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But Mother, You Said 1 Week
you told me one week and then i could have it you told me one week then i could touch it you told me one week then i could feel it you told me one week then i could live it mom its been 8 years and i still havent had it touched it felt it lived it mom i need to can i now ive counted the weeks now can i have the strength touch the heart feel the love live the life mom all i wanted was you to love me back let me ask you now can i so you can too you told me one week you gave me 8 years of nothing
If you read my other posting regarding Friendship, then I think you will agree more with this too. You'll not see cutesy little smiley faces on these, just the stone cold truth of friendship. 1. When you are sad ...I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue ...I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile ...I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared ...I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused ...I will use little words. 7. When you are sick ...Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath; I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend." And always remember: when life ha
Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate Please
~LOVE BEHIND ENEMY LINES~ "a sin isnt a sin if ones understanding of ones love behind enemy lines each has its own secret and deception but as long as one have each other a secret will never be a secret as well long as one accept each other. even though the risk of walking line of love is dangerous pasionate will always be safe..The domain is the shadow and must never elapse only time will judge when everything will be set right. never negotiate our pastor plan the future only let faith walk on water with our presence and feel the benefit of freelance but ones shall never take it for grant we will always be enemies of one another but not of each other. our love will always be enemies but not of each other. feel tempted and not disguised or afraid to see touch feel or taste wat life brings to our doing. a person of person love will only be true if we set it tone patiently"
I Have A Slight Problem
I'm in a somewhat of an interesting situation. Well it started when my uncle past away in early 06 and left his frequent flier miles to my mother. Well she started to use them and she got me a flight to Europe... It's towards Madrid but it won't be until October 17 of this year. I have 6 weeks to do almost anything in Europe but I don't know where to start. I know it is early but I would very much indeed like to start plaining this before it is too late. What would you recommend?
My Ectasy
why is it that every song i hear, every word that is sung has to be sung for you. loneliness happens thinking about you. Your smile, your laugh... your silly sense of humour. Its frustrating. Yet I am working on trying to reach my dream. You were there again. Holdin me close against your protective chest, showing me love and security. I felt you as real as you could be~ lost in this reoccuring ectasy. Lost in this unending history... If there were words that were actually more meaningful as soultaking as they are with feeling.. then maybe you would once see. Once in existence I find it hard to remove. I have tried, I resist it, but maybe now I will just let it go.
As I Cry
As I sit here an cry. It's 5am in the morning. I was talking to a great friend that I'm now going to call my sister cause she is like a sister to me.. U know who u are. I was talking to her an crying at the same time. I miss my father soo much. I have been drinking since 1am wow 3 sparks 7.0 alch. I dont care, ya i get sad when I drink cause I have no one next to me to hug or cuddle with. Ya people may think i feel sorry for myself but i dont its life. I hate the way my life is going, i hate that im single, i hope im not single soon *as i mean very soon* I hate that i have to work but its the only way to live an not live off of the states money. My good friend an i have talked tonight... im going to mil. on april 27th after work so meaning ill be there around 3-4 am an coming back home on april 30th.. going to spend the weekend with her an my family, yes she is going to meet my family. I havent seen my family since my daddys funeral which was 8 months ago so im going to go see them...
well im sick for the weekend but
Try It Youll Like It
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take
Ummm Wow
Some black dude tried coming into my fucken yard an tried stealing my fucken dog til i walked out. no fucker steals my dog hell fucken NO......... I bitched at the dude...ooooooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee ... wat a night/day
Nobel Peace Prize
Slow Saturdays....
I am so is slow, I can't go out anywhere as I am "on call" and need to respond fast if paged. And to top it all off, the time difference even applies on the net so half the people I do actually get responses from are offline or busy living real lives *sigh* Speaking of time differences, I lose an hour tonight :-( Ah well.....roll on Monday.
The Local Volunteer
When you see those red lights flash On the dash of the car coming from the rear, Pull on over make way Because here comes a local volunteer. Doesn't use them for status or bragging right Maybe going to save some kids that fell through the ice, Or is heading to an accident or a fire to fight Whatever it is won't be nice. What they are about to face I can only guess because I don't know, But if there's trouble they will be there Whether it's 120 degrees or 40 below. Next time you're out and about And those red lights draw near, Know there is help on the way Because they care enough to volunteer.
Are There Stupid People Everywhere?
I am beginning to lose faith in humanity. I asked a simple question. "Sweetie, where did you get stabbed?" since the knife wasn't still in her and her entire shirt was a bloody mess. To which she relpies, "In the kitchen." That's great, now my verbal assessment is complete. I can really give this report now. "Hey doc, I have a twenty five year old female bleeding profusely, slightly tachycardic, but hemodynamically stable I have her in the trendelenburg position and there are two lines running normal saline wide open. multiple stab wounds in the kitchen. Do you have any further questions or orders at this time?" And this isn't the best one either. People seem to be either purposefully obtuse or belligerantly stupid about lights and sirens. Here is a clue for you. THEY MEAN GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY!!
Life's Crossroads: Love-vs-fear
Each day, each hour, every instant, I am choosing what I want to look upon, the sounds I want to hear, the witnesses to what I want to be the truth for me. –A Course in Miracles All of us, at one point or another, reach a crossroad in our life. For some, the fork-in-the-road may be healing an addiction. For others, the crossroad may be creating an authentic relationship with self and others. But whatever thoughts no longer satisfies the heart and soul, the individual is compelled to choose, to take a risk and begin traveling down a higher path. In my own life, I have reached a crossroad many, many times. Each new crossroad has offered me an opportunity, a new way of living life. Risk and excitement, coupled with fear and uncertainty has sometimes caused me to say "no" to certain opportunities and "yes" to others, depending on my emotional and spiritual state of mind. All of these events were preceded by a choice, a fork in the road—I could either keep doing what I was doing (and get
Moon Dance
Silvery moonbeams sparkling on water, breezes rustling through leaves on trees standing proudly in the night. On silent feet denizens of the night creep forth to dance on the shore, waiting in the silence to see her face shining silver in the night sky. And She smiles. ~Selene © 2007
Have A Great One
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
The Days Disappear........
Well, yesterday was my first day off in a months time... I am exhausted. I spent the day at the laundromat using the big washers to clean my comforters and my futon cover, been trying to get a little Spring cleaning done each day, I have a schedule on my calendar for chores that doesn't always get followed, lol. At least I try, that's the important part, right? I treated myself to a special dinner yesterday. Since I eat free at work, I haven't been cooking much, but made an exception yesterday. I went down to the boats, and bought myself some freshly caught shrimp. Being down there took me back to days in my childhood I had forgotten.... days with my mother. That was her way, back then, of treating herself also, some fresh seafood cooked at home, (the best way!) It reminded me of why I moved back here. And so I stood in this kitchen in my little house by the bay, with the windows open, and the spring breeze. Smelling the cleaning products I had used, and the fabric softener
A New Story Line
I am beginning to write a new story for all you young guys out there. The story starts out with me stepping onto a metro train in Washington DC after work on a Friday night. It is very crowded on the train and I am being fondled by four men.... the two to my sides, the one behind me and a guy about 20 or 21 years old in front of me with deep blue eyes. On the train they fondle, grope and play with me all over and the young guy has placed me in some sort of trance I make no resistance while they have their way with me. This story will be coming out soon. I need to finish it and then fine tune it before releasing it for you all to consume. I then have another story in my head about a husband and wife who get aroused by sending each other text messages and plan a rendezvous where they have an evening like no other while role playing they are total strangers and have a one night stand that lasts all night long. I just wanted to share what was on the horizon and what it i
Love Is......
(a beautiful gift from the most amazing man i have ever met..and ever loved :) ) LOVE IS.... (By: Allen) Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
When It's Right Before Dawn And Sleep Is Still Hours Away...
As happens so often, I find myself hours from actual sleep. I could lie to myself and lay sleepless with my restless mind going a mile a minute in an enormous loop. I know I spend too much time regreting my past mistakes, but it's hard to let go of something you think about constantly. I still can't believe the retarded shit I did growing up. I still chastise myself for dumb crap I did in as far back as second grade. I can still remember the effects of my violent temper way back then. My problem is that I don't think about things before I do or say them. You think I'd have learned before now. I'd like to think that I'm a pretty smart guy. (Hey, it gets me through the day, okay?) But when I look at my past the evidence that stands out to me points to the opposite. I know that I am hypercritical of myself, but I'm not sure I can help that. My temper has cooled enormously since my younger days, but I still find myself saying and doing retarded things with all too great a frequ
£20 Note
The Twenty Pound Note A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a twenty pound note. In the room of two hundred people, he asked, "Who would like this twenty pound note?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this twenty pound note to one of you but first, let me do this". He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it? Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. "My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth twenty pounds. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as
Stay Vertical
1 Peter 2:23 When they hurled their insults at Him, He did not retaliate; when He suffered, He made no threats. Instead, He entrusted Himself to Him who judges justly. Have you ever been wrongfully accused? Oh, the need to defend and justify becomes so great. "What will people think if they believe these things are true?" we reason. Imagine what Jesus thought as they hurled insults and threats upon Him. The God of the universe had visited planet earth only to be slandered and accused of blasphemy. Jesus could have done two things in response. He could have used His power to put the people in their place. He could have responded "horizontally." He could have fixed the problem right then. However, He chose to respond in a different way. He chose to "entrust Himself to Him who judges justly." It requires great faith to entrust ourselves to God in the midst of personal assault. However, if we can do this, we will discover a level of grace and wisdom that will be birthed from th
I can feel the sunshine on my skin it's such a change from dark to light I feel so happy, where do i begin I knew one day my feelings would be right I crack the window and feel a cool breeze it feels so good, relaxes me it's a lil cold but I won't freeze cause the warmth inside sets me free I have opened my heart, let love in a chance that I took cause my heart told me to I am ready and willing so let it begin this is something that I have been wanting to do No more sorrow, no more pain no more crying, no more tears I don't even care if it rains I have no more fears I have so much love to share my heart feels like it will burst I just want to find someone who really does care please let me find love, to quench this thirst I know it won't be easy when it begins have to take my time, give life a chance my wishes, hopes and dreams are all still within I smile to myself and do a little dance I am ready to fight for what I believe in reach all my dreams
New Pictures!
I have posted some new pictures. Not my best work I know, but I felt it was time for some new content. I have decided to call my blog "Diann's Whispers" because often times it's the whispers that get ignored, but have the most important things to say.
Official Militia Roster!!
How Much Am I Worth
I am worth $2,014,000 on HumanForSale.comHow much are you worth?
My First Child
I am having my first child. I'm really excited. But I'm also scared. I have been told that it hurts really bad. Plz give me some advice.
Points Of View
does it matter if we have different views? does it matter that we have different skin color? does it matter if we look into each other's eyes, seeing different shades of the world? does it matter that we speak with different tongue; but when we do kiss does the feeling differ? does the sweetness change? does it matter that i am smaller? -- although i do believe that with different size comes different advantages.. i might be small in your eyes.. but my thoughts are bigger. i might be of a darker shade.. but my thoughts are lighter. i maybe off of the use of your language.. but my thoughts knew more secrets than your lips. does it really matter that we differ?
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
A gentle touch means so much a stolen kiss it's what I miss Great big hugs having fun on the rugs holding each others hand and making circles in the sand A slight caress could lead to a good mess back me up against a door baby I'm yours A kiss on the lips sends me on a trip little loving strokes all my feeling evoked I want you like no other I wish you were my lover can you see how bad I want you these feelings are so true So come follow me we can take each other where we want to be no more time to hide let's take a good long ride One night of hot passion a wild night of actions you don't need to search anymore I will fulfill all your dreams and more
ok so here is the deal. i have boxer bulldogs. they are the best dogs in the world in my oppinion. my Oldest female is in heat and that brings in all the male dogs for miles. we have been having a problem with some hanging around the house. so i would walk out there and fire a couple of rounds with my shot gun to scare them off. well Last night i did the usual deal i went out there fired a round and my fucking shotgun barrel blew up on me. No major damage to me. just a couple of very minor shrapnel wounds. I know it wasnt my rifle that caused the problem. it had to have been the ammo. i have had problems with this type of ammo in the past..Im trying to get them to replace my rifle.. i wonder how far i am going to have to take this?
Sweet Love The Song
Would U Play In Her Fountain
would u play in her fountain lol click the link to see
In Memoriam, Wwe Recap, Wrestlemania Recall, Electric Atmosphere
As of this writing, we are just eight sunsets away from WrestleMania 23. The closer we get to this event, the more excited I am to see it. But the last week begins with some sombering news as we lose two WWE Hall of Fame Superstars. This week I begin this Byte paying tribute to "The Big Cat" Ernie Ladd and "The Golden Boy" Arnold Skaaland. "THE GOLDEN BOY" ARNOLD SKAALAND (1925-2007) Arnold Skaalland began his career in the late 1950's in Georgia. He would find his success as a WWWF United States Tag Team Champion with Spiros Arion in 1967. His greatest success came as a manager when guided Bob Backlund to the WWE Championship in 1978. It was on December 26, 1983 when Skaaland was apart of controversy when he threw in the towel ending Backlund's reign as Champion. Arnold Skaaland was inducted in the the WWE Hall of Fame in 1994. On March 13, 2007, World Wrestling Entertainment lost one it's most beloved and influential figures in Sports-Entertainment at the age of 82. He i
Sweet Sorrow Of Pain
As I lay here curled up Thinking of a love that once was A smile comes to my lips A tear rolls down my face How I still hear you call out my name The memories are ingrained The voice will always remain Oh the sweet sorrow of pain The look in your eyes Always swept me away The smile on your face With those sweet lips Did you kiss my sorrows away The way you held me So tightly in your arms As no one else has ever done You stole my heart My soul you touched Our souls did touch Entwined they became All the while our hearts danced away All though we may be apart My soul is yours For ever that will remain
Ready For Your Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Tara whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Your love for me.. is held deep within
At Least
At least we had all summer all summer to feel the rains to walk across the beach to skip stones and laugh. At least we had the sunrises all summer to see the sunrises to see the dew upon the grass to listen to the sweet chirrups. At least we had the full moons all summer to watch the full moons and then the crescent waning and then the slivers in the night. At least we had the night talks all summer for the night talks to whisper in the dark about everything to whisper in the dark about nothing. At least we know there's something. All summer to feel there's something. to know there's somewhere large than ourselves to know that in all our insignificance we become significant.
Lazy Saturday.....
Its kinda odd not having anything to do after working 6 days a week 11 hrs a day. Dont get me wrong i'm enjoying it, just feel weird not working. Well i promised my nieces and nephews i'd cookout fer them. Gonna make up some bbq chicken, pork chops and tater logs too. Its such a beautiful day, it would be a shame to spend alot of it inside.I love this time of year, think i got spring fever lol. feeling extra frisky lol.
Adding To My Last Blog Re Usa Troops Killing Uk Troops
would like to add to this... The two US pilots who took out a convoy of UK tanks mistaking them for a flat bed trailer (DURRR) the pilots response... this sucks ... we're in jail now man... Not only were they BOTH not even disciplined, they were BOTH still flying out there prior to the trial here and the cockpit video was hidden for FOUR years by the USA military who told the UK government it didnt exist!! however last week they were both found GUILTY of unlawful killing in a UK trial.... Lets hope this will be the start of the rest of the clusterfucks coming to trial instead of being covered up by so called allied forces.
To Everyone Who Knows Someone Who Rides
AS I repost this I think of how many times I have seen the very looks described here, not because I'm a biker, but because I'm a bit different. I have tattoo's and red hair, five children roaming everywhere. I have animals that scare most, yet they cuddle me with their scales and fur. We are all different in some way. No one ever stops to think that perhaps I'm not just some young whore gone wrong. lol... only two of my five children are biological. Of the fifteen animals we have, only four have been bought, all others were adopted and rescued. I have Never met anyone that rides a motorcycle that I couldn't trust with my life. Perhaps that's because I have never met a rider that is a judgemental ass like most. As you read, please do open your heart as well as your mind... remember that one of these bikers or a "freak" as some have perceived me, may just be the one to save your child's life or your own. Love to all, Patricia (Emerald_Hazard) For all who Know Motorcycle Riders
My Ocd....
LOL Ok I just moved into a house with new light ass beige carpet, and light ass tiles.... I have a new vacuum cleaner that I got for Christmas, LOVE it! My kids say I have an OCD with cleaning the floors! I admit I do it like 2-3 times Well with my luck which is almost always bad, my vacuum died after only 3 short months! :( So you can imagine how I am feeling right now, from sadness, to anxiety about stains on the rug well as the house is gonna look like crap now, cause I'm too broke to fix it or get a new one. The receipt got thrown away by my mom who bought it for she is usually so responsible about things like that *sigh*. Well R.I.P My Maytag Legacy with Cyclonic Filtration for now................ And here's to hoping my luck will change for the good someday!lol I have more rants, but I'll save them for another time!lol Have a good day!;) Lisa~
Then This
If this is beautiful, As crimson on a petal the glint of laughter in the loving eyes the cool rush of streams that head down a divide this is life, rushing upon us seldom time to take a breath. Then this is beautiful. Childhood smiles of late night movies long after the cinema closes the reels play in our heads distant places captivate our dreams and roll them into us. Every shade of life is in this blade of grass whirled between my fingers I make it whistle and it pierces the sky.
Ok Ppl Lets Get Some Shit Str8
New Ride!!!!!!
well i finally gave in after several calls to AAA for car tows or battery jumps on the 3 $500 cars i have and went and bought a NEW CAR!!! Im so excited!Im nearly 40 and have never had a brand new car! Its only got 35 miles on it! Its A 2007 Kia Rio its bright blue and im LOVING it! black with red stiching interior, MP3/cd [player (of course) but what kicks ass the most is the warranty -check this out: lifetime engine warranty 10 yr/100,000 miles bumper to bumper 6 yr/60,000 anti rust corrosion 6 yr/60,000 roadside assistance lifetime oil changes needless to say i just took myself off the AAA! when i get the darn camera to work Ill post some pics! my 16 yr old son got the old 88 honda civic(the most reliable other vehicle i have) Im sooo proud of him - he got a job and his license the same week and is being so responsible- made whos who among high school students and has about 400 different colleges sending him info- only bad news is the insurance on that honda w
true friends are nice that dont talk behind your back true friends stand up for you when you're being pushed to your limit true friends make you feel happy not like your worth crap true friends help through the bad no matter what true friends keep away the people who hurt you just a little to much true stay with you tiil the very end
Told me you loved me with all your heart Promised me we’ll never be apart Called me your first and only sweet heart I was blindly in love wit you Even calling you my man But you thought you could have two Didn’t think I'd ever have a clue Or did you think it wasn’t that big of an issue But I must leave I wish you wouldn’t have deceived me You should have known it would have made me angry But I still dont know would you want to play me After all I gave it to you nightly You said I was your man Now you're saying that you're sorry Telling me that you were just acting silly But I belive that barely I’ve heard better stories Saying that you're gonna miss me dearly I know I'll miss you calling me your sweetie and being cozy But I know tat being with you is risky Now that I know you have a history You like to be flirty, Havin lots of guys
Boo Bear
The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we all do The heart is something that we all fear of braking but do one person that you would never expect to hurt you Does and in the most painful ways and i’m right The heart plays weird, crazy, hurtful games When the heart will let me get close Then I guess ill be okay I hope hope you feel the same If you do then tell me The heart will lead Right
Still I Rise
Adult Joks
ADULT JOKES The nurse was walking down the hospital corridor when her supervisor spotted her. The supervisor couldn't believe it: The nurses hair was unkempt, her dress wrinkled, and to top off her overall dishevelment, one of her breasts was hanging out of the open front of her uniform! "Miss Jennings! How can you account for parading around the hospital not only looking like a derelict, but with your breast exposed!" "Oh," said the nurse, as she stuffed her breast into her uniform, "It's those darn interns! They never put anything back when they're through using it!" ************************************************************** During a lull in the rehearsal the groom and best man, two long time friends and playboys, began to compare conquests. The groom, looking out over the crowd, said to his best man, "You know Bill, except for my wife to be, my two sisters and my mother, I've made love to every woman in this room." To which his friend responded, "Well then, bet
When you rate someone's pics, does it make you feel powerful? Do you get turned on that you can rate someone a '1' or a '10' just at the click of a mouse? If that's you, then you suck; plain and simple. When I'm rating pics and stashes etc., I give it a '10'. Why? For one, I don't like to think about stuff and it's easier to just give a '10'. Also I think it takes some balls for people to put up pics of themselves on a site where you are constantly sized up to what someone considers 'beautiful' or 'sexy'. All I'm saying is just stop being an ass and chill out! This place is supposed to be fun, and hurting people's self-esteem is not what I consider fun, but there are some assholes out there and we can't dispose of them all. But one day...
Wot Is Wrong With Ppl These Days?
so yea. i was in my regular yahoo chat room today with one of my really good friends who i call Ky. not realizing there was another Kyle in the room, i said to Ky "Ky i am bored come entertain me." meaning nothing more then come hang out. Ky and i are very close friends. we have watch eachothers lives fall apart and then helped eachother pcik them back up. anyways. out of the blue some idiot sends me an IM that reads: "Ky and i are really good rineds and i would love to come over there and help him entertain you." so i am like wtf? and I ask Ky in an Im if he knows this twat, which ofcourse he doesnt. so i tell this guy he has the wrong aKy and i dont appricate him comming at me like some chat room skank. i then asked him wot made him think that women liked to be talked to liek that. he then told me i was not his friend and he didnt have to answer me. after that he left. its one thing to banter with ppl you are familiar with. i have loads of friends here and there i talk to and jok wit
I Need To Vent On Last Time. This One Is For Lilly And Fred
Please bear with me.. I have dragged all the b.s. around to long. I am going to say this and nothing more. Something happened to me last week. I know I was suppose to be over talented tongue but he can be convincing. I guess that is why he gets all the women, he does or hurt the women he does. Now I will be the first to admit that I was a total idiot and fool. To believe anything that he said to me.. Well I did. An this is where it got me...Nowhere, but heart- broking and upset..Upset is an understatment..I fell for all of Talented Tongues lies all over again.You'd think I'd learn the first time. But nooooooooo.....Anyways to get to the point of this blog... He told me he loved me , cared and wanted to be with me.. That we were a couple and he wanted me to move to Fairheights,Ill. That he was getting a place for the two of us and Lilly was no longer in the picture. That he supposingly told Melissa,Laura and Lilly that we were a couple. Now I am pretty sure he never
hey would anyone like to surgest a few idea`s for me and photography pics i have a few myself but would love to know what you would like to see that is seductive and in art form etc and not explicit thank you xx
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I am so sick of the "hackers" bulletins. Don't be a noob! Not all hackers are bad. And those bulletins drive me Nuckin Futz! Don't be idiots. Don't give out your passwords. Be secure and grow up! Hackers Unite!
What Kind Of Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test
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Empaths Tools
How can these healing stones help? By holding or wearing a gemstone necklace / stone / bracelet, they can help by dissolving negative emotions and replacing them with positive energy. Aquamarine – helps you adapt to any harsh vibrations in your surroundings – provides understanding of your path and how to adapt to the denseness of the earthly vibrations without losing the “self”. It helps with communication of heart-felt things and when there is difficulty in putting feelings into words. Black Tourmaline – psychic protection (when necessary) – a good stone to carry with you when you are out in crowded areas or if someone is intentionally sending negative energy your way. Acts as a buffer from the physic bombardment. Green Jade – I wear this to give my heart a boost – It is very strengthening - keeps the heart rhythm. I often wear it in a medicine bag over my heart together with a piece of rhodochrosite, especially if I am feeling stressed at work or have a lot to deal with
Just Venting No Need To Read
what a makes a nice guy and why do people think that he wont just snapp and drown his self in beer hopeing his liver gives out and he can die the way he lived drowning in missery. eveyone looks at himm and say theres my patsy. lets see how far we can push him today. hwat makes us finish last. and what the fuck is last cause when i died i'll be remembered for who i helped not for who i screw over. sure i'll have the nice guy title still but i will be mourned and all those guys out there that pretend to be or those that say we finish last they are the one that gave up so they never finished and i win because im the only one in the race. i always get asked dont it make you mad you have to do for eveyone else and then get spit on or treated like your a bum when you need help. i say no cause even though everyone else got people to hang with and places to go the fact that i never lose my happy go lucky look on life. kills them they try to break me down and they get close. but again like it s
I Just Got His And Thougt It Was A Hoot So I'm Sharing!!
A wife was making breakfast of fried eggs for her husband. Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. "Careful," he said. "CAREFUL! Put some more butter! Oh my God! Your cooking too many at once. TOO MANY! Turn them! ...TURN THEM NOW! We need more butter. Oh my God! WHERE are we going to get MORE BUTTER? They're going to stick! Careful....CAREFUL!...I said be CAREFUL! you never listen to me, when your cooking! Never!....Turn them! Hurry up!Are you CRAZY? Have you lost your mind? Don't forget to salt them....You know you always forget to salt them...use the salt...USE THE SALT! THE SALT!" The wife stared at him "What in the world is wrong with you?...You think I don't know how to fry a couple of eggs?" The husband calmly replied, "I just wanted to show you what it feels like when I'm driving" Now that the end of the joke...but wander what the odds were of him...wearing those bloody eggs (smirk)...I think I would be sure to add the salt too!!
Dedicated To My Father
I love you now and forever, for to me there is no end I am sorry Dennis I never called you dad I was scared that I would lose you again now I see you will always be with me not as only my father but also as my guardian You dried my tears took away the fears One more day just to say Hello and I love you not goodbye. You promised that you would never leave and now your so far away. Is there a love so pure as the love we shared father and daughter To close my eyes I see your presence there were no lies only fatherly love how can you say don't cry On the to of your mountain I feel your love shine through the clouds Knowing that your time here was brief yet your memory continues on the path you created. I know its not the same here without you I know that you are in a place with smiles and music. You will be there to meet me for you never left me. When time seemed to be against me, you were there to stop the wind from blowing me over. I woke up one day and you were gone forever yet yo
Out Of The Blue..just Like That..
You know, its amazing sometimes how life works... Only last week i suffered one of the biggest heart breaks that ive ever endured...damn near came close to giving the hell up on every fucking thing. I would never kill myself cuz suicide is for pussys, BUT i did damn near give up on life. I closed my heart off to everyone, every where i looked, there were black clouds...and I clung to them. I was actually at peace with my solitude..... and I still am to a certain extent. I have broken a promise I made to myself last Halloween. On that day, i dedicated it as MY new year. I dont care who still wants to look at dec 31st as new years eve, but halloween is mine....from now to forever. And some of those promises that Ive made to myself are as followed: 1) I wasnt going to jump into anything so serious so fast. ---broke it 2) I wasnt going to tolerate drama and bullshit as much as I endured last year and previous years --almost broke it, im starting to weed things out though
Stupid Bitches
for my first blog i wanna speak on behalf of all the homeboys. If u are or are plan on gettin with one of the homies then know this now the jealousy bullshit towards the homegirls aint gonna last very long. So my advice is get over or get on and quit naggin at the homeboys and 4 the few of the dogs who let this bullshit go on hit me up when ur balls drop cuz right now they seem 2 have sucked up into ur throat. Dont forget bros befores
You Would Think
you would think I would be happy cause a lot of good things are happening too me but I'm not for some reason it just feel like a dream and I can't tell people whats going cause it will cause drama. I sometime wonder why I must walk though hell to get some place better. what did I do so wrong to not being to shout the way I feel about things I should fuck it and just but I can't cause I'm the nice guy sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice?? it is true we do come in last place which is really dumb cause you would think everyone would want us but at last we are dying out. I sometimes think I really truly ment to just be friends with people. There is this one women I like but I can't talk about I have already said too much. what would you do at this point?? let me know what you think cause I don't right it like my life is flipped upside down. I mean what you do if you can't tell people how you feel cause you don't want to lose them??? I just don't know what to do would you stay with some who
Lime In The Coconut
When you dream of the stars or the world turned upside down, when you see the dust behind the door, do your hear your name whispered and no one is to be seen, seek the mirror, or below the earth where realm meets realm and you will find me waiting. Away come away. This great wheel is turning~ The wind is awakened this day for walking on secret lanes known only to our eyes alone. Night falls,the moon calls our hearts leap with the love of the road. Come Away with me
So Close.....
The silent sun that never shines She is the warmth of my lonely heart The motion of a turning wheel Can't you stop it and look around? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... A tiny stone that hides from me Can't you see that I'm just outside? A mountain stream that chills the sea Can't you feel me deep inside? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... When night reveals a star-filled sky I want to hold it in my hands When snowflakes heal the ugly ground Your beauty hides the joy I've found Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... .....Will you see?
My Mom's Cow Had Twin
calves a couple days ago , the mom was black and her babies were soild black and soild brown lol you think the dad was brown? lol.... gotta love the counrty!
What Hurts The Most
What Hurts The Most (2)By Rascal never let someone make a fool of you.. and lie to you..
Cherry Tappers
Cherry Tappers Everyone enjoys the sweetness of a cherry, I am honored to be a cherry tapper here, Many friends and fans here as well as a brand new family. Hugs to All Tappers Kisses to those that want them. So many things to learn in cherry With all the friends and family, I have the help I need with anything. Wonderful thanks to all Sending out love everyone as we all need love in our own ways. Go Cherry Tappers Go Cherries
Wheres All The Love?!?!?!!?
ok ive been looking through my page and i now have over 1,000 friends and about 250 fans. anyone see a problem here??? is it that hard to add me as a fan when you add me as a friend??? i have done that for you. why cant you return the love???? for those of you that are my fans and friends thank you *kisses and hugs*
Its Called A Breakup Because It's Broken.
By now you know what I'm going to say: WHO CARES?! But for those of you who are just dying to know: is he as miserable as you are? Does he miss you? What is he doing? Who is he doing it with? What is he wearing? Does he want to get back together? What are his friends telling him? Is he hooking up with his ex? These are the thoughts that plague you when you can't sleep, can't work, when your falling asleep at work, and when your working at not sleeping. I understand that before you can fully get over it, you may need to indulge yourself with a little "what's he going through" obsession. Here's what you want to hear: "the only reason he hasn't called you is because debilitating sadness has left him lying on the floor of his apartment in a pizza box full of tears. The only activity he has been able to manage is feverishly planning a way to win your heart back. He's sworn off women (except you), booze, and fun because nothings fun without you. He may never smile or laugh again." The only
An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and > >>> approached the > >>> > > desk... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the > >>> Doctor > >>> > > for today?" > >>> > > > >>> > > "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The > >>> receptionist > >>> > > became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded > >>> waiting room > >>> > > and say things like that." > >>> > > > >>> > > "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. > >>> > > > >>> > > The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment > >>> in this > >>> > > room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong > >>> with > >>> > > your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the > >>> Doctor in > >>> > > private." > >>> > > > >>> > > The man replied, "You shouldn't ask people questions in a room > >>> full > >>> > > strangers, if the answer could embarrass anyone. The man walked > >>>
Why Me?
Things have changed so much for me People wanting things I can't be Why don't they see? All I want is to be happy and free. The parentals push me to be all religious But I don't want to be so fictious. Friends pulling me here and there Don't they see it isn't fair? I tried to find peace with things, But those were just short term flings. I'm happy with who I am Why is it that I can't seem to find a man? Could it be they are intimadated by me? Gentlemen wake up and see, I am who I am because of you Many guys thought they could handle, Others took off quick with shirt and sandal, Still some remain as friends Tell me when will it end? Why must i befriend everyone? All I Want is just one. I think I find him and then... Well you know the deal, I've had my fill.
Our Heros
Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...
Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you. Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch. There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.
This Muscle Between My Legs
THIS MUSCLE BETWEEN MY LEGS This muscle between my legs Is good for fertilizing your eggs, But it will never make or break Our love affair. Although it’ll give you great pleasure, And those moments I do treasure, It will never be the main Way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, That sex is just an act, And love is never Anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, When I say my mind is the tool, That I’ll use To make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, It may even last long, But never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, When you say all the other misters, Never took you there, But it ain’t my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, But first and foremost, I love to keep it real You know this is true. Although our physical acts, Bring you the ultimate climax, My mind is the tool, That I’ll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion In a mixed up love potion A combina
New Lounge Open
" I Am A Man"
My heart beats a little slower today... I don't know why: I just want to cry... ... Why won't these feelings just go away? These shadows that life has cast upon me, no longer will I let them beat me down. The insanity of the man behind the mask- no longer laughs at me,In the mirror it is I,- I see; and I laugh in my own face, as I frown. No one and I mean no one good nor evil... shall destroy what faith i have in my heart, for I have found my true self, and where I belong in this sick repulsive world, I know where I end and where I start. I know right from wrong, and the fact that- I have emotions: I can love,I can hate, I do laugh and I do cry... let's me know that I--- "I AM A MAN" and if you are sane enough to hear my words I will tell you what I find truly obsured--- The real insanity lies in those who have to believe in something they can not see; cause' they no longer believe in themselves Insane is those who are lead to fear a hi
How Democrat Are You?
You Are 52% Democrat You aren't a full fledged Democrat yet, but it's likely the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Democrat. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself!How Democrat Are You?
Words Of Wisdom To Live By
Words of wisdom to live by. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. A day without sunshine is like night. >>> >>> 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. >>> >>> 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. >>> >>> 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. >>> >>> 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. >>> >>> 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. >>> >>> 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. >>> >>> 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets >>> the cheese in the trap. >>> >>> 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. >>> >>> 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. >>> >>> 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. >>> >>> 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. >>> >>> 13. How many of you believ
For A Reason
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. Wh
Home Alone
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to.
My Bad Luck, Continued...
My friend's & family know all too well that i have THE worst luck. If it were raining pussies, i'd get hit in the face by a big, fat cock! THAT kinda luck! Well, here we go again. TWO days after i moved here, the supercharger in my '01 locked up. SO, i had to take it off, send it back to vortech to be rebuilt.That cost me $1300. WELL, that means i've had to drive the '72 MACH 1. It needed a new drivers side door handle. I got them in, i bought a pair so theyd' match. SO. there i am in the MACH 1 tuesday, on my way to the place that was gonna install the new one's when a girl in a ford expedition hit's it dead in the ass. my '72 MACH 1, that was all original, now has pretty bad ass end damage & will never be worth half of what it was. So, you will have to pardon me when it starts raining pussies & i stay inside. I hope everybody else is doing great. Have a GREAT WEEK!
I Am Going To Niagara Falls For A Few Days
Going Through Some Thngs,be Here But Not Here
I'm going through a few things, my feelings have been turned inside out and upside down. So trying to take time to get through all the shit. So i'm here but i'm not here. So just hang on and i'll try to get back to myself as soon as I can!!
Cops In Hot Pursuit
Ok so Im chillin at the house grillin out with my dad and Tod havin a few beers and I see the police go by slowly but didnt think too much of it. About 10 minutes later I hear cop sirens and a ninja motorcycle going down the road headed our direction so my thought is oh well they must be chasing this guy, but I wasnt too worryed about it and went on about my business since the cop and the ninja motorcycle has by passed our neighborhood, but 2 minutes later I hear the motorcycle enter our hood at the other end of Ashcroft Dr. along with the cops so Im like oh shit...I get excited we get to see some dumb fuck getting chased by the police while hes doing crazy speeding on his motorcycle which I had a feeling we were going to get to see this fool take a turn and crash. We ran to the back of the house but it was too late to see if he crashed or just hopped off...we go back there to find the bike laying sideways in our neighbors yard that lives behind us and the dude who was driving it takin
THX HEAPS I NEED THE POINTS WOO HOO u do know that i still get points for it if u rate one or ten so basicly if u want to hurt me dont rate them cuz rating them a one just makes me laugh at ur sorry ass ps dont send ur sorry ass friends to my page to downrate me yea i caught the skank or the amount of fake accounts u make it probably U -- just a heads up TWO can play that game fukin ugly hag
Why do all the guys I fall for make me cry? Why can't I fall for the guys that treat me decent? Every guy I have ever cared for, loved felt passion for has broken my heart. Over and over this happens! The first guy who truly broke my heart, was Dana. I was 18 barley out of highschool. I fell for him right away. But dated him for 1 month before I gave him my viginity. After that he quickly lost interest in me. Broke my heart. Ben was my second my first live with boyfriend. 3yrs we were together. I really thought I knew him. Then he cheated on me. Broke my heart. Gerry was my 3rd. My husband the father on my children. I knew when I moved in with him he was not a good person. I knew when I married him he was not going to be a good husband. But he loved me, and was oh so passionate. I loved him with all my heart and people can change right? Ya right! After 6 yrs. I finally left. Course now that we are apart, he suddenly is man of the yr, and some how I am the worhtless one. After that th
The Meeting......
How could this happen??? It couldn't be happening. He touched her deeply. How could they have lived so close to one another and never have crossed paths? Now here she was, 2200 miles from home. She saw him at the local country bar. She had gone there to unwind from the hectic day. She just went for a drink and to listen to some great music. The music was great, it was Nashville. He had smiled at her from across the bar. She was surprised that he would have even looked at her. She was not a beauty in a conventional sense. Her sisters were the beauties in the family. She was just her, nothing more. She smiled back at him. He was walking over to her. "Hi. Enjoying yourself?", he had asked. She replied with a yes and a smile. His blue eyes peircing her soul. "I have never seen you here", he said softly in her ear. Her body responded to that whisper in way she could not have imagined. "No, I am new in town. I thought I would unwind from the day here", she said. He asked where she was
Reality Of Child Abuse
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My Dad
My Dad I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, I remember your kiss, the affection so real, I remember the love that I used to feel, Your presence made me safe, so happy inside, A respect for you that cannot be denied. We were always so close; I had nothing to fear, There was a time I thought you'd always be here, I could face the future, with you at my side, I could openly live with nothing to hide, So long ago, it seems like yesterday, With you in my dreams, my memories stay. The day that you left, tears fell from my eyes, I didn't have a change to tell you goodbye, Yet still I feel you, I know that you see The life I am living, with you guiding me, You gave me strength, built up from my heart, Although you are gone, we are not apart. I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, Your guidance is part of my destiny I thank you for
Treat Others
this is short but sweet always treat people how you want to be treated
Moondance-- Van Morrison
How To Attract A Man
Thia ia a article on website. So men are from Mars. It doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away – Venus, to be exact. What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, you’ll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date! There are plenty of people out there – men and women – who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things: Needed Desired Challenged Funny Smart Interesting Important Powerful If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someone’s spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man: NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they don’t need a man, they end up
Alternative sexuality + disability= one very, very grouchy me. So much shit has gone on since last year, it's not even funny. And it's all has affected/is affecting my sex life. Mike & I stopped going to the local munches when I got sick, before they discovered I needed to have my gall bladder removed. Then our local group disbanded. Finances are always tight around here, and we can't afford to go to Baton Rouge, New Orleans, or Texas to the clubs and groups. And the few lifestylers we knew outside of the group have all either moved, or moved on. Then the hurricanes hit. My mother had already moved in with us by that time, but Katrina & Rita turned what was supposed to be a temporary situation into a full-time one. And though diabetes took much from my mom, it didn't touch her hearing at all. Kinda hard to have sex, let alone scene, in a small house with a mother who's got hearing that most rescue dogs would envy. Not to mention the son-type person. Kinda hard to pack him off
why is it that 1 can be so lonely and 2 can be even lonelier why is it that no matter how many people are around u you still feel all alone why is it that the one you love don't love you but the one that loves you you dont love them why is it when you are single that no one wants to be with you why is it when you are with someone every one wants to be with you why is it that the one you love is to blind to see it why why why why why why why why why why why why
Beauty Is
A Day Of Justice !!
Well tomarrow is the big day, I finally go to court to testify against the man that murdered my husband almost 3 years ago... Can you believe it has taken this long to get a trial started, I was beginning to lose faith in our justice system !!!And the kicker about this hole story is that the man that did this was my own mothers husband, and he has been out on bond for over 2 and a half years now, and for the last year has been living about 10 minutes from my home.. I see him driveing on the roads all the time, I just want to pull in front of him and ... hell I don't know what I would do, I just know it would not be fast, I would make sure he suffered like he has made my entire family suffer !!!! When I was diagnosed with throat cancer , it was so bad that they had to take out my voice box, so now I have to talk with a small machine that makes me sound like a robot, and I am going to be the first called to the stand to testify.. I am so nervous, I know I am going to get up there and jus
van disaster was just the last stop on hellish trip Even with 7 dead and 5 maimed, magazine seller doesn't skip a beat By Meg Kissinger of the Journal Sentinel staff Last Updated: June 4, 1999 Malinda Turvey had enough of small-town life in mid-America. These people, she'd say. These people with their cheap department store clothes, their rusted boats beached on their burned-out front lawns and their little faded paper American flags taped to their front windows - they were going nowhere. She was 18 and craved adventure, glamour, somewhere where they would appreciate her tinted hair and sculpted fingernails. Verona, Wis., where she lived, was deadly dull, especially in the grayness of March. Even the Hardee's closes up most nights before 9 p.m. This is no kind of life for me, she would say. She wanted out. So, when the ad in the local newspaper last March promised big money and a chance to see the world, Malinda dropped everything and dialed the number. She could s
2-3 pound loss.. not much but it is a start..
Be Brave When Let Down
I don't understand what happened to us Or why you have turned away. Of course you are free to do as you like, But first I have something to say. To me it had seemed we could go on forever, So close were our hearts, and at ease, So much did we share, yet the words never faltered, So I thought as time did as it pleased. Whatever I did that has made you unhappy, Or am that is not to your taste, Or would be were I to return to your graces, Or won't be if I am replaced: I want you to know that your friendship is something I treasure, and would not now end. If you would be willing to turn to embrace me, You'd find in me still a good friend.
i put some new privite pic on my page for mf friends and none of them looked at them and comented :{
Hiding Behind The Mask
The net is an interesting place to witness human nature. Are we what we claim to be or are we hiding behind a mask, being only want we want to be. Allowing people only seeing what we want them to see. Replacing something that is missing in real life, trying to find it here. It seems some feel they can be, do or say anything with out regrets, that we are only pixels of their imagination, forgetting that there is a real person on the other side of the monitor. I sit here at time in amazement of things I have witness, you think after all these years of chatting things would not amaze me but they do. But realizing for some this is just a fantasy world, a place for them to escape their reality. But for others this is their reality, out there in real is just a fantasy of what they wish it could be, but have gotten so caught up in here that real has now become nothing more than a fantasy. I have had those that have tried to drag me into their delusional world. Which I refuse to do. I gu
Signs Of Bluebonnet Spring!!
Coming home from Church this morning, I have seen signs of bluebonnets and indian paintbrushes in bloom along Bee Caves Rd, Hwy 71, and FM 620! Hooray!! Each Spring, I make it a yearly ritual to go driving aimlessly in the countryside to find the best field of bluebonnets to photograph and/or best bluebonnet pose/picture period. The last few years have been extremely disappointing in the quality of the bloom, as well as its abundance. Since they are coming up vibrant in color already, it is a good sign that they are indeed going to plentiful and colorful since we had a great cold spell this winter. Hooray!! I am soooo excited. The tentative date I have set is for my birthday, April 13th. I know. It is on a Friday, but did you know that anyone that is born on the 13th, the superstitions run opposite that they do for most people??? ;) More details later….and perhaps a page full of flowers that I take this Spring. :D As also posted on my iWIM website!!
I Miss You All!
I want to let you all know I miss the hell out of ya!! I am not ignoring anyone, I just unfortunately have been working alot of hours. I will be around on Thursday night if all goes according to plan. But know I'm not ignoring anyone!! muah!
Walk Away From Me And My Life
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been
Sexxii Older Man
RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP Rubia's Sexxii Older Male Contest THE CONTEST ENDIN SUNDAY AT 12PM EST Winning Prizes: 1st-Rolex 2nd-Mens ring 3rd-Mens bracklet Contestants and Voters can comment bomb theirself. Please no fake accounts or bots. (repost of original by 'TheRH ( Ladies Suductive Look Contest-Now Open)' on '2007-03-25 10:38:48')
Working On A Site
I will be working on creating my web site for the next few days. I finally found a web site builder that seems easy enough to use, even for an erotic author (and I need it simple too). I hope you will like it when I finally launch it. It may take awhile to get it finished as I am rather slow when it comes to technical stuff. I will have free erotic stories on the site as well as my LONG erotic ebooks that I will be writing. The ebooks will be for sale. Have a terrific Sunday. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage
Lake Of Fire, Desire
Damn the hearts that appeal our souls The unfortunate timing of need For no words can fix or seal the holes Of our hunger that wants and needs to feed But the flame in between can't be denied If not thru our muted plea With one desire of two combined I yearn for you silently In my dreams I feel your heated embrace Recalling each move you made And we've danced to love's rhythm with grace Feeling the passion that just won't fade I thrive for each stolen kiss we share For the bold, daredevil's whip An intensified ardor of a secret affair With the flame our bodies equip You savor my taste and I drown in lust's lake A place you have created for me And i post these words of love for you Tara For all of the world to see....
Love...part 1
Love.....part 2
Portugal Vs Belgium (euro 2008 Qualification)
Oh boyyyyyyyyy Jeff Gordon got upset with Matt Kenseth!! Matt got a little too friendly with Jeff's backend!! LOl crash!! oops
Take The Quiz - What Type Do You??
Challenging you all to take this quiz and let me know! Here's mine: What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace
A Gift From God :)
I have a 5 yr old daughter who is my best friend and the best gift I have ever received. I found out when I was 3 months pregnant with her that she had Down syndrome. My doctor offered me the option of terminating the pregnancy. I know he was just doing what he had to as a doctor but I didn't even have to think about it. That definitely was NOT an option as far as I was concerned. He told me about all the possible health problems she might have and that she might not ever have a "normal" life. But I refused to believe that. The way I saw it was God gave her to me the way she was for a reason. And who am I to argue with Him? I accepted His wonderful gift and to this day have never once regretted my decision. Now, I'm not saying that there haven't been some really rough times, especially during the first 2 years of her life. But, we got through those rough times together. She's very loving and has a very strong will to learn everything she possibly can. It's because of her that I have le
Daddy Will Be Gone
Daddy is taking some time away.....
Its An Ever Growing List
^ dunno,dont care,obviously a fat ass stalker. ^strech marked staker ^mizz piggy ^ dude with herpies ^ holly the one that gave the dude herpies ^ fake mizz piggy account ^mizz piggys family pigette ^ mizz piggys fat ass momma ^pigettes mother and dont forget the numberous accounts they all get to rate me 1s.WOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOO!
Mon Cher (poem)
i was lost and lonely waiting for someone to find me then you took me out of the cold into yourself to the warmth of your arms your love rules my heart like a precious jewel in the world i'm lovesick, mon cher.... hold me now join me to yourself you are the love that completes me i want to spend my life loving you come, let's ride the night let's touch the sky let's soar like eagles and kiss the moonlight 'cos many waters cannot quench love neither can floods drown it you are the smile that never fades the bliss that never wanes the light that shines in my darkness welcome me close to yourheart make us one UNBREAKABLE we will remain
Pissed Off
I just quit my job. I am so sick of smartass bitches that lie. And I hope her ass hole grows together! You do NOT FUCK WITH my money......or say I said something I didn't. If I want to say something I will fuckin' say it to your damn face...and if ya can't deal with it.....too get one free lick in....and then it is your ass...I hope somebody is there to pick your ass up. Sorry I just needed to vent.I'm tempted to call the church she goes to and tell them what a real fine lady they have going to there church...but then will come back to her....So.........I need to calm down and let life kick her ass.
A Quick Note On Downraters
A Single Man's Events
Most of the time when march comes along, you get nice days like this. Really warm outside so I take a little walk. It helps me not think of anything bad. Just about the next step I take and where to go. I think about stuff that makes me smile. Like the Hoyas trying to go to the Final Four. Than I think about how much women hate sports. that is definitely something women can't watch. its like weird. Anyways, I think they were up by a lot during the first half but it doesn't look too good. We have much more experience i think than Carolina. I wore a sweater outside cause it was chilly. especially when you walk under the trees in the shade. than in the sun it was like 10 degrees warmer. very weird how that works out but the sun feels real good. I got a lil sweat going. I walk about 2 miles all together. Up towards the Mall on the Pike than back through the park to my house. Its a nice lil walk and i wish i had company when i went. Its one of those walks that you
That Could Have Been Bad!
So I just ran out to 7 11 to get a slurpee, I was craving one. Well I am wearing my yellow warm up pants (the pair in which I am wearing in my Twister pic if need a reference) that button up the sides. Well when getting out of my mustang, the 4 buttons near my waist snagges and unsnapped! Now, usually I am wearing my board shorts under them, but had taken them off earlier. Well, Mr Wiggles got to see the parking lot of the store, thank God no one was to the left of my car, or that would have been bad. OK, just wanted to share my near indecent exposure moment!
Before He Cheats
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A Friend - Something To Think About!
Sometimes in life, you'll find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you see that your life has great potential; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. Someone that is special in every person's life who just seems to make everything better- the sun warmer, the grass greener, the sky bluer - all because of that certain wonderful individual.... Yes, the whole world just seems better whenver that person's around......... ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ I GUESS YOU'RE DAMN LUCKY TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE ME !!
A New Breed
The power of the Ancients The knowledge of the times The compassion to care The fairness to judge The power to protect The ability to rule The control of self The power to love The power to heal Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar
An Old Irish Blessing
May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good and faithful friends be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!
Evil Laughter
Shining Through The Tears
It's easy to be pleasant when life flows by like a song. But the man worth while is the one who can smile When everything goes dead wrong. For the test of the heart is trouble and it always comes with years. And the smile that is worth the praises of earth Is the smile that shines through the tears.
The guys were all at fishing camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. > > > The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." > > > The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. > > > They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night." > > > The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. > > > They couldn't believe it! They s
The Winners Are,,,,,,,,
I got a toshiba laptop for sale. Only a year old. Awesome =] If anyones interested message me!
Guess Who Is Here!!
John Kevin 6 lbs 4 ounces 19 1/2 inches long Both Mother and baby are well.
I Asked...........................
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Hello everyone! Well, we finally did it! We got another dog after 9 months or so without one. Her name is Starla, she is a 1 1/2 year old Black Lab mix. She is very active and loves to be outside or with me and the kids. She has some bad habits we are going to try and break her off. Like chasing cats and our neighbors' cows. She is also very loving. She sleeps in the kids' room at night. Sometimes on their floor or in their beds. During the day she likes to take her naps anywhere she feels comfortable sometimes the kitchen floor sometimes the living room floor. It took her a couple of days but she will play with her toys on her own. We think she has buried her "squeaky" bones somewhere in the house. Probably a closet or in the laundry room! LOL. Overall she is a really great dog! I'll try to get some pictures of her up here soon. We got her from the Humane Society last Tuesday afternoon. I wasn't planning on coming home with a dog that day it just sort of worked out th
New Stash Items
I added 10 more poems to my stash, come by, read, rate, enjoy and comment.
This Weekend..
My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend..... I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"... I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making.... And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything....To say he is special is to down play the whole thing.....I haven't met anyone that I have felt such a connection with so quickly (aside from my "sire" but that was for a different reason all together) It's like someone put all the pieces of what I want into one wonderful package & said "Well here ya go"....I'm freaked by it but everything happens for a reason & if anything meeting him has shown me that ho
Break Me Shake Me
I never thought Id change my Opinion again But you moved me in a way that ive Never known You moved me in a way that ive Never known But straight away you just moved Into position again You abused me in a way that ive Never known You abused me in a way that ive Never known Chorus So break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone Just break me shake me hate me Take me over When the madness stops then you Will be alone So youre the kind who deals with the Games in the mind Well you confuse me in a way that Ive never known You confuse me in a way that ive Never known Chorus She says I can help you but what Do you say But its not free baby youll have To pay You just keep me contemplating that Your soul is slowly fading God dont you know that I live with a ton Of regret cause I used to move you in a way that Youve never known But then I accused you in a way that Youve never known But you hurt me in a w
Who Are You?
Who are you? Words are told to me you love me I wonder do you really do Personally I don't love you We met in a time when I was doing my thing I was just trying to find my way You came along with your loving For a while you had me mesmerized Just from a simple observation I figured you not material to be mine Your priorities not in the right direction With evaluation of myself I realize you not what I need I did not tell you before It was hard when taken over by lust You being infatuated with my lovemaking For me it was just good sex But you wanted more We was friends before this came about I wish it could go back We were better off without sex involved Now things complicated You don't want to speak to me now Ask me to be your lady The truth is you not the kind of man I need or want We not meant for each other Wonders on the regrets of what we done Mixing friends and lovers together The result of you falling for me You being to
Aint No Miami Ink (recycled Myspace Blog)
People tell me all the time,"I'd love to have your job!!!" and although I LOVE my job and wouldn't trade it for any other, (at this point in my life) the one thing a lot of those people don't realize is that tattoo shop life isn't like it is on Miami Ink. It might be if I could condense and edit my (close to) 60 hours a week that I spend there to a 42 minute show !! There is a lot you will never see on Miami Ink. Miami Ink won't show you the crack-head wandering in off the street to try and sell some stolen "Best of Twisted Sister" Cd and other useless stolen crap ( so he can go and by crack of course). They won't show you the guy that gets a tattoo, then passes out, and shits his pants. They won't show you the guy who THINKS he's "heavy" or CRAZY enough to walk into a shop and try to intimidate the staff and clients to the extreme point of getting violent and/or uttering death threats. These are just some of the things you don't see on TV, There's probably thousands or more "blogs-
When life gives you lemons you're supposed to make lemonade right? So where do you get the sugar?
What's The Benefit Of Rating & Commenting On Nfsw?
When I joined CherryTap (previously known as LostCherry), ALL pics no matter how racy or x-rated the pic was, when rated or commented to it was given points. Now, with the new policy of NSFW (Not Safe For Work) that has been in effect for a few months, NO pic that is NSFW receives point for the person who has the pics or the person who rates and/comment on it. The older members were able to level FAST when the old method was used that there were NO such thing as NSFW. Well, they gained their status, but for the others, those pics are now considered NSFW and no longer able to be considered as a way to earn points to the next level. So, having NSFW pics on your profile or pic folder is useless since you don't gain any points from rating or commenting on it. Now, I do rate them 10, but to comment, it has gotten to a point that unless it is worth saying anything I will, but NOT to naked, nude or X-rated photos. The other pics that are not tagged NSFW, I will comment to. This NSFW just k
"silly World"
Anyone that knows me knows I love my metal music... Slipknot in particular, but what attracts me to the music is the meaning and the emotion of the music. Dumb shit like BuckCherry is just nonsense strummed together like some jackhandy bullshit. Real talent lies in the ability to create something real inside the music and the ability to describe something that might otherwise be untenable; to create a feeling and an emotion with words and music arranged in a way that when you hear it you know..."Yeah...that's the way it is, or the way it should be..." Yeah, I know this isn't SlipKnot, but the same guy you see fronting "THE NINE"...good ole #8 has a side-gig...Cory Taylor actually had Stone Sour before he joined SlipKnot, but that's another It's his lyrics and his musical vision that I'm tuned to...there are few in the metal world that can combine the raw power of the music with true vision and meaning...Cory Taylor is one of that tribe... I chose "Silly World"
I Want...the Picket Fence
The house, the dog(got that), the husband, the kids, the works. *sigh*
Chasig Dreams
chasing dreams can be a game chasing dream can be a chore chasing dreams can be part of ones life but dont let your dreams dreams slip away from you hold on to them as long as you can if it was meant to be it will be yours if it wasnt meant to be let it go if it comesback it will be yours til you say its time to let go my way of chasing dreams
How My Life Is Like Ass
Life is all about are either kicking it~~~busting it~~~ laughing it off~~~or kissing it!!!
How Is Sex And Air Alike
America is often called the "Melting Pot." Little did people know when this phrase was coined that there would be a melting of races, sexes and religion. There are those born of parents of different races, but melted isn't an option on applications. When asked about sex - yes, no, not enough or preference isn't asked! If gender is being asked, why not ask gender instead of sex? You may be thinking, "Where the fuck are you going with this?" Well, I don't really know. It was just a thought. Have you ever noticed how all religions have some similarities? It is sort of like when my dad use to cook stew; he would take all kinds of left overs and cook together and POW - there was some delicious stew! Just a thought, but maybe this is how we should view the "Melting Pot." Yes, the green beans and pot roast were good yesterday, and yes, those baby butter beans were good too. But now, throw them all together, some canned tomatoes from last year's harvest, some spices and you hav
What a fuckin week...I have been so busy Im sorry for not talkin as much...just got over the flu and I had to book ass to hurry up and get the casa looks pretty damn good.....givin a shout out to my special girl :)
The History Of The Middle Finger Well,'s something I never knew before, and now that I know it,I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say
Forrest Gump Goes To Heaven
FORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the q
Thriving Ivory
Bar Fantasy
You sat alone at the bar waiting for me. You were nursing your first drink because you didn’t want to start without me, but I was late. You had chosen the spot at the far end of the bar where the lights were dim and no one needed to walk behind you, as I had instructed you. I had come in through the back and slipped up behind you. You were wearing your white, very low cut peasant blouse and your green and white semi-transparent skirt. As a surprise for me, you were wearing the crotchless butterfly panties and the cutout bra. In the light of the bar, your nipples were very visible, and awareness of this fact kept them erect. You were lost in thought when you felt hands on your shoulders. You started to turn and you heard me say, “Don’t turn around. Look straight ahead and don’t make a sound.” You put your hands on either side of your glass and focused on the bottles behind the bar. My hands moved your hair away from your neck as I leaned forward to kiss the nape. I trailed my t
I'm Gonna Love You Forever
As long as you love me, I'll stay by your side, I'll be your companion, Your friend and your guide. As long as you love me, As long as you care, I'll do anything for you, I'll go anywhere. I'll bring you the sunshine, I'll comfort your fears, I'll gather up rainbows, To chase all your tears. As long as forever, My love will be true, For as long as you love me, I'll only love you!
Our Love Till The Begining Again (poem)
I want you in my loving arms As you want me in our loving arms too For when we will meet our love will never end As the passions will never fade away It will be burning for all of time As we will never have a bitter time in our hearts we will all ways be wanting each other as time goes by just as we come to our ending life’s we only say we love each other and we will never say good bye and only I love you Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich
Jim Carey What Is Love Snl Funny
I have websites on these sites and also blogs and some pictures
Epic 1
So I should be asleep , but alas I am a insomniac. That and my father passed away about 2 weeks ago. I stay at home cause I was taking care of my father. Its hard to come to grips when a member of the faimly dies . Real hard I mean everyone says theyre prepared but how can you really be ? You cant not when you see someone you admired and someone you took care of laying dead in bed . And wonder just what they were thinking before they passed . The memory's good or bad never leave . We dident always have the best relashionship , he near the end made his peace with me . And I think he relized just how much I did care about him . He was my hero when really I dont look up to much in this world. Well mabye sponge bob -Laughs- No seriously he was a hero. He faught in 2 wars never hurt a civillian yet was a gangster too . 73 well almost 73 you think man thats old. But really it isent , but then the life the man lived would make a 10 year old become 40 . I miss you ....but no
The Chinese Zodiac -my Sign
THE DOG Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nature. Dogs are tolerant of their friends. Before they approve of you, the friendship must de
A Quick One...posted Days Ago On My Space
Thought I would write a quick blog. In less than a month I turn 29 years old. The year went by so quickly. To be honest thinking about it has me a bit depressed. This will be the second year in a row that I havent gotten to spend my birthday with my best friend Linda. Also I look at it and wish it is on a day other than bloody Sunday so I can actually go to the bar and have fun. I may celeberate it all weekend though. SO when it comes about...whoever is around me if they wish to join..just ask where and when. Also...for those who might ask me what I want for my be honest...I really dont know. I have a few things in mind, but knowing my Bday falls so into the month...I dont expect much. But if you ask...I am sure I will come up with something..or just suprise me..I dont care. LOL. 29!!! Damn I am getting old!! LMAO!! I know Slapnuts....I am old!! Anyways..enough with the wasteless bullshit...I am off to bed. I have alot of My Space stuff to do tomorrow. Thats if they can get t
Near Death Experiences
Have any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and
Maybe Ppl R Rite
maybe ppl r rite maybe i am just a mistake why cant i dispaer why do i fall in love just to get hurt all cuz im just a mistake
Losing Faith
I'm Layin It All Out Current mood: disappointed I'm not one to usually do this goes. My bad side....I'm brutal, cutting, sarcastic to a fault. I'm cruel, self-depricating, obsessive. I'm self-conscious, self-aware, self-loathing. I'm cold, hateful, brooding. I'm depressive, weak, ocassionally spineless. I have little tolerance, little pity, little compassion. I'm not a sheep, a doormat, a lemming. I refuse to be your bitch, whipping boy, scapegoat. My good side...I'm patient, loyal, trustworthy. I'm witty, charming, silly. I'm laughing, smiling, joking. I'm tolerant, compassionate, considerate. I always have an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, and a backbone for venting. I will always be your friend, be there, love you. This is me will never change
Fucking Jealous Skanks
So this morning I wake and do my usual things..go pee, feed the cat, make coffee, check my email blah blah blah...then I check CT for messages and what do I get greeted with? A bunch of "1" ratings. I have an inkling as to who it is based on the recent viewers to my profile. All I can say to this person is..thanks for hating me. Cuz when you hate me it means you're thinking about me and that gives me warm fuzzies. Truly it does.
OK for those that didnt know... I spent damn near all weeklend in the Frikin Hospital due to some long ass medical term that means my gallbladder went bad.... Sorry if I seem a bit irritated right now....I AM. I havnt had a smoke since last thursday and I realllly want one. Any way I had the stupid Gall Bladder thing removed and then I got a fever and nausea. What a lovely combination that is.... I just wanted to let those that don't reead bulletins know that I am at homne now and with any luck and lots of VICODIN I should be back to Irritating everyone in my specail WNP way soon. Laterz ALL David AKA work_in_progress33
Oky Doky Then
if ive missed anyone please shout me an so everyone knows i have a hater so b warned if they approach u
Cherry Train!!
Don't forget to ride the Cherry Train!! Lots of friends to make there!! Hugs..Laurie
Sad Day
I’m sad, today is kindergarten registration day. My baby is growing up too fast.
ladies its very simple. its like this you know when a man is playing a game with you when the man tells you he loves you within the first week of talking to you. its only a game. he more than most likely has a g/f or a wife and hes just playing you for a fool and making both of you look foolish. Men you know a woman is playing a game or very desperate for a man if she starts telling you she loves you within the first week specialy when she tells you this the first day or 2 that you talk to her. not everyone has the chance to really meet the one they are supposed to be with as I have my baby. he knows how special he is to me. he knows he is my soulmate. he knows i write about him all the time so i dont have to worry about having a man to play games on me. My baby is just that type of man to tell me the truth. anyway ppl please beware of games that way you dont get hurt by I love you MY Wolf
The Weekend...
Just stuff from the weekend to ramble on about. If you talked to me over the weekend you know I wasn't having a great one. I hate weekends without my son. Friday evening I was taking a walk. A guy was walking 3 dogs, and not controlling them very well, which left no room on the sidewalk for me as he passed by, so I stepped down to the road. Wouldn't you know I stepped right on the edge of a small pothole and therewent my ankle again.. rolled right over. It swelled up, hurt like um.. you know. So I iced it, wrapped it and kept it elevated. The Dr warned I would have troubles like this after the injury in the fall. The swelling is down but it still hurts. Recorded a Pokemon movie for David Friday night too. He didn't ask me to, but I figured he would want it since he wasn't home. When I called him Sat morning he immediately asked if I taped "it". I played dumb for awhile asking what "it" was.. until he could finally tell me. He asked me last night if I had watched it ye
Love You Best
LOVE YOU BEST By:Allen :) ( love ya baby!!) Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold . Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best.
For You....
Have 2 today. One for an advertising place at 11:15 At 5 one for flight attendant
Love's Pledge
By: Allen (thank u honey :) ) I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart
Five reasons not to be a penis: 1. -------- You're bald your whole life. 2. -------- You have a hole in your head. 3. -------- Your neighbors are nuts. 4. -------- The guy behind you is an ass hole and... 5. -------- Every time you get excited, you throw up and then faint.
Kind Of In A Daze
I had an amazing weekend, I got to see some old friends and meet some new ones. I also got to spend a ton of time with my daughter which her and I both needed. I finally got to be me again. I got to play with my daughter, split firewood, stack firewood, run around on my fourwheeler, and watch a thunderstorm. It is going to be a busy day today but I think I am prepared for anything life can throw at me.
Sometimes, I need to quit getting in my way. My own mind, my thought processes. They hinder me from obtaining my goal of being GODLIKEDOGLIKE. I know I can do whatever I want. I may not have the looks but I do have the mind. I can do whatever I want. I can be a God. I just need to get out of the way of my own evolution. I was almost there, but it was such an uncommon thing for me, I stepped in my way and sabotaged the whole damned thing. I did it, I fucked it up. But no more. NO MORE! No more shall I sabotage myself, no more shall I keep myself unhappy and from attaining my goals. No twelve ways around it, I can reach it. I can be there, at the top. I am better than this. I am better than most of them. No more fucking around, folks. This is the Beginning.
Much Love To You All.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Rectum Stretcher!
Rectum Stretcher: While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge." Ticket -----------------------$95
For The Lovers
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My Best Friend
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Are We There Yet?!
Is the weekend here yet? I need Friday to be here. I'm dying to see Greeley Estates again! They were amazing last night. Good part about being in the front is making eye contact with Ryan 75000 times while he was singing. I think the best part for me was when they were playing "Through Waiting". He came to our side of the stage and looked me dead in the eye and we sang this part to each other: I'll wait, I'll wait, I'll wait for you Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait) I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you) Tonight is the last night I'll wait for you (I'll wait, I'll wait) I'll wait for you (I'll wait for you) I'm falling back to you After all that we've been... been through! That was awesome. I'm surprised I didn't freeze up and just stare at him, but that was a cool moment. Not to mention he's very funny and nice as hell. =) Then Sunday we shall take back sunday with. that's right Taking Back Sunday and Underoath. Hell yeah!
What I Really Wanted....
So anyway yeah, Halifax didn't have any hoodies that terribly impressed me. What I really wanted Saturday was an Aiden hoodie but of course they fucking ran out. I did get to meet Wil though which is also what I really wanted to do. I didn't think that was going to happen cause at the table they wouldn't let you take pictures with them, but we hung out and waited for them to get up and of course we charged. Wil = fucking hotness. Like I mean it's a sin to look like that. And he's a lot taller than I thought. I missed Saosin and Senses Fail waiting for him but it was worth it. =)
80 Years Of Life
On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family For this, I will give you a life span of sixty Years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. H
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Free From You
Free From You By: Evil Midnite (Me) Twice, my heart was broken. Many nights I have cried and it still fells like I have died. Slowly I have healed My tears and heartache has stilled I have gotten over you The is a part of me that will always love you, its true. But honestly, you was never there when I needed you the most. All you did was deny that I was your girlfriend and that hurt To your "female friends" you would always boast Never stopping to think that you really did treat me like dirt I'm honestly free from you and I'm sorta glad But still I sorta regret leaving If you don't remember, you have hurt me bad You will regret for I was the best you ever had Lets see you cry now For never again will I take you back, this I vow Yes you are never going to do me like that ever again For I'm never treading down that road ever again.
Exciting News....and I Definitely Needed To Hear Something Good For A Change
Hey Everyone, I've been feeling pretty down, but last night got some great news and want to share it with you. A couple of friends of mine are in an up and coming band....they totally ROCK....and last night they took me out to let me know that MTV 2 contacted them so they're gonna be working on a video....already doing some new songs. They opened the LA music awards in November....and they just keep moving up...faster and more amazing all the time. They are definitely worth checking out. Here's their page Tell them Chantal sent ya....and keep on eye out...because they'll be redoing their webpage....and you-know-who will be modeling their tank tops. You can also read the first interview I did with them....and another will be coming up soon!!!! Take care!!!!
Not Sure Bout This
As I slip onto the seat the tingling of vibrations beneth my feat I ease out on to the road To head to places unforld The world passes by beneath my wings My mind wanders on many thing The post on the fence with wire so tight Just seems to be there feeling right The wind flases thru my hair And in this world I have no care The day is long the sun is hot As I slip off in to dreams the wind calls me
Guys Seriously.
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Ladies Over 40
Andy Rooney's View of Women Over 40 Andy says... "As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: An over 40 woman will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If an over 40 women doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And it's usually something more interesting. An over 40 woman knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants, and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a darn what you might think about her or what she's doing. An over 40 woman usually has had her fill of "meaningful relationships" and commitment." The last thing she wants in her life is another dopey, clingy, whiny, dependent lover. Over 40 women are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you d
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Ppl Not Talkin
i hate it when u try 2 talk 2 ppl and they dont talk back if u r not on the comp set it 2 say some thing so ppl know u r not there but it just pisses me off when u try 2 talk 2 mother fuckers and they dont talk back
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My Promise
My promise is to my youngest son, though he is not old enough to read this. I feel I must put it somewhere that I can look at it, be reminded of it and draw strength from it. I promise you lil man that I will not stand by and just allow you to be hurt more than you already have. I promise not to ever belittle the people you love, just to try and prove Im something more than what I am. I promise that no matter what you and your brother will always be my number 1 priority. I promise that you will always feel loved and happy that you will have all of the care you need and deserve. I promise not to use you as a pawn in my own personal little vendettas. I brought you into this world because I believed that you would have a wonderful life. Im sorry that the people in your life can only fight and argue. You deserve more than that. Dont worry lil guy, Mommy is not going to give up, or give in.
Trip To The Beach
We decided to take a walk to the beach.........the moon lit the night sky as we made our way toward the water walking hand in hand......the gentle breeze brushed our faces, the waves were crashing onto the shore. What a perfect night for a walk to the beach. We strolled down the sand looking for a perfect spot to just sit and enjoy each other's company. I felt the tug of my hand, you directing me over to a spot where a few big rocks were on the shore. You spread out the blanket and sat down and I planted myself comfortably between your back pressed into your chest. Your arms quickly swung around me to pull me closer to you. We sat in silence for a while just listening to the waves crash in front of us. I loved these moments of silence we share, nothing needs to be said.....even in silence we both know what the other is thinking. I felt your hand make it's way under my tank......first gently brushing my nipple through my I sunk a little further into your chest
My Vampire Experience #2
My Vampire Experience #2 After I made my prey cum all over my hand….my teeth plunged deep into her flesh again wanting to taste her sweet nectur. The sweetness of the wine that flowed from her body made me have an intoxicated affect throughout my body. I released her flesh from my mouth as my tongue licked over all the bites again wanting more of her sweet blood. I then whispered in her ear, “ I want you to suck my cock”….she turned around and took my hard throbbing cock into her mouth. She sucked and licked with a hunger I never have seen my my prey before. She would suck in the head and go all the down my hard cock gagging on it. She was like a wild animal. She started to suck it slow but her mouth kept moving faster and faster…..she was gagging more on it. I could feel it growing inside her mouth. Her mouth was so warm and wet. Her left hand squeezed the base of my cock as she went up and own on it with her mouth. I was clawing at her back…..digging my nails deep into back and r
You Know You're A Redneck....
Yes, the new one is out! Brand new edition of... "You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program.
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; my legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; to lie quietly in your arms like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe.... you can always make me wet.
42 Questions (want To Know All About U)lol Muahhs
42 questions 1. Your name plus "ness"? 2. Two feelings at the moment? 3. What are you listening to right now? 4. Done anything you regret so far this week? 5. Describe where you are right now? 6. The highlight of your week? 7. What are you craving to have right now? 8. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with? 9. What is your biggest fear? 10. Last movie you watched? 11.Gone running in the past 24 hours? 12. What is your heritage? 13. Are you thinking of someone right now? 14. Britney Spears is a whore. Agree or disagree? 15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer? 16.Have you changed much this year? 17. Say something about the person who posted this before you: 18. If you became retarded would you live, or die? 19. Hug or kiss? 20. Say one of your friends and an inside joke with them. 21. How many homes have you lived in? 22. What food did you eat last night? 23. Who was the last person to text me
One Night Stands
i Use to be a fan of the one night stand. There were no emotions, you both knew what was going to happen after the sex, no I'll call you later, so I would wait for that call. Just pure lust, human needs being filled, I learned how to fuck like a man. I learned that you can have sex without commitment. I had a period of six months were I lived for these one night stands. The one man I always wanted one with I never had, until recently. I am so glad I had to wait almost 7 years to be under his power and control. I thought he would be another one night stand until I started talking to him, he would talk and hold up his end of the conversation. He almost lingers on my words. He listens with this content way of getting to know me again that it makes me want him even more. I try to remember everythign that he tells me. I try so hard to push all the useless information I have stored up in my brain to fit what he tells me. He calls me baby, and babe and it makes me feel alive. He
A Tornado Hit My Birth Home
A tornado hit my birth home. I was born in clovis new mexico it was a #5 tornado which is about as big as they can get.but i got off lucky the family that i stell have living there are ok and that is good for me. but we need to say a pray for the people that did get hurt our lost family there and my god be with them all....and if you did not read my frist blog this to let you know that i am mixed. with black/mexican/indina/white/and french/from Tony littlebear Sanchez
Happy Hour is on me! Muah!
10 Interesting Facts!
1.Midgets and dwarfs almost always have normal sized children. 2.Eggplants aren`t vegtables they`re really fruits. 3.When the University of Nebraska Cornhuskers play football at home, the stadium becomes the state's third largest city. 4.Only one book has been distributed in more copies then the Bible; The IKEA catalog. 5.Pringles light potato chips may not be labled either “Light” or “Potato Chips” per US FDA regulations. 6.It is illegal to purchase or consume Jack Daniel's Whiskey in the town in which it is produced! 7.You can start a fire with ice. 8.Real diamonds can be made from peanut butter! 9.The inventor of Vaseline ate a spoonful of the stuff every morning! 10.McDonald's salads contain up to 60% more fat than their burgers!
Help Me Level Up?
i can't add any more pics till i level up....if you haven't already would how bout comment and rating me.... thanks hugs and kisses....bec
Crystal Meth
I saw this on the bulletns so I copy'd it to my blog because I know first hand what crystal meth can do to a family because my husband of 2years more less died due to meth...he got a tooth infection and the poison ran thu hes body and being he had done so much meth hes body couldnt fight the infection...which ran to hes brain n he slipped into a coma and on Dec 21st of 2005 doctors told us he would neva wake up so we had to pull hes life support.Second cause of death was IV drug abuse..So ya reading this really hit home with me...and I really never share nothing bout my life but this one thing I thought I would share... Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just d
The Closet Chubby Chaser!
The Closet Chubby Chaser! There's always one in the crowd, an In the Closet Chubby Chaser. He watches as you enter the room. He pretends to be staring at your skinny friend but he is actually looking at you, Big Girl. He licks his lips while he stares at your thick legs, plump bottom and round face. He wants to talk to you, yet he will not. He is afraid of what his friends will think of him. What does he do? There's always one in the crowd, an In the Closet Chubby Chaser. He watches you on the dance floor, shakin' what ya mama gave ya! He wants to grind you from behind. He wants to 'tap that ass!' He'll watch all you night, yet he won't come over. Why? There's always one in the crowd, an In the Closet Chubby Chaser. He fantasizes about making love to you. He wants to suck your big breasts and feel your love handles. He wants to grab your big ass while you ride him, yet it will never happen 'cause he's too damn scared! Why you are so afraid, closet man
I dont even really know how to say what I am feeling anymore. Maybe "always fucking second best" is the best way to describe it? Hell I dont know. I am pretty much just ready to give up on everything but my children. I am fucking done not being not being good enough. Yeah, being told I am something special, but then I guess that just means I am speical enough to just be a FUCK TOY!BLAH!!! Alright enough of this shit...just read the lyrics to my profile song. You will get the fucking picture! Artist: Disturbed Song: Remember Album: Believe [" Believe " CD] Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me Given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and wat
If I could hold it in my hands, If it would alight for just one moment If I could feel its tender life would I sense the truth it brings?
Crazy Ppl
It seems that I attract crazy fuckin psycho, mental men who aparently didn't get enough attention as children or just like hurting ppl. I am writing this since the majority of my friends are men. Please give me some advice. For some reason, yes I am one of those woman who always blew off the good guys for the bad boys. I now wonder why, because now it seems to be all I attract. I get the ones who say all the right shit at the beginning...I mean everything I need to hear. Once they realize I care well then the mask comes off. I just can't understand....Please a little help here
The way you move the passion you exude your strengh and gentle pride, your freedom and faith as you pass through with fire beneath your hooves, the ground that you command... Your strength and speed, with simple acceptance you take of what was, and is and what will be. Teach us your excellence and train in this grace.
I have a confession to make....I LOVE playdoh. I don't know what it is but just opening a thing of playdoh makes me happy, the smell, the feel....just puts a smile on my face. I don't know maybe it represents my inner child, maybe it brings back a time in my life when everything was perfect, no stress, no worries....whatever it is, I love it. I don't care how old you are, I dare you to see a can of playdoh and not play with can't be done, just can't. You know you have to play with it, you just have to. I saw this quote today and I just loved it....Life is what you make it...kinda like playdoh. I totally agree! So anyway I am off to go play with my playdoh now, lol
Well I finally got the promotion I've been up for.It only took them 4 months to decide they better give me the job because there was no one else that knew how to do it. So now I have the title for a job I've been doing for months....and I'm still over work and under paid.....oh well story of my
I am sorry but I am not gay! NO...fn' dudes!
Driving Myself Nuts
I wish I could remember the last time I was happy. I want SO bad to remember when my friends were my friends because they wanted to be, not because of the things I do for them, or because they can use me to make themselves feel better. It's been too damn long. I've been in a terrible funk lately and can't find the oomph to give a shit. I couldn't care less about the single part. Bah to motherfuckers who can't see the good points about me anyway. I just need to vent and get my frustrations out. I'm finding it increasingly more irritating every day that I love everyone more than they love me...
Quote Of The Week 1 & 2
Hey there everyone out there in Cherryland. Its time for this weeks instalment of "quote of the week". Also, week one is in this blog too because last week I posted it in my "stash", but have decided the better place is in my blog. So, here they are..... **Week 1** Don't waste time on someone who won't waste time on you! **Week 2** "Those who have long enjoyed the priviledges we enjoy, forget in time that men have died to win them." Franklin Deleno Roosevelt
Songs I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And we can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes a
Written By Me December '99 On My Website Using Notes I Took From Talking To People. Hope You Like It!
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy! _______________________________________________________ The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed   1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be
Who Ever Came Up With
the saying "Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all" is a stupid person. look i know its about emotional maturity, blah blah blah. i just got my nuts crunched let me mope for a little while. dont need young people giving me advice on love. been there dont that a few times.
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Our Restricting Minds
What other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart. What jailer so inexorable as one's self? --Nathaniel Hawthorne
Lifes Like A Dog Chasing Its Tail.
Why do we kill people who are killing people to show that killing people is wrong? --Holly Near
Its Time I Talk About It!!
Ok I have not gone into great detail about the love of my life and my first love!!! Joshua Lucas Grisham, this is a hard one for me to talk about due to the fact that I knew him for 20 years and we were in love for so long but now I can!!! Joshua died in Feb of 2004 and it has been the hardest three years of my life!!! Joshua was the love of my life and my very first love and he got my virginity...I have always been close to his family. Joshua left behind 3 beautiful children that look just like him!! He died of a drug overdose and he helped so many people after he died. Joshua was an organ doner and I can say that I didn't look much at organ donation until after he did it. He still amazes me after he was gone, The organ donation papers were signed without anyone knowing about it...So I can say that he was a great man before and after he was gone. I will say that he has the biggest place in my heart and always will. I will never forget the last time that I saw him alive we kissed and I
Who Loves Me Enough #2
New Job
Ok, ok. I know it has been a long time since I have updated this and here we go. I have changed jobs to one that is much closer to home. Instead of an hour and a half commute each way, it is now only a half hour. :-) It was beginning to get more and more difficult to get up in the morning and go to my old job. Aside from the commute, it wasn't interesting any more and becoming more of a chore then fun. After I gave my three weeks notice (to be nice and give them time to find a new person with little vacancy) my old company notified me the day after that my services were no longer required and my last day was that day. I was told this at 9:30AM, and told that I had an appointment at the corporate office at 2pm. Oh, and there was a retirement lunch for one other person that was leaving that day as well. Now, that would not have been so incredibly bad if they were going to pay through the notice period I gave them, but that was a pipe dream. And I had not been planning on mo
Dream Come True
I yearn to live with you in my life, my dreams at night are as me as your wife. Come hold me baby, hold me tight in the middle of a moon lit night. You tinted my life with joy and gladness, you've chased my pain and sadness. With your soft heart and beautiful face and smile my mind cannot erase. Can't help but sleep with you on my mind, without your sweet love my heart is blind. Come here my angel, come take control, come drown in my heart and burn in my soul. Sleep on my heart as I whisper in your ear "You'll never be alone, I will always be here."
I'm Really Upset!
Possibly Watched. . .
She knows full well that if her roommate where to come home she would freak. She would walk in on them, in the middle of the living room floor, panting and moaning from the strenuous actives taking place. But then he moans and sends her thought of being caught away. What started out as a quite movie night quickly had turned into a hot make out session. Which then became a game of who could pin who (she always lost, but not without a fight) and who could tease the most (that she always won.) Once she was under him on the floor, they were no longer playing games. He always has a way to make her heat up even with the slightest touch. His lips brushing hers, his finger tips caressing her hair, but tonight was not the night for "slight". Once he had gotten her shirt and bra off, he trailed his tongue from her ear to her navel and back up to her breast, taking her nipple in his mouth. She moaned as he did and she could feel his grin against her chest. Taking off his shirt, she caug
A Friend Asked......
Last night me and the wife went out with a friend to a guys house on a 1500 acre farm... a beautiful place they was rock and J was smoke bud and drinken like fish...we was tellen stories and haven a good time and J asked me if there was anything better than eating pussy. Hell no there isn't anything better i eat the wifes pussy forever it seems love the taste the wetness it lets out...everything about it....the next best thing would be a bj but its a few miles short of eating pussy i ask everyone that reads this to say yes or no is pussy the best thing to do?
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean or lake, Sometimes is refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you and remember me in your arms, my legs quivering, my mouth moaning. I have fallen captive to your charms.. I long to feel your body on mine, to know the taste of satisfied love, to lie quietly in your arms we fit together like hand to glove. You are the sweetheart of my life, you are the one sure bet. You never have to wonder baby you can always make me wet..
To My Friend's And Family
sorry i have not left many comment's latley on your pages i have just been busy and kinda depressed and have not really been on.i don't want you all to think iam ignoring you or anything.i will get my ass in gear and say hi to you all just give me a few days.just remeber i luv you all.
To My Friend's And Family
sorry i have not left many comment's latley on your pages i have just been busy and kinda depressed and have not really been on.i don't want you all to think iam ignoring you or anything.i will get my ass in gear and say hi to you all just give me a few days.just remeber i luv you all.
You taught me never to hold too fast, to try too hard, to hold too long. You said relinquishment is an art. You let me live the moment through the eyes of love, and said that hunger is relative to the need. You said that nothing could stand in my way that I couldn't cast aside. You believed in what I couldn't see. And through your eyes I've seen, what masters dare to emmulate, what life seldom shares what comes to only those who seek... In life there is a banquet take only what you can share and give richly... In giving, you will never lose a thing.
Two Doctors
Two doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign reading "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Psychiatry and Proctology." The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors changed it to "Hysterias and Posteriors." This was not acceptable either, so in an effort to satisfy the council they changed the sign to "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids." No go. Next, they tried "Catatonics and High Colonics." Thumbs down again. Then came "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives." Still not good. Another attempt resulted in "Minds and Behinds." Unacceptable again. So they tried "Lost Souls and Ass Holes." No way. "Analysis and Anal Cysts?" Nope. "Nuts and Butts?" Uh-uh. "Freaks and Cheeks?" Still no go. "Loons and Moons?" Forget it. Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with: "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends." The town council loved it, and finally everybody was happy.
Look He Is 30 Today
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Why Can't A Guy Or Men Find It Embaressing To Show Tears In A Film In Front Of Women?
It seems to me that most men in the world can't show tears or a romance side in front of women cause its unmanly to do so, which to me is untrue cause i show it all the time and im a man ad i cry in films does that make me less of a man? answer no it don't it just shows that your a compassionate person and can show you care.
What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little Boy to do her first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hersheys kiss in his Mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't", said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. Its the thing your Daddy wants from your Mommy Before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "OH MY GOD!!! SPIT IT OUT. IT'S A PIECE OF ASS!!!"
Beautiful Liar (just Lyrics)
(Ay) (Ay) (Ay, Nobody likes being played) Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey) He said, I'm worth it, his one desire I know things about him that you wouldn't want to read about He kissed me, his one and only (Yes) Beautiful Liar Tell me how you tolerate the things you Just found out about You never know Why are we the ones who suffer I Have to let go He won't be the one to cry (Ay) Lets not kill the Karma (Ay) Lets not start a fight (Ay) Its not worth the drama For a Beautiful Liar (Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha ha) (Oh) It's not worth our time (Oh) we can live without him Just a Beautiful Liar I trusted him but when i followed you I saw you together I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea I walked in on your love scene slow dancing You stole everything How can you say I did you wrong We'll never know [ Lyrics found on ] When the pain and heartbreaks over I have to let go
Meet Me This Saturday At Exxxotica Miami!
Want to meet me? Here is your chance! I will be attending "Exxxotica Miami" this Saturday, March 31 from around 2pm-6pm. You might find me at the Hustler Booth or the Club Jenna Booth or just walking the floor! Don't be shy :) Come over and say "hi", take a photo with me, and get my autograph ;) See you there!
Ban Dhmo?
Ban Dihydrogen Monoxide! The Invisible Killer Dihydrogen monoxide is colorless, odorless, tasteless, and kills uncounted thousands of people every year. Most of these deaths are caused by accidental inhalation of DHMO, but the dangers of dihydrogen monoxide do not end there. Prolonged exposure to its solid form causes severe tissue damage. Symptoms of DHMO ingestion can include excessive sweating and urination, and possibly a bloated feeling, nausea, vomiting and body electrolyte imbalance. For those who have become dependent, DHMO withdrawal means certain death. Dihydrogen monoxide: is also known as hydroxyl acid, and is the major component of acid rain. contributes to the "greenhouse effect." may cause severe burns. contributes to the erosion of our natural landscape. accelerates corrosion and rusting of many metals. may cause electrical failures and decreased effectiveness of automobile brakes. has been found in excised tumors of terminal cancer patients.
Pissed Off
hey, my friend is going through some shit right now cuz of sum bitch....if i ever find out exactly who she is theres gunna be hell to pay....My friend is one of the sweetest and kindest guys I have met in a long time and dont deserve any of this shit.....I dont know the bitch but would love to give her a piece of my mind........this ones for you baby!!!!!!!! love ya........
Lonely In Cali.....
I dont understand why men got to lie and cheat on a woman who loves them with everything they got.....that happened to me a couple years back thats why I'm single now, have been for two years now.....i guess my trust in men has died a little....maybe cuz i haven't found the right one yet.......but i guess i gotta be patient.......well to all my friends and family LOVE YA.....
Check This Out
Your Birthdate: October 11 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
True To My Spirit
I am who I am, I make no bones,if you know me a hour , a day, a year, a century. I will be true to me. Growing in spirit , trying to live by honesty and truth. In my youth I knew not and I stumbled, but as I grew and took on wisdom ,I evolved. I know the path I want to take. My journey is not done although my time is short. I know my inner strength and I know my weakness. I will not let you destroy my faith or trust in mankind. I seek out good in people. I am not a child, I know there is evil. So I walk carefully. I try to not be fooled by the ones that have a false spirit. I must admit I have been once or twice and it hurt deeply. I believe we are not so different. That are needs are basic and very similar. We all need love like a flower in the garden needs water to flourish. We need to focus on giving and not on receiving. Although I truly believe that when we give from our heart we get back 10 fold. It is in giving that we get our greatest reward. I wish many
What Color Is Your Passion?
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure.What Color Is Your Passion?
Photo Taggers!!
Fuckin hate loggin on and findin that some moron who dont like my lifestyle has the fuckin nerve to tagg my photos like their fuckin bad or somthing it makes me sick if you dont like get the fuck out and dont look asshole!! dont hate cuz you cant partake you fuckin nark thats the only thing i dont get if you dont like dont look what the fuck and i hope you fuckin NARKS hate this too you fucks!!!
The Skillz To Spill And A Will To Drill
I fucked up and didn’t make it back So like a general I guide the attack Sit back and enjoy the spectacle of my pain bath Standing up straight as I whip a belt across my back Passing across ribs and over shoulders, leaving buckle scratches Into my left pectoral muscle I drive a thumb-tack There’s a slight trickle of blood as I pull it out Three strips of duct tape lined along my fuzzy torso It’s not too bad if you do it quickly so I’m sure to move really slowly Bamboo shoot that I break in half and crash against my thighs and ass The sting is intense; it makes me giggle and laugh I’m shaking from head to toe, but I’m so relaxed Is that enough punishment? Would you like a new show? The simple mention of it makes me bite my tongue so hard it flows Lie on my side and impale until I choke Tighten as I wail and moan Stare at you on the other side of the volcano Look down at me with the eyes of pure destruction Is there some other way I can offer you my penance?
Oh, How Droll.
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Undying Artist. Moody, erratic, and empassioned, you find art in the darkness. You cultivate dark beauty and dark artists to surround yourself and drink of the song in their blood.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Hahahaha Loser
user: RATTPACK9s ------------------------------------- yay!!! my first online bully. hahahaha. rather exciting and amusing really, downrating my pics and then blocking me like it actually means something. what should i do to celebrate? To finally know what it's like to have some dickhead behind a computer screen thinking what he does matters? hmmm...gonna put some thought into this one....
Is It True?
I turn on the t.v. and what do I see.... Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing but murder and lies and deceit...Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing to be happy about and nothing to smile about. Is it true? I say Is it true? I say What has it come to? What can we do? Is it true? I say, Is it true? I say. My children and grandchildren are beyond our help. Is it true? I say, is it true? I say This world we live in IS beyond our help....THIS I say is true.
Happy Birthday Bettie
Birthday poem. It’s a foggy night, I look at the moon and I cant see it, I start thinking of you, What do you say to someone who had many friends, Or has things in the world, Or doesn’t need you, What can you do when you think of someone, This is what I can do for you on your birthday. Promise not to do what I do, I get twinkles in my eye when I talk to you, I see your smile in my mind, I see your smile when I talk to you, I promise never to lie, Never to keep secrets, Love you forever, Happy birthday my sweet friend, I hope you have a great day. love bedrock
Miss You
My heart aches Missing you And wanting to Scream out your name Into this vast space where we first met This place that brought us so close Is also what makes it so easy to separate To lose track of you in between casual conversations And witty quips sent racing through wire Through time and space From heart to heart Until One day you're no longer there And I have to face the truth That this really hurts And I really felt Because what we thought was just a game Became ever so real And you were what kept me smiling And hoping And now that you are not there To share Or laugh For me to cling to at the end of a long day When I need to reach out This is when I feel the ache The incredible void This hole in my heart That used to be filled by you
Okay first person to tell me they want the laptop. They can have it for 375. Im sick of dealing with idiots on ebay! Im sick of paying to list things, and THEN HAVE SCAMMERS. So if your interested message me ill even pay for shipping.
A Slave Dance...
She kneels in the middle if the room her crimson and plum dancing silks complimenting her body well. Firey red hair falls into closed hazelblue eyes as her head is bowed. Soft music begins to fill the air as she slowly raises her head. Still on yeilding knees her body starts to move, rolling from narrow shoulders to a firm stomach. Slave bells accent the music as petite hands interweave in front of the girl. Well rounded hips begin to sway softly as she bows down letting the smooth tiles be felt on the silky palms of her hands. Gracefully in one swift movement she stands. Dainty feet move with subtlety as she lets the music continue to feed her body's desire to move. Her Torso moves slowly seductively in a bellydancing movement. As she turns softly her body dips down letting her hair sweep at the floor. Bringing herself up she lets her arms gracefully move out in front of her, palms up. Hazelblue eyes hold a pleading desire to please in them. Bringing her arms ba
So yeah, I was watching FOX NEWS. I know, I know FOX NEWS is not really news but hey It was the only thing on. Well in my boredom, I heard the greatest thing I think that you can hear on a news program. So here it goes, “Medical researches have found that drinking Alcohol and smoking cigarettes are worse than smoking pot and taking ecstasy .” Now I know its true MY GOVERNMENT REALLY LOVES ME… FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND HOLY---- PLEASE STOP LISTENING TO THESE PEOPLE…. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WILL CONTINUE TOO LISTEN TO THESE PEOPLE THIS JUST IN PLACING A LOADED GUN IN YOUR MOUTH AND PULLING THE TRIGGER WILL NOT KILL YOU…. THAT IS ALL THE STERN
Sleeeepy Time
Bothered by this unwelcome guest...knockin on my Door all night some junkie dyin for a fix...pounding and pounding despite my Shouts to thwart the visitation...hmmm? Visitation. Visitors leave. But you constant this House until enough Medication puts you Away. You'll be back...taunt me...but bring my that late at night and early in the morning...the best time to Fall
What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Mout Ironic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority. Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22 Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vulture What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
Sob Story
Ok every time I turn around I have someone knocking on my door to lay a sob sob story on me. Now these people hardly come by. When these people do it is not to hang out or shot the breeze it is only to tell us a sob sob story and ask us for money, a place to stay or what ever they want. I help people out I give my shirt right off my own back for people, But when you come a knock on my door only every time you want something I know I am only being used. I have my life on track I am married, have a job and everything is working out fine and I am happy. But these people need to get off there ass and do something about there life I am tired of hearing it. They know who they are and they probely won't see this but I am putting it out there so other people know that I will help, but god don't take advantage of me.
She is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about her is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Her smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of her gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at her and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect, her imperfections make her so. She is my best friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold her beauty within me, For she is everything in this
I'll Destroy You!
I'll destroy you! I can be a poetic hustla with the heart of a champ! Rate a pic 1, I'll destroy you with the words that I write. I'm gonna kill you and bury you in my poem you read here. I'll burn you so you can suffer for life, have you die a slow death from the 3rd degree burns you will be having when it starts rotting and you lose all hope in surviving the burns on your once prised face you dumb son of a bitch. I'll purposely slap the burns you have, to make you suffer. When all is said and done I will be laughing at those who pisses me off on CherryTap! You probably can't even face a real man like me up and up. I can write all I want about what the fuck I would do to you. I'm here to have fun people. This is round one, bring it! Down rate a picture and hide yourself, I'll destroy you with my writing! Fuck all the dumb son of bitches that want to hide and think they are funny. From now on, I'll bash you till your brain explodes and your face isn't recognizable. When I say I'll de
An Up Date
Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of this and work, so she could use some prays, what ever your belief. any and all prayers are welcome. I know I have posted that things are bad, and they are.... more then i have let on, but I will not say just how bad, as that is for us to deal with, you all are my friends, as i love you all very much, I have gotten a lot of well wishes, and thank you all for them, I will tryy and check in as I can, and help out where I can. despite what is going on in our life, this is who and how I am. Law 1 aid to the best of your abilty. I will update as I find out what is going on my self. untill I can no long log in.
Yep It's More Questions
1. Do you like cheese? I Love cheesy pickup lines 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? I am currently smoking heroin - wana join? 3. Do you own a bike? No but hey I could go buy one and put it outside with the front end in the air and then next time I am drunk I'll go out and pretend that I am ET flying home. 4. What did you do tonight? Well last night I masturbated a bit too often 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? No but I am sure he probably does 6. What do you think of hot dogs? I think it's false advertising because I am pretty sure they are not actually made of dog. 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? AS if I even like Christmas 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Well depends on if he gets off for me or not 9. Can you do push ups? Yep and the girls look damn good when I do - more cleavage is always a good thing 10. Is your bathroom clean? Was right up until I went and got dirty in the shower 11. What's your favori
We Meet Again
i am sitting at my table completely lost in thought as i study the texts in front of me.. as i am so deep in thought i am unaware of the door opening quietly.. it is mid afternoon when most people are at work.... but not you.. you have other plans for today. Like a cat in stealth mode you creep up behind me and grab me lifting me off the chair. i start to scream and you quickly put a hand to my mouth. I try to bite down unaware that its you.. but you like it like that... the not knowing... as it makes you even hornier. You whisper in my ear that if i bite you again you will bite me even harder and to prove your point you bite into the softness of my neck...i go to scream again but know u mean business. Recognising your voice i remain quiet knowing you like this game best of all... "What do u want?" i ask all timid and afraid... "do not speak unless spoken to, do not touch unless told, do not scream unless you want to be given pain" you say... This turns me on as i like it when you are
Wot The Hell ??? .......
I spose this is one thats been done before...but how the hell can a completely covered fact no skin showing at classed as a NSFW photo ? A picture of my favourite tshirt classed as NSFW....hilarious..So someone is suggesting wot is under it is unsuitable ? Or a leg..from mid thigh down ? Who are these people that mark these pictures ...complete idiots ? Thankgod we arent so strict walking around in real life..or we would all be dressed in tents from head to foot... While im ranting ( ooooh this is my first rant ) !! People that actually visit profiles..then mark photos @ 1 or 2...PISS OFF... ..heres a suggestion "Dont rate at all" Breathes........
Fill This Out For Grins And Giggles
Do you dare fill it in? It is so direct, Im sure many of you think I would love to fill it out but then think to your god it hits every personal thought about the person I would send it to.... For those it offends.....toss it For those who are fearless....fill it out For those who are shy....give it a try Gettin to Know You... Body: y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle
Happy, Happy Tuesday!
Yeah, I know, I am disgustingly upbeat in the morning, lol! Good morning, everyone! I'm going to start my day by making sure I'll probably be shot at sunrise tomorrow morning, lmao! Here goes! Today is the 21st birthday of a dear friend, CT family member, and my longest running past life companion (from what I've been able to tell). His name is Yyseth aka Dave. I will not try to link you to him because I usually screw that kind of thing up, lol! Please stop on by and wish him a Happy Birthday! Better not mention who sent you by, lmao! I'd like to live a little longer! Happy Birthday, dearest Warrior friend! May you have many, many more! Muah!! Just made it to 80 degrees yesterday!! Woot! Today we drop to mid 60's and thunderstorms. Can't expect 80 degrees to last in Wisconsin in March, lol! I have another busy one today, so I'll be off to the office shortly. Have a fantastic day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to one and all! Blessings on everyone, all over the map!
One Of My Faves
"My Own Prison" A court is in session, a verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn (And I said oh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And I said oh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time (And I said o
Another New Look....
The web site I am setting up to unclutter my life and stack like things together, iWIM, took on a new look and feel because the additional page tabs I added got swept under the SEARCH button. I certainly can't have that!! :D Especially, when the tab was for my page on BLUEBONNET HUNTS. That is one of my annual events that I look forward to each year!! At any rate, worked on it quite a bit in between crisis calls -- information about my call with the doctor's office, bluebonnet tours, and many, many more links for spiritual growth, publishers, and so much more. If you can think of some links that I should add in the categories I have thus far, just let me know. :D More later....In the meantime, I am heading home! Kat iWIM
I Saw You
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats an
People Who Dont Read
I just want to put out there that I am a male photographer. The females in my profile are models I have worked with. Please read my page and you will understand that I am not a female but a MALE. I am here to network to find other models and photographers with the same interests as I.
Fly Me To The Moon
Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
as you all know mostly i pick songs that have videos to them that i can find on youtube. Unfortunetly some of the best songs don't have videos and this band Dispatch is one of them. Dispatch happens to be one of my all time favorite bands (i know metallica, marilyn manson, and now this) unfortunetly they aren't around anymore and don't make anymore sweet music :( so i found this great Gears of war video that has Dispatch music to it so this is Dispatch - Mayday enjoy :D I saw you yesterday Your eyes were the color of some kind of grey, I hear what you're saying Please, don't let me go I've got all these people down below. They rush to talk; They rush to say Man overboard... May Day...May Day...May Day... Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. (woman:) So I hear that you're doing fine You've flown all those planes that have been on your mind. I can't understand. I don't need to know I'll speak to you through
My Zodiac
Sekhmet Observant, authoritative, indulgent, moral and witty. Colors: male: green, female: turquoiseCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: July 29 - Aug 11, Oct 30 - Nov 7 Role: Goddess of war and vengeanceAppearance: Lion-headed woman with the sun over her headSacred Animal: lion What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries
Check Her Out
Me And My Job Pc
Hey you guys some of you already know this but to those of you who dont well the pc at my job SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 If we are talking or i am rating and I do not respond to you in a timely manner or if I appear to be on line and I dont respond it is because I have frozen the damn thing up PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not take it personally I wouldnt ignore you guys like that some times I have a customer but then I am right back but mostly it's the pc. It runs REALLY slow. The reason for this blog this morning is that yesterday around this same time this thing crashed and I was in the middle of talking to a couple of people as well as sending birthday wishes to my friend Kandi and i was locked out and I felt bad so it was the pc damn it. Anyway enough bitching for one day hope you all have a MARVELOUS TUESDAY!!!! bites'nkisses gin
Letter From Cherrytap Shop + My Responce
ref="">CherryTAP Shop' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-27 05:31:23'.. > > An entry in your stash has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. > > This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. > I'll go threw my Stash an remove,any thing that might be offensive.its a shame the women can post anything an not get threaten'd with removal,lord an behold if a man does it.U all need to concentrate more on the minors infiltrateing the Tap.I will now be going threw my entire stash to remove all offensive material,friends,Fans + Countrymen
Don't Like The Drugs...
How Big Of a Druggie Are You I Don't Like The Drugs But The Drugs Like MeHoly Shit Dude I'd Be Careful If I Were You Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by
What The Fuck Is Wrong With People
how the hell can you be 'immature' if you stand someone up? You make plans with someone and they say they will show and dont. Thats more immature than anything else!
Put A Cork In It!
A CORK radio station was running a competition - words that weren't in the dictionary yet could still be used in sentence that would make logical sense. The prize was a trip to Bali. DJ: "96FM here, what's your name?" Caller: "Hi, me name's Dave." DJ: "Dave, what's your word?" Caller: "Goan... spelt, G-O-A-N, pronounced 'go-an'." DJ: "... You are correct, Dave, 'goan' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?" Caller: "Goan f**k yourself!" The DJ cut the caller short and took other calls, all unsuccessful until: DJ: "96FM, what's your name?" Caller: "Hi, me name's Jeff." DJ: "Jeff, what's your word?" Caller: "Smee... spelt S-M-E-E, pronounced 'smee'." DJ: "... You are correct, Jeff, 'smee' is not in the dictionary. Now, for a trip to Bali: What sentence can you use that word in that would make sense?" Caller: "Smee again! Goan f**k yourself!"
Out Of Commision
dear friends my computer is getting restored and so forth ill be backkkkkkkkk shortly,i love you all so god bless and i will be keeping you all in my thoughtas and prayers ,love sunni, see ya sis,
What A Rant Im Having Lmao
Well hello to all! I’m back but is that a good thing? Hmmmm I don’t know! Well one thing is as you must all know, I am in love and for once the shadows the rule my live have fled in fear! as I say! “Don’t fear the shadows; fear the eyes staring from within!” Hehe!!! Ok then enough of that crap! Here I am a changed man! I’m not going to take Shit from anyone anymore! So watch out! I’m already getting pissed off with a little shit that won’t leave me alone But well if she don’t stop then hell will know her name soon enough! But hey why should I say shit like that huh? I shouldn’t I’m sposed to be a changed man am I not? Well I am just not like you think! Ok firstly I’m getting really sick of people winging about my spelling like I give a fuck if you can read my writing or not! I spell-check you know! So blame the US dictionary! And the British one while you’re at it! but hey so what if I make shorte
Crystal Meth!
Crystal Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart I take your children and that's just the start I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should. I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH. My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wor
Celebrity Look A Likes
Thank You Janette
How do you do what you do to me? Inside of my heart I am bursting with emotion. With feeling. With love. I cant control what i feel for you bring out the best in me everytime we talk. You are everything to me and more. With you by my side, I will defeat my demons. I will move forward. I will succeed. I am finally on my way after so long of not going anywhere. Thank you Janette.
The Mysterious Black Tongue
So yesterday morning i woke up and freaked out because my tongue was black. I brushed my teeth and tongue (as all of you should) and it came off so I wasn't too worried about it. Well this morning when i woke up I jokingly said let's see if it's black again...and it was...So I used my trusty Google skillz and discovered that if you eat those little Pepto-Bismol tablets...they turn your tongue black. Weird huh?
Wanting And Needing
In the darkness of night i wonder what you are doing how you are spedning your night. If you are thinking of me or someone else. I want you and I can't deny this much longer as my whole face shows it. I dream of touching your face. OF holding you in my arms. I want more but I do not deserve more. Why can't I be with you? My dreams are filled with images of you and my every waking moment is filled with you. I want to snuggle up to you and spend the night talking and laughing with you. If things progress then all the better but I want you.....
Pretty Please
im only about 450 points away to my next level will anyone help me level up i will rate your pics or get you a gift or something
OK finally got the results of my grade in Billing Principles. The class ended on 1/22/2007 and yesterday is when we got our grade cards in it. I ended up with a B!! Very excited about that! To all my friends, family, and fans...thank you so much for all the encouragement and prayers, and to those that have dropped out of site and I haven't talked to in a while, contact me...don't be scared!!! lol Love Darla
I had a friend message me today, and told me he couldn't believe that I was 54. Well...I did question that a bit...considering I'm only 53, and my b.d. isn't for a couple of months yet. But, I did notice on my profile, that CT has me as 54.... Geeeeeeeezzzzz....they're making me older than I am. lol I checked my profile, but there is no place to change my I wonder if I'm going to be 55, once my b.d. gets here? lol Does anyone know if there's a way to change this...other than where you put your birthdate? Let me know. Old age creeps up on ya fast enough, without adding a yr that shouldn't even be there. lol lev
What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Exciting75%Soft63%Wet56%Sweet31%Awkward6%Shy6%What is your sexual style?created with
Too Funny
Senator Hillary Clinton recently went to a primary school in Ithaca, New York, to talk about the world. After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is. "Kenneth." "And what is your question, Kenneth?" "I have three questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care plan? 2 .... Why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? 3 .... Whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?" Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume Hillary says "Okay, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" A different little boy puts his hand up. Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is. "Larry." "And what is your question, Larry?" "I have 5 questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care
Sense Of Humour
Keep your sense humour "Your humor reflects your attitudes toward people. The mature person uses humor not as a bludgeoning hammer but rather as a plane to shave off rough edges."
Do I Have Any Friends Left?
Can This Be?
Oh the love I COULD give, But to whom is it worth giving? Oh the life i COULD live, If it were with me she were living. All alone in this world, with no one to love. My family & friends can only love so much. Where is this woman, I have been dreaming of? I long for her smile, her passion, her touch. She does not exist, or so it may seem. i have given my love, so strong in the past. The compassion I seek is it merely a dream? Because, needless to say, it never did last. -E. Dunphy
What's In A Name?
March 27th- Well we have decided on Anthony for a boys name if this baby is a boy. We would like to have a middle name that starts with a "J" so we can call him A.J. for short. However, this is not a necessity as we like a few other middle names as well. I am putting up a poll to see what you all think would be a cute middle name for Anthony ______Marchione Help us pick a middle name!!! Anthony Jackson (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Jayden (AJ) MarchioneAnthony Michael MarchioneAnthony Mason Marchione (View Results)Create a Poll
We Wanted To Share. =)
Me and Ruby had another "special" shout session we wanted to share. Start at the bottom, I was first. Anything with an arrow is me, anything without is her. ->Ruby Cairo...: hold on bloging this! Ruby Cairo...: LMAO ->Ruby Cairo...: i need fucking help. dear CHRIST. ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away............ just walk away............aboard this troubled ambulance the passenager is nowhere to be found..........I should have known it was you I should have seen in your eyes Ruby Cairo...: hit me ->Ruby Cairo...: ha! my masterpiece. ready for it? ->Ruby Cairo...: okay okay hold on. Ruby Cairo...: Throw some Halifax in there and ou got something special! ->Ruby Cairo...: that just doesn't seem right. ->Ruby Cairo...: isn't is sick we saw them at the same show Ruby Cairo...: woo hoo! ->Ruby Cairo...: it's the aiden/chiodos remix. =) ->Ruby Cairo...: i'm not scared at all so let's walk away.....wait a bit............. JUST WALK AWAY!!!!!
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A Story From My Mind.
This is something i wrote down because it was clouding my mind... Just a few weeks ago, my life started to get a little complicated again like it was back when I was dating the vixen that tore my heart away from me. My mind seems a little distracted, as if I didn’t already have enough on my mind what with school-based plans and financial stress. I find myself thinking of what-if, how about and I wonder questions all the time, nothing bad of course yet not helping my focus very much either. The cause of the maelstrom in my mind? A girl. Not exactly who I would have expected either, I’ve only known her for a small time frame… It all started in class, I only have one class with her but I always look forward to it because of the good time we all have in each other’s company. On the first day of classes she wasn’t there so where I sat was next to one of my best friends. However on the next day he was late as hell and the seat was taken by the girl, she wanted to sit behind a friend of h
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I Think I Broke My Toe
I think I broke my toe in a vacum cleaner related accident. You know how sometimes the dam things try to swollow up something they aint supposed too? And your reaction is to jerk it back? Well when I did, the dam thing landed on my toe. And because of my newly acquired old man reflexes I was forced to endure about 500 rpms of the brush and beater bar, which was interesting....While the brush was removing any traces of skin from my toe it also buffed my toe nail to a mirror finish...... Now I can see myself :)
My soul was so empty It was so dark and cold. I thought Id be by myself always. My heart was so eroded and the rain made it so cloudy. I thought it wouldnt stop. But you filled my soul all that delight brightened my life and I know now ill be alright. and now my heart is repaired all the clouds and the pain are gone Im so glad God brought us together
Just A Warning Watch Out For Her
So I just had 4 pics of mine flagged yet again...that's fine n all but this time i finally figured out who it was that is doing it since the person was the last person on my pic actually was the only person on the pics that were flagged and the person had also done it to my main pic yesterday which had already been approved by the bouncers. So now i'm going to warn those of you out there who this person is. She may or may not have hit some of you other people but i know she's hit me quite a few times. What's her motive or reason? who knows? jealousy? maybe....but at least you all know now. And this is someone i thought was a friend well watch out here's the link to her profile :) Please Repost this! Lotsa Love, Sue aka Your Temptation ♥ღßяσкєη_ληgєℓღ♥@ CherryTAP and here is a screen shot showing that she was the only person on one of my pics that got flagged
Sub Song
This My Master, is my song to You. I give to You this hymn of love and devotion. I give to You my most precious possession. I give to You my gift of obedience, of body, mind and spirit. I long for Your hand, I long for Your whip. Most of all, I long for You. Cuffed and at Your feet, helpless and vulnerable, I tremble for Your caress. I long to swallow whatever You give. Bound and chained, my body is Yours. I stay open for You waiting for You to fill me. Stretched and tethered and roped, Your hand brings me pain, Your hand brings me pleasure. I render my spirit to You, I long for Your firmness, and Your throbbing discipline. Collared and leashed, I crawl to You, to sit at Your feet, to be Your pet. You bind my body with chains and rope, but You unfetter my spirit, You set me free. My desire I give to You. My servitude, You hold in your hands. I am on my knees for You, there is no ordeal of flesh or spirit, that
My Field Trip (with Lots Of Pics)
This past weekend, I took a field trip to a couple of local cemeteries of a couple of mental institutions, Bryce and Partlow.PARTLOWFrom my understanding, Partlow has a pretty checkered past. There was an inmate who stuck a garden hose up his rectum and turned the water on. (It killed him.) Another story is about a girl who was put into the institution at the age of four although the staff was told she was seven. (Her story is in the book by Gary Penley.Anyway, here's the rear entrance to the Partlow cemetery:This is a picture of an overview of the cemetery:Notice, there are very few tombstones. Instead, there are file markers on most of the graves with the file number on it:The earliest tombstone with a date I found was this one:Nancy Ann Almeda Creel14 June 1857 - 18 January 1924In Loving MemoryLarry Lampp, Sr.Notice the file marker is number 98.
Help!!!! Bbw Contest
10 comments is all i ask but if u can leave more i would appreciate it...... XOOXOX Candice
Ur Job
It looks as if everything is over I come home to you And I look at you My life without you is a void I beg to please you I wish to become submissive to you And for once in our miserable lives We are both happy I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long The shelter of your love and protection I am happy My trust in you is complete As I lay in your arms each night, I pray to the Gods that we continue this way It feels right I choose to give myself to you I have never been happier I still have fears But I know that you are there to hold me And chase them away I know that you will protect me So I will make sure Not to put myself at risk Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of. I will tell you when I am hurt or ill Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then- But I know that it will not be expected And you will care for me when it is needed I know you are only a human too- So I know not to expect you to hold off
New Members During Happy Hour
well here's my cherrytap question section going again..... Why is it that baby jesus stops your cherry cruising to ask you to invite new people because "we need more people".... but yet when you do invite people you don't get the POINTS for them?? OK today in the 2pm happy hour I invited TWO new people and BOTH joined. Yet I got points for ONE and the invite for that same ONE. The other joined and they are on the site yet I didn't get the points or the notice they joined. This isn't the 1st time this has happened either. I invited TWO new people a couple weeks back and got credit for just ONE of them. Again it was happy hour and I was trying to get that 1000 points per new member........ and I didn't get credit for TWO in the last few months. I emailed cherrytap about it and asked what the deal was and this is what I was told..... === 'CherryTAP Support' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-07 04:50:59'.. > > it is probably she didnt accept the friend request ye
Can't Stand....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic.
Submit To You
kneeling before You awaiting Your words head bent eyes cast down strong deliberate commanding me to Your will voicing Your approval directing my gaze demure blush flowing through me heated eyes see me i submit to You needing Your discipline now You dominate me
I Messed Up
god apparently i messed up really bad, ive been pushing my wife away without knowing it, i remember the old days, the days when we would talk forever never yell at each other and always tell each other how much we love each other, now it seems like im so stressed out i get mad and accuse her of stuff do to some of her dumbass friends, i know it was my fault for accusing and not trusting but god i really do trust her, i gave my heart to some one and i trust them with my life, and all i do is push further and further away, Amber if you read this I sure hope you do know this i dont mean any of it, i still love you forever and always and 13 effin days i do dear, and its only you i love pls forgive me im trying my best to stay calm, im trying my best to stay safe i love you so much
Somewhere off in the wind a kiss blows, I have sent it out to seek, the flesh of a true lover's cheek Looking for the one I know will love me everyday of the week and when I look at him i want to see all the things in this life that I want to be i will look into his eyes and see forever, me heart will beat in time with his but it will stop each time we kiss. The sweetest words are on his lips he gives them to me hands around my hips. with you, i see my life i want to give you everything make you my wife. i hope that kiss of mine never runs out of steam. I hope that kiss of mine can find the one in my dream
There was a time I was looking for someone to listen to me Without passing judgment Without giving me their unsolicited advice or opinion There was a time I just needed someone to be there for me Like I am there for so many others But deep in my mind I was afraid to give myself away To let someone deep inside my mind My inner thoughts, my fears and insecurities I got burned by someone and never have been able to get over it To open up and just sit there and be wide open like the ocean And to get shit on, it was just pure pain Pain I cannot explain, far worse than any physical pain Simply because physical pain heals in time. Emotional scars just grow actually. They never go away; they sit there in the cut Chilling, lingering around, just hovering above your mental state Constantly reminding you to not open up To not give in to the person that wants to listen. Sometimes misery loves company, but I don’t wanna host that party. I just need someone to listen to me someti
Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah
Single & Sick Of It
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Asshole VS. ME Current mood: contemplative I've been trying to figure out why I cant meet nice decent guys. I'm wondering if it's because I'm not as decent a person as I had thought I was. Do the men I meet reflect my own flaws??? Maybe I'm just as nice as I've always thought myself to be and give off certain waves that attract assholes. Why does it seem that I have to settle on attraction to be able to find a nice guy? How do looks have anything to do with personality...something I've never understood. I'm not completely shallow I assure you. My good friend and I just had a conversation about this very subject. She suggested it's the type of guys I look for. The issue of earnings was raised. I can't judge someone, like someone or not just based on their money. I could care less what a guy does for work other than it comes up when getting to know someone. Really, how can I expect a rich dude when I'm such a broke ass bitch? Generally
to my friends and others I am sorry i have not been in touch i have been real busy and i am only going to get busyer as the summer gets here so if you do not hear from me it is not becouse i am mad at you but i have now time to be on-line alot agian i am so sorry if i up set any one Country Boy
Please Don't Be Offended I'm Being Slow...
Okay, so this is my first few hours and here and already I'm alittle confused and usually it takes alittle more to confuse me sooooo If anyone who rated me or requested and add for me can give a girl alittle break and let me catch up with stuff. (not tht there is sooo much but then there is) Sooo I just don't wanna offend anyone, so if I'm slow it's cuz right now I am slow. xxxxx Cherry
Water Vs. Wine
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or whiskey beer, vodka or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH Therefore: It is better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of crap. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.
Hello All...
This is my first blog. I did nothing today but stay home...I did chat with friends in WRR and PhoeniXXX...
Drama Llama!
Hey tappers! just a quick note to let you know that there are people on here who are trying to create drama for me and my husband. There are two individuals on here that are petty little people who accuse ME of being a hacker! Well, let me just tell you a little something about them. They STOLE $3,000 + dollars from ny husband and myself 20 days BEFORE we got married! They also left us with $3,000 + dollars in unpaid bills like RENT, WATER, GAS & ELECTRIC and CABLE! They deny doing any of this and have caused a HUGE rift in my husband's family. You see it was his own BLOOD SISTER and BROTHER-IN-LAW that did this! I'm not naming names because I am better than that. But if you really want to know then Message me. On a lighter note, hope everyone is having a CHERRY-LICIOUS day and week and keep the invites coming! I can't wait to meet you!
I sit here looking out at the world today. I ask my self what has happen to make this world change as much as it has. I tell my self no one cares like they use to. When was the last time you spoke to your new neighbor down the road that just moved in ? Had to think didnt you you have never talked to them. Unless you are one of the few that grow up like I did where no matter what you still ask people how they are and really care about how they are and acctully take the time to pause in this fast paced world and listen to them and i dont mean just listen but you hear there words feel there words....When I was growing up everyone watched everyones kids now days you cant do that because you do not know who or what is in you neighbor hood this world is so full of hate what happen to that one ten comandment that say love they neighbor not hate them or cause problems. I am not just talking about the neighbors right next door to you either I do mean the ones over seas to the ones we are fight
Seeking The Soul I Can't Live Without
The Desire Wonder and joy I feel when your near Desire and elation holding you dear Knowing one whose soul is true Finding the heart of love in you Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze transported into a world we alone share I love to get lost in your eyes without a care electric intensity as our hands touch addiction to the high I want it so much I hold you, you hold me and joy is all I feel My feelings growing stronger they are for real I miss you so much at the end of the day I have a desire and wish I could stay Just to hold you close all the night through and wake to your embrace in a day anew just to see that smile grace your beauty so true I live to be the one who gives it to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Song Of Joy Never could be any prouder than I the light in my life that can never die joys of this life that from my heart do spring a melody of unending happiness I sing fo
I Feel You............
i feel you breath slow breaths, in and out i hear your heart beat beating for me. i feel your pulse quicken as i touch your chest. The feelings i have for you are unexplainable. Is it love or lust that keeps me coming back to you. over and over again.
Huh.. Choices, Choices, Choices...
I'm looking for a larger place. Yes, I need more room. I am also making room for someone else. I'm not sure how this will go, but it feels like the right move at this time. I guess we will see, huh? I've been casually dating for a few years, since my divorce, and it's been fun. I'm feeling like setting my toes into the river of love again. I wonder, am I drunk, stupid or just off my meds?! LOL Well, either way, I'm going to see what the water's like. *sigh* Here's my policy: If a person doesn't know me and like me as a friend, over MUCH time, then I have no faith that they could love me as more. So, it takes a year or so of knowing someone before I'll consider getting emotionally involved. You have to know that ups and downs don't end your relationship before you commit to having one, I think. That's just me. I'm pretty tentative about a lot of things. Other things I'm all up in. Anyway, it's a big step. Ok Cherries, have fun! JJ
Richard Iii
I, that am rudely stamp'd, and want love's majesty To strut before a wanton ambling nymph; I, that am curtail'd of this fair proportion, Cheated of feature by dissembling nature, Deform'd, unfinish'd, sent before my time Into this breathing world scarce half made up, And that so lamely and unfashionable That dogs bark at me as I halt by them;-- Why, I, in this weak piping time of peace, Have no delight to pass away the time, Unless to spy my shadow in the sun, And descant on mine own deformity: And therefore,--since I cannot prove a lover, To entertain these fair well-spoken days,-- I am determined to prove a villain, And hate the idle pleasures of these days.
How Do I Show You.....
How do i show you that i love you must i write it in stone, yell it from the rooftops or have it show as a sign from god. Do i need to write you a Sign as big as a billboard, with I LOVE YOU. How do i show and prove to you that i love you Do i sing a sad yet romantic song, one so sweet It touches your heart. Let me know how I'm supposted to show you that " I LOVE YOU"
Sweet Dreams My Friends
I decided to start saying good night to my friends this takes so much time to leave everyone comments and I never have that much free time anyway,lol.the friends that matter will see this and know I was thinking of them and that's all that I want to wish everone a peaceful night with uninterupted sleep and nothing but the sweetest of dreams! MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
Something Good Might Come Out Of It
Some thing good might come out of it When you need a freind or love My heart I will share When you are sick or not feeling well For you I will care When you are sad or lonely I will be there I will dry your tears when you need them dried When you are scared I will comfort you And be there for you and your fears Something good will come out of it you take a breath and think of the things that will be. something good will come of it just you wait and see hold tight cause something good will come
One Taste
I know what you need You need.... Need just…. Just one.... One taste.... Taste of.... Of you.... You and.... And I.... I together.... Together in.... In each.... Each others.... Others arms.... For one…. One night…. Night of…. Of endless…. Endless pleasure…. Pleasure together…. Together as…. As one…. To taste…. Taste your…. Your lips…. Lips on…. On mine…. Mine for…. For the…. The first…. First time… Time I.... I taste…. Taste your…. Your supple…. Supple flesh…. Flesh on…. On mine…. One taste
Last Night.
So, Mr. Meow-gi [Mow-Mow] has been brawling with this neighbor cat a LOT lately. Last night, when Keagan got home from school [8:30ish], they were in the midst of a battle. Keagan picked Mow up to take him inside, took about 10 paces, and BAM! Mow bit him. The first time, it barely broke the skin.... the second time, it was VICIOUS. It's on his right hand, in the soft fleshy area between his thumb & first finger. We went to the ER pretty fast, for a proper cleaning [irrigation is RAD!], a tetanus shot, and anti-biotics... they gave him 20 Vicodin, too. YAYYY! My mom had to wire us money for the scrips. And our power bill... we got out of the ER at about 11:30 [I was shocked that it didn't take THAT long!]... we went home, and at about 1am my mum wired us $$$... so we went on an adventure looking for a 24-hour Western Union... we knew a 24-hour pharmacy was near the hospital. So, we got the scrips and headed home... he took a Vic & a half, and his anti-biotics... BUT THEN a few ho
Im finally getting some peace in my life now, im doing great at work, i live alone and no one can tell me what to do, my b-days coming up and im going to spend it with good friends, im meeting great new people....what more can i ask for? Life is finally going great
Todays Ultrasound
Well what can I say about this baby other then it is stubborn and is wanting to drive me insain wouldnt let the lady check to see what the sex is so we both gave up, I thought this kid is one smart cookie lmao...during the ultrasound the lady asked to kids to come in and watch...aww it was so sweet the lady would pause a moment on its face and its hands where covering up its face and then would move them away the kids said it was playing peek a boo with them and then it looked as if was it was amazing, I so wanna cry dayum these hormons lol...anyways after getting the picture the kids were talking about the baby hoping it will be a boy or girl which was funny just listening to basicly I dont know..I have 2 of each so this one doesnt really matter to me, just have one of them days where I hope for a boy then a few days later a yea Im just very thankful that Im going to be a mommy again, despite the hurdels I got ahead of me with school and all but
One Look
One Look Just one quick look was all it took for him to love me. I don't know why,.... or where to even begin to answer that I just knew it was. There had been no other like him, though I thought there had been. What made him so different than all the others? I don't know why,... or where to even begin to answer that.... I just knew it was. We had some wonderful adventures in the time we had together, and it took lies to catch us like bait on a hook, to get us to come back to the town we had wanted so badly to leave. I don't know why,...or where to even begin to answer that, I just knew it was. Because it was to much trouble since we came back, or something else unknown, we saw each other less and less, which hurt me to the bone. I don't know why,....or even where to begin to answer that, I just knew it was. One Look. One last look as your car drove away and around the corner. You had said the usual things, talked of a future, and our trials and tribulations of lat
Brake Pad Spoof Tommyboy
looks like some paranormal activity in the video its kinda weird take a close look please PLEASE WATCH AND COMMENT ITS ALSO I OUR STASH THANKS
Which Is Your Birthday Month? Im June
Which is your Birthday month? ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost th
I'm A Mod On Another Site
Just thought, I'd drop this link here if, anyone would like to check the site out chris
Would You Bang Me"?
Lil Something
Lol @...
hey lets laugh a bit! Cyanide & Happiness @ Cyanide & Happiness @ Cyanide & Happiness @ mwhahahaha enjoy nite nite :-*
4am..It really does hear all my secrets....this time is no different.This time it only hurts more. I'm almost to a point the pain has made me so numb I can't think or feel beyond it. What kills me more is my very soul is going though worst pain and I am held helpless to take that pain from her. I guess i'd do better to allow the hate n rage to come to surface.Rather then focusing on the pain. but..I'm....shattered. I can barely get the reason out. My mind refusing to belive what it knows is true. But=deep breath=Gypsy mis carried.She herself is fighting to stay alive. There was much blood lost. And the child we so looked forward is no longer. Was it really only 20 min. ago that this happened? It seems like it should be longer. No,I haven't left her side and I will not. I will stay 24/7 in this room with her reguardless of any dr. or nurse. I'm silent. she's resting. And I'm here when she wakes crying thinking it was all a nightmare... But...I will state this..
Lil Something Else
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.
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Love And Life
We were all raised with the idea 2 is the perfect number...everyone has a soulmate...somewhere...I used to believe the hype too. Love like life is a highway....sometimes u take a really bad turn...sometimes you get lost...sometimes you stumble on something beautiful. I may not have always loved wisely but i have no regrets for giving my heart...even tho it didnt end they way i hoped it would. I used to look for Mr. Right...but now i settle for Mr. Right Now lol lifes have to grab love where u can find it for a day...a week...a month....or for the lucky ones...forever. Best of luck in your journey :)
Questioning Friendships
What have I done to deserve this? What did I do to make you so pissed? Answer the questions, they aren't that hard Just tell me the truth, play the right cards. What did I do to offend? Why can't you just be my friend? I didn't do anything to you There is no point in a feud. Why do I have to apologize for what you said? To me it's over, I'm over it, it's dead There is a break through, the end Just get back to normal, so we are friends. There is no point to get what we had Everything you said, it just makes me sad You're suppose to be a friend, but you attacked What is your deal? No need for backstabs. Well, none of my questions have been replied Doesn't matter, your dead, you lied! Hope you feel better and have changed your tone Well goodbye, this is the end, your alone.
Player 101:what Not To Do..
I liked you a lot just so you know, even though we only met a few months ago I told you the truth throughout the times, But you just fed me the same old lines You thought you had down the player game but in the end you were so shamed You got caught while in the act I'm glad I found out,oh yeah,I dont want you back That's what you get when you play two Now your alone and both of us are through you never thought that you'd be caught maybe you learned the lesson, your not as hot as you thought I hope you get what you deserve I can't believe you had that much nerve Now your alone and got pushed to the ground Remember what goes around comes around Just hope you think of what you've done But if not, you'll be alone, only one Maybe you should think of someone besides yourself In the end your going to need some help
Prettiest Smile Contest
well i am gettin my ass kicked by the people who are in families... i wanna thank the people who have helped me...i adore you all imma post a link in here...just in case someone feels froggy...they can bomb away... i am gettin DEMOLISHED...but its a good fight it runs til 4/1....comments are what matters if you wanna help me i would appreciate it
Aliens And Such.
Assuming aliens are really, really small - I would let them use my head as a base of operations on this planet. I have a large forehead. You could park a lot of tiny spaceships on it.
The Fight Must Start
Why are we forced to take in societies unwanted? Why are we forced to spend money on Israel and their terrorists policies and why are we forced into diversity when the way we lived for centuries was good for us? You can argue all day with me on my views and I will come back with answers to your questions, but if you aren’t willing to fight for your race and or nation then you are not willing to see your people into the future. No longer are we able to sit back and relax, no longer are we able to teach our children the way we want them to be without interference in our schools and on our televisions. We are forced to live on the diversity path, we are forced to bite our tongues when it comes to speaking out against our neighbors of color and of different creed and we are no longer able to protect ourselves through violence if needed without massive charges brought upon us. We no longer have our rights to freedom of speech and for that I am pissed. No longer can we call an ignorant
doG is a real person i HAD a salute but i lost it when my profile screwed up and all my pics vanished. I dont care if you have a salute or not, i dont care if you are a real person. i am talking to a profile!!!! why do people go on and on about, GASP!!! Fakes!!! Think hard about this.... do you act EXACTLY the same around all your friends or do you change slightly depending on who you are with?
wind rips thru my hair sun bleaches on my skin water refects my inner sin of this thougt i have no care for of this space i am to dare for the things in the dark that stop and stare my thoughts race to places of you youre eyes keep me within of this thought...............
Idle Hands...
Right then... So it's been said, "idle hands are the tools of the Devil." Now, don't ask me who the hell brought up that whacked out idea, so let's get to it. I find myself sitting here, entirely too bored for words. I mean really fucking bored. I mean so fucking bored, that I tossed one off watching a fuck flick, and then still find myself sitting here dorking around with not a fucking thing to do. I don't believe that I've been this bored since I was first starting out as a truck driver in 2005. And trust me, that was really fucking boring at times. Seriously, I don't believe that I've been this bored. And I don't think it's the fact that I live in a small town. Really, this town is small. If I were really bored, I'm sure that I could go up to the 24 hour restaurant off the freeway. But there must be something I could do. There is only so much that I can take away (or give up) from watching pornos. Anyway, enjoy. I'm sure I'll have something to do. More later, Cheers
Just So Everyone Knows My Thoughts On Our Military!
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So
Ink Injected Into My Organ...
Did you know that the skin is the largest organ in the human body? I just got home from 8 hours of having ink injected into it. My arm looks awesome & is tender as hell at the moment. Sitting for that long wasn't a problem, but I can't say I would want to do it that often. Pictures to follow.
All Mine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its all mine and people have seen that im a fighter and im no longer takin the shit...Im happy.. I have worked and i have come a long ways and i can really truely say that i have got what i have wating so long for i have a wonderfull boyfriend that loves and respects me for everything that i am and stand for i have a great life ....May not have the best of jobs in the world but its a job and thats all that matters long as my bills are taken care of and things are done the way that they need to then they are all ok and i am happy once again i have a very loveing boyfriend that loves me for who i am and respects me for all that i am and i have three wonderfull kids Love is a wonderfull thing... Im so glad that i have the the great things that i do in life :):):):) With all this Im closeing this blog and to all let be known that i love the things i have in my love and they love me back just as much and stronger than than anything in this world we are great together
I find it hard to tell you that you’re my only one When your to busy flirting with everyone And I just want you to notice me like you did yesterday Sorry I left it to late to tell you this Sorry I have these feelings for you I hate to think you won’t look at me in the same way But ill always see you as the one who’s always on my mind I know you like that girl even though you said she was a friend And I don’t mean to be so jealous Even though were not together Id like to think that id still have a chance with you Let my childish mind tell me this And if we don’t end up together its okay But I want you to know That whatever happens you’re always on my mind And it’s killing me inside I want you to be the one that controls my puppet mind.
The Whispers Get Louder The More I Ignore Them...
(it's one for the rumor mill) / put it on the chopping block and hope that the turkey neck takes effect without marching on the eggshells / i see the smug look of faked concern eating your face / hoping maybe all the guilt will wash my feelings away / (take me) a glass of acid holding up the petri dish / with sophisticated ameoba mingling in within the liner notes; like / "Hey, i know things aren't going too smoothly (here) take two of these and call me in the morning" / i could never picture myself amounting a greater example of a person whom always succeeds at finding out exactly what doesn't seem to work / and i don't necessarily consider it an attack on my ego / 'cause my love to you seems hostile so it stares behind a peephole / (everything's fine!) would you ask another question? / i no longer feel comfortable being near your displacement of another past life / another form of amusement / i'm sure we both learned a thing or two but it hardly seems worth it / one time i said i fin
It Sucks Getting Old!!!!!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Mable, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried s! queen' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old ma
Don't Look Back
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is to simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough. But think about all the excitement ahead, If you can be stalwart enough! There could be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests. As you challenge your status quo And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds And wonderful spots
I'm considering dropping biology as a second major and picking up photography instead. Photography could work with my major. I'd have to buy a new camera, but that's okay. I've taken some photos with my digital, just messing around with it. Mostly landscape photos. Biology... it's too complex. I just like the genetics and such end of it. That's pretty much the only area i'd use for my major anyway. So, after this class is over.... no more bio for me.
Need Rates Plz Friends
Hi everyone if you have a spare 30 seconds can you please stop by and just rate this picture for me No need to leave comments unless you want to i need rates friends :) [ photo: 4265661840 ]
My Birthday
Well I had my birthday last week....That was a waste of a day. If it wasn't for lil bit and a couple other people it wouldn't have been worth having. My parents didn't even call me. I moved to Texas from Chicago area, you'd think they missed me at least a little. I think not. I ended up not being able to follow through with the plans I had made. I guess I just won't make plans anymore.
I grow so fucking weary of all the bullshit in people...wanting to fool with somebody else's emotions...Why? I suppose for some deranged sense of self satisfaction. Whatever. Where are all the Real people at? If you got a lover at home...don't be out sniffin up someone else's tree...I get so tired of Games and Playas...shit, I fucking quit the dating scene...ain't nobody worthy it seems the one you're know. And if you don't...LEAVE! It't all fun and games until someone gets hurt...I'll be eroticism makes the best bed partner
Where Did The Time Go???
There's a beat dancing in his heart and it hammers in his chest He can feel it slow down these days for time calls it to rest The years have flown by leaving scars to mark the days baby showers and funerals mingle together in the haze He hopes that when this all shakes out that He'll be on the positive side He prays that Heaven will open up and that he'll avoid the downward slide Soon the light will fade and He'll have to step over He'd hope to watch my children grow and dance in fields of clover So shed no tears for this dying man For his life was complete and full He'll go to a place where they know his name and peace is the guiding rule Time ticks with each new day and a boy will become a man He'll take his place in the sun and fulfill the Master's plan For with every life, there comes a death and Nature makes this so embrace each moment when it comes because time will never let you know Bryant
Eggydeb Is A Strange Strange Girl...
Eggs anyone? Now, if you'll excuse me - I need to take these eggs off of my face. Yes. I have taken the eggs off of my eyes and placed them in a much better place.
Where can I turn too? nowhere to run, life is a puzzle, with so much left undone, lost and empty, lonely and cold, would it really be better, with a dream I could hold? running in circles, hide all the fears, so many heartbreaks, for to many years, there has got to be some way, to stop all the tears, to make life right, starting tonight, it's time to make, Changes..
Hump Day, Again!?
The weeks just keep going faster and faster. How can it be Wednesday again, already, lol?? I have one client this morning. Then I'm back to pick up Dakota from early dismissal at school at Noon. THE DAY has finally arrived - The Day of the Dreading!! OOOOOOOooooooooh, I like that, lol! Sounds like a SciFi Movie of the Week, lmao! Yeah, Kota gets his dreadlocks today. I will try to take pics of this procedure and the final results! I need to take pics of the guys anyway, since I talk about them so much. Must see who I'm talking about!! Not to mention that effing Salute is hanging over my head! Hey, that sounds like an idea, lol!! Got to get that stupid thing done so I can level up. I'm tired of seeing 99.99% on my point graph, lmao!! It's almost Guy Transport time, so I'd better end this. Strange dreams last night! Wonder what they meant, afraid to ask, lol!! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings and more love, all over the map, lol!
I Just Have To Say....
That ovulation does great things for my cleavage. That is all. (continues ogling my own boobs)
The Dream
She has to be dreaming of me, Watch as she squirms, twist and turns in between the sheets. Observe as the sweat inches over her perfect curves. In her mind she has to be calling to me. As she slowly removes her clothes soaked in her delicate joy, The electricity can be felt traveling throughout me, As I begin to feel the heat, My heart increases to a rhythmic beat, The intensity in my veins, the rush of blood throughout me. Let me join thee, in this steaming voyage of erotic pleasure. From the moon light my shadow lays upon the walls Now watch as I come alive to indulge thee in sexual exstacy
33 10 Hours
Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
voila! we're back! yes linkin park! breaking the habit is a great video! they wanted to do this video in real life style but they couldn't afford it or somethin like that... but i think its probably one of the coolest animated videos out there so enjoy and if your goin to bamboozle to see em let me know so we can meet up or somethin cause i'm gonna be there on sunday Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not all right So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than any time before I had no option
No more sorrow, no more pain Only love and understanding is left to gain No more words without meaning Only phrases and gestures full of feeling No more lonely days and sleepless nights Only quality time filled with hugs so tight No more thoughts of worthlessness Only moments shared together engulfed in happiness No more starving for attention and a look of disgrace Only daily kisses accompanied with a warm embrace Love is patient, kind and complicated To make it work communication must be initiated God and His words play a big part Hold Him near and dear, close to your heart
Update Time
On the 27th of March I had an appointment with the dr that put in the heart valve..After 5 and a half hours of tests they found out there is nothing wrong with the valve.That means I am fucked because they have no idea whats wrong with me.....On the 28th of March I got a phone call from them setting me up with another appointment with another DR doing an EKG and seeing this Dr as well. I guess I should feel better that they are doing everything in their power to figure why I am so sick.But the thing I hate is the waiting game...Some of you will be like "Good things come to those who wait"...I been waiting since September of 06'...So I am a lil tired of waiting..I just want to get better and move on witgh whats left of my life and enjoy playing with my kids again...I miss that more then working or anything else....Seeing the enjoyment in their eyes that Daddy was playing with them or rough housing with them or chasing them...If your a parent you seen this look and enjoy it all the tim
About Last Night....
Last night I posted quite the pessimistic blog and I woke up this morning wanting to delete it. I have a tendency to get a little over dramatic when I have been let down, lied to or just over all disappointed in people. That all has subsided, however, I felt as though I would leave it up just to remind myself that there are better ways of handling things. The root of my anger stemmed from my teenage daughters...I swear they are going to be the death of me! They decided to go to a friends house for the night and I assumed the girl lived in our neighborhood....well, what do they say about assuming? You look like a fool! My girls took it upon themselves to take a bus to the light rail station to Downtown Denver, then catch another bus to half way to Boulder! I was pissed!! They are only 13 years old for crying out loud!! I got in the car and went and picked them up at 8 pm. I refuse to be one of those parents that allows their children to run wild all over the city. I was so upset last
Insatiable? My excellent friend writes of her dilemma, as such- Lives with a boyfriend. They make each other happy. He is good to her and her child. They used to have wild sex, but since they have lived together, its maybe a couple times a month. He also has been working massive hours at a new job, and while successful, and getting promotions, he comes home, eats, and goes to bed. He never wants to go anywhere or do anything, he is too tired, even on his day off. She does all she can to entice him to go out and have fun, and also sexually, but gets rejected and feels like crap, and begins to withdraw from him. And the kicker- "But you know, everyone I know thinks I'm an idiot because I have a great man, a good dad to my kid, a provider, a loving person that would kill or die for me but yet I am still unsatisfied. That's why I question myself, am I insatiable?" _________________ Is she being too hard on him? Asking too much? Insatiable? I'm gonn
Ive Been Thinkin
So ive been thinkin of leaving Cherrytap. Im just kinda over it n bored. Think i should delete my account or no?
For The Anti War Crybabies,,, Though I Doubt You Will Get The Meaning Behind It...
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war ... My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said, "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his ho
Fucking Moring
okay well ive learned about a bad morning today. i woke up around 7:30, went to bed sometime after 4:30, of course never get a ton of sleep and now i wont be sleeping the rest of the day. So i had to drive to Eurka or however its spelled which for those who dont know who thats bout 35 minute drive but me being me i can make it there in a shorter time. Fucking my friend was in a crappy mood so i was i was pissed mostly cause he turned off my Bob And Tom which was keeping me in a good mood. To make things worse he was bitching bout me getting lost cause ive honestly never been there before. But i have this great talent of once i driven to a place i can get back with no problem. So we fucking finally get there with no getting lost or anything, its not 9 am yet for the court date so i dropped them off and figured id go put gas in the car and go back. Well i got gas, got back to the court house and guess fucking what..i fucking got lost in the court house. Small court house, small town, fuc
Im A Asshole
there is this female i like she knows who she is but i was a big asshole to her yesterday and i hope she can look deep in her heart and forgive me i love you and hope you will forgive me for hte shit i pulled yesterday but if youdont i will understand i think about how it would be nice tohave this person in my arms and show her how much i want her and to be with her so i hope you will forgive the bullshit i pulled
Well gotta work tonight, but got some good news too! Got a new job starting Monday which should help me raise the money alot quicker to get my Southern arse to Nashville! I want to be completely moved no later than May21. Can't wait to get out of this burg!
Good Woman
I am here to say one thing that we all need to remember and live by. Behind every good man there is a good woman and behind every good woman there is a good man. It takes two to be really good at being a turly good person. I would love to have a good woman to make me good again make me that rock I am but just don't let out till I am with some one that unlocks that gate. Remember money can't buy love so don't always go there.
A Lonely Soul-for U
You are so brave to be so strong, but inside you aren't any stronger. You hurt just like the rest of us. You may not voice your hurt, but your skin is your canvas. There you will show it, There you will tell us all. The true meaning of fear, the true meaning of hurt. The images left behind will live, They will live fresh in your mind. You can not scrub it away, you can not wipe away the sounds. For in your head, They will always be. With my words I wish to cast a shadow on them. I wish to soften the memories. Although it may be a short time, though it may only be a line. Your friend is what I will be. Friends can live apart, friends can share their heart. Lovers can't do all that, Lovers can't speak freely. But friends will always.. By Me
Simple things trigger the strangest tangents sometimes.....I was shaving my legs this morning....(sorry, I know that's personal)......and I got to looking at the scars on my legs.....small scars....little things really.....things no one might notice but me. Recent scars.....I felt and skinned my knee when I was still recuperating from the tail bone break....a recent scar.....There's the scar on the front of my left ankle at the top of my foot.......barbed wire hidden in the tall grass tripped me when I was in the 6th grade. There's the long narrow one from when a cut on my right shin got infected from the blood in the chicken factory getting down into my rubber boots.... I proceeded up my body, taking account of all my scars, reliving each memory for just a few seconds....... The appendectomy scar from when I was in the 5th grade......I remember I wasn't supposed to play softball for 6 weeks afterwards, but I was out there in 3 weeks. I remember thinking I would prove them wro
This Is Beautiful, Try Not To Cry.
I found this on a friends yahoo 360 page When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ? " The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was
Sex Sex Sex......
> >LOUD SEX: >A wife went in to see a therapist and said, >"I've got a big problem, Doctor. Every time we're in >bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this >earsplitting yell." >"My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely >natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The >problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!" > >QUIET SEX: >Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right >out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking >session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced >at him casually and replied, >"You're never home!". > >DECEPTIVE SEX: >A married man and his secretary were having a >torrid affair. One afternoon they couldn't contain >their passion, so they rushed over to her place where they spent the >afternoon making passionate >love. When they were finished, they fell asleep, not waking until 8 >o'clock. They got dressed quickly. Then the man told his secretary to take >his shoes outside and rub them on the law
Deep Thoughts :)
Deep Thoughts 1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set. 2. A day without sunshine is like.... Night. 3. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 4. Remember, half the people you know are below average. ( 5. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 6. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 7. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 8. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 9. How many of you believe in psycho kinesis?... Raise my hand. 10. what's the speed of dark? 11. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 12. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film. 13. How much deeper would the ocean be without sponges. 14. What happens if you get scared half to death twice? 15. I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder. 16. Why do psychics have to ask you for your name? 17. Inside every older person is a
Good News On Grandpa Dick :)
The infection in his bloodstream is something they feel they can control, but he will be fighting it for awhile. He will have these infections until his leg is healed enough to take the rod out. The infection came from the "pick" they had in his arm so he could receive the IV of antibiotics at home the last few weeks.
If Only Once
If Only Once... I write this poem for the woman that I feel but can never see I know the tears I shed are twice the pain I sense is combined You're already inside my heart and yet I do not know you... Where are you such a redunant question which I know you ask as well when can I ever see you be near you when can this torment stop? I always think you are near me but yet my sadness grieves our distance I'm so afraid to miss you out there that I would endure a lifetime of loneliness if only to meet you, my love my idyllic, sensual concubine if only, once Where are you can you feel me need you needing the invisible the phantom lover I am warmed by the fires of your gentle, kind soul yet I have not caressed your skin or looked deep into your eyes if only I could... if only once Could I see you stand up to me and fall in love with me this man who has loved others but never those who have loved him do I dare believe in such miracles are the fates
Oh Balls
I'm tired and its only 8:22pm wtf
Perfect Porcelain World
Perfect Porcelain World I am shining so accept me I am bright as the morning sun I am glorious please accept me imperfect loser I am fun so do take me will make you laugh so hard you'll bust I am handsome in that odd, imperfect loser kind of way I don't know what is wrong with your mechanics I don't know what does on inside that tick tock ticker of yours Oblige me with instructions in english, if you may on how all you see are things you want to see?
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.
Hope So frail the lover, she weeps so alone this betrayed, cold shell At arms with emptiness at war with the lonely void There she is, dying and here I am, to join her If such light she will witness be so glorious then it blinds me with pitch black Hope is a four letter word but I find many more that follow its path Such as lies. Hate, And above all, pain.
I Love Cherry Tap -_-
How about if you use an avatar you use your own pic instead of some model's. It's great to see salute photos rofl. I've never seen so many ugly people in my life. do people purposfully take them right after they roll out of bed? congratulations! You spent 734038438490384903 points to win the spotlight of the day only to make my gag when I saw your salute which wasn't your avatar.
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