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But Mother, You Said 1 Weekyou told me one week
and then i could have it
you told me one week
then i could touch it
you told me one week
then i could feel it
you told me one week
then i could live it
mom its been 8 years
and i still havent
had it
touched it
felt it
lived it
mom i need to
can i now
ive counted the weeks
now can i
have the strength
touch the heart
feel the love
live the life
mom all i wanted was you to love me back
let me ask you
now can i
so you can too
you told me one week
you gave me 8 years
of nothing
FriendsIf you read my other posting regarding Friendship, then I think you will agree more with this too.
You'll not see cutesy little smiley faces on these, just the stone cold truth of friendship.
1. When you are sad ...I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.
2. When you are blue ...I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile ...I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared ...I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused ...I will use little words.
7. When you are sick ...Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
This is my oath; I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend."
And always remember: when life ha
Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate Please~LOVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES~
"a sin isnt a sin if ones understanding of ones love behind enemy lines each has its own secret
and deception but as long as one have each other a secret will never be a secret as well long as
one accept each other. even though the risk of walking line of love is dangerous pasionate will always be safe..The domain is the shadow and must never elapse only time will judge when everything will be set right. never negotiate our pastor plan the future only let faith walk on water with our presence and feel the benefit of freelance but ones shall never take it for grant we will always be enemies of one another but not of each other. our love will always be enemies but not of each other. feel tempted and
not disguised or afraid to see touch feel or taste wat life brings to our doing. a person of person love will only be true if we set it tone patiently"
I Have A Slight ProblemI'm in a somewhat of an interesting situation. Well it started when my uncle past away in early 06 and left his frequent flier miles to my mother. Well she started to use them and she got me a flight to Europe... It's towards Madrid but it won't be until October 17 of this year. I have 6 weeks to do almost anything in Europe but I don't know where to start. I know it is early but I would very much indeed like to start plaining this before it is too late. What would you recommend?
My Ectasywhy is it that every song i hear,
every word that is sung has to be sung for you. loneliness happens thinking about you.
Your smile, your laugh... your silly sense of humour. Its frustrating. Yet I am working on trying to reach my dream. You were there again.
Holdin me close against your protective chest, showing me love and security. I felt you as real as you could be~ lost in this reoccuring ectasy. Lost in this unending history...
If there were words that were actually more meaningful as soultaking as they are with feeling.. then maybe you would once see.
Once in existence I find it hard to remove. I have tried, I resist it, but maybe now I will just let it go.
As I CryAs I sit here an cry. It's 5am in the morning. I was talking to a great friend that I'm now going to call my sister cause she is like a sister to me.. U know who u are. I was talking to her an crying at the same time. I miss my father soo much. I have been drinking since 1am wow 3 sparks 7.0 alch. I dont care, ya i get sad when I drink cause I have no one next to me to hug or cuddle with. Ya people may think i feel sorry for myself but i dont its life. I hate the way my life is going, i hate that im single, i hope im not single soon *as i mean very soon* I hate that i have to work but its the only way to live an not live off of the states money. My good friend an i have talked tonight... im going to mil. on april 27th after work so meaning ill be there around 3-4 am an coming back home on april 30th.. going to spend the weekend with her an my family, yes she is going to meet my family. I havent seen my family since my daddys funeral which was 8 months ago so im going to go see them...
Meeeehwell im sick for the weekend but
Try It Youll Like ItYou are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.
What Tarot Card are You?Take
Ummm WowSome black dude tried coming into my fucken yard an tried stealing my fucken dog til i walked out. no fucker steals my dog hell fucken NO......... I bitched at the dude...ooooooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee ... wat a night/day
Nobel Peace PrizeIF AL GORE WINS THE NOBEL PEACE PRIZE FOR HIS NONSENSICAL AND UNPROVEN AND UNREALISTIC SPOUTINGS OF A LUNATIC, I SWEAR, THERE WILL BE MASSIVE EARTHQUAKES BECAUSE TEDDY ROOSEVELT, WOODROW WILSON, MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR AND ALL THE OTHER DESERVING RECIPIENTS OF THE AWARD WILL BE ROLLING OVER IN THEIR GRAVES.
Slow Saturdays....I am so bored.....work is slow, I can't go out anywhere as I am "on call" and need to respond fast if paged.
And to top it all off, the time difference even applies on the net so half the people I do actually get responses from are offline or busy living real lives *sigh*
Speaking of time differences, I lose an hour tonight :-(
Ah well.....roll on Monday.
The Local VolunteerWhen you see those red lights flash
On the dash of the car coming from the rear,
Pull on over make way
Because here comes a local volunteer.
Doesn't use them for status or bragging right
Maybe going to save some kids that fell through the ice,
Or is heading to an accident or a fire to fight
Whatever it is won't be nice.
What they are about to face
I can only guess because I don't know,
But if there's trouble they will be there
Whether it's 120 degrees or 40 below.
Next time you're out and about
And those red lights draw near,
Know there is help on the way
Because they care enough to volunteer.
Are There Stupid People Everywhere?I am beginning to lose faith in humanity. I asked a simple question. "Sweetie, where did you get stabbed?" since the knife wasn't still in her and her entire shirt was a bloody mess. To which she relpies, "In the kitchen." That's great, now my verbal assessment is complete. I can really give this report now. "Hey doc, I have a twenty five year old female bleeding profusely, slightly tachycardic, but hemodynamically stable I have her in the trendelenburg position and there are two lines running normal saline wide open. multiple stab wounds in the kitchen. Do you have any further questions or orders at this time?" And this isn't the best one either. People seem to be either purposefully obtuse or belligerantly stupid about lights and sirens. Here is a clue for you. THEY MEAN GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!!
Life's Crossroads: Love-vs-fearEach day, each hour, every instant, I am choosing what I want to look upon, the sounds I want to hear, the witnesses to what I want to be the truth for me. –A Course in Miracles
All of us, at one point or another, reach a crossroad in our life. For some, the fork-in-the-road may be healing an addiction. For others, the crossroad may be creating an authentic relationship with self and others. But whatever thoughts no longer satisfies the heart and soul, the individual is compelled to choose, to take a risk and begin traveling down a higher path.
In my own life, I have reached a crossroad many, many times. Each new crossroad has offered me an opportunity, a new way of living life. Risk and excitement, coupled with fear and uncertainty has sometimes caused me to say "no" to certain opportunities and "yes" to others, depending on my emotional and spiritual state of mind. All of these events were preceded by a choice, a fork in the road—I could either keep doing what I was doing (and get
Moon DanceSilvery moonbeams
sparkling
on water,
breezes rustling
through leaves
on trees
standing proudly
in the night.
On silent feet
denizens of the night
creep forth
to dance
on the shore,
waiting in the silence
to see her face
shining silver
in the night sky.
And She smiles.
~Selene © 2007
The Days Disappear........Well, yesterday was my first day off in a months time... I am exhausted. I spent the day at the laundromat using the big washers to clean my comforters and my futon cover, been trying to get a little Spring cleaning done each day, I have a schedule on my calendar for chores that doesn't always get followed, lol. At least I try, that's the important part, right?
I treated myself to a special dinner yesterday. Since I eat free at work, I haven't been cooking much, but made an exception yesterday. I went down to the boats, and bought myself some freshly caught shrimp. Being down there took me back to days in my childhood I had forgotten.... days with my mother. That was her way, back then, of treating herself also, some fresh seafood cooked at home, (the best way!) It reminded me of why I moved back here. And so I stood in this kitchen in my little house by the bay, with the windows open, and the spring breeze. Smelling the cleaning products I had used, and the fabric softener
A New Story LineI am beginning to write a new story for all you young guys out there.
The story starts out with me stepping onto a metro train in Washington DC after work on a Friday night. It is very crowded on the train and I am being fondled by four men.... the two to my sides, the one behind me and a guy about 20 or 21 years old in front of me with deep blue eyes.
On the train they fondle, grope and play with me all over and the young guy has placed me in some sort of trance I make no resistance while they have their way with me.
This story will be coming out soon. I need to finish it and then fine tune it before releasing it for you all to consume.
I then have another story in my head about a husband and wife who get aroused by sending each other text messages and plan a rendezvous where they have an evening like no other while role playing they are total strangers and have a one night stand that lasts all night long.
I just wanted to share what was on the horizon and what it i
Love Is......(a beautiful gift from the most amazing man i have ever met..and ever loved :) )
LOVE IS.... (By: Allen)
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
When It's Right Before Dawn And Sleep Is Still Hours Away...As happens so often, I find myself hours from actual sleep. I could lie to myself and lay sleepless with my restless mind going a mile a minute in an enormous loop. I know I spend too much time regreting my past mistakes, but it's hard to let go of something you think about constantly. I still can't believe the retarded shit I did growing up. I still chastise myself for dumb crap I did in as far back as second grade. I can still remember the effects of my violent temper way back then. My problem is that I don't think about things before I do or say them. You think I'd have learned before now. I'd like to think that I'm a pretty smart guy. (Hey, it gets me through the day, okay?) But when I look at my past the evidence that stands out to me points to the opposite. I know that I am hypercritical of myself, but I'm not sure I can help that. My temper has cooled enormously since my younger days, but I still find myself saying and doing retarded things with all too great a frequ
£20 NoteThe Twenty Pound Note
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a twenty pound note. In the room of two hundred people, he asked, "Who would like this twenty pound note?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this twenty pound note to one of you but first, let me do this". He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it? Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth twenty pounds. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as
Stay Vertical1 Peter 2:23
When they hurled their insults at Him, He did not retaliate; when He suffered, He made no threats. Instead, He entrusted Himself to Him who judges justly.
Have you ever been wrongfully accused? Oh, the need to defend and justify becomes so great. "What will people think if they believe these things are true?" we reason. Imagine what Jesus thought as they hurled insults and threats upon Him. The God of the universe had visited planet earth only to be slandered and accused of blasphemy.
Jesus could have done two things in response. He could have used His power to put the people in their place. He could have responded "horizontally." He could have fixed the problem right then. However, He chose to respond in a different way. He chose to "entrust Himself to Him who judges justly." It requires great faith to entrust ourselves to God in the midst of personal assault. However, if we can do this, we will discover a level of grace and wisdom that will be birthed from th
ChangesI can feel the sunshine on my skin
it's such a change from dark to light
I feel so happy, where do i begin
I knew one day my feelings would be right
I crack the window and feel a cool breeze
it feels so good, relaxes me
it's a lil cold but I won't freeze
cause the warmth inside sets me free
I have opened my heart, let love in
a chance that I took cause my heart told me to
I am ready and willing so let it begin
this is something that I have been wanting to do
No more sorrow, no more pain
no more crying, no more tears
I don't even care if it rains
I have no more fears
I have so much love to share
my heart feels like it will burst
I just want to find someone who really does care
please let me find love, to quench this thirst
I know it won't be easy when it begins
have to take my time, give life a chance
my wishes, hopes and dreams are all still within
I smile to myself and do a little dance
I am ready to fight for what I believe in
reach all my dreams
New Pictures!I have posted some new pictures. Not my best work I know, but I felt it was time for some new content.
I have decided to call my blog "Diann's Whispers" because often times it's the whispers that get ignored, but have the most important things to say.
Official Militia Roster!!THIS IS THE OFFICIAL MEMBER LIST OF RAVEN'S MILITIA:
MILITIA LEADER: RAVEN (RADIO DJ) Metal & Urban
MILITIA SECRETARY OF DEFENSE: DRAGONBLAZE
MILITIA GENERAL: ANGEL
MILITIA MAJOR: VINNLAND WARRIOR
MILITIA LIEUTENANT: JONES
MILITIA CAPTAIN: ALISA
MILITIA PRIVATE: DART 223
MILITIA PRIVATE: MASTER VAMPIRE
MILITIA MEMBER: KIWICHI
MILITIA MEMBER: JIM
MILITIA MEMBER: JOHNNY REBEL 88
MILITIA MEMBER: INK MASTER
MILITIA MEMBER: MY OWN TIGER EYES
MILITIA BAND: MADSIC
MILITIA BAND: FLATLINE
MILITIA BAND: DRUDGE PUPPET
MILITIA BAND: RICTUS GRIN
MILITIA BAND: AYIN ALEPH
MILITIA DJ: DJ EXTREME (Rap)
**This is simply a list of official members and titles*
For information about Raven's Militia, bands and more or how to join, please send me a message. OR check out my profile and scroll down. You will see information there.
ANYONE WHO IS NOT ON THIS LIST, IS NOT IN RAVEN'S MILITIA.
"United by faith, Controlled by none"
My First ChildI am having my first child. I'm really excited. But I'm also scared. I have been told that it hurts really bad. Plz give me some advice.
Points Of Viewdoes it matter if we have different views?
does it matter that we have different skin color?
does it matter if we look into each other's eyes, seeing different shades of the world?
does it matter that we speak with different tongue; but when we do kiss does the feeling differ? does the sweetness change?
does it matter that i am smaller? -- although i do believe that with different size comes different advantages..
i might be small in your eyes..
but my thoughts are bigger.
i might be of a darker shade..
but my thoughts are lighter.
i maybe off of the use of your language..
but my thoughts knew more secrets than your lips.
does it really matter that we differ?
LoversA gentle touch
means so much
a stolen kiss
it's what I miss
Great big hugs
having fun on the rugs
holding each others hand
and making circles in the sand
A slight caress
could lead to a good mess
back me up against a door
baby I'm yours
A kiss on the lips
sends me on a trip
little loving strokes
all my feeling evoked
I want you like no other
I wish you were my lover
can you see how bad I want you
these feelings are so true
So come follow me
we can take each other where we want to be
no more time to hide
let's take a good long ride
One night of hot passion
a wild night of actions
you don't need to search anymore
I will fulfill all your dreams and more
Omfgok so here is the deal. i have boxer bulldogs. they are the best dogs in the world in my oppinion.
my Oldest female is in heat and that brings in all the male dogs for miles. we have been having a problem with some hanging around the house.
so i would walk out there and fire a couple of rounds with my shot gun to scare them off.
well Last night i did the usual deal i went out there fired a round and my fucking shotgun barrel blew up on me. No major damage to me. just a couple of very minor shrapnel wounds. I know it wasnt my rifle that caused the problem. it had to have been the ammo. i have had problems with this type of ammo in the past..Im trying to get them to replace my rifle.. i wonder how far i am going to have to take this?
In Memoriam, Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania Recall, Electric AtmosphereAs of this writing, we are just eight sunsets away from WrestleMania 23. The closer we get to this event, the more excited I am to see it. But the last week begins with some sombering news as we lose two WWE Hall of Fame Superstars. This week I begin this Byte paying tribute to "The Big Cat" Ernie Ladd and "The Golden Boy" Arnold Skaaland.
"THE GOLDEN BOY" ARNOLD SKAALAND (1925-2007)
Arnold Skaalland began his career in the late 1950's in Georgia. He would find his success as a WWWF United States Tag Team Champion with Spiros Arion in 1967. His greatest success came as a manager when guided Bob Backlund to the WWE Championship in 1978. It was on December 26, 1983 when Skaaland was apart of controversy when he threw in the towel ending Backlund's reign as Champion. Arnold Skaaland was inducted in the the WWE Hall of Fame in 1994. On March 13, 2007, World Wrestling Entertainment lost one it's most beloved and influential figures in Sports-Entertainment at the age of 82. He i
Sweet Sorrow Of PainAs I lay here curled up
Thinking of a love that once was
A smile comes to my lips
A tear rolls down my face
How I still hear you call out my name
The memories are ingrained
The voice will always remain
Oh the sweet sorrow of pain
The look in your eyes
Always swept me away
The smile on your face
With those sweet lips
Did you kiss my sorrows away
The way you held me
So tightly in your arms
As no one else has ever done
You stole my heart
My soul you touched
Our souls did touch
Entwined they became
All the while our hearts danced away
All though we may be apart
My soul is yours
For ever that will remain
Ready For Your LoveTake my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Tara whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.
Your love for me..
is held deep within
At LeastAt least we had all summer
all summer to feel the rains
to walk across the beach
to skip stones and laugh.
At least we had the sunrises
all summer to see the sunrises
to see the dew upon the grass
to listen to the sweet chirrups.
At least we had the full moons
all summer to watch the full moons
and then the crescent waning
and then the slivers in the night.
At least we had the night talks
all summer for the night talks
to whisper in the dark about everything
to whisper in the dark about nothing.
At least we know there's something.
All summer to feel there's something.
to know there's somewhere large than ourselves
to know that in all our insignificance
we become significant.
Lazy Saturday.....Its kinda odd not having anything to do after working 6 days a week 11 hrs a day. Dont get me wrong i'm enjoying it, just feel weird not working.
Well i promised my nieces and nephews i'd cookout fer them. Gonna make up some bbq chicken, pork chops and tater logs too. Its such a beautiful day, it would be a shame to spend alot of it inside.I love this time of year, think i got spring fever lol. feeling extra frisky lol.
Adding To My Last Blog Re Usa Troops Killing Uk Troopswould like to add to this...
The two US pilots who took out a convoy of UK tanks mistaking them for a flat bed trailer (DURRR)
the pilots response...
this sucks ... we're in jail now man...
Not only were they BOTH not even disciplined, they were BOTH still flying out there prior to the trial here and the cockpit video was hidden for FOUR years by the USA military who told the UK government it didnt exist!!
however last week they were both found GUILTY of unlawful killing in a UK trial....
Lets hope this will be the start of the rest of the clusterfucks coming to trial instead of being covered up by so called allied forces.
To Everyone Who Knows Someone Who RidesAS I repost this I think of how many times I have seen the very looks described here, not because I'm a biker, but because I'm a bit different. I have tattoo's and red hair, five children roaming everywhere. I have animals that scare most, yet they cuddle me with their scales and fur. We are all different in some way. No one ever stops to think that perhaps I'm not just some young whore gone wrong. lol... only two of my five children are biological. Of the fifteen animals we have, only four have been bought, all others were adopted and rescued. I have Never met anyone that rides a motorcycle that I couldn't trust with my life. Perhaps that's because I have never met a rider that is a judgemental ass like most. As you read, please do open your heart as well as your mind... remember that one of these bikers or a "freak" as some have perceived me, may just be the one to save your child's life or your own.
Love to all,
Patricia (Emerald_Hazard)
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders
My Ocd....LOL
Ok I just moved into a house with new light ass beige carpet, and light ass tiles....
I have a new vacuum cleaner that I got for Christmas, LOVE it! My kids say I have an OCD with cleaning the floors! I admit I do it like 2-3 times daily....lol
Well with my luck which is almost always bad, my vacuum died after only 3 short months! :( So you can imagine how I am feeling right now, from sadness, to anxiety about stains on the rug etc.....as well as the house is gonna look like crap now, cause I'm too broke to fix it or get a new one. The receipt got thrown away by my mom who bought it for me...grrr...lol she is usually so responsible about things like that *sigh*.
Well R.I.P My Maytag Legacy with Cyclonic Filtration for now................
And here's to hoping my luck will change for the good someday!lol
I have more rants, but I'll save them for another time!lol
Have a good day!;)
Lisa~
Then ThisIf this is beautiful,
As crimson on a petal
the glint of laughter
in the loving eyes
the cool rush of streams
that head down a divide
this is life,
rushing upon us
seldom time to take a breath.
Then this is beautiful.
Childhood smiles of late night movies
long after the cinema closes
the reels play in our heads
distant places captivate our dreams
and roll them into us.
Every shade of life is in
this blade of grass
whirled between my fingers
I make it whistle and it pierces the sky.
Ok Ppl Lets Get Some Shit Str8OK if you havent figured this out by now, I will point it out to you, yes I know my name is SEXUAL BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I PLAN TO BONE EVERY MAN I MEET, I AM NOT A HOOCH , HOOKER SLUT OR ANY OF THE ABOVE. I AM NOT PARKAY I DO NOT SPREAD TO JUST ANYONE. I JOKE N PLAY AROUND BUT THATS AS FAR AS IT GOES. I CAN TALK SHIT ALL DAY LONG , DOESNT BOTHER ME. I LOVE ESCH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO RATE ME AND VISIT MY PAGE. THE REASON I M SO ANNOYED RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE SOMEONE AND THIS PERSON KNOWS WHO THEY ARE CALLED ME A SLUT BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO PHONE BONE WITH THEM, I WAS GOOD B4 THAT, SO LET ME SAY THIS AGAIN IF YOU ARE ONLY LOOKINF TO SEX ME UP BEFORE YOU GET TO REALLY KNOW ME, PACK YOUR SHIT AND MOVE FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD, I HAVE TO MUCH RESPECT FOR MYSELF THAN THAT. I'M A GOOD PERSON , I DO HAVE A WARPED SENCE OF HUMOR ON SOME THINGS BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE ME A WHORE. I DONT MIND THE COMPLIMENTS ITS THE FACT I DONT LIKE BEING CALLED A SLUT JUST BECAUSE YOU COULDN
New Ride!!!!!!well i finally gave in after several calls to AAA for car tows or battery jumps on the 3 $500 cars i have and went and bought a NEW CAR!!!
Im so excited!Im nearly 40 and have never had a brand new car! Its only got 35 miles on it!
Its A 2007 Kia Rio its bright blue and im LOVING it!
black with red stiching interior, MP3/cd [player (of course) but what kicks ass the most is the warranty -check this out:
lifetime engine warranty
10 yr/100,000 miles bumper to bumper
6 yr/60,000 anti rust corrosion
6 yr/60,000 roadside assistance
lifetime oil changes
needless to say i just took myself off the AAA!
when i get the darn camera to work Ill post some pics!
my 16 yr old son got the old 88 honda civic(the most reliable other vehicle i have)
Im sooo proud of him - he got a job and his license the same week and is being so responsible- made whos who among high school students and has about 400 different colleges sending him info- only bad news is the insurance on that honda w
Huntrue friends are nice that dont talk behind your back
true friends stand up for you when you're being pushed to your limit
true friends make you feel happy not like your worth crap
true friends help through the bad no matter what
true friends keep away the people who hurt you just a little to much
true stay with you tiil the very end
CheaterTold me you loved me with all your heart
Promised me we’ll never be apart
Called me your first and only sweet heart
I was blindly in love wit you Even calling you my man
But you thought you could have two
Didn’t think I'd ever have a clue
Or did you think it wasn’t that big of an issue
But I must leave
I wish you wouldn’t have deceived me
You should have known it would have made me angry
But I still dont know would you want to play me
After all I gave it to you nightly
You said I was your man
Now you're saying that you're sorry
Telling me that you were just acting silly
But I belive that barely
I’ve heard better stories
Saying that you're gonna miss me dearly
I know I'll miss you calling me your sweetie and being cozy
But I know tat being with you is risky
Now that I know you have a history
You like to be flirty,
Havin lots of guys
Boo BearThe heart always knows who you like
always knows who I love even when my mind don’t
Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear
Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast
I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will
Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces
When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow
Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more
And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right
Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do
The heart is something that we all fear of braking but do
one person that you would never expect to hurt you
Does and in the most painful ways and i’m right
The heart plays weird, crazy, hurtful games
When the heart will let me get close
Then I guess ill be okay I hope
hope you feel the same
If you do then tell me
The heart will lead
Right
Still I RiseYOU MAY WRITE ME DOWN IN HISTORY,WITH YOUR BITTER TWISTED LIES,YOU MAY TROD ME IN THE VERY DIRT. BUTSTILL LIKE DUST I'LL RISE.
DOES MY SASSINESS UP SET YOU? WHY ARE YOU BESET WITH GLOOM? IS IT BECAUSE I WALK LIKE I HAVE OIL WELLS PUMPING IN MY LIVING ROOM
JUST LIKE MOONS AND LIKE SUNS, WITH THE CERTAINTY OF TIDES, JUST LIKE HOPES FLYING HIGH, STILL I RISE
DID YOU WANT TO SEE ME BROKEN?BOWED HEAD AND LOWERED EYES! SHOULDERS FALLING DOWN LIKE TEAR DROPS WEAKENED BY MY SOULFUL CRIES
DOES MY HAUGHTINESS OFFEND YOU ? DON'T TAKE IT AWLFUL HARD, I LAUGH LIKE I HAVE GOLD MINES DIGGING IN MY OWN BACK YARD. YOU MAY SHOOT ME WITH YOUR WORDS, YOU MAY CUT ME WITH YOUR EYES,YOU MAY KILL ME WITH YOUR HATEFULNESS BUT STILL, LIKE AIR I'LL RISE .
DOES MY SEXIENESS UPSET YOU? DOES IT COME AS A SUPRISE THAT I DANCE LIKE I HAVE DIAMONDS AT THE MEETING OF MY THIGHS?
OUT OF THE HUTS OF HISTORY'S SHAME.
I RISE.,
UP FROM A PAST THATS ROOTED IN PAIN,
I RISE,
Adult JoksADULT JOKES
The nurse was walking down the hospital corridor when her supervisor spotted her. The supervisor couldn't believe it: The nurses hair was unkempt, her dress wrinkled, and to top off her overall dishevelment, one of her breasts was hanging out of the open front of her uniform!
"Miss Jennings! How can you account for parading around the hospital not only looking like a derelict, but with your breast exposed!"
"Oh," said the nurse, as she stuffed her breast into her uniform, "It's those darn interns! They never put anything back when they're through using it!"
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During a lull in the rehearsal the groom and best man, two long time friends and playboys, began to compare conquests. The groom, looking out over the crowd, said to his best man, "You know Bill, except for my wife to be, my two sisters and my mother, I've made love to every woman in this room." To which his friend responded, "Well then, bet
RatingsWhen you rate someone's pics, does it make you feel powerful? Do you get turned on that you can rate someone a '1' or a '10' just at the click of a mouse? If that's you, then you suck; plain and simple. When I'm rating pics and stashes etc., I give it a '10'. Why? For one, I don't like to think about stuff and it's easier to just give a '10'. Also I think it takes some balls for people to put up pics of themselves on a site where you are constantly sized up to what someone considers 'beautiful' or 'sexy'. All I'm saying is just stop being an ass and chill out! This place is supposed to be fun, and hurting people's self-esteem is not what I consider fun, but there are some assholes out there and we can't dispose of them all. But one day...
Wot Is Wrong With Ppl These Days?so yea. i was in my regular yahoo chat room today with one of my really good friends who i call Ky. not realizing there was another Kyle in the room, i said to Ky "Ky i am bored come entertain me." meaning nothing more then come hang out. Ky and i are very close friends. we have watch eachothers lives fall apart and then helped eachother pcik them back up. anyways. out of the blue some idiot sends me an IM that reads: "Ky and i are really good rineds and i would love to come over there and help him entertain you." so i am like wtf? and I ask Ky in an Im if he knows this twat, which ofcourse he doesnt. so i tell this guy he has the wrong aKy and i dont appricate him comming at me like some chat room skank. i then asked him wot made him think that women liked to be talked to liek that. he then told me i was not his friend and he didnt have to answer me. after that he left. its one thing to banter with ppl you are familiar with. i have loads of friends here and there i talk to and jok wit
I Need To Vent On Last Time. This One Is For Lilly And FredPlease bear with me.. I have dragged all the b.s. around to long.
I am going to say this and nothing more. Something happened
to me last week. I know I was suppose to be over talented tongue
but he can be convincing. I guess that is why he gets all the women,
he does or hurt the women he does. Now I will be the first
to admit that I was a total idiot and fool. To believe anything
that he said to me..
Well I did. An this is where it got me...Nowhere, but heart-
broking and upset..Upset is an understatment..I fell for all of
Talented Tongues lies all over again.You'd think I'd learn
the first time. But nooooooooo.....Anyways to get to the point of
this blog...
He told me he loved me , cared and wanted to be with me.. That
we were a couple and he wanted me to move to Fairheights,Ill.
That he was getting a place for the two of us and Lilly was no
longer in the picture. That he supposingly told Melissa,Laura and
Lilly that we were a couple. Now I am pretty sure he never
Photographyhey would anyone like to surgest a few idea`s for me and photography pics i have a few myself but would love to know what you would like to see that is seductive and in art form etc and not explicit thank you xx
Omg H4xI am so sick of the "hackers" bulletins. Don't be a noob! Not all hackers are bad. And those bulletins drive me Nuckin Futz! Don't be idiots. Don't give out your passwords. Be secure and grow up!
Hackers Unite!
What Kind Of SoulWhat kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test
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go here do it shes always there for u..
Empaths ToolsHow can these healing stones help? By holding or wearing a gemstone necklace / stone / bracelet, they can help by dissolving negative emotions and replacing them with positive energy.
Aquamarine – helps you adapt to any harsh vibrations in your surroundings – provides understanding of your path and how to adapt to the denseness of the earthly vibrations without losing the “self”. It helps with communication of heart-felt things and when there is difficulty in putting feelings into words.
Black Tourmaline – psychic protection (when necessary) – a good stone to carry with you when you are out in crowded areas or if someone is intentionally sending negative energy your way. Acts as a buffer from the physic bombardment.
Green Jade – I wear this to give my heart a boost – It is very strengthening - keeps the heart rhythm. I often wear it in a medicine bag over my heart together with a piece of rhodochrosite, especially if I am feeling stressed at work or have a lot to deal with
Just Venting No Need To Readwhat a makes a nice guy and why do people think that he wont just snapp and drown his self in beer hopeing his liver gives out and he can die the way he lived drowning in missery. eveyone looks at himm and say theres my patsy. lets see how far we can push him today. hwat makes us finish last. and what the fuck is last cause when i died i'll be remembered for who i helped not for who i screw over. sure i'll have the nice guy title still but i will be mourned and all those guys out there that pretend to be or those that say we finish last they are the one that gave up so they never finished and i win because im the only one in the race. i always get asked dont it make you mad you have to do for eveyone else and then get spit on or treated like your a bum when you need help. i say no cause even though everyone else got people to hang with and places to go the fact that i never lose my happy go lucky look on life. kills them they try to break me down and they get close. but again like it s
I Just Got His And Thougt It Was A Hoot So I'm Sharing!!A wife was making breakfast of fried eggs for her husband.
Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. "Careful," he said. "CAREFUL! Put some more butter! Oh my God! Your cooking too many at once. TOO MANY! Turn them! ...TURN THEM NOW! We need more butter. Oh my God! WHERE are we going to get MORE BUTTER? They're going to stick! Careful....CAREFUL!...I said be CAREFUL! you never listen to me, when your cooking! Never!....Turn them! Hurry up!Are you CRAZY? Have you lost your mind? Don't forget to salt them....You know you always forget to salt them...use the salt...USE THE SALT! THE SALT!"
The wife stared at him "What in the world is wrong with you?...You think I don't know how to fry a couple of eggs?"
The husband calmly replied, "I just wanted to show you what it feels like when I'm driving"
Now that the end of the joke...but wander what the odds were of him...wearing those bloody eggs (smirk)...I think I would be sure to add the salt too!!
Dedicated To My FatherI love you now and forever, for to me there is no end I am sorry Dennis I never called you dad I was scared that I would lose you again now I see you will always be with me not as only my father but also as my guardian You dried my tears took away the fears
One more day just to say Hello and I love you not goodbye. You promised that you would never leave and now your so far away. Is there a love so pure as the love we shared father and daughter To close my eyes I see your presence there were no lies only fatherly love how can you say don't cry
On the to of your mountain I feel your love shine through the clouds
Knowing that your time here was brief yet your memory continues on the path you created. I know its not the same here without you I know that you are in a place with smiles and music. You will be there to meet me for you never left me. When time seemed to be against me, you were there to stop the wind from blowing me over. I woke up one day and you were gone forever yet yo
Out Of The Blue..just Like That..You know, its amazing sometimes how life works...
Only last week i suffered one of the biggest heart breaks that ive ever endured...damn near came close
to giving the hell up on every fucking thing. I would never kill myself cuz suicide is for pussys, BUT i did damn near give up on life. I closed my heart off to everyone, every where i looked, there were black clouds...and I clung to them. I was actually at peace with my solitude..... and I still am to a certain extent.
I have broken a promise I made to myself last Halloween. On that day, i dedicated it as MY
new year. I dont care who still wants to look at
dec 31st as new years eve, but halloween is mine....from now to forever. And some of those promises that Ive made to myself are as followed:
1) I wasnt going to jump into anything so serious
so fast. ---broke it
2) I wasnt going to tolerate drama and bullshit as
much as I endured last year and previous years --almost broke it, im starting to weed things out though
Stupid Bitchesfor my first blog i wanna speak on behalf of all the homeboys. If u are or are plan on gettin with one of the homies then know this now the jealousy bullshit towards the homegirls aint gonna last very long. So my advice is get over or get on and quit naggin at the homeboys and 4 the few of the dogs who let this bullshit go on hit me up when ur balls drop cuz right now they seem 2 have sucked up into ur throat. Dont forget bros befores
You Would Thinkyou would think I would be happy cause a lot of good things are happening too me but I'm not for some reason it just feel like a dream and I can't tell people whats going cause it will cause drama. I sometime wonder why I must walk though hell to get some place better. what did I do so wrong to not being to shout the way I feel about things I should fuck it and just but I can't cause I'm the nice guy sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice?? it is true we do come in last place which is really dumb cause you would think everyone would want us but at last we are dying out. I sometimes think I really truly ment to just be friends with people. There is this one women I like but I can't talk about I have already said too much. what would you do at this point?? let me know what you think cause I don't right it like my life is flipped upside down. I mean what you do if you can't tell people how you feel cause you don't want to lose them??? I just don't know what to do would you stay with some who
WishesWhen you dream of the stars or the world turned upside down, when you see the dust behind the door, do your hear your name whispered and no one is to be seen, seek the mirror, or below the earth where realm meets realm and you will find me waiting.
Away come away. This great wheel is turning~
The wind is awakened this day for walking on secret lanes known only to our eyes alone.
Night falls,the moon calls our hearts leap with the love of the road. Come Away with me
So Close.....The silent sun that never shines
She is the warmth of my lonely heart
The motion of a turning wheel
Can't you stop it and look around?
Baby you feel so close
I wish you could see my love,
Baby you've changed my life
I'm trying to show you.....
A tiny stone that hides from me
Can't you see that I'm just outside?
A mountain stream that chills the sea
Can't you feel me deep inside?
Baby you feel so close
I wish you could see my love,
Baby you've changed my life
I'm trying to show you.....
When night reveals a star-filled sky
I want to hold it in my hands
When snowflakes heal the ugly ground
Your beauty hides the joy I've found
Baby you feel so close
I wish you could see my love,
Baby you've changed my life
I'm trying to show you.....
.....Will you see?
My Mom's Cow Had Twincalves a couple days ago , the mom was black and her babies were soild black and soild brown lol you think the dad was brown? lol.... gotta love the counrty!
What Hurts The MostWhat Hurts The Most (2)By Rascal FlattsCodesAndLyrics.com
never let someone make a fool of you.. and lie to you..
Cherry TappersCherry Tappers
Everyone enjoys the sweetness of a cherry,
I am honored to be a cherry tapper here,
Many friends and fans here
as well as a brand new family.
Hugs to All Tappers
Kisses to those that want them.
So many things to learn in cherry
With all the friends and family,
I have the help I need with anything.
Wonderful thanks to all
Sending out love everyone
as we all need love in our own ways.
Go Cherry Tappers
Go Cherries
Wheres All The Love?!?!?!!?ok ive been looking through my page and i now have over 1,000 friends and about 250 fans.
anyone see a problem here???
is it that hard to add me as a fan when you add me as a friend??? i have done that for you. why cant you return the love????
for those of you that are my fans and friends thank you *kisses and hugs*
Its Called A Breakup Because It's Broken.By now you know what I'm going to say: WHO CARES?! But for those of you who are just dying to know: is he as miserable as you are? Does he miss you? What is he doing? Who is he doing it with? What is he wearing? Does he want to get back together? What are his friends telling him? Is he hooking up with his ex? These are the thoughts that plague you when you can't sleep, can't work, when your falling asleep at work, and when your working at not sleeping. I understand that before you can fully get over it, you may need to indulge yourself with a little "what's he going through" obsession.
Here's what you want to hear: "the only reason he hasn't called you is because debilitating sadness has left him lying on the floor of his apartment in a pizza box full of tears. The only activity he has been able to manage is feverishly planning a way to win your heart back. He's sworn off women (except you), booze, and fun because nothings fun without you. He may never smile or laugh again." The only
SeniorsAn 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and
> >>> approached the
> >>> > > desk... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the
> >>> Doctor
> >>> > > for today?"
> >>> > >
> >>> > > "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The
> >>> receptionist
> >>> > > became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded
> >>> waiting room
> >>> > > and say things like that."
> >>> > >
> >>> > > "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said.
> >>> > >
> >>> > > The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment
> >>> in this
> >>> > > room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong
> >>> with
> >>> > > your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the
> >>> Doctor in
> >>> > > private."
> >>> > >
> >>> > > The man replied, "You shouldn't ask people questions in a room
> >>> full
> >>> > > strangers, if the answer could embarrass anyone. The man walked
> >>>
Why Me?Things have changed so much for me
People wanting things I can't be
Why don't they see?
All I want is to be happy and free.
The parentals push me to be all religious
But I don't want to be so fictious.
Friends pulling me here and there
Don't they see it isn't fair?
I tried to find peace with things,
But those were just short term flings.
I'm happy with who I am
Why is it that I can't seem to find a man?
Could it be they are intimadated by me?
Gentlemen wake up and see,
I am who I am because of you
Many guys thought they could handle,
Others took off quick with shirt and sandal,
Still some remain as friends
Tell me when will it end?
Why must i befriend everyone?
All I Want is just one.
I think I find him and then...
Well you know the deal,
I've had my fill.
Our HerosTODAY MARKED THE END OUR 7 LONG MONTHS FOR OVER 130 US MARINES FROM A LOCAL RESERVE UNIT. TODAY THEY ARRIVED HOME SAFELY. MY FAMILY AND I WENT OUT TO SHOW OUR SUPPORT FOR ONE OF OUR FRIENDS WHO IS A SGT. , WE JOINED HIS FAMILY,FRIENDS AND THE OTHER 500 PLUS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO CAME OUT TO WELCOME THEM HOME. I HAVE POSTED A NEW FOLDER IN MY PHOTO ALBUM FROM TODAYS EVENTS. PLEASE SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR OUR TROOPS. I DO THIS NOT ONLY AS A MARINE, BUT AS A VETERAN.
Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you.
Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch.
There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.
This Muscle Between My LegsTHIS MUSCLE BETWEEN MY LEGS
This muscle between my legs
Is good for fertilizing your eggs,
But it will never make or break
Our love affair.
Although it’ll give you great pleasure,
And those moments I do treasure,
It will never be the main
Way to show I care.
Thus, revealing the fact,
That sex is just an act,
And love is never
Anything one should fall into.
I may sound like a fool,
When I say my mind is the tool,
That I’ll use
To make love to you.
It may be big, firm, thick, strong,
It may even last long,
But never as long as the images
I leave of me, in your thoughts.
I feel you sister,
When you say all the other misters,
Never took you there,
But it ain’t my fault.
I love to touch, I love to feel,
But first and foremost,
I love to keep it real
You know this is true.
Although our physical acts,
Bring you the ultimate climax,
My mind is the tool,
That I’ll use to make love to you.
Wondrous emotion
In a mixed up love potion
A combina
New Lounge OpenYES I MADE MY OWN LOUNGE WITH MUSIC AND I HOPE MOST OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS COME AND JOIN ME.. DONT BE SHY NOW I DONT BITE TO HARD I SWEAR HE HE HE HE
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6418
COME JOIN THE FUN ALL WELCUM
" I Am A Man"My heart beats a little slower today...
I don't know why: I just want to cry...
... Why won't these feelings just go away?
These shadows that life has cast upon me,
no longer will I let them beat me down.
The insanity of the man behind the mask-
no longer laughs at me,In the mirror it is I,-
I see; and I laugh in my own face, as I frown.
No one and I mean no one good nor evil...
shall destroy what faith i have in my heart,
for I have found my true self, and where I belong in this sick repulsive world, I know where I end and where I start.
I know right from wrong, and the fact that-
I have emotions: I can love,I can hate, I do laugh and I do cry...
let's me know that I--- "I AM A MAN"
and if you are sane enough to hear my words
I will tell you what I find truly obsured---
The real insanity lies in those who have to believe in something they can not see; cause' they no longer believe in themselves
Insane is those who are lead to fear a hi
How Democrat Are You?You Are 52% Democrat
You aren't a full fledged Democrat yet, but it's likely the party that fits you best.
You probably consider yourself an independent Democrat. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself!How Democrat Are You?
Words Of Wisdom To Live ByWords of wisdom to live by.
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>> 1. A day without sunshine is like night.
>>>
>>> 2. On the other hand, you have different
fingers.
>>>
>>> 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made
up on the spot.
>>>
>>> 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a
bad name.
>>>
>>> 5. Remember, half the people you know are
below average.
>>>
>>> 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest.
>>>
>>> 7. Depression is merely anger without
enthusiasm.
>>>
>>> 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the
second mouse gets
>>> the cheese in the trap.
>>>
>>> 9. Support bacteria. They're the only
culture some people have.
>>>
>>> 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign
of a bad memory.
>>>
>>> 11. Change is inevitable, except from
vending machines.
>>>
>>> 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing
a couple of payments.
>>>
>>> 13. How many of you believ
For A ReasonHello my friend, I'm here for a REASON
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your
response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you
have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here
goes:
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you
know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When
someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have
expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide
you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for
the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part
or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring
the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
Wh
Home AloneWell saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to.
My Bad Luck, Continued...My friend's & family know all too well that i have THE worst luck.
If it were raining pussies, i'd get hit in the face by a big, fat cock! THAT kinda luck!
Well, here we go again.
TWO days after i moved here, the supercharger in my '01 locked up. SO, i had to take it off, send it back to vortech to be rebuilt.That cost me $1300.
WELL, that means i've had to drive the '72 MACH 1. It needed a new drivers side door handle.
I got them in, i bought a pair so theyd' match.
SO. there i am in the MACH 1 tuesday, on my way to the place that was gonna install the new one's when a girl in a ford expedition hit's it dead in the ass. my '72 MACH 1, that was all original, now has pretty bad ass end damage & will never be worth half of what it was.
So, you will have to pardon me when it starts raining pussies & i stay inside.
I hope everybody else is doing great.
Have a GREAT WEEK!
I Am Going To Niagara Falls For A Few DaysGOING TO NIAGARA FALLS
OK FOLKS~~~LISTEN UP. I WILL BE GONE FROM HERE FOR A FEW DAYS AGAIN BUT THIS TIME I AM TAKING A ROAD TRIP TO NIAGARA FALLS SO JUST TO LET YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHY YOU WON'T BE HEARING FROM ME. I SHOULD BE BACK BY WEDNESDAY NIGHT. SO HAPPY TRAILS TO YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE IN MY ABSENCE AND IT WILL BE RETURNED WHEN I GET HOME AGAIN. BYE BYE FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
MUCH LOVE ~~~~~ SUSIE Q A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE
Going Through Some Thngs,be Here But Not HereI'm going through a few things, my feelings have been turned inside out and upside down. So trying to take time to get through all the shit. So i'm here but i'm not here. So just hang on and i'll try to get back to myself as soon as I can!!
Cops In Hot PursuitOk so Im chillin at the house grillin out with my dad and Tod havin a few beers and I see the police go by slowly but didnt think too much of it. About 10 minutes later I hear cop sirens and a ninja motorcycle going down the road headed our direction so my thought is oh well they must be chasing this guy, but I wasnt too worryed about it and went on about my business since the cop and the ninja motorcycle has by passed our neighborhood, but 2 minutes later I hear the motorcycle enter our hood at the other end of Ashcroft Dr. along with the cops so Im like oh shit...I get excited we get to see some dumb fuck getting chased by the police while hes doing crazy speeding on his motorcycle which I had a feeling we were going to get to see this fool take a turn and crash. We ran to the back of the house but it was too late to see if he crashed or just hopped off...we go back there to find the bike laying sideways in our neighbors yard that lives behind us and the dude who was driving it takin
DownraterzTHX HEAPS I NEED THE POINTS WOO HOO
u do know that i still get points for it if u rate one or ten so basicly if u want to hurt me
dont rate them cuz rating them a one just makes me laugh at ur sorry ass
ps dont send ur sorry ass friends to my page to downrate me yea i caught the skank or the amount of fake accounts u make it probably U -- just a heads up TWO can play that game fukin ugly hag
LifeWhy do all the guys I fall for make me cry? Why can't I fall for the guys that treat me decent? Every guy I have ever cared for, loved felt passion for has broken my heart. Over and over this happens! The first guy who truly broke my heart, was Dana. I was 18 barley out of highschool. I fell for him right away. But dated him for 1 month before I gave him my viginity. After that he quickly lost interest in me. Broke my heart. Ben was my second my first live with boyfriend. 3yrs we were together. I really thought I knew him. Then he cheated on me. Broke my heart. Gerry was my 3rd. My husband the father on my children. I knew when I moved in with him he was not a good person. I knew when I married him he was not going to be a good husband. But he loved me, and was oh so passionate. I loved him with all my heart and people can change right? Ya right! After 6 yrs. I finally left. Course now that we are apart, he suddenly is man of the yr, and some how I am the worhtless one.
After that th
The Meeting......How could this happen??? It couldn't be happening. He touched her deeply. How could they have lived so close to one another and never have crossed paths? Now here she was, 2200 miles from home.
She saw him at the local country bar. She had gone there to unwind from the hectic day. She just went for a drink and to listen to some great music. The music was great, it was Nashville. He had smiled at her from across the bar. She was surprised that he would have even looked at her. She was not a beauty in a conventional sense. Her sisters were the beauties in the family. She was just her, nothing more. She smiled back at him. He was walking over to her. "Hi. Enjoying yourself?", he had asked. She replied with a yes and a smile. His blue eyes peircing her soul.
"I have never seen you here", he said softly in her ear. Her body responded to that whisper in way she could not have imagined. "No, I am new in town. I thought I would unwind from the day here", she said. He asked where she was
My DadMy Dad
I remember your smile as you look down on me,
I remember the sights you told me I'd see,
I remember your kiss, the affection so real,
I remember the love that I used to feel,
Your presence made me safe, so happy inside,
A respect for you that cannot be denied.
We were always so close; I had nothing to fear,
There was a time I thought you'd always be here,
I could face the future, with you at my side,
I could openly live with nothing to hide,
So long ago, it seems like yesterday,
With you in my dreams, my memories stay.
The day that you left, tears fell from my eyes,
I didn't have a change to tell you goodbye,
Yet still I feel you, I know that you see
The life I am living, with you guiding me,
You gave me strength, built up from my heart,
Although you are gone, we are not apart.
I remember your smile as you look down on me,
I remember the sights you told me I'd see,
Your guidance is part of my destiny
I thank you for
Treat Othersthis is short but sweet always treat people how you want to be treated
How To Attract A ManThia ia a article on bellsouth.net website.
So men are from Mars. It doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away – Venus, to be exact.
What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, you’ll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date!
There are plenty of people out there – men and women – who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things:
Needed
Desired
Challenged
Funny
Smart
Interesting
Important
Powerful
If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someone’s spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man:
NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they don’t need a man, they end up
Bye, Pole...er...Alternative sexuality + disability= one very, very grouchy me.
So much shit has gone on since last year, it's not even funny. And it's all has affected/is affecting my sex life.
Mike & I stopped going to the local munches when I got sick, before they discovered I needed to have my gall bladder removed. Then our local group disbanded. Finances are always tight around here, and we can't afford to go to Baton Rouge, New Orleans, or Texas to the clubs and groups. And the few lifestylers we knew outside of the group have all either moved, or moved on.
Then the hurricanes hit. My mother had already moved in with us by that time, but Katrina & Rita turned what was supposed to be a temporary situation into a full-time one. And though diabetes took much from my mom, it didn't touch her hearing at all. Kinda hard to have sex, let alone scene, in a small house with a mother who's got hearing that most rescue dogs would envy. Not to mention the son-type person. Kinda hard to pack him off
Whywhy is it that 1 can be so lonely and 2 can be even lonelier
why is it that no matter how many people are around u you still feel all alone
why is it that the one you love don't love you but the one that loves you you dont love them
why is it when you are single that no one wants to be with you
why is it when you are with someone every one wants to be with you
why is it that the one you love is to blind to see it
why why why why why why why why why why why why
A Day Of Justice !!Well tomarrow is the big day, I finally go to court to testify against the man that murdered my husband almost 3 years ago... Can you believe it has taken this long to get a trial started, I was beginning to lose faith in our justice system !!!And the kicker about this hole story is that the man that did this was my own mothers husband, and he has been out on bond for over 2 and a half years now, and for the last year has been living about 10 minutes from my home.. I see him driveing on the roads all the time, I just want to pull in front of him and ... hell I don't know what I would do, I just know it would not be fast, I would make sure he suffered like he has made my entire family suffer !!!! When I was diagnosed with throat cancer , it was so bad that they had to take out my voice box, so now I have to talk with a small machine that makes me sound like a robot, and I am going to be the first called to the stand to testify.. I am so nervous, I know I am going to get up there and jus
Mourningvan disaster was just the last stop on hellish trip
Even with 7 dead and 5 maimed, magazine seller doesn't skip a beat
By Meg Kissinger
of the Journal Sentinel staff
Last Updated: June 4, 1999
Malinda Turvey had enough of small-town life in mid-America. These people, she'd say. These people with their cheap department store clothes, their rusted boats beached on their burned-out front lawns and their little faded paper American flags taped to their front windows - they were going nowhere.
She was 18 and craved adventure, glamour, somewhere where they would appreciate her tinted hair and sculpted fingernails.
Verona, Wis., where she lived, was deadly dull, especially in the grayness of March. Even the Hardee's closes up most nights before 9 p.m. This is no kind of life for me, she would say. She wanted out.
So, when the ad in the local newspaper last March promised big money and a chance to see the world, Malinda dropped everything and dialed the number.
She could s
Yippie2-3 pound loss.. not much but it is a start..
Be Brave When Let DownI don't understand what happened to us
Or why you have turned away.
Of course you are free to do as you like,
But first I have something to say.
To me it had seemed we could go on forever,
So close were our hearts, and at ease,
So much did we share, yet the words never faltered,
So I thought as time did as it pleased.
Whatever I did that has made you unhappy,
Or am that is not to your taste,
Or would be were I to return to your graces,
Or won't be if I am replaced:
I want you to know that your friendship is something
I treasure, and would not now end.
If you would be willing to turn to embrace me,
You'd find in me still a good friend.
Picsi put some new privite pic on my page for mf friends and none of them looked at them and comented :{
Hiding Behind The MaskThe net is an interesting place to witness human nature. Are we what we claim to be or are we hiding behind a mask, being only want we want to be. Allowing people only seeing what we want them to see. Replacing something that is missing in real life, trying to find it here. It seems some feel they can be, do or say anything with out regrets, that we are only pixels of their imagination, forgetting that there is a real person on the other side of the monitor. I sit here at time in amazement of things I have witness, you think after all these years of chatting things would not amaze me but they do. But realizing for some this is just a fantasy world, a place for them to escape their reality. But for others this is their reality, out there in real is just a fantasy of what they wish it could be, but have gotten so caught up in here that real has now become nothing more than a fantasy. I have had those that have tried to drag me into their delusional world. Which I refuse to do. I gu
Signs Of Bluebonnet Spring!!Coming home from Church this morning, I have seen signs of bluebonnets and indian paintbrushes in bloom along Bee Caves Rd, Hwy 71, and FM 620! Hooray!!
Each Spring, I make it a yearly ritual to go driving aimlessly in the countryside to find the best field of bluebonnets to photograph and/or best bluebonnet pose/picture period. The last few years have been extremely disappointing in the quality of the bloom, as well as its abundance. Since they are coming up vibrant in color already, it is a good sign that they are indeed going to plentiful and colorful since we had a great cold spell this winter. Hooray!!
I am soooo excited. The tentative date I have set is for my birthday, April 13th. I know. It is on a Friday, but did you know that anyone that is born on the 13th, the superstitions run opposite that they do for most people??? ;)
More details later….and perhaps a page full of flowers that I take this Spring. :D
As also posted on my iWIM website!!
I Miss You All!I want to let you all know I miss the hell out of ya!! I am not ignoring anyone, I just unfortunately have been working alot of hours. I will be around on Thursday night if all goes according to plan. But know I'm not ignoring anyone!! muah!
Walk Away From Me And My LifeI'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you
I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"
I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole
I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you,
instead of at a club
I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date
I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat,
only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around
I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work
I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been
Sexxii Older ManRUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP
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Winning Prizes:
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Contestants and Voters can comment bomb theirself. Please no fake accounts or bots.
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Working On A SiteI will be working on creating my web site for the next few days. I finally found a web site builder that seems easy enough to use, even for an erotic author (and I need it simple too).
I hope you will like it when I finally launch it. It may take awhile to get it finished as I am rather slow when it comes to technical stuff.
I will have free erotic stories on the site as well as my LONG erotic ebooks that I will be writing. The ebooks will be for sale.
Have a terrific Sunday.
36d hugs,
ms. cleavage
Lake Of Fire, DesireDamn the hearts that appeal our souls
The unfortunate timing of need
For no words can fix or seal the holes
Of our hunger that wants and needs to feed
But the flame in between can't be denied
If not thru our muted plea
With one desire of two combined
I yearn for you silently
In my dreams I feel your heated embrace
Recalling each move you made
And we've danced to love's rhythm with grace
Feeling the passion that just won't fade
I thrive for each stolen kiss we share
For the bold, daredevil's whip
An intensified ardor of a secret affair
With the flame our bodies equip
You savor my taste and I drown in lust's lake
A place you have created for me
And i post these words of love for you Tara
For all of the world to see....
Nascar!!Oh boyyyyyyyyy Jeff Gordon got upset with Matt Kenseth!! Matt got a little too friendly with Jeff's backend!! LOl crash!! oops
Take The Quiz - What Type Do You??Challenging you all to take this quiz and let me know!
Here's mine:
http://www.gotoquiz.com/results/what_type_of_person_do_you_attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace
A Gift From God :)I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my best friend and the best gift I have ever received. I found out when I was 3 months pregnant with her that she had Down syndrome. My doctor offered me the option of terminating the pregnancy. I know he was just doing what he had to as a doctor but I didn't even have to think about it. That definitely was NOT an option as far as I was concerned. He told me about all the possible health problems she might have and that she might not ever have a "normal" life. But I refused to believe that. The way I saw it was God gave her to me the way she was for a reason. And who am I to argue with Him? I accepted His wonderful gift and to this day have never once regretted my decision. Now, I'm not saying that there haven't been some really rough times, especially during the first 2 years of her life. But, we got through those rough times together. She's very loving and has a very strong will to learn everything she possibly can. It's because of her that I have le
Its An Ever Growing List^ dunno,dont care,obviously a fat ass stalker.
^strech marked staker
^mizz piggy
^ dude with herpies
^ holly the one that gave the dude herpies
^ fake mizz piggy account
^mizz piggys family pigette
^ mizz piggys fat ass momma
^pigettes mother
http://cherrytap.com/user/768188
http://cherrytap.com/user/768158
http://cherrytap.com/user/674554
http://cherrytap.com/user/708822
http://cherrytap.com/user/753827
http://cherrytap.com/user/753877
and dont forget the numberous accounts they all get to rate me 1s.WOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOO!
Mon Cher (poem)i was lost and lonely
waiting for someone to find me
then you took me out of the cold
into yourself
to the warmth of your arms
your love rules my heart
like a precious jewel in the world
i'm lovesick, mon cher....
hold me now
join me to yourself
you are the love that completes me
i want to spend my life loving you
come, let's ride the night
let's touch the sky
let's soar like eagles
and kiss the moonlight
'cos many waters cannot quench love
neither can floods drown it
you are the smile that never fades
the bliss that never wanes
the light that shines in my darkness
welcome me close to yourheart
make us one
UNBREAKABLE we will remain
Pissed OffI just quit my job. I am so sick of smartass bitches that lie. And I hope her ass hole grows together! You do NOT FUCK WITH my money......or say I said something I didn't. If I want to say something I will fuckin' say it to your damn face...and if ya can't deal with it.....too bad....you get one free lick in....and then it is your ass...I hope somebody is there to pick your ass up.
Sorry I just needed to vent.I'm tempted to call the church she goes to and tell them what a real fine lady they have going to there church...but then again....it will come back to her....So.........I need to calm down and let life kick her ass.
A Quick Note On DownratersJUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PEOPLE AREN'T ALWAYS GOING TO RATE YOU A 10. IT HAPPENS. THATS WHY YOU ARE GIVEN THE CHOICE ON HERE 1 THROUGH 10. NO WHERE ON THIS SITE DOES IT SAY YOU HAVE TO RATE SOMEONE A TEN. SO GET OVER YOURSELVES ON HERE ALREADY. NO NEED TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T GET YOUR PRECIOUS TEN. I GET DOWNRATED AND NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT IT. GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON. IT STILL COUNTS A PAGE VIEW AND YOU GET THE SAME NUMBER OF POINTS IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A 1 OR 10. SO CALM DOWN PEOPLE NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOUR HOT OR YOUR PAGE IS THE SHIT. TIME TO COME BACK TO REALITY
THANKS
A Single Man's EventsMost of the time when march comes along, you get nice days like this. Really warm outside so I take a little walk. It helps me not think of anything bad. Just about the next step I take and where to go.
I think about stuff that makes me smile. Like the Hoyas trying to go to the Final Four. Than I think about how much women hate sports. that is definitely something women can't watch. its like weird. Anyways, I think they were up by a lot during the first half but it doesn't look too good. We have much more experience i think than Carolina.
I wore a sweater outside cause it was chilly. especially when you walk under the trees in the shade. than in the sun it was like 10 degrees warmer. very weird how that works out but the sun feels real good. I got a lil sweat going. I walk about 2 miles all together. Up towards the Mall on the Pike than back through the park to my house.
Its a nice lil walk and i wish i had company when i went. Its one of those walks that you
That Could Have Been Bad!So I just ran out to 7 11 to get a slurpee, I was craving one. Well I am wearing my yellow warm up pants (the pair in which I am wearing in my Twister pic if need a reference) that button up the sides. Well when getting out of my mustang, the 4 buttons near my waist snagges and unsnapped! Now, usually I am wearing my board shorts under them, but had taken them off earlier. Well, Mr Wiggles got to see the parking lot of the store, thank God no one was to the left of my car, or that would have been bad.
OK, just wanted to share my near indecent exposure moment!
A Friend - Something To Think About!Sometimes in life, you'll find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you see
that your life has great potential;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
Someone that is special in every person's life
who just seems to make everything better-
the sun warmer, the grass greener,
the sky bluer - all because of
that certain wonderful individual....
Yes, the whole world just seems better
whenver that person's around.........
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I GUESS YOU'RE DAMN LUCKY TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE ME !!
A New BreedThe power of the Ancients
The knowledge of the times
The compassion to care
The fairness to judge
The power to protect
The ability to rule
The control of self
The power to love
The power to heal
Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar
An Old Irish BlessingMay love and laughter light your days,
and warm your heart and home.
May good and faithful friends be yours,
wherever you may roam.
May peace and plenty bless your world
with joy that long endures.
May all life's passing seasons
bring the best to you and yours!
Evil LaughterSUDDENLY I'M CHILLED BY AN EVIL LAUGHTER,
MY BODY CRINGES MOMENTS THEREAFTER,
I HEAR THE SOUND FADE NO FUTHER AWAY,
I FIND MYSELF RUNNING THROUGH ANOTHER DAY,
THE TEARS BECOME RAIN ABOVE ME,
THE MOON LIGHTS A PATH FOR ME,
THE TREES MAKE HALLS ON MY SIDES,
ANYTHING DEEPER MYSTERIOUSLY HIDES,
THE MORE I RUN THE WALLS BUILD ALL AROUND,
YET NOT VOIDING THE EVIL SOUND,
SUDDENENLY IT STOPS I STOP DEAD IN MY TRACK,
THE CONFUSION STRIKES DEEP BUT I DON'T LOOK BACK,
SO I FOOW EVERY PATH,
AVOIDING THE BITTER STORM,
FIGHTING TO PASS A WORLD I MORN,
THE LIGHT SHINES THROUGH FOR A SECOND OF RELIEF,
DRYING THE TEAR I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER LEAVE,
NOW THERES SUNSHINE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT,
THE WALLS ARE STILL STANDING NOT SHOWING ANY LIGHT,
NOW THAT THE STORM HAS DIED,
I LEAVE THE MEMORY BURIED DEEP INSIDE,
THE WRECKAGE REMAINS WITH A STORY UNTOLD,
AND THE STORM THAT USED TO STIR INSIDE,
PERISHED WHEN WARMTH PIERCED IT'S WORLD.
Shining Through The TearsIt's easy to be pleasant when life flows by like a song.
But the man worth while is the one who can smile
When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is trouble and it always comes with years.
And the smile that is worth the praises of earth
Is the smile that shines through the tears.
CleverThe guys were all at fishing camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns.
> > >
The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot.
> > >
They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said,
"Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night."
> > >
The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot.
> > >
They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look
awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night."
> > >
The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said.
> > >
They couldn't believe it! They s
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HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY ALL,AND HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR WEEKEND.
WildCat
=]I got a toshiba laptop for sale.
Only a year old.
Awesome =]
If anyones interested message me!
"starla"Hello everyone!
Well, we finally did it! We got another dog after 9 months or so without one. Her name is Starla, she is a 1 1/2 year old Black Lab mix. She is very active and loves to be outside or with me and the kids.
She has some bad habits we are going to try and break her off. Like chasing cats and our neighbors' cows.
She is also very loving. She sleeps in the kids' room at night. Sometimes on their floor or in their beds. During the day she likes to take her naps anywhere she feels comfortable sometimes the kitchen floor sometimes the living room floor. It took her a couple of days but she will play with her toys on her own. We think she has buried her "squeaky" bones somewhere in the house.
Probably a closet or in the laundry room! LOL.
Overall she is a really great dog! I'll try to get some pictures of her up here soon. We got her from the Humane Society last Tuesday afternoon. I wasn't planning on coming home with a dog that day it just sort of worked out th
New Stash ItemsI added 10 more poems to my stash, come by, read, rate, enjoy and comment.
This Weekend..My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend.....
I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"...
I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making....
And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything....To say he is special is to down play the whole thing.....I haven't met anyone that I have felt such a connection with so quickly (aside from my "sire" but that was for a different reason all together)
It's like someone put all the pieces of what I want into one wonderful package & said "Well here ya go"....I'm freaked by it but everything happens for a reason & if anything meeting him has shown me that ho
Break Me Shake MeI never thought Id change my
Opinion again
But you moved me in a way that ive
Never known
You moved me in a way that ive
Never known
But straight away you just moved
Into position again
You abused me in a way that ive
Never known
You abused me in a way that ive
Never known
Chorus
So break me shake me hate me
Take me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
Just break me shake me hate me
Take me over
When the madness stops then you
Will be alone
So youre the kind who deals with the
Games in the mind
Well you confuse me in a way that
Ive never known
You confuse me in a way that ive
Never known
Chorus
She says I can help you but what
Do you say
But its not free baby youll have
To pay
You just keep me contemplating that
Your soul is slowly fading
God dont you know that I live with a ton
Of regret
cause I used to move you in a way that
Youve never known
But then I accused you in a way that
Youve never known
But you hurt me in a w
Who Are You?Who are you?
Words are told to me you love me
I wonder do you really do
Personally I don't love you
We met in a time when I was doing my thing
I was just trying to find my way
You came along with your loving
For a while you had me mesmerized
Just from a simple observation
I figured you not material to be mine
Your priorities not in the right direction
With evaluation of myself
I realize you not what I need
I did not tell you before
It was hard when taken over by lust
You being infatuated with my lovemaking
For me it was just good sex
But you wanted more
We was friends before this came about
I wish it could go back
We were better off without sex involved
Now things complicated
You don't want to speak to me now
Ask me to be your lady
The truth is you not the kind of man I need or want
We not meant for each other
Wonders on the regrets of what we done
Mixing friends and lovers together
The result of you falling for me
You being to
Aint No Miami Ink (recycled Myspace Blog)People tell me all the time,"I'd love to have your job!!!" and although I LOVE my job and wouldn't trade it for any other, (at this point in my life) the one thing a lot of those people don't realize is that tattoo shop life isn't like it is on Miami Ink. It might be if I could condense and edit my (close to) 60 hours a week that I spend there to a 42 minute show !!
There is a lot you will never see on Miami Ink. Miami Ink won't show you the crack-head wandering in off the street to try and sell some stolen "Best of Twisted Sister" Cd and other useless stolen crap ( so he can go and by crack of course). They won't show you the guy that gets a tattoo, then passes out, and shits his pants. They won't show you the guy who THINKS he's "heavy" or CRAZY enough to walk into a shop and try to intimidate the staff and clients to the extreme point of getting violent and/or uttering death threats. These are just some of the things you don't see on TV, There's probably thousands or more "blogs-
LemonsWhen life gives you lemons you're supposed to make lemonade right? So where do you get the sugar?
What's The Benefit Of Rating & Commenting On Nfsw?When I joined CherryTap (previously known as LostCherry), ALL pics no matter how racy or x-rated the pic was, when rated or commented to it was given points. Now, with the new policy of NSFW (Not Safe For Work) that has been in effect for a few months, NO pic that is NSFW receives point for the person who has the pics or the person who rates and/comment on it. The older members were able to level FAST when the old method was used that there were NO such thing as NSFW. Well, they gained their status, but for the others, those pics are now considered NSFW and no longer able to be considered as a way to earn points to the next level.
So, having NSFW pics on your profile or pic folder is useless since you don't gain any points from rating or commenting on it. Now, I do rate them 10, but to comment, it has gotten to a point that unless it is worth saying anything I will, but NOT to naked, nude or X-rated photos. The other pics that are not tagged NSFW, I will comment to. This NSFW just k
"silly World"Anyone that knows me knows I love my metal music... Slipknot in particular, but what attracts me to the music is the meaning and the emotion of the music. Dumb shit like BuckCherry is just nonsense strummed together like some jackhandy bullshit. Real talent lies in the ability to create something real inside the music and the ability to describe something that might otherwise be untenable; to create a feeling and an emotion with words and music arranged in a way that when you hear it you know..."Yeah...that's the way it is, or the way it should be..."
Yeah, I know this isn't SlipKnot, but the same guy you see fronting "THE NINE"...good ole #8 has a side-gig...Cory Taylor actually had Stone Sour before he joined SlipKnot, but that's another story...lol...
It's his lyrics and his musical vision that I'm tuned to...there are few in the metal world that can combine the raw power of the music with true vision and meaning...Cory Taylor is one of that tribe...
I chose "Silly World"
Chasig Dreamschasing dreams can be a game
chasing dream can be a chore
chasing dreams can be part of
ones life
but dont let your dreams dreams
slip away from you
hold on to them as long as you can
if it was meant to be it will be yours
if it wasnt meant to be let it go
if it comesback it will be yours
til you say its time to let go
my way of chasing dreams
How My Life Is Like AssLife is all about ass....you are either kicking it~~~busting it~~~ laughing it off~~~or kissing it!!!
MeltingAmerica is often called the "Melting Pot." Little did people know when this phrase was coined that there would be a melting of races, sexes and religion.
There are those born of parents of different races, but melted isn't an option on applications. When asked about sex - yes, no, not enough or preference isn't asked! If gender is being asked, why not ask gender instead of sex? You may be thinking, "Where the fuck are you going with this?" Well, I don't really know. It was just a thought. Have you ever noticed how all religions have some similarities? It is sort of like when my dad use to cook stew; he would take all kinds of left overs and cook together and POW - there was some delicious stew! Just a thought, but maybe this is how we should view the "Melting Pot." Yes, the green beans and pot roast were good yesterday, and yes, those baby butter beans were good too. But now, throw them all together, some canned tomatoes from last year's harvest, some spices and you hav
Exhausted...What a fuckin week...I have been so busy Im sorry for not talkin as much...just got over the flu and I had to book ass to hurry up and get the casa painted..it looks pretty damn good.....givin a shout out to my special girl :)
HistoryThe History Of The Middle Finger
Well, now.....here's something I never knew before, and now that I
know it,I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the
hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you
know something about it?
Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating
victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all
captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to
draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of
fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the
native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known
as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew").
Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset
and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the
defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew!
Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say
Forrest Gump Goes To HeavenFORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN
The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at
the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed,
and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper.
St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest,
it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must
tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering
an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to
pass it before you can get into Heaven."
Forrest responds, "It sure is
good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance
exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard.
Life was a big enough test
as it was."
St. Peter continued, "Yes, I
know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions
First:
What two days of the week begin with the letter T?
Second:
How many seconds are there in a year?
Third:
What is God's first name?"
Forrest leaves to think the q
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Bar FantasyYou sat alone at the bar waiting for me. You were nursing your first drink because you didn’t want to start without me, but I was late. You had chosen the spot at the far end of the bar where the lights were dim and no one needed to walk behind you, as I had instructed you. I had come in through the back and slipped up behind you.
You were wearing your white, very low cut peasant blouse and your green and white semi-transparent skirt. As a surprise for me, you were wearing the crotchless butterfly panties and the cutout bra. In the light of the bar, your nipples were very visible, and awareness of this fact kept them erect.
You were lost in thought when you felt hands on your shoulders. You started to turn and you heard me say, “Don’t turn around. Look straight ahead and don’t make a sound.”
You put your hands on either side of your glass and focused on the bottles behind the bar. My hands moved your hair away from your neck as I leaned forward to kiss the nape. I trailed my t
I'm Gonna Love You ForeverAs long as you love me,
I'll stay by your side,
I'll be your companion,
Your friend and your guide.
As long as you love me,
As long as you care,
I'll do anything for you,
I'll go anywhere.
I'll bring you the sunshine,
I'll comfort your fears,
I'll gather up rainbows,
To chase all your tears.
As long as forever,
My love will be true,
For as long as you love me,
I'll only love you!
Our Love Till The Begining Again (poem)I want you in my loving arms
As you want me in our loving arms too
For when we will meet our love will never end
As the passions will never fade away
It will be burning for all of time
As we will never have a bitter time in our hearts
we will all ways be wanting each other as time goes by
just as we come to our ending life’s we only say we love each other
and we will never say good bye and only I love you
Date wrote 26-03-07
By Aj Rich
WebsitesI have websites on these sites and also blogs and some pictures
www.myspace.com
www.zorpia.com
www.hi5.com
www.friendsearch.com
www.friendster.com
www.aim.com
www.spaces.live.com
www.aznspaces.com
www.xianz.com
Epic 1So I should be asleep , but alas I am a insomniac. That and my father passed away about 2 weeks ago. I stay at home cause I was taking care of my father.
Its hard to come to grips when a member of the faimly dies . Real hard I mean everyone says theyre prepared but how can you really be ?
You cant not when you see someone you admired and someone you took care of laying dead in bed . And wonder just what they were thinking before they passed . The memory's good or bad never leave .
We dident always have the best relashionship , he near the end made his peace with me . And I think he relized just how much I did care about him . He was my hero when really I dont look up to much in this world. Well mabye sponge bob -Laughs- No seriously he was a hero.
He faught in 2 wars never hurt a civillian yet was a gangster too . 73 well almost 73 you think man thats old. But really it isent , but then the life the man lived would make a 10 year old become 40 .
I miss you ....but no
The Chinese Zodiac -my SignTHE DOG
Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely.
Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must de
A Quick One...posted Days Ago On My SpaceThought I would write a quick blog. In less than a month I turn 29 years old. The year went by so quickly. To be honest thinking about it has me a bit depressed. This will be the second year in a row that I havent gotten to spend my birthday with my best friend Linda. Also I look at it and wish it is on a day other than bloody Sunday so I can actually go to the bar and have fun. I may celeberate it all weekend though. SO when it comes about...whoever is around me if they wish to join..just ask where and when. Also...for those who might ask me what I want for my Bday...to be honest...I really dont know. I have a few things in mind, but knowing my Bday falls so into the month...I dont expect much. But if you ask...I am sure I will come up with something..or just suprise me..I dont care. LOL. 29!!! Damn I am getting old!! LMAO!! I know Slapnuts....I am old!! Anyways..enough with the wasteless bullshit...I am off to bed. I have alot of My Space stuff to do tomorrow. Thats if they can get t
Near Death ExperiencesHave any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and
Maybe Ppl R Ritemaybe ppl r rite maybe i am just a mistake
why cant i dispaer why do i fall in love just to get hurt all cuz im just a mistake
Losing FaithI'm Layin It All Out
Current mood: disappointed
I'm not one to usually do this but..........here goes.
My bad side....I'm brutal, cutting, sarcastic to a fault. I'm cruel, self-depricating, obsessive. I'm self-conscious, self-aware, self-loathing. I'm cold, hateful, brooding. I'm depressive, weak, ocassionally spineless. I have little tolerance, little pity, little compassion. I'm not a sheep, a doormat, a lemming. I refuse to be your bitch, whipping boy, scapegoat.
My good side...I'm patient, loyal, trustworthy. I'm witty, charming, silly. I'm laughing, smiling, joking. I'm tolerant, compassionate, considerate. I always have an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, and a backbone for venting. I will always be your friend, be there, love you.
This is me folks......it will never change
Fucking Jealous SkanksSo this morning I wake and do my usual things..go pee, feed the cat, make coffee, check my email blah blah blah...then I check CT for messages and what do I get greeted with?
A bunch of "1" ratings. I have an inkling as to who it is based on the recent viewers to my profile.
All I can say to this person is..thanks for hating me. Cuz when you hate me it means you're thinking about me and that gives me warm fuzzies. Truly it does.
RecoveryOK for those that didnt know... I spent damn near all weeklend in the Frikin Hospital due to some long ass medical term that means my gallbladder went bad....
Sorry if I seem a bit irritated right now....I AM. I havnt had a smoke since last thursday and I realllly want one.
Any way I had the stupid Gall Bladder thing removed and then I got a fever and nausea. What a lovely combination that is....
I just wanted to let those that don't reead bulletins know that I am at homne now and with any luck and lots of VICODIN I should be back to Irritating everyone in my specail WNP way soon.
Laterz ALL
David AKA work_in_progress33
Oky Doky Thenif ive missed anyone please shout me
an so everyone knows i have a hater so b warned if they approach u
Cherry Train!!Don't forget to ride the Cherry Train!! Lots of friends to make there!! Hugs..Laurie
http://cherrytagz.com/Train/index.php
Sad DayI’m sad, today is kindergarten registration day. My baby is growing up too fast.
Gamesladies its very simple. its like this you know when a man is playing a game with you when the man tells you he loves you within the first week of talking to you. its only a game. he more than most likely has a g/f or a wife and hes just playing you for a fool and making both of you look foolish.
Men you know a woman is playing a game or very desperate for a man if she starts telling you she loves you within the first week specialy when she tells you this the first day or 2 that you talk to her.
not everyone has the chance to really meet the one they are supposed to be with as I have my baby. he knows how special he is to me. he knows he is my soulmate. he knows i write about him all the time so i dont have to worry about having a man to play games on me. My baby is just that type of man to tell me the truth.
anyway ppl please beware of games that way you dont get hurt by them.lol
I love you MY Wolf
The Weekend...Just stuff from the weekend to ramble on about. If you talked to me over the weekend you know I wasn't having a great one. I hate weekends without my son.
Friday evening I was taking a walk. A guy was walking 3 dogs, and not controlling them very well, which left no room on the sidewalk for me as he passed by, so I stepped down to the road. Wouldn't you know I stepped right on the edge of a small pothole and therewent my ankle again.. rolled right over. It swelled up, hurt like um.. you know. So I iced it, wrapped it and kept it elevated. The Dr warned I would have troubles like this after the injury in the fall. The swelling is down but it still hurts.
Recorded a Pokemon movie for David Friday night too. He didn't ask me to, but I figured he would want it since he wasn't home. When I called him Sat morning he immediately asked if I taped "it". I played dumb for awhile asking what "it" was.. until he could finally tell me. He asked me last night if I had watched it ye
Love You BestLOVE YOU BEST By:Allen :) ( love ya baby!!)
Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold
.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.
InterviewsHave 2 today.
One for an advertising place at 11:15
At 5 one for flight attendant
Love's PledgeBy: Allen (thank u honey :) )
I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them
too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart
LmaoFive reasons not to be a penis:
1. -------- You're bald your whole life.
2. -------- You have a hole in your head.
3. -------- Your neighbors are nuts.
4. -------- The guy behind you is an ass hole and...
5. -------- Every time you get excited, you throw up
and then faint.
Kind Of In A DazeI had an amazing weekend, I got to see some old friends and meet some new ones. I also got to spend a ton of time with my daughter which her and I both needed. I finally got to be me again. I got to play with my daughter, split firewood, stack firewood, run around on my fourwheeler, and watch a thunderstorm.
It is going to be a busy day today but I think I am prepared for anything life can throw at me.
Godlikedoglike.Sometimes, I need to quit getting in my way. My own mind, my thought processes. They hinder me from obtaining my goal of being GODLIKEDOGLIKE. I know I can do whatever I want. I may not have the looks but I do have the mind. I can do whatever I want. I can be a God. I just need to get out of the way of my own evolution. I was almost there, but it was such an uncommon thing for me, I stepped in my way and sabotaged the whole damned thing. I did it, I fucked it up. But no more. NO MORE! No more shall I sabotage myself, no more shall I keep myself unhappy and from attaining my goals. No twelve ways around it, I can reach it. I can be there, at the top. I am better than this. I am better than most of them. No more fucking around, folks. This is the Beginning.
Rectum Stretcher!Rectum Stretcher:
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked,
"What's your hurry?"
To which she replied, "I'm late for work."
"Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?"
"I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded.
The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?"
"Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide."
"And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked.
"You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge."
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My Best FriendLost@ CherryTAP
Just thought I would let everyone know that muh best friend has decided to join cherry tap and he needs some mad love!!! xoxo
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No WordsI WAS WALKING THROUGH THE FOREST ALL BY MYSELF,NOBODY AROUND FOR MILES,IT WAS ABOUT 95 DEGREES AND CLIMBING,AFTER AWHILE WALKING AROUND IN IT IT GOT SO HOT,SO I STRIPPED DOWN TO NOTHING,BARE ASS NAKED.WHILE WALKING I DECIDED TO REST UNDER A SHADY TREE.OFF IN THE DISTANCE I SEE BEAUTIFUL NAKED LADIES WALKING TOWARDS ME,AS THEY APPRROACHED THEYD LOOK OVER AT ONE ANOTHER AND KIND OF WHISPERED TO ONE ANOTHERR WHEN THEY REACHED ME WITH NO WORDS,ONE REACHED DOWN AND GRABBED MY COCK AND IN NO TIME AS HARD AS A ROCK,SHE STROKED IT NICE AND SOFT LOOKING AT ME WITH THOSE LUSTY EYES AS SHE SPARKLED WITH THE LOOK,FUCK ME,FUCK ME HARD,THEN SHE WENT DOWN AND STARTED SUCKING MY THROBBING COCK ON HER KNEES AND ONE HAND BECAUSE THE OTHER WAS JACKING ME OFF,AS SHE SUCKED IT FELT AWESOME,THEN HER BEAUTIFUL FRIEND KNEELED DOWN BEHIND HER AND STARTED RUBBING HER ASS,SHE MOANS WITH DELIGHT,THESE LADIES KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY WANT THAT IS SUCH A TURN ON,AND SO HOT,I WATCHED AS MY HEART BEATED FASTER,THEN SHE
Are We There Yet?!Is the weekend here yet? I need Friday to be here. I'm dying to see Greeley Estates again! They were amazing last night. Good part about being in the front is making eye contact with Ryan 75000 times while he was singing. I think the best part for me was when they were playing "Through Waiting". He came to our side of the stage and looked me dead in the eye and we sang this part to each other:
I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait for you
Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait)
I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you)
Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait)
I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you)
I'm falling back to you
After all that we've been... been through!
That was awesome. I'm surprised I didn't freeze up and just stare at him, but that was a cool moment. Not to mention he's very funny and nice as hell. =)
Then Sunday we shall take back sunday with. that's right Taking Back Sunday and Underoath. Hell yeah!
What I Really Wanted....So anyway yeah, Halifax didn't have any hoodies that terribly impressed me. What I really wanted Saturday was an Aiden hoodie but of course they fucking ran out.
I did get to meet Wil though which is also what I really wanted to do. I didn't think that was going to happen cause at the table they wouldn't let you take pictures with them, but we hung out and waited for them to get up and of course we charged. Wil = fucking hotness. Like I mean it's a sin to look like that. And he's a lot taller than I thought. I missed Saosin and Senses Fail waiting for him but it was worth it. =)
80 Years Of LifeOn the first day, God created the dog and said:
"Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years."
The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?"
So God agreed.
On the second day, God created the monkey and said:
"Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span."
The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I
give you back ten like the dog did?"
And God agreed.
On the third day, God created the cow and said:
"You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years."
The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. H
Picture Ratings!!!WHO THE HELL RATED MY PIC A 5......RUDE LITTLE PEOPLE...JEALOUS OF COMMENTS..GIRLS I DONT WANT UR MEN >>DAMN>>I HAVE A LIFE!!!!I DON'T HAVE TO CHASE UR MEN...THEY CHASE ME!!!
WHAT REATRDS
Free From YouFree From You
By: Evil Midnite (Me)
Twice, my heart was broken.
Many nights I have cried
and it still fells like I have died.
Slowly I have healed
My tears and heartache has stilled
I have gotten over you
The is a part of me that will always love you, its true.
But honestly, you was never there when I needed you the most.
All you did was deny that I was your girlfriend and that hurt
To your "female friends" you would always boast
Never stopping to think that you really did treat me like dirt
I'm honestly free from you and I'm sorta glad
But still I sorta regret leaving
If you don't remember, you have hurt me bad
You will regret for I was the best you ever had
Lets see you cry now
For never again will I take you back, this I vow
Yes you are never going to do me like that ever again
For I'm never treading down that road ever again.
Exciting News....and I Definitely Needed To Hear Something Good For A ChangeHey Everyone,
I've been feeling pretty down, but last night got some great news and want to share it with you. A couple of friends of mine are in an up and coming band....they totally ROCK....and last night they took me out to let me know that MTV 2 contacted them so they're gonna be working on a video....already doing some new songs. They opened the LA music awards in November....and they just keep moving up...faster and more amazing all the time. They are definitely worth checking out. Here's their page www.myspace.com/junkiesandthieves Tell them Chantal sent ya....and keep on eye out...because they'll be redoing their webpage....and you-know-who will be modeling their tank tops. You can also read the first interview I did with them....and another will be coming up soon!!!! Take care!!!!
Not Sure Bout ThisAs I slip onto the seat
the tingling of vibrations beneth my feat
I ease out on to the road
To head to places unforld
The world passes by beneath my wings
My mind wanders on many thing
The post on the fence with wire so tight
Just seems to be there feeling right
The wind flases thru my hair
And in this world I have no care
The day is long the sun is hot
As I slip off in to dreams the wind calls me
Guys Seriously.Can I get just a little help with this? My little man is in a contest. Please go vote for him!
Ladies Over 40Andy Rooney's View of Women Over 40
Andy says... "As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
An over 40 woman will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.
If an over 40 women doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And it's usually something more interesting.
An over 40 woman knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants, and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a darn what you might think about her or what she's doing.
An over 40 woman usually has had her fill of "meaningful relationships" and commitment." The last thing she wants in her life is another dopey, clingy, whiny, dependent lover.
Over 40 women are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you d
Wouldn't Mind Getting This...Near my workplace is an old building for sale:It used to be a funeral home.It'd be a great building for a Satanic church. tag: funeral home, commercial property, satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com
Ppl Not Talkini hate it when u try 2 talk 2 ppl and they dont talk back if u r not on the comp set it 2 say some thing so ppl know u r not there but it just pisses me off when u try 2 talk 2 mother fuckers and they dont talk back
Hellohey everyone have a very nice and safe week...
My PromiseMy promise is to my youngest son, though he is not old enough to read this. I feel I must put it somewhere that I can look at it, be reminded of it and draw strength from it.
I promise you lil man that I will not stand by and just allow you to be hurt more than you already have.
I promise not to ever belittle the people you love, just to try and prove Im something more than what I am.
I promise that no matter what you and your brother will always be my number 1 priority.
I promise that you will always feel loved and happy that you will have all of the care you need and deserve.
I promise not to use you as a pawn in my own personal little vendettas.
I brought you into this world because I believed that you would have a wonderful life.
Im sorry that the people in your life can only fight and argue. You deserve more than that.
Dont worry lil guy, Mommy is not going to give up, or give in.
Trip To The BeachWe decided to take a walk to the beach.........the moon lit the night sky as we made our way toward the water walking hand in hand......the gentle breeze brushed our faces, the waves were crashing onto the shore. What a perfect night for a walk to the beach. We strolled down the sand looking for a perfect spot to just sit and enjoy each other's company. I felt the tug of my hand, you directing me over to a spot where a few big rocks were on the shore. You spread out the blanket and sat down and I planted myself comfortably between your legs......my back pressed into your chest. Your arms quickly swung around me to pull me closer to you. We sat in silence for a while just listening to the waves crash in front of us. I loved these moments of silence we share, nothing needs to be said.....even in silence we both know what the other is thinking.
I felt your hand make it's way under my tank......first gently brushing my nipple through my bra......as I sunk a little further into your chest
My Vampire Experience #2My Vampire Experience #2
After I made my prey cum all over my hand….my teeth plunged deep into her flesh again wanting to taste her sweet nectur. The sweetness of the wine that flowed from her body made me have an intoxicated affect throughout my body. I released her flesh from my mouth as my tongue licked over all the bites again wanting more of her sweet blood. I then whispered in her ear, “ I want you to suck my cock”….she turned around and took my hard throbbing cock into her mouth. She sucked and licked with a hunger I never have seen my my prey before. She would suck in the head and go all the down my hard cock gagging on it. She was like a wild animal. She started to suck it slow but her mouth kept moving faster and faster…..she was gagging more on it. I could feel it growing inside her mouth. Her mouth was so warm and wet. Her left hand squeezed the base of my cock as she went up and own on it with her mouth. I was clawing at her back…..digging my nails deep into back and r
You Know You're A Redneck....Yes, the new one is out! Brand new edition of...
"You know you're a redneck when......
1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree.
2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter.
3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years.
4. You burn your yard rather than mow it.
5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive.
6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture.
7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it.
8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial.
9. You come back from the dump with more than you took.
10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table.
11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat.
12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list.
13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower.
14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog.
15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program.
PoemWet
Wetness does not always pertain to water
in an ocean, river or lake
Sometimes it refers to how I feel
when I remember your embrace.
I only have to think of you
to remember me in your arms;
my legs quivering, my mouth moaning
I have fallen captive to your charms.
I long to feel your body on mine
to know the taste of satisfied love;
to lie quietly in your arms
like a hand to a glove.
You are the sweetheart of my life
you are my one sure bet;
You never have to wonder babe....
you can always make me wet.
42 Questions (want To Know All About U)lol Muahhs42 questions
1. Your name plus "ness"?
2. Two feelings at the moment?
3. What are you listening to right now?
4. Done anything you regret so far this week?
5. Describe where you are right now?
6. The highlight of your week?
7. What are you craving to have right now?
8. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?
9. What is your biggest fear?
10. Last movie you watched?
11.Gone running in the past 24 hours?
12. What is your heritage?
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
14. Britney Spears is a whore. Agree or disagree?
15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
16.Have you changed much this year?
17. Say something about the person who posted this before you:
18. If you became retarded would you live, or die?
19. Hug or kiss?
20. Say one of your friends and an inside joke with them.
21. How many homes have you lived in?
22. What food did you eat last night?
23. Who was the last person to text me
One Night Standsi Use to be a fan of the one night stand. There were no emotions, you both knew what was going to happen after the sex, no I'll call you later, so I would wait for that call. Just pure lust, human needs being filled, I learned how to fuck like a man. I learned that you can have sex without commitment. I had a period of six months were I lived for these one night stands. The one man I always wanted one with I never had, until recently. I am so glad I had to wait almost 7 years to be under his power and control. I thought he would be another one night stand until I started talking to him, he would talk and hold up his end of the conversation. He almost lingers on my words. He listens with this content way of getting to know me again that it makes me want him even more. I try to remember everythign that he tells me. I try so hard to push all the useless information I have stored up in my brain to fit what he tells me. He calls me baby, and babe and it makes me feel alive. He
A Tornado Hit My Birth HomeA tornado hit my birth home. I was born in clovis new mexico it was a #5 tornado which is about as big as they can get.but i got off lucky the family that i stell have living there are ok and that is good for me. but we need to say a pray for the people that did get hurt our lost family there and my god be with them all....and if you did not read my frist blog this to let you know that i am mixed. with black/mexican/indina/white/and french/from Tony littlebear Sanchez
7pm!Happy Hour is on me! Muah!
10 Interesting Facts!1.Midgets and dwarfs almost always have normal sized children.
2.Eggplants aren`t vegtables they`re really fruits.
3.When the University of Nebraska Cornhuskers play football at home, the stadium becomes the state's third largest city.
4.Only one book has been distributed in more copies then the Bible; The IKEA catalog.
5.Pringles light potato chips may not be labled either “Light” or “Potato Chips” per US FDA regulations.
6.It is illegal to purchase or consume Jack Daniel's Whiskey in the town in which it is produced!
7.You can start a fire with ice.
8.Real diamonds can be made from peanut butter!
9.The inventor of Vaseline ate a spoonful of the stuff every morning!
10.McDonald's salads contain up to 60% more fat than their burgers!
Help Me Level Up?i can't add any more pics till i level up....if you haven't already would how bout comment and rating me....
thanks hugs and kisses....bec
Crystal MethI saw this on the bulletns so I copy'd it to my blog because I know first hand what crystal meth can do to a family because my husband of 2years more less died due to meth...he got a tooth infection and the poison ran thu hes body and being he had done so much meth hes body couldnt fight the infection...which ran to hes brain n he slipped into a coma and on Dec 21st of 2005 doctors told us he would neva wake up so we had to pull hes life support.Second cause of death was IV drug abuse..So ya reading this really hit home with me...and I really never share nothing bout my life but this one thing I thought I would share...
Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you,
in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just d
The Closet Chubby Chaser!The Closet Chubby Chaser!
There's always one in the crowd,
an In the Closet Chubby Chaser.
He watches as you enter the room.
He pretends to be staring at your skinny friend
but he is actually looking at you, Big Girl.
He licks his lips while he stares
at your thick legs, plump bottom and round face.
He wants to talk to you, yet he will not.
He is afraid of what his friends will think of him.
What does he do?
There's always one in the crowd,
an In the Closet Chubby Chaser.
He watches you on the dance floor,
shakin' what ya mama gave ya!
He wants to grind you from behind.
He wants to 'tap that ass!'
He'll watch all you night,
yet he won't come over. Why?
There's always one in the crowd,
an In the Closet Chubby Chaser.
He fantasizes about making love to you.
He wants to suck your big breasts
and feel your love handles.
He wants to grab your big ass
while you ride him, yet it will never happen
'cause he's too damn scared!
Why you are so afraid, closet man
Grrrrrrrrr!!!!I dont even really know how to say what I am feeling anymore. Maybe "always fucking second best" is the best way to describe it? Hell I dont know. I am pretty much just ready to give up on everything but my children. I am fucking done not being not being good enough. Yeah, being told I am something special, but then I guess that just means I am speical enough to just be a FUCK TOY!BLAH!!! Alright enough of this shit...just read the lyrics to my profile song. You will get the fucking picture!
Artist: Disturbed
Song: Remember
Album: Believe
[" Believe " CD]
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
Given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and wat
IfIf I could hold it
in my hands,
If it would alight
for just one moment
If I could feel
its tender life
would I sense
the truth it brings?
Crazy PplIt seems that I attract crazy fuckin psycho, mental men who aparently didn't get enough attention as children or just like hurting ppl. I am writing this since the majority of my friends are men. Please give me some advice. For some reason, yes I am one of those woman who always blew off the good guys for the bad boys. I now wonder why, because now it seems to be all I attract. I get the ones who say all the right shit at the beginning...I mean everything I need to hear. Once they realize I care well then the mask comes off. I just can't understand....Please a little help here
AdmirationThe way you move
the passion you exude
your strengh and gentle pride,
your freedom and faith
as you pass through
with fire beneath your hooves,
the ground that you command...
Your strength and speed,
with simple acceptance you take
of what was, and is
and what will be.
Teach us your excellence and
train in this grace.
PlaydohI have a confession to make....I LOVE playdoh. I don't know what it is but just opening a thing of playdoh makes me happy, the smell, the feel....just puts a smile on my face. I don't know maybe it represents my inner child, maybe it brings back a time in my life when everything was perfect, no stress, no worries....whatever it is, I love it. I don't care how old you are, I dare you to see a can of playdoh and not play with it...it can't be done, lol....it just can't. You know you have to play with it, you just have to. I saw this quote today and I just loved it....Life is what you make it...kinda like playdoh. I totally agree! So anyway I am off to go play with my playdoh now, lol
JobWell I finally got the promotion I've been up for.It only took them 4 months to decide they better give me the job because there was no one else that knew how to do it.
So now I have the title for a job I've been doing for months....and I'm still over work and under paid.....oh well story of my life....lol
Yo!I am sorry but I am not gay! NO...fn' dudes!
Driving Myself NutsI wish I could remember the last time I was happy. I want SO bad to remember when my friends were my friends because they wanted to be, not because of the things I do for them, or because they can use me to make themselves feel better. It's been too damn long. I've been in a terrible funk lately and can't find the oomph to give a shit. I couldn't care less about the single part. Bah to motherfuckers who can't see the good points about me anyway. I just need to vent and get my frustrations out.
I'm finding it increasingly more irritating every day that I love everyone more than they love me...
Relationships!WELL IT IS LIKE THIS FOLKS! YOU GOT TO KISS ALOT OF FROGS TO FIND YOUR PRINCE OR PRINCESS! JUST MAKE SURE YOU HAVE PLENTY OF WART REMOVER CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU GONNA CATCH A FEW WARTS ALONG THE WAY! AND NO BETTER WAY TO MEET A DOCTOR THAN TO HAVE SOME THOSE WARTS REVMOVED (HAHAHAHAHHAHA JUST KIDDING)! BUT YEAH SO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE, PEACE, AND HAPPINESS! JUST REMEMBER CHAP STICK WORTH THE INVESTMENT AND START KISSING!
Quote Of The Week 1 & 2Hey there everyone out there in Cherryland. Its time for this weeks instalment of "quote of the week". Also, week one is in this blog too because last week I posted it in my "stash", but have decided the better place is in my blog. So, here they are.....
**Week 1**
Don't waste time on someone who won't waste time on you!
**Week 2**
"Those who have long enjoyed the priviledges we enjoy, forget in time that men have died to win them." Franklin Deleno Roosevelt
Songs I Wroteanother falling tear
There a moon that shines over you my dear
I look up and wish to god that you were here
So I could take you in my arms
And partake of your charms
Oops there goes another falling tear
Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love
And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove
That carries on it wings sweet peace
For only you give me release
Oops there goes another falling tear
Time will tell if one day I will hold you near
And only then will I know peace forever here
To taste your honey sweet lips
And see that loving halo slip
Oops there goes another falling tear
I need to tell you all about this little fear
And how these moments drag on just like a year
To look deep inside those eyes
And feel just like I won first prize
Oops there goes another falling tear
Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you
And we can build the perfect life just for two
Holding you in my arms so near
And hearing what I longed to hear
Oops there goes a
Written By Me December '99 On My Website Using Notes I Took From Talking To People. Hope You Like It!Please keep in mind
that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about
sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page.
Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and
personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but
are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure.
This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I
thought would be humorous......enjoy!
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The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed
1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't grab
it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use
the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The
male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held
tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should
be
Who Ever Came Up Withthe saying "Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all" is a stupid person. look i know its about emotional maturity, blah blah blah. i just got my nuts crunched let me mope for a little while. dont need young people giving me advice on love. been there dont that a few times.
ImvuDoes anyone else play? If so, add me. I'm lesindy. I do have my page set for access pass only.
Our Restricting MindsWhat other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart. What jailer so inexorable as one's self? --Nathaniel Hawthorne
Its Time I Talk About It!!Ok I have not gone into great detail about the love of my life and my first love!!! Joshua Lucas Grisham, this is a hard one for me to talk about due to the fact that I knew him for 20 years and we were in love for so long but now I can!!! Joshua died in Feb of 2004 and it has been the hardest three years of my life!!! Joshua was the love of my life and my very first love and he got my virginity...I have always been close to his family. Joshua left behind 3 beautiful children that look just like him!! He died of a drug overdose and he helped so many people after he died. Joshua was an organ doner and I can say that I didn't look much at organ donation until after he did it. He still amazes me after he was gone, The organ donation papers were signed without anyone knowing about it...So I can say that he was a great man before and after he was gone. I will say that he has the biggest place in my heart and always will. I will never forget the last time that I saw him alive we kissed and I
Who Loves Me Enough #2DUE TO SOMEONE REPLYING I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY I REMOVED MY BLOG BECAUSE I'M A SINGLE MOTHER
WHO WORKS HER BUTT OFF TO TAKE CARE OF MY 14 YR OLD SON BY MYSELF AND I WOULD RATHER SPEND MY MONEY ON MY SON THEN TO BUY A V.I.C YEA IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE ONE BUT NOT IF ANYONE THINKS I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY BECAUSE I'M NOT AND I DON'T NEED ONE AND NO V.I.C IS WORTH BEING TOLD I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY..
SOOO SORRY EVERYONE AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY..
HUGS AND KISSES
SWEEET DESTINY
New JobOk, ok. I know it has been a long time since I have updated this and here we go.
I have changed jobs to one that is much closer to home. Instead of an hour and a half commute each way, it is now only a half hour. :-)
It was beginning to get more and more difficult to get up in the morning and go to my old job. Aside from the commute, it wasn't interesting any more and becoming more of a chore then fun. After I gave my three weeks notice (to be nice and give them time to find a new person with little vacancy) my old company notified me the day after that my services were no longer required and my last day was that day. I was told this at 9:30AM, and told that I had an appointment at the corporate office at 2pm. Oh, and there was a retirement lunch for one other person that was leaving that day as well. Now, that would not have been so incredibly bad if they were going to pay through the notice period I gave them, but that was a pipe dream. And I had not been planning on mo
Dream Come TrueI yearn to live with you in my life, my dreams at night are as me as your wife. Come hold me baby, hold me tight in the middle of a moon lit night.
You tinted my life with joy and gladness, you've chased my pain and sadness. With your soft heart and beautiful face and smile my mind cannot erase.
Can't help but sleep with you on my mind, without your sweet love my heart is blind. Come here my angel, come take control, come drown in my heart and burn in my soul.
Sleep on my heart as I whisper in your ear "You'll never be alone, I will always be here."
I'm Really Upset!I JUST GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTER IN LAW & MY SON. SHE IS GOING TO DIVORCE HIM. CAUSE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON. I WAS REALLY HOPING THINGS WOULD WORK OUT FOR THEM. BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRAND BABY. IN MY HEART I KNOW I WILL BUT I HAVE BEEN THOUGH A DIVORCE AND THE ARE AND TEND TO GET BAD. SO IF I COME OFF AS BEING A BITCH TO ALL OF YOU I AM REALLY SORRY. I DON'T MEAN TOO. BUT I GOTTA GO. I'M WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM MY FRIEND. I'LL STILL BE ON LINE BUT NOT ON THE COMPUTER.
THANKS,
HUGS!
Possibly Watched. . .She knows full well that if her roommate where to come home she would freak. She would walk in on them, in the middle of the living room floor, panting and moaning from the strenuous actives taking place. But then he moans and sends her thought of being caught away.
What started out as a quite movie night quickly had turned into a hot make out session. Which then became a game of who could pin who (she always lost, but not without a fight) and who could tease the most (that she always won.) Once she was under him on the floor, they were no longer playing games.
He always has a way to make her heat up even with the slightest touch. His lips brushing hers, his finger tips caressing her hair, but tonight was not the night for "slight".
Once he had gotten her shirt and bra off, he trailed his tongue from her ear to her navel and back up to her breast, taking her nipple in his mouth. She moaned as he did and she could feel his grin against her chest. Taking off his shirt, she caug
A Friend Asked......Last night me and the wife went out with a friend to a guys house on a 1500 acre farm... a beautiful place they was rock and J was smoke bud and drinken like fish...we was tellen stories and haven a good time and J asked me if there was anything better than eating pussy. Hell no there isn't anything better i eat the wifes pussy forever it seems love the taste the wetness it lets out...everything about it....the next best thing would be a bj but its a few miles short of eating pussy though.....so i ask everyone that reads this to say yes or no is pussy the best thing to do?
WetWetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean or lake, Sometimes is refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace.
I only have to think of you and remember me in your arms, my legs quivering, my mouth moaning. I have fallen captive to your charms..
I long to feel your body on mine, to know the taste of satisfied love, to lie quietly in your arms we fit together like hand to glove.
You are the sweetheart of my life, you are the one sure bet. You never have to wonder baby you can always make me wet..
To My Friend's And Familysorry i have not left many comment's latley on your pages i have just been busy and kinda depressed and have not really been on.i don't want you all to think iam ignoring you or anything.i will get my ass in gear and say hi to you all just give me a few days.just remeber i luv you all.
To My Friend's And Familysorry i have not left many comment's latley on your pages i have just been busy and kinda depressed and have not really been on.i don't want you all to think iam ignoring you or anything.i will get my ass in gear and say hi to you all just give me a few days.just remeber i luv you all.
LessonsYou taught me never to hold too fast,
to try too hard, to hold too long.
You said relinquishment is an art.
You let me live the moment
through the eyes of love,
and said that hunger is relative to the need.
You said that nothing could stand in my way
that I couldn't cast aside.
You believed in what I couldn't see.
And through your eyes I've seen,
what masters dare to emmulate,
what life seldom shares
what comes to only those who seek...
In life there is a banquet
take only what you can share
and give richly...
In giving, you will never lose a thing.
Two DoctorsTwo doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign reading "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Psychiatry and Proctology."
The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors changed it to "Hysterias and Posteriors."
This was not acceptable either, so in an effort to satisfy the council they changed the sign to "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids." No go.
Next, they tried "Catatonics and High Colonics." Thumbs down again.
Then came "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives." Still not good.
Another attempt resulted in "Minds and Behinds." Unacceptable again.
So they tried "Lost Souls and Ass Holes." No way.
"Analysis and Anal Cysts?" Nope.
"Nuts and Butts?" Uh-uh.
"Freaks and Cheeks?" Still no go.
"Loons and Moons?" Forget it.
Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with: "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends." The town council loved it, and finally everybody was happy.
What Does A Kiss Taste Like?One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little
Boy to do her first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hersheys kiss in his
Mouth and asked,
"Do you know what it is?"
"No, I don't", said the little boy.
"Okay, I'll give you a clue. Its the thing your Daddy wants from your Mommy
Before he goes to work."
Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "OH MY GOD!!! SPIT
IT OUT. IT'S A PIECE OF ASS!!!"
Beautiful Liar (just Lyrics)(Ay)
(Ay)
(Ay, Nobody likes being played)
Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce
Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey)
He said, I'm worth it, his one desire
I know things about him that you wouldn't
want to read about
He kissed me, his one and only
(Yes) Beautiful Liar
Tell me how you tolerate the things you
Just found out about
You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I Have to let go
He won't be the one to cry
(Ay) Lets not kill the Karma
(Ay) Lets not start a fight
(Ay) Its not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar
(Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha ha)
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) we can live without him
Just a Beautiful Liar
I trusted him
but when i followed you
I saw you together
I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea
I walked in on your love scene
slow dancing
You stole everything
How can you say I did you wrong
We'll never know
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]
When the pain and heartbreaks over
I have to let go
Meet Me This Saturday At Exxxotica Miami!Want to meet me? Here is your chance! I will be attending
"Exxxotica Miami" this
Saturday, March 31 from around 2pm-6pm.
You might find me at the Hustler Booth or the Club Jenna Booth or
just walking the floor!
Don't be shy :) Come over and say "hi", take a photo with me,
and get my autograph ;) See you there!
Ban Dhmo?Ban Dihydrogen Monoxide!
The Invisible Killer
Dihydrogen monoxide is colorless, odorless, tasteless, and kills uncounted thousands of people every year. Most of these deaths are caused by accidental inhalation of DHMO, but the dangers of dihydrogen monoxide do not end there. Prolonged exposure to its solid form causes severe tissue damage. Symptoms of DHMO ingestion can include excessive sweating and urination, and possibly a bloated feeling, nausea, vomiting and body electrolyte imbalance. For those who have become dependent, DHMO withdrawal means certain death.
Dihydrogen monoxide:
is also known as hydroxyl acid, and is the major component of acid rain.
contributes to the "greenhouse effect."
may cause severe burns.
contributes to the erosion of our natural landscape.
accelerates corrosion and rusting of many metals.
may cause electrical failures and decreased effectiveness of automobile brakes.
has been found in excised tumors of terminal cancer patients.
Pissed Offhey, my friend is going through some shit right now cuz of sum bitch....if i ever find out exactly who she is theres gunna be hell to pay....My friend is one of the sweetest and kindest guys I have met in a long time and dont deserve any of this shit.....I dont know the bitch but would love to give her a piece of my mind........this ones for you baby!!!!!!!! love ya........
Lonely In Cali.....I dont understand why men got to lie and cheat on a woman who loves them with everything they got.....that happened to me a couple years back thats why I'm single now, have been for two years now.....i guess my trust in men has died a little....maybe cuz i haven't found the right one yet.......but i guess i gotta be patient.......well to all my friends and family LOVE YA.....
Check This OutYour Birthdate: October 11
Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world.
You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.
Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.
Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.
Your strength: Your inner peace
Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds
Your power color: Emerald
Your power symbol: Leaf
Your power month: November
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
True To My SpiritI am who I am, I make no bones,if you know me a hour , a day, a year, a century.
I will be true to me. Growing in spirit , trying to live by honesty and truth.
In my youth I knew not and I stumbled, but as I grew and took on wisdom ,I evolved. I know the path I want to take. My journey is not done although my time is short.
I know my inner strength and I know my weakness.
I will not let you destroy my faith or trust in mankind.
I seek out good in people. I am not a child, I know there is evil. So I walk carefully.
I try to not be fooled by the ones that have a false spirit. I must admit I have been once or twice and it hurt deeply.
I believe we are not so different. That are needs are basic and very similar. We all need love like a flower in the garden needs water to flourish.
We need to focus on giving and not on receiving. Although I truly believe that when we give from our heart we get back 10 fold. It is in giving that we get our greatest reward.
I wish many
What Color Is Your Passion?Your Passion is Purple
Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex.
You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick.
Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair.
For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure.What Color Is Your Passion?
Photo Taggers!!Fuckin hate loggin on and findin that some moron who dont like my lifestyle has the fuckin nerve to tagg my photos like their fuckin bad or somthing it makes me sick if you dont like get the fuck out and dont look asshole!! dont hate cuz you cant partake you fuckin nark thats the only thing i dont get if you dont like dont look what the fuck and i hope you fuckin NARKS hate this too you fucks!!!
The Skillz To Spill And A Will To DrillI fucked up and didn’t make it back
So like a general I guide the attack
Sit back and enjoy the spectacle of my pain bath
Standing up straight as I whip a belt across my back
Passing across ribs and over shoulders, leaving buckle scratches
Into my left pectoral muscle I drive a thumb-tack
There’s a slight trickle of blood as I pull it out
Three strips of duct tape lined along my fuzzy torso
It’s not too bad if you do it quickly so I’m sure to move really slowly
Bamboo shoot that I break in half and crash against my thighs and ass
The sting is intense; it makes me giggle and laugh
I’m shaking from head to toe, but I’m so relaxed
Is that enough punishment?
Would you like a new show?
The simple mention of it makes me bite my tongue so hard it flows
Lie on my side and impale until I choke
Tighten as I wail and moan
Stare at you on the other side of the volcano
Look down at me with the eyes of pure destruction
Is there some other way I can offer you my penance?
Oh, How Droll.What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You?
You are the Undying Artist. Moody, erratic, and empassioned, you find art in the darkness. You cultivate dark beauty and dark artists to surround yourself and drink of the song in their blood.Take this quiz!
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Hahahaha Loseruser: RATTPACK9s
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yay!!! my first online bully. hahahaha. rather exciting and amusing really, downrating my pics and then blocking me like it actually means something. what should i do to celebrate? To finally know what it's like to have some dickhead behind a computer screen thinking what he does matters? hmmm...gonna put some thought into this one....
Is It True?I turn on the t.v. and what do I see.... Is it true? I say Is it true? I say
Nothing but murder and lies and deceit...Is it true? I say Is it true? I say
Nothing to be happy about and nothing to smile about. Is it true? I say Is it true? I say
What has it come to? What can we do?
Is it true? I say, Is it true? I say.
My children and grandchildren are beyond our help.
Is it true? I say, is it true? I say
This world we live in IS beyond our help....THIS I say is true.
Happy Birthday BettieBirthday poem.
It’s a foggy night,
I look at the moon and I cant see it,
I start thinking of you,
What do you say to someone who had many friends,
Or has things in the world,
Or doesn’t need you,
What can you do when you think of someone,
This is what I can do for you on your birthday.
Promise not to do what I do,
I get twinkles in my eye when I talk to you,
I see your smile in my mind,
I see your smile when I talk to you,
I promise never to lie,
Never to keep secrets,
Love you forever,
Happy birthday my sweet friend,
I hope you have a great day.
love bedrock
Miss YouMy heart aches
Missing you
And wanting to
Scream out your name
Into this vast space where we first met
This place that brought us so close
Is also what makes it so easy to separate
To lose track of you in between casual conversations
And witty quips sent racing through wire
Through time and space
From heart to heart
Until
One day you're no longer there
And I have to face the truth
That this really hurts
And I really felt
Because what we thought was just a game
Became ever so real
And you were what kept me smiling
And hoping
And now that you are not there
To share
Or laugh
For me to cling to at the end of a long day
When I need to reach out
This is when I feel the ache
The incredible void
This hole in my heart
That used to be filled by you
SfdasfasdOkay first person to tell me they want the laptop. They can have it for 375.
Im sick of dealing with idiots on ebay!
Im sick of paying to list things, and THEN HAVE SCAMMERS.
So if your interested
message me
ill even pay for shipping.
A Slave Dance...She kneels in the middle if the room her crimson and plum dancing silks complimenting her body well. Firey red hair falls into closed hazelblue eyes as her head is bowed. Soft music begins to fill the air as she slowly raises her head. Still on yeilding knees her body starts to move, rolling from narrow shoulders to a firm stomach.
Slave bells accent the music as petite hands interweave in front of the girl. Well rounded hips begin to sway softly as she bows down letting the smooth tiles be felt on the silky palms of her hands. Gracefully in one swift movement she stands.
Dainty feet move with subtlety as she lets the music continue to feed her body's desire to move. Her Torso moves slowly seductively in a bellydancing movement. As she turns softly her body dips down letting her hair sweep at the floor.
Bringing herself up she lets her arms gracefully move out in front of her, palms up. Hazelblue eyes hold a pleading desire to please in them. Bringing her arms ba
What?So yeah, I was watching FOX NEWS. I know, I know FOX NEWS is not really news but hey It was the only thing on. Well in my boredom, I heard the greatest thing I think that you can hear on a news program. So here it goes, “Medical researches have found that drinking Alcohol and smoking cigarettes are worse than smoking pot and taking ecstasy .” Now I know its true MY GOVERNMENT REALLY LOVES ME…
FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND HOLY---- PLEASE STOP LISTENING TO THESE PEOPLE…. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WILL CONTINUE TOO LISTEN TO THESE PEOPLE THIS JUST IN PLACING A LOADED GUN IN YOUR MOUTH AND PULLING THE TRIGGER WILL NOT KILL YOU….
THAT IS ALL THE STERN
Sleeeepy TimeBothered by this unwelcome guest...knockin on my Door all night long...like some junkie dyin for a fix...pounding and pounding despite my Shouts to thwart the visitation...hmmm? Visitation. Visitors leave. But you constant this House until enough Medication puts you Away.
You'll be back...taunt me...but bring my Muse...so that late at night and early in the morning...the best time to Fall
What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Mout
Ironic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority.
Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22
Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vulture
What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
Sob StoryOk every time I turn around I have someone knocking on my door to lay a sob sob story on me. Now these people hardly come by. When these people do it is not to hang out or shot the breeze it is only to tell us a sob sob story and ask us for money, a place to stay or what ever they want. I help people out I give my shirt right off my own back for people, But when you come a knock on my door only every time you want something I know I am only being used. I have my life on track I am married, have a job and everything is working out fine and I am happy. But these people need to get off there ass and do something about there life I am tired of hearing it. They know who they are and they probely won't see this but I am putting it out there so other people know that I will help, but god don't take advantage of me.
BeautifulShe is beautiful, so very beautiful
Just like a winter's shining landscape,
As delicate as the petals of a daisy,
And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue
Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea
Everything about her is so very precious,
More precious than all the gems in the world
Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth,
Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode
Her smile is the smile of lost innocence.
Pain vibrates deep inside of her gentle heart.
A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind,
A mind with as many roads as the world has.
I look at her and I see a pure truth,
Like looking at a clear night sky,
Millions of stars twinkle within her.
She is beauty as I defined it,
She is perfect, her imperfections make her so.
She is my best friend, and I love her,
I love her although, not because.
And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty
If only I can hold her beauty within me,
For she is everything in this
I'll Destroy You!I'll destroy you! I can be a poetic hustla with the heart of a champ! Rate a pic 1, I'll destroy you with the words that I write. I'm gonna kill you and bury you in my poem you read here. I'll burn you so you can suffer for life, have you die a slow death from the 3rd degree burns you will be having when it starts rotting and you lose all hope in surviving the burns on your once prised face you dumb son of a bitch. I'll purposely slap the burns you have, to make you suffer. When all is said and done I will be laughing at those who pisses me off on CherryTap! You probably can't even face a real man like me up and up. I can write all I want about what the fuck I would do to you. I'm here to have fun people. This is round one, bring it! Down rate a picture and hide yourself, I'll destroy you with my writing! Fuck all the dumb son of bitches that want to hide and think they are funny. From now on, I'll bash you till your brain explodes and your face isn't recognizable. When I say I'll de
An Up DateSigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of this and work, so she could use some prays, what ever your belief. any and all prayers are welcome. I know I have posted that things are bad, and they are.... more then i have let on, but I will not say just how bad, as that is for us to deal with, you all are my friends, as i love you all very much, I have gotten a lot of well wishes, and thank you all for them, I will tryy and check in as I can, and help out where I can. despite what is going on in our life, this is who and how I am. Law 1 aid to the best of your abilty. I will update as I find out what is going on my self. untill I can no long log in.
Yep It's More Questions1. Do you like cheese?
I Love cheesy pickup lines
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
I am currently smoking heroin - wana join?
3. Do you own a bike?
No but hey I could go buy one and put it outside with the front end in the air and then next time I am drunk I'll go out and pretend that I am ET flying home.
4. What did you do tonight?
Well last night I masturbated a bit too often
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?
No but I am sure he probably does
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
I think it's false advertising because I am pretty sure they are not actually made of dog.
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
AS if I even like Christmas
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Well depends on if he gets off for me or not
9. Can you do push ups?
Yep and the girls look damn good when I do - more cleavage is always a good thing
10. Is your bathroom clean?
Was right up until I went and got dirty in the shower
11. What's your favori
We Meet Againi am sitting at my table completely lost in thought as i study the texts in front of me.. as i am so deep in thought i am unaware of the door opening quietly.. it is mid afternoon when most people are at work.... but not you.. you have other plans for today.
Like a cat in stealth mode you creep up behind me and grab me lifting me off the chair. i start to scream and you quickly put a hand to my mouth. I try to bite down unaware that its you.. but you like it like that... the not knowing... as it makes you even hornier. You whisper in my ear that if i bite you again you will bite me even harder and to prove your point you bite into the softness of my neck...i go to scream again but know u mean business. Recognising your voice i remain quiet knowing you like this game best of all... "What do u want?" i ask all timid and afraid... "do not speak unless spoken to, do not touch unless told, do not scream unless you want to be given pain" you say... This turns me on as i like it when you are
Wot The Hell ??? .......I spose this is one thats been done before...but how the hell can a completely covered body..in fact no skin showing at all...be classed as a NSFW photo ? A picture of my favourite tshirt classed as NSFW....hilarious..So someone is suggesting wot is under it is unsuitable ?
Or a leg..from mid thigh down ? Who are these people that mark these pictures ...complete idiots ? Thankgod we arent so strict walking around in real life..or we would all be dressed in tents from head to foot...
While im ranting ( ooooh this is my first rant ) !! People that actually visit profiles..then mark photos @ 1 or 2...PISS OFF... ..heres a suggestion "Dont rate at all"
Breathes........
Fill This Out For Grins And GigglesDo you dare fill it in?
It is so direct, Im sure many of you think I would love to fill it out but then think to your selves...my god it hits every personal thought about the person I would send it to....
For those it offends.....toss it
For those who are fearless....fill it out
For those who are shy....give it a try
Gettin to Know You...
Body: y = Yes
n = No
m=Maybe
Would you? Will you?
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a porn movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle
Happy, Happy Tuesday!Yeah, I know, I am disgustingly upbeat in the morning, lol!
Good morning, everyone! I'm going to start my day by making sure I'll probably be shot at sunrise tomorrow morning, lmao!
Here goes! Today is the 21st birthday of a dear friend, CT family member, and my longest running past life companion (from what I've been able to tell). His name is Yyseth aka Dave. I will not try to link you to him because I usually screw that kind of thing up, lol! Please stop on by and wish him a Happy Birthday! Better not mention who sent you by, lmao! I'd like to live a little longer! Happy Birthday, dearest Warrior friend! May you have many, many more! Muah!!
Just made it to 80 degrees yesterday!! Woot! Today we drop to mid 60's and thunderstorms. Can't expect 80 degrees to last in Wisconsin in March, lol!
I have another busy one today, so I'll be off to the office shortly.
Have a fantastic day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings on everyone, all over the map!
One Of My Faves"My Own Prison"
A court is in session, a verdict is in
No appeal on the docket today
Just my own sin
The walls are cold and pale
The cage made of steel
Screams fill the room
Alone I drop and kneel
Silence now the sound
My breath the only motion around
Demons cluttering around
My face showing no emotion
Shackled by my sentence
Expecting no return
Here there is no penance
My skin begins to burn
(And I said oh) So I held my head up high
Hiding hate that burns inside
Which only fuels their selfish pride
(And I said oh) We're all held captive
Out from the sun
A sun that shines on only some
We the meek are all in one
I hear a thunder in the distance
See a vision of a cross
I feel the pain that was given
On that sad day of loss
A lion roars in the darkness
Only he holds the key
A light to free me from my burden
And grant me life eternally
Should have been dead
On a Sunday morning
Banging my head
No time for mourning
Ain't got no time
(And I said o
Another New Look....The web site I am setting up to unclutter my life and stack like things together, iWIM, took on a new look and feel because the additional page tabs I added got swept under the SEARCH button. I certainly can't have that!! :D
Especially, when the tab was for my page on BLUEBONNET HUNTS. That is one of my annual events that I look forward to each year!!
At any rate, worked on it quite a bit in between crisis calls -- information about my call with the doctor's office, bluebonnet tours, and many, many more links for spiritual growth, publishers, and so much more.
If you can think of some links that I should add in the categories I have thus far, just let me know. :D
More later....In the meantime, I am heading home!
Kat
iWIM
I Saw YouI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats an
People Who Dont ReadI just want to put out there that I am a male photographer. The females in my profile are models I have worked with. Please read my page and you will understand that I am not a female but a MALE. I am here to network to find other models and photographers with the same interests as I.
Song Of The Day! Morning Editionas you all know mostly i pick songs that have videos to them that i can find on youtube. Unfortunetly some of the best songs don't have videos and this band Dispatch is one of them. Dispatch happens to be one of my all time favorite bands (i know metallica, marilyn manson, and now this) unfortunetly they aren't around anymore and don't make anymore sweet music :( so i found this great Gears of war video that has Dispatch music to it so this is Dispatch - Mayday enjoy :D
I saw you yesterday
Your eyes were the color
of some kind of grey,
I hear what you're saying
Please, don't let me go
I've got all these people
down below.
They rush to talk; They rush to say
Man overboard...
May Day...May Day...May Day...
Troubles are brought back by you
Funny how we, we go down
We go anywhere, but to the ground.
(woman:)
So I hear that you're doing fine
You've flown all those planes
that have been on your mind.
I can't understand.
I don't need to know
I'll speak to you through
My ZodiacSekhmet
Observant, authoritative, indulgent, moral and witty.
Colors: male: green, female: turquoiseCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: July 29 - Aug 11, Oct 30 - Nov 7
Role: Goddess of war and vengeanceAppearance: Lion-headed woman with the sun over her headSacred Animal: lion
What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
Me And My Job PcHey you guys some of you already know this but to those of you who dont well the pc at my job SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
If we are talking or i am rating and I do not respond to you in a timely manner or if I appear to be on line and I dont respond it is because I have frozen the damn thing up PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not take it personally I wouldnt ignore you guys like that some times I have a customer but then I am right back but mostly it's the pc. It runs REALLY slow.
The reason for this blog this morning is that yesterday around this same time this thing crashed and I was in the middle of talking to a couple of people as well as sending birthday wishes to my friend Kandi and i was locked out and I felt bad so it was the pc damn it. Anyway enough bitching for one day hope you all have a MARVELOUS TUESDAY!!!!
bites'nkisses
gin
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I'll go threw my Stash an remove,any thing that might be offensive.its a shame the women can post anything an not get threaten'd with removal,lord an behold if a man does it.U all need to concentrate more on the minors infiltrateing the Tap.I will now be going threw my entire stash to remove all offensive material,friends,Fans + Countrymen
Don't Like The Drugs...How Big Of a Druggie Are You I Don't Like The Drugs But The Drugs Like MeHoly Shit Dude I'd Be Careful If I Were You Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Peoplehow the hell can you be 'immature' if you stand someone up? You make plans with someone and they say they will show and dont. Thats more immature than anything else!
Put A Cork In It!A CORK radio station was running a competition - words that weren't in the dictionary yet could still be used in sentence that would make logical sense. The prize was a trip to Bali.
DJ: "96FM here, what's your name?"
Caller: "Hi, me name's Dave."
DJ: "Dave, what's your word?"
Caller: "Goan... spelt, G-O-A-N, pronounced 'go-an'."
DJ: "... You are correct, Dave, 'goan' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?"
Caller: "Goan f**k yourself!"
The DJ cut the caller short and took other calls, all unsuccessful until:
DJ: "96FM, what's your name?"
Caller: "Hi, me name's Jeff."
DJ: "Jeff, what's your word?"
Caller: "Smee... spelt S-M-E-E, pronounced 'smee'."
DJ: "... You are correct, Jeff, 'smee' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?"
Caller: "Smee again! Goan f**k yourself!"
Out Of Commisiondear friends my computer is getting restored and so forth ill be backkkkkkkkk shortly,i love you all so god bless and i will be keeping you all in my thoughtas and prayers ,love sunni, see ya sis,
What A Rant Im Having LmaoWell hello to all!
I’m back but is that a good thing? Hmmmm I don’t know!
Well one thing is as you must all know, I am in love and for once the shadows the rule my live have fled in fear! as I say! “Don’t fear the shadows; fear the eyes staring from within!”
Hehe!!! Ok then enough of that crap! Here I am a changed man! I’m not going to take
Shit from anyone anymore! So watch out!
I’m already getting pissed off with a little shit that won’t leave me alone
But well if she don’t stop then hell will know her name soon enough!
But hey why should I say shit like that huh? I shouldn’t
I’m sposed to be a changed man am I not?
Well I am just not like you think!
Ok firstly I’m getting really sick of people winging about my spelling like I give a fuck if you can read my writing or not! I spell-check you know! So blame the US dictionary! And the British one while you’re at it! but hey so what if I make shorte
Crystal Meth!Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you,
in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should.
I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH.
My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wor
RatingSOMEONE HIT ME WITH AN 8 , WHAT IS UP WITH THE HATERS. I WOULD NEVER RATE ANYONE LESS THEN 10 OR NOT A ALL.
Thank You JanetteHow do you do what you do to me?
Inside of my heart I am
bursting
with emotion.
With feeling.
With love.
I cant control what i feel
for you bring out the
best in me
everytime we talk.
You are everything to me
and more.
With you by my side, I will
defeat my demons.
I will move forward.
I will succeed.
I am finally on my way after
so long
of not going anywhere.
Thank you Janette.
The Mysterious Black TongueSo yesterday morning i woke up and freaked out because my tongue was black. I brushed my teeth and tongue (as all of you should) and it came off so I wasn't too worried about it. Well this morning when i woke up I jokingly said let's see if it's black again...and it was...So I used my trusty Google skillz and discovered that if you eat those little Pepto-Bismol tablets...they turn your tongue black. Weird huh?
Wanting And NeedingIn the darkness of night i wonder what you are doing how you are spedning your night. If you are thinking of me or someone else. I want you and I can't deny this much longer as my whole face shows it.
I dream of touching your face. OF holding you in my arms. I want more but I do not deserve more. Why can't I be with you?
My dreams are filled with images of you and my every waking moment is filled with you.
I want to snuggle up to you and spend the night talking and laughing with you. If things progress then all the better but I want you.....
Pretty Pleaseim only about 450 points away to my next level
will anyone help me level up
i will rate your pics or get you a gift or something
FinallyOK finally got the results of my grade in Billing Principles. The class ended on 1/22/2007 and yesterday is when we got our grade cards in it. I ended up with a B!! Very excited about that! To all my friends, family, and fans...thank you so much for all the encouragement and prayers, and to those that have dropped out of site and I haven't talked to in a while, contact me...don't be scared!!! lol
Love
Darla
Funny....I had a friend message me today, and told me he couldn't believe that I was 54. Well...I did question that a bit...considering I'm only 53, and my b.d. isn't for a couple of months yet. But, I did notice on my profile, that CT has me as 54....
Geeeeeeeezzzzz....they're making me older than I am. lol I checked my profile, but there is no place to change my age...lol I wonder if I'm going to be 55, once my b.d. gets here? lol
Does anyone know if there's a way to change this...other than where you put your birthdate? Let me know. Old age creeps up on ya fast enough, without adding a yr that shouldn't even be there. lol
lev
What Is Your Sexual Style?You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Exciting75%Soft63%Wet56%Sweet31%Awkward6%Shy6%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com
Too FunnySenator Hillary Clinton recently went to a primary
school in Ithaca, New
York, to talk about the world. After her talk she
offers question time.
One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks
him what his name
is.
"Kenneth."
"And what is your question, Kenneth?"
"I have three questions:
1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care
plan?
2 .... Why would you run for President after your
husband shamed the
office?
3 .... Whatever happened to all those things you took
when you left the
White House?"
Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton
informs the kiddies
that they will continue after recess.
When they resume Hillary says "Okay, where were we?
Oh, that's right,
question time. Who has a question?"
A different little boy puts his hand up. Hillary
points him out and asks
him
what his name is.
"Larry."
"And what is your question, Larry?"
"I have 5 questions:
1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care
Sense Of HumourKeep your sense humour
"Your humor reflects your attitudes toward people. The mature person uses humor not as a bludgeoning hammer but rather as a plane to shave off rough edges."
Do I Have Any Friends Left?SINCE YOU DONT GET NOTIFIED WHEN A BULLETIN IS POSTED I FIGURED ID POST BOUT THIS CONTEST IN A BCOME ON GUYS I AM NOT THAT FAR BEHIND THE LEADER BUT I SHOULDNT BE BEHIND AT ALL. I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE.
COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED CONTEST WILL END AT 12 AM APRIL 2ND.
Can This Be?Oh the love I COULD give,
But to whom is it worth giving?
Oh the life i COULD live,
If it were with me she were living.
All alone in this world, with no one to love.
My family & friends can only love so much.
Where is this woman, I have been dreaming of?
I long for her smile, her passion, her touch.
She does not exist, or so it may seem.
i have given my love, so strong in the past.
The compassion I seek is it merely a dream?
Because, needless to say, it never did last.
-E. Dunphy
What's In A Name?March 27th- Well we have decided on Anthony for a boys name if this baby is a boy. We would like to have a middle name that starts with a "J" so we can call him A.J. for short. However, this is not a necessity as we like a few other middle names as well. I am putting up a poll to see what you all think would be a cute middle name for Anthony ______Marchione
Help us pick a middle name!!! Anthony Jackson (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Jayden (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Michael MarchioneAnthony Mason Marchione
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We Wanted To Share. =)Me and Ruby had another "special" shout session we wanted to share. Start at the bottom, I was first. Anything with an arrow is me, anything without is her.
->Ruby Cairo...: hold on bloging this!
Ruby Cairo...: LMAO
->Ruby Cairo...: i need fucking help. dear CHRIST.
->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away............ just walk away............aboard this troubled ambulance the passenager is nowhere to be found..........I should have known it was you I should have seen in your eyes
Ruby Cairo...: hit me
->Ruby Cairo...: ha! my masterpiece. ready for it?
->Ruby Cairo...: okay okay hold on.
Ruby Cairo...: Throw some Halifax in there and ou got something special!
->Ruby Cairo...: that just doesn't seem right.
->Ruby Cairo...: isn't is sick we saw them at the same show
Ruby Cairo...: woo hoo!
->Ruby Cairo...: it's the aiden/chiodos remix. =)
->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away.....wait a bit............. JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!
Freakin Post CommentsHEY POST SOME COMMENTS ON MY PAGE FRIENDS ARE SUPPSOE TO POST NOT JUST SIT ON A PAGE I THINK I HAVE POSTED ON EVERYONES SO WHAST UP WITH THAT
A Story From My Mind.This is something i wrote down because it was clouding my mind...
Just a few weeks ago, my life started to get a little complicated again like it was back when I was dating the vixen that tore my heart away from me. My mind seems a little distracted, as if I didn’t already have enough on my mind what with school-based plans and financial stress. I find myself thinking of what-if, how about and I wonder questions all the time, nothing bad of course yet not helping my focus very much either. The cause of the maelstrom in my mind? A girl. Not exactly who I would have expected either, I’ve only known her for a small time frame…
It all started in class, I only have one class with her but I always look forward to it because of the good time we all have in each other’s company. On the first day of classes she wasn’t there so where I sat was next to one of my best friends. However on the next day he was late as hell and the seat was taken by the girl, she wanted to sit behind a friend of h
I Think I Broke My ToeI think I broke my toe in a vacum cleaner related accident. You know how sometimes the dam things try to swollow up something they aint supposed too? And your reaction is to jerk it back? Well when I did, the dam thing landed on my toe. And because of my newly acquired old man reflexes I was forced to endure about 500 rpms of the brush and beater bar, which was interesting....While the brush was removing any traces of skin from my toe it also buffed my toe nail to a mirror finish...... Now I can see myself :)
InsideMy soul was so empty
It was so dark and cold.
I thought Id be by myself always.
My heart was so eroded
and the rain made it so cloudy.
I thought it wouldnt stop.
But you filled my soul
all that delight brightened my life
and I know now ill be alright.
and now my heart is repaired
all the clouds and the pain are gone
Im so glad God brought us together
Just A Warning Watch Out For HerSo I just had 4 pics of mine flagged yet again...that's fine n all but this time i finally figured out who it was that is doing it since the person was the last person on my pic actually was the only person on the pics that were flagged and the person had also done it to my main pic yesterday which had already been approved by the bouncers. So now i'm going to warn those of you out there who this person is. She may or may not have hit some of you other people but i know she's hit me quite a few times. What's her motive or reason? who knows? jealousy? maybe....but at least you all know now. And this is someone i thought was a friend well watch out here's the link to her profile :) Please Repost this!
Lotsa Love,
Sue aka Your Temptation
♥ღßяσкєη_ληgєℓღ♥@ CherryTAP
and here is a screen shot showing that she was the only person on one of my pics that got flagged
Sub SongThis My Master, is
my song to You.
I give to You
this hymn of love
and devotion.
I give to You
my most
precious possession.
I give to You
my gift of
obedience, of body,
mind and spirit.
I long for Your hand,
I long for Your whip.
Most of all,
I long for You.
Cuffed and at Your feet,
helpless and vulnerable,
I tremble for Your caress.
I long to swallow whatever
You give.
Bound and chained,
my body is Yours.
I stay open for You
waiting for You to fill me.
Stretched and tethered
and roped,
Your hand brings me pain,
Your hand brings me pleasure.
I render my spirit
to You,
I long for Your firmness,
and Your throbbing discipline.
Collared and leashed,
I crawl to You,
to sit at Your feet,
to be Your pet.
You bind my body
with chains and rope,
but You unfetter my
spirit, You set
me free.
My desire I give to You.
My servitude,
You hold in your hands.
I am on my knees
for You,
there is no ordeal
of flesh or spirit,
that
My Field Trip (with Lots Of Pics)This past weekend, I took a field trip to a couple of local cemeteries of a couple of mental institutions, Bryce and Partlow.PARTLOWFrom my understanding, Partlow has a pretty checkered past. There was an inmate who stuck a garden hose up his rectum and turned the water on. (It killed him.) Another story is about a girl who was put into the institution at the age of four although the staff was told she was seven. (Her story is in the book http://www.amazon.com/Della-Raye-Girl-Emerged-Whole/dp/1565549449/ref=sr_1_1/103-6548385-8771806?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1175028917&sr=8-1 by Gary Penley.Anyway, here's the rear entrance to the Partlow cemetery:This is a picture of an overview of the cemetery:Notice, there are very few tombstones. Instead, there are file markers on most of the graves with the file number on it:The earliest tombstone with a date I found was this one:Nancy Ann Almeda Creel14 June 1857 - 18 January 1924In Loving MemoryLarry Lampp, Sr.Notice the file marker is number 98.
Help!!!! Bbw Contest10 comments is all i ask but if u can leave more i would appreciate it......
XOOXOX
Candice
Ur JobIt looks as if everything is over
I come home to you
And I look at you
My life without you is a void
I beg to please you
I wish to become submissive to you
And for once in our miserable lives
We are both happy
I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long
The shelter of your love and protection
I am happy
My trust in you is complete
As I lay in your arms each night,
I pray to the Gods that we continue this way
It feels right
I choose to give myself to you
I have never been happier
I still have fears
But I know that you are there to hold me
And chase them away
I know that you will protect me
So I will make sure
Not to put myself at risk
Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of.
I will tell you when I am hurt or ill
Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then-
But I know that it will not be expected
And you will care for me when it is needed
I know you are only a human too-
So I know not to expect you to hold off
New Members During Happy Hourwell here's my cherrytap question section going again.....
Why is it that baby jesus stops your cherry cruising to ask you to invite new people because "we need more people".... but yet when you do invite people you don't get the POINTS for them??
OK today in the 2pm happy hour I invited TWO new people and BOTH joined. Yet I got points for ONE and the invite for that same ONE. The other joined and they are on the site yet I didn't get the points or the notice they joined. This isn't the 1st time this has happened either. I invited TWO new people a couple weeks back and got credit for just ONE of them. Again it was happy hour and I was trying to get that 1000 points per new member........ and I didn't get credit for TWO in the last few months.
I emailed cherrytap about it and asked what the deal was and this is what I was told.....
=== 'CherryTAP Support' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-07 04:50:59'..
>
> it is probably she didnt accept the friend request ye
Can't Stand....You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not moving...it some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic.
Submit To Youkneeling before You
awaiting Your words
head bent eyes cast down
strong deliberate
commanding me to Your will
voicing Your approval
directing my gaze
demure blush flowing through me
heated eyes see me
i submit to You
needing Your discipline now
You dominate me
I Messed Upgod apparently i messed up really bad, ive been pushing my wife away without knowing it, i remember the old days, the days when we would talk forever never yell at each other and always tell each other how much we love each other, now it seems like im so stressed out i get mad and accuse her of stuff do to some of her dumbass friends, i know it was my fault for accusing and not trusting but god i really do trust her, i gave my heart to some one and i trust them with my life, and all i do is push further and further away, Amber if you read this I sure hope you do know this i dont mean any of it, i still love you forever and always and 13 effin days i do dear, and its only you i love pls forgive me im trying my best to stay calm, im trying my best to stay safe i love you so much
SomewhereSomewhere off in the wind
a kiss blows,
I have sent it out to seek,
the flesh of a true lover's cheek
Looking for the one I know
will love me everyday of the week
and when I look at him
i want to see
all the things in this life
that I want to be
i will look into his eyes
and see forever,
me heart will beat
in time with his
but it will stop
each time we kiss.
The sweetest words
are on his lips
he gives them to me
hands around my hips.
with you,
i see my life
i want to give you everything
make you my wife.
i hope that kiss of mine
never runs out of steam.
I hope that kiss of mine
can find the one in my dream
ListenThere was a time I was looking for someone to listen to me
Without passing judgment
Without giving me their unsolicited advice or opinion
There was a time I just needed someone to be there for me
Like I am there for so many others
But deep in my mind
I was afraid to give myself away
To let someone deep inside my mind
My inner thoughts, my fears and insecurities
I got burned by someone and never have been able to get over it
To open up and just sit there and be wide open like the ocean
And to get shit on, it was just pure pain
Pain I cannot explain, far worse than any physical pain
Simply because physical pain heals in time.
Emotional scars just grow actually.
They never go away; they sit there in the cut
Chilling, lingering around, just hovering above your mental state
Constantly reminding you to not open up
To not give in to the person that wants to listen.
Sometimes misery loves company, but I don’t wanna host that party.
I just need someone to listen to me someti
Behind Those EyesYou said "I got something to say"
Then you got that look in your eye
"There is something you've got to know"
You said it as you started to cry
"I've been down the wrong road tonight
And I swear I'll never go there again"
Ive seen this face once before
And I don't think I can do this again
Theres something I cant see
There's something different in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing I can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide
As you turned to walk away
I saw another look in your eye
And even though it hurt like it did
I couldn't let this be your goodbye.
You say that you're sorry
And you say now that it hurts you the same
Is there something here to believe
Or is it just another part of the game?
Theres something I cant see
Something living in the way you smile
Behind those eyes you lie
And theres nothing I can say
Cause im never gonna change your mind
Behind those eyes you hide
Ohh yeah
Single & Sick Of ItTuesday, March 27, 2007
Asshole VS. ME
Current mood: contemplative
I've been trying to figure out why I cant meet nice decent guys. I'm wondering if it's because I'm not as decent a person as I had thought I was. Do the men I meet reflect my own flaws??? Maybe I'm just as nice as I've always thought myself to be and give off certain waves that attract assholes. Why does it seem that I have to settle on attraction to be able to find a nice guy? How do looks have anything to do with personality...something I've never understood. I'm not completely shallow I assure you. My good friend and I just had a conversation about this very subject. She suggested it's the type of guys I look for. The issue of earnings was raised. I can't judge someone, like someone or not just based on their money. I could care less what a guy does for work other than it comes up when getting to know someone. Really, how can I expect a rich dude when I'm such a broke ass bitch? Generally
Friendsto my friends and others
I am sorry i have not been in touch i have been real busy and i am only going to get busyer as the summer gets here so if you do not hear from me it is not becouse i am mad at you but i have now time to be on-line alot agian i am so sorry if i up set any one
Country Boy
Please Don't Be Offended I'm Being Slow...Okay, so this is my first few hours and here and already I'm alittle confused and usually it takes alittle more to confuse me sooooo
If anyone who rated me or requested and add for me can give a girl alittle break and let me catch up with stuff. (not tht there is sooo much but then there is) Sooo I just don't wanna offend anyone, so if I'm slow it's cuz right now I am slow.
xxxxx Cherry
Water Vs. WineIt has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces.
In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop.
However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or whiskey beer, vodka or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.
WATER = Poop
WINE = HEALTH
Therefore: It is better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of crap.
There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.
Hello All...This is my first blog. I did nothing today but stay home...I did chat with friends in WRR and PhoeniXXX...
Drama Llama!Hey tappers! just a quick note to let you know that there are people on here who are trying to create drama for me and my husband. There are two individuals on here that are petty little people who accuse ME of being a hacker! Well, let me just tell you a little something about them. They STOLE $3,000 + dollars from ny husband and myself 20 days BEFORE we got married! They also left us with $3,000 + dollars in unpaid bills like RENT, WATER, GAS & ELECTRIC and CABLE! They deny doing any of this and have caused a HUGE rift in my husband's family. You see it was his own BLOOD SISTER and BROTHER-IN-LAW that did this! I'm not naming names because I am better than that. But if you really want to know then Message me.
On a lighter note, hope everyone is having a CHERRY-LICIOUS day and week and keep the invites coming! I can't wait to meet you!
NumbI sit here looking out at the world today. I ask my self what has happen to make this world change as much as it has. I tell my self no one cares like they use to. When was the last time you spoke to your new neighbor down the road that just moved in ? Had to think didnt you you have never talked to them. Unless you are one of the few that grow up like I did where no matter what you still ask people how they are and really care about how they are and acctully take the time to pause in this fast paced world and listen to them and i dont mean just listen but you hear there words feel there words....When I was growing up everyone watched everyones kids now days you cant do that because you do not know who or what is in you neighbor hood this world is so full of hate what happen to that one ten comandment that say love they neighbor not hate them or cause problems. I am not just talking about the neighbors right next door to you either I do mean the ones over seas to the ones we are fight
Seeking The Soul I Can't Live WithoutThe Desire
Wonder and joy I feel when your near
Desire and elation holding you dear
Knowing one whose soul is true
Finding the heart of love in you
Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze
feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze
transported into a world we alone share
I love to get lost in your eyes without a care
electric intensity as our hands touch
addiction to the high I want it so much
I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel
My feelings growing stronger they are for real
I miss you so much at the end of the day
I have a desire and wish I could stay
Just to hold you close all the night through
and wake to your embrace in a day anew
just to see that smile grace your beauty so true
I live to be the one who gives it to you
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Song Of Joy
Never could be any prouder than I
the light in my life that can never die
joys of this life that from my heart do spring
a melody of unending happiness I sing
fo
I Feel You............i feel you breath
slow breaths, in and out
i hear your heart beat
beating for me.
i feel your pulse quicken as
i touch your chest.
The feelings i have for you
are unexplainable.
Is it love or lust that keeps me
coming back to you.
over and over again.
Huh.. Choices, Choices, Choices...I'm looking for a larger place. Yes, I need more room. I am also making room for someone else. I'm not sure how this will go, but it feels like the right move at this time. I guess we will see, huh?
I've been casually dating for a few years, since my divorce, and it's been fun. I'm feeling like setting my toes into the river of love again. I wonder, am I drunk, stupid or just off my meds?! LOL
Well, either way, I'm going to see what the water's like. *sigh*
Here's my policy:
If a person doesn't know me and like me as a friend, over MUCH time, then I have no faith that they could love me as more. So, it takes a year or so of knowing someone before I'll consider getting emotionally involved. You have to know that ups and downs don't end your relationship before you commit to having one, I think. That's just me. I'm pretty tentative about a lot of things. Other things I'm all up in.
Anyway, it's a big step.
Ok Cherries, have fun!
JJ
Richard IiiI, that am rudely stamp'd, and want love's majesty
To strut before a wanton ambling nymph;
I, that am curtail'd of this fair proportion,
Cheated of feature by dissembling nature,
Deform'd, unfinish'd, sent before my time
Into this breathing world scarce half made up,
And that so lamely and unfashionable
That dogs bark at me as I halt by them;--
Why, I, in this weak piping time of peace,
Have no delight to pass away the time,
Unless to spy my shadow in the sun,
And descant on mine own deformity:
And therefore,--since I cannot prove a lover,
To entertain these fair well-spoken days,--
I am determined to prove a villain,
And hate the idle pleasures of these days.
FearA COCOPHONY OF SWIRLING THOUGHTS BRING AN URGE FOR FLIGHT,
TRUST, DISTRUST, AN URGENCY TO FAVOR THE VIOLENT ONES,
RUN, RUN, THE VOICE SAYS AS MY FOOT LIFTS FROM THE FLOOR TO RESPOND,
ONLY TO BE LOWERED BY UNCERTAINTY,
DO NOT GIVE YOUR HEART AGAIN IT SAYS , REMEMBER THE LAST TIME ,
YOU SLUMPED TO YOUR BED DEFEATED AND IN PAIN AND YOUR SPIRIT WITHERED,
A WOUND YOU SWORE NEVER TO BEAR AGAIN,
DON'T GET CLOSE, SHARE YOUR LUST BUT NOT YOUR HEART AND SOUL,
FOR IT IS ONLY IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL THAT THE MORTAL WOUNDS ARE INFLICTED.
TO LOWER YOU TO THE FLOOR IN A POOL OF PAIN TO ENSURE A LONG ,SLOW SUFFERING,
How Do I Show You.....How do i show you that i love you
must i write it in stone,
yell it from the rooftops
or have it show as a sign from god.
Do i need to write you a Sign as big
as a billboard, with I LOVE YOU.
How do i show and prove to you that i love you
Do i sing a sad yet romantic song, one so sweet
It touches your heart.
Let me know how I'm supposted to show you that
" I LOVE YOU"
Sweet Dreams My FriendsI decided to start saying good night to my friends this way....it takes so much time to leave everyone comments and I never have that much free time anyway,lol.the friends that matter will see this and know I was thinking of them and that's all that matters.so I want to wish everone a peaceful night with uninterupted sleep and nothing but the sweetest of dreams!
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
Something Good Might Come Out Of ItSome thing good might come out of it
When you need a freind or love
My heart I will share
When you are sick or not feeling well
For you I will care
When you are sad or lonely I will be there
I will dry your tears when you need them dried
When you are scared I will comfort you
And be there for you and your fears
Something good will come out of it
you take a breath and think of the things that
will be.
something good will come of it
just you wait and see
hold tight cause something good will come
One TasteI know what you need
You need....
Need just….
Just one....
One taste....
Taste of....
Of you....
You and....
And I....
I together....
Together in....
In each....
Each others....
Others arms....
For one….
One night….
Night of….
Of endless….
Endless pleasure….
Pleasure together….
Together as….
As one….
To taste….
Taste your….
Your lips….
Lips on….
On mine….
Mine for….
For the….
The first….
First time…
Time I....
I taste….
Taste your….
Your supple….
Supple flesh….
Flesh on….
On mine….
One taste
Last Night.So, Mr. Meow-gi [Mow-Mow] has been brawling with this neighbor cat a LOT lately.
Last night, when Keagan got home from school [8:30ish], they were in the midst of a battle. Keagan picked Mow up to take him inside, took about 10 paces, and BAM! Mow bit him. The first time, it barely broke the skin.... the second time, it was VICIOUS. It's on his right hand, in the soft fleshy area between his thumb & first finger. We went to the ER pretty fast, for a proper cleaning [irrigation is RAD!], a tetanus shot, and anti-biotics... they gave him 20 Vicodin, too. YAYYY!
My mom had to wire us money for the scrips. And our power bill... we got out of the ER at about 11:30 [I was shocked that it didn't take THAT long!]... we went home, and at about 1am my mum wired us $$$... so we went on an adventure looking for a 24-hour Western Union... we knew a 24-hour pharmacy was near the hospital. So, we got the scrips and headed home... he took a Vic & a half, and his anti-biotics... BUT THEN a few ho
FinallyIm finally getting some peace in my life now, im doing great at work, i live alone and no one can tell me what to do, my b-days coming up and im going to spend it with good friends, im meeting great new people....what more can i ask for? Life is finally going great
Todays UltrasoundWell what can I say about this baby other then it is stubborn and is wanting to drive me insain lol..it wouldnt let the lady check to see what the sex is so we both gave up, I thought this kid is one smart cookie lmao...during the ultrasound the lady asked to kids to come in and watch...aww it was so sweet the lady would pause a moment on its face and its hands where covering up its face and then would move them away the kids said it was playing peek a boo with them and then it looked as if was waving..wow it was amazing, I so wanna cry dayum these hormons lol...anyways after getting the picture the kids were talking about the baby hoping it will be a boy or girl which was funny just listening to them...so basicly I dont know..I have 2 of each so this one doesnt really matter to me, just have one of them days where I hope for a boy then a few days later a girl...so yea Im just very thankful that Im going to be a mommy again, despite the hurdels I got ahead of me with school and all but
One LookOne Look
Just one quick look was all it took for him to love me.
I don't know why,.... or where to even begin to answer that
I just knew it was.
There had been no other like him,
though I thought there had been.
What made him so different than all the others?
I don't know why,... or where to even begin to answer that....
I just knew it was.
We had some wonderful adventures in the time we had together,
and it took lies to catch us like bait on a hook,
to get us to come back to the town we had wanted so badly to leave.
I don't know why,...or where to even begin to answer that,
I just knew it was.
Because it was to much trouble since we came back, or something else unknown,
we saw each other less and less, which hurt me to the bone.
I don't know why,....or even where to begin to answer that,
I just knew it was.
One Look. One last look as your car drove away and around the corner.
You had said the usual things, talked of a future,
and our trials and tribulations of lat
Brake Pad Spoof Tommyboylooks like some paranormal activity in the video its kinda weird take a close look please
PLEASE WATCH AND COMMENT ITS ALSO I OUR STASH THANKS
Which Is Your Birthday Month? Im JuneWhich is your Birthday month?
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost th
I'm A Mod On Another SiteJust thought, I'd drop this link here if, anyone would like to check the site out
http://www.edtoonsboard.com/index.php
chris
Would You Bang Me"?I HAVE BEEN A MEMBER OF THIS SITE FOR AWHILE NOW AND THEY HAVE THIS NEW TAG FOR VOTES SOOOOO THE QUESTION NOW IS WOULD YA BANGME??????
LETS SEEEE HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVE ME :)
THANK YOU
MUAH TO ALL MY FRIENDS
SWEEET DESTINY
Lil Something?PARA MI AMOR?
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD LOVE U FOREVER
I WILL LIVE FOR
?PARA MI AMOR ?
I WOULD LAUGH FOR
I WILL BE HAPPY FOR
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD TAKE CARE OF
I WILL LOVE YOU FOR YOU
?PARA MI PARA?
I WOULD LOVE THE GROUND YOU WALK O0N
I WILL WORSHIP YOU
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD KISS EVERYDAY
I WILL TELL YOU I LOVE YOU
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD BE YOUR TEDDYBEAR
I WILL FOREVER BE THERE
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD ALWAYS THINK OF YOU
I WILL CHERISH YOU
?PARA MI AMOR?
I WOULD HOLD YOU FOREVER
I WILL SHOW YOU MY FEELINGS FOR YOU
?PARA MI AMOR?
YOU WOULD FOREVER BE IN HEART
YOU WILL BEMY EVERYTHING
?PARA MI AMOR?
Lol @...hey lets laugh a bit!
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
mwhahahaha
enjoy
nite nite :-*
....shattered...4am..It really does hear all my secrets....this time is no different.This time it only hurts more.
I'm almost to a point the pain has made me so numb I can't think or feel beyond it.
What kills me more is my very soul is going though worst pain and I am held helpless to take that pain from her.
I guess i'd do better to allow the hate n rage to come to surface.Rather then focusing on the pain.
but..I'm....shattered. I can barely get the reason out. My mind refusing to belive what it knows is true.
But=deep breath=Gypsy mis carried.She herself is fighting to stay alive. There was alot..to much blood lost. And the child we so looked forward to..now is no longer.
Was it really only 20 min. ago that this happened?
It seems like it should be longer.
No,I haven't left her side and I will not. I will stay 24/7 in this room with her reguardless of any dr. or nurse. I'm silent. she's resting. And I'm here when she wakes crying thinking it was all a nightmare...
But...I will state this..
Lil Something ElseFor You Are The One
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see your pics
My heart skips a beat.
For you define sexii
In both body and mind
Your so damn sexi face
More sexier than I'll ever find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.
Love And LifeWe were all raised with the idea 2 is the perfect number...everyone has a soulmate...somewhere...I used to believe the hype too. Love like life is a highway....sometimes u take a really bad turn...sometimes you get lost...sometimes you stumble on something beautiful. I may not have always loved wisely but i have no regrets for giving my heart...even tho it didnt end they way i hoped it would. I used to look for Mr. Right...but now i settle for Mr. Right Now lol lifes short...you have to grab love where u can find it.....be it for a day...a week...a month....or for the lucky ones...forever. Best of luck in your journey :)
Questioning FriendshipsWhat have I done to deserve this?
What did I do to make you so pissed?
Answer the questions, they aren't that hard
Just tell me the truth, play the right cards.
What did I do to offend?
Why can't you just be my friend?
I didn't do anything to you
There is no point in a feud.
Why do I have to apologize for what you said?
To me it's over, I'm over it, it's dead
There is a break through, the end
Just get back to normal, so we are friends.
There is no point to get what we had
Everything you said, it just makes me sad
You're suppose to be a friend, but you attacked
What is your deal? No need for backstabs.
Well, none of my questions have been replied
Doesn't matter, your dead, you lied!
Hope you feel better and have changed your tone
Well goodbye, this is the end, your alone.
Player 101:what Not To Do..I liked you a lot just so you know,
even though we only met a few months ago
I told you the truth throughout the times,
But you just fed me the same old lines
You thought you had down the player game
but in the end you were so shamed
You got caught while in the act
I'm glad I found out,oh yeah,I dont want you back
That's what you get when you play two
Now your alone and both of us are through
you never thought that you'd be caught
maybe you learned the lesson, your not as hot as you thought
I hope you get what you deserve
I can't believe you had that much nerve
Now your alone and got pushed to the ground
Remember what goes around comes around
Just hope you think of what you've done
But if not, you'll be alone, only one
Maybe you should think of someone besides yourself
In the end your going to need some help
Prettiest Smile Contestwell i am gettin my ass kicked by the people who are in families...
i wanna thank the people who have helped me...i adore you all
imma post a link in here...just in case someone feels froggy...they can bomb away...
i am gettin DEMOLISHED...but its a good fight
it runs til 4/1....comments are what matters most...so if you wanna help me i would appreciate it
Aliens And Such.Assuming aliens are really, really small - I would let them use my head as a base of operations on this planet.
I have a large forehead. You could park a lot of tiny spaceships on it.
The Fight Must StartWhy are we forced to take in societies unwanted? Why are we forced to spend money on Israel and their terrorists policies and why are we forced into diversity when the way we lived for centuries was good for us? You can argue all day with me on my views and I will come back with answers to your questions, but if you aren’t willing to fight for your race and or nation then you are not willing to see your people into the future. No longer are we able to sit back and relax, no longer are we able to teach our children the way we want them to be without interference in our schools and on our televisions. We are forced to live on the diversity path, we are forced to bite our tongues when it comes to speaking out against our neighbors of color and of different creed and we are no longer able to protect ourselves through violence if needed without massive charges brought upon us. We no longer have our rights to freedom of speech and for that I am pissed. No longer can we call an ignorant
ProfilesdoG is a real person i HAD a salute but i lost it when my profile screwed up and all my pics vanished.
I dont care if you have a salute or not, i dont care if you are a real person. i am talking to a profile!!!!
why do people go on and on about, GASP!!! Fakes!!!
Think hard about this.... do you act EXACTLY the same around all your friends or do you change slightly depending on who you are with?
Spacewind rips thru my hair
sun bleaches on my skin
water refects my inner sin
of this thougt i have no care
for of this space i am to dare
for the things in the dark that stop and stare
my thoughts race to places of you
youre eyes keep me within
of this thought...............
Idle Hands...Right then...
So it's been said, "idle hands are the tools of the Devil." Now, don't ask me who the hell brought up that whacked out idea, so let's get to it.
I find myself sitting here, entirely too bored for words. I mean really fucking bored. I mean so fucking bored, that I tossed one off watching a fuck flick, and then still find myself sitting here dorking around with not a fucking thing to do. I don't believe that I've been this bored since I was first starting out as a truck driver in 2005. And trust me, that was really fucking boring at times.
Seriously, I don't believe that I've been this bored. And I don't think it's the fact that I live in a small town. Really, this town is small. If I were really bored, I'm sure that I could go up to the 24 hour restaurant off the freeway. But there must be something I could do. There is only so much that I can take away (or give up) from watching pornos. Anyway, enjoy. I'm sure I'll have something to do.
More later,
Cheers
Just So Everyone Knows My Thoughts On Our Military!I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one.
That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So
Ink Injected Into My Organ...Did you know that the skin is the largest organ in the human body? I just got home from 8 hours of having ink injected into it. My arm looks awesome & is tender as hell at the moment. Sitting for that long wasn't a problem, but I can't say I would want to do it that often. Pictures to follow.
All Mine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Its all mine and people have seen that im a fighter and im no longer takin the shit...Im happy.. I have worked and i have come a long ways and i can really truely say that i have got what i have wating so long for i have a wonderfull boyfriend that loves and respects me for everything that i am and stand for i have a great life ....May not have the best of jobs in the world but its a job and thats all that matters long as my bills are taken care of and things are done the way that they need to then they are all ok and i am happy once again i have a very loveing boyfriend that loves me for who i am and respects me for all that i am and i have three wonderfull kids
Love is a wonderfull thing... Im so glad that i have the the great things that i do in life :):):):)
With all this Im closeing this blog and to all let be known that i love the things i have in my love and they love me back just as much and stronger than than anything in this world we are great together
FeelingsI find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one
When your to busy flirting with everyone
And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday
Sorry I left it to late to tell you this
Sorry I have these feelings for you
I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way
But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind
I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend
And I don’t mean to be so jealous
Even though were not together
Id like to think that id still have a chance with you
Let my childish mind tell me this
And if we don’t end up together its okay
But I want you to know
That whatever happens you’re always on my mind
And it’s killing me inside
I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.
The Whispers Get Louder The More I Ignore Them...(it's one for the rumor mill) / put it on the chopping block and hope that the turkey neck takes effect without marching on the eggshells / i see the smug look of faked concern eating your face / hoping maybe all the guilt will wash my feelings away / (take me) a glass of acid holding up the petri dish / with sophisticated ameoba mingling in within the liner notes; like / "Hey, i know things aren't going too smoothly (here) take two of these and call me in the morning" / i could never picture myself amounting a greater example of a person whom always succeeds at finding out exactly what doesn't seem to work / and i don't necessarily consider it an attack on my ego / 'cause my love to you seems hostile so it stares behind a peephole / (everything's fine!) would you ask another question? / i no longer feel comfortable being near your displacement of another past life / another form of amusement / i'm sure we both learned a thing or two but it hardly seems worth it / one time i said i fin
It Sucks Getting Old!!!!!An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part
of his physical exam.
The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring
back a semen sample tomorrow."
The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and
gave him the jar, which was
as clean and empty as on the previous day.
The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's
like this - first I tried with my
right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still
nothing. Then I asked my wife for help.
She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She
tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing.
We even called up Mable, the
lady next door and she tried too,
first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried s! queen' it
between her knees, but still nothing.
The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?"
The old ma
Don't Look BackAs you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made,
When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce
And the rain seems to soak your parade.
There are some situations where all you can do
Is to simply let go and move on,
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you toward a new dawn.
So pack up your troubles and take a step forward.
The process of change can be tough.
But think about all the excitement ahead,
If you can be stalwart enough!
There could be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend
And wishes and dreams just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!
Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests.
As you challenge your status quo
And learn there are so many options in life,
And so many ways you can grow!
Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen,
Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds
And wonderful spots
Considering.....I'm considering dropping biology as a second major and picking up photography instead. Photography could work with my major. I'd have to buy a new camera, but that's okay. I've taken some photos with my digital, just messing around with it. Mostly landscape photos.
Biology... it's too complex. I just like the genetics and such end of it. That's pretty much the only area i'd use for my major anyway. So, after this class is over.... no more bio for me.
Need Rates Plz FriendsHi everyone if you have a spare 30 seconds can you please stop by and just rate this picture for me
No need to leave comments unless you want to i need rates friends :)
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My BirthdayWell I had my birthday last week....That was a waste of a day. If it wasn't for lil bit and a couple other people it wouldn't have been worth having. My parents didn't even call me. I moved to Texas from Chicago area, you'd think they missed me at least a little. I think not. I ended up not being able to follow through with the plans I had made. I guess I just won't make plans anymore.
FakersI grow so fucking weary of all the bullshit in people...wanting to fool with somebody else's emotions...Why? I suppose for some deranged sense of self satisfaction. Whatever. Where are all the Real people at? If you got a lover at home...don't be out sniffin up someone else's tree...I get so tired of Games and Playas...shit, I fucking quit the dating scene...ain't nobody worthy it seems sometimes...Gay...straight...bi...whatever...love the one you're with...you know. And if you don't...LEAVE! It't all fun and games until someone gets hurt...I'll be assexual...auto eroticism makes the best bed partner
Where Did The Time Go???There's a beat dancing in his heart
and it hammers in his chest
He can feel it slow down these days
for time calls it to rest
The years have flown by
leaving scars to mark the days
baby showers and funerals
mingle together in the haze
He hopes that when this all shakes out
that He'll be on the positive side
He prays that Heaven will open up
and that he'll avoid the downward slide
Soon the light will fade
and He'll have to step over
He'd hope to watch my children grow
and dance in fields of clover
So shed no tears for this dying man
For his life was complete and full
He'll go to a place where they know his name
and peace is the guiding rule
Time ticks with each new day
and a boy will become a man
He'll take his place in the sun
and fulfill the Master's plan
For with every life, there comes a death
and Nature makes this so
embrace each moment when it comes
because time will never let you know
Bryant
Eggydeb Is A Strange Strange Girl...Eggs anyone?
Now, if you'll excuse me - I need to take these eggs off of my face.
Yes. I have taken the eggs off of my eyes and placed them in a much better place.
ChangesWhere can I turn too?
nowhere to run,
life is a puzzle,
with so much left undone,
lost and empty,
lonely and cold,
would it really be better,
with a dream I could hold?
running in circles,
hide all the fears,
so many heartbreaks,
for to many years,
there has got to be some way,
to stop all the tears,
to make life right,
starting tonight,
it's time to make,
Changes..
Hump Day, Again!?The weeks just keep going faster and faster. How can it be Wednesday again, already, lol??
I have one client this morning. Then I'm back to pick up Dakota from early dismissal at school at Noon. THE DAY has finally arrived - The Day of the Dreading!! OOOOOOOooooooooh, I like that, lol! Sounds like a SciFi Movie of the Week, lmao! Yeah, Kota gets his dreadlocks today. I will try to take pics of this procedure and the final results! I need to take pics of the guys anyway, since I talk about them so much. Must see who I'm talking about!!
Not to mention that effing Salute is hanging over my head! Hey, that sounds like an idea, lol!! Got to get that stupid thing done so I can level up. I'm tired of seeing 99.99% on my point graph, lmao!!
It's almost Guy Transport time, so I'd better end this. Strange dreams last night! Wonder what they meant, afraid to ask, lol!!
Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings and more love, all over the map, lol!
I Just Have To Say....That ovulation does great things for my cleavage.
That is all.
(continues ogling my own boobs)
The DreamShe has to be dreaming of me,
Watch as she squirms, twist and turns in between the sheets.
Observe as the sweat inches over her perfect curves.
In her mind she has to be calling to me.
As she slowly removes her clothes soaked in her delicate joy,
The electricity can be felt traveling throughout me,
As I begin to feel the heat,
My heart increases to a rhythmic beat,
The intensity in my veins, the rush of blood throughout me.
Let me join thee, in this steaming voyage of erotic pleasure.
From the moon light my shadow lays upon the walls
Now watch as I come alive to indulge thee in sexual exstacy
33 10 HoursLYING AWAKE IN BED
HEARING YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD
SMILING LIKE THE FOOL I AM
MY HEART EXPLODING IN MY CHEST
10 HOURS LATER
AND MY NAME IS FOREVER ALTERED
NEVER TO BE HEARD THE SAME AGAIN
SOUNDING SO PLAIN FROM EVERYONE'S TONGUE
I HAVE A STAR PICKED OUT FOR YOU
AND I WATCH IT MOVE ACROSS MY SKY
EACH NIGHT
SLOWLY
STEADY
TIL IT FADES INTO THE BREAK OF DAY
10 HRS AND COUNTING
Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!voila! we're back! yes linkin park! breaking the habit is a great video! they wanted to do this video in real life style but they couldn't afford it or somethin like that... but i think its probably one of the coolest animated videos out there so enjoy and if your goin to bamboozle to see em let me know so we can meet up or somethin cause i'm gonna be there on sunday
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not all right
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than any time before
I had no option
"rebuild"No more sorrow, no more pain
Only love and understanding is left to gain
No more words without meaning
Only phrases and gestures full of feeling
No more lonely days and sleepless nights
Only quality time filled with hugs so tight
No more thoughts of worthlessness
Only moments shared together engulfed in happiness
No more starving for attention and a look of disgrace
Only daily kisses accompanied with a warm embrace
Love is patient, kind and complicated
To make it work communication must be initiated
God and His words play a big part
Hold Him near and dear, close to your heart
Update TimeOn the 27th of March I had an appointment with the dr that put in the heart valve..After 5 and a half hours of tests they found out there is nothing wrong with the valve.That means I am fucked because they have no idea whats wrong with me.....On the 28th of March I got a phone call from them setting me up with another appointment with another DR doing an EKG and seeing this Dr as well.
I guess I should feel better that they are doing everything in their power to figure why I am so sick.But the thing I hate is the waiting game...Some of you will be like "Good things come to those who wait"...I been waiting since September of 06'...So I am a lil tired of waiting..I just want to get better and move on witgh whats left of my life and enjoy playing with my kids again...I miss that more then working or anything else....Seeing the enjoyment in their eyes that Daddy was playing with them or rough housing with them or chasing them...If your a parent you seen this look and enjoy it all the tim
About Last Night....Last night I posted quite the pessimistic blog and I woke up this morning wanting to delete it. I have a tendency to get a little over dramatic when I have been let down, lied to or just over all disappointed in people. That all has subsided, however, I felt as though I would leave it up just to remind myself that there are better ways of handling things.
The root of my anger stemmed from my teenage daughters...I swear they are going to be the death of me! They decided to go to a friends house for the night and I assumed the girl lived in our neighborhood....well, what do they say about assuming? You look like a fool! My girls took it upon themselves to take a bus to the light rail station to Downtown Denver, then catch another bus to half way to Boulder! I was pissed!! They are only 13 years old for crying out loud!! I got in the car and went and picked them up at 8 pm. I refuse to be one of those parents that allows their children to run wild all over the city. I was so upset last
InsatiableInsatiable?
My excellent friend writes of her dilemma, as such-
Lives with a boyfriend. They make each other happy. He is good to her and her child. They used to have wild sex, but since they have lived together, its maybe a couple times a month. He also has been working massive hours at a new job, and while successful, and getting promotions, he comes home, eats, and goes to bed. He never wants to go anywhere or do anything, he is too tired, even on his day off. She does all she can to entice him to go out and have fun, and also sexually, but gets rejected and feels like crap, and begins to withdraw from him. And the kicker-
"But you know, everyone I know thinks I'm an idiot because I have a great man, a good dad to my kid, a provider, a loving person that would kill or die for me but yet I am still unsatisfied. That's why I question myself, am I insatiable?"
_________________
Is she being too hard on him? Asking too much? Insatiable?
I'm gonn
Ive Been ThinkinSo ive been thinkin of leaving Cherrytap. Im just kinda over it n bored. Think i should delete my account or no?
For The Anti War Crybabies,,, Though I Doubt You Will Get The Meaning Behind It...The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why
we were at war ...
My husband looked at our son and then looked at me.
My husband and I were
both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be
honored to serve and
defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband
would give him a
good explanation.
My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my
son to go stand in
our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand
there and tell me what
you see?"
"I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he
replied.
"OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our
yard is the United
States of America and you are President Bush." Our son
giggled and said,
"OK."
"Now son, I want you to look out the window and
pretend that every house
and yard on this block is a different country," my
husband said. "OK Dad,
I'm pretending."
"Now I want you to stand there and look out the window
and pretend you see
Saddam come out of his ho
Fucking Moringokay well ive learned about a bad morning today. i woke up around 7:30, went to bed sometime after 4:30, of course never get a ton of sleep and now i wont be sleeping the rest of the day. So i had to drive to Eurka or however its spelled which for those who dont know who thats bout 35 minute drive but me being me i can make it there in a shorter time. Fucking my friend was in a crappy mood so i was i was pissed mostly cause he turned off my Bob And Tom which was keeping me in a good mood. To make things worse he was bitching bout me getting lost cause ive honestly never been there before. But i have this great talent of once i driven to a place i can get back with no problem. So we fucking finally get there with no getting lost or anything, its not 9 am yet for the court date so i dropped them off and figured id go put gas in the car and go back. Well i got gas, got back to the court house and guess fucking what..i fucking got lost in the court house. Small court house, small town, fuc
Im A Assholethere is this female i like she knows who she is but i was a big asshole to her yesterday and i hope she can look deep in her heart and forgive me i love you and hope you will forgive me for hte shit i pulled yesterday but if youdont i will understand i think about how it would be nice tohave this person in my arms and show her how much i want her and to be with her so i hope you will forgive the bullshit i pulled
Morning!Well gotta work tonight, but got some good news too! Got a new job starting Monday which should help me raise the money alot quicker to get my Southern arse to Nashville! I want to be completely moved no later than May21. Can't wait to get out of this burg!
Good WomanI am here to say one thing that we all need to remember and live by. Behind every good man there is a good woman and behind every good woman there is a good man. It takes two to be really good at being a turly good person. I would love to have a good woman to make me good again make me that rock I am but just don't let out till I am with some one that unlocks that gate. Remember money can't buy love so don't always go there.
A Lonely Soul-for UYou are so brave to be so strong,
but inside you aren't any stronger.
You hurt just like the rest of us.
You may not voice your hurt,
but your skin is your canvas.
There you will show it,
There you will tell us all.
The true meaning of fear,
the true meaning of hurt.
The images left behind will live,
They will live fresh in your mind.
You can not scrub it away,
you can not wipe away the sounds.
For in your head,
They will always be.
With my words I wish to cast a shadow on them.
I wish to soften the memories.
Although it may be a short time,
though it may only be a line.
Your friend is what I will be.
Friends can live apart,
friends can share their heart.
Lovers can't do all that,
Lovers can't speak freely.
But friends will always..
By
Me
ScarsSimple things trigger the strangest tangents sometimes.....I was shaving my legs this morning....(sorry, I know that's personal)......and I got to looking at the scars on my legs.....small scars....little things really.....things no one might notice but me.
Recent scars.....I felt and skinned my knee when I was still recuperating from the tail bone break....a recent scar.....There's the scar on the front of my left ankle at the top of my foot.......barbed wire hidden in the tall grass tripped me when I was in the 6th grade. There's the long narrow one from when a cut on my right shin got infected from the blood in the chicken factory getting down into my rubber boots....
I proceeded up my body, taking account of all my scars, reliving each memory for just a few seconds.......
The appendectomy scar from when I was in the 5th grade......I remember I wasn't supposed to play softball for 6 weeks afterwards, but I was out there in 3 weeks. I remember thinking I would prove them wro
This Is Beautiful, Try Not To Cry.I found this on a friends yahoo 360 page
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something."
This is beautiful! Try not to cry.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?
" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was
Sex Sex Sex......>
>LOUD SEX:
>A wife went in to see a therapist and said,
>"I've got a big problem, Doctor. Every time we're in
>bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this
>earsplitting yell."
>"My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely
>natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The
>problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!"
>
>QUIET SEX:
>Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right
>out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking
>session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced
>at him casually and replied,
>"You're never home!".
>
>DECEPTIVE SEX:
>A married man and his secretary were having a
>torrid affair. One afternoon they couldn't contain
>their passion, so they rushed over to her place where they spent the
>afternoon making passionate
>love. When they were finished, they fell asleep, not waking until 8
>o'clock. They got dressed quickly. Then the man told his secretary to take
>his shoes outside and rub them on the law
Deep Thoughts :)Deep Thoughts
1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set.
2. A day without sunshine is like.... Night.
3. On the other hand, you have different fingers.
4. Remember, half the people you know are below average. (
5. He who laughs last thinks slowest.
6. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
7. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
8. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
9. How many of you believe in psycho kinesis?... Raise my hand.
10. OK...so what's the speed of dark?
11. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
12. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film.
13. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges.
14. What happens if you get scared half to death twice?
15. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder.
16. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name?
17. Inside every older person is a
Good News On Grandpa Dick :)The infection in his bloodstream is something they feel they can control, but he will be fighting it for awhile. He will have these infections until his leg is healed enough to take the rod out. The infection came from the "pick" they had in his arm so he could receive the IV of antibiotics at home the last few weeks.
If Only OnceIf Only Once...
I write this poem for the woman
that I feel but can never see
I know the tears I shed are twice
the pain I sense is combined
You're already inside my heart
and yet I do not know you...
Where are you
such a redunant question
which I know you ask as well
when can I ever see you
be near you
when can this torment stop?
I always think you are near me
but yet my sadness grieves our distance
I'm so afraid to miss you out there
that I would endure a lifetime of loneliness
if only to meet you, my love
my idyllic, sensual concubine
if only, once
Where are you
can you feel me need you
needing the invisible
the phantom lover
I am warmed by the fires of your
gentle, kind soul
yet I have not caressed your skin
or looked deep into your eyes
if only I could...
if only once
Could I see you stand up to me
and fall in love with me
this man who has loved others
but never those who have loved him
do I dare believe in such miracles
are the fates
Oh BallsI'm tired and its only 8:22pm wtf
Perfect Porcelain WorldPerfect Porcelain World
I am shining
so accept me
I am bright as the
morning sun
I am glorious
please accept me
imperfect loser
I am fun
so do take me
will make you laugh
so hard you'll bust
I am handsome
in that odd, imperfect
loser kind of way
I don't know what
is wrong with your
mechanics
I don't know what
does on inside that
tick tock ticker of yours
Oblige me with instructions
in english, if you may
on how all you see are things
you want to see?
FunTwo Truths & a Lie?
Here's the deal:
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
Here's the twist:
Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully.
As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.)
I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.
HopeHope
So frail the lover, she weeps
so alone this betrayed, cold shell
At arms with emptiness
at war with the lonely void
There she is, dying
and here I am, to join her
If such light she will witness be so glorious
then it blinds me with pitch black
Hope is a four letter word
but I find many more that follow its path
Such as lies. Hate,
And above all, pain.
I Love Cherry Tap -_-How about if you use an avatar you use your own pic instead of some model's. It's great to see salute photos rofl. I've never seen so many ugly people in my life. do people purposfully take them right after they roll out of bed? congratulations! You spent 734038438490384903 points to win the spotlight of the day only to make my gag when I saw your salute which wasn't your avatar.
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