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Just Up.
Just up with my boy Ronnie drinking some beer. And chillin while trying to get over this lady i've known and loved 4 a long time. She stays on my mind constantly. And i just want 2 emotionally just let her go.Don't get me wrong,i have other woman i could move on with but this 1 paticular still has my complete Heart and Soul. She is the 1 i consider 2 be my Soulmate. But because i was so stupid,selfish and self ricious. I may have lost her 4ever. And that truely breaks my Heart. Because Again,i know she was created 4 me,but i did things that drove her away. Babes i do and always will love you. And can never thank you enough 4 blessing us with 2 beautiful Angels who i adore along with this lady whom i lost due 2 my stupidity. I live now everyday hoping and wishing i could find awy 2 erase the damage i've done and ust get this very special lady back. Like i said i'm just up.
Class Ring
A Witches Duty
Craft Law holds that we have a variety of duties: to the Gods, to our fellow Witches, to our neighbours, and to the Earth. Our duties to the Gods: To the Gods we offer our devotion, freely given, for they demand no sacrifice of us. Our offer is simple enough: to share our acts of love and pleasure with Them when we feel so inclined. Those acts of love and pleasure go beyond the obvious ones that we share with our lovers in private moments - think of the taste of cool water on a hot day, or the beauty of the Moonrise on a clear night, or the sheer joy of music well-performed. The Witch's customary duty, and great pleasure, is to listen for the messages of the Gods. The Gods do not force us to listen to Their words, nor can other Witches tell whether we are or are not paying attention to the Gods. But all the same, we learn through the wise words of our teachers, and the example of our fellow Witches, that listening - actively and openly - to the Gods is a good thing to do. For
My New Exercise Video
this week end i was arrested, and spent the week end in Worm town's jail cell. I hate the system, it doesn't work, it just makes money off of innocent people. who ain't really doing nothing well real criminals go free, i know what i'm sayin' isn't anything new, but seriously, this country is fuckin' bull shit now adays.
i entered a sexy eyes contest,i put the link up on my profile,go and vote pleaase
New Poem Im Working On Some What Dark
ok people here is new one i am working on let me know what you think and if you want to add some to some part let me know as well --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all traces of love and laughter have gone from her face her life is now nothing but a big disgrace all the years of pain and tears burried deep inside now stream down her once pretty face how she longs for the happiness to return; for her suffering to be over and the pain to subside her strength is now gone, no longer can she fight she walks away her life still nothing but a big disgrace.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- pain o glorious pain what a sweet release with every new cut blood drips out the deeply burried pain...... years of build up gone in a few simple scars so easy to hide.... anything to have the strength everyone wants and needs her to
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Alive Onstage
Charley Drumm, ALIVE ONSTAGE 28 May 2007, 3:53pm For more than 25 years, CHARLEY DRUMM has been standing in front of people, playing his guitar, and singing the songs he loved to sing and the songs he wrote. His original songs are inspired by benchmarks in his life, loves and heartbreaks, friends and family, and a lifestyle that has taken Charley from rags to more rags. Now 50 something years old, Charley is undergoing a major lifestyle change, moving from married, family man to single, singer/songwriter, with a penchant for fishing. Any performance of Charley's witnessed, leaves one with the definite feeling you have just been a part of something special. Coming straight from the heart, leaving nothing onstage but sweat and tears, Charley pours out his energy and love of entertaining to his audiences. With a few exceptions, Charley has always been a solo act, completely comfortable being the focus of everyone's attention in any room he's played. The many years of solo work h
4 Steps To Dysfunction
Random Lyrics for the day/week/however long till i do another.. 4 Steps to Dysfunction - Tactical Sekt " 2 point 4 kids riding in your Volvo A Kodak moment for the world to share Mommy's in the kitchen, cooking up a pot pie Watching "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" Little Johnny's in his room loading up a 12 gauge Jenny's in her room smoking crack What happened to your precious little family now? The devil slithered in when you turned your back (Chorus start) Step 1 - I want you to bleed for me Step 2 - I want you to kill for the thrill of it Step 3 - I want you to love the taste of murder Step 4 - I want you to die (Chorus end) Thousands of people die every day Thousands of people forgot to live Millions of dollars wasted on our egos Not enough money to buy salvation with Always want to put your 2 cents in Always quick to snatch it right back Always bitching about the state of the world today But you can only see the world in white and black 2 poi
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Memorial Day
Happy memorial day to everyone on CT.
My Ex-husband
Dam what can i say about the man who was such a big part of my life ...well for starters I loved him with all of my heart...we had a daughter together and she is so much like her daddy sometimes hurts me..I wish he could see her grow...but he left us on august 30th 2005 and it was are really hard day and everyday seems like i just got the news ...see he took his own life he was hooked on booze and drugs...and it took over his life and he just gave in to all the pain of them...I will never stop loving him but i have to move on but how do you let go of someone who was a part of your life for 15years I hate things that i did to him and some of the things he did to me...but no mater what he did and i did we both know how much love we shared..sorry i am just fucking losing it today...I miss his love so much....just don't forget to let everyone in your life how much you care ...because it may make a difference in there life....have a great day....Friends
I Stand Before You
I Stand Before You I stand before you all today But not one eye can see my way My time arrived, to leave this earth A fact so planned, to every birth It happened where I had to go My torch for life was so aglow I transferred while in uniform Protecting freedom, through a storm Should I resent I died for you Not on my life, red white and blue Please help my family through each day Tell all my friends, try not to stray And of the country I did love Do think of me, through God above Your memories, brought forth this day Send love to us, who could not stay ©2001Roger J. Robicheau Former SP5 US Army
Eulogy For A Fallen Hero
Eulogy for a Fallen Hero Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the Gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.
Giving Up
so many thoughts in my head rite now i dont kno wat to think or do wat i do i always get to be the one hurting and suffering for doin nothing wrong its rediculous i dont understand why i fall for great guys and then get hurt maybe i need to stop getting into relationships and forget about ever being happy bc i kno it will never work no matter wat i do or how long i wait...
"fallen Not Forgotten"
Thunder rumbles through the air Not caused by God but by man Plumes of smoke billowing Sounds of screams in the distance This is war. I count them one by one Each soldier lying as though in peace Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines It makes no difference This is war. Taps echoes in the wind The Colors draped over each coffin Twenty-one gun salute Each one lowered into the ground This was war. I will not forget The promise they made To defend, protect, and serve Giving so freely of themselves This was war. Now I can watch My slumbering children Looks of peace on their faces Knowing not the perils Of those at war. Thank you soldiers For your sacrifice That allows my children to sleep Keeping us all free And safe from war.
I Need Some Help Please
I am in a contest to win a week blast. the contest is for the pretties eyes and it is comment bombing. PLEASE BOMB ME!!!!!!! This is the link above to get to the pic in the contest. Contest goes on for a week so please help me rack up the comments!
Today is Memorial Day I have a few members of my family that has retired from the military. My grandfather,my Dad, my Aunt, My grandfather was in the ARMY and VIETNAM VETERAN had left this world many years ago due to cancer. My dad was in the Army and also a VIETNAM VETERAN but stationed in Korea and he is still kicking my butt when I do wrong. My Aunt was in the air force and taking care of my grandmother since my grandfather is gone. My feance was in the NAVY he was in Desert Storm. So my prayers are out to everyone that has fought for our freedom and to those who didn't make it back. Thank Yall From My Family GOD BLESS
A Goth Fairy Poem
A GOTH FAIRY POEM storys of unknown and a sprite here and there. the eyes of the elves, so very, very fair. pixie dust and unicorns. beautiful roses with deadly thorns. I wander through a word so tragic. I wander through a world of magic. what comes next is what i fear, as the sirens sing I'm drawn neer. They pull me in and say goodbye. Noone heard my desperate cry. So it has come to this and the pixies helped me not. just a little magic is what my heart saught. But watch out the faries bite, and ogars arent a prettey sight. stay away from the waters rim. or your fate will soon be grim. you will quickly die, when the sirens cry
The Ultimate Sacrifice
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Today is a day to remember and reflect on the men and women that have made the Ultimate Sacrifice so we can have our freedom today. If it wasn't for them, who knows what or where we would be at today. Thought I never served in the service, I take time to remember them. I am proud of my father, who served in the Navy and was at Pearl Harbor. He remembers and he really doesn't like to talk about it. This country has lost so many lives in the past few years due to the war in the Middle East,but let's not forget the Older Service men that are up in age that might not be around that much longer. If you see one, thank them for their efforts in the past for helping making us a free country that it is today.
Competition Cheaters
As I have said in my previous blog, I do not like comptitions on CT as they are usually fake and are just a way of the competition runner to get more points to level up. But, I am supporting my friend in one as she deserves the prize. Having looked at the competition runners comments, I have seen that this as well is infact a fake competition... or must be.... due to this following comment which was posted by the person who is mostly in the lead (bear is the competition runner)..... 2007-05-25 22:25:48 I love ya bear, but get our family to help me out! I can't compete against a bombing family. Babe, i'm doing my best! Love you! what does this comment say to you??? To me it says that all along this other person was supposed to win. In other words there probably isn't really a prize, and this plan was thought up just to get this bear some points, to level up. "get OUR family to help me out!".... in other words they are close and she was supposed to win anyway "I'm do
A Riddle
When asked this riddle, 80% of kindergarten kids got the answer, compared to 17% of Stanford University seniors. What is greater than God? More evil than the devil? The poor have it... The rich need it.... and if you eat it you will die? if your stumped shout me or email me and I'll tell ya the answer
Why Is The Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier-arlington Guarded 24/7?
. Why is the tomb of the unknown soldier-Arlington guarded 24/7? I know that they started guarding the tomb in 1937 but I wanted you to know the reasoning behind it. It said that the decision to guard the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier was a sign of respect to the fallen ones. Below I included a piece I received from a fellow veteran regarding the Tomb of the Unknown. In 2003 as Hurricane Isabelle was approaching Washington , DC , our US Senate/House took 2 days off with anticipation of the storm. On the ABC evening news, it was reported that because of the dangers from the hurricane, the military members assigned the duty of guarding the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier were given permission to suspend the assignment. They respectfully declined the offer, "No way, Sir!" Soaked to the skin,marching in the pelting rain of a tropical storm, they said that guarding the Tomb was not just an assignment, it was the highest honor that can be afforded to a serviceperson. The tomb has been p
It Goes Both Ways
Never ignore the person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. One day you may wake up from your sleep and realize that... you've lost the moon, while counting the stars..
My Reasoning
ok so you know there are so many people that know im joining the army. most support me and try to understand me but others do nothing but bitch and tell me im fucking up. well first of all if any of you bitching are parents and have a significant other helping you shut the fuck up and leave me alone cuz you will never understand what im going through. if your a single parent well you might understand a lil more but please dont put me down for what im doing. my daughter is almost a year old and every day i look at her and think "damn if only i had tried harder, done things differently you would have a better life". i can barely support her the way i feel i should be and it kills me every day. and yes i know joining the army is dangerous but what in life isnt??? with me joining the army i can go to school, get the nursing degree i want, support my lil one, and if i stay in the twenty years i can put her through college, an oppurtinity i never had. so yeah i know what im doin and i
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Wiccan Pentacle Will Finally Mark Fallen Soldiers' Graves
MADISON, Wisconsin (AP) -- Since Korean War veteran Jerome Birnbaum died in 2005, his grave in a pagan cemetery had been marked with only a pile of stones and U.S. flags. On Memorial Day, Birnbaum's grave and those of other military veterans will be dedicated with government-issued markers etched with a symbol of their religion -- the Wiccan pentacle. Wiccans sued the government last year, arguing that it was unduly stalling a decision on whether to add the pentacle to the list of acceptable symbols for veterans' graves. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans added the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief." (See a timeline of the history of Memorial Day) "I like to see our success literally etched in stone, because it will be," said Birnbaum's wife, Karen DePolito. She said winning the fight is vindication for all Wiccans. Half of her husband's ashes were scattered outside their house in Utah, while the rest were interred
Marine Corps Drill Team
An Awesome Memorial Day Video!
An Awesome Memorial Day Video!
My Journey Back East....
Once again my journey through life is taking a new turn. This time it takes me back east, to New York state. I have lived in Texas for over 12 years, it was much different than I had thought it would be. One thing you can say for Texas, it has some great people here. If there would have been more fishing I would probably not have left here, simply because of the people. I will miss many here, but know that it is time for me to move on. I am looking forward to the move, thankfully I won't be in New York city. But near the ocean and a lake is not even 2 blocks away. I have a new job there, an excellent opportunity. I will still be online and here at CherryTap so even though it may be a few days before I am back on, it is because my new adventure has begun.
Gently the blade, caressed her skin. Sliding across, Sinking in. Red blood flows, slowly down her breast, dripping silently, pooling on the floor. Tenderly I continue to explore. Softly as a lover, violent as a whore. More blood flows, across her pale white skin. It's shifting patterns Justifies my sin. Her lovely body, her beautiful form, hangs limp. Mute testimony to the madness that is me.
I Know, I Promised, Lol!
I promised I would do a blog this weekend and I better do it, lol! It's been a very quiet weekend, more or less. I've been online more than I've been off! For those who are still unaware, Lady Victoria and Eugene, two of my dear friends, are getting married on June 4th. I am so very pleased and overjoyed for them - they are good people, lol! May the Goddess bless you both and may you have much joy on your Journey, especially as you now Journey together! Nothing like having a companion on the way, lol! I love you both very much!! Enough of my gushing! Guess I'll mark this as NSFW, just to be safe, lmao! My life has been rather strange for awhile now, as some of your know. I've asked alot of "whys" and was not getting any answers, lol. I've tried to be patient, not my strong suit! Well, I got an answer as to why, at this stage of my life, the Goddess has blessed me with an overabundance of sexual energy! It is a mixed blessing, to be sure, and can be a royal pain in the ass, lm
***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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Im going enter big sexys best cleavage contest so yall come rate and comment the heck out of these 36 hs lol
Well it would seem that some things do change for the better as I was recruited of for an interview at a fitness center. I didnt put much into it untill I got there and things definantly changed in my point of view. All said and done I got my own office, manage my own portfolio and hot damn get unlimited access to the athletic facility. The personal trainers are cool shit and my co-worker in advertising is pretty cool. So I gotta start getting some more knowledge of nutrition and fitness under my belt while I am there. So hit me up more often because I got Wi-Fi access in my office :) Later, :: OTT
A Wish For You
Making you smile can be easy... Making you feel good about yourself takes more time. I wish for you a time a space a world where warm and soft is the norm. Where the clouds float easy through blue skies and the wind is soft and gentle. A place where all you have to be... is you. Let me know when you are ready to go.
Ache For You
My body aches for you and yearns for your touch You are my burning desire My inspiration whom I love so much Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet With my mouth my tongue to seek Lost in your eyes I am losing control Its your body I want to know You set my heart on fire, because you are my disire Sensations overflow Your kisses are so fine yet so sweet Tracing my skin with your tongue to seek You make me so wet as I am controlled by you Raising my hips to greet your flow Entering my body so smooth yet so slow I am in ecstasy, just to have you next to me Quivering and shaking with the love that we make, I am breathless and Its makes me so weak I breath for you, and you for me Look into my eyes search your soul and I will always be.
Dear God
Subject: GOD WANTED ME TO TELL YOU Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you this year. No matter how much your enemies try this year, "they will not" succeed. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2007), all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings, sorrows, and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you. He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down. I k nocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What can I do for you? And I said, "Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message"... God smiled and answered... Request granted. If you believe this message, send it to seven persons
note to self: don't eat watermelon naked...the juices run down, and there is no one around to lick it all up....
The Beauty Of A Woman...
As she first wakes up of the morning, the sunlight beams through the window. A cool breeze flows through and drafts the white curtains off the hard wood floors. She raises up from her covers, her hair curls to the back of her neck and down her back. I am looking at her, not with lust filled eyes, but rather seeing this woman for the inner beauty she emits. She lifts herself out of bed, wearing a white satin gown. It's a perfect fit from her shoulders to her shins. She walks to the window and holds the curtains in both hands. The wind blows past her, waving her hair in it's clutches. I let out a sigh, something so small she couldn't hear a thing. Her eyes are closed, allowing herself to soak in the sunrise. She turns to me and smiles. I am paralized by her. She lets the curtains slide out of her hand and walks toward me. She places on knee in the bed in the place she just raised up from and slides back in with me. Her arm goes around me and she continues to smile. What ma
Dont Give Me Sorry
Sorry Sorry is for the weak Whose stories never stick When trying hard to make you look like a freak And leaving you with wet wounds to lick Sorry is for those Who are always in a hurry? They say "I will make amends don't worry" The never stop once to think once about the consequences of their actions For a minute, a second or even a fraction Sorry is like a mild tide That sets out 20 feet high You look at it from a far And say Oh my Oh why me why me just why Sorry Is for those who don't care They will always get away with it I fear They never stick to a plan Trying out all their options from a can Choosing which ever one suits them the most Sorry It's like the minute that is just about to pass Trying so hard to make it last before it is past Into an impeccable continuity Expecting from it some sort of loyalty But it ignores you audaciously As it moves on so fast Sorry is for you It makes you feel better about yourse
I Need You
I need you my love Without you I can not live I need you my love Without you my heart is incomplete I need you my love Without you my love is meaningless I need you my love Without you my eyes will not closed for sleep I need you my love Without you my words are speechless I need you my love Without you I am lost in this world I need you my love Without you I will lose my eternity I need you my love Without you I am weak I need you my love Without you I am nothing I need you my love and never let me experience without you my love.
Normal To Me
someone i know recently lost her baby too, and had this posted on her blog. i've changed some and also added some of my own. Normal is having tears waiting behind every smile when you realize someone important is missing from all the important events in your family's life. Normal for me is trying to decide what to take to the cemetery for Birthdays, Christmas, Thanksgiving, New Years, Valentine's Day, July 4th and Easter. Normal is feeling like you know how to act and are more comfortable with a funeral than a wedding or birthday party...yet feeling a stab of pain in your heart when you smell the flowers and see the casket. Normal is feeling like you can't sit another minute without getting up and screaming, because you just don't like to sit through anything. Normal is not sleeping very well because a thousand what if's & why didn't I's go through your head constantly. Normal is reliving that day continuously through your eyes and mind, holding your head to make i
Read, And Understand Me
I hate the one's who pro-claim to be... Category: Writing and Poetry It is very simple if you read my blog's then you can see a man that is not only hurt in life by the one that wanted to say the word's " I love you" but the one's that say I will be on your side forever and ever. I am a simple man just like any other's in this world that has one need, and that is to be loved to the highest of the mountain that goes into the space where there is no air to breathe. All I want is to be understood and, for woman it is hard for them to understand us men but the best thing a woman can do is " TRY" and then you will get soemwhere. But over all to those that can see where I am coming from I thank you very much and my love will still grow to those that don't like what I say. Written By Slim Shady The Poet
In Memoriam
Birthday Thanks
he to all my friends thanks for the happy birthday greetings from everyone who left me i really wanted to say thanks it means alot to me also wanted to remind everyone i have a lounge opened but i need help in making it the best one on cherrytap so if anyone knows how to set up a lounge or any ideas please let me know if all r weclomed to join thanks dale jr
Just Bored
I was just sitting here being bored so I thought I start writting a story I just not sure if anyone will ever get to read andy of it
Monday May 28
Well it is just hours till I have to get up to go to work. 10 hrs. I didnt do much today did a little shopping and washed clothes. I am glad it is goign to be a short week. I dont have any plaans for the weekend but I am sure something will pop up. I really have to start packing my stuff so I can move in ot a bigger place. My mom is moving over here to be closer to her son. I have not lived w/ someone for 3 yrs now so it is going to weird having someone around all the time. I have to find Boston a home due to my mom cant be around cats. She has been my bud for over year and half. It will be hard to let her go. Been watching Jaws all day. flash back for the 80s. Well I guess that is all. Thanks for reading my boring blog Jim
You Want It? I Need It!
A gentle touch from my hand as I caress your cheek from your ear down to your chin. A soothing look into my eyes. A mouth painted with red lipstick, just slightly opened. A kiss that reaches into my heart and lets me know I am yours. Your arms around me to sooth any pain I may have felt. The touch of your hands against my face as you tell me you love me. A slow dance in your arms. The feeling of your head resting against my chest. The look on your face when I tell you that you're the one I've always dreamed of. The comfort in cuddling on a loveseat with a bowl of popcorn in my lap and my arm around you. A nice gentle kiss as we watch a movie that becomes romantic, you're cheering for him and her, but our attention is focused on each other. A door opening for you as you walk to my car. I take your hand as you sit down. A hand awaiting you as your door is opened and you exit. The feeling of coming home and holding you tight. A nice warm meal prepared as I come home and a be
There are times when the days pass slowly, Sitting here looking forward to our next visit. I sit in amazement at how my feelings have grown, From our beginning conversations to today. You have grown to fill a place in my heart, It was a place that had been empty for so long. Now it is filled with a joy and peace, That had been missing for a long time. A feeling of having a friend to share living with, This is something I thought would never be mine. Soon more chances to be companions will be here, No more to wonder at when we will get chances to be together. Do you have any idea at how much I look forward to it, It will mean that I have my Best Friend near. For you have become that to me Honey, Thank you for all that you are. By INXS421 05/28/07
Friend And Family
is my shout box wroking no body has been talking to me much:( please show an old lady some love and ty
ABOUT YOU.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age/location: 3. phone number: 4. Fave Color: 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Do you drink/smoke? 7. Do you do drugs? 8. What do you do for fun? 9. What do you do for a living? 10. Are you single? 11. Do you have any kids? 12. Longest relationship you been in? 13. Pet peeves: 14. Turn ons/offs: 15. Reasons you wanna date me: GETTIN PERSONAL... 1. Do you wanna meet me? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. If you could dedicate a song to me what would it be and why? 5. What is your favorite thing about me? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7.Would you walk on the beach with me? 8. Do you think I'm a good person? 9. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 10.Do you think I'm hot? 11. If you could change anything about me, would you? 12.Would you have sex with me? 13.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 14. what do you rate me outta 1-10
I feel as though I am somewhat of a rational person but life often places me in situations where I become irrational. I usually contradict myself and at times have been known to have murderous fits of self loathing. I am a creature of emotions and tend to allow them to carry me off into treacherous journeys of lunacy. I love to write but my mechanics are rudimentary at best. I have a habit of going on tangents at great length that usually end in nothing but mere verbose rhetoric. I offer no apologies in regards to this. 99.3% of the time my head is in the clouds. You may say that I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one. The past two days I have realized I might be in love. I hope he feels the same way
Try Try Again...
Try Try Again... Five dollars in my pocket When I needed ten Recipe calls for 3 eggs I have a dozen A month past Expiration Rent is 5 days late But a smile you will find Firmly planted on my face I may not have everything But I have more than I deserve I am not a super model Nor Picasso or Poe I write what I feel And Paint what I see Far from perfection With either But I try And I will keep trying With each day Comes knowledge And gained wisdom From all the years Of living life Without knowing Love Today I am in a better place Broke indeed But not busted No longer shattered Whole once again To try And to continue each day As success Is my destiny Because I found love Inside me Written by Melody 5/28/07
Follow Dr.phil's Advice...and You Too Can Find Inner Peace.
By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreo's, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.
Eyes Can Change Color, But Not The Way You Think They Can...
eyes can indeed change color, but it doesn't have anything with the mood or the weather and whatnot. they change by reflection or looking at them at a different angle. so, there ya go, folks. now you know.
Spank Em Hard!!!
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Greater Than.
She made the world come inside. She made it all into a trip. A journey? A slim on the tip of my tongue. Lit, enjoyed, and extinguished? Everlasting. Much better E word. She leaves no bitter taste of ash, only sweet residue on my lips. That is until I insist on a kiss. Just after she lights. Enjoys. And extinguishes. She'll lay her head on my chest. Her hand on that last patch of soft belly fuzz. She'll tell me she loves me. She'll tell me sick and frightening words like forever. Only this time... I'm not afraid. I'm looking forward to joining you. In whatever chaos. In whatever darkness. I smile in the streetlight glow of my window. The hum of my machines. The purring of my content fiance`. And the slight snore. The dull thump thump thump of our two (?) hearts.
Reach Of Your Hand
Chains of compassion, chains of truth. I'm longing in life, to know what to do. I feel like i'm running, from here to there. I wonder, when will anyone ever truly care? About the choices in life that we must make. How much love do we give? How much sorrow must we take? We're not thankful enough fo the things that we've got, We worry over needless things and what not. We can't always see the beauty, because of all the pain, We go along in life worrying about what's to gain. Life isn't measured by the treasure's we have here on earth, We need to quit worrying about how much we are worth. We should live every day as if it was our last, Give thanks for our blessings,and quit living in the past. Love while you can, and hold everyone close, Because life is but a vapor, and we never really know. When we will take our very last step, When we will breath our very last breathe. I fall on my knee's with a humbled heart, And I pray Dear G
Hope U All Had A Wonderful Memorial Day
Very Pleased!
We have begun a new blog detailing all the steps in our journey together. My little sub will be sharing her thoughts on the journey, and to give you a taste, I'm posting her first entry here as well. We do hope you'll visit us, and let us know what you think! llw says The first mention of bondage came up in conversation shortly after Master and i met (although he was not my Master until much later); i asked him to share his sexual fantasies with me. He was apprehensive at first, certain that i would recoil at the mention of something so foreign and far from the mainstream, but having already become comfortable with him beyond anything i could have imagined, i kept an open mind and began the journey to where we are now. i don’t remember the details of that first experience, which i intensely regret. i do know that i viewed is as much more of a sexual game than anything else, and i had no objection to fulfilling his fantasies. Over time, we have indulged ourselves and in
Don't Understand
I wasn't on cherry tap for almost 6 months and all the sudden someone has to start shit on here and GOD FORBID Im sticking up for my sister..So everyone wants to start all this shit on here like the mumms especially. I haven't really ever written a mumm until someone else does and doesn't put THE WHOLE TRUTH in it. I go on here and state the facts of which they should be made. You know I have been getting a lot of headaches from this person and yes I should probably just stop this and delete my account but im not like that. Im not a quiter and I will fight and stick behind my sister 100% until all this shit dies. Yes everyone is talking her and all the BS but really who is suffering from all of this?? THE KIDS!!! So they don't want to talk on the phone sometimes...OMG who cares. They are kids the last thing sometimes they want to do is talk on the phone. You can't hold it against them. Yes you have a new wife and stepkids with her thats great..congrats to that but guess what you ha
Is There Anything Else I Can Do For You?
Raised voices, tempers flarring. What am I supposed to do? I hardly ask anything from you, but when I do, it's a grudgematch. I don't ask you to help me with the house, I can take care of myself. You don't have much responsibilities around here so what's the fuss? You have it very easy. Just go to your computer when you get home. Talk to all the people you'd like, it doesn't bother me. I'll wash the laundry that you have. I'll wash the dishes if there's anything you'd like to eat. Need a napkin, I'll supply that too. Is there anything else I can do for you? You come home from work and you're up all night long. You don't bother stopping for just a second and wondering what I'm involved in. Your eyes are into your screen from the time you get home to the time you go to sleep. I've done all I can do. All the dishes are washed, laundry folded and put away, floors are cleaned, everything's wiped down nice and neat. Is there anything else I can do for you? Running the list
Have A Nice Day!!
This Middle aged man was going through his mid-life crisis so he went out and bought him a new bright red Porsche. So he decided to take his new Porsche on a test drive down the interstate one day. He got up to about 85 mph and all of a sudden he saw this highway patrolman with his blue lights and siren blaring coming toward him. He decided he and his new Porsche would outrun the officer. So the man sped up to 95 mph,and then to 105 mph, but the patrolman was still coming. The man finally came to his senses and said to himself, "This is crazy, I could go to jail for this," so he pulled over. The patrolman came to the car and told the man, "It has been a long day and I am tired. If you can give me an excuse no one else has ever given me I will let you go." So the man told the officer, "Last night my wife ran off with a patrolman and when I saw you chasing me I thought you were trying to bring her back." The officer looked at the man and said, "Have a nice day."
Waiting On You...
I park the car in the stoll. It's such a sunny and beautiful day, I couldn't have imagined it any better. I turn off my engine and sit patiently waiting for you. Students coming out of the college rooms. Classes must have just let out. I look all over for you, but you're not to be found. Ladies and men walking by, oblivious to me as I can hear their chatter. Some asking for numbers, others talking about their dates. Some guys walking away talking about the party they were invited to. Everyone's jumping into their cars and zooming away. All of them with their high performance machines, could blow my doors off in no time. But do I worry, nah, I love my ride. A few women walking by, pointing and starring at me. I can hear a giggle or two, but not sure if it was meant for me. Looking down at my watch, the minutes have been flying by. I look just ahead of me, and see you. I haven't seen you all day long, I'm excited at your presence. I unlock your door awaiting your arrival
Enjoy It Or Else
Memorial days is one of those forced holidays. Its not necessarily a time to go out cause everyone is out and about. Its really hard to enjoy cause most stores close so early. you really wanna go out but you know you'll have to wait for parking at an amusement park, see monuments, or go to the beach. Personally I didn't do anything at all. I was sweating my ass off all day long. hot as balls inside the house. Can't really appreciate being home when its hot like that. So I go outside at about 4ish.. Went up north to frederick cause that seems to clean my mind. I don't know what that does. Maybe cause its somewhere different and im far enough from DC where I can feel like I'm away from the big city. Most of my friends were either workin or just bbq'in I guess. Didn't hear from anybody as usual. The weekend seems to kill most friendships i have until the week starts again. I can already seem to wonder where my life is going right now. its not really disappointing..
been a lonnnnnnnnng day - i'm off to bed...sweet dreams to all
Oil Shortage Explanantion
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. --- Well, there's a very simple answer. --- Nobo dy bothered to check the oil. --- We just didn't know we were getting low. --- The reason for that is purely geographical. --- Our OIL is located in --- ALASKA --- California --- Coastal Florida --- Coastal Louisiana --- Kansas --- Oklahoma --- Pennsylvania and Texas --- Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington , DC !!! Any Questions??? NO? Didn't think So.
Who The Hell Am I?
Well with Memorial Day here and almost gone, I started thinking about a lot of stuff that has been bugging me for quite some time. When I was 25, my dad and I (On one of the many many times I have tried to reconcile with him) told me that the man I have known my entire life as Gramps was his stepdad. He also told me that his biological father split on my grandmother before he was born (or he might have been a baby, but it was when he was very very young, I think). He told me a little bit more about his biological father, a man by the nam eof Leroy Haskins. Now mind you, considering everything I hve been through with my dad not too much he says or does shocks me anymore, but this kinda threw me for a loop, because what he was basically saying to me, was that for the first 25 years if my life, my whole existence was one huge lie, everything that I knew myself to be, everything that defines me, including my last name, was a lie. The last name that my father is so proud of, is in fact, his
~~all For Higher Than Ozone Level Education~~
~~le rouquel~~ 2007-05-28 21:50:19 I do not have an MBA or a PHd, or know how to exactly control the ph factor in my pool water, but what the hey! I was once asked about the "glass with only half of it filled with water!" They asked if I saw the glass half filled or the glass half empty? Being blonde.....I answered....there is "too much glass" for the water!! They left me along to continue my Personel Downsizing Analysis..........
What Dreams May Come...
Another day comes to a close. Another night to sleep. A time to lay back and let your imagination run with you. Will you dream tonight? When you dream, what will it be of? Will it be of a lover? Someone that makes you feel so special inside. Will you dream of a bad day at work? Everything going wrong that can't possibly happen in one day's time? Will you have that dream again of standing in a crowed auditorium in your underwear or nude? Will you dream of that car you once had, longing to feel the power of it as it boosts you away? Will you dream about a loved one that has passed on? Will you dream about that vacation you took a couple of years ago? Will you dream of Mister Right asking you to be his Mrs. Right? Whatever you dream tonight, I hope you sleep well and all your good dreams come true!
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Face Down lyrics by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies
The Flooding Of Memories
i heard a song today by trace i listened things began to happen.the song is arlington.i began to see things as i listened,at first it was just uniforms ,jets ,things like that.suddenly i felt rain on me and i saw plants mind began to go back in time,taking my soul with it.befire i knew what was happening i was back in first flashback in over 30 was as though i was watching it all but protected by an unseen force field. before i continue let me give you a little back ground.the song arlington is about arlington national cemetary.its a military honor burrial cemetary.soldier who have given the supreme sacrifice are burried there as well as ones that were given the highest honorsd and earned their place amoung the war heros as well as our presidents.the other back ground is ive suffered long term memory loss due to an incident just weeks ago.till now, had no recolection of my time prior to just weeks before. now i found myself amoung my men and my
Bill Maher Mocks Christianity And Catholics Again
~~I GET SO TIRED OF THESE SO CALLED ENTERTAINERS BASHING THE CHRISTIAN RELIGION, I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE MOST RELIGIOUS PERSON (DO TELL) BUT AFTER ALL, OUR COUNTRY WAS FOUNDED ON CHRISTIAN PRINCIPLES AND NOT ON HOLLYWOOD GARBAGE AND THEIR SELF PROFESSED EXPERTS ON EVERYTHING!~~ BELOW IS THE LETTER I SENT OFF. I LIKVE THE PART OF ASKING THEM WHY THEY DO NOT MOCK THE MUSLIM'S? WHAT,,,, AND LOSE THEIR HEADS.....HUH?? ***MY LETTER** Dear Chairman Albrecht: I sincerely regret that Time-Warner, HBO and Bill Maher felt it necessary to attack Christianity in general and Catholics particularly. I find nothing humorous about Mr. Maher's comments demeaning Christians and Christ. Hopefully, in the future, you can use humor with more intelligence and less bigotry. Why don't you have him attack the muslim religion and you won't have to worry about if Bill will extend his contract! Go ahead, have him attack mohammad and islam. Be responsible and balanced, I doubt if you
Smoke Up
damn i hate this shit. i have insominia and its been kicken my ass a lot here latly. i can't seem to sleep at night nost the time and when i go its not for very long. during the day i don't normalluy get a chance to sleep due to work and i am about to start class again here soon. i run about 12hrs with mabey 2 hrs of sleep. i am so fucken sick of this shit but i can't get rid of it. this would be the primary reason i hate my life, among others that i wont get into for any reason with any one but the ones who already know. i can't do any thing i fucken hate this shit. i swear my life is a lose lose situation no matter what i do.
We Need To Seriously Kick This Downrater's Ass For A Friend Of Mine!!
A friend of mine on here has a son with autism...well apparently this downrater acted as a friend to her and then all of a sudden gave 1's to all of her son's graduation pics! what a jerk! he needs to be taught a lesson that we dont tolerate this kind of stuff on CT!! Please visit his page and rip him a new one!! Make sure u block him too!! Also please spread the word around of this jerk!! Thanks everybody!! Amerika's Most Wanted@ CherryTAP
Well Damn.......
Death. Is it the beginning of a never ending silence? We must be more than this blood, this fragile flesh that my eyes can gaze upon. The way my body takes in the cold air and turns the energy from food into energy that my body can use to move, to think, to rearrange molecules, is merely a machine made of flesh and blood. The way that my brain can transmit thoughts can be explained. However what those thoughts are, and why I think them can not. My thoughts are determined by my soul, by my conciseness, by the unexplained beauty that makes us who we really are. The flesh is so weak, but our conciseness is so undeniably amazing it makes my eyes well with tears thinking of the beauty that lies within us. When you see death come, you can not help but imagine what happens to that beauty. It can not fade away into thoughtlessness, into something that is nothing. Or can it? Are we just a cosmic mistake? Are we just a mixture of chemicals that for unexplained reasons created what we a
Gotta Do It
I have no choice but to start cleaning out my friends file. I just cannot keep up anymore. If you wish to remain on my FRIENDS list and we do not at least chat occasionaly, I NEED YOU TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE BEFORE FRIDAY JUNE 2ND!!! If you are in my FAMILY there is NOTHING to worry about YOU'RE SAFE!! PLEASE REPOST THIS ! Thanks, jokerLUVSboobs
Floor Numbering System (for Cyrus)
Millennium Point, the building that contains Thinktank, the science museum I work in, is built on the side of a hill. This means there are three different levels that you can enter the building from: street level from Curzon Street (the main entrance), which brings you into the level known as G2, street level from Jennings Road, which brings you in on G0, and a level that opens out on to the car park, called G1. There are also three other levels. In ascending order they are: L1, L2 and L3, plus the roof. Because of some kind of loophole, if a building has less than five floors, it is eligible for a lower rate of Council Tax. To exploit this, Millennium Point has adopted the very confusing floor numbering system we have. In effect, Millennium Point has THREE ground floors, G2, G1 and G0, thus keeping below 5 floors in total and allowing them to pay less tax. Everything clear there?
Yes i'm on about my horoscope again, i just love it, ct horoscopes rule because they're almost always optimistic for me. I guess i'm liking that because i'm on a bit of a high right now lol. "You know that saying about fools rushing in where wise men fear to tread? Well, the fools probably end up having a much better time than those stuffy old wise men. So go ahead and jump in, feet first." Tehehe i think good things might happen on my holiday ;)
The Truth
The truth is a powerful thing. It's why we always want to know it, and why so often we try to hide it. It can give us freedom when we know it. So often we search for it because it is the only way we can move on with our lives. It gives us answers, though not always the ones we want to hear. It can hurt us, tear apart our dreams. But in the end, it forces us to look at ourselves and others in a new light, a light in which reality shines through. A light in which there is no doubt, where trust can be built, where no one needs to be perfect. In the end, we will be stronger through the truth. Hiding the truth from others whether through lies, or by hiding the truth can take away our freedom just as much. Living with the guilt, making sure the lies are well hidden , hiding our true selves all take time and energy best spent on other parts of our lives. And sometimes the lies we tell, the truths we hide, become so real to ourselves that we come to believe them. There can be
Home Early
Shows you that domestic violence isn't confined to women only. It's a little known fact that the minority of gay guys do get beaten up & battered by their lovers. Sad but true.
In 2 Days
In 2 days i will be making a huge step or roll down that im not getting married lol... my graduation is in 2 days n thats a big step for me everyone is so excited n i seem very calm about it but i guess i wont jump for joy til that day comes mom started crying yesterday thinking about it lol i was like wow save the tears for graduation lol wish me luck ppl that i dont faint lol well if i faint at the ceremony ill be in my wheelchair lol im sill yea i know oh well lol love Tess
Sooo I just used jello to dye my white pants. Now they are a pretty cotton candy pink.
Glorious Tuesday, Everyone!
Just a short one this morning! Hope all had a wonderful holiday weekend! Mine was relatively quiet and I was online too much, lol! I'm off to work in short order! Not a super busy day, but a long one. Probably won't be home until 6 p.m. or so. The general energy seems to be shifting again, lol! Be aware of this, my friends, especially those sensitive to that sort of thing. It seems to be happening more often as the year progresses! Remember to shield, my energyworker friends, and do whatever else that keeps you grounded. Have a wonderful Tuesday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for all of you! Blessings one and all, all over the world! You all mean so very much to me, such a blessing in my life. Later! Muah!
I Wont
thats ok guys you dont have to rate my pic for the contest i wont win anyway it was stupid for me to enter anyways
Daily Horoscope May 29
"You know that saying about fools rushing in where wise men fear to tread? Well, the fools probably end up having a much better time than those stuffy old wise men. So go ahead and jump in, feet first." Now THAT is what I like to hear!
Broken Hearted Prayer
Dear Lord I pray That you help me get over this man I try not to ask too much of you I am doing the best I can I loved him so deeply I handed him my heart Slowly but surely He began to tear it apart I gave him my time I gave him time of his own He never made time for me He always left me alone I showed him how much I cared How much he meant to me I loved him with all I had He was my everything I always fought for us I always fought so hard I never realized He was just tearing me apart I was fighting for a love That was no longer there A love that was gone A man who no longer cared Now that it's over He is still on my mind Lord please help me To leave him behind He knew how much I loved him How deeply I cared Yet he kept quiet And let me stay there He was unhappy then But I am unhappy now I am trying to get over him But I really don't know how He's the first person I think of When I awake to sunl
With his words he touched her Deep within her mind Taking her to places She'd long since left behind And with his heart he reaches her Gently taking her by surprise And she's filled with love again just by looking into his eyes When he calls her name in the darkness She feels a twinge in her soul And she believes that fate has bound them Destiny's no longer in their control And when she longs for his touch The warmth of his embrace She closes her eyes and dreams of him And a smile lights his face For she feels what he feels And she sees what he sees Their souls are bound together And shall remain for eternity.
Ode To Mouse
This is a photo I snapped of my dad at his Memorial Day Weekend Party last Saturday night. Over 200 people were there at his camp before I left at midnight which makes me laugh because these days he doesn’t make a bunch of phone calls or schedule a lot of bands. People just show up. In 1987 he had a birthday party that people still talk about today. Ten kegs were empty by the time I got there at 4 PM from shooting a wedding, along with most of the food which he had bought from Rax – several cases of burgers, buns, and fries. The remaining 12 hours people survived on beer runs that cleaned up every grocery store and gas station in the for miles. After that, mom told him no more; it was just too much for her, not to mention their bank account. The reason I laugh is there’s nothing mom can do to stop it now, and so she sits and tries to enjoy it. People just know Mouse will have a party every summer holiday, and the big one around his birthday. These days everyone comes in vans and pi
Been Missing
Sorry I haven't been around much. I'm on the job out in Phoenix and been on nightshift working 13 hours a day. Add the hour and a half drive to that for round trip and I get pretty tired. But, even after all that, I go out and cook up some food on the grill almost every morning and work on my tan by the pool. I'll try to get back on when more when I can. Thanks to all that have not forgotten me in my absense.
For just a moment….. A shiver ripples up my spine, From your smooth fingertip. A short deep mone escapes me, But you just smile. Your hands explore me, And your eyes burn sweetly With desire for me only. For just a moment I am not me. I am you, we are us. My legs tingle lightly As you brush past me. You can hear my heart pounding, My soul sings like a choir of angels. I have a taste of heaven. My jaw tenses tightly, My lips crave yours for just One second-one touch. My eyes are filled with hunger, As I look at you-my sweet. And for just a moment, I hear you, though no words are spoken.
*************a Dime**********
A very simple dime,dropped because they thought you did a crime..No one wants to hear what you have to say, time is up on your life today..A dimes value is only ten pennies, but after it's dropped it will affect so many..Now your standing in court with nothing to say, and this is your judgement day..Who can tell between right and wrong,when once captured we all sing the same song..And this may be true of some, but I am not the one..I was on the the block like always grinding, and had no idea this kind of trouble I'd be finding.. just then a car flies down the street, six shot's later a family to rest in peace..I reacted what would you do,emptied the clip and layed to rest their crew..Now here I stand to face my crime, all caused by the drop of a dime.....
GAS!!!!!!! Body: You may have been told about not buying gas on May 15th. Check out this alternate. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha
Rate This Lil Baby For Meee Please
All she needs is rates. But you can comment if you want to.
Prose Of Moments
"4 AM Forever" There Are Moments Moments when my heart skips a beat at the sight of you. Moments when my breath catches, unable to escape, in my throat. Moments when every fiber of my being cries out to just touch you. Moments when I question the sanity of my own being in the fanciful notions. Moments when I am alone, sobbing for the loss of your company. Moments when this life seems futile at best with you missing from it. Moments when you leave me, always a petite morte, leaving me afraid. Moments when I need you desperately but I am afraid to reach out. Moments when my body betrays me, yearning to belong to you alone. Moments when thoughts of you ravenously consume my soul. Moments when thoughts of what we can be to one another overwhelm me. Moments when I feel I will never break free from the chains that hold me down. Moments when I wonder where I have taken the wrong turn along the path. Moments when I question my purpose here in this va
Footprints In The This !!!
Footprints in the Sand One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints. This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints. So I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?” The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.” Mary Stevenson
Mizoram pronunciation (help·info) is one of the Seven Sister States in northeastern India on the border with Myanmar. Its population at the 2001 census stood at 888,573. Mizoram boasts a literacy rate of 88.8% — the second highest among all the states of India, after Kerala. Mizoram is a mountainous region which became the 23rd state of the Indian Union in February, 1987. It was one of the districts of Assam until 1973 when it became a Union Territory. Sandwiched between Myanmar in the east and south and Bangladesh in the west, Mizoram occupies an area of great strategic importance in the northeastern corner of India. The boundaries with Myanmar and Bangladesh total 722 kilometers. Mizoram has the most variegated hilly terrain in the eastern part of India. The hills are steep (avg. height 1000 metres) and separated by rivers which flow either to the north or south creating deep gorges between the hill ranges. The highest peak in Mizoram is the Blue Mountain (Phawngpui) with a hei
How My Memorial Weekend Went
Ok. First off I was busy as hell. the place was packed. The tips were good. The craziest part of the whole damn weekend is that I got suckered into being a backup dancer in a drag show. Now I am not one of those people that complain, but when I am backing up a dude with bigger tits than me, I start complaining. Oh well, they tipped me well for doing it. It was interesting to say the least. hell on saturday night, i was molested by a pack of gay guys. That was seriously wrong. But it was interesting.
Not Gettin Drunk
Ok ever had this happen? U go out...try to get drunk....drinks a whole shit load......drink for hours...and walk out totally sober??? I was like wtf??? LMFAO...Oh well!!!
Fucktard Of The Week 5/29
׺°”˜`”°º×Ðãmîåñ׺°”˜`”°º× First of all this guy, who has never shouted me until today asked me to sign his guest book & I asked him to remind me after Happy Hour because I was helping a friend w/their contest & dude got pissed. So he gets all pissy w/me so I get pissy back. Most of you know I'm not usually this way but today I just don't feel like bein nice b/c I've had a really bad weekend. And furthermore just cuz I can't do it the instant he asks me I'm a point whore? LMAO!! ah I needed a good laugh today *sigh* ____________________________________ ׺°”˜`”°º×...: will you pretty please sign my guestbook ->׺°”˜`”°º×...: remind me after hh k ׺°”˜`”°º×...: i won't be here if points are that important nevermind ->׺°”˜`”°º×...: i'm helpin a friend ->׺°”˜`”°º×...: & actually I think this is the first time u have shouted me and the first thing u do is ask me to do something 4 you? what does that say about u? ->׺°”˜`”°º×...: guest books are lame mmk ׺°”˜`”°º×...: y
Out Of Commission
So... Most of the public blogs I've been writing have had to do with trying to figure out what to do with my life when there's hardly anyone around to do this stuff with. Since leaving New York, roughly 95% of my non-work contact with people has been through the computer. Well, that was until last week. Before leaving on a weekend trip to Houston to take myself to see a show (which, by the way, is a topic for another blog), with a sudden burst of motivation caused by new free time (my hours changed again), I decided to sit in front of my computer and try to fix the problems I was having with frequent, spontaneous restarts. Unfortunately, this led to Windows corrupting itself. Reinstalls of the OS failed; the PC would shut down mid-install and a loud shriek would emanate from within the case (not the speakers). That was Wednesday. Thursday, I brought the box to a PC repair shop I was referred to - the same place I'd bought my 19" flat-panel monitor. Keith, the owner,
My mom was diagnosed as pre-diabetic. Of course her coverage doesn't insure ANYTHING until she's actually diabetic. Now is that a crock of shit or what? "You could have a massive heart attack. You can't get a dietitian though. Coverage won't help you." Canada, anyone? That hospital isn't very helpful. I can't put the blame on them, it's the stupid insurance policy of her work. Fuckers. I'm so stressed! Courtesy of
White Girls Talking Ebonics
i watched maury today and there was a young white girl on there talking like she was raised by snoop dogg. she was on there to find out who her baby's daddy was. won't tell u the color of the men, you should already know. can anyone tell me why this is happening? black women are talking very suffisticated and classy ...and the white girls are talking like they were raised in the hood.
Thats Riiiiiiiiight
i'm never going to be over it. plain and simple.
I've Decided....
on my new tattoo. damn it it's perfect:
A Friend Who Might As Well Be Dead.
YOU You were there when I needed you , Until I needed you the most. You were the one who always stayed true, But now you've become a ghost. You are the only one who haunts me, You are the lesion on my brain, You are my best friend turned worst enemy, The one I loved, the one I hate. You are the one who let me inside, The one who gave me a place to stay. You are the old friend who I now despise, You are the one who turned away. You are the bitterness that keeps me up at night, You are the one I knew would not forget. And you may think that you are still alive, But not to me, to me you're dead.
Its Almost Time
well im new to this site and once i get the hang on it i think ill like it....but ill be offline for a lil whil livin in new tazewell tn at the moment but this weekend ill be movin to harlan ky ...startin all over again ..its kind of scary for me cause im leavin 2 of my children daughter 18 and son 20.its gonna be hard to leave my daughter cause she my best friend too.ill still have my baby that 16 with me but it wont be the they start thier new life ..ill be startin a new life for me so bear with me ill be back when i get settle in after this weekend may take me a month but ill be back lol
Coming Up....
Well, this sunday I will be seeing my new nephew "Talan" aka Baby younger sister first and only child...cause I know she aint having any will be good seeing my kid sister..I haven't seen her in a year....we have some things to talk about, mother-hood changed her for the better....Next Monday tho...I will be writing something if you are reading this please read the next one I will be posting up.
Day 9
I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states. Sure I was able to see him this weekend on cam off and on, but it wasn't enough to satisfy me. I sound greedy I know, but when it comes to Rudi, I absolutely cant get enough of him. The other night I was really negative when I was talking to him and that was not a good thing! He straight out told me that if I wanted it to work I needed to try to remain positive for both him and I. Which after some thinking, I must say that I do have to agree with him. Tomorrow I am going to apply for a phone job (doing surveys), because its something easy, and they don't have to invest money in me and wont miss me when I leave in 3 months to go back to Germany. That is something else Rudi said to a friend of mine, is that I need to get a job so I keep my mind busy, its not so much about the money its just when I have nothing to do I sit there and analyze and pick apart every situation there is. He is so optimistic
Good Things
good things never seem to last
Commercials That Are Way Too Cool
Im In A Contest
The Unknown Soldier
The unknown soldier's strangled cry Sounds like the boyfriend's continuing lie. The rain pounds on the glass pane The sadness deep is still the same. And by this unkown soldiers grave We remember the men and all they gave. Their pained yells echoing in my head Floating around me, causing dread. I wish I could help them But they're stuck back then. I wish I could show them hope and love But there is no freedom Without the white dove.
Dick Chainedme Is The Talk Of The Quarter...
Well... its been 2 days since my debute as Dick Chainedme and i have to say... its been pretty fuckin cool. Everyone is talking about how well i did and how convincing i was as a man... (i suppose its a compliment... giggles) Anyways... im loving it... this is something ive wanted to do for a while and its happening. Miss Dee called me a few minutes ago. The Appletini Review wanted to sponser me (well Dick) to be in the Mr Gay Pride competition! (as far as i know there are 2 people already signed up to compete in this competition.. .one is my other half... the other is someone who has been in it for years and never won)... Wow... it was definately quite and honor to have them want to sponser ME in this. I utrned it down tho... I dont want to compete against my other half in this. My first real drag show is 3 days after the competition. With everything i would need for this.. it would be too much.. Need formal wear... Show a talent.. and something else... It would be great to make
Pagosa Springs, Co For Vacation Next Week
Well, it's that time of year...Family Vacation!!! The wife and I own a timeshare, and this year we'll be heading to Pagosa Springs, Colorado for the vacation (last year it was the Smoky Mountain Resort)! I don't much about Pagosa Springs, but there's an indie music festival when we get into town, and that makes it muy groovy already. Hopefully, we will get a chance to do some 'adult' things, but since it'll be us AND the kids, probably not. Still, I look forward to a great time! BTW, if you don't take vacations, I pity you. I've NEVER seen anyone have "I wish I could have worked more" written on their tombstones...get out there and enjoy!
Jeffrey Alan Shulson Jr.
never would i have thought that something could affect you so deep that your thoughts are complete circles around themselves....the loss of my nephew has been the hardest thing for me to deal with and at times i find myself alone in a corner crying and wishing he was here for me to hold. I would give my life to kiss his baby soft skin again and hold his delicate little body in my arms....I wish i could just sing him one more lullaby and lay him down in his crib just one more time....i wish i could see him splash in the water and call my name randomly as he plays...aunt chris aunt chris.....wishes to be there on his first day of school and the days that he is sick and needs me to comfort him...wishes of future birthdays and holidays spent watching his face light up with such adventure and passion to live life the things i will miss the most.... his kisses, meeting his first love, his first heartbreak, his first fight, his graduation, his laugh, his cry, his voice, his kiss, his
Turning Cold
I'm like a shattered piece of crystal.-bouncing a pistol against my temple....contemplating when I will set myself free- bound with endless memories my tears like a river that follow me...I begin to believe that I do nothing but chase my dreams Broken heart and scarred up wrists - I am aware I cant handle much more of this put somehow I still carry a beautiful melody this world has not yet turned me
Down Rater
Here My Friends is a true cherry Down Rater..... Left me a pls check her out...... pruitt252005@ CherryTAP
Ever Wonder What Happened To The Kids Who Rode The Short Bus?
ok the following two comments were pasted from my shoutbox. now normally I ignore morons but figured I would share his comments with you all and comment on his remarks ;-) now with all the woman on CT he has nothing better to do than send guys messages but im the faggot? you seem to want to anger me with your remarks but dude im laughing at you! Grow up bwork87@ao...: NIGGGERRRR bwork87@ao...: faggot
So True
Sex is like Nike (Just do it!) Dick is like Gatorade (Is it in you?) & Pussy is like Wendy's (Taste great even late!)
Check This Bed
Okay so I must be the dumbest girl ever lol. Why do girls think guys like us other than to get into our pants, but yet we still let them get into our pants and then cry afterwards like babies because the guy doesn't want anything to do with us anymore. Well I'm done with that too lol if i get used like a piece of meat i am going to do the same back, who wants to be the first to be used like a piece of meat by me?
Posting For Fred
This is a friend of Fred's. He wanted me to let everyone know he's fine and he will be back online as of June 13th.
Changes In The Heart...
You are the first woman I've ever known. To be honest, I've never loved a woman like you. From the time we first met, to the time we said I do, I knew always that my heart was captured by you. I looked forward to spending the rest of my life with you. I could see our childen. At least, what I hoped to be our children. I never knew what the touch of a woman was till you touched me. You not only touched my face with your hand, you touched the inner me, my soul. I never knew that I could be in love like this, but then again, I never knew what love was. I gave myself to you on our wedding night. The first time I'd ever known making love. Though a reluctant mind you had, I wished I hadn't asked. Questions stirred in my mind, doubt filled my heart. With one gut wrenching moment to another, I felt I had been betrayed. I had stepped into something I was unaware of, although if you had asked me a year before, I would have told you it was love. The "I do" has suddenly turned int
For No Reason At All!
I wanted to write a blog because I'm bored and have nothing better to do, now that my son is in bed sleeping. Sometimes I wonder who came up with Blog? What is its meaning? Is it in a dictionary? (It's not in mine.. I looked) Were blogs really meant for us to share our bored ramblings? What is the purpose of a blog? Is it suppose to be whatever we make it. I usually use blogs to vent, release some frustration, share poems, share events in my life, or whatever I want to put into them. Well I guess that about sums up my rambling about a blog. If anyone can share some life onto this, it would be appreciated. Although it doesn't really seem that important.. I believe as long as you keep learning it keeps your brain sharp.
My Life Long Dream...
A cool breeze flowing passed me, darkness is all around. All except a small light, could this be another one of those tunnel dreams? Sure enough, I can feel the ground beneath me. Sounds like I'm walking on concrete, but where am I going? My feet will not fail me, I walk a little faster, till I am as a steady pace. Someone rushes from behind me, I feel a hand on my back. I feel a push and soon the voices are raised. Feels like a crowd of people wanting to get out of this place. I'm getting closer to the light, should I walk through or should I stop? Think I'll just keep going, they seem not to want to stop! Mr. Phillips, I hear a woman say, she hands me a red sack and says, Take these, You need to hurry! As I walk I look inside, they're percussion cymbals. At this moment I smile. A very encouraging moment has just approached. I hear something as I get closer to the light, and it's chanting. I can't make out very much, the echoes of the tunnel are too much. Another perso
How To Save Gas
Solution to Save Gasoline Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter llegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.
time there i see you go again today are you a foe or friend how fast will you go by today what's the price i'll have to pay will you fly by like a streak or will you crawl on baby's feet is the tempest in your stride or the need just to abide will your demons torture me roll and tumble me in sleep or bring a sweet dream for tonight a stolen moment, brief respite the excitement that i loved to feel traded in for what seems real torrid dreams with sensual urges become the beat of funeral dirges time will you walk brisk today or drag your feet along the way can you go back to when i smiled stop there for a little awhile how quickly you become so slow make yesterdays seem years ago yet nights when she lay next to me you flew too fast for me to see you stole each minute like a thief and made each hour way too brief but one thing you can't steal from me the sweetness of those memories i hold them close and oh so dear relive them just to feel he
Why New Orleans Went Under---a Black Man's Comments
I found this most interesting!!! New Orleans Went Under--A Black Man's Comments. Carefully read the whole article. You'll be amazed at this guy!!! I don't know the man who wrote this, but I looked at his picture and read it with my mouth hanging open. He says things here that no white man could ever write and keep his job as a writer. . Say a hurricane is about to destroy the city you live in. Two questions: What would you do? What would you do if you were black? Sadly, the two questions don't have the same answer. To the first: Most of us would take our families out of that city quickly to protect them from danger. Then, able-bodied men would return to help others in need, as wives and others cared for children, elderly, infirm and the like. For better or worse, Hurricane Katrina has told us the answer to the second question. If you're black and a hurricane is about to destroy your city, you'll probably wait for the government to save you
I Am In California
Sorry guys, last minute plan, was in palm spring for two nights, had lots of fun, then now i am los angeles, did a bunch of ride, and today i did my first sky dive, will put pics soon. Will stay intouch with you when i get back. Sory for being quite. Love You all. Moe
The Flag
The Flag of the United States of America If this doesn't give you chills, you should pack up and move on to another country. I Am the Flag Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years.I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France,
God Bless America
A big earthquake with the strength of 8.1 on the Richter scale hits Mexico. Two million Mexicans have died and over a million are injured. The country is totally ruined and the government doesn't know where to start with asking for help to rebuild. The rest of the world is in shock. Canada is sending troopers to help the Mexican army control the riots. Saudi Arabia is sending oil. Other Latin American countries are sending supplies. The European community (except France) is sending food and money. The United States, not to be outdone, is sending two million replacement Mexicans. God Bless America!
His Holy Space.
I hate this site called the reason it used to be a nice Christian site where Christians would gather to get away from My Space. But now its no different from My Space accept it has a Christian label on it. It use to attract nice people on there, but now attracts anyone who claims to be a Christian. After getting deleted by this bitchy Episcopal gal named Monica I decide to delete my HHS account. Thats it so if your feeling spiritual find a nice Christian site other than HHS. Amen
Wet Celery
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman who waves at him and says hello. He's rather taken back, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party who I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery?" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."
Avenge Me
Be Prepared
With hurricane season fastly approaching and many of us live in those areas. I have surfed for the most detailed list of safety preparedness steps. I hope you find this helpful. Besure to have all your important documents in immediate reach , such as social security cards, birth certificates, drivers license, bank card, tax information, deed to home, insurance documents etc... place in plastic zip lock bag and place in duffel bag with Flashlight, extra batteries, battery operated am fm radio (small)several bottles of water, crackers, snack foods that are easy to carry like granola bars, potted meat, vienna sausage, ready to eat goods. This will help you in case you have to vacate immediately. Working with the victims of Katrina I spent countless hours of time helping them to recover these documents for verification purposes. Many were either denied assistance or had assistance delayed because they didn't have certain documents ( government red tape) it sucks. Also try to have at leas
People confuse me a lot. I think thats why I am not a people person. I mean of course hiding behing the internet you do what you would normally not do in real life. But why be nice to someone, then the next minute be a complete just baffles me. If you dont like someone, just dont talk to them. Not be nice...then turn around and be a dick. And I am not just talking about men..women are the same damn way. People all together just need to chill. Take a valium or something.
Miss My Big Puppy.
Well i have 2 dogs.One is a pit named skipper.The other brownie he is very small.well to day skipper jumped on brownie for the first time.I have had them both for about a year.he got him on the head.and he had a big knote on his little i had to put skipper in a i feel so so bad about it .But if i left skipper out im scared of what he would do to brownie. HELP PLZ.
I hate to admit it, but Cherry Tap hasn't been the greatest experience for me. It was all fine and dandy when I first got started, but well...maybe it's just me. Don't know how to make friends. I'm not talking about the people who add you. Those people checked my page once and never returned. I did however meet a FEW fun and interesting people, a couple of which I still talk to, thankfully. Ah well. I'm sure I won't be missed. Heh, nobody even knows me. For those of you who likes CT, kudos to you. Best wishes and have nice lives. Take care.
Finding Out
I'm Not Sure Why I Can't Sleep
Tons of things are rushing though my mind, mostly my family its hard for me to think that others don't respect me,I guess I am doing something wrong I have done my very best in this life, I have worked hard, been the very best friend I could be I have been true to myself and others, but still I can't seem to find a place in this life where I feel comfortable with anything really, sad but I feel like I am getting mean, I am taking things to heart I am watching instead of participating and worst the very worst thing is that I sound like a huge whine bag, spoiled rotten and non appreciating something in my life is missing. The Best Thing I can think of is to write things down so I can look at them later and laugh, cry, or just get pissed cause it was a stupid thought or feeling so here it goes. The morning my son passed away,was a blur but as time goes by I remember more and more and it haunts me, his grandmother came into the room all wet and screaming it took me a few seconds to real
How To Seduce A Straight Man
Its 7 am and I still havent been to bed....typical desiré... just kinda whishin i was someplace good... but anyway. Im listening to some desaparecidos trying to locate Mary Anns missing paycheck.... it is NO WHERE to be found and i can't think anymore. maybe I will lay down and get some rest, i dont fucking know.
Well, I have to say that I am a little bit more than ticked off right now. Our teacher has informed us that graduation is being extended 2 weeks due to the fact that there is still to much material to cover to be able to cram it all on us then expect us to be able to pass the test. So graduation is now on the 9th of July instead of June 20th. I was so looking forward to it just being over with!!! Oh well, what is a person to do?
My Love Of A Lifetime
when the stars fall from the sky when the sun forgets to shine when the day turns into to night my love for you will be our guide when everything we know goes wrong when the nights are cold and the days are long when you think of quitting and its hard to hold on our love will guide us through you mean the world to me more than you will ever see my love for you is like the river that runs through a valley to the sea it is my hearts desire your love it lights my fire will you let this take us higher as our love guides us to the place where we can become one
My Memorial Day Weekend
I hope everyone had a great Memorial day weekend. It rained the whole weekend here so it pretty much shattered the camping at the lake idea. Kim and I ran away to a hotel fo a night to get away. We got a room with a Jacuzzi bath tub and a king size bed. We had a lot of fun in this room and completely enjoyed ourselves. We played a few tie-up games and soaked in the jacuzzi and definetly made use of the privacy. The games were fun and I know we both completely enjoyed them, we have decided we need a jacuzzi tub in our bathroom as well. We went driving around Dallas trying to find a club with pool tables and a dance floor. We never did find a club we wanted to stop at. We decided while driving around that chicken nuggets sounded good. We stopped at what must be the most dangerous McDonalds around. There were six security cameras in the main area alone. They had cameras pointing at ever area of this resturant. A bunch of gangsta types were inside hanging around. We ordered and ate our
How can I be feeling home sick, when I have spent so many years without one, traveling from one broken heart to another, searching for something that doesnt exsist anymore, ignoring the fact that I am cursed by the heavens to walk alone. But another soft voice another pretty face, and I roll the dice again, hoping I dont say or do anything wrong hoping the chemistry is there, hoping for that sign from her that she will be my island even if for a little while to rest and stop floundering in the lonely sea of life. I should just disapear into the darkness, surrender to the night, I should hunt and be hunted by and for the thousands out there just like me, each of us thirsting for that taste of life, but settling for the intoxication of lust, shrouding our imperfections and insecurities in the darkness lit only by neon. Is there an angel who calls to me in my dreams, or is it just the twisted hope of my mind, fooling me once again with false hopes, do I dare to think I shall ever look
ok, so I woke up this morn. to find my lip ring gone! It must have fallen out of my mouth while I was sleeping. I stumbled into my bathroom, to get another one. Fuck!!! My hole was closed! I had to push it through. Now my lip hurts! This all took place at like 7:00am. Way too early! What away to start the day huh? Screw it! My lip hurts, but I wont let it ruin my day.:)
Tempus Fugit!
Hump Day already? I can't keep up these days, lol! Today will be another late one for me. Won't be getting home until 7 p.m. or later, so I'll be online again quite late. My Mom, Dad, and sister Carol are all flying to Vermont on Friday, June 1, for a week. The annual trip East! Dad has finally decided that it is time to fly, rather than drive. We are all so very grateful that HE made the decision! They should have a marvelous time! This is another short one! So much is going on in my head these days and I'm not quite ready to blog on it all. Lucky you, lmao!! Have a wonderful Wednesday, everyone! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all, all over the world! You are loved! Later! Muah!
I Have Been Waiting- Song Leaked!
Hey gang, Seems someone has leaked a full version of "I Have Been Waiting" off our new album along with a video montage on youtube. This isnt an official move by anyone in our camp and we had nothing to do with the video that accompanies it....but, since its out there. Drop by and listen if you are curious? Crazy! Troy
DARKNESS When i lay to rest I could feel your hands touching my breasts. And, when you kissed me I started to lose my breathe. And,whenever you nibbled on my neck. I rolled my eyes back,and said , this is the time I would never forget. And, when you slide your hand down my inner thigh, this was the time, I relized that you wanted me to be absoltuely precised. As you cover your body over mine, and when I looked into your eyes , and said( your are mine) So,smooth and gentle you slipped it in and oh! boy! Was it the best forever will it not end! D on't leave me now with memories of the times when Darness approached! forever would i be in a cloud of smoke!
How A Bbq Works
Definition of Outdoor's the only type of cooking a real man do. When a man volunteers to do such cooking, the following chain of events is put into motion. 1.The woman goes to the store. 2.The woman fixes the salad, vegetables and dessert. 3.The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils, and takes it to the man, who is lounging beside the grill, drinking a beer. 4.The man places the meat on the grill. 5.The woman goes inside to set the table and check the vegetables. 6.The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. 7.The man takes the meat off the grill and hands it to the woman. 8.The woman prepares the plates and brings them to the table. 9.After eating, the woman clears the table and does the dishes. 10.The man asks the woman how she enjoyed "her night off." And, upon seeing her annoyed reaction, concludes that there's just no pleasing some women.
Someone Wake Me!
Someone wake me! My life is going down stream! All i know and all i see! that my time is running out on me! My son's dad left us when he was two! Worked as a hairstlyist,untill my hands turned blue! So, much heart-ache! So,much stress! I am still looking for the one who will treat me the best! To like me for whom, i am and, Not to judge me for putting up a dam! Easy come, easy go! Always, going to and frow! Each day makes me weak! But, focusing on my son makes me Strive to the to the top of my peak! Someone wake me! Are you the one for me? Who came to set me free? The one who will stand, With me side by side! To be that man! To be proud to call me his bride! Someone wake me! For, now i have paddled up stream! so, much to gain! Just going insane! Who wants to be the one i choose? A fear of having nothing to lose! Someone wake me! My prayers would guide me to see! Hopefully, to find that
Quote For May 30
Give them pleasure - the same pleasure they have when they wake up from a nightmare. -- Alfred Hitchcock Bonus Quote: People who cease to believe in God or goodness altogether still believe in the devil. I don't know why. No, I do indeed know why. Evil is always possible. And goodness is eternally difficult. -- Anne Rice This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
2 Blasts To Give Away
I need 2 RELIABLE and DEDICATED ppl to recruit votes for me in these last two days of voting. you're going to have to stay online for a long time ;o/ hit me up!
Listen Up Ladies And Gents!!! To Speak Sexy English
"THIS IS DICK!" Haha, gotta love japanese vids!
Why God Made Moms
> WHY GOD MADE MOMS : > > All answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: > > Why did God make mothers? > 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. > 2. Mostly to clean the house. > 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. > > How did God make mothers? > 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. > 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. > 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger > parts. < /SPAN> > > What ingredients are mothers made of? > 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in > the world and one dab of mean. > 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use > string, I think. > > Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? > 1. We're related. > 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. > > What kind of little girl was your mom? > 1. My Mom h
My Friend
I wake up Every morning and say alittle prayer. I say a prayer for you my friend. I pray for your safety, I pray for you guidance. When things get tough I pray for you comfort. When the tears start to fall I pray to God that I could be there to wipe them away. I go to bed everynight and say a prayer before I close my eyes. I pray the He will keep you safe through the night, and that you my friend wont forget about me, when you're out there fihgting for our freedom I pray that you'll come home safe. I wake up every morning and say alittle prayer for you my friend. I pray that we will always be friends. I pray that I am in your heart as you are in mine. I pray that you wont forget that I care and will always be here for you. I pray that you know in my heart you are a hero. I wake up every morning I say alittle prayer for you my friend. I pray that you will always know how much your friendship means to me. God Bless you my friend.
Maybe My Fellow 80's Rockers Could Answer This!
why people are still saying "hella" I thought that went out when Metallica sold out in the 90's with the Load records...also why does Rosie O'Donnell live and yet Sam Kinison had to die...who has Lindsay Lohan in their Dead Pool...I heard the government wants to build a wall between the US and Mexico to keep the illegal immigrants out.If so,who do they think will build it? Yes thats right,Mexicans...I haven't heard an idea that messed up since Gary Cherone was asked to join Van Halen...anyone who has the Paris Hilton song on their Myspace page should be terminated immediately...the Pussycat Dolls are not a real band much like NSuck...oops i mean NSynch before them...why does Justin Timberlake have his own record label now...and why are Cameron Diaz and Jessica Biel fighting over him...well Cameron I could see as she's just a worn out slut now,but Jessica's still young enough where she could get someone that doesn't sing like a girl...hey JT,try steroids.At least then you might not stil
I really don't care for pancakes that much, so when I go to Denny's and the say I cant substitute A waffle for pancakes thats just retarded. I feel like grabbing the foreign waiter/waitress by the throat and shoving their faces in to the plate of pancakes like you would if a dog shit on the carpet.
Your Random Moment Of Joe Morgan Zen
From Joe Morgan's latest chat, quote the wordsmith: "The Yankees have too much talent not to play well for a long stretch. When you're not winning, it doesn't look like you're playing with a lot of passion, but it's the opposite when you are winning. Winning cures the other bad ailments. ... But remember, the Yankees are a veteran team, and veteran teams don't show as much emotion as a younger team, like the Brewers." Awesome. You can't get insight like that from just anyone. By the way, in case you don't regularly partake of the goodness that is Fire Joe Morgan, shame on you. You're missing out. Their latest Morgan espn chat deconstruction is up and well worth a few minutes of your Wednesday.
My Lady
Real Love?
The way you speak The words you say Make me ache for you More and more each day My heart beats rapid When I hear your voice I just wish I knew I was your only choice The rumors I hear The things I see Lead me to believe Its not just me Not me alone That’s feeling this way No me alone Waiting for the day Your arms surround me Your breath I feel The day you hold me Making it real Are the words I hear Meant for only me Or is it all words Feeding a fantasy I want to believe The words that you say But the fear that I have Keeps me at bay I wish I knew Without a doubt The words you say The love their about So much pain My hearts gone through Just don’t play games With love that’s true
New And Improved Big Pimpin Giveaway Goals! Get Signed Up Now!
these prices wont stay around long lmfao... i wanna try to have a giveaway... so its going to work like this. i will rip a photo of your choice, and you deside what gift u want to go can start right away. if u deside u wanna quit, thats fine and ill buy something appropriate for what u have accumilated. comment bombing is allowed and encouraged. there is no time limit. you may bomb your self too. Gifts will be awarded during happy hour only... here are ur choices... mansion 45,000 comments yacht 20,000 comments porsche 10,000 comments corvette 7,500 comments rolex 2,000 comments ring 1,500 comments earrings 1000 comments
I Wish
911? Hello, Its Eyeore, Ive Taken Some Pills......
I really wanna be hugged and cuddled, I however cannot be, fuck it
I don't believe that when you exercise you gain or lose more muscle. I think you just have to teach your body to remember of how it used to be strong. The pain after a good day of lifting is like when you get a headache after getting too much material at school. Nothing feels better than a really good lifting body soreness though.
I maybe out of your sight, But I would never be out of your life. I maybe out of your reach, But I would never be out of your heart. I may leave but you would never be forgotten. I may leave this place and people whom I trust But the memories of being in this place Would always be with me! I may start a new life in a new place But then, I would always keep your memories.
An Amazing Architectural Masterpiece
I just want to share a few pictures that I snapped during my visit a couple of years ago of the Sundial Bridge! This is an incredible achievement by Antonio Calatrava, well know Spanish architect, please leave comments. Carlos
Panic Disorder
Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) What is generalized anxiety disorder (GAD)? Everyone feels anxious from time to time, like when they have to meet a deadline or deliver a presentation. But for people with GAD, a constant and exaggerated sense of worry interferes with their daily life. People with GAD tend to expect the worst when dealing with issues related to money, health, family, or work, even when there is no sign of trouble. About 5% of people in the U.S. will have GAD at some point during their lifetime. Each year, about 3% of the U.S. adult population has GAD (approximately 6.5 million Americans). Nearly twice as many women as men are affected. What are the symptoms of GAD? People with GAD may experience a few symptoms or may feel overwhelmed by many symptoms. The key signs of GAD are anxiety and worry that are difficult to control and have lasted for at least 6 months. In addition to excessive anxiety and worry, people with GAD have at least 3 of the following symp
Friends In Deed
You say we will always be friends I would say until the very ends But friends in need Are really friends in deed To be a friend you need to act like one Not to act like you are gone A hello to a friend every once in awhile Helps keep it alive not just in style To keep a friend you must treat them well Not put their life through a living hell Its understandable if that act like that If not don't hit them through action like a baseball bat
Life Freakin Sucks Ass For Me!
well this is a shocker or at least to me it was. i gotta have some test done cause i might have cancer. which sucks ass. i do not want to be sick and miss out on my life. so the world can suck my brown eye wink right now. but oh freakin well. u want fair go cry to someone else right. so i am gonna bite the bullet and see wut happens wish me luck and i hope if i do have it and i get sicker my real friends will at least try to cheer my dead ass up. peace out folks muah love to my friends and bit my ass to my non friends, freak pagan
I Will Finally Let You Know How Im
So everyone keeps asking me how is my pregnancy going and I guess I haven't wrote anything about it yet..LOL Well Im more then my half way point now. We are having a girl. We are naming her Haley Marie. I wanted of my girls to have my middle name at least. Haven't been sick at all. Im so happy with that. With my first daughter I was sick all the time so Im very happy with this one. Thought it was a boy though because im carrying low but I really don't think it has anything to do with it. I have my days though that I don't feel like doing anything but at the sametime have a lot of energy on other days. I just can't wait to have her so I can move around a lot better then I am now.. I have missed all the hic ups and the moving around and such. Its been 4 years since I have felt this. Its an exciting feeling bec then I know she is ok. My daughter has been very helpful with me also. She gets up and helps me with some dishes already and she loves to help me sweep and mop the floors. She k
I'm unhappy, only because the one man that could put a smile on my face and in my heart is not talking to me-he has my heart-and is playing games with it-the question in my mind is WHY?? Does he not realize im a person-with actual feelings? I'm pretty thick skinned, but this silent treatment shit really hurts-I don't have time for it! But, as he told me, IM NOT GIVING UP! I'M GOING TO FIGHT FOR HIM! Because I know in my heart and my gut that the feelings i have are true-but are his? I hope to find out soon! REO Speedwagon-Don't Let Him Go So you figure that youve got him all figured out Hes a sweet talkin stud Who can melt a girls heart with his pout Hes the kind of lover that the ladies dream about Hes got plenty of cash Hes got plenty of friends He drives women wild Then he drives off in a mercedes-benz Hes got a long wick with a flame at both ends Hes hot But dont let him go Just give him a chance to grow Take it easy, take it slow And dont let him go He ma
New To Cherrytap!
This is my first blog... just wanted to say hello to all of my friends and I will be writing here on a regular basis so please check back!! Love ya, Nicole
Piano By Moonlight
Funny Myspace Pictures
I Wonder...
My horoscope... "It's easy to be selfless under these current astrological influences. So why not take up that good cause you've been meaning to get to for ages? It will add a new dimension of satisfaction to your life." Do they mean I should be doing work today?
The Wait... Is Over.
So... I GOT A NEW JOB! I start in two weeks... That is... unless Safeway takes me off the payroll when I tell them I FOUND A FULL TIME JOB THAT PAYS MORE THAN THEM AND ITS SOMETHING I ACTUALLY ENJOY DOING. So I got a job at a Graphic Design Shop... I'll be working full time, and I cannot wait to start and learn new things. So how did I get this job? I drove past it. Something told me, I should call them... So I did, and they said the owner would call me back... two weeks later (yesterday) he did, and I met himn today and showed him my portfolio and he hired me! So I am soooo glad. Oh get this... So I was seeing this guy.. I haven't been in a real relationship since 2005 (he was the one who was 23 and left me for a 38 year old) and this dude... I'll call him Evan... been on a few dates... But i'm honestly NOT READY for a relationship so I tell him I need to move slow. So about 1 am he sends me a text: I think it's best we head r own ways. i dont c a future 4 us. im
Familiar Encounter
Just an little story I wrote.... Thank goodness it is Friday, I was thinking, as the week had been a long and exhausting one. Suprisingly this last day of my work week was going swiftly. The filing was caught up for the week and the phones had slowed down, so I decided it was time for a quick break. I picked up my coffee cup and headed down the hallway. As I turned into the doorway of our small breakroom, I saw a very handsome man sitting at the table. He looked vaguely familiar to me, but I see lots of people come and go out of the office and decided I just WISH I knew him. He was reading the newspaper, so I decided not to bother him with my chatter. I poured my coffee and sat at the table. There was a magazine in the middle of the table, so I grabbed it and started thumbing through it, glancing at him often. He had dark hair, and a serious look on his face. I had no idea what magazine I was thumbing thru, as my thoughts were on the man across the table. He turned the page of
Father's Day Contest...i'm Gonna Need You Help!
Okay...I know alot of you have seen the bulletins going around, letting you know about the fathers day contest, being held by Rubias rockin'...beginning june 3 thru 16. Well...I'm giving you some advanced info...I will be entering a pict. of my hubby, Lee in the contest. I'd love to be able to win something for him, for this father's day! on the lookout for my bulletins when the contest begins, along with the link to his picture for bombing. I know I've added some to my friends list that are members of bomb squads, so I'm calling on all of you to notify your squads and help me win this one for Lee. I'll apprecate all the help you can give! Will let you know when the contest is underway!
New Weapon In Law Enforcement
New Weapon in Law Enforcement United States law enforcement agencies with narcotics, explosives and arson detection programs have a new weapon under development at this time. This new weapon will also serve very useful to the division of homeland security and the border patrol. This weapon is very versatile, compact but very effective, requires little maintenance and is, by its design, always on standby mode ready to become activated and at 100% full capacity at a moments notice. This revolutionary new weapon will open the door to many new opportunities for its type throughout our nation to fight crime as well as keeping our borders safe from intruders and smugglers. Prototypes of this new weapon are being tested and results show it to be highly superior to its predecessors with near perfect efficiency. Once implemented across our nation, security for the American population as well as the American way of life will be much improved. An overview of this new and exciting
Bath Time (x-rated Story)
Bath Time She's in the tub, bubbles everywhere, candles scenting the room with vanilla; a flute of champagne rests by the tub. It’s the champagne he sent her, saying how much he desires her and wants her. She loves the way he makes her feel - schoolgirl giddy. He's the handsome varsity linebacker, she's the hot little cheerleader ~ "oh we'll role play that, baby, " she thinks in her mind. And she wants him so desperately, passionately she wants him. Taking a sip she hears the door open and she smiles. The bathroom door opens a crack and he steps in. It must have been a tough day, he looks like he ran a marathon, but there is that smile on his face. He kneels by the tub and she wraps her arms around his neck; a soft, innocent kiss turns seductive and determined. The champagne has done its work and she has a buzz going, otherwise she would have jumped out of the tub and into his arms. She keeps kissing him and pressing her curvy body into his. He feels her hardening nipples and hi
New Songs On Playlist
Not that you all probably care.. BUT.. I posted some new songs on my playlist. I don't know about all of you but I see music as a soundtrack to life and the songs that I have on my page at any given time all mean something to me.. yes, even the one that goes "I don't like your girlfriend" lol. So, check it out, let me know what you think.. and while you're at it.. tell me what music means to you. Do you have a theme song in life? Also, I added a voice recorder to my page.. play it and you can hear what I sound like.. if you aren't shy.. go ahead and leave me a voice message.. I'd love to hear from you. -GB (Ur next ex gf)
My Thirst
The night deadly quiet.. Your heart beat all i hear The sound enticing me As i get closer i see the moon light gleaming off your bare neck and chest The pulse pounding in your neck calling to me I lean in slowly feeling your warmth One sweet bite and you'll be mine..... Your deep moan as i sink my teeth into your flesh excites me The taste so sweet as i feed my deep hunger.... I pull away slowly...... Allowing the the beautiful deep crimson blood to flow down your chest, As i softly whisper make love to me for your forever mine
Hey ho Folks ! Its Wednesday night in Germnay 23.30 pm & time is ticking away. In less than 5 hours i´ll be on air to bring you 60 minutes electro beats. Get your marker and paint it red on ur screen. DungeonRadio
A New Blast For Me!
I have had the honor of someone purchasing a blast for me my very first one so be on the look out kids I'm moving up! lol xoxoxox
Just A Few Poems
Faded You told me you cared, you gave me nothing to fear, but as soon as I turned around you disappeared, but for you I always remained here, you would talk yourself out of every lie, and you even held me when I would cry, I didn’t want to believe or even see, that you would prefer someone other then me, though it was written and drawn across your face, I pretended as if there was nothing I could trace, stuck with the plain fact that I was contributing to my own pain, by allowing you to tear up my insides making me insane, wishing I could rewind and prevent, the bitterness that taunts my complection changing my scent, but you inform me it wasn’t intentional for it was only a mistake, a mistake that forms a deep hate in my roots in which I cant take, wanting to be able to fake the relate and understand, to say it’s ok baby you can take my hand, but faced with the reality of the pain that you created, and that the love I once felt has now completely faded. Your
would anyone be able to make me a personalized tag set, using my photos? a thanks for the add one, hey whats up? yadda yadda guys know the drill.... i'd do it myself, but the only photo editing thing i have is "Paint" Gah!
Aight. How come people don't want to respect other people for them as they are and everything thing about them. So my questing is dis: Should a person should respect you for you and everything else about you, yes or no and y?
yea so thinkin bout puttin up more pics but i'm not patient enough to go thru and upload all so i'm gonna post this and get your opinions i have pics already uploaded on my myspace go there add me if you'd like (send as message so i know what its from)and let me know besides my myspace page is a lot nicer than this and i'm too lazy to code this shit lol thanks in advance, bob
Ok... so this cute little chick who is brand new to the Tap stopped by my page and rated My profile pic as a '3'...I had to throw my 2 cents out there!!! I am not bothered by this, in fact, I think it rather funny... I have not been rated anything less than a 10 since I started my page and I find it Humbling to get a rating like that every now and then...brings me back down to myself and keeps my head out of the clouds ;) and at least she was never 'really' know when someone's rating you honestly, or just trying to be nice... So thank you dear (no name's need be dropped!)...If you were trying to piss me off, you failed...if you were just trying to be honest, Kudos to you!!! Ok, I'm done ranting...for now :P
I Love U Guys! Lmao
"female Survey" Cuz Nicky Did It.
1.What color is your bra? My sunburn prevents me from wearing one today. 2. Do you ever lie about your age? Nope... No one believes I'm 31 anyway. 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? I dont think either extreme makes for a good relationship.
Retrieve Deleted Items
If anyone knows how to retrieve deleted items on here please let me know. I would like to retrieve some items I lost on here. Thns for your help.
Fastlane Lyrics - Esthero (featuring: Jemeni And Jelleestone)
Jemeni: "You can tie my hands behind my back and lick your initials in my neck.....foreplay does nothing for me, but commitment makes me wet. I already know you're having an affair with words....but boo...i'm married to vocabulary leaves most men wary...I need to know....can you get into it?" This is so torturous, I know that I shouldn't, but I can not resist Just what is it that you are weaving that's keeping my body from leaving? Your presence is lingering longer than I thought it would And I feel that I should succumb to your majik cause I know you're just as� Strong as an earthquake, bright as a shinin' star I remember the fragrance, I just couldn't believe I'd come so far for Love in the fast lane, as my sanity quickly passed me by Yeah I left it all behind Battling, battling, these feelings are traveling Quicker than a flick of lightning, you were tightening Round my heart and won't slow down Burning hotter than the world underground I'm feeli
Baby News!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is going to be short and sweet. I AM HAVING A BOY!!!!!!!!!!!
So You Think You Can Dance
The hostess and judges of this show can be SO annoying (the lady with the psycho laugh and the rude brit), but I'm addicted anyway! So You Think You Can Dance
so some of you may or may not notice i havent been on here lately.. there is a reason for it and here i tell ya it isnt fair to everyone for me just to leave out like i did... but here it is.. This site used to be so much fun for me i remember being able to spend hours on here talking to friends, now i can barely stand to be on here for a few minutes, the place ive met so many cool people and had so much fun talking to turned into a a few lies but these lies werent just petty i wont go into detail but if u know me or went to the cherry pit at all you kno what lies they were.. i watched one of my friends get upset over some stupid bullshit and it hurt to watch.. you may or may not know who or what im talking about but it was all lies and some people may not get why it upset me but thats okay because you werent there to witness what i seen my friend go through... ive dealt with alotta bs and let it slide but that was uncalled for and wether or not yall talk to this person anymore is
Chicken Fried Rice
6 oz. cooked diced chicken 1/4 c. low sodium chicken broth or bouillon 1 1/2 tbsp. low sodium teriyaki sauce 1 tsp. grated fresh ginger root Pinch white pepper 2 tsp. vegetable oil 2 lg. eggs, lightly beaten 1/2 c. diced onion 1/2 c. shredded carrot 1 1/2 c. cooked white rice 1/2 c. frozen peas In small bowl, combine chicken, 2 tablespoon water, chicken broth, teriyaki sauce, ginger and pepper. Set aside. In large nonstick skillet, heat 1 tablespoon oil. Add eggs; cook, stirring until set but moist. Remove egg to warm plate. Add remaining oil and heat. Add onion and carrot. Stir fry 3 to 4 minutes, until tender. Stir in rice and peas. Cook until rice begins to brown. Add chicken mixture and egg. Cook 5 minutes longer until heated through. 4 servings.
Roux (the Base For Everything Worth Eating)
2 tablespoons vegetable shortening 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour In a heavy iron skillet over medium heat, heat shortening until hot; add flour gradually, stirring or whisking to combine. Reduce heat to low and cook, stirring frequently, about 45 to 60 minutes or until roux is dark brown and has a nutlike odor (it will be very thick and pasty). NOTE: This process takes some time, depending on how high the heat is. The slower, the better, but be ready to remove skillet from heat and stir more rapidly if the roux appears to be burning. Set aside.
Ill Miss You All
Hey all my sexy people. Well Finally got my deadline to move, so I will be gone for about a month. Ill be checking in from time to time but probly wont have my full internet untill im settled in properly. I will miss all my regular friends, so leave me love, and I promise to miss you all.
Puddles Of Fun
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi, and whatyour name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers? " HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she' d want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, t
Going Further
I do not know the outcome of my actions Sometimes before I even know what I plan to do But of anything I can let myself do within the future Loving you is something I will always want to keep No matter where you may travel in your life Giving what matters most for your survival is key. Promise me that you shall never go away To keep everything I taught you close to heart Memories of my kind and gentle feelings Courage has been given for you to make it on your own And if you ever need me to hold or to love I shall always be closer to you than what you think. Times have changed and our world is slowly developing We must make the ultimate sacrifice now But do not worry about what will happen to me I will be stronger than before I knew the way you loved me Together we will pull through the darkness Going further into our dreams and our destiny.
Looking 4 A Online Pimp
Im looking 4 a online pimp 4 me people!!! u charge,u keep da money, just sell me to the guys and some ladys, Just comment if u wanna be my pimp boys
The Last Time.
Some victories are hard won and long awaited. Today marked one of those moments... I had my last custody conciliation meeting.. I know it's the last because my son turns 18 in November. The last time my ex will use the opportunity of appearing in public to try to attack and discredit the mother of his three children, of which he tried his utmost. What did I want? Equal travel for visitation.. I wasn't asking for much, it all comes at such a high price. And I won some kind of victory in that. As I looked at the face pouring out lies and inappropriate talk I saw how far I'd come from believing the man spouting them long ago, and it was so much garbage, but I'm sure, this is the last time.
I Dream Of You
I dream of you I dream of your body lying next to mine feeling your breath, your body rising and falling realizing your every curve feeling your weight against mine knowing of your nakedness just under the sheet reaching out tracing your outline feeling your nipples through the sheet the curls of hair of your neatly trimmed bush my finger probing deeper feeling your clit rise through the sheet awakening you to desire I dream of you slowly removing the sheet revealing your body your legs spreading to accept my fingers and tongue my tongue probing your crevices circling your clit making it throb I dream of your heavy breath the moans of desire as I lick at you feverishly sucking on your clit bringing you closer to release your hands to my hair shoving my face deeper driving tongue harder longer strokes and as the swell comes over you I dream you call out my name your back arching breath in spurts convulsing with ecstasy like my dream?
Hear Me
Im Calling You..... Can You Hear Me Calling You.... I Need You Here... Felt So Empty Inside I Need You Here Beside Me My Half..Baby You... I Can Hear Your Voice Whisper To Me Again.... I Want Nothing Else Right Now Just To Hear Your Voice Again Broken Dream...... Inside I Cried..Hurts..... Only You Can Heal This Pain In This Heart Of Mine Hear Me.... Im Calling You...My Love
It has come to me that I have been looking at people's pages sometimes often more then once.. If it has offended anyone I apologize.. it isn't that I do it on purpose, I click on peoples pages to vote on them and so fourth.. Trying to figure all this out still and trying to find a way to make sure I do not click on the same peoples pages again and again..... Again if I have offended anyone I apologize for that. Krizz
Shadowed Raven
She walks with the dead, skyclad in the moonlight while dirt scatters about her paleness. Nothing is hidden here in this grove of lonely despair as she sings her song. Feathers adorn her hair … They come to pay homage to her, as she twists about in some dark and sensual dance. Their fingers roaming about her form as she undulates for them. Then, sets them out upon the land … Her children, damned souls, to roam about as she lays there indolent in the silvery light. That is when she calls out, a whispered voice upon the howling wind that echoes through the trees. To the ears of that one soul brave enough to venture to the lair of the Shadowed Raven. She calls now …
Doctors Office
drs office by joe in OH I had received the message in the morning mail; “Please report to Dr. M’s office for further evaluation of your test results.” I had gone in for my annual routine check-up. What had they found? I spent the rest of the day worrying about it, and reported to the Dr.’s office that evening. The parking lot was nearly empty, and my concerns deepened. I pushed open the office door, and his nurse was waiting, with clipboard in hand. “We’re glad you could make it. Please come this way.” I followed her into the hallway, and she took my weight ... again. Then she showed me into a consult room. I sat down on the examining table, and she hooked up the blood pressure cuff. “Hmmm ... a little high. We need to do something about that” No wonder. I’m sure I didn’t mention what this angel of mercy looked like. Short golden hair, with pretty hi-lights, just like sun streaks. She stood pretty tall in those nurse shoes. When the other technicians and nurse
Cartoon Sex Ii
This is WAY too freaky, realistic! I wonder how they make this shit! Sexy Naughty Graphics by
Ghost In The Hallway!!!
I was in the hallway one day fixing to put the clothes away in my sons room when I saw mens shoes up underneath on the other side of my sons door....I called to my husband to come to the hallway when all of a sudden my sons door flew open and I started running down the hall and I heard footsteps running behind me and I quickly stopped and turned around and nobody was there....That was my second encounter with just one of the ghosts in my house!!!!
The Ball And The Kitchen!!!!
Me and my brother were sitting in the living room one night watching t.v. and I had just put the babies to bed and I was trying to relax when we started hearing this weird sound like a ball bouncing on a hard floor....Well we knew it wasn't coming from the kids rooms or the hallway because the hallway and my kids rooms have carpet....I stood up and went to the kitchen and there was a ball bouncing all by itself in the middle of the kitchen floor....Me and my brother just stood there and watched it bounce for about 5 minutes and then it just quit and we heard what sounded like little footsteps going past us into the living room....That was my fourth encounter with just one of the ghosts in my house!!!!
This beautiful poem was written for me by my wonderful friend white wolf!!!! Butterfly You are like a butterfly So beautiful and bright. You are a butterfly princess to me. Every time from now on each time I see A butterfly I think of you. You are so colorful in me mine eyes. Every time you smile it looks like a beautiful butterfly. So bright and beautiful and so proud you’re my friend By Justin Thomas
The Stickers!!!!
When we first moved into the house I made a play room out of the third bedroom for my son....When we moved in there was glow in the dark stickers as the border in the room I was making it into the playroom and the stickers were tacky so I took them down and placed them on top of the toy box so I could throw them away when somebody started knocking on the door and I went to go answer it....It was my mom so we sat down and she visited for awhile and then she left....I went back into the room to finish decorating it for my son when I looked up and the stickers were back up on the wall in the same exact spots as they were before and I stepped further into the room and the door to the bedroom slammed shut behind me....I left the stickers alone after that....That was the first encounter with just one of the ghost in my house!!!!
Midweek Meyham. Not Really, But I Like The Tittle Anyway
    I went to class, I was a few minutes late though.  Class went on and on. It was interesting though. It usually is. Today was morral development.  It's always a fun thing to talk about.  My teacher is funny. I sit in back and laugh alot, I hope she doesn't think I am laughing at, her. She sometimes tells settle jokes other people don't get, or just don't think is funny, and sometimes it's just funny because she talks about situations where I have gotten similar responses.  There's all these people that make up rules, and then define morrallity as following the rules.  While if the rules happen go corrispond with your beliefs, they bennifit you, and or you are the one that made them up, then it's probably really easy to say following the rules is what morrallity is based on. So for example, It's against the rules for you to have window airconditioner units in the barracks. It doesn't matter that it's 90-100 something outside, with 90% or more humiddity, and your ac that should work i
Gotten Used To It!!!!
I guess you could say we have gotten used to the encounters that happen in our house we have learned to live with it and I guess they now have learned to live with us....We haven't had any more problems "yet"....I guess it just took them sometime to realize we weren't leaving and they gave up there scare tactics....We do still feel like we are being watched sometimes and we do still sometimes feel something brush past us or we feel coldness around us but we have gotten used to it and it don't bother us anymore....Sooner or later they will move on and finally let their souls rest at least that's what I am hoping for....I will keep ya'll up to date if I have anymore encounters!!!!
Social Security
Mom was a homemaker, and Dad worked all his life and paid into Social Security. Dad passed away and now Mom can barely make ends meet. While the possible "illegal" alien in front of her at the grocery store buys the name brands, Mom goes for the generic brands, and day old breads. She doesn't have out of state calling on her phone, because she can't afford it and shops at the thrift shops and dollar stores.? She considers having pizza once a week "eating out". She grew up during the depression, watched her husband go overseas to fight in WW II a year after their marriage, and then they went on to raise, feed and clothe 5 children, struggling to pay tuition for parochial schools. The Senate voted this week to allow "illegal" aliens access to Social Security benefits. I'm sorry, but how can the Senate justify this slap in the face to born and bred, or naturalized citizens. It is already impossible to l ive on Social Security alone. If they give bene
Stupid Names On Cherrytap
I would have to say that there are some of the most stupid names that I have ever seen here on cherrytap. I mean my god what makes a person proud of the fact that they are a fucking sex slave to some other stupid ass. If a person is that weak and has no more self esteem to post the fact that they are a slave to someone then I really feel sorry for them. Then you have the dumbass's that there name is daddy's sex slave or some kinda bullshit like that. I am sorry if I offend but in my opinion if my get turned on by calling your sex partner daddy then you might as well go ahead and actually screw your daddy because you are saying that turns you on by using the name daddy. I am sorry that is just plain nasty. I try to not piss people off but I call it like I see it.
Another Poem By Me...untitled
for all my old friends..and my new ones too, just remember ive always tried to be so true. ive hurt alot of people,including myself,& kids, but i wont anymore cuz im calling it quits. im dying inside and none can help, im putting all my love up on the shelf. its up for grabs for anyone to take, cuz now im gone & noone can wake. the hurt, pain and all the misery, cant anyone really see. im leaving now and think itll be better, take my life and put it in the shredder. ill miss some that have no clue i will, then others that will love me still. my best to all of you,near and dear or not... but my hearts & my loved ones will not deal with anymore knots. BL 6/15/06
Remembering You By Outlaw Dj
Remembering You by Outlaw DJ I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need....
Don't You Just Love Losers?
I started recieving perverted messages from some guy, I kindly told him I wasn't a slut yet he continued sending me these messages so this is the outcome (read from the bottom up): ->knowom: Slut? I'm not the one sending somebody sleezy messages, get a life asshole. knowom: well whatever slut bye ->knowom: No. I am just not a fucking whore. knowom: wow your a up tight prude ->knowom: If you dont fucking stop I will block you, I dont give a fuck how hard your dick is. You are lucky I am no where near you i'd chop the damn thing off. knowom: my dick is so hard right now I bet your pussy is really tight I'm a prude because I wont cyber with some asshole? Wow, some people need to get a life.
cant seem to upload photos without explorer crashing
let me see, it seems like a good time for a journal. a journal is suposed to be a question of sorts that one can not figure out for the day or week or year, right? or a thought.. (we will get there)why is it He is always so willing to be rid of me?that is the question.why is it love is truly so blind?and then as always what is truly the point?You would think the point would be happiness or love perhaps money or things. when is it the fact that you love some one so much you are willing to sacrfice happiness to be with them? something long lasting and undeniable for something that you would think lasting and inpetrible. then there it all go out the ever loving window. "OVER WHAT?!?" you might ask? simply put a piece of ass..
My Real True Family
ok sexxii ppl my my real true sisthierinlaw has join ct plz show her sum cherry love sexymami33@ CherryTAP ty rubia
I Have Since Re-established My Self Just To Share...
I just realized I have lost all faith in my own intuition. 5/23/07 3:30am. I can no longer think and feel with no regrets. Time and time again I keep finding out I am wrong. It's starts out oh its all good, this rocks, but then all hell breaks loose and it all falls to pieces. For those of you who are truly my friends, this can not bode well for you. I'm sorry. You have had to listen to me bitch and freak out about shit I honestly never would have before. Before what I have no idea so don't bother asking LOL. I have been sad for weeks now and it all came to this final conclusion. I have no trust or faith in people anymore. Is it really my intuition that is so off or is it other peoples lies and deceit and revenge? Seems the only time I'm in a good mood anymore is when I'm drinking. Not a good thing. ~Unfinished, but the most honest thoughts I have written down in close to a life time. ~HML~
Im moving to a new apartment, so I wont be online here for a while... I hope u can do it without your fave swede.. But i'll be back again when I get my internet-connection Take care, sending love.. TheSwede
What R U Waiting 4 ;) Come Check Out "guilty Pleasures"
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*** New Contests ***
ok working out the bugs & problems involved with NSFW pictures in first contest considerin doing upcoming one for: BEST HAIR SEXY SMILE PRETTY EYES BIGGEST SPORTS FAN BEST PET any other suggestions or ideas for contest or prize giveaways please leave comment here Thanks CHUCK
More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your 'innocent little devil' look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding
lay your head back lover, relax your troubled mind, let me fill your world with peace, leave the past behind. fill the night with pleasure, sweet, erotic bliss, movement of both places and time, suspended with a kiss. lift your hear to soar above, gaze into my eyes, the single sound to reach our ears, love's releasing sighs. entwined as one, a single cord, we'll surrender in the night, staying here forever, in the moon's cressing light.
This Is A Ribbon For Soldiers Fighting In Iraq . Pass It On To Everyone And Pray.
I HOPE I DO NOT HEAR OF ANYONE BREAKING THIS ONE OR SEE DELETED This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq . Pass it on to everyone and pray. This is a ribbon for soldiers fighting in Iraq . Pass it on to everyone and pray. SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Bed a little lumpy... Toss and turn any... Wish the heat was higher... Maybe the a/c wasn't on... Had to go to the john.. Need a drink of water... ? ? ? Scroll down * * * * * * * Yes.. It is like that! Count your blessings, pray for them, Talk to your Creator and the next time when... the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes, or you have to p ark a little further from Walmart than you want to be, or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant, or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you, or the shower runs out of hot water, Think of them... Protecting your freedom! DO NOT DEL
A Poem Titled : ~is What~
~Is What~ Die is what goes through my mind, Going in all direction trying to unwind, Lonliness is what fills my heart, My soul being torn apart, Love is what I long for, From the one I most adore, Emptiness is what I feel, Turning like spokes of a wheel, Happiness is what I need to see, Joy to fill up the hole in me, Sadness is what I have day in and day out, It hurts so much I want to shout, Depression is what they call it, Death is what I have to take, But no matter how you look at it, Sooner or later that'll be my fate, Oh,why do I have to wait, For a zero is what my life I rate, Written By : ~CH3RR13L10US~
True Story's
Some people tend to cover up the truth when they show up in public with a black eye, broken arm or using crutches, and then try to explain what happened. Elaborate stories are concocted, but nearly every time the truth comes out, sometimes quite soon, sometimes years later. TRUE STORY #1: There was this young couple who had a terrific argument one morning before leaving for work. The wife couldn't get her dress zipped up in back, so she backed up to her husband and motioned for him to zip up her zipper. "I'll show you zipping", he thought, and briskly whipped it up and down the slide till it broke. He had to cut her out of her favorite dress, which didn't make her happier with him. They went their separate ways to work, both boiling mad at each other. The wife did a slow burn all day. When she got home that evening, she walked through the garage and saw her husband under the car fixing something, with only his legs sticking out. She decided her moment of REVENGE had come. She
Man And Woman Understand Love Different.
Keep it simple. Coming up with elaborate plans to say I love you" may take the focus away from the message. As grand as it sounds to have a hot air balloon descend from the sky, spilling out the words in sparkling confetti over both of your heads, it's more effective to simply say the words and mean them. Say it often. . . . Expressing love can mean different things to different people. When a woman says, I love you," she is saying, I deeply care for you and am glad to be a part of your life." A man's expression probably means, I feel intensely romantic and want to be with you forever." Understanding this difference helps women to understand why men might not express their love as often, thinking it might diminish his meaning. A man, on the other hand, needs to understand a woman's emotional need to be reassured of his love frequently. Understand your partner's needs and use expressions that h
Sticks And Stones!
I am spending less time on CT these days. It has lost its appeal to me. Anyhow my true passion is forums. I love to post and interact with people in that setting. Here you can't really do it unless you sticky something. Anyhow my new site is called Speak Your Minds and you are free to discuss whatever you want. I do have areas for crime and missing people as well as chit chat and tv stuff. Since it is a baby forum (brand new) I need help to get it rocking. We have an arcade with lotsa games like Mario and Pac Man as well as black jack and pinball! You can talk about anything you want. We are 42 members strong now so please come check us out! I really hope you come post with me...I wanna know all my friends better!! There are other things besides CT! Really and this will be fun! ¢¾Immortal¢¾Love¢¾@ CherryTAP
All I Want
empty eyes and burning lies offer nothing new seasons bring unkindly words souls are torn in two I think im seeing all i want seeing it from you blackened minds and crying eyes making it all true forever bleeding losing faith a life misleading internal wraith once a long time ago I felt your heart many times ive seen you smile now you fall apart i think ive seen all i want im tired of you you took my mind and took my eyes now ive become you
My Momorial For A Loved One
It's Bed Time!
Why do we always do the right thing, or why do we always feel as if we should do the right thing?? It's like you're always expected to put others before you. Don't do this caus it'll upset this person! Don't say that or it'll upset that person! Well, I'm sick of doing the right thing, I'm always thinking about how my actions will affect others, damn it, I want to be happy doing what I want to do! So, for the rest of the day I'm gonna do what I want regardless of the consequences to world peace! I'm gonna speak my mind, I'm gonna go where I like and I don't give a shit what anyone thinks, until tomorrow that is! I'm off to bed!
Having Fun
Having Fun ~Tony Martinez My angel Thank you This fight This journey That we travel together Is a long and hard one With so much on the line Tension and emotions run high Thank you for taking a break with me Thank you for jumping with me into the pile of leaves For rolling around and laughing with me Sharing little things and whispering sweet nothings You say "shhhhh" but still smile The sparkle in your eyes tells me all I need to know Tomorrow is a new day The battle will rage on I love you My angel
If we cherish something we must take care of it. Family, job, health, are some of the things that we take care of because we value them. Included among the things that we cherish should be the friendships that we have established and the friends that we have. Time, care, and attention are all required to maintain a healthy, respectful, and long-lasting friendship. The best of friends contribute to the friendship, because a true friendship returns so much more throughout the years.
Blue Moon 3
Da White Sox
if anyone knows how to report someone, pls let me know..this guy on here with the handle Da White Sox just called em a fuckin cunt because he asked for my yahoo messenger..I TOLD him I'm hardly ever on there because I work alot..He asked for it anyway AGAIN, so I gave it to him...then he you ever going to answer your IM..I then told him..yet again, that I hardly get a chnace to get on that thing becuase of work.. He then tells me to stop playing games..calls me a fucking cunt..and rates my pictures 1's.....
Just Typing
just seems like everything around me is falling about even more now just seems like nothing is going right seems like every time i turn around sumthing happens like my divorce has been put off for 6 months it sucks cause i want out of this marriage so bad he screwed up and now i have to wait till he gets back to have it im going on living my life doing what i wanna do he did while we was still married y can now thouhgt i could trust sumbody found out that i cant if u say ur going to do sumthing then do it dont lie to me if u cant handle how i talk then dont talk to me geez how hard is that just if ur going to do or say sumthing then do it sorry just venting have no one to talk to yeah i have my famiy but they just look at me and say thing will be ok blah blah but u know just wish i had sum one that would just listen not say ok sorry brb blah blah anyways i need to go just vent untill the next time
Everyone who knows me, knows that I am an open person. All someone literally has to do is ask me something and I will answer it. Will they like the answer, no, not always. I've met some really interesting and some really nice people on here. Several whom have become very close friends. Do I have any regrets on here, of course I do.
Against All Odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Now take a look at me now, cos there's ju
Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? COmment with your answers, cant wait!!! Ill even return the
Sometimes I forget, only remembering the pain the hurt and deceit, the fallen rain sins unforgiven, thoughts revealed emotionally scarred, emotionally sealed yet with every cloud that calls and every tear that falls lessons are learned, wiping away tears breaking down all your fears forgive and forget, hard to do just go on in life, being you
Scallops Provencale
Scallops Provencale Plump, slightly sweet scallops take almost no time to cook and make for an easy and delicious weeknight dinner. Just be sure not to overcook them -- five minutes should be plenty for small bay scallops, while larger varieties will take a bit longer. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound bay scallops * 1/4 cup white flour * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 cups snow peas * 2 cups sliced red peppers * 1 cup sliced mushrooms Directions: Rinse the scallops and dry with a paper towel. Roll the scallops in flour. In a wok or large skillet, saute the scallops and garlic in olive oil until tender (about 5 to 10 minutes). Add the snow peas, red peppers and mushrooms and mix until heated through. Serve over rice.
Me And Potato Salad Dont Get Along
You Did It My Dear Twin, Tess...
Happy Full Moon
That sounds odd doesn't it? In any event, it is a full moon today, and in tradition with normal happenstance on full moons, it's been a rip roaring riot. That's all really. I need a drink. LOL
how do u know when its ok to trust sumbody after u been hurt? how long should u wait till u date if ur saprated from ur hubby/wife. if u do do u trust them do u open up to them what do u do cause i just dont knwo what to do any more im so confused got mixs feeling sum peeps say date sum say no wait till the divoce but i need sum fun u know so i just got mix feeling so what do yall think
Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK T
Holding On!!!
In finding out some news recently, Thats very hard to bare, How do i keep my soul alive, And not live in such dispair? To find your life could be cut so short, In the blink of one's beautiful eyes, I pray and hope i see another day, So I raise my head to the sky, Dear father can you hear me i need your help, For another day, I might not see, I need your strength and loving arms, To as of now, Carry me. This news i received has broken my spirit, Its like a Cancer within my soul, I need your love and awesome strength, Because im not yet ready to go, This is going to be hard to face my kids, Knowing I am all they have, So please Lord hear me, Grant my prayer, So a mother, these children wont lack, Today was a battle again my Lord, Its making me realize all my worst fears, Please Lord help me, I am on my knee's, And please Lord, heal my tears,,,,,, Written by: Azalia I found out recently that i have Cancer. I don't know where my life is going to go f
Mistakes Men Make Online Ok Us Women Do It Too Lol
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b
Worth It!
As with the ripples of a setting tide, Peace and serenity are fully restored, Somehow i look upon the water, And my mind is no longer ignored, With a gentle caress of kindness, And a very positive flow, His heart, I'll wrap my love around, So contentment is felt in his soul, His smile is yet so amaizing, It carries over into his eyez, With his arms around me, I felt so safe and my heart cant deny, This man is very special to me, He stands out, with a light of his own, I wish i was the one, to make him happy, Where with my heart, He would call home, I get the feeling he has been hurt before, How do i take away his fears?? And let him see, Im down, No matter what, I will never bring him any tears, I find myself wanting, to make him happy, Just to make his soul, Truly smile, For this man, I'd give anything i could, I really feel he is worth the while!!! Besos!! Written by: Azalia
A Patients Poem To Me,,,,, I Cried!
Sometimes ive wondered, What my life would have been like, If i had took better care of my body, Would this still have been my life? I sit in this chair, I cant just get up and go, My spirit has been broken, Im waiting for God to take my soul, Now i need 24 hr care, My privacy almost doesnt resist, I have lost my home and everything, And with my family, I barely exist, To see you come into work with me, Always happy and with a beautiful smile, It makes my soul fight the calling, And makes me want that extra mile, Though im alone and so dependant, I look foreward to when you come in, You really make me feel special, You also make my heart spin, Without you my dear Azalia, I would be so alone and lost, The i'd have to bargain with God, To end my life at any cost, If i didnt have you here with me, Bringing me your rays of light, I know i'd waste away to nothing, And give up this aweful fight, So im saying "Thank you dear", For sharing your precio
My Heart
I can't believe this is happening, You were always just so strong, You never turned your back on us, Even though sometimes, We were wrong, You always helped in any way that you could, And you always had something to say, But now God has called you home, Knowing your at rest makes it ok, You havre endured alot in your life, And made alot of friends along the way, Your heart was pure as gold tata, And so for you to God i pray, Dear lord, please take care of my tata, Help him to rest and hurt no more, Cause we want him to earn his angels wings, Thank you for letting walk through your door, We thank you tata, For your presence in our lives, We know you'll be smiling down on us, From the kingdome of heavely skies, So now i want to end this, With an I love you and welcome home, So go in peace and may god bless you, God has happily welcomed you home,,, Written by: Azalia On: Jan 10th, 1992
To Sum It Up!
You say you don't want me steppin, But yet your game, just isnt quite right, You say your feeling me like no otha, But yet words say, you have no fight, I cant hold back how i feel, and to be honest, I now think your a dog, That jumps from woman to woman, And plays their hearts all along, You see, im a diffrent type of chick, One that knows the game and can play it well, But i chose to not be that shallow of a person, So to you, this is something i must tell, You weren't quite right with me from the get go, Lack of calls and seeing eachother alike, I'd rather let you go like this, Then end up in an some arguement or fight, I am a one man woman, And deserve the same, from a man in my life, So im saying you don't have what it takes, You lack the things that i like, Im ok believe i don't need you, Though you gave me that extra lil strut, But its over with us, I dont want you, Im sorry, i had to sum it all up! Written by: Azalia Written on: March 26th,
4 Words After Sex Lmfao
Lets see how long we can keep this going! Azalia- Get tha fuk out! Erica- Call you a taxi? Chris - Erica your taxi's here Harmony - whats your name again? Tim- that one was MESSY! Oliver - woman... be my slave Paul- Gee well that Happened Chris - May i sleep now? Gaylene - here's the bill now? George - Lover, you're my first. fantasia- Alright who was next? tiggrowl- May i have another???? jennifer- hi, my name's jen... Dee- U SHOT MY EYE !!!!!!! Shawn- Quit Callin' me Daddy Tiffany- I have to pee! Eric - Hi, my name's Eric Jo- Mmm, that was salty! Selina- FUCK.....Is that it? Jerry- Your mum was better!! John- Is your mom home? Wendy- Not in my hair! D.A.M.- I am a mormon!! Mari- oh wow u suck!!! D-ok, one more time!! BELLA- umm is in yet??? neal- where are my pants? BIZ- Next to the gimp Beak Wilder- How old are you? Lauren Lydia- are you on myspace tim- that's never happened before... garrett- god damn im good.... Tony C- It's just razor burn. M
Stupid Questions Ii
Stupid Questions II 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why can't woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my name's Bob. I'm an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think i'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the professor on Gilligan's Island can
Enough Said!
Corporate Terror Session
My brain drowns In boredom Stifled by the everyday Mundane missions The idiots Give lectures Pretend they understand But we have The knowledge They cannot comprehend Explanations of excuses Never sharing Reason or truth I could not Listen less If they were A mute This is not A meeting It is just Mental abuse
Little Old Lady
Ass-rod Never Lets Me Down
God help me, I can't look away, I just can't. Particularly when the Daily News turns in an expose on Rodriguez's off-field catting about that include a byline with four reporters turning in information from three different cities. Hard hitting. Now. All Rodriguez, all the time. By the way, the murmuring that the Rodriguez's had an "open" marriage as an explanation for why the missus might be OK with the Toronto public humiliation? Apparently not true. Or, if true, there's limits to that. At any rate, the News is reporting that she's packed some bags and moved out. Plus, the above linked Daily New article contains this new favorite all-time hall-of-fame quote: "'He loves to text dirty,' said a strip club insider. 'His wife should check his messages.'" Pauses to chuckle. It will be next to impossible for me to watch a Yankees game for the next little bit without having that phrase run through my mind each Rodriguez at-bat. Houston Nutt has probably already tried to contact R
My Life
Well here I go again waking up in this dreary room. I look around and see everything that was here yesterday hasnt gone away. My children greet me every morning with a loving smile that means the world to me.. Those are just a few things that I dont want to disapear in my life. The yelling and screaming and not knowingif someone is going to hate me today, thats the part I want to go away. I just want to be loved by someone that doesnt get tired of me, loves to see me everyday. Maybe a kiss that means something would be great.. "hey Baby" I love you would be even better.. Im told everyday that someday it will be better. Maybe one day someone will walk into my life and make me smile forever.....
Music 2 Go With U Lookin At Pics Hehe ( Depeche Mode----dirt
Just To Give Everyone A Good Laugh
I just locked myself in the bathroom.LOL.I was going to open the door and turned the door knob to open it and it wouldnt open.I thought for minute then was like damn I just locked myself in bathroom.LOL.Of course I then unlocked the door.
Most days the first thing I do on Cherry Tap is read through the blogs. But, alas I can not reach some of them for one reason or another. I have a list of my friends and such on my homepage so I know those ones I can read if they are posted. but I meet new people through the blogs so I was wondering why can't there be a little note under each blog heading to say iff rrestricted or not? I don't think that is too much to request. It would really be kool to have it on the same list as the blog post list.
Thank You Thank You Thank You
A Nightly Wish...
Deep in sleep, nothing to fear Pictures of you in my mind, your voice in my ear My heart is pounding for you, this I can not hide When you kiss me I know, it is going to be alright You look into my eyes, you know what I say I make you quiver and tremble, for you my heart aches Let this dream be real, don't let me wake This feels too good and right, for this to be a mistake Two souls and minds wanting more, I would if I could Having your body next to mine, all this for good Reaching through to your heart, that is my passion to do Nothing makes me more a man, than the smiles I see you do Make love to her, my heart says to do The feeling of you around me, is this really true The touch of your lips, the feeling of your heart Both hearts beating faster and faster, I can't help but say Love me forever and ever, day by day Waking to an alarm, it was all just a dream How can something like that be so right, now it doesn't mean a thing In a warm sweat, my heart still
Poem "lost Knight"
As I walk in the cool winters breeze on a trail searching for my knight that I have lost. Through the wind that howls in my face telling me it's forbidden to go forward I rush on into the wind not caring of the warnings that it heeds. I can see his outline in the distance through the fog frustration burns through my veins as I try and try again to reach him and yet he seems to get further from me. Oh how fate is so cruel to put you at my finger tips then wisk you away. Seems like a lifetime ago that I heard his voice whispering words of love in my ear. Now I come to return those words of love that he spoke not so long ago. I yell to the wind I care not what you think of me let me be with my knight, my love if only for one night. The wind calms and the fog lifts I see you standing before me though I swear it must be a dream. You smile at me and I rush into your warm embrace. You hold me close whispering words of love. Tears of joy stream down my face as I whisper back you shall always b
Marilyn Monroe
Fast Facts Birth Name: Norma Jeane Mortenson Also Known As: Norma Jeane Baker Birth date: June 1, 1926 Birth place: Los Angeles, CA Death date: August 5, 1962 Death place: Brentwood, CA Burial location: Corridor of Memories, #24, at Westwood Memorial Park in Los Angeles, CA Height: 5 feet 5 1/2 inches Weight: Varied, 115 - 120 lbs. Measurements: 37-23-36 (Studio's Claim); 35-22-35 (Dressmaker's Claim) Hair color: Blond Eyes: Blue High schools: Van Nuys High School; University High School Occupations: Model, Actress, Singer Mother: Gladys Baker Half-brother: Hermitt Jack Baker Half-sister: Berniece Miracle Marriages: Jimmy Dougherty (1942-1946); Joe DiMaggio (1954); Arthur Miller (1956-1961) Stepchildren: Joe DiMaggio, Jr., Jane and Robert Miller Did you know? In 1999, Marilyn was named the Number One Sex Star of the 20th Century by Playboy magazine In 1999, Marilyn was voted the 'Sexiest Woman of the Century' by People Magazine. Issued on J
Environmentally Friendly?
So I decided to put vegetable oil in the diesel tank of my big Toyota family carrier, ostensibly to save the environment, but really because, here in the UK it’s a lot cheaper than diesel fuel (about half-price). First time I tried it I was a bit worried that I would fry my engine and so I only put in about a litre of rapeseed oil for 20 litres of diesel and it ran great. Since then I’ve been putting about 10 litres of veggie oil for every 20 of diesel and it works really well. If anything, it runs even smoother – beaut! I have noticed however, that if I’m standing behind the vehicle whilst it’s running in idle, it smells a lot less like a truck and a lot more like a doughnut fryer! The reason that it’s better for the environment is that vegetable oil is carbon-neutral, in that, whilst it contributes carbon to the atmosphere, the act of growing more rapeseed to replace the oil used will scrub out any carbon produced in burning it. Apparently, Mr Diesel (if that was his name) develop
Mexican Americans!
CHEECH AND CHONG SONG> FUNNY!!! Me Me Me Me Mexican Americans dont like to just get into gang fights, they like flowers and music and white girls named Debby too! Mexican Americans are named Chata and Chela and Chema and have a son in law named Jeff. Mexican Americans don't like to get up early in the morning but they have to, so they do it real sloooooow. Mexican Americans love education so they go to night school and they take spanish and get a B! YEA LEAVE THAT IN!!! Mexican AMericans love their nanas and their nono and ninas and their ninos nanu nanu nina nono. Mexican Americans don't like to go to the movies where the dude has to wear contact lenses to make his blue eyes brown, cause I wanna make my brown eyes blue. And thats all I got. What do you think, its kinda like a protest tune. CHONG: I like it. But you know while you were singing that I came up with another tune. It's like the same thing only different. It's like a little more rock and roll.
Do U Prefer A Freaky Gurl Or A Plain Jane
On the hill over looking the land, Stands the Knight,seeing yet not seeing Dressed in the Armour and Colors of His House,and yet is not comforted. Holding a Staff,scrolled with ancient runes of a long forgotten tongue,yet knows himself. Standing ever alert for what the lands holds for him, yet lets the winds blow by. Hold the Keys to what future still,and is still alone. Standing with staff in hand, looking and hoping, seeing many futures which the staff tells. Time is his realm, holding all things in check and not holding at all. For he waits,Still and all things are what they will be. Alone A solitary figure, yet splended and coloriful, yet is still. A single man raging against Time,and yet winning and losing at the same time. For all things bind within his power,and are let to seek their promise. Alone The Knight waits ever still, in front of his castle, on the land and is. For thr Knight is many things, with many talents and many skills, yet unhoned. I
New Links / New Album
G'day everyone... I've been working today on setting up a new Album in my pics for Autism related graphics that I have acquired from other people and sources as well as items I've created myself. I welcome all of you to have a look and take what you like from this album to use in your own efforts. Thank you Vicky and Nichole/Pezz for providing me with a number of these items and to Nichole/Pezz for providing me with the following links to sources of some really good information on Autism and books on Autism: - a directory of books and other resource material on Autism, Aspergers and other related conditions. - an online store for bumper stickers and magnets related to Asperger's Syndrome, including a link to a like site for Autism related products If anyone else has anything they wanna forward my way, please feel free. I'd appreciate anything you can come up with. More t
Untitled 3
Untitled 3 (11.11.04) A world covered in darkness, Never seeing light. A glimmer of light sparkles In the distance. A figure appears Within the light. The world slowly Becomes lit. New wonders arise While darkness withers. Love and beauty Are seen across the world. A world of darkness no longer, Only a world of beauty.
Bored Beyond Belief!!
Ok, so I'm extremely bored tonight, what should I do? Give me some suggestions so I don't go crazy. I've been in the Mumm's, done the "I'm Bored" thing, etc. .... I don't feel like goin to bed yet and I don't really feel like goin to watch a movie. What a lame a$$ night. lol.
Half An Hour
Crying From Laughing!!!
I just laughed off my head with this one!!! All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them toge
Door Mat
i donno maybe its me but lately i just feel like one. dont know what it is just the feelin i get so wtf!
Love Ya!
One day a man's wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away,never to return before we can say a good-bye "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no atter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special, and so, We ke
Anything Goes
Yeah! Yeah! Fuck my ass! Fuck it raw! Fuck it good! Give me what I want!" I was watching a pornographic movie. There were eight men on one woman. One man was underneath the woman with his cock in her pussy. Another man was on top of her, shoving his big meat into her swollen pink asshole. He kept pulling out to show the camera how puffy and open her hole looked, and then he slowly plunged back in. Again and again he pulled out of her anus and then rammed himself back, causing the woman's face to contort with ecstasy. I was stroking my clit with my dildo, watching the pleasure this woman was taking from these men, wishing that I were she. I constantly fantasize about being gloriously gang-banged by a bunch of bad boys wanting to fuck me. I get off on the thought of sticking my ass in the air in front of them and saying, "Come on, boys, fuck my pussy! Give me what I want! Give my pussy some cock!" In my fantasy I reach around and spread my ass for them to see. Then I feel a l
I am in a giveaway there is no time limit but need at least 400 comments a week to stay in it. i am trying to get the porche which needs 20,000 comments . thanks for the help Debbi "I.A.R." "A.O.V." "NBSD""F.A.R"@ CherryTAP
Boob Contest Closed
Broken Dreams
Broken dreams, Embittered trust. These things are, Never a must. Family first, Is what you said. But that thought, Was shot down dead. There for me, You always were. But now I know, That times a blurr. My best friend, My cousin dear. I hope you've listened, I hope you hear. Because of you, I'd had no fear. But now I'm not sure, I wish it were clear. One day I hope, You'll go to normal. But then again don't, Go to formal. Fond of you, I'll always be. But my trust in you, Was broken by three.
Why do new people on CherryTap have to be so mean? Lately I have been getting so many downraters on my page. Mostly they are young females who are new to CherryTap. Ocassionally it is a male but most of the time I get good rates from the guys. What's they matter little girls? Can't handle it because a mature woman is hotter than some barely pubescent girl? I am not normally a negative person but I am getting sick and tired of this. I am through being rational with these people. Here's the way it's going to go from now on. I do ot go on anyone's page and give them a bad rating UNLESS they attack me first. I am through trying to find out why they rated me low. I on't give a shit WHO pissed in their Cheerios. What ever they rate me I'm rating them one lower. Childish? Maybe. But I'm tired of sniveling little snot nosed brats trashing me. When I joined CherryTap, May 1,2006, there were less than 25,000 users and all was good. People were happy and friendly. Most are that w
The Healing
so, i think i have had enough of this broken heart crap. i haven't had quite so much vodka, so this blog will probably make absolutely no sense whatsoever. anyway, i have, if you haven't already noticed, found something of interest that has indeed helped me, how should i say, let go of the feelings of failure, and such. thanks in part to some very supportive, and insightful (yes i use that word alot), new friends, i have realized that although i do have many faults, it is not ALL my fault. and if it is, so be it. no sense in dwelling on the past. i have learned, and that is important. so i am on the road to recovery, and this time i am not really looking for someone else to help me heal, i am turning to me, and the things that give me joy and a sense of accomplishment. my favorite hobbies. and it just so happens, that i have found a possible NEW hobby, or lifestyle as it were. but you will have to read my other blogs and figure that out for yourself, if curious. so for tho
For A Friend
Intelligenc isn't in the use of the tongue,But the influence it has on those the tongue speaks of
betrayed i have been betrayed by soooo many friends that i dont think i know how to be a friend to any one i dont know how to love anymore idk how to be a good friend without fearing i will be betrayed i dont want isolate myself again i dont want to be left in the dark i just want to chance to learn what a true a friend is like
Sundae Morn'
The routine is for "daddy" to sleep in, even though there's lots to do to get the kids ready for church. I woke before the alarm (which is normally our youngest), and had that urgency to visit the potty. Listening, I realized that she was taking a shower and that none of the kids were awake yet. It was still dark in the bedroom, and entering the bathroom made my eyes squinch shut tightly. Rather than struggle with prying the "dry eyes" open in this light, I just sat and let out a sigh of relief while my eyes adjusted a bit. I looked up to see her shaving her legs. It's crazy, but just the sight of her smooth skin....the water droplets everywhere....I felt an arousal, but knew better than to interrupt her at this point. Instead, I finished and wandered back to bed without making a sound. Still, the images in my mind, as she ran her hands up and down her legs ....the sight of her small tuft....I stroked my shaft in long deliberate gentle strokes the way she did. Soon though the pressure
Salt And Peppa ~ Push It
shoutout to tony this is 4 ur crazy ass
Boys Just Wanting To Be Friends....
ok.. answer me this guys... I'm not saying I'm looking for a relationship, but but it's like all the guys i'm talking to want to be just friends. is it something about me? i mean i think i'm hella fun and i don't mind having guy friends but damn it's like every single one of them says something to the effect of "can't we just be friends?" i've never had an issue before now with seriously no less than three guys said that to me in a matter of days. oh they will flirt with me all day but when something may happen they run. and well... i just don't know. I'm not gunna deny that i want a lil bit of em all but damn... not one in the bunch??? noone wants to throw a bone this way.... so what's up guys??!?!?
To My Son
To My Son A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere, the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This advice or ( 39 yrs of exprience) if for you from me ( your Father)......................... Realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. Come to terms with the fact that in the real world, there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process, a sense of serenity is born of
A Story
Well, considering that I have to work at 1130am tomarrow/today...Im going to make this nice and simple. Yes, I did have a problem saving my money and spending it wisely a few years ago. Or at least during the time, my ex was paying me child support and all of that extra money that he was sending me. Yes, I should have saved it up but that gives my ex no excuse for the money problems he has now with his new wife and the family he brought into his life. Yes, it is great that he has a new family but I think that you need to find yourself financially capable first before bringing in a new family. Oh, and I at least did not have to give up my children to my parents for awhile so that I can save money up because I can not afford to take care of them and then risk my parents wanting to get custody of my kids...hmmmm, and this new wifey of my ex's claims that I have a problem with my Okay, so I may be a little off the edge at times about all of this and it does seem
Everything Happens For A Reason?
The days that followed were topped with visits from her family mine were off doing whatever and also 1200 miles away although calls were coming in from them twice a day wanting to know if there was anything they could do,but mostly words of comfort or what they thought was comfort for me it was hummmmmmmmmmmmmm , and you know everything happens for a reason, or hes in a better place, no offense but what good reason comes from a 2 year old boy falling into a swimming pool, and tell me what better place is he in? I thought there was no better place for a child then in the arms of someone who loves them, its a way for someone to talk to you without really asking you the details and they don't want to know cause they say things like that, during this time all I wanted was someone close to talk to but no I didn't want them too close my pain was the only thing left, it was a bitter sweet reminder that all this did not happen for a reason and there was no better place for this child then in m
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We Come To Mourn Today For Mr. C. Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr.Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old >He was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons a Mr. Common Senses knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. - Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get Parental consent to admini
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This Place Has Gotten Boring.
Nobody talks or just says whats up or anything. It's all about points and ratings and shit. Cause that totaly matters in real life lmao. When you get to the "Magic Cherry" level can you actually do magic? That involves Cherrys?
there sure as hell alot of jealous ass fucking little snitches on this motherfucker
No More.
it has become apparent to me that writing blogs while drinking vodka is not always a good thing. therefore i have decided to slow down on the alcohol consumption, before i end up offending some one or say something that i do not really feel. as i said in my latest blog, my wounds are healing, but it doesn't mean that i have forsaken the one that is the reason for them. i am still married to her, and i still love her and i always will. my point....hmmmm. oh yes, the drinking. i have walked away from many addictions in my life, and i will do the same with this little habit. so worry not, dear friends, for i will persevere. so smile and hold your heads high, because if i can, after the things i have seen, so too can you. my best wishes to all.
Yep Im Blonde But Not This Bad !!! Lol
1. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate". 2. She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. 3. She got stabbed in a shoot-out. 4. She told me to meet her at the corner of "WALK" and "DON'T WALK". 5. She thought TuPac Shakur was a Jewish holiday. 6. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. 7. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. 8. She tried to drown a fish. 9. She thought a quarterback was a refund. 10. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. 11. If you gave her a penny for intelligence, you'd get change back. 12. They had to burn the school down to get her out of third grade. 13. Under "education" on her job application, she put "Hooked On Phonics." 14. She tripped over a cordless phone. 15. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. 16. At the bottom of the application where it says "sign here".. she put "Sagittarius." 17.
In Love
I'm A Democrat, But Just Barely I Guess
You Are 56% Democrat You aren't a full fledged Democrat yet, but it's likely the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Democrat. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself! How Democrat Are You?
Barely Republican :)
You Are 56% Republican You aren't a full fledged Republican yet, but it's probably the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Republican. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself! How Republican Are You?
Brad Pitt & $1,000,000
A Young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?" The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" "Of
The Keeper Of The Stars By Tracy Byrd
Normally, I would have a song dedicated to Kally, my wife-to-be. It turns out she dedicated this one to me! I still dedicate it to her anyway. I thank God aka The Keeper of the Stars for leading us to each other! It was no accident me finding you Someone had a hand in it Long before we ever knew Now I just can't believe you're in my life Heaven's smilin' down on me As I look at you tonight I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever need Thanks to the keeper of the stars Soft moonlight on your face oh how you shine It takes my breath away Just to look into your eyes I know I don't deserve a treasure like you There really are no words To show my gratitude So I tip my hat to the keeper of the stars He sure knew what he was doin' When he joined these two hearts I hold everything When I hold you in my arms I've got all I'll ever
Hi everyone. I just wanted to start a blog..I might put some poems in future blogs...I just need to be in the mood to write first...we can blame my ex for me not being able to write anything right now.(I can write some pretty alright stuff if you give me a chance)Anyway, you'll hear more from me soon. XOXOXO loudmouth
heres a quick update about court as you remember, i had a dilema as to whether i should go to the child support thing or not i said screw it fine ill go well i was there for 30 min, got called, answered 4 questions and left
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Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to s
Like A Virgin
Who's That Girl?
This Is What Love Is Truly About....
THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS ALL ABOUT It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am., when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she w
Things You Wishyou Could Say At Work!!!
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh...I see the f***-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
Rad Girls On Fuse Channel Make Out With 2 Dirty Old Men
Zeus's Toy April 2005 MDJ Oh, my feet have grown roots into this carpet! A sudden striking of your Aphroditian beauty Befuddles and bewilders me! Here, within these halls of eating, Where all expect everything bland Upon inspection, even mundane; To find you! Such exceptionally rare and exquisite visual repasts, Calls for more self control Than any man alive may condone! Are you the gods, play toy? A being carved not from flesh Rather the unrestrained desires of immortals Incarnated to drive the normal man mad? Zeus must have called to the 7 corners of the world Requiring a full pantheon of goddesses divine attributes To pose while he chiseled alabaster marble, Painted midnight stars into your hair Laughing when he breathed life into you, A walking talking breathing incomparable statue Designed to melt the race of mens hearts! Your every step and bounce An ache to the wandering soul Of every male within eyesight; Hearing church bells ring with
Blue Moon
Blue Moon I hear whispered incantations. Can ya feel it in the breeze? Do ya get the same sensations, When the full moon starts to tease? Even in the light of daytime It's found tuggin' at my soul. As it screams to me of playtime And this need to to shed control. Oh I gotta get a handle, But I wanna let it fly. Wanna be a part of scandle - If I don't I'm gonna die. Baby, come a little closer - let your inhibitions free. I'm a lover - a composer and this moon is callin me. Now slide on over - saddle up And show me what ya got. Lemme look into that face I cup And lick that special spot. Cause tonight wer'e gonna let it rip Like we ain't never done. In a ragin' esoteric trip 'cause were the only ones. Oh it goes so deep and warmin' as we unleash our desires. Now we get our hands to swarmin' As we cradle passions fires. Then you wrap your very essence 'round my crazy twichin' mind. Let this Blue Moon’s luminescence feed our beings intertwin
some of you know, but im in the moving process. ill only be able to check messages and things so leave me some love..but ill be back soon to talk.
This is the second dream that has taken my subconcious mind to Ian. The first was a few days ago and as that I had to work I was not able to record it and remember.. I was on a bus and I was going on a long trip to who knows where. I fell asleep and when I awoke it ws dark and the only people left in the bus were another young lady, myself and the driver. She awoke around the same time that I did and we realised that we had missed our destinaion. We went to the front of the bus and pleaded the driver to stop. The driver was Ian. He refused. Quite frankly he took us hostage. We were frightened but he was not a bad man.. just a relentless man with a destination in mind. Both she and I had a cat with us. I had my black cat Matt. The woman and I got together quite well and found solace in each others company. He ended up taking us back to his residence. Where or what it is I am not sure but it was not large. I don't remember details of what happened there other then we grew and tr
In Loving Memory...
First, I would like to take this moment and thank God for everything he has allowed me, especially my most precious children and grandchildren. Then, I would like to take a moment to say how very sorry I am for the loss of two young, beautiful, sweet, fun and loving teenage girls, Tiffany Allen and Miranda Walker, of whom were killed last night in an automobile accident on St. Rose Ave. My children knew them, especially my daughter Tiffany, and they will be greatly missed. I can not even begin to imagine the suffering their families are going through at this very moment. It is all I can do to keep myself together. I am asking all of my wonderful CT friends to please take a moment and pray for these families. Pray that God can give them the strength they need to get through this horrific tragedy knowing that they may never understand why it was time for their precious daughters to move on so soon. We will sadly miss you Tiffany and Miranda, may God keep you well until the next time we s
You Know Who You Are!!!!
My so called friend I have loved you to pieces Fed you with caring and nurturing Accept you in my life like you have always been a part of it I have fought for you Take you with my two hands beyond reasonable doubt Loved you to a fault I introduced you to my family Treat your family of my own Breathed the air you breath Eat what you are, gave you what I eat And what did I get? I am accused of being untrue I am accused of being a user I’ve been judged without fair trial That all the favor I did was a way to buy friends My family had undergone malicious judgement And I thought I found a friend I was condemned, I was discouraged, I was stepped until I’m broken I have been taken for granted and been silent For talking means nothing for me but a useless way of reasoning for unreasonable consequences. But you never stopped, after years you still judged me. You still think that all I did was a scheme to destroy and use you. While you are the one who is trying until
Forever Died
The first time someone told me they wanted forever it last almost 15 yrs. before she went after her next forever. The second time it was 3yrs. before I was trading for a guy who made more money and didn't travel for work. After three years of being alone I finally (with a nudge from a mutual friend) decided to try again and this time told her up front that I wasn't interested in any less than forever, she said that's what she wanted to. GUESS WHAT forever ended after one weekend. So given the rate of decline, I'm pretty sure that at this point Forever is completely gone and Ture Love is only a fairy tale. I have my kids and friends and I think I need to just be happy with that. Love is a wonderful feeling until it isn't there anymore and this replaced by heartache and that's the a feeling I can do without.
The Street Walker Is Back
the bitch who i said in my last blog who insulted my kids is back, here you go SEXY MILF ANNIE!@ CherryTAP
In A Darkened Room By Skid Row
In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there
My List
Ok...its time to clean out my list...i went thro about 600 people and quit....if i dont talk to you ever...your gone....i know who leaves me comments daily and takes the time to talk to me.....if you dont...bye list has gotten to out of not on here for popularity just to make friends and ive met alot of awesome ass people on here and want to stay close to all you other..thanks for whatever you did give me but if you dont talk your outtie....have a good weekend
just finished paying off my bills for the week with my pay check..i have a measley 15 dollars left to my name...gah! paying school tuition sucks donkey balls.
For Once A News Program Gets It Right, And Abc No Less....
Prayers Please
We are having to make an emergency trip back to Indianapolis, after just being there last weekend. They believe that Lee's mom has possibly had a stroke. We still haven't heard the final diagnosis from her dr., who was to see her this afternoon. We're expecting some word, hopefully, before much longer, and it's already an hr. later there than it is here, so hopefully the dr. will be contacting us soon. So, please keep Lee's mom in your prayers, and for our safety up there and back. Also remember Lee and I, and the rest of the family, as there may be some tough dicisions to make. I just don't know what we're going to do. I'm not even sure what to say as when we'll be back....I'm assuming late Monday. It all depends on what we find when we get there. I'll let you know as soon as we return. Thank you so much! Lev
ratings blocked for 10 minutes. stop flooding our servers! --babyjesus Maybe the servers should be fixed. I may not be here much longer. I have a few friends, but ... the way this is run, all the hate and rudeness, and the general selfishness is talking its toll on my civility. Click to join CherryBack This is still open. If I vanish, you can find me here.
My Southern Sign Is: Crawfish, What's Yours?
Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptial of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in their right mind is going to marry, so don't worry about it. MOON
Martial Law
Martial Law has arrived Nancy Levant Nancy Levant May 31, 2007 Okay, what does it take to declare Martial Law in America? It takes 1) a declared state of emergency, 2) a readied "homeland" paramilitary system to enforce the powers of Martial Law, and 3) one signature of the one person who has the authority to make the declaration. So, let's get this straight. 1) In 1933, America's WAS declared into a state of emergency, which has never been rescinded. We ARE PRESENTLY in a declared state of emergency (and have been for nearly 75 years), 2) multiple paramilitary systems have been raised, readied, operating, and practicing — beginning in 1974, and 3) the president of the united States need only sign a piece of paper to END the constitutional government of the united States. On May 9, 2007, our president signed a National Security Presidential Directive — an unconstitutional piece of paper — which gave to himself the powers of total dictatorship over the entire nation (N
The look in your eyes and the smell of your perfume. You hold me tight as we kiss in the living room. My hand on your knee and your hand on my thigh. Open mouths, playful tongues, we aren't paying any attention to the time as it flys by. The feel of my hand in your hair and your hand on my cheek. The candle lights dancing in the darkness and my secure love is what you seek. The doors are locked and the lights are low. The eternal flame of passion in my heart begins to grow. You exhale a deep breath as on your neck I kiss. You lean your head back and from the bottom to the top I lick. A moan a whine, whispering sweet words in the air. Your hands in my hair, then your hands down my back. Pulling up the shirt that I took so long to decide. You lean me up and with a wicked evil grin say Prepare for the ride! Love love Day after day I wait and I cry For the time to be with you for the time that never comes Cold and alone Longing for your touch For your tender kiss to feel For your arms holding me tight Heat of your body Taking over mine Kissing me gently Down on my spine Turning me over Caressing my breasts Inhaling his scent That makes me possessed Possessed by a man Possessed by a demon Possessed by a saint Possessed by a GOD Don't know anymore What I am possessed by The thing that I do know Is I belong to him now. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this poem on January 6th of 2006...It might not make sense to some of you who read this but trust me when I say this....It's very deep. Thanks for reading..
A Galaxy Far Away
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The Most Beautiful Rainbow
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Turning The Tables. (x-rated)
This story tied with another good one for Hottest Author of the Month for April/May... Turning the Tables The cell phone rings and you look at the number on the caller ID; it’s the same area code as yours but you don’t recognize it. Flipping it open you answer it: “Hello?” in that sexy and bitchy voice that turns most men into an incoherent mess. “Hi Liz” the masculine voice on the other end says in a tone that is assertive and confident. “Who is this?” you ask in most indignant princess-like voice. “Its Dennis, the guy you gave your number to yesterday at the Benz dealership.” I reply. You’re surprised because you gave me your number on a dare from a friend of yours; she was there to pick up her car and I was there looking at replacing my older Mercedes with a newer one. You and she thought you would play a little prank on an older guy; give him your phone number and if he calls ply him with phone sex and then get him all excited. Afterwards say you’ll meet him and
Lost Internet
temporarily lost internet :( it got shut off (along with my phone and a few other things dammit) while I was in the hospital. So it will be a couple weeks before I have the funds to get it back up n running. I'll miss u guys!!!
Ha Ha did you see the confed guys blast? He took a shot out to us in it? Wow how so major sweet. Okay business now no more musshy stuff. This is my give away.. I have been working on this for several months. It was a boat. Now its a big house for 90,000. I'm in no rush at all. I'd rather see everyone else get taken care of first. Thats not me being nice. Thats me being selfish in a sence. Cause if we have others out there that have stuff needing to be taken care of it adds stress to me.. I dont want to feel stress. So get everyone taken care of then we there is nothing to do work on this if you all feel like it.. This is just a time filler ya know.. bombs away.............
My Hubby The Pope
The Pope had just finished a tour of the East Coast and was taking a limousine to the airport. Having never driven a limo, he asked the chauffeur if he could drive for awhile. Well, the chauffeur didn't have much of a choice, so the chauffeur climbs in the back of the limo and the Pope takes the wheel. The Pope proceeds to hop on 95 and starts accelerating to see what the limo could do. Well he gets to about 90 mph and, WHAM !, there are the blue lights of our friendly State Patrol in his mirror. He pulls over and the trooper comes to his window. Well the trooper, seeing who it was, says "just a moment please I need to call in." The trooper radio's in and asks for the chief. He tells the chief "I've got a REALLY important person pulled over and I need to know what to do." The chief replys "Who is it, not Ted again ?" The trooper says, "No, even more important." The chief replys, "It's the Governor, is it ?" The trooper replys "No, even more important." "It's isn't the President is it ?
Eventually, I will wake up and see the world for what it is... Until then, I dream blissfully unaware.
My Mum Is A Survivor
My Mum is a Survivor This poem was lovingly lifted from The Compassionate Friends American website in memory of Matthew Thomas Page. My Mum is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away. I watch over my surviving Mum, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My Mum tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her know it's her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving Mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get the chance, go visit her. ..and show her that you care. For no matter what she says. matte
thats sweet someone has a crush on me i'm flattered thanks whoever you are but i'm a happyly marryed man
Change A Life, Save A Life...
We all know or knew someone like this! One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books.I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes, My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks.They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey t
The Easy Way Out....
I dream about, how its going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, Ill kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now, The rope is here, Now Ill find a use, Ill kill myself, Ill put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, Im sure you will get yours too, Dreamin about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, Im suicidal, Suicidal dream,
Texan Proud
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we do
Getting Sick Of Here And There Talking
don't answer this back, i'm deleting my account, tired of sitting online and nobody talk to me.
I Want You.
Contest Time - Help A Girl Out!
I have entered myself in a sexy eye contest! Follow the link below and it will take you to where you need to be! COMMENT BOMB AND RATE!!! Pass this message along to YOUR family, friends and fans! I will greatly appreciate any and all help. I will gladly return the favor! *hugs 'n kisses*
Good Stuff Didnt Write It Though
In my life you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me
A True Friend
Have you ever found that ONE person who has entered your life that has taught you the most valuable lesson in life, whatever it may be or however much it hurts? I'm grateful that I have and I thank him so very much from the bottom of my heart. He knows who he is and it's just an amazing feeling to have this person in my life. I am struggling still to understand some things about my life, but this person has made me realize a valuable lesson. My only hope is that he stays in my life and allows me to learn more from him. So, to him, I want to say thank you. You will never really understand what an impact you have made on my life. I only wish and pray that I can make you proud of my future accomplishments and you one day may see the changed person and have yourself to thank.
The Days Seem Like Years-- When You're Gone.
I got woken up this morning by Dietrich crying at like 3 am. Checked my phone only to realize I had several text messages from Duane. I guess I was sleeping so heavily (which hasn't happened since we've been apart) but he tried to get me to wake up :(. But I did get his I love you message. Which is something I've been waiting for, for awhile now. He had a note up on facebook so, of course I read that. I guess when you're that busy and all you're trying to do is to stay safe just one more day, that is a one more day closer to coming home to everyone and everything you've ever known. And to shut off completely to that world, really only helps you stay out of harms way and do the job you trained many months and for some, many years for. But in all honesty here, we just don't think like that back home. While we want our soldier safe, we also want them to take the time to think about us and miss us as our hearts are breaking-- thinking will he call today? will he get online today? We l
† Notice †
in 7 days time i will be 23 years old and i am hateing the fact that i know nobody will bother to even say hi to me or happy birthday and i know nobody will show up at my lounge for the party but i will still post the click on my bday the link will be posted everyone is invited but nobody will show idc anymore it will be another sad day for me thank you for reading this
Poetic Touch
Who got game? When does legitimacy set in that game is not a privileged asset but rather for game players? Juvenile little kids that pose to be men but actually are programmed to be heart slayers. These costumes they present are uniquely crafted and formulated from imposturous identities. Their educated and rehearsed lines transpire from recent encounters and devastating catastrophes. The insecurity and insolence that exists in the mind of a quick thinker emerges from practice and rehearsed situations. The bait is astonishingly overwhelming but presents deceiving identifications. Why play the game when you can coach voluntarily, take initiative to be distinctive. My offerings and dealings prove as sincere testimony and deliverance is instinctive. I value my word and protect my image from counterfeited impressionists. I’m honored to roam the land of manhood as a self-sufficient, honest, pro-active specialist. Game is a fictitious fairytale played by infantile individuals af
Moron Of The Day For June 2nd
Here's a new feature in my blogs. I encounter so many morons throughout my day that this will always have fresh content. I hope you like it! :) Todays moron is Charles Spencer Jr.!!!! At about 3:00 am est on Friday morning, someone tossed a big rock through the front window of the place I work. They went in and walked through the whole store, came back toward the front, grabbed a locked cash register drawer and left. Took nothing else but the box, walking by thousands of dollars worth of tools. He must've been really pissed later on because the box he took is one we don't use and had nothing in it except a menu from the Chinese restaurant across the street. lol He apparently went down the street and did the same thing at a deli, where they got him on tape using his shirt to try and wipe his fingerprints off. 16 year old kid. No record. Moron. Congratulations, Charles!!!
Please Help!!!
Please help!!! I need 15,000 comments total, but I already have over 6,000....If you will throw me 100+ comments and send me cherry mail (cmail) and let me know, I will buy you a VIC gift! This is for a VIC and mine runs out tomorrow! PLEASE HELP ME!! Just click the pic!
Just As A Thought!
Why do i feel the way i do? Why do i do it again? Why want what you cant have? Why ask for the pain? Its the thrill of it all that takes me there now. Its the maybe I can thats says someday some how. Trodge on little soldier The fight comes today. move your weary feet. Love come your way. I may not be a poet but I do know what i feel! mikey 6-2-07
Tank "maybe I Deserve" I Can Relate To This.
Oooh hey hey well well well Do you mind if I tell the truth for a second ya'll Maybe I deserve to wonder who calling so damn late For you to say im trippin it's just a homie from upstate (said it's just a homie) Dont he know it's 1:00 in the morning you say it's cool baby it's cool Baby I deserve for you to say he's coming into town ( he wants to see you) and he's just wondering if you and him can hang out I dont like it but I know I gotta trust you It aint cool cause I know it's true Maybe I deserve for you to go out and find some other guy Maybe I deserve for you to stay out with him all night Maybe I deserve for you to do all the things I did to you Maybe I deserve ( oh yeah) Maybe I deserve [Repeat Twice] For you to put on a sexy dress for me to ask you Who the hell you trying to impress for you to laugh it off like it aint nothing I know it's something Maybe just maybe to sit a home and wonder where you are is he kissing you touching you ho
Civilian Friends Vs, Milatary Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk Military FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Military FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. Military FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. Military FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. Military FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS:
As a lot of you may already know, my cousin, Melissa, has gone through a really rough bout as of late! She is also someone very close to me, and we have gone through a lot together over the years. When family life became too stressful, she took me in. When I had my stroke (which cancer had caused, we found out later), she was at the hospital every day and was even the first person I saw when I woke up. Like I said, we have experienced a lot together! Just over a week ago, Melissa had been in a car accident, very reminiscent to the one I had seen the week before (I describe it in 'A Rough And Sad Day...'). She had been in critical condition and was touch and go for many hours. She even started crashing on a few occasions. As I'm sure you can imagine (those of you have actually spoken to me could hear it), I was an emotional wreck! She did regain consciousness and was showing signs of improvement, but the woods are a hard place to get out of. At one point while she was still
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Vic Giveaway
my hubby is in a vic giveaway. 15k in comments is what he needs.. if anyone got some spare time?? :P
The bonzai. The ultimate Dominaton. Through constant attention, bending a mighty tree to your will. Cutting when needed, nurturing. Creating a thing of beauty, over decades of training. Forcing Mother Nature to obey your desires. Tenderly over coming your subjects natural desires to grow this way or that, uncontrolled, to behave as you wish it to. Proof of a commitment to Dominate another living thing. And it doesn't talk back.
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Pic Rating
First off, points are meaningless to me. But I am so intrigued with what's really happening behind pic rating. From my point of view people aren't rating me...they're rating themselves. I wish love and health to everyone I come into contact with, so I always rate a 10 regardless, because it benefits them. But if i would rate someone a 3. I would just be rating myself a 3, because I would be judging them as if I were better than them. I'm not. We create our own magick. And what we send out will return to us. So I think it's not a point's a spiritual thing.
Take A Look
hello all just put niw pic up take a look and rate. and i will do the same have a nice day..
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