Why is that some times it gets to me that I am alone and that I do not have that special someone in my life? Most of the time it does not bother me that I am alone. Lately though it has bothered me more and more. I am not looking for perfection. Though I do want to have someone that is there for when I want to just cuddle or hold hands. To know that someone would be looking forward to me coming home. To be able to go for a walk, or just sit next to each other while watching the sun set.
Maybe I am asking for and expecting to much. I want to be wanted for who I am and not what I can do for them. To be needed because of love, not for rescuing her. To have someone to be a full and equal partner in all aspects of life, not to keep or be kept.
It seems that people are more interested in what they can get from someone instead of who that person really is.
Just my thoughts. More than likely I am wrong.
