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The Things You Go Thru In Life.
O.k. this is the thing my husband an I have been talking about him leaving his job fer sometime now,, he is sick of the bullshit in which goes on out there, I mean his boss is such an ass and well I dunno if you all know what pigging is however it's very hot and he gets burnt damn near everyday, he was to get out of the runner and into the crane operator position but as always he's got fucked over. Don't get me wrong the money is awesome but with him gettin hurt an all that shit it's not worth it to me,, plus we have a business of our own in which we can fall back on,, just thought I'd get this off of my chest it's been bothering me fer sometime now. Note: Pigging is cleaning the molted iron which gets to be 2000 + degrees.
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Why Idk
Why does meeting someone turn into liking them? Why does liking them turn in to lust for them? Why does lust turn into love? Why does that love turn to loneliness? Why does that loneliness turn into despair? Why does despair turn into hatred? Why does the hatred have to spread to other people who don't even know you? Why does the world compell these people, who dont know you to try to destroy the only ounce of life you have left in you, from the love you had? To the haters that don't even know me!!! You all can kiss my ass. Doin things to hurt other people for no reason is just childish and imature. As for my true friends thanks for helpin me through this. FOr anyone who wants to copy and repaste may due so.
Dedicated To Our Troops
Always Remember...
Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burning strong
Calgon , Take Me Away!
Have you ever felt like a total fool for caring about somebody so much and knowing that they don't feel the same way about you? Been there and done that , it makes me scared to even tell somebody that I DO care deeply about them anymore, like most of us, I've been hurt and screwed over or whatever you wanna call it so many times that I'm at the point where it's kind of hard for me to trust like I once did. And to be totally honest, I hate feeling this way. I want to be able to trust again, but more than that, I want somebody that I CAN trust. I guess right now I'm just feeling really down, and have felt this way lately, about relationships etc. I know I'm not the 'only one' so no big deal right lol yea, right. I thought that I'd be with my ex husband for ever, thought he was the ONLY person I could ever truly trust, I mean, how can you trust when the ONE person you thought you could, turns out you couldn't, they hurt you (emotionally)!? (which by the way was an almost 18 yr
What Kind Of Heart I Have
table border=\'0\' cellpadding=\'5\' cellspacing=\'0\' width=\'600\'> You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink86%Yellow79%Black14%Red14%White14%Purple14%Orange14%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with
O! Great Spirit....
Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives to all the world, Hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. MAKE MY HANDS respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. MAKE ME WISE so that I understand the things you have taught my people. LET ME LEARN the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I SEEK STRENGTH, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy-self. MAKE ME ALWAYS READY, to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. SO WHEN LIFE FADES, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.
I Think Of You Each Morning And Dream About You Each Night. I Think Of Your Arms Being Around Me And Cannot Express My Delight. We Have So Much More Than I Ever Thought We Would, I Love You More Than I Ever Thought I Could. All I Ever Wanted Was To Be Part Of Your Heart And For Us To Be Together, To Never Be Apart. I Dream Of Your Touch While You Are Away, I Dream Of Your Smile All Through The Day. I Remember The Day You Can Into My Life. I Dream Of The Day That I Will Be Your Wife. I Dream Of The Day That I Can Fall Asleep Next To You, I Dream Of The Day I Can Say "I Do", To Be Your Wife, To Be Together For Life Is A Dream I Have Every Night. Please Do Not Copy!
The New Constitution Of The United States
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetter’s. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not ju
C h O i C e S c H o I c E s ChOiCeScHoIcES c H o I c E s C h O i c E s ChOiCeScHoIcEs p.s.....this has no point...
You Hold The Key To My Heart Baby
I Have A Locked Heart, Someone Is Holding The Key. I Will Know Who He Is When He Stands In Front Of Me. I Will Deep Look Into His Eyes, Will See That The Love is Not A Disguise. He'll Place A Sweet Passionate Kiss Upon My Lips That Will Make My Heart Do Flips. He'll Touch Me In A Way That I Can Not Describe. He'll Take The Key, Open My Heart. From That Day On, We Will Never Apart. For The One I Love With All My Heart!! Please Do Not Copy!!
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5 Brand New Techniques For Meeting Women
5 Brand New Techniques For Meeting Women If you'd like to learn 5 brand new techniques for attracting women that you can start using IMMEDIATELY and will improve your game INSTANTLY and DRAMATICALLY... I have some fantastic news for you... I just finished up an interview with a new friend of mine who has some of the most effective techniques I have EVER heard for meeting and attracting women. I've been "in the game" for many years now... first as a student trying to get this handled for myself... and now, for the last 5 years, helping other men to become more successful with women. During this time I've been fortunate to meet a LOT of guys who are great with women. I've met dozens and dozens of guys who are "naturals" with women... as well as a ton of guys who started out as failures with women, then turned their lives around by learning how to meet and attract the women they want. I've met and interviewed many "dating coaches"
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My Sweet Prince
Hey Everyone whats up i have a boyfriend his name is john and i am madly in love with him i love him with all of my heart and he is my world i am so happy with him he is making me very happy so i am so lucky to have him i thank god everynight that i have him he's the greatest i'm so glad to have him in my life i wanna marry him someday and when i do i will be so happy cause he is my everything he makes me feel special he is my world and he will never ever lose me I love you John well bye for now thanks for reading peace
Today Is Judgement Day
You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner or later God'll cut you down Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news My head's been wet with the midnight dew I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee He spoke to me in the voice so sweet I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet He called my name and my heart stood still When he said, "John go do My will!" Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner o
They're Baaaaaaaack!!!!!!!!!
To most of you, you see me on here and really have no clue to anything about me, you know the things that you've read on my profile...and what I make my profile to be, but actually knowing me, no one really does. Let me first start off by saying that I am a hella huge music supporter! I believe that music is a true and uncensored form of self expression. With that said...I believe in expressing myself through the music I listen to, or associate with. Most question why I have chosen a band like Evanescence to 'represent me' well it's like this. I love the music first off, secondly I am totally 110% in love with Amy, even tho she has a man, I bet I could take him, LOL. But I haven't heard a band that puts so much into something...that prides its self with the act such as Amy does. For most you have no idea who Amy is..she's the lead singer. Simply put, I think society should take another look at beauty...and then take a look at Amy, shes by far, and bar none the most beautifu
Papaya-marinated Grilled Flank Steak
Papaya-Marinated Grilled Flank Steak Need a new take on steak? Try this one! The enzymes in the papaya help to tenderize the meat while adding zesty flavor, and a bit of reserved marinade makes a deliciously fruity dipping sauce. Credit: Rori Trovato Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 very ripe papaya, peeled and seeded * 1/2 cup soy sauce * 3 large garlic cloves, minced * 2 pounds flank steak Directions: In a large bowl, combine the papaya, soy sauce and garlic. Using the back of a fork, smash the papaya until it forms a chunky paste. Remove 1/2 cup of the marinade and refrigerate. Add the flank steak and a generous amount of salt and pepper to the remaining marinade and refrigerate overnight, turning once. Heat a grill or grill pan to medium-high. Remove any excess marinade from the steak and discard. Grill each side of the steak for 5 to 7 minutes for medium rare. Allow to sit for 10 minutes on a cutting board, then slice against the grain into 1
Pls Help
ok ppl will u pls go rate my friends pic in a comp and i will be soooo gratefulll xxxxx
You used to get all excited about seeing me, now you get excited about seeing her You used to want to to verything with and for me and now the attention is on her. You used to stay up late, and talk to me, now you make excuses for going to bed early, yet you stay up and talk to her. You used to make me feel like you liked me, now you like her. You used to have an irreplaceable smile on your face for me, now that smile, its for her. You used to go out with me, now you go out with her. You used to sneak n text messages to me while you were working now, i get nothing, and looking at your phone, all those messages, are hers. You used to say you would never hit me, yet the bruises are still there, you say its not because i dont like her, but i know better. you used to say i was the only person you would ever sleep with, now your trying to sleep with her. You used to love me, now,i guess, you love her. You used to make me feel special, and your friends would t
Champions League
oh yes i am going flight is booked i'm going the final woo hoo fucking right yeah wat more can i say ermmmmmmmmm............ dunno
My Inner Vampire!
You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampiresLestat100%Dracula100%Deacon Frost100%Blade100%Spike83%Armand75%Akasha67%Marius58%Angel50%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with
...and Justice For All?
Ok, in most things I am the cynic. However, sometimes, my husband is the King of cynicism. On the issue of justice, I guess he reigns supreme as cynic so I thought Id ask "net land" for opinions other than ours When it comes to "justice", do you think there is any? Do you believe there is justice in the world? Is justice a thing of the past, a fanciful word whos implication is from a bygone era or best left in daydreams? If you are wronged, do you expect to get justice? Does it shock you when/if justice eludes? Do you actually get justice? Have you? If so, when? Do you get justice in court or are you the one who walks out feeling more wronged than when you entered the building? If you get duped on eBay, do you contact support and actuall get justice or do you just have to bend over and take it up the ass? When you stand in line while ignored for 20 min, does the person who just walked in get tended to first or do you get justice? What's your take on "justice" in todays world?
Then Came The Dawn. . .
S.C. lawmakers consider allowing concealed weapons on campuses Story Highlights• S.C. House subcommittee passes measure • Bill is not expected to pass the Legislature before adjournment next month • Opponents of the measure fear more accidental shootings • 37 states ban guns at schools COLUMBIA, South Carolina (AP) -- To prevent school shootings, some South Carolina legislators want more guns on campuses. A House subcommittee approved a measure Wednesday that would allow concealed weapon permit holders to carry guns onto public school campuses, from elementary schools to universities. Supporters say having trained and armed gun owners in schools could prevent massacres like the April 16 shootings at Virginia Tech, where one armed student killed 32 people. Only Utah currently has a law allowing concealed weapons on campuses. "We're not talking about kids. We're talking about responsible adults," said Republican Rep. Jeff Duncan, who sponsored the bill. Opponents fear
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"never Know When They Are Going To Strike!" Ha Ha!
Spring Thaw Brings Out Brattleboro Raw May 16, 8:52 PM (ET) BRATTLEBORO, Vt. (AP) - Spring has arrived in this southeastern Vermont shire town. The trees are less bare, and some local residents are more so. Brattleboro has no ordinance, and Vermont no law, against public nudity. Some of the people who caused a stir last year when they began appearing downtown as nature made them are back. Not everyone is happy. Resident Theresa Toney said she was dining at a downtown restaurant when she spotted her first naked person of the spring. She looked out the window "and saw a man in his 60s walking up and down Main Street totally nude," she said. "This is indecent exposure where it doesn't belong." Toney was one of the most vocal critics of public nudity when young people first started congregating without clothing in a downtown parking lot last year. This week she was back before the Select Board, demanding to know what the town was going to do "about this behavior." Aud
Plus-sized Hugging Bandit Finally Behind Bars!
Police Arrest Plus-Size 'Hugging Bandit' May 16, 8:51 PM (ET) BUFFALO, N.Y. (AP) - The "Hugging Bandit" - the plus-size pickpocket who put the squeeze on tipsy men and their wallets in upstate New York - is behind bars, police said. Myra Castleberry, 48, was being held without bail and police hoped they had seen the last of a decade-long spree of thefts. "Hopefully, she'll be hugging her pillow in her prison cell for a long time," Detective Sgt. Tom Donovan said Tuesday. The Hugging Bandit targeted dozens of unsuspecting men outside bars over the years, distracting them in the wee hours of the morning by fondling them and then secretly stealing their wallets. She would use the victims' credit cards within hours of the thefts. Castleberry, who has been arrested 17 times between 1998 and 2005 and has two felony convictions, was suspected in the thefts, but police said most victims were too drunk to identify her. That changed when a Tonawanda man called police after readin
A Fuckin Dumb Ass
->Maelthras,...: CAN STEP TO A FEMALE BUT NOT A FUCKING MAN U FUCKIN PUSSY ASS FAGOT ->Maelthras,...: AWWW CRY ABOUT IT SOMEMORE BITCH BOY Maelthras,...: ohh thats real manly of you, well anyways good bye. I erased you from list. n ignore that would be used so since there isnt dont bother replying ->Maelthras,...: AWWW POOR BABY IS CRYING ->Maelthras,...: THAT ALL U HAVE TO SAY LMFAO UR BF MUST NOT BE THERE TO TELL U WHAT TO SAY ON HERE HUH ->Maelthras,...: I OWN THE FUCKIN LOUNGE ->Maelthras,...: IM A SLAVE LOL OK I DONT ANSWER TO NO ONE AT ALL Maelthras,...: ok whatever bitch, your more of a slave then your girl is so go an fuck yourself ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA START SOMETHING WITH SOME ONE START WITH ME NOT A FEMALE PUSSY ->Maelthras,...: THIS AINT VAMP U LIL BITCH ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA FUCKIN TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK IM RIGHT HERE TALK UR SHIT NOW U LIL BITCH Maelthras,...: thats why your his worthless slut, not even a proper sub. so go to your wannabe m
Loves To All Family And Friends
Level 20
Thanks to all who got me here! Now just 325,000 to go, lol
Good News
I would now like to announce to the world: I’m an official college student again! Woo hoo! Watch me chase that Criminal Justice degree down.
I awoke this morning to find my cat with a bleeding leg, blood all over the house and having to rush her to the vet. Now just hours later she had been aneasatised, had x-rays and surgery cause the cut severed all the tendons in her leg and all the nerves, which cannot be fixed, and theres a possibility that her leg may get amputated if she doesn't adapt to it or if it doesnt heal well. Now some people might say its just a cat and blah blah blah, but she's not, she's a friend, a part of the family and may never be the same again. Again people might say its just a cat, but not to me, and I just find this really sad and it's made me feel horrible all day, even knowing that had I already left for school, by now she would be dead. I have to stop now, cant type no more.
White Lace
White Lace White ruffles and beautiful lace You could only imagine the look on my face A huge smile from ear to ear You looked so beuatiful it brought quite a tear Wanting you with such devoted passion Positive energy in every fashion suculant desires flowed through my veins Gentle soft voice drives me insane Longing to touch and stroke your hair Whisper soft words only two can share Lay beside me so we can put out these flames Intensity beckons, too tough to tame Will we ever get to meet our needs? Our love is sacred our bond succeeds Wrapped up together in love is a must Two hearts longing in love only to trust
Observences In The Cyber World Pt 1
If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck most likely its a rat in a duck skin!Anything sweet soon gets devoured!Some peoples reality is in truth nothing but fantasy!The winds of time will always seperate the chaff from the wheat!You will meet many new acquaintances on your journey and of these but a few will become real friends and maybe if you are lucky one will become your love!Believe in angels,they are here you just need to know who they are,(I know one already,she knows how True that is)!To be continued as my journey through the cyber world continues.......
In My Head -- Anna Nalick
Under the weight of your wings You are a god and whatever I want you to be And I wonder if truly you are Nearly as beautiful as I believe In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Under the weight of your wings Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo I will pretend I know not of your thoughts And even the way that they mirror my own I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I... Oh... I don't Wanna be fool-hearted Baby, I'm out Numbered in my he
The Brother I Wish I Have Known!
The Brother I Wish I Have Known! BY Amber Kestner Your the brother I never knew. When I was in danger you were there at my side as my gaurdian angel. You are the brother I wish I knew. When mom and dad moved on from us four siblings, they still thought of their little man. You are the brother that I wish mom and dad saw growing up. My gaurdian angel you always be for me. The brother I do love even though your not here in person. The brother that I wish could have been here for graduating and a life. My hero that I wish I could have known after almost twenty years of your death that we do miss of you. Author notes This was to my brother Jason Michael Kestner he passed when he wasn't even a year old. He died of SIDS an with his 20th birthday coming up May 22nd I figured this poem would help to see that I do love my brother and I hope he'll be here by my side and the families forever. My rising star
This Is For All My Mexican Friends.
If you can run and play any sport while wearing chanclas....Mexican status!! If your late Tio left you a van and you turned it into a taco vending business, Yes, you're a Mexican. If you pronounce words beginning with the letter 'S' by putting an 'E' in front of it, (estop instead of stop), big time Mexican. If you call a chair, a sher, you got it.... Mexican. If you have ever hurt yourself and your mamacita rubbed the area while chanting, ' Sana , Sana , Colita de rana.....' You're Mexican, big time!!! If you have your last name in old English lettering anywhere on your car, truck, or tattooed on your back. Yes, you ARE a Mexican (proud one too). If you refer to your wife as your ruca, your hina, your wifa, your old lady, or your vieja, guess what? Not only are you a Mexican, you're a cholo. If you throw a 'Grito' every time you hear Vicente Fernandez, then not only are you a Mexican, but you are a drunk Mexican. If you have ever been pinched in church and b
Ok...the Reason Why I Hate The Uk (sorry If This Pisses Any Of You Off)
I Was told I was developing a strong hatred of the UK and of Brits in general when I got involved with Lisa. She was railroaded into a marriage, and then pretty much conned on how much he really makes and can afford to send to help her and the kids by him using the conversion rates to his advantage. I know the only real reason he is with her is because taxes are cheaper over in the US than in the UK. But it is his arrogance and general disopsition that irratates me. Do I hate all Brits? Nope. Do I want to see all of the UK destroyed? Nope...Just the part his bloated ass is in. Thank you.
A Paradise Found
a paradise found - bubba-IL As I lay alongside my sleeping lover, I think of the warm, amorous feelings that we just shared … We had been driving in the country to get away from the stress of work and the city, when we had gotten into a tiff. It really was nothing worth fighting over, but James had said something to anger me. I told him to stop the car, I want out. As he pulls over, I bail out and start walking to cool down. I see an open meadow along the road and I slip into it. Suddenly I am not quite as angry as I was. I am surrounded by wild flowers, and it is a beautiful day to be out. I roam further into the meadow and start to hear the birds and nature at it finest. I sit down among the flowers and long grass that has grown and not been bothered by man. I can see off at the edge of the grassland is a small creek and a couple of deer are standing there. I notice how the male deer watches around in protection of his mate as she drinks. As I am watching all this, I don't hea
maybe I should get a snake on my other arm to go with my spider on my left.. hm
I Travel And I Travel
I travel thru my mind and I travel thru life and yet it alway seem that I am standing still. No matter how hard I try to move I am standing still. My mind is spinning and spinning. yet I am clam as the dessert wind. Or still as the feather floating form on high. Damage and danger stand hand in hand with me. Who am I. No one or some one. take your pick. For I am every one and no one. My heart is true yet my mind is not. I am cut off form myself at times. Yet I find the stillness I find in myself to be what I need. So where do I stand. Alone our with everyone in thoughts and time. Life goes on and on. Hit me hit me again with evey thing you got. For I am the punching bag for all ones troubles. Yet it seem I can not give my trouble away. I hit and miss or miss and hit. So when I find the knife in my back I take it out and move on. But when I place it in some ones back and try to more on I get the wait a second you are being mean and we need to talk about it. What is there to talk about.
Vote For Me----shameless Self Promotion
Hello, I am in a contest for the greatest sports fan, or something like that. Please vote for me, I promise one gift for each of you if I win. A couple of you may get "special gifts" (you know who you are), for the person that gives me the most votes, I promise 100 votes for any contest you enter in the future, payable when you ask for it (In other words I am not going to give you a hundred votes for a contest that you are winning by a landslide, unless you want me too) Wish me luck Thank you for reading. Go to this link below to vote. ************************************************* THERE YA GO.. ONCE AGAIN CONTEST OPENS TONIGHT AT 8PM CENTRAL TIME!!! WINNER WILL RECEIVE A MENS RING OR ROLEX, WINNERS CHOICE... EVERYONE WILL RECEIVE A GIFT FOR PARTICIPATING! (repost of original by '*RedKandy*~Member of UAO Bomb Squad~' on '2007-05-17 11:27:30')
~a Lil Something For The Keeper Of My Soul~
~~~~ A Little Something for that Keeper of my Soul ~~~~ Maybe I've been dreamin' to long Livin' my life through songs and fairytales I guess lovin' a fantasy man Really wasn't in Gods plans Does it really matter anyway if I'm sorry again And why should I apologize This was my life My in's and outs All my fears and doubts It's the life, I can not change, only try to learn from But its my fantasy man I can't live without And this whole world seems Cold and empty Someone please turn on the lights Lord if there's an angel you could send me I could use one here now Now where am I supposed to go My only heart was in the soul of this fantasy man I know that I can't stay here And drown in a pool of tears Should I pack my pride And face this life alone Maybe its me who's cold and empty And in my darkness I can't see the light Please god if theres an angel You could send me Cause there's one mission from my life that needs your help My heart, my soul will fo
Those Three Sweet Words
The daystar sinks into the horizon As the moon soar into the hazy sky Here I am alone in a empty park Gazing into the blurry heavens. I can see her face in the misty clouds She's like a star in the sky smiling down I can only see her smile in my dreams.. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Every night in my beautiful dreams Her angelic voice echoes within me But those are just my charming delusions. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Wishing I could have here her in my arms And confine her as tight as I can But that will never happen.. Never. Because she's so far from where I am. The next time I'll see her heavenly face I will hear those three sweet words again But it's not for me.. by that time She'll have another love in her heart.
A Taste Of Something ...
A Taste of Something ... Enlightened, as he enters the room, Soothed and Inspired by the sound of his voice The slightest touch and I feel weak The smallest glance and I feel a chill race down my spine It's like a dream I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really see's me He's irresistible, undeniable I don't want him just for a weekend, Not just for a day, But for always I want him to need me The way I need him I want him to see me The way I will see him, like no one before I wonder, why my mind plays tricks Why it fools me into thinking he is real To hear him breathe by my side To feel his arms wrapped around me Trying hard to reach out, But when I try to speak out It feels like no one can hear me Or is the sound just not coming out? I so want to belong there To take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away Honestly wishing I'm never going to find him fake it No way, I won't taste it For I don't w
~myth Or Hopeless Wonder~
Myth or Hopeless Wonder Just when you are ready to give up, It happens, that someone special walks into your life With no warning, no time to prepare You are over taken with so much emotion. With one simple kiss, You melt like snow, being a puddle on the floor. Your lost in their hug, their embrace Making you feel so weak, yet so strong and safe. As you look into each others eyes, You can see the connection, the unblievable wonder You can not explain the depth of how you feel So you hold on tight and look forward to the next time you are their arms. What will tomorrow bring, Where will this lead, Is it a myth or just a hopeless thought Can this really be happening? ~Jaynie
Just a little change Neither one prepared Ever just the same Both a little scared Somebody has to bend Finding you can change Learning you were wrong True as it can be ... Bittersweet and Strange
In Love
This feeling overwhelms me A swellin of the heart I never truly thought i would be this happy at the start You take me by the hand You lead me by the heart over a beach of sand through the grasses that we part With you i let go of intuition and sound mind my feelings i cannont help but show to a person who is s kind You kiss my lips so tender embrace me through the night to you i have to surrender myself i hold so tight So strongly you hold my hand whispersoftly in my ear i really feel that you understand everything you hear to lose in you this close i have never been these feelings are so new to have lover that is my friend
Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry, wipe away the teardrop from your eye. You're lying safe in bed, it was all a bad dream spinning in your head. Your mind tricked you to feel the pain, Of someone close to you leaving the game (of life). So here it is, another chance, wide awake you face the day. The dream is over, or has it just begun....? There's a place I like to hide, If you open your mind for me, a doorway that I run through in the night. you won't rely on open eyes to see. Relax child, you were there, The walls you built within but only didn't realise that you were scared. come tumbling down and a new world will begin. It's a place where you will learn Living twice at once you learn, to face your fears, retrace the years, you're safe from pain in the dream domain, and ride the whims of your mind. a soul set free to fly. Commanding in another world, A round trip journey in your head, suddenly you hear and see this magic new dimension.... maste
The First Letter Of Your First Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity Mines C Lol
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo
My First Initial Is K Lol
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo
And The Baby Is........
May 17th- I had another OB appointment and the baby is doing great! The heartbeat was in the 150's and was moving up a storm!The baby was barely cooperating for the sonogram. Infact I have to go back next month again so they can get all the measurements they missed today! One thing they didn't miss was the sex of the baby! With the legs spread WIDE open it wasn't hard to see that the baby is a..............................
Motherly Figure
She suffers pain With few to talk to Deals with the many impediments of life Her friends Her family Her kids Her marriage Her work She handles it as her duty Rarely having a break She remains strong Carrying her tasks As if nothing else matters She allows nothing to divert her path We’ve all met her sometime in our life But we never realize it till we lose her
"taco Lucha" Origin Story
A lot of people on here have asked about the picture of me in the Mexican wrestler mask. Well here is the story behind it. One day, about 2 years I was with a couple of friends, and one of them Laconte, wanted to be the first black person to win "tough enough", which is a contest that was on TV and later just on to enter a contest to become a wrestler on tv. He did is interview video, and he felt it needed something extra, so he wanted to do an interview promo. This involved me and a buddy of mine named Rob. Using my Mexican wrestler mask, and some other props, I was to interfere in "interview". We did the shoot in two takes, and it was funny. To explain some things in the video. The "Eddie" chant that I yelled was kind of a tribute to the Pro Wrestler that died earlier that year, "216" is the area code that we live in. Rob is the dude in white, the black guy is the one we were shooting the video for, I am the guy in the mask. Enjoy. Eddy 216Add to My Profile | More
Will You Miss
Im off on holiday in a few hours to Cumbria for a am i gonna It'll be great,i havent been on holiday for quite a long time so the break will do me n the family the world of good.Il miss all the friends ive made on here,im on for a little while but if i dont get to talk to u then il see you in a week..ttys bye *hugs*
What Is Love?
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Remeber these words of wisdom before you utter the word "Love". if you can not say yes to everything on this list then it's not "Love" that you feel
California is a beautiful place, full of beautiful people, and lots of fun in the sun!!! California is also terribly expensive to live in. We have taxes on everything, water is even expensive.. But, California is raping us with these GAS PRICES!!!! SO far we are paying 3.59 and climbing. At this rate no one is going to be able to drive or eat!!!! Just thought Id share Signed, I now eat top ramen daily LOL!!!!!
I'm Going To Have My Pc Back ! Wooohhooo
I got a call today from the people at CompUSA, my PC is fixed!!! whooohooooo.... you know what that means??? MORE HOT PICTURES!! MORE VIDEOS!!! MORE HOT STUFF!!! Don't you love your Mistress???? YES YOU DOOOO! Whips M
What Is It Now
Im In The Hot Man On Ct Contest!! Please Help!
Please comment bomb and rate!!
Child Porn
Some of you have seen some of these faces before but I wanted to bring this to the attention of everyone once more. This man uses pictures of underage models and creates profiles. Now he has a Cherry Licker of the month contest and 12 of the 24 contestants are fake. Take a look, more than half of his competition are fake...Ive emailed CT about this but it went untouched so Im taking it into my own hands. Ive deleted him from my list because I want no part of anyone who finds it okay to use children of any age, for gratification of any kind.
My Very First Car Accident.
Well, I managed to have my very first car accident last night. Yes, I'm just that highspeed. "Tore up my car to junk and back," or so I've been told. To be honest, I'm not sure how I managed to get out of this thing without doing more than tearing up the front end of my car and killing a deer. I'm a bit sore from the impact and whatnot, but other than that, I'm fine. The angle at which she landed on my hood should have put her, legs first, through my windshield, but fortunately for me, she bounced off right before she hit the windshield. I felt so awful, especially because she didn't die immediately. I remember being more concerned for the deer than I was for myself or my car. It could have been worse, though. Had I not made the decision to pull over into the opposite lane, the car behind me would have slammed into me, possibly injuring or killing the lady, her little girl and her unborn baby. I'm not sure that I would have maintained my composure had that occurred.
A Night Playing With Pink
This week just gone a group of us ladies braved the cold in the city that never sleeps to see "Pink" in concert and OH MY GOD..if that is the last concert i ever see i will die a happy woman. The woman is amazing, i liked her before i went but now i am in total awe..her voice sounded straight off her was that good. her performance with her cool dancers was entertaining, u could feel passion in her songs and her stage show was criticisms at all..except it didnt go longer...and lastly she has a body most women would kill amazing body and what a great spirit-her interaction with the audience was second to none.....PINK RULZ--if there is one woman i would turn for it would be her......dont ever pass up the opportunity to see her if u can..u wont regret
Yeah Guestbook
hey wassabi its coming up to memorial day. so what better time to sign my guestbook.. also if you wanna play a game with me to win a cherry blast..let me thinking about doing one the contest didn't work last time but i might do another one.. so let me know always keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.. its cold and lonely up around maryland right now..blah.. but friday tomorrow.. anybody wanna do anything? im bored as grass growing.. ~Timmy~
5/17 Overnight
I ended up getting a late start and only made it to Pensacola, Florida. I'll be in Texas tomorrow.
I Shall Find You!
Hi, I shall seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache , shake, and sweat until you moan and groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I finish with you. And you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu
Never Leave Me
Touch me. Do you feel my heat? Love me. Can you feel my pain? Heal me. God knows I need it. Touch me. As hard as you can. Love me. As kindly as you can. Fuck me. As deep as you can. I want to feel you in my throat. I want you so deep you'll never come out again. Hold me. Smother me. Never leave me. Give me the attention I crave. Dawn F 1996
Let me take you on a journey. It's something of shall we say a preview of what's to "come." Perhaps we will start with light feather touching. Maybe a little nibbling here and there. Don't worry, not very hard. Just hard enough to make you scream for more. More of me. More of what I can do for you. This is something that is having control. So I have to be careful. Wouldn't want to hurt you. Let me start with your ears. A little hot breath all over, then maybe a swipe of my tongue. A cool puff of air to make you squirm. I slowly move down to your neck. Licking my way to your chest. I use my tongue to graze that beautiful upper body of yours. I move towards your nipples. I take my tongue and move it as fast as I can over one nipple. I then use my teeth to make you jump. I work my way to your other nipple and slighly nibble. You are moaning for more. Wait...the best is yet to arrive. Slowly I move down towards your belly button, grazing my nails over your ch
Whats Up With That???
Ok So Here it goes...why do people always claim to be what they are not?? I am tired of people saying things like Oh I am honest...I hate being lied to..Or the infamous we'll still be friends.. no we probably won't... I Try to be nice to everyone I like..I am not perfect hell No I am so far from it..I know I am fat..I know I am ugly..I know I have a small dick...but you know what I am pretty chill when it comes to everything..yet people who talked to you all the time all of a sudden just I am not even worth a hello..or a simple go fuck yourself..but hey what can you do? Apparently not much.. More to follow I never shut the f up.. J
6 days til sun, LIQ, ass n tiddies!! MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAMI!! HEY!HEY!HEY!HEY!HEY!
U Came Along
you know what you make me feel like? you know those freezing cold morningz and you can feel the chill on your face, but your body is so soft and warm. so you put your head underneath the coverz so your entire body can feel that way. and then you feel like you just want to melt into the sheetz and stay there forever. thatz how i feel with you. but thatz only part of it. the truth is you scare me. itz true. see, you seem to be so experienced and you know what you're doing. and me, on the other hand- i feel like i'm in a huge dark room full of furniture and i'm trying to find my way around. but you help me. you're in the room with me and you have a slight glow. you dont illuminate very much of the room just enough for me to see in silhouettes. i think you could shine so bright and fill the room. and i still find it hard to believe you're in the room with me. itz just because i'm so used to being in there alone. sometimez i smile in the dark. you cant see me, bu
No Title, Just Words..
I have found the one I need. In my heart love planted its seed. With each day it grows ever stronger. I'll love you forever. No, make that even longer. To be in love with you is ever so sweet. When we're apart I feel incomplete. Your touch sends sparks through my veins. Your love showers me like springtime rains. I can't get enough of your love and affection. Thank you for taking my hand and leading me in the right direction. You saved me from myself and my despair. I trust in you because you are always there. There to pick up the pieces whenever they fall. Life is about battles and together we can will them all.
The Most Beautiful Song Ever
LTD's Love Ballad (I wanna get married to this song!) I have never been so much in love before what a difference a true love made in my life so nice so right lovin you gave me something new that i've never felt never dreamed of somethings changed though it's not the feeling i had before oh, it's much much more love i never knew that a touch could mean so much what a difference and when we walk hand in hand i feel so real lovers come and then lovers go that's what folks say don't they know they're not there when you love me hold me and say you care and what we have is much more than they could see
I Am Your Friend....
Alone u were, in search of fun, Now I embrace you like the sun, I did warn u from the start, I’d draw u in, we would not part. So… accept me as your friend, U want me now, let’s not pretend, Just give in to what u need, Cause if u don’t, your soul will bleed. We run together, fly so high, Jump right up, we break the sky, Just u and me, behind the door, When this is done, u need to score. Nights we fill, with blazing eyes, I’ll give u more, u need to rise, U feel so good, when I’m around, Desire for me, u truly found. I’ll hit u up, u just lay still, Your empty veins I want to fill, Then let u lie, just for a while, U truly love and dig my style. U cant go back, I’ve cast my spell, Fall u have, I know u well, So get back up, and take that drive, For what u need, to feel alive, U know u want me, come this way, Go be a whore, so u can pay, I aint cheap, so make it quick, If u want me, you’ll turn a trick. I’ll be here for when u need Some of me,
Happy Hour Dozen Roses Give-a-way !!!!!!!
To everyone that goes to this profile and rates and fans!! If you can drop him a comment that would be nice too. Im sponsoring his band and hes good ppl!!! Thanks so much, Sonya plz fan me@ CherryTAP
A Small Trip
I'm taking a 2 day trip up north about 3 hrs, to springfield, illinois. going to do some fishing, if you see my or live there just let me know or not, i'm going there just to fish not to look for anything. So just get it out of your minds now. LOL
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SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t
Naughtty Questions....
outrageosly dirty questions WAT WOULD U DO? do guys like a noisy woman in da bed? is it a good quality for a person to be a freak? are threesomes too freaky? would role play be a bad addition? wat is tha best love~making position? how about them fuq faces? is pulling hair to barbaric? rough or soft? rap or r&b while doin tha nasty? strawberries?whip cream?and or candy? twisted freak?bonafied freak?or not at all? finger in tha booty? dildo?if toss da salad,or get urz tossed?lol that ass?or that kitty? would u make a flick? ass or boobies? train wreck or none!?hah!ha!ha! deez questions too freaky?trust i could go further!
man SOME guys are so stupid and really dont knwo a good thing when it right in font of them and ususally get fucked over from someone else... well i am not going to be there any more when a guy thinks that some girl is better and then that chick fucks him over i am not gonna be there when they decide gee maybe i shouldnt have been an ass to angie and i would be happy right now.... dont get me wrong there are chicks out there better then me for some guys but you know i am a pretty good person.. who liek to be liked/loved back as much as i do a person... so to all you guys who liked me but think that SOME other girl is going to treat them better or love them more.... dont come back to me when they treat you like shit or they find someone better cause i wont be here.... "SOME" guys are just FUCKING stupid... and there is one that i love no matter what but... fuck that too
You give me the courage to take on the world, I walk into the day with your love so sworn. With your heart on my shoulder,I ride to face the day. Then at the end I come home tattered and worn. With her open arms and a smile,brings a tear to my eye,Why she cares,loves feels,I have no clue. On my knees I'm thankful for all I have, But to all you other men remember Gods gifts are true.
~~winning Design For The Arizona Quarter~~
Fucking Bull Shit
so my best friend is not fucking supporting me in going to iraq. I may have volunteered for the tour but still fucking support me. everyday she is like you are going to die over there and she starts to fucking cry about. I guess I can fucking blame the media for it. yeah there is a chance that i may die in iraq, there is also a chance that I will die here in phx. honestly i dont think i will be in any more danger there then here. this kind of shit is really pissing me off. i want to have a great 3 weeks before im gone for 12+ months. im just so fucking frustrated with the whole thing. i wish she would let me explain how i feel. hell yeah im still putting my life on the line for this country. i want to protect our freedom and maybe lower gas prices(lol in our fucking dreams). i in no way support this war. i only support the troops that are over there. well thats all i have to write for now. (EOF)
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The Cold Feet Syndrome
The date is set. The church is reserved. The dress is bought. The groom is ready. But the bride is a nervous wreck. I'm in full on panic mode here people, and I don't know why. I'm sure this is what I want to do but I'm just nervous about the whole frills of the matter. What if something goes wrong? What if I trip and fall flat on my face? Gasp, what if i step on my dress walking down the isle and it rips? I don't think I should be thinking about this. Another thing is that I have no one to give me away or walk me down the isle. I went by my mom's place to invite her as a show of good faith and she called me a souless slut whore. Whatever, she hasn't changed a bit and now I know why my father left when he did. Everything my mother told me about him was a lie, including who he was. She told me he was a dead beat dad who was hooked on drugs and porn. I recently found out that the man my mother claimed was my father was just her long time live in boyfriend. my real father was in the Ar
I Can Usually Be Entertained
in the mumms but they are so boring tonight..I mean what the fuck?I am so sick of the 'should I sleep or stay up? Am I hot or not? I want to try the lounges but am kinda of leery of them I guess I just don'tknow what to expect from them is all.So if anyone reads this and wants to fill me in on what the lounges are like I'd appreciate it.
Why Do So Many Women Play Mind Games?
just wondering im seeing lately and for some reason i really get this alot why do women play these stupid mind games on men for i dont get it,ok i know dress like a cowboy but come on im not retared or anything like so many of you think i am,anyway someday somebody will cross your paths,just be honest with the person,i know the ones here who acted like they like me were all faked come on i figure you out,quit the pity stuff like so many of seem to do to me thanks
I Need Advice...
ok, this advice im askin is for my 20 yyear old lil brother...lets call him "jose"..."jose" met a cute girl two years ago and hooked up with her...this gurl who we will call "maria" told my brother that she was 16 going on 17..."jose" believed her cause she had the body and mentality to go with it...anyways, "maria" ends up pregnant and my brother takes upon himself to then go see her mom and tell her that he is the father of the baby...upon meetin her mom he discovers that "maria" is really only 13 goin on, rite? anyways, "maria's" mom said that as long as "jose" responds for the baby financially and is in the baby life as a father figure that she would not press charges...upon "maria" givin birth (which i attended) the hospital social worker took it upon herself to notify the authorities about "maria's" situation...when the detectives arrived at "maria's" house her mom told them that she was not going to press charges because it was in her grandbaby's best interest that the
Maddie Mccann Day 15
More than 40 million people have visited a website to find missing Madeleine McCann, as police continue their "dynamic" investigation into her disappearance. Portuguese police are continuing to examine telephone calls between a Russian computer expert and their key suspect on the night the little girl was abducted, while the campaign to boost Madeleine's profile across Europe gathers pace. The official website to track her down, reads: "Over 40 Million people have been on the website! Keep Looking!" Sergey Malinka, 22, insisted he had nothing to do with the four-year-old's disappearance after being questioned by detectives until the early hours of Thursday morning. Mr Malinka designed a website for Anglo-Portuguese man Robert Murat, the first "arguido", or suspect. On Thursday night, Mr Malinka told Sky News he wanted to clear his name and knew nothing about Madeleine's disappearance. Describing his relationship with Mr Murat as "strictly prof
Arnold Teaches Spanish
Awakening from an endless, dormant slumber eyes opening to see a different view. Awakening to find the ancient world I once knew crumbled, replaced with the dawning of a new that exists within the realm of you. Awakening within me, my fragmented and tattered soul Caressed and mended by a brilliant power beyond all my control. Awakening the seed that was planted by the ones above, fulfilling our destiny's by within us both awakening the power of unconditional love.
Hatred For Family
When my worlds collided I am about to take you on a trip down to a time, when the worst things that can -happen all happens at once it seems. My name is Jason Lewis, I am a very large male that has been thru lots of pain and suffering and will now tell you the tale of just a small portion of my life. It all started January 4th, 1974 my sister Allison was born; she was a very sick child and spent a lot of time in the hospital. It started when she was about 4 years old she had an IV put in her ankle to help her eat. When she was around 14 years old she was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, which is a death sentence or a terrible lung disease which ever you chose to call it. Most people diagnosed with this don’t live longer than the age of 18 years old; she lived until she was 28. It is now March of 2002, it is snowing out which is not too unusually for this time, but we had people in from California who have never seen snow. It almost seemed the way people were reacting was as if they
My Angel
I Have An Angel I have an angel with me, inside of my head, even when she is not near. She came from me, and she resides with me, and in me every moment of my living. From the moment she emerged she owned me, heart and soul. She brings me my greatest joys, and my most unholy sorrow. And we are linked spiritually, and physically. She has the greatest beauty I have ever seen. The poets have written of the likes of her... golden hair, and eyes of the sea, a heart capable of capturing the soul, of anyone or anything that comes near. She grows even as I watch, and when she is grown, she will be a power to behold: strong, beautiful and powerful in spirit, graceful, delicate, charming and funny. She captures your eyes, but wait until you feel the pull of her true self- you can fall, you know! Everyone who knows her has fallen, and she has only just begun... My smiling angel, my smiley, my Kalea
Random Questions Whom Most People Believe There Are No Answers, But There Are...
- Can you cry under water? - If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? - Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? - Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? - Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? - If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? - If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? - Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? - How come we choose from just two people for President and fifty for Miss America??? - Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. - If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call? - Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet soup? - Why is there a light in the fridge and not
Waitin For My Life
There use to be a time back when I was young When nothing seemed to matter I could do nothing wrong I had no stress in this world Everything i had was mine even in times so cold To look back and remember those days All the times i live with friends most of them in a druken daze Now Im sitting here waitin for my life To show me where Im suppose to be but as lookin out at these world, there seems very little left to see. Im waitin here for my life. Waiting here for my wife, nothing seems to matter once again Its like im back to when i was young to when my life all begins Just give me a chance to show u that I can make things work We can live carefree, and this will all be worth it So I just sit here waitin for my life The life Ive always wanted
All Your Maidens Are Belong To Us
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Did You Ever Notice
That whatever picture you have as your Profile pic gets downrated? And most of the time I don't think it is registering on our Bar Tab. Makes you go hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Smooches and slaps The Goddess
Another Hard Lesson....
Something I've just found out (and something it would appear you have to get used to) is: people let you down. No matter how long you've known them you realise you don't know them at all. Lies... it all comes down to lies. I need to toughen up or wise up or grow up or all three. Do I have MUG written across my forehead? Hey, life is about learning. This has taught me to keep people at arms length and trust no one :)
Apology To All My Friends!!!!
I just want to apologize to all for pretty much ignoring everyone and not answering comments or messages the past 3 weeks!! As a lot of you know, I had major surgery (back/spinal), and I have some other crap, going on in my life, and between that, the pain, the meds, the fact that i cant ride most of the summer,(!!!), I sunk into a deep depression. I lost all interest in most everything. I not only had nothing to say to my friends here, but pretty much my friends in RL too. I'm sorry. BUT, now I am off all meds, pain is pretty much gone, still hate my brace, but oh well! LOL! As far as the rest, it's still in my life but I am dealing a little better with it. S00000000, I AM BACK!!!! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!! OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
My New Pussys' Name...
I adopted a 2 month old kitten a few days ago. Usually, I can come up with a name as soon as I see them. But this one has baffled me. I finally came up with the name Shadow for her b/c she follows me around everywhere. I know, it's not original like I wanted but this is the only name that truly fits her. As soon as I get a photo of her I will post it for you so you can see my newest addition to my family.
This Sucks
ok when i got on ct today and read what i had to do for the mafia and start my bombing i noticed that they had changed the layout for the commenting!! who agrees with me IT SUCKS!! i guess this was bj's way of making it more diffucult to keep commenting so we cant flood the preciouse servers!! hmm this is a real pain in the !!!!!!!!!!! anyway! i guess it will just take longer and more effort to do what the bombing familys have to do to reach our goals!!!! thanks alot who ever thought up of this brilliant idea!! IDIOT
Help!! I Only Need 20 ,000,000 To Level
Love how creative some Cherries get to level up. I love the Cherry-whores who whore out friends. Nice of you to do that. Just sending some love too all of the Cherry-Whores out there! The RATE/FAN/FRIEND whores The STASH whores (thumbs up) The BLAST whores who are always on Tap The HAPPY HOUR whores... hey gotta love THEM. The PERFECT 10 whores who get mad if they get less that '10' I love you all. It's hard damn work whorin' like that.
"the Natural" Randy Couture To Aid Returning War Fighters
Couture's Foundation to aid Soldiers in need By Thomas Gerbasi Heavyweight Champion Randy Couture sees the headlines. He reads about the tragedies, hears many wonder what the youth of the United States are doing to effect change in this world, and the prognosis is almost always negative. But then he’ll visit a military base or medical facility, and he’ll see young people who are not only doing their part to improve their lives and the lives of those around them, but who epitomize the best of what this country has to offer. “You go and meet a bunch of these soldiers, some of whom are perfectly healthy and over there putting it on the line, and some of them who have come back wounded, and you realize quickly that you are looking at and staring in the face of the backbone and of the foundation that our country was built on,” said Couture. “It’s alive and well in these guys.” That’s a good thing for the present and future here in the States, but there is also the down side, the f
Martin Luther King - Very Interesting
This information was fascinating to me, since my Dad went to Boston CTS with MLK and played ping-pong with him regularly. The Truth About Martin Luther King, Jr.-Truth! & Fiction! Summary of the eRumor A collection of alleged facts about Martin Luther King that are critical of the Civil Rights leader. The Truth Let's take them one at a time: His name wasn't Martin Luther King-Confusing! According to all accounts, the name on Martin Luther King's birth certificate is Michael and there is no evidence that he changed it. He didn't pick the name Martin Luther out of the air, however. It was the name his father used and claimed to have given to his son. According to, Martin Luther King, Sr. said that his son's given name was Martin Luther but that the doctor who delivered him put "Michael" on the birth certificate, something he didn't know until much later. Until adulthood, Martin Luther King, Jr. was known as "M.L." or "Michael." Martin Luther King p
So many fakes. Fake people. Fake words. Fake feelings. Fake attitudes. Fake faces. Fake bodies. Fake lives. I'm real. Real words. Real feeings. Real attitude. Real face. Real body. Real life. Real smile on the outside. Fakes smile on the inside. Real happiness on the ouside. Fake happiness on the inside.
Our Children
I sit and wander, where time goes we try our best to teach them right, as times change and our children grow, We love them with all our might. It's not easy to raise a child at times, we don't know what to do we weren't given any instructions It's a challenge that's all new. Our children, are our lives and our most important goal, to love and to guide them and to place them in life's role. Our children are our future and time will only tell the job we've done as parents and if we've done it well....
More On Me...for Those Interested Of Course
About me. Not sure how much good this’ll do but I want to put it out there for people who are actually interested in who I am. The shit on my page is just an introduction obviously. This is more in depth. No, I don’t believe in god. I’m more interested in an older belief system. Call it what you will, I don’t care. Just don’t ever call me a Christian. There’s more at work in this universe than one supreme being. If anyone came along and said they were the son of god now we’d just throw them in the puzzle factory. (The loony bin for those who don’t know what I’m talking about.) Yes, I’m a musician, artist, and poet. No I don’t let just anyone see or hear what I do. I don’t need the attention to be complete. I do it for me. Now my opinion on the other hand, I’ll shout that shit from the rooftops, lol. Good friends are hard to come by. I’m desperately searching for someone who shares my views and passions. Why? Because being alone is okay most of the time but solitude isn’t always
Incomplete By Sisqo
For Kally...This is how I feel if I'm ever without you Whoo Ooh Oh yeah yeah Listen Bright lights Fancy restaurants Everything in this world that a man could want Got a bank account bigger than the law should allow Still I'm lonely now Pretty faces from the covers of the magazines From their covers to my covers wanna lay with me Fame and fortune still can't find Just a grown man runnin out of time Chorus Even though it seems I have everything I don't wanna be a lonely fool All of the women All the expensive cars All of the money don't amount to you I can make believe I have everything But I can't pretend that I don't see Lyrics That without you girl my life is incomplete Said without you girl ahh Listen Your perfume Your sexy lingerie Girl I remember it just like it was on yesterday A Thursday you told me you had fallen in love I wasn't sure that I was It's been a year Winter summer spring and fall But bein without you just ain't livin ain
Come And Vote For Linda
Linda aka Sxyrebel aka my best friend is in a contest at the moment and I would be greatful if some of my friends and family could stop by and give her some help. Linda is a wonderful woman, a sweetheart, a loving mother to her 5 beautiful kids. Linda has a great sense of humour, shes always talking to me and making me laugh, as well as all that she also helps me with problems i might have and im there for her too. Its because of all the good qualities she has, i think she deserves all the help we can give her. If you help her i know she will be very greatful and she will make sure you know that she is greatful, cause thats the kind of friend Linda is and always will be. To help her out in her contest click on her BUSTY picture below and leave her as many comments as you want. Thanks to all in advance who will help out. Love Willie & Linda
Nourishing Breasts.
Hmm. I just read someone's blog and it made me think of silly stuff. Though my nephew mistook my breasts as operational a few times during the night (don't worry, folks...I removed him and explained that mine just didn't work in that fashion at the moment), I have no idea what it's like to give nourishment born of my body. I suppose if I ever get around to getting married and having children, I'll look more fully into the matter. Breastfeeding is highly beneficial to both the child and the mother. Babies who breastfeed tend to have better health and whatnot while the mothers lose their "baby fat" due to the loss of "extra" calories. Also, I've heard that it's supposed to create a bond. Having no experience in the quarter, I can't confirm or deny. I can, however, assert that my newphew and I bonded just fine and with the exception of his few failed attempts, I didn't breastfeed him. If I ever go off the deep end and just randomly ask someone to suckle at my breasts, I'll ke
Better Then Me!!!
i understand why men don't want me i mean theres so much better then me out there *sigh* oh well it's something i'll get use to i guess Music Video:BETTER THAN ME (by Hinder)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
His Antics...
Now that I've finished blogging about breasts for the moment, I'm going to give you all an overview of yesterday's evening. This blog will be of a sexual bent. Reader discretion is advised. While working at the sheriff's office, we're supposed to appreciate the environment we're in, due to its very nature. Part of this campaign of appreciation is a tour of the inner workings of the jail. My tour was yesterday. I'm afraid I didn't do as well as I should have. While walking along the corridors, I intensely disliked the finality of those clanging doors. My stomach churned as the smell of unwashed bodies assailed me. Most of all, I was irritated beyond all as we had to watch the maximum security inmates shower. Nude bodies don't really bother me so much. It was more or less the fact that one of the inmates decided to make sport of me. At first he bathed, but then he looked up through the window and then at the camera and began masturbating for all he was worth, periodically
The Rose
The Rose It awakes with drops of tears covering a timeless frame of beauty on a summer morning. It rises up with a glimmering sun shining on its luscious face of magnificence. Through the sight of a man’s eye of this pure loveliness has shown blindness to the heart. From: Someone who knows who you are and the beauty you possess that has weaken the heart
EVERYDAY! Everyday she yawns to the beginning of the morning While I am lying next to her Everyday she gives me a kiss When I see her Everyday she creates a big smile To which I am blessed Everyday she is my life And you wonder why I cry out for her because she is gone
Take A Step
Take a Step Take a step back to see what I see Place your hands over your eyes Now try to see pass threw it Darkness covers your eyes While the other side keeps going My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the death of another love Has torn me You cause me pain When I see your eyes It breaks my heart To not see the pain in your eyes My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the truth Has torn me I live with pain But I am ok Because one day I might see the light That you live in Because I keep living for only my sight
Why U.s. Postal Workers Are Happy!
Man in Deep Doo-Doo Over Ticket Protest May 17, 4:05 PM (ET) AUSTIN, Minn. (AP) - An man who allegedly included dog feces along with his payment for a parking ticket has been charged with disorderly conduct. The 22-year-old man was charged with the misdemeanor May 11 in a criminal complaint filed in Mower County District Court. The man's vehicle was ticketed on April 18 while it was parked in front of his residence. He put an envelope containing his payment and dog feces in a drop box at the law enforcement center, the complaint stated. On April 25, an office employee for the Austin Police Department smelled a rank odor as she gathered envelopes from the box. Opening the envelopes, the woman noticed one leaking a brown fluid, which got onto her hands and her desk, according to the complaint. The next morning the woman awoke with a headache and vomited repeatedly. She was hospitalized for about two days with an undetermined illness. The man allegedly admitted putting his
i talked to some girl today on this web site and she told me "all men are pigs but I love my man" that is not not love to say something like that, it's hate.
Reon Kadena - My Loved Bed
Starting Over. Hope It Not's To Late.
At first I started writing about when did I start caring, when did I start trying my hardest? I had to start over because that was a lie. I have never tried my hardest for anything I have ever got, I have never sacrificed anything to get something I wanted. I have lost things that I believed I deserved to have, that's as close as I get to sacrifice. When it comes down to it, I have skidded by. People let me pass because they knew I had a lot of baggage, I used to hate it but after a while I got used to it. Since about December of this year, I have been on this big trip. Why does everything feel useless? Why does it always hurt? Love isn't for me..blah blah blah. I thought that I'd never get out of it, so I kept dwelling on it. I kept trying my hardest, then giving up because my hardest just wasn't hard enough. Sitting here I realized it doesn't matter if my hardest isn't hard enough, all that matter is that I am giving it my all. Another thing that I know. Oh
Don't Give Up On Me Who My Friends Are!
Its me myself and I against the CT MAFIA.... I really want to win my first blast!!! I can with your help. Its a RACE to 35,000 and I am down....but with a little help I could be on TOP. Please come by.....I really need you!!!!!
Why God Gave Us Friends
Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts. That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends!
talk to me :] I'm lonely
The Final Exam....
The Final Exam.... At Duke University there were four sophomores taking Chemistry and all of them had an "A" so far. These four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals they decided to visit some friends and have a big party. They had a great time, but, after all the hearty partying, they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided that after the final they would explain to their professor why they missed it. They said that they visited friends but on the way back they had a flat tire. As a result, they missed the final. The professor agreed they could make up the final the next day. The guys were excited and relieved. They studied that night for the exam. The Professor placed them in separate rooms and gave them a test booklet. They quickly answered the first problem, worth 5 points. Cool, they thought! Each one in a separate room, thinking this was going to be
Fanatic Romantic
All or nothing Is that my Only choice Can't I just enjoy How things are Without risking The loss Of your voice You ask for forever But do not mention Right now I give you all I can I promise Every piece of My heart It may not be enough But at least You are loved You may need more I understand But this should feel Like a nice Place to start
I'm Back On Cherry!
I know I've gone waaaay uber ass long time, but hey, it's school. I don't want to be like you loser's and live here! Hehehehe. Joking...or am I??? Dum, dum, duuuum! I'll be on CT like the good ol'times. So start talking to me homie's! I miss ya guys!
Mumms And Assumptions
it's almost a scientific fact. any mumm posted will invite at least a couple of people who want to challenge it. the only problem is, they usually have some half ass ed assumption that is what gave them the reason to challenge it in the first place. there's nothing more pathetic sometimes than watching someone get on an internet soap box in a comment section of a place like THIS and try to "tell you off" there's nothing lamer that watching someone behave like they know what they're talking about and you don't just because they don't have the mental flexibility to adjust their perspective. im don't mean to brag, but i fuckin' love my ability to break down my own assumptions. i like being on the side that "gets it." it's too easy to sit back and whine about how you don't (even tho you're swearing up and down that you do) when you build and fortify false assumptions, you create Dogma. Dogma restricts and blinds you from learning New things and recognizing/rea
When you rely on your arms for just about all manner of ambulation, a knotted shoulder can be very inconvenient. The worst part is that I don't even remember how I did it, I think it may have been as simple as turning my head the wrong way. I normally don't like getting massages, but I think would make an exception right about now. Ok, I'm done whining.
I think I'm getting the hang of what exactly NSFW is now. If it's all about the ASS... it's NSFW If it's all about the BOOBS... it's NSFW If it's all about SEX... it's NSFW If it's about anything CONTROVERSIAL... it's NSFW If it's anything your boss would chew you out or fire you over... it's NSFW
Do It
in this world we have to fight to do whats good to do whats right to do our best when all else fails within a hearbeat and all it entails be good n kind and reap the gold cus lifes to short so ive been told so stand up tall with a smile on ya face show those around you that u have style n grace
Just Me
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you.
More Jokes .... For Good Spirits
A blonde calls Delta Airlines and asks, "Can you tell me how long it'll take to fly from San Francisco to New York City?" The agent replies, "Just a minute..." "Thank you," the blonde says, and hangs up. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To get into heaven you had to walk up 100 stairs but on each stair god asks you a joke if you laugh you go to HELL. So the brunette gets to the 56th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then red-head gets to the 97th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then the blonde gets into heaven and bursts out laughing then god asked her "why are you laughing?" the blonde replied "I just got the first one!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two casino dealers are at the craps table when a cute blonde comes over and says, "I want to bet twenty thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. But, if you don't mind, I'd I feel
Likeable Or Not
You are 60% likeable You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you. 'How Likeable are You?' at
The Many Faces Of Leeann
Sex Therapy In Florida
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, went to a sex therapist’s office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor gasps and raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking him to observe them, for his sexual advice, that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There’s absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, wishes them good luck, charges them $50 and he then says good bye. The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to observe them again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees, again amazed that they are on such a frequent sexual schedule at their age. This happens again over the next few weeks. Each time the couple makes an appointment, asks him to observe, then has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor and leaves. Finally, after five or six weeks of thi
I Want To Here Your Voice!
Leave me a voice comment pretty please!
My Aunt And My Mom Fought
I'm pretty fucking confused when it comes to my family.. i guess you can say my extended family.. Well I'll just tell the story before I put in any of my opinions. I have 4 aunts on my mom's side, my aunt Mary is probably the closest with my mom. Each aunt has their own story but here's what happened today Friday. My mom went to go with my cousin, my aunt (his mom) to his graduation from high school. Well my mom took a day off from work which i didn't agree with cause she just started this job but what can ya do? Well my cousin is 18..well i think he's turning 18. I'm far from close with him. He is adopted, korean, and of course my family is probabley the most lilly white people you could ever meet. anyways.. i don't know if this is the deep anger he has or the fact my aunt and her ex are divorce. Plus he has a biological family with another woman.. that is a story in itself. Well my aunt spoils him, by this I mean she pays for his car, insurance, food, school, ya
Tag Lines For Condoms Lol
Back Home xxx Condom BrandsCondoms Condoms..... Imagine if all major retailers started making their own condoms and kept the same tagline............ Sainsbury Condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it. Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life. Galaxy Condoms - Why have rubber when you can have silk. KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good. Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hands. Safeway condoms - Lightening the load. Abbey National condoms - because life is complicated enough. Coca Cola condoms - The real thing. Ever Ready condoms - keep going and going. Macintosh condoms - It does more, it costs less, it's that simple Pringles condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger king condoms - Home of the whopper Goodyear condoms - "for a longer ride go wide" FCUK condoms - no comment required. Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain. Flash condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flas
Gut Wrenching Fear
I see you lying on the hard forbidding ground. You are in so much pain and no one is around. Am I the only one to save you from death? Can I rush you to the hospital before you take your last breath? I hear someone screaming and realize it's me. I can't stand you lying there broken; it's too much for me to see. I'm holding you now, begging, screaming, please be alive. Baby, I'll never forgive myself if you die. You open your eyes and look at me. Your eyes say "Thank you but it's my time to go baby." NO! I love you, please stay here. Yet his eyes are already closing and mine start to tear. I hear a police siren coming our way. Come on baby, hold on just another day. I feel myself being tugged somewhere by an invisible hand. Then all of a sudden I'm in bed and out of my dream land. Why must I have such horrible feelings inside? I'm always scared someone else will die. Is there going to come a day when that comes true? Are you going to be able to pull through? I know
Secrets To A Happy Life
1. Know when to stand your ground and when to walk away. 2. Never chase love. The natural reaction to being chased is to run away. Unless the other person is as in to you as you are to them, walk away even if you're in love. Have a Zero Tolerance approach to people who play games with something as fragile and as dangerous as love. 3. Accept that not everyone is going to like or love you. Let go of the need to be liked. 4. Learn whose opinion is worth caring about and whose isn't. 5. Chances are yours is not the sorriest story or life in the world. Neither does the world in any way revolve about you. Never allow yourself the crime of self pity. There is great satisfaction in devoting yourself to the needs of others from time to time. 6. Love yourself. You should be the best friend you ever have. 7. Only offer the respect you are shown. 8. See the good in life's difficulties. Few friends? You are selective in the company you keep. Single for some time? You a
Childish Behavior On An Adult Site
Ok... This is my "bitch" for today... and yesterday and last week and prolly next week too. What is is with the "If you won't repost what I post I won't be your friend any more" crap??? Personally, I don't think you are much of a friend if you have to say something like that. Granted there are things that we all feel strongly about, but FFS are we not all unique enough that we don't have to do everything that our friends do???. I am almost 40 years old and I stopped playing the "gotta do what people says" game a long long long time ago. I grew up and got over it. If I am your friend then I am your friend. It doesn't take me reposting something (Especially when nobody is gunna read what I post anyway cause I ain't got a billion points and I ain't in some family, anyway). For those of us that are "just here for fun" perhaps we would prefer to use our cherry bucks to buy a sweet gift for our friends instead of tryin to bully them. Maybe we just want to have fun, enjoy ourselves
Jealous Ass Women
Life In General
Why does life have to deal me all the shitty cards? Life just sucks in General. The only thing great in my life is My babies, my two precious lil angels.
New Video
I know no one probally cares but here is a new video I made
On The Contrary!
"It's totally understandable that you need some alone time, so stop apologizing. So much has happened, and you need to find a way to process it all. Later on, call some friends and get together so you can decompress." yeah, so. this couldn't be more wrong. fuck alone time right now! i need to party with my homies! WERD.
For Diomand Earings
In Memory Of.....mildred Graham
A most beloved and blessed woman passed on this day. She was very much a mother figure in my life and she will be sadly missed. She was a friend, a mom, a wife, a grandmother, a great grandmother and someone who would lift you up when you were down. Her laughter was the most beautiful noise you could hear. A belly laugh with a huge smile to go along with it. Through my life, she inspired me to use my voice in a way that touched the hearts and souls of many. Through the gift of song, we would sing and add a bit of happiness to someone who once felt alone. We inspired those in jails, in hospitals, nursing homes and those forgotten on the streets. She had a huge heart that will never be forgotten. I ask for all those whom read this please keep her family in your thoughts and prayers, as this is one of the hardest times they shall ever have to endure. Thank you for your compassion and love's care.
Lauren Flashing Lol
It's Down Rater Season...
Thanks for the points, but if I have any ratings left, you will get hit back with whatever you gave me and summarily blocked.
My Harley Accident
howdy ya'll..........wanted to let ya'll know i was in a pretty good wreck on my bike. i'll be ok. broken collar bone in bad shape!.....lady clipped back of bike. i was wearin a helmet. jst glad it wasnt worse. still thankin God. when i get pics i'll get'm posted. take care n wanted to keep ya up to date. Rod aka HarleyCowboy
Maddie Mccann
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of
Emoticons In Chat!!!
Just a quick guide.. The tongue thing= :P Smiley :) Dammit it wont let me do it lol okay its a colon : and then a ) or ( or D for the big smiley Sad :( wink ;) Ill have to keep writing them down as I do them rofl .. those are the basics I use out of habit haha
I Added It Up In My Head, It's Your Loss.
All I wanted was to love you. You just wanted the chase. Once the chase was over, So was your love. You asked a million girls the same question. I was the only one that said yes. You promised I was special. I wasn't. I was true to you and your heart. You couldn't reciprocate. I tried to be nice to them. It only back fired on me. I loved you like no other. You loved me like all the others. Some day, you'll miss me. I won't be there. Some time you'll think of me with regret. I hope it hurts. Breaking my heart was cruel. Did it make you feel better? Are you happy now? I know I'm not. I wish you happiness. honestly. I wish my heart mends quickly. Although I know it won't. I will miss you. Will you miss me? Crying softly.
Sorry I Was Late
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a
This Weekend
I'm going with a couple of friends of the family on a little road trip this weekend. I don't know how much or when I will have network during my little trip, but I will try to be around as much as possible. Ya'll try not to miss me tooo bad :D
Feather In Ur Headdress? Good Laugh!
HOW MANY FEATHERS IN YOUR HEADDRESS? You may have seen this one before, still good for a chuckle. A female reporter, interviewing an American Indian chief, asked the significance of the varied number of feathers in Indian headdresses. "Feathers show number of sexual partners," the chief replied. Indicating a nearby young brave, he continued, "Him? One woman, one feather. Him?" Pointing to a second, older man, "Three women, three feathers." The reporter looked at the Chief's headdress. "But you have so many feathers!" The Chief proudly slapped his chest. "Me Chief. Sleep with all women. Big, small, fat, tall." Horrified, the female reporter said, "You ought to be hung!" The Chief said, "Damn right. Me hung big like buffalo, long like snake." The offended reporter said, "You don't have to be so hostile!" The Chief replied, "Hoss-style, dog-style, wolf-style, any style!" The reporter cried, "Oh, dear!" "No deer", said the Chief. "Ass too hig
We Miss You.....please Read And Pass Around
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that are
Love Is
Love is like a large cat Sitting on its paws. You may pet it all you like; It lives by its own laws. It comes and goes as it decides No matter what you say. It seems the more you want it near, The more it goes away. And then when you are quite content To sit out in the sun Alone with just your thoughts and dreams, Not needing anyone, Out it comes, as if in fear That somehow you'll forget, And jumps up purring in your lap, Demanding to be pet.
How To Tell If A Guy Feels For You
so as i sit here i wonder how can u tell what a guy feels for u. why is it they say one thing and then go and do another. Just when u think u got a man figured out he goes and says something that makes u wonder what the hell hes thinking. I cant figure men out sometimes.
She Was Late....... Again
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a ster
Wars Pics From The Wolfpack In 2001-2002-i Have Mixed Emotins Looking At These Even 5 Years Later...
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban: And finally:
War Pics From The Wolfpack In 2001-2002
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: Exhaustion and a short rest in the Khada hills: Me-Radioing for support for the locals: On the Pakistani border: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban:
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My Heart Is Missing You
Today I feel so alone I woke up with an empty bed Your voice on the other end of the phone Your words and love filling my heart & head I ache for your touch I want to feel the warmth of your skin My loving heart is missing you so very much I cannot wait to feel my arms holding you tight again Our lips finding the others Our hands caressing the others flesh The heat building between intense lovers Clothes coming off, as our wild hearts mesh Our love running free The ache being chased from my heart Intense pleasure and passion, just you and me All night, kissing and touching, can’t tear ourselves apart Hot, full body rub My hands upon your skin My hand in yours, off to the tub The heat, the aroma, as we kiss and touch again Hot skin on cool sheet Our wild kisses and intense touch We are like this each time that we meet The love, the passion, the fire, it will never be too much I crave all we give My heart is missing you The pleasure and passion, how
You expect me to say I am sorry when you are the one who went insane You want my forgiveness about your misunderstanding My word, my past, my honor have no meaning to you Friendship is what you claimed and what you destroyed in your minute of fame Understanding and compassion I have none left for you In the minutes it took to rant and rave not once were you listening Selfishness consumed your actions showing your true character to me The pain you caused is nothing more than a faint memory now So savor the moment in time where you thought you were right Is that what you want your life to be - full of bitterness and spite My apology to you this moment in time - I am sorry you and I will never be friends again
Hello Anyone Out There
My Baby Girl
Ok this is my first blog....I have been sitting here thinking about today...My oldest is graduating from high school today. I have never been one to brag, but I am so proud of her. She had a hard 4 years. Had lots of issues going on with her dad/stepmom. She doesnt even hardly talk to her dad anymore. In the past 4 yrs of her life she has been to court 5 x's and been put down from her stepmom and her dad isnt allowed to have much to do with her. I know alot of kids go threw all this...but she could have turned to drugs/alcohol or hit the streets....and she didnt. She is going to be walking across that stage in about 7 hrs. And I know that when she does I will prob start crying the second they call her name.... Ok I know I am being a sentimental mom but hey u know I think today I can Now there wont be another one of these for 3 yrs when my baby boy graduates.
My Senses
I can't believe, The way you make me feel. The things you do, That stir a fire in me. You don't even have to move, For my desire to rise. But when you do, The things you do. My mood brightens, And my senses go crazy. I love the way, You run your hands, Over my body. I love the way, Your breath, Feels on my skin. I love the way, You smell, When we're in the height of our passion. I love the way, Your kisses taste, On my lips. I love hearing, Your moans and sighs, When I drive you crazy. I love tasting, Your skin, Tim and time again. I love the way, You stir a passion in me, That will never fade. I love, Your gentle caresses, When you're calm. And I love, Your passion filled ones, When you're crazy with desire. My desire for you will never fade, But even longer, My love will stay, Because I love you more, Than you will ever understand.
Stand Beside Me
When you need a rock, stand beside me. When the wind blows cold, i will warm you. When the rain comes hard, i will shelter you. When you are scared, i will protect you. When you are weak, i will hold you. When life bares down on you, i will lift it. When you feel no love, i will open my heart to you. When you are lost, you need only look to me. I WILL BE THERE........Silverthorn.
I Dream Of You
THE DREAM Your arms slip around me Holding me into your heat My heart beating wildly With gentle deliberateness Your lips engulf mine Sucking my breath Tasting my mouth Like evening primrose oil My body slips against your As the fevers of wanting you Create such aching within Your hands softly caress my breast Over the curve of my hip Touching soft milky skin Gasped sighs of delight My thighs wrap around yours As you mould into the valley between Entering my temple with passionate thrusts Claiming what is yours Blinding desires enrapture and enthrall Murmuring in my ear of your love Nourishment my heart has craved for Your breath like a whisper across my cheek Enslaving my soul to sweet raptures Your heat burning my belly With unspeakable pleasures My body a quivering mass of fervor So long have I waited for your caress So long I have craved for your completeness On the edges of this dream I wait still!
First I'd like to paste a comment I left on someone's page. I do have one observation I'd like to make. and one comment. One it seems that a person can only be a racist if they're white. and a comment...not all afro american's are niggers. Being a nigger is a state of character not race. I know blacks who are great people who I'm very proud to have them as friends. I also know some niggers who I wouldn't piss on if they were on fire. I can say the same as whites, hispanics, and any other race out there. Now, why is it that only whites can be racist when there's plenty of racial prejudice directed towards whites? It's hypocritical that blacks can call each other niggers, niggas (etc it's all the same derivative) but it's racist for a white person to do the same. Though it's acceptable to be called a cracker or a honky. Are there niggers in the world? yes. Like I said in the comment being a nigger is a state of character not race. For every nigger I know I can give an example
Morning Dew
Folgers coffee is the best ice cream trickles down her breast I lay and squirm just like a worm my morning thought make shrinks concerned. To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong sing-a-long, bang a gong, pass the bong... tweet....tweet... ... ..*twitch** I find more often, now, I wake to the mind devouring sounds of my teeth grinding together. My cock staring up at me.. "Hey buddy, lend me a hand" good morning, self fuck off eat a dick I hope you croak.
Thoughts About The Wind And Where It Blows
You call me and my soul does hear With words your soul draws me near And holds me yours for all time To be yours alone the dream sublime Kept by you love and passions deep My devotions the harvest you alone reap My desires to tease your sweet flesh My fires burn and needs refresh nothing can quench This undying flame My spirit only your sweet love can tame Is this desire lust ? Have I sinned Your soul calls, mine answers in the wind By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Beautiful Judas [or What I Would Do If My Life Was Like Grindhouse]
To know love, one must learn how to love. Yet how can one spawned by darkness, a creature born of winter, ever expect to learn love when all she has been taught is hate, spite, and contempt? How can she accept love when all she has ever loved either betrayed or deserted her? How can she trust instincts honed on false hope and delusion, grasping for any sense of self-worth and belonging? Pathetic, I know. Make myself sick with my own whining. Better to let the Beast out than be a silly, simpering female. Maybe that's why the blood feels so luscious between my toes. Once again I stand; trench dripping gore, blade black with blood, yet another fool who thought to take advantage of my vulnerabilities whimpering for mercy at my feet. Yet another who used his beauty and charm to will me to his beck and call, my senses blinded by his implied affections. That is, until he spoke his true sentiments in drunken revelry when I h
Hmmmm do you think my Jilly maybe altered this a little? he he he he According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are ver
My Birth Date
4 March 1951 Your date of conception was on or about 11 June 1950 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 5. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2433709.5. The golden number for 1951 is 14. The epact number for 1951 is 22. The year 1951 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1951 and ending 1/26/1952. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birt
for me sex is best when its unexpected. as in when something happens that isnt planned or thought about or really prepared for in any way. since my mind is always racing, i generally have trouble thinking only one thought at a time, instead wanting to jump to the next thought immediately. so anyone who can get me to stay completely in the moment, to shut off my galloping brain and relax, stay still and submit, can have me. i like to be jolted out of my reality, shown new ways of fucking and introduced to things that i never would have thought would get me off. i want whole new world to open, ones i dont have time to fully understand because im too busy feeling something, pain, orgasm, fear, excitement. its not always so clear cut though. sometimes this process of arousal, the things that get me shaking and trembling and wet and wild. it can be unexpected, taking different forms each and every time. what works once might leave me cold and dispassionate in another situation. someti
Please Me
naked and hot, dripping with sweat, your mouth wanders hungrily across my body, searching for that taste, that taste that you are addicted to, to satisfy your hunger. and as your tongue explores me, filling me with a pleasure only you can give, i am overtaken by the most beautiful surprise, the feeling of your lips, little butterfly kisses, brushing lightly across my inner thigh. i feel a wave of desire come over me its flooding my body so intense my need to have you is washing right through me to feel your hand on my skin your fingers running through my hair makes me so hot this wave is soaking me through with all these things you are doing my thighs are shaking my sighs are getting louder one simple move will make me splash lap by lap these waves go through me each stronger than the last nothing to grab onto no escape, what you are doing is making me crazy kiss me hard, take me there can you see how my eyes are? playing tricks on me. can you feel
Starcraft Ii
Ohhh shit... ninety nine cent pickle! >.> Starcraft... two... -faints, gets up, dances for joy, faints again, then froths at the mouth for a while while having a seizure- i played Starcraft for 6 years.. before finally getting bored with it.... and now its back... there goes my life :P damn you blizzard, damn you..
My Subconcious Mind
The issues on your subconscious mind are most affecting your: Love Life Whether you're in a committed partnership, you're casually dating, or you're single, your love life revolves around your romantic hopes and needs. Perhaps your conscious mind is aware that something is troubling you with regard to it or maybe you just have a vague sense that things don't feel quite right. However tuned in you are to your feelings about your love life, you most likely have deeper issues that affect how you are subconsciously viewing your circumstances. Some issues are isolated to one realm of life, but generally an issue affects several areas at once, and to varying degrees. Your subconscious mind could be preoccupied with your love life because of a wide variety of issues you aren't aware of. The following are some pretty common ones that people have around love. Do any resonate with you? Worrying that you aren't doing a good enough job in your love life. You might feel like yo
If You Were Born Between 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and
My Emotional Landscape
Your strongest belief is Honesty Now that you know that Honesty is one of your core convictions, let's take a look at how that value influences your emotional landscape — the way you experience the 8 key emotions, and how intensely you feel them. As you read your report, know this: Experts agree it's healthy to experience a full range of emotions. Some, such as happiness, are pleasant to experience. Others, like anger, may make you feel uncomfortable. Just remember that even emotions that might not feel good (like anger or sadness) may still be good for you. To avoid a certain feeling, you might try harder to avoid getting into a similar position in the future — thereby sparing yourself those bad feelings again. Overall, emotions can serve as a means of expression as well as tools for self-protection and motivation. Here's what yours say about you. Your emotional landscape report Your emotional landscape More on your belief system History behin
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My Super I.q. Test
Your IQ score is 152. This means that you are smarter than 99.9% of all other Super IQ test takers. This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test. But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. Tickle uses 8 distinguishable dimensions of intelligence in the Super IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those 8 scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information, and which intellectual strengths you're best at. Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Complex Intellectual. You are highly intelligent and talented in two critical areas: math and language. While others may be skilled at one, you are exceptional at both. Your ability to understand theoretical or abstract information and your attention to detail only make your mathematical and linguistic skills stronger.
Deleting People
Due to the lack of people rating my items when i rate theirs and lack of communication skills i will be cleaning house tomorrow. People on my family list have nothing to fear. If you do not want to be deleted then please let me know.
Im gonna give you a little background on this story and you can tell me what you think. Around 1999 I was taking classes in a paralegal school ( I was working on my BS but I wanted to take a break and try something else). None of the girls I went to the trade school lived locally (This is New York City, which consists of 5 boroughs, this school was in Manhattan). One of these new students lived near me. So I figured let me talk to her. So it was her and her friend. (She never went to classes, even though it was an hour each). She finally decides to know me so she knew I was into her, so she flirts with my friend then, and a firefighter. So Im like ok. I didnt see her after a while because she drops out of the school. I see her a couple years later working in a home depot. Im like ok. So we start talking and she gives me her #. She changes her # and doesnt tell me. A couple years ago again I bump into her and she gives me her # again. This time she knows Im into her. She said she w
Grrrrrrrrr Stress
You try to avoid the things in life that stress you out but isnt it so funny how they always make there rounds despite your efforts. My main stress is my living condition. I left my ex and moved 1600 miles to live with my mom till I could get my life where I want it. Now that my sister is coming to visit and they dont want to pay for a hotel I am being evicted. Dont get me wrong my mom has other reasons too. My kids stress her out and she had a stroke in 2004 actually on my birthday in 2004 so she just hit her 3 year mark. Her doctor says that she is to stressed and is close to another by her blood work. I know that I shouldnt complain because she has done alot for me over the years but dam. I get a weeks notice and that is it. So I am moving back in with my ex. We are going to room mate. Bring on more stress. Anyway cant vent too much I just better be glad that I have a roof over mine and the kids heads.
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Here Little Piggy..........
I'll Meet You There . . .
You arrived at our hotel first...I arrive at the door give a couple of light taps and you let me in. You look handsome and so sexy and I can tell you want me as much as I want you. Words are hardly spoken and unnecessary as we stand in the middle of the room, fire blazing, two bottles of champagne on take me in your arms kissing and holding each other so tightly. I nibble your lower lip as you slowly push your tongue into my mouth. We are both breathing heavily and our hearts are beating so hard. Slowly you start to pull my top off and I push back your robe, our naked upper bodies rub against each other, your hand releases my skirt and you look down to see my neatly waxed pussy mound, as I have no panties on. I reach down and rub your stiff cock, which is still imprisoned in your shorts, mmmm, so tantalizingly hard. We move close again and hold each other so tight, wondering if this moment is not real, like so many imagined before, but this time it will be....Kissing
Thinkin Of Leavin Cherry
i am so sick of this site and all the bitches/bastard that go through and do the NSFW... this use to be an adult much has changed...check out any of my pics that you might favor.... gonna start deleting....
Your One True Love
Comin’ for u, tonite you're mine, Grab your coat, u look so fine, Its cold outside, I’ll hold u tight, Come in close, it’s gonna be alright, We’ll hit the bar and play some pool, Skull a beer and act real cool, Shoot some darts and watch a band, Come with me baby, take my hand, Wanna fly with you, into the night, I love u so, u shine so bright, Be my lover, my best friend, We’ll ride it out, until the end, Board my magic carpet ride, In the darkness we will hide, Let’s be young…wild and free, Your one true love, I wanna be, Lay on the banks of the misty river, Trace your belly and watch you quiver, Kiss your lips and hold u tight, Tender skin, I playfully bite, Your smile is wide, I love the way, Your eyes light up, with each new day. I’ve wanted someone just like u, Pretty face, intelligence too, Hours roll, as we chat away, Wanna play with u, under the hay. Be mine babe, you’re good for me, Your one true love, I wanna be. Stay up real late and run all nigh
What My Friends Think Of Me......
I WAS WANTING TO UPDATE THE ABOUT ME SECTION OF MY MYSPACE. I CAN NEVER REALLY EXPLAIN MYSELF TO ANYONE. SOO I ASKED SOME FRIENDS OF MINE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM IN THERE POINT OF VIEW.... AND HERE IT IS! You're a great guy with the greatest sense of humor. You show that you are very comfortable with yourself... outgoing...nice to everyone you meet...I think your very lovable....your very considerate of others before yourself...will do anything for the ones you love....very easy to get along with....a fun person to be around...I hardly ever (if ever) see you in a bad mood, you don't let it show......very open minded about a lot of things... I think you love life, the ones around you, and mostly take each day to the fullest.... I know you don't feel like it sometimes but you seem to enjoy the way your life is going so far..... Thank you for being the greatest friend ever.... -Tiffany Oh lord, ok, here we go.....lets see..... Crazy, funny, sweet, good list
Flying Without Wings
Update On Goings On In My World
I just got out of the hospital today after spending 6 days in there. I was having real bad pains in my upper abdomen and the DR thought it was my gallbladder. After running 3 diffrent extensive tests he couldnt find what was goin on, but by then (day 3) i had contracted one of the worst cases of Strep throught he had seen (so bad, my throat swelled to the point it was trying to close). But we got that under control, I still cant go back to work and he is going to do a scope on me and a colooscopy to rule out Crohns disease. YAH. fun. I feel absolutely miserable. I hurt, the 3 diffrent spots they had my IV in all infiltrated and hurt and are swollen and have bruises and knots. The vampires from the lab stuck me 2-3 times a day to check my white count which had gotten to 20 at one point so my arms and hands look like i'm a heroin junkie or somethin. IT SUCKS. :(
Call Me When You're Sober
Poem: Erotique 3
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Erotique 3 The warmth from the fireplace Cool compared to heat from you As seen from the flush on your face As your beauty is exposed to view The twinkling of the stars this night Fade next to the sparkle of your eyes That come as I take infinite delight In the form that my eyes apprise The sweet curves cause desire Passion flares and then burns Need becomes a growing fire Which in my heart adjourns Reaching out with soft caress To show the feelings of my soul As each gentle curve I assess Seeking to learn of the whole Finding places sweetly hidden Tongue darting, tasting in delight To those secret places bidden Hot passions in you to ignite Never wanting this to end Forever wishing this to last Wanting time to suspend There be no future or past Finding in that special flower Hidden in its petal's folds The sweetest of any nectar As slowly it opens, unfolds Yet nature demands
The Sexy Secretary
More Bad Luck
I'm sorry i havent been in contact lately but ive not been feeling well at all and Friday was not a good day either Ive just had some more blood tests the results came in on Friday my doc rings me up and says i need to see you asap as your thyroid is showing to be very wonky her words not mine I have an appointment on Monday. The last time I got a call like this i had canser as you can guess i am scared to death and not very happy. I wish all of you the best of health and i will let you all know the results as soon as i have them. Please keep your fingers crossed for me
My Trip Continues
Hello my blog readers. Greetings from Tucson, AZ. Drove almost 900 miles Saturday. I left San Marcos, Texas before the sun came up to San Antonio and then got on I-10 West toward El Paso. The skies were cloudy with temps in the low 60's. By the time I got to El Paso, the sun was out and temps were i the 80's. Drove across the lower part of New Mexico into Arizona. Hot and dry. Temp in Tucson was 92 when I arrived. I will make my California destination late Sunday. Time to post more pics of my trip.
Rhetorical... I Think.... I Hope... Yes I Am Sure, It's Rhetorical
Right now, at this very moment in time, how content are you with your life? Is it everything you wanted it to be? Is it somewhat like what you imagined it would be? Are you enjoying your studies, your work or whatever it is that you do? Do you wish you had done everything differently or somethings differently? Do you think at least some of your dreams and ambitions would come true before you die? Are you brave enough to let go of everything you have built up so far and make a life altering decision? Are you prepared for change? Is love and commitment overrated? How important is higher education? Is it impossible to live your life without a single degree? If you consider the feelings of everyone around you, would you ever be content? But if you don't consider them, who will catch you incase you fall? Is it wrong to run away from things once in a while and let a few shots of tequila take charge? Why is it so difficult to want to do well in life and al
Computer Magic - A New Poem
computer magic loneliness computer madness have to tear myself away from this false magic and rediscover the magic the creative magic within... so many lives in my soul to tap into reacquaint my self with who I was to rediscover who I am... this depression is eating my love my heart my true sensuality my true poetry... big black computerized hole of empty promises empty dreams empty souls empty magick empty hearts and empty me me myself and I am lonely... never never never more never again c. 5/19/07 t c redfearn long beach, ca
Insight Into Me
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: 5 - the Observer(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like About Being a Five standi
Putting It Behind Me.
Im 27.... my life has been a long hard road. Already you could write a book on my life and wot i have been through. There are loads of things in my past i am not proud of, but that i would not change because they have made me who i am. I have spent the last half of my life hiding who i really am and closing myself off from the rest of the world. I didnt want to take the chance of getting hurt. On occasion i have met a boy or two who has made me think of wantng to come out of myself, but its never happened. I have always been afraid to take that last step. Untill now. Dont ask me how, or when....but someoen has gotten past every defense i have and i never even seen it comming. lol i was blindsided. All of a sudden a love song makes me smile again. Im dreaming of spending my life next to someone and doing stupid things like laughing till i cry and watching the stars. lol maybe even chasing lightening bugs.... Yeah i know, so not me. Thats where were ALL wrong. Im opening up again slowly.
Ideas For New Cherry Gifts....please Pass On
OK WE GOT SPICY,LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP,VIC,PIMPIN,AND SEASONAL..HOW ABOUT FOR THE LIGHTER SIDE...HOW ABOUT BIBLES, CROSSES,PRAYER BLANKETS,..CHERYY TAP DOES HAVE ITS INSPIRATIONAL MOMENTS...WE DO PRAY FOR ABUSE, CHILDREN, DEATH, SICKNESS, ETC...WE NEED SOME THINGS FOR PRAYER FROM LEV... Love that idea of inspirational gifts...and flowers, like peace lilies, or Lily of the Valley, would be nice too. I'd also like to see something that can be given to firefighters, emt's, police/sheriff... We have the US flag, and yellow ribbons for our veterans and fighting men and women, but nothing to commemorate the others... just an all around "to honor you" ribbon, or something, if not one for each. (repost of original by 'bad girl (angel family)' on '2007-05-19 21:12:13')
Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neith
Poem: U Must Read The First Word Down To Know The Name
Every woman knows that a, rose is a sign Of Love and, has a reason for being this way. Its on the man to give his love and the, thorns are to show that he'll protect her. Sign:Raymond Starns Dated:3/96'
Least Romantic.
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Oh loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face I love your smile, your face, and your eyes - Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way My feelings for you no words can tell, Except for maybe "go to hell"
Watching you sleeping How peaceful you seem you're so beautiful "I love you" I whisper though I know you're not awake "love you too" you mumble in your sleep you can't know it's me you think I'm someone else I know you don't love me but that's ok you'll keep loving someone else and I'll keep loving you and when your heart is broken you'll cry on my shoulder and then you'll love again and always someone new and I'll always be here cherishing you cherishing your smiles and your tears storing each memory in a secret corner of my mind how the sunlight strikes your hair or how it sparkles in your eyes I'll cherish this moment you may never say you love me again but it's ok because once is enough and I may never tell you again but once was enough and even when you wake and the memory is lost in mist and dreams somewhere inside you'll know and your heart will cherish the memory I steal a kiss from your sleeping lips soft and tender every detail painted
The Bar + Alcohol = Analyzation Of Life
Ugh, it's almost 3am. So tonight I went out to the bar again. I saw a few people I knew from school. They were all telling me how they just had their second and third children, how they're married, and etc. and all this great shit about their lives. Ofcourse I had to play it off like I was okay and it didn't bother me. But you know what? It fucking did. Everybody has these great things happening to them and I have nothing. Nothing at all to show for and I'm almost 23. No boyfriend, no husband, no child, only 2 best friends anymore (and they're female believe it or not!). It really makes me feel bad. All I've ever wanted was something somewhat to a "norm" of how the average person would have a life and family, even though I know my ways and beliefs are far from average. And I'll tell you I saw it ALL tonight I really drama, lesbians all over eachother, even married people cheating on their spouses and etc. I wonder if they even realize that life is just a stupid test until
This Is For Everyone Who Knows Me
Hey everyone i am writing this cause i feel i really wanna pour my heart out so here it goes i know i can't be perfect all the time no one is perfect but i do try to be a good friend i try to be there for all my friends but sometimes i feel i'm not being there or helping enough and i feel really bad but i do try hard and my best and I'm gonna be the best girlfriend to john cause i really do love him he means the world to me he's my everything and my life and i would do anything for him i will treat him very good thats a promise and i will never ever hurt him in anyway cause john is special and he makes me feel special he's the love of my life i thank god everynight that i have john in my life i'm so very lucky to have him and if i lost john then my life would be a big time mess i would be so messed up but i just want to say I Love You John with all of my heart but i have the greatest friends family and boyfriend in the world but sometimes i feel that i suck that i'm a loser and that i'
When people ask me if I want to turn back time to change anything in my life, I smile and say no. Even with all the bad, I know I'm loved for life~!
I Have Only One Soul One Body One Mind....
Every day i walk this earth wander lost an confused to my purpose i want to know so much yet i want to do just as much too much sometimes that even i get lost within it all i can absorb so much from you all, all the pain the suffering you all go through i hear it i take it in i try as best as i can to help you but even i feel like ive done nothing for some i wish i could do more for you..... But to those im sorry that i can do no more then talk.....
Hello, Henry.
As of late, I've been somewhat moody. I freely admit that I conduct myself in an utterly waspish manner at times. Mayhap it's due to the fact that I'm beyond exhausted, but even so, I should retain control over my tongue. If looks could kill, I'd be behind bars. I've given more than my fair share of drop-dead glares. In general, people just annoy me more easily these days. One of my older officers really hit the spot the other day. His behavior was the outside of enough. I do so tire of men becoming fresh with me, especially in my place of business. You know, it makes me wonder if one of the Kloey accessories is a flashing neon sign that reads, "If you'd be so kind as to treat me like a whore, I'd be most appreciative..." Whatever it is, it annoys me. I don't even think I'm all that striking. I mean, yeah, I'm decently cute, but as far as being gorgeously sexy, I'm not. I don't wear provocative clothing. Every so often you may catch a glimpse of the swell of my
Dirk Made This
(repost of original by 'Dj Eternal aka Rev. Dirk D. "co-owner of W.I.~Husband of Razor ~' on '2007-05-20 02:04:13')
Total Bulls**t
ok things are going from worse to worser....yeah that is right folks...things are so fucked up right now i don't know which end is up....Ed and i are so stressed it isn't funny.... last weekend my cable got shut off so i couldn't be online to keep you all up to date but i am back online so that is good...but here we go.... on Monday i went over to the apt and Ed needed his clothes washed so i went to the basement to do them and found that my entrance to the basement sealed mom has no dryer atm but we came to her house at 1:30 in the damn morning and did a load of clothes and he ended up going to an interview in wet clothes....but it worked out ok..... then yesterday evening we stopped by the apt to get some more of our stuff only to find someone had been in the apt and gone thru our stuff and actually pulled my stove away from the wall....WITHOUT NOTIFYING US THEY WERE DOING THIS!!!!! i have no idea if anything was stolen or not but i am pissed....thank God Dale ha
Deep Skin
I'm dying inside with no one to tell Trapped in my own personal hell My broken spirit thats all that dewlls The hopes I had, are lost in a deep empty well No one nor my friends can hear my silent screams At night I wake up in my nightmarish dreams Smile on my face is all I let them see My wound that I have, is slowly killing me So many life choices to follow Has made my heart hollow The truth is always hard to swallow All I got to look forward to is tomorrow....
Animal Testing
A Valid agrument can be made for some animal testing, esp for drugs that are about to come out onto the market. But regardless if you agree or disagree with Animal testing, It IS your responsibility to know what it entails - what it means, and not pretend it does not happen. Germans once tried that excuse after the Nazi Concentration Camps were discovered - it didn't work then. Neitherdoes it Today. This ARE real Pics. Eugene STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used
A Really Interesting Night
So I was on a date last night O.o when billy calls me at 4:30 in the morning to tell me that hes drunk... i tell him to meet me at my house in 20 minutes cause i m in charles city and he says "i dont know im really drunk.... and people have been messing with me and the last time i was drunk** *trails off* i gotta go" and hangs u. :o i call billy back and make him PROMISE me that he will meet me at my house he says ok we get back to clarksville (which takes forever because we almost hit lke ten gagillion aniimals >.
Just My Luck
just when i thought things were just starting to finally look better for me.....i end up having a personal crisis sorry if i'm going to be a little unattentive, i will try to get back to everyone but i'm in lots of pain currently and my face is all swollen i have a really bad abscessed tooth.....have already been to the emergency room , so i'm on penicilin and hydrocodone if you get the chance to talk to me...i will be either rather irritable or very flighty depending on where in the cycle the meds are at when we chat so plz be a little patient with me plz understand.....if you are looking to help me in my search for work, i am not going to let this issue stop me or slow me down so plz contact me i am still willing to do odd jobs
good morning my awsome friends!!i hope you have a wonderfull sunday and just remeber that you all are loved by me muahhhhh
Steaming Hot Water!
I'm going to drive home, strip naked, and soak in the hottest water possible. Assuming I don't drown, I will proceed to drag myself out of the tub and make my way to my bed. Hopefully, I will have dried and dressed by the time I reach it, or I just may do the dirty and sleep sans clothing.
Slide Show Of Missing Maddie Mccann
Missing You
You were the best thing that happened to me, You were my knight in shining armor, You wiped away my tears, and kissed away my fears, You showed me how good life could be, You opened up your heart to me, You made me feel beautiful on my worst day, You always knew the right things to say, I gave you my whole heart, I dont know how something so perfect could fall apart, You showed me what love felt like, Everything felt so right, I have you only in my memory now, I wish you could forgive me somehow, I cant tell you how much i still love you, I cant help but wander if you think about me too, I guess im writing this so one day youll know, I miss you
I'mmmmm Baaaaaaaack!
Ok so it took longer then I expected to get back on the internet. That's ok. Anyways, we made it to Pa on May 11. I'll be heading out for Maine soon. I have a wedding to attend. But anyways.. just wanted to let you all know I'm Back!
Involuntary Muscular Contractions
A professor at the University of Mississippi was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.
Heart Of A Rainbow
Trade me a windowed view of darkness Give me a view of a waterfall with a rainbow Deary is the darkness of the window Like a mirro with-out a face Capture the heart of the rainbow So we can enjoy true happiness But only for a momments time Then we must let the rainbow go So seek the yees of a dove for me Then I will chisle away the heart of stone Speak to me of hty nightmares and dreams As I will speak of hope and faith So thy love to me is true As I will fight the anger of nightmares for both of us Pick me a flower As I will take the thorn from thy wounded hand Kiss of ardent love, as I will Kiss the healling hand of time Love verses despear Depear is in all heart showing from the drakness of a window Love is always there in the heart of a rainbow So God Bless us for love Now close the curtians on hte window of despear Loneliness no more if love is in the heart Love is in the heart of a rainbow
Gosh Im Hungry For Attention...
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The Long Journey
Be forwarned, this is long. I am the mother of an autistic son, Luke. When Luke was very young I always felt blessed because my baby was so well behaved...he almost never cried, he played quietly, and was never any problem at all. The terrible two's came and I, once again, felt blessed because there really wasn't anything terrible about them. It was at this time, though, that I began to notice differences in Luke. He was not progressing as he should. There had to have been some sort of denial prior to me noticing these differences...because I know that he was banging his head and rocking violently from at least 11 months or so. Anyway, Luke’s grandfather approached me one day very cautiously...I think he knew how defensive parents can be about their children. It took him a while, but eventually he got to the point...'we think that something is wrong with Luke.' He explained that he had been researching some of Luke's symptoms and that he believed Luke may be autistic. S
What Does This Mean ?
What if I was to tell you that you’re on my mind What if I told you what it is I long to find What if I grabbed you and held you in tight embrace What would you feel . Would your heart race What if I gave you alone all my love and lust What would you feel, would your desire turn to dust What if we together were a perfectly matched team What if together we were each other wet dream What if no one else could ever hope to compare What if we wanted to make love where ever we please What would you feel , excited or ill at ease What if I dream of you and love you all the night through What does this mean , do I belong heart , mind, and body to you What if I seek you now all through the day and long to see What if you felt like this when you think of me What does it mean to fall when all we know is our hearts desire What if our passion consumes us in our hottest fire What does morality have to do with feeling you stir What if I think of you till all else disappears in a blu
Sexxy Lady!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP
To My New Family
I wanted to take a moment and thank each and everyone of you for the warm and sweet welcome and comments you have given me. I am very honored to be a part of such a wonderful family. If there is ever anything I can do for any one please feel free to ask. I well TRY and get comments sent back out but just in case I miss one or two please know that I thank you for your welcome! Much Love to all, Goddess of Afrika of Lestat's Dark Covenant Family
I didn't come up with this but it's just too good to keep to myself. Peace! Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Espe
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Hello My Friend, Long time ... I need your help on something, I'm sure you will help...
Oh Well
Oh how I love being able to walk around my house naked after I get out of the shower, when nobody is at home. Its absolutely marvelous the freedom I feel. Can't help it Im bored & thought I would share..
Dumb Parents
Hello all I am writting this cz, my wifes kids father, (my step children) thinks he is god. But he knows better than to cross my path. This man is a women beater, and a child beater. He needs to dissaper forever. I so hate this person, he thinks he is a father, but he really is not. I would give anything to have 3 minutes alone with him, cz that is all I would need...... Well talk to you later...
Confusious say; Man who stand on toilet, high on pot
Time Is The Most Valuable Thing A Person Can Spend
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: May 20, 2007 12:54 PM Time is too slow to wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too quick for those who rejoice. But for those who love, time is too short! The value of life to me lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them; a person may live long yet live very little. To me; it's what have you done in your life to help make this world a better place. It's never to late to change one's ways. Till one matures and understands truly what they are on this earth for, one cannot successfully lead a gratified life. We are all hear to learn and to give. Though many live there entire lives making everyone around them miserable and being takers there entire lives. There is an end. One day everyone will have to stand before a much more powerful being, and will all be judged there. I believe you live your life and if you don't get it right you come back and start over
Believe In Yourself
Believe in yourself. Even when you think you can't. Believe in yourself. Even when you think nobody does. Believe in yourself. 'cause when you don't, everything looks so much harder. Believe in yourself. 'cause you just can't live without it. Believe in yourself
Funny Comments
Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? >Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. >Man: Is this seat empty? >Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. >Man: Your place or mine? >Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. >Man: So, what do you do for a living? >Woman: I'm a female impersonator. >Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? >Woman: Do not enter. >Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? >Woman: Unfertilized. >Man: Your body is like a temple. >Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. >Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. >Woman: But would you stay there? >Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. >Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. >Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together >Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together
One Nation, Under Pepsi...
Honestly, do a little research before reposting retarded hoaxes. 'Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.'
If People...
I swear, if I get ton more comments on how good I look, it's going to get hackneyed because I do not look good, so the actual pretty girls will want some word that is better then sexy, hot, beutiful, etc. I don't know about you but I can't think of any lol.
5-20-07 28th Entry
I can't wait till this emotionaly gambit I've been running lately goes away. I hate this up and down crap I'm going through. I sit and wonder how much more I can take waiting wize and I wind up telling myself I've gone this far, I can go a few more months. I just have to change the time frame of my plans for the future. But the hardest thing in that is I have to find a way to give up having kids. One the things I've wished for since I was around 17. I wanted to have a set of twin sons in my mid 20's. It ain't gonna happen. People keep telling me that it can. Keep trying to help me not give up on that but I have to face reality. I can't have kids now because it would more then likely put me in a wheelchair due to destroying my back with the weight addition. So by the time I get the surgery, get the weight off and would be capible of carrying the rugrat (or rugrats in my hope), I'd be over 40. Too old in my eyes to have kids. So I gotta give up one dream that I've nev
Review Perhaps To Come In This Blog...
Off to dinner and to see The Last King of Scotland..
One Of The Best...
and sweetest comments anyone has ever left me.. I didn't want to lose it. You are a beautiful, and amazing woman with a platinum soul and stainless spirit. You're going to do something, and be someone, I know it like I know my own face. And when you get there, and you sit back, and think to yourself "I made it." I'm going to see you, smile, and say "I told you so." I pray one day you can see yourself for who you are in everyone elses eyes, Melly.
No One Is Real Here Any More
When I first came to this site I met some people who were real but slipped away I had a friend who i held close to me as my only best trusted friend that came to this site and she became a lieing slut litterally. This site fucks people up. All it is is of people who want a piece of ass, who wanna lie, Who need a place to get away and feel falsely accepted, Who wanna bitch about others being fake because they are the fake ones. Its one big mother fucking drama orgy. Ever since I been here my friends turned agienst me, I have come accross one to many wanna bes Downraters who wanna have immature fun Assholes who think talking shit behind a comp makes me scared when it doesnt do shit but makes me laugh and them a death will Sluts and perverts out the fuckin ass here Naked pics I know humanity is stupid and lost it's ways and this site proves it. I dont care who I piss off or what I cause But there is very few real ones any more most of u are fake and U KNOW IT So to all of u
Don't tell me you need me, Don't tell me you care, Don't tell me you love me, Don't say another word, Don't tell me you want me, Can't you see? My heart breaks, one piece at a time. Don't touch me so gentle, Don't look in my eyes, Just go, I can't take this pain, Don't make me believe, Don't make me feel, Leave me alone, I don't need the act. Don't play with my hair, Don't pretend to care, Don't, Just leave me alone. Copyrighted to Jessica Kimbell
What U Do....
For so long i've waited. Patiently, Quietly, Without a single sound! Amidst the shadows, hidden by the darkness of the heart. Feelings, strong and intense, Like nothing ive ever felt before. Holding them inside, Swelling, with all the love and passion I feel for you. Hiding my feelings from you, like i hide my face from prying eyes. Acting like a friend, and a fool. Wanting so much, to be more. Prayers. Made in the night, to a god who never listens. Wishes, made upon starts that sparkle so bright, but inevitably fade out. All of them, for happiness. All for love. All for you. All for naught. Losing all the hopes i had, feeling those warm dreams die. Taking a part of me with them, thinking it will never be. Then, Unexpectedly, A ray of light. A shimmer of hope. A great silver blade, to cut away the darkness. Hopes return. Memories remembered. Those powerfuly moving feelings, Come back to my heart. Tearing away the darkness, me
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My Hubby
i just want to sy my husband died on sept 27th of 2006 i miss him very much i found him dead on that mormning and i wish i had to do all over again i would have held him all night long and i think in someway i should have been able to save him but they tell me i couldnt but i just wish i could change everything and go back to sept 26th and make evrything better i love you my sexy budda man i hope you are waiting at the gates for me cuz i will be looking for you huggsssssssss and love forever, i didnt just lose my husband i lost my best friend also , love always kelli maxwell
Art And Jazz Festival
your face against mine smell my scent your favorite kind your neck 2 allow me 2 kiss soft nibble gently your arms around my chest or my back to rest your breasts your legs lock into mine or let me stroke them from behind your mind n think of me 4 i'm thinking of u like 2nite baby
This Is How I Feel
...... Okay, SO!! hows life people? i always ask becuase no one ever ask's me lol.. anyways. i just wanted to put this out on a blog becuase no one ever reads my bullitons and no one has ever heard of what im writing. its just life i guess ya know? so if u read then thanks.. ure awesome :D No title............................................ What do yo udo when you have so many decisions in life to make? Do you take the chance one by one hoping that you made the right choice? Or do you let life itself take its time on working everything out for itself? Everything is ment to happen for a reason right? so why do we have t o go though all the pain and suffering? to teach us something? how long will it take and what will we get out of it? its like work... you do it for money and experiance. so life sux and we are forced to live it. but we must not let it bring us down. ugh! in other terms. why me? why any of us? seriously though. I m
In this desolate land I lay, and here I forever stay.... never ever to go away.
Man Rant!!!!
Ok.....I'm extremely irritated, and need to rant!!!! I had a man approach me at work.....was flirting with me...asked for my number so he could call and take me out to dinner.....I told him that I preferred to not give my number out, but said he could give me his......he said he would just come by when I got of work.....he showed up...walked me to my car.....I asked him if he'd ever been married....had kids.....he said no to both. He said he would come see me the next day. Well.....the next day....I walk into work....and he's there...with his daughter.....he pulls me aside....and tells me that we need to be careful, because his friend told his wife that he saw us at my car......I went off....I was pissed....I told him that I couldn't believe he lied to me....his defense..."'re so beautiful....I really wanted to take you out" WHAT AN A**HOLE!!!!! Is there any loyalty in the world anymore??? Does anyone value relationships???? This is the kind of thing that makes me have n
For You
the beauty and pain of love, is almost to much to bear butterflies dance in my stomach, i've never desired anything so much. my very spirit yearning and wanting, my heart is in agony when you are not near me, emotions i feel are so powerful as if to transport me away to some far away place within myself. although I am unable to enter. I may Only look upon it as it slips away everything inside me seems to be lost without your smile to coax it out. the light within me is weakend and dim. if you could leave my thoughts for a while, I might feel some relief. but when I am home in bed I cant help myself tossing and turning with heartache for my sweetest love. all the time I didn't see how I really needed you in my life, I thought I would give up and push you aside, find someone else who can be there and comfort me, but such false loves would soon fade. it did not cure my lust or love for my sweetest, my best, my only true lover, you! my realiza
Time Is The Most Valuable Thing A Person Can Spend
Time is too slow to wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too quick for those who rejoice. But for those who love, time is too short! The value of life to me lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them; a person may live long yet live very little. To me; it's what have you done in your life to help make this world a better place. It's never to late to change one's ways. Till one matures and understands truly what they are on this earth for, one cannot successfully lead a gratified life. We are all hear to learn and to give. Though many live there entire lives making everyone around them miserable and being takers there entire lives. There is an end. One day everyone will have to stand before a much more powerful being, and will all be judged there. I believe you live your life and if you don't get it right you come back and start over again till you do. Time is truly the most valuable thing one can spend. Time is the moving image o
I found you under a tree You just looked at me Knowing exactly how to set me free Thats when you and I became we My heart flutered at every kiss The way our lips fit together I knew I was going to miss Those kisses that felt like feathers Your hands roam my body Touching my skin like you've known me forever Our movements felt naughty Even though it was always my surrender Then to see you leave with her My mind remembered what I am Something that can never compare For I am just a simple little lamb For I will always be a substitue lover There till something better comes Always good, but not forever Ant the one good enough for some
As I've Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for ma
Things I Say And Do
I tend to say some fucked up things I always seem to be an ass in so many different ways Yes i do regret some of them others I just cant say but no matter what I say or do my feelings for u never change I know you hate me and its gonna take a bit All i know right now is that I love you, and I feel like shit i wasnt tryin to be rude to you or hurt u in anyway But yea I put my foot in my mouth again what more can i say Im sorry babe i really mean it, And i hope u will forgive me I know i fuck up alot and u know thats what kills me i dont want to lose you this way so please dont take it all away i dont mean to do alot of the fawked up things i do or say
All Thats Left
i awake in the night cold sweats images of you why cant i forget i want so bad to forget you plague my mind like a bad dream i drown myself im fawkin pissed after what u put me through what do u expect me to do sit here and cry beg you to come back im done with you and all your games all that's left of us are the pictures in these frames Ive tried so hard to make things work but your so set in your ways so set in making me hurt now the time has come to say goodbye your control of me and my life is about too die I can see in your eyes all the pain that's inside the look on you face just cant hide the hatred within im pushing you back but still your here haunting my dreams and making me wonder what am i to do so i turn up this bottle all i see is myself just sitting there on the shelf all i see is me sitting here alone all i see is me me without you
Maddie's Father Flies Home
font color="yellow" size="6" face="comic sans ms">Madeleine's father returns to UK font color="aqua" size="3" face="comic sans ms">The father of missing Madeleine McCann has flown back to the UK from Portugal to meet organisers of the campaign to find his daughter. The Portuguese police have arranged for an officer to travel to Marakesh in the hunt for Maddie after several sightings of her in Morocco. Her family are calling for a 1 min silence at 12 noon today in memory of Maddie. Gerry McCann is expected to spend just over 24 hours away from his wife Kate and two-year-old twins Sean and Amelie. He will also deal with personal matters during the family's first time apart since Madeleine's abduction on 3 May. It is thought Mr McCann's arrangements may allow the family to stay in Portugal for the foreseeable future. Mrs McCann remains at the family's holiday apartment in the Algarve resort of Praia da Luz, where they continue to wait for news of the four-year-old
Slit your throat Watch the blood spill Choking screams Relish the kill The fear in your eyes Is so tantalizing My mind is gone The bloodlust rising Taste the blood Peel back the flesh Your body's still warm The kill still fresh Covered in blood My sight has gone red Revenge is sweet Now I can rest my head Crush your skull Break your bones Carve up your corpse Weigh the pieces down with stones Throw you in the river Where the flesh will slowly rot No formal burial necessary This is your final resting spot
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Mother Trucker
Hello everyone, as most of you know i was with a guy who i was madly in love with. Everything was fine. up until his devorse came near, then everything started to change. I tryed everything in my power to help him. All he did was push me away.Soo in turn, I started pushing him away. I started talkin to people on the net, texting people, talking to other people more than i would talk to him. Then I got sick of it. I tryed so hard to bring him back to me. I did everything for him. I cooked, i cleanned, i washed his clothes for work, i made sure he had a lunch to take to work. Then one day he just snaped! He broke down and told me he was still in love with me, told me he was planning on leaving me for another woman. Then told me he wasen't gunna do it, and took every females number out of his phone right infront of me! We even went and got his number changed! but no, there was this one older woman that he had to call and thats when i knew it was over. I had done everything in my power to
Somehow i start to think this morning abouth mercy and i find so beautyfull things to me abouth it.. I REALISE THAT MERCY -allways go in true -runaway everything what is bad -not try to be clever -do everything to God -agains people,s flesh -want to be little in anothers eyes -let others to win -dont want use own freedom -dont want to rule others -want to be simle -dont hang up whit materia -never get angry -every joy is in heaven -want to give not take -runaway world -joy everything good -be srong when there is only poor -never be broud -never talk behind others back -dont know jelouse -dont try to be better than other one IN THIS WORLD AND IN THESE DAYS THERE IS NOTHING NEW OR NOTHING WHAT CAN STAY FOREVER! IF WE CAN BE HUMBLE ..THEN MERCY IS BIG IN US!!! TOO OFTEN THOSE WHO WE THINK ARE OUR FREND,AND WHO WE THINK IS SO IMPORTANT OUR LIFE...STEP KNIFE
Bam!! Crash!!
Well, sorry everyone for not being around last night. I was out of town this weekend, riding with some friends over to see a baseball game. One the way home, we had ourselves a little accident. In the middle of nowhere. No 'net, no cell, no NOTHIN' No one was seriously hurt, mainly cuts bruises, but it put me out of touch for some time. I managed to drag myself home at about 5 this morning. I will catch up on comments and such as soon as I can. But first I gotta get some sleep.
My Horoscope 4 The Day, Sometimes These Things Are So True, Cause Im Ready For A Change ;)
What happens to goods when they're left in the shop window for too long? They fade! The stars say it's time for a change of pace, a new attitude and some fresh anecdotes so people can really appreciate your fabulousness. Get more @ Have a great week everyone!! xoxox Jen
Gift Of Emptyness
Dead to the world, And everyone in it, I haunt the horizon, As nothing more than, A ghost seeking for, Life and reason beyond my means. Stuck in this, Plain of existence, There was nothing, For me here, Until love coiled, Its way between us. You are my everything, While all else is pure nothingness, Though I may exist in a world, In which I no longer belong, I still wish to spend, Every waking moment with you, Being right beside me. I have nothing more to give, Then this love which, Flows through my veins.
Ok i'm starting to friggin love these things! Just had the crappest day ever and that really cheered me up. Horoscopes rule :P "You know, of course, that substance is what matters -- but all the better if this person's substance comes with some sexy wrappings. You're feeling pretty magnetic yourself. When the two of you meet, watch out!"
The Underground.....
Dollar bills and dirty deals, Smokey ash, and pointy heels, Roaming eyes, and naked hips, Secret doors, and playful whips. Martini ice and Blackjack kings, Naughty girls with angel wings, Roulette wheels, and millionaires, Greedy hands, and nervous stares. Dancing shoes and Poker bluffs, Sharp black suits and silver cuffs, Private rooms and fancy meals, Shiny red Ferrari wheels. Slimy seals and VIP’s Sloppy kisses, bouncing knees, Frilly skirts and winking eyes, Sliding zippers, loosened ties. Photo shoots and makeup bags, Kinky sex, designer tags, Painted lips, and furry coats, Bodyguards and secret notes. Coloured jazz and piano blues, Sneaky whispers, toxic booze, Illegal guns and flick-blade knives, Fake id’s and stupid wives. Loyal mistress, healthy pockets, Swinging orgies, hotel dockets, Dope deal runners, dirty cash, Popping pills and hydro hash. Money counters, copied bills, Private mansion in the hills, Crooked coppers, blinded eye
Well Now What?
Ok it is like 7:40 in the morning and I am sitting here with the realization that there is absolutely nothing on TV, Nothing to do outside yet. My plan for the day is to go golfing...but you know....even that doesn't sound that appealing..But what does sound fun is to cause as much mayhem as possible......just wanna run out in the middle of the street and do the best Rooster imitation that I can possibly do then run back in the house really quick..and watch from my window as my neighbor come outside going what the fuck was that....or even better I could get a water balloon launcher and launch eggs 3 or for blocks away at in a random direction just to see if I can hear any impacts.....sounds like a lot of fun don't it....This time of the morning I am pretty sure I could piss some one off enough to hear them scream and yell
Priest At His First Mass
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the $$=+ out of him.
Belgians Find Tomb Of Ancient Egypt Courtier
CAIRO (Reuters) - Belgian archaeologists have discovered the intact tomb of an Egyptian courtier who lived about 4,000 years ago, Egypt's culture ministry said on Sunday. The team from Leuven Catholic University accidentally found the tomb, one of the best preserved of its time, while excavating a later burial site at the Deir al-Barsha necropolis near the Nile Valley town of Minya, south of Cairo. The tomb belonged to Henu, an estate manager and high-ranking official during the first intermediate period, which lasted from 2181 to 2050 BC and was a time of political chaos in ancient Egypt. The archaeologists found Henu's mummy wrapped in linen in a large wooden coffin and a sarcophagus decorated with hieroglyphic texts addressed to the gods Anubis and Osiris. The tomb contained well-preserved painted wooden statuettes of workers making bricks, women making beer and pounding cereal, and a model of a boat with rowers, a ministry statement said. "The statuettes (are of)
Monday Stuff
Overall was a pretty good weekend. :) 2 trips to see David.. and then actually did some cleaning for once. As a bachelor I ignore it far too much. Have a meeting this morning at 11. AFter that will get work done.. I I might decide its too nice out and the hammock might be calling my name. I've been thinking about one of my horoscopes from the other day. I don't believe in them.. but sometimes they give really good advice. The one in particular is the one about being more attached to some people than they deserve and recognizing when its affecting my life. I do that so much... worrying about relationships, not what people think of me, but of keeping them strong and keeping people happy. I do this to the point of hurting myself. Often when I get in a situation where a relationship "hurts", I don't cut ties, I keep trying to make it work... whether as a friend, in business, or someone I care for much deeper than a friend. When it doesn't work, those are the time
Its Been A While...
okie... so its been a while since i have written in here... first off... im single... and have been for about 2 months now... i told phillip that i was pregnant and he ran! like the coward he is... and im not trying to be mean but its true... he kept coming up with reasons as to why we shouldnt get married... so yea... he already has a new girlfriend... we were together for 17 months... so yea... Hayven is walking and talking all the time now... she has 12 teeth now... its crazy to see how much she has grown in the 14 months that she has been on this earth... i went in for a DNA test over a month ago with hayven... but i dont know if her father went in or not... i guess ill be finding out here really soon... i have just been trying to live it one day at a time... mainly because if i try to dweel on the past then i just get overwhelmed and things get bad... so things are hopefully gunna start to go up... because i am just trying to move on with my life... even tho its hard..
Zen Sarcasm
ZEN SARCASM 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It is always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer al
Quotes Again!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates Sex is better than talk...Talk is what you suffer through so you can get to sex. A fast word about oral contraception. I asked a girl to go to bed with me and she said 'no'. Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome. The first law of dietetics seems to be: if it tastes good, it's bad for you. You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither! I think I mentioned I could make love for eight hours. What I didn't say was that this included four hours of begging and then dinner and a movie. Sex is like bridge: If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. I think people should be free to engage in any sexual practices they choose; they should draw the line at goats though. Women need a reason to have sex, men just need a place. Sex is the most beautiful thing that can take
So Sexy Hot!
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Fear Of The Inexplicable
But fear of the inexplicable has not alone impoverished the existence of the individual; the relationship between one human being and another has also been cramped by it, as though it had been lifted out of the riverbed of endless possibilities and set down in a fallow spot on the bank, to which nothing happens. For it is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new,unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as something alive and will himself draw exhaustively from his own existence. For if we think of this existence of the individual as a larger or smaller room, it appears evident that most people learn to know only a corner of their room, a place by the window, a str
In Darkness She Waits...
In darkness she waits... with so much time and patience. For she lives a life which is led by loneliness and doubt. A soul divided - indecision now blocking her path. A journey which she has never strayed from in the past. A burden that weighs heavy on this woman's fragile heart. A choice, a decision that cuts through her like a knife...apart. Past experiences that add to her life, and yet are painful reminders. She feels as if she's nothing... the shell of her former self, a tormented soul. Ashamed... she knows the many things she's done for love, for acceptance - fearing rejection, loneliness and despair. Tied to a past where there's no hope of going back, no hope for repair. In darkness she waits... realizing how love can be the best thing that happens. But knowing it's also the worst thing at the same time. So feeling alone, fearful and discarted - she will sit and wait in darkness.
Quote Of The Day
However deep our devotion may be to parents or to children, it is our contemporaries alone with whom understanding is instinctive and entire. Vera Brittain
Birthday Lament
So once again, my birthday is here, and once again, i find myself growing older, and i wonder to myself, am I wiser? As we all know the saying, older and wiser... Older is the one we can't stop, no matter what, every second we get older. Can't stop that, no matter what we do. However, wiser.... Have I really gotten wiser. Honestly, I don't know yet. I guess true wisdom is from somewhere that can't be described, and you really don't know until its either too late, or someone points it out to you. I stand on the precipice of entering my 4th decade on the planet... (decade 1: 0-9, decade 2: 10-19, decade 3: 20-29, decade 4: 30-39)... and I look back on my life, and I've decided that the last 3 months, since I've found you guys, have been the best times I've had so far, and I'm not going anywhere, and you better not either.
Gentle curves, Dancing in the moonlight Soft, silken caresses Flesh upon flesh in a never ending Dance of lust Kisses landing on Milky thighs. Traveling over fleshy mountain tops& down earthen, flowing valleys Butterfly kisses On lips of red Blazing a trial Of hot molten fire Down muscles gripped in Tense pleasure Fiercely joining In quiet desperation Passion spent But never relieved Always wanting Always craving more Tranquil nights Spent in loving arms Wrapped in a blanket Of security Forever bound to twisting Ties Of the heart, mind, body Soul
God Created The Rose In The Likeness Of A Woman
The rose represents beauty. The stem represents strength. The pedals are soft as skin. The fragrance pure and sweet. The leaves represent arms outsretched,always loving always giving. Each time you look at a rose,remember.....God made women special.
For My Friends & Fans Plz Read
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! < B> The husband yells, "When you die, I'm
The Truth About Downrating
just a FYI for all that seem to be new to cherry.....downrating does not effect your points or your standing, you still get all the credit so the stress is not worth it all a downrating person does is identify a person you don't need to be friends with so smile and move on with the knowledge that your a better person
Lets Talk Sex
Okay, so apparently, I'm not adventureous or imaginative enough. So, tell me, what have you done to spice up your sex life. Do you role play? Play with food, toys or something else? Help a girl out! LOL
Here We Go
My first class since September starts tonight at 6. I can't wait to get back into classes and finish up. In my younger days I watched wrestling and my favorite guy was The Rock. I used to be able to do a pretty good impression too. FINALLY!!! The Mac HAS COME BACK.... to college! *listens to all the Mac-a-maniacs chanting his name*
New To Cherry Tap
Bear with me here I am new to Cherry tap. I am trying to figure out all the ins and outs of it.....just a little FYI!!! Thanks for the patience!
I had to move the blog of this morning into this new blog: I have read a bulletin about someone, who is saving animals, and in a bulletin he talks about helping him in spending food to the animals. There is of course a reason that one should help those animals, but I ask me how many children are living in bad circumstances, and I see my first obligation in helping the children and then I go and do this for animals. I understand that it breaks someone's heart to see suffering pets, but please remember at first the suffering children in this world. Sometimes it happens that little dogs in richs families have a better food than some children in emergency. One can help BOTH, but the main for me are the kids. As long as this fact is reality, that children must suffer, I can't decide different. I don't say, that it is bad to help the animals, in itself it is a good thing. But the children are there and they need us. Suffering persons have priority. It sounds perhaps revolutional, but pleas
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Robin Williams - Viagra
Im Back
yeser i am! i missed u all!!!!!! *muah*
Atten!!!!!all Ldc Creators,founders,andco-founders!!!!rulez...
The Laws Note: Demon Storm was excused from the metting. Note: We will be having a meeting night once a week every week for ALL members who want to participate in gettin to know more members, expressing any concerns, or just to ask questions. Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off. Law #2: From now on anyone that tried to join that is in another family will not be able to. If your in a family other than this one now they are fine. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absense) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Don not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins th
Theme Song
As per suggestion of one of my best friends, I will now blast White Snake- Here I Go Again before heading out to school. I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises and songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone But I've made up my mind I ain't wastin' no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity And I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk al
hey everyone,ok here it is,im an admin on a site called there is also a sister site which is trying to get all my friends to register,it has so many great things on it, heres alil about it,,in the download section u can find movies,awesome music,programs ,software,yahoo and msn things,skins,theres online games too,like soldier of fortune,we have some crews in there already if anyone is a gamer,,,ok on the home page we have have a shout box,some music to listen to,we have an arcade that keeps track of everyones high scores so if ur competitive or just like games plz come play,,try n beat some of my scores i dare ya,,,we have our own chat room where we all get together n chat here n there,u have ur own profile,,mine is under the name juicey,,,i have contact info,,the site is very important to me n stand behind it 100%,,,so plz all my friends go register,,ty xx oo xxoo
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep.... The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect? I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act
A Little About Me :p
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: mark Birthday: 04/11/1975 Birthplace: home is alaska Current Location: tampa Eye Color: blue Hair Color: no hair Height: 6' Right Handed or Left Handed: lefty Your Heritage: human being The Shoes You Wore Today: combat Your Weakness: fun Your Fears: showing up at school in my undies whew glad that's out there Your Perfect Pizza: its not what you eat its who you eat it with Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: TOTAL ENLIGHTENMENT Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol lmao acronyms in general Thoughts First Waking Up: urghh hmph !@#$##@% Your Best Physical Feature: my hair Your Bedtime: when everyother option has expired Your Most Missed Memory: how would i know I missed it Pepsi or Coke: depends jack or captian MacDonalds or Burger King: ewww Single or Group Dates: hey im just happy to be there Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton for sure Chocolate or Vanilla: chocoholi
Lets U In On A Lil Freak Knowledge!
Hello Everyone , I am here to tell you a lil bit about how to reconize a FREAK. Being a Stone Cold True FREAK is no easy job unless it comes natural. You can't just turn into a FREAK over night. Being a FREAK is deep down within you. This is how you can determine a STONE COLD FREAK: 1.) We are mentally as well a Physically CREATIVE in all that we encounter. 2.) We don't care about what others think about our FREAKINESS. 3.) We can provide you with MANY Mental as well as a Physical ORGASMS. 4.) We are Understanding, Open-Minded, Out-Spoken, Intelligent and Caring Individuals. 5.) We believe in totally Pleasuring our partners to the fullest extent. 6.) We are visually inclined to seek out the Pleasure in all humanity. 7.) We are Erotic, Wild, Wierd, Warm Blooded Beings. 8.) We seek others just like us, For Total Full-Fillment. 9.) We are never desperate, Always driven and bound by Desire. 10.) We see what we want, we go after it and Will obtain it at
this is for my wifey Morgan....thanks so much for makin me smile today even though im as sick as i am you bring so much sunshine in my life...thanks for being my ya babes show her some love.......
Jason And Andrea
this is for my two bestest friends in the whole world thanks so much for being here for me through everything i love u both so much i'd be lost without u 2 in my life....remember we're friends to the 2 r my rock without u 2 i'd b lost again i love you two with all my heart..... show them 2 love....
Apparent Glich
OK just got this from Dixie Darlin and she say's she's confused like ya'll are.Folder set to public but only friends are able to bomb...solution,send her a friend request then get in there and GIT-R-DONE. ¢¾Dixie Darlin ~UAO Bomb Squad~CT Wifey of Faery Dragon¢¾@ CherryTAP
Crawling On My Knee's..
Crawling underneath the table, hands grasping your thighs, kneading the tight muscles before slowly spreading them apart.......mmmmm......wiggling my way in between and kneeling.....rubbing my face over your crotch, around and around until I feel your cock stiffening beneath the fabric of your trousers....unfastening your belt and tugging downnnnnn the body squirming with anticipation....lowering the waistband of your underwear and reaching inside with both of my soft hands.....breathing in deeply and cupping your balls in one palm, my other hand coiling around your growing dick......such a pretty cock......the tip of my tongue easing out to lightly touch your cockhead......quietly moaning as I begin to circle the flared head with sweeps of my tongue, wetting it.......fondling your balls, rolling them in the warmth of my hand......they are so heavy with cum......may I take it from you?......will you give me your cream?......enclosing the head inside my heated, wet mouth..
Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: Nikki Birthday: 06/14/1983 Birthplace: home is Tampa FL Current Location: tampa Eye Color: blue Hair Color:Reddish dirty blonde Height: 5' 6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty Your Heritage: human being The Shoes You Wore Today: Foot Flops Your Weakness: A kind smile Your Fears: I fear not for my slef, but for the rest of you. Your Perfect Pizza: One made with Love!! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: TOTAL ENLIGHTENMENT Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't think i have one Thoughts First Waking Up: A wonderful day it will be, or wishing to stay in bed Your Best Physical Feature:Just have to pick one?? Your Bedtime: when I have nothing better to do Your Most Missed Memory: This question is just retarted...How can u have a memory of something u missed? Pepsi or Coke: Nither apple juice MacDonalds or Burger King: ewww Single or Group Dates: just out with people!! Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla:
Hmm Humor Me :p
I think we need to have a "biggest on CT" At least if i cant find a steady GF to use it with, maybe I can at least get SOME credit out of it... Guys need something egotistical to brag around. I want to be able to claim the title if I can. If not..well my hats off to whoever would win :)
Is Love Real?
A guy I graduted with from High School posted a Blog on one of my other sites with the same subject. Asking if love is real and talked about how easily people fall in and out of love. I didn't know how to respond to him. Although he had some good points of people who had arranged marriages and people who stayed together to have someone, I've always looked for the person that I had a deep attraction and who could be my best friend. Most of the time, the deep attraction was blindin me to think it was love but I didn't have that person who would be my best friend. I look at my parents. They were friends with eachother prior to dating and getting married. Their first marriages fell apart for different reasons and found eachother in the end. Although they have their separate things, they do things together. They have their date day. Going to ball games, dinners, movies, or whatever they want to do (or what my dad plans for them to do). I wouldn't say their communication is the best out
My First Mum!!!
I know I am prolly overly excited but I actually posted my first mum today. Please go vote on it. I just started voting on mums last night when I found out how many friggin points I get and well I like to give out my opinion too. lol Hugs to all ..........Sonya :-) Heres the MUM link!!!!!!!!!
Its All True
Its all true with the base of life that the truth be in things that u belive in with all your heart, If you stand strong and you do all that you can anything can happen. As in Love i never knew that id have a love in my life as i do now and id never change that for the world for he is the world to me ( besides my kids )He is the one that makes my world go around and that makes me smile with every thought that crosses my mind for he means so much to me as i mean to him. We guide each other with deepest moments with passion, love, careing, understanding, trueth in everything that we stand for for each other....We all have our ups and downs but when it shows and comes to the point we know that we care and will always be there for each other..... I dont know how much more to express that i can stand for all the i want and all that need to make it be shown that im not going no were that im a strong minded woman and i will make it through it all with the love of my life at my side stand
Still Read Horrorscopes!
This is mine today! "You're motivated and inspired right now. Most importantly, you're filled with a serene and startling clarity. This sense of purpose guides you to the right people who are willing and eager to help you with your plans." Firstly it been one of those days! I am about motivated and inspired as a flat tyre in a thunderstorm! About as serene and full of clarity as Los Angeles Fog.. The only think i am guiding myself towards is sleep!!!! If anyone has a plan though, get intouch!! Be fun!
Lingering Morning
The night would fade with morning and still the dream has lingered like the small trails of silver thread left behind by the spider in her web I have not clouded up the last memory by lingering through its night. The cry of the morning insists I've come to day. Long fine rays of sunlight pour through sheer curtains to let the warmth wake me. Restless not for morning, nor holding close the night, I've bangueted on dreams I'm forced to lift the sheets.
Cincy Bungholes
I would personally like to congratulate the Bengals for officially having more arrests than wins this past year. Yep, folks, and now they are acutally cutting the offenders. I am hoping this sets some sort of precedence for the league that being a ghetto fabulous thug does not ensure entry into or a lifetime in the NFL.
i got another new piercng today :D yaya me! hehe yaya i know...what can i say im addicted :D
Laws Of Love
Chemistry of Love Just like a chemical reaction, two different worlds combine together to create a new world. Physics of Love is equivalent to the 3rd law of Newton You'll get love equal to that you gave to your love. Mathematics of Love Love multiplies happiness, adds meaning to your life and subtracts your worries. Electronics of Love Love flows from one end to other only if they are connected correctly.
Vote For Me Im The Sexiest In This Contest
another contest to vote for me me me xxxooo
May 21th~fucking Bullshyt
well i get home from the track on saturday n have a message from Becca saying tht she heard form searvel people tht Me n Travis were holding hands. well tht pissed me off cuz i didnt even speak to fucking Travis all fucking nite. i had to fucking work like any other fucking day.i didnt even talk to many people at tht.its fucking bullshyt Becca fucking said i dont fucking care anymore i dont want him u can fuck him thts nasty i dont want someone whos parents have tell him to take a fucking shower. im so fucking sick of everyones fucking bullshyt.go bring it to someone else.cuz im fucking tired of it. ill warn u now IF U CALL ME ANY NAMES OR ANYTHING AT THE TRACK IT WILL B TAKEN TO THE OFFICE N I DONT CARE IF U GET KICKED OUT OR WARNED OR FINED IM FUCKING TIRED OF THE BULLSHYT.N U CAN HATE ME ALL U FUCKING WANT IM FUCKING TIRED OF IT.cuz if i say a damn thing to ya ill get in trouble n u know what im about to tell people what the fuck i think of em n trust me i fucking will im so fuck
Surprise (erotic Story)
This is the first story I am going to share, it's been a while since I wrote a story, I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.... SURPRISE Rough day at work as usual, different situations to solve and try to please everybody, can’t wait to hit the 5 O’clock and get into my car, turn on my radio, loud….. Smoke my cigarette and grab my cell phone to call my beautiful slave who is waiting at home. Finally the 5 O’clock, I go quickly to clock out of the office, say good bye to my coworkers and as if I was taken on rollerblades got into my car…. Out of the parking lot, on my way to the arms of my girl… the traffic is heavy, at that hour is always the same deal, everybody is getting out of their jobs, everybody rushing to get to their final destinations…. There, I was, stuck in traffic, taking my shoes off! “aaaahhh that feels so damn good!” I grabbed my cell and speed dial my home number… 3 rings and I hear the sweet voice of my girl “Hello” “Hi baby” I replied…. I coul
This Is A Rant. Don't Read If You're An Easily Offended Male! (contents Of The Convo Inside)
Wow. Just when I thought all the sleaze balls on here were bad. My girl hooked me up with this site to meet other people on,, anyhow I saw this one guy who seemed alright. he seemed nice and everything. And he had his yahoo sn on his profile. Like I said, the man SEEMED nice. Here's what went on. ----------------------------------------------------- Sarah (5/21/2007 7:28:31 PM): Heya Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:05 PM): hello how r u Sarah (5/21/2007 7:29:12 PM): Fine thanks, and you? Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:49 PM): any pictures Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:29:46 PM): ---------> Sarah (5/21/2007 7:30:01 PM): Yes I have pictures. Sarah (5/21/2007 7:30:10 PM): Are you into thick chicks? Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:30:23 PM): may I Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:30:30 PM): maybe Sarah (5/21/2007 7:31:04 PM): Do you have a cam? Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:31:54 PM): no sorry i don't Sarah (5/21/2007 7:32:03 PM): Well I have one. Adam Lanham (5/21/2007 7:32:21 PM): may
In Real Terms
I am a SINGLE mother and TRYING to make the best of it every day of my life. The relationship with my family and children is the ONLY relationship that I concentrate on. I am currently not interested in any type of "relationship" here on the Tap and I am only seeking people to talk with and have a good laugh with when I am lonely and my children are with their father. I don't feel it necessary to share my "personal" problems or my "personal" affairs here. Those things I would rather deal with PERSONALLY! My busines own mistakes will be made and NOT shared with anyone else unless I CHOOSE to do so. If you ask personal questions, I will be eveasive and I will answer them in my own terms as NOT to give out information I feel is Not your BUISNESS!!
Here We Go Again
Nemesis member number 7459 from Streamwood IL. name Mark, came onto my page and started blasting me with 1's. Watch out for this wise guy, hes been on CT since 06 and is just now a level 4 !! real friendly JERK . I returned the favor and blocked him..
All Git-r-done Rebel Family
Rant Of The Evening
Well camping was fun.I had a blast.I just wish I had someone to share it with. This being single is gettin a little lonely.I thought i could be ok with it but Its boring.Im not sittin her being all emo n shit.I just want my man!That i can chill with and smoke with maybe have some sex lmmfao But seriously, I needs me a man.Not a pathetic boy who wants to have stupid sex and giggle about it!And plays head games.I needs me a man who likes me for me.Likes a real woman and can treat me decently!!!! Not too much to ask for.
A Quick Min To Catch Up
Hello everyone .. have missed you all tons and hope youre all doing Great !!!.. Well time is flying and im busier than ever .. helping my sister move into her new place , mikes senior renaissance fair is this thursday .. and of course i had to pull a klutz move and may have broken my foot.. im giving in and going to have it Xray'd tomorrow am .. just what i needed now UGH .. with 18 days till graduation .. Well thats my quick catch up .. nothing all that special just a day in the life of me ... Again ive missed you all and hoping everyone is doing well .. i will be back on here once the family leaves .. (june 20th) so ill see you all then .. Ginormous hugs to all .. Xoxoxoxoxox Wen :)
Ct Wedding!! 9:30 Pm Cst
Is Everything Hopeless?
Anyone ever felt like you're just stuck? Stuck in a life you never wanted, or at least not yet. Stuck in a job that has no room for advancement, no room for pay increase. Pretty much just plain stuck. It's a relentless feeling of hopelessness. And thats the best I can describe it, being hopeless. It seems like everyday now, that I feel like there isn't anything I can do. Like I'm trapped in a room with no doors, and one window. A window that teases you into thinking everything is just right around a corner. I've turned corner after corner, to get nowhere. I used to tell myself I was content, I didn't need or want any better. I suppose it all gets to me at once because I'm an extremely passive person. I let everything just happen, and say I'll get over it. And for the moment I do. It's kinda like blowing up a balloon, blow after blow, seems to have no real effect. And them one too many, and it blows up. Everything gets to me at onc
Hear This ?
I hear you call and I feel the pull in my heart It is so hard being this far apart I remind myself that soon with you I will be I want it so completely that it scares me Your in my thoughts all the day all the time Your voice is a sweet rapture so sublime I am carried away of sweet dreams of you Your with me in them all the night through We make such love that the angels cry Your the only in this world for who I would die I anticipate your sweet kiss your tongue in mine I drink you in like the finest sweet wine I am drunk on the thoughts of our love so true I ache and long to be there with you A sweet pleasure of pain and the wonder within To let go of such a gift is a condemnable sin I need you and want to make your life a joy every day I want to keep you smiling and know I feel the same way Our life shared until infinities end Your my lover, my soul mate, and my best friend ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Jason Ferchalk
Jason Ferchalk is a guy from Johnstown Pa I was getting to know but he turned out to be such an asshole by saying all these lies about my friend John. Jason is a lowlife who thinks he's a witch but he has no clue what a real witch can do. He's as fake as there is. He thinks he looks cool in that dorky cowboy hate but he's just another poser like the rest. He should not be trusted no matter what so if I were you I'd stay far away from him.
Real Job Application
McDONALD'S JOB APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 17 year old boy submitted to McDonald's in Florida... and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash. SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're
Statistically Speaking!
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery
i have over 1000 friends and only 3 people have helped me in this contest i am so ashamed i thought i was loved more than this... [ photo: 1094962493 ] makes me real sad please someone out there help me it will make me so happy
Free Sex!!!
please click my picture and rate and comment to vote...luv is returned...
Friends...there are many MANY definitions for that word. But have we ever really thought about it. I mean come on...We go to our friends when we are hurting (couselor) we go to our friends to hang out (buddy) shopping (lmfao what can I say)...and so on and so forth. but have you really ever thought about what you think of your friends or whar your friends think of you. I see myself sometimes and wonder how the hell my friends put up with my shit. But it all boils down to this When you meet and make friends with those that you are made/destined/hit up side the head be friends's like the lights go on. You have that couselor, buddy, person that you go to for any and everything...and it makes all the difference in the world. I, personally, thank God for my friends, I have learned so much about myself since I have been friends with them. and it's made all the difference in my world. I'm a better person now that some of them have pointed out my strenths,
Sarah Johns , The One In The Middle ,,,
The One In The Middle - Sarah Johns Genre/Lang. : Country 1st Verse I can't believe you'd do that to me Use me You've fooled around and a'wrecked my heart She's just a skank rode hard and put up Well, good luck Pre Chorus I would've given you the finger on my left hand The one that you use for a wedding band Chorus (But) (And) now I'm givin' you The one in the middle The one that's a little bit longer And I got another one On my other hand So I can say it even stronger If you're askin' if I'm done Well, I'm sure not sayin' you're number one (No, now I'm givin' you) (The one in the middle) (The one that says we're through) 2nd Verse I hope you're happy with your sad life That's right I hope you get what you deserve And when you're tired of TV dinners Remember (Repeat Pre Chorus) (Repeat Chorus) Bridge Well, you made your bed So go lay in it And you forced my heart and hands To the limit
Hey Everyone!
I miss you guys stop by my page. I have been going through alot and haven't been around!! I stop by every once in a while. Please dont delete me :D oh yeah and i got a new tat saturday i will get pics on here soon Lubs you all char
Down On Life
I don't understand how people can be so hurtful and not see they way their words effect other people. I don't understand all the insensitivity. Normally, I brush most things off, but when these heartless words and actions are coming from the one person who supposedly loves you most in the world....then what? Who do you turn to for comfort when this happens? How can you be expected to just deal?
Mr. Right Rejection Form Letter
Dear (____rejectee's name here____ ), I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as my Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: [Check all those that apply] ___ Your breasts are bigger than mine. ___ Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. ___ The fact that our finest dining experience to date has been at McDonald's reveals a thriftiness that I find unappealing. ___ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy condoms by the truckload" indicates that you may be interested in me for something other tha
Men Are Like.....
# Men are like....Animals Messy, insensitive and potentially violent, but occasionally make great pets. # Men are like.....Bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. # Men are like....Beer. The first sip is always bitter. No matter how many varieties you try, they are essentially the same; tasteless, full of bubbles, destabilize your metabolism and give you a headache, but somehow they linger and you either can't finish one or you can't get enough. # Men are like.....Bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. # Men are like....Bras. They offer light, medium and complete support. # Men are like....Buses. They come every 15 minutes. # Men are like....Buses. They have spare tires and smell funny. # Men are like....Computers. And a smart woman keeps a backup. # Men are like.....Copiers. You need them for reproduction, but that's about it. # Men are like.....Curling irons. They're always hot, an
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Late Mothers Day Poem.
Momma There are so many of these women that we adore, yet some how; some are forgotten, like so many crumbs on a floor. They show us love, compassion and so much more; for some people that is lost, as if burned out from the core. There are those who sacrifice their own hopes and dream; for their children’s love and lives, all alone, it would seem. Some must work to support their kids; through every lesson and team, yet there are no cards or calls; which is this rhyme theme! They come in every color, shape, and size; They come in every variation that anyone could possibly devise. They love unconditionally, without pay, for them there is no prize; Yet a mother’s love always stays true, her love never dies! My momma is different, because she has always been “The Queen,” her heart is so large it never runs short of love, it would seem. She was there to support us in all of our troubled times, yet she insured that when pay, for all our crimes. Compassion
Update On Life - May Need More Surgery....
I'm just doin a quick-hitting blog... Life's been crazy as heck. We're trying to figure out when our family vacation is gonna be - was going to be June, looking more like August now. We'll see. The DJ thing is still rocking along....if you haven't heard me yet - hit the Twisted Radio lounge 1-5pm EDT. I always put out a kickass show. Finally - my hip has popped in and out like crazy for the last 4 months - I have a feeling I might need it replaced...*sigh*...oh well, those are the breaks. TTYL - have a good Tuesday...
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I Hate Being Shy!
I have this fantasy..... This woman i know, shes about 21, beautiful, funny, cool, and sexy. She flirts with me alot, and at first i thought it was just playful, but the reality of it maybe getting real is starting to look possible. I think about how bad i just want to lay her in my bed and look at her, touch her, taste her, and pleasure her in ways she may have never imagined. Shes just my type too. But I'm older, bigger, and not nearly as attractive. Some might say i am, whatever, i need confidence because if that ever happens, i'd be too shy, giggle and back down, then kick myself later. She might just be playing still. But OMFG! She crawled in my bed while i was sick, showed me her new nipple ring..WHILE IT WAS ON, she offered me a lap dance, (of course, she was drunk) and shes always popin to see me. I might have a real chance to fulfill my fantisys about her, or i'm building myself up for another rejection.
Can They Get Any Worse?
So at 4 am this morning im laying on the couch watching a movie on TBS. ok normally they have pretty good movies on this late. but this one sucked. I dont even think if i was stoned and drunk it would be funny. hell i cant even be sure its a movie it mayjust be a show. but ick... the name of it is blotter. and its a generic version of cops. how generic you may ask... well you know b rated films? this is worse than those. its so stupid you cant turn it off because you wonder if it can get any more stupid than it is already. but on the upside i woke up soon enough to hear a song that i used to listen to several years ago on the end of a movie. i just couldnt think of how it went. lol
Xoxo To All My Friends....
ok i just CAN"T leave CT.....i can't beat the NSFW soooo.....screw the points who needs 'em when i have friends like you!!
California... super cool to the homeless. And it's going to be cool to us, too. It's officially Asscrack of Dawn a.m., and Courty and I are heading out. Phoenix, LA, Hanford. See you all when I do.
Fav Part Of The Body
Ok gents and ladies, what are you favourite parts of the human body? are u an ass? tit? eye? leg? chest? etc person.. i love a nice set of eyes and strong upper arms and a i love a hairy chest on a man .Mmmmmmmmm.. so whats urs?
So Just Wonderin
i was thinking of of getting my first tattoo, wondering if anyone has any good and/or bad experiences trying to make up my mind. I'm thinking of getting a shooting star and my kids names in the sparks flying off but have to find design too, any help on that would be nice also. take care, been awhile i hope i haven't been forgotten intirly *smiles*
The Cats Ass
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has lon
Apoem Titled :~would You Shed A Tear For Me?~
~Would You Shed A Tear For Me?~ Would you shed a tear for me if I left here tomorrow? Would you shed a tear for me to take away my sorrow? Would you shed a tear for me when I sit in darkness and fear? Would you shed a tear for me when my end is growing near? Would you shed a tear for me to help me ease my pain? Would you shed a tear for me if you had nothing to gain? Would you shed a tear for me if my soul you had to borrow? Would you shed a tear for me if my life was dim and narrow? Would you shed a tear for me if tears ran down my face? Would you shed a tear for me if I could not be saved by grace? Would you shed a tear for me if my heart broke into pieces? Would you shed a tear for me until my all my pain releases? Would you shed a tear for me if noone else would care? Would you shed a tear for me and let me know you're there? Would you shed a tear for me as I would for you? Would you shed a tear for me,Well would you? Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~
OK I AM FAT AND HUGE! This is my secret. Why bother leaving me comments like this? 2007-5-21 17:13:42 You know most of your photos are the same you should try useing someone help you get some more full pics of you.
One Phone Call Changes Everything
My friend's husband passed away last night. Her name's Tracey and she has a 16 year old son named Dillan. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. If you do pray. They're going to need a lot of help and support and all the thoughts and prayers anyone has to offer. Tom. You were a good man. A loving father, husband and friend. May you rest in peace.
Two 4 Tuesday Woo!!
Stupid People
yesterday i had to go to the library on post to change my password for my AKO account. while i was there waiting for a guy that was with me to get done, i got a phone call. it was another guy from my unit that was there to do the same thing. he called me to tell me it costs .20 cents a piece to print. i was like im like 75 feet down the hall where it doesnt cost a thing to print. he said im on way way there, not like i cared anyway. just to satisfy my own curiosity, i asked him why he told me about the price of printing. he replied he wanted to borrow the money to print, which confirmed my suspicions. i lokked at him and said u dont have .20 cents. he looked at me with a serious face and replied, i only have 100 pennies. i just looked at him and walked off. it would be one thing if it was a machine u had to put money in, but it wasnt. u pay the lady that sits up at the desk where u pick up your papers.
Lost Of A Good Friend.
Lastnight i recieved a phone call from my sister chelsea. She called to tell me that my friend Greg was just killed. I don't have all the details about what happen.. but all i know is that he was hit by a train... He was one of the few friends that understood me.. was always there for me n now he is gone..When I heard this news i dropped to the floor.. I haven't talked to him in months for the simple fact that i was always busy with work n other things that i have been going through.. I feel bad that i didn't keep in better touch with him.. n now i didn't even get to say goodbye.. I just wish that i could have talked to him before or seen him cuz maybe i could have pervented it.. I was one of the people that could always calm him down.. I know he is moved on n is at peace but it just still hurts that he is gone.. all i can say is that i hope he is in a better place.. RIP GREG WILKEY!!! I will never forget u
Yay, fer me my dad is coming up fer a visit which isn't to often that he does this, not to happy with him and the things he's done in the past but ya know the man gave me life so I can be thankful fer that, anyways I maybe a little busy while still on here so if I don't getta ya right away don't get mad at me....
My Dads Cafe In Maplewood, Nj
to anyone in the northern new jersey area. looking for a cozy cafe with great music from local and national artists please stop by heres to the arts in maplewood, n.j. it is located in the village on baker st. we have had musicians such as oz noy, keith carlock, lee finkelstein. and great local bands like dubious pastry and no outlet. come by and enjoy the food as well, cooked by my twin brother larry. the website is to see who is coming by to play. thanks andy
no here is an idea.. if you are interested.. and i show interest as well.. dont go getting pissed off at me when you ignore me for days on end and i chit chat some one else up.. jealousy was never my strong suit and i tend to dislike it very much.. why you want to be pissed off at me and make me feel like shit because you are off chatting it up with others .. not calling the kettle a little black is it
Day 3
0853 Day 3 Well day 3 back in the states. Doesnt seem to be going to much easier cuz I find myself missing my him terribly! Last night stayed at my sisters so I could see him on cam before he went out of town for the week to work. This being on dial up is really difficult on me cuz I like to visit my friends and cant do much right now. I will be back on dsl this weekend when I stay at my sisters again. I need to be getting out and finding a job for the next 3 months just to keep my mind occupied. I have found that sleeping is difficult, I guess once you get used to sleeping next to a warm body and instead waking up to a stuffed animal (yes i am hopeless, its sprayed with his cologne) it just makes you miss that body so much more. While I was in Germany I always woke up before he did and I would just lay there and watch him sleep. Seems so weird to be back in the states having all my friends call just to see how I am doing. Then I am sure they get tired of hearing me say how much I m
May 22, 2007
Her First Paycheck
HER FIRST PAY CHECK Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who s
Profound Questions
Can you cry under water? Only when your head is being held under by a person who made 1,000,000 last year. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If you make 1,000,000 a year, you will be assassinated -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? Went to the person who made 1,000,000 a year -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? You will be as you came in this world, naked and bald... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round
Gas Prices
i think we should all boycott an stop buying gas an shit
Blogging Slowdown...
You know, it's been a while (over a whole week!) since I've update my blogs.  I used to post several things a day, but recently, I just haven't been quite as interested in it.Why not?Well, I mentioned it before.  A group of us is planning on forming a poly (3+ people) marriage.In a marriage, it takes a while to learn each other's quirks and such.  Imagine having to find the quirks of two or more spouses.We've been talking almost nonstop whenever we can get online, figuring out all sorts of things we'll need to do, what will have to happen for us to live together as a family.It will take a while, but I (and the rest of the members) think it'll work, and work well...tag: polyamorous, marriage, polyamory, relationships, blogging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at
ok i was wondering if u read my 1st blog maybe some of u could copy n paste it into a blog of ur own and /or post a bulletin to register at,,if u do let me know so i can know who i owe favors to ty so much those who help ,oh 1 more thing if u go to the site and u r a visitor u cant see anything thats on the site so its better if u registewr its free,and if its not for u u dont have to return,,but ull like it theres stuff for everyone and if u have suggestions plz pop em in the forums ,,we try to keep everyone happy
Def Leppard- Rocket Live From Their Home ! A Must See. I Have This On My Dvd Its' Beyond Awesome!
Totally Amazing
This is truly amazing to me, a thought that passed through my mind not too long ago that I thought I would share with you. On top of the screen here at Cherry Tap, you see a row of faces passing right before your very eyes. Real people, real problems, dreams and hopes. You see people on these blasts looking for what? More friends, more popularity, more attention? These people are searching but only if they knew what they really needed. Have you ever really looked at all those faces passing by? Have you ever taken real notice to them? Have you ever just tried to say hi to these people, sharing the good news of the Gospel with them? Showing these people that true love is from God Himself? Take a look around your neighborhood, how many people have heard the Gospel? How many of those people have you shared with? How many of them have you felt a leading to but ignored it because of being too busy? I have felt the need to write this down as a challenge to everyone that reads thi
I added this to see how it works
Gas Prices
>NEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work. > >This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It >came from one of his engineer buddies who retired >from Halliburton. It' s worth your >consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we >are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end >of this summer and it might go higher!! Want >gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some >intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth >offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE >than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign >that was going around last April or May! The oil >companies just laughed at that because they knew >we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by >refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience >to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, >whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a >plan that can really work. Please read on and join >with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline >priced at about $1.50 is super c
Your Opinion
Well if you read the last blog, you know what I went through with my mom the past week and a half. Well, on top of all that, I had other issues to deal with. My son, He will be 18 in June and He is out of controll. My husband came on home Sunday to find that someone had broken a window to get into our bedroom (I have to keep my bedroom locked at all times to keep things from getting stolen) They took about $450 in coins and a Nintendo Wii. We suspected my son but there was no proof. Well, Thrusday he decided to steal my husbands truck and go joy riding. He has no drivers licences and was high. He got pulled and searched and they found pot and a crack stem (whatever that is) on him and got him for drugs but not for stealing the truck. The police officer told us we would have to get a warrent for him for unlawful possition of a moter vehicle. After I got home this Sunday everything hit me all at once. I have pretty much cried uncontrobally for the past 2 days. I have had thoughts about h
The Funeral Service
A young minister was asked by a funeral director in Lawton to hold a graveside service for a homeless man, with no family or friends, who had died while traveling through south-central Oklahoma. The funeral was to be held at a cemetery way back in the country, and this man would be the first to be laid to rest there. As the young minister was not familiar with the area, he became lost; and being a shy man, he did not stop for directions. He finally arrived an hour late. The young minister saw the crew eating lunch, but the hearse was nowhere in sight. He apologized to the workers for his tardiness, and stepped to the side of the open grave, where he saw the vault lid already in place. The young minister assured the workers he would not hold them long, but he believed that it was still the proper thing to do. The workers gathered around, still eating their lunch. The young minister poured out his heart and soul. As he preached, the workers began to say "Amen," "Praise the Lord,"
Check-out Day!!
Whoo Hoo!!!! They're finally leaving! For the whole summer, they'll all be gone... I am so psyched! I'm hitting the bar immediately after work to celebrate that and, of course, to watch the Ducks kick some ass... ~ * ~ QUACK ~ * ~
Freak Show (lyrics)
We paid the price In our youth Others smirked As we sought truth We dared to dream And we felt the pain Our contemporaries Branded us insane We couldn't fit No mold would hold Banished from life Out in the cold We forged our lives And we disappeared Representing all That which you feared Welcome to the Freak Show Come make yourself at home Don't mind the books and candles Please leave the snakes alone You wish to have what I have The nightmares turn to dreams Set aside your foolish fears I detest you when you scream Welcome to the Freak Show Welcome to my life Humanity within Your precious society Existing in your homes Dreams and fantasies Living on the net In books and recordshelves Even in your government You're life's a living hell Watch your children learn Our rhymes, rhthym and chant Discover our philosophy And live the way you can't You see us in the news Everyone wants some pie Our freedom excites others It was not by design W
Error User Dont Allow You Leave Comment.
whats up with that? Error: the users permissions do not allow you to leave a comment. what a fascist bitch! I trying to comments on friend page it does that. there was few people on my list it does that Matt....about month ago or so it did it to Just Dad...when I commenting on more I cant remember the name. think thats strange...unless they have setting to only accept when they are online. dont know. anyone knows why it does that..could ya please let me know. thanks. hugss, ~Mary~
Giving A Hlping Hand
Ok so it came to my attention today there are way more jerks ( male & female) around these days who think of themselves then anything else. A friend of mine posted the bring Maddie home ribbon and was down rated for it..ok FINE N DANDY then she did a MUMM for a general WOW look @ this diphead ting and she gets blasted for making the MUMM I decided Im gonna say my 2 cents n screw anyone who doesnt like it... Cherry Tap is a rockin cool place to be , meet friends, and display talent but its also a GREAT place to get support for so many issues...There are issues out the wazoo and not everyone supports the same issues BUT if one person reaches out a helping hand and lights one small spark and that spark carries to another before tolong there is a fire burning in support of whatever issue it may be..whether it be a missing child, support the troops, breast cancer, child abuse, domestic violence , heart disease, diabetes on and so forth ...millions more issues to support....
So Ya Know
If I rated your picture, That doesnt mean I want to be your friend. Sorry. I click the I'm Bored link up at the top of the screen. Rate peoples pictures for points and to pass time. I rate everyone a ten.... Men Im not interested.... and I dont even want you to think about it! If your over 5 yrs older then me your TOOOO OLD for me! EWWW Im married and I don't want you! I am bisexual... but that doesnt mean that Im hitting on all the ladies either. Im picky and sometimes shallow. Hey atleast I can admit it. So.... Just keep that in mind if you see me rating your photo.... It's probably nothing. But if you really wanna know just ask.
Coninued from the last blog I want you all to know that have met some truly wonderful MEN .... on here not boys with tiny pea brains the men and gentlemen of cherrytap.... I salute you and you know who you are .... Hugs from Sweetfox
The Retarded
Tell Me What You Think
I'm Sorry..
I'm sorry. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. ♥ If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are... ---Most ------Guys ---------Are
My god an horrendous experience has just befolded me... what is worse? a stalker or an elderly perv?? I met a man on here: who I thought looked and spoke really kindly. He looked like a hell's angel, and as a biker with many hell's angels friends, I thought I could "trust" him, so I gave him my yahoo. He started talking about his tattoos and asked me if I wanted to see them, I said yes so he turned his camera on. He was sat there, surrounded by kids toys and sexual toys, 60 if not 70 years old, legs in the air with a humungus dildo up his ass, the biggest I have ever seen, going in and out and in and out... Queue violent sickness.. He then starts messaging me all the time asking for me to look... so today I got my revenge :D Again, he asked me to view, so I said yes.... he was sat there again doing his sick thing and we minimalised the screen.... we then talked dirty to him for a little while, then I put on my cam... pointi
Just Do It
Some friendly advice Just thinking back over my life, a long, sometimes sad journey, spent most of it just surviving living payday to payday, doing what ever had to be done. Was doing a man’s work at the age of eight. Didn’t really have a child hood. Not much time for myself, seems I have always had a family to care for, and I took it very serious and did my best. Never took much time just to enjoy life. Now I am older things have finally come together and I do have time for me, hell, even have the money. For the first time in my life I can do pretty much just for me, I feel like a scared kid just starting out and ready to enjoy the world and all it has to offer. Why did I have to wait so long. What I am trying to tell all of you is to take time for yourselves now, life is short, hell, mine is about over, before long I wont be able to do much, age is catching up fast. It makes me sad to think of all the years I spent just surviving. I have a good friend ten years younger tha
To The Point ?
Sweet unbounded soul ache For but only ones sake Lost in thoughts of two as one Lost until eternities done Missing a word so inadequate The hole left behind I truly hate Lost in the one who made me anew Lost till I am there in our space with you Sometimes when I write the words just end and there is no more to write this is short but it may be complete .
Saying Goodbye.. Kinda
No.. not saying goodbye on here. :) Talking about saying goodbye to a friend. A real life friend, though I have doubts as to how real my friend was. Just got tired of the disappointments, tired of the excuses. Its never easy to do. And I hate it. But I realize when its just not a good thing to have in my life, that its time to cut ties. Well.. I didn't totally cut ties.. just said that I was tired of the disappointment.. and that I was not going to go running after her trying to fix things... but if she wanted to be friends and could treat me how I deserved, she knew where I was. I won't tell anyone I won't be a friend. But I am goingto do whats best for me. Its a big change for me not to blame myself, to be able to let go of something and see I deserve more.
Do You Know...... Do We Know
Do You Know ? Do you know what you do to me ? Do you know it is you I long to see ? Do you know that yours is the face I seek ? Do you know thoughts of you make life less bleak ? Do you know you’re the soul that to mine is a match ? Do you know you’re the itch I long to scratch ? Do you know how I dream of our first kiss dear ? Do you know how I desire to hold you near ? Do you know that your voice soothes my soul ? Do you know that together we become whole ? Do you know we were always destined to be ? Do you know what it is that you do to me ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore Do we know We know the truth deepest held We know the line where feelings meld We know between what’s wrong and right We know there is a time to fight We know we should sow seeds of peace We know not to let selfishness gain a lease We know that when we force life to our will We know our souls become quite ill We know so little and yet so much We know that life we will all touch W
Poem: My True Friend
There's no better way than to say, it like a romantic lover would do. When our special day comes we, must pay very close attention to us. By expressing each precious, word of one another's feelings. Is when those words will, tenderly pierce our inner hearts. Darlin' I smile each morning, to see the love in your eyes. That help's me make it threw the day, just as well as threw the night. I want to thank you for, being there and believe in me. By not turning me away you are the, person that I can call my true friend.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated&Revised: From 1/2000 To 5/22/2007
Brain Transplant
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. 'I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news,' he said as he surveyed the worried faces. 'The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves.' The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, 'Well, how much does a brain cost?' The doctor quickly responded, '$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain.' The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, 'Why is the male brain so much more?'
They Walk Among Us
I walked into a Quizno's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us, and many work retail. =================== One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" And they walk among us! ===================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They walk among us!! ====================

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