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what ever you all do when you look at my pictures i realy dont want to know love you all thanks your all awsome
Getting Stuffed
Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in t he study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need to push the Coke aside so that I d
A Night Out
I wrote this a while back.. enjoy!! leave a comment if you like it.. so i will know to keep posting them After a hard week at home I decided to go out for a drink with a cpl of friends. I danced and had a great time laughing and flirting...I met a great looking guy, very sweet and he made me smile. After having a few too many drinks we thought to go get some breakfast. we talked about everything from the weather to football. I thought it would be a smart thing to tell him that I am married.. I told him that I have a wonderful husband and 3 beautiful kids at home.. He then asked me what I was doing out and did my husband know where I was I told him that I had called alfonso and informed him of my whereabouts. I reassured him that he was okay with where I was. and said that if I was gonna be out all night to let him know where I would be just so he would know.. That eased my new friends mind, because the next question was could we go to another bar and get a room after. I said yes and w
When It Rains, It Pours...
More news in the world of the husband of Cheaty McCheater:1)  Okay.  I keep forgetting all the shit I have to put up with when my current wife cheats on me.For example, Saturday we went to Wal-Mart.  (I was going to get my ears pierced, but the people who do that weren't there, but that has little to do with the story.)As we were getting groceries, we heard giggling behind us.  Two girls in a larger group of girls told my wife hi and then continued on.It turned out that they are related to The Other Guy.  (Kind of like Dark Helmet's father's brother's nephew's cousin's former roommate.I forgot exactly how much I hated meeting the other people involved in this crap.  It makes me scared to even go out with her.What makes it worse is The Other Guy was there too.  He said he waved to her, but she says she didn't see him.2)  Friday (I know it came before Saturday, but Saturday's thing was more important), I finally decided I had to tell my current wife that, as of right now, I don't love he
Just My Life
I keep getting requests as to why I am single or where is my kids father. Well heres the story. My ex and I got together when I was 17, we got pregnant with our daughter when she was 6 months old we decided to get married. We were happy then. We had our second child and things started going down hill. We separated and I filed for divorce. We wanted our relationship to work so we got back together but we were buy this time already divorced. We didn't want to get remarried because we had issues that needed to be worked out first. Well our 3rd child came along and things were not getting better they were getting worse and worse. We finally officially seperated on New Years Eve of 2005. So now I am happy without him. My life is going good with the job I picked and the things that I am working towards. So to answer those questions I have received: I am divorced, 3 kids, I work for the Knoxville Police Department as a Police Officer Recruit (I graduate July 6 as a sworn officer)
So Much Fun
As I sit here at the bar thinking of all the things I wanna do and want done to me, I see HIM come in the door. He is so good looking. He looks great in those tight jeans and White shirt. Cowboy hat and boots.. Damn I get wet just at the very sight of him. He doesnt know I am here, he doesnt know who I am, but I have been coming in here every weekend just to see him. Tonight will be different, tonight he will know me in more ways than one. He says hi to all his friends and starts to make his way to the bar. I feel a tingle inside me as he gets closer... he orders his beer, and I sip on my drink. I see him looking at me and just smile at him. I heard him say Howdy Little lady.. lol . I smile at him and say hi. He comes over to where I am and says, I was hoping you were gonna be here tonight. I think to myself... I was hoping the same thing. I can smell him and he smells so good. I get the nerve to ask him if he would like to sit with me. He says, I thought you'd never ask. Our conversa
World Of Misery
Follow me to my world of misery A place I often visit The home where my soul resides This is my place of inspiration The place where most emotions take me It takes me thru the wheels of confusion It’s a never-ending valley of wretchedness It’s covered with dark skies and clouds of grey It’s a constant reminder of all I’ve lived It provides a constant vision of all pain that has happened and is to come It’s a constant reminder of the love I shall never possess It provides a constant vision of sorrow I pray never happens There’s much more than words can express But now you know a bit of this world Follow me to my world of misery Tis not a far journey For all you have to do is to look in my eyes
Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 7,2007
It's easy to lose your focus when so many events are going on in your life, but think of it as more grist for the mill. Whatever doesn't kill you just makes you stronger, right? Just tackle it one step at a time.
Two Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or walking nearby, you will notice the eyes of one horse - - - and that he is blind. His owner chose not to have him put down, and instead has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. When nearby - - be still and listen and you will hear the sound of a bell. Look around for the source of the sound and you will see that it comes from a smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell that lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. If you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. Each evening, when she returns to the shelter of the barn, she stops occasionally to look back, making sure her friend is near enough to hear the bell. Like
God determines who walks into your's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go."
Are You Ready????
(Permission to cut and paste to your blogs and Bullitens Granted ) Well Guys, It's almost time for the big show, The Biggest, Baddest compitition on CT starting Saterday May 12th 7 Pm Central and over 7 days of grueling Bombing Compitition were gonna see who is the best of the best and who deserves the bragging rights for 2007. I am leaveing today in the Big Rig and will be out on the road, Most of you know my laptop is mounted on my passenger seat ( and am online 24/7 on a sprint card ( When not in the boonies ) during the duration of the contest I will be approving Verified salute Profiles as I get them, if i am in a weak signal area it may take a bit to get it approved, Thats why I said get em in now, But I will get them in. so still everyone has the same chance because you dont know when i will get them approved. The 3 monitors that are watching for Program bombers will be in and out the whole duration of the contest so DO NOT USE SCRIPT BOMBING they
To Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Am I This
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only beca
Charge Of The Chocolate (pagan Humor)
Listen to the words of the Mother of Chocolate; who was of old called: Godiva, Ethel M., Sara Lee, Nestle, Mrs. See, and by many other names: Whenever you have one of those cravings, once in a while and better it be when your checkbook is full, then shall you assemble in a great public place and bring offerings of money to the spirit of Me, who is Queen of all Goodies. In the mall shall you assemble, you who have eaten all your chocolate and are hungry for more. To you I shall bring Good Things for your tongue. And you shall be free from depression. And as a sign that you are truly free, you shall have chocolate smears on your cheeks, and you shall munch, nosh, snack, feast, and make yummy noises all in my presence. For mine is the ecstasy of phenylalanine, and mine is also the joy on earth, yea, even into high orbit, for my law is "melts in your mouth, not in your hand". Keep clean your fingers, carry Wet Ones always, let none stop you aside. For mine is the secret that opens your
Do You Drive The Way You Shop?? A Retailers Guide To Shopping Part I
Ok for those who have talked to me and those who know me I work for a very large nationwide retail company. And working for them for the last 10 years I have asked my self this question over and over. When people go shopping is there an invisible sign on the front of the store telling you to leave your brain in the car? Here are a few reasons I ask this question. WHen you are pushing a shopping cart thru the store and you see something you want to look at, are you one of those who leave the cart in the middle of the main aisle while you walk down to look at this something. Do you realize that in doing this you are not only leaving any and all valuables open for the taking but you are also blocking the aisle for every other shopper in the vicinity. Now if you take the name of this blog and put into the context of what I have just told you, do you stop your car in the middle of the road and get out to go look at something on a side street? I bet not so whats the difference?????
Puppy Love
Something’s been bothering me Making me feel weird Could it be love? Every time I see you I feel something new Something warm I can’t think straight I can’t do anything right I can’t sleep How ever I know it isn’t an obsession Cuz I’m not stalking you And I don’t dream of you But could it be jealousy? For what you show So much affection towards another I don’t know how to describe it O my how it hurts But then again I never really expected you To love me equally
Travelling Man
i am semi out of contact for a bit i am in florida due to a very sick relative i will be back as soon as i can be. if you see me on here or on yahoo i would love to chat. the mood here is very low
goodbye....ill be on off and on..but im moving from this shithole called garner...outta state hopefully... i dont wanna talk about it really...just need to let you know i guess...either way..its been nice knowing everyone....i need something to hold me back but she doesnt exist and im still here alone so fuck it...i love ya all ... muah:: ill be on later this week... stephen.
Not that I'm planning my death or anything but I decided while writing this poem that I want it read at my funeral: Death is unavoidable This we know It has to come sooner or later This we anticipate But once it befalls It’s shocking Everyone fills with melancholy We’ve lost a love one But there’s always someone To say “Don’t be sad, but rejoice, For we know they’ve gone to heaven.” “Heaven where they shall find eternal happiness.” So be happy Not that you lost someone But that you know That they found true happiness and shall always watch over you.
Hey yall. I might not be on much yet again. I have a friend coming today from Virginia to visit. Should be a good time! Not really sure how long she is stayin but I will be on from time to time and try to keep up with everything! Hope yall have a great week! ~ZombieGirl~
This is to all my friends and fans on ct that i didnt get the opportunity to say goodbye to. For those of you who are just joining us, i left for the navy but never fear for i will return. I am going to have one of my friends post new blogs for me every now and then so. Goodbye everyone for now and i hope to see you all soon!!
Show Me The Love
Contest will be coming to an end soon and still in need of all the comments I can get... So anyone who can stop by and comment away will be greatly appreciated! So come on by and show the love! xoxoxo Sarah
Zen Sarcasm
ZEN SARCASM 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either.. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8 Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes! 9. If at first you don't succeed, sky diving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a b
Hands roam free Over endless curves Boldly exploring hidden places Work roughened hands Glide over peachy silk skin Teasing Beckoning Begging Feather kisses As soft as a whisper Tantalize Following the fiery path Blazed my wondering hands Opening to such sweet torture To be taken heart, body, soul Moving Clinging Becoming one together As temperatures rise Melding two bodies as one As the heavens crash Sweat glistened And sated….. We rest
Beating The System
As some know from reading some previous blogs I have been dealing with the judical system. Today I was worried because this dickhead states attorney has been trying to have me sent to the pennitentary for an aggravated fleeing charge as the result of a suicide attempt. I walked into court wondering what was going to happen then I went in front of the judge. I have been in compliance with everything and doing some extra just for myself. He was impressed and the states attorneys request for me to go was thrown out of there. It is a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders and now I can focus more on myself and what I need to do to get my life back in order. I showed all my papers and what I have been doing and I will not have to go back until my probation ends in 2009. I know for fact with what I have been doing and what that little snake was trying to do I would prevail in the end. I can have peace of mind knowing that I don't have to worry about going to the pen. I also want to thank all
I have been with my husband sience the age 14 and I am now 31 we have 3 beautiful children together, but we have been through alot of good and bad time.Don't get me wrong hes a wonderful dad but has some desire when it comes to a husband.lately we've been argueing alot and it make me wonder if why I am still with I mean I LOVE him but is it worth the stan and fight and stress that it causes or do i just stick it out for my kids can have the family they want.these are just thought that run trough my mind .....
Rude Ppl
I hate it that I have had to block so many people on here for making rude comments about my pics. All i can say is if im ugly or fat to you..DONT LOOK!!!!!
Companys Who Really Should Have Thought More
All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear ... and be misread. These are not made up. Check them out yourself! 1. Who Represents is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is 2 . Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company, 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales, 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always 8. The First Cumming Methodist Church Web site is 9. And
i want u to walk in come right up to my put ur fingers on my lips tell me to shh kiss em softly grab me by the hips pull me into u put ur hands behind my neck grabbin my hair softlytilting my head back just abit kissin me ever so softly as u trace my face with ur handgoing down to my breast caressin them makin my niples hard teasein em a bit u walk me over to the bedroom and lay me down on the bed gettin my shirt off and then kissin my neck takin my bra off layin on top of me lettin me feel how hard u are then i turn u over i straddle u kissin u rear nibbling a bit kissin u neck nibbling on it then i woul dwork my way down to ur chest down to ur belly then righ tabove ur cock id stop i go back down and then i pull ur pants off to have a big supprise o fme in my face i go on ur belly and kiss all the way down till right before i get to ur cock then i kiss the head and down the vein all the way to the bottom work my way back up to ur head workinit slowly all the way down in my throa
Doctor's Appointment
Well, I went to the doctor's today for the 3rd time in 4 weeks. This is starting to seem all to familiar. I went back for my blood results today and have been informed that I have diabetes, but not yet to the point to where I need insulin shots like my grandmother did. Now I need to change a whole lot in my eating habits and I actually have to keep a calorie count and make sure I am keeping track of how much sugar that I eat. That should be interesting for me. I am just so sick of this. I do not know how much more I can handle. These last 4 years have just been a complete roller-coaster for me between the 2 strokes, the heart condition, the panic attacks, the fainting and now this. I think I am just the most upset right now because when I was rushed to the hospital for a massive panic attack at work and they called the paramedics my blood sugar came back high. And when I got the report from the hospital and saw that, I had asked the doctor at the hospital and he just blamed it on th
4 Ever Luv
Our love can only be strong with the start of a spiritual bond with the words " I do " Our love can only be true And our hearts will beat as one Our engagement was started on Christmas day So why not start our marriage in a lovers way
This Blog Is About An Illness All Need To Know About And Only Two Peeps Looked At Last This Please
Spontaneous pneumothorax Pneumothorax - chest X-ray Respiratory system Chest tube insertion - series Alternative names Return to top Lung collapse - spontaneous Definition Return to top Spontaneous pneumothorax is a collection of air or gas in the chest that causes the lung to collapse. Spontaneous means there is no traumatic injury to the chest or lung. See also: Pneumothorax Causes, incidence, and risk factors Return to top There are two types of spontaneous pneumothorax: * Primary spontaneous pneumothorax * Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax Primary spontaneous pneumothorax occurs in people without lung disease. It usually occurs in tall, thin men between the ages of 20 and 40. Usually, the rupture of a small air- or fluid-filled sac in the lung (called a bulla) causes a primary spontaneous pneumothorax. Secondary spontaneous pneumothorax most often occurs with chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). Other lung disease
You find me in the darkness and drag me into the shadows. You name me and call to me through time and distance. My needs and passions, desires fullfilled, and more you bring onto me... * Like fire we race, to where...we have yet to find. I stumb but no not are there to catch me through it all. Passions creates and fire meant to burn...we love like there is no tomorrow. A fire to melt the strongest of life...and we press to be one. Burning we will go down together ashes left behind. * Who will slow the passion as we forget all else? Will we forget that we are what was given to us in gift? Will our fire consume all else and our love reach over time and distance as we race to eachothers one. * Through emotional highs and lows we are simply but ourselves as the fire races and we are consumed...we are but one soul, one love, one need, one power...together. JR 05/07/2007
Old People Have Problems That You Haven't Even Considered Yet!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as it was on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old man replied, "Yep, none of us
A Poem For Me!
A bowler, a batsman, and a cricket bat I’m learning a little and that’s just that You play on grass and bowl at a wicket If the opposing team pouts you tell em to stick it The bowler belongs to the fielding team And hurls a ball by the leather seam If the batsmans not out he runs between wickets And exchanges positons with the non striker in cricket Cricket it seems doesn’t have cheerleaders, And that’s quite sad, because I had a few leaders. One was a cheer for the MMU girls team And the other was for an Angel I met in a dream. It’s nice to have friends who are different than you They can teach you about things you never knew Like how to laugh, and listen, and be glad Even when their flatmates think they are mad. So this ones for Angel, a girl I adore She’s sweet, and she’s kind, and never a bore I tell her with this poem that my friendship will last Long after the cricket game fades in the past. Thank you Kim for such a wonderful poem. Thank you for bein
Twin Intervention
Twin Intervention Awakened by an Angel Two lives bound as one Doors of possibilities unlocked Chains of discontent weakened Your unwavering faith alters my essence... Granting me the key to your heart My palms touching your face Brings tears of magic to our love soaked souls Our breath becomes one; passion prevails Embraces melt matter and time Body and soul intertwine, ensure our existence We lay motionless, gaze fixed Our eyes express the predestined reality of true love jskins
You All Have Made A Difference In My Life
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby Company, and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon, and pu
Give And Take
Its always hard to take, when you say for heaven`s sake. My life has been great, even though it is too late. Haven`t done all that is right, sometimes hard for me to see the light. I would do what I know is good, if only that I could. See I have seen too much in my past, never have found a love that would last. that is why I am always so sad, thinking about what I could have had! Yes I think of you everyday, I wish you didn`t go away. There are so many things I didn`t say, like please honey wont you stay. So sorry that I hurt you, and now I don`t know what to do. I have seen the pain in your eyes, and I know you have seen bluer skys. I didn`t mean to make you cry, hope you can forgive this desperate guy. Because I could never tell you why, I just wanted it to be, you and I! So please forgive me, for it is so hard for me to see. The love that you and I live, is all that you can ever give!!!!
Parents Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, 'Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and fl ower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was d
I lost one crush,, that's a shame... To whomever you were thanks fer at least having one on me 4 a split
Dont Fight The Feel'n
love is a feeling- an emotion for which there is no magic potion. love develops as a friendship grows, to what extent? no one knows. but i do know that........... my love for you is growing fast, for in my heart, you'll never be last. god gave me this love, now i give it to you. for in your heart, is where my love flow through.
I Have Blue Eyes X
BLUE EYES People with blue eyes last the longest in bed. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are best in bed. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best sex sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ GREEN EYES Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. tend to cover up true feel
Well guys like I said in another blog, this is gonna be a long year. I found out today that I need back surgery from that car accident last year, but I will not let this get me down. I have my faith and I have my God and most of all I have you my true friends and family by my side. I will keep you posted on the date of this. Gotta luv the suspenseful wait of the hospital to call you with the date. Anyway much luv peeps.
Favorite Music:
Who is your favorite band or music artist? Share your thoughts here, and comment on others thoughts. Rush is and has always been my favorite band since 1979 when one of my teachers introduced me to the album 2112. Since then I have seen Rush 13 times and have tickets in hand to see them in July for my 14th time. This hard rocking trio from Canada lays it all down. From the orchestration to the lyrics, this is one smart band. Owning one of the greatest drummers of all time, and sure to hold that honor in all of this planets future, Neil Peart is the Doctor on the kits. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTIST?
Heres The News Lol
I'm having a little boy and he's due in August his name is John-Jacob James Smith. I'm so excited :) :) :) Also I'm getting married in July, really excited about that too!
This is going to sound stupid to some of you. I was sitting here tonight working on a story, came to the end of a sentence, and was trying to decide whether or not to end it with an explanation point. This is one of my pet peeves, the misuse of punctuation, and so I wanted to do it right. So I imagined it as being a real life situation and decided, yes, it needed an exclamation signifying a bold revelation point rather than just a period which would be indicative of just an end. That’s when it stuck me that this is an exercise that I should be applying to real life. How much of what we do should have an abrupt finality and how much should be not just a benchmark, put a point of pride and hope? I know I really need to do a better job at deciding what the important things are in life and give them their due attention and praise. Looking back, there have been a lot of problems in my life I could have avoided, but then again, maybe looking forward there are a lot of things I can make be
You're the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You're the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You're my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You're the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I've wanted, You are all I need. You are all I've dreamed of, You are all of this to me. ------------------------------------------------------ JUST A LIL SOMETHING I FOUND.... THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE... THIS ONE I DIDN'T WRITE AND I CUT OUT A PARAGRAPH, BECAUSE IT DOESN'T APPLY TO ME YET... *SIGH* ONE DAY IT WILL... TODAY I SAT DOWN AT THE WATER FRONT... DOING SOME THINKING, ABOUT LIFE. (YES, AS USUAL) I WAS PONDERING LIFE IN A SMALL TOWN. I KNOW THERE'S A WORLD OF POSSIBILITIES O
I Got One Of The Coolest B-day Cards Ever Today!
a friend of mine sent me a big ass hello kitty birthday card. it so rocks!
Chapter 6 Lauren November started out with a bang. The weather turned unseasonable quickly and the Indian Summer I had so enjoyed in October was a fading memory. I remember the second week of November well. There was a thin coating of snow on the roads and driving to school was an experience, but I made better time than the bus. It was third period and I was standing outside the English classroom, discussing with a classmate, Bill Frayly, about the complete trivialness of Mrs. Comf’s class. We were bitching about every aspect of the class, when a pretty little blonde excused herself as she went past us into the classroom. My jaw must have been visibly on the floor, because Bill whistled through this teeth and nodded, “Quite a piece of work, huh?” “Bill, that is the understatement of the world. That is the physical embodiment of Venus herself.” “All I know is, I’d sure like to find out what makes her tick and maybe wind her clock for her.” “Get real. Such is not f
Chapter 7 Revenge A few days after the break-up with Lauren – if it could be called such – I decided I’d had enough of the cast. I shuffled over to my locker and retrieved my marine survival knife. The cast was already falling apart, so it wasn’t hard for me to saw through the crumbled plaster and gauze. Once the cast was off, I removed the dressing and checked the sutures along the surgical wound. There was a little bit of redness, but no real sign of infection. Using the point of the blade, I cut each stitch and pulled them free. A quick shower washed away the dead white skin on the lower leg and, aside from a little tenderness in the flesh over the metal plate and some stiffness in the disused knee, the leg felt good as new. I wrapped an Ace bandage around the leg and put on the first pair of unmodified jeans I had worn in over a month. A couple days later, I went to the doctor for an x-ray, explaining that the cast had gotten wet and fell apart. He checked it out and
I wanted to get to know u I wanted u to get to know me Now i am losing you This pain won't let me be You told me things when i talked to you U told me that u cared Always in truth u were never there. I long to touch you See just how u are You never loved me the truth ot that is not far I missed you even though you were never there I missed you Even though u didn't care Now all i feel is love and sorrow Now what i feel doesn't matter For u may be gone tomorrow If you were here I would hold you, and watch u slip away If you were here I would tell you I love you with each passing day.
How I Feel.............
Hi all, I just wanted to say that right now i am totally frustrated and a lil concerned as well. I am trying to get ahold of my hubby on his cell phone, and usually he answers it pretty quickly after it rings, well i have been trying to get ahold of him since 8pm (cst) and his phone keeps hanging up on me, like it's either dead or it's charging. We also have the PTT feature, where u can push to talk and that doesn't seem to be working either, so i don't know what to think! Just frustrated at it, the dang phone! He is supposed to deliver in Oklahoma City,Ok in the morning, well he isn't gonna make it. He was supposed to be driving since 8 and i haven't even gotten a chance to talk to him or wake him up! Well i guess i will keep trying to call him, so u all have an awesome night, take care, Hugs and all my lovin u beasts and vixens Jilly
Kiss The Stars
Come kiss the stars with me, that hang in the dark night Come kiss the stars with me As we take off in flieght. Hold my hand as we shore high about the ground like never before. Come kiss the stars with me Watch them dance around us See that wonderful light Feel them glow upon us As we hold each other tight Come kiss the stars with me I want to feel you close Come kiss the stars with me This love is but a dose let the air kiss our skin Let the moon bath us right come fly with me on this glourous night Come kiss the stars with me Then we will go home Come kiss the stars with me Now my hart will never roam
I Want My Country Back
I WANT MY COUNTRY BACK Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the Politically correct people, and people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas..........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone........we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we
The Body.
Myself and Summer my little girl have been sick since yesterday we both have the same symptoms,,,an it has gotten alot worse.. My left ear has been bothering me,, I'm coughin like krazy,, my poor little throat hurts an it just goes on an on,, hubby went an got something fer me and her however will have to see how well it takes care of the problem,,, if not feeling better soon will be heading into the doctors...
Got To Go To Work
well it,s monday night in waco tx,oh ya!im sitting here bored so i though id write you all a note to say to load early in the morning to go to phoenix az.for friday hope you all have a great week talk soon big smiles to you all.BFN...
This Weekend
I only got one decent picture this weekend which i already posted. I will take some time out soon to make some extra good ones. Thanks for the rates, friends,fans,and love!
Swing The pendulum circles the ring The bell has decided not to swing I’ve divorced myself of skin Still The air is motionless and ill My good intentions are quills I’ve slit my throat trying to give myself gills Sky Begins at about the thigh It doesn’t take much to fly You just have to do and not try Wheels Start and finish more then you think You can always find the seam And follow the path of deterioration Claim To own an unsinkable game I’m quick to suck on blame I’m a flashpoint of polarization Stage A coup de etat against the sage The real puzzle is after the maze I’ve filled a tub with degradation Bathe And somehow I may be saved I have to get back to digging my grave It has become my primary occupation
This World Sucks>>>>>>>
I got too rant and rave for a little bit........I have been goin thru alot of shit lately.......tryin to help out anyone and everyone.......and asking nothin in return......but why is it when someone helps me out they expect sumthin in return......a thank you isn't good enough.........they expect a whole lot more........but sorry people it aint happenin......well gotta go...... to all my true friends and family holla at ur gurl........and girls watch out......for those that seem to want to help and say they dont expect nuttin in return they lieing they asses off........HOLLA
Don't Comment If You Just Wanna Be An Asshole Plz
Why can't some people be happy with what they already have? Why are they blind to what's right infront of them?
No Effin Way!! (unblogeivable!)
Musta been a special kinda stupid moment. I have those all the time! Who said you cant have it all? I so want one! Interesting Theory, but how stable is it? Oh yeah? And my personal favorite! And you thought YOU were having a bad day!
Ct Contest
Most Hated Family In The Usa
How could anyone ever be like this!!!! If they dont like how America is get the fuck out!!! Period!! If you cant stand behind our troops stand in front of them! This is so sad to see, sad part is our troops are fighting for their freedom of speech! I dont think these people should be able to say things like this! This just disgusts me... I cant bare to watch it! the most hated familyAdd to My Profile | More Videos
What Ever........
He has eyes like precious stones. They blaze like sapphire blue fire, but they are cold as ice. Living proof that love can kill. He puts hearts to death on a whim, he never thinks twice. I know from first hand. My heart is still dying. Once I let down my defences and was weak, he moved in for the kill. Through my soul the words, like the blade of a daggar. He ran his hate through my veins, disguised as love. As he watched the light go from my eyes, he looked down on the fool who dared to want him. I tried to fit his every desire, in my failure I expired. Now I know no one can love him. He will despise the one who tries. It's not the passion he wants, but vengence. From some other past life. Maybe his childhood, I will never know. I could never make him happy, for him only pain satisfies.............. I Love You Ray............... this is my blog!
Swift And Slight
Shine, scream, damn the scenery I’ve waxed the pole so it’s practically gleaming Rubber wheels magnetize before they melt Friction burns are meant to be felt Stare in shock at the shitty hand you’ve been dealt Not even noticing that you’re on the slaughter-house conveyer belt If I dot it too fast I’ll just have time to do it again I have too much time and too few friends In a few more hours I’ll make bail So if you have some attention to spare I’m up for being impaled Holding tight but it’s hard to grip air I had a limit once but I smashed it on a dare My smokestack billows cruel Who turned my racehorse into glue and dog food? Only a fool would race a pack-mule Fuel burns leave the shapes of clues A cool breeze has whisked away all my false jewels Drink ink it’s good for you Manipulate the slate and make it prance for you The flesh is dense you need to compound press Fist clenched and sweat drenched Repressed and fucking spent I have a tendency to glide but it’s t
Last Blog To Make Sure All The Players
have recieved a 500 dollar gitft...if u always check these blogs and i have not gave u a 500 dollar gift hit me up..if i owe u hit me up...and goodnight shutting the gates on the contest store for the
I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore..
How It's Been
It's been hard the past few weeks i been trying to figure out what I want relationship wise every time i think im ready to settle down my age comes into play and I have second thoughts and burn a bridge before it happens I guess im afraid of commitment from being cheated on and hurt so much..I dont know tho...I mean i commit myself to my music and thats all I feel its the only solid thing I have right best friends been on my back i know he wants better for me then what I have but i dont want to leave someone in my life high and dry with nothing to fall back on but i need to get on with my own life too Im just fuckin lost and shit...I guess its time to grow up sooner or later this may give yall a negative thoughts about me but i could care less ive got to vent some how and i feel weak telling yall my probblems but i guess its like Cherry Tap's online theorpy lol helps to tell someone you dont know about whats going on..I dont know what to do anymore
Picture Rating
I've been noticing that people seem to come out of nowhere and rate my photo. It happens in groups of 3 or 4 at a time. They rate my picture a 10.. the alert tells me they did, but they never show up as having visited my site.. Is this a CT bug or is there a way to visit in stealth mode?
~~the Weenie Game~~
Three Third Graders > Subject: Weenie Game > > Three third graders from Tennessee (an Irish kid, > an Italian kid > and a Redneck kid) are on the play ground at recess. > The Irish kid > suggests that they play a new game. > > "Let's see who has the largest weenie," he says. > > "Okay." They all agree. > > The Italian kid pulls down his zipper and whips it > out. > > "That's nothing," says the Irish kid. > > He whips his out and proudly shows that his is at > least an inch > longer. > Not to be outdone, the Redneck kid whips his out. > It is by far > not only the biggest, but the fattest. > > That night, eating dinner at home, the Redneck > kid's mother asks > him what he did at school today. > > "Oh, we worked on a science project, had a math > test and read > out loud from a new book and then during recess, my > friends and I played > a new game called, "Let's see who has the largest > weenie." >
Setting the scene for us: we're on a weekender, not even in this state. We're somewhere else, where no one knows us, where it's just us and no one else. Sure, there are things here for visitors to do. We'll take in some local sights, hit a few of the shops, stop and have lunch at some nice sidewalk cafe. We'll be walking down the streets, hand in hand, oblivious to everyone else around us, room only in our eyes for each other. After we get a bite for dinner, and notice that dusk is giving way to night, that's when it's time for us to leave the sights and sounds of this new town behind us, and make our hotel room our world for the night. I have this vision of you in flowing white lace lingerie.... just the vision in my own head of you is breathtaking.... You are so captivating that I cannot help but to embrace you and kiss your neck, taking in the scent of your hair.... I do manage to find enough self-control to lead you now to the bathroom of our hotel room. You know, where
"walked Into The Bar"
So apparently I'm now getting alerts when people join?
me and my husband are expecting baby number three lol i cant believe its happenned again lol we have been trying for some time now and this just feels like a dream bc of all the negatives and things so wish us luck hehe we are going to need it lol
Idk What To Do, Gr!!
So like I got a perm awhile back n now my hair is shit thanks to it. Like its half healthy n half shit. If I get it cut off, then my hair will be way short and if keep doin what i do now its goin to take forever, I get like an inch chopped off a month. Its kinda takin to long n i was thinkin of cuttin off all te shit hairs but that means i kinda will look STUPID! GR! idk
Germany, The Times Of Twisted Metal And Endless Drink
As always I start these things out as best I can....then the ball gets rolling. Please bear with me its been a while and my memory of Germany is hazy at best. So with out further adieu..... We boarded a commercial jet at Whiteman AFB, in Missouri(home of the B-2 Bomber). Keep in mind that this is post 9-11 and the jet was chartered specifically for Military only. And that was a huge plus. There is many ways a guy can catch a ride across the pond, personally im glad that we weren't on a ship or a C-130 or worse than that! Comfort and all the booze that a guy can handle for a 14 hour fight. We hitched a ride from Whiteman AFB, to Philadelphia, PA... And then the terrible journey would soon be upon us. You see there is free booze on international flights, and what self respecting air line would turn down the wants of drink and laughter of over 120 troops. Majority rules apparently. So we began our endeavor in the air after a layover in Pennsylvania. Let me make it clear that we were
Simple Guidlines
Our Newest Family Addition
As some of you know I have been at the Hospital Welcoming a beautiful little girl into our family! Everyone Meet Her!!!!!! KAILEY ANN KNIERIM BORN MAY 6TH AT 6:13 PM WT 6 LBS AND 14 OZS 19 INS LONG PROUD PARENTS ARE MY COUSIN AND HIS WIFE: CHUCK AND ANGIE KNIERIM
~~now Hiring Camp Counselors~~
May 8
You've gone as far as you can on this one. Now it's time to find a teacher or guide who can take you the rest of the way. You might want to join forces with someone you might have thought was an unorthodox choice before. Someone please show me the way...I am so lost and alone...
How can someone show you they care and still manage to not give a damn. how long does it take for the hurt to go away. Why do I allow myself to get caught up in the drama and lies? How can you love someone with every ounce of yourself but they not even care how you feel? Is it that easy to just turn your back and walk away. I thought it would be but it HURTS so bad. I know the hurt will go away in time but the love I feel will not. The loneliness that surrounds me is more than I can stand. I talk such a strong I am woman don't need a man around talk...I do...more than I ever knew. BLEH...Men that read this...keep in mind us girls do care more than we like to let on if we are the strong willed type. It's not as easy to walk away as I want it to be.
I'm saying it right here and right now! We are at record highs in the Dow! The economy is at an all time high! Unemployment is an all time low! WHY is this? Because we have a republican in the office! I will bet anyone right here and right now that if a democrat is elected the Dow will drop below 10K... MORE 401Ks will be obsolete and Unemployment will rise!! Don't believe me? Lets wait and see! It's all in the history! I'm not against democrats but I do believe that an all democratic government will screw this country up! So I'm putting it in writing right now, and those who doubt me should come back here in a few years when we are in the unemployment line!
This Cherrytap
I am bemused as to how it seems ....anyone outside of the united (at times) states of america...cannot access an opinion poll because we are outside of a virtual world perimeter!!!! For shit sake,what a toss,lmfao. Really speechless to be honest,virtual discrimination, is that what it can be called? LMFAO, hehehe..cheers all. Another unwise piece of bollocks from the Assassin?. My son Jett,my angel Sara and i,Ian, all wish you the best.
First Night Online
Thank everyone for all the feed back. My poor fingers are hurtin everyone has kept them busy LOL but I enjoyed it Thanks Yall Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Hot Cops Busted....
HOT COPS BUSTED LIST ! THE COPSAchilles@ CherryTAPAdopt a soldier.** #28 bomb squad**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAPFear The Grunts C.T.A.F - #34@ CherryTAPPaul@ CherryTAPTHE BUSTEDTHESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN BUSTED!!!In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an Great profile,kind and NICE, very few (NSFW) photos,No FAN me on your profile,SALUTE,and Not a drama queen.If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you.Also a BULLETIN (STICKY) every 2 weeks.Thanks Christian aka ACHILLES (PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD THE PEOPLE ON THIS LIST ALL HAVE BEEN CHECKED AND ARE DRAMA FREE!)beautifullove@ CherryTAPAdopt a soldier.** #28 bomb squad**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAPCTAF #22~ArousedByRage ~CTAF #22@ CherryTAPCanadian Ice Quee
Re: The Lawrence Brothers.
::by AddictionsoLA (Tue Apr 10 2007 19:49:47 ) What was the show all three of them were on together? They had only a mom in the show. I know they've done movies together, but, what was the name of the show?!?! ::Re: The Lawerence Brother's by ssyykkoo (Thu Apr 12 2007 18:47:56 ) brotherly love ::Re: The Lawerence Brother's by bxbombshell27 6 days ago (Tue May 1 2007 12:09:00 ) I miss that show so much & also Blossom. They should bring both shows to DVD already,it's been too long since the world has seen both shows. No offense to Matt & Andy but Joey is the cutest one in the Lawrence trio,with or without hair. ::RE: THE LAWRENCE BROTHERS. BY CAKE [BITCHES] um.. quite frankly, i beg to fucking DIFFER. matthew lawrence is much hotter in person than joey, he has this badass look on his face the whole time that makes me want to jump his bones. WERD.
Quote Of The Day
Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night. Edgar Allan Poe
Why Does It Have To Be This Way
I had recently met someone and they captivated my heart and soul. I have this feelin I am not gettin the whole story. Most of you the have done this will understand, He has gotten under my skin and I can't seem to get him out. Kinda like a blood clot. You somethin is wrong but you know there is nothin you can do about it. Yes I am bi-polar and yes I am a cutter for all those who dont understand dont try and dont worry about it. For those who do understand you all know what I mean. I haven't done it know for aabout a year but shit has gone sour again. I dont know what to do! If anyone has suggestions Please help. In need of some friendlt advise not a lecture so dont start that bullshit. I seriously dont know what to do! I know what I want to do !!! For my family members on here and D.A.G. Member HELP Please. Dyin Inside
I wanna blow this all wide open To the top of the world is what I was hoping A blah a day helps ease the heartache Mending the scars sometimes is too much to take I'm used to salt on the wounds, a slap in the face When everyday a taste of kindness is all that I crave A smile on this face and music in my ear Questioning intent, cautious out of fear Excuse these last few lines I've just been living my life blind
To All Of You
dont be alarmed i have some help for my pag while im gone im usin a friends puter to keep my page up so i dont miss any off your new posts or new friend req ill be accessin through my phone wont be able to do to much thoughill miss you all byez
Life is like riding a rollercoater-it had up's and down's,twists, and turns. It's full of laughter,and tears. always remember the good in life the bad will eat at you til the end. keep your family first and you closest friends
Quote For May 8
If thou continuest to take delight in idle argumentation thou mayest be qualified to combat with the sophists, but will never know how to live with men. -- Socrates Bonus Quote: Sex and golf are the two things you can enjoy even if you're not good at them. -- Roy McAvoy Tin Cup This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Oil Prices
I have recently received emails and read bulletins which propose that we either do not purchase gas on a certain day or not buy gas from certain gas stations. Obviously, not buying gas on a particular day has no effect on the revenues of the oil companies. They just get their money a day earlier or a day later. Also, oil is a fungible commodity and if Exxon doesn’t sell the oil from their refineries at the pump, they will sell it to the companies from which we are buying the gas. The demand will increase at the stations where we are buying from and they will raise their prices. Who suffers?? The laws of supply and demand supersede any scheme which does not involve pumping more oil or decreasing demand. High oil prices put pressure on our economy and also help to fund unfriendly nations. In order to improve this situation, I am in favor of Higher Gas Prices. I think that the Feds should step in and increase the taxes on gasoline by one or two dollars per gallon (Not a popular
CRUSH?????.....well i had one. but she took it off, and put it on someone else. She told me that she would put it back on me when i stopped being an asshole. Well i have stopped being an asshole, to a point. of all people she put it on is her ex boyfriend and that makes me feel like shit. So when i took her off as my crush, she threw a fit. talking about being childish.
The Wit And Wisdom Of Ferris Bueller
Very profound for a school-skipping slacker: -Ism's in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an -ism, he should believe in himself.
Too My Stalkers
Quote Of The Day
The life of every man is a diary in which he means to write one story, and writes another; and his humblest hour is when he compares the volume as it is with what he hoped to make it. James M. Barrie
Shane Saves.
Ask anybody.
King Herod's Tomb May Have Been Found
JERUSALEM - An Israeli archaeologist on Tuesday said he has found remnants of the tomb of King Herod, the legendary builder of ancient Jerusalem, on a flattened hilltop in the Judean Desert where the biblical monarch built a palace. Hebrew University archaeologist Ehud Netzer said the tomb was found at Herodium, a site where he has been exploring since the 1970s. Netzer said a team of researchers found pieces of a limestone sarcophagus believed to belong to the ancient king. Although there were no bones in the container, he said the sarcophagus' location and ornate appearance indicated it is Herod's. "It's a sarcophagus we don't just see anywhere," Netzer said at a news conference. "It is something very special." Netzer led the team, although he said he was not on the site when the sarcophagus was found. Stephen Pfann, an expert in the Second Temple period at the University of the Holy Land, called the find a "major discovery by all means," but cautioned further rese
What Is Your Theme Song?
Your Theme Song is Comfortably Numb by Pink Floyd "There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ship�s smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves." You haven't been feeling a lot lately, and you think that's a good thing. The comfortable part is nice... but you should really work on numb. What's Your Theme Song?
So now he is up north. We dont know when he will be home. I miss him alot and I wish he could be here. I need him, want him. I love him more than anything. Soon I hope he will be home.
The List
25 signs that you've grown up for good 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. Yo
Kids Get You All The Time
Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers..." This one is worth passing on... This one is for everyone who a) has kids b) had kids c) was a kid d) knows a kid e) is going to have kids I was packing for my business trip and my 3 year daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers!" pretending to eat them before I rushed out of the room again. When I returned, my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?
Can Someone Answer This 4 Me.
hello. i have been on here since september and i havent had anyone interested in being my CT Hubby. And I know their are people on here that has not been on long and have A CT Wifey or a CT Hubby. Am I gross or something. I just want to know. But anyways I know this is a stupid topic. I just want to know what's wrong with me. Can someone please tell me. I am such a worry wart. LOL.
Hello Darkness, My Old Friend...
"Hello darkness, my old friend I've come to talk with you again Because a vision softly creeping Left its seeds while I was sleeping And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence..." I remember when I was so young that I never saw a thing, even when it wasn't there... I even remember missing darkness There was a street that ran alongside the railroad. I used to have to walk it every morning when I was... so small that ages didn't matter, and every day I walked it differant people would be there, usually men, funny men with dirty coats and long uncombed hair. They used to talk to me, and everyone said I shouldn't listen, but they looked, they listened, they learnt, they knew enough to stimulate, knew enough to tittilate, knew enough to sow a seed of... And now? Now those mornings are gone, the road isn't even there no more, some fine new condos instead of goods yards, but their spirits live, the men... You ever lived near
I Think Im Starting To Get It
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Current mood: accomplished i moved to get away. i thought i had to. i figured it was the only way i was gonna figure shit out and fix myself. i thought i needed to b alone. i thought i needed the silence. ive been here lil over a week now. I WAS WRONG. granted, i have figured a few things out. but for the most part i figured out, i didnt have to leave to fix shit. i just needed to quit listening to everyone else. i didnt have to go so far away to learn. i needed to cut myself off from the people that werent helping. the ones that were making shit worse, and making me question myself. i thought my lyfe was fuckd up beyond repair. but now i realize i instead of looking for others to change it I should have been the one changing it. but im starting to understand now and i belive ive cut out the ones that were hurting me. i belive i still have a ways to go b4 im me again, if thats at all possible. maybe i can only b a part of my former self. i dont know. i do k
Goodbye My Friends
After much consideration, I am leaving CherryTap. A line has been crossed and it cannot be uncrossed. I drew a line in the sand years ago that my online life and my personal life would not interfere with each other. Thanks to a few childish people on CherryTap, my personal life is in an upheaval. My husband has been dragged in as well. So to the people that caused this, thank you for reaffirming my belief that people suck and I am better off far out in the country with a bunch of animals than here surrounded by people To my friends, I will miss you all. I will leave this up for about a week and then will delete my account. Sorry that a few rotten apples spoil it for everyone.
Updates And Such...
I know. I haven't been on much in quite some time. Part of it is I am just not as interested in staying logged into CT. Not sure why. My livejournal seems to have more of my interest lately. Other than that I did manage to get a semi-promotion at work. I'm now doing marketing instead of customer service though if someone is out I'm happy to fill in. (or so I say) It's a bit less stressful and with any luck I'll be able to save enough to start online classes this fall and get the degree I crave so much. (criminal justice) There was a death in the family two weeks ago. I lost my nephew. He died in the womb about 1 month shy of being born. My cousin had him cremated. I just want to say that one of the saddest experiences of my life will have been holding my second nephew for the first time in a small ceramic container that fit in one hand. My cousin's other son, Aaden calls me Aunt Ju-ju and I can't help but spoil him. I even bought him a wooden sword (he's 2) when I was at fair
Feel like you're rockin' and a-reelin'? That's no surprise; there are many different astrological influences careening throughout today. Let yourself go from one to the other. Learn to surf and you'll enjoy the waves. bout you eat me. dear media bout you go die cuz you're stuck on the song "So Happy Together" dear bout you break cuz talking and texting til 3 am and waking up to MORE BAD mmk? get it? got it? good. i needa stab something. or a pow-wow. gah!
Thanks For The New Friends
Thanks to all of you who have rated, friended me and fanned me. Thank you for rating my pictures & stash too. I will get around to returning the favor to each and every one of you in the next few days. Chery Tap is the chit. I have a blast on here.
Update On Interview
Well I am back! It went great for me. Not so well for them though. :lol #1 They are looking for more of a District Sales Manager. I was told that it was more on the Human Resources/Operations side when I did my phone interview #2 I told them that I didn't realize it was a sales position and that i didn't have as much experience in sales. Then the guy said "but you seem very outgoing and smart. I think you would easily transition into this position." I don't want to do sales! #3 When he asked if I had questions for him I fired away. At that point he became really nervous. It was actually quite amusing. (am i terrible for saying that?) They are a fairly small company. Last year's fiscal year revenue was only 30 million. I personally feel way over qualified for the job. In a week or so I will send a thank you card letting them know that another opportunity has become available for me that I am taking and that I appreciate the time that was given to me. Oh well! It was goo
As I lay down my head Fresh dust is thrown While droplets of salt and water fall Screams and wails cover the area Why Why now Has the time come We weren’t ready. As I lay down and close my eyes I slip into a peaceful rest The sleep to awaken my soul But on this day I will not sleep alone No, not alone For others shall follow in this slumber. As we lay down to sleep We wonder shall we be punished Or shall we be rewarded Have we been obedient But then I wonder If I was to sleep tonight Would I become a distance memory Would I be long forgotten Would anyone care. If I was to sleep Would you be happy Would you be sad Would you cry Would you rejoice. If I was to sleep Would you remember me as a nice person Remember me as a devil Remember me as a jerk Remember me as a friend Remember me as someone sensitive Remember me as someone kind Would you even remember me at all Now it’s late The time has come Now I sleep my peaceful slumber.
Random Thoughtlessness....
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Maybe I Am....maybe I Am Decide???
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Wtf Is Going On Anymore
seems like since iam now single seems like i keep gettin more sexual advances from people...wanna cyber wanna roeplay yadda yadda yadda and truthfully iam SICK AND FUCKIN TIRED of hearing it!!! FUCK!!!! is there somewhere on my page that says "here click this profile for a good time" and iam just NOT seeing it? JESUS CHRIST people grow up DO NOT come to me askin me for cyber roleplay phone sex or any of this fuckin bs!!!! Yes i have sex on the brain 24/7 365 but fuck ok iam ONLY human
Nearly Unnoticed
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.
What Do You Do When Your Lil Sis Is Violated And The Law Wont Help?
Alright, heres the deal.....An (ex)good buddy of mine who is 21 slept with my 16 year old sister, so my family called the cops of course but my sis wont press charges. The cops said that because he's not 10 years older than her then its not stachatory its consensual. What the fuck is that....16 is not an age for making those kind of choices. Im wondering what it would take to get that changed, a patition maybe? I dunno I want to take all the possible leagal routs on destroying this creep but each day that passes it looks more and more like he's going to need to be me people Im stressed the fuck out and confused I need opinions.
About Me!!
Well what do you wanna know? LOL!! I figure it would be easier to say something about myself in a blog rather than put it on the front page. I know there are a lot of people who read some of the things on there that kinda scare them off. But in reality my wife and I are just normal people who live a little differently. I think people could have the misconception that I'm going behind my wife's back and being dishonest. That is not the case. Just because we swing doesn't mean I have to hide anything or cheat on my wife. One of the biggest rules in the lifestyle is honesty. We LIVE by that rule. Hmmm...what else? My wife and I have been married for 7 years and just 5 months ago had a wonderfull little boy. Finally! LOL! We had been tryiing for a long time and been through a few miscarrigaes until now. So he is a true miracle in every sense of the word and I(We) couldn't be happier. So right now this is all I can think of right now. Later on I will blog more about me, my wife, m
So I was many of you have masturbated at work? What did you think of? Where did you do it? And, strangest place you mastrubated?
Hope This Helpsome One
i been talking to this guy who is like 17 teen he been having a hard time with every thing his parnts are devers and he dirt poor and he culdnt think of any thing good in his life so we got talking of some of the hard times we both went thew and still are and i got him to feal better so he sent me a email the outher day and he moveing in with his mom at the end of the shcool year.any way his life is starting to turn arond.
Trip To Washington Dc
Hey everyone, I'm back from a school trip with my niece to Washington DC. We had a great time and I will have more blogs about it later. I will also be posting some of the pictures we took. Just wanted to let everyone know I'm still around. I will try and catch up on my ratings just bear with me please. Send me a private message if you have uploaded anything this past week so I will know to stop by and rate your items. This will make things alot easier too. Thanks
A Break.
If I am not talking to you. It does not mean I hate you. Even if I spoke to you before. Even if you are dear to me. I just can't. So please. Leave me alone. I will be back. When the darkness leaves. I love you all. Samme.
He Wanted Her
HE WANTED HER BY: BRENDA L. I Want You Turn the light on so I can look at you As I inhale deeply and smell your lovely perfume I look into your eyes and see the bright sparkle of anticipation As I kiss your sweet, soft lips, I feel your whole body enjoy my touch I Want You I squeeze hard your breasts making your nipples hard I kiss, touch and caress your tits until you moan and squirm, starting to get wet between your legs I slowly tongue a path down to your clit and stimulate it and you as I slowly lick, lick, lick tonguing sucking and kissing your spot I taste you as your pussy’s wetness flows into my mouth I eat you as you cum rhythmically squirting my mouth full, lick, lick, lick I Want You The deeper I drive my tongue into your pussy the harder you stuff my head up in your crotch With my face buried deep I slowly begin to finger you as you hump my face I taste fresh cum in my mouth as you moan and groan whi
I Got The Job!
Yayyyy I got the job I interviewed for yesterday! :) Now I get to actually use the degree I just got
Ghetto Spelling Bee
GHETTO SPELLIN' BEE Leroy is a 20 year-old inner-city 5th grader. This is Leroys homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in sentence. 1. Hotel I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tell everybody. 3. Catacomb - I saw Don King at da fight the other night. Man, somebody get that catacomb. 4. Foreclose - If I pay alimony today, I got no money foreclose. 5. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 6.Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 8. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel". 9 . Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 10. Acoustic - When I was little, my uncle bought me acoustic, and took me to the poolhall. 11. Iraq - When we got to the poolhall, I tol' my uncle; iraq, you break. 12. Stain My mother-in-law stopped
Today's Funeral
Just got home from a funeral. Things like that make you really think about life... where you are, where you are heading, where you have been. So as I sat up in the choir loft, I looked at a lot of faces, listened to a lot of memories, a thought a lot. Max was an old guy, a member of our church. At least thats how I started off thinking of things. He died from leukemia, after being diagnosed only 6 weeks ago. His wife died from it as well several years ago. My Dad took part on the service. Dad was minister at that church his entire career, all 39 years. Its not a big church. Couldn't be. The whole town is smaller than most "new home" communities. I started thinking, Max wasn't just a member of the church. While I wasn't as close to him and his family as when I was growing up, our family had a lot of ties. His one daughter was my babysitter. They only lived a couple hundred yards away. In our town that was all the way on the other side of town, but not so far away. SO at
I just posted one it's not great but what do you get when you just get out of the shower and no one to help take the picture? Thanks to everyone that has stopped by to help my out. Yesterday I was rated #54!!!!!!!!!
Lifes Choices
Just Wanted To Say
thank you people for your advice on my last blog (wtf) thank you i really needed some imput. muah! love deidre
Why O Why
What the fuck!!!!!My life is in a turmoil.My boss just fired me 4 being sick with the Flu.He said i didn't call in so i got fired.WTF. Now my room mate is drinking way to much.and acting crazy.So i'm looking 4 my own place to live. Looking 4a job sucks.
I Want A New Drug
Sounds Nice, But I Know It’s Just A Fantasy, Some Dreams, And A Few Questions.
Well Here I am sitting alone and I am thinking about the thing's that I want truly most in my life…Some are dreams, some are just fantasy, and and others are just questions I have…but all of it is the real me. I can't remember when things were normal, but then again explain normal to me. If I were to listen to my textbooks, then I would tend to believe that everything one may believe is normal, but to other is completely insane. So As I wonder if I am normal I will let you decide if any of this sounds normal…. well never mind I really don't want to know. . I set here alone in my room until I wait for you to break me out again. I shun being with people, but I can't help being the life of the party when I am around others. I beg to be able to dream with my eyes open, but if I did that I would never sleep. I wait for another soul to kiss my eyelids so I can wake, but I feel destined to stay in this dream. I have aspirations of becoming a great psychologist, but I know I will just m
Morning Walk
Morning walk Walking in the morning dew A sparrow sings of a day so new Hanging prisms that the spiders grew Webs of Liquid crystals with the Light so true A gentle wind upon my face As doves fly With peaceful grace A novel thing from the night grew A refreshing feeling of the morning new The lace that grew lavender blooms that smell like You brings back peace to my heart For this morning is a brand new start . Scott lee baker
OK question for yall. Have you ever had someone who was suppose to be your "best friend" turn on you? Well I told something to mine in confidence and just so happens he works for Dustin's brother. Well apparently my friend isnt as good as I thought. It got out to Dustin's brother and NOW everyone knows about this "secret" that I have....well its not even really a huge thing cuz nothing has happened. Dustin knows about this thing and I just didnt want the whole freakin family to know about MY personal life. So yeah I called him on it and he denied it soooooooo any advice? I know this is confussing and it's just cuz my mind is going crazy right now. I loved this friend to death and this is just killin me so again any help? lol
Telephone Solicitation Gone Bad
I was at home the other night in the middle of my dinner when the phone rang. ME: Hello. AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T ... ME: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: Is this AT&T? AT&T: Yes! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr.Byron, please? ME: May I ask who is calling? AT&T: This is AT&T. ME: Ok, hold on. At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5 minutes thinking that, surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting. ME: Hello? AT&T: Is this Mr. Byron? ME: May I ask who is calling, ! please? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: This is AT&T? AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T ... ME: The phone company? AT&T: Yes, sir. ME: I tho! ught you said this was AT&T. AT&T: Yes, sir, we are a phone company. ME: I already have a phone. AT&T: We aren't selling phones today,
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Let It Go
When you know it is right to just let it go, why does it still hurt?!?! You want what is best and you know to make that happen. But when it does it SUCKS!!! Ok just let it happen and be happy!!!! Because it is the right thing for all involved to be happy so let it go and be happy!!! Do I have to walk away totally so it does not hurt?!?!?! Ok I know this does not make sense I just had to put it out there so it made sense to me.
20 Ways To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity > 1. At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. > See if they slow down. > > 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. > > 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if > They want fries with that. > > 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it > "IN". > > 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once > Everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, > Switch to espresso. > > 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for > Smuggling diamonds". > > 7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with > The prophecy". > > 8. Don't use any punctuation > > 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. > > 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat - > With a serious face. > > 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go". > > 12. Sing along at the opera.
Have You Ever Felt This Way
known or known of poeple so selfish they would rather see someone miserable instead of happy to suit there own needs and then to have somethin so dear and special ripped from you and the ones you love the most is that even right i really want to know because i am so sick of others trying to take other poeples happiness away from others
I'm Done!!!!!
Ok people! This is it! I'm done trying to find a woman for myself and my son. I have been trying to talk to people but they don't talk back ( except for a very few)! Everyone that I get interested in is not interested in me or that they live too far away. Can't find anyone near me that is interested in me. So I'm done trying!!! So if anyone wants to talk to me, you can contact me on hotmail @ hornytoad1965, or on yahoo @ hornytoad1965, or on AIM at hhornyisme. Please don't let the names fool you. So now I will find out who my true friends are!!!! Sorry if this blog seems like I have an attitude right now, but it is because I'm depressed.
Just Answer It
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Random Thoughts And Questions..
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while
Crazy Frog In Da House
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You Don't See Me
I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently.
So Fucking Bored....
Guh, I'm so fucking bored right now I feel like stabbing my eyes out with a pair of tuning forks and tire iron... ...somedays the Internet just blows...
Well People
It is that time again....Have to clean out my "friends" list.......If I don't talk to you often this means you, or if you don't talk to me often or not at all it deff means you.....if I do delete someone that wants to be on send me a request.......I won't make any promises though...
A Friend's Passing
Hi all, I have just learned of our dear friend and family member James Graham, also known as Junior, passed away this weekend. He was suffering from emphysema, had been on oxygen full time and had just suffered a mild heart attack last month. He was 78 at his passing. He was more then a friend, he was also a father, and grandfather to all of us. He was there for both of our son's births and had helped us move multiple times over the years. He and Darryl would go fishing, and drinking together, as a guys night out. He will be truly missed. Since he was cremated and laid to rest with family members only, we will be having a memorial service for him this weekend. I would appreciate it if you would keep his family in your thoughts and prayers.
How Hellish Pet Is Sexually,,,
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > HELL LEVEL 2 You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above all you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people were honest with themselves, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life. My test tracked 1 variable How you compare
Help Please
please and tank you. i need to level up, i need more room for pics...comment what you rate. rate honestly what you comment. not just tens for the sake of giving tens. please and ty
Personality Dis Orders
DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:LowDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:Low-- Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Information --
How Bad Do U Want Me
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED? Body: HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships
New Home !
As of June 1,2007 my husband and I will be starting a new and wonderful chapter in our lives. You see, we found this beautiful 3 bedroom house in a great neighborhood. (I posted pictures on my site.) It has old time charm with modern conveniences. CENTRAL AIR, FIREPLACE, LAUNDRY CHUTE, 2 CAR GARAGE, IN-GROUND POOL, HUGE DECK ON THE BACK, WHIRLPOOL TUB, WALK-IN CLOSETS, GARBAGE DISPOSAL, FORCED AIR HEAT, CEILING FANS, WOODS IN THE BACK, QUIET STREET, HARDWOOD FLOORS, SUNROOM OFF OF THE KITCHEN, STAINED GLASS WINDOWS, SECURITY SYSTEM and many more features. It has a HUGE backyard that meets up with the GAMBLE property of the PROCTOR AND GAMBLE CO. The electric bills will be 3 times less than what we have been paying especially when we had more people in the house. My mom will be going with us and she is also excited. We can't wait to have our first pool party ! We are already planning out our christmas and where the tree will go. I now have a place to hang stockings!!!!!!! My husband
Well It Been Crazy
well all we finily got our house. now we are trying to get it all fixed up so we can start moving in. so that is why i have not been on a lot lately. once we get it done and i have time to really set down ill get back to all of you. so stay in touch.
It creeps up behind you, When you don't see... Stealing your memories, Setting them free. I watch you sitting, Just staring and still. It breaks my heart, Like nothing else will. Alone in a locked world, Where none enter in, You've lost your beginning, You'll not know your end. You won't know your children, As time marchs on. But, they'll know you love them, As they're holding on. No one can save you, As you slip away, Time is a killer, As you slip away. Somewhere and someday, There will be a cure. In God's house, your memories All will unfurl. So now, I will watch you, Though you never see, The pain in my eyes. As I'm setting you free. Cherokee For an unknown friend,Someone is experiencing it,Somewhere.
Introducing..... Lucy
Say hello to Lucy.. Shes our new baby girl Chiweenie. We adopted her from the humane society. Shes so happy and healthy and shes NOT GETTING CANNED FOOD :) We made the choice to give our pets all Hollistic foods after losing our babygirl Nan-e-hi. Lucy is a little butterball and so full of energy. We named her after Lucille Ball " I love Lucy" show. I am a big fan and my lil' Lucy is just as happy and spunky as Lucille Ball :) LUCY STOLE MY PILLOW :)) SHE WON'T GIVE IT BACK EITHER. THAT IS HER BED NOW, SHE LOVES IT
I Am Me.
do not think that because i am unique, that you can take advantage of me. i know my soul better than anyone, and i know how to take care of me. i am a lot of things i know, but stupid is not one. please don't treat me as if i am. i can be anything you want me to be as long as you don't expect me to change myself. i know what i like, and if you don't understand that then i am sorry. i will not be changing my mind soon. i have survived a lot of things, and they are what define me. if you cannot accept that then please move on, i don't and won't take the time to explain something that you will not listen to. it has taken me a lot of years to come this understanding of my being, i certainly don't expect anyone else to understand me. but at least be open to the possibilities that are me, as i will do for you. because i am worth knowing i promise.
An Unpleasant Interlude
Today someone friended me who's request I probably should not have accepted, and I soon afterwards regretted. The mistake was corrected. His profile said nothing about any interest other than drinking (beer specifically) and having sex. Nonetheless I allowed him the chance to be friends and he pretty much just walked all over it. I pointed out to him that there is absolutely nothing in my profile to indicate that being promiscuous with total strangers is in any way an interest of mine on here. This was done by asking him if he saw anything in my profile to indicate in any way that I was a rampant sex fiend. He answered, no. Then he proceeded to go on asking why I did not want to have "alittle fun", obviously his oh so witty euphemism for sex. I encouraged him to elaborate... to explain himself... just in case the "alittle fun" he was talking about was not something entirely inappropriate with which to proposition someone he just met. I'm not entirely sure why I found it so
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How Do Happy People Keep From Going Crazy?
do you sometimes want to just have everything from your mind erased and start all over? Did you see that movie with Jim Carrey...Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? It was so bizarre, yet intriguing. I'm so tired of all the emotion and drama in my life. Like the desire to get a divorce over with, I just want to get all my shit out of the way and have normalcy of some kind. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever take control of my life. I'm so afraid I'll just keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I feel so wishy washy in my feelings, yet I'm afraid to commit to much of anything except what I know deep down are passions of, dancing, antiques, greeting cards...helping people. Why are the things I am most passionate about the things that most often elude me? I feel life passes me by when I'm doing repetitive daily chores and shit. There is so much to experience in life. How do I find happiness in doing meager chores? Do I really want to contr
I'm Far Too Shy To Tell You That I Love You
I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you. You're a star far from my plain earth. I gaze and see no man who's above you: To me you are the cynosure of worth. Yet with all your beauty you're a person Like me in need of sympathy and love. Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen If I in some way tried your heart to move. There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face, Thinks you are the summit of perfection, Wants nothing more of life than your embrace. The danger is you'll think it couldn't be; So I suggest you see yourself through me.
There Is Something About Her
There Is Something About Her There is something about the way she speaks Her words put me in a trance There is something about the way she beams Her smiles are full of life There is something about her eyes Her look dives deep into my soul There is something about her touch Her hugs give me a sense of home There is something about her very existence Which surfaces my inner- most desires and emotions There is something about her That "something" is what I love
Huge Problem! I Need Technical Help.
My computer shut off and when i try to turn it back on it says operrating system not found. Is there any way to get my pictures and word files off before it dies, or is it to late?
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-my First And Last Entry...
-i'll be around, for a few days, probably much less. -of course anyone who knows me knows this already, and not many others will read this, or give a fuck. it was fun, for awhile, and i appreciate my real friends more than you could ever know; it's just not fun anymore; and i have other, more important things to clean my cat's litter box...if anyone has anything to say, do it now... let it be known: I LOVE AMBER I LOVE JUANITA I LOVE TAMMY I LOVE HOLLY I LOVE VICTORIA I LOVE JESS I LOVE RENEE I LOVE REYNA I LOVE SALLY I LOVE APRIL I LOVE TRACY -i fuckin' hate myself...
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Madness (special Juke Report)
Everything's so crazy, I can't quite put my finger on it....wait a minute, an incoming transmission from my brain, stand by... 5IO2KJKLJDKFAJ0JJIJOIADS GYHA89HWHadmflajdfoasjnoiwinioajf8 w3h091y38r0jajnvuah98hnfna2n309anuovnu znun239h893nffz99nn9nc2938nucnsefawh98a dn839n98nf89nanfafuanfioboobiesjaoidn0a 9vj09jcina09jn98ahnfoiahhioaha03hahoa23 nf9ubv890hj09ane08fa0h028n3ablacksausageh 082nnnafne09c8navna980bnv8n0ra09h9a0hfaio nvaovaomaegnva3n0meatspinoanv3cnmc9hr0nc89 n8na908bv800afn8nv89a389n09hvrugnsuigbsfdub uaoiuvadovhaoiepfyourmomlovesgaypornoahdh pa98nf09ahv9ina9ah80j098hv98naefesfaw9aj9 04agha4oivef Somebody get a translator in here! More at 11.
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Update On Amy
Thank you all that have put my sister in your prayers. She is still in critical condition but that fact that she is still here gives me hope. They really didnt think she would make it through sunday night. I think the prayers are helping so to all those that have said one for her, thank you so much.
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Genesis-that's All
Just as I thought it was going alright I find out I'm wrong, when I thought I was right s'always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could say day, and you'd say night tell me it's black when I know that it's white always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could leave but I won't go though my heart might tell me so I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes but why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all Turning me on, turning me off, making me feel like I want too much living with you's just putting me through it all of the time running around, staying out all night taking it all instead of taking one bite living with you's just putting me through it all of the time I could leave but I won't go well it'd be easier I know I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's
Random Little Blurts
tears of blood streak my face for i have fallen far from grace darkness seeks what it can find shadows and darkness obscure my mind wolf and snake hunt for what darkens my already broken heart footsteps fall with a steady pace..... sorry... just had to get the randomness out....
Here is something that is a lil crazy. Why is it that as a webcam performer I am asked numerous times a day to give me away for free. If I were going to come into your job say a car salesman are you going to give me a free car? Maybe you work at a video store, do you give away free videos too everyone that asks? I love what I do and I am damn good at it. Maybe its because I only work when I am aroused and need to orgasm. Maybe its because where else can you go to work and fulfill a fetish. Or, I don't know I get too look at hot men the majority of the night. It is a wonderful predicament. Yes I take the good with the not so good, but before you ask for free maybe you should think about what kind of job you would have if you gave it away for free. Is it steeply priced, no it is not! Do you have a gf, or wife, or date for that matter isn't there a vagina tax on that. Yes you know what I am talking about, honey can you get me a new ____________(fill in the blank? You say no, you get no
Why does god have me stuck in this place I miss home so much and I can actually say I am depressed today. I feel so alone. I am stuck in Arkansas. I am waiting for the money I am spose to get were I can try to get a used vehicle were I can go home.... If I have a home to go to becouse of all the tornadoes..... the longer I stay here the worse I feel !
My Horoscope
its funny this is my horoscope for today.. i dont cover up my feelings and i do feel terrible already. so why care in someone calls me out huh???? You're incapable of being false, which is one of the many reasons why people trust your opinion. Don't start covering up your feelings now. You'll feel terrible, and someone could call you out on this.
I'm Going Away For A Bit And Just Wanted To Tell You All This
Hello my friends, Wolfie here just want to let you know that I will be away for 5 days starting on the 11th, I’m writing this formally as I am not in the mood to write like you all know me for that I am sorry. However I wont be on the internet for this whole time so I am sorry I have some things that I must do in this time and I do hope to talk to you all very soon! I love you all you know! You have been there for me all the time and I am happy and honoured to call you my friends! If I could I would hug each and every one of you, you have inspired me to be a better person and to be a good friend To my family, I wish to thank you for giving me the title of founder! And when I return I shall do all in my power to live up to the title of founder of Lestats Dark Covenant. And I will be back on the 15 which is 6 days from tomorrow so look for me on the dawn of the 6th day when the sun rises on the ridge! ^_^ I love you all and will miss you as you have all become a part of me and Eman
Sometimes, You Just Wish......
....that none of this ever happend at all but unfortunataly, it did. For those who must know....Jacob and I went to Italy in June of 2003; jacob was born in September 24th. He was in fact, 8/9 months old at the time of us living with my husband at the time, now ex husband. And at Christmas time, when jacob was just around 3 months old, we got to go to Italy for the first time to spend the holidays with him. And for those who think that jacob was not in his father's life before he turned one, had better think again...I have pictures of Jacob's first birthday party with all of us wishing him a "happy bday". Well, me, my ex and another good family, whom I dearly do miss. I am tired of all of the bickering and whinning about how my kids father will have to make certain changes in his life when he has another family to take care of too. You think I do not know that he has another family to take care of? Alls I ask for is that he take some time off; a week or two to spend time with hi
The Wrong N#gga To F**k Wit'
Disclaimer: The title and the following blog may be seen as offensive to those of yall reading it, but before you get your panties all in a bunch and what not, read the blog, comment and then go about your business, or not, its all good either way...... Ok now those of you that know me, that really know me know that I rarely use the N word, let alone use it to describe myself, for many different reasons, but today certain events just really brought out the n*gga in me. Now my motto is and always has been "Love me, or hate me, I'm always gonna be me" and I usually ignore anybody who feels the need to say anything negative about me, but today somebody sent me an email that just pissed me off to no end. I'm not gonna say who it was or what email it came from, just that it wasn't from here, but the overall email pretty much accused me of being ashamed of my race because of the fact that I'm not thuggish, or that my fiancee, who I love with all my heart, is latina, and that my kids (y
Come And Meet Us At Club Vamped
Come Meet the Wonderful DJ's at Club Vamped
What is love? Is it making sacrifices your whole life for everyone else, or is that just the way we are raised as woman to be? Is it that feeling of excitement we feel just thinking about someone or is that just a fantasy? Is it breaking someones heart because you love them enough to tell them your not "in" love with them. Is it loving yourself enough to make a change to make "your" life better or is that selfish. Is it telling someone there wrong even if it hurts their feelings or is that mean? Is it wanting to spend every waking hour with him because you can't get him out of your head or is that a fairy tale? Is it wanting to find the one person who completes you or is that unrealistic? Love is all of these and more and its up to us to make the most of it. It can be finding the "ONE" that completes you, the one that makes your heart go pitter patter, the one that you can't fall asleep without thinking about. There is also the love that drives us to make huge sacrifices in o
Fucked Up Cherrybank
Broken Heart
Well today is the day of my surgery. It has finally set in that my babies will be gone forever!!!! I know that they are in a much better place than this terrible inconsiderate world but I wish they here with me. Even though we never met and I've seen them twice through the ultrasound I still love them with all my heart they are and will always be my babies. I'm planning to get tattoos to remember them but I know that this is one ordeal i will NEVER in my life forget. R.I.P my lil jellybeans March 11th 2007- May 7th 2007
Quote For May 9
Beauty is no quality in things themselves: it exists merely in the mind which contemplates them -- David Hume Bonus Quote: Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning. -- Rich Cook This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Knock Knock
Knock knock! Hello, you! May I grab your attention? Come a little closer... ...closer still... ...closer.. I GOTCHA! You've just been hit by a GIANT VIRTUAL PILLOW! Get in on the fun and hit everyone you know! It's the start of...... an Internet PILLOW FIGHT! The Three Pillow Fight Rules: 1. No sleeping on the pillow fight pillows. 2. You can't hit anyone who has already hit you. 3. There are no more rules. Now.....go out there and hit as many people as you can before they get you!!!!!! HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! CLOBBER ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!
The Lies Of The Famous Tiger Temple!
A friend of mine went to work in Thailand at the famous Tiger Temple however what she discovered is certainly not what she expected. Read on and I apologise in advance for the harrowing tale! The animals are incredibly abused. The tigers are beaten with chains, planks of wood, garden hoes and anything else around. One very sad moment i witnessed was when I was hosing out a beautiful tiger called "Hanfa" enclosure or should i say cage. He was in there with me and having a great time playing with the water and mucking around with me, i then had to use a squeegy mop to get the water out. Well Hanfa thought that was fantastic and was playing and biting it etc, and obviously he is so strong he actually got the end of the squeegy off. Well he thought that was great and i was trying to get it back off him, he suddenly looked up at me and the most horrible thing happened. This 220kg tiger cringed and cowered and backed away from me, as i was holding the stick part of the squeegy. It was t
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!!
Happy Humpday Sweeties
Have a good one... hugs and kisses..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
How Spoiled Are You?
You Are 20% Spoiled You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy. Are You Spoiled?
Have Fun!
Rain's Embrace
Rain's Embrace Cold, quite rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring me more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment- in my memory forever encased.
Happy Humpday ;)
Anyone Who Knows Me Personally Knows That This Will Be Tough For Me To
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius For May 9,2007 Self-restraint will get you what you want, so start practicing how to bite your tongue with the least discomfort. You'll be proud of your discipline later, especially when you see the extremely pleasant results. ========================================= Unfotunately biting my tongue has not been one of my best qualities. Usually I'm going to say what's on my mind whether the outcome is good or bad. Having done this quite often at work, I'm actually surprised that I still have a job...but I must be doing something right since I've been there almost 5yrs. The problem is that I simply am getting burnt happens to everyone no matter what job they hold. I've felt more and more like just blowing off a day here and there even though I asked for my days to be cut from 5 to 4. I don't feel that I have enough time for me and other things going on in my life. Sure, blowing off a day or two here and there could lead to me get
The Clemens Fallout
Roger Clemens to Yankees is still the talk of the town in New York, and frankly, the talk of the sporting world. A few interesting things that have shaken out in the past couple of days: 1. That the Yankees were not willing to make the "personal allowances" in the contract last season due to the presence of Randy Johnson. According to Clemens' agent, Randy Hendricks, on the Mike & Mike Show this morning, the Yankees made it clear in December that this would not be problem for them in 2007. Also of note, Nolan Ryan set the precedent for this type of contract with Houston. 2. Clemens' claim that he wouldn't have gone to New York without Torre at the helm. I'm not buying that. With Pettitte, Jeter and Mariano on this team, if Mattingly or Joe Girardi are running it and Clemens is getting paid, my money says he signs. 3. The Red Sox wanted Clemens and misread this whole situation and Larry Lucchino is making noise about it: "Clemens's agent, Randy Hendricks, was in Boston last
If You Read This I Am Not Responsible For Your Feelings Being Hurt But Will Deal With It
How complicated is my life, oh god dreadfully so. I know not who to trust nor who to believe. My heart is crumbling and the walls are strenghtening. I have reconnected with some of the people I left behind last year when I moved to Minnesota but can't decide if it was the right thing to do. Drama has again entered my life when there was none or atleast very little, now I seem to choke on it. Everyone depends on me so and I know not what to do. My ex whom as much as it kills me I will always love for I thought I was going to marry him. His cancer worries me along with his other health issues. He still tries to proclaim his love for me but will not admit that he cheated on me just had other women around to make me jealous. I am not stupid but should it even matter? How can he proclaim his love for me when he is married and not working on getting a divorce. Along with that he has her name, who he left me for, tattooed on his chest. Talk about a slap in the face. He wants
A Thought ( I Know, Thats Rare)
Madhatter and I wondering if masturbation can also help a pulled back muscle? I mean it helps everything else. Being bored, when you are sad, happy, even angry. When you have a little headache, the flu, and sometimes nausea. Be right back!
What's Up?!
i got so turned on last night i had to take a cold shower...haha...what's up with that?! anyway, you know who you are and i'm so gonna get you back...but yeah so what's up everyone?! im chillin like a villain...well, that's all for now, hit me up for a chat if ya wanna...peace out~!~
Dear Jaime!!!
Dear Jaime! I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Leave Me a Letter In My Inbox or on here thanks. And dont just rate this blog without leaveing me a comment as well.
~*can't You See*~
Cant you see that my heart is one and my love belongs to only one....cant u see that i love one with all that i have and my heart is so strong for him that no matter what comes over us we will stand at each other sides and make it through what ever someone wants to give to us... we are here to stay as one we re here to love one an other as one we are 2 people that have faught through it all and come out on top and seen that our love is a specail kind of love and no matter how the drama and the haters want to be we can still make it through it all His heart burns with deep love for me as my heart burns deep love for him.... with a fire at our roots we climb to the top and love each other more and more each and every day Im closeing now hope everyone has a good day/ night please rate and comment thanks all ~*Mandie*~
Hell Yeah!!!!
THE REVOLUTION COUTINUES IN 2007 Tuesday, August 7th – HiFi Buys Amphitheatre - Atlanta, GA PROJEKT REVOLUTION Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, HIM, Placebo, Julien-K,Mindless Self Indulgence, SAOSIN, The Bled, Madina Lake etc… HELL YEA! Kelly, Rich and I are going to rock the fuck out!!!
Being A Mother
I Can't.
I woke up this morning crying. I just can't deal with it anymore. I haven't broken down like this in a very long time. I'll see you cats later I'm sorry. Goodbye.
The Winners Of The Funny Photo Contest
{Congratulations To The Winners Of The Photo Contest} You Alone Figured It Out The Fake Photo Was no.10# The Man With The Fake Penis. I’m Sorry There’s No Way In Hell Even With A Medical Disease; Can A Man Even Rap His Penis Around His Body Twice LoL Ha-Ha …Even Though Most Man Wish They Could LoL Ha-Ha….. The Other Photos Are Indeed Real …Good Job Everyone. The Winners Names Are Posted Below; A Prize Has Been Sent To All The Winners. Thanks For Participating! **He Are Our True Winners Yeah Good Job Ladies : Gothikk Fantasy + Royal_Thickness** 1. Little kitten Being Crushed Though The Sofa Help Me Meow. 2. A Man With Is Packing Large; Hey No Homo. 3. 80 Pound Red Lobster Out Of Water. 4. 6 Foot Giant Cat Fish Out Of Water. 5. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Eats A Sheep that’s is Also Pregnant. 6. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Has More Teeth Than A Great White Shark. 7. A Women Who Can Pleasure Herself. 8. A Man with a Giant House Cat. 9. A
Golfing - Tea Party For Guys.
Ok, So...I had this discussion with a good friend of mine a couple of days ago about my opinion of golf. This is how it comes off to me. Golf is somewhat of a "sport", but honestly it's an excuse. I mean where else can a group of guys get dressed up and stand around chit chatting while walking around occasionally hitting a ball with a stick? You don't have to have any special abilities to play the game, no jumping, running, or intelligence is required. Just some khakis and plaid shirt and your set. Grab a couple of other gentlemen and TADAH you got yourself a gossip group tea party. Let's take a look at the similarities minus the tea and biscuits of course. Group of women - group of men. Formal attire - golfing attire. Gossip - Gossip. Special China - Special Equipment. My ultimate goal with this blog? Eh, just to tell ya that you guys are foolin' anybody, we know it's a social event. Enjoy. Not that golf isn't a great way to get out in the fresh air and unwind with some buddies, but i
Personally Written For Me By The Talented "poet"
So? What's The Problem??
Can you imagine in China or Russia, prisoners trying to report abuse and sue the prisons? Ha ha! Our country is SO F*ing screwed up from the P.C. crowd. . . . what a joke! Official: Guards made inmates lick toilets clean POSTED: 10:21 a.m. EDT, May 9, 2007 Story Highlights• Arrest warrants issued for 8 former prison employees in Florida • Some accused of abusing inmates, others of failing to report abuse • Inmates forced to eat off floor, clean toilets with tongues, official says • 13 employees have been fired from prison in Everglades TALLAHASSEE, Florida (AP) -- Prosecutors issued arrest warrants Tuesday for eight former prison employees accused of abusing inmates, including forcing some to clean toilets with their tongues. The eight were among 13 prison employees who had already been fired from the 605-inmate medium and minimum security at the Hendry Correctional Institution in the Everglades. The previous warden and an assistant warden resigned, a
To Everyone
well my time here on this site is about over. some of you know my plight. i'd say really no one really knows the people that want to keep in touch away from this site can. if you have yahoo SN is mitzusinhara. to everyone i've ever talked to thanks for the good times typing up random shit to those i never talked to sorry i missed a chance to connect some of you are special and thanks for being here while others whom know who they are thanks for making an impression i'd also like to thank one person in particalr for giving me HOPE. you know who you are. catch me on yahoo. soon this account will be closed
Clubs Team - Roll Call Sheet
OKAY... CLUBS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! LINDSEY - spitfire K - SPECIAL K CARLENA - big chesty NEE-NEE - I got that thickness ALEXA - sexi lexi CHRISTINA - christina MIKE - THE BIG MIKE JASON - redwingz1491 GEORGE - king george da skandlus one JOE -joeluv2hunt WES - crazy cowboy BEN - irishboi
Okay Now
okay i just made a blog thanking poeple for helping but apperently some think i over looked them becuase i didnt mention thier names , okay the names i mentiones bombed the hell out of me and im sorry but i did put and all of u who helped aloung the way just to numerous ot count but if your going to get all bitter becuase i didnt mention ur name then feel free to delete me block me whatever but those mentioned are those that did hundreds and hundreds aand so on so be mad or whatever but thats how it is!
11 Signs You Love Someone
Really, I should not have to make an effort to bring the kids to their father since it is his responsibility to come and see the kids or have them for a few weeks. He did'nt divorce me, I divorced his ass. And in all actuality, to cover a few things here, before me and Jacob even came to Italy, yes, we were again separated for sometime but that was only because we were waiting on orders thru the military to get us to Italy. But everyone can go ahead and think that I was just waisting my time and enjoying my singledom away from my ex husband....I guess some people actually think that I was purposely doing this so that me and my ex could not be a family again. Whatever! Yeah, well, at this point in time I can see that some people just get so stupid by posting emails that I send to them on their own blogs....WOW, some people just go really too far and it is just too funny. But that is okay, they can do what they want to at this point. All I can do is say that "you are the joke and
Just Thinking Out Loud
"look girls dont like nice guys because they are easy to get and reliable. Women want a challenge. They have the relentless urge to try and find an asshole that they can change. I hate to say it, but your just too nice to get a woman. You have to be a little bit of an asshole so they will show some interest in you. Thats how I got my wife" My best friend sat me down to tell me the above statement last week at our weekly wing night. It sparked an argument that lasted well over an hour as he fought to convince me I need to be less nice towards women. Could he be right? The more I think about it, the more often I see the assholes with the girls while i spend every week alone. At the club tonight, I sat there and watched a G homie grab and grope and stroke every women that walked by him...Funny thing is that not one single woman even took the time to turn around and give him a dirty look...let alone slap his dumb ass....Then another woman was dancing with a group of friends..
The Note He Left
The Note He Left A wilted bouquet on my dresser drawer, A tattered note torn on the floor, A girl with tears running down her cheek, A boy with another girl to seek. Don't give me flowers, they'll only die, why tell Me you care if it's only a lie, I don't need that kind of affection Or that kind of play, just leave me alone, as you've always done. You hurt me too much to be the one!
Love Sucks Or Does It ? love sucks ... First of all, yes, love does suck, at times ... but what makes it wonderful, fulfilling, forever? I do not know the answer to this haunting question. Since my divorce, I have met both men and women who are cold and hard-hearted. They use ppl for sex, companionship ... then just say goodbye as though nothing ever happened. I too almost became one of these ppl ... at times, I can see why they do this ... as I too have been hurt deeply. But I have a problem, I was not raised that way ... I was raised by awesome, real southern women who cherished family, God and country. They taught me to respect others, to love without fear, to have a heart that never closed to anyone. After my first dating experienced as a divorced woman, in which he said he loved me and wanted to grow old with me, when it ended, I too felt cold and hard of heart ... I believed all men were going to be this way ... that they would use me, and then toss me to the curb ... It bu
It was a man tonight. Other nights it had been a woman, or even and animal when the mood suited it. But it preferred being a man. The flesh of a woman thrilled and excited it the most. The creature walked into the bar, knowing what “he” was looking for. She was alone tonight. That did not happen often. A walking beauty, she was hunted and hounded by men from every corner of her life. They all wanted to be with her, to wine her and dine her, with the same goal in mind. To get into her pants. It was a tiring life of late. She was beginning to feel that finding one man to settle down with, might be what she really wanted. So, she sat alone at the bar, dreaming of a new life, and content to be engrossed in herself for a change. “He” saw her there. She was stunning. The curves of her body enticing him to move towards her. He could not take his eyes from the shape of her ass and the outline of her bra-less breasts. This was his target tonight. Sometimes he would n
I Miss You
I grow weak With the absence of your love I remind myself to breathe Emptiness, invades, pain resides Within me, without you I hear only your gentle voice in my head Sweetness in your tones That reflect your love for me Eyes that speak the language of your heart Only heart is dying Tears become a permanent part of my face I want, need, desire Only You For your presence Enhances The beauty and meaning Of my life My heart is at peace Only with You
What Do People See When They Look At Me
What do people see when they look at me? Do they see that I am different? Do they want to see? Do they see a single mother? Do they see someone that is poor? Do they see someone that works very hard for everything that she has? Do they see someone who has had their heart broken on more than one occasion? Do they see someone who tried their best at their marriage to still have it fail? Do they see someone who is in love? Do they see someone who wants to be in an unconventional relationship that is not accepted? Do they see someone who has a passion and love for life like nobody else they know? NO! All people see is what they want to see. What people see in me is someone who is overweight, with "a beautiful face".
Normal Entry
Ok so here I am trying my luck at a normal entry rather than just poems... I would like to talk about smiles and smiling....people tell me all the time that they wanna be rich, famous, skinny, more endowed etc...I know that I am far from perfect myself, but really the one thing that makes me proud of who I am is my super isn't xray vision thank goodness cuz i dont wanna know where all of those kernels I hand out go to....It is not the ability to fly or super strength...though I am pretty strong...My special power is the best one of any...the ability to make others smile... It is a highly underrated power...With just a few words you can take a person having the worst day of their life and give them happiness...yes it may just be a few seconds of smiling, but that few seconds might just be enough hope to help them look forward to tomorrow rather than concentrating on the sorrows of now...You can show a person feeling unloved that there is someone who cares just by making
I'm Back
Hey All, Just wanted to drop a quick line to let you know that i'm back..... Had the Electric turned back on a little while ago. Hope everyone's doing well DvlDog91
I’ve yet to understand true art I’ve yet to see what others see in my poems Those who have seen my work Claim to see words of inspiration But all I’ve seen is crap Shit not worth recognization Wasted emotions that probably mean nothing to most A story with no meaning I use to think of it as an escape What a ill-advised idea What was I escaping from? Was I escaping from depression? Well it still following me everywhere Was I escaping from the pain of love? Well that explains why I’m always alone Was I escaping from life? Well things haven’t really become perfect.
Lost You
Lonely And Afraid Afraid that I might have lost you Lost my love Cold Cold shivers run through me Darkness all around Sweetness gone Grace and happiness Vanished through air The work of a magician No But it’s my fault Carelessness Guilty for allowing you to go Guilty for leaving you Guilty For it all lies with me Is it possible, That I’ve never lost you Is it possible, That you’re still with me I truly hope so.
The Rebel's Lair
My best friend Linda aka Sxyrebel has just started up a lounge here on Cherry Tap called Rebel's Lair. It would be great if I could get some of my friends to come and meet Linda in the lounge as well as myself and other wonderful people. If you come to the lounge you will be sure to have a great time cause we all love to have a chat and a laugh about things. click on the link below to find your way to Rebel's Lair Thanks in advance to all those who will join THE REBEL'S LAIR. Willie xxxxxxx
My dearest love Where are you? My heart aches With fires of passion. It is as if You are in a far off Land from me. Yet it is quite clear You are near and dear. Come meet me! Come release me. So my heart can soar Like the eagle At break of day. Never forsake Our love For it is like Strong linked Steel And quite real!
Happy Mothers Day2007
To all Mothers I made this kitty for you...look what it has to say to you. Build your own Blingee Hugssss to all my friends Hope you all have great mothers day on may 13th with your mother & to those friends that have kids of their own. Personalized Glitter Graphics
Tolerance A Beautiful Thing......
Hey, have you ever been pulled over? Maybe cos you were speeding, or maybe you swerved a little bit cos you had a couple of beers. Maybe you ran a red light.....or your inspection sticker was past due.. Yeah we all have..... How about because you were driving the speed limit, in a straight line with current inspection and license tags? For those of you that answered "no"...hello my Caucasian brothers and sisters .... Don't get mad...not yet.....bear with me. For those of you who answere "yes"...... Que Pasa? Before you get all upset that I am being racist, hear me out...I promise there is a reason I am leading you down this garden path. This is not about how the White's are doing this, or the blacks are doing that, or the browns aren't doing anything....This isn't about the man holding anyone down!! Everyone and their brother has heard that crap. No let us look on what we are doing to fix the problem . It seems the consensus is for us to preach Tolerance!
Going To The Hospital For 6 Weeks.
Never The Same : )
Sitting back, wine glass in hand, my mind swirls in thoughts of him. Remembering a time when this same thing happened. The results were the same too. I'd sit here thinking about him. How much I missed him. Everything about him. The magical way he had about him to make me smile even if I didn't feel like it. His soft touch, his tender kisses. And his firmer side, the side that wanted me so bad he'd throw me down. The side that caused him to call me his "cock whore". I missed it all. 'I wish I could change it' I think to myself. I didn't think I stood another chance. We'd already been here once before. And this time apart really felt like it was going to be for good this time. I tried to move on, but I found that I only got frustrated in other situations. It's not like I don't have other men interested in dating me. It's just, well... no other man will do if I can't have him. A single tear rolled down my face, onto my lip and I sucked in it's saltiness as I took another sip of
Vaseline Market Research A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. He says, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She says, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken back. "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The woman says, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out." (AND YOU THOUGHT WHAT? )
Well, It Finally Happened
he is gone. he left about an hour ago to go up to the unit and then they are leaving out in a few hours.
I'm Bored
Here are my options... I can climb out the window from the 5th floor. OR Throw paper clips at my cubicle neighbors Gheri Curl.
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Motorcycle Info For Women
1. If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your going to go for a ride go with the nicest bike he's the one who is least likely to crash and kill you. If he has a nice bike he's probably been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all going to laugh at you. Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If you're FAT! Save yourself some embarrassment and save us the aggravation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz "YOU'RE FAT!!!! We can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5. If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsibility to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! We have to go first. No one else knows how to get where we are going... (Right guys?) 7. Showing your nice boobies will get you selected
Motorcycle Info For Women
1. If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your going to go for a ride go with the nicest bike he's the one who is least likely to crash and kill you. If he has a nice bike he's probably been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all going to laugh at you. Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If you're FAT! Save yourself some embarrassment and save us the aggravation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz "YOU'RE FAT!!!! We can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5. If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsibility to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! We have to go first. No one else knows how to get where we are going... (Right guys?) 7. Showing your nice boobies will get you selected
Sacrificing. Today I will preach on sacrificing. Since when does it say that you must sacrifice God the father for a job? This has been a hot topic of mine for the past few years. Since I had taken the position as assistant manager for my job, I was promised that it would not interfere with church and when my son comes to visit me for my every other weekend visit. Well of course this has not been the case for me. Who do you think you are when you deny me Christ the king, knowing that church and visiting with my son are the most important things in my life? Who gave you that power and authority to deny me from going to my heavenly father's home?? You being a church person yourself SHOULD know these things how important it is for a person that is a servant of the almighty God to go to his home to stay connected with him. "you knew the deal" you say, but where are these so called promises you made? The holy spirit told me this today because I was in great spiritual grief becaus
The Way I Feel
"Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no women. Only that moon." -Practical Magic
The World Of Darkness Personality Test
Your Score: Ghoul Yeah, that sounds just about right. Link: The World of Darkness Personality Test written by BlaiseBoy on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test
A Day In A Life
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. When I arrived at 2:30a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in he r 80's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked As if no one had lived in it for years. All the furnit
Ty For The Love
ty so much to the ppl that really helped me out in the contest and ty 2 the ppl that did not really help and to the ppl that did not answer me when i tryed talkin 2 u fuck u dont ask me for shit i asked yall nicely 2 help but no u either did not answer me or said no so FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! *ps* 2 the ppl that really helped me out if u need help or any thing ust ask me
How To Forgive (wow)
One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking In the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things Were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done
If You Dream About Me, Dio Oughta Be In There
Some dude I haven't talked to in a while just messaged me out of the blue and told me he had a dream with me in it. Apparently I had red hair, and me and a girl were being kidnapped by Stuntman Mike from Deathproof, and he was trying to rescue us on foot. That was a cool movie, but eh... creepy. I have a stomach flu, and it's so unpleasant. It's nice to have time to watch Twin Peaks on DVD in bed, but I actually like my job (and money!) so it's frustrating as well. If any of you out there have a helper monkey you can loan out, I'd appreciate it.
I Am A Giant Klutz
I’m sure some of you will be laughing at me but I’ve resigned myself to that, lol. So anyway, last Thursday I got home from USD and was pretty wiped out and I decided to take a little nap before work. Stupid me forgot to set an alarm and I woke up to discover I only had 15 minutes to get to work on time (and I hate being late, it’s a pet peeve of mine). I’m literally running around the apartment trying to get dressed, put my hair up, not trample Jersey, and find the stupid visor thingy I have to wear. I had left my backpack on the living room floor because when I raced in there to hunt for my visor, I tripped over it. Total comedy movie type of trip, I went flying. And I landed on the oh-so-soft coffee table. I hit the thing so hard I broke one of it’s legs off and I was lying on the floor in incredible pain and completely winded. Needless to say, I just called in sick. But an hour later I was still in a lot of pain and I had some seriously nasty-looking bruising on the left side of
Round Two
Well, those of you who told me to not give Billy another chance...I should have listened to you. What a fucking idiot I am. I accepted his lame excuse for not showing up last weekend and agreed to meet him again tonight because he was cute and sweet. Once again, I was stood up. What a sucker I am- twice in one week when I had never been stood up before! This time, I learned my lesson. I don't care how cute or sweet you are, I'm not meeting anyone until they prove to me that they are sincere.
I will be taking a break from CT .. I will check my email n such but im tired of all the fucken Bullshit. I came here to get away from my real drama and I came to find more crap here than in real life. I will miss those of you who i have built good friendships with, jus know you are amazing and I love the fuck oughtta have my cell # and IM to contact me... lixx Chita
Ah Memories...there Funny Shit
I took this video last year of my best friend, her bf, his sister and my bf at that time. It's so funny. Leave me some comments on this one!!!
A Day In The Life
so earlier today i am chasing aiden around the house. he had the phone i asked him to give it to me. he stopped turned around and did heavy breathing. like an obscene caller would. i have no idea where he got that. he has a cold the other day he blew his nose on his shirt. i told him not too do that. so he blew his nose on mine. i told that was even grosser. so today he blew his nose on the couch. mom should be more specific.. we had him out side and he had randy filling my bucket up with a little water, he walks the water down to the end of he porch and pours it in his wheel burrow. it get full he dumps it. this goes on a while. randy tried to make suggestions aiden screamed. guess dad dont get paid to talk just work. in the end he was filling up the dog dish. first one went in ok. second one went all over the groundd so he dumped the bowl. who knows. i dont understand men and i dont understand little boys. lmao
10 Things That Annoy Just About Anyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. Remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Well, DUH! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? I want to bitch slap them! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No, Loser. I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor. How many idiots do they let into the theatres these days? Is there a non-stupid ppl section I can sit in? 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....*Shakes head in disbel
For Jamie...a Child Victim...please Read :(
PLEASE SIGN YOUR NAME TO THIS!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accide
For Every
For every decision and indecision, For every mistake I make, For every chance not taken, For every path not explored, I wonder, Should I kiss you, Should I miss you, Should I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time I may lose you? For every thought, For every moment, For every reason, For every glimpse into the future, I wonder, Will I lose you, Will you miss me, Will I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time you may walk away? For every kiss, For every hug, For every lick, For every touch, I know, I would miss you, I would be sad, I would remember you, But I'm afraid, That in a short time you will be gone.
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A Reason
If I listened long enough to you I'd find a way to believe that it's all true Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe Someone like you makes it hard to live without Somebody else Someone like you makes it easy to give Never think about myself If I gave you time to change my mind I'd find a way just to leave the past behind Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe If I listened long enough to you I'd find a way to believe that it's all true Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe Someone like you makes it hard to live without Somebody else Someone like you makes it easy to give Never think about myself
Girls Only...literally
Just more of my perversity. Dani and Anna staggered a little as they made their way up to the door. As a team, they managed to get the key in the door and the door open, giggling at how difficult it proved to be. Dani flopped down on the couch as Anna went into the bedroom. She came back out and slammed the door “Shit!” Dani looked up startled, “What’s a matter hon?” “Ah, that asshole took off and went up to see a buddy of his for the weekend.” Dani shrugged and giggled, “So, that’s a good thing. Don’t have to deal with him for two whole days.” Anna shrugged and slumped down on the couch next to Dani. “Yeah, I know…but I wanted him here tonight.” She laughed and growled, “dammit, I’m horny!” Dani laughed and leaned over close to Anna. “Honey, you don’t need HIM to take care of that!” They had kissed and joked around before, but never much else. Anna was determined to put that to the test. She leaned in and met Dani half way. Putting one hand on Dani’s stockin
Paris Hilton Fucking Deserves To Go To Jail!
Oh boo hoo for Paris "I am a fucking whore" Hilton because she has to go to jail for 45 days!! Guess what? You deserve it bitch!! Poor little rich girl being picked on. Let's throw a pity party! Now 900 of her fans have started a petition to get Gov. Schwarzenegger to pardon her so she doesn't have to go to that awful 3x5 cell. Their reasoning is that Paris provides "beauty and excitement to our otherwise mundane lives". Excuse me all you Paris fans, I don't need her to bring beauty and excitement to my life. I can find it perfectly fine without her help. I am sick of her and any other rich fucker thinking that they are above the law. Let's face it...if any ordinary person like you and me violated probation, we would have the irons clapped on us and put in the slammer post haste. What I don't understand is why her mother wasn't thrown in jail after her comments in the courtroom after slut's sentencing... Please Arnold do all of us a favor and not just say no, but hell fuck
Rise Above Frustration
Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with a smile on your face and
Winter's Roads
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d
Another Night Of Hell
I have had yet another night of hell... My loving stepfather came through the kitchen talking shit about wanting to kill my cat and her kittens. Ok so it isn't my cat, she belongs to Laura, but that's neither here nor there. I don't like people talking that kind of shit. So I told him he would do no such thing... Well, let's just say this led to one helluva heated argument, which he walked away from. When my mother went in her room, he started in on her about me,which pissed me off so I went back there and told him to talk shit to me not her. She tried to pull me away and kept saying just to leave him alone, but my hotheaded ass doesn't know when to quit... We got to argueing so bad that he was in my face and I was in his... I wanted to smash his fucking face in.... What pisses me off is how he'll try to antagonize me by saying something quietly and then it seems to others like I'm just rambling on.. He's a sick fuck... I told him I wish he had died in his numerous motorcycle accidents
Chasing Prizes Is Not Worth It
I opened my e-mail the other day to find a note that seemed right up my alley. Seems someone wanted me to vote for my favorite chocolate and I had to choose between plain M&M's and peanut M&M's. What a wonderful choice to be asked to make. Too bad all of life's choices aren't that easy. I will happily eat either variety. However, I really like peanuts so I checked that box and waited for the computer to tell me which fabulous gift card I woulld get for my effort. Just then the screen changed and instead of my reward, I found lots of questions. The "research firm" that was doing the "survey" wanted to know everything but my shoe size. And, my shoe size is the only piece of information that I felt comfortable giving them. I clicked forward a few screens to see what it would take for me to get that "valuable prize" and found that they actually thought I might be dumb enough to give them all sorts of information like my home address, phone number, full name, date of birth, a
I Am A Goddess. . .sometimes
HA HA Technology take that in the ass. I Have my dsl back. Yay!!
I Will Give You
some say LOVE … … … it is a SEA, that drown the tender REED ! some say LOVE … … … it is a RAZOR, that leaves your soul to BLEED ! some say LOVE … … … it is a HUNGER, an ENDLESS aching NEED ! I say LOVE … … … it is a FLOWER .. .. .. and YOU are only it’s SEED ! it is the HEART .. .. .. afraid of BREAKING, that never learn to DANCE ! it is a DREAM .. .. .. afraid of WAKING, that never takes a CHANCE ! it is the ONE .. .. .. who won’t be TAKEN ! who cannot seem to GIVE ! and SOUL, afraid to DYING, that never learn to LIVE ! when the NIGHT has been too LONELY, the ROAD has been too LONG, YOU think that LOVE is only for the LUCKY and STRONG, just remember in the WINTER ! for beneath the bitter SNOWS ! lies the SEED, that with the SUN’s LOVE ! in the SPRING become the ROSE ! ! !
So Here It Goes..
i basically really like this guy he has noo idea..and i realy would like to be with him but he lives far away...but ya..thats about it..i really want it to happen but...i dunno if hes willing to TRY... but ne ways i passed my first two college classes sooo more time on here.wait lol noo more time for me to go clubbing.. ya..buddy..and i saw 2 new movies...spiderman 3 and vacancy..they were good.. soo ya thats whats new with me..peace End In Site!
Sorry for not rating anyones new stash items, it's day 5 of my suspension on adding stash or rating on anyones new stash items. CT really has to look at evryone having the option of letting everyone looking at stash or just friend and fans, like pics do.
I Dont Want You Anymore
there you go again. why do you always think that you can always go back to me? you have ignore me for so many times, then after i get so furious you'll text me back after a few days telling me you love me... is this a joke? I stupidly accepted you back for all it's worth. but you are wasting my precious time. i have loved you so deep it took me awhile to realize how i stupidly treat myself just because of loving you. how many times have i've told you to leave me alone. then you will go back to me each time like nothing happen... well hear this... i don't want you back anymore, i have been so great without you. i realize now how much you mistreat me. so please go. i dont want anything to do with you from now on. are you listening? geezzz... get a life!!!
Are Men On Cherrytap Homophobic In General?
I am bewildered at the high volume of men who rock on by my page and vanish.Nothing wrong with that but i sense there is a kind of general perception that rating another mans page is frowned upon. It's all good fellas,my best buddy on cherrytap full stop is a male and OI PB ain't that right buddy!!!!! Relax and enjoy,ya might find some stuff we guys enjoy greatly in my folders as well as some beautiful friendly ladies that i have come to adore as cyber friends...another gibber moment from the Aussie Assassin Ian, stay kool all.
Im Tired.
Im tired, im tired of being alone. im tired of people calling me ugly and calling me names. im tired of nit having some one to come home too after work. im tired of not having some one to talk to besides guys or my employees at work. im tired of my life bein a total mess. im tired of hurting at night from my parents beating on me when I was a kid. im tired of missing my lil brother. I collect exotic animals to replace all I miss and I have screwed up in my life. I have been alone 4 yrs now. im tired of not knowing what to do from day to day time to time any more. all I do is work and sleep . Im soo tired of living... im tired.
Even though the show happened like..on the 6th, I'mma talk about it lol so, recap; Jamie, myself, is in the band mentioned below; 'But The Angel Said' okay, continue reading Some, 8 practices with the band itself went to being able, to actually do this show well. As well as writing, infact, writing a brand new song, between Co-Lead Guitarist Nick and I, one weekend ago. And teaching everyone the song to make or break the show(which made it), Slayer's infamous 'Raining Blood.' Waking up about, 10 or so, to goto David's(the drummers) house to practice for the show, the past four practices or so we haven't really been getting Raining Blood down, as David didn't really know it until, two practices ago..I've known the song for a year or too, I had to teach Nick the rest, Mackenzie was smart, and could learn the he was just David, so.. We never did get it right those practices, the practice part or two was wrong.
Bubbas Pimp Out!!!
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Valentines Day Wish
Valentines are chocolates, sweets for sweets to eat, Valentines are flowers, buds and stems complete, Valentines are beating hearts, beating both as one, Valentines are kisses deep, lasting sun to sun. On this day of Valentines, chocolates you’ll not get, On this day of Valentines, gardens aren’t stripped yet, On this day of Valentines, these two hearts aren’t true. On this day of Valentines, no kisses, me and you. Valentines might come next year, to both you and I, Maybe then we’ll be much more, than a lady and a guy.
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Naked Ethan Green - Mostly Fabulous
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Ok So This Is A Doozy
Sooooooooooo..... hypothetically.... you are reading a magazine... say... and... you run across a question to the editor about.... lets say... a female fantasy. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd... for giggles, lets say that this woman has a cum fetish and wants a guy to jerk off a lot and save his cum for her. There wasnt any advice... it was kind of left to the readers to respond next month. But my mind began to flood with questions! How do you properly store and transport said cum in volume? Does it "go bad"? Do you store it in individual "batches" and then combine them later? Is there a best temperature to store cum? Too cold? Too Hot? Too Goldilocks? How much is enough? An ounce? A Pint? Quart? Gallon? Inquiring Minds want to know!
The people ive met thus far i cherish and will always love those of you that know me well and talk to me i want you to know i cherish our friendships i would not give it up for anything in this world you've taught me so much and i hope i've rubbed off on you aswell i have a huge heart as most of you know i would die for those i care for dearly you all know whom you are... my life means nothing to me but for those i know i live on for you in your hearts and souls. im deeply moved and love each and everyone of you that knows me personally. if there were anything i could do for you all i would in a heart beat. im not one to say anything or share my feelings but i just cant hold it you've all touched my heart and fill my life with purpose with meaning and i wish you all the best from the deepest part of my heart and soul... i wish you and your respected familys the best as within this chest beats the heart of a selfless man willing to give his life for those he loves what a contradiction a
Diaperless, The Earth Friendly Way?
Oh this story will raise some eyebrows…Good Morning and happy Thursday in Hootterville and all subsidiaries. Is there really a Hooterville? How about Mr. Drucker? matter… Mandy’s Graduation is in two weeks from this coming Sunday and I can remember when I was changing her diapers…Oh yes the story. Ok on with the story it’s certainly going to rile the flock… The title of the story is: “Diaperless Babies Seen as Earth-Friendly Solution” Oh it gets better. Now this has been an on going fuel for fire of some “Earth-Friendly” people such as former vice president Al Gore…Imagine that. The spelling B champ… The green movement already has declared war on the modern flush toilet, declaring it an "environmental disaster," and has instead pushed waterless "dry" toilets as an earth-friendly solution. Former Vice President Al Gore joined the board of a waterless urinal company late last year to further the dry toilet cause and to help avert what many environmentalists believe is a looming in
Im Bored
I just can't seem to stop being bored lol. Wish i had someone or something to help me become unbored. We'll just stopped in to bost something talk to u all soon. Have a great day love ya
Down 6 More Inches...
no i didn't get rid of my husband! this month's bootcamp results are in. i've lost an additional 6 INCHES off of my body for a 12 inches loss in two months! i've lost 2 off of my waist and 1 out of each thigh. :)
True Love .... Leave A Response Please Why Or Why Not
True Love is that which is shared between 2 People and No One else. It is a reality and when completely in love where there is no others involved, then that is priceless!!!
The Newcomer Alerts
The "walked into the bar!" alerts can now be blocked in the profile preferences. (Sorry- posted to wrong blog.) Eric
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Just A Thanks
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Something To Know............
Oral sex linked to throat cancer Oral sex can cause throat cancer - 09 May 2007 - New Scientist Another excellent reason to get the HPV vaccine. People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the new HPV vaccine.
Thirsty Thursday
Hey there my cherry friends... Hope everyones weeks been better then mine. I woke up this morning my yahoo group for 5 yrs is gone. oh well I guess I will just stay here and my website. I got a babydoll nighty and black hose update going on today... check it out and e-mail me anytime (adults only please!!)Have a good day my cherry friends.... hugs..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Asperger Syndrome
Albany Narcotics Agents
Don't fuck with them. Just don't. Especially if you are in the illicit steroid distribution world. That's my lesson learned in 2007. Who knew? At any rate, the same group of hard-charging agents who brought you the Florida steroid raids earlier this year (the ones where Gary Matthews' name popped up as a customer) have struck again, this time in Brooklyn. From the NY Daily News: "The same Albany narcotics agents who led raids on Florida pharmacies and "anti-aging" clinics in February hit a mom-and-pop Brooklyn pharmacy yesterday - seizing what one official described as a "mother lode" of steroids and growth hormone. Investigators from the state Bureau of Narcotic Enforcement surprised the owners of Lowen's Compounding Pharmacy with a sudden inspection, carrying off about $200,000 worth of performance-enhancing drugs, almost all of which had been shipped from China, Albany County Assistant District Attorney Chris Baynes told the Daily News. Baynes said investigators took stacks of
What A Great Song What Do You Think ?
Just To Let Everyone Know
The next couple of weeks I wont be on here very much. Ill be working on getting this apartment packed up so we can get moved. Looks like we are gonna be moving about an hour west of where we live now to a town called Morris. I totally love it there, its very quiet and no more thumping from the bass that you hear as the cars pass by!! YAYYYYYY
A New Ipod
Apple announced today that it has developed a tiny computer chip that, when surgically implanted, can store and play music in women's breasts. The "iBreast" will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.
Pictures Of Turkish Oil Wrestle
Hope it works! ;) BUT: what do you think? 1. It`s sport 2. It`s sexual fun :D
Zippers are a convenient, yet potentially frustrating or painful, invention of the fashion world. Dreaming of zippers is often dreaming of efficiency, convenience or maintaining a well-groomed personal appearance. However, if the zipper is stuck, it can become a dream of being thwarted, feeling incompetent and lacking problem-solving resources.
A Bulletin That I Posted
I was just wondering; a while back I'd posted a bulletin/petition on having more than one crush. I haven't heard anything since. Does anyone out there in CT knows what happened with it? Is it still making the rounds? Or did it die because it didn't get passed on at some point? Or did it get lost in cyber-space? Can someone let me know?
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!
Silent Woman
She has the eye kolor of the sky that we walk beneath. She has the body of a beautiful greek goddess. She has a lot of love and peace in her heart but carries a lot of sadness with in her soul. She has an angry spirit that tries to hide the pain that she feels every waken second of her eternal life.
Deserving Dads
Saluting all those stay at home dads, and to all dads raising the kids on their own..Being a mother myself, I know it is an extremely hard 24-7 job. These dads deserve all the praise in the world. Good job dads!!! Mr. Mom (For those at home dad's!)
Birthday!! =]
Hey ya`ll if any of you haven`t noticed yet my birthday is in a few days. =) And boy have I been swamped with tryinq to qet a damn party started!! Hell yes! Anywho, Love ya`ll. =]
The Joys Of Car Ownership
Car Insurance ..... .... $800 Excise Tax ..... ........ $60 Driver's License Renewal. $40 Registration Renewal .... $81 Emitions Inspection ..... $29 Gasoline to run the car...Priceless! (At least it's getting that way!)
When A Friend Is Not A Friend...
1. If you're going to offer to help someone, then don't talk shit about them behind their back. I have been going through a scenario with a now former friend, whom I used to carpool with, and occasionally would watch my daughter for me. This person OFFERED help, and I was greatful and took it. Later on I found out through another gf that she'd been going to this person and talking shit about me, saying how she is so glad she doesnt have to take me anywhere anymore, and I need to get a license etc. etc. (well no shit bitch), and just recently, well actually yesterday, I find out after I just came back from Coachella in Cali, that she was talking shit about me again, because I went to California. Basically my gf thought that me and said person were still carpooling, and told her I was in Cali, to which she responded "What's in Cali? Oh she can afford to go to Cali?" WTF? Yes it's called TAX REFUND and what's in Cali is my motherfucking business. Mind you I should inform you t
Going To Dr.
I have to go today and see if they are going to take a biopsy. So please forgive me If I fail to send you some love today. I am a bit preoccupied. Sorry...J.
Life Above Death
although i was an unmarked unit i answered the call i heard over the two was for an accident on the la not in traffic but for some reason i answered the call,willian adam 7 respondind. as i pulled up to the accident i thought,nothing left here but coroners work.i got out and walked past the wreckage,the camaro had no top,neither did the occupants,the rig was fully ingulfed,nothing to do there,then i saw some reflection down the embankment,as i radioed in i ran down the steep enbankment.there i found another vehichle,rolled several time and the top of the car leval with the body,more casualties i thought. as i started to walk away i heard a faint help.i ran back and called out for the survivor.i got a faint response and i looked for a way i reached under an exposed possable entry i felt something wet against my legs,when i stood up i got the pugenant smell of gas. i layed next to the entry and talked to the occupant,she was an 18 year old,and in labor,.i looke
New Subbies
I actually like the newbies for the most part. I like not having to fix other " Dom's" mistakes or not having to retrain.... Thanks again Sir Critter and babydoll My biggest fear is a novice sub who discovers this lifestyle, especially if it's been a long hidden desire, and acts on it too quickly, especially with someone who hasn't earned her trust. They tend to put themselves into situations and "settle" for Doms that don't have their best interests in mind. Please, if you don't hear anything else I say... SLOW DOWN. Learn more about what it is you're looking for. It's not enough to decide you're submissive. There are different techniques, styles, patterns, beliefs, and thinking on it. The trick isn't finding a Dom, the trick is finding a Dom that has similar interests and expectations. The answer to all these questions is the same ... sometimes. To me, D/s is a sensual act, and most often includes sexual activity. I don't want to sound like Bill Clinton, but it doesn't
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
To My Friends Who Are.............
TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...SINGLE -Love is like a butterfly... The more you chase it, the more it eludes you But if you just let it fly... It will come back to you when you least expect it Love can make you happy...but often it hurts Love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...NOT SO SINGLE -Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person" Its about finding someone who helps you... Become the best person you can be TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...ENGAGED -The true measure of compatibility... Is not the years spent together But how good you are for each other TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...MARRIED -Love is not about..."its your fault"...but..."i'm sorry" Not..."where are you"...but..."i'm right here for you" Not..."how could you"...but..."i understand" Not..."i wish you were"...but...i'm thankful you are" TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...HEARTBROKEN -Heartbreaks last as long as you want... and cut as deep as you allow th
When I Say I Love You
I say I love u, I say it every night and everyday, When I say it to you, I m scared because I dont want to push things, I dont wanna rush you, I just want you to be happy, And when you say you are, I believe you because I love you, Maybe I am a sucker for love, But I cant help about the way I feel about you. When I talk to you I smile, And when youre gone I am sad, I trust you and everything you do, Because youre my everything, Youre not just my girlfriend, Youre my confidant and lover, And I wouldnt have it any other way, Because in my eyes youre beyond perfect, And Ill never be able to tell you how I feel in words, But I can always try and show you. I hope your feelings for me never change, Because that would shatter my world, And Ill do anything to keep you happy, And Ill do anything to make you smile, Because your happiness means a lot to me, And seeing you upset and sad would upset me, Youre a great person and you deserve the best, I hope I am the ma
As Each Day Passes
As each day passes, and more of my friends disappear, I feel less and less compelled to log onto CT. CT was never about points, or rank, or levels. It was always nice to level up, or to get a 10 on a pic. But the part I liked was the friendships I made. I got pretty close to a few. I hope that will always remain. That is what made CT special to me... the friends.
I Can't Stand You
You're an asshole. I'm tired of you trying to break my relationship up because you're jealous. You had you're shot with me and you just handed it over to him, so what do you expect? You are going to be the downfall of us, but I'm going to try my best to make him see how you really are. I'm not the bad guy in this. If you were really a friend, wouldn't you want him to be happy? And yes, he is happy with me. He doesn't need you like you need him. You're going to fuck with me one too many times, and you're going to get burned. I promise. You need to get some ass and stop hatin' on me so damn much. Peace, bitch!
No More Womenizing Pictures From Me
It has been brought to my attention that some of my photo's are very upsetting to some people and I'd like to take a moment to let everyone that I am only going to take pictures of cute little animals and nature, points of interest that not only stimulate the brain but will add a little culture to our lives.
Life...sunrises Sunsets...and The Dance
A lonely beast I smile in the eye of storm What is life to the one who doesn't know how to smile when alone. Drenched in the pain of who I am, soaking in the glory of all that I shall become I stand staring into the night sky. My dreams becoming so vivid I lose track of hours, and days blur into one. But isn't that all life really is? No one seems to have an answer. I think Friedrich Nietzche came closet to nailing the coffin shut when he stated "You have your way, I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, it does not exist." Songs of freedom surging through my veins today I walk proudly through the decisions I have made acknowledging my mistakes to sharpen my sword upon them. Words to make you weep, thoughts to make you smile, promises of heaven as we dance through hell… life follows your thoughts, it is a shame most really have no idea what they are thinking. Eyes squinted staring at the flashing neon cross reminding me all shall be forgiven for ten perc
Erotica: Yardwork ;)
It was one of those perfect summer days in the Northwest. Morning clouds giving away to afternoon sunshine with the temperature in the low 80's. My wife and kids left for the day on a field trip to the zoo. I had the whole house to myself. Of course most people would just sit on their arse and do nothing. Not me, I want to catch up on some much needed yard work. I got started early. As I was picking weeds out of the bark dust, my next-door neighbor Kelly popped out of her house to do some yard work herself. Now Kelly is no beauty queen. She is a bit on the chubby side. Her best feature is her incredibly large tits. Any time she works in the yard, she wears tight licra shorts and a swimsuit top that barely holds those big guns in. I can't help but stare. I know she's caught me on a few occasions, but just smiles at me. "Hi Brian." I hear as I try to pretend I haven't see her. "Oh, Hi Kelly." "What are you doing home today," she asks. "I needed to get some yard work done
The End Of Sensuality
The End of Sensuality Do I detect a promise, wooing me to witness a lie reflected at me a mirror of treachery? Do the mouths of countless hundreds babble the talk of prattle that is of no truth whatsoever lies, one and all? Does the shadow of death and disease strike paranoia into those who should be free of their passions and the ability to express it without shame? Do I detect words that say 'Desire' but end up a mockery of the very word Is it fear? Is it cruelty? Is this, today, do I detect the end of sensuality?
Flight The child that sees the light wants to fly It is as instinctive as fear's crushing grip a primal response to a far darker need Innocence is thirsty for the light aching for delicious freedom Tasting life on her small, fragile tongue thinking not of the end, but of forever A broken heart is hungry for the light climbing every pinnacle for every hope imagined She is almost there, and she can sense it the faint, whispery winds of love tease her skin A young soul anticipates the light preparing for its embrace under a full moon With every kiss this lover brings all her hopes and dreams take flight.
Hardest Thing
The hardest thing to do is get over you. The hardest thing to say is good-bye. The hardest way to learn is to try. But after saying all of this the hardest thing I have to do is stop loving you.
everyone can kiss my fuckin ass!!!
If You Don't Have Anything Nice To Say... Ever....
My theory on the ones who never say anything to anyone except "Fuck off" or other profound phrases like that is that these are people who are pushed around and picked on in real life and are feeling really tough and brave in the security of their living rooms. We should feel sorry for them because sooner or later, they will have to go back outside and it's really scary out there for them. Don't worry guys, people like me do what we do to protect people like you...
Ever After Services
A shadow of her Inner beauty Glows alongside Eye to eye With the invisible That seems to float As it glides She does not Look at you You’ve already seen Far too much You send a kiss On the thighs And hope she noticed Your touch Sharing a moment If only thru The air Upon our first Meeting You’ll know We had once met To your Alluring enticement I of course Acquiesce
Dear CTappers, I know it's been a while since I last blogged but it's about time. These past two weeks have been a time of change for me and I don't mean in a positive way. I have reached a level of depression that I am not accustomed to. It is new so I don't know how to handle it; usually, I know what steps to take to feel better. I have been skipping showers, I have lessened how much I eat (once a day), and I've been getting addicted to Vicodin which is so scary. The "love triangle" I've become a part of has fucked me up internally. My ovary situation has gotten worse so that is also catching up to me. It isn't getting any better. I feel that I am reaching a breaking point/about to snap and when I do, I will not realize what is going on. I fear running away but not knowing WHERE I'm headed to. I'm doing things OPPOSITE of what I'd do, normally. The Vicodin releases me from the world and zones me out so I don't feel the pain of the "love triangle" I'm in and the health problems I hav
Art I Liked Way Before Rocker Chick!
This is some of my favorite art by Mark Ryden.
!n The Army Now!
So I'm on my way to BASIC Training this month i guess... long hard road to hell right? well c'mon, I'm tryin! hit me up or just wish me luck all you budz. keep it real -Rob
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you i
Chinese Proverb-learning
Learning is not attained by chance. It must be sought for with ardor and attended to with diligence. ~ Abigail Adams ~ It is always in season for old men to learn. ~ Aeschylus ~ There is no more beautiful life than that of a student. ~ F. Albrecht ~ Studies serve for delight, for ornaments, and for ability. ~ Francis Bacon ~ The man who graduates today and stops learning tomorrow is uneducated the day after. ~ Newton D. Baker ~ Don't just learn the tricks of the trade. Learn the trade. ~ James Bennis ~ Take good hold of instruction and don't let her go, keep her for she is your life. ~ Bible ~ Studying literature at Harvard is like learning about women at the Mayo clinic. ~ Roy Jr. Blount ~ Learning how to learn is life's most important skill. ~ Tony Buzan ~ Learning to dislike children at an early age saves a lot of expense and aggravation later in life. ~ Robert Byrne ~ Only those who have learned a lot a
Learn Before It's Too Late...
When it comes to understanding leukemia, the very first fact to grasp about the condition is that leukemia is a form of cancer. As with all types of cancer, leukemia begins at the cellular level. Our body is always in the process of generating new cells to replace the older cells as they lose energy and eventually die. When the body begins to produce more cells than the body needs to replace the older cells that are dying, the chance for the development of some type of cancer appears. In the case of leukemia, we are talking about unstable production of blood cells. There are several situations that have the potential for the development of leukemia. For instance, working with certain chemicals without taking adequate safeguards can greatly increase the chances for leukemia to occur. Such chemical compounds as Benzene, when handled inappropriately and for extended periods of time, may impair the body's natural production of cells and lead to leukemia. In like manner, formaldehyde is
Can I Tell You About A Girl?
okay this time a little lighter, i have never been a good fighter, you know we have had an all nighter, when i see you my days are brighter, when you are not around i still think of you, what in the world would i ever do, if i was ever to really lose you , probably sulk and always be blue, you tell me of your problems at home, i wish i were rich i would take you to Rome, sometimes in your presence i feel small as a gnome, she is getting a car thats full of chrome, her eyes are hazel and they always glow, her smile so pretty when she lets it show, her hair glistens like the un-driven snow, when i am without her i feel so low, i write about her all the time, this time i am here to rhyme, maybe i should go suck on a lime , got up to fast and dropped a dime, okay enough of that crap, i like it when she sits in my lap, there is a rise and i feel her slap, at work they make her wear a cap, and speaking of work she does to hard, we use to have time to play cards, now she doesn't have time for
Wasting My Time On You!
Blood boils in my veins, life and all it`s pains. I was suppose to grab the reigns, and find out what is to gain. Then I set my goal, was on somewhat of a roll. Somehow I let it all go, as if I didn`t already know. How it would all turn out, me being in so much doubt. Then along here you come, and add problems to my sum. Why couldn`t I just see, that you meant to be. Absolutely nothing to me, and would just get up and leave. You did make a mark on my life, taught me all about strife. And how to stick in a knife, just want you out of my life. So I want you both to know, I should tell you where you can go. My mind tells me no, just let your words show. How it is that you feel, so tired of climbing that hill. Why should I let you seal, my fate as being your kill. No names will I say, but away from you I will stay. If I do ever come your way, I will leave you there to lay. Bare with me through my anger, to you I want to be a stranger. Why could I not see the danger, trying to get out all m
About Me......
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: Monroemiddle name::: age::: 50school::: UHHcurrent loccation::: Hotel in Clarksville, TNdate or birth::: birthday::: April 13thhair color::: Gray(Blonde is natural)eye color::: Blue*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: Bothkiss or hug::: Bothcat or dog::: Dogpepsi or coke::: Pepsicountry or rap::: Countrypunch or smack::: Punchaim or aol::: Yahooday or night::: Both*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: Yeskissed same sex::: no hugged someone::: of coursehad sex::: YESmadeout::: yescussed::: yesbeaten someone up::: yesgot beaten up::: yesbroken someones heart::: I don't know but maybeanyone broke ur heart::: yessmoked::: yesdrank:::
May 8, 2007
"The love we give away is the only love we keep." ~Elbert Hubbard
True Descriptions Of Zodiac Signs I'm Capricorn
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do
My Art Collection
Although right now you can see them on my stash pics, I have a new site that I'm starting to collect my art. I will eventually have a wide variety of genre's to view. Click on the link below: by Apachahokee
A-z About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MonroeNickname(s): BudAge: 50Birthday: April 13thBirthplace: Frew, KYCurrent Location: Clarksville, TNEye Color: blueHair Color: Gray (blonde natural)Height: 5'11"Weight: 203Lefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: AriesWhat Do You Drive: Siverado/RangerScreenname: bud1357{---Favorites---}Color: BlueNumber: 13Band: ABBAMusic Genre: Pop/Soft RockTV Show: CSI or Law and OrderMovie: noneActor: Chuck NorrisActress: Sandra BullockKind of Movie: actionCartoon: noneSport: basketball/NASCARFast Food Restaurant: Not anyFood: GermanIce Cream: StrawberryCereal: CherriosCandy: White ChocolateDrink:
Why Me
Ok Ok....So I went to St. Louis 1st thing I wanna say is...How boring can one place be??? I was so bored..the interview went awsome though..I nailed it..But then guess what..SICK I GOT FREKING SICK...OMG I mean not just not feeling well but head pounding..nose running, body aching sick.... I wanna get drunk and have alot of S*X but damn it dosent look like thats gonna happen.. Oh well such is life.. Larry
Starting May 11th 2007...
Ok. So I am starting my diet and exercise plan tomorrow! I am kinda freaking out cause it means no more Dew!!!! Any tips that anyone has for me that has done this are welcome!!!! I will be posting my measurements on here later tonight and then updating them weekly to see my progress. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How In The Hell
Is it that i reached my daily photo limit already? This sucks..........
Be My Crush
Crush this person!Get your own CrushTag!
To Honor All Those Who Answer The Call To Duty
Honor Standing alone in the face of darkness A lone sentry against mayhem and chaos You silently hold your post every time Never asking for thanks or any due We look over and beyond you Taking you for granted so often You know this yet your soul stays pure A guard against all the filth and hate We will never tell you enough How much it means to us all For the endless years you have stood A force holding back the tide of madness Protecting and shielding us from so much I will write this to truly say Thank you so much from the depth of our hearts For all that you do day in and day out You are in all our hopes and prayers May you be safe and free from harm To always come home to those you love Be wrapped in their loving embrace Never letting them know whatever you face But realize although we may not know We are eternally grateful And can never repay for The things you have done And the things you have seen But we love you all for being as brave as you are
Happy Thursday To All
Hello once again to all you lovely cherry tappers. Heres hoping all is well. I'm doing pretty good myself. I wasnt feeling all that great earlier on but I laid down and I'm back to myself. Well I have nothing to say really I just thought I would put something here for the sake of those who enjoy reading my boring shit. Trust me if I was to place what really goes on in my life Ct would close my acct.
Will You?
Recently I went through a dark period in my life. It felt like I was in a black hole that i couldn't get out of. Hardly anyone if anyone knew what I was going through. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs but no one could hear me. Part of that was my fault, I have always been taught that everyone has problems so just deal with it. I have always struggled with leaning on the people that loved and cared for me. I mean there are tons of people that lean on me and I love being there for everyone. I'll give a perfect stranger the shirt off my back if he needed it. Since coming out of the darkness I have learned that I need to share myself more with the people who wanna know how I'm doing. In the past I only told people how I was if they asked and even then I ddin't tell them much. Doing things that way cause me to lose an angel that now I have to spend a lifetime trying to get back. So if you are close ot me (you know who you are if you are close to me) and you have expressed
The Little Things
This last week has been interesting. I'd been talking to a friend of mine stationed in Afghanistan. He'd been feeling a little bit bummed and was missing his friends and family from home. So I got some of our friends together to create a care package for him. After talking to a few of my other friends that have been overseas and remembering back when my dad was still in the service, we decided to put together letters, movies, cd's, and junk food. Apparently he was jonesing for it anyway. The reality is, my buddy is a perv and a clown...and that's probably why we get along so well. Initially, we wanted to mess with him and send him a blow up sheep, some condoms, and some lube...maybe astroglide or something. Unfortunately, the Army base he's been staying on checks all packages and prohibits that stuff. So instead, we sent him subliminal Halls with mentholyptus, altoids, and vaseline... And a ton of candy and stuff. Then we all wrote him raunchy letters desig
Lux 2.0
so.. for awhile now ive had a big plan underway -- once i reach 'rockstar' (which i now have) i was no longer going to give a crap about points =) or ratings.. or anything like that - mainly because i think the other titles sound stupid - and rockstar is all i really wanted.. also i wanted the 'bold name' - now that im there - things are going to change alot on my page (that is if i have the time) im removing most of the pics of myself.. which ive already started doing - except for say 10 of my favorites - although ive had problems deleting some of them... i just have too many nice comments on them and dont have the heart to delete - but i will.. its just been hard to make the decision - im going to remove most of the crap on my page as well - except for the essential stuff - and now that im not concerned in any way with 'points' or ranks or anything like that - its just going to be about what it should have been about in the first place --- chatting with friends. i will conti
On Turning 29....
On turning 29… I will officially start the final year of my twenties on June 2nd. *deep breath* 29??!! That's just one year away from 30! It’s hard to believe. How time flies. June 2, 1978 seems like so long ago. If you’re a boomer, you probably don’t think much of my generation—Gen X. But that’s because we’re a threat to you! My generation is changing the world! Just think of all that has happened in the world these past 29 years... Watergate, Jimmy Carter, Star Wars during the Reagan administration (not the movies), fall of the Soviet Union, Bill Clinton scandal, Gulf War, 9/11, War on Terror and the list goes on and on. I loved the 80’s, mostly the music and styles. That’s when I grew up, but I had no idea just how much the world was changing. Then, the Berlin Wall fell. I’ll never forget that day in November. 1989. I was 12 and on top of the world. I can remember my history teacher telling me that the world would never be the same. He was right. Then, somethin
I have a HUGE porn collection on my computer. I'm in the process of deleting a lot of stuff - including most of these pictures from my computer. I was wondering - since most of the folks here on my friends list are men - if I made a folder for NSFW pictures - if you guys would be interested at looking at them. I know I won't get points for them, and thats fine by me - I just like sharing some of my favorite porn photos with my friends. No sorry guys the pictures are NOTof me. Please leave me comments!
The Dark Within
The dark within 11*13*2006 Take me on a ride in your black chariot, Take me to a far away land into the dark. Hold me by the hand as we step into the dungeon, Lay me on the stone of resurrection. Drain my body of my empty past, Take your angels, they do need to rest. Helpful they have been...they tried, To protect me, from the evil crime. Lord forgive us, we have failed, To protect your chosen lamb. Angry with a wicked smile, angels turned from light to darkness. On the stone I lay asleep, Waiting for the darkest prince. To engulf the power that's surrounding him, To engulf the darkness that possesses him. He is coming now for me, I can hear him in the distance. Riding in his chariot, And with him he's got my angels. The road seems long, but he approaches, Asleep I am but I can sense him getting closer. And now that he is here, I feel fulfillment all around, I should wake up, I just can't do it. His cold hands touch my empt
I Want You To Be Jealous Of Him
I dont know it was some song i heard on the radio the other day. Sounded like evanesence. But you know once i actually wished that there was someone who felt like they made a mistake getting rid of me. I've got alot going for me. I really do. I know where i'm going and I'm making an effort to get there. I'm working hard and I've got alot to offer. For once might be nice like the song said: "I want you to be jealous that the arms of another who adore me are around me. I dont care if you want me back anymore. I want to see you pain for the emotion of pain you caused me. " who knows, story book romantical whims. Just a fleeting thought. Guess sometimes it feels good to be missed. To know someone is actually thinking of you for once since it seems to be rare for me.
My Wife
i am so proud of my wife she is 33 and she is going to walk across the stage to get her high school dep. after being out of school for so long she went back and took care of it this just shows you that no matter how hard you work in life and want something you can do it
Wedding Ring
Wedding Ring Recently a man had to go to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis after his girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him while he was asleep. Which is worse? Having your girlfriend find out you're married. Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.
Lost And Kinda Confused
So i have no idea what is left to do, Someone i concidered a good friend has stabbed me in the back and she was the last one i expected it from. All because her boyfriend who has wounded her again and again told her it was me or him, Though i have been there for her time and again i am stabbed in the back by her. Why do i even bother to try? Whats the point in any of it? I keep hearing the good finish last.... good wins over evil .... That sadly only ever happens in the movies when the truth is it doesnt happen good doesnt always win and more then half the time its the good guy who dies. I am tired of being the good guy... Whats the point when it only ever gets you hurt?
Brushing The Dog
Tonight I decided to undertake a long neglected chore. One of my mom's dogs Benny hasn't brushed in God knows how long. When I sat down to brush him, he tried to get away. But I made him stay even though he didn't want to. As I was brushing him, huge tufts of winter hair were coming out. There was a lot of dander, and he smelled so badly. His hair was greasy and I thought to myself he smelled like death warmed over. I scooted back away from him on the floor, and called him to me, he tried to run off. But I grabbed him and said no you don't. At which point I put my hand under his snout and looked into his eyes and noticed that one of them was watering. I looked at the other side of his face and thought that maybe I might be hurting him. You see, he's been needing a veterinarian to take a look at him for a long time. He's had this spot on his face that swells up into a hard ball and then drains. When I looked into his eyes I saw the pain register there. I wondered why my mom
I Believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side, Like the tears were never cried, Like the hands of time were pulling you and me. And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were, I don’t have to hear or see I’ve got all the proof I need. There are more than angels watching over me I believe Oh I believe Now when you die and life goes on, I t doesn’t end here When you’re gone every soul has found a flight It never ends if I’m right. Our love can even reach across eternity. I believe Oh I believe Forever you’re a part of me, Forever in the heart of me, I will hold you even longer if I can. Oh the people, who don’t see the most, See that I believe in ghosts. If that makes me crazy then I am Cuz I believe Oh I believe There are more than angels watching over me. I believe Oh I believe Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin,
The Speed Limit Of Sex
What's the speed limit of sex 68 Because at 69, you gotta turnaround....
Hit Her Up Shes A Great Friend And Only Has 1 Pic So Wont Take Long....
show her some love shes a great friend that Ive known for several years...since we were 15 to be exact!!! anyways show her some CT love...she only has 1 pic so wont take too much time Good lookin out, ~Eric~ AKA Philnfreakee candywilliams1@ CherryTAP
Gotta Love People
->jk25: hey lets not and say we did.... jk25: lets trade nude pix
Golden Earring - Bullet Hits The Bone
Something To Think About...
Contrary to popular belief, "Damn It" is not God's last name. The next time you think you're perfect, try walking on water.
Pitbull Video
if u like or dislike pitbulls i would like for you to copy and paste the link below to your browser address bar and check out link to the video at the top of the home page, the website is mine but the video is really good so please check it out, if u dislike them it might change your outlook on them, viewer descretion advised thanx, Bo
Once a little fisherman Went out to catch some fish. He thought he soon would have Enough to make a handsome dish. He sat alone on the riverbank Waiting for a bite. He sat so patiently From morning until night. He sometimes thought of bat and ball And other cheerful play, But the little fisherman Sat on all through the day. He felt hungry, So he ate some bread and cheese. But he was quite afraid to move And did not dare to sneeze. For he had been told that fish are quick Of hearing and of sight. And so he sat quite still Until the whinnying light. And not a fish had he caught, And now it was very late. And shall I tell you why it was? He quite forgot the bait!
Bored And Lonely
Its Friday and I don't feel like woring. I'm bored and lonely, so somebody come talk to me!
Help Animals In Need
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals :)
My Horrorscope - Lol
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it. So, ok folks......if your in the Austin area and need extra help ie- housework or daycare.....or even know of an employer that would consider hiring me plz give me a buzz
Isnt He Lovely?...............for Someone Special
Eyes that smile and twinkle as a star Lips, the softest shade of pink Skin so smooth and tanned the perfect brown He’s just so lovely, don’t you think? Hands so large yet gentle as a dove Shoulders broad and oh so strong Arms that open wide for an embrace With him it’s right where I belong Feet the nicest, smoothest feet I ever knew Knees as lovely as can be Ears so soft just like the velvet of a rose This man is mine, he’s all for me His heart is filled with love that overflows His soul is angel kissed with care His splendor comes from inward, shining out His brilliance and his beauty fills the air Isn’t he lovely, this man I call my own Isn’t he just the best there is? Yes, he is, he’s that and so much more And to think that he’s all mine and I am his
When Will I Ever Learn?
(this is the same blog I just posted over on CherrRock . net I just wanted to make sure people that arent on there get a chance to read it too) Sometimes, no matter how well we should know better, we expect g00d things to happen to us, just because we're g00d people. This truly isn't the case. It is a lesson I've learned over and over why doesnt it stick? Maybe it's because of all the things we are exposed to by society in general. Almost every movie has a happy ending, every fairytale ends in happily ever after, virtually every t.v. show we ever watched has some g00d moral issue and lesson to be taught and they all end up hugging in the end. Reality is harsh though. I'm so tired of being let down by life in general. It never fails, I finally get to take a step forward, and then it's 2 steps back. What I really need to ask myself, is, "why do I always let my feelings mislead me?". I mean, seriously, why do things that feel right at the time, feel so right if they aren't? I'
A Question Of Faith
Question Of Faith Current mood: determined Category: Religion and Philosophy The other day,I had my faith question,and then I remember,in the bible time after time the disciples faith was tested.And Jesus outstretched his hands,and led them,to what they never lost.It is a feeling deep inside.It finds its' way in the pit of your stomach,and it doesnt let go.Oh for a brief moment you try to bury it,but,then it yanks you back.For you want it, you need the peace that it gives.The kind of serenity of a fisherman.The anxiety at an empty tombsight.The amazement when the water is turn to wine,and the sea parted.The lame walked,the blind saw,and the dead rose.I close my eyes,and I see a man of God,embraced on a wooden cross,blood from a crown of thorns,as the blood dripped,upon his cheeks,and the stakes of iron held his hands in place,as the red liquid found its' resting place upon the ground.Never did he judge"Father forgive then for they do not know what they have done."He sa
All Mom's
Free Comments, Codes & Layouts I hope all you lad'ys have an awesome day Hugs Terry
Politics Explained - Lone Wolf Style
Have you been trying to keep up with all the political agendas in the news lately? They keep throwing out all of these names and I realized that many of my friends did not know what some of these meant. Send all hate mail over this to: lonewolf™@dontgivafuk.orgy DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICAN You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk t
I went to court this morning for my brother's bond hearing. And they actually gave him a bond. A $10,000 one but a bond none-the-less. We already have him a bondsman and the paperwork should be processed by 5 and he should be out around 5:30 tonite. He's excited. I just got off the phone with him he was shocked to see me and my parents in court. I hate people who have no faith in their families. I mean yeah he fucked up and he deserves whatever time he has to serve (if any. but more than like at least a year) but I mean he's family. But yeah it's friday. I just got paid. Gotta find something to do tonite. My little bro is out and everything's pretty decent. Tonight calls for alcohol!
I'm Happy Now
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine.
Small Action Big Impacts....
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • give her the world. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with
Daily Horoscope May 11
"You want to start kicking butt and taking names. Easy, tiger. Once the heat of the moment cools off, you might see things in a different light. For now, breathe and resolve to deal with this at a later time." They should know better than to tell someone whose ruling planet is Mars something like that. Doncha think?
Kids Are Quick
Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten yea
Absentimental: Street Clam
The contract of black halos. Go, run for your mouth, your open mouth. run your open mouth. Close your open mouth. sun blacks out, sky blacks out Don't plan on standing under the falling sky. It's so pointless to fall. Please believe what you see, and what you hear and not what you love. Sun blacks out, sky blacks out Your names are indications in red blood and I'm choking on my tongue.
I Will Be Away 5/13 Til 5/29
I will be gone for about 2 weeks on vacation. I do have someone watching my account for me. She will check in and rate pics and stuff. Talk when I get back!
Once Again...
Once again You will hear tears drip.. Once again You will hear my screams.. Once again I did nothing.. Once again I am to blame.. Once again I am nothing but me.. Once again Where has that gotten me? Once again I feel captive in my own prison.. Once again I allow the pain to be so real.. Once again you have taken the little strength I had.. Once again you consume my happiness.. Once again I allowed you to win.. Never again will I allow myself to feel for another, if this is what I am to feel, and that is nothing..... ~Always Someone's Angel~
***********summer Time*************
****************SUMMER TIME********************** *********BY THE POET Magic Mike****************** ************C-TOWNS FINEST*********************** Yes that's right, it is almost time to grind all night.. Making paper is just one of the ways, to celebrate theses special days..This is the time where gear rains supreme, and what you have on your feet is as important as each and every ring..Ands the whips are tight each and everyday,washed and waxed by a crack head who don't want much pay..And the women "LORD" thewomen with flat bellys showing, and that ass they spent all winter growing.. The young girls dressed just as hot, just dying to show off what they got.. And they walk up and down each and every block, to find a baller they can knock..As the day fades and the evening comes, it is to the park we all run..You can hear all the bass from a mile away, now this is the way we end a good day..After ab the grinding and hitting the courts, it's time for the women my favorite sport..
Accept Your Lover As They Are: Caroline Morrison
A rose may still be a rose, when called by any other name. But when a lover's soul has changed, their love is not the same. And though their heart may beat, with love that's still as true. It's just isn't quite the same, as when they loved you. But accept your lover as they are, and accept that they may change. For time itself has no bounds and souls they have no chains. So if you truely love them. Remain steady by their side. For time it is a river, and together you can dance with the tide.
One Wish: Caroline Morrison
There is only one wish I long to be true. Is it much that, I'm asking from you. It has been a long time, quite a lonley space. Is it much to ask, to request upon your face. Maybe just a minute, or for a little while. All I really want is just to see you smile
Untitled: Caroline Morrison
In all honesty, I am scared to face reality. What was once true love, has become distant, and for what was once found, is once again lost. Yes there is some happyness, but where is the laughter? Where is the joy between two people in love? Where is the thoughfulness of one another? Have we forgotten who we are? Can we ever fall back in love again, or are we so torn inside that this is what we will be forever? It's not much to ask for a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to hold. What is a house to build with, but no love to make a home? How can we last last forever, if the joy, love, and laughter has folded so quickly? You can make a house look so beautiful, so other's may smile opon you. You can ride to the hightest mountain, so other's may smile. But who will smile in the end, when all you have done is walk away from the one's who matters most.
A Letter From God: Caroline Morrison
Will you ever again wear a smile or sit with me and talk awhile? Will you ever again need me so bad that you would give up all you ever had? Will you take my hand and fly away beyond the stars forever to stay? Will you ever again love me like befor and want me so bad forever more? Will you wisper in my ear your dreams and bare the emptyness, though it seems the world would cave, and we will have to part for a little while? But, it will never happen as long as you have my heart.
By Caroline Morrison
Standing alone in this cold cold world, with nothing to my name. The only thing on my back is the clothes I picked out today. Sitting on this cold cold step, with nothing to my name. The only thing in my hand is a can I found today. Laying on this cold cold bench, with nothing to my name. the only thing I got to cover with is a newspaper I found today. Buried in this cold cold grave, with nothing to my name. The only thing I have left to say, is that no one came today.
Surgery Was A Success
Well went to the Doctor today and got the tube yanked out, I think the nurse yanked it so hard she stretched me a couple of inches, so the good news, I am now a solid 5 inches!!! LOL, and the doc said everything looked good, I will continue to peepee blood for a couple of weeks, but i can it??? Anyway, it's better then having a bag strapped to you all the time, and having to empty it....Thank you ALL so much for keeping me in your prayers, and keeping my site alive! It's been a long ten days!!! Vampire Jack
Support Our Troops Bs
Why is it everywhere I go there is a company or business that proudly didplays their support for our troops. But when the time come when one of those troops comes to them in hope for a position with their company they turn their back. It can't be my qualifications, their ain't much I can't do or havent done at one time or another. I done avionics on multi million dollar aircraft, driven things that some people would tilt their head in wonder, the wharehouse work the office positions. But for some reason nothing comes out of it. I just don't get it, I'm not a criminal, no drugs, and i'm not a heavy drinker. I'm thinking it's when the go threw my resume they see 1/104 CAV and with a little bit of common sence they realize that its a deployable unit. And why would they want to hire someone who could be deployed. So I quess its support our troops when people are looking other that that screw them, their family going hungry or not having a place of their own to live doesn't affect them so w
Tribrute For My Mom-happy Mothers Day
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Where's The Rain?
I wish the rain would pour down Then I could let the tears fall I put on a brave face Smile and swallow the pain. I dreamed last night That I was holding you in my arms smiling blue eyed, blond hair little girl I saw your joy and felt your love. I woke up with empty arms Wondering where you were Then I remembered, And I felt the pain suffocate. My heart pounds out silent screams That choke in my throat I remain silent and anger wells drowning out your face. This day I am alone I have never known aloneness like this It is like a parasite That devours what I had become. Now nothing matters No joy can be found I try to run and escape But my shackles bind me to you. I am weak now Exhausted and drained The will that keeps me going Fades with each dreary day. Nothing more matters One day slips into the next My arms are still empty My exsistance still in question. I
My Wife
I miss how she used to act, the way she made Me feel, her desire for My touch, and who she was. My wife/submissive suffered a brain anurism a year ago and it messed up her memory and personality to the point of her not being the person she used to be. it has turned our life of 20 years on its ear. god i hope she starts to get better soon. :((
A Gift From Joey
Last week, Joe surprised me with these beautiful roses! :-) He brought some movies over to watch, but he said he left one in the back seat of his truck. He asked me to get it for him. When I opened the door, these lovely roses were waiting for me, wrapped in pretty pink tissue paper. :-) Isn't he the sweetest?!
Sad News
Please join in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive "roll" model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had o
More Ink
so yeah, I went in yesterday for yet more work on my sleeve... I got the outline from last time (angel on bicep) colored in. The devil from last time, touched up a lil... and some shading / coloring on my elbow. They look sick!! I am so stoked! But... here is the catch. I fucking lost my camera!! WTF! I donon how or when or where, but it gone... So no pics ight now till I find it or get a new one. DOH~!
Happy Mother's Day
To all the mother's out there... Free Comments, Codes & Layouts
Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you’re not here So
Favorite Mother's Day Moment
I was at the laundromat today (doing 9 loads of laundry) and the Ellen Show was on and I saw her read this submission to a contest from a viewer that I thought you would like: So, we had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two bo
Why Should I Even Unpack
whats the point if im just gonna be moving in a couple months anyways i basically live my life out of boxes. i wish it was different ..i wish i knew where i could settle for at least 2 years and be content and not be soo poor but i guess eveeryone wishes that ... im just tired of movin. in the current school year alone i have moved 4 times. in my highschool career i moved a 3 and 3 times in 8th grade that means in the past 6 years ive moved ten times ... thats not including move out and back into old places for a couple months or work moves im tired... anyways i was just putting stuff away and getting pissed
So Damn Bored...
Someone please help me! I'm stuck here and bored to death :(
Fooked Up Shit
my mom just told me your to fat you need to eat less. LMFAO! WTF? I hardly eat anything as is.You know what you ugly old bitch you can kiss my fat ass!
Happy Mother's Day To All Mother's
Have A Great Weekend!!!!
I just wanted to wish all of my friends a very happy day and weekend. It is going to be beautiful in Indiana . I hope it is where you are too!!! Well hugs!!! ~Sheli~
Mourning Over Lost Love.....
Have you ever had one of those times where you thought you were over not over someone but actually u were? Weird perspective but this is what's happening to me. I never knew that someone could squeeze so much love out of me that I am incapable of feeling any remorse for this person. And he has the audacity to ask me to marry him after all that has happened?? How does this person sleep at night after he has done something like this to me... Tell me that he's in love with someone else, and when she leaves he comes crawling back. He crawls back. Even after he knows that I'm not in love with him anymore?? Sweet sweet karma But I mourn for what could have been. And I feel the pain with all my being. And in a couple of days from now...I will be free to love again
All My Love To You
All My Love To You In this vast world The only thing I want- is To give all my love to you When we first met The only thing I knew Was my heart be-longed to you Oh, I remem-ber then, We held each other tight-ly Trem-bling, quie-tly, we-- Were Intoxicated, youthfully, ela-ted Quenched in the fires- of our passions and hopes (dreams) As time moves on Our pains we mend together In each others love we grow And know this now The only thing I need is To give all my love to you Bryant McGill
You wonder why i just sit there and stare at you.... you wonder why i don't really talk much on the phone.... You wonder why i don't remember parts of the movie we saw together.... you wonder why i just start laughing to myself sometimes.... You wonder why i can't really think of anything to do sometimes.... You wonder why i ask some of the stupid questions i ask.... you wonder why i can't go a day without talking to you.... You wonder a lot about me and why i do what i do.... the answer is very simple.... You.... You are the answer.... you are why i can't think straight.... You are why i just stare and smile at you.... You are why i blabber like an idiot.... You are why i'm so addicted to you.... You are.... ....My everything
Dark & Jealous Ep
My 3rd release on Axum. 2 mixes of Dark Place including a great one by my friend Lukas Greenberg and a track with a spoken word vocal by cherry taps own Narosis. See my friends list. Let me know your thoughts. Buy it at:- Cheers, Dave.
I am waiting for the winds of change To sweep the clouds away Waiting for the rainbow's end To cast its gold your way Countless ways To pass the days May I turn your world around Will you start looking for the answers To the question you have found May you be looking for An open door The entrance to my realm You see... What you own is your own kingdom What you do is your own glory What you love is your own power What you live is your own story In your head is the answer Let it guide you along Let your heart be the anchor May it beat to your own song When our minds meet Through the life we travel along We can walk our road together. With our dreams that are the same At times we will run alone and free Yet pursue our common aim. Let the truth of love be lighted Let the love of truth shine clear. Having sensibility, armed without fear May our hearts and minds unite Fore in spirit I am always near. Angel Feathers T
Hello everyone.How is everyone doing this week? Im good.Monday i was cleaning out the car port and i cut my leg open on some glass that was sticking up out of a box.well by wensday it was infected so I had to go to the doc and get a tetnus shot and im on these pills for a week BUT Im almost done cleaning out the car port.My next project is to re paint outside.Yeah I know boreing shit lol Well mothers day is comeing up fast.I had a great mothers day last year and im sure this year will be just as great.Im so lucky that i get to be a mom.When i was 13 i had docs starte telling me i couldnt have kids cuz of problems i had with my overies.It wasnt easy to have dylan.It took me 8 months to get pregeant and sadly i lost that baby.But one month later I found out i was preggo again.and it was hard.there was a few times it looked like he wouldnt make it.Then haveing him almost killed me.But I would do every sec of it all over again in a heartbeat.ill i have ever wanted is to be a mom.Its not
To The One That Thinks They Are All That
You know what you can take my pic put up fake profiles. You have to hide behind a screen and play childish games. If you wanna play come out of hiding. You piece of trash. Come get me face to face is you have a pair.
The Voodoo Penis
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." C'mon, tell me! I need something!" Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out a very old wooden box, carved with stra
Just Checking In....
Well I must say that I am probably happier now than I have ever been in my entire life. Things are really looking up, my house is done, my children are beautiful and healthy, I may be moving to a new place very soon. I have looked at a few houses in La Jolla, CA....can I say OMG, beautiful. I am light weight talking to someone I have known for years, and feel confident about it. My life is finally at my pace, by my rules, doing whatever in the world I feel like doing.

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