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Isolated.....
I'm at a funny place right now... my self confidence is growing by the day. All my going to the gym is paying off and I'm noticing that I have more muscle and less fat. Girls have been noticing me (even) more than before. But at the same time, I'm feeling more and more insecure. I'm still feeling the need to drive myself to perfection. I despise certain things about myself I cannot change, and that pisses me off to no certain extent. I'm having trouble bringing myself to eat much lately. This is only half related to my insecurity, but half because of all my stomache problems. Hell, I had a bagel this morning and was writhing in agony not too long after. I just had a fat blaster smoothie... I'm waiting to see how I'll react to that. Hopefully not too bad, as it's fruit and ice. I've noticed I've been sleeping better since I moved back in with my parents. I feel more rested when I wake up, and I haven't needed a nap like I did every day at the apt. This week will have the
For A Friend
Lighting Your Way BY: SEAN BATES If I was one thing, I'd be a candle Lighting the way so you can handle Your life easier without woes Not having to fight with your foes. I'd help keep you from stumbling over Things blocking your path to an open door. If I light your path, life is easier, Even strong winds, my light will not deter. No matter what, I'm here for you To cheer you up when you are blue. Do not fret when times get tough, If things look down or kind of rough. Just remember, I'm always here, In your heart, close and near. I will help you out in every way, Happiness and love in your heart will stay. Don't blow me out, that's one request Unless it's me you do detest. I do not try to hurt anyone That isn't good or any fun. But one day you may leave me behind You may no longer need my light to shine. If that day comes, go on your way And I will hope to see you again one day. If one day, I don't appear, Do not worry, do not fear I may be gone, but i
Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Wanna Do Me A Favor... ?
I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO WIN THIS CONTEST TO WIN MY FIRST CHERRY BLAST! PLEASE HELP ME OUT BY COMMENTING THE SHIZ-NIT OUT OF MY PIC! (COMMENT BOMBS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED!) I PROMISE TO REPAY YOU FOR YOUR HARD WORK SOMEHOW! THANX! ♥ Brittany
Funny
Now do you want to fuck with me??? lol
Passed Again
So I passed the second and third test for the 911 Call Receiver job for King County. So now I have to go in Friday and take a video-based test. Then an interview, a psychological test, stress test... and another interview. I did pretty well on tests, I always do, even Navy advancement exams I did well on. Soooo... tomorrow night I might go sit with a 911 operator that my mom knows and see what it's really like. :) Wish me luck for Friday! Those tests were HARD! Half the people failed! But not me!!!
Bad Day
I had a really bad day today, first I had a really bad migraine headache an almost blacked out from it, and then I was walking down the stairs when I missed my footing and fell down the stairs, I hurt my tail bone pretty bad so now im going to be sore for a few days what more is going to happen to me, I feel I should have never gotten out of bed 2day,.
When You Can Say This From Your Heart
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you
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Where Have All The Bad Girls Gone?
Lookin for alittle afternoon delight?
Gotta Love The Rain
The colors from the night before had all run together into a gray sunrise. She slowly woke up to find herself alone in his bed. She lay there for a few minutes, absolutely loving the feel of his bed sheets on her naked body. After prolonging getting out of bed long enough, she set foot on the floor, the carpet of his bedroom tingling her bare feet. She walked over to his closet and found one of his white shirts, which fit her with plenty of room to spare. She walked into the kitchen, where she was greeted by Miles Davis' horn playing softly on his sound system, as well as the smell of freshly brewed coffee. A coffee cup was sitting on top of a note to her that read, "Out of milk, be back shortly." She poured the brown liquid into the cup, and took a seat at the kitchen table. Miles struck up another tune, and she let her mind wander off. Her new lover would be home shortly. What would the day bring for them? Neither of them had anything to do today. They could go somewhere. They
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BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to
Vacation Time Again!
Hey guys im going on vacation May 9th for 11days! I will miss u all! Disney World here we come!
Old Fool
Tomorrow was never promised, Today is but a dream. The things we think we know, Are never as they seem. The things we said late at night, All the goals and dreams. Nothing more than lies, Just another scheme. All I ever wanted, Was to build a life with you. Now my heart has been ripped apart, Nothing at all was love. Honestly I want to run away, Take my heart and hide. The only way this pain will cease, Is for this old fool to die. So I lift my glass to yesterday, And say goodbye to regrets. No hope at all for tomorrow, I completely embrace my death.
Please Help My Friend
HEY, I'M ASKING ANYONE WHO READS THIS BLOG TO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOR AND GO VOTE FOR MY FRIENDS PICS, JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST. WE'D APPRECIATE ANY HELP POSSIBLE EVERY VOTE AND RATE HELPS. THANK YOU AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL WHO CAN HELP REDNECK RIN AND DR. LOVE
If Cats Drank Alcohol...
If Cats drank Alcohol... After two Beers After three glasses of Wine After four Kamikazes After a few shared bottles of wine After a few Margaritas.... After 2 bottles Jack Daniels And after an evening of two beers, three wines, four kamikazes, margaritas and that bottle of Jack shared with those friends in Mexico....
Usrsf
> The Pentagon announced TODAY the > formation of a new 500-man elite > fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF). > > These Texas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given > only the following facts about terrorists: > 1. The season opened today. > 2. There is no limit. > 3. They taste just like chicken. > 4. They don't like beer, women, pickups, Hawgs, country music, or Jesus. > > 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. > > The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by next Friday. >
Don't Mess With Moms
DON'T MESS WITH MOM The Childs Comments and Thoughts ! My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your! morals , like your Ma
The Miracle Of Toilet Paper
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between them for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "They will grow larger over a period of years," my husband replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make my breasts larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again, although he will probably continue to take his meals through a straw. Stupid, stupid man!
Celtic Signs
You Are A Hornbeam Tree You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside. Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks. You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible. You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself. A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
Lol A Compliment Lmao
A young woman burst into the office supervisor's office and raged, "I want to file a sexual harassment complaint against Jones in bookkeeping. Without looking up the supervisor said, What did he do ?" She raged on, "He told me my hair smelled nice !" Again not looking up he said, "That sounds like a compliment, what sexually harassing about that ?" She screamed, "You know damn good and well, he's a midget !!"
April 24, 2006
Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity. Oh my god! I have had a conversation today that has made this one RIGHT ON THE MONEY! Whoever is thinking these things up needs to get 7 digit figures for there guess work.
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I Want To
i want to hear your voice, to feel your breath on my skin. to come alive at your touch. i want to be stimulated, to feel invigorated. to touch you back... i want to know you inside and out to have that memory with me always to feel the nuances of you over and over again. i want to watch you move to walk beside you to just be... i want to...
Gotta Pass A Drug Test?
go to this site and it tells u how long pot lasts in ur system http://www.answers.com/topic/drug-test
Yum Yums
surprisingly healthy tonight french baguette with freshly made bruschetta: toasted bread infused with evoo and rubbed with garlic 1 compari and 1 roma plum tomato diced and seeded 3 cloves of garlic minced 1 shallot minced chopped fresh basil balsalmic vinegar extra virgin olive oil crab and cream cheese wontons: 10 wonton wrappers combine crab, cream cheese, fresh chives, garlic, and a dash of steak marinade fill the wonton wrappers with mixture than seal edges together with a lil egg wash drop into hot veggie oil till alllls browned up i've never made either of those before incidently.... broiled salmon steaks served with clarified garlic butter I even made desert..which i'm way to full to eat now so it will probobly be my breakfast.. 1 container fruit on the bottom raspberry yogurt combined with 1 container of wild berry fruit on the bottom filled the bottom of a martini glass with that..topped it with fresh cut strawberries..more yogurt mixtur
4-24-07 Astrology
Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity.
Die Fuckers Die!
I hope these mother fucking hunters die out there! ST. JOHN'S, Newfoundland - Canadian Coast Guard icebreakers smashed through a massive expanse of ice off Newfoundland's northeast coast Wednesday in a bid to free about 100 seal hunt vessels. About 15 vessels were in danger of having the Atlantic ice pierce their hulls, said Department of Fisheries and Oceans spokesman Phil Jenkins. The thick, moving ice poses the danger of sandwiching and cracking the boats. "There's an onshore wind that is compacting the ice," Jenkins said. "These boats are on their way back from sealing and then got stuck in the ice. One crew had to abandon their vessel and got picked up by the coast guard."The Newfoundland part of Canada's controversial seal hunt is the third and largest stage of the hunt. The total quota for all three phases is 270,000 animals. Fishermen sell seal pelts mostly for the fashion industry in Norway, Russia and China, as well as blubber for oil, earning about $78 per seal
What The Hell Is Goin On With Cherrytap
am i the only one who cant see any pic's its just a bunch of lil red x's or is everyone having this problem and how the hell do i fix it this has been goin on for like a week or 2 now. someone please help me
Read This If You Love America
This was taken from the London Guardian. Take the time to read a bit. What I find interesting about it is how this compares what is being done now... to what the Nazi party did to Germany. If history was to repeat itself... would we see it coming? Fascist America, in 10 easy steps Naomi Wolf London Guardian Tuesday April 23, 2007 From Hitler to Pinochet and beyond, history shows there are certain steps that any would-be dictator must take to destroy constitutional freedoms. And George Bush and his administration seem to be taking them all. Last autumn, there was a military coup in Thailand. The leaders of the coup took a number of steps, rather systematically, as if they had a shopping list. In a sense, they did. Within a matter of days, democracy had been closed down: the coup leaders declared martial law, sent armed soldiers into residential areas, took over radio and TV stations, issued restrictions on the press, tightened some limits on travel, and took certain
My New Lounge
Hey all. Just dropping by to announce that I have recently opened up a new lounge. Being kind of tech dumb, I would really appreciate help from anyone who might be patient enough to give me some advice on construction of the lounge, as I am new to this and have not a shit's clue on how to do it. Hope to see you there.
Time
Through life and death, time never stands still. Between night and day hours, minutes, and seconds seem to fly. From years to decades days, weeks, and months are spent. Only with true love and everlasting happiness, can the time we share be bent to our advantage. Because we cheris our love and joy for one another, the moments we share would never be a waist of time.
Guest Book
Hi everyone if you luv me you will sign my guest book :)~ Thanks, xoxoxoxo ~ Jo
Thanks So Much Everyone!!!
I am totally enjoying your emails and comments!! Wow what a great response!! You can private mail me at bellesc2@gmail.com also. :) Cherry Kiss! Belle
Sour..never Sweet.
I don't pretend to be an Angel nor do I pretend to be Wicked.. I'm not quite a Balance of either, but am more like a muddy river.. I have no sugar in my blood, but am as tangy as an Orange.. And yet, quite the lemon.. My tongue often precedes my mind, like an anxious child venturing out to a park without the approval of both parents.. I am what I am,really.. not the kindest, not the most flattering,not the most graceful, and definitely not the sweetest grapefruit of the barrel,neither.. I'm pretentious, moody,anxious,deliberate,mean-spirited,cocky, and yes..sometimes kind,too.. -Azrael-
Hello To All
Hello to all. Yeah it's me again. I havent graced you all with my blogging presence so I thought I would do so now. I had quite an interesting day, I managed to take a tumble and I have this really ugly bruise on my knee cap, wouldnt be a bit suprised if a few more didnt show. I felt really stupid. I mean it didnt really hurt at the time, hurt my pride more so than it did me, but now my knee feels like an elephant tried to rape it, my back hurts as well but you want to know something, I think it's absolutely freaking hillarious. I can laugh at the stupid shit I do. I know it's not funny to laugh at others when they fall but I have, it's not because they was hurt, it's just the fact of how it happened. I mean if they are injured badly no I will not laugh. Ok enough about that. It was a beautiful day here and I enjoyed it. ThiS iS one of my favorite times of the year, the flowers are in full bloom, trees are budding just lovely. I hate being couped up in the house so if you all dont
Close Friends
Once again, I realize how short our time on this earth is. I've lost a good, close friend, and was fortunate enough to spend some time with her when I was back home for a visit, and very glad I took pictures, knowing it would probably be the last time I saw her. She had a long fight with cancer, but never faultered, I'll always admire her for that, her fighting spirit. I don't sweat the small stuff anymore, because this all could be gone in an instant. So, live life the best you can, and be happy. Bless you, my friend Carol, love you and will miss you so very much......
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I'd Like To Be Spanked!
Well,, Well
O.k.,, yes I may have went a little nuts on the naughty blogs however they are nice and so what I like em alot and hey if you can't handle it then don't freakin look,,, it's something I'm into and well if your a friend then you'd wanna know these things... However thanks to those who rated and left comments on them!
Without You!!
In a moment of silence I sit and wonder off into space deep in thought thinking of what life would be like without you. In this brief moment of time which seemed like an eternity in between vast universes, my mind overflows with many thoughts of me living in this world misserably without you. I see that life without you in it, feels as though i am sprinting full speed non-stop for 10 minutes straight and I am out of breath. Not knowing when I will regain my normal flow of breathing my lungs burn. I feel that without the love of you keeping my heart at steady rhythmic beat full with harmony. It is like I am at the bottom of the ocean rapidly floating upwards with no scuba gear. The faster I rise to the surface, the faster my lungs continue to shrink inside my chest and becomes harder to breath. As life without you feels like the strength of the ocean applying massive pressure to my brain squishing it like an accordian in a polka concert. I am living life as a super human bei
Be Careful What You Wish For....
A man was sick and tired of going to Work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he Prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her Body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted The man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their r school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, Came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M. And he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and swe
Rating To Fast
I got myself blocked from rating photos. Is it my fault I'm faster then the server? designsbyvirginia designsbyvirginia
Help My Friend
hes second place and not by much anyone who gives twenty comments gets cherrytap gift from me.just pm me afterwards thanks
Remotely Pleasant
Remotely Pleasant By Jacob Hugart Patrick Johnson sipped his wine. It would stretch the limit of his meal allowance for his trip, but the kitchen of this hotel produced excellent – and inexpensive – dinners. If his just completed meal was a typical example. With a sigh, he reclined in his chair. The hostess had seated him by the glass doors which, during the day, opened onto a courtyard dining patio. Patrick was becoming very familiar with the arrangement of tables and chairs on the patio. Usually, he enjoyed talking to his wife during dinner, but she was half a continent away. His company discouraged the practice of having one’s spouse along on business trips by the simple method of making the paperwork unfathomable. He had endured the silence surrounding his meal with the grim determination that his manners would be impeccable – and not one crumb had fallen on the tablecloth – but he had to look somewhere, and instead of staring at one of the handful of patrons in the large di
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What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! |
April 24th God Bless U
My First Time Being Scryed
YOUR CARD IS RIPE BERRIES MOON-LIFE LESSONS VICTORY AND COURAGE when you find this balance/you will have the strength and courage /spirit knows you /comes from accepting....WELL WHAT IT IS SAYING IS THAT YOU SEEK AN EQUILIBRIUM AND THAT MANY LESSONS HAVE COME TO BRING YOU STRENGTH AND THAT IN YOU LIES MUCH COURAGE.... AND KNOW THAT TO BE ENCOURAGED IS TO HAVE SPIRIT ABOUT YOU ENCOMPASSING EMPOWERING YOU TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE AND BRING UNTO YOU THE WHOLE CAPABILITIES THAT YOU SO DESERVE TO HAVE COURAGEOUSLY AND STRANGELY ENOUGH WHATEVER SHADOWS WE HAVE HIDDEN SPIRIT IS AWARE AND BY ACCEPTING THOSE SHADOWY ASPECTS UNCONDITIONALLY WE CAN PROGRESS MORE FULLY IN THIS UNBALANCED LIFE OF A WORLDVIEW GONE MAD AND A UNIVERSE THAT LIES RIGHT IN OUR HANDS TO CREATE........WHAT DOES SHE NEED TO ACCEPT? are now equipped to deal with/them/you will have the strength/bring your emotions to the surface.....SHe has dealt with people in her life that have challenged her strength.. Heremotions h
Go Rest High My Man
I'm Free don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path that God laid for me. I took His hand, when I heard him call. I truned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day,To laugh,to love, to work, or play.Tasks left undone must stay that way:I found that place at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared a laugh, a kiss,Ah yes, these things, I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow,I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.My lifes been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch. Perhaps my time seems all to brief, but Don't lenghten it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me,God wanted me now,He set me "FREE". Linda Jo Jackson
The Tap
i never thought the tap would be better then myspace i was so wrong lol
Less Than 2 1/2 Years To Go...
and I can match the 40 year old virgin !!
Sometimes, You Even Prove Yourself Wrong
I don't know why, but I find myself becoming more and more reclusive as time goes on. I can still remember when I was a "social butterfly" and I loved to go out with groups of people and have fun. Now, I hate being around people and I find myself being a bit elitist about who I talk to. I spend a lot of time with Cait, she's one of the few people I can stand one a regular basis. I get annoyed with even my best friends lately. I haven't been online near as much as I used to, and when I am I tend to hide either invisible or behind an away message. I can't really name a timeframe for when my thought process shifted, for when I suddenly became this anti-social creature, more content to sit at home or go get coffee with one person. I suppose it was a gradual thing, just over time I became exasperated with society in general. I mean, a person can only handle so much before they snap. A woman in the movie will only listen to the guy lie so many times before she gives up and leaves. I guess
Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
The Gathering II "Ones heart maybe saved today but the mind extract a risk of saviors for tommorows survival" The real meaning of truth isnt about confession of guilt but deception in the eyes of the lost soul. guided by messenger.. by all means to serve and protect the innocent only for the lost cause and defend glory with an offensive theory of love. love isnt mistaken for hate but hate is mistaken for love. theres talk of sensuality but the breath of pressure is just the tip of an arrow while action is measure base upon the strength of how much u stretch ones emotions pulling thier bow compacity weakness. it is said never look into the eyes of an enemy but stray the force of the enemy with a heart penatration only then will they be callin for help but help will not reinforce its dealt. strength is combine with weakness carrying the pain fear of loss fear of self and fear of heart. i have neither hope in judgement but will kneel to destiny. life is measure on how much ones wi
Worst Day Ever
Today was the worst day ever.. is 12:00 am and i just get home from work.. a lot of work... and for the first time i feel like ohh my god.. what happend... this is not rigth and this doesn't supposse to happen a day before i am going to have my evaluation to be permanent in my work.. i was making a campain,*cause i am graphic designer*, for x service of the neswspaper that i work.. a co-worker took my work and star talking about my work with the general manager of the neswspaper and my supervisor.. the art director, is mad with me cause all work have to pass for his aprovval... and he told me that i did wrong.. and i didn't do a thing.. it wasn't my idea... to get the general manager office with my unfinished campain... i am so sad. i hope this shit don't influence tomorrow evaluation....
Fear
I guess ive felt it now, the true thing thats called fear, it does start in your gut like most can tell you, Its the little things, sitting in your hmvvw looking over a route and having come over the radio, Minimal dismounts on the ground this area receives a bunch of sniper fire regularly, thats when it hits ya, the fear of that silent death flying at 100 miles through the air, Snipers dont really phase me as much as an ied called an Efp, it use to be when we would drive to places there was a low rate of efp's, due to the fact they cost about $50,000 to go from their home country to being placed on the ground ready to kill my brothers and sisters, the routes we use to drive on where cheap, dirt poor people, you would hardly run into efps but tons of other dangerous ez to spot ieds. The new place we are at will turn your blood cold, make you jump if u hear a loud noise, ive recovered vehicles from efp blast and it usually not pretty, if it punches thru the army your talking about seri
I Go Crazy!!!
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized and ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling, makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on my neck in that spo
The Cyber Stalker
Can someone please explain to me as to why some people are just so completely off their rocker, that they would stoop so far as to cyber stalking/harassing/bashing/lying, etc? Seriously, I'd like to know. Now given from my last blog, it is obvious, I use to be in an abusive relationship. (very abusive at that) but after I can't even remember how long, he is *still* stalking me, especially online now, more than ever. He's followed me everywhere online I go. Even now onto CT. It's completely fucking nuts! And now, he is sending me messages saying to look to find him "on top" of me where I posted some comments, to see what lies he has posted about me now, in hopes to try to knock me down, and make it so that "he will be the only one I will ever have" and I "will have to go back with him." Um, hello? Reality check, please! It's funny, (well, not funny haha) but today I was actually speaking with a friend of mine this morning while I was out, and she just got out of an abusive relationship
No More
say good bye and take u form my head not need not want again its all in the yesterdays no more 2moros time for laughing forget all the sorrows no more wasted time wasted energy fact is ur not for me forget u will forget u wont take it all love seems a joke a lil pain and i find me back again do it all again i dont want to fall again say that u will say that u wont i think we cant but see we dont say what u will to me i dotn feel u say good bye and take u form my head need not want not ... not again its in the yesterdays theres no more 2moros gotts bet the sorrows no more wasted time wasted time need a good goodbye say good bye forget ur number take it form my head i hate that by refex i dial it again dont want to hear ur voice dont want to make a choice just want u gone form see its like its mermory see it like photograh its all just nothing nothing nothing at all fade away into the shadow i dont want to hear u say
Take Me As I Am
- Take me as I am or get out of my face - My eyes are GREEN/BLUE, but they change colors depending on my mood - I think that alcohol makes people DO things that they WANT to do when they are sober - Curves bring you balance - big boobs to balance out your big heart, big hips to balance out big desires and big booty to balance out, well, everything else - I love thunderstorms and kissing in the rain - I like meeting new people and getting busy on the dance floor - I have seen hard times and then some, experience teaches you a lot and so some may call me wise....I know I have just seen a lot. - My friends and family mean everything to me - I like to drive with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair - I like to drive really fast, speed is an addiction - I am a master at multi tasking - I fall many times but I always get up, dust my ass and keep on going - I like driving and not knowing where I'll end uP - I like a chase because I get bored very easy, so keep m
Im Home
hey yall just wanted to let yall know that im home until may 9th and then im headed back to iraq
What Would You Do
Now usually I don't like to put things on here that I didnt write, butreading this. it makes you relise that this is true in so menyways. so read this story and tell me what y ou think.. btw.... i did cry reading this What would you do? You make the choice! Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one! Read it anyway. The question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe, that when
Portobello Mushroom Fajitas
Portobello Mushroom Fajitas Grilled or roasted Portobello mushrooms have a meaty texture and taste great rolled in warm tortillas with peppers and onions. Pass salsa and guacamole around the table as accompaniments. Credit: Totally Dairy-Free Cooking by Louis Lanza Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 jumbo Portobello mushrooms, stems trimmed, rinsed and patted dry * 3 tablespoons balsamic vinegar * 4 teaspoons extra virgin olive oil * 2 Bermuda onions, thinly sliced * 2 medium red bell peppers, thinly crosscut * 2 medium yellow bell peppers, thinly crosscut * 1/4 teaspoon chili powder * Sea salt and freshly ground black pepper * 4 (8-inch) flour tortillas Directions: Rub both sides of the mushrooms with a little vinegar and olive oil. Toss the onions and peppers with the remaining vinegar and olive oil. Season with chili powder and salt and pepper to taste. Grill the mushrooms, onions and peppers over medium heat on a nonstic
Moment To Chill
-I TAKE A MOMENT TO CHILL -NO MORE EMOTIONS I FEEL -SO DON'T YOU JUDGE WHAT I DO -CUZ YOU DON'T HAVE MY NEXT MEAL -AND IS MY DESTINY SEALED -OR WAS IT THE HAND THAT WAS DELT -I'M LOST STAIRING AT THE STARS -BEAT DOWN BY ORIONS BELT -ASTROLOGICLY ENHANCED -STRATIGIC MOVES TO ADVANCE -I'VE GOT ONE LIFE TO LIVE -AND ONLY ONE MORE CHANCE -SO I ANALYZE WHERE I STAND -SEE I'M THE SON OF MAN -IT WAS THE DEVIL'S ADVOCATE ALWAYS FUCKIN' MY PLAN -I HEARD TOUCH BUT DON'T TAKE -AND TASTE BUT DON'T EAT -AND THE VOICES IN MY HEAD ARE ALWAYS YELLING AT ME -TO BE THE MAN THAT I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE -SO I RAISE MY GLASS UP AND TAKE ANOTHER TOAST TO ME -AND SINCE THERE'S NO ONE EVEN CLOSE TO ME -I TAKE TWO SHOTS TO MYSELF -I'M LIKE 151 YOU PUT ME BACK ON THE SHELF
Blah Yet Another One
Eyes that are crystal clear, one thinks he could see forever. But within you lies uncertainty and confusion, like boulders in a raging river. The swift current, the choppy waters, this makes for a rough and tumble ride. Be brave, be true to yourself, with me there is nothing to hide. Conquer the rapids, guide this craft, don't sail this adventure short. At journey's end, where the water calms, could lie a safe and wondrous port. So, it's through great canyons, on to the ocean, let us greet the unknown. Paddle fast, my love, get to my heart, for it is there you might find your own
Bush
Bush seems to realize that he has created something of a political monster through this approach, spawning countless rumors that have him doing everything from dancing naked on a bar to copping cocaine on a Washington street. "I'm amazed at how one simple statement has set off a swirl -- that I'm the wildest man that ever lived," Bush said.He has stated that he has been faithful to his wife of 22 years. But he has been less unequivocal on the subject of illegal drug use, refusing to itemize any past transgressions.... Asked in an interview about cocaine use, he said, "I'm not going to talk about what I did years ago. Source: talkleft.com
Stupid Bullshit
this is too all the ladies on here please dont come to my profile and start shit, i had enough of that shit when i was in high school.im not here for that shit.
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When you are sad, I will dry your tears When you are scared, I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, for you I will care You will feel my love when we are apart Knowing that nothing will change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can’t see the light My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end For you above all are my wife and best friend These words I have written, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in marriage, honor and love blessed in unity by God above
Victoria Aut Mors
The disease ive been talking about is best put In words by a Nine Inch Nails song titled Reptile the lyrics go..... she spread herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness I now know the depths I reach are limitless oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease my infection I am so impure......
California Dreaming
I cant help but to dream I wake up next to you maybe someday I can get lost within you worlds apart but so close we are lets alter physics and create a spark from nothing but conversation I need no explaination just enjoying elation oh how I love how you make me feel I give no thought to it not being real I want you to feel the way I do I want you to dream your near me too lets travel lets go so far away no baggage needed lets go in our minds maybe we'll find our passion in time maybe someday I can get lost in ur soul lets get together an lose control oh hell....maybe i'm just dreaming
Ideas?
Ok I need some new ideas for pics and NO NOT NAKED ones either lol. I have done salutes for 2 people so if anyone wants me to do one for them I will....but any requests that yall have? BESIDED BEING NAKED lmmfao I will see what I can do. I have like a ton of pics that can be loaded on here still so I wanna take somemore!
Help My Band
Ok so here's the deal, my band Crucible is in a battle of the bands type contest for a chance to go on tour and what we need to help us get some more points is more people to add our myspace profile to their friend list. We won't spam you or anything like that, we just need the friends to help us out, If you add us it would greatly be appriciated. If you help out and add us I'll try to help you here on cherrytap with as many points as i can so send me a message if you add us. My bands myspace page is http://www.myspace.com/cruciblemetal
Having A Shitty Morning
So i have this friend that i have been talking to a lot lately. And she calls me this morning after i had gotten home from work and we are talking about stuff ( we have been talking about getting a place together for the last week). In the middle of our conversation she starts talking about how she was talking to Troy (her ex) and he told her that he had a dream about her and in this dream she told him she loves him. Normally this wouldn't bother me much because we are just friends, but when i'm with this friend if she talks about a guy she likes i get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I doubt she has noticed these things, n e wayz she told me all this and then she told me that his dream was dead on and she hasn't said anything to troy and doesn't intend to. The funny thing is that she and this guy don't have the chemistry that we have, they don't even talk as much as we talk. I don't know what it is but i have told this girl things i haven't told any one EVER. i guess i kind
A Night I'll Never Forget
I never thought my first blog would be about something like what I have written below. A Night I'll Never Forget I belong to the American Amature Poker League(AAPL) as a staff member and future partner. What I do is host Free Texas Hold 'Em tournaments at local taverns/resturants and tonight(Tues) was a night that I worked. As I was on my way home, about 1:30am, I was involved in an accident ... not my fault, but bad enough the car will be totaled. I know your thinking ... how am I ... tell yeah the truth ... my lower backs hurts, but it had been hurting all day/night anyway. The cops were chasing a SUV type vehicle when it was going from one road to another via an on ramp ... I saw the vehicle and had moved into the left lane (like normal) to allow it to merge on ... as I'm coming up to the ramp where it meets the road, I look over my right shoulder to see a vehicle coming right for me ... he caught the rear passenger tire area & door a lil ... shattered the rear window all
Anzac Day - Video's
Kiss The Rain
Blah!Im just totally fed up with the bullshit on here. I am tired of seeing it. Hello... Can you hear me Am I getting through to you Hello... Is it late there Is there laughter on the line Are you sure youre there alone Cuz im Trying to explain Somethings wrong You just dont sound the same Why dont you Why dont you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever Im gone too long If your lips feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn Keep in mind Were under the same sky And the nights As empty for me as for you If you feel You cant wait till morning Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello... Do you miss me I hear you say you do But not the way Im missing you Whats new Hows the weather Is it stormy where you are You sound so close but it feels like youre so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What Im left imagining In my mind My mind Would you go Would you go Kiss
Thank You
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit...
Anzac Day Written By My Mate Roxy
Anzac Day! 25-April Despite my image, there are some things in this world, that i actually do care about! So This blog, to some of you 'inconsiderate UCKFAYS ' might seem boring! so excuse my pig latin again but UCKFAY OUYAY!! This ONE single day in every year, we take the time to remember the brave soldiers that fought for US, that fought for THEMSELFS that fought for YOU, and mostly that fought for our country AUSTRALIA! we were allied forces with NEW ZEALAND and went to WAR in Gallipoli.The plan was to capture Constantinople (now Istanbul), capital of the Ottoman Empire and an ally of Germany.OVER 8,000 Australian soldiers were killed. News of the landing at Gallipoli made a profound impact on Australians at home and 25 April quickly became the day on which Australians remembered the sacrifice of those who had died in war. Fires burned in Europe, Our young men gathered round, They emptied out our cities And our farms and country towns: We gave them 3 months training And a fa
Post About Magickal Materials
Ok,so you have an interest in wicca...and you,re reading in books about the many tools that witches sometimes use..the athame,the besom,the altar cloth,chalices,cups,bowls,candles,herbs,bells,ect...so much involved...but before you go rushing off and going broke to make a fancy altar,understand a few things first.. Wicca is not about materialism.Your personal tools can come from anywhere,and be just about anything...the most important thing is that you feel comfortable with them.You can do a ritual with just a chant and a single candle,or a altar,laid out with diffrent items.Its all up to you,and what you connect with. Metaphysical shops can provide things for you(as well as websites such as azuregreen.com and ebay.com (an auction site,where lots of items can be found in the metaphyical section)But you can also be creative when gathering tools...go to garage sales,discount stores,craft stores,flea markets,and yes,even drug stores to find items like candles,altar clo
The Law Of Power
The Law of the Power The Power shall not be used to bring harm, to injure or control others. But if the need rises, the Power shall be used to protect your life or the lives of others. The Power is used only as need dictates. The Power can be used for your own gain, as long as by doing so you harm none. It is unwise to accept money for use of the Power, for it quickly controls its taker. Be not as those of other religions. Use not the Power for prideful gain, for such cheapens the mysteries of Wicca and magick. Ever remember that the Power is the sacred gift of the Goddess and God, and should never be misused or abused. And this is the law of the Power.
New Cherry
Hey everyone,just a note to say I"M HAVIN A BLAST meeting all the wonderful people on CT,makein new friends,reading blogs and just havin a great time with cool azz peeps. Anyways, i got a few of my friends to join CT and one of them is my bestest friend in the whole world !!!!Do me a favor and check her out,rate,.fan and befriend her!! her name is naturemama and she is just the coolets best friend anyone could have. stop by bi and show her some LOVE !! thnxs in advance for you love and kind words !!!
Spiritual Prejudice...the True Evil Of The World..part 1 And Two
Its 9.30 in the morning and i,m sitting here mighty disgusted.Why? Because its becoming more and more clear to me that the world is FULL of spiritual prejudice-everywhere-everyday.Meaning,some beliefs are considered "ok"and you can be public with,and others are frowned upon and you tend to keep quiet about because you dont want the heat that comes from the judgement and misunderstanding in other peoples minds.Even with the constitution and the law saying everyone has the right to believe in whatever they want,and you cant be discriminated agianst because of your spirituality in regards to employment,its true only on paper. I,m pagan(no shit)have been for years....to be more specific,i lean towards more the egyptian/wiccan beliefs.I dont look the part of what others might consider a witch...i dont dress in black all the time,or wear heavy eyeliner,loaded down with silver jewelry and reeking of patchouli oil...i look like everybody else..the only indication you might mig
Ultimate
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: I like it both... roughness isnt always a bad thing now is it??? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: I have only been with men. Although woman peak my curiosity. How often do you like to have sex?: I would have sex daily several times daily if I had a consistant partner. Is sex a top priority for you?: Yes Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Eventually that happens I like to be in several positions... How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Its been a while. How do you feel about one night stands?: I have had them most are over rated... your drunk hes drunk its not all that good. How many one night stands have you had?: 4 maybe 5. What\'s your favorite position?: Doggie Where\'s your favorite place to have sex?: I can have it pretty much anywhere if its good does it really matter where y
Fake Ass Friends!
People are too fake on here and in general!! They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends." pssst.. I dont care if I loose "people" off my list over this, I think it's 100% true...
Football And Stuff...
YeeHaw! I've decided on which game I'm going to go see on my annual trek to my personal mecca--Texas Stadium. I'm gonna go see them play against the Pats! It should be a very good game. I am also gonna get to see them play the Dolphins in Miami, and possibly the game against the Bears...I figure I can go back home to see my family, then catch the game. And since I'm already in FL...well, it should be fun. I love me some Cowboys games! I wonder who I'm gonna get to meet this year? Last year it was Romo, Witten, and Canty. I book my tickets through those Cowboys weekend packages..it's been pretty awesome. Why am I writing this? Because I'm excited...and I'm procrastinating. Today is my day off, but it's kinda the calm before the storm. I have my Ops Review tomorrow with my regional director where I have to present my business results for the first quarter and forecast out the second...and make my year over year comparisons. It's a very impactful thing on my career,
The Circle
The precious gift of life comes with a terrible price. The price of death is unforgiven to those who souls are damn. With every death a new life is born like a seed blossoming into a flower or fruit. If you stare in to the eyes of a new born you see a new beginning.
My Future?!?
When people ask me what do I see in my future I tell them what I want to see. Not watt I really see because I would probably be locked up in the nut house. I tell them that I see myself being a nurse, a mom and a wife, all happily of course. But when I really think bout it, it all looks black, incomplete, empty, and lonely. It’s actually really depressing and scary when I think bout it long enough because I don’t know what it means. I don’t see myself being a nurse, having kids, or a husband. Really I don’t even see myself graduating college and that should be within the next 4 yrs. I often find my self wondering if it symbolizes the end for me?!? Darkness usually stands for death. So if my whole future looks black does that mean that the only thing in my future is death, before any of my dreams come true?!? I know that the only way to make my dreams come true is to believe in them...but its kind of hard to believe in them when everything looks black. For some strange reason
My Beautiful America Show
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Make Them Go Away!!!!
There are days I just want to throw the phone out the window. Some clients are just not worth the trouble..lol The all time worst is not a client anymore. She would call at midnight and want me to work. She found my home number on the internet. ughhhhhhhhhh. To sum up how nuts she was... she wanted us to find an Amish farmer around here willing to ship his manure to her in Florida. Wanted to grow her veggies in it. The woman was a pain. Enough bitching right? It's a beautiful day.. sunny and warm. My allergies are clearing up. We got another client today. So all is good. :) Trying not to sit here on CT all day. Too distracting, and I guess some things have changed for me that make it less important. I have to worry about the stuff going on right here.. and to get out and enjoy life. You can always get me on yahoo or on the phone though. For those in my family list there is a seperate blog with that info. Anyone else can ask. Have a great day... time for another
Guestbooks
Please let me know if you are on my friends/family lists and have a guestbook on your profile that I have not signed. I will do my best to get to everyone's guestbooks. Please make sure if you haven't yet, that you sign my guestbook on my profile also. Thanks alot!
To Ma Boys N Girls
ASHES 2 ASHES, DUST 2 DUST, IN the clown is what WE TRUST, IN Juggahoe WE BUST, IF YOU KILL A bigit, YOU WIN A PRIZE, IF YOU KILL A Juggalo, YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES!! AND REMEMBER black RATS CANT RUN IN DA BRIGHT green SKY. clowns pOPPIN' hos DROPPIN clowns FLYIN' hos DYIN' clowns PIMPIN' hos LIMPIN' clowns pUCCIN' hos DUCCIN' clowns COMIN' hos RUNNIN' clowns RIPPIN' hos DRIPPIN' LET IT RAIN, LET IT DRIP bUST A Juggahoe IN DA LIP LET EM' FALL, IN DA MUD then pass the axe AND KILL DAT Juggahoe hos ARE rats clowns ARE true DISRESPECT MY SET AND WE COMIN FOR YOU. CCCCCCCCLLLLLAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEND THIS TO ALL THE Juggalo's IF YOU GOT THERE bACK! IF YOU GET THIS bACK YOU GOT RESPECT
Will Be Offline Due To Jury Duty
Hey All, I will be off the Tap for a few days as I have been summoned for Jury Duty, don't know if I will be called for a case but we will see. Have a great week and weekend everyone!
~*~ Bikers ~*~
Send this to every biker you know in central Florida. CALLING ALL BIKERS October 7, 2006, a COBB member & firefighter “Robin Stanley Burton Jenkins” was hit and killed by an SUV driver on Osceola Parkway in Kissimmee. The driver claimed the sun was in his eyes and didn’t see him. After hitting him, he said that he thought his transmission was acting up and continued to run completely over him and the motorcycle dragging them for nearly 2 blocks. The driver got off scot free for this act of vehicular homicide while his family ended up with virtually nothing. Fair? ? ? We have several other members surviving crashes where the motorist claimed they didn’t see them. Now the lawmakers are trying to pass a law that all bikers must carry PIP insurance that will virtually give a motorist the green light to run any of us over and not be responsible for a dime of medical expenses. FAIR ? ? ? It’s time for us to stand up and be heard. Abate is doing a great job fighting for biker
The Sorcerer
The Sorcerer The sorcerer searches for the right spell, Pouring over grimoires of old and new, Through the Necronomicon, Diablocon, The Goetia -- He finds the rituals that will raise the powers of hell. Which one is right, which one does he need? Power ritual? A spell of conjuring, or perhaps a banishing. Which one will it be -- Which one will accomplish the awful deed? Surrounded by candles of black and red, A baphomet in center his focus set, He conjures a demon incubus An act of revenge -- An act to make his heart content. Aimed at a woman in his past Who had poisoned his once wounded soul. Now I have my revenge, he says As he grinds the powders in his bowl. Now the deed is done, the act is complete, No more will she haunt his dreams. No longer will people walk all over him, For now he has the power, No longer is he the one who is weak. Long live the sorcerer! (c.)(1995)
Wounds, Darkness & Life........
Life comes at us from out of the darkness and can cause serious wounds and at times we struggle to find the courage to face it. When life does comes rushing out of the darkness who will you choose to face it with, will it be someone you trust. Will they be wise and will their love for you help you to guide yourself to the light or will you loose your way due to all the wounds you have recieved. In the darkness will you make noble choices. Will that person you feel as though you trust that knows you so well be someone untested, someone new. Life comes rushing at you from out of the darkeness when it does is ther someone in your life you can count on, someone who will watch over you when you stumble, fall and are wounded be those that are the probable cause of the darkness. Is it the superficial wounds that will take you down. and in that moment give you strengh to face your fears. Not all wounds are superficial most wounds run deeper than we can imagine you can't s
Your Head Is On Fire.
Um.... your freakin head is on fire! Why can't people tell when their freakin heads are on fire? Or should it be "head"? I was always better at gender/number agreement in French.
Texas Wife
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house clea ning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska . He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from ! Texas . He told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down an
A Hurtful Imagination...
I sit in this darken room… The dim light from the computer screen shines on my face… I caress my thigh as my mind wonders…. How would it feel if my hands were replaced with yours?... Goosebumps invade my whole body with every anticipating thought of you. My caresses become more of strokes with time… I can feel the moisture in between my thighs and the tingling sensation… aching… I am yearning for you… My finger tips glide over my harden nipples. To feel your sweet lips on them would bring me to pure ecstasy…. I envision your razor sharp jaw line…. Your perfect lips… your beautiful green eyes staring into my soul… This is my forbidden love... A hurtful love...
What Up With Ct?
Can anyone fill me in on whats going on with CT? Some days I am unable to post comments to anyone and lately, if I send a comment or rate a pic I get booted and have to sign back in. In the last 30 minutes I have had to sign in 10 times and my comments didn't even register either. Anyways friends I haven't forgotten you and not avoiding you just unable to respond like I want to...Love ya all...Any help out there?
High Head Blues
Sometimes I have a ghetto in my mind Other times sunshine high head fine In between I get cold, old mean Intertwined with country pride open and kind This draws a line Sorry to coin a phrase On either side is wisdom and rage So keeping track of time Racing with my age Sleeping with the snakes Forget that you showed up late It aint worth it baby A charmed life it is At least they tell yo so I got a good idea It aint like they say is so And if it is then let me go Let me go Any day there might be hell to pay But in other ways It makes it seem ok Ill tell you what I mean Its not a plot nor a scheme Its just peace in my mind Again can I use the word kind I aint sorry about it baby A charmed life it is At least they tell yo so I got a good idea It aint like they say is so And if it is then let me go Let me go
Amazon Woes
You know, I try to be smart when buying from merchants. I look at their past ratings, ect. You never really know. Let me tell you, friend, about my recent purchase. I wanted the Kingdom Hospital DVD set. That is the WHOLE SERIES. So I ordered it for 27 bucks, give or take. OK no problem. Well, it took 3 weeks to get here. OK fine. I opened the padded envelope, and it's Kingdom Hospital : Beginnings. This is only one episode, it's about 8 bucks used on Amazon. So I sent an email, and they took about 4 days to tell me "Send it back to us for a full refund." So I did. It arrived there Monday and here it is Wed. with no reply. I can file a complaint with Yahoo tomorrow. I just hope to God the assholes read the email. I'll be leaving negative feedback, trust me. I want this money for a Bearington Bear for my mother's day. My mom collects them. Being on SSI sucks, and I just want that refund ASAP so I can get the bear in time. Oh, and I found out the package was shipped a
Swimmersuit Contest
Pimpin
Hi Everyone... help my friend advance two levels... She's our very own Ninja Star and desperately wants to become Cherry Ninja... help her out and I'll return the favor!! Thanks!! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/426385
Changing For Others
It seems like all my life I have spent so much timne trying to change for other people. First it was Mom, then the ex, bosses, friends. Why do people not only ask, but expect you to change for them? Can't they be happy with who you are? And why do we change ourselves to be what we think others want us to be. I was going to give examples, but there are far too many, and when I was typing them, I was only reminded how stupid it was to change who I was. Since I got smart and realized I had to get away from my ex, I have struggled a lot with figuring who I am. I'm not who I was 20 years ago in college, but I am not what I was 10 years ago struggling to adapt to a controlling, abusive spouse's wishes. I'm somewhere in the middle, a hybrid of who I was meant to be, and what I became. Both sides pulling at me,with me trying to find a happy medium. It's like being a baby, learning to walk, and talk, only no one is there to help you learn. So why do we do it? Why do we change for
You Might Be A Redneck
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public< SPAN style="FONT-WEIGHT: bold; FONT-SIZE: 18pt; BACKGROUND: white; COLOR: navy; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"> places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You m ight be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if:
Rip Lil One
on monday i lost my lil girl she was only six months not a full term baby this has been the hardest thing thth i have ever have to face she will be bury on friday or monday we name her tallah witley ponder so if yall want to leave me comments fill free.... sincerly south
With My Birthday Just Over Two Weeks Away....
With my Birthday just over two weeks away I start to contepmplate where I am in life. Where I have been, what I have accomplished and what I have yet to accomplish. This is number 26 (I know some people wish that they were my age again.) I am so lost here lately. I am lucky that I can find my way thru the days. I decided to get a divorce for reasons that I shall not write in here for it isn't everyones business. I didn't know that when you got divorced not only did the assets and the children get split up but the friends do too. And for some reason most people took his side. No one bothered to see it from my point of view they see it as I am the one leaving therefore I am the one at fault. Lord fine then I will take ALL of the blame. It just hurts to loose people that have been my friends for many years some i have known for 10 or more. That is a long time to give up on someones friendship. So here I sit with only my pc to talk to. The kids eat, sleep, play and have some time for me. I
My Bitch Rants
So I was told to use men, like they use me and see how they like it. Sounds like a WONDERFUL idea. I more than likely won't do it because i'd be known as a slut. thats another thing I don't get. Guys get a pat on the back for screwing multiple women.. and what do us women get?!?! We're known as sluts. I'm sorry, but thats fucking BULLSHIT. Oh and to a certain someone.. why can't you be a man and TALK TO ME ABOUT IT!? It's not THAT hard. Gah, makes me want to hit someone.
From Afar
YOU SEEM LIKE SUCH A SWEET THING FULL OF GRACE ALERT AND BRIGHT THEN I TRANSFORM YOUR INNOCENCE into DEBAUCHERY EVERY NIGHT FROM AFAR YOU SEEM TO BE THE ANSWER TO MY EVERY DREAM a pledge to love,to have and hold a warm companion in a world so cold
Confused About The New Changes? I'll Help You
click on "my profile, then look for homepage style near teh bottom and select from 3 different options
Peroxide
Peroxide, who knew? (Safer and Healthier than Bleach) This was written by Becky Ransey of Indiana (a doctor's wife), and I want to share it with you. She was over recently for coffee and smelled the bleach I was using to clean my toilet and countertops. This is what she told me... I would like to tell you of the benefits of that plain little ole bottle of 3% peroxide you can get for under $1.00 at any drug store. What does bleach cost? My husband has been in the medical field for over 36 years, and most doctors don't tell you about peroxide. Have you ever smelled bleach in a doctor's office? NO!!! Why? Because it smells, and it is not healthy! Ask the nurses who work in the doctor's offices, and ask them if they use bleach at home. They are wiser and know better! Did you also know bleach was invented in the late 40's? It's chlorine,Folks! And it was used to kill our troops. Peroxide was invented during WWI in the 20's. It was used to save and help cleanse the needs of our troops and ho
What Children Teach Us
They teach us how to Love,Laugh and Smile. Joy and Happiness,Stess and Patience! To take one day at a time,one moment! They show us that counting to 10 actually works! That eating bugs is a natural thing. Mud pies are just as fun as they are messy! Coloring on the walls is their artist imagination.."But mom the paper was to small for my flower!!!" Baths are no fun without everyone gettin wet! Chocolate pudding doesn't taste right without a white shirt on! That chasing mommy with a frog is funny! Everytime we turn around they make us laugh,cry and smile! With ever hug and kiss! When they look up at you and grab your hand too say I Love You!! Everyday we learn something new...even though it seems like they teach us more than we teach them!!!!
Changing Your Display Page
A new option for your homepage has just been enabled that offers you a few options on how your homepage displays. If your homepage has changed and you don't like the new version or you wish to try the other versions, go to your Profile Settings page and change the "HomePage Style" to Original, Newbie or Power. http://www.cherrytap.com/profile.php
What Is The Best Type Of Sex For You?
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com
Just Out Of Austin Bound For San Antone
Hey pretty baby don't you know it ain't my fault, I love to hear the steel belts hummin' on the asphalt. Wake up in the middle of the night in a truck stop, stumble in the restaurant wonderin' why I don't stop. Well, I gotta keep rockin' why i still can, I got a two pack habit and a motel tan. When my boots hit the boards I'm a brand new man, with my back to the riser I make my stand. One of these days I'm gonna settle down and I'll take you back with me to the Guitar Town.
Where Will You Be Caught Having Sex?
Julie was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the cemetary ... you've been caught by your S.O.'s parents! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com
What Sexual Activity Will You Go To Jail For??
Julie will go to jail for ... Celebrating nude day 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
Love And Friends How U Know Who They Really Are
is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart and grabs a firm ho
What's Your Dominant Emotion?
Your dominant emotion is LOVE Your dominant emotion is Love. You tend to always find the best in people and give all people the benefit of the doubt. You love your friends and family and they are what drive you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com
Shopping..
"I want your opinion" I signed, twirling around in front of him, letting him see my legs, firm ass, slim waist, all contained in the perfect pair of dark jeans. He didn't say anything right away, taking in the way I look. Sleek in my long-sleeved black blouse, My long dark hair tied up in a pony tail, chocolate eyes wide while I look expectantly at him, waiting for his answer. Still, he couldn't think of anything to say. Nothing except for the fact that he was going to fuck me. Here. Now. "Tell me." I urged, titling my head to look past him at my reflection in the dressing room mirror. " what do you think?" Without saying a word, he took one step toward me in the tiny space and grabbed hold of my hand. His fingers slid upward to close firmly around my wrist, like a pair of my favorite handcuffs snapping shut. Something in the way he held me made me forget what i was asking, and made me pay attention to the looks he was giving me. "Come here" he said, and I closed the space bet
One Rainy Morning
I was 20 years old when I got my first apartment. (God that sounds young now. LMAO.) I shared it with Chris who was my fiance (I was young for that.), then my wife and now my ex-wife. We had lived with her parents for awhile and it had become too much for all of us to bear so we found a really cool apartment in a not so down at heels section of a nearby city and moved in. Chris and I had always had a very sexually adventurous relationship and the move would serve to take that even further. (This was a great thing!!!!) Typical of most first apartments, we had friends in and out at all hours of the day and night. We slept very little and partied a lot. I was laying in bed one morning listening to the rain fall outside the window, watching Chris getting ready for work and just mellowing out. It was my day off so I had no intention of going anywhere that I didn't absolutely have to!! Chris came in and said goodbye and that she would be home about 7:00 that night. I kissed her,
The Best Speach Ever
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous. Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone, and as we let our own light shine, we consciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
How Open Minded Are You?
This is definately me...Give Me a reason to change my beliefs and I will do so..... You Are 81% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com
I Feel I Am Failing
I Feel I Am Failing I'm all alone in the world today My hands are cold and dirty Six inches deep of sin I spoke aloud but no one heard me When I said I was falling Six feet beneath my skin I sat in the corner crying My eyes were bloodshot Still I felt diseased from trying So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing I'm all alone when I say I try to cope with these dirty deeds Why the hell am I still derailing I sit in an empty room All tied up on the inside Eating myself from the outside So help me please I feel I am ailing I don't feel pretty I feel I am failing
Online Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens ,We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In PMs(IMs) we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.
Special Treat
Special Treat The Straight Dope On Food, Health, & Exercise Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable slop. Q: Are beer or wine bad for me? A: Look, it goes to the earlier point about fruits and vegetables. As we all know, scientists divi
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someone buy me a blast show me some love
Just Krackalackin'
Havin' fun!
Passed/within Standards
Today, for the first time in 7 years, I took all portions of the Navy's Physical Readiness Test. Not anything to brag about with situps as 39, pass for my age. 44 Pushups however is real good. This time, for the first time, they introduced the Elliptical trainer as an option for the Run portion. You have to run it in manual mode, and set the level where you want. The object is to burn as many calories as possible in 12 minutes. I may not be able to walk without a limp, and running is out of the question, but for a man who is 41 years old, I was able to squeeze out 207 calories. Plug that into a program with weight and the model used, and it comes out to 12 minutes 10 seconds for the 1.5 miles. For my age, that's Good/High, and not far from excellent. For what it's worth, I last ran 1.5 miles that fast when I was in my early 20's. This coming fall, I'll work some more on situps and keep training on the elliptical and shoot for an overall excellent.
Forever Without You
The stars no longer shine and the sun has lost its way you'll forever never be mine so the sky is always gray The moon no longer glows and the clouds are always black your emotion never shows as I hold my tears back The wind is always cold and the rain it always pours I tried being bold as you walked outside my door The sky is never blue but how could i have known that being left by you would leave me all alone
Roboho.
"fi.tebuhox: I’m just done reading your profile and let me tell you I was really amazed, I’d really love to get to know you better, if you’re interested that is, you can contact me at: hotass853 at hotmail" I love automated yahoo messages. Don't you?
It Sucks
it sucks when you have something exciting happen and you have no onw to share it with:(
Sexy Woman Of Cherrytap
Are you the sexiest woman on cherry? Do you know someone that is the sexiest woman on cherry? If so then message Nick with a link to your pic or the nominated persons pic. Click on the pic below to take you to the hosts page and message him a link or where he can rip it from. Nick@ CherryTAP The contest will last for one week. Most comments will win. No down rating of anyone. Comment bombing is allowed. You are also allowed to comment bomb yourself. First prize = 7 day blast Second prize = 3 day blast Third prize = 1 day blast Fourth place = A big pimpin gift. So get on with it what are you waiting for I know that all of you know a sexy cherry out there in cherry tap land!! (repost of original by 'British Beauty' on '2007-04-25 16:32:27')
Sex
The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.
Wimpiest Dad . . . . . .
Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says, "My dad is so scared of storms, that when lightning strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared of the dark, that when my mother works nightshift, he sleeps with the woman next door."
Anna Nicole And John Smithson
So Anna Nicole Smith had fake boobs and were removed from her body. Now the question is, what happened to them? Were they put on Ebay for sale to help the homeless? Were they recycled, and put into another? No my friends, none of the above. What I think they should do with them, is donate them to the Smithsonian Institute. That's right! The museum of pure Americana nirvana! Because America didn't love Anna Nicole, no siree. It LUSTED her! So I think her fake boobies should be on display, for all to see. Right next to the Playboy section in the Institute. Truth is, we don't kow what happened to them, and probably never will. But that's ok. Because it doesn't matter one bit, as its not important now that we know who the daddy of her baby is.
The Daydream
I was lying on my bed when the thoughts of him began to creep in. His eyes staring down at me, his lips curling when he sees me, his muscles tightening as he touches me. I keep thinking of him, I keep seeing him, I keep imaging him . . . And yet I don’t have him. All I have are the thoughts like these: He crawled up beside me on the bed and gently touched my cheek. He ran his hand through my hair and watched me as I sighed. He ran his fingers up along the black nylons I had worn just for him. He played with them for a minute as I just drank him in. I love his smell; I run my hands across his shoulders and lean into him further. He was caressing my foot as I lay back on the pillows and ran my finger nails up and down his back. I know it won’t be long before he gives in and turns to face me once again. Then there he is, his eyes blazing with desire and lips moist and waiting as he pulls me to him. He is kissing me like I had never been kissed before, with such fire, such
Plese Help
does anyone know how to close cherry page??? i need to do it ASAP Sorry cant type
Desperately Driven
Desperately Driven Continually cursed to fixate on my incessant insanity. Buckling beneath the weight of neverending necessity. Desperately driven to actions painfully precise. My mind has been given over to a delusive, vicious vice.
Life
why does it always seem the harder you try the more bad things happen? I am a good person and did all i could to make my husband happy but nothing mattered more to him than drugs , and if i hadnt have given him another chanse i could have moved on with my life where i am now going through the same thing I went through 2 yrs ago it seems so much harder to deal with this time. Will i ever find that person who treats me the way i should be or am i meant to be alone?
Should I Stay Or Should I Go
lets see should i stay on here or leave it for good? would anyone care? lets find out.
Sex Sex And More Sex
SEX....WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT IT....I FOR ONE WOULD GO CRAZY...THE DIFERENT POSTIONS...THE DIFFERENT TOUCHES....THE DIFFERENT KISSES....DAMN IT IS GETTING HOT IN HERE....LOL.....SEX DOES MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND...AND TO A FEW OTHER PLACES....THE SLIDESHOW AND MUSIC WAS PUT TOGETHER BY A FRIEND OF MINE~~TEXAS GIRL~~....SO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND CHECK OUT HER OTHER SHOWS....KISSES AND LICKS TO ALL
All Governors Should Do This
YAHOO NEWS SALEM, Ore. - If Gov. Ted Kulongoski seems a little sluggish this week, he's got an excuse: he couldn't afford coffee. In fact, the Democratic governor couldn't afford much of anything during a trip to a Salem-area grocery store on Tuesday, where he had exactly $21 to buy a week's worth of food — the same amount that the state's average food stamp recipient spends weekly on groceries. Kulongoski is taking the weeklong challenge to raise awareness about the difficulty of feeding a family on a food stamp budget. Accompanied by reporters and food stamp recipient Christina Sigman-Davenport, Kulongoski headed straight for a display of organic bananas, only to have Sigman-Davenport steer him toward the cheaper non-organic variety. The governor pined wistfully for canned Progresso soups, but at $1.53 apiece, they would have blown the budget. He settled instead for three packages of Cup O'Noodles for 33 cents apiece. Kulongoski also gave up his usual Adams natural, no
Porcelain And The Tramps
King of the World Porcelain and the Tramps - King of the World Lyrics by: Alaina Beaton Transcription by: Porcelainfan www.purevolume.com/artist/porcelainandthetrampsfan My painfilled drama queen is always screaming at your bed Getting ready to buy you out Push me under, what gomes around coes around Should've known what was all about Do not test me Keep your head down Untill I tell you may speak And now giving me the run around When you fall back Unto my coffin No you shouldn't stay on my way Dare you, Test me [chorus] 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Get on you knees I'm the fucking king of the world Do as I place So get up and get out and I'll show you what it takes for me to control you 'Cause I'm the fucking king of the world Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me Bow to me at my feet and bow to me Bow to me [Scream] Get
New Management
HEY Y'ALL WANNA PLAY WITH SEXY PEOPLE AND HAVE TONS OF FUN WITH AWESOME MUSIC AND SEXY BERTENDERS AND DANCING GIRLS ...............COME JOIN ME IN THE SCOOTER BAR AND LOUNGE JUST CLICK AND CUM PLAY
Advantages Of Having A Small Pecker
The advantages of having a small pecker: - Sympathy sex - I’m always “Balls Deep!” - Girls aren’t afraid to try anal - My thumb is a perfect substitute in case I can’t get it up - No fear of vibrators - Always get a deep throat BJ - No embarrassing boners at the wrong moment. No one even notices. - I’m done before she even knows I’m in.
Sicky :(
Better Than Me VideoBetter Than Me lyrics - Hinder lyricsHinder Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure hinder "better than me" = new obssession i hate being sick. especially since i dont know wat i have and there's a mono outbreak like last month. it's my tonsels i think...i dunno i normally get a sore throat before i get a cold but i've had sore glands for like 3 days and it normally gets so bad that i cant swallow...cept this isnt gettin worse or better. it's just there. i feel like my throat is closing up...i dunno, lol, prolly just me being stupid. yay! i missed a day of school and caught up on my english reading! now i need to meet my other passion need...SLEEP. especially since we're gonna start pullin a lot of hours on the musical and prom is coming up. matt's going prom dress shoppin wit me! i wanna skip tomorrow too... i dislike being sick...alot!
Rating Limits
For once I have hit my rating limit for the day. Can I ask why in the hell there is now a rating limit? What's the fun in that if you can only rate so much a day. I think it's shiity. I think that they need to get rid of this rating limit crap. I rate peoples pics no mater what. I know that if people are viewing my pics, I'd like for them to rate them while they are at. So how can I go looking at peoples pictures with out rating them. What, go look at them and then come back the next day and rate them. That's pointless. Please get rid of the rating limits. I understand that they are probably there because of some people that all they do is rate all day long to bump up in points. I'm not, and half the people out there are not. You should limit those rating 24/7 only. Omg this sucks ass. I have to wait until after midnight so that I can go start rating people again. URGGGGGGG
Curioser And Curioser
the thought of getting to know you better is all i can think about. it crowds my brain throughout my day. i just don't understand how this can be. it is not rational. but i am mesmerized by you, your words, your ideas, your perspectives, your eyes. your eyes, need i say more? how can this be? i just don't understand this. there is nothing but cyberspace between your realm and mine and yet the curiosity is tangible as if you had just walked into the same room. it drives me crazy, i am not used to being distracted this way. i keep thinking it will pass, hoping that it will so i can go back to normal. it freaks me out some. such a fine line between wanting to know you and not crowd you too. **sigh** what to do?
*sigh* There's Always Something Bad...
It never really seems to fail. I can be on top of the world, happy as I can be, when something happens. An accident, fall out with a friend, something of my own doing... It just seems to happen. This time, it's not any one person's fault, nor was there any wrong doing... A very good friend of mine has been fighting cancer for several months now. I was under the impression things were going weel and she was pulling through just fine. That is, until I had a conversation with her yesterday. She's scheduled to go into surgery soon to remove the cancer. That much I knew, what I didn't know was just how severe it had progressed. After we talked for awhile, she told me that during this surgery she has to have her uterus, overies and parts of her kidneys removed. It's a serious operation, that could be fatal. She said the doctors told her she'd have a 50/50 chance of making it through the surgery. That's not saying anything about if the cancer would come back or any other
Dork......lol
Over the months I've... Said a lot of things... But today... My heart spoke... I asked kitten to marry me... No more obsticals... Will stand in our way... I love you kitten... I too dream of our... Wedding day... No BBE...Ehhh.... Only Christin... Sooooooo.... LOVE you... Babe...
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A Day At The Races
Horses in the race are: 1. Passionate Lady 6. Clean Sheets 2. Bare Belly 7. Thighs 3. Silk Panties 8. Big Johnson 4. Conscience 9. Heavy Bosom 5. Jockey Shorts 10. Merry Cherry And, they're off! Conscience is left behind at the post. Jockey Shorts andSilk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosom is being pressured. Passionate lady is caught between Thighs and Big Johnson in a very tight spot. At the halfway mark it's Bare Belly on top. Thighs opens up and Big Johnson is pressed in. Heavy Bosom is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Johnson. At the stretch Merry Cherry cracks under the strain. Big Johnson is making a final drive. Passionate Lady is coming. At the finish, it's Big Johnson giving everything he's got and Passionate Lady takes everything Big Johnson has to offer. It looks like a dead heat but Big Johnson squirts throu
Black Tape
Once again there is a strip of black tape across the middle of my badge. While that probably doesn't mean anything to most of you, to me it means another life ended too soon. It means a family left stunned by grief. It means friends and co-workers trying to hold it together so inmates can't take advantage of our sorrow. My badge has had black tape across it all too often lately. Last night the world lost a good man. A man who always had a smile for everyone, never had a cross word for anyone, including those society has thrown away. I have not met many people who can honestly say they practiced what they preach. He was one. He was a minister, husband, father, friend, and correctional officer. He was good at all these things. I watched as this man's words brought tears to the eyes of hardened criminals. Drug addicts, rapsists, murderers...all of them moved by what he had to say. I watched as this man lifted his voice in song, and brought tears to the eyes of hardened correctional offic
Chicken Primavera
Chicken Primavera This simple chicken entree will delight your whole family. With its great herbal flavors and nice hit of Parmesan cheese, you'll hardly notice you've skipped the cream that's often used in pasta primavera. Credit: Holly Clegg's Trim and Terrific Cookbook Servings: 6 to 8 Ingredients: * 1 (12-ounce) package linguine * 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into chunks or strips * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1 teaspoon minced garlic * 1/2 pound mushrooms, sliced * 1 onion, chopped * 1 red bell pepper, seeded and chopped * 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil leaves * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme leaves * Salt and pepper to taste * 1 cup frozen peas * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Cook the linguine according to the package directions, omitting any oil and salt; drain. In a large nonstick skillet, cook the chicken pieces in the olive oil and garli
Meh.
They'd have to be pretty incredible nipples to impress me. I mean, I have nipples. Nipples are everywhere. Make them cut glass. Then I'd be impressed.
Dreams
In the darkness, I see thee Thee like an angel of light. Slowly guiding my way. Backing to me. Calling to my soul. Showing there is hope. Filling every inch of space. Time slowly stops moving. Drawing pleasure from one another. Drawing closer together. Bodies entwined. So wrapped up in each other. Hunger. Passion. Juices. Flowing freely. The aching, needing hunger. Meeting in soft kisses. Tongues mating, entwining. Body's touching, rubbing. No one else exist in the lovers embrace. Pulls at his body urgering him closer. To take her. Stroking each others body tenderly. Slowly ever so slowly. Not wanting to miss any of each other. Slowly takes him into her body. Hardness meeting wetness. The dance slowly starting. Wetness flowing freely. The desire becoming torture. Racing to the end. She pulls him deeper. Hearing his sighs. The dance of their hips reaching a feverish level. Moaning. Lips meeting, Mating. Within the dance of there body's. Learning ea
There Was A Man
There was a woman who wanted someone to love So she prayed and cried to God above To send her a man to share her life with And for awhile her prayers were answered because he did This man was tall with eyes that glowed His hair was brown with a balding spot in the back and had a personality that flowed We laughed, cried and played together Loved being outside and enjoying the weather We once made plans and dreams for the future and even talked about having a baby What once wa so sure and certain turned into alot of maybes She gave this man her heart and soul And would have done anything for him The first time he left her he broke her heart But with time and praying she knew it would mend He came back a second time and she hoped it was to stay But he left her again, brokenhearted, and went the other way She didn't give up her hopes and dreams And hoped the third time was a charm But this time was different and it set off alarms She put him first and spent all her free
Fuck The World
has anyone ever whanted to say fuck it all fuck the president fuck the people fuck everything in this world i have and i hate it so much
Another Blast Of Insanity
Eventually you'd think drama would go away. People always complain about it. but for some reason it always seems to reappear. It kind of started off tonite for me. well it was hump day so i got no lovin so thats what makes me bitter 24/7 :P i mean c'mon.. a man needs his loves anyways Shannon is talking to me about the most bizarre shit i ever heard her say.. she's talking about drugs and weapons being the 2 most influential economic factors for industrialized countries economics. I'm like..why are we talking about this at 9PM? can we just talk about what we are doing or how our day was? I get like that too sometimes but she's never been quizzy like that.. women never cease to amaze me.. i will repeat that throughout my life im sure I'm confused more and more the days roll on by. She starts bitching to me about hair in the sink. Now don't get me wrong it was my hair. I shave and yeah i can't get every single hair off the sink. But why was she so insistent on me g
Poem For 4-26-06
I remember the first time I read this poem and realized that it defined to me what love should be. Sonnet CXVI (116)-William Shakespeare Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
Bored Bored Bored!
Anyway, I am bored. I have had an absolutely uneventful day. I got nothing accomplished. I only left the house to tan and go visit my friend Anna. Her stepson was acting like a horses ass and I have no idea how she kept from beating him. It was damn near 11 o'clock and he wouldn't go to bed so she wet in there and held him in the bed while he screamed so loud that he almost threw up. He was kicking hand hitting her and she probably weighs 100 pounds soaking wet. I thought he was going to knock the wind out of her. She also had the baby sleeping and he was throwing such a fit that she woke up. Then he spilled a whole glass of milk in the bed. He acts like that until he gets his way and then he stops. I have never in my life seen a kid be so damn dramatic.
Unstoppable Haunts
the chubby girl sits in the corner, no one talks to her. it's the cheeks, the double chin. she fixes her hair to hide behind, so no one sees the wetness in her eyes. nostalgic moments seem to curse her thoughts more than being happy or reminiscent only because they remind her of why she's still this girl. jealousy is choking. she's sitting next to someone who hasn't acknowledged her existence, but to combat his own loneliness. and they meet and break away in a nonromantic fashion, nothing graceful about it. her mouth will never open, it will stay shut with the memories of who she once was and cannot hope to overcome.
Why Bother
WHY BOTHER EVEN REPOSTING THINGS IF NO ONE ON MY LIST READS ANY OF IT...I BET NO ONE READS THIS EITHER! I DO THINGS FOR MOST PPL THAT I KNOW AND FOR PPL I DON'T KNOW ON HERE...THE LEAST YOU ALL COULD DO IS JUST FUCKING READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY...YES I DO REPOST SILLY BULLETINS BUT FOR THE MOST PART I WILL OCCASSIONALLY PUT OUT A PIMP OUT FOR NEW CHERRIES AND I ALWAYS REPOST FOR CANCER AND FOR MISSING CHILDREN...AS FOR THE OTHER SHIT THAT SOME PPL PERSIST ON SENDING TO ME I COULD CARE LESS...I CAN NOT STAND THE FACT THAT PPL HAVE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT A DOWNRATER...WHO FUCKING CARES? I MEAN...THERE IS THAT NEW FEATURE THAT BABY J GAVE US TO SEE WHO THESE PPL ARE...SO WHY DO WE ALL NEED TO SEE WHO RATED YOU A 1? SHIT...I MEAN I GREW THE HELL UP A LONG TIME AGO AND QUITE PERSONALLY DON'T CARE IF PPL GIVE ME A 1...AT LEAST THEY ARE GIVING ME A POINT RIGHT? OMG...THE RANT SEEMS TO BE ENDLESS...LMAO...ANYHOW...IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU HAVE READ HERE THEN DON'T LOOK...TAKE ME OF
So If I Don't Get On 4 Awhile.....
It will mainly be due to the fact I have some things that I need to work out and I probably won't have enough time to get on here for awhile... so if I'm not on here 4 awhile... I'm sorry and I'm definately sorry to you Mario hunni because I'll miss you and I love you sweetie. Take Care.... and remember I am always thinking of you. ;p *smooches and hugs" XOXOXO Tiffany
Cheater, Cheater Pumpkin Eater
.Cheating is an odd term, when you think about it. What are you cheating them out of? Conversely, what would you be getting cheated out of? Isn't infidelity actually a gift? You're giving the person the opportunity to see you as the chicken-shit that you are. The person who can't be bothered to tell them that you can't be with them anymore. "Cheating" on someone gives them ammunition against you and makes it easy for them to break up with you (or you with them). I've been on all corners of the cheating block. I've been the one to cheat. I've been the one to get cheated on. I've been the "other woman." And I've been the person who held in the information of someone else's indiscretion. No side is a favorable one. They all have their drawbacks. Being cheated on hurts the most. Hell, when you discover that you're not enough for someone and they didn't respect you enough to tell you that before going and entangling their genitals with someone else, that revelation kills. It can feel
On The Outside (looking In)
I hate how I am so untrusting of people. I always question their intentions and wonder about their motives. Paranoia? Perhaps. Maybe, I am just looking out for myself; I have been hurt countless times before; by people who claimed to have my best interest in mind. These feelings cause me to feel like I am on the outside of things. Like watching a movie or play. Never really feeling connected to the situation. I wish I could toss logic and reason out the window and live life carefree. Yet, night after night I sit pondering and overly analyzing everything in my life.
Huh???
So what am I suppose to be scared of. We all have to face our fears differently. I choose to ignore mine and not let them intrude on my life. I can no longer ignore them and come face to face with them. So tell me is this what am I suppose to do. I don't have all the answers nor do I want them. I'm not as smart as everyone thinks I am. My life is mostly feel of luck. But even my luck is running short, I'm not even that significant in the big picture.
Three Handsome Male Dogs
Three handsome male dogs are walking down the street when they see a beautiful, enticing, female Poodle. The three male dogs fall all over themselves in an effort to be the one to reach her first, but end up arriving in front of her at the same time. The males are speechless before her beauty, slobbering on themselves and hoping for just a glance from her in return. Aware of her charms and her obvious effect on the three suitors, she decides to be kind and tells them, "The first one who can use the words 'liver' and 'cheese' together in an imaginative, intelligent sentence can go out with me." The sturdy, muscular black Lab speaks up quickly and says, "I love liver and cheese." "Oh, how childish," said the Poodle. "That shows no imagination or intelligence whatsoever." She turns to the tall, shiny Golden Retriever and says "How well can you do?" "Um. I HATE liver and cheese," blurts the Golden Retriever. "My, my," said the Poodle. "I guess it's
Call It What You Want!
Every time I hold you The voices start to talk Telling me your mine And to never let you walk. My heart is yours Forever threw The summer days The winter haze The sky is blue the grass is green You start to fad When it turns to May Your simple smile Once in my mind Slowly starts To go away My love for you Always strong Even though i know You don't feel the same You can come back to me When you chose. My love for you You'll never lose
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Every Had 1 Of Those Days
EVER HAVE 1 OF THOSE DAYS WHERE THINGS SEEM TO GO ALWAYS WRONG NO MATTER,WHERE U FEEL LIKE GIVING UP,EVERY TRY TO HELP SOMEBODY AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY JUST CANT BE HAPPY,EVERY TRY TO CHANGE FOR SOMEBODY SAY LIKE CUT THE HAIR ,WEAR A SUIT STUFF THAT,THEY STILL NOT HAPPY,OR TRY LOSING WEIGHT THEY NOT HAPPY CAUSE YOU CANT LOSE IT FASTER,JUST 1 OF THOSE DAYS THINGS SEEM TO GO WRONG
Heaven Remix
Someone Send Me This Poem Very Sad :{
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while,
Hey Hey Let's Go.
Kinkaisu. Hey Hey let's go: protect my balls. Let's fighting love.
Update: Anti-nau State Resolutions Growing In Numbers
Mary Benoit JBS Wednesday April 25, 2007 The number of anti-North American Union (NAU) resolutions that have been introduced in state legislatures is growing almost by the week. The current number of states is now a healthy 18 as Debbie Stafford, a Republican state representative, introduced H.R. 7 in the Colorado legislature. In part, H.R. 7 states: Be It Resolved by the House of Representatives of the Sixty-sixth General Assembly of the State of Colorado: 1. That we urge the President and the Congress of the United States, and particularly Colorado's Congressional Delegation, to withdraw the U.S. from any further participation in the Security and Prosperity Partnership; any efforts to implement a trinational political or governmental entity among the United States, Canada, and Mexico; or any other efforts used to accomplish any form of a North American Union; 2. That we also urge the President and the Congress not to engage in the construction of a North American Fr
If You Got Time....500 Things About Me...
001. What is your name? Katie 002. Spell your name backwards: eitaK 003. Date of birth: December 10th, 1981 004. Male or female? female 005. Astrological sign: Sagatarrius 006. Nicknames: Buglet, Katiebug (hate) 007. Occupation? Cashier, Soon to be student 008. Height: 5'2''ish 009. Weight: bout a buck fifty 010. Hair color: beige blonde 011. Eye color: blue 012. Where were you born? Chucktown 013. Where do you reside now? Lincoln NE 014. Age: 25 015. Screen names: Scooter69_1999, Twiztednderangedrejectedgoddess and too many to name 016. E-mail addy: one of those @ things 017. What does your screen name stand for? nothing really it was givin to me 018. What is your lj name? no clue? 019. What does your Blurty name stand for? What's a Blurty? 020. Pets: One dog and a Fiancee 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 0 I had cupcakes 022. Piercings? 7 as of now 023. Tattoo's? 0 024. Shoe size: 6 1/2 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026.
Thank You Soo Much
TOday is my thank you day... ANd i would like to thank bleaux@ CherryTAP Because she did at least take the time to vote on most of my pics...Even though she rated them all 1's....Thank you at least for the points you gave me....
Something Different Today :o0
www.hostdrjack.com I wish you all a great day :o)
Just Sayings All Other Blogs Aint Shit..lol
1.WHY BE VANE WHEN U CAN PAY TO BE PRETTY 2.IF WOMEN ARE SMARTER AND MEN ARE DUM THEN WOMEN TEACH MEN NOT TO BE SO STUPID 3.LIFE STRESS LOVE SEX ALL CAN BE SLOVE WITH MONEY..THAT BS. IT COME AS FAST AND DIE EVEN QUICKER CAUSE IT NEVER BE REAL LOVE. 4.DREAMS ARE REALITY WAY OF SAYING GET URS 5.NO MEANS NO NOT UNLESS IT'S THE SAFETY WORD..LOL 6.NO SUCH THING AS I TRY IT ANYTHING THE 1ST TIME IT'S I BEEN FREAKY ALL MY LIFE AND U THE RIGHT FREAK FOR ME..LOL 7.WHY NOT CAM IF U GROWEN GO HEAD BUT ..THEY RISK IN ANYTHING IN LIFE U CAN WALK OUTSIDE AND A PLANE CAN FALL FROM THE SKY 8. LIFE NOT A BOX OF ANYTHING IT A DICE GAME WITH AS MANY DICE.SAME CARDS NO MATTER THE OUT COME THE DEALER HAS THE OUTCOME ....TO BE COUNT..????
30 Things Porn Directors Would Have Us Believe:
1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman, ten seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets caught masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a women off a speeding fine. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70's couldn't fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other (and the girl isn't disgusted). 16. Double penetration makes women
I Will Love You
Take my hand, Share your secret world with me. Let your dreams, Be full to over flow. Let the rest, Feel envy at our passion, Lets feel the power, And leave the world below. Only once, Do you ever meet your missing half. I have surrendered, Body mind and soul. I have found, Completeness in your arms my love, You’ll never find, Someone who’ll love you more. If it comes to pass, That you learn to love another. That I’ve past on, Forever from your heart. Though your alone, As her love dose grow colder, Take comfort that, I’ve loved you from the start. And though the world, Can never stop it’s turning. Though our leaders, May destroy mans will. Though my heart will be forever grieving, Always know, My love is with you still. Come what may, Though my dreams may lie tattered. And I may kneel, Broken on the floor. Even though the sun may stop it’s shinning, I’ill still be, The one who loves you more. Comment Codes Angels New Graphics
Ffs!
Hmmm, I'm finding it difficult to understand why people (and I mean men) can't respect the fact that I'm really not interested in talking about sex with them. I mean, do they really think that they are so damn hot and sexy that no woman can resist them? Trust me fellas, that just is not the case. Now, don't get me wrong... if you're into that 'kinda ting' (said in the sytle of Father Ted) then fair play to you but you ain't gonna be playing with me sunshine. I'm here to just have a laugh and waste time (and get abuse from ManU fans...who will be crying soon! lol). I'm starting to believe that most of them can't read to be honest (not the ManU fans, some men,...but then again...lol)... all the blood has gone somewhere else and the 'real' brain has shut down. OK, well... that was my first ever rant (in blog that is, on CT). Don't feel any better for it but seeing as there was no one around to rant AT (donuts off line) this will have to do. Alrighty then...thanks
Release Yo' Self
The sky torn asunder the clouds raining pouring heavy rains upon the earth The dark one has been reborn in the form of a young man... He walks this world comepletly unsure which side he should follow the path of holy power or the Dark devilishly sinful path... Torn between two choices his mind a constant battle field though God has the right to pass judgement upon his very creations no ones hand is swifter to passicify sinners then My own. I feed off the hatred an anger of others their fear feeds my strength though not everything allows me to feed off of it.... there are those that cannot be helped that cant be cured...these pitiful souls are hopeless an should be avoided...
Bulletins
I posted two Bulletins yesterday, along with a few in the past. Long story short, if you don't care enough to even look at mine let alone re-post it for me.....Do not ask me to repost yours. If you are not in my family, Don't even bother asking. If you are in my Family, good luck also. Sorry if I waste your time or my shit's not worth your time to even look. If you don't like what I'm saying, rate my shit a '1', remove yourself from my list, block my ass, and Piss Off! Being Friends and Family means Give and Take.
Friends
My Nipples Are Harder Than Bone...
No I'm not a fucking pervert Were just out of hot water And I am the kind of person who needs to be clean ALWAYS Or else I won't do anything but lay in bed So I braved a shower Wow Not smart Brr Mutha fucka Brrrrrrrrrrrrr
Nonsences
i have so many issues im dealing with right now, but i just brush it off like its no big deal. i have been serving a life sentance in the worst place possible, my own mind. my baby's daddy is doing time in jail about to be sent to prision,but my own world has no compaision to that. he do many things wrong to end up there, all ive down was be born and actually care. i live off the moto" life is to short to be fake" and i beleive that to the fullist. my problme is sometimes im too real.to everone else, just not myself. i know what i want out of life, i know what im looking for in a man, but i push back my want and needs only to konw im not with the one i want but i have some uncontrolable urgure to be with the one who has so many things bout them i cant stand. i know im not perfect by anymeans. but my worst quitlity bout me is findin the flawes in others. how can i sit and judge sumone for things they do, when i am not god. people do what they want to and i am no one to say they are wro
People Take This To Far
THERE ARE PEOPLE ON HERE WHO ARE YOUNG AND EVIDENTALY HAVE NOT HAD GOOD HOME TRAINING. AT THE AGE OF 18 YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW A BIT ABOUT HOW TO CONDUCT YOURSELF. BY ACTING LIKE A TWO YEAR OLD YOU ARE NOT GONNA GET THE RESPECT YOU ARE TRYING TO GET. THE BEHAVIOR IS NOT CUTE, OR FUNNY, AND IS NOT THE WAY TO ENDEAR PPL TO YOU. I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU, BECAUSE IF THE WAY YOU ACT NOW IS THE WAY YOU WILL CONTINUE TO ACT IN YOUR ADULT LIFE, YOU ARE GOONA GET NOWHERE. THE WORLD OWES YOU NOTHING!! ONCE YOU FIGURE THIS OUT YOU WILL BE ALOT BETTER OFF AND BE ABLE TO LIVE A HONORABLE LIFE. TO THOSE COMMING ON MY PAGE LEAVING NASTY MESSAGES, YOUR WORDS MEAN NOTHING TO ME. BECAUSE THE TRUTH IS YOU DON'T KNOW ME, AND WILL NEVER KNOW ME,I DON'T SURROUND MYSELF WITH INFANTILE PPL. SO, KNOW THAT ALL YOUR HATEFULL, AND CURSING, AND CHILDISH NAME CALLING ONLY MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A FOOL. ONE MORE THING, GOING TO MY PHOTOS AND RATING THEM A ONE DOESN'T EFFECT ME, MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE JUST WHAT YOU
The Life Of A Different Child..
to live a life being in a body that does not work, is very hard yet very rewarding in so many ways. to see life as what it was intended for and not for the superfical things everyone makes it into being. no voice to talk on the cell phone, no feeling in my legs to complain bout standing on my feet all day. not knowin how petty, the everyday things people bitch bout have to do. but yet people look at me as if im the one who needs symopathy. as if im the one who isnt normal. i breath the same air as u, i see the same deep blue sky, and i bleed the same red color that u do, so y is it that im placed in a different group as u, different bus to ride, and most of all, like im a different type of human than u are? i smile all the time, for i have no idea that my life is so much harder and complexed than most. i trust people for i dont know the meanin of being the joke. i love for i have never understood hate. i am the same as u, only people are who make me different. the socitiy we live in s
Happy Thursday Everyone
HELLO EVERYONE, THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE HOW MY NEW JOB IS DOING, JOB IS DOING GREAT LOVE IT, I DONT WORK NITES ANYMORE SO THEREFOR I HAVE TIME NOW TO DO THINGS IVE HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DO IN A WHILE, LIKE, WORKEN ON MY SONS RACE CAR ALOT, RESTING, WATCHEN MOVIES AND JUST RELAXING, NO DATING JUST BEING BY MYSELF FOR MYSELF FOR A WHILE Get More at COMMENTYOU.com
Give Me Your Opinion....
just wonderin how many pics of breasts....almost pussy....sorta touching....can you see before it gets boring.... any ideas? remember i take all my own....
Shippin Off To N.o.
Well, friends, I'm on way this afternoon to New Orleans for Jazz Fest!! Can't fucking wait. I will be neck high in amazing music, beer and debauchery for the weekend. I will miss everyone and promise to return with many entertaining pics! :) Have a great weekend and I shall catch up when I regain consciousness and attempt to return to real life. Ciao!
Understanding
See I Want Love.
I want love, More than most things I want to know I am someones universe I want to be happy, and sad when they are I want to hug them, and hold their hand I want to love them like no one has ever before I want Love, No holes I Love You should be said all the time I want to be made love to, not Fucked I want to be held, and kissed I want it with him I want to be strong, and confident I want to hold him when he cries I want to be held when I am upset I want my tears wiped away I want to be told I still look good with puffy eyes I want Love, is that impossible? I want the strength I want the foundation I need to love you I would not be happy if I didn't You I could fall for so easily You I could hold for eternity You I could depend on You I could grasp in the middle of the night You Could do all of this and more Am I making the right decision Am I going to find love with him Am I going about this the right way Can you love me and my kids Can you
The Brilliance Of Journalists
Actual Newspaper Headlines. . . . Read very carefully. . . . -Something went wrong in jet crash, experts say -Police begin campaign to run down jaywalkers -Safety Experts say school bus passengers should be belted -Drunk gets nine months in violin case -Survivor of siamese twins joins parents -Farmer Bill dies in house -Iraqi head seeks arms -Is there a ring of debris around Uranus? -Stud tires out - Prostitutes appeal to Pope -Panda mating fails; Veterinarian takes over -Soviet virgin lands short of goal again -British left waffles on Falkland Islands -Eye drops off shelf -Teacher strikes idle kids -Reagan wins on budget, but more lies ahead -Squad helps dog bite victim -Shot off woman's leg helps Nicklaus to 66 -Enraged cow injures farmer with axe -Plane too close to ground, crash probe told -Miners refuse to work after death -Juvenile court to try shooting defendant -Stolen painting found by tree -Two soviet ships collide, one d
I Also Done A Bullentin About This
Sweeten Up Your MyspaceMySpaceSugar.com Sweeten Up Your MyspaceMySpaceSugar.com JUST A NOTE TO LET YOU KNOW,I CAN NOT GET ON SEVERAL PEOPLES PAGES. IT IS THE SERVER WITH MY COMPANY GIVING ME PROBLEMS I JUST WANTED EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY
Once In A Lifetime
The Email Drive Is Canceled
due to a small change in environment at ct i have lost my mojo..i have lost faith and can no longer lead you into battle.plese donot try to convince me otherwise.i will go one by one thru my family list today and give you your comments back...im sorry if some people got the idea that i was trying to be a leader...if thats what u thought then i have redeemed myself..because if i wanted to be a leader...many people have signed on to help me....but i love these people so much that i will not have them be called followers....so im throwing in the towel.im gonna take this loss for the team............. as for the double triple and quadruple agents around me..i made that song and video for you. and you will be plucked from my page whether you are a sponsor friend fan family..i seen where you stood when i needed you...and to make suree no one knows if i removed them for being a piece of shit or at random.....i am removing half my sponsors to day ....youv been on my page for 30 days.....
The Last Stand
well after all the things i haven't done right its time to turn it all around, its time to go forward, its time to make it right i have one month and it will be one year and i have never really showed that i care..i love my son more than anything in this world, and i just realized how much i need he mother around..i don't know wat to say when he ask where mommy is, when i say i don't know, he ask y not..i said mommy don't wanna be here, he is like why not.. it gets to u when u don't know wat to tell them..he started crying last night cuz his grandma lefted and mommy wuzn't here, its so hard not to cry too..i just don't know wat to do..
Forever And Never
The question and words you spoke long before echo in my head, Like a marble rolling around a sink and deep into its drain. Contradictive things haunt me and make me wonder Why was it said in such a manner I worry about an outcome that has no real plan I wish I knew what to do, what to say In the end what will happen Who will be left standing when the dust settles My soul is barren and dried up My tears have flooded me Yet my soul refuses to drink its fill Cold to the core, still bitter to the boned I try to open up to you, I try to understand I am afraid, afraid to loose, afraid to love The sea of tears wash away all I have done An overwhelming fear rushes over me Your smile and laugh chase away the guilt and fear It feels like home, until I’m all alone With the thoughts rattling my fragile psyche Emotions I wish never to fell again come back Over powering my will Crippling me with tears and fears I think of you, wishing you were here
It Is Time To Start Cleaning
im gonna start cleaning my friends list becuz i dont talk to about 95% of you and i try and chat with you but most of you dont reply back so its time to clean up my friends list so if you wanna stay on the list then give me a comment and rate this blog for me. The peole I talk to i still love love you and dont worry ur not going anywhere and i know who you are and the ones i talk to you you guys are AWESOME, I love you guys
Frustrated
I know if everything in life was easy, it would be boring. We all need some challenges. But why is it lately EVERYTHING seems to be difficult and a challenge? I think I must have really pissed someone off to deserve this..lol. Maybe its time to go hide in my cave again!
Virginia Tech Tribute
3 Mississippians In Mexico(lol)
Three Mississippians Three Mississippians go down to Mexico one night, get arrested, and wake up in Jail only to find out that they are to be executed in the morning, though none of them can remember what he did the night before. The first one is strapped in the electric chair and is asked if he has any last words. He says, "I am from the Mississippi College school of divinity and I believe in the almighty power of God to intervene on behalf of the innocent." They throw the switch and nothing happens, so they figure God must not want this guy to die and they let him go. The second one is strapped in and gives his last words, "I am from the University of Mississippi School of Law and I believe in the power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent." They throw the switch! and again nothing happens. They figure that the Law is on this guy's side, so they let him go too. The last one is strapped in and says, "Well, I'm a Mississippi State electrical engineer, and I'
Stole It From Ms. Ruby
QUESTIONS: WHAT'S YOUR FIRST NAME? (A) aifh[her [ah (1) WHAT WAS THE FIRST JOB YOU EVER HAD? (A) Data Entry (2) WHAT WAS THE WORST JOB YOU EVER HAD? (A) BJ’s Cashier (3) WHAT IS YOUR SECRET TALENT? (A) Oh! And I quote “ The ability to stand at screaming loud rock concerts all night and come to work the next day like nothing happened.” (4) WHO IS YOUR ONE CELEBRITY CRUSH? (A) Craig Owens (5) WHAT KIND OF UNDIES DO YOU WEAR? (A) Boy shorts (6) HAVE YOU EVER POSED NUDE PRIVATELY OR PROFESSIONALY? WILL YOU SEND IT TO ME? HAHA. (A) NEVER. X2 (7) WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY? (A) I’z is smart. =) (8) WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY? (A) Self-Esteem (of lack there of) (Me too) (9) WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE FOR ONE DAY? (A) Harley Quinn (10) WHAT IS YOUR ONE GUILTY PLEASURE? (A) I don’t know. Nothing comes to mind. (11) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? (A) FUCKING CLOWNS. (12) HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEONE THAT YOU ME
So Guess What I'm Applyng For?
SUICIDE GIRLS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!
In The Mind Of....
Slowly I lose my mind, and stand at the walls of time. And yeah the divine are there, acting like they have no cares. Beware of Sacred grounds, for you never know how deep the river maybe. They'll tell you all 5the things you wanna hear, ya know... when you're lost in that comfort zone. I used to love being there so much, so well, oh well. NOW I'M BACK, Kinda like it when.....The demons come with hell;s fury as angels above are swirling as voltures!!!! What happened to the heavenly DOVES? They've forgotten about the raped ones, as the Ravens claws draw slow blood.Some say that the cleansing has begun.....Time now to cleanse all. Written by, Marcus Copywrite 03'
They Will Never Understand
Theres so much that I could never show them. Things theyd never understand. Why must this all stay inside? Why is it something I cant show? I want to shout it to the world but hate me they all will No one will understand they way I truely feel. I dont like the way it is. This isnt how it was supposed to be. Why cant I see that its out of my control? I know the sensible thing to do. But how can I do something I dont want to. I have to try so hard to keep these feelings bottled inside. I know what I have to do. What will make it right. The Goddess has shown me the way, now I just have to follow it. It upsets me to hear those things, but how can I stop them? How can I stand in the way of such powerful words? How can my little SE I have left ever compare. No one knows the truth. So they say what they can think. No matter how far from the truth it is. I want to crawl in a deep dark hole and just not come out. I want to fly into the sky and live on the stars. Away from everyone. Where no one
Lets Make Love What A Beautiful Song
Rough Sex
rough sex facts Body: rough sex facts Body: Rough Sex Facts-TOO FUNNY-Don't read if easily offended Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.................
Fuck King Kat!!!
I WILL NEVER SPEND A PENNY WITH KING CAT!!! now i had posted this on myspace a few months ago and wanted to share it on here as well... fuck this company and the owner... ill stick with Lucky 13!!!! so i have never really heard of this company http://www.myspace.com/king_cat_hollywood ">KING CAT® and a friend had posted some stuff that their myspace page was hacked. that sucks totally, so i went to check out the site. and went to the blogs and saw this thing about not adding certain people for friends requests. then as i was reading i saw one thing that pissed me off. now some of you know maybe some dont i am a proud republican, but i dont try to preach or push my belief on here to my friends. i accept everyone for who they are. i dont care as long as you are real and yourself. so anyways i read this and it made me think to myself, first off this guy is running a business. why in the FUCK would you alienate a potential customer? who gives a fuck what a persons belief is? you kno
What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're a Freaky Kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Ahhh, More Reasons Why I Can't Stand Icp
Hello world. It's Ben. You should know me pretty well by this point. You should know there's a few things I have no involvement with: 1. The Insane Clown Posse and their Faggo drinking minions. 2. CherryTap drama. What's the point? It's a bunch of words on a screen at most. Sometimes a picture or two as well. What's the worst I can do to you? Type something you don't want to read? 3. People who cannot type properly [with exception paid to Orly]. And that whole bartending thing in lounges? Seriously--I'm NOT getting drunk when you say *gives a shot of JD* or some other ridiculous thing. That said...Overnight I became involved with all of those things. In fact, I was rather unaware that any of this was going on. As you might know, I DJ with a station called Static X. It's pretty fucking sweet. Seriously. As I've only been doing Static X on the weekends, when somebody asks me if I'm free to DJ on the weeknights I find no issue and I say "sure" because I kinda know them. Then
Hate Love
Hate Love I hate the way I feel today, Why have my emotions gone astray? I hate the way my love has lost, It hurts too much I can’t pay the cost. My heart was once full to bursting, Now all it all is acid and cursing. I have no love like before, Where it has gone I will never be sure. It started out wrong with a girl, who won’t be named, All that can do is add to her fame. Bitch is what I will call, She has taken my world and destroyed it all. I have faith that I am wrong, This love I have is supposed to be eternally long. I promise that I will fix what I have done, She is right she has won. Tana D. Stoddard April, 26, 2007
Tech Support (joke)
This ought to make you feel better about your computer skills! ================================= Tech support: What kind of computer do you have? Female customer: A white one. =============== Customer: Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out. Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button? Customer: Yes, sure, it's really stuck. Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note. Customer: No , wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it yet... it's still on my desk...Sorry. =============== Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on the left of the screen. Customer: Your left or my left? =============== Tech support: Good day. How may I help you? Male customer: Hello... I can't print. Tech support: Would you click on "start" for me and... Customer: Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm not Bill Gates. =============== Customer: Hi, good afternoon, this is Martha, I can't pr
My Thanks To Him.......
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings. Thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf. Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible. Thank you, Lord, that I can see. Many are blind. Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising. Thank you, Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden. Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned and tempers are shot, my children are so loud. Thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely. Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced. Thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry. Even though the routine of my job often is monotonous. Thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job. Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstan
Sorry I Need To Vent
I was wondering... do your kids have a friend that YOU can't stand? I don't know why, but my son has this friend that I absolutely cant stand & part of me feels horrible for it. He (the child) comes over, barely says 2 words to me or my husband (but my husband really doesn't talk to him), tells my son his rooms messy so he don't want to play with him BUT ITS A PLAY ROOM!! It doesn't have to be spotless!!! LOL... he'll come over for 5 - 10 minutes & leave. Or my son will go over there & in 5 minutes he's back home. When I ask why, he tells me "said friend" told him to leave. Then if they are playing, & its for more then 5 mins... they'll be outside then ask to come in & play. When I tell them no, its a beautiful day out, they slump & go out & then in 2 mins my son is inside telling me he went home. I don't want to be the bad mom, but I don't care if I'm the cool mom either. Unless it's raining, they should be outside playing. We both have decent size yards & tons of toys!
Hide And Go Fuck Yourselves...
Yeah thats right Kriss is pissed at the world and taking it out on her blog. Fuck the cops, Fucke the Crackerjacks fuck the gearboxes and assholes too. if you fall into any of these catagories FUCK YOU TOO Fuck the internet, and internet relationships, fuck real life relationships too they suck just as much, Fuck broken hearts and bruised egos, fuck the dinosaurs fuck mickey mouse, fuck cell phones and radios, fuck poodles and princesses, fuck kings and queens and monkeys and logs and forests and dynamite. fuck weed, and booze and the pope.. YEAH I SAID IT fuck sex fuck men fick chicks, fuck friends and family fuck day time tv fuck freedom and fresh air fuck cooking fuck liars, fuck rockstars and actors fuck break ups and take backs fuck the truth fuck honesty fuck cocaine, crack and heroine, fuck needles and cigarettes, fuck SENSORSHIP, fuck the government, fuck president bullshit, fuck war fuck famine, fuck turkeys and cowards FUCK LOVE, FUCK HATE AND FUCK YOU!!!!!! ya thats
Another Contest
I am running a different kind of contest only accepting first five people for each category I am running them for two weeks the one who wins out of each category will have to run against the others for another week to see who is the final winner the final winner gets their pick out of these prizes.. Happy Hour or Month Blast or 7 day blast for each month for three months or a 3 day blast each month for six months straight u decide what u want . The five categories u have to choose from or you can go in all but have to be first five to enter is most drunk pic the nicest dress man pic, nicest dressed woman pic, best cleavage pic and longest tongue pic Shout out or message me what category or categories u would like to be in..thanks I WILL NOT TOLLERATE YOUR FRIENDS HELPING YOU, BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS OR STARTING SHIT IF THEY DO YOU ARE OUT OF THE CONTEST AND YOU CAN ONLY USE ONE PROFILE TO COMMENT BOMB ANYONE CAUGHT CHEATING OR BEING STUPID IS OUT OF THE CONTEST The fi
"if A Man Wants You ..."
If a man wants YOU, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want YOU, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes YOU truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie
Need Help
My little girls are in a contest, please go and vote for the cutest kid.
A Weeks Passing
Mondays gone, Tuesdays passed, Wednesdays history, Thursdays last, Fridays here, Saturdays next, Sundays the future, A week what a wreck.
My Playlist On Public-page- It Don Show Cause Its So Damn Ugly, But The Music Rocks
Adding to it, stay tuned be at peace Get on ur feet and dance ;-)
My Kids Are In A Contestes Please Vote For Them
I DONT ASK FOR MUCH BUT COULD YOU GUYS GO VOTE FOR MY THREE KIDS THEY ARE ALL IN A CONTEST ITS DIFFERENT CONTESTS BUT THEY ARE IN NEED OF VOTES MALACHI CUTEST KID 0-13 MONTHS TORIE CUTEST KID 4-8 YEARS OLD ASPEN 4 TO 8 YEARS OF AGE (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:30:36') (repost of original by 'babysmurf Angel Family' on '2007-04-26 14:35:45') (repost of original by 'raiderridertillidie Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:39:19') (repost of original by 'babyjessraiders property of rufnekraiders Club F.A.R' on '2007-04-26 14:43:30')
Check This Oot
Just go to it, don't do anything but watch, listen, and think http://usawakeup.org/
Brain Quiz
The following short quiz consists of 4 questions and will tell you if > you are qualified to be a professional. Scroll down for each answer. > The questions are NOT that difficult. But don't scroll down UNTIL you > have answered the question! > > 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > The correct answer is: > > Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. > > This question tested whether you tend to do simple things > > in an overly complicated way. > > > 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? > > > > > > > > > > > > Did you say, Open the refrigerator, > > put in the elephant, and close the refrigerator? > Wrong Answer. > > Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, > > put in the elephant and close the door. > > This tested your ability to think through the repercussions of your > previous actions. > > > 3. The Lion King is hostin
What Kinda Drunk Are You?
What's Kinda Drunk Are you?The Happy DrunkLet the good times roll! When you’re out drinking with your friends, you’re there to have a good time and nothing more. Isn’t that what drinking is all about? You’re a blast to be around when it’s time to celebrate; always the life of the party. Who wouldn’t want to drink with someone who’s always cheerful and up for a good time? In your case, alcohol is not a depressant because in the midst of total drunken bliss, you always manage to fill the night with a whole lot of fun and laughter.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
Lost In My Own Pain
At one time I was told to always follow my heart for it will never lead me astray. what whisdom I thought this was comming from someone who seemed to have it all in life and love. So I took that chance and let my heart lead my way, opened up all that was with in and loved to the fullest, only to have my heart ripped out and tossed around like a play toy. How does one recover? feelings and emotions mixed with pain and hurt, do you sit and cry, let this bring you down to a level of nonworth, tear yourself appart wondering what did I do wrong, am I that bad, find yourself thinking of thoughts of how to make the pain stop forever. Would they miss me, would they think of me, would it really matter. This is all of what has been going through my mind. Then one day my heart woke up again and started making me feel started making me know that yes they would miss me yes they would think of me yes I am worth it and no I did nothing to derserve such pain and torment. I can look at
Lost....
i am constantly lost....even online, i dont know where to go and what to say....im in need of something new in my life but that person doesnt exist or is to far way to realize it....i have some bad luck or something around me keeping me from being happy....karma,.. i keep my hopes up knowing that someone in this world loves me and ill eventually find them....dont lose hope..right?...im not exactly sure anymore but i hope someone hears my cry for help....thanks for listening or not listening or whatever...:P stephen c.
Knon Benefit Tonight! 4-26-2007
Come out to The Rockstar Bar tonight in Fort Worth and check out-- live with Alcohollica! (Metallica tribute band) This show benefits KNON 89.3 FM Dallas Texas -The Voice of The People! With Thrashin Alan hosting and broadcasting live on location at The Rockstar Bar! Check out www.rockstarbarsportsbar.com for directions! Hope to see you there! Yeah I know it's a Thursday but come on out anyway and get your weekend party on a day early!!
For You
Nine months have come and gone, a lot of things have past. There were many times I thought I wouldn't be here, times when I thought I wouldn't last. Many times when I thought that I should be the one walk away and save my heart the pain of saying goodbye to you one day. But then I thought how I hate the fact I'd miss you and hate the fact i'd cry, if I never had another chance to look into your eyes. I hate the fact that I love your smile and the way you smell. I hate it when you make me laugh and even more when you make me cry. Because everytime we laugh you see, its gets harder to say goodbye. I hate the fact I love you for who you have helped me become, and that it took your help to discover who I was. I'm not the girl I was nine months ago, i don't know where she's gone. I hate the fact I love the girl who was left here in her place. Without you I would never have found her, she would have never broken free. I hate the fact that when we say goodbye this girl I found won't be st
Family_vs-nsfw
I have read a few Blogs and Stashes on CT about the guys on here who keep asking to see the Family pics folders of women Ct’ers (I have done it myself asking, How do I get to be a member of your family?). These guys, myself included, are portrayed by the women as pervs and lechers, and that they should get a life or a woman in their life so as not to keep bothering them. My problem is this, if you have a folder on your CT profile marked as Family Only, then isn’t that what it should be about, your Family? I have a folder with only a few pics, so far, of my daughter Amy, but the folder is marked as Amy not Family! The reason for this? I am very proud of our little girl, and would like to share her loveliness with everyone, not just those that I accept into my CT Family, if I have accepted or asked you to be my friend, then you are welcome to see any pics I upload. If I do make a folder called Family, then that is what would be in it my Family, not NSFW. If I make a folder and I mark
Anniversaries Suck
Tomorrow, april the 27th is my 3 year wedding anniversary. And the spouse has to work, which is fine but he didn't even bother to save alittle money to even take me out or anything for this occasion. I am seriously starting to think that he doesn't care about me. And tonight we have a baby free night and I'm pretty damn sure he's gonna wanna just sit at the computer and play world of warcraft instead of spending time with me, like a normal married couple would do when it's close to their anniversary. Am I wrong for wanting to go out and have a nice dinner for my anniversary? Or should I just shut up and be happy with the same old boring spaghetti he makes every fucking year? He said he was gonna get some real wine and make the most amazing spaghetti this year but he spent all of his spare money on bullshit as usual. Okay maybe I should stop now before I upset myself yet again.
You Asked. Or Maybe You Wondered
Nicknames: Twink, Sassy, Babygirl, Sweets, Hugnkiss Hometown: Sarnia, Ont Croutons or Bacon Bits: Both...mmmmm Favorite Salad Dressing: Ranch Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Yes Do you make fun of people: Occasionally Have you ever been convicted of a crime?: Is being too sexy a crime now?? One pillow or two?: 3, lol (really i love pillows) Pets: Nacho, Sparky(moms dog) & Tucker Favorite Type of Music: Top 40 and 80's rock Hobbies: Reading, decorating, cherry tapping Dream Car: A Hummer baby!! Type of Car you drive now: Ford Escort Sport LX Words or Phrases you overuse: Lol & I rock, you suck Toothpaste: Colgate total plus whitening Favorite Food: Tacos, Pizza, pasta Current Boyfriend/Girlfriend: single Piercing or tattoos?: 2 tattoos, 6 piercings Most romantic thing that ever happened to you: my ex finally gave me my divorce :oD lol Do you get along with your parents: Yes, they are my rocks Favorite town to chill in: Ummm
Poooooohhhhh
i'm sick, stupid allergies i had to come back home earlier because i was feeling crappy wanna do something good? here you go, vote for the new 7 wonders!! http://www.new7wonders.com read all the details for each one :) it's super interesting well at least for me lol i got my new glasses finally! scream at me NEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRDDDD :D
To The Dads And Daddy's Little Girls
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Love Is Lost
Love is Lost Emotional scars never heal, They always find a way to control how you feel. Love is supposed to be unconditional and free, I guess that isn’t something that is for me. It’s my entire fault I did it to myself, Now he has put his love for me up on the shelf. I guess in his mind it is over, There is no love in the clover. Help me to see this is right, Let me know that I have lost the fight. I love him still, And I always will. He has chosen a side that I am not on, He wants me out so I am gone.
My Fav Chuck Norris Facts
10. In ancient China there is a legend that one day a child will be born from a dragon, grow to be a man, and vanquish evil from the land. That man is not Chuck Norris, because Chuck Norris killed that man 9. Superman wears Chuck Norris PJ's. 8. chuck norris counted to infinity...twice 7. wilt chamberlain said he slept with over 20,000 women in his lifetime...Chuck Norris calls this a "slow tuesday"... 6. Chuck Norris was originally cast as the main character in 24, but was replaced by the producers when he managed to kill every terrorist and save the day in 12 minutes and 37 seconds. 5. God said let there be light and Chuck Norris said Say Please. 4. chuck norris has been dead for 10 years ...the reaper is just to afraid to come get him 3. There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live 2. chuck norris visited the virgin islands, now they're just known as the islands 1. Chuck Norris is the only reason Waldo
Is It A Dream?
I wake up to you in the morning With your smile shining so bright We part our ways, To fo our work for the day I have supper ready when you get home I am never long alone. Dinner is ready my Love. Made by your lil turtle dove Sharing the house work Wenever go beserk Cuddling on the couchwatching T.V. I feel the warmth of your love surround me I spend my nights in your loving arms Where I am safe from any harm You are a wonderful man You always give a helping hand You shower me with many things YOu amaze me, with the joy you bring The Man of my life Please say one day you will make me your wife! I can not live with out you My love is sooo True If you left me, I would die inside So,please make me your bride I offer myheart, my soul abd my total being to you What you have touched in me, you have no clue When I am blue or sick you make me feel like a queen YOu are the man of my dreams. Someone please tell me this is not a Dream!!! dk written by farah
Why???
Why do people think they can worm your way into your heart then rip it out like nothing and think they didnt hurt you?? They have to know deep inside that your hurting and crying because of their cruel intentions. The lies the hurt the pain the tears do they even care??? Probably not Im just tired of crying and hurting over this one person. Why cant I stop. Why do I feel she purposely did this??? Why do I feel outraged enough to want to hurt her too when I know the pain she will feel. I wouldnt want anyone to feel what I feel right now. The pain of the tears is too much to handle. But in time I will be ok.
Luddha's Ladies
Luddha's Ladies Luddha marshalls creek, PA 18301 610-417-9813 luddha@yahoo.com April 26, 2007 Dear Friend, This application is design to create a harem, for those who would like to be a part of Luddha's Ladies. Unlike the harems of old you are free to come and go as you please, but most importantly you must be willing to share me of course. In time I will create a large indoor pool where you all can lay about and talk about philosophy and how great I am. Here are the terms and conditions 1. must be at least 18yrs of age 2. No attitude, bitches will be denied 3. must send at least one pic (head shot preferred), others are ok 4. must get along with other women 5. must be understanding 6. must be respectable 7. no liars 8. must not spend time with other men, unless married from what I understand once married the sex life dies so its ok….muahahaha 9. must be a naturally born woman 10. most importantly must be true to the self as well as others Name_____
Inspire
Youre a stranger to me But I want to know you you ignite a passion, from deep within you inspire me in ways you dont even know yet youre just a man that Ill yearn hold youve opened my eyes to beauty within you stimulate my mind leave me craving for more I want to know you feel you embrace you I wish I could show you just how amazed I am by you I catch myself thinking wondering where you are are you alone, are you happy, are you thinking of me at all youve touched me in ways I wish I could show you youve inspired a passion I want to burn out of control desire , lust, need and want I feel these all altho we're so far apart a touch a kiss and someday more I want you to know youve inspired my soul!!
A Baby Is Born!!!
My best friend had her baby yesterday at 5:34pm... He weighed 8pounds 13oz and was 22 inches long and had a head full of black hair... I'm So happy...
April 26 Special
To Vampy Cassiel
April 26 Hugs 2
Help Please
My daughters best friend got hit by a car walking to school this morning. He died this evening. I don't know what to say to my daughter. She isn't taking this to good.
~ Realities Of Terrorism ~
They are coming people, if we don't stop them now we will be stopping them on YOUR street.
Time To Breath!
I have takin some time 4 myself! Time to breath! I have a world waitting 4 me and I am ready to fly! My world has come to a cross road! I think its time to fly! In your arms is were I must stay! Thank U 4 giving me My Little Bite Of Time! CT Loves, 'two'
A Days Journey
Our undying act of painful ways, Our thoughts and words the same, Our memories and assorted moments, Held captive with an unknown force to blame. You've held the light, I could see. But blindness has a way, Of finding hearts as lovers part, And leads them where it may. Broken is a funny word. But then again pain is too. Return, lost, stolen, and given, So many times anew. Resentful is the word of agony, It never lets you sleep. And is in your mind, heart, and body, As forever you shall keep. Tracing back your familiar walk, like an intoxicating dream, Wondering, fumbling, and juggling, The many steps between. And then there are the moments, The ones we fear the most, Of casual occurrence and accidental meets, The game of who's become the lowest. Analyzing the reasons of, The reason is absurd. Sometimes there is no answer, to your every spoken word. But that's the plan, the idea, That is put into our head, Of something bigger and better, Th
Me
People wonder why I am the way I am, well I think I know that answer. I let to many things infulance my feelings. I know that I love my sons father and that I have never really given him a fair chance at seeing if we can make it work. I know that he loves me and is willing to give me what I want now. My heart is hurting right now because that one person who knows me and loves me even with all that I have done to him. I have hurt him in ways that he can't explain and he has hurt me in ways that I can't explain, but in the end we both know that we love each other. We both have issues and we both know how to deal with each other. We can cry with each other, we can laugh together, and we can just sit and do nothing together. I feel safe in his arms. I have never felt safe in anyone elses arms like do when I am in his arms. I know that someone might get hurt in the end and I have a feeling it will be me cause I have mixed feelings. I met a really great guy who makes me feel good, but he is
Just To Clear It Up...
okay... this is me officially "MENTIONING YOU" in one of my blogs Jake. I LOVE YOU! OK?! *to be honest I kinda thought you woulda read between the lines of my last post, you know- me bein' happy even though everythin' is goin to shit. You tool.* so yes just to clarify... ~I LOVE JAKE aka KID KRONIK~ ~Kitty~ *runs away in embarrassment* HAPPY?!
4/26/05
The end results may not be clearly visible to you right now, but have faith and stay the course. If anyone can turn these odds to a big advantage, that person is you. Just keep moving ahead one step at a time. ---------- Ok...I amd CORNfused!
Damn Men
I love it when men think they are telling you how they "feel" when really what they are doing is clamming up and not saying anything at all. I love it that they think that we (we being "crazy women") are delving too deep where we shouldn't, when all we are doing is trying to be friends to them. I love it when right in the middle of a conversation, someone just *poof* disappears, you text them and get no response. Well, I wonder what a "crazy woman" is supposed to think that means? Especially if it happens over and over and over again. Hmmmm..... Then said "crazy woman" gets hurt over it, vents on her blog (without naming names, thank you very much) and comes home to find her friend list missing a person. Not only that, but that person has also deleted a few other people, which doesn't really matter, except that one of them is a part of their FAMILY! Um, hello? How mature is that? Did I say anything about not wanting to be friends? No. But obviously, that's what the goal wa
All New Cherry Trains!!!
I know I know I have been slacking! But I have made another fun site for all of us that like to make lots of new friends! NEW CHERRY FRIEND TRAINS Add yourself to the: Fan Me Train Hottie Train Comment Bombers Train Military Train Sexy & Single Train BBW & Lovers Train I love 420 Train I have lots of trains made and lots more to come! Let me know what trains you want! Have fun and collect lots of friends! Cheers, Vlad
Do You Need Therapy?
There's a 77% Chance That You Need Therapy You almost certainly need therapy. And there's nothing wrong with that. Lately life has not been easy for you. Why not let a therapist help you sort things out? Do You Need Therapy?
My Ct Wife
If u all havnt heard, i am now married to the most amazing woman, not only on ct but in the world, and i cant think of a better way to tell her that i am madly in love with her... i dont know how it is possible to fall in love with someone u never met face to face, but i have. there is nothing i wouldnt do for her and i miss her every second that i am not talking to her, and i want her and everyone else to know that i will never hurt her, and i want to spend the rest of my life with her. ♥♥♥I LOVE YOU KAT ♥♥♥
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Lost In Love
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Why I Could Never Be A Good Lesbian
Quite simply, I've tried licking pussy and I just didn't like it. Women, with their genitals being mostly inverted, have this dark and eerie quality to them when your head is down below. Somewhere in the middle of my one and only cunnilingus expedition I began to feel like the spelunkers from the movie The Descent. I kept expecting blind albino monsters to come crawling out from the depths of her pussy. My lesbian friends informed me that I simply chose the wrong woman with which to initiate my feminine oral adventures, but I must beg to differ. My love for the breast will go on unabated, my eventual appreciation for anyone's pussy other than my own will not. I like the things in my life to be upfront and quite frankly, there's nothing more upfront than my sexual organ of choice, the cock. Discussion of the Day: I suppose this could best be handled by my heterosexual male and lesbian readers, but what the fuck is so appealing about licking pussy? How the hell do you go thro
Mountain View
Mission & Why I Am Mad As Hell...
My fiances grandfather went back to the hospital today! The reasons being that he was not going to the bathroom at all, would not wake up, and was not coherent and had trouble breathing. He has a pacemaker! Over the past month he has been in and out of the hospital several times. They have him on 18 medications. Tonight his urine sample had pieces of his kidneys in his urine, otherwise kidney cells....this above is the current scenario. They are not expecting him to make it!!! Ok, so lets backtrack to the last time he was in the hospital. What medication did they give him that he was not currently taking? The answer..MORPHINE!! Yes, they sent a HEART PATIENT HOME ON MORPHINE!! When he came home, before his first dosage..he was having episodes of having trouble breathing, but was still breathing, talking and coherent. After he started taking the morphine....well lets just say he was no longer coherent and no longer responsive, did not want to wake up, go to the bathroom at all! Stil
How Could??
The 2 people who loved and wanted us as their own.....deserve only the best ,when they have given us the BEST of everything in Life.They taught us to love and be loved..taught us RESPECT & to treat others how we'd like to be treated. Yet..you don't have a clue what the word respect IS. You're ignorant to little old ladies..abusive to people who love you. WHY????? You make it SO hard to love you...when you treat us ALL like shit.We have done so much for you,wanting only respect in return.You do things for others only when it will benefit you.Why does it only matter how you feel?? The world has treated you badly??? No..You are responsible for YOU.Your life IS what YOU have made it. Out of greed. You Always said "The person who dies w/ the most toys wins"...The toys you have don't even belong to you.They may be in your possesion.Have they made you 'happy" ? Now our parents' will die with nothing..because they are losing everything they have worked hard for. I wish I could undo you
A Poem For All Us Girlies!
A poem for all us girlies! I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without getting a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch! Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest !!! I
Where Is Jessie~~
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age, she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat, and was very much in favor of "the redistribution of wealth." She was deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican, a feeling she openly expressed. Based on the lectures that she had participated in, and the occasional chat with a professor, she felt that her father had for years harbored an evil, selfish desire to keep what he thought should be his. One day she was challenging her father on his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and the addition of more government welfare programs. The self-professed objectivity proclaimed by her professors had to be the truth and she indicated so to her father. He responded by asking how she was doing in school. Taken aback, she answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it was tough to maintain, insisting that she was taking a very
Beef With Snow Peas
Beef with Snow Peas This quick stir-fry is ready before you know it, so be sure to have your ingredients prepped and waiting once you fire up the wok or skillet. You might try serving the dish over noodles for a change of pace, but rice is a perfect traditional accompaniment. Credit: Helen Chen's Chinese Home Cooking Servings: 3 Ingredients: * 1 pound flank steak, sliced * 2 tablespoons dark soy sauce * 1 tablespoon dry sherry * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 teaspoon sugar * 3 tablespoons corn, peanut or canola oil * 2 unpeeled, 1-by-1/8-inch slices gingerroot * 1/4 pound snow peas, ends snapped off and strings removed * 1 (8-ounce) can sliced water chestnuts (1 scant cup) Directions: Place the beef in a bowl, stir in the soy sauce, sherry, cornstarch and sugar, and mix well. Set aside. Pour the oil into a wok or stir-fry pan and place over high heat. Add the gingerroot and stir around the pan until the oil is hot; the g
This Is A Poem/song I Wrote And Forgot About But Found It Today, Here It Is...
will i pass or will i fall the question that fills us all could we be wrong will i listen or will i speak the suggestion that we seem to keep could i be wrong and now we listen to the call of love is this and I am all lurking somewhere in the past i find the promises that couldn't last but i wasn't wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong, yet we fight our way back to the day when things were as we say was it june or december these little details i can't remember could i be wrong so will i act or will i fail the impulse that i can't seem to quail will i be wrong and looking back to the days of hearts of bliss, now they're away prevailing in this gusting wind i see the things that might have been how i was wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong this can't break me this can't break me now things are falling back to me right back where they should be this happy ending finally sequentially, happy...
What Is Ur Fantasy?
im really horny tonite so i really wanna know...if u saw me lying in ur bed right now...what would u do....give me details....
Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
About Kids
Who says i don't like kids? i LOVE Kids....a liitle garlic and onion, a touch og ginger and tarragon....they're WONDERFUL!!! :)
April 27th, 2007
Well today is my young son Alexzander's birthday he is turning one. I can't believe how time flies by. He is my last kids I am not having anymore so each birthday he has is the last of that age for me. I guess a lot of parents feel this way when they know there not having anymore. So today I have to finish cleaning my house for the birthday party tomorrow. A lot of people that said they are coming e-mailed me last night and said they can't make it. So its only going to be a few of us and that fine with me also. We just want go though as much food. Tomorrow Alexzander's party is from noon-3pm then I have a few things to get done to go out of town no Monday. For those of yous who know my mom you know what I am talking about. If you don't know my mom go to Year of the Dragons profile and read a few blogs. So I also want to give my friends a heads up that I want be around to much the next week or so. Tomorrow I will add pics of Alexzander's birthday party but Monday-Friday I am going to be
What Happened To Common Courtesy?
Mark Twain once said "Common sense is most uncommon." The same can be said of common courtesy. People are just plain rude these days. If you see someone running for the elevator, hold the door! If someone has their hands full, open the door for them. If you see a pedistrian trying to cross the street, can't you pause for 2 seconds to let them cross? Seriously! If you are sitting all warm and dry in your car and its raining or snowing out, let the poor soul out in the weather cross the street. What is it going to cost you? People talk over each other, ignore those who need assistance of one type or another, push and shove ... they are just so worried about what they have to do that they ignore everything else around them. Society is made up of people. Be a part of the society you exist in!
A Few Intelligent Questions
Tell a man that there are 400 billion stars, and he'll believe you. Tell him a bench has wet paint, and he has to touch it. How come SUPERMAN could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him? If it was only a 3 hour cruise, why did MRS. HOWELL have so many clothes? If corn oil comes from corn, and olive oil comes from olives... Where does BABY OIL come from? Why is it called a HAMBURGER, when it's made out of BEEF? Why does SOUR CREAM, have an Expiration date? Do infants have as much fun in their infancy, as adults do in adultery? What would a chair look like, if your knees bent the other way? IF "Con" is the Opposite of "Pro"....then what is the opposite of PROGRESS? Why is LEMON JUICE mostly artificial ingredients....but DISH WASHING LIQUID contains real lemons. If your car could go the speed of light....what happens when you turned your headlights on. How much deeper would the ocean be, if
Wish Someone Would Care
Two Winters Long
2 More Weeks
It was confirmed yesterday. I will be home 2 weeks from today. Yea!! I'm so excited. I'll be back on like before as soon as I get settled back in at home. Thanks for all of your support and friendship... Kisses..
Female Comebacks
Female Comebacks Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together If you repost this you will get a phone call 37 minut
The Hormone Hostage
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine.
The Perfect Day Both Perspectives
THE PERFECT DAY FOR HER. 8:15 Wake up to hugs and kisses 8:30 Weigh-in 5 lbs lighter than yesterday 8:45 Breakfast in bed-freshly squeezed orange juice and ! Croissants; open Presents- expensive jewelry chosen by thoughtful partner 9:15 Soothing hot bath with frangipani bath oil 10:00 Light work-out at club with sexy, funny personal trainer! 10:30 Facial, manicure, makeup application, shampoo, condition, blow wave 12:00 Lunch with best friend at fashionable outdoor café 12:45 Catch sight of partner's ex and notice that she has gained 22 lbs 1:00 Shopping with friends: unlimited credit 3:00 Nap 4:00 Three dozen roses delivered by florist; card is from secret admirer 4:15 Massage from strong but gentle hunk-says he rarely gets to work on Such a perfect body 5:30 Choose outfit from expensive designer wardrobe 7:30 Candlelit dinner for two followed by dancing, with compliments Received from other diners/ dancers 10:00 Hot shower- alone
People On Here
I have met many people on here since Monday...Some are just on here for the heck of it...some try to rack up as much points as possible...What i don't get is that when i check out someone's profile i rate them a 10 and leave comments and sometimes add myself as a fan...What im wondering is why they can't return the favor...You didn't get all your points by just sitting and doing nothing...Help us newbies out....WILL YA??...Everyone who knows me HAVE A GREAT DAY!!..All the others who really don't know me...I wish you a wonderful day and weekend...and remember....do to others what you would like them to do to you..!!
Lol So Women With Boobs Smile
Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save fo
Horned Animals
The horned animal may represent a male power figure in your life, or, if the horn is nonsensical, it may be a displacement of another person's power (or your perception of unearned power that is being wielded by another). The goal is to discern your feelings about the animal and whether you see any relationship between the animal and individuals in your waking life. If the horned animal is a nonsense creation, such as a horned dog, it may indicate sexual tension in a relationship. Do you feel as though someone close to you has mixed motives for being in a relationship with you? Another scenario is feeling threatened by another's power to impale you. You may sense this as being a sort of sexual-penetration anxiety, but the general indication of power and intimidation is more satisfactory.
Please Send Him A Card
I was just sent this in my e-mail. -------------------------------------------------- Hi everyone. I hope you all take a minute to read this and please respond with a card for Shane. PLEASE read this website and send this wonderful little boy a birthday card...for me. I rarely ask anything of you, but I am asking you to do this. Get a tissue ready too. http://www.shaneswish.com/index.php ----------------------------------------------- Thanks, David
Be Safe And Have A Great Weekend!!!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HOPE YOU HAVE A SAFE WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!!!XOXOXOXOXOXO'S Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
28th Of April 2006 A Year Since My Dad Passed
A year ago today my dad died. He fought cancer for seven years before the bloody disease got a hold of him and beat him. He fought so hard to stay with us,he told me he didnt want to die..that he wasnt ready...who would be at 65..its still young.But in the end he asked us all for permission to go..it was too hard, too painful for him and he got to say his goodbyes ..and die with dignity. Although its only just turned the 28th here, for the last few days Ive been wanting something..like I dont know a sign or something. When my dad died, he left me his car, a beautiful ford ltd. I had been driving this car for about 2 weeks before he died, going back and forth from the hospital, about a week after dad died i was sitting out in the garage having a smoke, when my dog started going nuts, running around the outside of the car...jumping up on the door, barking and carrying on...this is not something she would normally do..she continued to do this for a good 5 minutes or more..I just sat a
This Made Me Cry
This could have been written by my dad.... Tomorrow When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not here to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In Heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, All th
Brag On Myself
Hey everybody. I just have to brag on myself. I don't no if ya'll remember, but about a month ago,I posted a bulletin about Team Lean. It is a wieght loss program put on by my town. When I started the competition, I wieghed 312 pounds. Now that the competition is over, I am down to 266 pounds. I still have a ways to go. My ultimate goal is to lose 100 pounds. I am almost half way there. It would be really nice if ya'll could give me some encouragement. These last 54 pounds I am sure are going to be tuff, but I plan on reaching my goal to get down to 212 pounds. I love you all Moondawg
Awesome New Adult Web Site Not Spam
Hey everyone I found an awesome new adult website for individuals who like Cherrytap but would also like to broadcast adult videos of themselves for people to see you can put on live shows or record videos for people to watch. The good thing about this web site is that you can watch sexy people on cam for free, you can also view there freaky pics and you can be alerted anytime they make a new, video, put on a live show and update their profile with new pics. Ladies you can also make money on this site and the men can to with no strings, it costs nothing to join. If you are interested, send me an email on here and I will send an email to your address so you can join.
My Frist Christmas In Heaven
I SEE THE COUNTLESS CHRISTMAS TREES AROUND THE WORLD BELOW WITH TINY LIGHTS LIKE HEAVEN'S STARS,REFLECTING ON THE SNOW. THE SIGHT IS SO SPECTACULAR, PLEASE WIPE AWAY THAT TEAR. FOR I AM SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR. I HEAR THE MANY CHRISTMAS SONGSTHAT PEOPLE HOLDSO DEAR, BUT THE SOUND OF MUSIC CANNOT COMPARE WITH THE CHRISTMAS CHOIR UP HERE. I HAVE NO WORDS TO TELL YOU THE JOY THEIR VOICES BRING FOR IT IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION TO HEAR THE ANGELS SING. I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME;I SEE THE PAIN INSIDE YOUR HEART, BUT I AM NOT SO FAR AWAY, WE REALLY AREN'T APART. SO BE HAPPY FOR ME DEAR ONES.YOU KNOW I HOLD YOU DEAR, AND BE GLAD I AM SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR. I SEND YOU EACH A SPECIAL GIFT FROM MY HEAVENLY HOME ABOVE. I SEND YOU EACH A MEMORY OF MY UNDYING LOVE. AFTER ALL LOVE IS A GIFT MORE PERCIOUS THAN PURE GOLD, IT WAS ALWAYSMOST IMPORTANT INTHE STORIES THAT JESUS TOLD. PLEASE LOVE EACH OTHER AS THE FATHER SAID TO DO FOR I CANNO
For The Love Of My Friends!
It's time to take a moment to share a little love with those that mean the most!! For all my truest friends here on CT here a message for all of ya'll. YOU FUCKING ROCK!! To: Buddha In Some Cases The Forgotten Sorrow Ironhold Sean Kristan Smith Jesse Rachel Mystified Fire Tiffany DJ Thundar Blue Eyes and to everyone else much love to you too! You can find the above people on my family and friend list. I think they're great people to know and you should too!!! XOXO Mistress
Leaving For Baja Next Week
Just wanted to say Thank You to all my Cherry Tap Friends and Family. You guys have been great! I love this place and all of those great peeps and pics. I will be gone for the week to Los Barrilles on a Fishing trip and other things, what with Cabo San Lucas just an hour away! Well if your smart you know what I mean!! I'll try to take some cool photos while I'm there! CHERRY TAP ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last Night/nightmares
i went to earls to hang out with philly and christina but christina told matt he had to leave when her shift started and so he and philly left to go fuck before she had to go home so i ate a not so good burger lol its only good when the pervert cook is there hahahah and then i came home and i checkedmy mail and i fell asleep super early like 1130is or so lol and then i woke up at 6 am and then went back to sleep.. i had nightmares i was walking late at night by myself like i used to people were crying and screaming and i felt so bad i didnt know where it came from or what do and i got scared so i ran and this person was chasing me and i started fucking screaming but i didnt run fast enough because they cought me and started choking me and i woke up and tears were coming down my face and i was all sweaty it was shitty
Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OPPOSITE How often do you like to have sex?: LOTS LOTS LOTS Is sex a top priority for you?: DUH! BUT NOT BEFORE MY DAUGHTER OR FAMILY Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: YES How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVER How do you feel about one night stands?: NOT MY THING How many one night stands have you had?: 1 What's your favorite position?: ON TOP Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: LOL BOTH JUST DEPENDS Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: NO How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEPENDS 2O MINUTES - HOUR Do you get off first or do they?: THEY DO Do you like kissing during sex?: YES , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?
-a Tributeto The Memory Of Step Dad Larry Lizer
IN MEMORY OF LARRY, A SON, A HUSBAND, A FATHER, A BROTHER AND AND UNCLE, A RELATIVE AND A CO-WORKER, AND IN-LAW, AND A FRIEND TO ALL. LARRY WAS MANY THINGS TO ALL, EACH IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY. THE MEMORY OF LARRY IS FRESH IN EACH OF OUR MINDS.LET NOONE THAINK THAT THE MEMORY WILL DIE. REMINDERS OF HIM ARE EVERYWHER BECAUSE HE TOUCHED OUR LIVES SO DEEPLY.SOME HAVE BEEN JUST RECENTLY, YET OTHERS HAVE BEEN LIFE LONG. LET US TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THESE MEMORIES WILL HELP US TOGETHER THROUGH THESE SAD TIMES.
Beer Scooter
How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night of drinking and thought 'How did I get home?'? As hard as you try, you cannot piece together your return journey from the bar to your home. The answer to this puzzle is that you used a beer scooter. The beer scooter is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased out to the drunk by Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has branched out since the decrease in the worship of the Roman pantheon and bought a large batch of these magical devices. The beer scooter works in the following fashion: The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the slurring gland begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many sub-contractors detects the pheromone and sends down a winged beer scooter. The scooter scoops up the passenger and deposits them in their bedroom via a trans-dimensional portal. It is not cheap to run a beer scooter franchise, so a large portion of the passenger's in-pocket cash is taken as pay
Things That Ammuse Me
A conversation I had with someone and I we were talking about the various names you call a penis or a vagina. I mean ok the one term for a vagina is a box...that makes no sense..I mean it is more like oval like than a box.. And what the hell is a snatch?? It is like a mde up word. Like were the cave men sitting aroun and goign ajrwrhbtui humba shunan SNATCH and pointed to a vagina?? All right so the penis..I love the term rooster it is like kinda random, I see the meaning it derives from the word cock. Also back when you were knee high and you used to say DING DONG cause the way the penis moves haha ha ha I analyze too much But I mean who comes up with the names of people's crothes? HA HA HA HA. Also we were talking about how some guys leave some comments. Such As "mmmm" what the hell is mmmm as in like you are yummy or what??? Or are you having a cyber orgasm?? HA HA HA It kinda scares me some guys get a little too excited over pictures. I feel as if the picture should come with a bo
Spontantious Combustion
hahaha here it goes.my names stele,my bio sucks lol.im a private person so i decided to make my blog.btw i cant spell have the time ill spell later maybe.yeah im in a chair i fought a car and lost.its not that bad cause im at ass level which can rule sometimes. and when i get hugs bOObs in my face.my first week on here i got banned cause i gave people 7's like i fuckin knew it was wrong oh well.sorry lmao.my favorite word is fuck and probaly my most used term is thats gay hahahah. thanks to the 3 that let me violate there pages ,patti,willie and chort i think i forgot his fuckin name.lets see my favorite online status thus far is "caught ya look and you dont like me bite me,yet i can never find that dudes send tab lol.i ama who i am i dont make up shit .i have a compulisive personality i have played my games since i found cherrytap guess its time it race again.thanks to all those who i met.can that shout box be any fuckin smaller .my favorite profile song i think it is "short dick man"
Stranger In A Strange Land
This is one of My all time favorite books!... Folks can follow L Ron Hubbard all the want with his Scientology... I would Much rather follow His collage roommate Robert A Heinlein! Rest in Peace Papa!
Im Proud..not Racist
Im Proud..Not Racist White people can be called "redneck" ,"hillbilly", "slaker" , "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when its said you're a coon,jiggaboo, Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call whites racists. -Its said that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -There is the United Negro College Fund. --There is Martin Luther King Day. --There is Black History Month. --There is Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If there was WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If there was a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If there was a white history month... we'd be racist. -If there was an organization for only whites to "advance" their lives... they would be racist.
Does Your Favorite Color Tell Me What Kind Of Lover You Are? Tell Me If I'm Right
Can Your Favorite Color Tell Someone What Kind Of Lover You Are? I've done some intense research and in my experience, I've found this to be a pretty good guide. While it may not be infallible, I've found it to be true more than not. Let me know what you think. Now I'm not talking about askin somebody what their favorite color is. I'm suggesting it's more un intentional. I suggest you pay attention to the color of their car, The clothes in their closet, things like that. I don't think it a something we think about, it's more a reaction. You can be honest with yourself so take a look around. Check out your closet. See what you think and let me know. RED: People who like red tend to be tigers in the sack. They are easily aroused and enjoy sex in every way imaginable. Once the sexual spark is ignited, it may take hours to extinguish. When two reds get together, the ensuing erotica could make Lady Chatterly blush. Lovers of red tend to be aggressors and weaker colors should be aware
These Are The Toughts That Kept Me Out Of The Really Good Schools!!
At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes
Broken Heart
my heart is broken and i can't take it anymore the world has stopped knocking at my door the pain that runs through my body is like razor blades through my skin i hear ur voice, but i can't see ur face i just want to get away, away from this place i hope and wish that things would change but i haven't even learned how to manage to take the pain away My messed up head is about to explode all these descisions and choices are getting old my mind is screaming out to make it all stop but my heart is pumping telling me go, go, go i don't know how much more i can take of this i can tell it won't be much longer but i know i will grow stronger from the things that i learn with each and every passing turn i don't know what im saying but thoughts keep building the tears will fall with pain staking blows i just hope that someday you will see me and help it go away i just want it all to stop please....just make it stop
Blah
Another fun day in my life. Torie woke up this monring bleeding from her ear. Took her to the pediatrician and he sent us right to the ENT. She has a granuloma in her left ear now and her ear was full of junk.He suctioned it. Put her on Cipro. This is not good. She had these tube place about a year ago and the last time she develpoed a granuloma in the opposite ear. This is not normal. Not once but twice. And she had MRSE as well. Anyhow thats my day so far. We go back in 10 days to discuss YET another surgery. Heres a song cuz i was thinking of it as I was driving home.
Hilarious Bohemian Rhapsody Cover
Rick Miller performs Bohemian Rhapsody with the 25 most annoying voices in music. Must see! Hilarious Bohemian Rhapsody Cover
Nsfw?!!
how is my new ass pic marked nsfw!! my other pics are much more revealing than that!! my ass is covered in my pajama pants on this one!! the other ones i barely have pants on!! what the fuck is this!!
Yay Me
So here it is my first blog.... blah blah blah... Im bored and just thought I would write.. I have a tendency to just ramble on in these things.. So whatever.. probably boring to most of you ... Why is it sometimes so hard for someone to just be honest and sincere.. my gawd i mean what is it with people and having to lie ??? Is it just a thing that they are so use to doing that they think they have to do it over and over to someone?? DOnt they know that it hurts the person even more when they lie.. just be fucking honest for once in your life..... Anyways thats all I have to say ...
Knowin' It...........
You never know what people are like until u meet them. You can talk to them and be like, "they sound ok or nice." Knowin' for sure is what you need 2 know. *I could go out and meet anyone I want, but the fear of what they are like sorda scares me. Not just me, but they could feel the same. *If you feel in your heart that it's all good, then maybe go for it. Sometimes the feelings you get are the right ones. *Don't ever let anyone make your mind up for you. Just because they have been in your shoes, doesn't mean there advise is always good. *So "Knowin' It" actually means--knowin' what you want, when you want it, and how you want it. Just be yourself and don't be afraid to try new things that come your way!!
So Ok Here I Go Agine I Hope People Listen
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I Don't Care
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for hacking off Nick Berg's head
Food
you ever make something so bad then you gotta sit there and eat it? well i just did i hope the sane is true,its always better teh second day or ill be gagging it down tommorrow .hey now i can have some M&M's.woooooooooooo.
Child Abuse
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com We are the only ones that can stop Child Abuse!!!!
Hot Damn! I'm Off Work!
Granted, its only til tomorrow morning, but it's still off work. Busy weekend planned kids. Tonite, I help dig fence holes, get the boy fitted for his tux, and have guitar lessons. Saturday I work, stop at a freinds house and bring her daughter her birthday gift, help build the fence, get the boy ready for prom, take pictures, finish with the fence, eat dinner at a friends, then go home and showere to get the soreness out. Sunday we finish up the fence, and its my grandma's, yes , that grandma's, birthday party. She turns the big double 8's, can't miss that, even though I was just told about it a day ago, my mom forgot to tell me. I don't know if I mentioned it before now, but Dem was invited to the prom. Mrs. Potts from the play asked him. She's a really smart, talented girl, so here's hoping it turnes into more than one date. His tux is white pinstripe,, with a red vest. They picked it out, so we'll see. I would have preferred black pinstripe, but got outvoted. Before the
Itchy
I'm not getting dragged into a debate about whether or not it itches. I'm just asking that you not scratch it in front of me.
Forsaken
Forsaken What solemn breeze hath blown ashore? Too weak to whisk these battered sails. Where restless winds of nevermore, drift briskly - mocking dream’s entrails. Where rising waves of hunger crashed between two souls who joyous wept. Now sunk beneath the oceans wrath, residing in her silent depth. Where passions lapped the silken seas. Sweet melodies, bestowed with Grace, did quench tormented miseries, while easing sorrows held in place. Tis all but heartache’s memories - as echoed whispers drown by tears, do fall upon this silent breeze, beseeching thee, his plea to hear. For once two lives could conquer all, Yet found they were mistaken. Now solitude doth form his brow, his destiny – forsaken. ©Paggles
Elmo
Once there was a blonde who really needed some money. She saw an ad in the newspaper for a job at an Elmo factory. She went down and applied, but the manager told her that she wouldn't want the job because it was so boring. The blonde begged him and told him she would do anything because she needed the money really bad. After long consideration, the manager hired her. After a few hours the manager looked at the video-monitor showing the factory floor and saw that the conveyer belt was backed up. The manager went downstairs to find out what the problem was. When he arrived there the blonde was sewing two marbles into the crotch of every Elmo. The manager said, ''I told you to give each Elmo two Test Tickles, not two Testicles!!''
Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why dose guys cheat, lie, steal hearts. I fell in love with a guy and gave him everything too and he just throw it in my face by cheating on with a co-worker/friend. Also all the guys i been with did this too.
4/27/07
Is a no-nonsense type suddenly buttering you up? Are old friends suddenly being ultra assertive? Listen to these topsy-turvy signals and be cautious. Moving with a measured tread helps you avoid any snakes on the path. --------- I have no clue on this one.
The Whole World Hates Me... Feel Sorry For Me... :o(
Ok this attitude is really starting to annoy me!! I have a life. I have kids. I have problems. I do NOT come on CherryTap to feel like shit about my life or others. I am NOT a therapist. I dont whine and complain to others about my life, or my problems, or about how some people wont talk to me or ignore me etc etc. I come to CherryTap to have fun, or relax. Just like most people. I love to flirt and joke, but everyone who has read my profile knows Im in a relationship. Also... anyone who REALLY knows me also knows that just because it says I'm ONLINE doesnt mean I'm sitting here watching my screen like a hawk waiting to be talked to. I do not ignore anyone on purpose. I have a 3 yr old running around my feet at the computer and other stuff going on at all times. So sometimes it takes me a while to get back to people trying to talk to me. I check my email... do my banking, play poker etc etc... I only have a little time on here each day before I go to work. My 14 yr old is constant
The L Word2
Hey Im Outta Here---
nope im not leaving cherrytap- just stepping away for the weekend- yall all have a good weekend- and hugs to you for being a friend and even my new ones too.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com i'll be back yall... love ya---
Charity
I'm sitting here staring at a pile of mail on my desk. Not bills (most of my bills come to my email now, and are paid online... yippee!), but requests for donations from charities. This morning, I was awakened by the Leukemia guys. Two days ago it was the heart guys. Before that, Breast Cancer or Planned Parenthood or the Police Chiefs of PA or the Firemen of PA... the list goes on. I was reminded of an episode of "Sports Night" (a wonderful show that you should have watched... so now, if you haven't seen it, you should go rent it) where Dan is trying to decide what to do with his money. (Read the transcript here.) He spends the entire show quizzing people on what they give money to, and agonizing over who deserves his money. I'm often like that, as I stare at the pile of mail, or debate whether to blow off the person on the phone. As Dan says, "I'd love to give money to all these people, but then I'd have no money and I'd need someone's mailing list just to pay rent." Th
About Me.
A-2-Z About Me Survey {---Basics---} Name: Angie Nickname(s): angie or Ang--NEVER ANGELA Age: 31 Birthday: Oct 1 1975 Birthplace: ST JOE, MO Current Location: ST LOUIS, MO Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: RED Height: 5'7 Weight: NUNYA Lefty or Righty: RIGHTY Zodiac Sign: LIBRA What Do You Drive: RODEO--USUALLY Screenname: HOLMESAN32 ON YAHOO, ERRWHERE ELSE ANGSWTDRMR {---Favorites---} Color: DARK BLUE AND SILVER Number: 32 AND 3 Band: TECH N9NE/ROAD DOGGS Music Genre: RAP, R&B, HIP HOP, SOME ALT TV Show: BIG BROTHER AND I LUV NY AND NINE Movie: MINDHUNTERS Actor: DENZEL, MORRIS CHESTNUT, JAMIE FOXX, ANTHONY HOPKINS Actress: JENNIFER LOPEZ, GABRIELLE UNION Kind of Movie: HORROR , PSYCHOLOGICAL THRILLER Cartoon: FAMILY GUY, FUTURAMA, SOUTH PARK, AMER DAD Sport: BASKETBALL Fast Food Restaurant: WHITE CASTLE, TACO BELL Food: LASAGNE Ice Cream: BEN & JERRY Cereal: COCO PEBBLES, BANANA NUT CRUNCH Candy: DOVES CHOCOLATE
The Beast In Me
Somewhere, lurking beneath the facade I hold up ... an animal wildly paces, searching for release. Always there, raging, ready to pounce ... pulling against the chains that society forces me to use. Mistakenly, someone falls within it's grasp... and scurries away, bruised and bloodied by the contact. Occasionally, one brave soul will approach... and offer itself in sacrifice to my savage beast. The fire that consumes my soul slowly builds... my breath becomes ragged, halting and hot. A red haze surrounds my vision, I focus on your eyes... oblivious to all other things. I take that which you have offered... the offering itself meaningless to me. Passion without thought or care... it's needs paramount. I do not wish to hurt... but do not care if you get hurt. It's lust consumes you as it does me... your body cries it's pain and pleasure. I roar at the release... and slump, energy spent. For a time, my beast slumbers... content with your sacrifice.
Despair Is The Only Game I Play
Its not fair Im in despair. My heart is hurting-- Does no one care? Its like a dare-- Im in despair. I pretend to laugh-- I pretend to care. I cannot see, I cannot hear I cannot fight (a person or fear) My heart is the one that continues to cry Even though my eyes are dry. Each time I laugh, Im really crying. And even though you dont see it Im slowly dying. Cant you see Im dying inside? I cant protect The things I hide. I cant talk back (I cant do that) Im crying now From my heart and eyes. The words I utter Are truly lies. Help me, someone, Anyone, please! Open the door, Please find the keys! Let me out, Let me be free. Let me be who I want to be. BUT Its not fair, Im in despair My heart still hurts And no one cares.............. Writen By: White Snow
Real Newspaper Headlines.
17 Remain Dead In Morgue Shooting Spree (talk about being thorough) Grandmother Of Eight Makes A Hole In One (who said grandmothers don't have favorites?) Something Went Wrong In Jet Crash, Experts Say (the best of the best, makes ya proud don't it?) Police Begin Campaign To Run Down Jaywalkers (soon to be called jayrunreallyfasters) Drunks Get Nine Months In Violin Case (that'll teach em) Eastern Head Seeks Arms (so if you see any arms just layin around...) Prostitutes Appeal To Religious Leader (I bet they do..) Failed Panda Mating - Veterinarian Takes Over (Better be one hot lookin Panda) British Left Waffles On Falkland Islands (those dirty bastards!!) Teacher Strikes Idle Kids (but mom I swear I REALLY wasn't doin nothin this time!!) President Wins Budget; More Lies Ahead (Nut uhhhh!) Miners Refuse To Work After Death (... lazy good for nothin so n so's) Juvenile Court To Try Shooting Defendant (yep that oughta do it) Stolen Pai
The Day I Never Wanted To Face...
I lost a pal, friend and companion today... My beloved Gunner dog R.I.P. You will never be forgotten... I want to thank all of my friends and fans for there support through my tough time. "THANKS" with LUV! Darla
Me
i know i sound rude putting that there but i would like you all know about me a little and some of long streches and why i am not here alot at times thank you oh by the it is the about me part of my profile
Seriously
I am thinking of leaving CT,,, not able to put up with anymore lies and fake ass people as I have been,, if you truely love a person no matter if it's a friend then you should respect them as they would want to be respected and I believe I've done that however not gotten it in re-turn from most of these people who claim to be your friend,,, anyways I'm sorry but had to vent!!!
Why
WHY IS WHY IS WHY IS WHY , I WONDER WHY IT IS THAT SOMEONE CAN SIT THERE AND AGREE THAT ITS OVER WITH BUT YET DRAG IT ON FOR ETERNITY AND DRAG OTHER PEOPLE INTO IT AND EXPECIALY MOMS, THATS FUCKING WRONG TO BRING MOMS INTO SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. AND WHY IS IT THAT THE FRIEND THAT THIS KIND PERSON TALKS TO ALL THE TIME CHEATED ON THE PERSON TOO SO WHY DO YOU THINK SHE KEEPS GETTING CHEATED ON HUM I WONDER, THINK ABOUT THAT FOR A MINUTE , AND HERES ANOTHER THOUGHT IF U HAVE A CHILD IN THE ORDEAL AND ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING AND THE ONLY REASON YOUR STAYING WITH THE PERSON IS CAUSE THE CHILD PLEASE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKES THINK OF WHAT THE DAMGE COULD BE IF U STAY ANYLONGER CAUSE THE KID SEES THE FIGHTING AND GETS CONFUSED TO ALL BE AND TRUST ME I KNOW
Cleavage
I LIKE SHOWING CLEAVAGE,AND LOOKING OTHER WOMEN WHO SHOW CLEAVAGE,WHY NOT??? IF YOU'VE GOT IT AND WANT TO FLAUNT IT BE MY GUEST,CLEAVAGE LOOKS SEXY,IT'S NOT A CRIME,BOOBS AND CLEAVAGE WERE MEANT FOR LOOKING,WE'VE GOT TO GET ATTENTION SOME HOW,AND DID YOU KNOW,THAT IT IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH TO LOOK??? IT IS A TURN-ON,...CLEAVAGE ISN'T FORBIDDEN,ALMOST EVERY WOMAN DOES IT I DO,AND EVER NOTICE THAT WHEN WOMEN SHOW OFF THEIR CLEAVAGE THAT THEY ARE PROUD,AND ALMOST ALWAYS WEARING A SMILE.
Enough
I Am Enough You cannot change what is part of you, although I've often tried; My body was never thin enough, my imperfections I'd always hide. I smiled when they said I was beautiful, I laughed when they said I was great... But it took a long time to believe their words, I figured loneliness was my fate. The boys I wanted, didn't want me, I was tossed, used, and torn. So many took me as a joke, I crawled inside myself;scared and forlorn. I finally decided to believe in me, I realized I was worth so much. This was when I could see through the storm, when I allowed my soul to be touched. But I know that I will always love myself, no matter what-I AM ENOUGH!!! Lindsey Ruth Goolsby Copyright ©2007 Lindsey Ruth Goolsby
Feeling Used
One of the things I take pride in is making photoshop's of my friends. I do it by choice, and I do it to honor my friends because there is nothing more precious than friends. And honestly I expect nothing in return, except credit for my work. But when some one comes to me and asks me to do one for them, I never say NO. But come on, you ask me to do one, I do and then not even a thank you or nice job, thats just a slap in the face. Especially when I email you asking you what you think of it. Well unfortunately I just really hate feeling this way so from now on I will not do one for some one if they ask. So if I chose to do one for you feel honored, and know that I consider you a friend. But from now on DON'T ask because the answer will be NO. Sorry that one had to spoil it for every one else. And to the person that asked me to do one for their contest, please don't insult me and say something now, you have had days to comment, and it should not of taken me typing this to g
What You Mean To Me
What You Mean to Me.. You are my candle in the dark, My hearts one true spark. I need you all to myself yet I want to share you with the moon, I hope that what we have never ends too soon. You are the man of my affection, No mater if what I say and do causes misdirection. Lead me where you will, Everything that you are makes my heart stop, stand up and be still. I love you for who you are and what you have done, Baby you are my only one.
Someday
Someday! You said you almost love me And I desired to hear more For fear that inch between what you feel And love might never meet. I waited for your love to approach To hear what I needed to hear, But on and on it never did arrive My dreams were darkened with doubt. We laughed and sang together As the days passed on in turn The secrets held within your heart Was not for me to learn. Suddenly things seemed to change My heart could feel the chill Emptiness stood just outside Waiting for the kill. That night you found it complicated To look into my eyes I knew the end was very near I'd soon hear your good byes. Good bye is what I heard My love, my life Everything was gone Why me? Written by: Snuggles01
Black Velvet
A NEW RELIGION THAT'LL BRING YA TO YOUR KNEES........
Breeding Bulls
A man took his wife to the rodeo and one of the first exhibits they stopped at was the breeding bulls. They went up to the first pen and there was a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 50 times last year." The wife playfully nudged her husband in the ribs and said, "He mated 50 times last year." They walked to the second pen which Had a sign attached that said, "This bull mated 120 times last year." The wife gave her husband a healthy jab and said, "That's more than twice a week! You could learn a lot from him." They walked to the third pen and it had a sign attached that said, in capital letters, "This bull mated 365 times last year." The wife, so excited that her elbow nearly broke her husband's ribs, said, That's once a day. You could REALLY learn something from this one." The husband looked at her and said, "Go over and ask him if it was with the same cow?" NOTE: The husband's condition has been upgraded from critical to stable and he should eventually make a full recover
Warped & Twisted
Warped & Twisted Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted
My First Contest
PLEASE HELP BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX FOR THIS CONTEST I ENTERED!!! THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND IF I WIN I GET A 7 DAY BLAST! SO PLEASE HELP EVERYONE BY RATING AND COMMENT BOMBING MY PIX. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=682171&albumid=331777&i=3080155697
Life In A Nut Shell
Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me...... You brought another friend . And then there were 3 . We started our group .. Our circle of friends.... There is no beginning or end . .. Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.
Me
1. You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays? We "dine and dash" 2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias. What is it? Snoop dog 3. Pick one state in the U.S. to get rid of permanently. Rhode Island (Drive it and you will see what i am talking about) 4. You wake up as the opposite gender what's the one thing you wanna try? Double penetration 5. Luke Skywalker or Han Solo? Han Solo 6. Toy you always wanted but never got as a child? Fire Truck 7. Top two celebrities you wanna do? Pam Anderson, Monica Bellucci 8. What's an automatic deal breaker in a potential significant other? Uhhhh, if she is sober 9. What is the last movie you saw that actually scared you? Joe Dirt 10. Stupidest thing you've ever said out loud? After winning and argument with a girlfriend, I shouted out "YES, I won" it was all downhill from there. 11. You're sentenced to death and its the morning of your execution, what do you want to eat? Vagina 12. Wh
Jesus Was An Illegitimate Step Son
Just think what could have happened had Joseph taken it upon himself to act his right in those times to his illegitimate son. Joseph legally could have killed jesus. He could have been rid of Mary. Under the law of the time Jesus was a bastard. Just think what could have happened had Joseph hated his step son. Beat the shit out of him. Abused him emotionally and physically. Imagine what a psychologically traumatized messiah could have done. Force feeding someone fish and then performing the miracle of the fish and loaves. Bursting the man's guts with a glut of tuna. Killing someone to resurrect them over and over again. Serial killer christ is not something we want to mess around with. Drowning drunks with conjured wine from what they've already imbibed. I love the bible.
Downrating Ass( Also Posted A Bulletin)
I DONT KNOW HOW TO GRAP PPL'S PICTURES AND PUT THEM UP HERE BUT I DID GRAB THIS! http://cherrytap.com/user/762680 THIS PERSON WENT ON MY PAGE AND DOWNRATED THE PIC WE ALL RIPPED TO SHOW SUPPORT TO NY YANK FOR HIS RECENT LOSS OF HIS TWINS. THIS SEVERELY IRRITATES ME SO I BLASTED HIM AND THEN PROCEEDED TO BLOCK THEM! IT'S ONE THING TO DOWNRATE ONE OF MY PICTURES BUT TO DOWNRATE THAT PICTURE??? THE NERVE OF THIS ASS! I AM NOT ASKING EVERYONE TO GO BLOW HIM OUT BUT RATHER JUST LETTING YOU KNOW THAT THIS PERSON IS DOING THIS. I EVEN SENT THEM A COMMENT ABOUT DOWNRATING AND WAS COMPLETELY NICE ABOUT IT SINCE THEY ARE NEW HERE BUT WHEN I GOT NO RESPONSE IT REALLY TICKED ME OFF! COME ON GUYS THIS PIC IS A MEMORIAL TO KIDS!!! HOW DARE THIS FOOL DO THAT TO THE PICTURE!!!
It's Been A Year...
I wasn't sure what I was going to write so decided to place this in "Misc." for reasons being that I'm not sure where I'll wind up with this need to purge... Today is the one year "anniversary" of the death of my One, Master, Soul Mate and Twin Flame. I woke up as usual, nothing... a void, an emptiness... the lack of emotion concerned me because this is not like any grief or remembrance I have ever experienced and I have lost a many loved ones. I turned over in bed and opened my eyes to see a wonderful man that came into my life at my darkest hours to hear the words "I Love You" in his dry throated and gravely voice, and charming, sweet, sleepy smile. Climbing out of his arms and legs wrapped about me, I go to bring him his freshly brewed hot cup of coffee (all Hail the Goddess "Caffina" and the God Juan Valdez) and lie back in his arms thinking is this real? How can I feel nothing for the man that once was the very reason for me to keep on breathing just one year later after
Removed
I've done over 20 something people and I'm not even near being done,, just gets tiring after a while. I just want to let you all know that I'm here to talk with when ever however if your not going to show that type of love then ya don't need to be on my list. I'm a very open minded person and have much respect fer those who show it in re-turn..
My Panda Express Fortune
BE CAUTIOUS IN YOU FINANCIAL DEALINGS I find this interesting because when I cashed a $232 check for services rendered at the individuals bank today, I left empty handed. I just deposited into my account to see what happens. "What do you think?" {Grin}
I Hate Liars!!!!!!
You know, I consider myself to be a pretty laid back person. Most of my friends know that I try not to let things affect me to the point of pissing me off. But it really gets me when people go around telling stories and lies about someone else just to start shit. I mean what to have to gain from that? Why go around saying that my husband is saying that he loves you when it's me he comes to and asks to come back home to him? You know if he has really loved you that much, wouldn't you thing that he would have taken the opporotunity while we were separated to try to be with you? Especially since you were the one constantly crying on his shoulder telling him what a jerk your husband is and how you wanna leave him. Hmmm, I think that should have been a red flashing signal right there. You know also, I understand that you were in a lower social circle that my friends and I in high school, but why badger my friends about it 10 years later? Sooooo childish! I tried being friends, but after bei
Poems Past
Anger and malice do not reside within Those luxuries of others are to me poison I let them go and never turn back They empty the heart and the soul they attack Life is a precious gift to life ever so full Feeling like those make it restless and dull No time to let anything bring me down low Follow this course and you too will know That joy and peace are found deep inside So let go of those thing and enjoy the ride R. Thomas Dinsmore Rain falls like cleansing tears To wash away the pain and fears Missing those who are so dear And wishing I could hold them near The love for them has never died I carry that always deep inside A place of joy and love never ending No hurt and need to be amending A place that is our destiny Beyond this world for eternity Where we are one with those we miss Where there is only peace’s sweet promise Where there is only joy and never pain Where souls are pure and free of stain This is the place where comfort does live Th
Life...
Well, in some of my past blogs I've talked about my shitty marriage. Well today the husband moved out. We're now separated. I'm in shock. As much as I was wanting this before it all feels too surreal. It's something I really wanted but now I feel like I should be mourning something, not ready to party like I am. Anyone who has been through separation or divorce have any advice on how to work through these feelings? I'm so confused.
One Unexpected Night...
As I lay here awake in my room, I suddenly feel your presence, At first it isn’t familiar, And I wonder who could be here. I look around and see no one, Could it have been only a dream? As not to make a sound, I call out your name. No one answers, Then I see your great reflection, Upon my bed you have fallen, To my surprise I am not frightened. For I know this wasn’t the first time, There have been many other nights, To which we both could not explain, We knew it would not be the last. As we sat and looked at each other, You reached out with your hand, Gently caressed my face, And kissed my cheek. Your hands felt so warm, Against my skin, My heart raced with passion, Wanting to be in your arms. Our bodies embraced, As we united again, It felt as though we were, On top of the world. Your hands roamed my every curve, As my arms looped around your waist, I held you close into my arms, While we softly kissed. Again could I be dreaming, N
Lost Cause?
Someone told me that I should give up dating because I am a "lost cause." What the hell does that mean?
Hmmm
well, the decision is in the process of being made...im so tired of sending a shout to my friends..yeah im talking about the ones i actually talk(ed) to...and them not responding, all im doing is saying hi not asking them to get married....i know plenty of others feel the same way...don't know that i will leave forever, but i am SERIOUSLY considering leaving for a bit...those who are real friends have my phone numbers or my yahoo ID. if i have overlooked anyone and you would like it, please send a private message to me...thanks to all of you who actually have given a shit....love you guys & gals dava
Getting Stuff Done
havent been on tap for awhile. been getting stuff done. had a dr appt today and sometime next week have to get some more things done. i re-arranged my bed room today and did some laundry. chris has been ill for the past week so things have been hectic. i will be on sometime next week to give out the luv. after my surgery take care jupie
On The Lighter Side..a Smile Goes Along Way~
A Smile Is The Lighting System Of The Face, The Cooling System Of The Head and The Heating System Of The HEART.. Your Smile Shows Your Inner Aloha Spirit..Please Share, Show and Spread The Aloha.
Hey
I just wanted to say hello and to all of you who have rated,fanned or whatever thanks a whole lot. It is nice to be a part of a site to where you can make a lot of friends...
Gonna Be A Bear!!!!!
In this life I'm a woman,In my next life,I'd like to come back as a bear,you get to hibernate,you do nothing but sleep for six months.I could deal with that. Before you hibernate,you're supposed to eat yourself stupid.I could deal with that. When your a girl bear,you birth your children(who are the size of walnuts)while your sleeping and wake up to partailly grown,cute cuddly cubs.I could difinitely deal with that. If you're a mama bear,everyone knows you mean business,you swat anyone who bothers your cubs.If your cubs get out of line you swat them too. I could deal with that. If your a bear,your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling,he EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat,but loves me anyway for who I am !!!! YUP, GONNA BE A BEAR!!!
Yes Waiting On God
The Bible is God's revealed Word, but it’s also a book about human beings crying out to God in the struggles of life. What does the Bible tell us to do to get our prayers answered? One thing it says is to wait upon the Lord. In Isaiah 40:31 it says, They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles. Used in this verse, “wait upon the Lord” refers to renewing and strengthening. It also implies waiting for the answer, much like a farmer waits for his seeds to germinate after he plants them. He cannot make them grow. All he can do is plant them and then wait for God to bring forth the harvest. The prophet Elijah had to wait upon the Lord after he prayed for rain to come upon the parched earth of Israel (see I Kings 18:41-44). Initially he prayed that it would not rain until the people turned from their evil ways. In answer to that prayer, God withheld rain for over three years. It was a bitter experience for the children of Israel, but
Never Let Daddy Go To The T-shirt Store
NEVER LET DAD GO TO THE T-SHIRT STORE
Cant Accept This
IM TRYING VERY HARD TO ACCEPT MY MOTHER IS GONNA DIE....IM STILL NOT THERE YET Guns & Roses - EstrangedAdd to My Profile | More Videos
For You, My Love
you are a glimer of hope in this world of hate a shining jewel in a bed of rocks. you are the essense of life an angel of beauty a lofty and guiding star in a universe of darkness. you are a rose amongst the thorns a bright light within the shadows. you are a smile which casts off frowns a chorus of song which breaks the silence. you are my friend for which aren't many a bride of understanding in my life of chaos. You are - and for that - I am greatful.
Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
What Ever Happened To My Country?
Ill start off with an appology to you the reader. This is perhaps the first thing Ive written since highschool. I am a 28 yr old man, Born here, raised here and ill probably die, here When I was a young boy, I can remember a few events that perhaps some people do not remember or perhaps were not born during. I went to a catholic school outside of Boston Ma, I can remember the feeling of excitement and fear of Gorbachev (former leader of the Soviets, Our enemy) and Reagan (our President)meeting in Iceland . I can remember all of us watching it on Tv and being asked to pray , and with my little hands and with all of my heart I did pray. I can remember the Soviets, I can remember our fear of their bombs, and I can remember our project and large parking lots having signs for fallout shelters. This may sound as ridiculous as our parents telling us about when they were in school they did bomb drills, But this is my Story... I am an American, I am also a former i
Blast Ideas/contest
Ok so I have done the first blast giveaway myself. Having purchased a 7day blast to get it out and then asking everyone to whore me. Here is the reasoning behind it. I plan on making a new paypal (not using my current for secure reasons) and having people win chances to get blast that way. Instead of paying $20 for a blast why not pay $1 for a 1/20 chance or $5 for a 1 in 4 chance! It will of course require me to have more friends/fans as to promote and it to fill up faster. I am thinking of using multiple ones for 3day, 7day and even a 30day pass. Then I am also thinking of (if this blast takes off) opening up one for a Happy Hour give away! The way it will work is you send money to the paypal account (or send me an email and I will request it) once that is done and the first $20 (for a 7day blast) is collected for every dollar you put in you will have that many chances to win. Say there are 7 people, 2 people paid 5, the other 5 paid 2 each. THats $20. 2 people have a 1
Depleted Uranium
Depleted Uranium During the war, US and British forces shot ammo made from Depleted Uranium (DU), a radioactive and toxic waste that is suspected as a cause of some illnesses affecting veterans of the 1991 Gulf War. Scientists believe respiratory irritation caused by sand storms, oil fires, and concentrated vehicle fumes during Operation Desert Storm weakened the blood/brain barrier and allowed DU to enter the central nervous system of soldiers in the field resulting in slowly developing neurotoxic responses. Their brains, in effect, were slowly poisoned. The brain is a 'target organ' for dissolved uranium. Tests on some Desert Storm vets show lowered ability to think and solve problems, as well as lowered motor skills in subjects with above average uranium levels. During the latest operations in both Afghanistan and Iraq, American and British tanks fired thousands of depleted uranium armor penetrators. American A-10 and AV-8B aircraft shot hundreds of thousands of small
To My Beautiful Friends!
The Law And Art Of Phhhttt!
I know i,m getting alot of funny looks from group members who've read the heading for this post...but after you get through reading,you might not be so confused. Too many people,especially those just starting out on a spiritual path,either start out guilty or end up guilty of the same crime...not knowing the law of PPHHHTTTTT.Well,what the heck is the LAW OF PPHHTTT....sounds like something straight out of MONTY PYTHON...I,d like to explain this LAW OF PPHHTTT....You wont find it in any text anywhere,because it hasnt been written down....its a lesson and a law most only learn when they are more experianced with their spiritual path...and ONLY if their minds are open enough to handle it....THE LAW AND ART OF PPHHTTTT is valuable though...prevents alot of frustration and stress and heartache,so let me share with you the LAW AND ART OF PHHFFTTT.. Ah,how many of us started out on our spiritual paths and were so eager to learn that we dashed headlong,reading at the speed
The Fuck You's
This is hilarious and so true, I had to repost it. Sorry if some of it is offensive!! ONE. there is NO SUCH THING as a CT tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking moron. FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. FIGHTING ONLINE is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE. Quit crying b/c you're not on someones LIST. who cares? ITS CT!!! SIX. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up u fucki
Congratulations!!
To all those who have bought thier way to the top! YOU MUST be sooooooooooo Proud. All you have proven is you know how to waste money and bought your popularity on this site. You should be soooooooooooo PROUD!!! Yay for you!
Lessons And Tears
It's early morning, and I'm sitting here as I usually do, listening to the chickens, watching the shadows slip into sunlight in the wooded area outside my office window. This is my quiet time, that I use to do my thinking, and my household paperwork. Other times when I have been really sick, I just stay in bed, and snuggle up to Buddy, and we watch out the bedroom window as morning comes. He has made it his lil orange mission to see that I get all the kitty love I need. I am so grateful for his lil fat, warm presence.... Today as I sit here, I have such a mixed bag of emotions... there are many changes coming for me. Some so sad..... and some new adventures that I never dreamed were on their way. I'm hoping that I am able to handle it all. I'm not sure if it's my age, and a hormone issue, but I cry alot lately. Sometimes with good reason, sometimes for no reason at all. I just seem to have a sadness in me that I cannot shake off, and I try not to stay mired down in self p
Lostboy 1
"Being wild is in their blood – Sleep all day Party all night Never grow old It’s fun to be A vampire…" Come see Dj lostboy only found @ Brutal Radio Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!! "Burn rubber does not mean warp speed!"
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dark and dirty like you have never seen a mind so twisted with thoughts unclean my heart is racing all tattered and torn i stand here naked as the day i was born
Hot Fun In The Summertime
Daily Horoscope Apr 28
Aries horoscope today, according to CherryTAP: "Tidying up the loose ends suddenly seems like the best and most productive activity. You know what? Your instincts are dead on. When you go through the details with a fine-tooth comb, you discover something amazing." Does this mean I'm gonna find a large sum of laundered cash in my closet when I clean out my old apartment? Oo I hope so... now where'd that comb go?
Best Friend U Will Ever Have
RATE HIM FAN HIM ADD HIM, THIS IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST MORE CARING GUYS U WILL MEET ON CT. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR NO MATTER WHAT I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE LET ME KNOW YOU CARE ABOUT FRIENDS MORE THEN POINTS HAVE A GREAT DAY MY SEXY CHERRIES BoatMan~ Club Fantasia Assist Punisher and Enforcer ~Vixens soon to be hubby {Cherry Snatcher}@ CherryTAP
School...
I've been here at Fort Sill, Oklahoma since April 12 for Basic Non-Commissioned Officer Course (BNCOC). It's going ok. There is not much to do on Fort Sill and Lawton is boring. I've been spending too much money on DVDs (movies and tv series) just so that I will have something to keep myself occupied and out of trouble. School is going well. I passed the Army Physical Fitness Test with my best run time in about 4 years. I ran two miles in 14:50. I also passed my first two written tests. Things are going well. A shout out for Bella Mia. It's a great restaurant on Fort Sill Boulevard in Lawton. They have incredible Italian food and a great atmosphere. It would be a great place to take a significant other for a date!
Help Would Be Appreciated
Yea yea...I know I could jus go to the help lounge..but I am too lazy to do that...lol N sides...Friends on CT r there to help right?? I am jus a tad confuzzled about the Bulletins regarding Lounges? Jus wtf r they all about? R they only places to go and listen to music? Or can one actually take part in conversation in these places? Do you have to request tuneage in them? Or can I just be my regular goofy self and do what I do best...blab!! I am sure someone out there can enlighten me and help to aleviate my confuzzlement. Blessed Be xo Boo xo
Are You A Freak?
You scored as Morning horny. You get up, you get hot. You want some after getting up, or possibly, before getting up. You like to have it when you have woken up and before it's not too day time. Mornings have sometimes mist, clouds and morning sun, and of course always new day and no worries! Although if you companion is too tired you might get frustrated.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?
Baby Maria Needs Your Prayers!
The pictures below are of my newest family member. Baby Maria Elizabeth! She is only 4 days old but has already had her share of hard times. Below the pictures you will read my sisters own words about her new grand daughter. All I ask, is that someone out there pray for her. She deserves to live as we all do. God Bless You Maria! I Love You! Lady Shannon Maria Elizabeth Schumann was born April 15, 2007 at 10:19pm...a few hours later, her oxygen levels began to drop, Maria was transported to Cincinnatti Children's medical Center around 4:30 am. She has been stabilized and diagnosed with Tricuspid Atresia with small VSD...in other words, her heart did not completely develop. This is what people used to call "blue baby syndrome". Years ago, she would have had to had immediate surgery without being stabilized, properly diagnosed, etc. Maria will require 3 surgeries over some time, to correct this defect...the following link explains the defect and procedures: http://www.cinc
Sorry It Couldn't Be Me
SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL SMILE TO YOUR FACE THE ONE TO BRING THAT SPECIAL FEELING TO YOUR HEART SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THAT SHOWED YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU WANTED THAT GAVE YOU THE LOVE THAT YOU NEEDED SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HAND THE ONE TO GENTLY TOUCH YOUR HEART SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME THE ONE THAT YOU COULD LOVE SORRY THAT IT COULDN’T BE ME
Lost Poem
She was not looking at me anymore, staring out into space like that, and I knew wherever she was, I would never know her there. She was quite small in the shadow, of what she used to be, and maybe I understood a bit, why she wished to leave me here, because I wasn’t something, make-believe. And the wind was washing away, what used to make her talk to me, she’s talking to herself now, her lips are parted so that when I, maybe I will look inside her, and maybe I will see what is wrong. Her mouth is open wider now, and maybe she wants me to see, so when I peer inside, when I see what she wanted me to, when I see the blackness of night, and death, I seem to think I understand, and now I know where I am again.
My Husband Sucks :-/
Ohh did you think this was gonna be a bash about him? haha NO.. Well since the punk has been on this diet with me.. he started probably almost 2 weeks ago.. he's lost 20 fucking pounds! *growls* I know men lose faster but still! *growls* He sucks lol
Guess What!?!?!?
... my pics made it past the first application process of SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!! yeah, thats right. my looks ARE good enough. I feel like doing the happy dance right now.
Written For Me By Mio King
I love u U are the air I breathe U are tears I shed U are my heart U are in my brain U are the blood I shed U are my future - that's what makes u my everything. I love u Sal
Life Sux
I beginning to think that i am just a fucked up person....I either really am a screwed up person who nobody wants...or i just find the biggest assholes in the world...last night my ex called said he was in town and proceeded to cuss me out all night...then tell me he loved me and that he would leave his current fiance for me...that he had changed his mind and felt bad for treating me the way he has...then decided he doesn't want me to call him anymore...my current boyfriend think that i dont feel comfortable around him so he's second guessing being with me...another recent ex...a 22year old...left me for a 15 year old...and a 17 year old...but still wants me here on the side...Does this sound like its me...or do i just have horrible taste?
He..he..read And Find Out!
I have attemted to be nice...I have tried to see your side and you know what..your side is not for me! Morally, spiritually, or even by societys standards...I can not accept what you have done or are willing to do to keep the victims role in this situation. I will no longer be nice or polite with you or any other that decides to hurt another in this way. You will now see what you have missed out on and will miss in the future. I am worth more than the pain that I have felt...BUT, thank you...for what? For the pain and scars. Those scars are a reminder of how weak I had let myself get and how easy you caused them. The pain...the pain is a fire that I will use to move forward and take charge of MY life.. You will no longer keep ahold of the leash that you had for so long. The scars I will give you are simple ones...those will be on the hand that held the leash. And when you try and do this to another you will see those and you will be reminded of what you had. And how it finally las
Pics Of Ya Boy!
Chapter 2
Welcome back. I am here to continue talking about what me and my friend, Restr1ctive talk about on Xbox Uno. Last time I talked about two lil boys kissing. This time I'm going a lil further than that. Everytime I seem to get on this game with my good friend, he always brings up this one time he was playing in the afternoon. He said that he was bored so he decided to play a game of Uno on Xbox. As he was joining a game, he noticed that two others had cams on them. It's nice to have cams nowadays. It's cool to see who you are playing the games with and talking with. Almost feels like you are there with him playing these games. But this day was horrendous for my friend. And I feel he has been scarred for life. Now as I had said previously I don't care what your sexual orientation is, that is your preference. But for my friend, ths day had significantly scarred his brain. As he looks up at the tv screen to play his game with what he thought were two guys playing Uno, he actually noticed
Let The Good Times Roll
Ppl Are Lame
IT IS PRETTY LAME WHEN YOU GO ON SOMEONES PAGE AND RATE PHOTO'S OF CHILDREN VERY LOW. IF THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK OF YOURSELF, THEN DON'T PROJECT IT ONTO OTHERS. FOR WHAT EVER REASON YOU HAVE FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE , DON'T DISRESPECT MY KIDS. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT YOU THINK OF ME, OR HOW YOU RATE MY PHOTO'S, BUT MY KIDS AREN'T A PART OF THIS. SO, TO THOSE WHO THINK THE SHIT IS CUTE, OR FUNNY TO DEGRADE CHILDREN, STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY PAGE.
Chapter 3
Suck and Blow! Well what all can I say about it. It's kind of self-explanatory. We were laughing so much about this I could not breathe. Ok, let me set the scenery. Here I am with three guys: restr1ctive, Zion and Masterasteroid. Now during this evening of talking with these guys, I found out a lot about what people think. Now suck and blow. It's exactly what is means. We were talking about some pretty sexually related things. So take it as you may, but all us women suck and blow! Until next time, Ciao!
What Do U Do?
what do you do when u can't get someone off your mind?when all you do is sit there and think about them?When your wondering what they r doing,when you will be able to talk to them again,and when will you be able to see them again?I mean what do you do how can you get them off your mind?When u sit there and think about them and you can't get them of your mind do you ever wonder if they are thinking aobut you to?I hate not knowing if the person i am thinking about is thinking of me!What do you do to be able to know what they r thinking and if they r thinking of you 2?
Chapter 4 Of What I Learn On Xbox Uno.
Ok so now you are getting the just of our night. We play uno until the wee hours of the morning and just bullshit about everyday life. Well the sexual part of everyday life. If you haven't noticed, there is one thing that is consistant, when we play Uno on Xbox Live, there are some good times going on. Especially when you have the sense of humor we do. Now we are playing Uno, and in the midst of our game, I dropped the controller. Mainly because I was laughing so hard. And just as I dropped it, i yelled out, "Omg, I dropped it!" Everyone started laughing so hard that I dropped it again. I mean come on. Yoou can't see the other person who is talking and your mind is in the gutter and you hear omg I dropped it....what else would you think....I know It's funny as hell.....we thought that too. Until next time Ciao!
.day.trippers.
so. its home crap home. got in last nite...around 8-ish. day trip turned into a 3 day excursion. good sauce. we were just gonna go up n tool around Sedona and the surrounding towns and view the housing and town size and things of the like. after we mistakenly went to effin cottonwood and jerome...n prescott (rhymes with biscuit) we were kinda torqued. suck ass towns lemme tell ya. well using the word 'town' is a lil too kind. im still in shock Maynard has a house in jerome. theres houses built into the side of the mountain. on barely 2 lane windy-ass mountain roads which some decide to go straight up...good luck if you dont know where you're going. so after we took that detour...we said ehhhh im not driving anymore n stayed over in a hotel in the Village of Oak Creek which was delightful. then decided to head up to Flagstaff n check out their housing n things...which some areas was downright trailer park ghetto but some werent...n since we were like...right there...figured ef
Thought Waves
Imagine being my universe inside my universe inside my universe and i am each element that connects and intertwines its systematic tapestry. Exploring the very essence of your existance sliding across your astroplane as you bring remission of plagues into my membrane while atmospheric energies combine with telepathic vibrations. Big Bang like the theory and evolutionary like the fact, deep mental unconciousness in my slumber hovering over my mind's eye as i drift on the sea of R.E.M. Are we them? 2 shooting stars streaking across space and time dancing on the constellation and dining in the cosmic dusts. Parallels that co-exists in a viscious cycle of repetious vanity or they that take vanity and make it worthy of glory by creating and tellin the story? Or simply we ARE? Yes..... we are! Spaced Out, Micah Shawn
Open Arms
This song is for a very special person who makes me feel loved and wanted.
I Know I Seem To Change Gf's Quickly...
The fact of the matter is, I just find something I don't like about people very fast. Most of it can be resolved, but there is always something I just can't overlook. Some have hang-ups I can't handle, and some develop an attitude toward my tastes that ends up pissing me off. As of now I'm chatting with someone special in Arizona and taking my time with it. I'm not looking for Miss Universe, I just want someone I can get along with enough to spend a lot of time with in and out of the sack. My last ex ended up being just an ideal, and I need someone I can enjoy being with OUTSIDE the bedroom. That's right, sex is great, but it's not everything. If the heart and head aren't in it, it won't last.

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