes. but that's not what has been happening. but i'm patient and i understood that he was stressed. but then i decided to make my own cherrytap, and wouldn't you know... i checked out his profile, cause i can. but i guess that's not a good idea, i read his blog. i guess i'm not really what he wants if he's telling people to hit him up if they think that their tight little ass could be what he wanted. I'm hurt and i dont know what to do. should i say something to him, or should i just keep it all inside?
Cherry Blast
Can someone help me out with a cherry blast. Even if it is just for 1 day.
I Just Had The Urge To Go To Rocky
mmmm i just had some of the preshow music pop into my head hahahahah dadadada da mmm fucking trixie you little butt always turing people on with your damn show and to think i almost was a part of that damn kink fest if you guys had stayed on fucking forth street and gay land then id fucking be there every sateday getting my jollys and whatnot fucking dressing up like some sideshow hooker in a tralala trans ..ohhh damn i miss that everyone filing out after the preshow to sit on the sidewalk and smoke and chat and fucking hell be naughty if you want ..i wish i had the chance to be bad there lol the only thing i ever did was fucking make out with nikki i miss you you little juggernaught skank come visit me hahahaha ..ahhh but rocky is dead now ..its just not the same in that little hall at the queen mary all sad and sorrowful ... maybe one day we can have a good lingerie night on fourth street again next to the gay center have passerbyes honk and scream at the people dressed for bedroo
Blonde Pilot
Tale of a blonde pilot............. A blonde pilot decided she wanted to learn how to fly a helicopter. She went to the airport, but the o nly one available was a solo-helicopter. The instructor figured he could let her go up alone since she was already a pilot for small planes and he could instruct her via radio. So, up the blonde went. She reached 1,000 feet and everything was going smoothly. She reached 2,000 feet. The blonde and the instructor kept talking via radio. Everything was going smoothly. At 3,000 feet, the helicopter suddenly came down quickly! It skimmed the top of some trees and crash landed in the woods. The instructor jumped into his Jeep and rushed out to see if the blonde was okay. As he reached the edge of the woods, the blonde was walking out. "What happened"? the instructor asked. "All was going so well until you reached 3,000 feet. What happened then"? "Well," began the blonde. "I got cold, so I turned off the ceiling fan."
Love In An Elevator
"Honey, this party is boring. I want to leave." Ashley stood there, pouting at me, the top of her head barely reaching my chin. She was in a beautiful evening gown, dark green, the perfect color for her pale skin. The dress hugged her body, showing of her curves without showing a lot of skin. Her gorgeous red hair pulled up into a bun, held in place by two black Chinese chopsticks. I, on the other hand, at just shy of six feet, muscular, broad shoulders, was in a black tuxedo. The fabric pulled every time I moved, but it still looked good. "Ash, baby, I have to be here. If I want to 'network,' as they say, I have to show up to these things, even if they are boring. I know you hate these parties, basically because you have nothing to do, but I'm supposed to bring a date and why shouldn't I bring the most beautiful woman in town?" Ashley blushed, her cheeks turning red. She cuffed me on the arm. "I am not the most beautiful woman in town. Look over there. At that Mrs. um...McGuire?
Tragus Piercing
Ok so for my big ole 30th birthday my friend Dawn and I decided to be big girls and try to make ourselves look younger...or should I say feel younger? So we went to the local tattoo shop (Body Modifications) and we got pierced. I thought that the tragus piercing (that little thing right before your ear canal that is hard and sticks out!!) was kinda cool so that is what I told her I wanted to get done. Now Dawn gets the industrial piercing...where there is a bar from one part of your ear to the other part. We sit down there at the shop for about 45 minutes and damnit I am fucken nervous as hell!! I have tats and those dont hurt worth shit, but I hate to have anything pierced!! I have had the tongue, the nose and the lip done, but have always taken them out...I hate or should I say I get annoyed with jewelry...those all made me feel a little nauseous so I knew that this time I would too. After he calls both of us back to sit down I just wanted to get up and leave, I changed my fucken mi
Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect s mall steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and then put
I Sewar(song For Todd)
this is one of my fav songs and i'm posting in a blog for my baby todd i love him so much and i can't wait for us to have our own memorys baby i love you so much it's not even funny you make me smile all the time your my heart and soul Music Video:I SWEAR (by All-4-One)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Daily Comments From Me
Aight guys...Listen up Most of you that are on my friends and family list know that I try to send at least one comment a day to each of you! I really do try I promise but I am a stay at home mom with 2 non school age kids so sometimes stuff gets really crazy around here. Please if I do not get to you on any one day don't get offended. I have a lot going on! And if I miss you today these are for you!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Love ya'll and hope you have a great day!!!!!
What A Cute Visual Lmao
A tall woman met a midget at a party. The midget was barely three feet tall, but they were attracted to each other. After a few drinks, the two went back to the tall woman's apartment. "I can't imagine what it will be like making love to a midget," said the woman, "especially with the size difference and all." "Just take off your clothes, lie back on the bed, spread your legs, and close your eyes," said the midget. The woman did as she was told, and soon she felt the biggest thing she had ever experienced inside her. Within a few minutes, the woman had climaxed eight times. "If you think was good," said the midget with a smirk, "just wait till I get BOTH legs in there!"
What Is It About Fucking Music ?
techno and industrial and just music in general makes me feel so goood its the greatest high ever performing on stage even if it is just for a couple of minutes you get nervous before sometimes but once your up there it just doesnt faze you at least thats how i feel and then going to shows and raves and stuff is just so freeing everyones happy and the music is usually up beat gotta olove the d and b i fucking love it theres nothing like it fucking dancing and feeling your insides raddle cause its so loud not good for youu but totally woth it its a creepy and great feeling all at once ...pulsing through the veins of candy kids all over the world its great i cant wait for my next rave ... and no its not to go get fucked up on drugs i can get fucked up on the music
still pissed but anyways... Summary of the weekend: i did almost nothing, i was rebuilding computers and only that. bought a new super microwave (yes, i felt lost the last week without one lol) went to the optic shop to choose my new glasses, and got a nerdy ones and will be ready for tuesday or wednesday got a new hyper mini mouse that i'll take a pic and show later lol it's so cool! new hdd for my computer that ended up to be a ram problem (don't ask, but i can tell you more than one would feel lost with what happened to me) the other computer has an amd sempron with an asrock motherboard got pissed but well, i am not feeling like talking about it still have fun and tell me if you're compatible with me: CLICK HERE (yes, i'm gemini)
The Affair........
The affair began one day with a conversation on the Internet. They had met in one of those sights that specialize in married people. Those that were unhappy, or at least unfulfilled in their personnel or sexual life as they sought someone else to fill the needs they had. His was one of loneliness. His wife left for periods of time, going to exotic places. He got left at home with the kids and the laundry. When his wife was at home, sex wasn’t part of the equation much anymore. After 20 plus years, two kids, and menopause about to happen, the feelings of sexuality got left behind the feelings of exhaustion. She didn’t notice the neglect she was giving him; only that he rarely touched her anymore, which seemed fine most of the time. The woman he met was just as lonely, just as isolated. She rarely got a touch, a kiss, or a hug from her husband, He usually was asleep by the time she came to bed. Most of the time it was the alcohol he drank each night, and then when they did
Broken Angel
Broken Angel Alone, in this misty graveyard air, Amidst these stones, I sit and stare. Fathomless realms of endless blue Reflect the love we still hold so true. A love seemingly never ending. Ever deeper in depth descending. Dazzling in the sun by daylight, Weeping with the stars at night. A beauty somewhat paralyzing. A memory so mesmerizing. With emotion of soul still set aflame, Unconsciously, I call your name. In heart crying out for what's missing, I dream still of holding, touching, kissing. In bleeding passion, of begging and moans, Making love upon these very stones. In rising moon, taking our stand, Our feet cemented in the sand. With burning waves of freezing fire Rolling in higher and higher. We hold our vow, we will forever. Letting no dying our dream of desire From my heart what I know to be true, The pure bliss of loving you. But before the break of dancing dawn, If but in the shadow of hope, drawn. A soul will cease to ache and need.
Lost Love
I sit and think of life without you It seems my life is worthless, Not knowing what tomorrow might Bring without you. I sit in our room looking at the things We have knowing your not returning. I sit and think asking my self what did I do to deserve this. I told you I would Always be there and we promised too One another that we would. I am ask myself still, look at everything That was made between you and I. Why? Why? Is what I ask? What did I do to deserve this? You leaving me in the shape I am in! I feel like my heart is as empty as well Without water. Why leave my heart so torn Apart? Is life supposed to be like this? If you sit and think what makes you think, I didn't care?
Snippets 42: A New Hope.
Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Mara's pregnant. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I did not know that. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Luke. High-five. Katezilla says: But what with Luke's infertility and obvious homosexuality, the baby's -real- father remains a mystery.
Message From The Dead.
I’ve always been amazed of how, as a society, we have a tendency to idolize the dead. The minute someone dies, especially if they are a celebrity of any kind, their approval rating jumps to 95%, even if they don’t deserve it; and, quite often they do not, especially considering that some of that celebrity may be gained from infamy. What is more surprising is that, if they are suicidal or, at the very best, this person lived a life that was on a path of self-destruction, (i.e., Janice Joplin, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix or Kurt Cobain); we take it a step farther; we canonize them! I don’t get it! I mean, our heroes, our life’s inspiration are people that couldn’t handle life? Even worse are the maniacal killers that stalk the innocent, murder in mass for some self-serving reason; some silliness they call justice, and then take their own lives. There are probably too many to count so I’ll just bring up Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold of Columbine High School and, more recently, Cho
Nothing like sneaking out of work early and getting half drunk at two in the afternoon. GO TEAM DRUNKIES!!!
Computer Dependency
Computer Dependency This just proves that we have become too dependent on our computers. Are you male or female? To find out the answer, look down... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Look down not scroll down, dummy!
Crystal...have You Met Her?
If my glamorous Lifestyle is appealing to you, And you want to try me cause you've nothing to lose, Then I must offer you a bit of advice; You're a fool and you better think twice. I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more value than diamonds and more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, I'm easily found. I live around you in school and in town. I live with the rich and the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under your kitchen sink. Or even in your child's closet, or out in the woods. If this scares you to death then it certainly should. I have many more names, but this is the one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth !!!! My power is awesome, try me you'll see. But if you do, you may never be free. Try me just once and I might let you go. But if you try me tw
Showing Some Luv
That Cold Winter Night
That cold winter night Where the wind howled so loud You couldn't hear the shivering of the person right next to you The snow falling so fast Like a blanket covering the sky You couldn't see anything Even if it was in your face That cold winter night I stood outside and watched Hoping for my love to runde My heart turning cold My heart starting to hate him I knew deep down he wasn't returning He left me there That cold winter night To die for the love I had for him That cold winter night The roads so slick The ice covering them like icing on cake His car slide off that thick ice He died that cold winter night Fate would not let me die alone Alone for the love I had for him On that codl winter night
A Poem For Slow Spinning.....
The Soldiers
When I look at the flag and I see the color red, It reminds me of the Soldiers and all the blood that they shed. When I look at the blue it's like looking at the sky. Then I think of the Soldiers and how so many had to die. When I look at the stars and I see the color white, I picture all the young Soldiers who must have died in the night. When I look at the flag I feel a sadness deep inside, As I think of grieving mothers who held Old Glory as they cried. When I look at the flag it goes beyond red, white, and blue. I see loving husbands and sons that gave their lives for me and you. When I look at the flag a million thoughts go racing by, As I thank God for America and all the Soldiers who had to die.
The Doctor
I stayed home today from school again. Mom went to her doctor, but she saw my doctor too. She told him about my foot and how it hurts for me to even walk on it. So my doctor said I have to use a wheel chair for a while. I DONT WANT TO USE A WHEEL CHAIR! That is the last thing on my mind that I wanted to use. Specially since I have to use it when I go back to school. :( Well that is my day so far it sucks bad news all over.
A Specail Person
If U Dont Agree Ur Not A Friend
Who is a friend? A friend is... A push when you've stopped, A word when you're lonely, A guide when you're searching, A light when you go blind; A glass of ice lemonade when you feel thirsty, A colour-drenched scene when you're in the dark. A guarantee when you're uncertain, A cheer when you fear, A smile when you're sad, A song when you're glad, A sense of trust when you're in deep rest. Do we really have such a "friend"? Can you be such a friend? I wish we should be
I Am A Little Church (no Great Cathedral)
Heres a poem that lies close to my heart, Its by ee. Cummings. Its called "I am a Little Church (no great cathedral) I really like this one so pay attention!! I am a little church (no great cathedral) far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities --I do not worry if briefer days grow briefest, I am not sorry when sun and rain make april My life is the life of the reaper and the sower; My prayers are prayers of earth's own clumsily striving (finding and losing and laughing and crying) children whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness Around me surges a miracle of unceasing Birth and glory and death and resurrection: Over my sleeping self float flaming symbols of hope, And I wake to a perfect patience of mountains I am a little church (far from the frantic world with its rapture and anguish) at peace with nature --I do not worry if longer nights grow longest; I am not sorry when silence becomes singing Winter by spring, I lift my dim
That Special Someone
Have you ever had someone special in your life who you cared so deeply for yet couldnt have them,be it they had someone else or where so far away. That someone who is always a friend...endlessly..always there for you...yet you want so much more..and your unsure of where you stand with them. They say they care and want the same yet you have some kind of obsticle in the way.. I want this person...I dont want to share..its my only I protect and hide or live...fear is such a strong factor...and no matter how much your apart they are still on your mind...
Sometimes...'s so easy to walk away from people - people that at one point in time meant so fucking much to me. People I once talked to on a daily basis. People who made my day brighter just by being present, sharing their words, laughing with me. People who made it difficult to breath, as I couldn't always catch my breath by the awesome words falling out of their mouths...And, sometimes...I look back at some of our moments, read some of their words, listen to some of our songs, think about some of our laughs and...I smile, or I smirk or I laugh...and sometimes, I just want to cry...cause really...I miss them...
"lol" Indeed.
How good are you in bed?MindblowerYou love to enjoy new things and give your partner what they want, when they want it and how they want it! Lucky you! lucky lover! Can I have your # lolHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
I'm Fucked!!
My husband went to court recently to see if he could do community service instead of paying the rest of the $$ and the judge had denied him when my husband thought he had granted now we find out that he DOES have to pay the rest of the money and if we dont get it paid by the end of May he goes to jail!!! We are so fucked!
What Would Rappers Talk About Now??
Yahoo News Hip-hop's Simmons wants to remove offensive words NEW YORK (Reuters) - Prominent U.S. hip-hop executive Russell Simmons on Monday recommended eliminating the words "bitch," "ho" and "nigger" from the recording industry, considering them "extreme curse words." The call comes less than two weeks after radio personality Don Imus' nationally syndicated and televised radio show was canceled amid public outcry over Imus calling a women's basketball team "nappy-headed hos." Simmons, co-founder of the Def Jam label and a driving force behind hip-hop's huge commercial success, called for voluntary restrictions on the words and setting up an industry watchdog to recommend guidelines for lyrical and visual standards. "We recommend that the recording and broadcast industries voluntarily remove/bleep/delete the misogynistic words 'bitch' and 'ho' and the racially offensive word 'nigger'," Simmons and Benjamin Chavis, co-chairmen of the advocacy group Hip-Hop Summit Action
Seafood Gumbo
Seafood Gumbo This tasty gumbo is a little lighter than most because it's thickened with flour browned in the oven rather than a traditional flour-butter roux. Salmon, bass and halibut would also taste great in the stew. Credit: Louisiana Kitchen by Holly Clegg Servings: 12 Ingredients: * 3/4 cup flour * 1 tablespoon minced garlic * 2 onions, chopped * 2 green bell peppers, chopped * 2 stalks celery, chopped * 2 tablespoons chopped parsley * 9 cups water * 1 (14 1/2-ounce) can whole tomatoes, crushed * 3 bay leaves * Juice of half a lemon * 1 teaspoon dried thyme * 1/4 teaspoon red pepper * 4 whole cloves * Salt and pepper to taste * 1 pint claw crabmeat * 2 pounds shrimp, peeled * 2 pounds trout, cut into pieces * 1 cup chopped green onion Directions: Place flour on baking sheet and bake at 400 degrees F for 20 to 30 minutes, stirring every 7 minutes, or until flour is brown (
(Keep in mind, either Che or I or both have done all of these things!) -you go camping and the first thing you packed was beer. -you're flat broke but some how you manage to buy an 18 pack. -you've actually craved beer. -you're willing to drive 35 minutes to a Brewery just to get 3 and 1/2 free beers. -you're invited to watch a game at a friends house, but instead of asking who's playing, you ask which types of beer will be available. -you check the expiration date of beer more times than milk. -you accidently grabbed a beer instead of water when you're going on a walk. -you've actually have had beer for breakfast. -you head to the beach, the first thing you grab is beer. -you're dying of thirst and you drink beer instead of water. -you walk around town with a beer in a paper bag. -you save the cans and bottles as trophies and keem on display. -you watch The Simpon's, and when Homer cracks open a Duff, you have to have a beer of your own. -you
Just Need To Know ! ! !
I'm in my room, alone, wondering where my guy is, does he know I'm waiting for him?... Why is he taking so long to come to me, doesn't he know that I'm the one whose going to make him so happy, that I'm that girl who can make all his dreams come true... That every step I take, every breath I breathe, I take thinking of him... Doesn't he know by now that I'll stand by him thru thick and thin... That when he's sad, I can cheer him up, I will make him feel like the KING he deserves to be... No one deserves to be so alone, so lonely... Just 1 man to do a thousand things with.... Always Me
Having Sex
Who remembers the first time they had sex/made love/banged, whatever you call it. (Lost their virginity) Did it mean something or was it just to get the cherry popped? Did you love the person? Do you remember everything about it or anything at all? Do you think you'd do it again if you had the chance? How old were you? I am just curious. I was 15 with my first and I regret starting that early. I remember most of it, and it was with a guy that I loved and cared for and spent 3 years with, so it hurt really bad when he cheated on me and we broke up. holler at me if you wanna answer this one. I really would like to know. :) Me
Yet Again
And yet again I got into it with my boss. Gee, imagine that. A micro manager who has his nose in everyone job but his own, won't let his tech's do their job, we're only good enough to answer the phone and make log entries... I wonder how that could have happened? lmao So, I really don't think it would be worth sticking around here for another year. I kinda wanted to since it would help me knock out classes and save up some money (no, I won't be your sugar daddy) but with a boss like this??? I might be back but I need a few weeks vacation fishing or spending time supporting single mom's one dollar bill at a time. It's been a tough month so far. Can't seem to catch a break. The only good thing is that someone installed a wireless modem and so I can access CT at work and chat with friends who remind me that there is life outside of Iraq. This to shall pass.
Nascar Lounge
hey to all the friends i have made here thanks for all the comments rates and being my friend im at level nine trying to get to ten so i can open a nascar lounge and i hope all of you will attend beer will be on me
A Little Bit About Me
Name :ANGEL ROSENick Name :ANGELBirthdate :03/21/57Birthplace :TORONTOCurrent Location :KITCHENENEREye Color :GREENHair Color :BLONDEHeight :5"8Weight :130Piercings :YESTatoos :YESBoyfriend/Girlfriend :NOVehicle :NOOverused Phrase :WHATEVERFAVORITESFood :STEAK@EGGSPub/Disc/Restaurant :NORMA JEANSCandy :NONENumber :7Color :REDAnimal : HORSESDrink :SMIRNOFF ICEBody Part on Opposite sex :HANDSPerfume :MUSKTV Show :NOT REALLY INTO TVMusic Album :AREOSMITHMovie :THE FAST AND THE FURIOUSActor/Actress :EDDIE MURPHY/ SANDRA BULLOCKThis or ThatPepsi or Coke :PEPSIMcDonalds or BurgerKing :BURGER KINGChocolate or VanillaVANILLAHot Chocolate or Coffee :COFFEEKiss or Hug :HUGDog or Cat :CATRap or Punk :RAPSummer or Winter :SUMMERScary Movies or Funny Movies :FUNNYLove or Money :MONEYYOUR...Bedtime :2 AMMost Missed Memory :SUNDAY DINNERS AT GRANDMASBest phyiscal feature :SMILEFirst Thought Waking Up :COFFEEBest Friends :MY BABY GIRLFears :SPIDERSLongest relationship :32 YEARSHAVE YOU...Cheated Your
Profile Theif...
This girl, whom I have made many tagz and licenses for has copied the 'about me' stuff that I have written on my profile. she has a few personl things different like name and occupation, but the rest is mine. I asked her to change it, and she blocked me! geeze what a way to go. Truth is, i have screenshots I am going to upload into my photos. compare if you want to. I worked long and hard on my profile, and I have the descency and respect not to steal/copy someones about me. or anything personal. Duhhh. that is sooo disrespectful. I asked her about it when I noticed it, and she blamed it on 'a friend'. But offered to change it, and 2 weeks have gone by, and I asked her again... and got blocked. COOL BEANS. Now I know the type person she is. I am calling you out on this one Cherrypie!!! Here is her link...see for yourself
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p
I sit there, waiting. What am i waiting for? I still have yet to answer this question. Its dark in my room. Really dark. I sit on my bed and smoke a cigarette, watching the ceiling fan. Its storming out side and the rain is starting to come in threw my window. I just leave it open. Feeling the gust of wind bring in the cold rain. Reminds me of the past, when me and my fiance would walk around in it. The thunder clashing together in the clouds, almost looks like a dance. My cat jumps on my bed. Dammit. . .I dropped my cigarette. I watch it hit the wooden floor and go out from the rain. Still thinking about what I'm waiting for. What am I waiting for? Why am I here? And who is at my front door at 2:30 in the morning. I open up the door and find out what I was waiting for. I was waiting for my fiance to get home from work. But instead it was a police officer. They showed up which isn't normally a good thing. He tells me my fiance is dead. They found His car around the block from my
It Only Takes One.
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Just Sayin'.
"Now see here, woman! If anyone's wrath is to be suffered, it will be mine!"
I Stolded
How good are you in bed?Just PerfectYou love to please and to be pleased. Sometime wild and crazy. Other times sweet and pasionate. Your lover(s) are please with your sex drive and amazing ability to give it to them the way that they like it!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
Everything Test.
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more loner than dependent, more lazy than workaholic, more rebel than traditional, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), romantic (71%), innovative (64%). Stereo
laverne was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at
A Walk On A Beach On A Warm Night
Our Beach You and I walk hand in hand Under the stars and through the sand Waves crash with thundering sound With love for each other our heart does pound Kisses deep and passions caress Slowly we both do undress Holding and touching excitement grows Both of us loving for our soul knows That hand in hand we will go through life Facing all through the joys and strife Passion unending we will always share For two who are one nothing else can compare Holding and loving there on the jersey beach You’re the one who brought the stars within reach By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Typing A Boring Paper And Eating Brownies
YAY Thats what I am doing... BORING.. a paper about mandatory drug testing during pregnancy..... so leave me comments... and stuff
Ok What Is Wrong With Me
Ok what is wrong with me. I get up every morning and go to work which I am very good at and then I come home and get on the computer everyday. I have met alot of people here but no people that I can go meet and hang out with. I have owned my own bar and I have been known to just go out and meet people. Evere since I have turned into my thirties I find my self just coming home and getting on here and just sitting around. I am curious is this just me or is it all of us. Do we just find ourselves relying on our friends here which by the way are awesome or have we given up. I want to meet people to hang out with and have a good time. I love to cook out and drink beer. Lately there is noone to do this with. What is wrong with me?
Name Change
okay,so the merry month of may is nearly upon us. and it is the time us faerys start actively flittin about. and now is when my fae side comes out more. which is also my dark, chaotic side. >;) so be patient, my sweet side may return.
Naked Pinups!! The Suicide Girls!!!
These bitches rock..and hopfully i will be one soon!! :P click on the banner to check em out!!!
I have had the opertunity to spend 4 late night 4 hour shifts in the ER helping the nurses for my EMT-Enhanced clinical time and I have noticed that these people never get enough get acknowledged for the fine job they do and hardly ever get a thank you. Has anyone ever thought about what they have to put up with in there jobs or see when they are at work. Everyone sems to think there emergency is worse then the next person. But did anyone ever stop to thing about the people who come to the ER to say there good byes to aloved one or to pick up a child that was criticly injured in a MVA or ever some one having a life threatening injury. Well next time you go to the ER think about these things treatment takes time test results take time and saving a criticly injured loved one takes time too. So after you get seen by a doctor and are told you can go home a few words of thanks could help these people working in the ER have a better day or even feel appreciated.
Taken Soul
The soul is taken But love is there can we fly like doves Hand me my hat Let us take a drive into life a bridge to far is a nightmares anger I cheated myself to long in love Curse the bounderies I have limited onto myself Curse the narrow mindedness of my madness I am no good to myself alone So help me, if only love shines thru your eyes Angel's sing on high and into my heart Like cupids arrow I be changed right now I've been a fool with out you I stuck to my foolish principals then a miracle happened into my life The first true miracle of love Life laugh's at my foolishness Practical ethics was my philosopy But when you step into my life I cried A new world of ideas fought to show my love When in the end a kiss and the words "I love you" Was all that you needed I cried and cried until the sun shines Knowing you are now apart of my heart The voice of reason has shown me this But harmless people still got in the way of me Wanting and needing
Another day and it's still the same, the cops say they don't know their names. Email after email keeps coming in, reminding me of what I endured back then. It's hard to have sweet dreams, when they're in all of them, it seems. I see their faces each night in my mind, over and over that night replays all the time. When will it stop? When will it end? When will the cops catch these three men? Fear is an emotion that I've always beat, but now it seems to be getting the best of me. I've got to get my mind on something else before I give in to fear and lose myself. I don't know what it is to quit because I'm a fighter. Once these rapists are caught my world will be so much brighter. My children are the only reason I've kept it together. If it weren't for them things would never seem better. This has to end and it must be soon because I hate myself being in this mood. I just want to be happy and carefree. But is that possible after what they did to me? If I could just
Can You Do This?
subject: Bet you cant post date: 2007-04-23 19:24:04 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Bet you cant do this, because only 1 in 30 people ever can. I dare you to tell the person who posted this bulletin the absolute truth of how you feel about them. I mean EVERYTHING that you think about them. Just do it. Sent it in a private message and then if you have the guts, repost the question and see what people think of you. Repost if you feel you can handle the truth and expect a reply
I hate seeing profiles with guys showing off their girlfriends.... I wish i was shown off like that.... =< I guess i'm just not good enough or pretty enough for something like that.. this has been yet another spiral of self-pity by moi
Thanks Drifting on a midnight thought My mind thinks back to loving thoughts Knowing what love is, or have I wrought A joy to others that I have sought. Dwelling upon this thought Recognized what heaven had brought But confusion rules my mind Was it one sided or just to enter twined Did I receive it back or off on my own derailed track I hope in loving grace as my mind moves back To her face I had a treasure In which I felt she was the gem That I was dealt I hope the time was well spent I wonder if she know how much she meant Scott baker
Real Service
As I prepare to pack up my computer before getting on a flight out of Afghanistan I was thinking about my time over here. This time I am a contractor, I am doing what I feel is an importnat job, but I am not here in uniform. Not that I think that detracts from my work, I ust don't want to be misleading. However I have been deployed in uniform, and while soldiers get thanked a lot for thier service, those that are left behind get hugely overlooked. Despite the danger, it is very much easier being the one deployed than the one left behind. Overseas you are with your friends, and you have missions to keep your mind off how bad it can get. I have been on missions I thought were stupid, needlessly risky, or that I flat out thought I wouldn't come back from. But I knew that if I didn't go, someone would go in my place, and you don't let someone else pick up the slack you dropped. Also do I really trust someone else to keep an eye on my boys? Lets face it, no one will have Doog's
Randomness Rant.
Well, I see it's been awhile since I posted my last blog, so I figured I'd get on here and rant abit about numerous things that bother me. Though you find me ranting too much about politics because it's all just a scam. I won't rant about religion because it raises too many questions and pisses people off too quickly. I guess there's really not much more to rant about, but anyways. Yeah. Have you ever gotten so bored that you would rather stick a red hot poker through your eyes than anything else, because you've seen everything and your tired of looking at the same things over and over again? Well, I get that bored on a daily basis. It gets really old too, I've watched the same dvds over and over again and I've watched the same music videos on youtube over and over again. There is nothing new to do anymore. Why is the internet so assessable but yet there seems to be nothing to do on there anymore? I will never understand that. I have many sites that I go on but every time I'm there,
How To Fuck Up The Easiest Haircut In The World.
I don't blog much. In fact, I rarely blog at all (hence no blogs on here for me). Sure, there's things to complain about, but this is about as horrendously funny as it gets. My band is playing our last show on the 24th for "a while". We're taking a break, specifically I want a break from bands (haven't had a free weekend literally since July of 2005) to just be me again. That said, I want to be as over the top this time as I can be. I've been toying around the idea of getting a mohawk for a long time, and I came to the conclusion that "fuck it, why not?" The goal was a tri-hawk. One in the middle, two on the sides. Not like airplane wings or anything, like on the insides of my temples so they're diagonal. Sounded kick ass. I've seen it before and I figured if anything would work for me, that would be it. "Nothing screams attention like a mohawk." Mistake #1: I normally go to a supercuts just down from where I live. There's two girls who work there that know what they're doing
Will It Ever Get Better
i am really confused i just dont understand why i am so shy and why people take advantage of me and how i am such a loner really i was raised by my mom cause my father left us when i was 2 yrs old i never really knew him what an asshole i was molested when i was 5 really messed me up i was raised to be a nice person and how do i get treated for being nice i get walked on, treated like a piece of shit they borrow money from me and never pay me back they want a ride somewheres but they dont give gas money i can never smile til i get false teeth(bad teeth runs in the family) i feel so alone i have no real friends around where i live being molested when i was didnt help up til now i protect myself at bed time but i wont say how too embarrassing when will it get better for me
Tanning Bed
I have been going to the tanning bad alot and my back is freaking itching BAD!!!!!!I need someone to come take care of this for me...Yall get ur plane tickets ready LOL.. I am dying over here..I have found hangers make great back scratchers..LOL
Thinking Of You
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Got A Job!!!
Well everyone, I got a job here now in Lawton so, I guess I live here now...... I need to go back to hicktown Boswell and get my things from there and bring them here now.....If you wished me luck to get a job so I could move here well then thank you so much!!! If you didnt....well then I think you know what my few words will be!!! LOL just playing!!! Well things are starting to fall in place for me now which is awesome!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!! HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Welfare Check
Guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . . . . you started it.
Def Leppard "love Bites"
If youve got love in your sights Watch out, love bites When you make love, do you look in the mirror? Who do you think of? Does he look like me? Do you tell lies? And say that its forever? Do you think twice, or just touch n see? Ooh babe Ooh yeah When youre alone, do you let go? Are you wild n willin or is it just for show? Ooh cmon I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy I know you think that love is the way you make it So I dont wanna be there when you decide to break it No! (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin me to my knees (love lives, love dies) Its no surprise (love begs, love pleads) Its what I need When Im with you are you somewhere else? Am I gettin thru or do you please yourself? When you wake up will you walk out? It cant be love if you throw it about Ooh babe I dont wanna touch you too much baby cos making love to you might drive me crazy Oh Ooh yeah (love bites, love bleeds) Its bringin
A Different Kind Of Recipe!!
A man is showering up in a locker room with his buddy when he notices his friend is very well endowed. "Damn Bob, you're hung!" Jim exclaims. "I wasn't always this impressive, I had to work for it." "What do you mean?" Jim asked. "Well, every day for the past two years I've spent an hour each night rubbing it with butter. I know it sounds crazy but it actually made it grow 4 inches! You should try it." Jim agrees and the two say good bye. A few months later the two are in the same locker room and Bob asks Jim how his situation was. Jim replied, "I did what you said, Bob, but I've actually gotten smaller! - I lost two inches already!" "Did you do everything I told you? An hour each day with butter?" "Well, I was out of butter, so I've been using Crisco." "Crisco?!?" Bob exclaimed. "Dammit, Jim, Crisco's shortening!!!!" You gotta follow the recipe!
A Little Flab
A Little Flab >> >> One morning while making breakfast, a man >> walked up to his wife, >> pinched her on the butt and said, "If you >> firmed up, we could get rid of your control top pantyhose". >> While this was on the edge of intolerable, >> she kept silent. >> The next morning, the man woke his wife >> with a pinch on each of her breasts and said, "You know, if you firmed >> these up, we could get rid of your >> bra." >> This was beyond a silent response, so she >> rolled over and grabbed him by his "dangler." With a death grip in place, >> she said "You know, if you >> firmed this up, we could get rid of the gardener, the postman, the pool > ;> man, and your brother."
Too Funny.......... A man, standing nude, looks in the bedroom mirror and says to his wife, "I feel horrible, I look fat, ugly and out of shape. Pay me a compliment." The wife replies, "Your eyesight's damn near perfect."
Guts Or Balls
Guts and Balls -The Medical Distinction We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below. GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask, "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say, "You're next!" I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.
Would You Tell Your Roomate??
yeah..... im really drunk... uuummmm... i need laid!!! any volenteers!!! Blao!!!! LMAO!!!!
Part 1
If you do not see me....then who does? If you are the one that I turn to in the night and even you cannot feel my pain...then who does? If I care, love and need, and you cannot see it... then who does? If I am the one lost and you will not find me...then who does? Part 1 of the road to my name: alone weak hurt wrong unworthy despair deslote storm dying helpless fearfull quiet saddness rage pain lost drakness............ fearless painless strength faith calm powerful quiet peaceful found alone.... as always...alone.
Monkeys With Keyboards....
good morning my friends,i hope you have a great tuesday,remeber to always smile when you had a rough day think of something funny and then laugh it off,when you feel down and lonely think of your friend michigankat who loves all of her friends:) Past Meets The Presents For All My Friends To Read!!! [warning Tons Of Drama]
My life starts out like this.............. All my life my mom resented me and always hide secrets from me. My father was a great guy before everything turned. My sister never use to be depressed until the day when I was 12 my mom kicked my dad out cause she didnt love him and she only wanted his money..She took my sister and I choose to live with my father...Ever since then my mom has always hated me and thinks down on me..My father quickly got remarried to a woman who never liked me and her daughters always treated me like crap..I got blamed for everything that went wrong in their lifes, They ran my life through the wall telling me I was ugly and telling me how I can never do anything right and how I was father turned his back on me and I was alone for 6 years of my life, They made me cry in pain at nights...I learned that my step mother never wanted me to be apart of her family and that they were just money hungry like my mother, I tried all I could for my father
Ugh. In A Mood
So I'm just in a mood. I just wanted to say. If you're on my friends list or fan list. you better start talking to me or at least make an effort to. because I'm going to start deleting people that i don't talk to. And yeah. so hmm i'm really bored and what not. but yeah ok just thought i would share that with everyone. Ciao
Poison Ivy/shit Not Again
3 weeks ago i was exposed to poison ivy and had it all over was on steroids and i was raking yesterday and guress what and the sick thing i didn't touch it and to top it off i wore gloves and and protected myself and now my eye is swollen and i have a patch on my arm here I go again. its bad enuff right nowi've become a shut in and am stuck with my demented mother i feel so closed off enuff already
Something From No Where Means Nothing!
Last night I was in my car driving back from Chris’ job and for the first time in a long time I turned on the radio. None of the “regular” stations I had programmed were playing anything good so I put it on La Nueva Mega. Anyway I guess that’s the times I find myself being Puerto Rican and actually understanding what’s being said. Those are some dirty ass old men. LOL But what’s worse is I also found myself jamming to a song they were playing. Times like that I want to know who sings them so I can go get the CD. When I heard…. “ˇEso fue el nuevo de Ricky Martin!” I almost had a car accident.
Uncanny Zodiac...p.s. I'm A Leo
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. 08/23 - 09/21 VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to . Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 10/23 - 11/21 SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic.. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad
Oh.. I Need To Rant. ..pity I Have To Do It Tastefully :d
Okay. Stick with me, this gets good. So I've been a part of this thing, for a bit less than a month, thereabouts. I got on here, at the behest of a few friends of mine (most likely for points) but eh, I thought what the hell, I'd give it a look through. I like it. Don't get me wrong. But as soon as my picture gets uploaded..? Ah, -that- is when the 'fun' starts. In case, you have perused through my page, you see that I've stated, that I am snarky. A neat word, in and of itself, and it says -SO- much about me, as a whole. For those of you, who are not all that familiar, with English (as in England!) turns of phrase, slang and all that rot, I will give you Wiktionary's loverly definition. SNARKY - Adjective - Positive: snarky - Comparative: snarkier - Superlative: snarkiest 1. (slang) irritable or short-tempered; irascible; sarcastic Oh yeah. If anyone who understands sarcasm, it's been dripping with every breath I breathe since I've come to this place. Why?
Me and Phil talked about it we really dont want to live with each other right now..So there a apt right across the hall from him going to move in there the first of the month...And yes Ben moving with us...He has become part of the family..Ben and Josh will share a room...It will cut my bills in half moving to the apt...Thank goodness...More money to spend on my baby Claire and my new grandbaby...They are talking of taking the baby by c-section Nov 7...Sarah still sick all the time..But the baby is doing good so is she....Claire learning to talk...She's so cute...I take her to work everyone just loves all over her.She loves it...Made some really great friends at work...Love them to death...So, glad my life is back to normal...I know it would soon as I get back to Arkansas...Just toke awhile to find a good job...But everything is back the normal...Everyone have a great week..I know I will....
Some New Cd's We Bought...joss Stone, Kings Of Leon, And Amy Winehouse
ONce again you'll have to look up the titles, but they are the newest releases from these artists. I am technologically retarded enough to avoid downloading music, and I still buy the cd's, because somethimes there are gems on there that make the cd, but the world will never hear. Kings of Leon----The new release from these guys, I'll be honest, I've listened to about 20 times, and I don't think they're as great as the reviewers say. Granted, I do like their sound, but I get the feeling that if Fugazi and Neil Young ever had a child, its name would be Kings of Leon. Some of they vocals seem disjointed from the band, like he's singing a whole different song. I like the simplistic feel of the band. They make me feel that I could play these songs, and quite quickly. And there is a fuzzy sound that I love. Sometimes the bass, sometimes the guitar. The vocals fit the band, raw, but listenable. I give it a 6 out of 10 Joss Stone---I love Joss Stone's voice, very soulful, v
Did Not Realize...
All the junk that happened to me in my life was intended to distract, disrupt, and ruin the most significant relationship I would ever know--my relationship with God. I could not discern that there had been assignments sent into my life by the enemy of God to mess up forever the reason for my esistence, which is to commune and have fellowship with God. Only through God's Word and throught the ministry of godly people, can we ever begin to see just how much God loves us... 'YEA,I HAVE LOVED THEE WITH AN EVERLASTING LOVE; THEREFORE WITH LOVINGKINDNESS HAVE i DRAWN THEE... jEREMIAH 31:3
How F***d Is This
Yesterday Iam sitting here minding my business and a former co worker calls me and tells me my job is gone!!!! I was like wtf....So I call work and find out wth is goin on and the manager says "oh where was ya...ya was suppose to be here from 2-8" I was like wtf....I knew that my job was on the line so why in the fuck do ya think I wouldve jepordized NOT going in? Fuck I looked at my schedule over and over and over b4 leaving Sunday and it showed my schedule as being what it was the week b4....Same damn schedule and then all of a sudden BOOM I was to work yesterday? Thats so fucked up!!! I swear they re did the schedule just to set me up cause when I left on Sun my ass was scheduled OFF on Mon. And now cause of it Iam outta a job and now I highly DOUBT my kids will be coming home now like they was suppose to be in June!!!! I guess thats what I get for working for fucking pitiful ARABS!!!!
Hitting Up Manhattan Tonight!
I'm in NJ as I type. I'm here for work but later today it is going to be PLAY TIME! I'm heading to Manhattan around 4pm to go partay! Anyone in the city? I'm meeting up with a girlfriend of mine who lives in Queens. We are definitely going to be having a good time. I'm excited! I haven't been to NYC in years! Yay! I'll drink one....or ten for all you! BeerQueen
Hello Every One
l am looking for sexy best
How Can I Ever Change Things That I Feel?
Current mood: rejected Why couldn't you just love me?
Poem For Dad
Without You Here My life is so cold without you here Each day I try not to shed a tear It seems like just yesterday you left my life When I first heard the news it cut through me like a knife I went to my room and sat on the bed As the words kept running through my head I kept wondering why God took you away Each night I kneel down to pray And ask if I could see you for just one more day Knowing that you're not here tonight Makes me wonder if I'll be alright Each morning I wake up and hope it was a dream and when I find out your not here It makes me want to scream Each day I think of running away Hoping I can find you some other day And since you're not here my life is so cold. LOVE YOU DAD

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