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Ultimate Contest Rules
ULTIMATE CONTEST RULES 1 - CONTEST DUE TO START AT 12 NOON UK TIME 4TH JUNE SO LONG AS THERE IS A MINIMUM OF 10 ENTRIES RECIEVED. 2 - ALL PPL ENTERING MUST HAVE VERIFIED SALUTE PIC. 3 - PIC MUST BE OF PERSON ENTERING. 4 - ANYONE CAN COMMENT INCLUDING THE PERSON WHOSE PIC IT IS. 5 - NO SCRIPTS OR BLASTERS ALLOWED....ANY EVIDENCE OF THIS eg:- MULTIPLE SAME COMMENTS OR BLANK COMMENTS OR SAME RANDOM COMMENTS ON A CIRCUIT WILL CAUSE THE PIC INVOLVED TO BE INSTANTLY DELETED, I HAVE A COMMENT BLASTER MYSELF SO I KNOW WHAT TO LOOK FOR LOL. 6 - THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE PICTURE THAT HAS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE CLOSE OF THE CONTEST ON 21ST JUNE AT 12 NOON UK TIME. 7 - DUE TO MANY PPL LIVING IN DIFFERENT TIME ZONES IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO WORK OUT YOUR OWN TIME ZONE STARTING POINT, THERE IS A UK CLOCK ON MY PROFILE FOR YOU TO DO THIS. 8 - IF THE WINNING PIC DOES NOT REACH THE MINIMUM AMOUNT OF 50,000 COMMENTS BY CLOSE OF CONTEST THEN CONTEST WILL BE EX
Movie Star Sex Style
You are a Sharon Stone Sharon Stone in "Basic Instinct." Need we say more? You have command in the bedroom (or wherever else it may be.) Sex is very important to you, and a relationship that is vacant of frequent sex can never be truly fulfilling. You may be more dominating and you probably are the one to initiate sex and determine how it will be done. You're willing to try anything because you want to keep sex interesting and exciting, which to you is what makes for a good lover. If your sexual style is a little overwhelming for your partner, the most important thing to remember is to make sure they feel comfortable enough to express themselves sexual in their own way. Once the playing field is more even, you'll reap the rewards of a healthy sexual relationship.
I Feel So Awful
for the past week I have been slightly on the ill side. Most likely stress according to a doctor. There has been a 24 hour bug around here, but I have been like this for awhile. anyway..... today is International Gothic Lolita Day. I should be getting dressed and lovely and taking pics. I will celebrate the whole weekend and be lovely. I just need inspiration...which is lacking today with the whole "don't feel good" thing
They Say That It Is Better To Have Loved And Lost, Then To Have Never Loved At All....
.....Just like asking is the glass half empty or half full. It all depends on how you look at it. When you love someone you experience feelings and emotions you never thought possable. But then you get hurt and thats the point of which you wished you has never fallin in love in the first place. If nothing else, love is the only truth out there, it never tells you any lies, there is no "i think im in love" your in love, your just to scared to admit it in fear of getting hurt. But its just something that has to happen, yes its painful, and yes it takes a while to get over. But we do get over it. But there is that one special person that when you look into their eyes, you see more then love. Its a feeling that is highly unexplainable and unavoidable, and those are the ones who kinda sneek up on ya! You dont really look for them, but you find them either way! And they also happen to be the ones who change your world. They show you things that you never thought possable. Then, you drop the
My Cats
Hey Guyz!
i know i know i really havn't been around and i'm so sorry my world is work right now and i'm trying to make time for everybody so heres the deal don't expect me to be on that much this summer come the fall i'll be on more often but right now i really don't have time... when i do come on i'll leave some blogs and some love to my friends Later babes Raven
Post Videos?
I want to post videos on my page. Uh Oh. I don't know how though so if you know could you help me post one. thanks love ya sarah xoxo
In The Shadows
FOR IT THERE I MEET THE BRIGHTEST STARS
Downrating Pics
Normally I don't complain about pic ratings because in the end, who really cares? But I guess today giving me, well actually my pup, a 1 pissed me off. I know he's too cute to be a 1. So if people just want to give a 1 to be spiteful fine, I'll return the favor and then block the idiots. Just don't know why people have to be like that. If you want to share your love with her... here ya go
Why????
Why must some people be a bitch. You see a pic you like and ask someone if you can rip it. They tell you sure. but with the new way they have the pics you cant tell if they have ripped that one from someone else. Anyway I got the total bitch out today from a someone just because i ripped a pic from another friend. and then she downrated the pic. how Juvenile is that. come on we are adults here. im not going to do like others do and put a link to her profile. that would put me on her level. just needed to vent.
This Weekend!
Well, if things can cool down between me and my hubby we planned on going to the drive-in and seeing sherk 3, spiderman 3, and disturbia. And I may post what the movies are like but I won't go into detail because I don't believe in talking about a movie and taking stuff away from anyone that has not see them. So if we go which I am sure we will I will post tomorrow sometime of what the movies are like and if they are worth seeing. Me I won't be into Sherk but my hubby will be because he loves Sherk me I would rather see something with blood or brains or something scary not something silly but that is just me because I am big fan of Micheal Myers and Jason and anything that is Horror.
God Is Good
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings, the cries
My Friends 6/2/03
A Person In Need
I'm posting this for knightskitty...I hope someone can help. subject: My sons life depends on it...Please read....This is no Joke!!! post date: 2007-01-25 17:53:23 views: 284 comments: 43 ratings: 0 Appointment with doctor went well...Change in plans as they cannot put my son on the donor list we have to find a live donor....Can you please help me to get the word out here....The surgery will take place in about 6 months..It will be done like no other ever preformed...Normal kidney transplants kidneys stay in the body...With Shawn they have to remove them as his kidneys are his disease...They will then put the new kidney in the front versus the back...The surgery being prefomed is referred to as an unconventional surgery being as it has never been attempted and therefore it is really expermental...My son is the oldest alive with this disease and the doctors are amazed at that..They beleive that if we remove the kidneys from his body it will work but because he is not in kidney
Help Out My Friend Please
BILL IS A NICE GUY AND I WOULD LIKE TO HELP HIM RANK UP - ALL YOUR HELP IS APPRECIATED http://cherrytap.com/cooperwill cooperwill@ CherryTAP
Spank A Hottie
TO ALL MY FRIENDS PLEASE SHE NEED SOME SPANKING SO SPANK HER HARD TO WIN THIS CONTEST HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND HUGS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL WildCat
Family Members
i just wanted to let everybody know in my family that i'm fixing to do some cleaning up, cause if ur in my family, and i let u see all my pics i think its should be the same way with u, so if ur pics r closed to me then u will be moved out to make room for others that will do the same for me. sorry but i look at it like this if i can show u mine u should be able to show me urs all is fair.
Passed Another Test
passed another martial arts test :)
Hahahaha
This childish little girl thought it was so funny to post a mumm about "Why men don't get laid" and asked for everyones opinion....Well we gave our opinions and she got really pissed off at PuNkin and started saying PuNkin was ugly and she was cuter than PuNkin and when I chimed in to defend PuNkin the little bitch started shouting at me in my Shoutbox and leaving me private messages....She started telling me she hated me and I was a bitch (well duh look at my screen-name LOL) and she said she was going to go to the bouncers and tell them me and PuNkin and Pierced Psycho were harrassing her and I told her the bouncers didn't give a shit about goes on in between CHERRYTAP memebers....Well if you would like to go show her some not so cherry love attacking Me, PuNkin and Pierced Psycho then here is her link: Shed a Tear¢¾@ CherryTAP Much love to all my friends, Crazy Bitch
¢¾top 10 Reasons To Date A Dancer¢¾
1. We know all the positions 2. We have perfect technique, good rhythm, and great hip rotation 3. We're used to having bruises on our knees 4. We're used to performing in minimal amounts of clothing 5. We're perfectionists: we'll keep going until we hit it 6. We can shake it like no other 7. After a quick intermission we're ready to go at it again 8. We don't mind getting hot and sweaty 9. We're not as delicate and fragile as we look 10. One word - FLEXIBLE
Me
Ok this is my first blog here. So I am gonna make it about me. LOL! Lets see where to start. Ok I am a 27 years old female divorced with 2 charming sons. I am currently single but who knows I might find someone one day. I live in North Georgia with my best friends. I am a DJ and DJ trainer for an online radio station. www.straightjacketradio.net Ummmmm..... lets see what else.... Oh I am a big girl and let me tell you if you dont like it then move the hell on I dont need your drama or bullshit! But you know what I dont know what else to say so I am closing for now but I will write more at another time! Sending Cherry Love ~*Tease*~ Aka ~*DJ_Smurfette*~
I Left Barnsley ... I Didn't Leave My Friends Why Leave Me???
why doesnt anyone speak to me anymore, i'm pregnant and the people i thought were i myfriend dont even bother to ask how the pregnancy is going, ONE person has asked me ONE out of everyone, call yourselves friends, i think not... if you were you'd have been there for me, and answered when i messaged you, but instead is too much trouble because i moved away from barnsley so why should you care, hmmm let me think about this one, BECAUSE YOUR SURPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND!!! well for those of you who are interested heres the deal. Baby is developing well i first felt her move in week 15, and yes im 18 weeks pregnant now. I find out if im am actually havin a girl in 23 days time. Health wise im perfectly healthy and all my tests came back and im doing really good, im worried cuz when i leave the house or take a shower, i get to the fainting point, i get really hot, start to feel sick, feels like the blood is rushing to my head and its gonna explode, and then my vision goes, and t
Price Of Gas.
I knew this would happen someday. I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas... The clerk farted and gave me a receipt.
Open Up Your Heart
As I step into the sunshine today God's Beauty takes my breath away, With many wonderous things to see That God has created for you and me. I see many different kinds of birds Each singing their song to be heard, Flying over fields of flowers in view Sounds of nature singing out to you. Open up your heart taking it all in You'll find pleasure making you sing, Happiness will remain in your heart Capturing memories from the start. God created universal heavens too Implanted with stars in a sky so blue, Magnificent mysteries He brings In creation of life's greatest things. We must accept God for giving song Creating beauty for us to reflect on, In showing us a love so very strong, He opens hearts to where we belong.
Maybe One Day
She is someone who holds a diamond in her eyes A girl to one day develop into the woman in my dreams The smile she creates will always make me do the same Her body is something I hope to hold in my hands Center of balance that contains my heart Will always remain side by side with her own. Something inside me makes me want to enjoy The feelings that shall never run away to hide. Sweet dreams rush throughout her head As she questions how I came across her life Caring for me in ways I never thought would occur I'm scared to go through life knowing she always wanted me. A crush to begin her everlasting path in life Now blooming into a flower with roots of deep connections Fate and destiny brought us two together To maybe meld our worlds as one. Her soft lips demand satisfaction And her face creates the universe in my mind I will never forget the love she brings to me The happiness that I enjoy everyday that I breathe As she leaves to kiss the night away. How
Mindless
when you say something and it is taken wrong. when is too late to explain? or is it even worth it?? Im not a whiny baby.. I know when Im not wanted, or when Im not needed even. So why do you just continue on? Just want to see how much more wrapped can I be.. to toss me aside?? Or until I care even more.. so that this will be the final time for hurt. I am me.. always will be. It never was a problem before. Why is it now? I HAVE FEELINGS!!!!!!!!
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Finally
The first time I saw you, I thought I was going to die. I found out you had someone, and felt like I was going to cry. I knew you for many years, you didn't know I even existed. I only could dream of a time, when we would get to kiss. We hung out all the time, but only you talked about 'her'. Then when you were single again, you talked of how you were. She broke your heart in two, which, for her, was very wrong. If only yours would have been mine, we would still be together, going strong. I never had the guts to tell you, of how I loved you so. Then you came back into town, and I know you had to know I told you I loved you, then quickly got out of sight. Just incase the look you would give, was one I wouldn't like. Luckly for me... because you told me, exacally how you felt. I was so happy to hear it, I thought that I would melt. So, now I have been completly honest with you, everything, I believe, you know now. But I really wish I wouldn't h
Fuck Off My Connection Is Better Then Yours!
ratings blocked for 10 minutes. stop flooding our servers! --babyjesus
A Few Days Off
I needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss >would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days". I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her"...And where do you think you're going?" (You're gonna love this.....keep going) . . . . . . . . . . . She said, "I'm going home too. I can't work in the DARK!" lol!! Tc n peace..Boo xo
The Love Is There
Is death an end to lifes problems? Is loneliness a punishment for lifes mistakes? To find a friend is a feat many cannot believe A friend finds you perfect no matter the mistakes How can someone with so many friends be lonely? Why does loneliness only creep into our lives? Life is a gift that so many squander Family is a treasure so many turn away Why is this life so hard? Why are friends so loving when family looks away? This world of so many people Seems to always look the other way Why is this life so hard? Why should this life continue? It's time to get up and move around Don't sit wasting your time feeling down Is there a world out there full of love? Do my friends and famly believe in me? Yes they do Actually, they love you
Havent Wrote In Here In A Long Time
im haveing some personal problems and i was hoping this blog could give me some help with ur ideas...i havent really had a real relationship and now im in one but i dont feel wanted and he always avoids me online and never calls me we only talk when we hang out i wanted to know if this is normal or if i have something to worry about thank you xoxo
Photo Rating Limit
"Error: you've reached the daily photo rating limit for your user level" I cant believe it!
What Ever
Well not a lot gonig on , just hanging out and drinking alone,not much fun !!! any one out in online land ,hello hwat happend to all the party people!!!!
I Hate Being Single!!!
Here I sit.. All alone, late, bored. This gets sooo old. Why is it if there are so many single girls, no one wants me? How is it the only ones I find are crazy? When do I get to be happy for once? I know I tend to be negative. I try not to be, But I've not had an easy life. I just wish I could find someone who liked what I liked and loved me for me and who I am. Not who they think I should be. I dunno.. I just wish...
Cherry Blasts
Are cutting off Half of my shout box wich im trying to have a converstation in, and cant see everything the other person is saying! this is pissing me off! is there any way i can just turn off from seeing these stupid blasts?
The Fire Is Out
So I noticed today my cherry is no longer on fire. I have neglected CherryTap for so long that I have fallen below the #50 mark. I remember a time when I was top 20 and was sincerely upset when I dropped in numbers. This time I hadn't even noticed the drop in numbers, until of course the flame went out :( So what shall I do? Delve back into the addiction? Buy myself a blast I can't afford, spend hours upon hours working on my page, profile, and friends. I know it's all so trivial, but I suppose this will at least keep me around more. Be on the look out for my face in the blast box, and then you'll know how long I held out :)
This Bitch Is A Fucking Idiot And Shes Pissed Over Something So Stupid And This Is Proof All In The Same Convo That People Are Afraid Of What They Don
NOW SHE TRIES TO ACCUSE ME OF FUCKING WANTING HIS ASS LMFAO THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST PART OF IT AND THEN OH LOOK SHES EVEN RACIAL O.O ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/3/2007 12:00:00 AM): i havent done shit dont wanna do shit with him so fuck off smoking_guns_the_prick (6/3/2007 12:00:22 AM): yeah well fuck you why dont you go and suck some niggar dick and i don't care that i am fat at least i don't look like you i can be oretty and fat at the same time and you are just plain fucking ugly ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/3/2007 12:00:24 AM): dont bring your insecurites about your husband and your bs to me AND HERES THE REST FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT FOLKS AND AS YOU READ LOOK SHE FUCKING HATES ON ME BECAUSE IM GOTHIC AND THEN LATER WHEN I CORRECT HER ABOUT ME BEING WICCAN SHE CALLS ME A DEVIL WORSHIPER LMFAO ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/3/2007 12:00:46 AM): yeah suree what because im mother fucking gothic ~+yourxworst xnightmare+~ (6/3/2007 12:00:58 AM): what you afraid of those darker an
Fuck You!
gh, these past few days have just not been good, me and amar have been arguing alot, i'm like really stressed, i've hardly been getting any sleep, though I took a nap today! =] I didn't have enough money to send Amar money to come down here, cause it cost 25 just to send it and then 23 more for money in mutes. And then Pat told me today that me and her were in trouble for last night, we both got wrote up, so I'll probably have to sign the paper tomorrow and my dad says if Shelly bitches me out or gives me shit then I can quit, which sucks because I need the money but i'm not putting up with her shit just because she has fucking problems so yeah, everything is just ugh =/ Actually I really don't know what I got wrote up for. Pat says she got wrote up for one letting me buy stuff after 8, but I bought everything after costumers did, I was standing in line, i've seen a million people who work there do it before! Then Pat said she got in trouble for cashing someone's check after 8, th
Foot Play
i am curious to know how many women out there love having their feet worshipped! i always love women with pretty sexy feet!
Yet Another Poem
Goodbye Skin as soft as the petal of a flower. You long to hold her one more hour. Eyes so deep you can feel the pride, she has when you stand near her side. You look even deeper and see the pain, that this little girl will see again. You hold her near and kiss her brow. The time has come to leave her now. The news is given in the gentlist way, she screams and yells there's so much to say. Finally she realizes its out of her control, She leaves the room with her head held low. Her head soon will rise with a glow of love, as she looks to her daddy in the heavens above. The memories he left, the kisses and smiles, the pride of his "angel", showing for miles. The support he had given in her trials and griefs, will guide her through life as he Rests In Peace!
Dog Jacking Off Wtf
My Angel
Who will catch me if I fall Who will be my gaurdian angel Who will save me if I'm on the edge Is that you? The one I love The girl I adore Are you my angel? I think you are because you give me light in the dark You talk to me when I'm down You rock my world You are the sun in my life
Well It's Official
As Of This Part Wednesday I Was Separated Six Months And I Signed The Divorce Papers. I Don't Know How To Act
Spells
I added some new spells to the website A depression spell, how to cast a circle, how to break a spell and how you can cleanse your tools.
My Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be
The Angry American Part 4
This morning, I have seen something that touched me...it was something about a place...that I know most of you have never been, but you've heard of. Arlington National Cemetary. For those of you that don't know what it is, it's a national cemetary where our soldiers, and presidents are laid to rest. This is a beautiful place, there is a tomb there, it's of the unknown soldiers. This beautiful peice of land, and the tomb is guarded 24 hours a day, seven days a week, 365 days a year, by soldiers of the 3rd infantry division. These soldiers are the example of what it's like to be the 'best of the best'. These soldiers walk this little peice of earth, and never mutter a word, or bitch because it's too cold, or it's too hot, or it's raining, or snowing, or whatever. They do this honor and never complain. Since the tomb has been there, it has never went unguarded...there was a hurricane that blew through the DC area, the guards were told that they did not have to guard the tomb durin
Health
So as I said in an earlier blog I am finally very happy. What really sucks about all this is that when I wasn't happy I was a very healthy person. Just one month after meeting Wayne I start having back pain. Went to the dr thinking it was a pinched nerve. Took xrays and gave me pain meds. Called and told me nothing wrong. Said then why am I always in constant pain? So sent me to orthopedic. He took more xrays and said I had arthritis in my back. Gave me some more meds. Sent me to physical therapy. Went back for 6 week follow up and still in lots of pain. Also swollen ankles and feet. Turns out one of the meds caused a reaction. Was sent to take mri and a nerve test. Nerve test not very fun. Ever have needles stuck in your neck? So here it is 3 months later and waiting to go see a rhumetologist. Think I might have MS or lupus. So was I handed all this now that I am happy so I could handle it better? Earlier in life I had just too many problems to handle this also? Sounds fair in one wa
Thank You
On the 26th May 2007 My Mum died. I have found it very Hard to cope with the loss off my mum. But 2 off My friends on here have help me cope with this situation. I felt really depressed losing my mum. So To little Hippie Girl and her hubby and Candygirl Uk, I want to say a big thank you for being there for me. You are special to me and I love you guys, you are true friends XXXXXXX PS yhere is ALSO kerch who with his comments as helped keep my chin up. RIDE SAFE my FRIEND
Huh
Think of how much energy you would have if you stopped worrying about what other people thought and focused on what you really believed instead. Wow! You could practically move mountains with that stuff.
Poem: Your Lovely Eyes
Darlin' you are one beautiful lady, that can only some can really see like me. God How I wish I was really, free to do what I wanted... But I am not and with you, our friendship can be more for now. I only hope that you see and understand, that at this time I must stay where I'm at. You not alone and I am your friend, and hope that it will remain this way. For it who you are inside that I, really desire that's behind your lovely eyes. Signed:Raymond Starns Dated:6/3/07
Negotiation
Negotiation (BDSM) Negotiation in BDSM community is a form of communication where participants make arrangements on each others' requirements, responsibilities and limits to find the best possible agreement. As BDSM is sexual practice that keeps to SSC philosophy, negotiation is necessary to set sexual activity within the boundaries of these principles. Activity within BDSM relationships requires trust, openness about most practices that may include risks. On the other hand, partners have certain needs which should be clearly defined in order to be properly satisfied. In this regard, negotiation is essential part not only when parties were not familiar with each other but also in case when partners have long-term relationships. Negotiation may not only concern a particular session but touch upon a more wide range of subjects on a BDSM philosophy in general: considerations on a lifestyle, the perspectives of the relationships, religious beliefs and many other issues that can
The Life Of A Single Woman
I am Diwata, 22 years old, single and loving it. People may ask me how come I am single, or a better question, why are you single? My answer is simple, because no one has found me interesting. If I answer, ‘because I choose to’, well, I would be lying to myself. So my answer is definite, ‘no one has found me interesting’. Then people may say that you are just trying to defend yourself, by saying ‘I love the single life’. It may be true, but one thing I can tell you, I have been single for quite sometime, and I never felt depressed, I feel lonely sometimes, yes, but not depressed. Happy? Probably yes, and probably not. Some women, who are single, find it hard, not to have a boyfriend. But I always say, you cannot find your happiness in other people. Positive thinking is one of the best things that you can hold on to, especially when you’re single. Focus on more important things, like your career, family and friends. I work in a call center, an environment where 90% speaks English, an
Deeper Thought
I was inspired to share my thoughts by two things: 1) Some stupid personality test that says I am a deep thinker. Well, I am - but I realize that very few people know that I am (unless of course they look close enough) 2) I have actually found someone that not only sees and appreciates my outer beauty but is also equally attracted to my ability to hold a deep conversation. I was actually shocked by that, I guess because there has never been anyone that has actually expressed an interest in getting to know that side of me. He not only is interested but has PUSHED me to share my thoughts on things. I've kept the deeper side of me pretty much hidden, not just on CT but in all parts of my life. Maybe it's time that I stop doing that - might lead to me actually finding people to have decent conversations with and having friends in my life that I can actually identify with. Or it could lead to the lot of you thinking I am bizarre and running in the other direction - either way
If...you...love Me
"If You.... love me................leave a love comment like me.................leave a sweet comment wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" comment wanna fuck me............. reply "i want to fuck u" think im a sexy.................leave a dirty comment care about me ....................leave a caring comment if you hate me.................GO FUCK URSELF!!!! IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY.......JUST SAY SO basically leave a comment................... REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY COMMENTS OR TESTIMONIALS YOU GET"
Real People To Meat In Central Ct?
LOOKING FOR REAL OFFLINE FUN! IM ME OR EMALE ME IF YOURE INERESTED IN A NSA RELATION! SEX IS SEX, LETS JUST FUCK OR SUCK AND LEAVE! NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE JUST SEX :P
6/2/07
What a damn day I had, was on here fixing my page and Avery my (DOG) unplugged me needless to say after that happen the damn computer wasn't working correctly so had to take it in to get fixed which cost me $110 and well it's laggin an shit, locking up on my ass! Hopefully it'll work itself out sometime soon.
Hidden Power
A Bit Of Mirabilia...
I read not too long ago about an odd incident that apparently happened out in the Congo. Apparently some individuals shot tranquilizers into a troop of gorillas and applied clown make-up to all their faces. Stop and imagine for a second. You're a park warden, hiking through the jungles of the Congo. You work diligently to ensure that poachers had not killed more of these apes for their meat (and handy gorilla paw ashtrays!) and you come across all these gorillas painted up so. Just stop. And imagine.
This Site
O.k. this is KRAZY shit... The damn shout box is way to small and it's hard to see anything in which is being said, need to change it back to the way it was... So much better I believe, what ya'll think???
Do You Like Spanking???????????????????
DO YOU LIKE SPANKING?????????? THESE ARE MY SWEET FRIENDS,AND I'M SURE YOU KNOW THEM,,,,I LIKE TO HELP THEM LEVEL UP GO SPANK THESE PEOPLE WITH SOME LOVE,RATE,FAN AND ADD THEM.....AND TELL THEM THAT WildCat SENT YOU HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEK HUGS AND MUCH LOVE TO EACH ONE OF YOU WildCat ΡЄЯKY ĆŦ­­MäFїä_Mя.Ð's wife_ Dark Enigmas Mistress@ CherryTAP Mя.Ð ĆŦ­­MäFїä ΡЄЯKY'§ Ĥûsband@ CherryTAP XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Beyond
Soft splatters of paint hit the canvas Markings of an image seen through nightly images Some splats are black others seem bright A stroke of genius, bringing in new life Reflections seen through the artist interpretations Lost felt souls stirring around our imaginations Dark colored clouds circling the heavy skys Visions of what to come before the storm dies Over to the right, a lighter shade is drawn A bright yellow ray from the sunshine of dawn Swiftly with each stroke, the canvas begins to take form Could this be the end, or just the calm before the storm? Seamless the artists closes his eyes, and the brush takes control Patterns become frantic, clearly the brush is on a roll Colors meshed together blended for only our eyes to respond Passions of our dreams painted now and far Beyond!
Motorbikes
I'm sure some of you know why but... Today, I am hanging up my beloved motorbike helmet and jacket. I do not want to, but for the next few months they are going to be in the wardrobe gathering dust. This is a very very sad day people :((((
Father Of The Year
Daddy's Pride and Joy! Dude how the fuck can you do this Rape your daughter then seal it with a kiss You dumb sick bastard it's your daughter She's not your fucking peice to destroy and barter Go get a hooker, or better yet fuck your wife! Leave your kids alone because your cock is now a knife It's bad enough that your fucked up Look around your suppose to be the grownup! Beautiful darling child on the outside we see In your dungeon, a child on her knees Giving you sexual pleasures cause your king of your roost Thrusting your poison, sickness you boost One day the truth will finally be Revenge she will seek, hopefully court you will see When they lock you up, that still won't be fair The child you killed, with shameless colored hair!
This Is About Us Having A Pity Party!
Pitiful Me What do you see When you look at me? I try to be big and strong But I can I see in your eyes I'm wrong I try to be a support angel I try to look at all angles Why does it seem like I fail? Why do you put me in your jail? I feel so lost and helpless I am so pitiful and useless I wish someone could guide me I wish someone could let this loser fly free If I could take back things I said If I could remember all the advise I read If I could just lay down by myself Put all my burdens on a shelf I use to be full of energy and luck Now I'm tired and a complete shmuck I wish I could sleep and never dream I wish problems were'nt as big as they seam! I wish I could go home and sleep I wish I could smile and not weep I wish I had you near I wish you could fill me up with cheer! I'm tired of dreaming of better things I'm tire
The History Of Handfasting
The History of Handfasting Handfasting at one time was the only way that couples could be engaged and/or get married because the church let the civil government of the period take care of these matters. In the British Isles, Handfasting was the old pagan ritual of marriage and it remained legal in Scotland all the way up to 1939, even after Lord Harwicke’s Act of 1753 declaring that marriages in England were legal only if performed by a clergyman. After Lord Harwicke’s Act, the Scottish border town, Gretna Green became a mecca for eloping couples from England who fled there to perform their own Handfastings. In those times, the couple themselves performed the Handfasting before witnesses. It was also used in Scotland for the engagement period of a year and a day before a wedding was proved. The very word handfasting got it's origin in the wedding custom of tying the bride and groom's hands (actually, wrists) together. In some versions, this is only done for as long as the ceremon
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The Art Of A Good Relationship
The Art of a Good Relationship The little things are as important the big things. It is never being too old to hold hands. It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day. It is never going to sleep angry. It is at no time taking the other for granted; the courtship should not end with the honeymoon, it should continue through all the years. It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives. It is standing together facing the world. It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole community. It is doing things for each other, not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice, but in the spirit of joy. It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways. It is not looking for perfection in each other. It is cultivating flexibility, patience, understanding and a sense of humor. It is having the capacity to forgive. It is creating an atmosphere in which each can grow. It is finding room for the things of the
When Life Gets You Down.... Remember...
WELL TODAY IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY... MY HEAD IS SPINNING WITH THOUGHTS, MOST OF THEM AREN'T GOOD ONES... BUT WHAT I'M FOCUSING ON NOW.. ARE THE GOOD ONES, NO MATTER HOW FEW THEY ARE. MY SHINING STAR, WILL FOREVER SHINE BRIGHT IN THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART AND SOUL AND HAS REMINDED ME THAT, I'M NOT AS ALONE AS I FEEL. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF YESTERDAY "I COULD BE IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE AND I'D STILL FEEL ALONE." WAS I DESTINED TO BE ALONE FOR THE REST OF MY YEARS? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THIS DRAMA, HEARTACHE AND HURT? WAS THERE SOMETHING I DID IN MY PAST OR A PAST LIFE TIME, THAT MADE ME DESERVE EVERYTHING I WAS GETTING. BECAUSE I FIRMLY BELIEVE IN KARMA!! SO.. IT'S GOT ME THINKING... WHAT WAS IT I DID SO BAD... TO DESERVE ALL THIS... CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS... IT'S APART OF LIFE.. YESTERDAY, I FELT LIKE I WAS IN A ROOM WITH NO WINDOWS, NO LIGHT AND NO DOOR.... ALONE.. WHEN I REACHED FOR YOUR HAND, I THOUGHT YOU WEREN'T THERE FOR ME TO FIND... REALIZ
Who Wants To Be My Nurse?
Hi Everyone, Sorry I havent been on much today. It's because I dont feel too good. I have been sick a few times and I feel cold and shivery. I am going back to bed now where its all nice and warm. I hope to be back to my old self tomorrow. Hope you all take care and have a good day. If anyone would like to come and look after me then all offers will be greatly considered. See, even though i'm feeling sick I can still find enough energy to be cheeky. Bye for now. Willie xoxoxoxox
Hot Strip Tease!
Non-Nude Strip Tease! Was Just too HOt not to Post!renee
New Pics
I just posted some new pics in my gallery. A couple of them are in the default album, but there are several new ones in the adult album so go check them out! :)
Love This Song
love this song.. tried to get it on music jesus but its not there.. what other sites can I get this to auto start on my page? x
How To Turn Someone Into A Budwieser Frog
How to Turn Someone Into A Budwieser Frog Throughout the years shamans have practised shapeshifting, the act of changing into an animal. Did they really change into an animal or did they appear to? Have you noticed that some people seem to have a certain animal energy? Some look and act like a cat when you look at and talk with them. Others remind you of a dog and still others remind you of a bear. Are they shapeshifting or do they think like that animal which they resemble? Do others see them as you do? In this spell to change someone into a frog I am not saying literally change them into a frog but change the way people look at them and how they look at themselves. Their dreams will be of wallowing in mud and eating bugs. To reverse the spell do a symbolic death of them as a frog and a rebirth as a human. SUPPLIES: 4 Blue candles (relates to water, the frogs home) Water incense (any) Frog (Don't worry, we won't be sacrificing it) Clear glass Beermug (for f
To All My Friends
SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ONLINE TO MUCH DEALING WITH SOME THINGS RIGHT NOW AND GOING THREW HARD TIMES..AND I WILL TRY AND GET ON ONCE IN AWHILE IF YOU TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST I WILL UNDERSTAND BUT RIGHT NOW I NEED TO DEAL WITH PERSONAL THINGS AND CANT GET ONLINE TO MUCH RIGHT NOW I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND AND KEEP ME AS YOUR FRIEND ... LOVE TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS AND I MISS YOU ALL I SHOULD BE BACK IN A WEEK TILL THEN KEEP THE LOVE COMING I SURE COULD USE IT RIGHT NOW... Sweeet Destiny XoXoXoXoXoXo
Moon Tarot
Anchorage Fun...
My best friend lives up in Anchorage (well not really she just goes to UAA). So we planned this little vacation .where I go up to Anchorage for 3 weeks and than we both drive back down to Ketchikan. It all started on May 4th when I woke up early that morning to get on the 7:30 boat to go over to the airport. I get over to the airport and see that my plane is running late because of mechanical problems. But I headed up leaving Ketchikan at 9 o¡¦clock. First I stopped in Wrangle and then Petersburg and than the last stop was in Juneau. I arrived in Anchorage around 3:30 and Athena was waiting for me outside of the airport. Her car was very dirty!!...hehe¡Ksorry Athena just thought to tell everyone but the first thing we did was went through a car wash¡Kyeah it was a lot of fun¡Khehe¡Kafter the car wash we went to the university and I got to eat college food for the first time¡Kit was actually pretty good. I also got to meet some of Athena¡¦s friends. While we were sitting in the common
Destiny 2
How I Feel
i have been married for 3 years but i am no longer happy. every guy has proven to be jerks. lieing to me all the time. and ever man keeps proving me right. always out for sex or want to know about my privite sex life. come on some one prove me wrong just once. why cannt there be a sweet guy out there for me. some one to make me smile and laugh again?some one i can look in to their eyes and see how much they love me and want to be with me for me. i may not look the best but i have a good personality. i wish some one could see me for that. its not whats on the out side it is whats on the inside that counts. i have built this wall around my heart because of guys i dont trust any of them but may be one day i will find the one who can change all that. at times i feel like i be betterof dead just to please alot of people. but i dont want to feel that any more. please god one day send my angel from heaven to show me the love i deserve.
In A World
In a world where the children are always looking up to their heroes and role models, Only the domestic abusers, alcoholics, child molesters and rapists are the fathers and mothers. In a world where the nice guys finish last, only the rich and beautiful people are having a blast. In a world where the meek get trampled on day after day, only the strong and powerful peoples voices count as a SAY. In a world where truth and justice shall set you free, only the corrupt truthfully give or take your cell key. In a world where the average person works for everything and gets nothing, only the corporation bullies push you down and take everything. In a world where a soldier gives his life for the honor of his family and country, Only the PRESTIGIOUS MAN commands that more go die willingly and willfully. In a world where the only thing people want is peace, harmony and to live their own lives, Only the way of life today with the violence and development of mass destructi
For You
Just to share and live my life for you Just to find its meaning and story too Just to know You are my reason for living Just to understand my faithful loving Just to hear the sigh of joy Just to see you here beside me Just to touch your soul with my lips Just to absorb your spirit while we kiss Just to scent your aromatic embrace Just to taste my encounter with grace Just for you I pledge constantly, I'll be just for you I dedicate all that matters to me Just for you my life, my heart I give Just for you I do really intend to live Just to think of you I smile Just to show my love reaches across the miles
Gotta Love Moms
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION . "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC . " Because I said so, that's why." 5.. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT . "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY . "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS . "Shu t your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTION ISM . "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about ST
Not So Stupid Blonde
Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with those expensive double pane energy efficient kind. But this week I got a call from the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the work had been completed a whole year ago and I still hadn't paid for them. Helloooo???!!!!! Now, just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am automatically stupid. So, I told him just what his fast talking sales guy had told ME last year. Namely, that in just ONE YEAR, these windows would pay for themselves! Hellooooo? "It's been a year," I told him!! There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just hung up.... He didn't call back. Guess I won that stupid argument.
Pronger
Suspension = Bullshit.
Lust
Opinion
Do you guys think my hair looks better long or short?
Oh Yes I Am(from My Profile)
I am far from perfect but I can definitely leave an imprint in your heart if you decide to let me in. I am very loyal friend to those that appreciate my friendship. I try my best to look for the good in people. I have a big heart and go out of my way to make others happy before ever trying to make myself happy. I’m easy going, laid back, soft spoken and mostly shy... but once I get comfortable with you I open up a little bit more, that is, if I like you... I’m a firm believer in Karma... you get what you give... that goes for both good and bad... that’s why I like to kill people with kindness when they don’t like me...I love to laugh... and I don’t mind being laughed at... I’m very close to my family... and I love my friends who are basically my family... I have lots of patience... especially when it comes to things I’ve set my heart on... I’m clumsy, forgetful, and I’m very bad in direction, so don’t ask me shit. I'm just being me still trying to find my place in this world. Each
Bob Dylan- Like A Rolling Stone
Ya know, I have always loved this song because it's like a proverbial punch in this face. Honestly right now I am posting this for a good friend of mine, I think if I was a dj and got a phone call from him I'd have to play this song. Hopefully this will you make get a little release. All the things you wish you could say, and all the things I would feel in your shoes. This is my gift to you love right now. =) Once upon a time you dressed so fine You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you? People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall" You thought they were all kiddin' you You used to laugh about Everybody that was hangin' out Now you don't talk so loud Now you don't seem so proud About having to be scrounging for your next meal. How does it feel How does it feel To be without a home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone? You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely But you know you only used to get juiced in it And n
6-3-07 32nd Entry
Sooo, Are ya ready to cringe yet folks? No need to, its a good day lmao. My infection is nearly gone (still seeping some slightly poisoned blood but its getting a better red and not bleeding as much since it "exploded" and its not much swelled) and my fever finally broke yesterday leaving me weak but getting better quicker whohooo, my head cold is nearly gone and I think I have figured out some of the problem with me being so sick so much lately. See my bed is on the wall that the shower is (no singing in the shower here or I will tease the tar outta ya lol). Last night I was struggling so hard to not have stupid thoughts and I asked my Goddess, Brigit, to help me pull through this stupid slump I"ve been in for so long. So I talk to her for a little more. My crazy mind actually started to settle down a decent amount. Then I looked up.... Right into a small mold looking patch right above my head. Upon further investigating, right where there is a crack in the wall
June 3rd~my Weekend
Friday~went to the track n worked got all the races in but the limited stock tht make up feture is for next Friday. Saturday~went to the track n worked there was two scramble make up fetures for tht nite n for the first make up feture Brad Kress won n Lee Redman won the second make up scramble feture. im not sure who won the 4 or 6 oval race.i know wes won but i dont remember what class he is on saturday nite. thn the scramble fetures were up for the first feture everything went fine. dont know who won tht tho.thn the second scramble feture came out n all things didnt go to well in tht feture. the first lap some people took out Brad. n he didnt do nothing about it.he left it go. thn i believe the 40,27 took him out n the 27 was on Brads hood so if Brad wanted to he could of fliped him but he didnt. thn the 0 spun Brad out on a fucking yellow flag. so tht nite wasnt good cuz there was alot of people up at the office bitching about him.i dont know what all they said about him n i d
Bon Jovi- Bad Medicine
Ya know- another Jovi Song.. I'm not even going to write an intro to this theres a line in this song that someone will know exactly why i am posting this song lol. Nuff said. I ain't got a fever got a permanent disease It'll take more than a doctor to prescribe a remedy I got lots of money but it isn't what I need Gonna take more than a shot to get this poison out of me I got all the symptoms count 'em 1,2,3 First you need That's what you get for falling in love Then you bleed You get a little but it's never enough On your knees That's what you get for falling in love And now this boy's addicted cause your kiss is the drug Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine There ain't no doctor that can Cure my disease Bad, bad medicine Bad, bad medicine I don't need no needle To be giving me a thrill And I don't need no anesthesia Or a nurse to bring a pill I got a dirty down addiction It doesn't leave
Lethal Hand Sanitizer?!?
This story was verified at: http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/sanitizer.asp Yesterday, my youngest daughter, Halle, who is 4, was rushed to the emergency room by her father for being severely lethargic and incoherent. He was called to her school by the school secretary for being "very VERY sick." He told me that when he arrived, Halle was barely sitting in the chair. She couldn't hold her own head up and when he looked into her eyes, she couldn't focus them. He immediately scooped her up and rushed her to the ER, and then called me. When we got there, they ran blood test after blood test and did x-rays, every test imaginable. Her white blood cell count was normal, nothing was out of the ordinary. The ER doctor told us that he had done everything that he could do so he was sending her to Saint Francis for further tests. Right when we were leaving in the ambulance, her teacher came to the ER and, after questioning Halle's classmates, we found out that she had licked hand
Eve 6- Inside Out
This is my bouncy happy I'm fucked up and I'm proud of it song. The End. Chorus: I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rhines But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing Want to put my tender heart in a blender Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion Rendezvous then Im through with you I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail I see our time had gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale Chorus So cal is where my mind states but its not my state of mind Im not as ugly sad as you Or am I origami Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head Chorus I alone am the one you dont know you need take heed feed your ego Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get
No Hate On My Page
FAIR WARNING TO FANS, FAMILY AND FRIENDS: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/906214 To all my friends, fans and family. This is "Dobby". He is very angry with me, americans, tattoos, and anyone who may be ignorant of Geography (especially his). Yes, I am all these things. I took Russian Econimics and language in college and then everything changed there and I felt no desire to keep up after that...my degree just became as usefull as toilet paper.. Anyway, I am just giving all fair warning because he may antagonize you for being associated with me and I say "may" generously because I really did not get to know him at all. So if he contacts you you have been warned. I have blocked him to keep the "hate" off my page. He may be an interesting person. I really did not get a chance to get past all the hatred and get to know him. PLEASE DO NOT DOWN RATE HIM OR SEND HIM NASTY MESSAGES OR ANY OTHER NEGATIVE THING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT AND I DO NOT WANT TO INSTIGATE SUCH A THING.
Repost Of Looking For Mom....still Looking ..added The Only Pic I Have Of Her To One Of My Albums...please Help Me Find My Mom
My name is Steve and I've been looking for my mom for many years. I'm 31yr old this year and she will be 49 in October. I think she is either in California, Anaheim area, or Nevada, Reno area. I believe she was born in Iowa or Indiana so I thought she might still be in contact with someone in the area. Iva Rose Taylor is her maiden name, she goes by Rose, and I believe her current last name is Harper and her husband's name Bruce Max Harper. I believe he goes by Max. If you have any information regarding the whereabouts of either of these two people, please email me so one day I can finally meet my mom. Thank you for your time. Please email me at: helpfindmymom@msn.com Please read on. The story behind this is that my father and mother divorced leaving me with my father’s parents at a very early age. When about 7yrs my father then came and got me. I wasn’t told who my real mother was till later in life. I was told from my father that she was an unfit and unstable mother
Joys Of Motherhood Part 3
WELL AFTER LESS THAN 3 WEEKS THAT RELATIONSHIP(IF YOU CAN CALL IT THAT) IS OVER! WOOHOOO! HE TURNED OUT TO BE A PLAYER AND GOT A NEW GF- WHEN THAT GIRL CHEATED ON HIM HE CAME BACK THREATENING SUICIDE TO KELSEY IF SHE DIDNT TAKE HIM BACK. SHE TOLD HIM OFF AND TOLD HIM TO JUST DO IT CUZ SHE WAS DONE BEING PLAYED BY HIM! BASICALLY TOLD HIM TO KISS HER ASS AND BE SURE TO DOWN THE ROAD NOT ACROSS THE STREET WHEN HE DONE IT! omfg SHE IS WAYYYY TOO MUCH LIKE HER MOTHER! HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED HUH? LOL JUST THOUGHT ID UPDATE EVERYONE! NOW I JUST HAVE TO STRESS OVER THE LOCAL BOYS- UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Children
This weekend I had my five boys who I love with all my heart and soul over for a visit.But what started out as great weekend went downhill really fast. You see when my ex-husband and I seperated and divorced the kids took it hard which was to be expected, But with time they came around. But this weekend My 11 yr old son looked at me and said that he didn't have a mother.He said the only mother he would ever have is his dad's new fiance.You see my ex's new fiance is a girl he was with before we got together and she has never liked me. All this girl does is put me down and to top it all off my ex backs her and agrees with her. I don't blame my son I feel that he is just listening to what his father and her have to say. My children all know that i worked nights for years to support them all,but I guess when your father puts your own mother down you really don't know how to feel.I feel that they are being brainwashed. I always wanted children I just didn't realize how difficult it would be
A Heros Choice.
A choice is a decision that we have the option to make, but a hero's choice is a decision that's made for another's sake. They became firefighters not for the pay or uniform and knew what they might have to face in the duties they'd perform. And on September 11th, two-thousand and one, though their worst fears came true, they did what had to be done. In the chaos and terror and rush of the mob, headfirst they proceeded to accomplish their job. Through air thick with flame, they felt the vibration, but made a hero's choice to enter ...without hesitation. Aware this decision could mean from earth they'd depart, each made a hero's choice by following his heart. Although hundreds went in, their guidance was heard as one voice and thousands live today because they made...a hero's choice. Every firefighter's limb that bears a burn or a scar represents what they do and defines who they are and the steadfast union they share where it's understoo
Why I'm So Negative
Well, I moved out of the house since it's all cleaned out and ready for rent and moved in with the aunt and uncle for the 10 more days I'll be here... and ... yeep, it's dawning on me where all my negativity and negative train of though comes from. Then my folks flew in yesterday and I'm ready to scream!! Every comment, every time my dad or his sister open their fucking mouths, it's something negative!!! She was backing brownies, I come in the room and say that it smells good... she says "that can be deceiving"... so.. no wonder I can't take a compliment or view things in a positive manner. I love my dad and all but it's really rough being around him. He has to be the center of attention and he gets so pissy over nothing.. yeep, things I have to work on not becoming. Nothing is like it used to be, all those immigrants, all the criminals, all the people in the neighborhood who are not in compliance with the HOA codes.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH go outside and get some
I Lost One Of My Best Friends
my best friend of two years going on three. died over the weekend in iraq. He made the ultimate sacrifice for this country that we call home. He will be truely missed by me and our good friends. Thank u jared for doing what u did . We love you .. Jared you are truely missed .. thanks for ur ultimate sacrifice... R.I.P Spc. William J. Crouch
My Reasons I Pray For One Day !
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Pictures.....
I took and posted a few today... I look a tad bedraggled...got caught in the rain...grrr But i got contacts and hilites....lemme know what ya think...k?
Wanting To Escape
Wandering in darkness feeling all alone Searching and not finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each step I take I begin to stray As my heart beat begins to betray The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly all is lost, As I feel my insides being tossed. My heart turns in to fist drowning in a crimson pool, Longing for the warm embrace which is much too cruel, I am cursed now in this lonely world, Wishing no longer to be the fool As I find myself in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this is my fate Wanting my prince to help me escape
What A Great Sunday
WHEN I AWOKE TODAY....I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A CRAPPY DAY! BUT I SPENT IT WITH MY DEAREST FRIEND SCOTT, WE LAUGHED, DRANK, LISTENED TO ALL KINDS OF CRAZY MUSIC, AND JUST HAD SO MUCH FUN...IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ILLEGAL! I CAME HOME TO EVEN MORE GREATNESS, AND IT JUST KEPT GETTING BETTER. SO TO SCOTT, (MY DEAREST FRIEND) JIMMI (MY PROTECTOR) AND JOHN ( MY LOVE) THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY! I LOVE YOU ALL!
Journal Entry Of A Subordinate Group Member
So tonight for school, we had to write a fictional journal entry of a subordinate group member who had a place within the United States' history. I wanted to do Iraqi Americans, but I thought African Americans would be easier and less time consuming doing researching considering I learned all about slavery, the Middle Passage (I think thats right) and other things of that nature in school. Tell me what yins think of my fictional journal entry. Thanks :) ------------------------ In the mid 1800’s, my family and I were shipped from Africa, to the white men in the free America. I was 15, my little sister 13 and my mother and father along with others within our African community were along for the journey. The long trip cost 62 out of the 218 of us to die from famine, dehydration, disease and onboard rebellion against the white men. It was horrible to see some of our closest friends and even extended family die slow and horrible deaths. We were unloaded from the European shi
Training Days
I started it last week, it goes into high gear today. Training. Not a light run, a few pushups/situps and maybe a short ride. I'm going to start waking up at 5:15am and working out like I used to when I was boxing. You can't ease yourself into life, into training, into a set pattern. You just have to dive in and see what happens. No more days off, its time to get back in "train wreck the walks like a man" shape get get ready for my title fight. Thats because my life life is a title fight... His whole life was a million to one shot...
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ok since ya'll are being shy - i'm going to bed. see you all when i wake up in the morning. leave some love, and i will try my best to return it.
Fan Pix
if anyone wants too make me fans pics i'll return the fav
Narcotic Sweet
Take these questions from my mind I do not wish to know them anymore Stop my questions of your true heart For I cry thinking of them once more Like my tears The questions flow Unlike my mind My heart knows Scars on my heart Healed by your kiss You fill my life With utter bliss I want to hold you close Nothing more I'd rather do While I whisper in your ear Simply "I love you"
The Morrow, My Dear
Fare the Well My lover's eyes I bid you ado Till the morrow when I can look upon Thy gentle face Whilst I sleep this night I dream of Thine own smile The morrow Oh sweet morrow I wait for thee
Plz Read About Me
HEY EVERYONE...WELCOME TO MY PAGE...I AM A PRETTY SIMPLE GIRL, JUST HERE TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS AND HAVE A BLAST DOING IT,NOT LOOKING TO BE POPULAR OR GAIN CHERRY POINTS.NOT LOOKING TO GET THE HOOK UP,I AM PRETTY BLUNT AND STR8 TO THE POINT.I LOVE THE OUTDOORS,HANGING WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS,DANCING..JUST CUTTING LOOSE..SO COME ON AND JOIN ME AND LETS HAVE FUN TOGETHER... Before you look at my page, remember this is MY page, MY interests and MY life.. go ahead, JUDGE me... that is your choice but I dont want to hear any of your negative reviews.. so keep ur opinion to yourself, thank you. Oh & to the ones that rejoice in making people feel better about themselves by complimenting their outlook on life thank you even more. Back to 1st grade..."if you have nothing good to say, dont say anything at all" If you are everything otherwise you can sit back, get comfortable and proceed to read I like to be taken seriously but i hate to be serious, I can be blunt but never brutal, I believe in kar
Be Good 2 Others
People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self centered Forgive them anyway If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Be kind anyway If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies Succeed anyway If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you Be honest and frank anyway What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight Build anyway If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous Be happy anyway The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow Do good anyway Give the world the best you have, and it may never be good enough Give the best you've got anyway You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God... It was never between you and them anyway
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What Do I Know?
When I see a jet flying by in the sky My first thought is that I wish it were you flying to be with me. Listening to the wind blowing through the trees I imagine the wind in your hair. Sitting on my couch watching a movie I reach over to that empty spot beside me and imagine you're there. I kiss you goodnight every night in my dreams But.... I'm just a girl
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Good Humor
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life,Remember 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written An impressive new book. It's called .......... "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink And be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and Your boss, the Pope only expects you To kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning, One brilliant Flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to Your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and That ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes Were inevitable Now, of course, there's Shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking The trash out, gives the impression that He just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just Vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried
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1. Where will you be in a hour? Laying on the couch with a wrestling dvd playing. lol 2. Who will be your next kiss? Either Alianna or Justin I'm sure. 3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you? Alianna's shoe. 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of state? I was in Oak Grove like a week ago. 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Nope, don't go to the movies anymore. Watch them for free on the puter! 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Glass of root beer. 8. What are you wearing right now? My tiered skirt as a dress, and it still comes down to mid calf! 9. What was your last purchase? Cigarettes probably. 10. What's the last thing you wrote down? I was trying to remember how to spell a word in French and it's easier for me to write it down. 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Corinne. :D 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Nope.
4 My Baby..
ITs been a while since i wrote a blog, its all cuz i been in love and i havent been thinkin about nothin but this girl.. its crazy when i stop and think about how fast time has flown by since i met her, and its just been wonderful, so wonderful, that i wish i could just stop time rite now and keep it like this, until i can afford to get out on my own and have her live with me. i honestly never known a girl who cared as much about me as she does, i feel lucky to have her..in other words i just wanted to say that i have never really truely been in love until now, and i wasnt even sure if there really was such a thing until i met her. babygurl gots my heart o:) at times i just wish i could have done more for her to make our time together more worthwhile.. she is the sweetest and most loving girl ever..and i love her wit all my heart...sometimes i just wish i could have made our past experiences more memorable/she knows what i mean...i love her..
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Today's Quote If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain. -Emily Dickinson
Online Cheating ?
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outset
Marathon
going off now to run in the ladies mini marathon doing it with my sis and some teachers from my sons alc class were rising money so we can build a new sensory room for them.so talk to you all soon unless i drop i'm soooooooo not fit but it's for ryan and his little buddies . peace out bee .xxxx
Too Busy For A Friend
Too Busy for a Friend ? One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't ma
I Miss Yall Badly
My grandmother had surgery last week. She had a hernia in her throat and had to go thru a rather rare and dangerous surgery...And she's having a whole lotta complications with the out come of the surgery. So when she was released from the hospital under the families supervision and a home health care nurse, I had to step up and start staying with her during the day while I'm not at work, and my mom stays with her during the night while I'm at work. Hence why yall haven't seen me a whole lot tha last couple of days. As of right now, she's slowly but surely regaining her strength and able to briefly speak some. I don't know how long her recovery is gunna be, nor how long I'll be helping take care of her. But while I'm doing this, and working 3rd too, It takes up alot of my time, So I don't have much time to get on here, And won't have until' she's better and I'm able to come back home. So until' she's better, I'll be on a few times here n' there. I really do miss yall, and hope to be bac
Shitty-ness
So tomorrow is the big birthday. Yup the big 31. I'm just glad that I don't look it. Sometimes I feel it. I'm not particularly looking forward to tomorrow. I've never had a good birthday since I was a kid, and since then some bullshit has always happened. Believe it or not, but I happen to be one of the unluckiest people you will ever know. Especially on my birthday. I broke my foot once on my birthday when my friend and I were on our way TO the bar, not from, but TO it. And I wasn't even drunk! Of couse we continued onward to the bar, danced all night, got drunk and forgot about the pain. Unfortunately when I woke up the next day and stood up for the first time, I fainted from the pain in my foot. Apparently when you break your foot you shouldn't walk OR dance on it. One birthday a few years a go was absolutely awful. It didn't matter what we did, nothing worked out. However, two weeks later I found out that I was pregnant, and a week after that, I found out t
The Battle Is On !
ULTIMATE CONTEST THESE ARE THE ENTRIES FOR THE CONTEST 1 WINNER OVERALL WILL WIN 1 MONTHS VIC 1 MONTHS BLAST MILLION DOLLER MANSION LATE ENTRIES STILL BEING TAKEN ALL CONTEST DETAILS ON PROFILE AND IN BLOGS PM ME YOUR PIC LINK *~BabyDoll~UK~*{Founder of Brits on Tour} r/l & ct wife of TECHNOSHAMAN@ CherryTAP
The Hunt (part:5)
Please...I have whispered.Pleading with you.Feel me.Know me.Experience me.Your fingertips softly run down my stomach.Over my hip.Down my thigh.You stare into my eyes.I feel your fingers back up the inside of my thighs.Your fingers come upon my pussy...Soaked with my cum.On fire...And they slide in so easily as I gasp...Your fingers fall deeply into me...Pleasure flows through my blood...Fast and furiously...My heartbeat quickening...Your mouth still so close to mine but not touching...Just breathing in my own breath...Listening to me moan for you...Your fingers twisting and turning inside...Madly...My thighs damp from my own cum...My pussy so tight around your fingers...I close my eyes and feel....Feel so lost in the ecstasy of your touch...You slide your fingers out slowly...Run them back up my belly...Over my breasts...I take your fingers in my mouth...Licking...Tasting my sweetness dripping on your fingers...I suck the taste of honey from you...And pull you close and kiss you hard..
Music I Love
I like most types of music with the exception of Opera. For some reason I cannot get on with it at all, sounds like people trying to warble which is false and wrong. The main artist I like is Gary Numan. I have been a been a fan of his since he first started back in 1978. My brother being older than I was into punk music at the time and bought many singles. In 1978 he bought Tubeway Army's (Changed the name to Gary Numan for the release of 'cars') second single 'Bombers'. Being a ten year old boy at the time a song about war and bombers really appealed. Anyway seen him live at thirteen times and met him a few as well. I often just listen to artists of the late 70's early 80's. These include Depeche Mode, Human League, Devo, OMD, Kraftwerk, John Foxx, David Bowie, Ultravox, and Duran Duran. Since the music of Gary Numan has got darker over the past decade or so I have as found that I listen to bands such as Nine Inch Nails, Muse, Rammstein and Queens Of The Stone Age. If I'
A Bunch Of Crap In A Bag....
Okay..maybe it's PMS or maybe it's just me being the all out bitch that I can be on occasion...but I have a few things to say. 1) No, I don't need to see pictures of your cock. If I want to look at them, I will. You asking me fifty times will not make it happen. In fact, the rebel in me will REALLY not want to see them, then. 2) Do not call me "baby" from the first moment you IM me. Nothing gets me more perturbed than you assuming tht I like to be called "baby". (Actually I DO but not by you unless we have some sort of relationship (not to say we are dating....just that we have spoken more than five seconds). 3) Yes, I put pictures of my boobs on here because I'm proud of them. No, that does not mean I want to sleep with you. The human body is a lovely thing, and I'm proud of my shape. That doesn't make me "easy", a "nympho", or someone who enjoys sitting all day and looking at penises. 4) Yes my bra size is 38J. Yes it comes that big. Yes I'm telling the truth
Drifting In Rondel
DRIFTING IN RONDEL The Streets are covered in snow And in clumps on Spruce trees Drifting flakes trapped in freeze Not knowing which way to blow Head down I clump thrue slow Over drifts as high as knees The Streets are covered in snow And in clumps on Spruce trees A faint light ahead begins to show Thrue drifting snow in the breeze As cold and lonely as the Tree With frozen limbs at the Crossroads I Drift on, Thrue Streets covered in snow
I Hate Bs N Drama!
Ima gettin pissed off at a "friend" and his bitch and don't know how to handle it .. ima a nice person i take it all to heart and when i get walked on or talked about .. its just fuckin not nice.. as i said i am nice.. till its time not to be nice.. and its fuckin that time she better back off or she will get a lot fuckin more... current rating: 10.04 (98) click here to rate an 11! sasselicious's lounges CherryTAP Support (10) The Scooter Bar a place for bikers and friends to hangout (Adult only) (6) (see all) Comments on sasselicious: MsWendy 2007-6-4 6:21:14 Hey Listen to me Sassy Whore I am not one to play with.. you steped on the wrong persons toes here.. BITCH!! I don't start shit at all but i sure as fuck wont back down to it either! so you better keep my fuckin g name out of your fuckin mouth or i will slap it out for you! do you understand you wrinkled up old nasty pussy! now.. again DROP my name! and stop ya fuckin shit.. y
**** Significant Other *******
THE SINIFICANT OTHER OF WHO I SPEAK, IS A SISTER STRONG YET MEEK..I MET HER ONE DAY THAT GOD HAD SENT, AND A ANGEL FROM HEAVEN i WAS LENT..I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING OR AT HEAVENS GATE, BUT AFTER AND EXCHANGE OF WORDS, IT WAS ME THEY WOULD HAVE TO SEDATE..I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT HER PLEASANT STATE,BUT WHY? SINCE SHE WAS DESTINED TO BE MY LIFE LONG DATE..YOU SEE I DON'T TAKE MY BLESSINGS LIGHTLY, SO THIS BEAUTIFUL I NEED TO MAKE MY WIFEY.. BUT LET ME EXPLAIN WHY I FEEL THIS WAY, AND WHY SHE BRINGS SUNSHINE IN TO MY DAY..THE WORDS SHE CAN PUT ON PAPER WERE BEYOND BELIEF, AND TO UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE IS SAYING CAN ONLY BRING HAPPINESS NEVER GRIEF..HER FACE IS SEXY AND UP TO THE TEST, AND YET EROTIC FAR BETTER THAN THE REST..HER EYES ARE ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL TOPIC, VERY PRETTY AND QUITE HYPNOTIC.. HER BODY IS THAT OF A GODDDESS, AND I WAS HOOKED AT FIRST SIGHT I MUST CONFESS..SHE EXUDES HER WOMANHOOD TO NO END,AND I AM NOT SURE BUT AND AZZ LIKE HER'S NOT TO HAVE IS SURELY A SIN..BUT MORE IMPOR
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Stash Update
Happy Monday !! Hope you had a great weekend ! I've added some videos to my stash so please stop by and show some love. Love an hugs Lin xx
Eddie Money In Okc
Hey gang! It's been a busy week! Saturday night Eddie Money was in OKC. My brother called me up and said after visiting mom in the hospital that he wanted to see him. Little story here...First of all, my brother and I have such busy schedules, that it was our FIRST time together at a concert, so KUDO's to us! Second, we have tried to see him SIX different times over our lives only to be denied because of conflicting schedules and work! The show was great and "The Money Man" did not disappoint. He also sang a song with his daughter-"Take Me Home Tonight, " and they were fabulous. Eddie is grayer now, but his voice was still great and did everything his catalog held. Afterwards, he signed autigraphs at the booth and YES, Kat Daddy got to visit Eddie himself!
6/3 California Ride
A big Hello and much luv to my Blog readers. Yesterday was a good day for a ride. My brother in Law had a place in mind to ride to that he thought I would enjoy. With gas tanks full he and I rode out of Freemont towards Livermore. From there we headed to Mt Hamilton which is in California's Diablo Mountain range. After to many turns and switchbacks to count we parked our bikes at The University of California's Lick Observitory. (Freemont elevation is 45' above sea level. We were now at 4200') after spending a few min enjoying the view we continued our ride now heading down the mountain again through a series of turns and switchbacks to San Jose and then back to Freemont. The ride was a blast. Last night with the use of Google Earth I was able to trace our route. Next ride will be this weekend when we head north into the redwoods.
I'm So Pissed
There is enough crap on TV now they have taken BLUES CLUES off nick I think that is bull crap I have a lot of little ones learn from that show .So I am pissed I'm going to look them up and tell them .Bring back More graphics at CustomGlitterGraphics.comBLUES CLUES.
Update On Situation!
An update on situation! Due to partners quick thinking on friday, we have gained a 2 week extension before we have to appear at the local court..so that buys more time and should give us the time needed to come up with what is needed..maybe not to keep the place here..but to get another place...a cheaper place and one that does not have an asshole for neighbors..blasting music at 3 am in the morning while my kids are trying to sleep..a landlord that blasts into your place WHILE YOUR NAKED with the excuse that the city called him about a water problem when he just wanted the chance to harrass us about the situation cause he was PO'D that we got a extension.. So that is the latest happenings... Meanwhile anyone have any ideas on how to make some good money quick let me know!! Still looking for people to take photos etc.... Have a good day!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly
Re: Cell Phone
Cell phone is down for good til i get a job or money
This Goes Out To All My Sexy Ass Friends & Ya Know Who You R
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON MY YEARBOOK! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .........?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??Se
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Bibliography Aronofsky, Darren, dir. Requiem For A Dream. Artisan, 2000. Darren Aronofsky’s film “Requiem for a Dream,” although made in collaboration with the original novelist, distract from the 1978 book’s more political, social, and spiritual messages in a way which romanticizes and glorifies the deteriorating spiral of the drug culture. Not only does this movie provide an artistic interpretation of the novel, but it contains details of the movies’ making. Throughout the filming, Selby himself was there, working with the actors and reading excerpts from the original and getting them to really understand the characters. Coutreau, Robert. “Defining the Sacred.” < www.raintaxi.com>: online addition: winter 1999/2000. Coutreau interviews Selby and reveals the author’s late-in-life beliefs about philosophical topics such as God/spirituality, happiness, the creative will, and love. Selby humbily speaks of universal concepts and western consumerism. Hinduism and Taoism are favor
God She Thinks I Am Stupid
GOD I LOVE IT WHEN I AM RIGHT ABOUT STUFF I GUSSE SHE THOUGHT I WOULDNT FIND OUT SHE TELLS ME ONE THING THEN SHE GOSE AND TELLS OTHER GUYS THE SAME THING BUT WHEN SHE CALLS ME SHE IS LIEK OH I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND NOT EVEN A FEW HOURS LATER SHE TELLS A DIFFRENT GUY WHO I MIND YOU WAS A BOGUS NAME I CMA EUP WITH AND I AM RIGHT AND SHE IS THE ONE WHO THINKS SHE CAN PLAY SOME ONE WHO HAS BEEN AROUND A FEW TIMES YEHA I WAS BORN AT NIGHT BUT NOT LAST NIGHT IF YOU ARE GOIN GTO TRY AND CHEAT MAKE SURE YOU ERASE THE MESSAGES YOU SEND OTHER PEPS SO YOUR SO CALLE DSUPOSE TO BE MAN CAN FIND THEM
What A Waste !!
What a waste my daughters wedding was...That BOY and yes he is a boy, turned out to be a total POS!!! not even 2 weeks after they were married .. he took off to a party with a bunch of his friends... My daughter was here working her butt off for that lazy SOB!! anyways he calls her at work to tell her that he had a 3some with his two best friends... What a SOB.. So now She is gonna be going thru a divorce .. I tell ya it does make you wonder are there really any good guys left out there ????
Cleaning Out The List!!!
Those that wanna stay on my list let me know,, those that don't will be removed an I'm sure theres gonna be alot of em taken off...
Thought For Today
No matter how bad things are, no matter how sad you get, always be thankful for something. Being able to see something good in the roughest of times will give you something to be happy about when you need it the most.
Reflections Of An Intoxicated Sunday Night
It's sad how carefully I have to word my blogs, now, but... here we go. June 3 didn't go well, to say the least. In fact, the entire weekend left a lot to be desired, but June 3 was the biggie. It opened with my getting up sometime in the afternoon, after having slept from the moment I got home from work Saturday afternoon until then. Somehow, my body took back nearly 17 hours of sleep and chose then to do it, dashing my hopes for Saturday night activity. I finally got a full view of how irritable I get when I mix insomnia, loneliness, and alcohol. After taking myself to D&B Sunday evening, I came back two Walk The Planks later, already tipsy. This is when I got online and ran into the girl I'd been pursuing for some time. After having not spoken to me in three weeks, she finally officially put me in the "friend" zone. In order to not take it out on her, I did what it looks like is habit: I took the anger and let it amplify how aggravated I was to CT's petty annoyances. A
People Like To Run There Mouth
I posted a mumm today and got alot of negative comments.Why do people like to run there mouth when they have no idea.
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Engaged
well i tried 2 change my profile on here and of course it wont let me so ne ways yes im engaged as of wednesday the 30th and i love hime very much. so of course i wouldve said yes. i regret a few things since we been 2gether but only the stupid shit we did 2 each other lke me throwin him out lke a couple weeks ago but other then that we're both over that and i gave him a second chance and now we're engaged. well im out later all
Peace
Have you had cold showers of pain My friend, you've stood in my rain Deathly feeling of loneliness No need to feel shameless I've been there before Not wanting to feel any more Your heart has been broken in half Mind still living in the past Cold dark thoughts of suicide Why don't I do it tonight Don't worry it will go away Learn to love another day Put it in the back of mind Let it rest and you will find Dark clouds begin to part New love will mend the heart Thoughts of suicide disappear Self- esteem will reappear One day you'll be able to say My friend you've stood in my rain © Andi 2007
Stuff From The Weekend
Even though it was a weekend without my son, it was pretty good and I did get time with him yesterday. Sue, my ex, called Friday afternoon. Wanted to know if she could bring him down. I wasn't home or I might have said yes. I want him ALL the time, yet this last minute stuff has to end. Really didn't do much Saturday. Went to a Strawberry Festival. They were out of pie damnit..lol. But I did get a big dish of shortcake..lol. Sunday I drove to where my son lives for church. The were having a Children's service, where the kids do everything. I'm all for a service with no sermon lol. David sang a solo and also played his sax. After church we went to Sue's house for a few hours since David had a soccer party. His little sister (not my child) climbed up in my lap for most of the time we waited. I know it drives my ex nuts but I think she is accepting it now. Kids can't help who their parents are. Soccer party was pretty nice.. lots of food. The kids swam still ev
Random Acts Of Kindness
Hey dis dude was mean to me when I come on cherry tap but i do random acts of kindness even though he is kind of mean to newbies please help him out everyone is welcome to comment bomb WILDMAN55 HEAD SECURITY OFFICER OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP
You Can Never Win
When yout nice you get jerked, and when your nice you get jerked. You never can win.
The Ghost Cat
I live in a haunted house. If you live in a house which is a 131 years old like mine you will probably have a good chance of supernatural phenomena. I moved into my current Victorian terraced residence in August 2001. After living there for about a year phenomena started. The most surprising thing is that we have a ghost of a cat in our house. The first time it occurred was on a Sunday evening around 7 pm. I was lying on the floor watching TV (as I do) when what seemed to be our cat rubbed it's way down my back and legs. If you have a cat you will be used to this and know what I mean. Obviously as I am used to my cat doing this I was not startled in anyway. I turned around expecting to see my cat but he was not there he was fast asleep on a chair on the other side of the room. I sat there in stunned silence for a few seconds trying to assess what had just happened when my wife who was reading a book on the sofa suddenly sat up and said that sometime had just rubbed around her
Bad Things Happen
I don't know if other people will see this as being appropriate, but I am not afraid to speak out about these things. Maybe I could even help someone else going through the same things. When I was 9 years old I was molested by a family member. When I was 13 I was sexually assaulted by a drunk man. I have been in two different relationships that were very abusive. I have been through alot over a course of many years. Very few people are willing to speak out about their bad experiences. My only hope is that someone may read this and see that they aren't alone. The feeling that no one else in the world knows what you are feeling is a horrible feeling to have. If I can help even one person see that they aren't alone, this will be worth the effort to write. Things sometimes happen that are beyond our control, but it's important to remember that there are good people out there too. Don't hold these things in, it could be dangerous to do so. Keeping things like this inside could ultimately
Be Yourself
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you. Keep believing in yourself.
Thinking Of You
LETS ALL SAY A PRAYER FOR CHRIS' MOM, AND THE REST OF THE FAMILY....GOD BLESS YOU!
3 Minute Management Course
Lesson 1 A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you £800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her £800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbour," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the £800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure Lesson 2 A priest offered a Nun a lift She got in and crosse
She Is Worth It
Sometimes he removes her walls not to free her but to show her how much he cares When he sees her want to run he watches and waits because she will return if it is where she is to be When she runs so far she is lost He will be her beacon to find her way back _______________________________________________ Written by Restrictive ... I am glad my blog inspired you to write this ... it is a wonderful honor to have you finish off what I couldn't ... Thank You :-)
A Story Written Awhile Back With A Dear Dear Friend
Story Written with Lestat Awhile Back- Beware Intense LESTAT ~ CHALLENGE ISSUED MY DEAR PRINCE From the shadows comes the softest of whispers ~ " Your thoughts beckon me to you my pet. One should not think so loudly for you never know what might come" even before the speaking is through from the shadows she steps. Black lace drapes the soft curves as she steps closer her every movement presenting elegance and class. From the wrist dangle black ribbons too long for merely decoration perhaps she wishes to play. Hesitation........ will she abandon the hunt now that the prey is near? She thinks not for even now the hunger grows. The desire to possess a addiction she can not cure. With the grace of cat she stalks him. The lace of the transparent gown parting slightly revealing the soft pale skin beneath. The slightest twitch in you bringing reaction. In moments she is before you, her finger tip tracing the moist flesh of your lips. " You desire is strong. My will is stronger"
My Shit List As Of 06-04-07
My shit list as of today June 4 07 is as follows in no perticular order. I don't want any favourites I hate you all the same. =) : Tom aka Fluffy Teddy Dan Steve John Dom Danielle Sarah F Chris Matt Denny Tim Alyssa Adam ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ More added when I can think of some more or new ones get added
The Gift Of A Giggle...
Not everyday do I wonder around with a smile on my face and a lift in my walk. Some days I do not feel like smiling. Some days I try too...I do try. And my cheeks will not lift. My heart does not hop. As I was snapping on my seat belt this morning... "Children! Repeat after me..... Wonky." "Wonky" "wonky" They answer from the left of me, and also behind. "Does that make your heart happy?" I ask A smile curls onto my lips...and softly....so softly... It settles there. My son looks at me from over his glasses. "I guess..." They are used to my words. Simple words can cause me happiness. "It makes my heart happy this morning!!" And as my hand lowers to shift into reverse I hear Emma behind me. "wonky wonky wonky" smile smile smile. I have a small and intimate circle of friends. I am not quick to open up to new people. In fact. I am most closemouthed about many things. Life is private. I do open myself up here on my blog. Where my words feed your
Who's The Real Issue?
Ok so I'm tired of listening to my guy friends bitch about women so much. So what if the one you want doesn't like you..or has a boy friend...IT'S THEIR LIFE!! Or how bout that you can't get ass on a first date...so what we're not all down for that shit. Or maybe the fact that you can't find someone that wants you...Maybe it's you not everyone else. How bout that only the "fat ones" want you...maybe you're too pushy or you're just not good enough for the hot ones. Hey maybe the fact that you have 3 dates cancel on you in a month...obviously they found something better to do. Get over it...don't make us the issue when it's more than likely you. Re assess your life take a break then get back in the game when you really know what you want or need. Maybe I'm just dumb and venting, but I'm tired of the shit. It's not always the women that are the issue...especially when you can't get any.
Friendly Advice
If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving is not for you.
Stephen King
"The arguments against insanity fall through with a soft shirring sound; these are the sounds of dead voices on dead records floating down the broken shaft of memory." from Lisey's Story by Stephen King This struck me as undescribably beautiful... and morbid at the same time...
Maybe I Am Paranoid
I just posted two Mumms concerning Nonviolence as an option. I noted people who I thought would add to the discussion in the Mumms and active. But they ignored both of my Mumms. Am I being shunned because I don't buy into all the sociological norms of the left or the right? I have seen some very strange inactivity as of late.
My Last Chance
i've ruined the best thing that has happened to me ever... I can't take it anymore
Training Tonight!
I'll be attending a class tonight towards getting my certification in tutoring. This will confirm my desire to teach. My passion lies in teaching young children, but this first of four sessions will allow me to assist/ tutor in the GED program at my local college. I love to help others! God Bless all who read this blog! ~Libby
Thank You
Ty TO ALL THAT HELPED MY FRIEND IN HER CONTEST U GUYS ROCK... SO COME SHOW THESE SPECIAL CHERRIES OF THE DAY SOME GREAT LOVE.... ALWAYSNICE@ CherryTAP Nav@ CherryTAP Vastatio!!@ CherryTAP HillyBunnie@ CherryTAP Don Aviles@ CherryTAP Most*Beautiful*Plague@ CherryTAP Hellspites22@ CherryTAP NO MORE DRAMA@ CherryTAP fireman1x1@ CherryTAP burg@ CherryTAP mister bukkake@ CherryTAP eric
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so people have said to me 'barbie, you don't talk to me' yadda yadda yadda...well today, i'm vouching to get better at talking on here. you guys just have to understand - i can get up to 10 or more people shouting at me in my tiny little shoutbox...plus at the same time i'm trying to juggle adding/fanning/rating etc....so i'm sorry if im a little slow. much love dorky barbie doll
(warning: I'm In The Mood To Piss Someone Off) Let Us Breed Constantly With No Regulations.
so, i concede. let us all breed a thousand fold, for billions of dead soldiers. how's that sound? really, what is the point in breeding? (yes, breeding, like dogs, cats, rabbits, and sheep) to further the species? for what gains? it's not like we're really furthering ourselves. no, we're just trying to expand our life expectancy. so, we breed more calfs while keeping the bulls and cows alive longer and longer, further depleting our stores. what a thought, what a thought. pathetic, isn't it? and not only are we depleting our resources, but we're also trying to fuck the planet. but i got news for you folks, this planet is far bigger than any of us. think of it as... a bunch of midget pigmies attacking elephants. or better yet, ants trying to destroy us. it won't happen. why? because Ma' Nature, she's got one big foot, and she will crush us without a second thought. but, the point is... the point is... why do we keep breeding, 'eh? why aren't abortions manditory? why? why? why?! why d
Thank You
This is from CntryGoth... I would like to thank you all for accepting my dog as a friend :) He is part of my world and is very important to me, this is why I created him a profile. I am slowly workin my way thru all of the friends in his list to get you all rated. Please be patient. He is still at a pretty low level and doesnt get that many rates a day :( Hopefully that will change very soon. Take care and much love to you all :) CntryGoth & Frazier
New Here...
Okay. so I guess I'm so bored that I fill out surveys on myspace and then the fucking hippie came and held me at gun point to create a profile here... Then I hear him snicker everytime that I add a friend or leave a comment. the snicker sounds very similar to a "cha-ching, cha-ching" sound, to be quite frank. Anyway, I'm Cris and I'm here to prevent boredom at work. (and it's only monday.)
The Best F'n Day Ever !!!!!!!!!!!
Well Kiddies, I have been exhausted from my new, crappy-paying, but nonetheless "job" that I have been at for the past 3 weeks . . . However . . . I just got the phone call. I GOT THE JOB AT PPG!!!!! I will be an Admin. Asst. in the Corporate EHS Law Department - Chemical and Contract Law, the latter I majored in in college. It is a $14,000 a year raise over the last job I had, and an $18,000 a year raise over what I am making now. The benefits are BEYOND phenomenal. It is pretty bad when your current employer, who hired me with the understanding that if I was offered this position, I was to take it - his words, not mine. I already talked to him and he is extremely happy for me. Thanks to all of you, especially Jackie, Lurk, Rich, Lane, Miss Dee and everyone else who was keeping me in their prayers and their fingers crossed!!! 82 interviews later . . . and my dream has come true!!!
Errands
So instead of taking the eMac to the Apple Store to get serviced, I laid around, watched movies, talked my friend Amber and eventually just serviced myself. Now, it doesn't take long for me to get off, but first I have decide what I'm going to watch. I can't just grab the toys and go to town. I need a little visual stimulation. Guys have no problem fantasizing and closing their eyes and picturing some hot chick they want to bang. But with me, and most girls I assume, it doesn't work that way. We need a little something extra. We need porn. We need batteries. So my man's out of town. I'm not flying out until Thursday. I need a little love. Even if it is self-love. My mother always said I can't love anyone until I love myself. And that I did. So now, I'm vedging out until I go up to Lake Forest to hang with Amber, and then we're going to Blue Mondays. Woohoo! Gotta rock some leg warmers tonight.
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Album is coming together nicely. The working title of it is "Dead Dreams and other failures" As soon as I get this cherrytap down a little better, I'll start posting some links or something. Not that any of you really care anyway.
Emptiness
I walk on the beach thinking. please God don't let my heart be sinking. Sinking with an unpleasant pain. pain which I can not explain. Tears begin to fall upon my face, I begin to walk in a slower pace. Then I start to walk on the beach thinking, please God don't let my heart be sinking. I finally come to realize, it's nothing but a sinking feeling of emptiness.
For Becky
Reflections in my mind of all the thing in my life remembering each magical moment Like the day I became a wife The day I heard those precious words congratulations you have a son Not just once, but twice I've been blessed with the sweet little boys they've become I feel free like an eagle soaring above the sky free to laugh, free to love sitting on a rainbow up high These memories I hold so deep in my soul fulfill my every need and never will I be alone.
To Those Who Say They Want To Be In A Realationship With Me... Seriously.
Recently I've had quite a few people (guys and girls alike) hit me up with offers of companionship. I've even given it a go with a guy I met on myspace from NC... but as usual, things did not pan out for us, and I find myself single once again. I have made the decision that if I ever do get back into a realtionship, wether it begin over the internet or in person, I need to know some things first... It may make it easier to determine how long the realtionship will last, or any problems we may come to during the course of our "togetherness". If you are going to fill this out, be real. I want honesty and not just what you think I want to hear. No one word answers, either. I can tell when someones just trying to kiss ash. --- put all your answers below the question & reply in a comment... only fill this out if you are seriously contemplating a relationship with me. This may make you change your mind or think twice. --- The basics: 0) My ACTUAL name is Crystal Gayle Grimes, My m
Standing Tall
now let me tell ya something about us here juggalos before you start to hate us for some reason you don't even know we are a true family we got each other's back even if we dont know them and thats a fact you see, we all stand for the same thing mad juggalo pride and we have all caught the same carnival high we dont like to be stereotyped like being a lo means all you do is smoke weed just keep the respect goin thats all we need we mean it when we say "i trust my life with these los and lettes" even with the ones we barely know or never met we keep the scrub life alive so do our rising clowns we've got mad love for anyone who's down we're a bunch of outsiders brought together where we belong and if you think we're all the same this is where you really are wrong wiggers, twiztid serial killers, and ninjas so many hate, yet we stand tall laid back stoners and college-bound kids our family has them all its not the amount of merchandise, the face paint, or
Bbw Women Are The Best
My personal opinion is that BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN have the best personalities, who agrees/disagrees? I'm not just talking fat girls- I mean true BBW's, they know who they are and there men can definately appreciate them.They know how to treat a man and they know with pride just how great looking they are. That's why I can say "good-looking,beautiful and a personality, what a deadly combination.
Lookin Up
I just thought that I would leave a short blog and tell all my friends On CT that I have found a great guy and he has been making me a happy woman for the past few days so i am not sure if i will be on CT as much as I have been ,but i will check in on everybody regularly ,thanks for being friends ,I love you all XOXOXO
My Lady Friend/my Best Friend
You can never be with her You will never be with her She was always with someone else She will always be with those others She is never treated the way you think she deserves to be treated She has always been hurt, exploited, and even abused Though never respected Never appreciated for the beautiful person she is and has always been Always pretending to be happy Though you know inside she is crying A stoic little foundation for the sake of her children She has managed to be at a distance with her emotions this long Why not Though there has been outbreaks mostly misunderstood as tantrums Though you know - how a person can hold that much in? There has to be a time when it overflows You have seen her control You have seen her potential You have kept faith for her she would overcome, persist and triumph In success and in her dreams to be realized Other then her there is only one other You think that understands you In retur
Peter Britt On Soundclick,help Get Lay The Sugar On To Number 1r
Vote on his songs, my moto has always been there if ya like it hit hot dang !!! inside info lay the sugar on is at 22 lets get it to number one :) Click on banner
Just Cause I Can
(This is still rather rough) The concern, even to the question of wage disparity, within the question of gender differentiation in society and the economy is: how much difference does choice make in the variations of resource allotment and opportunity? It is of note in the technical industry that the increase of women in the traditional male technical administration roles did coincide in a general decrease in pay levels for both genders. As women entered the discipline there was a trend towards reduction in the wages paid in general. This could be due to women accepting less pay for the same duties, or simply that there were more people in the industry in general of both genders, and it allowed the corporations to significantly reduce wages. Some would call this increased opportunity for women. However, in the late 1990s the disparity was substantial. Women new hires were coming into the field at $30,000 a year less then their more experienced counterparts. While the experience leve
Skeleton Dance
For Those Who Are To Good
to step into my clubhouse please remove urself from my friends list. I'm tired of helping u ouyt and ur to good to stop by so take ur gooding too ass off from being my friend u are some low lifes
Translation Please?
Ok, I know all about shorthand for text messaging purposes, but some people take it a little too far. The following is a short text conversation with a wrong number that I had earlier this evening. I've been getting alot of calls for someone named Angela or something lately. I really can't tell exactly what her name is when they ask, but the closest approximation would be Angela. Person I don't know (PIDK): "I call u bac last night" Me: "Do I know you?" PIDK: "Who dis" Me: "This is Tiffany. If you're looking for Angela or something like that, this is not her number." PIDK: "Naw my b i gt da wrong numba i gt da rite 1 now thank u doe" I mean really. Come on people, shorthand is one thing, but is it really that hard to type "the" instead of "da" or "tho" instead of "doe"? I mean no offense to people who use slang in speech, I do it too, but text message shorthand is hard enough to read already without the added confusion. Bleh. /rant
Triplets
Ok everyone, this is a short entry from a book I am currently reading, Coroner's Journel, Stalking Death in Louisiana by Louis Cataldie, M.D. Most of it isn't very funny at all but I busted out laughing when I read this. It was about four P.M. on a Friday afternoon in the summer of 2001 when I was summoned to a crime scene on Comstock Avenue, behind the Sam's Club store, which sells cereal, soda, and practically everything else in a large volume. I've been to that store often, usually trailing behind my wife, on a quest for bargains. I know the area well. I was informed that one of our citizens had discovered three human embryos that had been dumped out onto the driveway of a local business. EMS had come and gone. The report I got was that since the fetuses were dead, EMS had deferred the whole matter to the police and the coroner. This was the right thing to do. The initial thinking was that this was the work of an abortion clinic or worse. I was duly notified of the thr
End To Innocence
Moments when my hearts fills with anger To feel sorry for those who fell at my feet Losing patience in my body and soul I can't be compromising anymore. The leaders of the free world and their selfish goals Lying out of everywhere but their bank accounts I pay the damages that they soon create There seems to be no possible outcome but chaos. Like an old dream that one cannot remember The point in time of eternal peace soon shall end We only have one life to live and to make it the best I don't see anyway to exchange my life for another. Innocence is lost in these hallowed chambers The victim in the crossfire of absolute doom Children shall walk with the images of destruction As being the only way to survive another day. We only get one chance at making a difference And the only way to do that is still a question in the mind The innocence in the world shall fall slowly into the abyss As they rot out brains with the lies they create.
Do You Really Know?
Sometimes I can't believe that he's thousands and thousands of miles away. I can't even begin to imagine what things are like for him. I don't get to talk to him whenever I want to, I don't get to see his face, EVER! It is so difficult to see other couples so happy around me. Even when its other military wives whose husbands are deployed and get to talk to them everyday or every other day. Whether it be on the phone or online. I don't get that. I don't get phone calls, IM's or Emails. I did for awhile, but now they're hard to come by. You know what it feels like? It feels like I've just gotten my heart broken. I feel like a part of me has just died. Its hard to smile anymore, hell its even harder to fake smile-- I don't have the energy anymore to make others believe that I am happy and that I am not worried. I am very worried. When the phone rings, I check the caller ID of who it is-- and I'm always left heartbroken when it isn't him. I check the mail everyday only to find that ther
The Glass Spider
"Up until one century ago there lived, In the Zi Duang province of eastern country A glass-like spider Having devoured its prey it would drape the skeletons over its web In weeks creating a macabre Shrine of remains Its web was also unique in that it had many layers Like floors in a building At the top of this palace-like place, assembled with almost apparent care, were tiny, shining objects, glass, beads, dew drops. One could almost call it an altar When the breeze blew through this construction It produced sounds of wailing, crying Tiny wails, tiny cries The baby spiders would get scared and search frantically for their mother. But the Glass Spider would have long gone, having known that the babies Would survive somehow on their own. Oh-The Glass Spider had blue eyes almost like-a human's. They shed tears at the wintered turn of the centuries." Written by David Bowie
More Violence
Robert J. Klein , 28, of 724 Meadow in Rockdale, was arrested by Rockdale police and booked into the county jail Sunday on a charge of aggravated battery to a handicapped person. **As printed in the Joliet Herald News on June 4, 2007 The handicapped person was my son Joey. He is alright and was not injured. My son was at a Pig Roast, at a table, eating food with his female friend. This man walks up and inappropriately touches my son's friend. My son tells him to take his hands off of her and then this man attacks my son. Would someone please tell me what this world is coming to when a grown-ass man attacks a 17 year old handicapped kid in a fucking wheelchair? ~~Spanky~~ :(
The Truth About Me!
The truth about me is simple. I am lonely and am scared to be alone. I am pushy sometimes. I am an asshole alot of the times when i don't get my way! I fall in love too easy (read above for the reason) I make fun of and pick on people I care for! -------------------------------------------------- Now if that didn't scare you away then heres more. -------------------------------------------------- I love with all my heart. I hold little back when it comes to my feelings. If i tell you something then take it for what it is and nothing more because thats exactly what I meant to say. I know I want to move faster then most people can handle, but I guess I push when i don't feel back what i send out. I am very caring and treat my friends ( there are only a few ) just like family. That means if you fuck with my family then you fuck with me. I don't get truly MAD very often at all, I do get upset but it passes real easy. -------------------------------------------------- I do no
Astronauts Arrive At Ksc
STS-117 Atlantis crew arrives at KSC today. Image above: The mission STS-117 astronauts greet the media after landing at Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Photo Credit: NASA/KSC 06.04.07 - 7 p.m. The mission STS-117 astronauts arrived at Kennedy Space Center in Florida this evening for the launch of Space Shuttle Atlantis on Friday. Landing aboard their T-38 training jets, the astronauts flew in from Johnson Space Center in Houston to Kennedy's Shuttle Landing Facility. NASA Launch Director Mike Leinbach, Atlantis Flow Manager, Angie Brewer and other NASA officials were out on the tarmac to personally welcome the astronauts. Commander Rick Sturckow greeted the media and introduced his team. "The crew is very excited about being in Florida, we've spent a long time training for this mission," said Sturckow. "We especially appreciate all the work done on ET-124…to get the tank ready to fly." The other crew members took turns describing their duties on the mission inc
Blast
I WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST:) LET ME KNOW BY PRIVATE MESSAGE:) THANK YOU... PEACE N LOVE TO YA:)
Is Role Playin Good
Is role playing is the coolest thing or is not good To all my friends here on smut vibes do you like the role playing game and live that fantasy game with the guy or women on the other end of the computer. I never have done it. What kind of desire they want. But I just want to ask what you think, does it work. I want to try to be that guy who the lady’s dreamed of or wanted. but me I’m just a normal guy who likes to keep it real.
Blonde Moment
So I was on cherry and a new request came in from Two Tons Of Fun (Bruce). Nice guy, pretty funny in fact. So I was rating his pictures and all of a sudden I got Error: you've reached the photo rating limit for your user level. I said that can't be! I know I haven't rated that many pics! So I apologized to Bruce and said that I was cut off. So this haunted me. WTF?? I approved the next person and tried to rate his picture and it rated! I said HUH!!?? So I went back to Bruce's page and he had on his pictures Error:you've reached the daily photo limit for your user limit. I said DAMN!! I haven't had a blonde moment in some time and this is it! God Bless Blondes!!
Were Still Here
I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW,THAT WE ARE STILL ALIVE AND KICKIN,I WOULD LIKE FOR US ALL TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH EACH OTHER,SO LETS MAKE OUR FAMILY STRONGER,LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS,OR IDEAS..WE ALSO HAVE THE NEW LOUNGE,GO CHECK IT OUT,THANKS GOES OUT TO SOULZ..SHE ROCKS..I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU..AND I HAVENT FORGOT ANY OF YOU..I HAVE TO SHARE MY COMPUTER WITH MY SON,SO SOMETIMES HE IS ON,PLAYING RUNSCAPE..BUT I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THE THE FAMILY IS STILL A FAMILY..LOVE TO YOU ALL..BRENDA
Beyonce Is Packing
NOW I SAW THIS PIC TODAY ON A COUPLE OF BLOGS. THIS ONE HAS ME LMAO. IS MISS B PACKING???????????? LOL. OK THIS IS TOO MUCH & LIKE WHO TOOK THIS PIC? & LIKE WHY AM I POSTING IT????? I DON'T KNOW BUT I THINK EVERYONE WILL EITHER LAUGH OR GET OFF ON IT. LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK. THIS COCO DIVA IN THE HOUSE
Nycer's: Paris Hilton Goes To Jail.......let's Party
Paris Hilton turned herself in and reported to L.A. County Jail. Hey....if you do the crime, you must do the time. In leu of Ms. Hilton's trip to her new simple life, i say, let's have a party! Wil Deynes Performing Live - Paris hilton goes to jail celebration! Julep (NYC) 9 Ave A between 1st and 2nd street Friday June 8th 11PM I'm bringing the music! WilDeynes.com
How To Shower: Woman Vs Man
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Poems... (old Ones)
Dreamer Fresh new feeling, a misty dawn breaks darkness of night As birds begin a new song warmth arises from earth Peace begins as the new season commences A new beginning, life wakes to answer Dreamer, Awake! For if all were peaceful, no new experience would be possible For peace is naught but blissful stagnation Therefore, abide in change for there in lies truth When change comes - as it will answer the call For only in living life to full measure is true happiness achieved... Copyright ©2007 Jon Cleaver ================================================= The Trees Are Waiting A grove of oak sits waiting A man comes, singing a song to the oaks He seeks knowledge of freer times When all men sang to the trees The trees speak, impressed by his commitment But he doesn't know the language The trees teach, but he doesn't understand He leaves disappointed The trees fall silent, waiting... Copyright ©2007 Jon Cleaver
Selfish People
I just don't understand how some people can be so selfish. My grandmother raised 5 kids by herself. Then when she needed to be taken care of, her kids turned their backs on her. A couple of years ago the entire family was in Palm Springs at my aunt's place for Thanksgiving. At the end of dinner all of my grandmother's kids were arguing over who would have to check on my grandmother the next day and make sure that she didn't forget to take her meds. After they argued in front of her, to the point that they made her cry, I stood up and said I'd take care of it, at which point they all felt guilty and some how managed to work it out. The following year we had x-mas dinner at my parent's house. One of my aunts that was visiting from Hawaii said that she had talked with her husband and that he had no problems with her moving back here to take care of my grandmother for the rest of her life, however long that might be. She said she would need a 2 week notice "to get her life together" before
My Penis Wnats A Raise!
I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of you
Thong Bikini Of The Day 6-5
Thong Bikini of the Day 6-5! Check out this sexy pic larger, by clicking on it! Please leave a comment on what u rate this pic 1-10(10 being the best)
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Great Tips For Life
Great Tips for Life ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great lo
Such Is The Pain And Crap Of My Days...
Dark Greetings all this be Alpha Wolfiepup ^_^ If you haven’t noticed I have been in a little bit of a shitty mood! Well I don’t know why.... I try to think but it just doesn’t work.... I’m just all over the place! And I have been told for so long friends are all you need in life but I have noticed when I get nice and close to someone then everything starts to crumble! One little word can ether inspire fond feelings and warm fuzzy’s or it can make them hate you and wish you dead! Now that! I am not unaccustomed to feeling! In my real life I am hated by a few people out there in this hell hole called earth!....... I’m moving to another state coz my writing has just gone and pissed a whole family off! So fuck them I’m sick and tired of knowing someone out there hates me for what I write! I don’t pretend to write about lies! And I certainly don’t intend to change how I am just so you all will get to know me as some weak little man that will do anything for you..... The only time I am lik
30 Today - My Funniest Memory
I remember one Sunday afternoon when I was 8yrs old how I was being my usuall self and was trying to showoff by thinking that I could jump onto a little island in the middle of a shallow stream. It was a quiet summers day and I was down by the shallow stream playing with my friends, it was at that time the water in the stream was getting shallow and a little sand island started to appear in the middle of the water. When I saw this I thought it would be a good idea to try and jump onto it without falling in. My friends, Stuart and John said to me "you'll never jump that, and if you do your probably gonna fall in the water". I was like "yeh yeh, if you say so". So, I as I was on the banking I walked back as far is i could so i could get a good run at it before i jumped. So I ran towards the edge of the stream and leaped into the air and went straight over the island into the middle and landed right in the water. I was soaked from head to toe and Stuart and John just stood there la
Pieces Of April
Pot
I hope you will respond to what I am going to say. I could get all self righteous here. I don't do "pot." But, here I am first thing in the morning, I hurt like hell (it is a chronic thing). I took three OTC ibuprofen to get my back to a dull pain stage. I then went out and had a cigarette. I made a pot of cofee, and hand another cigarette. I then poured the coffee, had one more cigarette. Now, I am drinking my coffee, the "motrin" is kicking in, I hurt less, and the brain is no longer foggy. Do I do "drugs"? Damn skippy! Yep. I don't do "pot," and over the years (I am 49) I have learned to stay clear of those who do. Why? 'Cause, for the most part those who do are constantly chiding those who don't as being neive ... or some shit. I know all about the Hemp rope crap in the 30s that lead to the criminalization of "pot." I know that much of the information about "pot" is a scam for the corporations. It is, like it or not, illegal, and I am not going to live my life in paranoia
Investments
Ethics? In China? If you want to invest, find a small firm here in the United States who has a board of directors consisting of all ethnic and genders, and is putting people to work here in the U.S. providing goods and or services at a reasonable price fulfilling a need that is necessary to enhance life. Just a suggestion. And if can't find such a firm, get one going. Dobby, you are NOT as big a jackass as you try to come off here. I really do get that feeling. I could be wrong, but I am going with my gut here. And I do think you are smarter then Putin. LOL. Be well.
Dear Friend And Fans
Im taking a few days off,But i'll be here long enough to take care of rating and giving the thumbs up on stashes. So if you have anything you wanna say hit me up in a message. Til then god bless you all.
Best Friend Of Mine Really Needs Our Help In A Contest
I NEED HELP LEAVE ME COMMENTS AND A RATE PLEASEEEEE SHE IS A REALLY NICE FRIEND 2 HAVE AND SHE IS SO COOL SO STOP BY AND BOMB AWAY TY SOO MUCH
Let's Talk About Sex Baby
Achieve multiple orgasms - because you can Why stick with one, when you can ride on wave after wave of orgasmic bliss - to complete fulfillment? Many women are capable of having multiple orgasms – they just don’t know it. With care and tenderness from a loving partner, and the willingness to experiment, they may find they can reach heights which they never thought possible. There are four stages of arousal and orgasm in a woman. In the first – the excitement phase – her nipples become erect, her heart rate quickens and her breasts swell. At the same time, her vagina expands and lubricates and her clitoris enlarges. In the next – plateau – phase the clitoris withdraws, the top end of the vagina balloons out, and she progresses towards the third phase – orgasm. Here, her breathing may become heavy, she may twitch or writhe with pleasure and cry or shout out. The muscles of her vagina contract rhythmically. After several contractions at the climax
Rev And The Boycott
Sorry, Rev, going to disagree with you on many level with that. 1.) Your fuel is actually running at S10.00 USD per gallon. Sparkly, Totem, and I hashed that out a month or so ago. 2.)Boycotting Exxon is necessary on many levels. The idea that they will just move the losses are is plausible, but the more book work they do the higher the likelihood of the base fraud being revealed. Reference: Enron. 3.) As stated, the people of the US are lock into the dependency on the personal automobile right now. Public transportation is woefully inadequate, somewhat dangerous, or prohibitively expansive. Having said all that: As to this idea ... I told you to do this months ago. Pick one and go get 'em. Exxon is the biggest target. Rev, I know you are going back to work, so I will reply and then blog the reply. On May 11, 2007 Wal-Mart posted the single greatest loss in revenue in 33 years. What was that loss 3%. On May 15, 2007 Wal-Mart announced that is was dropping the p
Alert Box And Points
Is it just my alert box that is screwed up or everyone else is having the same problem? and my points instead of going down they are going up?? please let me know thanks
Stupid People!
yesterday at work... we are suppost to tell people the lil notes the pharmtist leave for the people well yesterday one of the notes were max of eight tablets daily. so i tell the person there is a max of 8 tablets daily they go..so i can only take 8 tablets in a day?? ......... uh what?? walk away b4 you get hit!!! i cant beleive they asked me that!!!! did you not just hear me?? what do you think i mean when i say max of eight tablets in a day???? think i was yankin your chain or something?? holy shit people are stupid...doesnt help that i was sick and impatient. lets see other stupid stuff. uh cant really think of any right now but i know there is much more!
Just Got This In An Email.....mmmmm.....
This is a story I wrote a long time ago for a friend of mine... When we were talking earlier, I can't get the thought from my mind. Knowing how stressed out you are. Knowing how rough it has been with all the stuff going on. You coming home, the rain making the drive stressful. The wind blowing your hair as you climb the walkway to the door. Fumbling for the keys to the front door. Coming inside the quiet dark house. The skies making the usual natural light. Just perfect you whisper under your breath as even the lights don't work. I can sense your frustration as you near the bedroom and you notice the glow from the candles. You smell the sweet aroma from the scented bath oil. I can't stay away I whisper as you are startled by me. Behind you. "Shhhh... don't turn around. Don't even move." You are so special to me. I just want to savor this moment. My voice foreign to you, but still yet recognizable from the very few times we have talked. You know it is me
~temporary Sadness~
That is just my luck :( My camera gets broke and I can't make my salute (not yet,lol's) I finally make it to this point and I was ready! (I need more pics anyways) :( So now I have to wait to get another camera :( I tried to use my webcam (it takes still pics) and it tells me it is not compatible with my new windows Vista,sooooooooo messed up :( Rrrrrrrrrrrrr! Makes me mad!!! But it is just TEMPORARY!,YEAH!!! :) Thank you for letting me "VENT",Because,it's ALWAYS just my luck,lol's,have a nice day/evening :)Take care all :)
Things Have Been Pretty Good, Until
well I got a VIC pretty kewl cause I can go and rate the people who have been kind to me on here, kind meaning points and rates and comments,and life on here has been pretty good until, I asked to level up and ask my friends to help me, most have but you know the ones that haven't? are the ones that post bulletin after bulletin ..HELP ME LEVEL UP only 8100 to rock star (please re post) then in the post something like oh help him he is SO HOT!! help her cause she is my friend and is a sweetheart..mmm Now I have gone on to the pages and I have rated the stuff, and one time this person came to my page and left a comment like this I WAS TOLD TO COME HERE AND HELP YOU LEVEL UP , BUT I SEE YOU HAVE BYE...maybe my ass wasn't tight enough for this person, and I am not "hot" nor do I have little cute puppies and cuddly kitties on my page, but like I said I have helped these people in the past until now,no more if I am going to make Rock Star I will and have mostly done this with the help of my
Quote Of The Day
Ordinary riches can be stolen, real riches cannot. In your soul are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken from you. Oscar Wilde
Wv Gals
Subject: WV Girls Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new >wives duties. > >The first man had married a woman from Michigan and bragged that he had >told >his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it >took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and >the dishes were done. > >The second man had married a woman from Florida. He bragged that he had >given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes And the >cooking. On the first day he didn't see any results but by the next day it >was better. By the third day his house was clean, the dishes were done and >he had a huge dinner on the table. > >The third man had married a WEST VIRGINIA girl. He boasted that he told her >that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, >laundry done and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first >day he didn't see anything, the second day he
Several Old Folks Jokes
Last one is my favorite An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my Will three times!" Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: "Slim, I'm 93 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you’re about my age. How do you feel?" Slim says, "I feel just like a newborn baby." "Really!? Like a newborn baby!?" "Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants." Hospital regulations require a wheel chair for patients being disch
New Contest
I have a particular thing for women in sports jerseys, so I want to have a contest to find the sexiest one on CT. Send me your nominations. Safe for work only. Contest will run 6/11-6/30. Winner gets a gorgeous badge designed by yours truly :). Only votes count. I'm not in it for the points. Most votes will win. Feel free to comment though! :)
My True Friends
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A
My Head Is Swimming!
Wow! That's all I can say. I'm so pleased with the progress my dear sub llw is making. Last night I was in a funk and had errands to run after work. My dearest one racked her brain in an effort to figure out how we could get things done and how she could please me while we did so. She has been making strides to become more comfortable embracing this new lifestyle, and since we had to go out in public, she asked if it would please me if she ventured out of the house plugged and clamped. I smiled and told her it definitely would. We lubed her up well and inserted a butt plug deep inside her. A crotchrope kept the plug secure while providing her with some delicious friction in her naughty parts. I tightly clamped her nipples, making sure to shorten the chain so they were not simply clamped, but pulled as well. We then dressed her and headed out. She kept her arms behind her for the duration of our shopping trip. I led her with a hand on her shoulder, directing her on
Dance With Fire
U know i just noticed i havent written in a while ... so ya school is awsomei way busy but way loving it... other then that i am moving soon missing a good friend cuz he is moving lol i cant talk to him pouts ... Now for the Fire I had the most amazing day last week when out getting feild recordings at the beach noticed inthe darknesss across the way 2 fire balls sping in the air.... i ran for them but found them out when i got thre i asked if who ever was dancing with fire was still there and lol i asked really nicely if he might do it again so i could record the sound ..... this is called fire spining and tis truly amazing and i was so happy he spun fire just for me and got his number grins :p yes i have a new standard my next man have to be willing to spin fire for me lol dance with fire balls on another note i think i gonna take up spinning my self it looked wild i wanna learn how if not that hola hoppin with fire lol :p
Shattered Chalice
There's days my smiles faded I can't see straight through my eyes I don't want to see the colors or the sparkle in your life I just want to drift away fall apart from this place and time forget all the memories take back all my time my life is scattered across the board lying broken on the floor each time I get the puzzle started you're like a hard wind all the pieces are gone again there's shards I will never recover pieces of my soul are lost how long will I be learning how to smile? I can't even understand the basics show me what should make me happy chastise me when I'm wrong barred and locked in the corner scarred and lonely once again ~Jess
Vacation
Takin some time off, and I'm on my way out. I have some things I need to handle (family stuff) and not enough time. I wish all of you well, and hope you have a good summer. I'll check in once in a while. Stay safe. Amber If you have my number- use it.
City Of Hope Childrens' Cancer Survivor Picnic
This past Saturday was the 7th annual City of Hope picnic that we as costumers have been invited to participate in. This is held up in Los Angeles at Griffith Park by the train section. It's been an honor to attend this wonderful picnic. These children have been through it all with chemo, surgery, and all kinds of cancer treatment. It's simply amazing to see these children and their family enjoy themselves for the day. At times we are glad to have helmets on for the tears in our eyes when we are hugged and for seeing the looks on their faces through out the day.
Ppl Get A Life Stay Out Of Mine
ITS A SHAME WHEN U LOVE SUMONE... PPL HERE ON CT HAVE TO RUIN IT WHY ALL THE FUCKIN DRAMA... ARE U PPL REALLY THAT FUCKIN STUPID THAT U WOULD HAVE TO SPREAD LIES AND DRAMA TO GO AND BREAK SUMONE UP ...PPL NEED TO GET THERE HEAD OUT OF THERE FUCKIN ASS AND KNOCK IT OFF AND GROW THE FUCK UP.. ACT LIKE AN ADULT NOT A KID ...PPL SHOULD SPEND A LITTLE LESS TIME WONDER WHAT OTHER PPL ARE DOIN ,, ITS A SHAME I WAS MARRIED TO A GREAT MAN HERE ON CT BUT DO TO ALL THE BULLSHIT, LIES,THE FLIRTIN..WHICH OMFG U PPL CANT FUCKIN READ WHEN SUMONE IS TAKEN HIS / OR HERS. NAME ON THE TAG U DONT FLIRT WITH THAT PERSON THERE TAKEN..."HELLO" I SWEAR I THINK MOST OF THESE PPL ON CT HERE WOULD BE DANGEROUS IF THEY HAD A FUCKIN BRAIN ....ANY HOOT U ALL HAVE A NICE FUCKIN DAY AND HAVE FUN
No One
Everyone talks behind my back People lie to my face No one tells me the truth No one ever believes in me No one gives me the faith I need No one ever trust meNo one tells me right from wrong Everyone ignores what I say When I cry for help it goes all wrong Everyone has a special someone but me No one ever cares People just push me around No one ever holds me and tells me everything is going to be alright People just judge me by my protective shell No one ever tells me I'm the one to change it all No one ever tells me they love me for me People just don't take the time to get to know me No one tries to know the real me
Sensory Processing Disorder And Autism
Many people on the autism spectrum have difficulty managing their sensory input. They may over- or under-react to visual, tactile, and aural input - sometimes to the point where they are unable to participate in typical life activities. Even people with Asperger Syndrome, who are bright and capable in many settings, may be unable to go to movies, sit through concerts, or otherwise take part in social activities because the sound, lights or sensations are too overwhelming. When this is the case, many practitioners will make a diagnosis of Sensory Processing Disorder, and will recommend Sensory Integration Therapy. Sensory Integration Therapy is generally provided by an Occupational Therapist. It's important to know that Sensory Processing Disorder … * IS NOT an official diagnosis in the Diagnostic Manual * Is NOT a core deficit of autism or autism spectrum disorders * Is NOT a fully accepted concept throughout the medical mainstream (The American Association of Pe
Blocked
lmao i just had my very first person block me haha i wonder what i did wrong..... well i guess not a virgin to that now...woohoo
Wow
Ok so like it is a boring week at work and im looking forward to getting home and setting up my new computer desk and playing a bit of WoW.....for those of you who dont know what WoW is its World of Warcraft....and i just changed over to a new server called Executus...and i have my main on there as a tauren hunter named leeoric.....so come look me up....but like i said its been a boring week...looking forward to the nice weather tomorrow so i can ride my harley some...hehe
Negative Reactions..lol
Great News!!!!
WELL IT IS TUESDAY, JUNE 5, 2007 AND I GET TO FINALLY SEE GLENN ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT!!! YEAHAW!!!! IT HAS BEEN 20 DAYS TODAY SINCE I LAST SAW HIM AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM. WE ARE GONNA GO TO ATLANTA ON THURSDAY AND DROP OFF OUR DAUGHTER AT HER GRANDMA'S AND THEN I AM GONNA GO WITH HIM TO NORTH CAROLINA FOR A FEW DAYS!!! YEAH I AM SOOOOO HAPPY! YOU ALL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I HAVE WENT THROUGH IN THE LAST 20 DAYS WITHOUT HIM WITH ME. WELL I WILL BE OFFLINE WHILE I AM AWAY UNLES I CAN BORROW A PC FROM A FRIEND SO I WISH ALL YOU ALL THE BEST OF DAYS AND PRAY THAT I DON'T GET KNOCKED UP!LOL THAT WAS SUCH A JOKE. BUT ANYWAY, YOU ALL TAKE CARE AND I WILL BE CHATTING WITH YOU ALL LATER! LOVE YOU ALL, ANNE
See Ya Around!
Hey Everyone. I have been enjoying my cherrytap vacation. I haven't missed the drama at all!! What I have realized is there are other things to do!!! Imagine that. I have checked in from time to time and the bulletin board saddens me. I have seen posts and stickys about Missing and abused children that do get bypassed and while it does sadden me, in the same breath people are here to 'TAP or whatever. Thats why the site is here for entertainment. I haven't heard from but about 3 of my friends this week while I have been gone!! This is my swan song. Thanks to all who have fanned and befriended me. Thanks for making me a fookin legend. Since I have chosen to stop playing the game I would say within the week my legend status will be gone. SO I wanted to thank those who gave me that honor. Thanks to all who have rated my pics and commented me over the last year. You are all amazing people. I have come to a point where I want to try to make a difference in some things and I can't do that h
I Think I Need Help
So, I think I may have a problem...you see I take the subway to work every morning, and well, while looking at all the people (the women specifically) I wonder what cool and wonderful sexual things they do. Does that girl wearing the business suit looking so straigh laced like to take it up the rear screaming nasty things? Does the guy sitting reading the Wall Street Journal like to vist the gay baths and have sex without his wife knowing? Is that nun in the habit into water sports? I could go on, and I know I will go to hell for all my thoughts, but I wonder; do you think I need help?
9 Years Today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
9 Years ago.... Current mood: indescribable Category: Life Well 9 years ago today we were told that I had cancer. I can't believe that its been 9 years already. I feels almost like just yesterday that this all happened to me. I can remember sitting there in stunned silence as Dr. Knost told me and my parents what it was and what had to be done. I am so greatful to all my friends who gathered with me that night so I could tell them. I will never forget them for that. I remember I called J.P. first and he rushed up to the hospital and was crying, and then that made me cry. I did a lot of crying that day. But I am so proud of the fact that I have 9 years under my belt. It also makes me think of those that I have lost, like Sami and Uncle Dave, and how I wish that they could be here with us today. When they did my first round of chemo in Peoria I will always remember Uncle Dave and Aunt Ginny coming down to see me and bringing me Kenny the giant stuffed cow. I hated cows, b
Like A Boy - Ciara (vid Included)
This song speaks so much to me. . . boys really need to pay attention to this song. Never know when a girl might turn this shit on you. You can dig cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about [Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corna roll'n Do'n my own thing Ohh [Chorus] What if I? Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up? Or would they still apply? If I played you like a toy? Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy Can't be get'n mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be get'n mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! [Verse: 2] Girl go head and be... (Just Like Em') Go
$100 Tattoo
$100 TATTOO Larry gets home late one night and his wife, Linda, says, "Where in the hell have you been?" Larry replies, "I was out getting a tattoo." "A tattoo?" she frowned. "What kind of tattoo did you get?" "I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates," he said proudly. "What the hell were you thinking?" she said, Shaking her head in disdain. "Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates?" "Well, one, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want."
Love Dress.....
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law laying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. 'What are you doing?' she asked. 'I'm waiting for Mike to come home from work,' the daughter-in-law answered. 'But you're naked!' the mother-in-law exclaimed. 'This is my love dress,' the daughter-in-law explained. 'Love dress? But you're naked!' 'Mike loves me to wear this dress,' she explained. 'It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end. He can't get enough of me.' The mother-in-law left. When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came h
That Day
We met a few months ago, Started off as friends. We talked more and more, Not knowing where it would end. We have yet to meet face to face, And that is wonderful and cool. We both feel the same way and The internet is a great tool. Plenty miles and miles away, We choose to stay in touch. We choose to remain single And that means so much. So i will close this, But have one thing to say. I can not wait until next year, When we meet that day.
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Thank You All
I would just like to thank everyone who has sent my birthday gifts, cards and comments. Ive been overwhelemed by the love that has been shown to me over the past week or so. You all mean the world to me as friends and I appreciate everyone of you. Love you all very much. Willie
6 Fires In 6 Months!!!
Back on January 2nd there was 2 fires one at a mill and the other at my Best Friends place... she was like a sister to me... Her mother and step father lived in the building along with her sister brother in law and nephews on the third floor another resident not related to my family!!! The fires on this day killed my Best friend and our nephew whom wanted to sleep over her house... along with them passing the third floor gentleman died as well... so far that was the only fire that took the lives of innocent people... There was another one in February when i went to visit... None in march!!! Another fire also in may!! Un occupied building!!! Just last there were two fires set one behind the police station and the other not to far from there!!! this is just crazy..we just found out last week that the one in January that killed my sister and nephew was arson!!! Tell me what you think!!! should my family move out of that town...
The Bible Is Bullshit Some Of My Reasons Why
I am here to give my opinion on these mainstream religions and how big of a load of bullshit they are seriously the bible is the a walking contradiction of itself and honestly I feel its the biggest load bullshit ever written and its kinda sad how many people and how long people have been eating up all the bullshit that the bible has.The bible is the reason that women had to fight for thier rights because according to the bible women were only meant to stay at home and clean house,watch after the kids,cook for the family,and bear children why do you think that you rarely saw any famous woman in the early history of man bc they were made to stay home and do these things,and women say men are sexist if God truelly exist which he doesnt he would be the biggest sexist there is.Then theres that whole thing about Virgin Mary giving birth to Jesus Christ haha yeah right there is no miracle that could possible impregnate a virgin during these times that the bible was written if it was written
Best Day Ever.
I.... have not been to sleep. I couldn't sleep because I had a headache.. and I didn't really wish to leave. I have been up.. 29 hours. I have had.. going on the fourth beer. Before I went to get the beer.. I was inspired. Certain photographs made me wish to share. While there... I.. I have not felt so ALIVE in years. I may make this a habitual practice. Slightly out of breath with cheeks icy cold. I wish so dearly that I might have captured all that I had seen. A... long legged bird of black and red.. the seagull... the owl... the family of 15 ducks. I did not. Not even the red bird.. but still, this was so beautiful that I almost wished to cry. We begin in my yard. The way there...
Two Choices
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following
I Hope The Starbucks Empire Burns In Hell!!!
True Story... A little about my knowledge on coffees and coffee houses...I dont drink coffee. I know nothing about the different coffees there are in this store much less in the world. With that said, I don't want one thinking I'm trying to brin down coffee...If you like it, cool, drink it and enjoy! So there I am at Starbucks waiting my turn to get up to the counter, holding just a slip of paper with a maling address on it. People passing by being cheery and so am I. I guess you could say I had a smile on my face. A little bit of time goes by and its my turn at the counter. I look at the guy and say in my usual emotionless voice (not monotone really...just emotionless) "I just wanted to know if you guys here at Starbucks would be willing to help me out. I got a few friends out in Iraq right now and was curious if you could send them a little care package to the address here on this slip of paper. I know most of them would love some goo
Frontside Backside, Etc
Standard frontside ride Paddle hard and lean forward as the wave reaches you. When you feel your momentum start to accelerate as the board catches the wave, stand up and lean into the wave's shoulder slightly. This action will began your initial turn. If the turn is executed too soon, this wave will be missed completely. Practice will help you determine the correct moment to initially stand and turn. After standing and your initial turn, try to keep low on the wave's shoulder at first. Turn back (cutback) by leaning on your rear foot and turning the board slightly towards the breaking wave or aim towards shore if the wave breaks or is so slow that you keep outrunning it. Don't try any major moves or try to catch a larger wave until you can make a few turns without falling off on smaller waves. Standard cutback Surfing on larger waves follows basically the same procedure when dropping in, except that hollowness and size will determine how soon to turn. More speed is gain
No More Child Support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LAST CHILD SUPPORT CHECK!!! > > > > Today is my baby girl's 18th birthday. I'm so glad, that this will be my last child support payment. Month after month, year after year, all those damn payments! So I called my baby girl. LaKeesha I need you to come by the house and get this last check. When she got there, I said, "Baby girl, I want you to take this check over to your momma's house and tell her that this is the last check, her last free ride. Take note of the expression on here face. Come back and tell me how she looked. So, my baby girl took the check over to her momma's. I was so anxiously awaiting LaKeesha's back brief. LaKeesha returned. What she say? What she say?Tell me and bout the 'expression on her face. Baby girl walk Through the door. I said, "Now what yo momma say 'bout that?" She told me to tell you that "you ain't my daddy" .... and for me to check out the expression on your face"!!! >
Tattoo Block....
I need another tattoo! My last one was done in October, and I just need another. I have the basic idea of what type of art I need to make myself happy but damn if I can draw a stick man anymore, and I don't seem to have the time either. I need a fairie that kind of simbolizes who I am as a person. There are tons of graphics that I see all the time that I just love...I need an original and don't have the time to fool around with a tattooist, I need an artist! I guess I'm just bitching 'cause I have at least 2 more tats I want and here I sit at this fucking desk , so tired and Gods damn it I want to go home and have a beer!!
Dynamic Stretching & Warm Ups
The Exercises Joint Rotations From a standing position with your arms hanging loosely at you sides, flex, extend, and rotate each of the following joints: * Fingers * Wrist * Elbows * Shoulders * Neck * Trunk and shoulder blades * Hips * Knees * Ankles * Feet and toes Neck Mobility * Flexion/Extension - Tuck your chin into your chest, and then lift your chin upward as far as possible. 6 to 10 repetitions * Lateral Flexion - lower your left ear toward your left shoulder and then your right ear to your right shoulder. 6 to 10 repetitions * Rotation - Turn your chin laterally toward your left shoulder and then rotate it toward your right shoulder. 6 to 10 repetitions Shoulder Circles * Stand tall, feet slightly wider than shoulder-width apart, knees slightly bent * Raise your right shoulder towards your right ear, take it backwards, down and then up again to the ear in a smooth action * Repeat
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i am officially bored out of my mind tonight. help??
Power Of Being Big
Power of Being Big by Gwen-Nicole O'Neal I am Big and Beautiful I have curves like you've never seen Yes, when I walk, I jiggle I have lots of Junk in my Trunk I know where I shop I know what I eat But when I put it down It cannot be beat. You girls that are 1's and 2's You do not know the pleasure that is me My sisters that are 20's and up Know the pleasure of not giving up. We strive in a world that looks down on us, We persevere in a society that wants none of us. We love like no other Our style can not be beat. You tell us we would be pretty if we lost weight Maybe if you gained a pound or two You'd understand the glory that comes with being us. Our skin is smooth Our shape is curved We don't need plastic surgery to give us an ass, We do it Au Natural, We do it with Class. So this is a call to all my Big, Beautiful Sisters. Stand Up, Stand Proud. For we are the true leaders of this land. We love from the heart Not our eyes. We dress for ou
Watch Your Kids This Summer
CLICK ON THIS LINK TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO MY SON AND HIS FRIEND WHEN THEY WENT TO GET SHOES.KEEP IN MIND MY SON IS AN HONOR STUDENT AND HAS NEVER BEEN IN TROUBLE EVER!! http://www.myfoxtampabay.com/myfox/pages/News/Detail?contentId=3399236&version=1&locale=EN-US&layoutCode=TSTY&pageId=3.1.1
Sorry
i might be a little out of it tonight im not feelin the greatest sorry everyone i will be here if u need me mwah
The Silent Tear
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.
When I Get U On My Mind
when you text and i get you on my mind, i think i am going to go crazy for the want of you. god how i would like to hold you at this moment. it is rather difficult to describe how empty you can feel without someone. but you know that you mentally keep reaching for them and just seem to grab space. what bliss we do enjoy sometimez and fail to appreciate the fact that it is happiness! you know sweet, all great deedz are inspired by the emotionz of sex. that is the power of attraction and love for a woman is manifested in the actz and accomplishmentz of the doer. in every single instance of men who have done worthwhile thingz, you will find the stimulating influence of a woman. i really believe that. with your love i should become a mental marvel!
Wishing You Luck
have a good night, keep your mind at ease, i know you will be fine, but it never hurts to say it. good luck; forever and ever, hugs and kisses RASPBERRY bet you did not see that coming =D
Happiest Day Of My Life!!!!
Ive just found a chocolate with..... Jack Daniels in it!!! Now, if only they'll start doing KFC with Jager, my life will be complete!
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good night - im off to bed!
Wont Be On....
I JUST GOT WORD MY UNCLE PASSED AWAY TODAY I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS LOVE YOU ALL ((((((HUGS))))))
Whispered Voices...
A Certian Someone
WEll where to start. i guess lastnight i found out how someone that supposedly really cared about me doesn't care for me at all. Which came as a real shock. I mean a person can say so many things so many times and then just turn there back on them all. To me that is unthinkable. Where does anyone get the nerve to just crush someone so heavily after promising so much.. Heck i could never do it. I am not sayin i am perfect i am far from it actually but when i give you my word it is as solid as a mountain. Its intersting to me how many people these days make promises that they simply walk away or turn there back on because things get to hard or turn out not the way they planned. I got news for naive ppl life is tough and things come up but you should not turn your back on the important things and the good things. because in all the bad and shit we deal with in our day to day lives why on earth would you distance yourself from someone that supposedly held the key to your heart. Oh wel
Erasing Friends
I have way to many people on my friends list and not even half of them ever speak so I think its time to delete people , I went from 974 to 829 so far but I will be cleaning it out the rest of this month and after that I am gonna start unfanning as well because a lot of people I have fanned haven't done the same in return so you get what you give. Maybe now I will be able to read all the bulletins I keep missing when my friends post them because there won't be like 500 of the same dang thing taking up my space!! Those of you that I talk to already know you will be staying on my list , any one that doesn't like this blog or what I have to say then please feel free to unfriend me now that way you save me a little time from having to erase you. Have a great week everyone!!!
When I Say I Am Broke!!
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed the door wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse shit onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse shit from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. The old lady stepped back and said, "Well I hope you've got a darned good appetite, because they cut off my electricity this morning."
Shakira Song, In A Funny Video! A Must See!
Shakira Shakira ShakiraAdd to My Profile | More Videos sometimes you gotta laugh no matter what...lol the other version, shakira/hips don't lieAdd to My Profile | More Videos
Lifting Cd
My old CD that I would listen to when I worked out has lost its flavor. I need a new CD to get the blood to a proper boil. I'm open to any suggestions. Songs that are a must: Linkin Park- In The End 3 Doors Down- Kryptonite Fear Factory- Back The Fuck Up I need about 15 other songs... ready, GO!
Bad Poetry 1
Deep river Turn, burn Loose from this life. I cannot feel my legs and arms. My head spins as the bad taste goes down the back of my throat. But quickly I'm dreaming in color. Loki Listens - REAL BLOG
Blonde??
Blonde LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking........ And one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away.......... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you SEE Florida ...?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the Mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She Says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and th en today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the oth
Church Gossip....
Mildred, the church gossip, and self-appointed monitor of the church's morals, kept sticking her nose in to other people's business. Several members did not approve of her extra curricular activities, but feared her enough to maintain their silence. She made a mistake, however, when she accused George, a new member, of being an alcoholic after she saw his old pickup parked in front of the town's only bar one afternoon. She emphatically told George (and several others) that everyone seeing it there would know what he was doing. George, a man of few words, stared at her for a moment and just turned and walked away. He didn't explain, defend, or deny... he said nothing. Later that evening, George quietly parked his pickup in front of Mildred's house... walked home... and left it there all night. You gotta love George.
Hopefully I'll Be Back Soon!!!
JUST WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW I'M IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING,I HAVEN'T FORGOT ANYONE,I'LL TRY AND GET ON AND OFF HERE TO LEAVE LOVE!!! THX TO ALL WHO ARE STILL LEAVING ME LOVE ON MY PAGE!! I MISS YOU ALL!! YOU CAN LEAVE ME MESSEGES ON YAHOO, I'LL BE ABLE TO CK THEM EASIER!! MUCH LOVE TO ALL!! HOPEFULLY I'LL BE BACK SOON!! HUGS ROBIN
Working On Welfare
A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Hi... You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well... you started it.
Head Through Monitor
sometimes i wonder if its normal to just turn 3 shades to homicidal where just existing makes you want to plow your head through your monitor, how is it that i feel this way? is it because of the drugs i did years ago or am i just fucked up. do normal people live this way waking everyday hoping its the last you have to put up with and you get through it or am i a small percentage that just never acclimated to being a person. detached and furious at what i've become. i know the world doesn't owe me anything but it would be nice to have a day off from the shit storm. and i keep telling myself it'll get better but i don't think it will actually i think it will only get worse but how do you fix something when you know its broken but it seems so unfixable. where do you go when all your dreams and hopes have died and your just a shell going through the motions. at least the lottery still exists and gives me false hope of a better life
Just A Bad Mood Rant
Ok, so I am not in such a good mood tonight, I have no idea why, just one of those nights I guess. I think I am tired of stupidity in general right now . . . Just had more than my fill the last few days. I’m not sure why it is bothering me so much now than it usually does, but it is. I don’t need someone to talk to or anything I just need to sort things out I think. I’m just in an odd place where I am me but dammit at the same time I am wholly unrecognizable - yeah probably makes no sense to any of you. I know exactly what I ma talking about though and I am sure there is at least one other person somewhere who does. So, what is it? I think what pushed me over the edge today was someone telling me that if I believed in God that I would be a better person. That since I do not believe in God that is why my life has been so miserable but I still have the power to change it in my heart if I just look deep enough, because God can forgive all of my sins if I am willing to admit them
Working Backwards...
He was a friend of her stepfather's...a tall, lanky man in his late 30s. Grey eyes that burned into yours, to make you forget what you were thinking. He came to the house most nights that she could remember...they retired to the garage in a cloud of smoke and reeking cans of Natural Light. He winked whenever he saw her, staring in that hungry, uneasy way that men look at women. While the authoritative ones kicked back and forth who was fucking who, Jo took a walk down the block. The sun began to fade behind the trees, the streetlights came on as if by cue, one by one, until the neighborhood was aglow with unnatural orange haze. The crickets chirping in the grass beneath her feet, the lightning bugs that would light, then dim, over and over, accenting her face for just a moment before retreating it back to the summer citrus hues from the streetlights. She stopped underneath a tree now and then to record what she saw, as if she knew what was forthcoming. He walked behind he
I Miss You Baby!!!!! The Cold Heart Truth About My Sons Death!!
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † This is the only way i have to pay my respects to my baby boy- i cant get the graveside to talk to him- but he knows i love him. Keith Allen mommy has thought of you alot today, and i wish i could hold you one more time. But i know that is impossible, so here mommy is again- feeling down because i need you baby. I just want to feel my baby one more time in my arms - while i sing the same songs here to you as you fall asleep. theres doors to heaven i know- but until god brings mommy home- they will be closed for me. I cant see inside the window to your soul, but i feel the love from your heart everyday. i watch my kids play and i often wonder how they would feel if i were pass on and not be here- now i know- hurt- the same i do for you. my heart will never be whole. as long as i walk this earth and not ever see your precious face- i will be left in half- I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. cHANTEL ASK ME TONIGHT AT THE DINNER TABL
+1349 - Internal Winter(ad Infeinum)...
..From the album 'Beyond The Apocalypse'. No, I don't have a vid. Dammit. Why haven't I given this song more attention? The intro is penetrating, has this ominous tone going on. Something big is most definitely coming, listenAh! : Awesome Mayhem/Darkthrone kvltish Black Speed! And some incredibly delicious hi-hat usage from the drums(BOW TO FROST. NOW!)while you wait. >>smile
Gifts And Shit On Here
I cant for the life of me undersdtand why other ladies get upset when someone adds a comment or sends you a gift on here . Wake up people , this is cyber land , most of us will never meet in person and this is a place where we can go and escape for a few from our REAL life. That is what this is to me. I dont care about how many friends I have , I would rather have a few that I really chat with and get to know and as for the comments , sometimes someone will post one and you have had a bad day and you come on here and read it and makes the day better. Lighten up folks, people that take this shit to serious need to get a life. If you are reading this , thanks for letting me state my 2 cents and thanks to the ones that I regularly chat with , I enjoy getting to know you.
Wed,, June 6,2007
WELL ALL I AM ON A COUNTDOWN AWAITING GLENN'S ARRIVAL. I HAVE ABOUT 15 HOURS BEFORE HE GETS HOME AND I CAN'T WAIT. BUT INSTEAD OF DWELLING ON HOW LONG I HAVE TILL HE GETS HERE I HAVE PLANNED A FULL DAY FOR MYSELF AND THE GIRLS. OUR YOUNGEST DAUGHTER IS GRADUATING FROM THE 5TH GRADE TODAY. WE ARE VERY PROUD OF HER. SHE IS GRADUATING EVEN AFTER MISSING A FULL MONTH OF SCHOOL. AFTER HER CEREMONY WE ARE GONNA COME HOME AND PACK SOME MORE. SHE IS GONNA BE GONE WITH HER GRANDMA FOR ABOUT A MONTH SO SHE HAS TO BE READY TO GO IN THE MORNING. AS FOR ME, I HAVE A SUITCASE PACKED ALREADY AND I AM PATIENTLY AWAITING GLENN'S ARRIVAL AND I KNOW THAT WHEN HE LEAVES THIS TIME I GET TO GO WITH HIM FOR AWHILE! YEAHAW!!!! WELL I HAVE TO GO GET READY FOR A GRADUATION SO I WILL CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER! LOVE TO YOU ALL~~ANNE
Frequently Asked Questions
My Screen name is from a movie. I am not Egyptian so stop asking me that!!! Besides, did you even look at my pics? Do I LOOK Egyptian to you? Come on!!! I am 5' 8" tall. Yes, I have long legs. I don't wear heels, because I'm afraid of heights. :p I live in New England. That's all you need to know for now. I work as a PC Support technician for a large Financial corporation. I have never been married or had children. I will not give you my Yahoo or MSN ID if all you want to do is Cam. I don't have webcam, nor do I have any plans of getting one anytime soon. I am not interested in cybering with complete strangers, so don't ask! I do not want to see naked pics of total strangers. I do not have naked pics to share, so don't ask! If you are going to talk rude or rate me with ones, I'll block you outrate, no warnings! I am a very nice person as long as you treat me with respect. I will do anything for a friend, but you need to be a friend in return. If you want me t
Games For When We Are Older
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over?
Bullshit
Why do ppl always want to cause bullshit between two ppl who are in love.
Word Play
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare, where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He is all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers, because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The
Is This Weird?
I was just thinking .... a good number of the people in my "Family" are into the BDSM lifestyle, but I am not. I respect their choice, just don't think its for me. But I wonder ... maybe its equivalent to when you are a teenager and have friends who could be considered the "dangerous types" that just basically look after you and make sure no one bothers you? I don't know if that even makes any sense, but whatever. My mind goes on strange tangents sometimes.
My Baby
So yesterday I went to see my baby. I was pretty damn happy to see him though he didn't seem to thrilled to see me at first not wanting to come out of his corner. But when the vet left us in the room together he walked right over to me and started to snuggle. I cried when I had to leave him, but the best part is he's coming home tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, "Under God." One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL:
Top 10 Reasons To Become A Nurse
1) Pays better then fast food, though the hours aren't as good. 2) Fashionable shoes and sexy white uniforms. 3) Needles: "Tis better to give than receive" 4) Reassure your patients that all bleeding stops...eventually. 5) Expose yourself to rare, exciting and new diseases. 6) Interesting aromas. 7) Courteous and infallible doctors who always leave clear orders in perfectly legible handwriting. 8) Do enough charting to navigate around the world. 9) Celebrate all the holidays with your friends- at work. 10) Take comfort that most of your patients survive no matter what you do to them.
I Want To Thank You All!!!
Ok to all the people out there that read my husbands mumm about one of my best friends grandmother had passed it was nice to actually see that there wasn't very many rude people on that one I want Thank all of you that actually left comments on there. Now for some of the ones that likes to be rude and leave smart comments I mean seriously why leave a comment on the mumm if you don't have nothing to say. And for one apparently your bored to because you wouldn't be answering these mumms and leaving smart ass comments. But for the most part the ones that left a nice comment thank you. I will be the first one to admit to this my husband is numb about a death because he knows that there is no coming back. He has been an EMT-B for 8 years now and taking the Paramedic Class you guys out there inless you are a firefighter, emt-b or a medic you guys don't know what they see and what they have to deal with. So before you run the rudeness on here look at it has in a firefighter's eyes or emt-b pa
Now Is The Time To Get Your Copy Of Peter Britt's Book
I am aware that I can be long winded, I'm a writer you know. lol I wanted to share this with all my friends. Tomorrow evening I will be with my photographer doing the cover photo for my book. On Friday, it will be overnighted to my publisher. I've already received the gallies of my book for inspection, so we aren't far at all from it being in hand. Below are some excerpts you can read, but pre-ordering the book now (there are about 5 days left for this) and you will also receive an autographed copy of my cd, That's What Livingt's For along with your book, with your name in it. Just a few days left for you to get your name in it. Read below and click the paypal link or, contact me or, go to my personal web site for another link: www.peterbritt.us Everyone have a fabulous day :) Well this is something a little different, or extra if you will. There are only 35 copies of my book pre-ored left, so I am going to give the rest of the pre-orders a complimentary autographed cd along w
Hero In A Mental Hosptial
Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sunk to the bottom & stayed there. Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the medical director became aware of Mary's heroic act he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable. When he went to tell Mary the news he said, "Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good news is you're being discharged because since you were able to jump in and save the life of another patient, I think you've regained your senses." The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself with his bathrobe belt in the bathroom. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Mary replied "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry."
Are You Real Or Fake
Recently there was a bullentin posted by a friend on my list. It asked why so many use fake pics. My answer was: Insecurity in the biggest form. I visit the Mumm section a lot and the comment I see more and more is: " come on this is the Internet not Real Life" Which makes me think that some that are online, are living out a fantasy world which they create by taking on a persona that isn't Theirs but one they wish they had. I myself, don't understand why they don't take the engery they use to create this fantasy and use it towards developing the life and persona they want to be in "real life" For me, No matter where I am , is "REAL LIFE". Whether it is online or offline, I am Me. I try to be the best Me I can be. I am not sure this will answer your questions but it is my observation. * But I have also come to relize that the deception that is used by using a pic that isnt theirs is also for POINTS. Men use womens pics that half naked to get other guys to
Luna's Guidance......
Walking alone on a summers night Strolling with no real destination Far below the pale moon light Just passing that one place fills her with emotion   Still wondering around She thinks of many things Dead silence broken only by her humming sound Remembering the little bit of good her heart sings   Passing a place she knew all to well How could he say that to me Tears begin to roll as her eyes swell Maybe he just doesn't see   To him I could never lie Life is so unfair I could never lie to him, I'd rather die Does he even care   Unaware of the time now She sees her ex passing her How dare he call me a moo cow As more cars begin to stir   Reality snapped back with the air break of a Mac
You Might Be An Er Nurse If....
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- YOU MIGHT BE AN E.R. NURSE IF . . . You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm... Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you.. You believe a good tape job will fix anything... You have the bladder capacity of five people... You can identify the positive teeth to tattoo ratio... Your idea of a good time is a full arrest at shift change... You find humor in other people's stupidity... You believe in aerial spraying of Prozac... You disbelieve 90% of what you are told and 75% of what you see... You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance... You automatically assume the patient is a drug seeker when presented with the complaint of migraine, lower back pain, chronic myalgia (choose one of the above), a list of numerous allergies to meds (except Demerol), and the statement that the family doctor is from out of town...
The Forest
It was early one spring morning, and Kylie was off to take her morning jog. After she had her morning coffee...she showered, and dressed .wearing a pair of shorts, a baggy t-shirt, and her running shoes. As Kylie headed out the door, she noticed the sky was a bit dark, but was determined to get this run in. She had not noticed the van parked across the street. So not knowing how much time she had, she set off. Behind her house were a few acres of forest, so that was the route she decided to take. As Kylie ran through the woods, following a narrow path. she placed her headphones on...and turned up the volume. The woods were beautiful...the leaves were beginning to grow, the wild flowers were blooming...and the smell was enough to stun her senses. So fresh..so clean. Kylie continued on her way. After about 20 min., she noticed the sky had gotten darker.... She took off the headphones...and listened to the distant thunder rolling. Not sure if she would make it back before the
The Brothers
It was a warm august day, and Mark and I had come in from a day at the river. I had not seen him for over a year....when we were dating. So when he called and asked if I would like to go out on the new boat he bought, I thought it would be a great way to catch on old times, so I immediately said yes. I had been out with other guys, but in my heart I still loved him as much as I ever had. We returned to his apartment that he had shared with his brother Mike at about 5. I told Mark I was going to run up and take a quick shower, and he smiled and said hurry. As I showered, I remembered al the good times we had had when we were dating, and after spending the day together, allot of the old feelings had returned. I showered...wrapped a towel around me, and walked across the hall to the bedroom I had left my clothes in. As I entered the room I closed the door and turned around to see Mark standing there. I was startled to say the least, and a little embarrassed. I smiled at him, an
Depress
Im writing this blog because this day, ive been crying so much its because of the pain that i feel right now..Just dont know what to do already, wish i was die already so that i wont suffer anything in this world.. I give too much love because this is what i am... NO matter what they do, they cant change me.. IN all of my life, all i have to do is suffer so much pain.. I remember when i was still young, we live in a very small house, whenever im hungry ill just go at the backyard and pick some plants which im going to eat.. Most of the time, ill just knock in every Neighbor's door its because im very hungry and dont have something to eat.. Everyone dont like me at all and even hate me so much, even though i havent done anything wrong to them.. They say some bad criticism about me and tell it to other people... My life is very miserable, just full of sadness and pain.. Im very jealous to those people who are very happy always even though im not.. The reason why im not so happy because e
The Punishment Tonight
Kneeling quietly Heart pounding Eyes towards the floor Hands behind her back Waiting ... Wondering… Anticipating.. Mind begins to dance The door knob turns The sound of keys Foot steps on the floor Taking a deep breath My body shudders Her palms begin to sweat The footsteps slow and meticulous The shadow on the floor The panic starts to build Is it him? Is it her? Her eyes dare not betray A hand reaches out to touch her Fingers in her hair Twisting ever slowly The form behind her whispers As the grip in the hair intensifies How are you today my sweet? As the fingers continue to twist Speaking ever so softly As her body begins to shake Her words no more then an undertone As she replies to their request I love you my Pet… Says the mysterious voice As the hand continues to play A second set of footsteps Another set of keys An impending night of torture From the passage of the door This one has a gift with them A frie
Please Help Me Level Up
I need help to level up to 9 I've helped alot of my friends out now I'm asking for theirs!!! So please help me out!! Thank you all!!
Playboy Is Looking For You!
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House Of Clergy Of Egypt
The postion of clergy was the most demanding you had to service bothe the high circle of priest and priestesses and also the people. They were the mentors the people to serve law and justice and provide service of faith and healing and in some cases to act as personal defenders of people of high status. To be a clergy member was a long process you would of normally been pulled from your family and start your leasons under three mentors each of them teaching a field of knowledge of their own. To be clergy you took no credit for anything you did it was all given to Higher officals or an action of the dieties. Yet it was a good means to life all the clergy was taken well care of for they were what made things be.
Bad News
Doctor: I have some bad news and some very bad news. Patient: Well, might as well give me the bad news first. Doctor: The lab called with your test results. They said you have 24 hours to live. Patient: 24 HOURS! That's terrible!! WHAT could be WORSE? What's the very bad news? Doctor: I've been trying to reach you since yesterday.
I Was In The Sexiest Feet Contest
I WAS PUT IN THIS BY A FRIEND ,, I'M STILL LEARN THINGS SO I DONT BELONG TO A BOMB GROUP YET SO IF YOU WANT AND COULD SHOW SUM LUV MANY THANX AND LUV 2 YA HERES THE LINK TO THE CONTEST
To Few Left.
TRUE AMERICAN It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you be
Thermometer Jokes:
What did the nurse say when she found a rectal thermometer in her pocket? "Some asshole has my pen!" What's the difference between an oral thermometer and a rectal thermometer? The taste. Why did the nurse always insist on using the rectal thermometer to obtain temperatures? She was taught in nursing school to always look for her patient's best side.
Circumcised
A little 8 year old boy wanted to be circumcised when he realized he looked different than dad and his friends. The day after the proceedure he returned to school. During class, he became uncomfortable and asked for permission to go to the nurse. When he arrived at her office, he hesitated and finally just asked if he could call his mother. Sensing this was personal, the nurse stepped into the hall and closed the door to allow him privacy. Several minutes later the little boy came out of her office and the nurse noticed his penis was sticking out of his pants. "Where are you going?" she asked. "Back to class," said the boy. "But you can't go back like that!" explained the nurse. "I have to," stressed the boy. "My mother said that if I could just stick it out until lunchtime, she would come and pick me up."
Hmmmm
well.. well.. here it is just another day in my life, the thoughts of me moving are still in my head.. I will be flying to see my parents in about a week.. AND im about to turn 22.. wow that's bad... but good i think. Sometimes I just siting back nd think about were my life has gone, I don't feel as I should be 22.. nor do I feel that I Should have kids.. but then I sit back and think maybe were I am is perfect.. right?? or wrong?? but oh well.. So wow.. as I sit here and think about it I will be 22 in only a few days? wow IM getting old.. and not younger..I guess what my mom told me when i was younger is cathcing up with you.. But my friend keeps reinforcing that you are only as young as you act... so i got to keep that on my mind.. thanks
These Days...
going to visit family in MI this month... and when i come back i'm having corrective lasik eye surgery. freaked and excited at the same time
Please
please leave comments on this blog thank all of my fellow juggalo's for there clown luv peace mmfcl
People I Know In Person...
Wanted to do a blog about the people I know in person on here... if you can, give them a shout out... Don't think about asking them questions about me, they aren't rats... okay, well not that I know of! lol This is my blood cousin Jennifer. Loves dark meat (if you know what I mean), she is a hoot... and always tring to get something on me! I think she and my mom hide secrets from me! Luv ya bitch! ღ ღஐDAddY$ HoNeY DiPஐღღ@ CherryTAP This is my friend Chris. He came down for Lasagna a few weeks ago and to bring me my Rosters Steelers Football! He was able to spend the night (NOT THAT WAY PERVERTS!) He is a good guy and hope he finds a good girl! Singleguy@ CherryTAP This is my old best friend from high school. She was a blast! She is such a country girl and as sweet as cherry pie! Her parents hated me, cause I was a BAD influence! Imagine that! Luvs ya girl! Be As You Are Always.....@ CherryTAP This is my life-long frien
Pet Peeve #219
If you're going to send me a message of any sort, please keep the following in mind: it's not "YOUR pretty", it's "YOU'RE pretty" it's not "THERE not here" it's "THEY'RE not here" Now obviously, this is not a complete listing of all the errors...but I think you get the general idea. I think they teach this shit in elemetary school.
What Color Condom Are You
Clear Condom: Just broke up with someone, or they broke up with you, but still have feelings for them. Blue Condom: Single, looking For the right someone, but hating being single! Orange Condom: Taken and about to break up. Pink Condom: Single but kinda llike someone but waitin it out dont know yet. Green Condom: Taken & truely in love with the person. Purple Condom: Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship but im still gonna break up with her dumbass! Trojan Condom: Like someone who doesn't like you back. Tye-dye Condom: Just taken... and confused ?? about stuff Red Condom: If your a ninja. Black Condom: Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not. Teal Condom: Like someone who likes you back, but not going out yet. Broken Condom: damn, the white girl is pregnant White Condom: you like someone who's dating someone else and you wish you had them. No Condom:: Yeah you h
Toys
Toys This section describes fun things you can do with everyday objects in a D/s context. Clothespins make wonderful toys. (Told you we'd get to that in the "How" part!) They can be clamped to all sorts of interesting parts of the body, and the sensation--especially on sensitive parts like nipples--is quite intense indeed. Furthermore, the longer they stay on, the more intense the sensation when they come off. Clamp them to nipples, or anywhere along the breasts; along the sides, arms, legs, and thighs; and in fact almost any other place you can think of. Generally speaking, plastic clothespins produce more intense sensation than wooden clothespins, and small clothespins have a sharper "bite" than larger clothespins. Make a zip strip: If you really feel adventurous, take about six wooden clothespins and drill a small hole in one handle of each one, near the end. Then, tie the clothespins along a piece of twine, leaving about four inches or so between clothespin
The National Day Of Sweden 6th June
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Vows?
Forever to cherish you and Your presence, your touch Your mind body, and soul Forever mien to hold I'll be there if you let me Treat you fairly and honestly And be there in times of need With a shoulder to lean on Be there for you every second Every moment i live for you Someday when you look into my eyes You'll know every word ive said was true Might not be today or tomorrow Or even a year from now But im ready to make me and you An us for all eternity Excuse the sloppy work needs to be touched up a lil
Decision...
I quit skool...part of me wants to cry, part of me is relieved.... due to my fall and dislocation of my knee I missed alot of skool.. the stress of trying to get caught up has put me in the ER twice in a month and its just not worth it anymore.. so off to look for work to start paying on my student loans. Thankfully where I live is cheap rent and my roomate will be moving out soon so my son can have his own room. So... here I go on another journey.. *skippy gimps off*
This And That - Sick Jessy Mind
SOOOO i am in a writing mood and nobody is talking to me ... so i have time to talk to myself... kinda.. well it feels like i am talking to myself... "hey jessy how are u?" "ok and u jessy?" "ya me too.. u wanna tell me something?" "ya how did u know?" "well i am u so i should know" "bla bla bla...." soo a few things about my day... it was shit... i slept 4 hours i was running around because of shitty things.... at last the weather was great.. i finally found out i stil can´t park a car lol.. plus i am sexual frustrated loool.. plus i am confused... psycho... totally freaking sick and... ummm ya... good that i am not a complainer at all.... sooo i hope everybody knows that ill own the world someday... if u r nice and sweet to me i will give u a secretary job in my office lol but we will see did i mention that i hate writing blogs? i had one for 1 year when i had a weird bf... i had everyday things to write because he was totally insane and sick... a
Warnings For The Side Effects Of Alcohol Consumption
Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are
Sorry
That I havent been commenting I have been working A LOT lately but I will get to yall this weekend sometime I promise! Hope everyone is doing well!!
Do You Remember When...
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh
Ugh
Darkness fades Light appears Over the horizon Bring color to All gods creations Lack of sun Makes all seem black With no light at all This world would be The gloomiest place To wander for eternity
The Living Dead
There are so many people in this world who i feel have the bad case of the Zombee's.. What i mean by this , is that they have chosen to live amongst the living dead. I too once chose that path of life. The choice to not feel, so that you cannot hurt, is an easy way to survive. By hiding from your past , so as to avoid potential pain from both the present and future, classifies you as this type person. Those who choose drugs , Drinking, or anything else as a crutch not to feel.. have chosen there path to walk this world aimlessly.. They will never allow themselves to be loved or love another for fear of pain.. This self instilled fear, will shut down all your senses.. it will cause self destruction, till one day your desire to live will diminish. Choose the right path for yourself.. Allow yourself to feel the pain, work through it and gain strength!!! Gain back yourself . You will no longer deny yourself pain from fear... you will learn more about yourself. You will let yourself recieve
Yay Me!!!! Wooohooo
So How bout Thursday 6-7-07 i somehow managed to get my asshole sons father to let me have him over night :D i cant wait. Im so happy not only do i get to see him and spend time with him but i get to sleep next to him once again.. Last time i did that was in Decemeber
Hurt
As long as I don't cry, I will be fine. I know better than to trust anyone, so it's really my fault for getting hurt. On the other hand, it shouldn't hurt. He's not mine and never will be.
Breakdown
Bdsm. How To Begin
BDSM. How to begin No matter how long have you been feeling the urge to be involved in BDSM sexual activity, it's never too late to learn this unknown area. But as with the any sex activity, most part of it is left in the dark for a newbie. Find the right one to get involved with It's a common misbeliefe that people who are practicing BDSM or use BDSM toys do harm to each other. In fact many people who feel the urge to play BDSM think that you'd better pick up a stranger who is more or less "fit" for the role of "dominant" or "slave" than say to your partner about your "dirty" desires. This is absolutely wrong approach to the matter. Those involved in bondage activity set particular limits and keep to "Safe, Sane and Consensual". Know the difference between a "reality" and "play" Of course, almost all of us are manipulating the other person in a dominant or submissive manner to some degree. But that doesn't mean that "play" should be ruled by desire someone for a real "sin"
Friends Vs Southern Friends
to all my Southern Friends "FRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHREN FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Might ignore this. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will forward th
Shadows
Shadows I want to wake up in your white world, I want to be seen but you keep me hidden, I want to be heard but you keep me silenced, I want to listen but you send me away, I have no voice, so why should I be, This world is yours, so why do I exist, I start to fade out of this world, But you don’t notice, I slowly lose myself to your world, I am a shadow, void of speaking, Void of hearing, And void of seeing, I am a shadow of your world.
Vices And Addictions
we all have them, in one form or another. most being dangerous in the forms alcoholism, drugs, sex... today I was told I have an addiction to being worshipped....the problem with this is?? I don't know, but apparently to some this is a bad thing. I am also told in my pics, it seems I go out of my way to look good...duh dumbass, it's a picture! of course I am gonna try and look good, no one wants part of their soul captured on camera looking like total shit.lol so to this man who tried to tell me how wrong I was for wanting to be loved in the world and then was offended when I said if he was unhappy with me no one asked him to worship me....guess what?? fuck off buddy. like I care if some random ass doesn't want to worship and adore me? especially some guy whos first line was "ever seen a 9 inch cock?"....9 inches? come on..seriously, dude...nothing to brag about. I think he may have just had his feelings hurt because I told him that. if you are gonna put yourself out there people,
When It's Your Time
When it’s Your Time I watch you in your house I watch you on the street I even watch you as you sleep I’m always here I’m always there Though you may not see me I always leave you a message Stating that I was there You start to run You start to hide So you keep your boyfriend by your side He still doesn’t keep me From watching you For you I am your stalker And a message I bring to you When it’s your time, you’re mine.
Our First Family Contest
Make your own Custom Comments OK WE NOW IN THE LEAD LETS KEEP IT PLZ Ok peeps we have our first contest for the family.Please go show some love for this family member.Here is her link and the link to the pic!!All members need to show love!ALL MEMBERS MUST COMMENT BOMB THIS PIC OR YOU WILL BE REMOVED!!!!THANKS!!!!WHEN BOMBING PICS FOR CONTESTS THIS MEANS YOU BOMB IT WITH AS MANY COMMENTS YOU CAN!IF THAT MEANS 2,000 SO BE IT.THANKS!!!!!! *ŞħãĐØŴ * -Realm of Syn- {bbw/bhm Bombers}@ CherryTAP I am out of comments please help!!!! NOT a sexy anything contest...more a real wonderful contest!!! SOO please.... Please come help in this Father's Day contest. I have helped lots of you in these contests...so please come show love...very very important to me. Thanks, Jessica AKA: ShaDoW Click the picture link below and rate and comment bomb pretty please!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Post a bulliten for me?? that would be great! Dont forget to RATE the
Life
Who could've predicted this strange turn of events? Well, actually you could have -- if anyone had asked. The thing about having an original mind is that not everyone gets it at first. They'll change their tune now!
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Home Security
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and your NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside, Cooter
Sea Survival
So we’re in the crash boat heading into the Strait of Georgia out of Comox on Vancouver Island. It’s July so the weather is good at least and the sea is reasonable with five foot swells but it’s still quite bumpy because we’re making at least twenty knots. In fact one or two of the lads are feeling decidedly unwell and looking a strange shade of green. It’s called a crash boat because it is designed to respond to aircraft that have to ditch or crash into the sea so it’s fast and has a water-cannon to put out fires, and it can hold a crew of four plus at least 20 survivors. But today it’s not responding to a crash. It’s transporting 15 of us out into the strait for some sea survival training. We’ve already spent most of the week in the classroom attending lectures and watching training videos (mostly from the Royal Navy) and so it’s a welcome break from the boredom of the classroom. It doesn’t seem very welcome to the two that are about to puke up their guts, however. We e
Harley Davidson
HARLEY DAVISON DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN AND WAS BOASTING 2 GOD HOW HE'D CREATED THE BEST MOTORBIKE IN THE WORLD! GOD DISAGREED SAYING THAT BMW'S WERE A BETTER DESIGNED BIKE! HARLEY SAIS ''WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT DESIGN, YOU CREATED WOMAN AND LOOK AT ALL THE FUCKING PROBLEMS WE HAVE WITH THEM!'' GOD REPLIED, ''I THINK YOU'LL FIND A LOT MORE MEN ARE RIDING MY CREATION THAN YOURS!!''
Goodnight
Before Love
So My little secret is, my past two blogs about Jealousy and Rumors..will highly resemble the songs on the album I'm working on... Of course you didn't expect me to give you all the words verbatum did ya? LOL but it's very close..Heck if Carrie Underwood can Carve her name into a leather seat and be a christian artist,then surely I'm aloud to vent as well LOL But really, I have been in the process for two years trying to complete a song.. now titled Before Love! It's a puzzle piece of a women thats been with a man for 8 years and dreams of the good ol days.with him... You know the ones where you do the stuff that happens Before Love. We have all been there.. that feeling you had when you first got together? That time before you said I love you. Any way my friend J. secretly helped drag the melody and some fun stuff to the table.. (he's the only one I let in on my thoughts.. to listen to me sing and put his guitar and keyboard to it) of course i never let anyone eles try..lol but im
Driving In Jackson
If your Jackson map is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you're in Madison or Pearl and your map is one day old, then it is already obsolete. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jackson has its own version of traffic rules. All directions start with "Get on State Street " which has no beginning and no end. Everything in Jackson is "just off State." The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended,cussed out and possibly shot. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing with all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic. Darting back and forth from one lane to another with no signal is considered reckless driving in most other cities, but it is business as usual in Jackson . Stop signs are considered "sugge
Let Me
Let me feel you taste me With the tip of your tongue As you creep up my thighs While the night is still young Let me feel you dip in my juice While caressing my clit Let me feel you as you lap my sweet walls As you plunge in a bit Let me feel you turn up the heat And arouse my desire As you soak in my hole Of hot liquid fire Let me feel you butter my lips As I quiver and sigh From my sexual high Let me feel you climb up on me As you thrust yourself all in me Let me feel all of you and All the desires that run thru you
Cherry Blasts This Happened To Me
Hello all I am writing this bulletin because I am a little upset!!!!!Last night I bought a 7day blast and this morning when I went on tap to see if it had gone through I had a message saying my blast was rejected because I spelled "cum", when I should of spelled it come I would of been more than happy to have re-spelled it the right way but I wasnt given the chance to.Instead cherrytap took my 20dollars and gave me nothing in return.I think this is friggin wrong.I was given no chance to fix my blast,ended up with no blast and they have my hard earned cash.I think this is just WRONG WRONG WRONG!Where is the fairness in this?????I even sent a message to the help support shop but have not been answered.Am I the only one this is happened too????I work hard for my money and love my cherry tap friends and fans I just dont think this is fair.So anyone want to buy me a blastThanks for taking the time to read
Fuck Buddies!!!!
Lets just do and and see what comes about.....hehehehe Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your Cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, comment in this bulletin saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, comment in this bulletin that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery
Untitled
I’m trying my best to get away I don’t know what else I can do or say I’m doing this all on my own Going as fast as I can all alone Without and help or encouraging words I guess my speed is only at two-thirds I’m moving slow, my body can’t take much more As it is already most days I am quite sore My love for you has already stopped growing No feelings for me are you showing I will never stop loving you, so never fear But, will I ever pull you near As things stand now it’s something I doubt Though if I’m wrong I’d surely shout I would surely shout for glee If only you were loving me.
So There!!!
Husband: Ya know.....if you learned to cook, we could fire the chef!!! Wife: Yeah.....and if you learned to fuck, we could fire the gardener too!!!
People
I thought that cherry tap is suppose to be a community where you make friends. But its seems when you fine people that has the same interest that you do so you send a friends request and you get a reply like this I don't want to be friends w you becuse you are gay and you would proboly not want to be friends w me. Dude I sent a friends request I think that should tell you something. I don't care if you are gay striaght I am going to send a friends request. I have plenty of invites and they have accepted and they don't care that i am gay. So what the hell I don't understand it.
Hey, I Didn't Do It I Swear!
I'll bet Dave Letterman gets some "flak" from the NAACP., Al Sharpton and the Rev Jackson will go nuts!!! David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) #10 - Have to sit upright while driving. #9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. #8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music. #7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. #6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale Earnhardt Jr. #5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. #4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. #3 - No Cadillac's approved for competition. #2 - When they crash their cars, they bail out & run. AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... #1 -They can't wear their helmets sideways.
Denied Disability By A Fat Judge. Lol
My second claim for social security disability was denied by a fat judge who makes over $100,000 a year and the reason I was denied was due to their crackpot psychologists, but also due to the fact that I am able to go to the library,the grocery store and watch tv. Apparently to qualify for disability you have not be able to move I guess. lol Its interesting I am aware of some people who have qualified for disability they try to live normal lives by going to the casino or play bingo and they move around by bus. If you read my denial claim I got railroaded by a fat uncaring judge. lol
Military Members Contest-chance For A Blast...show Then Some Luv And Good Luck
THAT'S RIGHT!! TIME FOR THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST RULES 1.All Military Member's are welcome to participate. 2. Must have some kind of Military Idenification in the picture (Camo's, PT outfit, ext) 3. If there are 10 entry's by June 6, 2007, The contest will start on the 7th. 4. Last day for entry's is June 10, 2007. 5. Contest ends June 25, 2007. 6. You may nominate military members for this contest. 7. Prizes based on # of Entry's and comment bombs. SEND ENTRY'S TO THE FOLLOWING **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST THIS ALSO, THANKS, AND FOR THOSE THAT MAKE STICKY PLEASE CONTACT ME, THERE WILL BE A GIFT GIVEN TO THOSE WHO STICKY THIS. THANKS! THANKS TO ALL THE MILITARY MEMBERS THAT ARE IN THE CONTEST. GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL! ROBERT: US ARMY (NOMINATED BY GIRLFRIEND) KEVIN: US ARMY (NOMINATED BY-WISH NOT TO BE NAMED)
Love Before First Sight
Love Before First Sight Night after night, Dream after dream I see her face as if it were just before me. I reach out and touch her face, her soft, beautiful face. I look into her eyes, her crystal-like eyes. I kiss her lips, her soft lips. Her kisses might as well been lethal, but I could not stop. Every kiss, like being reborn. Every kiss, like being saved from the grips of Death. Night after night, Dream after dream. Her form looked as though it was hand-crafted by the Angels on high. Everything about her.......was perfect. Nothing out of place, nothing to be called a flaw. Perfect. I wanted her. I wanted to be with her. I wanted to be by her side, because I loved her. I couldn't explain why I loved her, I just did. Night after night, Dream after dream. I knew she was real. I believed she was real. I wanted her to come into my life so i could be with her. I told her, "I love you." And she replied, "I love you." The words echoed in my ears like heavenly music.
So Bored.......
1) What stickers do you have on your car? none 2) What posters do you have in your room? none 3) What do you hear right now? the sound of the ceiling fan 4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? Water 5) Does anything hurt on your body right now? my stomach and my back and my neck 6) What's your job position called? shit ... don't have a title at the moment 7) What size ring do you wear? i think 6 1/2? 8) Do you own a camera phone? Yeah 9) When's your birthday? may 7th 10) What was your elementary schools mascot? bulldog...?!? 11) What's your favorite bottled water? aquifina 12) What's the next concert/show you're going to and where? i wanna go to john mayor.. but the next definite is Bon Jovi 13) What were you doing at 9 pm last night? driving 14) What's your favorite Starbucks drink? carmeliscious 15) Do you exercise as much as you should? i do, but should do more of it 17) Did you go to someone e
Interesting
The last few days have been interesting to say the least, emotions running high, it's alot to take in day by day it got rough for a while but i think for the most part things are smooth now, have to do some rebuilding but that's to be expected when you have a long fight a long journey ahead of you. Yesterday I saw my all time fav. movie on TV "At first sight" yes yes I know it's a chick flick but I connect with it becuase it deals with a person who has a disability and someone who doesn't, and how their relationship grows and how they deal with the challenges of dealing with things that 2 "normal" people don't face. The movie moves me and is very emotional for me, because many if not all of the questions and issues they deal with I also have to deal with. It's not easy, it never will be. If you have never seen the movie you owe it to yourself to see it, it will put alot of things into perspective. The sound on my laptop has been messing up, getting choppy, and what annoys me the
New Pics
I uploaded some random pics from my web site to up my points. If you want to see more go to HERE
You Can't Take Me "wolf's Rain"
Thanks 2 All
Thanks you to all the people that came by my page and rated,faned and added me as thier friend and signed my guest book. Even to those who just checked me out without rating. I got luv 4 yall all. I luv all those who hate cuz it makes me stronger and walk wit my head held higher keep doing you.
The Death Of A Loved One
In March of 1999 I lost one brother. My dad died June 5, 2004 and my baby brother who was 21 and just got married on march 31 of this year was taken from this earth on June 5, 2007. I am still so angry and have to ask why God could take so much from one family. When is enough enough. I sit here and wonder who will be taken from my family next. I still can't believe that my baby brother is gone and I will never be able to see his smile again. How is this fair? How is this right? How do you keep going when so much has been taken. I want so much just to curl up in a whole and let life pass me by. I want so much not to get close to anyone else because I am not sure if I can take anymore people I love and care about being taken away from me. My family has delt with so much pain and so much hurt. When is it going to stop? My mom has had eight heart attacks and I am so afraid that she is going to be next. I don't know if i could deal with that. My rock right now is my seven year old little gi
Canada's Unknown Soldier
Canada's Unknown Soldier The Unknown Soldier represents all those Canadians, men and women, who died with no known grave in all Canada's wars. He is a young Canadian killed in World War 1 at the Battle of Vimy Ridge in France in 1917, where the Canadian Corps won a magnificent victory. It is said that Canada was born as a nation during this action. The body of the Unknown Soldier was exhumed from an anonymous grave in a cemetery near Vimy, where it had lain for 83 years, and brought back to Canada. It was interred in a simple tomb in front of the National War Memorial, Ottawa, in an Act of Remembrance on May 28th, 2000. Kelly Funeral Homes and Chapels is honoured to have been selected by the Funeral Service Association of Canada, to receive and transport the body of the Canadian Unknown Soldier, from its arrival on Canadian soil to the Cartier Square Drill Hall. The casket and remains of the Unknown Soldier were transferred to Canadian possession at a ceremony held at
Mine Are Brown
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If yo
Told Ya I'm Wonder Woman!!!!!!!!!!
Your results:You are Wonder Woman Wonder Woman 100% Supergirl 95% Catwoman 85% Hulk 75% The Flash 75% Iron Man 75% Green Lantern 70% Superman 65% Spider-Man 60% Batman 55% Robin 55% You are a beautiful princesswith great strength of character. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test
Asses
I recieved an email from an ass today, asking me to justify myself to him. And I wondered who told him that he was worth me having to justify myself to him. This is not the only site I'm on. In my profile it says respected and cared about, both true and I never had to ask for either. Nor have I ever, or will, explain myself to anyone. Don't like me? Fine. Ignore me, I'm going to ignore you. The only person I have to explain anything to looks at me in the mirror each morning, or wakes up beside me. Everyone else can F off. No matter how much you beat your chest, your meat or whatever it is tht you beat, I will not be impressed or climb back down the ladder of evolution to pat you on the back and tell you what a big boy you are. So go back to the bamboo gymnasium and tie something up, preferably your tongue and leave the rest of the civilized world alone. And, since you do not deserve to be answered directly, I hope you read this. SSC- The way to be!! Add non-judgemental to that
I'll Be Back
ok my cherry friends i'm going out of town tomorrow morning for my nieces graduation and will probably stay for the weekend so i won't be on here but feel free to leave me a message, rate me or whatever and i'll get back to you when i get back...much love to you all!!!
Stonesour- Looking Glass Lyrics
'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God, it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feeld like forever No one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating ever
Vote For Them Please
OK TO ALL MY FRIENDS...PLEASE GO COMMENT THIS PIC??? ITS MY SON CAMERON AND HIS DADDY JOSH...WHOM IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVERSEAS!!! I ENTERED IT IN THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST!!! SO PLEASE BOMB IT FOR ME...YOU ALL ROCK!!! AGAIN TO ANYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT....THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!~LOTS~OF~LUV~
Unknown
Okay this is the first attempt at this in years.... PAIN HURT CONFUSION All I seem to feel inside.. You once wanted me... Now you don't. No explanation, no care. How can I understand? What did I do? Please tell me.... Why am I not good enough for you?
I Am Off For Few Days
IT IS TO INFORM U ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I AM LEAVING MY HOME FOR FEW DAYS AND THE PALACE IAM GOING TO VISIT DOES NOT HAVE INTERNET SERVICES SO PLEASE, DON'T STOP TO SEND ME UR COMMENTS AND MESSAGES, I WILL REPLY EVERY BODY (MY SWEET FRIENDS) ON MY ARRIVAL. BYE, I GOT LOT OF LOVE FROM MY CT FRIENDS, LOVE U ALL, LOVE U LOVE U VERY MUCH, MUAHAAAAAAAAAA?
Egyptian Prayer Of Justice (ma'at)
In the Egyptian cultures each diety had its own purpose of being Ma`at was the diety of justice said not to favor anyone except for the just and right it was said the people would turn to her for inspiration to justice and law. So here is an example of what one prayer would be like. In this case there would be a wine offering to the judges in show of good faith or some other ritualistic style of showing respect to the court befor prayer. Here I come to you goddess of the just and the house of godly and goddessly law to seek out the wrong and make it right may my or others transgrestions be righted as it should be and may the innocent be seen in your name we pray blessed Goddess Ma`at , may it be so.
Pissed
God my bday is goin to suck my mom was goin to go with me to go get my hair done and now she went to jaynes school and she just called me and told me she will be there all day and i have to work at 5... and she did this yesterday when i got my diploma... she went to take jayne and thor to school and tells me i have to go get my diploma by myself!! WHAT THE FUCKING Hell i am sorry i need to say something cuz i am tired of her doin this shit to me... dont i matter... or is jayne and thor..more important cuz to me... me graduating and my bday dont seem like shit to her!
Bullshit
Good news everybody. Worthless aristocrat whore Paris Hilton has been released from jail after 3 days, even though she was supposed to serve a whopping 23 days. This is proof that money can buy anything, that the well-moneyed are above the law. Congratulations slaves, your favorite cock-sucking heiress bitch is free to coke up and fuck and suck all she wants. Fuck all of you. Hugs and kisses, ixdx
Ex "boyfriend" From Nc
So this morning marks the day that I have decided not to engage in any more online relationships. I tried to end it with this guy because he A) had no job B) was 18 and acted childish about getting in knife fights and things for fun C) wanted ME to pay for his way to come stay with me. ... So when I tried to end it, then felt bad and was nice to him... this is what I get... (it also started because he told me he hated my girl and that if her and i made a porno *inside joke* that he wouldnt watch it because she was fat and all that good crap.) Jimmy: I was wrong to think you would be any different than the woman I almost gave my life to. I was so stupid to think that any woman can really care. All women want to do is use men. You use men for comments on your CT. Others use men for sex, money, drugs. But no, you had to be the one I fell for. I'm an idiot. You know what, go ahead and delete it. Better yet, I'll do you a favor and just block you. Have a good life cheating on everyone
Grounded And Disarmed
This will be the last official blog posting from the former bombsquad.Was an attempt made but we were like a 3rd world country's airforce trying to take on the U.S.A.F,R.A.F and C.A.F all at once.Time to know when to do a gracious surrender and mothball the bomber's.All GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY Member's go to family homepage if you have not already done so,here is the link... GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HOME PAGE@ CherryTAP The family is alive and well so have no fears.TY to those that flew so admirably and bombed so diligently,your all ACES.TY to ponyboy1966 and his family for trying the merger and sorry it didn't work but you still a great family and a friend of mine and whiteangel2229 and only a phone call away.A huge ty goes out to rebel breed and his family as weel for all thier support of the bombsquad while it lasted. As alway's REBEL FAMILY...GIT-R-DONE sincerely granadaghia75
13 Years Ago
my mother passed away 13 years ago today, I got the dates confused I think about her a lot I miss talking to her, asking her things she was my friend some how life has not been the same, its a sad day, remembering mom...
Kaleb
I was recently reading some CT bulletins when this particular one caught my eye: This is Kaleb. He is suffering now from shaken baby syndrome caused by his babysitter a few weeks ago. Please keep him in your prayers. He has been going through so much. Precious little thing, he did not deserve this. I hope that God will see to taking care of the person that did this. Just absolutely horrible, evil thing that that person did. Pray for a complete recovery for little Kaleb and that his parents stay strong through this. Kaleb needs a miracle. this is kaleb before this horrible and traumatic thing happened to him. although you cant tell that much he is blind. Now something like this hit me like a punch in my stomach. How could someone do something like this to a little child? He can't even defend himself. Yeah, I know, I don't even know him or the family, but I know the pain they are going through. It saddens me to think that you can't trust people anymore as far as to ta
Feelin Something Out......
To my friends & family.... I know many of you are currently involveds with other groups and families ..I was thinking well a friend of mine and I were thinkin of starting a very small close knit group ( family ) just for moral support or levels or whatever ..I just wanted to kinda see if there was anyone who would be interested or possibly interested...No theme to the group no craziness just friends coming together and being there...Y'all just let me know my commentiong or replying to this blog so I can get a feel of what we need to do! Thank you !!! Melinda
Drunk Missing Car. . .
A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches "Can I help you sir?" "Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr" the man replies. The cop asks- "Where was your car the last time you saw it?" "It wasss on the end of thisshh key" the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging out of his fly for the entire world to see. He asks the man "Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?" Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without missing a beat, blurts out... "I'll be damned ----- My girlfriend's gone, too!!!!!"
Seductive Angel
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Finally, Results....for My Ex
I called the paralegal department on my ex's today. I advised the assistant about how my ex is not paying me my child support this month. Her name was Wakita. She told me that since there is a credit to the account on the child support of Nebraska and since there is a court order for the child support, she can not do anything about the support till the credit is found as fraud. Basically, when the error report is cleared up and is found that there was no error in the first place, I can then call that office to file a complaint against my ex, who's a soldier. She then will get something started where his command will get notified about the issue. And you know, when I called the post operator to be directed to the right personnel, the operator also gave me the number to the MP office before I even told her that my ex is also an MP(Military Policeman)....just sad really that an MP would do this, huh? A SSG at that too...lol. He knows that he did not overpay me and that is just redicul
Satan On Your Dollar!
This is the Great Seal of the United States of America. It was designed by the Freemasons and contains a mass of symbolism that the profane (non masons) are not to understand. This article will once and for all prove that the Seal is a Masonic design. Have you ever asked the question 'Why is there a Pyramid on our $1 note"? The religion of Freemasonry and some of it's mysteries have descended from ancient Egypt whose mysteries descended from ancient Babylon. The Pyramid has of old been a fascination of Freemasons. It is a pagan temple of Satan worship. Aleister Crowley, Freemason and chief Satanist of the 20th Century performed a satanic ritual in the Kings Chamber. The Masonic founded and controlled cults of the Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons have also adored the Great Pyramid. First of all I will interpret the Latin words on the seal. 'Annuit Coeptis' means 'Announcing The Birth Of' and 'Novus Ordo Seclorum' means 'New World Order'. So therefore it says 'Announcing the birth of t
So Confused
so confused Current mood: blah my heart and mind stuck in confusion i don't know if this love is what my eyes has made into an illusion loving him is all i've ever known, but my how this new found love has made my heart grow! Is it my fears and tears that keep me fresh in my past? or is it true love thats made these feeelings last? not really sure how to move on, that sick "dj" keeps playin that same old love song! why my heart was bestowed this pain! all this confusion, so much to lose and so much to gain! god sometimes i feel like this havick on my brain has me going insane! how do i choose? one holds all thats in my past the other makes the smile upon my face forever last how do i choose between my future and my past? i am so torn between the two never knowing what to do all this love but my tears still fall a pale blue! The pain of my past is what i know how to make it through it's the pain of the
Thief Gives Cops The Finger
Fondness for finger causes German thief's downfall Wed Jun 6, 8:27 AM ET A German thief got nabbed after he tore off his finger during a bungled break-in then went back to retrieve it, police said on Wednesday. After setting off the alarm at Berlin's Technical Museum late on Tuesday, the 35-year-old man escaped from two security guards, clambered up a 3 metre (10 foot) fence but got snagged by a ring on the middle finger of his right hand. The man managed to free himself -- but only after tearing off the finger. The security guards arrested him when he went back to recover the severed digit and ask for medical aid. "His comment afterwards was: 'Breaking and entering doesn't pay,'" said a spokeswoman for local police. Doctors were unable to reattach the man's finger.
Woman Arrested For Making Faces At Dog
Trial in taunting of police dog canceled 8 minutes ago A prosecutor dropped charges against a woman who was arrested for staring at and making faces at a police dog. After all, the prosecutor reasoned, the four-legged witness can't testify. Jayna Hutchinson was about to go on trial this week on charges of cruelty to a police animal and resisting arrest, but the case was dropped Tuesday. "I think it was going to be difficult to prove her conduct changed the dog's behavior," Orange County State's Attorney Will Porter said. "Most of the time (in harassment cases) people would come tell the court what it felt like. Dogs can't do that." Hutchinson, 33, of Lebanon, N.H., was charged in July when police were called to a market to investigate a report of a brawl. They were approached by Hutchinson, who said she had been assaulted the day before by one of the men involved and wanted to make a statement. Vermont State Police Sgt. Todd Protzman told her she seemed drunk and he
..every Time I Turn Around..
...TURNAROUND.... Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears ............... Every now and then I GET A LITTLE BIT NERVOUS THAT THE BEST OF ALL MY YEARS HAVE GONE BY....... Every now and then I get a little bit terrified, but then I see the look in your eyes ................ Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild ................. Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms ................... Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry .................... Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time............. Once upon a time I was falling in love, But now I'm only falling apart...................... There's nothing I can do, A total eclipse of the heart.................... Every now and then I know , you'll never be the man you always you wanted to be ..
To Have Hope
Being stretched so thin and not knowing what to do. Not knowing who to turn to. The world would be crumbling around me if there was anything left. Nothing has gone right in so long, nothing good seems to ever come my way. But I push on because I have to, for Angel's sake. If only there were something for me to hold on to, some sort of good in my life. Something to give me hope. Instead I distract myself with the thoughts of tattoos and sex with a man I love so very much. Yet I know better he deserves so much better than me. Maybe someday I can again have hope for myself instead of just giving it to everyone else. I love to help but there is so little of me to go around.
Four Little Animals
Subject: Four Little Animals You've got to love this little girl. What a woman she'll make! A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of life?" A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want Out of life is four little animals, just like my Mom always says". The teacher asked, "Really and what four little animals would that be?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back and a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in the bed and a jackass to pay for all of it." The teacher fainted.
Are We Friends?
If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . * . . . . .
The Essence Of Cool
Everyone in Hollywood is officially on something. Entertainment reports are listing 'Oceans 13' as the epitome of "cool movies", meaning movies with men who personify cool. I haven't seen the movie, but I know who's in Oceans 13 and those actors aren't "cool", they are merely popular. Cool is a presence on the screen and off the screen. George Clooney looks like he's always ready for a photo op no matter where he goes, aside from that he stays out of the headlines. That isn't cool, that's just being camera-ready. Brad Pitt goes from the Grizzly Adams to looking like someone who should be taking your order at the local coffee shop. He can get into character, but away from the screen he's jet-setting and propping up his wife and her causes. Now I'll grant these stars that the onslaught of paparazzi over the past 10 years has drastically changed how stars act and how they take their security and public appearances differently than they did, but still coolness transcends everyt
Life Is What You.....
Found this one the net and had to share it.... LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT The power to succeed or fail is yours alone. You alone have the responsibility to shape your life. Nothing and no one can deny you greatness once you understand this. There's no one to stop you but yourself. No one can cheat you out of ultimate success but you. More powerful then all the success slogans ever written is the realization that everyone has but one boss. That boss is you. (now if more people in the world would realize this and do something about it instead of complaining all the time, then life would be grand)
Isn't This The Truth??
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Amen. MALE PRAYER I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a bass boat. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Amen
Out Of The Hospital Early
Hey ya'll! I wanted to let you know my surgery went great and I got to come home from the hospital even earlier then expected. My doctor said my ankle was a real mess, it had all sorts of bone spurs and cysts and it's a good thing we got to it when we did. They re-broke the bone, took out the bad joint, cleaned out all the yicky stuff from around the joint, fused the bones together, and then put two screws in to hold it in place. I was in the hospital for about 9 hours when they decided I was doing so well that I could come home early. :-) Since I have been home I have to take my pain medicine every four hours, and my body has gotten on a pretty odd schedule of sleeping for four hours, and waking up for one. I am currently up to take my medicine and thought I would get on CT and let you all know how I'm doing. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers that have been sent my way, I appreciate them more then I can explain!
Sin
let me be your poison and enrage that timid heart nerves set afire, let the poison course through your vein until it becomes an addiction so good its almost sinful lost without contrast to know of pleasure and pain i'll corrupt you in ways that you have never dreamed tear your body apart in ways you will never feel exploit the innocence until there is nothing left lost between heaven and hell, fantasy so surreal lose yourself and should death follow, let him come guilty pleasures shall fall within such heavenly bliss of every scar, symbolic of my tainted love for you and be a martyr of my desire, sealed with a kiss by Lakana *sigh i know, i know... but i cant do the romantic stuff... still trying!
Life's Philosophies
Now this must come across everyone's mind, but its rarely discussed beyond a certain extent. To ask yourself the meaning of life is like asking the square root of pi, the answers are never short and simple, but it is interesting to know how people have come to their conclusion. No one is born knowing their outlook on life or the 'type' of person they will become, but is usually settled with one major life event or a divine intervention ie: finding religion. I'm not saying I discovered the meaning of life, but I've come across a few conclusions, and the type of people they are linked to… These are my theories in which people go through: Life's a bitch, then you die theory: You gotta do what you can because life is too short. Make that money, and make a name for yourself because you will never know when that day will come. The Kamikazee outlook. Its all about survival and being at the top. Whether it be the toughest, the richest, the hottest, you got what it takes and you know i
Who Says Good Girls Cant Have Fun?
Who says good girls cant have fun? Live your life to the fullest, work hard, play even harder, cherish your friends and family, love your man, and at the same time, keep your responsibilities and priorities straight. ....your probably curious on who i am.... .. Im just the girl next door you havent met... If you got to this section, you're probably interested in who I am. I'm nothing out of the ordinary, just someone who doesnt really ask for much, but the simple things in life. I live simply and independantly. I'm constantly on the go, but I try to make time for everyone. I never ask for anything more than what I already have in my life and I have great people who I hold close to my heart who inspire me to be a better person everyday. They make things interesting and keep me smiling. Mwah!! Just wanna say that I have already met the most amazing people in my life, they totally blow my mind, and make me jump for joy whenever I hear from them. But.. I can always ma
My Type Of Friends
MY TYPE OF FRIENDS: Those who bring balance to the world and my life. And I have already met them... thank you 2 my friends for being so sweet.... im outta here

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