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Confusion
completely full of emotions spillin my heart to him tryin to talk to her lost in life itself i cant help my feelings i try to keep them to myself no matter what i do i end up hurting the people i care bout most i dont mean to do so its just the fact of everything tearing me apart and i cant deal with it all once i dont mean to hurt you all im just trying to explain myself but i guess ill just keep everything to myself and hold it inside til i die once again im sorry....

Fantasy Or Reality...part 2
……your eyes show the fire still raging in them as you smile back down at me….your body still tense from the power of the orgasm’s that have rolled through your body. You pull me up to you….and I slowly….teasingly….kiss my way up your body. Gently kissing and nibbling at your tummy…..letting my tongue swirl around…and then inside your belly button. I move slowly upwards…..kissing along your ribcage….feeling your breath rise and fall beneath me as my lips and tongue trace the lines of your ribs…..just visible beneath your tone and supple skin. I pause at your left nipple…….teasing my way around with the tip of my tongue…..flicking back and forth against the taunt nipple….making you jump in delight……before taking your nipple into my mouth……nipping hard (but not TOO hard) to make you gasp and moan. After a moment….I slowly move to the right…..treating the other nipple to the same treatment. You pull me upwards again….with more urgency this time…..and I now hover over you……looking dee

Legion Of Terror Wing Night!
Legion of Terror Wing Night! I will have Wing Night tickets available,,,,,, it is $15.00 a ticket, includes wings, food, beverages, music, movies, karaoke ALL AGES there will be prizes, reverse raffles, and various other things going on throughout the night as well the Date: saturday, July 21st 2007 7:30pm - midnight @ Yorktown Party Center (inside Yorktown lanes) 6218 Pearl Rd. Parma Hts, OH 44130 message me for your $15 tickets

Part 3
You keep working on me….not daring to let me linger…….wanting to keep me hard and throbbing, as there is somewhere else you want to feel me. I also continue to work….moving my tongue and fingers in and out…..feeling your juices flowing across my lips…..and down my chin. You grind yourself against me as I let a finger slip inside your ass….a deep moan escapes your throat….and somehow, you become even wetter (if that’s even possible!). Instantly, I’m rock hard once again….knowing full well that I am pleasing you. You rise up and turn your body around….straddling me once again…..looking down at me with hunger in your eyes. Teasingly, you slide yourself against me…..again feeling your wet and now slightly swollen lips wrapping around the underside of my shaft. I’m pulsating against you as you move against me…and you jump ever so slightly each time I do. As you slide your body upwards……I can feel the head of me slip just inside. You stop…..looking at me with lust….and mischief in

A Poem I Wrote "true Friends"
hey everyone, I write poetry an some of you have already read some of them so I decided to post them on here to an let me know what you all think please.......... True Friends By: Ashley I met a great friend Who knew who I was right away It's funny how you understand All I have to say you listen to all my problems you listen to my dreams you give me advice We talk about love and life It seems like you've been there too I've never felt judged by you you know how I feel You seem to accept me for who I am and all the problems I have you don't interrupt me or need to have your say You just listen to me patiently And you don't go away I want you to understand how much this means to me that you are my friend you always tell me the truth Even if its going to hurt me But I know the only reason You do it is because you are my friend I am so glad I met you I don't know what I'd do without you Tha

Pc Problem
im having a major pc problem right now so if anyone wants to have an in depth convo please email me their number because i cant stay on long periods of time, my pc keeps rebooting over and over and i have to unplug it for a while just to get a little time on here virus scans dont work or anything like that oh and i found my glasses finally lol

Not A Hero
I am not a hero For you I would bleed I don't have a halo I'd fight your demons until I ceased to breath I'm not bullet proof I'd take one for you My kryptonite is the truth It's the best that I can do Don't make me more than I am There is something you need to know I'm nothing more than a man I am not a hero

Guilt Trip
Sailing in her battered ship Driven by the winds of an undeserved guilt trip Wandering aimlessly at sea Following a map written by someone elses deceit Tossed by the raging waves Going down with the ship,she refuses to be saved No one has told her she doesnt need to drown So used to being lost, to afraid to be found Slipping farther from the shore Im afraid one day no one will be able to save her anymore Her sails are torn and ripped By the storm of an undeserved guilt trip

Just To Survive
The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits die hard, as she soon found out Bareing it all, but wanting to shout Then one day Mom left f

New Pics Of My Lovely Wife And I
Still trying to break my wife out of the low self esteem shell! Put up some more pics today, would love to see some friends stop by and boost her esteem! She goes in for surgery in a week and morale is down. Warning - some of the pics are definitely NSFW! And of course, you know I rate friend's pics until I hit my limit every day! Hope to hear from you all and have a great week! Mark and Lina

Tears
TEARS!!!!! Current mood: blah The Tears of today Are the Tears of tomorrow The Tears of heartache Are the Tears of sorrow The Tears of lust Are the tears of love the same tears we use to give thanks to God above The Tears of lost And Tears of pain The tears that remains Where your past is nothing But a clearly viewed stain Tears that go And Tears that stay Tears that will push the heaviest of burdens out of your way The Tears of hello's And the tears of goodbyes The tears that only ceased when you said hi The tears that I held back while I watched you cry The tears that I looked through as you said goodbye The tears I released Put me on a natural high Released my pains Released my sorrow My tears of today Are your tears of tomorrow

Life Goes On.
Things around here have been turned up side down. a dear family member passing, sisters fighting then splitting up all becuase of her lies and misdoings, people being hospitalized (me), but now.. my honey is coming home, i am medicated and i feel amazing. its crazy what llittle pills can make you feel and not feel. Things are looking up. Slowly but surely things around here will get back to normal. My kids wont miss her that much anymore. daddy will be home soon and that will distract them. My sister mena mena came home.. she was amazing really came through with the kids and me. She was very supportive exspecially cause i really needed her. anyways again life goes on.. thing get worse before they get better.. friends with be firends if they were ment to be so. Dont hurt the ones you love or who loves you.. it will only come back to bite you in the end.. it may not now .. but it will sooner or later.

Today's Horoscope For Aries...
"It's time to follow your instincts. Be totally spontaneous. You're a free spirit at heart, which means you're a natural to indulge those wilder impulses. Persuade someone special to come along for the ride. They'll love it." There you go. Proof in the pudding..... Just need to find someone to come along for the long ride with me...you see, even my horoscope says that "They'll love it!!"... :D Are you the one to come on the ride with me????

As I Lay Here...
As I Lay Here... As I lay here beside you here in tha dark, our bodies pressed close together, I hear our song playing softly in my head and the beating of your heart in my ear. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I feel your hand glide gentely over my body and your lips kissing softly on my shoulder. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I taste the salt from your tan skin and the sweetness from you lucious lips on mine. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I see the yerning in your dark brown eyes and the quick raising and falling of your chest. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I smell the chemistry bewteen us and the hormones that pump in our bodies. As I lay here beside you here in the dark, our bodies pressed close together, I realize how much I really want you and how much you really want me.

Heartbreak
Flight of a Broken Heart Falling, falling faster memories of love rushing through my brain remembering his face the way he made me feel to hold him in my arms, to feel his lips to mine and how my heart once soared from her love falling faster, not wanting this dream to end then suddenly, my heart shatters striking the cold harshness of reality that my love he no longer desires my touch he no longer craves so I lie here, broken and alone his life moves on, full of life and happiness as my life slowly dies, frozen in sorrow and other heartache chalked up as the rest is only silence.

A Ride
Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down, just as far as they'll go. The door flies open, and I jump inside, I slide on over as we go for a ride. Smiling at you, as you punch the gas, my head on you shoulder, your hand on my ass. The sky grows dark, and the rolls in, we ain't coming home, til we dont know when.

Marrige Degree
This is for those of you who are married, were married, or are contemplating marriage - under the assumption that men should be trained for marriage. A new two-year degree is being offered at the University of Marriage that many of you should be interested in. That's right, in just six semesters, you too, can be a real man as well as earn an MA degree (Male Arts). Please take a moment to look over the program outline. FIRST YEAR Spring Schedule: MEN 101: Combating Stupidity MEN 102: You, Too, Can Do Housework MEN 103: PMS-Learn When to Keep Your Mouth Shut MEN 104: We Do Not Want Sleazy Under Things for Christmas Summer Schedule: MEN 110: Wonderful Laundry Techniques MEN 111: Understanding the Female Response to Getting In at 3am MEN 112: Parenting: It Doesn't End with Conception EAT 100: Get a Life, Learn to Cook EAT 101: Get a Life, Learn to Cook II ECON 001A: What's Hers is Hers Fall Schedule: MEN 120: How NOT to Act Like a Jerk When You're Wrong MEN 121: Understanding Your Incompet

I Wanna...
I wanna get drunk off your laughter, and be with you now and forever after. I wnna fight away all of your fears, and help you dry away all of your tears. I wanna wake-up beside you each day, and please you in every which way. I wanna lay down here with you every night, and hold you close with all my might. I wanna feel your heart beating, and stare in your eyes while we're eating. I wanna be the one that you call, and be there to pick you up wen you fall. I wanna get high off your touch, and boy, i love you so much. I wanna kiss your soft, sweet lips, and feel your hands resting on my hips. No one is more improtant to me, No one is more important than thee.

Grrrr
There is this guy at my work who I hate. . .I hate him with a verosity unmatched in my daily life until now. His very exsistance is irksome to me and If murder weren't a crime he'd probably be dead by now. He is a ignorant sexist piece of human scum. He is rude and disrespectful to me on a daily basis. I was told today that he has a "crush" on me and the very idea makes me want to vomit. He is whiney and juvinille Now maybe this is a little harsh but from the day I met him he's been nothing but unpleasant. Even going so far as to question my qualifications for my job. I HATE HIM GRRRRRR My view on this matter is I will admit uncharitable and I have oft tried to reform myself to a more cordial line of thinking towards him and were it not for the fact that every meeting with him reinforces my original disdain for him I think I could manage it. he is scum and it is my most nourished wish that he would dissapear forever. Even going so far as to cause me to reconsider my current

One Of My Favorites
THE RAVEN by Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door— Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;— vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow— sorrow for the lost Lenore— For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore— Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me— filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door— Some late visitor

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Hey I'm A Spud!!!
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Made It Through The Weekend :)
I made it through the anniversary of my Dad's death. I must say that it went better than I first thought. I worked that morning then off to my nephew's game. My nephew played a great game saturday. I couldn't have been prouder. :) Afterwards, I went to see Fantastic Four. I must say that I did what I do best. I kept my happy face on and did what I could to keep my family laughing. My mom of course thinks I look alot like my dad. Sometimes on days like this, I get more hugs than usual etc. We had a great day and were able to talk about my dad. Laugh. Only one complaint.....my mom and sister put flowers on my dad's grave friday only to find it moved to another grave Sunday. Come on seriously...why steal flowers from a grave....geez...go to the dollar store or wal-mart and get your own.

Kids
In January of 2006 My parental rights were terminated to my three children. I was using drugs and being around the wrong types of men. I had to say good bye to my kids and i miss them so much. I wish that i could sit down with them and tell them how much that i love them and miss them. They are getting so big now and i have to miss all of that becasue of my selfish behavior. I lay in bed at night and think about them wondering if they think about me or miss me. I am trying to change my life so that i can help other parents that are in my situation. I get so overwhelmed though. I currently have custody of my one year old son, and going to school full time. Some days i just want to quit because it is too hard, but i know that is old behavior for me. I just want to prevent any mother or father for feeling what i had to feel when i said goodbye to those kids. They are always in my heart. I love them so much that it hurts.

So, I Probably Added You Or Didn't To Family...
I just added about 20 people to my family list, some of you guys are probably wondering why I did since we probably never talk and others well you know why. LOL this is for those that got added and those that didn't wondering why I locked all my nsfw pictures and all my great new photo album titles. To Those that I recently added to family... even if we don't talk, you have a great vibe. What else can I say, something about you specifically I think is a great little aura that makes me think if I were to want people to use my family list as a point of reference for good people, it is you. I have always held my family list cherished. My family list is those people who are wonderful talented, giving or funny people that I wish everyone could have the chance to meet. My Family list is all over the charts from erotic poetry writers to bands to Dommes, Angels, Tat artists- all the way to vanilla quietly corner of the hidden good in the world. The people on my family list is m

Alone Again
alone again Current mood: crushed yes i am alone again . alone upset and crying . and why do i feel this way . cause no one and i do mean no one really wants to be with me . idk what is wrong with me . if any of you know please tell me . i mean i dont think it is to much to ask to have someone keep there word and to love you the same way you love them . to have someone that wants to see you . not just in the begining . when someone says that they want you and are so alone when they lose you . and you talk with them and think everything is figured out . yall have a plan . plans to work through things and change the things that werent working . to say that yall are wanting the same things and then they take it all away . why ? why do that . why tell someone everything they want to hear when you dont mean it . cause of course it is going to come out in the end that it was all lies . that you didnt mean any of it . i mean you know what you want and you know what you are willing to d

Ct Wedding Date !!!!!!!!
I am happy to announce the engagement and wedding plans of myself and the Beautiful and Talented Miss Mysterious Pulelehua . The Wedding will be June 30th at 7am Hawaii / 1pm Eastern Time . Everybody is welcome to come see when the changes take place . Hope to see ya there !

I Should Have Just Worked
Last week was one of the worst weeks of my life, not involving a death of someone close. To start, a coworker quit, leaving us very short handed. This coworker was on call, so natureally everyone else is out of state, so of course I get to take over. In fact, the week did start with a funeral, so I guess my prior statement doesn't count lol. So last week, I ended up working 80 hours. I know what you're saying, the paycheck will be awesome, and that is true, but by the time taxes and whatever else is taken out...oh well. By midweek, my ex wife calls me up screaming. My oldest calls her up, and complains that he isn't seeing his counselor enough. Not me bother, but her, who lives an hour and a half away. So I got an earful for something I can't change. I am at my wit's end with the boy. He's a good kid, with absolutely no motivation, and a horrendous "poor me" attitude. Sounds like he's getting it from me. We're waiting on his report card, and believe me, I'm not e

Grandma At 36
hey just wanted to let everyone know hello and love and miss ya. well i am going to be a grandma which i am still trying to get usede to theidea i am happy but also i am depressed too young to be a grandma boohoo... lol anyways hope everyone has a great week.. hugs and kisses

Attitude Is Everything
Attitude is Everything John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling them how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day, I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!" You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it"? He replied, "Each morning, I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or I can point out the positi

Ct
This site is suppose to be about meetin ppl but u know since Ive been a member seems like ppl are just interested in how many points they can accumulate. Outta all the ppl I have listed as friends, I think I have had 2 conversations. Thinkin about leavin...Know I wont be missed.....

Summertime
So its summer here, the sun is shining, the weather is hot, the beach is purrrrfect...I luv watching the sunbathers, relaxing in the glow of the warm rays of sun...I have few new bikini's which are so damn hot...Ill post some pics soon...keep your eye out for em:) I gotta get this milky white skin that honey caramel glow of summertime...I can stay all day playing in the cold lake waters,laying in the soft white sand and of course having my shiny oiled skin kisses by the rays of the hot summer sun!

Unfortunate Sports Names !!!:-)
10. Toby Oshitola: Soccer player (striker) for Barnet (UK). 9. Jack Glasscock: Shortstop and second baseman for Cleveland, 1879-95. 8. Harry Colon: Former defensive back for the Detroit Lions. 7. Rusty Kuntz: Former outfielder for the Detriot Tigers. 6. Dean Windass: Soccer player (forward) for Middlesbrough in the UK. 5. Ron Tugnutt: NHL goalie (Dallas Stars). 4. Misty Hyman: US Olympic swimmer. 3. Dick Trickle: NASCAR driver. 2. Gregor Fucka: Slovenian basketball player who now plays for Barcelona. 1. Pull Dickoff: Soccer player for West Ham United in the UK.

Have They Nothing Better To Do?!
VATICAN CITY - The Vatican on Tuesday issued a set of "Ten Commandments" for drivers, telling motorists not to kill, not to drink and drive, and to help fellow travelers in case of accidents. The "Drivers' Ten Commandments," as listed by the document, are: 1. You shall not kill. 2. The road shall be for you a means of communion between people and not of mortal harm. 3. Courtesy, uprightness and prudence will help you deal with unforeseen events. 4. Be charitable and help your neighbor in need, especially victims of accidents. 5. Cars shall not be for you an expression of power and domination, and an occasion of sin. 6. Charitably convince the young and not so young not to drive when they are not in a fitting condition to do so. 7. Support the families of accident victims. 8. Bring guilty motorists and their victims together, at the appropriate time, so that they can undergo the liberating experience of forgiveness. 9. On the road, protect the more vuln

Desperate Times....
Fair warning. This is more than likely just gonna ramble on, and no I dont plan on spellchecking it. Its been a week and two days since I was supposed to move. Im running out of food, and toilet paper (ACK!!) and no matter how many hours I spend pounding the pavement so to speak, I cant get anywhere. Its not that I dont have good references I know that much, but somehow, Im either not qualified for any job Ive gone to (which is bullshit, because I know McDonalds doesnt HAVE qualifications lol) or I dont have good personal references or something, I dont know which, all I know is I still dont have a job and Im starting to get VERY worried. And Im sure my cable will be off this week. Which wouldnt bother me so much if I wasnt also going to lose my phone and internet. I mean as far as the cable itself, I can watch Fox and PBS and DVD's, Ive done it before. But I mean with no internet I have no way to entertain myself (LMAO!!) except to read the books I already read, or play solitair

Winners Of The Adult With Pet Contest Are.......
Winners of The Adult With Pet Contest are....... 1st Place is.......Wins Diamond Earrings + Beer Keg with 600 comments + 7 Rates = 3035 2nd Place is....... Wins Root Beer + Beer Keg with 334 comments + 7 Rates = 1705 3rd Place is.......Wins Long Island Iced tea + Beer Keg with 142 comments + 7 Rates = 745 4th Place is.......wins Glass of Champagne + Beer Keg with 56 Comments + 4 Rates = 300Diamond Earrings I want to thank everyone who was in the contest! Thanks Maria

Rooftop Statues Prompt Suicide Reports
Ha ha! This is funny. . Rooftop statues prompt suicide reports Mon Jun 18, 10:18 AM ET Statues scattered across central London rooftops as part of artist Antony Gormley's latest exhibition are proving a serious headache for police. Since the 31 life-sized replicas of Gormley's naked body went up in early May, police have been bombarded with telephone calls from members of the public reporting that they had spotted a would-be suicide jumper. "We had several calls a day in the early stages and are now receiving two or three a day," a police spokeswoman said. "In most cases, callers are questioned specifically about what they have seen and we are able to reassure them that they have seen one of the statues." But suggesting that police have better things to do, she asked: "How long will the statues be in place?" Gormley's exhibition at London's Hayward Gallery runs to August 19.

Yankees Suck .........go Sox !!!!!!!!!!
Yankees SUCK......GO SOX!!!!!! On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Yankees fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Yankees fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise, "Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Yankees fan," she replied. The teacher, still shocked, asked, "Well, if you are not a Yankees fan, then who are you a fan of?" "I am a Red Sox fan, and proud of it," Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. "Janie, why pray tell are you a Red Sox fan?" "Because my mom is a Red Sox fan, and my dad is Red Sox fan, so I'm a Red Sox fan too!" "Well," said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, "that is no reason for you to be a Red Sox fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your mom were an idiot and you

Reasons Why Smarter Men Can't Attract Women
Reasons Why Smarter Men Can't Attract Women >NOTE: If you want to look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women, plus watch great free video clips of all of them, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=VHMZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 The Ten Reasons/Mistakes Why HIGHLY INTELLIGENT Men FAIL With Women... AND WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT... I've been teaching men how to become more successful with women and dating for several years now... and one "problem scenario" just keeps coming up OVER AND OVER... and OVER and OVER and OVER again... ...and it really amazes me. I'm going to refer to it as "The Genius Failure Paradox". "The Genius Failure Paradox" is the tendency for UNUSUALLY intelligent men to have very LOW levels of success with women and dating. After contemplating this particular paradox, discussing it, and working on it for an awesome amount of time, I'd like to share my thou

Let Them Know!
Life throws us curve balls sometimes, things we never expect or want to see coming. All too often some life-altering event takes someone or something close to us, catching us totally off guard. Before those things happen to us we have the ability to make sure that those people we hold dear to us know just how we feel. Take a moment each day to let those that matter know that you love them, that they are unique and that they bring a smile to your soul just by being who they are. Please don't let pettiness keep them from you or you from them. All it takes is one little moment and they can pass from you forever. Thats a regret you just can't easily live with. Life is truly too short to keep the people you love at arms length, no matter the reason... This is a regret i don't personally have to live with but I know many that do and I wouldn't wish it on anyone! I told him I loved him every day that I talked with him, even when I wasn't completely pleased with him... Sorry for rambling

Paranoia, Childhood Fear, Call It What You Will
So... I feel the need to share and perhaps am hoping that someone sympathizes and shares similar feelings. Now I couldnt really remember offhand the last time something scared me or even gave me the jitters. Until last night. I was browsing around the internet as I tend to do when I came across a drawing that flat out creeped me out and sent shivers down my spine. The reason for this is because of a childhood fear. Yes, I was deathly scared of being eaten by a tree and the idea of it happening is none too appealing to me. I still cant help but to cringe and wince with an occasional involuntary shudder just thinking about it. I cant really explain my facial expression except its something along the lines of... I remember watching Poltergeist when I was 4. I cant think of one thing that has ever frightened me more than the fear of being eaten by that tree. I would bawl and beg my mom to tear up the tree in the front yard because I was convinced it too was going

Please Help My Friend Out. Contest On The Local News
My best friend in the whole wide world entered a picture of her kitties in a contest on one of our local news station. PLEASE go vote for them!!!!! About half way down on the right side, click the bubble next to Sammy and Sebastian. Thanks in advance!!! Click this link!! http://www.myfoxorlando.com/myfox/

Todd Jones
Dear Todd Jones: Hello Mr. Detroit Tigers closer. I just wanted to let you know that I am going to send you my medical bills for giving me a heart attack pretty much everytime you come into close. The Washington Nationals almost had you last night. Are you kidding me?!? I go into a panic every time I see you are coming into the game, knowing that you will give runs up and cost the Tigers a game they deserve to win. So please please please... stop sucking. -Me.

Where I Been
Just to let everyone know ive been in the hospital with a server case of phenumionia, im currently staying with my dad whilei get backon my feet so send me lots of sexy get well gifts and hot pics to get my back inplaying shape

5 Reasons Why Men Cheat
Let’s begin with, the reason behind the cheating first. We could go on and debate on the answer to this question for hours but it may be best put this simply— because they can. This may sound pretty dismal, but listen out ladies, if you do not keep a good eye on your husbands they may wander astray. Of course, having faith in your husband’s faithfulness may be one of your main wedding vows but checking on him from time to time wouldn’t hurt. In fact, many men say that they feel cared for and great concern when their wives actually make it a point to check up on them. This doesn’t mean that you have to be a hawk on your husband 24/7, but of course you can send him a message when he’s running late or misses a lunch with you. If they lack attention from you, they will miss it and this may lead to them seeking the attention elsewhere (which is of course not what we want). By checking up on your husband you are not only showing him that you care but you are also taking extra special care of

Would You See Me?
If you looked beyond who you think is me If you looked beyond what you see Would you see my love Would you see my pain Would you see my fear Would you see my heart If you looked beyond what you think is me If you looked beyond what you see Would you see me...

New Gift Giveaway - Everything Available
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Best Morph On Ct Contest! Scores Updated
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Randomness
let's not have anyone freak out this time .... I am not feeling bad, it's just a poem... thanks The heartbreak i feel is so unexpected nobody likes to feel their rejected i didn't expect to fall so far so fast with something, with someone i knew wouldn't last the web isnt real nor the people in it and my hearts not a prize nobody's in it to win it Im a friend to many and loved by few I know that you love me, and i love you to love is a hard word for me to trust i think that is why i prefer the word lust that word i think is easier to believe at least with that one sex is the release but what do you do when you fall so hard so fast i guess you just fall and bruise your ass but you get back up and dust yourself off repair the tears and mend the walls and everything goes back to being the same where you wish they would stay because you hate dealing with change

Welcome Home Surprise Part Ii
When I awoke, through slumber eyes, I noticed I slept for about three hours. I also noticed Natalia on the bed across from dressed the same way and pillow propping her back up. She asked, “Did you have a nice relaxing nap?” That is when I noticed I was tied to the lazy boy. Ropes tightly over my chest and back of the chair. My mid-section and right above my pubic line was also wrapped in ropes to the back of chair. My arms tightly against my body. My ankles, thighs and claves also tied tightly to the lazy boy. I tried to moved but couldn’t budge against them. Natalia smiled and said to me, “I learned well from all the times you tied me up.” All I could do was smile. She told me just to relax and enjoy the little surprise she had for me. I laid there the ropes digging in my skin if I tried to get out of them. My little vixen did a great job doing this and me being tired from the trip allowed her to. She knew me to well to attempt this when I has my wits about me, but I

Some People
Some people really piss me off. Seriously. those who play games with peoples minds and pretend to be something or someone that they are not, really tick me off. I mean, I get that this is the internet, a fantasy world. But when you take things farther than just a www page, try and be real with people. And you know, when you catch these people at their little games of deception, it absolutely infuriates me that they have the nerve to turn around and apologize for something that they know that they are not sorry for in the least little bit. It escapes my vocabulary on how to describe exactly how angry this makes me. Don't complain to me of other crazy people when you, yourself, obviously have something not to sane going on with your own mind. Stop fucking with me. When you become real and want to show me exactly who you are, then come talk to me, otherwise, leave me the hell alone. I hate mother fucking fake ass people!

So Its Been Awhile
Been awhile since I blogged. Just didn't feel like saying much I suppose. Plus I have not been on as much. Not too much has happened in the last week or so. Been getting a lot of work done. Wrapped up several sites and have 2 more close to completion. David was here last Wed-Sat night. I didn't get much done then of course, but those are the best days I have. He is at BoyScout camp this week. So I don't get to talk to him at all. :( I made him promise that THIS year he WILL take a shower.. use soap.. and change his clothes. LOL. Last year he was preeeeety dirty when I saw him. Making a couple burgers on the grill. Its pretty hot out, and supposed to have T-storms later. I LOVE storms. This past year was the first I got into the show 24. EVery other year I missed the beginning of the season and I never got into it then. I just bought season 1 on DVD and watched it all in a week. Feeling a lot better about myself. I think sometimes I get too wrapped up in t

Hey Fellow Cherry Tappers Please Make Welcome
Another Awesome artist who has join me and all of you in Cherry tap Dave Ellis Grim, boy can he sang Mustang Sally :) add his banner give him LISTEN ON MY PLAYER ADD him hes in my fans

Ratings
I'm pretty easy going with ratings myself. If I like something, it will most likely get a 10. If I don't like it I usually keep that to myself (if you don't have something nice to say ....). If I don't rate something doesn't necessarily mean I don't like it though. I do understand not everyone is going to love me ... thats just the way the world is. What would be nice though is if you don't like a picture of mine, tell me why. Constructive criticism is appreciated (things like ... "if you do this would look better" is helpful .... things like "you suck" is just being an ass). I assume if you rate me low & say nothing, you just do it to try to be mean. If hurting others is what makes you feel good, I'm just sad for you. In the internet world its the same as walking by & insulting strangers. ** Although (positive) ratings are nice, comments always feel much more from the heart. I really love to hear what you think ... especially of my work! :)

Who's With Me On This?
This massive, gaudy, ridiculously lavish carnival of a social network would be considerably more amusing to peruse (as would its ostensible purpose: to get one's ego stroked) if the intellectual caliber of its members was on average more impressive than that of a brain-addled Mongolian yak. Prove me wrong. Please, do. (Given this opinion, why am I still on, you ask? Because sometimes - not always - but sometimes, it's fun to shoot fish in a barrel.)

Can Not Stay
Why is it that I am feeling this way... Your sorrow makes me feel like i should stay... But I cant continue to pretend I'm into this... The only thing you had on me was your kiss... I would give anything to take your pain away... But it was time for me to get out I just couldnt stay... It was almost as if we were pushed into this... And I hate to think of the friendship we may miss... Because if we cant come to terms on how things came to be... You may feel that you just dont need me... I couldnt act like the feelings were there... As much as I tried I just cant share... But I wanted to act like they would soon come along... Mean while you sang that same ole song... It was nothing you did or didnt do... I just cant help it that I'm not that into you... But I had a blast when we were messing around... And I enjoy being around you when you act a clown... But if you are going to turn this into something more... If your going to be c

Bread Pudding
BREAD PUDDING 7 slices of bread (broken in small pieces 1 stick melted butter 8 eggs 1 1/2 cups sugar 1 can evaporated milk 1 1/2 teaspoon vanilla Mix all ingredients together in large bowl. Pour in glass pan and place pan in water in oven. Cook at 350 degrees for about 1 hour. SAUCE FOR BREAD PUDDING 1 box powdered sugar 1/2 teasoon vanilla 1 teaspoon rum flavoring 1 1/2 stick melted butter Milk (added to make sauce thin) Mix sugar, vanilla, rum and melted butter well. Add milk as needed serve over hot bread pudding.

Love
What does the word "love" signify? A passing emotion, An impassioned cry? Two people in passing, One along for the ride? Do bitter emotions, yet heartache make, A flicker of hunger, Together a flame? A teardrop has fallen, Yet tides are the same. Has one but to whisper, In yearning,In pain. For another to beckon, To hear one's own name? Love but a hunger, Love but a pain, Love but a torment, Yet screams out her name!!!

My 1st Blog Ever Lets Make It A Good One!!!
I was wondering how many of you guys would be willing to make a picture with a salute to me in them show me some creativity too.. the best one I will by a big pimping gift. so let me know if your interested! I can't wait to see what you come up with!!

Sunrise
Everlasting wind Mysterious breeze Traveling with shivers That run through my hair From the cold I feel Blowing over and around. Sights of pitch black The wind still breathes Slowing moving in With peaceful intentions Unseen as it moves closer Deeper into the soul. A massive rush When night becomes day Chills develop on the ground Stagnant as the wind Fresh air is reborn.

Just One Wish
If I had just one wish That I was allowed to make It would be as simple as this I would wish away your pain The pain that haunts you in your sleep And brings you tears when you're awake One wish to set you free One wish for sweet dreams sake For your past to never haunt you No more fear when you close your eyes Peaceful nights would be renewed A new hope when you arise So until that day comes When all wishes will come true I'll keep making this one Until my days on earth are through

Out Of My Head
I can't get her out of my head But I'm getting used to having her there It's as close as I can get To actually having her here She is with me in my dreams In my thoughts when I'm awake This connection is so extreme So intense it makes my soul ache I long for one chance To look her in the eyes To convince her where I stand My scincerity she couldn't deny But until that day comes I'll settle for this instead Because I can't find a good reason To get her out of my head

I Just Want To Thank You
I just want to thank you For the joy you've given me These words don't even come close to What I feel so deeply So many things to say If I could only find the words My own thoughts get in the way And I just end up sounding absurd But I shall do my best To explain how I feel For I've been truely blessed At times it seems surreal I never thought I would find Something found by so few So between your heart and mine I just want to thank you

Listen
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing Just listen

Digging A Hole
Digging a hole Burying it all, but your losing your soul Blame no one but yourself when you dig to deep You are the product of your own self-defeat You define yourself through self-inflicted pain You search for the storm clouds just to complain about the rain Your are a victim of choice, not of circumstance Hide like a hermit just because you don’t have the guts to take a stand Cutting out the ones you love like a cancer Remove them from your life when you don’t like their answers You fear the truth like the monster under your bed Can’t handle being wrong, so you run away instead This is the last time I will offer my hand I suggest you take it while you still have the chance Going against the grain just to prove you have control I'm begging you, stop digging this hole

Runaway
She says she has to run away She can't take the pain Says she has to leave town Hopping on a Greyhound Tired of being chased by her fears Oh, God here come the tears The days turn into hours, minutes, seconds, moments I miss her at just the thought of her going This hurts so bad, I hope it's not showing Forcing this smile on my face But I am losing something that can't be replaced Trying to put a circle where a square should be Hard to see the forest for the trees My joy is in her happiness In my heart I know she needs to do this She is the one thing in my life that makes sense I just hope the grass is greener on the other side of her fence Counting down the days Until she has to run away

Need A Prayer?
HOW TO TELL IF YOU NEED TO PRAY AT WORK-- When a co-worker comes in a little too happy singing "good morning" to everyone and you think, "Somebody needs to slap the shit out of her" .. You need to pray at work. When someone comes in and announces, "office meeting in 5 minutes,"and you think, "what the f..k do they want now?"..... You need to pray at work. When your computer is mysteriously turned off and you want to say, "which one of you sons of bitches turned off my computer?" .. You need to pray at work. When you hear a co-worker call your name and the first thing that crosses your mind is, "what the hell does this bitch want now?" and you try to hide underneath your desk........ You need to pray at work. When you are asked to stay late and help do someone else's work and the first thing that pops in your head is, "both of y'all can kiss my ass!!" You need to pray at work. When you're in the elevator and it stops to pick up someone wh

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a wom

My Favorite Quotes
My favorite quotes Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway. It's the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter. When someone allows you to bear his burdens, you have found deep friendship. Real integrity is doing the right thing, knowing that nobody's going to know whether you did it or not. I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. When I meet a man I ask myself, 'Is this the man I want my children to spend their weekends with?' Never eat more than you can lift. I've been on a diet for two weeks and all I've lost is two weeks. The most important thing I've learned over the years was that there was no way to be a perfect mother and a million ways to be a good one. Some men just aren't cut out for paternity. Better they should realize it before and not after they become responsible for a son. The reason grandparents a

Confucius Says...
Confucius Say A Penis is the only thing that a woman hopes she will find hard to handle. Confucius Say Some Sex Is Good...More Is Better...Too Much Is Just About Right Confucius Say The Opera is the only place where a guy gets stabbed and instead of bleeding, he sings. Confucius Say An Optimist is a girl who regards a bulge as a curve. Confucius Say A penis has a hole in the end so men can be open minded. Confucius Say Watch a woman eat an ice cream cone and you'll have a pretty good idea how she'll be in bed. Confucius Say It's ok to let a fool kiss you, but don't let a kiss fool you. Confucius Say A kiss is just shopping upstairs for downstairs merchandise. Confucius Say It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you're done. Confucius Say Killing two birds with one stone often ends with hate mail from the humane society. Confucius Say The best way to save face, is to keep the

Insanity
Living with this madness untold, Deep inside me the rage unfolds. Dragging up my hidden darkness, It rises from the black abyss. Throwing it's shadow across the floor, The rage steps out of my souls door. It quickly starts to take control, And on my mind, it takes it's toll. It pulls a cloud over my eyes, And it causes me to go blind, To the destruction in it's path, This insanity is my wrath! ~Morgana Angelia~ 4-25-1995

Poetry
Dancing in the Rain You and me how could I have known that when I walked into that door we would fall into this zone Im sittin here on this roller coaster ride wonderin what happens next or if there is a drop waiting for the surprise how is it that when I least expect it you fall into my life i never expected any of it that I would take such a dive im dancing with you in the rain wondering if we are really sane and Im asking myself is this true what did I do in my life that was so right to end up here with you most of the time I find myself lost in thought thinking of your face and all the happiness youve brought thinking of saying goodbye to you one of these days im not afraid in your heart i belong to you its true and in my heart you belong to me you see i loved you from the start and nothing can ever tear love apart keep breathin baby because one of these days even if we aren't in eachothers arms well be starin up at the stars and know that love

Finally
Well this weekend i had my girl over for four nights and actually did no work what so ever except around the house and did not work out or train....And i found out how lucky i am to have such a good person in my life....used to all i had was my kids and they helped me as much as they could and now when im with her i dont want to do anything but be with her im so happy now i think i finally found the right person and i mean that from bottom of my heart......

Fill It Out! I Wanna Know You!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 32 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13.)Q. What w

Ged Exam Results
Howdy people.I had written my GED exams May 25th and 26th.I had 4 left to write and pass.I got my results back yesterday.I didn't pass any.Nota 1.I've been working in this for 3 years.I am fed up.I think a change is long overdue. I've been looking into other programs in my area and I think I may have found something that interests me.It's called the Workplace Essential Skills program.I'm not sure what it consists of,but it is new in my area and will be taking applicants in the fall. So I guess I'll just wait and see.Have a good evening all hugs.Until next time.God Bless.

How Do I?
How do I express my love even more than I have. I don't know what to say to get you to understand that I will not betray you like everyone else has in your life. I love everything about you and all I can do is be there for you and hope that day by day you see that I am not out for anything other than your love. I would never do anything that would not please you. I could care less about anyone on this site or any of the other sites that I am on. YOu are the one and only for me and I really wish that you would open your heart and know that no matter what I am always going to be here for you my love. You are my best friend, my lover, and my soul mate. There is nothing I would love more than for you to know that no matter what I am here and you can lean on me for anything.

New Proposed Immigration Legislation
This was sent to me in an e-mail...I thought it worth sharing with as many people I could think of! I feel that it is wrong for immigrants to be given opportunities by our government that are not made available to ALL AMERICANS! >ORANGE COUNTY (CALIFORNIA) NEWSPAPER > >This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good > >points. > >For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when > >arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. > >This lady made the argument pretty simple. > >NOT printed in the Orange County Paper... > >Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either > >deem > >politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the > >philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter > >to > >the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will >get > >published via cyberspace! > > > >New Immigrants > >Fro

Rain
It's raining again. I love it when it rains. Torrential downpour to match my torrential passion, the fervor, the fever that keeps me pulsing and pacing and racing to touch you. Imagining your skin beaded up and tense with longing, covered in sliding drops of wet, sliding the way my tongue does over your supple muscles and pert nipples. Sliding the way I do back into love with you whenever I catch that smile in your eyes, that evil grin, that subtle smirk.

Morbid Survey
From my dear friend PainSeeker MORBID SURVEY {1} do you ever see garbage bags on the side of the highway and wonder if there are body parts inside? Why? What do you know?? I was never near those fucking garbage bags!! {2} if you ever got the chance to practice cannibalism, would you? Define "practice..." {3} if forced to overdose on a drug, which one would you choose? I am guessing heroine. Since it was my brothers drug of choice. {WOULD YOU RATHER BE…} {4} shot or stabbed? Stabbed {5} asphyxiated or exsanguinated? exsanguinated {6} drowned or buried alive? drowned, I was almost buried alive once as a kid and it sucked. {7} killed by blunt-force trauma to the head or crushed to death? blunt force {8} poisoned or overdosed? Poisoned {9} killed by a flesh-melting virus or by rats or ants slowly pecking at you? Virus... I gues... {10} out of all the above choices, which one do you like best? bled. exsanguinated {11}…which is the worst way

Check Your Profile Settings.
I just checked mine. _No one_ can leave comments on me at the moment, etc. (a side effect of either the problem the maintenance is meant to fix, or of the maintenance itself.) Need to fix that...

This Is For Cali
Sonnet 116 Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved. -- William Shakespeare

Long Random List
From BiancaVagina 1. Last dvd purchase? Pretty sure it was Season 3 of "The Family Guy" 2. What cd are you listening to? Peepshow by Siouxsie and the Banshees 3. Ever in a car accident? Only very minor fender benders 4. Explain why you last threw up? jeez, it was like, 5 years ago from food poisoning 5. Favorite cartoon. The Boondocks 6. Favorite super hero. Green Arrow 7. What is your favorite ice cream? Dulce de Leche 8. Favorite college football team? when I was a kid, USC. dont care now. 9. Have you ever been caught stealing? nope 10. Favorite scent? Jasmine 11. Who can you tell absolutely everything to? Used to be R. Now, maybe C. 12. Last television program you watched? Big Love 13. Favorite thing on the grill? Peppers and Sausage 15. Do you live where you grew up? Nope, about 120 miles south. 16. Something you can't live without? friends and love. 17. Do you wear flip flops constantly? I DESPISE flip flops!!

Dom/domme Contracts
D/S LIFESTYLE Contract "A" For Male Dom D/s Contract I, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request of _______________________ that He accept the submission of my will unto His and to take me into His care and guidance, that W/we may grow together in love, trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of His wants, desires, and whims are consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to Him. To that end, I offer Him use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, I ask, in sincere humility, that, as my Master, He accept the keeping of my body for the fulfillment and enhancement of O/our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. To achieve this, He may have unfettered use of my body any time, any place, in front of anyone; to keep or to give away, as He will determine. I ask that He guide me in any sexual, sensual, or scene-related behavior, both together with, and separate from Him, in such a way as to further my growth as

Your Curves
are incredible...were the words I read from the very well educated gentleman I had been exchanging emails with. Being BBW I do admit I enjoy a man who can really wrap himself around me so when this person told me he stood at an impressive 6'4 I was intrigued. Being in Manhatten at the time he would take over an hour to come over. Somehow he made it down to me in record time. I opened my door standing in my sheer nighty with the satin matching robe, the leaned over me andkissed my forehead. We from there looked at my beautiful bayfront view and looked at the lighthouse. we sat on the couch and exchanged idle banter...he leaded over and kissed me..soft lips and passionately. Licking and sucking his way down my body his large hands held my hip as his face was burried deep in my pussey as I sat on the couch. I leaned back as he sucked my hot pink sweet clit and slid his fingers into my tight hole...I came all over his face. We then proceeded to my bedroom. I looked up at his man..my face

Vengeful
I feel her clawing to get out to become again what she once was wanting the anger wanting the pain needing to feel the hatred the other one the dark one will help me through the betrayal suffering, hurt, pain I want you to feel them all the feeling of being used no friendship no kindness no loving arms to hold you at night she is hate she is pain she is vengeance she is retaliation she is the used

Happy Hour
Thanks to everyone that made this a great happy hour. Please know that there is so many people it is hard to keep track! I am outnumbered. lol So if you want hit me up so I can stop by individually...Thanks again to boone!

Tall Trees Hehehe
It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but, here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." Wipe that smile off your face

Question Of The Night.....
According to my home page, I have 346 fans. Why are they fans of me? Have they ever made some attempt at chatting with me? Has any of them made an effort to rate anything of mine (i.e. pics, stash, comments, etc...)? I guess I am just a face on their list so they can look popular to everyone else on the site and by looking popular, that will increase their lists even more. Maybe it's just me but I don't get it. I've attempted to chat with my friends as well as the people I am a fan of. The way I see it, if you have fanned me, obviously there was something about me you liked so I would think you'd make the attempt at chatting since I am on YOUR list and not the other way around. Just another reason to show me that I'm not worth the effort to remotely chat with.

Horoscope????
Daily Horoscope: Aries For June 19,2007 A friend's invite gets you back in the social mix, and none too soon. While you have quite a cozy little set-up on your own, it doesn't hurt to trip the light fantastic among all of your friends every once in a while. THIS IS TODAYS horoscope --- I am confused on what it means........... yea I know big shocker lol ~*~HUGS~*~ DJ Titanium EXPerience

Proudly Owned
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Those who know me, know I am not one to easily submit. Much to feisty for that. I kneel for no-one ... except one. My saying this will not make you my superior. I will not cower to you. It has taken a long time for me to come to terms with my desire to submit. Too many years of fighting for control, too many times of having my trust broken. I trust one person ... & one person only ... enough to release control, & allow them to own me. Because you respect me as a Goddess ... I trust you as a Master.

The Void
A space in time where life ceases to exist No light escapes, no sound is heard The silence is deafening, the darkness blinding, No emotion escapes its steely grip Time stands still against the cost of time Coldness shields the warmth of the sun Unseen paths lead nowhere only to find more paths Frozen gates await the forgotten key Yet outside time moves on beyond the emptiness Thus the secrets of the void Remain hidden within the reach of ourselves

How Do You Live Your Dash?
I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years.(l900-l970) For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars...the house...the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what's true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we've never loved before. I

The Last Few Days.
The last few days I have missed some of you all a lot. I have been really busy with school. I got my second set of grades today. I got a 49/50 and 100/100. So I still have an a average. This week is really busy and I wont be around much. I was thinking about reducing my time on here anyway do to a few reasons that I am so not getting into right now. I really do miss some of y'all and don't want y'all to think I am avoiding you on here or messenger but i have just been really overwhelmed with the group project that we were assigned this week. I am team leader which means I have twice the work. But that is my problem lol. Anyway I am going to stop back in when I can. Those of you who I miss will know who you are. Take care everyone. Have a great week and hope to talk to you all soon. Night Night.

Hate Someone
What is the point to hate someone if your going to in the end just end up caring about them. Now I knwo there is levels of hate so I am referring to hate as in they just irritate you and no matter what you say or do they have to disagree or critisize. I do everything i can to et along with those I don't but some you just can't. They are just impossible to tolerate. but to get to the level of arguing with them and fighting over stupid shit to find yourself looking forward to arguing with them again is just insane. So in this situation what do you do??? Just another bable of words from me into this blog. Not sure why I type this shit out but I guess in a weird way I am hoping someone can relate, understand, or even explain to me the level of stupidity I am at. ~*~HUGS~*~ Love you all ~*~HUGS~*~ Dj Titanium EXPerience

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Single...
single again... long story...dont want to talk about it... i hate men sometimes... i want to find a guy who when he tells me is wants a long term relationship, he means it... im sick of being used as a temporary bitch... fuck

Possibility Thinkers Creed
When faced with a mountain I WILL NOT QUIT! I will keep on striving until I climb over, find a pass through, tunnel underneath---- or simply stay and turn the mountain into a gold mine, with GOD'S help!!

Haha
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ----------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ----------------------------------------------------- Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumor ------------------------------------------

Just Funny
Going to Kansas on a train So much cheaper than a plane Bad new is, i don't have riches Good news - I'm on vacation, so fuck u bitches! Too bad in Kansas, there's nothing but soil I'm going to find me a tin man and give him some oil I know you'll miss me when I'm not here I'll miss you too when I'm in the middle of a tornado, drinking beer

The Time Is Getting Near
Ok it is getting closer and closer to my last day of school. I can't believe I am almost to the very end. And yet at 33 I am so nervous...But I know it will pass its just been such a long road and now I will finally make it to the end. I have so many mixed emotions the closer it gets to the last day. Last qtr. some of my friends completed it. Now its my turn...I cried then at their party most likely I will do the same. July 12th is looking so good to me at this point...Yes of course I am counting down the days, and marking them off on the calendar. lol...In October will be the time for the official graduation ceremony which is gonna be awesome. I will have so many of my family members and my friends there. My boys are really excited that they will be able to see me walk across that stage. I just recently found out that I will be recognized at graduation as an official member of Lambda Alpha Epsilon--Delta Gamma Psi chapter(National Criminal Justice Association)..We recently received ou

Morning Thoughts
There's always a reason why someone wants to talk to someone else. Sometimes someone may come along and wow you with words. Not nessicarily flirting but brains which not many show they have. That just once they prove they have the brain power to actually notice that beauty is not just what you see in their physical apperance but rather there mental and their ability to actually notice that theres more to a conversation other then"Oh youre hot." or "oh Id so do you." what world are we living where everything is based on a sexual level?

Womans Wants
What I Want in a Man, Original List 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer thing 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week What I Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3. Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally 4. Nods head when I'm talking 5. Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6. Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture 7. Wears a shirt that covers his stomach 8. Know

Today,,,
A Deep Sadness I have inside. Puddles of warm Tears forms at the bottom Of my eyes. Who said real men Don’t cry? I wish I could find them, And ask them why. Why put a stigma on A natural emotion? Something as natural as the Waves in the ocean. I drop to my knees, and asks God Why. Why a man can cheat, steal, kill, lie, but can not cry? I Didn’t get an answer, and I know why. Because the whole real Men done cry line is a big fat lie! Time after time we let society Trick our minds, but not this time. I can not hear you say a Word, I’m not letting you get in my head. I am going to Laugh until I cry, cry because I’m sad, cry after Busting a great nut, and cry when I pray for Forgiveness. Today is not ordinary day! Today is the day that I proclaim to cry.,

L.h.s.f
It's strange how a shock to the system changes everything in your life. I found out just under a week ago that my son Teal has Cerebral Palsy. I always wondered why at the age of 22 months he was not walking and yet to talk properly. The time I spend with my son is so precious as I do not live with him. This poem is for you my little man TEAL As I walk along the shore with you on my mind wishing you were here with me by my side I need you more each day More than words can say L.H.S.F Love Heart Soul Forever We will always be together

Heres To You
Here I am agian feeling utterly confused... I'm left with this feeling and I dont know what to do... I wish you could just be man enough to talk to me... Instead of getting what you want then letting me be... I havent heard from you in more than a while... I would give anything just to see your smile... We have never been like this, to where it might be the end... We've always just had the arrangement where we always end up as friends... But more was up for grabs this time around... And when things got to grown up for you, your the one who backed down... But I dont think its me that's got you so afriad... This whole situation is based on the games that you played... I hate the fact that I'm writing this about you... Almost like I will excuse everything that you do... But I'm not sitting around waiting on you... I've come to terms that you and I are threw... And I'll spell it out if you cant get the clue... Heres a big fuck you!

New Priest From Alabama
The new priest from Alabama is nervous about hearing confessions, so he asks the older priest to sit in on his sessions. The new priest hears a couple of confessions, then, the old priest asks him to step out of the confessional for a few suggestions. The old priest suggests, "Cross your arms over your chest and rub your chin with one hand. Try saying things like, "Yes, I see," and "Yes, go on," and "I understand." The new priest crosses his arms, rubs his chin with one hand and repeats all the suggested remarks to the old priest. The old priest says, "Now, don't you think that's a little better than slapping your knee and saying, "No shit! What happened next?"

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
You Are 73% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

What's Ur Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

"liar"
Liar, you are the epitome of self destruction Liar, you are the manifestation of HATE...in all it's vivid colors. Liar, you are Satans helper and friend...you are a demon in disguise, I know I saw your third frontal eye! Liar, you so cold and soulless, how do you go on? Liar, I see the way you watch and stare at people...your so called friends...You watch them and learn all their little secrets and weaknesses. Liar, I know you thrive on what hell and chaos you can make. Liar, I thought you were my friend and would be with me till the very end. But now I see you are FAKE...and you only want to shake my middle ground and watch me fall so you can laugh. I don't have empathy or sympothy for someone who is so pathetic. Liar, by night you are a mole and during the day you wonder and fro... Waiting and watching for your next victim to steal their soul. I should blurt out your name for the whole world to hear, so they know Satan truly is on earth...but see, I am a better person th

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Taste You
my stare grows deeply while you look at me with two fingers rubbing your clit the moans you make keeps teasing me and you know how i love that shit watching you rub til your soaken wet push me on a sexual high wanting you in the worse way and unable to deny oh just a touch or taste is all im asking for to suck hard on your clit while you beg for more with lust in your eyes i was surprised when you wave me over to come i moved in near and you whispered in my ear "mmh baby, come get some" my mind went wild while my tongue got wet and in your twat i go wanting to taste you and make you cum but starting off real slow licking your clit while sucking your lips your pussy got wet as hell my lips sucked your clit while my fingers plunged deep and then you gave a good yell pulling and sucking licking and tugging your clit became swollen and exposed you bit your lip and rubbed my head while curling up your toes my tongue moves in deeper your pu

R I P ( Anna Lee) 02-1998 To 06-1911
GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED, AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED, " COME WITH ME." WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU SUFFER, AND SAW YOU FADE AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY , WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING. HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST. GOD ONLY PROVES HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST. ITS LONELY HERE WITHOUT YOU . WE MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY. LIFE DOESN'T SEEM THE SAME SINCE YOU'VE GONE AWAY. WHEN DAYS ARE SAD AND LONELY AND EVERTHING GOES WRONG. WE SEEM TO HEAR YOU WHISPER, "CHEER UP AND CARRY ON' EACH TIME WE SEE YOUR PICTURE, YOU SEEM TO SMILE AND SAY, " DON'T CRY, I'M IN GODS KEEPING, WE'LL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Parmesan Coated Salmon
1 lb. salmon filet salt pepper dill weed paprika grated Parmesan cheese Remove skin from salmon filet. With a sharp knife, remove grey colored fat from skin side of filet. Cut into 3 or 4 pieces, place on sheet of tin foil or paper. Salt and pepper the filets. Sprinkle with dill weed on both sides. Dust with paprika. Coat thoroughly with Parmesan cheese and pat cheese to make it adhere well. Place about 1/8 inch of olive or granola oil in large frying pan over medium heat. When oil is hot, add filets. Brown on both sides. Let filets cook until brown (about three minutes) and turn. Don't move filets around in pan until brown on one side before turning. This helps the cheese adhere. Do not over-cook or salmon will get dry and hard. Serves two or three people.

Sorry About Not Being Around Much.
I want to thank all of you for rating my pictures and leaving wonderful comments. I relly enjoy reading all of them. Over the past couple of weeks I've been starting a new job and still working my old one. So I've been a bit busy. Unfortunatally on Sunday morning like at 4:30 our house cought on fire and the finished basement was destroyed. The guy who lived down there lost everything. The rest of the house has heavy smoke damaage and all the people who lived there are physically ok but we are all stell really shook up. The thing that scared me the most is if the other roommate hadn't got up to get a drink we would all be dead and I had my little girl that night as well. It was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. This hose is two storys and I lived on the second floor. There are a total of 7 bedrooms, 2 kitchens, 2 living rooms, A dining room, Parlor room, Garage, and storage rooms... For all of this only one smoke detector. We never thought about them and not m

Charleston South Carolina Tragedy
When you are reading this ...please take a minute to say a prayer for the fallen firefighters that lost their lives in the line of duty. A factory fire claimed the lives of nine firefighters in Charleston ...I knew all nine ,and all of us had served together doing what we had to do . The nine will be buried with heros honnors...none of the ppl who were in the building were hurt ,the nine died when the roof gave way trapping them So please I ask say a prayer for the firefighters ,and their families .

Avril Lavine Bitch Hatured
First off I decided to write blog on her stating how much I wanna kick in her head. She is fucking annoying. First off I hate how magazines call her "Punk rock princess". She is no other than an American Shakria in tube socks. She is really someone a 11 year old would like and think her muic is rebellious. She even dresses like a fucking kid.. sorry but the one streak of light pink, that you can hardly see, of hair is not punk. Stupid cunt. A punk chick is Brody Dalle. Avril Lavine (aka Avril Laxitive cause her music would make anyone run to the toilet) is nothing but a waste of bullshit. I do not give a shit if you like her and read this...grow up I can voice my opinion considering it is my blog. It is like she wears a studded belt and tube socks and LOOK OUT MISFITS...she is hardcore...NOT! HAAHA she does not even dye her whole head or put highlights in...one strand of hair is pink and you barely can tell it is pink. She is a loser. The sad part is people listen to her. And she is n

Adrenaline
So, it was another of those weird, half-lived nights... So much is going "right" for me at this moment, I keep peeking around the corners for the train I just KNOW must be headed for me... And when I can't find it, something awful inside of me starts looking for tracks to tie myself to. Clock struck nine. Damn. Where's she at? I busted ass as soon as I got off work. Cleaned the pool. Did the dishes. Even got Amy and Rain to clean their own room, for a change. They must have smelled the adrenaline in the air. Nary an argument... "Come on, Help Daddy. Your brother is flying in tomorrow- let's make everything nice". But that wasn't it. Yesterday, she kept me from going out, on a whim, which is, invariably, how I do it. No plans for me, If I make plans, I will change them to spite myself. She defeated my best charming smile, unusual for her, but she stood firm and I gave in, with a subtle last ditch assault- "okay, then tomorrow?" She knows me. She knows that if I wan

California History
Do you know what happened this week back in 1850, 157 years ago? California became a state. The State had no electricity. The State had no money. Almost everyone spoke Spanish. There were gunfights in the streets. So basically, it was just like California is today, except the women had real breasts, and the men didn't hold hands.

The Value Of Life's Moments
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who ha

The New Job
Jack had been out of work for 6 months, and while he was searching for something permanent he was doing temporary work for a staffing company. On this day Jack was helping with an office move. The company had only requested one person; they wanted to move some files into a storage area. It was a Saturday, and Jack wasn’t seeing his children this weekend so he jumped at the opportunity. The staffing company told him to report to Jay Andrews, the office manager. Jack arrived at the office a little early and a female was in the lobby area. When she asked Jack if she could help him, he replied no, he was waiting for someone. She stayed in the lobby, possibly waiting for a delivery. The lady kept checking her watch and was looking more and more annoyed by the second. At 9:00 am which was the time the position was supposed to start, Jack asked the lady if she knew what Jay Andrews looked like and if he was in yet. She smiled, and coyly said that yes she did know who Jay was, and she wou

Sorry...
Sorry I have not been on ct as much as I would like, I finally got a real job lol. I am now currently working for a dairy company (6 day work weeks :( but $$$$ :) ). Hopefully I will be on more often when everything settles down.

Red Neck Slang
Well knock me down and steal muh teeth!" "Well, butter my butt and call me a biscuit." "I'll slap you so hard, your clothes will be outta style." "This'll jar your preserves." "Cute as a sack full of puppies." "If things get any better, I may have to hire someone to help me enjoy it." "Gooder than grits." "It's so dry, the trees are bribing the dogs." "It's been hotter'n a goat's butt in a pepper patch." Wintery roads are said to be "slicker than otter snot." A bothersome person is "like a booger that you can't thump off." When something is bad then you say, "that ain't no count." If something is hard to do, it's "like trying to herd cats." A hectic schedule keeps you "Busier than a cat covering doo-doo on a marble floor." "He's uglier than homemade soap." "He fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down." "Uglier than a lard bucket full of armpits." "I'm just about as welcome at my in-laws as a hair

My Love For You
No matter how much distance is between us We are only seconds apart I may not be able to hold you But my love for you is where I can start I may not be there beside you now I may not be able to whisper in your ear I may even be to far to hope for But my love for you is nothing to fear We will one day find ourselves together Not knowing how we found our way there What is meant to be will one day be But my love for you wil always be fair when the day we come together comes I'll be able to tell you the things i've missed Do all the things I've not been able to do But my love for you shallnever be dissed Until the day arrives that we will be together I will settle for hearing you speak I love the way you are and who you've become My love for you will never become meak.

Grim News Or I Have Heard Worse!
WELL WENTO THE DOCTOR YESTERDAY! I GOTTA GO TO SEE A SURGEON FOR A BIOPSY ON A LUMP IN MY BREAST! CHANCES ARE IT MAY NOT BE CANCER! WE CAN ONLY HOPE. SO SAY UR PRAYERS FOR ME AND HOPE FOR THE BEST. BUT I KNOW THIS I AM NOT GOING TO LET CANCER RUN MY LIFE. I AM PLANNING ON LIVEING MY LIFE AND TAKING CHARGE OF THE SITUATION. LIFE IS TO SHORT TO WASTE IT IN A HOSPITAL OR HOOKED UP TO MACHINES. NOW I HAVE VENTED THAT THE ONLY OTHER PROBLEM I HAVE IS MAN TROUBLE BUT THEN THAT IS A FACT OF LIFE. MEN ARE NOT BAD THEY JUST ARE MISUNDERSTOOD QUIET OFTEN. ONLY THING I WISH IS THAT MEN WOULD SAY WHAT THEY FEEL OR MEAN INSTEAD OF BEATING AROUND THE BUSH. YES RUNNING IN CIRCLES DOES MAKE ME TIRED CAUSE I AM OLD DUH! ANY WAY I GUESS SAME COULD BE SAID ABOUT WOMEN. LOVE IS A COMPLICATED EMOTION AND FRIENDSHIP IS A DELICATE FLOWER. U CAN HAVE BOTH OR LET ONE THING KILL THE OTHER. EITHER WAY SOMETIMES U JUST GOT TO TAKE A CHANCE AND GO FOR IT. JUST LIKE WITH CANCER U GOTTA TAKE A CHANCE THAT IT CAN B

Something Everyone Should Read
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

R.i.p
In memory Okay so today has been exactly a year ago since my mom passed away.. and it sucks and Im having a really hard time dealing with the whole situation of her death and some other pointless shit..... I know she is in a better place and that she isnt suffering.However, that does not change the fact that she is gone .. and sometimes, I feel like it isnt fair that she was took way to young and that I didnt say everything that I wanted to say to her and tell her exactly how good of a mom and friend she was to me ... and I just miss her smile , her character and her scent and how she would be there to help me through everything and so yeah its a really horrid day .... I know shes with me and that she isnt suffering.. thats not even the problem ... Idk anymore..... Life isnt always beautiful..... xoxo RIP xoxox Mom I will forever hold a special place in my heart for you and there will never be a day that I wont speak to you and thanks for everything that you ever did

Horoscope For 06/20/07
Have you ever noticed how many people state their opinion only to backtrack or apologize? It really undermines what they have to say. You may or may not have this issue, but it's a good time to pay attention.

A Promise From My Father
As i walk along this narrow path I see troubles surrounding me. I look into the heavens and cry out to the lord, "Help me father for I am weak," My sinful nature is at constant battle with me seeking to devour and destroy my soul," As I close my eyes I hhear a voice, "fear not my son for I am with thee, but I have made for you a help mate, The one whom I have choosen before the beggining of time to share your heart, your soul, and your life." The time is near, and two wsouls will met to become one. two hearts beating in perfect unison two minds working together to find the true meaning of love." You road will be hard but you will find solice in the arms of your soul mate." As i hear these words my heart begins to feel heavy and a single tear runs down my cheek for though I have not yet known you, my heart aches to be with you, my arms become lonely at the memory of a touch which has not yet been, my soul yerns to be complete. I close my eyes and imagine your face, your smile, you

Is It Destiny Or Is It Us?
Do you believe in destiny or do you believe that we make our own path in life? This is an age old question I know…however I have been thinking on this matter and I would love to hear others opinions. Now me personally I am not sure I honestly like to believe it is a bit of both. We are giving opportunities and hurdles In life. However I also believe that it is us who choose to take those opportunities and climb those hurdles So like I said I am not sure ….but I would love to hear your opinions.

Do Me A Favor??? :-)
If everyone that reads this would take 5 minutes to leave this person 5 comments, I would truly appreciate it. I created the morph she is using for the contest so if you could drop a few comments, that would be great. You never know when you will need some help in a contest and rest assure I will blog you too! :D Click the link to be routed to her pic, plz!! Xoxoxo

Every Lasting Love For You (song)
Every lasting love for you As I am once alone but I have come to see my true love to me As am riding this long and lonely train ride home to see your ever loving heart for me For the felling of being without you is so ever painful without you here holding on to me As my pains and fears build up within side of me just being without you Is driving my heart made for when we meet again? It will be so ever more special being with you again in my arms For it will fell like we have met for the first time in our life’s with us just being apart And ill will all ways love you and till the ends of time

Um Yea Advice 4 Guys
Basically, women like lots of attention and loving. They want a person to whom they can relate. They want to be able to discuss future plans and problems they might be having. * Steps * 1. Be compassionate and understanding - women like men who are compassionate and understanding, someone who always cares. A woman wants to be able to say in her mind, "Oh what a nice guy." A woman wants a man to tell her often how important she is to him and to show her that in his actions and thoughtfulness. Flowers, a gift, a card, or even just a phone call are an extra touch that tell her she matters. 2. Be polite and complimentary - women like to hear "please" and "thank you". They like it when men open doors and pull out chairs for them. Always compliment a woman. Tell her she is gorgeous, beautiful, pretty and that she has lovely eyes. Just telling her she is wonderful often helps and thanking her for everything she does for you. In addition, recognize that there is more to her than the

No "primitive" Behavior!
Vatican issues '10 Commandments' for drivers The "Drivers' Ten Commandments," as listed by the document, are: 1. You shall not kill. 2. The road shall be for you a means of communion between people and not of mortal harm. 3. Courtesy, uprightness and prudence will help you deal with unforeseen events. 4. Be charitable and help your neighbor in need, especially victims of accidents. 5. Cars shall not be for you an expression of power and domination, and an occasion of sin. 6. Charitably convince the young and not so young not to drive when they are not in a fitting condition to do so. 7. Support the families of accident victims. 8. Bring guilty motorists and their victims together, at the appropriate time, so that they can undergo the liberating experience of forgiveness. 9. On the road, protect the more vulnerable party. 10. Feel responsible toward others

9/11 Facts
New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 254 of the calendar year.

Chapter 4: 30 Days Later
A month later my baby is on her way south. I am so anxious about her arrival that I even cleaned the toilet. She came down to share my daughters high school graduation with us. It was nice having her there. The next day we went to Mexico for the afernoon where we dined on inexpensive Mexican food and 50 cent Carona's. I found out American food is very expensive there. I don't know, but $19.00 for 2 hot dogs is ridiculous. After the afternoon in TJ, we went to an outstanding concert, The Outlaws, Marshal Tucker Band, and The Charlie Daniels Band. It was better than I ever could have imagined. The rest of the weekend was a lazy, low budget weekend, we walked on the Pier in Oceanside, went out for karaoke, but started too late and couldn't get into my favorite club, went to see my friends band perform on Sunday and just enjoyed each other's company. Come Tuesday morning, I tried to get her to stay an extra day, but she had to go home. We did come to t

Not Happy
I just want to say that I am NOT happy with how Fallouts have decided to sit back instead of showing what we are made of or is this it? I've posted for everyone on blue team to hit a contest and I get a few people that showed up and most of you left maybe 25 comments at best. We are behind in this contest people. We havent asked anything of anyone until now and there is no reason why everyone cant go and spare comments on this contest as it has 2 benifits. One we CAN win and two it's a fallout holding the contest so it helps her also. If we cant pull together and try to even look like a bombing group I dont see a need for there to be a blue team and will clear everyone out if thats what it takes to prove to CT that Fallouts are here to stay. I'm not asking you to spend all day or all your comments on this contest but I am asking you to put in and effort at making Fallouts a force to be reckoned with in contest. Here is the picture link please go show the Fallout support

The Early Years
he put his hand over her mouth "dont make a sound my mom will wake up and ill make it bad for you" she shakes her head yes he asks "are you a virgin" she had to think for a minute she certainly didnt know what that meant but knew enough from school it wasnt kool to be one. so she shook her head no. chills ran up her spine as he roved his hand over her chest she grabbed his hand and said "no". he looked directly at her and reminded her of what he said earlier about his mom. then he said lets play a game, she shook her head yes and he said "its called ill show you mine if you show me yours" without warning he lifted up her flannel night gown she became very scared fearing his threats she remained quiet. he took her panties down and touched her there and she began to softly cry. his breathing became heavier as he felt her. she was so scared she wanted to fight but knew she couldnt stand to be beat by his mom ever again. he took down his underwear and grabbed her hand instructing her

Lesson For The Day...
So heres my rant for the day.. lol Why is it women feel just because they have the pussy means they have the power? bitch please! Ever once hear the theory treat your man like a king& he'll treat you like a queen? try it.. it does work on occasion damn.. I know I'm rude. I have every intention of staying that way and I know about 5 people just went damn shes a bitch. Dont fucking care if ya like me sorry I am the person I am. There are actually *GASP* decent hard working men out there and they deserve to be treated as so yet so many of my friends complain about how they do everything for their woman only to be treated badly. WISE THE FUCK UP they will find women out there that treats them better. That's all I'm saying ladies... Oh and for the love of pete.. if you find one.. dont be a money grubbin hoe.. ya make the rest of us look bad. I'm not saying there isnt men out there who are only looking for a piece.. heaven knows Ive run into my share but we're intellegent enoug

The 5 Arrowheads
sitting by the mouth of the cave nestled into the canyon river bank i perched myself upon a fallen boulder and looked across the large spance of space to the shores across the river.large pottions of ice slowly made their way down the half frozen arkansas river while the winds whipped in whirl pools though the canyon.a lone bald eagle sat perched on one of the single burges ,he seemingly was announcing his freedom with a high pitched squal. snow began to filtr down the canyon walls as i stoked more wood upon my fire and watched the eagle in all its majesty.pulling my jacket around my neck my thoughts began to drift,this area hadnt changed in thousands of years,and the only thing out of place was a lone human,me.i went back in time to when my forfathers occopied this are and when my tribal heritage was at its strongest.i envisioned canoes as my ansisters fished for food and enjoyed the unspoiled beauty of this canyon.i got up and sought shelter further inside the cave as the winds bega

Freak Weirdo Or Romantic??
I almost made this a mumm, but then though ..nahhh ..but this just is weird!! If someone who is "freshmeat" (level) shouts at you with a request to send you something ..first of all, would you accept it? ..well thinking it was just a 'gift' ...I did. ...but I didn't get it before I'd left earlier Secondly, if what they sent was a very romantic and sweet poem that actually captured some of ..who you are inside it, along with pointing out that it's specifically meant for you ...awwwww hell Lovely Lady. Your eyes alone, have me in this trance Aware there is no hope in this life for a chance To hold onto you tightly To move with you slowly Embracing love's lust Behind those eyes you do hold me I want to rest with you by my side I want just one taste Only your lips provide Inside your chest beats a heart turned to stone with a sweet soul inside whoever hurt you and left you alone, a fool he was and he will always be you deserve better my dear Billie

Benefits Of The Space Program
EVERYDAY BENEFITS FROM THE SPACE PROGRAM The most accurate topographical map of the Earth. This data is used to develop safer navigation techniques and better communication systems. Ultraviolet protection suits for people with rare intolerance to UV light, known xeroderma pigmentosum. Heart pump based on technology of space shuttle's fuel pumps. It's two inches long, one inch in diameter, and weighs less than four ounces. Efficient autos and planes benefiting from NASA wind tunnel and aerodynamic expertise. New metal alloys based on research for the space station program. Thermal protection blankets used in everything from fire fighters suits to survival gear for cold environments. Robots and robotic software with wide-ranging uses that include auto-assembly plants, hazardous material handling, monitoring in dangerous environments, distribution and packaging facilities, etc. Lightweight composite materials that benefit cars, airplanes, camping

Someone Very Special To Me
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Relationships...
so anyone who has ever really talked to me knows about mine and bruce's split and the infamous marty...well as for now bruce and i are trying to work things out and marty and i are still friends...but I dread the day he moves on past me..I have this fear that it has already happened and everytime i talk to him I want to ask him but can't muster up the courage. I dont know what i should do..I am so scared of what it will do to me if i find out he has...I dont want to b forgotten but i also want him to b happy. Is there anyone out there who can give me advice? HELP!!

Piece Of Mind
you know its amazing how many thoughts run through your head at 4:30 in the morning when i should be sleeping. instead im online just playin around and cant get some things off my mind. so im gonna lay it out here and maybe someone will notice. first off, its amazing how in the blink of an eye your whole life can change. so many different things in this game we call life can happen. we dont ever notice the small things in life that make us happy. we dont ever even notice the small things people that are close to us do for us everyday. its the simple things in life we need to keep us happy. its just insane how we dont notice these things until their gone. once their not there anymore thats when we realize how much we take for granted everyday of our lives with each breath we take. no matter how often those things are there we just look past it like it doesnt matter. and whats also crazy is how people can just use other people and not even care. its best to be honest and let them know ho

Never Judge A Book By Its Cover. [great Read!]
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking

Fucking Goddamn Soon To Be Ex Husband!!!!!
You know you have to really sit back and take a good look at the people you allow into your life... Today I have done just that and I can honestly say I really fucked up in ever marrying the man I did....MAN!!! If I knew then what I know now I would have ran so far away from him the lady goddess would have had a hell of a time finding me! When I meant him 30 years ago I actually thought he was a decent person, well 30 years later and being married to him for 14 years of those and two sons later and now headed for a divorce after a 4 year separation that I do not regret I have come to the realization he is a royal scumbag not even worthy of the title father to any of his kids. This is when you realize that reality is what kicks you in the teeth as you're trying to stand the hell back up from the initial blow of others stupidity! I think what brought me to this point is what happened in the last 48 hours the simple fact he has lied to so many

Sex Is Good For You!!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals

Mmmmmm
Satin pink flesh upon my tongue, the soft sensual smell, the sweet juices dripping down my chin. I wrap my lips around the moist substance and suck the juices into my mouth. I lick a drip that travels down my finger in a slow tantalizing trail to the tip. Again I partake of the sweetness letting the juices trickle down my chin. Sucking, licking, feeling the heavenly texture in my mouth, tasting the luscious sweetness, smelling the heady aroma. I feel a bit dazed with the pleasure invading my sences. I dive in again and again, each time climbing a bit higher in my ascent toward heaven. The satiny feel of my tongue licking the sweet nectar from my fingers hightens the pleasures. My teeth nibble lightly and more juice comes rushing to my taste buds. I eagerly lap them up and nibble more. I close my eyes and just feel. The gentle sweet smell, the satiny texture on my fingers and in my mouth, I hear the sigh on my lips and taste the sweet luscious flavor. I am fullfilled in a way only this

Just So Youll Know-
Free Comments Codes & Layouts I aint hardly on here that much anymore so if i do come on its to say hi and comment a few times and then back offline again. me and my kids are getting to go away for a lil while and its gonna be fun for us all. we need this time away from here and thanks to a good friend in arizona we finally got it. no i aint going to az. but i am going to ga where i was raised and will be showing the kids the house i grew up in, and want to go home to some day. it was so peaceful there and i know they will like it. so after the 24th you wont see me that much at all. and if you do- your lucky. my account wont be deleted unless scrapper does it while im gone. so i will check in. yall have a good one. this isnt to get you to rate or what ever- its just to let my real friedns know- i wont be back for a while. when i sign off on the 23rd- thats it for a while. i will miss my true friends and real ones too- but hey- you know me-- i will be here in august or septem

The Haircut
Haircut A guy stuck his head into a barber shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About two hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around at the shop and said," About three hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, "About an hour and a half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back." A little while later Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, tears in his eyes from laughter and said, "Your house

Thinking All Night
I was up half the night thinking about a mumm from yesterday. I dont usually keep thinking about online stuff after Ive turned off my computer but this one made me think. I dont feel like going to get the link so I will paraphrase. It basically asked if life was overrated, and I did answer. Oh fuck it Ill go get my response I dont wanna misquote myself. LOL! My first comment: 2007-06-20 19:51:40 #12 of 33 Personally, I think MY life is overrated. Some people have LOTS of good things in their lives. Family, friends, etc. For thos epeople, life is great. If you lived one day in my shoes, you would understand. My second comment: 2007-06-20 20:02:57 #30 of 33 For the record, I dont suffer from depression or anything of that nature, and I dont plan on going out and killing myself or anyone else just because my life is shit. And as I said *MY* life is over rated. Also, I think that the comment in the other mumm was meant as a smartass answer, or something that r

Want A Good Laugh
I had a downrater attempt a retaliation, which i wasn't aware that even if you block the CT member they can still email you, interesting, huh??? Her CT name is "sarah 'scarer' thomas" http://cherrytap.com/user/883654 Read below....I had fun.... My first email to her: On 5/24/2007, ct464938@cherrytap.com wrote: downrater's don't get rated by me... First your get blocked and then you get logged on my website in my stash... FOR EVERYONE ON MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS LIST TO READ!!!! hehehehe....... AND I WON'T EVEN RATE YOU!!!!! you know the saying if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all... Her reply to me: On 6/21/2007, ct883654@cherrytap.com wrote: oh how scared i am.oh was i t rate you a 10? mmmm,u aint all that you muppet! how could i rate you anymore than i did?let whoever read that,coz i dont givva shite! On 6/21/2007, ct464938@cherrytap.com wrote: you can't even type right, goes to show your IQ... or your ability to not proof read

Emotions
Emptiness...Loneliness...Sadness Longing to hold you Longing for your touch Fear of losing you .. Emotions in a cluster Dont know what to do Feelings of being so alone Feelings of being not wanted Feelings of sadness Feelings of disspare Longing to be with you Longing to be wanted Longing to be held Just longing to be needed Needed by someone No emotions ... all is dead inside It makes it hard to go on day by day The only hope is that I will see you again

Work In Our Culture
What it comes down to is this: Man is not meant or designed to work for 8 hrs a day, 5 days a week. A lot of one's stress is caused by this fact. Life is not meant to be judged on your credit score, the vehicle you drive, or how large your home is. Life is not meant to be judged at all. Life is meant to be lived to it's fullest! When working full time, your are not only working for yourself. In fact, most of the work you put in is not for you at all, but for the "better of society and the community". The time and efforts that you put into each work day greatly outweight the money you are compensated for it. In no way am I suggesting we get paid more for our services. 100% of the money you get for working so many hours goes right back into circulation. 100%! Think about it! It's payday. You go out and fill your tank up, purchase groceries for the next 2 weeks, purchase clothes for yourself and or children. Take your SO to a movie...a concert, join a gym...whatever

Wake Up
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL S

E-mail My Mom Got You Should Read!
Hello this is what the hell I am talking about with the illegal mexicans: Got this in a e-mail from my moms sister: Subject: cheap labor...cheap tomatoes > >> Cheap Labor . . Cheap Tomatoes . .. . This should make everyone think, > >> be you Democrat, Republican or Independent ! > >> > >> >From a California school teacher - - -"As you listen to the news about > >> the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things > >> that you should be aware of: > >> > >> I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a > >> large > >> southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, > >> meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income > >> levels. > >> > >> Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell > >> Gardens, Huntington Park, etc., where these students are protesting, > >> are > >> also Title 1 schools. > >> > >> Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and f

Happ Y Midsummer!!!
Happy Midsummer /Litha/Summer Solstice/Alban, Hefin, Leth, and Saint John's Eve everyone!!! :) Remember to drink lots of Faery Wine, Blow Bubbles, Dance in Circles, and make Faery Nice Wishes for everyone!!! ~Pixi _______________________________ Tradition- The Summer Solstice June 20-22 Mid-Summer is seen as the middle point of the light half of the year. Looking at a calendar, a modern observer will note the June 21st is currently considered to be the beginning of summer, however, in the old style of reckoning, summer began on Lady Day and will end on Lughnasadh. This is simply a different way of looking at things, and if a modern witch finds this confusing, he should consider simply thinking of the day as "the Summer solstice." It has recently come into fashion to refer to the holiday as "Litha," a word supposed to derive from a Saxon word denoting the opposite of Yule. The fact that this is a new term does not lessen its validity, but be warned that it might confuse peopl

Wonder If They Will Garnish His Wages Or Just Leaf Him Alone. . . .
Man Says Salad Stolen From Refrigerator Jun 19, 4:46 PM (ET) SOMERSET, Pa. (AP) - Someone kicked in the door of a man's apartment, stuck a knife in the door and took a chilled salad from his refrigerator. Somerset police said the man reported the bizarre burglary on Monday. He told investigators someone broke into his apartment while he went to a nearby tavern. Nothing but the salad was missing, police said. Police said they have a suspect and expect to file charges once they finish their investigation.

Allegiance
MY PLEDGE I... not you, not we, not they, but I PLEDGE...I do personally, solemnly vow ALLEGIANCE...my loyalty, my fidelity TO THE FLAG...blood-bought freedom, brave at heart OF THE UNITED STATES...our identity inside-out OF AMERICA...our identity outside-in AND TO THE REPUBLIC...constitutional right FOR WHICH IT STANDS...impartial in judgment ONE NATION...says it all UNDER GOD...faith in America's heritage & future INDIVISIBLE...uncommon devotion, together, whole WITH LIBERTY...springs from the heart AND JUSTICE...is that which keeps liberty pure FOR ALL...for the innocence, the old men who hold their medals, the old women who wipe the tears of the young who go off to war, for the sick and weak as well as the strong, for the uncertain and the courageous.

See How Wild You Are
1. If we met would you want a one night stand or something serious? 2. Would you have a one night stand with me? 3. What you consider to be the craziest sexual thing you have ever done? 4. What is off limits for you? 5. Do you have any fetishes? 6. Would you consider yourself as a giver or a taker? 7. What would you want to do to me? 8. How do you feel about feet? 9. Do you like to have your toes sucked on? 10. Ever had anal? 11. Did you like it? 12. What turns you on more than anything? 13. Do you believe in multiply partners? 14. Have you ever cheated on someone? 15. Are you able to have multiple orgasms? 16. Can you squirt? 17. Have you ever used a body part to seduce someone? 18. If we were on a deserted Island what would we do. 19. Would you consider yourself as good in bed and why? 20. Do you get pedicures and is your second toe longer than you big one?

Yayayayayayayayay!!
So you can guess i'm sorta happy right now :D Just got back from my holiday and yes, good things did happen ;) Had so much fun and met lots of dudey people like my darlin NicMonsteR, and a few of his friends, i even got to go to band practice with him to see them record their first song (shall be used in future when they get famous as a claim to fame like me seeing that woman from csi miami in the airport :P) I'm so loved up right now its not even funny, Nic is GORGEOUS, be jealous, be very jealous :P

The War
listen this is to the two assholes who keep shouting at me about me openly supporting the war. I don't care if you agree or not. If you were half the men you think you are then you wouldn't block me fron shouting back at you. But as far as the WAR GOES I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS ALL THE WAY!!!!!! And if you would like to discuss the subject any futher I can be found at 1316 mayberry rd Dallas N.C. Now leave me the hell alone i will not change my views>>>>>>>>>>>

Correspondences
Purpose Rededication to the Lord and Lady, beginning of the harvest, honoring the Sun God, honoring the pregnant Goddess Dynamics/Meaning Crowning of the Sun God, death of the Oak King, assumption of the Holly King, end the ordeal of the Green Man Tools, Symbols & Decorations The sun, oak, birch & fir branches, sun flowers, lilies, red/maize/yellow or gold flower, love amulets, seashells, summer fruits & flowers, feather/flower door wreath, sun wheel, fire, circles of stone, sun dials and swords/blades, bird feathers, Witches' ladder. Colors Blue, green, gold, yellow and red. Customs Bonfires, processions, all night vigil, singing, feasting, celebrating with others, cutting divining rods, dowsing rods & wands, herb gathering, handfastings, weddings, Druidic gathering of mistletoe in oak groves, needfires, leaping between two fires, mistletoe (without berries, use as a protection amulet), women walking naked through gardens to ensure continued fertility, enjoying

Bulletines
well lets see how many of you out there realy ead those things i have posted one marked "my nephew" this is a boy that is my family and he has steped up to the plate to be a man now it is breaking my mothes heart to see him go and i know his own mothers heart too so go show my sis some love

Moving My Hips...
I have absolutely nothing prepared, but I thought I'd type away regardless of that little bit of fluff. I usually have some form of garbage floating around in my brain. Hold that thought while I find some music to which to listen. Okay. I'm back. I'm not sure how long I'll be here, though. I have trouble keeping my hips still when I listen to anything of the Afro-Cuban blend. Seriously. With my hair streaming down my back and my body moving in ways that defy the presence of bones, people could be forgiven for confusing me with a wild gypsy with the intent to seduce. Speaking of seduction, I believe dancing seduces my own senses. It is bewitching, liberating, passionate, and fun. That it is... On that note, I'm off to do a bit of dancing. Toodles, my darlings.

Wonderland
All in the golden afternoon Full leisurely we glide; For both our oars, with little skill, By little arms are plied, While little hands make vain pretence Our wanderings to guide. Ah, cruel Three! In such an hour, Beneath such dreamy weather, To beg a tale of breath too weak To stir the tiniest feather! Yet what can one poor voice avail Against three tongues together? Imperious Prima flashes forth Her edict “to begin it”: In gentler tones Secunda hopes “There will be nonsense in it!” While Tertia interrupts the tale Not more than once a minute. Anon, to sudden silence won, In fancy they pursue The dream~child moving through a land Of wonders wild and new, In friendly chat with bird or beast- And half believe it true. And ever, as the story drained The wells of fancy dry, And faintly strove that weary one To put the subject by, “The rest of next time-” “It is next time” The happy voices cry. Thus grew the tale of Wonderland: Thus slowly, one

Justice To Be Served
As most of you dont know alot about me just what you see. I'm a mother of 4 beautiful children and have been fighting my ex through the courts he was brought upon charges for stalking and a bunch of other charges. I went to court on the 11th of this month and so far he has left me alone

The Comeback
This was reportedly in the Washington Post - the title Of which was, "Best Come Back Line Ever."In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male Resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch at 11:38 p.m. On Friday. Lawrence Will be charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency, and Public intoxication at the Gwinnett county courthouse on Monday.The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to Stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no One Around for miles. At least I thought there wasn't," he stated in a phone Interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the Road picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut A hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged "need.""Guess I was really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car approaching and was una

So Good To Be Back :)
Hi my Friends and Family, Sorry to have been away for a while, as most of you know i was hit by a car on my Harley back in 86, 23 or so operations later they replaced my knee, titanium and plastic. Any way it started giving me problems and had some sort of infection. I was in the hospital for a while getting some Meds and getting better. See you later for sure Good to see you all again ^5's guys & toekisses for the ladies :)~

Car Accident
Just wanted you all to know I was in an accident this afternoon. Nothing really serious but I took my eyes off the road for a second and rear-ended a car. We pulled over and got out and the other driver was a DWARF!! He was pissed! He stomped back to me, looked up at me and said "I am NOT happy!" I said, "Okay, then, which one are you?"

Different Curcumstances
Under different circumstances We wouldn’t be having this conversation Under different circumstances You wouldn’t have all this aggravation Under different circumstances There wouldn’t be tears flowing Under different circumstances Only that bright smile would be showing Under different circumstances You would be with me instead of him But these aren’t different circumstances And the cycle starts all over again Moments like this make me wish for Different circumstances

Now That Your Gone!
Its amazing how you walked right into my life, Without even a thought that you'd be my wife Try to tell myself your to good for me, You loving me i thought never could be The love from you girl i just could not Imaging, In my perfect world I just could not fathum A diamond like you could be into a rock like me But now that your gone girl I feel so empty All night long i lay here holding my pillow tight If loving you is wrong I don't want to be right Id give up my sight, to let you know I care Give up my legs, and my last breath of air JW

Love Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair, opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man, who'll make love to my mind, Knows how to answer "how big is my behind?" I pray this man's love has no discernable end, And that he will always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a sex starved deaf-mute with huge boobs who's father owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a sh*t.

For The Ladies....
A husband and wife are having a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary. The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.'" "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last.'"

Parrot
A woman went to a pet shop & immediately spotted a large, beautiful parrot. There was a sign on the cage that said $50.00. "Why so little," she asked the pet store owner. The owner looked at her and said, "Look, I should tell you first that this bird used to live in a house of Prostitution and sometimes it says some pretty vulgar stuff." The woman thought about this, but decided she had to have the bird any way. She took it home and hung the bird's cage up in her living room and waited for it to say something.. The bird looked around the room, then at her, and said, "New house, new madam." The woman was a bit shocked at the implication, but then thought "that's really not so bad." When her 2 teenage daughters returned from school the bird saw and said, "New house, new madam, new girls." The girls and the woman were a bit offended but then began to laugh about the situation considering how and where the parrot had been raised. Moments later, the woman's husband

~*~ A Letter From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife ~*~
Im reposting this for two reasons. #1 I think the message is extremely powerful, and #2, when I read it, I cried. Im still crying just a little bit. One of my dearest CT friends is a military wife, and I immediately thought of her. So, MJ, this is for you: Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head

Sniper At The Gates Of Heaven
Monday is my parents 30th wedding anniversary, and that just blows my mind. Ka-boom! There was so much I wanted to type, but I think it's just too personal to share on here. Basically, my mom is a saint. She works so hard, and she's kept the marriage together even though she saw a disease basically cripple the man she married. Not only physically, but he's a completely different person. Once I get enough money I'm sending them on a well-deserved honeymoon to someplace nice, lord knows living in Vegas is the exact opposite of just visiting here as a tourist.

Shagg Live At Bullfrog Sponcered By 101.1 Wrif
Friday, June 22nd, we (Shagg Nasty) will be playing at The Bullfrog in Redford,Michigan with our boys Maryz Eyez.101.1WRIF will be there broadcasting live. If you cant make it to the show, you can log on to wrif.com and listen to the live radio broadcast. I just heard the comercial on the radio a few minuts ago.Boy am I smiling right now.You can log on now and should hear the comercial or just log on tommorrow night at 9:00 eastern time and he he enjoy. Hopefully you will be able to hear us on the radio. SSSSGonna be a kick ass show. PEACE!!!!! Oh and you can log on to bullfrog.com for more listings and I hear they have a myspace page. or www.myspace.com/shaggnastyrocks

Well...
I thought I'd put something here... I'm at loss for a interesting blog.. There has been lots going on in my private life... I am greatful to all my online family... I love each one of You... You know who You are... and I thank You for bringing joy into my life!

Ok Some Things Piss Me Off... This Pisses Me Off To The Point That It Hurts
First and formost i would like to get a fucking HOOAH out! now if any of you read my posts I reposted whats below many times. what the fuck is that shit. we live in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA nobody that comes here from another country has the right to disrespect us... nobody. (all you mother fuckers that cry,bitch and moan that your country is so bad and you want to live here fucking earn it! at least be thankful that we took your sorry asses in...) This school should be shut down and demoed all the staff should be fired for not stopping it at any cost... all the kids should be sent back to Mexico you lil fuckers like Mexico so much go fucking live there! there is a huge differce of being proud of where you come from and who you are, this is just the biggest form of disrespect ever... So what now? do we give in to this? do we let these people get away with it? each and every person should be punished to the fullest extent of the law! post; SUBJECT: MONTEB

New Site
A friend invited me to this new site and it seems pretty interesting. The premise is to share stuff with only your friends. There is no public forums or profiles. Only people you invite can see your pics and vids. This way you can share stuff just with people you trust. If you want to check it out, follow this link: http://tb0ne2u.punf.com/join?mail=[email_address]&code=[invite_code]

Hungry??
in the last couple years i have learned many things.. and i im just learning to know myself again. but before i get ahead of myself. im natalie.. im your average girl, with a lil twist. im sure your thinking to yourself what tha hell am i reading? but this is a lil taste of my life. do you wanna try it? its called hunger. ..... evidently you do. so here we go..... well my family moved here from cali.. and this god awful place is really all i know these days. i have a older half sister and my mom and dad are divorced.. and i have a step mom who is great! shes my roll dawg! lol my nephew is my main man! and i love him to pieces... and the only one i call my true friend here is my cuzin sara, shes tha sister i always wanted..(sorry tiff) shes like my rock.. 4 real theres no love like the love i have for her... them are the people that mean everything to me oh and kevin i cant forget about you.. but when i was a kid.. my whole life was basicly hidden behind lies

You Know You're From Missouri If:
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MISSOURI IF: You've never met any celebrities. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. "Vacation" means driving through Arnold or going to Branson. You've seen all the biggest bands ten years after they were popular. You measure distance in minutes. Down south to you means Tennessee. You know several people who have hit a deer. You think Missouri is spelled with an "a" at the end. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've ridden the school bus for an hour each way. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You think ethanol makes your truck "run a lot better." You know what's knee-high by the Fourth of July. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in it no matter what time of the year. You know in your heart that Mizzou c

Online Dom/domme Sub Relationships
I have given the idea of online Dom/Domme sub relationships a great deal of thought. I have heard all the pros and cons, and have come up with some guidelines that might help anyone considering an online relationship. 1. Online IS Real Life: When two people who are thinking breathing humans with feelings, and needs and wants come together it is real life. To share yourself with another person no matter the medium is real life. An online Dom/Domme sub relationship does not end when the PC is turned off. I consider the telephone real life, the person on the other end is sharing information with me, so real life. To not think of online relationships as real life is a dangerous game to play. People become attached and involved online with others, again, that is real life. So this is my question, when you turn off the computer and go off to do other things, do you never think about conversations or people you have met online? 2. Time: A Dom/Domme sub relationship online requires a g

A Kiss In The Rain
A Kiss in the Rain We step out of the car and into the street You can hear it hit softly, like the patter of little feet It's such a magical time, like sunset on the ocean We're caught in its spell, and we move in slow motion I move in close, with my hands on her waist I take it slow, no rush, no haste The rain slowly falls and the full moon shines She slides her arms around my neck, and says your mine The rain picks up and it soaks our hair But our eyes are focused, we have no cares I whisper in her ear, I love you my dear You will always be smiling, you have no use for tears I will love you forever, is my vow to you You are my heavenly dove, may it always be true She smiles at me, with joy and bliss My lips meet hers, and in the rain we kiss The rain itself, dances all around As I kiss my sweetheart, without a sound The rain glides through the air and I hold her tight It's like the angels are crying, such a beautiful sight Her tongue touches

Keeper Of My Soul
I look at her And an angel I see Who could never be touched By someone like me And yet here I stand With her in my arms I don't understand how she Could fall for my charms She kisses me lightly on the neck And runs her fingers through my hair Her tender caress Is almost more than I can bear I love the way she looks Into my eyes when she talks I love how she makes me follow Where ever she walks I never thought That I'd find this girl I am her oyster She is my pearl She doesn't realize Just how much I need her If she were to leave me Life would have nothing to offer Whenever she looks my way I know that she loves me I don't know why though How lucky can one guy be She is so good to me I don't deserve this Yet with me she wants to be She shows me with a kiss When she says those three words It makes my heart flutter Then she takes my hand And I melt like butter I don't know how she does it She makes me feel whole She's the owner of my

Peace And Quiet
Peace and Quiet You bring me peace and quiet simplicity of the moments we talk the gentle, soft whisper of your voice taking me into a place of solace Since knowing you no shadow near or far has dared to reach my heart for it is in the palms of your beautiful hands hidden from view from the harshness of the world I can't imagine what more wonders will I experience when finally we fall into each others' arms I will finally touch the face of peaceful dreams and know tranquility embodied in angelic form, at long last Justice will be served, avenging our loneliness the bitter past will be swept away, the slate all clear I will know peace and quiet in your embrace and you will know my love is yours for All Time. - RRS 2/11/2006

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES > 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. > Simply pour a cup of > boiling water down your throat and presto, the > blockage will be almost > instantly removed. > > 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing > vegetables by getting > someone else to hold them while you chop away. > > 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the > toilet seat by simply > using the sink. > > 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut > yourself and bleed for > a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your > veins. Remember to use > a timer. > > 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, > will prevent you > from rolling over and going back to sleep after you > hit the snooze > button. > > 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of > laxatives, then you > will be afraid to cough. > > 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a > hammer and you will > forget about the to

2 Bobby Dee From Missongwriter
I AM NOT REBUILDING IT HERE, SO NOW YOU'VE DECIDED TO COME OVER TO CT, TO HARRASS ME AN MY ARTIST, WELL SISTER YOU BEST NOT !! FROM MISSONGWRITER TO ONE OF THE ARTIST THAT HAS JOIN ME , SO LOOK OUT ALL THE OTHERS YOU WILL GET SOME FROM HER I AM SURE !! SO WHOSE KEEPS THIS GOING ? Jody '' I just received a nasty message from miss songwriter saying your bad news and for me to stay away from you.And that I would find out soon enough how much trouble you are,Bobby. Message to Bobby Dee at CT, I REALLY HATE TO SAY THIS, BUT BEING THAT YOU ARE STILL HAVING THIS LADY SUPPORT YOU, YOU WILL BE DELETED OFF MY MYSPACE PAGE NOW, I TOLD YOU I WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS PERSON EVER, SHES BAD NEWS, I GUESS YOU WILL FIND OUT THE HARD WAY! GOOD LUCK!

Within The Looking Glass Of Goddesses
Within the Looking Glass of Goddesses My eyes blister staring upon the blinding wind-strewn sand of the forgotten world It is so cold, lest I tremble and rattle my brittle bones until they pulverize, become as dust like the innumerable dead Nay, for also it burns hot, searing my flesh agony that mocks Hell, mimics the rending dance of demons a pitter-patter footprint drowning my being with the Here, the Now I have opened the portal to my empty void, my heart is a living wound... ...and Lo the tempest, the shattering blows of fire and ice I thee witness Behold is the paramount of All joy's past, All wisdom's present, All misery's future. Is this All that I am? Or for worse: All that I shall become? Love is the wind, the stars, the air that shackles the lungs this mistress, the Goddess of Sun and Moon; Her fair and seductive touch lingers, and I l

Tonight
We dance in the moon light are bodies mingle as we move the night is ours for our passion grows on tonight im all yours as you are mine so come to me my love and let us be one under the moonlight we shall be then fall asleep by me till the night is once more for now and till the end of time I want to share it all with you

My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Cover Is On Sale Now!
My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Magazine is on sale now at your local newsstands. I am so excited I can’t stop smiling. If I haven’t said it enough, thank you to all my fans that voted for me. You guys have no idea how much this means to me. I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such wonderful fans. Love you all. Muah xoxo, Breann

So Tired
Im so tired of people making plans then make you wait. I could have done something else tonight but instead I wait for someone else. Then when I go and see about back up plans they fall though to. Why cant people just call and say het I cant make it? And since I dont get out much because I take care of my mother is the real pisser.

What Is Love?
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. The traditional Chinese character for love (ˆ¤) consists of a heart (S, in the middle) inside of "accept", "feel", or "perceive", which shows a graceful emotion.

Dimebag Rockwalk Airs On Headbanger's Ball
Late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott will be the focus of this weekend's (June 23) "Headbanger's Ball" as he gets inducted into Hollywood's RockWalk. Look out for nine "Beyond the Ball" short art pieces with family and friends scattered throughout the two-hour show. Scott Ian (ANTHRAX), Jerry Cantrell (ALICE IN CHAINS), John 5 (ROB ZOMBIE), Six-String Masterpieces, Little Kids Rock and more all honor and pay tribute to Dime's life, music and legacy. Zakk Wylde plays "In This River" for Dimebag at the RockWalk induction ceremony. "Headbanger's Ball" airs Saturday nights between 11:00 p.m. and 1:00 a.m. on MTV2. As previously reported, Spread Entertainment went behind the scenes at the Black Tooth Bash on May 17, 2007 at the House of Blues in Hollywood, California to speak with a number of the musicians who performed in honor of late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott, including members of ALICE IN CHAINS, LINKIN PARK, ANTHRAX and Dimebag's

Some People Are Just Toxic
I'm finding that some people are just toxic to me. I drink & do bad things with them LOL However said person from above isnt who I was really talking about. There are people in our lives who drive us completely insane yet for some reason they are still around. My friends for instance lol They tell me things i really dont want to hear. Not just that I am a complete dumbass about a certain yeehaw but things that simply arent my business. I love them but damn.. do I NEED to know about your sexual issues?? seriously?? there are some things.. I just dont wanna know. I used to trust people..I think I have become a very big pessimist. Partly because of my ex partly because i am opening my eyes to the fact some people really do suck. No matter how hard you try to put a good spin on them .. some people just don't have a good side. Bitchy?? probably ...

This Will Come Off As Peevish But That
is not first middle or last of my cares. I don't take to ultimatums. (Eg being told who I may not, or who I must, have on my list on a certain site will lead to perhaps irrational behavior- which I will not regret later. This is the in some cases belated/after-the-fact warning.)

We Got A B-day Comming !!
GO SHOW HER MAD LUV ! SHE IS SUCH A KICK A$$ CHERRY ! SHE WANTS TO LEVEL FOR HER BIRTHDAY . RIGHT NOW SHE NEEDS 275,667 !!! ¢¾MARIA¢¾AKA BLACK WIDOW@ CherryTAP CREATED BY **BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ** LOVE YA MARIA ! XOXOXOO

New Dvd Ac-ssssshhhhhhhhun
dudes and dudettes- i just got the Upright Citizens Brigade first series. holy crap i havent seen this show in a couple years or so. i fucking TOTALLY forgot how god damn funny it is. EVERY FREAKIN EPISODE. even the ones that might make you say 'eh, that one was okey' are fuckin retard funny. if you havent seen the show...then i highly recomend. no no....i take that back. im TELLIN YOUS TO WATCH THE MOTHER FUCKER. now. do it. NOW. DOOOO IT! ass. with loVe mE

Survey
Name : Jade Nick Name : ummm JD or jaydee (sounds the same) Birthdate : 04-04-1984 Birthplace : camperdown, sydney, NSW, Australia Current Location : Concord, Sydney, NSW, Australia Eye Color : Blue Hair Color : umm brownish.... Height : lol.. i dnt know, i think like 5'5 Piercings : just my ears... Tatoos : nope... Boyfriend/Girlfriend : nope... Vehicle : not at the moment... had a accident... Overused Phrase : OMG (oh my god) FAVORITES Food : thai,italian, mexican Pub/Disc/Restaurant : Disco... lol.... CLUB! Candy : starburst Number : 4 Color : turqiouse Animal : puppy dog Drink : lemon, lime and bitters.... or vodka and raspberry, red wine and coffee Body Part on Opposite sex : shoulders.... i like 'em broad Perfume : issy miyake, dolce n gabbana TV Show : sex and the city, will and grace, that 70's show, house., brothers and sisters, family guy, sienfield Music Album : dnt have a fav! Movie : 2 many 2 name....comedy's are my fav!

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

A Journey Ends.. Another Begins Anew...
Well... It has happened. I no longer hold a collar to Master Mirror. I suppose it was going to happen at some point.. It always does. Though I do not regret loosing the collar. Perhaps he was right in his words.. I do not need him anymore. And perhaps even I do not need a Master at all anymore. The experience I had in serving him was both intense and wonderful. I would not change those experiences for anything in the world. As with my other Masters I have learned so much. Same with him. Though I am unsure if I have experienced as much with the others. Emotionally or otherwise. I feel refreshed in some ways being on my own... and who knows.. perhaps I can teach hubby to be my Master.. which to me would be the ultimate in what I've wanted all along. One journey has ended in my story of submission.. and I will always look kindly to it... and now.. another journey begins anew.

Cajun Corn And Crab Bisque
3 tablespoons butter 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1 large onion, chopped 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1 large celery stalk, minced Cajun seasoning to taste 1 cup chicken broth 1 1/2 cups frozen corn kernels 1 bay leaf 2 cups milk 2 cups heavy cream 1 teaspoon liquid shrimp and crab boil seasoning 1 pound fresh lump crabmeat 1/4 cup chopped green onions 1/2 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce salt and black pepper to taste Additional chopped green onions Melt the butter in a small saucepan over medium heat; then gradually whisk in the flour. Cook 5 to 7 minutes, whisking constantly, until a golden roux forms; set aside. Heat the oil in a Dutch oven over medium heat. Combine the onion, garlic, and celery and cook 1 minute. Add the Cajun seasoning to taste. Stir in the broth, corn, and bay leaf. Bring to a simmer, then pour in the milk, cream, and liquid crab boil. When the mixture begins to simmer, reduce heat to low and simmer 7 minutes. St

Possible Sighting In Malta
Madeleine: Police investigate Malta sighting Police in Malta are carrying out a "full-scale'' investigation into sightings of Madeleine McCann as her parents mark the 50th day she has been missing with a worldwide balloon release. Maltese newspaper In-Nazzjon reported that two tourists had reported seeing a girl matching four-year-old Madeleine's description in Valletta on Saturday. Subsequent reports said four other people had since come forward with possible sightings on the Mediterranean island. The reports follow possible sightings across Europe and as far away as north Africa but it is the first time that claims have been made public of a possible Maltese sighting. One person who contacted police was Ray Roberts, from Anglesey, north Wales, who said he saw a girl in Sliema wearing what he said was a jet black wig being told "Get up little girl'' by an Arab-looking man. Superintendent Pierre Calleja of the Maltese CID said "investigations are actively in progress

Male Strippers
Last night, my friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. My relief was short-lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his butt, Grabbed the ei

Bye
hi just a short messege to say im done on hear im closeing my account and just wanted to say bye to the ones that took the time to get to know me as a person and not just for the cherry points .. like about90% of u that were on my cherry friends list .. anyway goodbye

800.00 Bigs One For A Haircut?
Good Morning…What is outrageous to you? To me there are many things that are outrageous…The price of gas, taxes, cell phone bills, phone bills in general and just higher cost’s assumed by people or business’s asking for more for less… Take for instance back in the day…a haircut for a man was .25 each two bits for the real ole timers but, that is older then me, heard it did not use it. But, for me I recall 2.00 hair cuts as a kid. Now I go to a salon and pay 18.00 bucks for hair less hair taken off then I did when I was a kid at the rate of 2.50 per cut. Back then no tips were given and now I give the gal 25.00 for the cut basically a 30% tip and yeah she is much more attractive then my old barbers and when the old barber cut you if you winched you got it again, learn to live with pain. If the stylist nips me, it’s a good thing I get frothed over like I just saved the world….ok enough about frothing and the old barber and the new stylist, this is about the price of a hair cut. What is t

Ok, You Can Laugh At Me, I Deserve It
let me tell you a story For a long time, i wanted to buy here a gifrt for my closest and sweetest cherry friend. so, i was saving bucks, waiting for the right moment... last night, just before logging out, i see 'IT'S HAPPY HOUR' !!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i jump on my keyboard....... i click on my friend's name , which was on my 'bar tab' and i buy a sweet gift , hurrying up before Happy Hours is over (we never know) i add a sweet comment with the git and click on 'Buy now'...... then , i see this screen coming out : you succesfully bought a gift to 'terri' wait !!!!!!!!!! terri ????? who is terri ? it's not terri, come one !!!!!!?????? what have i done ???? so, i clilck on the link 'terri' : this one was a freshmeat who just registered in cherrytap; its name came in my bar tab just wneh i clicked on it and i did not notice it. well, i guess this guy must have been surprised to see a man offering him some 'diamonds ear rings' as a welcome gift in cherry. i sent a ma

A Break From The Norm
Covered in rosesbuds, lavender, and oils from several other flowers, my cleansing thoughts were interupted by sexual thoughts of you. Because of these sexual thoughts and feelings my bath turned more into a sensual arousing preparation for a lover. With those thoughts in mind and my body aroused , i went to the ceromony anyway. Skin flushed and obviousley aroused I danced around the open fire. Instead of feeling the heat sluff off last years crap, it licked at me with a fever of a hungry lover. As I came into contact with the others hands, if felt hunger instead of soothing acceptance. As they circled my body and laid there hands upon my shoulders, my breasts would swell, making it obvious. thier hands found their way over my entire body, rubbing and probing to see if they were correct. Instead of admonishing my desire they embraced it, letting it wind its way out of my body and onto my skin. Laying me down their tongues found their way all over my body. Licking and sucking , chanting

I Got Cut And Stretched!
As some of you already know, I got a new haircut. This is an event for me, because in order for me to get such a dramatic change in my hair, means something big is happening in my life. My hair always gives it all away, dammit! So, here's more pics! Before.. After.. and then, while running some more errands, I bought some new body jewelry (nips and ears only, people..)and seeing as how my lobes were stretched to a 10 gauge already, I decided to take them one gauge larger, and bought these really cool, hourglass-shaped bullet thingies. They are larger on the ends, so the ends are like a 6 gauge, the middle an 8. I took my jewelry for my very good friend, since he is who I trust with this kind of job. (he also pierced my ear with the little gold stud you will see in a minute..)He changed my niprings and tried to attempt the ears, but these were not doable. He sent me to his friend who is a professional piercer. I thought it would only take like, 5 minutes. It took a bit longer, bu

Roisin Murphy- Ramalama Bang Bang
Bang, bang ! Could a body close the mind out Stitch a seam across the eye If you can be good, you’ll live forever If you’re bad, you’ll die when you die Hearing only one true note On the one and only sound Unzip my body Take my heart out 'Cause I need a beat to give this tune Taking a picture of Taking a picture of Taking a picture of Oh the body swayed to music Oh the lightning glance If I would give it all and all Maybe you would hear me Ask for half a chance Hearing only one root note Planted firmly in the ground Undo my heart, unzip my body and Lend to my ear a clear and a deafening sound Unzip my heart And if I need a rhythm It’ll be to my heart I listen If it don’t get me too far wrong And if I And if I And if I need a rhythm It’s gonna be to my heart I listen If it don’t take me too far gone Everybody smile please Nobody pay no mind to me Finger in position on the switch A little flash photography

Poem
poem shadows. To much thinking and to much weeping has me feeling cold and aloneand that theres no where for me to go. Unseen Unheard I have faced death countless times. But still i live How? Why? . The hand of life that i have been delt is worse then the hand of death itself perhaps. Unwanted Unloved So in the shadows is where i sit waiting. For not even death wants me. T.V.H.06

When The Storm Subsides
I've been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All i know is this all fades, The second that I'm by your side Can this be real, Can this be fate Just say you'll be there for me Please say you'll be there for me Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath my skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now i can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All i know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate

I Give Up
I cannot live with someone taking everything I say, and twisting it. Living with 2 different standards. :( One standard for me, one for him. I can't do it. I can't live with someone checking me every moment I breathe. They never cared before, so why now. I am done. Pandora's box will close, and go back to where it was, to collect dust. I hope that someone else can use it some day. I give up

More Elusive Than The Chupacabra!!!!!!!
Last night as I'm driving home I could almost swear I spotted the bff pulling into a gas station on the main road by my house. But since, i OF COURSE, was doing about 60 on a residential road was going to damn fast to stop and see if it was actually him. This is getting to be ridiculous now.

Lonely
It really sucks to be in a relationship, and be so completely lonely all the time. I wasn't desired before, I wasn't wanted before, I was pushed aside. I was discarded for his own needs and wants. I don't want to be lonely, and I can't go anywhere else, because I'm in a relationship. I'm stuck in the middle, not getting what I want, or need, and still here. Why is it that there are walls around relationships? Why do we do that? Why can't we understand that relationships have phases? I get it. I do. I just want one where it is more than one phase. The "he's tired of me, so take me for granted" phase, and then when it's time to go to the next phase, nothing, till I make a move, then it's the "You are mine, and I don't want to lose you, so I'll smother you phase" I just want to be more than mom. I want to be desired, I want to be thought of as attractive. I don't want to be lonely, and not have my needs and desires ignored. WTF am I in a relationship for then?? to be lonely

Quote For June 22
Carry out a random act of kindness, with no expectation of reward, safe in the knowledge that one day someone might do the same for you. -- Lady Diana, Princess of Wales Bonus Quote: You know, I'm just waiting for the moment when I throw up in the back seat of the limo on my way to a premiere. -- Tom Hanks This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The Space Between.......
Distance and love are two things that we all share with one another. Just like love and distance they both have ways of making things seem far away or closer. Some let distance get in the way of true love. Or just life it self........ To me love and distance are whatever you make of it. To me love knows no boundaries. Just as distance has no end to all the possibilities of another road a head. Life is what we make of it and we tend to let distance and love take us on a long road of happiness and greatness just as sadness and loneliness happen to come into play. But with out all those we would never feel more alive without any of those feelings. Feelings that are forever and shall always be.

Saving More Stuff I Made Lol
Make your own Zing! Make your own Zing! MY KIDS NICK & KATEY Make your own Zing! MY CT HUBBY CHRIS Make your own Zing! MY KIDS Make your own Zing! Make your own Zing! FOR MY CT HUBBY CHRIS LOL Make your own Zing! Make your own Zing! LOL Make your own Zing! THIS IS JUST HILARIOUS LMAO

I Want
I want . . . to be the breeze that gently touches your face the kiss that lingers on your lips but, never leaves a trace to be the sound of your heartbeat strong as the tide like the treasures of the deep of what is hidden inside to be the one in your dreams when the darkness falls, the first name on your lips when the sunrise calls to be the passion so hot like the flame of a fire the one that you crave the one that you desire

Letting Go...
The hardest part is that I love you But I know it's time to let you go We've tried and we've tried and again we've tried For our efforts we have nothing to show We pretend that it's okay Friends admire our 'model' relationship All we do is argue and fight Love? It's more like an emotional trip For a minute, lets forget love A relationship should be built on trust I can't honestly say that I trust you Because I know it's your nature to lust I'm sick of crying all night Because you've hurt me and left me alone I'm sick of hearing your voicemail Because you wont pick up the phone I know about the excuses And every lie you've ever told But I let it slide and forgot it Because the love was more important to hold Love is invisioned as warmth in your heart But sometimes it's as cold as ice We know this to be the truth For our love has failed not once but thrice Love is complicated And even more difficult to show But the hardest part about love Is knowing

Lesson 1
{{6/8/07}}Thank you for saving me from myself " One day I quit a job becuase I couldn't find a parking space. I drove around that mug *twice*. They must not want me to work today. Looks like they already got enough people working for em.." - ComicView {{6/9/07}} I cant eat. I had to force myself to eat lunch yesterday and then I only ate a third of what I normally eat. That was all I had yesterday. I'm not sleeping right. I feel so heavy..and sick. I just wanna wake up from this nightmare. I just wanna stop crying... {{10:30am}}I know everyone deals with heartbreak but it's twice as hard when you know that other person loves you. I know you love me. You do or else you wouldnt get upset when we talk and no I dont wanna let you go. I believe you're the "one". We just... I dont know. I fucking love you and I mean that with everything in me. I need you.. Someone fix the holes on my chest. Im empty and alone...I just want everything to be okay again. I had this weird dream last

Just A Few Things About Me!
A lil about me 1.)Q. Can you cook? Yes not the best with homemade receipes but working on it! 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? To be honest it was so many Im not sure which one I wanted more! 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? Lol to be a genie and have everything I ever wanted (Ex: Life supply of batteries lol) 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? You have many choices lol: Shots- Jager bomb, tic tac, choc covered cherry Drinks-SoCo and coke or Capt and Coke! 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? I like many dont want to discriminate! 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? Im been on and off a couple books- Child called It, Haunted, etc! 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? LIBRA 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? LOL HELLO OF COURSE I DO I have altogether 9 tatts 2 are covered up so 7 are visible I had 17 piercings now I only have 2 working on a couple more but I have other priorities! 9.)Q. Worst Habit? If you know me well enough then you kn

Deadbeat Dads
The courts have finally gotten around to taking my deadbeat X to court for the child support he isn't paying. The X, of course has decided to start slinging mud after being told a 1000$ bux or jail time. He DID come up with the bux, but had the case continued because he has "questions" on where my girls live.(HUH?) The girls live with me of course and I never EVER denied him visitation even with him not paying court ordered support, ever. I'm tired of being nice and am considering slinging the mud right back as he isn't fit to be a dad. He doesn't have a pot to piss in as far as I'm concerned(or anyone else for that matter), and I think he's trying to get out of paying support completely. I've bent over backwards for this bastard but only because of the girls. I'm not going to look the other way any longer. Hell, he's even told friends that him being the "dad" is support enough. That being said, he has yet to contribute to the girls support in any way. That includes EVER

Wind...
wind... blow wind blow where ya gonna go what ya gonna bring are ya gonna teach the birds to sing are ya gonna teach me anything are ya gonna bring a cool sweet breeze or bring a storm to tear the trees are ya gonna blow my fears away bring them back another day or keep them here with me to stay will ya blow across a distant land fill yourself with dust and sand or make the waves roll on the sea a soothing sight for all to see will ya lift them to wash over me will ya stay with me a little while try to teach me how to smile or will ya just go blow away leave me all alone today never tell why you can't stay blow wind blow where ya gonna go... Jeffro

"c'mon & Love Someone!"
Am filled with the rampant malaise that the boomingly unending sterophonic delight at work has dallied unendingly on the weird Delilah "Love Songs @ Night" and John Tesh "Information 4 Living" station. Buttons to change channel smashed. Volume control is GLUED. WTF? I feel as if I'm reliving Hannibal explaination to Starling that Chilton forces him to watch televangelists full tilt for days as his punishment 4 the Miggs deal-io, except Ana & I get aurel bombardment... I really am quite open minded; my CD collection includes a fair bit of Elton John, and the Sailor Moon sound track, but there is a limit to my Celene Dion & Josh Groban tolerances. 10-12 hours a night of meandering drivel, and callers that LOVE Delilah's show are SOOO in love/heart-broken/getting married/just broke up etc and natter on painfully. It's mesmerizing in it's not goodness...

"nuffin'"
So last Friday I met my friend Tonya @ Eli Cannon's in Middletown (http://www.elicannons.com/) It's brilliant, and we love having the occasional tipsy girl lunch there... (30 different beer on tap, and the food is frellin' amazing) We both ordered Mexi-Cali wraps with sweet potato fries, and I had this Scottish hard cider that was sooo good. She opted for more IPA, and I opted for the fried cheesecake. OMG- it had a swirl of carmel, and is deep fried in SIN it's that good. Tonya took a picture knowing the food-y chaos to ensue when the waiter brought forks... Anyway I was left with 1 of the 4 slices (serving was huge). Am anticipating the yum of said cheesecake Saturday. Spend morning washing quartering and sugaring 2 quarts of strawberries for shortcake and remember cheesecake tucked wily-y away behind varied condiments. I'm a dutiful and mostly generous step-mum, but I really didn't wanna share... I mean sometimes the kids dig my sweets and stuff but usually it's the pawing nibble

Heartache
Here I sit, in front of my computer, with a box of Klenex. Wednesday morning, my boyfriend of over a year, sent me a text telling me to move out of his house. He left me with no reason why except that him and his ex were getting back together. He told me he didn't love me anymore. He told me he had more feelings for her than me. I am heartbroken. He doens't know that though. I didn't show that in front of him. I stayed strong...Or at least tried. Yes, things were said between us as I packed that were not nice. Yes, he has been seeing other girls behind my back. I haven't cheated on him. He thinks I have. I never gave him a reason to think so. Right now, I have moved back to my hometown. He beleives that I will not return. I am returning. Very shortly. I am not going to let him ruin my life and my friends. I just wish he would have given me a reason why this all happened. Everything was fine up until that morning. He didn't even have enough guts to tell me to my face! Why am I attracted

Marince Shows Up Army Dude Who Killed The Bobcat
Ex-Marine kills marauding black bear with single blow Associated Press June 22 2007, 10:08 AM EDT HELEN, Ga. -- A 300-pound black bear raided a family's campsite, and the father saved his sons from harm by throwing a log at the beast, killing it with a single blow. Chris Everhart and his three sons were camping in the Chattahoochee National Forest in northern Georgia when the encounter happened Saturday. The bear took the family's cooler and was heading back to the woods when the youngest son, 6-year-old Logan, hurled a shovel at it. The bear then dropped the cooler and started coming at the boy, said his father. Fearing what might happen next, Everhart, an ex-Marine, grabbed the closest thing he could find _ a log from their stash of firewood. ``(I) threw it at it and it happened to hit the bear in the head,'' Everhart said. ``I thought it just knocked it out but it actually ended up killing the bear.'' Everhart was given a ticket for failing to secure his camp si

Why Nice Guys Suck
Nice guys are ugly! They haven't the air of sensuality about them that bad guys do, because they just haven't had lives. Nice guys think women are a 'special species' from another planet. Nice guys suffocate their girlfriends, expecting them to be their lovers, mother, sister, princess, china doll, and the Goddess who brings up the sun in their mornings. They also expect their girlfriends to be their best buddy, because 'real' guys won't have anything to do with the geeks! Nice guys sit there entranced by their girlfriends as the girlfriend carries on the whole conversation by themselves. Nice guys haven't lived so they have nothing to add to the conversation. Nice guys bore women to death. Nice guys stare at their girlfriends in total worship awe. Women find it difficult to eat when they are being visually consumed by a staring, mindless dope. Nice guys quickly look at you when they do a social blunder (such as fart) to see if you caught it. Who cares! Nice guys pret

Update!
Hey Guys and Girls!!! Thank you so much for all the support you have given me. Just so you know - my pics are all fixed and all of my videos are back. The videos are each posted as individual blogs. That way I can mark them NSFW and they won't get deleted. I have also started putting them on my own "Krystal Player" served from my own server - so no one can delete them. ( Like happens with YouTube, MetaCafe, etc... ) AND... My web site is just about done!!! All of the initial content has been shot and the design is complete. We're just running it through testing and putting a few finishing touches on it. YAY!!! Thanks again, I luv all of you! :-) ~Krystal~

Accident Makes Me Think
Sometimes late at night i turn out the lights and lay in the dark, And the thought crosses my mind, if i never wake up in the morning if there is no tomorrow will you ever doubt the way i feel about you in my heart. So this is my chance too tell you how i feel i love you my friend Life is short so tell people that you love and care about how much they mean to you before your time on earth is done. Remember in a split second it can all end so i want you to know i love you my friends

Dominance To Me
I envision a great number of things when i think of Dominance. What it means, how One carries themselves, Thier reactions to situations, Thier needs and desires. Each Dom does things very differently, and yet, much the same. A true Dominant understands the meaning of Honor, Trust, Respect, and Love. Honor, is the one thing that no one can take from You, and no one can teach You. You either have it or You don't. Honor is the knowledge of always doing right by others. The ability to treat people, Doms and subs alike, with respect and dignity. Honor is a very key element in the lifestyle. Without showing honor One cannot find trust. Trust, is the essential element in any D/s relationship. The sub must trust the Dom to care for them, fill thier needs, and keep them safe. The Dom must trust the submissive to be faithful, devoted, and loving. It is very much a two way street and a D/s relationship cannot happen without it.Without trust, one cannot respect. Respect, is earned, not gi

Peaceful Harvest
Lord, when I try to make peace with other's in my world, I often think of the blessing's of not having arguments, problems, and unresolved issues. I can'y say I really look at the big picture, when just having the immediate blessing seems so good. But You promise me that as I make peace with, family, and co-workers, I will reap something else--goodness. I'm thankful that Your blessings are not small ones. As I obey You for the little things, You often give me an extra, even better blessing. Thank You for Your generosity. With this second harvest I want to do good for others, as well as myself.

Kaleb's Story
http://www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds As told to me by Kristy. Forgive me if any details are incorrect. Like any responsible parents, Kristy and Josh Schwade wanted what was best for their only child, Kaleb. They did a background check on their day care worker, and even interviewed her in her home for two hours. Kristy was even willing to drive 20 miles out of her way to provide, what they thought to have been, "optimum" care in a good neighborhood. On May 9th, 2007 their worst nighmare was brought to fruition. After being in the care of this home day care worker only five times, Kaleb was picked up by his Grandmother and Aunt. They noticed that he was lethargic and experiencing obvious breathing abnormalities. The caregiver told them he was ill, but Kaleb had just visited the doctors the day before and was given a "clean bill of health". When Kristy arrived at her mother's home to pick Kaleb up, she described him as "having no life in his body". She tried repeat

A Petition For Baby Jesus...pass It On
I know there are some that really don't like the cmail. I'll have to admit that I really didn't at first, but have grown somewhat accustomed to it. I know some want to do away with it all together. What I'd like to see, if cmail is kept, is a way to add folders to it, so things can be saved. I would love to have been able to keep all the emails I received from friends who had sent me gifts, and cmails that are special, but have to delete them. If you kept them all in your inbox...you'd NEVER be able to locate your new mail. I think we should have the option of making personalized folders, to keep things we want, and could then delete the rest. Personally, I'd like to see cmail kept, and the instant message added back as well. I think both would be very useful. 1.levmorgan

I Miss Her
Its late at night and here I am Thinking if you're ok Hoping that with my arms I can hold you again Never thought I would feel this way Missing you so much it actually hurts Where are you haven't seen you in days I feel lonely like if I had lost my best friend Closing my eyes I can picture your smile How your hair looks and how happy you are Loving the way that with just one dream I can actually be with an amazing human being Hugging her or kissing her, name anything What I know that it seems to bring me Out of this misery that I seem to be living Wondering if her parents are being mean Making her work too hard till she screams Wish I could fly to wherever she is Take her with me away from her family That they seem to make her so unhappy She thinks I don't care enough about her When the truth is that she is The reason why every night I cant go to sleep I miss you so much where you are baby Come back to me So my heart can peacefully start beating again Now t

Late Night Reading!!!!
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting an

Gangstas Life
shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne

Wrote This To My Bf, Sounds So Corny!
u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when your sick and give the world to, thats what I want with you. For better or worse in this lifetime, what ever it may be I want to spend it with you. You

Im Not Ignoring You
Sorry I know that people are writing to me in my shoutbox and sometimes I am able to write back and other times I am not. I moved and now am living out of the area to recieve high speed so am stuck with dial up which really really sucks. It takes forever for things to load up on here which makes it difficult to rate and comment bomb but I am trying my hardest to help my family with the leveling and the contests. I am slowly getting this done, just don't give up on me. I am still here and still trying to get things done :)

Trinity's Top Tens Coming June 29!!
Click banner to join us now!! Join DJ Trinity as she plays YOUR TOP 10 FAVORITE ROCK SONGS on Friday, June 29th at 4:00PM EST! Want your favorite songs played? Send your Top 10 list to DJ Trinity at trinityisneo@sbcglobal.net by Wednesday, June 27th 5:00PM EST. Click banner to enter lounge

Disco Biscuits
I wrote a song for my band the other day, im in a progressive house band and pretty much everything we write is in 4/4 beat but i wrote a song in 12/8 which is more like a zz top kind of rhythm or something more like the blues than dance music. Anyway, the guys in my band were just totally amazed and blown away that it was actually possible to write a dance track that wasnt in the standard 4/4 rhythm, they treated me like i had just invented the wheel or something. Other than that there isnt much happening these days, i work way too much and usually just spend my free time asleep.

Stripper Pole
In the middle of nowhere is the little town of Brentwood. One of those blink & you’ve missed it places. Brentwood does have one very bright spot the Wild Idol. The Wild Idol is a new bar that manages to be comfortable & familiar. . The club has one outstanding feature ( aside from the very busty & friendly bartenders), a stripper pole. Someone said it was a regulation stripper pole. I wondered what those regulations could be. Isn’t a pole a pole? Would there be a required diameter, rigidity , slickness of surface? Ahhh life’s little mysteries. Front & center stage it’s smooth surface conjures images of sex & sin. For 2 sets the pole beckoned but no one answered the call. Finally 1 brave soul reached for it & the floodgates burst. A couple of women really knew what they were doing. Strength, skill, easy grace & an aura of intense sexuality. Those that didn’t hav

Silhouettes & You
You were my world, my occassional pain left me behind alone in the rain drunk with your residue i lie here waiting, stretched out and bruised as my existence is fading moondancing silhouettes were my friends and my foes they calm yet they taunt they amplify my woes "close your eyes sweetheart, let dream take you down, the wall is our dancefloor it was ours since sundown" the silhouttes and you are so much the same you love me, you suck me in then you make me insane. you'd love me at night then you'd be gone tomorrow they'd dance for me all night then hide under my pillow there's a difference, after all between the silhouettes and you they don't break my heart they just do what they do so just write the word "love" on a piece of scratch paper i'll bury it with your smile. and mark it "R.I.P Heartbreaker"

Moments
There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes... they're not. Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are.

My Wishlist
I have decided since I have so many damn desires, I would post my wishlist. This isn`t saying I wish for people to buy me things, I dont expect anything, I`ve actually never had anything sent to me in my lifetime to begin with. But rather posting this to look back on the stuff I once wanted and see if I ever managed to make the money to get the things. My Amazon.Com Wishlist. Of course, I would adore for you to check it out *smiles*

Official Fallouts Reminder
Just a reminder that tomorrow is saturday and we ask that all Fallouts wear their Fallouts tag. If you dont have a Fallouts yet please let me know and we will get you taken care of. Remember Official Fallouts Rule #1 1) When we get a tag, we ask that you wear it on Saturday. heres links to get your tags if you arent there let us know please. Team Tagz Old Tagz Thanks Mark Blue Team Manager

Whats Love....
Have you ever really thought...what is love...? Could one find that special someone, their true love... It is so hard to believe people and have trust in them. I am a great example because i have been hurt so many times. I fell for people I thought cared about me, but what ended up happening was they were only playing with my heart to get me where it hurts the most. So yes my heart cant take no more heartbreak cuz it feels like i can die. I am teaching myself to guard my heart, and trying to show a friend to as well, because she has gotten hurt to. She has watched me fall head over heels for these guys and then get stabbed in the heart..

Calissta's Cauldron - Week Two
Sicilian Streghe & Strega For those of you who wish to learn about La Vecchia Religione (The Old Religion), you are in the right place. Strega literally means witch in Italian, and is the practice of pagan rituals such as the occult and Wicca, better known as witchcraft. Strega is a female witch, Stregone is a male witch, collectively, they would be referred to as Streghe or Stregheria. The are not to be mistaken with the cult such as satanism or anything remotely related. It does however, have the belief of ancient gods and goddesses. Long before Christianity was made legal and dominated all of Italy and the world, Pre-Etruscan Italians had mysterious and magic practices and teachings which were further developed and refined by the Etruscans around 1000BC. The rise of the Roman Empire as well as other factors began to influence Italian religion. While all pagan religions were soon stomped out by the rise of Christianity, one of the most common remnants of this s

Going Out Tonight! Hellz Yeah!!!
ok so like me and a couple of friends of mine are going out to a gay club called the v-bar and i'm soooo hoping all goes well. last time i went out there i almost got in a fight with some drunk dyke, but anyway. i will let you guys know how it went next time i'm online:) wish me luck!

Stalker On The Prowl
::Just So We Are Clear:: Stalker:: 1. to pursue or approach prey, quarry, etc., stealthily. Prowl:: 1. to rove or go about stealthily, as in search of prey, something to steal, etc. Due To My Most Recent Stalker And Her Friends I Have Made All My Pics Private. And The Picture You See Now Will Be My Default Until I Decide Its Not Necessary. I Am Not Into Playing Games.. ANYONE Reading This Who Thinks I AM Dont Go Away Mad Just Go Away. This Is All The Time I Am Wasting On This BiOtch. Now Back To Your Regular Programming.. Thanks {{Hugs}} & {{Kisses}} .•*´¨`*• .♥♥Stephanie♥♥.•*´¨`*•.¸

Love Is....
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I long to feel for someone each and everyday. Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is great emotion, that keeps us going strong. I love with all my heart, my body,and my soul. I love the way I keep loving like a love I can't control. So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, and will pour my entire soul into you right from the very start....

Recipes For Sexcess!!!
We all have recipes for one thing or another. A favorite dessert, main dish, appetizer and even some yummy finger foods. But what about some recipes for sex??? Have you ever taken a recipe and tweeked it?, added a lil of this and a touch of that?, or added more or less of your own "Spices"? Well here is my own Sex Recipe and because I adore you all sooo much...I am going to share the secret!!! Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results, continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is

Drugs And Stupid Sexual Propositions...
I'm about two shades of positive that the man who continuously called me throughout the day is a crack head sort of person. And dern it! I'm tired of being propositioned. Just for your 10-43, people, I don't live my life pining for the moment your penis finds its way into any orifice I may or may not possess. Yes, I know you're absolutely the best lover in the entire world. I know that you'll do things to my body that I've never even imagined, let alone experienced. I know you'll go boldly where no man has gone before. There's so much to you. I understand all of this and more and yet, I just can't bring myself to spread my legs for you, virtually or otherwise. Stop asking. Go e-mail some poor nymphomaniac from Slovakia (Slovakia has no real bearing on this conversation, but I like the way it sounds...)

Bombing
I am leaving the Patriotic Bombers since they are no longer a bombing family and work only on giveaways. I have no hard feelings with anyone there and hope we can all remain friends. Good luck to all of you guys!

The Thief In The Night
THE THIEF IN THE NIGHT By rattdoll I am lying in bed, trying to get comfy and get some sleep. I hear a noise in the other room. I just figure it’s one of my cats messin around, causing trouble with one of the others. I didn’t pay much attention to it, until the banging kept on and getting louder. I get up to see what’s going on. Damn those cats, I thought. I walk into the living room in just my purple nightie, and you were standing there. I was about to scream when you rush towards me and pin me up to the wall and put a hand over my mouth. “Just be quiet and I won’t hurt you,” you say to me. I shake my head yes so you know that I understand. You take a hold of my arm and lead me into the kitchen and set me in a chair. I look into your eyes to see if I can tell what your intentions are. I noted that you eyed me right back, and there was a hint of a hunger in your expression as you appraised me. I could tell you were both clever and dang

My Best Friend On "da Tap."
Greetings everyone! Hope all is well. This particular blog may seem a bit one-sided to you but I have to express how I feel and respect a special person I have met here on CT. If you have every really looked at my profile you will see a particular woman that leaves myself quite a few shouts. She is consistantly always caring about me and always having my back, either through the good times or the worse. I have had a few of the worse if you have read my blogs. This woman means alot to me and words really cannot express how much she means to a simple person such as myself. I will give it a shot. If were not for the fact of us being seperated by a little over a thousands miles between us I would consider this lady to be the "answer" to my quest for the perfect woman. She is intelligent, bright, smart, sexy, HOT, caring, nuturing cheerful, giving, considerate, spicy, smiling, beautiful, patient, and any other adjective that you would use to describe a person you could see yourself with for

If I Let You Hit It
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hickey?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all your clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like foreplay or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would you wanna "do it" at? 17. Would you be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think you could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are you gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. Would you fuck TODAY? EMAIL ME - Sixxy - & Let me know what you would do if I let you hit it. GIRLS REPOST AS "IF I LET U HIT IT" GUYZ REPOST AS

Read This Dammit
AHHHHHHHHHH! GO SEE 1408!!!! DO IT DAMMIT!!!!! GRRRRRRR i loveded ittt!!!!!! xxDDDD cept a couple parts... but still... go see it.... have a blast... i totally reccomend it... but make sure there are alot of white people there (srry not tryin to be rascist ... im not... i really am not...i luv u guys!!!)

Its A Kentucky Thang
Glitter Text I Thought This Was Cute I Hope You Enjoy This There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Kentucky. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Kentucky plus a couple no one's seen before. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. Onced and twiced are words. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. People actually grow and eat okra. Fixinto is one word. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM Kentucky IF: You measure distance in minutes. You've ever

Liars
so they say these blogs can be for getting ur frustrations out so here i am because yes im frustrated no actually im pissed off to anyone out there thats not married STAY THAT WAY.so much easier to walk the fuck out no papers to sign no court u can just fuckin leave .ive finally figured it out no love no hurt.so how do u learn not to love

Bs
You tell a man one thing and he assumes, that it means you want nothing to do with him. What's that about. Then he barely talks to you cause he knows that it won't go any further. What's that about? Whatever...I don't have time for this, and it's annoying and it just destroys my good spirits. I need a stiff one. And I don't mean a dick. I don't know why I allow him to make me feel this angry. It wasn't going anywhere in the first place, and it certainly won't go anywhere now. That part has been established. I don't get it, and I guess I just needed to bitch about.

A Question With No Answer?
So im comming to think certain friends r feeding me more lies.Ive seen certain signs,perhaps lines or stories.I dont want to accuse them incase I jepordize whatever it is we have,however if what we have is 'Special' why would I question my 'friend'? Im rather lost,which is weird for me cuz i always have an answer for everything and for everyone,but this stumps me. All I can say is I really hope its just me being a paranoid cock,and this better all be wrong,cuz if i get fucked over one more time I swear to fuck I will be so mad. Why cant people just be fuckin faithful for once.Whats with all these head games?Now i kno its hard for people to be normal these days,but its really not that hard.Take ur head out of ur ass,have a heart and stop tellin lies that hold so much 'fake emotion'. I dont want to be right again and scrape my heart off of the floor.

I Am Cursed..
...With having a fetish for womens' feet in nylons,stockings,fishnets,white socks,knee his,sneakers,heels,sandals...oh the misery. What does a guy have to do just to get stepped on these days? (trying to get an angry mob of women after me has thus far been unsuccessful,lol). Other than that, hope u all have an awesome weekend! love me to pieces.. Me.. ]>-)>

June 22, 2007
Isnt this just great...they tell me I have to be patient...lol A potentially life-changing piece of information comes your way, but only when you're not frantically searching for it. Relax and go about your daily routine. When you're ready to hear it, it will arrive.

Prayer For My Mother
Dear God, Now that I am no longer young, I have friends whose mothers have passed away. I have heard there sons and daughters say they never fully appreciated their mothers until it was too late to tell them. I am blessed with the dear mother who is still alive. I appreciate her more each day. My mother does not change, but i do. As I grow older and wiser, I realize what an extraordinary person she is. How sad that i am unable to speak these words in her presence, but they flow easily from my pen. How does a daughter begin to thank her mother for life itself? For the love, patience and just plain hard work that go into raising achild? For running after a toddler, for understanding a moody teenager, for tolerating a college student who knows everything? For waiting for the day when a daughter realizes her mother really is? How does a grown woman thank for a mother for continuing to be a mother? For being ready with advice ( when asked ) or remaining silent when it is most ap

History Of The Hawaiians Islands!!!!!
HISTORY OF THE HAWAIIANS ISLAND!!! Date: Tue, 5 Sep 2006 18:58:48 +0000 Early Days The history of the islands before their discovery by Captain James Cook, in 1778, is obscure. This famous navigator, who named the islands in honor of the earl of Sandwich, was received by the natives with many demonstrations of astonishment and delight; and offerings and prayers were presented to him by their priest in one of the temples; and though in the following year he was killed by a native when he landed in Kealakekua Bay in Hawaii, his bones were preserved by the priests and continued to receive offerings and homage from the people until the abolition of idolatry. At the time of Cook's visit the archipelago seems to have been divided into three distinct kingdoms: Hawaii; Oahu and Maui; and Lanai and Molokai. Kamehameha Unifies the Islands On the death of the chief who ruled Hawaii at that time there succeeded one named Kamehameha (1736-1819), who appears to have been a man of qu

100
You can be like thats real, thats fake all you want! But i know! I know! If its that 100. I mean you act like its a... test or sumthin. Even when you a child you know a hug or a kiss is genuine you know what im sayin so. Cut that shit out! N i can't trip cuz i know ppl think the same bout me BUT! Those that know...know that im 100. 100% 100 full 100 me! No matter what that shit might be... thats him! I mean that me!

Duet
come dance once more with me my grief filled bride i wish to hold you dear i want you here and in the grave moon light, i feel you there come on now take my hand my life less love i want you here with me to hold you close i hear you call for me, i know your there my pain grows stronger now since your not here i wish to join your rest i wish to die come and take my life away, i wish not to breath now poison stay my heart ill see you soon i close my eyes to life to be with you now im in your arms, forever more...

Sorry For Being Gone So Long...
hey guys, i know i've been gone a while... i'm sorry i haven't kept in touch as much as i should have... i have no net at my place. i love you and miss you all and hopefully i'll be up and running here sometime in the near future. :::hugsNkisses::: to everyone. i'll be back soon... i promise. love, cola

The Pics That Were Rated Nsfw
Hey all, Well I am not here to slam, just to provide information. It seems one or more of you "so called friends." Have felt the need to mark a lot of my pics NSFW-- Soooo I contacted CT Support, and asked them why, and how it could be removed. They sent me to a bouncer- This bouncer went through ALL Of my pictures. He clearned MOST of them up---there were a few that I had marked myself, seeing nipples, and possibly other things. Lol, I want to thank whom ever it was, because to be honest, I was aware that they may be walking the line. He let me know FOR SURE what it was that was over the line. If you report them again, I will simply go back to him, and he will unmark it- Its up to you---why waist your time? and thiers! Kiss

25 Candles....call The Fire Dept
As my 25th birthday looms closer and closer....down to about 48 hours now....I have been searching for some iota in my past that proves I have crossed over to the land of Adult. I think this has been the cause of my insomnia the past few weeks. What have I done? My sleep is peppered with things that I should NOT have done. It's like I'm drowning and my life is flashing before my eyes. Except all I seem to see are speed bumps and me running blindly into walls of uncoolness. I thought when I turned 21, I would have all the answers. Instead, I have fewer answers and seek to learn more. I only appear to be the responsible adult in a room full of 13 year olds. What I want to do is shoot hoops with them, learn all the new vernacular and see just what they like about their music. They have taught me so much this past year....but I crave more. So to this I say to the world: -I still want to hang upside down on the parallel bars during recess and feel my hair hanging over my e

Surveys
Well...Here is something that is a pet peeve of mine on here...It would seem that all the surveys on here for 10,000 Cherry Points are for US residents only and so I can't participate in any...I am limited to in the things I can do on here because of it... That means the amount of gifts I can give people is severely limited by the Cherry Tap policy or whomever's policy it is.... What do you guys think?

Its Freaky How Accurate They Are Sometimes!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 23,2007 Know your limits. The problem is you're so endlessly gracious and welcoming that sometimes people think you're always available, like a 24-hour supermarket. Disabuse them (nicely) of that notion.

Friends, Lovers, And Aquaintances Part 1
I am sure that the few that have looked at my previous blog about cams and bullshit took note that in it, I put something about the few people that I am seeing in it. This is my blog on that: I am kinda seeing someone right now, but he lives a state away from me. He doesn't know what he wants from this relationship and though I love the hell out of him, I don't know much about it, either. I want to be with him, for there really is love in this, but he is younger than I and he is also planning on moving to Texas here sooner or later, for both work and college. Now I'm all for that, if he can get there and get it, but he doesn't think that that long of a distance will work for us. I think and believe it can, but like I said, he doesn't know... Enter in two friends of mine that are very close to me and my heart. I will not mention their names, but they know who they are. They are seeing each other and they are separated over 6000 miles. They have made their relationship work and I

Friends, Lovers, And Aquaintances Part 2
Like I stated before, part 2 would happen as I would be just sitting here and thinking... Dragon....Alex....I have known you for some time now, have cared more than I wanted to admit to, and I know that you care in return. All the long nights on the phone, the fun in the sites that we run in, everything...I won't ever forget that when I am alone. I hope that you understand that you are a good friend. Just please don't be mad if I tell you not to want to come and see me, even if the disease puts me back in the hospital. I don't want anyone to see me like that...even if I am dying. Tifa...Sarah!!! I could NEVER forget you

Daddy's Poem
Body: Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the

Where Are The Hotties? Here!
Welcome to the SHC home of the Southern Hotties Crew We'd love to have the hottest of the hot come and play in the Southern Hotties Lounge! Please check it out and become part of the family! Recruiting, Southern Belles (Hostesses/Greeters) and Security! We feature two radio stations here...For Rock, Excalibur plays automatically! For country, pause Excalibur and click Outlaw Radio!

The Sword A Poem Written By Me
THE SWORD I am the instrument of death; Designed to make you end your breath; Like a razor bright and sharp; My only goal to pierce your heart; I do not know right from wrong; I only know that I am strong; I am a tool designed to fight; A tool that must be held with might; I fight in light I fight in dark; My point will always find its mark; I was forged to keep you well; And send your enemies to hell; To hold me in battle you must be brave; Only then your life I'll save; No coward may take hold my grip; For from your hand I'll surely slip; And as I slip in to the mud; I watch as you are drained of blood; Until I'm taken up once more; To even up another score.

'freshmeat'*bigz* Downrater
BIGZ@ CherryTAP THis dude? comes over and rates my prev default pic a '1' a bit ago....what is really frustrating about it is he/she doesn't even have ANY photos up! Kinda annoying ya know? grrr

Another Day In My Life!
Another chapter in my life. I hope is finally over. My ex hubby is moving... Yeah! I am very happy that now he is going to be 2 hours away unstead of an hour away. I just wish that he would move far far away so I dont have to deal with him. That he will sign over my kids and I can have them to myself. He is only a sperm donor to them. He doesnt take care of them when he has them. He passes them off on other people. I am sick of it. They need a stable place and I know that I am the one that can give it. Not him. He says he wants to take me back to court and fight for every saturday and sunday but the court wont take that I know it.

Question To Myself
this question to myself is odd cause i already know the answer but do i really want to trouble seems to follow my family but do i want to go away from them do i leave disappear like the gypsy i am or do i stay and tough it out as i have done before but i am tired and thats part of the problem with fighting everyday to jsut keep my sister safe and not have anything that has happen to me happen to her but i know if i do disappear then she wont have someone to confide in and she needs me i might not being going through waht she is now but i went through other things and am stronger for it now i jsut need to keep going and not give up i've never quit before and i won't quit now.

Cam....
What is it with you *uckers? Can't a woman get up on a Sat. morning, and not turn on cam? Damn, you men need to think a bit, I might want to pick my nose, or scratch my ass, let alone not be dressed in my own opinion, to show everyone...Gessh BACK OFF! It's suppose to be something one GIVES to you, not you ask! I get asked about 55x a day....then if I ever do cam, you men give instructions on what you want to see or me to do, not even thinking there maybe and mostly are quite a few of you watching and ALL of you telling me what to do. I wish now I'd never gotten a cam...thanks some of you men! You've managed to take the joy out of it for me.

The Etiquette Of Outdoor Cooking
After four long months of cold and winter, we are finally coming up to spring and BBQ season. Therefore, it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this outdoor cooking ritual, as it's the only type of cooking a real man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ, the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine: 1. The woman buys the food 2. The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert 3. The Woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the Man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand Here comes the important part: 4. THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL More routine: 5. The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutl