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"Quote" Quote you are my soul unquote Now does that sound familiar? Kiss the boy and make him feel this way Quote well this is me unquote You have been so ugly your entire life So why change now? Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes You are the saddest sight I know You're quiet you never make a sound But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know Quote we never talk unquote And thats when I don't answer Don't you dare ask why Because you don't want to know, Quote Well woe is me unquote How different I've become And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know And you were right, right from the start It took everything you had, but you finally broke my... And now the old things will pass away I saw your light once Did you see mine? Bu
~have You~
have you ever really thought about the beauty nature brings? have you listened at the break of day to a baby robin sing? have you seen a pink cloud slipping behind an orange sun when a patch of gray & purple sky signals the day is done? can you ever walk along a beach as your toes push through the sand & not wonder how each grain was formed in this ever-mighty land? do you feel the wonder of it all with the treasures that you hold? god's gifts are much more priceless than a storehouse full of gold. go ahead and count your blessings-they were yours right from the start. god's gifts are very precious, so keep them in your heart..
Funny
Sure is funny how people change when they find out you are not tall, dark, and handsome. Seems what is on the inside, the essence of a person, matters very little these days. What have we become when artifical looks, plastic surgery, photo enhancements, etc. are the things we strive for as opposed to reality. Again I ask, what really matters?
Yahoo Messanger
I have Yahoo messanger if anyone would like to add me. My yahoo id is : dorkybarbiedoll@yahoo.com
What Is Going On?
OK SO HERE IS MY FIRST BLOG ON C.T. LET'S SEE HOW THIS GOES...I AM STUCK IN BETWEEN A ROCKA DN A HARD PLACE...I AM IN LOVE WITH TWO PEOPLE AND ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS THATS NOT POSSIBLE, BUT IT IS TRUST ME I KNOW. THE ONE THING IS IS THAT, ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME AND THE OTHER HAS TOLD ME NUMEROUS LIES THAT I BELIEVE AND I STILL THINK THAT THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT. Another thing that I seem to be going through now is I have these 2 guys that are AWESOME!!!! They make me laugh and I can talk to them about anything pretty much. One of them lives here and the other lives north of me out of state. One I know I couldnt ever have anything with and the other I know something awesome could come from it. The problem? There are things about me that I am going through and trying to deal with on my own, because I know that I need to. But it makes it hard because I dont want to bring others into it and show that I am weak inside right now. I am a very s
First One To Message Me On Their Vote!!!
a_bashful1@ CherryTAP thanks sweetie!!! 1 step closer!!! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ this is what he responded too btw :P Hay YA'LL.... I really need your help!!!! I am in a contest ,.. Who is the Coolest, Hottest TOP woman on CherryTap?!!! And guess what,.. its actually a fair contest!! no way for anyone to cheat!!!! Thats right.. after a year on Tap.,, i might actually be able to win a friggin contest!! LOL But i need your votes to do so!!! Thats right.. just one vote... no comments bombs!!! If you could go to this link.... and log in.. then vote for me... by looking for the link to contests at the end of a post at the bottom of a page (in orange).!!! http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php?action=register and here is a link to the actaual contest once you register!!! if you have problems finding the contest ;) http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,3230.0.html Others in the contest are promising NFSW pics and g
Please Read And Send Back To Me
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? And what secrets would you reveal to me? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM =_________?
Go Postal
And who says all postal workers are scary, dangerous, gun-toting freaks (overlooking the state I'm posting from)? So, today, I met LadyLove952007 at a Panera Bread restaurant in Dallas. I'm glad to say that there's some hope for the world, assuming she doesn't flip out and shoot us all first. Just kidding. Actually, she's a nice person, mother to an 11-month-old girl, and a fan of some iced mocha-type drink Panera serves. We ate, we swapped stories about the workplace (apparently I'm in the wrong business; seems like more people get screwed in government jobs than at my place)... The food there was decent, too, and this was the first time in a while I'd been to a place where I didn't want to slap the staff. So, now, my total number of (non-work) friends in the Dallas area has increased to two. I guess I can't complain about a 100% increase in efficiency.
4 And More??
the sweet Rob doctor(please add pic to my slideshow guestbook)@ CherryTAP and swampy!! Swampfox5050@ CherryTAP AND ANTHOER DOLL.. BO Bo@ CherryTAP Mr. MoJo Rising!! :P DOMINIQUE~drama free zone ~~@ CherryTAP kiwi!! licquor86 - K1W1@ CherryTAP loyal cal! toony_ca~Jaw Breaker of "Lollys Candyland Candies"@ CherryTAP lovable player! tjeplayer@ CherryTAP dj william yo! dj eternalis~owner of club bewitched~dmr dj~ dj passion's husband~ commander and chief of the A.@ CherryTAP BONES!!! BONE@ CherryTAP amazing Daddy, Christopher caspiian@ CherryTAP Rock out with.... JONES
Remembering
I made this one so anybody that would like to can use it as their primary or on there site. You may rip it by clicking on the thumbnail I will be using it as my primary starting tomorrow as i will be leaving for the weekend on Thurs... I hope you all have a save and fun Memorial Day and please remember all the men and women that have and are still fighting to keep us FREE. Thank you all Fireman 7
This Week
Last week I had a lot of stress because of a few people on here and moving. Well I took care of the people on here by deleting them. The moving is still going on. Ya know slowly but surely. Well I got a bomb drop by my online college yesturday and am so stressed over it. I have one week to prepare for 3 major tests. They are advanced placements tests for english, algebra, and spreadsheets. I have been out of school for 9 1/2 years. I was awesome in English never made under a 90 in it ever. But OMG I suck at algebra. I hate math. So I am stressing so bad. I have never been one for math. And uh never done anything with spreadsheets before. I am so freaked. I have to finish my financial aid applications tonight. Then tomorrow I have to study and Thursday night is orientation. Classes start the 3rd and I have no clue what books I need. They still havent told me. This is the kids last week of school which means short days for them and longer ones for me. No I am not whining I am just ventin
New Homepage Blog
OK ALL GOT THE BLOG STRAIGHTENED OUT FROM THE NEW FAMILY HOMEPAGE SO GO GIT-R-DONE AND READ IT.PAY ATTENTION CAUSE SO FAR NONE OF YOU ALL HAVE INDICATED YOUR DESIRE NOT TO BE A BOMBER SO I AM UNDER THE ASSUMPTION THAT EVERYONE IS ON MY SQUAD AND AS SUCH YOU ALL NEED TO BE BOMBING NATIVE HUNNY TILL FURTHER NOTICE.
Something Good :)
Been ridding myself of some negative things in lifee, so I know what I have blogged about has seemed negative. But its not really, its positive growth for me. Even with that I still need to look at the other good things while I rid myself of the negative, so here are the good things from today. I have wonderful friends that make my smile even bigger. I got phone calls from a couple wonderful friends. :) TY!!!! It was sunny and the temps were perfect - mid 70s. I got some work done lol The house is still pretty clean from when I cleaned the other day. I didn't burn my burger I cooked on the grill..lol Didn't get any complaints from clients today! I have enough Mountain Dew to last the night lol. :) I know there is lots more I could write.. but I am gonna get a shower, and then go relax in my hammock!
After Dinner Sex
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Weekend Love
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Jewelry
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Wow
well today was my second day back at work and MAN di I get my aass kicked by the work and being outside all day and it was a bit toasty out there today too............ anyway im exhausted. Im attempting to stay awake as long as possible so I can sleep thru the night but if you stop by and say hi and I dont respond.........I passed out, sorry , lol well thats it for now :)
To Whom It May Concern
I will not promise you forever. I do not have forever to give. I will not promise that I will love you for all my tomorrows. I haven't been to all my tomorrows. I don't even know what I want for dinner, how am I supposed to promise you forver? What I can promise you is that in this moment that we share, here, tonight, that I will give you all of my heart, my body, my desire and my soul. I will worship you like a goddess, respect you like a woman, and show you that in every touch and kiss. But I will not promise you forever.
Graduation
Tomorrow is graduation practice at 9am. Then Thursday at 5:15pm I will have to practice one more time and at 6pm the real thing happens. I graduate high school! WOOT WOOT!!! Leave Some Comments if you'd like. Love:Nikki
How Bizzarre?
What is really bizzarre is that I posted a bulletin titled (Mean Streak (http://cherrytap.com/user/892313)) with the subject This CT'er thinks it's funny that a little girl has gone missing from her family and that I should lighten up and get a life, well? Do we banish him? or Praise him? Yet this has not been deleted!! Go figure!! If you wanna see that I am telling the truth! visit http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2386118958 I am just flabbergasted that CT has taken this action on me and this person can carry on doing what they like on CT with no repercussions. Thank you for reading this Steve
5/22/2007
im so sexy that there is a support group for my stalkers!!!!!!!
What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful75%Submissive69%Violent56%Dominator50%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com
Exxtasy
Ecstasy is what I feel as you slowly kiss my lips. Tender touches and sweet nothings in my ear. Telling me I have nothing to fear. But, Yes I do. I fear the pain that I know will come. I fear the rejection that will follow. Knowing your not mine and mine alone. I know the touches arent mine to cherish. I know the sweet nothings are nothing to you but words. Words that you repeat out of habit not out of love. Words that you take for granted. Words that you do not know the meaning of. I know the pain in which I speak. Cause I feel that pain every night you leave. You leave to go to another. Yet I let you in like a fool. Just to yearn for that ecstasy. All those empty promises. All those nights alone. I no longer want this high I feel with you. No longer will I be your weakness or rebound. No longer will your kisses, sweet nothings and touches be missed. For the ecstasy I seek will come from a MAN that will know the words in which he speaks. For when that day comes,
Popularity Realization
so i was just thinking about why it is i am not as "popular" as it seems other people are on this and other sites... and this is what i have come to realize about myself i will put them in a numbered list 1.i dont have pictures sharing my cock with the world, so that means that i will never get the gay vote... well maybe if i insiuated maybe that would help. 2.i dont have a set of tits, yes i know its hard to believe but i do think it has hamped my popularity because of it. now i am reduced to looking at womens tits... which leads me to #3 3.i dont desperatly stroke the ego of any woman that is attempting to look sexy by teasing me with possible shots of their junk... i know i am guilty of it but i dont make it common habit 4.i dont have a picture of me on a motorcycle or badass car.(but i do of me with rockstars, but that just proves how insignificant i am by being next to them) 5.i dont throw the props for ICP, see so here i lose the Juggalo vote, dammit thats it
The Pain You Make Me Feel
I don’t know what to say to you I love you is not enough for you I want us to be together You and me forever So why did you turn me down Rip my heart out and spin it around You know how much you meant to me You were the only one for me I don’t know what to say to you I love you is not enough for you I want us to be together You and me forever Now I have no other option Than to hate your every convulsion I didn’t think I could hate this much But you proved me wrong to my disgust I don’t know what to say to you I love you is not enough for you I want us to be together You and me forever You f***ing bastered you hurt me even more You have no idea of the pain you put in here You killed me inside And your allowed to live Without any idea of the pain you placed in here I don’t know what to say to you I love you is not enough for you I want us to be together You and me forever People tell me to move on But they don’t know how much yo
My Passion Color
Your Passion is Purple! You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve. If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through. But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack. You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart. What Color is Your Passion?
Hott
I'm married to a great looking guy that really treats me well. We've been married for over 15 years and I can say that I never thought marriage could be so good. We're not only best friends, but we also have a great sex life. I had sex with probably 10 guys before we got married but I've been faithful and satisfied ever since. I'm 5'9" tall and have long legs and nice firm breasts. I've got mid length blond hair and small petite lips. Sometimes, just for fun, I imagine that I'm with someone else when my husband and I are making love. I'll bet most of you guys don't realize that your wives frequently are thinking about some other guy while they're having sex with you. I don't call it cheating, I just call it spicing up our love life. My husband doesn't necessarily know that I was imagining that I was riding my cute doctors' cock when I cumming last night. If he asked me who I was imagining I would tell him... but he's too proud of his penis to think that I would
First Day Of School
So school fucking sucked today...i did like 4 fucking tests in like 2 hars...it sucked....and the worst part is that i have to to it all over again tomorrow...getting up at fucking 5:30 in the morning!!!!!!! life...i got to love it, i guess
I Wonder.....
if i could touch you... if i could feel you... if i could whisper in your ear... if i could taste you... if i could watch you... if i could hear your sweet words... what would it be like? the feel of a lover... the soft sensual words he'll say to me... the way he moves my hair back... the way he leans close and the heat of his breath tickles my cheek... i wonder what it would be like?
You Ever Notice....
1) bachalor goes to laundrymate to do his laundry, puts everything in one load in the supersized washer... Women in the place look at him with horror.... 2) Women come up to the guy they love and who loves them and asks the question, "Does this dress make me look fat?" Look, no matter how we answer, we are in trouble. 3) There is always the eternal question that women ask, "Why did you ask me out." Guys, piece of advice, do not say anything that includes the words knockers, boobs, butt etc. Unless you are ready to die. Say something about thier eyes, safe, romantic and they will give you a bit of credit. 4) Why do women complain about the toilet seat being left up? a little tap and down it goes. Ladies, this is referred to kenetic energy due to gravity. simple physics. 5) Ladies, baseball is not just a game, the world series is not just another baseball game. They are part of the sacred fabric of this country. 6) Yes, High School football in texas IS a
Life Is To Short In Some Ways...
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world although I know there's so many people around me. Most people that know me would say I'm a happy person and that I'm full of life and energy. In many ways there right and in so many more there wrong. I'm positive of my manic depressive mind. When I'm happy I'm really REALLY happy and when I'm sad I can bairly hold the knife away from my wrists. Right now is one of my bad moments I think. I'm trying to keep my head up high... Like I'm always telling everyone else. Who does the person that everyone runs to for help run to? I've never asked anyone to help me. I dont know how to ask for help. What will happen? So many things run thru my mind. So many decissions I have to make. So many things I cannot tell anyone but want to scream out loud! It's like I'm in a room full of people screaming at the top of my lungs and not even the person next to me can hear me. God please surround me with the light of the holy spirit and only send what I can h
Taps, The Real Story, Millitary
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pulling him toward
Help Me Please!!!!!!!
HELP ME TO GET TO #1!!!!! COMMENT BOMB ME!!!!!
Crazy Tuesday!!!
Hi all, I was just wanting to let you know how my day was. I get up at about 6:30 am and get Andrew on the bus, then Darryl calls me at 7 and 7:30 to make sure I am up, YES I am up! So I get Kyle dressed for school and drive him there. Go by to pay the water bill, go to the gas station to get gas and cigarettes. Gas is just TOO EXPENSIVE! Then I stop by Walmart to get the things I forgot yesterday, then I swing by and pay the auto insurance, then head home. I get home a lil after 9am, and I left the house at 7:40, so quite a lil trek. Just get settled into doing dishes and such and Kyle gets off the bus, so have to set him up with juice and cartoons, then try to go back to washing dishes, and Darryl is calling me again to let me know that he is going to Cincinnati,Ohio! A good run, with about 860 miles one way! WOOOOO HOOOO! So then I start to go back to dishes and laundry and it's time to take Andrew back to the Dr.'s to make sure he is doing better, etc. So have to check him out of
What One Stupid Thing Can Do???
ever wonder what one stupid slip can do?? can it destroy faith in you?? can it lead to untrustworthiness?? will it make someone look at you differently?? will it make you want to fall to pieces?? will it destroy all that you have become or could become?? could it bring a sadness over you?? could it bring others to tears?? could it hurt someone?? could it really bring you down so far that in silence you sit... not knowing what to do or say?? could it just make you feel like shit??
Petition To Protect Property Rights In Animals
Sign the Petition to Protect Property Rights In Animals To Sign this petition, click this link: http://www.petitiononline.com/usanimal/petition.html To: U.S.Congress We the people of the United States hereby petition Congress to cause to have drafted, and to enact a Bill for federal legislation, that when enacted will protect ownership property rights, and legal use rights in domestic animals, and ensure that no city, county, or State authority shall prohibit, or restrict the peoples ownership rights, or legal use rights in domestic animals by specific breed, or by species. Animals are humankinds most ancient, and traditional property. The animal industry is the cornerstone of the economy of the United States, and must be preserved. It is not the intent of the petitioners to restrict any local authority in addressing the zoning for, or of the keeping of animals. Sincerely,
Code 4!
Today, I had a harrowing 911 call. The caller advised that a man he didn't know pulled up at the local farm supply center, got out of his truck and began to vomit blood. Within seconds of answering the call, I knew it was going to be one those calls that become etched in memory. I knew I was going to have to calm this man down, as he was rather hysterical. Not that I blame him, mind you. Initially, the patient was conscious and breathing, though with the vomiting, he was having a bit of difficulty. In a situation such as that, we're to instruct the caller to have the patient roll onto their side, so as to prevent asphyxiation. So, we had the patient on his side, his airway was clear, and the ambulance was en route. I thought we were doing okay. The caller was still frantic, but I convinced him to stay on the line and monitor the situation. He even started to calm down a bit. As the call progressed, however, the situation began to worsen. The caller again became hyster
This Is It
while looking back at this i still dont really care but hey it gives me another way to waste my time ha even jesus doesn't love me
Memorial Day
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The Things You Said
Too All
you all make me smile,and make me want to walk that extra mile,you all are so sweet makes me want to meet all of you.you all are good people and have bean verry kind to me since i got on ct,the comments are so awsome and you all realy helped alot with my self esteam thanks a bunch love you all,susan
Yep, I'm A 3
Got another today! I've almost got 1-10 woo! ksfemale4f2play
What Is Your Life Path Number?
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own. What Is Your Life Path Number?
Wondering
Sometimes I wonder why I come here.... Clicking on the delete link would be so simple. This place tears me apart sometimes. I have a few good friends and some not so good ones. Sometimes I just want to remember the "not so good" ones for what they once were.. not what they have become. I guess its time for a CT break for a few days
Hello
Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3.. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know......it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and l
Hump Day - Already??
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Time seems to be getting away from me these days! I am off to work shortly! With any luck, I'll be home a little earlier tonight, lol. I have added four new past life companions to my Inspirational Photos file. Please stop by and welcome them to our happy little family, lol! If you are so inclined, stop by their profiles and do the rate/comment/add thing! It's getting toward the end of the school year! Weather is nice and the guys are going a little nuts on me. Both Taylor and Dakota will be going to summer school until the middle of July - that's the breaks, guys!! Maybe I'll do a longer blog this weekend, lol! Lots going on in my head, which isn't always a good thing as you know, lmao! Have a fantastic Hump Day! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings go out for all my friends all over the world! You are all so very dear to me! Later! Muah!
Cyber Sex On The History Channel
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I Am
i am glad you all like my pictures,i dont mind the comments you leave on the picture as long as you dont say anything about playing with your little peckers i hope no one takes this to heart and if they do tell me and ill take you off my list i know a couple of you only became my friend for acess to the nsfw folder and that is jus wrong,i love my new friends and you just dont treet people like that
Taking The World By Storm
So I've had an interesting few days recently, all because of a certain video I put together back in February. I'm assuming a lot of you have already seen it. It's the first video that shows up on my profile page, and it's called "Tin Trio". Since posting it on YouTube and Metacafe in February, I continue to hear from people who love watching it, and that's always a good thing. Well, last week, I was contacted by a producer who works for MTV Europe. They are creating a TV show called "Best Show Ever". It'll run during the summer. The show's whole premise is about being the absolute best at a certain talent or whatever, and is based on user-submitted videos and viewer voting. It's sort of a mix between YouTube and American Idol. So every week, they'll show videos from 24 different categories, and the viewers can go onto their website and vote on which one they like the best. At the end of the summer, they'll have some awards thing for the best of the best. Anyway, they wan
Drs Intorduce Vibes
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Daily Horoscope May 23
"Some days you want to scrutinize your choices like you're at a restaurant with a limited selection. This, however, is not one of those days. Right now you should to step up as though life's a buffet. Bring it on!" Sweet! Wonder if that's referrin to somethin in particular, or just in general. Eh, who cares today... I'm not supposed to. ;)
To Everyone!
ok i have 5 in the family....146 friends ....98 fans...and im a fan of 92 people... so why arent you all helping me w/my contest!? i need all my friends family, and fans to comment bomb me!!!!! if you dont do this BEWARE
Venting
Well I guess I just needed to vent. So he it goes. I really don't understand what men want. I was with a man for 6 yrs and thought it was going well. He was my best friend. We were friends for a long time before we got together. I did everything for him. I cooked and cleaned and never denied him anything. My whole life revolved around him. He cheated on me 3 times in the 6 yrs. (3 times that i know of). the last time was with his ex g/f. and was numerous times. Found out he would be on the phone with me while she was right there waiting for him to get off the phone with me while I was at work. He would tell me he loved me and then go sleep with her. Well long story short we talked it out and i forgave him (like an idiot) and we tried to move past it. That didn't work. Just when I started to trust him again he said he dosen't want to be with me and he dosest love me. That was almost a yr ago now. So I dusted myself off and tried to start again. (which wasn't easy) Now my biggest pet pee
A Hater
Ok forget the usual drama of Cherrytap, forget the competitions and the pervs and the bullies and the drama. A little girl is missig, and it has especially touched my heart as she is the same age as my son. I posted pics for her on my default and this idiot... http://www.cherrytap.com/user/896023 who apparently hates america to, rated all my pics a 1... I don't care about him doing it to my pics, but doing it to a missing child is just pure evil. Why are there people who would be like that? They are no better than the kidnappers themselves as they are approving such a harsh crime.
Sex App.
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play ? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "SEX APPLiCATiON"
Private Pics
A way to see my private pics...and one free just for considering it. :) send me mail
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Ill Be
Who Wins?
1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to PUSSY 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to PUSSY 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to PUSSY 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to PUSSY 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to PUSSY 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSS
Woooohoooo !!!
I want someone honest, mature, fun loving, outgoing, adventurous, exciting, compasionate,sexy, loving, romantic maybe Im asking too much...if you have 1/2 theses qualities we might get along. A little money wouldnt hurt either. ...lmfao...
My Thoughts Written Down.
Ok first off I just wanna say this is my opinion about things. If you wanna comment go right ahead, but I'm NOT going to argue about anything. I just wanna get some stuff off my chest. First off Gas Prices... What the hell is going on here? Why are the gas prices so damn high, did someone at OPEC sneeze or what? I understand that there are things going on in this world that effect the prices but come on... We have oil companies making RECORD profits every year!!! Why can't they take some of that record profits and build more refineries, or lower their prices a few cents? That just seems absolutely ridiculous. I am on the fence about gas prices, I think the oil companies are ripping the American people off but I also look at this way, If you don't like the gas prices buy a bike. I do ALOT of biking now(which I need to day anyways :P) if I need to run to the store to grab some bread or somthing small I jump on my bike ride my fat ass to go get it.
What's Wrong With America?
The other day I was on my way to Wally-world to pick up some garden supplies, and there was a panhandler on the side of the road missing an arm and a leg. He was holding a sign up "Please Help disabled war veteran" So I pulled to the side of the road and decided to have a talk with him to see if he was legit. He told me that he was in Vietnam and had lost his limbs there.His name is Chet. He proceeded to show me pictures of him from the war. So far he seemed legit to me. After about 20 mins or so he had me convinced so I handed him 10 bucks thanked him for the sacrifices he made for our country. Now my problem with this is he told me that he get disability and Social Security but between the 2 of them he barely made enough to pay his rent. This gentleman is no stranger to me, I have seen him wheeling his way around town alone for YEARS! I think it is a disgrace to see someone that served our country and to be in a situation like this. I feel that the government should step in and do s
I'm Sorry
I'd like to make a public apology to all my friends. I'm very sorry and hope everyone can forgive me. :( Courtesy of SparkleTags.com
Just Some Old Fashion Advice..
Most people think in order to get their point across there has to be some kind of conflict. There has to be yelling and fighting and all kinds of mess. When the truth of the matter is nothing gets solved with all that useless bickering. I am serious nothing is created by shouting except more shouting. I honestly think that the softest of whispers can be heard better than the loudest of screams. You ever notice that a conflict is never solved during the fighting? No it is always solved when people sat down and talk calmly. Fighting gives people the excuse to get more angry an that is the last anyone needs. The old saying cooler heads will prevail is one the truest sayings ever. An angry person can not discuss a problem or anything without causing more problems. A calm mind leads to a better ending every time. So lets stop the yelling and the fighting and thing will work out .
Nine Words Women Use That Men Should Know
1.) FINE : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) FIVE MINUTES : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) NOTHING : This is the calm before the storm. This means something and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in FINE (see #1). 4.) GO AHEAD : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) LOUD SIGH : This is NOT actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing(see #3). 6.) THAT'S OKAY : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hardbefore deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. 7.) TH
The True Meaning Of Military 'taps'
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pullin
Daughtry-it's Not Over
I was blown away What could I say It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find We'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killin me But you're the only one It's not over I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wastin too much time Bein strong, holdin on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away, blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is ki
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Name 7 things in your bag (or if you’re male…wallet/ pocket): 1. cell 2. keys 3. wallet 4. cigarettes 5. matches 6. glasses 7. moneh Name 6 things you do when you’re really stressed: 1. call lis and scream on the phone 2. call nati and scream on the phone 3. text my frustrations to tierre 4. go for a drive 5. go to the liquor store 6. smoke like a chimney Name 5 favorite fruits: 1. apple 2. pear 3. 4. 5. Name 4 names you go by: 1. Titi 2. And something my father says with ferocity. 3. Bitch 4. Quinny Name 3 things you are wearing right now 1. grey hoodie 2. jeans 3. greenish tank Name 2 people you are thinking about right now. 1. jamie 2. miguel What are you thinking about right now? Having a cigarette Where is your phone? To the left… to the left Where do you sleep? …what the hell kind of question is this?! Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing? Wal-Mart What was the last thing you ate? Chips.
Denver!!
Woo Hoo!!! Made it to Denver Sunday night. Long ass trip but the house is still standing and other than the mouse colony in the garage it seems to be good. Truck didn't start and had a flat tire but nothing major. Been busy running around, setting up appointements and all... fun fun fun I'm in such culture shock it's not even funny! Man... ttfn!
Contest Whore Is At It Again Lmfao
this ends first week of june, i think the 3rd, my vic is up at the end of the mth and there is 2 prizes both a mths vic.. need all the help i can get! thanks 100 comments gets u a vic gift til they are gone, just ctmail me when u are done thanks! sarah
Top 10s - (swiped From Persia)
TEN FAVORITES 01. televison show: The Soup, Cash Cab, Scrubs 02. flower: Rose 03. colour: Purple 04. sport: Figure Skating 05. mall: Emerald Square 06. music: Rock/Metal/Punk, pretty much anything but Rap and Opera 07. food: ice cream 08. season: summer 09. animal: horses 10. city: San Francisco TEN FACTS 01. hometown: Painesville 02. hair color: brown 03. hair length: medium 04. hair style: straight 05. eye color: Green/Hazel 06. shoe size: 8 1/2 - 9 07. mood: sullen 08. orientation: Straight 09. available?: For ....? 10. lefty/righty: righty TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love: yes 02. do you believe in love: yes 03. why did your last relationship fail? Lack of communication 04. have you ever been heartbroken: yes 05. have you ever broken someone’s heart: I doubt it 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: No 07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: yes 08. are you afraid of commitment: No 09. have you e
Yall's Prayers.....
Well i wanna really thank everyone fer all yer prayers fer Mom, cause they sure must be working. Shes doing so much better, the infection is all gone , n she anit in the pain she once was. Shes seemimg more like her old self than she has in such a long time. Still though she has some badf pain, exspecially in the late afternoon/ early evening. So still i have to watch her close, at least she is getting better. N i have been trying to message allmy friends on here more, it just all depends on her n work yall. I really do miss all of yall, n please feel free tomessage me, evenif its just to say hello. I love my family, dont get me wrong, just gets kinda lonesome not being on here like i use too. Just even message me n tell me how yer day has been, any message i recieve i enjoy so much!. But as fer me i'm doing fine, working more n feeling more like my oldself too! So yall write me, lemmie know how everyone is doing? N I will write ya back as soon as i can. I try n be on here some
Hi Everyone
so i got a flood message from baby jesus after putting two comments on someones pic in a contest that i am flooding the system and my account is up for deletion so if that happens lol thanks everyone its been loads of fun hugsssssssss xoxo dont know if anyone else has gotten that lol yikessssssss
Untitles Poems 6 And 7
You wake to find her eyes still closed You want to kiss her but don't want to impose Stroking her long beautiful hair Touching her skin that is fair. Just to see her face Just to taste her lips You'd walk a thousand days.
Subject: Ebonic Word Of The Day
Subject: Ebonic Word of the Day Today's Ebonic word from the Louisiana Public School System OMELETTE Let's use it in a sentence: "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slide."
Sign Of The Times? Internet Joke
Sign of the times? A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:
Strawberry Kisses
This one rates a 4 strawberry kisses@ CherryTAP
Downrater Drama Stirrer!!! I Love It!
so i recieved a comment from a friend on here about some moron on here (as if we didnt already know that there are morons on here. but basically this guy got upset because she didnt drop her panties the second he messaged her im sure. not only did he call her this, but then proceeded to downrate her to a 1 and then block her!!! i checked out his friends list and he happens to have some of the same friends i have... so check and see if your included... here is the conversation she had with him...in its entirety... Hey there.... check this funny shit out lol Da White Sox: question for u ok? ->me: Sure… if you are still there Da White Sox: ya are u? -> me: no I responded from my fake self lol Da White Sox: whatever smartass cunt he rated me a 1 and then blocked me hahahaha... uhhh good thing I didn't look him and wanted to ask a question... how do you take that personally? EASY you are a white sox fan hahahhaa here is the link to the obvious genius that has arrived on
Update
hi guys well just uploaded my music playlist on my profile,my son is graduating nineth grade tonight
Huh?
My shoutbox was turned off the 21st. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/49780/358723 You got a problem with it, remove me. I still accept all mails, and if you're in Fallouts or Elites mail me your Yahoo! Sick of the crap on CT.
Dont Worried All The Time....
What,s kill joy?? To be worried all the time. And behind that is allways scare something..and to be scare something is just we dont trust. We cant worried abouth tomorrow,,we even know if there is tomorrow. What i mean abouth joy? It,s just not laugh.It,s mutch more. I mean abouth joy to be happy and peacefull.And when you have everything in your life ..like food,home,close,safe to be.people who love......that,s joy is to me.... Some one maybe ask? How can everybody be happy cos allways miss something. Well look yourself now,are you sick?You hurt somewhere? You have food!! etc. You are happy!! YOU UNDERSTHANT? When you be in absolute silence,we have so good chance to realise that we here and now-and we dont worry enything..we feel deep joy. If you dont know how to live here and now,you never can be really happy. Because joy runaway.Go empty. We dont know TOMORROW.We have to learn joy...here and now. Tomorrow is anemy to happynes,cos we ALLWAYS worried abouth tomorrow.
I Felt You
i woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts i thought about you penetrating me from behind slowly, deep, rhythmically to enter my deepest thoughts to explore the contours of my soul drive me to emotional bliss wild emotions consuming each other tenderly yet so animalistic again and again souls in connection as one we transcend on reality so beautiful and serene suddenly an explosion of silver and gold so erotic we are fullfilled till next time you make love to me in my mind
Ramblings.
I've had a migraine for a little over a week now. Yesterday didn't do much to improve that sad state. Being that I'm having such difficulty seeing straight, I've decided that today is a fine day to take off from work. I don't mind overly, as I'm just not feeling perfectly cheerful and/or up to par. I called and gave notice. Some people have informed me that I'm being very inconsiderate, taking a day off with only a little over forty-one hours notice. To this, I shrug and say, "So be it!" I've not had a day off in ages, which is an exceedingly long time and I work at least twelve hours every day, not to mention my commute or the time spent finishing various tasks if it's been terribly busy. Add to that the fact that I've not taken a day off of my own accord since I've been at either job and I do believe my heart swells with apathy at the thought of my inconsideration. In short, they'll get over it. I require today to be mine. I have much I do not wish to accomplish or ponder.
The Darkness
In the dark of night not a single light I am afraid to get up acting like a scared lil pup I feel something I just can't place not knowing cause it won't show its face I shiver and shake this is no dream, I am wide awake I scream who are you, what do you want but this mysterious creature is on the hunt it steals my pride, my sense of joy it plays with me like a toy I clear my mind, try to think straight but the only feeling I have left is hate it stole my emotions, I have nothing left to give I have even given up my will to live So tired of the game it plays this could go on for days too weak to fight back slowly everything fades to black Forever am I stuck with this curse some days are good while others are worse will it ever let me be it feels like it's slowly devouring me I look up at the angels above they tell me I must find my true love how can I when I am falling apart they tell me it's easy, just open my heart My true love must give me a
Think I Am Better Now - Hope So
*This is a blog that I have decided to post on both Cherry Tap and Myspace, just for the simple fact that more people may understand what I am thinking about the past few days and see why I have not quite been myself* How do you lose something that you never had? You can’t can you? You can lose the hope and the dream of it, but you can’t lose the actual thing. So, why I am letting myself be upset over something that I never had? Because I was stupid and let myself hope that I may have found something to make me happy for once - then in an instant that was gone. I know I once wrote that hope is too hard to let die quick, but there comes a point in life when it is time to just say that is enough and I just can’t hope anymore . . . I just can’t put myself through that any more. I knew this before I did, that is why I am perceived as such a cold and unfeeling person - but those who know me know that is not true. I’m not cold and unfeeling, emotionless perhaps but not unfeeling.
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When Evening Falls, And Daylight starts to Fade. My Passion awakens the Soul, Dreaming his hands upon my body he once laid.... Forever Searching, Never Right. Lost within Deep Dark Desires, In Oceans of the Night. Hoping I can find Memories, Lost in Time Long Ago.. Dreaming of his Love, Finally becoming Whole. When I awake from this Dream, Will I go on believing... That this Dream can be Real, Or am I Lost in this Feeling? An Endless Storm, Breaths Life into Me. Such Emotions Twirling, Can I ever be Free? While the Tempest Loudly Roars, I Hear the Truth I Live... As the Darkness Closes Around me, Songs of the Night I freely Give....
Things In Life.. That Bite..
Well.. well. HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED THAT WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE THINGS RIGHT WERE YOU WANT THEM SHIT.. JUST FALLS APART REALLY.. I MEAN.. OK TAKE THIS RIGHT NOW I HAVE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED.. AND THINGS ARE GOING GREAT.. AND THEN MAYBE JUST BY A PHONE CALL OR MAYBE BY THE SLIGHTEST MOMENT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE CHANGE.. JUST LIKE THAT.. OK THIS IS WERE I GO... ALONG LONG TIME AGO.. I WAS WITH THIS MAN AND THINGS WERE GREAT BLAH BLAH BLAH.. AND TODAY.. THIS MAN JUST CALLED ME OUT OF THE BLUE I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM SENSE THEN.. I HAVE CALLED A FEW TIMES, LEFT SOME MESSAGES AND TRIED TO GET A HOLD OF HIM.. BUT WHY TODAY DID HE CALL.. WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN.. HE WANTS TO TALK TO ME... AS IF NOTHING HAS HAPPEN... WELL HE FUCKED UP YES HE DID BECAUSE TODAY WHEN HE CALLED.. I DID NOT ANSWER THE PHONE.. I DID NOTHING DID NOT THINK ABOUT HE WANTED... GAVE MY PHONE TO A WORK EMPLOYEE THAT LISTENED TO THE MESSAGE AND DELETED.. IT I DID NOT WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT SAID I DON'T CARE TO KNOW.
This Woman
A woman’s heart is like hand-sculptured lace Delicate and beautiful to behold Continually evolving weave Designed by the stroke of his hand It is soft and yielding to touch Yet firm enough to hold him gently Open, so ribbons of love flow freely A woman’s soul is like a book of wisdom As you trace the words with your finger tips You will read of her desire to give freely Even when her own needs will not be met Understand her yearning to nurture and please Of the sensual passionate woman within A Journal bound in Lace, The one who weaves her masterpiece Holds the threads of her future Though she may stand tall with Angels Show strength through adversity Cry tears of compassion and pain The imprints she leaves on her journey Are created by the patterns of her lace
Much Needed Time Out
WELL YA'LL I AM FOR TONIGHT TAKING A MUCH NEEDED TIME OUT FROM RUNNING THE BOMBSQUAD HOMEPAGE.IT IS IN THE VERY CAPABLE HANDS OF OUR SECURITY CHIEF WILDMAN55 AND HE CAN REACH ME PERSONALLY SHOULD THE NEED ARISE.I JUST NEED A BREAK AS I HAVE BEEN WORKING UPWARDS OF 12 HOUR'S A DAY TRYING TO GET IT ORGANIZED AND WATCHING MY EFFORT'S FALL FLAT.HOPEFULLY SOON MORE THAN FAMILY OFFICER'S AND THOSE CERTAIN FEW(I KNOW WHO YOU ARE)WILL START READING MY BLOGS,AS THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO THE BOMBSQUAD RUNNING SMOOTHLY.IF MY FAMILY WOULD FAITHFULLY READ THOSE BLOGS THE WAY FRIENDS DO WE MIGHT ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO CALL OURSELVES A BOMBSQUAD WITH PRIDE.AS YOU CAN TELL I AM FEELING PREETY DISAPPOINTED AT THIS MOMENT AND I GUESS IT HAS ALOT TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT FOR 1 CONTEST WE GOTTA TAKE ON THE CONFEDERATES AND MAFIA BOTH AND I SEEING WE GONNA LOOK LIKE FOOLS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT THAT IS HAPPENING.I WILL BE TALKING TO HITMAN6 THIS EVENING AND SEEING ABOUT ABOLOSHING THE BOMBSQUAD CAUSE IT CANNOT SURVI
Leading Causes Of Death In The Us
Leading Causes of Death in the US -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leading causes of death in the United States - all ages, all races, both sexes The 10 leading causes of death accounted for about 79 percent of all deaths occurring in the United States in 2002. The top two causes, Diseases of heart (heart disease) and Malignant neoplasms (cancer), accounted for more than one-half (51.3 percent) of all deaths in 2002. The rank order remained unchanged from 2001. Top 10 Causes of Death - US Diseases of Heart 28.5% Malignant Neoplasms (cancer) 22.8% Cerebrovascular Diseases (stroke) 6.7% Chronic Lower Respiratory Diseases 5.1% Accidents 4.4% Motor Vehicle Traffic Accidents (41% of all accidents) Poisoning (16% of all accidents) Fall (15% of all accidents) Diabetes Mellitus 3.0% Influenza and Pneumonia 2.7% Alzheimer's Disease 2.4% Nephritis, Nephrotic Syndrome and Nephrosis (kidney diseases) 1.7% S
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I Almost Just Want It All To End.. If It Were All So Easy.
If you ever felt like you were in the dark? Like u just wanted to suffocate and not breath anymore and the only light in your life was your child and the only meaning in it was them? Maybe Im not the only one. I feel like the walls are caveing in on me. I want to give up. I just don't even know why i bother anymore? Everything in my life must be a lie because the more truth i try to find I feel like im falling. They say when Angels cry that is why it rains well it's been raining all my life. I really would like to know when it is going to stop raining. I have not seen a ounce of light in a long time. I want to all but end it all, but i have no other choice my son is the reason and l light in my life I keep trying to make my life better for. Everytime i turn around i feel like im dragged into one more scenario of drama or another bout of bullshit. I need to let it all go and be the maker of my own life and control my own life. Im 26 and i feel like a failure. I
Part One
I'm thinking we'll meet somewhere public first, so you can see I'm not crazy and have no weapons on me ;) But I'm sure we'll have to leave very quickly because the tension of all of our conversations will be too much to handle...at least in public. But before we leave, I'll rub my hand on your leg...softly, caressing it gently...staring into your eyes to make sure you're feeling the same. Then we'll go back to your house (or mine) and I'll ask if I can get you anything, you nervously say no and that you're ok...but I know your mind is swimming with so many thoughts. I turn on the stereo, and we sit on the couch next to each other. And looking at you, I can tell I need (and want) to make the first move...so I do. I touch your face, gently, and pull you in to me to meet my lips. This may not be your first time kissing another woman, but it probably feels that way because of all the build up between us. Our lips meet, closed at first, but then I gently use my tongue to part your lips,
My Top 10 Hottest Actors
10. Clive Owen 9. Steven Dorff 8. Colin Ferrel 7. Edward Norton 6. Jared Leto 5. Jude Law 4. Leonardo DiCaprio 3. Johnny Depp 2. Christian Bale 1. Brad Pitt
Random Pissed
so yea i get back and find out heather has a boyfriend... ok whatever... but then we were supposed to hang out tonight and boom nothing... she doesn't want to hang out
Old But Good-2004
as she rises up from the ashes to be born anew....the moon rises above her, the smoke billowing off the ocean, the early morning dense fog surrounds her, the gentle breeze in her hair, the nip of the wind on her skin, she hears a faint sound near her, she stops to stare, dark piercing eyes look at her in the shadows, she is scared at first but feels a sense of calm come over her entire body, in the mist of the darkness she feels a hand reach for hers, she holds out her fragile hand to feel the warmth, of the love of the mysterious stranger, the stranger that has come into her life to make her realize that this is the one, the one that she has searched for through all of the lies, through all of the downfalls in life, through all the heartache, it has lead her to this moment, this treasure in life, the one she can let go with and hold nothing back, for if she goes overboard, she always knows the stranger with the dark piercing eyes will always be there with the rope ready to pull her ba
Ten Thoughts To Ponder
**_Number 10_** Life is sexually transmitted. **_Number 9_** Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die **_Number 8_** Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without anerection, make him a sandwich. **_Number 7_** Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to >> use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. **_Number 6_** Some people are like a Slinky ... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. **_Number 5_** Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying >> of nothing. **_Number 4_** All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. **_Number 3_** Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you 30¢? **_Number 2_** In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER 1
Three Rednecks Working On A Tower
Three Rednecks were working up on a cell phone tower - Steve, Bruce and Ed. As they start their descent Steve slips, falls off the tower and is killed instantly. As the ambulance takes the body away, Bruce says, "Well, damn, someone should go and tell his wife." Ed says, "OK, I'm pretty good at that sensitive stuff, I'll do it." Two hours later, he comes back carrying a case of Budweiser. Bruce says, "Where did you get that beer, Ed?" "Steve's wife gave it to me," Ed replies. "That's unbelievable, you told the lady her husband was dead and she gave you beer?" "Well, not exactly", Ed says. "When she answered the door, I said to her, 'You must be Steve's Widow'." She said, "You must be mistaken, I'm not a widow.".... Then I said "I'll bet you a case of Budweiser you are." Rednecks Are Good At Sensitive Stuff......LOL
The History Of The Pentagram/pentacle
The History of the Pentagram/Pentacle Imagine the perfect apple, ripe and bursting with life. Sliced in half, it reveals a beautiful five-point symmetry-a star formed by the seeds inside. In fact, each of these five seeds may be seen to contain a symbolism of its own mirroring the spiritual aspects of this universal symbol: idea, sustenance, life, secret knowledge and the hidden mysteries within the earth. Why has this beautiful and potent emblem, the five-pointed star or pentagram, become such a misunderstood and stigmatized symbol in these times of re-emerging enlightenment? In the tale of Adam and Eve, the apple signified hidden knowledge which was forbidden to human kind. Other early cultures encouraged holy and learned persons in their search for divine wisdom. For example, the Vedas state that the universe and ourselves are One, and that by realizing this and tapping into that Universal energy and state, we achieve wholeness and bliss. These concepts were known to many anci
People Are So Fickle!
Is it just me, or do you find that most people are so fickle any more these days? I mean, they'll talk with you one day then the next day not even respond to you, as in IGNORE YOU! lol. I know people have 'busy' lives and all, hell, I do too most of the time, but at least I respond to people and not ignore them, and if I don't feel like talking then I won't even show myself online or 'as online',whatever. But, even when I'm not in a mood to talk/chat, I ALWAYS will at the very least talk a little bit with those that I'm closest too and those that I've told, I care about you,to. I'm just puzzled as to why people seem to have such a blatent lack of respect for others, especially when they claimed to have cared about that other person. All I can say is that I'm normally respectful towards others but this type of behavior isn't gaining respect from me towards those particular individuals. It makes me want to treat them the same way, in fact, since it seems that that's what t
My Cats
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Questions?
I sit here all alone day in day out wondering what I could have done?What would make you realize that going on this way is something I just can't do? You think because you "pay" for me that I will look the other way? That I won't see what you do? That I can't tell how you feel? Even when your here are you really? You think just because I let you get away with things you can hurt me all the time? Do you know what it's like to live in the silence? The past replaying in my head? What could have been? What will never be? You left a long time ago like a season that comes on slow but is over before you know it. Are you ever going to except some responsibility? Any at all? Ever realize that how much you give from your pockets will never measure what's in your heart? That all I ever wanted was you? Other things are nothing! They will never be important to me. Why is it when I am all you have you push me away? Why are you so scared to just let go? Let go of the past and hold on to our future? T
Scenes From The Coffeehouse #8
The passersby become more and more intriguing... I follow the bum with eyes only. the pretty boy with the black eye and tattooed forearm relinquishes a smoke to him, refusing his quarter as well. it's not uncommon these days, around here, to have some semblance of compassion. it flows on the sidewalks of Maryland Avenue. drink your fiji water, watch drunken fish fill up tonight from the safety of another misspent evening at Cartel. here is where we gather to partake in the wifi, to soak ourselves in a bathing of espresso, to sneak our sideways glances at the attractive businessmen in the corner, the bums in thin, ratty clothing, the sights and sounds of women in summer, skin gleaming with tan even in the night. my soft whisper of ink and pad lets the deafening bustle of this place reach my ears in stereo, and i scratch the paper in fervor. another saint louie summer, myself and a sketchbook, the assorted city life inspires my pen to dance while the air condit
Thanks, Thanks, Thanks....
I want to say a big "THANKS" to everyone who sent me wishes for my birthday today. I got so many great comments, alot of birthday cards, waaaaaaaaay too much cake..lol...and alot of pretty balloons to decorate with! It's was great to see all the friends I've made on CT, drop by and think of me! Bunches of love... Lev
Really Happened........
Raping me was fun for him. After, he asked me how I liked it. Perhaps he already lived in a cell, Ex-communicated, soul-deaf. I told him and he laughed, stroked me. So? He was boss. On top. A woman wanted that, no? Crying, crying, I said nothing. Rape was a wound across my sky. I saw blackness beyond the blue. My life was twisted, like those girders Earthquakes throw brutally to the ground. After such helplessness, what hope? Going on with my life in blackness, A black sky, black rage in my heart, In my mind an endless blackness, Nothing within me but blackness Screamed at the boy no longer there, The screams like walls I took with me, The walls of screams protecting me, How could I love without seeing? Even so, the light pierced me, Shattering the cell of fury, Opening my heart again Under a new sun, once more Laughing in the chill of fear.
Quote
Of the delights of this world, man cares most for sexual intercourse. He will go to any length for it-risk fortune, character, reputation, life itself." ~ Mark Twain Saw that and HAD to post it.
Dead(i Dont Know It's A Poem)broken Words
U can die U can live with pain inside meanless broken lifeless body spit at maggots flesh seem so un wanted to say alot and to say not a damn thing at all walkng with the living seem they run and hide from it pay to pro long it if u know when u was dieing u try to cheat death. i always learn deal with death all my life.
~~the Latest In Swim Wear~~
Going To Be Gone Until Tuesday 5/29/07!!
Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that i am going to be gone until tuesday. I'm gonna go spend some time with my daughter in Montana. I hope you all have a great weekend and i'll catch up on things when i get back.. If you get some time or need something to do feel free to comment bomb my pic for me for the contest i'm in so i dont fall to far behind... **HUGS**
What's Important
Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; than try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then, do what you need to do. In order to have what you want. What really matters is what you do with what you have. You have to accept whatever comes and the only important thing is that you meet it with the best you have to give. Follow your passion. Live your life the way you want too. What makes you happy. Who has the power to stop you from being happy. Only you have that power; no one else. Your only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers along the way. Get pleasures out of life; as much as you can. Nobody ever died from pleasure. If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if you don't have a roof over your head ~ then you have problems. Everything else is just an inconvenien
Change
Life changes every day Every hour, every second But some of the change Is too much to take Life threw curve after curve I swing at each one But soon as one's gone Another takes its place My heart still cries Because of the past But it also cries for the future That won't be for a while I still think I need That love and acceptance I get that from some But it's lacking from others The changes in life Are all hard to take But at least we know that change Is the only thing that's the same
Beautiful Saying
"A building gets torched, all that is left is ashes. I used to think that was true about everything: families, friends, feelings....but now I know that sometimes if love proves real; two people are meant to be together...nothing can keep them apart.If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love it forever." Heard this in a music video I watched. It's from some movie, maybe Edward Scissorhands, not sure...if u know, u can let me know. I just thought it was pretty, though. :)
A Poem -- The Essence Of True Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. by Helen Steiner Rice :) ~~Spanky~~
Last Call
Hello,Oh its you again callin me one last time Like im the perpetrater of some evil crime MmHmm Sure!!!Yeah Whatever!!! Its not like you did anything wrong never Mrs.Goody Two Shoes would never tell a lie You make me so sick to my stomach feels like im gonna die Pretending to be something your not Just go to hell and fucking rot Yeah ok YES!!! im still here, you still throwing a fit Ive told you before im not listening to this shit Hang Up Shut Up and call someone who cares Because from you bitch ive taken all i can bear
I Love My Boyfriend John
Hey everyone hows it going well i am so in love with my boyfriend john he is such an amazing person he makes me so proud everyday he i just want him to know that he is never ever gonna lose me and that is my promise and my word and i will never ever break it i'm his forever and ever for life he is my world my everything and my life and i thank god everynight that i have him in my life and that i'm with him i am so madly in love with him and nothing is gonna stop me no lies no nothing i'm always gonna love john no matter what lies ahead he is such a sweetheart john means so much to me I'm so glad I'm never ever gonna lose him and he will never ever lose me john is such a loving loyal caring person and i'm so lucky and glad to have him and like i said i thank god that he gave john to me i love you with all of my heart john and i always will no matter what and you will never ever lose me john i'm yours forever and ever and that is a promise and my word xoxoxo
A Lil Love Letter To Those Who Suck
For those who like to play mind games. Those who like to manipulate. Those who like to pick up the strings tied to our heads and shoulders and use us as everyday puppets. Fuck you all. Burn in no other place than Hell. Hope the best for you all, only for the best to be taken away at your highest happiest moment. And youre left with nothing. Nothing at all. So that you are left alone and you wither away and collapse like a building during an earthquake. You all will reap what you sow. Whats done is done, and you WILL hear from your maker when the time comes for you to be judged. Payback is one sweet sweet motherfucker. Tis all.
People Kinda Suck...
I was thinking today, and although I already knew it, it still pisses me off. The human race in general sucks and I pretty much have no friends that are decent. People never do what they say they are going to do and you know what I have to say about it? Fuck 'em! I'm over trying to be friends with people who put no effort into being friends with me. So fuck them all!!!
Help Me Out
hey ppl if u will help a bro out stop my and show my page some love it will really help me if u help me i will help i always return the love
Pussy Lovers
This Broken Man.......
I havn't been on much i know i just disapeared to all you i'm sorry im ina slump ive taken so much from you all im full im breaking down ive been keeping myself away from you all so i dont let you see how weak an frail i am at the moment im sorry i just dont feel strong right now dunno when i'll be myself again so im sorry if i dont answer phone calls txts or emails or any other type of messages im just trying to keep myself together....and apprently ive fucked up an im falling apart im just no myself i cant focuz i cant do anything right... i feel im not living up to my end of the promise ive made you all secretly im sorry i im just not me right now......yes i drank an got wasted yesterday but i felt even worse it sped up my decay, i wake up every morning look at my face in the mirror an want to break the reflection is this the man ive become why is it that i suffer why is it i i just cant be me...i do so much yet im not strong enough to take it all in i help an help where is the
Earthquake
Wow we just had two earthquakes. Wernt huge but enough to make your butt pucker up The joy of SoCal
I Wish
i wish to fined my true love,i am feeling fo lonley,not being held at night makeing love till the sun rises,holding hand ,kissing..how do i stop the raceing thoughts of being lonley feeling a trace of love i would be happy,some men are scared to committe and that is understandable but you have to take a risk sometime or you will grow old with out knowing what it feels like to be loved
Sadness
I will never know what it is like to be someone's fantasy I will never be the object of envy I can't remember what it feels like to be made love to and no fucked I can't remember when my life hasn't sucked No matter what I am outside I will always be the fat girl on the in I am in so much pain and so alone I don't know where to begin I will never know the look of true desire I will never know a man who's not a liar I will never again know a day free from pain now with MS another life's stain my oldest baby lost all family and friends gone I ask every minute what I've done wrong I crave for one hour in a pretty woman's life to be so desired all of my life I will never know love like the love I have wasted only cheating and ugliness I have tasted I ache for one love filled kiss full of longing before I die but I know it won't happen so my poem ends with good-bye
Cruel Insanity
Worlds together, worlds unbroken Like a game, a child has spoken. Holding hands, while breaking trust Breaking hearts while smiling first. Fingers crossed behind stabbed backs Lying eyes and secret tracks, Showing mercy, giving in Then turning 'round, and fight to win. A second face, to hide the lies While in the heart, forgiveness dies. Selling souls to give away Stealing hearts, a price to pay. Giving nothing, taking all Clawing higher, backwards fall Blindfold on to hide the sight Of greedy mouths and newborn flight. The world it ends, the world begins Until in darkness reality bends. The truth is never far behind the twisted paths of a broken mind, Shoving hearts in soul's fast lane And you say that I'M insane? (c) 2007 D.R. Hyden just something i wrote in January, 2000... not sure of my mindset at the time. from the content it would appear that i felt betrayed. go figure... seems to fit a lot of my life lately.
Fuck U
FUCK U! FUCK U! FUCK U! FUCK U! FUCK U! CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!
Childhood Lost 1-17-00
She remembers sunshine warm rain on her upturned face She remembers laughter fun and love at forever's pace. Where has it gone? She remembers trusting feeling she could do no wrong Thinking Angels surely love her Singing aloud a beautiful song. But she's alone. She remembers a thoughtful child she had a smile for everyone She had a dream for growing old never a thought for being alone. Joy a flag unfurled. She remembers shattered trust broken dreams and heartfelt pain Love and faith just not enough to squelch the tears that fell like rain. In her dead world. She remembers happy times but memories have a higher cost When you add the pain and fear that comes with Childhood Lost. Then you can see She knows the pain of healing Though she'll always have the scars But she'll never quit and can't forget For she has come too far. That lost child is me. © 2007 d. r. hyden another poem found in my old notebook. shows childhood innocence, then as it's
Finally!!! We Have Take Off!
I put out a mum a while back about potty training my son. Well Everybody that remembers (lol) He's doing it! I stayed the night somewhere else on sunday night, (where is not important) and on Monday I walked by the bathroom and my boy was doing his biz. All by himself! I asked his Daddy how he did it, and he said " I took off his potty seat off the toilet lifted the seat and told him to go when he wants" OMG I have been trying for what two years now and all he needed was his Daddy's permission. Oh my stubborn lil guy. But I thought I would share that bit of info with you. Thanx for reading.
Omg Someone Stop This Girl From Breeding!!
ok the following is the email i since to some girl who felt she needed to come uninvited to my page and downrate a pic of mine. could this girl really not know why i was just a wee bit pissed? Umm no i dont have a prob. but obviously you do. so whut are you ranting about? On 5/24/2007, mordechai@cherrytap.com wrote: >hey bitch you have a problem ? you dont have someone who loves you? welll i dont really give a shit one way or another! so fuck off!~*~Anti-Cupid Shattered Soul~*~GraveYard Guy~*~GraveYard Family~*~ This is a Perfect example why blood relations should never mate! Lil Xo Laguna@ CherryTAP
Fishing!!
I CAUGHT A 26 INCH CARP THIS MORNING/LAST NIGHT!!! WOOOOOOOOOO!!! Looking at prices to get it mounted.
Good Morning My Swsome Friends
muahh and huggs on this fine day,i hope you all have a good day and keep the smile on your little cute faces love susan
Newest Down Rater....gives 1's
Here she is...I personally could give a crap...but now it just pisses me off...down rate her back if you like.... Becky Bee@ CherryTAP
The Runaway
This is no place for u my dear, Turn around and leave, u hear? U left your mamma’s warm embrace, She longs to see your pretty face. Young and sweet, u lost your way, But “Private” means u cannot stay, Grab your sack and walk on by, There’s the door, and don’t ask why. Go home baby, don’t turn back, They’ll eat u like a midnite snack, Smother u like candy cream, Their latest, sick, perverted dream. They’ll chew u up and spit u out, And snicker while they watch u pout, Then lick your wounds and lap u up, You’ll become they’re newest pup. Words of comfort, sugar and spice, And all things warm, inviting and nice, Is what your ears will hear at first, Then you’ll feel your bubble burst. They’ll cast their eyes on your sweet lips, Then have u shake your naked hips, Throw u in the lions cage, Right up on their centre stage. They’ll Kiss u Love u Hug u Hold u Then Wine u Dine u Grope u Fuck u Listen hard and listen well, This place will be your
Have You Ever
Wundered what it would be like to run into one of your friends from CT? Hopefully it wont be one of the perverts that runs wild on here, I'm talking about the nice guys that really want to get to know you for your heart. How would you react? If we have already came face to face please don't type anything.
Birthdays
Well, my Sweet Mom died March 11 this year, and today would have been her 76th Birthday. She now is no longer burdened with worrying about her 3 daughters and one son and hubby with Alzheimers. She can finally have peace and no more pain that she has suffered for the last 20 years. So very many times I almost called her to let her know about what is happening around here, she loved it out here where I live in the country. She would have adored this tiny baby that currently resides here named Bambi. But, she knows all this already, and now can have a few laughs as she watches this crazy house!!( a 10 pound dog that thinks she is the deers' Mommy ) Please, all of you that still are Blessed with your Mom's still alive. NEVER ever take them for Granted! They will not be here forever!
"the Bird" Pics
I have trouble understanding why so many cherries find it funny, amusing or "kool" to post photos of themselves giving "the bird", "the finger", the "international gesture of F**K OFF!" in photos they allow to be seen & rated. However can you possibly expect anyone with a sense of decency to rate your photos or your profile highly if you are more or less telling them where to get off? I have decided that any photos I see that include the gesture will get the rate they so richly deserve....a 1!
Tequila & Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get
Games
to somepoeple think life is a game and they got to play it to the max and some just play for fun me i don't think life is a game and u need to know what u want in life and take it all the way if u can get what u want then keep on trying to u get the best thing u can in life i don't play my life as a game i just live one day at a time that all. to all plz let me know what u think of this plz love ken
Memorial Day
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERY ONE A HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY
Hi All!
A great friend told me about this place. I love it. I have met great people on here. but I have a problem. My daughter is in college, she just got a great job in Denver working for a marketing firm. She went on her first businees trip out of state. How do parents handle that? Child leaving the nest?? I am freakin out.
I Ask This...
I dont usually ask for anything... I pretty much just deal with my life, go thru the motions and only let in my closest friends to what's underneath.. but right now, I could use some happy vibes n prayers.. I have a heart condition that when my electrolytes get low I go into SVT, super ventricular tachycardia and my heart races about 175-180 bpm.. it makes me dizzy, anxious, hurts my chest and just doesnt feel good.. well right now, im having some down time with money cause of my own stupidity when it came to my loan from skool..neways.. im having to skip days with my meds because i cant afford anymore right now.. so, i just ask that you can send me some good vibes.. im off to the ER where they'll get me on the bed, get an iv on me.. do an EKG.. gimme my drugs.. it will take a cpl hours.. then it will be fine.. they'll send me home.. and it will happen again cause i cant afford my meds.. skippidy doodah.. Thanks to my friends n loved ones and whoever else that reads this.. ~Conte
Post Bombs & Begging
Why? Whyyyyyyyyy do all these ppl feel the need to "BOMB post"?????????? Is it really necessary to post the same thing over and over? Is that how you get people to read what you write? I'm amazed at posts that I see and at the amount of repeats there are. Not 'reposts' but repeats.....then again maybe there's nuttin else to do *shrugs* As for begging..... that's just too funny. Then again, is there somewhere the rest of us can go to sign up to be begged for? If someone comes to my profile and rates/comments/fans/friends me, I return the favor..... unless you rate me a 1 or a 2 and don't have the balls to say why. Then I will go check you out just to see what kind of jerk you are. I randomly visit new cherries and rate them/their pics/comment help them gain points. But I don't BEG anybody for anythingm and I don't as anyone to beg for me. I have some really good friends that deserve the rates just as much as these people who have been here 6/8/10 months or a year or whatever. Yet
Cool Site To Be Aware Of
I typed in BDSM and it came up with all kinds of things that have happened. Like the first internet serial killer had a front as a BDSM. Remember to always try to be safe before meeting anyone? You could be a statistic or atleast on a milk carton. Don't think that everyone is dangeous. http://www.crimelibrary.com/index.html
My Heart Is Shattered
my baby was taken from me not to long ago by her father.he told me id never see her ever again!i dont know what to do!we all worry about these things when we become a parent!i just am going out of my mind with worry!!!!!!!!!!!!!someone pklease help me get out of this hell!!!!she'ss 22 months old has brown hair and black eyes, please someone help me find my babY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Poem About Anxiety
how i feel at times n right now i feel it annabel loo was feeling blue, she asked herself, what should I do? something feels a little bad, how do I fix this feeling sad? she told herself I need to see exactly what is bothering me so she thought and thought through all her fears and the big world blurred from all her tears. with tissues piled on either side annabel sighed, i'm glad I cried. now i've fixed whatever was wrong. now the sadness should be gone so she sat down and looked inside... HOLY COW! it was bigger now. but annabel was one tough pup she told herself, I won't give up. i'll tell my friends i'm feeling blue, i'm sure that they'll know what to do. simone said, things, they aren't so sad. sam said, your life ain't half bad. the other day at burger king, my brother puked an onion ring. annabel said, that's rough, sam-man. but inside she thought, this was a bad plan. then, annabel was not just sad, now add to sad, she felt quite bad. th
Dear God
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ? Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamps, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How
Just Checking In-
at dads for now- we will be settled soon ..love yall and miss yall
The Ten Commandments Of Mother Earth
I. Thou shalt love and honor the Earth for it blesses thy life and governs thy survival. II. Thou shalt keep each day sacred to the Earth and celebrate the turning of its seasons. III. Thou shalt not hold thyself above other living things nor drive them to extinction. IV. Thou shalt give thanks for thy food, to the creatures and plants that nourish thee. V. Thou shalt educate thy offspring for multitudes of people are a blessing unto the Earth when we live in harmony. VI. Thou shall not kill, nor waste Earth's riches upon weapons of war. VII. Thou shalt not pursue profit at the Earth's expense but strive to restore its damaged majesty. VIII. Thou shalt not hide from thyself or others the consequences of thy actions upon the Earth. IX. Thou shalt not steal from future generations by impoverishing or poisoning the Earth. X. Thou shalt consume material goods in moderation so all may share the Earth's bounty.
A Poem From Master Hell To Slave
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"
Heartbroken
IT SUCKS I HAVE AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND THAT IM HAPPILY IN LOVE WITH BUT ITS SO HARD WHEN WE NEVER TALK FOR DAYS AT A TIME AND NOT TO MENTION THE LONG DISTANCE. THE LAST TIME I HEARD HE WAS SICK I HOPE HE GETS BETTER. BUT TIMES LIKE THESE ITS SO HARD TO SEE THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE .. I CANT BEAR TO SEE HOW HARD TOM. WILL GET.... BACK HOME SUCKS I HAVE AN EX WHO TAUNTS ME EVERYWHERE I GO.. SOMETIMES I THINK HE DOESNT THINK I EVEN EXISTED IF I DO HE JUS CONFIEDS IN ME TO TALK ABOUT HIS STUPID GRL PROBLEMS.... I SLEEPING AT NIGHT WITH NO ONE TO CUDDLE NEXT TOO.... THIS HEART ACHE NEVER GOES AWAY BUT JUST GET BIGGER... IF ONLY THERE WAS AN EASIER WAY BUT THERE ISNT JUS HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING BUT WITH THIS BROKEN SPIRIT OF MINE I DONT KNO IF I CAN BEAR ANYMORE. THERE WAS NO PIONT IN THIS BLOG JUST I HAVE SO MUCH ON MY MIND AND I CANT KEEP IT IN.. ITS BETTER THEN CRYING I SAY SOMETIMES I DONT BELIEVE IF IM EVEN WORTH IT ANYMORE.. I KNO IM A GREAT PERSON AT HEART BUT THEY ALWAYS SAY GOOD PPL. F
Impulsive And Curious
Impulsive and curious! Love when I love,n`hate when I hate. Love the ocean and find peace in the forest. I am a kind person,but if you hurt me or the people I care about ...then I am a BITCH! I got a deep respect for the native americans (indians), and I would loved to be a witch! I am a mother and my KIDS means everything to me! I like the rain in my face, the wind that tries to catch my body...the taste of freedom...being naked on a hot summerday and just look at the clouds,dreaming my life away! A lot of crap makes me sad, but still I hanging on to this world called LIFE...!!
Connection
Time is taken and bodies are shaking so filled with passion Walls have been broken and love is the token the gift is everlasting Releasing the seasons, without desperate reasons we fall to the ground Hearts pounding and fate surrounding no one else around just us two, me and you staring into souls proclaiming the love, cast from above together we are never alone.
The New Ct Di
I would like you all to know that I am now the self appionted CTDI (DRILL INSTRUSTOR) on here is the sexest,pretty, meanset, most wanted, ect,ect, ect, none of which am I. So from this day forward I am the CTDI THANK YOU THE HANKSTER (LMAO) COME ON YOUR HERE TO HAVE FUN, NOW FALL IN AND JOIN THE HANKSTER PLATOON
....bleh
Life lately has been unbelievable. Both in a good way and in a bad way. I'm still now with Levi. Now I'm with a guy named Tim. He's cool and all but I don't think it's going to go anywhere. We're just not as compatible as I thought. He never calls me, I get to see him about once a week, he's not the sharpest tool in the shed, he always wants to shove his tongue down my throat, and ever since day one it's pretty much been all about trying to get into my pants. I think I really rushed into this relationship. He's older, that was one of the main attractions. I've only had one other significant other in my life and THAT was Levi. A year and 10 months we were together. We had fun, but we grew apart. And now there's the second guy.. And I don't see it working out. I'm just afraid of being alone. I know that sounds hella cliché but it's the truth. I've been rejected so many times it's not even funny. I'm just not that girl that everyone dreams of being with. I'm not a walking beanpole,
Veterens Against The Iraqi War
Veterens Against the Iraqi War Does Dick Cheney and George Bush question the Patriotism of these Men and Women? Click on Pic to Find Out More 'Why are you a patriot only if you believe we need to have war to determine our national identity? We have allowed a group of people who want to use our military and economic resources on an ill-begotten war of choice to convince a lot of us that we are not patriotic if we do not believe everything they say about this war.' ~~~Stewart Nusbaumer Stewart Nusbaumer served with the 3rd Marine Division in Vietnam and received a medical discharge because of combat wounds.
Help Me Help A Friend
help him reach 300,000 point so he can rate us Frankster69er@ CherryTAP
Death And Laughter...
**Archived from 11-06** I knew before my alarm went off. Today is the day. Finally. How fucking sad. What a fucking relief. My eyes stayed clenched while the alarm beeped off. beep beep beep. So annoying....But I can feel Emma asleep behind me. I held my breath and soaked that in for a moment. Before I jumped up and turned it off. I love mornings. I am a morning person. I hate to go to sleep. I'd really rather not, thank you very much. I feel like I am wasting time if I do. I love making coffee, my body still warm from sleep,my feet encased in warm fuzzy slippers. Fresh cool air and watching the sun rise over my backyard. Which is now littered with leaves. Today is the day. I premade the coffee. It was waiting for me in my red coffee pot. Three cups sat before it, already filled with the exact amount of creamer and sugar that we three needed. I poured mine. I poured Cyns. We sipped. We ahhhhhed. We hugged. We patted. We sat there a discussed the pl
Because The Night (erotica)
Because The Night… The air-conditioning has failed on the hottest sweatiest day of summer. Sydney my sexy redheaded girlfriend and I are in third floor walkup of a brownstone in Brooklyn. I’m sitting on the bed, propped up and watching a very hot lesbian video; something I downloaded off the internet. She comes in; her body is glistening from the sweat of our latest wonderful “round” in bed. In her hand she has a bottle of Corona; it’s cold and inviting. And she is so damn sexy. She is about 12 to 13 years younger than I am and she has a slamming body, young, curvy and so hot. She has a pair of natural 38C tits, her bell is so round and sexy, her navel is pierced; her legs are beautifully toned shaped and her ample butt is perfect~ round and plump. Her hair perfectly styled in a short shag cut which makes her look smoldering and younger than her 37 years. Her eyes are a deep emerald green and her lips are full and pouty. I slowly begin stroking myself; and she smiles. “
Insane
I came across these today when I was just looking through some videos...SHOCKING. Why do parents do this to their children? Don't get me wrong, I have kids and I am sure that I make mistakes, but please.... Teaching your child how to shoot a gun may not be the wisest parenting choice until they are mature enough to know how to use one. MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos This one is just wrong... MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos
I Missed You.
You beautiful state you. I'm in L.A. now, at Bonnie's house. We're currently trying to figure out what we're gonna go out and do. I think we're going to Hollywood, I dunno. Few more days, and I'll be in Hanford, my future home.
Thoughts
I am constantly amazed, at the amount of really "fake" people, that live in the world. Few, it seems, value honesty, integrity, responsibility, simply as being part of life, and what we do as humans. Ok, the opposable thumb, and being able to manipulate our environment technically set us apart from Bambi. For me, it is our ability, to learn, and to control who we are. In public, I always smile when I see a two year old, screaming and writhing on the floor of a store, while most people give the Mom a sympathetic look. Two year olds are allowed to throw tantrums, not share, lie, invent stories, generally do as they please, because they are learning, and becoming comfortable with their environment. Learning to make good choices. So what happened to the 23 year old who is still throwing tantrums, not sharing, manipulating people, telling lies, but thinks of themselves as a great person. Is it possible that our intellectual development could stop at age 2?
Whispers
Lover's whispers melt away the ice, On a cold and frosty winters morn, Waking from a magical slumber, Where we breathed on heavens door, In our dreams we soared above the clouds, On a flying carpet made of gold, Together we flew into the future, And saw ourselves grow old, together, We watched the roses bloom in spring, Then saw them fall as time passed by, We made a vowel in the secret garden, And to one another we were tied, Under the dazzling stars on our white night, I gave my love to you, For a minute you were silent, Then whispered back, I love you too.
I Was Asked To Write In This Style
having grown up with the cat in the hat and books on this style by Dr. Seuss you would think that it would come natural .... what I came up with could never be a childrens book ! LOL ... not that it is dirty but that I am sure it would be over their heads ! It was quite quiet upon that day It was so quiet that he looked away He sought to find a kindred soul He sought the one to make him whole And there he sat looking away He sat and sat in this one place to stay He looked for love and he wondered and did suppose He looked long and hard but could not see past his nose For love to find him he thought would never be He kept on looking though he just could not see So he sat there and sat there in the same way He sat and he sat in this one place to stay What if I show them my soul and heart He wondered aloud if this was a good start But how would he show it to each girl he met How could let them know him ? He didn’t know yet So he thought long and hard in his ver
Try A Little Tenderness
Prayer Of Hecate :3
Hecate , goddess, mother , crone I call apon thee make me know of dreams and all there wonders and teach me to live for them. Oh mother Hecate teach me mold me to walk a humble yet proud path of life. Oh crone Hecate teach me even in my greatest of moments to have me step back and humbly observe myself and help me learn from my mistakes so I wont make them again. Hecate help me become who I should be a proud yet humble person that is for the greater good so mote it be so blessed be
Fuck It
Pretty much sums it up.
Have You Ever...
Have you ever wished that you Had never been born, only just to die Have you ever wished that you Had never seen, your first cloud or sky Have you ever wished that you Could stop the tears, from falling down Have you ever wished that you Could stop the pain, and end the frown? I have Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle Denise King
Tower Of Power
Let the seasons fly The time slip by As I seek for the tower It's said to contain the power The power of the Ancients Ancestal intelligence Knowledge of the universe Which cannot be learned, of course It's not learned in college For it's eternal knowledge It cannot be bought For, it must be sought, reclaimed It is a power Unlike no other For this, I seek the tower To reclaim my family's power.
Some People...
Some people just blow my mind on how imature and ridiculous they can be. Down rating people because " lord jesus christ told them to" i mean my god how retarded can ya get.And then other people leaving dirty ass comments on your pics and profile. Saying that your worthless...and yet you must be worth somthing beings they are taking the time to leave these stupid ass comments. It's retarded. This cite is supposed to be fun where you can meet new and cool people and then all of these assholes with nothing better to do have to come and join and take the fun right out of it. It pisses me off. I wish that CT had a " Asshole " blocker when people go to sign up it would make everything alot easier..lol.
Please
fuck me until i am raw. until i scream. until i have to cover my face with a pillow. fuck me until you know i will have trouble walking tomorrow. until i am out of breath except to beg you to stop. until my stomach muscles are trembling. fuck me until my throat aches from moaning. until your cock is sore. until the rest of the world is gone and you have to kiss me, hard, so i dont fly apart.
Motherf*ckin Idiots!!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/83547/353951 FIRST OF ALL, TO UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION IN ALL THIS YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ON THIS MATTER. IF YOU HAVENT THERES THE LINK. NOW I LOG ON AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS COME TO MY PAGE IN ONE OF HIS KIDDY PROFILES AND BLOCKED ME FROM CONTACTING HIM THRU HER, SO I GO TO HIS PAGE, WHICH TO MY SURPRISE IS STILL UP AND RUNNING. APPARENTLY NO ONE GIVES A FUCK IF YOU POST KIDS ON THIS SITE, BUT THEY CARE IF A GROWN ASS WOMAN SHOWS SOME ADULT TITS AND ASS. IM HIGHLY FUCKIN PISSED THAT THIS ASSHOLE IS STILL ALLOWED TO ROAM AROUND CHERRYTAP AND DO WHAT HE WANTS, WHEN HE WANTS, AS HE WANTS..... SO WHATS A PERSON TO DO? I THINK ITS TIME I CALLED DATELINE AND LETS SEE WHAT IT TAKES TO CATCH A PREDATOR.... WHAT YALL THINK? AND FEEL FREE TO LET CHERRY LICKER HIMSELF KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT HES DOING TO THESE KIDS..... ON AN ADULT SITE, ID RATHER LOOK AT NAKED ADULTS THAN I WOULD HALF DRESSED CHILDREN POSING SEDUCTIVELY ASKIN
Reveal Yourself! Lol
I am SOOOO curious as to who my 2nd crush is!! I know who one of them is,,but no clue who is the other......come on, be a sweetie and come reveal to me who you are! ;)
· Tripkore ......and More
ok so i got rated a 4 (TripKore rated your photo a '4'!)I UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYONE DOESNT THINK IM A 10 BUT FOR FUCK SAKS A 4 REALLY....GEEZ!!! LOL....HERES FOR YOU TRIPKORE .............. ok now that im done ranting my boy is on hes first over night trip to tennesse to dollywood he has called 150 times lol.....but is having a blast then this weekend is prom for my oldest girl....man im old!
Charge Of The Dark Goddess #2
Charge of the Dark Goddess #2 Hear me child, and know Me for who I am. I have been with you since you were born, and I will stay with you until you return to Me at the final dusk. I am the passionate and seductive lover who inspires the poet to dream. I am the One who calls to you at the end of your journey. After the day is done, My children find their blessed rest in my embrace. I am the womb from which all things are born. I am the shadowy, still tomb; all things must come to Me and bare their breasts to die and be reborn to the Whole. I am the Sorceress that will not be ruled, the Weaver of Time, the Teacher of Mysteries. I snip the threads that bring my children home to me. I slit the throats of the cruel and drink the blood of the heartless. Swallow your fear and come to me, and you will discover true beauty, strength, and courage. I am the fury which rips the flesh from injustice. I am the glowing forge that transforms your inner demons into to
Cherry Tap Friends
Just wanted to say all, i am done adding people and keeping people to just get points, rating pics for pints, commenting for points, doing contests for points, i am done with 98 % of the people that don't know me or i don't know them, this place is definately for addicts if its points, but can still be a friends base if u don't care about points at all, like me, anyways, if ur one to get deleted, please don't be upset ( hmmm sure u won't be ) because if i delete evidently we never ever talk, or u are a ghost to me, as i am to u Don
Kali - The Black Goddess
Kali - The Black Goddess As children, we are taught to fear the dark. The bad guys wear black hats; we should stay away from dark places; the enemy of Christianity is the "Prince of Darkness." All our lives we are taught that the way to goodness is to strive towards the light, away from the dark which is bad.. But is the dark bad? Isn't it more likely that the dark is something that we need? There can be no light without the darkness; each day has a night in which we rest to refuel ourselves, to regain our energy. As such, the dark is represented as a place and time for renewal. Surely it would stand to reason, then, that we need the dark side of ourselves; but if that is the case, why do so many of us strive to rid ourselves of this aspect, to deny it and put it away? And in so doing, might we not be causing inner turmoil in ourselves as we deny something that is really needed by our souls, minds, and hearts? Repression of a thing is almost never good, and can perhaps l
My Trials......
As of tonight my friends, I will not be on until July 24 for reasons not known to some, but to others that know me very well. I will endure 60 days of trials and great tribulations. I will be persecuted like the lamb being brought to the slaughter. To those that do know me very well, you have my cell number. I will answer as often as I can, but to the those that dont have it, pray for me....... In Christ the king's name Ryan.....
Why Is Love So Hard To Get Out Of?
Why Can't You Fall Out Of Love The Minute He Makes You Cry Or When You're Hurting So Much You Want To Just Crawl In A Ball And Shut The Whole World Out... Why Does Being In Love Feel Like I'm Being Punished For Wanting To Love Someone... I Want To Stop Loving You Everytime You Hurt My Feelings And Everytime You Make Me Feel Like Im Not Good Enough For You... I Wish I Had The Strength To Just Shut You Out Of My Life And Never Think About You Again... I Dont Want You Constantly On My Mind I Don't Want To Think Bout You Every Minute Of My Day... I Want You To Be Gone From Me With Only Memories To Prove You Even Existed In My Life... Why Do You Always Know What To Say To Me To Make Me Forget About Wanting To Hate You... How Is It That No Matter How Mad I Am At You And How Much I Want You Gone From My Life You Always Know How To Get Back In My Heart... In All Truth I Never Wanted You Out Of My Life Or My Heart I Just Don't Want You To Hurt Me Anymore... I Want To Be The Gir
My Room
Amongst the covers, uncertainty shutters yielding the soul into a blissful still pillows with scent of love times spent are where dreams remain so chilled flames from the candle, seem to entangle breathes that have long since passed footprints on the floor, haunting even more shadows of love that would never last.
I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the
Need Help Leveling
I've got 1028 points to go to my next level. If you can help me out, please do. Thanks in advance for your help!!!!
Day 5
Well day 5 back in the states. Tonight I am staying over at my sisters so I am able to see Rudi tomorrow when he gets back to Trier. I am so excited to see him even if it is on cam and not in person. He has been a real angel, called me the past 3 days from a pay phone, it really helped the missing him quite a bit to just hear his voice. Today I went and applied for a damn production job and was turned down because of the conviction I had in 2003. That is so F'd up. The conviction was cuz I was married to the dope man and had gotten a conspiracy charge. But not getting the job due to that was really a downer. I have had jobs that I actually could see myself being turned down for but they gave me a chance. So now, onto looking for absolutely anything just so I can pass time till I go back to Germany. I wish this night would pass quickly because I know when I get up in the morning will be about the time he is getting home.
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Im Going To Jail
Jack will go to jail for ... Sunbathing naked without sunscreen 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
Naughty Application
Copy it..paste it in a private message & sendi to me with ur answers ..lol this should be interesting NAUGHTY APPLICATION" Plz send your answer to my message inbox 1. Do you ever think of me and touch yourself?: 2. Would you let me do "Anything" I want to you: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you want me?: 5. Do you want to have sex with me?: 6. lights on or off?: 7. Would you have to be drunk?: 8. Would you give me oral sex in the shower?: 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: 10. Would you leave after or stay the night?: 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?: 12. Condom or skin?: 13. Do you want to give me Oral pleasures?: 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?: 15. Have sex on the first date?: 16. Would you kiss me during sex?: 17. Do you think I would be good in bed?: 18. Threesome?: 20. How many times would you like to cum?: 21. Would you use me as a booty call?: 21. Can I use you as a booty
9 Years, Tomorrow (may 25)
Well, Tomorrow (May 25) would mark my 8 year wedding anniversary. 9 years of being with the same man. Never once did I cheat, never once did I feel the need to even look. I was ok with what I had in life. Granted, times were not always happy. Times weren't always peaceful... "rough spots" were everywhere. But, I can look back and honestly say, I cannot regret any of it. Had I not met Marcus when I did, I wouldn't have my children. I can't regret that, because that would be regreting them... I can't regret staying with him for so long... because without that battle... I wouldn't be as strong as I am now, I wouldn't be able to stand up to a lot of things. Without knowing him, I wouldn't have gotten to know some awesome people. My best friend, Ambra... her husband, Troy.. they're kids. Got to love them! I never would have met Stevie, never would have gotten to know him like I have. I wouldn't have met Jarrod, Justin, Amanda, and Brandy. I adore marcus's family. I'
Still I Rise
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up from a past that's rooted in pai
Untitled 2
UNTITLED 2 I DON’T NEED NO PRAYING HANDS OR JESUS’ IMAGE AS A MAN I DON’T NEED NO CROSS FASHIONED IN GOLD I DON’T NEED GOD’S NAME IN HEBREW WORDS I DON’T NEED NO HAJJ AROUND THE WORLD OR KNEEL BEFORE METEOR STONES I DON’T NEED NOTHING TO NOT FORGET I WEAR GOD IN MY STEP MY SIGHT, MY TOUCH, MY TASTE AND FEEL I KEEP GOD IN MY EAR EZ10
Salute Pics!!!(for My Bombers)
I got about 10 pics up and my Digital Camera Died.. its Charging now..LOLSo if you're not listed below, I didnt forget you. Yours will be in the second wave once my Camera recharges.:DMy Current standing last time I looked was second place. Contest ends Sunday night if you would like to continue to help me out, it would be much appreciated. HUGS ALLMy Contest LinkMy Bombers(in no general order)Just Plain JohnSexxy MommaPaulLauriaKennethfryguyDocElizBriBekkaFor those just tuning in...If you want your very own Salute, pic click the link for my contest and comment bomb me.And dont forget to send me a Cmail letting me know you bombed so I can get you on my Salute list!!Thank you ALL♥ brat ♥
Massive Bewilderment But Mild Amusement
I was almost entertained today by a young girl on cherry. Her "name" was "why don't people take the time to rate me when i rate them"...i thought ok,i will check to see as she claims at the injustice she is receiving (hahaha) and whether she is full of crap or not.......i rate her page, fan her,rate her 3 stash items and 21 pics....low and behold...you would never guess...she comes by rates me an 8 and leaves,rofpmsl....some people are such turds,rofpmsl Another saga of bollocks from : The Aussie Assassin,... CHEERS ,BEERS,N GOOD SEX Ian
A Choir Of Trumpets?
You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the clouds. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From whence came the light begins to tumble a river of color spiking crystals of every hue ever seen and a million more never seen. Riding on the flow is
My Poetry
I have searched and I have tried, All the while I slowly died, Inside my heart was crying out, But no one even heard when I would shout. All you people turn your backs, And now the old me is back, Raven touched my heart and soul, He IS my soul and has control. You all wanted me to be cold, Now its time I finally told, All the people who think of me, As nothing but a monster that what I'll be. You all who hurt me turned away, Were all nothing but fake, Up to this day, You all aimed for my heart to break. Now it has you've all won, This is what you all wanted done, For me to turn to hate and rage, Only thing is you forgot my cage. You all screwed up in making me hurt, For now my heart lies in the dirt, I will become all that you fear, I no longer hold ANY one dear. None of you thought about how I felt, You only wanted another heart under your belt, Here is the deal when it came to my heart, Only one person held enough to break it all apart. I lea
Well He Enough One
you know you thank you can trust a person the you see something and wonder about it. unbeliver i thank i am about ready to gave up in beliveing poeple.if i am wrong and i want to be wrong but i do not know.i mean u there for someone when they needed you and then . so i donot know well if that person want to after all that crap hey its on that person look what happen want to go back to that thats up to you. but when you get stab in the back again may not be there .you like family its a shame it seems to mean nothing to you . if i am wrong tell me if not goodbye and good luck.
Life Is Shit And Im Gonna Run
so amanda how about that fucking trip lets go ... now across the country. im selling my shit ..because like every other person i know .you .you have fun and drink . you say stupid things that you dont mea when your sober and when your drunk but really you dont know what you want so you fuck other people over to protect yoursel fuck that man and fuck you
Kidnapping
Okay, so here is the thing...my ex had the kids back in January for a few weeks and possibly almost a whole month. They were doing me a favor in helping me out so that I can get a fresh start of things in my life. (They as in his fiance at the time, now wife) My ex and I had a virbal agreement that he would have the kids for just three months so that I can find a good job and possibly a new place to live...was living with my parents at the time because of other issues. So during this time, I was putting in job offers after job offers, until finally I found a job. By the time I was workin again it was almost at the end of January. Well, my ex's fiance at the time decided to put me down a mother that doesn't know how to take care of her kids and she is much more better mother than I will ever be...that kind of speech I got from her. It was she that had to tell me that my ex and her was going to keep the kids till the summertime and if they feel that I havent changed by having a good j
Str8 Guys Kissing
Boys Kissing - Its Love
Sharing A Cupcake
Wtf!
yes i got rid of a few ppl off my family list a couple by mistake & this is what i get from 1 that i was just goin to put back on: "I really am sorry you feel that way towards me. I have done nothing but care about how you feel and what you were up to. If you feel I am not worhty to be in your family then FUCK OFF. Don't text me either. I don't care to deal with your drama any more. You want to Dis me like this well go ahead. YOU SUCK and remind me of all My CHEATING WHORE EX'S." what the fuck was i thinking!
After Party
Tomorrow is the big day LoL, Just a little nervous. Wow the event is from 10 pm till 3 am. This is going to be my first fashion show shoot / party. Hmmm I hope I got everything.... Do you think 1,275 photo's will be enought? LoL after the show i will try to post some samples... see ya there ....
Thoughts
Who the Hell said I was nice? Some people have the nerve to tell me ... "hey your not nice". Well who the Hell told you I was? I never did. Hell I'm generous, loyal as Hell, honest to a fault, even understanding of people's plights, but nice? Look if you are brave enough to ask me for the truth ... that is what I am going to tell you. Why spare your feelings when the truth is what you want to know. If you want sentiment at that time, then ask me to send you a Hallmark card don't ask me to be honest. Believe me I am doing the more generous thing by telling you the hard, crusty, bitter tasting, hard to swallow, unmitagated, ugly truth as opposed to some sweet, smooth tasting, lovely to behold, leave your breath minty fresh, easy to swallow ... LIE. But hey I respect your right to want that, just don't expect it from me. I would die for my friends but tell them lies to spare feelings is not my style. And to those I don't count as friends or strangers ... well I owe you nothing, but I wi
Please Help ...
I need votes in this contest...i gotta goto work or id selfvote but i gotta feed my kids and pay my rent so im counting on you! please rate and comment this photo as much as possible...ill be looking latter and the luv will be returned...
Moving My Comp.
just blogging out to ya'll that I will be offline as well as the homepage as I have to move my comp so I can install my air conditioner.Yes the heat has finally hit Canada lol,and the snow she be melting lmao.Will only take a little while and I will be back up and running.TY all for your patience.
Happy Friday And Weekend..
THNAKS FOR ALL WHO STOP BY TO SAY HI.. AND LEVAE COMENTS.. I TRY TO STOP AND SAY HI TO YOU ON YOUR PAGE AS WELL.. GOING THRU MY LIST OF FRIENDS.. THOES I NEVER HEAR FROM WILL BE GONE.. DONT KNOW WHY YOU WANT TO BE ADDED IF YOU DONT KEEP IN TOUCH IF I HAVE NOT STOPPED BY YOUR PAGE PLEASE LET ME KNOW I DO TRY/.... TAKE CARE AND DO SOMETHING FUN OFF HERE!!! ANY PLANS FOR MEMORIAL DAY?? HERE PROB HAVE A BBQ.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
What's Driving You Crazy?
Just curious... what song is driving you nuts these days? One that is overplayed? One that everyone else loves, but you can't stand? Mine is "Lips of an Angel" by Hinder. I hear it all of the time on the radio and I just can't stand the whine.
Blah
Hey there....hope everyone is faring well. Me? Im aight . Never heard anything back from the doctor, so Im assuming that he felt I dont need a mammogram. My follow up appointment is on the 7th, at which time Im gonna ask her to up the dosage of my Amitriptylin. Its kinda sorta doing what its supposd to, but kinda sorta aint gonna cut it. Sorry I havent been around much. Havent really had anything to say. Havent written anything new. Nothing new has happened, just work , home and the pc. While I havent been loyal on my visits to 360verse, I HAVE been around. Im always on messenger when Im online, just invisible sometimes. Ive been poking my nose around for better job oppertunities. Nothing serious...yet....just looking around. Im tired of workin in food service. It blows, big time. That, and it seems that Subway, and all of us who work there, are being held to blame for everything that happens in that place. Take for example, the kids who work inside the store, often come into Sub
Yesterday.
After I got home from work I was tired as hell because I didn't get much sleep Wednesday night. Anyway Sibs & Luvy came into my room to watch TV with me. After the second our of Married With Children started, Luvy and Sibi decided to give my legs a massage. When Sibi got tired and leaned up next to me, Luvy kept going. That kid should be a masseuse. I fell asleep while she was doing it. A much needed nap. And the best part was she didn't leave the room til I woke up. =)
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Interpol!!
Interpol have issued this description of Madeleine; Present family name: MCCANN Birth name: MCCANN Forename: MADELEINE BETH Sex: FEMALE Date of birth: 12 May 2003 (3 years old) Place of birth: LEICESTER, United Kingdom Nationality: United Kingdom Father's family name: MCCANN Mother's maiden name: HEALY Height: 0.90 meter 35 inches Colour of eyes: BLUE , GREEN Colour of hair: BLONDE Distinguishing marks: Left eye blue and green colour; Right eye green colour. MADELEINE's Right eye has a quite unique brown strip at about the 7'oclock point from her PUPIL (the dark centre of the eye ) through the full width of her IRIS (the coloured circle of the eye ) and stops at the white of her eye. MADELEINE also has a small brown mark on the left leg calf. Language spoken: English Date of disappearance: 3 May 2007 at 3 years old Place of disappearance: PRAIA DA LUZ, Portugal
Ozzy Osbourne Ft Lita Ford -if I Close My Eyes Forever
Busted Up
well i just recently decided i am a dumbass, i broke my knee, and tore my acl, and mcl ligaments. so im sittin here at work all knocked up on oxycodines and im starting this new page to pass the time. should be fun getting to know you guys on here, and i hope to make a couple new friends. thanks and have a nice day fuckers... that is all -big-ben-
Quote For May 25
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. -- Carl Jung Bonus Quote: I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox. -- Woody Allen This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Led Zeppelin- Stairway To Heaven
Life's Poem
A Life Poem Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Ta
Indy 500
well this is the INDY 500 weekend i am ready to party and have a good time with my friends and watch a good race i hope.i am hopeing one of my driver's win's but the rarley happen's.anyway's hope you all have a great and safe weekend...talk to a few of you soon and to those i never talk to and you read this i will be deleating a whole bunch of people when i return monday...
Journey (to My Forever)
She took all the worries from my hands as I entered her room The lights were dim...music played Our friendship was crossing the line...we allowed it Her voice seemed to play a silhouette As she whispered there's a full moon tonight Her eyes blossomed with reflections of water The wounds of past loves lay open...for both of us I never saw her, though she was always there I never touched her, though she was always within my reach And as the course of walking from one love to another fell beneath me, I yearned to discover the path she held The water in her eyes fell down her cheek If this was love than I truly never knew it before As her lips slowly made contact with mine, her tears ran down my face My aura fell from my body as her naked flesh grazed my own I was displaced Like a rainbow of light flashed before my face and my eyes where not yet prepared...I never saw it coming...though I never blinked I was making love... I taste
Today Sucks
well today is my dads birthday and it is very hard because i lost him 6 months ago on nov 25th so i hope everyone has a better day than mine
Sing Along Song
Predictable
The father of Josh Hancock, the late St. Louis Cardinals pitcher killed earlier this month while driving drunk, has filed suit against the restaurant Hancock was at the night he died as well as the towing company whose truck Hancock hit. Curiously, he has NOT filed suit against the Cardinals. Call me cynical, but it seems Hancock's father doesn't mind blaming everyone under the sun for his son's death except his son and his employer, who from all accounts knew about Hancock's issues with alcohol. Don't get me wrong -- I'm not saying the Cardinals are responsible in any way for Hancock's death. Far from it. But neither is the goddamn tow truck driver (who is lucky he wasn't killed by Hancock) or the bartender who served Hancock his drinks that evening. Personal responsibility is less en vogue every day. And a sad story gets even sadder with the taint of opportunism and greed.
So True!!
These things really are spot on for me lately, i just came out of an exam and now i feel like poop, i come home and check my ct and what do i see but: "That saying about all work and no play is truer than you think. The stars say to live it up. And no, that does not mean ordering take-out and watching something different on television. Get outside. Wear something cute." So i put on a cute top and now i'm in my slightly overgrown garden with a home made pina colada :P
~*time*~
Time tells many things as i sit here and there and think of so many things i think of how much im greatfull for and how much that has happen with so many things that im so glad that my life is as good as it is. I could be dieing or something or another could be going on but its not, I have three wonderful kids that mean so much to me. I have a man that loves me with all that he has and i love him with all that i have...... Seasons Seasons came and seasons passed Some say our love will never last This is what seasons bring Our love is the most inseperable thing I dont care if I have a freind As long as your with me till the end I dont care what people do All I care about is you I dont care what they say or do All my love is just for you My everything !! He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for & the cutest smile That will take your breath away.He also has the ability to make you laugh when you are sad and he is
Pay Backs
Pay backs is a bitch, but revenge is a motherf@cker
Voice From The Back
There was a preacher whose wife was expecting a baby so he went before the congregation and asked for a raise. After much discussion, they passed a rule that whenever the preacher's family expanded, so would his paycheck. After 6 children, this started to get expensive and the congregation decided to hold another meeting to discuss the preacher's salary. There was much yelling and bickering about how much the clergyman's additional children were costing the church. Finally, the Preacher got up and spoke to the crowd, "Children are a gift from God," he said. Silence fell on the congregation. In the back pew, a little old lady stood up and in her frail voice said, "Rain is also a gift from God, but when we get too much of it, we wear rubbers." And the congregation said, "Amen."
The World Of The Juggalo
The World of the Juggalo Zac Pennington and Marjorie Skinner Attend the Insane Clown Posse Concert and Discover "the Way of the Juggalo" BY ZAC PENNINGTON AND MARJORIE SKINNER Circling the perimeter of the Expo Center parking lot in nervous awe of the hundreds of menacingly painted clown faces, we slowly work up the courage to mingle with the Juggalo. On the surface, the task of defining the Juggalo seems an easy one: clinically speaking, a Juggalo is--like the Deadhead or the Misfits' Horror Kid before them--simply a particularly devout follower of the rap/thrash group Insane Clown Posse. But standing in a crowded parking lot amongst hundreds of self-professed "Juggalos," it quickly becomes apparent that actually defining Juggaloism will prove to be a bit more elusive. WHO IS THIS INSANE CLOWN POSSE? Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope were two white kids who moved to Detroit from the suburbs. They promptly--and nearly suicidally--deemed themselves gangsters, forming the Inne
Comment Whore
The person who puts the hottest sexiest comments on our naked pics wins this : If its a male gets to have sex with jackie If its a female gets to have sex me. Just kidding but sexy comments are really appreciated. But hey if you are really hot wink wink. Joe
The Love
LOVE IS EVERY WHERE, BUT THERES ONE PLACE U CAN FIND LOVE IS IN UR HEART. THE LOVE BETWEEN TWO PWOPLE IS STRONG. IF U LOVE THAT PERSON JUST LOVE THAT ONE. IF U HAVE ANOTHER PERSON FOR GET THAT PERSON U HAVE LOVE FOR THAT ONE THATS IN UR HEART. GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO LOVE EACH OTHER. NOT MAN AND MAN OR WOMAN AND WOMAN MADE THAT NOT GOD. IF U REALLY HAVE THE LOVE LEAVE A COMMENT IF U DONT HAVE THE LOVE DONT LEAVE A COMMENT.
Happy Holiday Weekend...sheesh...
Today's Forecast: TRAFFIC and not the good Traffic with Clapton... OH NO... I'm talking about non rush hour, non lunch hour, stuck in a line for no visible reason, piss me off traffic. Shouldn't exorbitantly high fuel prices be keeping some of these yahoos at home? I mean, heilige sheisse.... I just drove 38 miles in 2 and a half hours... grrr...I am not a happy camper... but, HEY, i get monday off...and I have a weekend of non work related musical pursuits planned... If the traffic ever lets me get there, that is...lol
The Robin Williams Drinking Game!
Out
hey everyone i will be out of town for work talk to you soon leave me some love
I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our love is my life
As Of May 20, 2007
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A Poem Titled : ~i Feel~
~I Feel~ I Feel no arms to hold me, I Feel no heart to console me, I Feel no love from where it should be, I Feel so distant, I Feel absolute resistent, I Feel another heartache, I Feel I don't want to wake, I Feel that we may have not grown, I Feel I'm all alone, I Feel you are a stranger in my eyes of blue, I Feel that I never really knew you, I Feel I need more than words can say, I Feel you have gone away, I Feel I've lost that loving glow, I feel it's me that you don't know, I Feel if you knew me better, I feel we could love forever, Written by : ~CH3RR13L10US~
Cool
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice
Have A Great Weekend
i am so sorry i didnt get around to everyone at this moment but i will be back on tonight to finish wishing you all aBetter Graphics Hottest CodesTop Graphics Tweaksand i hope you all can forgive me for taking so long to show some love peace out
Aftercare... Thank You Lady V
White Light, Black Leather An SM Spirituality Primer Aftercare "She took me to the edge of heaven, and then dropped me" "It would have all been alright if he had been nice to me afterwards" submissive reminisces on a two bad scenes. "Oh, crap. I've got a meeting in 30 minutes. Bye." Grand Prize for Worst Aftercare ever Aftercare is the last act of the SM drama. It is the culmination, the pulling together of all loose ends, the finishing touches, the final communion between sharers of the SM ritual, the phase where the participants (usually the tops) formally give the fantasy scene a context in everyday reality. It's technical purpose is to transition both players from the elevated states created in a scene back into normalcy, returning to the motor control and awareness they will need to drive home once the scene is over. But as any good SM practitioner will tell you, it's much more than that. It is the time after the action when the participants come together in mutual
My Past Couple Of Days...
My ex came home on Wednesday with myself under the impression he and I were going to try and work things out. All day he was distant and wouldnt really talk to me or anything. Finally, I drag out of him what is bothering him, and he tells me that instead of tryin to work things out with me he is going to pursue a long distance relationship with the chick I thought he was going to leave me for from the beginning of our end. He is going to visit her in Missouri for about 2 weeks. He leaves tomorrow. I hope he is happy. I think I deserve so much better then that. I dont deserve to just be left for someone so far away. But whatever floats his boat right.. Anywho.. Thanks for listening to my issue. xoxoxo
Bettie Page Look-a-like Contest
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An Angle Needs Our Help
He helps all who need him and never questions when we call but leands his ear and helps us all out. Now this Angle is in need. He needs us to help a nd prayer for him and his kin. An accident happened and now life hangs in the balance. We who have that link to God need to get on our knees and Prayer like the world is about to end! I know God can and still does wonderful work that no one sees. This Angle is his family are in need of God wonderful amazing power. Let us all get on our knees and pray. God I ask you to Heal Mellisa and let this family see your awesome power and just how much you love them all. I claim victory over death and pain! I claim healing! I know of your power Lord and I ask this of you. Your humble servant. God you and and Awesome God.
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It Seems
it seems that most of you are only interested in my nsfw folder,some are just rateing the nsfw folder,i dont think this is fair lol maybe i shouldnt have a nsfw folder see how many rate my other pictures
Phoenix's Myspace Blog Entry Lmao
roflmao well apparantly my kid knows alot more than i gave her credit for lmao.. and such a smart -ass... nice to know the apple didnt fall far from the tree on that one huh?? read her myspace blog entry below lmao.. love 2 all kimi =========================== Okay, I'm in a bad mood, so I feel the need to bring a little bit of logic to the surface. Some of you have seen this: "40 million PEOPLE ACTUALLY GOT KILLED BY NOT SENDING THIS PIECE OF MAIL.THE CREATOR OF THIS MAIL HAS A PROGRAM THAT WILL TRACK DOWN YOUR ADDRESS. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE? YOUR LIFE. REPOST! hey sorry about that everybody i had to .because you opened this you will die in 3 days. The only way you can reverse this is by reposting it within 5 minutes. By opening this chainmail you have been given bad luck for 2 months. If you repost this message then the bad luck will turn to good luck. Repost as ... DO NOT OPEN THIS IN FRONT OF BF OR GF" Not only is the title completely unrelated, but it's stupi
,lifes Paths
Life sometimes chooses paths for us , we didnt think we'd be taking, but dont think its because life doesnt like us... Maybe learning curves or to build ones character.. maybe to turn weaknesses into strengths, improve oneself or maybe we have become tooo complacent and need a nudge in the right direction.. Over the last 2 years I've been places I never imagined even heading toward, some not so pleasant and more than often a challenge.. not only places in a physical sense but also emotionally and mentally.. all have been challenging.. Have I grown? Most definitely.. Have I cried? I haven't really allowed myself to! When I have time to pause and when i feel loved and safe.. perhaps i will cry on his shoulder... Have I laughed? Yes... laughed lots at myself and my stupidity.. I often SMILE.. just because, why, because there is always a positive side to something and that is the side I CHOOSE to see.. Definitely a work in progress however I am really liking the outc
Give It To Me Now
MY JUICE IS WAITING 4 U DADDY. LIL MAMI IS SO WET. I NEED 2 FEEL YA TONGUE FLICK AGAINST MY CLIT, N IT SLIDING UP N DOWN MY PUSSY LIPS. MMMMM DATS IT DADDY SPREAD MY PUSSY N SLIDE THAT TONGUE IN. LUV THE WAY U MAKE ME GRIND INTO YA MOUTH. U TASTING ALL MY SWEET JUICES. FUCK THIS BABY LET ME RIDE THAT FACE. HOLD ME OPEN N LET ME SLIDE UP N DOWN ON THAT TONGUES LIKES ITS YA DICK. MMMM DAMN THATS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT SUCK THAT CLIT N FINGER MY OVER WET PUSSY. U KNOW HOW I LIKE IT. WORK MY PUSSY WIT THAT TONGUE. FEEL MY LEGS SHAKING AS I CLIMAX IN THAT MOUTH. NO U C WAT U DO 2 ME HOW U DO IT 2 ME. ASS UP IN THE AIR. U SLAPPING MY ASS. I KNOW U LIKE TO C IT SHAKE N JIGGLE 4 U. MMMMMMMMM DAMN SLIDE IN ME. MY JUICES IS TELL U TO FUCK ME DADDY. SHIT U DO WAT IT SAY THATS IT MAKE ME CUM ON THAT DICK. U DEEP IN ME STROKING MY SPOT. MORE PRESSURE THAN THE PUSSY ALLOW. FUCK U HAVE A BYTCH SHAKING. U LEAN IN MY EAR N SAY THROW THAT PUSSY ON U SO I DID. B4 I KNEW IT I WAS CUMMING HARD. I COULD NOT
Unconditional Love And Incompatible Relationships
A question from Ricki, one of my blog fans. Thanks for your question, Ricki. I'm sure you will find the answer you need. *kisses your cheek* Be well. Lovely@ CherryTAP Ok...I love deeply, but unconditionally is really big. For example... My boyfriend is in this "learning" stage, but I don't really feel as if he is "grasping" what he needs to. I find myself questioning weather or not I want to be with him, because of his "dumb-ass syndrome." I know what unconditional is, I am that way with my kids, but I find it hard to love a man unconditionally. I feel that ultimately it's all about conditions, expectations, standards, ect. Is that wrong? lol Please advise at your earliest convenience. Thanks, Ricki Oh yeah!! P.S. I do beleive that we create our own circumstances. Man!! Sometimes those "life lessons" REALLY HURT! ............................................................... You are correct about relationships being about standards, conditions, expectations, etc. You
My So Called Friends.....
Ok for those of you who know each person in this situation, PLEASE, keep your mouths shut to them.....so......... Ok so.....I have been told by Eric and David that I am crazy because I am not acting like myself. So who the fuck am I acting like?? I am still me, I have always been me. Yes I know that the first two weeks after the breakup I was a hateful bitch, but I had every right to be, the only thing unfair then was that I was taking my frustration out on my kids. Which thankfully my best friend brought to my attention and I stopped. So..my "best friend" says I am now a whore because I was talking with a guy he didn't like, which I have not spoken to since. I am now talking to a guy who is such a fantastic person and great to talk to. HE ACTUALLY LISTENS WHEN I TALK..OMG....HOW GREAT IS THAT!!?!? GUYS TAKE NOTE: girls like it when you listen and not the "uh huh..yeah...uh huh" shit....This guy REALLY listens to me....And for that I am so very lucky to have met him. But guess what.
Friend Or Foe!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ARE YOU MY FRIEND OR FOE? IM IN THIS CONTEST TILL SUNDAY AND I NEED PEOPLE TO COMMENT BOMB ME WITH AS MANY COMMENTS THEY CAN! IF YOU ARE A FRIENDS THEN YOU WILL DO THIS FOR ME! CLICK HERE AND COMMENT ME PLEASE!
I Am Thankful!
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END
Getting Into The Swing Of Things.
When i first herd of cherry tap i admit i thought o whatever, then i herd of it again and again, so one day when i was on yahoo and it got dead there i figured why not go check it out, so i did and started up my profile, at first i thought interesting and now it's so much more, I've met a few new friends and have moved around and seen different things, the only thing i still don't do yet is go in the lounges, not interesting as i'm use to on yahoo. I admit i always want to see if someone's left me anything new, and sense the friends i do have on here now have stood beside me i do the same it's become fun. I've even invited a few friends or recomended they check it out and they like it too. I never know what to post in a blog but oh well you'll read it or you won't,lol. I'm usually on here at least once a day and on yahoo also, I can't let a day go by without checking things out to try and get back everyone that has rated me, i sometimes can't get everyone back but i do my best! I love
Wishing You All A Cuddly Weekend
Men
I just dont understand....I really like this guy n I think he likes me 2, but he doesnt say so....What is it with men that cant wear there feelings on their sleeve? Im just so tired of trying if there is nothing there. grrrrr
Rip Dime
Hey Ya'll
if you haven't already, could you all please sign my guest book??? if you have one, let me know, and i'll sign yours too! xoxox
Clean Up Time
I'm going through and doing some deleting! If i don't talk to you, or don't have a good reason to keep you you're getting deleted!
Il Medicaid Is The Devil
Not only will they not cover a lot of the medicine I need right now, they also quit covering the vitamin supplement I've been on for 3 years. It's just fucking wonderful
To My American Friends
ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND AND PLEASE BE SAFE!!! LOVE WHITE DOVE
Far Away Love
I sit alone, With only my thoughts, I sit here sad, Wanting to recapture, The times we’ve had, I sit here longing to feel. Your embrace, your kiss But of all of these, I can not have, I am far away, Two hearts apart, Yet close together, Longing for each other, Yearning for the time, When we won’t be…… Far away
Beauty Of A Woman( My Own Thoughts In A Poem.)
The beauty of a woman what do you know of this Hear this words that I shall write and know from them a womans loveliness. Her face it calls to many men, but to them is only in the skin, but so much more can be found within. and I hope with these words many shall transsend. To see not just the face Or a bodies curve but to see the eyes and the soul hidden behind. Searching deep to something more lovely that the sun can not help but to shine about it. The bueaty of a woman I can so plainly see. That they hold the world within them. They give to the world life in a small little pearl. reaching out hungily to a mothers care. And within there mind are a great many things. That body only makes a small percent of what make them real. Was given to us not just a lover but a compainions touch. This is the beuaty of a woman. She nurtures and loves in one single breath. While lips so perfect smile to us. They have there faults but do not we all. For
Her Horror
Things could not have been worse if she had set out to make is so. She had awoken tide up to a bed, she is not sure why. She does not remember anything at the moment. She only has fear right now. The girl hears something in the room with her, she turns to look around the room. She tries her best not to scream, but she can not help it....In the corner she sees a huge man with a deformed face, chained to the wall. She wonders what the hell is going on and why she is here. Her answers will come to her soon. She tries to get out of her restraints, but the more she pulls the tighter things get. She keeps her eyes on the man in the corner. He looks at her and licks his lips, she shudders.....The door to the room creaks and she turns her head toward the door. The most handsome man she has ever seen walks through the door. He is tall, muscular with long shiney black hair, perfect features and brillant green eyes. He walks toward her with a smirk on his face. She is not quiet sure what to expec
Experience On Ct So Far...
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone. Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more. So far.. - I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable. - People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion? - It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident. - I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face. - Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me. - People come up with the most i
Fuck This Shit
fucking hell this is annoying as fuck... no vehicle no fucking contact with anyone... fucking angry at the world as all i could be... fucking want to kill someone who would remain nameless... i need to find a quick fuck for an angry fuck... that could help but i'm too picky... fuck
My Driving School! Tips For Everyone!!
Here are some apparently TOP SECRET driving tips to help you along your everyday route! * Use Your Turn Signal! Now here's the trick- not JUST when you're turning, but also changing lanes! This is much better than sloooowly floating into the lane next to you, and just cutting me- er, the other drivers- off! * Can't Multitask? An Idiot? Hang Up The Phone! If you just can't seem to stay in one lane or be safe whatsoever when you're talking on your cell phone while driving- hang up! Please make your calls before or after you turn the ignition, or at the very least keep calls short and factual! Gossiping in your SUV through the entire highway system is just not essential! * Live In Suburbia? You Don't Need A Hummer! Ya doucebag! * Driving Through A Residential or School Area? Slow the Fuck Down! Ya fuckin' douchebag! I hope someone found these tips helpful, and if you enjoyed them please comment and maybe I'll add more to my educational series :) Thank you, and good luck motorists
Wonders What People Are Hiding From.
Wonders what people are hiding from. Always funny to see people up, and with some pictures that are not them. Wonders what they have to hide.
Just To Vent
Just so everyone knows there are a few people who thought it would be fun to rip my picture and put under the category of "downraters and cherry tap haters", I don't hate anyone and the reason I rated this person a 5 is bc the picture she had on to rate was not flattering and I believed that everyone had the right to their own opinions on this site. She then proceeded to blow up my CT email with hateful messages and even had her husband leave a comment on one of my photos of me and my 1 yr old niece "fat bitch". I have since blocked this person, but I will no longer rate anyone unless they rate me first. I thought the purpose of this site was to make friends and to express honest opinions on whether we liked photos and or profiles, I did not realize that it is just another clique and that harrassment was so prevalant. Just a word of warning, do not visit sweetcheeks~ur next wetdream or her husband jaybudds bc if you do not give them what they want they will make your life a living hell
Silly Little Trolls....
We all hate trolls but once in awhile, it's nice to use them to let off a little steam. I received the following email on a site where I have posted a really quick blowjob vid (a portion of which you've seen as a gif in my albums). From: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 09:00 AM Subject: wow Message: home girl u need to learn how t suck a dick. I can tell u never fucked with a man of color b4. U really cant suck dick to good unless its a litttle one and on that i give u a D- To: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 03:20 PM Subject: Re: wow Message: Well, "homeboy", you need to learn to speak English. And to not judge on almost no information. I've had no complaints on my cocksucking abilities and have even been punished for making one playmate cum too quickly that way. What you don't see very well in that vid is that he is directing the whole thing. He's holding my hair so that basically he is just fucking my mouth. There is only so much a girl can do from that positi
One Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words (unclassified)
One picture is worth a thousand words (UNCLASSIFIED) I did not realize just how badly we are hated by others. I am so thankful that we still have warriors that are willing to give up everything for someone they don't even know. That is the true definition of a HERO. The enemy is here. To those of you who have served, thank you, and for those of you who are now serving, thank you. Semper Fi. To all in our Military and their families - God Bless. So many different emotions about this war.....Lord, May YOUR will be done...... It's been said that one picture is worth a thousand words. How many words is this one worth? This amazing picture has drawn a lot of comments from readers of the Nashville paper, The Tennessean. See Jay's letter below. Dear Tennessean: The Tennessean's April 5 photograph of young Christian Golczynski accepting the American flag from Marine Lt. Col. Ric Thompson is one of the most moving and emotion provoking images I have ever
Forbidden
I had thoughts of calling you up today but if you answered I had nothing to say my words left me long ago as time ran out The day things changed and my life drained I start to light a smoke, as tears come Holding them back i begin to choke trying hard to be the man people expect it's never enough I've got nothing left where do I go from here, where can i turn? I have gone as far as i know how to They say you live and you learn I tried it and now i'm not so sure I sit outside as the rains falls down letting it flood and wash you out streaming down with tears that i taste secretly wishing to see your face Did you ever really need me did you ever really care? I give all that I had you were never there You called me crazy you called me unstable and try as I might i always seem to fail have you ever wanted what you can't have? Do you ever dream of one so sad? Like a child my heart jumps for you surrounded in memories I held onto Your voice is like a nee
Memorial Day
I wish everbody a safe and happy Memorial day week end. To all our men and women in uniform, I would like to say thank you for your service, for the rest of us. Thank you. God bless you, all.
Friends!
my friend Tim (justbasic) wanted to make me smile, so he wrote this for me i walked this line to find ya but i got a brick wall why is it what will i do i found the way but she denies me what will i do what will i do i saw myself seeing her everywhere i look what will i do what will i do she is what i see in everyday life why judge me for who i am when i always say hi where will we be? i went down the roads thinking of ya what will i do???????????????? can you tell me??????????? what will what will what will you do you have nothing to do it's all me i'm glad i still have friends like him :)
Blogging (how To)
the following is the way bloggs should hold up in court: See the problem with blogs are the fact that any dope current company excluded can write one. Punctuation optional... Now the funny thing is is probably not 4 people will read this blog and to those who dont your really not missing much.. but believe you me, i love the old saying like "heavens to Betsy" and "the fact of the matter is". If you are patient enough to read thru the bullshit please leave a comment of an old saying.. like the kind of sayings your gparents used to use.. thanks H..M..
I'm Going To Spare You The Sob Stories...lol
I'M GOING TO SPARE YOU THE SOB STORIED AND TRY TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD A BIT! HERE WE GO! The Three Level's Lovmaking The Italian says, "When I've a finished a makina da love I go down and gently tickle the back of her knees, she floats 6 inches above a da bed in ecstacy." The Frenchman replies. "zat is noting, when Ah've finished making ze love, Ah kiss all ze way down her body, and zen Ah lick za soles of her feet wiz mah tongue, and she floats 12 inches above ze bed in pure ecstasy." The redneck says, "That aint nothing. When I've finished porkin the ole lady, I git out of bed, walk over to the window and wipe my weener on the curtains. She hits the freakin' ceiling."
What A Fuckin Hottie~~
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to all my friends and family this month coming up on the 9 of june will be my 23 birthday i will be holding a party in my lounge all that want to come are welcome to as for myself i may not show so have fun for me i do not think i will make it to then i feel so useless that i may not make it thru the weekend i am not sure of anything anymore so please have fun for me and remember me with a smile please?
Wish I Had An Angel, Nightwish
I wish I had an angel For one moment of love I wish I had your angel tonight Deep into a dying day I took a step outside an innocent heart Prepare to hate me fall when I may This will hurt you like never before Old love they die hard Old lies they die harder I wish I had an angel For one moment of love I wish I had your angel Your virgin Marry undone I am in love with my lust Burning angelwings to dust I wish I had your angel tonight I`m going down so frail`n cruel Drunken disguise changes all the rules Old loves they die hard Old lies they die harder I wish i had an angel... Greatest thrill Not to kill But to have the prize of the night Hypocrite Wannabe friend 13th disciple who bertayed me for nothing! Last dance, first kiss Your touch my bliss Beauty always comes with dark thoughts I wish i had an angel
Love? What?
interesting thing, the human heart. this thing that gives hope, and happiness, can build a person up, and then totally destroy the very fabric that holds a person together. i do mean this figuratively, of course. bear with me just a second, and i'll explain my point. there is no such thing as unconditional love. it doesn't exist. sorry folks. the problem with unconditional love? let me offer my opinion. and it is exactly that, my opinion. for i am not the educated scholar on the affairs of the heart. anyway, the problem is this: one gives, the other takes. there is always, in my pathetic experience, one who would give all to see the other happy. the other? just takes advantage. my point (and you should never write a blog while drinking vodka) is this: if you are the giver, and get noting in return, then you start to figure that the other doesnt care. then you start to have doubts about yourself, and your ability to please another. especially when all you get is negative feedback. s
Very Upset And Very Alone
So I met this guy a while back and he was amazing. He was interesting sexy quasi charming and in a very short period of time he became a very large part of my life. Then all of a sudden he had to leave. Go far away due to circumstances beyond his control with the promise he'd be back in a week and we'd talk every day and sun shine and daisies tra la la. So then he leaves abruptly without so much as a goodbye just a note on the computer but with more promises of a quick return. I handled it I was upset i cried but I tried very hard to trust that while gone he would return soon and all would be right with the world again. Then i didn't hear from him for three days not a word then I get a few lines in an email saying he'd lost his phone. No sorry no i love you just that quick fact. I dealt I made excuses he didn't have a computer at home he couldn't email me everyday i send him a messege i love you and I miss you and I'm scared you won't come home please messege me or call or something so
My Fantasy
The one fantasy I have that keeps poping in my head goes like this. My girlfriend is sleeping nake in our bed, but I'm not in it yet. Instead I'm out preparing for the sneak in. I creap in like a vampire with my fangs in there's some vampire themed music playing softly. I then crawl in bed next to her and sink my fangs into her neck while she moans I do all I can to seduce her. Then we make love for hours. The woman this is gona happen to knows who she is ;D
Things Are So Confusing
wow so right now things are really confusing my life is very chill but i miss home an needed to clear my head so i took off letting my head tell me where to go instead of my heart an descided to deal with things my way i sat out back an pondered the questions in my life idk why but ive been depressed as hell for some reason
I Need Help...
Yea, this isn't your typical bullshit... My house just got burglarized. They opened my window and frickin took my purse, my digital camera, my 512 MB jump drive... and my identity. Anyone care to help me replace my items that were lost? I am swallowing my pride asking for help but I am a fulltime college student and I can't afford this. Any help would be appreciated... - Rachel =/
Being There
I never thought in an instance that even though I am in Criminal Justice that one of my own children would be a witness to something terrible that would be with them for the rest of their life. In an instant my 14 year olds life was changed forever. I know after you read what happened you will wonder but I am still wondering. My son and many of the kids here where I live would go down to another kids house not but a few doors down to play games on the computer. Well my son had only been away from the house for 15-20 minutes....before he walks into the house white as a ghost and holding his stomach....all that would come out of his mouth would Joe shot himself....My baby had to see one of his close friends shoot himself with a 12 gauge shotgun. I know your first thoughts is where were the parents of this kid. The boy was 16 years old...his mom was on her way home from work at the time....The neighbor had been in and out. We are still not sure what exactly happened...But my son along wit
Jealousy Is A Mother Fucker
It's funny how jealousy, spreads like a common cold. I have a facebook account and got this message from some bitch, hating on me. I don't even think I know this chick, she doesn't have a picture displayed lmfao. Here's what she said to me, hope ya'll have a great laugh. Danielle Dunn Today at 12:34am Report Message Oh please poser, give it a rest. Are you still looking for attention Sherry?, cause I can't imagine anyone is looking at your skanky pics thinking to themselfs that your even close to good looking. Your nasty and you know it. GIVE IT UP!!! Go try and wigg yourself out some more!! Sexy_Shell Today at 8:39am Poser whatever you loser. Do I even know you, give it up and don't bother fucking messaging me, cause I don't have time for an idiot like you. Sexy_Shell Today at 8:49am It's funny how your such a fucking chicken shit, can't even show your picture eh. Well you know what it's all good. I think you need to GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE.
Daily Horoscope May 26
"You're all business early today, but later on, you're in the mood for a little frisky business. Whether that means flying a kite, playing some hooky or calling up the cutie you've had your eye on, the choice is yours." Since when does frisky business mean flying a kite? hahaha Anyway. We'll see what happens later with all THAT I suppose. No kite flying here.
Bisexuality
Freud was a great advocate of the bisexuality of all persons. It was no surprise to him when he studied dreams in which romantic content existed that was contrary to the dreamer's usual sexual preference. Many times, this romance is a form of mirroring. Mirroring is the desire to find affirmation of a particular aspect of yourself in a particular sort of relationship. The romance contrary to your usual preference should be set aside initially in order to discern what sort of affirmation you may be seeking from this liaison. Another possible reason for a dream that involves bisexuality for a typically heterosexual person is that the anima/animus is flexing itself.
Family List
So I just cleaned out my family list... If I had you on my list and now I don't. Look at your family list and see if I am there. If I am then you can come bitch to me about it. But If I'm not there, then you can stop the bitching. If you want to be family with me, then its got to be mutual. that is all, have a nice day!
And If Your Not On My List...
and if your not on my family list and want to be just let me know!!! and add me to yours!!!
Huh?
Isn't it crazy how you talk to people on here and out of nowhere you get dismissed with a have a good day out of nowhere. like midstream. like huh, what just happened?
Friends
The friends I have that stand beside me are the best anyone could ever have. I love you guys. :)
For Those Who We Have Lost
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com Why GRIEF AND SORROW STRUCK THIS NATION IN AN UNEXPLAINABLE WAY LEAVING US SURROUNDED BY TEARS AND SORROW AND ONLY ONE THING LEFT TO SAY WHY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN WHAT DID WE DO THAT WAS SO WRONG WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE OUR LOVED ONES HOW DO WE REPLACE WHAT IS GONE BUT WE WILL NOT GO QUIETLY WE WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT UNITED WE WILL STAND TOGETHER FOR WHAT IS TRUE FOR WHAT IS RIGHT HERO'S ROSE OUT OF THE ASHES TO SAVE A LIFE WE THOUGHT WAS LOST NEVER THINKING OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN NEVER CARING WHAT THE COST THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE GLORY THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE FAME THEY ONLY DID WHAT THEY KNEW WAS RIGHT THEY ARE OUR HERO'S THAT HAVE NO NAME UNITED WE CAN BUILD A BETTER TOMORROW LET US FINISH WHAT THEY BEGAN TO START LET US SAY A PRAYER FOR THEM TOGETHER AND KEEP THEM CLOSE IN OUR HEART
Dear Ali
Dear Ali. Dear T.V., I want you to know that I really enjoy watching you. I know that sometimes I can't watch you as much as I would like. But I am writing you to tell you that sometimes I wish you weren't around. Its not that I don't like you, please see above, its just that sometimes I put off things that I need to do because I'm so engrossed in what's going on in your world. Missing out, Ali Dear pills, I know that I am supposed to take you every night because you will help me sleep. I understand that you are only trying to help me. The problem is that when I take you, the next day I am so out of it I can barely function. And then when that passes I crave food so much I am in fear of becoming morbidly obese. Unable to function and pigging out, Ali Dear Newports, You help level my mood swings but I can barely get thru a conversation without coughing. I tried quitting but everytime I get mad I smoke like there will be none of you left at the gas station. I can't help th
Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why.... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do peopl
Thinking Early In The Morning.
"This is where the men choose sides...and your day is coming soon!" ~ Shadeland It wasn't until the other day while talking to a friend that I seemed to list the things that were not totally rotten with my current station in life. I hadn't stopped and thought about this in a while but there are some good things about one's husband leaving you... ~I've lost weight....I now weigh the same as before I started having kids....and the same clothing size too... I look better than I have in years....and feeling better when I see that woman in the mirror looking back at me...she's not that bad.... ~I think clearer than I have in a long while. It's getting easier and easier to tell which emotions are supposed to be around and which ones are passing through. Not that this has made any difference in how often I put my shoe in my mouth but one thing at a time..... ~I talk more with my kids, about things that matter. Safety, care, goals, and things like that. Not in just a 'do it becau
Dear Lord
Dear lord, getting into that straight vodka drinking game with the mad Arab was a bad idea. I feel like a semi parked on my back...
When's Happy Hour!!!
I'm in a generous loving mood and I have 11's to give away. LOL Come on somebody anybody!!! :)
The Dance Of The Goofy
I Dont Get It..seriously
ok this is my Memorial Day Weekend rant.... People tell me Im cute, Im hot, Im datable, they wanna meet me and get to know me. Some even are like oh yeah we will hook up and shit. This would be the 4th year in a row I have been stood up. No calls that plans are changed, no calls they arent gonna show, nothing. Do I deserve this? I mean really. I am known to bend over backwards for people when they need me. When they got a bad day they come to me and ask for my help. And then I get screwed in the end. Do I really deserve this?
Poem{dark}
Get the fuck out of here leave me alone you entered my spirit and invaded my soul you got me so pissed I want to rip off your head watch you lay bleeding until you were dead
Burning Fires Of An Orgasm
pin me against my bed. dont worry you wont hurt me. i am not made of glass, i dont shatter easily. bite my flesh, lick my flesh and taste me. caress me with your hand, pull me close to you. thrust me from behind, every curve compounded by your strength. mmmm you know i want to have you everyplace you will fit. i want you to fuck me from behind, as my fingers move between my legs to play with my hot clit. wet, dripping like my kitten, boiling. let me feel your cock swell inside of me. hold your orgasm inside of yourself. wait....waiting for the right moment to let go. let it build as you pound me. when i orgasm from your thrusts and my delicate fingers on my clit, how about you slide your dripping pussy soacked cock into my ass? push my comfort level, push it all the way. until i feel i dont exist for any other reason than your pleasure. .....you smile at the tightness knowing next its your turn for a burning orgasm. you know how good my mouth feels wrapped around your hard cock.
Unwanted Pets
I came back from my trip to Orlando FL last Sunday to a dog in a crate on my back porch. My s/o said that the past wednesday he was coming back from getting dinner & saw a dog in the road dodging vehicles. She was covered with fleas & ticks. She is a very sweet and loving animal. In less than a week had learned the name we gave her. This dog is about 8 months to 1 year old according to our vet & is in great health. She doesnt even have to be on a leash in the yard as she doesn't stray & answers to her name when called. She obviously was taken care of by some humans at some point given her physical & mental health. My point in this is if you have an animal in your home that you find you can no longer afford to support with the proper love, food, veterinary care & daily interaction they need, then turn it into a no-kill shelter, or find someone that is willing to take in your pet. Dumping them off on the side of the road is most definitely a form of animal cruelty. I am not some anima
No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to dry herself with that. After the girls did their business, they roceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a car
Priceless Treasures
This is something that my daughter wrote. It brought a tear to my eye. I am going to type it just like she wrote it. By the way, she is 10yrs old. Dear Priceless Treasures, I'm writing to remember this memory of happiness. My GiGi has died, but her soul hasn't. I know she watches over me no matter what. When people die, they stay inside you. Their precious memories go into your heart. Just because some people pass away doesn't mean you shouldn't go on with your life. Just remember that they are always right there to catch you when you fall. I've listened to God and have obeyed. I never turn around on my path because if I go forward through my path, I shall find the lights of heaven and that's something worth not giving up on. I have heard throughout my family and God say "Don't worry about the past, just think toward the future." Remember that everybody in this wonderful world is your family. But I want everybody to remember this: Just because someone passes away, doesn't mean you
Just Wonderin
im n happier mood 2day...i been feelin weird & scared lately cuz i think im fallin 4 sum1 & i just dont no how 2 handle it i wish i new if he felt the same but idk i ll write more l8r
What I Do Best
I know that you lost your way. You need to find that somewhere you belong. "Cuz you've been running from yesterday. You stumble and you fall 'till love come shining through. There'll be enought time to spend. And if you let me, i can turn your world around. We can climb the highest mountain. Forever can begin so open your heart and let me in. The tears you had before will disappear. But if they come again one night, and if the darkness hide the light. And if you have to stand and fight. You know that I'll be there. 'Cuz What I do best. Is love you like a woman loves her man. I can love you more than any other women can. So just that I will pull you through and let me do the rest. 'Cuz loving you, is what I do best.
This I Really Hope Family And Friends Read Also!!!
MY LIFE - PLEASE READ!!! this is a letter I found online and it will help explain what I go through everyday. PLEASE READ ALL OF IT!!! thank you LETTER TO THE NORMAL PEOPLE LETTER TO NORMALS Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours
Sad And Lonely
What suck more than any thing is when you see other couples and moves showing so much love and mush and you don't get it at home. You have a man that you love and care about have wonderful children and he does not give you the time of day. why is it that men think they are so above women that when they have one they treat them badly. I know that my life with mine sucks when he tells you he buys you things to show you he loves you but can't even tell you in word. The man that you love and give your life to does not even want to touch you cause he thinks you are fat or ugly to him but wants his happyness by means of a BJ. To me it is worng and I hate it. I have no were to go or any one who wants me. I have no life and no soul left me in so I am in darkness all the time. I hope that some of you will take my addvice and find a man who can show love and care to you, but no woman needs a man to talk care of them they are strong inside unlike me that has been drained down to nothing.
Delet
I am going too go soon! As Dave said! "make the best of whats around"!
Double Chocolate Brownies
Prep Time: 10 mins Cook Time: 15 mins Total Time: 25 mins Ingredients cooking spray 1/4 cup(s) butter 2/3 cup(s) sugar, granulated 1/2 cup(s) water 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 cup(s) flour, all-purpose 1/4 cup(s) cocoa powder, unsweetened 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 cup(s) chocolate chips, semisweet miniature 2 teaspoon sugar, powdered Preparation 1. Preheat oven to 350°F. Lightly coat the bottom of a 9x9x2-inch baking pan with nonstick cooking spray, being careful not to coat sides of pan. 2. In a medium saucepan, melt butter; remove from heat. Stir in granulated sugar, the water, and vanilla. Stir in flour, cocoa powder, and baking powder until combined. Stir in chocolate pieces. Pour batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake for 15 to 18 minutes or until a toothpick inserted near the center comes out clean. Cool on a wire rack. Remove from pan. Cut into 16 bars. Sprinkle with the powdered sugar.
Celtic Pics
This is a tattoo that im thinking about getting. this is another one I want too.
R.i.p.
You know today has been a real up and down day for me... first of all I will start by saying sadly my Mum Passed away this morning at 11.55am So for you Mum My thoughts will always be with you forever. Well I will start with my day... It started off with a phone call from the hospital at 3.30am this morning telling me and me dad that we had really better go to the hospital as they did not know how much longer me mum would be here for... well we got there and sat by her side... Me sister also came down and we just all sat there together. me mum did come round for a very short while to make sure we where all with her, but then she just went back under into her deep sleep... where at 11.55am she died very peacfuly... and that is a good thing, the cancer she had was just to powerful for her and she had become week from all the treatment... Me, Dad and me Sister all know this day was comming but how soon none of us could tell so in a way we was all pre-paired for this as best we can... Sh
Ruff Sex
rough sex Body: Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal
Happy Hour Giveaway
`` HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY`` CLICK THIS LINK AND IT WILL GIVE YOU THE REST OF THE INFO NEEDED!!! OKIEANGEL~~HAPPY HOUR STASH DOUBLE POINTS~~ CHECK IT OUT@ CherryTAP THIS IS NOT A CONTEST NO TIME LIMIT IS SET YOU GO AT YOUR OWN PACE. WHAT HAPPENS IS YOU LET ME KNOW WHAT PHOTO YOU WANT PLACED IN MY HAPPY HOUR GIFT GIVEAWAY FOLDER. I WILL RIP THIS PHOTO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ON IT UNTIL YOU REACH THE DESIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO WIN WHATEVER GIFT YOU WISH. GIFT WILL BE PURCHASED DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR AFTER YOU LET ME KNOW YOU HAVE THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS FOR THE PRIZE AND I VERIFY IT. 600 COMMENTS = MEN'S BRACELET 800 COMMENTS = DIAMOND EARRINGS OR PLATINUM CHERRY 1,600 COMMENTS = Men's Ring OR Diamond Ring 2,000 COMMENTS = Rolex 4,000 COMMENTS = Silver Motorcycle 6,000 COMMENTS = Tropical Vacation 8,000 COMMENTS = Corvette 10,000 COMMENTS = Porsche 20,000 COMMENTS = Yacht EVERYONE WINS COME AND GET YOUR BIG PIMPIN GIFT IN M
Remember When....
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN .....? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took 5 minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was every
Remeber Those Who Serve And Have Served
MEMORIAL DAY 2007 AS YOU GATHER TOGETHER THIS MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND, TAKE TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS. REMEMBER THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN AND THOSE WHO CONTINUE TO SERVE THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS SO WE CAN REMAIN FREE.   GOD BLESS AMERICA
Holy Christ.
It's fucking hot.
~n W O~
http://cherrytap.com/blog/73599/336629
How To Tell The Sex Of A Fly
A woman walked into the kitchen to find her Husband stalking around with a fly swatter. "What are you doing?" she asked. "Hunting flies" he responded. "Oh! Killing any?" she asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked, "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone !
Torpor Time Again
Once again it's time for this kindred to slither into his tomb and go into torpor.If i'm really needed i'll be called but right now I don't wanna talk to anyone on here.Bad Day,REALLY REALLY bad day that has convinced me that I might be a failure
Advice For The Baby Boomers
RETIREMENT PLANNING - CHOICES OF WHERE TO LIVE You can live in Phoenix, Arizona where..... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you tell them how long it will take to get there rather than how many miles away it is. You c
Girly Girl
Sooooooo
who has a crush on me? huh huh huh? 11 people thus far.
Spring Cleaning
SORRY BUT I'M CLEANING HOUSE IF i DELETE YOU i'M SURE I HAVE A GREAT REASON SORRY BUT IF I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU IN A WHILE I WILL DELETE YOU FROM MY FANS FILE.
You Would Think
If someone comes to your page and rates you, fans you whatever you would return the favor correct? I know I look through my past bar tab everyday to see who has stopped by. If I came to your page and rated you more than 3 or 4 times you would think it would be nice for you to at least take the time to return the favor. And don't try coming over the shoutbox saying thanks like that covers it. Even worse don't stop at my page and do nothing! I can see you stopped I take that as an insult after I just took the time to rate and fan you. I run out of rates regularly because I try to get to everyone I can. You should at least not make stopping at your page a waste of my time! On another note, thanks to all that do stop by to show love and hope everyone has a great weekend..........
The Chase
While chasing my traces for years and days, The car with the gun and the bars finds its way... Behind me, behind me are people to see.. And you can just bet that they're waiting for me. Then three vinyl horses I called for from space Came burning and kicking and hindered the chase. Above me. above me, and yes I believe... They tell me to stay, but I'm going to leave. While rounding the corner and topping the hill He follows the arrows and all becomes still. Beside me-I run for there's no time to stay. The white rabbit's waiting, I cannot delay. Run children, run for me, step in my road. But bring along loving, it's awfully cold. Behind you, above you, beside you and then, You follow the rabbit and do it again. As the sky darkens deep for a mellowing tune, The sun collides fiercely and singes the moon. The fool on the hill stands up from his chair. I know that he is: but he thinks he's not there. Behind from the mountain of silky thread grass, Rises a sunlamp of fie
The Fighter
i actually had to cut the hell out of this when i entered it in a contest but it got published i am a man i am a man, i am the fighter,warrior who not known love. i am the suvivor who has lost his heart. i am a man, a man that has no fight left in him.a man tha longs for the touch of a loveing woman. i am a man, that can fight no longer with out a soul to fight with. i am a man that can not fight a warriors right with out the love of a woman's loveing touch. i am a man , a man who longs for something out of his grasp. i am a man , a man that need's, desires and wants the love of a woman. so i may fight on. i am a man , a man who is tired of fighting for a love and a life. i am a man, someone who must fight on until thee is no tomorrow. John.s 12.18.2000
Being Alone.
Why is that some times it gets to me that I am alone and that I do not have that special someone in my life? Most of the time it does not bother me that I am alone. Lately though it has bothered me more and more. I am not looking for perfection. Though I do want to have someone that is there for when I want to just cuddle or hold hands. To know that someone would be looking forward to me coming home. To be able to go for a walk, or just sit next to each other while watching the sun set. Maybe I am asking for and expecting to much. I want to be wanted for who I am and not what I can do for them. To be needed because of love, not for rescuing her. To have someone to be a full and equal partner in all aspects of life, not to keep or be kept. It seems that people are more interested in what they can get from someone instead of who that person really is. Just my thoughts. More than likely I am wrong.
Fevered Thoughts
Fevered Thoughts I sit here at an alien terminal; waiting to see a familiar smile. I can not bare the tension, as I remember the darkness I have just left. I now dwell in dimly lit existence, knowing that to go forward is to pain; but to go back is to destruction. So now I wait to see what is next, hoping for nothing yet praying for peace. Is it my destiny to forever be tested; in my faith, my heart or my soul.
Just A Little Somthing
Battling my demons afraid I will not win cut my wrist feeling of loneliness an sadness over well me like a fairy passion candle flickers in the background like my life before my eyes
Dark Walker Part 3
While waving she begins to remember things on the long ride home. She thinks of her mother and how confusing things were while growing up. Remembering the stories she was told, and how only some were true well part true. Then she thinks of him……… Wondering where he is, and does he care. Why is he so confusing, maybe its just her. She doesn’t know what to think half the time, one reason why she left ….. As if it were just mere minutes ago the memory plays in her head. ** alone in her apartment, she called him. With in minutes of answering a conversation began, normal pleasantries and how she was thinking of him. Wanting him to make time for her, and come over. Again he started with the excuses, the almost secret life he led on the side. Never knowing where or with who he went, no matter how nicely she asked he refused or danced around the questions. Wandering memories began to smash together like a personal movie in her head…………. Times they spent together just talking, dinners
A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realise is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON . . . Because your turn has com
Im Gonna Be Gone ...
WELL I WAS HOPIN TO BE HAVING A BIG BBQ AS MOST DO FOR MEMORIAL DAY WITH MY FAMILY BUT I GOT WORD MY UNCLE PASSED AWAY SO IM TRAVELIING OUT OF TOWN FOR HIS FUNERAL..HE WILL BE BURIED MONDAY ON MEMORIAL DAY ..HE WAS A VETERAN AS WELL AND A GOOD MAN.PLEASE PRAY FOR OUR SAFE RETUN HOME THIS IS DANGEROUS HOLIDAY FOR TRAVELING AND PRAY FOR THE FAMILY WE NEVER HAVE ENUFF PRAYER IN OUR LIFES..IM WISHIN YOU ALL A BEAUTIFUL HOLIDAY BE SAFE AND KNOW YOU ARE LOVED..FOR THE REALLY SPECIAL FRIENDS THAT TOOK THE TIME TO READ THIS THANKS AND FOR THE SAME ONES WHO PROBALLY HELPED CONSOLE ME TONIGHT AS I CRIED I THANK YOU AND FOR ALL THE OTHER ONES HERE WELL IM STILL GREATFUL TO HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF BEFRIENDING YOU..I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND I ALWAYS TRY TO BE THEIR FOR YOU..NIGHT AND GOD BLESS YOU ..ALL MY LOVE..RITA
Lost And Broken
the last left standing has now disappeared.... Current mood: sad the one and only friend I really had left in life, I have decided to cut off. I spent 60 bucks out of my first paycheck to take them out on a date, and the next day they made me cry... I want to cut myself. I can't even smile....I feel like trash. The day I thought there was hope, and I still had something to hold onto to keep myself together, has just slipped through my fingers like a handful of sand in an hourglass. I'm tired of crying. I haven't felt this suicidal in quite some time. I don't diserve to live.
Sin
I sat on the front porch, under the darkening clouds. Feet planted firmly on the wooden slats, digging my heels in. Thunder rumbles overhead and the heavens open. Heavy tears fall, washing over my sins. Greed, Pride, Lust, Envy and Wrath...wash away into murky black puddles. For I am the Devil's Succubus, Satan's whore, and Lucifer's concubine. I am the face of an adultress and a mistress, seducing your men from your beds without guilty or shame. The rains fall, pour, drench me to my soul....but they could not wash away sin as filthy as mine.
Praying 2 Let Go
Why, why can’t you give me what I need? Just that one moment to erase our history. To touch your face and look into your eyes Wishing that these feelings would die. I love you more than you know It is not so easy to let you go. I would rather suffer in my despair Than live without you ever being there. Tears that fall are not tears of pain They just know that things will never be the same. Don’t mind my sorrow For you a sweet smile I will borrow. Time will heal these wounds Maybe by the grace of GOD it will be soon. Love you my sweet lover…
A Poem....
All alone in my room and when I think of you A certain stiffness comes upon me what ever am I to do? Should I take the problem in hand? Or do I need to think it thru? I Think about those sexy curves I know exactly what to do I close my eyes, it's heated, in a minute I'll be thru a little slice of heaven, all because of YOU..Kisses
To All Who Have Served Or Is Now Serving In The Armed Forces
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor.. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, ! but he can field strip a rifle
Contest !!! Come Vote For Me
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My "buddy"
I just wanted to brag on my garndson..i have pics of him in my photo album on my page..i can't imagine my life without him in it and he has my heart..he is only 4 months old and we already have a special bond..and yes..i have him spoiled!!
Meet Chenier
Woman Beater
Your a big bad man strong and tough you rule by fear your love is not enough You sole is black as you swing your hand to show how bad you are you are the toughest of the tough If your so bad why don't you hit me I hit back why don't you hit me I have no fear why don't you hit me I confront you with an irish fury you cry like a baby You cry "I'm sorry" full of tears I have your life in betweem my fingers how does it feel to be on the other side of fear Why don't you fight back Why don't you hit me Why don't you give me a black eye Why don't you hit me Why is you life worth saving Why don't you hit me. Sometimes being a coward Is using women like a punching bag Sometimes being a man Is knowing when to walk away If you do it in front of me I won't stop until you bleed yelling at the top of my lungs "Why don't you hit me" is what I'd say
Bullyboys No Longer
We are being force fed this diversity theory which can not and will not work out. It is time that people start waking up and taking action against those who control our media outlets. It is time that the people rise up and demand a detailed list of all the funds the government spends and where they spend it. It is time we hold those who take our money accountable for where exactly they spend the Americans withheld money and it is time we demand that all money collected by force of the government be spent on the nation of the taxpayers. “We” are spending billions of dollars per year on a nation which was stolen in 1948 and has since been nothing but trouble for the world. The Jews bitch and moan about how they have been oppressed or persecuted over the Melina and how they are owed this and that, they never stop and think that it is them who brought such hostility upon themselves; they feel that they can do no wrong. We kike you have and continue to do wrong to the rest of the worl
Checking In Again
I don't come on Cherry Tap much anymore obviously. I just wanted to check in with all who are on my friends list here. I do have a MySpace, which you can find me on more often. If you wish to go there just copy and paste this URL while you are logged in to your own account. http://www.myspace.com/tasteofheaven1 I hope that those of you who have a MySpace account will come by and say hello. Take Care All, Rayne
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To My Heroes, This Memorial Day Weekend
To my heroes, this Memorial Day Weekend To all those who've given their lives. To those who put themselves at risk every day. To those who have served and continue to do so. Thank you. This seems like such a small thing, compared to what you have given. But know that I say thank you every single day of my life. Every time I laugh. Every time I see that magnificant flag. Every time I hear someone complain about the state of this country. Every time I look at my Father & Grandfathers faces And hear their stories. I thank you for your sacrifices. Every single breath that I breathe free I owe to you. It's something that is never far from my mind. Thank you to all our nations defenders for my freedom. God Bless all This Memorial Day weekend (repost of original by '~* Mrs *~ Proud Army Mom' on '2007-05-26 07:27:45')
Thought For The Day
if you take a shower with your clothes on it shows you're crazy.... if you take a shower with your clothes off it shows your nuts...
The Rift
Torn between who i am and who i once was the Cold hearted Evil side to me no ones seen in such a long time i want no part of i want to get rid of but these days have been so hard on me so ive left you all worrying about me an how im doing im doing the best i can im sorry it isnt going as fast as youd like but i dont feel sure to even talk to any of you yet...i want to i miss you all dearly but GRRRRRRR i cant all these emotions all this anger inside me.... i need to get it out an rid of
Jesus People Are Mean
I thought I'd be cute. I thought I'd be funny. I thought I'd create a MuMM that was pointless and silly. So I did. I made the mistake of putting the term "BBW" in it. And within an hour I had at least two dozen comments on it. All of which fell into the following category: Fat People Are Not Beautiful Why is it that the internet automatically allows people to be such fuckheads? What is it about this stupid box that leads people to believe it's okay to stomp on someone else? Seriously. If they were out in public and I walked in they would never walk up to me and say those things in my face. I'm dumbfounded by the reasoning that makes it okay (to them) to talk down to another person. It's taken years, literally years, for me to build my self-esteem up to the place that it's at. It took less than five minutes and only about ten strangers to crush it. People like them make me want to shove their heads into the tiny spaces where they store their sense of decorum..
Competitions On Ct
How utterly pointless are competitions on this site? If you have a tattoo contest or a beauty one or whatever it is, it is not down to the person who has the best tattoo/llooks/whatever, it is merely down to the person who has the most friends who will bomb the comments for them to win. Blasts do not cost a lot of money, and the amount of points the comments will make overall from everyone in the competition will usually be a lot more than the prize in the end. It is just a lazy way for the competition "organiser" to gain more cherry points to level up. They don't do it for fun! They don't really care about it! All they want is to get a load of pictures of CT popular people, stick them in their photo album and reap all of those points earned by those thousands of comments left during the contest. For all the Europeans.... the competitions have become akin to the Eurovision song contest!!! Saying all that.... I am actually presently bombing my nice British friend as sh
Protect Property Rights In Animals
To: U.S.Congress We the people of the United States hereby petition Congress to cause to have drafted, and to enact a Bill for federal legislation, that when enacted will protect ownership property rights, and legal use rights in domestic animals, and ensure that no city, county, or State authority shall prohibit, or restrict the peoples ownership rights, or legal use rights in domestic animals by specific breed, or by species. Animals are humankinds most ancient, and traditional property. The animal industry is the cornerstone of the economy of the United States, and must be preserved. It is not the intent of the petitioners to restrict any local authority in addressing the zoning for, or of the keeping of animals. Sincerely, go to this site and sign a petition www.PetitionOnline.com
Touchdown
MY SON IS BACK HOME IN THE GOOD OLE USA!! Please remember why we celebrate this holiday weekend and the sacrafice these men and women and their families make to protect our Freedom. Please keep them in your prayers!!! We won't be singing, "Back Home Again In Indiana" but, my son is welcomed home by his wife and daughters with hearts as big as the state of Texas! WELCOME HOME TO SCSF 506th FLIGHT!! THE MILITARY The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an
Social Assistance
Social Assistance A guy walks into the local Social Assistance office, marches straight up To The counter and says, "Hi.....you know, I just HATE drawing Welfare. I'd really rather have a job". The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is Excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man Who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac Daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all Of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be Provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday Trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be Provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting Salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well........you started it."
My Horoscope Says I Have Vision
...So here's my Horoscope not only for today, but for the rest of my life. "Why not add 'visionary' to your list of accomplishments? When you let yourself dream big, you can come up with concepts that are so far out they're in. Shifting gears to get into this mode takes practice, so get started."
Sooner Nationals
I had a blast yesterday. M4 and I got there about 8:30 in the morning after eating breakfast. We walked around the lot which was cool you could see the guys working on the cars, most of them were tearing down motors. The racin didnt start till about 12 due to rain. Even after the racing started we had to stop ALOT due to more rain. We got to see alot of the truck w/ the jet dryer and two trackers w/ rubber on the back of them which they ran on the track. I took alot of pictures and a few videos as you can tell if you look at my profile. I didnt think the videos would come out very well so I didnt take very many. If you ever go to a drag race or anything you have to sit on benches I would tell you to bring a chair that can fit on the bench. I heard they sell them at wal mart for like $15. We bought a pad for $5 but I am here to tell you IT DOESNT WORK. My ASS HURTS after sitting there all day. The food there cost so much. A drink cost 4 dollars and lets not even bring up
Spreading Love
The flames begin to burn from passion's undying candle as the wind passes it breath moving our bodies away from the battle of the past sorrows we've expressed and guiding us to the very heart of where our souls are joined in a world that we can never part The earth soaks up our love and slowly releases it among others spreading the joy and safety creating a chain for one another.
Dragon Slayer Deejay
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Artistic & Sexy
It's not about ptz or gifts. It's about the bragging rights and who can honestly say they have the hottest and most creative pic on CherryTAP?!? To make it fair, we'll have one vote and one comment per voter. No comment bombing. It's about truth and not who's got the most online time. Tell one, tell all...a real contest will be underway! If you've taken the shot of yourself, some one else or if you know some one who's got this amazing picture that makes you stop in awe and says a million words in a single moment, this is for that one priceless pic! Please let me know. Contest will open June 8th and run until June 15th. So is your hot pic art or just sleazy?
She Is Doing Great
my cousin's baby girl is now up to 3 lbs 14 1/2 oz. she is off the oxygen and feeding tube. she might have to have a eye surgery though. outside of that she is doing great and will be home soon.
At World's End?
Pirates Of The Caribbean: At Worlds End? Okay, I’ll admit, using the question mark gave the illusion that I didn’t like the movie; that’s not the reason I put it after the word “End”, but you’ll have to see the movie to understand why I did that. Actually, yes, I did like “At Worlds End”, but I am the type of guy that is fascinated by these types of shows… you know, “Star Wars”, “Indiana Jones”, “Star Trek” and others that are the swashbuckling heroic type shows. Although, as in “Pirates”, the hero is not always clearly defined; I mean, think about it, Han Solo, of Star Wars, and Captain Jack Sparrow are actually scoundrels at best, but, somehow, become our heroes… of sorts. I suppose, like most men, I, in some ways, envy that spirit of reckless disposition and necessary savvy to survive in the underworld of life. Okay, back to the movie. To start with, let me put this in prospective; “The Curse of the Black Pearl” is, by far, the best of the three. “At World’s End” would
Thanks
HERE'S TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN ARMS; THANKS FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE DOING FOR US!!!!! I WISH I COULD BE THERE WITH YOU!!!
Lots Of Bitching
I dont even know what to write. Im just frustrated. A few different bitchings here, if i dont bitch i might explode. ~I love how you say we use you. Your too much of a fucking alcoholic for us to use you even if we wanted. Remember when you OFFERD to change my oil, and then left the oil cap off because you were DRUNK? If you feel used DONT OFFER to do things around the house. And Guess what? I know what the word no means. If I ask you to do something around the house and you are A) unskilled enough/incapable B)too drunk or C) too lazy then feel free to say no. STOP SAYING YOULL DO THINGS AND THEN GOING BEHIND MY BACK TO OUR OTHER ROOMIE AND BITCHING. If you dont want to do it grow some fucking balls and say something to me you hypocritical alcholoic looser peice of shit. Stop being such a hermit, go get fucking laid and pull your head out of your ass for a few minutes. I know its been what... 3 years since a girl as even come close to touching you, suggestion... TAKE A FUCKING S
Not Sure
every time i am told i love you and try to return it, i am left for another man. when i am told i love you and dont return it, they care unconditionaly for me and want just me. will it ever match up, or is love a cruel game that never ends?
Another Survey
ABOUT YOU.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age/location: 3. phone number: 4. Fave Color: 5. Are you a virgin? 6. Do you drink/smoke? 7. Do you do drugs? 8. What do you do for fun? 9. What do you do for a living? 10. Are you single? 11. Do you have any kids? 12.longest relationship you been in? 13. Pet peeves: 14. Turn ons/offs: 15. Reasons you wanna date me: GETTIN PERSONAL... 1. Do you wanna meet me? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. If you could dedicate a song to me what would it be and why? 5. What is your faveorite thing about me? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person?
Welcome To Holland ~ Describing What It Is Like To Raise A Disabled Child
I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this...... When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guide books and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum. The Michelangelo David. The gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting. After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Several hours later, the plane lands. The stewardess comes in and says, "Welcome to Holland." "Holland?!?" you say. "What do you mean Holland?? I signed up for Italy! I'm supposed to be in Italy. All my life I've dreamed of going to Italy." But there's been a change in the flight plan. They've landed in Holland and there you must stay. The important thing is that they haven't taken you
I'm Sad For You
I'm sad for you because the children's laughter is too loud. And one day soon, sooner than you think, there will be no children's laughter to hear. I'm sad for you because you spend so many hours doing things other than playing with the children. And one day soon, sooner than you think, there will be no children to play with. I'm sad for you because it was too much of a bother to bathe your children. And one day soon, sooner than you think, there will be no children to bathe. I'm sad for you because the children want to talk to you and be with you and it is an inconvenience for you. And one day soon, sooner than you think the children won't want to talk to you and be with you. I'm sad for you because one day soon, sooner than you think, you'll be an old man looking back and wondering about all the missed oppurtunities to have enjoyed your children. Shalai
A.s.a.p
Ever wonder about the abbreviation of ASAP? Generally we think in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. If we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we may begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way. There's work to do, deadlines to meet. You've got no time to spare. But as you hurry and scurry... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP In the midst of family chaos, "quality time" is rare. Do your best; let God do the rest... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP It may seem like your worries are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP God knows how stressful life can be and wants to ease our cares. He'll respond to all your needs... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP Today I'm saying a little prayer that God will send a smile to you and send you special blessings through everything you have to do.
R U A Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
Adding Mist
Sometimes you have a photo and you wish you could add something extra to it, well with the help of photoshop you can add different effects to your photos. Here is 2 identical photos the second one I add a mist effect
A Dark Day
The sky was dark, the thunder crashed demons loose, the gates are smashed torment comes to all, no light I gain this power in the darkest night Lust and pain at my finger tips relising misery, blood on lips Come to me, I share the dark Feel with me and know your part
A Very Strange Person
This guy is extremely wierd - his profile is full of pix of women. He has left comments like "This Woman is my love and my life" on a bunch of my pix in the past. It was creepy enough, but it stopped so I thought that he had gone away. Now I find that he has ripped several of my pictures to his galleries... I blocked him, but you may want to tell your female friends to watch out for him - he seems to have lots of other pix of CT women on his profile and I am sure he hasn't asked for permission from them either... Rony@ CherryTAP
Ct Wedding Tonight!!! Come Join Us In The Lounge And Show Us Lots Of Ct Love!!!
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Believing
I just keep feeling better and better. And its not just because of what I found out this morning. That helps though. Knowing the truth is always best. I feel better because I listened to more than just the truth from my "friend". I listened to what is in my heart. I know some of my friends don't believe in God or organized religion. But you know, He got me through all the rough times in life. Whenever I placed myself in his hands and trusted Him, things always got better. I always felt better about myself and life. The times when things got rough, when I felt overwhelmed, when I felt lost or depressed, those were the times I tried to go it alone and didn't trust Him to guide me. I guess the best advice I got in the last week were the times I had friends send me scriptures that were uplifting to them. God has blessed me with very special friends. And I know everything happens for a reason. And each time it does, it makes me stronger as long as I stay true to Him.
My Girl
the girl and woman of my dreams is someone who is into comics and cartoons, someone i can talk to about them and is into them as much as i am, cause they are who makes me who i am, to me it don't matter about looks or what they do just into comics is all so untill i meet one im single for as long as i live.
Women Are Like Roses
a truth- what i know as a truth. women are like roses all come in diffrent colors diffrent shapes but all are beautiful.so ladies when feeling down feeling low remember this somebody looks forward to your smile.you may not realize it but your in somebodys thoughts .so smile let the beauty of you shine/// Best Graphics - MySpace/Hi5/Friendster
Whitesnake- Here I Go Again
Whitesnake - Here I go again, What can I say, as a gypsy in life, this has always been my heart song. The road alone is a loners way of life, will be til I die, but man this song has been there for me through heart breaks determination and truckin. Here I Go Again Lyrics » Whitesnake I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for, Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to walk alone An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time I'm just another heart in need of rescue Waiting on love's sweet charity An' I'm gonna hold on For the rest of my d
Winners In The Best Morph Contest
THE WINNERS IN THE BEST MORPH CONTEST ARE: 1st place: 2nd place: 3rd place: 4th place: PRIZES 1st-TROPICAL VACATION 2nd-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3rd-ROLEX 4th-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* *PRIZES HAVE BEEN PAID* THANKS TO ALL PARTICIPANTS
Homophobia - No Place In America
Homophobia Is Wrong! I am the Soldier who was wounded in Iraq and then recieved a dishonorable discharge. I am the passager on Flight 77 who died after Charging the Cockpit and thus saved the CApital Building or the White House. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We
Another Brick In The Wall
KORN LYRICS "Another Brick In The Wall, Parts 1, 2, 3" [Part 1] Daddy's flown across the ocean Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did ya leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall [Part 2] We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all its just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all you're just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall [Guitar] [Part 3] I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall
I Fear [?]...out Of 70 Common Fears
IF you get more than 30 you're paranoid. If you get 10 or less you're fearless. People who don't have any are dummies who want people to think they are tough stuff. I Fear... [] the dark [] staying single forever [] being a parent [] giving birth [] being myself in front of others [] open spaces [x] closed spaces [] heights [] black cats [] dogs [] birds [] fish [x] spiders [] driving or being in cars [] flying [] flowers or other plants [] being touched [] fire [x] deep water [] the ocean [] failure [] success [] thunder/lightning [] frogs/toads [] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad [] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom [] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends dad [] my ex boyfriends/girlfriends mom [] mice/rats [] jumping from high places [] snow [] rain [] wind [] crossing hanging bridges [] death [] Heaven [] being robbed [] cotton balls [] cemeteries [x] clowns [] large crowd [] men [] women [x] having great responsibility [] doctors, includ
Its Something
figured i'd better pu something in here i am on this because i haven't got a life. but its so fun on here.what would we do without cherry tap guys.
My Poetry
The Darkness Within Me i feel it creeping in my mind it calls calls to my deepest thoughts the thoughts that i try to hide pulling them out revealing the darkness insde my anger floods out spreading to the world around me drowning the happiness filling it with hate the world turns gloomy greeting the darkness inside they try to stay cheerful despite the evil around me they focus on the love not corrupted by the gloominess they battle on to fight stopping the darkness inside they cannot win failure is in their future the evil has taken over love will cease to exist hate and anger is in my destiny i become the darkness inside
My Poetry
Infernality - When I walked through the gates of infernal hell, I saw the dead turn from humans to demons, demons of hellful beings of nocturnal darkness. Immortal beings of the un-living vengefulness hate. Will or will they not become immortal to the living life of heaven. From the towering red inferno above me to the warm flowing of the blue clouds of trusting angels. This blasphemy has got to stop, for that the abolishment of evil humans will soon be brought to the gates of hell and will meet the prince of darkness. He broke the Hiatus of the rules of himself while that the lacuna will soon open for the beings to fall and live in Infernality. The Armageddon will soon come for that the livings of beings will be in vengeance. Forever darkness, Forever death, Forever will the beings of demons will live in the lust of torture and will feed off the undesirable hate of the sinners. The tyrants will come; the sinners will be fed to the hungry devils in the darkness of hell Dest
My Poetry
Dying to Be Let Out Lying in the corner of some dirty cell, Wishing for the end to come. Blood matted to my head, This is what I have become. I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the walls with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Come to me, Child of Darkness. Open up my eyes to this world- Outside my cell. Pour unto my soul- The reason for living So I might die in peace! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. Scratching the wall with broken nails, Screaming for a way out. Dying and bleeding, Torturous needing. I WANT OUT OF THIS PLACE!!! I'm dying to get out, Tired of this broken cell. The dirt covers my wounds, Atleast the ones you can see. On the inside, I'm as dark and twisted as this cell i"m in. Please come save me.
My Poetry
When I close My Eyes I am breathing in the essence of a moonlit dream I touched the sky felt the burn and heard you scream I'm leaving behind anything and everything I watched you die And listened to the siren sing Pull me away from this world Burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness When I close my eyes My lifes meaning nothing As the sunlight fades away When you live forever it's hard to believe they can hear you pray to be pulled out of the darkness into the remains of the day To feel anything right now would put an end to this dismay Pull me away from this world burn the memories from my mind I'm lost in forever Because of your lies There's a piece of this nightmare In everything that I See in the darkness when I close my eyes
My Spotlight I Wrote On Johnny Rodes For Bzoo Radio
My Spotlight Artist of this week is one Awesome Songwriter and One Dang Hot Singer. He’s from Nashville, Tennessee can’t get much hotter then that unless it’s his song “Tiny Red Thong ” playing daily on his myspace or his CD “Southern Etiquette” Which I am proud to say I own and im wearing it out listening to it everyday in more ways then one. From my pc, to my portable cd player so I can take” Johnny Rodes where ever I go. That’s right spotlight is on Johnny this week. Johnny Rodes outside of being one awesome entertainer being on over 900 sites, banners and music being displayed I can’t even begin to guess how many sites and myspaces by his devoted fans and friends, including yours truly, I don’t conceder him top friends because of just his awesome talent. He’s an awesome Dear Friend, with a heart of gold behind all that Sexy tough southern gentleman cowboy looks. He is a true Humanitarian even was official nominated of best practices in Global Health. He goes out of his
Indian Pow-wow
Yestrerday Matt & I went to the annual Indian Pow-Wow at Smoke Mountain, which was a lot of fun. I grew up in New Mexico, and pretty much every other weekend my parents would take me to the Indian Pueblo Cultural Center. Inside was a museum dedicated to the history of Native Americans (mainly, obviously, in N.M.) but outside there would be awesome food (fry bread! mutton!) gorgeous jewelry sold, especially turqoiuse and best of all- the traditional dances and costumes. I haven't seen them in years, and seeing everything was like a trip back to my childhood, it was awesome. I also ran into my friend Alessio and got to meet his new mysterious girlfriend, so that was fun. Today I picked up a kids meal through a drive thru for dinner (what?) and as the guy was handing me the ketchup I had just asked for, he said "You have a really cute voice, by the way." A little compliment, but I get so few of them and I'm so insecure it still made my day :) Also, anybody that's heard me knows that I ha
The Torn Soul
THE TORN SOUL by Country-Girl My heart breaks My soul rages and screams How do I fix my soul Life is unbalanced and I’m lost No path to follow my dreams shattered My soul cries but there is no one to hear no one to ease the pain My children bring me happiness beyond belief And my soul cries for the loss and looks for the comfort of loving arms but finds only emptiness And rages into the black void where Love sits alone. The dream of a loving family Of children created of that love Has been yanked away and denied On knees I beg for that love and creation All the goals I set for myself and achieve never fill the emptiness I feel inside The constant feeling that I’m not good enough That something is wrong with me That I’m a failure. All I ever wanted to be was a mother and a wife I have never cared whether not I was poor or well to do I would do anything for the two children I have and would love to add to them but I’m denied And I cry. How do I fin
Feels Like I Will Never Be Happy.
I have made some realizations today. Untill i am happy with myself how will I ever be happy with someone? Im so scared of being hurt again that I feel like my past is going to reoccur again. I really do love someone and had to let them go because I was tired of putting them through my struggles. I honestly feel like he may hurt me the way my last boyfriend has. I want to change, but i just don't know how to. I am faceing a lot right now. Lack of money, family problems, and no car, no liscense, and i have to straighten out my life before I feel like I can offer him anything else. I have hurt him and I do not want to do that anymore. I feel like he does not see the whole thing and In a way I would rather save him from myself and my accusations and moodswings and fears. I do not feel he should be put through that. I would rather let him see me a happier individual and come to trust someone maybe him. I feel like constantly i will never be enough for someone, due to the f
Profile Thieves
So i have my style pretty much set, i like to keep my page skinny so people don't have to scroll, and i like the pink and the stars thing i have going on. Now don't get me wrong, i don't mind if people want to share that, but is it bad to be weirded out when people copy me even down to where i position my little pink punk pic, my music player, and my meez? I know its childish but surely people should be individual and do their own thing? When even the wording of the profile is the same am i right to be a little freaked out?
Back Again
I know, I know I made some type of promise, perhaps even a resolution to blog more. Oh well, guess I've been busy, plus didn't really want to get into anything too personal. I've decided to hold things in more, or even just talk about it and be done with it rather than dragging it along. I've made some pretty drastic changes in my life, which have turned out to be very beneficial for me personally. The important thing is that they have benefited ME. I guess some would view that as selfish, but after being so selfless for a while and not doing what's best for me I decided it was about time to make some changes. Some of those changes are easily seen, because they are physical changes. I've lost 13lbs overall, 20lbs of fat, gained 7 pounds of muscle and my body fat is down to 20% from 28%. With that obviously comes part of the mental turnaround where I feel better about myself because of my appearance. I've come to a peace with certain things in my life, so their previous effect on me
Update~ct Is Getting Weirder By The Minute!
Ok, so I post that bulletin, get all kinds of hell from Razor, and what the fuck do ya think happens next?? Sin Derella herself, comes back to my page and re-RE-rates me an 11 from a 10, after re-rating me a 10 from an 11 earlier. She also unblocked me. Looks to me like she is just trying to cover her ass. And why is it, that when a bouncer, or any member higher than a 22 rates your pic, they don't show up in the "just viewed" section?? Some do, some don't. Is there a special button they can click called "Stalker mode?" Kinda like on Myspace where you can hide your online status??!! Hmmmmmm??!! AGAIN: These are only my opinions or questions that I have been pondering. Wouldn't want the CT staff getting thier panties in a bunch over my measly opinion, now would we??!! LOL
I Miss The Times
I miss the times when we would talk for hours on end I miss the times we could feel the need For the other needing to talk I wish there was a way for this friendship to mend I feel that we are falling apart as time goes slowly by I feel that we are becoming strangers A distance to far to cross I feel that you no longer care enough to even want to try There was a day I thought we were so close A time that one could finish the other's sentence Or just know what needed to be said At time we never caused either other any kind of woes There was a time I really thought you cared About who and what I was A time where more than friendship could have bloomed A time when things we cared about was definitely shared A time that now I think this all must have passed You don’t seem to care how much you cause me pain Be careful or my love for you will certainly be in the past I can only think this is what you hoped to gain.
The Angry American Part 2
Tonight I write to you about the battle lines drawn in Iraq. So far this month May 2007 has been the bloodest month since the war started in March of 2003. The death toll is near 90, however there is promising news. The Soldiers acted on a tip from locals in the Diyana Province and liberated a 'torture house' that held 42 prisoners, the youngest of which was reported to be 14. Commanders from the front lines stated that the liberation has boosted the morale of the soldiers over there. That's some great news to hear right before Memorial Day. NASCAR Driver Casey Mears who drives the number 25 National Guard Chevy drove into the history books tonight as he took the Checkered flag in the Coca-cola 600. Another boost for our Troops! Carrying on...Again bush has stuck his head up his ass, denying a 'spring break' for troops over in Iraq stating that insted they would be staying an extra 125 days. Now that just pisses me off...Bush is an asshole, yeah I said it an ASSHOLE, bit
Dusty Underware
One morning a husband took a pair of underwear out of the drawer. "What the ? ? ?" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "Helen," he hollered into the bathroom, "why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She shot back: "It's not talcum powder. It's...... 'Miracle Grow'."
Poem
Making it right You've forgotten what it is you want yet you still work hard to get it you've become a prisoner of someone else schemes Something inside has been gone for far too long, and you can't remember where you left it It's in there, you can find it, make up your mind you've been on your own, so long now all you feel is lonely Imitation love is the only love you know But, theres a part of you Thats the heart of you That makes you a one and only somewhere along the way your heart slipped away like a theif in the night, somewhere along the way you lost your heart somehow you can find it give it a brand new start make it right.
Please
I need to get more point u rate me and ill rate u.
Clan Lupin Part 1
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. For many years the Wolfen or werewolves have guarded the family with there lives, now it is once more time to make our clan strong as this wonderful family needs our kind once more, we are the watchdogs and personal body guard¡¯s to the family, members that are dedicated to the family and everything it stands for, High Elder Wolfe Alpha Of the Clan. We are now able to except applications for the clan from outside the family look at rule 9 for more details thank you ^_^ To join one must be loyal to the Clan & the family and faithful to the point that you Could turn away from friends, now I don't say this lightly as if it where some game! The Wolfen must be Watchdogs to the family and as such we are honor bound to the family if you think you have what it takes to be a Wolfen of Clan Lupin then go to ether High Elder Wolfe and £ost ÍnŤheÐark Secound whose links are on this blog.
Visitor From The Past By Thelen Paulk
Visitor From The Past by Thelen Paulk I had a dream the other night I didn't understand, A figure walking through the mist, with flintlock in his hand. His clothes were torn and dirty, as he stood there by my bed, He took off his three-cornered hat, and speaking low he said: We fought a revolution to secure our liberty, We wrote the Constitution, as a shield from tyranny. For future generations, this legacy we gave, In this, the land of the free and home of the brave. The freedom we secured for you, we hoped you'd always keep, But tyrants labored endlessly while your parents were asleep. Your freedom gone - your courage lost - you're no more than a slave, In this, the land of the free and the home of the brave. You buy permits to travel, and permits to own a gun, Permits to start a business, or to build a place for one. On land that you believe you own, you pay a yearly rent, Although you have no voice in choosing how the money's spent. Your children must
Free Gifts For You~~~
FOR EVERY 400 COMMENTS YOU GIVE MY PIC IN THE CONTEST I WILL GIVE YOU A GIFT. AFTER YOU DO 400 COMMENTS, EMAIL ME OR MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW. CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1ST THANK YOU CARRIE
To The Man I Love(todd)
THIS IS FOR U TODD U KNO U ARE MY EVERYTHING U ARE MY WORLD BABY I WANT U TO KNO THAT I LOVE U DEEP DOWN IN MY HEART .. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME I WOULD BE LOST IF I DIDNT HAVE U IN MY LIFE.... MY LIFE WOULD BE EMPTY RIGHT NOW IF I DIDNT HAVE U .. I LOVE U SOOOOO MUCH TODD CANT WAIT FOR US TO BE TOGETHER IN RL SO I CAN SHOW U AND PROVE TO U HOW MUCH THIS WOMEN REALLY DOES LOVE YOU
Ok Please Do This One For Me
OK THIS IS JOSEPH HES A FRIEND OF MINE WHOM I LIVE WITH. YES HES MY ROOM MATE. HE NEEDS HELP IN LEVELING UP. NEEDS TO GET TO A LEVEL 10. BCS HE WANTS TO JOIN THE CT MAFIA. PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND LET ME KNOW I WILL RETURN THE LOVE TO YOUR PAGE. HES STILL WORKING ON HIS PAGE OTHERWISE HE WOULD BE DONG THIS HIMSELF. joseph the italian stallion a.k.a dj_solo@ CherryTAP
How Long
A guy sticks his head into a barber's shop and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop full of customers and says: "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy sticks his head in the door and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around at the shop and says: "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the Shop and asked: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said: "About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said: "Hey Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then, he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So, where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, t ears in his eyes and said: "Your house."
I Said Yesssssss
MY BABY ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM AND I SAID YES !!! IM SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED I HAD TO SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE !! I LOVE YOU BABY !
Another Turn
You say to your self, stop this, I won't go back there again, and knock on the door. Don't look in the windows, you know how you are in there, close your eyes, pretend you were never there. All evidence to the contrary, call your self a liar, don't go back for that, not again, again, again, again. This sort of behavior could be looked on as addiction, it does break one down, as you put you hand on the handle of that door, close you eyes, and open.

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