the past few months have been amazing. the powers that be seem have cut me a break. i guess i should start at page one.
matt and i met at the end of january. our initial intents were bang until we got bored of each other. we ended up developing feelings for one another. he really is an amazing guy. i always heard stories about guys who say pretty things but actually believe themselves and carry out those romances. he opens doors and helps me up when i'm too high to get myself up. i blew out my knee and he sat up all night with me. matt actually helped me use the toilet because i couldn't get there alone. he rubs my back when i'm sore. every time he kisses me i get butterflies in my stomach and feel like the universe is at peace. i don't know how to describe it.
we're still in the infatuation stage but i'd hate to think that everything i feel is just puppy love.
anyway some funny stuff:
two weeks ago i ride my byke to matt's for a wake up call. i curl up into bed with him and start to give him a blow job under the covers. his mom comes in. he didn't even stop me. the wanker waited until i was done to laugh and tell me.
anyway yesterday we were laying in bed and i was giving him head again and i look up and make eye contact with his mom while his penis was in my mouth. *sigh*
