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For Kaleb
All of us are praying for you little one... www.hostdrjack.com Looking back on a time and place Seeing a child's innocent face Knowing that things aren't as they appear For inside she cries silent tears Deep inside she is filled with pain She feels dirty and full of shame Innocence lost at a very young age Locked this child in a pain filled cage There is no freedom or escape From the fact this child was raped While the guilty man is roaming free This child is sentenced to eternity Eternity locked away with all this shame She can't help but feel that she was to blame Even though common sense says it was not her fault She can't seem to help from having these thoughts What ifs' keep running through her mind She keeps going back to those moments in time If there isn't something different she could have done Why didn't she scream or at least try to run Fear kept her frozen to the spot While th

Dilemma
Okay here goes, my first blog...Hmmm, I just wanna blow off some steam. For those who know ( or read my profile) I'm married but what a lot of people don't know is that my wife is paralysed, has been for the past couple years. Anyway, I go all out of my way to make sure she has all she needs and that she's provided for and most of all, that she's happy. Well, the latest thing is that my sis in law has moved in with her 19 year old boyfriend (she's 32)into my house. At first, everything looks like it going to work out, my sis in law would be available to help get my wife around ( I don't drive)and her boyfriend was gonna find a job and help me out with the bills...well, the lazy shit doesn't do shit all day except sit on his ass all day in my room playing MY PS2 and when he did find a job, he called in after 2 days and got his dumbass fired. To make the situation even worse, since its summer, my nieces and nephew started staying here too and its really a strain on my financial situa

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You How many times have I thought of you And the many things I'd like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your White robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without the robe, Your body to touch,caress, and probe. I'd lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into..... heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, to feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn't be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You're all to perfect in this man's eyes.

Death Of The Old Romantic...
Yes I was one.. I believed it all.. You know the one.. "Boy meets girl, girl meets boy, Boy likes girl, girl likes boy, Happy Ever After." But I am officially calling time on that one. I have been single now for what, almost 3 years, and I have come to the conclusion that. It probably better for me now to remain that way.. It would be nice to think you would meet that person, but it just not going to happen, I am not in a position really to consider it, far too much for me to decide for me. So from here on in, that is my choice, and I am happy with it to be fair. I can just now wander through life without the annoyances of all that. Do my thing and just be me. Oh and for those who may think that "singality" is usually kept by those quite happy to go out and sleep with anyone, I have also managed to last without sex, infact since sex with my ex, every experience since, though few, have had one binding element, it has been a hugely disappointing and somewhat pointless

Empty
I spend a lot of time talking to people on here. I listen to problems; I offer advice. I'm the sarcastic and often disgustingly optimistic voice at the other end of the 'net, telling you everything's going to be okay. And sometimes that makes people think that I don't get depressed. Well, people, I'm here to say... I get depressed. I usually get pissed off at myself shortly afterwards, because my life is pretty kickass in comparison to most people's lives. But, still, I have my moments. 'cuz being single at this point in my life was NOT in my plan... and I am a planner, people. I was supposed to be living in that four-bedroom suburban house now, with at least one kid. Dealing with all of the problems, and joys, that come with that type of life. And I was supposed to have someone to share that life with. I'm a loving, affectionate person, and right now I don't have anyone to lavish that affection on. Instead I'm looking ahead to a future with no shared laughter, kis

It Takes This Sort Of Stuff To Make You Aware!
OPEN UP YOUR EYES PEOPLE AND BE THE VOICE OF CHILDREN WHO ARE OUR INNOCENTS IN THIS WORLD!!! THEY NEVER DESERVE THIS! Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos

To My Recovery Sisters
She changes everything she touches And everything she touches changes The Twelve Steps Admit you are overwhelmed by your disorder(s) and that your life has become unmanageable. Believe that a power greater than yourself can restore you to sanity. Make the decision to release your controlling nature to the care of your Higher Power. Write a personal inventory of your behavior. Speak to your Higher Power, to yourself, and to a friend about these behaviors. Be ready to have your Higher Power reorganize your behavior. Humbly asked your Higher Power to remove your disorder(s). List all persons harmed by your disorder(s) and find the willingness to make amends. Make direct amends when possible, except when to do so would cause more harm. Continue to take personal inventory and acknowledge wrongs and rights. Seek through prayer, magick and meditation to improve your relationship with your Higher Power, and to know serenity. In the a

A Lil About Me
blue october hate me is one of my fav songs cuss it fits me in alot of ways. biggest reason is i hate myself and recently realized why. all the things i did in the military to be here today im sad i had to do. to those that will never understand what the feeling is like to take a life. i will never wish the thought on anyone. for the ones that truly know me know im very soft hearted. it hurts me now just as bad as it did then when i think of what happened. loosing friends holding them while they die. not understanding why a child 6 or 7 years old wanted to blow me up. or understand why im still fuckin here. when i cant understand why the bullett that hit my helmet bounced when i damn well know it shouldnt have. i feel horrible even years later. and every one wonders why i never smile.

Her
Those eyes shine through Those years of pain That bright smile Cuts through all the darkness Her crown of luscious hair Soft as silken threads The full lips of a goddess Let a heavenly voice pass The sumptuous body Beckons the attention of all The mind of hers will soon realize Her crush is me

My Only Sunshine
My Only Sunshine I'm sad again. I just finished watching Bruce Almighty. I know it sounds weird, but that movie is what really triggered my sadness. I miss being in love. Can you miss something that you're not even sure you actually felt? What is love anyways? I could write pages on my speculations about what constitutes love, but that would take longer than I am willing to spend and wouldn't really accomplish my goal with this blog in the first place. Frankly, I'm just here to whine. Maybe its not love that I miss but a sort of mutual wanting. I want to be wanted by someone I want too. But that's not completely true either. I guess I'd be happy just being wanted by someone I could see myself kissing. It has been quite a long time since I have wanted someone, but not so long since I have met the person described in the previous sentence. But all that is in the past now. No one I know fits that description any more. Why can't I just be happy by myself? I know people who are. I don't

Gm Everyone!!!
Well last night was fun. After checking my Ct mail and everything else one here. Did a virus scan found a trojan...damned viruses!! and this was about 2am wasnt tired yet so got crazy and decided to clean house...everything from the dishes to trash to cleaning out the garage coming back in sweeping and mopping the hardwood floors while i got 2 dogs and a cat wwanting to play around with the mop lol. Needless to say around 5 am finally got everything finished stopped off somewhere for a bite came home and went to bed. Cant stand a dirty house if its dirty it gone!!! And yes for all those ladies out there i do windows lmao. There isnt any type of cleaning i dont do..you try to be self suffiecient..The Marines taught me that.

Spelling Can Make A Big Difference!!!
I wonder if they come in different colors? I wonder about the fragrance? I wonder if it would help to put those preservative packets in the water? I wonder if they bloom? I wonder whether they would look better on the kitchen table or in the entry? I wonder if they're cheaper by the dozen? I wonder if they come in long-stemmed? Captured at 115th and Allisonville Rd. in Fishers (Indianapolis). The sign is real and was up for two hours before someone stopped and told them how to spell PEONIES!

A Box Of Friendship
A Box of Friendship To make a box of friendship: To ensure that it is strong, First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong. Then to the sides attach, In the corners where they meet, Several anchors full of trust And devoid of all deceit. The depth of friendship can be measured By the sides of four, So make them all a larger cut And the box will hold much more. Now fill it up with courtesy, Honor and esteem, Understanding, sympathy, And passion for a dream. Add to that your honesty, Emotions, joy and love, And since they're so important, Place them up above. But leave the box wide open So all can see inside - To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride!

Little Mary Margaret
VALUE OF A CATHOLIC EDUCATION AND A #2 PENCIL Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School . Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "

Have U Joined My Group? U Want To See Me Naked
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/ copy and paste and add yourself to my group my site is coming soon and u can see me Naked and having some fun do u want to see let me know what you think?

6/13/07
I haven’t blogged in awhile, so I decided to use this time to VENT. So, as some of you know, I had to go into the office yesterday rather than working virtually because our a/c at our apartment went out. They came out yesterday afternoon and recharged the unit, but we are thinking that that is the 2nd time they have done that in the last month! Now, this isn’t the only problem we are having there. • For the 4th time since we’ve lived there (11/2005), we have had a leak in our storage room. What happens is the a/c condenser drain hose for one of the 2 apartments above us get clogged or completely comes out of the drain. This causes the water to backup in the “room/closet” that the drain is in to flood, and then when the floor gets saturated, it starts flowing downward, and the ending place ends up being our garage-sized storage room. The first 2 times, we didn’t think there really was any damage. The 3rd was in March and we ended up having to completely empty the storage room, a

Riddle...keeps The Mind Sharp! Think Before You Scroll Down.
Arnold Schwarzenegger has a big one. Michael J. Fox has a small one. Madonna doesn't have one. The Pope has one but doesn't use it. Clinton uses his all the time. Bush is one. Mickey Mouse has an unusual one. Liberace never used his on women. Jerry Seinfeld is very, very proud of his. Cher claims that she took on 3. We never saw Lucy use Desi's. What is it? Answer below! (this is pretty good ) The answer is: "A Last Name." You didn't really think I'd send you a dirty joke, did you?

Friendships!!
Hot Myspace Comments Freindship, I will give thee I need to show Just a little space Thats in my heart For a special friendship I always have a space there For a friend to rent For the length they choose To keep in their thoughts To listen to them Keep them warm, dear, and near Once, they decide to keep us It'll be there home forever Never moved from there space May not keep in touch But, when I look into my heart I see there space,I see there face I remember the happiness That special friend gave me This special friend will be home soon. Bratty

I Gots A Blog
Okay, so this is my blog. I dunno what to put in it...Hm...So yeah. Here you go. A peekture. Haha! I spelled that wrong on purpose. Seriously, I'm like this fucking grammar nazi. I enjoy teh grammar. Yes I do. Oh yeah, the picture. Here it is.

Jr. Goes To Hendricks
Holy shit can ya believe the news!!!??? Dale Jr. just announced that starting in 2008 for five years he will drive for Hendricks racing. He will fill the car that Kyle Busch will be vacating at the end of the year. No announcement on car numbers or sponser packages but it is official, Jr. drives for Hendricks for the next five years

Reclaiming That Which Was Lost
Standing upon the brink the demi-goddess wipes away her final tears and says goodbye to the part of her the world knows. Saddest part is they don't have a clue of what they are losing. Oh, well. The time has come to leave love and hope behind. Now all is simple what is need and want. Forget pain but even more embrace it. Saying goodbye to all the feelings ever known she takes a step beyond their reach. With the last of her humanity she turns to them and says, "I am sorry, please don't miss me for I am already gone. You will see me but I am not the same person you knew. Hold tight to your memories for I will treasure the ones we share for eternity. Some day I will fade from your memory. Goodbye" Some felt hurt when if they only knew she was their saving grace they should be happy. As the powers of old serged through her she struggled to hang on to the few memories that had once given her hope. Knowing that deep down she has to keep a piece of her heart or she will le

United States Marine
'Leave no Marine behind' they say, 'Shoot to kill, not wound' This very elite group of Warriers will be there for you soon. In their tailored to fit uniforms, there training is no less. For when we talk about Marine's we talk about the best. The smallest group in the Military for they can't be drafted, not a one they pick this honor on their own, their day is never done. To even join they must have belts in Marshall arts and such, they must be sharp shooters and hit their mark, to have that special touch. 'The few the proud' these guys are there to guard us when we sleep. They even guard the President as Jesus guarded his sheep. They guard our nuclear weapons, they guard the Pentagon and all the American Embassies, they could be your daughter or son. Marine's live out of squad bays that are made out of concrete, they don't have the luxury of sleeping with air or heat. They are the toughest of the tough, the bravest of the brave the first ones in

Wal-mart
Wal-Mart is the largest non-oil company in the world. If oil prices were lower it'd certianly be the largest in terms of revenue. It employs 1.6 million people. ExxonMobile, the world's largest company, employs only 90,000. Wal-Mart is the largest retailer in the U.S., but also in Mexico and Canada as well. It does as much sales in three months as Target does ALL YEAR. It is as large as Home Depot, Kroger, Target, Costco, Sears and K-Mart COMBINED. Half of all Americans live within five miles of a Wal-Mart. Ninety percent live within fifteen miles. Wal-Mart isn't just huge; it's monolithic. It isn't the size so much that disturbs me, though Fishman (in The Wal-mart Effect) makes a good case that we as American need to have an understanding of how such an enormous business effects the market forces simply from being so large. My problem is that Wal-Mart has taken capitalism and turned it upside-down. Fishman makes the point that Wal-Mart really does live its mantra - "Alwa

Missing Opium?
Yeah, I know. Haven't been on in forever, just dropped away with no warning. Sorry bout that. I went on vacation and couldn't get on CT. Combine that with my utterly anti-social tendencies and there you go. I do that. I have phases. But I miss everybody....well, everybody that I actually like. =-) Not sure if I'll be on much, but I will at least check for messages and stuff, so feel free to harrass me. Naked!

Wondering
mmmmmm, babe, lying here beside you, looking into your eyes, after making love with you.....propped up on my arm....tracing your face with my fingers, pulling you closer to me as i longingly kiss you i can feel your body responding to mine, & i am already wet again, as i feel your dick starting to get hard, again....i lean down & take your dick in my mouth, i can still taste myself on it from where we had just made love, & it is so sexy....i turn around & place my pussy in your face & your tounge starts working on my clit, i am so wet, & my sweet pussy juices are just there for your toungue to catch...i am moaning in ectasy, & taking you in my mouth, i go down as far as i can take you in my mouth.....mmmmmmmmmmm, you pick me up off your face & turn me around, kissing me deeply as we taste each other.....slowly, you lower me over your hard throbbing dick, just slowly , my pussy covers the head of your dick, just teasing the inside of my pussy .... then, just when i cant take your t

You Changed Me
You say smile! I say why smile. You say everything is going to be ok! I say...nothing. You say why are you angry. I say I'm not. You say just relax! I say... nothing. Truth is... I don't feel like smiling no more I know nothing is ok I am angry for all the shit done to me I can't relax and leave it be Things just are not right This is my life and this is the way I have to be! You are never going to stop hurting me! And that you can't see Why..won't you just leave! So my soul can be set free You don't love me! And that we both see The rolls have FLIPPED! Now do you see! Just what you have done to me You have CHANGED me! To some person I don't want to be But you still don't see And you ask me How can I leave You mean everything to me But you still don't see You will not STOP hurting me! And that has took everything out of me You have CHANGED me! I have gave up everything.... that meant anything to me!! Just so you would set me free! And still you w

Finally, A Definition Of Globalization I Can Understand
Finally, a definition of globalization I can understand: Question : What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer : An English princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, (check the bottle before you change the spelling), followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, on Japanese motorcycles, treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent to you by a Jew of German/Russian decent, using Bill Gates's technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer, that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to you by Mexican illegal's.....

Loose Job And Meeting Amy On June 22!!!
Well! I got lay-off from my work recently by on Tuesday! But I got still pay on my weeks for my work because of they are closing plants!! Sooo I have to waiting for many days and counting so i asked Amy to meeting her next week! she say Sure you can coming to see me!!! Soo I have to going get new oil and change it on my 2006 TrailBlazer for long trip to see her!! I am feeling little bit nervous to meeting her!! Because i have been single for long times! I never seen that lady kept say " I Love You so Much!!!".... I just willing to coming to see Her! I feeling little bit weird about that! but I feeling bad about my job just closed! That's it! Well as soon I will use her computer for upload with me and her in same pic shot and show you how many I do I love her! Well you will see our new uploading pics maybe 40 to 50 pics in next weeks or weekend! But not right now!!! Thank you for reading! But my poorly english are naughty!!!! I am deaf oh well!

Am I Wrong?
I know people probably think I'm a sex addict or something(and maybe I am;)) but I just find it fun to do my mums about sex because I like the comments people leave and enjoy reading them, even when they are bashing me....I feel everyone needs a little spice in there life, and one thing is for sure, i love to talk about it! I also appreciate all the offers I get from the guys to help me in my quest t make a porn and to find the right toys to use....its all taken into consideration, but I really only plan to do any of this with the one man i am wanting to be with, and he knows who he is.....and if he reads this, I love you baby! Anyways, keep up with your suggestions and stuff, I love to know what other people think and all replies are good, even the ones that aren't very nice....~kisses~

The Way You Are
for YOU, i have a life....... u believe it or not, ..... for YOU, this world here....... YOU feel it or not, every moment i m with u, every step i m with YOU, every heart beat is with YOU... ..... in my thoughts just YOU, ..... in my breaths just YOU, ..... in my dreams just YOU, ..... in my smiles just YOU, ..... in my eyes just YOU and YOU only ........ o my sweet love, i say this to YOU only and pray GOD that every life, every step, every heart beat, i ll be with YOU and YOU only..... if U r my LOVE, come and take my heart ..... i ll give U everything that's mineee ..... every moment , every step i m just thinking of u and YOU only

We'll It Looks Like I'll Be Moving.....
...to north carolina by the end of the month. mu husband just called me with the news. i have till the end of next week to get all our stuff ready for the movers who will show up on the 25. i have less that 14 days to get ready for a cross country move. [[sigh]] i just love when he calls with little declarations. we got base housing & he promised that he'd be waiting at the airport to pick me up. so i guess a new chapter of my life is starting. so yea..i better get going...i have a lot of packing to do. wish me luck guys.

Something I Wrote A While Back...thinking About It Today
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Hello
how to treat a women Wine her. Dine her. Phone her. Hold her. Massage her. Surprise her. Go down on her. Compliment her. Make love to her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Believe in her. Encourage her. Shop with her. Cuddle with her. Give jewelry to her. Buy flowers for her. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back for her. In Love HOW TO TREAT A GUY: Show up naked. Hand him the TV remote. Bring chicken wings

Value Of A Catholic Education And A #2 Pencil
its just a joke people dont get offended..... Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School . Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. "Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir, little Johnny who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to her rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny came to the rescue. This time Mary Margare

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
The end of the school year finally arrived this past Monday. Seems like the first day of school was just yesterday. The adage "Time flies when you're having fun" certainly is true in this case. Let me recap this year in 2 minutes or less: 35 kids in my homeroom. 70 kids for math 70 kids for science 70 different personalities and personality disorders. I'm still convinced that with the personality disorders came several more students, only to be seen on certain days. Major faux pas within the first two weeks of school: Thinking I could trust a 13 year old to lock the pet cages on a Friday, I realized that I was a dope. On that same Friday at 5pm, I received a phone call that all the animals were loose. Sid and Nancy the Hamsters were running on the window ledges. While Bonnie and Clyde the Guinea Pigs were making a break for it and scampering wildly through out the school hallways. The diet pop and mentos experiment went well. Even tho I would have preferred

Too Funny
Body: Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. DON'T CHEAT, KEEP THE FIRST ONE THEY GIVE YOU. Add yours to the list and re-post. www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 1. Ben- "Better ingredients, better Ben." 2. Laura-"Aaahh, Laura!" 3. Gary - "Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Gary." beat that! 4. biscuit- "Happiness is a cigar called biscuit" 5. Diana - "Leave the Diana To Us" 6. Julie-"Hands that do dishs can be as soft as your Julie" 7. Tim - Its Tim Time! 8. Diana-"It's a Beautiful Diana" 9. MARLENA-Strong and Beautiful, Just Like Marlena. 10. If You Like A Lot Of Rebekah On Your Biscuit, Join Our Club. 11. Try Kelli. You'll like it! 12. Make someone happy with a Sean. 13. With a name like Sarah, it has to be good. 14. Splash Scott All Over. 15. Stop. Go. Lisa. - My slogan sucks! 16. The dirt says hot, the label says Jared 17. Misty-Lickin' Good [I LOVE MINE!] 18. Laney- Good to the last Laney 19. Veronicunt - "Fresh from the Cap

As I Lay Before You
As I Lay Before You As I lay before you naked and see the passion in your eyes, I want so much to please you and feel your hot breath on my thighs. I long to bring you pleasure, feelings that you've not yet known - as you thrust so deep inside me in that place for you alone. To know your bodies secrets, it's recesses to explore, as I expose my own to you - not bashful anymore. So tell me your desires, that when we're next entwined, I'll know the ways to send you on a journey most divine.

My Birthday Thoughts
Ok so tomorrow is my 40th birthday!!! Damn I cant believe I am that old. I have recently found out that first of all I do not have cancer (the doctors thought I did, but thank god I do not) and second I have to have surgery July 2nd. (hysterectomy) I seriously am too YOUNG for this. Anyway, like I said thank god it is not cancer, but the big 40 and surgery......

What Do I Want Out Of Life?
THis is a question I've often asked myself. I guess, to start off with.. I want a place to call my own. Sure, I have an apartment, but I have to deal with nosy, annoying neighbors... I want to build a house somewhere on a hill near a river..maybe in Scottland somewhere.. I want a car...but I think it's ridiculous to have to pay more money for something I already own (Namely the car insurance.) I want to own my own business. I'm an artist. Most Artists aspire to this.. I'm just...I'm a floater. I get by on a commission or two here and there... But I'm probably gonna be a floater for some time...I don't have the motivation required to get what I want. Sure, money to get the things I want should be the motivation...but I hate money...but I have to have it to survive..and that sucks. I'm an idealist, I guess..believing that everyone should have what they need in life without having to struggle to achieve it. BUt, then again, there are those who say that life is

The Tiger
A couple was on their honeymoon, lying in bed, about ready to consummate their marriage, when the new bride says to the husband, "I have a confession to make, I'm not a virgin." The husband replies, "That's no big thing in this day and age." The wife continues, "Yeah, I've been with one guy." "Oh yeah? Who was the guy?" "Tiger Woods." "Tiger Woods, the golfer?" "Yeah." "Well, he's rich, famous and handsome. I can see why you went to bed with him." The husband and wife then make passionate love. When they are done, the husband gets up and walks to the telephone. "What are you doing?" asks the wife. The husband says, "I'm hungry, I was going to call room service and get something to eat." "Tiger wouldn't do that." "Oh yeah? What would Tiger do?" "He'd come back to bed and do it a second time." The husband puts down the phone and goes back to bed to make love a second time. When they finish, he gets up and goes over to the phone. "Now what a

For My Cursedcowboy (by Me Tasha)
Will he ever feel the same Or shall my heart be ashamed. For loving someone so so much Even though I’ve never felt hit touch I catch myself staring deep in space Picutreing me holding his handsome face Looking into his deep brown eyes. Wondering why he’s touched my life. It hurts so bad didn’t think it would All I do is cry and it does no good. For he will never know my heart. Cause fate will keep us apart

Thanks For Your Time
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life,Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put i

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 5
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 5 6.12.07 11:30 p.m. The International Space Station spread its new set of wings Tuesday, and the STS-117 crew members prepared for the mission’s next spacewalk. The solar arrays on the newly installed Starboard 3 and 4 (S3/S4) truss segment deployed to their full length with the assistance of the STS-117 crew. The S3/S4 was attached to the station Monday before the start of STS-117’s first spacewalk, during which astronauts began activating the truss. The arrays will increase the station’s ability to generate power when they go online. Tuesday’s deployment activities occurred in steps, beginning about 11:43 a.m. EDT. The forward-facing array on the S3/S4 was first deployed to its length of 115 feet. The procedure was repeated for the rear-facing array which was fully deployed about 1:58 p.m. Then, the STS-117 astronauts enjoyed a few hours of off duty time before beginning preparations for the mission’s second spacew

Baked Asparagus Toast With Zesty Cheese Sauce
Baked Asparagus Toast with Zesty Cheese Sauce This amazing high-piled open-face sandwich really has it all -- except meat. Credit: Vegetarian Sandwiches: Fresh Fillings for Slices, Pockets, Wraps and Rolls by Paulette Mitchell Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 tablespoons butter * 2 tablespoons flour * 1 cup milk * 1 cup (4 ounces) finely shredded cheddar cheese * 1/2 teaspoon dry mustard * Salt to taste * 1/8 teaspoon cayenne, or to taste * 4 slices whole-wheat bread or 2 whole-wheat English muffins, halved * Mustard for spreading * 12 asparagus spears (16 or 20 if the asparagus is very thin) * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 3 cups (15 ounces) sliced cremini mushrooms * 4 (1/2-inch-thick) tomato slices * Dash sweet paprika, preferably Hungarian Directions: To begin: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly coat an 8-by-10-inch baking pan with cooking spray. To make the sauce:

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between them for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "They will grow larger over a period of years," my husband replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again, although he will probably continue to take his meals through a straw. Stupid, stupid man.

Hi To A New Life
i'll be leaving this hell hole of a town tomorrow, and no i can't wait. the main reason i'm leaving is to be with this one lady that i feel head or heels for. yes, nobody would be able to get a hold of me till i get to the city i'm moving to, well maybe a couple days afterwards lol. i do have to unpack and all. but i'm taking the bus for 2 1/2 days to get there. i'm not saying where about b/c i haven't asked her if i could. i might be on early in the morn tomorrow or i may not. see-yea when i get back on and don't have to much fun, or at least don't get caught doing it lol

New Job Interview
Spent all day applying places (mostly online), and i have a job interview on friday at best buy...be a lot better place to work then that stupid smoothy place anyways..soo all is ok now im not depressed any more..

Definition
As told to me 'bovvered' is basically "what do I care?"... Basically the Brit version of "whatever"... of course by the tone of the songs I've put into this blog... I do care unfortunately... and I'm using it to vent anger/frustration/sadness...

Getting Older
Ok so I have always had boyish looks, but now I am 30 and I feel like it is all kinda going away. I am a bit of an exhibitionist and I miss having my six pack abs and rock hard calves. I miss my hair as it is starting to run away and I miss the way that women used to look at me. I guess I am just on this thing for a self esteem booster to let me know that I am a decent looking guy.....

Pres Bush
President Bush, First Lady Laura and Dick Cheney were flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. Shit, I could throw all of your asses out the window and make 100 million people very happy." If you're one of those 100 million...Repost

Gstring Or No Gstring?
HEY STOP DONT LEAVE WOULD U LIKE TO SEE ME IN A GSTRING OR NOT http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/ copy and paste this link and join my yahoo group are u ready for some fun? AND WATCH ME GET ALITTLE KINKY. THE SITE IS COMING SOON. SO PULL UP A CHAIR AND ILL SEE YOU THERE

Being Shit On
were am i going wrong....i work my ass off trying to help everyone. i go to work everyday, do fairly well, help my boss, the customers. clean round the house make all the dinners, and yet its not enough. everyone just wants moe and i dont no how long i can take it.....fuck it all

Heads Up On What I Did And What I Am Doing In The Future
Today I went to the pool...I was going to go yesterday but I changed my mind and didn't go. Tomorrow I will go to work. Just wanted to keep you up to date on my where abouts people :)

What The Hell
Mama mama can't you see, what the Corps has done for me. Mama mama can't you see, oh what the Corps has dont for me. Shaved my head and shaved my face. Made me part of the human race. Shaved my head and shaved my face, made me part of the human race. If I die in a combat zone box me up and ship me home. Pin my medals upon my chest...tell my mom I done my best. Momma momma dont you cry...the Marine Corps way is to live and die.

Bizarre Sex Laws (what Number You Like?)
Bizarre Sex Laws 1. Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." 2. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. 3. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. 4. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. 5. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. 6. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressl

Job & Food
Ingesting a bag of Cheetos. Probably make myself sick off of them. I have a job started last week. IT's a job so I'm not complaining much. Work is pretty easy. Cashiering is rather face paced. I never understood why people told me I'd hate it. It's great your so busy time goes by so fast. Alright I'm going back to chowing down on munchies.

Enigma's Pimp Out
These wonderful and sexy ass people all need a good spanking. Please go and fan and rate their page. If you would like your page spanked fan and rate all these people and send me a private message saying you did so and I will do another pimp out next week and you will be added to the list. Dark Enigma CT MAFIA OneHotMommas wife Perkys Mistress Jess lover Lady Di's SugarBritches@ CherryTAP One Hot Momma~CŦ МǎҒїǻ-Crew Leader~Dark Enigmas Wifey~@ CherryTAP LADY DI ... ĆŦ МǎҒїǻ'..@ CherryTAP ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP JESSIE~~CT wife to Captain Caveman~lover of Dark Enigma~Ho Apprentice~@ CherryTAP BLOOD`N`GORE Crew Leader & THE DON of ĆŦ MãҒїǻ & HUBBY TO PRECIOUS@ CherryTAP SweetPoison®

Well I Finally Did It
Went today an got Summer's hair done told her if she did I'd do the same in return so now my hair is to the shoulders,, (sniff sniff) wasn't to happy but being a good mother as I am... You know?... Anyways I'll hopefully get some new pictures soon to show it off to you all....

Aggrivation.....
Ok well I am gonna complain for a lil bit.. I have 2 daughters and doing the best I can to raise them and protect them. My youngest daughters father is taking me to court. For what? to change the visitation and to try to lower the child support. Right now he is only paying 77 dollars a week. And hasn't been paying anything since December.Right now I have the visitation through my discretion. He is wanting to change it for every other weekend. That would be ok if he was there for her. He don't hardly ever call and check on her and he don't get her that often.He only gets her when it is convient for him. Basically on the holidays, well what about the rest of the year? I am so aggrivated over this whole ordeal. He don't think for himself, his girlfriend has to do it for him...

Just A Racing Mind
Does someone want to help me figure out my mind, my heart, my life? Yeah I know it can’t be done but I keep hoping that one day it will. I spend my time lost in some semi-realistic world of thought lately. I am not sure what has driven me to it, not sure how to come out of it, hell not sure I want to come out of it right now. I have driven myself to a point that I don’t like in life, a point where I am confused as can be, a point where my reality is more than I can take right now. What am I rambling on about you ask? Well let me explain a bit shall I? First of all, I have been working way too much the past few weeks. When I get no real time to rest between shifts for days on end my mind tumbles into this little oblivion. Too many days on not enough days off, too many hours spent doing bullshit and not enough spent at home unwinding. Next week my schedule should be back to normal though so hopefully so will the rest of my life. Secondly there is the matter of this man in

You Just Gotta Love Old Yogi...
YOGI BERRA'S SPEECH AS HE ACCEPTS HONORARY DEGREE FROM ST. LOUIS UNIVERSITY - May 19, 2007 As you read Yogi's speech I think you will realize he was born to be in Congress. Yogi's speech ain't over till it's over your head Taken from the ST. LOUIS POST-DISPATCH 05/27/2007 May 19, 2007: St. Louis native Yogi Berra addresses the crowd on hand for the Saint Louis University graduation. Deadlines being what they are for this Sunday column, this essayist missed a momentous occasion recently. Yogi Berra accepted an honorary degree from St. Louis University and delivered the commencement speech for 1,900 graduates and 10,000 in attendance at Scottrade Center . It's hard to imagine a more promising lingual event. Berra is to vocal communication what Don Cherry is to the fashion industry. Yogi doesn't so much command the English language as he corkscrews it. It is part of what makes the baseball Hall of Famer and pride of the Hill one of Ameri

New News
Well I am moving soon. The 1st of August I am moving back to West Virginia. I am transfering out with my company.I can't wait and I am so looking forward to it. I have already contacted my best friend to letting know I was comming back and he is throwing me a small party when I get back. I know I don't have alot of people on here that actually read my stuff that is why I hardly ever write unless there is something worth writting. So I will keep this short since I know once things get long no one really cares to read it. So take care and talk to you all later and feel free to leave a comment or ever leave me a messege.

Update On My Niece And Baby
well my niece michelle had her baby lastnight at 7:30. baby Kaitlin weighs 1 pound 13 ounces and is in incubator on respirator. michelle and baby will be in the hospital for the next 10 weeks. I want to thank all of you who have put them in your prayers..please keep praying for they are not out of the woods yet. Hopefully everything is going good and little kaitlin will keep on fighting. God bless you all....peace.

Damn This Is So True
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Crashing A Motorcycle
recently I wrecked my '85 Honda Rebel and tore the front end up. besides mangling my bike the multiple large abrasions on my arms and legs make it hard to move around. So take my advice and wear a helmet and pants and do ride drunk. thats what got me in trouble.

Sexual Iq
center>You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Happy Hour Contest Need All Of Your Help Please On Commenting Bombing
HI EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND ITS ONLY FOR AN HOUR DURING HAPPY HOUR TO WIN A 7 DAYS BLAST SO IF YOU CAN PLEASE EVERYONE COME HELP ME WIN I COULD USE ALL OF YOUR HELP....COME ON NOW THIS IS MY FIRST LETS MAKE IT A GOOD ONE.THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE THAT HELPS ME.

I List Things For My Friends!
I dont spam i list things for my friends. I dont list things for ppl to be shitty about it. Im sorry if you feel like im spamming but this is a social networking site and i value the opinion of my friends more than any other lame brained idiot walking on the side of the road. If you are going to be shitty or have a shitty opinion please keep it to yourself.

You Have Got To Be Joking....
I was talking to an old friend on the phone tonight, he was filling me in on the old gang from our wilder, younger, and VERY STUPID days of our mispent youth. For the most part, everyone seemed to straighten up and are doing well. Of course there were a few suprises, like the fact that one person has become a baptist preacher. What makes this so funny is that this guy would go to any length to avoid church. One of the girls we ran with took the vows to become a nun. One guy died in Desert Storm, aka the first gulf war. One is in military prison for life, at Fort Leavenworth KS. From what I gathered he snapped while in the navy and tried to strangle a chief petty officer. Personally, considering the fact he was one of the gang that had one of the shortest tempers I have ever seen, it dont really suprise me much. A couple, like my friend got married, settled down and turned into respectable members of society. The one that has really shocked me was Tracy. This

What Is Normal?
This was the question in the Mumm: What is normal anyhow? Is it what others are? and you aren't? or Vice Versa? My Answer: I am normal in the world that surrounds me. That statement can apply to many many people. We each create our own comfort zone. We have different thoughts and values. I surround my self with things that mean a lot to me as I am sure you do as well. Things I do may be odd or abnormal to some of you but to me and those around me it is a normal way of life. So I respect others in their normal way as I hope they do me as well. Normal as in beauty is in the eyes of the beholder So are you normal in the world that surrounds you?

What Am I... To You??
There is a odd thing I have noticed about blogging. It leaves me feeling strangely egotistical. It's not just that I'm writing about myself, but the way in which I write. The fact that I share with you things that I have not shared with people over the course of my life; I wonder if you can appreciate that fact, or do you assume that this is the way I am? I am not. I have had friends from childhood come and read and tell me, "I never knew any of that!" to which I reply, "Of course you didn't. I didn't talk about it." I don't talk this way to casual friends, and I have very, very VERY few close friends. The fact that this blog is anonymous (except for those of you who know me) leaves me free to open up in a way I never have before, and I view it as a gift, both to you and to me. Each time that I rip open a part of me that I could easily have left hidden, I wonder if you feel it? Does it touch you? And those ugliest of scars that I bare, do you see them as I see them

All Of U All Can Go To Hell
These are my thoughts AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH silly girl lol omg omg omg i made a mess i did it to my self but thats it i am done so done with it U go away and u know who r u omg i cant belive i was ever the fool that would talk to u and let u in not only that but lettting others get so close so fast god i muyst have slipped up somewhere this time i am just beside my self angry right now AHHHHHHHH There will be no more i am done i quit i not bothering any longer and i cant belive it too me this long to get this thru my head

Some Of My Old Poems....
...that i have on my computer. these were dome at the start of my writter's block. be nice kay? Another Day The sun rose just as it should The birds sang their mellow tunes And the day became alive A shot fired from a distant land A sudden cry; a helping hand Pride for a country; tears for another Thousands gone; thousands left The sun set behind the clouds The birds began to roost And the day came to a close Yet only nature was the same ------------------------------- Silent Nightmare I lay in bed hoping that Today you'd be different Prayed that it wouldn't happen again I put on my long sleeve shirt To hide the marks from others And the pain from myself I hid behind my forced smile I tried to get away and You always held me back I tried to scream and you Smothered my cries for help I tried to breathe when The force of your hand hit my face You slammed me against the wall When you'd stop you'd look at me As I cried there on the floor And you neve

What I Did
its now 5 in the am just sitting here thinking about what i just did i told my self i was done and i would never do it again and here what was i thinking ? i am do disapointed in my self omg i am such a bad person and a shitty friend

I'm Sorry.
Hi there. this is for a friend or 2 that I had upset because of my last blog about people being on Cherry to much and trying to find some 1 to be with on here . I never meant to hurt or upset none of my friends even them couple that I have had every sence I got on this site here and yes of course at times I have found my self flirting with a few on here but any more I dont have a lot of time to be on here because of work and bmx of course getting ready for a big race over in Orlando Florida with Disney . I do hope this has cleared things up alil more. take care all..

Silly Answers
1. Where do u live? the stl 2.Whats your Fav color? flouressant clear .Whats your Fav Food? pu$$y 4.Whats your Fav Movie? batman(all of them) 5.What do u do for a living? take silly surveys 6.What are you wearing? nuttin 7.Who is the last person that called you? 7of12 9.Do u like to swim? its ok 10.Pepsi or Coke? FAGO 11.Do u have a g/f or b/f ? no 12.Ever been arrested? no connent 13.What are you listening to right ? icp the wraith 14.Do you like animals? yes 15.What kinda car do u drive? dodge stratus 16.When is the last time you got drunk? cant remember 17.When is the last time u where pissed off and why? last night,money 18. Do u pick ur nose? yes,doesn't everyone? 19.what color are ur eyes? hazel 20. Are u going to repost this so i can reply? yes reply if you want Now respond to this and repost it!!! Lets see what we really know about each other?!!!!!!

He Must Be In Love Or Stupid
I know this guy. He's a really good friend of mine. In fact we use to date. We parted on good terms because of the distance. But anyway...I wrote a mumm about this same subject. He's dating this woman. He told me that they argue almost all the time. When it's good it's good...but when it's bad...it's terrible. One day they were arguing about something. She just stepped up to him and punched him in the face...When he saw that his nose was bleeding he said he went crazy and started attacking her. She called the police and he was arrested. Now he's out of jail, but now there's a case pending. They're still living together. He thinks she was wrong and he wasn't. "CRAZY SHIT" But there's more. He walks in on her messagig men on singlesnet.com "where they met" She claims that it's just for fun. But he doesn't like it. They argue about it, but in the end..he's like a little love sick pupy who gives in. Recently he told me that all of a sudden she was habing money in her pocket, a new ban

Really Now!
You scored as Sex God, You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God83% A Romantic65% A Slave To BDSM55% Virgin28% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Gross, Grosser, Grossest
What's grosser than gross? Two vampires fighting over a bloody tampon. What's grosser than that? Finding a used condom on the bottom of a mayonnaise jar. What's grosser than that? When you open the refigerator and the rump rost farts in your face. You want to know what's grosser than that? When you sit on your grandpa's lap and he pops a boner. But the one thing that is grosser than that is when you are siting on your grandma's lap and she pops a boner.

Living A Dream (the Greatest Fireman)
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6-year-old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine.

Bush ~joke~ Although I Wish It Would Happen,lol
George W. Bush, his wife Laura, and Dick Cheney were all flying on Air Force One. George looked at Laura, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1,000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Laura shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." Cheney added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $1 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. Shit, I could throw all of your asses out the window and make 56 million people very happy." If you're one of those 56 million...Repost

For The Wine Lover. .
Wal-Mart announced that, on January 1, 2008, it will begin offering customers a new discount item - Wal-Mart's own brand of wine. The world's largest Retail chain is teaming up with Ernest & Julio Gallo Winery of California to produce the spirits at an affordable price, in the $2- $5 range. Wine connoisseurs may not be inclined to throw a bottle of Wal-Mart brand into their shopping carts, but "there is a market for inexpensive wine," said Kathy Micken, professor of marketing at University of Arkansas, Bentonville. She said, "But the right name is important." Customer surveys were conducted to determine the most attractive name for the Wal-Mart wine brand. The top surveyed names in order of popularity were: 10. Chateau Traileur Parc 9. White Trashfindel 8. Big Red Gulp 7. World Championship Riesling 6. NASCARbernet 5. Chef Boyardeaux 4. Peanut Noir 3. I Can't Believe it's not Vinegar 2. Grape Expectations 1. Nasti Spumante The beauty of Wa

Read This Very Slowly... It's Pretty Profound.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain." And my personal favor

These Are A Few Of My Poems Hope You Like Them And Feel Free To Comment On Them
NUMBER ONE IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MY MILITARY FAMILY THIS ONES FOR YOU ALL..... American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier. HERE ARE SOME RANDOM POEMS THAT I HAVE WRITEEN OVER THE YRS “Yes!” My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said “yes,” and gave life to the feelings I’m longing to express. I give

A Story
You walk in the door to find the house empty but for me, naked and kneeling by your chair. Your day has been hard and unkind. You take your place in the chair, and I wait for you to permit my attention. You finally nod, and, still on my knees, I arise to kiss you, pressing my naked body against your legs. Your arms encircle me and welcome my homage and affection. We kiss passionately, our tongues playing together. I look into your eyes and once again submit all that I am to you. I give you control. Our kiss breaks and you tell me I may suck your incredible cock. Gladly I obey, gently pulling back the skin to expose the beautiful head. I kiss it tenderly. You lean back in your chair to relax and enjoy. My tongue lightly brushes over the head of your cock and around the rim several times. I bend down to kiss your nutts, and tickle them with my tongue. Your cock jumps in response. One by one, I gently suck your nutts into my warm, wanting mouth, then both. Your cock is now standing fo

How Can I Know You
As i look on this site and I see people that might intrest me when I scroll down to their profile and behold nada nothing zip the big zero. Now how can I or anyone else for that matter rate you freind you or fan you if all they have to go on are the pics you have.and the men are just as guilty on here if I want shallow people to look at or talk to all I have to do is go to work. I'm looking for people to converse with share some intelligent words and thoughts and have some fucking fun with the real. thanks for reading any rebuttals Im redy to listen. don't be scared just be real.

To The Lrl Family
Wow. Been a rough week for the family huh? Ive been sitting here watching and listening and checking the family out. And I have come to the conclusion that this isnt the family for me. Im sorry guys and gals. To much drama. This is not a family at all. This is high school bs to me. Out in the wild with a real wolf family you do get LOYALTY, RESPECT and LOVE from the pack. Im not feeling it here at all. With that said no hard feeling to any of you. I hope we can all stay friends about this, if not your lose and you can block me.

Wisconsinisms- Just Trying To Help Break The Language Barrier
Since moving to the DEEP SOUTH, often I am given a hard time about the way I talk, I guess those of us who have been lucky enough to be born and raised Way up in Wisconsin have a completely different language So for all my Southerneze Speaking friends, here is a little Translation Dictionary should you be around me as those famous Wisconsin Adult Beverages start to flow and you can not understand what I am saying... "Wisconsinisms." Ain-a-hey: placed at the end of a profound statement; as in "isn't It?" Bart: a Green Bay institution who doesn't need a last name; (see "Vince"). Believe-you-me: attached to the beginning or end a statement make it more credible; as in, "really!" Blaze orange: what deer hunters and cold-weather Packer fans wear at Lambeau. Born in a barn?: a sarcastic question which usually means you left the door open. Borrow: used in place of "lend," as in, "could youse borrow me a couple two-tree bucks?" Brat: a sausage; a Wis

10 More Joints.....for People Who Enjoy Hiphop And Other Good Music.
welcome to the next installment of joints you should be bumpin.. 1.Doin It--Thes1 & Rashaan Ahmad 2.Vallejo--Headnodic 3.Fight Here--The Procussions(ft.afrobots,ahmad of 4th ave. jones,dj vajra) 4.Not Impressed--Molemen(ft. Qwel) 5.Raw Esoteric--Qwazaar(TypicalCats) 6.LeftField--SwollenMembers(ft.Del,Unicron) 7.Galleries(the album)--Visionaries 8.Wonder Years--WildChild 9.Read My Lips(the whole coast2coast album)--The Alkaholiks 10.Bracket Basher--AesopRock

Becoming Illegal
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator).... The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington D C, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal Alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process started before everyone fi

Dear Daddy
Dear Daddy, Today I paused at 3:54pm. I sat on the very top of a hill at the park here in Kalamazoo. The highest peak I could find. It was exactly at that moment 2 months ago, at 3:54pm that you took your last breath. I watched as you struggled for air after the ventilator was removed. I hated to see you suffer. It was so painful. I know how sick you were Daddy. I listened to your cries on the phone and to the doctors. I sat at the hospital with you around the clock as much as I could. I always wanted to be there for you. I hated the fact that I couldn't be closer these last few years so I could help you at home. I never wanted you to struggle the way you did. You were such a great man Daddy. You helped so many people in your lifetime. Your last days should have been spent with ALL the people you cared about and loved. You deserved so much better than we all gave you. You were one of God's servants on this earth. This is such a pa

Life
Sometime life may seem so trouble less and carefree till something happens to shake your world apart, and the routine that you had don't have meaning and the focus on what your goal in life becomes lost in a sea of lies and confuse, but when you think all is lost another paths opens that shows your goal. Some time you can plan your life out and everything seems to go right, and sometimes nothing seem to go right or there are the preferable "bumps along the road." I had a lot of my plans go wrong but at time I seem to bounce back, some type of way, but as of late it don't seem like nothing is going right. As the few people that might really know me, know that I always seem in a up-beat mood. At time(not all the time), I may seem in a good mood but things are not as good as they seem, but if you don't know me you'll never really know how I feel, or what to look for. I went long a long trip (some might know where, but I'm not saying), and had fun, and didn't want to go back to how thi

Competing
Sometimes it's hard to stay goodbye to someone that you know is no good for you. I'm sure everyone has someone in there life that either brings them down, you tend to fight with a lot, or just don't make you happy anymore. Sometimes having someone like that will open your eyes to for you to see that things are not as what they tend to be. After detaching yourself from that person you know what you to look for and other friend or mates to come. sometimes thats not allways good because the next person has to compete with the person before.

Another Poem For My Love
♥You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone♥

Im Not Gay!!
ok gay guys here is the deal. IM NOT GAY!! never was gay,never thought about being gay,never said anything gay,never looked gay, and never will be gay! im nto dissing gay men by anymeans,.but i am telling those who are gay to stop hitting on me. here are somethings you should know about me,... #1 i think breasts are sexy,not a flat hairy chest. #2 i find the feminine body most dear. #3 i eat at the "Y". #4 im married to a "woman" #5 if i was on an island with 500 gay men dressed as woman and there was only one woman with us and she was 800lbs and had boils and leporsy and just ate tuna on rye,.im picking her!! #6 the thought of doing anything other than a brotherly hug with a man makes me wanna throw up then eat it then throw up agian!! ok ,.now thats pretty "not gay" if you ask me! i have many gay friends,.love them all to death! dont get me wrong. i just dont wanna be hit on! enjoy your day!

Inaugural Recipient
This started out because this thing downrated me twice on the same pic lol. (And yes I did say thing, instead of person). I went to his profile to rate him an 11 and explain that just because he chose to act like an ass not all of us would also choose the same. Upon getting to his page I then saw what this thing was about and observed all his personal attacks on other members..They were not just your ordinary personal attacks but were mean, nasty, uncalled for and over the top... Go see for yourself if you should choose...I however have blocked this person..... as I do not in any way condone the things that he is using this site to engage in. Once you look for yourself am sure that you will agree with my decision to make this thing...the inaugural recipient of the ASS OF THE DAY AWARD... Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

I Found Peace... Today
(high again but that's just a bonus) So in the last 24 hours i have made some amazing life altering decisions. I don't know were the answers came from but everything just clicked. and it's like this amazing curtain has been pulled back and i can finally see more than a month into my future. Even when i thought that my life was so good and i was happy i didn't see this clearly. I have made two desicions. the first being that I am not going to have children. Now to you parents... i respect everything you do. I'm not having kids purely because I really don't want the hastle of dealing with someone up my ass all the time. I'm an independant woman. I wanna be able to come and go as i please. i dont even want a dog. i dont want to be tied down to anything or anyone. so i'm being purely selfish. lol. so that's that. and the second.. well those of you who know me in person this will come as a shock. I am joing the military. laugh. I'll let you. But I went to the recruiter today. and he's

About Me
ALL ABOUT ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ SURVEY Body: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: marcus Birthday: august 18 1980 Birthplace: fresno ca Current Location: nm Eye Color: BROWN Hair Color: BLACK Height: tall but not short Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: my familys The Shoes You Wore Today: mine Your Weakness: love Your Fears: i hate clowns Your Perfect Pizza: kind u eat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: killing off man kind Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: sleep more Your Best Physical Feature: my hair Your Bedtime: what is bed time Your Most Missed Memory: dont remeber Pepsi or Coke: COKE MacDonalds or Burger King: they both suck Single or Group Dates: SINGLE Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yuck Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee Do

Admirations
It seems I find something wonderful in lots of different people. Sometimes I wonder if they find that in me, or do they just think i am strange or average? I come across sometimes as a bit opinionated or blunt, but i am really a nice person. One thing is for sure, I will be honest about what I am, who I am and what I like. However, too much disclosure can be a problem. I really like someone here, and I wonder all the time why lol. I wonder if they think of me as much as I think of them. I have to stop myself from thinking too much of them, because I dont believe they think that much of me. I try to remind myself that my feelings cant be transferred and made theirs. And I am too sure that i wont like the answer, if i was to ask. Silly thoughts from an average normal, not gorgeous but ok looking woman

Are You Falling......
6 signs you're falling 4 someone: 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....

I See Her Not
I SEE HER NOT I step out of my body gazing deeply at my self Who am I? What have I become? Where is the girl that I once knew???? I look around the corner .. Peeking I see her not I fly high up in the sky.. Soaring I see her not I dig down in the ground.. Tunneled I see her not I look through the doorway.. Grounded I see her not I walk through the wall chills went through my spine I see myself sitting…Fixated like a statue in the tropical storms breeze I move not Petrified by my own fixation I walk…. closer to myself then I have gone in years I look….. Into the eyes of a stranger I cry… Suppressed by my emotions I turn… What I had seen It cant be real What I have known isn’t there Upon the face of my own flesh I see her not No a face to be seen Not a voice to be herd Not an ear to conceive; All the is left with her is a body of her own A body of which she can not see As I walk closer Her fixation became clear She was fixa

Surgery Again...
Monday I went to my Dr. appointment for my open wound and it was infected. They admitted me back into the hospital and I had surgery Tuesday to have a wound vac inserted. I am in pain! I will have this vac approx. 3-4 weeks. I will be logged in but in the bed, so I am not ignoring u. Hugs and Peace xoxo

Whacko Alert
OK HERE WE GO WHACK JOB OF THE WEEK NOW HE CREATES ANOTHER ACCOUNT BUT ADMINS ANSWER TO HER IS BLOCK HIM THATS A BULLSHIT ANSWER FOR HER HES REALLY FREAKING HER OUT ONE ACCOUNT AFTER ANOTHER HE CREATES TWISTED FUCK SHE BEGS HIM TO LEAVE HER ALONE WHEN HE CAN GET A MESSAGE THROUGH I GUESS THE SICK FUCK THINKS ITS FUNNY OR SOMTHING JUST LOOK AT HIS PAGE U CAN SEE HES A NUT THIS HAS BEEN GOIN ON FOR 6 MONTHS SO FEEL FREE TO MAKE THIS NUTS LIFE HELL IF ANYONE WANTS TO THIS IS HIS REAL ACCOUNT Jo Joe@ CherryTAP THE NEXT 3 ARE HIS FAKES JUST LOOK AT THE WACKS REFERAL PATHS Shim@ CherryTAP Dough Boy@ CherryTAP who me@ CherryTAP ANY WOMEN ON HIS LIST WATCH OUT THIS GUY REALLY DOES HAVE A PROBLEM AND ADMIN SEEMS TO BE ENABLING IT

Deep Wounds
Listen to the rain it drowns my sounds of pain I had so much to give but lost my will to live I try to put things back together but this could take me forever too many betrayals and lies I look like such a fool in your eyes You played your little game and I must take the blame for not thinking clearly I am paying the price so dearly I gave you my heart and you just tore it apart did you enjoy watching me shatter well to you it didn't matter You robbed me blind I am losing my mind please just leave all you do is just deceive So find some other toy you stupid little boy so my wounds can heal and hope one day I can feel I know I was played but those wounds will fade I am walking a thin line but given time I will be fine

Get Behind Them...don't Fight Them
I really hate it when I was walking around in my Marine uniform (I'm currently out) and ppl give me evil glares or even walk up to me and ask me on why I didn't die while I was deployed my 3 times in Iraq. Just to all of you that can't appritiate the courage it takes to go into a recruiting station, VOLUNTARY, and enlist in one of the great armed forces of this country. Also remember, the rights and freedoms that we take for granted every day, these men and women are dying to give these rights to us. So, I am begging anyone that doesn't think much of the military, just think what it would be like if another country ruled us. Where, if you have children, they couldn't play in the streets without worring about some foreign military member killing them. Just think about this....and get behind our troops.

Cherrtap Id Cards
for those of u who have those really cool cherrTAP ID cards, i was just wondering where u got them? if anyone that reads this could respond i would really appreciate it. im trying to find someone to make me a excellently - cool cherrTAP ID card. if u or anyone u know knows how to make these and is willing to, plz respond to this by sending me a private messege....i would really like to have one! what i really want is to have a whole bunch of different ones but i would settle for just one. the one i particularly like is black and grey...it has a pic of cherries in the center of the card, and over it (its sort of faded in the background) is a grey area with ur info...below the grey area is a black area too. and the border is black with a red stripe around it (if u can picture this). this is my fave card so far. but i would settle for any card. the other thing im looking fo ris if u or anyone u know knows how to make those awesome neon signs that i see everywhere. im not talking about the

Funeral
An old man dies and is gonna be buried. His only son, no matter how hard he tried, couldn't make it to the funeral, so he calls the funeral home and tells the director that he wants his dad to have the best of everything. He does this and the dad had the best funeral money can buy. The son is reading his mail 'bout a month later and gets a bill for $85, he pays it, and a month later, another bill for $85, he pays it, another month later, another $85! The son calls the mortician and asks, what the monthly $85 bill was for, "I don't mind paying, but I just wanna know what I'm paying for." The mortician states that "You wanted the very best for your dad, so I rented him a tux!"

The Rules
The Rules 1. I will not hum the theme from Jeopardy while Master decides which implement to spank me with. 2. I will not annotate Master's "To Do" list. 3. I will not applaud when Master uses big words. 4. Master's dog does NOT stink. 5. I will not genuflect at Master's erection. 6. Master does NOT hog the bed. 7. I will not refer to Master's kitty as "snake food." 8. I will not snigger at the pronunciation of Master's commands. 9. I will not perform a ventriloquist act with Master's penis. 10. I will not imitate Master's accent. 11. Master's chair is not to be used to pile my clutter. 12. I will keep my leopard print sheets laundered so that Master is not subjected to "those flowery things." 13. I will not yawn while waiting for Master to climax. 14. I will not chew my collar. 15. I will not giggle during paddlings. 16. I will not propose letter grades when Master belches. 17. I will not snarl when Master asks me to share my chocolate

The List
Ladies what you should really know about men that you won't read in Cosmo Where to start? How about the toilet seat...how freakin hard is it to put down yourself? A man was nice enough to invent the toilet so you didn't have to squat over a hole in the ground and your going to bitch about the damn seat? There are two kinds of pink We like...one is the middle of the my steak and the other...is not our shirt. When it comes to video games...We'll let you choose...either let us blow something up that doesn't hurt anyone on the screen or blow something up in the backyard. Going out with our buddies...Listen, these few friends We go out with are like my brothers without blood...sure We might get drunk and act stupid but that's how we show we love one another. Sports...We watch because we aren't good enough to play and make 10 million a year. Toys...What can we say we'll never outgrow being 9 years old and our imaginations...ever wonder what we were like then, I bet you

A Year Of My Love
she's on for a kiss new year's day overcomes and sings on King's day looks for a sledride on groundhog day Free on Pres day Buy me flowers for Valentines I pick shamrocks and bring her wine two days after the Ides on Easter we go 2 church and resurrect our faith and I drink Corona with her on May 5 my mommy and mami celebrate on their day she's a trooper and salute her on Memorial Day I give florals in June and soon she brings me Father's Day balloons and under the moon we watch fireworks and a cpl days later a party 4 me dont hurt it's August and we renew august dreams cookout for our labor will come soon and she turns out harvesting a hot halloween costume giving candy b4 we make love and i thank God 4 her thru year Santa Claus is coming near and I know I have my baby each year and it's clear ....that it's cool.

Hair Waxing Lmaof
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair d

Ok...
if ur a girl and your taken and u see my profile... please by pass this profile cause i'm only wanting single girls to rate me... i mean no hate towards u lovely ladies out there... i'm just worried i will steal ya'll haha... and to the the dudes that are rating my pix... yeah could u all stop? i'm not gay... not bi... and i don't like it when dudes rate my photos... seriously... i won't rate u back so whats the point? so yeah... if u are infact a single girl and see my profile by all means... rate away! lol... but if a girl rates me... i rate her back... so if u gotta a man and u see this profile... don't rate plz lol... and to the dudes that read this... just stop its annoying man... kinda freaks me out too... peace p.s. if ur already on my list ur cool... and if i add a taken girl... its my own damn fault lol

What About Life And Love
When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments... Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough

Have You Ever Been To New Orleans?
NoLa New Orleans. How wonderful those words sound when said with no quirky emphasis on odd syllables. They always seem to elicit some response. Have you been there? Have you ever been to Cafe Du Monde for beignets and cafe au lait? Have you ever sat for hours in the piano bar at Pat O'Brien's sipping hurricanes? Have you ever been to Mardi Gras - Bacchus? Endymion? Rex? Have you ever had oysters at the Acme House? Have you ever sat out on the "fly" eating crawfish and drinking Dixie beer? Have you ever sung karaoke at Cat's Meow? Do you know who John Folse is? Have you ever risen at 6am to roam the streets of a "quiet" French Quarter? Have you ever been to Galatoire's? K-Paul's? Emeril's? Can you remember when Zulu threw gold-painted coconuts? Have you ever ridden the street-car down St.Charles Avenue secretly sipping a daiquiri? Have you ever had a mint julep on the porch of The Columns Hotel? Have you ever been to Audubon Park? City Park? Have you ever been to mass

Some Idiots On Here In Ct Land
Just had a guy a bit ago rate my profile pic as a 1. What the hell??? I havent yet and dont either rate someones pic, profile stash or whatnot a one..comon ppl. To all my friends and fans out there tg im not the person to pull that kinda BS but damned if there arent those out there that might have a burr up their asses to either pull that shit or worse. Pardon my french...i try to be polite on here..But i have a saying for those like that...Piss me off ...pay the consequences.

In A Moment Of Weakness
I should have seen it coming My eyes saw through the lies But my heart was blind I can't look at my reflection Because all I see is you I'm tired of reliving these memories I guess I wanted more than you could give And my love wasn't strong enough to keep you You could have been my forever You gave me reasons to live Now you give me reasons to cry You gave me reasons to breathe Now I'm wanting to die

Preservation Through Destruction
It's been just a day since you walked away Still in shock from the deathly blow I feel like I've imagined everything you said Yet I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What was it about me love that made it easy to leave?? Am I just trapped in a nightmare, hoping to wake up in your arms? It's been three days since you've been gone Inside my head, inside my heart, I can't seem to escape you You lurk like a shadow and everything reminds me of you I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What was it about my love that made it easy to leave? Am I just trapped in a nightmare, hoping to wake up in your arms? It's been a week and I feel like I've been broken I try to get away from the pain, but my will has frozen Funny how long the memories linger, like mist in the air I can't stop these tears from falling Can't stop these fears from crawling inside my head What wa

Never Again!!
I now know what my life would be like without you. It's the most painful thing in the world. I love you too much to ever leave again. I talked to you on the phone but that's not enough, I want to be with you and be wrapped tight in your arms for the rest of my life.

Dantes Inferno Quizzzzz
Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay s

Spit Or Swallow?
A woman who ripped off her ex-boyfriend's testicle with her bare hands has been sent to prison. Amanda Monti, 24, flew into a rage when Geoffrey Jones, 37, rejected her advances at the end of a house party, Liverpool Crown Court heard. She pulled off his left testicle and tried to swallow it, before spitting it out. A friend handed it back to Mr Jones saying: "That's yours." Monti admitted wounding and was jailed for two-and-a-half years. 'Pulled hard' Sentencing Monti, Judge Charles James said it was "a very serious injury" and that Monti was not acting in self defence. The court heard that Mr Jones had ended his long-term but "open relationship" with Monti towards the end of May last year. The pair remained on good terms and on 30 May she picked him up from a party in Crosby and went back for drinks with friends at Mr Jones's house. An argument ensued and Mr Jones said there was a struggle between them. In his statement, Mr Jones said she grabbed his genita

Friend Request Or Not
u sent a request to,L.R.L. Hompage.Well I'm the ousted founder of that Society.I have Gain'd Control.I made this Headquarters now I own it.I had planned to stay Affiliated with them.Till everyone Reposted that Joker Bulletin.If you'd like to be a member of the Rogue~Kingdom of Wolves.Then u will have to resend that Request Form.Hope you have a Good Day.Lord Wolf.

In Loving Memory Of Dad
It has been 14 years that my Dad has been gone...He died September 16,1993 and As I look back upon My life I come to realize that my DAD was the one who influenced me the most in my life... He is the one that said LOOK OUT AND SUPPORT ALL THAT YOU BELIEVE IN WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND DO NOT EVER LET ANYONE STOP YOU FROM DOING WHAT YOU WANT TO DO!!!! Well come this DAD'S Day I am missing him greatly and Pray he is watching all that I do and all the causes I believe in....I MISS AND LOVE YOU DAD.... May I hope you are proud!!!! Happy Dad's Day Debbie

Born In Years
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is introduc

Interesting Night
so i think i'm finally getting some credibility with the people at the bar i go to. I seem to be building a rapport with the common denizens... the bartenders are getting friendly and the people that are there have been really nice to me. Yesterday cowboy Steve and Bob and Annie invited me over to there apartment and we had beer and smoke it was great. Then there's Lisa and she is just really nice to talk to a older lady but really Conversave so i talk to her usually when i go there. I just seem to be really enjoying the place. so i also got to pet a cat yesterday named speedy. so awesome but doesn't purr so i didn't get that part but i miss my cat still so its nice to have a cat to pet ya know. maybe i can convince my parents to get a new cat... i doubt it though.

Think Before You Scream......
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. > >> > >> Dear Dad: > >> > >> It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope > >>with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom > >>and >you. > >> > >> I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. > >> > >> But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her > >>piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is > >>much older >than > >>I am. > >> > >> But it's not only the passion...Dad, she's pregnant. > >> > >> Stacy said that we will be very happy. > >> > >> She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for > >>the whole winter. > >> > >>

No Worries
No worries people...I am home and stuffing my face with waffles. I am soooo hungry and I need all the food I can get my hands on apparently so that today I can work on growing some limbs that compliment the huge head I made a couple of months ago. After I exhaust myself with being preggers I will go off to work. Don't worry, I will be home soon.

Birthday
Today is my youngest sons 6th birthday! We will be back and forth all day celebrating!!! Its a anything goes day for him! we might be going to chinese to eat.. the arcade to play and of course toys r us for a special toy that just he picked out!! :D :D :D

Gorgeous Tiny Chicken Machine Show!!! It Hurts My Brain...
I.....I....I am truly not sure how to begain to describe this one. Check this out and tell me what you think: Gorgeous tiny chicken machine show Videofunny video

Prayer For My Dad
I recieved a call from my mother at about 5am this morning. My dad was put in the hosp. yesterday with what they said was bronchitis, but when I talked to her early this morning, she said he had taken a turn for the worse, and that drs. now say he has "wet" pnumonia. At that point, they were preparing her for the worse, and just didn't know how things were going to do, as it didn't look good. I just spoke with her a few minutes ago, and she told me that he has taken a turn towards the better, and had eaten a good breakfast. Drs. are saying though, that it is going to be a real battle getting him through this. He is 88, and the rest of his health isn't good either. Please keep my Dad in your prayers. His faith has always been and remains strong in God, and I know it will NEVER falter from that. Mom is suppose to keep me informed on what is going on. I am asking you all to prayer, and please pass this request on to any and all prayer list you have. It would be much apprec

Private Life..........
This is the private diary of a Viagra housewife............ Day 1 Just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversarywith not much to celebrate. When it came time to re-enact our wedding night, he locked himself in the bathroom and cried. Day 2 Today he says he has a big secret to tell me. He's impotent, he says, and he wants me to be the first to know. Why doesn't he tell me something I don't know! I mean, he actually thinks I haven't noticed! Day 3 This marriage is in trouble. A woman has needs. Day 4 A miracle has happened. There is a new drug on the market that will fix his problem. It's called Viagra. I told him if he takes Viagra, things will be just like they were on our wedding night. I think this will work. I replaced his Prozac with the Viagra, hoping to lift something other than his mood. Day 5 What absolute bliss! Day 6 Isn't life wonderful, but it's hard to write while he's doing that. Day 7 This Viagra thing has gone to his head. No pun

Big Girl
Big Girl Some prefer skin and bones, As hard as sticks and stones. While others love my soft embrace, And to this softness they race. Round and luscious, Some even say delicious! Soft and curvy, And my attitude is pretty nervy. Don’t underestimate the attraction of a big girl, We may just leave your head in swirl! Author Unknown

The Bbw
The BBW What a strange term that is, BBW; what could it mean, Some people don’t know, They may think it obscene, What are these abbreviations? Some kind of magic, Or heavens creations? I think I know what they are, And I would like to pass it on, So here’s just a thought, To say before your gone, These people are big, Beautiful too, If your with one, How I do envy you, Just to feel one in your arms, Is to know heaven above, And to be with one, Is to know true love, They are smart; they are sexy, But yet so demure, To be smitten with them, Is no disease no cure, So if you want a real woman, You know what to do, Forget the waifs, And get a BBW. ©Barry Jenkins 2004

Young Firefighter
I'm thinking I posted this a few months back. . . .oops. .. A firefighter was working on the engine outside the station when he noticed a little girl nearby in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle.The girl was wearing a firefighter's helmet. The wagon was being pulled by her dog and her cat. The firefighter walked over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the firefighter said with admiration. "Thanks," the girl replied. The firefighter looked a little closer and noticed the girl had tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the fire fighter said, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar, I think it could go faster." The little girl replied thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Wylie E. Coyote
I have heard countless coyotes howling in the distance, have seen them silhouetted against a moonlit sky and seen their tracks nearby in the morning. I have never had one raid my campsite. Until this past weekend. First, the setting. Padre Island National Seashore is 60 miles of protected beach area south of Corpus Christi. This isn't the South Padre you might know about. This is mile after mile of unimproved (no buildings, no shops, no cabins or homes, no roads ...) four-wheel drive only beach. You aren't even allowed to enter unless you have four wheel drive but that alone isn't always enough. Just ask a certain couple of good 'ol boys and their women-folk about how I happened upon them and rescued them in my wittle bitty Jeep. Anyway, this beach is for hardcore anglers, surfers and people like me. It is difficult to find places like this anymore. A place where you can literally disappear. Miles and miles without another human being in sight except whomever is in your party. No ce

See How Many U Get Back
You Get 1 Back Your Lickable. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat. If You Get 10 Or More Back You're Lick-A-Licious. Have A Kick Ass Day. Sending You Lickz, Bitez 'n' Kissez _________####___####___________ _______################_________ _____####################_______ ____#########_#_##########______ _######_#_#_#_#_#_#_#_#######___ __#######______#_#_###########__ _____###_____#_____########_____ ______#_____#____########_______ _____#_____#_____####___________ ____#______#___#_#______________ ____#_____#_____##______________ ____#_________#_##______________ _____#______#_#_#_______________ ______#__#_#_#_#________________

I Tried
I try to love Even when there is no meaning I try to live Even when I have no reason I try to be loyal Even when others can be deceiving I try to hold on to others Even when they keep leaving I try to encourage Even when no one would care I try to speak Even when no one is there All the things I try to do Eventhough its not getting through But still I will try doing the things I do Too bad I can't get the same from you.

Untitled #1
I've become the fallen I've become the blind Blinded by from what I've just seen From what I've seen could be described as beauty And yet my heart can't tell what that means Raging hunger Love and lust They boild within But I shall not release For all I feel must stay in silence And all I feel must rest in peace It never cease But needs to stay quiet So wild and hungry Yet kept in a cage Thank the heavens that it is not anger For anger hard to control once tempt by rage I look inside you to see the same Cause if its not Then my feelings die in vain No love to catch mewhen I start falling For when I land, all that I'll feel is pain So lady of beauty Please take my hand Through what we can't see But sure can feel And part my lips with the presence of yours And tell me the love I found is real.

Lady Of My Dreams
Sitting silently I sigh quietly As I gagaze upon the angel in front of me Her beauty is too gorgeous - for any man to fantasize My heart burns til it melts- when I look in her eyes Deep down inside my mind says no But my heart keeps pushing me Telling me to go I gotta say no Just to keep my mind focus But with every stare it just seem so hopeless Rose petals are the only thing- that describes her touch She keeps giving me butterflies when we talk and such I ask of thy Why put this before me If I can't have What is not up for grabs This situation is as difficult as it seems I guess I better leave a small room for her in my dreams.

Termination
YAY~~!~!~!~ I have been offered a job close to home, with better Money, closer to my Kids!! So I may have to change some of my profile informations but should have a lil more time to be online!~! Thanks to all my cherries for reading this and love ye all Bunches and Bunches!!! Straffe

"here, Have A Taco!"
One week until the big move! It's really not until Saturday, but the phone will be turned off here and switched over there next Friday (the 22nd). We will have a new phone number, for the few who have it now. My kitchen is full of boxes right now. I'm seriously going to have to start playing Marco Polo to find Milo in there soon. There are boxes in my living room, boxes in my bedroom, boxes in the basement. After this move if I never see another cardboard box again in my life, it'll be a good thing. My big goal this weekend is to clear out the chest freezer in the basement. It's so full of things I bring home from work it's not even funny. I must have about 20 gladware containers of taco meat down there (it's really good stuff and I love that we get to bring what's left home). I think I'll give it out as a thank you for anyone that helps us move. *giggles* "Thanks for carrying that box! Here's a taco!" Erm, maybe I won't say it quite like that.

Looking At A Shell
Inside or out Tell me what you see Do you see my big illusions Or are you really looking at me People stare at something that is not really there Looking at a shell But never aware Of what lies beneath Deep inside the shell But people still keep staring So how can they tell I am like a house Where the insides is much better Fully put together I am 10x bigger than what you see now I am 10x stronger than what you believe now And my form Is beyond the norm But never the less you still won't see And you'll never see For my outside is only the shell of me.

Bored With Ct?
I've become bored with CT just recently. I dont know why. Maybe its because I've been busy and havent been spending much time on here. Maybe its because I've had off work all this week... Im not sure at all. I love all the people I've met on here. I just havent been really interested much in the site overall. The MUMMs went to shit and they were the main reason I came onto this site for months. I dont know... I just wanted to write about my feelings and the boredom I've recently encountered. Hope everyone is having a great Friday!

Delete!?!?!?!?
So I'm seriously considering deleting this account and starting a new one. I guess I'm just getting sick of all the guys who think they can perv me. I know this site is all about T&A, and the pick up theme, but it's getting old to me. Where are all the good people at? I just think it would be easier to delete the whole thing and start fresh, rather than go through my friends list and try to delete the folks that bother me. What would you do? Should I just suck it up and deal with the shit? or Should I start all over, and be more careful who I add?

He Said She Said Ii
He said: I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it. She said: You wear pants don't you? He said: What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said: Turn sideways and look in the mirror! He said: Why don't you tell me when you have an orgasm? She said: I would but you're never there. He said: How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? She said: We don't know; it has never happened. He said: Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive, caring, and good looking? She said: They already have boyfriends. She said: What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? He said: A widow. He said: Why are married women heavier than single women? She said: Single women come home, see what's in the fridge and go to bed. Married women come home, see what's in bed and go to the fridge.

The Train
Smoke filters through the tree tops, drifting slowly westward, toward an east bound train. Going no where, filled by those who know not where they are going, nor do they care. For life is meaningless, merely a prelude to death, a shame, a nightmare, that they can't wake from, but when we do wake it is only because we don't live on in a world of hours and days that never came because tomorrow was here only yesterday.

Best Smart Ass Answers For 2006
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When t

George Carlin's New Rules For 2007
George Carlin's New Rules For 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com /classmates.com/> ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 or 30 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days-he's mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out of a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Caviar? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky little bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Lad

Love
All my love for you is strong Our Relationship is like a Dream come true how could we go on without eachother my life has never been so colorful As we hold on, what could ever go wrong? my life is like a never ending love song! We have a short period of time before we hear those wedding bells. the day we say our marrige vows then we will begin our life together our marrige will last forever We will have ups and downs but memories will be the best of all We shall live away from town in a spot we will love forever Our Childrem will grow up and move away We will always say how great it is, and here we will stay...

Her Secret Sex Spots
Want to drive women crazy in bed? The answer is all in the preamble – better known as foreplay – and how you handle her far too often ignored secret sex spots, known as erogenous zones. So what are erogenous zones? Here’s what the Merriam-Webster online dictionary has to say about them: 1. Producing sexual excitement or libidinal gratification when stimulated : sexually sensitive 2. Of, relating to, or arousing sexual feelings Ah, you say, erogenous zones, sure, like her mouth, her breasts, and all that wonderful action she’s got going on between her legs. Well, yes and no. It’s not that those aren’t erogenous zones, but on women there are a whole slew of other locations on her body that also cause these reactions. And what’s better, these places are easy to find, easy to get to, and easy to enjoy – but far too many men ignore them at their peril and try to jump into the main action far too quickly, before a woman is good and ready. Let’s be really clear about this guys, in

Stuttering
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students, "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand and says, "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered." The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well," she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty, and the Rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary," said the teacher. "It sure was," said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'...and before he could say "F_ck," the Rottweiler ate him!"

Understanding
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in the body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

For Those Beautiful Women Who Think Romance Is Dead..love Poems
Listen Can You Hear The Angels Laugh? For as long as I can remember; we've played our little game. I'd struggle for happiness and He'd take it away. I could be bitter as I pick myself up after each fall. Yet He does it to make the angels laugh. He's God after all. No matter how low I fall or down I may seem. I'll get back up smiling; Cause the joke was on me. He can't bring me down. I won't be forlorn & blue. Someday we will meet & He'll have some explaining to do. Heaven is so happy & I'm the reason why. Constantly He doth test me. My life’s page don't lie. But the game long played has an end coming near. A final joke is coming or the sincerest apology ere hear'd. An angel has been sent to earth who can wreak such havoc. For she is God's way of apologizing; A chance at true happiness. She is also forbidden fruit; Who can deny him at last... As I look to the heavens listening...do I hear the angels laugh? Settle Why sho

To All My Friends
i was just wonderin if all my friends would fan me i was just wantin to get a ranking one time while i was on here ive got 1814 friends and only 227 fans im 99.9% positive i have fanned all of my friends i fan when we become friends to everyone so if u would i would appreciate it love to all

Miscarriage Of Justic In Uk
Do you remember February 1993 when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mo ther for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Rob ert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie 's mo ther was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on railway tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was w

Hottsmokin
Hello all my friends and Family the person that actually got me to join the site needs some help leveling ....... I have passed her way up ....... so please go to her page RATE FAN AND ADD HER !!!!!! She is a very sweet person !!!! here is the link Hottsmokin@ CherryTAP

Tomorrow Is 4 Weeks
Well tomorrow is 4 weeks since back in the states. I stopped counting the days and went to weeks, it makes it seem a little bit shorter. I did find a job, not the best job in the world but one that semi keeps me busy and keeps me sane from my own mind. What I mean by that is that I am a serious "thinker" I will analyze and pick everything apart and sometimes make a mole hill out of an ant hill. I am still missing my boyfriend like mad. Although we are able to see one another on cam, it just is not the same as being able to reach out and touch him. I think I am missing his touch and his looking at me as if I am really someone special. He still gives me the look on cam but it is so much more powerful when we are together. I remember when I was in Germany he told me that we are one, we pull together on the same string. Right now I feel that string is really stretched out, oceans apart...yet I do also know somewhere in that string is elastic and we will bounce back and bind even harder the

Keeping Myself Sane 1
Why do we make promises only to break them? What's wrong with not making a promise you're not sure you can keep? Does that make you an asshole or just a very honest person? I think I'd prefer brutal honesty than being made a fool. The truth sometimes hurts, yeah, but you'll get by once you accept it and move on, but being had, man, it demands retribution to be able to get over it. And as long as you haven't evened the score, you'll always be bitter about it. So slap me with the truth anytime, and maybe, we can still be friends after all the dust has settled. Why do we have high ideals only to settle with mediocrity?

Creep
Why do we fear death anyway? We shouldn't. it's like that ultimate trip all of us has to take one point in our existence. The one way ticket trip where we leave everything behind for another exciting adventure. So, chill out peeps. I ain't giving you the creeps, am I? Speaking of creeps, I love the song Creep. What the hell am i doing here? I don't belong here...

Guy Rules!!
The Guys' Rules.. At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Com

Don"t
Don't touch me it hurts so badly Turn around the pain I can't stand Look away from my broken body Pity me not I don't need that shit Walk away just leave me be Don't look back stay the fuck out Don't think of me forget me Just dream of my smile once in awhile

Game Time
Pay attention Everyone has their sights on you Will you be a success Lights shine bright in the arena Stand up and take that breath in Listen to the team Keep from talking to yourself Time to ride. The enemy want you dead So work your magic A left is still a left But a right is just a trick You got a good set on you Work the crowd Show no mercy to the opponent. Wipe that sweat Ignore the pain Laugh it off Take a breath of bad smells Don't think about the dream Endure the experience The will Excuses only bring a lack of power. Walk with honor Pride works well too Eye on the prize Keep everything inside Smile when you win Humor helps a loss Choking is for food Any questions?

Ripping Pics...
SO you think you can get away with ripping my pics and not rating them first. It took me time to look for those Canadian's graphics. Some friends have send me them along with my hubby making a few. Well i'm not going to be Mrs. Nice person anymore you want graphics get them your dam self. Back the fuck off of my page. I blocked your fuckin lazy ass. ( sorry for the language i'm pissed )My vent for the day

All About Me
Well i am a very young 40something :-" i enjoy a variety of different past times. i love the big screen experience , cuddling, public affection, and all kinds of music . I'm an open minded GEMINI with a heart of gold, who wants nothing more than to find a mate to make and keep happy.

Determind
You're determined to get the answers you need right now. Hey, slow down there! The other parties involved may need more time to come to a conclusion. Tread lightly (at least for now) and give them some space. does not always pay to back off for i'm getting what i been wanting

Power Of A Proud Bbw
I am Big and Beautiful I have curves like you've never seen Yes, when I walk, I jiggle I have lots of Junk in my Trunk I know where I shop I know what I eat But when I put it down It cannot be beat. You girls that are 1's and 2's You do not know the pleasure that is me My sisters that are 20's and up Know the pleasure of not giving up. We strive in a world that looks down on us, We persevere in a society that wants none of us. We love like no other Our style can not be beat. You tell us we would be pretty if we lost weight Maybe if you gained a pound or two You'd understand the glory that comes with being us. Our skin is smooth Our shape is curved We don't need plastic surgery to give us an ass, We do it Au Natural, We do it with Class. So this is a call to all my Big, Beautiful Sisters. Stand Up, Stand Proud. For we are the true leaders of this land. We love from the heart Not our eyes. We dress for ourselves Not for society. We are Big We are

Good Joke For Woman!
one day God went up to adam and said, " adam, i have good news and bad news for you" adam asked,"what is the good news God?" God said "well i gave to you two great things for life,one being your brain for thinking and problem solving, and the other a penis for pleasure and reproducing!" adam asked "so what is the bad news God?" God said "well,,im afraid i only gave you enough blood to use one at a time!"

Guess What I Did
i cut my hair off!!!!!!!!!!! well about 7 inches anways.....it is just waaaaaay too hot here in nor*cal.. i was shopping and i felt like i was going to die! so i drove over to the nearest salon and chop chop chop! sigh..........i miss it but DAMNIT its hot as hell...ill post some pics when its not so hot my makeup melts off! hehehe xoxoxo ttyl

Finding Out The Real U...
I gave you my all, my love, my life, my soul, my my mind You take all of it and leave nothing behind. I do what I can to make you feel loved and at home, You leave to do whatever you do, and again leave me alone. I lie for you whenever your in trouble, between the hard place and the rock, You degrade my very being, yet still keep me under lock. What do you want from me, i have given you my all? Then thats when i see the truth, you watch me as I fall... Please bare in mind I have had some serious blocks going and I have never wrote a blog before, but I would appreciate any criticism, negative or positive, it is all for the greater....

The Lusty Lotus
The Lusty Lotus # Erotic instructions: Start with your man in a seated position. Face him and climb into his lap so you're straddling him, guiding his penis inside you. Wrap your legs around his waist while he crosses his legs Indian-style, then put your arms around his neck as he holds you under your hips. Rock back and forth for a long, sensual, big O buildup. # Pleasure payoff for you: The slow rocking motion lets his penis glide over your G-spot -- the bliss button inside you that often gets missed when you bump and grind at top speed. # Pleasure payoff for him: He'll love the feel of your breasts pressed into his chest as you sway your bodies in rhythm. You can also connect at the eyes and lips, taking your bond to a tantric passion plane.

Yours
My feelings for you grow stronger each and everyday You please my very being in alot more than just one way. Your touch still reaches to me, the deepest part of my soul, My better part, my other half, the piece that make me whole. I'd give my life to protect you, lay everything on the line, Show the world that I love you, show them you are mine. My imperfections many, my faults are far from few, You never seem to mind them, everyone knows I'm dedicated to you. You make me feel submissive, I want to do whatever you please, I beg for you to love me, like a slave down on her knees. Your the strongest point in my life, my weakness, as you can see, You break down my highest walls, the hate the fear, that is me... You've won me over, I am completely yours, and yours alone, In this case not just my words, but my love for you is my bond..... This is for someone special, you know who you are...

????
It amazes me how some people are so very....mmm insecure. In their relationships. Trust is SO imortant....if you dont trust them , why are you with them. Why is there jealousy???? If you are secure in yourself you should be secure with-in your relationship. I think they are one in the same if you are jealous then you dont trust and if you dont trust WHY stay in that situation. If another woman looks at your man, or visa-versa....be proud in knowing he/she goes home with YOU and walks hand in hand with YOU!!! Dont get shitty cause someone admires the beauty that stands with you, feel proud that he/she shares that beauty with you in a special way, that it compliments you. I have found it hard to find people who can see past this....am I the only one around who has no jealousies???? Can not two people of the opposite sex have a CLOSE relationship with out one of their partners getting "jealous"....can not two , a man and woman, be close with out it being seen as something deceptive? Can

A Life Is..
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen, Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive, Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in your self and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potencial of each new day. Dont be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you Trust enough to able to take Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well Let a little sun out as well as in Creat your own rainbows. Be open to all your responsibilities; all possibilities and miracles. Always believe in miracles.

Temporary Oblivion
Over and over again it happens Darkness washes over me clouding my mind obscuring my judgment giving me the cravings the self-destructive tendencies anger surging to the surface anxiety ruling me rage burning within me the overwhelming urges come The razorblade calls me to rip into my flesh I resist the urge to answer for now, but only just the sting of the sharpened blade could help for awhile give the rush I need to feel something, anything other than my darkened soul feeding upon itself the chaos in my twisted mind could be eased so many ways I seek temporary oblivion

Your Heaven Tonight
She Says can I be your heaven tonight Can I hold you beneath the moonlight She has his heart and has his will Surrendering everything so he can feel Every moment without is like a bed of nails He waits alone until he hears her whisper Can I be your heaven tomorrow Can I take away all of your sorrow Visions of shimmering skin Passion filled eyes by candlelight Eternity suspended by just one kiss Her eyes are his only sign of a God With her tongue she is his heaven forever and a day Can this be the moment he was meant to take She is the only comfort he has known The pages of his soul change to timeless stone Melting to her finger's velvet touch Embracing her sky feel the heat in her eyes........your heaven tonight

Kinky Sex
I go up you go down we make love all around i go in you go out you give me that sexy pout i pound fast you moan loud as we float on a steamy sex cloud you suck me here i cum i spurt out you say yum I lick you you yell out your sexy little orgasmic shout Wow you'r good where have you been i give you a fucking 10!

Love
Love that is true forms a bond that grows stronger, deeper, wider, and dearer, over time. The bond of love that grows actually transforms and permeates people that experience true love. One of the most remarkable qualities of true love is that it is truly free and at the same time it is one of the most valuable things in the world. This is so because love is a gift from one heart to another, and then grows in each heart that love touches. The bond formed by true love is everlasting.

A Woman's Love Poem
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Lol!
This story happened a while ago in Oban, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. Jimmy Bradford, a Glasgow University student, was on the side of the road hitch-hiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no cars went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming up behind him and stopped. Jimmy, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realise there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on! The car started moving slowly. Jimmy looked at the road and saw a curve approaching beyond which was a loch. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the steering wheel. Jimmy, paralysed with terror, watched how the hand repeatedly came through the window but never harmed him. Shortly thereafter Jim

Ray Has Gone Back In
Ok for everyone who has been keeping up with us and how Rays doin...well he went in the hospital May 29th and they started him back on Iv antibiotics and let him come home on Jun 1st. He was on those antibiotics for 14 days...The nurse came out on Wednesday the 13th and removed the line, for 2 reasons. He was done with the meds minus 2 doses which was ok, and 2 he has been coughing up blood. Alot of my friends already know about that cause we talk quite frequently. But for those who dont this is the purpose of this blog. Im scared and worried because hes not getting any better and hes coughed up blood for 3 days . Granted now its not as severely bloody but hes still haveing trouble breathing and not able to rest. He has been up almost all night and woke me early this am to tell me that hes going back in and that they have him a room. Sooo once I find out something I will be able to let you all know. Thank you for taking the time to read this and to say prayers for us. Unfortunaltely

Message To The People I Care About
To All All the people in my life i love you all You get me through the things that hurt the most Because of you and my baby i will never fall I have to stay strong so one i can have a toast With all of the people that stayed here with me To look back at all the things that mattered And all the people that said they believe Im glad that our relationships that wont be shattered My baby is the only person that has my whole heart But i love everyone that is in my life And to every relaionship that went sour and tart You are gone and cant cause me anymore stife There are a certain few that know how i feel And those people i love with everything i have So the people that are around heres the deal I love you and will never make you sad

Random Thoughts And Thanks
Yesterday about 500 new grey hairs popped into my head. Jessica was traveling and had some difficulties. It was all I could do to hold it together when she called me to tell me her car had broken down. Naturally, I put fuel in mine and went to go rescue her. I prayed the whole way for God to keep her safe. It's hard to drive 80 plus and hold a cell phone. giggles! I had to know she was ok until I could get to her. I talked with my sister yesterday and yet again she made one comment that just hit my brain. Sometimes in this life, I catch myself praying for something then later on simply forgetting about it before it comes to pass. It's like I give up on the verge of a breakthrough. This time I'm taking a different approach. I have prayed long hours, days, long nights, and months for certain things. I have stood still and stood my ground when God led me to do so. I've sat back and watched His hand move. That which I have prayed for will come to pass. I believe it just as much as I

Do Women Think You Are Stupid
are women so stupid that they think we are stupid. That we don't know when we are being bullshitted? Oh I am sure it goes the other way too. But i just experienced the simplest form of bullshit. Remind me sometime to tell you about this one. Here is how it whent in the chat box.. Pretty lame no name: ahhhh no name: yes had a date that night no name: when did that start the night i lost ya on skype no name: went on my 4th one last night no name: Ohhh really no name: been dating no name: heyyyy what happened to you? yes she is still posting pictures left and right. I took out her name of course. Oh Look even more bullshit... no name: okay well good luck to ya no name: hell i dont know but i didnt want it to happen -no name: like I am copy your pics.. for what? -no name: talked all night on skype hung up and you had a date.. come on no name: everytime i talk to someone it starts something that im not ready for. and no i didnt block you i blocked everyone because som

If You Did Not Read This Yet---read Now
Look its fuckin like this. I put 2 tags in my default album, and one of you assholes--that are my friends yet again, have tagged me NSFW- Soooooooooooooooooo I am moving all album's to family. You will be added one at a time, and then after veiwing them, you will be removed. I Hope you enjoyed yourself---because now i am FUCKING pissed off---you want to be the "Judge" go the fuck to a christian sight, and KISS MY FUCKING ass, cause i am done!

I Am Sorry For My Ranting!
To my true friends and family and fans As you have seen by my recent blogs--I am on a rampage of sorts. I am terribly sorry for my foul laungage. I know it is not lady like! I appologize again. What I really want to say is this. It upsets me greatly that now, friends, soon to be friends, and fans are now unable to rate my pictures or veiw them. This sucks, not only for me, but for you all as well. Since I have had to put them in private albums, none of us get the CT points for the pictures. This hurts my leveling up---as well as yours. I could mark them all NSFW, but it is the same problem. With NSFW's, no one gets the points either. Until I find out who has done this. I Guess I will suffer greatly for it--as will my true friends and fan's. Perhaps it was one of the female "friends" that just are not "all that" and jealousy is their problem. To them I say this-- ALL of my pictures were taken by my husband. They may seem erotic, and beautiful. I am only beautiful due to the love of a go

Today's Plan
WISHIN EVERYONE A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY WITH LOTS OF LOVE. MY BROTHER AND HIS DAUGHTER ARE ON THEIR WAY HERE TO SWIM TODAY, SO I WON'T BE AT THE PC ALL THE TIME. WILL TAKE PICS THO, BE SURE OF THAT. LOVE TO ALL AND HAVE A BLESSED DAY. KEEP ROCKIN' AND DANCING....

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... something perfect to wear if the date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling in her old age... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one friend she who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give

Shakespear Sister
Stay SHAKESPEAR SISTER If this world is wearing thin And you're thinking of escape I'll go anywhere with you Just wrap me up in chains But if you try to go alone Don't think I'll understand Stay with me Stay with me In the silence of your room In the darkness of your dreams You must only think of me There can be no in-between When your pride is on the floor I'll make you beg for more Stay with me Stay with me You'd better hope and pray That you make it safe Back to your own world You'd better hope and pray That you'll wake one day In your own world Because when you sleep at night They don't hear your cries In your own world Only time will tell If you can break the spell Back in your own world Stay with me...

Womans Love Poem A Friend Did
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Sorry
Well Hello to ya'll !! Man have I missed all my friends here. Sorry if I haven't replied to mails and comments or friend requests for a while now but I went home to upstate NY to be with my youngest daughter when she had her 1st baby. And Dallas Clayton Miller was born May 29, 2007, weigghing in at 7# 5 oz. and 20½ " long. Oh what a BEATIFUL baby he is !!! But then of course he takes after his grandma, so it's only natural that he would be such a cutie-pie. Hehehe. But oh you must check out my pics of him. Well anyways, I've been gone home to NY for 3 weeks now but i'm finally back . So I promise I will get back to each and every one of you as time permits with my busied schedule now that i'm home again. and , OH, Ny is so beatiful this time of year. Really hated to come back to Kansas but gotta do what ya gotta do, right ? But anyways, IM BACK ! So send me all that LOVE ya'll been savin up for me ! Show me ya missed me ! :))

Tears.......................
TODAY I FEEL IS A NEW DAY FOR ME ALOT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THE LAST 2 WEEKS. I WOKE WITH TEARS ROLLING DOWN FACE AND THEY WERE NOT SAD TEARS THEY WERE TEARS OF RELEASE. I HAVE LOCKED MYSELF AWAY FOR SO LONG WITH SORROW IN MY HEART I WAS FORGETTING HOW TO FEEL. THEN LAST NIGHT I GOT A CALL THAT OPENED MY HEART AGAIN MADE ME FEEL ALIVE & WARM. THIS MORNING AT 8 AM ANOTHER CALL THAT WAS A GREAT SURPRIZE MY BROTHER WHOM I HAVEN'T SEEN IN 8 YEARS CALLED ME TO SAY HE WAS COMING TO SEE ME. NOT SURE WHAT IS GOING ON ALL OF A SUDDEN PEOPLE WANT TO BE WITH ME AND SEE ME !! FOR SO LONG I NEEDED IT SOMEONE TO BE HERE AND HOLD ME TO TALK TO ME NOW ITS HAPPENING !! DO DREAMS REALLY COME TRUE ?? IF THEY DON'T I DON'T WANT TO DREAM I NEED TO STAY AWAKE. IF THEY DO THEN I WANT TO KEEP DREAMING FOREVER !!

Have The Pictures Really Gone Downhill
as much as I perceive them to be, or, is it that I have just had just a focus on photography in the last couple months that, when clicking on "I'm bored", most of the pictures seem soooo very lame and many are against the rules established before. Is it that CT is so hard up for folks, that it is getting to a point of anything goes any more??? I don't know... maybe I am being just too cynical these days....or, just feeling the effect of not being on CT continuous during the past few months... What do you think????

Not Sure If I Like This Share Feature...
on the blogs. I guess it could be a good thing, but the other day, it blasted to everyone on my personal email as well.... and, just now, it only captured some of my friends at CT..... What's going on??? Help!! K

Sex Toy
I've been interested in trying one of these for quite a long time. My last girlfriend was not very "open" to trying new things and wanted nothing to do with toys. Not currently having a partner I don't even have a reason to purchase one. So, I'm wondering if anyone else has had any experience with one of these. I'd like to hear your opinion. I'd consider making a MUMM for this, but know that the chances of receiving a serious answer is nill at best. Thanks to all the MUMMrats, bashers, haters, and trolls. Thanks.

Damn Bar Tab
To all my family and friends, If it appears I have not returned any ratings etc you have left...well I guess I havent..but..for 3 days now my bar tab will only show what is on the main page, there is no record of it in the drop down bar tab,...I have written to CT and I am still waiting for a reply,so if Im not here..I dont know if you have rated me or not..so sorry cos I hate not returning the favour.!!!.. If you have been on my page in the last few days can you leave me a message here...so I know..and then I can come visit you. Hopefully they will fix this soon.... Hugs.. Molly xoxox

Just Because....
So I am sitting here today the day before Fathers day thinking...Hmmmmm Wonder what I am getting....THen the thought crossed my mind Was I a good enough dad to get one.... HELL YEA>....I WAS THE BOMB DAD THIS YEAR I BETTER GET THAT FREKIN CRAFTSMAN TOOLS CHEST>....LMAO>... Well I just wanted to shout out to all the other Pops out there Happy Fathers Day we deserve it... And to all The Single Mothers Out There... YOU DESERVE IT WAY MORE THAN ANYONE>.... LOTSA LOVE

Mystical Love
Tonight I stand in a wash of starlight My love at my side, happy and complete Our hearts beating as one Our touch a comfort to the other Seems to have been a lifetime without love Our love hidden from all others At times hidden from the other Just waiting for right time to be revealed My heart sings to you while I sleep Feeling your heart sing in response Feeling you gentle touch as I slumber Your caress reassuring me all is well Friends becoming lovers You hold my heart and soul in the palm of your hand Your heart and soul held in the palm of my hand Your life, My life incomplete till now Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

An Update
First of all, I'd like to tell you all that I luv ya's and I hope you're being handed the best in life! ~Now for the fun stuff~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. I disabled my shoutbox. It hardly works. If you would like to chat please ask me for my Yahoo or MSN contact information. 2. I have enabled HTML profile comments for Family only. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That's it for now. I'll keep you updated should anything change. ~J~

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how did i get myself into this postition. when heartache seems to be my only disposition. i try and i try but i can't see past, fast days and wrong ways of a life that won't last. i'm feeling down while falling out and getting up just to fail. the quickest things, the biggest dreams insert the final nail. i'm filling in blanks, blankly staring to fill eyes wide to an underside that fucking makes me ill. a grasp i never had, a heart that wasn't mine. an eternity i could have wasted waiting in line. words escaped my lips and now i just regret. not telling you a hundred times that this was finally it

Be Thankful.....
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire, If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something For it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations Because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge Because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary Because it means you've made a difference. It is easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they can become your blessings.

Erotic Sexual Denial
Erotic sexual denial, also known as orgasm denial, is a sexual practice where a person is kept in the plateau phase of the human sexual response cycle for an extended length of time without satisfying climax. This is sometimes a practiced in association with BDSM, and can be thought of as the more extreme version Orgasm control, which ends in satisfying climax. The subject may either be allowed an orgasm at the end (in which case, the orgasm is generally much stronger than normal), or denied one, in which case they will generally feel strong feelings of sexual frustration. An alternative form of erotic denial is the total denial of all genital stimulation. To ensure a total denial of stimulation a couple may use a chastity belt or other device that physically prevents touch and/or (for males) full erection.Tease and Denial Main article: Tease and Denial Tease and Denial describes when a person is stimulated until orgasm is near, and then stimulation is reduced to keep the pers

Naked
Why is it that doing things naked is just more fun. . .like I'm sitting here really enjoying the feeling of the water from my hair running down my back cause I'm all freshly showered. and I don't get why it feels so cool. . .maybe its cause I'm so clean as well. . .I dunno but it sure is nifty

Poor Boy
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet,and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time... The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated

Scott & Rhonda
I met Rhonda thought Jeremy. Rhonda & I spent many many hours talking on yahoo or in the shoutbox. Rhonda has turned out to be one of my very great friends here on CT. We have been even talking about meeting one day. I told her for sure we have to met when my boyfriend & I get married shes gotta come. So after talking to her for a few months I started talking to Scott her Ct husband. Hes turned out also to be a very great friend. I don't talk to him as much as I talk to Rhonda but I hope when I do meet Rhonda that I will be able to met him as well. I had been thing about making Rhonda a morph & yesterday when I went to start I figured why not make a morph pic of her & Scott I worked on it a lot yesterday and again today. Many hours to get this morph just the way I wanted it to be. As soon as Rhonda got online I had left her a shoutbox message telling her I made something for Her & Scott. She seen it and then called Scott to tell him to come check it out. They both added it to there pic

Better Without Me
Better Without Me Pick up the pieces and move on You're better without me No need to be consumed by me For maybe I'm not the hero You were hoping I would be You took my breath away Standing there with your long dark hair Like a moment in time Locked like a fairy tale Never thought it would end Never saw the hurt of letting go I cannot make you happy I now know that Because I love you I have to set you free In the end. You're better without me

Im In Love With A Stripperrrrrr
Yeah! lol Im not a strip club virgin anymore y'all! GO FUCKING ME! Last night, I was the DD for my friends Trisha, Brandi and Larry and I suggested that we all go to the strip club because I never went before. Well turns out, that Trisha and Brandi never went either so we were all devirginized last night! Ya know, me and my bright ideas, taking 2 drunk including 1 drunk lesbian to the fucking female strip club was halarious. Brandi, the lesbian (ya know, dykeish along with the short buzzed hair, big shirts and baggy jeans and shorts and what not) falls in love with a fucking stripper. She waited like an hour to get a damned lap dance from this stripper named Gina hahahah. It was halarious! She was in fucking heaven and some. We all walked in at like 1230 or so and turns out, me and Trisha were the only girls there (aside from Brandi and the strippers) haha and all the guys just stared at us like we were fucking crazy and some shit like that. We sat down on this lik

How To Make Love To A Black Or Hispanic Woman
How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Romantically and Patiently; Take the time to make love to her mind. Fulfill all of her midnight wishes. Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There's no place on her body your tongue won't go. And, when you love a Black Woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Passionately and Sincerely; Let her Sweetness become your Weakness. Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear. Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace. Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Sensually and Honestly; Say what you mean and mean what you say. Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day. Let all

Excuse Me!!
Excuse me! Could you take me down from the pedestal now please?! I thought the view would be great, but I'm suffocating from the altitude and all I see is life bustling around me while I try not to fall o f f

Saturday
saturday night I just got home. No I wasnt out barhopping, I didnt go dancing, I didnt even go shopping. I just went to my moms and we went walking. Woo hoo! My life is so chaotic right now. Men are getting on my damn nerves. the one I was in a technical relationship with last doesn't seem to understand that most people actually DATE before they move in together and shit. I need time and lots of it. And I normally dont give anyone more than 3 strikes before they're gone for good...let's see 1...2....he's got one left. And guess what I have a feeling that strike is going to be! If I dont have that 100 bucks in MY HAND before the last day of this month...yeah there's the 3rd strike, and he's out. Not even friend material. You can fuck with me, you can lie to me, you can *TRY* to hurt me(yeah right), but you fuck with my son's lifestyle(meaning me being able to pay rent)...Yeah that'll get you floatin in the fuckin river. I visited with my other mom tonight too, Sharo

Fathers Day....
i hate fathers day not fathers mind you. just mine and father's day in general. you try raisng a child as your own from their birth, build a relationship, be called daddy, invest 5 1/2 yrs of your life and love into a child, only to have them taken completely out of your life, because their mom is fucking their dead biological father's brother and shes crazy. im glad that drama is out of my life but, i miss madison. i used to feel special on father's day now i just feel like shit. im sorry to be a bummer i just needed to get it out. done with it wont come up unless u ask but theres a lil insight to what has made me who i am today. luv y'all john

Death Report
In my profession we often times hear about a fellow wrestler that has been injured and sometimes in a fatal accident.This was not the case this past Monday night (6-25-07) when Chris Benoit(WWE Superstar) was found dead.He was found along with his wife Nancy Benoit and his young son Daniel Benoit.Chris Benoit will always be remembered in the hearts of wrestlers and fans as a true icon.Although Chris Benoit and his family was found dead his memory will live on forever by the WWE name and shows.Chris Benoit 1967-2007 may he rest in peace.

Totally Frustrated
ive got 2 80 mg harddrives that 2 people have givven me....ive tried to plug up both of them but keep getting this annoying messege that says something like "pick which drive ur going to boot up from" and when i do nothing happends! WTF?! this is totally irritating beyond belief...ive tried everything....nothings working. i thought i knew how to install a new harddisk but i guess im wrong. if anyone knows anything about installing harddrives, i would apprecte ur help! jen

Hi Boyz!!
Thanks for all the love u guys!! i really appreciate it!! Hey got a question...which pic should i use as a primary pic? let me know which one u think i should use..love some feedback! Thanks guys!! MUAH!!

My Life
why is it my life suck i can talk to weman online and i can have them want me but i try to talk to them in person or on the phone i cant get the words to come out the way i whant it to is there something rong with me i dont know why im posting this but it makes me fell beter in a way i let u guy know what im thinking but if u know me the words just dont come out that whay im a fun loveing guy but to tell a female about that in preson it just come out rong i like this female right know but to tell her what i fell it comes out the rong way well im boaring u i will ttyl

~happy Fathers Day~
Hope you have a wonderful Fathers Day. Hug and Kiss your little ones even if they are grown. Luv, Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

~a Big Hug & Thank You For Allthe Birthday Wishes~
A big hug to all my awesome sweet friends who wished me a great birthday. I had a good one. What would I do without all my sexy/sweet friends, you guys and gals are awesome. Luv you all! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Be Careful
IF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone. Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location. There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask for his

Happy Father's Day!
Only A Dad Only a dad with a tired face, Coming home from the daily race, Bringing little of gold or fame To show how well he has played the game; But glad in his heart that his own rejoice To see him come and to hear his voice. Only a dad with a brood of four, One of ten million men or more Plodding along in the daily strife, Bearing the whips and the scorns of life, With never a whimper of pain or hate, For the sake of those who at home await. Only a dad, neither rich nor proud, Merely one of the surging crowd, Toiling, striving from day to day, Facing whatever may come his way, Silent whenever the harsh condemn, And bearing it all for the love of them. Only a dad but he gives his all, To smooth the way for his children small, Doing with courage stern and grim The deeds that his father did for him. This is the line that for him I pen: Only a dad, but the best of men. ...Edgar A. Guest Wishing all you Dads a ve

And I Love You.
Good times, hard times. Long times, no time. She sleeps. She wakes. I promise her. I mostly beg her. Can't stand the perish the thought. Take me in, let me loose. Let's just love. Let the rest sort itself out later. A gasp? A pop? A very tired sigh. Why can't my love just make everything perfect? Why can't I just magic away the pain and fatigue of a new world. A world that should be exciting, full of passion and sweet, quiet smiles. moonrises... black feathers... live unknowns... Please love, only smiles, and soft warm kisses. Let me shower you with ecstasy and envelope you in comfort. Content. I fear my brittle heart will die after every line of worry, another tired sigh, another angry retreat from my arms... Can I do anything right? Our love... I believe in our love. I believe it can headbutt through wal

Kiss And Make Up!
The storm thrashed wildly outside Anna’s bedroom window. Lightening flashed intermittently, shattering the darkness temporarily. She pulled her covers up tighter around her shoulders, and trembled within them, unable to thwart her fear of storms, and being alone. Her boyfriend, Jack, was gone, having left quickly, following their explosive fight. Anna lay here, trembling now, part from her anger at Jack, and partly due to the incredible, violent storm outside. Another flash of lightening illuminated her bedroom, followed by the loud roar of thunder. The digital display on her alarm clock flashed off, then on again, and then blackened, as the electrical power to her home was gone. “Oh shit”, she complained loudly to herself, again clutching the covers tightly around her body. She closed her eyes, hoping to fall into a sweet sleep until morning. Bang, then bump, then the loud clapping of thunder, jolted Anna as she lay quietly praying for sleep. The old house shuttered under the st

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I feel it creeping up in me I feel it drowning me out Feel it knocking me down and shoving me around Screaming at me Tellin me I'm outa time I don't know where to go I don't know where to run Every corner I turn there it is Staring back at me What have I done Gone and sold my soul Just to get a moments peace And now its gone Everything I loved Everything I held dear Its all going up in smoke Its all gonna disappear My skin starts to burn My eyes start to turn Everything goes black Everything goes cold Only thing left for me is fear

Fathers Day
To my husband, on this day of great importants... you have worked hard your whole life and now you have four beautiful kids to prove you are the best father around, may you always remeber how much they love you and need you even in bad times or good times.

K This Is What Were For
well guy's never got early enough notification on this,guess the leader's of the bombsquad forgot about us lol...tweety do your magic hun and we all go and git-r-done...first test run ya'll,let's show why we are here!

My Special Friend
This was wrote For candygirl Uk as as been an Amazing friend MY Special Friend Since my mum passed away I felt so empty every day My heart is numb And I feel Blue I dont know just what to do But you came and pass my way You come and talk to me every day You make me laugh and that is true So here is what I say to you A true friend you have been to me And to me you are never mean So to you I will be a friend One who you can depend If your day is going bad And there are things making you mad Then I will see what I can do To make you laugh or howl too

Happy Fathers Day !!!!!
Hello to all of the Fathers out there in cherry tap land. just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and hope you have an awesome day. My father is deceased so I can celebrate his life while he was here, Going to have a little celebration in his honor. I had a plaque made for my ex from my sons, that reads. Any man that can create a child can be a father, but it takes a good man to uphold responsibility and be a daddy. Remember that ..... Love always. Lisa AkA sexual contents or Tequila muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Nightmare
Water flowing.Time cascades past my mind. The words of the preacher haunt me through the dark and starry night. Zen filled hipsters follow me through my dreams. Parading their wares to my sleeping mind. Smoke billows through the shadows in my mind. Covering all the dark places in between. I feel your hand on my throat. Wishing for the strength to end this torture. I hear you saying it will never happen again. I feel it the next night. I hear the scream within your soul. Parading the need for closure. You cause me to fall, you cause me to plummet to my death. I wake again, wishing for the dream to come true. Daylight comes. Whole again. The fears have left me once again. I walk in the rays, basking in the safety and comfort of the warmth. Stars fall. Split between heaven and hell. Fear basking in the eternal damnation of my soul. I run from the heartless in my nightmare. Realizing the Heartless, Is you.

Passion
Words fill my lips. Desire. The writhing bodies pass through the night, Following the rhythm playing the dark. Words fill my head. Flesh. Pressing and folding the bounds of pleasure, Flowing into pain, Flowing into fantasy. Words fill my manhood. Passion. Feeling the first thrust, the first penetration. Watching myself pass your lips, finding its way inside. My mind aghast with thoughts of walls pressing in, My body shaking with thoughts of where i go next. Your eyes stop me. Your lips caress me. Your body screams at me. Your sex pursue me to the gates of heaven, and follow me into hell of the end. Its stops, And my body begs for more.

Depressed
Another day of fighting, sometimes I think it would be a lil less painfull if he would up and hit me, cause man does his words pack a punch. No matter what I do I never seem to make him happy.I have put 8 yrs of my life into a relationship that was pretty much doomned from the first words *I-DO* , So many people including my parents warned me to think twice before jumping into a relationship with him. Now I regret never ever listning to my friends and my family. Now 3 kids later I am worse now then I ever was, I am stubborn and a tad bit hard headed and I dont feel that I have to give up MY home just because he wont leave. Alot of people ask me *Why do you stay*, it's simple it's my home too I may not work a full time job and get a pay check BUT I DO work, I take care the bills, the cleaning, the cooking , and raising my kids and putting up with a jerk of a husband that puts me down in a drop of a hat. And that my friend IS a full time job!

This Is How It Should Look
This is how the gif is supposed to look, but CT's file size meant I had to make it smaller and it doesn't display as it really should in the picture section. It takes a little while to load the first time.

Father's Day 06
Last Father's Day was one for the ages. Here I was ready to share my son to my family which I havn't seen in 3yrs but to much of my disliking it happen to been one of the worst day of my life. Thinking that I was going to embrace with love turns out that it was a bloodbath to me. Yelling and agrueing made Father's Day of 06 one day I wish would never happens to me. Now on this Father's Day I'm not to sure how things will turn out but as God is my witness if this Father's Day turns like last years .... well my family can forget about seeing me and my son ever again! So... to all my freinds out there don't worry about me as long I can shoot tha sh*t with yall will be cool with me! I know there's hope somewhere and this poem made my day feel somewhat speical to me...... God took the strength of a mountain The majesty of a tree The warmth of a summer sun The calm of a quiet sea The generous soul of nature The comforting arm of night The wisdom of the ages The power of t

Mystery Solved
Mystery Solved...How does the small arrow in the screen of the computer work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? Now, through the miracle of the high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens the mechanism becomes apparent. Simply move the mouse arrow over and around the center magnified area to see what is really happening beneath the surface. Go to: http://www.1-click.jp/ (Will take a few moments to load) And make sure your speakers are on.

Going For Another Surgery
well found out that i have to have another surgery. yeah great lol not!!!!!! This so just really gets me, why is that doctors cant do everything that they need to do all at one tiem and get it over with? Why do they have to put people through so much pain and dscomfort? just ranting lol has been a bad few months and i am just tired of being used for their pin cushion and practice dummy. well guess that is it for now

The Dark Corridor - Ghost Legend
The Dark Corridor The whole, frightening experience began at around 5 O’clock on the evening of the 23rd of December 1969. The chill night air was biting and the last remnants of day were creeping over the horizon. The thought of spending another night away from home, away from the comfort of the family over the festive period would be enough to fill most with melancholy and yet, here in the Wayfarer’s Inn, there was not the slightest feeling of loneliness. Quiet contentment appeared to be shared by all of the residents. Jonathan Harper was a travelling sales representative. Nothing too much could be said about him except that he gave the impression of someone uncomfortable with the thought of Christmas alone. If there were anything that left one to assume he was not part of the crowd, this would be it. Otherwise he was no different to anyone else in the inn. Outside a thick, cloying mist rolled in off the hills spreading icy tentacles across everything in its path. It wouldn’t b

Keep The Lights Off! - Ghost Legend
Keep the lights off! They say there is this problem going around. No one knows what it's called and no one knows the cure. But it always occurs with a certain someone. That certain someone is a young girl....sometimes boy...but mostly girl. And as all young girls do....it takes place at a sleep over or get together. The story I've heard about is a girl named Macy, who has her friends Lexie, Briget and Meagan over to spend the night. She gathers them into her room to tell ghost stories. But she demands they keep the light on at all times. She has this problem and knows about it from recent happenings. But yet, they finally talk her into turning the lights off. She shudders to think what is coming...but agrees. See this problem is a strange one. Whenever the lights are off......she will get uncontrollably scared..I mean screaming crying kind of scared. But when she goes to turn the lights on...the other people in the room will be standing there with empty black holes, staring at

To All My Ct Dads
What Is A Dad? A Dad is a person who is loving and kind, And often he knows what you have on your mind. He's someone who listens, suggests, and defends ~ A dad can be one of your very best friends! He's proud of your triumphs, but when things go wrong, A dad can be patient and helpful and strong In all that you do, a dad's love plays a part ~ There's always a place for him deep in your heart ~ And each year that passes, you're even more glad, More grateful and proud just to call him your dad! Thank you, Dad... for listening and caring, for giving and sharing, but, especially, for just being you! Happy Father's Day With Love

The Shadow's Edge - Ghost Legend
The Shadows Edge Every time I think of this story it still gives me the chills even after all these years. I remember that night very vividly... This happened to me about sixteen years ago right after I had gotten my drivers license and got to use my dad's car by myself for the first time. My girlfriend and I were excited to go to a dance at our high school that Saturday night - and I was more then a little nervous about driving the stick shift without Mom or Dad in the car with me as I had a habit of killing the engine when I tried to start it. It was early October, but the air was still warm and the moon was yellow and in a sickle form. There were dark storm clouds looming over the Wasatch Mountains and moving closer into the Salt Lake valley. My girlfriend and I went to the dance and had a great time - staying way into the night. When the dance was over and after everyone had been sent away by the dance/school staff we moved on. We drove around looking for some place

Auction Time
HEY PEEPS!!!!! what is new with everyone on here???? well i just wanted to inform all my friends and family that i just goty home from an auctioneers convention.. this is a place that we can get together .. the good news is that i have been invited to other auctioneer places to work with them.. i am looking so forward to this time.. this is going to help my business partner and i to help us build our own business up and start our way to a better business....when we start to have more auctions i would like to take this time and invite you to them.. i will be posting them here in this blog so everyone will know who what when aand where to be.. if you have never been to an auction i do encorage you to go to one this week or the next one...along with that i would like yto see you at one of mine... i will be working this june 30 at one in edan, nc... i will be working for another auctioneer at this one... but you still may come by just to see how it works.. along with that you may

Who Isnt
All those people who thinks the world is crazy and wrong what is it you think you know? Share it with the rest of us, cause we are all out here in htis crazy world just trying to get by maybe we all have to be a little crazy to make it today but i say isnt it more fun being jsut a little crazy? It makes the world wonder what is up.

We Survived!
Those were the days my friends, we thought they'd never end...etc. Those Born 1930-1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four fr

Fathers Day Part 2
Well my son called me and wished me happy fathers day so that made my day. But my daughter hasnt called yet but she didnt call last year either so I really don't expect a call. And my ex had to get on the phone and wish me happy fathers day. What a piece of work she is. I wanted to get my kids today but she wouldn't let me. She said that my son had a play at church to be in and I asked my son when I was on the phone how church was and about the play. He didn't know what I was talking about. Imagine that she lied to me. I find that hard to believe. She has never lied to me. (only 1,000,000 times and counting). But at least my son was thinking about me today and I guess thats all that matters.

Father I Didnt Chop Down That Cherry-tree
come to secret garden,vines starten harden,// smell roses,pull out garden hoses// just think how we fill up holes when we use that hoe// when miss stacy barber bends over and pics up her charger// billy carter starten get harder// pares and cream little -hairs on feets// larry-seen when i barried-that-seed// but igot to be honest father, i didnt chop down that cherry-tree//

Who Will
LOOK WHO WILL BE A FAN TO ME I'M LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FAN THAT WANT TO BE MY FAN I'LL DO THE SAME TO YOU IF I AM NOT ALREADY SO IF YOU WILL FAN ME I'LL BE SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEE WHO WILL BE THE FIRST TO DO SO BY THE WAY I'M NOT ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES OUT THERE I'M THE NICE ONE SO COME ON AND FAN ME THANKS AND MUCH LUV, TEDDYBEAR.

To Anyone With Children Please Read
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Inspired By A Ctfriend's Nickname
I'm reminded by Plznoexcuses' nickname... tagline... that someone thought a very important principle of moral living, of the way to treat others honorably, was the idea that one should treat other people not as means, but as ends. And not as one does objects, especially... (especially not as some people do objects. Admittedly on the other, some people treat objects better than they do people.) (I wouldn't suggest that the "Golden Rule" also is a similarly useful guideline- on the contrary really, much too full of exceptions in practice, especially when, as I tend to see, interpreted overliterally, and letter used in place of spirit.)

7 Day Blast Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST!! PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF IT FOR ME! THANKS!! THE SEXIEST CHERRY ON CT CONTEST. THE CONTEST WILL START AT TODAY THE 17TH OF JUNE AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT AND IT WILL END ON JUNE 24TH AT: 5 PM PST 7 PM CST 8 PM EST 1 AM UKT 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH VIC 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST THE RULES ARE: 1~NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED 2~SELF COMMENTING AND COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 3~GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST (IN A BETTER WORD- NO DRAMA)

How Would You React
MY GIRLFRIENDS GOD SON GOT KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.HE WAS SEVEN,TOO YOUNG.I DIDNT KNOW HIM OR HIS MOTHER BUT I KNOW MY GIRL NEEDS SUPPORT TOO. SO SHOULD I GO WITH HER TO THE FUNERAL OR LET HER GO BY HERSELF. I WANT TO GO TO SHOW HER SUPPORT AND HELP HER THROUGH IT. WHAT SHOULD I DO?

For You
The night shades the tears in your eyes It hides the fear only I can see You couldn’t bear to look him in the eyes His words bruised your soul, left you broken Left to wither in the cold Burn the walls down and let me in Warm yourself next to my fire Dip your heart in my love to coat it from the fall I know your fears, but you do not disappoint And I surely know the love you give me For it is returned ten fold Lie in roses while I save you from the thorns And let us create a home of beauty Filled with the laughter in our hearts Warmth from our gentle caress And Love from the very depths of us

Take Your Survey And Shove It Up Your Ass
I just made it 20% through one of the stupid things just to tell me I don't qualify anymore because I don't buy chicken from fast food places. What a waste of time. Pre-qualified? You can take your surveys and shove them up your ass!

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Jeff
Ok, so people seem surprised sometimes when they start to get to know me.... So in lieu of this, I've decided to give a small run down of .. me.. ________________ So, I'm 23. I was born in Henderson, NV. Right outside of Las Vegas. I don't remember my biological father. All I know about him is that his name is Enrique "Rick" DeLaCruz. He was a graphic artist for the road dept. He is hispanic. I feel that I missed out on that part of my heritage, but there is nothing I can do about it now. No I don't hablan espanol. I failled spanish l three years in a row. Vegas and Florida were my homes for a couple years. I've lived in trailer before. I sleep walked to a convenience store once when I was 3-4. I've lived in 3 states, KY, FL, and NV. I've never lived in the same house for more than a year. (this always shocks people i don't know why. I can't imagine what it would be like to grow up in a house, have a room that was mine for years and years. Fe

The Things You Taught Me I Will Always Know(happy Fathers Day)
The things you taught me I will always know. How could I not? The roots have sunk so deep: All lessons of the heart that I will keep No matter who I am or where I go. Kids learn from what their parents are, and so You are my book of life, the thoughts I reap; Only in your arms I quiet sleep; Under my words your voice sings soft and slow. From you I learned the rules of right and wrong Against which I at times had to rebel, Though with regret I carry with me still. How lucky I am to have been loved so well, Even as I pushed against your will, Relying on a father fair and strong. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We may not shower him with praise Nor mention his name in song, And sometimes it seems that we forget The joy he spreads as he goes along, But it doesn’t mean that we don’t know The wonderful role that he has had. And away down deep in every heart There’s a place that is just for Dad.....

Become Familiar With How You Think
You attract what you are willing to accept. And you are willing to accept that with which you are the most familiar. You are the most familiar with the things upon which you focus the energy of your thoughts. So where are you directing those thoughts in this moment? Are your thoughts filled with worry about what you do not want? Then you'll soon grow to accept those undesirable things as inevitable, and attract them into your life. Instead, fill your thoughts with eager anticipation for the good and desirable things you know are possible. That will open you to accept those blessings, and they will then flow into your life. Through your thoughts you become familiar with life's various possibilities. Through your thoughts you convince yourself to accept and embrace certain specific possibilities. With your thoughts, become intimately familiar with the exact details of the life you wish to lead. And those details will surely assemble themselves into the meaningful life you se

So
yesterday i was at the NVS FTB concert, great show, but i met this woman there mainly had to help her out cause of some jackass completely all over her and she asked for my help, well she called me this morning and is wanting to hang out but she doesn't have the time and i don't have the money, blah this is soooooo fun.

Most People Don't Know This....
But I write poetry to get things out in the open.....this is a random selection of my poems. if you'd like to see more go to http://PostPoems.com/members/colocntrygrl27 My Two Best Friends two people that mean the world to me one who knows that I would die for her and one that would die for me I tell them I love them I think they don't understand never in my life did I care so much they are my world they can make me smile or make me cry closer to me then my family the ones I turn to for most of my needs they always come through when I need it most I pray every night that they never go away I would be lost without them left in a world that can be so cold and harsh they are my light that keeps me sane my two best friends without them life wouldn't be the same

The Bellybutton Explination
Ok I've seen the few comments under the pic, been asked a lot in the shoutbox and messages so here it goes. The reason why at almost 28 years of age I don't have a bellybutton. The simple answer is surgery but not everyone is satisfied with that answer so here goes the long answer. I was born with what at the time was a rare liver condition called Hemangioendothelioma...yes I know really long word that means tumors on the liver. Apparently since I've grown older its become more common though. Anyways I spent these tumors on my liver caused me to become really round.. at one point I was like 38 inches around at my waist and like 31 inches tall. Ya know come to think of it I don't think I'm 38 inches around my waist now.. damn I was a fat baby.. there are pics somewhere if I can track em down and scan em I'll post em. My nickname during this time period was the Weeble.. cause weebles wobble but they don't fall down, dear god I hope at least 90% of my readers get that reference.

Work So Hard
I work so hard to do my art work and make my music. I know I am gullable when it comes to sociability. I try and be myself which happens to be too nice alot of the time. But I also have that bitch in me that tries so hard not to get ran over or taken advantage of also. Nothing irritates me more than liars and dishonorable people. Why has honor and moraility become a bad thing to people. Everyone is in such a hurry to be something they are not, get attention from any source and or anyway they can, and willing and ready to destroy or mock which they themselves want. I don't mean this blog to be a poor me type of thing. Just irritated that people are so ready to take from me, show love and support to turn and ready to take that jagged knife called friendship to my back. But on a second note to those who know when to drop the act, be themselves, do what they are best at and not worry about proving themsevles, those who live by the honor which has been given and practice t

2 Tough Questions..
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally challenged, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice?

And Fuck You Very Much
so i am sitting here on a boring sunday night kinda reading an kinda watching my lounge with my old man on air, good old normal ole life. when low and behold my ex bestfriend IM's me. says "did you move yet?" and i says "why?" and he says to me " jus didnt want to run into you at a bar or something downtown." so i reply with "dont worry you wont." he just got out of jail. now he was mad at me abd ended our friendship before he went in because i found someone who makes me happy enough that id move clear acrossed the country for. i love how they throw the word bestfriend around and try to dictate your life. fuckin awesome. i ended up telling him hes not my fuckin dad and he told me to grow up and then welcomed me to the iggy bin. gawd i am glad we were close. i love the way life is full of pretend fuckin ppl who use and use and use. i used to take him to the bar with me abd blow 100.00$ on fuckin 2 dollar beers in one night on just me and him. ofcourse now that i dont do that and my att

Im His Lil One!
i awake to His hands around my neck and looking straight though me. i know He loves me and he knows ill never leave. His touch so warming His lips so soft and sweet. i give my all and do my best just to lay at His Feet. He tells me im a good girl and tells me im so sweet.He lets me know im wanted by His side for everyone one to see. i need Him and He needs me together We/we are free. i need other no ther will do i need His touch i need Him here with me. With His guidence His wisdom His ever loving touch. i shall reach for that desire that pain i need it so very much. i await for Him by the door as He comes home late from his troublesome day. im kneeling there a lil cold but here is were ill stay. He see me there and smiles and says "I have missed my lil one" "My day was rough and work was hard but now the day is done. He takes me in his loving arms and to the shower we go. i wash Him clean and dry him well and on my knees i go. i take him in and

What Goes Around, Comes Around!
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire; but for an old lady, that was bad enough Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, s

.wickedly.delightful.children.and.other.such.nonsense.
wow. i thought *i* was mean...but no see. im sittin here with my oldest kid... n we're watchin a video...n so i clicked the 'im bored' thingie...n we're lookin at pix right? right. she's all... 'ewww he's ugly' 'she's fat n blurry' 'hello...turn the camera right side up' 'whats with those teeth' 'uhh what is wrong with her face' 'omg! omg! he looks like a monkey! with a beard! omg! *giggle fit*' 'he's holding a gun, why doesnt he shoot somebody...like himself' '*gag* im gonna die! im gonna gag im gonna gag! im gonna die! *gags more* god his mustache is *gag*' 'she's touching herself' (me - she's touching her hair) 'her other hand isnt up there' 'well...he's not fat' 'he's old! with long hair! thats yellow and orange and ew!' 'what is she...touching' (me - i dont think i want to know) 'why does everybody take their pictures sideways? she looks drunk' 'she looks like a boy...that turned into a woman' 'her cheeks are huge! her hair is puffy...and she's ugly' 'nob

Good Monday Morning To Ya..
Good Morning and hello there and how’ ya doin? I am fine and survived the long, long weekend. The cubs game was great, too many beers, but I did enjoy the game. Then Friday the fund raising golf outing found our team in the winners circle…whoopee and happy day…starting that day one eye open and one eye closed must have been the secret as I played very well and helped pole-vault us to a huge -16 under par yeah baby! So that was fun, Saturday found me attending the last Grad parties of the season, thank the maker there, I was running out of money…Sunday and fathers day found me doing nothing but relaxing and being waited on by the gals…that was a great day. I did find some not ready for prime time criminal stories that are too cute not to post, here they are: Not Ready for Prime Time: Lolita Bullock turned herself in to sheriff's deputies in Jacksonville, N.C., in May, confessing to robbing a Bank of America a week earlier. She then immediately requested the "crime stoppers" reward mon

Karma & Downraters
As much of a shock it is to be rated a 1, I've decided to actively keep my usage of CT in perspective. Rather than return fire & rate a downrater's pics all 1s, I go to their page and rate them a 10. Already I've had a user (Green420Smoke http://www.cherrytap.com/user/952589 , if you're curious) swear at me after my olive-branch gesture, so rather than getting riled up about it, I've simply blocked him, and will do so to anyone else who takes CT too seriously and feels the need to harass me. I've already forgotten his exact wording, and it feels pretty good. I noticed that he's new to the site, and didn't have any fans yet. With habits like that, it doesn't surprise me. Remember, folks, CT is supposed to be fun.

I Am Sick Of The Haters!!!
This pisses me off! Looks like another one of my favorite people is leaving CT because of Haters. This will be the second person I lost off my Family list. It just makes me sad that there are people out there that just find the need to create so much e-drama! Why can't people just live and let live. If you don't like someone's pictures, or blogs or MuMMs, then jusst don't read them!!! Is that so hard to do? And then another one of my favorite people has a hater that doesn't have balls enough to identify themself. They leave comments and messages about this person, but don't say who they are and why they feel the need to go on a Hater campaign. So much for embracing diversity I guess. Most of the people I have accepted as friends here are completely different from me about a lot of things - lifestyle, beliefs, etc. And I like it that way! Too bad others can see the pleasure in getting to know different people.

Broken
There is a red bloodstain Down my left wrist A sharp razorblade In my right hand I regret what I've done But it felt so good All my pains Melted away With just one little cut Just dripped away right down my left wrist I feel relieved There's no more pain I try to hide All my shame With my old gray sweater And my new black coat Someone grabs my wrist I flinch in pain So much trouble Over a little blood I try to stop I'm not astonished to discover I can't stop I'm addicted I need help! I'm just so afraid to ask Will you think less of me If you know You call yourself a friend And yet I am shunned I tell you my troubles You push me away tears refuse to fall I am just too stubborn I can no longer feel at all I retreat away With my little silver blade A few more cuts A little more pain It's all worth it There's enough blood To take my troubles away right down my left wrist If only you knew how I felt you'd understand my pain No one will ever know

Camera
so I got up this morning and I was going to take a picture of my new hair color.. and I went to to turn it on with rechargeable batteries that were fully charged and my camera won't come on. :( I've only had it for 11 months. I guess I gotta buy a new one.. so I won't have any new pictures for awhile.. lame.

Update On Kaleb. June 17, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007 Kaleb Today Kaleb had a good day today. He has been kind of sleepy but is still reacting to our voices. We got to the hospital a little bit later today because we went and had a Father's Day Lunch with my whole family. I am exhausted now!!!!! They lowered his feeds today to see way he continues to throw up. He also has a little bit of a rash on his forehead now. He is maintaining his body tempeture too!! I gave Josh a card with Kaleb's handprint in it for Father's Day. Josh loved it. Kaleb also got him World's Best Daddy T shirts too. Josh is wearing one right now. I love how Josh is so faithful and how much he believes that Kaleb will be alright. He doesn't even have to say it, I see it in his eyes. It makes me fall in love with him all over again. Kaleb is strong just like he is and he couldn't have a Better Daddy. I want to say thank you for all of the cards, letters and gifts for Kaleb from everyone!!! Almost all of his walls are cov

Fuck
i dont usually post blogs and shit but i need to say this. i've known dave for 4 years now, hes an awesome bloke. he promotes metal bands, puts on gigs. that is until now. hes just up and disappeared. he told someone that he will no longer promote gigs/bands, and to delete the 2 metal forums he is the moderator for. he was supposed to be interviewed on the radio tonite, and never showed. hes not answering his phone. we are all worried about him.

Sexy State Of Mind
I'M IN A SEXY STATE OF MIND I'M NOT WHAT YOU CALL THE AVERAGE KIND. I'M A WOMAN OF CURVES I'M A WOMAN OF SIZE I HAVE MORE THAN MOST HAVE GOT THOSE WHO SNICKER AND POINT IN JEST FEAR ME, I'M NOT THE ORDINARY QUEST. I'M IN A SEXY STATE OF MIND MY BUXOM BEAUTY, MAY SEEM TOO BOLD. UNWRAP THE PACKAGE, AND I WILL TREAT YOU LIKE GOLD. I'M A WOMAN OF CURVES, I'M A WOMAN OF SIZE I'M NOT A WOMAN FOR THE AVERAGE GUYS. I'M IN A SEXY STATE OF MIND IT TAKES AN EXTRAORDINARY MAN TO BE MY FAN IT TAKES AN EXTRAORDINARY GUY TO CATCH THIS WOMEN'S EYE. I'M A WOMAN OF CURVES I'M A WOMAN OF SIZE I'M SASSY AND SWEET I TEND TO THINK I'M RATHER NEAT. I'M IN A SEXY STATE OF MIND I'LL KNOCK YOUR SOCKS OFF I WILL MAKE YOU DROOL IF YOU JUDGE I WILL HAVE YOU FEELING LIKE A FOOL. I'M A WOMAN OF CURVES I'M A WOMAN OF SIZE I'M IN A SEXY STATE OF MIND Author Unknown

Dancing Barfoot
She is benediction - she is addicted to thee She is the root connection - she is connecting with thee She is sublimation - she is the essence of thee She is concentrating on he, chosen she I'm dancing barefoot, heading for a spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine She is recreation - she's intoxicated by thee She has the slow sensation that he is levitating with she Here I go, well I don't know why I float so ceaselessly Could it be he's taken over me I'm dancing barefoot, in mid-air I spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine I'm dancing barefoot, heading for a spin Some strange music draws me in Makes me come on like some heroine

I Neeeed It!!!!!!
I've decided to create a Grill album. Just random pics of people with "Grill". I'd love all of your help in filling the album. So send me a pic of your best Grill (actual or imitation). This is not a contest, its just for fun. Let's see who has a sense of humor.

Hickies.
Why are guys so dumb when it comes to hickey placement? they just HAVE to leave their mark in the most visible spot on ur neck/chest. like... OBVIOUSLY it's gon be seen there! cuz it's in the middle of june, friggin 32 degrees outside n i aint gon be coverin myself up in no turtle neck in this boiling weather! It's like dey gotta mark their territory or sumthin. like they WANT it them love bites to be seen. so dat when other guys see them, they'll thnk to themselves, "dang! dat bitch's taken." lols.. k blah.. despite my rant above tho, there's something so silly/highschool-like about hickies that excite me! kinda like when ur guy manually stimulates u thru ur clothing... it's such a tease! especially since the hickey has such an animalistic connotaion to it! maybe it's the submissive asian side of me, but regardless of the fact dat whenever i sport a hickey, i avoid eye contact with people n when ppo notice, i look down n blush a little... it kinda makes me go *teehee* on t

R.i.p. Billy Pittman My Best Friend!
Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard to keep the bike up. They

Today's Horoscope
Boy did THIS hit the nail on the head. Geeze. . . A hidden need for something different and exciting might make you crabbier than you actually are. You need glamour, romance, excitement. The stars say all of that is within your grasp -- you just have to reach for it.

Friday
So after my sister got out of work Friday we decided to go shopping. It was when we reached our destination that I realized I'm only like shopping when it's designer. (I REALLY hate shopping) but when I saw all the designers stores, I made a beeline for Ralph Lauren and tore that store up for my father for Father's Day. She thought it was funny because she had to haul me out because I wanted to keep buying.

Cat And Mouse
~ The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ~ Softly we tremble tonight, picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in site, I said I'd never leave you'll never change I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life. Am I supposed to be happy? With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. Am I supposed to be happy? With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. You said, you said that you would die for me…. We made plans to grow old, believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told. Lost in a simple game cat and mouse are we the same people as before this came to light? Am I supposed to be happy? with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. Am I supposed to be happy? with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. You said, you said that you would die for me… You must live for me too'... For me too...yeah, yeah… You said that you would die for me… Am I supposed to be happy? with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price. Am I supposed to be happy? wi

Eternity
Eternity flows through satin sheets while a simple soul, whispers so sweet Binding the hearts in erotic bliss securities blanket wrapped in a kiss Shawdows from the past fade away Consumed by the future, found this day.

Chris And I
Okay, many of you know that I have a boyfriend I don't much talk about. Well it's time to let the cat out of the bag for those of you who did NOT know. I am taken and we are trying to work things out...He's asked me to marry him. I haven't told him a direct answer yet and I told him I didn't want to rush into things...So, yes, we're engaged for the time being with no infinate date set because who knows which way things could go. If this is bothersome to you sorry. If this upsets you, sorry. This is my life, my kids life, and all 5 of our lives.

About Me..
About me..Part one growing up was for real fucked up and it was all i had though..at the time weather it was bad ...or good....or the in betweens... my parents.. i loved my mother as i loved my father.. i thought she was was like a mom anyone would probably think of there mother.. I realized later..as i grew she played favorites ...she played all...she was good at it she never showed true feelings of love by hugging or saying I love you but my dad told me once when i was growing up, i love you..and b4 he died ( which i seen happen) I hate those visions that still linger ... as i went threw a period of a messed up adult decisions i had to make he was there. anyways.. im telling you things of how i seen it things growing up..and how i think about things now .. what happened till there end ..this is me..and i dont talk about certain other things.. not that i cant its cuz i wont ..its cuz its personal..but what i said so far is really me.. like me or not..i am who i say i am.. look for me.

A Shout Out 2 My New Friends!
HEY YA'LL! I JUST THOUGHT I WOULD TAKE A SEC & WRITE DOWN A FEW THINGS ABOUT THE FRIENDS I'M MAKING ON CHERRT TAP:) WHEN I CAME ON HERE, I FOUND A FRIEND I ALREADY HAVE. HIS NAME IS JEFF,(AKA)MR RIGHT NOW 68. 4 THOSE OF YA'LL WHO DON'T KNOW HIM LET ME TELL YA'LL. HE IS VERY KIND & SWEET. AND SOME WHAT OF A PERV. LOL. BUT AIN'T WE ALL:p AND YES LADIES, HE IS AS GOOD LOOKING IN PERSON AS IN HIS PICS. JEFF HONEY, MUCH LUV! THEN 4 MY NEW FRIENDS, MAMA T, I KNOW WE ONLY CHATTED ONCE, BUT THE WONDERFULL PERSON U R SHINED THREW. THANK U 4 THE ADVICE:)BEN O2, U HAVE BECOME A GOOD FRIEND THREW OUR MANY CHATS:) HUGS & KISSES! FLEXLUTHERJR, U HAVE AN AMAZING TALENT WITH WORDS. AND U KNOW IT:)LOL. SOUTHERNGIRL, HONEY WE R SO MUCH ALIKE, IT'S SCARY. LOL. BUT I LOOK 4WARD 2 GETTING 2 KNOW U BETTER:) AND, JOINING THE ARMY, THANK U SO MUCH 4 MAKING ME FEEL WELCOMED, WHEN I FIRST GOT ON HERE:) WASTED BREATH, WHAT CAN I REALLY SAY ABOUT U? LOL. MAYBE THAT U R A VERY SEXY & CARING MAN. I LOOK 4WARD 2 GET

Omg! Hippi!
Okay, first of all, if you are a hippi hater may you be ashamed of yourself. Even though they are stoners, they kick ass. They always just want peace. But all the people who have their mind set, telling themselves Hippis are just stupid stoners, they need to rethink that. Have you ever actually talked to one? And if so, did you even listen to what they had to say? They have alot of good ideas. Such as environmental movements, and how we can keep the world and ourselves happy. And no, if you are a hippi you don't HAVE to be a vegetarian. Just most are. I mean I like meat and I could be a Hippi (a shmexy one at that lol) So just keep the peace. Today i actually got to talk to a guy that was a Hippi, but he was 15, so i thought, "Well this guy can't know much about Woodstock and all the movents that went on in the 70's throught the 90's because that's what we were discussing. And he actually suprised me. It seems he's done alot of research and he knew people that lived through those times

Fetishfoodflirt.
FLIRTING DO YOU REALLY THINK IT IS HORRIBLE TO FLIRT WHEN YOU HAVE A PARTNER? HOW IS IT THAT THIS GENERATION IS SO SEX DRIVEN YET WE ALL STILL CONSIDER CHEATING CHEATING? I MYSELF CONSIDER IT CHEATING WHEN YOU DO THINGS WITHOUT YOUR OTHER HALF KNOWING. I HAVE MULTIPLE GIRLFRIENDS. AND MY BOYFRIEND IS FINE WITH THAT. REALLY ONE PARTNER IS JUST BORING. INTENSIFYING A REALTIONSHIP ISN'T ALWAYS GOING TO THE LOCAL PORN STORE AND BUYING HANDCUFFS. IT IS MUCH MORE THAN THAT. IT CAN INCLUDE THINGS LIKE FOOD, TOYS, OR EVEN MY FAVORITE OTHER PEOPLE. I LIKE TO EAT BLUEBERRIES OUT OF HIS HANDS. I LIKE TO COVER HER IN HONEY AND POWDERED SUGAR. MY TOES ARE REALLY BUBBLY AND SHE LIKES TO PUT ME IN ANKLE CUFFS. MY FAVORITE TOYS ARE JELLY TOYS... THEY AREN'T TOO FIRM AND STILL HOLD SHAPE WELL..ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE INSIDE OF ME. ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS TO DO IS FOOTJOBS. BUT I HAVE TO ADMIT IT IS REALLY A WORKOUT ;) BI TRUTH YES ALOT OF GIRLS SAY THEY ARE BISEXUAL BECA

Confessions Of A Liar
Confessions of a Liar Looking, I see reminders, Reminders of things long past, Reminders of us. I try to block the memories, But it's hard to ignore the loss of... Such a wonderful person. So I say I don't care, Because sometimes caring, Does more harm than good. I say I don't care, Because it's the hard way out, Disguised as the easy way out. If I don't care, Then I don't have to deal with it, But if I don't care, why do I feel this way? You broke your promises, And for that you are a liar, But I'm also a liar for lying to myself. I want you back, But wanting you and not having you is worse than anything, So I try not to want you. But it doesn't work, Because my love was true love... True love never dies, it just hides. So I can lie to myself, And I can lie to you too, But I guess that it makes me no better than you. So when I act like I don't care, Remember t

Lonely
SITTING HERE WANDERING WHY LOVE IS HARD TO FIND?!? WANDERING WHY I CANT FIND IT?!?WANDERING IF ITS EVEN WORTH FINDING?!? ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IM STARTING TO ABOUT NEVER GIVING MY HEART TO NO GUY ANYMORE BECAUSE IM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING HURT AND HAVING MY HEART STOMPED ON AND OUT RIPPED OUT!

Howdy
So I have been sitting here thinkin today, and I was trying to figure out what it is I am doing wrong in all my relationships. See I have been cheated on by about 90% of the women I have dated. I dont think I am to bad looking, I am respectful, I do the right things and say the right things. So why is it that I constantly get hurt and treated like crap? I know all the ladies who actually read this will say something like, oh its was them not you, but that cant be true since I am the common factor in all of these scenarios. So I ask all of my friends, why do you think someone would cheat on me? Yes I want honest opinions, because without honesty how I am supposed to make any new relationship work?

It Dosent Get Any Fucking Dumber Then This
The National Organization for Women (NOW) and other women advocacy groups have filed suit against the Bush Administration seeking to abolish Fathers Day. During a press conference held after the filing of the lawsuit, Kim Gandy of NOW said, "the day clearly indicates that it is meant to recognize only fathers." The American Civil Liberties Union, filing on behalf of the organizations said the day runs afoul of equal protection and Title IX provisions and should be abolished because it is discriminatory against women. "It is time to move beyond the pattern male discrimination against women so prevalent in the home and the workplace," according to a press release. It wasn't solely the discriminatory aspects of Fathers Day that had the groups aroused, but the fact that Fathers are chiefly responsible for domestic violence, childhood sexual abuse, and are often negligent of their children. Many fail to make their child support payments in a timely fashion, if they make them at all. T

Morph Contest
Ok, to all the people who like my morphs, or just are bored and want to help out a friend, I have entered the morph I did of one of my good friends into a best morph contest, bomb the hell out of it people...:D When I last looked I was 700 out of first place, but they are a big family, so I'm really surprised it's going this good and I honestly appreciate every bit of help that has been sent my way, thank you. If there is ever anything I can do to repay it, just let me know and if it's in my power, then it's yours. Love all of you, you are all great, and thank you for your support.

A Man And A Woman
A man and a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a Transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly.... he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold. " "I have a better idea, " she replied. " Just for tonight, let's just pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea! " he exclaimed. "Good, " she replied... " Get your own fucking blanket. " After a stunned moment of silence, he farted

Who I Would Like To Meet :::
"I take everyone that I meet and learn from them. Everyone has something to teach you whether its about yourself, or people, or just life in general. All you have to do is listen." -.Charlie.

Chaos
Going crazy Perception's hazy Nothing makes sense Nerves are tense Head is spinning Confusion is winning Told the truth What more could I do But it wasn't enough I just want your love Unbearable pain Going insane Efforts in vain Done with this game If you want me You know where I will be Hands are tied Now I cry Heart going numb My senses struck dumb Hope you had fun Congratulations you won Can't think anymore Hearts' on the floor Kick it around It won't make a sound It will take your beating Never retreating For the sake of dedication At the risk of desecration I have become lost In all this chaos

We As A People
Society in this day of age is that of a double edged sword we ask and plead for peace but we demand retrobutions, we plea for understanding but we demand for control but we dont share that control equally so can you see the problem we all make and thats the leason we all must learn to learn how to bend.

With This Ring
With this ring I thee wed At least those were the words that were said Till death do us part But we never got that far I promised you the rest of my life But now I sleep alone at night You made vows that were so hollow But if you ceased to exist, I'd soon follow My life was complete when we said I do How could you so easily say we are through You walk away with such ease Yet I barely have the strength to breathe You defiled everything With this ring

Im Alone
Here I walk alone on this dark, cold and scary path. What a silly stupid little girl, i thought we would last. I waited, i wondered, I cried, I fell apart inside and never let it show. Im not sure what went wrong, Im heart broken, Im not sure i want to know. I gave You everything, I tried to be strong. I gave my love while you gave me hope. I look back and no regrets of us i swear. Im sorry for not being there. You needed me and i back away, you wanted me yet i was afraid to stay. Im not good at this hole relationship thing, i have never felt so unsure Im scared to walk in this dark, im scared now of all the pain u have endured. Im not saying i didnt try or the words i said were fake. Im saying im sorry , sorry for being your mistake. ill leave you now with many hopes, happiness and beautiful dreams for you I leave knowing that till the end of time Ill always wish id be beside you. My rock, my life my love my dream, This is always so f**ked up for me T

You Know You Are From Alabama When...
*I identify with too much of this. lol* You have a party or a barbeque whenever Alabama plays Auburn in football. You go to Gulf Shores every summer. You call the Atlanta Braves baseball team "us" like they're actually from Alabama. You would much rather visit Florida than California. You don't "take", you "carry" or "tote"... as in "You want me to carry you down to the 7-11?" A soft drink isn't soda, cola, or pop, it's Coke. You call it a "buggy" and not a shopping cart. You've said "fixin' to," "might could," or "usetacould" during the last week. Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. You know the meaning of the phrase "Fobbed again." You can properly pronounce Arab, Eufaula, Opelika, Loachapoka, Bayou La Batre, and Oneonta. You know exactly what chitlins and mountain oysters are, and you know someone who eats them anyway. You think that people who complain about the humidity in other states are s

You Cant Find Me!!
You cant find me im that hole in your heart the emptiness in the air im the chill you get when no ones there you cant find me because i am no where to be seen im the dark during the day, the clouds at night im that urge to run im the pain u run from you cant find me cuz i am nowhere to be seen Im the darkness that covers you in bed while u sleep at night im the reason u scream in fear all through the night you cant find me because i am no were to be seen You can not see me but u know im there you cry and wish for me to disappear But this thing u run from is none other then you your fear your dreams its all you u cant find me im no where to be seen u are your pain you are your fears run run away so no one can hear u cant find be because im no where to be seen

Friends?
OK. I repost bulletins, put up nice ones to Mothers, Fathers, and other things like that. Rarely are mine read. I am beginning to think that my so-called "friends" in my network are not really as such. I rate people and am VERY nice about it all. Some are super nice back, but most are really kinda not. Am I hideous? I didn't think so. Always been told I was on the prettier side. So I know I'm not too bad to look at. And I know I am a nice person. Just confused about it all. I read other people's bulletins. Even comment when I can, repost if I agree, or if I think it is fun. I stopped doing Mumms when I was responded to very rudely. I was having fun with them until then. And I really liked the points. I have always been a nice person and thought the best of everyone. I know there are mean people out there, but why? I never rate below a 10, yet other's do. Is that necessary? I have fun on here. And others try to make it not fun. I don't live in a fantasy

Stand Back Up
Stand Back Up Sugarland Go ahead and take your best shot, Let 'er rip, give it all you've got, I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before, I may stumble, yeah I might fall, Only human aren't we all? I might lose my way, but hear me when i say, I will stand back up, Youll know just the moment when ive have enough, Sometimes im afraid, and i dont feel that tough, But I'll stand back up, I've been beaten up and bruised, I've been kicked right off my shoes, Been down on my knees more times than youd believe, When the darkness tries to get me, Theres a light that just wont let me, It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes, But I'll stand back up, I've weathered all these stroms, But i just turn them into wind, so i can fly, What dont kill you makes you stronger, When I take my last breath, Thats when I'll just give up, So, go ahead to take your best shot, Let 'er rip, give it all you've got, You might win this round but you cant keep

Once And Always An Adict
Once and always an addict There is a place were I must go to This place full of pain and suffering I have been many times before I do not like this place but I must go there to keep my sanity In this place of pain and suffering all my friends long past will meet me It is a dark place full of anguish and dispair. I have seen to much hardship on the faces of those that have travelled there Always searching longingly for the light that is not there For some there is no way out, for others it is a last stop but at no time is it home Only those that have ventured there will know were it is It is an evil place , please do not search it out There is no good to come of this place. It hides under many faces , uses many ways to draw you in but always leaves you burned and scared This place is the mind of an addict, and only those who have seen the beast that sits at the gates of this place will know the meaning of my words .

Deleting My Account
I've decided to delete my account. Nothing against anyone on here, in fact I've met alot of wonderful people on here. I'm just bored with the site and find no entertainment from it anymore. If anyone on here wants to reach me I still have: Myspace.com: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=24984602 Myyearbook.com: http://www.myyearbook.com/index.php?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGU= yahoo IM: satyredge@yahoo.com thanks and hope to hear from, if not all, then some of you

The Dress
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law laying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for Mike to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "Mike loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end. He can't get enough of me." The mother-in-law left. When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her laying there so provocatively

+be Warned : Survey.....
....copied and pasted from this lovely mulatto dame : HardyHarHarmony@ CherryTAP I'm bored as Hell. So here I go : Name: Witch Of Venice Single or Taken: Taken Siblings: older brother Eye color: green. shoe size: 7 1/2 flats, 8 heels Height: I dunno....ungracefully short as hell. What are you wearing right now? empire waisted peasant top with these awesome puff sleeves, skinny jeans and my thong sandals with the studs on the straps. FAVORITES Kind of pants: Denim, low-rise MUST HAVE POCKETS ON THE BACK! Number: 10 animal: dolphins Drink(non alcoholic): Coca-Cola...but I can't drink it. Drink(ALCOHOLIC): Witch Of Venice Sport : Swimming Month: yeah, October. Juice: Tangerine Favorite cartoon/anime character: Trianna Orpheus --------------------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... Given anyone a bath: yes. Bungee Jumped?: FVCK no. Made yourself throw-up?: Yeah Gone skinny dipping?: Yes Eaten

Freedom
Chasing the memory froze in my mind of waterfalls and romance I left behind Seeking a time where honesty laid beckoning forgiveness, of the love that was made Regrets seem controlling of another time where I was an angel, and freedom was mine.